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literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi2 - 15 aprili 2010#23#23#23#23#23 fasi 50 TeTrigamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT
_ ra Tqma unda, dakargul megobrebze, rogorc_ TbilisSi, ise _ TelavSi. bevri afxazeTis ommaSeiwira, bevric mere gamomecala xelidan. wlebi racmemateba, vxvdebi, rom Seni sikvdili maSin iwyeba,roca megobrebs kargav, Sens usayvarles xalxs kar-gav. fizikuri sikvdili saboloo gardacvalebaa.
vfiqrob Cems cxovrebazec, Secdomebze, rom-lebic mxolod Cems kiserzea. ise vicxovre, rogorcmovindome, SesaZleblobebze ki sxvebma imsjelon.vcdilobdi, yovelTvis marTali vyofiliyavi, ax-lac ase var. gamgebi gaigebs.
_ sad xedavT Tqvens Tavs am oromtrialSi?_ Cems Tavs iq vxedav, sadac var. iqneb daviRale
da magitom, an iqneb imitom, rom aq dedaCemi da mama-Cemia. SesaZloa raRacisTvis vemzadebi. vnaxoT...gamoCndeba.
jerjerobiT aq yofna miadvildeba.
esaubra xaTuna qardava
koqteilbari Tbilissa da Telavs Soris
proza 3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi2 -15 aprili 2010
visxediT Cveulebriv, rogorcyvela saRamos, samsaxuridan saxlSirom davbrundebodi xolme da televi-zors vuyurebdiT. dedaCemi Tavis sa-varZelSi _ SemosasvlelSive, oTaxiskarTan rom idga, me _ quCis mxares,kedelTan, wignebis karadis gverdiT,saidanac kargad Canda televizoricda Cemgan naxevrad zurgSeqceviT mj-dari dedaCemic. ijda mokrZalebiT,marjvena idayviT savarZlis saxe-lurze dayrdnobili, erTmaneTzebavSvurad, saSinlad gulisamaCuye-blad mityupebuli flostebSi Cay-ofili fexebiT da mondomebiT usmen-da gadacemas sesilia TayaiSvilis cx-ovrebaze. me ki mTeli dRis misavaTe-buls fiqri merCivna, meqanikuradvadevnebdi Tvals nawyvetebs cnobilifilmebidan da TiTqmis ar mesmodadrodadro ekranze gamoCenili msax-iobebis laparaki.
albaT verasodes SevZleb bolom-de imis axsnas, zogjer ratom maRiz-ianebda da Tan mecodeboda aseTavisTvis, morCilad mjdari dedaCe-mi; ratom vTvlidi mis winaSe Tavs dam-naSaved, ratom mivyavdi isterikamdemis TiTqmis asketur cxovrebas da mS-vid, xSir SemTxvevaSi morcxvobiTgamowveul qcevebs, romlebic mx-olod mowesrigebul jdomaSi ar gam-oixateboda. aseTi iyo, magaliTad,laparakis dros sadRac, gaurkvevelimimarTulebiT cqera, sarkeSi CaxedvisgareSe Tmis davarcxna, xorciani sadi-lis uxorcod Wama, sawolSi uxerxu-li, mokuntuli wola, da Cemi nervebi-sTvis yvelaze metad gausaZlisi, au-taneli tkivilebis usityvod moTme-na, rasac sul SemTxveviT, didxans na-grovebi, amoxeTqili kvnesiT vigebdixolme. dedaCems rom verafers veub-nebodi, uceb giJiviT wamovxtebodi amucnauri grZnobisgan erTianad acax-caxebuli, cota xniT gverdiT oTaxSi,samzareuloSi an saabazanoSi Se-viketebodi da iq vwynardebodi. mqon-da damSvidebis kidev erTi xerxi: TuTavs xelSi aviyvandi da arsad gaviq-ceodi, dedaCems vTxovdi, Cveni ojax-is Zveli ambebi moeyola, rac ZalianmSveloda da dadebiTad moqmedebdaCems aSlil fsiqikaze. amjeradacswored amis Tqmas vapirebdi, rom de-daCemma iqiT damaswro:
_ ar usmen, ara maqvs moyolili,sawyali papaSenic xo am dReSi iyo? _miTxra da mTeli taniT SemobrundaCemsken ise, rom fexebi erTmaneTisTvisar mouSorebia. Cemi gamonacvali, naqs-ovi bolokaba gulmodgined gadaiWi-ma muxlisTavebze da mSvidad daelo-da pasuxs.
_ ar vici, ra dReSi? _ ver mivxv-di uceb, ras mekiTxeboda.
_ ai, rogorc sesilia iTxovdaTurme sikvdilis win sigarets, sawya-li papaSenic ese yofila. mamaSenma Te-lavidan rom Camoiyvana operaciis Sem-deg, ukve Zalian mZimed iyo. wina oTax-Si daawvina taxtze da iqidan aRarcamdgara. Tqven ar gemaxsovrebaT magoTaxis amoSeneba, patarebi iyaviT. sulTviTon uvlida, me axlos ar gamakara.mTeli dReebi TavTan ejda da patarabalRiviT boTlidan ZaliT aWmevdasaWmels. zafxuli iyo da cota xniTmarlas rom gadaxdida saxeze, msxvil-foTola furclis totebiT uniaveb-da, buzebs rom ar Seewuxebina.
ukve mivxvdi, rom dRes gamimarT-la da aRarsad gaqceva ar damWirde-boda; savarZelSi Caflulma Cems sule-lur wikebze fiqri Sevwyvite, SeZleb-isdagvarad moveSvi da mosasmenadmovemzade. erTi eg iyo, cota sindisimqenjnida da, viTom dedaCemisTvismuxtis misacemad, ufro ki am azrisTavidan mosaSoreblad, lamis viyvire:mere, mere ra moxda-meTqi.
_ eqims kategoriulad gaufrTx-ilebia mamaSeni, araviTar SemTxvevaSisigareti ar moawevinoTo. is kidev,ubeduri, arca Wamda, arca svamda damxolod eg undoda. laparaki rom arSeeZlo, amoyofda sabnidan xels,saCvenebel da Sua TiTebs erTmaneTTanmiitanda da ise iTxovda sigarets. si-garets ra, bolo dros yidulobdaprimas, Torem, ise, sul gazeTSi gax-veul Tambaqos eweoda. rusulixalaTebi ecva xolme, gverdze an winCaxsnili, xo ici, da gulis jibeSi sulewyo makratliT koxtad, zomazedaWrili gazeTebi; Sarvlis jibeSikidev oTxkuTxa spilenZis saTuTune-Si Cayrili dakuwuli Tambaqo. omisSemdeg veRar gadaCveula... sawyals,marjvena xelze es orive TiTi niko-tinisgan mTlad gayviTlebuli hqon-da. mere rom gaaxsendeboda xolme,saSinlad ganicdida mamaSeni _ mime-ca, vin icis, ra guliT undoda, magisjavri rogor Cavayoleo... TviTonacramdeni gadaitana da ramdeni uTqme-li kidev Tan waiRo; an saerTod, sulmikvirs, rogor iyo aseTi janmrTeli,guli magas ar stkiebia arasodes, wne-va magan ar icoda da kbilis tkivili_ moRunul lursmans movineleb ise-Ti janmrTeli varo, icoda xolme Tqma.samagierod, cxovrebam mouxarSaRolo-SeWamandi. _ eg raRaa? _ vc-qvite yurebi. _ simware, ra iqneba sxva?_ jer sawyali, mTlad axalgazrdababoSenis avadmyofobasa dasikvdilze ra dReebi gamoiara, mereor-ori axalgazrda Zma Cado miwaSi,axla am gaubedurebuli mamidaSenisambavi, bolos papaSenis sikvdili, _ aqZalian Rrmad amoisunTqa da isev ga-nagrZo, _ etyoba, Tqven marTla gaqvTslavuri sisxli, Torem amdens rogorgauZlebda? _ dalevda or Wiqas,itirebda, moigonebda Tavis mkvdrebs,mowolil javrs gulidan amoiRebdada diliT magaze xalisianad kaci veradgeboda loginidan (mecxrametesaukunis bolos, mefis ruseTis mierkavkasiaSi gadmosaxlebul ajanyebulpolonelTa nawili daRestnis sazR-varTan axlos gaumwesebiaT; swored iq,sadac axla mamaCemis patara sofelisacxenea. mere bevr maTgans coladqarTveli qali mouyvania da samuda-mod aqve dasaxlebula. maT ricxvSiyofila Cveni didi papa, fediac. amit-om Cveni gvaris xalxs sofelSi dRem-de fedaanebs eZaxian).
_ imden rames yvebiT am baboCemissikvdilze, rom veRar gavige bolosriTi mokvda es qali, _ aRar davixiemec ukan.
_ Tqven sad gemaxsovrebaT, pa-tarebi iyaviT, _ pauzac ar gaukeTe-bia, ise ganagrZo laparaki. saubrisdros ratomRac sul ase, mravlobiT-Si mogvmarTavda mec da Cems da-Zmasac,_ Cveni ubnis TavSi, skolasTan, sacx-enis gzidan rom gadmovuxvevT, Rlon-tebi cxovrobdnen. mere gaiyida eg sax-li. axla aRarc vici visia. baboSenisxvanairi, vaJkacuri qali iyo, Tan _Tbili. yvelasTan SeeZlo saerTo enisgamonaxva da orive sofelSi, sacxene-Sic da CvenTanac, yvelas axlos icnob-
da. albaT imas hgavda mamaSenic, gul-Ria da urTierTobebis moyvaruli.
mamaCemis sikvdilis Semdeg deda-Cemi SemTxvevas ar uSvebda xelidan,rom masze rame kargi eTqva. sicocx-leSi ki Tavisi morcxvobisa da mokrZa-lebulobis gamo, misgan qmris saame-blad naTqvami erTi saalerso sityvacar gamigia; mamaCemis mkerdze miyrd-nobilic ki arasodes gvinaxavsSvilebs. _ hoda, _ gaagrZela de-daCemma, _ me papaSenisgan vici, rom imweliwads ubnis qalebs sarvamartod amRlontebSi uqeifiaT da baboSenicdaupatiJebiaT. iq ucekvia sawyals,kintauri Tu, ra cekvaa, Tavsafars romdaagdeben da mere piriT iReben... msu-qani, bocboca qali ar iyo baboSeni da,rom daxrila, es mosaxvevi ki auRia,magram Tan Caswyvetia kidec mucelSiraRac. es vici TviTon papaSenisgan, _daamata meti damajereblobisTviskidev erTxel.
_ aba, aki Zroxam amoutia da mereis gauRiziandao? _ gadavamowme rome-liRac naTesavisgan mosmenili versia._ ar vici, Cveni mezoblis qalebiimasac ambobdnen, ufro sworad,basilaanT nataSa metyoda xolme,rom, xom giTxari, vaJkacuri qaliiyo-meTqi baboSeni, rusTavSi or-mocdaaTkiloiani balonebiTTafli martos Cahqonda Turmegasayidad da, erTxel, didi man-qanidan CamoRebisas, viTom balo-ni dascemia sawyals mucelze.mere ki, is mourCeneli iqidan gas-Cenia.
_ Seni miyvanidan male mokv-da? _ ho, nano myavda ukve erTiwlis da Senze fexmZimed viyavi.Cven rogorc rZal-dedamTilma, vercmovaswariT erTmaneTis kargad gacno-ba. rodis, aba, is xo am saxlSi ar cx-ovrobda, Tan ukve avad iyo da viRasecala rZaldedamTiluri urTierTo-bebisTvis? _ diasaxlisi ki, xo gagi-gia baboSenze rom amboben, marTla un-aklo iyo. mec moveswari mis gamomcx-var paskas; baboSenis recepts dRemdeiyenebs mTeli Tqveni sagvareulo. imreceptiT vacxobdi xolme mere mec,Cvenebic. Sen da daTas ara, magramnanos Sexvda misi naxelavi; rom daiba-da, swored im weliwads paskis orcxo-bila zamTramde migvyva da TveebisasCaiSi CafSxvnils vaWmevdi.
saxli rom axsena, Rimili ver Se-vikave. mivxvdi, rom warmodgeniT isaxla sofelSi iyo, Cvens gamoketilsaxlSi, saidanac misTvis samyaros aTv-lis wertili iwyeboda; sadac mamaCem-ma cxrameti wlis gogo miiyvana dauTxra, ai, aq icxovreb, neli, dReidanSeni kera es iqnebao. da dedaCemsac, amsityvebis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT,TiTqmis arasodes moucvlia fexisaxlidan, Tu ar CavTvliT mamaCemissikvdilis Semdeg zamTrobiT qalaqSiCamosvlas. _ raze CageRima, _ mkiTxacota gakvirvebulma, magram aRar CamZ-iebia, ise gaagrZela, _ is suraTi xogaxsovs, mamaSeni baboSenTan xelgada-xveuli rom dgas sacxenis ezoSi? _sikvdilamde ori-sami wliT adrea ga-daRebuli. mTlad axalgazrda wavida.rogor uyvarda mamaSens... da gamoxat-vac SeeZlo. Tqven sada xarT eseTiTbilebi... an daTa, _ daakonkretaufro.
miuxedavad imisa, rom aseTi gadax-vevisTvis mzad ar viyavi, naTqvamisaswrafod gaviazre da sakmaod uxe-Sad mivaxale:
_ visi bralia mere, rogorebicgagvzarde, iseTebi varT...
_ ram gagacxara, sawyenad ar miTq-vams, Svilo, _ miTxra damnaSave bavS-viviT da am SviloTi gamanadgura. ai,dedaCemis kidev erTi im TvisebaTa-
gani, romelic weRan zemoT Cam-ovTvale. ver warmomedgina, rom aseTdros adamians daTmoba da ukan daxevaSeeZlo. magram axla marTla ar gavRi-zianebulvar da radgan sindisi suf-Ta mqonda, Tamamad SemeZlo meTxova,rom moyola ar Seewyvita. Tumca, de-daCemma es Cemi Txovnis gareSec gaake-Ta.
_ sofelSi baboSens giorgi eqimimkurnalobda. pirvelad iman uTxra,operacias azri ara aqvso. mamaSenmamainc ar daiSala da TbilisSi waiyva-na. iq ki gauWriaT, magram maSinve daux-uriaT _ igive uTqvamT. swored imdros, mamidaSenma meored moitexakiseri _ im gaubedurebul, Sviliankacs gahyva colad; me muceli Tavzemqonda moqceuli; ufrosi rZlebicota nawyenebi iyvnen dedamTilze, qm-rebic gadabirebulebiviTa hyavdaTdaZalauneburad, esec, ZiriTadad,isev mamaSenis sapatrono gaxda. amaskidev, am sawyals, papaSenTan xo siga-reti gauxda sananebeli, aq sizmarinaxa: daTvis soko xo gagigia _ erTiiWmeba, meore _ ara, Sxamiania. viRa-cas ZilSi uswavlebia, Sxamiani romel-ic aris, magrad danaye da wveni zedWrilobaze daawureo.
_ mere, ar gaakeTa, xo kargad ico-da sokoebis cnoba? _ vkiTxe raRac-nairi, sasowarkveTili xmiT.
_ an axla raRa dros ameebze la-parakia, an Senc ras gaixseneb xolme wa-ramara da mayoleb? _ moulodneladcota gaRizianebulma, TiTqos ufroCems gasagonad ki ara, TavisTvis Cail-aparaka dedaCemma da gaCumda.
:...im qals ra unda,fanjridan rom giyurebs?aTi welia aq ar arisda rogor giyurebs...sad migacilebs misi mzera?!
.....................................ivsebi bindiT,Segatoves Ramis wveTovans,Tovlia SenSi da Sen fiqrob:SesaZloa, tanjul Tvalebs CamoeTovaam mTagorebze da ara zecas,amindis nacvlad mtkivneuli Jami feiqrobs,gadaaTeTra Seni Tvalebida horizontis yulfi Seikra....
ra sagrZnobia, rom aq viRac dadis uCumradda Sori_axlo isev eTreva,swored aq, sadac siyvaruliada rac gasavlel dReebs gamsWvalavstkivilis mzea,SiSis xmaa da simkveTrea.
ver imalebi verc sityvaSi da verc dumilSi,aRarc RimilSi darCenila Seni adgili,aRarc xmaSida Tu miaRwev mxolod kvnesamde,da mTeli Rame ise gmarcvlavs wamokvnesebi,TiTqos xsovnaSi atkivebul wuTebs Tesavde.
ucnobi xedi fanjrebidan da ucabedifiqris simware,Tavis daxra da aridebaTvalis, romelic kargavs dasayrdensda Cabrundeba Tavis siRrmeSi,rom Tavdapirvel bindSi dasaxlde.
qaris xsovna
...xolo is, Tavis arseboba rom Semaxsenos,gamimeorebs: _ aq aRara var...
ra undoda?!
Ramec ar hyofnis dasamalavad,dRe _ saarsebod.
xsovnaa misi aq yofnis mowme,ar gamodgeba radgan xsovna yofnis alibad,Turme aq iyo da ver vixseneb,verc is mixsenebs da mebraleba, _miviwyebasa da xsovnas SorisCarCenil droSi rom mimacilebsadgilnacvali orientiri?!Sen eZeb sityvas pirvandel niSniTda ara lamaz ornamentiviT.
stumrad xar Sin daiqsov siCumes,drois simdores gulSi igubebda wasasvlelad yovelTvis mzad xarda abreSumis WiasaviT Seni fusfusisul furcel_furcel aaSrialebssibneles, sadac krTeba fosfori _rogorc saflavze xsovnis niSani.
Sen zurgs Seaqcev mSiSara fiqrs,moCvenebiTad sibilur gumansda mTebs gaxedav, isev rom sduman,radgan simaRliT yvelaferi Tqves.
gageRimeba, rom bavSvobas izogav dRemde,raxmaninovis meore koncerts rom usmen axlac..Sen iqiT ginda, sadac musika ibadeba,roca yoveli Sesrulebisas ivsebi frTebiTda geSinia, rom gafrindeda Sens budes gadaufrino,saiTac Tvalic ar gageqceva.
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:) pauza da mere nabiji, nabiji, ritmis modinebada gamWvirvalebiT SekrTeba oTaxSi yoveli saganida raRac Rrmavdeba, Rrmavdeba WasaviTSenSi da sityvaSi da wuTsac ireklavs,romelic xan moCans da xan imalebabgeridan bgeramde da zogjer pauzaCvenc gvauCinarebs da vigulisxmebiTim bzarSi, romelic Jamma amoqola,wigni gadafurcla, mere saniSnebladsxivi Caafina da sxvaTa qoqolasyuri ar aTxova.gadavrCi, gadavrCi... TvalebiT naTqvamida Seni portreti xsovnaSi gadarCa,xandaxan cxovrebas vagrZeleb RadarSi,viwvi da vcocxldebi da boli ara Cans,ise SeumCnevlad gavdivar fanjridan,Cemgan da Senganac da yovelivedanda bavSvi, dResaviT rom wamoiCita,SemomrCa xilul da erTaderT imedad.
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siCumes Seni guli ucems da isic gismens,bavSvobidan ase grZeldeba,viRacas ucdi, Sori_axlos rom geguleba,viRac xmas gawvdens saiqiodanda Sen qvavdebi da qvasac Seni guli ucems _Sen rom mogesma da sxvas aravis,sityvasac Seni guli ucemsda miuyvebi Ramis xnuls da imaves Tesav,rasac mravali welia imki.
momenatrebi, maSinac ki, roca aqve xarda meSinia, rom gafrinde sadme CitiviT,momenatreba Seni xelis mCate Sexebada SiSis SiSi da es fiqri _ SiSis CiTili _TvalebSi aCens uferul foTlebs...da qvasac Seni guli ucems...
is SerCa sityvas _ mravalgzis Tqmulsda mudam uTqmels,yovelTvis rom raRacas malavs.
netaria, vinc axla tiris...da isev eZebs mas, vinc aris...da ar aris... da mainc eZebs...
zRvarTan...
Cven veRaravis daviviwyebT,drom dagviviwyada aRar gvyofnis aRaravis dasaviwyebladawmyo, romelic TiTqos gvqonda,TiTqmis ara gvaqvsda udroobis bundovani Jami iwyeba,rodesac xsovna ubrundeba nacnob adgilebsda Cvenze isev saubroben Zveli sagnebi,da gadavfurclavT Cvenive Tavs da meramdeneSemodgomaa am qalaqSi, rom gzis gagnebaveravin SeZloda uazrod dafusfusebenfiqridan fiqrSi da foTlebi mimofantulieZeben Tvalebsda moxuci wyvili Tavs iqcevsTxrobiTda Txroba gulRia da infantiluri -gabzarul tembrSi gadamalavs areul ritmebs,Tvalis siRrmeSi CabJutavs Rimilsda atkivebul sicocxles iTmens...
pastorali
oRond simRera,im simReris oriod taqti...
wawaliviT rom gadaiwvencal mklavze garmons...is, melodias rom ahyveba da msubuq rxeviTSemagrZnobinebs, rom dahbera xorSakma qarmada JruanteliT ganaTda xevi...
oRond simRera, im SegrZnebis gameoreba,da asxletili wuTi igive, _axlac mzadaa bneli ZabriviTgSTanTqosda ise amogikivlos,torolas xmas rom amoisvris dila aprilis.
oRond simRera,is simRera sisxlSi rom mReris,gulSi rom gikravs da Tavs gaviwyebs...daWimulia ZarRvebi SeniTda meSinia, rom ar gamiwyde.
Secbunebuli gavxedav dReebs,adre rom iyvnen da mobrundnen,isev rom wavlen...Sen uisrebos hgavdi ciferblatsda miambobdi, es noemberi,rogor TandaTan Cailia da Caiferfla.
ra unda vuTxra karsmomdgar zamTarsda SiSs, romelmac gamoiRviZada CemSi Tavis samyofels avlens,ra unda vuTxra daWaobebulwarsulis Jaltams da malarias,dabrunebuli dReebic wavlen...Semodgomam xom imaliara,mzera gagviTbo feradi navliT....
mesmis egeTebi, suleli xo aravar. karoCe, me iseTi azri gamiCda, rogvritisa raRacas Zvels awveba, is Zve-li kide aRar arsebobs. an ar awveba,mara enatreba. me egeTi azri gamiCda.
Tore xo icis, ro qurduli zakone-bi Seicvala da TiTon qurdebmaSecvales.
im laparak-laparakSi erTi axlan-deli qurdi ar uxsenebia, sul Zvelebsaxsenebda.
iseTi laparaki icoda, ro rac memindoda, ro, aba, Zmao, amdeni icxovreda amdeni weliwadia qurdi xar da, aba,rasac fiqrobdi ro daiwye, is ari, mi-pasuxa. ise tonkaT mipasuxa, ro me ma-gra meyo da gamecina Cem gulSi, rovijeqi maRla sufraze da planebs vaw-yobdi _ exla es SeuSva, exla egre mi-udgeTqo da daTroba mindoda, roufro duxiT mekiTxa raRaceebi. xoici, Tu gadareuli ara xar da daleu-li gaq, oRonc mTvrali ki ar xar,prosto kargaTa xar, magraT ki ara,kargaT, ro ekiTxebi reski rames, ra-Raca pontSi ufro gamogdis.
me ar mikiTxia da vafSe gadavi-fiqre, iman kide, naTliaCem gvritisam,vafSe mixvda, risken vawvebodi daTiTon mipasuxa, oRonc erTi sityviTki ara, ki da ara pontSi, rac vafSe arari saintereso, amiT mipasuxa, ro il-aparaka, pirdapir ara Tqva da mainckide mipasuxa. Zveli zakalkis kaci iyoda vafSe sxvanairi.
me liCnaT, vafSe ar mainteresebsrames ro vikiTxav da metyvian, kio anarao. ki da ara erT pontSia sain-tereso, ro iseTi bazari Tua, ro yve-lafers Tavisi saxeli daerqves. iqac,saintereso ki ar ari, prosto iq pala-Jenia iTxovs da ki an ara unda iTqvasda imiTi saqme gadawydes, Tore ki daara ra pontia, stalini xo ar ari.
vis raT unda ki da ara. xoda, rasacvfiqrobdi naTliaCem gvritisaze, ropativiscema mqonda im pontSi, ro qur-dia da egeTi saxeli aq, ro erTizapinka, erTi rame iseTi ar yofila.araqurduli ki ara, ris araqurduli.eg dauSvebda rames, ro sasporo yo-filiyo? araqurduli ki ara, prosto,ai, Cveulebrivi kaci ro ifiqrebs, ronaRdaT qurdulaT ki moiqcao, viRa-caze ro ifiqrebs, mara Cveulebrivikai adamianiviT ki veRaro. me su mego-na, ro qurdulSi xSiraT moxdeba, roqurduliT sworea, mara prostokeTili adamianisTvis, kai, vityvi ha,keTili arifisTvis, eg ambavi miuRebe-lia, imito, ro an borotulia an rameiseTi, ro prosto adamiani vergaugebs, prosto, egeTi JostkobisgamqaCavi ar xar da romc iyo, aruyuref im pontSi, ro eg vafSe saWiroacxovrebaSi.
iasnia exla, is bazari ki ar Semyavs,ro qurduli da arifuli sxvadasxvaa,iasnia, ro sxvadasxvaaa. imas vambof, roprosto sxvadasxva ki ar ari, qurdeb-Si Tu arian iseTi roJebi ro, rac pros-to keTil adamians aq Tvisebebi, imaTacro qondeT.
ai, magaze vfiqrobdi im pontSi, rogvritisas ro usmendi, vafSe gadama-viwyda, ro qurdia. eg kide redki pon-tia. me rac qurdebTan vyofilvar, mi-saubria da ravi ramdeni rame, pros-to, moSvebuli me iq ara vyofilvar,ro, ai, svabodnaT. Cven ezoSi kide, rovijeqiT kibeze, viyavi. iasnia, ronaTliaCem gvritisas brali iyo ega.brali ra. egeTi kaci iyo, eg davinaxeCven ezoSi da maSin daviwye magazefiqri, ro Tu Seileba, ro egeTi kaci,egeTi xasiaTi ro aq, qurdi gaxdes.Seileba albaT, raxan eg gaxda. pros-to, me is davinaxe, ro eg ar ari pros-to magari qurdi da ganabi. paxodu, egsxva viRacac ari, prosto palaJiwelniadamiania da, ese igi, Seileba, ro See-rios eg ori ponti.
Tavidan vafSe sxvanairaT megona.sufraze ro avedi da magis da mama-
gaiRo kari da iseTi pontia, ro amqasaZes gakveTilze egre Sevardna-gamovardna da karis braxabruxi ar iyoxolme.
xoda, gaiRo kari da Semovida giviaatanelovi da dadga karebSi da Cvenar gviyurebs, uyurebs pirdapir am mas-wavlebels.
exla, xo azze xar, meeqvseSi xar daCvenTvis saxeli qonda am giviaatanelovs.
daJe, skola ebarao, ambobden. sko-la Caabareso.
me ravi, meeqvse klasSi ras gamo-arkvev, vis abaria skola, mere kide,magan daamTavra.
am qasaZemac Sexeda erTi, mara esatanelovi ar gadis, dgas da egreuyurebs, wveri aq gauparsavi. ra pon-tSi, ici, jer ro ulvaSi ar gaq amosu-li da wveri ro yelze gaq. yurebidanmoyveba da dabla Cadis. egeT pontSiwveri aq da qasaZes kide gaparsulifexebi aq SarvalSi, prosto, Cven toC-na ar viciT.
qasaZe euneba: gadi, atanelovi dadaxure kari, aq ar ari Seni gakveTili.
es atanelovi kide dgas, givia. viT-omc ar gaugonia, egre uyurebs, ro, ai,Suxuri ro iwyeba, mara jer ro bazariaxolme. bavSobaSi ar gaxsovs? ai, stre-lka xo da bazari da ori bazroben dasastavi garSemoa da is ori xo bazr-oben da ukan kide Zmakacebi udgas daerTi Zmakaci ro magra CumaT ari, maraim pontSi iyureba, ro, mament, pirve-li daartyams. ai, egeT vidzea giviaatanelovi.
aman ki Tqva qasaZem, mara giviaskaroCe ar esmis.
Tavis pontSia da uyurebs.didi ro vyofiliyavi, vifiqrebdi,
ro kaifSia an dabolda da prosto aricis, ra pontSi Semovida da sad Semov-ida.
xoda, ucbaT givia atanelovi eune-ba:
Sen ra giTqvia?im Tavisi ucxoelisaviT bazariT.Sens awveba, karoCe.qasaZem kide iasnia icis, ro raRa-
ca uTqvia da Tan qasaZea, ro strogiqasaZe.
da meTqi, exla iyvirebs, gaeTrie, Sedegenerato. is imis sanacvloT kideambobs:
ra miTqvia?Tan rogor ambobs.izmenaSia, mara Cven ar unda dag-
me ki ar miswavlia is fizika, mara,xo unda migaCmoros maswavlebelma?Cven dros egre iyo skolaSi, exlanatukas ro kiTxo, egre aRar ari.
ra miTqvia?euneba.givia kide egre karebSi dgas da ir-
weva. Cven xo vera vxedavT, ukan sastaviudgas Tu martoa. mere Tqves iqiTariads vinc ijda, edga sastavio, kane-Sna imaT dasanaxaT movida sabazroT,ena imaT miutanes da exla givia,xoazze xar.
xoda, givia ambobs: Sen giTqvia, rogivia atanelovi noliao.
zustaT ase uTxra.Sen giTqvia, ro givia atanelovi
noliao.vaaa. xoda, exla es qasaZe ras Sveba?givia dgas da elodeba.qasaZem icis, ro vsio. giviam iqave
unda daartyas klasis win. is opiti aqs,ro unda iCaliCos, ro bavSvebis win argailaxos, Tore mere is bavSvebic xovTqvi ra... karoCe, egeTi azrovneba aqqasaZes.
ramdeni vicine, ufro Jostkobazea.xoda, egeTi iyo es naTliaCemi gvri-
tisa, me egre davinaxe im Rames. merekide is vifiqre, ro mament, prostogaixsna da prosto situacia iyo ege-Ti, ro vin icis, egeTi veCeri vafSetips ramdeni welia ar qonia, ro Tavi-si Zveli da namdvili Zmakaci,trusikis Zmakaci da Tavisi naTlulida kide magisi orive Zmakaci, sxvebi,albaT, magisTvis Zaan sayvareli xalxida prosto, iseT dalniSi cxovrobdaega, ro monatrebuli iyo eseT ponts.me egre mgonia, egec didi iyo, ro moun-da bazari da mica Tavs ufleba, roCemTan egeTi yofiliyo.
Tore qurdebis meti ra vici, imaT-Tan puri miWamia, xo vambob, da egrecuTqviaT CemTvis, gulSi gkocnio.
mara ega, ezoSi ro viyaviT, sxva ba-zari iyo, maRla bazari roa. karoCe,naTlia naTluls melaparakeboda impontSi, ro naTlia qurdi naTluligroks ki ara, naTlia naTluls imen-na da meti araferi.
me egre vifiqre, ro, karoCe, cx-ovrebaSi kai is iqneboda, ro raRacasaqme ro daiwye da boloSi ro gadix-ar, im duxSi ifiqro, ro rogorc dai-wye da ra pastanovkac gqonda, istyuili ar gamovides. Tore ra gamo-dis, ro mTeli cxovreba rac iCaliCe,risTvisac daiwye, is ar yofila, pros-to, miyevi da miyevi da Sen vinRa xarmaSin Sen gulSi? magaria, albaT, is, rogamodgeba xolme, rac ggonia, mara mear vici, egeTi saqme ro bolomde isgamodges. cota meti, cota naklebi,iasnia mara, mgoni, yvelaze meti is ari,vafSe sxvagan ro miyavs, Sen erTiggonia, giswordeba, gamoekidebi,miyvebi da Turme, eg vafSe sxvagan mi-dis. mag dros kaci ras Sveba? im kaczevambof, magis fiqri ro Seulia da mix-vedra, Tore, egre ise gaivlis, ro arcdaufiqrdebian. saqme is ari, vincdaufiqrdeba. dafiqrebulia, mix-vedrilia, yoveldRe xvdeba da maincmiyveba, Cayolilia da mand uJe mTelisastavi CiTavs, imito, ro iqidan veR-ar amodis an aRar amodis.
cota bazari gamexsna da me ro baz-ari gamexsneba, natuka egreve ambofs,ai, exla unda wagiyvano mamaosTano.
maica erTi, me xo izmena maq magaTi.mere kide ityvis, wagiyvan exla
fsiqologTano da magra CagayenebskalapotSio. ver gavige, vafSe, mamaosda fsiqologis ambavi da veunebi, anerTi axsene an meore da Senze karqaTvicio, prosto, SenisTanisTvis yve-laferi unda mosinjoo. egre vxum-robT. xumrobs, ra.
xo, nolze.
givia atanelovis da
fizikis ambavi
erTi Zveli biWi iyo skolaSi ra,givia atanelovi. ebraeli iyo. mere arvici, wavida Tu rogorRacas, aRar mi-naxia da aRar gamigia. saxSi etyobaufro rusulaT laprakobden da sko-laSi kide qarTulSi iyo da qarTulaTro bazrobda, raRacnairaT bazrobda,zogjer ucxoelebi ro bazrobentelevizorSi. rusebi ki ara, imena ucx-oelebi.
xoda, fizikis maswlebeli iyo erTi,qasaZe. jer qasaZe ra stranni gvaria,mara iyo. xoda rogori xma qonda ici,exla ro televizorSi pidarastebi rogamoyavT da modaze da raRaceebze robazroben xolme. ai, egeTi xma qonda daskolaSi bazari iyo, ro qasaZe fexebsiparsavso. me eg ar Semimowmebia, pros-to, biWebi kaifobden, fexburTis saTa-maSoT waviyvanoTo da, qemer, Sen waiy-vaneo da vnaxavT, fexebi gaparsulebiaq Tu arao. ra kaSmarebs vyvebi xo azzexar. ravi, vis qonda nanaxi magis gapar-suli fexebi ar vici, mara egre modio-da xma. maSin xo egre ar iyo, Seileba,marTla pidarasti iyo, me ra vici.prosta, stranni iyo, ro gestrannebabavSs, xo ici. mara iseTi maswavlebeliiyo, xo ici, ro ver daaizmenef. naispugver aiyvandi, fexebze ekida, su degen-ratebs iZaxda. ekida vafSe, gogoebi,biWebi. sanam patarebi viyaviT, su egreambobda.
erTic ari, meeqvse klasSi varT da
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maSin sul ramdenime dRiT CavedisofelSi Cemi Zmis ambis Casatanad.jarSi Cxubi mouvida da Tavis or amx-anag biWTan erTad saSinlad nacemisamxedro hospitalSi iwva. didad arcarasodes gvilxinda, magram materi-alurad mainc im wlebSi gagviWirdayvelaze metad. mezoblebSi Zlivs moa-kowiwa mamaCemma samocdaaTi lari, imbiWebidan erT-erTis mamas SeuTanxm-da da meore diliTve gadawyvitaqalaqSi, daTas samxedro nawilSi was-vla, iqneb rogorme ufross saxlSigamovaSvebinoo.
im saRamos piri oTaxSi gaiparsa. me`kuSetkaze~ vijeqi da Tvals vadevneb-di. nerviuloba ar etyoboda. eg iyo,
_ wuxel mTeli Rame loginSivwrialebdi, ver daviZine, _ miTxradiliT, mamaCemis wasvlis Semdeg oTax-Si Semosulma, garderobSi xilaband-isTvis TavSergulma dedaCemma, _ Sub-li unda gavikra, Tavi miskdeba;TiTqos ar mZinebia da sizmari ki me-sizmra, Tan _ cudi. wyalsac ki vuTx-ari umZraxi piriT, magram mainc vermovisvene, _ daayola viTom sasxvaTa-Sorisod. miuxedavad imisa, rom jerkargad gamofxizlebuli ar viyavi daxmis amoReba mezareboda, mivxvdi, rommarTla wuxda da gamolaparakeba un-
ina arCuaSvili
fedaanebidasasruli
doda. sawolSi wamovjeqi. _ ra iyo,ra naxe aseTi? _ vkiTxe Tvalebis fS-vnetiT. is ki mogvianebiTRa gaviazre,rom tiroda da rom ar damenaxa, gar-derobidan imitom melaparakeboda.
_ viTom, _ odnav moguduli xmamodioda Cemamde, _ sacxenis Zvelisaxlis win TuTa rom idga, im TuTasTanvijeqi. es mTeli Tqveni gvaris mkvdre-bi Cems garSemo iyvnen Camwkrivebule-bi, me kidev kalTaSi xaxvi da niori me-yara dasarCevad. xan erTi muWiT viReb-di am xaxvs da niors, xan _ meoreTi daxelidan xelSi gadamqonda, TiTqosvTamaSobdi. cudad maqvs dacdili,simwares niSnavs. netav ra ambavs Cam-oitans mamaSeni, an im biWs Tu Camoiy-vans? _ sizmris gagrZelebasaviT TqvadedaCemma bolo winadadeba. mere gar-derobis kari mixura da mamaCemiseu-li mwvane kaSneTi xelSi saswrafod me-ore oTaxSi gavida, saidanac cota xnisSemdeg dawynarebuli xmiTgamomZaxa:ecade daiZino, Zili Seibrune Tu Se-Zleb, jer adrea.
veRarc maSin daviZine da veRarcmomdevno, TiTqmis mTeli kviris gan-mavlobaSi, sanam avariiT swored imdiliT daRupuli mamaCemi miwas armivabareT Tavisi ori Zmis gverdiT.mere ki, icocxle, meZina _ xan saRa-Tas ZiliT da xanac kurdReliviTmfrTxalad; xan sawolSi Cawolils daxanac ase, rogorc axla var, savarZel-Si naxevrad mokuntuls da baboCem-iseul SalSi gamoxveuls... SigadaSiggamoRviZebuls ki mTel sxeulSi isbalRamiviT mware SegrZneba mqonda,rasac Seni uaxloesi adamianis amqvey-nad ararseboba hqvia.
xoda, gaiwia fanjrisken, iq dadgada miawva qasaZe blukuns. ai, ro daiz-mendeba kaci, ro icis, ro unda daCa-gron magraT da ro ver wauva da CumaTiqneboda sixaruliT da ifiqrebda,gauSvi, egre damCagrono, CumaT viqne-bi da mimaCmorono, mara, ara, CumaTarao. imenna Tan Cven dagajvamTo daTan Sen daijvi Tavzeo. ai, plenebs roeqcevian omis dros, raRaca sastavi datelevizorSi ro iReben, ro paxoduvafSe mospon. egeTi pontia, prosto,iq sicocxlea fasi, mara izmenas vin ga-zomavs? sicocxlezec da yvelafer-zec, izmena erTnairia, roca uRonoxar da ician, ro SeSinebuli xar.
xoda daiwyo qasaZem blukuni: meee,meee...
iZaxis.meee... arc miTqvia da... arc... meee...
me arasdros ar miTqvia...givia atanelovi kide dgas karebSi
da irweva, Zvel biWebma ro icoden Zve-laT, ukve atvets ro iReben da daiw-yebden xolme rwevas, ro me, ai, egeTispakoini var, ro vafSe ar mainteresebsSeni bazari, windawin vici da vafSe ma-gari sacodavi xar da exla da-gafurTxeb da trakaT dagsvam.
es kide miawva da laparakobs dalaparakobs, meee...meee...
gaCerdeba, givia arafers ar ambobs,mTeli klasi uyurebs, gogoebic. rava-lia, gogoebTan ro maswavlebeliblukunebs. gogoebma xo gagebis ramee-bi ar ician, imaT prosto ician da ami-to texavs xolme imaTTan.
givia irweva, es kide daelodeba,aba, givia ras metyviso da is kide roarafers ar euneba da prosto irwevada qveSqveSaT uyurebs im vidiT, ro Sesawyalo, Sena, exla CagaTrev kikvize-Si da Senze fexebs gaviwmindav, amitoes xelaxla iwyebs, meee... meee... rogorvityodi, maswlebeli ar ambobs egeTrameebs.
bolo-bolo, erTi egeTi ro morCakide da giviam isev araferi aRar Tqva,da ucbaT amanac aRara Tqva araferi,gaCumda da uyurebs givias da etyoba,xo ici rogor ari, geSinia, geSinia dabolos mieCvie. prosto, es malemieCvia, qasaZe ambako. ambako erqva,ikaife.
me liCnaT liuboi saxels pativsavcem, prosto, qasaZe ambako ar gamigo-nia egeTi. Tu gagigonia, davai Tqvi.
xoda, gaCumda, da uyurebs givias dagivia kide irweva da ar ambobs arafers.
xoda, siCumea.meTqi, ra moxdeba, meTqi, iaraRiT
xo ar ari mosuli.da giviam ucbaT Tqva Tavisi raRac-
sxva dro iyo. exlandeli givia rasizamda, aba, me ra vici.
xoda, gavida da am qasaZem xo undagaagZelos gakveTili da ro daigulagivia da mivida, karebi kargaT Seamow-ma. miketili iyo, mara viTom gaaswo-ra, ro givias gatexva undoda da romoixeda da daiwyo givias lanZRva,noli imasTan ra iyo.
giTmenT aqao, degenratebso, gasar-icxebso, banditebso, gvinda raRacaCagidoT tvinSio da Tqveni slipinatvinebio kide uarobso. zustaT egreTqva da givias xo lanZRa da Cvenc mog-vadga, Tqve degenrateboo, ras dagiR-iaT pirio, vin ari givia atanelovio,ilia WavWavaZeao, pirdaRebulebi rouyurebdiTo, niSans ar gaRirsebTarceTso, da egeTebi gauSva. wavavlebyurSi xels givia atanelovs rogorcki ro zari dairekeba, CavaTrev direq-torTan da mere iman icodeso. ra Cemimosavlelia, me codna unda mogceTo.miadga, aiRo wigni da dascxo TavSiarCiliCi myavda erTi klaseli, magariwesieri, magra xatavda, nakolkebs xat-avda sul da arCiliCma, ras mirtyav,eo. da aq ro iyo givia atanelovio,iseTi saxiT uyurebdi, ilia WavWavaZegegona da imas girtyav, moiyvane mSo-beli, Tore ar dagiSvef manamdegakveTilzeo.
es laparaki aq da meTqi, es giviaspaxmeliaze yvelas gagvlaxavs da iRe-ba karebi da Semodian direqtori dasaswavlo nawili. gabazrda Turme uJeqvemoT, ro givia atanelovma qasaZefizika galaxao.
direqtori Semodis da egreve avd-eqiT fexze, rogorc wesi iyo. patare-bi varT iasnia, sad Cven da sad giviaatanelovi. xoda, direqtorma ra xde-ba aqao da es qasaZe euneba, araferio,gakveTilsa vxsnio da direqtormaxmadablaT uTxra, atanelovi iyo Se-mosulio? iman ki xmadabla uTxra,mara Cven xo gavigeT, oRonc rogorvityviT, imas ekiTxeba da vafSe pa-tarebi varT da didebic ro viyoT,direqtors rato unda elaparako?naxalovkelebi varT, is xo ara. eg uJeviciT.
kio, iyoo, qasaZe euneba.direqtorma Sexeda, karoCe, ar
galaxvaze garicxavden da Tu ar dai-Werda bavSTa oTaxi, xo sxva skolaSiiavna gadaiyvanden da, iasnia, direq-torsac unda givia atanelovis moSo-reba da aman, fizikam kio, aq iyoo, Se-movida gakveTilzeo.
ra undodao, xmadabla eunebadireqtori.
da es kide, ikaife prosto,raRaca pretenziebiT movidao, ver
gavige riTio, mixedva unda mag biWso,ar ari urigo biWio da scdeba gzaso.
rao, rao, direqtorma, rato Se-moglija kario, es kide Tvali ar daux-amxamebia, imas ebazreba da Tan Cvenkengamoixedavs, im pontSi, ro Cvengan das-turi Wirdeba. araferio, Semovidaoda sisuleleebi Tqvao da oRondacara uzrdeluri sityvebiTo, me kideo,da magra rolSi Sevida da iq moumataxmas, me kideo, me uTxario, atanelov,gaeTrie klasidano, Sen ki ara, vefxviro Semomivardes kamaraSekrulio,imas ar davanebeb am bavSebis swavlisprocesis CaSlaso.
zustaT egre Tqva, me eg sityvebicxovrebaSi raRatomRac ar damaviwy-deba iseTi siabandi da isic icode, roeg sityvebi arc arasdros miTqvia cx-ovrebaSi. prosto, mecineba mag sityve-bze, vefxvi ro Semomivardes kama-raSekrulio. karoCe priJokSiao, xo egari kamaraSekruli. maSin ro cota az-ze vyofiliyaviT, yvela magra mov-kvdebodiT siciliT, mara Cven daizme-nebulebi viyaviT, ro direqtori iqari, patara ro xar, direqtori raRa-ca ggonia. Tan rogor Tqva eg sityve-bi, xelebi gaiqnia caSi da naxati roa,imasaviT, viTom vefxvs axCobs. naxatixo ici, vefxistyaosnis naxati. tarie-li ro dgas da caSi kide vefxvia daamas yelSi uWiravs eg vefxvi, eg dviJe-nia qna. karoCe, me ar vici, is naxatigaakeTa. eg naxati magra maxsovs, wing-Sic iyo da vafSe gogia firuzaSviliro iyo Cveni ubneli taqsisti, imasqonda mklavze da zafxulSi ro ijdaxolme maikiT Tavisi ezos win, imis mar-jvena mklavze zustaT eg iyo, ro ta-rieli da zemodan vefxvi axteba, eskide axCobs.
ai, eg dviJenia gaakeTa da daJe calmuxlSi waiCoqa, ro viTom axCobs ci-
dan gadmomxtar vefxvs, giviaatanelovs.
me maSin mokaife bavSi viyavi, ner-vozebi ara mqonda, izmenebi ara mqon-da sisuleleebze, aba, exla veRara vx-umrof am izmenebis pontSi, maSin kide,aman ro wavida cal muxlze, fxuuuTqoda egreve rveuli mivifare.
direqtorma kide, xaraSoo da gavi-da, ganagZeT gakveTilio.
imaT, aRarc daminaxia. an srokebSi wav-idoda an israelSi wavidoda. prosto,ai, miTxari, ra kaci iyo es qasaZe amba-ko? prosto, ra kaci iyo, Tavis gapar-suli fexebiT da gabrazebuli qaliv-iT xmiT? qaliviT ki ara, sredni roa.qalis da kacis Sua.
prosto, rogor magra SeeSinda giv-iasi da mere kide rogor aRar gauSvaimis lanZRva direqtorTan. lamis iyo,ar Tqva, kari aeriao da mere kide vefx-vebis daxCobas miawva.
xoda, giTxra, karoCe, me dabrecilida gaCuka erTi dRe ari da saTamaSoSivar da gaCukam, karoCeo, samasi larimovige qviTarzeo. samas raRaca da,karoCeo, bankis isini maq dasafario daes samasi ginda mqonia, ginda arao da,karoCeo, qemero, magra kaia CemTviso,Sen ro gnaxav xolmeo, es qviTari roSevavseo, Seni savetebiTo da, karoCeo,pativi meci bolomdeo.
me ar maxsovs, iasnia, ro me iq viyavi,ro eg qviTari Seavso. igrokis ambavixo ici, imas aRar ambobs, ro Seni azre-biT Sevavse eg qviTario, ambobs, pros-to, udaCa xar CemTvis da, karoCeo,saxSi gamigebeno, ro bankis Sesavsebimaqo da Semcemeno da exlao am samasilariT unda kazinoSi wavide, ro ege-bao farti movideso da erTi aTasilari movigoo da banks gavaCumefo daTu aTasze meti wamoviReo, iasnia, racmetia, imiT kai purs vWamTo.
me uTxari, Tu vafSe waageTqo? TuvafSe wavageo, es samasio CemTvisaraferi ar ari mainco da procentianiunda visesxo mainco vinmesgano. vinRaendoboda, sul is meprocenteebi eZeb-den da kide kai, saxli ar icoden,Tore meprocente CaTlaxebma xo icirogor ician, ojaxSi midian da uba-zreben, ro rogorme fuli amoiRon.karoCe, ra ginda meTqi, Tqvi. wamomy-evi kazinoSio, ro prosto ijeqio, gin-da dalieo da Wameo, vicio, ro kazi-noSi ar dadixaro, prosto, gamis-woreo.
eg rogori pontia, ici, exla me romiTxra, ro kazinoSi wamomyevi? ro wa-momyevi, soflis uborniaSi lekviCagvivarda da ixCoba da, davai, modi,Cven ver vSvebiT da, midi, Sen Cayavixeli da amoiyvaneo.
verc gavigeT, es wlebi ise ucbad gavida,mxolod vcocxlobT, arada gvgonia, rom vcxovrobT,TiTqos xvale cxovreba daiwyeba Tavidan,TiTqos es yvelaferi TamaSia mxolod.
isev ise Ramdeba, isev ise Tendeba,isev modis wvima da isev modis Tovli,kvlav iyofa qveyana wyvilebad da kentebad,kvlav moismis zarebis rekva sveticxovliT.
2005
* * *wignidan `mocimcime ariTmia~
vaxtang mefe RmerTs uyvarda, vaxtang mefe, vax...vax, ra naRdi mefe iyo, ra magari! vax!vaxseneb da vixseneb da vaxseneb da vax...vax, Tu marTla RmerTs uyvarda, rad gaswira?! vax!
vaxtang mefes kidev mohyva vaxtangebi, vax...meore da mesame da meoTxe da... vax!mexuTe da meeqvse da vaxuSti da... vax!dRes vaxtangebs vaxoebad vaxurdavebT, vax!
Tavad vaxo vaxvaxiSvils mec vaxlavar, vax!
1997
* * *ciklidan `Tanxmov(a)nebani~
vin Tbilisi airCia, vin – beberi galilea,(galileas mouxdeba galileo galilei!),galelia zogierTi, zogi senegalelia,Sen Tbilisi ar gixdeba, me Sen galSi geli, lia!
1998
paata nacvliSvili
2 -15 aprili 2010
axali (Zveli) koleqcia
leqsebis beWdva mudam miWirda. ara imitom,rom ar mibeWdavdnen – ara, ubralod ar vbeWdav-di. ver veleodi, ar memeteboda, Tu raRac amismagvari. oTxi weli `axkomis~ redaqtori viyavi,15 weli – `samSoblosi~. oriveSi uamravi leqsidamibeWdavs, Cemi – arcerTi. arcerTi! arasodesmesmoda poetebis, romlebic ufro mets beWdav-en, vidre weren.
Cems gamouqveynebel leqsebs ise vkiTxulobxolme, rogorc sxvisas, TiTqos erTxel wame-kiTxos, momwonebodes da bloknotSi Cameweros.Cems Zvel leqsebs ise vkiTxulob xolme, rogorcaxals, es-es aris dawerils, melanSeuSrobels.
Tumca yvelas ecodeba Seni koSki,mainc asjer bednieri xar, o, piza!vidre gaRma garCenili Cemi oSki,an iSxani, an xaxuli, an opiza!
2002
* * *wignidan: `mocimcime ariTmia~
hans-qristian anderseni, hans-qristian, qris...warmarTi da musulmani, budisti da qris...yvelafris da arafris da nurafris da fris...wyaltubodan quTaisSi qari isev qris.
sezani da pikaso da bolos – xuan gris.kata modis katamoniT, Savi kata... bris!SesaniSnav SvideulTan ra saqme gaqvs, kris?qarTvelebis TavSi qari Zveleburad qris.
wagebis nu geSinia, geSinodes fris!labirinTebs moeride sasaxlis da sris,mere ra, rom zRapris qali qoSs ukuRma yris...Tovli Tovs da wvima wvims da qari qris da qris.
codna gqondes cisfrisa da vardisfris da fris...polisa da virJinis da izoldas da tris...mouravis, gzirisa da pristavis da pris...qari qris da Tovli Tovs da wvima cris da cris.
qristefore kolumbi da Serekili qris...Jan-kristofi, kristeli da kristali da kris...veravin ver gamoTvala kvadratura wris!am Cvens TavSi qari isev qris da qris da qris.
slalomi da swrafdaSveba, moguli da fris...`qari muxebs gverdiT uvlis, akaciebs xris~.RvTiT, garCevis niWi mogvces moyvrisa da mtris...qari qris da qari qris da qari qris da qris.
Zilo, egre rad gamwire,sikvdils mimeci metwilad...vaime, xom ar davwynardi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!Zilo, gana rad SegSurda,tirilis drosac mecina,vaime, xom ar davberdi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!winaT, Zilsa Tu RviZilSidardic feradi mefina,vaime, xom ar davmTavrdi,rogor usizmrod meZina?!
me, rogorc yovelTvis, axlac adregameRviZa da zRvaze gamavali pataraoTaxis kari gamovaRe. da gamoCndakidev erTxel es saocreba _ aqvari-umi-zRva. pirveli SegrZneba marTlacararealobis mokarnaxea, albaT imit-om, rom warmoudgenelia saxlis karigamoaRo da Tvalwin qviSrobis naw-iburi, zRvis lurji zoli da cis siR-rme SemogefeTos. mere ki TandaTaneguebi yovelive amas.
oTaxidan kibe eSveba ezos viwroWiSkrisaken. WiSkris gareT ki qvafe-nilia, sadac SortebSi gamowyobilidamsveneblebi daabijeben. maT Sorisarian wyvilebi, Ripiani kacebi da sqe-li qalebi, aqve arian wyvilebi bavS-vebTan erTad. bavSvebi morCilad mis-deven mSoblebs da xelSi gasaberileibebi da baliSebi uWiravT. yvelaskmayofili saxe aqvs. dilis zRvas eS-urebian da mere brundebian zRvidan.da asea yoveldRe, sanam ar dadgebadro maTi aqedan gamgzavrebisa. qrebaukve nacnobi da Cndeba ucnobi saxee-bi. Tumca agvistos bolos ukve imdenixalxi iyris Tavs, rom yvelaferi erT-maneTSi ireva.
ki irevian da ilewebian da ganur-Cevelni xdebian. maT ar axsovT zRva,radgan zRvaze didi xnis win iyvnen, anar undaT zRva, radgan maTi cxovrebasxva mimarTulebiT warimarTa.
me meSinia zRvis, me qvecnobieradmizidavs da ganmizidavs kidec zRva.TiTqos cxovrebas, am CemTvis mudamgaugebar stiqias raRac axali da asevegaugebari stiqia erwymis. saidan iRebsdasabams es grZnoba, Zneli saTqmelia.maxsendeba Soreuli bavSvobis frag-mentebi, swored qobuleTSi gadaRebu-li fotosuraTi. aq me Cveulebriv,myudro da Semokavebul qobuleTurezoSi vdgavar CemianebTan erTad,yvelgan Suq-Crdilebia dafenili, meTviTon mzis nafleTSi var gamoxveu-li da gaRimebuli viyurebi. me, ra Tqmaunda, es wuTi ar maxsovs, da rom arafoto, wamierebis es fragmenticgaqreboda Cemi cxovrebidan, rogorcaraerTi ram gamqrala.
warsuli aRar arsebobs. me TiTqossxva qalaqSi Camovedi, Camovedi mar-Tlac sxva adamianebTan erTad da sain-teresoa is, rom sxva var TviTon mec.am qalaqSi Zveleburi mxolod palme-bia. axalia uklebliv yvelaferi. me esqalaqi mTel Cems warsulTan erTaddamaviwyda, rogorc ambavi, romelicerTxans miraJiviT anTia maxsovroba-Si, mere ki wvrilman detalebTan er-Tad qreba. es amnezia TiTqos farulsixarulsac maniWebs. TiTqos raRacunda daiwyos Tavidan, magram amjeradCemTvis araferi ar iwyeba da arc dai-wyeba. ukve yvelaferi iyo.
zRva. talRebs dilidanve seravenwylis motocikletebi, oTxive mxareseSurebian katerebi, romeliRac kat-erze gamobmuli paraSutiT adamianilaJvardebs gadakveTs. erTi aseTigafrena ormocdaaTi lari Rirs.raRacnairi lurji dRe aris, TiTqosamCatebulia da gaxalisebuli. me, nanada bavSvebi kidev erTxel vaxelTTvals axal realobaSi, me kidev erTx-el vxsni Cveni cisferi oTaxis kars,saidanac ferxTiT lurji zRvamoCans. saocari is aris, rom wevxarSeni oTaxis sawolze da xedav zRvas.es TiTqmis daujerebelia.
me kibiT Cavdivar subtropikulixeebiT da magidebiT gawyobil ezoSi.qalebs vedroebiT axladdaWerilikefali moaqvT gasayidad. nana yidu-lobs kefals da samzareuloSi didtafaze wvavs. ezoSi dasasvenebladCamosuli somxis bavSvebi irevian _qristina, eduki da jano. hamakSi janosmama zis, fexebi SlopancebSi aqvs way-ofili da Svils eZaxis: `janoo... ja-noo, ar-estex~. somxebi dilidan Sua-dRemde zRvaze arian, mere sadRacikargebian, saRamoTi isev zRvaze gamo-dian, daRamebulze ezoSi mwvadebswvaven da zed arays ayoleben _ `ja-noo, janoo, janoo~, _ Camesmis es xmada bavSvebTan erTad zRvisken mivdi-var.
mariami wyalSi dgas da talRis mo-vardnas elodeba. talRa igvianebs,magram nel-nela wamoiburceba da mo-dis, TiTqos napirs eparebao, mere Tavsamoyofs da skdeba, exeTqeba adami-anebs, exeTqeba mariams da abarbacebs,mariams wurwuriT dasdis wyali daxarxarebs, Tavis stiqiaSia da axalitalRis movardnas elodeba, anuki
me arafers ar moveli zRvisgan dacota ar iyos mikvirs, rom isini amdensiaxles iReben. me ar mtovebs imisgancda, rom yovelive es ukve iyo daiyo mravalgzis. arada, isic vici, romamaze fiqri sruliadac ar aris auci-lebeli. unda miiRo is, rac aris daunda miiRo xelaxla, vinaidan es sic-ocxlea da mxolod awmyoSi arsebobs.me ki ar mtovebs imis gancda, rom CemscxovrebaSi yovelive es ukve iyo daamitomac dakarga cxoveli interesi.erTaderTi siaxle is aris, rom bavS-vebTan erTad aq pirvelad var da maTar ician, ra aris zRva.
TandaTan saRamovdeba. bavSvebi nan-asTan erTad kenWebs agroveben. es nan-as gatacebaa: serdoliki, qarva,safironi. nana eZebs met-naklebadZvirfas qvebs, romlebic saboloodZvirfasi qvebi ar aRmoCndeba. Zvirfa-si qvebi zRvaSi ar ipoveba, zRvaSi mx-olod niJarebia.
saRamoobiT mtovebs gaxevebis ganc-da. erTma fsiqologma aRmoaCina, romdidi qalaqis mkvidrT Sinagani gaxeve-ba emarTebaT. es aris egreTwodebulifrustracia, ganurCevloba yove-lives mimarT, roca raimes gaxsenebasvapireb, maxsendeba Cemi Tavi Tbilis-Si, Cemsave samsaxurSi. me vdgavar fan-jarasTan da gadavyureb muzeumisezos. maRali fanjris minis tixarsmiRma moCans talaveri, talaverTanmoxuci damlagebeli qali dawri-alebs. moaqvs xaliCa da ezoSi qvafe-nilze afens. mere ixelTebs Slangs darecxavs xaliCas. wyali nakadulebadmiuyveba damrec qvafenils. xali-CasTan modis mZRoli. mZRoli axal-gazrda biWia. mZRoli da damlagebe-li qali saubroben, mere icinian. maTisicili ar aRwevs Cemamde, mxolodsaidanRac, sxva ezodan meqanikuri xe-rxis monotonuri xma ismis. sad aRarvmuSaobdi da naSuadRevs samsaxurisoTaxSi yovelTvis am xerxis Zilis-momgvreli xma Camesmoda...
gaxeveba mtovebs da bavSvebTan er-Tad gavyureb zRvaze mzis Casvlas.zRva hgavs cariel udabnos da miuxe-davad amisa, mtovebs gaxeveba da erTipoetis leqsi maxsendeba, Tumca ki armaxsendeba, erTxel, didi xnis winaTamekviata da imis mere ratomRac aRarmSordeba:
iRebs~, _ ambobs xmadabla qali. qalisaerTod xmadabla laparakobs, nanacxmadabla elaparakeba, ise, rom me armesmis. mogvianebiT ki miyveba: es qaliTurme mTeli cxovreba sajaro bib-lioTekaSi muSaobda, qmari tragiku-lad daeRupa, qaliSvilma ki miatovada ucxoeTSi wavida. axla marto cx-ovrobs da mowafeebs amzadebs, mgoni,germanuli enis gakveTilebs utarebs.
daRamda. Sors mwvane koncxia, imisiqiT baTumi. baTumis portSi erTididi gemi dgas da misi sinaTle zRvaSiirekleba. yovelive es wertiliviTaRwevs Cemamde. `mami, mSia~, – meubnebamariami. elnaTurebian gzispirs gaviv-liT da kafe-barSi SevdivarT. ofi-ciant qals velodebiT, magidaze li-monaTis boTli da Wiqa dgas. mariamiboTls xsnis, SemTxveviT wakravs xelsWiqas, romelic Zirs ecema da tydeba.vici, rom ar unda gavuwyre, magrammainc vuwyrebi. ar unda gavuwyre, rad-gan aseTi ram aravis surs, yovelTvisSemTxveviT xdeba. ase memarTeboda mec,roca bavSvi viyavi da mec miwyrebod-nen, icodnen, rom ar unda gamwyromod-nen, magram mainc miwyrebodnen, albaTimitom, rom es roli viRacas mudmi-vad unda Seesrulebina. me mindavuTxra mariams, rom is araferSi araris damnaSave, vatyob, rogori mowy-eniloba ipyrobs mas da vapireb kidecamis Tqmas, magram mainc gawyromas gan-vagrZob da veubnebi, rom jer CemTvisunda ekiTxa yvelaferi da mere emo-qmeda da maxsendeba, isini, vinc me miw-yrebodnen, aRar arian, aRar arian ukvedaRamebuli, magram jer kidev im wiTe-li dasalieris miRmac ki, romelickafe-baris gareT, zRvis Tavze anTia.im zRvis Tavze, romliskenac meviyurebi; miwyreboda mamaCemi, romel-ic axla aq ar aris, arc sxvagan arissadme da me isev gavcqeri wiTel dasa-liers da zRvaze moTamaSe anareklebsda vfiqrob, rom maT miRmac ukve gar-dasulTagan aravin aRar unda iyos.
baridan gamosulebi nel-nela mi-vuyvebiT elnaTurebiT ganaTebul san-apiros. mariami dums, mec vdumvar, araewyo Cveni urTierToba. zRvispirabulvarze bevri xalxi moZraobs. ma-Ralskamebian bars CavuvliT, erTxansvfiqrob, Sevide Tu ara am barSi, meregadawyvetilebas viReb, mariams vTxov,rom aqve damelodos da barSi Sevdi-var. mariamma icis, ratom SevdivarbarSi, magram radgan nawyenia, ar apro-testebs, dgas quCaSi, xalxis Suagul-Si da miyurebs, rogor vjdebi maRalskamze da barmens sasmels vukveTav. meskamze wamomjdari vsvam viskis da bar-is Ria karidan vuyureb mariams, Cemscxra wlis gogonas. da me vfiqrob ue-crad imaze, rom is Cemia. mariamigrZnobs yovelive amas, xalxis nakad-Si dgas da ukve sul odnav miRimis. CvenerTmaneTs TvalebSi vuyurebT, didx-ans vuyurebT, moZravi xalxis nakadizogjer uxeSad ejaxeba mariams,TiTqos unda, rom waiyolos, mariamiwaiborZikebs da mere isev swordeba,inarCunebs wonasworobas da Cemkeniyureba.
SuaRamisas meRviZeba da pirvelivewuTebidan vgrZnob, rom mewyeba Cemimtanjveli uZiloba. Cemebs sZinavT. meSoreulma foriaqis xmam gamaRviZa daes xma TandaTan ufro miaxlovdeba.ara, es xma ki ar aris, fusfusia, mrava-li adamianis mSfoTvare fusfusi,SeZrwunebuli fusfusi. am foriaqisfonze erTi isteriuli xma ikveTeba:`ra uqeniT, biWo, kacs, Tqveni deda...ra uqeniT, biWoo~. sawolidan vdgebida fanjridan viyurebi. gineba ezosgverdiT asvetili sastumros ezodanaRwevs, gadaRma mxares raRac xdeba.`ra uqeniT, biWo, ra uqeniT, me Tqvenideda...~ etyoba odnav ganaTebul sib-neleSi bevri xalxi moZraobs, ismisqSenis, sasowarkveTili Rnavilis sus-ti xmebi, yvelaferi erTmaneTSi irevada ilufxeba. mere TandaTan ufroSoridan aRwevs `ra uqeniT, Tqvenideda...~ mTvralebi TandaTan Sordebi-an Cxubis adgils da maTi RameSi gab-neuli isteriuli xmebi ufro daufro ibneva da ifanteba.
zRva Relavs, zRva ganurCeveliayvelas mimarT. oTaxSi vwevar da mTe-
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li arsebiT vgrZnob mis siaxloves. Ce-mamde mxolod talRebis dgafuni kiar aRwevs, aramed aRwevs is ucnauribgerebi, romelsac zRva yovelwami-erad gamoscems. is cocxali arse-basaviT aris, moZraobs da fSvinavs,Rameul xmebs abnevs sanapiroze. zRvaaxla Ramis da dRis mijnaze dgas daqameleoniviT icvlis fers. oTaxiskedelze siwiTle irekleba da mecnel-nela mexuWeba Tvali.
gaTenebisas isev mzea da lurjizRva. katerebi da motocikletebi isevTavgametebiT seraven talRebs. me isevvfiqrob imas, rasac aqamde vfiqrob-di: es adamianebi albaT arasdros arSexvdebodnen erTmaneTs, rom ar yo-filiyo amqveynad zRva. ganvlili RamealbaT ukve aRaravis axsendeba, rad-gan sinaTleze qreba Ramis vnebani daibadeba dRis survilebi.
kidev erTxel Sevcurav zRvaSi daTiTqmis niSnulamde vaRwev, magramratomRac verafers vgrZnob, daRli-lobis garda. bavSvebi da nana kafe-barSi sadiloben. me qviSaze dafenilWilobze vwvebi da vfiqrob: es adami-anebi arasdros ar Sexvdebodnen erT-maneTs, rom ar yofiliyo zRva, Tumcaisini erTmaneTis mimarT sakmaod gul-grilni arian. isini aTvalierebenerTmaneTs, magram es Tvaliereba civicnobismoyvareobis farglebs arscildeba.
naSuadRevs pliaJze ukve teva araris. TiTqmis erTmaneTze mibjenile-bi wvanan aTasi juris damsveneblebida adgilobrivebi. maT garemocvaSivwevar, es TiTqos ucxo ritualia TuuTqmeli aucilebloba, wamierad icv-leba kadri: ormocdaaTiode wlismere aseTive simWidroveSi viwvebiam, an sxva adamianebTan erTad da asevegulgrilad CamoiRvreba mzis Suqiqvebze, kviparosze, xreSze Tu qviTmokirwylul bilikebze. da uecradvxvdebi, rom sxvebi amaze saerTod arfiqroben, marto me vfiqrob da arunda vifiqro. cis laJvardSi ki kat-ers gamobmuli paraSuti miqris, ma-gram katers Zrava eTiSeba da paraSut-Si TavSerguli kaci nel-nela eSvebatalRebze.
qalaqSi gavdivar da marto vxetia-lob. mTeli qalaqi erTi grZeli qu-Caa, sadac sakmaod intensiuradmoZraoben manqanebi. ratomRac qobu-leTis saxlis diasaxlisi maxsendeba,romelsac megi hqvia. maxsendebasamociani wlebis erTi simRera _ `am-boben, rom megi, miagavxaro zRvas~ _da mecineba. megi xorcsavsea, didro-ni mkerdi da civi cisferi Tvalebiaqvs. `zRvis cxoveli~ – vfiqrobCemTvis da kidev ufro metad mecine-ba.
qobuleTur saxlebSi yvelazemetad rikulebiani kibeebi da ezoebimomwons. gansakuTrebiT mizidavs ki-bis qveS an saxlis ganapira mxares Se-myudroebuli sivrce. aq soxaneze sub-tropikuli mcenareebisagan aZrulbind-bundSi wagrZelebul magidasdgamen. saRamoTi sufra iSleba, sadi-loben. albaT es simyudrove magonebsbavSvobas, romelic TiTqos sxva cx-ovrebaSi iyo. magram nuTu marTlaiyo? me vgulisxmob bavSvobis zRvi-spireTiseul fragmentebs, saidanacTiTqos araferi ar maxsendeba. mx-olod ezoebis es Semyudroebulisivrce da Tlili rikulebi aRmiZravsSinaurul gancdas, rac mafiqrebinebs,rom odesRac me aq namdvilad viyavi,viyavi sruliad sxva adamianebTan er-Tad da axla Camovedi agreTve sxvaadamianebTan erTad, romlebic maSinCems cxovrebaSi ar arsebobdnen ansaerTod ar arsebobdnen. axla ki Tvi-Ton mec sxva var.
lorTqifaniZe mxvdeba, es Cemi er-TaderTi nacnobia, romelic qobu-leTSi vnaxe. ̀ wavideT, baTumuri ludidavlioT~, _ mTavazobs is da axlaukve sanapirosken mivexetebiT. lorT-qifaniZe Silifad aris gamowyobili,muxlebze odnav gadmoSvebuli Sarva-li acvia. mas sadguris midamoebSi aqvsnaqiravebi bina da hyveba, rom Rame iqacCxubi iyo. `ra vici, biWo, es aqaurebinametani gametebiT urtyamdnen erT-maneTs, mere iseTi kakafonia idga,gaTenebamde ar dameZina~.
erT-erT kafe-barSi SevdivarT dakuTxeSi vsxdebiT. lorTqifaniZelaparakobs. me gavyureb zRvis hori-zonts, romelic TeTrad elvarebs davgrZnob, rom gaxeveba CemSi siucxovisgrZnobam Secvala, siucxoves vgrZnobam TeTri dasalieris mimarT. lorT-qifaniZe hyveba Tavisi samsaxuris am-bebs. mere zazas mosagonars warmoTq-vams. mec vuerTdebi da vixsenebT Cvensmegobars, romelic moulodneladgamogvaklda. isev zRvis kidesgavyureb da guli mewureba, vgrZnob,rom zaza aRarc iq aris. mqrqal hori-zontze patara gemi Cndeba, romelicnela micuravs baTumis portisaken...
am saRamosac sanapiroze gaSlilWilobze vsxedvarT da gavyurebT ba-Tumis portSi gaCerebul erTaderTgems, romlis sinaTleebic zRvaSi irek-leba. es ganaTebuli gemi Suqurashgavs, imedismomcem Suquras, Camavalimze ki naRvels asxivebs. anuki talReb-Si fexebs isvelebs da mere frTxiladabijebs qvian sanapiroze. is iseTi nat-ifia da Txeli, rom misi nafexurebissisvele arcki etyoba mzeze gamom-Sral qviSas. me vfiqrob Cems umcrosgogonaze, anukize, romelic sulraRac Svidiode wlis win daibada, man-amde ki ar arsebobda. micuraven zR-vaze katerebi, daabijeben sanapirozenaxevrad SiSveli adamianebi, vis aRarnaxav aq _ yvelani gverds uqcevenanukis, rogorc umniSvnelo pawia nam-cecs. Cems TvalsawierSi ki is isea Caw-erili, rogorc zRva da dasalieri,horizontze mcocavi gemi da zRvisferadovani qameleonuri elvareba. esbavSvi realobis ganuyofeli nawilia,ufro metic, realobis is fragmenti,romelSic anuki ar aris Cawerili,yovelnair azrs hkargavs. „anuki!~ –veZaxi me mas – `anuki!" anuki gakvirve-buli saxiT brundeba da neli nabijiTmoiwevs Cemken. gaWirvebiT abijebs qve-bze da Cemamde rom moaRwevs, saxezeRimili efineba. is ar mekiTxeba, ratomdavuZaxe, radgan icis, mxolod da mx-olod imitom davuZaxe, rom ar SemeZ-lo ar dameZaxa.
isev Ramea. isev meRviZeba da SeS-foTebuli xmebi Camesmis. ucnauria esdReebi da Rameebi. dRisiT dams-veneblebi da adgilobrivi macxovre-blebi mSvidad wvanan pliaJze, mzeseficxebian da xmamaRla saubroben,RamiT ki TiTqos maTive qvecnobieri-dan miCqmaluli qvena vnebebi amodiszedapirze da SfoTi isadgurebs sana-piroze Camowolil wyvdiadSi.
axlac asea. uZilobis kidev erTimtanjveli Rame mxvda wilad. qalis xmamesmis, romelic gaurkvevel si-luetebs uZaliandeba. Cemi fanjridanbnelSi CaZiruli zurgi moCans, si-luetebi ki qviSian sanapirozeagarTxmuli. `me TqvenTan saqme aramaqvs!~ – eubneba viRacebs qali _`xeli ar maxlo, Torem viyvireb!~ ka-cebi ufro xmamaRla laparakoben, ma-gram mere mkveTri moZraobebis CqamiaRwevs, rasac gaqceva mohyveba. etyo-ba, Tavidanve erTad iyvnen da mere ra-Racaze wakinklavdnen. vici, rom aRardameZineba, kibeze veSvebi da swrafinabijiT mivdev gaqceulebs. qviSaSigarbian: ori kaci da erTi qali. kace-bi qals misdeven. me qvafenilze mivyve-bi maT da vcdilob, sagrZnoblad arCamovrCe. ubralod, mainteresebs raxdeba, ra auxsneli da gaugebari kanon-zomiereba moqmedebs, romlis kval-zec yovelRame am mtanjveli foria-qis mowme var. da TiTqos marto me vares mowme, garindebuli sastumroebi daezoebi, skverebi da ludxanebi gulg-rilad afenen Semzarav Crdils sana-piros ganaTebul naxevars da me iZu-lebuli var SuaRamisas gavarkvio, Tura xdeba am naxevarze. qviSaSi, gaqceu-li adamianis nabijebi rCeba, TiTqosrCeba da adgilidan aRar iZvris. ara-da, rom wamovewevi, nabijebi ukvalodiSleba da adamianebic qrebian. isinime ver mamCneven, ver mxedaven da vercwarmoidgenen, rom romeliRacwertilidan maT vuTvalTvaleb. sana-piroze maRali palma Srialebs, me masvuaxlovdebi da mis qveS monusxuliv-iT vCerdebi. aq sibnelea da qviSiansanapiroze palmis wagrZelebuliCrdili moZraobs. Soridan ukve
nabijebis xma aRar aRwevs. mxolod ma-Rali palma Srialebs bnel sivrceSi.mere TiTqos Sriali qvemoTac Camodisda nerviulad miuyveba sanapiros. Tan-daTan siucxovis grZnoba meufleba daminda, rom saswrafod movSorde aqau-robas. erTaderTi, rac mamSvidebs,Sors, baTumis portSi gaCerebuligemia, romelic TeTrad mocimcimewertilad anTia da zRvaSic TeTranarekls afens. vtoveb am ucxo adg-ils da ukan neli nabijiT vbrundebi.naSuaRamevs bulvarze kaciSvili aRarWaWanebs da sanapiros gayolebazeqvafenili elnaTurebiT aris ganaTe-buli. vuyureb sanapiros gaswvriv gan-lagebul ucxo ezoebs da ucxo sax-lebs, romelTa wiaRSic CamiCumi arismis, vuyureb da vfiqrob, kargi iqne-ba, aqaurobas swrafad movcilde,radgan aq, zRvis siaxloves, raRac si-maxinjea fexmokidebuli. dRisiT dams-veneblebi sanapiroze amzeureben Ta-vianT sxeulebs. isini erTad wvanan dazRvis pirispir es erTad yofnacTaviseburi ritualia, romelicyoveldRiurad sruldeba, erTadyofna mswrafwarmavalia iseve,rogorc yvelaferi amqveynad. Zalianaxlos wvanan damsveneblebi pliaJzeerTmaneTTan, Zalian axlos, TiTqmisebjinebian erTmaneTs qalebi, kacebi,bavSvebi. es sxeulebi erTmaneTSia Cax-larTuli da Cawnexili da Soridan,zRvaSi gasuli gemidan Tu gadmoxedavsanapiros, erT mTlian masas dainaxav.es mTliani masa TiTqos nelamoZraobs, nela ivseba da iwriteba,mere isev ivseba da iwriteba, saRamospirze ki formas kargavs da mere Tan-daTan qreba. qreba, radganac ukve Ra-mis cxovreba iwyeba, kafe-barebidangamayruebeli xmauri ismis. Znelia, esxmauri melodiad miiCnio, magram amxmauris ritmsayolili mocekvaveebi,eWvgareSea, xmaurs musikad aRiqvamenda Tavdaviwyebulebi trialebensacekvao moedanze. aWarul cekvebssomxuri motivebi enacvleba, dams-veneblebi baris SesasvlelTan dgananda am uazro vakxanalias uyureben.mere ki, ukve naSuaRamevs sanapirozRvas erwymis da yru udabnod iqceva.am udabnos drodadro mSfoTvaregadaZaxilebi, qviSaSi gaqceuli adami-anebis xmauriani nabijebi, isteriuligineba da sasowarkveTili gminva se-ravs. es Ramis xmebia, zRvis sanapirozegaSlili da gafantuli, avismomaswave-beli an ukve sulismRafavi da ava-daxdenili. gaTenebisas ki yvelazeufro mZafri vnebaTaRelvac qreba daindiferentuli, mTvlemare da yve-lafrisadmi ganurCeveli siCume isad-gurebs. axlac es dro axlovdeba, aR-mosavleTiT odnav icriceba mtred-isfrad ca. me nela vbrundebi Cvens na-qiraveb binaSi, sadac yvelas RrmaZiliT sZinavs da fanjridan SemoW-rili elnaTuris sinaTle tokavsoTaxis yru kedelze. `sad arian axlais gaqceulebi, iqneb kidev mirbian dasul ase irbenen baTumis portamde~, _vfiqrob CemTvis da dawolisTanavemeZineba.
rkinigzis sadgurSi varT. ma-tarebeli sadacaa Camodgeba qobule-Tis baqanze, bavSvebs uxariaT, romkupeSi marto Cven viqnebiT da zedasawolebs daikaveben. me verafersvgrZnob, mxolod saidanRac Soreu-li xma yrud CamCurCulebs, rom amdRe-Ramis moulodnel morevs gavaR-wev da cxovrebis Cveul ritms davu-brundebi. baqanze Za-lian cota xalxia, viRacdabneuli qali miax-lovdeba da mekiTxeba,Tu ramden xans gaCerde-ba matarebeli, sad iqne-ba esa da es vagoni.
rac iyo, wavida daaRar dabrundeba. me isevimas vgrZnob, rasac aqam-de vgrZnobdi, sxvaqalaqSi Camovedi, Cam-ovedi sxva adamianebTanerTad da sxva var ukveTviTon mec.
es qalaqi ukve sxva ritmiT cx-ovrobs, ucxo xalxi ireva da ucxoelferi adevs. mec gavucxovdi saku-Tari Tavisgan da Tumca vcdilob war-sulTan Sexmianebas, vatyob, rom sulodnavRa vaxerxeb amas.
am qalaqSi Zveleburi mxolodpalmebia da me ukve veTxovebi ampalmebs, romlebic sibneleSi aRarCanan, matarebeli midis nela, nela mi-irweva, wyvdiadia, aqa-iq gakvesili Tugaelvebuli sinaTle sibneles nauc-baTev suraTebs stacebs: cecxlTanmartoxela muSa trialebs, albaT Se-duRebas Tu morCa, dRiuri samuSao Tugaasrula da saamqrosken ezideba mTe-li dRis najaxirev iaraRebs. sxvagandafxavebuli saxlis carieli erdogaifrialebs, sadac ukve didi xaniafexi aravis daudgams da kibes xavsimosdebia. qalaqis ganapiras SemTx-veviT gzadSeyril moxetialeTaganerTi sanTebelas umarjvebs meores, amukanasknelis saxe naxevrad brundebamatareblisaken, TiTqos scena tri-alebso da mere TandaTan wyvdiadiskvaldakval qreba.
qalaqis ganapira xedi kidev erTx-el gaielvebs kviparosebis silueteb-is fonze da mere yvelaferi qreba, wyv-diadi nTqavs yvelafers. me meCveneba,rom matarebeli gvirabSi Sevida, ma-gram qveSecneulad imasac vgrZnob,rom es mxolod moCvenebaa da Talxis-frad amogmanul fanjaras vabjen mz-eras. ukve sinaTlis misxalic ar Wia-tobs arsaidan da mikvirs, ram Camoab-nela qveyniereba, mikvirs da msiam-ovnebs, rom Cven ganaTebul kupeSivsxedvarT da Cabnelebuli mindvreb-is gaswvriv mivqrivarT.
ukan rCeba qobuleTi da ara martoqobuleTi, aramed is, rac ukve iyo;rCeba baTumis Soreuli porti daRameebSi zRvaSi areklili TeTradganaTebuli gemi. am qalaqSi Zvele-buri mxolod palmebia da sxva danar-Ceni axalia yvelaferi. da rikulebi,rikulebia kidev Zveli; ganier, masi-ur kibeTa rikulebi. es rikulebimiRviZebs gardasulis, samudamoddakargulis da gauCinarebulis mb-Jutav xsovnas, bavSvobas veRar Seexe-bi, Sin ver dabrundebi, radgan es „Sin"aRarsad aRar aris ukve.
matarebeli wyvdiadSi miirweva,zogjer mkveTrad amuxruWebs da asevemkveTrad, naucbaTevad iZvris adgil-idan. bavSvebs zeda sawolebze sZinavTda mTeli sxeuliT irwevian. isinimTlianad arian mindobilni matareb-lis Semparav svlas. nanasac sZinavs dasaxeze daRliloba etyoba. isev iZvrismatarebeli da cota xnis SemdegsagrZnoblad umatebs siswrafes. Can-TaSi viskis naxevramde savse boTlimaqvs, viReb da zustad am momentSi Cem-Si asociaciebis grZeli jaWvi Seirxe-va. vxedav, rom matareblis fanjaraSivireklebi da Tan wamierad maxsendebagaurkvevel adgilas Seqmnili msgavsiviTareba. siTxe siamovnebiT meRvrebasxeulSi da asociaciac qreba.
daZinebamde dros vixangrZliveb.diliT ukve TbilisSi unda viyoT. fan-jaraSi isev sruli wyvdiadia. Tumcaim Zvel qalaqs ver mivageni, mainc vici,sad viyavi da saidan movdivar, magramaxla sad var da saiT mivdivar, amisgageba miWirs, radgan fanjridan mx-olod ramdenime ganaTebuli wertilimoCans. arada, matarebeli mainc midis,midis, miirweva...
_ patara viyavi, sadRac meore-me-same klasSi, rodesac andersenis zRa-pari vTargmne. mere albaT vifiqre,raRa sxvisi vTargmno, sakuTars Sevqm-ni-meTqi da raRacebis wera daviwye.vwerdi CemTvis, gasarTobad. cota rommovizarde, leqsebze gadavedi.zogadad, es garemo, anu wigni da mwer-loba bavSvobidan iyo Cems irgvliv.gamimarTla, rom garSemo araCveu-lebrivi adamianebi mexvia, mamas mego-brebi, romelTac bevri ram maswavlesda gamiadviles. erT-erTi maTganigaxldaT otia paWkoria, `ciskris~redaqtoris moadgile, romelsacpirvelad mivutane leqsebi. dabeWdvisdidi imedi ar mqonda. im saRamos mamamdamireka da miTxra, rom moriss (morisfocxiSvili maSin `ciskris~ redaq-tori iyo) leqsebi Zalian moewona damisayvedura, me ratom ar wamakiTxeo.erT kviraSi otiam `ciskris~ sasigna-lo egzemplari gadmomca. ase SedgaCemi poeturi naTloba. mas Semdeg sulvwer, ar SevCerebulvar, Tumca ver vi-tyvi, rom Zalian nayofieri var. bolokrebuli _ `quCis biWebis gasagonad~_ 2000 wels gamosca bakur sulakaur-ma. tiraJi imdenad mcire iyo, wigni,faqtobrivad, daikarga. bevrma verwaikiTxa. `dakargulad~ mimaCnia winakrebulic _ `xeebi, biWi da sxva...~,romelic 1995 wels gamoica. es is droiyo, rodesac literaturisTvisaravis ecala da Cemi leqsebic SeumCn-eveli darCa. axla vfiqrob, gamovcewigni, sadac bolo 10 wlis ganmavlo-baSi dawerili leqsebi Seva.
_ axal moTxrobebs rodis undavelodoT?
_ ase konkretulad ver getyviT.amJamad fiqris, Segrovebisa da anal-izis periodi maqvs. gansxvavebuli ramminda davwero.
_ romans xom ar umiznebT?_ ara, aseTi akviatebebi ar maqvs,
Tu gamova didi, gamovides. bolo kre-bulSi aris aseTi teqsti _ `nabijebinasesxebSi~. vwerdi, vwerdi... Sevatyve,rom ar mTavrdeboda. mombezrda. avd-eqi da davamTavre. zogadad, romanisnervebi ar maqvs, amdeni wera ar Semi-Zlia.
rables ̀ gargantua da pantagrueli,~biblia _ Zveli da axali aRTqma, dara Tqma unda, servantesis `don kix-oti.~ ra principiT SearCieT es wigne-bi, mxolod Tqveni sayvareli nawar-moebebi Sevida Tu sxvaTa gamocdile-bac gaiTvaliswineT?
_ samyaroSi uamravi araCveu-lebrivi wignia, Tumca am siaSi elemen-taruli da yvelaze aucilebeli Sevi-tane. wignebi, romlebic, Cemi azriT, 20wlamde axalgazrdam unda waikiTxos.sxvaTa Soris, Sarl de kosteris ul-enSpigelis Tavgadasavlis gamo mis-ayvedures, ymawvilebisTvis cotarTuli aRsaqmeliao. arada, me es wig-ni adreul asakSi wavikiTxe. Tanamed-rove Taobis gemovneba da msoflmxed-veloba Seicvala. dRes 17 wlis axal-gazrda waikiTxavs `ana kareninas~,`omsa da mSvidobas~ an ̀ karamazovebs~?`aTas erT Rames~ waakiTxeb vinmes?ityvis, rom zRaparia, arada, sul sxvasibrZne devs. yovelTvis miyvarda esnawarmoebi Tavisi mistikuri de-talebiT. karga didi viyavi, rocaborxesi Camivarda xelSi. vxedav,giJdeba `aTas erT Rameze~. gamixarda,radgan mivxvdi, rom marto me ar varaseTi, `didi~ biWebic erT-erT ge-nialur wignad miiCneven. egec da stiv-ensonic yovelTvis miyvarda.
_ dRes stivensonsac aRar kiTx-uloben.
_ imitom, rom `ganZTa kunZulic~sabavSvo sakiTxavad miaCniaT, arada,mozrdilTaTvisaa gankuTvnili, iseve,rogorc misi kidev erTi SesaniSnaviromani _ `Savi isari~. Zalian magarikaci iyo stivensoni, moTxrobebi xomsaerTod gadasarevi aqvs. zogadad,bevri mweralia, romelTa nawerebsacganaTlebuli adamiani unda icnobdes.magaliTad, edgar po, romelic me armiyvars, magram faqtia, rom mTeliplanetis mwerlebze moaxdina gavle-na. fransua viioni XV saukuneSi cx-ovrobda, magram aseTi Tanamedrovepoeti TiTebzea CamosaTvleli. kidevkargi Targmna daTo weredianma, ToremvrCebodi rusuli Targmanis amara.rusulad ki, simarTle giTxraT, armomewona.
zogjer modis studenti da ambobs:`ama da am reJisoris filmebs imitomar vuyureb, rom misi gavlenis qveS armoveqce.~ egreTwodebuli `axalitalRis~ reJisorebi – triufo, go-dari – ambobdnen, `b~-kategoriisamerikul filmebze gavizardeTo...magram isini triufod, godarad darC-nen. roca niWieri adamiani xar, gavle-nis ar SegeSindeba. xolo Tuki araferiici da arc gainteresebs, visi gavle-nis qveS moeqcevi?! maxsovs, dosto-evskis roca vkiTxulobdi, edgar posT-an raRac kavSiri SevamCnie. Semdeg aR-movaCine, rom dostoevski Tavisi lit-eraturuli moRvaweobis dasawyisSiedgar pos Targmnida. ase rom, Tu xarpirovneba, gaqvs niWi da Seni saqme Tuteqnologia ici, sxva avtori gavsebs,gasazrdovebs.
yovelTvis, roca raimes vkiTxu-lob, mis mimarT maSinve sakuTaridamokidebuleba miCndeba, Cemi krite-riumebi maqvs. ramdenad niWieri re-Jisori an msaxiobi var – ver getyviT,magram niWieri mkiTxveli, momxmare-beli rom var, amaze Tavs davdeb.
rogorc vTqviT, mwerali ukveTanabrad ekuTvnis yvelas, visac misi sam-yaros SegrZneba SeuZlia. masze bevri daw-erila da SemdgomSic aucileblad daiw-ereba, magram Zalian mniSvnelovania,roca mwerlis gzas, misi SemoqmedebiTiganviTarebis safexurebs, mis adamianurSegrZnebebs, msoflmxedvelobasa dafiqrs, ubralod, mis cxovrebas, sruladda Tan maRalmxatvrul doneze gad-moscems is adamiani, romelic mis gver-diT iyo, romelic yvelaze kargad icnob-da, yvelaze ukeT swvdeboda misi gancde-bis siRrmesa da safuZvels, roca mamazewers Svili!
Tumc am sakiTxzec aris sxvadasxvaazri sazogadoebaSi. xSirad mohkravTyurs, zogadadac da am SemTxvevazec, rommizanSewonilia Tu ara, axlobelma, Tun-dac Svilma, weros mamaze. da ratom ara?xom werda daviT guramiSvili, guli mt-
g z a w i g n S i(fiqri `agvistos Svilebis~ Semdeg)
inga milorava
kiva, momxsenebeli ar mrCeba, arvin meZax-is mamaso, mere iis konebad Sekra Tavisisulis nayofi da ise datova, rogorcSvili. ar mohklebia daviT guramiSvilsmomxsenebeli, arc sxva SemoqmedT moh-klebiaT da moakldebaT, vidre saqarTve-lo da qarTveli eri iarsebebs, magram mw-erali, Tundac ukve yvelas da maradiso-bis kuTvnilebad qceuli, xom upirvelesyovlisa, adamiani iyo, am adamianobis gamo,adamianuri tkivilis, fiqris, grZnobisgamo werda, qmnida da ar SeiZleba gulSiar gaielvos fiqrma, ra iqneboda, wiladrgeboda masac bedniereba, hyolodaSvili.
da gana bedniereba ar aris, rom oTarCxeiZes RmerTma SemoqmedebiT niWTan er-Tad, Svilic aCuqa da Tanac iseTi, romel-sac SeuZlia Tavis mamaze weros? sxvisibedniereba ki Tu ar gagexardeba, xom arunda gewyinos mainc?
Tanac, unda aRiniSnos, rom rostomCxeiZe ise aRwers am monumentur ambavsadamianis sulisa da gzisa, rom TviTonmaqsimalurad CrdilSi rCeba, imdenad,rom raRacnairad arc Cndeba survili,rom uSualod masze isaubro, misi osta-toba, xedvis siRrme an zomiereba aRniS-no.
rostom CxeiZe rom kargi mweralia,amis aRniSvnisa da gamokveTis saSualebasmisi uxvi da mravalferovani Semoqmede-ba isedac iZleva da – Sesaferisi viTare-bisa da survilis SemTxvevaSi – asec iqne-ba, axla ki es wigni ekuTvnis ara rostom,aramed oTar CxeiZes. es misi sulis sim-foniaa, romelic moismina da sityva-notebSi Caiwera misma Svilma.
sagulisxmoa, rom `agvistos Svilebi~ar aris tradiciuli biografia. mwerlisSinagani samyaro dro-sivrcis sayrden-zea gaSlili da gadamwyveti roliswored mis mxatvrul samyaros, mis mx-atvrul qsovilSi agebul TviTmyofad,mxolod miseul qveyanas eniWeba.
leqsi dauweria mas Semdeg, rac misimeuRle, cnobili rusi poeti, boris ko-rnilovi, ocdaCvidmetSi represiebs um-sxverplia.
rac Seexeba Cveni Zvirfasi besikxaranaulis poemas `mikarnaxe, angelina!~,unda gulaxdilad vaRiaro, rom maSin,1985 wels, did galaktions rom davesesxo,namdvilad `wignis gadamkiTxvelis~arasaxarbielo rolSi aRmovCenilvar daguldadinjebiT ar CavRrmavebivar amSesaniSnav nawarmoebs.
axla ki, rogorc iqna, `wignis mkiTx-
velis~ mantia momirgia da, aki amitomac,ise amitaca da amaforiaqa am wignma, war-moidgineT, zepirad damamaxsovrda Tavis-ufali leqsiT Camoqnili striqonebi:
bis ciklze da, sul ramdenime leqsis Sem-deg, iseT Canaxats waawydebi, romeliciolad dagarwmunebs, rom, Turme, poeti(anu lirikuli gmiri!) amaod ar uCiCineb-da sakuTar Tavs martoobasTan Seguebas!Sehguebia da egre!
`me avada var, me saxlSi var, loginSi vwevar.rekaven colis megobrebi da Svilebis amxanagebi,Cemi aravin...Cems megobrebs me TviT vurekav~.da kidev:ver daviCemeb, maincdamainc didi
SeWirvebuli dRevandel saqarTvelo-Si vinRa ar aris, me rom ar viyo! da mainc_ aranairi honoraris fasad ar vityo-di uars im siamovnebaze, besik xaranaulisam axali wignis wakiTxviT rom melodeba!
`moswavlem maswavlebelsa, simirgvliv Samauara:- salami, maswavlebelo, swavla gveqneba Tu ara?~sul moqeifesa da mTvrals xSirad ar ecala
skolisTvis.viRacasTan gabrielis kafia:- Sen balRebs veras aswavli, nura sikeTe Cem mtersa!- me ki vecdebi Cemsasa, ar iswavlian, Cem...xelnawerebad gavrcelebul mis leqsebs viwerdiT,
vizepirebdiT da is leqsebi dRemde sagzaliviT momyve-ba. erTi maTgani gansakuTrebiT mZafrad gulSi Camwv-domi swored exla gaxda, am siber-sikvdilis Jams:
qisteTSi sanadirod siarulis dros kidev ufro bev-ri ram gavige. osmani, aiubi, axmed-xani da sxvebi miam-bobdnen, rogor veragulad, rogor araadamianuradmoeqcnen maT `rusi Rorebi~.
- sofelSi movida ori-sami mTavrobis warmomadgene-li viTomcda krebis Casatareblad, - boRmiT gulgasie-bulni da SurisZiebaze meocnebeni miyvebodnen isini, -qals, kacs, dids, pataras - yvelas soflis centrSi ubr-Zanes gamosvla `cota xniT~. zogs akvnis bavSvi daatove-bines, zogs cecxlze Semodgmuli qvabi, zogi saSinaoflostebiT gamofratunda, fexzec ar acales Cacma.erTad Tavmoyril xalxs ki Casafrebuli jari Semoer-tya gars da naxiriviT mierekebodnen groznoSi Camomd-gari sabargo eSelonebisaken. avadmyofebs, moxucebs,bavSvebs - visac siaruli ar SeeZlo, xiStebiT xocavdnengzadagza. tyviiT ar xocavdnen, soflebSi srolis xmarom ar gasuliyo. mTis aul haibaxSi kolmeurneobis sa-jiniboSi gamoubugiaT Svidasamde suli moxucebi, qale-bi da bavSvebi, raki groznomde, vagonebamde maTi Carek-va veRar eswreboda.
arxotionTa erT-erTi dauZinebeli mteri, ganTqmu-li vaJkaci elamarZa, SemTxveviT ara yofila Sin da san-am wasxmul ojaxs gaekideboda, amRas amosula TavismterTan - gadmodiT, Cven oxrad darCenil saxl-karsada qonebas moepatroneniT. exla mtrobis dro ar gvad-ga! Tu davbrundiT, xo kargi, Tu ara da RmerTma mSvi-dobaSi mogaxmaroTo.
orol-samsami Zroxa, cxeni dautoves da SemobrundnenTavis arxotSi. gabrieli ki iq darCa, radgan gauZneldaiq damarxuli mSoblebis, umcrosi Zmisa da nandauris,mzeqalas saflavebis mitoveba. kanti-kuntadRa Tu vinmerames igebda gabrielisas, mSral zamTarSi saZaugod mim-dinar-momdinari arxotivnebisagan gadmotanil ambavs.
da, ai, erT dResac (1962 wels) Tqves - gabriel jabu-Sanuri TbilisSi Camosula da rusTavelis ZeglTan ax-los sadRaca cxovrobso. ramdenime xevsuri Sevikribe-niT da `sasmliT~ miuvediT sanaxavad (mayaSvilis quCisdasawyisSi aRmoCnda). ooo, rogor gauxarda! 1960 Tu 61wels SeerTo colad larsSi eqTnad momuSave duSeliqali sara mezvriSvili. cotaxani larsSi ecxovraT, mereki TbilisSi gadaewyvitaT Camosvla nawerebis gamoqvey-nebisa da xalx-qveyanaSi gamoCenis mizniT. saramac, Can-da, am mxriv gauwia TanagrZnoba, Seiyvara rogorc poe-ti, Torem qalebs da, gansakuTrebiT, xevsuris qalebs,saSinlad ar moswondaT Turme gabrieli Tavisi arava-Jkacuri garegnobisa da xasiaTis gamo.
- diaco, aba, am Cem xalxTan ar SevrcxveTo! - dauZaxada isic datrialda. kargi sufra gagviwyo, riTacdagvimtkica, rom gabrieli Cvenze naklebad ar eZvir-faseboda.
gvainteresebda gabrielis Tavsgadanayari, ekiTxe-bodnen ufrosebi (giorgi gigauri, daviT gogoWuri),magram is Tavisaze sityvaZunwobda, Cvensas kiTxulobda- vin sad viyaviT, vin rogor vcxovrobdiT, vin ras va-keTebdiT, vin sad iyo Cveniani. gansakuTrebiT me mekiTx-eboda bevrs, rogorc ufro Tavisians. miTxra:
me ra ufleba maqvs metxans vicocxloo!~mokvda gabrieli. panaSvidebze mosuli mwerlebi,
viTom aRSfoTebulni laparakobdnen - es ra binaSi ucx-ovria aseT poets, sircxvili ar ariso?! arada, marTlacsakvirvel sacodavi bina iyo, bina ki ara binad gadakeTe-buli sxveni. oTaxi samkuTxedi iyo. ukan, Sesasvlelismxares kibis sami safexuriT dabla viwro oTaxi da aRarcoTaxi hqonda.
da ai, exla, uxerxulobas ganicdidnen, Tu Tana-grZnobas gamoxatavdnen sabWoTa xelisuflebis momR-erali kalendris poetebi, mweralTa kavSiridan romhqondaT miRebuli iseTi binebi, cxeni gaWendeboda. zogsTavisi ufro meti `damsaxurebis~ pretenziis wyalobiTori binac ki hqonda gaerTianebuli. am viTarebas asax-avda maSin gavrcelebuli funagoria:
`amxanago, goTua, bina urigo Tua,Tu ara aqvs abazana, Tu ara aqvs loji,konstantines ori aqvs, midi da iq m...~.konstantine aq lorTqifaniZea, `kolxeTis ciskrisa~
da dasaxvreti xalxis gadamyvani sabargo manqanisaTvishimnis mimZRvneli, xolo gadasaxlebaSi namyofi levangoTuas rigian binas vin miscemda. amave rigSi iyo dax-vretas aseve Zlivs gadarCenili gabrielic. levan go-Tuaca (masac vicnobdi) da gabriel jabuSanuric ispirovnebebi iyvnen, vinc ar CaerTveboda mweralTa kav-SirSi binebis, manqanebis, agarakebis, sazRvargareTissagzurebis, iubileebisa da premiebisaTvis atexil mud-miv omSi.
gabrieli didubis panTeonSi dakrZales.
mogonebaTa wignidan
erTi moTxrobis konkursi
`literaturuli gazeTi~ saqarTvelos kulturis, ZeglTadacvisa da sportis saministros mxardaWeriT acxadebs