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Tu ar TamaSob, ver gaigeb.Zvel saxlSi karis mezobeli myavda,
riJa kaci. saxlidan gasvlisas Tu Semx-vdeboda, im dRes ueWveli wagebuliviyavi. magis ganrigic ki vicodi da isemqonda awyobili, weliwadSi orjer Tugadavawydebodi, da, ra Tqma unda, imdRes gadaxeuli viyavi.
erTxel ise magrad meCqareba, riJasganrigic ki davikide. liftis karTandamxvda. saxlSi Sebruneba davapire,Sevyoymandi. riJa momesalma. pasuxi argaveci. daretianebuliviT vdgavar,mivxvdi, cudad viqcevi da salami da-vubrune. gadavwyvite, ar SememCnia, TansaTamaSod mivdivar, ganwyoba mWirde-ba. aseT dros, rogorc wesi, fiqrob,rom es sul ̀ riJa bazaria~ da am galeu-li jayvasaviT kacs, kostumi didi romaqvs da xelebi arcki mouCans saxeloe-bidan, araferi gavlenis moxdena arSeuZlia realisa da osasunas matCze,romelic madridSi saRamos cxrasaaTze daiwyeba. naxevari samyaroadevnebda Tvals am matCs, meore naxe-vars fsoni hqonda dadebuli. realsfrec awyobda, saxlSi TamaSobs berna-beuze da mogebis SemTxvevaSi Cempionixdeba. fexburTelebi mwyobrSi arian,wina turis yvela TamaSi mogebuliaqvT... mogebis ganwyoba davibrune.
liftic movida, kacmac Sesvla dai-wyo, mec msxverpliviT mivyevi mis mwi-Tur kefas. SevediT kabinaSi. mwiTurmakefam, ojaxSi xom kargado, mkiTxa daSemrcxva. ra idioti var, ras vebute-bi... mezobelia, rame rom dagWirdes,amaze axlobeli vin gyavso, dedaCemissentencia gamaxsenda da mokiTxva Se-vubrune cocxlad. ara gviSavso.
damTavrebuli ar hqonda da liftigaCerda, Cabnelda, deni wavida. iswlebia, Cven rom viciT, magram zafx-ulia da iSviaTad midis deni. kacma,amaTi dedebso, da Tavis gogos dauZa-xa. isic egreve gamoexmaura, ratom-Rac, iqve idga da, cota niSnismogebiT,sarTulebs Sua xarT moyolili, vergamoxvalT, deni sanam ar movao.
es gogo mamaze ufro mwiTuri iyo.gauTxovar, msuqan gogos didi, wiTe-li Tmebi hqonda gaCeCili, gegoneba,cecxli ukidia Tavzeo. saxlidan iSvi-aTad gamodioda. ala pugaCovas faniiyo, magisi oTaxi ezos mxares gamo-hyurebda da `arlekino~ moismodabolo xmaze. axla gamaxsenda, dilasaivnidan davinaxe, nagavs yrida zarisraxaruxiT mosul manqanaSi. mgoni, mTa-vari jado es gogoa, gamielva da uc-badve uarvyavi es Teoria _ kide axa-li Tarsebi minda, isedac sad var davisTan.
sanTebela avanTe, sigarets mo-vukide da saaTsac davxede. naxevarsaaTSi Cemi mazavSiki sadRac midis (to-talizatorebi jer ar arsebobs, xelzevmazavT), arada, pristavkas ar meTa-maSeba, marto naRd fuls. isev dabnel-da kabinaSi, mxolod Cemi nafazebisdros naTdeba mwiTuri Tavi, da Za-launeburad akrZaluli fiqrigamielvebs Tarsebze, magram vcdilob,sxva rameze vifiqro. am ukuneT sibne-
leSi Cemi sigaretiviT manaTobeli Taviucbad ambobs, am liftSi pirveladgaviWedeo. davanafaze. misi mwiTurisaxe amomyurebs eWviT. ucbad gamiel-va, iqneb amisTvis me var Tarsi da memabralebs denis wasvlas. Sevwuxdi, sin-disis qenjna damewyo, fexiT ver CaveT-rie, am kacsac ras verCodi-meTqi _ dadenic movida. lifti daiZra. misi qal-iSvili davloce, albaT TelasSi dare-ka da CaarTvevina-meTqi.
gamovediT orive, bednierebisaganSaqrad vdnebiT, WiSkramde davemSvido-be, taqsi gavaCere da fiqrSi davgmecrurwmena. is ki ara, ueWveli gadav-texe CemSi es bneluri rwmena-Tqo, dReski gadavxev osasunas da Cems mazavSiks-Tqo.
mivedi muStaidSi. mTeli moTamaSee-bi baRSi dganan jguf-jgufad, ismisjadosnuri iqs 2, fre da gaveyareT,meti goli, handikapi, meti kuTxuri, vindaiwyebs da sxva. aq rasac ginda gam-azav, mwvrTneli vis gadakocnis pirv-els an titveli kaci Tu gadaxteba sta-dionze, da mamaliviT irbens Tu arapolicielebisagan Tavis dasaRwevad.
aq sul Cemnairi maniakebi arian, Cemi
Taobis biWebi, magram es kaxeli givimyavs amoCemebuli. aravin umazavs Cemsgarda, melas Tavis maxrCobela uyvar-so, egre var, magar zamaskaSi vyavar. iseyomarbazia, legendebs yvebian, didiTavnebi aqvs Cabarebuli da miRebulio.aseTi wuwki tipi arc minaxavs da arcwamikiTxavs, sasadiloSi sul martogadadis da guliaSs Tqvlifavs. fex-burTis azrze ar aris da aravis balel-Sikobs, erTxel saqarTvelo-ruseTismatCze rusebis mazi eWira _ da moigo.
mivedi, salami vTqvi. saerTo azrirealis gamarjvebaa, aravis ar eparebaeWvi, zogi handi kaps awveba. givi gr-Zel xis skamze zis Tavis jinsis zmeiki-ani qurTukiT da mudam priala SavimokasinebiT, fexi fexze aqvs gadadebu-li, Tasmebi _ windebSi Cataniebuli,uemocio, odnav cinikuri saxiT usmensmazavSikebis komentarebs. me verc mam-Cnevs an atrakebs, diliT ar velapar-ake telefoniT?
gamovixme, biWebma Tvali gamomay-oles, Cveni TamaSi ician da vecodebi,ras gadaekide, xom xedav, ueWvelsgigebso. xo, magram logika sad aris?zars xom ar veTamaSebi? fexburTis spe-cialisti var, axalgazrdul nakrebSivTamaSobdi Tavis dros. lelos nomeriar gamomitovebia, rac Tavi maxsovs,yvela Senaxuli maqvs, kanafiT gadak-ruli, gayviTlebuli gazeTebis kipebi.kirovis baRSi Jurnalebis bariga myav-da artura, inglisur ̀ kikers~ miCiTav-da TveSi erTxel, magari fotoebiT daiseTi informaciiT, romelic aTma kac-ma Tu icoda saqarTveloSi. isinicSenaxuli maqvs, oRond varskvlavebisfotoebis gareSe, imaT vWridi da CemioTaxis kedlebze vakravdi. dRevande-li msoflios fexburTelebi ki ara,mwvrTnelebi vici yvela, infarqti aqvsTu ara gadatanili, isic vici.
givim, ra ginda, ueWvels migeb, SenixuTasi, Cemi _ asio. daviwyeT vaWroba,egre sad aris, burTi mrgvalia, Seni
samasi-meTqi. cotac vikaCaveT da mou-lodnelad: ra ginda, erTnairi kuSebiiyos, oRond aTas aTasio.
guli Semiqanda. didi fulia. Tanbolo Tvea, sul migebs, evrosportiaxali Semosulia CvenTan, xan _ Cog-burTSi, xan _ kalaTburTSi, bolosbalaxis hokeic momigo. erT kviraSimosatani-meTqi da gaxarebulma, rom argadaifiqros, xeli davartymevine.
wamovedi saxlSi. rom avdiodi, me-zobeli gamaxsenda, magram piriqiT romgamova dRes da kaxel givias aTas dola-rs gamovuReb, mere albaT riJas cdasdaviwyeb liftTan-meTqi.
iyvnen. davutove bileTi da Cqara wam-ovedi, zeikiZe ar mosuliyo. bundes-ligis TamaSebi gavmaze da yvela daj-da, leveris garda. Rame primera diviz-ionis TamaSebia, Tan zamaskaSi var wage-buli. leveris sul ar meSinoda da arcsWirdebodaT qula, ram gaamxecaT, arvici, balaxis Wama daiwyes, fexebidaamtvries ligidan faqtiurad gavar-dnil gunds. imaTac araferi ar Svelo-daT da ram gaagiJaT, ar vici, saswaulimoxda. ki gamkra, zeikiZes eqneba esmazi-meTqi, da erisTavmac dareka, imasgayavda leverio.
Rame espaneTis turia, ueWveli vici,movigeb. arada im dRis fuli ukve wage-buli maqvs, unda visesxo. vigeb, osasu-nas iqs dva jdeba! vis vesesxo? leverisda zeikiZis deda movtyan marTla, bev-rjer gulubryvilod mifiqria, romgavigo, TviTon ras debs da me piriqiTdavdo, ver movigeb-Tqo? Sansi ar aris,eg imisTvis arsebobs, rom ver unda moi-go, mgoni totalizatorebs wilSihyavT zeikiZe. aTi saaTia, TamaSebi erTsaaTSi iwyeba, bavSvis maswavleblisfuli aqvs lalis, unda davaba. eg asidolari momces da orass vubruneb di-las, ar damibrunebia Tu ra, guSinwinarsenalis kuTxurebiT movartyi sama-si, prosta zeikiZe ar idga iq. pataraCxubis da mosalodneli asprocen-tiani, profesionaluri prognozebisSemdeg fuli gamovarTvi im pirobiT,rom mezobels gavatan, romelsac saer-Tod ar ecodineba, zeikiZe vin aris.lalis aCemebuli aqvs, Sen TviTon gax-ade eg kaci Tarsi, aba, rogor davije-ro, hamburgSi TamaSs zeikiZe aqedanrogor Tarsavso. ise mWirdebodafuli, gavatare, Torem rom movyve, rasituaciebSi ra TamaSebi aqvs gatexili,Tmebi dagidgebaT yalyze, visac undagavumazav, eg Tu iq aris, bileTs vermoigebs. rac aris, aris, da mezobeli,qiriT mcxovrebi biWi gavagzavne, amazeveraferi ver imoqmedebs, magrad kid-ia fexburTic da zeikiZec. CavawerinebloknotSi, bileTSi iq gadaitanda.male mobrunda, iqve, Cvens saxlTanaatotalizatori, aslebi moitana. Cav-ixede mainc da ras vxedav: osasuna nak-lebi uweria. cota viCxube, magram veR-ar vende, me TviTon gamovcvli-meTqida gamovedi saxlidan sportulebiT,rogorc viyavi, SlopancebiT. or wuT-Si unda movtrialde. mobiluri damr-Ca, magram aRar Sevbrundi, mobrunebacudi niSania. korpusebis uknidan Cab-nelebuli marSrutiT wavedi aseTi Cac-muli rom ar davenaxe vinmes. Cems me-zobels davcini, sportulebiT romgadis xolme quCaSi da mec ese ar var,orRobeSi Sinaurulad gamotantale-buli. totalizators uknidan mivade-qi, Tan darbazSi Tu aris kidevac is,gvari ar minda vTqva, verc gavigeb.
davabraxune. ver gavagone. daketvisdroa, esenic lagdebian albaT. darba-zSi aRaravinaa, Zirs bileTebi yria, si-garetis kvamli RrublebiviT dai-zlazneba, Suqi sanaxevrod Camqralia,moTamaSeebi bolo profesionalurterminebs amboben, mepatronis biWikarebSi dgas da ise acilebs maniakebs.bevrjer minaxavs es scena. am dros dan-arCeni TanamSromlebi ukana oTaxSiarian gasuli, fulis an kuSebis dasaTv-lelad, amitomac aqedan ufro ad-vilad unda gavagono.
rkinis karebs yuri mivade. CamiCumiar ismis. am dros moulodnelma fexisxmam SemakrTo, movtrialdi da zeikiZear dgas bileTiT xelSi?! movaswariT,me mgonio. gavfuWdi, maswavleblis asidolari gamaxsenda, maTematikiswignidan amoRebuli, da mtkiced gada-vwyvite saswrafod ukan gamomerTvafuli totalizatorisTvis. karebsmoadga viRac da romeli xaro, ga-mogvZaxa. zeikiZem, me varo. me xasiaTzeaRar var. mainc bileTSi Cavuxede, sulpiriqiT uweria osasunas mazi. gulimomeca. kari gaiRo, me carieli bile-Ti gamovarTvi saswrafod da kori-dorSive, kedelze daviwye Sevseba, imasrom ar daenaxa, ras vwerdi.
Sevavse, oTxad gavkece da dafaru-lad rom unda gadavce nikos, ukana,Cvens gamo gaRebuli karidan saxezeniRabafarebuli biWi Semovarda. erTxelSi iaraRi uWiravs, meoreSi _ li-
monka, daweqiT, Torem agwevT haerSiyvelaso, iyvira. me iaraRi momiSvira,SigniT, ofisSi Semagdo. molare gogomikivla da goneba dakarga. mepatronemxuTi aTasi maqvs, waiRe, nu dagvxocav,ras gverCio, Tan molares magidazemdgari Wiqidan wyali apkura: neli,neli, nu geSinia, Cvenebi arian, gam-oixede, ar damRupoo, erTi-ori silacgaawna. qalma Tvali gaaxila da isevikivla, oRond goneba aRar daukar-gavs. mZarcvelma, Cumad egde, Toremgagixvritav Tavs, gogo, ar gesmiso?qali gaCumda, mxolod Tavi muxlebSiCargo da uxmod iSenda xelebs.
me saguldagulod gakecili bi-leTiT, zeikiZem rom ar dainaxos,vdgeavar dabneuli da Cems Slopancebsdavcqeri. yvelaze Zalian rac mez-izReba, CustebiT ubanSi gamosuli mo-qalaqeebi. ra SarSi var, vinmes danaxvaki ara, Cems Tavs vxedav televizorSi:mZevlad ayvanili, titvel fexze cer-gayrili, Slopancebiani kaci, moklu-li Tu ganTavisuflebuli _ sul er-Tia _ yvela arxze, mTeli Rame da xvalmTeli dRe, qvemoT minaweri titriT:Semvsebi. ara, Tu araferi ar arsebobs,pirvelad mivedi uknidan da zeikiZ-esTan erTad, rogoria?! ux, leverisdedas rom Seveci. xom vegdebodi exlasaxlSi, televizorTan, gamarjvebulisaxiT, maTematikis pastiT aWrelebuliwigni da SigniT grZeli asdolarianicideboda TavisTvis.
yaCaRs davxede. fexebze botasebiacvia iseTi, es mkvleli ar unda iyos.TviTonac moTamaSea ueWveli, TiTqossaidanRac maxsovs kidec. fuli, droze,Torem avfeTqdebiT yvelanio, iyvirabotasebianma da limonkas rgolimoaZro. erTdroulad amovixvneSeTmZevlebma. mepatronem, eqvsi aTasimaqvs, ratom gvxocav, waiRe da wadi wy-narad, RmerTma Segargoso. sad arisfuli, droze! _ iyvira isev mZarcvel-ma da zeikiZes mimarTa moulodnelad:es limonka Sen gamomarTvi da geWiros,rame rom gabedo, gesvri, isedac gan-wiruli varo. amanac xeli waiRo gamo-sarTmevad, da am dros me viyvire mou-lodnelad, magas ara, Tu ginda,kbilebiT daviWer-meTqi. botasebianidaibna, axla me momiSvira iaraRi. mo-meci, me daviWer, zeikiZea, ver cnob-meTqi? TiTqos mixvda, rasac veubnebo-di, miutrialda da Sen zurgiT dade-qio, uyvira zeikiZes. gegoneba gaminaT-dao, mivxvdi, es biWi aqauri mazavSCikia,amis Tarsoba gamocdili aqvs, da mgo-ni isic mixvda, rom daiwva. mepatronisputkuna, gauparsavi biWi, aqamde xele-baweuli rom idga, ise, rom aravis uTq-vams, gamococxlda, jibeSi Caiyo xelida mgoni patrulis nomeri akrifa ma-lulad, Tan daiyvira, ratom gvklav,waiRe es Svidi aTasi da wadio. botase-biani xan me miyurebda, xan mibrunebulzeikiZes da iniciativas kargavdaaSkarad. situaciis ganmuxtva isevgamocdilma mevaxSem nikom daapira:moica, nu gviSver am sasrolebs, xomici, weliwadSi erTxel joxi isvris,uars xom ar geubnebiT, aiRe es rva aTa-si da wynarad wadi, visac Seni rameSeSurdeso. Tan erTi xeliT isev nelisdauwyo Tmebze mofereba: araferiaRar xdeba, gamoixede, Cemo sixaru-loo. gogo ar Cerdeboda, usityvod,isteriulad iSenda xelebs TavSi. put-kuna biWi zizRiT uyurebda mamis axladaRmoCenil sayvarels da saxlSidaberebuli, uToobiT welmowyvetili,isedac venebis gaganierebiT datanju-li deda axsendeboda. erTi gafiqrebaisic ifiqra, neta gauvardes iaraRi daviTom dasaviT mzrunvel molare nel-is moxvdes mag utifar TavSio.
yaCaRma iyvira isev: Tqven xom argagiJdiT, fuli gamoitaneT, haerSiagwevT yvelaso. me isev fexebze da-vixede. qiriT mcxovrebi mezobelicmagari Tarsi gamodga, aba, angariSebirom ver gadawera rogor davijero.arada, rom mecvas fexze, xelSi vece-modi bolo-bolo, momentebSi Zalianadvili mosarevia botasebiani maza-vSCiki, magram _ zeikiZe...
niko nelis ferebas ganagrZobda,Tan, fuli saxlSi maqvs, aqve, or
nabijze, xom iciT Cemi saxli, wasuliar viqnebi, rom movalo, Tan yvela aqar rCeba, amaT xifaTSi Cavagdeb, magiskaci var meo?
saxlis gagonebaze me gavxdi cudadda imas ra mouvidoda, kankali daewyoiseTi, limonka ar gauvardes-meTqi, vi-fiqre. Tqven dedebs agifeTqebT, seifigaaRe exlaveo, isteriulad iyvirabotasebianma acaxcaxebulma biWma.Tavnis qveS aris ueWveli-meTqi, gavi-fiqre da isev mivamsgavse viRacas. ca-rieli bileTebiT gavsebuli seifi romdainaxa, arc daayovna, leveris da Cemiyle dedas Sevecio, amoixavla biWma daCaikeca.
garedan patrulis sirenebi moisma,mere megafoniT mkacrad naTqvami, iar-aRi dayare da Cagvbardio, eqod game-orda. biWs cali TvaliT gavxede. mzadiyo Casabareblad. isev Cems Slopancebsdavxede. bedi ar ginda? zeikiZe dgasgaunZrevlad, rogorc ubrZana TavnisyaCaRma. mepatronem TavCaqindrul,gafuWebul yaCaRs _ me ar vityviarafers, nu geSinia, moita, mag iaraRsseifSi davmalav, eseni risi mTqmelebiarian, yvelas icnobo. biWma Tavi aswia,niRabi aRar ekeTa. egreve gamaxsenda,xidisqveSelia, iq dganan dRe da Rame.TvalebSi _ SiSi da dabneuloba erT-droulad. molare riJa TavSi xelebisCumad cemas ar aCerebda. mec raRacisTqma davapire, magram gadavifiqre, esdabredilia, ra unda urCio, yvelaSemTxvevaSi Cems gadarCenaze gamomdisfiqri... Tu Cabarda, 25 weli, yvelazecota, xelSi uWiravs, manamde ki erTxelSi pistoleti da meoreSi _ limon-ka. mgoni xvdeba, rom daenZra, da gamo-savals Cvengan eZebs jiutad, SeSinebu-li xan erTs gviyurebs, xan _ meores,me Tvals varideb, rogorc micvale-buls. mepatronec xvdeba mis gatexvasda mSvidi xmiT igive gaumeora, me arCagiSveb da eseni ar gabozdebian, kaibiWebi arian, xom icnob, aCiko, ra mo-givida, azrze modi, iqneb marTlamovaswroT, egeni davmaloT da gauge-broba moxda-Tqo, vityviT, damijere,biWo, Tavs nu daiRupavo.
garedan isev megafonis xma moisma,imave moTxovniT: dagvnebdiT, iaraRidayareT da xelebaweuli gamodiTo. esmravlobiTi aRar mevasa, bevrni TuhgoniaT, Sturmi ar daiwyon, me iseTibedi maqvs _ zeikiZes gavxede. iatakzedaxeTqebul Cems gvams, cal xelSi bi-leTiT da titvel fexze SlopancebiTixilavs mTeli saqarTvelo dRes RameteleviziiT, yvela niusSi. es xidisqve-Sa, TavnisqveSa yaCaRi ki patarZaliviTmzad aris Casabareblad. mepatronesuyurebs da fexze dgeba, feri ara aqvs.limonka ramdenwamiania, kacma ar icis,1 dan 10-mdea saerTod, magram 0-ic ar-sebobs, xafangebisTvis xmaroben, moZ-vreba Tu ara rgoli, feTqdeba. arada,f-1-ia, yvela mxares iSleba, am pataraoTaxSi dagvfliTavs yvelas. karebi-saken sami nabijia, rom gavrisko damovxio, kedels amovefarebodi, magramTu 0-ia, ver vaswreb. saSineli siCumeCamovarda. biWi iatakze ijda, Tavi Ca-qindruli hqonda.
garedan megafonis xma gaisma: Svi-lo, aCiko, me var, ar damRupo, gemu-darebi. sxvebis codvas nu daideb.Tavani Cagibare, mitanilia, ardagikatavebia, Svilo! es fraza xmama-Rla Tqva, TiTqmis iRriala, mtkivneu-li siamayis rixiT: Tavani xuruSas dapruSkos gavatane, aCiko, mama, gamodi,es xalxic gaiTvaliswinebs SenskeTilgonierebas, cota xanic SeiZle-ba ar mogiwios jdomao. gaficeb, Turame gwams _ da megafonSi xma acaxcax-da da gaCumda, etyoba, gamoarTves.
aCiko gamococxlda, aforiaqda,wamodga da me miyurebs. ra vqnao? meCavbardebodi, fuflos gadarCenilixar rac mTavaria. Seni saqme Sen ici,specnazi mosuli iqneba ukve, sadacaris, Semovlen, Sen ueWveli dagbrida-ven, Cvenc avfeTqdebiT. rac mTavaria,Tavani Cabarebulia-meTqi _ gamaxsen-da mamis mTavari aqcenti, _ droccota gvaqvs. yvela gasusuli gvismens,ar undaT, rame airios, mamisa da Cemi
Segonebis mere TiTqos gvnebdeba. pis-toleti dauSva, marcxena limonkianiki win gawia.
daiZaxe, rom gamoxval da xelebimaRla geWiroso _ megafonma daiquxaisev. me rom isev karebisken vzomav man-Zils, Tan Cems Tavs vxedav televizor-Si, xelebaweuli, sportulebiT da amdedamotynuli SlopancebiT, isev aqjobia mgoni, rac iqneba, iqneba. el-vasaviT gamkrTal fiqrebSi erTi mud-mivad maxsenebs, rom Zirs unda davwve,sadac aris gavardeba. Cems arabunebri-vad dagdebul, dafleTil gvamzeufro cali SlopanciT rom vegdebiiqve, palestineli teroristiviT, esmagiJebs.
Sen Cems saflavzesanTlad unda enTo, balaxo,xvati iqneba Tu zamTari moTovs yinvebiTda yvelas Seni erTguleba unda anaxoCemze wuxiliT, Cemze fiqriT da moTminebiT ...
bolSevikebis salaroSi Sehqonda,rogorc am partiis erTgul kacsa dayurmoWril monas. swored vlasasgangaxda cnobili, rbilad rom iTqvas,Saqros ucnauri axirebis Sesaxeb jerbolSevikebisTvis, Semdeg ki sirabioRadelisTvis. imaTac meti ra undo-daT da, rom ityvian, vereli SaqroyurebiT hyavdaT daWerili. sworedmas daevala alfez gogelias likvi-dacia, ra Tqma unda, Tavis biWebTanerTad.
gadawyda, rom es aqcia rac SeiZle-ba xmauriani unda gamosuliyo, daxo-ciliyo xalxi, maT Soris gogeliac,qalaqSi gamefebiliyo SiSi da panika,rac mosaxleobas axali mTavrobisuunarobas daanaxebda, amiT bolSe-vikebs salaparako miecemodaT da ax-ladSeqmnil damoukidebel saxelmwi-fosac Cirqs moscxebda.
Semdeg welSi, isev qarTvelebis xe-liT gamarTulma, ukve TiTqmis xmama-Rla, trockis piris Tqva, araviTariajanyeba ar yofila, muSebisa da glex-ebis daukiTxavad SevediT saqar-TveloSi, magram qveynis damoukide-blobas mainc ar SevxebivarTo.
xuTiode wlis mere dasamali aRarcaraferi hqondaT, diax, ruseTi dab-runda saqarTveloSi, oRond axaliruseTio, uTqvams revoluciis beladsda TanapartielisTvis mxarzedaukravs xeli, rac odiTganve keTil-ganwyobis dasturad iTvleboda. isicahyolia da ufrosis gulis mosafer-ebad daumatebia, Cven rom ar dagvepy-ro saqarTvelo, vinme sxva aucile-blad daipyrobdao. mere gascinebiaTda rusuli xalxuri simRera wamouwy-iaT, ra Tqma unda, dagudul xmaze,raTa garjisgan gadaRlil, Soriax-los mZinare mSromelebs ar gahRviZe-bodaT.
visac am mimoweris, tyuili fici –mtkicis ar sjeroda, xelSi iaraRi eka-va da sakuTar miwas ise icavda,rogorc SeeZlo. gulanTebuli moxa-liseebi sabrZolo razmebSi ewere-bodnen, miuxedavad imisa, rom ruseTissaelCo Cveul propagandas eweoda, amoms abiaburebda da qarTvelebs uR-rublo momavals hpirdeboda, ra Tqmaunda, erTmorwmune ruseTis mfarvel-obisa Tu monobis qveS.
am propagandaSi eria petrake.am dapirebebs iZleoda sirabi.umetesobas mainc ar sjeroda maTi
gulrwfelobis.saxalxo saqmeSi mokle cnoba
gamoCnda.
mTels evropaSi saxelganTqmuliCveni Tanamemamule, cnobili anarqis-ti da megobari am dReebSi gardacv-lili kropotkinisa, varlam Cerqez-iSvili samobilizacio komitetSigamocxadda da Tofi moiTxova res-publikis dacvaSi monawileobis mis-aRebad. varlam CerqeziSvili am Jamad75 wlisaa.
da saqarTvelos avbedobis gamo, me-oris mxriv siamaye marTavda welSi,rom misi aRzrdili mxedrebi samSob-los dasacavad miemarTebodnen.
romeliRac maRali Senobis moa-jiridan xmamaRali mowodeba ismoda.viRac SoTa rusTavelis partiaSigasawevrianeblad epatiJeboda sa-zogadoebas da sxvadasxva SeRavaTebshpirdeboda xsenebul partiaSi Sesv-
lis SemTxvevaSi.ra dros partiaa?ram gaasulela?nuTu am qveyanaSi ar cxovrobs?iyo aRSfoTeba da iyo sayveduric.yvela da yovelTvis ixsenebs
samxedro skolis Tavganwirvas, ud-rekelobas, movaleobis pirnaTladSesrulebas, gmirobas. es, ra Tqma unda,simarTle unda iyos da aris kidec, ma-gram simarTlis Ralati iqneba Tu sxvaramec ar iTqmeba.
Tu Tavis gadarCena ginda, maTi me-gobari unda gaxde. Tu SimSiliTsikvdili ar gsurs, komunisturi sax-elmwifos funqcioneri unda Seiqne.marTalia, es groSebi normaluri cx-ovrebisTvis sruliad arasakmarisia,magram SimSilisgan suli ar gagZvre-ba.
asea Tu ise, bolSevikebs am saqmisgamoZiebiT Tavi aRar SeuwuxebiaT daCveul xerxs mimarTes. sapyrobilidansamocdaaTi patimari, romlebic amambamde didi xniT adre isxdnen cixeSida warmodgenac ki ar hqondaT Tu ramoxda im avbediT dRes, Caiyvanes ver-is daRmarTze, miiyvanes afeTqebisadgilas da saxalxod daxvrites.
ise, kaci rom dafiqrdes, alfezisgamtyunebac gaWirdeba, ra Tqma unda,cocxali Tu gadarCa, bolo – bolosakuTar fuls iTxovda adamiani.
ocnebas kaci ar mouklavso, xSir-ad gaigonebs smenagafacicebuli ad-amiani.
Cveni qveynis istoriisa Tu gamoc-dilebis gadamkide sul mTlad marTa-li ar unda iyos eg ambavi.
gaaCnia raze ocnebob.
lebulni arian misdion bolSevikebisWkuis swavlebas, Tu ramis gamoqveyne-ba ginda specialuri nebarTvaasaWiro, maT unda sTxovo qaRaldi dadasabeWdi teqstic unda warudgino.
axla ki vnanob,gaval gareT,davlev rames,mxolod erT Wiqas,Seciebul varskvlavTan erTad,iqneb mesizmroT,am bolo drossizmrad ver gxedavT,moiwyineT albaT uCemod.
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dro nela gadis
me momenatra dro,rodesac dro nela gadis,roca cxovroben, rom icxovron,aravin Cqarobs,me momenatra dro,rodesac dros ar iTvlian,dReebs dReebi ebmebianase msubuqad,me momenatra dro,rodesac dros ar kargaven,radgan ician dasakargiukve dakarges,me momenatra is dro,rodesac dros ar misdeven,sisulelea wamebs sdio,gsurdes daweva,roca mainc daagvianeb.
10ukacravad
male ormocisSevsruldebi...ukacravadTu daudevradgavflange wlebi,SemeZlo meti,ukacravadTu daviCivle,rom daviRale,ukacravadTu aRsarebaverafriT ver vTqvi,me siamayiT,ukacravadTu siyvaruliSeumCnevlad,iolad davTme,radgan miyvarda,maleormocis Sevsruldebi.
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Zvelmoduri verlibri
mas ecva kaba,albaT wlebis,samocianis,droiT nakawrifirfita brunavs.da sul imaves imeorebs,hgonia mReris,da mesizmrebasizmarSi cxadi,cxadSi sizmari,ra iqneba,cotaxniT maincdavubrundeTerTmaneTs,warsuls,ra iqneba,axla maincdromac gvadrovos.
_ qriste rom movides daqarTvelebSi dasaxldes, meore dResveTavSi CavufaCunebT, an xels gadavx-vevT da ase avlaparakdebiT: `biWo,ieso, rogora xar? rasa iq, Se Cemo na-lav? wamo, erTi Careqa damalevine~.
gamagones: Seni sasaflao da yayaColado asaTianis leqsebiTaa STagoneb-ulio. rogor gavamxilo, 1945 wels,roca es leqsebi daiwera, lado asa-Tianis leqsebi wakiTxuli ar mqondao.
gamoitana rveuli Tavisi pirvelileqsebisa, romelmac sensacia moaxdi-na 1946 wels. rveuli gadafurcla, ma-gram CemTvis ar gadmoucia. vuTxari:es rveuli ase mTlianad gamovceT-meTqi – avtografis saxiT. Tavi Seika-va, radgan SigadaSig gadaSlilialeqsebi da maT gamoqveynebas arapirebs albaT. amoviRoT gadaSlile-bi da ise davbeWdoT-meTqi. mainc TaviSeikava. ise ki odesme es rveuli da misiSTambeWdavi istoria namdvilad undagamoices.
ana kalandaZis leqsebSi sami wer-tilis simravle SeiniSneba, iseve,rogorc marina cvetaevasTan – tire.orTaves gamiznuli funqcia akisria.albaT romelime ligvisti dawersodesme – ̀ mravalwertili anas poezia-Si~. anas bolodroindel leqsebSigamoyenebulia punqtuaciis origi-naluri saxe: nacvlad sami wertilisa– erTi mZime da ori wertili: ... megavasworebine sam wertilad. ar vici,ramdenad sworad moviqeci. iqneb sa-survelia arsebobdes ori saxeoba: samiwertili winadadebis bolos da erTimZime da ori wertili winadadebaSi –ana xom sam wertils Zalian xSirad xma-robs winadadebaSi anu striqonSi?!
cifrebi da
cifrebi da cifrebi
tariel Wanturiam SeniSna da aRni-Sna Tavis werilebis wignSi Cemi cifre-biT gataceba da cifrebiT dawerilileqsi `m7 Rm1". me marTlac aqtiuradviyeneb cifrebs. am TvalsazrisiT`vefxistyaosani~ gadavikiTxe dagamikvirda da gamixarda:
ka da saxlSi mimiwvia. veaxle. coliori Tvis win gardaecvala da mas Sem-deg qalaqSi ar gamodioda. sakmaodamayi da mtkice nebisyofisa gaxldaTda, Cemda gasakvirad, aSkara depresia-Si imyofeboda. wvergauparsavi damxv-
da da fanjrebze Storebi Camoefare-bina. gamomcemlobaSi dedani unda war-moedgina da dedani me gamomatana. ga-momSvidobebisas mTxova saxlSi mar-tomyofma: rac aq ixile, nuravisetyvio. amitom mwerlis vinaobas arvasaxeleb. amas mxolod qmrebissayuradRebod da colebis sasiamovn-od vwer.
levan goTua. es ambavi diliT gamom-cemlobaSi gamocxadebisas SevityveT.vaxtang WeliZe, alio adamia da me er-Tad mivediT mwerlis binaSi, plexano-vis prospeqtze da ojaxs mivusamZim-reT. am dros gamomcemlobaSi sastam-bod gamzadebuli ido levan goTuassoliduri moculobis wigni, magramavtors xelSekruleba ar hqondagaformebuli. memkvidre ki, arsebuliwesis Tanaxmad, honoraris naxevarsmiiRebda. amitom, davbrundiT Tu aragamomcemlobaSi, gavaformeT xelSek-ruleba wina ricxviT da avtoris mag-ier me movawere xeli. es iyo zneobri-vad sruliad gamarTlebuli `siy-albe~.
***egvipteSi wasvlamde moSvebul on-
kans ver vamCnevdi. mas Semdeg moSvebulonkans ver vitan. wyarosac ki vervuyureb gulgrilad.
1993 wels ana kalandaZem `liter-aturuli saqarTvelos~ furclebidansamoci weli momiloca:
_ igi CemTvis erTi imaTgania, visacxSirad vurekav, vekiTxebi, veTaTbire-bi da romlis rCevasac uyoymanod vi-Reb da viziareb.
madloba anas Cveuli gulwrfelo-bisaTvis, Tumca es sityvebi dabeWdilirom wavikiTxe, SemeSinda da, ramdena-dac SemeZlo, wina msgavsi SemTxvevebigavixsene: xom araferi SemeSala?!
***estradis momRerlebi da sports-
menebi scenaze da stadionebze moR-vaweoben, mwerlebi da mxatvrebi ki –kulisebSi. amitom axalbeda momR-erlebi da sportsmenebi ufro cno-bilebi arian, vidre `cnobili~ mwer-lebi da mxatvrebi. ras izam, aseTiaprofesiuli ̀ usamarTlobis~ dauwer-eli kanoni.
maS, Tavisufali rom iyos, ra gaake-Tos ocdameerTe saukunis adamianma?~
am kiTxvas viyavi CabRauWebuli, romcxvirSi nacnobma, madisaRmZvrelmasunma SemiRitina.sacxobi... Sebrawulfenovan xaWapurebs gadavxede da gzagavagrZele, rom Tvalma iqve, buCqebT-an Cacucquli axalgazrda kacis sain-tereso kadri daiWira. fenovanxaWapurs Wamda, madianad ilukmebodada koka-kolasac ayolebda. nerwyviTavisiT gadameylapa. saocrad uxdebafenovans koka-kola da mec Zalian miy-vars, magram comeulobas ar vWam.
tipi gemrielad ilukmeboda, magramgamometyveleba hqonda iseTi, rom Se-meSinda: daboRmili, boroti, mkvlel-is TvalebiT icqireboda aqeT-iqiT.vinmes ki ar eZebda, ubralod gamvl-elebs uyurebda, Tan Wamda.
gonebas gaukvirda da amaze fiqriatexa.
`zogadad, adamiani Wams maSin, rocaSia, es Cveulebrivi instinqtia da ami-tom, Wama sasiamovnoa. amis lukmaobi-dan gamomdinare Tu vimsjeleb, Zalianunda Siodes. did nakbeCebs akeTebda dakoka-kolasac ise svamda, rogorc mw-yurvali. aseTi ukmayofilo saxe saku-Tari Tavis dakmayofilebis procesSi...gasakviria.~
gonebaSi Wamisas ukmayofilo ad-amianebis Zebnas Sevudeqi da ver vipove.davrwmundi, rom namdvilad ar meSle-boda da araadekvatur moments wavawy-di. gavCerdi, gamalebuli vfiqrobdi.cnobismoyvareobam fexebze borkilidamado. mainteresebda, ra mizeziT Wam-da mSieri kaci ase?
mexsiereba davZabe da suraTi daw-vrilebiT aRvadgine, isic ki davinaxe
rusa amirejibi
mrisxaneba
ra ecva. fiqrebSi wasuli saxe ki namd-vilad ar hqonda, Torem vityodi ra-Racazea gabrazebuli da ase amitomiyureboda-meTqi. maxsovs, rom gamv-lel-gamomvlelebs Tvals uazrod ay-olebda da davrwmundi, rom Wamisdros pirad problemebze ar fiqrob-da.
ufro gamikvirda.`adamianebma bar-restornebi gax-
snes, raTa dakmayofilebis procesiufro sasiamovno yofiliyo. uyvarTadamianebs Wama da da amisTvis uamravfuls xarjaven, ese igi siamovnebT daimitom. maS am axalgazrda kacs rasWirs? mkvlelia? aramzada? unda ga-varkvio.~
gavifiqre da ukan mivtrialdi,sacxobisken wavedi. mivepare da da-vakvirdi. isev iseTi saxe hqonda, boro-ti, warbebSekruli da Tavsac isev aqeT-iqiT atrialebda. xelebSi Sevxede daufro gavocdi, radgan axla meore xa-Wapurs miirTmevda da koka-kolac sxvaeWira.
`fulic hqonia. ra Zalian unda sia-movnebdes axla amas Wama. albaT asecaa,magram ratom ar etyoba? unda emCne-odes, radgan adamianebi gamometyvele-bas ver vmarTavT.~
Tavs vuTxari, viTom wignis gmirixar-meTqi, sacxobTan mivedi, mecxaWapuri da koka-kola viyide, uyoy-manod mivadeqi da gverdiT, balaxzeCamovujeqi.
`didi rame, am erTxel ras gamasu-qebs...~ vimarTlebdi Tavs. siamovnebisprocesma ise gamitaca, rom gverdSimjdomi es tipi kinaRam gadamaviwyda.uceb gamovfxizldi da misken mivbrun-di. man mzera igrZno da Tavi moatria-la. kontaqtSi Sesvla daviwye, gavu-Rime. damibRvira. ar vikmare da vkiTxe:
_ xom Zalian gemrielia?ise gakvirvebulma da daboRmilma
Semomxeda, TiTqos Sevagine. pasuxi argamca.
me mainc ukan ar davixie:_ amaze gamigia, TbilisSi saukeTe-
so fenovans acxobeno.vfiqrob,asecaa.Tqven rogor ggoniaT?
isev amreziT Semomxeda, `ratommawuxeb~ saxeze daewera da Tqva:
_ me ra vici!`vaa!~ ufro gamikvirda gunebaSi.
`Wams, mucels ixeTqavs da ar icis, gem-rielia Tu ara?!~
ar moveSvi:_anu, ar mogwonT es xaWapuri?`vaa!~ amanac gaifiqra da Tqva:
_ momwons!_ ese igi mogwonT?_ momwons-meTqi! ra iyo, Senia es
da._ maSin uzrdelia._ ki, egecaa._ SeiZleba bevri fuli aqvs da ami-
tom hqonda fexzemkidia saxe._ maS, marSutkaSi raRa undoda?
_ araa. arc saTanadod iyo mov-lili da Raribuladac ecva.
_ maSin Tqvi, Seni azriT rogoriiyo.
_ rogori da ori variantia:adamiani, romelic sakuTari vi-
Tarebis SuagulSia da ar ainteresebsirgvliv ra xdeba, an cxovrebisgan da-Cagruli da xelCaqneulia, andacgaborotebuli, radgan sakuTari Tavisararaobas grZnobs.
gulgatexili rom yofiliyo, aseTi`fexzemkidia~ gamometyveleba da pozaki ar eqneboda, aramed dabeCavebulissevdiani sindromi. es kaci sakuTaridamarcxebis gamo, pasiurad agresiu-li gaxda da irgvliv diskomforts qm-nis, radgan TviTonac imaves ganicdis.kacs, romelic sxvas Segnebulad gzasgadauketavs, uamravi salanZRavi sity-va ar ekuTvnis?
am dros SeeZlo sxva gza aerCia: anSeguebuliyo sakuTar fiaskos, andacecada kargi saqcieliT daebalansebi-na Tavisi araraoba. sxvebis TvalSizrdilobiani adamiani iqneboda da amisgamo_TviTonac kmayofili. amas romver xvdeba, ese igi inteleqti aklia.uinteleqto boRma ki, aravis sWirdebada Tanac saSiSia. darwmunebuli var,colmac miatova, imas albaT rogoreqceoda...
_ iqneb, coli saerTod ar hyavs?_ vin gahyveboda, ro? megobrebic
ara mgonia hyavdes._ ho. albaT._ eg wuwuraqic iqneba, kapiks ar
gaimetebs qalisTvis._ me aseT adamians susts ki ara,
borots vuwodeb da borotebas sikeTesZlevso, egec sisulelea. Wkua undaaswavlo misnairebs da agrZnobino, romxedav!
_ mere ra qeni?_ ra da, gacecxlebuli Turme gaC-
erebas gavcdi. Casvlisas ki, isev ga-CaCxuls, masaviT moveqeci da gamiznu-lad, magram SemTxveviTobis elferiT,ise magrad Cavartyi Cemi fexsacmlisqusli fexis TiTebSi, rom misi bRavi-lis mixedviT Tu vimsjeleb, rome-liRac TiTi motyda da amieridan mar-SutkaSi fexebs yovelTvis damalavs!
gaecinaT._ sul Cxubisken rogor unda iw-
evde?_ adamianebi Cxubis simZafris
mixedviT myavs mogonebebis oTaxebSigamomwyvdeuli da maT vinaobas Cxubi-sas gancdili emociebis mixedviT vix-seneb... da gonebaSi, rogorc ekranze,ise gadis Cxubis kadrebi. axla gamovs-wordi, adrindeliviT aRar vCxubob,Tavs vikaveb.
isev gaecinaT._ ho, getyoba, rogori gamoswore-
bulic xar, vin icis, kaci daainvalide._ me mainc vfqirob, rom gulgatex-
ilobam miiyvana eg kaci mandamde dacodoa.
_Tu vinme kaci ver aris, codo kiara, uTavmoyvareoa.
_ miTumetes ufulo!_ mokled ase iyo. axla wavedi, bavS-
firma siamovnebiTac ki daTanxm-da, rom mimiRebda samuSaod, oRondjer daxasiaTeba unda warmedgina daerTi grZeli anketa Semevso. es Cveu-lebrivi wesia, radgan dam-qiravebels urCevnia Tavi daizRviosraime moulodneli usiamovnebisgan,anda ubralod, unda gaigos vina xar,ra kaci xar da esec sruliad bune-brivia.
rac Seexeba daxasiaTebas, esTiTqos advilad mogvarda, me Tvi-Ton, sakuTari xeliT mivutane daCavabare kacs, romelmac _ ase mo-meCvena, _ gulisxmiereba gamoiCinaCems mimarT. erTi sityviT, am mxrivdabrkoleba ar Semxvedria. axla mar-to anketa mafiqrebda.
Zvel samsaxurSi ramdenime sam-uSao dRe kidev mrCeboda, rom zogi-erTi ram momegvarebina, momarageba-mowodebis pirobebi gamerkvia da mS-vidad wavsuliyavi; magram malimalfiqrebi wamiRebda xolme, gan-sakuTrebiT anketaSi CamorigebulikiTxvebi ar masvenebda, ra darogori pasuxebi unda gameca, sules mitrialebda TavSi.
Cemi firmidan wasvla wminda ma-terialuri mosazrebiT gadavw-yvite, Tumca ki aTi weli erTguladvemsaxure; xelmZRvanelobac TiTqosgagebiT moekida Cems aseT mow-adinebas, magram mainc scada gada-eTqmevinebina da adrindelze ukeTe-si pirobebic ki SemomTavaza, Tumcaaxali firmis pirobebs sul erTia,ver gautoldeboda, arada maTTvisaranairi moTxovnileba ar wamiy-enebia.
bolos da bolos Cemi firmis xe-lmZRvaneloba Seurigda Cem gadaw-yvetilebas da kidec momiloca; iski arada, kadrebis ganyofilebamCemi pativiscemis niSnad banketic kigamarTa, (Tumca amaze arc ki mi-fiqria) da yvelam erTsulovnad mi-iRo monawileoba. roca uTvalavisadRegrZelo Seisva da gzacdamiloces, me ganze gavixme banketismoTave da vuTxari, mTel xarjebs mevikisreb-meTqi, xolo Tu TqvensasdaiCemebT yvelam Tavisi wvliliunda Seitanoso, maSin firmis monaw-ileobis simboluri mniSvnelobamainc mieciT-meTqi.
magram amis gagonebac ki aravisundoda; guliTadi molocvebi, xe-lis CamorTmeva xom ar makmares daCemda gasaocrad oqros kalamic kimaCuqes, ramac cota ar iyos,Semacbuna da uxerxul mdgomareoba-Si Camagdo, miT umetes, rom kalamzeamotvifruli iyo amerikuli "O.K."
rogorc ukve vTqvi, anketazefiqri mosvenebas ar maZlevda; aseiyo Tu ise, amas mainc ver avcdebo-di, axal samuSaoze miRebisTvis esaucilebeli piroba iyo, magram ismainc vera da ver amexsna CemiTavisTvis, ratom gavCumdi raRac-raRacebze; etyoba, Cemdauneburadvcade saqmis namdvili viTarebamimeCqmala, Tumca amas raRa azrihqonda, merCivna yvelaferi pirda-pir da gulaxdilad meRiarebina.
upirveles yovlisa, Turme an-ketaSi aucileblad unda CamekraCemi ojaxis wevrebis, e.i. Cemi, mama-Cemis, dedisa da colis oTxi foto-suraTi. amis Taobaze vkiTxe kidecfirmis muSaks, _ romelic anketeb-is saqmeebs ganagebda, _ nuTu essavaldebuloa-meTqi. mas xmac aramouRia, marto gaiRima da TiTi daa-do anketis pirveli furclis pirv-el striqons, romlis qvemoT moxa-zul oTx kvadrats mohyveboda didi
`anketa" erT-erTi moTxrobaa krebulidan `adamiani-nivTi~, romliswinasityvaobaSi avtori wers: `moTxrobebis krebuli `adamiani-nivTi~warmoadgens fsiqologiuri Canaxatebis serias, romelTa saSualebiTmindoda SeZlebisdagvarad amesaxa italiaSi gamefebuli ideuri, sulierida politikuri vakuumi... bevri miiCnevs, rom me var pesimisti, rom vamuqebferebs, magram vin aris es "bevri?” burJuaziaa, vinc TviTonvea damnaSaveSeqmnil viTarebaSi, isev is magnatebi, romelTa wyalobiTac moxmarebissagnebma lamis walekos dasavleTis samyaro, bolo wlebSi adamiani lamisdaixrCos saganTa morevSi. adamianuri cxovrebis ritmi dairRva, gaxdaxelovnuri, meqanikuri. Tavad adamiani davida `nivTis~ donemde da gaxdanivTi nivTTa Soris~.
mis romanebsa da moTxrobebSi mTeli simZafriTaa warmoCenili adamianisgaucxoebis, SiSis, sisastikis, uimedobis gancda. Tavis personaJebs mweralixSirad saxelsac ar arqmevs da warmogvidgens inicialebiT M.K. `me TviTonvxedav da darwmunebulic var, rom cxovrebaSi meti Crdilia, vidre _sinaTle~, – wers igi da swored am CrdilSi arian moqceulni misi personaJebi– usaxoni, usaxeloni, uZlurni. SeiZleba Zneli wasakiTxia moTxrobebic dagansakuTrebiT romani "patroni" (qarTulad Targmnilia), magram maTSimwerali aRwevs did emociur Zalas da cxadad gvaCvenebs adamianisgaucxoebis, SiSis, uimedobis mwvave gancdas, rac groteskad aRiqmeba.
mTargmnelisgan
gofredo parize
anketa
wiTeli asoebiT gamoyvanili warwera:`mniSvnelovania~, mere damrigeblisRimiliT Semomxeda.
mis aseT Rimilsa Tu saqcielSimtruli veraferi SevamCnie, piriqiT,vTqvi kidec, am inteligenturi ierisadamianis Cemdami damokidebulebaSikeTilganwyoba ufro vigrZeni. mogvi-anebiT gavige, rom Turme ganaTlebiTfilologi iyo.
mec meti ra gza mqonda, mivitanefotosuraTebi, Cavawebe aRniSnulkvadratebSi da sabeWd manqanas mivuje-qi (Cemda samarcxvinod, marTla saSine-li xelwera maqvs); drodadro davxe-davdi xolme CemTvis esoden sayvarelsaxeebs da rac unda iyos, mainc Cemiojaxi es aris-meTqi, vfiqrobdi.
da mec waTamamebuli Tu gulda-jerebuli imiT, rom sapasuxismgebloposti unda damekavebina, Tanac erT yve-laze did da msoflioSi cnobil fir-maSi, gulSi vimeorebdi: `Cemo Zvir-faso, Cemo sayvarelo adamianebo!...~
sagangebod anketebis SesavsebadgankuTvnil oTaxSi marto vijeqi daCemTvis vbutbutebdi: `Zvirfaso mama,Zvirfaso deda, sayvarelo maria!~ ety-oba, mezobel oTaxSi TanamSromelmayuri mohkra Cem butbuts da movtri-aldi Tu ara, isic davinaxe, Cems zurgsukan idga da iRimeboda. man gamafrTx-ila, sabeWd manqanaze mxolod meoTxegverdamde unda daibeWdos, danarCeniwesis Tanaxmad xeliTaa Sesavsebio. mecgavuRime, movubodiSe, Zalian cudi,TiTqmis gaurkveveli xelwera maqvs-meTqi. man Caicina da esRa Tqva:
_ rogoric gaqvT, gaqvT, ra gaewy-oba, axla raRa eSveleba! Tumca ki xe-lwera erTgvarad avlens adamianisbunebas. wakiTxviT mainc wavikiTxavT,amisTvis Tavs nu SeiwuxebT! esaa Cvenimovaleoba...
man sigaretic ki SemomTavaza daTavis kabinetSi dabrunda. mec iseSevavse anketa _ rogorc miTxres, Cav-abare kadrebis muSaks da Sin wavedi. esambavi axlaRa gamaxsenda, ramdenimedRis mere da unda vaRiaro, gvarianadamaforiaqa; maSinve fotosuraTebi da-midga Tvalwin, Tanac mamaCemisa da Cemicolisa. pirvelad moxda Cem cxovre-baSi, rom maT sxvisi TvaliT, SoridanSevxede, ufro sworad, kadrebis ganyo-filebis muSakis TvaliT.
mamaCems, erTi SexedviT samoc welsTu miscemdiT, magram imisTana ga-mometyveleba Tu ieri hqonda, kaci if-iqrebda jujaao, kiseri sul ar uCan-da, gegonebodaT Tavi pirdapir mxreb-Si aqvs Camjdario, vinc am fotosuraTsdaxedavda, uTuod ifiqrebda, an xerx-emali aqvs gamrudebuli, anda erTiuJmuri kuziani vinmea. am STabeWdile-bas kidev ufro amZimebda misi mokau-Webuli, balniani cxviri, win wamoweu-li, wvetiani nikapi, xolo piri gaxeu-li da gaxvretili geCvenebodaT;wyliani, ufro sworad, gawyalebuli
Tvalebi daxatuliviT warbebs qve-modan ibRvirebodnen; da bolos, pat-ara, mrgvali, moWmuWnuli yurebi, erTsniJaris nawili aklda, meores _ bibi-lo. yvelaferi es erTad mamaCems imi-sTana iers aZlevda, mis Semxedvares anloTi egoneboda, an romeliRac ucxojiSis gareuli frinveli, SoSia TuRamura, gzis piras rom Camosxdebianxolme xandaxan da cnobismoyvareobiTiyurebian aqeT-iqiT, mere ki frTebistylaSuniT afrindebian. am yvelafrismere mamaCemis grafaSi kidev erT aseTkiTxvaze unda gameca pasuxi _ ̀ uCivisTu ara janmrTelobas, an ra daavadebaawuxebs~. ra gaewyoboda, mec avdeqi daase Cavwere _ RviZli awuxebs-meTqi,xolo kiTxvaze ̀ ra droidan?~ vupasuxe_ amis dadgenis saSualeba ara gvqo-nia-meTqi.
aba, erTi warmoidgineT, ra STabe-Wdilebas moaxdenda aseTi portretiara marto Tanamdebobis pirebze, xe-lmZRvanelobaze (ukve isic maeWvebda,rom es anketa manamde miaRwevda),aramed Tundac kadrebis ganyofileb-is muSakze.
Cemi axalgazrda, 22 wlis coliyovelTvis sandomiani, anda TugnebavT, sakmaod lamazic ki meCvene-boda, arc meti, arc naklebi, magram TufotosuraTs kargad daakvirdebodiT,ara Tu ubralod lamazi, mSvenierzemSvenieric ki gegonebodaT! magramRmerTo, Sen miSvele! amasac Tu sil-amaze SeiZleba uwodo! vinme momRera-li, Tu sareklamo suraTze gamosaxu-li, an miuzikholis "gire" dagidgebo-daT Tvalwin _ gamometyveleba, tuC-piris moxazuloba romeliRac mta-cebels miugavda, msuqani, mrgvali,gluvi da gaberili yel-kiseri erTvinme avxorc qals ufro gagaxseneb-daT, anda sulac patagonur yiyinabayays. kiTxvaze _ `colis saqmiano-ba?~ _ vupasuxe _ `diasaxlisi!~
sxva ra gza mqonda!isev Camesmis yurSi kadrebis ganyo-
filebis muSakis sityvebi: `yoveli ad-amiani imas warmoadgens, rac aris: Tavi-si mamis Svils, Tavisi colis qmars! Tumama sasmelis moyvarulia, xolocoli... rogorc ityvian... primitiuli,imis meti raRa rCebaT, rom sakuTarTavSic erioT erTica da meorec, mTe-li maTi Rirsebebic da naklic~.
eeh, mainc ra TavqarianiviT moviqe-ci! rogor ar avwon-davwone yve-laferi, sanam am nabijs gadavdgamdi,Tuki amaze iyo damokidebuli Cemi mo-mavali?!
Zvel firmaSi rva samuSao dRe kidevmrCeboda. guSin sammarTvelos samdi-vnoSi rom Sevyovndi, gavige, Turme xe-lmZRvanelobas kidev erTi daxasiaTe-ba Seedgina Cemi axali patronebisTvis.mdivanma iseTi sikeTe gamoiCina, romaslic ki wamakiTxa.
zustad iyo yvelaferi CamoTvlili,rac mec ki ar maxsovda da verc gavix-senebdi. roca vkiTxulobdi, guli am-iCuyda da Tvalze cremlic momadga,magram bolo striqonebamde rom mive-di, sul erTianad gavqvavdi da gav-civdi. daxasiaTeba mTavrdeboda am si-tyvebiT: `Cveni firmis datoveba mx-olod materialuri mosazrebiT gada-wyvita!~
sruli WeSmariteba ki iyo, magrames bolo striqoni sul erTianad au-qmebda zemoT naTqvams. mdivans madlo-ba gadavuxade da mainc vkiTxe, xom arSeiZleba bolo striqoni wavSaloT-meTqi, radgan vfiqrob, Cemi axali pa-tronebi amas did yuradRebas mainc armiaqceven-meTqi. mdivanma Tavi gaaqnia,daJinebiT Semomxeda da marto am-oioxra; me es sayvedurad ki momeCve-na, magram mere ukve ramdenjerme da-bejiTebiT gaimeora:
_ eeh, es ara, ara da ara...me isev Cemsas gaviZaxodi. maSin ux-
alisod, magram saidumlod gamando,rom Turme xelmZRvaneloba Zalian,Zalian gaanawyena Cemma gadawyvetile-bam, ufro sworad iman, rom me wmindaangarebiani mosazrebiT movindomesxva firmaSi gadasvla. imis miuxeda-vad, rom yvelaferi cxadze cxadi iyo,isic kargad icodnen, rom firmas erT-gulad da patiosnad vemsaxure am xnismanZilze, arc Cemi wvlili daviwyebi-aT, mainc ver gaCumdebodnen Cemi was-vlis mizezze. mdivanma isic gamimxi-la, rom Tavisi yuriT moismina, rogoroxravdnen sxdomis dros da isic, ba-tonma prezidentma rom ganacxada:`raki mainc gadawyvetili hqonda was-vla, Cemi azriT, jobda raime zneo-brivi sababi moefiqrebina, andaubralod sxva firmaSi gadasvla immosazrebiT gaemarTlebina, rom axlaes firma ufro meti popularobiTsargeblobso. magram angarebisgamo?!... ho, kargi da keTili, amasrogorme SeveguebiT! samagierod isxom mainc gavigeT, visTan gvqoniasaqme!~
samdivnodan mTlad daTrgunviliwamovedi. Turme daxasiaTebis saqmecver yofila kargad, rogorc megona.wasvliT ki wavidodi, magram ukan das-abrunebeli gzac rom sul moviWeri!
dRes dilas mainc wavedi axalifirmis kadrebis ganyofilebaSi. SiSi-sagan suli meleoda, magram kbilikbils davaWire, gavqvavdi da Tavigavimagre, mSvidi, Tavdajerebuli ka-cis saxe ki miviRe, rac arc arasdrosmqonia, magram roca kadrebis ganyo-filebis muSaki kabinetidan gamovida,Cemsken gamoemarTa da davinaxe, romarc mas edo feri, ukve guli gada-miqanda, raRac Camwyda SigniT, rakimivxvdi, rom...
priziorTa gamocxadebis drocdadga. III adgili da 500 lari wiladxvda Tea Tofurias, romelsac gamom-cemloba `elfisgan~ damatebiTi priz-ic ergo _ msoflio klasikosebis or-tomeuli da hainesa da zolas Tanamed-rove Targmanebi (sxvaTa Soris, gamom-cemloba ̀ elfma~ prizebi 11-ive final-istisTvis daawesa). II adgili da 1000lari gadaeca aleko cqitiSvils,
romelic scenaze Tavis vaJTan erTadavida. am prizis Tanamflobeli namd-vilad yofila Svili, romelsac mamismoTxrobisTvis saTauri (`mTaze asv-la~) moufiqrebia. alekosTvis es jil-do imdenad sasixarulo aRmoCnda, romarc daumalavs _ aseTi warmateba jerar mqonia da CemTvis es marTlac ariserT-erT mTaze asvlao. gamomcemloba`saqarTvelos macnem~ meore adgilismflobels damatebiT mixeil javaxiS-vilis Svidtomeuli gadasca. vercxliswero da 2000 lari ki mari beqaurs xvdawilad. marisTvis moulodnelma gada-wyvetilebam imdenad imoqmeda, romscenaze karga xans idga umetyvelod damxolod cremlebi sdioda, bolos kiTqva: ̀ araadekvaturi var. es ambavi nam-dvilia da mixaria, rom swored am am-bisTvis miviRe es jildo~. maris`weros~ organizatorisgan, far-macevtuli kompania `ji pi sisgan~ 100lariani vauCeric gadaeca. saqarTve-los sportisa da axalgazrdul saqme-Ta saministros warmomadgenlebma kiiqve miiRes spontanuri gadawyvetile-ba, maris nawarmoebebi wignad gamoscenda ase daudgnen mxarSi debiutant mw-erals.
ase dasrulda `wero 2010~. 5 priz-iorisa da 6 finalistis nawarmoebebiukve wignadaa gamocemuli. momavalwlamde ki Tu gindaT `wero~, aucile-blad unda da-weroT.
ilia WavWavaZis dabadebis dRe welsac farTod aRiniSna jer yvarelSi daSemdeg saguramoSi, didi mwerlis saxl-muzeumSi. iyo tradiciuli zeimi dadaskvniTi ceremoniali - ilia WavWavaZis medlisa da yovelwliuri premieb-is gadacema. mkiTxvels SevaxsenebT, rom ukve ramdenime welia, rac `iliasfondisa~ da firma `kalasis~ mier daarsebuli jildoebi eniWebaT gamoCe-nil qarTvel mwerlebsa da xelovanebs.
wlevandel merve dajildoebaze dasaxeldnen Semdegi laureatebi:ilias medali `marad da yvelgan, saqarTvelo, me var SenTana~ qarTuli
kulturisa da sulierebis winaSe gansakuTrebuli RvawlisaTvis mieniWa didqarTvel xelovans merab berZeniSvils (avadmyofobis gamo batoni merabizeims ver daeswro da jildo mis meuRles gadaeca).
yovelwliuri premia `saguramo~ ki nominaciebis mixedviT ase ganawil-da:
es xazgasmuli anotaciac wignisgarekanze, kargad nacnobi paTosiTnacionalur lozungs rom gavs, si-namdvileSi wignis mTavar saTqmels`fuTavs~ saimedod, mavanTa Tvalsa-tyuarad, rom ufro TavisufladmogviTxros mweralma omze, romelicarc agvistoSi dawyebula da arc imaveTveSi damTavrebula. Torem, avtorispatriotul suliskveTebaSi arcmkiTxvels da arc mavans eWvi arc dae-badeba.
radgan, romani `iratta.ru~ sima-rTliT dawerili wignia.
ver vityvi, ra ufro ganamtkicebsam simarTles _ samxedro konsultan-tis (Tamaz demetraSvili) Tanaavtor-oba, romelmac zedmiwevniTi sizustiT`daagegmina~ mwerals romanis samx-edro strategiebi, miawoda samxedro
nino sadRobelaSvili
8 agvistos mze guram megreliSvilis axali romani ̀ iratta.ru~
cnobebi, Seaswavla terminologia; esyovelive mSrali qronikis teqstiTgasdevs wigns da oficialuri Tu arao-ficialuri informaciiT aRWuravs.
informacia ki, rogorc cnobil-ia, mZlavri SeiaraRebaa.
simarTlis gancdas badebs siuJet-ic: cxivalSi CarCenili Cvili bavSvisTbilisSi gadmosayvanad erTi axal-gazrda ojaxi aseT saqmeebSi WipmoW-ril ̀ stalkeras~ daiqiravebs. wigni amukanasknelis mogzaurobaze mogviT-xrobs: Tbilisidan cxinvalSi, bavSvisjer sapovnelad da mere ki, ukve bavS-vianad _ isev TbilisSi dasabrune-blad ganvlil gzaze. amasobaSi yvel-gan omi mZvinvarebs: qalaqebSic, sof-lebSic, tyeSic da RreSic...
bavSvi – es mizania: `stalkera-sTvis~ _ fulis saSovneli; mSoblebi-sTvis _ sakuTari mSobluri pativmoy-vareobis dasacxrobi; gzad Sex-vedrili xifaTebisTvis _ adamianurvnebaTa gamosacdeli; mwerlisTvis ki,albaT yvelaze mTavari da bunebrivi_ bavSvi mTeli samyaroa. is unda ga-darCes.
iseT sisastikeSic ki, rogorsacguram megreliSvili Tavad xatavs sak-uTar wignSi. omSi, sadac nebiT an un-eburad yvela erTveba. da am Tavsmox-veuli sayovelTaobis gamo, am uecariTavzaris gamo, erTi personaJi `xum-robis~ gunebazec dgeba: `ase sad xde-ba? guSin mSvidoba iyo da dRes – omia~.
ise raki `artistuli gadatriale-ba~ vaxsene, msjelobis logika moiTx-ovs `TeTr daTvzec~ meTqva raRac,Tundac oriod sityviT, is, rom rocamwerali uflis mier mocemul aT mc-nebas Seaxsenebs qarTvelT, iqve sam-Soblos siyvarulsac daamatebs dakidev erTxel gamogvafxizlebs, esaris erTgvari gadaZaxili ilia Wav-WavaZesTan... Tumca axla amgvarmsjelobas rom Sevyve, azris dinebaSors wamiRebs. amitomac isev saymawvi-lo piesas davubrundebi.
gzad Wabuksa da mas adevnebulqarTul suls _ cangalas (am SemTx-
vevaSi, cangala, xalxuri simRerismetad popularuli tipaJia gacocx-lebuli), garda zRapruli personaJe-bisa, gzad realuri, vuwodoT ase, cx-ovrebiseuli sibrZniT, aviTa Tu kar-giT, savse adamianebi xvdebian. es odis-ea, vfiqrob, moiazreba rogorc adami-anisTvis, am konkretul SemTxvevaSi,qarTvelisTvis, qarTuli sulis gada-rCenisTvis dawesebuli siZneleni,romelsac momavali sazvereebismolodinSi Wabuki da cangala,rogorc gafrTxilebas da Tu rogorcgamocdas, ise gadian.
nawarmoebis dasawyisSi veebalodze mjdari moxuci, uSualod cx-ovrebis, an iqneb zRapriseuli bedism-werlis Tu ganmsazRvrelis simboloa.igive moxuci an misi msgavsi Sexvdebaukana gzaze da axlaRa moagondeba misinaTqvami: Seni samSoblo TviT samoTx-es unda gerCivnos, jojoxeTadac rogiqcion, ar ganSordeo.
garda am moxucisa, cangala kvla-vac moacilebs mSobliur miwaze dab-runebul Wabuks da Caagonebs: dRevan-deli dRe moiTxovs msxverplsa Cven-gana.
aqac Seumcdaria mwerlis alRo.sadReisoa es Segonebac da Tu romelmsxverplzea saubari, amas dakvirvebu-li mkiTxveli iolad amoicnobsstriqonTa miRma. xolo ymawvilisgoneba bolomde Tu ver gaacnobierebsmwerliseul gafrTxilebas, intui-turi wvdomiT xom mainc daeTanxmebaavtors... romelsac swams: is, racymawvilis suls cxovlad daaCndebis,saSviliSvilod gardaecemis.
axla isev piesis personaJebs davu-brundeT:
rogorc aRvniSneT, masSi mrav-ladaa jadosnuri zRaprisTvis damax-asiaTebeli, aucilebeli detalebicda personaJebic. Tumca is simbolur-alegoriuli datvirTva, rasac Ti-Toeuli maTgani atarebs, ara mxolodpatarebisTvis, udavod cenzor-TaTvisacaa gaTvaliswinebuli. magrampiesas dabeWdva mainc SeuZlebeli Seiq-na im periodSi.
lia wereTeli Tavis werilSi ig-onebs: `zRapari da zRapris samyarooTar CxeiZis SemoqmedebaSi Cemi sadi-sertacio naSromis bolo Tavi iyo.rogorRac gamigrZelda, TiTqo kvalidamebna... mSveleli aravin iyo _ vervkiTxulobTo SemomCiodnen didi cen-zis literatorni, ukvirdaT romvkiTxulobdi da kvlevasac vbedavdi...isev oTar CxeiZes Tu mivaSurebdi:
_ zRapari... ho zRapari!.. _ Caf-iqrda batoni oTari, _ erTi zRaparimaqvs, ar gamomicia, egeba gamogadg-es!..~
Tumca minda aqve ganvumartoymawvilebsa da im mkiTxvelebsac, rom-lebic Tavdapirvelad swored am pie-sis kiTxviT gaecnobian oTar CxeiZismravalferovan virtualur samyaros,nu CaTvlian, rom es saintereso simbo-lo-alegoriebi mxolod cenzuri-saTvisaa gankuTvnili. icodnen, rom esmwerliseuli, kargad nacadi da Se-sisxlxorcebuli xerxia, romlis meS-veobiTac yovelTvis ambobs mTavarsaTqmels. am SemTxvevaSic asea _ mw-erali komunistur diqtaturas ale-goriulad ase gadmogvcems. gavixse-noT Tundac avtoris erT-erTi remar-ka:
`arwivi aSenebs kedelsa, uSvelebelkedels aSenebs.
mSvidobis mtredis veeba suraTic
gamoukidnia. kedels ZvlebisganaSenebs, gulmodgined aSenebs. alagebsawyobs, sadme naCvretic ro ar darCes,ise alagebs. Tan zveravs arwivi, ar-saidan aravin ro ar Semoeparos, maR-la frinvelma ar gadauaros, dablaWianWvelama, _ da ai mainc Wabuki dacangala waadgebian Tavsa.~
am arwivis samflobeloSi dasa-toveblad ar emeteba cangalas CveniWabuki. naxeT ras etyvis, es xom pirda-piri miniSnebaa qarTul gensa da xasi-aTze. am SemTxvevaSi mwerali cangalaspiriT im qarTvelT amxels, romlebmacqarTveloba daTmes da amdenad, komu-nisturi ideologiis msxverplad iqc-nen:
mere aq ra gagaZlebinebs?amaze scvlidi Sens daxatul
adgilmamulsa?iq vazis movla dagezara, aq zide Zvlebida aaSene, rac arasdros ar aSendeba.
aq, ra Tqma unda, komunizmismSenebloba igulisxmeba. marTalia,patarebma es jer kidev ar ician, ma-gram, Cven, ufros TaobaTa warmomad-genlebma xom kargad viciT, ras undagulisxmobdes mwerali, roca canga-las Wabukis gonze mosayvanad am si-tyvebs aTqmevinebs:
jer darCi, naxav, Wkua rogor gadagibrundes,
mamas margilze wamoageb da dedaSensagacrecil TavSliT Camohkideb karis direze.da mere im Zvlebs Camozidav amis kedlisTvis.
Sors nuRa waval da am striqonebiswakiTxvis Semdeg gonebaSi uneburadamotivtivdeba _ me mamas movklav,davaxrCob dedas, revoluciam TukimibrZana! _ ra Tqma unda, aseTi da ms-gavsi striqonebi ymawvilTaTvis nam-dvilad ar aris gankuTvnili, magrames xom CvenTvis, ufrosebisTvis, erTg-vari gangaSia. viRaca ityvis, an sulacgaifiqrebs, raRa dros komunizmi damasTan mebrZoli mwerlobaao, magramgadagvarebis naklebi safrTxe (Tu me-tic ara) arc Semdgom epoqas mouta-nia qarTvelTaTvis. am axal epoqaSicTan mogvdevs mwerali da gvafrTx-ilebs:
davewowebiT ugzo-ukvlod...karga xania,
gadagvaviwyda Cveni sityvis madli da gemo.
am ramdenime wlis winaT piesa zRa-pris Teatrma dadga da sakmaod war-matebiTac, magram es yvelaferi dResukve istoriaa, xolo am speqtaklisistoriaSi darCenas, momavlissaqarTvelo, TanamedroveT ar mogvi-wonebs.