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_ amivida xelidan es saqme da ravqna?! gana cudia?! kai saqme amaze metiSeiZleba? ori saqme wamoviwye da oriqorwili. vis sWirdeba gamravleba, Tuara qarTvelebs?!
_ ki! asea.._ hoda, mesame saqmeze giyvebi, erTi
wlis ambavi ar aris, gadamaskda quslifexsacmelze. xo aris, rom gaqvs say-vareli nivTi rame, Zveldeba, magramgenaneba gadagdeba. ase mqonda es tu-flic. movnaxe dro, waviRegasakeTe-blad. `butka~ vici erTi. oqros xele-bi aqvs artiomas. ise gamiaxlebs tu-flebs, or lars rom vaZlev, mcxvenia.ase mgonia, axlebs mibrunebs. mivedi, araris artioma. dauweria furcelze:`moval 5 wuTSi~. davjeqi. gavida aTiwuTi, ar Cans, ar vici, rato, CameZinauceb. ZilSi vigrZeni mzera viRacis.gavaxile Tvalebi. qalia, miyurebs daicinis. Tavidan giJi megona viRac,giJebs ra dalevs? Turme, imasac tuf-li moetana gasakeTeblad. damijda,visaubreT, momiyva: biWi myavs ormetri-ani, simpatiuri, bankSi muSaobs, manqanayavs, gadayva bozebs, or welSi ormocisxdeba, coli ver movayvanieo. SenzemirCies, geZebdi, mindoda Seni naxva daRmerTma ager manaxa Seni Tavio. damex-maro iqneb. rZals veZeb, iseTi saTnoqalbatoni Canxar, cuds ar minaxav vi-cio. minda Cavakvexo – `saTno saqal-batone~, vin gaclis, ver movaswari.ZilSi geRimeboda, patara bavSviviTZili gcodnia. adamiani rom ZilSi iRi-mis, is cudi ar SeiZleba iyoso. iqneb,miSvelo rame, Senze vilocebo.vfiqrob, marTla giJia, romelimaWankali mnaxa, Cemi TavisTvis ver miS-velia. an ZilSi ra macinebda, arc mevar mTlad dawyobili-Tqva davuyureb am qals gakvirvebuli. ise orisaqme ki gamomivida: sabavSvo baRisgamge var da xumroba-xumrobiT oriaRmzrdeli gavaTxove mezoblebze. mera vici, Turme warmatebuli maWanklisstatusi maqvs ukve. movida amasobaSiartioma, davutoveT orivem tuflebi.telefonebi da saxlis misamarTebigavcvaleT, damireke Tu rame da meaucileblad dagirekav, Seni imedi maqv-so da davSordiT ase.
movedi saxlSi. cota xanSi mezobe-li qali Semovida qaliSviliT. aqeT esqali meubneba, Cemi SvilisTana gogo ardadis qalaqSi da miberdebao, 24 wlisaris ukveo. vekiTxebi, Sen ramdenisgaTxovdi? _ 26-iso, mere acale oriwelic, ra geCqareba-meTqi. arao, undagavaTxovo da kai patrons Cavabaro,sizmrebi maqvs cudio. aba, ra sizmarinaxe-meTqi da miyveba, TiTqos mivdivargzaze, ar Tavdeba da ar Tavdebao, ve-kiTxebi – ̀ gza asfaltiani iyo Tu xreS-iT~? ar vici, ar damixediao. maSin ra-tom ggonia, rom cudi sizmaria? argamiCera arcerTma manqanamo. agewiamere cotaze kaba da gagiCerebdnen-meTqi, vicineT bevri...
gamkra gunebaSi, albaT, es ori am-bavi kavSirSia, aq gangeba urevia–Tqo.movyevi dilas rac gadamxda. mov-iCxrike im qalis telefoni. vurekav,vuTxari yvelaferi: gogo ar daiwune-
ba, profesiiT eqimi, axatuli, daxatu-li. gavTamamdi, biWi unda gvanaxo-Tqva.Cemi mezobeli da misi gogo kvdebiansiciliT...
gauxarda cicos – ase erqva im qals_ modi, genacvale, vaJbatoni ki arvici, rodis mova, magram mova aucile-blad, suraTebs ganaxeb manamde, vid-eoc maqvso. skolis gamosaSvebi banke-ti aqvs gadaRebuli. ki aris erTi ociwlis winandeli, magram sul ar Secv-lila, es aris cota Tma gauTxelda dasimaRle moematao. mokled, dampatiJa.veubnebi mezobels, wavideT sasiZo su-raTiT da sadedamTilo vnaxoT `laiv-Si~–meTqi. mezoblis qaliSvilma, makam,piriqiT jobdao, sadedamTilo su-raTiT da sasiZo `laivSio~ _ icinisisic. ar wamovidnen. wavedi me. sami ko-rpusis iqeT cxovrobs Turme Cemgan.mivedi, damxvda gawkrialebuli bina,raRac sxvanairi proeqti, sul rom arminaxavs jer da serialebSi romvuyureb, iseTi, Cemi biWis dizainiT ga-keTebuli remontiao, miTxra,gakvirveba rom Sematyo. gamiSala tk-bili sufra, Sokoladebi, namcxvrebi,yava da uamravi foto dasayoleblad.miyurebs viRac aylayuda suraTebidan,ori TaviT maRali sxvebze, gulma mi-grZno, is iyo, imitom, rom yvelgan iyo:xan mTaze, xan zRvaze, xan cxenze, xanmanqaniT. simpatiuri. rom Sexedav, ho-livudis varskvlavi gegoneba. vfiqrobgulSi, amas ra gauWirda, samaWanklodrom gaixada saqme-meTqi, magram bedia.xo gagigia, `bedi momeci da sanagvezegadamagdeo~. gaisma am dros zari kare-bze, qalbatonma cicom, `neta vinaao?~sanam adgeboda, gaiRo kari da, deda,mSiao, ise iyvira viRacam, me SevSindi,ar SemWamon-meTqi. Semovida is aylayu-da, suraTebidan vinc miyurebda. areloda stumars da daibna, debili meg-ona Tavidan: simpatiuri, dabneuli de-bili _ amas bankSi vin aCerebs-meTqi,gavifiqre. gagvacno erTmaneTi qalba-tonma cicom. is ar uTqvams, ra misiiTvar. CamomarTva xeli. didi tori hqon-da da Tbili, ar undoda mgoni gaSveba.wavarTvi, xom vici, rom Sia. `raRacsabuTis waReba mindoda da Semovirbi-neo~, – bodiSi mogvixada TiTqos dawasasvlelad moemzada. ar dagvWirda`video~, oRond mokle iyo cota da Tangadaxvevac ar SeiZleboda. Svilo, geWa-ma rameo, – dedamisma. samsaxurSivisadilebo, iuara, dagvemSvidoba dawavida. xo, fotoebs gadaxeda wasvliswin magidaze dayrils, mere me Semomxe-da da wavida. gaukvirda dedamiss, aras-dros ar moqceula ase, uyvars saxlSiWamao. mokled, vnaxe biWi, ar daewune-ba araferi. gogoc kide mSvenieri, Seve-di azartSi, gadawyvetili mgonia essaqme ukve. davbrundi ukan, vaqe da vaqesasiZo, axla unda movawyo Sexvedra.gogoc Tanaxmaa, vnaxav ra, Cemi ra mid-iso...
meore dRes kvira iyo. vurekav qal-baton cicos, gaxarebulia, davainter-ese mgoni vatoo, – xo ase erqva im ayl-ayuda simpatiurs, telefoni mTxovaSenio. ar gasula naxevari saaTi,mirekavs vato. naxva mindao. kai, makasSevuTanxmdebi-meTqi. ara, maka ar vici,salaparako maqvs SenTano. me gamaxsen-da, saxlSi rom Semodioda da mSiao,rom yviroda da SevSindi cota. meregamecina gunebaSi, marTla xo ar Sem-Wams, davilaparakebT, albaT, makazegamomkiTxavs raRaceebs-Tqva daSevTanxmdiT _ saxlTan gamogivli man-qaniT erT saaTSio. sarkesTan ar miy-vars didxans koxtaoba, is erTi saaTisxva veraferi vqeni. Tan bavSviviTmicems guli, ucxo kacia mainc. gave-di. damaviwyda mekiTxa, ra manqaniTiqnebi-meTqi. samma gaaCera, vakvirde-bi, aylayuda ar Canda arcerTSi. Cemimezoblis sizmari gamaxsenda, ra SuaSiiyo, ukve merideba dgoma, an nacnobebiras ityvian, an mezoblebi. sadaa es va-toa Tu jandaba amden xans, _ vfiqrob.gaCerda am dros Savi, gawkrialebulijipi. ar mivixede, aylayudas amas vinmiaSavebda-meTqi. gaiRo karebi, ar mi-vixede mainc. gamarjobaTo, vxedav
vato gadmosula da karebs miRebs, dab-rZandiTo. ra meqna, davjeqi. daZra man-qana, xomaldSi mgonia Tavi. gadavedipirdapir saqmeze, gogos vuqe Seni Tavi,aba, axla jeri Senzea. eqimia, fsiqiatri.nu geSinia, pacientebi ar aklia, Senkide bankSi muSaob da erTi tkbiliqarTuli ojaxi Seiqmneba, amas ra sjo-bia-meTqi. zis Cumad. profili aqvslamazi, Tvals ver mowyvet. vkiTxo min-da – `sad mivdivarT?~ – merideba, mix-vdeba, cota rom SevSindi, magram vermoviTmine da vkiTxe mainc. Sors arao.gaige axla Sors arao ras niSnavs. salo-bieSi mivyavar albaT-meTqi, vifiqre daaRar vkiTxe meti, Sia albaT-meTqi, mecmSioda cota. arc viyavi namyofi, go-goebi yvebodnen, kargi lobio keTde-bao. Wamos lobio, me ar SemWamos-meT-qi, vfiqrob. Cumadaa isev. me ki vyvebimakaze, samsaxurSi pativs scemen, pia-ninoze ukravs, ise mReris, mkvdars gaa-cocxlebs-Tqva. gacda amasobaSi man-qana mcxeTis asaxvevs. ar vici, ra vqna,viyviro, mkiTxavs, ra gayvirebso, giJivegonebi. ̀ sad midixaro~ – vkiTxe ukve,kidev vkiTxo, taftologia gamomiva.am fiqrSi var, uceb SeaCera manqana damiTxra raRaca. Tavidan momeyura meg-ona, imitom, rom mTeli gza xma aramouRia TiTqmis, me vlaparakobdi, eu-lad. ̀ ver gavige–meTqi~. mesmis isev is,rac momeyura: gamomyvebi colado?
_ mere?_ ra mere, pirveli, rac momiara
TavSi, afren-meTqi? _ vkiTxe. axlavfiqrob, rogor ar SevuSindi. oriwliT ufrosi var Senze-meTqi. esaraferio, siyvarulma asaki ar iciso.siyvarulma Tu ara, dedaSenma xo icis,ras eubnebi, akvlevineb Cems Tavs-Tqva.dedaCemi imdeni melaparaka Senze, imisbralia yvelaferio. gavbrazdi maSin.me aRar mekiTxebi? iqneb, ar momwonx-ar–meTqi?! `ra vqna, orjer gkiTxe uk-veo~, – moisawyla Tavi. Sen maka giSve-lis axla, kargi fsiqiatria, mogivlis,Segiyvardeba da mere madlobasacmetyvi-meTqi, es vuTxari ise xmamaRla,me TviTon gamikvirda. gamomxeda maSin.xeli maCveneo. xeli rad ginda-meTqi,Tan vfiqrob, Sia axla amas, isev is xmamaqvs yurebSi, mSia, dedao, dedamissrom uZaxoda. amoiRo uceb... ra SeSin-di kolofi amoiRo, vardisferi, kal-ico beWedi Turme, oqros... ar mindo-da, magram mainteresebda Tu momerge-boda...
_ mere?_ momergo... ager, a, es beWedia, miy-
vars Zalian..._ mere?_ mere meSvide TveSi var axla, bi-
_ gogoa, meeqvse TveSia Cemi..._ axla Cven rom vsaubrobdiT,
esenic WukWukebdnen albaT erTmaneT-Si?
_ xo, SeiZleba..._ ise Cemma biWma Seni gogo ro moiy-
vanos, rogori iqneba? saTno adamianiCanxar, miTxari erTi Seni telefoni!
_ kai, Senic miTxari... xo,dedamTilma rao?
_ ar melaparakeboda sami dRe._ mere?_ mere Semirigda, axla mze da mT-
vare amodis Cemze... TviTon movida, mera SuaSi var, meZina CemTvis...
me ra SuaSi var,meZina CemTvis...
levan loria
me giorgi var. giorgi da ara gia.vin moigona es saxelis dapataraveba?!meore sarTulze nika cxovrobs, CemiZmakacia, baRSi erTad davdivarT.erTxel iman damiZaxa giao. vuTxari,gia ara, giorgi mqvia-meTqi, meoreddamiZaxebs, miiRebs _ erTs iseTs mi-vartyam. vinc giaa, iyos gia, me giorgivar...
ukve didi xania, sami wlis var. de-das vkiTxe amas winaT, oTxis rodisgavxdebi-meTqi da jer adreao. cotamale ar SeiZleba-meTqi da arao. samiwlis rom gavxdi, dabadebis dRe mqon-da. dedam torti gamomicxo da samisanTeli CaarWo. stumrebi iyvnen, nika,mezoblis bavSvebi, baRis amxanagebi dadidebi. bavSvebs me davuZaxe, didebsmamaCemi da papaCemi eZaxdnen. didebicalke isxdnen, Rvinos svamdnen, Cven _limonaTs. saCuqrebi momitanes. mereraRac ucxouri simRera imReres da mesanTlebi Cavaqre erTi SeberviT dadedam torti daWra. ori wlis romgavxdi, maSinac Cavaqre tortze orisanTeli, Tumca maSindeli ambebi bun-dovnad maxsovs. erTi wlis gaxdomisambavs ki sul ver vixseneb. mgoni, erTiwlis rom gavxdi, maSin meZina da siz-marSi xom ver vnaxavdi...
xo, samis rom gavxdi, papam kaci xarukveo, ojaxsac unda mixedo awio... xo,papaCems CemsaviT giorgi qvia da gvar-ad isic labaZea. Tumca axla Zinavs. meZalian miyvars papaCemi, imitom, romarasdros araferze uars ar meubneba.xan zooparkSi davyavar, xan _ cirkSi,xan _ stadionze. nayinsac erTadvWamT. nino deda nayins ar maWmevs, yeligagicivdebao. erTxel Zalian amtkiv-da yeli, ise mtkioda, rom saWmelsZlivs vylapavdi da limonaTsac vervsvamdi... sicxec mqonda. magari cudiasicxe... bavSvebi ezoSi TamaSobdnen, meki loginidan xelis gamoyofis ufle-bac amikrZala dedam. kidev kargi, malegamiara. imis Semdeg deda nayins ar maW-mevs. Tumca, nayini mainc Zalian miy-vars. neta, giorgi papa rom maWmevs nay-ins, maSin ratom ar micivdeba yeli...
mxolod erTxel miTxra Txovnazegiorgi papam uari, oRond sizmarSi.wuxel RamiT damesizmra, TiTqossadRac midioda da memSvidobeboda. mevevedrebodi, wamiyvane-meTqi da arao,ojaxSi erTi giorgi xo unda iyos. Senunda darCeo da ar wamiyvana. me kiZalian rom minda rame da ar misrule-ben, vtiri. sandro mama meubneba, nutirixar, aravaJkacuriao. aba, vaJka-curad Tu viqnebi, ar misruleben racminda. xoda, sizmarSi tirili daviwye,giorgi papa, SenTan wamoval-meTqi, ma-gram _ arao. erTi ki Camikra gulSirogorc icoda da ise wavida, ukan arcmouxedia, Tumca mTeli xmiT vtirodi...
ase tiriliT gameRviZa. nino dedamovida Cems sawolTan da ra gatireb-so. me vuTxari, giorgi papam gamabra-za-meTqi. rogor gagabrazao?! sadRacmidioda da ar wamiyvana, giorgi papassaerTod xmas ar gavcem-meTqi, _ asetiriliT vuTxari. xo, kargi, dawynar-dio. mere mamac movida da deda-mama imoTaxSi Sevidnen, sadac giorgi papassZinavs da deda cota xanSi atirebuligamovida... mama eubneboda, kargi, bavS-vi ar SeaSinoo...
mere me CameZina. rom gaTenda dagameRviZa, Zalian bevri xalxi iyo Cven-Tan. mere davinaxe, giorgi papa sastum-ro oTaxSi iwva Sua adgilas taxtze,Tan Cacmuli. Turme, momatyua, arsa-dac ar wasula. me mindoda meTqva,giorgi papa, ratom momatyue-meTqi,magram dedam ufleba ar momca, ar Sea-wuxo, Zinavso. mere dedas megobari romaris lali, isic movida. lali da de-daCemi erT samsaxurSi muSaoben. dRexom erTad arian, saRamoobiT kidevtelefonze saubroben, TiTqos dReerTad ar iyvnen. lali Zalian kargia,imitom, rom ramdenjerac wamiyvanadedam samsaxurSi, imdenjer kinderebimiyida da mere saTamaSoebis awyobaSi
davujere. TaTa qarTveli gogoa daaxla tatianaa, imitom rom ruseTSicxovrobs. vuTxari, albaT, saqarTve-lo genatreba da aTas raRacas igoneb,nostalgia rom daZlio, aba, zRarbisada varskvlavis siyvaruli vis gaugia,adamianebs aRar uyvarT erTmaneTi-meTqi. arafersac ar vigonebo, didisaSineleba vinme xaro, _ miTxra gabra-zebiT da mTeli sami wuTi xma ar gaucia.mere, icoda ra, rom fizikis fakulte-ti maqvs damTavrebuli, sayvedurebi-Tac amavso, varskvlavi sul Tqven,fizikosebs gabralebT, rom zRarbsxSirad ver xvdeba. ase uTqvams: `msof-lio mizidulobis kanonic ki CvenswinaaRmdeg aris da gvacalkevebso~.
ise darwmunebiT ambobda amas yve-lafers, mec davinteresdi, Tan profe-siuli siamayis grZnobamac ifeTqa Cem-Si da viTomcda _ xumrobiT ra Tqmaunda _ aRvSfoTdi (ra magari sityvaa_ aRvSfoTdi) _ kanoni, romelsac mesaerTod siyvarulis da mizidulobiskanons vuwodeb, ra SuaSia, visTvis radauSavebia, rom viRac varskvlavi masCirqsa scxebs, erTi am xalxs damakav-Sire, Tumca, varskvlavi sad movZebno,isini sul dakavebulebia, xan kon-certebze arian, xan oskarebis dajil-dovebaze, xanac gadaRebebze da zRar-bis koordinatebi mainc momeci-meTqi.
amjerad xuTi wuTi Cumad iyo, mererisxvis qariSxali damatexa, ras maRa-daveb, Seni saSayiro vin ariso. kidevxuTi wuTis (me amasobaSi imas vfiqrob-di, marTla zedmeti xom ar momivida,rogor Semovirigo-meTqi) Semdeg, Tuasea, ai, internetSi gamovCxrike, zRar-bis mobiluris nomers mogcem da merexo mainc darwmundebio. marTlac mom-ca telefonis nomeri. vifiqre, xum-robs-meTqi, magram mainc davreke, Tum-ca amisTvis kreditis aRebac ki damWir-da, imitom, rom depozoti miTavdebo-da. marTlac, zRarbma rom mipasuxa,kinaRam telefoni gamivarda. Jurnal-isti xaro, _ mkiTxa. ara batono, raJurnalisti, erTi nastudentari fiz-ikosi var-meTqi. Zalian gauxar-da, _am bolo dros sul fizikis wignebSi varCaf-luli, mixaria, rom fizikosi xar,me aq raRac aRmoCenebze vmuSaob daunda mogiyve, ludi xo ar Cagvertyasadme erTado, _ Cemi saTqmeli TviTonmiTxra. ki, batono, razea saubari,roca geneboT da Jurnalisti ratogegone-meTqi. mosveneba ar maqvs am Ju-rnalistebisgan, paparacebs kide saddavemalo ar vici, ra xalxi arian, vergamigia, siyvaruli rom ukvirT, xalxiar xarT, ra Seyvarebuli ar yofilano.siyvarulia rom ukvirT, Torem sxvasakvirveli arc darCa araferi-meTqi,_ vupasuxe rac pirveli momafiqrda.meore dRisTvis Sexvedrac davTqviT.iqve tyis piras mSvenieri ludis bari
momexmara. lali rom davinaxe, vuTx-ari, wamo, Cemi giorgi papa ganaxo,rogor Zinavs-meTqi da lalim dedasav-iT tirili daiwyo. vifiqre, albaT,lalic raRacaze gaabrazes, rame arSeusrules-meTqi. mere tirils rommorCa, miTxra, ramdenime dRiT CvenTanwamodi stumrad, Sen xo ukve didi biWixaro. mesiamovna didi xaro rommiTxres Tumca, zustad arc vici, oTxiwlis rodis gavxdebi. mamam mkiTxa, wax-valo? ki-meTqi. dedam, Tu mogenatre-bi, saRamos gamovalo. mere lalimTavisTan wamiyvana manqaniT. gamixardakidec lalisTan wasvla, imitom, romiq mariams vnaxavdi. lalis patara,lurjTvala da bajbaja mariami hyavs,romelic sul Wams da laparaki aricis, TavisiT butbutebs raRacas. samiwlis rom gavxdi, lalim mariamic moiy-vana, magram maSin iseTi patara iyo, arcsiaruli icoda da arc limonaTis sma.nino deda mariams lurjTvalas eZax-is. iseTi pataraa da iseTi sasacilo,
sul minda, gamoberil loyaze vuCqmi-to, magram mecodeba. lalisTan rommivedi, mariams xelSi rZis boTli eWirada dabajbajebda... ukan kide liza be-biamisi mosdevda. me SemeSinda, ar waq-ceuliyo da xeli movkide... xeli rommovkide, gaCerda, kurtkaSi Camavloxeli, fexis wverebze wamoiwia, gamici-na da guguo miTxra... albaT, undodaeTqva giorgio... me misTvis Cxubi ardamiwyia... jer ver xvdeba... cotagaizardos da avuxsni, rom me giorgivar...
cota xani veTamaSe lurjTvalas.mere isev giorgi papas sityvebi gamax-senda, me mivdivaro da saxlSi mindaiyoo, rom miTxra. lalis vuTxari, sax-lSi unda davbrunde-meTqi. ratoo,mkiTxa, mec sizmari movuyevi... lalim,kargi wagiyvano da isev tirili daiw-yo. gakvirvebuli uyurebda lurjTva-la, ra atirebso... marTlac, ra mtira-laa es lali?!
a m b a v i z R a r b i s a d a v a r s k v l a v i s s i y v a r u l i s a
xo iciT zRarbebi saerTod rogorebiarian _ solidurebi da sul saqmiane-bi, uyvarT nemsebiT Semodgomis aTas-fer foTlebSi SariSuri da xilisgroveba, Wiamaiebisa da WianWvelebisWkuis darigeba, Txunelebis me-zobluri davebis garCeva da a. S. amit-om maT yovelTvis garantirebuli ad-gili aqvT tyis sakrebuloSi,ram-denjerme spikeris TanamdebobacekavaT. es zRarbi ki, romelzec giyve-biT, Zalian gansxvavebuli iyo. Rame,roca sxva zRarbebs da tyis macxovre-blebs eZinaT, is ijda, cas uyurebda daocnebobda.
_ marTla? _ hkiTxa zRarbma daTan gaifiqra, ra bednierebaa, rom amsaRamos sevdiani TvalebiT vocne-bobdio...
_ xo... _ upasuxa varskvlavma dagaiRima. is veRar uTxra, pawua, lamazicxviric rom moewona zRarbis _morcxvi varskvlavi iyo da imitom...
ase damegobrda zRarbi da varskv-lavi. rac varskvlavi gaicno, radi-kalurad Seicvala zRarbis cxovreba,igi mixvda, ra didi bednierebaa,gyavdes megobari, visac SeiZleba oc-nebebi gauziaro, an araferic ar gau-ziaro, ubralod, visTan erTadac Seg-eZleba mTeli Rame ijde da sularaferze ifiqro, arc ilaparako da
bednieri iyo.samwuxarod, zRarbs da varskvlavs
xSirad ar SeeZloT erTmaneTis xilva.xan cas Rrublebi da nisli aefarebo-da, xan dedamiwa mobrundeboda ara immxriT, saidanac varskvlavi anaTebdada xels uSlida maT Sexvedras...
_ es ra ubedurebaa, _ cxarobdavarskvlavi, _ Cven Sexvedras gardacudi meteorologiuri pirobebisa,xels uSlis gravitacia, niutonisa dakepleris kanonebi...
_ xo, _ eTanxmeboda zRarbi. Tanmere TavisTvis fiqrobda, albaT, ami-tomac skolaSi rom vswavlobdi, atanaar mqonda am fizikis, astronomiisgakveTili ki saerTod erTxel Cagvi-tarda da maSinac Sataloze viyavio...
_ vici, Cemo kargo, _ pasuxobdavarskvlavi, _ magram Sen xo ici, ram-deni winaRoba, garemoeba da kanonieRobeba Cvens Sexvedrebs?
_ xo, vici, _ etyoda zRarbi. imaski umalavda, rom gravi-tacias, niuto-nis kanonebs da ainStainis postu-latebs rom swavlobda Cumad megobrisSexvedris molodinSi. mezobels as-tronomiis saxelmZRvaneloc ki gamo-arTva, erTi Cavixedo, iqneb da am kanon-ebsa Tu ukanonobaSi rame Secvalo damaSin xo sul erTad viqnebiT me da var-skvlavio.
erTxelac fizikis saxelmZRvane-los Cahkirkitebda da uceb _ evrikao_ arqimedesaviT wamoiZaxa (arqime-deze manamde hqonda wakiTxuli da axs-ovda), vipove is, Tu ratom gvizidavsase me da varskvlavs erTmaneTi, es,albaT, msoflio mizidulobis kanon-ia. es aRmoCena rogorc ki Cemi varskv-lavi mova, unda vaxaroo. iqneb, axlaiseTi kanonic vnaxo, varskvlavi ar wa-vides, sul CemTan darCes da sul bed-nierebi viyoTo...
kidev rom movida varskvlavi, gama-rjobac ar uTqvams, pirdapir aR-moCenaze gadavida:
_ varskvlavo, ici, me Sen mizidav..._ saidan daadgine? _ gaecina var-
skvlavs..._ msoflio mizidulobis kanon-
idan..._ marTla?!_ ki, ufro meti giTxra?!_ xo, aba, miTxari..._ ara marto me, Cven saerTod erT-
maneTs vizidavT..._ marTla?!_ xo, qmedeba udris ukuqmedebas..._ es raRaa?_ es niutonis mesame kanonia..._ xo? _ gaecina varskvlavs..._ xo...
im Rame meti arc araferi uTqvamT,isxdnen Cumad, erTad yofniT avsebd-nen erTmaneTsac da garemosac. zRarb-ma is aRar uTxra, iseTi kanonis moZeb-nas rom apirebda, veraviTari Zala romver daacilebda maT da sul erTadiqnebodnen, Semdgom mosvlaze siur-prizs gavukeTebo...
dilis moaxloebisas varskvlavmadananebiT Tqva:
_ ukve droa, unda wavide..._ ase male? _ gaukvirda zRarbs..._ ki, Tendeba ukve._ ra male gaTenda..._ waval, kargi?!_ kargi, _ upasuxa zRarbma, _ me
dagelodebi. Tumca, vici, rom es lo-dini SeiZleba didxans gagrZeldes, memainc dagelodebi. ecade, male dab-runde, xo?
_ kargi, me davbrundebi. vecdebi,male davbrunde!
_ xo, vici, rom ecdebi! _ uTxrazRarbma da ganze gaixeda, Tvali auw-ylianda uceb da varskvlavma ar Sem-niSnoso.
_ nu moiwyen. Sen xo ici, romdavbrundebi? _ gaiRima varskvlavmada sul ar moridebia, ise gadmoagdoramdenime wveTi cremli, romelic na-mad daepkura gasaRviZeblad Semzade-bul yvavilebsa Tu ubralo mindvrisbalaxs.
_ xo, vici... _ gaiRima zRarbmac dagaifiqra, mzis tirili ki gamigia, ma-gram varskvlavic Tu tiroda, ar vi-codio...
...da mere, roca varskvlavi Tvalsmiefara, zRarbma wamiT kvlav moiwyi-na, Tumca male sasiamovno talRamdauara nemsebze, imitom, rom mixvda,siurprizi aRar iyo saZebni, ukve ipo-va, es varskvlavis cremlebi iyo...
...da zRarbi imasac mixvda, rom sa-survelTan yofna ki bednierebaa, ma-gram bednierebaa isic, roca ici, romis, visac eli, aucileblad dabrunde-ba, miuxedavad aTasnairi Zalebisa dafizikuri Tu msoflio kanonebisa....
epilogiamasobaSi sam-sami boTli lu-
dic davlieT. zRarbma me unda wav-ide, dRes Cemi varskvlavi brunde-bao... sanam gavidoda, e udris em cekvadrats, xoo, _ mkiTxa. ki, yovelSemTxvevaSi, ainStaini ase fiqrobs-meTqi. xo, magram yvelas mainc miz-idulobis kanoni sjobs, Sen rac gin-da is Tqvio. adios amigo, aba Senicio, da wavida. danaxarji gada-xdili gvqonda, ufro sworad, hqon-da, me ki viwevdi, unda gadavixado-meTqi, magram, ap, ar gamagonoo daeklebi ise aeburZgla, Zalian arcgamomidvia Tavi. mere uceb gamaxsen-da, rom dRes patiebis dRe iyo.mesiji avkrife: TaT, Tu odesme un-eburad rame gawyenine, mapatie ra,dRes mitevebis dRea... TaT, Sen mar-Tali iyavi: TaT, me Sen miyvarxar!
da me TviTon var axla iribi,da TviTonve var me almaceri,alvis xeebi tydeba tiriliT,qarSi frialebs Cemi naweri...
gavxedav Tbiliss, dgas is beberi,rogorc arwivi frTebdaSvebuli,xom daxatavda mas vermeeri,rogorc haagas naRvliT Seburvils.
da Tvalwin midgas vake kvernaqis,isic miyurebs me almacerad,da Serisxuli viT pasternakimec muxls movirTxav leqsis sawerad,mec muxls movirTxav leqsis sawerad,gamaxsendeba diRmis masivi,skola, tye-parki da sinanuli,talaxiani cremliT dasvrili.
rogor wavida da waredinadroca da Jamic, feric, fervalic,es ianvari da Tebervali,es ianvari da Tebervali.
modi, CamovjdeT sadme jorkoze,sadme patara, viwro tablasTan,da alalbedze iqneb mogrovdnenisini, vinc ki bedma danavsa,isini, vinc ki bedma danavsa,vinc dainavsa da vinc daiTro,vinc ver gaiTbo xeli tablasTan,vinc ver gaiTbo anda gaiTbo.
vaxsenebT wasul beddanavsulebs,gvecotaveba Wiqa arayi,da Sesandobars gadavasxurebTfoTlebs gafrenils qarSi malayiT.foTlebs gafrenils qarSi malayiTgahyva Cemi sve da sinanulida gaxseneba ukve ara Rirsra dardiT viyav amogmanuli.
da me TviTon var axla iribi,da TviTonve var me almaceri,sadRac davtove Cemi cxovreba,davtove, rogorc wyalSi faceri.
rogor wavida da waredina,droca da Jamic, feric, fervalic,es ianvari da Tebervali,es ianvari da Tebervali.
diRmis ZaxvelidiRmis masivis am areebSiadre hyvaoda Turme Zaxveli,am aramkiTxe fiqrebs SeeSvida gadmoRvare Seni naRveli.naRveli aq rom gamoJonilazed am mindvrebze, zed am arxebze,qari rom drekda alvebs Ronivradda weroebi frTebs miarxevdnen.aqve cxovrobdnen duxaborebiqaTmis fexebze Semdgar saxlebSi,mtkvari da dardi, Savi morevida laJvardebSi durdo naRveli.ram gamaxsena diRmis masivi,diRmis masivi saaqaosi,da davrCi ase Tvalganasivi _jer gavikvirve, mere gavocdi.momagondeba da gamaxelebs,rogor hyvaoda diRmis Zaxveli,tyemlis yvavili mRvrie talRebze,afTari mtkvari, qveynis warmRvneli.iq, xeivanSi Cxubi danebiT,Semogineba undo axvrebis,foTlebis cvena guldananebiTda sinanuli dauZraxveli.diRmis masivo, rogor waxveli,da mainc xeli ver momiTave,da axlac hyvavis SenSi Zaxveli,da mabarbacebs, rogorc simTvrale...
arcra grgebia am cxovrebisganda vici iqac wagyveba arcra,da mxolod amis xilva geRirsa:xvreta da jvarcma, xvreta da jvarcma.mTeli cxovreba amas iTmendi,da daiwyeba isev Tavidan,wavida weli ocdaCvidmeti,wavida, magram arcTu wavida.radgan yovelTvis es esurvebaT _xvreta da jvarcma, xvreta da jvarcma,da warsuls Sen ver daemdurebi,radgan jerac ar qceula nacrad.
ukurnebelijer ar Camqrala arsad sinaTle,ebrZvi aryofnas da erkinebi,jer xom adrea daZinebamde,anTia maRal saxlSi binebi.Sen xom aqamde ar Segxvedria,undo wurbela, ra qna, ar ici,Seni aryofna Seni xvedria,marto Senia, sxva aravisi.jer ar Camqrala arsad sinaTle,ebrZvi tkivilebs da erkinebi,quCaSi mTvrali tans Zlivs miaTrevsda wyvdiads iklebs mware ginebiT.
mtkvrispira elegial.-s xsovnas
da Tu madlia es sicocxlerogorc ambobdi,maSin rogorRa SeiZlebarom gaatano mtkvris mRvrie talRebs?`mraval droebis mowame xarmagram xar utyvi~.o, ara mxolod mtkvaria utyvi,aramed mjera,utyvia qveynad yvelaferi,utyvia yvela,radgan visac surs gaxseneba Seni,isic ki,isic ki dums da iseTnairs verafers ambobs,rom moamrgvalos yofiereba.es Sen TviTon datove RriWodCveni cxovreba,roca uCinrad miatove TavsasTumali,gaiare ukanasknelad Ramis qalaqida Sexvedimtkvris bnel talRebSi.Sen ar wasulxar `fiqrT gasarTvelad~da ar wasulxar `gansasveneblad~,im wuTebSi Sen TviTonac iyavi utyvida mravali ramis mowame!nuTu es iyo Seni pasuxiimaze, rasac cxovreba hqvia?pasuxebia TviTon talRebiam maradiul mdinarisabnel xidqveS rom edinebian.is xom yvelaze civi aris,yvelaze bneli da yvelaze mswraflwarmavali.is xom aq aris, am qalaqSi,yoveldRe vxedavTda yovel wams xeliT vexebiTmis moajirebs.is xom aris yoveldRiurida Tan aris maradiuli.is arc leTaa,arc aqeronti,is aris mtkvari.is xom aris Semzaravad realurida gandevnis metafizikurs.magram ara!mraval droebis mowameada Tan utyvia!da mis talRebs vinc Rrmad CascqerismisTvis cxovrebaaris fuWi amaoeba.radgan am talRebsdaaqvT raRac bneli da mware,raRac uTqmelida yvelasTvis gaugebari,radgan am talRebs daaqvT sikvdilida vinc mas igrZnobs,metafizikur tanjvasac is eziareba.Sen Seni Tavi am mtkvars miande,romelsac arcki ufiqriarealobis kalapoti gamoerRviada qceuliyo urRvev simbolod.Sen Seni Tavi am mtkvars miandeda wagiRo Zalian nela.drosTan erTad,wyalSi areklil naTelTan erTad,RamesTan erTad,yvelaferTan erTad wagiRo,
gemi horizontzehorizontze rom miiwevs uxmod,gemia mwuxris gadamseravi,da SeiZleba viRacam uxmos _ver moabrunebs ukan veravin.da Tumc Sors wasvlas didxans undeba,radganac ase nela iara _ukan is mainc ver dabrundeba,iq, sadac ara darCenia ra.Cven ki napirze gulmSvidad vsxedvarTda gems gavcqeriT me da bavSvebi,radgan aq yofna gverguna xvedrad,esRaa albaT Cveni saSveli.
es varskvlavebies varskvlavebi wertilebiviT,gaCenilebi qveynis mdgmurebad _iyurebian daJinebulnida ar bezrdebaT qvemoT yureba.Cvenc xom ase varT, qveynis amarawyvdiadSi roca fexs movinacvlebT,Tavans avyurebT da waramarauxmod vabijebT damzral miwaze...
ocdaCvidmetgamovlilirogor wavida Seni cxovreba,Crdilebma rogor gadaiares,magram Sen mainc gemaxsovrebaTu rogor xvretdnen adamianebs.
naSuaRamevsme im uecar wamebs SeveswarnaSuaRamevs rom brundebodi,Cven ki gelodiT da kibeebzeismoda Seni lanCis fratuni.gzadagza albaT xelis faTuriTamodiodi _ gzas moikvlevdi _jojoxeTuri bneli kibeTi;me im uecar wamebs Seveswarda mec jvars vecvi mag kibeebze...Cqamic ar iyo zogjer ioti,sxivic ar Canda zogjer ioti,mogvianebiT me da Sen erTadimav kibeze amovdiodiT...gavxedav axla naSuaRamevs,Seni sawoli carielia,magram me vici, ukve es yofnada molodini wamieria;da Tu gaCerda gareT manqana,Tu gamovfxizldi da gameRviZa,da Tu gaisma Seni fexisxma _vityvi, rom kidev erTxel Seveswarme Sens amosvlas am kibeebze.
***Zili nebisa, daiZineT, Zili nebisa,saxlSi vbrundebi, viyurebi, TiTqos unagirsvxsni cxens mxedari Tavis keras ZlivsmoRweulisadRac sofelSi. mixaria, mec rom meRirsa,mec rom merguna erTaderTi Cemi bunagi,da mxvda es xvedri: mSvidi ZiliT viqne Zleuli...Zili nebisa, sinaTleebs, gzajvaredinebs,Zili nebisa, me xom saxlSi damagvianda,mTeli cxovreba Sinisaken ase vedineda ukve maSin movaRwie, roca inaTa...Zili nebisa, elnaTurebs, boZebs, SuqniSnebs,radganac vici, araerTxel naSuaRamevscariel skverTan Caviare da maT SemniSnes,gamomaciles, ar elodnen, rom kvlav mnaxavdnen,Zili nebisa mofrTxiale Ramis cxovelebs,da, ra Tqma unda, SenobebSi Ramis darajebs,maT Cemi sityva uCveulod gaacxoveles,da SeiZleba me am sityviT xvalve gadavrCe;Zili nebisa, Tqvenc Svilebo, Zili nebisa,`Zili nebisa~ amovRerRe mosvlis umalve,radgan saxlamde movaRwie, radgan meRirsaCemi sizmrebi mometana Cems sasTumlamde...
saxsovariaqedan vumzer gardasulebs viT ambrazurasda miWirs axla gavixseno rame garkveviT,iyo cxovreba speqtakliviT da is dasrulda,radgan isini aRar Canan ukve sarkeSi.da arc usarkod. aseTia xvedri wasulTa,kinoCveneba iyo TiTqos anda Teatri;absurdis? dasrulebiT marTla dasrulda,danarCeni ki marTla iyo? an ras SeadrimaT yofnas. TiTqos aCrdilebi darCnen kedlebze,iqneb es iyo Tojinebis uxmo speqtakli?aravin uxmobs, arc ixsenebs da arc edreba,yofiereba maTi ukve sufTa dafaa.araferia aryofnaze ufro spetaki.
odisevsiSeni warsuli sad gaiZurwa,Tuki es yofna iyo sulgrZeli,ra ucabedad gadaifurcla,rogorc qarisgan erTi furceli.ras zixar ase SublSeWmuxvnili,TiTqos es iyos Seni xeloba,arc sinanuli da arc wuxili _gaxevebuli ugrZnobeloba.Tu iwvimebda, ukve iwvima,da Tu moTovda, ukve moTova,aq fexakrefiT daZrwis sicive,vin gaiara da gamogtova?Seni cxovreba gadafurcluli,ase Seirxa qarTan SexebiT,da Tu es yofna aris kunZuli,Sen am kunZulze moxvdi SemTxveviT.
agvistos omi. 2008 w.o, ar SeexoT, Cemi saxlia,Cemi saxlia, Cemi narCeni,Cemi kedlebi daserilia,dalursmulia aq dedaCemi.
o, ar SeexoT, Cemi saxlia,sisxliania yvela ficari,Cemi cxovrebac xom aq Segubda,romelic mainc ver Sevicani.Cemi saxlia, Cemi jvaria,da me jvarcmuli, rogorc ieso,mTeli cxovreba veSurebodi,rom bedisweris kvalze mimeswro.Cemi saxlia, Cemi jvaria,da ara mxolod oTxi kedeli,Cemi dardia, Cemi javria,Cemi iribad gadamkveTeli.o, ar SeexoT, Cemi saxlia,Tqveni wyeuli, tlanqi xelebiT,am saxlSi Cemi yofna daRvrila,moedineba sisxlis ReleTi.da ase vdgavar, maxrCobs naRvelida saldaTebi, rogorc mdgmurebiemuqrebian Cems saxls naRmebiT,waSliT, wartyvevniT, ganadgurebiT...
Zil-RviZilSies iyo mxolod SemTxveviTobaTu im Soreuls ase eneba,anda vin aris is Soreuli,vinc aaxlovebs am gaTenebas?mesmis trasaze manqana miqrisSors mileuli yefa miwydeba,sul cotac kidev da gaTendeba _uzarmazari dRe daiwyeba,Sen damesizmre da es sizmaricTandaTanobiT damaviwydeba;CameZineba uwindeburad,es foriaqi ZilSi micxreba.
asea mudam _ raRac mTavrdebada imave dros raRac iwyeba.
***unda vicode, axla sad dgaxar,unda vicode, axla sad meli,radgan dabnelda da sibneleSiSen xelT ara gaqvs Seni sanTeli,me meRviZeba da maxsendeba,rom mZinebia Turme ramdeni,xelis faTuriT kedels daveZeb,minda vipovo bnelSi CamrTveli,rom gavanaTo da gamaxsendesaxla sad dgaxar anda sad meli,vaiTu, marTla sibneleSi xarda ar gipyria xelSi sanTeli,magram TandaTan vibruneb xsovnas,da maxsendeba _ aRarsad meli,da yvela quCa carielia,da sul uecrad wydeba saTqmeli...
***o, Cven erTmaneTs aRar vexebiTda gavucxovdiT TiTqos sruliad,mwared daRlili Cveni fexebimtanjveli yofniT dalursmulia;Cveni codvebiT dalursmulia,Cveni tanjvebiT dalursmulia,da SeiZleba SuaRameSigaifaCunos mainc survilma...sizmrebTan erTad gamoiRviZos,sindisTan erTad gamoiRviZos,rac ar unda qna, mainc asea,Tavs ver daaRwev, romc gaixizno.Cveni terfebi dalursmulia,dalursmulia Cveni sxeuli,radganac yofna gvergo sasjeladda am yofnaSi varT gaxveuli.gamoiRviZa ukve survilma,bnelSi eZeben Tvalebs Tvalebi,Cven erTmaneTiT dalursmuli varT,dalursmuli varT Cven erTmaneTiT...
gaTenebawyvdiadSi ukve yivis mamalidaviwyebuli da uxsovari,es xma edeba, rogorc wamaliCems yurTasmenas _ yru da myovari.es xma eqceva ferdobis CixSiTavisi Tavi rom gaaqvavos,da vusmen mamals, ndobiT da SiSiTSemoxiznuli am saaqaos.
***Semoawveba uazro dardiguls arafrismTqmels da moTanaRres,da vgrZnob Cems ukan mze nela Cadis,romelic ukve talRebs ar amRvrevs.
***mkacria Rame _ es gulTmisanida masmeninebs saaTis wikwiksda magrZnobinebs, rom var xizani,sasTumalTan devs, ise viT wigni.mkacria Rame _ es gulTmisanida masmeninebs ZaRlebis wkavwkavs,wyalni wavlen da wavlen qviSanic,ukve bevri ram waiRo wyalma.mkacria Rame, _ undo moZRvari,Cemi oTaxis kedlebze brwyinavs,da CamCurCulebs, rom var cocxalida sunTqviT vavseb mobjenil wyvdiads.
saburTaloRamea. sZinavT adamianebs,axla cota xniT iZinebs Wori,gulubryviloa _ gadaiaramTvarem da dadga Senobebs Soris.jer uxinjoa patara biWi,jer mxolod sizmris mihyveba texils,ar Sexebia cxovrebis biwi,ar mosxletia jer kidev fexi.Ramea. sZinavT adamianebs,sZinavT meZavebs, mkvlelebs, TaRliTebs,maT vinc cxovreba gadaiara _ubnelebs, loTebs anda daxlidrebs.gadavsebuli nagvis yuTidankata ubadruk sarCos iparavs,gaxeda saxlebs da gaukvirdaam gakvirvebas vin daifaravs;vin daifaravs am jamaaTisRamis maslaaTs _ sazarel qoSins,gadaxrilia gverdze saaTida mainc yvela micuravs droSi.vin daifaravs am codvil gvamebsda erTmaneTze mibjenil saxlebsmdumarebaSi gamyivan Ramesda RameebSi myefare ZaRlebs.Ramea, sZinavT adamianebsda sul cota xniT iZinebs Wori,mTvarem saxlebze gadaiarada dgas sikvdils da sicocxles Soris.mxolod is erTi, patara biWi,jer mxolod sizmris mihyveba texils,ar Sexebia jer kidev iWvi,ar mosxletia jer kidev fexi.
gamoRviZebanaSuaRamevs me wamomdgars da namZinarevsgamaxsendeba Zil-RviZilSi mtkvari, mdinare,romelic iqve edineba, diRmis masiviskorpusebs iqiT, bazars iqiT, sadac gadaRmarkinigzisaken sizmriswina ZilSi gadaxval.da es xom ukve sizmaria, mware sizmari,sadac cxadsa da sizmars Soris mkrTali xaziviTmoCans rkinigzis liandagi diRmis masivisda imis iqiT anTxeuli naZaladevi,da imis iqiT, imis iqiT arc araferi,arc araferi, arc aravin, arc aravisinabijebis xma. saidanRac, ucbad, ra vici,me namZinarevs xma momesmis cad gadamfreniim frinvelebis, masivis ca rom gadaseres,ca ki hgavs warsuls, daclil boTlebs, waSlil
nawerebs,isev Camesmis yapyapiT da frTebis farTquniTmoirxevian weroebi da im aRTqmuliqveynebisaken mifrinaven da kvlav mZinaresisev is mtkvari maxsendeba, Savi mdinare,da vxedav weros frTa tydeba da im frTis narCenimtkvarSi vardeba. mere CemTan dgas mamaCemida ukve erTad bnel masivSi sadRac mivdivarT.nawvimaria. sibnelea. Cven gzas ganvagrZobT.da mere mtkvarTan gaTenebis blanti bindia,moajirebze weroebi iwurebian,irgvliv dabali saxlebia, miwurebia...naSuaRamevs me wamomdgars da namZinarevsgamaxsendeba es naZraxi mtkvari, mdinare...
_ sad ra gagikvirdeba, rom ar ici,_ jiji zis da fanjaras gascqeris.jijis erTi Tavisebureba da erTi akvi-atebuli fraza aqvs, fanjridan ki ariyureba, fanjaras uyurebs da yvelaf-ris moyolas Semdegi sityvebiT iwyebs:,,sad ra gagikvirdeba, rom ar ici~...
_ ara, sad ra gagikvirdeba, rom arici. mivdivar amaswinaT avtobusiTdidubeSi da Cems gverdiT gogo da biWisxedan. erTmaneTSi laparakoben. biWieubneba, sul erT da igive sizmars vxe-davo, viTom, saxlSi kedelze mivcoca-vo. rogor kedelzeo, gogom. rogorTu, rogor kedelzeo. kedeli rogo-ria, xaoiani Tu gluvio. dafiqrda biWida gluvio, eubneba. hoda, sad ragagikvirdeba, rom ar ici, gaukvirda imgogos, uyurebs gafarToebuliTvalebiT. axla am biWsac gaukvirda,rao, ra iyoo. raRa ra, homoseqsualis-ti yofilxar, froidi mag sizmars asexsniso. homoseqsualistio, sad ragagikvirdeba, rom ar ici, froidis giJideda ar vatire, sad kedeli, sad kacio.gabrazda, mara ra gabrazda... Sen Tudagsizmrebia, rom kedelze micocav?
_ damsizmrebia ki, magram memekuTvnis magis dasizmreba, gogo varbolos da bolos.
_ ai, me ar damsizmrebia.
***adamians safexurovani azrovneba
axasiaTebs. sul ori safexuria. jererTze dgebi, mere ufro maRalze gada-dixar, mere qveviT darCenils iReb,zeviT deb da axla masze dgebi. ase sulmaRla da maRla inacvleb, Tumca safex-urebi mainc oria: ki da ara.
magaliTad, Tavidan iwyeb imiT, romadamianisTvis aucilebelia SezRudve-bi. ase imitom iwyeb, rom bavSvobaSi asegeubnebian. mere aanalizeb da midixardaskvnamde, rom adamiani Tavisufaliunda iyos. es meore safexuria. gadiswlebi da isev fiqrob, rom sruliTavisufleba adamians azianebs dasaWiroa garkveuli SezRudvebi. amdros pirveli safexuri maRlaamogaqvs da ukve masze dgebi. cota xnismere isev grZnob, rom adamiani maincraRac Zalian Tavisufalia, es Tavisu-fleba imdenad didia, rom sazogadoe-ba mas ver uzrunvelyofs, Sesabamisad,is unda gamovlindes sxva saxiT, magal-iTad, sakuTari Tavis maqsimaluridamorCilebiT. am etapze isev CndebagrZnoba, rom saWiroa raRac CarCo,romelic sakuTar TavTan urTierTo-bas gaswavlis da ase gauTaveblad...kibe TandaTan zeviT midis, safexurebiki sul erTi da igivea _ sWirdeba Tuara adamians SezRudva.
imis gamo, rom adamians safexuro-brivi azrovneba axasiaTebs, or kacsSoris kamaTi xSirad Zalian sasacil-od gamoiyureba.
SeiZleba Zalian daeWvde, Tu ra saWiroaamdeni fiqri, roca kis da aras iqiTmainc ver midixar. yoveli momdevno kicota xanSi arad iqceva, ara _ kiT dasaerTod, samyaros polaruloba ise-Tive pirobiTi xdeba, rogorc bavS-vobaSi naswavli marjvena da marcxena:,,Tu dadgebiT ase, marjvena aris aqeT,marcxena _ iqiT, Tu SemobrundebiT _piriqiT~.
fizkulturis gakveTilze ramden-jerme rom Semovbrundi, maswavlebel-ma erT adgilas gamaCera da miTxra:,,ase mainc daimaxsovre, gulis mxarearis marcxena~.
garda safexurobrivi azrovnebisa,adamians asociaciuri azrovnebac ax-asiaTebs, Sesabamisad, bevri ver eguebaimas, rom guli marcxnivaa da ara mar-jvniv. mizezi martivia, guli da mar-jvena mxare, orive dadebiTTan aso-cirdeba, marcxena ki _ piriqiT.
miuxedavad Cemi protestisa, gulis
orioTaxi
kairoSi
Tea Tofuria
mxare bolomde marcxenad darCa, gza-ze moZraobis wesebic SemdegnairadCamoyalibda: sul aris ori Sesaxvevi,gulis mxares, an mxares, sadac gulisinamdvileSi unda iyos.
Tumca, aris kidev erTi mimarTule-ba _ zeviT. am mimarTulebis damuSave-bas garkveuli pirobebi sWirdeba, min-imum qalaqgareT cxovreba. qalaqSikorpusebisa da manqanebis gamon-abolqvis gamo varskvlavebi TiTqmis arCans. Sesabamisad, adamians aranairisurvili ar uCndeba, Rame TavqveS xe-lebi amoidos, cas axedos dadafiqrdes, rom samyaro Zalianaraekonomiuradaa mowyobili.
rodesac fiqrob, Tu ras hgavs sam-yaro, midixar daskvnamde, rom samyaroyvelaze metad mitovebul kairoshgavs. anu warmoidgineT es Cvidmetmil-ioniani qalaqi Tavisi saxlebiT, in-frastruqturiT, moednebiT, magram amCvidmeti milioni adamianis gareSe.warmoidgineT, rom mTel kairoSi mx-olod aTi kaci cxovrobs da yvelaerT-erTi korpusis oroTaxian binaSi,sxvagan ki sicarielea.
aTis oTaxSi. bevri araferi, unda gad-mogeRo, mtveri gadagewminda da isevSegelagebina. riki wignebs iRebda, meCemi qvedakabis boloTi vwmenddi, maincgasarecxi iyo. mere oriveni CamovediT,man xelebi daiferTxa, me qvedakaba ga-vixade da sarecx manqanaSi Sevagde.rikisTan SiSvlad siaruls karga xaniamiCveuli viyavi, isic ase dadioda. RameerT leibze gveZina da fanjarazevfiqrobdiT.
am or oTaxSi Cven morigi aTeuliviyaviT. ramdeni xani davrCebodiT, arvicodiT. vicodiT mxolod winaaTeulebis gamocdilebebi, isic wigne-bidan. didi gansxvaveba ar iyo. CveniaTeuli tradiciis farglebs sruli-ad akmayofilebda: ori adamiani brZa-nebebs iZleoda, ori _ yvelafers ini-Snavda da mere narkvevebs werda, ori_ mudmivad saxls aremontebda, ori _absoluturad gaurkvevelia, rasakeTebda da bolo ori _ fanjarazevfiqrobdiT. fanjaraze fiqri Cven armogvigonia, yvela aTeulSi iyo wyvili,romelic fanjaraze fiqrobda. miiC-neoda, rom isini, vinc fanjarazefiqroben, aTeulis yvelaze elitaru-li warmomadgenlebi arian, magramradgan fiqri, meores mxriv, us-
aqmurobasTan asocirdeba, maT kairosor oTaxSi didi mxardaWera arasodeshqoniaT.
TviTon fanjaras rac Seexeba, ar-sebobda legenda, rom bina, romelSicCven vcxovrobdiT eqvsfanjriani iyo.amJamad binas mxolod xuTi fanjarahqonda, ori _ sastumro oTaxSi, erTi_ saZinebelSi, erTi _ samzareuloSida erTi _ saabazanoSi. kidev erTi, me-eqvse fanjrisTvis jer veravis miegno.isic gaugebari iyo, dRemde arsebobdaes fanjara, Tu ukve aRar, an saerTod,ra daniSnuleba unda hqonoda da romcgvepova, raSi unda gamogveyenebina. mi-uxedavad amisa, fanjaraze fiqrikairoSi moxvedril aTeulebs tradi-ciad eqcaT da am konkretul Semadgen-lobaSi es tradicia me da rikim gav-agrZeleT.
rikim gulmodgineT gaaswora ze-wari da dawva. me ukve kai xania viweqida Wers viyavi aCerebuli. Wers orilaqa etyoboda, erTi wertiliviT dameore _ paralelopipedis msgavsi.SemCneuli mqonda, rom rodesacwertiliviT laqas vuyurebdi, TavSigabeduli azrebi momdioda, rodesacmeore laqas _ skeptikuri.
gverdze gadavtrialdi da rikisSevekiTxe.
_ riki, ocdaTormeti wlis gaxdiukve?
_ ki, SarSan._ vberdebiT..._ mere ra..._ is, rom male wertiliviT laqas
veRar davinaxav da TavSi gabeduliazrebi aRar momiva.
rikis gaecina._ Senc me miyure.mec cota xani vuyure. msiamovnebda
rikis yureba. magram riki TviTkmariarseba iyo da alerss arasodes iTxov-da. Riziandeboda, Tu moferebas da-vupirebdi. amitom TavqveS xelebi davi-wyve da fanjaraze fiqri gavagrZele.
am oTaxSi moxvedrilma TaobebmaZiriTadi mimarTulebebi ukve daa-muSaves. sul pirvelad egonaT, romfanjara tualetSi unda eZebnaT, rad-gan erTaderTi oTaxi, romelsac fan-jara ar hqonda, tualeti iyo. mereganixiles yvela kedeli, maT Sorisiataki da Weri. mere erT-erTma wamo-ayena Teoria, rom romelime axla ar-sebuli fanjara adre ormagi iyo.ufro meti popularobiT sargeblob-da azri, rom fanjara pirobiTi saxe-lia da masSi sakanalizacio xvreli,karebi, unitazi, sakvamuri da sxva ms-gavsi naxvretebi igulisxmeba. nakle-bad damajerebeli, magram mxatvruliTeoriac arsebobda imis Sesaxeb, romfanjara Tavad adamiania... mokled,rodesac me da riki am or oTaxSi davi-badeT, yvela ZiriTadi mimarTulebaukve safuZvlianad iyo damuSavebulida aqedan umetesoba erTxel da sam-udamod dawunebuli.
magram Cven fanjaraze undagvefiqra da amitom Teorias TeoriazevigonebdiT.
Tavidan riki ambobda, rom fanjarameore oTaxia, samSabaTs _ orSabaTi,orSabaTs ki _ piriqiT.
_ da mere amiT ra ro? - vekiTxebo-di me.
_ arc araferi, magram Cven xom arviciT, sinamdvileSi ra daniSnulebaaqvs fanjaras. iqneb, misi daniSnulebaarc araferi ar aris.
_ maSin, me mgoni, ufro mag daniS-nulebaze unda vifiqroT. jer kidevmesame aTeulSi Tqva saraketam, romTavdapirvelad fanjris daniSnulebaunda gaarkvio da mere amiT mixvdebi,is sad aris.
_ magis meti ra arkvies, magram radginda. me mainc mgonia, rom unda dadgeda praqtikulad eZebo.
_ me kidev egre ar mgonia, _ vuTx-ari me da mzera pragmatul laqaze ga-davitane, _ me mgonia, rom ase ubral-od mtverSi amoviglagnebiT.
unda gauWirdes kacs, rom seqsis mereaTi wuTi ver moiTminos da daiZinos.
_ Tu eZineba? _ me magari Zilisgu-da var da yvela mecodeba, visac eZine-ba.
_ Sen kidev aq xar? rodis mifrinavsaberZneTSi?
_ male. marTla, fotoaparatiunda maTxovo.
_ waiRe, TekuS.
***froidis sizmrebis axsnas Tu da-
vujerebT, me cocxlad damarxvis SiSimaqvs. deJa viu ZilSi, anu SegrZneba im-isa, rom es sizmari ukve naxe, Turme imasniSnavs, rom meSinia, erTxel kuboSi argamoviRviZo. simarTle rom vTqvaT,msgavsi ramis arasdros mSinebia, Tum-ca, logikurad Tu vimsjelebT, undameSinodes im martivi mizezis gamo, romsikvdilis saerTod ar mjera.
saberZneTi Cemi morigi deJa viu iyo,oRond cxadSi. es qveyana aSkaradsadRac mqonda nanaxi. Tu gaviTval-iswineT, rom ,,es qveyana~ ZiriTadadzRva da mzea, misi naxva Sinidan gausv-leladac SeiZleboda. rasac ver nax-av, es aris vertikaluri Rrublebigadaxurebul caze. albaT, sicxisganaaaq Rrublebi aseTi vertikaluri.
_ rodesac cxadSi gemarTeba deJaviu, niSnavs Tu ara es imas, rom am cx-ovrebaSi mkvdari gamogiSves? _ ve-kiTxebi jijis.
_ saberZneTi yovelTvis sazRvaoqveyana iyo, yovelTvis. sxvanairadarasodes yofila, _ berZnebi cdi-loben, agvixnan, Tu rogor inarCunebenam sxvadasxva zomis kunZulebs. CvencvcdilobT, gavigoT. kacma rom Tqvas,saberZneTSi amis gamo CamovediT. sim-poziumis Tema Savi zRvispira qveyneb-is ganviTareba da konfliqtebis mog-varebaa. samocdaaTamde kaci varT dayvela aq myofs samSobloSi erTi zRvada erTi konfliqti mainc gvelodeba.
***saburTaloze mxiaruleba piks aR-
wevs.sainformaciom raRaca gamoacxada._ gadarTe, gogo, es televizori,
Tu movlen rusebi, davinaxavT fanjri-dan.
_ ra CavrTo, Torem ki._ musika CarTe._ CarTuli ar iyo?_ mag musikiT gavasveneT babuaCe-
mi..._ ager, maSin kino da uyureT._ rad minda es SiSveli kaci?_ ratoa SiSveli?_ peniss ver xedav?_ ra penisia eg?! penisi ki ara haikua._ sxva naxe rame._ aq meti arxi ar iWers.
***holSi pasportebi mogvTxoves da
oTaxebSi gadagvanawiles. me irenTanerTad movxvdi. ireni ruminelia, CemsgverdiT Zinavs da nervebs miSlis.
_ egrea, magram SeiZleba avlensTavs, magram Cven ver vxvdebiT.
_ an SeiZleba arc aris sasicocx-lo mniSvnelobis.
_ albaT, ufro aris, ase rom ariyos, aTidan or kacs mis moZebnas ra-tom dagvavalebdnen.
_ maSin, modi CamovTvaloT, ragvaklia da aqedan mivxvdebiT, Tu ragvWirdeba damatebiT.
me da riki sxvadasxva oTaxSidavsxediT, me orSabaTSi erTmaneTzeaxorxil avejze, riki _ samSabaTiscariel iatakze da wera daviwyeT. maleorives grZeli sia gvqonda.
_ axla, modi, imazec SevTanxmdeT,rom fanjara yvelasTvisaa da danakli-sic saerTo unda iyos, _ Tqva rikim.
_ axla is problemebia gadasaxazi,romlebsac piradad vera, magram erT-maneTis meSveobiT ki movagvarebT, _ esisev me vTqvi da rodesac gadaxazvadaviwye, aRmoCnda, rom siaSiaRaraferi darCa.
me da rikim erTmaneTs SevxedeT._ ucnauria, _ Tqva rikim, _ raR-
ad gvinda fanjara?_ ho, ucnauria, _ vTqvi mec da sias
sadac Cven mogviyvanes, Tavs ucnauribiznesiT irCens, saabazanos Rrubleb-is gayidviT. aq zRvis fskerze izrdebamcenare, romelic Zalian hgavs saaba-zanos Rrubels. rom ar icode, Cveu-lebrivi, daCxvletili rezinisgan ve-rafriT gaarCev. zRvis fskerisgan amo-
tanili Rrublebi naturaluria daorganizmisTvis sasargeblo. megzur-Si weria, rom is warmatebiT acilebsmkvdar ujredebs, gacilebiT didxansZlebs, ar inarCunebs mikrobebs da in-terieris gasaformebladac gamoiyene-ba.
kalimnosSi es Rrublebi yvela ma-RaziaSi devs da minimum oTxi evroRirs, Tu didia, ormoci da samocic.aris calke maRaziebic, sadac mxolodsaabazanos Rrublebi iyideba. maTi mop-oveba usafrTxo saqme ar aris. fskeri-dan myvinTavebi zogjer naxevradgagudulebi amohyavT. rodesac adami-ani gagudulia, tvins Jangbadi armiewodeba, iwyeba tvinis ujredebis nek-rozi, rac Semdeg sxvadasxva daavadeb-is saxiT vlindeba, magaliTad, saxsre-bis defeqtis saxiT. aqve vigeb, romarasworad CayvinTvis Semdeg bevrikoWldeba da kalimnosic koWlebiTaasavse. aqvT nacionaluri cekvac,romelic sirtaks hgavs, magram koWlo-biT unda icekvo. erT-erTma adgilo-brivma agvixsna, rom am cekvas Terapi-uli datvirTvac hqonia, anu cekvav dasaxsrebic nel-nela moZraobas eCveva.
me curva ar vici. curvaze erTi Tvedavdiodi, viswavle, magram Semdegiseve gadaveCvie, rogorc sazRvarga-reT wasul megobars gadaeCvevianxolme. Sesabamisad, saberZneTSi CemizRvasTan urTierToba yelamde wyal-Si bolTis cemiTa da mzeze garujviTSemoifargla. wyalSi fexze gauxdeladSevdiodi, rezinis Ria fexsacmelebiT,romelic sastumroSi Custebad mecva.Rrma ar iyo da Tavisuflad SeiZlebo-da TxuTmeti metri ase CustebiTgageara, magram me verc erTxel vergavbede. davapire da roca wyaliyelTan boRmasaviT momawva, mivxvdi, Turatom ar cdiloben saberZneTis kun-Zulebi separatizacias. aranairitradicia da swori politika ar uS-velida, rom ara panikuri SiSi gaSlilzRvaSi marto darCenis. marto rCebiuhaero sivrcesTan, uzarmazar wnevas-Tan da fargliT Semoxazul horizont-Tan...
es xalxi aq daibada da gaizarda,yvelas Tavisi dakoWlebis istoria aqvsda kargad ician, saberZneTi sazRvaoqveyanaa, magram adamiani erTmniS-vnelovnad xmeleTis cxovelia.
***meZineba, magram mxolod me. ireni
sawolze zis da wyals svams. rac aqvarT, me eg sasadiloSi ar daminaxavs.saWmels ver vWamo. me roca gavdivar,mTxovs, wyali wamovuRo. onkanis ar is-meva, sadilis dros Tu mogitanen. mereukve an barSi unda iyido, an _ qalaqSi.amitom, sadac muqTa wyals davinaxav,momaqvs.
am saRamos berZnuli tkbileulicamovutane. sawolSi udevs da uyurebs.mec gamomicdia, roca adamiani gabra-zebulia, saylapavi sistema sustdebada yvelaferze azidebs.
_ unda Wamo, iren._ ar mSia._ gSia, ubralod ver grZnob.ireni namcxvars iRebs da pirisken
miaqvs. gadaylapviT ki gadaylapa, ma-gram guli aeria. Zlivs Seaswro saaba-zanoSi.
me Sevyevi._ mezizReba saWmeli._ moica, Tavi agiwio. ra hqvia mag
biWs?_ ian radu._ hm, aeroportis saxels hgavs.
***rikim mSvidi wola icoda, Tumca
ZilSi tansacmeli eCaCeboda da vus-worebdi xolme. Cvens gverdiT kompiu-teris kaci iZinebda, eriki. kairoSi misimovaleoba yvelafris CaniSvna danarkvevebis wera iyo. mTeli dReebiTavi leptopSi hqonda Serguli. imde-ni moaxerxa, rom kompiuteris virusiSeeyara, kompiuters ara, TviTon _troas cxeni. rac es gaigo, mas Semdegcota moSorebiT wveboda, sxvebs ar ga-davdoo.
_ riki, troas cxeni rom gadmogve-dos, _ wavCurCule rikis.
_ ra sisuleles ambob, _ rikis nax-
evrad eZina._ kompiuteridan adamians Tu
gadaedo, adamianidan adamianze veRargadava?
_ moica ra.me fiqri gavagrZele. troas cxenze
fiqri Cems movaleobaSi ar Sedioda,magram Rame imisTvisaa, rom iseT raRa-caze ifiqro, rac ar gevaleba.
_ rasac ar unda vfiqrobde, ucebgamoxteba da es bavSviani qali damidge-ba Tvalwin. arc qali vici vinaa, arc _bavSvi.
_ Seni coli xom araa, Seyvarebu-li, sayvareli?
_ ara, araa._ deda?_ arc deda._ maSin RvTismSobeli yofila._ ara, ra RmerTi. Cveulebrivi bavS-
viani qalia. gamoxteba da veRar vi-Soreb. sul Cems tvinSia, desktopzedayenebuli suraTiviT.
_ aba, ra giTxra.eriki ramdenime dRis win daafor-
mates. bavSvian qals is aRar Seuwuxe-bia, principSi, arc sxva rames, radganbevri arc araferi axsovda. ubralod,xandaxan modioda CvenTan da gvekiTx-eboda, fanjara xom ar gipoviaTo.Tavidan megona, rom internetis fan-jaras eZebda.
_ ar gvipovia, erik, _ vuTxari,roca bolosdabolos mivxvdi, ra un-doda. mere marTla dainteresebulmavkiTxe, _ gWirdeba?
_ ki, ki, Zalian, _ miTxra erikma._ da raSi gWirdeba?eriki dabneuli miyurebda da pasuxs
ver mcemda._ raSi gWirdeba, erik? gexvewebi,
miTxari. rom gqondes es fanjara, ai,warmoidgine rom gaqvs, ras izam?
eriki isev dabneuli miyurebda._ ar vici._ gexvewebi, dafiqrdi da miTxari,
fanjaras raSi gamoiyeneb?_ ar vici, ara.me leibze muxlebiT videqi da eriks
Sevcqerodi im imediT, rom iqneb, mismzeraSi mainc wamekiTxa, raSi sWirde-boda fanjara. magram erikis TvalebSimxolod is Canda, rac nebismieri ax-laddaformatebuli kompiuterisdesktopze Cans _ cisa da mindvris ba-nalurobamde zogadi da nacnobi xedi.
***froidis sizmrebis axsnas Tu da-
vujerebT, me literaturuli niWimaqvs. sizmarSi es ase gamoixateba, sko-laSi davdivar. qiromantiasac Tu da-vujerebT, isev literaturis niWi maqvs(gonebis xazi boloSi oradaa gay-ofili). zustad aseTive xazebi aqvTCems poet megobrebs da perioduladmaTac esizmrebaT skolebi, yvelas iq,sadac daamTavra.
cxadSi Cemi skola aqedan ZalianSorsaa. yovlad prozaul restoranSivzivar da vcdilob, rame SevWamo.jijis ar iyos, sad ra gagikvirdeba, arici. darwmunebuli viyavi, rom berZnu-li samzareulo erT-erTi saukeTesoiyo, magram imis mixedviT Tu vim-sjelebT, rasac aq gvaWmeven, berZnebsqvabi da qura erTad arc unaxavT.sauzmes ver mivekare, TiTqos mec ianraduze viyo Seyvarebuli.
gamosavali sanapiroze gaseirneba-Sia. zRvaSi viyurebi da wyalmcenareebsvaTvaliereb. bavSvobaSic ase viyure-bodi soxumis zRvaSi, raTa CaZirulidioskuria damenaxa. Zalian mikvirda,rom ver vpoulobdi.
_ manaxeT, sad CaiZira dioskuria,_ vexvewebodi ufrosebs, romlebmacmxolod is icodnen, rom iq sadRacasqalaqi iyo da axla aRar aris.
rikize eWvianoba karga xnis windaviwye, ufro sworad mudmivad veWvi-anobdi, magram bolos ise gamifaqizdawinaTgrZnoba, eleqtronul fostazewerili rom momdioda, imasac kivgrZnobdi. miTumetes vgrZnobdi, romCemi da rikis daSoreba gardauvaliiyo. kacma rom Tqvas, arc arasdrosvyofilvarT erTad, ubralod, kairosor oTaxSi vcxovrobdiT da msgavsimovaleobebi gvekisreboda.
erT dResac rikim samzareuloSimxarze xeli momxvia da miTxra, romcvlilebebi igegmeboda.
_ male Sens magivrad sxva Semova,_ Tqva rikim, _ albaT, fanjarazefiqrs axla mas daavaleben.
me gazze Semomdgar aduRebul wy-als mivaCerdi.
_ kargi.ori oTaxi orSabaTs davtove.
pirvelad viyavi gareT da mxoloddaaxloebiTi warmodgena mqonda imaze,Tu ras davinaxavdi. kairo fanjre-bidanac Canda da yovelTvis vicodi,rom is didi qalaqia. im orSabaTs CemifexiT gamovedi am qalaqSi da mTelidRe cariel quCebSi vixetiale. arsadaravin iyo. Sevdiodi ugamyidvelo ma-RaziebSi da vicvamdi tansacmels. Sem-deg Sevdiodi kafeebSi da vsadilobdi.varaudiT virCevdi quCebs, vuxvevdigulis mxares an mis sapirispirod davfiqrobdi, rom riki, albaT, xSiradmomenatreboda, Tumca mas arasodesvyvarebivar.
mere kairos SuagulSi, gaSlil baR-Si Camovjeqi. mtredebs kafedan wamoRe-buli namcxvari davufSveni da isev gan-vagrZe fiqri. SevamCnie, rom axlarikize swored ise vfiqrobdi, rogorcadre fanjaraze, logikurad da safex-urebis monacvleobiT. yovel meoresafexurze vsvamdi kiTxvas, Tu ratomunda momnatreboda kaci, romelsac arvainteresebdi da romelsac axla ukvesxva usworebda tansacmels.
da rodesac namcxvari mTlianadSemomefSvna, bolos da bolos, CemsTavs gamovutydi, rom riki arafer Sua-Si iyo, me momenatreboda is dro, rode-sac axalgazrda viyavi da jer kidevSemeZlo siyvaruli.
***dila-saRamos locvebis kiTxva
wesad maqvs. amis gamo, sastumroSi CemigaRviZeba yovelTvis problemas ukav-Sirdeba, verafriT vpoulob aRmosav-leTs. fanjridan yurebis da mzisdireqtoriis gamoTvlis mere mainc
miuxedavad amgvari perspeqtivisa,martiv ricxvebs formula ara aqvs, ma-gram aqvs Tvisebebi: imis gamo, rom mx-olod erTze da sakuTar Tavze iyofa,martivi ricxvi xSirad absoluturadgamousadegaria: ver gayof, ver Sekve-cav, Tu gaamravleb, jami yovelTvisraRac ucnauroba gamogiva.
1-100 SualedSi 25 martivi ricxvia,mere da mere maTi raodenoba klebu-lobs. ifiqro martiv ricxvebze daax-loebiT igivea, rac TavqveS xelebi am-oido da varskvlavebian cas axedo.verc erTs da verc meores verasodesverafers gaugeb, magram arc kosmosSida arc ricxvebSi mTavari is ar aris,Tu romel kanonebs eqvemdebarebianisini. adamianis orsafexurianiazrovneba amas SeiZleba verasodesCawvdes, magram Tu mainc xSiraddafiqrdebi, aucileblad igrZnob,rom samyarosac da ricxvebsac aqvsTavisi myari maxasiaTeblebi da pirve-li ori aqedan pirobiToba da maradi-ulobaa, amasTan pirobiTobac maradi-ulia da maradiulobac _ pirobiTi.
***Cems saabazanoSi naTuras denis
wyarosTan raRac problemebi aqvs.CasarTveli derefanSia, magram rocaxels vaWer, sinaTle abazanaSi mxolodramdenime wuTis mere irTveba. erTad-erTi rac unda, abazanis kideze aco-ceba da naTuris kargad moWeraa, ma-gram ase saabazono erTi Cveulebrivisaxlis Cveulebrivi oTaxi gaxdeba,axla ki misi gamoisobiT Cemi binapirdapir samyarosaviTaa mowyobili,
anu sinaTlis sxivi igvianebs. SegiZlia,aanTo, mere saabazanoSi Sexvide daSenive anTebul Suqs daxvde.
efice. Zveli, warmarTuli Selocvaiyo. me sadac vcxovrobdi, iq mori-elebic bevri icoda da SelocvebicZalian uyvardaT.
,morielo, morielis Svilo,Seni deda Cemi deda iqneba,Seni mama Cemi mama iqneba,nu mikben da arc me mogklav~...morielebs ar ukbeniaT, magram me
sadac davinaxavdi, vxocavdi da zeTianSuSebSi vyridi. ratomRac sjerodaT,rom zeTSi Senaxuli morieli Sxamsgamoyofs da Tu mas nakbenze waisvam,geSveleba.
didi xnis mere sofelSi Casulmamorielebian SuSebs rom Sevxede,sindisma Semawuxa. rodesac maT vklav-di, SeiZleba mcnobdnen da egonaT, romar gavimetebdi. es me gavefice maT daara isini me. isini ar mosulan da aruTqvamT: ,,adamiano, adamianis Svilo,Seni deda Cemi dedaa~...
sindisma Semawuxa da, cota ar iyos,SemeSinda kidec, Tu didxans vicocx-leb, xom SeiZleba rodesme dadges dromorielebis SurisZiebis.
Cemodans viReb da movdivar, zustadvici, rom aq aRar davbrundebi. vici,radgan me is adamiani var, romelmackairoSi fanjara ver ipova.
me ver vipove fanjara da Camanacv-les. me Camanacvles da amitom ZalianmeeWveba siyvarulis, romelic wyevla-Si Senaxuli mteriviT didxans gaZlebs.Cems qveyanas kimerielebma gadauares,Cemi qveyana mtriania da aRarc me mex-erxeba megobroba. Cemi ZmaTnaficebioci welia, zeTSi tivtiveben. nu gamo-migzavni, iren, vizas!
napirze darCenilebi xelebs gviqn-even. odnav Canan, magram irenis xelsuceb vcnob. ar vici, ra SeiZina amisTanaian radum, magram faqtia, rom es majam-de TeTri mtevani samudamod dakarga.
***_ Camoxvedi, Teko? gSia?_ ara, ar mSia._ kai iyo?_ ki, kai iyo._ yavac ar ginda?_ yava minda. momiduRe da moval._ kargi.derefanSi Suqis CasarTavs xeli
avkari da mSobliuri wylis qveS davd-eqi. mere tansacmeli gaumSralebladgadavicvi, karebi gamovaRe da mTvari-dan dedamiwaze yavis dasalevad gam-ovedi.
_ yvelafris Tavi da Tavi mainc isaris, rom werili arasworad waikiTx-es. ar an ver gaiges msjelobis paTosida saxismetyveleba. saqme is aris, romsintagma ̀ poetur muzas sZinavs~ gada-taniTi, metaforuli mniSvnelobiTmiuTiTebs saerTo kriziss da aracalkeuli poetis, calke aRebuli sub-ieqtis mdgomareobas. me ar vici, Sesa-Zloa zogierTi poeti dRes mRviZare-bis mwvervalze iyos da `sasTumalzeerTxelac ar daiZinos~, magram faq-tia, rom zogadad poeturi muza Tv-lems, isvenebs.
bolos da bolos, RmerTma SeisvenaSesaqmis Semdeg da poeziam rom Seis-venos cota xniT mainc, ra gasakviria.
_ ki, magram amdeni leqsi iwereba,amdeni axali saxeli gamoCnda, amde-ni axali msoflxedva da stilia...
udavoa, rom poeziis klasikur qveyana-Si ana kalandaZemde ar gvyolia klasikosipoeti qali. mTeli TxuTmeti saukune elo-da qarTuli sinamdvile ana dedofals. jer-jerobiT pirveli da ukanaskneli qali-klasikosi 2008 wlis 15 marts miibara mTaw-mindis panTeonma. isev dacarielda poeziisdedoflis taxti.
unda vaRiaroT, Cveni poeziis dedoflo-bis gamokveTili maRalreitinguli preden-denti ar Cans, miuxedavad imisa, rom poetiqalebis deficits Cveni mwerloba namd-vilad ar ganicdis.
roca am saganze davfiqrdebi, zogjersaTvalavic ki amereva. sabednierod, gvyavskanonikuri leqsis ostatebic da verlibris-tebic. me vin var, magram Tu raime mniSvnelo-ba aqvs Cems azrs, konvenciuris mxarezea.pirdapir unda iTqvas, verlibrssaqarTveloSi bevri mkiTxveli ar hyavs. mi-uxedavad amisa, aqvs arsebobis ufleba dagarkveul xibls matebs Cvens poetur anTo-logias. isic naTelia, rom gasuli saukunissamocdaaTiani da oTxmociani wlebis bumiuxmaurod Cacxra, kinaRam vTqvi Cainavla-meTqi. Salva nucubiZe unda iyo, rom Tqva –romeli forma ukeTesia. albaT is, romel-Sic RmerTia Careuli. sabednierod, RvTis-damRiani leqsebis avtorebi Cveni mSvenieriqalbatonebic arian da aq ukve konkurenciaxelSesaxebia. marto ,,sapovnelas’’ avtorickmara. ver vixseneb, visi sityvebia – poeziaiq aris, sadac siyvarulia. SeuZlebelia iyopoeti da ar iyo Seyvarebuli. vgulisxmobzneobrivs da ara – froiduls. RmerTisa dadedis, samSoblosa da Svilis siyvaruli umaR-lesi kategoriaa. leqsi ,,Seyvarebuli qali’’aTasnair fiqrsa da emocias aRZravs. iseTigrZnoba meufleba, TiTqos igi avtoris av-toportretia, srulyofili, Camoqnil-Camo-Zowili. ,,qalebs riskiani kacebi ufro mos-wonT, vidre xalxs _ Wkviani mefeebi’’. aq av-tori kategoriuli da Seuvalia. `aseTia isqali, aseTi!~
`Seyvarebuli qalis~ poeziaSi ori mara-diuli xatia gardasaxuli – adami anu kaci daeva anu qali. orive maTgani qristianulimoralis CarCoSi Tavsdeba. maT Soris antag-onizmi gamoricxulia. gvaqvs anomaliac. apo-lonios rodoselis cnobiT, lemnoselmaqalebma ,,gaJlites mTeli mamaTa sqesi daTeslad kaci aRar datoves’’. ra Tqma unda,es gza ar midis ufalTan. ,,Seyvarebuli qa-lis’’ lirikis personaJebi uflis gzas adga-nan, yvela maTi codva-madliT, tkiviliTa dasixaruliT. es Sesavali imisaTvis damWirda,rom mkiTxvels warvudgino poeti qali, rom-lis poeziaSi Cakirulia ,,sami oboli suli’’.
es qalbatoni dodo WumburiZea.me da dodo TiTqmis erTi Taobisani varT.
igi quTaisSi gavicani samocdaaTiani wlebisdamdegs, sruliad ymawvili qali iyo. maSinTiTo-orola krebulis avtorebi viyaviT. masSemdeg bevri iwvima da iTova Cvens Tavze.dRes qalbatoni dodo saqarTvelos Tval-saCino poeti da niWieri mklevari-istori-kosia. iqneb amitomac aris, rom mis lirikulpersonaJebSi zogjer gardasuli epoqaTasaxeebi winaurdebian. nimuSad ,,curtavi’’,,,qaldea’’ da ,,pitiasSic’’ kmara, magram me Zve-li iara gamixsna leqsma ,,mariam dedoflisgaxseneba sofel sazanoSi’’:
,,davkarge Cemi TeTri mantia, rac mina-tria, yvelaferi ukve davkarge, am agvis-toSi, TiTqos, martia, ise Wrelia Cemi guli,Cemi sakabe. Cemi sasaxlec caze hxatia, saddedofali imereTis, TrToda mariam, Cumadtiroda da ekvroda Rames xvatians, axlacvtiri da axlac Ramea. ras xmaurobendaWedili bedaurebi, Tavi gadasdo so-lomon meorem, Cumad kvdebian gmirebi dameTaurebi da maT gmirobas veRaravin verimeorebs... dedofali wers trapezunds wer-ils, Tanamecxedre giJia da gauxednavi,Tavze adgas da ukarnaxebs skviTi mxedari:,,batono Cemo, gevedrebiT, erTxel gamigeT,iqneb, gveSvelos, ruseTs wavideT!..’’ vindaujerebs an am Rames, anda dedofals,rodesac mokvda zRapari da ara is drama,kuSti meTofe varskvlavebis daTvliT er-Toba da cremliani kvali misdevs ruseTistramals, Cumad kvdebian gmirebi da meTau-rebi saqarTveloSi (vai, rom!..) kvlavac’’...
_ saubari srulyofili ar ga-mogviva, Tu kritikazec ar vTqviToriode sityva. amaswinaT rostom Cx-eiZe kategoriulad ar dameTanxma,roca kritikuli azris SesustebazemivaniSne. rogor fiqrob, ra viTare-baa dRes kritikuli da Teoriul-literaturuli azrovnebis Tval-sazrisiT?
_ mudmivi Tema: `arsebobs – ar ar-sebobs~. mougvarebeli dilemaa. aseiyo dasabamidan, antikur xanaSi, aseadResac da aseve iqneba momavalSic.
roca vambobT, kritika ar arsebob-so, vgulisxmobT imas, rom is ar arissazogadoebrivi movlena. kritikuliazri zegavlenas unda axdendes sa-zogadoebis cnobierebaze, unda gan-sazRvravdes mis gonebaganwyobilebas,interesebs.
bevri kargi kritikosi gvyavs, ga-naTlebuli, erudirebuli, Rrmad-moazrovne. aqvT TavianTi koncefcia,msoflmxedveloba, gezi, magram, sam-wuxarod, maTi naazrevi saWiro zegav-lenas ver axdens farTo masebze,romelsac sazogadoebas ver vuwodeb-di, radgan is ar arsebobs.
_ rogor, qarTuli sazogadoebaar arsebobs?
_ ar arsebobs. yovel SemTxvevaSi,arsebobis niSnebs ver avlens. aqedangamomdinare, arc kritika arsebobsrogorc sazogadoebrivi movlena.
kritikoss, kritikul azrs xelSem-wyobi sWirdeba, auditoria sWirdeba.kritika ar aris marto Teoriul-Semo-qmedebiTi movlena, praqtikuli mov-lenac aris.
germaniaSi aris erTi mxcovani kri-tikosi marsel raix-ranicki. unda ga-naxa, rogor gamodis telegadacemeb-sa Tu sakoncerto darbazebSi,rogori gafacicebiT usmenen, rogorreagireben mis yovel sityvaze. arada,saubrobs raze – mxolod da mxolodliteraturaze. SarSandel gamokiTx-vaSi germaniis yvelaze gavlenian ad-amianTa Soris meore adgili daikava.
es mesame xeli aklia Cvens kritikas– damgebi, damgvirgvinebeli.
maorganizebeli Zalisa da social-uri dakveTis gareSe kritikas uWirs.
rac Seexeba maradiul dilemas.roca vkamaTobT, sagani arsebobs Tuar arsebobs, es niSnavs, rom arsebobs,radgan ararsebulze seriozuladjer aravis udavia.
esaubra uCa SerazadiSvili
`sami oboli suli~ da CinarsSefarebuli Citi, anu
`Seyvarebuli qalis~ poezia
SoTa zoiZe
aq mkiTxvelma unda ganagrZos gza, rom-liTac samSvidoboze gavalT. es is gzaa,romelic Tamaris epoqidan iwyeba da jeracver gvipovnia.
nakaduliviT sufTa da ankara, qarTulicasaviT Rrma da zRvasaviT uZiroa poetissulieri samyaro.
`hkveTen sxeuls da saqarTvelokankalebs, elavs maxvili, maxvili da Surida yviris yvareli, sxvitori, Cargali, sam-Soblos sami oboli suli’’.
ra vTqvaT, ra vuwodoT am oqrosirmianstriqonebs, sadac metafora metaforazemetia, poezia – poeziaze, abstraqcia – ab-straqciaze meti. vis SeuZlia miTxras, romes Sedevri ar aris?! gaognebuli davrCi, rocaaxlaxan gamocemuli Tanamedrove qarTulipoeziis anTologiaSi es striqonebi ver aR-movaCine.
`o, saiT wavide – ar vici, saiT ar wavide,vici’’. es ukve poetis ,,mea’’. misi ,,gamoucno-bi wuxilia’’, gzaa, romliTac icis, saiT arwavides, radgan marjvniv – sikvdilia, marcx-niv – sikvdilia, win sikvdilia! magram ukandasaxevi gzac rom moWrilia?! aq ukve droda misi faqtori muSaobs. yvelafers Tavisidro aqvs. poetis mxatvrulma abstraqciamdro SeaCera. ,,aq ki, ubralod da unaklodaxvlediani xatavs Tbiliss SeSlil sinaTle-Si’’. ra aris ,,SeSlili sinaTle’’ Tu ara ,,Cve-ni yofa-wuTisofeli?’’ es ukve tatos crem-lis wveTia, romelic drom ver gaaSro. iqnebesecaa SiSis safuZveli, gamoRmiT darCeni-li, ,,cxovrebiT savse da eWviani qalisa’’.
,,aragvispir, aragvispir, ulamazes ana-nurTan, me Sevakvdi Senze fiqrebs,tkivilebiT ganabulTa. caSi nislze migi-TiTe, iq miyvarxar, gana gulTan, Sen caSixar angelozad, gana marTla ananurTan!’’
,,mSveniero kleopatrav, gaisworeTeTri frTebi da miTxari: im sizmarSi – Senrom CarCi, ra moxda, faraoni gaiRviZebs,dedofali Sen iqnebi, raindebic dagicavenmiwaze Tu Camoxval...’’
gvarisTvis... da Semdeg mxatvriT davinteresebulvar. ewera: `vaxtang rurua". es saxelida gvari, Zalian xSirad, guram doCanaSvilis wignebze amomikiTxavs. mogvianebiT batonivaxtangisgan Sevitye, rom isini lamis bavSvobidan erTad modian da doCanaSvilis wignebisumetesoba misi dasuraTebulia. Tavdapirvelad, rac ase iqcevda Cems yuradRebas, iSviaTigemovnebiT Sesrulebuli dizaini iyo. wignis wakiTxvis Semdeg ki TiTqos TavidanaRmovaCendi xolme am mxatvars, axla is sxva ramis gamo mxiblavda – saqme mxolod maRal teqnikasa da gemovnebaSi ar iyo, misi namuSevari literaturuliteqstis Rrma codniT, gaazrebiT iyo Seqmnili.
roca baton vaxtangs misi pedagogebis Sesaxeb vkiTxe, mipasuxa: `isini bevrni iyvnen, magram TqvenTvis es ramdenadaa saintereso _ saubris Tema xom`mkiTxvelia~ da ara `mxatvari~? hoda, daviwyoT~...
daviwyeT. marTalia, mis SemoqmedebiT biografias vicnobdi da kiTxvebic winaswar mqonda momzadebuli, magram saubari ise bunebrivad, dinamiuradda sainteresod warimarTa, rom wignakSi aRarc Camixedavs. is miyveboda saintereso ambebs mwerlebze, damajereblad saubrobda literaturaze, namdvilda yalb mwerlobaze, sayvarel avtorebze, misi saqmianobis sxvadasxva mimarTulebaze...
ojaxuri garemo, tradicia Zlierad aisaxeba adamianze, safuZvelia misi mentalobisa da sabolood, mas ama Tu im kulturul fenas miakuTvnebs.batoni vaxtangi izrdeboda ojaxSi, sadac uyvardaT wigni, sadac TiTqmis yvela xatavda, sadac adamianuri urTierTobebi Rirebulebas warmoadgenda...da sadac, stalins, misi ukiduresad mdare bunebis, znedacemulobisa da deklasirebulobis gamosaxatad, `kintos!~ eZaxdnen... mSobliuri da rusulienebi bebiam aswavla _ qalbatonma, romelic xuT enas flobda da xelsaqmis saocari ostati iyo. sanam SviliSvils wera-kiTxvas Seaswavlida, wignebsTviTon ukiTxavda.
vaxtang rurua:
nosTvis mimuSavia. aseT dros gul-dasmiT vkiTxulob. Torem bevr ramezevityvi `wakiTxuli maqvs~, magram si-namdvileSi iqidan mxolod STabeWd-ilebaa darCenili, gmirebis sax-elebic aRar maxsovs. es wakiTxvas ni-Snavs? ara, ra Tqma unda.
axlaxan, gorSi stalinis Zeglirom aiRes, baton Temur islamovsdaurekavs aCiko gogeliasTvis _ Cemiocneba asrulda, stalinis Zegliiqidan rom moaSoreso, miulocavs.saqarTveloSi cotam Tu icis, vinaris Temur islamovi – warsulSisportsmeni, mofarikave, araqarTuligvariT. daviT kldiaSvilis SviliS-vilia.
_ batono vaxtang, poeziaze jer
araferi giTqvamT...
_ avTo varazi bevrs xumrobda`lirikaze~. sZulda maRalfardovanisiyalbe poeziaSi, rasac CvenTan xSir-ad `karg leqss~ eZaxian. ase ki bevriwerda da dResac wers. cota xnis winmuxran maWavarianis bolo interviuwavikiTxe. muxrani patrioti mwera-
lia, kargi teqnika aqvs, dialeqtebsacostaturad iyenebs. interviuSi mego-brebze ekiTxebian da is SoTa CantlaZ-es axsenebs, siymawvileSi marTlac me-gobrobdnen. SoTa namdvili poeti iyo,cota dawera da sicocxleSi araferigamouqveynebia. siRatakeSi, SimSilSicxovrobda da ase mokvda, upatronod.`saSineli kontra~ iyoo, muxrani am-bobs. normaluri kaci iyo da cxadia,kontra iqneboda. erTi Zma hyavda, ro-mani – Zalian kargi biWi, isic garda-icvala.
_ ucxour literaturaSi Tu gyavT
`Tqveni~ avtorebi?
_ joisi miyvars Zalian, is droSiSemomrCa, didi mweralia...
_ kidev vin SemogrCaT droSi?
_ Cexovi, nabokovi._ STabeWdileba mrCeba, rom
rogorc mkiTxveli, Zalian momTxov-
ni xarT avtoris mimarT. SesaZloa
cnobili mwerali iyos, magram misi
Semoqmedeba TqvenTvis mxatvrul
Rirebulebas ar warmoadgendes. gar-
da gulwrfelobisa, ras iTxovT av-
torisgan?
_ gulwrfelia Tu ara, es wakiTxvisSemdeg gamoCndeba, aba, manamde rogormivxvdebi? wignis arCevisas mniSvnelobaaqvs wyarosac, pirad rekomendacias _sando kacma unda girCios. maxsovs,`ciskarSi~ rCeuliSvilis ori moTxro-ba gamoqveynda da maSinve yvelam wavi-kiTxeT...
_ batono vaxtang, ramdenadac
vici, guram TikanaZis foto-albomis
dizainzec Tqven imuSaveT...
_ diax, albomi me da paata nacvliS-vilma gavakeTeT. TviTon gurami Zaliankargi avtoria, amitom albomic, Tavm-dablobis gareSe vityvi, kargi gamovi-da. samwuxarod, ar vici is sawyisimasalebi, negativebi sad aris daculi,Torem siamovnebiT vimuSavebdiTavidan. maSin teqnikuri saSualebebinaklebad iyo, axla Zalian adviladgakeTdeboda yvelaferi. kargia, romgamaxseneT, bakurs vetyvi, sulakaurs.iqneb, mokidos xeli am saqmes. is Zalianseriozuli gamomcemelia.
_ roca literaturul teqstze
muSaobT, nawarmoebs Tavidan bolom-
de kiTxulobT da rogorc mxatvari,
Semdeg iwyebT mis damuSavebas Tu es-
kizebs paralelurad qmniT?
_ ra Tqma unda, jer teqsts vkiTxu-lob. amis Semdeg vxedav, Tu ra SeiZle-ba aqedan gakeTdes.
_ bibliis sruli gamocemis mxat-
vari brZandebiT. is sabWoTa periodis
miwuruls daibeWda...
_ im wlebSi Zalian rTuli iyo aseTgamocemaze muSaoba. kaTolikos-patri-arqis ZalisxmeviT, wignisTvis Sesaf-erisi sabeWdi masala moviZieT. Tavidanpatriarqs aseTi azri hqonda _ gamo-cemisTvis ilustraciebi mxatvrebs Se-eqmnaT, magram SekveTiT ilustracieb-is momzadebas, SesaZloa, ar gaema-rTlebina. Tu SevukveTavdiT, rogo-ric unda yofiliyo ilustracia, auci-leblad unda gamogveyenebina, wignSigangveTavsebina. umjobesi iyo, mxa-tvrebi, zogadad, Sedgomodnen bibli-ur Tematikaze muSaobas, es gamocema kiqarTuli xelnaweri oTxTavebidan Ser-Ceuli miniaturebiT gagveformebina.patriarqi dagvTanxmda. gamocemisTvisSrifti anton dumbaZem Seqmna. Tu arvcdebi, `ilia~ daarqva. antoni qarTu-li sastambo Sriftis erT-erTi yve-laze kvalificiuri mcodne iyo.
_ Tu ar vcdebi, `didi qarTuli
enciklopediis~ Sriftic mas ekuTv-
nis...
_ antoni gaxldaT mowafe beno go-rdezianisa, romelmac Semoitana sa-gani – qarTuli sastambo Sriftis pro-eqtireba. Sriftis saukeTeso special-istebi _ anton dumbaZe, daTo dunduada lena TvalWreliZe-failoZe misigazrdilebi arian. ase rom, beno gor-dezianma didi saqme gaakeTa, TumcaTavmdabali adamiani iyo da misi saxe-li dRes mxolod specialistebi-sTvisaa cnobili.
_ qarTul Sriftze gimuSaviaT?
_ Sriftze sul vmuSaob, magramZnelia. Zalian Zneli. benoseuli Srif-tis moZieba ramdenjerme vcade, ma-gram, samwuxarod, ver mivakvlie. rocaZveli sabeWdi teqnologiebidancifrulze gadavidnen, liTonisSriftebi kompiuterSi ar SeutaniaT.ase daikarga.
_ garda imisa, rom wignis mxat-
vari brZandebiT, periodikaSic gi-
muSaviaT, sakuTari gamocema gqon-
daT _ `baia~, Jurnali ojaxisaTvis.
es pirveli damoukidebeli gamocema
iyo sabWoTa saqarTveloSi. `baias~
`damani~ mohyva, saymawvilo Jurna-
li... imis Tqma minda, rom rogorc ga-
momcemels, garkveuli gamocdileba
gaqvT. albaT, ucxour sagamomcemlo
processac Tvals adevnebT da ic-
nobT. sainteresoa, dasavlur
gamocemebTan SedarebiT, Tanamed-
rove qarTuli wigni ganviTarebis ra
etapzea?
_ mTels evropaSi, maT Soris Cven-Tanac, saerTo procesi midis – sabe-Wdma teqnologiebma aziaSi gadainacv-la. es negatiuri tendenciaa da is sa-bazro ekonomikis ulmoblobam gamoi-wvia. aziaSi beWdva gamomcemels bevradiafi ujdeba. negatiuri-meTqi imitomvambob, rom wigni SemkveTisgan SorsibeWdeba. poligrafi aq, saqarTvelo-Si unda iyos, is wignis erT-erTi Semqm-nelia. marTalia, wignis proeqtsdizaineri qmnis, magram mTavari xomganxorcielebaa? mxatvrisTvis, daalbaT avtorisTvisac, aucilebelia,wigni axlos ibeWdebodes. Semsrulebe-li aqve unda gyavdes. sxvagvarad ammniSvnelovan procesze kontroliikargeba. Tan profesiebi qreba,gesmiT? ar vici, SeiZleba Zalian speci-fikur rames vambob...
_ batono vaxtang, Tqven kinos mx-
atvaric brZandebiT, araerTi cno-
bili filmi Tqveni dasuraTebulia.
mainteresebs, am filmebidan rome-
lime Tu iyo literaturuli nawar-
moebis ekranizacia da zogadad, ram-
denad warmatebulia xolme mxatvru-
li teqstis amgvarad gacocxleba?
_ magaliTad, literaturuligmiris _ nataSa rostovas genialuriferweruli portreti rom Seqmna, an
`omi da mSvidoba~-s mixedviTsafortepiano nawarmoebi dawero,romanTan cota eqneba saerTo. aseakinoc. is plastikuri xelovnebaa.marTalia, masSi aris dro, aris Txro-ba, magram es ukve sxva saxelovnebodargia. `baTa qeqias~ ekranizaciazevimuSave, mas reJisori leilagordelaZe iRebda. demna Sengelaiases romani, samwuxarod, wakiTxuli armqonda. filmSi aris adgili, sadacbaTa bunebis silamazeze laparakobs.leilas veubnebi, baTa glexia, isbunebis nawilia, mis wiaRSia gazrdilida aseTi paTetikiT ver isaubrebs,yalbia-meTqi. filmis proeqtisdacvaze demna Sengelaiac movida. gvi-ambo, es romani niko lorTqifaniZeswavakiTxe da mTavari gmirismetyveleba damiwunao. miTxra, glexibunebas ase ar aRiqvams, cota xniTqalaqSi Tu gauSveb sacxovreblad daSemdeg daabruneb sofelSi, maSinufroa SesaZlebeli ase imetyveloso...marTali vyofilvar.
bregvaZes, oTar CxeiZes, ana kalandaZes, vaxuSti ko-tetiSvils, Wabua amirejibs...
`albaT ar gaxsovT, me rom giTxariT, rom ar ar-sebobs qveynad ambavi, rom hqonodes odesme bolo-meTqi, da ar ifiqroT, nu gegonebaT, rom ai axla,damTavrebisas, gamomiWireT _ Tumc sisuleliTisic wamomcda, gamosavali arsebobs-meTqi, da _mivageni, ra, ara gjeraT? ager ara var, rodis ramomityuebia, da axlac, keTilo, moT, modiT, mivdgeTda es ambavi suul Tavidan davatrialoT...~
da ai, daTqmul adgilas erTmaneTsnerviulad velodebiT, vikribebiT danemsis yunwisken isariviT mivqrivarT.Cemo Zvirfasebo, gana Cvens ufrosebsSeeZloT codnodaT, Tu rogori Seu-sabamo iyo maTi SiSi Cveni da zRvis Sex-vedris bavSvur sixarulTan?!
nemsis yunwidan zRvamde sulasiode nabijiRa iyo darCenili (ufrozustad _ 127 nabiji; me xom maxsovs,me xom gavzome). netav cocxali Tuaris, netav Tu gadarCa is xe, romelic
goraksa da daWaobebul velobs SoriszRvisken qmnida gasasvlels? axlaiseve Sorsa var im adgilidan, rogorcim droidan da, ra Tqma unda, am man-Zilidan gonebis TvaliT kargad vxe-dav kidec im xes. xom gaxsovT is ucn-auri, orfexa, lodze mdgari tan-wvrili kiparisi? albaT im kiparisisTesli erTxel qarma lodis miwiT am-ovsebul RrmulSi Camoagdo. aqve Seg-axsenebT _ is lodi ubralo rodi iyo,
istoriuli gaxldaT, Zveli cixe-sima-gris nawili. kiparisis sicocxlemow-yurebuli Tesli swored im lodSigaRvivda, aRmocenda da miwas orivefesviT CaeWdo. misi fesvebi izrde-bodnen, maRla miiwevdnen da lamislodsac cisken wevdnen. erT mSvenierdRes kiparisma TiTqos lodi miwasdaanarcxao _ mis Tavze didi xvreliSeqmna. Soridan is xvreli da kiparisierTad gadabrunebul sakerav nemssgavda. nemsis yunws yovelTvis gulisfancqaliT vuaxlovdebodi, imitomrom, mis miRma zRva iwyeboda.
is biZebi xom gaxsovT, romlebicnemsis yunwis siaxloves mdgar magi-dasTan dReniadag nards TamaSobd-nen?! CvenTvis gaugebari iyo(yovelTvis ara, ra Tqma unda, xandax-an mxolod) rogor SeeZloT maT asemSvidad egorebinaT kamaTlebi, rode-sac sul 127 nabijs iqiT zRva iyo gan-rTxmuli! maT kidev Cveni ukvirdaT:
saiTken da ratom Cqaroben es bavSve-bio. arada, unda mimxvdariyvnen _ maTsiaxloves xom ise saamod Srialebd-nen talRebi. Tumca, mogvianebiT,roca mze horizonts miuaxlovdebo-da da sicxec cxreboda, is biZebi nardsTavs anebebdnen da zRvaSi sabanaodemzadebodnen. ise Sediodnen zRvaSi,rogorc cxenebi _ frutunebdnen dafexebiT wyals aSxefebdnen, ris gamoczRva umal mosawyeni xdeboda, zed-
metad marilianic, da fersac ki icv-lida _ momwvano Tu indigo-Salis-feri xdeboda, daaxloebiT iseTi,rogorc f.i. tiutCevis erT-erT leqs-Sia aRwerili.
da Cven mivrbodiT, gzadagza vi-SorebdiT tansacmels da Jivil-xivilT vxtebodiT zRvaSi.
Teodor tiutCevma, romelmac mox-ibla da mere miatova amalia fon kri-ugeri, Tqva: “bednieria is, vinc samya-ro sabediswero wuTebSi ixila”. me kimTeli sxeuliT vgrZnob da vici, romara, ar aris is kaci bednieri! Tu ra
Tqma unda, misi istoriuli cnobismoy-vareoba mis SiSsa da TanagrZnobas araRemateba. odesRac mec ase megona,rom Cems mTel cxovrebas soxumis san-apiros yavaxanaSi, megobrebis wreSiganvlevdi, magram qarborbalam,swored rom istoriis qarborbalamucxo, moSiSvlebul napirze mimagdo,gadamiqrola da Cemi sayvareli adami-anebi Tan waiyola. me ki cocxali dam-tova. rodesac mivxvdi, rom gadavrCi,
afxazi mwerali daur zanTaria (1953-2001) ramdenime romanisa da moTxrobebis krebulis avtoria. man
aseve gamosca ori poeturi wigni. is werda rogorc mSobliur _ afxazur, aseve rusul enaze. afxazeTSi
misi nawarmoebebi didi popularobiT sargeblobs.
dauris yvelaze popularuli nawarmoebi romani `oqros borbalia”. am romanSi is marto sakuTari
xalxis gasaWirze ar msjelobs _ ganicdis sxvaTa satkivarsac.
da ase vfiqrob axla da vambob:rogori viwroa dabadebasa dasikvdils Soris Cawnexili qveynierebada ra usazRvroa nemsis yunws miRmaganfenili samyaro. da Cven sikvdilisSiSi ki ar gvaCerebs aq, gamoRma, aramedmasTan uzenaesTan Sexvedris SiSi! aniqneb piriqiT _ masTan arSexvedragvaZrwunebs.