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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 1 - 14 ivlisi
2016gamoTxoveba`monumentur
mxatvrobasTan~
is weli iyo, bukles kepianma bi bikingma filarmoniis scenaze
romdaukra da Tbilisis `dinamom~ `liver-puls~ mougo Tavsxma wvimaSi.
momadgaZmakaci da miTxra _ ginda, oTxasi mane-Ti gaSovnino sam
dReSio? zafxulikarzea momdgari, meuRle da ori wlisSvili qalaqidan
myavs gasayvani, suf-Ta haerze, romelime axlo-maxlosofelSi. oTxasi
maneTi didi fulia,binis daqiravebas SevZleb ori TviT,gamosakvebad
xelfass vimyofineb... rasaqmea, ra unda gavakeToT-meTqi,vkiTxe.
keramikis feradi filebi undavamtvrioT viRac mxatvrisTviso,
mipa-suxa. vin mxatvari, ra filebi-meTqi,rom gavikvirve, amixsna _
Savnabadaze`komkavSiruli qalaqi~ Sendeba, yve-laze didi darbazis
kedels mozaikuripanoTi upireben damSvenebas da mx-atvrisTvis, visac
es saqme SeukveTes,damxmareebi sWirdebaTo. ̀ komkavSiru-li qalaqi~
cudad momxvda yurSi, Tum-ca jer sxva rame vkiTxe _ samsaxurebsra
vuyoT-meTqi. samecniero-kvleviTinstitutebSi vmuSaobdiT mec da
isic.yazarmuli wesrigi sufevda orivegan.cxvirs ver gamoyofdi gareT
direq-toris xelmowerili saSvis gareSe. dam-amSvida, gacdena ar
mogviwevs, paraskevsaRamos SevudgebiT saqmes da kvira sa-Ramos
movrCebiTo da kidev erTxelgausva xazi anazRaurebis siuxves,calke
Sen da calke me lamis erTi Tvisxelfasi gamogvdis dReSio. mainc
vuTx-ari, biWo, mere magaTi sityva indoba-meTqi? komkavSirlebi
vigulisxme. egreTu gavyeviT, aravis sityva ar indoba,vinc `zeviT~
ariso da cera TiTi aiS-vira Werisken. ra unda meTqva,
davyab-uldi...
im dros samarSruto mikroavto-busebi mxolod TbilisSi
moZraobdnen,qalaqidan gasasvlelad taqsi undadagveqiravebina. iseTi
gasamrjelogveloda, rom es xarji, xuTi Tu SvidimaneTi, daunaneblad
gaviReT. CavediT,SevediT betonis galavniT SemoRobilvrcel
teritoriaze, sadac ukve das-rulebuli da mSenebare nagebobebiidga;
kiTxva-kiTxviT mivageniT mxat-vars, im droisTvis iSviaT jinsis
ko-mbinezonSi gamowyobil axalgazrdakacs, romelmac magrad gaixara
CvenidanaxviT _ or damxmareze verc vio-cnebebdio. masze umcrosma,
pijakzesamkerde niSandabneulma Cvenxela bi-Wma ki, feradi filebis
or mozrdil,lamis Cven simaRle grovasTan migviy-vana, brezentis
calTiTiani xelTaT-manebi mogvca da mxrebze xeli mogvi-TaTuna _ aba,
Tqven iciTo!..
daviwyeT mtvreva. Tavidan ioladwagvivida saqme. filebi Txelebi
iyo dadidi Zaldataneba ar gvWirdeboda maTdasaqucmaceblad jer or da
mere oTxnawilad. udardelad SevcqerodiTCven win aRmarTul borcvebs da
eWvicar gvepareboda, rom araTu sam, ordReSi gavumklavdebodiT maT.
rakimaTematikosi viyavi, daviwye angariSi_ ramden filas
davamtvrevdiT wuTSida aqedan gamomdinare, dReSi ramdenisaaTi unda
gvemuSava. martivi ariT-metikuli gaTvlebiT _ xuTi-eqvsi sa-aTi.
kaci bWobda, RmerTi icinoda dagve-marTa. jer cera TiTebi
agvtkivdafilebze xSiri daWerisagan, mere xe-lTaTmanebi dagvexa.
aRmoCnda, romgadamtvreuli kideebi samarTeblebiv-iT seravdnen
brezents. droulad argamovicvaleT da vinaneT, xelisgule-bi
davisisxlianeT. cxvirsaxocebi ga-daviWimeT, axali xelTaTmanebi
movir-geT da gavagrZeleT mtvreva. Sebinde-bulze davtoveT iqauroba,
avtobusimodioda ̀ merve legionis~ dasaxlebam-de da imas gamovyeviT.
meore diliTacimave avtobuss davemgzavreT Savnaba-dasken. Turme Cem
Zmakacsac CemsaviTgautexia Rame, isic magrad gauw-
zaalsamadaSvili
valebia tkivils, misTvisac wausvamTmalamo Wrilobebis
mosaSuSeblad.mivediT Tu ara, filebis grovebs da-vuwyeT zomva. erT
mesamedze cota nak-lebiT iyo Semcirebuli orive. erT-maneTi
gavamxneveT _ oTx-xuT saaTSiTu amdeni SevZeliT, bolomde gasvlacar
gagviWirdeba or dReSi-Tqo. sadiyo, sad _ ara, mxatvaric
dagvadgaTavze. mousvenroba etyoboda, wamdau-wum Tmaze isvamda xels.
ybedobisTvisar gvecala da rom ar vkiTxeT, ra xde-bao, Tavad gviTxra
_ pirveli Camodisda vnerviulobo. ar vicodiT da imdRes gavnaTldiT,
`pirveli~ Turme
yvelaze maRali rangis komkavSirelsniSnavda; is apirebda Semovlas
damSeneblobisTvis Tvalis Sevlebas.cota xanSi lurjxalaTiani
damlage-beli qalebic gamoCndnen da wvrilisamSeneblo narCenebis
gaxvetasSeudgnen. Cven Sors viyaviT im kedlis-gan, sadac muqi
zolebiT momavali pa-nos konturebi iyo Semoxazuli. danax-viT _
davinaxeT muq kostiumebSigamowyobili kacebi, romlebsac mxat-vari
xelebis qneviT uxsnida raRacas,albaT imas, sad ra feri da
romelifigura unda `damjdariyo~. TavSic argagvivlia, rom es jgufi
CvenTanacgadmoinacvlebda _ gana ra sanaxaviiyo filebis mtvreva. ar
migvdiodasaqme kargad, ver vmuSaobdiT ise,rogorc gvindoda.
Wrilobebs ara uS-avdaT, msubuqad gvwiwknidnen. TiTebigvRalatobdnen
periodulad, xan gviS-eSdebodnen, xan
agvikankaldebodnen.sveneb-svenebiT virjebodiT, TumcavatyobdiT, rom
yovel jerze dasveneb-is dro izrdeboda, xolo TiTebisamoZraveba da
damorCileba sul ufroda ufro gviZneldeboda.
sisxlis mimoqcevis gasaumjobese-blad mtevnebs visresdiT
gamwarebule-bi, viRacis xma rom Cagvesma _ ra in-teligenturi
garegnobis damxmareebiSegirCeviaTo. movixedeT da is jgufiSegvrCa
xelT, weRan kedelTan romidga. sityvebi maRal, msubuqad
Tma-SeTxelebul, ormociode wlis kacs
ekuTvnoda, romelsac yvela mowiwebiTSescqeroda. mxatvarma arc
acia, arcacxela da Tqva _ Cemi megobrebi ari-ano. xma ar amogviRia,
gaviRimeT zrdi-lobianad. martoni rom davrCiT, erT-maneTs gadavxedeT
da bevri vicineTaxal `megobarze~. sityvebma, romelic`pirvelis~
Sefasebas mohyva, xasiaTigamogvikeTa da gavagrZeleT
mtvreva.vixsenebdiT, rodis Seutia Cveni qala-qis kedlebs da vin iyo
`mozaikomaniis~fuZemdebeli. vicodiT romelia, leg-endebi ki ar
gvqonda mosmenili misSesaxeb? Cven mxatvars misi wabaZviTecva
kombinezoni da didi albaTobiT
ocnebobda im dReze, roca erTs ki ara,aT da as saxlsa da kedels
CaigdebdaxelSi asaWreleblad saxelovaniwinamorbedis msgavsad. Cveni
azriT, masZalian gauWirdeboda imis ganxor-cieleba, rac SeZlo
rigiTma, arafriTgamorCeulma mxatvarma, radgan Cven-gan ramdenime
metris daSorebiT myofkacs araferi etyoboda avantiuristi-sa,
romelsac gadaRZuebuli komunis-ti liderebis `daboleba~ SeeZlomdare
gemovnebaze gaTvlili TaRli-Turi triukebiT. didi-didi, monumen-turad
wodebuli mxatvrobis yavlisgasvlamde wvrili da saSualo
SekveT-ebisTvis gamoekra xeli mliqvnelobiswyalobiT.
sanam qalaqisken mimaval avtobusSiavidodiT, ludi davlieT. cali
xeliTver viyudebdiT boTlebs, meores vax-mardiT, xelisgulebTan erTad
TiTe-bic dabintuli gvqonda mokriveebiviT.arayic mivayoloTo,
mTavazobda Zmaka-ci, tkivils gagviyuCebs, RamiT tkbi-lad
dagveZinebao, magram ver damiyo-lia, daRlili da mSieri erTma
boTl-ma ludmac ise momTenTa, rom kinaRamsasauzmeSive CavTvlime,
sadac Cvengarda ̀ qalaqis~ mSeneblobaze dasaqme-buli mZRolebi
isxdnen, sigaretseweodnen da ybedobdnen.
vinane, rom ar davujere, wina Ramemonagoni aRmoCnda imasTan, rac
imRames gadavitane. ar miZinia, tkivil-gamayuCebeli abebiT
gaWyepils gamTe-
niamde Tbil wyalSi mqonda Cambalidaserili da Sesiebuli TiTebi.
nuRarwaxvalo, miTxra meuRlem, bolosdab-olos gangrenas xom ar
daimarTeb fu-lis gulisTviso. jiutad rom gadava-qnie Tavi, axsna
scada, gamouZinebeli,gaTanguli, aseTi gaubedurebuli xe-lebiT ver
SeZleb muSaobaso. gavjiut-di da qvisgan gamoTlil kerpad viqe-ci,
romlis gaqvavebulobas gare sam-yarodan Semosuli vercerTi signalirom
ver arRvevs. filebi rogor undamemtvria _ ar vfiqrobdi, unda
wav-suliyavi samtvrevad da _ morCa. sa-magierod, Cemma Zmakacma
icoda, raunda gveqna, rogor unda movq-ceuliyaviT da SevxvdiT Tu ara
_miTxra. aRar mouyolia, rogor CaiaraRamem _ saxeze ewera, masac
Cemzearanaklebi parkuWebi ekida Tvale-bqveS. mokledo, imis fuli
gada-vaxdevinoT rac vimuSaveT da wamovide-To... saqmis naxevari xo
gavakeTeT, hoda,gamovarTvaT oras-orasi maneTi dadavemSvidoboT
monumentur mx-atvrobaso... naxevari ki ara, filebislamis ori
mesamedi gvaqvs damtvreu-li-meTqi, vuTxari. CasvlisTanave
dap-ataravebuli grovebis ori dRis winan-deli simaRle gavaxsene
dabintuli xe-lebis awev-daweviT, warmosaxviTi _Zveli da realuri _
axali niSnulisCvenebiT.
gadavwyviteT, jer mxatvrisTvisgveTqva, muSaobas rom veRar
vagr-ZelebdiT da amis mere davlaparake-bodiT samkerde niSnian biWs.
gveTqvamisTvis, rom saqmis didi nawili gvqon-da Sesrulebuli da
miuxedavad amisa,Sepirebuli gasamrjelos naxevarzecgaxldiT Tanaxma,
raki mtvrevas vwyvet-diT. imedi gvqonda, rom yvelaferi wy-enis
gareSe Caivlida, radgan vinc kixelebze dagvxedavda,
uyoymanoddaijerebda muSaobis Sewyvetis mizezs.xelebisTvis arcerTs
ar dauxedavs,arc Cven mogviklavs Tavi WrilobebisdemonstrirebiT.
erTmac TanagrZno-biT gvismina da meoremac, mxatvarmadananebis
niSnad amoioxra kidec _eeho... civi Sxapi ki samkerde
niSnianmabiWma gadagvavlo. gvkiTxa, samuSaos samdReSi Sesrulebaze
viyaviT SeTanxme-bulebio? Tavi davuqnieT, viyaviT-Tqo.dasrulebulia
saqmeo? ra unda gveTq-va, kvlav Tavi gavaqnieT, amjerad uar-is
niSnad. hoda, vwuxvar, magram rakidarCenas da saqmis bolomde
miyvanasver axerxebT, anu pirobas arRvevT,kapiksac ver gadagixdiTo.
ese igi, racgavakeTeT ar iTvlebao? _ hkiTxa Cem-ma Zmakacma da xeli
dacotavebulifilebisken gaiSvira. razec SevTanxm-diT, is unda
Sesrulebuliyo, sityvazevendeT erTmaneTs, sityva _
sityvaao,gvipasuxa da SevSindi, am pasuxs mZimegagrZeleba ar
mohyoloda. rodis aqeTdaiwyeT `kamsamolebma~ quCis biWebiv-iT
laparakio, gamoscra kbilebs SorisCemma Zmakacma da sanam gatokebas
mo-vaswrebdi, moqneuli xeli ise axlosmiutana saxesTan, TiTqos
Semdeg jerzeSublSi Cafarebas upirebda. veZgere dagamovwie ukan. rom
ar damsxltomoda,saltesaviT SemovaWde xelebi, TanaqeT-iqiT daviwye
Tvalebis ceceba,vinme xom ar gviyurebs-meTqi. Cxubs aqaravin
dagviwyebda, samagierod mi-liciis gamoZaxebas ar
daizarebdnen.veravin SevamCnie. mxatvari, romelicam dros kedelTan
fusfusebda xolme_ sadRac aorTqlebuliyo. Treva-TreviT gamovaride
iqaurobas. rom me-gona, daSoSminda-meTqi da xeli gavuS-vi, gaiqca,
Cven samuSao adgilTan mi-irbina da darCenili filebi
fexebiTmiyar-moyara zogi sad da zogi sad...isev davebRauWe, amjerad
mklavze daase viareT manam, sanam zurgsukan armovitoveT mSenebare
`qalaqi~.
didxans, Zalian didxans vuyve-bodiT nacnob-megobrebs Cveni
`gada-gdebis~ ambavs da Tavidan Tu guls viox-ebdiT ̀ gadamgdebis~
lanZRviT, mere damere brazi sicilSi gadaizarda da vi-cinodiT xolme
sakuTar gulubryvi-lobaze. amasobaSi isic SevityveT, rommarto Cven
ar vyofilvarT motyue-
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi proza1 - 14 ivlisi
2016bulebi. sami dRe veravin Zlebda Tur-me filebis damqucmaceblad _
erTi,didi-didi dRenaxevari. fuls arcimaT uxdidnen, yvelas erTi da
imaveseubnebodnen, sityva-sityvaao da ram-denime aTas maneTad
Rirebul saqmesufasod akeTebinebdnen. sxvebi rogoreguebodnen amas,
ver getyviT, Tumcaisinic pirSi Calagamovlebulebi rCe-bodnen da
Sinisaken mimavlebs fulisnacvlad daCexil-dasiebuli, muStadSekruli
xelebi ewyoT jibeebSi.
* * *es ambavi amiT ar damTavrebula, mas
kidev erTi epizodi daemata, oRondmogvianebiT, cameti wlis
Semdeg. mo-mxdaris Sesaxeb im moxaliseebisgan Sev-itye, vinc Cem
ZmakacTan erTad Savna-badaze gadioda wvrTnas afxazeTSiSemoWril
rusebTan saomrad wasvliswin. erT Rames raRacnair yru
bagunsgauRviZebia mebrZolebi. amdgaran, mi-ugniaT im adgilisTvis,
saidanac xmamoismoda da ras Seswrebian _ mimd-gariyo Turme es Cemi
Zmakaci uzarmaz-ar kedelze gadaWimul mozaikur panosda mTeli ZaliT,
gametebiT urtyamdaavtomatis kondaxs. frontze Casuli,mesame dRes,
tamiSSi, zRvidan gad-mosxmuli desantis mogeriebisas moce-la tyviam.
afxazeTSi daiRupa ̀ pirvel-ic~, mSeneblobis dasaxedad mosulimaRali
kacic, mxatvris damxmareebirom Segvaqo _ is tyved Caigdes ruseb-is
mxardamxar mebrZolma daqirave-bulebma da sadRac, soxumTan
axlos,gzispiras daxvrites...
Senaqos gaxseneba
erT-erTi asvla maxsendeba mTa-TuSeTSi. karavi omaloSi rom
davecida iqidan rom davwanwalebdi xeobebsada soflebSi. Rames
sxvagan ar vaTevdi,Sebindebisas vbrundebodi ̀ Sin~, sadacgemriel
vaxSams maxvedrebda he-likohteris asafren-dasafren moedan-Tan
mdebare sasadilos mzareul-dax-lidari. mis ̀ samflobelos~ riyis
qviTnagebi mogrZo, erTsarTuliani Seno-bis ganapira nawili ekava.
amave Senoba-Si iyo sawyobi da fosta. sasadilosabrac hqonda,
gaSalaSinebul ficrisnaWerze amomwvari naxati _ egreTwodebul
`aJurul~ windebsa da moklekabaSi gamowyobili qali,
romelsacxinklebiT savse sini eWira wingawvdilixeliT. abraze
warwerac iyo _ `kosmo-si~. Tqma rad unda, rom mTavari kerZicxvris
xorcis xinkali gaxldaT. xin-klis garda, SegeZlo,
dagegemovnebinagudis yveli, SurTxis Caxoxbili, mTisbalaxebiT
Sekmazuli kalti. sasmelicmoepoveboda leos, baridan
amotanilimsubuqi, manavis mwvanesaviT gemrieliRvino litrian
boTlebSi.
erTxelac Senaqosken aviRe gezi.Cavirbine grZeli daRmarTi,
gadaviarealazanze gadebuli xis xidi da Sevud-eqi aRmarTs. msubuqad
viyavi, cota-odeni saWmeli _ yveli, puri da mox-arSuli xorcis
naWeri medo zurgCan-TaSi, meti araferi _ sigareti, blo-knoti,
saSleliani fanqari da orpir-iani dasakeci dana `Stormovkis~
ji-beebSi mewyo. Senaqos silamazeze bevriram msmenoda Telaveli
Zmakacis, Tbi-lisuri bohemis Tvalis, baadur bal-arjiSvilisgan,
magram aRmarTi romavaTave da gavivake, iseT suraTebsvkide Tvali,
dRemde rom ar amomdismexsierebidan.
marcxniv sonexis mTa iyo, yayaCoe-biTa da gvirilebiT
dawinwklulikalTebiTa da ramdenime rigad Cawik-wikebuli,
erTmaneTisgan Tanabari man-ZiliT daSorebuli nabinavarebiT.pirdapir
_ Senaqo, isic gorebze Sefe-nili; moruxo, Jangmodebuli
sipebiTnaSeni saxlebis erTobliobas gorisTavze daskupebuli patara
eklesiaagvirgvinebda, kompoziciurad krav-da, ansamblurobas sZenda
sofels. ek-lesiamde patara moedani unda gagev-lo, bexvine,
Sesakrebi, salaybo adg-
ili, sadac erT-erTi saxlis kedlisgaswvriv TeTrad
ybebdaekliliberikacebi isxdnen. aq, am adgilas, ram-denime wlis win
CemsaviT amoxetebulbaadurs, aseve mzes mificxebuliberikacebi
daxvedrian da ukiTxavT,vina xar, ra xelobis kaci xaro.
amasupasuxia, poeti gaxlavarTo; imaTkidev uTqvamT, poeti Tu xar,
age immTas gamouTqvi leqsio... ra Tqma unda,sonexisken gauSveriaT
xeli. CemTvisaraferi ukiTxavT, Tvali gamomayolesmarto. saydarSi
Sesuls asanTis gakvramomixda _ ise bneloda, TvalTan TiTsver
miitandi. iatakis filebi ayriliiyo, kedlebze miWyletili
sanTlisnarCenebs Soris zogi axali gaxldaT,zogi kidev vin icis,
rodindeli.
gareT rom gamovedi, iqve, kedlisZiras Cavjeqi da qveviT
gavixede, fer-dobisken, romelic aq amosvlamde arCanda. iqac sipebiT
nagebi da sipebiTvegadaxuruli saxlebi xis aivnebiT daerT-erT
aivanze sruliad moulodne-li suraTi _ naWris liTonisCar-Coiani
gasaSleli skamebi _ egreTwodebuli ̀ Sezlongebi~,
moxaratebulmoajirze gadmofenili didi, feradi,xaoiani pirsaxocebi da
kedlebzeCamokidebuli bafTebiani Wilis qude-bi.
aseTi ram ormoci wlis winandelmTaTuSeTSi moulodnelobaze
metigaxldaT. aq mxolod ucnauri Tbi-liselebi amovdiodiT, biWebic da
go-goebic, ucnaurebs ki aseTi rameebinaRdad ar ewyoT zurgCanTebSi.
es su-raTi bexvneze msxdari berikacebis CemipersoniT
dauintereseblobas mieba damivxvdi, rom am mxareSi
raRacdamTavrda.
dilis kaci
gagonili geqnebaT _ tyis kaci,mTis kaci, wvimis kaci... me dilis
var,sisxami dilis kaci. gamTeniisas miyvarskiTxvac, gansjac da
werac, miyvars damgoni, ukeT gamomdis kidec. dRes di-las orhan
famuqis `mdumare saxls~vkiTxulobdi, gasuli saukunis oTx-mociani
wlebis dasawyisSi dawerilwigns. teqstma gamitaca da ormoc wuT-Si
TiTqmis samoci gverdi wavikiTxe. ̀ memqvia wiTelis~ msgavsad ambebs
aqacpersonaJebi hyvebian. Txrobas jujaiwyebs, oTxmocdaaTi wlis
qalbatoniagrZelebs da midis da midis, ematebianmTxrobelebi,
sxvadasxva asakis, sxva-dasxva msoflmxedvelobis
adamianebi.kiTxvisas drodadro nanasken da bavS-visken vaparebdi
mzeras _ gver-digverd eZinaT, salomem RamiT moiTx-ova `did~ loginSi
gadmobargeba. wig-ni maSin davxure, roca bebiam da Svil-iSvilma
gaiRviZes. Tvali veRar movw-yvite maT alerss da gavifiqre _ mgo-ni,
bevri rame gavakeTe imisaTvis, romCem uZvirfases adamianebs Tbil da
na-Tel saxlSi gaeRviZaT, erTmaneTisyurebiT damtkbariyvnen da ar
efiqraTsakvebisa da samosis mopovebaze.
Jan valJani martokaci iyo da mar-tokaci var mec. maqsimalisti
gaxla-varT, sakuTar Tavs Zalian bevrs vTx-ov da rogorc Cans,
daaxloebiT im-denives moviTxov sxvebisganac. es gax-lavT mizezi
imisa, rom megobrebisCamosaTvlelad erTi xelis TiTebic kimyofnis. ar
vnanob im adamianebisCamocilebas, visac megobrebs vu-wodebdi, me
Cemi gza maqvs gasavlelida am gzaze isini ver ivlidnen. zogmascada
da ar gamouvida, zogs arc uc-dia.
cxel zafxulSi, quCur, kunapetRamesa, lalelis
universitetTan,kibeze samni visxediT: Tea, laSa da me.mere
SemogvierTda kata _ mobrZanda,laSas zurgze miefera, gansakuTrebu-li
pativiscemis niSnad Teas mklavzekudi gausva da gverdiT
Camogvijda,Zalian arxeinad. ludi SevTavazeT, ma-gram iuara, daleviT
ar davlev, magramambavs siamovnebiT movismeno.
ambavs Tea gviyveboda. Tea hyvebo-da, rom Zalian Sors, maRal
mTaSi, uR-rani tyis piras, pawawina saxli aqvs.
ufro qoxi eTqmiso, laSam.am saxlis erTi kedeli kldes eb-
jineba da kibec qvisa aqvs, am kldeSigamokveTili. saxli svetebze
dgas,raRac ucnaur, TeTr miwaze, da es Te-Tri miwa naxirs
TavdaviwyebiT uyvars.Turme, zafxulSi sul saxlis qveS wvan-an
Zroxebi, miwas lokaven da kmayo-filebi svetebs exaxunebian.
svetebs amayad hqviaT svetebi, si-namdvileSi adam da evas
droindelimorebia, aRar ariano kargad, laSam.
aseTi saxli hqoniaT Teas da laSas,cota sasacilo da sruliad
SesaniS-navi.
asi welia, iqiT aRar vyofilvarT,magram wels mainc avideTo,
laSam.
erTxelac Teas kacma daureka, ucx-om. Teas arc xma ecno, arc
saxeli, ma-gram kiloTi mixvda, rom im mxaris kaciiyo, sadac saxluka
dgas. kacma Tea dar-baislurad moikiTxa da uTxra, saqmemaqvs, magram
iseTi, qals ver mogiyve-bi, Seni kaci damalaparakeo.
Team, axlaveo.ucxo kacma axla laSa moikiTxa da
mere ambavic uTxra. ambavi _ sakvirve-li: Tqvens saxlSi daTuna
Sevida da ravqnao?
eg araferi, rogorc Sevida, ise gam-ova, iq wasaRebi araferiao,
laSam.
kacma miugo, ver gamige, daTuna Sev-ida, qurdi ki arao.
miT umeteso, laSam.kacma SvebiT amoisunTqa. Zalian mix-
aria, rom ase fiqrob, imitom romZalian kargi daTunaa da misTvis
Tofis
srola Zalian gamiWirdebodao.daTuna!Cven movifiqreT, rom daTunam
kar-
gaxans uyura am saxls. uyura, uyura...mere ifiqra, mainc
kaci-dabadebuli arakiTxavso, da Cemze kargi vin estumre-bao, rad
minda bunagi, Seval da am kargsaxlSi gamoviZinebo, da abajbajda
qvissafexurebze da kari gaaRo.
netav, rogor, ha? TaTiT?imis gaRebas ra undodao, laSam.
daTuna ki ara, es stambuleli fisocSeaRebdao.
visxediT kibeze, luds vsvamdiT, vi-cinodiT da vnatrobdiT: erTi
im oTax-Si gagorebuli daTuna gvanaxa! rogorfiqrob, laSa, mTeli
zamTari iq eZina?
albaT, ratomac arao, laSam.cali TvaliT mainc dagvanaxa, ra
magari iqneboda, ara?stambulelma fisom Tavi dagvikra,
madlobeli varo, da Tavis katursaqmeebze wavida. Cven erTxans
kidevvisxediT kibeze, am mTisas, im barisasvlaparakobdiT. cxeli
Rame iyo, qu-Curi, kunapeti.
...axla Tea Sorsaa, sxva miwaze, ucxomxareSi. masTan Casasvlelad
didi droda blomad fuli damWirdeba, da axlaarc erTi maqvs, arc _
meore.
laSa kidev ufro Sorsaa, ZalianSors.
axlac Ramea, quCuri, kunapeti, civida saZageli.
hoda, vzivar am RameSi da vfiqrob,rom sadRac, Zalian Sors, maRal
mTa-Si, uRrani tyis piras, pawawina saxlidgas, da erTxelac iqneba _
bevri,Zalian bevri wlis mere _ im saxlTanSevxvdebiT erTmaneTs Tea,
laSa da me,da vuyurebT, rogor abajbajdeba qvissafexurebze Zalian
kargi daTuna, karsTaTiT SeaRebs, oTaxSi Seva da dawveba,drunCze
TaTs daifarebs da daiZinebs.da Cvenc SevalT im saxlSi da Tbiladda
mxiarulad vicxovrebT. gareT kimowvims da moTovs da qari iqrolebsda
Rame iqneba _ raWuli, bneli, kun-apeti...
ana korZaia-samadaSvili
daTuna
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTipoezia 1 - 14 ivlisi
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`veCvevi uSenobas!~ m u r m a n l e b a n i Z e
dacarielda kaba, sawoli, sarke, saTvale, qolga _ Senebi,yvelaze
metad yelsabams uWirs, magram me veRar SeveSvelebi.yvelgan Sen xar
da Sen aRara xar, yvela nivTi da yvela sagani _Sen miizide, Sen
miiTvise, Sen amoavse Cveni sakani,romelic TiTqos carielia,
saidumloa TiTqos seroba,sadac erTmaneTs edavebian Seni Senoba da
uSenoba.adre daRamda, Seni senaki mimwuxris mTvarem
moavaraya,girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara
xar.mainc yvelafers Seni saxeli hqvia da Cemebs aRarc daveZeb,adre
arasdros ar mifiqria Cemeulebis sicotaveze.qali ufro met samxils
stovebso, _ iuwyebian RvTismosavebi,amitom kacma unda gaaswros,
unda Caacvas droze Savebi.Sen ki kedlebic gamogetira da cremli ise
gadmogiRvarda,negativiviT gamoamJRavna, ra giyvarda da ra ar
giyvarda.fotosuraTebs gadavamravleb, rom nawil-nawil
gadagarCino,gadavamravle da momevline ufro saCino da
TvalsaCino.axla bevri xar da memuqreba Rame bneli da Rame
Raribi,ise bevri xar, ar meSinia, Tu romelime gameparebi.imdeni
wyvili TvaliT miyureb, TvalebSi TiTqmis ver vixedebi,enacvlebian
sufTa profilebs _ profilis sami meoTxedebi.laSas _ da ara laSaris _
jvarma daxata Seni foto-kolaJi(jvari _ Tayvanis-sacemelia, rogorc
weria `sityvis konaSi~).sarkesTan, sadac sakuTar anfass veRar da
veRar esabamebi,axal pietas elodebian Seni jvarcmuli
yelsabamebi,romlebsac aqebs salamuri da aqebs Cangi da aqebs
gitara,veRar Seibi erTi, romelic Senma iraklim Camogitana.modi,
kasetas gadavaxvev da ar SegaSinos Cemma Seqebam,movtexav mag Sens
yelsabamebs da xelsabamebs da ise Segabam.da, raki qveynad kidev
veTrevi, Sevavedreb da Sevevedrebi,raTa vardebis liturgiaze
daamwyalobnon Seni TeTrebi.Sen xom im pirvel dabadebis dRes ar
maviwyebdi arasdidebiT,roca wiTlebi _ moparuliviT _ SemogaCeCe
xelSi titebi.nanebi! _ Seni iavnanebi: nanebi! – Sen da
vardonanebi:ginane! _ kvlavac mag CaniSnuli dedis locvisTvis
damenanebi.dasanania: Cvens bedisweras usmi radari aradarebda,Cven
ver davberdiT, gaviTamaSeT arCevani da aradani daCven ar davberdiT,
gzebi gavigneT SaravandiT da SaravandediT,Cven erTmaneTs da
erTimeores SevaberdiT da gadavaberdiTda gavixseneT moskva-reka da
Cveni Taflobis sami dekada,kremlis saaTi roca CvenTvisac rekavda,
magram mSvidad rekavda.vaqebdiT arbats, sadac qarTuli iyideboda
maSin lavaSida sadac axla upedestalo Zegli dgas bulat okujavasi,da
gagexumre (Tumca xumrobas ver migvixvdeba zogi
pingvini):daberebulic ise momwonxar, modi, meored vifskvnaT
gvirgvini.magram simaRle ver gadavlaxeT _ gaTvlili uxilavi TamasiT
_da veRarc niko lorTqifaniZis bebrebi veRar gaviTamaSeT.ver
gagamdidre, almas-lalebiT ver dagimZime kaba-kubani,Cven vaJkacurad
movigerieT cxraasi milioni kuponida mere, roca avTandiliviT
wamogveSvela laris tiraJi,me Sen dolari gadagixade `ucnobis~ yovel
koreqturaSi.axla birJaze avdaria da ise uberavs evro-mistrali,ar
vici, rogor movigerio, Cemo finansTa naministralo.magram me ufro
mainteresebs gasaSifravi wlebis qaosi:aqedana da Senamde kidev
ramdeni damrCa saaqaosi.
vin icis, ramdens gamoimetebs Cemi genebis energiebi,anda _
ramdenjer gadamarCenen es Cemi sisulelegiebi?cxra wlis vali maqvs,
Cemo mevalev, Cven gagvimeta Cemma asakmac:aqeT damtova, aqeT
ganmsaja, aqeT gamsarja da damasaqma.aqeT _ brinjaos ori mxedari _
vaxtang (elguja) _ daviT (merabi),iqiT _ brinjaos xelsabamebi _
Seni feradi efemerebi!ise damZimda Seni xelkavi, veRar gavbede
xelis gaSvebada, Tumca daTom xelebi kibis moajiriviT SemogaSvela,
_Cveni ziari nafexurebi katabalaxam aabalaxa:girekaven da saxlSi
ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.
amieridan salxinebelis calmxriv trasaze unda geZioda, raki veRar
momibrundebi, me TviTon unda wamogewioda, vinaidan Cemi myobadi
moklea, vidre Seni mermisi,Zalian didxans ar damayovnebs Cveni
hadesis Cemi hermesi.ar daayovna TurmeobiTmac, Turme nu ityvi,
Turme Zalian _mxolod SenTvis da SenTvis da SenTvis _ aRaravisTvis
aRar mcalia.uari nardis mReras da banqos! _
maraoian-muarebianvarhalaloebs veuarebi: auareba uarebia._ xma
amaiRe! _ ase mRerodnen, aseTi iyo Zveli hitebi,_ xma amoiRe! _
amjerad miqel-anjelosaviT agixirdebi.Sen ki sdumxar da ase mgonia,
Svidive simi gawyda gitaris,ase mgonia, mxolod da mxolod me
momikvdi da sxvebma gitires.icremlebian Cveni fanjrebi da me
fiqrebSi CaviZirebi,magram aravis ainteresebs Cemi da Seni Wreli
wvimebi.ca tiris, rogorc bavSvi (tirifi), romelic dedam (qarma)
galaxa:girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.
bedma qvrivoba ar gaRirsa da Seni varskvlavi aRar
aanTo,gadagaviwya tkbili sityva da sityvebi, Cemo oTaraanTo.ras
aSavebdi? ra iqneboda, mag Seni viTom-briliantebiT _Senc gebaCuna
am planetaze am ramdenime miliardiviT?!erTi pliusi! _ msoflio
balanss ras daaklebda erTi pliusi, _ajasa amas dasturs dascemda
markus (baCana) avreliusic,Tavs arc iohan (daviT) goeTe (werediani)
Seikavebdada aRarc sulxan (ezope) saba _ mesaidumle
meigaveTa.axirebuli Jini amitans da Serekili vneba wamitans:_ iqneb
SeCerde, kacobriobav, Tundac am erTaderTi wamiTac! _ra vqna, me
TviTon mexamuSeba Cemi mazalo sentimentebi,Sinaurebi Semindoben da
mapatieben, Sen Tu mendobi.Tumca, Sen verc ki warmoidgendi, Cemo
urwmuno Tomas daiko,da verc veravin dagarwmunebda, fiandazic rom
fexqveS daego:erTbaSad gatyda navsi xangrZlivi
urwmunoeba-uimedobis:mogixsenies da Sens saxelze xati akurTxes nana
dedoflis,da axla ese Cveni simarTle RmerTma uwyis da ara
alaxma,girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.
adre daberdi: Sen waikiTxe warsuli, rogorc Zveli afiSa,Sen
moeswari megobris Ralats, romelmac mirons gadaabija,magram
gwyalobda zari anasi da saRaraZis Sandor petefida kidev _ daviT
kakabaZis da Seni bavSvobis imereTebi.Sen ar gaxsovda mama,
gaxsovda Tbilisis bneli quCa wvimaSida sami soko: wiTelqudasi,
nagasakis da xirosimasi.gaxsovs: ucnobi Camoasvenes qerCidan, drama
gaiTamaSes,da Cven vardebi mivarTviT _ rogorc Cveni Svilebis papas
_ mamaSens.Sen mobiluri Cagiweria Cveni dedebis sasaflaosi,Sen
svaneTidan Camoyvanili ar mogewona santa-klausi,
vaxtang javaxaZe
elegia pirveli: y e l s a b a m i
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi poezia1 - 14 ivlisi
2016Sen biWvinTaSi (afsus afsuas!) saagarako nergs daeZebdi,Sen
TianeTSi besikis dedam Cagawerina xinklis recepti.Sen SviliSvili
ganugeSebda Seni mamisZmis _ aleqsandresi,Sen angelozma dagidastura
ukanaskneli Seni adresi.xolo vinc Seni Tavi wamgvara da momaniWa
urva asmagi,vaxo momgvara Teqvsmetisa da gadamaviwya vaxos
asaki,romelmac Cveni gaiTavisa yvela ujra da yvela ganjinada
aipedSi gadarCenili Seni replika aRmoaCina:_ biWo, gaCerdi! _ ar
gaCerda da, rakiRa macxovari wyalobda,Seni alublis sami kunwula
Camogitana muxaTwyarodan.Cemi udabnos efemeram ki foTlebis madli
male moisxa:oazisiviT SemomaSvela locvani dila-saRamoisa.mavanT
wyurvili unda moiklan da siameni unda moiklon,xolo romelni cremliT
Tesviden, maT sixaruliT unda moimkon.rogorc platoni baCana
brZanebs, sxeuli sulis sapyrobilea:suls aRsareba gadaarCenso, _
dasZens mamai Cveni ilia.amitom smenas vaTviniereb wminda wignebis
kilokavebTanda nerviuli telefonebi girekaven da girekaven da...
Senma granitmac gamoiRviZa: sityva sdumda da qva RaRadebda,xeli
CamWide, aRar gamiSvi da mimiyvane nacnob xatebTanda mimatove da
Sematove yvelaze didi kiTxvis niSani,Tan umoklesi gzebi maswavle
samebisa da sionisani.Sen Sematove Cemi vinsentic: orni davrCiT da
Cvenma mesamemSenTvis _ mocartis `rekviemiviT~ _ wamomaSvela baxis
`mesa~ me.xolo keTilma Cvenma mzaxalma _ `mTvaris sonatis~ fraza
patara _simZimiliviT gaixsena da samZimariviT gamomatana.qris ri ki
TviTon amoirCie: `gza SaveTisa~, _ ratom SaveTi? _saxifaToa, rogorc
cameti an kidev _ rogorc ocdacameti,da ratom qris ri? _ da ratom
oTx marts dabadebuli uflis sexnia? _melomanebi ikiTxaven da
SviliSvilebi daikvexnian.Sens fotoebTan movisakliseb, movipatiJeb
motivs motivad,anTebul sanTels davelodebi da mere Sengan SenTan
movdivar,sadac, vidremdis tans aiyridnen kiparisebi _ Cvenze
maRlebi,Sen SemirCie, Sen momizome adgili, sadac
davimarxebi:dajavSnulia samaradisod, ver gadajavSnis sami
samitic:Cveni sastumro-sasufevelis nomeric vici: 413! _da me
advilad amomicnoben amden unomro mobinadreSi,Tuki SemTxveviT
miqel-gabriels ar daaviwyda Cemi adresi.am wuTisoflis ani da bani _
jer ocneba da mere Jinia:ra Seicvala bolos da bolos? _ Sens
magivradac me meSinia:TiTqos sizmarSi TiTqos xanZari TiTqos gaCnda
da TiTqos taZaridawves da TiTqos raRaca unda meTqva SenTvis da ver
movaswari.ver davamsgavse sityva da sityva erTmaneTs, rogorc lebans
lebani,veRar da veRar davamuRame uSenobaTa gantolebani.ver movtvine
da ver movipove sxva misani da sxva spiriti dauSenod veRar
gamovaRwie Seni dozebis labirinTidan.manam ki, vidre gamovaRwevde
gamodevnebul SiSebs maSindels,Seni naxevrad carieli da naxevrad
savse Wiqa mamSvidebs.vixseneb, raTa wamovaSvelo Cems gawbilebul
imeds amaos _doCanaSvilis naCuqar jvars da guramis mier mogvril
mamaos.erTi nugeSic Sevakowiwe ramodenime aqsiomidan:Cemi irinas
naTlia mova da uSenobis wamals momitans.xandaxan, roca gaminapirebs
Cemi erTguli melanqolia,uceb SemakrTobs zari quCisa, Seni sasTumlis
zari mgonia.ZilSic Camesmis Seni `vaxti~ da _ SensaviT _ Senze
Cumad meZaxisda, rogorc dedaCemi ityoda, vebRauWebi imeds
ercaxes:ase mgonia, meordebian samzadisebi sakaifoni:dezertirebis
bazarSi isev damekarge da male gipovni.anda _ qviSxeTSi gaxiznuli
xar _ bavSvebTan erTad _ da melodebiT,me ki TbilisSi berbiWasaviT
vcxovrob da Tavi momaqvs lordiviT.an kidev _ erTi yelsamkauli,
romelsac gulTan axlos miitan,CamovabrZane siciliidan, maSasadame _
italiidan.Sen daberdi da kargad daberdi, magram fortunam
gvialmacera,ver movaswariT sveticxovelSi Cafiqrebuli jvaris
dawera:ver daikide... verc daikide, verc daikideb amieridan,Tvali
TandaTan momaride da gverdi TandaTan amiare da
aTwleulebis gadasaxvevTan erTi nabijiT gadamaswari,mitevebaTa
sazepiroebs aRarasodes gadamaswavli:isev SensaviT vimezobleb da
vimaspinZleb da vinaTesavebda _ Seni xaTriT _ asakis gamo _ xels ar
daviban pilatesaviT.aq Sedarebam moikoWla da gansawmendelSi
gamovatare,radgan sxvagvarad ar SemiZlia: manam varsebob, vidre
vadareb:netar _ baCana _ mTawmindeliviT, migel _ baCana _
lamanCeliviTda sent _ baCana _ ufliswuliviT bevrjer bewvze var
gadarCenili,magram amjerad veRar gadavrCi: ukanaskneli
matareblidansayveduriviT gadmomxede da ukanasknelma Senma
replikamRiad darCenil karadis karTan damimontaJa Seni video-Tvali,
romelic maSantaJebs da mafrTxilebs: axlos ar moxvideo.mas Semdeg
Cveni oTxi kedeli ufro da ufro mepataravada idumali axla amaod
marwmunebs, TiTqos marto ara var.var da amitom SemogTavaze skaipi
anu gasaubreba,Sen ki orive gamoiyene: dumilisa da vetos
ufleba:girekaven da saxlSi ara xar da aramarto saxlSi ara xar,xar
oden cisa da oden RvTisa anabara da anabaraRa.
dainomra da gadainomra weliwadebis grZeli aRali:ukanaskneli
midis Seni da male uSeno mova axali.mze amova da mTvare Cava da
daabalansebs xarvezs xarvezTan,me ki ra vuyo uSeno wams da wuTs da
saaTs da dRes da Rames dauSenod dros vin gamayvaninebs an guls
romeli momayvaninebs,mesiji mainc gamomigzavne, rodis davusxa wyali
yvavilebs.erTma Zalian maeWviana: gierTgula da ver amitana:netav
romeli muxliT isjeba begoniaze eWvis mitana?erTic ayvavda agarakze
da yovelTa mfarvelia sameba,magram me visRa Camovutano Seni buTxuza
iasamnebi?xedav, ramdeni kiTxvis niSani gaaTamama gamosarClebam?
_Cven yvelas erTad movigeriebT da, rac Cvens Soris darCa,
darCeba.Cemo SeTqmulo, romel mesames eTanxmebi da eTavadebida, rom
gitoveb, ras gauwyeben eg Seni TeTrze TeTri vardebi? _romlebic ukan
mezidebian, magram me aRar vzivar saWesTan,kidev da kidev
damenanebi, Cven erTmaneTi mogvisajes dasxva arCevani ar
dagvitoves: danaRmulia sami kedaro,sizmarSi mainc gamomecxade, rom
Segadaro da Segedaro:rakiRa Seni kera Camiqra da Seni kelaptari
Camiqrada, raki gulSi veRar Camikrav, iqneba Tvali mainc
Camikra,raTa avkinZo almasebiviT gadaRebuli wvimis wveTebida kvlav
Segaba yelsabamiviT, Tuki SeZleb da gamiCerdebida ukanasknel
sabediswero meridiansac Tu gadalaxav...girekaven da saxlSi ara xar
da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.
*gasrulda ese elegia da triali calfa riTmis jarasida, roca bolo
wertili davsvi, moulodnelad Sens fanjaraSicisferi mtredi
gamomecxada, RuRuna marcvlebs anamcecebdada am striqonebs ise
daxeda, TiTqos sakuTar saxels eZebda.saocaria: Cveni cisferi
ganmeorebiT gamomecxadada frTebi ise mZimed azida, TiTqos gafrena
aRar ewada,TiTqos SensaviT gamomesalma _ umSvidesi da usaTnoesi
_pablo pikasos arCevani da kidobanelTa elCi noesi.fanjara aRar
davxure, Tumca saswaulebis ara gjeroda,mtrediviT SekrTa Seni landi
da gamoixeda Ramis Cerodan.aq iyo Seni salodino da samlocvelo da
sametanio,aq bediswera autaneli geZaleboda _ amitaneo.es iyo Seni
gadasaxedi, Sen am video-marTkuTxedidangvacilebdi da gvafrTxilebdi
da gvavedrebdi da gvakurTxebdi daaqve gvelodi, vidre uecrad ar
gaviTiSeT zeda-qvedanida aqve, rogorc dabarebuli, ar momevlina
mtredi-qedani.Camoimarcvla weliwadebis krialosani anu qarasta,es
naxevari saukunea, mtredi ar maxsovs am fanjarasTan,dRes ki ca ufro
mtredisferia da Ciorebis kosmodromidankvlav _ ara marto mofrindeba
da kvlav _ ara marto ambavs momitans.
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTidRiuri 1 - 14 ivlisi
2016
beqa qurxuli
ukanaskneli Canawerebi
dasawyisi #####172
17 martimaiaralla
erekle mefis Svili, iulon bato-niSvili, ruseTidan rom dabrunda,
sax-leurni, Sinaurebi da Tavisi glexebiSemoexvivnen:
`aba, kurTxeulo, rogor moiareruseTi, ra naxe iq RvTissargo da
kar-gi!..~
`vnaxe ruseTi, velni, vakeni, qalniunifxvo, kacni makeni...~
upasuxa iulonbatoniSvilma da mSobliur saTorneSidurTa Tavi _ moita,
raime rigianimaWameTo.
dRes orma Jurnalistma damireka _erTma sazogadoebrivi arxis
radi-odan, meorem _ Jurnal `gzidan.~
ara, ra Tqma unda, wigni da liter-atura ar ainteresebdaT, arc
Cemi, arc_ sxvisi. ah, rogor gekadrebaT, mwer-loba da poezia xom
arc `aqtualuro-badia~ arc `yurebadi~, `mosmenadi~ daarc
`kiTxvadi~...
ara, batono, Cemi azri aintereseb-daT imaze, rac maTi azriT ufro
̀ yure-badi~, `mosmenadi~ da `aqtualuroba-dia~ masmediaSi ̀
gasaJRereblad~ _ un-iversitetSi mimdinare movlenebze daam bolo dros
gavrcelebul piradicxovrebis Tu raRaca eSmakebis amsaxv-el farul
CanawerebTan dakavSirebiT...
bunebrivia, uari vuTxari. imitom,rom am yvelaferze azri, rasac
azrihqvia, ar gamaCnia da erTaderTi, racgamaCnia, grZeli
saburTalouri dedisginebaa, SigadaSig kai gemrieli
kaxuriminarevebiT. rac unda iyos, dedule-Ti iqiTa maqvs, kaxeTSi,
magram am Cvenspatiosan masmedias viTom epataJi kievaseba, magram
qarTuli xalxuri de-dis trakobia ki mainc Zalian SeaZr-wunebs
xolme...
es xumrobiT, seriozulad ki ZalianmZime, umZimes dReSi varT!
swored mag dReebSi, Sida qarTlSi,sofel jariaSenSi, bebos
naxiridanZroxa mouvida, Cveulebisamebr go-murisken wavida da...
ruseTSi amoyoTavi. sanam Zroxa naxirSi iyo, am dedaZ-aRlma rusebma
jariaSenSi gaabesmavTulxlarTebi, Zroxam kidev magisira gaigo, Tavis
gomurSi Sevida daiqidan Semozmuoda bebos. bebo kidevveRar
ekareboda. imitom, rom misi ezosnaxevari ruseTSi aRmoCnda...
ai, ratom vZmakacob, vgulSemat-kivrob da alalad mSurs kidec
CveniCrdiloeTkavkasieli mezoblebis.
26 welia, Cvens Tvalwin, erTi muWaveinaxebi, gamanadgurebeli da
sisx-lismRvreli omebis miuxedavad, vidreCven erTmaneTs saZineblis
WuWru-tanidan vuTvalTvalebT, ganvixilavT,vWoraobT, intervius
viRebT, preskon-ferenciebs vawyobT da saerTod TavsviWriT, ar
wyveten ruseTTan winaaRm-degobas. sul axlaxans kidev axalirazmi
gavida tyeSi, iaraRiT xelSi daaxali deviziT: `dolxur daq,
douxurdaq, diqdir daq!!!~ _ `ar gavtydebiT,ar daviviwyebT, ar
vapatiebT!!!~
rogor ar minda, davijero, romCven gavtydiT, daviviwyeT da
vapati-eT!.. saSinel, pirdapir fizikurtkivils mayenebs amis
warmodgenac ki!..da Tu am qveyanam, erT drossaqarTvelod wodebulma,
rodismedaiviwya, apatia da gatyda, maSin me,erTi adamiani, arasodes
gavtydebi, ardaviviwyeb, ar vapatieb!
arasodes da aravis!arc ruseTs da arc im qarTvelebs,
romlebsac SeuZliaT, faruli kamere-bi daamontaJon da
erTmaneTsuTvalTvalon mag bozebma, imitom,rom swored eg aris bozoba
da ara is,rom kacs qali hyavs, qals kaci da visramdeni, rogor da
ratom, es mxolodmaTi gadasawyvetia da maTi saqme!
arasodes gavtydebi!..ar daviviwyeb!..da ar vapatieb!..vidre
cocxali var!..da, rom movkvdebi, miTumetes:ar gavtydebi, ar
daviviwyeb da ar
vapatieb!..
P.S. maiaralla _ veinaxuri sity-vaa da simamaces, Tavdadebas
niSnavs.sityvas, romlis mniSvnelobac ki sulufrodaufro gvaviwydeba
saqarT-veloSi da romlisganac carieli daumweo paTetikaRa
SemogvrCa.
22 martiToxi da kalami
erTxel kaxeTSi jaras balRi momad-ga, raRac saqmeze gamomyevi
manqaniTo.
wavediT.gzaSi veubnebi, gaaswora saxlidan
rom gamomiyvane, dilidan vwerdi damagra daviRale-meTqi...
ironiulad gadmomxeda.
_ hoo, Sena, pasta igeTi mZimea ara?..ma Sen Toxi rom
dagaWerinon, raRas iz-am?
erTxel interesis gamo marTlagavyevi simindis saToxnelad.
daviwy-eT Toxna da, zustad or wuTSi, rom mo-vkide am Toxs tarSi
xeli da gavafria-le, erTi saaTi eZebdnen mere baRCis bo-loSi,
jagebSi Cavardnils biWebi.
_ bijoo, iqve ver daagde, raRasgvaZebnineb?! _ sicil-siciliT
meCxu-bebodnen, _ Se `smetanaze~ gazrdilo,qalaqelo, Sena...
axla, amdeni wlis mere, rame magarsrom vkiTxulob, sul eg
maxsendeba: aR-frTovanebasTan, gaZlierebasa da su-lieri simSvidis
SegrZnebasTan erTadsul vfiqrob, am nawarmoebebis dawer-is dros, am
teqstis avtorebs rogoruWirdaT, rogor SiodaT, sciodaT, tk-iodaT,
rogor iSlebodnen Wkuidan,rogor loTdebodnen, iCxiravdnen,rogor
uyvardaT, rogor xtebodnenfanjridan, rogor ixsnidnen venebs
daixlidnen TavSi tyvias da sul mrCebaSTabeWdileba, rom TviTon
irTmevdnensuls da Cven gvinawilebdnen _ SeiZle-ba sulac uneburad,
qvecnobierad, ise,rom es maT sulac ar undodaT, magramase gamovida.
namdvili nawarmoebi mx-olod ase iwereba da ase ikiTxeba.
kalami Toxze gacilebiT mZime aR-moCnda. gacilebiT!
rom Caval, jaras balRs vetyvi ma-gas da Tu isev Taviseburad
damiwyoRadaoba, ro wavayri Tav-pirSi, iqnebaiZaxodes: `netai dRea
Tu Rame da isevaq ari Tu ukve wavida!..~
Tan viris jani aqvs, arc dagenanebada araferi...
vaax, to, Toxio! ra Toxi?.. Toxi araisa...
27 martiraRaca yovelTvis mTavrdeba da
axali rame iwyeba. axali ambavi. axali
saqmeebi, axali omebi, axali probleme-bi.
ukve karga xania, vxumrob, RmerTmaproblemebi imisTvis Seqmna,
rom isinime movagvaro-meTqi.
vtrabaxob, bazari ar ari, magram Tanrom marTla vagvareb?! ai, eg
aris yve-laze magari da ucnauri. Tan _ bavS-vobidan moyolebuli.
yovel SemTx-vevaSi, aqamde vagvarebdi. erTaderT amboziSvil sikvdils
ver movuxerxe ve-raferi.
da isic viswavle, rom arc imis cod-nas aqvs azri, rom amden
brZolas, tan-jvas, Zvlebis mtvrevas stressa da nerv-iulobas ar aqvs
aranairi azri.
ubralod, xelebis CamoSveba dadanebeba magrad texavs. Tumca
ukveici, rom tyuilad baTqaob, am brZol-idan mainc araferi
gamova.
erTi eg aris, rom am Seurigeblo-bis gamo odnav ufro naklebad
gZulsda grcxvenia sakuTari Tavis da arse-bobis, odnav ufro
TavisufladsunTqav da ufro inarCuneb adamianurTvisebebs da keTil
Rimils.
da did, saboloo dasasrulsacufro iolad da gulianad Sexvdebi
ra...
daRlili siciliTa da SvebiT.ha, gavedi, to `svabodaze?..~amnistia
Semexo Tu `udo?..~
1 apriliskolaSi swavlisas gazafxulis
moaxloebas Tebervlidan vgrZnobdiT,23 Tebervlidan. 1921 wels
saqarTve-los respublikis sabWoTa wiTeli armi-isagan okupaciisa da
aneqsiisa da 1944wels veinaxebis, yaraCaelebisa da
yab-ardo-balyarelebis deportaciisdRes, rogorc sabWoTa kavSiris
wiTe-li armiis dRes, ise gvazeimebdnen. Cvenki skolaSi `biWebis~
dRes veZaxdiT daTanaklaseli gogonebi saCuqrebsgvikeTebdnen. ufro
xSirad saTamaSopistoletebs gvaxvedrebdnen merxebze,romlebic
plastmasis tyviebs isrod-nen. Cvenc saswrafod vayiravebdiTmerxebs,
klasis Tavsa da boloSi, namd-vil barikadebs vagebdiT da iseTi
sro-la da gniasi tydeboda, veluri dasav-leTis pritonebi da barebic
ar dagvi-wunebdnen.
Cveni sawyali gogonebi wivil-ki-viliT gvefarebodnen, rom
TavisivenaCuqari iaraRebidan gamofrenilityviebisaTvis aeridebinaT
Tavi. maTSoris ufro yoCaRebi qimunjebsac ariSurebdnen da sruliad
SemTxveviT imbiWis mxares da zurgs ukan aRmoCnde-bodnen xolme,
romelic moswondaT.
meore aseTi dRe 8 marti iyo. ofi-
cialurad ori Zukna komunistis _klara cetkinisa da roza
luqsembur-gis _ xsenebis dRe, CvenTvis ki realu-rad `qalTa dRe~ da
rac mTavaria, Cve-ni klaseli gogonebis dRe iyo da axlaCven
vukeTebdiT saCuqrebs _ ufrosunamoebs da yvavilebs.
8 marti `biWebis dResTan~ Sedare-biT, rogorc wesi, ufro mSvidad
Caiv-lida xolme, Tumca gakveTilebi im dR-esac iSleboda.
amas mohyveboda 1 aprili da cno-bili _ `dRes pirveli aprilia,
mo-tyueba advilia~. midioda gacureba,motyueba, xumroba,
maswavleblebisgaTamaSeba da maTTvis oinebis, xandax-an `boroti~
oinebis mowyobac.
maswavleblebic, imis mixedviT, ro-gori xasiaTi hqondaT da
axalgazrde-bi iyvnen Tu Zveli yaidis mkacri daSeuvali pedagogebi _
an klasidan gvy-ridnen an CvenTan erTad icinodnen.
mere iyo aRdgoma _ yvelaze akrZa-luli, mistikuri da idumalebiT
moc-uli dResaswauli CvenTvis. SabaT saR-amos, aRdgomis Rames, ̀
iluzionSi~ Seg-nebulad yvelaze iSviaT da sabWoTacenzurisgan
dablokil filmebs uS-vebdnen, rom xalxi saaRdgomo litan-iobaze ar
wasuliyo. ase vnaxe pirve-lad Cemi biWobis erT-erTi sakultofilmi _
`SesaniSnavi Svideuli~ iulbrineriT, elaia uolahiT, Carlz bron-soniT
da _ `makenas oqro~ gregoripekiT da omar SarifiT.
aRdgomis kviris Semdeg orSabaTs,yvelanairi akrZalvis
miuxedavad,mainc agvqonda skolaSi wiTeli kver-cxebi da midioda
WaxaWuxi. viRacebsixvisa da cicaris kvercxebic hqondaT.saqmeSi
gadioda xis wiTlad SeRebilikvercxic, romliTac ufrosklasele-bi
gveSulerebodnen da gvaTavnebdnen.
amis Semdeg skolis gverdiT, baRSi,nel-nela Semodioda tyemali da
alu-Ca, romelsac aravin arasodes acli-da damwifebas.
da zafxulic modgeboda karze _didi da nanatri zafxulis
ardadege-bi. swored zafxulis ardadegebi gan-sazRvravda Cvens zrdas
da klasidanklasSi gadasvlas.
7 aprili
rogorc Cans, mxolod cudi ki ara,kargi damTxvevebic arsebobs.
raRacmagari dRe gamovida. Zalian didi ko-mplimentebi miviRe Cems
romanze _`samoTxidan gaqceulebi~ _ laSa Ta-bukaSvilisgan da Tamaz
WilaZisgan.miT umetes, rom laSas organ hqondafexi motexili da Tamaz
WilaZec avad-myofobs da, TiTqos, ver unda moeca-laT Cemi
wignisTvis. maTi azrebi daemociebi ormagad sasxiarulo iyoCemTvis,
radgan zustad vici, laSa Ta-bukaSvilic da Tamaz WilaZec
ZalianufrTxildebian sakuTar sityvas daara marto literaturis da
mwerlo-bis namdvili eqspertebi, aramed Zalianmkacri Semfaseblebic
arian.
miviRe SeniSvnebic. ra Tqma unda,qeba sasiamovnoa. mTeli dRea,
sxvanair-ad vmoZraob. rogoria, Tamaz WilaZerom getyvis _ `es wigni
veSapis dawer-ilia~... an laSa TabukaSvilis emociebiavRaneTisa da
afxazeTis sabrZoloscenebis dros, magram aranakleb mniS-vnelovania
is kiTxvebi da SeniSvebi,romlebic am romanis Sesaxeb gaCnda.
imis miuxdavad, rom bevrma adamian-ma waikiTxa da TiTqmis yvelas
Tavisisurvilebi da pretenziebi gauCnda,arcerTi SeniSvna erTmaneTs
ar damTx-vevia, sul sxvadasxva SeniSvnebs ma-Zlevdnen. Zalian
ucnauria ega da Tanimedi momeca, rom me da Cems wigns erTididi
iaRliSi ar mogvsvlia. aranak-leb sainteresoa isic, rom Tanamed-rove
istoriis 80-90-iani wlebis aRw-erisas, prezident gamsaxurdias
mo-mxreebi msayvedurobdnen, Zalian ̀ put-Cisturi~ miWiravs da
simpatiiT da Tan-agrZobiT aRvwer mis mowinaaRmdegeebs,gamsaxurdias
mowinaaRmdegeebi ki mismimarT zedmet loialurobaSi mdeben`brals~ da
miaCniaT, rom aSkarad mismxares viWer...
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi dRiuri1 - 14 ivlisi
2016Cemma Zmam leqsom amaze miTxra: `e,
etyoba, marTla sworad aRwere yvela-feri da imitom!..~ es
xumrobiT, magram,rogorc Cans, es Tema dRemde, 25 wlisSemdegac,
Zalian mtkivneulia Cveni daCveni ufrosi TaobisTvis. kargia,
romaraferi dagvviwyebia da Cveni Wri-lobebi, TiTqos drois mier
moSuSebu-li da Sexorcebuli, TiToeul Sexeba-ze an amindis Secvlaze
da qaris daqr-olvaze isev gvtkiva, gvtexavs da gva-wuxebs.
mgonia, rom es Zalian kargia da amSeniSvebsa da pretenziebsac
marTlagulwrfeli pativiscemiT da sixar-uliT viReb. aranaklebi
sixaruliT, vi-dre saqebar sityvebs da vcdilob, das-mul kiTxvebsac,
rac SeiZleba, alal-ad vupasuxo da aseve alalad mgonia,rom ar
arsebobs mwerlisTvis ufrometi bedniereba, vidre
nawarmoebisganaRZruli emociebis gaziareba, kiTxve-bze pasuxis
gacema an Tundac is, rode-sac Tavadve usvams sakuTar Tavs
kiTx-vebs...
marTali xar ro?.. ramdenad obieq-turad moaxerxe Seni saTqmelis
Tqma?..marTla amis Tqma gindoda Tu nawermaTavis gzaze gautia,
rogorc es xSiradxdeba? xom ar aurie?.. da saerTod, kiyovelTvis
magari Tavxedi iyavi, magramaxla ukve nametani xo ar
mogivida?..
hemingueis _ ̀ visTvis reks zari~ _gamosvlis Semdeg Zalian
gaunawyend-nen; ara marto espaneTis samoqalaqoomSi gamarjvebuli
falangistebi damaTi kaudilio fransisko franko baa-monde, aramed
respublikelebic. ise,rom bolos gabezrebuli heminguei Se-moutrialda:
`risi Tqma gindaT, romespaneTis samoqalaqo omSi aravin
da-uxvretiaT, Tu Tqven respublikelebsaravin dagixvretiaT?~
e, mgoni, marTla Zalian gavblatav-di da amivarda TavSi, xo ici,
me da hem-inguei da isa... male egre daviwyeb la-paraks: `wuxel
ezra paundma damirekagaglejil kaifSi, biWo, qurxul, fic-jeralds
zeldam isev gautraka, ZaanmZime zapoi aikida da wamo,
lionidanCamomayvanine...~
P.S. wuxel Tamaz WilaZesTan tele-fonze saubrisas wamomcda: rogor
mw-ydeba guli, batono Tamaz, dedaCemirom ver ismens Tqven sityvebs,
rasacmeubnebiT-meTqi. da im wamsve mivxvdi,rom warmoudgeneli
sisulele vTqvi.mivxvdi imasac, rasac mipasuxebda daswored is
sityvebi gavige:
_ esmis, beqa, esmis!gesmis, de? xo gesmis?..
10 aprili8 aprils poet qeTi niJaraZis Tx-
ovniT axalgazrdebs raRac leqciismagvari wavukiTxe. Tumca, rom
mkiTxo,es ufro mogoneba iyo, mogoneba imdroisa, rodesac maTi toli
da maTzepatara viyavi. iyvnen bavSvebi afx-azeTidanac. inal kuCba
da irakli ubi-lava. iraklim amayad ganacxada, ubix-ebis STamomavali
varo. es ubixebi adi-Reur Cerqezuli tomia, romelic rus-ebma
amowyvites, sakuTari miwa-wylidanTurqeTSi gayares egreT wodebuli
mu-hajirobis dros. iq ki, rac rusebmadaakles, osmaleTis imperiam
gada-uTava da dRes arcerTi ubixi aRar ar-sebobs. amazea afxazi
mwerlis bagratSinkubas Zalian magari wigni _ `uka-naskneli ubixi~.
albaT kargi iqneba,qarTulad kidev erTxel Tu gamovcemT.
ar vici ratom, magram, rogorcumetes SemTxvevaSi,
qarTul-megrulubixuri warmomavlobis irakli ubila-va gacilebiT ufro
ukompromiso iyoda gacilebiT ufro `gvibrazdeboda~,vidre afxazi inal
kuCba. Tumca sulxuTiode wuTis gulwrfeli daRimilnarevi saubris
Semdeg yve-laferi dalagda da, ra Tqma unda, aR-moCnda, aramarto
irakli saubrobdaqarTul enaze, inal kuCbac mSvenieriqarTuliT
laparakobda.
9 aprils 14 wlis viyavi, da imden-jer maqvs amaze dawerili da
nalapar-akebi, rom aRarafers davamateb, miTu-metes, rom yvelaferi
kargad maxsovs
da eg ubedureba ki isedac mWirs _xSirad vimeoreb da vyvebi erTsa
daimaves, an, rogorc cici meubneboda _`akviatebuli azrovneba
maqvs...~
erTaderTi, rac arasdros momiyo-lia da damiweria, isic imitom,
rom mxo-lod axla davfiqrdi 1989 wlis 9 apri-lis Ramis Semdeg, ager
ukve 27 weligasula, arc erTxel arc erT 9 aprilsRame iq aRar
mivsulvar. ar vici, ra-tom, ubralod, aRar mominda.
da axlac Rrmad var darwmunebuli,rom rusebi maSin cocxlebi ar
undagagveSva Tbilisidan. yovel SemTxveva-Si, Zalian magrad unda
dagveyara. imi-tom ki ara, rom aseTi sisxlismsmelivar. ara,
namdvilad ara, RmerTma dam-ifaros _ ubralod, sul maqvs SegrZne-ba,
rom maSin Zalian iafad SerCaT Cve-ni sisxli, Cveni qalebis daxocva.
ki,bolomde CavyeviT da moviTxoveT; ki,mTels sabWoTa kavSirSi
yvelaze maleTbilisidan gavida sabWoTa saokupaciorusis jari, sul
erTi kvirac ar gagr-Zelebula komendantis saaTi, magram 9aprilis
gaxsenebaze, didi Tavdadebisda sulieri amaRlebis
SegrZnebasTanerTad, romelic udavod axlda imdReebs, Zalian usiamovno
boRmis Seg-rZnebac maxrCobs _ umweobis boRmis,romelic, amdeni
welia, TiTqmis yov-eldRiurad mipyrobs. aseTi boRmis daumweobis
SegrZneba ki saSinlad amaxin-jebs kacis suls.
da kidev erTxel maTTvis, visacdRemde aqvs iluzia, rom ̀
erTmorwmuneruseTTan~ morigeba SeiZleba, an ro-disme megobrulad
vcxovrobdiT:
1801 weli, pirveli aneqsia daqarTl-kaxeTis samefos gauqmeba,
rasacam orasTxuTmeti wlis ganmavlobaSimohyva:
1804 wlis mTiuleTis ajanyeba,saqarTvelos marTlmadidebluri
ek-lesiis avtokefaliisa da sapatri-arqos gauqmeba; 1812 wlis
kaxeTis ajan-yeba, sadac rusebma ufro meti jarisk-aci dakarges,
vidre ruseT-iranis omisdros; 1832 wlis qarTvel Tavad-azn-aurTa
SeTqmuleba, romelSic qarTve-li batoniSvilebi, maT Soris, mefeerekle
II-is qaliSvili da aleqsandreorbelianis deda, cnobili Tekla
ba-toniSvilic monawileobdnen; 1841 wlisegreT wodebuli `cerkovni
bunti~,rodesac imereli episkoposebi saqar-Tvelos eklesiis
rusifikaciis wina-aRmdeg ajanydnen. svaneTis samTavrosgauqmeba da
svaneTis ukanasknelimTavris, konstantine dadeSqelianismier quTaisis
gubernatoris mkvlelo-ba, svaneTis ajanyeba da svanuri sof-lis
xaldes dedabudianad amowyvetada ganadgureba; 1864 wels
afxazeTissamTavros da mmarTveli dinastiisServaSiZeebis gandevna,
afxazeTisajanyeba da muhajiroba, rodesac afx-azeTis TiTqmis mTeli
mosaxleobarusebma TurqeTSi gadaasaxles. vincgadarCa, isic maSindeli
qarTveli Ta-vad-aznaurebisa da inteligenciisdidi ZalisxmeviT
(ukacravad Sexseneb-isTvis, magram namdvilad ase iyo) damaT adgilas
rusebis da somxebis Casax-leba. dimitri yifianis gadasaxleba
damokvla; 1905 wels golovinskis, axlan-deli rusTavelis prospeqtze
rusiskazakebisa da Savrazmelebis mierqarTveli axalgazrdebis da
gimna-zielebis uRmerTod Caxocva; 1921 welssaqarTvelos ganmeorebiTi
okupaciada aneqsia, iunkerebisa da maro mayaS-vilis sikvdili; 1924
wlis ajanyeba,romelic warmoudgeneli sisastikiTCaaxSes; 1930-iani
wlebis egreT wode-buli koleqtivizacia, ̀ gakulakeba~ darepresiebi;
1942 wlis SeTqmuleba, imavewels TuSebis amboxi adam
bobRiaSvilismeTaurobiT _ orive SemTxvevaSi TiTq-mis yvela SeTqmuli
amowyvites; 1956wlis 9 marti, rodesac rusTavelzerusebma
tyviamfrqvevebiT dacxrilesqarTvelebi; 1978 wlis 14 aprilisaqciebi,
rodesac kremlma, faqtobri-vad, aparteiduli kanonis miReba daa-pira,
riTic sabWoTa kavSirSi Semava-li xalxebis dedaenebs
kanongareSeacxadebda; 1983 wlis egreT wodebuli
`TviTmfrinavis biWebis~ saqme; 1989wlis 9 aprili. cxinvalis
pirveli omi1990-1992 wels; afxazeTis omi 1992-1993wels; galis
brZolebi 1998 wlis maisSi;cxinvalis brZolebi 2004 wels; cxin-valis
meore omi 2008 wlis agvistoSi,iqauri qarTvelebis
dedabudianadgamoyra sakuTari saxlebidan da kideverTi
okupacia...
da, rac mTavaria, jer, samwuxarod,araferi dasrulebula. rogorc
Cans,ruseT-saqarTvelos `Zmuri da mego-bruli~ urTierTobis CvenTvis
jerkidev ucnobi da tragikuli TariRebimomavalSic elian TavianT
rigs...
13 apriligoga Wyonia: kviraSi erTxel ki unda dalios kacma...
me: biWo, kviraSi erTxel rom SemeZ-los daleva, yovel dRe
davlevdi...
iyo dro, rodesac me vcxovrobdialkaSebTan erTad. da iyo dro,
rode-sac me ar vcxovrobdi alkaSebTan er-Tad...
axla me ar vcxovrob alkoholike-bTan da narkomanebTan erTad,
magramnebismier dRes, nebismier wuTas SeiZ-leba yvelaferi Seicvalos
da me isevCem Zvel koreSebTan amovyo Tavi, radg-an miuwvdomelia
uflis gza da miuwv-domeli gangeba misi, rogorc muslime-bi
amboben...
da imis miuxedavad, rom arasodesnarkotiki ar mizidavda da ar
mainter-esebda da imis miuxedavadac, rom 13wlidan vsvam da vTvrebi
da verc gal-oTeba movaxerxe, aravisi ise kargad armesmis, rogorc
loTebis da narkoma-nebis. amas, yovelgvari zedmeti sule-luri
originalobis gareSe, sruliadgulwrfelad, vambob. saerTod, aravi-si
ise kargad ar mesmis, rogorc egreTwodebuli ̀ susti~, ̀ CaSvebuli~
da ̀ fs-kerze dacemuli~ adamianebis, imis mi-uxedavad, rom TviTon
mTeli cxovrebaTavzexelaRebiT, sisastikemde misulidaundoblobiT da
gaafTrebiT vebrZ-vi sakuTar TavSi nebismier
sisustes,sasowarkveTilebas da SiSebs. SeiZle-ba, swored magitomac
vebrZvi, rom asekargad mesmis maTi, sakuTar TavSicvgrZnob am
monacemebs da pirdapir qu-Curi, klanuri da naTesauri solidar-obis
grZnoba maqvs am kategoriis ad-amianebisadmi. amitomac
maRizianebsxolme didaqtikuri saubrebi ̀ warmate-bul~ da
`warumatebel~, `luzer~ da`xelmocarul~ adamianebze.
saerTod,adamianebis aseT kategoriebad dayofaimdenad macofebs, rom
virtymevinebikidec, Tan `warmatebulad~. rogorcCans, qvecnobierad an
iqneb gacnobiere-buladac, sakuTar Tavsac am galoTe-bul,
ganarkomanebul, damarcxebul daxelmocarul adamianebTan
vaigiveb...amas mohyveba Zveli suleluri loTurida ubnuri sentenciis:
`aba, Zmao, am cx-ovrebas fxizelma, mterma uyura~-skidev ufro swori
da daundobeli ver-sia: `aba, Zmao, am xelmocarul da dama-rcxebul
sakuTar Tavs, fxizlad Cemmamterma uyura...~
da kidev ufro uaresi, rodesacdamarcxebasTan, xelis mocarvasTan
dasasowarkveTasTan ara marto sakuTarTavs aigiveb, romelsac sxva
ukeTesiarc araferi daumsaxurebia, aramedmTel Sen Zvel, jer kidev
Senamdeaswleulebis ganmavlobaSi, aTasjergaglejil-gamoglejil da sul
mudam-damarcxebul qveyanas, romelsac ukveSens Tvalwin glejen da
amarcxeben daSens sakuTar giJur marcxsa da fi-askoebs esec
emateba...
maxsovs, 1995 wlis dekemberSi, rode-sac yobosa da oTxmocasTan
erTadbozi elizas bordelSi gaviCiTe, sadacgoga nabiaSvilis mamis,
daTo Zias, saax-alwlod gadadebuli da gamotanebu-li fuli mivafSvnite
_ eg ambavi `na-nianel qalSi~ maqvs aRwerili _ pirve-lad davfiqrdi
imaze, ra ucnauraddaemTxva Cemi Taobis da am qveynisdamoukidebeli
saqarTvelos garda-texis asaki erTmaneTs. maSin sulraRac mexuTe weli
iyo, rac saqarTve-
lo 9 apriliT, sroliT, cecxliT dasisxliT daeRwia sabWoTa
kavSiris`diad rusul imperias~ da Tan sakuTarisisxlxorceuli nawilebi
SemoefliTa.Cven ki patara biWebi viyaviT da erT-maneTis axlad
gaTxril saflavebTanvizrdebodiT. 21 wlisani ki ukve gada-rCenil,
sicocxliT gaumaZRar xron-webad miviCnevdiT sakuTar Tavs da
Tbi-lisSi cnobil naTqvamTan erTad(`saerTo suraTi gadaviRoT da
gaisaddaviTvaloT, ramdeni gadavrCebiT~)sakuTari xumrobac gvqonda:
vinc I eqs-perimentalur skolaSi vswavlobdiTda dRemde cocxlebi varT,
wiTel wign-Si unda Segvitanono...
axla xSirad miwevs axalgazrdebi-sTvis, romlebic Cvenze
gacilebiTWkvianebi, praqtikulebi da windaxed-ulebi arian, erTi
martivi WeSmarite-bis mtkiceba, rom es dedaatirebuliomebi Cven ar
dagviwyia. Tundac imit-om, rom 16-20 wlis biWebi omebs ar iw-yeben
da yvelani mkvlelebi da morfin-istebic ar vyofilvarT. rogorc
Cans,am oci wlis ganmavlobaSi, fantasti-urad imuSava Cvens
winaaRmdeg dawye-bulma komkavSirulma da CekisturmaSavma
piarma!..
pirvelad ki swored dekembris bnelRames benzinis `dviJokis~
raxraxSi,`kerasinkis~ navTisa da iaffasianimotkbo suniT gajerebul
elizas bor-delSi mivxvdi, rom am asakSi ukve saS-inlad,
gamousworeblad davmarcxdiCems samSoblosTan erTad, romelicsul
axlaxans, yvelaze lamazi, yvelazekeTili, yvelaze ucodveli,
yvelazemarTali da, rac mTavaria, yvelazeuZleveli megona. maxsovs is
azric, racTavSi mitrialebda:
`ra minda aq, am aqoTebul bordel-Si, an am dasirebulebTan da an
am saco-dav bozebTan erTad. da ratom vxvdebiyovelTvis
damarcxebulebis mxareze,damarcxebuli klani, damarcxebulimodgma,
damarcxebuli qveyana...~
arsebobs mTels msoflioSiganTqmuli, mters bolomde
Semwydari,biWebis devizi da SeZaxili:
Mors aut Victoria (laT).Victory or Death (ing).Ya Qelebe ya
Olium (Turq).Vittoria o Morte (it).Tollam ie Vallar (vein).La
Victoire ou la Mort (frang).rac Cveni Taobis da Cveni drois
saqarTvelosaTvis kidev ufro sastikda gamouval gzad da yiJinad
iqca:
damarcxeba an sikvdili!!!sxva arCevani Cven ar gvqonia...da
visac ar dagezarebaT, SegiZli-
aT, gvaZaxoT da gviTvaloT _ narko-tiki, sasmeli, ramdeni,
rogor...
da ratom gadavrCiT da rogorisimTvrale gvaqvs!..
15 aprili `Tqven saSinlad daiRaleT, gatokeb-
is Tavic aRar gaqvT. me ki gaCvenebT,rom gacilebiT meti
SegiZliaT,
vidre ggoniaT, da es daRlilobaarafers niSnavs!~
1978 weli. argetinis safexburTonakrebis mwvrTneli _ luis
menoti.
rodesac meti aRar SemiZlia, rode-sac veRar vuZleb, verc
fsiqologiur,verc moralur da verc fizikur wnexs,vixseneb ara iulius
keisars an miTri-date pontoels, ian huss an giorgisaakaZes, samas
spartels an samas aragv-els... ara!
am dros, ratomRac, yovelTvis oriamerikeli zangis biWi
maxsendeba,orive samxreTuli monaTmflobeluriStatebidan. samxreT
karolineli jofrezeri, romelmac bavSvobaSi marcx-ena xeli moitexa,
arasworad Seuxorc-da da es xeli pirdapir iqca mis gan-Tqmul da
gamanadgurebel marcxenahukad. arasworad Sexorcebul mar-cxenas
saaTobiT amuSavebda xeze dak-idebul, yviTeli simindis
marcvlebiTamovsebul tomaraze...
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2016manana CitiSvili
Cven rom mamuli gvqonda da...
mgonia, sizmrad mogvlandda,drom ise swrafad molia,Cven rom
mamuli gvqonda da...Cven rom mefeni gvyolia...
ZlivsRa mexsneba bage daucxo dgas cxmorTan, hereTTan,Cven rom
cixeni vageT da...Cven rom wignebi vwereTa...
lom-vefxvni gvyavda morbedad,cxra mxriT mogvqonda alafi,Cven
amiranic vSobeT damerme jaWvebiT davabiT.
dro, sisxliT mimonamuli,icvala, radRa, gulo, scem,amiranic da
mamulicyvav-yorans gadavuloceT.
zurgSi maxvili vadamde,fxizlad arc eris gonia,`nikofsiiT
darubandamde~ _zogjer zRapari mgonia.
iqneba marTla mogvlandda,drom ase rogor molia,Cven rom mamuli
gvqonda da...Cven rom mefeni gvyolia...
agvisto
elavda quCaferad-feradiT,agvistos sicxe,mze da agatida Cemi
mzera,rogorc perangi,moSilifebultanze Cagacvi.
dro mogonebebsTovliviT alxobs,gvimravlebs dReebsCums da
nacrians,sadac ar undaSegxvde da gnaxo,tanze kvlav Cemimzera
gacvia.
pirvelad SatilSi
kalmaxi feTqavs, rogorc laRumi,es wyalia, Tu saRmrTo
mironi,mTebis sisxliviT moCqefs arRunida Cems ZarRvebSi JrJolad
mimodis.
ra gorozi da ra uecari,aq, am koSkebTan Jami berdebada qari,
rogorc qisti mucali,Rrublebis remas mierekeba.
ise var axla
Jami mavsebdada Jami myofda,suli codvisganbevrjer iZlia,ise var
axla,arc SenTan yofna,arc uSenoba
ar SemiZlia.yvela SecdomismiviRe xurda,bedma udaburtevrSi
gamriya,ise var,roca aravin gZuls daarc aRaravinrom aRar
giyvars.
gmadlobT, meufev niqozisa da cxinvalis mitropolits isaia
Wanturias
gSveniT mamulze fiqriT zeoba,mtiral suls Svebis kalTas
afarebT,
gmadlobT, meufev, jvarcmul xeobasqristes aRdgoma rom
miaxareT.
Tvalebze cremlis mware akido,bage ra xnidan Rimma datova,Cvengan
daTmobil saxls da samkvidrosTqven gamouCndiT mwed da patronad.
qsnis Zvel cixeebs grigali Tofavsda civi wvima iglovs am
gorebs,meufev, qsanze dRes Tqveni yofnayarayorumSi yofnas
magonebs.
qari, TiTqosda qvrivi vinmea,civ saflavebTan imgvarad
oxravs,jaWvis perangze ufro mZimeaTqveni ubralo beruli Coxa.
suls Tqvensas veram daatyo bzari,uflis TvaliviT dagyurebs
zeca,dido meufev, eg wminda jvarimamulis damcvel maxvilad
geqcaT.
yru nasoflarebs sibnele damzers,mzec ki ver aTbobs sxiviT
amoTi,mgonia, yvela yvavili qsanzeRvTismSoblis mbrwyinav cremlze
amodis.
gSveniT mamulze fiqriT zeoba,mtiral suls Svebis kalTas
afarebT,gmadlobT, meufev, jvarcmul xeobasqristes aRdgoma rom
miaxareT.
ra iqneboda
xevispirs alva da mayvlis bardi,qari aCaRebs nislis samovars,ar
meSinia, mze roca Cadis,vici, rom xvale isev amova.
ufalo, Tumca me vin da ra var,suls sxva ocnebebs vacmev
samosad...ra iqneboda, Cvenc roca CavalT,am mzesaviT rom SevZloT
amosvla.
ciskari
Cems caze javris RrubeliSvidpirad wamoimarTa,muxlze rom mejda
ciskari,sxvis karze amoinaTa.me mtrad momkida sawuTros,sxvisTvis
aqcia lxinada,sisxli danelda, gadiqcaqselis samRebro inada.CamSala
SemonaTvalma,rvali Camomfxvna minada, _`Sens mklavze mwoliaresaes
miyvardao winaTac.~
dagvianebuli monologi
me sxva viyavi,TiTqosda lupiTmakvirdeboda viRac zecidan,da
mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfiCemi sxeulis gaswvriv ekida.
vin SemarCenda yofnas nebisad,vin mimiSvebda natvris wyaromdida
gansxvavebiT sxva qalebisgansul erTi bewo siTbos vkmarobdi.
da bevrs rom arc ki uRirda groSieg bageebi da eg
Tvalebi,miyvarda, msurda da Sensken TovlSiSiSveli fexiT
movwanwalebdi.
viT violinos gamwydari simi,kiodnen qarSi cru imedebi,me gTxovdi
cicqna siTbos da Rimils,magram amasac ver imetebdi.
mtanjavda Seni dakargvis SiSi,Tumca siyvaruls mainc vbedavdi,Sen
ki geZina da albaT ZilSiZalian lamaz qalebs xedavdi.
me sxva viyavi noembris qufrSidabadebuli qacvis eklidanda
mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfisul Cemi yelis gaswvriv ekida.
bedismwerlebma sxvagvarad mTales,rakiRa ucxo davrCi aqamdi...im
ganazebul da kekluc qalebs,saubedurod, arc riT ar vgavdi.
me Sen miyvardi, survilis lagamsvxravdi, rogorme rom damecara,da
mwvel koconSi yelamde CamdgarsTamaSisaTvis sadRa mecala.
sxvebi gxiblavdnen RimiT Tu liqniTda Senc uZRvnidi xotbis
baladebs,da verc amCnevdi, Rimilis iqiTrom sicrues da Ralats
malavdnen.
me ki movardnil grigals mivqondida momkioda ukan macili,da Cemi
leqsis yvela striqoniSenze ocnebiT iyo acrili.
is ocnebebi Jamma gaTela,dRes siaxlove maSinebs leTis,jer ki
dafrinavs cicinaTela _didi sinaTlis patara wveTi.
jer kvlav mamSvidebs Sriali TuTis,vxedav, nislebi rogor midianda
mTvaris sxivTa yviTeli yulfikvlav Cemi yelis gaswvriv hkidia.
Tqven CaibareT giorgi lobJaniZes
dRea mziTa da mTvariT naferi,ramdenjer vuTxar aprils qeba
daTqven CaibareT suyvelaferi,Tu ram mqonda da Tu ram mebada.
me civi wvima misvelebs saxes,yvela zardaxSa ukve daclila,xval
sxvas gadahkras bedma is saxre,me rom arasdros ar amacila.
ara mqonia skiptra da taxti,arc davuRlivar maTze ocnebas,me
Tqven gitovebT vel-mindvrebs qarTlissaalersod da dasakocneblad.
vera vTqvi sityva maTi saferi,ver ganvasrule gulis neba dadRes
Tqveni iyos suyvelaferi,rac ki mqonda da rac ki mebada.
gasaubreba jarjisTan
dro mec imgvarad gamrjida,caze ro mTvare qanaobs,sxvaT arc me
vsjerdi, jarjiv damaTTvis mec movcdi amaod.
cis kidis vgrZnobdi Serxevas,qaris vusmendi naninebs,leqss xo
mec davkar berxensa,Wala xo gavatanine.
ver vamyofine
Sens Tvalebs,vnebis cecxliT miRaluls,vumzerdi,
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2016aminds cvlida amindida kargad vgrZnobdi,rom Sens siyvarulserT
sicocxleSiver viswavlidi.
dros gahyvasiyrmis Tavdaviwyeba,qarebmazamTris susxi
momfines,Sens siyvaruls daSens daviwyebaserTi sicocxlever
vamyofine.
n a m c v r e v i
* * *risTvis aswrafdi,risTvis Cqarob,Tqma rom moaswro?ra unda
Tqva gana iseTi,drom ver waSalos,Jamma rom ver gaacamtveros.
* * *es gvirilebi,peplis Wreli maraoebiT,Zveli Tbilisiskekluc
asulTar gaxseneben?
* * *Sen sul iseTi vinme giyvarda,visi siyvarulic ar
SeiZleboda...nuTu RvTis risxvazogjer asec gadmodis kacze.
* * *siyvarulze wera an laparakiCemTvis sisxlis amonCqrevas
hgavs,TiTqos varvara nakverCxlebimiwvaven bages.SegiZliaT,
qalbatono,siyvarulzeRimiliTa da RuRuna xmiTrom isaubroT?netavi
Tqven!netavi Tqven!
* * *kari iseT qals unda gauRo,romelsac Sen Tu ar eyvarebi,mand
visTan modis,is rom mainc ecodineba.
* * *Seni Tvalebidan afrenililurji frinveliim drodan dRemdeCemi
sulis tbebSi dacuravs.
* * *CveulebrividanaraCveulebrivad gaqcie,roca Segiyvare.
* * *sicocxle erTaderTi gzaa,romliTac ukan ver
dabrundebi,martooden win,sikvdilisken unda iaro.
* * *siZulvilsac Tavisi asaki aqvs,rogorc siyvaruls.bevrs rom
naxav dabevrs rom gamoscdi,siZulvilic Semogeswavleba.
* * *vin icis,meramdened vkiTxulob`natvris xes~,qarTuli
sityvisra brwyinvale gamofenaa...
* * *yvelas sulSia SemonaxuliTiTo locvada TiTo wyevla.dedis
ZuZuebs kimxolod locva SeuZliaTda samyaros simSvidecam locvaze
dgas.
manana qurdaZe
* * *Cems zamTars rogor yinvis suni aqvs,xilvebi daaqvs Tvalis
gugebiTda zarmac fantels, civs da uniaTs,xelisgulebi xafangs
ugeben.
* * *dRes ZaRli vnaxe, didi da TeTri,amoTeTrebuli TvalebiT,mere
bavSvma miTxra (Cemma Teom),Tovlia, yinavs,sulSi Caugubda qarebi?me
eklesiidan movdiodi,momdevda, Sioda uTuod,me mecodeboda da Tan
meSinoda,Sevcode, aq raa saTuo.mere bavSvma miTxra (Cemma Teom),riT
ver moifiqrasadarbazoSi Semosvla.me ki sibralulTan brazi
mRrnida,mas xom ZaRlis tyavi emosa...es yvelaferi, xo, dRes
moxda,TeTria is ZaRli, TeTri TvalebiT,me eklesiidan
movdiodiaRsareba Canabarebi.
SroSanebi
SroSanebi Saragzidan moSorebiT Srialeben,SeSlil gulebs Slegi
TrTolviT axeleben,ganTiadi mzis sxivebiT moqarguli,airekla
Wrela-Wrula mnaxvelebiT.cisartyelam wvimis wveTi,gamoRmidan gaRma
kides gadaaba,xelgaSlili da gulaRma mdelos verTvida SroSani
simorcxvisgan Tvalebs nabavs.
* * *axla oTx kedelSi mwifdebiangulze gamobmuli kunZulebi,suli
umZimdebaT, mowydebian,arian sxeuliT uZlurebi.gvanan eSvebian
begemotebs,erCian suyvelas da Tan arafers,sikvdilis karibWes
darajoben,
sikvdilis akldamebs darajoben,sikvdilis sardafebs darajobenda
myrali xaxa aqvT daRebuli,rom STanTqan wuTebi, saaTebi,RmerTo, Sen
uSvele daRupulebs,RmerTo, moaxede yvela Tvali,RmerTo, moabrune
yvela guli....„gulo, Cadeq sagulesa,gulo, Cadeq sagulesa~.isev oTx
kedelSi mwifdebiangulze amozrdili kunZulebi,gvanan eSvebian
begemotebs,suliT da sxeuliT uZlurebi.miwa Wams yvelafer
unayofos,miwaSi Tvalebamde Calpobilebs,RmerTo, Sen uSvele
uniaTosxeulebs, sulebi apovnine.gaZRa eSmaki da ganze gadga,gvami
daapura, amoivso,isev warRvnaa da isev omebia,lama sabaqTani, ufalo
ieso!lama sabaqTani, ufalo ieso!
* * *me Sevinaxe Canaweritvinis marjvena labirinTSi,iq mwifdeba
da ibadebawarmosaxviTi kafsulebi.vylapav xan wyliTda xSirad
cremliT..savse maqvs cxovreba lafsusebiT.aq aris RmerTicda dro da
dro (ufro xSirad)mibiZgebs viyo kacTmoyvareda rogorc muceli
sanovagiT,tvini fiqrebiT amovyore.gavuSvi mfrinavi
manqanebi,Rrubels CitebiviT mosdebianda msgavsad erTguli
daqalebis,maTi monaWoric bodvebia...da tvinis marjvena
labirinTSi(roca marcxenas sZinavs tkbilad),xdeba Seucvleli
procesebi,am dros isev bRuis CarTulimagidaze Cemi procesori,savsea
monitori megobrebiT,imedi cimcimebs mwvane SuqiT,monacvleobiT ki,
magram mainc....da Cemi tvinis yvela sfero,axla emsgavseba erT did
saits.
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2016beberi yorani zantad datrialeb-
da Tavs gayviTlebul, xriok trama-lebs. daqancul frTebs TiTqmis
ariqnevda, odnavi rxeviT iWerda cxelihaeris miwidan amomaval
talRebs dazed dasrialebda auCqareblad. ZalaTiTqmis ar SerCenoda. ra
xania,araferi eWama. gvalvis sezoni idga damzisgan gadabugul
mindvrebSi TiTqmisaranairi sicocxle ar WaWanebda. egecrom ara,
mzerac aRar qonda Zveleburida gaxunebul miwaze Tagvis danaxvasveRar
axerxebda. ufro iolad mosax-elTebeli sakvebi sWirdeboda.
undamoeTmina, icoda, odesme bedigauRimebda. trial mindorze
euladmdgar xesTan adamianebi SeniSna. es kar-gi niSani iyo.
adamianebi TiTqmisyovelTvis tovebdnen rame SesaWmels.drois ambavi
iyo, magram dro cotahqonda. ukanaskneli Zalebi ewureboda,cotac da
SimSilisagan Ronega-moclili qvasaviT daenarcxebodasworedac rom im
adamianebis fexebT-an, visganac axla xsnas eloda. magramjer
iTmenda, did wreebs artyamda daeloda...
niCabi xrialiT Tlida gamomSralmiwas. ormos kedlebi saocrad
sworida Tanabari gamodioda. „ucnauria,Turme jer kidev maqvs
survilebi,romelTa asrulebac SemiZlia~ _ukvirda klintons. TiTqos
yovelivesunda daekarga mniSvneloba, mTeli sam-yaro erT did uazrobad
unda gadaq-ceuliyo ukve, magram rodesac niCabizustad ise CamoWrida
miwas, rogorcsurda, Tavisdauneburad kmayofileb-is grZnoba
eufleboda. wamiT SeCerdada niCabs daeyrdno. „netav, rogoriiqneba
Cemi ukanaskneli asrulebulisurvili? _ gaifiqra, _ ai,
magaliTad,iqneb da zustad gasrolis win ukana-li momefxanos?
movifxan da vityvi, ai,msurda da avisrule kidec. cxovrebagrZeldeba
da rogorc yovelTvisraRac gamodis, raRac ki vera, an egebda bolo
wams siom wamouberos uecradda oflian Sublze misi Sexeba
meamos...age, ukve iseTi rameebic ki misrulde-ba, rac arc ki
misurvia...~ gaeRima daniCabis yurs Zalumad daaWira CeqmisZiri.
„an es Ceqma ratom ar gamxades aqam-de? etyoba ician, rom magis
gareSeTxras saukunes movandomeb da sad aqvTamdeni cdis Tavi? SublSi
tyvias rommiTavazeben, mere gamaZroben. Ceqmas vinCivis, sacvals Tu
SemarCenen, egaa sak-iTxavi, eseni xom velurebi arian.
vermogarTviT, yvelaferi ase male armoxdeba, am siamovnebas ar
gaCuqebT,Cemi saflavia da saguldagulodgavTxri. arsad meCqareba.
Tanac bavS-vobaSi mamam damariga, rasac undaakeTebde, kargi saqme
iqneba Tu cudi,xels Tu mokideb, safuZvlianad gaake-Teo. hoda, am
saqmesac bolomde miviy-van~.
_ ha, mouCqare! _ SemosZaxa iqve xisCrdilSi Camomjdarma
Tofmomarjve-bulma kacma, TiTqos mis azrebs kiTxu-lobdao, _ Ramemde
gelodo?!
_ da Tu gind, sul nu damelodebi,wiTuro, gana ki giWer? wadi
gaqusle,beds ewie, _ upasuxa Tavauwevlad.
_ sworedac rom saxumarod gaqvssaqme, ai. droze gaTxare, Torem
axlavedagaxli da aq dagagdeb yornebis sa-jijgnad.
_ kai erTi, nu maSineb, ra didi gan-sxvavebaa, yornebi
damkortnian Tumatlebi damxraven? Tqveni Tavi gada-rdebT, sunma rom
ar SegawuxoT, Toremarc amdens damacdidiT.
_ midi, imuSave, bevrs nu lapara-kob, _ calybad gamosZaxa
Tofianma,radgan am sityvebis pasuxad rigianiveraferi mouvida
TavSi.
klintonma Tavi aswia da gavarvare-bul zecas Sexeda, yornebi
marTlaczantad dastrialebdnen Tavs _ egenisikvdilis suns mudam
pirvelebigrZnobdnen. „arc amaT gavaxareb~ _gaifiqra gulSi da Txra
gaagrZela.
is am mxareSi daibada, aq gaataramTeli cxovreba da axla aqve
unda daes-rulebina arc ise grZeli da arc ise
cotne Ciqovani
odesme
dalxinebuli sococxle, romelsacTiTqos didad arc arasodes
afasebda,magram axla ki Zalian daenana.
eCveneboda, rom jer Zalian adreiyo, raRac naCqarevad xdeboda
yove-live. win kidev bevri rame elodaTiTqos. mas xom mudam Sveloda
jados-nuri sityva _ odesme. im `odesmeSi~cxovrobda yovelive kargi _
odesmeyvelaferi unda Secvliliyo, odesmeyvelaferi unda mosuliyo,
odesme ise-Ti iqneboda, rogoric Tavi ocnebebSiwarmoedgina, odesme
am stepebs da-tovebda, qveyanas naxavda, beds eweodada mere isev aq
dabrundeboda bediTxeldamSvenebuli yvelas dasanaxad...axla ki
gairkva, rom `odesme~ aRarmovidoda. aRarasodes movidoda. eswyvetda
guls yvelaze ufro.
misi saxli iqve mdinaris gadaRmaidga. Tumca sadRa idga, mis
adgilasmxolod mbolavi nangrevebiRa darCe-niliyo. misTvis aq
yvelaferi nacnobida Zvirfasi iyo. ai, Tundac es xe, rom-lis Zirasac
axla misi sikvdiliCamomjdariyo. ho, misi sikvdili, imi-tom, rom am
kacs unda moekla, rogorc
ki sakuTari saflavis Txras daas-rulebda. Crdiloelebi tyveebs
aRariyvandnen. axali brZaneba hqondaT. maTiSenaxva ar SeeZloT,
radgan sakvebi Ta-vadac ar yofnidaT.
ramdenjer amZvrala am xeze bavS-vobaSi, roca indielobanas
TamaSobd-nen. mis daburul totebSi Camalulimoulodnelad dauSenda
xolme da-grovil riyis qvas iankebis kavale-rias...
Tavis droze aq marTla indielebicxovrobdnen, sanam jarma da
fermereb-ma isini bolomde ar gawyvites. am adg-ils gansakuTrebiT
etaneboda yvelajuris avazaki, radgan xma gavardnil-iyo, aq
indielebs Tavis droze didZa-li ganZi daumarxiaTo. rogorc
Semdeggairkva, am Worebs mTavroba yrida,qveyanas es ukacrieli
adgilebi ufroswrafad rom aeTvisebina. xalxi ganZissaZieblad
modioda, droebiT saxlebsiSenebda im imediT, rom odesme
aqedanmdidari wavidoda, Semdeg ki xel-mocaruli da ukapikod
darCenili ad-amianebi aqve rCebodnen samudamod daamave miwaSi
imarxebodnen, romelsacmTeli cxovreba Txridnen ganZis Zie-baSi.
Tavadac xom aseTi ganZis maZieblisSTamomavali iyo.
„sasaciloa, _ fiqrobda klinto-ni, _ Cems winaprebs swored rom
miwisTxraSi amoxdaT suli da ai age, mec si-cocxlis bolo wuTebSi
igive saqmemarguna iRbalma, mainc ra yofila esmemkvidreoba~.
memkvidreoba ki xis Ziras mjdar„mis sikvdilsac~ msgavsi qonda.
klin-tonma ar icoda, rom Tofianiswinaprebsac cxovrebis naxevarze
metimiwis TxraSi gaetarebinaT, oRond amadgilidan Zalian Sors,
irlandiisxasxasa mdeloebze. Tumca isini oqro-sa da Zvirfas qvebs ar
eZebdnen, maTiganZi mxolod da mxolod kartofili
iyo, Tumca fasad sicocxle edo.erT dResac maT es mwiri ganZi
veR-
ar ipoves, Wirma mospo mosavali da maTmxareSi didi SimSili
movida. saxlSi ki,roca SimSili stumrobs, maspinZlisadgili aRar
rCeba. bevrma aWeda kar-fanjara da bedis saZieblad Sor gzasdaadga.
isic maT gahyva da am qveyanaSiamoyo Tavi yovlad upovarma. aseT
yo-faSi ki jari, ufaso kveba, tanisamosida sul mcireodeni xelfasi
miswrebaiyo misnairi adamianisTvis. ase aRmoC-da am omSi, Torem
saerTod ar dagidev-daT, vin Crdiloeli iyo da vinsamxreTeli. saiTac
etyodnen, iqiT wav-idoda, vizec miuTiTebdnen, imas esro-da _ es iyo
axla misi kartofilic,ganZic da xsnac.
am kacis mokvla ki didad ar epit-naveboda. brZola mainc sxva
ambavia _an saerTod ver xedavda, vis esroda,anda iseTs esroda, vinc
Tavad masumiznebda. aq ki adamiani uiaraRodidga mis win. arc icoda,
vin iyo, an radaeSavebina. Cveulebrivi kaci, raRac-iT misi msgavsic
ki. Zneli iyo yovelivees. cdilobda, amaze ar efiqra. undo-
da Tu ara, es saqme misi gasakeTebeliiyo. uceb unda moeTavebina
yvelaferida daeviwya samudamod.
ai, klintoni ki siamovnebiT gamo-asalmebda mas sicocxles. ver
itandaam jiSs. Camoeyaren mis qveyanaSi,gaunaTlebeli, ugvani, xepre
xalxi.movidnen mis miwaze. aoxreben daZarcvaven misi winaprebis
mier Sromi-Ta da wvalebiT ayvavebul mxares dakidev Wkuas aswavlian,
rogor undaicxovron da vis rogor moepyran.erTze wydeboda guli _
bevris daxoc-va ver moaswro. rom SesZleboda, mTelssicocxles maTze
SurisZiebas moan-domebda, magram sadRa darCenoda si-cocxle?!
uceb miubrunda da kiTxa Tofians:_ Seyvarebuli gyavs, wiTuro?_ ra
Seyvarebuli? Txare-meTqi,
giTxari! _ vici es xriki, gaifiqrairlandielma. unda, megobruli
sauba-ri gamibas da damiaxlovdes, fiqrobs,rom mere veRar vesvri. ar
gagiva, me-gobaro. me unda gesrolo. es gadaw-yvetilia. ramdenic
ginda, ilaparake.
_ gyavs, ese igi, radgan amaze sa-ubari ar gsurs, _ mSvidad
gaagrZelaklintonma, _ rom ar gyoloda, ioladityodi, arao. mere da
Sen, aq rom wa-mogorebulxar xis CrdilSi da TofsmiSver, vin icis, is
visTan goraobsaxla. egeb da am Tofs me ki ara, sulsxvas
umiznebde?
_ ena daimokle ! _ fexze wamovar-da irlandieli.
_ me ki davimoklebdi enas, magramimas ar aRmoaCdes Senze grZeli
rame,magaze idarde, jobs.
_ mogklav, Se RorisSvilo, _ iyvi-ra Tofianma da Caxmaxi
Seayena.
_ Cu, Cu. moica cota xani, amis ga-keTebac mogiwevs, me arsad
gageqcevi,vinc marTla mosaklavi gyavs, imazeifiqre, jobs.
irlandiels aRaraferi uTqvams,
isev xis qveS Camojda.surda, araferi SeemCnia. arada ra
mtkivan adgilas dahkra axla am marT-la mosaklavma. Tavisi
samSoblodan Tuki ram mogoneba gamohyoloda, swore-dac rom im gogos
saxe iyo. is guldaw-yvetili mzera, romelic gembanze md-gars
acilebda. im xelebis siTbo, mismxrebs rom moeWidnen
gamomSvidobebi-sas da im tuCebis gemo, mis tuCebs romSeexnen
moulodnelad.
eh, vin icis da sadaa axla marTla?ufro ki _ visTanaa? vis mxrebs
exeba?vis tuCebs kocnis? sami weli gavida.didad saeWvoa, isev im
navsadgurTanidges da mas elodes. am mware fiqre-bidan isev
klintonma gamoiyvana.
_ TumcaRa tyulad nu idardeb,mainc veRarasodes ixilav. Sen xom
ukanaRar dabrundebi. gaxede am ukideganostepebs, aqedan veRar
gaaRwev, gamo-savali ar aris. Senc CemsaviT aq daima-rxebi. saflavi
Tu geRirsa saerTod.ggonia, vinme ifiqrebs Senze? ara, me-gobaro,
Sen maTTvis mxolod xarjixar. xarji xar cocxali da xarji
xarmkvdaric. Tavs aravin Seiwuxebs,ubralod gagxdian, rac moewonebaT
dadagtoveben turebis sajijgnad, _daasrula klintonma da niSnis
moge-biT gaxeda irlandiels, Tumca mis sax-eze veranairi wuxili ver
amoikiTxa.
irlandieli imiTac kmayofili iyo,rom am didi tiradiT
sikvdilmisjil-ma mas siyvarulze mware fiqrebi ga-ufanta, sikvdilze
fiqri ki ar aSineb-da. sikvdils bavSvobidan naCvevi iyo.araerTxel
unaxavs Sin Tu gareT daarc is adardebda didad, rogorisaflavi
ergeboda _ es miwa misTvismainc ucxo iyo.
klintoni umalve mixvda, rom sworigezi ver airCia da saswrafod
SecvalamimarTuleba.
_ mere ki saSinel samsjavrozewarsdgebi. jojoxeTi gelis,
megobaro.fiqrob, RmerTi gapatiebs sxvis omSiCabmas? fulis gulisTvis
udanaSauloadamianebis xocvas, romlebic sakuTarsamSoblos icaven
mxolod? an TundacuiaraRo kacis daxvretas Segindobsufali? _ am
sityvebiT klintonma barimaiagdo, orive xeli gaSala da
mkerdimiuSvira irlandiels, _ mesrole,Zmao, oRond icode, im qveynad
kuprisqvabSi moixarSebi.
es dartyma ukve mizanSi moxvda.sikvdilis ara, magram
RmerTisirlandiels namdvilad eSinoda. jo-joxeTi misTvis savsebiT
realuri ramiyo. bavSvobidan sul aSinebdnen da misarsebobaSi eWvi
arc arasodes Separvia.mas mere, rac aq moxvda, Rame ar gasu-la, am
ambavze ar efiqra.
xSirad sazarel sizmrebsac ki xe-davda. ramdeni ecada, verafriT
monaxaTavis gasamarTlebeli sabuTi, romel-sac RmerTs warudgenda
samsjavrozemoxvedrili. xan fiqrobda, Tavs Seva-codeb _ „xom ici,
ufalo, rarig mi-Wirda~, xan ki Tavs isulelebda _ „asemegona, keTili
saqmisTvis vibrZodi,Sevcdi ymawvili kaci, SemideT~, magramgulis
siRrmeSi ki xvdeboda, rom Rm-erTis gacureba arc iseTi advili
saqmeunda yofiliyo da amitom cdilobda,saerTod ar efiqra im
saSinelsasjelze, rac im qveynad eloda. amkacma ki axla swored es
gaaxsena. mo-saklavia, aba, ra aris?! irlandieliuceb wamoxta,
xelebgaSlili klinton-Tan miiWra da sityvis uTqmelad uTava-za Tofis
kondaxi ybaSi.
klintoni gulaRma daeca, Semdegzantad wamojda da
dasisxlianebulsaxeze netari Rimili gamoexata. Tof-CabRujuli
irlandieli Tavs edga dagaognebuli dascqeroda. klintonikmayofili
iyo, miaRwia sawadels, gaax-ela, gaacofa, gaamwara mosisxle
mteri.uiaraRom iaraRians iseTi tkivili mi-ayena, tyvia rom daexala,
albaT ase varatkenda. is marTavda axla viTarebassicocxlis bolo
wuTebSi, is iyo mTa-vari gmiri da am patara tragediismefe,
uSvelebel tramalebSi Cakarguleul scenaze rom viTardeboda.
irladieli gabrunda da isev xis
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2016qveS dajda. klintonma ki kvlav barsmohkida xeli.
cota xniT orive Tavis fiqrs mieca.irladiels iseTi grZnoba
daeu-
fla, uneblied rame Zalian ugemursrom gadaylapavs kaci da gulze
mZimeddaadgeba. am dartymam aranairi kmay-ofileba ar moutana.
piriqiT, kidevufro wauxdina xasiaTi. risTvisdaartya am kacs?
simarTlisTvis mx-olod, da gana ki amas RmerTic verdainaxavda? age,
kidev erTi codva dae-mata mis isedac codvil yofas. oh, ne-tav male
damTavrdebodes es amaTi omi.ra undaT, ras xocaven erTmaneTs? Tum-ca
raRa erTmaneTs? Tavad araa amsaqmeSi CarTuli da sakuTari xeliT
arxocavs adamianebs?! daiRala, ZaliandaiRala.
klintonis droebiTi kmayofilebaki isev sevdam Secvala. kai, ho,
gaamwaraes ubeduri, moutana raRac usiamovne-ba, magram sabolood
mainc is gamo-asalmebs sicocxles, Caagdebs am gamom-Sral saflavSi,
miayris xriok miwas.mere ki wava, Tavis gzas gauyveba. vinicis,
mSvenivradac gaaRwios am stepe-bidan saRsalamaTma da didxansac
icx-ovros dalxenilad.
da isev wamoiwyo._ magram, gana ki dasanania, rom
male CaZaRldebi? Seni amqveyniuriyofa raRaa, irlandielo? riT
gansx-vavdeba jojoxeTisgan? arafriT. raginaxavs cxovrebaSi?
bavSvobidan mx-olod SimSili, sicive, tkivili, SiSi.tanjvis meti
araferi. raRacis imediTu gqonda, anda gaqvs jer kidev, uare-si
SenTvis, imitom, rom araferia amqveynad imedis gacruebaze mware, _
aqklintons sakuTari `odesme~ gaaxsen-da da kidev ufro dasevdianda,
_ job-da, arc ki geocneba, imitom, rom eg Seniocnebac SenTan erTad
daimarxeba aq,SenTan erTad dajijgnian yvav-yorne-bi da SenTan erTad
dalpeba am miwaSi.da RmerTis winaSe roca warsdgebi,erTi ram
SesCivle mxolod. RmerTo,risTvis gamaCine? mxolod imisTvis,rom
amqveyniuri xanmokle tanjva im-qveyniur samaradiso wamebaze
gamecv-alao?!.
klintoni irlandielisaken ariyureboda, TavisTvis dudunebda
amyvelafers da imedi hqonda, rom kidevufro wauxdenda gunebas
momaval mkv-lels. misTvis Sexedva da am ambis gada-mowmeba ki ar
surda _ vin icis. mis sax-eze kvlav gulgriloba amoekiTxa?sworsac
Sveboda. irlandiels TiTqmisaRaraferi esmoda misi, wina monol-ogebic
eyo, rom gancdebisgan mTli-anad dacliliyo. Soreuli iavnanasav-iT
Caesmoda sikvdilmisjilis dudunida mSvidad eloda im wuTs, roca
amyovelives sakuTari xeliT dausvamdawertils. miuxedavad im boRmisa
da Sx-amisa, romelsac klintoni ase mon-domebiT afrqvevda,
irlandiels ukve,cota ar iyos da, moswonda kidec eskaci. aocebda is
simxneve da Tavda-jerebuloba, sicocxlis bolo wuTeb-Si rom avlenda
es adamiani. im viTare-baSi, sadac sxva
muxlebakankalebuli,xvewna-mudarasa da tirils mohyvebo-da, is amayad
gamarTuliyo welSi da caqudad ar miaCnda da dedamiwa qalam-nad.
namdvilad dasafasebeli ambavigaxldaT da irlandielic
saTanadodufasebda.
stepebidan grilma niavma wamoubera.da es ambavi msxverplsac da
mkvlel-sac erTnairad eamaT, am bolo wuTserTi saerTo survilic ki
ausruldaorives. irlandiels Tvali ar mouxu-Wavs, magram,
faqtobrivad, eZina. vinicis, ramden xans gagrZeldeboda ase,magram
mere raRac Seicvala da amangamoafxizla. uecrad erTferovanmadudunma
jer cot-cota borZiki iwyo,Semdeg ki saerTod Sewyda da srulisiCume
gamefda. irlandielma am xnismanZilze pirvelad Sexeda
klintonsdakvirvebiT. is gaSeSebuli idga da sax-eze dabneuli Rimili
aRbeWdoda. kaci,romelic ramdenime wuTis win mxneobisada simSvidis
magaliTad gamodgeboda,axla sruliad wamxdariyo. bolomde
ganadgurebuli Canda. „gaaTviTcnobi-era, rogorc iqna, ra
mdgomareobaSia~_ eama irlandiels. magram mTavari isiyo, rom
klintoni aRar Txrida.
_ hei, Sen, RorisSvilo! aba, imuSavecocxlad, Torem sworedac rom
cocx-lad dagmarxav, _ ixumra Tavis WkuiT.
misda gasakvirad, klintoni umaldaemorCila, Txra daiwyo,
magramraRac Zalze uniaTod. ofli wurwu-riT sdioda da saSinlad
qoSinebda.drodadro irlandiels gaxedavdaxolme dabneuli RimiliT da
Tavs umalisev dabla xrida.
_ xom xedav, arc iseTi vaJkaci yo-filxar, rogoradac Tavi
mogqonda, _kmayofili laparakobda irlandieli,_ ggonia, ver vxvdebi,
ra xdeba? Tava-dac mSvenivrad ici, rom imqveynad SencCemnairi bedi
gelis. SegeSinda, ara,Zmao, sikvdilis? Segzara ara
jojox-eTma?!.
magram klintons sikvdilis arSeSinebia, sul sxva ramem
daabnia,Seacbuna da Sezara kidec. man jojoxe-Ti jer kidev
sikvdilamde ixila, is,rac adre samoTxed warmoedgina, razeocnebaSic
araerTi Rame gauTenebiaTeTrad, axla uecrad mis winaSe WeS-mariti
jojoxeTis saxiT warsdga.rodesac barma pirvelad gaiCxrialaase mWaxed
ormos fskerze, ifiqra, qvasgamoedoo, magram es raRac
sxvanairiCxriali iyo. ufro rbili da yru. klin-tonma qvas gverdebi
SemouTxara, mereerTi mZlavrad amohkra bari da ue-crad mis fexebTan
moelvare oqroszodi amogorda. Tvalebs ar ujereb-da, ar undoda,
zaravda amis dajereba,magram es namdvilad oqro iyo.
Tavis-dauneburad xeli staca da farajisubeSi Semala, mere irlandiels
gaxedaumal. misda sasixarulod, is zedac aruyurebda. magram aman
mxolod wamieriSveba mohgvara. erTxans ase idgasruliad gaognebuli.
zodis mier da-tovebuli patara pirdafCenili or-modan ki oqroTi savse
ufskrulimosCereboda da Tvals Wrida eniTauw-ereli sikaSkaSiT. eWvi
ar iyo, indi-elebis ganZs miagno. marTali yofilaes yvelaferi. is,
rasac aTasobiT ad-amiani amdeni wlis manZilze tanjva-wamebiT,
sicocxlis fasad amaod eZeb-da, axla mis fexebTan iyo
garTxmulimorCilad. o, RmerTo, ratom?! risigulisTvis? ris gamo aseTi
sastikidacinva, ra daaSava? riT daimsaxura?!ai, misi sizmrebi, ai,
misi egzom sanuk-vari `odesme~! da es yvelaferi axlamis mosisxle
mters unda darCes?!
araaa! ar gamova! vin icis, RmerTiexumra ase mwared Tu eSmaki?!
dae, Tundorive erTad, magram klintonTan ase-Ti xumroba ar
gavidoda.
verafers miiReben! ai, Turmerogori yofila misi ukanaskneli
sur-vili. aseTi mkafio, naTeli da mwveli
survili cxovrebaSi arasodes hqonia.es oqro masTan erTad
daimarxeba sama-radisod.
samare jer naxevramdec ar iyogaTxrili. klintonma
oqrosfradmoelvare ufskruls cotaodeni miwamiayara. Semdeg Txrilidan
amoxta, ni-Cabi iqve miwas daarWo da gulx-eldakrefili gaijgima.
irlandiels veraferi gaego. fexzewamoiWra da erTxans ase mdumared
mis-Cereboda.
_ Txare! _ SeubRvira erTi.magram klintoni ar inZreoda._
Txare-meTqi, vis veubnebi! _
daiRriala irlandielma._ Se wiTuro mamaZaRlo, ggonia,
gasiamovneb sikvdilis win? erT niCabmiwasac aRar amoviReb. Tu
ase ginda,moeTrie da Sen TviTon gaTxare!
_ gesvri, _ Caxmaxi Seayenairlandielma.
_ ver mesvri, Se mxdalo! kaci romyofiliyavi, Sens gabozebul
Seyvare-buls mixedavdi. risi Tavi gaqvs? modi,aba, Tu magari biWi
xar. mesrole, sanamjojoxeTis WiSkars gagiReben eSmake-bi, _
klintonma gadawyvita, rac ki ramSxamis gadmonTxeva SeeZlo, erTad
gad-moenTxia irlandielis Tavze, rom sab-olood gaexelebina da
eiZulebina, es-rola. aucileblad ise unda momkv-dariyo, rom es ormo
gauTxreli dar-Cenoda.
irlandiels ki misi mokvla jer arSeeZlo, samare bolomde unda
gaeTxre-vinebina. ifiqra, kidev erTs vuTavazebda moWkviandebao.
kondaxmomarjvebu-li miiWra masTan, magram arc klinto-ni iyo
naklebad mkvircxli.
TvalisdaxamxamebaSi daswvda miwa-Si CarWobil bars da jer kidev
oriodnabijSi mdgomi irlandielisaken mTe-li ZaliT gaiqnia. baris
basrma pirmaSxuiliT gasera cxeli haeri da zus-tad miswvda
irlandielis yels. sisx-lma ise ifeTqa, rom klintonis fara-jac ki
daasvela. irlandielma cali
xeli yelze itaca, meoreTi ki Tofissasxleti dauSva. tyviam
klintonsmkerdSi uwia, Setortmanda da nax-evradgaTxril samareSi
Caemxo pirqve,wamic da, zemodan sisxlSi amosvriliirlandieli
daeca.
irlandieli mxolod ramdenimejerSetortmanda. klintoni jer
kidevcocxali iyo, bolo Zalebi moikribada ormos fskerze darCenil
pataraRrmuls orive xeliT miayara miwa.
ai, bolo asrulebuli survilic.misi `odesme~ qveynad aravis
darCa.klintonis saxeze Rimili gaSeSda...
oriod saaTis mere mosulmakapralma da rigiTma naxevradgaTxril
samareSi ori erTmaneTsTiTqosda Caxutebuli sxeuli aRmoa-Cines.
_ vambob, am axalbedebs amisTanasaqmeebs nu andobT-meTqi da
aravin mis-mens, _ yovlismcodne kacis Tavda-jerebiT Tqva kapralma,
_ vinaa es?gvari xom ar gaxsovs?
_ ara, ser, irlandielia._ anki raRa mniSvneloba aqvs?! am
sulelur omSi daRupuli morigisulelia mxolod.
_ davmarxo, ser? _ xeli mokidarigiTma bars.
_ ara, amis dro sadaa?! Cadi, gaxa-de Ceqmebi. unda viCqaroT,
mzis Casv-lamde unda gavideT.
rigiTi daixara, klintonsa dairlandiels rigrigobiT gaxada
Ceqme-bi da samaris pirTan daawyo, Semdeg kiklintonis farajas
daejajgura, ma-gram Zvra ver uyo _ mkvdari klinto-nis muWi mas
araadamianuri ZaliT CaW-ideboda.
_ gauSvi, iyos, _ CasZaxa kapralma,_ vis rad unda magis
moTxvrili fara-ja. wavediT, _ Tqva mere da Ceqmebi am-oiRliava.
rigiTi ZunZuliT daedevna ukan.xriok miwaze aRaravin
moZraobda.yoranma nela iwyo daSveba...
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Zveli monastris istoriis kvlevi-sas misi unikaluri zarebis
ambiTacdavinteresdi. axla TiTqmis miwasTangasworebul samrekloze
dedozarTanerTad sxva momcro zarebic xmianobd-nen Turme. maTgan,
gansakuTrebiT, erTiyofila gamorCeuli, dedozarTan Se-darebiT, ra
Tqma unda, patara, magramuCveulod lamazi ornamentebiTa daxazebiT
Semkuli. gansakuTrebiT mSve-nieri JReradoba hqondao,
ambobdnenmoxucebi da aseT ambavsac moayolebd-nen: erT Tavmomwone
aznaurs, romel-ic ucolod darCeniliyo, mogvianebiTCveneburi mRvdlis
moxdenili qaliS-vili Sehyvareboda. qalic ar yofilavaJis mimarT
gulgrili, magram mis ax-loblebs SeekavebinaT Tavi... bolosmSvenieri
asuli Cveni mxaris cnobildedaTa monasterSi monazvnad aRkveci-la.
imeddakarguli aznauri zarebisCamosxmis ostati gamxdara. erTxel
masTavisive xarjiT zemoTnaxsenebi zariCamousxams da swored dedaTa
monas-trisaTvis Seuwiravs, sadac misi rCeu-li imyofeboda...
didi xnis mere Seyvarebuli aznau-ris naostatari gamorCeuli zari
iqvemTis Ziras mdebare mamaTa monasterSigadautaniaT. monastris
zarebis Sewy-obili JRera saocari xmiT efinebodaTurme axlomdebare
soflebs. TiTqmissaukunes miRweuli adamianebi, rocaZvel ambebs
ixsenebdnen, zogjer im za-rebzec Camoagdebdnen sityvas _
isexmianobdnen, msmenels sasoebasTan er-Tad saamo ganwyobac
eufleboda.moSorebiT, venaxebsa da yanebSi mo-muSave glexebi
uneburad SeCerdebod-nen da mokrZalebiT iwerdnen pirj-vars. zarebis
xma xeobebSi eqoebadiRvreboda da Soreul mTebsac swvde-bodao...
mere qveyana rom gadabrunebula,monasterSi wirva-locva
SeuwyvetiaT.sabWoTa xelisuflebis mesveurebstaZris mimdebare
nagebobebi axali cx-ovrebis Sesabamisi SenobebisaTvis _sabWoebis,
kolmeurneobaTa kantore-bisa da skolebisaTvis _
gadautaniaTaxlomdebare soflebSi. samreklozeCamwkrivebuli,
xmaSewyobilad mJRerizarebic wauRiaT. zogi skolebisTvismiuciaT, zogi
dakargula. aznauriseu-li moxatuli zari ki Cveni soflisSuagulSi did
cacxvze daukidniaT dakolmeurneTa Sesakrebad Semohkravd-nen xolme,
roca krebebze eZaxdnen axa-li cxovrebis maSenebel glexebs.
mereCamouxsniaT cacx