literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi literaturuli gazeTi fasi 80 TeTri gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT 26 ianvari - 8 Tebervali 2018 # (210) (210) (210) (210) (210) 2 Cemi miTqvams didad maocebs, adamiano, rogor endobi webovan, mRvrie siTxes, imave nacrisfer fafas, tvini rom hqvia. ar kmara, rbili garsi rom akravs, lurji ZarRvebiT gadaqselili, WasaviT Rrmas da naoWebians. isic cxadia _ bunebam zrunva rom ar daaklo da Zvlis kolofSi svianad Casva. aseve mWidrod CaWuWkulia myife naWuWSi nigvzis lebnebi, Setyupebuli, yunwiT nazardi (xom yvelas gvaxsovs _ naTelmxilveli, unugeSod brma didi miltoni, cad aRavlenda ra SeSfoTebas; Tvalebis daucvelobis gamo, Semoqmeds sayveduric akadra)... mexsierebis budea tvini, raRas ar itevs, agrovebs ramden sityvas da saxes, sixaruls, wyenas. ucnaurs, ucxos isrutavs sizmrebs, raTa es ganZi, auracxeli, wamSi aorTqldes, ganibnes bolos. TviT dedamiwas, usasrulobis ubeSi mqrolavs, man Seucvala ieri, forma. vin icis, kidev ras ar pirdeba _ sargos Tu saSiSs. amdenis SemZles, Tavad ZirSive aqvs Camarxuli _ aucdeneli, mcocavi safrTxe. TandaTan Sreba da moqnilobas, odindels, kargavs; daundobelad xravs, irekleba mis xveulebze mateba wlebis. IV-V arc ise iSviaTad momxdara _ Subli granitsac rom SeaxeTqo, sruliad martiv, ubralo rames, enaze momdgars, veRar ixseneb, Tavs Zalas atan da itanjebi. dasvretilia simagre Seni, gengreva _ sila da wyali gasdis, vidre fskeramde ar daicleba. iloce, misiT Tu amoqanda, amotivtivda, eZebdi rasac. yovelTvis aqac ver gagimarTlebs, ragind anjRrio da amoqeqo wyvdiadi jile, daglejili da mitovebuli. raRas miagneb Tu yvelaferi gadaiketa. gagikvirdeba, risTvis moscdio, ityvi mRimari da arc Secdebi. ver movisvene da mogagone zogi ram, uCemodac rom ici, ar eqneboda damalvas azri. yru foriaqSi Tu gifiqria, isec ganwiruls, Tavs ras afareb (mixvdebi, tvinze rom gekiTxebi, Semcvleli misi ra gabadia)? dasturs, Tanxmobas vucdi awindels, ferze mosuli, daglocav mere _ aferum, gambedaobas Sensas! emzar kvitaiSvili
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didad maocebs, adamiano,rogor endobi webovan, mRvriesiTxes, imave nacrisfer fafas,tvini rom hqvia. ar kmara, rbiligarsi rom akravs, lurji ZarRvebiTgadaqselili, WasaviT Rrmas danaoWebians. isic cxadia _bunebam zrunva rom ar daakloda Zvlis kolofSi svianad Casva.aseve mWidrod CaWuWkuliamyife naWuWSi nigvzis lebnebi,Setyupebuli, yunwiT nazardi(xom yvelas gvaxsovs _ naTelmxilveli,unugeSod brma didi miltoni,cad aRavlenda ra SeSfoTebas;Tvalebis daucvelobis gamo,Semoqmeds sayveduric akadra)...mexsierebis budea tvini,raRas ar itevs, agrovebs ramdensityvas da saxes, sixaruls, wyenas.ucnaurs, ucxos isrutavs sizmrebs,raTa es ganZi, auracxeli,wamSi aorTqldes, ganibnes bolos.TviT dedamiwas, usasrulobisubeSi mqrolavs, man Seucvalaieri, forma. vin icis, kidevras ar pirdeba _ sargos Tu saSiSs.amdenis SemZles, Tavad ZirSiveaqvs Camarxuli _ aucdeneli,mcocavi safrTxe. TandaTan Srebada moqnilobas, odindels, kargavs;daundobelad xravs, ireklebamis xveulebze mateba wlebis.
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arc ise iSviaTad momxdara _Subli granitsac rom SeaxeTqo,sruliad martiv, ubralo rames,enaze momdgars, veRar ixseneb,Tavs Zalas atan da itanjebi.dasvretilia simagre Seni,gengreva _ sila da wyali gasdis,vidre fskeramde ar daicleba.iloce, misiT Tu amoqanda,amotivtivda, eZebdi rasac.yovelTvis aqac ver gagimarTlebs,ragind anjRrio da amoqeqowyvdiadi jile, daglejili damitovebuli. raRas miagnebTu yvelaferi gadaiketa.gagikvirdeba, risTvis moscdio,ityvi mRimari da arc Secdebi.ver movisvene da mogagonezogi ram, uCemodac rom ici,ar eqneboda damalvas azri.yru foriaqSi Tu gifiqria,isec ganwiruls, Tavs ras afareb(mixvdebi, tvinze rom gekiTxebi,Semcvleli misi ra gabadia)?dasturs, Tanxmobas vucdi awindels,ferze mosuli, daglocav mere _aferum, gambedaobas Sensas!
lis STambeWdavi essedan da goderZiCoxelis moTxrobidan `garsia xevsu-ruli saxelia~... ar eTmoboda yvela-ferze Zvirfasi da aRmatebuli mSob-liuri mTa da aki iwiaRa kidec mismamiwam.
xevsurebi, sxvadasxva mizezTa gamo,SedarebiT axlo warsulSiac gada-diodnen da mkvidrdebodnen TuSeTSi.omaiZeebis, xaCiZeebisa da jijuriZeeb-is Sesaxeb TuSuri xalxuri gadmocemamogviTxrobs: `xevsureTidan wamosu-lan Zmebi _ oma, xaCi da jijuri.CamouvliaT piriqiTis xeoba. Camosu-lan WeSoSi. omaiZes saxlis kedelzeTofi miuyudebia. Tofsa da kedelsSoris mercxals bude gaukeTebia.raxan Cems Tofze mercxalma budegaikeTa, Cemi budec aq unda iyoso, _uTqvams omas da darCenila WeSoSi.xaCi da jijuri SenaqoSi wasulan daiq dasaxlebulan. es sami gvari axlacerTmaneTis axloblebad miiCnevenTavs...~
Zneli saTqmelia, ramdenad Seefer-eba yovelive es istoriul sinamdviles,erTi ki cxadia da ueWveli: is faqti,rom `xevsurebi da TuSebi erTmaneTsbiZaSvilebad Tvlian~ (s. makalaTia),SemTxveviTi araa da TaobaTa mexsiere-baSi Semonaxul, realurad momxdarmigraciis movlenebs ukavSirdeba...
droSa eris cnobierebaSi imTaviTvemeomarTa Seuvali simtkicisa da ganu-wilveli monoliTurobis ganma-pirobebel heraldikur simbolos war-moadgenda. is iyo saerTo, saziaro su-
liskveTebiT gamsWvaluli mxedrobisSemakavSirebeli da STamagonebeliZala. mis qveS naTqvami ficis gatexamamulis Ralats eTanabreboda.
mixvedrili var, uxilavo, mipireb rasac,Zvel naxelavzec getyoboda _ ar gavdi keTils,landad maqcie Cemi Tavis, ra geqna meti,gamokaluli, nerwyvs rogorRa Seiwovs sasa.
daZruli, ukan ar daixevs gayrili raza,ra TaRi miWers an romeli makavebs sveti,gaamTlianebs visi Zala dasanan wyvetils,risic grZeldeba molodini, ara Rirs brazad.
Cumad uyurebda olikos. damSvide-buli eCvena: gadauara daZabvam da ux-erxulma Tavdaujereblobam. dainaxaaleqsim, rom ver xvdeboda, ver gaegoTavisTvis mizezi patara gogos, TurisTvis da ratom mosuliyo sigaretiskvals gamodevnebuli.
_ codvebis vals aq ar ixdi. yvelasakuTarzea pasuxismgebeli, _ Tqvaaleqsim.
_ neta, Taobebze Tu gadadis maivali da cudad Cadenili ambavi,Svilebs da SviliSvilebs xo ar moeTx-ovebaT? _ CafiqrebiT ikiTxa olikom.
_ ar minda, magis mjerodes. yvelasTavisi wili unda moeTxovos... ra Sua-Sia STamomavali? _ Zvelma, nafiqrmaSiSma dauara aleqsis, _ ratom mekiTx-ebi?
olikos pasuxi ar gaucia._ mamaci gogo xar, giTxari... _ si-
_ codva ar gadevT etyoba didi, _Cailaparaka olikom.
Tavis swrafi mobrunebiT gaxedaaleqsim. ucnauri gogoa. TiTqos,raRac icis mis Sesaxeb da damaluladaqvs Semonaxuli, gaumxeleli... bodavs.ra, an saidan unda gaego aleqsis war-suli cxovrebisa?.. is ambavic viwrowreSi, saZmakacoSi daimarxa da ar gaba-zrebula. sul samma icoda. erT-erTmauari Tqva, ver moawera xeli mkvlelo-bas, sisxlis aRebas... eCveneba. sakuTaritvirTi da simZime ublandavs tvinseWvianad...
gareti gaabola aleqsim, _ ar SegeS-indes... _ sityva gawyvita da nafazidaartya. sofels gahyurebda Cabnele-buls da grZel qeds, mis Tavze gadaW-imuls, cis fonze rom ixazeboda grex-ilad.
_ vici, rom mSiSara ar var, _ Tqvaolikom da gulis jibidan raRac am-oiRo, patara da oTkuTxedi, _ ai, naxe,_ gauwoda aleqsis.
iT. Semadara, _ cremli moadga an-dros. sicocxles ar mistiroda, be-lasTvis gadmogorebuli cremli iyo,mixvda aleqsi, _ gacino, _ gamoerkvaswrafad andro da Camoasxa, _ bevrivifiqre, ra damrCa gaucnobeli, ras vergadaveyare Cems xetialSi-meTqi, da gam-axsenda, aRmovaCine, rom eqo ar mqondagagonili arasdros. zRaprebidan max-sovda, mTaze fexSedgmuli gmirebisSemoZaxeba da gabevrebulad, Soridanimedad dabrunebuli pasuxi. amaswinebze belas davavle xeli. Cvens mTazeavediT wvalebiT. bevri dro da janimovandomeT. gzadagza bela maginebda,sad mimaTrev an radao? rogorc iqna,avediT. davdeqi amayad welSi gamarTu-li da daviZaxe omaxianad: „ehehei!..~ Cemifexebi. araviTari gamoZaxili. bevriviyvire yelis CaxleCviT da viginekidec xarxar-xarxariT. belas romavuxseni Cemi gawbilebis mizezi, damci-na gulianad. am gaSlil sivrceSi eqosvin dagibrunebso?.. sxva kldeebs anmTebs unda Seaskdes Seni Zaxili da isi-ni roca gagigoneben, mere gagcemenxmaso.
gaasames da aleqsim aRar moindomametis daleva. androsTvis araferiuTqvams, anda, ra unda eTqva, rom xval,soflidan saaTis savalSi SerCeul adg-ilas, sadac erTxel ukve iyo namyofialeqsi, bilikidan tyisken gadaiyvansmaxoias da motitvlebul adgilas da-Coqils glijavs?.. gaakeTebs saqmes dagatopavs tyeSi. arc malvaSi wasvlas daarc danebebas ar apirebda. ori mWidiaqvs da win tyea uRrani, mTebze gada-fenili Soramde. ivlis, sanam romelimexis Ziras ar wamowveba da bolo wamRe-rebiT ar CaiZinebs.
* * *_ ar wasuliyavi, ra vqna, _ deda
sawvimars awvdida maxoias, _ Cameiqcaca.
_ ar uCans grZeli piri, maleve ga-daiRebs, _ upasuxa maxoiam da brezen-tis mosasxami moicva, kapiuSoni gadai-fara Tavze.
_ aleqsi! _ daiZaxa rac Zali daRone hqonda, magram wvima axSobda xmas.haerSi gasrolis eSinoda, mamamisisSublTan mitanili iaraRi rom ar ga-vardnoda refleqsurad aleqsis.ratomRac hqonda misi imedi.
_ nu daimZimeb suls, aleqsi, da mecdaminde da amacile codva... RvTisSo-belo, Sen gounaTe tvini da gonebaaleqsis. RvTisSobelo, Sen gadagvar-Cine... _ CurCulebda oliko, gulisjibeSi Cadebul xats miwaze mibjeniTgrZnobda, mklaviT exeboda da aleqsihyavda mizanSi amoRebuli.
cadCamoqceuli wvimis xmauri fr-invelis xmam gaarRvia, Citis fStvenaiyo Tu Sekivleba.
iqneb oqtombers es SeSlili qari Seakvdes,iqneb Rrublebma daimorcxvon caze cota xniT,Torem am RamiT varskvlavebma Tu ar Seamkes,viT iwkrialebs aba, mTvare _ es cis mocarti?!iqneb Senc frTebze aikemso rogorc odesRacoqtombris tyeTa Tvalxatula rilo-Wriloni,mere nekerCxlebs gamostaco sisxlis obobada guli Cemi gaacocxlo Zveli WrilobiT.
iqneb miTxra, rom TrialeTze isev Zelqvobenmama-papaTa fesvmagari muxis bartyebi,Torem es qaric gadevleba sevdis beqobebsda papaCemis Zvel qoxiviT welSi gavtydebi...Torem zamTari ager ukve karze momadgada mis siTeTres, da mis TareSs, da mis sicivesTu mTvaris hangi ar davuge fexqveS blomad daTu ar avyevi, sikvdilamde ver movicileb.me ki mindoda gazafxulze, roca niavebsmoundebodaT Seni siTbo, maTTan menaxe,daglodebodi sadme mtkvarTan, gulis siamiTda sikvdilis win megaloba: `Sen xar venaxi”!Sen xar venaxi, Sen xar rwmena, Sen xar ufali,xar Semodgoma vercxlisferi sxivTa blondebis,Sevimosebi gazafxulis nisliT ubralodda TrialeTis zurmuxtebSi dagelodebi.mTvare iqneba maspinZeli maradiulida aRar unda, albaT, amas didi mixvedra,roca aprili balaxebSi Caiciurebs,miwis gulidan siyvaruliT amovixedav!
oqtomberi, gardacvaleba!
da oqtomberi mzes gaurboda,veRarc vardebi veRar vardobdnenda miRimoda TiTqos kubodanda miRimoda im dRiT martoden...da Semodgoma wvimas Cemobda,wvima ki iyo Cemi Tvalebis,da miyurebda qari Cerodanda idga Jami gardacvalebis...da Semodgoma mzeSi tirodada Semodgoma cisken mihqroda,midioda da, midiodnen daRimiliT savse kubo mihqondaT!
* * *gvyavdnen mefeni,metic, gvyavdnen mefeT-mefeni,vcxovrobdiT iseZvelTaZvel ers rogorc Sehferis.dRes xelgawvdilivakakunebT viRacis karze,karsac ar giRebs, is viszedacmeti xar asjer.da es qveyana _mocaxcaxe lerwamis Reri,mkergaglejili wevs da maincsxvis hangze mReris.me ki ianvris RamesaviTmklavs es fiqrebi:dRes kidev ha da,xval netavi vinRa viqnebiT?
da verc misi xbo, im gariJraJze iseTiRriali morTo, Seni mowonebuli. misinarCevi Turanuli gineba gomboris ma-Ral cas swvdeboda. rogorc Cans, Tavi-si colis wyevla-krulva sul dedisrZesaviT Sergeboda da janSi wasvlo-da.
sawyali skandara egreve, mZinareve,gamovarda sabZlidan Tavisi sportu-li CanTianad, aseve mZinare gadaevloRobes da soflis centrSi, sadguriskenmoqusla. gzadagza zed akrul Tivasada balax-bulaxs iridebda da sulaqeT-iqiT iyureboda, xom aravinmiyurebso. Tavmoyvare axalgazrdabiWi iyo, Tan ukve magari saxeliT.rogorc iqna, miaRwia soflis cen-tramde da sadguris cementis skamzeCamojda. saSinlad eZineboda. dResZalian seriozuli varjiSi hqonda.marTla magrad gamwarda mamamisze _`ra misi brali iyo? fexburTs usmendaradioSi, ra icoda, rom is gamoqlia-
uWirda, kai biWi iyo, xoSianadac ecva.gruza TmaSi veragulad CarCeniliTivis Reri amoiZro da iqve navTlu-Ridan dareka orkapikiani telefonisaparatiT, aTkapikianebic rom midio-da.
karga xans gadioda zari da ucebsruliad mSvidi skandara, Tavisgasakviradac ki, Zalian aRelda, bo-los ki, rodesac im gogom yurmiliaiRo, gulma ukve iseTi bagabugi dauw-yo, Tavidan xmac ver amoiRo.
_ me isa var... skandara, _ skandaraukve nanobda, rom dareka.
_ batono?_ ai, isa... iskanderi var... darbaz-
Si rom gamicaniT... Cempioni.
boreli qarTvelebisTvis _ fSavleb-isa da xevsurebisTvis. sizmarSi ki ara,cxadSi rom Caetarebina brZolebi ka-sius kleisTan da jo frezerTan, romdaeyara isini da milioneri gamx-dariyo, swored gomborSi rusianisukanaskneli meRore bewinturT so-lomonic ki sicocxleSi arasodesTavis mingreul-mongreul ezoSic argadaaxedebda.
warmodgena ar hqonda, sad unda wa-suliyo. ukan sadgurSi mibrunda, cotaxans iwriala. mere isev sadguris sasa-diloSi Sevida. iq ukve qveynis xalxiireoda _ qurTi meezoveebi, ubnis jib-girebi, navTluRis bazarSi savaWrodCamosuli glexebi, satvirTos Sofre-bi, kasrebiviT Cadgmuli milicionere-bi. yvelani svamdnen, ZiriTadad, wyal-wyala luds aryiT avsebdnen _ `stal-iCnaiaTi~ _ da yuris wamRebad yay-anebdnen.
_ erTi arayi momitane, _ uTxraturtlian oficiants da winaswar Seu-bRvira, amanac raRac ar meangloso.ukve wkipze iyo.
oficianti mixvda, Tu rogora dauxmod miutana arayi da sauzme _`zakuska.~ skandaram daisxa.
TviTonac ar icoda, ram daartya,Tan zed varjiSis, sparingebis da Cem-pionatis win. arasodes Tavis sicocx-leSi aramcTu daulevia, xelic ki aruxlia alkoholiani WurWlisTvis. su-nic ki cudad xdida. bunebiT moride-buli da zrdilobiani, erTaderTi, risuflebasac aZlevda Tavs, roca mTvra-li qarTvelebi elaparakebodnen, ukanixevda da cdilobda, sunTqva Seekave-bina. nasvam azerbaijanels Tu naxavda,aucileblad usayvedurebda, Tu axlo-beli da naTesavi iyo, eCxubebodakidec... axla ki Zalian mounda daleva.ufro sworad, dauZleveli surviligauCnda, raRaca Caedina, raRaca amoe-brunebina.
didi Wiqa gaivso, zustad isev iseSeikava sunTqva da mowyvetiT gadahkra.xvela autyda, arayi cxvir-pirSi eca,cxviridan wamouvida da sunTqva Seu-kra. uceb wamoxta sulis mosaTqmelad,wonasworobis dasacavad xelebgaS-lili. mxolod erT ramesRa natrobda_ aq, am mobazre brboSi, ar gavxdecudado.
sasadiloSi yiJina da sicili aty-da.
_ ras akeTeb, biWo?_ pirvelad svam, Cemi Zma?.._ ra Tavs iklavs, es Cemisa?.._ SeeSvi, Tavisi saqmisa TviTon
icis..._ damwvaria, ai..._ ho, qalis ambavi unda iyos..._ egre ara, jigaro, egre ar unda,
egre nu Svrebi...skandaram mTel sasadilos qoriv-
iT gadmoubriala Tvalebi. egreve miw-ynardnen. marto sasadilos kuTxeSimsxdomma milicionerebma cqvitesyurebi dobermanebiviT, magram jeraraferi. jer elodnen.
_ vaa, saRol, Segergos! _ SeaqoviRacam, mara skandaram isic TvalebiTCaaCuma da isev karisken mibrunda.
_ wadi, Tqveni dedac!.. _ Tqva skan-daram xmamaRla da sasadilodan gavi-da. verc aRiqva, rom ase xmamaRla xalx-Si, isic qarTulad, pirvelad Seigina.
diRomSi gavida. varjiSamde jerZalian adre iyo. diRmis aleiaSi daj-da da, ai, mand dautrialda daleuliarayi. modioda da modioda. aRar Cer-deboda.
dro nela gadioda. TiTqos erT
beqa qurxuli
vebuli da galoTebuli tolika menax-ire saqonels dafantavda? an am boqssda swavlas ras ayvedrian, gazeTebSirom weren masze, maSin xom kargi bi-Wia?.. mamamisi xalaTis gulis jibeSirom CaiCurTavs gazeTebs, mTels gom-bors Semoivlis da siamayisgan Tval-cremliani yvelas urigebs. ara, biWo,amaTsaviT mTeli cxovreba saqonlisdevnaSi gaatarebs da nexvSi amoTxve-fili ivlis.~
skandaram verc gaigo, ise CaeZina daZilSi xan isev mamamisze brazobda, xanki saqarTvelos CempionatSi gadmosulkasius kleisTan da jo frezerTan Cx-ubobda.
_ ratoma xarT mSivrebi, razverodnaia sovetskaia vlast bolSe nasdarom ne kormit? _ eSmakurad moWu-ta Tvalebi andro navasardovma daisev taSi Semohkra, _ ara uSavs, mSi-erze iSCo luCSe, zlee budete i luCSebudete dratsa... a kto davixocebiT,wex paxaronim!..
_ vsio, morCa, wavida, vse za rabo-tu! _ ukve mesamed da axla ukve mkac-rad gaitylaSuna taSma.
skandara iStaze movida da mTelidatvirTviT daiwyo varjiSi. TumcaSeatyo, rom ritmidan vardeboda, bi-Webs fexs ver uwyobda da civma oflmadaasxa. mTlad gailumpa, magram yura-dReba ar miaqcia, piriqiT ufro mou-mata temps. cota xanSi isev aufrial-da guli. skandara arc amas Seepua daisev mTeli datvirTviT gaagrZelavarjiSi. TiTqos gauara, magram mereramdenjerme ise moscxo, rom mTelitaniT Seaqana.
gruSasTan muSaobisas pirvel ra-undSi ukve TvalT daubnelda. sis-wrafes mouklo, mixvda, rom gajiqebaar gamouvidoda, rogorme varjiSi iseunda gadaegorebina, rom araferi Set-yoboda da mere aRarasodes, aRara-sodes amas aRar Caidenda Tavis sicocx-leSi. meore raundSi cota Tvalebidangamoixeda da imedi moeca, rom spar-ingebsac gadaagorebda. klinCSi Sevi-doda, dros gaiyvanda, ringze daim-aleboda, irbenda, Tokebze gadawvebo-da, daisvenebda, ar iCexavebda, egeTieSmakobebi ukve damxecebuli hqonda.
sparingamde veRar miaRwia. mesameraundSi kidev erTxel daubneldaTvalebSi da pirdapir `gruSas~ Caexu-ta, rom iqve ar gaSxlarTuliyo.
azidebda da guli ereoda, pirdaRebu-li mTeli arsebiT cdilobda, rom es-unTqa da gons mosuliyo. Tavbru exve-oda, haeri ar hyofnida da pirveladigrZno, guli rogor misdioda dagonebas kargavda. saSineli SegrZnebaiyo. Zlivs dajda grZel kedels gay-olebul dabal skamze. mTeli sxeuliTmowyda, xel-fexi ciebianiviT ucax-caxebda.
_ ra mogivida, biWo, Sto staboi?_ SeSfoTebuli mivarda skandarazearanaklebad ferdakarguli andronavasardovi.
_ ar isis... ar visi... ar vici, masc!_ Zlivs gamarTa sityva skandaram, _Tvalebs ver usworebda mwvrTnels.
uceb skandarasTan Camjdari andronavasardovi dendartymuliviT wamox-ta da Tvalebgadidebuli daaSterdaskandaras. verafriT daijera da war-moidgina, skandara misi yvelaze say-vareli, disciplinirebuli da mowes-rigebuli moswavle iyo, misi siamaye dayovelTvis magaliTad mohyavda am av-ardnili, avara Tbiliseli biWebi-saTvis. mere isev Caujda skandaras, saxesaxesTan miutana da isev wamoxta.gaafTrebulma gaixed-gamoixeda daisev garSemo Semojarul biWebze iyarajavri...
_ ras SemoxvevixarT, ra iyo, ra nax-eT?.. cirkia aqa?.. _ da gabrazebulmaSemohkra taSi, _ anu bistro za dela,gaagrZeleT varjiSi, begom marS.
mere skandaras miubrunda._ axla adeqi, wyali gadaivle, gam-
oicvale da aqedan damekarge, CemmaTvalebma ar daginaxos. davai, davai,von atsiuda, _ da isev gaitylaSunataSma, _ mere davilaparakebT, a sCasmibrZandiT...
skandara uxmod adga da TavCaRunu-li da Tvalebdaxrili fexaTreviT wav-ida gasaxdelisken.
samgoris sadgurSi gomboris avto-busi ukve Camomdgariyo. avida da ukanmiiyunWa, rom nacnobi Tanasofleleb-isTvis Tavi aeridebina. mis bedze av-tobusi daiZra Tu ara, mTeli dRisnawvalebs CaeZina da pirdapir gombo-ris centrSi gamoeRviZa. mSobliurisoflis civma, kriala, gamWvirvalehaerma sabolood gamoacocxla da ig-rZno, rogor Sioda. idga centrSi mar-to, xids iqiT aRmarTze ki uzarmazari,gaCaxCaxebuli mrgvali restoranimoCanda da iqaurobas zemodan gadmo-hyurebda. skandara saxlisken daiZra,aRmarTs Seuyva. Sioda. restoransahyurebda, magram raRaca ukan eqaCe-boda. ̀ dRes cudi dRea, Cemi yismaTi araris, aia...~ kidev erTxel gauelva skan-daras. magrad Sioda. saxli da dakar-guli saqoneli gaaxsenda. iqac ar mies-vleboda, an mamisis jajRanisTvis daginebisTvis unda gaeZlo. `ioox, dResCemi dRe ar ari, aia, yismaT hiardadi?!~
skandara uceb Semobrunda da re-stornisken daiZra. zustad icoda,gumaniT ucdomlad grZnobda, romnaRd, ueWvel SarSi hyofda Tavs. iq misiadgili ar iyo, iq mas aravin eloda.TiTqos uxilavi TokebiT eqaCebodnenukan, mTeli Tavisi arsebiT, guliT dagonebiT ewinaaRmdegeboda misi sxeuliyovel sabediswero nabijs, romelsacskandara restornis kibeze dgamda.rogor ara, yofila am restoranSi,oRond axla, am Rames ar unda SeeRokari da ar gamosuliyo arenaze,rogorc espanur koridaze gamovard-
nili xari, oRond axla ara!.. magramukve ganwiruli iyo, xars vinRa Semo-abrunebs?!. ukan veRar daixevda, miTumetes, rom misi dRe ar iyo da sworedmagitomac veRar Semobrundeboda, ve-Rar auqcevda gverds am eSmakebisrestorans da saxlisken gzas veRargaagrZelebda. ki, iq mamamisi daxvde-boda, magram mamas visTan ar uCxubia,aq ki sul sxva rame eloda, sul sxva omi.skandaras axla aq aravin uyurebda, ve-ravin gaigebda, Tu am xaTabalas Tavsaaridebda, mobrundeboda da Tavisisaxlisken gaagrZelebda gzas.aravisTan pasuxismgebeli ar iyo, ver-avisTan Sercxveboda, magram, miTu-metes, aia!.. miTumetes...
aravisTan Sercxveboda garda sak-uTari Tavisa.
tyuilia! araferi kacs ise mZafradda mistikurad ar izidavs, rogorcsafrTxe _ sicocxlisa da sikvdilis,misi aRzevebisa da dacemis adgili. miTumetes, Tu es safrTxe idumalebiTmoculi winaTgrZnobis miRma imaleba,Casafrebulia da danamdvilebiT ici_ Tu gabedav da Sexval, iq dagxvdebada aucileblad dagesxmis Tavs, romgagfatros. manZilis miRma grZnob Se-nis sisxlis momlodines da ganabuls,mouTmenlobisgan Tvalebi rogoruelavs.
sinamdvileSi araferi kacs ise aragdebs da ar izidavs _ arc qali, arcZalaufleba, arc oqro, arc religiada saukuno cxonebis imedi, arc ucil-obeli WeSmaritebis, sayovelTao Ta-nasworobisa da Tavisuflebis idea.yvelaferi mainc im erTi mTavari vneb-isgan gamomdinareobs. gacnobierebu-li, an, miTumetes, Seucnobeli safrTx-is cxoveluri wyurvilisagan. safrTx-is Zveli, mamontebze nadirobis droin-deli, mxecuri moTxovnileba, rode-sac kaci TviTonac nadiri iyo.
xo, ai, ega!safrTxe da SimSili.restornis kari SeaRo. Tavidan mo-
eCvena, rom darbazi carieli iyo daSvebiT amoisunTqa. rom Sevida, mxolodmereRa SeamCnia, rom kuTxeSi TvirTvi-laT rezo, pakoza da afciauri gior-ga isxdnen da qeifobdnen. es giorgaafciauri skandaraze erTi wliT um-crosi iyo, mis zemoT, mezoblad cx-ovrobda. skolaSi erTad dadiodnenda WalaSic, stadionze, fexburTissaTamaSod. vin icis, ramdenjer gamo-sarClebia. axla gaizarda, moyoCaRdada axali dostebi gaiCina _ TavisiqarTvelebi. ise, bavSvobidan ubeduriswrafi iyo. azerbaijanelebis ubanSi _wiTel quCaze _ fSavlebis sul orikomli cxovrobda, eg afciaurebi daxiblaSvilebi. is xiblaSvili usinaT-lo kaci iyo da xeze xvewiT irCendaTavs _ kovzebs Tlida, dafebs, qvasan-ay rodinebs, sxvadasxva nivTs akeTeb-da. mezobeli azerbaijanelebic ma-grad uvlidnen da patronobdnen.
etyoba, didi xnis damsxdrebi iyvnen.magidas carieli boTlebi Semojarvo-da da kargi SemTvralebi Candnen. skan-dara mixvda, rom avi winaTgrZnoba aratyuebda. samivem iseTi TvalebiT gad-moxeda, TiTqos pirvelad xedavdnen damoCveneba Semoilanda. skandara aSkar-ad Secba. saerTo salami Tqva da areu-li nabijiT wavida magidisken. pasuxaddaZabuli siCume miiRo. afciaurigiorga sxva dros aucileblad wa-modgeboda, gadakocnida da moikiTx-avda. skandaram veRar moiTmina, mo-brunda da Tavis mezobels pirdapirTvalebSi Sexeda. axla mas gadahkrasaxeze, uxerxulad dauqnia Tavi, vergaigebdi, miesalma Tu ise Setokda.TviTonve igrZno Tavi cudad, ironi-ul, civ Rimils amoefara da skamze vi-Tom arxeinad gadawva.
skandaram sportuli CanTa iatakzexmauriT daagdo da dajda. bufetCikihuseina fexakrefiT miuaxlovda.
_ xinkali momitane da limonaTi.oRond msxlis limonaTi ara, ar miy-vars. tarxuna moitane, an limoni! _xazgasmulad xmamaRla uTxra husein-as.
_ xinkali didxans ar iqneba, aia, suamaT waiRes, _ skandarasgan gansxvave-biT, xmadabla, TiTqmis CurCuliTuTxra huseinam da Cumad aniSna fSav-lebze, _ su SeJames. axali unda Cai-yaros. mwvads Segiwvav...
skandara ijda da eloda. saWmelsara, ufro mniSvnelovan ambavs. garSemoyvelaferi ise daimuxta, rogorc mai-sis dRe Weqa-quxilis dros!.. grZnob-da, rom cudad uyurebdnen. gan-sakuTrebiT pakoza aikrifa. rac Semov-ida, mas Semdeg mzera aRar moucilebia.Ria momwvano-moyviTalo TvalebSi,civi, boroti naperwkali uxtoda.Zalian avad uyurebda.
_ eh, eh, dahkvlieTa ra rigadyinCad Semoida?.. yoCaR balRsa, yo-CaR!.. _ Tan cudi Rimili ar scilde-boda saxidan, _ TiTqos Tavis Sin iyos,davaJkacebula e, dadidebula! _ daTaviseburad Tavis kanturs mohyvadaretianebuli buRasaviT, rasac,rogorc wesi, kargi araferi mohyvebo-da...
_ ra ginda, biWs Sia, namgzavria dapuris saWmelad Semovida, gaanebe Tavi,ras giSlis? _ gulgrilad uTxraTvirTvilaT rezom. Tan TviTonaccerad gahyurebda.
_ Tuki puri Sia, magis saxli aqvea,mivides Tavis Sina da Tavis deda sana-Tam aWmios, me ras wamomijda aqxonTqariviT? _ pakoza monusxuliv-iT uyurebda skandaras. es aqeT aegdoTavis fxovur wera-mwerals.
huseinam limonaTi, mwvanili, puri,yveli gamoutana skandaras da ukangabrunda.
skandara isev marto darCa. calkeu-li sityvebi esmoda da nerviuladatrialebda limonaTis Tlil Wiqas.
_ modi, modi, raRas sdgaxar? ege,mag Tqvens fadiSahs mwvads rom miarT-mev, _ TiTi miaSvira pakozam skandaras,_ erTi boTla Rvinoc miutanode,xalxma gamogigzavna, imaTi sadRegr-Zelo unda dalio-Tqo. xo kargagaigone, raca vsTqvi?.. e, yureb mixat-ul xo ar gaqva? xo ar gagimeora?..
skandaram mwvads Cangali CaarWo.daZabulobisgan yels spazmebi uketav-da da lukma ar gadasdioda. `xo vam-bobdi, maSallah, Cemi dRe ar ari?.. vi-pove, rasac veZebdi.~ fiqrobda da luk-mis gadaylapvas cdilobda.
_ ukan rato mogaqvs eg Rvino?.._ ara svams, aia... sasmels ara vsva-
mo, moeSvi, gogi, ar ginda, _ Sinauru-lad uTxra huseinam pakozas.
pakozam zedac ar Sexeda huseinas,skandaras uyurebda Tvalmoucile-blad.
skandaras daZabulobisgan kunTebiastkivda. ijda zambarasaviT moWimu-li da amaod cdilobda, gulgriliieri mieRo da mSvidad eWama Tavisi mw-vadi.
_ ee, gamatare, gamecaleT, kacidasartymelad miwvevs. gamatare, rezo!_ pakoza dinjad daiZra darbazisSuagulSi mdgari, gamxecebuli skan-darasken, Tan pirs ar aCerebda, _ ara,ra gindoda, ra Zala gedga, raze asty-di?! Senc yismaTi ara gqonia, balRo,ramden xania, Tqveneb aRar micemixarT,raRa Sen Semxvdi?.. _ siciliT miuax-lovda da uceb warmoudgenelisiswrafiT da iseTi ZaliT mouqniaTavisi urosaviT tori, kedels mox-vedroda, gaangrevda, magram skan-daram wamis measediT ufro swrafaddayvinTa da pakoza sapasuxo jebma Sea-barbaca...
TvirTvilaT rezo da afciaurigiorga adgilidan wamoxtnen. huseinadaxls iqiT iyo Camjdari da mxolodSavi, SiSiT da imediT gabrwyinebuliTvalebi uCanda, Tvalmoucilebladuyurebda Cxubs da raRacas gacxare-buli butbutebda.
_ ai, Seni TaTari deda!.. _ amoiR-rina pakozam.
`eee Cemi dRe ar ari, aia...~ gaaxsen-da da uceb igrZno, rom saocari ramexdeboda, Zalian mniSvnelovan ramescvlida _ qarTvelebis atamans saku-Tar restoranSi scemda. aqaurobaaRar iyo auRebeli cixe-simagre. daamas iskandara akeTebda. igrZno, magramSeecada, emociebs da nervebs ar ahy-oloda, araferze efiqra da araferigamoparvoda. daRlili gaavebuli pa-koza kidev ufro saSiSi iyo. erTigaSavebuli dartyma da yvelaferidamTavrdeboda. valiSa masze naklebibiWi ki ar iyo, zustad aq xizaniSvilgoderZa `borjomiT~ rom asuliereb-da.
pakozas mTeli saxe da tani daebeg-va. skandaras morigi seriis Semdegmarcxena xelis kunTSi mohxvda mwared,bicefsi gaeWeda da mklavs veRara Sl-ida. sisxli ar mosdioda, magram kidevufro uaresi, cota xanSi saxe rumbiv-iT gauxdeboda. ukve etyoboda sisxl-Caqcevebi, gauWirda Cxubi, haeri aRaryofnida, mixvda, rom agebda da amisgamo iseT SokSi iyo, tkivilebs veRarcgrZnobda. Tan zustad icoda, romerTi dartyma sWirdeboda. erTi daSx-uileba da legenda, metsaxelad pako-
suli hqonda, aqaurobas gascloda daes yvelaferi Seergo. kibeze lamis ukveCarboda. icoda, rom ar SearCendnen,diliTve daadgebodnen, magramnaomars da daRlil-daqanculs am Ra-mis gadatanac Zviri uRirda. Tvi-Tonac ar iyo upatrono, xalxs Carev-da, dailaparakebdnen. axla ki aqau-robas unda gascloda da rogorme sax-lamde unda mieRwia.
pakozam rom dainaxa, skandara dar-bazidan rogor gavida da gaaswro, sulgadairia. izida, magram or kacs vermoeria. mesame huseinac gadaudga win.
_ kargi, gogi, ra ginda, xo ar undadaxocoT erTurTi, aia, Sens xo isi,tyuodi, ar iyavi marTali...
_ xoda, ro vtyuodi, xo mcema,husein, da gamiSviT, raRad miWerT?..gamiSviT, bodiSi unda movuxado. pa-tieba unda vTxovo. gamiSviT! gamiSvi,rezo! _ ucnaurad mSvidad da CumaduTxra rezos.
rezom gauSva.pakoza giJiviT gavarda gareT. skan-
dara ukve gzaze iyo gasuli, uknidanSemparavi, mowyenili xma rom moewia:
_ e mand damelode, moicade, nu wax-val, mandve iyav, saTqmeli maqvs sity-va...
_ amis deda vatire, egeTa nacem sax-lSi ra rigad mivide, _ SesCivla Cu-mad pakozam, _ dedaCemi Sin ar SemiS-vebs!
pakozas avi fSaveli deda hyavda.adre daqvrivebuli. pakozas mama pav-le meore msoflio omSi daikarga.morwmune qali iyo da Zalian ar mos-wonda pakozas avardnili cxovreba.arc misi fuli undoda da aintereseb-da, arc misi magari biWoba. sul imaseubneboda, `radar Senc ara gcemen, rozRurlbze fex ar dagadgmevino,nacem-natyep ro momixvidodeo...~
skandaras saxlSi Suqi ainTo. didiglova da vaeba idga. dedamisi tiro-da. mamamisi sacodavad idga kal-sonebiT da uyurebda, misi erTaderTibiWi Sifanerkis Tavidan gadmoRebuldid damtveril CemodanSi rogoralagebda tansacmels da sadRac gada-sakargavSi midioda. aq aRar daedgo-meboda. Camosdioda Sav ulvaSebzecremlebi, cxvirs xmamaRla ixocavdada xmas ver iRebda. xboriani Zroxacar gamoCeniliyo.
di, rom mainc miakiTxavdi. ori saaTiswin wavidnen.
videqi._ wadi, ha. oRond frTxilad gadi
da manqanac frTxilad gaiyvane, bebi-aSenma ar gaiRviZos, Torem dagvxo-cavs. Sen ra genaRvleba, gavardebi, wax-val! _ Tqva da kedlisken gadabrun-da. nela iareo, isic ki ar uTqvams.
kidev karga xans videqi.iq ki nela Semovabrune, magram mere
iStaze mosulma qalebmac kveridaukres da erTmaneTSi gaabes masla-aTi:
_ age, Zma daTo (zemoTxsenebulimedaviTne), rogor ganswavlulia qris-tianobaSi... Segircxves marTa qaloba,im Sens ubedur qmars cremlebTan er-Tad tvinic Tu Caatane saflavSi, Toremra dagiSava sabralo bavSvma am uxeiros,rom ar moanaTlino? rom hkiTxo, ufa-li romelia, isic ki ar icis...
_ kargi erTi, nu azviadeb..._ tyuils xom ar vityvi taZarSi?
Cemi yuriT gavigone, bavSvebs rom ekiTx-eboda, qristes coli Tu hyavdao (uka-naskneli sityvebis warmoTqmisassircxvilis almurma gadahkra).
_ uime, RmerTo, es ra mesmis, _ xe-lebi haerSi gaasavsava qalma, gulm-odgined gadaiwera pirjvari da taZriskuTxeSi ganmartoebul caluRelas,romelic is-isaa mamaom ixmo naTlobisceremonialis dasawyebad, amreziTSeavlo Tvali.
da sul bolos kidev erTs vityvi:darRveulia orTografia, sintaqsi,zogierTi sxvac, magram am leqss xelisxleba ar sWirdeba _ is intuiciur-asociaciurad erTiania, mTlianobaSisruliad mSvenieria... da swored esaanamdvili poeziis xibli...
wignis pirveli leqsiT, „ocdaCvit-meti~, poeti Tavis dRevandel saxlSiSegviZRveba da mogvamzadebs imisaTvis,rac unda wavikiTxoT da ganvicadoT.
siberisaken gaxedva poetisaTvis araris poza, mkiTxvelis dasabnevad daW-erili, wamierad da mere Tvals mifare-buli. es Rrma sevdaa axalgazrdisa,romelmac SeZlo sanukvari ary-ofnisaken gaxedva, Tvali gabeduladgauswora da grZnobiT mimarTa amqvey-niursa da imqveyniur satrfos. esgrZnoba mkiTxvels gadmoecema da irin-debi da eTanxmebi:
Sors cimbiriviT moCans sibere.albaT gavZleb,Tu SenTan erTad gadavsaxldebi.da mere modis mcire Sedevri, xilva
poeturi TvaliT, ros sul ubralobuCqi cxovrebis azris Semcveli da ma-tarebeli xdeba. tradiciul aTmarcv-lian leqsSi amogizgizebuli gancdayoveldRiuri aRqmidan poetur saxedgadaqceuli, arc ki vici, anJambemaniTgadatexili ritmiT ufro metyveliaTu mZafri da moulodneli, elvarexatiT.
ra gacrecili sityvaa Trimliroca mTa ase aagizgiza _wakidebia nacrisfer Tbiliss _am gadatkepnil gzaze _ sizmridan _samsaxuramde _ yoveldRe vzverav _cecxlovani da xmeli kvirtebistots aviRebde asanTis Rerad,am Cems cxovrebas wavukidebde.
* * *kaci anZaze amZvrala da ludsa da
arays iTxovs, („kaci anZaze~); xelisu-flebas ar surs Camovardes da qalaqs,qvafenils, mTel qveyanas etkinos misidacema da albaT moTxovnas Seus-rulebs, magram mere sxvebi mibaZaven mismagaliTs; ai, Tanamedrove adamianisnamdvili saxe! tipiuri modernistulileqsia; ambavi, faTeraki dawnexilia daSvid striqonSi Cateuli, konkretulisuraTi, gaazrebuli da ganzogadebu-li. sxvadasxva metris mqone taepebisa-gan Semdgari tercinebia, erTi Sexed-viT Tavisufali, oRond rTuli gariT-mviT da metad originaluri riTmebiT,magaliTad: „sakuTar Zvlebs da / TukigasZvreba.~ am leqsSi mTavari emociuriaqcenti mJReri, aliteraciuli fina-lia, originaluri da marTali:
kaci _ anZidanalbaT Camova, magram mere moZebnis anZas _
yvela visTvisaces SemTxveva misabaZia,vinc gaifiqrebs, rom es kaci gmirulad aZvraanZaze, SiSze, sifxizleze, sakuTar Zvlebze.
* * *aryis gamoxda vis ar unaxavs, an kaka-
li vis ar gautexavs da lebani, uRelida naWuWi daucalkevebia?! es xom ase-Ti Cveulebrivi ramaa, ioli, TiTqmismaSinalurad misaRwevi, gawafuli xe-lisaTvis.
poetis kalami (Tundac kompiuter-Si werdes, leqsi mainc kalams gamo-hyavs) am yofiTobas afarTovebs, aR-rmavebs, mere kravs, kumSavs da rvas-triqonian aTmarcvlian leqsadalagebs. da loTi Winkebis royiodnaTqvami, uecrad, maradiul, sakaco-brio sibrZned gadaiqceva. es sibrZnewaukiTxavs poets, smenia, gausigrZe-ganebia, mere daSorebia da ukan mi-brunebuls axali, entropiuli ZaliTaumetyvelebia es banaluri peizaJ/si-
sakuTrebiT uyvardes lela samniaS-vils; am wignSi samiodea aseTi, magramam leqsSi, „gori. bavSvobis baRi,~ esforma ostaturadaa gamoyenebuli. aqerTmaneTs cvlis rTuli sariTmo sqe-ma _ abagagdgg... _ rasac Sinagani riT-mebic ereva, mere isev aireva sqema daisev lagdeba da am sirTuleSi Cveu-lebrivi ram, provinciuli qalaqis,bavSvobis baRi bundovandeba da re-busad, gamocanad iqceva. leqsi, oRon-dac rom, ar unda iyos martivi damliqvnelurad iolad gamosacnobi,vTqvaT _ goris cixis axlos mdgariWadars etyvis Wadari _ leqsi rTuliunda iyos, bundovani, gamoucnobi, dam-Zimebuli bavSvobis mogonebiT (amSemTxvevaSi). mec xom im qalaqSi gava-tare bavSvobac, Wabukobac da jeelo-bac da mainc bolomde ver gamovicanleqsi, sanam, ormocdameToTxmetegverdze, („isev gori. supermarketi~)postmodernuli pirdapirobiTa dasubieqturobiT ar gacocxlda veebaaCrdili da supermarketSi ar Cavida.am tipiur verlibrSi stalinisaCrdili supermarketis vitraJze mik-ruli didi baneria (visac ar ginaxavTnaxeT, isev iqaa), romelic RamiT iRvi-Zebs da Tavzardacemuli, uRono risx-viT aTvalierebs daxlebze gamofenilaTasi juris produqcias. poetis Tval-ma aRiqva da gadmogvca, gagvaazrebinaCveni drois cinikuri paradoqsi, ko-munisti diqtatori Tavisufali ba-zris promouterad gadaqceula:
supermarketis mepatronegayidvebiT kmayofilia.magram leqsSi moCans SiSi da wuxil-
ic, imis gamo, rom am masStabebis urCx-ulis kvercxi, bolomde verafriT ga-tyda, da Tumca egzotikur safrTxo-belad gadaqceula turistebisTvis,kvlav Cvens Sorisaa, Semodis Semzaraviwarsuli awmyoSi da momavalSic Semoi-Wreba.
am krebulis mTavari gamocana,mainc, „qali poetia~! me ar vicodi amleqsis arseboba da, roca lela stu-dentebs warvudgine, rogorc poetiqali, sityva Semawyvetina da Tqva, rom_ igi poetia... da igi poetia! am leqs-Si emili dikinsonis xma ismis, Soridan,da emili dikinsoni xom qali iyo, didiamerikeli poeti. da ratom vusvamTxazs poetis qalobas? imitom, rom qale-bi naklebad werdnen karg leqsebs? im-itom, rom qalebi naklebad arian didipoetebi? anac xom qali iyo da kacebssjobda! dRes saqarTveloSi ramdenimeqali wers karg leqsebs da imsaxurebe-ben, rom poeti vuwodoT, „qalis~gareSe. ra SuaSia genderi da emansipa-cia?!
_ ar arsebobs qali poeti.ver vityvi, rom ormoci Sedevria
yvelasaTvis zedmeti da rogorcambobdnen „zedmetad uniWo~ poetisadRac gaqra...
ufro swori iqneboda Tu vityodi_ man feri dakarga... gauferulda...gvapation enaTmcodne-gramatikaTm-codnenma da literaturaTmcodnenma,magram... am movlenas erTi sityviT asedavaxasiaTebdiT _ „is gauCinmaCurda_ is gauCinmaCda~.
rogor gadmoscemda _ aRwerda _gamoxatavda es sityva poetis mdgo-mareobas?
sakmarisi iyo, am ambis gmiri miax-loeboda raime Senobas, satranspor-to saSualebas, mcenares, cxovels,jixurs, an sareklamo abras, da odnavmainc gaemaxvilebina masze yuradReba,rom imwuTasve misi sxeuli, ivseboda-ifareboda zedapiriT da Rebulobdakonkretuli fasadis, sagnis, florisan faunis warmomadgenlis _ ferebs daSemadgenel masalas.
is amiT Zalian bednieri iyo.adre mas veravin amCnevda, aravis
araferSi sWirdeboda. adre is erT-erTi Seumdgari pirovneba da umuSe-varTagani iyo. imedgacruebuli dayvelasgan miviwyebuli...
mas ejaxebodnen, xels kravdnen,abijebdnen, afurTxebdnen da nagavsacki ayridnen Tavze, radgan iyo, magramaravis undoda misi danaxva...
quCis ZaRlebi da qalaqis upatronomtredebic ki, romlebsac nagavSiqeqvis gamo frTosan virTxebs eZaxod-nen, arc ki iZabebodnen mis danaxvaze,ubralod agrZelebdnen Tavis Cveulsaqmianobas, anu... Wamas, bunebrivimoTxovnilebebis dakmayofilebas dayvela danarCeni adamianis, anu maT winmimavali moqalaqis SemCnevas...
mas ki, rogorc TviTon ambobda,„qedmaRlurad ugulebelyofdnen...~
amis gamo Zalian nerviulobda,depresiaSi vardeboda da sa-sowarkveTili Txovda RmerTs dax-marebas...
da ismina RmerTma misi gauTavebe-li bRavili da... Taviseburad gadauw-yvita problema.
cnobismoyvareni da Tayvanismcem-lebi sul kudSi dayvebodnen da yove-li axali „gardasaxva-gauCinarebisdros~ taSiskvriTa da „bravo-biss-maladecis~ SeZaxilebiT xvdebodnen...
imdenad moTxovnadi gaxda, romxalxi, moqalaqeebi mas ukve iqac kieZebdnen, sadac arc ki iyo da arc ara-sodes yofila...
uCinarobam, leqsebic ki popularu-li gauxada... mis „yazalebs~ da„haikuebs~ ufrosklaseli an studen-ti gogonebi TavianTi iaffasiani po-madebiT saswavleblebisa da sapir-fareSoebis kedlebze werdnen...mozrdili qalbatonebi ki oqrosZafebs aqsovdnen winsafrebsa da Tavsa-frebSi, mere ki saswaul fasebad hyid-nen... rogorc gairkva da zemoTxseneb-ulidan Cans _ saocari leqsebi dauw-eria. originaluri, Rrma dafsiqologiurad faqizi.
amiT ki Zalian amayi da bednieri iyo.niWier poets yvela natvra uxdebo-
da da dafaruli survilic ki, romlisgamxelas adre Tavis Tavsac ver ube-
uRebdnen, fermwerni mis portretebsxatavdnen... marTalia, uCinari poetinaxatebze arc ki Canda, magram na-muSevrebs saTaurad misi saxeli xomewera? xelovnebaTmcodneni xom am-bodnen, rom am namuSevarze is iyo ga-mosaxuli?.. da xalxic xedavda imas,rac unda daenaxa...
Zeglebsac udgamdnen... marTalia,cariel pedestalebs xsnidnen, magramoqros asoebi cxadyofda, rom es misiqandakeba, bareliefi an biusti iyo daaRfrTovanebulT esec yofnidaT mux-lis mosayrelad da kerpis Tay-vanisacemad...
yvelaferi ki maSin amouvida yelSi,roca erTma ulamazesma qalma(romelze adre verc ki iocnebebda),masTan gatarebuli boboqari Ramismere, xuWuWaTmiani, kunTmagari, cno-bili kinovarskvlavis fotosuraTiaCvena da uTxra: „CemTvis Sen es xar dasaerTod yvelasTvis is saxe gaqvs,romelzec Cven qalebi vocnebobT...faqtiurad Cveni angelozi xar!~
yvelafrisgan mobezrebul-moyir-Webulma Sewyvita mis sapativcemulodgamarTul dResaswaulebsa da kon-certebze siaruli... abezari Tayvan-ismcemlebis xma rom ar gaegona, quCa-Sic ki aRar gadioda...
magram amiT qalaqSi araferi Secv-lila... yvelaferi ise grZeldeboda,rogorc guSin, guSinwin an guSinwin-iswin iyo. ixsneboda axali Zeglebi, ima-rTeboda literaturuli konkursebi,zeimebi, saRamoebi. iyideboda por-tretebi... orsuldebodnen axalgazr-da gogonebi da gauTxovari qalebi damas abralebdnen da uxdidnen amisTvismadlobas...
sulelebis qveyanaSi popularobauremia _ mTavaria, mis dasaZravad gey-os Zala, Torem gzas mere TviTon kar-gad ipovis da veRarc gaCerdeba...
hoda, arc Cerdeboda es umarTavioTxborbala... piriqiT, sul ufro daufro krefda siCqares, raxunobda,raxraxebda da Wrialebda...
saxlSi gamoketili poeti ki kvlavitanjeboda da ar icoda, ra eqna...
erT diliT ki gaiRviZa da aRmoaCi-na, rom kvlav Zveleburi, adrindeliiyo. anu Cveulebrivi, magram kvlav uni-Wo, SeumCneveli da aravisTvis saWiro.
isev Zveleburad ejaxebodnen, xelskravdnen, abijebdnen, afurTxebdnen danagavsac ki ayridnen Tavze... quCisZaRlebi da qalaqis upatrono mtre-debi kvlav aRar iZabebodnen mis dan-axvaze, ubralod agrZelebdnen TavisCveul saqmianobas, anu... Wamas, bune-brivi moTxovnilebebis dakmayofile-bas da yvela danarCeni adamianis, anumoqalaqis SemCnevas...
fer-saxe dabrunebuli ki bednieriiyo _ imdenad bednieri da kmayofili,rom quCaSi gamovardnilma, kedelTanmigdebulma, simRerac ki wamoiwyo...guguna... melodiuri da xmamaRali...
aman ki gviani Semodgomis ferebiTda nestiani susxiT CamJavebul qalaq-Si yvela da yvelaferi gaaCera.
„fantastikurSi~, Tanamedrove yoveldRiurimetyvelebisgan gansxvavebiT, ra Tqma unda, uzados,unaklos, brwyinvales, lamis acxadebul srulyo-filebas ar vgulisxmob. is samyaro, ra Tqma unda,aseTi ar iyo, ar iqneboda.
metic _ eg fantastika, tramplinad ki ara, iqnebsafexuradac ver gamodges Semdgomi cxovrebisTvis,namdvili samyarosTvis.
kargi, davuSvaT, im samyarom leqsis wera gaswav-la. mere ra? gana leqsis wera realobaSi gamosadegisaqmianobaa? gana eg codnac fantastikis sferosiar aris? codna, romelic aravis sWirdeba.
SeiZleba mixvdiT kidec, vis.iqneb mdogvis marcvlisa da mis mimReb wiaRTa sx-
vadasxvagvarobis ambavi iyos, iqneb _ sawvrTnelTabunebis mravalferovnebis ambavi... an iqneb, imisgaTvaliswinebiT, rom qeTiviT kargad mainc ar gam-omiva _ bevr rameze, risi swavlac vaJa dadianiZisfantastikur samyaroSi SeiZleboda, aq ar vilapar-akeb.
miT umetes, mgonia, rom erTi aseTi samyarosTvisisic kmara, yvelaze Seubralebeli da yvelaze keTil-ganwyobili literaturuli kritikis hibridis _ amsaocari da keTilSobili monstris saseleqcio sad-guroba gaswios.
Sesabamisad _ mosaubre TqviT, Torem _ martoam sikeTeze saubars ar eyofa erTi, aTi da gacilebiTmeti odenobis werili.
an iqneb amaze laparakic ar Rirs _ raki vin icis,rogor CamogarTmevs realuri samyaro imis mtkice-bas, TiTqos miwasTan gamasworebel kritikas miwazegarTxmulis fexze wamoyeneba SeeZlos; TiTqos Sei-Zlebodes, vinmes nawers yvelaze daundobladutevde da am vinmesTan yvelaze metad megobrobde_ Setevamdec da Setevis merec; TiTqos SesaZlebe-li iyos, teqstze avis laparakisas gulSi avi araferigedos da laparakobde mxolod imitom, rom Sens mx-ares simarTlea, metic _ Sens mxares sikeTea _ mi-zania, avtorma Tavisi teqstis nakli Seicnos, raTaan moaSTos is nakli, an imas mixvdes, rom arc naklismomSTobia da arc ukeTesi teqstis damweri, Sesabam-isad, arc teqstebis qmnaa misi saqme, da sanam droa,namdvili sakeTebeli eZebos... oRond aq laparakiasimarTleze da sikeTeze _ im ucnauri samyaros gage-biT, romelSic simarTle marTla simarTlea, sikeTeki _ marTla sikeTe...
hoda, aba, ras iswavli-meTqi aqedan? bevri-bevri,imas, rom _ raki Tavis mteric ara xar _ sakuTarnawerebsac megobris teqstebiviT sastikad moepyro,arc werisas moaSoro eWviani Tvali da merec manam-de ukirkito, vidre perfeqcionizms ar daimarTeb.ho, damatebiT, SegiZlia, isic daimarTo, rom,zogadad, kargi miiCnio yvelafris bunebriv, sawyismocemulobad da yvelgan is eZio _ aTas da aTasg-var fenaSi marTla Camarxuli Tu SecdomiTnagulisxmevi...
ra Tqma unda, es yvelaferi im oTxSabaTs ar Semi-tyvia. maSin mxolod pirvelad Sevexe im samyaros.
romelmac sul male personalurad CemTvisacmoicala da momaxala _ eg Seni xelnaweriT savsesqeltaniani rveuli, aq didi ambiT rom mogitania,saerTod araferia da vnaxoT, momdevno rveulSi TuCaiwereba rameo.
*ki, batono, Tavis dasazRvevad isev gavixsenoT,
rom maSin, im oTxSabaTs bavSvi (11 wlis) viyavi da isicdavamatoT, rom manamde presaSi, radiosa Tu televi-zorSi mxolod urTierTqeba, pirferoba da siamtk-biloba wamekiTxa, menaxa da momesmina. amasTan, gad-mocemiTac ki ar vicodi, xelovan xalxs uRirsi urT-ierTqiSpi da, lamis pirdapiri gagebiT, erTmaneTisSeWma Tu SeeZlo.
magram mere xom gavizarde? am striqonebs xomgazrdili da cota metic vwer? hoda, aba, ratom imasar vambob, pirferoba da samarcxvino siamtkbilobaaRarasodes minaxavs, xolo xelovanTa uRirs urT-ierTobaze dRemdec araferi msmenia-meTqi?
eg aris, imasac ver vambob, rom megobrebis gakri-
tikebis swavla rodisme gamomadga _ mas Semdeg, racme gavqri im fantastikuri samyarodan, xolo mereTviTon es fantastikuri samyaroc gaqra,
ra vici, iqneb vinmes kidec warmogidgeniaT, sadmeerTi poeti meores sakuTar leqss ukiTxavdes da Tanaqezebdes _ aba, miTxari, rogoria, piruTvneladSemifase, SeniSvnebi momeci, mkacrad gamakritike, ardamindoo! da meorec TavgamodebiT usrulebdesTxovnas.
an iqneb ggoniaT, vinme literatori megobrisleqss rom naxavs socialur qselSi da raRac niuan-si uxeirod moeCveneba, iqve, komentariTve miuTiTebs,da megobaric madlieri darCeba. ras ambobT, meorisreaqciamde sad midis saqme. pirvelic ver SesTava-zebs Sesworebas, piradi mimoweris velSic ver aka-drebs amxela Seuracxyofas!
sxvas, aramegobars, miT umetes, vin etyvis _ asewera ar SeiZlebao, roca ise wera ar SeiZleba...
an iqneb im fantastikurma samyarom realur sam-yaros kargi mkiTxvelebi gadauloca da misi racio-naluri sargebeli es mainc aris?
kargi, erTi, ra. dRes kacma ar icis, vinme Tu kiTx-ulobs rames. barem cotas gavazviadeb da vityvi, romar vkiTxulobT. sxva SemTxvevaSi, is mainc gvecod-ineboda, vis sad mivuCinoT bolo sayudeli...
egec iqiT iyos, an kargmkiTxveloba riTia iser-amkiTxvelobaze ukeTesi?
kiTxulob es kargi mkiTxveli da gacilebiT cotaram mogwons, vidre sxvas. saerTod, gacilebiT nak-lebi ram gixarebs guls _ raki ukve zogadad ggonia,rom kargi _ mocemulobaa, bunebrivia; amitom ux-eiro unda aRniSno da moniSno, raTa gaswordes, gam-oicvalos, gaqres.
xolo im konkretul samyaroSi, romelSic dResyvelaze bevri literatura (an `literatura~) qvey-ndeba da romelsac virtualuri samyaro hqvia, ma-gram am dros antifantastikuri, anu realuri sam-yaroa, yvela-s `laiqs~ mainc erTi fasi aqvs...
da mec ki magondeba erTi ambavi, romelic, sworedgamonaklisis eg Tviseba rom ara, saeWvos gaxdidafantastikuri samyaroebis usargebloobas realursamyaroSi.
im ambavs vgulisxmob, Cemi studentobis pirve-live literaturul saRamoze (Tu raRac aseTze)erTma momavalma tendenciurma Jurnalistma da maS-indelma tendenciurma recenzentma bdRviri rommadina (Tumca iqneb esec ar momgoneboda, sxva saR-amoebs an msgavsi recenzia rom SemoeTavazebina, animaSi daverwmunebine, rom im kedlebSi Cemze ubadru-ki avtori ar gaWaWanebula).
ai, maSin Tu damexmara vaJa dadianiZis naCuqarigamocdileba; Tundac imis miuxedavad, rom xseneb-ul recenzias megobrulisa araferi ecxo da, savar-audod, TviTdamkvidrebis diad saqmes emsaxurebo-da.
*maS, ra azri aqvs aseT samyaroebs?aba, me ra vici. samyaroebs ki ara, samyaros ra azri
aqvs, eg ar vici.arada, axlaxan qeTi gogiaSvilis is safeisbuqe
posti rom moviZie, iqve Cemi es komentaric aRmova-Cine: `qeTo, Zalian magaria; TiTqmis vaJasaviT (Ri-mili). aseT dros fiqrob, netav, marTla xom ara aqvssicocxles azri (Rimili)~.
anu iqneb marTla mdogvis marcvlisa da misi mim-Rebi wiaRis rogorobis ambavia, an _ wvrTnisa dasawvrTnelis bunebis ambavi...
Tumca pesimisti kaci (xolo vaJa dadianiZisganmaxsovs, rom yvela Wkviani kaci pesimisti iyo) arcimis SesaZleblobas gamoricxavda _ fantastikursamyaroSi yvela adamianuri siqvele iswavlo da re-alur cxovrebaSi arcerTi gamogadges.
ubralod, SeiZleba TviTon realur samyaros isazri aqvs, rom masSi fantastikuri samyaroebic ar-sebobs.