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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 27 ianvari - 9
Tebervali 2017e m m a
sauzmegamTeniisas CavfrindiT ambro-
laurSi. TviTmfrinavma daSvebisasgvarianad SegvaSina, magram roca
fexidavdgi miwaze, mivxvdi, rom adamiansyvela SiSi male aviwydeba
da amito-macaa, sakuTar Secdomebzec rom verswavlobs Wkuas.
aeroportSi sul sami TanamSrome-li dagvxvda. samives naTeli,
mSvidisaxe hqonda, rogorc raWvelebs aqvTxolme zogadad. mSvidobiani
dila gvi-surves da cxeli yava SemogvTavazes.kanada gamaxsenda.
erTxel, amerikaSifrenisas, sagangebo daSveba kanadisromeliRac
patara qalaqSi mogvixda.iqac aseTi patara dasaxleba iyo, sulori
kaci muSaobda da iseTi Tvalebi-Ta da sixaruliT Segvxvdnen,
TiTqosmarsze wasul eqspedicias mosakiTxadojaxebi ewvivnen.
kanadis Town-isgan gansxvavebiT,ambrolaurSi meti frena iyo
xolme,turistuli sezoni jer ar gaxsnil-iyo, magram damsveneblebi
kantikuntadmainc moZraobdnen raWaSi. iaponelmxatvarTan erTad
viyavi, noembrisbolos amsterdamSi gamofenas marTav-da. namuSevrebis
nawilis damTavrebasaqarTveloSi gadaewyvita. kion Ziaowlebis win
swored im aucilebeli daS-vebisas gavicani kanadis aeroportSi.maSin
sruliad ucnobi mxatvari iyo,amerikaSi bedis saZebnelad midiodada
frenis eSinoda katastrofulad.sul sami sityva vicodi iaponurad,Cemma
colisZmam maswavla da sworedkionze gamovcade maSin. es sami
sityvasakmarisi aRmoCnda, rom mSobeli mamavgonebodi da gadarCenis
imedad dav-esaxe. gverdidan ar momcilebia, sanamdaveSvebodiT, mere
ki davmegobrdiT.
Citebs xatavda. Cemi azriT, yovladgaugebarsa da maxinjs, magram
mx-atvrobis moyvarulebs ras gaugeb _pirveli tilo 800 dolarad
gayida,meore sammag fasSi, mere ki 30 000 dola-rze naklebad arc
erTi namuSevariaRar gauyidia.
rodesac damireka, saqarTveloSiminda davxato sagamofeno
namuSevre-bis bolo sami naxatio, arCevaniswinaSe davdeqi _ svaneTi,
TuSeTi anraWa unda meCvenebina. TviTon mesameairCia, ufro mokle
saxelia damirCevniao, ras gaugeb mxatvrebs?
sastumro „Saoris ameTvisto~Saoris tbaze iyo. tbis SuagulSi
xe-lovnur, naxevarmTvaris formis kun-Zulze samiode wlis win
gaaSenairanelma biznesmenma da misma colma,romlis Savi aragviviT
bneli Tvaleb-is sanaxavad da ugemrielesi samzareu-los
dasagemovneblad dedaqalaqidandadioda xalxi.
rogorc amboben, qarTveli iyowarmoSobiT. qarTvelebma xom, ro-gorc
yvela mcire erma, ase viciT _dedamiwis zurgze yvela kargs
CvenadvasaRebT. iqnebki, marTla iyo qarTve-li. tradiciul qarTul
purmarilsiseTi daxvewili gemoTi amzadebda,barbare jorjaZe siamayiT
saflavSicmukavda.
swored „Saoris ameTvisto~ mqondarva RamiT dajavSnili. Svidi
momcrozomis nomeri hqondaT, erTi maTganisastumrosa da restoranis
mTavariSenobidan yvelaze moSorebiT. sworedis oTaxi aviRe
kionisTvis.
uTenia mivadeqiT. maspinZeli mimde-bare soflis glexobas xvdeboda
axa-li produqtis misaRebad, kunZulzeramdenime moaxle da juja
adminis-tratori dagvxvdnen.
batoni wasulia, qalbatons sZinavs,sauzme or saaTSi iqneba _
gviTxraaRmosavleTis xalxisTvis damaxasi-aTebeli morCilebiT jujam.
saocradmaxinji adamiani iyo, magram is SemaZr-wunebeli SiSi, rasac
misi danaxva iwvev-da, fizikur naklis brali namdviladar iyo.
minaxavs aseTi adamianebi, bavS-vebi, Cvilebi minaxavs. rTuli
sayure-belia ganuviTarebeli tani, CveniTvalisTvis sruliad ucxo,
sxeulis
alternatiulisaqarTvelos ambebi
anomaliuri nawilebi, magram SiSi ara-sodes migvrZnia,
administrators kiraRac hqonda iseTi, rac gvelis dan-axvasaviT
gaqvavebda.
nomrebSi gavnawildiT da cota wa-vuZine kidec.
sauzmeze Casuls darbazi naxevradsavse damxvda. rogorc Canda,
stumre-bis naklebobas ar uCiodnen. TerTme-ti magididan eqvsi
dakavebuli iyo,meSvidesTan Cven visxediT.
diasaxlisi ar Canda. sastumrosmepatroneebs Cvevad hqondaT
stum-rebTan gamolaparakeba. mec siam-ovnebiT vnaxavdi mis gemriel,
odnavdaxrili formis Tvalebs, Txel welsada mudmivad aprexil
ZuZusTavebs,zamTar-zafxul umowyalod viwrokofTidan rom
imzirebodnen.
sauzme tradiciulad noyieri iyo_ wablis wvniani, Tevzis kotleti
dapiure, omleti lixeTurad (RvinoSiSemwvari kvercxi), ospis gufTa,
xon-Wiorisa da zeda Savras cximiani xaWo,zeda TluRisa da qvemo
Rvardias ma-woni da qveda TluRisa da zeda Rvard-ias araJani
hqondaT.
evelebs Cveni axsna gvaqvs msgavsi sak-iTxebisa.
pirsTan Svedi damxvda, juja admin-istrators elaparakeboda.
vcade,Tavi ameridebina, magram ar gamomivi-da, xeli damiqnia da mec
mivedi.
juja adgilobrivi RvinoebissikeTeze esaubreboda. rogorc
yvelaCrdiloels, Svedsac sasmeli uyvarda.jujas mZime baritoni hqonda
da Zaliandinjad yveboda, rogor iwureba wu-lukiZis TeTra da
xvanWkara, romel-ic stalinis sayvareli sasmeli yofi-la, Turme
motkbo araswori daduReb-is gamoa. sadilsa da vaxSamze
RvinosgamovitanT da daagemovneTo, pirde-boda Sveds.
ar Cavreulvar maT saubarSi.aRelvebul wyals vusmendi da
meorenapirze mdgom meTevzeebs gavyurebdi.
Saoris tba Signidan ufro lamazisanaxavi yofila. wyali imdenad
lur-ji da amave dros gamWvirvale iyo, peS-viT amoiRebdi da
dalevdi.
drodadro patara Tevzebi kudebsatylaSunebdnen da axalamosuli
mzissxivebi maT farflebze irekleboda.
gasmuli energetika modioda. aTle-turi tani hqonda da
sxartadmoZraobda. etyoboda, rom fizikuradSroma misTvis ucxo
namdvilad ar iyo.Tavadve gadmotvirTa produqti dapirsze daawyo. mere
xelTaTmanebiwaiZro da orives TanmimdevrobiTCamogvarTva xeli.
ise SegvaTvaliera, mivxvdi, adami-anebis cnoba ar uWirda. rogorc
mdi-dar adamianebs sCveviaT, Tavisufladgvelaparakeboda,
gansakuTrebuliceremoniebis gareSe. aRmosavleTiskacisgan es cota
ucnauri ki iyo, ma-gram am iranels imdenive SemorCeno-da mSobliuri,
ramdenic tyibuls ko-munisturi epoqisa.
pirsze dadebuli naWris uzarmaz-ari CanTisken gaiSvira xeli da,
dResnanadirevi gveqneba sadilado,gagvimxila. Tu Tqven niamoris
orTql-Si CaSuSuli Tirkmelebi ar gagisin-javT, rahas vetyvi da
specialuradTqvenTvis moamzadebso, gviTxra dauceremoniod
dagvtova.
sadilikion Ziao sadilzec ar gamoCnda.
marto Wama ki qarTvelisTvis yvelazedidi misjaa msoflioSi. raki
iranel-ma maspinZeli niamoris TirkmelebsSegvpirda, me da eiolfi erT
magidasmivusxediT.
aperitivad Semwvari xaxvisburTulebi nigvziT da gogris sawebe-li
mogvitanes. WaWa jujam mogvarTva,maspinZlis marnisaa, nayidi ar
gegono-To. rbili, aromatuli suni da gemohqonda, Cemi varaudiT,
atami da komSieria.
sanam mobrawul Txlad daWrilvaSls gogris sawebelSi vawobdiT,
Sve-di col-qmaric, SvilTan erTad, Se-mogvierTda. qals civi saxe
hqonda daratomRac alisa erqva. Cemi warmod-geniT, aseTi qalebi
prokuraturaSibuRaltrebad muSaoben. kaci ufrorbili vinme Canda,
naklebad rbili sax-eliT _ alfons. sasmelze Tvalisgugebi
gaufarTovda, colma ki gada-kra Tu ara, miscxo da miscxo.
gogona iqneboda TxuTmeti-Teqvs-meti wlisa. emma erqva. Zalian
daZabu-li ijda da cdilobda, araferi eWama,radgan, rogorc mivxvdi,
deda wonas-Tan dakavSirebiT mudmiv SeniSvnebsaZlevda. odnav sruli
gogo iyo. amasakSi xSiria wonis mciredi momateba,radgan hormonaluri
balansi mcire-dad areulia da gardatexis asakSi my-ofi sxeuli qaoss
alagebs. ZalianTeTri feris kani hqonda, TiTebi kisxeulTan SedarebiT
ucnaurad mokle.sanam Cven vsadilobdiT, xma aramouRia.
raham sakuTari mSvenieri xelebiTgamzadebuli niamoris Tirkmelebi
masmere mogvitana, rac tibaanuri, gudis,Wyinti yveli, Warxlis
salaTi, xbosRviZli nivriT, varia qinZs marinadSida saqonlis ena
davagemovneT. emmasaraferi uWamia da eiolfma misTviswvniani
SeukveTa. amitom, sanamufrosebi xorciani saWmliT muclebsviyoravdiT,
gogona gogrikelas Wre-balourad (mTlian gograSi bostneu-lis supi.
gogra TefSis magivrad gam-oiyeneba) xvrepda
evropelebisTvisdamaxasiaTebeli xmauriT.
eiolfi Cemze mWameli aRmoCnda. mansruliad daundoblad SenTqa
oragu-li komSiT (mTlianad), tyemlis tylap-Si moxarSuli loqos
wvniani cocxalimwvaniliTa da bostneuliT, SemwvariqviriTi wiwakiT
(cota uwilada emmasmSoblebs), samefo Wanari (ilma-zlosTan
daWerili), ispanaxisburTulebi kitris fafaSi (kvirikew-mindidan),
kalmari aleqsandroulissakmaziT (sakmazi Corjodan moqondaTglexebs),
Semwvari bibiloebi(TluRisa da jvarisas mamlebis), WviS-tari
(naesakaoSi moyvanili simindisfqvilisgan), gebJalia
(macxovrisk-aris sulguniT), sulgunSi gaxveulinaduRi (yveli igive
soflis, naduRiki Sua krixSi mowvelili SveicariuliZroxis rZisgan
keTdeboda), kupati
gurammegreliSvili
sasadilo oTaxidan samzareulomoCanda, sadac SuSis miRma
ramdenimemzareuli da axalgaRviZebuli, jer-ac msubuqad afuebuli
diasaxlisiqviSarsa da RadiSSi moyvanil fqvilzegamomcxvar maWkatebs
gvimzadebda,romelsac sxvavasa da ZirageulSidakrefili tkbili msxlis
murabas Tumoasxamdi, iqneb dedamiwis yvela ube-dureba dagviwynoda
adamians.
gverdiT magidasTan ormocdaaTwels gadacilebuli kaci ijda.
CemivaraudiT, norvegieli unda yofil-iyo. Svedi aRmoCnda. megobarTan
da miscol-SvilTan erTad saqarTveloSimogzaurobda. uzarmazari tanis
kaciiyo. WamiTac gemrielad Wamda, axalga-momcxvar maWkatebs erT
lukmaze yla-pavda da SuSis iqiT mdgom diasaxlissxeliT aniSnebda,
kidev momitaneo.rogorc Cans, damegobreba moeswroT.
diasaxlisma Cveni magidiskenac gam-oixeda. wamiT davinaxe misi
nislianiTvalebi da mzera amarida.
Svedi eiolf danielsoni aRmoCnda.`Aptilo Networks~-Si teqnikuri
direq-tori iyo. paralelurad moxalisemwvrTnelad muSaobda
frenburTelgogonaTa gundSi. Zalian mxiaruli dagulRia kaci momeCvena.
uCveulod sx-arti iumori hqonda. saqarTvelozeraRacebis wakiTxva
moeswro da cdi-lobda, es codna arademonstraciu-lad warmoeCina.
sanam kion Ziao kar-gad gamoiZinebda, SvedTan erTad yve-laferi
vWame, risi erT jerze monele-bac 81 kiloian adamians SeuZlia,
mereki kunZulze fexiT gavla gadavwyvite.stereotipi, TiTqos uzomo
raodeno-biT saWmlis Wamis Semdeg fexiT seirno-ba wonis momatebas
xels uSlida, Cem-Sic cocxlobda. karga xania, vicodi,rom gemrielad
sauzmis, sadilis, vax-Smis mere seirnoba minimum 1 saaTi
arSeiZleba, magram mWamelebsa da mw-
Tavis droze saxelmwifom civi wylisuzarmazari Tevzebi moaSena aq
da axlamaT danaxvas vcdilobdi. amaod.
bunebis ulamazesma peizaJma isegamarTo, veRar gavige, jujam
rodisdagvtova. Svedi wyalTan axlos mis-uliyo da sastumrodan
wamoRebuldaqucmacebul purs wyalSi yrida. nam-cecebi CaZirvas ver
aswrebdnen, romTevzebi ylapavdnen saWmels.
_ giyvarT cxovelebi? _ vkiTxeise, rom pasuxi winaswar vicodi.
oriZaRli yolia saxlSi. Zalian enatre-boda, cxovelTa sastumroSi
dautove-bia wamosvlamde. ganicdida, Ben-im sx-visi xelidan SeiZleba
ar Wamoso.
daaxloebiT saaTnaxevari visxediTpirsTan. amasobaSi movaswari
momeyo-la gamogonili Tu marTali ambebiraWaze da raWvelebze. Sovi,
oni, uw-era, Rebi... es adgilebi ise aRvwere,Tavadve mominda
sanaxavad wasvla.samkurnalo wylebis Tvisebebi ki isegavazviade,
msoflio jandacvis orga-nizaciaSi fexze amdgarni taSs namd-vilad ar
damikravdnen. kuWnawlavisproblemidan dawyebuli,
pedofiliismkurnalobiT damTavrebuli, yve-laferi Sovis erT patara
wyaros wy-als davabrale.
amasobaSi sastumros iraneli mepa-tronec movida. irlandiel
monadiresufro hgavda, vidre iranel Siits. navipirsTan gaaCera da
xeli kargi nac-nobebiviT dagviqnia. Svedma misalmebadaxmarebis
Txovnad CaTvala dabuzRuniT, magram mainc daiZranavisken, magram
iranelma SveduradraRac uTxra da orivem gaicina.
vcdilobdi, gamomecno, ra moewo-na cols am kacSi. Cveulebrivi
tipiiyo. Seuxedavs ver ityodi, arc gan-sakuTrebuli Sarmi hqonda.
erTi egaa,rogorc iranelTa umetesobas axasi-aTebs, misganac
mamakacurobis xaz-
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi proza27 ianvari - 9
Tebervali 2017(JoSxadan), burvaki nigvziT (aq ki,didi bodiSi,
CaveziareT. lixeTis bur-vaki iyo), afxazura (leZaZamedan),
ko-mbostos mwnili (zeda Rvardiadan),kitr-pomidvris mJave
(Woportidan),prasis mwnili (korboulidan), afxa-zuri ajika
(okvinoredan), RanZili,jonjoli (kortaneTis).
alfonsi gauTaveblad laparakob-da, sanam me, eiolfi da alisa
muclebsviyoravdiT, is msoflio problemebzewuxda. UN-is imwlevandel
monacemebsiSveliebda, afrikis mosaxleobis 49%dReSi 1.26 dolarze
naklebs moixmar-so. gulanTebuli aqtivistebi romarian, nebismier
problemaze wuxilSirom aiyolieb, swored egeTi tipi iyo.yuradRebiT
SevaTvaliere eiolfi,alfonsi da alisa. vcdilobdi, ga-momecno iyo Tu
ara es klasikuri „Sve-duri ojaxi~. araferi msgavsi ar Semi-mCnevia
_ metic, eiolfi sulac aracdilobda, saWmeli alisasTvis
gaena-wilebina, es ki seqsualur partnior-ebsa da moflirtave
adamianebSi yve-laze advili SesamCnevia.
odesme Tu Canawerebi gamovaqveyneWamisa da xasiaTebis
korelaciaze(erTi cda ukve mqonda Wamisa da seqsismsgavsebaze da
„kama sufra~ erqva),aucileblad davwer am frazas: Crdi-loelebi imaze
bevrs Wamen, vidresamxreTelebi, amis mizezi sicivea al-baT, radgan
organizmi energetikulibalansis aRdgenas saWmliT axerxebs,rac
samxreTel xalxs momatebuli mzisenergiis gamo ar Wirdeba.
Wama da Wamis manera zogadad mar-Tla saintereso sakiTxia. amaze
masmere vfiqrob, rac aRmovaCine, rom Cem-nairad 90-iani
wlebgamovlilma adami-anebma „mudmivi SimSili~ viciT. me,
ma-galiTad, TefSze saWmlis datovebafizikurad ar SemiZlia,
danayre-bulzec ki „wavicicqnebi~, TiTqos ma-rags viReb. es
kompleqsi _ „konserve-bis kompleqsi~ _ Cveni, postsabWoTarRvevis
qveS moyolili homo raRa-cavetikusebis mTavari problemaa.Wamo imaze
meti, vidre gWirdeba _ ai,msoflios problemis aTeulSi rigiT(vTqvaT)
merve problema.
alfonsi, SeiZleba iTqvas, rom mSi-eri darCa. uravSi mosuli
gogrisgulisgan Semwvari wereTlis mwvadismeti araferi uWamia. aman
eWvi gamiCi-na, rom madian alisas mTlad Sesaferi-si saloginswortoli
partniori arhyavda da kidev erTxel, ufro yura-dRebiT davaTvaliere
misi da eiolf-is Tvalebis traeqtoria _ msgavsiaraferi
SeminiSnavs.
desertad moxarSuli gogra Taf-liT (Tafli xotevisa iyo da
weliwad-Si sul 50 kilo moyavda ojaxs, visga-nac Cveni maspinZeli
yidulobda),gozinayi (nigozi caxis, Taflic) dawandili TeTri bliT
(naadrevi gograbali sofeli wesis iyo) mogvitanes.maraTons yvela
gamoveTiSeT alisasada eiolfis garda. marTalia, kacmalamis orjer
meti Wama, vidre yvelamerTad, magram alisas SemarTeba
maincaRsaniSnavi iyo. me TeTras vwrupavdida erTi suli mqonda, gareT
gavvard-niliyavi sigaretis mosawevad, zrdi-lobis gamo sadilis
bolomde ar avmd-garvar da Tanac, mainteresebda, ram-denis Wamas da
dalevas (calke aRsani-Snavia, rom dalia 4 Wiqa namanevis WaWa,1
boTli meore tolaSi dawurul,Camosxmuli aleqsandrouli, naxevarixelada
goruli mwvane, cdoSiCamosxmuli ludi „mware~ da axlayvarelSi
Camosxmul koniak „xunZebs~ayolebda deserts) SeZlebda eiolfi.
alisa Taflian gogras danebda.sanam alfonss Tavisive Teoria
aRiz-ianebda (miaCnda, rom msoflios kideverTi umTavresi problema
kerZosakuTrebaa. saerTo coli, qoneba dasxeulic ki misi varaudiT
kacobrio-bis gadarCenis erTaderTi Sansi iyo.am azrma mere
gaaRiziana da mtkicebadaiwyo, rogor cdeboda) da ganervi-ulebuli,
gaoflianebuli TiTebs im-tvrevda, eiolfma sakuTari wili de-serti
daamTavra da adga: xom ar movwi-oT, megobrebo?
namdvili kuburi sigara aRmoaCnda.an SeiZleba me ver verkvevi
sigarebSida rogorc xdeba, reklamam imuSava.gemrielad gavabole da
daaxloebiTxuTwuTiani dumili sadRac uweraskenxelis gaSveriT
davasrule: ai, iqiTaris sofeli, romelmac marto erTsaukuneSi
komunistur sabWoeTs Cvid-meti akademikosi misca!
es uceremonio Sesavali ki naRdadqarTulad gamomivida. eiolfma
ga-momxeda da scada, Cem TvalebSi amoe-kiTxa, ricxvi ramdenad
gazviadebuliiyo. kiTxviT ki sul sxva rame mkiTxa:komunizmma magrad
dagazaralaT?
cxadia-meTqi, vuTxari, magram isevuTxari, rom egrZno, Cven iseTi
magre-bi varT, komunizmic ki fexebze gveki-da-meTqi. mindoda, naRdi
samxreTeligamovCeniliyavi. amjerad sawinaaRm-dego mimarTulebiT
gaviSvire TiTi damovuyevi ambavi, romelic Tavis drozemec erTma
raWvelma kacma, danielmamomiTxro. mgoni yorRanos mTaze didianZa
mdgara, romelTan axlosac akrZa-lul telearxebs iWerda gagania
ko-munizmis dros. raWveli biWebi Cumadadiodnen mTaze da pirvel
akrZalulxils aq ecnobodnen. meo, 1966 wlismsoflio Cempionati swored
am mTazevnaxe srulado. kargad axsovdaurugvais da inglisis, dasavleT
ger-maniisa da argentinis, portugaliisada ungreTis, ssrk-sa da
Crdilokor-eis jgufebidan gasvlac da moTamaSee-bis gvarebic. Cven
oficialurad mx-olod ssrk-s TamaSebs gvaCvenebdnen,magram yvelaze
dinji raWveli biWebipirvelebi vuyurebdiT msofliossaukeTeso gundebis
TamaSso.
TviTon argentinis gulSematki-vari iyo.
eiolfze am ambavma gansakuTrebu-li STabeWdileba ver moaxdina,
amit-om raWis sxva RirsSesaniSnaobebze Cam-ovugde sityva. bunebis
mSvenierebiTSvedis gakvirveba advili araa, magrametyoboda, arc
mismenda, sul sxvarameze fiqrobda.
nomerSi davbrundi da kion ZiaomovikiTxe. SezarxoSebulma da
wels-zeviTSiSvelma gamomxeda. gaxarebuliiyo, sami naxati
gavamzadeo. sul rvasaaTia, rac CamovediT. aqedan xuTieZina. sam
saaTSi sami naxati! SegviZlia,Tanamedrove msoflio
mxatvrobistendenciebze raRac garkveuli STa-beWdileba SeviqmnaT,
gavifiqre da no-merSi Sevyevi.
tukani (Toucan), balis mina (Mynah),kakapo (Strigops
habroptilus) _ serias er-qva „wiTeli~ da ai, Citebi,
romlebicnaxatze iyo (Ziaom ase miTxra yovelSemTxvevaSi). naxatis
aRwera rTulia,magram kompoziciuri simartividangamomdinare
vecdebi:
tukani _ es iyo erTi wiTeli hor-izontaluri xazi, romelsac sami
ver-tikaluri mokle msxvili Camosma kveT-da.
balis mina _ narinjisferi werti-li, romelic Savi feris wrewirSi
Cae-xata. wrewiris garSemo iagundisferi,mRvrie mtkvrisferi da
mdarexarisx-is Cinuri tansacmlis wiTeli aTobiTxazi ireoda.
yvelaze saintereso kakapo iyo _mxatvarma tilodan ori-sami
nabijiukan daixia da saRebavebi (firuzis-feri, SroSis miwisferi,
narcisisferida janmrTeli kacis venuri sisxlis-feri) miasxa (amas
iatakze dawuwuliferebiT mivxvdi).
romeli momwonda da rasakvirve-lia, swored es, miwuwebuli.
kion Zao Zalian kmayofili iyo,kmayofili viyavi mec. miTxra,
romdasaxati kidev 6 naxati hqonda da amserias 200 aTasad
gayidda.
_ rames metyvi? _ mkiTxa iseTi in-teresiT, Cemi azris mosmena
aSkaradZalian ainteresebda.
tuCebis mimdebare wver-ulvaSi ga-daviswore da ramdenadac
SemeZloiseTi seriozuli da mZime tonalobiTvuTxari: pirvelma tilom,
emociuradSagali momitana, stilisturad kusa-mas kidev ufro
Tanamedrove varian-
tia (Yayoi Kusama misi kerpi iyo, erTx-el miTxra da axla es
faqti sruliadusindisod gamoviyene), meore namuSe-vars murakamis
gavlena aqvs, oRondara takaSisa (Takashi Murakami), aramedsworedac
rom harukisa. diax, Cemo me-gobaro, Sen ar mogesma, mxarze
magraddavkari xeli. es namdvili prozaa, Seninaxati raRac momentSi
tovebs stati-kas da iwyebs Sinaarsobriv moZraobasuZraobidan
dinamikamde, emociidanazris ganviTarebamde da minda gul-wrfelad
mogiloco _ sakuTarTavsac ajobe!
erTi piroba davfeTdi, emand, xomar gadavamlaSe-meTqi, iseTi
eWvianiTvalebiT damakvirda Cemi iaponelimegobari, magram Cemi
gulwrfeli ga-mometyveleba, rac bunebam Cemfenotips saCuqrad misca,
aSkarad mex-mareboda. isedac wvrili Tvalebisul dauviwrovda da
kmayofilebiTgailoka tuCebi.
Cemo Zmao, ai, mesame naxatze ki sayve-duri unda giTxra, axlos
miveditilosTan da 40 wami ise gavirinde,Chamaeleo Chamaeleon-s
SeSurdeboda.Ziaoc Cumad sunTqavda, ar undoda,Cemi fiqrebi
gaewyvita.
gesmis? _ vkiTxe ise wynarad, romCemma simSvidem SemaSina
kidec.
ara!nuTu ar gesmiT? ai, xma, musikis xma,
gesmiT?kian Ziaom fanjrisken Seabruna
Tavi, me ki yuri tilos davade. aq, nax-atSi gesmiT xma?
stravinskis kurTxeu-li gazafxuli, ddn, ddn. modis. musi-ka modis,
avumaRle tons, moCqefs, mo-edineba, daangrevs am mSvenier
Senobas,gesmiT? _ ukve vRrialebdi da SeS-foTebuli mxatvari
ukan-ukan ixevda.Cemma aRgznebulma Tvalebma cotadaafrTxo, mec tons
davuwie.
musika, musika! _ ramdenjerme Cav-ilaparake da Sepyrobili rom
egzor-cizmis mere wynardeba, ise davmSvid-di.
ase videqiT samiode wuTi. mere fan-jarasTan mivedi, nikorwmindis
mxri-dan wamosul movardisfro nisls Tva-li gavuStere kion Ziaos
kiTxvaze,kidev ras ityvio, sruli inertulo-biT vupasuxe:
_ vWamoT!
samxarizemo JoSxaSi dakrefili nuSis
yvavilis wvniani Txmoruli sokoTi dakitriT odnav umarilo meCvena,
sva-nuri marili mwikviT Cavyare da Svede-bis magidas gavxede.
eiolfi da alfon-si isxdnen. emma da alisa arsad Cand-nen. zorba
Svedi isev gamalebiT Wamda.kartofilis ruleti kurdRlis (kld-isubanSi
moklulis) xorciT mTlianaddaedo TefSze da gemrielad nTqavda.alfonsi
kiborCxalian mJaunis wvnians(romelic mokrefili iyo CorjoSi,velevSi,
zeda RvardiaSi, iqneb gor-isubanSi, andac abanoeTSi, an
sulacWeliaRelesa Tu ximSSi, jandabas, ramniSvneloba hqonda amas)
xvrepda. ise-Ti zizRiT miirTmevda, rogorc uma-do bavSvi Wams
sabavSvo baRSi manisfafas. pirvelad gavifiqre, netavrisTvis
Camovidnen am qveyanaSi-meTqi.dilis mere vuyurebdi da ezoSic
kieiolfis garda arcerTi gasula.
kion Ziao isev ar Camosula. Cvenmadiasaxlisma moridebiT mkiTxa,
Tqve-ni Tanamgzavri cudad xom ar grZnobsTavso, sastikad viuare.
asec rom yo-filiyo, am mSvenier qals ver Sevbedav-di simarTlis
Tqmas.
winsafari Zalian uxdeboda. war-movidgine, rogori fexebi eqneboda
imgrZeli, moSriale kabis qveS. albaT,rogor umarTlebs xolme mis
qmarsgviani Semodgomis an adreuli gazafx-ulis im saRamoobiT, roca
sastumrocarielia da kantikunti stumrebic kijer ar Camosulan,
SiSvlebi rom iwve-bian bolo sarTulis SuSisWerian no-merSi. kaci
albaT aRmosavleli poet-ebis leqsebs etyvis, qali ki aRtace-bas
ZuZusTavebis uneburi daburcviTgamoxatavs.
col-qmarze ambobdnen, da-Zmaniarian, amitomac gamoiqcnen
saqar-TveloSio. maRali socialuri wriswarmomadgeneli iyvnen da mamis
risx-vas ase gadaurCneno. me is variantiufro momwonda, qali rom
qarTveliiyo. vin icis?
samxarze samjer movida Cem magi-dasTan. erTxel Ziao ikiTxa da
vazisfoTolSi gaxveuli tolma da kameCismawoni damidga win. meored
momibo-diSa, imdRevandel meniuSi Cawerilikalmaxis Strudeli ar
gveqneba, vermovaswario (me vuTxari, rom mezizRe-ba kalmaxis
Strudeli da Zalian bed-nieri var, rom ver moaswro), mesamedaCma
momarTva da mkiTxa, kmayofiliviyavi Tu ara maTi sastumroTi.
enaze momadga aTasgvari saqebarisityva, rac SeiZleboda, misi
sil-amazis tolferi yofiliyo, msurda,swored aRmosavlurad,
SefaruliagresiiT, magram nazad ki CameCur-Culebina, rogori jerac
qorfaa misimSvenieri sxeuli, rogori vardisferida sisxlsavse tuCebi
aqvs, rogormoZraobs aRmosavleTis niaviviT darom (Suasaukuneebis
poetebs Tu mivba-Zavdi) SemiZlia, misi gonji qmari ama-Ramve
movkla. magram sul sxva ram kivTqvi:
_ iciT, sups marili aklda!mis bodiSSi iyo ufro meti Tavne-
boba da ampartavneba, vinem rom is Cemidawunebuli supi Tavze
daesxa. TefSigamomicvala, kaCaeTidan Camotaniliyvelisa da pomidvris
wvniani Se-momTavaza. me stumrisa da gadamxde-lis upiratesobiT
visargeble da tu-Cebi davbrice. xelic ki aviqnie uarisniSnad. Cven,
vinc iranuli kulturaSoridan viciT, ratomRac gvggonia,rom qali iq
iseTive daCagrulia,rogorc amas filmebSi da ara-samTavrobo
organizaciebis mox-senebebSi gveubnebian. sinamdvileSi,hijabisa da
burqas miuxedavad, irane-li qalebi Tanasworni da iqneb upi-ratesnic
ki arian TavianTi qmrebismimarT, rogorc urTierTobaSi,
isesawolSi.
diasaxlisis gamoxedvam amaSi kideverTxel damarwmuna, Tvali ar
momi-Sorebia, mindoda, gamebrazebina, rad-gan gacilebiT advilia
gabrazebuliqalis moTafvla, vidre zedmetaddamSvidebulis.
mxiarulad gamiRima da gamecala.samxari tkbili znakvuri
„kakluWe-
biTa~ da Wkadisuri qadiT davasrule.dRes kidev rom SevWamo,
SeiZleba ro-maelad gadaviqce, gavifiqre da gada-vwyvite, aRar
mevaxSma. jujas tbazegaseirneba vTxove da Zraviani navisgasaRebi
gamovarTvi.
ar vici, ramdens unaxavs Saoris tbanislSi, WeliSis monastris
mxridanwamosuli sqeli sabani rom gadaefare-ba wyals, roca Tevzebic
ki usafrTx-od grZnoben Tavs da haerze amoixe-daven xolme. am dros
adamians SiSi,sasowarkveTa da mere ki sinanuli ipy-robs. albaT es
sinanuli yvelasTaviseburi aqvs _ vis megobris Ralatiaxsenebs Tavs,
vis mSoblis wyenineba.wamierad (gansakuTrebiT weliwadis amdros)
bunebac ki Cumdeba, ismis mx-olod nislis Cumi xma, wyalze rom
mi-moiareba wminda suliviT. amboben, ad-amiani sxvadasxva asakSi
sxvadasxva six-Siris xmaurs aRiqvamso, albaT me jerkidev im asakSi
viyavi, xmauri rom es-miT, magram sindisi rom ar TrgunavT_
vaJkacurad gavZeli da rocapirvelma imedma, sastumrodan wamo-sulma
SorsmaSuqis sxivma, nislSi ga-moaRwia, mivxvdi, rom vaxSamze
uarisTqma suleluri fiqrebis nawili iyo.
vaxSamisaklavs sxvadasxvanairad aqnian
aRmosavleT, dasavleT, CrdiloeT dasamxreT saqarTveloSi. raWaSi ki
esambavi kidev ufro gansxvavebuladxdeba.
dasasruli me-6 gverdze
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Tebervali 2017 kidobnis saSvi
_ noe, rodesac Sekrav kanoes,dros rom ganiSnebsmajis tisoti,roca
ufali gagasaTnoebs,monaxav adgils poetisaTvis?..
Sen axla ukvecaze cimcimeb,albaT warRvnaze fiqrsac moeSvi,gTxov,
momitevo kiTxvis simZime:_ ijda poeti Sens kanoeSi?..
wyals rom mihqonda fortepiano,qnaris saSveladalbaT gamiSvi,ar
minda vali dagigvianoda minda mogwvdes bgera klaviSis.
rogorc diezi Soris do, re-si,warRvna. grafika, gustav
doresi,aniaRvreba ucbad mdoresi,rogorc Rimili mama toresis,
_ucelqesi da unetaresi,elavs varskvlavi caze noesi,nadRegrZelebi
Zveli O.C.-iT...uaxloesi da uSoresi,uSoresi da uaxloesi.
ar gacemula kidobnis saSvida talRebs miswvdamdore uari,wilad
xvda poets boboqar wyalSiTavaziani oreuari.
da Ramis klubSi SerCnen martonimRelvare zRva damgosnis
yismaTi...Tumca verc klubSi brZeni platoniver xedavs adgils
poetisaTvis.
_ he, aTenelno,maS mSvidobaSi!taleirani da Jozef fuSe,da kidev
bevri juris oRraSigimravloT diad saxelmwifoSi.
maS mSvidobaSi,brZeno platono,qveynad uleqsod yofnis
gulisTvis,ca uleqsobiT ukabadonoda galeqsili avantiuristi.
gidgenT kidobnis locmans da kaprals,pataks, Tu saSvis gaxadeT
Rirsi,poeti gaSlis momCvarul afras,misi sunTqva dafiltvebi
misi.
rom abzindeba wyalze karati,vin iRiRinos Zveli motivi...rom
gamoCndebamTa araratis,qveynad erTaderT moqmed portiviT.
vin miscems kedelssabuded mercxals,vin gapovninebT mSobliur
ubans,dRis wesrigidan gaqceul zecas,dRis problemebSi dakargul
ufals.
vin dagiamebT gaxsnil iaras,vin gapovninebT Svid dReSi merves,da
xems Seaxebssimebs ki ara,dekaze frTxilad daZabul nervebs.
da mova wvimadda dareks zarebs,roca zafxuli gvalvaSi gadis...da
mSobel miwis daSaSrul bzarebskvlav daubrunebs sicocxlis wadils.
da Wers miawvdens Sampanis sacobsda ityvis striqonsriJraJis
namze,mere daxatavs naTbilar sawolspomadiani fuJeriT skamze.
warsdgeba xalxis msjavris winaSeda gamostacebs saswors Temidasda
gamogiyvanT grZneul wvimaSikondincirebul ofisebidan.
Tu gaxsovT,rogorc giTxariT uwin, _is, erTaderTi ar hguobs
aRvirs,
daTo maRraZe
sunTqavs poeti da nemsis yunwistriumfaluri ixsneba TaRi.
unda gavSalo,gasvlis dro dadga,CamoZenZili ialqnis foCi,da
sityva iyo pirvelad radgan,mesame pirSi saubars movrCi.
...da mixmobs Rame,baris daxli dacivi Sampani, radgan
gavriske,unda gavide mamis saxlidan,rom gza gaCvenoT mamis
saxlisken.
gamomigzavna wyaloba zecam,wylis stiqionTan mebrZols da
medgarsda axla sadac bude aqvs mercxals,Cemi poetadkurTxeva
Sedga.
Tumca ver vjobdi klasSi orosanT,wilad mxvda maincpoetis
Calma,kalami momca dona tolosam,toledoeli mejRanis qalma.
meduqnis coli ambobs, rom raRacgvaniSna TiTqosTavad
iesom,dasturad azis kurTxevis qaRaldsbeWedi Zegvel notariusis.
da iqneboda saRamos 6,ukve poetis CalmiT da salmiT,komnenis
asuls mivwere leqsi,toledoeli mejRanis kalmiT.
da radgan momca Rimili evam,kidobnis saSvi ar momca noem,mas
Semdeg evas sxeulis rxevasvatanoeb davatatanoeb.
obieqtivis mcdeloba fuWi, _mkafio kadri rom ver
datova...radganac fotoaparats uWirs,kadrSi, rodesacCans
axmatova.
ar iTargmneba poetis mzerasayovelTao fotoenaze,radgan poeti
golgoTas zveravs,rodesac adis avanscenaze.
tiranis Jini rodesac umar-Tavia, rekavsleqsi zariviT,ar tovebs
eWvi poets da stumars,Zewkvze naxevrad Sexsnil kariviT.
Zveli beladis gacvda qarizmaCibuxiTa da Savi ulvaSiT,monaxa niSa
liberalizmmapolitkoreqtul diqtaturaSi.
_ wrfeli salami, ser spenser Caplins,aravis uTqvams,
rom: _ me var Carli.(radgan gdevnidnen maRlidan dabliT)vinc dRes
mamacobs, rom aris Sarli.
Sen modiodi CaCaCul SarvliT,sulSi CiraRdnad genTo sikeTe,rogorc
ki igrZnessurneli kvamlis,samSoblos kari gamogiketes.
...moCans vinsentis yanebi, arli,mze uyidia cariel jibes...da
ismis preslis`O, my darling~...rogorc RmerTisTvis awvdili kibe.
aravis uTqvams,rom: _ me var paolo,majebiT igrZnes simZime
xundis,roca stalinma Tvali moavloda gaikrifa NGO-s gundi.
gavarda Tofi da moxvda silatirans, romelic uyvardaT masebs,ase
gaTenda argveTis dilagadarCenili RirsebiT savse.
poetis landi Semohyva or toms,mixakis kvalic ar gahyva
beCavs...da sisxlis wveTi daaCnda fotosda ticianis sayelos
SerCa.
mokles poeti, magram epoqakvalSi Caudgamis Sav mokasinsda
ymawvil boSas, rogorc megobars,eTamaSeba mTvare lorkasi.
ekrans ki agznebs wamyvani gogo,Cans axal skandals amzadebs TVda
es niusiise Cans, rogorcaxali warRvnis aperetivi.
...uwers poeti werils safostos,Sors, momavlidan momaval
ymawvilsda mecametes, rogorc apostols,Sua gvalvaSiaTovs da
awvims.
is CaiCexa kraviviT droSida gamoCndeba,roca inaTebs,mwyemsis
winaSe moixdis bodiSsda wminda silas dascems pilates.
leqsis striqoni aris nabiji,erTi nabiji, _kadris migneba...da Tu
gadadgi, mere ra giWirs,Tu nabijia, kvalic iqneba.
Sen daewveTe poetis pirjvars,SeCerebulo sityvaSi, wamo,majaze
medda tyuilad gsinjavs,udroobaSi geZaxi:_ wamo!
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nawersac ase uTavbolod iwyeb yovelTvis,rogorc saubars
gaRviZebisas.didxans ar ici, Seibruno Tu ara Zili,radgan adgomac
verasodes gaTavisuflebsim yvelafrisgan,rac daemarTa
usasrulobas,mkvexara SaSvis msgavsad mwife xilis
cdunebiT,Semoxiznuli safiqralidan.am dros ki sxvebi ifxizleben
sakuTar Tavebs.mkvdrebSi fesvgadgmul xeebiviT emCneva daRladReebs,
daRmarTebs.iTavisufleb dagmanuli fiqrebis fskerze,niJarebs Soris
Sexorcebul sicarielesnarCenebisgan da imalebi.am dros ki sxvebi
igiJeben sakuTar Tavebs.gamogarCeven movlenebi im wiaRidan,sadac
wumpeebs waRma mxare ver mouZebnes;gagacileben yvela gzidan, rac ki
Seqmeni;garsis ieriT Seifere simSvidis narmakanis sanacvlod da
moixdine.am dros ki sxvebi igineben sakuTar Tavebs.Seni oTaxi Seni
yofniT gamorCeuli,Tovlis purebiT wvimis wyevlas
gaaniavebs,aRarasodes Seecdeba gadaifiqrosmkvdari RmerTebis
usasrulo emigracia,romlebsac TiTqos aRar SerCaT TavSesafari.am dros
ki sxvebi igoneben sakuTar Tavebs.ra ugvania SenSi yvela
sicariele,qofaki bedis mZaRe duJiT amovsebulidaJinebiT rom
gigrovebda amaoebagamosakvebad.am dros ki sxvebi igemeben sakuTar
TavebsgadasarCenad da gaqrebian...
* * *amomawode Seni Walis napirebidanbrolis namceci, binulis
naSTi.gavinawileb.didxans usmine frinvelebis niskartebidan amosul
xmaurs _kenweroebze Sefenil ambavs.anwlis marcvlebi _ yvavis Tvalze
meti Tvalebi,gviTvalTvaleben,Wknobamde karTan.Tmoben sivrceebs
ezoebSi mTvareulebi;Citis budeebs agroveben, gviqsoven hamaks.katis
Zvlebia, mtverSeferil sarkofagebTan,buranis miRma;SiSis mcvelebi
sifrifana guSagebs hgvanan.ifrine axla...daubrundi tkivils da
xalxTan amoiCeme miaxloeba.ho... ara ise safrangeTis erT-erT
qalaqSi,roca satvirTo Seeria cocxals da marTals;roca siria
sikvdilisken saqmianobiTmiiwevs swrafad;roca tyviebi mSierisTvis
gemrielia...aris aseTi napralebi samyaros tanze.ifrine
axla...safiqrali dagixris beWebs.faratinaa yvela locva, uSinaarso
SeguebauZlurebasTan.gaaRe tani...
gio lomiZegaatane survils mimika,ujredebs Soris xveulebSi
gadamalulibrazis konturi.haeris talRebs miamagre informaciaSeni
ganwyobis,Seni gruxunis.vinc ki tkivilebs wauyruebsfiltvebiT
igrZnos.haerSi curvac SesaZloa frenasTan erTad.ra saWiroa Tu
dinebas davemorCilexelebi, rogorc Cemi tanis ori niCabi.
kvanturi mistika
katakombebma amobertyes sityvebis eqo.oxSivaria. Semoaskda yvavi
darabas.tborSi marxia mTvaris cremli. ar unda qeqoqarSi naqsovi
simSvide da davidaraba.xavsis Zafebi _ moxasxase mwvane
Tasmebi,Sexorcebia venebiviT qoxis kidurebs;didi xania im ezoSi
aRar gasmevenwyals Zveli Widan, saidanac RmerTi giyurebs.damSrali
xevis Rrmulebidan gesaubrebasicarielis uxerxuli
katatonia.Ramea...
dausrulebeli wyevla
Seni jeria gaifiqro, axla piraRmakadrebi naxo.balanis nacvlad
abreSumi amogdiodes,mxrebze danduri;qviSa cremlebad mogdiodes,
sresde agavasgaxsnili ZvlebiT;dafrutunobde ulayiviT saubris
Semdeg,dgomac SegeZlos kviris miwurulsbades gamsxltari Wanaris
nebiTcera TiTebze,sxva danarCeni mainc ar gqondes,cad gaefantos
wina RamiT roca mindorSi,Tvalebis malviT SeefeTe royio
qarebs.mwerebs eZebde, atyvevebde filtvis ormoSida upirebde
vulkanebTan gamoZinebas;nisli gefinos yvrimalebze
gadamTielis;ferdobebidan planetebi RorRiT givsebdnensicocxlis
nacvlad warmosaxul sicarieles.sakmarisia... amoqole
gamoqvabuli.mainc iwvimebs Signidan gareT.
sulispiruli
vamsxvrie da vakowiwe dogma;ucnauri gzebi davisaxe.saxe isev
aimriza zogma,zogma isev aimriza saxe.horizontze miraJebis
eskizi,mizidavda xan Zlier, xan ise ra;gaugebrad saubrobso es
giJi,fiqrobdnen da me ki azrebs viserav
poeziiT mekumSeba aorta.molodinebs Sedegebi moTvlian.am sivrceSi
bevri viRac gaorda.vixsenebdi Saras _ yviTel foTlian.maxsovs guSin
lodebs cecxli ekida;avyiebi moqmedebdnen arafers;Sindisferi cremli
wveTda kefidan;sisxlis orTqli mihyveboda qarafebs.
winaswar
didi xania anjamebze wvima fluidobs,dilidan aRar egebeba ZaRli
cancariTsxeuls, romelic ar icodi, iwva Tu idooTaxis bolos.
gevseboda TvalSi nacari.igvianebda yelgamSrali xmaurs xiJina.ras
eTanxmebi fanjarasTan qarSi, Zaxvelo?...Zili ar aris, gasvla aris _
daiyiJinaviRacam SigniT; axla unda amoaxvelomTeli balRami
sicocxleze _ SiSiviT myrali;ver gagigia yvavi SenTan ram
daajina;Tavi ggonia gubis miRma damxrCvali myvari;gyavdi, vqrodi da
imyofine axla ganjina,sadac sikvdili uZluria, mxdali uTuo,leqsis
talRebad amosuli Savi rifebi;moxval da mkiTxav, Cemi fiqri gesmis
nuTuo?pasuxad SenTvis yvavilebad davikrifebi.
parcialuri antagonizmi
axla uCemoba aris pastorali,sadRac arsebobis _ usaxelo yoreufro
mirCevnia, vidre mestumrebasapatio Crdili unda gaviyoloaramiwieri
dardi, zRvis aura;ar mainteresebs _ daRlili iaboTu arc moxdenilad
momesaTaura;aRar movindomeb Cemze rom giamborame... daiviwye
uTavbolo CarCi,qarSi Cems magivrad Tvalebs afaxurebsRame gaiZvera,
sunTqva iqve damrCa,sadac gulmodgined vsresdi nafexurebs.
araferi axali
uTavbolo ambidan isev Tvlemda lodini,Tebervlidan martamde
manZilia uazro,gacrecili simSvide ixedeba lodidan,adamianuroba dgas
sicocxlis uarze.RvarZliT Sezavebuli gaSlilia samxari,aRar
Tvinierdeba xalxis urTierToba,midiT!!! sufris wevrebo!!! erTmaneTi
daxariT,maspinZeli yovelTvis am seiriT erToba.usasrulo Ralatis
urcxvi erTaderToba,pirferobis mefoba _ sircxvilia ramxela,Turme
kacis bunebas uzneoba erCoda,siamayiT xdeboda ugnurebis
gamxela.ecleboda samyaros uferuli bgerebi,damaqvs suli, sxeulis
upirobo ijara,wasasvlelad movedi, leqsad moveZgerebi,Cemi yvela
tkivili poeziam ijavra.
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTirecenzia 27 ianvari - 9
Tebervali 2017pirveli wignis gamocemidan sam-
wliani pauzis Semdeg rusudan ruxaZemmeore krebuli warudgina
mkiTxvelsSTambeWdavi saxelwodebiT „erTiTqvengani gamcems~
(„inteleqti~, 2016weli). wignma, romelic aT moTxrobasaerTianebs,
ukve daimsaxura mowonebada wignis saaxalwlo festivalis best-seleri
gaxda.
rusudan ruxaZes sxvebisagan aramxolod daxvewili weris stili
gamo-arCevs, aramed originaluri, orazro-vani saTaurebis SerCevis
ostatobacada niWic. misi moTxrobebis saTaurebigamocanebs hgavs:
„nagasaki~, „moZravidResaswauli~, „qvis kacebi~, „erTiTqvengani
gamcems~... wakiTxvamde giCn-deba asociaciebi, Tumca,
verasodesxvdebi, maT miRma ra ambebs malavs mw-erali. es
mkiTxvelisTvis wamowyebulierTgvari TamaSia, romelic sasiamovn-od
gaocebulsa da kmayofils gtovebs.
am moTxrobebSi personaJebi pirvelda meorexarisxovnad ki ar
iyofian,aramed TiToeuls Tavisi roli akisriaambis gamogonebaSi.
metic, siuJetebisdetalebs ase mimzidvels, cocxalsada srulyofils,
adamianebTan erTad,garemo, nivTebi da sagnebi qmnian. pat-ara
qalaqebis mokle gzebi, atmis baRe-bi, qoTanSi Carguli yvavilebi,
lur-ji kabebi, qarisa da miwis surneli, mwv-ane tbebi xiblsa da
simsubuqes sZenenteqstebs.
ras malavs mweraligvanca mgalobliSvili
enobrivi TvalsazrisiT, aTivemoTxroba erTmaneTs hgavs, magram
Ti-Toeuli maTgani gansxvavebuli da in-dividualuria. aq bevrnair
adamiansaRmoaCenT bevrnairi xasiaTiTa daemociiT. aq ipoviT biWs,
romelic cx-ovrobs Zvel TbilisSi, sadac yvelasTavisi RmerTi hyavs,
sapirfareSo kisaerTo aqvT. naxavT mexsierebawarT-meul kacs,
romelsac Svili exmarebaerTi bavSvobisdroindeli zafxulisgaxsenebaSi
Toliebis xmebiT, zRviskenWebiani qiliT, suraTebiT. waikiTx-avT
ambavs qalsa da kacze, visTvisackino gaunelebeli vneba da
siyvaruliada swored amis gamo uyvardebaT erT-maneTi TavdaviwyebiT.
aq kidev erTiqalia, sxeuli aTas nawilad rom aqvsdamsxvreuli da
sakuTar TavTan saer-To ena veRar gamounaxavs. gansakuTre-buli
aRniSvnis Rirsia moTxroba sax-elad `#rZisferihoia~,
romelicdRevandelobis erT-erT yvelaze mZ-ime da aqtualur problemas,
seleqci-ur aborts eZRvneba. aq, mSvid maradi-ulobaSi, mSoblebisagan
uaryofili,daubadebeli gogoebi cxovroben da„gamqral qalTa
gimnaziaSi~ gakve-
Tilebze cdiloben sakuTari bedisSecvlasa da tkivilebis
daviwyebas.maswavleblebi _ qari, miwa da wyali_ maT cremlebis
amoSrobas, mdinare-Si aRma curvasa da gaZlierebas aswav-lian.
kiTxvebze pasuxebis mosaZebnad
drodadro tyeSi midian wignebTandasawolad. sayvarel epizodebs
xe-laxla kiTxuloben da gancdils erT-maneTs uziareben. am moTxrobis
ms-gavsad, danarCenebic msubuqi sevdiTaadawerili da mkiTxvelze
emociur ze-gavlenas axdens.
zogadad, nebismier adamians aqvssxvebisTvis sakuTari
Tavgadasavlis,nafiqralis gaziarebis survili da ammizans xelovani,
umetesad, Semoqmedeb-iTi gziT aRwevs. xSirad xdeba, avtore-bi
sakuTar personaJebs amoefarebianxolme zurgsukan da TavianT
istorie-bs ayoleben. am krebuls mxolod erT-erTi moTxrobis gamo ar
hqvia „erTiTqvengani gamcems~. rogorc Tavadrusudan ruxaZe ambobs
interviuSi, eserTgvari miniSnebaa, rom yvelaferiar aris gamogonili
da erTi ambavimasac gadaxdenia. simarTlis Zieba daparalelebis
gavleba ki, mogexsenebaT,mkiTxvelis sayvareli saqmianobaa.
vfiqrob, rusudan ruxaZe mwerlisyvela kriteriums akmayofilebs,
Tum-ca, upirvelesad, misi pirovnuli daSemoqmedebiTi individualizmi
arisaRsaniSnavi, romlis gareSec Rirebu-li da xarisxiani teqsti ver
Seiqmneba.warmosaxvasTan Sezavebuli ubralo,yofiTi ambebi am avtoris
xmas dagam-axsovrebT da mis gamorCeulobaSi da-garwmunebT.
qedisubanSi Zroxis gatyaveba minax-avs, dinji raWveli Sewuxebuli
saxiTrom uyurebs Tavqvedakidebul piru-tyvs da Tavadac utyvad rom
cdilobs,kani sufTad Semoacalos. saqarT-veloSi mxolod kilo da
xasiaTebi argansxvavdeba erTmaneTisgan, yvelakuTxeSi
sxvadasxvanairi piris gemoaqvT. albaT amitomac gansxvavdeba
aseZalian qarTuli Rvino.
raWaSi, rogorc bevr sxva maRalm-Tian saqarTveloSi, mkacri
zamTariicis, magram aqauri buneba ufro din-ji, ufro metad mofiqrali
da mSvid-ia. amitomac iyvnen raWveli kacebimetad mSvidobianebi,
vidre vTqvaTufro ficxi xevsurebi. raWveli qalissianCxleze ki kargi
axsna momismeniaTavad raWvelebisgan _ Cveno, rakisarCos saZieblad
barSi siaruli gvi-wevda da ojaxs qalebis imedad vtoveb-diT, dedebs
ufro xSirad uwevdaTTavis dacva da mkacri xasiaTi amadacaqvTo.
CemTvis ki raWveli qalica dakacic erTnairad mosiyvaruleebiiyvnen
yovelTvis, amitomac, ucxoelistumrebi pirvelad aq momyavda.
kion Ziao arc vaxSamze apirebdaCamosvlas. restoranSi vaxSmamde
ociwuTiT adre Cavedi da New York Time-isboloswina nomeri
gadavaTvaliere.sinamdvileSi Tvali samzareuloskengamirboda, romelic
restornis mTa-vari darbazidan xelisguliviT Canda(SuSis gamWvirvale
kedelis miRma mza-reulebi fusfusebdnen). diasaxlisiarsad Canda,
asakovani mzareuli qalimJaunis wvnians kiborCxalebiT age-movnebda
da raWul simReras RiRineb-da. sastumroSi 15-mde momsaxure
per-sonali muSaobda. mxolod mepatroneda misi coli iyvnen iranelebi.
jujasgaugebari aqcenti hqonda, sxvebi kiraWvelebi da tyibulelebi
iyvnen.
vaxSami (an rogorc mas qarTlele-bi eZaxian _ mwuxri saWmeli)
rvazemogvarTves. restoranSi me da ger-manelebis 8 kaciani jgufi
visxediT.isini TavianTi erovnebisTvis damaxa-siaTebeli zedmiwevniTi
sizustiT Se-movidnen. cotaTi gadametebuladxmaurobdnen, magram arc
ise, rompiris gemo daekarga kacs.
saRamos msubuqebidan cxeli yveligamomcxvari simindiT, kubdari,
ko-mbostos mwnilis wvniani, mWadSi mox-arSuli WiWyina iyo. xorceuli
ufrozomierad mogvarTves _ Caxoxbili,gul-RviZli vaSliT, Semwvari
xariskudi da saqonlis tvini iyo.
tbaze gaseirnebam momaSia. dinjadSevudeqi Wamas da rogorc
uTqvams vi-Rac brZens, mada gzaSi wamomewia. mar-
tokaci WamaSic codoao, am andazaserTi mTavari azri aqvs _
martokaciWamisas bevrs fiqrobs, iseTebzefiqrobs da ise gaeqceva
fiqri, Tvi-Tonac rom ar unda. mofiqrali kaciki an sul ver Wams, an
Wams Zalian bevrs.
arayma piris gemo gamimZafra. yve-laferi davagemovne da iyo
saocradgemrieli, amjerad zustad imdenimariliT, ramdenic me
miyvarda. gviangadavxede darbazs da maSinRa mivxv-di, rom eiolfi
TvalSi ar momxvedria.jer vifiqre, gasvliTi turi xom araqvT romelime
soflisken-meTqi (zemokrixi, Sxivana, caxi, qveda Savra, tbe-Ti,
sakecia _ es soflebi erTma norv-egielma mdidarma kacma iyida,
SroSisqarTuli kramitiT gadaxura da dan-arCen soflebs kargi magaliTi
misca,rogor gaemSvenebinaT komunisturepoqaSi aSenebuli uSno formis
saxle-bi), radgan Saorze Camosuli turiste-bi, rogorc wesi mimdebare
da moSore-bul soflebSi bunebis mravalfer-ovnebis, xalxis sanaxavad
dadiodnen.magram restornis marcxena, ganapirakuTxis magidasTan
alisa da alfonsidavinaxe. qali TavianT enaze gacxare-buli CurCuliT
da mainc RrialiTelaparakeboda. alfonsis saxes vervxedavdi, Cemgan
zurgiT ijda, magramCanda ra alisas risxviT savse Tvale-bi,
warmomedgina am simyudrovedar-
Rveuli Zu daTviviT gamwarebuli qa-lis win ra saxec eqneboda.
vaxSami ise davamTavre, maTken aRargamixedavs. sxartalidan
CamotanilTaTaras bolo movuRe da mosawevadaivnisken wavedi. tkbilma
ise damamZi-ma, xasiaTic ki gamifuWda. SimSilsacda nayrovanebasac
erTnairad SeuZliaadamianis guneba moSxamos. Sved col-qmars gverdiT
Cavuare, raTa aivanzesastumros im mxridan gavsuliyavi,gorwyals rom
uyurebda. alisas mive-salme da naZaladevad gavuRime kidec,qalma
Tvali amarida da raRac Caila-paraka. gareT gavedi, pledi
movixure,gavabole.
ar vici, ramden xans vijeqi ase. gvi-ani saRamos susxma
gamaRviZa. gverdiTalfonsi idga da eweoda. sigaretidansigaretze
gadaukida da idga ase, gax-evebuli. mivxvdi, rom raRac awuxeb-da,
Zalian awuxebda. aseT dros adami-anebma erTmaneTs unda
SevumsubuqoTsimZime, erTi SekiTxvac ki sakmarisia,rom kacma guli
gadagiSalos. iseTida ise amoTqvas, rom sicocxlis xal-isi
daubrundes. Sen SeiZleba arcmousmino, sakmarisia, perioduladTavi
dauqnio, an Sorisdebulebi Tqva,Caaxvelo, sulac amoioxro _ is
kmay-ofilia. adamianebs momsmeni gvWirde-ba, me ki weRandeli misi
colis sicivis
dasasruli
alternatiulisaqarTvelos ambebi
guram megreliSviligamo yuradRebac ki ar mivaqcie, daj-domac ar
SemiTavazebia, nomerSi avb-rundi da Zili ganvagrZe.
ucnauri sizmrebi vnaxe. sanam piriar davibane, arc mjeroda, rom
siz-mari iyo: sastumros uCveulod mix-veul-moxveul derefanSi
gaviare. Zve-li, aRmosavluri xaliCa ego da fex-SiSveli mivdiodi.
romeliRaca nomri-dan qalis Cumi, tkivilnarevi kvnesaTu moguduli
kivili ismoda. kariodnav Ria iyo, frTxilad SevaRe dasastumros
mepatronis coli da jujadavinaxe. qali muxlebze idga, ukanamazrzeni,
moklexeleba kaci edga darogorc sufTa sisxlis bedaurs, xed-nida.
qalma Tavisi Savi, aRmosavluri,amRvreuli TvalebiT gamomxeda
darogorc sCveoda, mzera amarida.
sizmarSive amezila muceli. aseTigvrema manamdec mqonia,
gansakuTre-biT cudi emociuri SegrZnebebisdros. nomerSi saSinlad
cxeloda, ga-dametebulma saWmelmac Tavisi qna daRameuli koSmari
sanam ar Camovibane,xasiaTi ver gamovikeTe.
restoranSi fusfusi damxvda. ger-manelebi sauzmes is-is iyo,
amTavrebd-nen. maspinZlis colma am ori dRis gan-mavlobaSi pirvelad
gamiRima damoridebiT damikra Tavi. mec mive-salme da ucbad
gadameyara Ramis koS-mari. saWmlis danaxvac ki ar mindoda,yava
davisxi da sigaretiT xelSi aivan-ze gavedi. juja wyals gascqeroda.
Cemmiaxloebaze cota daibna da gverdiTgadga. ratomRac gadavwyvite,
zizRi,SiSi Tu es gaurkveveli emocia gada-melaxa da
gamovlaparakebodi. axlaRaaRmovaCine, rom slavuri aqcentihqonda _ y,
w, W-s ver gamoTqvamda damyivana xmis tembriT gamoirCeoda.
salaparako Tema rom veraferimovZebne, Svedebi movikiTxe. qali
no-merSi aris, misi qmari RamiT gauCinar-da, is maRali kaci ki
wuxel pataragogosTan erTad gaiqcao. rasakvirve-lia, kargad ver
gavige, ra miTxra. dam-izusta, maRali kaci megobris aras-rulwlovan
qaliSvilTan erTadsamxrobis mere sastumrodan gaiqca,rogorc Cans,
erTmaneTs yvarobdneno.manqana winaswar hqonia SekveTili
danapirTanac TviTon gadauyvania orive.verc warmovidgendi cud rames,
Toremrogor waviyvandio, swuxda gulwr-felad.
alfonsis zurgi gamaxsenda, mere kimisi saxe aivanze.
adamianebma xan erTi sityvis Tqmaar viciT erTmaneTisTvis, arada,
vinicis, es erTi sityva ra mniSvnelova-nia.
vaxSmobisas alfonsis gamxdarisxeuli Saorma gamoriya.
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gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi portreti27 ianvari - 9
Tebervali 2017vaJa gigaSvili, prozis namdvili
maestro (tyviisa ar iyos, sityvas si-tyvaSi rom `ajens~),
didxans iyoCrdilSi. amas, erTis mxriT, misi bun-taruli pirovneba da
disidenturi im-iji ganapirobebda (sabWoTa cenzuraamitomac didxans
ufrTxoda), meoresmxriT ki, interesTa farTo wre aferx-ebda:
mTamsvleloba, nadirobis, mog-zaurobis, sakuTar
SesaZleblobaTagamocdis Jini; agreTve, ZiriTadi pro-fesia _
arqiteqtura. warCinebuligamodga misi sadiplomo namuSevari _mTis
soflis ganaSenianebis proeqti,romelmac sakavSiro bienaleze pirve-li
prizi moipova. arc aris gasakviri,guram rCeuliSvilTan da sxva
mego-brebTan erTad, igic `mTis kultis~damamkvidrebeli iyo. 1961-71
wlebSiarqiteqtorad muSaobda.
werda gasuli saukunis 50-ianiwlebidan, bevri maSindeli
moTxrobaori Tu sami aTeuli wlis Semdeg gamo-qveynda.
pirveli wigni ̀ nadiroba Con-taSSi~mainc sruliad moulodneli da
gam-aognebeli aRmoCnda. is XX saukunis mx-atvrul-dokumenturi Janris
iseTivegamorCeuli teqstia, rogoric daviTkldiaSvilis `Cemi cxovrebis
gzazed~,nikolo miwiSvilis ̀ epopea~ da ̀ Teber-vali~ an Tamaz
natroSvilis `maSriy-idan maRribamde~ (miuxedavad Tema-turi
sxvaobisa).
axla, literaturis komercial-izaciis xanaSi, maocebs is faqti,
romam wignis gamosvlamde, universitetisstudentTa Soris, xelidan
xelSi gada-dioda gadawerili (egreT wodebuli`samizdati~) pasaJebi
vaJa gigaSvilisteqstisa.
laSa TabukaSvilis TqmiT _ `nad-iroba Con-taSSi~ Tamamad
etolebaturgenevisa da hemingueis monadirulTxrobas~.
vaJa gigaSvilis prozas Zlier waad-ga (ostatobis daxvewis
TvalsazrisiT)arqiteqturidan 1971 wels kinostudia`qarTul filmSi~
rezo TabukaSvilisdaarsebul `mweralTa kino-gaer-TianebaSi~
gadabargeba: 1990 wlidangaerTianebis Tavmjdomare, 1992-94wlebSi
kinostudia `qarTuli filmis~samxatvro sabWos Tavmjdomarismoadgile,
1990-2002 wlebSi gazeT `ma-mulisa~ da Wabua amirejibis daarse-buli
gazeTis `ganaxlebuli iveriis~mTavari redaqtori iyo.
avtoria mravali kinoscenarisa;gansakuTrebiT minda gamovarCio
mer-ab kokoCaSvilis `mwvervali~, sergofarajanovis `suramis cixe~ da
daTojaneliZis `jayo~. barem aqve vityvi,rom erTob mniSvnelovnad
mimaCniavaJa gigaSvilis romani _ `erTi vinmeyaflaniSvili~ _ `jayos
xiznebis~`gagrZeleba~ Tu gaTanadroulebuli`rimeiki~ (gamoqveynda
`literatu-rul palitraSi~ 2008 wels, `palitraL~-ma maleve gamosca
calke wignad),romelSic margo yaflaniSvilisa dajayos naSieris
groteskuli saxearaorazrovnad migvaniSnebs `jayoiz-mis~
ukvdavebas.
lali avaliani
`ugzoukvlodgadaSenebuli dro~
kinodramaturgia SesaniSnavi sko-laa prozaikosTaTvis, Tumca
scenar-istobam, materialuradac ufrodafasebuli rom iyo, zogierT did
mw-erals dro `mohpara~: igive iTqmisguram rCeuliSvilisa da vaJa
gigaSvi-lis ufros megobar erlom axvledi-anzec, romlis unikaluri, aw
ukve lit-eraturul memkvidreobad qceuli Tx-zulebebis mcirericxovnoba
gul-dasawyvetia.
vaJa gigaSvilma CrdilSi yofna kiarCia (axlac asea!), Tumca arc
aravineZaleboda: is gonivruli praqtika,rom Jurnal-gazeTebisa da
gamomcem-lobaTa redaqtorebi Tavad gafacice-biT unda eZiebdnen karg
avtorebs,saqarTveloSi didi iSviaTobaa.
sabWoTa periodSi ZiriTadad sa-survel da `saimedo~
mwerlebsanebivrebdnen Seusabamod didi tira-JiTa da honorariT,
90-iani wlebidanerTxans wignisaTvis aravis cxeloda.axlad
fexmokidebulma sabazroekonomikam wignebis daxlze erTadmoaqcia ̀
tarzani~, ̀ kaciWamias aRsare-ba~ da Wabua amirejibi, oTar
WilaZe,rezo WeiSvili...
axalma teqnologiam SemdegSididad gaaiola maskulturis
`gayid-vadi~ Wrela-Wrula wignebisa da nebi-smieri fuliani avtoris
Tundacmravaltomeulis gamocema, rac lamisSeuqcevadi gaxda. imave
periodSi iyobednieri gamonaklisic: Wabua amireji-bis, guram
asaTianis, guram doCanaSvi-lis TxzulebaTa didebuli krebuleb-isa da
CemTvis uZvirfasesi pirovnebe-bisa da xelovanebis elguja
ama-Sukelisa da Temo jafariZis mdidru-li albomebis gamocema
(sponsori _magTi). magTis xelSewyobiT dastambulsxva eqskluziur
wignebs Soris mx-olod zemoxsenebul tomeulebze mim-iwvdeba xeli; am
ubralo mizezis gamoqvelmoqmedTa sxva gamocemebs verSevexebi.
bolo wlebSi, RvTis SewevniT, ram-denime gamomcemlobam imarjva da
if-qlis RvarZlisgan gamorCevas mihyo
xeli. vaJa gigaSvilis moTxrobebi kan-ti-kuntad ki qveyndeboda
da, didi in-teresis kvalobaze (gansakuTrebuliSTabeWdileba moaxdina
Cemze `liter-aturul gazeTSi~ dabeWdilma sulis-SemZvrelma moTxrobam
_ `Semdegi~),ukmarisobis grZnobasac badebda, rad-gan krebuli ar
gamouqveynebia. uRrme-si madlobis Rirsia gamomcemloba ̀
in-teleqti~, romelmac erT wignad Sekra`moTxrobebi poetze, romelic
iSviaT-ad werda leqsebs~, sxva, SedarebiTadrindel ciklebTan
erTad;imavdroulad gamosca meore krebu-lic `Tbili logini da civi
Rame~.
`movida mwerali, romelic cotaswerda, magram rasac werda, erTi
kaSx-alis energetikas udrida da gancvi-frebas iwvevda is faqti, rom
meocesaukunis 50-iani wlebis ideologiurgazis kameraSi Tavisufali
sulis ase-Ti amotyorcna moxda~ _ wers erT-erTi krebulis
winasityvaobis avtorilaSa TabukaSvili.
* * *mwerals, rogorc pirovnebasa da
Semoqmeds, arc ocdameerTe saukuneSiucvlia niri. `moTxrobebi
poetze,romelic iSviaTad werda leqsebs~, Tuar vcdebi, XX-XXI
saukuneTa mijnazeaSeqmnili. aqve minda sinanuli gamovTq-va imis
gamo, rom Tanamedrove avtore-bis krebulebSi konkretul Txzuleba-Ta
daweris TariRebi ar aris miTiTe-buli. `dro, dro aRniSneo~ _
galak-tionis es orazrovani gamonaTqvamiyovelTvis
gasaTvaliswinebelia.
mxolod sarCevSia miTiTebuli, rom`moTxrobebi poetze, romelic
iSviaT-ad werda leqsebs~, 1995 wlidan iRebssaTaves (savaraudod, es
mSvenieri cik-li grZeldeba), `ori moTxrobamrgvalTavaze~ 1991 wliT,
xolo cik-li ̀ duda g. da mokle moTxrobebi~ 1980wliT TariRdeba.
sfero, romelSic avtoris oreulian alter ego ̀ myofobs~, wers,
mogzau-robs, nadirobs Tu nadimobs _Tavbrudamxvevi siWrelisaa; vaJa
gi-gaSvili ar aris `dacikluli~ Tbili-suri TematikiT. igi
axalgazrdo-bidanve drodadro muSaobda eT-nografiul da alpinistur
eqs-pediciebSi, kavkasiis mTianeTSi, Crdi-loeTis zRvaze, kolis
naxevarkunZu-lze, Sua aziaSi, pamirsa da tian-Sanze.
mravalferovania mis personaJTaareali: sxvadasxva asakis,
erovnebis,profesiis, cxovrebis niris, gemovneb-is, habitusisa Tu
xasiaTis adamianTakaleidoskopi, avtoris mier erTi mo-nasmiT, Zunwi
StrixebiT daxatuli dagacocxlebuli, egreT wodebuli si-tyvieri
JestebiTac sruliad gamor-Ceulia.
yovel maTgans Tavisi funqcia eni-Weba: isini xSirad avtoris
gansjisa darefleqsiis mTeli kaskadisaTvis ari-an mowodebulni,
zogjer ki`damoukideblad~ _ Tavisi arsebobiTgadmoscemen mwerlis
saTqmels. vaJagigaSvilis sityvieri arsenali erTobtevadia: Txrobis
yofiTi maneraZaldautaneblad erwymis Rrmaazro-van sentenciebs,
gansjasa Tu re-fleqsiebs. am SemTxvevaSi `amaRlebu-
lis~ gancda maRalfardovnebis gare-Sec miRweulia. mdidaria
avtorisleqsika. sxva dros es aRsaniSnavic ariqneboda, rom ara bevri
Tanamedroveprozaikosis sruliad gaumarTlebe-li, qedmaRluri
damokidebulebametyvelebiTi stilisadmi, rac xSiradleqsikuri
siRaribisa da sityvis xe-lovnebis ugulebelyofis TvalsaCi-noebaa da
ara `axali~ stili.
barbarizmi, Jargoni, neologizmi,skabrezi (qarTul-rusuli)
iseTiqarTuliT aris ̀ SefuTuli~, rom gada-Warbebisa an uadgilobis
uamurigrZnobis nacvlad Txrobis vnebianisimZafre, zogjer siSmage,
mkiTxvel-sac gadaedeba xolme.
bunebrioba _ vaJa gigaSvilisprozis damaxasiaTebeli
erT-erTiZnelad mosaxelTebeli komponenti _`SiSveli~ naturalizmisagan
gamow-veul usiamovno xinjs iolad agva-Sorebs.
vaJa gigaSvili _ pirovneba _ areSureba TxzulebaTa beWdvas, ar
xmau-robs, arasodes midis kompromisze,cxovrebis niriT savsebiT
iziarebspasternakis maqsimas _ `Быть знамени-тым некрасиво~.
`mikvirs da gamkvirvebia, risTvisdums, risTvis ar xmaurobs,
risTvis araiwyvets yoveldRiurobis saSine-lebiT gawamebuli kacis
goneba?~ (ga-laktioni).
vaJa gigaSvilis Semoqmedeba swore-dac rom yoveldRiurobis
saSinel-ebiT gawamebuli adamianis Tavawyvetaa.
* * *erTi didi poetisa ar iyos, vin icis,
rogori nagvidan amoizrdeba ̀ usircx-vilo~ leqsi...
weras atanili da weras mowyurebu-li SemoqmedisaTvis ̀ STagonebis
wyaro~SeiZleba eqscentruli ganuyreliwyvili gaxdes: darexvili,
magramraRaciT mainc mimzidveli nikuSa damisi ulamazesi, Tvalze
mudam `fanar-iani~ gogo qeTevana; Seyvarebuli jerrom `daTofavs~,
mere ki benzins gada-asxams da cecxlis wasakidebladgamoenTeba;
axalgazrdebi uerTmane-Tod mainc ver Zleben _ `melas
TavisimaxrCobela uyvardao~... maTdamikeTilganwyobili poeti dimo
grZnobs,rom mowyinda sxvebTan yofna: `undadaicalos Cemi aRqmis
areali~(moTxroba ̀ baraxolka~)... mxolod amisgacnobierebis Semdeg,
sawer magi-dasTan mokalaTebuli, `gaTiSuli~Seudgeba weras: `vwerdi
did san-agveze... `baraxolkaze~... did sanagve-samyaroze, sadac
gorebad, qedebad,mTagrexilebad aRmarTula kacobri-obis yvelanairi
gamonamuSevari _ ide-ologiebiT, religiebiT, TeoriebiT,saidumlo
moZRvrebebiT dawyebuli dasaReWi rezini ̀ pedro~-Ti (piridan
romdorbliviT buSts gamouSveb, gaberavda mere _ `braw!~ _ gaxeTqav)
da-mTavrebuli... da sadac me davbodialeb(da
sxvaviniciskidevramdeniCe-misTana), raRaca `kargisa~ da
`jerar-naxulis~ povnis azartiTa da imediTSepyrobili vabujureb am
nagavs:azrebs, ideebs, ferebs, faqtebs, sax-eebs, hangebs,
informaciebs, kon-cefciebs, fantaziebs, paTologiebs,eqstazebs,
wyaldidobebs, depresiebs,Ralatebs, paradoqsebs,
tragediebs,intrigebs, simboloebs, agresiebs, ei-foriebs,
fanfaronobebs, mxecobebs,qveSidan gamosvlebs, epidemiebs,
ar-tistizmebs, kretinizmebs~ da ase, daus-ruleblad.
qarTul mwerlobaSi iSviaTad gvx-vdeba weris procesis asaxva,
miTumetes, amgvari interpretaciiT!
rom ara `ugzoukvlod gadaSenebu-li dro~ da ZmakacTa uTavbolo
qeifida aRtkineba (koniak `kamiuTi~ da sxvasasmel-saWmeliT
Sezavebuli), iqnebvatas saxlic ki aSenebuliyo!(moTxroba `ZaRli
qalaqs midioda~...):`mTaSi mivdivarT, saxlis saSeneblad!..vatam iq
erTi Zvelis-Zveli saxli iyi-da. exla xdeba misi
samonadireo-samoTxilameuro-samTamsvlelo qox-bunag-TavSesafrad
gadakeTeba~.
dasasruli me-9 gverdze
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Tebervali 2017 * * *ra qariSxala’ biWi,erT wuTs sicocxliT
a’msvebsCamkvdar are-kares.
danaRurbl cas mzes mi’yvans,maskvlavebs Semu’rigebscalad maval
mTvares.
ra qariSxala’ biWi,anarCev qal ekuTvnisgulze su mze mfares.
* * *kmildakreWil modisa-dzamTar karze gvijdeb,ra’ ezmeb
usaxl-karoT,xalxno, ¡amas vgiJdeb!
gzaareul CitebiszverviT ezos mivjdeb,an ¡am erT naxor-namcecTra’
ezmebis, ra’...
* * *gza gverdnaqcev qor dadiswin, memr garev ukven,¡aq xo ukve
iyaviv, _me TeTr mandils vufen.meta’ gzaareulicas minaker qor,veRar
mo£el savali-dcis gzisa¡ swor fon...
ai, kidev gamoCindRoneRebul qor,lurj cas minakemsare¡Savkabian
qor...
* * *¡am dReT Senk mosasvlel fiqrsTuSur samoss vukerav,¡am dReT
Sen gasavlel gzebsTuSur nabdebs vuTelav.mbilada’ ro iaro-dCemamd
i’sr ro moxvid...
* * *adeqi-d saqmes da’deq,irwmun, cocxal ro xar.
* * *gmadlob, Cem tkmil ufalo,SenTan gul ro gamaSli...
* * *_ eTero, yvela’isad mpatiebel rad xar?_ ar, ar, TanTana’
gavmar£d,zogs ver viviwyeb._ eTero, Sen boRma mtrebs siyvaruliT
a£seneb._ ho, ho magaTze locveb zecamd mimiwvdeb.¡egen
meta’codvebi, magaTze und vilocv.
* * *yviTel foTol xes swydeba-dme TvaliTa creml...vin icis, ra’
sevdas xqsovsfiqris laplap cxeml.
* * *narindal dReeb miyvars,Tovas ro epireba-dCam-Cum
Ci’krifeb.Citic ro ar dafrinavs,xeze mobuzul ro zis,xanTxan
Ci’Zinebs.Senac Tavsayrel Tavmxvev,sarkmelsTan minaWuWkar,Tvalmwux
Ci’Zireb.dedamiwas fiqriT mi’vl,visTanac guls
uxaris,Ci’Tbun-Ci’Tvlimeb.
narindal dReeb miyvars...
* * *Cem TuSeTis samkobadvic, ro ufalm gamaCin,zogjer Tamam
var...
eTer TaTaraiZe
* * *Tengiz, bolosak midisSemodgomis ferebi-dme ¡es fereb
mtkivis.
Tengiz mirzaSvils
Sen ver xedav Trimlisfers,kalendulis ferebsa-dmreS Senapar
Svindisfers.magaT Rgonav, cocxal xar,Tavwoneba, ferebRvriTTavs
ixveven bindisfers.Sen ver xedav mwvaneSianareval jangsa-d
lals,mkvdarT mzefenil mindvrisfers.magaT Rgonav, cocxal xar!
* * *adeq, adeq, eTero-dRorRian gzebs da’deq,gulo, Cadeq
sagules,gulo, Cadeq, Cadeq.ra’ic dagvrC erTad, gulo,gamagrd, budes
Cadeq,jer bevr gvaqv sakeTebel,gulo, gamagrd, dadeq...
* * *aRarvin SegawuxebsTmand mrCal frinvel-nadirno,siCumis zirwu
Slilno£ev-Wala’no, £agiro.gul dayareT, di’sveneT,mand mrCal
frinvel-nadirno,aravizd ra’is mSlelno,gul gu’maZRarT
sadilno.guldanamSvidT di’sveneT...
* * *wiwila’ ro xarb qorm gastacgulgaxeTqil kruxs,miTa¡, xanTxan
ca qufrdeba-dqoris risxvad quxs...
* * *rodis mov jer Teberval,xeSi wyal ro
Cadgas,Citunia-Ciora’msaZirkvel ro gadgas,sam kvercx budes
Cadvasa-dsamiTiv bRart adgas,yinvam ver azaralas,su mze edgas
ban-kars...
jer Teberval rodis mov,ro ¡es zamTar gafqvas...
* * *i’s Cituna’ ar xari,Robeze ro zixari-d`iSriSobas~ iZax.
modiR, erTad vimReroT,SensaviT sevdian var,simartoviT
vidagv.RmerTimc gagaxarebsa-dmarTlemc didxan icocxleb,Cito, su ¡agr
giZax.Sen xo i’s Cituna’ xar,Robeze ro zixari-d`iSriSobas~
iZax...
* * *zogizd Tendeb Rameeb,zogizd uTenebeli,zogs karebze mze
uwevs,zogT kars u£senebeli...¡agTa’ yofil samzeo¡wadis,
gu’Cerebeli.
* * *frTaTeTr mtredis met vin SevfTian angelozebsTanmiviwyebul
saydarSi.
wiTel fe£eb guls nakonsu ¡aq aris ¡es frinveldarSia Tu
avdarSi.
ai, ¡axlac saydrisakaqvis gez aRebuli-dTval und da’vlos
zamTarSi.
Tavze lamis ret de’sxas,mainc saydars daRbrunavs¡am cqriata’ av
qarSi.
fTaqaTqaTa’ mtredis metman cxva vin und Sebedosmiviwyebul
saydarSi.
* * *Cior-Cit ro Civis,Tavwila’ ro wivis,gulyviTel ro
elavs,mikiot ro kivis.raRaca aSinebsan raRaca stkivismag erT
naxor-namlevT,ana-d meta’ scivis.mercxal ro
Wymutunebs,bulbul-mkurnal Wirisyels di’wmedsa-d mRerisi’maS, mze ro
Wvivis.raRaca uxarisT,arc sciv, arca stkivis.
* * *ciTa ro wamoxvali-dgalobebs ro CamosTvl,torolao,
£matkmilo,badag £mas ro Camoscr...`torola’s ver movxklavav,
_~monadires wamoscd,mainc ki simTxile gind,minam bolomd
gamoscd...ciTa miwisk momsvlel rosagaloblebs CamosTvl,Cven anawewar
sulebskelaptrebad Camoxqn...mainc ki simTxile gind...
* * *Cito, ro CamostirodsaCikrikos mTaze,£ev-Wala’ ro
ibzarvodSen anamduRr £maze.ra’ ezmisav Cem bartyTavsam kvira’is
Tavze,Tiba-samkloba di’wyov, _aRar ro xar Wkvaze.ra’iT ver
di’ma£sovre-dbude ver di’dg mTaze,¡axlac tiriliT moxfrenCikrikis
mrec gzaze...
me ¡axl ra’ und gisaSvelv?!.
* * *pepela’o dajedi-daxal kabas gikerav,Wrels-Wrels,
afxazurs.¡amas winav gpirdebod,¡axl fer afxazur maviwyd
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me Tvalebambuls.pepela’o, mod-mod-mod,afxazur kabas gikerv,gulSi
Camarxuls.memr erTad gadavfrindeT,Taveb i’q Cavi£ocoTnatvriT
danamduRrT...
* * *sidac mived, iq ar damxvd,yvelgan miTxres, wavidav,qveynis
Semovlas viwyebSend Sexvedrad TaviTa¡.verasi damemaleb...
* * *mTvaresaviT amosulmzesaviT Cazdixariv, _lekis qal Svils
tirod...
* * *mTiTa mTaze naTels xfenskasledilis cixe,mToiare cas
Rgavis,qaris samoss irxevs.kasledilis erTaderTqal, Tmanadar
giSers,tanad alva, pir mTvaresaqmare kacs iZevs.ver Senaxvedr
sworfersTanTvalze cremls ar ifens,mTiTa-mTaze naTeldgmuljdebis
mamis cixes.
* * *Semodisa SrialiTcremliT ganaJRenTare,anaCqaral nisl.
gzaareul, gulnaxeTq,kedel-yures nanarcxebra’s ikvlevsad vis.
¡eg Tvalambul, daundo¡,sacremled gammetebeldanadumar mTis.
Cem jvarno-d jvariskarno¡eg nisl ar ga’TamamoT,¡eg gu’gonar,
mqis.
dad-modisa, ra’s ikvlevsmoSriale nisl.
* * *arodis ar dabrundeb,ra’ic wasuli,yvelafers Tavis wes aqv,Tu
yavl gasuli.
* * *erT sityvaic ar mind romu’ferebela’ damrCes,utkmes
TuSuro.Zil-RviZilSi SenTan var,ver vZReb Sen siyvaruliT,davberd
uSuro¡.uSenbgeroba momklavs,gavzZleb upuro¡.vin gaSena-d agaSen¡asr
mdidrada-d unaklod,Cem Zvel TuSuro!
* * *Seni-d mamis samaresTovlis saban xurav,Cem monatrebul
dedo,namal cremlebs vswurav...
* * *kvalsac aravin Si’tansCem sanatrel danoSi,jamsac arvin
gadazdgamsWurWliT amsul TaroSi,Citic ar Camojdebismarcval nacarcv
kaloSi,aravin gi’xedebissoflisk nisleb mfaroSi.cisk aravin
axedavsmTvares maskvlav mtanoSi...
dumils arafer da’rRvevsCem saficar danoSi.
vaimee, Cem TuSeToCanamwyvdevo £aroSi...
* * *neta ra’s dakriSkriSebsfe£ebnayin Cit,diliT wuxramd
du’svenar,carela’ sul, mwikv.etyobis, deda de’karg,¡am dRes dard
xklavs mfit,neta ra’s dakriSkriSebs¡es erT naxor Cit?Cituna’is
dedao, mod,Svils droze moxed...
* * *midis mu£lCu’kecvelad,¡agr midiod winavecdro veravis
naCer.sofel mainc soflobsa-dqalaq mainc qalaqobs,ferad ZafiT
naker.wuTisofel ar tydebis,¡eg Cven fe£qveS gamfeni-dxan Cven
fe£qveS nafen.midisa-d wav samzeo¡,winavec ¡agr midenil,¡eg veravis
naCer...
* * *Cito-gvrito, margalito,Sen deda Cvens iyv,gviambv, ra’gver
du’svenar xar,ro gaSinebs ciyv.Sen dedikos gu’gon, Tvaramrames
Se’yreb briyv...Cito-gvrito margalito,Sen deda Cvens iyv...
* * *TeTr sudara wanafarkavkasion dgas,gazafxul ro cizd
mimwvdomsagalobel Tqvas.Tavis av TvaliT mxedvelerT lukmad ro
nTqas,cas minamwvdar, uZiro¡,Senasudral dgas...viTomc, viTomc
uZalo¡...
* * *weroT zol zecas mifrens ,Zirs Samfurebs sTlian,ra xarbi
adamian...ramdenniav, - sTvlian...
* * * `Sen TuSeT waxval, gugulo, bzobasa-d xarebobasa~.
xalxuri
Sen TuSeT waxv, gugulobzoba-xarebobasa-dme ¡aq mwirav
cremlians.Tavs gade’vleb vel-mindvrebs,yviTlad anayvav
Svindebs,TeTrad pentil tyemlians.Cem TuSeT gadaSCindeb,monawyur
ambebs wu’tansimartovis delgmians.
Cemze arafer ar uTxr...
moTxroba iseTi gesliani da moulodneli iro-niiTa da TviTironiiT
aris gajerebuli (ragindaraTemaze: adamianis uflebebis deklaracia
dapirovnebis wmidaTawmida uflebebis Selaxva, femi-nizmi da
inteleqtualuri mwerloba, Tvalebmilu-luli narkomani uzbeki stumris
uecari gamofxi-zleba da Cingisxanad Tu Temurlengad Tavis
war-modgena, zarxoS TanameinaxeTa ̀ cecxlTayvanismcem-loba~ da
sxva...), rom erT-erT saukeTeso satirul-iumoristul teqstad unda
CaiTvalos.
vatas kaiSauris platoze alpur zonaSi nayidiZvelTaZveli Cafexvili
saxlis `antiTezaa~ patarakortoxze wamomdgari, fiWvis surnelovani
ficre-bisagan koxtad Sekruli axalTaxali xuxula, vatasfexsalagi:
`Sig idealuri sisufTave da fiWvis saa-mo surnelia
(yovelSemTxvevaSi, jerjerobiT)...agreTve ostati durglis mier
keTilsindisieradawyobili, moxerxebuli dasajdomi... da am
dasajdomsrom kargad moergebi, Sens Tvalwin aRmoCndeba xiskarebSi
gamoWrili sarkmeli... da am sarkmelSi moCansSoreuli, maRali
mTagrexili, Camolesili, yinulo-vani mwvervalebiT... es didebuli,
amaRlebuli san-axaobaa da grZnob, rogor iZvreba da Zlierdeba
SenSigmiruli talRa... da mTel Sens arsebas eufleba ama-Rlebuli,
didebuli, gmiruli qmedebebis moTxov-nileba da ras akeTeb Sen am
dros? magram swored amdros... eh! jadosnuri fexsalagia!~
niSandoblivia, rom es erTaderTi, namusianadagebuli da ueWveli
funqciis mqone `dawesebuleba~_ `saxlis maSenebelTa~ mier samwvade
cecxlis dan-Tebis da koconis garSemo `warmarTTa~ eiforiuliferxulis
wera xdeba: uyuradRebobiT, cecxlma fex-salagamde miaRwia _
`maSxalasaviT iwvoda vatasSesaniSnavi, jadosnuri, fiWvis
fexsalagi~...
ambis gasagebad da dasaxmareblad mosul adgi-lobriv mosaxleebs
`cecxlTayvanismcemlebi~ iqiTamSvideben `kamiuTi~ da `warmarTuli~
himnebiT...
Tu laSa TabukaSvilis erTi mosazrebis peri-frazs mivmarTav _ aba,
romeli mwerali gabedavdafexsalagisaTvis aseTi `metaforuli~
datvirTvamieniWebina... isic gaviTvaliswinoT, rom ammoTxrobaSi
`adamianurad~ erTaderTi personaJi,monadiris ZaRli kamo iqceva!
`ZaRli qalaqs midioda, ra mihqonda, ra mohqon-da~ _ am andaziT
mTavrdeba Txroba.
2007 wliT daTariRebul interviuSi (Jurnali`literaturuli palitra~,
¹ 9, seqtemberi), vaJa gi-gaSvili SeniSnavda _ `erTi ocmoTxrobiani
lit-eraturuli cikli maqvs dasamTavrebeli _ `poeti,romelic iSviaTad
werda leqsebs~ hqvia. am ocidanrva moTxroba ukve sxvadasxva
gamocemaSi daibeWda,Tormetic Cems ganwyobas elodeba~.
pedanturad gamoviTvale, rom avtors, sulmcire, am ciklis kidev
Svidi moTxroba aqvs dasabeW-di, radgan wignSi mxolod cameti
maTgania Sesuli.amas gvidasturebs bolo moTxrobac _ ̀ Semdegi
(1)~.esaa gasuli ocdaxuTi wlis tragikomikuri, dawnex-ili
`videoretrospeqtiva~, gajerebuli avtorismier aryis gauTavebeli
`CacecxlviT~; prologSi _nerwyvis momgvreli rekomendaciebiT, ra unda
mi-irTva smisa Tu `paxmeliis~ dros; dinebis sawinaaRm-dego
gamoxdomebiT (vTqvaT, ̀ umciresobebis~ dacvissababiT atexil,
ZviradRirebul, gadametebul aJio-taJze), keTilad mosagonar ambebze,
megobrebze dasatanjvelze gaucnobierebeli SiSis gamo. `ibadebacneba
_ meore mexsiereba... aris meore, Senaxuli mex-siereba, pirvels
amofarebuli... am amofarebulfaqtebsa da interpretaciebs, Tu SesZleb
da winapoziciaze gadmoawyob, SeiZleba sul sxvanairi aR-moCndes Seni
sakuTari biografia... da aRmoCndes ise-Ti, rogoric Sen ar ginda da
ar gawyobs... romelicsruliad ucxoa da warmoudgeneli da
romlisganacgaqceva gindeba, ukanmouxedavad~...
avtori droebiT gamosavals araySi eZebs(`saswrafod vebdRveni isev
arays, vglije da vglijeorjer zedized~), magram, vin icis, ra
moxdeba Sem-degSi?
dRes cneba `Tanamedrove~ asocirdeba `sauc-xoosa~ da ̀
ucxourTan~. iqneb davfiqrdeT imaze, romvaJa gigaSvilis
`superTanamedrove~ (arsebiTad daweris maneriTac) prozis Targmna
ucxour enebze sa-Suric aris da `momgebianic~, Cveni dRevandeli
mw-erlobis Rirsebisamebr warmosaCenad. Tu marTlayovelive amaoa?
iqneb marTlac mwerlis erTi frazaayvelafris gasaRebi: `ufulod buzs
ver auqSev amqveyanaSi~ (`erTi vinme yaflaniSvili~).
araferic ar mindoda, arafrisTvin viyav cada,araferi arc gamova,
magram isev unda vcada...xalxuri zepirsityvierebis es patara
Sedevri
vaJa gigaSvilis wignis `poeti, romelic iSviaTadwerda leqsebs~
mravlismetyveli epigrafia.
lali avaliani
`ugzoukvlodgadaSenebuli dro~
dasasruli
amiran arabulis fotoebi
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Tebervali 2017cnobili vaWari da qalaqis xmosani
aron eligulaSvili im saRamos ase ig-onebs:
_ CamobrZanda, batono, es rusuliTeatri. kargad miviReT. veravin
gvi-sayvedurebs, arafrad Caagdeso. Cveniqalaqi xom siyvarulianobiT,
gatan-iT, stumris pativiscemiT aris cno-bili. mivediT ise, ravarc
gvekadreba.darbazs rom gadaxedavdi, iseTi xalximosuliyo, guli
gaginaTdeboda dakidev erTxel gadauxdidi gamCens mad-lobas, amnair
qalaqSi rom mogiwia cx-ovreba: didi vaWrebi, veqilebi, mwer-lebi,
gamCenisgan da mefisgan dafase-buli xalxi. zogi Tavadi
axlo-maxlosoflebidanac ki CamobrZanebuliyo _rusuli Teatri gvewvia,
migebebacunda, taSic da dasamaxsovrebeli gas-tumrebaco, magram...
farda gaxsnilicar hqondaT, daiwyes da ra daiwyes,mtrisas da avisas:
dascxeT uriebs, Tuuriebs bdRvirs ar gaadenT, ruseTixelSi
Semogvadneba, viRupebiTo. es si-tyvebi darbazSi ro tyviebiviT
gad-moisroles, im Rirseulma kacma _niko batonma, Cems Sori-axlo
ijda _ise gadmomxeda, gegonebodaT, bodiSsmixdida: me mapatie, Cvens
qalaqSizogjer amnairi xalxic rom Camodiso_ iman miiCnia Tavi
braleulad. ro-dis iyo, mwerals ekiTxebodnen, vin Cam-ovides qalaqSi
da vin _ ara. braleu-li me ufro var, vidre is: Teatri gvs-tumrobs
da magaTi miReba-pativisce-mis xarjebs xom ar inebebdiTo. ki
ba-tono-Tqva, ar vakadre uari, ar gavaw-bile xalxi. imaT ki kidev
da kidev roiyvires, uriebs dascxeTo, iqneba imsulmadlianma kacma
damakvalianos, raviRono, rogor moviqce-meTqi da axlame mivubrundi ̀
ra ari es, niko batono,ra vqnaT, ra gveSveleba?~ mweralmamxrebi
aiwura: `ar vici, batono, memagdeni codna vin momca!~ wamodga,
me-zobels miubrunda: `gamatare, Svilo,Tavmoyvare kaci aq rava
gaCerdeba!~ dabuzRuniT gavida darbazidan. mwera-li gasulic ar
iqneboda, Cvens win, mes-ame, Tu meoTxe rigSi viRacam SesZaxa:`ne
goJe, gospada, ne goJe!~ bevrmaverc gaigo, Tu ras niSnavda es
`negoJe~, magram is kaci rom wamodga daCailaparaka `rato unda
vuyuro, amambavs, ra damiSavebia, gza, gza!~ yvelamixvda, Tu ras
niSnavda es `ne goJe~. imkacis wamodgoma iyo, adamianebi
erTigundiviT daiZrnen gasasvlelisaken.
ara mxolod TviTon, aronis Soreu-li winaprebic ki am qalaqSi
daibadnen.cxadia, am qalaqis nawiladqceuliyvnen. Tu ram sasikeTo
keTde-boda, uxarodaT, amgvar saqmeSi gare-vas ar eridebodnen,
magram Tu ramqalaqis Rirsebas Crdils ayenebda,swuxdnen, Tavadac
miaCndaT Tavibraleulad. albaT, amitomac iyo: aroneligulaSvili imaze
arafers ambobda,rom im saRamos Tavad arc ki ganZreu-la. hkiTxes
kidec, Sen ratom ar wamod-eqi da ar gahyevi im Rirseul
kacebs,iqneb, pirvelic ki unda wamomdgariyav,protestis gamoTqma jer
rogorcebrael kacs, mere ki, am qalaqis xmo-sans gevalebodao.
pasuxad mxrebi ai-wura. qalaqis kidev erTi xmosani, mudammomRimari
Tavadi niJaraZe xiTxiTiTambobda: `ageni? ageni, iudevelni,boSo,
miCveulni arian, udrtvinveladitandnen yolifers, Cven
gadavirieT,Cven ver avitaneT im sulaZaRlebulTalanZRva-gineba,
qarTvelebma, Tvara,aroni? ise uSfoTveli iyo, ifiqreb-diT, Tavisi
gemis molodinSi pristin-ze Camomjdarao~. amaze viRacam Seg-onebis
kiloTi, dinjad brZana: imitomar wamodga, darbazi imitom ar dato-va,
ewada, Tvali edevnebina, vin dagvi-Wers mxars, vin gamoxatavs
ukmayofile-bas, ase rom gvlanZRaven, am qalaqs, mismosaxleobas
yovelTvis mxarSi rovudgevar, aba, CvenTvis vin gamoidebsTavso.
arc erTi iyo marTali da arc _meore. aron eligulaSvils Tavadvever
gaecnobierebina, Tu ratom ar wa-modga. arc rom ufiqria
wamodgoma?TavisTavsac ver pasuxobda, ratom
eligulafragmenti momavali romanidan
imave wams ar wamoxta da ar gahyva mSob-liuri qalaqis Rirseul
kacebs. imit-om, rom xmosani gaxldaT da amgvarimdgomareoba
saTqmelisa Tu saqnarisaTasjer gazomva-awonvas avalebda? ki,dinjic
unda yofiliyo, auCqarebel-ic, magram im didebul qarTvel mwer-alze,
artistze _ mTeli imperiis Te-atraluri samyaro rom eTayvaneboda_
dinji da auCqarebeli aron eligu-laSvili ratom unda yofiliyo?
saqme sul ubralod iyo: scenidanmosmenils ise daeTrguna,
wamodgomis,welSi gamarTvis Zalac veRar moikri-ba. RonewarTmeuli
ijda da fiqrobda:`ras unda niSnavdes es ambavi? Cvensxalxs walekviT
ratom emuqrebian? Cve-ni eSiniaT? gamodis, eSiniaT.
ratom?ebraelobas xom arc jari hyavs da arcTavisi saxelmwifo aqvs,
xval romruseTs misdges. ratom, risTvis undaeSinodeT am xalxis, raSi
xedaven misZalas? imaSi, rom Sroma uyvarT? uS-romeli eri qveyanaze
ar ari, yovelieris Svili Sromobs. Cven ucxooba met
arons mieaxleboda _ aronis erT-erTduqanSi idga _ da pirmoTne
RimiliTetyoda: `Savua tov!~ kargi kviradagdgomodeso. aronic Tavs
daukrav-da da igives miugebda. gabriela`mCates~ aronis mimarT
samduravi areTqmoda _ aronma saqme misca. miuxe-davad amisa, yovel
SabaT saRamos, bed-nieri kviris dadgomas ki usurvebda,magram es
pirmoTned, RimiliT war-moTqmuli sityvebi iyo, romelicfiqrad
gavlebul grZel tiradasfaravda: `rato ar iqnebi did gulze,rato ar
ivli _ rotSildiviT _ ma-maSeni SenTvin agrovebda da babuaSeni!Sen
ki asi Cemnairi xamori mainc gyavs!
sirbiliT lamis gulamovardnilmagabriela `mCatem~ arons
moxeda,`Salom yalexem~, salamio, Tqva da sir-bili ganagrZo. `xo
mSvidobaa, gabri-el, ase sulmouTqmelad rato garbix-ar?~. gabriela ̀
mCate~ mobrunda, sulimoiTqva da Tqva: ̀ rava rato gavrbivar,RmerTma
Sen mSvidoba mogces, kniazilorTqifaniZe Caayudes da gabrielas
gulSic ki Caidos, briyvi yofila espolicmaisteri da xalxs
gami-orgulebso~. am dros Caeria saubarSixmosani Tavadi niJaraZe:
ras SeuCndiTpolicmaisters, suleli xom araggoniaT. rom scodnoda, vis
atusaReb-da, gana ase moiqceoda _ gana qalaqisTavismosaWrel saqmes
izamdao.policmaisterma erTxans gamqirdavimzera miapyro niJaraZes,
mere gaiRimada Tqva: me magaT gavanTavisufleb, ma-gram Tqven ra
geSvelebaT, yvela romgansakuTrebuli da Zalian mniSvnelo-vani xarT,
sami welia Camovedi da aqubralo adamiani vera vnaxeo. ivan
vasi-leviCs ubrZana, yvelas xelweriliCamoarTvi, rom dReidan
xelmwifiserTgulni iqnebian da kari gauReo.
aronma SvebiT amoisunTqa. ras if-iqrebda, Tu ramdenime wuTSi
aranaklebgulsatkeni ram Sexvdeboda: awi Tavisaridebas ra azri aqvso
da saxlisakenmimavali mokle gza airCia. momitinge,axmaurebul,
daumcxral adamianebsSoris miikvlevda gzas. Tan ambobda:`dawynardiT,
axlave yvelas gamouSve-ben,~ magram misi aravis esmoda. ̀ tusaR-Ta
ganTavisufleba ki undaT, magram esyvirili da `jos~, `jos!~
Zaxili,aranakleb swadiaT~. am fiqrSi iyoaroni, viRacas rom SeeCexa,
Tavi aswiada... Tavisive Svils datakeboda. iosebsmarjvena aRemarTa
da danarCeni mam-layinwa biWebiviT Tu wverSi Wa-Raragareuli
kacebiviT gahkioda`Zirs mefe, Zirs TviTmpyrobloba!~iosebis gverdiT
erTi nawnavebiani,zRvasaviT lurjTvaleba, mocicqnuligogona idga da
zustad imas imeoreb-da, rasac misi Svili akeTebda. iosebi,Zirs
mefeo ki gaiZaxoda, magramrogorc Cans, Tan viRacas daeZebda
_marjvniv iyureboda. mama arc SeumCne-via. gverdiT rom edga, im
mocicqnul-ma, lurjTvaleba gogom saxelozeCamoqaCa, aqeT mobrundio.
iosebic mo-trialda da mamis danaxvaze saxe ucn-aurad daemanWa. am
dros aronis yur-Tan viRacam Zlier dasWeqa: `gaumar-jos saqarTvelos,
saqarTvelosgaumarjos!~ mere CaisunTqa da SesZa-xa: `jos!~ es `jos~
yvelam erTad ram-denjerme gaimeora. aronma yurze xelimiido,
SekrebilT gulgrili mzeramoavlo da Svils zurgi aqcia. `amaThgoniaT,
xmamaRla yviriliT uSvelianqveyanas. ase xom areulobas
udebensaTaves, amaze aravin fiqrobs.~
aroni iqaurobas gaecala._ ase rava iqneba, es ra ari! amiT
uSvelian qveyanas? _ Svilis gasago-nad Tqva. icoda, iosebi
TavCaqindru-li mosdevda. pasuxad patiebis Txov-nas moeloda:
`SemTxveviT gaverie amambavSi. amxanagisgan vbrundebodi
dagadaveyare, Torem magaTTan ra mesaqme-ba, axlosac ar vekarebi~.
ase fiqrob-da aroni, Tumca uknidan sul sxva rammoesma:
_ aucileblad vuSveliT, TviTmpy-robloba unda daingres, baba!
aroni Svils miutrialda, misi nab-olara TavaRerili idga. is
lur-jTvaleba gogo axlac gverds umS-venebda. `patiebis Txovna ki
ara, es...es... rafer dgas... rafer miyurebs... esgogo viRa
ari!~
_ mag mefes arc Cven vuyvarvarT,baba! _ Tqva iosebma.
sadRac cxenma, TiTqos momitin-geebs exmianebao, daifrutuna.
aron-ma gza ganagrZo. ramdenime nabiji gada-dga da kvlav Svilis
gasagonad Tqva:
_ siyvaruls vin daeZebs, siZulvi-lis sabanSi gvxvevs. erT dRes
mag sa-bans navTs gadaasxams, cecxlswaukidebs da... _ Svilma pasuxi
ratomar gamcao, mobrunda. iosebi aRar mi-hyveboda. quCas gaxeda _
iosebi im gog-osTan erTad iqiT garboda, saidanacaxlaxan erTad
wamovidnen.
* * *saxeli iosebi hqvia, gvarad eligu-
laSvilia, magram aRarc axsovs, Tavissaxels odesme eZaxdnen Tu
ara. eZaxd-nen ki? yvelas, didsac da patarasac,realur saswavlebelSi
Serqmeuli sax-
guram baTiaSvili
sifrTxiles da garjilobas Cagva-gonebs. amis gamo aseTi
siZulvili? ara,ara, eg ar ari, ar SeiZleba, es iyos si-Zulvilis
mizezi. viTom ruseTisebraelobis mouTmenloba? ra qnan, si-Zulvilis
msxverplni arian daarafers faraven, mTel qveynierebasauwyeben, ase
da ase gveqceviano. xmacar amoiRon? kai, batono,
davuSvaT...davuSvaT... amaT rato ar vZulvarT ase,eseni, qarTvelebi,
rato ar gaiZaxian,ebraelebs dascxeT da qveyana ixseni-To. eseni xo
ukeT gvicnoben, am miwazexuTi imdeni xania, vcxovrobT!~
am fiqrs miscemoda aron eligu-laSvili. darbazSi raRac rom
gabrax-unda, Tavi aswia. TiTqmis dacariele-buliyo. scenaze ki oTxze
dacemuliebraelisaTvis Toki gamoebaT da mi-aTrevdnen. aronis ukan
viRacam scenasSesZaxa: `Zirs mefe, Zirs TviTmpyrob-loba!~ axla ki
wamodga aroni, moedan-ze gamovida. aq erTi aliaqoTi idga.`mitingi
dauwyiaT!~ _ mimoixeda, imazefiqrobda, saxlSi ra gziT wasuliyo:Tu
marcxniv gauxvevda, misi saxliyuris ZirSi idga _ baRis gadaRma,
ma-gram iq momitingeTa Soris unda gaev-lo. es ki ar ewada. piri
ibruna _ sax-lisaken mimaval Sor gzas daadga.`rafer uyvarT es
mitingobia, yovelwuTs mzad arian, mitingi moawyon. amasimitom xom
ar akeTeben, TavSeyra, er-Tad yofna ro swadiaT. roca SeerTde-bian,
Tavs ukeT grZnoben.~
arons dacdili hqonda: Tu mitinge-bi, yvirili, aurzauri sami-oTxi
dRemainc gagrZeldeboda, qalaqSi qurdo-ba, duqnebSi Sevardna,
SeZlebulxalxze Tavdasxmebi, adamianTa gatace-ba iwyeboda. asiod
saJenic ar gaevlo,gabriela `mCate~ sirbiliT wamoewia.qSinavda.
gabriela salocavSi yovelSabaT saRamos, locvis damTavrebisas,
vin daindobs?~ ̀ imnairi ra dagiSavebia,rom dagiWiron?~ `ro
damiWeren, merevikiTxo, ra davaSave-Tqva? kidec vi-kiTxo, magaT
pasuxi ar gauWirdebaT dame cixeSi CavrCebi. Sors, Sors magaT-gan,
Sors da mSvidobiT!~ gabriela`mCatem~ sirbili ganagrZo, aTiodemetri
gairbina Tu ara, mobrunda `vinmogaxsena, mag sanTeliviT kacma
_kniazma lorTqifaniZem daaSava rame!Sen dinjad iare, xels vin
dagakarebs,pirveli gildiis vaWari xar, xmosan-ic. is kia Tavadi,
mara mwerali yofi-la, meti araferi!~ aronis gonebaSizariviT dareka,
kniazi lorTqifaniZedaiWireso. myis Setrialda. aCqarebu-li nabijiT
midioda, lamis sirbiliT,TiTqos gabriela `mCates~ ki ar euwye-binos
mwerlis dapatimrebis ambavi,samxedro brZaneba mieRos: policiisak-en
gaeSure da Seni qalaqis Rirseba da-icavio.
uceb mivida, ufro swored, miirbi-na da netav, ar misuliyo!
esoden saT-no kaci cxaurs iqiT rom dainaxa, SeZr-wunda. iman,
lorTqifaniZem, ki gauRi-ma. ramdeni simware iyo am
RimilSi!`sircxvili, sircxvili, sircxvili!~zariviT rekda TavSi.
aramxolod is didebuli, patios-nebiT aRvsili mwerali
lorTqifaniZe,bevri sxva Rirseuli kacic daepatim-rebinaT _
adamianebi, romelTa saxel-iTac es qalaqi ki ara, mTeli saqarTve-lo
amayobda. aronic imaT SeuerTda,vinc policmaisters
datusaRebulTadauyovnebliv, axlave ganTavisufle-bas urCevda,
mosTxovda. is ki kanon-isadmi erTgulebas Cascieboda: vincunda iyos,
ra saxelisa da Rirsebismqone, kanonis abuCad agdebas ar vap-atiebo.
mas ki miugebdnen `Sen ggonia,amnair Rirseul kacTa
datusaRebasmTavarmmarTebeli mogiwonebs? iqneba,
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Tebervali 2017eli `eligula~ akeria pirze. examuSe-boda. swyinda
kidec Tavis namdvil sax-els rom ar eZaxdnen, magram gamoxdaxani _
realuri saswavleblisdamTavrebisa da social-demokrati-uli partiis
axalgazrdul frTaSigawevrianebis Semdeg Serqmeuli met-saxeli _
`eligula~ ukve moswondakidec: ioseb eligulaSviloba pirda-pir,
daufaravad miuTiTebda pirveligildiis vaWris, xmosan aron
eligu-laSvilis Ze rom gaxldaT, ese igi, imkacis Svili, im ojaxSi
gazrdili da imklasis warmomadgeneli, visac misipartia ebrZoda.
iq Sekrebebze xom swored imazemsjelobdnen, Tu rogor
gaenadgure-binaT burJuazia, vaWrebi da daemyare-binaT Zmoba,
erToba, Tanasworoba. par-tia imisTvis Seqmniliyo, rom qveynadaRar
yofiliyvnen aron eligulaSvilida misTanebi. amitom ioseb
eligulaS-vilisaTvis metsaxeli ̀ eligula~ erT-gvari safarveli
gamodga _ mis vi-naobas, warmomavlobas egre ubralod,haiharad ver
Seityobda kaci _ undagarjiliyo da gaekiTxna, Tu vin iyo
esSavTvaleba, axlad wver-ulvaS aSliliymawvili, yvela eligulas rom
eZaxdada sayelosTan gverdze CaWril blu-zaze qamari ise SemoeWira,
rogorc ampartias ewada burJuaziisaTvis yelSiwaWera. arada, imdenad
viwro welihqonda, welze qamris waWera bumbuliv-iT msubuqs
aCenda.
am partiaSi imitom mivida, rom re-alur saswavlebelSi biWebi
mefis xe-lisuflebis damxobasa da saqarTve-los damoukideblobaze
CurCulebd-nen. partiaSi gawevrianebis, mis axal-gazrdul frTaSi
Caricxvis Semdeggaigo mTavari: mefis xelisuflebisdamxoba? ki,
batono, aba, sxvagvaradrogor iqneba, magram mefis damxobaimisTvis
gvinda, rom mdidarTa klasimovspoTo. eligulas Zlier uWirdaimis
warmodgena, rogori unda yofil-iyo cxovreba, Tu ar iqnebodnen
vaWre-bi, mewarmeebi. eseni xom cxovrebismamoZravebelni ariano.
amitomumTavresad mefis, TviTmpyroblobisdamxobas miiCnevda _
saqarTvelosamis mere eSvelebao. imasac fiqrobda,gzadagza
Seviswavli, vaWrebis, me-warmeebis gareSe cxovreba rogoriunda
iyoso. frangulis maswavlebels,madam matildas am sakiTxze rom
es-aubra, madamma jer mzera gauswora,dabejiTebiT daacqerda, mere
ukmexadTqva: ̀ me aq imitom ar movdivar da Tqve-ni mama imisTvis ar
mixdis fuls, rom amsakiTxebze gesaubroT.~ magramgakveTilis
damTavrebis Semdeg Zliermomxiblavi RimiliT da xmadablauTxra: `aris
aseTi mecnieri _ karlmarqsi. dRes mTeli evropa mis
wignebskiTxulobs. me mogitanT, mxolodaravis unda uTxraT~. oriode
kvirismere ufrosi Zma _ abeSa, eligulasoTaxSi rom Sevida da wignis
garekan-ze moTavsebul avtoris fotos daxe-da, ayvirda: `ra ari es _
am rabis su-raTi uqudod ratom gadauRia?!~eligulam daamSvida: rabi
magis babua,biZebi iyvnen, TviTon ki didi ekonomis-tia, mecnierio.
marqsma Zlier gaita-ca _ socializmis konturebic kidaanaxa, magram
mere madam matildamrom uambo, magis babua iyo rabini,
mamamiudeveloba aRar isurva, TviTon karlmarqsi ki mTeli cxovreba
engelsissarCeni iyo da siRaribeSi gardaicv-alao, marqsisadmi
damokidebulebaSeecvala _ `kapitalis~ SeswavlasTavi aneba, kargi
filosofosi SeiZle-ba mSieri iyos, magram rogor SeiZlebakarg
ekonomists suli siRaribeSiamoxdeso. sxva ekonomistTa
wignebsdaewafa.
erT dRes partiis axalgazrdulifrTis sxdomaze viRacam
winadadebawamoayena, eligulas kargi xeli aqvs,asoebi ise gamohyavs,
daxatuli ge-gonebao da oqmis Sedgena, es Zalianseriozuli saqme,
davavaloT, krebeb-is oqmebi xom xval partiis istoriisdaweris
saSualeba iqnebao. axalgazr-dul frTaSi kargad icodnen, rom
eligula yovel davalebas erTobgulmodgined ekideboda. albaT,
amanganapiroba is, rac xuTi-eqvsi Tvis Sem-deg moxda: partiis
centridan ambavimoitanes, axali seriozuli davalebamogces: qalaqis
sakrebuloSi CveniTvali da yuri unda iyo _ iq darajadimuSaveb,
magram partia sakrebuloSiimisTvis ar ggzavnis, magaT rom udara-jo,
sinamdvileSi yoveli sxdomis oqmiunda Seadgino _ partiis centrmaunda
icodes, sakrebuloSi ra sakiTx-ebze msjeloben, vin ras ambobso.
amasgarda, partias Tavisi arqivi undahqondes _ roca mefes davamxobT
dasaxelmwifos marTvas Cven SevudgebiT,yvelas Tavis adgils
mivuCenTo.
xava TavdidiSvilisdRiuridan
xava TavdidiSvilis Taobis yma-wvilqalebi dRiurebs werdnen. xava
ki,rogorc Cans, metad araTanmimdevru-li da daudevaric ki iyo:
dRiurs ma-Sin werda, roca misi arseboba moagon-deboda, Tveebis
ganmavlobaSi arafersCawerda, mere lamis yoveldRe werda,TariRebsac
aburdulad miawerda _xan Tves daaklebda, xanac _ wels ardawerda. im
sqeli rveulidan, romel-Sic dRiurs werda, zogierTi gverdiamoxeulic
kia, zogierTi ki isea gada-Cxapnili, verafers gaigeb.
es pirveli Canaweric ar unda iyospirveli. wina gverdebi
amoxeulia.SesaZloa, vinme saangariSo davTradiyenebda da roca xavas
masSi dRiureb-is Caweris survili gauCnda, gverdebiamoxia. viRacam
Tqva albaT, mamamisis_ abramiko ̀ mesarkeves~ davTari iyoo.Tumca,
ara vgoneb. xavas mama mewvril-maneobas eweoda. ra iseTi
aReb-micemo-ba unda hqonoda, rom davTari gaeCina.amas garda,
wera-kiTxvac ar icoda.Tavad ki ara, xavac ver Seiyvana sko-laSi. ̀
kai kia, kai mogces gamCenma, mara,me magis fara vin mamca! araferi
uWirs,gogoa, uceb wamoizrdeba, gavaTxovebda morCa!~ aRarc
`mesarkeve~ _ SuSeb-is Camsmeli iyo abramiko _ am saqmesadreul
wlebSi misdevda, maSin Sear-qves abramiko `mesarkeve~, Torem
raxania, aron eligulaSvilis erT-erTisawyobidan sawvrilmano saqoneli
mi-aqvs da sofel-sofel hyidis.
amiT xavas cxadia, bevri ram daak-lda, magram rkinigzis inJinris
_ viq-tor axvledianis qeTaTo skolidanmobrundeboda Tu ara, xava sul
masTangarboda. qalbatoni agrafina Svilssamecadinod rom dasvamda,
xavasacgverdiT miusvamda. xavas ki iseTicincxali azrovneba hqonda,
yve-lafers uceb iTvisebda. qalbatoniagrafina gaocebuli iyo _
SvilsCasZaxoda, Sexede am gogos, skolaSiar dadis, magram Senze
naklebi ar icis!amaze rkinigzis inJineri viqtor axv-lediani ityoda
xolme: `agrafinasvenacvale, mag bovSi iudeveli roa, xoar
dagaviwyda, nametani Cqara iTvise-ben yolifers, magini sidan sad
movid-nen, mainc rafer moagnes saqarTvelosda qarTuli wera-kiTxvis,
ginda mi-mateba-gamoklebis Seswavla gauWird-ebaT?!~ agrafina qmars
ar eTanxmebo-da: iudeveloba ra mosataniao, ityo-da xolme, magram
roca imazedafiqrdeboda, Tu raoden Sori qvey-nidan movidnen
iudevelebisaqarTveloSi, aRarafers ambobda,radgan Tavad muxlebis
tkivivilisgamo samkurnalo wylebzec ki ver wa-suliyo.
erT dRes ki viqtor axvledianmaarc abramiko ̀ mesarkevesaTvis~
ukiTx-avs, arc misi coli ruTisTvis, ise moh-kida xeli xavas da
realur saswav-lebelSi miiyvana, `e bovSi gamocadeT,uWkuo ar unda
iyos, Tu miiRebT, Cemgogos miusviT gverdiT, amis
xarjisgamstumreblad me miguleT~. ramden-ime dReSi xava realur
saswavlebelSiqeTaTos gverdiT ijda.
xavas dRiurs me iseTs gagacnobT,rogoric xelSi Camivarda.
12 maisi, 1913 weliguSin qeTaTom, ymawvilebi bun-
taoben, wavideT, vuyuroT, ra xdebao.mivediT. qadagad
davardniliyvnen _laparakobdnen da laparakobdnen. meveraferi gavige.
sul ucxo, ucnob si-tyvebs gaiZaxodnen, mere is Tvalebbri-ala biWi
gamovida. ar yviroda, xmada-bla da auCqareblad laparakobda,
ge-gonebodaT, Tavis Tavs emusaifebao,magram yvelaferi mesmoda,
gasagebiiyo. im biWs Tvals ver vacilebdi. `xomici, vinc aris?~
gadmomCurCula qeTa-Tom. me Tavi gavaqnie, ara, ar vici-meT-qi. ̀
Tqveni rjulisaa, ebraeli!~ saxtaddavrCi. gagonili mqonda, erTi
Cveneb-uri `buntovSCiki~ yofila _ ickariJinaSvili _ sul mefes,
mTavrobasaginebda Turme, mSromel xalxs sisx-ls swoven da unda
daemxoso, kazakebstyvia SublSi uxliaT da gaugorebiaT.axla am
Tvalebbriala biWma daiZaxamefis xelisufleba unda daemxoso.
Se-meSinda, ar esrolon, ar moklan-meTqida axlos mivedi. `ra hqvia,
ra gvaria?~vekiTxebi qeTaTos. mxrebi aiCeCa,`eligulas~ eZaxian,
sxva araferi vici.~mere im biWma droSa gaSala _ axla yve-lani
wavideT da mTavrobas CvenisaTqmeli SevZaxoTo. mivedi da vuTx-ari:
`droSa minda~. droSa ise gamomi-woda, CemTvis arc Semouxedavs _
vi-Racas elaparakeboda. TviTm-marTvelobisaken eligula da
mitomigviZRodnen, mito drodadro CemTanmoirbenda da mekiTxeboda, xom
ardaiRale, droSa xom ar gamogarTvao.im Tvalebbriala biWis mocemul
dro-Sas mitos rogor mivcemdi! miWirda,magram mainc mivaTrevdi.
erTi-orjeriseTma Zlierma qarma daubera, kinaRamdroSianad gamitaca,
xeli mainc argavuSvi.
17 ivlisi, 1914 weli
mito modebaZem, xvalac vikribebiT,Tu ginda, modio. eligula Tu
iqneba?vekiTxebi. aba, arao?! qeTaTos vuTxari,wina kviraSi ro
moxseneba movismineT,axla Turme demonstracia aqvT, ar wav-ideT?
wavediT. mito eligulas ekiTx-eba, es gogo xom gaxsovso. eligula
isedamakvirda, mivxvdi, ar vaxsovdi dalamis cremli momeria. `Tqveni
rju-lis gogoa _ xava~ `me xom wina kviraSidemonstraciaze gogoebi
moviyvane~SevZaxe ganawyenebulma. `hoo... axal-gazrdul frTaSi rato
ar ewerebi, arginda?~ ̀ minda, Zalian minda!~ vuTxari.eligulam
gamiRima da me suli gaminaT-da. saerTod ki ar gaiRima, me
gamiRima,mxolod me.
10 agvisto
eligula jer yoveli krebis meresaxlamde momyveboda, mere
realursaswavlebelTanac daiwyo daxvedra _gakveTilebi damTavrdeba Tu
ara,gavxedav da ager ar dgas?! dedaCemmaerTi ambavi amitexa, `vin
ari i biWi,yoveldRe saxlamde rom mogyveba _samSabaTsac davinaxe,
oTxSabaTsac _sanam gaxvidodi, quCaSi idga da gelo-da!~ rom vuTxari,
eg aron eligulaS-vilis umcrosi biWia-meTqi, yurebidacqvita: `mere?~
dedaCemi ise damac-qerda, mivxvdi, aTas rames mekiTxebo-da. `mere
ra, ki xan istoriis ambebsmiyveba, xan _ revoluciebisas. yve-laze
grZeli safrangeTis revoluci-is ambavi iyo _ sami dRe miyveboda,
mereplexanovze, mere _ muSaTa moZraoba-ze, icka riJinaSvilis
ambavic gadmo-milaga. misi mosmena Zalian miyvars.~