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es sizmari _me rom ukve wyalsgavatane _SeiZleboda,SenTvismeambo...zaal
samadaSvili
veliT mzis amosvlas _ moTmena nebisyofobs...da mTvares SevxariT, viT Ramis episkoposs....RmerTs vTxoveT, qveyanas zurgi rom gaemarTa _xsna ar Cans, magram mze? mzes raRa daemarTa?cac sxvafrobs da Tavi ara aqvs lilaobis.mzec ar Cans, mzec aRar amodis dilaobiT...mogvbezrda amdeni tatu da bodiari!..
xuTi qarTveli mwerali aar-Cies, konsultacia unda gagvewiaraRac holivuduri moblogbas-tero filmis scenaristebisTvis,romeliRac islamuri radikal-uri dajgufebis wevrebze rom iy-o, romlebic, viTomda gonioSi Ca-modian mociqul mataTas saflav-is gasaTxrelad da misi wminda naw-ilebis gasataceblad.
saqarTvelo im wels msofliokinematofrafis TvalsawierSi aR-moCnda. erTma qarTulma filmmasami oskari moipova da msofliosyvelaze didi kinokoncernebiaqaurobas moednen. saqarTveloSikinos gadaReba moduri gaxda danaTqvami romaa, namcecebiT mtre-debic purdebodneno, ise iyo Cve-ni saqme.
es meoTxe filmi iyo, konsult-aciisTvis rom dagviqiraves da ragvenaRvleboda, davyvebodiT ame-rikelebs, polonelebs, frangebs,indusebs, avstralielebs, norveg-ielebs, Svedebs, ingliselebs davaZlevdiT rCevebs.
fasze rom SevTanxmdiT, gamyidve-li, Tan me rom melaparakeboda da Tansicives ebrZoda xelisgulebis erT-maneTze xaxuniT, karga mozrdil far-dulisxela konteineris siRrmeSigauCinarda. aq, am bazrobaze, jixureb-is nacvlad rkinigzis depoebSi`daTreuli~ liTonis Jangiani kontei-nerebi edgaT movaWreebs. mec sicivesvebrZodi, oRond saxlidan undaganmedevna is, kargad unda gameTbomama-papiseuli, talaxiTa da brtyeliaguriT naSeni kedlebi.
Semcivnuli kacis mier konteineri-dan gamotanil yuTs, romelic mogrZoufro iyo, vidre ganieri, cali xeliT,iRliaSi amodebuls ver wamoviRebdi.mZime ar gaxldaT, satareblad iyomouxerxebeli. mkerdze avixute daTavi gverdze gadavwie, win ra xdebodarom damenaxa. bevri xalxi ireoda ir-gvliv. Cveulebrivze meti dro movan-dome aqoTqoTebuli quCis gavlas,vfrTxilobdi, vinmes ar davjaxebodi.metroSi rom Sevedi, maSin moviTqvisuli.
yuTSi rac ido, zed exata, magramsaxls rom mivuaxlovdi, ise Sevanacv-le gverdi, rom naxatisTvis Cemi dan-axvisTanave ar moekraT Tvali. idayviTCamovwie karis saxeluri, Sevabije Sinda omaxianad daviZaxe _ naxeT, ra mov-itane-meTqi. gamocvivdnen SuSabandSicoli da Svili. colma _ xo mSvi-dobaao... is sul ase mommarTavda, radrosac da rogor xasiaTzec undadavbrunebuliyavi Sin. biWma, romelicaTiode wlisa iyo maSin, mkiTxa _ xe-lovnuri naZvis xeo?.. ara, ufro magarirame-meTqi, TiTi gaviqnie...
au, mam, ra magariao, biWma da davd-gi Tu ara iatakze, gverdiT miucucq-da. Cem klasels aqvs aseTi, ise, romicodeT, saaviacio navTze muSaobso,`gagvanaTla~ mSoblebi da ise gadaus-va xeli priala Sav xufs, TiTqosnavTqura ki ara, velosipedi momet-anos saCuqrad. colma, Zviri eRirebo-da exla eso. Zviri ki Rirda, magram meiafad momces-meTqi, Tan davamSvide daTan Tavic moviwone.
saaviacio, Cveulebrivze ufro daw-mendili navTi `yazarmis ubanSi~ meg-uleboda. gaviyole biWi da wavediT,plastmasis bidoni waviReT, rvalitri-ani. Tu gavavsebinebdiT, sam Casxmazegagvwvdeboda, sami Casxma kidev, TiTq-mis erTi kvira gveyofoda gasaTbobadda saWmlis gasakeTeblad. saWmeli amkviraSi namdvilad gveqneboda, gasulkvireebze meti da ufro yuaTiani. mar-Talia, `xelSeuxebeli~ oci dolar-isTvis raRac Tanxa unda momeklo saa-viacio navTis siZviris gamo, magram
zaal samadaSvili
sakvebis SesaZenad gasawev xarjs esdidad ar daazaralebda.
`Wilyvavebi~ _ TavzexelaRebuli bi-Webisgan Semdgari jgufebi, aRWurvilebikastetebiT da velosipedebis jaWvebiT,xsenebuli frinvelebiviT gund-gundadmqrolavebi, dasaxlebis xan erT da xan me-ore adgilas moulodnelad aRmoceneb-ulebi da moulodneladve gauCinarebule-bi, egreT wodebuli `adgilobrivebi~,`ucxoebs~ _ Soridan Camosulebs rom er-Cian, umowyalod cemen...
erT aseT gundTan gadayra, misiwinamZRoli _ mezRvauris maisuriani biWiSuaze gayofili Calisferi TmiT dawvetiani cxviriT, laparakis dros romsrutunebs da Tvalebs lulavs daban-guliviT, zizRiT aRsavse SekiTxva gogos_ amasTan ra ginda, ras eglisebio? da misiukmexi pasuxi, mzeris gadmonacvleba daTiTis moSvera perangis gulisjibeze _sigareti momecio, gawodebuli RerisTvisxelis akvra _ kolofi minda mTlianado,uari, daumorCileblobis niSnad xelebisukan waReba da welze dawyoba patimariviT,molodini, rodis da saidan mogxvdebamuStze gadaxveuli jaWvis Tavisufalibolo, gaoflil xelisgulze raRacgrili sagnis da gogos TiTebis Sexeba, sag-nis CabRujva da fiqri imaze, rodis gam-oiyeno is...
Wreltariani dana, romelicanalogiur viTarebaSi sxva dros, sxvabiWebisTvisac miuwodebia gogos malu-lad da maT, im biWebs xeli gauSviaT,moucilebiaT is, mas ki, morig `ucxos~aseTi ram ar damarTnia, piriqiT, mzer-aze datyobia, rom gamxnevda momxvdur-Ta mogeriebis Sansis gaCenis gamo da eswinamZRolsac amoukiTxavs mis Tvaleb-Si, gaogneba am ambis mosmeniT, romelicxsnis da ganmartavs `Wilyvavebis~ mSvi-dobian gaclas, gabrazeba gogoze, Txro-bis dasrulebis Semdeg rom aqebs _ ma-gari biWi yofilxaro da SekiTxvaze aseT`gamocdebs~ ratom awyobo? mokled pa-suxobs _ mSiSrebs ver Seviyvarebo...
ambavi, romelsac mogvianebiT ismensplaJis dabal, xis skamloginze gulaRmagawolili gogosgan, varskvlavebiTmoWedil cas rom elaparakeba TiTqos daara gverdiT myofs, kvlav Wreltarianidana, saojaxo reliqvia, maTi, yirimeliTaTrebis gadasaxlebis dros, rusi wiTe-larmielebis xiStebis winaaRmdeg romelavda _ mSiSara kacis xelSi moxvedri-sas gavarvarebas iwyebs Turme da ise cx-eldeba, rom misi floba aTiod wamiTac kiSeuZlebeli xdeba...
me aRvsdeqi, aRvsdeqi:geZaxi iasamnebis iqiTa mxaridan,WvartliT gadalesili qalaqis bolodan,rom me Sen mWirdebi,rom kbili mtkiva da arafriT ar arisgaumxeleli siyvarulikbilis tkivilze ufro mosaTmeni.
me gavcocxldi.SemiZlia, dagelaparako,oRond ise, romCemi xma yovelTvis Soridan gesmodesda arsaiT qrodes qari,romelic yvelaze mniSvnelovansityvebs mogawvdida.
aha, avdeqi da gareT gamovedi,magram samyaro didi momeCvena,da Sen mogZebne da TvalebiT CageWide:Tu qari ar qroda,ratom macocxlebdi?
etiraT Cems debs dasofelsac etira —arc erT das ar erqvamarTa an mariami,sofelic is iyo, rac unda yofiliyo —qvaze dadebulimadli da boroteba:orive saSiSi,orive windamxvedri.
me ki, lazare,gareT gamovedida raxan vcocxlobdi,unda myvareboda.Semcivda,perangis sayelo aviwie,martis talaxian quCas gavuyevi.
da ratom macocxlebdi, ratommacocxlebdi?!Tuki sikvdiliviT mTrgunavs siyvaruli,Tuki Sen —sikvdiliT sikvdilis damTrgunvelma —ar Tqvi, siyvaruli rogorRa dameTrguna.
da Sen Tu gigrZnia, rogori mZimeasaflavis lodic da perangis sayeloc,roca talaxian quCaSi midixarda perangs saflavis lodiviT ifareb,rom gulis siRrmidan xmam ar gaaRwios;es xma xom Sxamian eklebad iqceva:
rad `viZiebT~ Surs zecier `batonebze~da samoTxes sicocxleSi ratoveZebT?rad gavurbiT Wirs, bedisgan amoxvneSils,da rad gvinda aq cxovreba samoTxeSi?nurc gvaocebs _ gvaxurvebdes, gvaciebdes,utopiis parodiul pacientebs!..samoTxe ki aq cidanac arvardebada fuWia misTvis yvela warmateba...
warmatebas nu endobiT naucbadevs!warmateba gvianic ki xmaursbadebs...warmatebiT sikvdilic rom gavaqvaoT,edems mainc ver mogviZRvnis saaqao _ar arsebobs aq samoTxis garantia,aq samoTxis naperwkalic aranTia,is iqaa mxolod, RmerTis fuCinebo,da Sedian mis wiaRSi uCinebod!..
aq ki misi pawawina wiliardevs,Tundac xeli gamohkariT miliardebs,Tundac oqro amoicviT satalaxod,everestic aTasjer rom gadalaxoT,Tund ayvavdeT uaxles Tu ZvelmodebiT _aq samoTxis baRSi mainc vermoxvdebiT,verc pirdapir, verc SemovliT _ sxvakaridan,magram mainc ggoniaT rom aqarida...
aq imisi warmosaxvac fuWiadaCven ki mainc aq daveZebT ujiaTadda satrfoTa Ria sarkmlebs veTuTebiT...da vikebi, likebi Tu qeTuTebi,saswaulad rom arian kargebidaundaT welze movexvioT sarkmlebidan _aq madls yvela gaiRebs da amotvifravs,magram aq ver ipovnian samoTxiskars...
ZlierebiT sikvdilic rom gavaqvaoT,samoTxis baRs ver mogviZRvnis saaqao,aq ver gavcveTT netarebis inventarebs,srulyofilad aq verasdros vinetarebT,ver viqceviT Zlevamosil cierebad,rac und gvqondes ufleba da Zliereba...rac und vWeqoT polkebiT da vermaxtebiT _samoTxeSi sikvdilamde vermoxvdebiT!
fiqrebi dedis saflavTan
deda, Cemi Zaxili minda isev gesmodes,Sen xom jerac apureb matlebs _ mkvdarTa despotebs,TiTqos atarebeno krebas anda sesias...netav, Seni matlebi yvela me damesios! _me xom miCveuli var maTnairTa dasevas _me xom pirvel striqonis daweridan asevar! _swored im matlebiviT mWamenesstriqonebi...magram jibriT mainc leqss kvlavvemecixovnebi...poetoba amqveynad saswauli Saria _mWamen striqonebi da kmayofilni arian...mWamen, magram leqsis Txzva CemTvis mainc eTikobs...Sen ki rad waxvedi da rad damtove, dediko?! _me xom cisqveS Sens meti aRaravin mebada!gixseneb da bavSviviT isev metirebada...me sikvdilic! sikvdilic Seni xsovnis fonzemsurs,rom im qveynis SarTanac mivaRwio konsensuss...aq ki, yofnam Cemi sve ise uRvTod aWena,rom poetad arasdros momindeba gaCena!..
RmerTis saxelze
taj-mahals, anda varZias, anda qaabas,iqneba ZaluZs baasi RmerTTan gaabas!vin icis, iqneb vercerTi cudi Jamiverabrkolebs maT da baasobs RmerTTan samive!iqneb maT RmerTTan saubars Jami veruSlismaSinac, roca saqmes iqms RmerTi peruSi,anda cimbirSi, an zRvaSi, anda mTvareSi,iqneb is arsad araa magaT gareSe!da me dReidan adgils da saSvels daveZeb,rom qoxi mainc avago RmerTis saxelze...
gaumarjos damarcxebas!
me striqonebs vewirebi, rogorc mefe ewireba Sinamtrebs...striqonebic sul mnatroben _ maTnaira veRaravin minatrebs...da striqonebs me rom vuvli, ise awi ver movuvli veravis _me var maTi mouravic, meezovec, stilistic da mkeravic...da gadavyev me striqonebs _ magaT banas, davarcxnas Tu masaJebs,
vSli laqebs, magram macxeben mere sxvalaqebsda gavurbivar grZnobaTa damsvrel talaxebs,rogorc gaurbis ynosva nexvs, myrala balaxebsda roca xsovnis aCrdilebs vnaxav aqedan,iq vCanvar, rogorc foTlebis cvena baRebTan,iq mkvdari coli midis da ise malagebs,rogorc Cvens logins cocxali daalagebda...
isev sikvdil-sicocxleze
xom ar daiwyo sikvdilma CemTan TamaSi! _es rogor vigrZno? sad vigrZno? _ smaSi, WamaSiTu qalTan, roca win vnebis mTeli lamanSigadasacuri melis da... _ aseT aTkidesvipovi, magram rogorRa unda dadgindesmoaxloeba sikvdilis! _ drois dramaSicdidxans sicocxles vnatrob da vtkbebi natvriTve.
is ki, vin icis sadaa, romel saxsarTangvisafrdeba da sad gvimkis mwife TavzarTaTavTavebsa da, erTxel Tu aRar dagvzarda,sad amogvaclis suls, rogorc qurdi safulesgulis jibidan! is yovel Cxvletas aqulebsTavisTvis, Cven ki, gvebneva amiT Tavgzada,nuTu tyvila varT sicocxlis moWirnaxule!..
gzas rad ar aZlev, mokvdavis Tvalis satkbobad?Tumca Tvalebis armtkbobel anwlis furcelissimwvanisTvisac gekuTvnis Cvengan madloba...
RmerTo, Sen TeTrad Semosvas aRar daiSli,magram, diado, miTxari, april-maisSi,atmisfersac xom gadicvam, zogjer mantias,TeTrsac rom avlens da jamSi ise anTia,iseT ferebiT, romlebic SensRa samoselsSeefereba da ara mokvdavT RrantiansxeulTa masas, codvebis suns rom gamoscems!..
erTguleba
es arseboba rac ufro mtkepnis da mbeknis,miT ufro vgavar kriWaSi mdgomels da mdevars.mas ki surs Cveva iokos _ maqcios kevadda gemrielad mReWavdes, frenisTvis Seqmnils,vinc, rogorc, kerket kakalSi, lebani _ lebnis,viyav mewyvile, axla ki martoka vwevarda diliT mrCeba loginSi erTerTi nekni...
ra vqna, verafriT uarvyof Zvelebur xedebssiyvarulisas _ medrove verafriT gavxdida gulSi erTxel visac ki davudgi taxti,imasve minda bolomde guSagad vedge...vici, rom amiT sakuTar cxovrebas zedmetproblemas vuqmni, magram me amiT var naRdi,rom Wirs, zemodan damyures, davyureb zedve...
andro papa sikvdilis win mxolodzRvas xatavda, horizonts da gemebs.Toliebi arasdros dauxatavs, yvavebixom ara da ara. cxovelebs ki sul mix-atavda, ratomRac arwivsac. xatva arexerxeboda da is arwivic xan yvavs hgav-da da xan Tolias. me ki mixaroda, oRondrame daexata. erTad verTobodiT. wig-naki amoviRe. Tolia Cavxate da yvavi ga-momivida. mere yvavis xatyva daviwye daufro Tolias daemgsgavsa. mivxvdi, romdaviRale. puris naWeric aRar mqonda,talRebi rom ameRelvebina. sanapirosnel-nela davSordi da xuTvarskvlavi-an sastumroSi marisTan wavedi.
da. andro da zura. andro papaCemi iyo,magram lana bebo sul maxsenebda, rommisi Zmaa. ixsenebda, rogor daarbies dagadauwves saxl-kari. xSirad igonebdaatmis baRs, gadabuguls da ganadgure-buls.
sikvdilis winac atami mTxova. zam-Tari iyo maSinac. Cavicvi qurTuki, quCa-quCa „butkebs~ Soris davdiodi da erTiatami ver viSovne. is yvelafers mis-
rulebda. me erTi atamic ver mivutane._ arauSavs, _ miTxra lana bebom._ ar iSoveboda._ ar idardo. iseT atams mainc ver-
sad iSovnidi, Cvens baRSi rom iyo._ ginda, fexze wamogayeneb? _
ic TiTqos arc dawyebula da arc aras-dros damTavrdeba. germaniaSi wavedi _germanuli enisa da literaturis Sesas-wavlad.
ucnauri leqtori Semxvda, romel-ic mere Cemi megobari gaxda.
_ bolos ra waikiTxe? _ mkiTxa._ „tramalis mgeli~, _ vupasuxe._ ra enaze?_ rusulad._ ase ar SeiZleba._ vici._ gaTxoveb, magram ver gaCuqeb._ ratom? maCuqeT ra, _ vexumre._ es wigni, wlebis win maCuqes da
aravisTvis miTxovebia.
_ dagibrunebT._ modi, TqvenobiT nu melaparakebi._ ki batono, maSin dagibruneb._ eg ukve kargia. dampirdi, rom
miZRvnas ar waikiTxav._ ra miZRvnas?_ sasaCuqre warweras._ amaze arc ifiqro._ amitomac marto Sen gaZlev._ didi madloba._ am wignma wlebis win miSvela.maSin ver mivxvdi, ras meubneboda.
Zalian axalgazrda da briyvi viyavi._ Tu germaniaSi darCena ar ginda,
Si?_ ver davtovebdi._ ras?_ ojaxs._ ojaxi xom uSenodac kargad iyo?
piriqiT, nerviulobdnen, roca Tbilis-Si iyavi.
_ mogonebebs ver davtovebdi._ poeturia._ ara, prozaulia da mZime, viRac
sul ukan rom geqaCeba da mogaTrevs. Tuginda, samSoblo daarqvi, ginda, ojaxi,ginda, bavSvobis megobari, erTguliZaRli Sarvalze rom gejajgureba dasaxlisken migaTrevs.
_ da mogoneba?_ es yvelaferi xom mogonebaa, roca
saxlSi ar xar._ ucnauria, _ ambobs mari, sarke-
sTan dgas da konferenciaze wasasvle-lad emzadeba. mzec Cadis da mis wabl-isfer Tmas TiTqos fers ucvlis, _ he-seze mere vilaparakoT.
9ar vici, sanapiroze ratom gamaxsen-
da. Cven xom mTaSi davdiodiT erTad. amqalaqSi erTxel CamovediT. Tan iseTimTvralebi, arc gvaxsovda, viyaviT Tuara. netav sad aris da rogor aris. mo-meCvena, rom germaniaSi damireka. yur-mili aviRe da gabmuli zari iyo. meremec davureke. Zalian mTvrali xaro, xoici, saxlSi ar aris da imecadineo, si-Cumem miTxra. dedamisi aseT pasuxs argamcemda. kargi adamiania.
Turme ludi bevri momsvlia da xal-iCazeve meZina. kidev kargi, maSin mobi-luri telefonebi ar iyo, Torem qvey-anas avawiokebdi. patara qalaqSi eklesi-is zari gulisgamawvrileblad rekda.wveri unda gameparsa, Camecva da leq-ciaze wavsuliyavi.
Cems oTaxSi mxolod sawoli, karadada macivari eteoda. miuxedavad CemiaRnagobisa, saSxapeSic Tavdaxrili Sev-diodi. am yvelafers ar vCiodi, radganstipendiiT minazRaurebdnen.
macivars erTi kargi Tviseba aqvs,ludi devs xolme. gadavkari da tele-fonis nomeric avkrife, vuTxari, romcudad viyavi da leqcias gavacdendi.damijeres. xom SeiZleba, adamiani cx-ovrebaSi erTxel cudad gaxdes.
magidas mivujeqi. leqsi davwere. jermomewona, mere _ ise ra, mere ki davWmu-Wne da iqve nagvis yuTSi gadavuSvi.
fanjaraSi gavixede. uJmuri amindiiyo. wvimas rom wamosvla unda da eSin-ia. zarebma isev darekes. megona, rom memirekavdnen da telefonis yurmiliaviRe, Turme Sua dRis Tormeti saaTia.avad var da leqcias vacden.
10Cemma megobarma leqtorma miTxra,
rom gamouZinebeli viyavi. mkiTxa, heseTu wavikiTxe. SabaTi dRe iyo da leq-ciaze mivedi. is ki fexburTs uyurebda.ucnaur gunds gulSematkivrobda didekranze. gunds, romelsac arasdrosaraferi mougia da verc verasdrosmoigebda. miTxra, rom kviras velorbo-lis kargi turi iqneboda da gayola Se-momTavaza. Tavi mtkioda da „tramalismgelze~ saubari merCivna, iungisa dafroidis SedarebiT daxasiaTebac ki. ai,
pirvelad likas Sevxvdi. saSinlad. ax-lac mrcxvenia, rom maxsendeba da Tanmecineba.
mis saxlSi sruliad SemTxveviT aR-movCndi. ucabedad da daupatiJeblad,rogorc axalgazrdobaSi xdeba xolme.saba amixirda da avyevi. raRac patara,myudro wveuleba hqondaT, ramdenimegogo iyo, saba da me.
jer raRac fokusebis Cveneba wamov-iwye. ar vici, ratom gadavwyvite. cx-ovrebaSi fokusi ar gamikeTebia. koka-kolis boTli magidaze davanarcxe,koxtad gaSlili sufra da erTi gogomagrad davasvele. sasmelic male mo-mekida. gaurkvevel anekdotebs vyvebo-di da TviTonve gulianad vicinodi.ara, ucenzuros ara. ubralod yvela-saTvis gaugebars, radgan alag-alagmaviwydeboda. gogoebic zrdilobisgamo iRimodnen. arafers imCnevdnen.mainc stumari viyavi, mere ra rom dau-patiJebeli. saba gaognebuli miyureb-da, bavSvobidan micnobda, magram aseTijer ar venaxe. mere yvelaze saSinelisaqcieli Cavidine _ vicekve. martovcekvavdi. kidev kargi, rom aravin gam-oviwvie, Torem aSkarad fexebs da-vamtvrevdi. cekva fxizelsac ki ar mex-erxeba. musika alTas iyo, me ki balTasvtokavdi. bolos erTi genialurifokusic Cavatare, perangi gvarianadamoviwvi da gamovemSvidobe. momavalSexvedramde!
meore dResve sabas likas nomeri gam-ovarTvi da davureke.
_ didi, didi bodiSi, _ vbur-dRunebdi darcxvenili, _ Zalian cud-ad gamomivida, ar vici, ra damemarTa.
_ arc araferi, _ ecineboda likas,_ ras izam, yvela erTnairi xom ar iqneba.
_ xo, magram guSin Zalian sxvanairiviyavi.
_ kargi ra, daiviwye, _ isev icino-da.
yvelaferSi damnaSave ki lika iyo.pirveli danaxvisTanave ise momewona,rom Tavi davkarge. Turme Semiyvarda.ar maxsovs, rodis da rogor. ginda arginda, ase xdeba xolme. raRa Seyvare-baa, Tu dagamaxsovrda. likas siyvaru-li dRemde momyveba, rogorc niJaraszRvis talRebis Cumi, Soreuli xmauri.
12saRamos sabam amomakiTxa._ ai, Seni cekva da bolo fokusi Cem-
pioni iyo, _ maSayirebda._ bodiSi movuxade, _ vuTxari
darcxvenilma, _ ise, damanebe ra Tavi._ kidev me merCi? _ icinoda saba._ wamosvla xo ar mindoda, rogor
_ eg me vici, _ mipasuxa.Zalian uyvarda es _ eg me vici. fiz-
ikurze swavlobda da unda scodnoda,aba, ra. gakveTilzec, roca lazRan-darobda da maswavlebeli dasatuqsaddafasTan gaiZaxebda, swrafad amoxsni-da rTul gantolebasa Tu amocanas.
_ ar mogeridos, marTla, _ eRimebamaris da sarkes Sordeba, _ maledavbrundebi.
_ gaval mec da rom morCebi, Sevxmi-andeT, ludze dagpatiJeb.
Cems naqiraveb oTaxSi dabrunebadamezara. oTaxi ki ara karceria, TanZviradRirebuli. CvenTan xom turizmiTaviseburad viTardeba, erTia rom, xe-diT zRvaze gadis, amitomac sxvakarcerebs varCie.
sanapiros mivuyvebi. zamTris Secie-buli mze Cadis. TiTqos unda, zRvaSigaTbes. cota daisvenos, wauZinos, dil-iT rom isev amovides da caze ekidos,sanam magrad ar gaiToSeba. mzisanarekls vuyureb zRvaze. isic ar tyuis,marTla midis da mtovebs, magram meoredResve dabrundeba, upirobod, anarek-lebi xom arasdros tyuian.
portis kafe. Seciebuli gemebi kivi-an, magram eseni sul kivian, sicxeSic dayinvaSic. sadRac Sors mihyavT adamiane-bi an tvirTi miaqvT an adamianebis tvir-Ti. brundebian, rom isev wavidnen, ganu-wyvetliv, sul... luds ara uSavs, zam-Tris pirobaze. musika ki mdare, daZvele-bul luds hgavs. barmens vTxov, romgamocvalos anda sul gamorTos. swyinsda rTavs, memorCileba, sxva gza arc aqvs.kafeSi jerjerobiT mxolod Cven vsxed-varT, Tanac zamTaria, SeiZleba damSeu-li frinvelebi Semogvematon. mofrind-nen, ludze davpatiJeb. mari cota daR-lilia, magram rogorc yovelTvis kargxasiaTze, Zalian unda Seecado, rom amgogos xasiaTi gaufuWo. amiT likasZalian magonebs.
_ guSin isev saba gamaxsenda. arada,darbevaze vwerdi.
_ zaporoJecisa da vardebis ambavi,xo? _ daRlili, magram xalisiani xmiTmekiTxeba.
_ xo..._ likaze momiyevi ra rame, _ mTx-
ovs mari.fanjridan zRva Cans. fanjaraze
maris anarekli, isev rom ar tyuis. unda,likaze vuambo, gogoebs xom gansakuTre-biT ainteresebT erTmaneTis cxovreba,erTmaneTis Tavgadasavlebi. gemebi kikivian, napirs Sordebian da brundebian,miaqvT da moaqvT adamianebis tvirTi.
_ iRimis mari da luds svams._ monadire?_ momiyevi ra, Tu miyvebi.
14biWvinTeli meTevze gamaxsenda.
Tavze Txeli kovbois qudi exura,raRacnairad feTxumurad, yovlad ar-akovbourad. mezRvauris gvarianaddalaqavebuli maisuriT Semosiliyo.gverdiT viwro, Jangiani taSti edga, sa-dac momakvdavi Tevzebi farTxalebd-nen. mivirbine, gavucine da taSts zRva-Si gadavuZaxe ise umal, rom sapasuxodgaRimeba verc moaswro. SemebralnenTevzebi. bavSvobidan CamrCa misi garu-juli, daRaruli saxe da Tvalebi, gaog-nebuli, damfrTxali, SeZrwunebuli.Tevzebi Semebralnen, aseTi humanuribavSvi viyavi.
mesizmreba, rom wlebis mere isevvnaxe, imave sanapiroze, isev kovbois qudiexura, Taviseburad, mazalod. isev mezR-vauris Txeli maisuri ecva, gverdiTacis viwro, gaSavebuli taSti edga, oRondcarieli. Tevzebi gamqraliyvnen, yinvi-sa da meTevzis SiSiT aorTqlebuliyvnen.Semomxeda, daRaruli garujuli saxesusxisgan gafiTreboda. gaToSili,kbils kbilze akawkawebda da mTeli sx-euli ucaxcaxebda. gancvifrebulimaTvalierebda, TiTqos micno. ar mi-brazdeboda, ubralod, ukvirda, romisev SevxvdiT. saSinlad Semebrala, imJangian taStSi mofarTxale Tevzebzemetad. adamianebi arasdros mebralebi-an. isini ar unda Seibralo. undaTanaugrZno, mxarSi amoudge, Torem Se-braleba da damcireba ram gayo.
mesizmreba da ZilSi Camesmis, meoreSexvedrisas rogor veZaxdi. moica, Ziakaco, Tbili jempri maqvs... xo, balan-tainsac xom ar dalev, as grams?mogixdeba. veZaxi da sastumroskenqoSiniT gavrbivar. meRviZeba.
lamazi da daxvewilia, rom fanjarasTvals vwyvet da maris vuyureb. albaT,namdvil adamianebTan ufro martiviaurTierToba. xandaxan ginda, rom gipa-suxon, Tundac mogatyuon andamoatyuo. likas xSirad vatyuebdi. is _arasdros. me megona, rom ar vatyuebdi.imas egona, rom Cemi tyuilebis jero-da. SeiZleba isic matyuebda xolme. ma-gram ar vicodi. Cven xom adamianebiviyaviT da ara anareklebi. anareklebadrom davbadebuliyaviT, axlac erTadviqnebodiT an erTad gavqrebodiT. esyvelaferi minda maris avuxsna, magrammgoni ver gamigebs, albaT ZalianSevaSineb. wamodgeba, gaiqceva da Cemi cx-ovrebidan samudamod daikargeba,rogorc lika, Tumca likasgan me gaviqe-ci. sxva gza ar iyo. xandaxan sxva gza araris, mxolod ganSorebaa gamosavali.
maris silueti sul ufro emsgavse-boda likas mogonebas. mindoda, rom esgamemxila, magram ver vbedavdi. gemebikiodnen da siSoridan mogonebebi mo-hqondaT, TiTqos mogoneba da sinamd-vile erTmaneTs unda Serwymoda. „egaris!~ _ metyoda, saba. giyvars da cx-ovreba axlidan daiwye.
Tumca Znelia, Zmao. fizikosi xar daCemgan ar geswavleba droisa da sivr-cis ambavi. warsuls da awmyos ver ga-vaerTianebT. warsuls plus awmyo mo-mavals arasdros udris.
* * *gulmowyale da keTilia miwa,Tu giyvars.ar getyvis, rom asakovansver dagasaqmebs.guluxvobas gaixdis wesad,mis mosmenas Tuki iswavli.oRond es zne aqvs _mosiyvarules Tu moZules
erTnairi aRfrTovanebiTCaikravs gulSi.
* * *xes gavs poeti _Tamamad ise ver itoteba cis siRrmeSi,miwa-tkivili Tuki mWidrod ar adgas fesvze.roca miwasTan metad unda Sexeba,foTlebs gaicvens.
* * *rogorc sikvdilsa da sicocxles Soris;rogorc saR azrsa da sigiJes Soris,rogorc casa da miwas Soris,rogorc siyvarulsa da siZulvils Soris,ise mcirea gza Senamde, ufalo Cemo,me ki mainc ver movaRwie.
warmatebis formula
Tu SeaRwev romelime miuval sferos,sadac cotas Tu SeZlebia kalmis miwvdenada ginda sxvebic aziaro samyarostolitvirTis simCates,tyuilad eli mowonebas mkiTxvelisagan.taSi Tu ginda, were wvimaze, yvavilebze,qaris qrolvaze.strofSi erTxel Tqvi sityva _ `miyvarxar~;moduri arisabstraqtuli movlenebis gaxda-Semocma.zvinebad dadgi ipiTetebi,an daayene gulisamrevad mWevrmetyveluririTmebis tbori(gulisamrevad _ radgan lamazi ver iqneba namdvili sityva).itrabaxe, rom megobrad geguleba baxusis bindi;rom ibolebi da gadixar.gansxvavebuli Seni xelwera aravis unda.mkiTxvelis fexs ver eRirsebi,nurc dakvirvebul Tvals elodebi,Tu SemTxveviTi konkursis prizmagasxivosneba ar mogitana.amis gareSe,Tu vinmem SenTan Semoirbina, zedapirze gadagabijebs.aravis da araferSi sWirdeba siRrme.Senc adeqi da itivtive, an ifarfate.rac SeiZleba met megobars waakiTxe Seni naweri.gijobs gabruvde maTi yalbi taSis grialiT.ase jobia.an ra siRrmeSi qeqva agityda,samudamo CaRrmaveba merec geyofa.
da roca Cveni ezos mtverSigaTqvefili mzeemsgavseboda simwifisgandamskdar broweuls,izrdebodnen Cveni Crdilebi.
da izrdebodnen aramarto Cveni Crdilebi,aramed _ Cveni sxeulebicda mxolod suli,mxolod suli ar gaizarda,romelic ise vaSimSileT, rom daavaddada wonaSi kidec daiklo.
bavSvobaSiRmerTiviT gvwamda,rom es mxolod TamaSi iyo.
* * *dedamiwa rom TviTneburad mitrialdebada zurgs Seaqcevs...Cven ki, vambobT _ mze Cavidao,es, rwmenaa, Tu _ Sengan Tavis daRwevis xerxi?
ocdaTeqvsmeti weli gavidada jer saTqmeli ver amovRerRe!
es xalxi irakli javaxaZem iSova.rogorc icis xolme, Cqar-CqaralaparakiT damireka da mokled dasruliad gasagebad miTxra, rac undo-daT. Seno, mgoni, raRac magdagvarigaqvs dawerilio da vabSe is ambavi mo-vuyveT, rogorc namdvilio, miTxra.ra gvenaRvleboda, zemo aWaraSi gada-vreke, gadmovreke da ina gorgilaZeSevigule _ saqarTvelos arasodesgacdenia, magram Tanamedrove tipismuslimi gogo iyo. avuxseni rac mind-oda _ rom viTom Tavis droze isla-muri saxelmwifos tyveoba gamoiarada es ambebi magrad icis. Cemi wignicgavugzavne, meTqi, waikiTxe daamerikelebTan erTad rom CamovalT,mwyobrad da gasagebad mogviyevi.gaecina, magaT Cveni konsultacia radundaT, islamuri qveynebis mimarT ise-Ti ltolva aqvT, sayvareli qalis sx-eulze arsebuli yvela xaliviT zepi-rad ician ambebio. amerikuli stan-darti aseTi iyo, holivudi asemuSaobda da ras SevcvlidiT?
irakli javaxaZe da daTo gabuniaunda Camosuliyvnen. gabuniam dareka,gamxnevdiT, sazamTro momaqvso, magramaCiko qiqoZis maradmowyenil saxesamiT Sveba mainc ar miadga.
_ Wadraki mainc viTamaSoT, _vuTxari orives da Cemi xeliT davaw-yve.
zemo aWara yovelTvis Zalian gan-sxvavebuli, gamorCeuli iyo xolmesaqarTvelodan. aWareli kacic xomraRacnairi dinji da mZimea, raWulisidinjisgan da svanuri simZimisgansruliad gansxvavebuli, ufro roman-tikuli da mciredad xistic da aqau-ri bunebac xom swored aseTia.
saqarTveloSi ar megulebodaufro mciremiwiani adgili, ase romaiTvisa qarTvelma. wlebis win zemoaWaraSi rom Cavdiodi, arwivis bude-saviT gamokidebuli saxlebi da dReSixuTjer medreses moZaxili mTidanmTaze rom ismoda, iseT avTenturobasmatebda aqaurobas, rom kaimaRi, bora-no, sinori Tu yuruTi Cemnairi mWame-li kacisTvisac ki meorexarisxovanixdeboda.
aqauri muslimobac xom sruliadgansxvavebuli da avTenturi iyo.radikalizmisgan Soreuli da ucnau-rad msuye, aRmosavluri tkbileuliv-iT.
axlac, isargebles ra avtonomiiT,aWarlebma pirveleba gamoacxades,rom saqarTvelos am nawilSi, mxolodeleqtrotransportiT gadaadgilebaiyo SesaZlebeli. es gadawyvetileba,ekonomikurad saocrad warmatebuliaRmoCnda. gadazidvebi mxolod ma-tareblebiT xorcieldeboda, rac Se-mosavlis didi wyaro aRmoCndarkinigzisTvis. ekologiurma oazismaturistebis ricxvi gaarvamaga ara mx-olod ucxoeTidan, qveynis Signidan-ac.
baTumSi fasebi xelovnurad aswies.saqarTveloSi arsad ise Zviri ar Rir-da gadaadgileba, rogorc aq. tram-vais sammagi fasebi Tavidan adgilo-brivebisTvis lamis demonstraciebissababi gaxda, mere ki gasammagebulmayavisa da sastumros gadasaxadma daxelfasebma, es ambavi TavisiT daareg-ulires.
beso TeTrebiT TamaSobda. qiqoZemairCia Savi. sadac ori mweralia, iq am-bebis korianteli TavisiT dgeba, aq kisamni visxediT da danarCen ors velo-debodiT.
saaTs davcqerodi. Cvenebi ar Cand-nen. beso grZlad da vrclad yveboda.pirvel pirSi rom ar mogviTxro es am-bavi da iq viyavio, ar daifica, ukvekargi iyo. rogorc wesi, sanam rameswerda, nacnob-megobrebSi yvebodaxolme siuJetebs da amitom, aRaravisukvirda Tu beso raWaSi moCvenebas Sex-vda, mkvdari ipova sadarbazos lift-Si, ucxoplanetelebma moitaces an ku-marma xeli dauqnia fanjridan _ ase-Ti iyo beso.
vicodi, misi ambavi crustalinzekidev kai xani gagrZeldeboda. vi-fiqre, kargi iqneboda, Tu vaioSi CemZvel karg nacnobebs maxo gorgilaZisojaxSi vestumrebodi da maT gakeTe-bul ugemrieles yuruTs SevWamdi.maxo Zalian karg Rvinos ayenebda, Tu-Tuni ki mgoni aWaraSi saukeTesoc kimohyavda. vifiqre, mivirben,gavabolebT erT-or gadaxvevas, dav-levT sam-oTx Wiqas da im ambebs gavix-senebT, jer kidev axali gaxsnili romhqonda marani da kulinariuli eqs-pediciiT vestumreT-meTqi. davurekekidec da saqarTveloSi ar iyo. rome-liRac saerTaSoriso Rvinis festi-valze wavida da sam dReS Camovao. mivx-vdi, besos ambebis mosmena isev momiw-evda da vcade, siamovneba mimeRo mos-menilisgan, xvedeliZes xom unarihqonda sruliad banaluri situaciawarmoudgenlad daexata. axlac aqeTmihyavda.
_ aCu, beso! _ im cnobili frTianifrazasaviT Sevyvire, magrammxedrisTvis xelic ar uxlia.
26. h3 eXa2 / 27.mfh2 mXf2 / 28.ee1 eXe1/ 29.ld8 qiSi kf8 / 30.mXe1 kd5 / 31.mf3 me4 /32. lb8 b5. swrafad gaiTamaSes da be-som ganagrZo. meore msoflio omi iyo,hitleri ukve CamosuliyosaqarTveloSi, kerZod ki likanSi, sai-dumlo matarebliT, da crujuRaS-vils Sexvedria. am ukanasknels uTq-vams, omi mogebuli maqvs, xom xedav,SemiZlia Seni piradi usafrTxoebadavicva, Tu teqnologiebs, romelicgermaniam SeimuSava, amerikelebzeadre me gadmomcemo. hitlers,rogorc sCveoda, simwrisgan sul xal-iCebi daukbenia, magram mere daTanxm-da da swored aq gadawyda yvelafer-io.
ambebi ki iyo saintereso, magramguli migrZnobda, beso waagebda. iseukanmouxedavad utevda, qiqoZe erTkai aperkots daaxvedrebda da daaSa-maTebda. vicodi me aCikos oinebi.
_ dacvas mixede, xvedeliZe, dac-vas! _ kidev erTxel vuTxari da inamaWaruli tkbileuli da aRmosavluriyava mogvitana. qiqoZe dafas uyureb-da, xvedeliZe saRamos tbasaviT mSve-nier maspinZels, me yvelas erTad dauceb mivxvdi, rom am qveyanas aqvs San-si, iyos bednieri da gamixarda.
Tumca, es bolos dasaweri frazaada iqidan ganvagrZob, inam yava romdagvilaga magidaze da Camogvijda.
ina wiTurTmiani aWareli iyo.aseTs bevrs ver naxavdi xulos raion-Si. aseT lamaz qals ki saqarTveloSicZnelad moZebnidi. amitom uyurebdaxvedeliZe ase miSterebiT da stalin-ic daaviwyda da trockic, romlis am-
inam wyliT savse boTlidan „koko-tauri~ Camoasxa da ratomRac qiqoZeshkiTxa: „ver mivxvdi, qristianiwinaswarmetyvelis saflavi rad undaTmuslimebs?~
qiqoZes gaecina, kargi kiTxvaao. ne-tav eg SekiTxva Cven, mwerlebsacdagvesva damkveTisTvis, axla aq arviyuryutebdiT „javaxaZe i ivo kaman-das~ molodinSio.
yvelas gagvecina. aCikos hqonda esniWi, Zalian sevdiani saxiT ixumreb-da, arc CaiRimebda da Sen gagecinebo-da. axlac ase iyo.
mokled vcade amexsna, rom viTomromeliRac fanatikurad ganwyobiliislamuri dajgufeba msoflios sxva-dasxva kuTxidan mociqulTa wmindanawilebis moparvas iwyebs, rom yve-lanairi kvali gaqres qristesa da misi12 mowafis Sesaxeb. rom viTomda, amismere daiwyeba propaganda, qristiano-bis, rogorc srulad gamogonili re-ligiis Taobaze. viTom, 11 mociqulissaflavi ganZarcvulia da meTormete,mataTas wminda nawilebis dasacavadaris mobilizebuli interpolic daprotagonisti semuelic, visac, stan-dartulad, amerikuli kinosTvis dam-axasiaTeblad, ojaxuri problemebiaqvs, SeiZleba col-Svili teraqts See-wira, an loTobasa da narkomanias ga-dayolils gaeqcnen, an sulac Tavaddaxoca da axla, erTis mxriv, msof-lio gmiri xdeba, meores mxriv, irkve-va, rom saSinel adamianTan gvaqvssaqme.
Tu vinmes ar unaxavs, rogor icv-lis mxiarul saxes aWareli muslimiqali, vwuxvar. amaze avismomaswavebe-li da amave dros lamazi sanaxaoba,veWvob, beSumSi 3 wuTSi Secvlili amin-dic ki iyos.
me saqarTveloSi Zalian cota meg-uleba qali, visac gabrazebis damal-va ase Zalian SeiZleba uxdebodes.
ina ki sruliad afeTqda. marTalia,araferi uTqvams, magram Tan TqvasaerTod araferi. misma TiTebma, tu-Cebma da mxrebma ki veraferi damales.
viTomda nona gafrindaSvilma mwvrT-nelis karnaxiT msoflio Cempionatimoigo, albaT ar exsomebaT maT, vincsabWoTa kavSiris dangrevis mere dai-bada, magram mainc Zalian magarigamoTqmaa.
da rom Zalian magaria, amaSi inasgamodarebamac damarwmuna. albaT mix-vda, ar viyaviT Zalian cudi biWebi damere ra, rom beso standartuladepranWeboda, aCiko uxmod eweoda sig-arets da me, sruliad ucxo 10 adami-ani unda momeyvana ojaxSi, romelsacarc ki vicnobdi.
bolo 8 svla ufro tragikuli aR-moCnda, vidre vaterlooSi gamagrebu-li napoleoni da misi brZaneba gener-al de gruSis _ sanam ar gibrZaneb, armomeSveloo. marSalma da generalmarom damoukidebeli gadawyvetilebismiReba ver SeZlo da Soridan uyureb-da, rogor anadgurebdnen frangebsbluheris mamaci biWebi (romelsacbrZolis velze ar eloda cnobilijuja). yvelam icis, mere rac moxda,belgiis es cnobili xidic am adamianisunebobis saukeTeso magaliTia, magramzemo aWaraSi, xvedeliZis sa-sowarkveTili mefis xetiali ufrodramatuli iyo, vidre is, 1815 wlis 18ivnisis ambavi.
_ ra mosesaviT daatareb dafazemag mefes, danebdi, _ erTi Tqva, ma-gram imerulad javaxaZem da sanamgaucinar qiqoZes vasulierebdiT,xvedeliZem waago.
ase fexebze ekidos wageba, iSviaT-ad minaxavs, xvedeliZes es SeeZlo. isCveulebrivi tipi arasodes yofila,iqneb amitomac dabodialobda nepal-idan bhutanSi da bhutanidan tailan-dSi. misi es xetiali mefis dafaze bo-dials hgavda, dacemebiT, wagebebiT daadgomebiT. raRacnairad gavbrazdi,aseTi mSvidi rom SeeZlo darCeniliyoda darCa.
„bolobolo, stalini juRaSviliiyo Tu ar iyo?~ _ vcade damcinavadmeTqva. „ar iyo!~ _ mTeli seriozulo-biT mipasuxa. vin icis, ramdeni hqondaamaze nafiqri?
„iqneb, arc Cven varT Cven?~ _ wa-filosofoseba vcade, magram ar gamo-mivida. xuTive avtori TavisTvis gan-martovebuliyo da fiqrobda. mweralirom fiqrs iwyebs, amaze autisturidedamiwaze araferia. misi ho, ho araa,ara _ arasodes „ara~. romeli dayude-buli beri gaejibreba mofiqral av-tors? veravin!
mZRolebic ki gamovidnen gorgi-laZeebis ezoSi. saocari ganwyobaiyo. srul siCumeSi morigeobiT vam-bobdiT Cven-Cven versiebs. gana azre-bis gacvlaze didi saidumloeba bev-ria? meeWveba. rom mkiTxo, amaze metiintimis moZebna rTulia, rodesacerTi adamiani meores exsneba da azrsuziarebs.
rodis SemogvierTda ina, arc gami-gia. albaT WriWinebze metad vixmau-reT. kaklis ZirSi Camojda da gvismi-na da gvismina. sadRac gamTeniisken,roca upiloto patrulma mesamedgadagvifrina Tavze, manac Tqva. Tqvamokled da albaT yvelaze gasageba-dac:
didi sisulele mgonia muslimebsqristianis wminda sxeulis moparvasurdeTo da Tu mainc ase gindaT, memovaparinebdi mataTa mociqulis Zv-lebs da sadRac siriis Tavze, sadacufro adre Tendeba, vidre gonioSi,cecxlis irgvliv Semokrebili ter-oristebis Soris Zvlebidan aRmdgarqristian mociquls Cavsvamdio. me,muslim qals, mSvidobisTvis TqveniRmerTis cocxali arsebobis dajere-ba mirCevnia, vidre isev omi da sisx-lio.
Tavze ise dagvaTenda, verc mivx-vdiT. zemo aWaraSi sxvanairi gaTenebaicis. aseTi mzis amosvla saqarTvelo-Si arsad meguleba. sul megona, rom mzeswored aqedan, zotiyelis mxridan am-oiwvereba xolme, rom baTumTan zRva-Si Caixedos da Tavi moiwesrigos.
xvedeliZes ar dauZinia. arcgamkvirvebia _ male albaT gasxivosn-deboda da gveyoleboda qarTvelimeloti buda, 18 dekembers aRvniS-navdiT mis dabadebas da vTqvaT, 22 ian-vars gaxsivosnebas. im oTaxis fan-jarasTan atrialebda krialosans, merom unda mZineboda da ver CaviZine.fanjridan Tavi gavyavi da seriozu-li saxiT vcade, mekiTxa: bijo, stali-nis Secvla ram mogafiqrebina mainc?
_ abaa! _ gaagrZela STagonebiT,_ da Tu soso juRaSvili iyo, CuCa rauyo?
besos melot Tavze mzis pirveli sx-ivi daeca Tu ara, Zilma Tavi wamarT-va. narkozis gakeTebisas aris aseTimomenti, roca fiqrob, rom wamiT dax-uWav Tvals da fiqrs ganagrZob, pal-ataSi ki geRviZeba. bolo rac gavi-fiqre is iyo, xvedeliZe raRaca Zalianmagars eweoda da malavda!
titaniver gadagviwyvetia, manqaniT wavi-
deT Tu matarebliT. matarebeli xom-lis mTamde ar midis. oTara ambobs, Tuisev unda viqiravoT, gadajeqi-gad-mojeqi mezarebao. zazas matarebeliauCemebia. mokled, varT gaurkvevlo-baSi. svani modis da meore klasis 9 bi-leTi moaqvs, sxva aRar iyoo, bodiS-obs.
menabdes yvela icnobs. rusTavelisTeatrSi rom leikemiiT daavadebulibavSvebis dasaxmareblad menabdiskoncerti gaimarTa 2015 Si Tu 2016 Si,maSin gavacani.
manana isev iseTia _ odnav pirquSisaxiT, magram keTili TvalebiT. Levis-is jinsebi acvia da Hugo Boss-is pi-jaki. saTvale xelSi uWiravs da mTe-li taniTaa miyrdnobili sazurges. arvekiTxebi, vis sanaxavad midis. arc isgvekiTxeba. aseTi rangis moazrovneadamianebTan urTierToba Zalian ad-vilia. arasodes gadmova uxilav zR-
vars da arc Sen gadagiSvebs. zazasgverdiT zis. TvaliT vaniSneb da adg-ils sTavazobs fanjarasTan. mananaakvirdeba. wamieri Sefaseba icis.Zalian saintereso meTodi aqvs _piris formis mixedviT SeuZlia adami-anis xasiaTis gamocnoba. madlobas am-bobs da zazas adgilas jdeba.
xomlis sakvlevi baza sami wlis winSeiqmna. qarTul-amerikul-iaponuriinovaciuri proeqtis farglebSi,romelic gansakuTrebul energiaTakveTis wertilebSi tranzistorebsamontaJebda, risi saSualebiTacparalelur samyarosTan komunikaciaxerxdeboda.
pirvelad, msgavs Temaze diserta-cia romeliRac frangul JurnalSiwavikiTxe. avtorebi Denis Borisov daMiloslav Znojil iyvnen. Tema: Mathematicaland physical meaning of the crossings of energylevels in PT symmetric systems. mere pirve-li sakvlevi baza leCxumSi aSenda, me-ore norvegiaSi, mesame sadRac boliv-iisken. ramdenime weli intensiuri kv-levebis Semdeg pirveli saCvenebeliSenobac gaixsna. arc ise Zvirad, gar-dacvlili axloblis dnm-is meSveobiT,SegeZlo misi naxva, kontaqti, magramamaze ufro vrclad qveviT.
matarebeli 3 saaTSi Cava leCxumSi.daZinebas azri ar aqvs, Tan roca Sen-Tan erTad menabde modis. salaparakoTemas ra gamolevs, mTeli 8 Tvea ar mi-naxavs. wina Ramis uZiloebi varT, Cve-ni magari Zmakacis, revaza jiqias da-badebis dRe iyo guSin. bevri davlieTda cota viZineT. sastumroSi gamov-iZineb, vfiqrob da Tan mecineba. sas-tumros dajavSna oTos daevala. misiambavi rom vici, naRdad daaviwydebo-da. CavalT da dagvxvdeba High TouristicSeason. gadavsebuli sastumroebi, za-zas Cxubi, Tamazas mSvidi toni: mTa-varia, sasmeli viSovoT da martis bo-los gareTac daviZinebTo da CemisituaciiT garToba. rac Zalian miy-vars, megobrebTan erTad Tavgadasava-lia, aseTi ki SeuZlebelia mogakldes,roca darCenili 13 dan 9 mainc erTadmidixarT leCxumSi.
gzaSi aTas sisuleleze vlapara-kobT. vgrZnob, rom yvela nerviulobs.amdeni wlis mere pirvelad unda vnax-oT revaza. ar vici, rogoria aseTi Sex-vedrebi. Cemi fantazia ver wvdeba aseTsiRrmeebs. SevZlebT, rom xeliT Sevex-oT Tu ekranze davinaxavT. TvalRiavekontaqtebiT Tu Cvenive warmosaxvi-sa da xomlis mTis maRali bioenerge-tikuli velis wyalobiT tvinis war-moudgeneli da aqamde amouxsneliresursi megobris xat-saxebas gaa-cocxlebs?
uaris Tqma gverideba, arada raunda hqondes martoxela, Svilda-colmkvdar kacs saxlSi 9 damSeulikaci rom gaaZRos? Cven xom 13 ka-cisTvis 15 kilo saxaSes vyidulobTxolme, rom bolo dasxmazec yvelaseyos. oTo vaskas aniSnebs TvaliT dagverdiT gadian. cota xanSi Semodianda CurCuliT vambobT, rom ori kaciwava da saWmels moitans da davela-parakoT am kai kacs da viyoT aqve.
irakli, oTo da vaska midian. dan-
arCenebi vrCebiT. me werili maqvsgasagzavni da oTaxSi avdivar. me damama levans erTad gvZinavs. imedia,Rame xvrinvas ar daiwyebs, vfiqrob damecineba. ucnauria, Zmakaci mRvdelirom gyavs da is isev iseTi Seni Zmaka-cia, rogoric manamde iyo. sanam wer-ilebs vagzavni, kai gvarianad viTen-Tebi da vTvlem. arc vici, ramdeni xanigadis. rodesac pirvel sarTulzeCavdivar, jibes ukve winsafari uke-Tia, zaza xorcs Wris da mama levanimaspinZelTan erTad fotoebs aTva-lierebs. Tamazas Rvino gauxsnia dawrupavs.
albaT amitomacaa saintereso ad-amiani da safrTxiloc. rodesac qur-dobis Camdens qurds veZaxiT da mkv-lelobis Camdens mkvlels, es saxelde-ba SesaZloa sruliad Sors iyospirovnebis realuri daxasiaTebisgan.meZavi is aRmoCndes, seqsi arasodesrom hqonia da qalwuli ki is, bevripartniori rom gamoucvlia siyvaru-lis ZiebaSi. vin icis?
maspinZeli ioseb xecuriania. vla-parakobT, svamT da gviyveba.
Svili Teatris gamnaTebeli hyo-lia. rva weli umuSavia ciurixSi. meredabrunebula da mSobliur qalaqSi ax-alaSenebul TeatrSi dasaqmebula. Te-atri sami wlis win aaSenes pirvelad.rom vambob pirvelad, ar meSleba, me-ored swored wels aSenda da premieraarc yofila jer. scenaze mokvda gog-lika. xom aris ara, ori didi movlenadroSi rom ikveTeba da amaTgan erTikidev ufro didi da Semzaravia. ai,daaxloebiT kukaraCas sikvdili rommeore dRes yvelas daaviwyda, radganmsoflio omi daiwyo.
Teatris premieris dRes miwisZvramoxda leCxumSi, ai, rom daingraraRac saxlebi da magrad gvazanzaradanarCen saqarTveloSic. scenaze ga-naTebas amagrebda Turme goglika. Se-nobis nangrevebidan meoTxe dRes am-oiyvanes. rogorc qristem dauZaxalazares, adeqio, ase davuZaxe Svilso,magram ar adgao, gviyveba maspinZelisoso xecuriani.
grinvaldi axali Camosuli iyosanapiroze, magram Tavs ukve mis mSob-liur Svilad miiCnevda. amayaddaabijebda aqeT-iqiT da Tavis msax-urebsac mosvenebas ar aZlevda. erikgrinvaldi axlad gamdidrebuli ad-amiani iyo da Tavi, ra Tqma unda, iseeWira, TiTqos mTeli cxovreba fufu-nebaSi gaetarebina. axladCamosulsmwared sjeroda, rom sanapiroze kar-gad Tu ar gaidgamda fesvebs, aq didx-ans ver gaZlebda.
qalaqgareT didi mamuli iyida dadauyovnebliv Seudga mSeneblobasa dakar-midamos mowyobas. Tavidan xalxialmacerad uyurebda. ramdeni mdi-dari vaWaric sanapiroze Camovida,yvelam cxviri abzika da danarCenebszevidan dauwyo yureba. magram erikiase ar moqceula. mas erTxelac ar ux-senebia Tavisi warmomavloba da, saer-Todac, ar uxsenebia gvariSviloba Tuaristokratia. marTalia, ganaTle-bul ojaxSi iyo dabadebuli da Tvi-Tonac wignieri adamiani Canda, magramarc amiT ucdia yuradRebis miqceva.Cemi ganaTleba cxovrebiTaa gamowr-Tobili da ara wignebis kiTxviTo _uTqvams kidec qalaqis merisTvis.
qalaqis mers, romelsac sxva mdi-dari vaWrebi xandaxan gamarjobisRirsadac ar Tvlidnen, maleve daume-gobrda. Tavmdabali da TiTqosdaSinebuli kaci iyo meri rikardo.Zneli saTqmelia, visi ufro eSinoda,ucxoeli vaWrebisa, arafrad romagdebdnen Tu Tavisi veluri Taname-mamuleebisa, zogi maTgani kbilebam-de SeiaraRebuli rom daiarebodaqalaqis quCebSi. patara kaci iyo,odnav gaberili, dabali, magram didpasuxismgeblobas grZnobda qalaqiswinaSe. xelSi yovelTvis Savi qolgaeWira. Sav pijakSi gamokvarTuli daTavze cilindrCamofxatuli CqarinabijiT gadacunculdeboda xolmemeriidan mopirdapire quCaze, Ser-ifTan, da cota xanSi isev ukan micun-culebda.
grinvalds Zalian moewona rikar-do, xSirad stumrobda xolme da misyvela rCevas iTvaliswinebda. rikar-dosac Zalian siamovnebda amgvariyuradReba da yovelTvis megobruladegebeboda stumris axalgazrdul en-ergiasa da SemarTebas. erikic Wiqaviskis dausxamda, saucxoo sigarasgauwodebda da aivanze mokalaTe-bulni saaTobiT saubrobdnen. grin-valdi iribi SekiTxvebiT cdilobda,Seeswavla sanapiro, misi xalxi da is-toria. rikardos CamoaTvlevinebdaxolme noyier miwebs, Zveli baronebismitovebul midamoebs da winaswargaafrTxilebda samomavlo Sesyidve-bze. grinvalds yvelaferi saukeTesoundoda sanapirosgan, misi xalxisganda miwebisganac, da araferze ixevdaukan. mzad iyo, fexiT moeara soflebi,mTebi, tyeebi, qalaqis viwro da saSiSiquCebi, oRondac swored is epovna, racyvelaze metad gamoadgeboda TavisisaqmisTvis: saukeTeso xelosani, mSene-beli, mosamsaxure Tu miwa, xe-tye TusaSeni masala.
aseTma SemarTebam maleve SedegicgamoiRo. erTi welic ar iqnebodagasuli, rom Tavisi mdidruli saxliukve TiTqmis damTavrebuli hqonda,uSvelebel ezosac Txeli galavniTRobavda da mebaReebic TiTqmisamTavrebdnen iqaurobas yvavilebiTada xexiliT morTvas. Tavidan, es miwarom iyida, SuagulSi patara qoxi idga.rogorc merma uTxra, adre eklesiayofiliyo mis adgilas. axla im qoxmax-is fuZes TeTri aivani amSvenebda, uxde-boda TeTr svetebian da maRalfanjre-bian, yviTlad SeRebil saxls.
diliT gamovidoda xolme aivanze,gadasZaxeb-gadmosZaxebda msaxurebs.magidasTan dajdeboda da sauzmisdros Tvals ar aSorebda maT saqmi-anobas. mere sakididan quds Camoxsni-da, gavidoda ezosa da mamulebSi, iw-yebda aRma-daRma siaruls, muSebi-sTvis Tvalyuris devnasa da miTiTe-bebis micemas. grinvaldi gacilebiT
bevrs uxdida maT, amitom arc aravisswyinda misi zogierTi axireba. rom mo-saRamovdeboda da muSebs gaistumreb-da, TviTonac qalaqisken gaemarTebo-da restoranSi an salonSi drois sa-tareblad.
grinvalds yovelTvis sufTadecva. rikardom ki gaafrTxila, Cvenihava binZuria, zafxulSi yvelganmtveri devs da danarCen sezonzeqalaqSi Wyapi da wvima talaxs ar gva-Sorebso, magram eriks mainc ar SeeZ-lo sxvanairad, mosamsaxureebs sagul-dagulod arecxinebda xolme Tavistansacmels. ramdenjerme waurTmeviada Tavadac gaurecxavs, rom zustadiseTi yofiliyo, rogoric TviTonsurda. TeTr qaTqaTa Sarvals Caic-vamda, Sav perangze TeTrsave JiletsSemoikravda da zemodan TeTr mantosmoisxamda, gulze muStisxela oqrosburTiT Sekravda da xSirad marcxena
xels ar aSorebda am Sesakravs. marjve-naSi wvrili, ubralo, magram ornamen-tebamotvifruli, saguldagulodgamoTlili xis joxi moemarjvebina,xan eyrdnoboda, xan ara, ver gaigeb-di, marTla koWlobda Tu esec misiaxireba iyo. Jiletis jibeSi vercxlissaaTi edo, xSirad daaZrobda xolmeda uyurebda gaSterebuli, mere isevjibeSi Caabrunebda da romelime msax-urs dauZaxebda. fexze sqeli tyavisCeqmebi ecva. energiulad daabijebdaaqeT-iqiT. marad momRimari, aqtiurida energiuli saxe mis pirovnebasacTiTqos keTilSobilebis brwyinvale-baSi xvevda.
erT saRamosac stumar-maspinZelimeriis aivanze mokalaTebuliyvnen.orives TiTqos xelSi gaeyina viskisWiqa da sulac daaviwyda sigara.TiTqos, Tu ram salaparako iyo, aqam-de ukve yovelive wvrilad hqondaTgarCeuli da Tema aRar darCenodaT,razec sityvis daZvra SeiZleboda. ma-gram iyo iseTi Temebic, romlebsacxSirad Tavs aridebda rikardo. mSi-Sara rikardo saSiSi qalaqis meri iyoda erCivna, bevr sakiTxze piri daemu-wa, Tumca grinvaldis Seupovroba verisvenebda, da imgvarad mouvlida am-bebs da iseT SekiTxvebs dausvamdaxolme, rom rikardo iZulebuli xde-boda, iribi pasuxebi mainc gaeca.zogjer, ridis gamo, uarsac ver eub-neboda da nebismier momxdars mokledCaukarklavda xolme stumars.
grinvaldma viskis dabal da gani-er Wiqas zedapirze TiTi mousva dasxvaTaSoris hkiTxa mers:
_ batono rikardo, ras apirebTmerobis Semdeg?
_ ar vici... _ TiTqos Tavis RipsCasCurCula merma, _ sabWo isev me dam-tovebs. ara mgonia, sadme momiwios was-vlam. mSvenivrad vumklavdebi amsaqmes. ukmayofilo aravinaa.
_ didi xania, erTi kiTxva mawuxebs:Tu RmerTi RmerTia, maS raRaSi sWird-eba Cveni dasturi, msaxureba da dide-ba? rad gadmogvyurebs zevidan? ra-tom Cveni megobari araa? ucnaurad argeCvenebaT yovelive es? Tqven xomTqveni xalxis meri brZandebiT, magramzevidan aravis uyurebT, yvelasTanmegobrobT.
_ ki, magram... _ civma oflmadaasxa rikardos. ar icoda stumrisamgvar saubars rogor gamklaveboda.kedlebsac yurebi aqvTo, gaifiqraTavisTvis, SeeSinda, vinmem mkrexelo-baSi cili ar damwamoso, _ me xom Rm-erTi ara var, batono grinvald, _uxerxulad gaiRima, _ ise saidumlodgetyviT da, me erTi ubralo kaci var,romelic cdilobs, sikeTiT icxovrosda gverdSi daudges Tavis moqalaqeebs.
_ ki, ki, marTali brZandebiT, _Cqar-Cqara daeTanxma grinvaldi,TiTqos ukan mihqonda sakuTari si-tyvebi, _ ubralod, azri gagiziareT.
_ raxan saubarma moitana, _rikardos ar undoda, mis megobarsTavi daCagrulad egrZno gulaxdi-lobis gamo da gadawyvita, TviTonacdaeTmo pozicia, _ koltonze erTiram SemiZlia giTxraT: mas aranor-malurad uyvarda Tavisufleba. amaSibevri baZavda kidec. omSi isini imit-om wavidnen, rom icodnen, samefos ba-tonobas erT wamsac ver gauZlebdnen.erCivnaT, brZolis velze daxocil-iyvnen, vidre odesme sxvis Wkuaze gae-vloT. da, sabolood, iseT adamiane-bad Camoyalibdnen, batono grinvald,RmerTi romc dainaxon, SeiZleba Tval-Sic ki epataraoT. es ganuzomelisiamaye mTel sanapiros moedo. me mar-to is makvirvebs, maTi gamarjvebiTTavi iseT xalxs rom moaqvs, romlebicomis dros dabadebulic ki ar iyvnenda sanapiroze mTeli cxovreba Wama-smis meti araferi ukeTebiaT. amitomCvens ufals verafriT gavamtyuneb, _Rrmad Cafiqrebul rikardos Ripzedaekrifa xelebi da cera TiTebs aTa-maSebda.
es iyo maT Soris yvelaze gu-laxdili saubari. mas Semdeg grinval-di ufro da ufro iSviaTad stumrob-da mers da maTi sasaubro Temebic sulufro mcirdeboda.
roca saxlis mSenebloba dasas-ruls miuaxlovda, danarCenma vaWreb-mac ikadres grinvaldTan stumroba.ojaxebiT modiodnen da ecnobodnenmezobels, romelic mTeli weli aqcxovrobda, magram mxolod axlaRadaetyo simdidre. grinvaldic didisixaruliTa da pativiT iRebda yvelas:magrad CamoarTmevda xolme xels dalamis bavSviviT uxaroda maTi maspin-Zloba. TiTqos Tavmdabalic iyo, ma-gram sakuTar siamayes aravis umalav-da. saubrisas marcxena xels oqrosSesakravidan Tu CamoiRebda, Tavissaxls, ezos, midamos moavlebda xolmeda ityoda, aqauroba yvelasTvisaa,Cemi saxli Tqveni saxliao. vaWarTacolebi ki interesiT akvirdebodnenam Sesakravs da eWvebi mosvenebas araZlevdaT, marTla oqrosi iyo is muS-tisxela burTula Tu ara.
grinvaldi sixaruliT iRebdastumrebs, magram didxansac ar uyvar-da maspinZlis rolSi yofna da or-samsaaTSi zrdilobianad gaistumrebdaxolme yvelas. isini ki gvian mixvdnen,rom Tavadac unda daepatiJaT axalinacnobi da uamrav baraTs ugzavnid-nen: maskaradebze, balebze, wveulebe-bze epatiJebodnen, Tumca, grinvaldi
_ ratom mogindaT qalaqis mero-ba? ratom aamxedreT xalxi CemswinaaRmdeg? ra dagakldaT? axalTax-al saxlSi cxovrobT! miwaze, romel-ic groSebad iyideT! gyavT Tqvennairimdidari megobrebi, romlebsac ZalianmoswonxarT! gyavT saukeTeso cxenebi!tansacmeli! saWmeli da sasmeli! raRame gadamemtereT? me ra maqvs? me vinvar? aravinac ar var! araferi ar maqvs,am qalaqis garda! am qalaqs mivuZRve-
ni mTeli Cemi cxovreba! imis iqiTaraferi gamaCnia! ratom gindaT, romwamarTvaT?! me dabali var, me msuqanivar, me arafris niWi ar maqvs... CemsmSoblebs CemTvis ar dautovebiaTaraviTari qoneba! me Zlier mov-ikoWleb rwmenaSi da arc Tofis sro-la vici! me iseTi maxinji var, romqalebi zedac ar miyureben da iseTidabali, rom yvelani zemodandamyurebT! magram gareT gamosuligxedavT Tqven da Tqvens megobrebs.gxedavT, ra lamazebi xarT, rogorikargad Cacmulebi, rogor gadmodix-arT Zvirfasi karetebidan, rogordaaWenebT jiSian cxenebs, rogorgixdebaT mooqrovili trosti xelSi,lamazi beWdebi da gulsabnevebi,Tanac rogor lamaz da did saxlebSicxovrobT!.. da, Tqveni Semyure, mecvivsebi am ambiciiT. mipasuxeT, Tu Sei-Zleba... axla ra vuyo am ambicias?! _rikardo iseTi gamwarebuli yviroda,TiTqos mis mier CamoTvlili yoveliuiRbloba sworedac erikis brali yo-filiyo.
_ Zalian vwuxvar, Tu Tqven ase gan-icdiT am ambavs, _ wynarad upasuxagrinvaldma, _ magram Tqven sakuTarTavze fiqrs unda SeeSvaT. Cems mego-brebTan erTad me SevZleb iseTsaqmeebs gavuZRve, risac Tqven geSin-iaT da rasac verasodes SeZlebT.Tqven am qalaqs sakuTari umweobiTada umoqmedobiT RalatobT. arada, amqalaqsac da sanapirosac udidesi po-tencia aqvs, rom marTla gaxdes iseTiTavisufali, rogorzedac preten-zias acxadebs. magram Tu saTaveSiTqvennairi adamiani edgeba, es SuZle-beli iqneba. rodesac beCavi adamianiimarjvebs, sxva yvela gamarjvebulimarcxdeba!
rikardos cremlebi moadga. grin-valdis yoveli sityva Rrma WeSmar-itebad moeCvena. sasuleSi gaCxerilihaeris lodi, rogorc iqna Caylapa.danebda. Tavi Caxara. TiTqos eriksacmoerida da mis saxeze TanagrZnobamgaielva. gawbilebuli rikardo nerv-iulad atrialebda quds xelSi. mereisev Tavze daixura, xelebi gaasavsa-va, Tqva, ra gaewyobao da metoqesgamoemSvidoba.
biWebi, Cemi biWebi magari gulCvilebi myavs. Tavismitrialeba ar minda, vici, romeliRaca ukve cremlebsyris. sruli dumilia. isev mama levani iwyebs laparaks.
revaza rom gardaicvala, maSinac man Tqva pirvel-ma. me amerikaSi viyavi, ar miTxres dakrZalvis dRemde.yvela dabneuli iyo. Zmakaci rom gardaicvleba, dab-neuli xar. ar ginda, rom rogorc mkvdarze, ise ila-parako, magram ici, rom aRarc cocxalia, SensaviTaRaraa. ar gaicinebs, ar gadagkocnis, qalebs Tvals argaayolebs, Tvals ar Cagikravs, aRar icekvebs. mama le-vanma simSvide SeinarCuna. mere oTiko ambobda, gas-venebaSi Tamadobas veravin bedavdao. arada wesi iyo,sityva vinmes unda warmoeTqva. aqac mama levani gamod-ga. arada yvelaze Zalian iqneb mas uWirda. ar vici.
nanadirevi saSualod gemrielia. moxarSuli mowi-Talo fers iRebs da Znelad iReWeba. Rvino aris sruli-ad fantastikuri. ver vijereb, rom aseTi Rvino Sei-Zleba Cvennair rigiT stumrebs gauxsna da daagemovnebi-no.
_ es is momentia, Tamaz, _ veubnebi Tazos, _ rode-sac sruliad geTanxmebi. meti sasmeli da cota saWme-li sjobs am viTarebaSi!
Tvals mikravs. saaTs vkiTxulob. arada, vici, romyvela saaTs akvirdeba. mec. vici, rom eqvss aklia oTxiwuTi. Svidze unda SevideT darbazSi.
sufras uxmod valagebT da fexiT mivdivarT labo-ratoriisken. gzaSi sruliad arafrismomcem TemebzevlaparakobT. zaza ver iTmens da mainc wakbens oTarassastumros javSanze. oTo pasuxad botasebs aCvenebs:
_ mogwons Cemi axali „Saucony~-ebi?darbazi Cem warmosaxvaSi arsebul kosmosur xoma-
lds hgavs. sruliad sada da konusuri formisaa. iata-ki, Weri, kedlebi SuSisaa da instalacia gadis. albaTes ganwyobisTvisaa, vfiqrob. musika ar ismis, mxolodZalian umniSvnelo SiSinis xmas aRviqvam.
vilia es dampali. es warmosaxva araa. xelze xels vkidebda im momwvano tansacmelze Cumad vqaCav.
mere gviyveba rogorcaa. adamiani ar kvdeba. adami-ani formas da adgils icvlis. sakmarisia, dedamiwazegardaicvalo, rom avtomaturad sxvagan Cndebi. sakma-risia, dedamiwaze dagCagron, sadRac sxvagan keTilimogegeba.
„zRaprebs gviyveba~, vfiqrob CemTvis da vcdilob,mivxvde, ra fokusia. aq Semosvlisas araferi damile-via, nuTu haerSia specifikuri nivTiereba, rac Cvenskoleqtiur aracnobiers marTavs?
_ mand sul keTili adamianebi arian? _ ekiTxebaTazo.
_ ara, aqac arian boroti tipebi. visac eseni Ca-graven, isini mand cxovroben sikeTeSi.
_ jer aqaa Tu jer mand? _ ver viTmen da vekiTxebi._ dastaevski, tvoi um ne xvataet! _ iRimis.Cveni revaza, jiqia.mere movdivarT. aRaraferi maxsovs, raze vilapar-
akeT, rodis wavida da rogor.Cven saojaxo sastumroSi vbrundebiT. maspinZeli