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eZRvneba gomborel alibais, TvirTvilaT rezos (rezo gaxutelaSvilis), oTar TiRilauris, valiSas, abarma SeTekauris, mama-Cemi jemalas (jemal qurxulis) naTel xsovnas; aseve pakozas (gogia qistaurs), valera kornilovs, TorRva anatorels, valeravaismans, iskanderas, romlebic, madloba RmerTs, cocxlebi arian da kidev sxva gomborel magar biWebs _ qarTvelebs, osebs,azerbaijanelebs, ebraelebs _ am qveynadac da saiqioSic...
`me kargad vici, ras velodebi,magram ar vici, ra melodebada amitomac Cemi codvebimiutevebel rCeba codvebad...~ oTar WilaZe
me rom moval, mand moval, movyvebi, ratom unda iyo Sen samoTxeSi! manamde ki sul sxva ambavs vityvi...gombori Cemi sofelia. mamaCem jemalas deduleTi. mamaCemi erTaderTi iyo Cvens gvarSi, romelsac Tavisi dedis mxare _ maTu-
ridan CeCen moyvareebTan Camowolili sisxlis gamo gadmoxvewili fSavlebi _ iseve uyvarda da ise scemda pativs, rogorc Tavisqurxulebs. misTvis gombori igive iyo, rac pablo eskobaris koreSisa da mTavari metoqisTvis, xose rodriges gonsalo gaCasTvis,mSobliuri ranCo _ `el paCo.~ im xose rodriges gonsalo gaCas, metsaxelad `El mexicano~-s eZaxdnen, radgan bilwsityvaoba uy-vardao. etyoba, meqsikelebs laTinosebSi iseTive ginebis moyvaruli xalxis saxeli aqvT, rogoric kaxelebs saqarTveloSi. hoda,eg xose rodrigo gonsalo gaCa, igive „El mexicano,~ miuxedavad Tavisi 3 000 000 000 dolari (3 miliardi dolari) kapitalisa,mSobliuri ranCodan veravin gamoiyvana da verc adgilobriv glexebTan moedanze birJaobas, saReWi Tambaqos furTxebasa dakolumbiuri espanuri cxrasarTulini ginebis _ ̀ jodida policiame cago en vuestra puta madre cabrones de mierda,~ ̀ hijo de la gran puta,~ ̀ jodidosbodrios y cucaros,~ ̀ matare a todos maltidas arrabaleras,~ ̀ cabron~ da ̀ bastardo~-s Camorakrakebas gadaaCvia vinmem. am ranCos dacvis drosvedaiRupa FBR-isa da kolumbiis specdaniSnulebis razmTan brZolisas, rodesac dainaxa, rogor daeca misi tyviagartymuli biWida simwrisgan aRrialebuli gaxsnili xelyumbariT Sevarda, Tavi aifeTqa da ramdenime specnazelic aiyola caSi.
mamaCemi jemala, Zveli qarTuliwesiT, dedis anu papamisi iakobis saxl-Si daibada 1944 wlis 20 ivliss. mec max-sovs is bebiaqali, romelmac mamaCemiamqveynad moavlina. sul imas ixseneb-da, wvimiani dRe iyo da qolga davkar-geo. am papa iakobs, iakob gaxutelaS-vils, romelic ̀ wina dReSic~ myavs mox-seniebuli, am mxareSi giJ-iakobas eZa-xdnen, radgan jer kidev 17 wlisamoqrosfernawnaviani CeCnis gogo gad-moitaca iTum-yaledan. albaT im CeC-nis gogosac uyvarda da gamohyva,Torem erTi dacerebuli, sifrifanafSavlis balRi iyo, kavkasionis bilike-bze gogos ZaliT zurgze mokidebulsrogor gadmoiyvanda? me CeCnebs kar-gad vicnob kacian-qalianad da CeCnisgogoebs, Tu TviTon ar arian Seyvare-bulebi da ar mogyvebian, egre adviladver moitaceb. asea Tu ise, moiyvanacolad iakobam es CeCnis gogo.
maSin arc ise iSviaTi iyo mTaSi ase-Ti Sereuli qorwineba. qristianobaSicda islamSic ufro Zveli, naxevradwar-marTuli gavlenebi igrZnoboda, saer-To xatobebs misdevdnen, magaliTad,anatoris xats, romelsac dRemderjulian-urjuloT salocavs eZaxian.eTnikurad, genetikurad da ieriT xomlamis erTni iyvnen. maTuraSi dRemdeaambavi darCenili: maTurelebi ukanafSavSi qorwilSi wasuliyvnen, sofel-Si marto qal-balRiRa darCeniliyo.es ambavi CeCnebma gaiges da sofelsdaesxnen, xatis saganZuri vercxleu-lis gataceba hqondaT gunebaSi. es qal-balRi SiSiT da tiriliT gaqceulatyisken da saqonelic, rac mouswriaT,gaurekiaT. erTaderTi maTuraSigamoTxovili CeCnis gogo ar dabneu-la. Sevardnila saxateSi, sadac qalissaTofeze mikarebac ki ar SeiZleba,dauxvetavs mTeli saganZuri da TavisTanamemamuleebs maTurxevis cnobilCanCqerSi damalvia. ver upoviaT CeC-nebs CanCqers amofarebuli, Tavisi,fSavels gamoyolili gogo da damr-Calan carielebi. imis mere tradiciaa,maTuras mTavarangelozis xatis ymaxatobaSi rom adis, Tan Tu colic ax-lavs, vinc unda iyos, sul rom Svede-Tis princesa madlena gamohyves, qmar-ma kargad modidebul da gaCqarebulmaTurxevSi unda gadaagdos im CanCqer-Si damaluli, xatis ganZis gadamrCene-li CeCeni gogos sapativcemulod dasaxsovrad. xatobaSi damTvrali fSav-lebi arc imas naRvloben, icis Tu araim gogom curva, xan wyalic waiRebs pa-tarZals da aris mere erTi gamokidao-ba, xarxari da yiJina.
mokled, imis Tqma mindoda, rom ase-Ti qorwinebebi maSin arc iseTi iSvia-Toba iyo, magram im CeCeni gogos mamasdidad uukadrisebia, viRaca `qiristefxiiam~ _ qristianma fxovelma _ vain-axebi dRemde ase eZaxian Tavis mezobelqarTvel mTielebs _ qali rogor mo-mtacao. Causafrda am iakobis mamas _darCias _ hkra berdankis tyvia dagadaagdo mkvdari Tavis tyapuWian,fSavurad daWrelebuli paWiWebianad.papa iakobs bevri ar ufiqria, axla esCausafrda Tavis simamrs, dasca Tofida gaayola ukan mamamis darCias. sisx-lis aRebis samaxsovrod ki CeCen simam-rs metriani, tyavis qarqaSiani qisturixanjali aarTva. es xanjali mere CemTaniyo, bevr Cems Zmakacs axsovs; ro dav-iTvrebodi da sisxli Semawuxebda,gavidebdi mxarze da gamovidodi amCvens mziur qalaq TbilisSi. es ambavidedaCemis yuramde mivida da me xommomxvda, xanjalic sadRac damimala daveRar vpoulob, magram aq aris!
am ambavze maTuraSi xalxi, Temi Sei-yara. bolos gamoucxades: `Sen am sisx-ls CeCnebi ar gapatieben, balRi xarjer, axla Cven unda gamovyveT Sens sisx-ls da erTurTi unda davlioT, sjobs,rom gaeridoo...~ mokled, ase zrdil-obianad moikveTes. mokida iakobmacxeli Tavis dedas, cols, umcros dasda gadmovida gombors zemoT,askilaurSi, sadac bevri maTureli sax-lobda. igive, gaxutelaSvilebi, qis-
beqa qurxuli
skandara
taurebi, cigroSvilebi, aqve dasaxl-da da daerqva giJ-iakobi. me mag mi-damoebSi dRemde egre movixseniebi _`giJ-iakobT mariamis SviliSvili.~titulia ra egeTi da, mgoni, kidevacvamarTleb...
dasaxlda es giJ-iakobi jer kidevbalRi, aiSena orsarTuliani qviTkirissaxli askilaurSi, qvitkirisve sax-elosno, romelTa nangrevebi axlacdgas Cvens miwebze da daiwyo cxovreba.xelobas mihyva. durgali iyo, Tan kar-gi durgalic. misi samuSao najaxi medavmale gomborSi, marto me vici, sa-dac aris. sufTa foladia samuSaosgandaleuli, magram iseTi galesili, bal-ans arTmevso, Zvelad rom ambobdnen,marTla parsavda. gatlekili fSaveliiyo es giJ-iakobi, magis naTqvamebi ax-lac aris darCenili gomborel fSav-lebSi. saxarebas kiTxulobda da ̀ vefx-istyaosanic~ TiTqmis sul zepiradicodao. Tumca saxarebidan, rogorcasCans, bevri araferi Sesdioda TavSi.
es simamri xo mokla patiosnad, viTo-mc araferi... kargi, iq vendeta hqonda,mamis sisxli aiRo, qveviT bazarSi rodaiTvreboda, an xanjali ekida, an isTavis galesili najaxi eWira xelSi,saxlisken ro daiZvreboda aryiT gad-amTvrali, gzad iq mosaxle azerbaijan-elebi lamfebs aqrobdnen, TvalSi armovxvdeTo. daecaT erTi-orjer, Seu-vardaT.
oTxi Svili eyola _ daviTi, gogia,pelo da mariami. es mariami iyo bebia-Cemi, mamaCemis deda, maro bebo. bebia-Cemi umcrosi iyo, nebiera, arafersakeTebinebdnen, marto futkrebsadevnebdnen. safutkre ebara da eg iyomagis saqme. Tan magrad swavlobda,oqros medalze daamTavra skola daeamayeboda am giJ-iakobs Tavisi ga-naTlebuli da lamazi gogo.
mariamic magari giJi iyo. maRali,qera, uceb brazdeboda da cudad en-Teboda Tvalebi. gogo iyo, magramamasac sul iaraRisken gaurboda xeli.giJ-iakobisa da CeCnis najvari ra gam-ovidoda? lamazi ki iyo da SeuyvardaqerCidan koWlobiT dabrunebul pa-paCem aleqsandres. mariami am TavisCeCen dedasTan mariaJobda, ̀ ai, mag biWsvuyvarvar da me ki ar mivyvebi, ar mom-wons, koWliao...~ maro ki lamazi iyo,mara papaCemi aleqsandre sulac ar iyoam veluri dambal-xaWoiani fSavlebisdasawuni, arc garegnobiT, arc ise, dagagiJebula es CeCnis bebo ̀ dahkvlieTaam damexilsao, gogoov, Se mwerelT-tyvev, am omis mere kac aRar daibadebaaremareze, balRs ubrZolav da imadasWirs, xeibar xo ar aris, gauvlis raassCad, rad-raa Seni dasawunio...~ dedisCxubma imoqmeda Tu TviTonac Tvalsayolebda am fexSi vermaxtis naRm-Car-Cenil papaCems, eg ki veRar vici, maragahyva kia...
am ambavsac magrad hyveboda mari-ami: `damixvdeboda es papaSeni da, mar-iam, colad gamomyevio da me veubnebo-di _ ara, arao. erTxelac damixvdaegre da miTxra _ mariam, colad gamo-myevio da me vuTxari _ ara, arao da
kargi, maSin Senebi gaafrTxile, rom Sa-baTs ojaxiT amovalT da giTxovTo.~`magari ara giTqvams-meTqi~ _ ai, au-taneli bavSvi rom viyavi! gadmomibri-ala Tvalebi, magram Tan daimorcxvamaro bebom da mohyva Tavis marTlebas.`me kacze sulac ar vfiqrobdi, stu-denti viyavi da vswavlobdi. koWli roiyo, Semecodao...~ isev im koWlobasawveboda. arada, papaCems am fexma erTweliwadSi gauara, aRarc koWlobda daaRarc araferi. SerCa mariams saRsala-maTi qmari, magram ai, mTa da dro daxasiaTi, kaci rom Segiyvardeba, sircx-vili roa da speqtaklebi rom undadadga. TuSi gogosi ar iyos. TuSis gog-os aTxovebdnen da aaTvaliera es Tavi-si qmari, qorwilia, ukve mihyavT da dai-wyo tirili. tiris, tiris, tiris,iklavs Tavs. `kargii, gogoov~ _uTxres _ `sircxvilii, Sens gardaaravin gaTxovilao?~ da `wesic raimarisav, Tore gan metirebao...~ gaubrwy-inda im TuS gogos Tvalebi... ai, am Tu-
Sis gogosaviT gvabeCavebda es marobebo, Semecoda, rom koWlobda da imi-tom gavyevio.
maxsovs, oTaxSi varT, mamaCemi je-mala, me da leqso da gviyveba mariamiTavisi SabaTi dRisas da `ara, ara,aras...~ me ukve 16 wlisa var, pirveligogoc myavs da cudi saburTaloelibiWi var, Tavi didi mgonia, cxovrebaukve nanaxi maqvs, 9 aprilic gamovlilida isedac, maSin 16 weli saburTalozear iyo cota. `bebo, xvdebi, ras ambob~_ vuTxari _ `Semecoda da imitomgavyevio, sibralulis gamo kacs co-lad rogor gahyevi, Tu ar giyvarda,loginSi rogor Cauweqi?!~ maxsovs,mamaCems SiSisgan rogor gaudiddaTvalebi da leqsosken waiwia _ gadae-fara.
mariami wamiT gaognda am saocariTavxedobisgan, mere ki 65 wlis qalis-gan warmoudgeneli siswrafiT wamof-rinda, da mTlad dasaxanjlad vergamimeta, mainc SviliSvili viyavi, ma-gram zurgsuknidan, fanjris rafazesagangebod aseTi SemTxvevisTvis Se-monaxuli kai gamomSrali, gatusulijoxi ki gadmomiqnia. jemalam saswraf-od amoiCara leqso iRliaSi da win-daxedulad da ukanmouxedavad durTaTavi karSi. mec ukan mivyevi, magram san-am es kargad Casuqebuli mama-SvilikarSi gaeteoda da mec beWebSi kai laza-Tianad moqneul joxs miviRebdi, omisRmerTebis gezs mivyevi da aivans mive-ci Tavi... gadavxti aivnidan, momyvajoxi da bebiaCem maros yiJina _ `ai, Seleko, Se leko, Se gvelis wiwilo, romar myvareboda, xom ar gavyvebodio!~rom gavabrazebdi, leks meZaxda, gan-sakuTrebiT, Tu Tavica mqonda gadax-otrili. yvelaze saintereso is iyo,rom `lekebSi~ sakuTar warmomavlobasgulisxmobda dedis mxridan, radganacTumca dediT CeCeni iyo, mainc sufTamaTureli fSavlis gogo gaxldaT, ma-TurelebisTvis da fSavelebisTvis kileki da CeCeni, mainc orive erT, mTisgadaRmelsa da mters niSnavda.
Tan meCxubeboda da Tan aSkarad
raRac mowonebis Tu siamayis notebigamoukrTeboda xolme am `Se leko, Seleko, Se gvelis wiwilos~ ZaxilSi...TiTqos Cvens erTobas usvamda xazs, miTumetes, Tavis SvilSi da leqsoSi `le-kur~ sawyisebs didad ver xedavda. esCveni _ misi da Cemi ambavi iyo, es `le-koba...~ an me ras meZaxda leks, dedamisiiyo da mec Tu gadmomyva, ra Cemi braliiyo? Tumca gogosas ras gaigeb, rodisraze geCxubeba da gefereba? an gefer-eba Tu geCxubeba? Tundac es gogo SenisakuTari, naxevrad `leki~ fSavelibebo iyos.
ase gamovtexeT bebiaCemi mariami,rogor uyvarda papaCemi aleqsandre,risTvisac kinwiskvriT gamogvyara sax-lidan. sanam jemala da leqso gama-lebiT moZunZulebdnen, me ukve WiSkar-Si gamovvardi, manqanaSi Sevxti da Se-movabzgriale kidevac. jemalam jerleqso Semoagdo, mere TviTonac Semo-hyva da, `drozeo,~ erTaderTi sityvadaagdo. amasobaSi, bebiaCemi marocmogvyva _ `aq aRar daginaxoT moTre-ulebi, me Tqveni nervebi aRara maqvs,Torem dagxocavT~ da ucnauri Rimi-liT gadaketa WiSkari.
davgaze, mara ra davgaze. cota samS-vidobos rom gamovediT, ki wamiTaqajemalam kinkrixoSi: `gadairie, Se Cema,reebs eubnebi? ar ici, ro giJia, ginda,agvkafos? vaa, loginSi Cauweqio,too...~ da miuxedavad imisa, rom gazeT`komunistis~ ganyofilebis redaq-tori iyo, farTod gadaiwera cxoneb-ulma pirjvari da RmerTsa da mTa-bar-is salocavebs madloba uZRvna gadar-CenisTvis. mere ki leqsos miubrunda,`Sen rogora xar, mama mogikvdeso?~leqsos Tavisi qera, boxvera Tavi CvensmxrebSua amoeyo da Tvalebi daeWyita.Tavisi imereli babuis, deidebis da bi-Zebis `Sen Semogevle,~ `Sen genacvale-Si~ gazrdils cota ki eucxova xanjal-moRerebuli fSaveli bebo, magram Tvi-Tonac qurxuli da `leki~ iyo da`magrada varo,~ gviTxra. jemalam kideverTxel amoisunTqa da `wadi ha, wadi,Tqveni dedaco!..~ sawyalma. am TqvensdedaSi vigulisxmebodi mec, qurx-ulebic, fSavlebic, lekebic da mTeliCveni SeSlili modgma. cota xanSi Tvi-Tonac ecineboda, magram drodadroleqsos mainc SeSfoTebuli gadaxedav-da xolme _ bavSvi rogor ariso.
wadio, kiTxvac ar iyo saWiro, sadunda wavsuliyaviT. gomborSi, xids romgadascdebodiT, aRmarTze wamomdgarimrgvali restorani gaxsovT? saxeliarc hqonda im restorans, mgoni. ai, isiyo Cemi da jemalas meore, ufro swo-rad, pirveli saxli da TavSesafari,gomboris WeSmariti centri da`mTavrobis sasaxle.~
bebiaCemi da dedaCemi, romlebicerTmaneTSi, rasakvirvelia, ver rigde-bodnen, mxolod amaSi Tanxmdebodnenda erTad eCxubebodnen mamaCems _`Svili restoranSi gazardeo...~ deda-Cemi eubneboda, bavSvi operaSi da Te-atrSi atareo da bebiaCemi mariami _Sromas miaCvie da dilaobiT uTeniacivi wyliT dazileo. me da jemalasoperaSi da TeatrSi ar gvindoda da,miT umetes, arc Sroma da civi wyliTzelva. giJ-iakobis SviliSvilsa daSvilTaSvils operaSi ra gvindoda, vinSegviSvebda? age, Cveneburi leki haji-muratic gamoagdes. da muSaobiT kidevtraqtorma imuSaos. kombainma, batono.an es oblobaSi gazrdili jemala TavisbiWebs uTenia wamoyrida da yinulianiwyliT awamebda, to? restoranSi gver-Civna. dambal xaWos da xinkals rom TavidavaneboT, am restoranSi iwyeboda damTavrdeboda gomborisa da am midamoe-bis yvela mniSvnelovani saqmeebi,sarTiWalidan vidre Telavamde. iwye-boda, mTavrdeboda da imarTeboda ome-bi, Cxubebi, irCeoda saqmeebi, idebodazavi, iTxzveboda legendebi, miTebi,anekdotebi, rCeboda naTqvami fraze-bi, wydeboda adamianebis bedi, icvle-boda ierarqia da, ravi... am restoran-Si moRvaweobda aqaurobis oriumTavresi damrtymeli da avtorite-ti TvirTvilaT rezo _ rezo gax-
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3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi22 dekemberi 2017 - 11 ianvari 2018 prozautelaSvili da pakoza _ gogia qistau-ri, jemalas bavSvobis Zmakacebi, esenicmaTureli fSavlebi, naTesavebi da na-Tel-mironebi. es maTi restorani iyo.erTi `bufetCikad~ iyo gaformebulida meore mzareulad, rom sabWoTa`obexe~ ar mosdaveboda `kerZosakuTrebisTvis,~ Tumca maTac yve-laferi icodnen da Tavisi misaRebicmihqondaT. aqve cxovrobda gombore-li azerbaijanelebis lideri, ideuriwinamZRoli da aqaurobis umTavresikoloriti alibai. `me gomboreli al-ibai var, aiao...~ iseTi siamayiT ityo-da, marlboros hercog uinsTon Cer-Cils daametebda Tavs. egrec uyureb-da. `gitleri Cemi pirveli mteri iyo,neknebi Camalewa, magram ai ananasiCimo!~magrad cekvavda. aqamde axsovdaT,omidan dabrunebulma `Tavis pirvelmter gitlers~ deda ro... gomboriscentrSi, mozeime xalxSi rogor Semo-varda da sacekvao wreSi rogor daer-Wo cerebze. garmoni gaaCera _ `nu aW-yvitineb aia, iox iox moaSoreT... doli,doli, doli, marto doli!~ da iseTidauara lekuri gamarjvebulma, avar-dnil mtverSiRa krTeboda.
gombori marTlac ucnauri sofeliiyo. am eSmakebis sabWoTa kavSirSi, gaga-nia idioturi ganviTarebuli social-izmis dros, rodesac komunizmi, inter-nacionalizmi da kacTa Soris viTomZmoba, proletaroba da saTnoeba sufe-vda, Sereuli mosaxleobis qalaqebi kiiyo, magram soflebi mainc iSviaTadgvxvdeboda. internacionaluriTbilisi gasagebia, Tbilisi kavkasiisumTavresi centri iyo baqosTan erTadda aq, komunistebamdec da saerTodyovelTvis, `mileTis xalxi ireoda.~Sereuli soflebi ki TiTqmis ar arse-bobda, Sida qarTlis qarTul-osur daafxazeTis qarTul-afxazur soflebsTu ar CavTvliT. isinic maincdamaincar yofdnen erTmaneTs. Sereuli qor-wineba, sisxliT naTesaoba, saerTogvar-saxelebi, saerTo salocavebi daes binZuri politikosebi rom ara, ax-lac mSvenivrad iqnebodnen. ai, gombo-ri ki namdvili babilonis godoli gax-ldaT. warmoidgineT, jer kidev mefisruseTis dros Camosaxlebuli kazake-bi _ lapuxovebi, vereSCenkoebi, gribk-ovebi, kornilovebi, amave sofelSicalke sabWoTa samxedro nawili, esecjer kidev caristuli ruseTis droin-del yazarmebSi. Tan samxedro nawil-sac gaaCnia, gomborSi strategiulisaraketo samxedro qvedanayofebiidga, romelsac raketebi Turqe-TisTvis, rogorc natos wevri qvey-nisTvis, daemiznebina da ankaras aqeT,sadamdec radarebiT akontrolebda,yvelafers daaduRebda. amas garda,somexi armenaka, romlis col maniaka-zec saSinlad eWvianobda papaCemi giJ-iakobas iTum-yaledan gamotacebuliCeCeni coli da sruliad mouride-blad, yovelgvari feminizmisa da gen-deruli Tanasworobis dauxmarebladuSrobda sisxls da iTrevda xolmewveriT. magdeni, mgoni, mama rom mouk-la, maSin ar uCxubia. yvelaze sain-tereso is iyo, rom papa iakobi sicocx-lis bolomde irwmuneboda, sruliadudanaSaulod itanjeboda da mani-akasTvis TiTic ar hqonda dakarebuli:`ara, Sviloo, bevrSi vsjobdi sxvebsa,magram qalebSi sxvebi mjobdnen, me mag-eebis gamomkidebeli kaci ar viyavo. Tuarada, raRa somex armenakas dagvajulda kuzian cols davewesebodi, aqaveldiaceb marskvlavebs eTamaSebodnen,magram daxelTilia Cemi dedakaci, CeCe-nia, Svilo, usjuloo.~ kargi, am ojax-ur dramas Tavi davaneboT, somexi ar-menakasa da misi biWi firuzas gardagomborSi cxovrobdnen osebi,romelTaganac gamorCeuli jeelebiiyvnen gabievi omara da jaga, romel-mac cnobili induri kino `avaras~gmiris, bandit jagasTan msgavsebiTdaimsaxura es zedmetsaxeli. gombor-Si cxovrobda odeseli, kacma ar icis,ratom da risTvis gadmoxvewili, ebrae-li vaismani, am midamoebSi udavod yve-laze ganaTlebuli, udidesi inteleq-
tuali, WadrakSi sportis ostati daaqaurobis aRiarebuli geniosi. Tumca,rogorc yvela ebraels, sakuTari gone-brivi upiratesoba yovelTvis arSveloda. magaliTad, rodesac alibaismravalricxovan SvilTagan erT-erTs,nasuras, maTematikaSi oriani dauwerada aRSfoTebuli da gamZvinvarebulialibai cxvris dasaklavi da gasatyave-beli osmaluri bebuTiT Cauvarda sko-laSi. skolis kari windaxedulad gada-uketes. alibai ramdenjerme melotiSubliT Seetaka saimedod Cagmanulkars da veraferi rom ver gaawyo, gam-warebuli aRrialda, magram ras aRri-alda. sibrazisgan erTmaneTSi urevdaklasikur qarTuls, fSaur dialeqtsda azerbaijanuli enis mravalferovansalanZRav sityvebs. jer mawanwala dasaidanRac moTreuli qofoi-oRliuria da gamyidveli iuda eZaxa. mere esyvelaferi banalurad da mosawyenadeCvena da raki sulmnaTi da wmindanTas-wori azerbaijaneli alibai Tavis
saqmeSi, saqme rom hqvia, diaxac, didiSemoqmedi da farTo gaqanebis adami-ani gaxldaT, daxe ra Soridan daiwyo:`me im stalinis deda... im stalinis de-da... ro is kargi kaci gitleri moklada ar daacada, Tqven sul gaewyviteT.aia, me stalinis dedis traki... raT mok-la is sawyali gitleri, eg Tqven yve-las seqim baSkas gizamdaT da Cems fex-ebs dauwerdi exla Cems nasuras dvoi-kas, Se CaTlaxo Senao...~ mere gaaxsen-da, rom TviTonaca hqonda am „RvTissawyen saqmeSi,~ gitleris mokvlaSi,stalinTan erTad monawileoba miRebu-li da axla sakuTari deda igina, oRondazerbaijanulad. kargad rom daiRala,mereRa mixvda, rom, rac aq movarda be-buTiT xelSi da moswavle axalgazr-dobis gasaxarad, sabednierod daTvalsaseirod bebuTiT xelSi daxto-da, sul stalinsa da sakuTar Tavs agi-na dedebi, veragi vaismani ki ise darCaarxeinad da uaresad gamwarda. gamwar-da da axla vaismanis odesaSi darCenilda Tevzis paStetis keTebiT garTuldedas, cilias Semoutrialda. oRondsul rusulad, imedi ar hqonda, romvaismani mis azerbaijanul da qarTulginebas gaigebda da saTanadod daafa-sebda, mxolod uneburad dascdebodaxolme simwrisagan dedaena, an kai, Cax-veuli qarTuli dedistrakobia. ali-bais naxevarsaaTian yiJinas da `ai iofTvaiu maTebs~ meore sarTulis fan-jaras saimedod Sefarebuli, iqidanSlapiT Semkobili, Tavgamoyofilivaismani, rogorc SeeZlo pasuxobda: Угомонись, кретин, несчастный идиот, нувот послушайте его, послушайте, хватитнеделай себе посмешищем истинноживотное неадерталец, питекантроф!!!~
da faqizad esroda dakuWuliqaRaldis burTulebs xelSi apriale-bul bebuT momarjvebul da skolisezoSi dasabmeliviT moxtunave ali-bais. yvelaze saintereso is ambavi iyo,rom amxanagi stalinis, Tavisi da vais-manis dedis trakebi erTmaneTSi or-mocdaaTiani wlebis dasawyisSi gadau-ria, rodesac xalxTa mama da kacobri-
nabiji iyo mZime, Tumca msubuqad kanon-zomiers xdida yvelafers, rasac vxedavdiT, an ver: oTaxs, romelsac, Tu dazumav,erTad eZinaT, xeebs saxlis win _ sicilisas gaSlil yvavilebs, quCas, romelSicerTxel uceb gamoeRviZaT, da gzebze ucnob, SedarebiT ucnob, anda kargadnacnob adamianebs, visTvisac darCa maTi erTi dRe da Rame „saerTo~,
_ filmis yureba, mzesumziriT savse langari, da vinc xedavda imas,rac Cans, da piriqiT, rac ukve aRar, magram... kafeSi, magidasTan ijda„yvavili~ _ qimiur cdebSi siyvaruli rom daarqves da maT cxovrebas
unda warmoidgino, rogor ver SevxvdiT.gasuli wlebis arc ise Sua zamTrebidan da dilebidanpirobiTi Rimilebis navebSi Camalulebi,upiratesi gacdenis gancdiT mosulebi,Cven, vinc gagcdiT da xelovnuri Zafebis mindvrebidanyvavilebad amogZenZeT Sen, _qinZisTavebis RmerTo.
„SiSi oxeria~
erTxel, adgeba da wava.saweri magidis ujridan gaurkvevlad lamazi gogos fotos amoiRebs,maRal fexebze kotita TiTebs gadausvams,mere xelebs uxerxulad Semoiwyobs xerxemlis romeliRaca malaze,radgan ar ecodineba, xelebi sad waiRos,radgan xelebi zogjer sruliad gamousadegari nivTebia,adgeba, Tvalebs gadamalavs da wava.Sen ki darCebi da SegeSindeba, rom amqveynad yvelaze uSno gogo xar,romelic miatoves.„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da sakuTar Tavs daganaxeb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da ar Semomxedav.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da gagveclebian.erTxel, kedebidan maRalsarTulian saxlze Semodgebida Seni pirobiTi simaRle mogewoneba.simaRle, romelsac sakuTar Tavs umalavdi.simaRle, romlis gamoc ar Candi.simaRle, romlis gamoc migatoves.„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da Secdomas ar davuSveb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da Secdomas dauSveb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da sapatarZlod mogrTaven.erTxel, bevri wlis Semdeg,saxeze naklovanebebs sqeli tonaluriT Seisworeb,Tvalebs qveviT wreebze Svilebs Cais safenebiviT Semoiwyob,gaganierebul TeZoebs gadamalav da sarkes gauRimeb.me ki getyvi, rom Seni pirobiTi SiSi dagamarcxebs,SiSi, romelsac sarkeSi yoveli Caxedvisas gaurbodi.
Sen ukve xedav Sens naoWebs.isini laparakoben Senze da Secdomebze.Sen ukve xedav Sens Secdomebs,isini mxolod imisTvis arseboben,rom Tavidan dauSva.Sen ukve xedav Sens zedmetad did Tvalebs,isini aCveneben samyaros ufro ganiers, vidre sinamdvileSia.
„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da gamecineba.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da Tvalebs daituSav.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da winsafars gaCuqeben.me vwer simaxinjeze da vwer, rom uSno gogoebi yvelaze lamazebi arian
da rom ar arsebobs siyvaruli, romelic saxis kanis feris gamo iwyebada rom ar arseboben Secdomebi, romlebic Cvenc da bunebamac ar undadauSvas da rom bunebaSi araferi ikargeba, arc SecdomiTda arc uSecdomod da roca sarkeSi sakuTari anarekli mogatyuebs,nu SegeSindeba Tqva, _ rogori arasrulyofili xar,rom gaqvs cxviri didi, anda yuri Tmidan gamoweuli, _
„SiSi oxeria~ _ Tqvi da daberdi.
msxverpli
me avaSene saxelmwifo Cveni gamxmari xelebidan,Seni Cems xsovnaSi amoTeTrebuli kanidan,darCenili nafexurebis saTvalavis arevidan,im uTvalavi zigzagidan da oTxkuTxa wridan,romlidanac vera da ver gamovaRwieT,am dros ki Tovda samomavlo bilikebidan da Tovlnakluli quCebidanda im dReebidan da Rameebidan, romelSic ver davetieTda am dros ki Tovli iyo ise lamazi, rogorcSeiZleboda rom silamaze yofiliyo,romelsac mxolod lamazad yofna evalebada me avaSene saxelmwifo yvela im ulamazo dRidan,romelSic lamazad yofna gvevaleboda,magram nel-nela mkvdari peplebiviT davmaxinjdiTgzebze, sadac yvelaferi gavda erTmaneTs da ar iyo erTmaneTis adgili arsad,sadac sikeTe gavda dagvianebul Tovls da Cvens vals sxva adamianebs uxdida,sadac msxverpli SeiZleboda rom damnaSave yofiliyo,radgan danaSauli msxverpliT ar izomebada am simaxinjeSi ise srulyofilad SemeZlo myvarebodi,rom roca samomavlo bilikebidan da Tovlnakluli quCebidan Tovda,me vaSenebdi saxelmwifos CemTvis da SenTvis,ulamazo saxelmwifosTovlis gareSe.veravin naxos, rogor gagcdi gasul wels, diliT.ise scxelodaT am yvavilebs Sua zamTarSi.veravin naxos, rogor gagcdi gasul wels, diliT.veravin naxos, _ verc dilam da verc im zamTarma,roca scxelodaT yvavilebs da me gagcdi diliT,arc ise diliT, da arc ise Sua zamTarSi,axla ki Cemi zamTrianad mogyvebi ukan,Zalian diliT da Zalian Sua zamTarSi.
guSin saRamosamovasvene Seni gamxmari xelebi qoTnidan,mTeli cxovreba sixaruls rom vufxvierebdi.ixarebs, mainc.
dakarguli saxisambavi
erT qals saxe xSirad ecvleboda.rom Sercxveboda _ wiTldeboda, romSekrTeboda _ fiTrdeboda, usamarT-loba abrazebda, sibrazis dros _ eR-miWeboda; mxiarulebac da mwuxarebacsxvadasxvagvarad exateboda saxeze.sixarulis dros saxe unaTdebodamzian dResaviT, mwuxarebis dros equSe-boda umTvaro RamesaviT. qals yvelaazri saxeze ewereboda, yvela kiTxvispasuxic saxeze ekiTxeboda. sixarulisdros yvela nakvTi garkveviT aCnda,mwuxarebis dros ki ise umkrTal-deboda Tvalebi, cxviri, tuCebi, Zliv-sRa Tu SeamCnevdi. etyoba, qalis cx-ovrebaSi bednierma dReebma iklo, rad-gan TandaTan gaumkrTalda saxis na-kvTebi, erT ubedur dRes ki mTlianadgauqra yvela nakvTi da saxis ovali isedaucarielda, rogorc furceli,romelzec araferia daxatuli.
xalxma mainc icno dakarguli saxispatroni qali. cxovrebis usamarTlo-bam wauSala saxeo _ ambobdnen Tavi-anT ojaxebSi. patara bavSvebi, rom-lebic mSoblebs usmendnen, fiqrobd-nen, rom usamarTlobam, romelicZalian borotia, saSleli aiRo xelSida qals saTiTaod wauSala lamaziTvalebi, cxviri, tuCebi... amitom isinimSoblebs sTxovdnen, feradi fanqrebieyidaT maTTvis. midiodnen qalTan,roca is baRSi ijda, ferad fanqrebsenis wveriT isvelebdnen da morigeo-biT axatavdnen masze lurji fanqriTTvalebs, yavisferiT _ warbebs, yvi-TliT _ cxvirs da wiTliT _ tuCebs.an sxvagvarad _ vardisfriT _ Tva-lebs, yviTliT _ warbebs, lurjiT _cxvirs da da mwvaniT _ tuCebs, an kidevsxvagvarad... magram qals maT yovelmzrunvelobaze guli uCuydeboda,daxatuli lurji, an vardisferi, ansxva feris Tvalebidan cremlebi Camos-dioda da yvela nakvTi iSleboda. bavS-vebs xelaxla dasaxati uxdebodaT qa-lis saxe. amitom patarebs male moswy-indaT erTidaigive naxatebis xatva, maTxom TamaSebi Zalian male swyindebaT.qali isev darCa usaxod.
Tumca qals zogierTi dascinodada zogsac ebraleboda, Sin ar Caketi-la. raki Tvalebi ar hqonda, xelisce-cebiT dadioda da saxes mzes uSverda,
_ saxe davkargeo, _ uTxra qalma,_ iqneb mapovnino, oRond saxe dami-brundebodes da ginda TeTri iyos, gin-da wiTeli, gind yviTeli, gind Savi, gin-da WorfliT dawinwkluli, oRond saxemqondeso. yvelaferi saxieria am mi-waze, yvavilebs saxe aqvT, Citebsac, cx-ovelebsac, me ki usaxod davrCio.
mzes kakali guli moswva qalis sa-codaobam da Casvlis win iseTi simxur-vale gamoafrqvia, dedamiwas almuriavarda. mzem qals uTxra: Cemi Casvlisdroa, magram ar idardo, amaRam CemsmeuRles, mTvares, vTxov, varskvlavTakreba gamarTos, vnaxoT, ra mizeziTdagikargavs saxe. Tu raime brali SenTviTon ar migiZRvis, Tvalebi da cxvi-ri ki ara, Worfli da Worflis misx-alic ar dagekargeba, piriqiT, varskv-lavebi gagimravleben. oRond, am RamiTuqmad ar gaCerde, dedamiwis ambebi Sea-grove, diliT mzeyvavilas suli Seu-bere, misi bumbli rom haerSi ava, is am-bebic maT moebmeba, Cems saufloSi amo-aRwevs da yvelafers cxadad mivx-vdebiTo.
biWunas tolebi Tavs daexvivnen dayvelaferi ise swrafad gaiyida, qarbo-rios kudic ki aRar darCenia. magramsaqme is iyo, rom Sin misulma patarebmaverc mzis aTinaTi ipoves, verc wvimistkacun-kacuna, verc yinva-Wirxlisyvavili, verc varskvlavcimcimas ver-cerTi Tvali, verc qarborios kudi daverc cvar-namis Rimili. SeZenilidanmxolod iarliyebi darCenodaT, isiniki marTlac Zalian lamazebi iyo.
am biWunas daiko isev fiqrobda, _netav, es kargia, Tu cudio? damSoblebs ar umxelda am ambavs.
biWunas ki ufro da ufro didi geg-mebi hqonda. rom hkiTxavdnen: razeocnebob, didi rom gaxdebi, ras gaa-keTebo? is dinjad pasuxobda: mecxretalRas da meSvide cas gavyidio. dai-ko kvlav fiqrobda: netav, es kargia, Tucudio? SemkiTxvelebi ki Zalian ib-neodnen: ̀ es ra Tqva am TiTistola bavS-
vma, netav, is ar gveyo, Cvenma sulelmamTavarma ulamazesi mTis mwvervaliviRac gadamTiel qals rom aCuqa daTvalTagan gadagvikarga, am pawukas kimarTla risi gayidva surso?!~
biWunam, roca yvelaferi gayida,risi gayidvac surda, gadawyvita, axlasunTqva gaeyida, radgan Tavisi sxeu-lis vercerT nawils ver Seelia. magrambiWunam Tavisi sunTqva patarebSi vergayida, radgan maT ar surdaT sxvisisunTqva. simarTle rom iTqvas, biWunasmarTla guliT ki ar undoda TavisisunTqvis gayidva, fiqrobda, myidvelirogorc ki fuls CamiTvlis, CemssunTqvas isev SevisunTqav, fulic dam-rCeba da sunTqvaco. daiko ki usmendada uyurebda mTel am ambavs da fiqrob-da _ netav, es kargia, Tu cudio?!
bolos, roca biWunas sunTqvaaravin iyida, erTma Savma kacma Camoi-ara _ ras hyidi biWukelao? _ hkiTxa.sunTqvas vyidio. me viyidio, uTxra amSavma kacma. didZali fuli dautova,sul oqros dukatebi, biWunas sunTqvaSeisunTqa da gza sul xtunva-xtunviTganagrZo. im Savi kacis wasvla da biWu-nas uZravad Zirs davardna erTi iyo.oqros dukatebic iqve mimoifanta.axla ki Semoikra biWunas daikom TavSixeli, raRa mixvedra undoda, rom esZalian cudi ki ara, Zalian didi ube-dureba iyo. miujda uZrav Zamikos gver-diT da daiwyo tirili. ise tiroda, isemoTqvamda, guli dagewveboda mis dan-axvaze. moTqvamda: ratom Tavis drozear gavumxile mSoblebs es ambavi, axlabiWunas raRa eSveleba, mec davrCiuZamikod, daviRupeT, daviRupeTo.
aris am moTqmasa da vaiuSvelebel-Si, rom Camoiara erTma qalma _ rasmoTqvam, gogoni, ra gagWirvebiao? _hkiTxa mas.
_ Cemma Zamikom sunTqva gayida dasulic ganuteva, axla raRa gveSvele-ba, mSoblebsac ra piriT veCveno, es am-bavi rogor gavagebinoo, _ da isevatirda gogona.
qalma dawvrilebiT gamohkiTxa bi-Wunas ambavi da roca gaigo, qarboriaskudic ki gahyidao, jer sicili auvar-da, mere warbebi Seikra da gogonasmkacrad uTxra: `gana yvelafris gay-idva SeiZleba, rac ki adamians moaf-iqrdeba?!~ _ mere biWunasTan daixarada Tavisi sunTqva SeasunTqa. es grilisunTqva gogonasac ise moelamuna,TiTqos xis totidan Citi afrinda daSerxeulma totma kriala niavs ubiZga.biWuna gacocxlda. gogona ki sixaru-liT atirda da qals uTxra: mamaCemibiznesmenia, miTxari, samagiero riTigadagixadoo.
_ verafriT gadamixdio, _ uTxraqalma, _ gana yvelaferi fulze iyide-ba... me piriqiT, Tqveni mTavris valisgadaxda mindoda, didi xnis winaT, uxs-ovar dros man me yvelaze maRali mTismwvervali maCuqa. im mwvervalsac ukangibrunebT, sad unda wameRo, aqve iyo,ubralod, ver xedavdiT, naxe, iq Canso,_ da gogonam marTlac dainaxa mzissxivebiT ganaTebuli mwvervali.
qali ki gaqra.
cangalas ambavi
cangala patara biWia. erT nisliandilas, roca mamalma pirvelad iyivla,cangala qalaqs wavida. `yurZenicmoiparao~ _ meleqse hyveba, magram issxva cangalazea, Cvens cangalas ara-feric mouparavs, gogonam gaafrT-xila: rac unda mogSivdes, xeli ara-ferze wagicdeso da esec dahpirda.cangala iseTia, sityvas ar gastexs. dasdaujerebs, dedis guls ar gaamwarebs,mamis xsovnasac ar Searcxvens.
Sexta cangala, SekuntruSda dagzas gaudga.
nisliani dila rom iyo, xom vTqviT?cotaTi mucelic rom stkioda,
iara cangalam, iara da ra CamoTv-lis, ramdeni rame naxa. magram im moxu-cisTana gamosarCevi da ucnauri maincaraferi. cangalam igi maSin dainaxa,roca nagavsayrels Cauara. moxucs mo-
mwvano, WuWyisferi, mogrZo qurTukiecva. qurTukis mTel zedapirze sxva-dasxva feris, qurTukTan Seuxamebelisakereblebi edo. moxucs qudic amg-varive exura, patar-patara, Wreli sak-ereblebiT gawyobili, kepiT ukan,kisrisken Setrialebuli da cangalamifiqra, rom am samosis patroni didadmoclili da axirebuli adamiani iyo.moxucs muxlebTan, qurTukis boloebisarCulis mxares ise gamobervoda, ety-oboda, Sig raRac-ruRacebi eyara. ity-odi _ boTlebiao, quCaSi boTlebi Tuakrifao, anTu ZonZebiao _ sanagvezewamokrifa da qurTukSi sarCulis mxri-dan CauCurTavso. sanagveze daxrilimoxuci joxiT raRacas CiCqnida.
cangala maSinve mixvda, rom es arcboTlebi iyo da arc ZonZebi. biWs guliaxlac ise Seuxta, rogorc adre, maSinmama cocxali iyo, cangala mas xelidangausxlta, erT feradCanTian, quCaSimimaval qalTan miirbina, qals fexebzeSemoexvia da mamas dauZaxa: `mama, modi,am qals aqvs zRapris wignebi.~ maSin can-galas mamas ise Sercxva, ise Sercxva,Sublidan ofli cxvirsaxociT moiw-minda. calke qals Sercxva, waborZik-da da kinaRam waiqca Tavis CanTiana,romelSic bevri zRapris wigni elaga.cangalam axeda zRaprebian qals dauTxra: `me Tqven guSin daginaxeT!~waqcevas saswauliT gadarCenilma qal-ma gaiRima da cangalas uTxra: `Sen nam-dvili cangala xar, me Sen Cems zRapreb-Si SegiZRvebi da iq uTvalav ramesgaCveneb...~ magram mere im qals daaviw-yda Tavisi piroba, Tu ra iyo, cangalazRaparSi veRar moxvda. axla, ki...
cangalam ifiqra, rom moxucis qur-Tukis boloebSi zRapris wignebi iyoCaCurTuli, vin icis, iqneb romelimezRapari cangalaze, gogonaze da maTdedazea, an mamazea zRapari, romelicbewvis xidze gavida. da raki ase ainter-esebs cangalas zRaprebi, axla lekviv-iT gahyveba ukan moxucs.
midis cangala, ukan mihyveba mox-ucs, magram ver bedavs, dauZaxos, SeaC-eros, erTi zRapari mainc sTxovos. sa-magierod misi fiqrebi iqcnen patar-patara zRaprebad, isinic mixtian damiTamaSoben biWTan erTad. ai, erTifiqris zRapari: midian, midian da erTibeqobidan TavdaRmarTSi didi nagazidaeSveba, jer cangalas SeuRrens, ma-gram cangala uSiSaria, aiRebs msxvilkets da Tu nagazi Semoutevs, TavSiWorgavs mas, mere nagazi moxucs SeuR-rens, ara, arafers dauzianebs, mxolodmisi qurTukis boloebs Caafrindeba,gamoglejs da zRapris wignebicgamocvivdeba. daswvdeba biWi da aiRebserT wigns.
ara, am zRapars sxva sjobs:midian, midian da daiRlebian, mox-
uci qurTuks gaixdis, xis totze Camok-idebs, daiZinebs, sad iqneba da sad ara,qurdebi gamoCndebian, qurTuks waet-anebian, xelT zRaprebi SerCebaT, imaTki wignebi rad undaT, xramSi gadayrasdaupireben, maSin gamoxteba biWi can-gala da yvela zRapars gulSi Caikravs.
ah, ara! waikiTxa biWma Tavisi fiqriszRaprebi da ar moewona. es fiqrebicxom qurdobas hgavs, qurdoba ki ra can-galas sakadrisia. sxva zRapari sjobs,ai, aseTi: ivlian, ivlian, moxuci moixe-davs, Sexedavs cangalas vaJkacobas,rom zRaprisTvis amxela gza gamouv-lia da Tavisi xeliT aCuqebs biWs zRa-pris wignebs. magram moxuci midis damidis, gzas ki bolo ar uCans. cangalajer daiRala, mere Zalian daiRala,bolos ki ise daiRala, lamisaa suligavardes, Tan rom muceli uxurs? gzaski bolo isev ar uCans.
me da Sen axla ar vmegobrobT,magram dro dadgeba,roca dro dadgeba,me Sen meyolebi mxolod,da Sen daginaxav mxolod,da Sen dagiZaxeb mxolod,radgan isini sxvebi gaxdebian,da sxvebs moundebaT Cemi gaxseneba,da sxvebs moundebaT Cemi daviwyeba,_ ise viT sxividan mzisda sityvidan enisda miwidan samSoblos xmamesmoda,Seni xmac mesmis,Sorsaa.
sulTaTana
Tu ver aiReb qalaqs,Sen ver gaxdebi mefe,Tu ver gaxdebi mefe,Sen iqnebi Tanamedroveprezidenti, Sen verasodesdaibruneb zRvas, mzes, xalxs,xalissda Sen geyoleba mtris jarisaxlSi da Sen aravin gendoba.Tu daiZineb tkbilad,roca ar sZinavT mkvdrebs.Tu moinatreb sizmars,roca javrs miaqvs cxadi.Sen ar iqnebi mefe,romelmac sityva dado,droa erTmaneTs vuTxraT,ra mouvidaT mereWaSi Cavardnil kacebs?
* * *ar geZaxian, radgan xmaSi Sen gaqvs oqro dagulSi leqsebi, gadarCeba mxolod sofokle.mzis sakacesTan yvelas peSviT wyali mohqonda,zRva moitane da daaSre Ramis nanina.Cai davlioT, visaubroT martiv Temebze,did sicxeebze, qalqidan gasul Cvenebze,Cai davlioT, visaubroT, meti ra ginda?sanam Cvens Tavze, Tavs moiyris mTvare cvedani,mas moklaven da ar Sexedaven.ar dabneldeba dedaSenis gvelis perangi,quCis bavSvebi metaforad aitaceben,meti ra ginda?
nakeri, ra zRaprebi ar iqneba Sig, magram cangalasaRarc unebarTvod surs, qurTuks xeli axlos daaRarc zRaprebi ainteresebs, masac unda bewvis xidzegadafrindes, gaigos, iqiT ra xdeba, iqiT xom mamacwavida.
gaixada cangalam Tavisi fexsacmelebi, cal xel-Si daiWira, meore xeli haerSi aiqnia da bewvis xidzeSedga. xidia iseTi uwvrilesi da ugrZesi, rac dedami-waze adamiani dabadebula, imaTi warb-wamwami, ara,imaTi Tmis Rerebi rom gadaaba erTmaneTs. Sedga can-gala bewvis xidze da sul agangala-gangaliT gada-irbina xidi. dahkra fexi da erT ucnaur mindorSimoxvda: xedavs, patara bavSvebi darbian zed yvavile-bze, daWerobanas TamaSoben. gamoedevnebian erTma-neTs, sul gadaSlil yvavilTa Tavze irbenen, magramyvavilebi arc iTelebian da arc araferi, TiTqosbavSvebi ki ara, TeTri peplebi dafrenen Tavzeo. can-gala gakvirvebuli Sehyurebda patarebis ancobas,mere, roca isini rZian Sadrevans miscvivdnen, svamd-nen da siamovnebiT tuCebs ilokavdnen, cangalasmuceli auruyruyda da WinWariviT daususxa tkivil-ma.
cangalasac surda bavSvebTan TamaSi, magram maincgaecala maT da gzas gaudga. Tumca gza sad iyo, ul-amazesi yvavilebi mTel mindorze ise gadaSlil-iyvnen, fexs ras auqcevdi, mainc rom arcerTi yvaviliar gaTelila? Tumc ki maT feradebze gadiara can-galam fexiT.
iq ki iseTi qveyana gadaeSala Tvalwin, cangalamifiqra, rom swored aseTia zRapari. etyoba, qalmaTavisi sityva Seasrula da zRaparSi SeuZRva da rakizRaparSia, maSin mamac aqve unda egulebodes. mamamarTlac iqve iyo, ar Secvliliyo, iseTive iyo,rogorc adre.
_ ra mizeziT giCqaria, jer Seni dro ar damdga-ra, rad wamosulxar am siSores, dedas da gogonasZalian SeaSineb, _ sayveduriT uTxra man.
mzes eficxeba xvlikiZveli karibWis marcxniv,esec Tu aris xriki, _ Tvals vayoleb da vacli.nuTu ar icis iman, rom aq Cvens garda droa,heqtoriviT rom Zinavsda udarajebs troas.Tvali vis eZebs, mikvirs,vis poulobs da kargavs,
mzes eficxeba xvlikibeberi troas karTan...
gulgatexilobisas
uceb dakra susxma, ise uceb acivda,varskvlavebis gundi ufro metad damcilda,me miwaze davrCi, isini ki gaqren.
dabneul kraviviT, ufalo, sul geZeb,Seni saxeli sul pirze makeria,nebiT rom Sevebi, vfiqrob im uRelzeda Taflis surneliT gaJRenTil am kelias _locvebi faraven, SroSnebi iSlebian,futkrebi mzrunvelad gare exvevian,as samflobelosi caSi WiSkrebia,an rogor SevaReb, an rogor Semxvdebian...
monatreba
momenatreba uceb Semogareni sxalTis,wminda andrias naxva,ise Sevxvdebi ucnobs, TiTqos gamexsnas xlarTida beds me vqsovde axla.kargi iqneba axdes, rac igumana mamam,uflis survilTa mcodnem,Cvenc am mwkrividan gavxteT da
ar emorCleba aq vinme kanonsda logoss, miTumetes, ar Tvlian wesad,sikeTes da wesrigs aravin wyalobs,da mxolod ieso ugnurebs gvmwyemsavs.SabaTi saRamoa, saydridan ismisgaloba tkbili da lamazi mesa,gadmodis nel-nela sazamTro nisli,naZvebSi wveba da ver midis versad.o, Ria kavkasionis karo,niavi Sav fiqrebs modenis welsac,da mainc, ar wyalobs aq vinme kanons,logoss, miTumetes, ar Tvlian wesad.
sxva gza
zemoT waval Tu fesvisken waval, _ erTia es gza da erTi mwyemsavs,
yofa azavebs Sxamian wamals da tanjvas udebs sikeTes wesad.
warsuls da awmyos myobadSi vxedav, maSinac, roca namyoa mxolod,
Cemebic Cumad warsulSi sxedan, myobadSi marto ocneba cxovrobs.
Caketil karebs exeba qari, xan mtvers miayris saxlis win vardebs,
nuTu ar darCa angelozs kvali, rom Caiara Cems saxlTan gangeb.
bedsac ki vaSlis xeSi veSlebi: amkidebs xolme zeciur sagzals,
zemoT waval Tu Zirs daveSvebi, erTia es gza,me veZeb sxva gzas...
ra sabraloa cxovreba am dros
mzem daacxuna gaToSil fiWvebs,patara Citi pepelas iWers,ra sabraloa pepela am dros!..
Cits boRmiT umzers fiWvidan yvavi,mTis vardi ukanasknelad yvavis,ra sabraloa buneba am dros!..
gayviTlebula foToli wyavis,haeri, cecxli, miwa da wyalikacisTvis ukve ar aris sando...
yofa ar miRirs imad, dro gavataro dardiTda ufskrulebis pirad sxvisTvis vardebisdargviT.yofa ar miRirs marTla _ SevrCe aryofnis mijnas,da rom agixsna naTlad, _ vgavde wagebul niZlavs.
bedi ar maZlevs SanssacvigrZno afrenis xibli,magram ar vuxri warbsac,vcxovrob mogebis jibriT.
fantasmagorianoemberSi
im diliT kaklis totze mxolod Seni umcrosimegobris danaxva Zalian gamikvirda. SavcremlianiTvalebiT gadmomCxavla, rom gaSlili frTebiT mi-was daenarcxe. ra gulsaklavad Cxaoda... mec vinatreCxavili, magram ar gamomdis da ra vqna... dardi aricio, meubnebi. ho, sad kaWkaWi da sad dardi, magrammexiviT wuTieri elda xom vici. dafeTebuli saxur-avidan saxuravze, totidan totze, dablidan maRla,maRlidan dabla qrolviT rom viRlebi, mere viZineb,viRviZeb da isev isa var, rac eldamde viyavi. ra vqna,asea...
im wamsac, TiTqos yinvisgan gaToSili, budidanCamovvardi. cota xans ase viyavi, mere Sevarxie gaS-eSebuli sxeuli, sulis SexuTvamde momiWira Cemmaukidegano galiam da saZebnelad gamovfrindi. av-frind-davfrindi, gadavfrind-gadmovfrindi, miv-frind-movfrindi, versad gnaxe. bolos daRliligubesTan Cavfrindi. Cavixede. gamikvirda, mkerdsada frTebze TeTri bumbuli gamSaveboda... mere Cam-eZina. rom gaviRviZe, isev Cavixede da davinaxe, gu-bidan beberTvaleba kaWkaWi miyurebda... ai, ase iyo...
da mainc, guSin ratom momeCvena, rom namcecebswuTebiviT kenkavdi...
ar gabedo, yorano! Sen xom Tavneba da daumor-Cilebeli xar, gana am Tvisebebis gamo ar gadaifiqrertos motana? gazafxuli iyo da albaT dedamiwismravalferovnebam mognusxa, Torem siswrafeSi mtre-di gajobebdaT Sen da mercxals?! adeqi, yorano...mtredebi ukve movidnen namcecebis asakenkad da Sensada xar, Soridan rom aRarc RimiliT uyureb daaRarc usmen saxuravze maTi kakunis wvimas. sad xar,ratom aRar elodebi maT gafrenas, da mere Cems ga-liaSi ar Semoixedav, rogorc winaT. vatyobdi, Senigaferadebuli xoxbebi SuriT rogor skdebodnen,isic agiJebdaT, rom WikWiki daarqvi Cems WiyWiys...sad kaWkaWi da sad WikWiki, gadaireodnen _ aba, ra!rad aRar zixar kaklis totze, Cemi fanjris win, ganaerT weliwads, gana aTs...
sada xar axla, dardiviT muqi, marto, sul mar-to...
adeqi, yorano, Sen xom ca gaxvrite da naTeli ga-moaCine, ase ar iyo? Sen xom brZeni da winaswarmetyve-li xar; hoda, adeqi... arc ifiqro sxvagan gafrena.Seni megobari SaSvebi idardeben, Seni gvritebi dabeRurebic Zalian Sewuxdebian uSenobiT...
ara, ar gabedo, yorano, ar gabedo!adamianebisgan sami gamoTqma viswavle, meti ver
SevZeli: „mSvidobiT,~ „ara mcalia,~ „ra Seni saqmea...~amaT ki CemTvis Wiotas Sxamis suni da gemo aqvT.
xevsurebsac gvarianad amwarebdnen.oRond raime moswrebuli da oxrulieTqvaT da azerbaijanels da xevsurski ara, sakuTar ojaxsac ar daindobd-nen. Tavisi yvelaze didi salocavi,laSaris jvaric ki aleqses: `fSavleb-sa laSaris jvari neta ar dauberdaa,amboben daberebasa, netav ar maukvde-baa?~ sxvadasxva xatis ymebi xom mtri-sas. Tavada var momswre, gomborSi, fSa-vur qorwilSi erTmaneTs dareuli may-rebi SeZaxiliT: `Cveni iaxsari dedasutirebs e mag Tqven kopalesao,~ Ti-Tqos RvTis Svilebze ki ara, floidpatersonis da soni listonis krivzelaparakobdnen. kargi Snoiani CxubicgaimarTa. msgavsi istoriebi Zalianbevria: erTi kaci momkvdariyo _ Corx-auli, maRali yofila radama, am zarmacfSavlebs saflavi mokle mosvlodaT,ar Caetia mkvdari Corxauli, fexebimaRla darCa da egreve gaCnda leqsic:`saflav mokle mogvivida, ar CavidaCorxauli, mkvdari aris, ras gaigebs,CavdvaT orad mokaulio~ da ai, egeTiambebi. yruv giorgi hyavdaT erTi cno-bili meleqse, iqneb kidevac gagigiaT,marTla yru ki ar iyo, rac ar undoda,ver Seasmendi da imitomac daarqvesyruv giorgi. waiyvanes es yruv giorgipirvel msoflio omSi, gadahkarges.gaqra kaci, aRar gamoCnda da aRar.gamohfendnen ojaxis wevrebi, Zma-bi-ZaSvilebi da qal-rZali am yruv gior-gis tansacmels ferdaze da dasti-rodnen mis `Salvar-xalaTs.~ da erTmSvenier dRes ar amocerda gorazeTviTon is yruv giorgi? amoCnda, mo-dis cocxali da saR-salamaTi da amdaxelTilma fSavlebma egreve gz-idanve miumReres; `sad ra iyavi, gior-gi, aki isa Tqves, mokvdao?~ da im yrugiorgimac, ise rom, arc gamarjoba
uTqvams, arc nabiji Seunelebia, upa-suxa: `saiqiodan movbrundi, motiralunda mo...o~ _ gegoneba, Tavisebi arastirodnen da Temir-xan-Suridan gad-movidnen saglovad. am kafia leqsoba-Si yvelaferi gadioda, vis winapars sadra Caedina, vin vis hyvarobda, vis vinsad gaeCina, vis mamida hyavda bozi, visbicola... visi gvari ufro Zveli da ma-gari iyo, gaxutelaSvilebs mohyavTqistaurebis qalebi colad, magram gax-utelaT qalebi qistaurs ki ar gahyve-bao da egre. fSauri wawloba da ̀ wawal-ma uTxra wawalsa~ da `gadavxure Cemnabadi qisturai~ xom saerTod...
yvelaze gulisamaCuyebeli sanaxaviiyo, Tu fSavels sufraze vinme ar moe-woneboda da unda aSareboda. xevsuriv-iT bRveras ki ar dauwyebda an Tbilise-liviT kaCaobas _ piriqiT, miujdebo-da da gaisacodavebda Tavs, romrogorme wamoekidebina da mimarTavda:`gamarjveba, loT tarielas meZaxian,bedCav fSavlad mixmobde, Zmisav, nudamCagrav Zmobama, nuu, dedas obolivar oxrobiT gazrdili, xo ar damh-krav, xo ar mcem, saxlikaco, xo ar gami-buStav cxvirsa?~
adamiani xo briyvia, briyvad daiba-da. Tan sufrasTan simTvraleSi gan-sakuTrebiT. wahkravda bolosdabo-los am beCav fSavels an Seuracxyofasmiayenebda da, ai, mand awydeboda msx-verplad amorCeuli da yelmoRerebu-li jeeli elvisebur fSavur metamor-fozas, rodesac `dedis oboli~ da`ubedur marskvlavzed dabadebuli~`sawyali loTi tariela~ karga laza-Tianad, mama-papurad waigdebda wix-lqveS da cxvirsac aqeT gaubuStavda.Tumca es agdeba-wamokideba, romlisdidostatebic iyvnen da arian fSavle-bi, yovelTvis cema-tyepiT ki armTavrdeboda, marTla velurebs ki ardaeferebodnen. xandaxan yvelaferimxolod moraluri stresiT Semoifar-gleboda. magaliTad, erTxel yvela-sTvis sapativcemulo da sayvarel ad-amians, daTiko ioselians, baRdaTidan,maSindeli maiakovskidan, imereli siZeestumra. siZe raionis aRmaskomSi in-struqtorad muSaobda da Zalian seri-ozuli adamiani iyo. sufrasTan pako-za, romelsac sicocxleSi arsad, aras-dros umuSavia da amiT kidev ufro amay-obda vidre daTiko ioselianis siZeraikomis instruqtorobiT, Zaliandainteresda maRalCinosani stumriT.uyura, uyura da uyuraaa... gadaagdoTavi marcxniv, mere marjvniv, uyureb-da Cumad da aSkarad moswonda stumari.stumari SezarxoSda da kidev ufrosaqmiani da seriozuli gaxda. sufrasqalebi uvlidnen garSemo, maT Sorispakozas sami colidan romeliRacissqeltraka dedac gadi-gamodioda xin-klebiani xonCebiT. pakozas etyoba,marTlac Zalian moewona daTiko iose-lianis siZe da jer sakuTar sidedrsgaayola Tvali, mere ki mTeli sufrisgasagonad SesTavaza Semdegi: `Zmobi-lo, Cems sidedrs xelsa ar mosdebaa,dahkvlie rarig Tamami gava aqvs, rarigyinCad davaliso.~ daTiko ioselianisimereli raikomis instruqtori siZejer gaSeSda, sakuTar yurebs ardaujera, mere ki WarxaliviT gawiTle-buli da gawiwmatebuli gavarda saxl-idan da verafriT, veranairi xvewna-mudariT, veRar moabrunes sufrasTan.sufrasTan ki ara, mas Semdeg erTi welifexi aRar Camoudgams coleurebSi daroca Camodioda, maSinac WiSkars ga-reT cxvirs aRar hyofda. sakuTar ezo-Si, hamakSic ki SiSiT jdeboda, sulaqeT-iqiT iyureboda, buCqebidan rome-lime gaoxrebulma fSavelma Tavi argamoyos da rame ar makadroso.
pakoza ki kargad gamoTaTxa daTi-ko ioselianma da sxvebmac usayve-dures, ra uqeni im stumar kacso: `raewyina im dalocvils, is xo ar miTqvams,me movsdeb Sens sidedrs xelsao, kaco,me is vuTxar, Sen mosde Cems sidedrsxeli, Wkvian kac iyo, Tanamdebobispiri, Cems sidedrs kidevac eamebodao,~_ Secbunebuli Slida xelebs gulu-bryvilo pakoza.
cxovrebis sisavse iqaa, sadac `mevar~: me var-is legitimuroba ki mowm-deba Tavisufali arCevanis nebiT da aramisi SedegiT. Sedegi cxovrebiseuliada ara yofierebiseuli.
* * *griboedovi Tavis piesaSi `vai
Wkuisagan~ Cackis aTqmevinebs: `wavalsikvdilze, rogorc aRlumze.~ roman-tikosTa ukiduresi individualizmisaintereso kveTas gvaZlevs Suasauku-neebis adamianis (raindis) koncefcia-sTan (`me igi var... vis sikvdili moyvri-saTvis TamaSad da miCans mRerad~),swored romantizmSi da Sua saukuneeb-Si ganTavsdebian erT sibrtyeze aRlu-mi da sikvdili, zeimi da sikvdili.
* * *darejanis cru saqmianoba ilias
`kacia-adamianSi~ imaze mianiSnebs, romman raRac icis WeSmarit saqmianobaze.RirebulebaTa bundovani xsovna ki ar-sebobs, magram aRar arsebobs codna.igi Canacvlebulia missave damaxinje-buli, mrude da bundovani kvaliT.swored amaze mianiSnebs ilia fan-jaraze gakrul gaqonil qaRaldzeamokawruli fraziT: `daTvi xezerogor gava, iavnaninao.~ sxvaTa Soris,daTikos (`glaxis naambobi~) boloqmedebac am xsovnis gamoZaxilia. masaxsovs, ra Seefereboda, romelic erT
SemTxvevaSi (Tamros) ver (ar) daicva dameoreSi (gabros daxsna) ki daicva, Tun-dac sicocxlis fasad da daTikos amsaqcielis gamo ilia, Cemi azriT, masSemwynareblurad uyurebs. SeiZlebaiTqvas, rom daTikos SemTxvevaSi arse-bobs rainduli kodeqsis xsovna gadaS-lili kvlebiT, magram sistema uimedoddarRveulia.
* * *TaTqariZeobaze, rogorc movlena-
ze, saubrisas sagangebod xazgasmuliamisi, rbilad rom vTqvaT, zereledamokidebuleba codnasTan da swav-lasTan. marTebuli iqneba imis gaTval-iswineba, rom, rac unda paradoqsuladJRerdes, profesionalizmi, Rrma cod-na, Tu ara rainduli kodeqsiT gaTval-iswinebuli codnis (saqmianobis)garkveuli saxeobebisa, (gamorCeuladki sabrZolo xelovnebisa) _ tradici-uli rainduli aristokratiisaTvisdamaxasiaTebeli ar aris, xSir SemTx-vevaSi ki miuRebelicaa. cxadia, Seu-Zlebelia ilias es ar codnoda.vfiqrob, luarsabs igi ganixilavdarogorc ukiduresad CamorCenil,droisa da realobisagan komikuraddaSorebul garkveul kulturultips, romelsac axsovs, magram ar icis,ra, da icavs, magram ar icis, ras.
* * *gandegilis eWvi aris wamocdena (`me
ubedursa~) _ rwmenis Seryeva, romel-ic amoTqva sityvam. enam gaamJRavnacnobierebis saidumlo, misi faruli,savaraudod, gandegilisTve ucnobimdgomareoba, romelmac gaiRviZa mas-Si qalTan Sexvedris Semdeg da romel-sac SeiZleba vuwodoT eWvi RmerTisupirobo siyvarulis (rwmenis) mimarT.es is kaci iyo, romelic Seudga RmerTsmiuxedavad yvelafrisa, axla ki isaa,vinc ganudga RmerTs wamieri sisustisgamo. es SeiZleba erTdroulad iyosnebis sisustec da racionaluri gan-sjis SeWrac rwmenis sferoSi, raciwvevs mtkicebulebaTa moTxovnas Rm-erTis arsebobaze, raTa gaamarTlosTavganwirva rwmenisaTvis, anu adamia-nuri `msxverpli~ (`gza xsnisa aseTimergo me ubedursa~).
* * *tokvili ambobs, rom `Rirsebis
gageba adamianTa Soris gansxvavebam daaraTanasworuflebianobam Seqmna. esgageba sustdeba imis kvaldakval, racwinaaRmdegobebi da gansxvavebebi erT-maneTSi rigdebian da saerTod qrebi-an~. Tu tokvili varaudobs, rom fsi-qikuri struqtura socialurigardaqmnebis Sedegad mTlianadwaiSleba, es niSnavs, rom igi kacobri-obis cxovelur momavalswinaswarmetyvelebs. Rirsebis grZnobaaramxolod socialuri urTierTobe-bis moralur doneze momawesrigebeli,aramed TviTSefasebis, me-s identobissafuZvelia. im TviTSefasebis safuZve-li, rom igi adamianTa modgmas ekuTv-nis da pativs cems am kuTvnilebas.Rirsebis grZnoba fsiqikuri struq-turis iseT wertilebSi warmoiqmneba,sadac `ze-me~ da aracnobieri erTma-neTs xvdebian, miuxedavad imisa, romaseTi Sexvedra topologiuradTiTqos mosalodneli araa. igi sworediq ibadeba, sadac `me~ sakuTar TavTanSinagan acdenebs gadalaxavs da TavisWeSmarit arss wvdeba. cxadia, igi is-toriuli ganviTarebis nayofia, magramam ganviTarebis Sedegad mas yvelazeRrma da zogadi Sinagani kanonis saxeaqvs SeZenili, romelic adamianSi sak-uTari arsis RirebulebiT aRqmas ax-lavs (awesrigebs).
* * *kultura, rogorc adamianTa Soris
urTierTobis forma, warmoadgens enas,anu niSanTa sistemas. es cnobilia. kul-turis am enobriv bunebaze semiotikisSeqmnamde TiTqmis saukuniT adre ico-da im ostatma, romelmac ereklesxmalze amotvifra: `me var avi musaifikaxT batonis, ereklesi~.
epoqis saSinel siyalbes da cnobiere-bis daSlis niSnebs. dRiurebSi da wer-ilebSi xSirad laparakobs gulwr-felobaze.
ra iyo guramisTvis gulwrfeloba?Sinagani SemoqmedebiTi Tavisuflebissazomi? esTetikuri principebis gada-xalisebis meTodi? Tu raRac sxva _gadaudebeli SemoqmedebiTi amocana,romelzedac sakuTar TavTan hqondadadebuli SeTanxmeba? SeiZleba vi-varaudoT, rom gulwrfelobas,rogorc adamianis yofierebis erT-erT mdgomareobas, igi fsiqikis Sidas-truqturebTan, mis Tavdapirvel, dac-ul da adeqvatur aracnobierformebTan mibrunebad aRiqvamda. amrangSi ganixilavda, rogorc Tavadveambobs, saTamaSo praqtikebsa darogorc Cans, literaturasac (`mx-olod TamaSis dros yvelaze gulwr-felia adamiani...~ `scenaze dgoma _ ai,udidesi siyvaruli...~).
* * *SeiZleboda gvesaubra erlom axv-
ledianis filosofiuri zRaprisbunebaze, im siaxleebze, rac erlomisparadoqsulma xedvam moitana qarTulliteraturaSi, im axal gzaze, romel-ic, sabas tradiciaze dayrdnobiT, er-lomma gakvala Tanamedrove qarTulinarativis axal SesaZleblobaTa aR-moCenaSi frazis sintaqsur da in-tonaciur siaxleebze orientirebiT,gardamaval SegrZnebaTa da ambivalen-tur fsiqologiur mdgomareobaTa ga-momxatveli paralogizmebiT, romel-ic axal xedvasa da azris axalniuansebs aCens da uCveulod xvews daafaqizebs mkiTxvelis enobriv alRos.magram ise Cans, rom igi erTeul gamov-linebad darCa da ar Seuqmnia myaritradicia qarTul mwerlobaSi.
* * *gurami moklebulia mezRapris simS-
vides. misi sicocxlisa da Semoqmedeb-is forma mRelvareba da mousvenrobaa.
ase, bavSviviT, mxolod erlomi yve-ba. gurami verasdros ityvis ase, rad-gan igi TiTqos gadaaxta am mdgomare-obas, TiTqos didia da didur proble-mebs eWideba. misTvis es ukve SeuZlebe-li mdgomareobaa, SeiZleba, saocneboc_ bavSvoba xom mudam saocneboa _ ma-gram misken arasdros gadadgams nabijs,misgan ki _ yovelTvis, radgan ki arelodeba, aramed eZebs, TiTqos moswre-bas cdilobs. mas dResve sWirdeba pa-suxi.
is amocana, romelsac sakuTar Tavsusaxavs, gurams aqtiuri saqmianobiskenaqezebs, saqmianoba ki misTvis qmedebaada ara Wvreta, ara molodini (`Senebaa~da ara ̀ tkboba~), is moqmedebis, dalage-bis, Secvlis vnebiTaa Sepyrobili. simS-videSi ki ar Wvrets, aramed moZraoba-Si, aqtiurobaSi, TiTqos gzadagza,TiTqos sicocxlis sxvadasxva formisdinamiur erTobliobaSi. Tavis mSfoT-vare, mousvenar yoveldRiurobaSi mx-olod xandaxan, TiTqos SemTxveviTCamojdeba xolme, raTa es mSvenierebaaRiqvas, eziaros da gaiziaros. suladgils eZebs, SfoTavs da ver isvenebs.vnebis simZafriT tkbeba da amas uZRv-nis sakuTar sicocxlesac da werasac.mas TiTqos ar eSinia sikvdilis, mis ga-reTaa. SiSi erTgan igrZnoba mxolod:`munj axmedSi~, isic ara imdenadsikvdilis, ramdenadac martoobisa dausiyvarulod darCenis SiSi... dRiur-Sic wers amaze...
* * *erlomis mzeraSi da guramis mzer-
aSi yofierebis ori mdgomareoba irek-leba. rCeuliSvilis gmiris amoZrave-bamde erlomis gmiria, erlomis miermSvidi Wvretisas danaxuli samyaroa(Tu piriqiT?), misi damuxtuli simS-vide da gakvirvebaa. es mdgomareoba
erlomi erTgan ambobs: `saxlidangamovedi da kari farTod movxure.meSinoda, xmaurze ar gamRviZeboda.Sors mivdiodi~-o. saidan laparakobs?sad midis? ras apirebs? siCumisTvismiyuradebas? am siCumis Txrobas? da-farulis Txrobas? sadaa es `Sors?~
erTdroulad Sinacaa da gareTac,sizmarSic da realobaSic. yvelganaa.TiTqos sakuTari Tavis (cnobierebis)gareTac ki. metyvelebis ̀ ganrTxmuli~(qvanturi) mdgomareoba. es mdgomar-eoba cnobierebas saidanRac axsovs daimitomac amoTqvams ena.
literaturis institutSi viRacamgaixsena: simon Ciqovans `vanos da ni-kos~ wakiTxvis mere uTqvams: am kacsukve yvelaferi dauweria, sxva raRaunda daweroso.
* * *ena da sikvdili erTmaneTs ar ic-
noben, ena mxolod sicocxleSi myo-fobs, sicocxles emsaxureba, radgancnobiereba ar icnobs sikvdilis mdgo-mareobas. amitom sikvdilis scenebimwerlisTvis da, Sesabamisad, mxatvru-li enisTvis sajildao qvaa.
* * *niko samadaSvili: `samyaro aris!
danamdvilebiT~. saocaria da Tuki vin-mem rame icis danamdvilebiT, isev po-etma. amitom ambobs pol rikiori, `mevar~ mxolod poets SeuZlia Tqvaso.gamodis, rom `var~-is legitimurobada prezumpcia mxolod poetur sity-vaSia daculi.
* * *Txroba, rogorc sicocxlis for-
ma, sicocxlis mo-Txroba. sityva yofi-erebaze; yofiereba, romelic RmerT-ma Seqmna da yofiereba, romelsac si-tyva qmnis. samyaros wignis damweri(RmerTi) da misi ga-damweri (mwerali).yofierebis, sicocxlis gadasvla-gadmosvla, gada-dineba sityvebSi,frazebSi. sityvis Crdilebi daaCrdilebi. mniSvnelobis aCrdili,romelic an wevs, an dgas, dagvenaxvebaxolme azrSi, winadadebaSi, frazaSi,teqstSi da ase dausruleblad.
* * *oTar WilaZis Canawerebis krebul-
Si `ca miwidan iwyeba,~ batoni oTarisxeliT Sesrulebuli ramdenime Canax-atia. wignis bolo furcelze, pira-midebis fonze, udabnoSi (albaT, oazi-sisken) mimavali kaci xatia, aRviriTaqlemi mihyavs, win ki ku midis, kacsuswrebs. albaT, aseTia kacobriobisgza sulieri srulyofisaken _ kusacki CamorCeba.
da ucbad elvasaviT damkra azrma,moulodnelma, Tavzardamcemma _ av-tobusi?! Ramis sami saaTi daiwyo! said-an, ra unda am dros?.. Tan mec rom avx-ti da Sevxti, viTomc aq araferi, viT-om pikis saaTi yofiliyos. RmerTo! raxdeba, sad var!
mimovixede. mgzavrebi sxedan, viT-omc aq araferi. TiTqos Cveulebriviambavia, Ramis sam saaTze avtobusSi romaRmoCndnen.
xmas ver viReb. kontroliors da-vakvirdi _ zis daRlili, arafris-mTqmeli saxiT.
„sad, saiT mivyvebi?~ _ es SekiTxvaisev Cems Tavs davusvi, sxvebs jer verSevbede. uneburad bileTs davxede, isadgili, sadac avtobusis nomeri undaeweros, isea gacrecil-gadRabnili,verafers gaarCev, mere fanjaraSi davi-wye yureba. midis avtobusi, mixriginebs,ai, gaCerebazec SeCerda, mere gaagrZe-la gza.
_ ukacravad, _ amovRerRe, _ esra nomeria? me...
_ ho, vici, vici, _ mpasuxobs kont-roliori, _ vici, gikvirs. mere ra! av-tobusi RamiT gamovida, mere ra moxda.
marTla ra xdeba? _ vekiTxebi CemsTavs, _ marTla aranormalurebSimovxvdi? jer avtobusi Ramis orsaaTze, mere pikniki, aman xom daglija,me vera var, Tu eseni? _ am azrebma gair-bines wamierad Cems TavSi, magramgonebiTa Tu instinqtiT vamjobine,zedmeti SekiTxvebi aRar damesva,mivyevi sxvebs da dinebas.
es sxeuli maT mier Seqmnil sxeulze, rasac dedami-waze astrals eZaxian.
es ukve metismeti iyo. arafris mosmena aRar min-doda, sxvebze gadavitane yuradReba. vsvamdi, veweo-di, simRerac ki SemovZaxeT, moxucis arsebobac dam-aviwyda. bolos yvela rom daiRala da aisma iisfradSeReba zeca, mZRoli wamodga _ aba, Cvens daSla-ar-moSlas gaumarjoso! _ SemosZaxa da gadahkra. pikni-ki dasrulda, avtobusisken gavemarTeT.
Tavidan ar mimiqcevia yuradReba, magram avto-busSi myofma SevniSne, rom moxuci CvenTan ar iyo.Sevwuxdi, me xom saerTod aRar vaqcevdi yuradRebas.maSinve mZRols vuTxari, erTi mgzavri dagvrCa-meT-qi. nu nerviulobo, calybad momigdo. gavCumdi, ma-gram karga didi manZili rom gaviareT, isev Sevax-sene: