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rac Seexeba roland mulaZes, is ganaTlebiT saerTodac filologi iyo. SesaniSna-vad icnobda literaturul procesebs da bevr Cvens gamoCenil mweralTan megobrob-da. xaSurSi Camosuli es mwerlebi ki misi stumrebi iyvnen xolme da Zia rolandicmudmivad meZaxda, piradad rom gamecno isini.
dabneulad daxeda da mekiTxeba: raario?.. veubnebi: ra vici, viRaca ga-mosirebuls qalamnebze raRaca Can-gal-wriapebiviT wamoucvams da uv-lia-meTqi... daeWvebuli miyurebs... haa,biWo?!.. _ ambobs, saxeze didi kiTxvisniSani aweria... wynarad uTxres: daTviskvalia, RamiT soflis axlo-maxloubodialia da gaTenebisas isev zemoTwasulao... xma aRar amouRia, ise avediTdidi tyiani qedis ZirSi... tyeSi kvaliikargeboda, radgan fifqa TovlstotebSi veRar CamoeRwia... gigim adg-ili icoda da swrafad dasaxaSesakrav-mosarekis gegma... qedis Tavzetye meCxerdeboda da kldis naSvere-biani kexi mohyveboda, mere qvemoTmodioda da tyesac iribad hkveTda...es kexi SeirCa msrolelebis Casasxdo-mad... msrolelebad davrCiT kokigrigolava, gogi oCiauri, me da far-Coc CvenTan erTad... kokis, gogisa dame karabinebi gvqonda da SedarebiTmeCxeri, gaxsnil samziriani adgilebidavikaveT... mimdevroba aseTi iyo:koki, mere gogi, mere farCo da bolosme... mosarekSi wavidnen gigi, `Sio~,`CiCika~ da Tengizi (bodiSi unda mov-ixado, rom samwuxarod gvari ar maxs-ovs... pirvelad SevxvdiT da metiaRarc minaxavs.)... yvela Tavis gzazewavida da me farCo Tavis `nomerSi~ mi-vacile... aq momibrunda da meubneba:
`SeCema!.. marTla rom gamovides egdaTvi, rogor unda moviqce, wesieradmiTxari!..~
mec daviqoqe da Cavutare ̀ leqcia~:`sareki rom daiwyeba, atydeba xmau-
ri da Sen Zalian Cumad, umoZraod dafxizlad unda iyo... icode, daTvi ara-sodes morbis dapanikebuli, Rorebiv-iT Sligin-SliginiT ki ar gamovarde-ba... modis Cumad, xSir-xSirad Cerde-ba, usmens winac da ukanac, grZladirtyams sunebs yvela mxares... sul ee-Wveba, ar endoba win Casafrebul si-Cumes.. Tu momrekTa jaWvSi didi inter-vali igrZno (xmauris mixedviT), jerdaicdis, mere ecdeba, jaWvSi ukanvegavides da arxeinad daiTesos... aqsruliad uxmod SeiZleba gamoCndes...ai, am RiobebSi~_ vaCvene mis sasrolarealSi RriWo-gasaxedebi _ `daa-cade, ise gamovides, rom mTlianaddainaxo, anda wina naxevari mainc, gver-di da beWi kargad Candes... auCqare-blad, kargad daumizne beWSi, anda be-Wis odnav gverdiT... brenekes tyviebigaqvs, magrad gatenili vaznebi, lule-bi _ Coki da naxevarCokia... mitanazusti da Wrac Zlieri iqneba, ase rom,dandobilad iyavi...~ (Cemi orlula,Cexuri, `navotnis~ TormetyalibianiTofi ekava, Cemive gatenilivaznebiT)...
`mere?..~ _ mekiTxeba...`mere, Tu zustad moxvda, davarde-
ba... meore aRar esrolo, arc mivarde
sanaxavad... Tofi gadatene da erTxansuyure... saerTod nomers nu datovebsarekis damTavrebamde...~
`rom ar davardes?..~`Tu ar daiWra, gaiqceva... Tu dai-
Wra, wamova Senze... ar dapanikde, hai-harad, `na fu-fu~ ar esrolo, icode,bolo tyvia gaqvs... moaxlovebuls ad-vilad daartyam TavSi an mkerdSi dagaaCereb...~
`rom ar gaCerdes?..~`...axla!.. Tu movida da... iseTs gTx-
liSavs, laviwis Zvals CagitansfiltvebSi...~
...vxedav, kaci gaTeTrda, miyurebspirdaRebuli... ̀ auh!.. zedmeti momivi-da-meTqi~, vifiqre da vcade gamos-woreba: ̀ ise, Cemi karabini Tavisufladuwevs Sens seqtorSi da Tu rame iqna,mec maSinaTve CaverTvebi srolaSi...netavi ki marTla gamovidodes dadardi nu gaqvs, movuvliT... oRondSenze gamosulze pirveli srolis wmin-da ufleba Senia!.. ise, rom icode, mok-le manZilze Sens tyviebs meti gamCer-ebeli Zala aqvs, vidre karabinisas...
safarSi ise moewyo, rogorcvaCvene da raRaca waiburdRuna... memgoni _ `ar minda eg wmida ufleba,Seni iyoso!..~
...wamovedi Cems safarSi...
...gavarda Tofi da mosareki daiw-yo... Soridan aRwevda moguduli xmau-ri, xeze rakuni (ZaRlebi ara gvyavda),xandaxan srolac... mosareki grZeliiyo, manZili Sori, magram es arafersniSnavda... pirvelive Cqamidan srulmzadyofnaSi unda iyo, radgan nadiriSeiZleba, sulac samas-oTxas metrSiiyos cecxlis xazidan... is momrekebismandamainc zed mosvlas ki ar daelo-deba, pirvelive xmauris dafiqsirebi-sa da SefasebisTanave daiwyebsgasaridebel moZraobas da mosarekisdawyebidan TxuTmet wuTSi SeiZlebacxvirwin gamogecxados...
...damreci ferdobis rbil nakecebsaqa-iq qvetyis amonayaris jgufebi mos-devda... erTi aseTi koromi farCos sa-faris TiTqmis pirdapir iyo gadagr-Zelebuli da misgan ormocdaaTiodemetrSi wydeboda... es koromi Cemisamziri ares marcxena kides ketavdada, bunebrivia, Cemi dakvirvebis qveSacimyofeboda... mosarekis dawyebidanormoci wuTi iqneboda gasuli da amkoromze mzeris erTerTi gadavlebi-sas TiTqos xeli wamkreso, raRac SeS-foTeba vigrZeni... ra ari?.. TiTqosraRac cvlilebaa?.. gafacicebiTCavaSterdi... mivxvdi!.. koromis TiTq-mis boloSi, axalamonayari wvrili xe-ebis ReroebSi adre mzera gadioda,gamWvirvale iyo... exla bnela... raRa-ca dgas... ganieri... daTvi, ra Tqmaunda!.. TvalCaSterebis Semdeg kontu-ric irCeva... Cemken gverdiTa dgas,Tavwaxrili... vuyureb... ar inZreva...albaT situacias amowmebs... farCosa-gan swored kargad unda Candes... wami-wamze velodebi gasrolas.. Cemgan ora-sormocdaaTamde metri iqneba da mecniSani dadebuli maqvs... gadis wamebi,erTi, ori, sami... yovel wams SeiZleba,haeris SeumCneveli nakadi odnav Se-brundes da suni miutanos... Tu daiZra,vesvri!.. arc is inZreva da farCossrolac agvianebs... guli mewureba...aRar SemiZlia!.. ra vqna?.. vesrolo?..`ara!.. moica!.. mainc!..~_ Tavs vakavebda ukiduresad gamaxvilebuli si-frTxiliT mivcocav kexidan ukan...gadavedi CafarebulSi da gavqandifarCosken da... ras vxedav?.. eger araaes Cveni farCo, zemoT, ferdaSi!.. esecgadmosula kexidan... gamxecebuli Jes-tikulaciiT pantomimis mTeli scenaCavatare... Sinaarsi aseTi iyo: `...rasSvrebi?!.. iq!.. Sens cxvirwin!.. daTvia!..ai, aseTi!.. exlave midi!.. esrole!Cqara!..~
...me ki biWebis danaxvisTanave vi-grZeni, rom arafriT ar SemiZlia mo-mxdaris moyola da farCos CaSveba...mec videqi panaSvidis sifaTiT... Tanmagrad mrcxvenoda yvelasi...
...yvelaze SeWmuxnul-Sewuxebuligigi Canda, Tumca arafers ambobda...Sewuxebuli iyo, rogorc nadirobismaspinZeli da Tanac yvelaze kargadaman icoda, rom alyaSi erTi daTvinaRdad moZraobda da daaxlovebiTmis gezzedac hqonda varaudi... amit-om man da Siom mTlianad aiares cecx-lis xazis gaswvriv manZili, eZebdnenSedarebiT sust adgilebs alyaSi, sa-dac SesaZlebeli iyo, daTvimsrolelebisagan uCinrad gasuliyo...eZebdnen raime kvalsa da niSans, magramdilis fifqi tyeSi naklebad iyoCamoRweuli da sadac iyo, am drois-aTvis iqac gamqraliyo... sxva ki, vercneSoze, verc SiSvelze, sagulisxmoveraferi naxes... me ki isev ganvicdidisaZagel sircxvils maTi amao garjisSemxedvare... gansakuTrebiT gigisa dagogisa mrcxvenoda... ratomRac iseTigrZnoba mqonda, rom eseni mix-vedrilni iyvnen da usityvod,TavSekavebulad elodnen Cemgan sima-rTles... mainc ena ar mibrundebodamomxdaris gasacxadeblad...
...ase da amgvarad darCa dafarulies ambavi wlebis manZilze, sanam erTx-el CiCikas ar gavande gaxsenebaze... amdros wyena da brazi ukve gamqrali iyoda es ambavi mxolodRa sasacilodaRiqmeboda... CiCikamac icina... gan-sakuTrebiT _ ̀ mosxen saguSagoi~ moe-wona... Tavad farCo mag dros ukve ku-veitSi muSaobda, arabebis naciona-luri nakrebis miwveul mwvrTnelad...
`pravilno govoriS!.. ti kaneCno,Catlax i iizuit!..~_ (iezuitis nacv-lad) `no v dannii moment pravilnogovoriS... jigari xar!.. me vambob, romstapracentni jigari xar!..~ _ ucebgaCerda, miyurebs da _ `eee!.. sluSi!..znaeS?.. ti na armena jigarxaniana pax-oJ!.. Tan jigari xar!.. eee!.. sluSi!.. xoar gewyina?..~
...me: `ratom unda mewyinos, on Je nepederast!..~
...serJika: `ox, xuligan ti, vaJik,xuligan!.. xuligan i iizuit!..~
xSirad vkinklaobdiT, vuCmaxebdiTerTmaneTs...
`...serJik!.. Sen vaabSCe, reJisoricara xar!.. Sena xar _ vitrinebis dam-lagebeli... moagroveb kai raRacebs,daalageb kargad... amaSi niWi gaqvs, tinastoiaSCi xudoJnik, ne sporiu... Tum-ca SigadaSig amlaSeb Wyetelobis mi-marTulebiT... magram, ZiriTadad, vir-tuosi xar magaSi... daalageb, Cxaak...gadauReb ocdaxuT metras... mere sxvarames daalageb, kidev Cxaak... da aseSemdeg... mere gadaawebeb erTmaneTze(`mantaJ!~) da eg ari Seni filmi... Senrad ginda scenari, dramaturgia?.. Senrad ginda msaxiobi?.. msaxiobi Sen gin-da, rogorc sifaTi, aqsesuari, is sag-nebi, nivTebi, rekviziti, romlebsacase `datoSnad~ arCev... magaSi `bespa-
`...hoda, ra ginda?.. tebe budetotvet iz venecii!..~ (veneciaSi undawasuliyo maSin misi filmi)...
`...kaneCno!... ot asociacii ped-erastov, da?!..~
`...nu i Cto?.. ti, vaJik, kaneCno, Cat-lax i iizuit!.. znaiu Cto ti krepkiimaster prozi... sam ne Cital, no sliS-al ot stoiaSCix liudei... me TiTonavnaxe, roca scenarze vimuSaveT... ma-gram mere ra?.. kto tebia Cital?.. oTx-mocma qarTvelma wagikiTxa?.. ox-ox-ox!.. veneciaSi rodisme wagikiTxaven?..prosto, texniCeski nevozmoJno!.. takCto, ijeqi Sens ̀ kutokSi~ da ibraze!..~
...hoda, ar iyo, marTali serJika?..marTali iyo, aba, ra!.. maSinac egre iyoda exlac asea... me ki, sinamdvileSi,sulac ara vbrazobdi... yovel SemTx-vevaSi, serJikaze _ ara... alalad undavaRiaro, rom Zalianac momwonda misifilmebi iyo, Tu rac iyo, ase rom xi-blavda msoflios bevr kuTxeSi xalxs...misi fotokolaJebi, Tojinebi, mosa-rTavebi... imitom, rom mec mxiblavdaes ucnauri da sxvanairi sanaxaoba...magram eg iyo, rom miyvarda es `iaz-vuri~ kinklaoba, sanam cocxali iyoserJika...
merabze da Janrize...tariel CigogiZem waiRo mera-
bis dangreuli sabeWdi manqana, gaare-montebina, TiTqmis ganaxlebuli mou-tana... es iyo saSualeba (Tavad mera-bisganac `sanqcionirebuli~) misidepresiisa da prostraciisagan gamoy-vanisa... CavCiCinebdiT, rom ewera gax-senebebi, mogonebebi, epizodebi, racdagrovebis SemTxvevaSi, raRac me-muarebis magvars Seadgenda da SeiZle-ba, kai ramec gamosuliyo... magram mTa-vari es Sedegi ki ar iyo, aramed misiSinagani interesis gamococxleba daraRac qmedebiT dakaveba... Tu es pro-cesi imuSavebda, Sedegi, merabisdepresiidan gamoyvanasTan (mTavariamocana) erTad, friad sainteresoteqstic aRmoCndeboda... magram mera-bma ver SeZlo... ver SeZlo Txroba ise,rogorc amas zepirad Txrobisas Svre-boda... zepirad Txroba ki iseTi iyo,rom roca merabi CemTan movidoda dadasalevad vsxdebodiT, Cemi giorgigarboda da Tavis Zmakacebs urekavda:merab gaCeCilaZe movida, exla daiwye-ben moyolas (ese igi, Cemi da merabis,Cveni dartymuli xoxmebis duetSi gax-senebebis) da xo azrze xarTo!.. cotax-anSi sufras es patara biWebi ematebod-nen da Cvenc am giJobebis gaxsenebisazarti gvemateboda da iyo xorxoci,xarxari da ymuili... da magar drosatarebdnen biWebi da Cvenc, ra Tqmaunda... hoda, eg iyo, merabma ver SeZ-lo, nawerSi ganexorcielebina is zepi-ri monaTxrobebi... nawer teqstSi Cnde-boda raRac oficialuri, ̀ literatu-ruli~ gamarTuloba, rac sruliadauferulebda, klavda ambis sicocx-lesa da emocias... es mudmivad tanjav-da merabs weris procesSi da bolosaman ise daRala da gamofita, rom Se-javrda es saqmianoba da miatova... is,rac darCa dabeWdili, mkvdari,nawvalebi teqsti iyo da jobda, arcwagekiTxa... erT dRes gairkva, rom mer-
abs es nabeWdi teqstebi gaunadgure-bia... veraferi veRara vTqviT... Cumad,CvenCvenTvis vaRiareT, rom jobda imzepiri monayolebis aseTuise SerCeni-li STabeWdileba, vidre am nawerebiswakiTxva...
...amaze Janri lolaSvilic gamax-senda... misi aranormaluri ostato-biT Sesrulebuli zepiri mono-speqtaklebi... aTasnair ambebs war-moadgenda... magaliTad, gazafxulzemowinaved mofrenili, mavTulzeCamomjdari mercxlisa da diliT,`paxmeliaze~, aivanze gamosuli kaxe-lis dialogi... mercxlis teqsts nat-uraluri JRurtuliT gadmoscemdada am JRurtulSi iseTi intonaciebiismoda, rom yvelaferi gasagebi iyo...fexebzemkidia ̀ paxmeliaze~ myofi kax-eli ki agdebuli, daundobeli kaxuriiumoriT pasuxobda... ra iyo es?.. sao-creba!.. rogor ginda, es vinmes uamboda gaagebino?.. anda TaTrismonaTxrobi: Tavisi TvaliT rom naxa,rogor gaaupatiura veSapma kambala...da ratomaa kambala _`ploski~(brtyeli)... da kidev uamravis CamoTv-la SeiZleba... es speqtaklebi xdebodasufraze, megobrebis viwro wreSi... amambebze isterika gvemarTeboda damere miCndeboda dauokebeli survili,gameziarebina axloblebisaTvis, mego-brebisaTvis, yvelasaTvis... am mini-mono-speqtaklebis Sesaxeb CemimonaTxrobic ki did mxiarulebasiwvevda, magram, aba, Janris ja-doqrobas sad Seedreboda?.. erTi pe-riodi Cavacivdi da gamwarebiT CavCi-Cinebdi: gaakeTe erTi msaxiobis Teat-ri!.. mTeli Seni saZmakaco yvelanair-ad dagexmarebiT, amisi ase dakargva arSeiZleba-meTqi... xan dumiliT, xan ca-lybad naTqvami `ho, ho!.. kargi, vnax-oT...~-i mpasuxobda... mere, erTxelZalian wynarad da damajerebladmiTxra: `...ar gamova... es sufraze,ZmakacebSi, raRac momentSi xdeba...winaswar momzadebuli, scenaze, may-ureblis darbazis win ar gamova~-o...gavCumdi... gamaxsenda merabis dawer-ili, manqanaze dabeWdili ambebi da Se-meSinda... mivxvdi, Tavad ufro kargadicoda da utyuarad grZnobda, rom esase iyo da garedan CiCins ra azri hqon-da?.. mainc unda vTqva: guli magradmwydeba da eWvi mawvalebs... Janri umaR-lesi donis profesionali msaxiobiada nuTu SeuZlebeli iyo ameebis say-ovelTao, Teatralur sanaxaobadgadaqceva?.. isic unda vTqva, rom yov-el axal moyolaze, axali niuansebiCndeboda... improvizacia iyo mudmivida dausrulebeli.. oRond eqvsi-Svi-di moyolis Semdeg wyindeboda da axa-li `istoriebi~ ibadeboda.. axali daaxali... romeli erTi CamovTvalo?..Tundac, ukve zepirsityvaobaSi gasu-li, meoTxe da meaTe sxva pirisaganmonaTxrobi, afxazeTidan ltolvili,kodoridan gadmosuli mayvalas `is-toria~... etyoba, iyo raRaca iseTi,risi gadabijebac Janris kategoriu-lad ar undoda da Cemi da sxvaTavaraudebi fuWad darCeba... arada, ex-lac menatreba xolme mercxlisa dakaxelis dialogis kidev erTxel naxvada mosmena (swored naxva da mosmenada ara mxolod mosmena)...
rogorme unda gavixseno,sakuTari Tavis gaSveba samyarosxela SiSSi,saidanac an sikeTemogonebulebi,an Tvaldakargulebi brundebianda Cems tanSi Sebudebuli yvelaze didi mtrisTvissakuTari TavisTvis movigono cxovreba.
unda SeZlos da gamixsenos.unda SevZlo da gavuCumde.
rom mere wvima movidodes. rom mere Tovli.rom uceb qarma Camoyara. uceb rom daRla.rom guSin dgaxar, sezonuri dReebi Tvaleuceb da riTma mogenatra, uceb da _ aRar. _rom mere kari gamoaRe ubralod, Cumad.iqneba TiTi miitano cxviramde bnelSi.mere rom Tavi mogenatros sxvaSi da _ Cveva.rom mere gaqre da zedmeti sisveliT gaSre.nawyveti. aq Tvali daxare. aq unda iZino.dilamde. daRlaa iseTi. verafriT erevi.isunTqe _ Wa aris gaRma da Savi da uZirodReebis morevi.peplebi. muclidan gaRviZebs frTxiali peplebis.qaria. an, unda mxedavde. an _ unda gaxsovde.saTqmeli. da TiTqos sityvebi xmaurSi gepnevaggonia _ maxea.da tanSi sityvebi Signidan. es iqneb gangaSi.da TiTqos Signidan irRvevi. es TiTqos siRrmemde.da ai, es oTaxi, da ai, es kedeli. _ amlaSeb.TiTqos Soriaxlos idges gza, _
verafriT giZlebdes.rom mere wvima movidodes. rom mere Tovli.rom ukan xelebs gaiwvdide da uceb _ win xar.rom xvale ukan midiodes da mainc Tvlidemosasvlel dReebs, gasasvlel gzas,
daTovlil winkarsnabijiT frTxiliT umowmebde gabzarul malebsrom mere gaqre da sizmarSi Tavidan iSva.rom mere ukan geweodes Senive „male~.da mere Sen da Seni Tavi aRarsad giSvebs.es iqneb xmauri Signidan. es TiTqos zanzareb.es iqneb tuCebis mokumva da Tvalis gaqceva.da uceb yanaa _ yelidan miwamde gazrdilida xorblis magivrad sacerSi cxovreba icreba....roca Tavnacvali,sulidan WiayelasaviT gamoRoRebuli movaleobiT,_ sakuTari taniT gamovZvrebida qalaqis daxlze gasayidad
unda gamoiTxovo,uTqmeli sityvebi lifsitebiviT gauSvada ferad kenWebze saxmeleTo gemiviT gaiCeCqvo Tavi,roca Sens cxovrebaSi SemTxveviT Semoparulebsenagadaylapuli SiSi Tvalebidan gadmouvardebaT,rom me _ Seni yvelaze didi simarTle
da usamarTloba _roca am SiSs gzaze Sevxvdebi,ar dagimunjde, _ra SeiZleba me rom gaCuqo?
unda avdge da sakuTari Tavi gaCuqo.mogeyude.nu geSinia.
magaliTad, ase gavicani guram fan-jikiZe, romlis `spirali~, Cemi dis wy-alobiT, imdenjer mqonda mosmenili,rom mTeli wigni lamis zepirad vico-di. ise, me TviTon misi nawerebidan yve-laze metad mainc `Tvali patiosani~miyvarda.
restoranSi visxediT da ufrosebiaTas rameze saubrobdnen. maSin roba-qiZis wigni didi xnis akrZalvis merepirvelad gamosca `meranma~ dasaubari, ZiriTadad, am movlenas utri-alebda.
guram fanjikiZe ambobda _ waviki-Txe es`gvelis perangi~ da `falestra~da veraferi iseTi STabeWdilebac vermoaxdina. yovel SemTxvevaSi, rom am-bobdnen, ai, mova robaqiZe da, ra jav-axiSvili da ris Wabua amirejibi, yve-las gaaxunebso, piriqiT, dRevandeligadasaxedidan Zalian gadapranWulida arafrismTqmeli gamoCndao.
robaqiZis es ori romani mec ukvewakiTxuli mqonda da didi STabeWd-ilebis qveS viyavi. ise mabruebda misiuCveulo weris manera, rom sruliadsapirispiros vfiqrobdi CemivedRevandel poziciasTan SedarebiT.saerTod, `meranis` gamocemam sazoga-doeba or nawilad dahyo: erTni up-irobod xotbas asxamdnen robaqiZes,meoreni ki srulebiT ver iRebdnen masda akritikebdnen.
erTi xaSureli Wkviani adamianisa-gan aseTi ramec ki movismine: `ai, axla,viyide ori wigni: leila mesxis `faifu-ris Tojina~ da grigol robaqiZis ro-manebi. pirveli didi siamovnebiT wavi-kiTxe, meorem ki xelSi Semikla danervebi damaglija. miTxariT, ras hqviadidi mwerali?!~
maSin mivxvdi, rom im iasamnisfradTmaSeRebili qalbatonisaTvis raimesaxsnas azri ara hqonda. Cems megobars,daTo wiqariSvils ki ramdenjermeimave sakiTxze cxared vekamaTe.
daTos isic ki ar sjeroda, rom wig-ni bolomde mqonda wakiTxuli, amitommTeli pasaJebi ostaturad gamomkiTxa.roca darwmunda, rom orive romanikargad vicodi, CameZia _ ai, `gvelisperangSi~ aseTi ram aris: `granitismasa `elvend~ da ras niSnavs es `elven-dio~.
marTali giTxraT, amas ki aRarCavkvirvebodi da wiqariSvilmac aiCe-ma, aba, ra mogwons, Tuki ar gesmiso?!
ra Tqma unda, Sin dabrunebulmasaswrafod gavarkvie, rom `elvendi~alvandis mTaTa sistemas gulisxmobdairanis CrdiloeTSi.
TviTon Cemi sayvareli mweraliarasdros yofila da tyuils ver vaka-drebdi. ai, dali fanjikiZes ki udidespativs vcemdi da vecade, situaciidanTavi ase gamomeyvana.
_ mere Tu dalis Targmanebi giy-vars, ver xvdebiT, ra gansxvavebaa nam-dvilad did mweral Tomas mansa dagrigol robaqiZes Soris? _ miTxra daeSmakurad moWuta Tvalebi.
im wuTas raRacnairad momewona.yovel SemTxvevaSi, gamixarda, rom To-mas mansa da Cveulebriv niWier mwer-als TviTon Turme erTmaneTisganSesaniSnavad ganasxvavebda.
restornidan Sin rom mivbrundi,Tarodan maqs friSis ori romani _`homo faberi~ da `viqnebi Tundac gan-tenbaini~ _ gadmoviRe da sul-mouTqmelad CavikiTxe dali fan-jikiZis brwyinvale Targmani.
saerTod, aseTi Sinauruli Sexve-drebic ar msiamovnebda. raRacnairadmRlida, magram Cemi namdvili tanjvaraionul RonisZiebebze leqsiT gamos-vla iyo. im dros xaSurSi marTla Cqef-
da kulturuli cxovreba, romlis naw-ilsac periodulad gamarTuli poezi-is saRamoebi warmoadgenda da am saR-amoze ori xaSureli vunderkindi,rogorc maSin me da eka baqraZes migviC-nevdnen, aucileblad unda gamov-suliyaviT. ar vici, garedan Tavirogor meWira. bevrs iqneb egona, mix-aroda kidec am saRamoebze leqsis wa-kiTxva, magram Sinaganad es yvelaferiise mTrgunavda, Tagvis soro milionimiRirda, rom davmaluliyavi.
sityvaZunwi paata nacvliSvili.saerTod, Cemi da paatas urTierTo-
ba Tavidan mZimed aewyo. TviTon egebaRar axsovdes, magram pirvelad mas-Tan Cveni soflis biblioTekarma,irine korbesaSvilma Camiyvana Tbilis-Si. maSin 10 wlisa viyavi da cxadia,iseTs arafers vwerdi, rom yuradReb-is Rirsi yofiliyo.
bunebrivia, im Cvens pirvel nacno-bobasac araviTari Sedegi ar mohyo-lia.
meored, paatasTan ukve murad mT-vareliZem warmadgina. 12 wlisas ukvemqonda ramdenime saintereso striqo-ni, Tumca maSinac paata didad verdavainterese da ufro, albaT, mura-dis pativiscemiT miTxra: drodadroSemomiare xolme da axal-axali naw-erebi wamoiReo.
me iqidan daZmarebuli gamovbrun-di da rom ara muradi, leqsebis werazeTu saerTod xels ar Caviqnevdi, albaT,Cems najRabns aRarasodes aravisvaCvenebdi.
miT ufro, Cemma mesame dam, romel-ic saerTodac gamoirCevapiruTvnelobiTa da mwar-mware lapar-akiT, miTxra: raRa mogividaT, is kaciTavSi qvas xom ar CagartyamT da ukanise xom ar gamogiSvebT? vera xedavT,rom ar moswons Seni leqsebio?! _TqvenobiT me da dedaCems mogvmarTav-da, romelic situacias aseve mS-venivrad xvdeboda, magram gulis siR-rmeSi Svilis `marcxTan~ SeguebaZalian uWirda.
Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, TviTonacar yofila imis didi momxre, romleqsebi damebeWda. rasakvirvelia, ux-aroda, roca raionul gazeTSi an maS-indel moswavleTa gazeT `norCleninelSi~ rames mibeWdavdnen, magrametyoba, eSinoda, qebam ar waaxdinosoda yovelTvis marigebda:
_ ar gegonos, vinmes rameTiaRematebode. RmerTi yvelas aZlevsraRaca niWs. zogs durgloba exerxe-ba, zogi baR-venaxs uvlis. da Senc, ety-oba, es leqsebis wera daganaTla. Tu,raRa Tqma unda, egec niWiao! _ dasZen-da xolme skeptikurad da ucnauradubrwyinavda alali Tvalebi...
albaT iman miSvela, rom Cemze es am-bebi naklebad moqmedebda. Tbilisidandabrunebuls paata nacvliSvilic ma-leve damaviwyda da Cemi `marcxic~.yurebSi mxolod xandaxan miwuoda Cemidis sityvebi da imasac TamaSSi an kiTx-vaSi garTuli advilad viviwyebdi.leqsebis weras ki ganvagrZobdi da xan-daxan, cxadia, muradsac vakiTxebdi.
ramdenime TveSi isev damigrovdamozrdili dasta da paatas is dastamuradma uCemod Cautana. sami Tvis Sem-deg ki axali leqsebiT `axalgazrda
mwerda erTi patimari, 27 wlis biWi,romelic, faqtobrivad, aRsarebasmeubneboda da Tan Tavis leqsebs mig-zavnida. leqsebi marTlac brwyinvaleiyo, yovel SemTxvevaSi, maSin ase mo-meCvena da ar vici, maTi xelaxla gada-kiTxva rom SemeZlos, axlac imaveazrze vidgebodi Tu ara.
Cemze gansakuTrebiT imoqmeda wer-
ilSi gamkrTalma erTma frazam, sxvafrazebs Soris TiTqos SeumCnevladCakargulma: `me Cemi cxovreba naTxo-vari paltosaviT vatare~ _ da es si-tyvebi da sinanuli TiTqmis mTeli si-cocxle momyveba.
swored am frazis gamo gadavwyvite,arasodes metarebina Cemi cxovrebanaTxovari paltosaviT da SeiZleba,raRacebi mcdari, magram Cemi, saku-Tari, tanze myarad momdgari yofil-iyo...
meore mxriv, CemTvis aSkara iyo, romver vuZlebdi sxvaTa cxovrebas. amis-aTvis arc asaki myofnida da arcgamocdileba. leqsebi leqsebad, ma-gram sxva mxriv, Cveulebrivze Cveu-lebrivi bavSvi viyavi, miyvarda Cemiklaselebi da maTTan TamaSs araferimerCia. am publikaciis gamo ki CemganraRac gansxvavebuls qmnidnen damoiTxovdnen.
meore ubedureba is iyo, rom popu-larobam TayvanismcemlebTan erTadmoSurneni da avismosurnenic bevriSemZina. jer erTi, daiwyo gauTavebe-li msjeloba imaze, romeli romelsvjobdiT _ eka baqraZe Tu me?
kidev kargi, poezias maSinac arvuyurebdi rogorc sports da sakiTxime TviTon Sinaganad ase arasodesdamiyenebia. gulwrfelad momwonda damixaroda ekas leqsebi, magram me imit-om vwerdi, rom megona, Cems dasawerssxva CemsaviT veravin gadmoscemda.
es ambebi rom atyda, bedad, erTisaintereso ambavic daemTxva. zafxu-lis dasawyisSi ekas klasi laSqrobazewamoeyvana maT damrigebels, maTikomaswavlebels. maTiko Zveli,gamocdili pedagogi iyo. karierisdasawyisSi erTxans Cvens sofelSicemuSava da, Tu sworad maxsovs, mamaCe-mis maswavlebelic ki yofiliyo.
eka, roca ufrosebi ar akon-trolebdnen, Zalian bunebrivi da say-vareli bavSvi iyo da dedaCemze, etyo-ba, aman Zalian imoqmeda. stumrebi romgavacileT, mkacrad gamafrTxila:arasodes gavigo, ahyve im ambebs, rasacam bavSvze Senamde moitanen! Sexede, rakargi gogo yofila! Tan gaxsovdes: SenbiWi xar, is kidev gogonao!
saerTod, ar minda, umadurobad Ca-meTvalos yvela im adamianis misamar-TiT, vinc maSin damexmara, magram, al-baT, mainc unda vTqva, rom swored Cemiam gamocdilebis gamo sastiki winaaRm-degi var bavSvis nawerebis adreulasakSi dabeWdvisa. imden rames gifu-Webs, ise gTrgunavs naadrevi popular-oba Tu aJiotaJi, rom SeuZlebelia,amis sapirwoned beWdvam raime xeirimogitanos.
yovel SemTxvevaSi, zustad vici, Tu(RmerTma daifaros da!) momavalSi CemiSvili kalmisaken gaiwevs, es ambavi, jererTi, arafriT gamaxarebs da, meorec,yvelanairad Sevecdebi, misi nawerebisazogadoebas adreul asakSi maincmovarido.
Sromlebi miyvars, magram gansakuTre-biT am `sabavSvoebis~ qalebTan misvlamixaria. pirvel sabavSvoSi manana, eli-ko da rusiko deidebi arian, meoreSi_ nani, Tamriko da jilda. yvela erT-maneTze siyvaruliani da kargi adami-ani. am meore sabavSvos nani CareqiSviliCemi dis, lalis mezobelia, erTi Robehyofs maT ezoebs da nanisTan gvaqvs meda Cems disSvils mTeli bavSvoba ga-tarebuli. mogvianebiT, nanim, saerTo-dac, monaTla Sorena da ase kidevacdavunaTesavdiT.
biblioTekaSi gia zviadaZe mxvdebada Zalian mixaria. gia axla ukve sa-suliero seminariis studentia dawveric mouSvia, magram didi xnis winaT,roca erTmaneTi gavicaniT, jer kidevbavSvi iyo da xaSuris axalgazrdulnakrebSi fexburTs TamaSobda. perspeq-tiul moTamaSedac iTvleboda, man ki,yvelasaTvis moulodnelad, fexbur-Tis TamaSs Tavi gaaneba da sasuliero-Si swavla gadawyvita, Tumca misi arCe-vani me ar gamkvirvebia. erTmaneTi bavS-vobaSi vnaxeT pirvelad. aRar maxsovs,nanim Tu Tamrikom, yovel SemTxvevaSi,meore sabavSvo biblioTekis romeli-Raca TanamSromelma erTxel miTxra:aq kidev erTi Wkviani biWi dadis. Sen-saviT isic obolia, oRond, Sengan gan-sxvavebiT, is sabavSvo saxlSi izrdeba.Zalian ucnauri biWia, magram, me mgo-ni, rom gaicnob, mogewoneba da dame-gobrdebiT. bevrs kiTxulobso.
fexburTeli biWisa da Cemi megobro-ba verafriT warmovidgine, magram giapirvelive naxvisTanave momewona daraRacnairad Semiyvarda. fexburTzeCemTan arasodes sityva ar dauZravs,sul RmerTze melaparakeboda da mi-uxedavad imisa, rom misi nalaparakeviCemze Zalian moqmedebda, maSin merCiv-na, isev fexburTze esaubra.
saqme is iyo, rom gia ise gelapar-akeboda miRmier samyaroze, TiTqos iqSinauri kaci yofiliyo, TiTqos es iyomisi namdvili sacxovrisi da am qvey-anaze raRac avi bedisweriT mox-vedrili, axla cdilobda, yvela daer-wmunebina, ra kargi iyo iq, saidanacmodioda da ra cudi iyo aq, sadacsruliad SemTxveviT aRmoCnda...
me ki Cemi transcendentuli gata-cebebis miuxedavad, mainc am qveyniskaci viyavi. ufro sworad, miyvarda eswuTisofeli da cxovrebas sasjelad kiara, yvelafris miuxedavad, mainc uf-lis saCuqrad aRviqvamdi.
garda amisa, me yvelaferSi daeWve-ba mCveoda, rwmenasTanac SekiTxvebisgziT mivdiodi da, giasgan gansxvave-biT, ar SemeZlo, uxilavi erTbaSad daupirobod merwmuna.
bibliis kiTxvisas dagrovil Se-kiTxvebs ki, ra Tqma unda, gia zviadaZ-es vusvamdi da zogi SekiTxva Cems me-gobars imdenad mkrexeluri eCvenebo-da, rom Cemi usjuloeba aSkarad moT-minebas akargvinebda.
me ki meti gza ara mqonda, ufro swo-rad, rwmenisken mimavali yvela gzaCemTvis maSin swored giasTan midio-da, radgan xaSurSi Cems bavSvobaSi sulerTi mRvdeli iyo, mama akaki, romel-sac yvela minagos eZaxda. Tumca ara,SemeSala: iyo meorec _ jumbera. ma-gram imas mxolod Soridan vicnobdi.mama akaki ki ramdenjerme sofelSicmenaxa. mamaCemsac swored man augo wesida miuxedavad xalxis agdebuli damok-idebulebisa, me es keTili moxuciraRacnairad Zalian Semiyvarda.
gvian mivxvdi am siyvarulis mizezs.SeiZleba, didi Teologiuri ga-naTlebiT ar gamoirCeoda, magramTavis saqmes patiosnad emsaxureboda.namdvili msxemiviT dadioda sofel-sofel da arcerTi dabadeba, qorwiliTu sikvdili umisod ar Caivlida.
droTa ganmavlobaSi, roca xalxieklesiisaken Semobrunda da rwmenacmodurad aitaca, bevrma mRvdlobaSi
didi sarfa dainaxa, mama akaki ki sruli-ad urwmuno sazogadoebas RvTisakenTiTqmis uangarod miixmobda da maTqirqilsa da qiliks arafrad miiCnev-da. me vici, ra Znelia qarTlelebisroyio qiliki da ramxela rwmenagWirdeba adamians, rom iq am yvelafersaraTu gauZlo, arafrad miiRo.
mokled, imis Tqma mindoda, rom re-ligiur sakiTxebSi Cemi mTavaridamkvalianebeli maSin swored gia zvi-adaZe iyo da Zalauneburad, unda game-Zlo misi SemoyvirebebisaTvisac, rocarame arasaTanadod motivirebuli anmkrexeluri moeCveneboda. mokled, TanTavisken mizidavda da Tan ukiduresadmaRizianebda misi uCveulo Tavda-jereba.
me codnis erTaderT wyarod maSi-nac wigns vaRiarebdi da roca raRa-caze vkiTxavdi, saidan ici-meTqi dazviadaZe Tvalebs zemoT aRapyrobda,mzad viyavi, mimexrCo. oRondyovelTvis maxsovda, rom oboli iyoda Cemi Tavisagan gasxvavebiT, isyovelTvis raRacnairad mebralebo-da, TiTqos igive codvis kalos CemsgaburZgnul Tavzec ar etrialos.
gia rom seminariaSi Cairicxa, Sori-dan gavige da guliT gamixarda. imisSemdeg ki pirvelad rom SevxvdiT erT-maneTs da, ra Tqma unda, mivuloce,miTxra: kargia, rom studenti gamx-darxar. am dReebSi safaraSi wasvlasvapireb da Tu ginda, wamodio. SevTanxm-diT, rom wavidodiT da iq Cems moZR-vars, mama sergisac movinaxulebdi.
adreuli gazafxuli idga. vnebiskvira axlovdeboda da gias rCeviT ga-davwyvite, is dReebi monasterSi ga-metarebina.
guda-nabadi uceb avikrife, Cems daski davubare, sad mivdiodi, magram sko-laSi, cxadia, araferi miTqvams. axlaSeiZleba Zneli warmosadgenia, magramim dros komunistebi jer kidev myaradidgnen fexze da mTelma Cemma moswav-leobam ise Caiara, rom aRdgomis kvi-ras sadagi dRe sagangebod gadmohqon-daT da kai dedis Svili iyavi,gakveTilebi gagecdina an, miTumetes,jibeSi da CanTaSi wiTeli kvercxebigdeboda.
kari SevaReT da xis taxtze Camomj-dari, TaviT fexamde SaviT Semosili,uCveulod maRali da lamazi kaci dav-inaxe. oRond misi silamaze, cxadia,maSin ver aRviqvi, radgan TviTonacSavgvremans tanTac yvelaferi Saviemosa da am siSavem uceb raRacnairaddamabrmava. SemeSinda da ukan davixie.
mama sergi wamRerebiT laparakob-da da ise gviyurebda, rom Cveni danax-va aSkarad ar esiamovna. ufro sworad,mzeraSi igrZnoboda, rom raRacZalian mniSvnelovan saqmes movwyviteTda erTi suli hqonda, Cvengan Tavs ro-dis daixsnida.
gias Txovnaze, Tu SeiZleba, Cemi me-gobari vnebis kviras aq gaatarebso,uari ar uTqvams, levans dauZaxa dauTxra, sad unda davebinavebine. mor-CilTa senakebSi, erT patara oTaxSiSemiZRvnen da saRamomde Tavi dam-anebes.
monasterSi saocari simSvide da wes-rigia. levanma locvani momca da axladidi mondomebiT vizepireb yvelafers,Tan vswavlob da Tan naswavls ukve taZ-arSi vimeoreb. dRe dilis xuT saaTzeiwyeba da vcdilob, am reJims SeveCvio.aq, saerTod, Zalian cota sZinavT _oTxi-xuTi saaTi. monastris winamZR-vari ki, mgoni, sulac ar iZinebs. mon-asteri didi ar aris, arqimandritisergi da erTi morCilia. ZiriTadad ki,stumrebi arian. politeqnikuri insti-tutis studentebi, romlebic insti-tutidan SromiT semestrze gamougza-vniaT da axla, lamisaa, mowyenilobis-agan Tavisi daemarToT.
ori Zmakaci gansakuTrebiT gamom-wvevad iqceva. Tavidanve ar momivid-nen TvalSi.
monastris CrdiloeTiT didi tyeiwyeba. tyesTan xis magida dgas da saR-amoobiT monastris stumrebic aqvevikribebiT. studentebi sigarets ewe-vian da laparakoben. erTi maTgani, dim-itri, sigarets mTavazobs. me ukve kar-ga staJiani mweveli var, magram gada-vwyvite, am vnebis kviras Tavi Sevikavoda amitom Cemze ramdenime wliT ufrosstudents uars veubnebi.
_ uyure Sen! ra wesieria! _ Cemzeambobs ise, rom Tan Tavis Zmakacsuyurebs, _ Sen, albaT, arc svam da arcqalebSi dadixar! _ orive icinis daraRacnairi qedmaRluri TanagrZno-biT Semomcqeris.
smiT namdvilad ar vsvam, qalebSisiaruls rac Seexeba, didi gamocdile-ba arc amaSi gamaCnia. pasuxis magivradvwiTldebi da is ori Zmakaci agdebu-lad xarxarebs.
_ moica da, Sen marTla gwams Rmer-Ti? _ mekiTxeba isev is Savgvremani,gamxdari biWi da iseT Rrma nafazsurtyams, lamisaa Suaze gadaipos.
ar vici-meTqi, gulwrfelad vpasux-ob.
_ aba, Tu ar ici, aq ram mogiyvana?!es Setenili SromiTi `abezalovka~ roara, aq ra gamaCerebda, zRvaze Sevber-avdiT... ra naSebi eyrebian exla iq ufa-sod! _ morig sibrZnes mafrqvevs Tavzeda Tvals isev eSmakurad megobriskenaparebs.
es dimitri kaxeli biWia, WuaZe. misiZmakaci, SedarebiT TavSkavebuli,megreli kuWavaa, saba hqvia.
vdgebi da movdivar. Cems senakamdekarga manZili unda gaviaro. sadRacSuaSi ki satrapezo dgas. SigniT Sevdi-var. Rumeli enTeba da cotas maincgavTbebi-meTqi, vfiqrob.
iq monastris stumari qalebi tri-aleben, romlebic Cvengan gancalkeve-biT, moSorebiT mdgar SenobaSi cx-ovroben. londa jiqia, Tina Wabukianida irine dvali. londa da Tinateleviziis TanamSromlebi arian. sa-bavSvo programebis redaqciaSimuSaoben da aman Zalian gamaxara, rad-gan iq CemTvis sayvareli erTi qalba-toni _ rusudan gamsaxurdiaa mTavariredaqtori.
londa Cemi `nergeli~ ufrosi mego-bris _ naTela mexriSvilis _ me-gobaric aRmoCnda da saerTo ena malegamovnaxeT; magram me mainc irine dval-Tan urTierToba ufro maxalisebs.irine profesiiT aRmosavleTmcodnea_ iranisti _ da guls vuwyaleb, im-den rames vekiTxebi. isic qristesmierisiyvaruliTa da moTminebiT mpasuxobsSekiTxvebze, aTas rames mixsnis damakvalianebs.
_ ratom, mamao, ras vaSaveb? _ ve-kiTxebi, magram jiniT ki ara, gulwr-feli ndobiTa da interesiT.
_ Cven ar viciT, ramdeni ramiTgvaTamaSebs eSmaki! _ meubneba damagrZnobinebs, rom am Temaze saubrisgagrZelebas ar apirebs.
laparaki marTlac sxva Temazegadadis. raki monasterSi pirveladvar, saeklesio kanonikas cudad vic-nob da yvelaferi mainteresebs. prin-cipSi, isic ki ar vici, rogor undaviloco sworad da amis sakiTxavad,aba, mama sergize ukeTes avtoritetssad vipovni?
Cems SekiTxvas ki monastris winamZR-vari iseTi mistikuri igaviT pasuxobs,romelic arasodes maviwydeba da rom-lis gamoc winamZRvarica da monas-teric lamis samudamod Seviyvare.
Txrobis manerac iseTive wamRere-buli aqvs, rogorc saerTod lapara-ki, nela gviyveba da Tan sivrceSi im-zireba, TiTqos rasac hyveba, im ambavsTvalnaTliv uyurebdes.
`erT wminda mamas uweria: erTma kac-ma RvTis arsebobis Sesaxeb Seityo,gadawyvita yvelafrisaTvis Tavidaenebebina da Tavi mTlianad uflissamsaxurisaTvis mieZRvna. miatovasaxl-kari da erT ukacriel kunZulzegadabargda. dRe da Ram locvad idgada umetes dros marxvaSi atarebda.
didma xanma gaiara da kunZulserTxelac misionerTa gemi miadga.
misionerebma kaci naxes, vinaoba daiq yofnis mizezi gamohkiTxes. rocaSeityves, iq risTvisac ganmartoebu-liyo, hkiTxes, aba, rogor loculoboda, gandegilma es rom auxsna, lamisgagiJdnen, ase locva vis gaugoniao.
adgnen da kacs swori wesiT locvada pirjvris gadawera aswavles. mereki isev xomaldSi Casxdnen da gacures.
misionerebma uTxres: rogorc aqamdeloculobdi, ise ganagrZe. vera xedav,wmindani gamxdarxar! wyalze fexiTsiaruli SegiZliao!~
maSin am monaTxrobma Cemze Zalianimoqmeda. Cemma Zvirfasma moZRvarmaamiT uaRresad mniSvnelovan rames mi-maxvedra: mTavari iyo, gulwrfeladmeloca da RvTisTvis didi mniSvnelo-ba ara hqonda, rogor vilocebdi.
Tumca es imasac ar niSnavda, rom areswavlebina, ra rogor unda gamekeTe-bina. swavlas didi xani sWirdeboda damama sergic xan darigebiT, umTavresadki piradi magaliTiT maswavlida,rogor movqceuliyavi.
nel-nela Zalian SeveTvise, erTad-erTi isRa miklavda guls, rom moZR-vari poeziasa da poetebs arafriT sw-yalobda. ufro metic, am saqmianobaseSmakeulad Tvlida da dabejiTebiTmimeorebda, rom kalami saswrafodunda momeSorebina.
erTi-orjer, tyis piras Camomj-darma, mTxova, Cemi ramdenime leqsiwamekiTxa. Sevecade, iseTi leqsebi Se-merCia, rom Zalian aRviraxsnili armovCvenebodi. man ki es `kdemamosili~nimuSebic gulsuwadinod moismina dabolos erTi Rrmad, TanagrZnobiT am-oioxra.
is aRar uTqvams, ramdeni ramiTgvaTamaSebs eSmakio, magram es amoox-vra raRac ufro mZime Sefasebasgulisxmobda.
kviris bolos ziarebaze misulsacdamayvedra _ aba, leqsebs rom wer,rogor gaziaroo, magram saboolod,etyoba, Sevecode da es codva TavisTavze aiRo.
is aRdgoma arasodes damaviwydeba.albaT imitom, rom maSin pirvelad gavi-marjve sakuTar Tavze, mTeli kviragavZeli usigaretod da arc sxva ramxorciel cdunebas avyolilvar. erTa-derTi WuaZe da misi Zmakaci CamrCnenxinjad da Tavs vujavrdebodi, rommaTi qirqilis patieba bolomde maincver movaxerxe.
meore gazafxulze safaraSi isevavedi. gzaSi Semigvianda da amitom mon-asters Sebindebisas mivadeqi. levaniSemomegeba. bargi senakSi davawyve datyis mxares kldidan gamomavaliwyarosken gaveSure. morCilebis kelie-bTan ori saberod Semosili axalgazr-da biWi davinaxe. Tavidan ucxoebadmiviRe, magram axlos misuls moulod-nelobisagan guli amiCqarda: saba ku-Wava da, rac mTavaria, dimitri, sworedis dimitri WuaZe, me rom meubnebodawina zafxuls, RmerTi Tu ar gwams, aqra mogarbeninebdao. morCilis sa-moselSi gaxveulebi idgnen da amjeradukve ara qedmaRlurad, aramed alal-ad miRimodnen...
odnav mogvianebiT isic gamoirkva,rom biWebi Zalian gamocvliliyvnen.sadRac gamqraliyo maTi royio toni,sxvaTa gakilvis survili da xorcie-li vnebebi, romlebTan gamklavebacjer kidev erTi wlis win aSkarad uWir-daT. dimitris vkiTxe, ram gadagawyvet-inaT aq darCena-meTqi da miTxra, Senrom waxvedi, imis mere karga xans davr-CiT, mama sergi axlos gavicaniT da mas-
Tan saubarma dagvarwmuna, rom erTad-erTi swori gza eklesiuri cxovrebaa,mxolod ase SeiZleba, rom gadarCesadamianio. mSoblebs Zalian didiwinaaRmdegoba gaewiaT, magram sab-olood erTaderTi Svilis uryevnebasTan mainc veraferi gaewyoT. yve-laferi mietovebina da safaraSi wamo-suliyo.
sxva nebismierze adviladdavijerebdi am cvlilebas, magram dim-itri WuaZis aseTi metamorfoza, maxs-ovs, maSin saswaulis Zalas mivawere. amsaswaulSi arc Tu ukanaskneli roliki mama sergis mtkice rwmenasa da,gnebavT, mis pirovnul momxiblaobasaceTamaSa.
saba da dimitri axla swored arqi-mandritiviT dinjad da wamRerebiTsaubrobdnen. magram ki ar hbaZavdnen,raRacnairad bunebrivad gadaeRoT esmanera, rogorc madlisa Tu eklesiuricxovrebis erT-erTi nivTieri gamov-lineba.
detalebi ar daukonkretebia, mx-olod oxvriT gvagrZnobina am simZi-mis xarisxi.
TqmiT ki es gviTxra: bolo kurszeCxubi mogvivida, magrad mcemes daraRac WaSi Camagdes, romlis lukic,ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, weliwadSi erTxelTu iReboda. gonze karga xnis Semdegmovedi da roca davinaxe, sad da rayofaSic viyavi, locva wamoviwye. Ceme-burad vloculobdi, vambobdi: Rmer-To, oRond axla gadamarCine da aqedangamiyvane da saerTod Sens gzaze wam-oval-meTqi. karga xanma gaiara da meSeuCereblad vloculobdi. uceb mox-da saswauli, raRaca Zalam Wis lukigadaswia da saSualeba momca, samzeozeamovsuliyavi. es CemTvisac ki iseTidaujerebeli Canda, rom bevri aRarmiWoWmania, avdeqi da saswavlebladsasuliero akademiaSi gadavedio.
monastris winamZRvris ambavma gam-aognebeli STabeWdileba datova. amambis STabeWdilebiT mec mTeli Ramear dameZina. senakis kuTxeSi videqi davloculobdi. Tan maxsovs, RmerTs va-munaTebdi _ RmerTo, yvelas raRacaniSans aZlev, agrZnobineb, rom mis gver-diT xar, me ki ratom mimatove, ratomerTxel, miniSnebiT mainc ar gi-grZnobinebia, rom aqve myavxar-meTqi.
maSin bavSvi viyavi da ver vxvdebo-di, axla ki zustad vici da mtkicedmjera, rom swored RvTis niSani, misigverdiT dgomis dasturi iyo CemTvisyvela is kargi adamiani, romelTan Sex-vedris bednierebac mergo cxovreba-Si. am adamianTa Soris ki, rasakvirve-lia, erT-erTi gamorCeuli brZandebo-da Cemi pirveli moZRvari mama sergi.miuxedavad imisa, rom monastridan naC-qarevad momiwia wamosvlam, radganmivxvdi, rom eSmaki marTlac yvelas
sxvadasxva ramiT gveTamaSeba, monas-terSi dayudebulebs ki iseTi gan-sakuTrebuli oinebiT, rasTan Sedare-biTac poezia marTlac `TamaSad da mi-Cans mRerad~, mama sergis siyvarulida gansakuTrebuli pativiscema dRem-de SemomrCa.
Tumca igi, mas Semdeg, praqtikuladaRar minaxavs. sul ramdenjerme da isicraRac SemTxveviT Sevxvdi.
saqme isaa, rom roca momdevno welsisev mivedi safaraSi, mama sergi iq aRardamixvda. kaxeTSi gadaeyvanaT samsax-urad, misi saqme ki ukve berad aRkve-cili dimitrisaTvis gadaebarebinaT.
uceb gverdiTa kabinidan nerviulixveleba momesma. mere ki viRaca gareTgamoiWra da kari gametebiT miijaxuna.
bedis ukuRmarTobiT, monastrisaxal winamZRvarsac swored maSingasWirveboda, sigaretis bols ki See-wuxebina da gareT amitomac gamovar-da. Tumca, damlodeboda, rom Tval-daTval enaxa, vina vbrZandebodi aseTiTavxedi.
mokled, maSin me Teodorem dRe maw-ia, aravis vusurvebdi. ki ar Semagoneb-da, pirdapir mlanZRavda da RvTisgaregans meZaxda. me ki Cumad vuyureb-di da ris mama Teodore, Cems win isev isZveli dimitri idga, imaze uaresic...
sigareti rom cudia, me dRes bevrzeukeTesad vici, magram maSin imasac mivx-vdi, rom gacilebiT uaresia, roca ad-amiani ise wmindavdeba, rom es siwmindeaviwyebs, rogori codvili da am-Rvreuli iyo guSin.
aseTi adamianisa dRemde avazakzemetad meSinia...
es me, codvils, Torem dimitri romswor gzaze idga da me _ mcdarze, mereda mere TvalnaTliv gamoCnda: is axlayovelmxriv dafasebuli sasulieromoRvawea, me ki erTi muWa mtveri,romelic dRemde leqsebs vjRabni dasigarets veqaCebi...
Cemi moZRvari ki bolos 1992 wlisciv zamTarSi vnaxe.
maSin ise gamiWirda, rom marTlaamaTamaSa eSmakma da sanapiroze Cave-di. axla rogorc maxsovs, wyalSi gada-xtomas vapirebdi. mivdivar, Tan adg-ils varCev da am dros Cems gverdiTmkveTrad damuxruWda manqana. iqidanCemi moZRvari gadmoxta anaforis fri-aliT da xeli damiqnia. gaognebulidavrCi, gaveqane da pirdapir gaSlilmklavebSi Cavuvardi. momefera, Tavzexeli gadamisva da muWSi 50-maneTianiCamitena...
im fuliT Tavs mTeli Tve Tavisu-flad gaitandi...
meufe Teodorec bolos TbilisSivnaxe.
2001 wels uwmindesisa da unetare-sis pirveli da istoriuli viziti mza-ddeboda iranis islamur respublika-Si. me viyavi misi uwmindesobis Tarji-mani da amitom vizitis detalebis Sesa-Tanxmeblad xSirad miwevda sapatri-arqoSi siaruli. erTxelac uwmindesismisaRebSi vijeqi da Teiranidan pasux-ismgebeli muSakebis zars velodebodi.am dros meufe Teodore SemobrZanda.erTi Semomxeda, Tavi odnav damiqniamisalmebis niSnad da... veRar micno.
sabargulSi tomara fqvili, zeTianibidonebi, makaronebi da vermiSeli,Saqari da tkbileuli, Tbili Casac-melebi gvelaga, mamidis mosanaxule-blad xeldamSvenebuli mivdiodiT.vfiqrobdiT, ase erTjeradad gada-gvexada sikeTe Cveni bavSvobis im uTva-lavi dReebisaTvis, roca mamida mtvri-an Saraze jayjaya avtobusidanCvenTvis bargs Camodgamda, am bargsWiSkridan saxlamde nel-nela aklde-boda simZime: tyis Sav, Tu mazuTwasmiTsagangebod gaSavebul goWs saRoreSiuTavisufldeboda adgili, akriaxe-bul, fexebgakrul qaTmebs saqaTmeSi,kvaxebiani tomara sardafSi rCeboda,danarCen bargs: parki lobios, xmel
lobios, Taflian qilebs, suluguns,mWadis fqvils Cemi da Cemi dedmamiS-vilebis mravlobiTi mzera zveravda.mamidis sikeTem xom mTeli bavSvobasuli CagviTqva, avdriani dReebimogvimziana.
magram mas ukve daviwynoda es yve-laferi, mxolod mcireodeni ram axs-ovda Cveni da misi bavSvobidan. ijdasawolze vardisfrad aRuebuli, lam-is unaoWo RawvebiT, da mainc ise,rogorc patara, moxuci Citi, sufTa,kriala xelfexfrCxilebiT, siberis-momvlel SvilrZalnagramdaxveuli.mexsierebis Zvel zandukidangauCxreklad amohqonda Cveni saxel-narTaulebi, mamis mier Serqmeuli damamidisve momgvanebuli: CemTvis _cocorei da paatasTvis _ patatulei,mas ukve aRar adardebda, arc fqvili,zeTi da Saqari, arc ram qveynis sidux-Wire, gulSi ixutebda Cvengan miZRvnilujrula TavSals, gviyurebda da mRe-roda.
wyaldidi
xelisgulissifarTe ezo gvaqvs,xom vTqvi _ xrioki, mwiri da myaraddatkepnili. ara, ar gvyofnis, ganvr-coba sWirdeba Cvens saxtom-saTamaSoadgils da, ai, wyalWalac aqvea, CvenibavSvobis mdinariT. viwro bilikiT
gagvisrolos da gagvitacos. dedacali xeliT bogas eWideba, meore majaCveni wyalmaSvelia, tans wyalSiacurebs TevziviT. misi kaba wyalSi iz-moreba, rogorc mZinare gaRviZebisas.qari itacebs wylis Sxefebs, svel kabissunsac da bruvdeba haeri am grilisunTqviT. xidqvemoT Cqeri Cqaria,Zalze Cqaria Cqeri, sxlteba, mifri-navs. Tu dayvinTav, xidqveS gaZvrebi.magram xidqveS Zromials Cven jer rasSevZlebT? jer dedis majas da mis kal-Tas vebRauWebiT.
es xidi, Cemi sizmrebis Strixi, odes-me bewvis xidad qceuli, masze gadviv-li, Tuki SevZleb, am samyarodan Tav-daRweuli.
qarxnis irgvliv, Ria cisqveS, fi-Wvis da naZvis SoroTana xeebi wvanan,viTarc maRali qaliSvilebi. jer bavS-vi var da mainc ase tragikulad viaz-reb moWril xeTa beds.
minda ubralod da gulwrfeladgamovxato Cemi azri, zogi ram vTqvaerT maTganze, amJamad moRvawe arqiman-drit mama adamze (vaxtang axalaZeze).
Tavidanve minda vTqva – Zalze far-Toa misi interesebis sfero; garda im-isa, rom Rrmad aris Caxeduli filoso-fiasa da istoriaSi, gaxlavT klasi-kuri musikisa da mxatvrobis Cinebulimcodne, did saeklesio da sazogadoe-briv moRvaweobas eweva, mama adami aseveTvalsaCino mecnieri da medikosia.
ar SeiZleba ar aRiniSnos uzarmaz-ari damsaxureba mama adamisa, rac erTiaxali, umniSvnelovanesi mecnierulidargis safuZvlian Seswavlasa da msax-urebaSi gamovlinda da ramac Tavi moi-yara mis xuTasgverdian, SesaSuri cod-niTa da SemarTebiT daweril wignSi„bioeTika: genezisi, arsi, mermisi“(Tbilisi, konrad adenaueris fondisada Tamar mefis universitetis gamoce-ma, 2012).
me mxolod zogierTi arsebiTi momen-ti moviniSne, radgan am wignis ZiriTa-di paTosi, mizandasaxuloba isedacaSkaraa da mkiTxveli Cemi ganmartebe-bis gareSec gaiTavisebs am leqsebisRirsebas, mravalTagan gamorCeuliersaxes.
umTavresi mainc is aris, rom rasacmama adami wers, yvelaferi STagoneb-is, amqveyniuri da zesTasofliuri si-lamazis SegrZnebis, namdvili tkivil-isa da am tkivilTa Tanagancdis Sede-gad aris dabadebuli da cocxal nervsexeba, gaRelvebs, uamrav safiqralsgiCens.
ar iqneboda marTebuli, sulis ammxurvale RaRadiss, mlocvelis bag-eTagan daZrul striqonebs maincd-amainc da mxolod versifikaciuliTvalsazrisiT, tradiciuli leqsTwy-obis kuTxiT SevxedoT... am leqsTa av-toris poeturi enis Taviseburebebicalke werilis sagani unda gaxdes.
rodesac zecidanromelsac ukve zeca aRar qviaiRvreba sicxerodesac Rrublebi ZlivsRa xmaurobenxmagabzarulnirodesac ca da miwamiwa da wyaligaxveulia SuRlis qarcecxlSirodesac mnaTobi civi qaliviT amodis zRvidanda unda siTbo rom wagvarTvas Cumad da SeparviTvdgavar da vicdivicdi Tu rodis daibadebaCemi bagidanCemi lamazi moyvasi vaJi!
wvima da cecxliucnob mandilosans
ar vici, rogor, ar vici, rodis...neta ki gulis Caqres sigiJe...wvimebis mTaze wvimebi modis...wvimis qveS wvimis cecxli gizgizebs!..
gumaniT vxvdebi, rom viRac mmtrobs da...vxvdebi, rom Senac dagaviwydebi;demoni Turme arasdros Tmobdasivrces, romelsac veRar mivwvdebi...
albaT akvnidan damyva siwrfele...da Tavis mtrobac damyva akvnidan;xaric, toreroc me var wiTeli –wyvili – erT rames rom ver askvnida –
ratom moiTxovs yofna sisxlsa daaryofnis iqiT ratom ar moCansgogo, RimiliT Cven rom gvicavda?..ah, morCa leqsi... Tumca ar morCa...
neta odesme Tu ganaTdeba,mova Tu ara, vinc mxsnelad vcani?!aTi mcneba ki ufro aTdeba –da ufro sadRac mihqrian cani...
rodemde unda gagrZeldes ase?cas cremliT altobs wminda asuli!aris erosi... magram am caze...ukve weria cis dasasruli.
etyoba marTla aris bedi da...gangeba aris yovelTa zeda...guli gaqcevas lamobs mkerdidan,mihqris da sjera, rom ar mokvdeba...
ar vici, rogor, ar vici, rodis...neta ki gulis Caqres sigiJe...wvimebis mTaze wvimebi modis...wvimis qveS wvimis cecxli gizgizebs!
roland bartma Tqva, mTargmneliigive mweralia, oRond erTi safexu-riT dabla mdgomio. bevri amas ar eT-anxmeba. me mgonia, rom mTargmneli mw-erlis aCrdilia. es didi pasuxismge-blobaa. arasdros var kmayofili CeminamuSevriT. sul meSinia, vaiTu, is arvTargmne, rac mweralma igulisxma-meTqi. mTargmneli mediumiviTaa,sarkesaviTaa, man Tavis TavSi unda gaa-taros sxva kulturis, sxva enobrivisamyaros qmnileba da ise unda Targm-nos, rom is qarTuli literaturisnawili gaxdes da qarTvelma mkiTx-velma aRiqvas, rogorc qarTuli te-qsti, magram amave dros `mwerlis xma~ar unda daikargos.
Cemo biWo, ra xdeba iseTi, saerTod rom ver icli samSobloSi Camosasvle-lad? vin ar wasula ucxoeTSi? vis ar unaxavs romi da versali? vin ar Sesula`Notre-Dame~-Si _ moRunuli rogorc iuda (rogorc kolau nadiraZe ityo-da)...
Tamaris mcire proza Cveni yofisyoveldRiur iwilobiwilosac airek-lavs da maradiulzec Cagafiqrebs;ritmuli TxrobisTvis damaxasiaTebe-li sintaqsuri formebi miniaturebskeTilxmovanebas sZens da leitmotivi,romelic amgvari TxrobisTvisaa dam-axasiaTebeli, mkiTxvelSi im ganwyobasqmnis, romelsac SeuZlia, warmosaxva-Si suraTebad aRbeWdos is, rasac kiTx-ulobs. rac uneburad mcire prozisdidostatis _ niko lorTqifaniZ-iseul stilsac gagonebs. qarTulia,mSobliuria, amave dros, nazavia, evro-puli literaturisa, rom araferi vTq-vaT, mcire prozis rus ostatebze. Tum-ca, erTi ram minda, gaiTvaliswino _krebuli araa datvirTuli aSkara gav-lenebiT, radgan avtors Tavisi saTqme-li gaaCnia da arc erudiciiT keklu-cobs. sxvaTa Soris, arc egreT wode-
buli fsiqologiuri, xSirad gauge-bari, axla ase rom Semovida modaSi _paTologiuri, bundovani wiaRsvlebiTcdilobs, `miityuos~ mkiTxveli.
am miniaturebisgan bevri maTganiSeiZleboda, kinoscenaradacqceuliyo _ magaliTad, `iRblianitarantela~, ̀ eleonora _ mefunTuSiscoli~, `yidva-gayidva~, `kvanZis gaxs-na~ da kidev sxvac, ramdenime...
eh, Cemo biWo, Tamaris biZa, SesaniS-navi kinoreJisori da kino-dokumen-talisti _ guram pataraia, cocxalirom iyos, am miniaturebis mixedviTmoklemetraJiani filmebis Seqmnas,albaT, arc aravis daanebebda, magramaxla, es yvelaferi, mxolod ocnebissferoa. Tanamedrove kinoreJisorebsam pawia miniaturebisTvis ara scali-aT...
krebuli swored reJisorisa da ma-muliSvilis _ guram patarias xsovnaseZRvneba da simboluricaa; TamarixSirad igonebs biZasTan ukanasknelSexvedras. biZamiss maSin uTqvams _ Sen,Cemo Tamariko, unda dajde da weroo!
raki guram pataraia gavixsene, ar
minda, gamomrCes isic, rom wignis gare-kanze gamoyenebulia aRiarebuliqarTveli kinoreJisoris _ rezo es-aZis ori SesaniSnavi Canaxati.
rezo esaZe mainc gexsomeba (misi ̀ wk-ipurtebi~ da kino-Sedevri _ `neilo-nis naZvis xe~. es ukanaskneli, rac ufrometi dro gadis, miT ufro metad Tan-amedrove xdeba), xatavs da leqsebsacwers.
mokled, mende, Rirs am wignis xelSiaReba. erT RameSi waikiTxav da ase, vir-tualurad mainc, dabrundebi CvensqalaqSi, axla rom gaizarda da mainc...ase rom dapataravda.
yovelive sikeTes gisurveb, Svilo!dedaSeni...
amiania, magram misi ZiriTadi wyaromSobliuri ena da kultura gaxlavT.Cveni orientiri qarTveli mweralia.mweralma unda Seqmnas ena, mTargmnel-ma ki _ gamoiyenos. ecados, Targmni-li nawarmoebi mis mSobliur enaze Se-qmnil teqstebs ar Camouvardebodes.Tu ra xdeba bolodroindel mwerlo-baSi, Cemze kargad mogexsenebaT. axal-gazrda avtorebi albaT Tavadac gan-icdian, ase rom Sekveces, Seamcires,gaaubraloes leqsika, gaamartives wi-nadadebebi. amitom, frangi avtorebisenobrivi simdidris gadmocemisas, Cemiorientiri klasikuri qarTuli samw-erlobo enaa.
_ moriakis `iesos cxovreba~pirveli prozauli nawarmoebi iyo,romelic TargmneT. is `saunjeSi~daibeWda, mogvianebiT ki ̀ inteleqt-ma~ wignad gamosca. roca gamomcem-lobam mweralTa saxlSi `nobelisdRe~ gamarTa, Tqven am nawarmoebzeZalian sainteresod isaubreT.
_ moriaki morwmune kaTolikebisojaxSi gaizarda da saukeTeso ga-naTleba miiRo, rac kargad Cans misnawerebSi. es aris religiuri adamiani,romelsac swams ieso da nawarmoebSiTavisi TvaliT danaxul iesos cxovre-bas gviyveba. is saxarebis teqsts mis-devs, oRond oTxTavis sinTezs gvTava-zobs. uxvad mohyavs citatebi. wigni
_ poezia Tu giTargmniaT?_ micdia da, mgoni, gamomsvlia
kidec. mesame kursze vTargmne XVIsaukunis avtori, Jan antuan de baifi.mTargmnelobiT kolegiaSi mivedi daviTxove, moecaT XX saukunis romelimefrangi poetis leqsebi, pwkaredulTargmans Sevasruleb-meTqi. momces.Sin rom mivedi da davxede, XVI sauku-nis poeti aRmoCnda, naxevari laT-inurad iyo dawerili. radgan ukvenaTqvami mqonda, aRar moveSvi davTargmne. pwkaredi ki iyo, magram, uri-go ar gamovida. baton gaston buaCiZ-es vaCvene da miTxra: raxan amis Targm-na SeZeli, ukve mTargmneli xaro. lor-kas ramdenime leqsic gadmova-qarTule. 2012 wels gamomcemloba ̀ in-teleqtis~ seriaSi erTi Sedevris Tx-uTmeti qarTuli Targmani fransuaviionis `oTxtaepedi~ vTargmne; Tum-ca wels batonma kaxmegma sen-Jon-per-sis Targmna mTxova da Zalian maleukan davubrune. ar gamomdioda. Sei-Zleba, arapoetur ganwyobaze viyavi,ar vici. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mivxvdi,rom vafuWebdi. inglisurad sen-Jon-persi tomas eliotma, xolo germanu-lad rainer maria rilkem Targmnes; me,samwuxarod, arc erTi var, arc _ me-ore. persi didma poetma unda Targm-nos, romelsac Zalian kargad ecod-ineba franguli. magram gvyavs ki ase-Ti? ver getyviT. zogs hgonia, rom TuerTi enac ici da meorec, yvelafrisTargmna SesaZlebelia, magram ase xomar aris!
_ ZiriTadad, XX saukunis av-torebs TargmniT, rogor irCevTnawarmoebs?
_ diax, Tanamedrove mwerlobaufro sainteresoa CemTvis. nawarmoe-bi unda momewonos, raRac unda iyosmasSi iseTi, rac ar momasvenebs, TavsSemaxsenebs.
_ kidev ra TargmneT?_ yvela avtori erTi donis araa,
magram saintereso unda iyos qarTve-li mkiTxvelisTvis. anri bergsonis`zrdiloba~, fransuaz saganis ̀ pasux-ebi~, didie van kovelertis `wasvla~,alesandro barikos `abreSumi~, daisiJis `balzaki da Cineli mkeravi gog-ona~, San sas `mtirala tirifis oTxisicocxle~, Jan-mari gustav le klez-
ios `cis binadarni~ da piesa `Tovlisbabua nagavia~.
dros ixelTebda, maSinve aiRebda in-struments da ukravda, sul varjiSob-da. mis saubrebs yvela gulisyuriTusmenda. ai, am diezebsa da mebolebzemsjelobasa da kamaTis viTarebaSiizrdebodnen bavSvebi, mSoblebs TmisSesakrWad rom mihyavdaT xolme. mere-da, ras ar naxavdiT am sadalaqoSi –kars ukan, marjvniv ori piupitri, origitara da skamze karga daZenZili so-nata da zed kalami ido. yovel saRa-mos Cveni dalaqi naxevrad mixuravdadarabebs, kars eleqtroquras miad-gamda da Seudgeboda gitaris awyobas,Tan buzRunebda zRvidan monaberi no-tio qari tonalobas ucvliso; mereaiRebda sonatas da Seudgeboda misdamuSavebas.
swored am dros iReba kari da Se-modis aqoSinebuli biWi, dagvianebi-sTvis bodiSs ixdis, maestro raRacasCaiburtyunebs gabrazebuli; biWiukravs, gakveTils abarebs, magram isevgaiReba kari da amjerad Semodis Suax-nis WaRara, tanmorCili mamakaci,orives SeaTvalierebs da isaa, wasasv-lelad mitrialdeba, rom dalaqi ̀ mae-stro~, SesZaxebs.
erTi wuTi moicadeT, maestro, TuSeiZleba, erT Cem yofil mowafesvelodebi, Svili unda momiyvanos daminda patara koncerti movawyo, Tqven-Tan erTad, Tu winaaRmdegi ar iqnebiT,manamde am biWs, am regvens gakveTilsCavutareb da...
_ Tqven im yofil mowafes aseafasebT?
_ ehh, asea, yoCaRi ki iyo, bejiTi,
Suri codna da Sesrulebis srulyo-fileba gamoavlina. mere klasikurmusikas miubrundnen, rasac xalxurimoayoles da iseTi Zlieri da maRalinotiT daasrules, rom aRfrTovaneb-uli taSic daimsaxures. maestrom mS-vidad moismina qaTinaurebi, isev jibe-Si Caido stviri, axla ori patara,firfitis msgavsi nivTi amoiRo daamjerad sruliad gansxvavebulitonalobis melodiis Sesruleba dai-wyo, Cveni dalaqi marto gitaris ako-mpaniments dasjerda.
gulwrfeli da aRtacebuli taSidavcxeT da marTla didi musikosiscxovrebiTac davinteresdiT. man gvi-ambo, rogor cxovrobda samxreTiserT patara sofelSi, rogor miiRodawyebiTi musikaluri ganaTleba,roca orkestrs usmenda xolme da TansadalaqoSic dadioda. isic gviTxra,ramdeni usiamovneba gadaxda Tavs,mZRoladac muSaobda, sanam warmate-bas miaRwevda, satelevizio konkurs-Sic miiRo monawileoba da didi pre-miac miiRo, magram gulnatkeni darCa,radgan wamyvanma Turme hkiTxa, rasaqmianobas eweodi da musikas ratomar gahyevio; magram roca auxsna, ojaxirom merCina, iZulebuli viyavi, mTelievropa momevlo qarsa da wvimaSi, Tov-lsa da yinvaSi mexetiala da maincZlivs gamqonda Tavio, wamyvanma Tur-me gabrazebulma dauyvira:
amerikuli poeziis saRamo ori naw-ilisgan Sedgeboda. pirveli nawilizviad ratiansa da mis Targmanebs da-eTmo. poetma da mTargmnelma waikiTxamark strendis leqsebi, isaubra av-torze, Targmnis processa da missirTuleebze:
`mark strendi kanadelia, iq daiba-da, magram Tavi amerikul poezias mi-akuTvna, oRond imitom ki ara, rom uni-versitetis damTavrebis Semdeg sacx-ovreblad iq gadavida, arc imitom,rom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT,amerikel poets meti asparezi aqvs,aramed imitom, rom Tavs amerikelipoetebis memkvidred Tvlida da Tavi-si poeziis wyarod maTi Semoqmedeba mi-aCnda. rogorc poetma, amerikelobaairCia da amerikulma poeziamac miiRois, SeiTvisa misi leqsebi~.
gansakuTrebuliavtorebis simravle
swored im anTologiidan iTargmnaqarTulad bevri amerikeli poeti,romelTa Soris alen ginsbergic iyo.`ymuilis~ Targmnaze SoTa iaTaSvilidaTo barbaqaZem daiTanxma. Targmanssaboloo redaqtireba zurab qarumi-Zem gauwia. `riTac daiwyo, imiT damTa-vrda es istoria _ zuram Camoitana`anTologia~ da manve miiyvana `ymuili~gamocemamde, roca Targmans redaq-tireba gauwia. didi madloba amisTvis~,_ gaixsena SoTam.