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“Suspense, chills, gasps—
all that and a gem-like writing
style that will make you shiver
with beauty and horror. A book
you won’t soon forget.”—Cassandra Clare,
bestselling author of the
Mortal Instruments series
C H A P T E R S A M P L E R
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THE WAKING DARK
Robin Wasserman
Alfred A. Knopf
New York
Keep reading for a sneak peek . . .
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For anyone who needs a little courage
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This is your hour—when darkness reigns.
Luke 22:52
Oh, this is a state to be proud of! We are a people who can
hold up our heads!
William Allen White
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1
THE CALM BEFORE
Later, after he’d trashed his bloody clothes, and stood under
the cold shower long enough that the water circling the drain
had gone from red to pink to clear, Daniel Ghent would won-
der if some part of him had known what was to come—or
should have. If there had been something false, something
crafty, in Gathers’ crookedly welcoming smile, or some too-still quality in the air, like the pressure drop before a storm. He
would wonder if there was some reason he had walked into
the store on exactly that day, at precisely that time, if despite all
previous indications to the contrary, he had been meant to be a
hero and save the day. He would wonder whether, if he had
seen it coming, he could have done something to stop it, or
whether he would simply have backed out of the store and run
away. But that was later.
That afternoon, that sticky, sweaty Tuesday in the dog days
of summer, he’d seen nothing but heat waves shimmering
from pockmarked concrete and a long walk home. He’d known
only that it was hot, and that Gathers Drugs on the corner of
Ashton and Main was the closest place to buy a Coke or maybe, because there was something about the sun and the sweat and
the smell of scorched cement that made him feel like a kid
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again, one of the sodden ice cream sandwiches Mr. Gathers
kept in a tank behind the register.So he went inside.
The door chimed with his entrance and Gathers took the
time to grin a hello before turning back to filling a prescription
for Eugenia Wooden. The self-described spinster lived down
the street from Daniel and spent half her life in the doctor’s of-
fice cheerfully complaining of coughs and wheezes and stom-
ach pains and all manner of imagined infirmity until the doctor
wrote her a scrip for something or other just to get her to leave.
She was nice enough, at least now that Daniel was too old to
trample her flower garden with his bicycle or break her win-
dows with an errant baseball. She believed in the healing pow-
ers of chamomile tea, strict rules about wearing white after
Labor Day, the Republican Party (“after they booted the crimi-nals out” and “before the kooks took over”), civil rights
(“within reason”), the wisdom of the Lord and the foolishness
of His self-assigned deputies, and, on occasion, a stiff shot of
whiskey.
She had approximately ten minutes left to live.
They all did: Sally, the waitress at D’Angelo’s who gave
free breadsticks to anyone who knew enough to flirt with her.
Kathleen Hanrahan, who had babysat for Daniel’s little brother
until the night Daniel’s father stumbled home drunk enough
to mistake her for his dead wife. Happy Jerry, a thirty-year-old
who couldn’t read past a third-grade level but loved comic
books and spent every afternoon browsing through the drug-
store racks. All of them, dead in ten minutes, except Old Win-ston, who’d been kicked out of the bar next door and had
slumped down by the ladies’ hosiery shelf rather than go home
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and face his wife. He survived for nearly half an hour—though
if his desperate prayers to Please, God, just let me die already were any indication, he didn’t exactly welcome the delay.
They all—except a snoring Winston—greeted Daniel by
name, exchanging the standard pleasantries about the weather
(too hot), the day (too long), and the town (waning). There
were no polite inquiries about his father; there was no need.
Anyone interested in Daniel Ghent Sr.’s well- being could take
a field trip down to the church square, where the Preacher, as
he preferred to be called, had set up camp. He’d fester in the
plaza for a few weeks, shoving his wrinkled End of Days pam-
phlets at passersby until the spirit—or the Jack Daniel’s—
moved him to try somewhere new. Daniel, who’d overdosed
on humiliation back in grade school, when the whistled chorus
of “Son of a Preacher Man” followed him everywhere, was of-ficially no longer bothered by his father’s extracurricular ac-
tivities. But he still kept track of the wandering ministry—if
only to ensure he stayed, at all times, on the opposite side of
town.
“You bringing someone pretty to the church picnic this
weekend?” Gathers asked. Daniel didn’t bother to wonder at
the glaze in the old man’s eyes or the perfunctory note in his
voice. Nor did he spot anything unusual about the way Gath-
ers kept fiddling with something beneath the counter, sneak-
ing quick, nervous glances at whatever lay below. “Supposed
to be a fine, fine day.”
“Not going to the picnic,” Daniel mumbled. Daniel never
went to the picnics. Or the ice cream socials or the potlucks orthe bingo nights or the theme dances that featured Reverend
Willet dressing up as a pirate or a biblical forefather or, on one
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memorable occasion, a feather-headed, war-painted Navajo
brave.A damp, meaty hand landed on his shoulder. Every mus-
cle went on alert. His fingers, of their own accord, twitched
and balled themselves into a ready fist.
But it was only Happy Jerry, smiling and defenseless and
meaning no harm.
“For Milo,” Jerry said, shoving a sticky comic book into
Daniel’s hand.
“Thanks, Jerry—he’ll love it.” Daniel flipped through the
wrinkled pages, past caped heroes who never arrived too late
and punches that never left a bruise. He couldn’t remember
ever being young enough to believe in that kind of world; he
didn’t want to imagine his little brother ever being old enough
to stop.He was thinking about Milo as he picked out the least
squashed of the ice cream sandwiches and dropped a wad of
crumpled bills on Gathers’ counter. About the things he’d
overheard the kids screaming on the playground, the claims
that Milo stank, that he was dirty and unwashed and probably
diseased. He was thinking about the foot-thick layer of worn
and reworn clothing that covered both their bedroom floors,
and the broken washing machine and the empty refrigera-
tor and the housekeeper, paid for by his father’s disability
checks, who had quit two weeks before.
But that was well-worn mental territory, and, as if his life
were the scene of an accident, replete with mangled bodies and
gasoline fires, he forced himself to look away. By the time hestuffed his wallet back into his jeans, cracked open his Coke,
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and murmured agreement with Eugenia Wooden that, yes, it
was an excellent thing that flu-shot distribution had begun soearly this year, you could never be too careful, he was instead
thinking about her. Cassandra Porter, again, still, always, Cass
Porter and those damn short skirts that tended to ride up on
her long, tan legs when she bent to adjust her strappy sandals
or with self- conscious whimsy pluck a dandelion for her hair.
Cass Porter, who’d spent the first eight years of her life at his
side—and barely looked at him in the nine years since. Any il-
lusions he nurtured that they could pick up where they left
off—if with a little less playing alien explorer in the backyard
and a little more groping in the dark—were swiftly dispatched
every time he set eyes on the real thing. There was only room
in the family for one delusional Ghent, and his father had al-
ready laid claim to the role.His father. There Daniel’s thoughts finally landed, just be-
fore Gathers, with a bland smile, drew the secret thing from
beneath the counter and the secret thing revealed itself to be a
shotgun. Whether his father was getting worse. Whether Dan-
iel would care if his father left one morning and never came
back. Whether somewhere, in the deep recesses of Daniel’s
brain, rested a time bomb that would eventually explode and
launch him into a dream world as bad as his father’s, or worse.
Whether he could, for one more day and then one more day
after that, stop himself from leaving his father and his house
and his brother behind, in hopes that even the nowhere he had
to go would be better than the somewhere he longed to
escape.The first blast screamed past his shoulder. Behind him, a
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wall of ketchup exploded and showered him with a gush of
sugary red. He didn’t think. He dropped. Face down, armssprawled, eyes closed. Playing possum. Playing dead. He tried
not to move.
He tried not to hear the screams.
Breaking glass.
Footsteps.
The heavy thud of bodies hitting the floor.
The scraping, scrabbling of useless limbs.
Screams and screams and screams.
Rasping.
Moaning.
Again, again, the thunder of the gun.
And then nothing.
After a long moment of silence, he opened his eyes, fullyexpecting to see Gathers standing over him with the gun the
old man had bought years before to scare off tweakers on a
Sudafed rampage.
But Gathers had a hole where his face used to be. Daniel
didn’t want to touch the gun.
Sally was dead. Jerry was dead. Winston’s eyes were open
but his body was more blood and exposed organs than skin.
Eugenia Wooden was beyond prescriptions.
Daniel thought he must be dead, too—that he was one of
those pathetic TV ghosts, clueless until someone shoved his
corpse in his face. As he crawled across the linoleum, palms
and knees tearing on a carpet of broken glass, he was nearly
convinced that if he turned back, he would see himself, venti-lated and still and already starting to rot.
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It occurred to him that it might be best to stop thinking
anything at all.He gave up on checking the bodies, and lay down again,
oblivious to the pool of blood, Gathers’ blood, beneath him. He
closed his eyes.
Later, alone, locked in his room, ashamed and afraid, he
would cry.
But there, in the corner drugstore that would soon be
boarded up and skirted by children who whispered of venge-
ful ghosts, lying facedown in the mingled blood of a murderer
and his victims, waiting for the cops to come, waiting to dis-
cover he was dead after all, Daniel did something he would
never confess to anyone and would soon convince himself to
forget.
He closed his eyes. He let go.
The girl standing in the doorway was altogether too happy, not
to mention too pink. She looked like a crayon and smelled like
stale corsage. Jule should never have opened the door. Hadn’t
they warned her that often enough? Stranger danger, that was
the mantra every Oleander child learned to recite. Except that
at school, you were taught to flee the danger by seeking a uni-
form, a cop, a fireman—even a mailman would do in a pinch.
At school, she’d dutifully colored in the pictures of Officer
Friendly, but even at that age she’d known enough to throw
them out on the way home, before her uncles could see. At
home, uniforms were the danger. At home, strangers were
everywhere, and their strangeness ran deep. It lived in theirmouths of rotting teeth and the twitchy hands that carved
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mysterious trails through the air as if sculpting with invisible
clay, and eyes that were all at once too bright and too empty. Jule knew better than to open the door.
But this girl, this crayon, could not possibly be a
customer.
She chirped, “Hi there! I’m here to spread the Word!”
“The word is bullshit, and we already have enough of that.
Thanks anyway.”
It felt good. But as soon as she slammed the trailer door in
the girl’s now slightly less perky pink face, Jule realized her
mistake. She recognized the girl from school, one of the inter-
changeable church girls who twitted in distress about all the
sinners in their midst, the smokers and the swearers and—they
loved nothing more than an excuse to be shocked! and horrified!
by these—the sluts. Jule was beneath their notice. Or had been,until she’d let her frustration with the clogged toilet and the
broken stove and her mother’s latest parasite erode her com-
mon sense. She’d opened the door. She’d opened her mouth.
Now who knew what stories the girl would run home and tell
her saintly friends about the Prevette compound, with its
browning weeds and its heaps of junk and its triple-locked
double-wides and the sad, ragged girl who lived among them.
“You got more beer?” The parasite’s voice filtered out of
the closet space with the cardboard door that her mother called
a bedroom. Most nights the couch was fine with Jule, but
nights when the parasite stayed over, and the noises began,
thumps and gasps and the occasional muffled scream, she pre-
ferred to spend sitting outside the trailer, chugging Red Bulland waiting for dawn.
It had been one of those nights. There’d been time for a
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lumpy catnap in the early hours of morning, curled up on the
couch, half asleep and half alert for any stirring from the happycouple, but all too soon had come the knock at the door. Now
he was up.
“You drank it all last night.” Her mother sounded an-
noyed, but not annoyed enough to do anything about it. In
Jule’s experience, this level of irritation suggested another
month or so before she rid herself of the parasite—or until he
sucked her dry and left her with a black eye and a broken heart.
She was a country-western song writ large and loud, and Jule
had given up trying to save her.
“I was thirsty,” the parasite said, and then there was a
pause and, from her mother, a disgusting giggle.
“Jule!” she shouted. “You out there?”
Jule said nothing.“We need more beer!”
Jule said nothing.
“I hear you breathing,” the parasite called. “You want me
to come out there and teach you to listen to your mother?”
“Be nice to Jule,” her mother said, which was almost good
enough. But then she giggled again.
This time when Jule opened the door, she was smart
enough to go through it.
Jule hated her name—the only thing your father ever gave
you, her mother liked to say. Juliet, the most beautiful name
he’d ever heard, or so he told Jule’s mother while they lay
naked and hungover in the flatbed of a friend’s pickup. Not
beautiful for a daughter, per se, since the trucker had beenhalfway to California before an endless bout of puking proved
itself to be morning sickness. The name was all-purpose,
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suitable for baby, pet Rottweiler, naked woman on a grease-
stained tarp—it’s just pretty, he’d said, and then kissed Jule’smother again, not wanting to waste his last night in town.
Like you.
Jule didn’t know his name. She didn’t know if he was Mex-
ican (as her mother guessed) or “good old-fashioned Indian,
the scalping kind” (as her uncles claimed). Her mother wasn’t
stingy about the details, at least those she could remember. But
what she remembered—the heat of his body, the palm-sized
birthmark on his thigh, the scratches he’d carved in the heat of
passion— Jule wished she would forget. As she’d forgotten his
name. But Juliet, that she remembered. When the baby came,
her skin the color of weak tea and her eyes as dark as her fa-
ther’s, the choice was simple: Juliet Prevette. A name for some-
thing beautiful.It didn’t fit; it didn’t last.
She was, had always been, Jule, an ugly sound that twisted
the mouth into an ugly shape, and easily attached itself to
other, more important things: Jule-do-the-dishes, Jule-get-the-
laundry, Jule-stop-whining, Jule-find-us-some- beer.
They were names that hadn’t always defined her, not when
defiance was safe because Uncle Scott was there to protect her.
Her mother’s bloodsuckers could say what they liked, but let
them even think about raising a hand against Scott Prevette’s
darling niece, and they would reap the consequences. Jule was
the family’s only child, and Scott the family’s only authority.
That made her safe, but that was before: Before he’d started
sampling his own merchandise, before he’d started seeing en-emies everywhere—in the bushes, in the bedroom, in the
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bloodline. Before Jule had stopped being cute and started talk-
ing back.She was still his favorite— but that wasn’t worth nearly as
much as it once had been. Which meant if the parasite wanted
beer, she’d better get him beer. Though the options on that
front were limited. Scott’s younger brothers, Teddy and Axe,
were locked in the trailer at the edge of the compound, brew-
ing up another batch of the “stuff” that Jule—presumed to be a
moron—wasn’t supposed to know about. Their women, usu-
ally high and always temporary, saw Jule as a threat. When her
uncles weren’t around to impress, they competed among
themselves for who could humiliate her the most efficiently.
(Scott’s latest, a strung-out redhead with cigarette burns run-
ning up and down her arms, was currently in the lead.) But her
uncle James, the youngest of her mother’s brothers, was likelyto be awake, unoccupied, and sober. His girlfriend—an actual
girlfriend, with a name and a sock drawer of her very own—
had once given Jule a manicure, just for the hell of it, and since
then seemed to consider them girlfriends.
Jule kept her eyes open as she crossed the compound, but
there was no sign of the crayon. James and Gloria lived on the
southern edge of the barren grounds that had been marked out
as Prevette territory, as far from the meth labs as they could
get. James preferred pot to speed. James preferred pot to pretty
much everything.
She knocked at his trailer. There was no answer.
“James? Gloria?” She paused, listening. “Mom wants some
beer.”Nothing. But she could hear them, behind the door, and
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that was strange, because neither James nor Gloria was the
yelling type. They were yelling now. Not even yelling, butyowling, like the cats did when Scott seized them by the tail
and swung them over his head. She eased open the door.
Even though she knew better.
She really should have known better.
James was . . . leaking. At first, her brain scrabbling for pur-
chase on the situation, that was the only word she could mus-
ter. He was sitting on the floor of the trailer, leaking glops of
something dark and red and—
No, she told herself, some dim animal sense of self-
preservation jerking her gaze away from the hole in James’s
stomach and the things sliding out of it. But she couldn’t look
away from the sounds he was making. The feline screams had
stopped, and now there was only a soft, wet noise, a whimper-ing snuffle moistened by sprays of blood.
Stranger danger, she thought, moving in slow motion, out
of the trailer, away from the quivering, leaking thing that had
been her uncle James. She stumbled backward, but not quickly
enough. Gloria lurched out of the bathroom, a matching hole
in her stomach, a bloody hunting knife in her hand, a knife she
noticed as if for the first time and then threw against the wall
with what must have been her last burst of strength, because in
the same motion her legs gave out. When they did, it was Jule’s
neck she slung her slippery arms around and Jule’s shudder-
ing body she dragged to the floor. “I did that,” Gloria said,
blood bubbling from her lips with every word. “Why did I do
that?” Jule threw up.
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Gloria died before James, though she had stabbed him
first.The knife had been Uncle Scott’s favorite, and later, after
making his new woman wash off the blood, he reclaimed it as
his own.
The Lord will raise me up.
The Lord will raise me up.
Raise me up, Lord.
Raise me up!
The Lord was silent.
The Lord was disappointed.
Ellie prayed for His forgiveness.
Ellie prayed for His suffrage.
Ellie prayed.The Church of the Word was empty at this hour, as the
faithful fanned across town to Spread His Word. Fortunately,
Ellie had the key to the youth ministry office, for Ellie had been
indispensable in rallying troops for the annual Spread His
Word Day. Ellie had worked tirelessly on promotion and orga-
nization, Ellie had sacrificed her summer to the Lord, and
about that Ellie had no regrets.
But Ellie had failed.
She’d tasked herself with the most difficult and least desir-
able of assignments, because He said whatever you did not do
for the least among you, you did not do for Me. The Prevettes
were, by any measure, the least. Reverend Willet had warned
her away, but Reverend Willet was soft. That’s what DeaconBarnes always said, though never to the assistant minister’s
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face. Ellie liked Reverend Willet, but she listened to Deacon
Barnes. His was the voice that had brought her to God, andthis voice tolerated no weakness.
Clair and Morgan, her youth co-leaders, praised the Lord
for her bold sacrifice, but she knew they thought she was
showing off. They hated her for it, as she’d hated Clair for bak-
ing twelve batches of cookies for the bake sale, and she and
Clair had together hated Morgan for spending all day in the
rain, helping to build the Noah’s Ark float for the Fourth of
July parade, despite having the flu. (She called it the flu; her
doctor called it mono. They all politely ignored the fact that
Andrew Chadwick—with whom the virginal Morgan had cer-
tainly exchanged no fluids, how dare you?—was down with
the same thing.)
But Ellie wasn’t showing off, not this time. She was testingherself.
And she had failed.
She’d failed from the first moment she set foot on the com-
pound, her heart thumping rabbit-fast, and she’d spotted a
blond giant who could only be Scott Prevette lurching toward
her. He was perhaps the town’s most infamous sinner, his
prison stints, his war with the cartel runners, and his subse-
quent appropriation of the county’s meth distribution all com-
mon lore. The least of us, Ellie had thought, crouching ignobly
behind a rusting Buick. The very least. But it was only after Scott
Prevette had wandered off with his unsteady toddler’s gait
that she dared rise to her feet. With a silent prayer for strength
and forbearance, she’d passed one trailer after the next, thisone guarded by a loosely chained Doberman, this one pad-
locked, this one occupied by someone screaming what her
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mother would have called bloody murder. Finally, she’d found
it within herself to approach one of the sad excuses for a house,and smile inanely at the girl who opened the door, who had
blasphemed and slammed the door in her face. It was all the
excuse Ellie needed to burst into tears and run away.
She wasn’t delusional. She knew Scott Prevette lay beyond
her powers of redemption. But Jule was just a girl, probably a
sad and lonely one, if the glimpses Ellie caught of her at school
were any indication. She needed help. And instead of deliver-
ing it, Ellie had fled.
Because the trailers frightened her, yes. But also because
she’d been looking for an excuse. The compound was dirty.
The compound smelled. Jule smelled, or at least her trailer did,
an unsettling mix of mold, dish soap, and sewage. People
weren’t supposed to live like that. Facing Jule, with her ratty,skintight jeans and combat boots, her tangle of black hair that
had surely never seen the inside of the Cut-N-Edge, her dark
skin that everyone was supposed to ignore because of course
educated people knew better than to care, Ellie had been seized
by a powerful revulsion. It was the same wave of disgust that
had washed over her in the soup kitchen and the cancer ward
and on the day she’d accidentally stumbled into a Narcotics
Anonymous meeting and taken—meaning touched, meaning
drunk from—one of the rapidly cooling cups of coffee. Those
other times, she’d been in public, surrounded by people with
certain expectations of sweet, kind Eleanor King. So she’d
stroked damp foreheads and shaken callused hands and drunk
that entire cup of weak coffee, and smiled throughout, becausepeople were watching. At the Prevette compound, no one was
watching, and Ellie’s true nature had revealed itself.
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Raise me up, Lord, she begged, but the Lord wasn’t listen-
ing, and who could blame Him.She’d let herself into the office thinking to bury herself in
work, but the work was done. Today there was only the Work,
and sitting in the office, surrounded by her lists and maps and
happy-face-dotted Post-its, reminded her too much of failure.
She would retreat to the nave, she decided, where there would
be less to distract her from prayer.
The nave, too, should have been empty, but when Ellie
slipped into the dark, hushed chamber, she could hear some-
one breathing. They were high, rapid breaths, air whistling
through a clenched throat, and Ellie’s heartbeat sped to match
the rhythm. On sunny afternoons, the soaring stained-glass
windows showered the pews with rainbows, but this day the
deep summer haze had bleached the sky white, and there waslittle sunlight to filter through the glassy scenes of sorrow and
retribution. It took Ellie’s eyes a moment to adjust, and a mo-
ment more to place the man who’d intruded on her solitude.
She had entered at the back of the nave; he was all the way at
the front, up in the sanctuary. But as she approached, shuffling
down the aisle even though everything in her screamed that
she should be heading in the other direction, she was sure. It
was Henry Pierce, who did odd jobs around the church, repair-
ing drywall, plugging leaks, uncrossing wires, all for what he
claimed was a churchly discount but what Deacon Barnes re-
ferred to, not always under his breath, as extortion. He was
widowed and mustached, and more than occasionally smelled
of whiskey.He was nailed to the cross.
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Ellie rarely had lurid dreams, and never nightmares. But
surely this was an exception, because surely Henry Pierce wasnot in the church sanctuary, stripped naked and hanging from
a wooden cross by stakes driven through his bloody wrists and
ankles. Even more surely, Eleanor King was not standing be-
fore his spread-eagled figure, her fingertips approaching, then
touching—touching!—the cross of blood that anointed his fore-
head. His face was slick with sweat. His eyes were closed.
And then they were open.
Ellie screamed.
“Go,” he whispered. “You have to go.”
The dreamlike detachment collapsed in on itself, and sud-
denly the sticky blood and the fetid sweat smell and the pain
in his voice and the fear in his eyes were all too real. She
screamed again, and began tugging first at the thick spikespinning him to the cross and then at his arm itself, trying to
ignore his choked moans every time his torn flesh ground
against the iron. She tugged, and his lips flapped, and no
sound came out until, again, every word a labor, “You have
to go.”
“But I have to help you,” she said, fumbling for her phone,
staining her dress and purse with blood.
Henry Pierce swallowed. His bare chest heaved as he drew
in a mighty breath, readying himself to speak again.
The words came slowly, and softer than before. “He’s.
Coming. Back.”
For one slow, stupid moment, Ellie thought he was refer-
ring to the Lord.“Run.”
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The pieces fell into place, and already she was moving, her
legs smarter than her foggy brain. Henry Pierce was nailed toa cross.
Someone had nailed Henry Pierce to a cross.
Someone was coming back.
She did as Henry said and she ran, reaching the doorway
just as Reverend Willet emerged from the passage behind the
sanctuary. She was about to scream in panic and joy and sheer
relief—until she noticed that Reverend Willet was carrying a
can of gasoline in one hand and a lighter in the other. Reverend
Willet was coated with blood.
Crouched on the safe side of the door, Ellie peered through
the crack and dialed 911, but she couldn’t speak. She could
only watch as Reverend Willet—who had helped her memo-
rize her first psalm, who took any excuse to don a costume,who played hymns and, in trusted company, Beatles songs on
his ukulele, who was too kind, too tolerant, and all too soft—
poured gasoline over Henry Pierce, and the altar, and the
pews, and himself. He flicked his lighter, and she watched the
fire spark. She watched them burn.
And something within her sparked, too.
The flames burned away her fear. She swung the door
open wide. “I see you!” she shouted at Reverend Willet, at the
burning thing he had become. As the fire devoured the men
and their cross, Ellie understood with a blazing clarity that the
tests she had set for herself had been nothing but a child’s
game.
She saw her purpose now.She saw, even across the burning sanctuary, the reverend’s
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eyes, which held something she understood and was finally
prepared to fight.She saw evil.
The street was deserted, but it was daytime, and you could
never be too careful. So they would not hold hands. No matter
how much West might have wanted to.
They walked slowly, ostensibly to accommodate Nick’s
limp but also, by unstated agreement, to draw out the trip back
to town as long as possible. They couldn’t stay in the cornfields
forever, lying on their backs and naming the clouds, tall stalks
bending in the wind, their linked fingers and tangled legs hid-
den by waves of golden green. They could, if they dawdled,
delay the inevitable return.
“I found a new one,” Nick said. “ Jupiter 5050—a bunch ofastronauts accidentally travel to the future and end up the
main exhibit in some kind of alien zoo.” Their current obses-
sion was bad sci-fi movies from the fifties, the cheesier the bet-
ter. (Extra points when the special effects involved alien
spaceships dangling from visible strings.) “You want to come
over and watch Sunday?”
West didn’t answer.
“We don’t have to watch the whole thing,” Nick said. “We
could just . . .” He cleared his throat. “My parents are out of
town.”
“Can’t.”
Nick looked alarmed. “I didn’t mean— I mean, we don’t
have to . . .”“It’s not that. I just . . . can’t.”
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“Oh.”
“I’m going to that picnic thing,” West said. “With Cass.”“Oh.”
“It’s no big deal,” he said quickly. He didn’t know how this
worked. He didn’t even know if he wanted it to work.
No, that was a lie. He wanted it.
“It’s just a thing.” He shrugged. “It’s nothing.”
“It’s fine,” Nick said. His pace quickened, and West pre-
tended not to notice him wince each time his weight landed on
the bad leg. Nick wouldn’t say where the limp had come from.
Rather, he said plenty, fantastical explanations about skydiving
crashes and circus calamities, until West gave up asking. He
knew only that in fifth grade, Nick had been perfect, one of
those golden-haloed kids that the others knew instinctively to
follow, as if the shine would rub off on them. Maybe too muchof it had, because Nick had appeared on the first day of sixth
grade with long hair that nearly covered his permanent scowl
and a leg that moved like a block of wood. At unpredictable
intervals, it gave out beneath him, pitching him into prat-
falls that the old Nick would have known how to turn into a
joke. The new Nick only lay there, rubbing his leg and scowl-
ing harder, as if daring someone to kick him while he was
down.
The limp had improved over the years, but it always
marked him as different. West sometimes wondered whether
that made the rest of it easier for him, not having a choice.
“I can tell her I can’t go,” West said, hating himself for how
little he wanted to do that. Cass was like armor. As long as hewore her on his arm every few weeks, he was safe. Or, at least,
safer—nothing about this was safe. “I will. I’ll just tell her.”
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“I said it’s fine.”
“It’s obviously not fine.”Nick reached for him, then remembered himself, and
pulled back just in time. He shook his head.
“I’m sorry,” West said. “I really am.”
“It’s a movie. We’ll watch another time.”
“I know what you want me to do, but . . . I can’t.”
“Jeremiah.” This time, checking first to make sure there
were no cars in sight, Nick did take his hand. Only briefly, long
enough to give it a single, quick squeeze. Nick was the only
one who called him Jeremiah. Even his mother had been
trained out of the habit. “I don’t want you to do anything. The
way things are now, it’s fine. It’s good.”
“Now is when you say ‘But . . .’ ” It stunned West how well
he had learned to read Nick’s face, the crinkle of concern in hispale forehead or the way he bit the inside of his cheek when he
was nervous. As he did now.
“But it’s going to be different, once school starts.”
“I told you—”
Nick held up a hand to stop him. “I meant what I said. I
don’t want you to do anything. I’m just . . . sorry it’s ending.”
“You mean summer.”
“Yeah. Summer.”
They had reached the fork in the road where they habitu-
ally parted, one path leading to Nick’s house at the heart of
town, the other to West’s family farm on its outskirts. The nar-
row highway was lined with cottonwood trees, one of them
thick enough to provide cover. West took a deep breath, thentook Nick’s hand. They secreted themselves behind the tree.
West leaned into the trunk, savoring the roughness of the bark
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on the back of his neck. It came to him that these were the
kinds of details he would want to remember.When it ended.
“We shouldn’t risk it,” Nick said, but he didn’t mean it.
“I want to,” West said, and he did.
Nick had never asked anything of him. Not even at the
beginning, when they were near strangers to each other, just
polite acquaintances sharing an exile from phys ed. Nick had
his limp; West had a football injury he’d exacerbated at the
start of baseball season, enough so that his season soon ended
for good. Nick never pressed, never hurried. It was West who
had to suggest they continue their long talks over warm beers
in Nick’s backyard, their shirts in a heap beside them, the sun
blazing down, the sweat pooling between their shoulder
blades. For endless afternoons, they rehashed old Super Bowlplays and debated whether their math teacher’s chin mole was
grosser than their Spanish teacher’s werewolf knuckles and
circled around the thing neither of them was willing to name.
Eventually the conversation ran out, and then there was only
the two of them, and an empty house, and a soft bed of grass,
and sweaty skin, and want.
When it happened, it was West who moved first.
The guys had understood West keeping to himself as long
as he was sidelined by an injury. But his arm had healed, and
in the fall, the team would be waiting. Watching. Nick believed
it was the team he was worried about—and the girls who wor-
shipped him, the almost-ran guys who wanted to be him, the
teachers who turned a blind eye and passed him, the full castof characters who’d long accepted the myth of Jeremiah West.
Nick believed that West cared, and it was easier to let him.
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“You’re insatiable,” Nick said, offering his first real smile
since they’d left the cornfield.“Perks of dating a jock,” West said, aware of the word that
had slipped out, the one they’d both been conscious never to
use. “Plenty of stamina.”
“Let’s not forget conditioning.” Nick ran an appraising
hand across West’s defined torso. “Also much appreciated.”
West kissed him.
They clung to each other, bodies mashed together, and
Nick’s hands found West’s waist, his shoulders, his neck, then
cradled his head, pulling him closer, and closer still. Before
Nick, there had been girls, and that had been pleasant enough.
But with them, West had never felt this kind of hunger, this
need that consumed him now for pale, freckled skin, for wiry
muscles, for hands and lips and tongue.It was the hunger that had, finally, been impossible to
ignore.
It was safer to emerge separately from their flimsy hiding
spot, and so Nick set out first, reluctantly. “I’ll miss you,” he
said, with excessive melodrama, so West wouldn’t mistake it
for what it obviously was: true.
West laughed. “You’ll see me tomorrow.”
“Excellent point. I take it back—I’m sick of you.”
“Not as sick as I am of you.” West wanted to grab him
again, to drag him back behind the tree, to kiss him, to swallow
him whole. But he didn’t.
He let Nick go.
Down the road, limping, slowly, oblivious to the blackChevrolet that suddenly roared up behind him—oblivious
until West shouted, and then too slow, too awkward, to get out
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of the way. Spinning around to face the oncoming car, Nick
shuffled backward and then, as he hadn’t in years, pitched intoone of his awkward falls. The car kept coming. The chrome
bumper caught him at the waist and lifted him off his feet and
carried him like a hood ornament and West ran and ran and no
feet had ever been so slow. He ran, and the car slammed Nick
into a tree, another cottonwood, sturdy and unyielding. The
car backed up and rammed him again, and again, and again,
until the bark was bloody and Nick was a broken rag hanging
from the dented bumper. With a final gunning of the engine,
the driver shot through the windshield and landed on top of
him, and only then did the car finally rest. Only then did West
reach the bodies, an eternity past too late.
Nick was in the grass, his limbs jutting at all the wrong
angles, metal and glass and gravel embedded in his fair, per-fect skin. The driver lay across him, the blood that gushed from
his chest splashing on Nick’s face and pooling in the hollow of
his neck. It was Paul Caster, West’s assistant coach, a man
who’d once led West’s Pee Wee football team to a league
championship.
Neither of the bloody heaps was moving.
West knelt. He wiped the blood from Nick’s forehead and
pressed his lips to the ruined skin. It was still warm, and, in
some dim, calm place miles beneath his panic, West supposed
it took some time before a person turned into a corpse. He dug
into Nick’s pocket and found his phone, mysteriously intact,
and used it to call 911. An accident, he reported, though it had
not been that. Come quickly, he begged, though there was nowno hurry.
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He kissed Nick’s lips, hungry, even now, now more than
ever, for more.And now the hunger, he realized, would never go away.
Now there would be only want and need. There would be
no Nick.
West was the one who felt cold.
He folded the phone into Nick’s limp fingers. And then,
because there was nothing left he could do, because Nick was
gone, and because he was a coward, he ran away.
No one knew how much Cassandra Porter hated children. Ex-
cept perhaps the children, who seemed to sense the hostility
that leaked from her pores. The timid ones smiled politely and
stayed close to their mothers. The bold ones kicked her shins
or shouted things like “Not the ugly lady!”—which failed tohelp their cause.
It wasn’t an abnormally strong aversion; it wasn’t even
hate, precisely, so much as disinterest verging on mild distaste.
She could admit that giggling babies and dimpled kinder-
garteners were cute; she just wanted nothing to do with them.
It wasn’t her fault that in the eyes of the child-adoring world,
that translated as hate. So she kept it to herself, and no one was
the wiser, except the children, who could always tell.
It made babysitting a bit of a chore.
Gracie Tuck stood up from the table, her untouched pizza
cooling on her plate. “I’m going to my room,” she said.
“Okay.”
“No big plans for the night.”“I wouldn’t expect so.”
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“Probably I’ll just smoke and drink a little and maybe play
with some matches if I get bored.”“Don’t burn the house down.”
Gracie was twelve, a blond waif with an elfin smile, which
she deployed now. She was, by far, Cass’s favorite babysitting
charge, self-sufficient, jaded beyond her years, and clearly em-
bittered by the fact that her parents still felt she needed a baby-
sitter. Hence the polite fiction that Cass was only there to
supervise the baby now miraculously asleep upstairs. As far as
Cass could tell, Gracie hated children even more than she did,
and seemed to reserve a particular animosity for her baby
brother. Or, as Gracie liked to call him, the Accident.
She wasn’t the type of child most people found adorable,
but Cass appreciated her peculiar charms. Usually. Tonight
there was something unsettling about the appraising way shelooked at her babysitter, as if weighing whether it would be
safe to leave her downstairs, alone. There was something about
her tonight . . . something that made Cass wonder whether she
really did have big plans of some sort, whatever would consti-
tute big plans for a twelve-year-old whose best friend was a
pet chameleon. For a moment, she toyed with the idea of fol-
lowing Gracie up the spiral staircase, inviting herself into the
girl’s bedroom for a round of Monopoly, or Truth or Dare, or
whatever it was normal twelve-year-olds spent their time
doing. But then the baby cried, and in the subsequent flurry of
rocking and feeding and diaper changing, Cass forgot her con-
cerns. An hour later, settled in front of the TV, she closed her
eyes and promptly fell asleep.She dreamed that Jeremiah West was gnawing at her arm,
his teeth tearing through flesh and muscle and sending a hot
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pain radiating through her shoulder. When she jerked awake,
the pain was still present, sharp and real. She gasped andsearched around wildly for the source of attack—until the
dream faded. She remembered that the throbbing in her arm
was courtesy of that afternoon’s flu shot; West would no sooner
tear into her arm than he would tear off her clothing. She hated
needles even more than she hated babysitting, which made it
all the worse that the latter necessitated the former. The Tucks
insisted on a flu shot for anyone who came within ten feet of
their precious Accident. Since every dollar earned dragged the
out-of-state-tuition dream a little closer to reality, Cass had
consigned herself to a Saturday of needles and diapers and
pain. Her arm only really hurt when she rubbed it, which she
did now out of sheer spite.
The TV had somehow shut itself off; the house was darkand quiet. But Cass was suddenly convinced that something
had woken her. Some noise, some instinct. Something wrong.
“Gracie?” she called, softly, not wanting to wake the baby.
There was no answer.
I don’t want to go up there. The thought came unbidden as
she stood at the base of the stairs.
Don’t make me go up there.
She shouldn’t even be babysitting. She should be at Hayley
Patchett’s party, toasting the dregs of summer or getting
toasted by the Patchetts’ sorry excuse for a pool. But she hadn’t
been invited. Not really, not until Hayley’s best friend, Emily,
had accidentally-on-purpose asked Cass what she would be
wearing to the big party that, oops, she wasn’t even invited to.Hayley had played it off like of course she’d just assumed Cass
would hear about the party and realize she was wanted. She
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wasn’t. Not that she cared. Here was another secret that Cass
had resolved never to reveal: She was better than them—andshe knew it. Better than Hayley and Emily and Kaitlin (who
had inanely dubbed herself Kaitly to fit in with the others).
Better than the idiot jocks and the ignorant teachers and the
drug cases and the head cases. Better even than her parents,
who’d proved their inferiority by growing up in Oleander and
then, against all reason, staying. She didn’t hold it against them,
any of them. But she gave herself credit for an insight that few
people seemed to grasp. The town was rotten; the town was
dying. There were only two more years to endure, and then
there would be college, somewhere so far away she could be
excused for never coming back.
But that meant finding the money to make her escape,
which meant, at least tonight, playing the dutiful babysitter.She mounted the stairs slowly, and crept down the dark hall-
way, telling herself she was only staying quiet so as not to dis-
turb the children. Not because it felt like there was something
lurking in the shadows, something around which it was best to
make no sudden moves, lest it stir, lest it strike. The ceiling fan
sighed overhead, stirring up a hot breeze. Just the fan, she told
herself. Not someone’s warm breath, misting against her neck
in the dark.
She was too old to be afraid of the dark.
She did not believe in gut instincts, in premonitions, in the
body’s ability to sense danger and plead, as it did now, Turn
back.
Get out.Save yourself.
She thought she’d left the door to the baby’s room open,
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but it was closed now. Probably just Gracie, paying a visit to
her baby brother. Except that Gracie hated her baby brother,and treated the room as if it carried the plague.
She was trembling.
Feeling abundantly foolish, she twisted the knob—slowly,
silently—and eased open the door.
Cass laughed.
The room was intact, and empty, but for the baby in his
crib. He lay there gurgling, with a small smile, and for a mo-
ment Cass felt a rush of what she realized other people must
always feel when they see a baby. She lifted the tiny package of
warm, wriggling flesh, breathing in the fresh, sweet smell and
pressing her lips to his pale dusting of blond hair.
“Turns out you’re pretty cute after all, aren’t you?” she
whispered.Silly of her to suddenly panic because of a bad dream and
a dark house and a noise it turned out she hadn’t even heard.
Nothing was wrong.
Everything was fine.
She smiled, and patted the baby’s head, and that was when
the darkness claimed her.
Grace woke up from the dream and knew it had not been a
dream.
Grace ran down the hall.
Grace blew through the door.
Grace tore the pillow out of the babysitter’s hands.
Grace lifted the baby, the blue baby, the cold baby, andpressed her lips to the baby’s lips and tried to make him
breathe.
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Grace screamed, and the babysitter gave her a blank look,
then pushed her to the floor, then opened the window, then began to climb through.
Grace didn’t know whether to grab her leg and drag her
back into the room or give her a push and watch her fall, but
she delayed too long. And maybe it didn’t matter, because
Grace was just a kid, that’s how everyone treated her and that’s
what she suddenly realized she wanted to be, because a little
kid couldn’t be expected to know what to do. A little kid could
just lie on the floor, watch the baby turn blue and the babysitter
climb out the window, and cry.
Grace cried.
Grace saw, through her tears, the babysitter’s face as she
turned back one last time before launching herself into the air.
She looked at Grace as if to say You always claimed you were old enough to take care of yourself, now see how you like it.
Grace ran to the window and looked down, just in time to
see the babysitter land, and to watch her writhe on her back
like an overturned hermit crab, and to hear her screaming in
pain.
Grace picked up the baby, who she had not liked, but had
no choice but to love. He was her brother.
Grace vowed: the babysitter would pay, the babysitter
would be punished, the babysitter would die, because her
brother was dead.
Grace would, if necessary, see to it herself.
The killing day.The day the devil came to Oleander.
That day.
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Whatever they called it, through the months to come—
through the funerals and the potluck dinners and the ser-mons and the sidelong glances between formerly trusting
neighbors—it was all anyone could talk about. It seemed safe
to assume it was all anyone would ever talk about, as it was
assumed that Oleander had been changed forever, and that,
once buried, the bodies would stay in the ground.
But then the storm came.
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TO EVERYTHING THERE IS A SEASON
One year in Oleander.
One typical year, as those were the only kind Oleander
dealt in, even the year of the killing day. In blood as in drought
or in poverty or in flame, Oleander was Oleander, and there
were still crops to be sown and meth to be harvested, pies to be
baked and pigs to be prized, bargains to be hunted and farmsto be foreclosed, cherries to be popped and hearts to be broken,
worship to be offered and sinners to be shamed. There was still
the promise of a warm night on a covered porch or a sledding
trip on a snowy afternoon; there was, flickering on the periph-
ery, like the shy fireflies that danced around Potawamie Lake
on late-summer nights, still a glimmer of hope. There was gos-
sip and tradition, for these were the fumes on which Oleander
ran, chugging steadily along with its needle wobbling on
empty, and would until it faded to a dried-up husk, with only
a broken and rusted WELCOME TO OLEANDER, HEART OF THE REAL
AMERICA! sign to mark what had once been a town.
Tradition: In early October, once the funerals had been en-
dured and the mourners’ houses purged of dying flowers, fro-zen lasagnas, and baskets of corn muffins long gone stale, the
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veil of solemnity lifted, and business—what little business the
town had left—continued as usual. In the liminal days betweensummer and fall, this meant the annual Harvest Festival,
capped off by the Main Street parade. The recently departed
Sally Gunther, who, thanks to the flask of Jack Daniel’s stashed
in her bra, could always be counted on to mount the D’Angelo’s
float and strip with Mardi Gras–worthy aplomb, was sorely
missed. Kathleen Hanrahan, who’d been favored to win that
year’s Miss Oleander banner and wax-flower crown, was not.
At least, not by Laura Tanner, third-grade teacher, two- time
divorcée, and four-year reigning Miss Oleander, who was
more than happy to continue her streak. The parade route was
altered for the first time in memory, stopping three blocks short
so as to avoid the empty drugstore, with its boarded-up win-
dows, faded police tape, and, if you believed in such things, bad juju.
The rest of the month was dominated, as per usual, by elec-
tion drama, which this year culminated in a mayoral victory
by local businessman and walking comb-over Mickey Rich-
ards. Known to the satisfied customers who drove off his car
lot as Mouse—and to the former football players who’d shared
his high school locker room as Mouse Dick—the new mayor
had coasted to an easy victory. It didn’t hurt that, a couple of
years before, he’d recruited a corporate tenant to inhabit the
refurbished power plant on the edge of town—a white ele-
phant into which a previous mayoral regime had sunk mil-
lions the town didn’t have. But Mayor Mouse’s real selling
points were one: his financial involvement in the reconstruc-tion of the Church of the Word, which had burned down on the
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day of killing. And two: his key campaign promise, the firing
of Oleander’s long-serving chief of police, Richard B. Hayes.The almost total absence of surviving murderers to im-
prison had left behind a free-floating lynch mob’s worth of
blame. It had, unsurprisingly, settled on the town’s top cop. In
his decade in office, Hayes had established a long and undis-
tinguished record of crosswalk management, the occasional
meth-lab bust, and the quiet fixing of parking tickets for any
teacher willing to give his kid an A. The killing day had over-
whelmed his mediocre investigative abilities, and his final con-
clusions were best summed up as: “A lot of people had a bad
day.” Occasionally, when pressed for more, Hayes suggested,
“Must’ve been something in the air.”
November meant the annual all-church bake sale, its funds
buying Thanksgiving dinners for indigents all across easternKansas, its participants vying eagerly for bragging rights that
would last well through Easter. This year’s sale, in honor of the
recent church groundbreaking, was co-chaired by Ellie King,
who everyone agreed had, of late, gone a bit spooky around
the eyes. Something about the way she looked through you, as
if aiming for your soul but coming out clear the other side.
November meant football and cheerleaders and a warm
beer on a cold night rooting for a team that had not a chance in
hell of winning, and a rote moment of silence for the lost soul
Nick Shay and the assistant coach who’d killed him. The mo-
ment was briefer than intended, broken as it was by the howls
of the marching band, who’d just discovered the feces that cer-
tain thuggish members of the team had secreted in their instru-ments. This, too, or at least some crude and beastly act like it,
was tradition. The participation of Jeremiah West—about
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whom the thuggish branch of the team had harbored its suspi-
cions until he’d turned up at practice this season a new and brutish man—was not.
By November, Daniel Ghent was finally sleeping through
the night. Though he still had nightmares of bullets and blood,
he no longer jerked awake at two a.m. in a puddle of his own
sweat, and he never remembered them in the morning.
There was no Founders’ Day tradition in Oleander, no bunting-
bowed ceremony of child-chanted couplets and paeans to
hometown pride. It was an odd absence in the communal cal-
endar, odder still in a town that had been founded twice. The
first settlers arrived in the fall of 1855, Boston abolitionists de-
termined to ensure Kansas’s entrance to the Union as a free
state.There are towns in the Midwest where residents can trace
their heritage back to Civil War days—where even the meth-
addled Dumpster divers can map out the exact boundaries of
their forebears’ ancestral homestead. But not in Oleander. Here
history stretched back no further than 1899, because here,
while the rest of the country celebrated the birth of their Lord
and awaited the birth of a new century, Oleander died. It was
a Christmas Day fire. That much was known, but nothing
more—not how it began, or why, or how it happened that not
a single resident survived. On Christmas Eve, there had been
1,123 souls living in the town. By sundown the next day, there
were none.
There were charred bones and piles of ash, and that was all.They founded a new town on Oleander’s mass grave, and
gave it the same name. They never spoke of the dead; they
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spotted no ghosts. The new town filled up with strangers who
saw the possibilities of cheap property and ripe fields ratherthan the outlines of buildings that no longer stood and the
gray dust of a cremated world. The new Oleander bustled and
shone, its determined noise drowning out any echoes of the
past. Grass and flowers and trees sprang from fallow ground.
The scents of corn and life drove out the lingering smoke, and
finally, the fire and its carpet of bones could be safely buried in
the past and allowed to slip through the cracks of collective
memory. But the earth had memory of its own.
Christmas in Oleander now was a twinkling wonderland,
complete with an unexpected Christmas Eve snowfall. No one
but Grace Tuck and her parents remembered that little Owen
had been meant to play baby Jesus in the winter pageant. TheTucks skipped Christmas that year. Grace—no one called her
Gracie anymore—had frozen pizza in front of the TV, trying
not to look at the corner where the tree should have been. Her
mother had not come out of her room since the night before,
while her father had been drunk since Thanksgiving.
They weren’t the only family in town to bypass the festivi-
ties: Ellie King gave herself up to a marathon prayer session in
the skeleton of the half-rebuilt church. While she was out, her
father packed up the last of his belongings and carted them
over to the Sunflower, a sad apartment complex for a sad as-
semblage of men whose families had moved on without them.
The daughter who’d once been his secret favorite, back before
she turned into a bigger zealot than her mother, promisedshe’d come visit the next morning. She never got around to it.
The remaining Prevette brothers sought salvation in the
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form of hammers and spray paint, laying midnight waste to
the town crèche. They broke every window at town hall beforegraffitiing giant red genitalia across its century-old stone face.
Scott signed his name at the bottom.
Daniel Ghent was alone. The Preacher had taken to the
road; the Preacher had not been home in three days; the
Preacher had developed a habit of sleeping on the street, in
small lean-tos improvised from cardboard and plastic wrap,
the better to stay close to his flock. The Preacher had been
claimed by God, and Milo had been claimed first by social ser-
vices, then by his mother. Giuliana Larkin had materialized in
the Preacher’s life a few years after Daniel’s mother died, and
dematerialized before Milo was on solid food. For good, they’d
all thought. But then came the killing day and Daniel’s turn in
the media spotlight, and she’d spotted Milo on the eveningnews. A week later, she was back and settled into a house on
the luckier side of town. She’d needed only one efficient hour
to pack a small red suitcase for Milo, then pack Milo into a
small red Civic. One hour to dissolve any illusions Daniel
might have had of a family. This year there would be no reason
to feign a belief in Santa and no need to hastily wrap an old
stuffed animal from the bottom of Milo’s toy chest with a card
attached reading “Love, Dad.” Around the Ghent house, there
lately didn’t seem to be much reason for anything.
Jeremiah West’s Christmas was picture-perfect, at least
judging from the family portrait that topped the family’s an-
nual Christmas letter. The West patriarch, it was reported, had
posted record earnings in farm-equipment repair. Mother Westintended to spend the winter perfecting her pie recipe in time
for the spring bake-off. This year nothing would stop her from
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taking home the blue ribbon, not even her “dear neighbor”
Maddie Thomas’s “white-knuckle grip on the trophy” thanksto her “thoroughly reliable pumpkin pie.” (The letter’s careful
breeziness here could not disguise the bitter determination un-
derlying this upcoming grudge match.) The letter detailed Jer-
emiah’s record- breaking rushing and receiving stats, but not
the joyriding escapade for which he’d spent a night in jail.
Winter passed, cold and barren, with hearty meals and
stoked fires, empty streets and packed bars. Down at the
Yellow bird, where Old Winston had been a constant fixture,
beers were hoisted in his honor, their departed patron saint of
lost weekends. The regulars lived for that time of night when
the door would swing open and a sullen Jule Prevette—always
in those mannish combat boots and distinctly unmannish
fishnets—would arrive to escort her new stepfather home.
Oleander thawed, snow melted, crops sprouted, and the
Preacher prepared for the end. He saw the angels of death
shadowing their prey; he saw Satan’s handmaidens digging
their pit to hell. Oleander thawed, but the chill lingered in the
shadow that was cast over the town, promise of dark days to
come. Only the Preacher saw the signs. Only the Preacher
knew what lay beneath the earth, the darkness stirred up by
the misguided creatures above. Only the Preacher heard the
song whispered by the budding branches, the end the end the
end of days. The Preacher warned them, though they would not
heed. So be it. When the time came, they would be lost to the
shadows. When the pit opened and loosed its demons uponthe world, he would be prepared.
He would take care of his own.
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The year passed from Sunday to Sunday, the churches vyingfor souls with brimstone sermons, potluck dinners, bingo
nights, and the ever-shifting tiles on the welcome signs that
hung by their doors:
FREE COFFEE. EVERLASTING LIFE. MEMBERSHIP HAS ITS PRIVILEGES.
STAYING IN BED SHOUTING “OH GOD!” DOES NOT CONSTITUTE GOING
TO CHURCH.
YOU HAVE ONE NEW FRIEND REQUEST FROM JESUS: ACCEPT OR DENY.
DO NOT WAIT FOR THE HEARSE TO TAKE YOU TO CHURCH.
EVEN SATAN BELIEVES IN GOD.
IT’S THE TEN COMMANDMENTS, NOT THE TEN SUGGESTIONS.
SEVEN DAYS WITHOUT GOD MAKES ONE WEAK.
DOWN IN THE MOUTH? TRY A FAITH LIFT.SANTA CLAUS NEVER DIED FOR ANYONE.
SIGN BROKEN. MESSAGE INSIDE.
GOD SHOWS NO FAVORITISM, BUT WE DO—GO ROYALS!
THINK IT’S HOT HERE? IMAGINE HELL.
Eventually, though it never seemed possible through the days
of clouds and frost, the sun returned, and with it the birds and
the leaves and a planting festival as exuberant as the harvest
extravaganza. Amanda West took second prize in the bake-off;
the 4-H club showed off its wares, its hand-churned butter and
free-range goats; the high school’s ag class staged the annual
slaughter and barbecue of its chickens. Grace Tuck rode the
rickety Ferris wheel and threw up behind the custard stand.Daniel Ghent watched Milo’s Cub Scout troop perform a knot-
tying demonstration; he watched from a distance, and left
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before the parents crowded the muddy field to congratulate
their precocious offspring.Eventually, though it never seemed possible, Eisenhower
High School emptied its hallways for the summer and a lucky
few, with a fanfare of halfhearted speeches and tossed caps,
got to leave it for good. Jeremiah West was not among them,
but—small consolation—at least got to join the rest of the
team’s rising seniors in the ritual streaking across the stage.
Summer was, traditionally, too hot for traditions. Summer
was for sitting on porches sipping lemonade—or talking wist-
fully of a time when summer meant sitting on porches sipping
lemonade, when there were fewer bills to pay and no DVDs to
watch, and of how in this mythical past, this rustic paradise of
outhouses and unlocked doors, life had been good. Summer
was when the gossip that had been fermenting all year was fi-nally ready to pour. Tempers rose with the heat; grudges de-
frosted; things got interesting. This summer was no different,
except that as August approached and blanched the town with
its white heat and its memories of the killing day, the rumors
took on a new intensity. It was as if the murders themselves
had become Oleander tradition. Any argument, any lovers’
quarrel, any innocent encounter in the new drugstore, catty-
corner to the old, carried the seeds of potential violence. Surely
it was only a matter of time before one would bloom. People
waited; people watched. People whispered: about the source
of Mayor Mouse’s campaign funding, about the Tucks’ failing
marriage and the way that girl of theirs wandered with no ap-
parent supervision, turning up in the strangest places at allhours of day and night. They noted, with their communal eye,
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the way that man looked at his stepdaughter Jule, who seemed
always to be by his side. They knew the King girl had turnedinto a bigger Jesus nut than ever, as they knew about the re-
straining order Milo Ghent’s mother had taken out against his
father and half brother—and about the way Daniel had taken
to lurking in bushes, just to catch a forbidden glimpse.
They never stopped talking about the murders, but by the
time summer had fully settled itself over the town, they’d
learned to once again talk of other things, the pettier the better.
Somehow, the town talked itself back to life.
They never talked of Cassandra Porter.
There had been no trial for the sole surviving Oleander killer.
Cassandra Porter, who could not remember her crime, pleaded
not guilty by reason of mental disease or defect. The DA of-fered a deal: conviction with a sentence of twenty years to life,
to be served not in a maximum-security prison but the slightly
cushier state mental hospital.
She supposed she should have wanted to fight. Her lawyer
had explained: If it was true she’d lapsed into some kind of
fugue state, an insanity with the life span of a fruit fly, then she
was innocent. At least in the eyes of the law. (If, on the other
hand, she’d purposefully squeezed the air out of Owen Tuck’s
lungs . . . if she, Cassandra Porter, being of sound mind and
body, had held the boy in her hands and ended him, with mal-
ice aforethought, for reasons her brain now contrived not to
remember? She was, as they say, guilty as sin.) These were the
issues her lawyer walked her through as she lay in a hospital bed recovering from the leap she couldn’t remember taking.
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Floating on a morphine cloud, dizzy with the pain of twelve
broken bones, she nodded along, pretended to listen, and lether parents decide for her.
They had, in short order, decided to deliver her up to the
criminal justice system, then pack their belongings and skip
town. The Porters had settled with relatives in a faraway
coastal city where they could pretend to whoever asked that
their smart, successful daughter was off at boarding school—or
perhaps that she’d never existed at all. Cass knew this because
of the emails they sent, in lieu of calling or visiting or sending
the packages of cookies and clean underwear the lawyer had
repeatedly told them they were allowed. She knew this, but
not the city to which they’d moved, the relatives with whom
they were staying, or the address where they could be found.
No one told her what had happened to the house. She pre-ferred to imagine it intact, her belongings stored away in the
bedroom she’d lived in since she was three years old, each
scrapbook, homework assignment, stuffed animal, memory
filed in its proper place. Gathering dust, maybe. But still, some-
how, hers. Impossible to imagine the house given over to
strangers, the kitchen where she’d been planning to bake cup-
cakes for the student-council election given over to someone
else’s TV dinners. The dining room where she would have
filled out her neat stack of college applications crowded with
someone else’s awkward Thanksgivings. The living room
couch where she’d spent more than a few nights waiting, in
vain, for Jeremiah West to take off her clothes or in any way
indicate he hoped she would do so—cushioning some other,happier daughter, one with a future rather than just a past.
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She tried not to think about that. As she tried not to think
about the baby.What she did to the baby.
After, she jumped out the window. That’s what they told
her, and when she refused to believe them, they showed her
the video. The nanny cam captured life in a fuzzy black and
white, but the sequence of events was clear. There she was, like
the distressed damsel in a D-grade horror movie, creeping into
the baby’s room as the audience shrieked at her to stop. She’d
shrieked, too, when the lawyer first showed her the video, and
she’d watched herself lift the baby from his crib. But the figure
on-screen continued with silent determination no matter how
loudly the real Cassandra screamed. She pushed Gracie Tuck
out of the way, moved calmly to the window, and, with no vis-
ible hesitation on her dim face, flung herself into the night.Cass remembered none of it. Nothing but waking in the dirt, in
pain, staring up at the police, the flashing lights, and Gracie
Tuck’s empty eyes.
That was what she saw, every night, when she waited for
sleep to rescue her. Gracie’s dead eyes.
The broken bones had eventually healed. It was the infec-
tion that followed that left her floating for months in blissful
oblivion. In that timeless time of fever haze, she would close
her eyes in one impersonal room and wake up in another, al-
ways surrounded by strangers. There was something wrong
with her blood. That was what they told her, when they told
her anything, which wasn’t often. She was a possession of the
state now, like a sewage pipe or a garbage compactor. She was broken, and so they would fix her. But you didn’t tell a sewage
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pipe what was wrong with it, and you didn’t hold its hand
when the pain kept it awake all night, writhing in sweatysheets, begging for help. You didn’t explain to a garbage com-
pactor why you were performing this test or that one, or which
ones would hurt.
Later, when she was healthy again, and the questions came
one after another after another, she would realize how good
she’d had it. There was an ease and simplicity to being an ob-
ject, to lying still and letting the world exert its will.
When she was healthy again, they’d locked her in the cell.
It had no bars, just a bed, a desk, a sink, a toilet, and softly pad-
ded walls. They allowed her books, but no newspapers or
magazines, nothing that would tether her to the outside world.
Emails from her parents were printed out and delivered to her
room, until the day the emails stopped. Cass had seen plentyof movies set in mental hospitals. All of them played variations
on a theme: moon-eyed inmates drifting about a sterile hospi-
tal lounge, playing checkers and shouting at shadows; inmates
forced to bare their souls in a group-therapy circle of trust;
dazed and cooperative inmates lining up for meds; rebellious
inmates flattened by linebacker orderlies. But there were no
inmates here, as far as Cass could tell, and no orderlies, either.
There were no lounges or corridors or electroshock laborato-
ries. No checkers games. There was only Cass, and her room,
and the doctor.
The doctor, old enough to be Cass’s mother but with an
angular, birdlike, distinctly unmaternal edge to her, came
every day. And every day, she took a sample of Cass’s blood.She brought food and watched Cass eat it. She pulled up a
chair to Cass’s bed and asked her questions. It didn’t seem
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much like therapy. The questions never strayed from the past—
and not the distant past, either, the Freudian depths of pottytraining and father-daughter dances. They dwelled only on, as
the doctor put it, “the night in question.” She wanted every
detail of how Cass had felt in the moments before and after the
blackout, what she had been thinking, what she had been
wanting, as if any of that could matter with Owen Tuck’s body
moldering six feet underground. Cass had nothing to offer but
a stream of nothing special, nothing much, nothing out of the ordi-
nary. And then, always, when her memories gave out and she
ran smack into that featureless mental wall, I don’t know.
I don’t know.
I don’t know.
She didn’t know if she wanted to.
The doctor only asked questions, never answered them. Inall those months of daily visits, Cass never succeeded in learn-
ing her name.
Then came the day the doctor didn’t show up.
Cass had thought nothing could be worse than reliving
“the night in question,” over and over again. But then the doc-
tor didn’t come, and didn’t come.
And never came back.
That was worse.
There were no windows in the cell; the lights never went
out. She slept when she could; she woke when she was hungry,
or when she needed to pee, or when nightmares tossed her
from sleep. Sometimes a slot in the door would open, and food
would appear: she ate. And then she would read, and then shewould try to remember, and then try not to, and then, again,
she would sleep, and this she called a day.
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There was no mirror in the cell. The most reflective surface
was the metal basin of the sink, which offered only the shadowof a reflection. She was forgetting what she looked like; she
was imagining a monster.
She supposed she was going crazy. There was a part of her
rooting for madness; there was a part of her, bigger every day,
that wanted to fall into the black. It was her only remaining
hope of escape.
She hoped she was already crazy, as the lawyer had sug-
gested. Not guilty, not responsible, by reason of mental disease
or defect.
She clung to that, until she couldn’t anymore.
She couldn’t.
Guilty. It was the one thing she did know; it was the an-
swer she couldn’t avoid. That was why she didn’t throw her-self against the walls or slice herself open with one of the toilet
tank’s rusty screws. This was hell—and where else did she
belong?
This was home. So she tried to forget the girl she had been,
the future that girl was meant to have. This was torture, and
this was right.
And in this way, a year passed.
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