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Avatarby MaterurbiumJune 2011
Preface
This book is about following art and inspiration. For musicians thatmeans recording what you hear. For painters that means putting thebrush where you see. If youre a writer, you write. You follow what youfeel because the words that come in those moments give meaning toeverything around you.
About the poems in this book
When I started writing these poems I didnt know where they wereheaded. There were no themes or symbols. I wrote down some words,Id continue with whatever else came. In the best cases the wordswould start to chain together and develop into an idea or description bythe end. I didnt see most of them coming.
When a piece was finished I immediately wanted to reword it and
clean it up to make more sense out of it. There were misspellings,nouns used as adjectives, words that werent even words. I wasnt sureit was readable.
So I would write and rewrite the poems until Id rewritten them todeath and zapped any energy they had when they came out the firsttime. So I went back to my original notebooks and copied those poemsas they were written in those moments. Those are the words youllread here. They had a better sense of where they were going and whatthey would eventually be than I did.
Last thing Ill say is this: Do everything you can to do whatever itis you love. Don't listen to anybody. Each person has a calling. Followyour ideas and passions through. And youll inspire others to do thesame.
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Hope you enjoy this book. If you want, feel free to reach me with acomment at my site or send this PDF to anyone you think might enjoyit.
Thank you for reading,
Materurbium
1. Tell me when a woman kills ........................................................................... 32. Once one day, square school friends ............................................................. 43. To last hands in the last hands box ................................................................ 54. Whats your one thing you see?..................................................................... 55. Reading for the book...................................................................................... 66. My head or my new body ............................................................................... 77. Where's new as king ...................................................................................... 88. Stilled to last from honesty ............................................................................. 99. It's in your ear to become a man .................................................................. 1010.Isnt this just what we see? .......................................................................... 1111.Better than a highway, water unlearns ......................................................... 1212.Bird down from nature .................................................................................. 1313.I knew the people on my troop ..................................................................... 1414.Every can kid is productive .......................................................................... 1515.A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky ...................................................... 1616.Every day takes time.................................................................................... 17
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1. Tell me when a woman kills
Tell me when a woman kills a pig how its blue and then a
slight pink career. One eye is a trooper as it hangs and one
hand to proper soft on babys born and how green and piglets
New Jersey. I was a loser, and now thats not a loser. Thats
a tendency and a partner. Theres so little to liking this, and
so prone. Its to death for death. And death is happy, smiles
all its life for life.
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2. Once one day, square school friends
Once one day, square school friends over religious friends,
people over country, age over debate, square over neat
design, tan over shook. New fill, add life from me, a man who
came from who wrote it. What comes over by me but a new
square, not a range. Once its flare, now its multiple
languages. For every each and whole, my full broke and
harvests, the return of winter writing. Only now there's a
chance the books will read.
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3. To last hands in the last hands box
To last hands in the last hand box that want to hold once
what weve created. It was under what we knew. Love and
grace once, now just two. Our son was not as black as that.
Once written for one choice now written for another.
4. Whats your one thing you see?
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Whats your one thing you see? Thats yours here. And that
you love and the energy. You can figure it out. Its your love.
Most people dont have that about anything.
5. Reading for the book
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Reading for the book, barn to red proof. Blue light fit to crude
and cruel what fruits are there to cold and sink. Is there a
dark tradition in records that fill themselves? Is something
up? By morning born fruit gels by you. Not turning to shade,
not riching to grip, not creasing or swissing, but Melvin in a tip
or set crews wisping gray fells on stands down the same
shrinks as a month ago. Fruits and fruits. Over and over.
Fruits running. Fruits cut from proof. Sons of fruit flies. All
fruits. All delighting the fan.
6. My head or my new body
My head or my new body. My near reach to a double myhead. My new glass, all of future still reminds me a hammer.
Still bed on wet, still occult sleep. Once near kind on dammit.
Once on over and killproof. Fronter based on attic. A killer
fronted on magic. I'm free over the mice.
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7. Where's new as king
Wheres new as king, king on thinking, king on time to near
new? Once away on God, now to square. No new left in
thoughts, but near clear now, a summer on. New on
thoughts. A new care. A new journey. Once. One one-
thousand. Once.
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8. Stilled to last from honesty
Stilled to last from honesty. Dandelion hands backed in
paper. Screaming to shape gospel, to house hope. Hope to
pet bricks and tell Tommy. Lead with dynamite motion. Make
fair. Then spill glass. Leave wet there.
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9. It's in your ear to become a man
Its in your ear to become a man. A man is to his heart, but
not murderous. A master/slave, a moving walker not
possessed by square from black mixes. Master and slave,
free man and mystery, both run underground and above,
each tracking to the same lake. Each coming to, and fit to
crime.
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10. Isnt this just what we see?
Isnt this just what we see? Im not nailing ahead. Im not
forcing or gracing or shocking anybody. Just my hands or
dream that there is skill and each skill on its hand, in thought
or in future time, not shooing or tri-betaing. I thought all of you
over and over. A plan that happens or poof to have never
happened.
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11. Better than a highway, water unlearns
Better than a highway, water unlearns, unsinks, develops or
queers light, or violents black and sails Kato. Writing as
unusual is its plant. Bell glass, 14:59 bell glass, coward this
right to living, near-lame "believer". There is just one good
and that's the memory of bear. Make me paint "Ill just have".
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Just somehow is hearing. This is an ocean truck. No veteran
ground but believer in rolling row, in very row. This is blood.
Can this live like water?
12. Bird down from nature
Bird down from nature, but two in the away bush tweet calls
to money. Cut away from birds to bet. In the by bush is past,
by and again a choice. My fingers around a brown swatch
ticked from nature. I'm holding what it can before it can. What
I have in my hand came from here. I was a scout and its
founder.
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13. I knew the people on my troop
I knew the people on my troop maxing on one piece of paper,
maxing all dears on her fruity mentioning place. It was as if a
lightning bolt was coming down slowly. Ive never seen so
slowly like that, slowly fear, like never before. It was as if a
prayer would new unique world. Its tremble new fears where
we would only fear once. Where we would slowly fear breeze
for its food fall.
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14. Every can kid is productive
Every can kid is productive. Look at princes. Man still slips
core to friendly, or occur science, silence, and maths. Every
can kid is do as produce, production, prover, laster, fill lock at
prince. More still slips once man saw lock it. It was
providence, once saw locket on the range. Once as swords,
of balls to forward its his. I am watching the still hear of
grace. Whats guts for your love? Whats guts for your place
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and purpose? I dont know yet, but Im sure what Im
watching is great and its to score one lifetime.
15. A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky
A plane, a plane in the middle of the sky. Trees from the
woods towering a moving place. I'm the chance to do it. To
place across the picture, access to this picture, sky and
woods. There's form. I'm the chance to do it.
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16. Every day takes time
Every day takes time. Every hour requires freedom. Honesty
and notes are not required, and I dont want to be obsessed
with this but it's 12. The church bells are ringing. Every day
requires time. Not to inhabit the once road but to skill and
practice. Men who run and inherit are racing. Aggressive
men. Precision men.
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