xaSuris municipalitetis gazeT ,,xaSuris moambis” damateba #2, 29 Tebervali, orSabaTi, 2016 weli ...Seni Sinagani cxovrebis principad miiRe Seniv sulis simwiris, Seniv uniaTobis wrfeli aRiareba da iswrafe ab- solutisken, Tu gsurs winsvla SedarebiTSi. aRuTqvi, rom mizani Seni iqneba rac SeiZleba maRali, imaze maRali, rasac Seni mzerac ver Seswvdeba, iqamde maRa- li, sadac Cveni cxovrebis paralelebi gadaikveTeba, daumizne miuwvdomels! gadi velad da martodmarto esaubre samyaros, Tu gsurs, esaubre mTels bunebas erTianad. viTom Seni xma daikargeba? gana ara sjobs, ukidegano caSi dainTqas Seni sityvebi, vidre mezobeli ezos oTxkedelSua zariviT darekos da marto usaqmuri Woriknebis laqlaqi dafaros. gana ar girCevnia, okeanis warmavali talRa iyo, vidre sadRac xev-xuvSi Cakar- guli gubura?! rao, sakuTar Tavze didi warmodgenis xaro? dae, aseTive maRali warmodgenisa iyvnen sakuTar Tavze isinic, radgan, Tu Cven, yvela avmaRldebiT, amaRldeba es samyaroc. Tavs gvesxmian imisTvis, rasac Tavad fiqroben, magram Sen maT Seni saqmiT ajobeb. ajobe maT siyvarulis saxeliT. Seamzade Seni Tavi yvelafrisTvis da mokavSired dro air- Cie. ikarosiviT sikvdili gijobs imisTana sicocxles, er- Txelac rom ar scado afrena, Tundac cvilis frTebiT. maS afrindi, afrindi, rom frTebi gamogesxas. Tu frenis survili gaqvs, frTebic gamogesxmeba, oRond icode, afrindi uSiSrad da udrekad. nu gaerevi maTSi, vinc brZolis velze moTminebadakargu- li erTmaneTs ebrZvis da Wurvis msgavs raRacas damrgvale- bul mikerZoebebs esvris, maTi calmxrivi dogmatizmis winaSe mtkiced dadeqi Sens sityvaze, Tundac giTxran, es yvelaferi xom uaryofis gzaao, magram asec rom iyos, es mainc ufro nayofieri uaryofa iqneba, raic, Tu angrevs, kidec qmnis da Tu qmnis, kidec angrevs. dautove maT is, rac TavianTi ideebi hgoniaT, Tumca ki, sinamdvileSi Tavadve ekuTvnian am ideebs, TavianTsas rom eZaxian! Tavadve xar cocxali idea. nu anacvaleb Tavs mkvdar ideebs – imas, gazeTebSi rom amoikiTxaven xolme. yvela idea mkvdaria, Tu formulebis sarkofagebSia Camarxuli, Sens ideebs ki moufrTxildi, viTarca Zvlebs, SigniT, Seni su- lieri xorciT dafarulTa da SemosilT, viTarca Sens fiqr- Ta kunTebis msaxurT da nu daagdeb Riad da SiSvlad, dagmane, rom ar aerioT, rogorc ician, dogmatikosTa kiborCxalas msgavsma sulebma, sinamdvilisgan Tavis dasacavad im TavianT javSnebSi rom Seiketebian da verc im sinamdvilis dogmebSi etevian. ecade, sazogadoebisgan miiRo yvelaferi, oRond ki metismetad nu miendobi da nu anacvaleb Tavs. Sen Tavadve, Sensave arsSi xar kidec sazogadoeba. iseve, rogorc yoveli sxva aris sazogadoe- ba, saidanac amoizrdeba is, rasac sazogadoebas veZaxiT da saidanac warmosdgeba pirovnebac, radgan ve- ravin mogcems imas, rac Tavad ar gaaCnia. nu ecdebi gavlena moaxdino nurc, egreT wodebul, kulturis winsvlaze, nurc socialur garemoze, nurc Sens xalxze, nurc Sens epoqaze, nurc, miT ufro, ideebis progresze, rac Ta- visTavad miedineba, izrune mxolod sulTa zrdaze, Ti- Toeulis sulisa, Tundac erTaderTi sulisa da esec kmara. warmoidgine, rom RmerTSi xarT Sen da samyaro da Tu Sen xar samyaros nawili, radgan igi gifaravs, maSin, isic Seni nawili yofila, radgan mas SenSi Seicnob. CaRrmavdi, raTa gamoasxivo, aRavse Seni Tavi, raTa mere napirze gadmoiRvaro, magram wyaros ki moufrTxildi. Cai- Zire sakuTar TavSi, raTa ufro ukeT uZRvna Seni Tavi sxvebs mTlianad da ganuyoflad. ,,aha, gwiravT yvelafers, rac gamaCnia!“ – ityvis guluxvi. ,,aha, gwiravT yvelafers, rac var!“ – ityvis gmiri. ,,aha, gwiravT Cems sakuTar Tavs!“ – ityvis wmindani. da Senc, mis kvalad Seswire Seni Tavi da roca Seswirav, Tqvi: amisTvis ki, unda Seqmna samyaro, eZio igi SenSive ,,sulis siRrmeSi!“. 1900 w.
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...Seni Sinagani cxovrebis principad miiRe Seniv sulis simwiris, Seniv uniaTobis wrfeli aRiareba da iswrafe ab-solutisken, Tu gsurs winsvla SedarebiTSi.
aRuTqvi, rom mizani Seni iqneba rac SeiZleba maRali, imaze maRali, rasac Seni mzerac ver Seswvdeba, iqamde maRa-li, sadac Cveni cxovrebis paralelebi gadaikveTeba, daumizne miuwvdomels!
gadi velad da martodmarto esaubre samyaros, Tu gsurs, esaubre mTels bunebas erTianad. viTom Seni xma daikargeba? gana ara sjobs, ukidegano caSi dainTqas Seni sityvebi, vidre mezobeli ezos oTxkedelSua zariviT darekos da marto usaqmuri Woriknebis laqlaqi dafaros. gana ar girCevnia, okeanis warmavali talRa iyo, vidre sadRac xev-xuvSi Cakar-guli gubura?!
Tavs gvesxmian imisTvis, rasac Tavad fiqroben, magram Sen maT Seni saqmiT ajobeb. ajobe maT siyvarulis saxeliT. Seamzade Seni Tavi yvelafrisTvis da mokavSired dro air-Cie. ikarosiviT sikvdili gijobs imisTana sicocxles, er- Txelac rom ar scado afrena, Tundac cvilis frTebiT. maS afrindi, afrindi, rom frTebi gamogesxas. Tu frenis survili gaqvs, frTebic gamogesxmeba, oRond icode,
afrindi uSiSrad da udrekad.nu gaerevi maTSi, vinc brZolis velze moTminebadakargu-
li erTmaneTs ebrZvis da Wurvis msgavs raRacas damrgvale-bul mikerZoebebs esvris, maTi calmxrivi dogmatizmis winaSe mtkiced dadeqi Sens sityvaze, Tundac giTxran, es yvelaferi xom uaryofis gzaao, magram asec rom iyos, es mainc ufro
nayofieri uaryofa iqneba, raic, Tu angrevs, kidec qmnis da Tu qmnis, kidec angrevs. dautove maT is, rac TavianTi ideebi hgoniaT, Tumca ki, sinamdvileSi Tavadve ekuTvnian am ideebs, TavianTsas rom eZaxian!
Tavadve xar cocxali idea. nu anacvaleb Tavs mkvdar ideebs – imas, gazeTebSi rom amoikiTxaven xolme. yvela idea mkvdaria, Tu formulebis sarkofagebSia Camarxuli, Sens ideebs ki moufrTxildi, viTarca Zvlebs, SigniT, Seni su-lieri xorciT dafarulTa da SemosilT, viTarca Sens fiqr-Ta kunTebis msaxurT da nu daagdeb Riad da SiSvlad, dagmane, rom ar aerioT, rogorc ician, dogmatikosTa kiborCxalas msgavsma sulebma, sinamdvilisgan Tavis dasacavad im TavianT javSnebSi rom Seiketebian da verc im sinamdvilis dogmebSi etevian.
ecade, sazogadoebisgan miiRo yvelaferi, oRond ki metismetad nu miendobi da nu anacvaleb Tavs.
Sen Tavadve, Sensave arsSi xar kidec sazogadoeba. iseve, rogorc yoveli sxva aris sazogadoe-ba, saidanac amoizrdeba is, rasac sazogadoebas veZaxiT da saidanac warmosdgeba pirovnebac, radgan ve-ravin mogcems imas, rac Tavad ar gaaCnia.
nu ecdebi gavlena moaxdino nurc, egreT wodebul, kulturis
winsvlaze, nurc socialur garemoze, nurc Sens xalxze, nurc Sens epoqaze, nurc, miT ufro, ideebis progresze, rac Ta-visTavad miedineba, izrune mxolod sulTa zrdaze, Ti-Toeulis sulisa, Tundac erTaderTi sulisa da esec kmara.
warmoidgine, rom RmerTSi xarT Sen da samyaro da Tu Sen xar samyaros nawili, radgan igi gifaravs, maSin, isic Seni nawili yofila, radgan mas SenSi Seicnob.
CaRrmavdi, raTa gamoasxivo, aRavse Seni Tavi, raTa mere napirze gadmoiRvaro, magram wyaros ki moufrTxildi. Cai-Zire sakuTar TavSi, raTa ufro ukeT uZRvna Seni Tavi sxvebs mTlianad da ganuyoflad.
,,aha, gwiravT yvelafers, rac gamaCnia!“ – ityvis guluxvi.,,aha, gwiravT yvelafers, rac var!“ – ityvis gmiri. ,,aha, gwiravT Cems sakuTar Tavs!“ – ityvis wmindani. da Senc, mis kvalad Seswire Seni Tavi da roca Seswirav,
Tqvi: amisTvis ki, unda Seqmna samyaro, eZio igi SenSive ,,sulis
Cems saval biliks burusi mosavs,ar var arcerTi karis poeti!damigvianda, etyoba, mosvla,anda Zalian adre movedi!warsuli isev warsulSi CarCa,Seacvda farCa sizmris mantiebs,am horizontze saSveli ar Cans,da is bavSvobac ar mapaties!..
isev moiqufra ca, isev gawvimda,kvlav uamindoba dasCemda amindebs...nuTu, feniqsiviT, mimqrali namwvidanaRsdgeba da sulSi naperwkals aminTebs?!.ukan vixedebi, - nacnobi xedebi,damwvari xidebi da samkuTxedebi,Wori da marTali... kerpebi warmarTTa,drom ki, dro wamarTva da Tavad warmarTa...sxvagvarad dafera abjari da fari,bartyebis budea Cvenive saydari,amqveynad yvelaze lamazi zRapari, -rac rom mabadia, Tu ram mixaria...ra moxda, Tu sulSi Tebervlis qaria...zamTari, CemsaviT, erTguli dedaa,zamTari, CemsaviT, daRlili qalia...
CvenSi darCes da, visi ra mmarTebs?(es ironia ar gamamarTlebs?),,damiT" ki ara,daniT vWri kartebsda bediswerasxelukuRmavayri kamaTlebs!..uars vucxadebyvela ,,ist"-s dayovelgvar kartels,komforts da karcers!davugeb facers, -am cxovrebispozas da dramas -gaWril ,,valets" da gasaWrel ,,damas..."an ra jandabadminda ,,valeti"?aRarc koziri,aRarc tuzi,aRarc jokeri!yoveli ferisda yvelafriseqvivalentiaRar miWiravsxelSi da, am dros,veTamaSebibed-iRbals banqos!..da monte-karlos,las-vegass, bangkoksras gaakvirvebviskiT?.. da riskiTvigeb da vageb,vageb da vigebme am cxovrebisdeda-arss, is ki...rac gaaCnia,nulze Camodisda am cxovrebismizanscenidanCamodis mSvidaderTi CemodniT...ra problemaa?(visi ra mmarTebs?),,damiT" ki ara,daniT vWri kartebs,ris monte karlos,las-vegass, bangkoks? -veTamaSebi cxovrebas banqos!
dajiriToben gzadagza
sabelaxsnili cxenebi,
qarebi, fafaraSlili
ura kviciviT gaxednes
da orad gaWril vaSliviT
gvanan qedmoxril saxedrebs -
qarebi, naavdralebi...
da mainc, abragebiviT
gzisken gaurbiT Tvalebi.
Zuadawnili kudebiT
wvimebi sadRac gaxvetes
da, qaTamiviT, rom xvripes
wyali, cas mere axedes...
Cadgnen da sapalneebi
dascvivdaT, rogorc saxedrebs...
yvelaze urCi qarebi,
gajiqebuli jorebi
miyroyineben gzadagza,
rogorc axali Worebi.
miyuCdnen Smagi qarebi,
daRlilni Weneb-WenebiT,
qarebi naavdralebi -
fafaraSlili cxenebi...
da gzebis danabarebi
amoTqves sveneb-svenebiT:
,,Tu Tavi Seni Tan gaxlavs,"
saxedrad ar ixsenebi...
p r o z a
3literaturyuli xaSuri 29 Tebervali, 2016 weli
adamianebi samyaros Sei-
grZnoben, adgenen arsebobis
wesebs da cxovroben; aRiq-
vamen cvlilebebs samyaroSi
da maT movlenebs uwodeben.
qmnian zust kanonebs, rom-
lebic sulac ar aris zus-
ti, aramed mxolod garkveu-
li miaxloebaa sizustesTan.
maTi cxovreba usasrulo
aproqsimaciaa. aproqsimaciaa
maTi sxeulebic, garemos aRmqme-
li organoebi, tvinis impulsebi
da maTi grZnobebad kodireba. miaxloebis sayovelTao wesiT, ada-
mianebi erT did simravled iqcevian da vinc ar, an ver iziarebs
miaxloebis wess, is absoluturad bunebrivad rCeba am didi sim-
ravlis miRma da SemaZrwunebel sibraluls iwvevs, radgan is
sxvanairia, yvelas ar hgavs.
mas SeuZlia, saaTobiT ijdes gisosebian fanjarasTan,
fexebi rafaze Semoawyos da sivrceSi
Cakargos mzera; ezoSi mSvidi nabi-
jebiT tkepnos erTi da imave adgili mTe-
li dRis ganmavlobaSi, qari iqneba, wvima,
Tu Tovli, _ xmis CaxleCvamde, xmamaR-
la aginos gamvlelebs misi fanjris win
da Tan, gadaparsul Tavze, rig-rigobiT
moirgos is sami pariki, baliSis qveS
rom saguldagulod inaxavs; SeuCere-
blad mowios ufiltro, iaffasiani
sigareti da xSir-xSirad amowmos dro
fexze gakeTebul majis saaTze.… igi ar
aRiqvams, ar xedavs, ar esmis, ar moZraobs,
ar iRimis, ar tiris ise, rogorc sxvebi.
is ar aris erTi. is gamoxatavs yvela
maTgans, vinc yvelaze didi simravlis
adamianebma nagebobaTa raRac kompleqs-
Si gamoketes, raTa daimgvanon...
...sadRac Soridan movida mze da civi
dRis ferebi gaaTbo...…
roca dRe ase icvleboda, am nageboba-
Si myofebi arafers grZnobdnen. isini
cxovrobdnen ise, rogorc manamde, Se-
mosazRvrul fsevdosamyaroSi. isini
grZnoben, rom fsevdosamyaro usasruloa, magram isic ician,
rom arsebobs ufro didi samyaroc, saidanac isini movidnen.
fanjarasTan vdgavar da vakvirdebi, rogor sunTqavs ezo...
dRes ori axali moiyvanes. Tumca, arc es dRea gamorCeuli.
me yvelas mosvlas Seveswari, vinc aq cxovrobs, maSinac fan-
jarasTan videqi da ezos sunTqvas vakvirdebodi. maTi saxeebi