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nDNzpfo lonf Edki fi HNcm;½kyf½Si fum;rsm;x JrSt x l;x l;aomypönf;ud&d, mqef;wdkYudkoHk;NyD; bP f wdkufBuD;awG?&wemwdkufBuD;awGudkazmufx Gi f;onfhapm&ri f;om;awGudkt v Geft m;usonf/ x dkodkYaomenf;Nzi fhBuD;BuD;us, fus, fcdk;, laomv lwpfa, muft aBumi f;Nzpfonfh'dki f, mabmv pfZmwfum;t aBumi f;udkrBumcP wzGzGaNymonf/ ' dki f, mabmv pfNzpfcsi f\ / x dkYaBumihfo lYudk' kdi f, mabmv pfESi fhcyfqi fqi f umabmfv dyf[ kac:BuNci f; Nzpfonf/ o lu t i , fNzpfí plVumabmfv dyf?o lYt pfudkudkr[ mumabmfvdyf[ kac:Bu\ /

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po nfwdkYudkuRrf;usi fpGmt oHk;cswwfonf/

x dkYt Nyi fo lrsm;awGroHk;zl;aomen f;rsm;udkyi fwDx Gi ft oHk;NyKwwfonf/ at mi fNri fcJhwmawGv nf;½Sdonf/

pwdk;qdki fwpfqdki fudkazmufx Gi f;0i fa&mufzl;onf/ qkdi fydki f½Si fu o lYqdki f\ v HkNcHKrIudkt x i fBuD;x m;yHk&\ / NzpfEdki favmufonf/ wHcg;u oHwHcg;Nzpfonf/ b, fv dkrSazmufx Gi f;zdkYrv G, f/ wpfen f;yJ½Sdonf/qGJwHcg;Nzpfí at mufcHbD;udkaNrmi f;x Ju vGwfat mi frNyD; t HvGJat mi fv kyf? v lwpfudk, fpm0i fEdki fat mi f [ &rnf/ ' guv nf; t awmfrv G, fonfhudpö?oHwHcg;BuD;udkqGJrzdkYv lt i ft m; t enf;qHk; q , fa, muf

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odkY&mwGi fudpör½Sd/ o lwdkYrSmypönf;ud&d, mawGygonf/

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x dkae&modkYt omuav; a½TUv monf/ uufquf½Sd&modkYvuft v Srf;v dkufwGi f. . .

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t x pfx pft aihgaihgNzi fho lcdk;[ kat mfawmhrnf/ arSmfq&mu ckeft kyfvdkufonf/ ESpfa, mufom;v Hk;axG;aeonf/ arSmfq&mu rd&mudkv Srf;x dk;onf/ rsufcGufudkx dk;rd\ / t drf½Si fuv nf; aNcaxmufNzi fhaBumufuefuefxnhfvdkufonf/ arSmfq&myufv ufuv efx GufNyD; wdki fESi fhaemufapht ½SdefNyi f;pGmaqmihf onf/ rdkufceJNymceJNzpfoGm;\ /

t rl;aNyoGm;awmholYudkwdki frSmBudK;ESi fhwkwfx m;aBumi f; odv dkuf&onf/ o lYa½SUrSmt drf½Si fu rD;cGufwpfzuf "m;aNr§mi fwpfzufudki fí &yfaeonf/ rsufv Hk;wpfzufu o lx dk;x m;o Nzi fhzl;a, mi faeonf/a' gox GufaeyHkv nf; &onf/ arSmfq&mu rsufv Hk;u av ; uv , fuv , fNzi fharmfhBunhfonf/

]]acG;o lcdk; . . . ' DrSmBunhfprf; . . . ri f;x dk;x m;wJh' P f&m. . . ri f;rsufvHk;udkNyefazmufypfr, fuG. . . }}

"m;aNr§mi fu rsufESmem;0Jvmonf/

]]rv kyfygeJYq&m&, f. . . csrf;omay;yg. . . }}

]]bmuG. . . [ i f; . . . ri f;em;½GufudkygNzwfypfr, f. . . }}

]]aBumufygNyDci fAs. . . }}

"m;wpfudki fudki fNzi fhaNymomaNym?Budrf;omBudrf;aeao mfv nf; wu, frvkyf&J/ aNcaxmufESi fhwpf csufydwfuefNyD;aemufacgufwHkYacgufNyefav QmufaeNyefonf/ t awmfBumrSwpfpHkwpfckpOf;pm;rd[ efNzi fhrD;cGufESi fh"m;aNr§mi fudkpm;yGJay:wi fNyD; aemufaz;bufx GufoGm;onf/

Nyefx Gufvmawmhv ufx JrSma&yHk;wpfyHk;qGJvmonf/

]][ m; . . . [ m; . . . ri f;udkt aumi f;qHk;en f;eJYynmay;&r, f. . . }}

arSmf q&mhacgi f;ay:odkYa&avmi f;csonf/ t m; . . . a&cJa&wrQat ;pufaewJhnodyfa&awG . .

. wpfukd, fvHk; ½TJepfoGm;onf/ ausmx Ju pdrfhceJNzpfoGm;\ /t drf½Si fu Nywi f;aygufwHcg;udkoGm;zGi fhv dkufao;onf/ aqmi f;av\ t at ;qHk; aNrmufNyefav

u wdk;0i fv monf/ arSmfq&mwkefoGm;\ /

t drf½Si fu auseyft m;&pGmNyHK;NyD; yufv ufukv m;x dki fudkqGJí xdki fonf/ a½SUwnfhwnhfrSrdefYrdefYBuD;t &omcHumwpdrfhpdrfhx dki fBunhfaeo nf/

t awmfBuD;BumawmharSmfq&mcdkufcdkufwkefaeNyD/ t drf½Si fonfpdwful;aygufwdki f; a&x x av mi f;onf/ x dkrQESi fht m;r&ao;yJ, yfcwfay;ao;onf/ arSmfq&mrcHEdki fawmh/

]]a[ hv l. . . ½SdBuD;cdk;yg&JUAsm. . . &Jvuft yfrSmNzi fht yfygawmh. . . ' DrSmcsrf;v dkYaoawmhr, f. . .}}


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]]rt yfao ;bl;uG. . . reufusrSt yfr, f. . . }}

arSmf q&mum; ar;csi f;½dkufaeNyD/ wNznf;Nznf; wpfudk, fv Hk; wkefwufv monf/ i kyfaeao miSufzsm;a&m*gNyefx v mNyD/

arSmf q&mw[ D;[ D;at mfNyD; wkefaeo nfudkBunhf&i f; t drf½Si frSmv efYv m[ efwlonf/

]]a[ haumi f. . . ri f; . . . ri f; . . . odyfcsrf;aeNyDv m; . . . }}

]][ kwf. . . [ kwf. . . t rav ; . . . i Suf zsm;wufaeNyDAs. . . [ D; . . . [ D; . . . }}

t drf½Si fonfbmv kyf&rSef;rodNzpfoGm;onf/ arSmfq&mu t x pfx pft aighaighNzi fh. . .

]]a&. . . a&aEG;av; wpf. . . wpfcGufavmufay;ygAsm. . . }}

t drf½Si fvnf; a, mi fa, mi fuef;uef;Nzi fha&aEG;oGm;, lonf/ BudK;aNzray;&JoNzi fhyg;pyfem;awhNyD;o ludk, fwdki fwdkkufonf/ arSmfq&mu a&aEG;wpfikHudkrIwfaomufNyD; . . .

]][ i f; . . . [ i f; . . . wvufpwnf; yg&mpDwarmhav ;wpfvHk;av mufwdkuf. . . wdkufygv m;Asm. . . }}

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]][ m; . . . [ m; . . . ' geJYri f;udkaq;wdkufNyD; oem;v dkYv Twfv dkufa&mv m; . . . }}[ kBuGuf pkwfac: ÓP fus, fu 0i far;onf/

]]b, fv Twfrv JuG. . . aq;½Hkudkac:oGm;wmaygh. . . aq;½Hkuvnf;q i f;a&m. . . [ J. . . [ J. .. t csKyfx Jwef;0i f&wmygyJ. . . }}

]]v lrdcH&wJhx JrSmawmhi ght NzpfrsKd;u t awmf&, f&w, fuG. . . }}

yk&pfu aNymonf/ x dkYaemufwusDusDNrnfat mi f&, fvdkufNyD; . . .

]]t J'DaeYu i ghrSmt drfwpft drfukd0i fr, fv dkYpdwful;r½Sdbl;uG. . . [ dkavQmuf' DavQmufavQmuf&i f;t drfwpft drf&JUaemufaz;wHcg;u enf;enf;[ aewmoGm;awGYw, f. . . t csdefu t csdefrawmfBuD; . . .rD;awGuv nf; rSdwfv dkY. . . wri fzGi fhx m;wmrNzpfEdki fbl; . . . arhNyD; wHcg;rydwfrdwmNzpfr, f . . .bmyJNzpfNzpft cGi fhom&i ft v kyfNzpfoGm;rSmyJqdkNyD; t drfem; t omuyfoGm;w, f. . . v loHo loHrBum; &bl;. . . t dyfaeBuw, fx i fw, f. . . t awmfBumat mi fem;pGi fhBunhfao;w, f. . . aocsmNyDqdkrSwHcg;zGi fhNyD;t drfx J0i fv dkufw, f. . . i ghpdwful;u &wJhypönf;av ;awGodrf;usKH;qGJNyD; vpfrv dkYyJ. . . }}

yk&pfu umabmfvdyft i , faumi f v ufx JrSaq;ayhgv dyfudk, lí ESpfzGmoHk;zGmzGmNyD;rSqufaNymonf/


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]]rD;zdkacsmi fx Jt a&mufrSmaNcax mufuawmhzGei f;wmyJ . . . Burf;udku rcdki fawmhuRdceJ Nrnf oGm;a&m. . . t J' Dt csdefrSmt dyfcef;x Ju rdef;roHwpfoHx Gufv mw, f. . . t pfudkv m; . . . wJh. . . }}

em;axmi faeBuo lrsm; pdwf0i fpm;v monf/

]]i gu Ni drfaeawmhaemufwpfcgt pfudkvm; x yfar;Nyefa&m. . . i ghudkolYa, musfm;eJYrSm;aeNyDv dkYx i fw, f . . . t dyfcef;x Ju v Iyfv Iyf½Sm;½Sm;t oHBum;awmhi gv nf; bmv kyf&rSef; rodbl; . . . Ni drf ukwfaewkef; . . . }}

]]vmav . . . [ dkEGm;BuD; t Nyi foGm;ygNyDt pfudk&JU. . . wJh. . . v ufpowfawmht J' Drdef;ruo lYv i fBuD;uG, f&mrSmazmufNyefaewmudk; . . . i ghudkolYt aumi frSwfv dkY. . . }}

]]ri f;u a, ma&m½Sd0i frv kyfbl;v m; . . . }}

]]aeprf;ygOD; . . . t J' geJYi guv nf; a, mi fa, mi fuef;uef;eJYt [ rf;qdkacsmi f;[ efYoHay;v dkuf

a&m. . . t J . . . t J'DrSmyJ Nyó emu t drfx JrSmi gwpfa, mufwnf; r[ kwfbl; . . . t Ncm;wpf a, muf½Sdao;w, f . . . o lYt aumi faygh. . . o luv J t [ rf;qdkacsmi f;[ efYoHt ay; ESpfa, mufNydKi fwlx GufoGm;wmaygh. . . NzpfyHku 'Daumi fu i ghudkv i fBuD;Nyefv mNyD; o lYudkacsmi f;w, frSwfv dkYv efYNyD;ykef;aewm. . . t x Ju rdef;ruv nf; pdwfr½SnfawmhyJ x Gufv mawmh[ dkaumi fuv nf;v efYNyD; aemufaz;aygufut x Guf. . . i guv Jvpft aNy; ESpfa, muf0i fwdkufrdBua&m. . . t v Jv J t NydKNydKayghuGm. . .rdef;ru rD;zGi fhv dkufawmhighudkawGYoGm;wmaygh. . . }}

]]at mfa&mv m; . . . }}

]]b, fat mf&Jrv JuG. . . at mfv dkYv lawGa&mufv m&i fo lYt aumi fygrdrSmudk; . . . ' geJYi gv nf;t drfrSm;0i frdv dkYAsm. . . aqm&D;yJqdkNyD; v pfxGufv m&w, f. . . }}

&, fBuonf/

]]v lrrdyJwpfa, mufwnf; ydwfrdaewmrsKd;u ydkNyD; NzHKzdkYaumi f;wm. . . }}[ kaBumi fv drfav Sum;u t m;usrcHaNymv dkufonf/ o lu aBumi fvnf;aBumi fonf/ vdrfv nf; vdrfwwfonf/ t pv nf;axmi fwwfonf/ x dkYaBumihfaBumi fv drfavSum;[ kac:BuNci f;Nzpf\ /

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o lonf usD;rEdk;yJGv kyfo lrsm;ESi fht wl a&ma, mi fí v dkuf&i f; t aNct aeBunhfonf/ b, ft drfudk0i f v Qi facsmi frv J[ kt uJcwfonf/ wNznf;Nznf; v lyg;vmonf/ usD;rEdk;yGJ vkyfo lrsm;v nf; armNyD; v lpkuGJukefNyD/ wefaqmi fwdki fyGJBunhf&mrSNyefv maomv lt csKdUomusefawmhonf/

o lu t drfwpft drfudka½G;x m;onf/ NcH0i f;uav ;x Ju t drfwpft drf/ opfyi fawGt kyft kyfqdki f;qdki f;½SdoNzi fht umt uG, faumi f;aumi f;&onf/ t Ncm;t drfawGESi fhv nf; enf;enf;vSrf;onf/

t qi faNyqHk;t csufu t drfx JrSmvlwpfa, mufrQr½dSNci f;yi f/ x dkt drfrSrdom;pkx Guft v mwGi fo l

ab;rSra, mi f rv nfv dkuf&i f; aNymoHqdkoHudkem;axmi faecJhonf/ x dkt drfuv lrsm;onf NrdKUx JrSmwef


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aqmi fwdki fyGJ avQmufBunhfBurnf/ NyD;awmhNrdKUx JrSmt dyfrnf/ t drfNyefv mrnfr[ kwf / at ;at ;aq;aq;azmuf0i f½Hkom/

v l½Si f;at mi fapmi hfonf/ ESpfem&DausmfrSyi fv laNcwdwfoGm;\ / opfyi f&dyfrsm;udkt umt uG, f, lNyD; NcH0i f;x J0i fonf/ t drfem;udkt omuyfonf/ t drfa½SUwHcg;udkaomhcwfx m;\ / aomhu zGi fhzdkYrvG, f/NyD;awmht drfa½SUqdkawmhvlNri fEdki fonf/

t drfab;udkauGYv mcJhonf/ Nywi f;aygufawGt aNct aeudkBunhfonf/ odyfrv G, f/ t drfu opf aumi f;0g;aumi f;awGESi fhaqmufx m;oNzi fhcdki fcHhonf/

aemufaz;buf v SnfhcJhNyefonf/ aemufaz;wHcg;ayguf\ t aNct aeudkBunhfonf/ wHcg;urlvwHcg;r[ kwf/ t opfNyefNyi fx m;Nci f; Nzpfonf/ [ muGufaysmhuGufawG½Sdaeonf/

em&D0u fav muf enf;rsKd;pkHoHk;NyD; BudK;pm;Bunhf&mwHcg;yGi fhoGm;onf/ t drfx JodkY0i fv dkufonf/at ;at ;aq;aq; udk, fBudKuf&mypönf;awGa½G;, l½Hkom½Sdawmhonf/ Bunhf&wmt zdk;wefypönf;awG½Sdrnfht drfrsKd;/ uHaumi f;v Qi ft wGi f;ypönf;awGawmi f&edki fonf/

o l pdwful;Nzi fha½G;cs, fBunhfonf/ 0efusOf;usOf;Nzi fht v kyfNzpfrnhfypönf;/ wdki fuyfem&D? uuf quf?rD;yl?pm;yGJwi fyefum/ 'Dx ufydkNyD; t qi faNyEdki fwmu a½Tx nfv uf0wf&wemESi fhaiGom;/ t dyfcef;x J0i farTzdkYqHk;Nzwfv dkufonf/

t dyfcef;wHcg;udkv nf; aomhcwfoGm;onf/ odkY&mwGi faomhu t aumi f;pm;r[ kwf/ en f;en f;yg;yg; uv dv dkuf½HkNzi fhyGi fhoGm;onf/

t dyfcef;x J0i fonf/ v ufESdyf"mwfrD; t ao ;pm;uav ;udkx kwfv dkufonf/

v ufESdyf"mwfrD;Nzi fha0hBunhfonf/ ckwi faNc&i f;rSmAD½dk? aomhcwfxm;yHkr&/ AD½dkudkt omqGJzGi fhonf/ t x JrSmt 0wft pm;awGcsnf;/ t HqGJESpfv Hk;udkzGi fhv dkufonf/ pm½Gufpmwrf;awG/

enf;enf;awmhpdwfysufoGm;onf/ bmyJNzpfNzpf½Sdudk½Sd&rnf[ kawG;vdkufNyefonf/ v ufESdyf"mwf rD;Nzi fh[ dk[ dk' D' Dxdk;Bunhfonf/ t cef;axmi fhrSmuRef;aowåmuav; wpfvHk;/ t mrcHaomhNzi fhcwfx m;onf/ usdef;aoNyD/ ' gyJNzpf&rnf/

aowåmvdkufroGm;v Qi f aumi f;rv m;/ zGi fhNyD; t x Juypönf;udk x kwf, lv Qi f aumi f;rv m;/aowåmv dkuf, loGm;vQi fv rf;rSmolrsm;awGrouFmp&mNzpfEdki fonf/ NyD;awmhaowåmx Ju ypönf;u o lv dkcsi fwmr[ kwfyJpmcsKyfpmwef;awGbmawGNzpfaev Qi ft v um;Nzpfaernf/

t csdefv nf;&oNzi fhzGi fhBunfhrnf[ kpdwful;v dkufonf/ pdwfcsv ufcsv kyfEdki fat mi ft cef;wHcg;udkt omuav ; aphvdkufonf/

]]acsmuf. . . }}

t oHwpfoHBum;&onf/ o l x dwfceJ NzpfoGm;\ / wHcg;csufusoGm;onfht oH/ wHcg;udkq GJzGi fhBunhfonf/ r&/

o l acgi f;eyef ;BuD;oGm;\ / oGm;NyD/ t cef;x JrSmydwfrdaeNyD/ ao wåmudkzGi fhzdkYawmi fowdr&awmh/wHcg;udkESJYNyD; zGi fhBunhfonf/ r&/ cdki fv dkufwJhwHcg;/


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x Gufaygufrsm;½Sdrv m;[ kv ufESdyf"mwfrD;ESi fh[ dk[ dk' D' Dx dk;Bunhfonf/ Nywi f;aygufv nf; r½Sd/t cef;eH&Hudkausmfx Guf&at mi fuv nf; oHZumESpfx yfESi fht cdki ft cHhum&Hx m;onf/

o l aZmacR;awGNyefv m\ /

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]]ri f; x Gufv dkYr&bl;aygh. . . }}

]]&wmayghuG. . . }}

]]b, fv dkx Gufwmv J. . . }}

]][ m; . . . [ m; . . . ri f;wdkYawmi frpOf;pm;rdbl; r[ kwfv m; . . . i gv nf; ½kwfw&ufrdkYv efYzsyfNyD; x lyloGm;v dkYrpOf;pm;rdwm. . . ½Si f ;½Si f;av ;yJuG. . . csufusoGm;wJhuv efYu t wGi f;bufu [ myJ. . . t J' gudkowdrxm;v dkufrdwm. . . aemufrSi ghES, f. . . aBumi fv dkufwHk;v dkufwmvdkYowd&NyD;csufudkqGJzGi fhNyD; x Gufv m&wmaygh. . . }}

]]at ;[ . . . [ kwfom;yJ. . . }}

wpfudk, fawmfbBudKi fu acgi f;wndwfndwfv kyfí NyHK;&i f; . . .

]]t J' gyJuG. . . v lqdkwmwpfcgwpfcgaBumi fwwfw, f. . . i gwdkYo lcdk;qdkwJhaumi fawGu t drf t Nyi fuae t wGi f;udkazmufxGi f;zdkYompdwf0i fpm;wm. . . t drfx Juae t drfNyi fudkx GufzdkYpdwf0i fpm;wmr[ kwfbl; . . . NyD;awmht cdki ft cefYydwfx m;wJhwHcg;awGudkcufcufcJcJ t Nyi fuae zGi fhzdkYompdwful;x m;Buwmudk; . . . t x Juae t Nyi fudkt v G, fwulx Gufv dkY&wmudkarharhaewwfw, f . . . i gwdkYt v kyfuv nf; o lrsm;awGeJYaNymi f;Nyefudk;[ . . . }}

]]'geJYaeprf;ygOD; avSum;&. . . ri f; aowåma&m&cJhv m; . . . }}

]]b, f&rv JuGm. . . wHcg;zGi fhvdkY&wmeJY0rf;omt m;&aNy;x Gufvmrdwm. . . bmypönf;rS, lcJhzdkYowdr&bl; . . . }}

]][ m; . . . [ m; . . . ' grSwu, faBumi fwm. . . ' gaBumi hfv J ri f;udkaBumi fv drfav Sum;v dkYac:wmyJ. . . }}

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t kef;qHeDuv nf; o lYt awGYt BuHKudkaNymNyefonf/ o lonf t kef;qHarT;rsm;uJhodkYeDusi fusi f ½Iyf ax G;ax G;NzpfaeaomqHyi frsm;udkwAspfAspfukwfzG&i f; . . .

]]i ght v kyfu [ efw, fuG. . . o dyfa0;a0;v HvHoGm;aep&mrv dkbl; . . . u kd, hf&yfuGufx Jwi f v SnhfNyD; t v kyfNzpfaewmuG. . . }}


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]]b, fNzpfrv JuG. . . t J' Da&' D, dkqdkwmv J i gwpfNcm;t drfu cdk;x m;wmuG. . . t Nyi fx kwf a&mi f;zdkYu t cGi fhromao ;vdkYyJ. . . t J'goGm;azmfvdkuf&i frD;cdk;BuGufav Qmufv dkufNyD; i gygcH&rSmaygh . .. }}

]]t J' gyJuG. . . udk, fuusL;&i fudk, fh' l;awmi fr, Hk&bl; qdkwm. . . }}

wpfudk, fawmfbBudKi fu 0i faNymonf/ xdkt cgBuGufpkwfu . . .

]]usKyfuawmhAsm. . . udk, fuusL;&i fudk, fhv ufawmi fr, Hk&bl;v dkYomaNymcsi fawmhwmyJ. . . }}[ kqdkvdkufav onf/

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BuGufpkwfonfydefydefao ;ao ;auG;auG;av ; Nzpf\ / þ onfuyi fo lYt m; uHw&m;u vkyfudki f pm;aomufEdki fat mi fzefwD;ay;x m;ov dkNzpfae\ /

t aBumi f;u m; . . .

v lwpfa, muf b, fv dkrSr0i fEdki f[ kpdwfcsav mufaomt aygufwpfaygufudko lu 0ifEdki fonf/uav ;wpfa, mufa, muf\ v ufawmi frSEdIufv dkYr&[ kx i f&aomt aygufudkolYv ufNzi fh&at mi fEdIuf Edki fonf/ o lYt ½dk;t qpfrsm;u x l;Ncm;pGmaysmhaysmi f;aeaomaBumihfNzpfav onf/

o lu v si fv nf;v si fonf/ rydki f&i f rv kyf/ v kyf&i fvnf; x Gufaygufudkt &i f½Smxm;onf/ o l

t v kyfv kyfv Qi fyddyd&d&d½SdNyD; v Gwfv GwfuRwfuRwfat mi fNri fo lu rsm;onf/ BuGufv dkyi f t ayguf½Smaumi f;oNzi fh'DemrnfwGi faeNci f;Nzpf\ /

o l , aeYa½G;cs, fxm;aomt drfu t ysKdBuD;wpfa, mufwnf; aeaomt drfNzpfonf/ &ufaygi f;rsm;pGmBudKwi fpenf;emt uGufcsx m;csuft &. . .

t ysKdBuD;onft oufav;q, fhi g;ESpfavmuf½SdNyD; bmt v kyfrSrv kyfyJx dki fpm;aeEdki favmufat mi f t wGi f;ypönf;awG½Sdonf/ x dkypönf;awGudkvlawGr&dyfrdat mi fodkodkodyfodyfx m;onf/

x m;yHkodkyHku ynmyg\ / t 0wft pm; t a[ mi f;t pkwfawGBum;x JwGi fa½Tx nfawGudkn§yfx nhf NyD; x bDpkwfwpfx nfNzi fhx kyfí ckwi fat mufrSmx m;onf/ b, fo lurS t zdk;wefypönf;[ k x i frdrn f r[ kwf/

BuGufpkwfuawmh 'gudkodaeo nf/ t ysKdBuD;qDrSm ypönf;aygi fzl;aom rdef;rwpfa, mufqDuowi f;&x m;Nci f; Nzpf\ /

BuGufpkwfonft drfat mufodkYBudKBudKwi fwi fa&mufESi fhaeonf/ o lYt BuHu odyfydki fonf/ ckwi f at mufESi fhwnfhwnfhBurf;ci f;ESi fhuyfv suf½SdaomysOfwpfcsyfudk[ ½Hkuav;cGmrnf/ NyD;awmhv ufudkt omuav; v QKdrnf/ t zsm;rSm csdwfv dkaumufx m;aom oHacsmi f;½Snfuav;ESi fh t x kyfudkprf;NyD;

qGJ, lrnf/ "m;Nzi fhcGJí t x Jua½Tx nfawGudkuJh, lrnf/ NyD;awmht x kyfudkNyefx m;cJhrnf/


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rdef;rBuD; t x kyfudkraNzrcsi f; t cdk;cH&aBumi f; od&rnfr[ kwf/ NyD;awmh' Dudpöu t drfx Jawmi f 0i fp&mrv dk/

rdef;rBuD;u awmfawmfESi fhrt dyf/ t cef;x J0i fv dkuf?t Nyi fx Gufv dkufv kyfaeonf/ wpfcgusawmht cef;x Jut oHx Gufv monf/

]]ri f; o dyfqdk;w, fuG, f. . . }}

BuGufpkwfycHk;wGefYv dkufrdonf/ 'Dt ysKdBuD; b, fv dkNzpfaeNyDv J/

]]ri f;udkauR;arG;NyKpk&wmt v um;yJ . . . bmrSulnDazmfr&bl; . . . pm;v dkuft dyfv dkuf. . .[ i f; . . . ' DBum;x J. . . }}

Burf;ay:odkYwpfpHkwpfckbkwfceJNyKwfusoHBum;onf/ NyD;awmh]anmi f}qdkaomat mfoHBum;&

\ /]][ JhylpD. . . b, foGm;rv dkYv J. . . v m. . . v m. . . rDrD. . . }}

BuGufpkwfr&, frdat mi fowdx m;aev dkufonf/ cP Bumawmhrdef;rBuD; t drfa½SUcef;xGufoGm;\ /bk&m;½Sdcdk;oHBum;&onf/ i g;rdepfq, frdepfawmht csdef&rnf/

ysOfudkt omuav;[ onf/ oHwl½Gi f;i , fudkusdwfNyD; cyfrQOf;rQOf;qGJ&onf/ uRwfceJcyft kyft kyf NrnfNyD; t enf;i , f[ oGm;onf/ &avmufNyD/

v uf0g;v QKdBunhfonf/ &onf/ v uf0g;t &i f;ydki f;u wpfaeonf/ udpör½Sd/ ' Davmufuawmhen f;en f;csi f; ESJYoGi f;v dkY&onf/

rdef;rBuD; t cef;x JNyef0i fv monf/ BuGufpkwf Ni drfaevdkufonf/ rdef;rBuD;u t awmfBumat mi f t dyfraysmfao;/ ckwi fay:rSm[ kd[ kd' D'DvdrfhaeyHk&onf/ t awmfBumawmhrSNidrfoGm;onf/ BuGufpkwfuem;udkt pGrf;ukefpGi fhvdkufonf/ t ouf½IoHcyfrSefrSefBum;&onf/ t dyfaysmfaeNyD/

aocsmat mi f em&D0ufavmuf pdwf½Snf½Snfapmi fhv dkufonf/ t ouf½IoHudk cefYrSef;Bunhf&maumi f;aumi f;t dyfarmusaeNyDNzpfaBumi f; od&onf/

t v kyfpv dkY&NyD/BuGufpkwfonf[ aeaomysOfNym;Bum;odkYv ufv QKdv dkufonf/ wNznf;Nznf;ESJYonf/ v ufz0g;0i f

oGm;NyD/ t x kyf½Sd&mESi fhv Srf;v drfhOD;rnfx i fonf/ oHacsmi f;udkoHk;&rv m;/ v ufESi fht &i fprf;BunhfOD;rnf/v ufudken f;en f;x yfoGi f;NyD; prf;v dkufonf/ t &m0w¬Kwpfckudkprf;rd\ / bmygv drfh/

]aNzmi f;}ceJt oHNrnfoGm;onf/ o lYv ufudkt &mwpfckcku Nyi f;xefpGmn§yfx m;v dkufonf/

]]t m; . . . }}

o l rat mi fhEdki fyJat mfrdonf/ o lYv ufu BuGufaxmi facsmufrSmrdaeNyD/


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]][ Jh. . . [ Jh. . . }}

rdef;rBuD; Edk;v mNyD/ BuGufpkwfu t oHrx Gufat mi fEIwfcrf;udkzdudkufNyD; v ufudkNyefqGJxkwfonf/r&/ BuGufax mi facsmufu o lYv ufudkn§yfv sufom; t aygufrSmuefYv efYcHaeonf/ ax mi facsmuf\oHql;awGu o lYv ufz0g;x JokdYepf0i faeonf/ t onf;cdkufat mi femv moNzi hfuRwfceJ t oHxGufoGm;onf/

rdef;rBuD;u ckwi fat mufudkiHkYBunhfNyD; v ufESdyf"mwfrD;ESi fhxdk;Bunhf[ efwlonf/ Nri foGm;\ /

]][ Jh. . . t rav ; . . . bmBuD;v J. . . }}

BuGufpkwfu v ufudkt wi f;½kef;onf/ usefv ufwpfzufuv nf; b , fv dkrSulv dkYr&/ ½kef;avoHql;awGu epf0i favNzi fhrcHr&yfEdki fat mi femv monf/

]]o . . . o . . . o &J. . . }}rdef;rBuD;u t xpfx pft aihgaigh/ BuGufpkwfu . . .

]]o&Jr[ kwfbl;As. . . v lAs. . . v l . . . t r, fav ; . . . emw, fAs. . . NzKwfay;ygAs . . . }}

]]r . . . r . . . rNzKwf&Jbl; . . . }}

rwwfEdki fawmh/ emv SNyD/ BuGufax mi facsmufuae v GwfzdkYomav mav mq, ft a&;BuD;aeoNzi fh .. .

]]'gqdkwNcm;v lawGac:v dkufygAs. . . ac:ygAsNrefNref. . . }}

rdef;rBuD;uv nf; t aBumufvGefNyD; ua, mi fuwrf;NzpfaeyHk&onf/ rat mfEdki fawmhyJBurf;ay:rSmckefaeonf/

x dkYaBumi fhBuGufpkwfraeom/ o lYbmomol at mf&awmhonf/

]]vmBuygAsKdU. . . u, fawmfrlBuyg. . . o lcdk;AsKdU. . . o lcdk; . . . }}

t oHukef[ pfonf/ v ufuv nf; wqpfqpft &rf;emaeNyD/

]]o lcdk;AsKdU. . . o lcdk; . . . NrefNrefvmyg. . . }}

v lawG0dki f;v monf/ t oHawGqlnHaeonf/

]]a[ h. . . b , frSmv Jo lcdk; . . . }}

]]'DrSmAs. . . t drfat mufrSm. . . t r, fav ;As. . . emv SygNyD. . . NrefNrefv mygAs. . . }}

v ufESdyf"mwfrD;a&mi fawGolYt ay:usv monf/

]]uRefawmfyJAso lcdk; . . . }}


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o lcdk;udk, fwdki fu o lYudk, fo lNyefat mfNyD; azmfaeo Nzi fhv lawGaBumi faeo nf/

]]vmygAs. . . NrefNrefNzKwfay;yg. . . ' DrSmaoawmhr, f. . . vmzrf;BuygA . . . t r, fav; As. . . }}

BuGufpkwfu ½IHUrJhNyD; ckepfoHcsDat mfvdkufonf/

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]]t J' gygyJAsm. . . ' gaBumihfusKyfu ukd, fuusL;&i fukd, fhv ufawmi fr, Hk&bl;v dkYaNymwmaygh .. . }}[ kqdkNyD; BuGufax mi facsmufn§yfx m;onfh' P faBumi hf t aBumwdkYqdki f;umauG;auG;aumufaumuf av;NzpfaeaomolYv ufuav;udkBunhfí aNymv dkufonf/

x dkt csdefrSmyi f. . .

]]a[ h. . . b, fo lawGv JuG. . . pum;rsm;aewm. . . emcsi fv dkYvm; . . . t dyfcsdefuG. . . t dyfcsdef . . . }}[ kv Srf;at mfv dkufaomwm0efust apmi hf\ t oHudkBum;&onf/ o lwdkYt kyfpkv nf; uysmu, mudk, fhae&mukd, foGm;NyD; auG;auG;av ;awGv SJt dyfvdkufBu&onf/

t wefBumaomt cg&Jbuft usOf;pcef;wpfckv Hk; wdwfqdwfNi drfoufoGm;\ / reufusv Qi ft apmBuD;x NyD; ausmufx kpcef;rSmrdrdwdkYusL;v GefcJhaomNypfrIrsm;t wGufacR;ESi fhNyefv nfay;qyfBu&ayOD;rnf/

(&, fp&marmp&mpmt kyf

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o lonf&efukefNrdKUv , fodkYra&mufjzpfwmvt enf;i , fMumoGm;NyD/ o lYt aejzi fht aMumi f;udpör½SdyJNrdKUx Jvmav hr½Sd/ t aBumi f;udpöqdkwmuv nf; NrdKUx Ju ½Hk;wpf½Hk;½Hk;udkoGm;&efao mfv nf;au mi f;?½kyf

½Si fMunfh&efaomfv nf;aumi f;?ukefwkdufawGrDeDrwfuufawGrSmypönf;0, f&efaomfv nf;aumi f; ponfjzi fh jzpfEkdi fonf/

o lYt zkdYawmh' gawGvkyfp&mrv dkacs/ &ef ukefNrdKUv , fu ½Hk;jyi fuem;BuD;rsm;rSmolESi fhbmrQrqkdi f/o lwkdYNrdKUe, fu ½Hk;uav ;udkawmi ft drfax mi fpkpm&i f;vkyfzkdYu wpfcg?Edki fiHom;pdppfa&;uwfaysmufo Gm;wkef;u wpfcgoma&mufzl;onf/

NrdK.v , frSm½Hkwi faeao m½kyf½Si fum;BuD;awGudkvnf; wul;wuoGm;rMunfhEdki fyg/ o lwdkYqDu ½Hkuav;udkv mjyonfht cgMunfhcsi fMunfh/ ' grSr[ kwfAD'D, dk½HkrSmjyonfhum;awGMunfhv kdufv Qi fNyD; onf/

ukefwkdufBuD;awG?rDeDrwfuufawGqkdwmuv nf; ydkufqHaygaygoHk;Ekdi frS0i fvkdYaumi f;wmuv m;/o l0, fvkdao ma&eHqDrD;t drfwkdY?ig;oHk;v Hk;a&mfbmzdeyfwkdYu rDeDrwfuufawGrSm0, fv kdYr&/ o lwdkYNrdKYe, f½Sdaps;x Ju udkpef;armi fwkdYukefpHkqkdi frSm0, frS&onf

onfawmhawmf½HkESi fhNrdKUx Jra&mufNzpfwmodyfqef;v Sonfawmhr[ kwfacs/

onfaeYawmh&yfuGufx JrSOD;ukv m;u ckdi f;o jzi fhNrdKUx JxGufv mcJhjci f;jzpf\ / bkef;BuD;qGrf;uyf csi faomaMumi fhoufoufv Gwf'Hayguf0, fay;yg[ kt ult nDawmi f;x m;o nf/ x dkYaBumihf v rf;o Hk;q , f rSwfwdki frSmqi f;NyD; ql;avbk&m;v rf;t wdki f; t xufbufodkYav Qmufv mcJhonf/


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oufoufvGwf' Hayguf&Ekdi frnfhae&mudkOD;ukv m;u aoaocsmcsmnTefv kdufonf/ &J&i fh½kyf½Si f½Hkaemufbufuyfv sufoHk;q, fhoHk;v rf;x J½SdvpfbmwDrkefYqdki frSm&onf/ o lonfi kdufpkdufi kdufpdkufavQmuf v m&i f; Adkv fcsKyfv rf;ESi hfhqHk&mt a&mufwGi fnmbufudkMunfhNyD; yg;pyft aymmi f;om;jzpfoGm;\ / &J&i hf½Hkudk½Smv kdYrawGYawmh/ o l acgi f;ukwfv kdufonf/ v rf;rSm;wmawmhrjzpfEkdi f/ &J&i hf½Hkqdkwmudko l rodwmv nf;

r[ kwf/ [ kdt &i fwkef;u ]½dI;av ;}]apvdkem;}pao memrnfBuD; t dEd́, ½kyf½Si fawGESpfcgoHk;cgv mMunfhzl;onf/ NrdKUx Jt a&muft aygufenf;onhfwkdi fonfavmufawmhrsufpdv nfp&mt aMumi f;r½Sd/

&J&i fh½Hkqkdwmyy0i f;½HkeJYrsufESmcsi f;qkdi fyJqdkNyD; v rf;wpfzufodkYzswfceJ a, mi fí Munfhrd\ / yy0i f;½Hku zsufx m;NyD;aeNyD/ ' gawmho lodonf/ yy0i f;ESi fhrsufESmcsi f;qdki fqkdawmh[ dkbufjcrf;rsufESmcsi f;qkdi frsm;vm;[ kZa0Z0gjzpfcsi foGm;rdao;onf/ v Srf;MunfhawmhrD;&x m;½HkBuD;ukdjri f&onf/

o lonf &J&i fh½Hkae&mwGi f t kwfusdK;t kwfyJhawGyHkxm;aomuGufv yfBuD;jzpfaeonfudkwt HhwMoMunfhaerd\ / t hHMoaev kdYrNyD;ao ;/ ' Hayguf0, fzdkYu ½Sdao ;onf/ q, fhwpfem&Dt a&mufjyefEkdi frSqGrf;uyfzkdYrSDEkdi frnf/ x kdYaMumi fhuGufv yfBuD;udkywfNyD; oHk;q, fhoHk;v rf;x J0i fv monf/

v pfbmwDrkefYqkdi fudk½SmrawG.bJjzpfaejyefonf/ t eD;t em;rSmar;Munfhawmh&J&i fh½Hkzsuf&mwGi f rkefYqdki fv nf;ygoGm;aMumi f; od&\ /

oufoufvGwf' Hayguf0, fv kdYr&aMumi f; OD;ukv m;udkt csdefrDjyefajymrSjzpfrnf/ ' grSt jcm;wpfckkckt jrefpDpOfEkdi frnf/

yef;qdk;wef;rSwfwdki frSbwfpfum;jyefpD;rnf[ kpdwful;NyD;at mufbufodkYqi f;v monf/ t aemf&x mv rf;u dkjzwful;?r[ mAËKv yef;NcHv rf;t wkdi f; av Qmuf?r[ mAËKv v rf;u dkjzwful;rnft jyKrSmyi fyv uf

azmi f;t pGef;rSm&yfaeao mt bGm;t kdBuD;wpfa, mufudkawGYv kduf&onf/t bGm;BuD;rSm t ouft awmfBuD;NyD/ ckepfq, fausmf ½Spfq, fwGi f;avmuf½Sdrnf/ rsufpdv nf;

aumi f;yHkr&/ v uf0g;uav;udkezll;ay:rSmt av ;jyKov kdumNyD;Munfhaeonf/ csDwHkcswHkjzpfaeonfhyHkvnf; ay:onf/

v rf;u l;zdkYt cuft cJjzpfaeonfx i f\ / x kdae&mrSmv rf;uv nf; us, fonf/ um;uv nf; ½Iyf onf/ um;rsm;u ql;avbk&m;udkawGYNyD; t ½SdefESi hfx Gufvmo jzi fh0DS;ceJ 0SD;ceJ jzwfjzwfoGm;aeo nf/t bGm;BuD;rSmukef;ukef; ukef;ukef;ESi fha, mi fcsmcsmjzpfae\ / wpfpHkwpfa, mufrSrulnDv Qi fonfaeYt zkdY' Dbufv rf;udkjzwful;a&muf½SdEkdi fp&mt aMumi f;rjri f/

onfvkdudpörsdK;awGrSmolu u lnDaeu sjzpf\ / x kdYaMumi fht bGm;BuD;em;odkYo lavQmufoGm;onf/uHaumi f;csi fawmhxkdt csdefwGi fum;awGuv nf; ½kwfw&uf½Si f;oGm;\ / o lu t bGm;BuD;\ v ufarmi f;udkudki fvkdufNyD; . . .

]]vm. . . t arBuD; . . . }}[ kajymí yv ufazmi f;ay:rSvrf;ay: odkYwGJcsay;o nf/ xkdYaemuf *½kwpdkufx def;udki fNyD; v rf;wpfzufodkYac:v mcJhonf/ t bGm;BuD;rSmwkefcsnfhwkefcsnfhESihfv dkufygv monf/yg;pyfuv nf; . . .

]]&ygw, fuG, f. . . u dpör½dSygbl; . . . &ygw, fuG, f. . . }}[ kwwGwfwGwfajymvm\ / v rf;\oHk;csdK;ESpfcsdK;avmuft a&mufwGi f Ai fum;wpfpD; vmaeonfudkjri f&\ / o lu vufjyv kduf&m


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t v dkufodpGmyi f t ½SdefavQmhay;onf/ o lwdkYv nf; v rf;wpfzufodkYcyfrSefrSeful;NyD; t bGm;BuD;udkyv uf azmi f;ay: wJGwi fay;v dkuf\ /

]]uJ . . . t arBuD;oGm;v kdY&NyD. . . }}[ ko lu ajymv dkufonf/ t bGm;BuD;u o lYudkaMumi f awmi fawmi fMunfhNyD; . . .

]]b, fudkoGm;&rSmv J. . . }}[ kjyefar;onf/

]]t arBuD; oGm;p&m½SdwmqufoGm;aygh. . . }}

]]t arBuD;u b, frSoGm;p&mr½Sdygbl;uG, f. . . }}

]]Asm. . . ' geJY. . . }}

]]t arBuD;ajr;av ;udkrkefY[ i f;cg; oGm;0, fckdi f;x m;v dkYapmihfaewm. . . t J' garmi f&i fav ;u

t arBuD;v mv mqddkv kdYbkrodbrodvkdufv mcJh&wmuG, fh. . . }}

]][ kduf. . . }}

]]t ckt arBuD; [ kdbufudkjyefru l;wwfawmhbl; . . . t J' gi ghom;yJjyefv dkufydk.ay;ygOD;aemf. . . }}[ kawmi f;awmi f;yefyefajymaeonf/ o lonfpdwful;jzi fho lYezl;o l jzef;ceJ½kdufv kdufrdav \ /

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t x ufygt jzpft ysufonf½kyf½Si fwkdY?0w¬KwkdYrSmqdkv Qi fZmwfaumi f\ p½kdufukdrdwfqufonfht ae jzi fhv nf;aumi f;?Zmwfv rf;t ay: pdwf0i fpm;rI ½Sdap&efBudKí ci f;x m;onfht aejzi fhv nf;aumi f; jyav h?a&;av h½SdonfhoabmrsdK; jzpf\ /

ckv nf; v lwpfa, muft aMumi f;u dkajymjycsi faomaMumi fht csufwpfcsufudkerlemt jzpf x kwf Ekwfjyjci f; jzpf\ /

o lYemrnfrSmat mi fbmav [ kac:\ / ' Demrnfjzpfay:v m&jci f;rSmv nf; t aMumi f;½Sdonf/ o lYudk

arG;cgeD; o lYt arAdkufemaewkef;rSmxDv ufrSwfayGYa&mi f;o lwpfa, muft drfa½SUu jzwfav Qmuf&i f; . . .]]wpf½GufyJ usefawmhw, faemf . . . wpf½Gufusef wpfoufpHwJh. . . }}[ kat mfoGm;onf/

t azv kyfo lu ' gudkMum;o jzi fhwkdufqkdi fonf[ kwGufNyD; , i f;x Dv ufrSwfudk0, fv kdufonf/

x dkpOfrSmyi fo luv nf; t rd0rf;rSx Gufv mNyD; ]t l0J. . . }[ kat mfi dkv kdufonf/

]]bmav;v Jaymh. . . }}

o lYt azu t wGi f;cef;o dkYat mfar;o nf/ 0rf;q JGv ufonfu . . . ]]a, mufsm;av; awmfa&U. . . }}

[ kjyefat mfonf/ x Dv ufrSwfv ma&mi f;o nfht csdefrSmarG;o jzi fho lYudk]at mi fbmav }[ kt rnfrSSnfhac:v dkufav onf/


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x DzGi fhaomt cgo lwdkYxkd;x m;aomx Dv ufrSwfrSmaygufawmhaygufonf/ qkBuD;r[ kwf/ axmi fhi g;&mqkomjzpf\ / odkYwkdi fat mi fo lYt azuawmhat mi fbmav udkv mbfaumi f;o l?t usdK;ay;rnfhuav ;[ kowfrSwfcJhav onf/

at mi fbmavonf ½kd;om;NyD; pdwfaumi f;½Sdo l jzpf\ / o l\ x l;jcm;csufuawmho lwpfyg;udkt v GefulnDv dkaompdwfx m;½Sdjci f;yi fjzpfonf/ wpfck½Sdwmu wpfzufv lu v kdt yfv kdYt ult nDawmi f;rSulnDjci f;rsdK;r[ kwf/ o lYt aejzi hf u lnDo i hfonfx i fvQi f v kdonfjzpfap? rv kdonfjzpfap t wi f;0i fu lnDwwfonf/

wcsdKUv lawGusawmhwu, ft u lt nDv dkwmr[ kwf/ wcsddKUuv nf;udk, fhudpöudko lrsm;u 0i f u lnDwmoabmrawGYwwfMu/ odkY&mwGi f at mi fbmavuawmh' gawGudk*½krpdkuf/ pdwful;aygufv Qi f bmrQrpOf;pm;b J 0i fu lnDv kdufwmyJ jzpf\ / okdYjzi fhwpfcgwav t v kdufurf;q kd; rodov kdjzpf&\ / wpfcgwav wv JGwacsmfrawmfrwnhfwmawGBuHK&onf/ bmyJjzpfjzpfo luawmhv lwpfzufom;udkb , fv kdulnD&rv Jqkdwmom½SmBuHpOf;pm;NrJpOf;pm;v sufyi f½Sdav onf/

o lu aus;Zl;t wi fcHcsi faomaMumihf? t usdK;cHpm;cGihfwpfckckwHkYjyef&, lcsi faomaMumi fhulnDjci f;v nf; r[ kwf/ rsm;aomt m;jzi fhulnDp&m½Sdwm0i fu lnDNyD;vQi f o lr[ kwfovdkrodromaewwfonf/cyfat ;at ;yi f oGm;p&m½Sdwmqufx GufoGm;wwfonf/ u lnDcH&o lawGuomaMumi fwdaMumi fawmi fjzpf NyD; usefcJhwwfonf/

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at mi fbmav onf t rd0rf;wGi f;rSu RwfcgeD;q JqJupí o lYrdbudkulnDcJhavonf/ (x Dax mi fhi g;&mqkaygufjci f;)/ arG;v mNyD;awmhvnf; o aËaumi f;aomu av ;i , fwpfa, muf jzpfv monf/ rdbudk' ku©ray;/ EkdYqmvdk Yat mfi dkwmrsdK;v nf; r½Sd/ t aru owd&v dkYwkdufrSw>ywf>ywft i rf;r&pdkYwwfonf/

wcsdKUuav;awGv dknbufrt dyfbJ *sDuswmrsdK;v nf; r½Sd/ rt dyfcsi fv Qi fv nf; rsufv Hk;uav;t jyL;o m;ESi hf o lYbmomNidrfNidrfuav ; aewwfonf/ ao ;pdkacs;v l;jzpfaeonfhwkdi f , ufuef, ufuef ESihfomaewwfonf/

enf;enf;uav ; odwwfaomt ½G, fa&mufonfESi fho l\ u lnDcsi fwwfaomADZu jyvmonf/

wpf&ufwGi fo lYt azu x ri f;apmapmqmojzi fh. . .

]]x ri f;pm;r, fa[ h. . . }}[ kajymonf/ o lYt aru . . .

]][ i f;rusufao ;bl; . . . }}

]][ m. . . ri f;[ mu aemufusv Scsnfv m; . . . }}

]]apmapmpm;csi f&i fuRefraps;oGm;aewkef; ½Si fu x ri f;t kd;av ; wnfx m;ESi fhygv m; . . . Muuf oGefav; i ½kwfoD;av; axmi f;x m;ESi hfygv m; . . . ' DrSmwpfukd, fwnf;eJYt m;vHk;v kyfae&wm. . . }}


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t azESihft ar t jyeft v SefajymaeMuwmudk½SpfESpfom;t ½G, fat mi fbmavu Mum;onf/ aemuf wpfaeYusawmht azv nf; x ri f;apmapmpm;&at mi f t arv nf; oufomat mi fqkdNyD; o lYt ar aps;oGm;aewkef; at mi fbmavu x ri f;t kd;wnfonf/ wnfwwfv kdYawmhr[ kwf/ o lYt arvkyfwmudkMunfhx m;NyD;v kdufv kyfjci f;jzpf\ /

qefb, fESpfvHk; xnfh&rnfudko lrod/ oHk;a, mufpm;rSmrdkYoHk;v Hk;xnfhrnf[ ko lYbmomqHk;jzwf onf/ qefaq;NyD;awmha&x nfhonf/ oHk;a, mufqkdawmha&zv m;ESi fhoHk;cGufx nhfonf/ rD;rarT;wwfo

jzi fhem&D0ufav mufMumrSrD;awmufonf/ x ri f;t kd;wnfx m;NyD;aemuf MuufoGefETmonf/ i½kwfoD;ax mi f;o nf/ i ½kwfoD;zwf rsufpdx J0i faomt cg ylpyfylav mi fjzpfNyD; bmv kyf&rv J rodo jzi fhat mfi dkonf/ x kdt cgusrSo lYt az rD;zkdx Jajy;0i fv monf/

rsufpdukda&aq;ay;? ajcray:a&av mi f;v kyfNyD; b, fvkdjzpfwmv J ar;&onf/ at mi fbmav ut azx ri f;apmapmpm;&at mi fv kyfwmjzpfaMumi f; ajymjyo nf/ t arjyefv mawmhckv dkjzpf&wmolYaMumi fh?i ghaMumi fhqkdNyD; t azESi fht ar &efjzpfMuonf/

at mi fbmav wnfx m;aomxri f;t kd;uv nf; qefkjyKwfjzpfoGm;\ / x ri f;&nfi SJYonfht qi fhra&mufwmu Haumi f;onf/ oGm;i SJYv kdufrdNyD; rawmfv kdYx ri f;&nfylav mi fv Qi fat mi fbmavwpfa, muf onf½kyfonf&nfjzpfcsi frSawmi fjzpfvmrnf/

at mi fbmavuawmhrrSwfao;/ t arhudkulnDNyD;awmht azhudkrulnDv Qi f rsufESmv dkuf&musrnf[ kawG;o nf/ bmulnDvQi faumi f;rv Jt uGuf½Smonf/

wpf&ufwGi fo lYt az aeYv nfwa&;warmt dyfaewkef; pm;yJGay:u aq;wHudkawGYonf/ , lMunhf

awmhaq;wHt kd;x JrSmaq;acs;awGwufaewmt awmfx laeNyDjzpfaMumi f; awGY&\ /]]aMomf. . . t azwpfa, mufawmht v kyfawGrsm;v Gef;v dkYaq ;wHawmi faq;acs;awGrcRwfEkdi f½Sm

yguv m; . . . }}[ kawG;rdonf/ x kdYaMumi fhv TusKd;uav ;wpfacsmi f;½SmNyD; aq;wHt kd;x Ju aq;acs;awGudkpdwf½Snfv uf½Snfjcpfypfonf/ ' gESihf t m;r&Ekdi fao ;yJ oGm;yGwfwHt a[ mi f;ESi fhwkdufNyD; q yf jymESi fhaoaocsmcsmaq;aMumvkdufonf/ x kdt cgaq;wHuav;u t opfuJhodkYajymi fv ufawmufyo Gm; avawmhonf/

t azEkd;v mv Qi f t HhMo0rf;omoGm;at mi f pm;yJGay: t omjyefwi fx m;NyD; wpfae&mrSrodromapmi fhMunhfaev kdufonf/ wat mi fhavmufMumawmholYt az Ekd;v monf/ aq;vdyfaq;wHorm;wkdYx Hk;pHt wkdi f; t dyf&mu Ekd;Ekd;csi f; cHwGi f;csOfwwfonf/ xkdYaMumi hf Zdrfususaomufv kdufrnf[ k aq;wHudkaumufudki fonf/ yx r rsufarSmi fBuKwfNyD;Munfhonf/ NyD;awmhem;rv nfov kdaMumi fawmi fawmi fjzpf oGm;onf/ xkdYaemufrsufv Hk;jyL;v monf/

]]a[ h. . . i ghaq;wHudkb, fo l ' g. . . v kyfwmv J. . . }}[ krcsi fhr&Jt oHjzi fhat mfonf/

at mi fbmav t HhMooGm;onf/ t azb, fv kdjzpfoGm;wmygvdrfh/ wefawmho lYaq;wHudkrrSwfrdawmhbl;x i fw, f[ kwGufNyD; . . .

]]t Jh' g. . . om; v kyfxm;wmav . . . azazuv nf; aq;wHudkb, fav mufawmi fypfpv uf cwfxm;o v Jrodbl; . . . aq;acs;awGwufaewmt rsm;BuD;yJ. . . renf;ajymi fat mi fwkduf&w, f . . . }}


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o l.t azonfezl;udkjzef;ceJ½kdufv dkufNyD; t awmfpdwf"mwfusoGm;[ efjzi fh. . .

]]aov kdufygawmhuGm. . . ' Dvkdaq;csdK;wufat mi fwri fwumv kyfx m;&wmuG. . . oGm;ygNyDuGm. . . oGm;ygNyD. . . }}

aq;wHorm;wkdYrnfonfaq;wHt opfpufpufudkaomufv dkYcHwGi f;rawGYMu/ t om;usoGm;at mi f &ufaygi f;rsm;pGmpdwf½Snfv uf½Snf t csdef, lí usi fh&onf/ onfvdkESi hf aq;csdK;awGx lvmav aq;wHuaomufaumi f;av jzpf\ / aq;csdK;wufjci f;onf aq;wHorm;wkdYt zkdYaq;wHouf&i fhaMumi f; *kP f, lzG, f wpfckyi fjzpf\ /

' gudkat mi fbmav u odrSrodbJudk;/

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o lonf ausmi f;rSmv nf; wpfzufom;udk ulnDwwfav onf/ ausmi f;udkapmapma&mufat mi f oGm;onf/ q&mr ra&mufci f ausmufo i fykef;udkBudKzsufx m;onf/ q&mrpm;yJGudkoefY½Si f;a&;v kyfx m;onf/ ausmi f;cef;o efY½Si f;a&;u dkt o i f;v dkuf t v Snfhusvkyf&jci f;jzpfaomfvnf; o luawmhb, fo lESi hf

jzpfjzpfaeYwkdi f; 0i fu lv kyfwwf\ /

rkefYpm;qi f;v Qi f q&mr pm;csi faomrkefYrsm; 0, fay;jci f ;? ausmi f;qi f;onfht cgq&mr\ jci f;awmi f;udkqJGí um;rSwffwkdi fv kdufykdYjci f;wkdYrSmol\ aeYpOfv kyfaeu s0wå&m;rsm;jzpf\ /

o li , fcsi f;wpfa, mufa, mufrkefYzkd;ygrv mv Qi fat mi fbmav u 0, fauR;o nf/ wpfcgwav o lrpm;yJ o lrsm;udk0, fauR;wwfwmrsdK;awmi f½Sdonf/ Avmpmt kyfr½Sdo ludko lYpmt kyfawGx Ju cJGay; jci f;?ausmi f;ysufrsm;í pmaemufusaeo ludkpmul;ay;jci f;wkdYrSmolYt wGuf½dk;aeNyD/

]]t az . . . o m;o li , fcsi f;wpfa, mufu odyfqi f;&Jwmt az&. . . o lYrSmjrefrmzwfpmt kyf r½SdvkdYwJh. . . t J' gom;pmt kyfudkay;v kdufNyD. . . om;udkwpft kyfx yf0, fay;aemf. . . }}

qkdwmrsdK;v nf; v kyfwwfonf/ o lYo li , fcsi f; v G, ft dwfu pkwfaevkdYolYv G, ft dwfudkay;NyD; o luv G, ft dwft pkwfBuD;ESi fht drfjyefvmwwfwmrsdK;vnf; rMumcP /

wpf&ufrSmawmho cFsmq&mru t drfpmawGudkwpfa, mufcsi f;v mjyckdi f;onf/ wGufrv molawGudk½kdufonf/ at mi fbmav uawmht m;vHk;wGufv mNyD;om;jzpfí cyfat ;at ;yi faeonf/

o lu aemufqHk;wef;rSmx kdi fo ljzpf\ / t v , fwef;rSmx kdi faomoli , fcsi f;wpfa, mufu q&mrt v pfrSmat mi fbmavqDodkYv SpfceJu l;v mNyD; . . .

]]a[ haumi f . . . rkefYpm;qi f;csdefodyfr½dSawmhbl; . . . ' Dawmhri f;t drfpmjyzkdYt v Snfha&mufrSmr[ kwfawmhbl;uG. . . i gwkdYt v Snhfuawmha&mufrSmyJ. . . i gu wGufrv mcJhbl;uG. . . t J' gri f;pmt kyf i ghudki Sm;u Gm. . . ri f;pmt kyfeJYi goGm;jyv kdufr, f. . . }}[ kt ult nDawmi f;o nf/ at mi fbmav uv nf;


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ulnDzdkYqdkv Qi f ji i f;wwfo lr[ kwfí pmt kyfudkay;v kdufonf/ [ kdaumi fuv nf; o lYt v SnfhusawmhcyfwnfwnfESi fhoGm;jyonf/ q&mronfpmt kyfx JrSmwGufx m;aomykpämawGudkMunfhNyD; . . .

]][ i f. . . b , fv kdv kyfwGufx m;wmv J . . . t ukefwv GJawGcsnf;yJ . . . raeYu o i fwkef;uaoaocsmcsmMunfhrx m;bl;vm; . . . }}

ajym&i f; Budrfv Hk;v Srf;udki fonf/ [ kdaumi fv nf; aMumufaMumufv efYv efYrdkYoufom&m&v kd&ji m;ajymrdajym&majymxGufoGm;onf/

]][ kd. . . [ kd. . . ' guRefawmffwGufwmr[ kwfbl; . . . at mi fbmav wGufx m;wm. . . }}

þ odkUjzi fht vdrfay:NyD; ESpfa, mufpv Hk; t ½kdufcH&avonf/

þ uJhodkYaomat mi fbmav onf t ½G, fa&mufv mawmhv nf; o lrsm;u dkulnDqJ ulnDNrJyi f jzpf \ / t ouft &G, ft v kdufulnDyHkuawmhajymi f;v Jvmonf/

v lysdKayguft ½G, fwGi f&nf;pm;pmray;&Jaomoli , fcsi f;t wGufo lu udk, fpm; oGm;ay;ay;o jzi fhx D;ESi hft ½dkufcH&zl;onf/

o lu v rf;o Gm;v Qi fv nf; t rSwfwrJhraewwf/ b, fo lrsm;t ult nDvdkrv J[ kMunfh½I½SmazG&i f;oGm;av h½Sdo l jzpf\ /

oGm;&i f;v m&i f; um;wpfpi f; ysufaewmawGYv Qi fbmjzpfwmv J?bmv kyfay;&rv Jar;onf/ um;wGef;ay;zkdYv kdv Qi f0i fwGef;ay;onf/ um;pufEkd;oGm;onfht cgwcsdKUu v ufzuf&nfzkd;ay;onf/ o luawmh

, lavhr½Sd/ wcsdKUum;ykdi f½Si fawGuawmhum;ysufaewkef;uomrsufESmi , fav ;ESi hf t u lt nDawmi f;wwf ao mfv nf; um;pufEdk;oGm;NyDqkdv Qi fv SnfhMunfhNyD; NyHK;jyEIwfqufoGm;zkdYawmi fowdr&/ wpfcsdK;wnf; 0l;ceJarmi f;x GufoGm;wwfonf/

at mi fbmavwpfa, mufrSmomaeylusJusJrSmwGef;&o jzi fhacR;oHw½TJ½TJESi fhAGufepfaeao mum;udkwGef;ay;&i f; bD;, ufo jzi fhykqkd;rSm½THUpufpi fv sufusef&pfwwfonf/

wpfcguv nf; ajrya' omt a&mi f;qkdi frSmcsOfaygi f?ocGm;paomrsdK;aphrsm; oGm;0, fonf?o lYt drf ab;uGufvyfrSmpdkuf&efjzpfonf/ qkdi fu ydwfzkdYjyi fq i faeNyDjzpfí awmi f;yefNyD; 0, fcJh&onf/

qkdi frSjyefx Gufv mNyD;aemuf onfbufawGra&mufwmMumNyDjzpfí uefawmfBuD;apmi f;rSm[ kd[ kdonfonfav QmufoGm;aerdonf/

wpfae&mwGi fum;wpfpi f;&yfx m;wmawGY&\ / t ufpft D;v m; bmv m;awmhaoaocsmcsmrod/um;uawmht aumi f;pm;qkdwmao csmonf/ onfv kdum;rsdK; wpfpi f;avmuf½Sd&i fZdrfyJ[ kpOf;pm;aewkef;um;\ aemufrD;yGi hfaewmowdjyKrdv dkufonf/ um;x JrSmv lrsm;½Sdaervm;[ kum;em;odkYav QmufoGm;NyD;Munfhonf/ t pdrf;&i fha&mi frSefawGt ukefydwfxm;onf/ odkY&mwGi ft x JrSmawmhv l&dyfv kdv dk½dk;wkd;&dyfwdwf awGYojzi fhum;udk, fx nfudkykwfNyD; ac:v kdufonf/


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ab;rSefwpfcsyfrSmyg0gESi hfjzpfí n i fn i fomomuav; yGi fhusoGm;onf/ um;x JrSmawmht ouf oHk;q, fausmft ½G, fcyfacsmacsmcyfawmi fhawmi fhvl½G, fwpfa, mufESihft oufav ;q , fausmfavmuf½Sdrnfht ½kyfcyfqkd;qkd; rdef;rwpfa, mufwkdYxkdi faewmawGY&onf/

]]bmv J. . . }}

um;x JrSv l½G, fu cyfqwfqwfar;o nf/ at mi fbmav u um;aemufNrD;bufudkv ufn§Kd;x kd;jyNyD; . . .

]][ dk. . . [ dkav . . . aemufrD;v i f;aew, f. . . }}

]]bmajymw, f. . . }}

rdef;r\ t x dwfwv efYa&½GwfoHxGufv m\ /

]]aMomf. . . aemufrD;av . . .aemufrD; . . . }}

]]ri f;eJYbmqkdi fv kdYv J. . . }}

v l½G, fua[ mufv kdufonf/ at mi fbmav wGefYceJjzpfoGm;NyD; . . .

]]t J . . . [ kwf. . . [ kwfuJh. . . b mrSrqkdi fygbl; . . . }}[ kajymNyD; ukyfukyfuav ; v Snhf x Gufv m&onf/ pdwfx Juawmh. . . ]]o lwdkYum; bufx &DukefrSmpdkk;v dkYt aumi f;eJYv Jowday;&ao;w, f.. . }}[ ka&½Gwfrd\ /

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o lonf &efukefNrdKUx JodkYx Gufv mcJh&jyefonf/ ckt cgv nf; o llYudpör[ kwf/ &yfuGufx JrSv lwpf a, muf rGwfpv i faq;½HkrSmwufaeo jzi fhx kdo l\ t drfrSx ri f;ydkYckdi f;í v mydkYjci f;jzpf\ / t drfuv lawGrt m;í o luydkYay;jci f;jzpfaMumi f; v lemudkajymawmh. . .

]]' Daomufaumi fru bmawGv kyfaev kdYrt m;&wmv J. . . v lemx ufrsm; ydkt a&;BuD;wm½Sdv kdYv m; .

. . i gaq;½Hkwufae&wmeJYt BudKufawGYNyD; i ghuG, f&mrSmvi fi , feJYcsdef;awGYaeo vm;rodbl; . . . }}[ kv lemu rqDrqdki fo lYudk[ def;a[ mufaeao ;o nf/ at mi fbmav u . . .

]]r[ kwfygbl;Asm. . . t pfudkYrdef;ru aq;zkd;0g;ct wGufaiGvkdv kdYoGm;acs;&rSmrkdYv kdYyg. . . aq;awGuv nf; aps;BuD;w, fr[ kwfv m; . . . ' gawmi f' Daq;½Hku ukokdv fjzpfrkdYv kdYwcsdKUaq;awG0, fp&mrv kdyJt v um;ay;v kdYoufomwm. . . n aeusawmhqufqufv myghr, fv dkYrSmv dkufygw, f. . . }}

[ kacsmharmhajymNyD; x ri f;auR;&onf/ v lemu v rf;avQmufvkdYr&ao;o jzi fho loGm;x m;aomqD;t kd;ukdat mi fbmavu oGefay;cJh&ao;onf/


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aq;½Hku jyefx Gufv mNyD;aemuft drfjyef&efum;rSwfwdki fqDodkYav Qmufv mcJhonf/ wkdufwkduf qkdi f qkdi fyi f r[ mAËKv v rf;udkjzwful;rnf jyKpOf [ kdwpfcgv rf;wJGul;ay;cJhaomt bGm;BuD;udkyv ufazmi f;pGef;rSm&yfv suf awGY&jyefonf/ t bGm;BuD;rSm[ kdwpfcguv kdyi f v uf0g;uav ;jzi fht v i f;a&mi fudkum&i f; v rf;wpfzufodkYMunfhaeonf/

at mi fbmav u [ dkwpfcgudpöudkowd&í wpfcsufNyHK;MunfhNyD; ab;rSjzwft av QmufwGi f. . .

]]om;av ;a&. . . t arBuD;udkwpfckav mufulnDprf;yg. . . }}[ kt bGm;BuD;u v Srf;ajymonf/u lnDygqkdaompum;Mum;aomt cgat mi fbmav ajcvSrf;wHkYNyD; &yfv kduf\ /

]]bmv J. . . t arBuD; . . . }}

]]t arBuD; [ dkbufv rf;u l;csi fv kdYyguG, f. . . um;awGu ½Iyfv Gef;v dkY. . . t J' gwpfqdwfav muf u lnDygv m; . . . }}

]]&ygw, f t arBuD;&JU. . . ' gayr, fht &i fwpfacgufuv kdawmh[ kdbufv rf;a&mufawmhrS' DbufjyefykdYay;ygOD;v dkYrv kyfeJYOD;aemf. . . }}

at mi fbmavu ajymv kduf&mt bGm;BuD;cP rQpOf;pm;ovkdawGa0aeNyD;aemuf at mi fbmavudkrsufv Hk;arS;NyD; aoaocsmcsmMunfhonf/ x kdYaemuf&, fv kdufNyD; . . .

]]vufpowfawmh[ dkwpfcgv rf;u l;zkdYac:oGm;wmighom;u dk; . . . a[ ; . . . a[ ; . . . t J' Dwkef;u ri f;uv Jv mt arBuD;qkdqJGac:awmht arBuD;v Jbkrodbrodv dkufcJhwmaygh. . . ' Dwpfcgawmhwu, f v rf;u l;csi fvkdYyguG, f . . . ajr;rav ;u ausmi f;zGi hf&ufqkdawmhudk, hfbmomyJ rkef.[ i f;cg;

oGm;pm;csi fv kdYyguG, f. . . }}

]]uJ. . . ' gqdkv Jvmt arBuD; . . . }}

at mi fbmav u t bGm;BuD;udkwJGí v rf;wpfzufodkYul;onf/ v rf;u l;&i f;uv nf; t bGm;BudD;rSm.. . ]]aus;Zl;ygyJuG, f. . . }}[ kwwGwfwGwfajymaeao;onf/

v rf;wpfzuf yv ufazmi f;t eD;odk.t a&mufwGi f um;wpfpi f;udkuG, fí apmi fhaeaom, mOfxdef;&JwyfzGJY0i fwpfOD;rSm½kwf w&ufxGufvmNyD; a½SYrSydwf&yf&i f; NyHK;NyHK;BuD; qD;BudKaeav onf/

]]uJ. . . ' Dum;ay:wufMuyg. . . }}

at mi fbmav \ v ufarmi f;udkudki fí um;udknTefjy&i f; , mOfxdef;&Ju ajymonf/ t bGm;BuD;u .. .

]]aeygapuG, f. . . um;eJYv dkufydkYp&mrv kdygbl; . . . t aru oHk;q, fh½Spfv rf;wi foGm;rSmyg. . .}}[ kajymaeao;o nf/ , mOfx def;&Ju . . .

]]vdkufykdYrv kdYr[ kwfbl;ci fAs. . . rsOf;Mum;u v rf;jzwfrul;v dkYt a&;, lrv kdY. . . u J. . . wuf

Muyg. . . [ dkusrS' P faiGaqmi fMuaygh. . . }}


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at mi fbmavrSmt bGm;BuD;udkum;ay:wJGwi fay;&ao;onf/ t bGm;BuD;rSmum;ay:rSmv kdufygv m&i f; . . . ]]' ku©ygyJ . . . ' ku©ygyJ . . . }}[ ka&½Gwfaeonf/ at mi fbmav onf o lYudpöxuf t bGm;BuD;t wGufompdwfylae&onf/ ckv kdt qJGcH&wmv nf; o lYwm0efrui f;[ k, lqrdonf/ v rf;u l;&mrSmolu OD;aqmi fac:cJhwmudk;/

½Hk;ukda&mufawmht awmfMumapmi fhqdki f;ae&NyD;aemuf' P faiGaqmi f&onf/ at mi fbmav qDrSmolYwpfa, mufpmt wGufawmh½Sdonf/ t bGm;BuD;qDrSmu rkefY[ i f;cg;pm;zkdYaiGq, fhi g;usyfomygonf/

at mi fbmavt aejzi fho lYt wGufo laqmi fNyD; xGufoGm;v dkY&aomfv nf; t bGm;BuD;udkypfrx m;cJhEkdi f/ t bGm;BuD;t drfudkoGm;ajymay;zkdYpdwful;&aomfv nf; . . .

]]'Dt csdefqdkt drfrSmb, fo lrS½SdrSmr[ kwfbl; . . . naeu srSv lpHkjyefa&mufrSm. . . }}

[ kt bGm;BuD;uajymo jzi fhcufaejyefonf/ aemufqHk; rwwfomojzi fht bGm;BuD;t wGufo lY½Sd

onfhai Gjzi fh' P fai Gaqmi fay;v kdufonf/]]ri f;t wGufusawmhb, fhES, fv kyfrSmv J. . . }}[ kt bGm;BuD;u ar;ao;o nf/

]]uRefawmfht wGufrylygeJY. . . Munfhv kyfyghr, f. . . }}[ kajymv dkuf&onf/

]]at ;u G, f. . . armi fri f;BuD;o m; aus;Zl;ygyJ. . . ' Du udpöNyD;&i ft arBuD;wkdYt drf0i fv mcJhyg. . .pkdufay;x m;wJhai Gjyefay;yghr, f . . . r[ mAËKv yef;NcHv rf; t v , fv rf;rSma' :Mui fv kdYar;&i f v lwkdi f;odygw, f. . . }}

]]&ygw, ft arBuD;&, f. . . t arBuD;o m' Dujyef&i fv rf;u l;wmrrSm;ygapeJY. . . u l;wJht cgwpfa, mufwnf; ru l;eJYaemf. . . wpfa, mufa, mufudkwJGckdi f;OD; . . . }}

[ kat mi fbmav u pdwfrcso jzi fhrSmv dkuf&ao ;o nf/

t bGm;BuD;udpöNyD;awmholYudpöpOf;pm;&onf/ wm0ef½Sdo ludkar;MunfhawmhEkdi fi Hom;uwfygv Qi f t aygi fx m;cJh?aiGjyef, lNyD;v ma½G;v dkY&onf[ kajymonf/ uHt m;avsmfpGmolYqDrSmEkdi fi Hom;uwfygo jzi fht aygi fx m;cJhNyD; x Gufv m&onf/

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wcsdK.v lrsm;onf apm&eu©wfac: o lckd;eu©wfESi fh, SOfNyD;arG;aomaMumi fho lrsm;ypönf;udkrckd;&v Qi f raeEkdi f[ kqkdonf/ at mi fbmavuawmhbmESi fh, SOfNyD; arG;cJhov Jrod/ u lnDeu©wfqkdwm½Sdv Qi f awmht J'gESi hf, SOfNyD; arG;wm[ kajym&ayv drfhrnf/

ru lnD&raeEkdi fat mi f wri fwumv kduf½SmaeaomaMumi fhyJvm;/ o lYuHZmwmudku ulnDp&mESi hf BuHKudkBuHK&zkdYzefv mcJhov m;rod/ oGm;av &mrSmulnDzkdYt cGi fht v rf;ESi hfBuHK&onf/


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' Dwpfcgawmhat mi fbmav \ ulnDrIrSmt BuD;t us, fat mi fjri frI&oGm;o nf/ t aMumi f;rSm[ kdv lBuD;udko lv TJajymi f;ay;v kdufonfhxDv ufrSwfu aygufoGm;aomaMumi fhjzpf\ / aygufwmrSenf;en f;yg;yg;r[ kwf/ q, fodef;q kBuD; aygufoGm;jci f;jzpf\ /

x kdv lBuD;rSmaus;Zl;odwwfo ljzpf\ x Dqkdi fykdi f½Si fudkci frSwpfqi fhat mi fbmav\ v dyfpmudkod&NyD; t drfa&mufv monf/ aus;Zl;q yfonfht aejzi fhaiGig;aomi f;ay;onf/ at mi fbmav uv ufrcH/

]]OD;av; uHeJYOD;av;&wmyJ. . . }}[ kqkdNyD; ai G, l&eft aMumuft uefji i f;q efaeonf/ b, f v kdrSZGwft wi f;ay;v dkYr&awmhrSv lBuD;v nf; v ufav QmhvkdufNyD; . . .

]]ri f;v dko li , frsdK;uawmhwu, f½Sm;ygw, fuGm. . . aemi fwpfcsdefri f;rSmb, fv kdt ult nDrsdK;yJvkdvkdOD;av ;qDudkv mcJh. . . Mum;vm; . . . OD;av ;emrnfOD;cspf x l;v dkYac:w, f. . . a[ m' DrSmOD;av;&JUv dyfpmuwfjym;udk, lxm;vkduf. . . }}

[ kajymNyD; at mi fbmavudkauseyfpGmausmoyf&i foyfNyD;rSjyefoGm;avonf/

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at mi fbmavrSmt wJG½Sdonf[ kqkdv Qi f t hHMop&maumi f;ayvdrfhrnf/ wu, fawmho lYt pGrf;t paMumi fhr[ kwf/ rdbcsi f;oabmwlx m;aomaumi frav ;wpfa, mufomjzpf\ / v lBuD;awGu . . . ]]ri f; wkdYv li , fcsi f;&i f;ESD;at mi f? wpfa, muft aMumi f; wpfa, mufodat mi f aeMu . . .}}[ kqdko jzi fhwJGaeMujci f;jzpf\ / wpfa, mufESi fhwpfa, mufav hvmqJumv[ kqkdEkdi fonf/

at mi fbmavonf½kyf&nfoefYjyefYNyD; oabmaumi f;o ljzpfo jzi fhaumi frav;u pdwf0i fpm;yHkawmh&onf/ at mi fbmav uv nf; v lBuD;awGoabmrQx m;o nfhudpöudkulnDonhft aejzi hfaumi frav ;t ay:MunfMunfjzLjzL½Sdonf/

okdY&mwGi f aumi frav ;wdkYrdom;pkrSm&yfa&;½Gma&;? v lrIa&; pdwf0i fpm;Muo lrsm;r[ kwf/ aumi frav ;rSmv nf; onfp½kdufawGt jynfhyg½Sdonf/ at mi fbmavqdkwJhaumi fuawmhomrefx ufawmi fx l;NyD;v lrIa&;pdwf"mwf½Sdo ljzpf\ /

x kdt cg. . .o lwkdYESpfa, mufwJGí oGm;Muv mMuonfht cgwkdi f; aumi frav ;rSmpdwfr½Snfp&mrsm;ESi fhBuHK&

onf/ at mi fbmavu oGm;&rnfhv rf;udkajzmi fhajzmi fhoGm;wwfo lr[ kwf/ wpfcgwav ½kyf½Si fcsdefeD;aeo jzi fhaumi frav ;u cyfoGufoGufoGm;apcsi fonf/ at mi fbmav u ausmi f;q i f;vmonfhuav ;awGv rf; jzwful;Ekdi fat mi fapmi fhac:csi fac:onf/

aumi frav ;ESi fht wlwl av Qmufv m&i f; um;arSmufwmawGYo jzi fhau mi frav ;udkarhx m;cJhNyD; v lemawG0i fo , f?jyKpk?aq ;½Hkv kdufydkYwmrsdK;v nf; ½Sdonf/


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wpfcgu o li , fcsi f;wpfa, mufr*Fv maqmi fodkYo lwkdYESpfa, muft wlwloGm;Muonf/ aumi frav ;u a½TygwddwfawGbmawGESi fht ysHpm;0wfv monf/ uHuv nf;aumi f;csi fawmhbwfpfum;ay:rSmESpf a, muft wlwl wJGx kdi fcGi fh&onf/

uHt aMumi f;rvScsi fjyefawmho lwkdYx kdi fonfhcHkwef;\ ab;rSmukv m;t zkd;BuD;wpfa, mufrwfwyf &yfaejci f;yi f jzpf\ / aumi frav ;o nf at mi fbmav udko lYt drfu t aMumi f;rsm;? pD;yGm;a&;v mbfjri fzkdYt aMumi f;rsm;udkwwGwfwGwfajymaeonf/ at mi fbmavuawmh]t i f;}v kduf&i f; acgi f;ndwfae&aomf v nf; pdwfuawmhab;rSm&yfaeaomukvm;BuD;qDa&mufaeo nf/ wpfcsufwpfcsufarmharmhMunfhonf/

ukv m;t bkd;BuD;rSmt oufawmfawmfBuD;v SNyD/ ckepfq, fausmfavmufrsm; ½Sdrv m;rod/ vufx JwGi f x ri f;csdKi fhBuD;wpfv Hk; qJGx m;onf/ wef;udkv Srf;udki fx m;onfhvufarmi f;ay:wGi f acgi f;udkrSDNyD;t armajzov kdarS;aeonf/ at mi fbmav onf ukv m;t bkd;BuD;udkoem;oGm;onf/ o lYcrsmNrdKUx JrSmt v kyfv kyfaeonfhom;orD;x Hxri f;csdKi hfoGm;ydkY&jci f; jzpfEkdi fonf/ onft ouft &G, fBuD;ESi fhwpfv rf;v Hk;rwfwwf&yfoGm;&vQi fawmfawmfyi fyef;½SmrSmyJ[ kawG;rdonf/

]]bmyJvkyfv kyft odt uRrf;av;v J½SdrS. . . aiGuv Jt a&;BuD;w, f. . . ai Gr½Sd&i f. . . }}

aumi frav ; pum;rqHk;ci frSmyi fat mi fbmav onfzswfceJx &yfNyD;om;jzpfaeonf/

]]vm. . . v m. . . OD;av ;BuD; ' DrSmx kdi f. . . }}

qkdNyD; o lYae&mudkz, fay;v kduf\ / ukv m;t bkd;BuD;v nf; 0rf;omt m;&0i fx kdi fv kdufonf/ aumi f rav ;u at mi fbmavudkrsufapmi f;v Srf;x kd;o nf/

ukv m;t bkd;BuD;onfapmapmwkef;u rwfwwf&yfaecJh&o jzi fhyi fyef;oGm[ efwlonf/ x kdi faep&mv nf;&a&mpdwfcsv ufcst dyfavawmhonf/ ukv m;t bkd;BuD;\ ukd, fu rkefni f;q Dapmfv nf; eHonf/wpfcgwpfcgo lYbuf i dkufi kdufusv mv kduf?v ludkvmrSDv kdufjzpfaeo jzi fhaumi frav ;rSmt HwBudwfBudwf

jzpfae\ / at mi fbmav qDodkYv nf; rsufapmi f;awGwpfpi f;NyD;wpfpi f;v Twfaeonf/ at mi fbmav uawmho lr[ kwfov dkyi f/ um;ay:wkd;wufv mo lawGt qi fajyat mi f ae&ma½TUay;&i f; aemufbufem;odkYyi f a&mufoGm;onf/

wpfae&mt a&mufwGi fum;u t ½SdefESi fhauGYv kdufonf/ ukv m;BuD;rSmt dyfaysmfaeo jzi fhxri f;csdKi fhBuD;udkaocsmpGmx def;udki fx m;Ekdi fjci f;r½Sd/ x kdYaMumi fhx ri f;csdKi fhBuD;onfaumi frav ;bufodkY, kdi fv Jus

oGm;onf/ aumi frav ;\ x bDrSmv nf; csdKi fhx JrSxGufusv monfhyJ[ i f;rsm;jzi fhayyGukefonf/ aumi frav;rSma' gov nf;jzpf?½Sufv nf;½SufNyD; aemufrSwfwkdi fa&mufawmhat mi fbmavudkyi frac:yJ um;ay:u qi f;oGm;av awmhonf/

t v m;wludpörsdK;awGu rMumcP BuHK&onf/ BuHKzefawGYzefrsm;awmh½dk;oGm;onfqkdjci f;rSmv i fr, m;b0üomjzpfEkdi fonf/ ck[ mu o rD;&nf;pm;v nf; r[ kwf/ w&m;0i faphpyfNyD;om;v nf;r[ kwf?v lBuD;csi f; em;v nfrI, lx m;NyD; v li , fcsi f;em;v nfrI½SdzkdYavhv mwkef;t csdef/

o rD;&nf;pm;rsm;yi fvQi fonfv kdpdwfoabmx m;rwkdufqkdi fwmrsm;v mv Qi f jyó emjzpfwwfao;

wmyJ/ ckv nf; aumi frav ;o nfat mi fbmav t ay: pdwfukefpjyKv monf/


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at mi fbmav u o lYx uf wjcm;rdef;uav ;awGudkydkNyD;t a&;ay;aevkdYo li , fcsi f;t aygi f;t o i f;awGudkydkNyD;*½kpdkufaev kdYqdkv nf; xm;ygawmh/ pdwfau mufo i fhau muf?o0efwdko i fhwkd½Hkom½Sd\ /

ckusawmh' Dv kdr[ kwf/ at mi fbmav\ *½kpdkuft a&;ay;jci f;cH&olrsm;rSmt rsm;t m;jzi fhwpfcgrSawmi frjri fzl;o lawG?ukv m;t bkd;BuD;awG?ESyfacs;wJGavmi f;ESi fhuav;awG?oDv ½Si fawGjzpfaeonf/ pdwf qkd;&cuf?remv kd&cufo0efwdk&cuf/

onfMum;x JrSmonf;rcHEkdi faomudpöwpfckjzpfv monf/ aumi frav ;\ nDr0rf;u GJrsm;ESi fho li , fcsi f;rsm; e, frSa&mufv mMuonf/ at mi fbmav udkv nf; jri fzl;csi fonf/ &efukefNrdKUx Judkvnf;avQmufv nfcsi fonf[ kqkdonf/ x kdYaMumi fht drfudkapmapmv m&efrSmv dkufonf/

csdef;wJhaeYusawmhaumi frav ;ESi hft zJGYonf 0wfaumi f;pm;v S0wfNyD; apmi fhaeonf/ at mi fbmav u awmfawmfESi fha&mufrv m/ nDr0rf;u JGawG?o li , fcsi f;awGu x i fjri fcsufay;Muo nf/

]]ckv kdt csdefrSmawmi f ' Dv kdrav ;rpm;v kyfae&i f aemuf cufa&maygh. . . }} [ ka0zefMuonf/aumi frav;uawmhat mi fbmavwpfa, mufa, mufudkulnDaevkdYyJqkdwmodonf/

rSefayonf/ at mi fbmav onf aumi frav ; aoaocsmcsmrSmx m;o nfht wkdi f; oyfoyf&yf&yf om;om;em;em;0wfqi fNyD; t drfrSx Gufv mcJhonf/ aumi frav ;t drf½Sd&m &yfuGufx Jokd Y0i ft vmwGi f t drfwpft drfa½S.ü uav ;i , fwpfa, muf x kdi fi dkaeonfudk awGY&\ / ar;Munfhawmh o lYacG;u av ;t drfomwGi f;x JusoGm;wmjyefrwufEkdi fv kdY[ kajymonf/ v lBuD;awGvnf; t drfrSmr½SdMu/

onfawmhat mi fbmav yJ[ m?b, f&rv J/ t drfomwGi f;x JusaeaomacG;u av ;u dkt m;BudK;rmef wufulnDq, fay;awmhwmaygh/

BudK;wpfacsmi f;½Sm? uGi f;avQmv kyfNyD; acG;uav ;\ udk, fudkpGyfat mi fvkyf&onf/ acG;uav ;rSmaMumufv efYaeo jzi hfo lYukdu, frSef;rodbJBudK;uGi f;udka½Smi fa½Smi faeo jzi fht cufawGYae&onf/ rv kdt yf yJt csdefydkMumoGm;&onf/

t awmfMumrSpGyfrdNyD; acsmhí qJGwi f&\ / t ay:a&mufawmhacG;wkdY\ x Hk;pHt wkdi f; udk, fay:rSt arG;rsm;udkcgv dkuf&mat mi fbmav\ wpfudk, fv Hk; t ESH.t jym; pi fukefawmhonf/

udk, fay:rSmayusHaewmawGudka&aq;ypfí &aomfv nf; t 0wft pm;ay: pGef;ayonfht pufawG

udkawmhonft wkdi f; x m;v dkuf&onf/csdef;x m;onfht csdefudkv nf; awmfawmfawmi fausmfaeNyD/ [ dka&mufv dkYar;v Qi fum;wpfpi f; ab;u

jzwfarmi f;v kdY½THUpufpi fwm[ kajymrn fpdwful;onf/ t drfjyeft 0wft pm;v JzdkYt csdefr&awmh/ ajcmufoGm;v Qi fawmhudpör½Sdwef&m[ kawG;rd\ /

[ kda&mufawmhv nf; aemufusaeojzi fhuref;uwef;awmi f;yefNyD; x Gufv mMu&onf/ av;bD;um;wpfpi f;i Sm;NyD; NrdKUx Jx Gufv mMu&mv rf;a&mufawmhrSt m;v Hk; ESmacgi f;w½SKHU½SHKUjzpfMu&awmhonf/ o lx i fov dkt eHYu aysmufroGm;yJum;oGm;onhft ½SdefESi fh0i fv maomavpD;aMumi f;rSmysHUvdIi fí aeav \ /


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aumi frav ;rSmawmfawmfpdwfqkd;oGm;onf/ at mi fbmavv kyfyHkaMumi fho lYnDr0rf;uGJawG?o li , f csi f;awGMum;rSmawmfawmfodu©musoGm;&onf/

]]' Dav mufpkwfpkwfyJhyJhaewwfNyD; t v kdufurf;qkd;rodwJhv ludkv ufcHwJGaewmt Hhyg&JU. . . }}[ kajymoGm;\ /

aumi frav ;rSmat mi fbmavudkvHk;0pdwfukefNyD; t qufjzwfv kdufavawmhonf/ at mi fbmavuawmhcyfat ;at ;yi f/ aqG;aewmwkdY? pdwfysufwmwkdYrjzpfyJ acG;uav ;t wGuf v nfywfuav ;wpfckawmi f[ kdcsmwdwfudkv ufaqmi foGm;ay;v dkufavao;onf/ csmwdwf\ rdbrsm;ESi hfv nf; ci fri foGm;onf/

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at mi fbmavonfo l\ xHk;pHt wkdi f; v rf;ay:rSmi SufaysmcGHwkdY?ykv i f;uGJwkdY½Sdv Qi faumufNyD;z, f ypfEkdi f&efMunhf½I½SmazG&i f; avQmufvmonf/ wpfae&mwGi ft kwfcJusdK;wpfckusaeo nfudkawGY&\ / v lwpfcsKdUrSmwkdufrdrnfpdk;í ausmfvTm;oGm;Muonf/

]]aMomf. . . v lrsm;ES, f. . . t jri frawmf&i fv Jaumufypfv kdufygawmhv m; . . . ukd, frwdkuffrdNyD;a&mqdkNyD; rsufESmv TJoGm;Muw, f. . . cJudkaumufypfzdkYawmhowdr&Mubl; . . . }}[ ko lawG;onf/t kwfcJusdK;aumufNyD; v rf;ab;ajrmi f;x JokdYypfrnfjyKpOf. . .

]]a[ hhaumi f. . . bmv kyfwmv J. . . }}

v lwpfa, mufu t kwfcJusdK;udki fxm;aomolYv ufudkv mqJG&i f;a[ mufv kdufonf/ o l v SnhfMunhf onf/ v lyHkuawmhcyfrkdufrdkufyJ/ at mi fbmav NyHK;jyNyD; . . .

]]o lrsm;awGcv kwfwkdufrdrSmpdk;v kdYv Ti fhypfrv kdYygAsm. . . }}

]]bmuG. . . ' gwri foufoufcsx m;wmuG. . . }}

]]Asm. . . }}

]]at ; . . . [ kwfw, f. . . n aeus&i fi ga&cJa&a&mi f;zkdYae&mOD;x m;wmuG. . . }}[ kajymNyD;

at mi fbmavvufx Ju t kwfcJusdK;udkqJGv kvdkufonf/ i ghrsm;x kv dkuf&i frpm;ombl;[ kawG;rdNyD; . . .

]]aqm. . . aqm&D;aemf. . . rodvkdYyg. . . }}[ kNyHK;NzJNzJvkyfí ajymNyD; wpfcsdK;wnf; v pfcJh&onf/ [ kdv luapmi f;i ef;apmi f;i ef; Munfhaeao ;o nf/

at mi fbmavqdkwJhaumi fu ' geJYawmi f rrSwfao;/ qufavQmufv m&i f; a½SUrSmv lESpfa, mufua&cJaowåmBuD;wpfckv Hk;udkrEkdi fwEkdi f o , fv mwmawGYawmhrulnDyJraeEkdi fjyef/ o lyg0i fNyD; ulo , f ay;onf/ [ kdESpfa, mufu . . .

]]udpör½Sdygbl;As. . . aeygapAs. . . }}[ kwm;aomfv nf; . . .


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]]&ygw, f. . . ci fAsm;wkdYcsnf;yJEkdi frSmr[ kwfbl; . . . jyKwfus&i fESarsmp&mBuD; . . . }}

qdkNyD; t wi f;0i fulonf/ t rdk;zGi fhx m;aomygbv pfumum;ay:odulwi fay;o nf/ [ kdv lESpf a, mufu aus;Zl;wi fpum;ajymNyD; um;armi f;x GufoGm;onf/ o lu NyHK;NyD; v ufjyEIwfqufv kdufao;onf/

a&cJaowåmullo , fv kduf&jzi fhen f;en f;armoGm;onf/ x kdYaMumi fht eD;½Sdt at ;qdki fx J0i fx kdi fNyD;pywfuv i fwpfykv i f; rSmaomufv dkuf\ / onfaeYt zkdYESpfckqufwkdufulnDv kdufEdki fjci f;rSmawmfawmfukokdv fx l;onf[ kawG;NyD; auseyfaewkef; . . .

apmapmu qkdi fae&mOD;x m;w, fqkdaomvlonft at ;qkdi fx JodkYjyL;jyL;ysmysm0i fv monf/ o lYv ufx JrSmv nf; t kwfcJusdK;udki fx m;qJ/ [ kd[ kdonfonfMunfhNyD; . . .

]]a[ m. . . [ dkrSm. . . o lyJ . . . }}[ kajymNyD; at mi fbmav x kdi fae&modkYajy;v monf/

aemufuv nf; v lav ;i g;ajcmufa, mufav muf0dki f;v kdufv m\ / wcsKdUv lrsm;\ v ufx JrSmwkwfawG"m;awGESi hf/ rdef;rBuD;wpfa, mufonfv nf; aemufrSt l, m;zm;, m;v dkufv monf/ x kdYaemufat mi fbmavudk0dki f;x m;v kdufMuNyD; t kwfcJudki fx m;o lu . . .

]]a[ haumi f. . . rajy;eJY. . . }}

at mi fbmavv nf; t lwdt laMumi farmhMunfhNyD; . . .

]]uRefawmfu bmjzpfv kdYajy;&rSmv J. . . }}[ kajymv kdufonf/ t kwfcJESi fhv lu . . .

]]bmt laMumi faMumi fv kyfaewmv J. . . aooGm;csi fvkdYv m; . . . }}

qkdNyD; t kwfcJusdK;ESihfxk&efv ufajr§mufv kdufonf/

]]t r, fav; . . . rv kyfMuygeJY. . . aoG;oH&J&JrMunfh&Jv kdYyg. . . }}

rdef;rBuD;u ajym&i f; 0i fq JGo jzi hf at mi fbmavoufomoGm;onf/ ' grSr[ kwfv kdYuawmhwkwf a&m?"m;a&m?t kwfcJusdK;a&mrdvdkufv kdYu roufom/

]]t &rf;rv kyfMuygeJY. . . pcef;ukdykdY&r, f. . . }}[ kajym&i f; &-0-w t zJGY0i frsm;ESi fht &efrD;

owf&Jabmfrsm;a&mufv monf/ o lwdkYra&mufci fuav;wi f em;&i f;ESpfcsufoHk;csuf t t kyfcHv dkuf&ao;onf/ at mi fbmavrSmx llylNyD; bkrodbrodaMumi fwdaMumi fawmi fjzpfv suf. . .

]]uRefawmfbmv kyfv kdYv JAs. . . v rf;oGm;v rf;v mawGcv kwfwkdufrdrSmpdk;v kdYt kwfcJudkz, fypfwmygAs. . . }}[ kua, mi fuwrf;ajym&i f; q JGac:&mudkygoGm;onf/

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v lt rsm;xdckdufrSmpdk;v dkYwm0efododv kyfcJhwmudkbmaMumi fhzrf;&ov J[ kem;rv nfEkdi fat mi f jzpf aeonf/ &Jpcef;a&mufrSoabmaygufonf/ ckudpörSmt kwfcJusdK;ESi fhbmrQrqkdi f/

jzpfyHku t drf½Si fawGt jyi foGm;aewkef; t drfwpft drfudkv lESpfa, mufu azmufx Gi f;0i fa&mufonf/o lwdkYv kyfyHku ydyd&d&d½Sdv Sonf/ a½T? ai G? v uf0wf&wemrsm;? ai Grsm; ½SmazG, lNyD;aemuf a&cJao wåmx Jx nfhv kdufonf/ NyD;awmhrSa&cJaowåmBuD;udkt drfa½SUaygufrSwpfqi fhcyfwnfwnfrx kwfv monf/

aeYci f;aMumi fawmi fBuD;v nf; jzpf?v ljri fo ljri f rSi faoao v Iyf½Sm;oGm;aomaMumi fhb, fo lurSrouFmrjzpfrd/ wpfckyJ½Sdonf/ a&cJaowåmBuD;u o lwkdYx i fxm;wmx ufykdav ;aeo nf/ x kdYaMumi fhrEkdi fhwEkdi fjzpfaewkef; at mi fbmavu ulNyD;o , fay;cJhjci f;jzpf\ /

o lckd;rsm;x GufoGm;NyD;aemuf rMumci frSmyi f t drf½Si f\ ZeD; rdef;rBuD;rSmaps;0, f&mrSjyefv monf/t drfa½SUwHcg;BuD;yGi fhaewmjri fuwnf;u x dwfx dwfysmysmjzpfNyD; t drfx J0i fMunfh&molckd;azmufoGm;aMumi f;od&onf/ at mf[ pft u lt nDawmi f;o jzi fhv lt csKdUa&mufv monf/ jzpfyHkod&aomt cgt kwfcJusdK;udki fx m;

o lu a&cJaowåmudkv loHk;a, mufo , fí um;ay:wi fonfudkawGY&aMumi f;? x dkt x JrSwpfa, mufonf t at ;qdki fx JrSm½Sdao;aMumi f; ajymo jzi fhat mi fbmavudkzrf;rdoGm;jci f;jzpf\ /

&Ju at mi fbmavudkppfaq;aomt cgo lbmrSrod&aMumi f;?v lESpfa, mufa&cJaowåmudkrEkdi f rei f;o , faewmawGY&í ½kd;½kd;om;om; 0i fu lnDjci f;omjzpfaMumi f; ajymonf/

cu faewmu rsufjri foufao (t kwfcJusdK;ESi fhv l)\ x Gufqkdcsuft & at mi fbmav u wpfzufrSavQmufv maMumi f;? usefv lESpfa, mufu a&cJaowåmo, fvmaMumi f;? x kdYaemuf at mi fbmavESi fhqHkNyD;oHk;a, muft wlo , fMuaMumi f;?um;ay:wi fNyD;aemufESpfa, mufu um;ESi fhxGufoGm;NyD; at mi fbmavu

aecJhaMumi f;?um;x GufoGm;aomt cgat mi fbmav u v ufjyEIwfqufv dkufao ;aMumi f;/t x ufygxGufqkdcsuft & at mi fbmav onf azmufxGi f;o lrsm;ESi fhwpfzJGYwnf;jzpfonf[ k, lq

Ekdi fp&mt aMumi f;½Sdaeo nf/ xkdYaMumi fhat mi fbmav udkqufcsKyfx m;v kduf\ /

t drfwpft drfudkazmufx Gi f;ckd;, lrIjzi fhat mi fbmav t zrf;cH&aMumi f; Mum;od&aomt cg wpf&yf uGufv Hk; t kef;t kef;u RufuRufjzpfoGm;o nf/ at mi fbmav \ t aMumi f;udkodaeojzi fh' gwjcm;v lt wGuf "m;pmcH&wmyJqkdwmodaeMu\ /

at mi fbmav\ rdbrsm;ESi hfOD;ukv m;wkdY&Jpcef;v dkufoGm;Muonf/ t mrcHudpö&zkdYoGm;ajymonf/

OD;ukv m;u v kdt yfv Qi fo lt mrcHygrnf[ kajymonf/ avmavmq, ft mrcHay;vdkYr&ao;aMumi f; &Jpcef;uajymv dkuf\ / naeusawmho lwkdY&yfuGuf &-0-w t zJGY0i frsm; a&mufv mNyD; at mi fbmavrSm' Dv kdt v kyfrsdK; v kyfrnfho lr[ kwfaMumi f;? t usi hfpm&dwå t v Gefaumi f;onfh v l½dk;v laumi f;wpfa, mufjzpf aMumi f; axmufcHMujyefonf/

&yfuGufx JrSv lrsm;uvnf; at mi fbmavwpfa, mufawmht m;i , faeawmhrSmyJ[ kqkdNyD; pcef;udkv dkufv mMuonf/ rkefY0, fv mo l?aq;v dyfv may;o lrsm;jzi hf&Jpcef;wpf0dkufpnfum;aeonf/ wcsKdUrdef;rawGuv nf; t csKyfcef;em; o Gm;EIwfqufcGi fhr&o jzi fhpcef;aemufbufrSywfí . . . ]]at mi fbmav a&. . .bmrSt m;ri , feJYa[ h. . . }}[ kat mf[ pfEIwfqufMuonf/


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x kdrQruao ;/ at mi fbmav aq;½HkrSmoGm;jyKpkcJho lonf aq ;½HkrSqi f;v mNyD; ax mheJYax mheJYESi fha&mufvmao;o nf/ at mi fbmav t drfomwGi f;rSq, fay;cJhaomacG;u av ;ykdi f½Si f csmwdwf\ zci frSma½SUaejzpf\ / o luv nf; owi f;Mum;o jzi fha&muf½Sdv mNyD; t m;ay;pum;ajym&i f; vkdt yfv Qi fo lYt aejzi fht crJha½SUaev dkufay;rnfjzpfaMumi f; ajymonf/

pcef;rSL;t aejzi fhat mi fbmavESihfywfoufNyD; pOf;pm;p&mjzpfv monf/ onfavmuft mrcHcsi fo laygrsm;ao mw&m;cHrsdK; wpfcgrSrawGYzl;ao ;/ NyD;awmhat mi fbmav \ yHkpHrSmv nf; azmufx Gi f;0dZÆmwpf a, mufESi fhv Hk;0rwl/ onft rIrSmat mi fbmav yg0i fywfoufaew, fqkdwmoHo, ½Sdp&mjzpfvm\ /

x kdrQru . . .

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azmufx Gi f;cH&onfht drf½Si fv lBuD;onf&Jpcef;odkYa&mufv mNyD; t rIt ajct aeudkar;onf/ pcef;rSL;u . . .

]]uRefawmfwkdYv J w&m;cHawGt m;v Hk;rdat mi f t ylwjyi f;BudK;pm;aeygw, f . . . o lwkdkYt zJGYeJYywf oufv kdYrouFmwJhv lwpfa, mufudkawmhrdx m;ygw, f. . . }}

]][ kwfv m; . . . b , fo lv J. . . }}

]]v lyHkuawmhxi fav mufp&mr½Sdygbl; . . . o lYemrnfuv nf; cyfqef;qef;yJci fAs. . . at mi f

bmavwJh. . . }}

]]bm. . . at mi fbmav . . . [ kwfv m; . . . usKyfo lYudkawGYcsi fw, fAsm. . . t efu, hft odrsm;jzpfaerv m; rodbl; . . . }}

]]&ygw, f. . . awGY&ygw, f. . . }}

v lBuD;udkt csKyfcef;qDac:oGm;NyD; at mi fbmavESi fhawGYay;onf/ v lBuD;ESi hf at mi fbmav wkdYrSmwpfa, mufudkwpfa, mufMunfhNyD; t HhMowBuD; jzpfukefMuavonf/ v lBuD;u at mi fbmavudkv ufnd§K;x kd;NyD; . . .

]][ m. . . o lr[ kwfbl; . . . o lr[ kwfbl; . . . }}[ kat mfv dkufonf/ pcef;rSL;u . . .

]][ kwfuJh. . . o l[ mOD;av ;&JUt odr[ kwfEkdi fygbl; . . . }}

]]' gudkajymwmr[ kwfbl; . . . t efu, fht drfudk0i fckkd;wmolr[ kwfEkdi fb l;vkdYajymwm. . . ' Do li , f [ mt i frwef½dk;o m;ajzmi fhrwfwJho li , fyg. . . }}

pcef;rSL;rSm. . . ]]v mjyefNyDwpfa, muf. . . }}[ kpdwfx Ju a&½Gwf&i f; yg;pyft a[ mi f;om;jzpf oGm;&\ / v lBuD;u qufv ufí . . .


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]]o lr[ kwfbl;qkdwmt efu, ft mrcHygw, f. . . o lYudkv Twfay;v dkufyg. . . }}

]][ m. . . ' Dv kdawmhv kyfv kdYr&bl;ci fAs. . . Oya'oabmt &awmhvHk;0ckdi fvHkat mi f?axmi fhaphat mi fapmi fhMunfh&ygOD;r, f. . . }}

]]'gqdko lYudkpm;p&mav;bmav; ay;yg&ap . . . }}

]]' gawmh&ygw, f. . . }}

x kdv lBuD;rSmat mi fbmav x Dv ufrSwfv Jay;v kdufo jzi fhq, fodef;qkaygufoGm;aomOD;cspfx l;yi f jzpfav \ /

OD;cspfx l;o nf at mi fbmav udkbmrSt m;ri , f&efajymonf/ at mi fbmavpm;zkdY' Haygufx ri f;ESi fhr&i f' g0, fay;cJhonf/ naewpfacgufa&mufv mjyefNyD; x ri f;aMumf ?bJu i f?t pdrf;aMumfESi fhu RJ½dki f;t csdK&nfbl;?nbufqmv Qi fpm;zkdYaomufzkdYaygi frkefY?bDpuGwf?ydkumazsmf&nfbl; pHkat mi f0, fv monf/nusv Qi fci f;t dyfzkdY*Grf;uyfESi hfouúv yfapmi fawG?acgi f;t Hk;awGyg, lv maomaMumi fht csKyfcef;x JrSm' gawGay;v dkYr&ygbl;[ kpcef;rI;u renf; awmi f;yefv Twfv dkuf&onf/

pcef;rSL;rSmawmf awmfOD;aESmufajcmufv m\ / ckjzpfaeyHkuawmfawmfqef;onf/ w&m;v dku w&m;cHrSmt jypfr½Sdygbl;[ kqkdNyD; t mrcHaeo nf/ NyD;awmht csKyfcef;x JrSmv kdavao;r½Sdat mi fv kyfay;x m; onf/

onft wdki f;q dkv Qi fat mi fbmav rSmt jypfr½SdaMumi f; wpfajz;ajz;ay:vGi fv monf/ o l wu, f jypfrIusL;v Gef onfqdkv Qi f [ kdaumi fawGESi fhwpfcgwnf;vdkufoGm;&rnf/ ckv kdt at ;qkdi frSmpdrfajyeajyt at ;aomufaewmudkMunfhv Qi fo lESi fho lcdk;awGbmrSrqkdi faMumi f; nTefjyov dkjzpfaeonf/

x kdYaMumi fhat mi fbmavudkwpfcgx yfNyD; ppfar;jyefonf/

]]ri f;u [ kdaumi fawGeJYbmrSrqkdi fb l;yJ x m;yguGm. . . t J' Daumi fawGudkjri f&i f ri f; rSwfrdEkdi f yghrv m; . . . }}

]]rSwfrdr, fx i fygw, f. . . }}

]]' gqkd&i fo lwkdY&JUyHko@mefudkajymjyprf;uGm. . . }}

at mi fbmav u cP pOf;pm;í . . .

]]t om;rnf;rnf; . . . }}

]]t i f; . . . [ kwfNyD. . . udk, fv Hk;ukd, fx nfu . . . }}

]]cyfuspfuspfyJ. . . t &yfu redrhfrjri fh. . . }}

]]rsufESmyHkyef;ua&m. . . qHyi fupajymuGm. . . }}

]]acgi f;wHk;qHawmufv kdqHyi frsdK; . . . }}


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]]rsufESmu . . . }}

]]t i f; . . . rsufESmrSm0u fNcHawGeJY. . . }}

]]ri f;ajymwJhyHkawGu v lt rsm;pkx Ju yHkyJ . . . ' DavmufeJYawmhr&ao;bl; . . . x l;jcm;wmbm½Sd

ov J. . . rsufESmrSmt rm&Gwf½SdwmwkdY. . . v ufrSmaq;rSi faMumi fx dk;x m;wmwkdY. . . }}

]]t J' gawmhowdrjyKrdbl;q&m. . . }}

]]uJ. . . ' gqkdaemufwpfa, muft aMumi f;ajym. . . }}

]]aemufwpfa, mufuvnf; t J' Dt wkdi f;yJ. . . }}

]]a[ . . . b, fv kd. . . }}

at mi fbmavu t wefMumat mi fEIwfcrf;udkufpOf;pm;aeNyD;aemuf. . .

]][ m. . . odNyDq&m. . . o lwdkYESpfa, mufu wpfa, mufeJYwpfa, muf½kyfcsi f;odyfwlwm. . .t NrTmNzpfEkdi fw, f. . . }}

pcef;rSL;\ rsufESm0i f;v ufoGm;\ / e, fx def;udkvSrf;Munfhonf/ e, fx def;u jzpfEkdi fw, fqkdaomoabmacgi f;ndwfjyonf/ pcef;rSL;u . . .

]]o lYudkpDt kdi f' Dac:oGm;NyD; [ kdaumi fawG"mwfyHkjyv kdufyg. . . }}[ kajymonf/

at mi fbmavudkpDt kdi f' DrIci f;rSwfwrf;XmecJGokdYac:oGm;onf/ jypfcsuf½SdcJhzl;o lrsm;\ "mwfyHkawGx m;aomzkdi fwJGx Ju "mwfyHkrsm;udkjyonf/ at mi fbmavu . . . ]][ kwfygw, f. . . o lwkdYygyJ. . . }}[ kajymonf/

þ okdYjzi hfydkufpdyfwkduf½SmazG&mazmufx Gi f;0dZÆmat ;jri fhESi fhat ;wi fhwdkYt NrTmnDt pfudkwkdYt m; ckd;&mygypönf;rsm;ESi hft wl v uf&zrf;qD;Edki fcJhonf/

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at mi fbmav udk v Twfay;v kdufonf/ at mi fbmav u jyefcgeD; aus;Zl;wi f pum;ajymaewkef;t bGm;BuD;wpfa, muf0i fv monf/ pcef;rSL;u . . .

]]t ar . . . bmjzpfv dkYv kdufv mwmv J. . . }}[ kar;o nf/ t bGm;BuD;u . . .

]]t nmu ri f;OD;av;a&mufaev kdYv mac:wm. . . }}[ kajymNyD; at mi fbmav bufv Snfhonf/at mi fbmav rSmt HhMooGm;NyD; . . .

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v rf;jzwful;&mrSmolulnDcJhzl;aomt bGm;BuD;a' :Mui f jzpfaeav \ / t bGm;BuD;u v nf; at mi f bmav udkpl;pkdufMunfh&mrSv ufarmi f;udk0rf;omt m;&qkyfudki fNyD; . . .

]]t vkd. . . ri f; . . . [ dko li , fudk;u G, fh. . . }}

pcef;rSL;rSmrsufv Hk;jyL;oGm;NyD; . . .

]]o lu . . . o lu t areJYv nf; odw, f. . . [ kwfv m; . . . }}

t bGm;BuD;u . . .

]][ kwfygh. . . t ar wpfcgajymzl;yga&mv m; . . . v rf;jzwful;wJht aMumi f; . . . t J' g' Do li , f aygh. . . t r, f. . . ckrSowd&w, f. . . t arht wGuf' P fai Gaqmi fzkdYo lpkdufay;cJhwJhai GESpf&mawmi f

jyefray;&ao ;bl; . . . [ Jh. . . ri f;rSmai GESpf&m½Sd&i folYukday;v dkufprf; . . . }}

]]Asm. . . }}

]]aMomf. . . ai GESpf&may;vdkufygv dkY. . . }}

]][ kwf. . . [ kwfuJh. . . }}

pcef;rSL;u at mi fbmav udk wpf&mwefESpf½Guf x kwfay;o nf/ at mi fbmav u ji i f;o nf/t bGm;BuD;u t dwfx Jt wi f;x nfhay;&onf/ at mi fbmavxGufoGm;NyD;aemufpcef;rSL;u a&½Gwfonf/

]]' Dv dkw&m;cHrsdK; wpfcgrSrBuHKbl;aygi fAsm. . . }}

onfav mufESi hfrNyD;ao;/ OD;cspfx l;rSm[ kdwpfcguwnf;u at mi fbmavaMumi fhq, fodef;qkaygufNyD;NyD/ t ckv nf; at mi fbmav ulnDazmfx kwfay;v dkYw&m;cHawGrdNyD; t ckd;cH&wJhypönf;awGjyef&onf/

x kdYaMumi fhat mi fbmavudkt v Gefaus;Zl;wi frd\ / [ dkwpfcg t drfudkv mv nfzkdYzdwfaomfv nf;ra&mufjzpfcJh/ onfwpfcgawmhrv mrjzpfvm&rnfqkdNyD; t drfac:í t aumi f;qHk; jyKpkauR;arG;onf/ at mi f bmav rSmx kdt drfrSmwi f wpfcgwnf;aezkdYt x djzpfv m\ / t aMumi f;rSmOD;cspfx l;\ o rD;uav ;o nf t v Gefv SyaomaMumi fhyi fjzpfownf;/

(i dkt m;ESi fh&, ft m;pmt kyf 1996?ZGef)


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pmcsq&mawmf OD;v uFm ajymwmMum;zl;w, f/ OD;v uFmqdkwmu usKyfwdkY zdrfhzdrhfwkefat mi f aMumufcJh&wJhudk, fawmfaygh/ usKyfwkdYwGi fruygbl;/ ' um'umrawGv nf; aMumufMu&wmygyJ/

o luvkdufv dkufav smav smt m;emyg;emvkyfwwfwmr[ kwfbl;/ pdwfrx i f&i f rx i fov kdajymcs

v dkufwm/ ' um? ' umrawGrSmv nf; v SLv nf; v SL&ao;? t q lt Budrf;v nf; cH&ao;qkdawmhusKyfwkdYawmi fMum;x Ju rsufESmyl&w, f/ o lwkdYuv nf; o lwkdYyJ/ v SLwmu wpfaxmi fzdk; yumoev kyfcsi fwmuig;ax mi fzkd;qkdawmhOD;v uFmyg;pyfeJYawGYua&maygh/

wpfcgu OD;v uFm&JUausmi f;rSm½Si fjyK&[ ef;cHyGJvkyfw, f/ t v SLx ajrmufNyD;v kdYa&pu fcswJht csdef rSmyJ"mwfyHkq&meJYOD;v uFmawGYawmhwmygyJ/

"mwfyHkq&mqkdwJh'umuv nf; en f;en f;uJwmawmht rSefyJ/ t v SLt wef;wpfavQmufv Hk;rSm½dkuf v dkufwJh"mwfyHkqkdwmolYui fr&mu wzsyf zsyfrD;v i f;aewmrsm; rkd;wGi f;jyefa&mufvdkYv QyfpD;v ufaeo v m;

at mufarh&w, f/ ½Si favmi f;v SnhfwJht csdef?auR;arG;wJht csdef½kdufwmuxm;awmh/ a&pu fcsw&m;a[ mwJh

t csdefrSmygolu v ufpGrf;jyaejyefwmukd;/

t rSwfw&jzpf½HkwpfyHkESpfyHkqkdudpör½Sd/ ckawmhzv i fb , fav mufaygaew, frqkdEkdi fb l;/ [ kdaxmi hf u v Snhf½kdufv kduf? ' Dax mi fhu v Snhf½dkufv dkuf w&m;emaewJhv lawGMum;x J 0i f½dkuf&i f; wcsKdUv lawGudkcv kwfwdkufrdv kdwdkufrd/

OD;v uFmv nf; w&m;a[ maewkef;qkdawmhbmrSawmhrajymbl;/ wpfcsufwpfcsuf v SnfhMunfhwmawmhawGY&w, f/ x kd' umuawmhbmrSrodbl;/ a&pu fcsNyD;vkdYOD;v uFmu t v SL½Si fawGudkt mv my

fyHk½kdufr, fv nf;v kyfa&m. . .


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]]a[ h' um. . . usKyfu bkef;BuD;Asaemf. . . ½kyf½Si fri f;om;r[ kwfbl;. . . }}v kdYyu fceJajymv dkufwm"mwfyHkq&mv nf; aMumufaMumufv efYv efYa, mi fa, mi fuef;uef;eJY. . . ]]aqm&D;ygbk&m; . . . }}v kdYajymNyD; wpfcsKd;wnf; v pfajy;awmhwmaygh/ q&mawmfOD;v uFmu o lYausmi f;rSmt v SLv kyf&i ft oHcsJUpufeJYoDcsi f;zGi fhwmwkdY?t NidrfhawGqkdi f;0dki f;awGx nfhwmwkdYrBudKufbl;/

ausmi f;rSmvmv kyfwJht v SLwpfckt aMumi f;owd&ao;w, f/ t v SL½Si fu OD;v uFm&JUwyn fh&i f;wpf a, mufyJ/ o lu t v SLrSmqkdi f;0dki f;x nfhyg&apv kdYr&Jw&JavQmufawmhOD;v uFmu wpfcGef;wnf;yJ/

]]usKyf yJGuefx ½kdufr[ kwfbl; . . .}}. . . wJh/ t Jonf' umv nf; aemufxyfrav Qmuf&JwmeJYusKyfudkv mNyD; t yluyfw, f/ q&mawmfudkajymay;ygOD;aygh/ t Jonft csdefrSmusKyfu 0guav;v nf;enf;enf;&v m? oGufoGufv ufv uf x ufx ufjrufjruf½Sdv kdYqkdNyD; OD;v uFmuv nf; enf;enf;t a&;ay;x m;wJho lqdkawmht m;udk;½Smwmayghav /

usKyfv nf; Mum;x JrSmt cufawGYwmaygh/ onfudpöOD;v uFmudkb , fvdkrSavQmufv dkY&rSmr[ kwfbl;

qkdwmodw, f/ x yfajym&i fv nf; usKyfyg t q lt Budrf;cH&rSm/ wpfzufu Munfhjyefawmhv nf; t Jonf ' umu ausmi f;t wGuf t awmf&uf&ufa&ma&mv SLx m;wJhyk*d¾Kv fjzpfaew, f/ o luv nf; o lYt v SLudkcrf;crf;em;em;av; v kyfcsi f½SmrSmaygh/

onfawmhusKyfv nf; aemufrSql&i fBudrf;&i fv nf; cHv kdufawmhr, fqkdNyD; t pDt pOfwpfckvkyf v kduf&w, f/ t v SLudkausmi f;0i f;x JrSmv kyfckdi f;NyD; qkdi f;0dki f;udkawmhausmi f;jyi fu uGufv yfx JrSmx m;ckdi f;v dkufw, f/ q&mawmfpum;v nf; y, f½Sm;&mra&mufat mi f?t v SL½Si fv nf; auseyfat mi f0den f;v Gwf v kyfv dkuf&wmyJ/

t v SLv kyfaewJht cdkufrSm[ dk' umuawmholYt v dkjynfhv kdYNyHK;waysmfaysmfaygh/ usKyfrSmawmh&i fw

x dwfx dwfeJY/ q&mawmfrsm; bmajymv dkufrv JvkdYpkd;&drfv dkuf&wm/ awmfygao ;&JU/ rsufESmx m;wi f;wi f;BuD;eJYwpfcsufwpfcsufv Srf;Munfhwmuv GJvkdYbmrSrdefYawmfrrlayv dkYomayghAsm/

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usKyfwkdYu t Jonfvkdq&mawmfrsdK;v ufat mufrSmaev mchJ&wmqdkawmh(t &yfpum;eJYajym&&i f)t ydk;usdK;cJhw, fqkd&ayv drfhr, f/

OD;v uFmausmi f;rSmpmoi fom;t jzpfae&w, fqdkwmv G, fw, frsm;rSwfaeovm;/ cyfacsmi facsmi f ae&pm;&r, frSwfv dkY0i fv m&i fv lqkd&i fawmhoHk;av ;&ufavmufeJYv lxGufNyD; ajy;rSmt rSefyJ/

pmoi fom;awG&JUwpfae.wmt csdefZ, m;ukdMunhfOD;/

reufi g;em&Dx ?bk&m;½Sdcdk;?t ½kP fqGrf;pm;?ajcmufem&Du ½Spfem&Dx dreufydki f; pm0gwuf?NyD;&i f a&csdK;?qGrf;cHx Guf?q, fhwpfem&DqGrf;pm;?q, fhESpfem&Du wpfem&Dxdem;aeusdef;puf?wpfem&Du av ;em&Dx daeYv , fpm0gwuf?pmusuf?av ;em&Du ajcmufem&Dx da&csdK;?pBuøav Qmuf?ajcmufem&Du udk;em&Dx dnydki f; pm0gwuf pmusuf? nudk;em&Dbk&m;½Sdckd; usdef;pu fzkdYt dyf&m0i f? OykofaeYwkdi f; ausmi f;oefY½Si f;a&;vkyf/ we*FaEGeHeufav ;em&Dx t ½kP fqGrf;cHx Guf?wpfywfpmoi fx m;wJhpmawGEIwfwkduf t m*Hkjyef/


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