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arc upasuxebda im zaris wkrials,rom ar daenaxa telefonis ekranzenacnobi sami sityva _ ̀ Cemo colo mar-Tao.~
ase imis telefonSi aRiniSnebodameuRlis danarekebi.
cols ki namdvil sabWoTa drosdarqmeul saxelad sakanonmdebloenaze irine, adamianurad ki ira erqva,magram odes monaTles, uxmaurodmonaTvlis axalmodianobis Jams, imaswminda marTas saxeli daanaTla erTmapirkeTilma moZRvarma furcelaZisquCidan, jer kidev leonide breJnevisdros da roca ki morbelaZem pirveladSeityo, rom mis cols naTlobis sax-elad marTa erqva, gaaxsenda is Zvelileqsi, cxonebulma sayvarelma leq-torma, gogi demetraZem rom aswavlaruseT-iaponiis omis Sesaxeb sakursoswerisas:
Cemo colo marTao,port arturSi varTao,aq qalebi ara gvyavs daerTmaneTsa vTxnamTao.is leqsi im Zveli sabralo qarTve-
li jariskacebisa iyo, romlebic ruse-Tis imperiam iaponiasTan saomradgaireka da marTas sulac ar uCanda saw-yenad, radgan icoda, rom maSin mo-qalaqe, aw ki aznauri giorgi mor-belaZe kacebs ara sdevda da mobil-uroba ki rac Semovida, morbelaZemTavis telefonSi am leqsis pirvelstriqonad Caswera colis saxeli.
axla ki, rogorc yovelTvis, rocadaberavs qari, am riJraJze Tbilisisa,romelisac poetma erT sagalobelSiuwoda, ra aryisfrad gaTendao dasworadac gamouvida, vinaidan Tbilis-Si sruliad arafris feriT icisgaTeneba, marTas zarma SeaSfoTa azn-auri morbelaZe.
es rodis iyo, rom marTa dilis meS-vide saaTze rekavda xolme.
am wkrialis gamgonem, ukve meoTxeTxlaSoigadaSvebulma giorgi mor-belaZem, erTi gaiazra, rom farsagiada an is wyeuli blis gamxmari xe deiZrada deeca saxls, an wyalma waiRo iqau-roba, anac ki, ZaRlma fridonam kvla-vac raRaca oxroba moaTria axlo mde-bare tbidan.
saqme is iyo, rom ira, marTad wode-buli da oric sxva misi amxanagni imyo-febodnen morbelaZianT Zvel saagara-ko saxlSi da iqidan dilis Svid saaTzemorekva mxolod nametan cuds niSnav-da.
TviTon morbelaZec iq iyo wina sa-Ramomdin, magram, ra aris rom mego-brebma amouares da amindi kargia, wy-ali rakrakiT Cxrialebs da maRla gri-lobebSi erTi jer kai xinkali moviRo-To da im xinkals ki ase mohyva, rom bo-los qalaqamdec moawies da iqac gaagr-Zeles dautanebeli sma jer verandebze,mere kidev sadRac mtkvrispira kupeeb-Si, saca gebJaliasa xvrepdnen uazrodda odenobiT da Tanac kidev civ Rvi-nosa svamdnen.
mere ki daiSal-miiSalnen RamissamisTvis da raxan agarakze abrunebasim Jams azric ara hqonda, aznauriSvil-ma morbelaZem da misma gulis megobar-ma laSa mesxma gadaswyvites, modi, jerdauketavebSi CavideT da mere ki avla-barSi xaSebi vWamoT, xolo, amis mereTdaviWiroT manqana, avideT agarakze damTeli dRe viZinoT, saRamos kidev go-goebi rames gemrielebs gvaWmeven daCven ki sazamTroebic avagoroT da imiszemodan kidev erTi oCin staris boT-lic mivceT, romelic agarakzea kara-dasa da kedels Suao.
SabaTi gaTenebuliyo da riT aricudi azri?
sazogadod, aznauriSvili mor-belaZe gabmul smasa da azarfeSobaSiZlieri ar iyo da arc uyvarda. mx-olod axlo, gulis Zvel TanSezrdiloTx megobarTan erTad Tu ase gaa-tarebda Rames duqan-duqan da SeTro-ba-gamosvlaSi da axlac imas da ukve
gulze orstentian laSa mesxs eTqoT,marto erTi boTla medofi mivceT xaS-zeo, daCaze ro avalT, kai daTenTilsdagveZinoso da paxmeliac ar iyosgamoRviZebazeo da swored am drosdareka.
laSa mesxs kovzi gauSeSda xelSi daikiTxa:
`cudi ambavia?~`ra moxda,~ CasZaxa telefons azn-
auriSvilma morbelaZem, mere erTiSeisunTqa colis smenisas da uxalisodgamosunTqulze Tavi gaaqnia:
`araferio.~mere didxans iyo ufro msmeneli,
awvalebda TiTebiT salfeTqs da ambob-da:
`xooo... xooo... auf... da ver uTx-ari? da ra vqna exla, me da mesxievi mov-
alo. mTeli dRe.~`da Ramec, albaT, simon.~`da am peregariT... JuvaCka iyide da
`sad gavideT, gaTendes wesieraT,levanam gaiRviZos, fraki unda gamo-varTva. Coxao. an Coxao, an frakio, marafrakze lenti gaikeTos imereTissadroSosio.~
daibada parizSi 1965 wels da roca Ses-rulda TxuTmeti wlisa, mamamismadaduki mesxma mohkida xeli Taviscols Jervezas da ors vaJs da gadmo-saxlda saqarTveloSi, im drois sabWo-Ta kavSiris respublikaSi.
ase rom, laSa mesxi, sxvanairad kiloren meski gaTbiliselda da gaTbi-liselda srulad, namdviladqalaqurad da franguli ki ar daaviw-yda da qalaquri ki isruta srulad. eski eiRbla mesxebis ojaxs, rom dadukisTiTze kbenani da colis sayvedurebiuceb gaaTava perestroikam da ucebsafrangeTis respublikis moqalaqeo-bac aRidgines da Jervezi ki samuda-mod wavida iqeT da maleve ki laSasufrosi Zma svimon-klodic mihyva dadadukim ki aRarafriT daixia ukan da
aka morCilaZe
prustiaki
dasasruli me-8 gverdze
fragmenti momavali romanidan
idodiT exla mand, vicdiT ager, rogagRviZebodaT... eeeeee... exla sad vi-parso... naxe, TavisTvis ki uCaliCia.auh... daviqeci... da movdiodiT mand...da sad viqiravo Coxa am SabaT dilas...ra lentio... sad ari... visi fraki? le-vana avalianis fraki?.. uTxari, reebsmeubneba... am dilis Svid saaTze...gagacecxla, xo vici... mze lamazad am-ovida?.. ara, Coxas ver viSovi... da le-vanas sisqe var me?.. var? maladec... Senara, me... es ki, kaco... mesxievi gadmog-wvda... da sad movalTo?.. kai... kai, aba,dRes raRas amoval. albaT dagvtove-ben iq... kai, kai, daiZine. me bodiSi... ravqna, ar vyofilvar am saxlSi da mo-sawvevi datoves, Tu arxideis Teslebi,ra vici... amovitan, xo, amovitan imTeslebsac. amovaRwio... kai, xo. TerT-metamde vizam rames.~
`murabian Cais. kargaT wava amaze...da ira ar unda wamovides?~
`ki... mara uTqvia, me xeli maq motex-ilio... deezara da gamoZvra... magismogonili ar ari?~ iwyina morbelaZem.
`au, ra magaria... neta Senzec eTqva,orivem xeli movitexeTo. avariaSimovyeviTo...~ CaixiTxiTa laSa mesxma,`biWo da, to, dRes ari bunioba. albaT,mag varskvlavebio.~
`bunioba da magis... au, ra tkbiladdaviZinebdiT?~
`me ki daviZineb... biWo... mismine... ai,ro iRviZeb, swrafad iRviZeb?~
pirveli Sexvedra bob dilanisabob noivirtTan is iqneboda, romnoivirti megobrebTan erTad Sevido-da tavernaSi da did ayalmayalsacatexda. da es maSinve Seatyobda, pro-vokaciis moyvaruli da Tavisufalibunebis kaci unda iyos, erTTavad mo-marTuli vinmesTan dasapirispirebla-do.
bolomde verasodes gaigeb, ra ka-cia an erTi, an meore?
magram rac unda iyos, mravali ni-Wic rom momadlebiaT?
da Tu araerT adamians aRizianeben,yvelas xom ara... is ki ara, ager gamouCn-debaT keruaki iqneba Tu dilani, yve-laferi rom moswonT maTi, rac undaCaidinon. erTnairi gemovnebac romaqvT?
saerTod keruakis saxelmaaraerTxel unda gaielvos bob dila-nis avtobiografiul romanSi `qroni-kebi~.
maSinac, rodesac is ganwyobilebawamoutivtivdeba, raRacas rom eZebda.mainc ras? ras da, rac keruakis am ro-manSi waekiTxa _ nacrisfer qalaqs,did siswrafes, siswrafis xmaurs, eZeb-da imas, alan ginsbergi `wyalbadisjukboqsis xmaurs~ rom uwodebda, darac bob dilans egeb isedac napovnihqonda da sulac iq cxovrobda.
egaa, rakiRa Taobisa Tu epoqis bib-liad martoden es musikosi ki ar aRi-arebda, aramed uamravi adamiani, is kiara, mTlad jerom selinjeris gverd-iTac miuCendnen adgils, iZulebuliaam Sefasebas... didi mobodiSeba waumZR-varos jek keruakis aCrdilTan.
gadaivlida aJiotaJi da... drosagrZnoblad daacilebda erTmaneTsselinjersa da keruaks, imas maRla romatyorcnida da ukeTes amerikel mwer-alTa Soris daumkvidrebda adgils,keruakis `biblias~ ki bevrad mokrZa-lebul Taroze Semosdebda.
da ager... bob dilanTanac veRaruZlebs konkurencias.
mere ra, rom TviTon ganTqmulimusikosi verasodes ifiqrebda, mis av-tobiografiul romans Tu daamjobin-ebdnen misTvis erTxans sulac saTay-vano, mogvianebiT ki erT-erT sayvarelromans (bolomde mainc ver Seeleoda!),realoba sxvagvarad gansjida da aram-cTu musikalur talants, mwerlur ni-Wierebasac daufasebda da am mxrivacar moaklebda pativs.
Tako WilaZis dakvirvebasa TuSexedulebas ki is gansakuTrebuli mniS-vneloba eniWeba, rom orive qmnilebamisi ametyvelebulia qarTul enaze _jek keruakis `gzazec~ da bob dilanis`qronikebic~ _ da es mowmobs, raodenRrmadaa Sesuli TviTeulis farulniuansebSic da miniSnebebSic da bo-lomde aqvs gancdili erTic da meo-rec.
_ Tu wignis dasasruls madliere-biT ar aqviTindi, CaTvale, rom epoqamgverdiT Cagiara.
anda `deili telegrafis~ mieruSurvelad gametebuli qeba:
_ rok-en-rolis eniT rom vTqvaT,es wigni Seqspiris dakarguli dRiurisaRmoCenas utoldeba.
ooo, es ukve nametania, Seqspirs aseadviladac nu gavuTamamdebiT, ma-gram... modi, amjerad, sul sxva kuTxi-dan SevxedoT am frazas da vimar-CieloT: Tavis droze Tu ara, odesmemainc Tu SeiZleba dascdes vinmes: an-zor erqomaiSvilis mxatvrul-doku-menturi proza rusTvelis dakargulidRiuris aRmoCenas utoldebao?.. da esCvenSi, sadac hiperbolizebisas sazR-vari ar viciT. xolo am SemTxvevaSi...
is ki ara, versad waawydebiT daax-loebiT imgvar Sefasebasac, rac bato-ni anzoris nawerebze sityva-sityviTSeiZleba gadmovitanoT Tund bob di-lanis avtobiografiuli Txzulebisrecenziidan:
_ yovel gverdze da yvela abzacSiaris raRac mniSvnelovani, rasacuyuradRebod ver datoveb. zustia misiistoriis SegrZneba, adgilisa ki _SesaniSnavi... lamazad wers musikaze,STagonebiT, poeturad, Cans, rom namd-vili musikosis alRo aqvs.
`gzaze~ CemTvis bibliasaviT iyoo...ase bevri gaiZaxoda imJamad da
gasakviric ara yofila, rakiRa kerua-ki modur mwerlad gadaqceuliyo, ma-gram bob dilans is gamoarCevs im bev-risagan, rom modas wuTiTac ar ahyo-lia da amjeradac pirad STabeWdile-bas gamoTqvams, radganac igi im iSviaTmusikosebs miekuTvneba, sakmaod romgaTviTcnobierebuliyvnen liter-aturaSi da aravis karnaxi da miyurade-ba ar sWirdeboda daskvnebis gamosa-tanad. da Tu vinmes daugdebda yurs dagaiTvaliswinebda mis mosazrebas, us-aTuod Tavisnairi namdvili mkiTx-velisa.
amitomacaa misi fsevdonimi `di-lani~ uSualod nasesxebi ara musiko-sis, aramed poetis _ dilan tomasis _saxelidan.
amitomacaa misi `qronikebi~ gada-vsebuli mweralTa landebiT da maTzegafantuli Rrmaazrovani dakvirvebe-biT.
Cveulebisamebr SuaSi gadaSlidaxolme wigns, ramdenime gverds waikiTx-avda da... Tu moewoneboda, mere ukveTavidan iwyebda.
antikuri xanac gaitacebda dafranguli, inglisuri, rusuli ro-manebic, gansakuTrebiT ki mainc poezi-is kiTxva uyvarda _ lord baironis,persi biSi Selis, henri uordsuorTlongfelosi da edgar alan posi. mis`zarebs~ zepiradac daiswavlida dagitaraze melodiasac aCxakunebda,rodesac xmamaRla kiTxulobda.
onore de balzakis mxatvrul sam-yaroSic Caefloboda da misi filoso-fia martivi da gasagebi moeCveneboda:ZiriTadad imas gveubneba, rom wmindamaterializmi sigiJisaken mimavaligzaa. rogorc Cans, crurwmenaSi xedav-da WeSmaritebas da yvelafers gansjisTemad aqcevda. energias Tu Tavs mouy-ridi, cxovrebis saidumloc es iqne-bodao.
xolo daumcxral ZiebebSi rom Cae-floboda, gregori korsos leqss`bombi~ yvelaze zust gamoxatulebadmiiCnevda Tanadrouli sulieri ganw-yobilebisa _ usargeblo, meqanizebu-li msoflio, gaxveuli davidarabasada wewva-glejaSi. da igi arc apirebdarameze daemyarebina imedebi, radganisedac paralelur samyaroSi imyofe-boda, sadac arqauli principebi dafaseulobani moqmedebda da Tval-daTval amoizideboda kultura,romelsac qmnidnen kanondamrRveviqalebi, super banditebi, demonis mo-SiSni... quCebi da mindvrebi, torfiTmdidari Waobebi, miwaTmflobelni da
navTobis kacebi, da ase iqsoveboda ux-ilavi samyaro, romelic zemodandagyurebda.
aseTi gaxldaT es samyaro _ ide-aluri da RvTismoSiSi, oRond... Senunda gepovna, TavisiT ar geaxleboda.
_ folkis musika ki realoba iyo,oRond sxva brwyinvale ganzomileba-Si. folki gascda adamianuri gagebisSesaZleblobas, da Tu Tavisken mogix-mobda, gaqrebodi, Segiwovda da Seesi-sxlxorcebodi.
es maSin, Tuki am musikalur mim-dinareoba-tradicias bob dilaniviTgauigivdebodi da aRarc gecodinebo-da, ra iyavi damoukideblad da ra xde-bodi masTan Serwymuli. da es parale-luri da RvTismoSiSi samyaro, es idu-maleba unda moetana Cvenamde melo-diebiTac da... avtobiografiuli ro-maniTac, romelSic mxolod CinebulmTxrobelad ki ar warmogidgeba,aramed dakarguli ritmebis meg-zurad, idumalebis macned daSemagrZnoblad, iseve rom giTrevs,rogorc gulisSemZvreli akordebi.
da mzeras amitomac miadevneb, Turogor esisxlxorceba am idealursamyaros, romelic pirovnebaTagan kiar Sedgeba, aramed _ arqetipebisagan,TviTeuli Zlieri sulis patroni romaris, Tandayolili codniTa da Sina-gani sibrZniT mdidari.
da sakuTar samefoSi rom igrZnob-da Tavs, imdenad realuri moeCvenebo-da, TviT cxovrebaze metadac re-aluri.
folkmusikis scena risTvis SeiZle-ba Seedarebina?
albaT mainc... samoTxisaTvis,romelic adamiviT unda daetovebina.
ramdenime wlis mere qaoss unda em-Zlavra da yvelafris dawva daewyoT_ lifebis, jarSi gawvevis Setyobin-ebaTa, amerikis droSebis, xidebisac.erovnuli ganwyoba unda Secvliliyoda cxovreba saSinelebaTa films _`cocxali mkvdrebis Rame~ _ undadamsgavseboda.
da iqidan gamosasvleli saimedogza ar moCanda.
ar icodi, saiT wagiyvanda.magram bob dilani mainc unda
dadgomoda am gzas.win rom ucnauri samyaro eloda?Weqa-quxilis momaswavebeli Rrube-
li, romelic unda gaxsniliyo?ras dagidevda mosalodnel xifaTs
da... pirdapir Seabijebda im gaorebu-li gancdiT aRvsili: samyaros Rmer-Tis xeli ar marTavs, oRond arc eS-makiso.
am yvelaze mZafri akordi Tu dab-olovdeboda aTasgvari mRelvarebiTgaJRenTili Txroba, TviTon avtoristriqonTa Soris mimalvas, mifarebasrom amjobinebda uzomo Tavmdablo-bis gamoisobiT.
da Tu TviTon ferenc listis mima-rT SeeZlo gamoeTqva es aRfrTovane-ba: momwonda, rogor SeeZlo erTfortepianos mTeli orkestris efeq-tis moxdenao, _ Tako WilaZe am fra-zaSi aRmoaCenda gasaRebs bob dilanisxelovnebis STambeWdaobisac daTaviseburebisac: mikvirda, rogorSeeZlo patara, tuCis harmonikiT ise-Ti emocia gamoewvia, rasac mTeliorkestri Tu aRgiZravso.
* * *raRac amgvar STabeWdilebas gi-
tovebs `qronikebic~, erTi wigni Tavi-si sisavsiT wignTa mTeli wyebis Seg-rZnebas rom giCens da... egeb mTladrealobisagan mowyvetilic ar iyos isSefaseba, bob dilanis mwerluri gar-dasaxva Seqspiris dakarguli dRiurisaRmoCenasTanac rom SeudarebiaT.
Torem `gzaze~ da amisTanebi xom rasaTqmelia...
Tumc ase adviladac nu wamovkravTxels.
erTxans iyo Tu ara, bob dilans xomarc ganerCeoda bibliisagan daamerikis gzebsa Tu sakuTari sulisbilikebze mogzaurobisas es romanicSTaagonebda.
Sen varskvlavebis naxo cvena, gaxde mowme dadamkvirvebeli, aRmricxveli, cidan mowyvetilmnaTobTa, mere saxeldeba unda iTavomaTi da ase, aso-aso Tqva _ saTiTaod.
Suqi, wamiT rom gaielva da gaanaTatbis naxevari, horizonti, simaRle tyeTa,Suqi, mowyvetil varskvlavebis Sekribe erTad,gaxdi mizani maTi vardnis, gaxdi kalaTa,romelsac avsebs sinaTlis da xilvebis elda.
Tu ki ar mogxvda varskvlaveTi, vai, Tu agcdacecxlmodebuli misi mtveri kometaruli,ver mogwvda zeca, rogorc fiqri, azri da gancda,mogwvdeba Zili usicocxlo da letaluri.
ra aris suli poeziis, romelic qreba,Tu ara CvenSi Camocvenil varskvlavTa kreba.
riTi veRar gamomcade, Sen Tu arsebob... Tu yve-laferi SemTxveviTobis madli ar aris? rogor movk-la, mxolod imitom, rom sxvagvaria? rom neknebi sxva-nairad daulagda dedis saSoSi... roca masTan sxiviaRwevs, is saxeze xelebs ifarebs... adamiani kata araris, rom Tavisi avadmyofi Svili SeWamos... sulacpiriqiT: ufro uyvars, yvelas jinaze... me is miyvarsda mwams: orives es gveyofa, rom man icocxlos ufrozustad: me vacocxleb _ Sen waiyvane... oRond merenu gaikvirveb, Tu ar gendobi...
me ar vici,iqneb am sizmarssul sxva cxadSi udgas fesvebi,saidanac ndoba sazrdoobs...
masala Tan gaqvs? _mekiTxeba paTanatomi...
es masalaCemi Svilia,romelic aq ver daibadada amaSic ki ver endobian,Tu ar gakveTesimisaTvis,rom sikvdili daudasturon...
wveriani qali aris paTanatomi,ukve moxucida etyoba, rom RmerTi ar swams...arc saxareba waukiTxavs,miTufro, arc iobis wigni,sadac RmerTi damdgara daxmel foTols ebrZvis...
megobari ki, visac yvelaze metad vendobi,meubneba:rogor giTxra, magram is, rac Sen dagemarTa,ubedurebas arafriT ar hgavs! –zustad vici,rasac gulisxmobs...
magram CemTvis saxarebaSobiT iwyeba,saxareba mkvdradSobilTa wigni ar arisda iq Svili ar isjebamamis codvisTvis...
Senc giSveb, Svilo,yvelaze did gansxvavebulTan,is Cagixutebs...
aqSrialebs xmeli foToli...
da misi xma ise moismis,TiTqos zuzuniT wvers iparsavspaTanatomi....
dasasruli
yvelgan Wiria: aqac da iqac,da rac ar unda mzeebi xato,ver gamocxveba RvTiuri puriiq, sadac fqvili qceula qatod...velze eSveba Rorebis kolti,irgvliv yvelafers msunagad xapavs,daviwyebia papas zRaparisZinavs da bolo ar uCans zRapars... mindvris bolos ki euli alvamainc Srialebs _ qarebis urCi,TiTqos cxovreba, leqiT ki ara,qada-nazuqiT uvsebdes xurjins...da lxini aqa da fqvili aqa,Tavis adgilas _ Wiric da qatoc...da Senc ara xar Rorebis kolti,roca ginda, rom mzeebi xato...
elma biWunam amoitira: `yvela Tqven-gans vuCivleb RmerTTan, yvelafersmovuyvebi~. am sityvebma ara marto saa-vadmyofos medpersonalze imoqmeda,aramed mTeli msoflio SeZra.
rogorc amboben, bavSvi gadaarCineseqimebma. misi sityvebi dauviwyaria daSemaZrwunebeli _ omis avtorebisTviski wyevlasaviT unda ismodes.
* * *Cveni cxovreba, sxva yvelaferTan
erTad, ZiriTadad, simulaciaTa jamia.yovelTvis maxsendeba: me vici, ra
imaleba adamianSi... da fsalmuni 115.1. mrwmena me, romlisTvisca vityo-
di; xolo me davmdabldi friad.2. da vhsTqua gankvirnebasa Cemsa,
rameTu: yoveli kaci cru ars.ase rom, simulacia da simulakrebi
adamianuri cxovrebis Tanmdevia dasa-bamidan dRemde, uromlisodac cx-ovreba ar arsebobs da Tu arsebobs mx-olod pirobiTad. Tanamedrove kul-turologebis am TemiT dainteresebaganapiroba simulaciis masStabebmapolitikasa da ekonomikaSi, adamianisyoveldRiur yofasa da kulturaSi(`kultura xmauria~ _ polsoni),romelic xmaurzea mibmuli. zedapir-uli brWyvialeba gabatonda da siRr-mis gadafarvas, amovsebas piarteqno-logia aregulirebs `warmatebiT~!
`RmerTisganwarmoSobili adgili~...
`RmerTi geometriuli figuraa,romlis centri yvelganaa, garSemow-eriloba ki arsad~. ase ambobda emer-soni da wminda avgustines mosazrebasimeorebda. amave sakiTxze wamikiTxavspaskalis mosazreba, mogvianebiT kiborxesis eseiSi wavawydi imave konte-qsts da citirebas. iungi am Temis gan-zogadebisa da gaSlis Semdeg gadadisyvelasTvis saintereso paralelze,roca dedamiwis centris Semdeg aRni-Snavs adamianis sxeulis centrs. Tum-ca Cven ver vigebT adamianis centrisgarSemowerilobac ucnobia Tu ara!
yovel sxeulSi arsebobs centri anadgili. Sesabamisad, Tesl-Canasaxisadgilsamyofeli. es adgili aris punc-tum divinitus ortum (adgili, romelic Rm-erTisgan warmoiSoba). iungi, `fsiqo-logia da religia~. gv. 83.
* * *Cemi personaJis tragi-komikuri
fraza: ise var, rogorc gustav mal-eris mexuTe simfoniis adajos bolobgera fermatos gawyvetis molodinSi,ese igi, diriJoris xelis Semyure!
* * *visac ortega i gasetis „masebis am-
boxi~ axsovs, dameTanxmeba, TandaTanmaskultura rom imkvidrebs misTvismoxerxebul xalxosnur niSas CvenSic_ da es adamianebi, ase rom erTgule-ben zerele ritorikas, emorCilebianqeba-didebis eiforias, mgznebare SeZa-xilebs _ sakuTar xiblSi tivtivebenda rasac isini qmnian, mxolod Tavismosatyueblad gamodgeba. es tragi-komikuri, Teatralizebuli warmodge-na mxolod sadRegrZeloebiT da hip-erbolizebuli diTirambebiT aris ga-jerebuli, Tan didi kvleva ar arissaWiro imis dasadgenad, rom rasac am-boben, TviTonac ar sjeraT, magramfiqcia mainc inerciisken ubiZgebs. in-erciac pirobiTia, rogorc gaCerebu-li avtomobili, romelsac mxolodimitom aryeven, viRac rom daarwmunoncru kadriT, manqana namdvilad midis.es yovelive CemSi tovebs sibralulisgancdas imaT mimarT, vinc saguldagu-lod emzadeboda am siyalbisTvis!
* * *kidev erTxel davrwmundi, rom
cinizmi, metadre uinteleqto, ese igi,goimuri, sulier uZlurebaSi ibadeba
da negatiuri energiiT sazrdoobs! es-eni yovelTvis qirqileben, lxinsa TuWirSi, zeimze da maSinac ki, roca sare-cels iyofen gulisworTan! Tu ramesetyvi, naRvlian niRabs moirgeben dapirjvars gadaisaxaven an Tavis mar-Tlebas mohyvebian agresiulad. esaamaTi saerTo, ganzogadebuli portre-ti.
cinizmi gamarTlebulia mxolodmaSin, Tu pitalo uniWobas SeebiT dasxva gza ar grCebaT, magram girCevT,aseTebs paeqrobaSi ar ahyveT. ra azriaqvs wylis nayvas?
am simReris primitiuli melodiiTada SinaarsiT gajerebulia misi cxovre-ba da filosofiuri doqtrinis „hari-haralizmis~ erTgulebas mTlianad uZ-Rvnis Tavis sicocxles, roca duduksxelaxla Caberavs da manamde akvnesebs,vidre Tvalze cremli ar auciagdeba dasimRerisas xma ar gaebzareba. im xmaSigaCenil bzarSia Cabudebuli mTeli misigauqarvebeli dardebi da ausrulebe-li survilebi. moZRvars ki auCemebia:survilebis devnas Tu Tavs ar daanebeb,saerTod gaqrebi, isedac mowuwnul kan-fets hgavxaro.
gafetiSebuli momavliT, faSizaciiTgamoirCeva, im momavliT, romlisdasamkvidrebladac aucilebeliafeodaluri mentalitetis qarTvel-ebis „gzidan Camocileba~, radganmaTi gardaqmna SeuZlebelia, ese igi,unda moviSoroT. es aucilebloba ga-mosWvivis maTi ideologiidan dasaqmianobidan. aseTi, sxvaTa, TundacmowinaaRmdegeTa zizRiT Sepyrobilitipebi ver wydebian aradamianurobispaTologiur inercias da swrafad de-gradirdebian! degradaciis gamom-wvevi mizezia hiperbolizebuli siZu-lvili, siZulvili im personebiTsazrdoobs, vis sulsac gamudmebiTxravs!
igi Tavis damarcxebas feodalurimentalitetis saqarTvelos abra-lebs, romlis amoZirkva ver SeZlo,magram, rogorc Cans, momavalSi kvlavSeecdeba, cxadia, Tu mieca amis saSu-aleba!
es TariRi da putinis es sityvebisagangebod Caviwere, radgan es gancx-adeba gansazRvravs msoflios, upirve-lesad, ruseTis Sesabamis momavals.Cvenc aqve varT, daTvuri kompleqse-biT mudam Cafiqrebulebi. aq ukve dip-lomatiuri moZraobisas iuvelirissizustea saWiro, radgan arc pasiuro-ba da arc zedmeti aqtiuroba argamodgeba. Tumca, ruseTi saerTodvinmes, metadre yofil koloniebsrodis usmenda? is mxolod sakuTarsixarbes ayuradebs da imave dinebaSicdilobs Sesvlas.
goderZi Coxelis gaxseneba
erTxel goderZi `meranSi~ mestum-ra. nasvami iyo da restoranSi me-patiJeboda. saqme mqonda da ver movi-cale, ver wavyevi. gaminawyenda da malewavida. misi wasvlis mere, mogvianebiT,magidaze vipove gazeTSi gaxveuliCemTvis gaugebari Sekvra, mdivans ga-daveci da seifSi Sevanaxine. gavidaramdenime dRe da goderZi movida dan-aRvlianebuli. ra mogivida, goderZi,ra cxvir-piri Camogtiris-meTqi? aba,rogor viqnebi, fuli davkarge, sadmedamrCa Tu davkarge, ar vicio! vigu-mane, rom gazeTSi gaxveuli ucxo ram,seifSi rom Sevanaxine mdivans, albaTis fuli iyo, goderZis rom daekarga.vidre mdivani gazeTSi gaxveul Sekvrasmoitanda, goderZis vamxnevebdi _ Tuaq dagrCa, ar dagekargeba da Tu sxva-gan, aba, ra vici! Semovida mdivani, Semo-hyva buRalteri, gadasces goderZismozrdili Sekvra gazeTSi gaxveuli daTvali Sevavle goderZis da davinaxe,rogor gaunaTda saxe, CabJutul lam-pas rom fiTils auweven, zustad ise!gaxsna Sekvra da goderZis honorariiq aRmoCnda. gaixara, magram ra gaix-ara, gasworda, gaimarTa, gabrwyinda,alaparakda, madlobas uxdida yvelas,vinc iq iyo da isev restoranSimpatiJebda. axla vdardob, rom maSi-nac ar wavyevi, magram aba, ra vicodi,ra SeiZleba momxdariyo momavalSi?!goderZi ramdenjerac Semxvdeboda,imdenjer iqadnida, Seni biWi unda ga-daviRoo filmSi. ar dascalda.goderZi Tedo beqiSvilis axlo me-gobari iyo da CemTanac megobrobda.roca `ciskarSi~ vmuSaobdi, xSiradmoinaxulebda-xolme ufros megobars_ Tedos da mere mec momikiTxavda. esambavi aravisTvis momiyolia, werilo-biT Torem, ise saubarSi bevrjer gamix-senebia. goderZi Coxelis dasaxasiaTe-blad sakmarisia, aRvniSnoT misi bune-brivi siwrfele, uaRresad gamWvir-vale guli da umwikvlo sindisi. misiniWis saTavec eg aris_ es misi nawere-bidanac kargad Cans, gaanaTlos Rm-erTma! misi romani `mgeli~ _ „meran-Si~ rom vmuSaobdi, maSin gamoica.
erTi Zvelileqsis qveteqsti
es leqsi ar Semitania axal rCeul-Si. dRes erTma axalgazrda mkiTxvel-ma Semaxsena da mec aRvidgine is kon-cepti, rac am igavur leqsSi arc iseRrmadaa Semaluli da konteqstiiolad ikiTxeba.
gamovyof erT abzacs, ramac gami-axla am leqsze Sexeduleba da Tavisu-flebis Temaze mkafio azri gamoikve-Ta: „niRbebis fasad me movipove erTiRamis Tavisufleba, Tumc sibeCavesmiCveulma aRarc ki vici, ra TavSi vix-li amodena Tavisuflebas?!~
damoukideblobis mopovebis mereaRmoCnda, rom Cven marTla veraferigavugeT Tavisuflebas da isev im mono-bis uRelqveS davrCiT, uromlisodaccxovreba gagviWirda. es Zalze tevadiTemaa da Semovifargle lakonuri mo-sazrebiT, rac am leqsSi _ „klouni~
Sopenis meoTxe preludia
Sopenis meoTxe preludia yvelazemcire xangrZlivobis nawarmoebia misSemoqmedebaSi da TiTqmis or wuTs gr-Zeldeba, arasrul or wuTs. am TiTqmisori wuTis araCveulebrivi dinamikagvirgvindeba aseve araCveulebrivi fi-naliT da safinalo akordebs Soris xaz-gasmuli pauziT; mokled, Sopenma TiTq-mis ori wuTi ise genialurad aRavsomSvenierebiT, rom Seyovnebuli final-isTvisac sakmao dro daitova da game-orebul pauzebs Tavisuflad sunTqvissruli saSualeba uboZa, ramac gana-piroba am minimalisturi preludiisbunebrivi sisrule.
* * *premia ndomiaSvili _ Zalian ndo-
miaSvili!!!
adamianurobis degradacia
yovelTvis miuRebeli iyo CemTvisplebeuri aRzeveba da maTi gemovnebis,ufro zustad rom vTqva, „goimovnebis~damkvidreba, magram am uaryofiT mov-lenas mravaljer aRemateba kacTmoZu-lneTa zizRSi aRmocenebuli qedmaR-loba da damcinavi damokidebuleba yve-lasa da yvelafris mimarT, vinc ki maTimTlianobis nawili araa. adamianebsSoris gafetiSebuli partiuli disci-plina sruliad akninebs da klavs adami-ans, mis nacvlad ki ayalibebs partiu-li niSniT SesaSuri organizebulobiTgamorCeul manqanas, romlis cxovreb-is wesi araadamianurobiT, xelovnurad
putinis TqmiT, man gaixsena isgamonaTqvamebi, romlebic `Zvelebs~ekuTvniT. `amis miuxedavad, Cven verdaveTanxmebiT aseT formulirebebs.SeiZleba xarisTvis raRac dauSvebe-lia, magram minda giTxraT, romdaTvic aravis arafers daekiTxeba.saerTodac, daTvi CvenTan taigis pa-tronad miiCneva da vici, rom misTvisar aris xelsayreli sxva klimaturzonaSi yofna. is taigas aravis dauT-mobs. vfiqrob, es yvelasTvis gasagebiunda iyos~...
putini aRiarebs, rom ruseTidaTvia. radgan daTvia, ese igi, mta-cebeli cxovelia da cxadia, cxove-luri instinqtebiT xelmZRvanelobsda rasac unda imas miitacebs. gasage-bad Tqva, rom mkidia mTeli msoflioda yvela, me var alfa da omega msof-lioSio! es teqsti rom wavikiTxe, gav-ifiqre, ras ityoda vladimir solov-iovi am uinteleqto, profesiiTmavnebel da umasStabo prezidentze?!misi imperiis masStabs ki ara da misiazrovnebis uxams, saldafonur, daS-tampul kliSeebs vgulisxmob. solov-iovi aseT tipebs moZRvravda, rom mx-olod siyvaruli gadaarCens ruseTs.modi axla da agresiul daTvs qris-tianuli siyvaruli uqadage.vladimir soloviovs rusulma in-teligenciam ar mousmina da putinimousmens?! putins gagonilic ar eqne-ba, vladimir soloviovi vin iyo! misisiyvaruli birTvul iaraRSia damTel msoflios aSantaJebs da amiT ma-
samwuxarod, dResac imave proble-mas vawydebiT da adamianebis mniS-vnelovani nawili isev inerciiT ga-nagrZobs cxovrebas, ise, rom ras niS-navs Tavisufleba, warmodgenac araqvT, samwuxarod.
* * *litcxovrebaSi rac xdeba, bevri ram
CemTvis naklebad sainteresoa,gamonaklisebis garda. yuradRebasvamaxvileb im siaxleze, sxvisTvis romratomRac ar Cans, magram uxilaviviTarsebobs manam, vidre vinme aRmoaCens!
ganmartoebisken aseTma miswrafe-bam SesaZloa, marginalad maqcios, Tuukve ar var, magram ver vidardeb vercamaze, radgan vxedav mavanTa SeuZle-blobas, anu SesaZleblobas da maT Ri-milismomgvrel, uargumento Tavda-jerebulobas!
* * *roca poezia tovebs adamianebs...
mxolod leqsebs ar vgulisxmob, rad-gan leqsi yovelTvis ar udris poe-zias: poezia xom Cvens arsebobaSi moi-poveba, rogorc uZvirfasesi madani damas iSviaTad da cotani agneben, xolopoeziis ukana planze gadatana imas ni-Snavs, rom igi (mavani) sulierad dakn-inda, niri Seicvala da daTmo is, rasac`eyudnoda~! ufro sworad rom vTqvaT,TandaTan, nel-nela, SeaCvies da dau-males arsobis arsi, daaTmobines daaxla uazrod dayantalobs win da ukanda umuSevars, mocaleobiT moyirWe-buls, mSieri da uazro Tavisufalidro rom upirebs gasresvas,drodadro Tu wamoagondeba adrinde-li skolis programidan „vah, sofelo~an „vah, droni, droni~ da esec maSin,Tu sadme moaxerxa da gadakra Tavisu-flebis oriod ylupi.
axlebi aRar acitireben qarTulklasikas ubralo mizezis gamo, zepi-rad TiTqmis aRarafers aswavlian dara unda acitiron? TanamedroveqarTul mwerlobaSic aris sainteresogamonaTebebi, magram am teqstebs sko-laSi ar aWaWaneben „kvalificiuri~Semdgenlebi. ase iqca saxelmwifo enamxolod saparlamento sxdomebis dasakancelario dokmentebis enad dasaerTod, vinme miiCnevs, rom mwerlo-ba saxelmwifo enis nawilia?! ase romfiqrobdnen skolebsa da umaRles sas-wavleblebSi, Sesabamis fakultetebzemainc Seitandnen programebSi zogi-erT Rirebul mxatvrul teqsts,romelsac Tavisi asparezi undahqondes skolebsa da umaRles saswav-leblebSi. radgan sabazro TviT-dinebas da arakvalificiur, ugemovnoSemdgenlebs mivandeT saskolo sax-lmZRvaneloebis Sedgena, yovelgvariSefasebisa da Seswavlis gareSe, sworedamitom savalaloa Sedegi, romlis ga-mosworebasac, samwuxarod, aravinfiqrobs.
* * *sul ramdenime leqsi maqvs dawer-
ili am yaidis, am stilistikis,rogoric aris `saiT mixval, Semodgo-mav~. axla rom davaTvaliere Semajame-beli krebuli, ar gamikvirda iq rom veraRmovaCine, radgan mivxvdi, Segnebu-lad ar Sevitane. albaT es im inerciisbralia, romelic warsulSi gabatoneb-uli iyo CvenSi da axlac gansakuTre-bul pativs miagebs mkiTxvelTa sagrZ-nobi nawili. impulsebis gareSe, cxadiaar arsebobs poezia, magram mxolod im-pulsebi ar aris sakmarisi iseTi poezi-is Sesaqmnelad, rogorsac me vgulisx-mob da vafaseb. guSin erTma Cemma kole-gam saubrisas aRniSna, rom prozaiko-ss ufro sWirdeba inteleqti, vidrepoets. misi azriT, uinteleqto poetsufro SeuZlia, mniSvnelovani poeziaSeqmnas, vidre wigniers. saubari isedavasruleT, rom am saWoWmano Temaze
xma ar amomiRia da gulSi xinjad dam-rCa. yvela uaRresad mniSvnelovanipoeti, ar CamovTvli, radgan CamouTv-leladac naTelia, klasikidan moy-olebuli dRevandel dRemde _ didiinteleqtiT gamoirCeva. roca vambobinteleqts, ar vgulisxmob Saradebs,rebusebs, xelovnur sirTuleebs, sxvagaukuRmarTebul azrovnebas. me mxed-velobaSi maqvs suli gonieri, romlisgamogoneba da xelovnurad Seqmna Seu-Zlebelia. rac Seexeba Cemi kolegisazrs, rom poets inteleqti ar sWird-eba da piriqiT, rac ufro uinteleq-toa, ufro ukeTes `rameebs~ poulobsda wers, es stereotipuri Sexedulebalamis WeSmaritebad monaTles CvenSi,radgan uwignuroba iqca im sivrced,sadac mxolod instinqtebi marTavenda qmnian `mxatvrul sinamdviles~. es`WeSmaritebaa~ dRes CvenSi gabatoneb-uli da Sedegic Sesabamisi gvaqvs. ai,ra amkvidrebs infantilur da banalurteqstebs, razec cremls aRvarRvare-ben „tipebi~. davubrundebi Tavdapirv-el sakiTxs: instinqtis gareSe araferiCndeba, araferi iwyeba, araferi iqmne-ba. siyvarulSi umTavresi sawyisi Zalainstiqtia, erosis gaCenili umTavresicecxlia, magram mxolod impulsebzeagebuli poezia, sadac `suli gonieri~`TviTtkbobis anesTeziiT~ gaTiSulia,CemTvis naklebad sainteresoa. miuxe-davad Cemi mikerZoebuli Sexedulebi-sa, obieqturad vityvi, rom es leqsi`saiT mixval, Semodgomav~ _ maincunda Semetana krebulSi, rogorc gan-vlili Semoqmedebis erT-erTi ilus-tracia.
xuTcolgamonacvali
Tu muStari gamouCnda, mourigde-ba da sxeulidan CamoiWris sasurvelnawils da mihyidis! mamamiss hgavs, virsdaklavda da mere xorcs, rogorcZroxisas, ise asaRebda... rodesacfuli Semoakldeboda, sakuTar colsaqiravebda. qali aRar ewinaaRmdege-boda, ise daaCvia am saqmes, magram dau-kiTxavad rom SeemCnia eSmakoba, Tavswaaclida da ra eqna sacodav qals,miCveva scodnia am saqmeso, gulSi gaiv-lebda.
fuli aq ufro keTdebao, gaifiqreb-da da dedakacs ukanalze xels Semoh-kravda, ra xaSlamis naWeriviT Tama-Sobso, amoRerRavda.
misi saxlis win, fanjrebTan Cavlaar miyvarda. ase megona, mis danaxvazeavsulebi damexveodnen da mousvlel-Si gamaqanebdnen. xuTi coli gamoicv-ala. xuTive saiqioSi gaistumra.
mezoblebi Woraobdnen _ gaqirave-bas ver uZleben, dausvenebladamuSavebso. sxvebi ki qmars, giorgasabralebdnen, ega klavso, da saeWvodaTiTebdnen uxerxuli adgilisken, sa-dac wamoezrdeboda xolme isa... gug-ula ki gulRiada xumrobda: me magiTmkvdari qali jer ar minaxavso!
manam gagrZelda am Temis saqveynodganxilva, ra mizeziT kvdebodnengiorgas colebi, vidre giorgam erTmSvenier dRes TviTon ar gaWima fexe-bi, ise rom, damtirebelic aravingamouCnda. gasabanad misulebs ki ci-loba hqondaT, ara me gavban, ara meo!gugula ikriWeboda: midiT, naxeT,oRond ifrTxileT, nanaxma ar mogkla-To!
* * *Wirnaxulis aRebis rituals ga-
nusazRvreli Zala aqvs; ai, iseTi, si-tyvebs rom qmnis da im sityvebSi cdi-lobs fesvis gadgmas, dabinavebas, sic-ocxlis gagrZelebas, arsebobis gaR-rmavebas, sadac, Tvalwin, rogorc gam-Wvirvale mdinaris fskerze Cans bavS-vobis fragmentebi da drodadro, arcusafuZvlod gveeWveba, is, rasac vxe-davT, am cxovrebaSi iyo Tu winare ar-sebobidan xilvebad gadmogvyva... esunapiro warmosaxvaa Tu realuriyofis fragmentebi, mniSvnelobiT romCvens arsebobas moicavs da aRemateba
amave dros. mosavlis aRebisas aseTigancda meufleboda bavSvobaSi da iqmibrunebis Tu im drois gameorebissurvili yoveli Semodgomis moaxloe-bisas cocxldeba CemSi da TavisTanmixmobs.
puris rigi
puris rigSi dgomis ramdenime qro-nologia maxsendeba. pirvelad purisrigSi aRmovCndi 50-iani wlebisdasawyisSi. omi axali damTavrebuliiyo da mSvidobian cxovrebas ubrunde-boda xalxi. didedas davyavdi purisrigSi da yvelafers ise vimaxsovreb-di, rom is Sav-TeTri kadrebi CemSiaCabeWdili. puris rigSi iseTi zedaxo-ra imarTeboda, rom didedam Cemi way-vana gadaifiqra da navTis rigSi mimiC-ina adgili, radgan iq, ratomRac,ufro mowesrigebuli rigi CandayovelTvis. viRacaze ambobdnen, purisrigSi daorsuldao. maSin ar mesmodasityvebis mniSvneloba da mogvianebiTki Tvalwin damidga es bakxuri kadri.
meored puris rigSi amovyavi Tavisamocian wlebSi, talaxiviT purs romgvaWmevda nikita sergeeviCi da xorb-lis maragis naklebobas stalinsabralebda. maSin universitetis stu-denti viyavi. rogorc Cans, aTwlianimaragi ver imyofina xruSCovma dastalinis lands Seawminda xeli. rocavambob, universitetSi vswavlobdi, esimas niSnavs, rom maSin universitetierTaderTi iyo da ase yovel mosaxvev-Si ar funqcionirebda. samwuxarod,amJamad, umaRlesdamTavrebulTa um-ravlesoba umuSevarTa rigebs avsebs.
yovelTvis msurda, damewera cudi leqsebi,magram es iseT titanur Sromas moiTxovs,iZulebuli var, genialur leqsebs davjerde.
tanka tankisa da tankas Sesaxeb did mwerals _ jemal qarCxaZes
tankistma lula SemarTa,tankistma ki – kalami.magram yovelTvis tankisti imarjvebs.
potenciuroba
es leqsi unda yofiliyo,magram sanam sawer magidamde mivbarbacdi,gadamaviwyda.
mama
bolos ise gamelotda,fiqrebi mouCanda.
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colsac uxnida, ai, es amasa da amas niSnavso, laSamesxi ki daSTa Tbiliselad, oRond ki marto berde-boda da Tundac eqimi iyo, im Tavis eqimobas sakuTarijanmrTelobis gasakaJeblad sruliad ar moixmar-da. ukve moelia pirveli qalaquri infarqtic daucolSvilod STenils, romanebgadaxdils, Cans, bavS-voba ukakunebda ZilRviZilebSi.
`au, ra roJebi CiTavdnen,~ Cailaparka mesxma,`karoCe, kombreSi deidaCems qonda didi saxli, ra.ardadegebze davyavdiT me da simona. iq iyo erTi kaci,musikis maswavlebeli. ventili. CiTavda xolme Cven-Tan. karoCe, ai, igraiuCe gvaswavlida dakvras. me vu-muRamebdi. Svili yavda lezbianka. maSin ras mixvde-bi, mere vifiqre da gadayva, to, magas...~
`iq iyo Tu iyo... nerviulobden, ra. exlac nerviu-loben. prosto mRvdlis ar eSiniaT,~ aRniSna mesxma,`au, magari kaci iyo. karoCe, raRac melodiebs amu-Ramebda, ukravda da ar jerodaT, ro magisia. Zaanmagari gamodioda. erTi tipi iyo iq, iman Tqva, magandaukra erTxel raRacao da coli iman momayvani-nao. gamaxsenao. biWo, ra stranni xalxi iyo...~
_ marTla? _ gamococxlda moxu-ci, _ ar ginda, Sin dampatiJo?Sokolads SevWamdiT, visaubrebdiT..._ da elisabed-lis mxiarulad CaukraTvali.
_ ki, magram... Tavis mokvlas romvapireb? _ Seyoymanda elisabed-li.
_ oh, magas xom yovelTvismovaswrebT, Tanac iqneb amasobaSiufro ukeTesi mizezic gamoCndes, _moxuci saxuravis siRrmisken gaCoCda,mere xvneSiT wamodga da mrgval dasavse ukanalze mikruli, lurji kabasaguldagulod CamoiferTxa, kabaparaSutiviT gaiSala, _ aba, marto sax-lidan an samsaxuridan gamogdebisTvisTavs vin iklavs?
lim, sadarbazos kari gaaRo da moxucskibeebze auZRva, _ iciT, Tqven pirve-li xarT, vinc CemTan stumrad movida.
arc tyuoda. ucnauri iyo, magramqalaqSi, sadac yvelas hyavda deda Tuara mama, mama Tu ara _ da, da Tu ara _Zma, Zma Tu ara _ naTesavi, naTesavi Tuara _ megobari, megobari Tu ara _sayvareli adamiani mainc, iseTi,visTanac gaSiSvlebis ar Sercxveboda,elisabed-lis aravin hyavda, sularavin.
_ esec Cemi bina, _ binis kari gaa-Ro elisabed-lim da moxuci win gaat-ara.
moxucma oTaxi stvena-stveniTmoaTvaliera da limonis xis gverdiT,sarwevela savarZelSi xmauriT Cajda.
_ marTalia. me mxolod saxlidangamomagdes, samsaxuri ki arasdrosmqonia. ver vitan samsaxurebs, _ pat-ara, mrgvali cxviri aibzua moxucma.
_ da ratom gamogagdes? _ Tana-grZnobiT hkiTxa elisabed-lim.
_ ra vici, usaqmuri xaro. ise, mar-Talia, muSaoba ar miyvars. ai, tkbile-uli miyvars, Sen xom ar gaqvs rame, Tun-dac Sokoladi? _ elisabed-liskengadaixara moxuci da mxari wahkra.
_ ara, ar megona, aseT dros Tu dam-Wirdeboda, _ Sewuxda elisabed-li.
_ kargi, _ uari ver uTxra elisa-bed-lim. bolos da bolos, imdeni kiicoda, rom sikvdiliswina surviliadamianebs aucileblad unda Seusru-lo.
_ ho, marTla, Sen ra gqvia? _hkiTxa moxucma maSin, roca cen-traluri quCa gaiares da turistulrukaze aRuniSnav quCas xelixelCak-idebulebi miuyvebodnen ise mSvidad,viTomc cota xnis win Tavis mokvlazear fiqrobdnen.
_ me elisabed-li var, _ uTxraelisabed-lim da mxolod axla gaaxsen-da, rom Tavad ar icoda moxucis saxe-li, _ Tqven? Tqven ra gqviaT?
_ SegiZlia, ubralod angelinadamiZaxo, ver vitan am „qalba-tonoebs~,_ mxiarulad uTxra moxuc-ma, _ oh, ra Zalian minda Sokoladi.male mivalT?
da, mis zurgs ukan Camomxobili nage-bobis nawilebi biWebma aitaces. ara, amwarmodgenas sacirko xelovnebis mas-ter-klass namdvilad ver vuwodeb...aseTi nomrebiT monakos princi ardatkbeboda, maT naxvas Tavisi saTayv-anebeli cirkis arenaze ar isurvebda.magram me am gulubryvilo da gulisa-maCuyebelma ubraloebam romelimesaqveynod cnobili laureatis osta-tobaze metad momxibla...
irakli mxolod klounis gamosv-lebisas isvenebda, yovel SemTxvevaSi,mxolod am momentebSi ar Candascenaze. klouni WiWi mayureblebTanuSualo kontaqtSi muSaobda, scenazebavSvebs aTamaSebda da, amas garda,fokusic Seasrula: saamisod, sakmaogaWirvebiT, scenaze `ori Zlieri ma-makaci~ miiwvia: gaWirvebiT imitom, rom
mTel ierSi raRac bolomde auxsnelimaocebda: TvalebSi Cagubebuli dar-di da bavSvuri simorcxve, ara, bavS-vurze meti _ raRac araamqveyniuriTviniereba. da kidev uzomo sikeTe,romelic SeuZlebeli iyo, ar gegrZno.`Tu ar moeqceviT da ar daemsgavsebiTbavSvebs, ver SexvalT caTa sasufevel-Si~. misi Rimilis gaxsenebaze mjeroda:es adamiani namdvilad Seva caTa sa-sufevelSi.
erT kviraze odnav meti gavida dabakurianSi isev gamoCnda `Sapitos~afiSebi. gulSi tkbil-mware tkivilmadamiara. amjerad cirkSi wamoyolazeCemi ori wlis biWis garda veRaravindaviTanxme: is imdenad pataraa, romsanaxaobis ganmeorebas ucvleli six-aruliT Sexvda. bileTis asaRebadadrianad mivedi da moxetiale msax-iobebis mosvlasac Seveswari: kinoTea-tris mTavari Sesasvlelis win dididaxuruli satvirTo manqana da wiTe-li mikroavtobusi gaCerda. satvir-Todan ZaRlebis moguduli, magramomaxiani yefa moismoda. mikroavto-busidan jer zedmetad ferumariliani,Tumca sadad Cacmuli qali gadmovida,saxe uZrav niRabs miugavda da uzomodaRlilobas gamoxatavda; mas mohyvaTeTrwvera pirmrgvali mamakaci, SuazafxulSi saidanRac moulodneladgamoCenil Tovlis papas rom hgavda(maSinve vicani, es cirkis doreqtoriiyo) da kidev erTi mamakaci _ saSua-lo tanis, odnav Cafskvnili; is satvir-To manqanas miubrunda da iqidan mox-maure oTxfexa artistebs uborotod,alersianadac ki gasZaxa:
_ gaCerdii!gavocdi, rodesac mivxvdi, rom es
TiTqmis meloti uRimRamo kaci klou-ni WiWi iyo, daRlilsaxianimandilosani ki _ impozanturi roza-linda, romelsac sasceno grimiwinaswar hqonda wasmuli. ukve mogvi-anebiT gavifiqre, albaT, am adamianeb-ma, karga xania, daxajes xalisiani ga-mometyvelebis is maragi, rac mTelicxovrebisTvis hqondaT gankuTvnilida usasrulo kredits mxolodsulieri Zalebis maqsimaluri daZabvisxarjze Tu iReben-meTqi. Tuki mar-Tlac asea, gamflangvelobis uflebasTavs namdvilad ver miscemen...
maSinve Cemsken gaognebuli da ga-ciskrovnebuli saxe moabruna, warbebimaRla azida da saocrad gaxsnili,moRimari mzera momapyro, magramTiTqos ver gaego, ra msurda misgan.pauza rom ar gagrZelebuliyo,swrafad davamate:
rodesac irakli Jonglirebda, sax-eze raRac saocari naTeli efina. ax-ladgaparsuli gamoburculi yvri-malebi da nikapi gluvad ubzinavda,didroni, lamazWriliani TvalebiskuTxeebi Rimilisagan qveviT eqaCebo-da da, amave dros, maTSi bavSvuri gaube-daoba ikiTxeboda. xelebs uswrafesadda Seucdomlad amoZravebda. etyobo-da, vin icis, meramdened, da mainc xal-isiT asrulebda martiv nomers. boloskidev ufro gabrwyinebuli saxiT gada-xeda mayureblebs da mklavebi moxde-nilad aswia. sxartad, lamazadmoZraobda, magram am yvelafers isartistuli Tavmomwoneba aklda, Cveu-lebriv rom axasiaTebT nebismieri Jan-risa Tu donis msaxiobebs.
Tavad misi gamosvla warmodgenisdasawyisSive Sesrulebuli ori nomriTamoiwura, magram scena TiTqmis wuTi-Tac ar dautovebia, yvela monawilesexmareboda: rodesac ekvilibristizaali, yvelaze umcrosi, TiTqmis bavS-vi, magidaze Sedgmuli gorgolaWebisada ori skamisagan agebul saSinladmeryev piramidaze unda amZvraliyo,iraklim ukve nacnobi moxdenilimoZraobiT awia xeli da biWs sayrde-nad SeaSvela. am dros giorgis liTo-nis msubuqi kibe eWira, romliTac zaa-li mocaxcaxe koSkis mwvervalze avi-da; mxolod wamiT daZlia mizidulobada gamarjvebuli saxiT Zirs Camofrin-
darbazSi metwilad bavSvebi da dedebiisxdnen, aqa-iq Svilebs wamoyolilimamebi ki did xaliss ar iCendnen. foku-sis arsi is iyo, rom scenaze miwveulierT-erTi mamakaci mklavebgakoWilrozalindasTan erTad did tomaraSiCasves, wuTis Semdeg ki kaci mayurebel-Ta winaSe welszeviT SiSveli warsdga,rozalindas misi perangi ecva, mklave-bi ki isev ise magrad hqonda zurgsukanSekruli...
warmodgenis bolo nawilSi iraklisgverdiTa karidan rig-rigobiT Semo-hyavda maimunebi da ZaRlebi da aRmo-savlur motmasnur samosSi gamowyobilrozalindas awvdida. pirvelma maimu-nma ara da ar isurva, momTvinierebelsdamorCileboda, ifxaWneboda dasadRac garboda. ramdenime uSedegomcdelobis Semdeg qalma uzneo cxove-li isev biWs SeaCeCa, Tavidan momaci-leo, imanac saswrafod gaiyvana bavS-viviT gulSi Cakruli cxoveli. meoremaimuni ufro bejiTi gamodga, gan-sakuTrebiT kargad wignis `kiTxva~ ga-mosdioda: gverdebs swrafad fur-clavda da maT Soris Camalul sakveb-is patara naWrebs swrafad itenidapirSi. yvelaze yoCaRebi ZaRlebigamodgnen _ ori pudeli da erTigaurkveveli jiSis grZelbalniani pa-tara ZaRli, romelsac irakli darozalinda misi ritmuli yefis Tanx-lebiT saxtunaoze axtunavebdnen.
damagvirgvinebel nomrad biWmascenaze kubos magvari mogrZo yuTiSemoacura, saidanac rozalindam gi-ganturi piToni amoiyvana. am arsebiserTaderTi niWi da gamorCeuloba miszomasa da bunebriv silamazeSi mdgo-mareobda, TviT misi gamoCena kmarodaSemzaravi da momajadoebeli efeqti-saTvis. piTons arafris keTeba ar eva-leboda, imitom, rom arc araferi See-Zlo...
dasicxuli da aRtkinebuli bavSve-bis nakads darbazidan gareT mivyvebo-di da isev iraklize vfiqrobdi. vix-senebdi, ra dauzareli morCilebiTada xalisiT emsaxureboda yvela ga-momsvlels da mis gamometyvelebasa da
im dRes ori warmodgena iyo daniS-nuli, bileTi meoreze aviRe da naSua-dRevs kinoTeatrTan davbrundi.
xalxi TandaTan grovdeboda Sesas-vlelTan. wiTeli mikroavtobusi axlaukve ezos mxares davinaxe, misi kari Riaiyo da pirdapir, Ria karTan irakliijda. ra Tqma unda, davinaxe Tu ara,Tvali veRar movwyvite, Tumca dilan-deli marcxis Tu gaugebrobis Semdeg,vicodi, misvlas da dalaparakebas ve-Rar gavbedavdi. Tanac, ar vicodi, raunda meTqva misTvis: rogorc yvelaferdidsa da namdvils, am gancdasac ver-anairi gansazRvreba ver vupove, vercerT kategorias ver mivakuTvne...
sazurges miyrdnobili, uZravadijda da erT wertils miStereboda _Canda, es poza warmodgenebs Soris das-venebis Cveul mdgomareobad hqceoda.vicani oqrosferi ZafiT gawyobilisamosi, romliTac Jonglirebda, ma-gram zevidan is ubralo Savi maisurigadaecva, riTac diliT vnaxe: albaT,ar surda, sacirko kostiumiT quCaSigamvlelTa yuradReba mieqcia. amisgamo farTo saxeloebi frTebiviT Cake-cili da mklavebze mitmasnili hqondada aman ratomRac gansakuTrebuladamiCuya guli. swrafad Sevedi Senoba-Si: ar mindoda, rom davenaxe. marTa-lia, Tan bavSvi maxlda da TiTze niS-nobis beWedi mekeTa, magram, aba, raunda efiqra qalze, romelic ase da-JinebiT umzers...
warmodgenis dawyebamde scenis windavlande: samiode wlis gogonasaTvisxeli Caekida da kulisebs miRma mihyav-da _ rogorc Semdeg gavige, es erT-erTi artistis, giorgisa da gimnastigogonas, nastias, Svilia, romelsac,cxadia, mudam Tan daatareben. ucnau-ria: bavSvi, romelic cirks mxolodsarCulis mxridan icnobs, rom-lisTvisac yvela saocreba windawinaaamoxsnili _ is, rac sxvaTaTvis six-arulia, misTvis momabezrebel ruti-nad qceula _ mSoblebisagan TiTqmismTel energiasa da dros rom moiTx-ovs...
sacirko marSis nacnobma xmamaRal-ma hangebma, rogorc yovelTvis, mRel-vare molodiniT amavso, Tumca ase mok-le xnis win nanaxis ganmeorebas, cxadia,is pirvandeli xibli veRar eqneboda.mxolod pirvel or nomers vuyuredaZabuli yuradRebiT, TiToeuliniuansis moxelTebas vcdilobdi, Sem-deg ki movdundi. darbazSi xalxicufro naklebi iyo, vidre ori kviriswinaT da msaxiobebic, rogorc meCvena,naklebi xalisiT muSaobdnen. Tumca,SesaZloa, es STabeWdileba mxolodCems sakuTar ganwyobas unda davabra-lo.
mas mere dReebi gavida da mosvenebasar maZlevda fiqri, rom warmodgenisSemdeg SemeZlo, mivsuliyavi da ubral-od madloba gadamexada _ meTqva, romZalian momewona misi gamosvla da yve-lanair sikeTes vusurveb, rac ki Sesa-Zlebelia... cotaTi banaluri iqnebo-da, magram ukve vicodi, rom swored esmsurda: sul odnavi siTbo damebrune-bina im adamianisaTvis, visganac sike-Tis aseTi Zlieri impulsi vigrZeni.xinjad damrCa, ase laCrulad rom gam-oviqeci da SesaZlebloba xelidan ga-vuSvi, amitom, rogorc saerTod vicixolme, dagvianebiT gavaqtiurdi. mas-Tan dakavSireba, marTalia, ver movax-erxe, ufro swored, ver gavbede, ma-gram zogierTi ram mainc gavige misSesaxeb...
skolaSi Cveulebrivi mowafe iyo,aranair gansakuTrebul niWs ar avlen-da. gakveTilebze jdomas megobrebTanerTad ezoSi yofna erCivna, oRonderTi-orTan. bevri megobari arasodesyolia. erTi gataceba hqonda, romel-sac mSoblebi uSlidnen, magramromelzedac xeli verafriT aaRebines:saxlis sxvenSi mtredebis mTeli gundihyavda moSenebuli, yoveldRe Zveli,moryeuli kibiT adioda saxuravze daqersa da puris namcecebs uyrida. saa-TobiT SeeZlo, Tvali edevnebina maTifusfusisaTvis, yvelaze metad is mo-menti uyvarda, rodesac frTebs Slid-nen da asafrenad emzadebodnen. dedayovel aT wuTSi erTxel gadioda ezo-Si da kiserdagrZelebuli ahyurebdasaxuravs. biWis gamxdar, awowil figu-ras rom dalandavda, cota xniT mSvid-deboda. cdilobda, SvilisTvis ardaenaxebina Tavisi dardiani saxe, ara-da, bolo dros sul erTi fraza hqon-da akviatebuli, romelsac TavisTvis,Cumad butbutebda: `Svilo, ar Camo-varde. Tavi, Tavi ar gaixeTqo, dedagenacvalos...~
iraklis yovlad ucnauri gambe-daoba axasiaTebda, romelic yvelasakvirvebda: srulebiT ar eSinoda si-maRlis da, amave dros, verafriT da-Zlia velosipedis SiSi. ar warmoedgi-na, orborbliani konstruqcia saku-Tari sxeulis ZaliT rogor unda gae-wonasworebina da amitom, yvela Tavisiaxlobeli biWisagan gansxvavebiT,velosipediT siaruli vera da ver is-wavla. samagierod, saxuravis qimze mo-siarule xSirad unaxavT. am dros gaS-lili mklavebis msubuqi moZraobiTikavebda wonasworobas, mklavebze,mxrebze, Tavze ruxi da TeTri mtrede-bi asxdnen, zogi Tavs dastrialebda,wamiT daajdeboda da isev maRla af-rindeboda; biWic TiTqos frinvelebsbaZavda, mklavebs iqnevda, gegoneboda,afrena surs an sulac ukve mifrinav-so...
rogorc burusSi, ise dainaxa sawolTanTavdaxrili dedis galeuli, gatanju-li saxe. nela, gaWirvebiT gaiazra, romavad iyo da SeiZleboda, momkvdariyo_ iqneb axlac jer kidev sikvdilissafrTxe emuqreboda. daRlili, avad-myofi tvini saSineli boRmiT aevso: ra-tom maincdamainc me? ratom undamovkvde maSin, rodesac amdeni sxva ad-amiani icocxlebs? ra usamarTlobaa?!erTbaSad SesZulda adamianebic, mTe-li es civi, pirquSi samyaroc da TviTdedac, romelic axla cremliani damainc imediani TvalebiT Sehyurebda.raRacas lbili, aTrTolebuli xmiTeubneboda, magram biWs umartivesi si-tyvebis wvdomac ki ise uWirda, TiTqosucxo enaze elaparakebodnen. dedasundoda, misTvis Sublidan wamozrdiliTma gadaewia, magram Svilma Tavikedlisken Seatriala da gaerida. Tukicxovrebam gaimeta, TviTonac zurgsSeaqcevda cxovrebas...
imave Rames avadmyofoba pirvan-delze bevrad ufro mZime saxiT Seu-brunda. eCveneboda, rom bnelderefnebSi daexeteboda daqanculi,oflSi gawuruli, da gasasvlels eZeb-da. sadRac win bundovnad gaielvebdanaTeli wertili da isev miimaleboda.derefnebs bolo ar uCanda. dros dine-ba Seewyvita da TiTqos daxSul wrezetrialebda, realur samyaroSi ki erT-maneTs Tveebi enacvleboda.
raRac gareSe ZaliT manamde uZravinaTeli wertili Tavad daiZra misken.igrZno, rom gvirabidan gamovida, Tum-ca garemos ver arCevda, imdenad TeTrida TvalismomWreli iyo naTeba. da ue-crad Tavis winaSe deda dainaxa, rom-lis saxec maSinve ecno da Tan eucxovakidec: is mTlianad am yovlismomcvelnaTelTan Serwymuliyo, Tavadac asx-ivebda naTels da Zalian axalgazrdaiyo: iseTi, rogoric Svils ar axsovda,mxolod Zvel fotosuraTebze enaxa.deda mSvidi RimiliT uyurebda, Semdegbage gaxsna, raRac unda eTqva, magramsityvebis magier moulodneli, Tumcasaocrad sasiamovno da lbiliyelismieri bgerebi amouSva, bundovnadnacnobi, romlebmac biWi erTbaSaddaamSvida da gons moiyvana. usasrulo-bidan isev droSi CaeSva da Sin, TavissawolSi gaaxila Tvali. oTaxi mziT iyoganaTebuli, gazafxuli idga da RiafanjaraSi mopirdapire saxlis damre-ci saxuravi moCanda, mis napirze kiruxi, movercxlisfro mtredidaabijebda da dinjad, sazeimod, TavisdaJinebuli dakvriT imeorebda: `Ru-Ru-Ru!~ _ TiTqos viRacas raRacasuxsniso.
irakli xelaxla dabadebuls hgav-da _ kacma rom Tqvas, sworedac romxelaxla daibada: recidivis Semdegeqimebs ojaxis wevrebisaTvis uTqvamT,aranairi imedi aRar ariso da avadmy-ofi Sin gamoutanebiaT. axla yve-lafers axali TvaliT uyurebda dayvelaferi, erTxel da samudamod, us-azRvrod Seuyvarda. rac mTavaria, mix-vda, rom arc am da arc imqveynad saSi-Si araferi iyo, sruliad araferi.
TiTqmis naxevari weliwadi wolilaugonod. axla Zal-Rones swrafadikrebda, oRondac metyvelebis unarimTlianad waerTva da, marTlac axald-abadebuli bavSviviT uwevda sityvebi-sa da bgerebis gaWirvebiT warmoTqma,magram amas uxerxulobis gareSe, Ri-miliTa da bavSvuri gaocebiT akeTeb-da.
Tavis Zvel gatacebas ar dab-runebia: misi avadmyofobis periodSimtredebi gavelurdnen da gaifantnen,erTi-orsRa mohkra Tvali Tavisi ub-nis sxvadasxva kunWulSi, ufro xSirad,saxuravebis Tavze xedavda da uxaro-da, laRad rom dafrinavdnen. iyvnen,ifrinon, ra saWiroa maTi Tavidan mo-Sinaureba...
rogorc ki fizikurad momagrda dagareT gasvla SeZlo, varjiSi daiwyo.sul SemTxvevT Sexvda jonis, sacirkojgufis xelmZRvanels, romelmacuTxra, jobs, CemTan, cirkSi wamoxvide,sporticaa da namdvili, didi xelovne-baco. irakli maSinve daTanxmda. jer
umartivesi ileTebis Sesruleba iswav-la, TandaTan gaiwafa JonglirebaSi;Tavidanve simpaTiiT ganewyo Tavisimaswavleblis, giorgisadmi, masze mx-olod ramdenime wliT ufrosi rom iyoda, ukve misi partnioric gamxdariyo.warmatebaze metad is uxaroda, rom aq,Sapitos patara, Wreli TaRis qveS,mrgval arenaze SeeZlo, JestebiTa damimikiT gamoexata yvelanairi saTqme-li da emocia. grZnobda, rom es ioladda kargad gamosdioda da uxaroda.Rimili saxidan aRar Sordeboda.
tkivilebs geficebi...~ me ki Cem drosgeficebiT, im dros, romelSic me vcx-ovrob da ara im dros, romelSic mo-ciqulebi da winaswarmetyvelebi cx-ovrobdnen. es dReisdRea.
* * *fiqrs arasdros wyvet, arc saT-
qmels gilevs yoveldRiuroba. arc im-gvari brZeni xar, bage mokumo, Tvale-bi daiTxaro, smena daivso. piriqiT, xe-dav, rom milioni Tvali da yuri da bagemogcemia. TiTqos sakuTari ar kmaro-da. cxovrob, rogorc aTasi sxva. amaurzaurSi yvelaze metad Senivepirovnuli individualizmi gicavs imRvarcofisagan, rac Tavze dagdisyoveli mxridan. wer Sensave Tavs, Tavi-si sixaruliTa da tkivilebiT, gan-cdebiT, gulgatexilobiTa Tu imedeb-iT. nazamTri naZviviT, gazafxulismzis surnelze rom varjs daibertyavsda siyvarulis mtvers afrqvevs irgv-liv. Cvenc ase, Tu sadme sulismzes dav-igulebT, Cveni siyvaruliani amof-rqvevebic sityvebad edeba Cven mozia-reebs. kargi, kidev kargi, es mainc Seg-viZlia.
* * *vinc baton vaxtang rodonias pi-
radad icnobda, miseuli ambis moyolismanerac ecodineba, moWutuli da Ri-miliani Tvalebi, iumori, ironia dadinji Txroba. gamomcemloba „pegasSi~Sevxvdi baton vaxtangs „naninebze~muSaobisas. erTxelac am ambavs mohyva,roca sityva Camovarda TanamedrovegamocemebSi gaparul uxv Secdomebze.erTxelo, brZana batonma vaxtangma,vmuSaobdiT qarTuli agiografiulimwerlobis qrestomaTiaze da miznaddavisaxeT, rom absoluturad uSecdo-mo wigni gamogvecao. Zalian bevri viS-romeT da mivaRwieT am Sedegso da ai,daibeWda wigni da amayad gviWiravsTavi, rom wignSi arc erTi Secdoma arariso gaparuli. da uecrad viRacamaRmoaCina satitule warweraSi ioaneminCxis nacvlad monCxi weriao. hoda,sabolood davaskveniT, rom uSecdo-mo wignis gamocema SeuZlebeliao da ammovlenas saxelic movuZebneT da „mon-Cxis kompleqsi~ davarqviTo. marTlacSeuZlebelia imgvari wignis moZiebadRes, romelSic Secdomebi ar gvxvde-bodes. da yvela Secdomis aRmoCenisasgaviZaxi monCxi da monCxi-meTqi. da raxmianobaa? xom SeiZleboda Secdomasxva sityvaSi gaparuliyo? arada,swored iseTSi gaipara, rom rac metiaSecdoma, miT monC-moCxlarTuls hgavsxolme wigni.
nu iyeneb leqsikaSi iseT sityvebs,romelic metyvelebaSi ar ixmareba,radgan am leqsikonSi mosaZiebel si-tyvebze iseve wyvets aRqmas mkiTxvelisyuri, rogorc msmeneli xarveziani ra-diogadacemis eTeris SiSinzeo. arada,zogjer swored erTi sityvis gasa-cocxleblad damiweria leqsi da mgo-nia, rom poeziis erT-erTi `politika~swored enis sicocxlisunarianobisfunqciaa, enis `gamzeureba~. SeiZleba,Zalian naivuria es warmodgenac, romCemi leqsi sityvas sicocoxlesdaubrunebs, ampartavnulic ki... marT-la rogor gavaRaribeT ena. gavaRari-beT Tu gavabrazeT da bevri Zvirfasiram gadagvimala Tavis TavSi. mxolodkomunikaciis saSualebadRa viyenebT.amiran arabulis `suluqcevrad sak-iTxavni~ vinc waikiTxa, dameTanxmeba,rom msgavsi magaliTi enis qmnadobisa,iSviaTia. es mxolod `muxladi~ qarTu-
li araa, es erTi individis sul-gul-gonebaSi enis gamotarebis, gafervissaocari nimuSia. ra kompozitebianawarmoebi, ra sityvebi, ra enobriviplastebia ametyvelebuli am Canaw-erebSi. mwerlis ena Tavadaa kvlevisobieqti. esaa RirebulebaTa ena,azrovnebis ena, sulis ena. gaxevebulitoti rom ganedldeba, ai, egeTia ami-ranis nasityvari. marTlac, enissaamirano Zalas rom gagrZnobinebs.
* * *erTxel eTeros naubars vismendi
Tavis bavSvobaze, cira barbaqaZes hyav-da miwveuli iliaunis poeziis klubSiaxali wignis, `Cit rom iZaxs, wiav~,wardgenaze. maSindelma monaTxrobismosmenam mafiqrebina, rom arsebobsdramaturgiuli ena da mis mflobelsSeuZlia, monaTxrobi aqcios speqtak-lad an kinod. maswavlebelze, baTo Zi-oze, hyveboda eTero da imdenaddavijere, rom ki ar vismendi, vuyureb-di mis bavSvobas da mec iq viyavi, TuSe-Tis soflis skolaSi. taSma gamomafxi-zla. aseTi ambebi iSviaTad dagemarTe-ba. aseTi Txroba axasiaTebs dodo xim-SiaSvilsac, ucnaurad cocxali, xato-vani, suraTovani. da, ganumeorebelrezo esaZes. albaT amgvari niWiT iyvnendajidovebulebi is glexebic, romel-Ta sagvareulo begara batonisaTvismxolod zRapris moyola iyo. imedia,eTeros Canawerebsac male vixilavT...ai, enaze vsaubrobdi, da radgan eTerosleqsebis wigni vaxsene, TuTikos (arab-ulebis nabolaras, mariam arabulis)naxatebiT, ra gulma unda gamiZlos,rom mis daxatul Citebze araferi vTq-va. zRaprulia. es Citebi samoTxis baR-is binadrebi Tu arian. hoda, ai, egeTiniWierebi arian yvelani: kalamic uWik-WikebT, funjic, enac da sulic.
* * *liqokeli lia – CemTvis im miTiur
personaJs hgavs, romelic yrmad daCvilad ki ar ibadeba, aramed ukve zr-dasruli moevlineba qveynierebas. ari-an aseTi xelovanebi, pirvelive monas-miT rom mwvervalebs moxazaven; pirve-live gamoCeniT rom TavianT saxes niS-nad da beWdad daadeben garemos. ase-Ti pirovnebebis Seuvaloba miyvarsZalian, cecxlis ali da msxvrevadimWvirvaleba erTdroulad. maT icianTavianTi niWis sigrZe da sigane. amaTromc aukrZalo wera da sasikvdiloganaCeni gamoutano weris gamo, maincmSvidad gaagrZeleben saqmes. aseTidedakacebi gvyavs Cven. aseTi qalba-tonebi-meTqi, arasdros vityvi. da, ganaerTi da ori? zogs rom Tan mravalS-viliani dedis, zogs taZris iRumenis,zogs mecnieris da vin ityvis, ra sfer-oSi moRvawe adamianis saxiT ar xvdebi?da gana iTxovs vinme, odesme, raime Se-RavaTs? an ra sakadrebelia?!
* * *mindias ganwiruleba dahyva bedad
maT, visac esmoda Tavisuflebis ena.mamuka wiklauri. sul gmiris, sul mxs-nelis momlodine, sul samarTliano-bis gamarjvebis moimede, sul Tavisikargaxuruli droisa da warsulismeWirisufle, sul maxviliviT Se-marTuli, sakuTar Tu samSoblos sul-Si sul wminda siyvarulis gadamrCene-li, warsulis landebis gamomxmobi, si-
marTlis xatis unji yma, sityvis rain-di... mTeli misi Semoqmedeba gamosace-mia, Sesaswavlia. rogori Zlieria misipoeturi sityva, rogori Zlieria misipoeziis simarTle da ra rvaliviTgaubzaravia misi idealebi! da ra mZaf-ria is sinamdvilec, romelsac mTisi-qidan amozrdili RrubeliviT xedavspoeti – garduvaloba imisa, risTvisacar eTmoba arc adamiani, arc samSoblo.da is am ganaCenze, rogorc maxvilze,sakuTari guliT da sicocxliT wa-mogebuli.
* * *martosulobis dedoflebic xom
arseboben?! ra eSveleboda umagaTodpoezias?! gana bevrs gadaudnia bedis-wera bajaRlod? bevrs dauurvebiatkivilebi amgvar mSvenierebad? bevrshqonia aseTi Seumcdari sityvis ̀ geSi~?!bevrs hqonia aseTi nayofieri marto-suloba? sisavsed qceuli euloba? sadiyvnen es leqsebi Senamde? sad iTenebd-nen `umciresobis mware simarTles~?sad iSlebodnen vardkaWaWebiviTtkivilebis ganTiadebze, raSi itevdnenmzispirebze gaalxul sulTqmas? raZalmosilia Seni siZliere, ra mSve-nieria Seni nayofi, ra marTalia SeniarCevani, ra dedofluria Seni erT-guleba, ela!
* * *aseT WapanwyvetaSi, albaT, aras-
dros ucxovria mwerals. vityvi amas davaJa-fSavela dagidgebaT Tvalwin. meki Cem Tanamedrove mwerlebze vambob,ramdens wvaloben, Sromoben, welebzefexs idgamen, rom... da mainc mSieri,Caucmeli, valebSi, usamsaxuro, uwaml-isfulo, daucveli, pativmiugebeli,SvilisTvis araferi aqvs, mokeTes ve-raferSi adgeba... da Tqven, albaT, essityvebi mainc vaJa-fSavelas gagax-seneben...
* * *arcerT poetTan ar amomikiTxavs
aseTi ZalmosilebiT, aseTi simarTliTda aseTi siRrmiT omgamovlili, omga-datanili adamianis gancdebi, rogorcSako bakuraZis wignSi `dasadebelniwmindisa aRdgomisani~. am leqsebidanxvdebi, raa ara naomari jariskacis,aramed omnaxadi kacis, omgadatanilisgancda, im kacis, romlisTvis arc aras-dros damTavrdeba omi, sanam cocxa-lia! magram Sako imis Sakoa, siciliTmokvdeba da ityvis, mariamo, am `omnax-ads~ `ornaxadi~ mirCevniao.
da axalgazrduli protesti _ yve-laze mSvenieri da keTilSobiliegoizmi, samyarosTan da adamianebTanSejaxebis sisastikidan cecxlisyvaviliviT amozrdili. nu kiTxavTkatos, romeli saaTia, Tu drois gage-ba gindaT, misi saaTi sul sxva drosaCvenebs. misi leqsebi ufro getyviT,ra droa axla...
* * *sadi nimari _ es saxeli da gvari,
Cemi sayvareli poetisa, romlisadmicmaqvs miZRvnili leqsi `TeTri xbore-bi~, bevrma eZeba, dagugla, magram aba,vin ipovida Cem gamogonil gvar-sax-els? es ninia sadRobelaSvilia. erTipiroba vifiqreT, misi romani `orsu-li~, fsevdonimiT gamosuliyo da ram-denime saxeli da gvari SevarCieT. meregadaifiqra Tavadve, me ki ver SevelieCem `gamogonebas~ sadi, sad-RobelaS-vil-i Sevamokle, ninos nawils, nis,romelic SebrunebiT, Cinurad, arwivs,uflis rCeul frTosans niSnavs, maricmivumate, is `mar~, romelic `RvTiuro-bis~ aRmniSvnelia. hoda, ase gaCnda sadinimari, marTlac rom Cemi usayvarle-si poeti. aseTi mokrZalebuli adami-ani me sxva aravin Semxvedria, vaRiareb.mis niWSi marTla `RvTis Tvalia~,rogorc mze yurZnis mwife marcvalSi.
imgvar erTobas, rac berZeni nobelian-ti poetis giorgos seferisis leqseb-is Targmanebze muSaobisas vigrZeni,aqvs Zalmosileba, Tavisi samSoblo,rogorc Rirebuleba, nebismier sxvaucxos uqcios sarwmunod, Tundac issaberZneTi ar iyos. didi madloba maiakakaSvils, rom berZeni nobeliantebisTargmna gadawyvita da mec damimgza-vra am gzaze.
* * *miTi, isaao, rac sul arsebobs. da
gveleSapic ar moispo, wyarozemokalaTebuli, yvelaferi rom misia,rasac moisurvebs. axali miTiuri per-sonaJebic rom arseboben: masiurifsiqozi, masiuri cinizmi, ekranulimSveniereba, masiuri agresia, mowameo-brivi boroteba, qristianuli fana-tizmi, poeturi agresia, masiurixaTrianoba, politikuri apoli-tikuroba da ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg...
* * *meterlinkis `naturfilosofiuri
Txzulebebis~ daTo akrianiseuliTargmanebi minda, vaxseno. saocrebaaTavad orginaluri Sroma mwerlisa,magram aranaklebi saocrebaa is osta-toba, riTac mTargmneli aqarTulebsam teqstebs. gaocebuli rCebi! asevemaocebs filip Jakotes poeturiprozis Targmanebis kiTxva. es nisliv-iT mosaxelTebeli mistika rogoraagadmotanili erTi enidan meoreze. aba,sxva raRaa saocari ostatoba?
* * *lela metreveli, uniWieresi qali,
poeti, mTargmneli, mecnieri, didigulSematkivaria meore SesaniSnavipoetis, nodar adeiSvilis. gamzadebu-li udevs nodaris `100 leqsi~. ise mox-da, gamomcemlobam ver moaxerxa am kre-bulis sagamomcemlo gegmaSi Casma.rogor mwydeba guli, rogor xSiradmaxsendeba Zalian simpatiuri adamianiTavisi cisferi TvalebiT da bavSvuriguliT. arseboben adamianebi da leqse-bi, romelTa daviwyeba ubralod argvepatieba, romlebic, rogorc aras-dros, ise Wirdeba dRevandel afori-aqebul da mSfoTvare suls.
kacobriobis da sityvierebis azrovne-ba da ganviTarebis gza, Tundac xe-lovnebis xasiaTi, am teqsts rom armoeRwia Cvenamde?.. an ase rom ar ea-zrovna da ase ar ganecada adamians ma-radisobisa da warmavlobis kate-goriebi? ase rom ar stkenoda arsebo-ba?
* * *xaranauli wers: `poezias hqonda
SemaRlebuli, movidnen da gadaas-woreso~. zusti naTqvamia. Cveni epoqasxva `SemaRlebulebze~ loculobs.mTel samyaroSi fulis diqtaturisa dasicruis diqtaturis `SemaRle-bulebia~, magram axla rom viSviSsmovyveT, ra gamova? is, rom zogadadkulturaze meti zrunvaa saWiro, xomaravin SemekamaTeba? rom zrunvasaWiroa cocxal kulturul proces-ebzec da ara mxolod samuzeumo seq-torze?! rom TviTmyofadobis Senar-Cunebas Cvens kulturaSi iseTive mniS-vneloba aqvs, rogorc teritoriebisSenarCunebas samSoblosaTvis? ZalianrTuli Jamia, magram meti gonierebagvmarTebs. mgoni, Cven TviTonve undagavxdeT eg `SemaRlebuli~, rom CvenSigadavarCinoT poezia da ara Cveni TavipoeziaSi...
* * *`vinc warmatebas aRwevs mecniere-
baSi, magram CamorCenilia zneobrivad,is ukan midis da ara win~ (aristotele).simarTlea, radgan adamiani jer adami-anobiT fasobs da mere – karierulimiRwevebiT. Tumca mainc pirobiTia esazric, radgan SeiZleba aseTma mecni-erma imgvari ram gamoigonos, zogadadmTeli kacobriobisaTvis iqces war-matebisa da keTildReobis garantad.xelovnebaSic asea, albaT, magram TudavukvirdebiT, raRac mizezebis gamo,adamianis faqtori arsad aRar Cans xe-lovnebaSi. an iqneb Cans kidec? ramde-ni cudi adamiani qmnis karg xelovnebas,TiTqos. aq cnobili sublimaciis faq-torsac eniWeba mniSvneloba. ucnauriresursia adamianisaTvis xelovne-badqmnadobis, erTgvari TamaSis unari.verc ityvi bolomde simarTles: nak-li qmnis sisavses Tu sisavse qmnis na-kls?.. pasuxgaucemeli kiTxvaa.
* * *garegnobiT maxsovs is teleek-
ranidan. ramdeni saSineli saqme ukeTe-bia, arada, ramxela avtoritetis saxe-li Tu crusaxeli hqonda. axla da axlauamravi adamiani wers Riad misi „kaika-cobis~ Sesaxeb. sxvebis Sesaxebac weren.maSindeli saxelmwifo ideologia ex-mareboda mas, farTod gaeSala bnelisulisTvis mzakvrobis frTebi. an iqneb,aseT adamianebs sulis nacvlad raRacsxva aqvT? Tumca amdagvari adamianeb-is moRvaweobisa da cxovrebis Sesaxebisev iuwyebian ama Tu im saxlebze akru-li memorialuri dafebi. erTi aseTidafa Zveli samebis eklesiis gada-swvriv, furcelaZis quCaze `iwonebs~Tavs. iqneb, dafasac rcxvenia, aseTibedi rom ergo? kiTxulobdnen daafurTxebdnen... ra qnas dafam? qvam raqnas, isic adamianiviTaa, unda gauZlosbedisweras. xom SeiZleboda, besoJRentis nacvlad swereboda, vTqvaT,vaxtang kotetiSvili? an radianis ma-givrad swereboda, vTqvaT, lado asa-Tiani? bediswera xom yvela dafasacTavisi dahyolia adamianiviT, zogsdainaxav da gagixardeba, zogs dainax-av da Tvals aarideb, zogis SegeSinde-ba kidec, zogze ki ityvi, es vinRaao dara undao? tovstonogovis quCazeaerTi aseTi dafa: `aq, ama da am wlebSi,cxovrobda da qmnida gamoCeniliqarTveli poeti iCqiT borjaneli...~wadi da eZie, vin iyo, ra dauweria...
* * *vfiqrob, rom arsebobs mdedrobi-
Ti, mamrobiTi da poetis sqesi (es nax-
evrad xumrobiT). adamianisTvis is, racRmerTs miucia, bunebrivia, maT Soris,sqesic. da am sqesidan momdinarea misiazrovnebac, esTetikac, msoflmxed-velobac. es arc cudia da arc kargi.es bunebrivia! bunebrivia isic, rom sqe-si igrZnobodes nawerSi, Tumca es TviT-mizani ar unda iyos. yvelaferi bune-brivis momxre var da miyvars, rocapoeziaSi Cans bunebis idumaleba, buneb-is saxe, sanaxevrod mouxelTebeli, ma-gram bunebrivi. iciT, CvenTan rogoristereotipi arsebobs? ai, ityvianqalze, Tu is kargad da Rrmadazrovnebs, mamakacuri poezia aqvso,anu arafriT ar ityvian, rom is ubral-od Zlieri qali poetia. esaa `kliSe~,romelic Cvens mankier, aziaturazrovnebas amJRavnebs. TiTqos, Tu qalikargia, maincadamainc mamakacuria,xolo mamakaci SeiZleba iyos Zlieripoeti da mamakacuric. es ar momwons.genderuli sakiTxi sociologiis anraRac sxva sferoebis Temaa, ara mgo-nia, genderze poezia an proza fiqrob-des. poezia fiqrobs adamianze, sulerTia, is kacia Tu qali, xom?
* * *litvel biriute ionauSkaites da
qarTvel nana deviZes erTmaneTi rom arepovnaT amxela samyaroSi, didi dana-Sauli iqneboda. ratom? Tundac imit-om, rom mSobliur enaze ver wavikiTx-avdiT am poloneli warmoSobis litve-li mwerlis gasaocar prozas _moTxrobebs, romelsac TiTqos rezoinaniSvilis sulieri da werda aTaso-biT kilometriT daSorebuli, sul sxvaenobriv wiaRSi. am qalbatonis wigni`Cumi yvaviloba~ ara mxolod nanadeviZis maRalmxatvruli TargmanisdoniTaa saintereso, aramed im Rire-bulebebiT, romelsac Cvenma mwerlo-bis nawilma karga xania cxviri aubzua.sruliad amaod ki. da dRes, rocaqarTuli literaturis saxelmZRvane-loebisaTvis Targmnil literaturaseZeben, biriutes moTxrobebi unda eZe-bon nana deviZiseuli TargmaniT.
* * *erTxel Tanamedroveobis araCveu-
lebrivma poetma, manana CitiSvilmaradiogadacemaSi aseTi pasuxi gascakiTxvas, ras werda igi, rogorc pro-fesionali literatori dafilologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori,leqsebis garda? pasuxi iyo namdviliqarTleli qalis pasuxi: mtkice,mikibmokibvis gareSe, Seuvali, mokleda naTeli: me Cemi saTqmelisaTvis leq-si srulad myofnis! da me Semrcxva, am-den rames rom vedebi. namdvili pro-fesionalia Tavis saqmis! aqve erT am-bavsac getyviT. wlebis win Soreulimxridan werili miiRo patimrisgan,romelsac gazeT „soflis cxovrebaSi~dabeWdili misi leqsebi waekiTxa. wer-ili ar iwyeboda standartuli mima-rTviT, rogoricaa qalbatono manana,Zvirfaso poeto. werili iwyeboda ase:„gamarjoba, Cemo miwa-wyalo~. gana Sei-Zleba, es odesme dagaviwydes? Cvenipoetebi, gulis poetebi, gana marTlaCveni miwa-wyali ar arian? da gana tyui-lad ambobs lia sturua – „vefx-istyaosani~ Cemi literaturuli sam-Sobloao? gana didi gansxvavebaa am ordefinicias Soris?
* * *poemebi vaJa-fSavelas Semoqmedeb-
isa da msoflxedvelobis xerxemalia.am xerxemlis malebs Tavis Tanmim-devrobas nu davukargavT, nu avurevT.amasac aqvs mniSvneloba, saidan saiT-ken miemarTeba avtori: „aluda qeTe-lauri~ – 1888, „baxtrioni~ – 1892, „stu-mar-maspinZeli~ – 1893, „sisxlis Zieba~– 1897, „axundi~ – 1898, „gvelismWameli~– 1901. 26 wlis vaJa ukve Tavis mTavarTemas, mTavar saTqmels eWideba da war-matebiT wyvets „aluda qeTelaurSi~.„baxtrioni~ – razea es poema? patri-otizmze? mtris daZlevaze? ras darogor gvaswavlian skolebSi? arada,skolaSi naswavli igivea, rac misjilo-baSi – ganaCeni `sikvdilamde~. xSiradmaxsendeba ezra paundis erTi pataraleqsi, daaxloebiT ase rom JRers: „mevici, ra mogeci, magram ar vici, ra
aiRe~. es leqsi-formula aforistulxasiaTs rom atarebs, zustad esadage-ba xelovnebis nimuSis aRqmis ucnaurprocess. bavSvi sxvas gaigebs, didi –sxvas, sakvebi yvelasTvis moiZebneba,magram araTanabari da araerTnairiiqneba is. es poema borotebis gakeTil-Sobilebis imedzea, borotebis arsissikeTis arsad qcevazea, did siy-varulze, sakacobrioze ki ara mx-olod, aramed im siyvarulze, racRvTisgaCenil bunebaSi vlindeba er-TurTis mimarT yvela arsebaTa Soris,romelic swored mgluri kanonebis,gautanlobis, maradi mtrobis anti-saxe, antiarsi da sulac metaarsia.mTeli „baxtrioni~ imisTvis daiwera,rom bolos swored gvels gasCenodasurvili luxumis daxmarebisa! yvelasxva Tema am daskvnamde misvlis saSu-alebaa, da miuxedavad Zalian qarTu-li problematikisa, miuxedavavad didipatriotuli suliskveTebisa, miuxeda-vad istoriuli namdvilobisa dagamonagonisa, yvelaferi araferia amsafinalo apoTeozis fonze. arcerovneba, arc religia, arc dro-Jamo-bis niSani, arc geografiuli sivrce-areali ar zRudavs da ar gansazRvravsimas, rac finalSi xdeba: borotimoeqceva keTilis samsaxurad! amazemeti, amaze maRali, amaze sanatrelikacTa modgmas arasdros araferi hqo-nia da veWvob, arc eqneba. es igivea, yve-la omi mSvidobad iqces, yvela mavneo-ba, yvela vneba _ saTnoebad. es igivea,iZlios eSmaki da dedamiwaze axali ad-amiani, axali kaci iSvas _ ganiRmrTosadamiani adamianSive! Tumca, isicyuradRebamisaqcevia, rom misi mniS-vnelovani da gamorCeuli poemebidan1901 wliTaa daTariRebuli „gvelism-Wameli~, poema, romliTac dasruldavaJas didi poemebis cikli da saboloodaskvnac daido: adamiani, sibrZnes na-ziarebi, WeSmaritebas naziarebi, gan-wirulia, radgan, rogorc ki igi ufromaRal kategoriaSi gadava, rogorc kiigi Cveulebrivi kacis samans gadalax-avs, aRaraa misi adgili sazogadoeba-Si, iwyeba damRupveli konfliqti damarcxic garduvali xdeba. anu, kacs –kacisa da keisars – keisrisa! samani sa-manadve rCeba. rCeuli ganwirulia! esdaskvna iqneb zogisTvis sakamaTociyos, magram isic faqtia, rom meocesaukunis dasawyisSi dawerili poemaaseve winaswarmetyveluria, zogadadmeoce saukunis adamianis mentalobisada civilizaciis mier adamianisa dabunebis sruli gaTiSulobis mauwyebe-lic. gava erTi saukune da misive Tvis-tomi dawers poemas, romliTac kideverTxel gacxaddeba, rom yvela sauku-nes Tavisi qadagi eZleva. rom am qadags,gansxvavebuls, daxelTils da saman-gadalaxul adamians, TiTqmis saloss,isev euwyeba momavali. da isev konfliq-ti. radgan, rogorc Cans, sazogadoe-ba, masa, xalxi yovelTvis eZebs daeltvis kalapots da ganudgeba Tavis-agan gansxvavebuls, arastandartuls,mas, visac aqvs unari ganWvritos mo-mavali da aiZulos adamianebi, ifiqronsakuTar Tu samyaros arsTa Secnoba-ze! Tumca isini yvela droSi ganwir-ulebi arian saimisod, erqvaT Cveu-lebrivi adamiani!
* * *Zveli Taobis sabavSvo mwerlebs ix-
senebdnen kolegebi. aRmovaCineT, rommaTi umravlesoba, iakob gogebaSvilis`TamadobiT~, mRvdlis Svilebi iyvnenda cqviti – ana xaxutaSvili (asevemRvdlis Svili) _ rom gaixsena erT-erTma, mohyva misi cxovrebis bolo pe-riodze. erTxel stumrad viyaviT mo-sanaxuleblado, avad iyo, iwvao daTavis ganuyreli xeljoxic iqave edosawolTano. vsaubrobdiTo, sustad iyoda miknavebuli xmiT gvelaparake-bodao. moulodnelad, uceb Zalumadwamoiwia, wamojda, miaSterda raRacasTavis pirdapir, mere wamoavlo xelijoxs da mouRera, Sen unda majobo, Seoxero, daikarge aqedano, da joxi mou-qnia mTeli ZaliTo. xmac iseTi xafiamouSva, gavkvirdiTo. mere miwvao ise-veo, da Cailaparaka: sikvdili iyoo...
_ Cven yvelani, me da Cemi megobre-bi, mamardaSvilis jgufSi viyaviT.vfiqrobdiT, rom, roca sabWoTa wyobadamTavrdeba, yvelaferi fantas-tikurad iqneba, yvela gaxdeba Tavisu-fali da gaakeTebs imas, rac unda. asefiqri Secdoma iyo. amas mivxvdi maSin,rodesac sabWoTa kavSiris daSlis Sem-deg movxvdi dasavleT germaniaSi. maThqondaT is Tavisufleba, rasac vna-trobdiT Cven. magram germanelebiZalian konservatiuli xalxia, axalsundoblobiT ekidebian. literatura-Si Tuki realizms aRwer _ es ar arisxelovneba, ar aris namdvili liter-atura. mweralma silamaze unda gamoi-gonos da es yovelTvis realizmissafuZvelze unda moxdes. me realistiara var. Tavidan mimiRes didi inter-esiT, damibeWdes raRacebi, `mucali~damibeWdes, magram ai, Semoviare mTe-li dasavleT germaniis yvela dawinau-rebuli gamomcemloba da arc erTma armokida xeli Cemi nawarmoebebis beWd-vas. ratom? amis mizezi iyo weris re-alisturi, gonieri maneridan gadaxve-va. 5 weliwadi vijeqi ugamomcemlod.
erTi Tvis win, 2014 wlis 14 dekembers, cnobil qarTvel-germanel mwerals givi margvelaSvils 87 weli Seusrulda.marTalia, batoni givi, bolo xans, saqarTveloSi cxovrobs, magram SemoqmedebiTi cxovrebis udidesi nawili germa-niaSi gaatara da iq ukeT icnoben, misi wignebis didi nawili germanul enazea dawerili da dabeWdili (das Leseleben,Fluchtästhetische Novelle, Kapitän Wakusch 1. In Deuxiland, Kapitän Wakusch 2. Sachsenhäuschen, Der verwunderte Mauerzeitungsleser, DerKantakt, Vom Tod eines alten Lesers, Zuschauerräume...). saqarTveloSi misi Semoqmedebis TayvanismcemelTa wre SedarebiTmcirea, ris mizezadac, nawilobriv, SeiZleba, miviCnioT Targmanis simwire (qarTulad Targmnilia `kapitani vaku-Sis~ erTi wigni, ̀ mucali~, leqsebis krebuli ̀ me wignis gmiri var~, piesebi ̀ mowmeni sareSi~ da filosofiur naSrom-Ta krebuli ̀ finalobis problema nikolai hartmanisa da martin haidegeris ontologiebSi~). Zalze guldasawyvetifaqtia, rom misi vrceli avtobiografiuli romanis `kapitani vakuSis~ 7 wignidan mxolod erTia Targmnili qarTu-lad, arada, es qarTveli emigrantis TvaliT danaxuli da uaRresad sainteresod aRwerili XX saukunea: 20-30-ianiwlebis germania, zaqsenhauzenis sakoncentracio banaki, Semdeg sabWoTa kavSiri... dazustebiT imasac ver vityviT,ra aris amis Semdeg, radgan germanul enazec ki romanis mxolod 3 tomia gamocemuli...
batoni givi Zalze sasiamovno maspinZeli da kargi mosaubrea, saubrisas xSirad gekiTxeba azrs da yuradRebiTgismens. aseT dros STabeWdileba grCeba, rom mwerluri TvaliT SenSi raRacis amocnobas an danaxvas lamobs. esuTuod is ̀ adamianTmcodneobis~ Tvalia, romelic mxolod namdvil mwerlebs aqvT. vsaubrobT yvelaferze: dRevan-delobaze, saqarTvelosa Tu msoflios problemebze, kulturaze, ganaTlebaze; Tumca, ZiriTadad, mainc liter-aturaze...
vifiqre, rom yvelaferi damTavrda,aqac, germaniaSi, evropaSic verafersmiviReb _ yvelgan erTnairad, real-isturadaa ganwyobili mkiTxvelic damweralic. mere sruliad moulod-nelad gamoCnda gamomcemloba Verbre-
cher Verlag, axalgazrda adamianebi, ise-Tive miswrafebebiTa da survilebiTsavse, rogoriTac me _ daebeWdaTraRac axali. swored maT gadawyvites`vakuSis~ dabeWdva da mivxvdi, romraRac axali iwyeboda Cems cxovreba-Si. prizebi manamdec mqonda miRebuli,ukve 4 prizi. Zalian sainteresoa, romSeiZleba prizebi gqondes, magram Seniwignebi ar iyidebodes. gamomcemeliyovelTvis dainteresebulia mogebiT,Tu ver yidis wigns, misTvis ar xar sain-tereso. Sesabamisad, mweralizaraldeba. dRes gamomcemloba Semo-brunda Cemken. ramdenime xnis windamireka Cemma gamomcemelma damiTxra: Tqven xarT Cemi centraluriavtori. es axalgazrdebi apireben,gaagrZelon Cemi Semoqmedebis beWdva.aseTia Cemi SromiTi gza iq. mqonda ise-Ti momentebic, rom Tavi sizmarSi meg-ona. xSirad mifiqria, nuTu am Cems Sro-mas veravin xedavs verc germaniaSi?
_ radgan maT gamoiCines iniciati-va, xom ar fiqrobT, rom adamianebidRes ukve dainteresdnen amgvariliteraturiT?
_ am gamomcemlobam miiRo didiprizi. maSin aravin icnobda maT, dReski ukve cnobili arian. rogorcmiTxres, maT didi gegmebi aqvT CemTandakavSirebiT. xval ra iqneba, aravinicis. SeiZleba, es gamocema isev iseTi
mokrZalebuli iyos, rogoric aqamdeiyo. kidev gavimeoreb, is dainterese-bulia SeniT maSin, roca didi warmate-ba mogaqvs misTvis. axla molodiniTvar savse... mTeli cxovreba molodin-Si var, rom rame iqneba, 87 welia, raRa-cas veli, magram, meore mxriv, xom Sei-Zleba, esec ar yofiliyo?!
_ roca gasuli saukunis 60-ianwlebSi `kapitani vakuSis~ wera daiw-yeT, sabWoTa kavSirSi mkacri cenzu-ra iyo. meorec, CvenTan amgvari tipisliteratura (postmodernistulsvgulisxmob) ar arsebobda. batonogivi, mkiTxvelisTvisac da litera-turis mkvlevrisTvisac Zalian sain-teresoa, icnobdiT imdroindelevropul literaturas Tu werisprocesma TavisTavad wagiyvanaTaqeT? marTalia, Tqven enobrivi bar-ieri ar gqondaT da dedanSi SegeZloTwakiTxva, magram ramdenad iyo Sesa-Zlebeli sabWoTa kavSiris drossaqarTveloSi aseTi literaturisgacnoba?
_ iciT, me mqonda Zalian kargi an-tena, ucxour arxebs viWerdi radioTida raRac gadacemebs vusmendi. amasgarda, CemTan dadiodnen turistebida mohqondaT wignebi. aris aseTipirovneba _ mzia baqraZe. is dadiodasafrangeTSi da iqidanac Camohqondaliteratura CemTvis. yvelafer amasvkiTxulobdi. aqedan gamomdinare,mivxvdi, rom raRac sxvanairi undagamekeTebina. amavdroulad, vmuSaob-di filosofiaSi da amanac bevri ramganapiroba. filosofia kargi niadagialiteraturuli SemoqmedebisaTvis.uceb davinaxe, rom raRac davwere daes momewona. mamardaSvili ambobda,Cven yvela TviTnaswavlebi varTo.CemTvis es sityvebi Zalian mniSvnelo-vania. Tu me rame vipove da gavige, yve-laferi Tavad vipove da gavige. rode-sac filosofiiT davinteresdi ucxoenaTa institutSi, maSin gavige haideg-eris arseboba. Zalian momewona, mosk-ovidan gamoviwere misi wigni da rom wa-vikiTxe, saocreba moxda _ TiTqos ax-ali samyaro gadaiSala Cem winaSe.swored am wignma damayena filosofi-is gzaze. ra Tqma unda, amanac daamata
Cems literaturas raRac, igi iqcasafuZvlad. es yvelaferi gamoviyene daam situaciaSi var dResac.
_ avtobiografiuli romanis Jan-ri gulisxmobs rogorc realuri, iseavtoris fantaziiT Seqmnili ambebisgadmocemas, ras ityviT am Tval-sazrisiT ̀ kapitan vakuSze~?
_ me da vakuSi ar varT absolutur-ad identurni. gadavwyvite da gavakeTease: cota unda iyos Cemi da umTavresi_ misi. vakuSi aris iseTi, rogoric iyoyvela axalgazrda maSin, emigrantzealaparaki. vakuSi unda yofiliyo gan-saxiereba normaluri emigranti axal-gazrdisa. imedia, gamomivida.
_ ras ityviT vakuSis or me-gobarze _ volfsa da georgze, maThyavT prototipebi?
_ ki, isini realuri pirovnebebiarian. volfi dRemde cxovrobs ger-maniaSi, georgi fotografi gaxda daSemdeg erT-erTi wamyvani, cnobiliarqiteqtori. isini Cemi megobrebiiyvnen bavSvobaSi.
_ gqondaT maTTan raime saxisurTierToba sabWoTa periodSi Tu esmaSin SeuZlebeli iyo? ra urTierTo-ba gaqvT axla?
_ axla iseTi urTierToba aRarmaqvs, georgi dRes marto cxovrobsTavis vilaSi, moxucia ukve. magramCamosuli iyo sabWoTa kavSirSi da,warmoidgineT, TviTon momZebna, Tbi-lisSi Camovida, sastumroSi ukiTxavsCemze, Tu icnobTo, da ase vnaxe wlebismere.
_ minda, gkiTxoT romanis mx-atvruli saxeebis Sesaxeb. kiTxvisasTvalSisacemia mecxvare amiranis sax-eli. gamiCnda azri, rom esaa miTiuriamiranis parodirebuli saxe...
_ es krebiTi saxea qarTveli emi-grantis. qarTveli tyveebi xSiradxvdebodnen xolme emigraciaSi da Sem-deg modiodnen CvenTan. me iq gavicaniisini. rac Seexeba miToss, vicodi, romqarTul miTosSi iyo aseTi saxe. me mgo-ni, gamomivida...
...Cemi Canawerebi xSirad iwyeba samiwertiliT, gaurkveveli sawyisiT, rom-lis axsnac mkiTxvels Tavad uwevsxolme. Tumca, amjerad wertilebs sax-elebs davarqmev da Sevecdebi, gagiad-viloT maTi arsis amocnoba. ...eseniagama, era da ra _ sami substancia,romelsac yovelTvis Tan sdevs samiarseba, sami bibliuri personaJi: adami,eva da gveli.
dobisac iseve hqonda Tavisi zRa-pruli samyaro, patara mindorSi gaS-enebuli qalaqi, rogorc yvela bavSvs.erTi Cveulebrivi yurebpartyuna biWiiyo, odnav daxrili, daRvremiliTvalebiT, romelmac ararsebul min-dorze TavisTvis xis qoxebi aaSena danacnobi saTamaSoebi Seasaxla. yovel-dRe maTTvis sakvebi da wyali mihqon-da. axalgamogonil TamaSebs aTamaSeb-da da dRis bolos, dedamiwaze dab-runebuls, ukve gvarianad daRlils,mSvidad eZineboda. dobisTvisac arse-bobda sami substancia da maTgan oriiyo yvelgan, iyo dedamiwazec _ saxl-Si, iyo Tavis gaSenebul qalaqSic, iyobaRSic, parkSic, ezoSic... erTxel pa-tara biWma gadawyvita, erT-erT maT-gans gamolaparakeboda da, qoxebiskenmimavali, bilikze SeCerda. gama dato-til xeze ijda. is ar hgavda adamians,is arafers hgavda iseTs, rasac dedami-waze SevxvdrilvarT: arc raime cxove-li iyo, arc raime mcenare. iyo ufor-mo, rogorc axalfexadgmuli bavSvisnaxati; da iyo Zalian feradi _ ravariacias ar SexvdebodiT mis ab-straqtul sxeulze. im dRes, rocadobi gamoelaparaka, gamas xelSi fun-ji da palitra eWira da foTlebs Re-bavda.
patara: me var samyaros arsidan erT-erTi da viqnebi yovelTvis, sadac arunda waxvide. magram gava dro da Senc,albaT, sxva adamianebiviT gagiWirde-ba Cemi danaxva.
_ gaizrdebi da mixvdebi._ ara, minda, axla gavigo: ratom
xar? ras akeTeb yvelgan? da ratom Sei-Zleba, veRar gnaxo?
_ Sen jer patara biWi xar, sufTasuliT, da xedav yvelafers. adamiane-bi zrdasTan erTad igeben bevr raRa-cas. es raRacebi xSirad binZuria. ai,iseve, rogorc Seni maisuri ezoSi Tama-Sis mere, da es sibinZure palitrazemuq laqebad Cndeba. palitra, romel-ic xelSi miWiravs da SenTvis jer fe-radia, didi adamianebisTvis muqdeba,Savdeba, yavisfrdeba, mec mecvlebaferi da maTTvis umniSvnelo vxdebi.did adamianebs uamravi saqme aqvT, arscaliaT ferebisTvis... maTTan xSiradmidian adami, eva da gveli... me uin-tereso vxdebi. isini ar cdiloben,daminaxon. amitom vqrebi wlebis mate-basTan erTad. rCeba palitra ramden-ime feriT da am ferebSi nawildeba siy-varulic, siZulvilic, sikeTec daborotebac... adamianebi nel-nela siy-varulis niWsac kargaven da amgrZnobasac yvelasTvis erTi feriaqvs... isic didi adamianebis pali-trazea.
_ veraferi gavige..._ me xom giTxari, jer Zalian pat-
ara xar da ver gaigeb-meTqi, _ gaiRimagamam, _ ubralod, ecade, arasdrosdamiviwyo da yovelTvis momZebne;yovelTvis ecade, dainaxo es palitra,rom, rac SeiZleba, didxans iyo bavSvi!
_ da adami, eva da gveli vin arian?_ amisTvisac patara xar, Cemo biWo!
gaizrdebi da aucileblad mogiwevsmaTTan Sexvedra. mere gamixseneb...
_ ramden rames gavigeb, romgavizrdebi! netav, male gavxde didi!..
_ ar var patara, me ukve bevriraRac vici: ukve kiTxvac viswavle daamasac mivxvdebi, oRond amixseni, raaris landi? an vneba?
_ dagagviandeba, dobi, Seni mego-brebi gelodebian da, Tu ar iCqare, Se-mogaRamdeba! sxva dros gavagrZeloTlaparaki, unda movaswro SeRebva,Torem dadga gazafxuli da foTlebijer isev uferulia.
damSvidobebac ki daaviwyda dobis,ise gaagrZela gza. erTi da igive si-tyvebi utrialebda TavSi _ landi,
Si, rogorc Tavad dobi. fiqrebi arSordeboda Cvens patara biWs. amitomgadawyvita, usxeulo, ucnauri arsebagamasaviT gaecno da gaego, ra esaqme-boda yvelgan, sadac ar unda wasuliyo.
_ gamarjoba, Tqven adami, eva dagveli xarT?
ucnaur arsebas ar upasuxia _ ze-moT aewia saxe da Tvalebganabuli,TvaldaxuWuli, qandakebasaviTgaqvavebuliyo. xelSi „joxi~ eWira,isic zemoT aziduli.
_ vin brZandebiT? adami, eva da gve-li Tqven xarT? me dobi mqvia.
_ ara, dobi! _ gaecina, _ me eravar.
_ vax! anu jer isev patara var! _
yvelaferi iqneba lamazi, magram iq arviqnebi me, iq ar iqneba es JReradoba.did adamianebs ar esmiT is, rac axlaSen gesmis. ecade, ar daiviwyo es xmebi!
_ mainc ver gavige, ratom aRar es-miT xolme? da ekal-bardebi ra aris?suls agiforiaqebs ras niSnavs? ra arissuli?
_ mTavaria, Sen yvelaferi daimax-sovro, rasac geubnebi, da nel-nelayvelafris mniSvnelobas mixvdebi. imi-tom aRar esmiT, rom ar scaliaT. TanmaTTan adami, eva da gveli midian,sruliad SiSvlebi, xelSi vaSliuWiravT da cdiloben, misi gemo gaas-injon. adamianebic ver amboben vneba-ze uars da sustdebian. rom hgoniaT,vmsubuqdebiT da afrena SegviZliao,zustad maSin ufro da ufro myaraddgebian miwaze; kargaven xedvis da sme-nis farTo areals. ekargebaT gama. maT-Tvis ikveTeba ucxo sxeulebi davikargebi mec. maTTvis iseTive usulovxdebi, rogorc udiriJoroorkestri.
_ isev es vneba, ra aris, netav?! andiriJori ra aris?! orkestri ki gami-gia...
_ ra sulia, Cemo biWo!_ suli raRaa? sul imeoreb, suli,
sulio. da vin aris suli?_ suli yvelas aqvs da is yvelafer-
Sia. suli ar Cans. is SenSic aris, Cem-Sic, gamaSic. is xeebSic aris, foTleb-Sic, yvavilebSic, peplebSic, futkreb-Sic. is zRvaSicaa... suli aris yvelanotSi, yvela bgeraSi, yvela instru-mentsa da, Sesabamisad, yvela kompozi-ciaSi. gagebaa Zneli im yvelafris,razec Sen kiTxvebi giCndeba. ar vici,rogor agixsna ise, rom zustad gaigo,risi Tqma minda. me jer arasdros mi-laparakia Sennair patara biWTan. axlagelaparakebi, rogorc mozrdil,gamocdil adamians. SeiZleba, bevriraRac gaugebari iyos, magram, kideverTxel gTxov, damimaxsovro, bevriwlis Semdeg gaixseno es Sexvedra dadafiqrde... suli aris xasiaTi, is arisgrZnoba, suli ganapirobebs qmedebas,azrs. suls hqvia adamiani da ara sx-euls. rasac Cven vxedavT erTmaneTisdanaxvisas, iqneba es tani, xelebi, fex-ebi, Tavi Tu saxe, es yvelaferi sulisnavsayudelia, anu sulis saxlia.rogorc adamianebi cxovroben saxleb-Si, iseve cxovrobs suli sxeulSi.notebi cxovroben instrumentebSi damaTi gacocxleba maTi axmianebaa. su-lic asevea, is sxeulSi cxovrobs daCveni qmedebebiT, Cveni saqcieliT va-JRerebT maT. adami, eva da gveli,romelTac ase elodebi da ase gain-teresebs, cdiloben, simebi _ ai, in-strumentebs rom gaWimuli Zafebi aqvs_ is simebi mouSvan, aRar iyos ise daW-imuli, raTa xma gaxdes arasasiamovno.suli zrdasTan erTad icvleba, Sen kiecade, didxans darCes is iseTi,rogoric axla gaqvs!
dobi Cafiqrebuli saxiT usmenda dacdilobda, rame gaego. „nuTu did ad-amianebs, es yvelaferi esmiT?! mgoni,Znelia didoba... mainc ver gavige, raaris suli? an ra aris kompozicia?qmedeba?~ aRar undoda zedmeti kiTx-vebis dasma, mainc gaugebrad lapara-kobda era, musika varo, eubneboda.rogor SeiZleba, musikas vxedavdeT,musika xom gvesmis?! gava dro da veR-ar daminaxavo. gamac imaves eubneboda.ratom veRar unda daenaxa da veRargaego, Tuki arc dabrmavdeboda daarc dayruvdeboda?! kiTxvebi modio-
era da ra
mariam janeliZe
gama,
vneba, adami, eva... ra ucnauri vinme iyoes gama, an ra saxeli hqonda. ̀ kidev romvnaxav, unda vkiTxo, vin daarqva? netav,deda Tu hyavs an mama?~ _ fiqrobdadobi.
gama feri iyo. is itevda yvelafers.biWis suli ki, jer kidev ucodveli,vaSluWmeli, xedavda mas suliTxor-camde. saxeli adamianebma usaxsovres,is iyo ferTa gama, romlis danaxvacdid adamianebs yovelTvis ezarebo-daT...
drois svlasTan erTad CvenimoTxrobis mTavar personaJs ufroxSirad xvdeboda TvalSi era. mas grZe-li kaba ecva, gaurkveveli feris,TiTqos, TeTri, romelic usasrulo-baSi ikargeboda _ ver mixvdebodi si-grZesa da formas; lands hgavda,romelic nel-nela mkveTrdeboda,rogorc adami, eva da gveli, gamas moy-oliT. erTi piroba, dobim isic ifiqra:„amaze xom ar melaparakeboda gama?~magram era erTi iyo da isini _ samni,Tan jer arc imdenad gazrdiliyo.iqneb, adre moakiTxes? iqneb, male gax-da didi? gama ise gaurkvevlad ela-parakeboda, ar iyo gamoricxuli, eramarTla yofiliyo adami, eva da gveli.SeiZleba, sami saxeli hqonda _ erTiTavisi, meore _ moferebiT Serqmeu-li da mesame... mmm... mesames, SeiZleba,ezoSi eZaxdnen megobrebi da isic iseveCumad ipareboda xolme dobis samyaro-
gaifiqra dobim._ me xma var, me musika var, Cemo
biWo!_ vin xar? xma mesmis, musikac mesmis
da, rogor SeiZleba, vxedavde?! raRa-cas matyuebT!
_ me samyaros xma var, musika var,yvelaferi var, rac SeiZleba, gaigo,moismino!.. Sen, SeiZleba, Zalian pataraxar amisTvis, magram mainc ecade, gami-go: ifiqre Cemze, ifiqre im xmebze,romelic gesmis da ecade, ar dakargoisini! ecade, yovelTvis mxedavde dagesmode! ecade, ar daemsgavso did ad-amianebs! adami, eva da gveli movlen.nu aCqareb dros. isini movlen da Sen-Tan darCenas Seecdebian. magram, gaxs-ovdes, samyaroSi marto didi adamiane-bi ar arian! iq Cvenc varT _ iq mec var,gamac, iq aris keTili ra!
_ veraferi gavige. Tqvenc imavesmeubnebiT?! ratom ver unda daginax-oT? xmebi kidev yvelas esmis, did ad-amianebsac esmiT, da me xom ar davyru-vdebi?!
_ ara, Cemo patara biWo, ar dayru-vdebi. magram, SeiZleba, veRar gaigo isxmebi, romlebic axla gesmis. me Sendidi adamianiviT gelaparakebi, rad-gan minda, rom bevri ifiqro amaze daarasdros dagaviwydes, rasac geubne-bi _ minda, didxans iyo bavSvi! cxovre-ba rTuli gzaa, sul ekal-bardebiTdafaruli, ar gaZlevs saSualebas,daminaxo da momismino. imden gam-ayruebel bgeras mogasmeninebs, iseTxmebs CagZaxebs, iseT instrumentebzedagakvrevinebs, iseT koncertebze ga-tarebs, Tan sul gadavsebul darbazeb-Si, suls agiforiaqebs, yelSi didburTs mogabjens da getyvis: lamaziacxovreba, es aris misi xma da datkbi,icxovre da gaivse emociebisgano!getyvis, giyvardes da gjerodeso! es
_ aucileblad, angelina! _ xelidauqnia elisabed-lim da quCas dauy-va.
ra Tqma unda, pirvelsave wams misiTefSi ar gayidula, arc meore wams da,saerTod, arc erT da or saaTSi, magramdRis bolos, viRac wiTelSarfianmaqalma TefSi iyida da Tan daayola, ase-Ti sasacilo moxuci angelozebiTmoxatuli servizi rom mqondes, uarsar vityodio.
_ Tu gnebavT, mogixatavT, _ gaube-davad Cailaparaka elisabed-lim.
_ ki magram... _ Sewuxda elisabed-li da ukan mdgar axalgazrda mamakacsise gadaxeda, TiTqos moubodiSa amucnauri situaciis gamo, _ Tu ar unda,ratom unda wamovides? Tqven xom ga-moagdeT da...
_ rao? gamovagde? me gamovagde?!es usaqmuri Tavad wamovida! ase icisxolme, daadebs Tavs, gaipareba da meveZeb da veZeb. ise ki, namdvilad undagamomegdo, iseTi zarmacia, magram arminda, mere Cemze iWoraon, gaagdoo,rac unda iyos, umcrosi daa... _ daqo-qili saTamaSo TagviviT veRar gaCer-da ufrosi da.
_ Tu mainc ver vxedavT, rogor Sei-Zleba, Seicvalos? iseTi darCeso,rogoric axla ariso, da, ra vici,rogoria axla? rogor unda gaxdes sx-vanairi, Tu ar Cans? mgoni, es suliTqven moigoneT da, gindaT, momatyuoT.
_ ara, dobi! ubralod, ZalianrTul SekiTxvebs misvam da miWirs pa-suxis gacema. Sevecdebi, agixsna da,rasac getyvi, kidev erTxel gTxov, ardaiviwyo! didi adamiani rom gaxdebi,mere mixvdebi yvelafers, razec axlavlaparakobT. adamianebi ibadebianCvilebi da nel-nela izrdebian. ukvedidebs uCndebaT naoWebi da berdebi-an. asevea sulic _ Tavidan is patarabavSviviT miamiturad sufTaa, magramadamianebis gadadgmuli nabijebi masacuCens naoWebs. isic iseve maxinjdeba,rogorc CaRrmavebuli xazebi saxis na-kvTebze. Tu Tqven janmrTeli cxovre-bis wesiT icxovrebT da sxeulsgaufrTxildebiT, gvian daberdebiT!icode, sulic gvian daWkneba, Tuki ad-amianebi masze izruneben!
bevrs ecada, magram mainc veraferigaigo dobim _ albaT, marTla pataraiyo da, rom gaizrdeboda, gaigebda.didma adamianebma xom yvelaferi ician,rac unda ikiTxo. isic gaxdeba didi daisic yvelafers mixvdeba. ise wamovida,eras arc ki damSvidobebia, daaviwydafiqrebSi wasuls... Tavdaxrili gauyvapatara biWi biliks qoxebisken. gzaSi kiuazrod iTvlida nabijebs ocamde damere isev Tavidan iwyebda: erTi, ori,sami...