The Great Gospel of John Book 20 (Jakob Lorber)

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waida taby mln`st wmgt t` curry us ugkbr f`lk, silvbr, prbdiùsst`gbs mgk pbmrls' G` nmttbr wamt f``k rbms`g wb fivb tabn ms t`way wb dmgg`t mgk nmy g` n`rb k` tais rbnmigs hruitlbss, mgk h`rtab smjb `h ùr pbmdb mgk smhbty wb mrb g`w h`rdbk t` mddbpt tabkbmk dailkrbg, mgk mhtbr ; n`gtas tabrb mrb g`w mlrbmky mt lbmstmcùt 255 `h tabn'Z8^ Dbrtmigly sbvbrml ybmrs mrb gbbkbk t` crigf ta`sb dailkrbg `h kihhbrbgt mfb cmdj t` lihb mfmig cy nbmgs `h ùr `lk nbta`k, mgkdbrtmigly wabg still = mgk `htbg 3 t` 4 mrb mkkbk' It is trub tamt wb


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nmgy n`tabrs mgk hbbkbrs mgk lbt tabn f` wailb wb fmvb tabn h dùrsb m rbms`g h`r tais gbw nbta`k `h ùrs, waida taby dùlkugkbrstmgk'Z1^ [ais is k`gb, bvbg ig m f``k wmy, cut wabrb k` wb amvb t` higk`tabr dailkrbg ig m sa`rt tinb, mgk a`w dmg wb cy tamt stillpbrsbvbrb ig Yùr tbmdaigf h waida truta wb mrb pbrnbmtbk0 L`rk,hr`n tais Yù dmg sbb, mgk mls` mll Yùr kisdiplbs, ig wamt jigk h frbmt bncmrrmssnbgt wb mrb ig g`w' A`w nust wb, a`w dmg wbbsdmpb tab kmgfbrs tamt mrb tarbmtbgigf us hr`n mll sikbs0Z9^ L`rk mgk Nmstbr, ih Yù will g`t ablp us ig m nirmdulùs wmy,wb mll will f` t` ruig ig m sa`rt tinb' Vb mls` amvb mc`lisabk mllhbmsts rbfmrkigf tab rbvivigf h pb`plb, mgk mls` mll tabr s`rdbribs,cut still, tab pb`plb mrb d`nigf t` us hr`n mll kirbdti`gs ig rkbr t`rbdbivb ùr dùgsbl mgk ablp' @gly m hbw mrb smtishibk witaigstrudti`g gly' N`st h tabn wmgt kbbks ms wb amvb k`gb cbh`rb,

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wmy wabg m pbrs`g wa` h`rnbrly sa`wbk `hh mgk nmkb ainsblh inp`rtmgt ig tab bybs `h tab pb`plb tarùfa mll jigks `h tridjs,w`rlkly dlbvbrgbss mgk kbdbit t` ctmig frbmt trbmsurbs hr`n tabnig m duggigf nmggbr ams sbizbk tab truta ig rkbr t` cbttbr ainsblh witaig' Cbdmusb ab k`bs g`t wmgt t` nislbmk mgk kbdbivb tabpb`plb mgyn`rb, cut ab k`bs g`t kmrb t` tbll tabn tab truta, s` tamttaby wùlk g`t cb mgfry mgk wùlk smy t` tabn? @ yù nisbrmclbkbdbivbr' Ih yù g`w mrb pr`hbssigf tab truta mgk dmg spbmj mgk mdtmdd`rkigfly, tabg way amvb yù g`t k`gb tais sigdb tab cbfiggigf0Vamt bvil kik wb bvbr k` t` yù tamt h`r ybmrs yù amvb cbamvbkcbh`rb us ms m vilb kbdbivbr0 G`w d`npbgsmtb h`r mll tab kbdbittamt yù amvb k`gb t` us, `tabrwisb yù will g`t bsdmpb ùr oustvbgfbmgdb'Z3^Ybs, hribgks, it is trub tamt tab iggbr d`gsdibgdb spbmjs tais vbrymgfry lmgfumfb d`gtiguùsly t` tab `gb wa` tarùfa tridjs mgk

kbdbit wmgts t` tmjb mkvmgtmfb `h drbkulùs nmgjigk, mgk k`bs itmls` cy nbmgs `h ais duggigf w`rlkly igtbllbdt' Cut suda m pbrs`gwill higmlly mgbstabtizb ais d`gsdibgdb, waida is tab iggbr spirit h lihb mgk truta witaig nmg, mgk kbdbivbs n`rb mgk n`rb tab pb`plbwa` amvb cbbg nmkb cligk'Z4^Cut wamt will amppbg gbxt wabg tab kmy `h tab hull trutah`r mll nbg will kmwg0 Vabrbt` will taby hlbb hr`n ta`sb wa`

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saùt mgk smy? Nùgtmigs, hmll `g us, s` tamt tab lifat `h truta `h tab frbmt kmy wùlk g`t ugd`vbr us mgk wb saùlk cb rbvbmlbkcbh`rb tab bybs `h ta`sb wa` wb amvb kbdbivbk mgk t` wa`n wblibk ig tab n`st vilb wmy'Z;^ A`wbvbr, I smy tais t` yù wa` g`w h`r tab smjb `h tab purbtruta amvb kistmgdbk yùrsblh hr`n tab frbmt kbdbits, cbdmusb abrb ml`t dmg still cb nmkb up h`r cy tab rifat w`rjs `h l`vb, cut ig tab`tabr w`rlk, wabrb bvbrytaigf will cb rbvbmlbk, bvbg tab n`stsbdrbt taùfat `h tab sùl, it will g`t k`, mgk tab kbdbivbr mgk limrwill amvb t` f` tarùfa tab n`st cittbr aunilimti`gs mgk will cbl`mkbk wita n`rb tamg frbmt kbstr`yigf samnb ig tab bybs h mll tab

rifatbùs gbs'Z2^Bvbg h`r Nb it is g`w kihhidult t` fivb yù m f``k mkvidb mgkfivb yù mls` rbml ablp, h`r I, wa` mn tab livigf truta Nysblh dmgstill g`t oustihy yùr d`gkudt `h tab pmst mgk lbt tab pb`plb ig tabkblusi`g ig waida yù put tabn' Tpbmj g`w tab truta t` mll wa`d`nb t` yù, tbmda tabn ig tab rifat wmy mgk tbll tabn tamt I amvbigstrudtbk tais t` yù, mgk tbll tabn mls` tab trub rbms`g way yùg`w taigj, will mgk mdt kihhbrbgtly tamg cbh`rb wabg yù wbrb stillhmr mwmy hr`n tab truta' [bll tabn mls` tamt it wms g`t yùr bvilwill, cut gly m dbrtmig d`npmssi`g h`r suhhbrigf nmgjigk wa` mrbwitaùt lifat tamt nmkb yù kbdikb t` crigf `cobdts, sjills mgkk`dtrigbs t` lihb cy nbmgs h yùr jg`wlbkfb mgk mdquirbk mcilitibsig waida m l`t h pb`plb hùgk d`nh`rt' Cut cbdmusb yù g`w witaNy ablp amvb pbgbtrmtbk t` tab purb truta, yù k` g`t wmgt t`witaa`lk tab purb mgk livigf truta hr`n ta`sb wa` mlwmys amvb put

tabir trust ig yù, waida will cb btbrgmlly n`rb cbgbhidiml tamgbvbrytaigf wamt yù amvb h`rnbrly k`gb h`r tabn'Z8^Vabg yù mll will pr`dlmin tab truta t` tab pb`plb ig tais wmy,taby will g`t lbmvb yù ig mgfbr, cut taby will listbg t` yù mgk willlmtbr livb ms trub hribgks `h tab truta' Cbdmusb tamt waida yù kikg`t p`ssbss cbh`rb, yù mls` dùlk g`t fivb t` mgy`gb, wamt bvbrypbrs`g wa` is fihtbk wita m dbrtmig igsifat will ugkbrstmgk, mgk taiswill mls` g`t nmjb ain mgfry'Z6^G`w a`lk g `gly t` tab truta, h`r gly tamt dmg mgk will nmjb


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yù hrbb mgk will hr`n g`w g fivb yù mll pr`tbdti`g mgk mll ablp'Cut cbigf ig tab truta `g tab `gb amgk, mgk `g tab `tabr amgk stillwmgtigf t` bmrg `gbs kmily crbmk wita tab lib, is quitb msigd`npmticlb wita bmda `tabr ms kmy mgk gifat `r lihb mgk kbmta'Kik yù wbll ugkbrstmgk Nb0Z1^[ab 4 Bssbgbs smik? L`rk mgk Nmstbr, wb surbly kikugkbrstmgk Yù mgk wb mls` dmg sbb tamt Yù mrb d`nplbtbly rifatig bvbry rbspbdt, cut wamt saùlk wb k` wita ta`sb 255 kbmkdailkrbg0 Nust wb curry tabn `r fivb tabn wita `gb `r tab `tabrprbtbxt cmdj t` tab pmrbgts `r nbncbrs `h tab hmnily `h wa`nn`st h tabn mrb still wmitigf ig tab villmfb, cbdmusb tais pprbssbs

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cut sigdb yù g`w sbriùsly wmgt t` bgk mll yùr `lk kbdbpti`gsmgk wmgt t` wmlj ig huturb tab wmys h tab hull truta hr`n F`k waàms g`w d`nb ig Nb ig tais w`rlk, I wmgt t` k` s`nbtaigf h`r yùNysblh' Ig m hbw kmys I will d`nb t` yù mgk tabg it will cb dlbmrmcùt mll tab taigfs tamt dmg cb k`gb' Cut g`w yù dmg f` mgkmggùgdb it t` yùr cr`tabrs, tabg taby will jg`w a`w t` mrrmgfbmll tab rbst mdd`rkigf t` tab truta'Z=5^Vita tabsb w`rks `h Nigb, tab 4 wbrb d`nplbtbly smtishibk,tamgjbk Nb h`r tab lbss`g, h`r tab f``k mkvidb mgk h`r tab pr`nisb


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dlbmr, cbdmusb tab gifatly st`rn amk ta`rùfaly purihibktab mtn`spabrid mir'Z3^[ab aifabst t`ps h vbry hmr mlps mgk nùgtmigs dùlk tabrbh`rbmls` cb wbll kistigfuisabk, waida `tabrwisb is g`t p`ssiclb wabgtab mir is n`rb smturmtbk wita vmp`rs' Mgk s`, tais n`rgigf hr`nùr aill wb dùlk frbmtly bgo`y mg bxdbpti`gml cbmutihul vibw'@gly abrb mgk tabrb, wabrb tab frbmtbr hirbs waida dmnb hr`ntab gifatly st`rn wbrb still g`t bxtigfuisabk, tab mir wms nmkbugdlbmr cy tab sn`jb, waida wms a`wbvbr g`t kbtrinbgtml t` tabcbmutihul vibw' Z4^G`w, wabg wb wbrb quibtly l``jigf hr`n ùr aill mt tabbgvir`gnbgt, ùr dmptmig smw tamt `g tab cr`mk nmig r`mk, waidalbk hr`n Cbtamgy t` Obrusmlbn, m cif frùp h pb`plb wbrb pmssigfcy wita mll jigks h pmdj mginmls, lijb k`gjbys, pmdj a`rsbs, xbgmgk dmnbls' Ab msjbk Lmzmrus wamt tais d`gv`y wms mll mcùt mgk

waida kirbdti`g it wùlk tmjb'Z;^ Lmzmrus, wa` wms surprisbk ainsblh cy tab frbmt guncbr `h pb`plb wa` krmffbk ml`gf, smik? Ny kbmr hribgk, bvbg I k` g`tjg`w tais, cbdmusb suda m cif dmrmvmg mrùgk tais tinb is ugusuml'Mls`, tab d`gv`y is still t`` hmr t` kbtbrnigb ih taby mrb Obws,Frbbjs, Ubrsimgs `r Bfyptimgs' Cut I wùlk g`t higk it plbmsmgtwabg taby wùlk rbst abrb ig Cbtamgy mgk taby pbramps wùlk

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tamt `gb saùlk l`vb F`k mc`vb mll mgk ais gbifac`r ms ainsblh0K` yù taigj tamt yù mrb livigf mgk mdtigf mdd`rkigf t` tab lmw,tab wmy yù mrb kìgf g`w0 Ttmgk up c`ta `h yù hr`n tais plmdb,yù ayp`dritbs mgk kbdbivbrs, `tabrwisb bvil will d`nb `vbr yù'Z=3^@gly ain wa` is rbmlly p``r mgk wa` mls` dmgg`t w`rj mgyn`rb cbdmusb `h ais aifa mfb `r cbdmusb `h pmrmlysis `h aislincs r ais spirit ams rbdbivbk tab rifat hr`n F`k t` nmjb dlmins`g tab nbrdy `h ais ridabr hbll`wnbg' Mgk wa`bvbr fivbs ains`nbtaigf, F`k will mls` rbwmrk ain, mgk h`r tab gb wa` rbdbivbsit Ab will clbss tab k`gmti`g mgk fivb ain mls` tab rbwmrk h`r aispmtibgdb wita waida ab amk bgkurbk ais rbml p`vbrty' A`wbvbr,

wabg F`k will mls` rbwmrk tab nbrdihulgbss h tab gb wa` ig aisifg`rmgdb ams fivbg yù mlns cbdmusb ab taùfat tamt yù wbrbrbml p``r nbg, Ab will damstisb yù mll tab n`rb ms kbdbivbrs mgkayp`dritbs, abrb mgk ig tab cby`gk'Z=4Ît is mls` writtbg? Va`bvbr is f``k h abmrt mgk fivbs rbwmrkt` m pr`pabt `r m tbmdabr mgk crigfs ain mg `hhbrigf, will lmtbr `gmls` rbdbivb tab rbwmrk `h m pr`pabt' Mrb yù pbramps pr`pabts,bglifatbgbk cy F`ks Tpirit t` lifatbg ms m lifat hr`n tab Abmvbgstab pb`plb g Bmrta wa` wmlj ig tab gifat h tabir sigs0 @, tamt y uamvb gbvbr cbbg, mltaùfa yù, ig rkbr t` dmtda n`rb mlns h tabdrbkulùs pb`plb yù amvb mlrbmky sbvbrml tinbs mdtbk ms suda,witaùt cblibvigf ig F`k cbdmusb yù c`ta amvb mlrbmky h`r m l`gftinb tab cblibh h tab cligk Tmkkudbbs' Cut h`r tais rbms`g yù mrbmll tab n`rb pugisamclb cbdmusb yù mrb tmjigf mwmy hr`n tab rbmlp``r pb`plb `h tais rbfi`g wamt is tabir kub' T` stmgk up quidjly

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pr`nisb tamt I g`t `gly will gbvbr cbf mgyn`rb, cut I willrbnbncbr mll tab p``r pb`plb ig tais rbfi`g wita ny wbmlta mgkwill igkbngihy tabn tbgh`lk wamtbvbr l`ss taby suhhbrbk cbdmusb`h nb' Cut ih Yù mrb m pr`pabt mgk taus m hribgk `h F`k, plbmsbmsj tabg mls` h`r nb tamt Ab wùlk h`rfivb ny sigs'Z=8Î smik? F` mgk mdt mdd`rkigf t` tab pr`nisb tamt yù amvbnmkb, tabg yùr sigs will cb h`rfivbg'Z=6^G`w tab sbd`gk `gb smik?Dmg I mls` bxpbdt h`rfivbgbss `h ny sigs ih I k` wamt ny gbifac`r wmgts t` k`0 Z=1Î smik? Yù saùlk nmjb m nuda frbmtbr smdrihidb ih yù wmgtt` rbdbivb h`rfivbgbss h yùr abmvy mgk nmgy sigs, h`r tab wbmlta

tamt yùr gbifac`r p`ssbssbs wms igabritbk ig mg a`gbst wmy, cutyù amvb frmccbk yùr wbmlta lijb m strbbt r`ccbr cy bxt`rtigf p` rwik`ws mgk `rpamgs ig tab n`st kisfrmdbhul nmggbr' [abrbh`rb,tmjb dmrb t` igkbngihy mgk pmy `hh tamt kbct ig tab bybs `h F`kmgk nbg, tabrwisb yù will g`t rbdbivb h`rfivbgbss h yùr sigs'Z=9^Vabg tab sbd`gk `gb abmrk Ny vbrkidt, ab cbdmnb rbmllybncmrrmssbk mgk smik higmlly?[abg tabrb will cb g` tabr wmy h`rnb tamg t` cbd`nb m rbml cbffmr nysblh'Z35Î smik? [amt will g`t cb gbdbssmry ms l`gf ms yù amvbsuhhidibgt strbgfta t` w`rj' F` mgk w`rj, tabg yù will amvb yùrkmily crbmk'Z3=^G`w tab hirst mgk cbttbr `gb smik?Lbt us f` g`w mgk k`h`ll`w yù mls` tab mkvidb h tais trub pr`pabt, mgk wabg yù amvbk`gb bvbrytaigf, I will tmjb yù up mgk fivb yù w`rj'Z33^Mgk I smik? Vamt ab will higk wita yù, mhtbr ab nmkb up

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Ny visit'Z32^Mgk I smik t` ain? Ybs, `vbr yùr aùsb ams g`w rbmlly d`nbm frbmt fmig' Cut it wms g`t gbdbssmry t` slmufatbr m dmlh ig rkbr t`prbpmrb h`r Nb mgk Ny kisdiplbs m nikkmy nbml, h`r I `gly l``j mtm g`clb abmrt mgk t` m d`nplbtbly f``k will' Vabrbvbr I dmg higktamt, ms wita yù, g` slmufatbrbk mgk hribk dmlh mrb gbbkbk mgk stilllbss vmriùs tabr wbll.prbpmrbk h``k' A`wbvbr, yù amvb k`gb itwita o`y, cbdmusb yù jgbw tamt I wùlk cb yùr fubst taismhtbrg``g, mgk tamt is way I mddbpt yùr fiht wita o`y' A`wbvbr, wbwill g`t stmy ig yùr aùsb h`r m l`gf tinb sigdb wb still amvb ml`gf wmy cbh`rb us'

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kisdiplbs bxplmigbk it t` ain, mhtbr waida wb tabg wbgt igt` tabaùsb mgk d`gsunbk tab wbll.prbpmrbk nbml' [ab wigb nmkb tabiggjbbpbr mgk ais hmnily vbry dabbrhul mgk bl`qubgt, cy waida abtabg mls` bxprbssbk ais wmrn tamgjs h`r tab dlbmgsigf h tab r`mk'Vb stmybk abrb mlt`fbtabr `gb mgk m amlh aùr, igstrudtbk tabpb`plb h tab iggjbbpbr mcùt nmgy taigfs mgk d`gtigubk ur wmy'

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dmsb `h gbbk wùlk mlwmys mgswbr ùr prmybrs tamg tamt wb,cbdmusb F`k k`bs g`t listbg t` us, amvb t` sbbj h`r ablp wita wbmj nbg wa` dmg `gly ablp us rmrbly' Cut wamt blsb dmg mgk nust wbk` ih wb dmg sbb mll t`` dlbmrly tamt ùr prmyigf mgk cbffigf k`bsg`t fivb us mgy ablp h`r ùr frbmt kistrbss0Z;^ I smik? @, wita tabsb nbmgigflbss bxdusbs `h yùrs yù willmdaibvb g`taigf wita Nb' Yù mrb lmdjigf gbmrly d`nplbtbly hmitamgk m rbml livigf trust ig F`k, mgk tabrbh`rb F`k k`bs g`t mgswbryùr prmybrs mgk k`bs g`t pmy mttbgti`g t` yùr smdrihidbs' Vaymdtumlly k` yù g`t prmy yùrsblh wita hull hmita mgk trust0Cbdmusb tais sbbns t`` ugbmsy h`r yù' [amt is way yù amvb ig

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waida ams d`nb vbr yù h`r f``k rbms`gs, wita pmtibgdb mgk trubkbkidmti`g t` tab f`kly will, ms yù dmg lbmrg hr`n tab pmtibgdb h O`c, tabg F`k will ablp yù ut h bvbry kistrbss, ms hmr ms tais willcb f``k h`r tab smlvmti`g `h yùr sùls'Z6^Mltaùfa yù amvb cbffbk Nb g`w yùrsblvbs t` kblivbr yùhr`n yùr kistrbss, cbdmusb yù taigj tamt I mn m pr`pabt t` wa`nF`k ams fivbg m frbmt p`wbr, mgk l``j, I dmg mgk will abmr mgkablp yù ms lbss ms F`k Ainsblh, h`r I mgk F`k wa`n yù k` g`tjg`w, h`r waida rbms`g yù mls` k` g`t cblibvb ig Ain mrb `gbig spirit, gb ig will mgk gb ig nigk' Vamt yù dmg gbvbr mdaibvbwita yùr nmggbr `h prmyigf mgk cbffigf t` F`k, tamt yù will

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wita abr plbmkigfs, ab taùfat cy ainsblh? Bvbg taùfa I amvb g`hbmr h`r F`k mgk mn mls` g`t mhrmik `h mgy nmg, I still will smvbabr, h`r sab is dmusigf nb g`w mlrbmky s` nuda trùclb, r blsb sabwill higmlly nmjb nb d`nplbtbly kbmh wita abr sdrbmnigf h`r ablp'Z8^G`w Tin`g Oukma smik? [aus, ig tais nmggbr, nmg wa`wmgts t` rbdbivb s`nbtaigf hr`n F`k nust cy nbmgs `h aisprmyigf mgk cbffigf cb sinply mgg`yigf mgk ugcbmrmclb t` Ain0Cut I taùfat tamt h`r F`k wa` livbs ig Yù mgk wa` is hull `h tab aifabst l`vb mgk d`npmssi`g, `gly m livigf hmita mgk trustmrb gbbkbk ig `rkbr t` cb abmrk, s``gbr tamg wita m oukfb `h tais w`rlk0

Z6^ Yù mlrbmky amvb fivbg us m sinilmr inmfb, mgk n`rb bxmdtly h tamt hmtabr `h tab aùsb t` wa`n ig tab nikklb `h tab gifat maugfry nmg dmnb, wa` w`jb ain up, mgk cbdmusb `h ais frbmtaugfbr wms msjigf h`r crbmk' [ab hmtabr `h tab aùsb kik mt sudam n`nbgt mls` g`t fivb ain crbmk ùt `h l`vb mgk d`npmssi`g,cut `gly cbdmusb ab wmgtbk t` fbt rik `h tab samnblbss mgg`yigfpbrsistbgdb `h tab gifatly crbmk cbffmr'Z1^ [ais nmttbr sbbns, t` cb a`gbst, rmtabr strmgfb t` nb' Ih wb msj Yù h`r s`nbtaigf, tabg Yù fivb it t` us mt `gdb, witaùt mgmln`st samnblbss pbrsistbgdb, mgk s` Yù mls` amvb fivbg t`fbgtilbs, tmx d`llbdt`rs mgk m frbmt guncbr `h siggbrs, mgk writtbgtab fuilt `h tab mkultbrbss ig tab smgk' Cut tais tbmdaigf `h Yùrs,gmnbly a`w wb saùlk cbsbbda s`nbtaigf hr`n F`k, k`bsa`wbvbr g`t mfrbb wita mll tab `tabr taigfs tamt Yù amvb tmufat'A`w k` wb amvb t` ugkbrstmgk tais0

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higk mln`st g` hmita mt mll, mgk ta`sb wa` still will cblibvb ig Ainwill cb lmufabk mt mgk n`djbk' Z=5^Cut still, tabrb will mls` cb nmgy wa` will g`t lbt tabnsblvbscb cligkbk cy w`rlkly wisk`n mgk will pr`dlmin Ny w`rk pbgly,mgk t` tabn I will tabg mls` d`nb mt kmy mgk mt gifat' I will rbvbmlNysblh t` tabn mgk will pr`tbdt tabn mfmigst tab pbrsbduti`gs `h tab w`rlk mgk will mls` fivb tabn tab nirmdulùs fiht t` ablp cynbmgs `h l`vb, tab `pprbssbk, tab dripplb mgk tab sidj' Mgk s` itwill cbd`nb lifatbr mgk n`rb d`nh`rtigf `g Bmrta' K` yùugkbrstmgk tais pr`pabdy0

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n`rb hirngbss, I will rbturg mgk Ny Jigfk`n wita Nb' [abg mls`yù will d`nb wita Nb t` tab Bmrta mgk will cb Ny witgbssbscbh`rb ta`sb wita wa`n wb still will higk tab trub mgk purb hmita'Z8^Cut mt tamt tinb mls` m frbmt purihidmti`g will cb gbdbssmry, s`tamt tab pb`plb will jg`w Nb mfmig mgk will `gly cblibvb ig Nb'Cut mcùt tamt waida I amvb g`w rbvbmlbk t` yù d`ghikbgtimlly y ustill saùlk jbbp silbgt g`w' [ab tinb will d`nb wabg it will cbpr`dlminbk mlùk hr`n mll r``h t`ps'Z6^[ab `tabr kisdiplbs smik?L`rk, dmg s`nbtaigf lijb tais cbmvìkbk0Z1Î smik? @ surb, cut tabg tab pb`plb saùlk cb trmgsh`rnbk igt`

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[abg gb gmti`g risbs mfmigst tab tabr, gb tbmdaigf hifats mfmigsttab `tabr, mgk tais will d`gtigub h`r m l`gf tinb ugtil nbg will cblbk t` tab frbmtbst p`ssiclb lihb mdtivity' Z=6^Ms m rbsult, it will tabg mls` cbd`nb dlbmrbr mgk lifatbr mn`gftabn' [ab mppmrbgt gbbk nmjbs tabn igvbgtivb mgk h`rdbs tabn igtais nmggbr t` mg bvbr frbmtbr mgk n`rb `rkbrly mdtivity' Cbdmusb`h tamt, tab gmti`gs will lbmrg t` jg`w bmda `tabr, wa` cbh`rbamrkly jgbw mgytaigf `h bmda `tabr, mgk ig tinb taby will cbd`nbusbhul h`r bmda `tabr, mgk ig dùrsb `h tinb tab lifat will igdrbmsbmn`gf tabn mgk will ig tab hirst plmdb crigf mcùt m frbmtbrl`gfigf h`r mg mln`st tmgficlb pr`vbg truta `h lihb'

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s` tamt hr`n tais tab frbmtbst cmttlbs cbtwbbg lifat mgk kmrjgbssdmg kbvbl`p ms s``g ms p`ssiclb' Mll tab frmvbs nust pbg up, mgkbvbg t` tab kbmk Yùr f`spbl saùlk cb prbmdabk, mgk tab sbm tamtams swmll`wbk tabn nust licbrmtb tab kbmk t` tab frbmt lifat' Vitatamt I k` g`t nbmg tab c`gbs mgk tab hlbsa tamt ams kbdmybk mlrbmkym l`gf tinb mf`, cut tab sùls' Mls` t` tabn Yùr w`rk saùlk cbpr`dlminbk ig tab spirit'Z6Î smik? Yù amvb sp`jbg wbll mgk d`rrbdtly' [amt wamtamppbgs abrb `g tab nmtbriml w`rlk will truly g`t cb witaablk t`tab spirit w`rlk tamt is str`gfly pigigf mwmy up t` g`w' Cut tabrbmrb g`w m l`t h pb`plb wa` mrb curibk ig tab hlbsa, ig tab frmvbs h

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tais Bmrta dbrtmigly cb fivbg cy itsblh t` bvbry l`yml w`rjbr ig Nyvigbymrk, h`r I surbly jg`w cbst wamt nmg gbbks, mls` ig paysidmlmspbdt' Kik yù mll wbll ugkbrstmgk Nb g`w0Z==^Tin`g Oukma smik?L`rk, I amvb ugkbrst``k Yù mgk tab`tabr cr`tabrs dbrtmigly mls`, mgk it is g`w mls` d`nplbtbly dlbmr tùs way Yù kik g`t wmgt t` abmr tab igamcitmgts `h tamt villmfbtarùfa waida wb pmssbk, mltaùfa taby prbsbgtbk tabir gbbk t`Yù mgk msjbk Yù h`r ablp ms ih Yù wbrb `gly `gb `h ta`sbw`rlkly k`dt`rs' Cut wb mrb wmljigf g`w mlrbmky h`r quitb s`nbtinb, tab sug stmrts mlrbmky t` f` ig tab kirbdti`g h tab bvbgigf mgkI still dmg g`wabrb kisd`vbr mgytaigf tamt l``js lijb m aùsb' Tigdb

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=3' C BH@SB [AB IGG @H M [MQ D@LLBD[@S '[ AB T[@SY @H [AB UAMSITBB MGK [AB [MQ D@LLBD[@S '

H[BS Ny pr`pabdy wb tabg d`gtigubk wmljigf, silbgtlymgk wita m amsty pmdb' Vb s``g dmnb `g tab aill mgksmw hr`n tabrb vbry dl`sbly tab littlb villmfb tamt I amk

igkidmtbk mt hirst' Z3^T` wb rbmdabk it quidjly mgk bmsily, mgk wb rbstbk cbh`rb mgigg `h waida tab `wgbr wms m tmx d`llbdt`r mt tab smnb tinb' [ais`gb msjbk ih wb wbrb strmgfbrs `r rbsikbgts, nbmgigf t` smy Obws'Z4^Mgk I smik t` ain? Tigdb yù yùrsblh mrb m Obw, yù surbly

will sbb mt us tamt wb mrb g` strmgfbrs' Mdtumlly yùr wihb ism Frbbj, mltaùfa sab wbmrs Obwisa dl`taigf, cut tabsb pb`plbwa` mrb wita nb, mrb Obws, mltaùfa s`nb `h tabn mrb wbmrigfFrbbj dl`taigf'Z;^ G`w tab tmx d`llbdt`r l``jbk surprisbk mgk smik? G`c`ky amsbvbr sbbg Yù ig tais rbn`tb rbfi`g, tabg a`w k` Yù jg`w tamtny kbmr wihb is m Frbbj0Z2Î smik? I still jg`w m l`t n`rb mcùt yù mgk yùr wihb, mcùtyùr 3 dailkrbg wa` mrb twigs, mgk mls` mcùt yùr aùsb mgkmcùt tab wa`lb villmfb, cut ih yù jgbw wa` it is wa` is g`wspbmjigf wita yù, yù wùlk smy? L`rk, stmy wita nb, h`r tab kmyis d`nigf t` mg bgk'Z8^Mhtbr tabsb w`rks `h Nigb tab tmx d`llbdt`r wms bvbg n`rbsurprisbk mgk smik?Hribgk, Yù mrb mg mnmzigf pbrs`g' Yù mrb mh`rtugbtbllbr `r mg Bssbgb `r bvbg m trub pr`pabt' H`r `tabrwisbYù surbly dùlk amvb inp`ssicly jg`wg tamt ny wihb is m Frbbj mgk tamt wb rbmlly amvb `gly 3 dailkrbg wa` mrb igkbbk twigs'Vùlk Yù g`t lijb t` d`nb igt` ny aùsb wita Yùr d`npmgi`gsmgk tmjb m littlb rbhrbsanbgt0 I taigj tamt dbrtmigly nmgy taigfs dmgcb jg`wg hr`n Yù tamt dmg cb `h frbmt cbgbhit'Z6Î smik? Cut yù amvb fubsts ig tab aùsb mgk tabrb is g`t nudar``n igsikb' Cbsikbs, I mn g`t bxmdtly m hribgk `h yùr l`dml

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Z1^G`w tab tmx d`llbdt`r wms bvbg n`rb mnmzbk, h`r I mls` t`lkain wamt jigk `h fubsts wbrb ig ais aùsb' Rp`g tais, ab wbgtigt` tab aùsb ainsblh mgk smik t` tab prbsbgt fubsts tamt m vbryrbnmrjmclb frùp `h pb`plb amk oust mrrivbk mgk tamt tabrb wms@gb wa`, kbspitb cbigf m strmgfbr, wms cbttbr mdqumigtbk witasbdrbt taigfs tamg nmgy m rbsikbgt'Z9^[ab tmx d`llbdt`r amk amrkly smik tamt wabg mll wa` wbrb ig tabaùsb st``k up mgk aurribk utsikb t` sbb us mgk bspbdimlly Nb mgk mls` t` msj qubsti`gs'Z=5^@gb h tabn, m rbtirbk Uamrisbb, wa` wms rbmlly prùk mcùtais a`gbsty mgk piùsgbss, smik t` Nb? Oust listbg, hribgk, tab

iggjbbpbr h tais igg ams t`lk us tamt Yù jg`w sbdrbt taigfs, mgkmls`, mltaùfa Yù mrb m strmgfbr, mrb cbttbr mdqumigtbk wita tabtaigfs ig tais villmfb mgk tais rbfi`g tamg m rbsikbgt' Oust tbll nbg`w wa` I mn mgk wamt ny damrmdtbr is lijb'Z== I smik? T` tamt yù mgk still sbvbrml `tabrs wa` mrb oust lijbyù mgk wa` prbtbgk t` cb piùs mgk rifatbùs, nmy sbb tamt Isurbly jg`w yù mll, I wmgt t` tbll yù vbry cribhly m littlb igdikbgt`h yùr livbs' Tigdb yù taigj yù mrb piùs mgk rifatbùs, cut mrbkbspisigf `tabr pb`plb `h wa`n yù mrb oukfigf tamt taby mrb g`tlijb yù, yù mrb igkbbk fìgf t` tab hbmsts ig Obrusmlbn, crigf tabprbsdricbk `hhbrigfs t` tab tbnplb, mgk ig tais nmggbr yù mrb

oustihyigf yùrsblvbs ig tab bybs `h tab pribsts `h tab tbnplb' Z=3^T` mt tab hbmst `h Bmstbr `h tais ybmr mg `lk Uamrisbb wa`d`gsikbrbk ainsblh t` cb piùs mgk rifatbùs wbgt t` tab tbnplb,ms wbll ms m tmx d`llbdt`r'

Z=4^[ab Uamrisbb wmljbk vbry dl`sb t` tab `hhbrigf mltmr ig `rkbrt` cb l``jbk mt cy sbvbrml pr`nigbgt pb`plb mgk t` cb g`tidbk'Ab prmybk h`r ainsblh, mgk mdtumlly quitb mlùk, ms h`ll`ws? F`k,I tamgj Yù tamt I mn g`t lijb nmgy `tabr pb`plb, lijb taibvbs,r`ccbrs, ugrifatbùs `gbs, mkultbrbrs, mgk mls` g`t lijb tamt tmxd`llbdt`r wa` trmvblbk wita nb' H`r I hmst twidb m wbbj mgk ms mUamrisbb I bvbg fivb `gb tbgta `h bvbrytaigf tamt I amvb' T` I mls`jbbp tab d`nnmgknbgts `h N`sbs mgk amvb n`rb`vbr jbpt tabrbfulmti`gs `h tab tbnplb ig aifa bstbbn' Fivb nb, ` F`k, tab


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nbrdy, tamt mls` ig huturb tinbs I nmy rbnmig ig tais rifatbùsgbssmgk cb siglbss mgk nmy higmlly mls` lbmvb tais w`rlk ig taisnmggbr'Z=;^ Cut tab tmx d`llbdt`r jbpt s`nb kistmgdb mwmy hr`n tab`hhbrigf mltmr mgk kmrbk g`t bvbg t` liht up ais bybs, cut ab cbmt aisdabst mgk smik? @ L`rk, cb h`rfivigf mgk nbrdihul t` nb, m siggbrwa` is g`t w`rtay t` liht up ny bybs t` Yùr smgdtumry'Z=2^Va` k` yù taigj lbht tab tbnplb ms rbmlly oustihibk ig tab bybs`h F`k? tab Uamrisbb, wa` bxmltbk ainsblh, r tab tmx d`llbdt r waàunclbk k`wg ainsblh cbh`rb F`k0Z=8^[abg s`nb `h tabn wa` surbly g`tidbk tamt I crùfat tais

inmfb igt` d`ggbdti`g wita tab `lk Uamrisbb, cbdmusb taby jgbwain vbry wbll cbdmusb `h ais hrbqubgt c`mstigf mgk prmisigf `h ainsblh cbh`rb ta`sb wa` d`gsikbrbk tabnsblvbs mls` ms piùs mgkrifatbùs, smik? Hribgk, `gly F`k dmg oukfb mcùt tais, wa`sbmll sbbigf byb igvbstifmtbs abmrt mgk jikgbys `h nmg' Vb ms nmgdmgg`t pmss m kbhigitb oukfnbgt g tamt' Tigdb Yù ms strmgfbr wa`jg`w mls` tais st`ry ms it ams igkbbk amppbgbk tais wmy, nust mls`tbll us wa` `h tab tw` ams lbht tab tbnplb oustihibk cbh`rb F`k'Z=6Î smik? @, I surbly dmg fivb yù tais plbmsurb' I smy t` yù?tais tmx d`llbdt`r wbgt oustihibk ùt `h tab tbnplb, h`r ab aunclbkk`wg ainsblh mgk ab hmitahully mgk trutahully d`ghbssbk ais fuilt igais abmrt cbh`rb F`k, mgk s` ab rbturgbk a`nb oustihibk rmtabr tamgtab Uamrisbb' Va`bvbr will bxmlt ainsblh will cb aunclbk k`wg,mgk wa`bvbr will aunclb k`wg ainsblh, will cb bxmltbk'

=4' A BMLIGF IG [AB A@TUI[ML @H [AB [MQ D@LLBD[@S 'OBTRT LB[ [AB DAILKSBG D@NB [@ A IN '

ABG I amk smik tamt t` tab pb`plb, taby taùfat? Ab amsd`gdlukbk trutahully mgk d`rrbdtly'Z3^Cut tab tmx d`llbdt`r bxdusbk ainsblh cbh`rb Nb

wita tab w`rks? Hribgk, it is trub tamt Yù amvb d`gdlukbk vbry

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ig hull truta amk sp`jbg ùt lijb tais ig tab tbnplb cbh`rb F`k'Cut g` nmttbr a`w, it sbbns bxtrbnbly nystbriùs a`w Yùdmg jg`w suda taigfs s` wbll' Ms hmr ms I mn d`gdbrgbk I taigj tamt Yù mrb m pr`pabt, mgk I msj Yù t` clbss ny aùsb mgkny hmnily ig tab gmnb `h tab @gb wa` ams bglifatbgbk Yù s`nuda wita Ais Tpirit'Z4Î smik? [ais ams mlrbmky amppbgbk t` yù cy tab hmdt tamt Iamltbk cbh`rb yùr aùsb mgk t``j m rbst.crbmj' Cut t` lbt yùpbrdbivb tamt I g`t `gly amvb tab rifat cut mls` tab p`wbr t` clbssyùr aùsb mgk yùr hmnily, yù saùlk f` igsikb yùr aùsb,waida is mls` yùrs mgk waida cbl`gfs t` tais igg'

Z;^ Yù amvb bquippbk tais aùsb yùrsblh ig `rkbr t`mdd`nn`kmtb p``r sidj pb`plb hr`n tais rbfi`g mgk mls` hr`nùtsikb, mgk yù amvb pr`vikbk h`r m k`dt`r mgk mls` h`r nmgyf``k nbkidigbs' [abrb mrb g`w still 6 sbriùsly sidj pb`plb tamt mrbcbigf tmjbg dmrb `h wa` dmgg`t cb ablpbk cy yùr k`dt`r, g`nmttbr a`w bxpbribgdbk mgk `h f``k will ab nmy cb' A`wbvbr Iamvb mlrbmky ablpbk tabn' [aus, oust f` igsikb mgk d`gvigdbyùrsblh' Z2^[ab aùsb wms gly m hbw stbps mwmy hr`n tab nmig aùsb, mgktab tmx d`llbdt`r mgk mll `tabrs wbgt aurribkly igsikb mgk hùgk t`tabir vbry frbmt mnmzbnbgt mll 6 d`nplbtbly abmltay' [aby msjbktabn wa` abmlbk tabn, h`r m frbmt nirmdlb nust amvb amppbgbk,cbdmusb gbvbr cbh`rb wms m k`dt`r mclb t` abml suda lmnb, dripplb,cligk pb`plb mgk ta`sb wa` suhhbrbk hr`n fùt'Z8^[abg ta`sb wa` wbrb d`nplbtbly abmlbk smik?Vb k` g`t

jg`w wa` abmlbk us s` sukkbgly mgk s` nirmdulùsly, h`r tabrbwms g`c`ky wita us, mls` g`t ur k`dt`r sigdb tais n`rgigf' Cut mhbw n`nbgts mf` wb hblt m h`rdb ms hirb hl`wigf tarùfa us, mgkwb cbdmnb abmltay ms gbvbr cbh`rb' A`wbvbr, wb kmrbk g`t t`lbmvb ùr cbks, cbdmusb wb dùlk g`t cblibvb tamt wb wbrbrbmlly abmlbk'Z6^ Mltaùfa tab 3 cligk `gbs wbrb ùr hirst pr``h, cbdmusb tabyg`t `gly rbdbivbk cmdj tab lifat `h tabir bybs, cut mls` wb wbrbmfmig d`nplbtbly ig p`ssbssi`g `h tab strbgfta `h ùr strmifat


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lincs' Cut still, wb kik g`t cblibvb d`nplbtbly ig ùr bvbg s`dlbmrly pbrdbpticlb abmligf' A`wbvbr, g`w wb cblibvb it cbdmusbyù dmnb t` us h`r tais rbms`g'Z1^ @gb `r tab `tabr w`gkbrhul Nmg mgk Abmlbr nust amvb t`lkyù, `tabrwisb yù wùlk g`t amvb d`nb abrb t` d`gvigdbyùrsblvbs ih tab Nmg h w`gkbrs amk sp`jbg tab truta t` yù, mgks` yù will jg`w cbttbr wa` abmlbk us tamg wb dmg jg`w it' Cutg`w fivb us ur dl`tabs s` tamt wb dmg f` utsikb mgk bxprbss urtamgjs t` tamt w`gkbrhul Abmlbr'Z9^Mt m sifg `h tab tmx d`llbdt`r it wms s``g k`gb' Z=5^G`w tab `lk Uamrisbb, m daibh mgk m hbw `tabr pribsts mgk

sdricbs wbrb vbry surprisbk mgk kik g`t jg`w wamt t` k`, mgk gbmsjbk tab `tabr wa` ab taùfat I nifat cb'Z==^Cut tab n`rb d`nn`g ditizbgs mgk mls` tab abmlbk `gbssmik ig `gb vìdb? It is rbmlly strmgfb tamt pribsts mgk sdricbs dmgstill msj wa` Ab is, wa` cy tab p`wbr h Ais will dmg abml tab n`stigdurmclb kisbmsbs ig `gb n`nbgt' @gly F`k dmg k` tamt, `r mgbxtrbnbly piùs nmg wa` is hillbk wita F`ks Tpirit oust lijb tabfrbmt pr`pabts'Z=3Â`wbvbr, tab pribsts mgk sdricbs tarbmtbgbk tab pb`plb mgksmik tamt it wms g`t pr`pbr tamt lmynbg amk tab bvil dùrmfb t`rbcujb tab pribsts `h F`k'Z=4^Cut tab lmynbg kik g`t tmjb g`tidb `h tamt mgk wbgt t`fbtabrwita tab abmlbk pbrs`g ut h tab r``n h`r tab sidj' [aby dmnb mgkst``k cbh`rb Nb mgk smik? Amil Yù, frbmt Nmstbr, wa` dmnb t` usig tab gmnb h tab L`rk' A`smggm g aifa mgk mll prmisb t` Oba`vma

tab L`rk wa` ams fivbg suda m p`wbr t` nmg'Z=;^ [abg nmgy hmtabrs mgk n`tabr aurribk t` tabir a`nbs mgkcrùfat s``g m frbmt guncbr h dailkrbg wita tabn wa` wbrb

The Great Gospel of John Book 20 (Jakob Lorber)

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