the complete Short Stories for a Long Life "Philosophie du Cajun" cognitive engineering guidebook

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the completeShort Stories for a Long Life

'Philosophie du Cajun'cognitive engineering

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written by joshewa aaron and l'aura anne

chaumont vidrine ledoux landry moore haddock thibodeaux terziu

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Let us start by saying THANK YOU for supporting and loving our family. Our very survival is interdependentinterdependent upon each others' ability to share our appreciation and abundance with each other. It is our family's hope that you will join us on this endeavor of

becoming the best people we can be

The following Work is not only the Introduction, Forward and Conclusion of our current work; it is also a

glimpse into our Hearts' Prayer for ourselves and humanity

Leading Edge Cajun Education“Educative Self-Actualization”

Why Learn?...Creative Conscious Mathematics

A Mathematically valid framework is a necessity for guiding one's own Logic Into greater efficacy. Efficient thought builds better Logic. Being able to actualize the Truths of Mathematics requires that one actually understand, even if in the most simplest way, the profound mechanics of Mathematical Evolution. Not all my thoughts are in English, but knowing English allows an awe inspiring expansion of the tangible experience of my thoughts. Math is a truly unique and Universal Language. As one learns to speak and more importantly think in Math, a Unique Logic is born that is Universally Relatable And Specific to Your Addition to Mathematics.

Why Learn?...Conceptual Engineering

A Scientifically valid understanding of the relationship between one's personal Logic and Correlations in the most awe inspiring current research and reasoning in Physics, Biology, Psychology, Sociology, Anthropology... allows one a personalized way of designing and implementing a continuous stream of tangible ways to measure, reflect upon, and enhance your own hypotheses on Life and Living, all while being able to clearly communicate your results and express your goals for the future in a way that is in Harmony and Enhances the Best of what Life has to offer. When one is well enough educated in Current Research and the Reasoning and Mechanics behind what is being discovered about the Leading Edge of Existence, a platform is created allowing us to experience, build upon, and measure our relationship to the Leading Edge of Human Potential.

Why Learn?...Altruistic Self-Mastery

There is a special closed-loop relationship between one's Full Mind (Conscious/Sub-Conscious) and how one naturally behaves in the world. When one develops a Working Understanding of Anthropology's, Sociology's, and Psychology's findings on the many ways in which Humans have effectively managed and maintained this relationship between Mind and behavior, a distillation of measures concerning Optimal Human Functioning becomes Clear and Present.

Why Learn?...Philosophie du Cajun

This is Mostly and at its Best an Oral Tradition requiring one to have a strong focus on Universal Common Sense and Positive Interpersonal Relationships.

This is a Celebration of the individual human being, a glimpse into what it means to be a person and the responsibility and capability that comes along with being alive in our current situation. Please continue

reading if you are prepared to examine what it means to be a productive and masterful individual in

relation to the following scientific, mathematical, and experienced truths:

Behavioral Epigenetics

Neurogenesis and Neuroplasticity

Rapid Limbic Revision

Nothing being a Whole-lotta Something

the Nature and Tangibility of Infinity

the power shared micro-moments of love have over our Biology and Psychology

the necessity of Autonomy, Mastery and Meaning in even rudimentary Cognitive Functioning

Rules and Incentives only work in a small set of narrow circumstances and in most cases diminish Moral and

Cognitive Functioning

Almost All Evil arises as a result of intentional planning from Systemic Factors, mainly Dominate Authorities, who create Situational Factors that are known to draw out evil from an

otherwise 'normal' person against their will

Specific Mass Identifications undermine our ability to self-regulate and connect with others. These definitions usurp our

ability to behave in a naturally moral and creative way

After being born to a single mother living off of food stamps and disability, her believing I can do anything, leaving her permanently at or around 7, my aunt nurturing my potential, a cousin brother showing me what tough is and how it is connected to respect and what is right, becoming a first team all-district defensive-end, graduating high school as a kuma laude or what ever a 3.6 is, going to LSU, almost dying and watching my best friend die, breaking up an engagement, singing to my mother for hours before she passed, meeting my wife and losing all my friends, finishing up at McNeese with a Gen. Studies Degree with a concentration in Mathematics, attending Z Media Institute and conceiving Mahti, going to jail, making friends with nurses and mid-wives, teaching math, psychology, sociology and critical thinking at Delta Tech, getting fired for standing up for the students and the education process in general, having an all natural birth with Novah, getting degraded by all kinds of check up doctors, meeting a satanic dentist at kool smiles, overcoming the intense blessing and trauma of Santo Daime, and continuously getting help unexpectedly from family and friends, I can say that I have overcome major adversity by appreciating all my life experiences and paying attention to any possible tangible betterment resulting from it. This is an experience report on my process and hopefully may serve as an insight into experience itself and human processing in general and scientifically.

I have a Masters in Appreciation

I am praying for a God Doctorate in Conceptual and Cognitive Engineering

Heaven On Earth Engineering Firm

Engineering is the application of (scientific, economic, social and analytic) knowledge in order to design, build, operate and maintain things (structures, machines, devices, systems, materials and processes)

Conceptual Engineering is the application of mental understanding (mathematics, psychology, sociology, anthropology, one's cultural and self identity and personally held beliefs) and physical knowledge (quantum and digital physics, quantum biology, psychoneuroimmunology, classical physics, mathematics again, personal experience and environment) in order to create a mindful atmosphere where insight, healing and enhancement may occur.

Cognitive Engineering is the application of (insight, healing and enhancement) Experienced Truth in order to design, build, operate and maintain Peace On Earth.

This is how you claim your Eternal Rites to your Copy of Creation! All schools of thought from christianity, to philosophy, to psychology, all ologies, to anarchism, theism and atheism, while containing beautiful insights to truth, if not combined and seen as similar they are mathematically flawed and in turn could use some schooling themselves especially pertaining to the infinite nature of reality, including myself as I am always further developing my understanding and principles that I live by.

She says it bestI love to type. Write, sing. Express myself. I love talking to myself. It brings revelations. I like good things. I see the rain outside right now. I hear it. It sounds lovely. Everything coming together. Things become foggy and the lines that separate us aren’t definite. Although I can see what’s right in front of me. And I like that focus. The tree is beautiful, long. . .flowing in all its directions. Seemingly without uniform, but meant to be none-the-less. I love leaves. The color, the fibers that form the whole. And the tree itself. Think about all of the fibers that mend to make such a profound structure. I think it’s pretty incredible. Its presence envelopes me. And I feel grounded. Home. Rich and wise. I will remember the strength I receive now from this image and feeling I am holding. It brings infinite blessings into my every present moment. The rain drops carry a calmness. They speak subtle, and cleanse as they pass. I am imagining being totally covered by the flowing water, it’s shedding more and more light as the pressure gets stronger and stronger. I love the feel of that pressure. It feels powerful and comforting. As I raise my arms it conforms with my efforts. I love the feel of it running off of my fingertips. It falls to the ground and proceeds to spread into all that is beneath me, cleansing in the same fashion. I love just knowing this. To imagine water pouring over all things, seeping into the ground, and encompassing all that is until it becomes all of it.

Laura Terziu

MAMA'S HEART WISDOM RECIPE

I often feel in flux about the nature and importance of my own life. what is this place and why am i here? why are we here together? will i ever really accomplish anything? why do i sometimes feel such incredible despair that the only viable solution seems to be ending my life here. Its got to be better, yes much better, "on the other side" right? My god, it has to be ... I also feel incredible warmth and relief when i can just relax in the blessing of life itself; rest in the incredible curiosity i feel when realizing i know absolutely not that much of how this life exists at all, how it manifests and why it manifests. on the other hand, i feel like i know absolutely everything when i am seeing through my heart.

Unquestionable, impenetrable, and sometimes unable to explain, all wisdom is simply known and understood in this heart space.

the fact that i intensely feel all of these aspects of life has me feeling confused and hopeless to ever be able to just exist in the comfort of understanding the true simplicity of life. im beginning to really metabolize how all of realities of my life are a sincere blessing. if i become playful with these feelings, though, i can make the obstacles so much more fun to work through. it becomes a simple challenge to to overcome, rather than crippling defeat.

Short Stories for a Long Life“Philosophie Du Cajun”

A Mathematical Familythe jocho inside us all

Vulnerable and Shame Less, Ehyeh Ashar Ehyehthe high tide time of reckoning in the name of

Unconditional Love and Peace are Super PowersNeurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the Societal

Organism's Optimal FunctioningWhat's Going On When We Make Love 2.0?

Interpersonal Interactions are Launch Pads for Altruistic Self-Mastery and a Canvas for Divinity

A Homework Challengethe latest and greatest in health and wellness

Cajun MythosA Modern Legend of Cajun Heritage

A Love Field LifeThe Unified Field of Divine Vibration

The Holy Sacrament Santo Daime and the Message of MestreOur Greatest Aya in Self ExplorationThe Mystical Body of Christ

A Crystalyne Personality Matrix of Form in MotionOut of Line: Dogma and Mass Mindedness

the mechanics of pathology within the Santo DaimeBad Barrel Makers

the Manufactured Con of Educational NarcissismThe Mathematical T.O.E.

An Infinite Theory of Everything, Rooted in EveryoneThe Illumination of my Self

A Categorization of Healing and Procedures to Induce High FunctioningNaturally Induced Peak Experience

the residue of day-to-day effortThe Law of Equal Responsibility and Capacity

Freedom of Action What General Intelligence is and How it is a function of physical reality

A note to the reader

This is a Guided reading Experience. In this Practice we emphasize words we would like the reader to pay Attention to and really feel with Capitalization, sometimes improper commas, and bold type ideas we feel are the meat and potatoes of the practice, and encourage meditation on Any or All of these Concepts on a Constant Basis. So please read with your Heart, really Feeling and Inducing the Experience of the Ideas. Thankfully you have held the Courage to Make It this far...

A Mathematical Familythe jocho inside us all

A young child wakes up from the bosom of the Mother finding itself called to Learn. A call fueled by an insatiable quest for personal bestment in order to raise up family and be the best parent, partner and person possible. Thanking God for the remembrance of the Echos of Her voice, he can feel her saying 'You can do anything you put your mind to; you can become President of the United States if you want to!' Said with the confidence of an experienced overcomer, a Mother can really imprint the capacity of self discovery and turning big ideas into real life experience unto a child's physiology. The other voice that rings in this child's ear, this time from his Nanny dear Aunt Debbie, 'If you learn and master Mathematics, you can do and understand anything.'

Patiently directing the Mind towards a Dream or Idea or Calling with full effort and attention is Accomplishment. Learning Math can help us do anything, including honing in on the process of Cognitive Mastery. We can answer the question, “What is Math About Masao Morita at TEDxKyoto 2012”. Ta Mathēmata is the taking of what you already have and the knowing of what you already know in order to create a benefit that is Universal. This applied to the experience of a Child supercharges the imagination and optimizes Humanity. There is this huge dimension in our minds that is at the heart of Math.

Underlying all numbers, logic and calculations is an inner universe described by Oka Kiyoshi as jocho. This is the very act of looking inward within your own mind and encountering your own rich inner universe; jocho!

So to do Mathematics, pick a problem and try to solve it not by looking at the answer or asking someone else. Rely only on your own mind. Patently focus on the problem and you will find yourself in a sea of jocho...

This is Mindfulness. This is Mathematics. And Everyone should do it. A brilliant book Love & Math 'The Heart of Hidden Reality' by Mathematician Edward Frenkel has confirmed this child's personal fairy tales on the very same subject.

Mathematical knowledge is unlike any other knowledge. While our perceptions of the physical world can always be distorted, our perception of mathematical truths can't be. They are objective persistent, necessary truths. A mathematical formula or theorem means the same thing to anyone anywhere—no matter what gender, religion or skin color; it will mean the same thing to anyone a thousand years from now. And what's also

amazing is that we own all of them. No one can patent a mathematical formula, it's ours to share. There is nothing in this world that is so deep and exquisite and yet so readily available to all. That such a reservoir of knowledge really exists is nearly unbelievable. It's too precious to be given away to the “initiated few.” It belongs to all of us. Pg. 3

There is a common fallacy that one has to study mathematics for years to appreciate it. Some even think that most people have an innate learning disability when it comes to math. I disagree: most of us have heard of and have at least a rudimentary understanding of such concepts as the solar system, atoms and elementary particles, the double helix of DNA, and much more, without taking courses in physics and biology. And nobody is surprised that these sophisticated ideas are part of our culture, our collective consciousness. Likewise, everybody can grasp key mathematical concepts and ideas, if that are explained in the right way. To do this, it is not necessary to study math for years; in many cases, we can cut right to the point and jump over tedious steps. Pg. 5

When I talk about a connection between love and math, I don't mean to say that love can be reduced to math. Rather, my point is that there is a lot more to math than most of us realize. Among other things, mathematics gives us rationale and additional capacity to love each other and the world around us. A mathematical formula does not explain love, but it can carry a charge of love. Pg. 241

A family that is thriving will continuously adapt, empower the children and tell their own stories of success and of overcoming hardships. This family will always look for tangible reasons to support and encourage the application of jocho in the everyday actions of each other, especially in children. Self-regulation, self-discovery and self-mastery remain first nature for all involved in the process of natural normal human communion. This is not only mathematical, this is the reflection of the latest research on family has to offer as seen in “Agile programming--for your family - Bruce Feiler” and “Parenting as Social Activism Sherry Lynn at TEDxMaui 2013”. And as we will come to see, this is our Lineage as Cajun and our way of life as Human.

'What if we based education on the practice of being happy and healthy?' This is a quote from “Hackschooling makes me happy Logan LaPlante at TEDx University of Nevada”. This young man details out the science of optimal human function and calls out our schools and

culture for not supporting the health and happiness of young people. One of the silliest questions grownups ask kids 'what do you what to be when you grow up?' They simply assume one will be healthy and happy, or they're not paying attention to this at all. 'What bums me out is to know that a lot of kids today are just wishing to be happy, to be health, to be safe, not bullied and be loved for who they are.' He then goes on to share is way of education or way of life I should say. Taking advantage of opportunities to experience what he learns, this young man goes out in the world to live while learning. Taking control over his own life with the support of his parents allows this educational mindset to remain flexible, opportunistic and never looses sight of making happy, healthy and creativity a priority. This is NOT a system. This is educational freedom and allows kids to grow up and be what they really want to be...

HAPPY

HEALTHYAND

CREATIVE

The following short story is one of the last written of 2013 and came after we had written all of the previous work. It was of no coincidence that we came across the work of the research storyteller Brené Brown. If you would like to go on an honest journey of authentic humanbeingness coupled with top-notch scientific research please visit the interwebs and in concert see “Brene Brown The power of vulnerability” followed by “Brené Brown Listening to shame”. If anyone ask you any questions just tell'em josh sent cha.

Vulnerable and Shame Less, Ehyeh Ashar Ehyehthe high tide time of reckoning in the name of

Take full care my Brothers and Sisters as we go forth in this understanding of our reason for being here as Human Beings. The deep call of connection felt in our psyche is also embedded in the design of our neurological, physiological and psychological well-being. The feelings of respect, love and care shared with another person are our indicators of growth in the healthy direction. The propensity for this experience may very well be embedded in space-time geometry.

We now have tons of research that has been going on for decades clearly demonstrating an understanding of what unravels connection between people. It's over identifying with feelings of shame and the fear of not being worthy of connection as a result of being vulnerable or authentic. Let's say a mistake is made that temporarily causes pain to another person. Shame would say “I'm sorry, I am a mistake”, and at its extreme end feels no guilt for

something that is sort of mechanically inevitable. On the other hand no shame means no empathy and is correlated to being a sociopath. Guilt would say “I'm sorry, I made a mistake”, and is a healthy part of self-regulating behavior. The feeling of guilt is like a friend who knows you know better and for yourself what is right.

A little bit of shame is essential for empathy, but the same amount of shame held in silence, secrecy and judgment ignites into our identity severing our connection to others and health itself. We can no longer be ourselves. For that will certainly reveal the fact that we are not good enough and will then be reflected back by the other person which reinforces our defining ourselves in a lackful shameful manner. With these top down limitive beliefs in place it is assured that neurochemical imbalance will accompany. So to will blame, which is understood as a way to discharge the pain and discomfort of one's own insides.

Our natural state is a process of growing together in a state of empathy for our shared individual self-actualizations. In order to strengthen our belief that we are worthy of love and belonging we must tell the story of who we are with our whole heart and have the courage to be imperfect or uncertain as it were. Certainty is a function of maladjustment and has virtually no place in the spontaneity of daily life. Compassion for one's self is essential in being kind to others and in preventing and loosening the grip of shame. Being hard on oneself is not helpful in proper human functioning.

Connections established with others as of a result of being authentic are also key in living a whole-hearted life. In describing her research on whole-hearted people Brené Brown states “They were willing to let go of who they thought they should be, in order to be who they were. You have to absolutely do that for connection.” Please note that this give significance to the perspectives of Conceptual Engineering and Creative Conscious Mathematics pertaining to Universal Mathematical Truth ie Gödel's Incompleteness Theorem.

Embracing naturally occurring vulnerability is actively sharing our honest place of growth, betterment and overcoming. The fear of vulnerability leaves us presenting an attitude of false certainty, expecting absurd perfections and pretending our actions don't matter, all while stimulating the numbing of emotional sensitivity across the spectrum. The antidote to this shame and fear is to let ourselves be authentically seen by others, loving with our whole hearts without any guarantees. Take time to practice being grateful in the face of overwhelment. Be thankful for simply being alive to feel such a thing. Seek out the joy and know you are enough!

I have not been made to be perfect in circumstance, creed, or High Court yet I can go in the direction of perfection by having an honest current moment which will most assuredly lead to some level of awareness of room for growth and some level of joy in presenting honestly myself to the best of my ability having not yet

had said awareness. So human perfection may very well be honestly going fourth knowing that personal room for growth will be revealed as you do your best to be your best. “Perfectly Imperfect is My Dimension's Definition.”

So for me there is great skill gained in the internalization of the self statement, I am the I Am that I Am or Ehyeh Ashar Ehyeh. Defining oneself as ineffable yet tangibly present and pertinent to the situation is essential in working with our human consciousness. All the concepts in our head should be engineered in a way that stimulates neurochemical and behavioral balance and should at all cost harbor not the limitive self-statements that are correlated to shamefulness. I am the presence which I choose to be in the moment of choice and experience. I am not enough happens when a choice to feel that way about myself and to say that to myself has been made. I am enough can be felt despite lack of evidence or even evidence to the contrary simply by choosing to feel that way and say that about oneself.

So for Us as human beings it may serve us very well to take on the challenge of Optimal Human Functioning. We have at our disposal a wealth that will continue to be unmatched by any past day of Creation. What separates us from being a world that experiences abundance and worthiness is the Degree in which we Belief that the entire World is worthy of acceptance and abundance. That's It! But this Belief, let's call it Abundant Blessings!, is not at all some sort of statement or declaration, it is a

revelation that is experienced as the unconditional acceptance and support in the actions of each other. We are all built for this! Just as a tiger stalks, a bird flies, a starfish regenerates and a jellyfish lives forever......

Our Work has been brought to you in a way that is digestible and through the eyes of a no better than anybody else family. This past year has not been easy, but it has been worth all the effort. In order for us to live out, preserve, protect and expand upon a way of life that is beneficial to all people on Earth, we desperately need your help. As we are humble and meek, we are also in this together. My mother always told me to never be afraid to ask for help especially if I really need it. We need your help in living out and in turn clearly defining what it means to deserve to live free because you actively serve and support EVERY person within your interpersonal influence.

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This is a picture of my family in the act of being in joy. It is our firm belief that we are worthy of such a life filled with day-to-day permanent in-the-moment face time with loved ones. This is our Pursuit of Happiness. This is our Freedom of Expression. This is our Religion. This is the result of living our Higher Education. Above All, we have been endowed by Creation itself with all this and something that is forever beyond-it-all. Should our way of life not be supported and preserved? We represent an extreme minority in the world population as Cajun people who openly still live authentically from the Heart and accept absolutely no brain washing false authoritative thought patterns into our day-to-day way of living that my try to shame us in to a less than self statement. When the feelings do arise, and they do arise, we provide an environment of unconditional support and clean with empathy. Because we are individuals who

are undeniably in the Pursuit it is our trust that our community, the people of planet Earth on down to the folks on Park Ave, will help us out. We believe this not because our community is certain to help us out but because we are certain that it is best to do what's best regardless of what's reciprocated.

This last quote from Mrs. Brené Brown describes our work together in Divine Partnership. “You show me a women who can actually sit with a man in real vulnerability and fear, I’ll show you a woman who's done incredible work. You show me a man who can sit with a woman who's just had it, she can't do it all any more and his first response is not 'I unloaded the dishwasher' but he really listens cause that's all we need. I'll show you a guy who's done a lot of work.”

Unconditional Love and Peace are Super PowersNeurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the Societal Organism's Optimal Functioning

As we make a conscious effort to integrate unconditional love, unconditional happiness, with right action, we express our physiology in a way that stimulates brain growth creating new neural pathways that contribute to proper and increased brain functioning while at the same time strengthening and redirecting existing neural connections. The brains ability to change, strengthen, and create new connections is known as neuroplasticity. Its ability to grow new neurons is known as neurogenesis. We can also look at how our genes are expressed throughout the body and see that one who experiences the timeless, unconditional love, etc, will turn on favorable genes while turning off ones that promote disease and malfunction. This is also known as epigenetics. We can also take a look at the enzymes that control the biological aging of the ends of our chromosomes and see how we favorably anti-age during this process of metabolizing the infinite. These enzymes are know as Telomerase, and the biological aging part of our chromosomes are known as Telomurs. It has been established in the Yale University Journal for Conflict Resolution, along with many other Scientific Publications as a Scientific Fact, that people who gather together with the intention to stimulate a deep feeling of peace within,

in this specific case using Transcendental Meditation, will turn off malfunction and disharmonious behaviors and stimulate an abundance of health and harmony in the local community, needing only the square root of one percent of a population for statistical effects to take place. This became known as the Maharishi Effect and is reflected in the Meissner Effect in other physical and living systems. This can all be related to the double-slit experiment, the measurement problem, and state-vector reduction in Quantum Physics; namely, multiple realities exist at the same time in a singularity of infinite possibility until we make an observation, it is then “reduced down” into a specific actualized event. This base-state singularity can be liken unto an E8 geometrical model of particle physics—the whole is in the part, the part is in the whole. So when we hold the feelings of love and peace unconditionally solely because of a personal choice to feel and be that way despite any conditions, we pull from the reality that holds all possibilities, a reality primed for healthy proper functioning and filled with the dream of what we would prefer to bare witness to and experience. We can allow this to take place by feeling internally that we have the love and peace that would result from all of the health, wealth, and abundance we can imagine without being attached to the vision or specifics that may accompany the feeling of unconditional love and peace. The feelings of unconditional love and peace are themselves the culmination of all that will ever be, giving the gift of proper physiological expression coupled with having

local non-local effects on the living human organism as a whole unified being. So when someone asks you, “why feel good for no reason, why feel happy for no reason, why feel love for no reason, why feel relief for no reason?,” we can say that the feelings of unconditional happiness, unconditional love and internal peace have a Neurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the Societal Organism's Optimal Functioning! Positive Psychology has found that personal mastery, or a life of engagement and flow, and more importantly, a life that is meaningful to the whole of humanity, are the most effective ways to increase life satisfaction. With this paper we can now take the inspiration to master the practice of feeling unconditional love, happiness and peace all the while being of up-most benefit to our community as a whole. Altruistic Self-Mastery!

Love Peace and Harmony

Please, if you would like to take a deeper look into the science that is behind these words, consider the following four min video titled “Can group meditation bring World Peace Quantum Physicist, John Hagelin explains” referring to the Scientific Fact alluded to earlier. “Dr. Dean Ornish Your genes are not your fate” is a three and a half minute video demonstrating how a lifestyle that increases peace, love and harmony within and with one's social surroundings positively affects our physiology and life satisfaction. For the full rundown of his findings "The Power of Lifestyle Changes & Love -- Dr. Dean Ornish". Lastly, for a put-it-all-together video “Bet you didn't learn this in school – cure cancer in 3 minutes”

In Joy

What's Going On When We Make Love 2.0?Interpersonal Interactions are Launch Pads for Altruistic Self-Mastery and a Canvas for Divinity

As you may know it takes two to tango. But what is really taking place when two people come together to share a genuine moment of love? As human beings we are biologically designed to connect with any other person in the spirit of mutual enjoyment, respect, care. A genuine interpersonal interaction creates profound changes in our body rendering us betterment that cannot be brought on by one individual alone. Granted, being hyper conscious of energy states like timelessness brings tangible changes to our genetic expression, our biological aging, our neurogenesis and neuroplastisity. This process is amped up, magnified, when in the presence of another person sharing the same emotional or energetic state, creating limbic resonance among many other sychronistic brain firings along with the harmonizing release of positive functioning neuropeptides setting off an orchestra of mutual benefit. This benefit is far beyond what any biological and psychological measure can ever describe even if this is all we focus on for all eternity. There are an infinite amount of positive correlations that stem from this art of genuine human communion. Playing with our own positive emotions strengthens our ability to experience positivity resonance with potentially any other person. This in-the-moment love is a genuine

feeling of mutual care and shared attention. Feeling this is our biological indicator that we have become an even better person. Allowing this to take place plants very real seeds that always bear fruit, no matter how long down the road we choose to consciously activate the benefit of re-membering that shared love. We are propelled forward with more creativity, purpose, and are all-around smarter in every way. Far beyond when the moment the love is shared, in surprising, helpful, and usually critical ways down the road, wisdom that is us and at the same time far beyond anything we had ever seen and felt from ourselves before is given a canvas to express the autonomy and brilliance of right action. Our bodies are literally built to expand and express this innate supreme intelligence. We have the ability to choose to participate in this process of mutual benefit, and as we do, we come to know our own brilliance, creativity and love in such a special, unique, and ineffable way. What we experience in these moments is “beyond us” yet grows us in that very direction. When a friend who trusts and respects us very much confides in us and asks our opinion, very often the wisdom offered by us, we realize, is also a benefit to ourselves. We're really hearing this new found brilliance for the first time as we share it. When we allow ourselves to truly care and open our reality up to genuinely experiencing another person or better yet, any other person, something greater than who we are flows through us shedding light on more of who we really know ourselves to be. Long ago, a great wizard of light named Charles Darwin said that

what set humans apart, what our part is in connection to all other life and to each other, what our evolutionary advantage and purpose is, is our ability to empathize and connect, especially with other human beings. Present day you can find Cajuns all over the world, and even a few in Lake Charles, that have been practicing this as a Designed way of life with a family and cultural lineage that goes back at least a few thousand years! You can for ever and all ways find this truth in any heart of hearts. Merci

If you'd like to see a clear scientific explanation to the age old question, “What's love got ta do, got ta do with it?” please integrate the understandings of these golden gems of science: A General Theory of Love written by Thomas Lewis, M.D., Fari Amini, M.D., and Richard Lannon, M.D.; LOVE 2.0 How Our Supreme Emotion Affects Everything We Feel, Think, Do, and Become written by Barbara L. Fredrickson, Ph.D.

A Homework ChallengeSome of the Latest and Greatest in Health and Wellness

Before we part ways I would like to call your attention to some very important bodies of work that substantiate and expand upon the ideas we have been dancing with insofar. A spotlight on the work of Dr. Lissa Rankin, as in the video “Mind Over Medicine Scientific Proof You Can Heal Yourself, Talks at Google”, provides us with significant doctor advice backed with Scientific research that says being educated on the body's naturally induced healing mechanisms and what stimulates them, and perhaps more importantly, healthy interpersonal relationships with all of life's endeavors, are major factors in physiological, psychological and overall well-being. So the physical maintenance of the body is secondary to the physiological and psychological feedback that is in direct relation to how you really feel in your heart you should express yourself and how you actually behave in your relationships, profession, creative expression, spiritual connection, sex life, financial life, environment... These factors can only be under your influence if you are educated in the processes, believe that its possible to change and overcome, and actually implement what you know to be good for yourself. Dr. Rankin lets us in on some health secrets.

What you believe about your health comes true. You can heal yourself, but you cannot do it alone. You know your body better

than any doctor does. You are not a victim of your genes. Intimate connections with friends, family, romantic partners, and other loved ones may improve your health more than exercising, eating a nutritious diet, or quitting smoking. Finding your calling and engaging in work you love could lengthen your life. Happiness is more than just a good mood. It's preventative medicine. An optimistic world view protects the body. To heal yourself, you must first diagnose the root cause of where your life may be out of alignment with your truth. Once you diagnose what's out of whack, it's time to write The Prescription for yourself.

Now turning to the work of Dr. Kelly McGonigal, first looking at her TED talk “How to make stress your friend”, we now have some Scientific evidence that believing that the stress response in your body is preparing you in a positive way for action changes your bodies response to the activated Sympathetic nervous system, not only neutralizing the physiological effects of stress but also helping to strengthen the body's systems. All of the above mentioned can be greatly affected by our Self-Efficacy, our ability to cause what we want to happen in our life; in this case, Optimal Human Functioning. Thankfully Dr. Kelly McGongial has shared with us some of the Science of Willpower, namely how we can

positively affect the process, all spelled out in the video “Authors@Google Kelly McGonigal”, and summed up in her willpower rules with the challenge to 'train your willpower physiology, forgive yourself, make friends with your future self, predict your failure, and surf the urge.'

Now to really drive home our collectivity, examine the work of Dr. Matthew Lieberman as seen in the video “The social brain and its superpowers Matthew Lieberman, Ph.D. at TEDxStLouis”, and Dr. Stephen Ilardi in a video titled “Depression is a disease of civilization Stephen Ilardi at TEDxEmory”. We can now note that the mastery of being social in a positive way may be the single most important skill for us to utilize and develop as human beings; and not doing so could very well be our Kryptonite. I would also like to site the work of Dr. Thomas Lewis as seen in the video “Dr. Thomas Lewis On The Power Of Love”, where he expands on our connectivity and effect on each others' health and well-being and how this all happens just by sharing space with another person. In “Brain chemistry lifehacks Steve Ilardi at TEDxKC” it becomes clear that the best way to effect our Neurochemical Balance is by living a Balanced Life. Face time with loved ones is a major player in maintaining this Balance. Now imagine everyone knows and really feels that every person they experience is a Loved One...I know through my experience and collected research that a life of Love, Perfection and Eternal Infinite Growth is a clear cut Reality.

All of the infinite potential and optimal functioning we have been speaking on can be seen to exist as already embedded in our space-time geometry at the plank scale level and is a very real 'cosmic gravity' of positive influence on physical manifestation, while also being a non-local container of experienceable qualities or Qualia. Quantum computing and biological life can been seen as a key component, a bridge, allowing protoconscious quantum information to have influence at the classical physical level of manifestation, to have causal efficacy. The further details on the science behind this can been seen in “CONSCIOUSNESS - A conversation with Deepak Chopra and Stuart Hameroff”. This is all also related to the work of Sir Roger Penrose whose work is spelled out in the book Shadows of the Mind. I would like to note that just as I have applied mathematical truth, especially Gödel's Incompleteness Theorem in creative and thought out ways to my personal experience and understanding of physical reality, psychology, biology, philosophy and the like, Penrose applies Gödel's Threorem to the State-Vector Reduction process in Quantum Physics resulting in a leading edge theory of consciousness: Orchestrated Objective Reduction or Orch-OR Theory. Although the raunchiest of skeptics do not like this theory at all, I challenge them, and All, to learn the universal truths of Mathematics and apply said knowledge to one's own endeavors. And regardless of your potentially continued disposition towards my meanderings or the science of Sir Roger Penrose, It is a Promise that your work will become more universally relatable and truer—in the sense of increased tangibility and utility for all.

This challenge extends to the intellectual camp of Lawrence Krauss and the like; the “I don't believe in god, I believe in Science” people. In the video “2013 Isaac Asimov Memorial Debate The Existence of Nothing” some of the most intriguing information about nothing is what the mathematician has to say. Ironically everyone there has almost nothing to say or any real working idea of mathematics needed in order to be able to elaborate or even really internalize what the mathematician has said. The limits of an undereducated physicist's thought structure can all be summed up with the slide roughly forty-one minutes into “A Universe From Nothing - Lawrence Krauss, Richard Dawkins”, stating: “Much ado about Nothing! The dominant energy in the universe resides in empty space. We have no idea why its there. Its existence is probably tied to the very nature of space and time and to the origins to our Universe. It will determine our future!”

To clarify, top notch physics know our future will be determined by our understanding this most dominant energy in the universe because it's tied to the very nature of time, space, and Creation itself; and admittedly, in what seems to me a rare fit of inescapable humility, they have no clue when it comes to this UP most important issue.

Now if you really take the pre pre-preceding paragraph seriously, Mathematically the dominant energy in the Universe is the most prevalent and incomprehensible. Its

presence resonates in and out like octaves 'reducing down' to give rise to any Universe including the very nature of our space and time. Our ability to metabolize our infinite nature will determine our future.

For me this correlates to the work physicist Garrett Lisi, as in “Garrett Lisi A theory of everything” a ted talk where the relationship between mathematics and physics is seen as an E8 geometrical structure that contains all particle possibilities within its own symmetry. As this shape moves, warps and dances through space-time it gives rise to all the happenings in Quantum Field Theory. A proton would be a certain twist of the shape remaining interconnected to the whole. This symmetry breaking can be better explained in his more recent talk “The Geometry of Particle Physics Garrett Lisi at TEDxMaui 2013” where it is postulated that at every point of space time, there is another internal space connected or attached to it, containing many dimensions perpendicular to 3D space. So far this space, that is internal to and at the same time not inside of space-time, resembles the most beautiful holographic fractal mathematical symmetry known to mankind.

In reviewing more of the physical research on unity from Nassim Haramein as seen in “Nassim Haramein - Science behind the Unified Field & Its applications” or in the recently published research article “Quantum Gravity and the Holographic Mass”, a proof comes out of the equations that are attempting to unify physics, in turn

unifying everything. The space between things, or even inside things, is not empty, it's full, and are at the source of all creation; A medium that connects all things. Looking at vacuum fluctuations, we find an energy that is infinitely dense. Beautifully clear relationships emerge between the Planck mass (a t'tiny mass), the rest mass of the proton, and the Schwarzschild mass of the proton or using their term the Holographic Gravitational Mass. When analyzing the amount of vacuum energy inside the volume of a proton, the exact mass of the Universe is found! All the other protons, all of the other atoms in the Universe are holographically expressed inside the proton, showing that's it's all physically interconnected.

Coming back to a Knight of Mathematics, specifically a talk seen in the video titled “Roger Penrose Dal Big Bang all'eternità, Cycles of time—An extraordinary new view of the universe”...

So the picture I have... is hard to understand because it's not common to think in these terms. You see you think of size being important but if you have this picture of geometry where big and small are equivalent, then this remote future can become equivalent to a big bang. Now it's not our Big Bang, cause that would lead you to paradoxes sort of time-travel issues which are difficult ta... ...it has to be the beginning of some other Universe. So I call this, the entire time from our Big Bang right to the

remote future infinity if you like, is what I call our Eon. Though that's one eon, not the whole Universe, it's only one eon of the Universe. And an eon... it's an infinite amount of time... But it doesn't matter it being infinite because the time scales away and becomes unimportant. But the direction of time still keeps going, so this remote infinite Universe becomes the Big Bang of the next Universe or next Eon I should say. So our Eon is but one of an Infinite succession where they continue like this.

Our understanding of what's true in mathematics is not governed by rules and whatever rules you lay down, you can always transcend those rules. If you accept the rules you can see how to go beyond them. Now this is amazing. It's really hard to see this. You could say ok maybe all we do is believe these axioms and these rules and that's all we do. Gödel says, “No! No! You have to believe this too! If you believe those rules you must believe this other thing which is (a Truth) beyond the Rules.

He goes one to relate this understanding to Turings idealized computational machines and to modern gaps in physics. He argues there is nothing outside physics going on in our head. But the actual way in which the microtubules in our brain work may shed light on what physics is in the first place and how this all relates to

being Conscious and able to understand which as we have proved is beyond any and outside of computational type processes and description (rules). Penrose is saying that there is no beginning or end to the Universe, it goes on forever! This conjecture arises out of simplifying all of the 'special' theoretical cases needed to make what's simply not so into something to that must be 'believed in' by the standard nihilistic cosmology of a from nothing to nothing universe. This simpler version of our Universe is called Conformal Cyclic Cosmology or CCC and is one of two ways of dispelling the from nothing to nothing nothing really matters universal world view. The other is Loop Quantum Cosmology and they both are supported but not yet confirmed by the latest pictures and measurements in astrophysics. For more on this please watch “Before the Big Bang - Loop Quantum Cosmology Explained” and or my personal favorite “Before the big bang 2 - Conformal Cyclic Cosmology explained”.***

For those who may think the atheistic materialist big bang back to nothingness mindset is a purely positive force on our cultural and behavioral world I submit the video “Rupert Sheldrake – The Science Delusion TED talk” and the book “The Science Delusion: Asking the Big Questions in a Culture of Easy Answers” written by Curtis White. Surely they speak for themselves. The mechanics of the pathology of mass mindedness as elaborated in the short story 'Out of Line: Dogma and Mass Mindedness', can be summed up as concurrently promoting reliance on an outside authority while

becoming good enough to make a social quota for an abstract status that is merely labeled good—and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and the Individual. In other words monetary incentives, big sticks and following the step-by-step direction of what is expected from you by Any societal authority are literally the rot of our biochemical, neurogenic, psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent we play with it, our forever.

And for those whispering the equally gifted 'DNA controls behavior and mutates randomly' mass minded meme'd humanbeings, I present the work of Dr. Bruce Lipton as seen in “Bruce Lipton at IONS 40th Anniversary 7_21_2013”, that begins with calling out the central Dogma of the medical model reducing us to a 'biochemical machine controlled by genes' without scientific evidence, and does not fail to point out that conventional medicine is one of the leading causes of Death in the United States. The dogmatic primacy of DNA is as follows: a person's DNA through RNA determines what proteins can be built therefore dictating the limits and possibilities of one's behavior and physiology. What we now know as fact is that signals from the environment control regulatory proteins that are given the choice to read or not certain genes within our DNA in order to best respond to what is perceived; thereafter growing new proteins in the direction of our perception of the environment. Key to this Process is the Membrane that acts as the brain of the cell and is the interface of perception. The study on these signals is

noted as Signal Transduction. It eventually lead to studying how signals are responded to and control cellular and behavioral functioning now called Epigenetics {Control Above Genes}. A full scientific serving of his work can be found in his book Biology of Belief or in the book itself who's one of many conclusions is that what makes us, us, is a unique frequency inherent in the environment that is receive by your cell and recognized as you.

the frequency itself is eternally

{ { { you } } }Survival of the Most Loving

“We are spiritual beings who need love in the same way we need food. We can learn from the lesson of cells that the best way to advance human civilization is to come together in a global community, in which cooperation is valued over competition. The best way to do this is to join communities of like-minded people who are working towards a world in which the most loving not only survive, they thrive.”~Bruce Lipton

If you really take the time to internalize and expand upon the Scientific body of knowledge alluded to, not only in this short story but those in this entire body of work, then hopefully a feeling of Altruistic Self-Mastery will rise up within you, and the challenge of exhibiting and expanding upon Optimal Human Functioning will be a tasty one. It is our hope that the nature of infinity become a tangibility for all humanity, with all the love of our personal lessons, moving forward in the land of Abundant Blessings. Together we are without exception, confessing and expressing our eternal direction...

...of Growth.

“The Universe is the Consciousness that makes Matter and Energy possible.

This now means we are going from God, as pure potential awareness,

all possibilities, our Eternal

Infinite Potential,

to Eternal Actuality; so now we're Actualized.”

~Dr. Ruldolph Tanzi Professor of Neurology at Harvard~

***for a more laymen oriented read along outside the box yet undeniable take on physics please see 'The Sky Is Not Blue' in the supplemental material of this book

Cajun MythosA Modern Legend of Cajun Heritage

The wealth of a Cajun way of life practiced passes on, adds to and stays with all of the current moment family of peoples on Earth and Beyond. This optimal way of life comes from within and is in relation to All Things For Ever and Eternal. In the Beginning and For All Time, there have been those known and unknown as Cajun living as best they can in harmony with Earth, other People, the Beyond and Within. All Essence is seen as part of the Divine Family of which we are all-a-part and all-in-one at the same time. This Realization could be summed up as Tout Le Monde Chez Dieu; an Experience of Being cradled in a pitre dish of life giving infinite eternal isness, while at the same time being this life giving infinite eternal isness! Every One is in the house of God, and there is nothing but God within it. We come together at all levels of Creation in order to simultaneously incorporate and expand all levels organically in the current moment of experience, leaving behind what was our basic or common understoodness, to be nothing more than a Divine canvas for proper context and Growth. See everyone and everything is far more awesomer than any could ever Imagine. We live this way by actively choosing a perspective that is then set in Stone, or made manifest rather, by the Singing and Dancing of our day-to-day Living and Self-Evident in our Joie De Vivre. Il ya beaucoup des bon temps dans la Sud de Louisiane, Eaaaaaeeeeeeee!!!

A t'tiny taste of Philosophie Du CajunTout Le Monde Chez Dieu

focus on family: We are one human family and we treat people as such first and foremost. This creates healthy relationships between people. We see everyone as brother, mother, sister, father, son and daughter all in One. This instills respect and acceptance as a practice in the present moment. Basically, this belief helps us behave better in a natural, effortless manner.

makin’ sumin’ outta nothin’: Whatever we have access to is more than enough to create what is needed. This belief helps us stay in appreciation of what life has offered us and instill a capability to do anything with it and ourselves, always holding love for our natural environment that gives us everything we could need.

enjoyment and appreciation: Two sides of the same coin, each enhancing the other. We make it a point to enjoy our surroundings and the people in them, allowing an even greater sense of appreciation for all people. This also keeps us in awe of life and gives us a drive to increase our collective state of being.

a necessity to express one’s self: You not only have the right to speak what is on your mind and in your heart, this is a fundamental part of human growth and self actualization, helping one gain a greater insight as to what one really thinks and feels coupled with a responsibility to share with and learn from others. Keep in mind, you will undoubtedly have to flip ya own script, but we don’t realize it till we speak on it and gets feedback.

a constant love and care for all children!

Keep in heart this is an oral tradition that can only be felt interpersonally, no amount of words could do justice to the experience of Cajun

A Love Field LifeThe Unified Field of Divine Vibration

1It is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer world peace. Peace is our desired state. In peace, all things harmonize with a frequency of Infinite Intelligence that, in turn, brings with it a perspective and experiential possibility of expanded peace.

2This expansion of peace integrates, transmutes, transforms, creates and derives abundant blessings from all things experienced. This state of harmony creates order out of chaos, brings proper function to malfunction, alignment to maladjustment. With this, we experience an anchoring-in of Infinite Intelligence, an actualization that is tangibly fully present in all parts and at work in the moment.

3Within Creation we have this eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process taking place within the individual and within the fabric of reality in general. This is a calling to each person to ultimately own fully him or her Self as an eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process within an even greater eternal, internal, infinite, all powerful process -- Creation itself! As individuals, we experience and we can bear witness. Bearing witness includes anything we can process, recall and communicate with vision, words, symbols and sounds. We can have the same experience, yet bear

witness to something totally different and unique. The fact that we experience cannot really be debated nor defined. In lieu, I'd say that our experience is our unique gift to Creation, our personal addition to All That Is, and is shaped by what we choose to bear witness to, mainly what we express in the singing and dancing within our day-to-day living.

4Our belief in what we are experiencing shapes what we bear witness to, and what we bear witness to shapes our reaction to what we experience. “I really need to leave, and I know I've lost my keys.” This is an experience based on what we believe we have witnessed. Someone comes along who is not invested in the belief that something is missing and, being outside that particular experience, looks in plain sight and locates the keys. Their experience coming into the situation of being of help and carrying a fresh perspective opened the awareness of the experience of the keys being present.

5There is magic in understanding how this stance actually allows the experience of having the keys to be more probable. When I'm in the midst of needing to find something lost, I simply revel in the fact that it will find me, and laugh. Something that is initially looked for and not found brings up a particularly interesting challenge. We now know we can’t find it, this inhibits our finding it, which adds an extra challenge. In short, we have to find

ways to believe in an experience that everything we've witnessed and are currently experiencing tells us is not here; or worse, not possible.

6So what is here, what is possible? We can imagine the Highest Order of Infinity to be an eternal, infinite, all powerful network or Universal Set whose components are themselves eternal, infinite, all powerful, with each containing the whole within itself, including every unique part, parcel and process. Now we have this eternal Self-interacting experience between all that is and all that is, giving rise to all that is now, which can only be made up of parts and parcels that are themselves of this Highest Order.

7As individuals, we are part of this current moment of experience, making us a part and parcel of this eternal, infinite, all powerful network or Universal Set. We must then ourselves contain eternal, infinite, all powerful parts, parcels and processes within us that reflect our unique infinite nature, the infinite nature of all that is, and the expansion of the relationship of the two equally infinite parts -- the individual and all that is. The tending to the relationship between ourselves and all that we are is our true work. Within this particular part of the process, we become 100% responsible. Our work is our responsibility.

8Our gift, our placement in eternity, is to experience and bear witness. This is great news. Our part as an all powerful eternal being is to do the very thing

that we can't help but do effortlessly. It does, however, take effort to harmonize all of the parts, parcels and processes within one's reality to a state of unconditional love, a state of actualized Divinity. This all powerful state of peace can be tangibly felt and put into action as one makes an effort to see every and all things as an unconditional abundant blessing having purpose and meaning. Divinity becomes comprehensible in ways that expand the experience of peace within the individual and the propensity for peace in the world.

9Now that this parcel's internal peace has risen, so too rises the part of that parcel in all other parcels. In the Highest Order, an increase in one increases all instantaneously, effortlessly. The new state of being simply is, as soon as it is, for all. This eternal, infinite, all powerful, intelligent, all inclusive life source is the conductor, catalyst, container and creator of the eternal expansion of experiential love for all that is by all that is.

10It is our responsibility to take our place as an eternal, internal, infinite, and all-powerful being. We are everything, within everything, responsible for processing anything we experience and know as an equal blessing, a bit of eternal, infinite isness made to expand the experience of peace and the knowledge of all that is.

11No One, not even the fullness of all that is, can experience or bear witness for a particular person. One must wield Oneself. It is entirely up to the individual to

know and experience peace. The fact that we experience and bear witness is the effortless part of our divinity, the stillness amongst movement, the unchangeable.

12Our work to bear witness and experience all things as an abundant blessing, as spirit in matter, or God in motion, is the active part of our divinity, the something from nothing, the expansion of the unchangeable. In Union we are in constant awe and love for that which is the source, that which is, and that which is beyond, seeing each part of this trinity as the trinity itself. This is the formula for an eternal process of expanding experiential infinite unconditional love.

13We start with an eternal internal infinite all powerful Universal Set that consists of a network of parts that are themselves equally eternal infinite and all-powerful. We could take this to represent the Highest Order of Infinity. So any part, including us as an individual, is in the likeness of the Universal Set, being equally infinite, still remaining as a part within the Universal Set, while containing the whole Universal Set as a part within our Self.

14The relationship between the Universal Set and anything that comes from it is one of pure endowment. The fullness of all-that-is is given to all that is manifest. In turn, whatever manifests is given back to all-that-is as a type of internal eternal unique experience of expansion.

15We are seeing our individual experience is a total and complete gift from all that is experienced, containing all that is, was, and will be within it. As we experience and bear witness, we add to the actuality of what is inside all that is. This gives rise to an even greater possibility of what can be experienced, and expands our awareness of the tangibleness that is always within source. This concurrently gives rise to our awareness of an even greater beyondness.

16Now add to this what you, as an individual part of the Universal Set, do with this all-that-is-ness. Namely, what is your personal relationship to the Universal Set? How does this reality read in to the stories you tell about Self identity, the nature of reality, the way things are, the way people are, the way you live your daily life?

17We now become firm in the knowledge that any, every, and all peaces of the Universal Set, all parts of reality itself, are experiencing and witnessing a moment that brings awareness of and focus upon relationship to Divinity. Remember, this is a call to Unconditional Love, therefore we must hold this awareness in the face of experiential evidence of lack, limitation, and absence of Divinity.

18Our degree to rest in this Firmness through all times and energies determines the degree of personal experience with Divinity. It is our work to recognize the

Abundant Blessings. An awareness of unconditional love is a pure gift of creation, that when allowed and practiced, manifests as proper functioning in the physical world for our Self and others.

19This gift must be chosen. It cannot be asserted or even proven by anyone to anyone other than the individual to him or her Self. All-that-is instantaneously responds to the focus of an individual and mirrors us with the experience of physical reality. Our physiology literally metabolizes our state of consciousness. Gene expression, neurogenesis (brain growth), and the biological degeneration (aging) of our telomerase reflects our belief and experience of time itself, our belief and experience of love, and the things we say and do.

20It is a scientific fact that stimulating internal peace turns off negative occurrences within one's surrounding community like a light-switch, needing only the square root of one percent of a population to have a statistical effect. Combining the latest and greatest of what we know of what it means to be a human being, we find that it is our responsibility as individuals to create our experience of inner and outer world peace.

21Equally, it is our place as human being to breath the awareness of Divinity into matter. As we experience reality, we hold the witness of the moment as it is, then we hold the belief or conception of Divinity in action, all

of the time with all that we experience. This raises the physical vibration of all that is to be experienced in a way that is in sync with this Unified Field of Divine Vibration. An expansion of the experience of Divinity within all things is occurring now. It is now a matter of choice to see the other person, aspects of yourself, experiences in the world, as Divinity in action imbued with Divine Intelligence and synchronistically connected to non-local Blessings.

22There is need for deep healing and a great need for everyone to ask for personal forgiveness from Divinity for one's own part in this next peace. We and many others have been deeply hurt and have hurt others deeply. Our pain gives rise to the awareness of having a choice. Within our choice includes an increasing of our experience of Divinity.

23Our ability to practice choosing to have a Divine perspective or even to practice the belief that “this too is Divinity,” is Wisdom. Wisdom is the Knowledge and Experience of Divinity in all: all that we know or can know is Divine; all that we are aware of or can be aware of is Divine; all that we experience and can experience is this Divinity.

24Any time and every time the experience of lack

and limitation arises, we can ask Divinity to forgive us for this perceived lack and limitation. I am sorry for any and all practiced patterns that have given rise to an experience of and or an awareness of something less than Divine. This pattern stops now, with this asking for Forgiveness. “I am joyously grateful for the awareness of Divinity in all things and thank the Divine for integrating my experience of lack and limitation into one of Abundant Blessings.”

25I love this process of having my place within Divinity as one who can allow the Divine to shine in any and all of my experiences. Knowing that we are loved by the Most High and practicing that Infinite Love allows us to be aware of any self imposed lack and limitation as a potential to play our part in the expansion of our experience of Divinity in our day-to-day. Divinity allows us to know that we are equal to and worthy of, not just on a Sunday or in Ceremony, but on any day in all ways. Amen

The Holy Sacrament Santo Daime and the Message of MestreThe Greatest Aya in Self Exploration

In looking back on my experience with Santo Daime, I must focus on the results and the developing Philosophie. I now have a clearer understanding of my inner world and a greater degree of direction over my unique way of processing. Our expression and experience of life is a direct result of our awareness of the internal processes that are specific to us and our ability to work with and metabolize what we find inside ourselves. The sacrament of the Daime Work provides an individual with the sacred space, place and intention to open all doors up for integration and betterment. The sacrament of Cajun Communion provides an individual with the sacred space, place and intention to open all interpersonal interactions up for integration and betterment. Combining these two has been to the Up Most benefit. In traveling through passages within one's Self, it becomes clear that a focus on there being a Greater Good is a necessity in keeping the very fabric of your personal consciousness intact. Your very ability to experience relies on your capacity to identify this Greater Good within you. God goes from being a notion to your Gumption. The understanding resulting from my wife and I's experience with Mestre Irineu is ineffable and tangible. In His own words passed down, “Within an individual lies a set of Superior and inferior Attractions.

This knowledge put into practice brings about the Perfection of one's Personality.” The validity of this realization, as brought to light the preceding short stories, is that our every day personal interactions are launch pads for Divinity measured undeniably in optimal physiological and psychological functioning and have a Neurogenic Epigenetic Epiphenomenonal Influence on the Societal Organism's Optimal Functioning. From one's place, one can heal the world. From one's place, one can experience the Mysteries and full Force of Creation's Firmament. This practiced on a day-to-day basis is in Line with Mestre and the king of Science. The result of any good Divine Experiment, spiritual Work, and Present Day should be, at the very least can be, a permanent increase in Internal recognition of one's Place. From this we can choose to generate Superior Attraction with all that one encounters, taking it in the direction of a Greater Good by reaching for better and better thoughts about our current moment experience, no matter how intense, while attributing all Force to an even Higher Power and a Greater Good. It becomes evident that salvation rests in the individual's ability to relate and express the Superior Set of Attractions within. This is Set in Stone in the Firmament. It is not, however, static or a destination. This is Eternal Life, Infinity moving forward in All Directions. A beautiful man of the Doctrine shared with me his way of understanding this, saying, “The Challenge is always greater, but it's never as bad as it was.” For me, the Challenge is mustering up ways of expressing

Unconditional Love and Appreciation through all terrains of Energetic and Emotional Beingness. Having Experienced and Now Knowing the Force within and the Eternal Movement Forward, it can Never be as bad as it was when my day-to-day behavior was less in line with my insides. While under the Guidance and Protection of the strongest Entheogen know to man, Imagine every cell of your body being surrounded by all of the nastiest personalities that ever existed, turning everything you've ever done into gross and gruesome beyond any possible imagining or experience. The awareness is clear that Any attachment to Any thing other than a focus that all is well and God is Good, could send one's very Being into the Mouth of Marachimbe. To not only Psychically survive, and to not be Emotionally affected, but also to be strengthened by such an experience, is to be tangibly released from interpersonal fears at the very least, and at most sends one into a greater level of Altruistic Self-Mastery. Forever Praised Be to one of my Best Friends Santo Daime.

Eu Sou Filho de Deus

The Mystical Body of ChristA Crystalyne Personality Matrix of Form in Motion

There exists within Creation, within Time and Space, personality traits in each and every Human Being that are in Harmony with and add something new to All-That-Is. This is held Firm within what it means to be Human. Anytime Anyone chooses it, it grows more likely in each person, creating an expansion of this matrix of probable optimal in-the-moment-manifestation. Accompanying this is an internal choice in how we relate to one-another, to a higher power, and to the earth, all as a whole. The more we choose to express, at the very least relief... or peace... or choose to feel empowered, interested, intrigued, or healed and healing, loved and loving, compassionate and understanding, or take on a perspective of appreciation and enjoyment, to at most living live in a state of it's already-done-ness, we’re engineering the best possible expression of our personhood. This in turn opens us up for an even Greater Good to flow through us. Faith in the tangible manifestation of betterment, a more infinitely guided and inspired possibility, if focused on and held in-sight, will all ways become better. The One changes the All-That-Is instantaneously, holographically, and fractally. This is a very real choice inside of The, connected to Eternity. This is a life of Prayer to the Gift of Eternal Life. The Godhead Itself is a Living Body of Relationship between all the people who are choosing what they know to be True Love in their Own Heart in this Current Moment, along

with the inertia of all those who have ever and will ever choose that Divine, only from within, choice to Love All-That-Is at Any Time. All while keeping in harmony with an overwhelming flow of interpenetrating Stillness and a sea of Timelessness... To pay attention to the Love that is made by the infinite sides of this Coin, is to know the Orgasmic Wealth of Personified and Personalized Abundant Blessings for All Human Beings. This is Beyond Destination; This is something we can add to, an Eternal Movement Forward...

Out of Line: Dogma and Mass Mindednessthe mechanics of pathology within the Santo Daime

In preparation for the fullest overstanding of this paper, and really for a educational blast off into some of the best Science has to offer, it is suggested that you study and internalize some of the leading edge science on the subject of not only Ayahuasca and Santo Daime but of Consciousness and Optimal Functioning. Thanks to all the beautifully brave people involved in the 2013 Maps Psychedelic Science Conference held in April we have free access to the lectures from experts in the field of Entheogens and Scientific evidence to add strength to our understandings. This is something we can objectively share together and use as a measure of relating and elaborating our individual understandings. I will first share a list on research done on Ayahuasca in an order that I feel guides one through the positive and potentially dangerous, the psychoanalytic and shamanic, cultural and global labyrinths of data available for one to traverse. I've done the same thing with the second list, this time the focus being on Santo Daime specifically, and can be watched concurrently or even before the first. Most all of these videos can be found on the MAPS Youtube Channel

An Ayahuasca List:Integrating the Modern Practice of Traditional Ayahuasca

Shamanism

Ayahuasca's Mechanisms of Action in the Treatment of Addictions

The Potential of Ayahuasca Use for the Treatment of Substance Dependencies

Ayahuasca for PTSD

A Psychoanalytic Perspective on AyahuascaAyahuasca, the Scientific Paradigm, and Shamanic Healing

Classifying Ayahuasca The Role of Subjective Experience in Psychiatric Research with Psychedelics

The Economics of Ayahuasca

A Santo Daime List:Church of Daime (on Vimeo)

Ayahuasca Therapy & Santo Daime Mysticism in Europe

Santo Daime in Europe_ Ritual Transfer and Cultural Translations

Tribal Technologies and Scientific Superstition in the study of Ayahausca (not on Maps)

Currents, Fluids, and Forces_ The Esoteric Origins of Santo Daime Theories of Healing

The Expansion of Brazilian Ayahuasca Religions_ Law, Culture, and Locality

I knew before my first Work with Daime, the positive effect entheogens have on our physiological gene expression, neurogenic and neuroplastic aptitude, ability to integrate past trauma into tangible blessings, and provides us with the birth right of transcending our definitions of who we are as a person and how we relate to Creation with an Experience of who we are as a person within Creation and how we are currently related to All-That-Is. A Future Potential Experience is magnified within you, so you may make an even better nest for all that you are. These effects are Scientifically Demonstrable and are all known to be Catalysts for Altruistic Self-Mastery: Optimal Day-to-Day Functioning! For a final nail in the coffin of this cold case see first the Ted Talk titled “Dan Pink The puzzle of motivation”. This is a clear cut proof about how we Must Increase and Work with Autonomy, Mastery, and Meaning in order to prepare our selves to handle and expand our human capacity for high functioning. That is Altruistic Self-Mastery and it is a Necessity to handle even rudimentary cognitive skill. Monetary incentives, big sticks, and following the step by step direction of what is expected from you by Any societal authority, is literally the rot of our biochemical, neurogenic, psychological, and individual existence in the here now and to the extent we play with it, our forever. This is the root of all maladaptive processes; that which one does Against one's Personal Wishes, that which one does but does not care to Master, and doing something without considering the benefit to a Greater Good for all involved and

affected. Armed with the fact that Ayahuasca can enhance our capacity for Altruistic Self-Mastery, it serves us to visit a second Tedx Talk “The War on Consciousness, Graham Hancock at TEDxWhitechapel” with main points being

'The sacred use of Ayahausca in the Amazon is part of an ancient, worldwide “technology” of altered states of consciousness to find balance, harmony—Ma'at—with the universe, and to remain mindful that what we undertake here on earth, while immersed in matter, is fundamentally a spiritual journey aimed at the growth and perfection of the soul (individual).'

'We live in a society that will send us to prison if we make use of time-honored sacred plants to explore our own consciousness. Yet surely the exploration and expansion of the miracle of our consciousness is the essence of what it means to be human? By demonizing and persecuting whole areas of consciousness we may be denying ourselves the next vital step in our evolution.'

Mass mindedness can take the focus away from Autonomy and Mastery by use of projected meaning that poses an individual is inherently maladaptive and must

have some other person govern and guide the individual's sovereignty and divinity. Proper Function can also be viewed as mutual positive interpersonal interactions with those in one's Day-to-Day life. Mass minded identifications create an in-the-moment experience that leaves little if no room for another person to genuinely connect, unless they have prerequisites in similar or exact mass identifications. The Church-State illusion and effect on a persons positive development is clearly spelled out in “The Undiscovered Self” by C. G. Jung Published by Signet.

Curiously enough, the Churches too want to avail themselves of mass action in order to cast out the devil with Beelzebub—the very Churches whose care is the salvation of the individual soul. They do not appear to have heard anything of the elementary axiom of mass psychology, that the individual becomes morally and spiritually inferior in the mass, and for this reason they do not burden themselves overmuch with their real task of helping the individual to achieve a metanoia, or rebirth of the spirit—deo concedente. It is, unfortunately, only too clear that if the individual is not truly regenerated in spirit, society cannot be either, for society is the sum total of individuals in need of redemption. I can therefore see it only as a delusion when the Churches try—as they

apparently do—to rope the individual into a social organization and reduce him to a condition of diminished responsibility, instead of raising him out of the torpid, mindless mass and making clear to him that he is the one important factor and that the salvation of the world consists in the salvation of the individual soul. Pg.56

The mass State had no intention of promoting mutual understanding and the relationship of man to man; it strives, rather, for atomization, for the psychic isolation of the individual. The more unrelated individuals are, the more consolidated the State becomes, and vice versa. Pg.100

Within the individual lies the capacity to choose to express oneself in a way that stimulates proper functioning by way of Altruistic Self-Mastery, which concurrently promotes Autonomy, Mastery, and Meaning; or a person can choose to simulate malfunction by way of mass mindedness, which concurrently promotes reliance on an outside authority, becoming good enough to make a social quota for an abstract status that is merely labeled good—and all for the benefit of a few at the expense of the others and the individual. To further understand how an everyday person falls into the pathology of evil, we must understand the situational effects, how those situations are designed and made

possible by mass minded institutions. In the video titled “Authors@Google- Phillip Zimbardo”, the author who did the Stanford prison experiment makes the case that we have an infinite capacity to behave as kind or cruel, as caring or indifferent, as creative or destructive, and as villains while others heroes. Psychology understands these negative transformations of human character as being

Dispositional: Personal pathologies of guilty actors, character defects, sadistic personalities. “The Bad Apples”

Situational: Good Men and Women corrupted by the behavioral context, by powerful situational forces. “The Bad Barrel”

Systemic: Broader extrinsic influences; political, strategic, economic, cultural, and the legal context created and maintained by higher authorities. “The Bad Barrel-Makers”

Potentially Good people can be made perpetrators of evil based on what they bring into a situation, what the situation draws out of them, the actual interaction of the individual in the situation, and those in Dominate Systems that literally create and maintain the situations that are known to draw evil out of a person. The power for this to even happen lies in the creational element of the Dominate System; their ability to separate themselves from the carrying out of their orders and their ability to operate outside any orders. The Dominate Institution furthers the potential for evil through intentional

deindividuation, which is an inherent property of embodied mass mindedness that includes pawning off responsibility for oneself, and the potential effects on others, on a false authority. Acting on the behalf of others' well being, or in the defense of what one knows to be right, is the antidote for this designed pathology. We can only find out what is right for us by examining and cultivating our internal passionate truth, not listening to an external socially constructed false authority. We can only genuinely care for others' well being if we recognize the interconnection and interrelation of our individual well being to that of Every other individual's well being. Just as love and knowledge of our body helps us care for our body, love and knowledge of how individual's function as one body can help us care for our larger human body. This love and knowledge of the proper optimal functioning of any individual is of unconditional benefit to all equally.

In the previous short story “The Holy Sacrament Santo Daime and the Message of Mestre The Greatest Aya in Self Exploration” I elaborated on the benefit the Santo Daime sacrament and ceremony has had on the betterment of my life. This benefit is biochemically, physiologically, psychologically, and interpersonally demonstrable. It should be clear that these things are possible and taking place within the church of Santo Daime, what is not as clear however, is how maladjusted mass minded deindividuation processes are concurrently taking place within the shadows of the organization and

individual personalities of higher status. The local protectors, who also have a prominent role in the national U.S. organization of daime, have lied to my wife and I. They divulged their belief that the nature of a human being's individual personality is maladjusted and a carrier of outside negative entities that control them; as opposed to what Saturnino, the son of Mestre Conselheiro Luiz Mendes, shared about seeing every woman as a manifestation of Mary, every man as Christ; and that you do not have to suffer to heal. They completely disregarded anything we had to say and our way of being in love with all people. They have—after over a year of us showing up more than any other official member to Works, choir practices and Orações, despite seeing and knowing our interactions with Divine Forces within the Work—concluded that we were no longer welcome to participate in Daime ceremonies. At one point, in a rare fit of honesty, it was admitted that we bring up things within them that they are unconformable with and not ready to deal with. These people left us with dozens of inappropriate interactions and a “received” insistence that I was born with a negative entity that I personally may not ever be aware of, but has control over my personality causing me to act in a way that is dangerous and unhealthy. This was a great test, for if I did not know before coming into Daime what optimal human functioning was and felt like, or if I had any belief in outside false authority or any identification with an elite collective, I would have been crushed by such a conclusion from the very people who played an

important role on my path to betterment. Because of their lack of understanding of optimal human functioning and identifications with false, maladjusted realities, they were unable to withstand the true Force and Presence of the Divine we carry tangibly in our Day-to-Day function. They had to pretend that we, a family of light, were the source of their internal dilemma by the very nature of their chosen disposition, situational and systemic orientations.

From the shared lectures it is clear that Santo Daime in a beneficial manner can help one perfect one's personality by way of internal exploration that yields integration of past negativity and expounds on a personal meaning and place within Creation. The negative potentials of Ayahausca and mass mindedness concurrently create a space where narcissistic personalities who also tend to blame others for the way they feel inside have a place to build up their “coherent, consistent” theories of pathology and project them onto others—for elaboration on this see both “Ayahuasca for PTSD” and “A Psychoanalytic Perspective on Ayahuasca”. The communal tribal indigenous life, which is how the Churches are in Brazil, is at odds with the social illusion and false authority of the anglo-saxton and economic model. Here in Louisiana it is usually your positive presence and willingness to help that constitutes our social acceptance; but the local church demanded after a year of allowing us to pay what we could, to pay 100 a work to a church that is most likely exempt from national

serving cost dues, and whose works were held in the home of the protector or nearby at a place that was only 50 total to rent. Keep in mind they are asking for potential 2 to 3 hundred dollars a month from a family that receives 600 dollars a month in food stamp assistance. At the time we lived in my aunt and uncle's extra rent trailer, which they now live in because their house was foreclosed. They were forced to leave, and had to watch as many of their family relics where unnecessarily trashed. For a better understanding on how money is a system of evil and makes things that happen to my family and I inevitable, please watch the suggested video “The Economics of Ayahuasca - Ken Tupper”. I was also demeaned for not being affluent in the money making madness, by one of the protectors asking a fardado “What good could he do for the current? Chop wood?” in the context of me being of any benefit to a long-standing, permanent communal church setting.

Every person has the Divine power to choose for themselves right and wrong. When people claim to be of service to others and to the Divine, they have an accountability to perpetuate Proper Optimal Human Functioning. As it stands the local and national organization of Daime, instead of promoting an individuals right to drink Daime and better oneself, is fostering systemic harmful affects on individual’s human dignity. They seem to operate without the self-reflection and self-regulation that is necessary to even be aware of,

much less correct, such happenings; or the biochemical, physiological, psychological, and transcendent knowledge that Integrates, Expands and Universalizes our Ceremonial Experience.

“Don't believe in the masters who appear to you Nor walk on the path with them

Believe only in your Jesus For it's He who can give to you”

#139 Padrinho Sebastiao

“I am Light, I give Light And I make everything Shine

I see my Father in the Heights And the Power where it is”

#100 Padrinho Sebastiao

“It was Christ Himself, Who gave The Commandment

Give your Love to God, Give your Love to EveryBody

We give it up to God and Give to the Earth From Earth to God, From God to the Earth

Do you Believe Good Thoughts of Pure Diviniy?Seeing God in Everything, Yes! God in Everything

It is a Powerful Spot that Place within meOf Pure Affinity for this Infinite Being

Abundantly Bless! and Love without conditionWith the Permission, with the Conviction

To Love God in All my Ways, Is my NutritionCookin in the Kitchen and coming to Fruition”

#3 Joshewa Aaron

“He no cry no more in the MorningHe no cry no more in the Sea

He no cry no more upon the MountainHe no cry no more within Me

It's an Honor, a Pleasure, and a Blessing, to be a Warrior of Ole Juramidam”

#1 Joshewa Aaron

In Conclusion, All Power and the Salvation of the Human Race rest in the hands of the individual. Our ability to connect to, relate, work with, and love, each other especially, is our humble role as a symbiotic cell of Earth verses a cancer that replicates in energy, thoughts or cells at the expense of the environment. We can be mutually beneficial to All environments by Consciously Defining our Reality in a way that tangibly generates positive Growth defined as an increase in natural inclination for doing what's best for all involved, measurable in positive biological Firings and Self-Evident in our Interpersonal Interactions. By Choosing with one's own Will to Master being of Service in-the-moment with any and all who enter your interpersonal influence you experience and exist in Altruistic Self-Mastery generating Optimal Human Functioning Unconditionally, Fulfilling your Purpose as a Part within a Larger Web of Eternal Life. You could say this is still a Thesis to Please Jesus, A Theory of Everything based on Darwin, Mathematics, and Most importantly the Self-Science of Personal Experimentation,

As we have been Gifted with the ability to Exist and have Control, A Human Being has an infinite amount of ways to Love and Master their Individuality in relation to All-That-Is, other Persons, Themselves!!!

a thesis to please Jesus

We have Eternal Life...

...to the degree...

...and if and only if...

...We are In-The-Moment-Manifesting

Altruistic Self-Mastery

((( kids do it naturally )))

Bad Barrel MakersThe Manufactured Con of Educational Narcissism

The study of actual failures is instrumental in being able to predict future potential failures which is instrumental in developing willpower which is essential for both optimal human functioning and rudimentary cognitive problem solving! The manipulation of the will of others, by any means for whatever intent, is detrimental to the development of our greatest and ultimately only power: the cognitive brilliance of our prefrontal cortex when it is in sync with whole brain functioning. Where I bring in a unique perspective on the manufacture of consent is that I would say that it is not just about controlling what you do or think, but more about controlling the psychoneuroimmunological processes within your body that limit or allow optimal human functioning. When you have a belief that is limiting in nature, especially towards the identity of a person, you are generating the stimulation of the neurological connectome that is directly associated with PTSD and addictive behaviors, both of which are essential to driving a “infinite expansion growth economy” that literally makes more money the more an individual sustains, while not dying from, a maladjusted deadly focus.

We now know for a fact holding more than one focus at once even in the basic multitasking sense is a myth and all processes are dulled in the act. A focus on optimal human functioning includes understanding and taking

control of your psychoneuroimmunology including the epigenetic and neurogenetic influence you have control over by way of a developed will power that can handle high level cognitive insight and allow our body's natural healing ability to have it's due. With this we essentially become immune to the improper emotional reactions to designed information meant to exacerbate our neurobiology in order to enhance our focus on their product or will, at the very real expense to our optimal human functioning! This is not helping anyone be a successful parent, to be a creative free thinker or to make a clear decision, even in basic non threatening situations. This leaves a person looking to a false authority on every choice, cutting off the prefrontal cortex that is essential in self-reflecting what's good for the whole and for one's self, and in making good decisions in general. As stated earlier this is the same neuroconnectivity that is associated with PTSD and addictive behavior dysfunctions.

My personal bout with the manufacture of consent sprung from my love of mathematics. All anyone ever said when they realized my love for math was more or less that I should be an engineer because they use math and make a lot of money and stuff that is universally good for our society. My encouragement growing up was to help save the world and that if I knew math, I could know and do anything. In first grade my kindergarten teacher suggested me to be a part of her after school program for kids who wanted to learn about how to help save the environment and create world peace, for my intention was self evident even as a young boy. In middle school it was suggested to me to go to a local chemical manufacturing plant to study it though the perspective of the engineers involved. In high school without speaking on my past research it was suggested that in four years you can make the most money with an engineering degree and you'll being doing something prestigious and beneficial to all. These social and emotional motivators have nothing to do with what I really wanted for myself, nor was that ever their care or cause to know! So I go to LSU manipulated into thinking I would like to be an engineer, when really I'm interested in saving the world and mathematics, essentially optimal human functioning. So I went from mechanical, to structural and chemical engineering, to secondary math education. After my mother died, I finished up at McNeese with what is officially a General Studies Degree with a concentration in Mathematics. I consider my degree a bachelors in

Science of Conceptual Engineering and I trust my official transcript speaks for itself. It was a self driven educational system that gave me the best idea of what optional human functioning is and how and why it is not being fully realized. In learning all this with the intention to share with and benefit all others unconditionally, it is now made clear and realized with this written body of work along with our day-to-day living.

Two major trials faced this realization at the very start of this change of influence from social status to internal heart driven motivation. Through the sheriff department's victim assistance program I received six months free therapy at the institute for neuropsychiatry with the same doctor who had been seeing my mother for the last five years for free because of her care and interest for the case. My want for this was two fold, first to learn more about what my mother was going through and to make sure I’m doing everything I can do to make sure I remain happy healthy and creative. I learn many beautiful and healing insights about my mothers process and confirmation about her love, praise and recognition of me. Now this lady starts out on the fist day with something like 'we should meet a few times, at least, before we figure out what medications to put you on'. Moving on to a week later saying something to the effect 'you're amazing, we only need to meet every two weeks'. Two weeks later, my third time to see her 'you don't need me, your doing everything perfect'. In this most sensitive of times, I was clear enough to not be influenced by this

healer and remain firm in knowing what I’m doing, being in the service of the highest good for the entire planet. In my holding strong I was able to help heal her limited perspective of me and resonate with wellness strong enough for her to reflect it back to me, despite and overcoming, the very real predispositions that have strong effects on anyone within our interpersonal influence. To be clear, if I wasn't fucked up before I saw her, her believing that I may need something outside myself to attain optimal neurochemical balance, could've gone and done it! As I graduated McNeese, my passion for saving the world was soaring. I ask my professor of applied behavior analysis in psychology and my professor of collective behavior sociology, what they thought about the following idea. Take the healing behavior principles for helping a person, that are so matter of fact, and apply it to collective behavior in order to see if we can positively change the behavior of a group of people like we say we can do with a single person. Not only that but make this process mandatory before we try to change the behavior of a seemingly maladjusted collective such as a country arming itself or fostering hatred etc. with the worst methods of behavior change. This is made abundantly clear if applied similarly and down scaled back to a person. Think if we not only sanctioned (economically attacked) but also attacked an individual’s home and community directly with physical and psychological warfare, including as a mainframe the manufacture of consent. All because they have been

judged arbitrarily to be maladjusted and the cause of someone else's psychological pain. Imagine a drone bombing neuropsychologist who instead of saying let's wait to see what meds you need, just presses the button to expanded human suffering! I am here to tell you they are one in the same! Now I wanted a thesis to end war as a social possibility and to be made law. I quickly realized that none of these intellectual camps had really considered others nor did they seem to fully understand or care for the scope of such a proposal. By academia and the rule of law, I was convinced to get a masters in ABA. One semester in, I could fully tell that the advancement of human kind was not the purpose of the entire institution. I was also beginning to understand that my unique take on mathematics could help everyone participate in helping to create world peace, not just scientist and politicians who simply pretend to be the avenue of human advancement. It was becoming abundantly clear that the effort of all people is essential to a fully realized world peace. Mathematics is essential to this process of awareness that makes one immune to top down neural structures and a maladjusted psychoneuroimmunology, while enhancing positive personality and interpersonal influence.

As far as I know my unique gift to human kind is the relation of Gödel's Theorems to Optimal Human Functioning. This theorem has a universal positive affect on any person's ability to receive insight, allow healing and create enhancement. The understanding that math is

about Jocho, the encountering with your own rich unique universe inside yourself in order to generate a positive universal gain with no thought or guarantee of any personal benefit other than the greatest benefit inherent in this selfless mindfulness approach that is the act, not the field, of Mathematics. The basis of mathematical truth is that every process, law, definition and description can be transcended with acceptance; we can then tangibly see the best way to go beyond and overcome whatever and any sort of problem. This has to be accepted as truth if you believe in any part of the validity of mathematics including one plus one is two. If you think that one plus one is two, is true in any case with in your imagination, you must also know and believe Gödel's Theorems. And as we have accepted that there are some cases where one plus one is two, we see tangible cases where one think plus another is not two, but something new or something more and yes sometimes even something less. Quite literally metabolizing Gödel's Theorems will aid in your being the best person you can be. Acceptance is forgiveness and is key to healing those with PTSD and Addictions, Neuropsychiatrically speaking. Letting go of who you think you are in order to be more authentic and open is essential to serving what's best in the moment. This is a social science way of discovering the universal truth and functionality of Gödel's Theorem specifically and Jocho (Mathematics) in general, and creates the medicines of medicines, a shared micro-moment of biological love.

If you have been exposed, as I have been, to the manufacture of consent by way of political, educational and religious institutions, you will find it advantageous to really understand this entire body of work, especially these short stories for a long life. For more on the condition of Academics and how it can be done even better please see both “The Current State of Higher Education in America VICE Podcast 031” and “Designing a university for the new millennium David Helfand at TEDxWestVancouverED”. Here it is clearly demonstrated that a culture that propagates self referring false authority of expertise is non-congruent with a simple focus on optimal human functioning. The two videos show how learning is enhanced and made pertinent to all who engage in the endeavor of learning how to think like a psychologist and a poet, a physicist, mathematician, musician, physician, anthropologist, etc., and then engage the big problems of humanity, now being able to relate potential failures and successes in terms of a multidimensional frame work filtered through a single pointed focus of what education really is: to draw fourth that which is beyond, EDUCO!

I hope you can appreciate how starkly different this is from an expertise training system that we have in place as the standard world wide.

“The implicit promise, I think on a baseline level, that colleges make to you is that your gonna be able to get a degree. But what

percentage of public college entrance would you say fail to graduate in four years? I'll bet it's really high actually. It's 68%. Sixty Eight Percent of people who go in there with full belief that their gonna come out with a degree, um, within four years they don't have that degree. But they do have the Debt. It's unconscionable what we're doing to people under the guise of offering them opportunity.”~Anya Kamenetz

Verses designing education around engagement and inclusion or what I would call Conceptual Engineering. Here David Helfand speaks about what they do at Quest University and articulates it beautifully!

“This is so extraordinarily effective. And I'll give you one example cause I only have two minutes left, rather than the hundred that I could. Every student at Quest in their first year has to take a math course. But the point of the math course and all the other of the foundation courses, is not to pour knowledge from the full vessel to the empty one, not to gain a set of facts which you can find easily with Google as my students have so eloquently said; but it is to show, by example, how a mathematician ask questions about the world and goes about trying to answer them. And how a philosopher does that. And how a poet does that. And how a

physicist does that. So they can accumulate those tools and apply them to their unique interest. So everyone takes a math class and one of the math classes is Spherical Trigonometry. How many people have had Spherical Trigonometry? That's what I thought, because it's not taught in any university except ours. And the reason it's taught there is because our Math Tutor, a remarkable pedagogue, loves Spherical Trigonometry! His book came out with Princeton University Press two months ago on Spherical Trigonometry. This was a HUDGE development in the nineteenth century because after all we do live on a sphere. And it turns out trigonometry is different on a sphere and so your GPS would no work at all if it didn't understand Spherical Trigonometry and therefor you don't have to. But in the 19th century this was important for navigation and for surveying. So Glen teaches Spherical Trigonometry... …Two December’s ago a remarkable thing happen. Glen has taught this class in three universities six or seven other times. He had a group of eighteen first year student in their fourth month of university. None of them where going to be math majors. We don't have math majors because we don't have departments. But none the less, none of them where particularly interested in math. This jst course has a reputation, so the kids all

signed up for it. And on the ninth day of class Glen presented a theorem first publish in 1807, reproduced in every textbook ever since and in his forth coming book at that time with Princeton University Press. And by the end of the three hour class the students had found a logical flaw in the proof that had escaped mathematicians for two hundred years. Which meant Glen had to withdraw his galley proofs, fix it, and acknowledge his class in the acknowledgments for having advanced the field of Spherical Trigonometry as a bunch of first year non math major students. That's the level of analytical ability one can cultivate. That's the level of engagement one gets in this regard!”

In this quote, the intention is let known that the education that they practice should stimulate and enhance a person's personal interests. This is one part of Altruistic Self-Mastery. Learning is at its most optimal when a person learns with the intention to share with others regardless even if they don't actually get a chance to at all. In combining Mathematics or the taking what you already have and the knowing of what you already know and combine it with true Education meaning to draw forth and raise up, we become able to Cognitively Engineer Altruistic Self-Mastery on a constant bases with all in our interpersonal influence! Again Kids Do It Naturally “Hackschooling makes me happy Logan LaPlante at TEDxUniversityofNevada”.

This is an action that must take place for a human being to survive the onslaught of Authoritative Top-Down designed informational Neurological ROT being propagated by BIG BUISNESSES. I Refer you to experts with their feet on the ground and money in their pocket...

Banned TED Talk Nick Hanauer Rich people don't create jobs“It's not a big leap from Job Creators to The Creator... …Speaking of special privileges, the extraordinary differential between the 15% tax rate that capitalist pay on carried interest, dividends and capitol gains and the 35% percent top marginal rate on work that ordinary Americans' pay, is kind of hard to justify without a touch of deification... ...Jobs are a consequence of a ecosystemtic feedback loop.”

Chrystia Freeland The rise of the new global super-rich“One way of describing the plutocrats is as alpha geeks. And they are people who are acutely aware of how important highly sophisticated analytical and quantitative skills (optimal human functioning) are in today's economy. That's why they are spending unprecedented time and resources educating their own children... ...In the global educational arms race that starts at nursery school and ends at Harvard, Stanford or MIT, the 99% is increasingly out gunned by the 1%. The plutocracy may be a meritocracy, but increasingly you have to be born on the top rung of the latter to even take

part in that race... ...The dystopia that worries me is a universe in which a few geniuses invent Google and it's ilk, and the rest of us are employed giving them massages.”

We have already proven how these utmost important highly sophisticated analytical and quantitative skills (optimal human functioning) can be enhanced by increasing engagement and inclusion, yet here, we have clear evidence of the very opposite taking place; this is the very thing that is driving human suffering and ignorance. For more on the manufacture of consent and how it has been used in resent history to make Billions of dollars for a few, at the very real expense of the ENTIRE WORLD, I call attention to both

Manufacturing consent - how Edward Bernays hacked democracy – Truthloader“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true 'ruling power of our country'”. A most important example of this is the carlyle group.

Who are The Carlyle Group, and how are they connected to bin Laden - TruthloaderBe advised you cannot un-see this video and in doing so you will fully understand Access Capitalism and how it

has created and maintained psychoneuroimmunological ROT for the sake of profit at the expense of Union, Justice and Confidence; Founding Principles of both Louisiana and the United States whose systems have been hacked, or rather, they are simply out of date.

Putting work first is a social norm that negatively affects humanity and takes focus away from being a healthy caring loving parent. There are social engineers that make stressful and high demands on a work force without regard for human health and well being or even the sustaining of the planet. If you would like to see the manufacture of the primacy of work at work please see the videos titled “How India's Silicon Valley Became Its Suicide Capital” and “Why are we working ourselves to death - Truthloader”.

If it all came from nothing and goes back to nothing and none of it matters cause we're all insignificant, especially those who are too stupid to realize said facts and believe that anything else matters. So you see, a human is reduced to a biomechanical machine that can be easily manipulated to drive up private profits at the expense of human well being. It's easy to see how such a narcissistic world view leads to our current state of affairs.

The very same maladjusted narcissistic conditioning is present in 'religious' or 'spiritual' collectives that claim you are only blessed by God or the universe if you do the 'right' things according to a very strict set of social norms

that exist inherently outside oneself. It's the same thing the universities do with the 'pouring of knowledge from a full vessel to an empty one'. They both reduce the individual's personal experience to non significance at best. This leads us, as a country, into taking fear based self-preserving actions such as the ones made by politicians against the better judgment of military analysis and top military officials, to bomb Japan twice with a nuclear explosive, even with prior intelligence saying they were going to surrender soon anyway. On top of that, after they actually surrendered after the second nuke, politicians, specifically the president, ordered the largest bombing raid ever in human history consisting of 1400 bombers. This created an outcry from our Top Military Generals. For more “Nuclear Attack on Japan was Opposed by American Military Leadership - Gar Alperovitz on RAI (2_5)”. The president to this date is trying to manufacture the consent for war but was recently stopped in trying to go to Syria. For more “Apocalypse, Man_ World's End According to Michael C. Ruppert (Part 3)”.

With such forces actively manipulating each and every one of us, it is now our personal responsibility to pay attention to learning what Optimal Human Functioning is, how it works, and start engineering our life and world around this most important of Self Discoveries! Anyone who likes to watch TV, can read English and also takes our work seriously, critically and with an open heart; will have absolutely no excuse to not enhance the taking what

you already know in order to draw fourth that which has not yet been, for the benefit for all involved. Real Simple, Real Math plus Real Education equals Real Optimal Human Functioning for Real People.

One informative video on how the Ted Conference adds to this top-down neural connectome that neuters any real altruism or genuine interpersonal interaction they are shooting (themselves in the foot) for, “JRE Eddie Huang TED Conference Exposed”.

Two inspiring videos that talk about how to use social media for community engagement and social change, “Community Engagement Through Social Media Sarah Lee at TEDxKalamazoo” and “Nancy Lublin and Her Unconventional Non-Profits VICE Podcast 024”.

Happy Learning

and

Educo Jocho!

The Mathematical T.O.E.An Infinite Theory of Everything, Rooted in Everyone

The intention of this paper is to invite the individual who reads these words to experience the process of being in-the-moment with Creation Itself. This is a genuine attempt to articulate something that is ineffable beyond words, yet personally tangible and universal. Words will be used to point us in the direction of an experience that is going on inside of us and at the same time much bigger. In reaching into the far beyond, we hope to get a glimpse at an internal consistency that is clearly demonstrable—mathematically, scientifically and personally—irrespective of background. A mathematically scientifically demonstrable theory of everything that helps everyone based simply on the experience of the internal consistency of the theory itself.

This is the first part of an if and only if statement...

Within everything, including a human being, exists infinity. This reality put into practice brings about the perfection of an individual and creation.

Before we get to the math and science of infinity, let us speak on what the experience is like. I'm finishing up a conversation that I know will only last about five more minutes, with a dear student who's kids were unjustly taken but who's return was imminent. Now I could've listened politely and simply wished her well when she was done, or interrupted her for any good reason and took off. But in genuinely feeling her pain and being of service to her in-the-moment something flowed through me that I had never said before, something that I needed to hear just as much as she did. As she was finishing up and becoming exceedingly upset, I said with sincere joy, “Look how beautiful this is, how beautiful you are.” For a split second she stopped her despair and looked at me slightly confused. I immediately go on to describe how her genuine agony over her kids not being with her was a beautiful demonstration of her love for her children, and how this experience would strengthen their love for each other and enhance the time that they will be sharing together. This all brought great warmth to her heart, for she knew this already. Took all of five minutes and all lived happily ever after, meaning the absolute best thing occurred for all involved.

This could not have occurred if I held the potential for negativity outside of myself. The best possible outcome

resided in my choice to be of service in-the-moment knowing all will work out well, without knowing the specific details. And to withdraw from that conscious focus would be giving less than my personal best in the moment life needs or calls for us to serve, which really is every moment. It would have have been a “less than” type of occurrence if I would have focused on it being a stress or a burden to be in a hurry, or that someone was emotionally distraught in my presence and that's taxing. Literally millions of potential focuses on external negativity could have taken me off my personal best. In holding fast to all is well, while doing my best to function as an optimal human being, I am not only of service to others, but I become aware of things that I too grow from and are empowered by. This shared experience between us simultaneously increased the positive biological growth in the two of us than can be measured in the release of specific chemical's in the body called neuropeptides, the increase in brain functioning and growth, and the building of healthy proteins by way of epigenetic mechanisms. On top of this, the experience will in the future be a catalyst for positive changes in our personality and behavior by way of being an experienced condition that shows us that intense emotional stress can give rise to a greater goodness. This lessens the burden and load that stress places on our proper functioning, also known as allostatic burden and load.

What I have given you is a real world experience to show you the potential good and bad in my part of the

experience and the scientifically verifiable goodness contained therein. I will now attempt to look at the internal consistency of a purely conceptual mathematics in relation to real world manifestation.

Mathematics is not inherently good or bad, true or false, yet at the same time expands our notions of such. Some have been damaged or demeaned by the thought of mathematics, yet math remains universally relatable. Mathematics can falsify reality as with double-entry bookkeeping or can deepen one's experience of reality as zero, infinity and fractals have done. So what is the very basis of mathematics? For one, there exists things that are tangible and useful, but are unprovable. So lack of provability does not keep us from efficacy, and existence does not constitute proof. I hope you can appreciate how this perspective is starkly different from a fringe scientific world view holding that existence of something means it's true or provable, and that if something is unprovable it is also not tangible and of no use. Mathematics is universal because it expands upon and redirects the common sense within a person. Two plus two is common sense, but only because we share that with each other and give it meaning.

Math tried, as some physicists do, to build everything up from nothing; zero itself. It seemed to work out very nicely but, when compared to established truth and provability, failed to be consistent. So before mathematics can say zero is zero, one is one, or one plus two is three; more basic and fundamental than all this is, the existence

of a Universal Set containing all actual and potential mathematical truths. The only elements that need be articulated from the Universal Set to obtain consistency in Mathematics are Zero, which as already discovered brings tangibility and usefulness if not proof or truth; and an X, being of inherent tangible variance dancing between known and unknown existing as a range of possibility. I still say the same thing I said almost a decade ago when I first was presented this proof, “Sure looks like a mathematical proof of God to me?” The reply from my mathematics professor was that she'd never thought of it like that before...

On top of that it was a personal discovery of mine to see how this was related seemingly exactly to our physical world, whose zero is itself a HUGE deal—literally the densest information energy mass power that measurably exists is this filled space around us. We swim within it as it swims within us... Just like math had to say there is a Universal set of everything first and then it is in a sense “reduced” down to something, even though the fullness of its infinite nature is always present; physics had to say the same thing about the Universe itself. Every bit of the universe contains within it an immense amount of potential and is in direct relationship to all-that-Is. And just as there is quantum entanglement; there are mirror neurons, limbic resonance and our vagal tone.

Mathematics can also say with a straight face that all rules, logics, axioms are inherently incomplete as they are

in a constant process of integrating new truths whose internalization creates a new set of basics, which are in turn the canvas for an even greater truth to be integrated and so on and so forth. For me, there is a relationship between this and another mathematical truth that there is no highest order of infinity; for things are continuously becoming more infinite. Room for infinity is the consistency. We can find infinity in the finite. Even zero is a unique ever growing aspect of infinity, Mathematically and Physically speaking.

Let us correlate and extrapolate; integrate and derive. Mathematically, rules are incomplete. Psychologically, rules diminish our cognitive functioning, inhibiting our natural ability to be moral and creative in-the-moment. It is the transcendence of rules and definitions that gives rise to mathematical progress and awareness. In the book Naming Infinity we see two useful perspectives that build on each other to expand our tangible notion of infinity. One camp was the atheistic French, who denounced any higher power to get a glimpse of the infinite; the other was the orthodox Russian monks, who called on and experienced a higher power to glimpse the infinite. Both had to operate outside of the known rules to bring about truth—annihilating intentionally by way of their cognition—the top down neural structures that limit insight and problem solving. The loosening of these top down neural structures is also key in advanced problem solving and in the healing of PTSD and addictive behaviors.

As I encountered my student with the direction of infinity in mind, while letting go of prepackaged thoughts, rules and definitions that come up about a situation like this, I was able to let a greater version of myself come through, say some things that I had never heard before perfectly in a new context, all while we both became biologically better people. Our capacity for this type of shared experience is not only our nature but our evolutionary advantage; a song sung in current Scientific research and by Darwin himself. For math to evolve it needed both the atheist denouncing rules and definitions of what is real and the monk calling on and experiencing the transcendental, each operating outside the known laws to propel the human race towards the infinite. We can go beyond both! If you approach your existence keeping in mind the inherent infinite nature of all things, you have your only shot at aiding in the experience and creation of goodness on Earth.

In conclusion, within everything exists infinity, including a human being. This reality put into practice brings about the perfection of an individual and creation if and only if you approach your existence ever mindful of the inherent infinite nature of all things. Here you have your responsibility, your part and power in the creation of goodness on Earth.

Dear Divine,

Please forgive me, for my mistakes and part played in all things unhoped for.

I'm sorry, for choosing that which I know is unhelpful and for the purposes of such.

Thank you, so much for the awareness of betterment.

I Love You, with all my being and effort!

Very Humbly,Yours Truly

What follows other than the closing stories, is some of the raw material all written or collected before 2012, the year we spent working with Daime, and is the foundation for the preceding short stories all written after we closed our work with the local church early 2013. The full experience of educo bahtwa can be found on scribd...

NOW WALK IT OUT

We walk in full confidence

Moving forward in love and appreciation

in the face of vampires and dragons

with internal illumination

calling out “you know better”

for to be better we must live better

together in order to whether this weather.

our harvest is but a breath away

breathe in “everything”

breathe out “is a blessing”

changing the structure of matter

and the mechanics therein

as the elders cry out “EDUCO BAHTWA”

drawing forth the inconceivable nature of nature!

please search you tube for “knowbodyknows sterilecat” breathe, relax, listen, read, and enjoy!

where focus goes, energy flowsit doesn’t really matter if nobody knowsif ya search ya soul you’ll find the glowdoesn’t really matter if nobody knows

source of paper, source of the grindsource of body, source of the mindseek and find the source of divineit belongs to you and it’s all mine

from the roots of earth, began at birthi’ma tell you a story you could tell me whas worse

conscious co-creator not yet aware of himselfsearching everything outside himself ta find his wealth

didn’t find money didn’t find healthall he got into was a dimension of hellat first it seem fine at first it seem swell

until he realized that he couldn’t make bailcause the price is too high but it’s a level you could reachit’s summin you can’t learn, but summin you could teach

don’t look at cha self just build up ya chiand be the one that breaths that infinity

see ya true self build up ya chibe the one that breaths that infinity

cause the sky’s the limit they ain’t no stoppinbrain power within when synapse keep poppin

sway to left keep on rockinmove to the right brain destiny’s knockin

cause limited thinkin is potential sinkinit’s mindcontrol that’s a hundred years oldresidual thought forms that’s covered moldyou could leave’em alone or turn’em ta goldas long as you’re aware that you’re in control

if ya search ya soul you’ll find the glowdoesn’t really matter if nobody knows

the stories been told the commodity soldbut those who ain’t wit it don’t get left in the cold

see if ya don’t know there’s only one way to gosearch ya soul find glow

and then you’ll realize that it’s nothin knowit’s somethin see it’s somethin be

be the ONE that breaths for eternity(((boom))

*partly inspired by Jill Bolte Taylor's “stroke of insight”

mind cough

the sickness as a curethe cure as a sickness

“sometime ya just get malade a la tête”

Conditioning how it works and how to overcome

Conditioning is a very useful tool for understanding the reactions that greatly influence our choices. It is a natural process that can be steered by us if we are aware of it, if we are not, then it simply happens to us. A classic case to understand classical conditioning is Pavlov’s dog and little Albert. Dogs had a saliva tube connected to their mouths. A bell would ring; the lab assistants would give the dogs food powder in order to produce salivation. After a short while they realized that the dogs salivated to the sound of the bell alone without the presence of the food powder. We see that the dog learned that the bell is a precursor for the food and the body’s response follows. This is actually a sort of mental programming. Here’s how it works. The bell at first is a neutral stimulus, meaning it has no significant effect to the body’s reaction. A dog doesn’t normally care if it hears a random bell. The food powder is an Unconditioned Stimulus for salivation which is a Unconditioned Response meaning naturally built in. After the Neutral Stimulus is paired with the unconditioned stimulus enough times, sometimes once with things like food aversion, the neutral stimulus becomes a Conditioned Stimulus that brings about a Conditioned Response of salivation. Even though salivation is the end result in both cases, the major difference is the cause.

Now if the bell is continuously rang then the intensity of the conditioned response will lessen until salivation stops altogether, a process known as extinction. Now if some time goes by and the bell is not pressed, then all of the sudden it is pressed, even without the presence of food, the conditioned response reemerges as a spontaneous recovery of the conditioned stimulus. There is also a generalization that occurs, if a sound similar to a bell is rung than it will illicit the same conditioned response. The little Albert experiment is a banned experiment, which are some of the most telling. A nine month old baby was shown a rabbit, no response, other than curiosity. The next time he is shown the rabbit, a loud bang is generated by hitting a hammer on some metal close by yet out of sight of the child. After a few pairings little Albert would freak out at the sight of the bunny. We have successfully conditioned this child to have more fear and stress in his life, all while influencing his life choices based on this programming. Can you see how this may be useful in other avenues? We can now take time to ask ourselves where did we get these automatic emotional reactions that influence our behavior. One time in first grade I got up in front of the class for show and tell and pissed my pants leaving me embarrassed…

Now let’s say that I’m now a grown ass man and would like to share my ideas with the public like a presentation at a city council meeting. I may never do this based on this conditioning. Now I won’t tell myself this. My mind will tell me something like “o well they aren’t going to listen anyway” or “the system is too corrupt to change”. Sounds rational, sounds reasonable, it’s conditioning. And the fact that that is an in vogue thing to believe says a lot about conditional manipulation. Being aware of the process is part of the cure. We can now ask ourselves, where is this coming from, my passed conditioning or is it a viable emotion that I should give credence. Without the question, we unquestionably go with our emotional conditioned responses and run with them mindlessly, under the influence of others who would benefit from your predicted response that has been carefully programmed to be there. Another thing we can do to use this process to our advantage is to condition everything as a blessing and or unconditional love. YES you can create a conditional response of unconditional love!!! Anytime something brings about feelings of unbounded love and or the feeling of being blessed, connect as much of your reality to that occurrence as possible, creating an infinite amount of conditioned stimuli for unconditional love.

The importance of mathemagical imaginationThe importance of mathematics is that it describes unseen realities and helps bring them into fruition by way of conceptualizing and visualizing premises that were thought impossible before or simply just not thought of in general. We use math to create and shape reality and the expansion of it. It is an honest extension of our conscious focus and capability. The atom bomb was first a mathematical reality before an actuality. The actual bomb was a reflection of the math and also the full result, but without the workings of the mathematical over and underpinnings it would not have “just happened”. It took the concept and the working out of Boolean algebra and fractal geometry to be a mathematical reality and truth before we could generate our electronic successes. It is time for us to take mathematics to a higher and more direct level of understanding and creation. The above mention mathematics was the combined result of discovery and intention. We need to ask ourselves the question, what is the best use of this magical field of human creation mathematics? What does mathematics say about the possibilities of living and experiencing an abundant life filled with a higher order of infinite possibilities and how can mathematics help bring about said reality? I presume it will happen similarly in this case as it has happened in others,

with the intention to use this most useful tool in order to shape basic human understanding and behavior, giving us a concrete concept and visualization in order to aid in abundant human creation. I believe that this will lead to a discovery that can be brought to realization. It is my intention to share with men and women who are far more versed in Mathematics the psychological effects (mental and behavior), the philosophical effects, and spiritual effects mathematics has on my life personally, and hopefully devise a way to share this information in the academic and erry-day realms.

Disclaimer: the immediate following is my best attempt in so far to display my thought forms in an artistic manner first and foremost, it is fun to read first as a peace of art, secondary it is the best articulation of the ideas and understandings that i can speak of and practice at any given point in time. no need to look up any thing or re member any thing. become infinite to know it

A peace of nothing and incompleteness from

The Physics of Creative Conscious Mathematics“Cajun Common Sense”

Let us assume nothing and symbolize this idea with 0. We will use {} to symbolize a set of ideas. In example {human} would be the set of ideas that have the commonality of having to do with any and all people. Therefore the idea of 0 can be thought of as {0} and can be distinguished from the nothing itself and the 0 that symbolizes it. So the nothing itself 0 and the thought of nothing {0} have a relationship to the essence of nothing. The thought of nothing is most definitely something. Now we have two basic ideas 0 and {0}, nothing and the set of ideas containing an element of nothing. In a sense we haven’t said much at all. What we have done is to give ourselves something to relate to. Because of this most profound relationship we now can say the 0 in and of itself is different than the set that contains the zero {0} and gives rise to the relationship of 0 to {0} as being this 0 is not that {0} simplified to be 0 ≠ {0}. The binary relationship of this and not this, on or off, true false, 0101, is a reflection of the information processing nature of consciousness and seen through digital coding, on to natural biorhythms following some creative pattern of on off pulsation sensation of attraction and repulsion. Again true nothing is different in essence than the set of all ideas and experience that relates to nothing and just as profound, different from anything that is made up of nothing or containing nothing. Let’s follow the progression while adding extra symbolism.

0 ≠ {0}

{0} ≈ 1

{0,{0}} ≈ 2

Using symbolism we can say: {0} ≈ 1 We are using 1 to represent or symbolize an idea of something, discovered to be {0}; There is the essence of 0 and any and all ideas of nothing {0} share an element of 0 which gives us 1 element that can be there or not and establishes relationship. “zero is to numbers as a letter is to words.” All words contain letters, all letters are not words, and all numbers contain 0 yet true 0 is nonexistent and nota number in and of itself. It should be obvious that we now have two elements.

0 and {0}

We can continue the process of expansion and symbolism namely the set that contains both nothing 0 and the idea of nothing {0} represented by {0,{0}} ≈ 2 We can literally count the number of “elements” in the system again the 0 itself and the set that contains it {0}. Continuing with this process we get {0,{0},{0,{0}}} ≈ 3. Our three elements in our set are now 0, {0}, and {0,{0}}. “It holds true that nothing, our idea about nothing, and the relationship between the two are all three separate streams of perspective.” We can take this process all the way to infinity, but I confess that the substance of the “nothing” was actually infinite as well.” From this we can build up our notion of Mathematics from an unbiased notion of nothing, but is this notion truly unbiased? To say the idea of nothing came from nothing is to bring the consciousness of an individual to a level of non existence. For the idea of nothing is contemplated in the imagination of human

consciousness. If you believe that you exist, this notion should be revised and in fact mathematics had to reconcile this even without considering the idea of hyporial consciousness, creating an idea of the universal set. So we can build something from “nothing”, but this eventually leads up to the mathematical idea that there is a universal set that contains all parts needed to create any perceivable part while being self contained, a set of all sets if you will. The three most basic elements in math are the universal set, 0, and X. This matches our observation of the Unified Field that expresses the energy and information of our reality and all possible realities in every part of it while existing everywhere. We must also consider the fact that we can go from 0 to infinity using the idea of nothing. This universal set is also a type of infinity as well. “Is there a limit to infinity?” Mathematics helped her realize that there is no highest order of infinity because the search leads to greater and greater notions of infinity. “Cantor’s Theorem is some interesting shit.” Keep in mind that these ideas sprang from consciousness exploring unbiased symbolism and ideas of nothing 0. “Room for Growth” A key point is that the symbolism and ideas that we used to articulate and express ourselves is inherently incomplete. Within any system of rules, facts, and axioms (any logic) there will always be some propositions that cannot be proven either true or false moreover the propositions are undecidable (independent) or undemonstrable within the system of rules and axioms itself. “Yes the notorious unknown is a key element for infinite expansion.” One can prove new propositions by going outside the system to create new rules and axioms, but by doing so we create a new larger system with its own set of unprovable and even unknown statements. The implication is that all logical systems are by definition incomplete. I became infected with a heavy dose of truth

serum via Gödel’s Incompleteness theorem. “Once we reach a certain threshold of being able to fully articulate any system, even the structure of our self, we lose the ability to represent our Self totally.” We are by definition the creators of the idea that there is an ultimate set that is the source of all possible sets which are infinite and ultimate. “Well our observation of reality reflects this notion exactly.” Our awareness from a complete reductionist viewpoint, must be beyond the system of mechanics laws logics experienced in the reflection of consciousness expanding abundantly in all directions, from nothing to infinity, beyond articulation, all while being capable of experiencing itself. “The mathemagician knows it’s engineering elf and is happy to express the magic and majesty of life in a creative ever changing way that can never ever be replicated or copied and only comes from within!”

This is how you claim your Eternal Rites to your Copy of Creation!

Cantor's TheoremThe cardinality of the set of all subsets of any set is strictly greater than the cardinality of the set; i.e., for any set A, cardinality(powerset(A)) > cardinality(A).the cardinality of a set is a measure of the "number of elements of the set". For example,

the set A = {2, 4, 6} contains 3 elements, and therefore A has a cardinality of 3

the power set (or powerset) of any set S is the set of all subsets of S, including the empty set and S itself. Example,

If S is the set {x, y, z}, then the subsets of S are:

{} (also denoted Ø, the empty set)

{x}

{y}

{z}

{x, y}

{x, z}

{y, z}

{x, y, z}

and hence the power set of S = {x, y, z} is

P(S) = {{}, {x}, {y}, {z}, {x, y}, {x, z}, {y, z}, {x, y, z}

This means that within any thing or set, there is a greater order of infinity within the thing or set itself. Moreover it is an inherent part of infinity to have many parts within itself creating an even greater order of infinity.

Let’s say that the set GOD contains the elements {everything}. This is a lesser understanding of the infinite nature of said set, for would it not be a greater understanding and Truer context be to actually experience GOD’s power set being

P(GOD) = {{}, {x}, {∞}, {GOD}, {YOU},….}.

We must come to workable terms with the existence

of nothing,...the unknowable,... the infinite,...

and of GOD which in this case at the very least must contain {everything}, and P(everything),...

including ourselves as being a very real important sub-set whose own power set is equal in magnitude

Consider this from your own Common Sense and Experience in order to be within the proximity of the natural order of infinity and Mathematical validity.

THE GOSPEL OF MATHEMATICA

isness is infinity. this means infinity is. so it is beyond comprehension and articulation while concurrently being understandable and tangible. any form of law that is not based on this is grievously incomplete insufficient and out of natural order. this also means that, it is all there, all the time, every when, every where, and ta boot we have an infinite amount of source energy to learn, grow into, and embody that which is already.

nothing is infinity. this means with nothing you can create anything and become aware of the infinite. even with the use of zero, one can build up an infinite amount of processes and information, a sort of binary system of infinite recursion. the reason being zero is another way of saying and experiencing infinite potential.

truth is an experiential process and cannot be proven fully by any other means. it takes personal direct experience, an awe of the infinite, within and without. any sort of rules axioms, or logic that tries to convey a since of knowing, other than an experience and or feeling, is inherently incomplete. mathematically there will always be more provables than proved, and a constant need to reinvent and readjust the rules and mechanics of any and all systems of reality. any since of knowing that suggest anything else is insufficient.

overcoming the sickness

“THE ART OF CO-CREATION AND AWARENESS”

John 17: 21 That they may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us.

Matthew 6:22 ,23 The light of the body is the eye; if then your eye be single, all your body will be full of light., But if your eye is evil, all your body will be dark. If then the light which is in you is dark, how dark it will be!

Matthew 22:37-39 Jesus replied: 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. The second is equally important: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.

Mark 17:18,19 "Are you so dull?" he asked."Don't you see that nothing that enters a man from the outside can make him unclean'? For it doesn't go into his heart but into his stomach, and then out of his body." Matthew 15:11 What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean,' but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean.'John 14:12 I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing .He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father (joining him in the kingdom of heaven)Luke 17:21 nor will people say, 'Here it is,' or 'There it is,' because the kingdom of God is within you.

TO SEE

CREATION

every man can create any idea which is the fundamental building block of reality.

But what would ultimate creation be? righteousness?

but that leaves out A LOT. The discovering of governing scientific and mathematical principles?

but wouldn't we know it by now?

I mean if it started it all and was always HERE, wouldn't we have evolved to knowing this fundamental principle of life, being it the most "important" thing to know.

(sounds like a prison prism of pathological parallelograms to me)

Maybe ultimate creation is a reality...

which allows for all of it and embraces its birth, sufferings, passions and passings with a compassion beyond comprehension,

while noting its importance and respecting its pertinence pertaining to infinity,

tying together all strings of reality in an ultimate web leaving every thread to be of equal importance.

All Forms of Life: a shamanic recipe

With fungus in panty hoes, she stirs the pot creating a brew that old world witches would be proud of. This very tool has been used by human kind to enhance our connection to divine creation for thousands of years. The brew intertwines us with a culture of spiritual betterment, but with an added force from the Central American entheogen Salvia Divinorum. After a light hearted mention of wouldn’t it be nice, an unlikely suspect returns to the scene with synchronistic news. “I just happen to have some.” The smoke from the extract can be harsh if not careful and the effects are immediate. One should only partake if intention and heart are in the right place. I close my eyes and exhale. Instantly streams of blue creative conscious energy fill my experience with an awe inspiring essence responding to my thoughts. Before I was even aware of the thought I was starting to have, this source field would manifest into a whole universe of any and everything having to do with that thought. Imagine before the specific thought of a plant is realized experiencing instant manifestations of beautiful vegetables, fruit, and life giving plants forming out of an infinite life giving force in as many variations as you can realize. What a blessing it is to connect this very real journey into the divine forces present in every breath and within all forms of life.

Salivating with divinity

When working with entheogens, it is best to have a clear mind, open heart, and good company. On this particular journey this was not the case, for I was caught slippin and was rewarded dearly for it. In an half-assed laxidasical manner people were passing around the red dragon filled with extract. All in the name of “let’s see what happens”. My turn comes. I am, in general, filled with stated heartfelt purpose, but again my ass got caught slippin. With my intentions slightly unclear and my mind in a state of whatever, I place fire in the dragon’s mouth ready for a cosmic joy ride. Let me start with saying now that it is all said and done my reward has instilled within a fearlessness for I have survived an experiment that crushed my core, raped my spirit, with a ferocity that only a master warlock could inflict upon himself. This was an unadulterated present moment. Immediately I felt an overwhelming force penetrate my being, grabbing a hold of every atom in my body and ripping it apart as if maniacs had ripped out the beating hearts of the victims they’d been pursuing for lifetimes. My entire being was stretched to what felt like the very edge of space-time reality. My spirit shook and screamed, but like a dog whistle, this sound was only heard by ONE. The way back was like a witnessing of the world unravel, unrolling like an extremely large living earth scroll. The sound, oh my god the sound. Think of being the tracks while feeling and hearing a megaton freight train ride over you. Except you are nothing but the sensation of such and all you can see is a flat 2D representation of what used to be the world now devoid of any sensation of what you once called home. I first see as I get closer to my actual position in time and space, the unrolling of the back yard. “Oh shit I’m at Rachel’s!” I then notice the

colors of her utility room rolling by, then the kitchen. As I come to the room we’re all in I see people’s faces elongated stretched out, all a part of the unfolding membrane. As I become aware of my toe I have to hold on for dear life just to stay attached to it. I felt as if I was going to roll right passed it all with no choice or glimmer of hope. This force had me by every ounce of my being. As I cling for dear life, snap I’m back, and every person in the room had a face of udder shock and concern. I ask them what happen and no one speaks. I was overwhelmed to say the least. I slide off into the other room to lay down for a few minutes to recover. Rachel walks by and I ask her what happen. She stops, Laura says not yet…

forgive me, i concluded

i write poetry to provoke my inner selfto help me write a playof which we ended upgoing about acting out one day

we turned a scene into a dreamfrom which it seems

blackness was the rulerof the color schemes

it was a peaceful piece,safe for those dead columbians with their genitalia in their mouth.it was a pieceful peace,safe for the day the lights went out.

for god was no longer homehe left his children all alone

to hear their own screams and moans.

once darkness took flightwe escaped into the nightto go off and "fight the good fight"

but we paid criminals to do itand oh, who knew it?

turns out none of us were right

about the military causewhich gained so much applausein Satan’s last epilogues.

Capital Punishment

Someone once asked me: Do you believe that capital punishment serves as an effective deterrent to violent crime? Give reasons and examples to support your answer.

Capital punishment is the putting to death of a violent criminal who has been convicted of a crime, usually murder or rape. Throughout history mankind has used capital punishment to deter or change an individual's behavior. However, the frequency of its use has declined in modern times. What is the reason for this trend? Has humanity as a whole become better, or has the threat of capitol punishment done its job so to speak? It is my core belief that we have evolved in our understanding of human behavior in such a way that renders capitol punishment barbaric and a non-necessity.

What does it really mean to be a violent criminal and what does the threat of capitol punishment really do? Any person who has grown up in the last century has been exposed to the most violent and horrendous times that man kind has ever known. We live in a time where violent criminals are trained, recruited, and sustained by the same capitol that threatens capitol punishment. If a person feels the urge to commit a violent crime, is he not a victim of the conditioning of his immediate environment that tells him that violence is okay in the "right" situations? Is he still not a human being who is capable of realizing his divine presence given the correct reinforcement? It is hard to say, because specific cases require specific answers, but if we look into the psychological factors we most likely will find a trend of negativity and or dysfunction. Through the practice of applied behavior analysis we could identify these factors and reinforce that

person where they exhibit positive behaviors along with helping them release their negativity in a way that will help condition the negative thoughts of the afflicted person into an area of calmness. This will in turn eliminate the actual act itself.

What does the threat of capitol punishment really do? A weak argument would be that it keeps people from committing such acts. It does not create a moral argument for an individual to not commit the act. "I'm not going to kill because I will be killed." I see no humanity in this, furthermore in the heat of the moment this is far from a deterrent. We can see this from the records. It turns out that places that do not have capitol punishment are less violent and more educated. The threat of capitol punishment also does a number on the collective psyche. This threat tells the people that the capitol will kill you before it honestly tries to help you. It also gives the assumption that the capitol has some sort of right to use and enforce such an act. Thisthen leads to the most atrocious form of capitol punishment, war. Are the victims of war not sentenced to death for being at the wrong place and the wrong time based on no specific evidence?

In conclusion the record of history and the advancements of humanity have proven and shown us that capitol punishment does nothing to benefit society or deter criminal acts. Capitol punishment leads to further assumptions allowing a ruling body to enact mass murder. Given our advancements in understanding psychological dysfunction, capitol punishment is just an easy way to discard a deeper problem. It is my contention that in the near future we will laugh at the idea and ideology of capitol punishment.

SPIRITUAL ANARCY

There are no “rules” to personal transcendence. Your path to you is up to you.

Any reliance on outside systems or rules is self-sabotage.

This book is written with theintention to examine every person’s inherent ability

to become and be...

a thesis to please jesus

recently i've come to a point in my life where i can articulate my ideas on creating world peace and the infinite potential and possibility of any individual. these are ideas i have contemplated since i can remember. before i get into what my thesises are, i'd like to share with you why i think i might know something in the first place.

since birth my mother always told me that it was of utmost importance to express myself no matter what i was feeling, everything from i love you mom to f@*k you madeline, but then I had to recognize where my feelings came from. this allowed me to never have to deal with built up emotional negativity. it also allowed me to understand and reason with my inner self. later in life around 7 or 8 my aunt told me that if i understood mathematics i could do anything, which for me even at the time was to create world peace. i could remember that ever since i realized you could count all the way to infinity, i was consumed by the idea of infinity. for me infinity was eternal, and if numbers were forever so were people, the creator of numbers.

i've also had to deal with emotional trauma throughout my life. from having a mother and close family members addicted to drugs and dealing with major mental disorders, to getting hit by a drunk driver and having to see my best friend die while almost dying myself, to being with and singing to my mother for hours before she passed away. though all this could be seen as strife, it all brought an infinite amount of understanding and blessings to my life.now for the thesises

a thesis to end war as a social possibility is the assertion that a productive way to change the perceived negativity of a collective(group of individuals), is to use positive reinforcement i.e. add positivity where we see positivity, and/or an extinguishing procedure i.e. help them release there negativity in a positive way, and any other proven behavior change technique found in the study of applied behavior analysis. basically if country x is indulging in a behavior we perceive to be negative i.e. arming themselves, the only way to change that is to agree to help them do things we all see as positive i.e. schooling, feeding, etc, every time they agree to lessen their "negative" behavior, in this case less military funding or whatever. if we tell this country to stop or we will sanction or bomb you, this might get an immediate change in the behavior, but always/mostly causes a negative psychological effect, in time or immediately. if a person is mentally ill and wants to hurt people, we don't go to war with him and his family to create a positive change, the same can be said of a collective group of people who have problems.

This idea should end war as a sociably viable option, or at the very least should provide us with some prerequisites that should be made mandate before even the thought of war. Imagine invading a country with support for education, agriculture/horticulture, culture preservation, and technology. Tell me who would not fold to the pressures of personal and national excellence. but see for me this thesis was not enough. it is a plan for world peace that relies on psychologists, sociologists, and government. i also felt that there was a more efficient way to create world peace that involved the very real participation of every conscious being that wanted to aid in the bringing about of world peace.

now for the thesis that satisfies my soul.

everybody matters is the assertion that every person is equal in their infinite potential and possibility and moreover responsibility to create inner/world peace.0,1,2,3 we can count to infinity, this is a certain idea of infinity, but certain ideas of infinity are larger in a sense than others. see the set 0,1,-1,2,-2 has doubled the perceived parts as the first set of just 0,1,2,3, they are both infinitely big, but the second set had a higher order of infinity. another would be like 1 raised to the 1 power, 2 raised to the 2nd power, 3 raised to the 3rd power, this also goes on for infinity, but has a higher order than just 1,2,3..., well the highest order of infinity is the set of reality where every conceivable bit is inconceivably infinite, and it turns out that's the set we're living in. physics tells us that the void/ vacuum that we think is no space or nothingness, actually contains more than three times all the detectible energy in the universes!!! and all the atoms that make up our reality contain far more of the void than matter itself. physics has also found that matter exists in waves of infinite potential and possibility, until we try to measure or perceive it, and then it shows up wherever we're looking (double slit experiment or measurement problem). This also resonates all the way up from particle science to behavior science, with the Rosenthal effect. This is a study done by behavior science doctors doing studies on other behavior science doctors. They would give two sets of doctors two different opposing hypothesis to study, ones which should contradict each other, meaning only one or the other should be correct. They found that no matter what hypothesis they gave the doctors to do research on, they found evidence for it. see we as humans are more than a conceivable bit of information, that brings experience into reality by our

perceptions, thoughts, beliefs, and actions. the beautiful thing is that mathematics helps us articulate that there is no highest order of infinity, it is infinitely higher, meaning that it's as high as you can think it to be and infinitely higher, and that before zero is zero or one is one there is an ultimate set from which all things are drawn from and a part of.

there also have been studies done, one involving this PhD who was also a practitioner of ho’oponopono. this man took on a job at a violent psych. ward where he would never see a patient. what he would do is take the person's case file and first take responsibility for creating all the persons negativity, and then read the file repeating “forgive me for creating this, i’m sorry, i love you, and thank you”. these people would then pop out of there violent behavior, enough to allow for rapid betterment. studies have also shown that people who were trained to feel the feeling of peace in there bodies went to d.c, the middle east and places across the globe, notably decreased the crime rates and violent actions in a short time, just by feeling feelings of love and gratitude towards everyone unconditionally (the Maharishi Effect and“International Peace Project in the Middle East,” The Journal of Conflict Resolution, vol. 32, no. 4, (December 1988)). now this was a controlled study, imagine if those practitioners of peace were teaching and incorporating the surrounding community. The effect would be intensely increased. By recreating these studies it has been found that all that is needed to affect any given population is the square root of 1% of that population, which turns out to be 100 per million people.

so what i'm saying is that if a person wants to help bring about world peace, they must first inner peace, taking responsibility for co-creating everything they perceive to be,

because we know that the only way something can come into existence (positive or negative) is through our perceptions. send out a thought of betterment and love unconditionally towards all that is, because the only real thing to know is that things get better, they progress. just as importance we can train ourselves to feel calm and peaceful no matter what our given environment is, which in turn increase the calmness and peacefulness in our world around us, tangibly changing our local environment while increasing the propensity for positive change throughout the cosmos.

on a dna level what's going on is that every time you are mad or negative about anything our dna coils up and shuts off genes, you literally can't think straight when you’re mad. when you are thinking positive thoughts, feeling good, excited, vast, peaceful, our dna uncoils and instead of seeing one or two options, you've set off new neurological sequences through the epigenetic change of your genes, you see more and more potential and possibility until you see an infinite amount. a world filled with blessings!

physics articulates how energy is neither created or destroyed, but merely converted from one form to another, in the law of conservation of energy and in the law of repeatlessness. so the energy that is our conscious choice is ours and ours alone, more over it's our responsibility to convert our own negative thought forms(energy) into positive ones.

the universe is like a computer that is defragging, we may not like war and murder, so what we do is convert those energies into writings, poetry, a really good video game, a movie, a song, and so on. if its there we can't deny(aka judge it, and

deem it bad) it, we have to use it in the most efficient manner. it may turn out to work something like this, world peace if and only if inner peace.

this can also be explained using the bible, the good book doesn’t deny war rape and murder it uses said ideas as a learning tool without denying any forms of energy. it also tells us that when we enter the kingdom of heaven we will do the things christ has done and even MORE. and that the kingdom of heaven is within. Luke 17:21 21nor will people say, 'Here it is,' or 'There it is,' because the kingdom of God is within you." John 14:12 12I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.

according to my perception of the omnipresence and omnipotence of god, "god" is everything in everything and aware of everything at all times and forever, and there is "nothing" outside of that, except maybe perceptions of separation, but again i am only aware of my own perceptions, so all i can say is that it is what it is and its far beyond articulation what ever it is, these are not my beliefs but merely a feeling i'm having, i'm not naive enough to think that i know anything especially anything outside my own feelings.

what this all could mean is that even if all we had was the shittiest shit that was ever shat, it would still be more than enough to create a reality beyond all comprehension.

the idea of co-creation can also be demonstrated by PLACEBOS AND NOCEBOS, EPIGENETIC CONTROL in biology, SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY and again the PLACEBO EFFECT in psychology, and by the field of study

called BIOCENTRISM. it also helps to have a working knowledge of quantum mechanics, torsion fields, and really any area of study that takes into account and works with consciousness. any of these ideas can be easily be understood by a child much less an adult. it just takes an open heart.

a little on why things seem not to work out or why some seem not to get it… our reticular activating system (a part of our brain) blocks out and only lets in information that we personally hold as significant, anything from information to the sight smell touch and taste of something again can be blocked out or let in based on our beliefs of what is significant. again more evidence that suggests that we co-create our reality.

if you would like to help me understand better or debate any issues, please feel free to contact me, or if you are in a position where you can help out in any way shape or form(even if it’s just a positive thought or prayer) please do so, we survive off the gifts and kindness of others. peace and love.

joshua terziu

ps a quick word on the title of this essay, it rhymes and sounds good, it's not that i don't believe in jesus, i don't believe in disbelief, but i'd like to add that i believe that all schools of thought (from christianity, to philosophy, to psychology, all ologies, to anarchism) while containing beautiful insights to truth if not combined and seen as similar they are mathematically

flawed and in turn could use some schooling themselves especially pertaining to the infinite nature of reality, including me as i am always further developing my understanding and principles that i live by. this can also be articulated as a mathematical principle know as Gödel's Incompleteness Theorem which suggest, “we cannot understand our own mind/brains ... Just as we cannot see our faces with our own eyes, is it not inconceivable to expect that we cannot mirror our complete mental structures in the symbols which carry them out? All the limitative theorems of mathematics and the theory of computation suggest that once the ability to represent your own structure has reached a certain critical point, that is the kiss of death: it guarantees that you can never represent yourself totally.” i will never assume that i know anything outside of my own feeling of vastness which is beyond articulation, which is more “real” than one plus one.

pss i would love feedback on these thoughts, whether it's agreeable or not. if my argument can be called bullshit, please call it, and explain why, if it's thought provoking then think, if it's above your head then lift your mind. if it seems elementary then please help me add to it. if we all participate in a thought experiment on world peace, the only result is that it becomes closer to a reality.

i would also like to say thank you, it’s out of respect, acknowledgment, and admiration of your ups, downs, twist and turns, emotional outbursts, and intense passions, and out of my own ups, downs, twist and turns, emotional outbursts, and intense passions, that i’ve come to understand the true self that is represented within all of is-ness.

what follows is makeshift supplemental material on the matter: ya know tings i didn't rite denoted with an *

*Gödel's Incompleteness TheoremSubmitted by wtd on 22 March 2009 - 10:49pmThis theorem is one of the most important proven in the twentieth century. Here are some selections that will help you start to understand it. Gödel's original paper "On Formally Undecidable Propositions" is available in a modernized translation. It's also in print from Dover in a nice, inexpensive edition.

*Jones and Wilson, An Incomplete EducationIn 1931, the Czech-born mathematician Kurt Gödel demonstrated that within any given branch of mathematics, there would always be some propositions that couldn't be proven either true or false using the rules and axioms ... of that mathematical branch itself. You might be able to prove every conceivable statement about numbers within a system by going outside the system in order to come up with new rules and axioms, but by doing so you'll only create a larger system with its own unprovable statements. The implication is that all logical systems of any complexity are, by definition, incomplete; each of them contains, at any given time, more true statements than it can possibly prove according to its own defining set of rules.

Gödel s Theorem has been used to argue that a computer can never be as smart as a human being because the extent of its knowledge is limited by a fixed set of

axioms, whereas people can discover unexpected truths ... It plays a part in modern linguistic theories, which emphasize the power of language to come up with new ways to express ideas. And it has been taken to imply that you'll never entirely understand yourself, since your mind, like any other closed system, can only be sure of what it knows about itself by relying on what it knows about itself.

*Boyer, History of MathematicsGödel showed that within a rigidly logical system such as Russell and Whitehead had developed for arithmetic, propositions can be formulated that are undecidable or undemonstrable within the axioms of the system. That is, within the system, there exist certain clear-cut statements that can neither be proved or disproved. Hence one cannot, using the usual methods, be certain that the axioms of arithmetic will not lead to contradictions ... It appears to foredoom hope of mathematical certitude through use of the obvious methods. Perhaps doomed also, as a result, is the ideal of science - to devise a set of axioms from which all phenomena of the external world can be deduced.

*Nagel and Newman, Gödel's ProofHe proved it impossible to establish the internal logical consistency of a very large class of deductive systems - elementary arithmetic, for example - unless one adopts principles of reasoning so complex that their internal consistency is as open to doubt as that of the systems themselves ... Second main conclusion is ... Gödel showed

that Principia, or any other system within which arithmetic can be developed, is essentially incomplete. In other words, given any consistent set of arithmetical axioms, there are true mathematical statements that cannot be derived from the set... Even if the axioms of arithmetic are augmented by an indefinite number of other true ones, there will always be further mathematical truths that are not formally derivable from the augmented set.

*Rucker, Infinity and the MindThe proof of Gödel's Incompleteness Theorem is so simple, and so sneaky, that it is almost embarrassing to relate. His basic procedure is as follows:

I. Someone introduces Gödel to a UTM, a machine that is supposed to be a Universal Truth Machine, capable of correctly answering any question at all.

II. Gödel asks for the program and the circuit design of the UTM. The program may be complicated, but it can only be finitely long. Call the program P(UTM) for Program of the Universal Truth Machine.

III. Smiling a little, Gödel writes out the following sentence: "The machine constructed on the basis of the program P(UTM) will never say that this sentence is true." Call this sentence G for Gödel. Note that G is equivalent to: "UTM will never say G is true."

IV. Now Gödel laughs his high laugh and asks UTM whether G is true or not.

V. If UTM says G is true, then "UTM will never say G is true" is false. If "UTM will never say G is true" is false, then G is false (since G = "UTM will never say G is

true"). So if UTM says G is true, then G is in fact false, and UTM has made a false statement. So UTM will never say that G is true, since UTM makes only true statements.

VI.We have established that UTM will never say G is true. So "UTM will never say G is true" is in fact a true statement. So G is true (since G = "UTM will never say G is true").

VII. “I know a truth that UTM can never utter," Gödel says. "I know that G is true. UTM is not truly universal."

Think about it - it grows on you…

With his great mathematical and logical genius, Gödel was able to find a way (for any given P(UTM)) actually to write down a complicated polynomial equation that has a solution if and only if G is true. So G is not at all some vague or non-mathematical sentence. G is a specific mathematical problem that we know the answer to, even though UTM does not! So UTM does not, and cannot, embody a best and final theory of mathematics...

Although this theorem can be stated and proved in a rigorously mathematical way, what it seems to say is that rational thought can never penetrate to the final ultimate truth ... But, paradoxically, to understand Gödel's proof is to find a sort of liberation. For many logic students, the final breakthrough to full understanding of the Incompleteness Theorem is practically a conversion experience. This is partly a by-product of the potent mystique Gödel's name carries. But, more profoundly, to

understand the essentially labyrinthine nature of the castle is, somehow, to be free of it.

*Hofstadter, Gödel, Escher, BachAll consistent axiomatic formulations of number theory include undecidable propositions … Gödel showed that provability is a weaker notion than truth, no matter what axiom system is involved … How can you figure out if you are sane? ... Once you begin to question your own sanity, you get trapped in an ever-tighter vortex of self-fulfilling prophecies, though the process is by no means inevitable. Everyone knows that the insane interpret the world via their own peculiarly consistent logic; how can you tell if your own logic is "peculiar' or not, given that you have only your own logic to judge itself? I don't see any answer. I am reminded of Gödel's second theorem, which implies that the only versions of formal number theory which assert their own consistency are inconsistent.

The other metaphorical analogue to Gödel's Theorem which I find provocative suggests that ultimately, we cannot understand our own mind/brains ... Just as we cannot see our faces with our own eyes, is it not inconceivable to expect that we cannot mirror our complete mental structures in the symbols which carry them out? All the limitative theorems of mathematics and the theory of computation suggest that once the ability to represent your own structure has reached a certain critical point, that is the kiss of death: it guarantees that you can never represent yourself totally.

*TetrapharmakosThe four-part cure

Don’t fear godAs a prelude to "Don't worry about death," the concept of "god" in Epicurus' time was incompatible to Epicurus' beliefs. The worrying about whether or not the gods areconcerned about the actions of human beings, and the amount of observance and worship ascribed to them, was the general relationship of man's belief to the gods' purpose and temperament. But Epicurus and many other Greeks at the time conceived the gods to be a hypothetical state of bliss rather than higher bodies of judgment; they are indestructible entities that are completely invulnerable, enviable to mortals, and, most importantly, unconcerned about anything beyond the bliss and happiness they represent. They are mere role models for human beings "who emulate the happiness of the gods, within the limitsimposed by human nature."

Don’t worry about deathAs D. S. Hutchinson wrote concerning this line, "While you are alive, you don't have to deal with being dead, but when you are dead you don't have to deal with it either, because you aren't there to deal with it” Death, says Epicurus, is the greatest anxiety of all, in length and intensity. This anxiety about death impedes the quality and happiness of one's life by the theory of afterlife: the worrying about whether or not one's deeds and actions in life will translate well into the region of the gods, the wondering whether one will be assigned to an eternity of pain or to an eternity of pleasure.

What is good is easy to getSustenance and shelter, these things can be acquired by anyone—by both animal and human —with minimal effort, regardless of wealth. But if one wants more than one needs (over indulgency, gluttony, etc.), one is limiting the chances of satisfaction and happiness, and therefore creating a “needless anxiety” in one’s life. "What is good is easy to get" implies that the minimum amount of necessity it takes to satisfy an urge is the maximum amount of interest a person should have in satisfying that urge.

What is terrible is easy to endureThe Epicureans understood that, in nature, illness and pain is not suffered for very long, for pain and suffering is either "brief or chronic...either mild or intense, but discomfort that is both chronic and intense is very unusual; so there is no need to be concerned about the prospect of suffering." Like "What is good is easy to get," recognizing one's physical and mental limit and one's threshold of pain—understanding how much pain the body or mind can endure—and maintaining confidence that pleasure only follows pain (and the avoidance of anxiety about the length of pain), is the remedy against prolonged suffering.

Please go online and search for the video “Hippie talks about the Universe” so you can read along with this story shared by a good brother of mine...

*The Sky's not blue

The sky's not blue! Ok. What I mean by that is the buddhist are right. Nothing in the universe has an absolute state of existence independent of anything else. For example you would thought, like I'd use to think, the sky was blue whether humans were around or not. The sky's blue. Just how it is. Ok. Umm but that's not how it is. It's all in our head. Ok, what we know of the universe? Alright we know the universe, what I love is we got our own creation story, 'the big bang' the beginning of space and time. And we know a lot. We know that out of 100% of the composition, the stuff, THE STUFF that makes up the universe, we're only dealing, our own, our totally really is only dealing with 4% of it. Ninety-six percent of it we label as dark matter or dark energy, cause it either doesn't emit light or if it emits light, it doesn’t have anything to do with us. Right? I'm not talking about invisible light like gamma rays and microwaves, they got stuff to do with us. So what are we stuck with? We're stuck with the matter and energy that we know. And our Total reality, our total what you see out there, is dependent on what?

Visible Light! Electromagnetic radiation. Ya, light again, not-ya-ok? And of that we just see visible light. Ok? And what do we do? Do ocean waves have color? Do radio waves have color? Do sound waves have color? Light waves don't have color! They're waves! Ok, right? And what happens is the longest wave length like any kind of wave, 'hey when's the next break?' Ya know crest to crest? Longest wavelength we paint in violet. Shortest wavelength we paint in violet. And then every other color in between with every other wavelength. We do it really really fast. And when I say paint it in, I mean just like those color by number books. Ya know, three's yellow, four's blue... We're coloring in by wavelength. Ya know you dream at night and ya go 'holy f**k a duck how do I do that?' That's amazing creating a 3D landscape with your eye's closed. Hey we're doing the exact same think right now with our eyes open. We're creating an image in our head based on the light we're receiving. Except know it's even crazier! We're seeing it out There!, the image that's actually in our head. It's not that there's not an isness out there or thzzsomething's out there, but it's a far cry from what we're looking at folks. Ok ok ok hehe, Now where I find it's interesting is I bring time into the equation. And E=mc² tells us a very fascinating thing about time. That even time is not absolute. Time is not this ineluctable linear thing that's chk clocking off

chk chk chk. For example the way time works is the faster an object of mass moves against the speed of light, the slower it physically experiences time. Two twins born today put one on a rocketship and send'em off at 200,000k/s (two thirds the speed of light), bring'em back in forty earth years. Earth twin's forty. Rocket bout twin steps out, he's still a hunk of twenty. Aged half the time because he was going so fast against the speed of light. That's standard physics. Where I’ve taken it is I ask 'what's light's relationship to time?' Ok. Light the photons are going at the speed of light, therefore, in English the best I can do is 'there not in time, there outside time, there not experiencing time.' Right their going at the speed of light. Their masses but their going at the speed of light. So what's the really I cnt fst sounds that's seems like the best I can do. Then if you'd agree with me that it's the unconscious and that's it's not really unconscious it's really just has a different consciousness somewhere else, the Eye, the processor that I was talking about, the painter in your head, well it's receiving the light. It's making sense of that light. Doesn't logically have to be doing it at the speed of light to keep up with the light? (laughter) Ya following me? Yeah. And it's called the quantum non-local function butht's something else ok? So that means that Eye is also 'not in time outside time' whatever. Now anecdotally I can give you some

evidence for this. Now this is far as I can take it. Is if you could speak to a photon in an imagine exercise and photons' have ego consciousness, this consciousness. And you go 'hey photy what ya know about time?' It go 'uh' 'what', it's really kinda retarded. It can't even talk about tomorrow or yesterday. It's stuck. The photon, the best you could find out from the photon, it's stuck where? It's stuck now, now, now, now. It's all it would know, is Now. No past or present just now. Where are you stuck? Where's you consciousness right now? Now Now Now Now! We're trapped like the light. Now our whole consciousness is, everything, they say observer and phenomenon, it's what the buddhist pointed out. Observer.. Phenomenon... are one in the same. And right away up until this year, it's my sixtieth year, I hadn't really I hadn’t really got, ya know I had one of those epiphanies. This was an epiphany for me, is no longer is it poetry 'the light of consciousness'. There's gotta be a deep meaning in there. That's all I’m suggesting to you.

***please not that this seems to correlate very nicely with what Sir Roger Penrose is suggesting***

*The four laws of creation: these are not arbitrary rules and regulations that can be changed rewritten or ignored for real laws cannot be broken and it is these four real laws that structure all of creation

You exists. can’t do much about that. taken to its fullest logical understanding, if you exists now, you always will and always have, therefore you may change form but you always exists in some way shape or form. isness is the only quality existence has, for it does not know how to become non-existence. furthermore non-existence is already full with all the things that will never exists. there is no room for that which does exists. that which does exists only has one quality, to be, and thus that is the only thing it will always be. if you exists now, you always will. so relax.

The one is the all, the all are the one. all of the pieces together form the one, the one is the one who knows itself simultaneously as all the pieces. creation is not separate from the creator, but is made of the creator. there is no outside to it. every discrete person place thing, every discrete concept is a part of one same whole and also holographically every single part is the whole expressing itself as a part of the whole.

What you put out, is what you get back. the energy you give off based on your beliefs your emotions your behaviors, the vibrational frequency that you give off determines the kind of reality experience you have. physical reality doesn’t exists, except, as reflection of what you strongly believe is true for you. that is all physical reality is, literally just like a mirror. if you are looking into a mirror and you see your face with a frown on it. if you want to see a smile, you don’t go up to the mirror and try and force the reflection to smile. you must

smile first, and the reflection must follow. there is no way to change the reflection without you smiling first. conversely if you decide to smile the reflection has no choice but to return the smile, because it does not have a mind of its own. the idea to understand is that physical reality is very much really like the mirror, it will not change until you do first, but if you do it has no choice but to follow suit because it is only a reflection of what you have put out.

Change is the only constant and everything changes except the first three laws. that’s it, one two three four, that’s it. every experience you have ever had, are having now, or will ever have is based on a variation of these four laws to varying degrees, that’s it.

Another way of understanding this is to know that your behaviors or choice is based on your motivations which are your emotions, that stem from your beliefs which are your definitions. you are always motivated towards that which is closest to pleasure and farthest from pain, key point as defined by you! this is why it is important to search out one’s own beliefs in order to uncover how you define reality. What this also means is follow your highest joy all the time. out of all the choices that you can make right now, which one brings the most joy, for joy is the very essence of your being. as you feel it you are becoming it.~Bashar

The following is a segment of my *VIA extended survey of character strengths taken back in June of 2010 as far as I can tell. I am looking forward to contacting them soon to take the survey again and study any growth.

I took the liberty here to add two red dots for perspective and spirituality for I scored a 5.0 on those virtues as well. I also included green dots of score 4.9 and 4.8 in order to expand on the picture a little bit. This plot is a beautiful blend of focus on self and others plus a balance of head and heart. This is what Conceptual Engineering Altruistic Self-Mastery is all about!

Conceptual Engineeringis using a basic working knowledge of personal and universal cognitive tools, from creative conscious mathematics to personal experience with entheogens, for a current moment expansion of the tangible betterment for the good of All Optimal Day-to-Day Functioning and Naturally Induced Peek Experience The process of talking about betterment, paying attention to it and celebrating it, especially with another person, brings us into the experience of it and increases the likelihood that we will share and exhibit our personal best on an everyday basis. This practice cleans our stress build-up through physical changes brought about by an increase in emotional wellness stimulated by just having a genuine conversation of mutual care! In Other Words: We Practice the Cleaning of our Allostatic Burden/Load Through Epigenetic Mechanisms via Rapid Limbic Revisions Stimulated by the Interpersonal Experience of Being part of the Tangible Betterment for the Good of All. On top of this we are Biologically Designed to share Positivity Resonance with Any Other Human Being. Shared moments of Biological Love are the Driving Force of All Positive Changes in the expression of our Personality and in our ability to Genuinely Help Others. This is an Interdisciplinary Interpersonal Educative Practice Of Optimal Day-to-Day Functioning for a Naturally Induced Peak Experience Benefiting All Other Human Beings. As Human Beings we receive and generate concepts. To engineer this process in a way that benefits all peoples is to participate in the construction of Peace on Earth with simple conversation concentration and celebration of our shared

Altruistic Self-Mastery(((Abundant Blessings)))

An Engineered Practice of Optimal Function will include the following:

۞ Skillful Release of Stress

۞ Overcome Challenges۞ Heal Past Conditions

۞ Creatively Enhance Personal and Societal Well Being۞ Altruistic Meaningful Experience

۞ Strengthen and Heal Interpersonal Relationships۞ Masterful Appreciation and Forgiveness

۞ Healthy Skepticism and Discernment۞ Responsibility, Integration, and Awareness of One's

Part in All Things Light and Heavy۞ An Artistic Practice of The Unconditional Benefit of

Love, Forgiveness, and Happiness۞ Positively Enhance One's Biological Output Including

Gene Expression and Cell Generation۞ Guaranteed Expansion of Life Satisfaction

It is our natural drive to be self-directing, to become better and better at something that matters to us, and to be of service to a greater good. This internal optimal functioning allows critical thinking skills and life-satisfaction to flourish. Conceptual Engineering offers movement in the right direction and from within. This Day-to-Day Optimal Functioning will induce synchronistic naturally occurring experiences of expanded love, appreciation, and awareness. This reinforces the drive to better and better our Day-to-Day while benefiting the whole of humanity in the process.

In Summation Conceptual Engineering is a process of

education and implementation

We start with an educational foundation based on

optimal human functioning

combined with a personal understanding of the nature of reality in terms of

Mathematics and Science

Both of these aspects are combined with a categorization of one's own

Growth Process

in relationship to the educative foundation.

These aspects work in synchronization with each other

This process coupled with an interpersonal setting induces rapid limbic revision between the individuals

Rapid Limic Revision

brings about positive epigenetic revisions and literally cleans our allostatic burden/load which is

build up from stress that hinders our proper biological functioning

the alpha and omega ofshort stories for a long life

'philosophie du cajun'

This is a condensed distilled and meek experience report based on my personal and humble

relationships with Mathematics and Altruistic Self-Actualization

What follows is both a hope and a challenge for you and all of humanity to

focus more attention on...

~mathematics~the processes, the basics and the context of it's truth.

~optimal human functioning~the processes, basics and context of its fluence.

~your personal experience~ and the relationship between your experience and

your process of defining reality.

( ( ( In Joy ) ) )

The Illumination of my SelfA Categorization of Healing and Procedures to Induce High Functioning

The Self-Healing Axiom: Creation is Infinite. Eternity is a very real process within Creation, and More than anything else, there is room for Growth... Growth is the tangible benefit that is derived from any particular experience within Creation, as it is integrated back into All-That-Is, creating a wake in the Unified Field that manifests as the expansion of Higher Functioning. Proper Optimal Higher Functioning is a Self-evident Universal Unconditional personal experience of being and becoming more of an unconditional benefit to the world, experienced especially within our interpersonal relationships, while simultaneously being of up-most benefit to one's complete Self. Growth can be measured in the individual and surrounding community by way of our Psychoneuroimmunology, Epigenetics, Neurogenesis, Progress towards Peace in our Collective Behavior, Coherence in Initially Chaotic or “Random” Systems, and by way of Self-Reflection in relation to Altruistic Self-Mastery. More Importantly, genuine Growth is known by the individual and Self-evident in all interpersonal relationships. The way of Healing is to allow the expansion of the tangible benefit of Creation to become more and more Alive in our Present Moment Day-to-Day Living. Self-Healing is the Eternal practice of expanding tangible benefit within All-That-Is.

An Axiom of Illusion: Any experience of lack, limitation or suffering is a very real opportunity to examine personally held beliefs that, when reflected upon, bring enhanced, intensified feedback as to whether or not that belief allows for Growth. So lack, limitation and suffering are catalysts for a specific type of Self-Healing that includes Self-Reflection and Redefinition. These seemingly adverse challenging life experiences are very real Catalysts for Growth. The belief of lack, limitation and suffering as being ANYTHING other than Positive Catalysts for Personal Growth is ILLUSION. This includes all stories created and told that do not include a focus on the inherent tangible benefit of All-That-Is in the Current Moment.

The High Functioning Procedure: The very REAL short of it and the culmination of all it could be, comes to fruition in a very real personalized effort to Define everything as an Abundant Blessing! Tell stories of Abundant Blessings, all the time, forever, about EVERYTHING! With this in place, all the details of our Collective and Personal Healing occur naturally with the full Support and Force of All-That-Is. The result is Rapid Life Revision. In order to reintegrate any particular within Creation, especially what is initially seen as trauma and suffering and in general terms described as lack and limitation, we must first understand the process of healing and then define our concepts or beliefs to match what is taking place, and finally practice what we know to be true. In order to

further our understanding it is necessary to revisit a challenging situation that we overcame with ease and grace.

At age 3, my Mother needed to be in rehabilitation in order to receive some special care and help with her problems with addictions and co-occurring psychological disorders, both of which had nothing to do with me or were because of me. My Mother demanded that it be explained to me this way so I would know straight up what was going on with her as she was admitted; for she understood and raised me to be understanding as well. See before this point my Mother had taught me to express the spectrum of my feelings from I love you mom on down the line; but if something was off, we needed to talk about what we both could do to make it better. Not why are you mad, not who's wrong or right, not as something I deserve or am entitled to feel. It simply gives all involved an opportunity to make things better. This was coupled with a strong emphasis on creative story telling from an uninhibited imagination. So geared with this, I prepared to be with what I’d considered extended family, altruistic strangers. I remember getting a bowl of cereal. Immediately recognizing that it was not my favorite, I asked for something else. The care giver's reply was, “If you don't like what we have to eat, you don't have to eat.” Her directness gave me a jolt of realization that I should be thankful for ANYTHING I have to eat. I went from defining whatever was gifted to me in the moment in relation to an arbitrary past preference to

defining whatever is gifted and available as something to first Appreciate. After a couple of nights of crying myself to sleep really missing my mother, I finally asked for an extra pillow to cuddle with. As I laid there inducing the feelings of being with my mother, I felt the FULL PRESENCE of my Mother within my own heart, within my own being, and I instantaneously realized she always Was with me and always Will be. This redefining of my Mother from an outside entity that could be here or not, to a very real experiential Internal Presence, is Healing in the Highest Sense.

A couple of years later, as I was better able to see myself in relation to others, I grieved greatly for not having and knowing my Father. It was not often I swam the seas of tears and emotions that come with the feelings of lacking the presence of the Father, if not too much more than a handful of times in my entire early lifetime. The very first experience with this suffering brought not only intense crying, but an immediate recognition of all of the beautiful men and women in my life who had Fathered me in various ways in a manner that expressed the best of what a Father could be. I then felt as if the whole universe was my Father, and that the specific player of the role may continuously change, but my Father remained. This, too, I knew to be inside of my own being. Before the age of 6, I understood that these intense moments of suffering were very real catalysts for realizations and redefinitions that I can cherish and benefit from eternally. Naturally, my relationship and

definition of suffering has been one of up-most Appreciation and Respect. Rest assured, I would still have an interesting challenge learning to pay attention to All-That-Is as an Abundant Blessing and Unconditionally telling stories that reflect what I really believe to be Truth.

At age 19, I began to heal from an accident where my best friend and I where hit by a drunk driver, resulting in the death of Aaron and the new birth inside Myself. This new Birth started as what seemed like an undertow but instead of waves and sand, it was a car at 65 miles per hour, and rocks, glass and cement that rearranged and interpenetrated my being. I come to a restful stop sitting up in a fetal position where the road meets the ditch on River Road somewhere between Downtown Baton Rouge and the LSU campus. I glance to see Aaron has flown further and is laying on his side, clearly not breathing in a pool of blood. I immediately knew I needed to stand up, but it felt like my back was broken. I stood up with an accompaniment of screams that resided somewhere between war cries that help push one forward and the gnashing of teeth and wailing from the valley below. This culminated in experiencing a blackness seeping in and overcoming my consciousness until all that was left was what seemed like a molecule, an atom of red which then brightens my awareness to visually make out my reality in shades of red. This would be my experience of putting on the Rose colored glasses of my college daze. As I stand there waving my arms, two cars pass from each direction without hesitation, leaving me to wonder if I was even

there... At that moment, two vehicles stop to help. The first was a wrecker service that I immediately direct to help Aaron as I sit back down in my fetal position and rock gently back and forth. The other vehicle was a nursing student, who I immediately direct to my camel pak that I must have gracefully taken off in mid-flight. I let her know that the phone ringing in it is my fiancé and to please explain to her what has just happened. The ambulances arrived faster than normal because there had been a rodeo downtown. This contributed to my not bleeding to death. As I am loaded up, I hear the paramedics saying that they have one of us dead on site and expecting me to be dead on arrival. Keep in mind, instead of the word dead he used number codes, but I clearly got the gist. My immediate reaction to riding with this pain was to be with it. Really feel it, all the while giving thanks to those to have suffered and sacrificed for the betterment of others, having as a strong focus the story of Christ and those in my life who had put aside immediate gratification so that my life could be better... When I arrive at the hospital, as my clothes are being cut off I ask the nurse if I’d make it, thinking that if I was conscious and well enough to have calm discourse I’d clearly be fine. He tells me in a most sincere and concerned manner that he had seen worse make it. They could not administer anything to alleviate pain until they were sure of all of the internal damage. This resulted in 2 to 3 hours of just being with it all, panting like a dying dog on the side of a slow country road. During this time I had to move around in order to take x-rays and scans all

cut up from head to toe with a fractured pelvis. This was made easier with the support of the nurses. At one point, they told me that a doctor was coming in to put his hand inside of my gaping wound to feel around and see if my internal organs are ruptured. Remember, I’m feeling EVERYTHING. He comes in and tells me to turn on my side so he can gain access to my insides. I say ok just give me a second. And I mean, not one-Mississippi had gone by, this doctor lets out a tiff like I’m just ruining his day and didn't just get hit by a car... I immediately respond with one of those war wailing cries as I turn over, and thankfully, no internal ruptures or bleeding. My fiancé arrived two hours after receiving the call from three hours away. Before she comes in the room, some of her friends who were already there made it a point to ask the nurses if they could wipe up some of the blood before she came into the room. They started wiping the floor, walls, and machines that had been blessed with my life blood. During the process, I remained light. I remember a nurse trying to find, unsuccessfully, a place to inject a local anesthetic in order to put a stitch in my eyelid. I began to laugh and said, “Considering what I’d been through, I can handle it. We'll call it my Superman stitch.” About a month later, I started to become angry at the person who hit us. I channeled this into a work out regime which at the time was optimal and even healthy, but would not remain so. After being mad and bulking up, I began to channel my anger in visions of revenge. I went so far as to finding the address of the man involved in the hit-and-run. It then got to a point to where I was

seeing myself kicking open his door with a sawed-off shotgun wanting to impose my will and cast my judgment in ways that I can leave to your own poetic imaginings. This immediately stimulated me to stop and consider how I really felt, and feel, about this person... A wave of Unconditional Love came to the surface from the depths of my own being, revealing my love not only for this person, but for any and all people... After this, I understood that being honest and experiencing Hate is a Catalyst for a deeper, more profound Love. An intense redefinition occurred. Hate is not bad, nor does it oppose love; it can be used to stimulate a spectrum of action, but more than anything else, it is always a Catalyst for the realization and experience of a deeper Personal Expanded Love. I then began to redefine any challenging experience as a Catalyst for more Love.

Around three years later, my mother was killed in a hit-and-run accident. At this point, I was learning to define everything as an Abundant Blessing and then process the particulars. I chose the perspective that my mom had been released from what was on one hand a life long struggle with multiple personality disorder and co-occurring addictions and on the other, a woman who changed peoples' lives for the better. Two-hundred and seventy people showed up to her funeral and almost all of them made it a point to tell me, “Madeline is the reason I’m clean today.” “Mimi is the reason I passed this class, or even went to school.” All this from what society may consider nobodies on up to doctors. I felt that if I’d

helped one person in the way she helped plenty, I’d be more than happy to die. Now, I could have been devastated over the fact that I was just now starting to open up and empathize with my mother after having been away from her on a permanent basis since age seven, or beat myself up cause I'd wasted time being cold and callous toward her in my late teens. I would dive deeply into these feelings and ones far more intense, and really enjoyed the experience of loss and grief. Because I chose to focus on the blessings of the situation and honestly dived into the full spectrum of emotions while continually expressing my appreciation for it all as well, I was able to see the tangible benefit of the situation, even in the midst of the storm. Just as wonderful, the minute thoughts and realizations of potential negativity, although sometimes accompanied with intense emotion, began to continuously become more and more resolved. As my main focus was on the Growth and Healing, the tiny waves of negativity began to bring with it more and more tangible resolve with each recurrence. The negativity had no fertile ground to expand, so as it kept popping up, the only thing that could expand from it was tangible resolve and integration into All-That-Is being an Abundant Blessing. All I did, do, or can do to create Growth and to allow the Healing is to Define EVERYTHING as an ABUNDANT BLESSING, Pay close attention to everything being as such, and express sincere tangible appreciation for All-That-Is in any Given Moment.

Naturally Induced Peak ExperienceThe residue of day-to-day effort

Beyond Imagination vision states of pure empathy have been known and used concurrently and consistently throughout our history. This is a type of cognitive tool that promotes new insight into clear pathways of never before seen growth and beauty. Clearly documented in not only Art, Math, Psychology and Science, it has been discovered as being integral to our proper Neurological functioning. Being so all-critical to optimal human communal existence, these clearest and deepest of feelings serve both the greater good and the daily living—all from the current-moment of personal experience!

The highest high from the most high is gifted to us as we practice a day-to-day life of current-moment Altruistic Self-Mastery. This comes not from anything other than a spontaneous expression of residue from a day-to-day effort in the right direction according to one's own heart. This almighty glimpse gives us a taste of what life is made up of while giving us a gauge of our efforts. The gift of an even greater joy also lies ahead but it is tied to the promise of right action.

In response to our need for infrastructure that is both a place to practice a daily life of reverence for all-that-is especially those in one's interpersonal sphere and a place to safely go trough the ecstatic and trying terrains of one's insides, I propose a new way of looking at things. In the Santo Daime the organization is around the ceremony or Works. We will focus on the daily life aspect of optimal human functioning and use all kinds of ceremonies and spiritual Works to enhance our daily practice of health and healing.

I would like to combine all this wisdom with the wisdom of the Cajun Healing System known as Traiteur. My wife comes from a family of traiteur. Her Mawmaw Betty was born with certain signals that she would be good for a specific type of healing mostly thrush in infants. I also know my mother to be a great channeler of consciousness and brought much light to many people. My awareness of traiteur is fairly recent with the most direct information coming from a local school board superintendent telling about his childhood experiences riding around with is Uncle who was a traiteur. To quote the “Good For What Ails You” study guide available online written by Nicole Falgoust,

Traiteurs not only fill a spiritual void; they also provide services for people who either cannot afford medical care or are unable to find relief within the biomedical system. As Helen Regis contends, "In a context like the US where biomedicine is available, traditional medicine is often used for chronic ailments, ailments with a poor prognosis, chronic pain and anything with a strong psychological component." For instance, Pop Joe F., a Creole healer in the film, uses alligator grease for asthma, a chronic condition. Many others practice the laying-on of hands and prayer for nervous problems, shingles, warts and other psychologically related disorders and viruses. Pg 6

For most, it's a belief in the power of prayer and God's intercession through a traiteur. Shannon affirms "...There's nothing voodoo about it, or

crazy, or magical even. Some people may think it's magic, but...it's just a prayer to God in their behalf." In a more ecclesiastic pronouncement of the same idea, a local hospital chaplain Fr. Keith LaBove states, "The role of traiteur is to be the embodied, the en-fleshed, the incarnate presence of god. They are instrument. They are a tool, if you will."

Other explanations emphasize scientific and empirical aspects. While making mamou cough syrup in the film, Edna R., a Cajun traiteuse, explains, "...Some mamou root — it loosens up the cold so you can spit it." A local pharmacist Sid Dupois presents a more pharmacological explanation: "[Mamou] does contain active ingredients which are steroid-like — saponins which reduce the surface tension of thick mucus allowing it to be an expectorant." Helen Regis points out that the plants are not chosen or used randomly: "Most traditional healing systems are empirical. They're based on trial and error... Does it make you feel better? ...People do reject things that don't work. It's a kind of science, really." Furthering the comparison with "science," Barry Ancelet, a prominent Louisiana folklorist, asserts, "A lot of this is not magic, it's just natural observation. It's the same sound, natural observation that led to the development of what we call medicine today." Pg 11

Throwing all this together you might get something like the following prayer and way of life...

A Free Initiation Culture

the Free and Open sharing and demonstration of the skilled use of Cognitive Tools in a way that undoubtedly offers a positive and beneficial learning experience of betterment that creates a permanent change in the Overall Health for any visiting Individual while continuously strengthening the Efficacy of the Culture as an unconditional benefit to any Individual . The salvation and life blood of our Noosphere and the human race at large, rest in the Allowance and Practice of this Free and Open sharing between individuals.

Ideally resources are shared freely and openly that help provide the sustenance for the Cultural Container that is manned by those involved with holding and sharing a Sacred Space that is also free and open to any and all individuals willing to participate and or share space. It should be well understood that simply sharing space with Happy and Healthy Individuals is Enhancement Well Enough!

With a strong emphasis on family, science and culture, I know that a healing collective can be of great use and is in GREAT need. It is my calling to integrate all of these things and share them with a Cajun Consciousness which is a commonsensical and universally understandable Wisdom Teaching.

The Law of Equal Responsibility and Capacity

Every Individual is equal in their responsibility and capacity to create optimal functioning within themselves and those within their sphere of interpersonal influence.

Creative Conscious Mathematics is the applied mathematical processes of mindfulness to all conscious endeavors including day-to-day optimal functioning.

Cognitive and Conceptual Engineering is the ability to design, implement and correlate insight and chaos in the context of day-to-day life, with little or no other resources other than one's self, all for the purpose of altruistic self-mastery.

The corner stone of positive human motivation includes autonomy. Figuring out and choosing for one's self is a necessity. In this family is the natural drive to get better and better at something that is interesting to you. And for me, the trunk of this tree is the doing of something for a greater good for all those involved. Altruistic Self-Mastery is the drive to be a better and better person for the good of all people because you simply want to.

It is my hope to stimulate your interest in Mathematics and the potential it has to help unlock our optimal human capacity. Another intimate hope is that this body of work will help substantiate my expertise in the field of study known as Cognitive and Conceptual Engineering. Aside from being a work of Art, these writings may serve as a Thesis detailing out the realization that is our responsibility to aid in the engineering of optimal human functioning. We must take responsibility for our interpersonal influences on humanity—the physical links of affectation we have on each others' ability to perform as human beings. The ability to engineer insight and correlate chaos in the context of day-to-day life, with little or no other resources other than one's self, is Conceptual Engineering. My Mother intuitively understood Gödel's Theorems in relation to Optimal Human Function allowing Altruistic Self-Actualization to take place. I have been studying, practicing and living this Cognitive Engineering approach since I can remember. In reviewing my mother's letter to me and the paper from her childhood psychology class, you could say I was bread for it...

My mother passed before the birth of her grandchildren...

her embodied wisdom lives on...

Merci Mama, Madeline Marie and our Family of Chaumont for gifting me with all that I am and

have, including My beautiful Queen the Princess of Everything

O Rei Mãe Rainha

Thank you Laura for all your strength through all of this continuous discovery. Your living is the

Light in my life.

Mahti Marie, thank you for your living example of Love, Patience and Care. Your Guidance is the

Living Presence, Your Joy is the Living Force!

Novah Aaron, you are a champion of Life! And the Strongest most Loving Being I could every

Imagine.

A Thousand Thank You's to You, the reader, for going through this Journey with me. I trust that

this has been a mutually beneficial sharing of our hearts and may serve as a case study on what it

means to be a Human Being.

Thank You

God Bless

Namaste (the Divinity in Me recognizes the Divinity in You)

In Lak'ech Ala K'in (for The Presence Is also You as Me and the Presence

Is also Me as You)

Ehyeh Ashar Ehyeh(I am the I am that I am)

Hotep(be at peace)

Till next time...

...Stay Blessed

Freedom of ActionWhat General Intelligence is and How it is a function of physical reality

The following is an excerpt from the video “Alex Wissner-Gross A new equation for intelligence” and occurs after a short film is shown about a simple equation...

So what you've just seen, is that a variety of signature human intelligent cognitive behaviors such as tool use and walking upright and social cooperation; all follow from a single equation which drives a system to maximize it's future freedom of action. Now there's a profound irony here going back to the beginning of the usage of the term robot, the play rur, there was always a concept that if we developed machine intelligence, there would be a cybernetic revolt. The machines would rise up against us. One major consequence of this work, is that maybe all of these decades we've had the whole concept of cybernetic revolt in reverse. It's not that machines first become intelligent and then makalominyical and try to take over the world. It's quite the opposite. That the urge to take control of all possible futures is a

more fundamental principle than that of intelligence. That general intelligence may in fact emerge directly from this sort of control grabbing rather than vice versa. Another important consequence is goal seeking. I'm often asked 'how does the ability to seek goals follow from this sort of framework?' And the answer is the ability to seek goals will follow directly from this in the following since. Just like you would travel through a tunnel, a bottle neck in your future path space in order to achieve many other diverse objectives later on, or just like you would invest in a financial security reducing your short term liquidity in order to increase your wealth over the long term; Goal seeking emerges from a long term drive to increase future freedom of action... ...Intelligence should be viewed as a physical process that tries to maximize future freedom of action and avoid constraints in it's own future.

Thinking about your future self is key in training your willpower to make cognitively correct and healthy choices. This is in direct relation to maximizing future freedom of action. It has also been noted that controlling forces, including top-down neurostructures and limitive definition and beliefs, can inherently be overcome and moved passed; all with acceptance and the natural drive to maximize future freedom of action which is inherent

in the emergent properties of physical reality. This gives rise to new solutions, the release of allostatic burden/load including the healing of ptsd and additive behaviors etc, and the enhancement and integration of insight. This is optimal human functioning, the maximizing of our future freedom of action.

Mathematics wanted to control and understand all the details of all of mathematics. In doing so they ran into Gödel. His addition to Mathematics should be considered more fundamental that one plus one is two and more real. Essentially he proved that what ever limitations you have in front of you, in accepting them with a stillness of focus (Jocho), an increase in how you can tangibly go beyond and maximize future freedom of action of said limitations, definitions, laws, system, etc., will emerge! It's a fact more fundamental and more easily understandable than one plus one.

Gödel's work through Sir Penrose has been applied and shatters the limitations of an old physics that used maths not fully congruent with what is foundational in Mathematics to begin with. Mathematics and current up to date observation make clear that there is a need to understand and talk about a new kind of physical reality. Understanding the emergent properties of physical reality will inevitable and inherently expand our ability to maximize future action. The universe itself has intelligence and a goal; and is gear up for overcoming limitations with emergent optimal cognitive functioning

focused on maximizing our future freedom of action. This will be accepted as fact as we better observe and understand more how maths and the emergent properties of matter can better be applied to our outlook into the quantum manifestations within photosynthesis; into what going on within the mirotubules in our brains and bodies using Orchestrated Objective Reduction as a framework, yet inherently going beyond all theory; all of this is related to what's going on inside our universe beyond time and space. A good framework to start with and transcend would be Conformal Cyclic Cosmology. This is the how in 'how is general intelligence a function of physical reality?' In Nassim's work titled 'Quantum Gravity and the Holographic Mass' we get a little one the why

In this paper, we demonstrate that a quantum gravitational framework of a discrete spacetime defined by spherical Planck vacuum oscillators can be constructed which applies to cosmology and quantum scale. Our generalized holographic method utilizes zero free parameters and is generated from simple geometric relationships and algebra, yielding precise results for significant physical properties. In the words of Einstein, “One can give good reasons why reality cannot at all be represented by a continuous field. From the quantum phenomena it appears to follow with certainty that a finite system of finite energy can be completely described by a finite set of numbers

(quantum numbers). This does not seem to be in accordance with a continuum theory and must lead to an attempt to find a purely algebraic theory for the representation of reality.”

The 'precise results for significant physical properties' are specifically that all of the other protons in the Universe are holographically expressed inside one proton, showing that's it's all physically interconnected. Remember we started all this with the consideration of an algebraic theory. In accepting that these theories are very real options that arise from both mathematics and the emergent properties of physical reality as observed in current science; we will go beyond even this. Rationally, Logically, Mechanically and Physically speaking!

Forgetting to forget is key to having access to expanded experience. Forget that you know anything other than a goal oriented physical universe that solely works toward the allowance, expansion and effectiveness of our future freedom of action operating fully outside and beyond space and time while remaining the container and guide for all qualia!

This is a baseline fundamental eternal physics, that is inherently beyond calculation and constraint, and expands future action potential,unconditionally for all pieces and bits of physical reality. Mathematically I’d say it comes close to the once thought impossible, Universal Power Set or Highest Order of Infinity if you would so kindly allow me to indulge such a proposition!