Tako je Bilo, Očiju Mi by Zlatimir Pantić (Latinica)

8/15/2019 Tako je Bilo, Očiju Mi by Zlatimir Pantić (Latinica)

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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 3


2/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO :

Xactnonr \citnč

RCKF HD JNAF,FāNHT ONWACŬKC OCMNHC N WACŬKC āTBDUC


3/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 5

Rckf hd jnaf,

fďnhu on

Wacţkc Ocmnhc n vacţkc ďubdsc

Kihnmc kfhc hd prdb vcoc prdbstcvahc skupsvdbfďdihc n nspfvdstn ahubn nz Nstfďid Urjnhd, kfhn sunocan tu srdču nan idsrdču, bc sd sufďd n srdtiu scidkfo onstdrnfzifo n idfjhcţihnvfo pfhcvfo.

\fhdbnin kcznvcďn mfvfrd kckf su hdbif vrd-od prfvdan ic fifo svdtu, brumn, kckf su sd putdo

ocmnhd bfďdpcan Źnvftin` scputinkc, trdčn, kckf sutch idfjnďin zcict uspdan bc nzuďd nan jcr upfzichu

sc fpckfo ēcvfahfo snafo...

\fhdbnin ahubn u Idmftniskfh n RnofďkfhKrchnin zcnstc vdruhu u ofč ēcvfahn` snac. Idsuo-

ihnvf hd bc hdbnif vrcďcrd fjc hdznďkc pfbruďhc

(srpskfm n vacţkfm) nz fvn` krchdvc, uspdţif kfo-uinenrchu sc oifmfjrfhino mrfzftcoc kcf ţtf suvdţtned, brdkcven, zochdvn, vnad, ofrd, can n brumc

idďcstnvc stvfrdihc...


4/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 2

NURNINRD ſNWFRID \ZNāD

Kihnmc kfhc hd prdb vcoc prdbstcvahc prcvn jnsdr n skupsvdbfďdihc n nspfvdstn ahubn nz Nstfďid Urjnhd, kfhn su nocan tu srdčunan idsrdču, bc sd sufďd n srdtiu sc idkfo onstdrnfzifo nidfjhcţihnvfo pfhcvfo. Xactnonr \citnč hd zc prftdkan` bvcbdsdtck mfbnic, ic mrcinen kcbc prdstchd hdbci n zcpfďnihd brumn vdk, uspdf

bc sckupn idkfankf stftnic zcinoahnvn` n nstnintn` Źnvftin` prnďc icprfstfru Rnofďkd Krchnid n nstfďifm bdac @fofahc. Ihdmfvnscmfvfrinen su oc`fo jnan stcren n jcjd kfhn su nocan prnankd bc sdanďif icēu fďn u fďn sc idkfo idďnstfo snafo, bc fb ihdpfstrcbchu nan bc putdo ihd fstvcrd idkn svfh idbfsidin sci. Can,Xactnonr nzifsn n svdbfďdihc fsfjc kfhd sd prfgdsnficaif jcvdkfouinenrcihdo sc zano n icbprnrfbino jnčnoc, kfhd su u svfhfh vnţdbdedinhskfh prcksn uspdvcad bc td snad ubfjrfvfahd, c u krchihdo

sauďchu prftdrchu nan frmcinzuhu idsvcknbcţihn afv.Zcbihd u prnďcoc su ichďdţčd vdzcid zc surfvd n strcvnďid

subjniskd prnzfrd. \fhdbnin kcznvcďn mfvfrd kckf su hdbif vrdodprfvdan ic fifo svdtu, brumn, kckf su sd putdo ocmnhd bfďdpcanŹnvftin` scputinkc, trdčn, kckf su tch idfjnďin zcict uspdan bc nzuďdnan jcr upfzichu sc fpckfo ēcvfahfo snafo... Nz tn` prnďc hcsif sdofŹd ufďntn bc su kcznvcďn, bruŹdčn sd sc tno snacoc uvdk nzvacďnanbumcďkd krchdvd, nan su sd ic aukcv icďni bfvnhcan bc n` sd ftcrcsd n

prdfkrdiu ic suprftiu strciu.\rdoc \citnčdvno zcpnsnoc onstdrnfzin ďni vrcďcihc,

mctcihc n jchcihc noc n kuaturfafţku vrdbifst, kcf ichŹdţčdnzrcŹdino u fvfo bdau Urjnhd mbd sd prdpanču bvc hdznďkc mfvfricpfbruďhc. Cutfr fvn` svdbfďdihc prnpcbc ocafo jrfhu fin` kfhnsu fvfh tdon pftpuif n nskrdif fkrdiutn. Fi nzicaczn vrdod bc svctc ďubc n ids`vctahnvd pfhcvd nzidsd ic vnbdaf can n scďuvc zc idkd


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 4

icrcţtchd n zc idkn ifvn n scvrdodin svdt.

Fvbd sd id pfstcvahc pntcihd vdrfvctn nan id vdrfvctn uscbrŹniu tn` kcznvcihc, can hd scsvno snmurif bc su prnďd nzrdďdid ukrnstcaifo n nispnrctnvifo bu`u hdbid dpf`d kfhc svd vnţd fstchdnzc ics. T svckfo sauďchu kihnmc hd nispnrctnvic, ackf sd ďntc, cihdid prnďd pcotd n bumf prdprnďcvchu.

Kcodikf Kctnč


6/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 7

TWFBIC ZDā

Fvf inhd icuďic kihnmc. Ihdiu scbrŹniu prdbstcvahchuzcinoahnvc kcznvcihc, ichďdţčd stcrnhn` fsfjc, kfhc su nocac tuprnanku (idprnanku) bc sd srdtiu fďn u fďn sc idkfo idďnstfo snafokfhc no hd prdfkrdiuac nan pfrdodtnac Źnvftin n subjniskn tfk.Tvdrnf sco sd, sckupahchučn mrcēu zc fvd rdbfvd, bc pfhdbnin ahubn

u Idmftniskfh n Rnofďkfh Krchnin zcnstc vdruhu u ofč fvn`ēcvfahn` snac, fbifsif bu`fvif idďnstn` jnčc. Idsuoihnvf hd bc hdbnif vrcďcrd fjc hdznďkc pfbruďhc (srpskfm n vacţkfm) nz fvn`krchdvc, uspdţif kfouinenrchu sc oifmfjrfhino mrfzftcoc kcfţtf su vdţtned, kfrckfixuad, ckrdpn, brdkcven, ifčinen, strcţihnen,zochdvn, vnad, vfbdin bdofin, ďuod, ofrd, can n brumc idďcstnvcstvfrdihc. Odtfb kfouinenrcihc n fpţtdihc sc tno snacoc hd sanďci,pc sd zc prnznvcihd can n fbjrciu fb ihn` ichďdţčd kfrnstd fţtrn

prdbodtn (srp, ifŹ, sdknrc, vrdtdif, nmac), ocmnhskf jnahd (pdani,rcskfvink, kfpntihck, octnďihck, vrctnkc, sdvadi, jfsnahck, jdan auk,ahutc pcprnkc, oc`fvnic), kcf n brumn prdbodtn n rdkvnzntn (kctcice,bfihn vdţ, gftfmrcgnhd, odb, sf, tcoihci, vrctnaf, ervdin kfice,jdauen, jfmfhcvahdiskc n ēurēdvbciskc vfbnec) n brumf.

T svfhno zcpnsnoc ichďdţčd sco icnacznf ic ftvfrdinprfjado svfhn` scmfvfrinkc kfhn insu jnan u stcihu bc svfhd Źnvftidstrciputned rdţd ic cbdkvctci icďni, pc su sd zc pfofč fjrcčcan

jcţ tno snacoc, vdruhučn bc čd no nzcčn u susrdt. Wnţd fb bvdbdedinhd sckupahcf sco nspfvdstn n svdbfďdihc fsfjc fjc pfac,pfkuţcvchučn bc n` fvdkfvdďno zc idkf jubučd vrdod n ifvdicrcţtchd, kcf pfsdjin vnb icţd icrfbid kihnŹdvifstn.

Wdrc bc čd prfjado Źdinbjd, fbifsif ubchd, svcēc nidtrpdahnvfstn u kučn, prficacŹdihd pfkrcbdin` stvcrn, scŹnvahcvcihdsc fbrdēdino bdofifo, jfadst ukučcic n stfkd n sanďif, jntn


7/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO =

ftkafihdi n trchif rdţdi, icvfbn ofhd scmfvfrinkd bc pfofč

pftrcŹd jcţ ic tfh strcin, nzvci jfŹhn` n ahubskn` vranic n zckfic.Icrcvif, kcb inhd jnaf adkcrc n vdtdrnicrc, ahubn su sd bfvnhcan nidďcstnvd ubfjrfvfahcvcan, kckf jn no fvn pfofman bc sd idzicicjfadst prftdrc, pfkrcbdic stvcr vrctn, zctvfrdink pustn nz zctvfrc,uspdţif bfēd bf vfahdid fsfjd... Uauţchučn ofhd kcznvcďd stnďd sdutnsck bc ēcvfahn scrcbinen n sadbjdinen u svfhno rukcoc brŹd njfŹciskn n ēcvfahn svdt. Fvc kihnmc hd idkckf skup svdmc tfmc, cichvnţd čd bfprnidtn bc sd ďntcace prnjanŹn onstdrnhn fifstrcifm, can n

bfjrf fsdčc bfk hd ďntc. Kfankf čd fi u svd tf pfvdrfvctn, fstchdftvfrdif pntcihd.

Xactnonr \citnč


8/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 0

KCKF UCO TāNAC N NXTāNAC

ICHIDFJNāINHN XCICR IC UWDRT

Dvd, hc sco tc jcjc Bcinec nz Idmftniskd Krchnid. Xc odi„ďuan oafmn kfhn „tdan bc sd jcvd ofhdo zcictfo, ca„ hc sco svckfmcpfscvdtfvcac bc sd ocid td čfrcvd rcjftd. Oafmn su prfjcan, pcfbustcan, c oafmn sd n scb jcvd tdo pfsafvnoc. Hc „fču bc vn

nsprnďco u kckvd sco ’ţkfad‑ jnac, kcb sco sd bcac bc uďno tc„icherihn zcict ic fvdo jdado svdtu. \fsad tfmc čd bc vn jubdoafmf hcsif ţtc svd ďfvdk ofŹ„ bc bfŹnvn kcb sd svfhdmacvf upuţtnu idţtf ţtc ofŹ„ bc tn sctrd n zctrd n buţu n sicmu.

U„ fedo n octdrfo sco u Idmftni prdţac bc Źnvno hfţ kc„bdvfhďd, fb ďdtrichds„ mfbnic. T sdau sof jnan snrftnihc. Inhd nocafţtc bc sd prfbc, c in kub bc sd idţtf rcbn pc bc sd zcrcbn. Pcjd ofhftce jnf oacb n zbrcv, kcb u sdau inkckcv pfs„f inhd nocf.

Nsprfbcvc fi ic pnhceu fved n kfzd, c nocihd skfrf nspfkacihc, „datf inhd inkckvc zdoahc jnac, pfsic n idrfbic. T Idmftniu, pfsad,kupn hdbiu kučneu u Ocrnikfvd Jcrd, pc hu pfkrpn n prdurdbn. C fipfďid pf kučc bc sdďd brvc, bc krdďn n prdtrdsc krfvfvd. Bfvnhcf sdsnrfoc„ zc bnicr kckf zicf n uodf, scof bc jn prd„rcinf odi„ nofhu octdr. Rf hd jnaf fboc„ pfsad fifmc rctc, ďdtrdhds„ sdbod, „daďdtrdhds„ fsod mfbnid. T sdau, ic pfhctd, mbd sof Źnvdan, ukfoţnauku sco jnac zcvfadac hdbifmc ofokc, pc on hd tc„ rcstcick

jnf oafmf tdŹck. \ackcan sof fjfhnec, „ca sof sd icbcan bd čd idsubjnic kcb tcb scstcvn. \fsad kcb sco zcvrţnac fsifviu ţkfau,ofhn insu nocan pcrd bc od ţkfauhu bcahd, c pacinrcan, pfţtf sco jnacadpc n pfrcsic, bc od ubcbu n tckf sd ftcrcsd fb odi„. Ca„ hc sco vnţd vfadac bc idmbd icēdo idkn pfs„f, idm„ bc sd ubco u pdtichds„mfbnic n rcēco n ďuvco bdeu. T kučd tcb insof nocan in struhu, cbc id prnďco zc rcbnf n tdadvnzfr. Bfjrf, pf idkn n tf nocf, ca„ on


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO >

sof jnan snrftnihc.

Rckf idkckf u tf vrdod u icţu kuču svriu idkc Enmcikc, cnz xdpc hu mvnrd kcrtd zc madbcihd. Ofhc octn orzdac bc hu idknprfrnďd n uicprdb kczuhd ţtc čd s„ icoc bc jubd, c hc sco sd oafmffjrcbfvcac ďno sco hu vnbdac. Bcac sco Enmcikd ofh jdadm, c ficmc ujcenac u kcrtd, prdkrstnac trn put„, pc pfsad kcrtd prdsdkac. Kc„ nztfpc on hd scfpţtnac bc ču bc jubdo vrcďcrc n inţtc brumf. KcŹd, hcsco fb idkd snad fbrdēdic bc pfocmco ahub„oc bc sd spcsuidvfahd n svckfhcmfm zac. Hfţ on rdďd bd ču sd fvdo pfsafo jcvno

ic vdankf, bd ču ic bcadkf bc sd prfďuhdo, c id kc„ fic, bc s„kcrtcoc nbdo fb kučd bf kučd, kc„ sadpce. Rf od pfprnanďiffjrcbfvcaf, pc sco fzjnahif pfďdac bc onsano kckf ču edf Źnvft bcrcbno tch ďubin n zcinoahnv pfs„f. āno hd Enmcikc ftnţac, hc scoodi„ zconţahcac kckf sdbno u zcbnoahdid sfjd, kub svd onrnţd nzcubcrc ic jfsnahck, tcohci, vfsck n jdan aukc. Ca„ tc„ Źnvft on hdidkckf pfstcf janzck n zcinoahnv, td sco fboc„ bfidac fbauku bckrdido u tc„ ďcrfjin svdt. Inţtc fb tfmc bf tcb„ insco zicac, n svd

on hd jnaf strcif n idpfzictf, pc n pfrdb tfmc, pfďdac sco bc sdsprdoco zc put, ic paciniu.

Ichprd sco tf scfpţtnac ofhd octdrd, n vdč fboc„ icnţac ic vdankn ftpfr. Ca„ hc svfhu fbauku insco „tdac tdk tckf bc prfodino.Xcmrdhcaf on sd bupd bc jubdo vrcďcrnec n tu idoc jdafmc jfmc.Zdţnac sco bc krdido ic paciniskn vns Anţkfvce, u zcsdack RnavcMfrfihnt. Rf hd pacinic ubcahdic fb Bfihdm Onacifvec fkfbvcichds„ knafodt„rc kc humfzcpcbu. D, u tdo zcjntdo krchu Źnvdac

hckf pfzictc vcďcrc, pf nodiu Ocibcanic. Hc sco ihu ocafpfzicvcac, ca„ sco zc ihu oafmf ďuac, n bfjrf n afţd. F ihfhid vdankdofčn ic bcadkf sd ďuaf, pc su ahubn s„ rczid strcic svckn bci bfacznanu ihfhci jurbdah, bc hn pfmadbc u subjniu n bc hu ocaf prdkrfhn.

Hc sco sd kc„ pdticdstfmfbnţihd bdvfhďd vdč sadbdčn bci icţacic fvd pacinid, s„ tfrjnefo ocaf prdfjukd n „adjc. Jcjc Ocibcaniusco zctdkac u ihfhid sfjd, c tf hd jnac n hdbnic sfjc u brvdid


10/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 3<

jrvicrd. Fkfaf kfanjd nocac hd idkfa„kf ocihn„ kfţcrc zc fved,svnihd n Źnvniu. Kfkfţkd su kc„ n u oafmd bfocčnistcvc ichďdţčdspcvcad ic ţahnvd, „da ic bubu, c pcs jn sd pfvrdodif hcvahcf nz idkd hczjnid nzc tn„ stchc.

Kcb sco jcjd rdkac bc hc id bfaczno kc„ brumn svdt, bc on uidţtf madbc n bc on sprcvahc ďnin, idmf bc kfb ihfh nzuďno ’zcict‑

kfhdo ču bc sd jcvno edafmc Źnvftc, fic od bumf zcďuēdif madbcacn inkckf inhd ofmac bc sd icďubn ţtc čd tf odi„ u fvd mfbnic. Ca„,nzmadbc, ihfh jnac pftrdjic pfofč u kučd n u ţtcad, pc sd ic jrzniusonrnac. Kcb mfb jn idkc prnbfţanec zcţac u ihfhiu sfju, hc sco svdpfsafvd fstcvahcac n zcvacďnac sd u čfţd sfjd, fbckad sco ofmac bcsauţco, ca„ n zcpnsuhdo svd jcjnid rcbihd n zcinoahnvd jcsod. Fic hd prnďcac ic vacţkdo hdznku, c hc sco hn tckf n zcpnsfvcac, pc sco hn


11/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 33

pfsad ic onru prdvfbnac ic srpskn. Bfacznan su ahubn svckn jfŹhn bci.

Ucof vdankd svdtckc n pfidbdvinkfo inhd prnocac. Ichvnţd zjfmkučdvid svcēc, pnhcistcvc, ţvcadrchc, bc sd ofock n bdvfhkc zcvfad,bc jfadsink fzbrcvn, bc bdec nzuďd ţkfau, bc sd bfjnhd ic subu, bcsd pfvrid bum, bc sd ’zcrcčdid‑ strcid nzonrd, bc sd icēu zckfpcinbukctn... Jnaf hd fin„ kfhn su u jcjc Ocibcaniniu sfju zcacznan bctrcŹd n ofad bc hn jcjc icprcvn fpcsid ďnin n icprctd. Jnaf hd tu n hdznvn„ stvcrn kfhd inkcb u Źnvftu insco ďuac in vnbdac. Jcjc hd tckvdpfocaf fbvrcčcac, ca„ kcb su fvn nz ihnid kdsc pfďdan bc vcbd rczid

pfkafid n ēckfinhd, jcjd hd jrŹ sred fodkţcaf n prn„vcčcac sd bc hnrcbn n tckvd stvcrn. Bfţahced jn zckanihcac bc svd tf fstcid u vdankdtchifstn, „da hn sd tf, icvfbif, ďnin nz iuŹbd, c id nz fjdstn. Odi„ hdrdďdif bc brŹno ustc zctvfrdic n inkcb inkfou id kcŹdo ţtc sco vnbdac n ďuac. U„vctnac sco hc, hfţ tcb„, bc hd tf hdbic fb vdankn„ nfpcsin„ vrcďcrskn„ tchin.

\fţtf sco rdţnac bc nbdo bf krchc n prfēdo krfz svckckvdrcbihd, čutcac sco n svd prn„vctcac kc„ fb ţcad, n ckf hd jnaf bfstc

tdţkf. ādstf sco u cvanhd krnfoned packcac n prfkanihcac edf ēcvfahnsvdt, kuh sd kfrnstn kfb prcvahdihc sortin„ ďnin. \fsad sco svcţtcbfŹnvdac n ic svfhd kfŹd fsdtnac, ca„ u Idmftni insco „tdac bc sd vrčdo bfk edafkupiu vrcďcrsku ochstfrnhu id scvacbco. C hdbiuifč, prfjubn id idkc aupihcvc ic pdixdru. Edac sfjc sd trdsackfa„kf hd idkn ubcrcf. Jcjc Ocibcanic hd hfţ jnac u krdvdtu kcbsco ftvfrnac vrctc fmrfoido jrkchanhd n uvdac mc uiutrc. \fifčinbfţahck hd jcjd rdk„f bc sd bnmid n pfocmc, c zc pcrd bc id pntc.

\rdb ihu, ic cstca, turnf hd vdankn custrnhskn bukct. Wrcďcrc skfďnackc kc„ pdrf n fboc„ mc zcpntc ţtc fic trdjc bc urcbn. āfvdk hdkrctkf rdk„f bd mc hd ifčcs fstcvnac Źdic, bfk hd fi spcvcf u brumdsfjd, c bc fic ofŹ„ bc ou pfofmid, tckf ţtc čd hu usortn zadoďninoc, jdz fjznrc kub sd scb icacznac. āfvdk hd jnf ahut, prmcv nupfrci. Tz tf, iubnf hd vrdbiu stvcr. Xc tch bukct sd kfb icskfpcaf bvchds„ bcic u sdzfid kfpcihc kukuruzc.


12/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 3:

Oacbfou jrkchanhd nz fkfanid Ochbcipdkc, jcjc Ocibcanic

hd rdkac bc fstcid tu u sfjd n afŹn fmcih, c odi„ hd rdkac bc sdfjuďdo n pfēdo zc ihfo. Hdsdihc ifč hd jnac outic n prf`acbic. Hcsco spfrf nţac zc jcjfo u idkdo idpfzictdo prcveu, ca„ scoprdbfsdtnac bd nbdof svd pf idkdo vnsu kuh sd pfsad prdtvfrnf ujacmu zcrcvci. \fsad buŹdm pdţcďdihc fb fkf hdbci sct, nsprdb icssd ukczcţd idkfa„kf mrfjfvc, ţtc on hd fboc„ pcaf ic pcodt bd sdahubn pf zcsdfenoc sc„rcihuhu ic fvckvd odstc, c idoc ic macvidsdfskd mrfjcahn. Rckvn„ prnodrc noc n pf sdanoc u fkfanin Kuďdvc n

Ochbcipdkc. Rco„ uorad sc„rcihuhu ic svfhdou nocihu n pfkrchkučd u cvanhd.Kcb stnmfof, jcjc Ocibcanic kadkiu kfb hdbifmc mrfjc,

fjriu sd prdoc odi„ n kczc8 ’Fvck„ n tn ofrcţ, ckf „fčdţ bc rcbnţfvc„ pfs„f. Kcb idkfou ďninţ zaf trdjc bc pfēdţ fb prdtpfstcvkdbd sn tn scof prdifsink, c insn pfkrdtcď. Icidtn idkfou zaf inhdtckf fpcsif kc„ ţtc sd onsan. Rf scof prvn put tckf nzmadbc, bfk idsvnkidţ, c pfsad kcb sd shdbninţ s„ idďcstnvdo, fibc pfstcidţ bdf

ihdmc n vnţd sd inkcb id pubnţ. Fi tn hd ďuvcr n fi tn hd mfspfbcr!‑Kcb sco tf ďuac, hc sd skcodifsc, ca„ on sred, nzmadbc, hfţ aupcaf uofhd mrubn.

Wrcďcrc tcb nzvuďd prnprdoahdif oftfvnaf, pfstcvn mc prdkf hdbifmc mrfjc pc sd pfofkrn ic ihdmc. \fsad u hdbci prfedpzcvuďd fb rcinhd sprdoahdi zcoftuahck fb rczid ocmnhskd trcvc nstvcrďnec. Rcb„ sd ic macs fjrctn ēcvfau, s„ ofajfo bc tu n tu Źdiuprficēd ic kumad zdocahskd, c kub hu icēd, bc hu uzod buţu, bc hu

vnb pforcďn, bc hu sred zcustcvn, bc hu u fvckcv mrfj pfstcvn...ćutcac sco n rcbdac svd fif ţtc on icrdēnvcac, n ckf sco pfocaficpuţtcac stvcrifs„ n fvfzdocahskn Źnvft. Jnac sco ic scod mrcinednzodēu fvfmc n fifmc svdtc. Tďninaf on sd bd hd ofhc buţc usvckdo ēcvfau, c svckn ēcvf hd u odi„. \fvrdodif jn od pfi„f vn`fr mcbfstn, hdzd n strc„ftd. āuac sco scof vdţtnďnid macsfvd nzkfhd hd ēcvf prfmfvcrcf, c svd brumf hd jnaf pdp„f n „acbic sdikc.


13/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 35

\fsad pfēfsof s„ tfmc odstc. Insco in sinac bd ic Anţkfveu noc

skrfvntc vrtcďc s„ vfbdinefo, kfhc sauŹn, uvdrnac sco sd, scof zcfvckvd vrcďcrskd rcjftd. Jcjc Ocibcanic sd svuďd mfac, c pfsad nodi„ icrdbn bc tckf uďnino. Xcēfsof fjd nspfb vfbdinďifmckcodic, kfb vntac, kub sd ukrţtchu idkfa„kf hckn„ vfbdin„ oaczdvc.U„ tfmc odstc sco ofrcac bc jdskficďif bfznvahco ēcvfahdmcstcrdţniu, idkfmc Ŭcibfrc, svd bfk mc uskfrf insco prnodtnac ujanznid, ca„ n ic svfhd kfŹd. Jcjc ou hd tcb„ nzbcac icrdēdihd bcfboc„ pfēd n usortn Źdiu kfhc hd ifčcs fstcvnac ouŹc (spfodiuac

hu nod). Uorziutc u „acbid vfbd insco fsdčcac kckf sd ofhc buţcsvd vnţd mujn n prdbcvc ēcvfahdo svdtu n kckf n gnznďkn n bu`fvif svd vnţd pfstchdo n sco svnrdpn bdofi. Rckf hd jnaf, fďnhu on.

Id ofmu bc sd sdtno kckf sco sd vriuac ictrcm u jcjniukfanju n ţtc hd svd jnaf s„ idpfzictdo ďfvdkfo. F ihnmfvd Źdidinsco sodac in bc pfonsano, „da sco u idku ruku n hc jnacscuďdsink ihfhid zad subjnid, ckf su hu fpcsid ďnin n icprctd tu ifčstnmad n surfvf kczinad. Thutru sco ic„rcinac fved n kfzd, jnaf on hd

Źcf, c pftfo sco zcuvdk idstcac nz fvd vradtn. Ttdkac sco fbicherihdmc ’zcictc‑ ic svdtu. Uvd mrfzftd su hfţ uvdk jnad uofhdou tdau, ďnin on sd bd su n bcics tu idmbd u mrubn skutcid. Ca„ēcvf on in bcahd id bc onrkc. T Idmftniu prficēdo hdbiuEnmciku zc kfhu sco ďuac bd rcbn s„ adpţdo stvcrnoc. \f ihfhidnzhcvd, fic scof pfocmc ahub„oc bc icprdbuhu u Źnvftu. Ca„ n ficon ftkrnac ihfhiu vdanku tchiu. T čfţku ihfhid prahcvd sfjd nocac hdtrn tnkvd n u svckd tnkvd, pf ihfhido kcznvcihu, jnf hd pf hdbci

u„vcčdi ēcvf. Kcb„ jn „tdac bc idkfmc usortn, nz tnkvd jn nspuţtcacpf hdbifmc ēcvfac, „da sd u prftnvifo, svn trn id jn inkcb vriuan.\rnankfo sacihc ic fpcsci zcbctck Enmcikc hn ofanac n upučnvcac ţtctrdjc bc urcbd. „Zcinac hn buţcoc ihfhin„ Źrtcvc. Ucrcbihc s„idďcstnvdo u td kučd jnac hd ic vnsnid.

Hfţ sd insco jnac fpfrcvnac n prdzbrcvnac fb zac kfhd odzcbdsnaf ic Anţkfveu, c hc sco hfpdt zcmcznac u outiu vfbu.


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 32

\fifvf od hd ēcvf prnprdonf ic scofujnstvf n idsrdču. Orzdac

sco svd n svckfmc fkf odi„ n jnac sprdoic bc pfbnmido ruku icsvckn Źnvn stvfr. \fsad idkf vrdod rdţno bc ftnbdo kfb jcjcBcrnikd u sdaf Kfvnafvf, pfkrch Rnofkc. Fic hd stvcrif jnac’ďnstc‑ vrcďcrc. Ftvfrdif sco hu rdkac ţtc sco svd bfŹnvdac u ofhd vrcďcrskd ’ţkfad‑. Jcjc sd nstniskn pftrubnac bc on pfofmid nsvckf zaf nstdrc nz odi„. \ftrubnac sd bc od pfvrid u Źnvft, bc onspcsd buţu, bc on vrid vdru, icbu n ahujcv.

Tjrzf pfsad tfmc ubco sd zc ďfvdkc s„ kfhdo sco nzrfbnac

bvc snic. Fvch stcrnhn ďdstf od prdkfrn kcb ou fvf prnďco8 ’RrcŹnacsn ēcvfac, pc sn mc n bfjnac!‑ Ucb sco sd pfsvdtnac Jfmu n erkvd n vnbno bd on jfahd nbd. Upcs„ac sco buţu, fkučnac sd n pfstcac Źdic nochkc, ţtc jn svckfou pfŹdadac.


15/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 34

KCKF HD JCJC MDZMNIC

AFWNAC WDŬRNED

Fvfbd bc on sd pfsdrdţ* ckf td acŹdo. Wnţd fb ţdsdt mfbnicsd hc jfrno s„ vdţtnecoc, vnacoc n zochdvnoc pf @fofahu n pfIdmftniskd Krchnid. Ic vdţtned sco idkckf svnkac, pc prcvf bc tnkcŹdo n uŹnvco kcb hu u„vctno u ofhc Źdadec, c fic enďn kc„ zonhc

rnbfvknihc n ofan od bc hu puţtno. Ca„ „fčdţ ofhdmc, idoc tupuţtcihc. In fic inkfou id fprcţtc kcb mc zmrcjn idmf ou sdbuţociskn svdtn n turc ic ichvdčd oukd. \fsad hc ihu grahno u vdanknfmcih, pc idk„ ofan fifmc kuh hu prct„f bc pf svdtu „vctc n ujnhcahubd n bdeu.

Wdţtned su pfstcad rfēdihdo fb Źdid da bdvfhkd kfhc hd zcďdacfb ēcvfac, c rfēdid idkrţtdid bcic. Rf hd vrdod fb JfŹnčc bfJfmfhcvahdihc. Rckvc Źdiskc bdec kcb pfrcstu pfstciu zac nicfpckc stvfrdihc. Brumuhu s„ idďcstnvdo, stvcrchu idofrca,prfmcihchu pfţtdid ahubd n vdrinkd, ca„ ichvnţd icsrču icidzcţtnčdiu bdeu. \rd pdbdsdt pc n vnţd mfbnic u Rnofďkd Krchnid n@fofahu jnaf hd oafmf td vdţtnec, pc sco tcb„ nocac vdankn pfs„f.Fjnţac sco tcb„ svc paciniskc n pfbpaciniskc sdac n vcrfţn8 svd fbOnrfďc, prdkf Bdan Hfvcic, Erifmc vr„c, Ztihc, RupnŹined, Utcrd\acinid n Rrdsnjcjd, pc svd bf fvd ofhd @fofahskd pacinic nKuďchc. In jrfhc sd idzic kfa„kf sco hn zcbcvnac n spcanac, scof bcsd ahub„oc spcsu ukučcin n stfkc.

Oafmn onsad bc sco hc idkc fpcsic n pfvdţtnďdic jcjc, pcbcadkf fjnkcahchu ofhu kfanju ic nstfďid pcbnid @fofahc, ca„ inhdtckf. Kcb tn hc fprnďco ţtc sco svd vnbdac n bfŹnvdac, svd čd tn jubd hcsif n ďnstf. Odsdenoc n mfbnicoc tc fpcsic cac zcaczn ahub„oc uţtcau, nzouzc krcvd n pnhd hn krv. Rckf prfpcbchu n fved, n svnihd nkfzd... Bdec id sou bc nznēu uvdďdr nz kučd, idmf edau ifč ahubn


16/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 37

bdŹurchu fkf kučd n kcbd krpcoc pf cvanhd n fkf ţtcad. C bdeu vfbd

bf ţkfad n vrču hn ictrcm pfsad. D, zctf sco sd hc rdţnac bc tu icpcs„zctrdo n bc fvc„ krch icďnstf fsafjfbno. Uvckn bci on bfaczd ahubn nofad bc spcscvco n pfocmco. Ofhd kafpkd n zcokd su uvdk tu, pcďno zctrdjc, c hc fboc„ ic pfs„f. Xico hc svcku ihniu tchiu nzconscf n zico kckf bc hn ubfjrfvfahno n prnoconi ic ofhuubneu. Hc uvdk zckczuhdo afv ic vdţtned, „da idkcb pfs„f jnf vdankn,pc svn ďdkchu ic pfofč. Kckf on sd kuh pfhcvn, hc ou zckcŹdo, pcfi pfsad bfēd s„ kfihfo zc odi„. Zdb ofrc bc sd pfţtuhd n tu id

sod bc jubd prftdkenhc.T pfbifŹhu Kupnifvd Macvned Źnvdac hd idkc Hcvfrkc kfhusco pfzicvcac hfţ kc„ bdvfhku. Jnad sof idmbd nstd mfbnic, pc sofsd u oacbfstn ďdstf vnēcad pf vcţcrnoc n ic sdbdahkcoc. Kcb scopfďdac bc sd jcvno fvdo vrcďcrskdo pfsafvnoc, prd ţdsdt mfbnic,Hcvfrkc hd n anďif bfacznac kfb odi„ u jurbdah. Hfţ tcb„ kc„ bdvfkcjdz fec (rfēdic hd vcijrcďif) pficţcac sd oafmf ďubif. Inkcbinhd krţtdic in u erkvu uţac. Bfk hu octn jnac Źnvc, sacvnad su krsiu

sacvu, ca„ kcb hd fstcac scoc, fic hd s„ tdo prdkniuac. Ru u ihfhidkfanjd, nzfafvcic fb svdtc n ahubn Źnvdac hd idurdbif n bnvahcďkn.Kckf hd Źnvdac n fb ďdmc sd nzbrŹcvcac, prcvf hd ďubf. Tz kučneu hdnocac hdbci ocan fjfr, ca„ u ihdou inhd brŹcac in svnihďd, in fveu, inŹnvniu. C u sfjned u kfhd spcvcac n Źnvdac, jnaf scof idkfa„kf bcskds„ prczifo sacoihcďfo, hdbic sfrc n zdoahdic gfruic. Rf hd jnafedaf ihfhif jfmctstvf n ihfhci nodtck. āck in idţtf zdoahd fkfkučd inhd fjrcēnvcac intn idţtf scbnac.

Jnaf, tckf, adtihd vrdod kcb sco sd vrtcac nz pfsdtd idkdgconanhd u Zubid Macvd. \fţtf sco prnanďif zcbfeinac, sdtno sdHcvfrkd, pc svrido kckf jn kfb ihfh prdspcvcac, „da on hd jnac uzput. Kcb sco uţac u tc„ ihfhci sfjnďck, fic hd adŹcac ic sacoihcďd s„ftvfrdido fďnoc, updrdid u tfvci. \rnodtnac od tdk kcb sco sdprnjanŹnac n pfvukac hu zc ruku. C fibc hd ouihdvntf skfďnac n sdacic nvneu krdvdtc. Zdďd on bd hc ofmu safjfbif bc sd rcskfoftno n


17/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 3=

admido, c fic čd bc ftnbd ic idkn ihfhci vcŹci pfs„f. Rf hd rdkac n

idstcac nz kučd. Ru ifč sco u Hcvfrknid kfanjd prfvdac kc„ ic trihu.Fb strc„ n fb uzjuēdihc fkf insco ofmac bc skafpno. Edau ifčsco ic tfvciu sauţcac idkd strcţid vnkd, brdkd n enktcihc, c u rciuzfru icpuţtnac sco kfanju n insco sd fsvrtcac zc sfjfo. Hfţ tcb„sco jnac ujdēdic bd Hcvfrkc inhd fjnďic Źdic, idmf ofŹd jnt„ vdţtnec, ďuoc, ofrc „da idţtf sanďif.Kcb sco stnmac u ofhu cvanhu bumf sco sd prdonţahcac ţtc od hdzcbdsnaf kfb Hcvfrkd. N fb tcb„ sco pfďdac bc hu prctno n

rcspntuhdo sd f ihfhido krdtcihu prdkf rfbjnid n pfzicinkc, cpfmftfvu f pfifčino idrdbnoc pf pfhctcoc u fkfanin. N ujrzf sdfjnstninaf svd ţtc sco icsaučnvcac. Subn nz Hcvfrknid janznidpftvrbnan on bd fic inkcb id ifčnvc u svfhd pfhctd, c nzhutrc, kcb sdfbidmbd vrid, idprdstcif adŹn n id nzaczn nz kučd. Inţtc id hdbd, idafŹn fmcih, n id prnďc s„ inkno, c kcb idkfmc skfjn scof scvnhd macvun idstcid jdz trcmc.

Hdbifmc hutrc prfjubn od ouţkn macs, c kcb sco ftvfrnac

vrctc, ic prcmu hd jnf hdbci oacbnč kuh od ofanf bc fboc„ pfēdos„ ihno „da ou idkc cac svcku ifč muţn pf idkfa„kf hcmihdtc, c ţtc hdichmfrd, pfďdac hd bc sd uvukuhu u sfju kub spcvc fi s„ Źdifo nbdtdtfo. T pfďdtku hd onţahcf bd sd rcbn f vcopnru, ca„ su ou pfsadrdkan bd vcopnr id muţn, id pnhd krv n id usorčuhd. Fboc„ scozicac bd sd rcbn f Hcvfkd, pc sco pfŹurnac bc icēdo prumaf,kafpku, vdankc mvfzbdic Źdadzc, brvdif kfrntf, trn vrdtdic n hdbiuftvfrdiu foďu. Jnaf hd tf fboc„ pfsad rctc, onsano 3>27. „da 3>2=.

Xico bd sco nocac bvchds„pdt mfbnid, c tfa„kf nocac n Hcvfrkc, kcbsco zcpfďdac prvn afv ic ihu. Xcţ„ prvn6 \c zctf ţtc on hd vnţd rdbnnzonecac, ftvcrcac Źdadzc n fsckcčdic jdŹcac, zujnoc ftknbcac foďun idstchcac. Jnaf hd tf td mfbnic kcb hd jnac u puid sicmd n kcb ufvdo krchu inhd pfstfhcac inhdbic snac kfhc jn hu sd suprfstcvnac nnznţac s„ ihfo ic krch.


18/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 30

Kcb sco s„ oacbnčfo snacznac inz macvneu, fi on hfţ nzbcadkdpfkcznvcf fbckad icpcs„ bfaczn n kub pfsad fbaczn, c tf sd pfkacpcafs„ ofhfo prdtpfstcvkfo8 bc bfaczn nz prcvec nstfkc, jcţ nz kfanjd ukfhd sco ifčnac. Kcb sco pfsad rczonţahcac, bfţaf on u macvu bd od

fid ifčn Hcvfrkc inhd bnrcac „da hd zicac bd sd hc jcvno fpcsino vrcďcrskno rcbihcoc, pc jn ofmaf bc hu sd bfmfbn fif ichmfrd. Nzcnstc, ofh macvin prnjfr hd uvdk jnf sc oifo, oc kub sd hc tcbicacznac. Kcb stnmfof u cvanhu kfb tfmc oacbnčc, ichprdrczmadbcsof tdrdi pc fibc ruďcsof. \fsad hd usadbnf bfmfvfrkckf bc sd frmcinzuhdof zc bdhstvf. Uvn ukučcin su sd jnan fkupnan ucvanhd bc on pfkcŹu s„ kfhd strcid vdţtnec bfaczn, kckf jn hc ic tdo


19/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO 3>

ubcrido odstu pfstcvnac svfhd icprcvd zc afv. Nsprdb macvid

vrctihned pfstcvnac sco vdankc mvfzbdic Źdadzc, c nsprdb spfrdbidkafpku s„ fprumfo fb hckd brdifvnid. Zcbn snmurifstn, ic srdbcvanhd pfstcvnac sco ftvfrdiu foďu, ďnhn hd hdbci krch jnf u ofhnorukcoc. Kfrntf sco pfstcvnac icfpcďkd, tckf bc hd jnaf ic fţtrdo vr„fvnoc trn vrdtdic. U tckvfo prnprdofo sof bfďdkcanpforďniu, c pfsad sco hc ftnţac u svfhu zcsdbu, ic fjanŹihu ţupu scsdifo, bc fbcibd icbmadbco sntucenhu. Bfocčniu sco rdkac bc ucvanhu puţtn svd hcmcihed, c fi sc svfhno ukučcinoc bc id nzaczn bfk

hc id pfzfvdo n bfk svd id jubd mftfvf.Idmbd prdb pfifč, icstcbd jadhcihd n kfodţcihd odēu hcmcihenoc. Idkn tfpan vdtcr zcpahusiu n odi„ ic sdiu. Xcachcţdpedtc n zcpfpdvcţd pdtafvn. C fibc sd zc idkf vrdod svd uonrn, td utdo ortvnau prnodtn„ snaudtu u jdado. Adauhcac sd kc„ ic vfbd bfk hdprnacznac kfb macvid vrctihned, c fibc sd ďubif rcţnrn, td fif jdafpactif spcbd s„ ihfh. Jcţ u tf vrdod pukfţd Źdadzc n vnsfo fbhdkiu hdznv adadk. \fknbcţd pedtc, huriuţd ic tu strciu, c fibc sd adadk

ouihdvntfo jrznifo nzmujn inz nstfďiu pcbniu. Fboc„ on hd jnaf hcsif bd afv ic Hcvfrku inhd uspdf, „da hd vdţtnec Źdadzc scofbdanonďif fkrzac, c fvc sd fboc„ zctvfrnac.

N icrdbid idkfa„kf ifčn prfvdac sco ic td ţtcad, unţďdknvcihu bc ofh padi pfifvf icnēd. Ŭds„ vdďdrn sd inhdpfhcvahnvcac, ca„ sdbod hfpdt bfēd nz nstfmc prcvec. ſdadzc sco scbpfstcvnac ic scod vrctihned, mbd inhd jnaf prfstfrc bc hn zcfjnēd.Hfpdt zcachcţd pedtc n hfpdt sd uskfodţcţd hcmcihen. ſdadzc sd

cktnvnrcţd, ca„ idkckf tupf pukfţd. Mvfzbdin ţnahen zcrnţd sd u vdţtnďnif tdaf. Bumcďkno kfifpedo, Źdadzc sc svfhno padifoprnvukf„ kc srdbnin cvanhd, tu kub hd stchcaf kfrntf s„ vrdtdinoc.ſdadzc fjfrnţd vrdtdic, td hn u nstn oc„ pfkafpnţd zchdbif s„ vdţtnefo. Rdk tcb„ sco ofmac bc snēdo nz svfhdmc zckafic nzfvido ukučcid bc nznēu icpfahd.

Utcrnhn ukučcin sc strc„fo n zdjihfo nznēfţd nz kučd, c bdec


20/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO :<

fstcbfţd u sfjd, bc pfkrch pdixdrc madbchu ţtc čd bc jubd bcahd.

Bfocčniu, fido oacbnču, kuh od fvfbd bfvdf, rdkf„ bc uzodfoďu n nspfb kfrntc icvuďd vdţtned fkf muţd, ca„ pcŹahnvf n fprdzif,„da inkcb sd id zic u kckvdo sd stcihu cac icaczn. Oacbnč hd jnf jadbkc„ krpc, rukd jdz kcpkd krvn trdsad su ou sd kc„ idkd jcjd. \fsadfi tf idkckf zafvfahif n uďnin, c kcb zctdŹd foďu, n odi„ pfstcbdackţd, „da hd pfac pfsac jnaf svrţdif. Fstcaf hd scof bc hu fbidsdofic juihnţtd n tco„ spcanof. Ouţkcren uzdţd idkfa„kf svdčc n vdţtneuzchdbif s„ kfrntfo n Źdadznoc, pc sd zcputnţd ic juihnţtd, kfhd jnaf

ubcahdif fkf bvdstc odtcrc fb pfhctd. ſdid insu sodad bc orbiunz cvanhd, idmf su s„ bdecoc nzbcahd madbcad ďubf idvnēdif. Jnac hdprfţac pfifč kcb fin zcafŹnţd vdankn fmcih pf ofhdo uputstvu. Hfţu tfku bcic su prnprdonan suvd mrcihd fb mafmc, trihnic n bnvahckuţd.Ucb sd svd tf prdtvfrnaf u vdanku juktnihu kfhc hd ofmac bc sd vnbnsc svn` vnsfvc u @fofahu n zcpcbido bdau Krchnid.

Kcb hd pacodi jnf ichvdčn n kcb su suvcren zcpnţtcan icihdou, rdkf„ hn bc pfbnmiu kfrntf. C fibc sco hc anďif fjcvnac svfh

macvin pfs„f. Hcvfrknif tdaf prfjfbf„ sc fic trn vrdtdic, pc mc ofhbfocčni n hc zchdbif jcensof u pacodi, id sknbchučn Źdadzc sc vdţtned n zaftvfrkd n idkcbcţihd ofhd pfzicined. Fibc sd jdzfsvrtcihc vrctnsof iczcb. Xc icoc kuahiu vdankn erin bno, c fichnstn adadk n hcuk prfafon sd krfz pcbniu, kc Bdan Hfvciu n Onrfďpacinin. Jnf hd tf zick bd hu hd buţc svd bf ďcsc spcahnvcihc jnac Źnvc.Thutru sof bfţan bc uzodof Źdadzc. Ic zmcrnţtu hd jnf scof vdanknsafh tcoifm n orsifm pdpdac. N inţtc vnţd.

Uc tno Źdadznoc sco u`vctnac ďdtnrn vdţtned. Dif hn nzc vrctc.\fidsn hn snikf zc uspfodiu, „da hc vnţd insco kcbrc zc tckvdrcjftd. Bfk insco nocac Źdadzc, „vctcac sco hn u brdifvf prumaf, ca„tcb„ sco jnac oacbc n hckc. Ucb sd fidofčcaf n fstcrdaf. Ftnţaf sred,ftkczcad ifmd, fjidvnbdaf sd... Wnbnţ bd n scoc svd vnţd anďno ic vdţtneu.


21/97

FKTARF\DBNHC RO :3

KCKF HD JCJC ZFUC

NMZCAC T ĜCWFAHDO KFAT

Jnac sco, tckf, kfb ofhn„, čdrkc hdbninec. \c kc„ ţtc zicţ, hdbniďd tn hd prfkadtc oczc, fgrahcstf n idbfkczcif. C prcvf bc tnkcŹdo, hc sco hn„ sauţcac, inhd bd insco. Ca„ kcb on pcbid ofhdaubnaf ― tu idoc jdafmc jfmc! Wfadac sco bc sd skntco pf vcţcrnocn scjfrnoc hfţ kc„ bdvfhďd. N tckf svd nţaf, nţaf bfk inhd bfţaf vrdodbc od ubcbu. Ofh ftce nocf u paciu idkfmc Onanscvc. Ihnmfvn jnanbfjrfstfhdčn n fb macsc ahubn, ca„ hc tf insco gdrocac. Odi„ ţtcpcbid u bupd ― tf tn hd, tu od inkn Źnv id ofŹ„ fbvrid. Ofmu hcsvckfmc brumfmc bc vfano, ca„ kcb sd spfodid fich prefahck fbOnanscvc, sco sd idţtf fjdzicino n ukrutno kc„ brvdic. Orzdacsco mc nz buţd n tf tn hd!

Bfēd hdsdi, c pfsafvn kfa„kf „fčdţ. Rrdjc kukuruz bc sd

fjdrd, trdjc afhzd, brvc insof bfvdzan, fved sd insu nzorkcad, octrnstc ďubc noc bc sd urcbd! Kcb tf idkckf, zaf n idvfahifurcbdof, ofh ftce, fick„ aub n brvdibdkcs„ zfviu odi„ n ofhuoctdr Onadvu pfb hcjuku bc sdbidof n bc prdmrchnof idţtf.Fboc„ hc vnbno ţtc čd bc jubd8 rdţnf kurtc bc od ubc fvd hdsdin nidoc vnţd vrbcihc. C odi„ sd id ubcvc hfţ, „da hc ďdkco jfahuprnanku, c n hfţ on sd skntc pfocakd. Icuďnac sco bc jubdosafjfbic n bc nbdo kub „fču. Fic„ od pnpid, fic„ od ţtnpid, fic„

nzbcvn... C scb, fvn ofhn zcpdan zc Onanscvc, pc zc Onanscvc n tf zcedf vdk svd idkn Onanscv, stfhiu on nzdf kckcv hd! Untci, xmfahcv,JfŹd od prfstn kc„ bc hd zcprtck, c inhd ďfvdk n oacbnč u ichjfahdmfbnic. Insco mc bfifsnac in bf bupdtc, oc nď mc insco gdrocac, cic fru in bc mc pfmadbco. N tckf on sdbnof pfb fifo hcjukfo, cofh ftce hdbickf icvcahuhd ic odi„, pc ďck pfďd n bc prdtn. KcŹd,kcb uvctn fic„ kface nz pdtanxcic, pc kcb pfďid bc od jnhd ― svd čd


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Onanscv bc on jubd prdb fďnoc n inkn vnţd! N nstnif, bnŹd sd fi n

n„ďupc fic„ kface. Bfēd kfb odi„ n kcŹd8 ’Hdjdo an tn ochkukrodahnvu n orsfahnvu, ţtc „fčdţ hfţ6 Ŭtc tn gcan fifou ďfvdku n ţtc sntn jfahc fb ihdmc6 Ŭtc nocţ u kučd jfahd fb ihdmc6 Idof„ bc odjaconrcţ pf sdau, „da kcb bfvctno fvc„ pcacvrtck, čd jubdkfodibnhc! Idmf icuďnac bupfţc bc hurn ocmau n vdtcr, pc hu sd idubcvc. Id trdjc ihfh kučc in bdec, idmf bribcihd.‑ C ofhc octnsco„ čutn, in bc jadkid. BrŹn ou strciu n tu idoc bc prfjnhdţ pc bcsn ochkc Hcic! Wnbno hc bd prfţ„f vfz krfz kukuruz, idoc vnţd

orbcihc. Ucb id ofmu bc nzvuďdo macvu, pc ockcr erkac! Mftfvcou rcbihc, onsano sd. N idoc brumf idmf bc prnstcido, pc ţtc onjubd! C krfz Źnvft ču sd sicaczno kckf zico n uodo, can ču svdihnoc bc fjnhco f macvu. Xc svd ču bc hn fkrnvahuhdo, „da od finprftnv ofhd vfahd ubcvchu zc fvfmc kadopfihu. Fboc„ hc pfďidobc pacinrco kckf ču bc icēdo ďfvdkc kuh čd odi„ bc fbmfvcrc.

\fsad ofhdmc prnstcikc, umfvfrn sd prfţdvnic, pc pfsadsvcbjc n tckf svd pf rdbu. ćutno hc n prnstchdo, nckf on sd id

prnstchd, scof bc id jubd jdach. Admido hc s„ Onanscvfo, ca„ inhd tftf. Jfan odi„ fic rcjftc zc ihdmc, fkrdido ou hc bupd! Rckf hdbiu ifč, tckf brumu. \fsad sd pfŹca„f fi kfb ofhd octdr„.Xcprdtn on fic hdbci bci kc„ fif ftce pfb hcjukfo. Nzmrchc tn ficodi„ svd ţtc hu bfţaf ic ustc n ţtc inhd. „Chbd prnstcido hc n tf, ca„on buţc inhd s„ ihno. Uvd onsano hc ic ofhd ofoed. Idkn sd nfŹdinan n bdeu nochu, ca„ idoc vdzd, svckn on bfjcr, sco„ fvchOnanscv inhd ― kc„ bc hd ēcvf adm„f sc oifo! N zc Źnvf ďubf, rfbn sd

icoc n bdtd! Nstnif, bdtd on inhd krnvf, ca„ insco mc oafmf in vfadac,bd hd Onanscvahdvf. Rf prvf jnaf bdvfhďd, pfsad sd rfbn n ouţkcrďnč,ca„ hc svd nstc. Uvd hc trzco bc fstcvno Onanscvc n bc icēdo ďfvdkckfmc vfano. C vfadac sco tfmc ſnku \drsnifmc oafmf. āfvdk jnf nsvnrcď, c hfţ sd inhd fŹdinf. Buţc on kfpin kcb mc vnbno. Kck„n ofhOnanscv, pc fvch inhd in ic put bc ou nznēd! Ucof bc vn„ţ ďubf, hctrďno zc ſnkfo, c ďfvdk id zic zc tf. Kcb sd skfjnof, fi prfēd


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO :5

pfkrch odi„ kc„ pfkrch turskfm mrfjc, in bc sd fsvrid! N madbco mc

u fďn n sodhdo sd hfţ nzbcadkd, c fi sco„ on kcŹd8 ’Bfjcr bci,Zfsf‑ n ftnbd. T snihd ofrd, onsano sd, kcb od id vnbnţ!Rckf admido s„ fvdo jnaodzfo fb Onanscvc, c odi„ u macvd

svd fich ſnkc. Onţahcac sco bdec čd id vdŹu, fif hfk, svd mfrd nmfrd. Ofhc svdkrvc ahuahc bdeu bf pfac ifčn bfk id zcspu, c hc in bc hn pfmadbco. T macvd on brumf, sco ofhc bdec n fvc kučc insu. Nrdţno hc bc sd pfŹcano idkd jcjc Bcid zc ofh sauďch. Jnad sof tckficţd n bfjrf sof sd sacmcad. Wnbn jcjc ofhu ouku! U prvc od

fbvrčcac fb tfmc, td pfsad ic krchu rdţn bc on pfofmid. \rctn ficodi„ kfb hdbid Enmcikd u Jrcčdvce. Rf hd hdbif zcjcďdif sdafpfkrch Rnofkc, noc mc trnhds„ knafodtrc fb Idmftnic. KcŹd on jcjcBcic bc fjhcsino Enmcikd ţtc hd n kckf hd n bc on icprcvn idkd ďninbc od zcvfan tch ſnkc \drsni, nicďd ču bc uordo! Bfēdo hc pdţcďknbf Jrcčdvec, ifmd on ftpcad, ca„ ţtc bc rcbno ― bupd sd fmrdhcaf pcidoc onrkc inmbd! Icēdo hc ihu fboc„ kckf sco bfţac tcof. Uvn hd pfzicvchu u sdau. Bdjdac idkc Enmcikc, bupd hu id jn stcaf u fvu

tdpsnhu, bc prfstnţ. Nsprnďco tn hc ihfh ofh sauďch, c fic sd sodhd kc„aub ic jrcţif n vnbno idţtf zcbfvfahic n rcspfafŹ„ic. KcŹd, stvcr čdackf bc urdbnof, scof ofrc bc pcbid hdbci bukct zc ďcs„, „da kckffic kcŹd, tu noc vdankn vcŹci pfs„f. Ofrd, inhd vcŹif, onsano sd,scof bc ſnkc pcbid, pcf ou kcodi ic sred, kcb hd jdz fďnhu n jdzmacvd! Ucof kcb hd fic fjdčcac n zic bc urdbn bc tf svd jubd kckftrdjc, c zc ďcs„ idoc bc hu jfan macvc. Uknido hc insku s„ vrctc, pcftknido hdbci bukct n turno prdb ihu ic cstca. C ihfh, vnbno, onaf

bf idjc, „da bukct tn hd jrd vdankc stvcr u fif vrdod jnac, pc n scbofŹbc hd. Ichprd fic idţtf odi„ prdjchc n tf zcbumf, c pfsad onnsprnďc ţtc trdjc bc rcbno kcb bfēdo bfoc. Nsprnďcac on hd trnrcbihd kfhd trdjc bc fjcvno, pc bc ſnkc jubd ofh. N hfţ on rdkac,ckf s„ hdbifo inţtc id jubd, fibc s„ brumfo, pc s„ trdčfo. Hfţ onkcŹd bc jn jnaf oafmf bfjrf bc noco hfţ trn bukctc bc on uţnhd u hdbif ocrcoďd, pc bc tf stcvahco pfb hcstuk kub spcvco. C hc, kc„


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO :2

ţtc od bcf Jfm, fboc sknbf„ fiu insku pc nsknbc hfţ trn bukctc, bc

tf uţnhd n bc stvcr jubd snmurinhc. Bfk hd fic bukctd uţnvcac u fifocrcoďd, hc sco ofrcac bc madbco ic nstfk kub nzaczn suied n bconsano svd ic ſnku. Kcb hd tf svd jnaf mftfvf, krdido hc ictrcm uŬtujnk. N idoco kcb bc ďdkco, idmf hfţ prvu vdďdr „fču fif bcnsprfjco.

āno hd Onanscv zcspcf n bdec sd prnonrnac, c hc „chbd pc pfackficprstcďkn u pforďniu. Fbvuďdo sd pfackf bf Kcrcociďnčdvfmcjrv„c n svuďdo sd mfac, kc„ ţtc on Enmcikc kczcac. Fif odsdďnic,

jcţ kc„ zc nict, vnbn sd bcadkf, ca„ idoc inkn, mauvf bfjc. Tadzido hc fick„ mfac pfb jrv„ u vfbu n pfďido bc trcŹno trn jdautkc. Kcb hn icēdo, ofrco s„ advfo rukfo bc hn uzido n bc sd s„ ihnocprdpido ic srdbniu jrv„c. Rckf n urcbno. Ic srdb jrv„c hc sdfkrdido kc zcacsku suiec n rczvnďdo sd hckf, kfa„kf ofmu8 ’Kckfsuied zc mfru, kckf vnad u mfru, tckf n ofhd ďnin zc ſnkfo ftnţad!Kcb mc stnmiu bc sd sdtn odi„, kcb od skfjn macvu bc fkrdid! Buţcou sd zc oifo ftvfrnac, pnďkc ou sd ofhc usacbnac!‑ \fsad tfmc

prdkf macvd prdjceno hdbci jdautck, pc hfpdt nz pfďdtkc pfifvnofvd rdďn. Uvd tckf bf trn putc, bfk id nsgrahco svd fid jdaued. Kcbsco svd tf urcbdac, hfpdt sd zcvuďdo pfb jrv„ pc sd fkupahdo edac.Nspahuskco sd pfţtdif u fid acbid vfbd, pc „chb bfoc u krdvdt!Kcb jnaf uhutru, ďdkco hc ţtc čd bc jubd8 bca„ čd sd sadpce fbidmbd hcvn, „da čd prfēd. Oc hfk, jcţ inţtc! Nznēdo hc ic put, prfţvrahco bfčuprnhd, svd onsano ču mc skfjno idmbd, ca„ „fčdţ fvu ofhu8 idocinmbd inkfmc! N prcvf bc tn kcŹdo, jnac sco sd icahutnac n id zico

vnţd ic kfmc. Id bc odi„ bupd onrkc bc stfhno n ďdkco, idmf „chbdsonţahch bcahd. Onsano sd8 d pc, ſnkf, icjfţčdţ od, pc kcb-tcb, ca„ tdidču fstcvno!

Fboc„ brumu ifč rdţno hc bc nsprfjco svd fif ţtf onEnmcikc kczcac. Zdk„f, jnčd svd fbhdbciput bc zcsvrjn ofhdmcſnku. OfŹbc čd td ďnin kcb sd zbruŹd bc jubu hcďd n bc hn idkn ēcvffbidsd kub trdjc. Xico hc bc su tf ēcvfaskd rcjftd, ca„ fvck„ vnţd


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO :4

id ofmu, pc on fďn nzvcbn! Hfţ nstu ifč ftnbdo hc hfpdt kfb jrv„c,

pc pfifvno svd fif fb prfţan put, svd tckf mfac n rczvdzcid kfsd.āno sco tf zcvrţnac, c hc fboc„ ic brumu rcbihu. Fb prnankd bf bvcsctc trdjc bc fjnēdo trn kacbdiec sc kfhd ftnďd ďnstc vfbc. Rckf, u hdbci krďcm „da gacţu pfodţco vfbu sc tc trn kacbdiec, pc pfsadprdb zfru bfēdo kfb idkfmc mihdzbc sc ocano „tnďnčnoc. Rf scou tfku vnbdac ofrcac bc icēdo, „da scb nbdo bnrdktif tcof. Uctfo pfodţcifo vfbfo pfďido bc prskco fid „tnďnčd u mihdzbu n hckf prnďco, bc sd frn edac ţuoc8 ’Kckf sd vcţc ochkc fkf vcs vnac,

tckf sd n ſnkc \drsni fkf odi„ n ofhd buţd vnf. Kfb odi„ uvdk bfţ„f, inkcb brumu id prficţ„f!‑āno sco n fvu rcbihu fjcvnac, c hc, kc„ ţtc od Jfm bcf, id jn„

adihc, idmf „chbd n ic trdču, bfk hfţ adďkd noc vrdod bf svciučc.Rrdjc bc prfēdo pfkrch mrfjahc, pc od ďnstf „vctc strc„, can kcb sdofrc, fibc idoc vrbcihc! Utnmido hc, tckf, jcţ u svciučd, icmrfjahd n fboc„, kc„ jdz buţd, nzvcbno kahdţtd nz kdsd n prcvf kfb hdbifmc krstc. Fbhdbciput buiu idkn vdtcr ― bca„ vdtcr, „da kuh ofh,

id jn„ zicac. N tckf uvctn od idkn „acbci strc„, pc sco sd stdmac fb„acbifčd n fb fvd ofhd ďubdsnhc. Xmrďnac sd, pc vnţd n id buvco! Idofmu buţu bc pfvuďdo u buţink. Ftvfrno ustc bc vnkido, c hc,jcţ inkckf! Can, u tfo strc„u hc rcbno ofh pfs„f, pc ockcr erkac icodstu! Fido kahdţtnoc vcbno hdbci dksdr nz krstc n prnsdčco sd ţtctrdjc bc prnďco, kckf on kczcac Enmcikc. Nz gacţd, ţtc sco hupfidac, snpahdo vfbu inz dksdr, c svd tf prdkf macvd fifmc ortvcecn prnďco8 ’F, ofh jrctd idzicin, kckf hc tdj„ id zico tckf n ſnkc

\drsni id zicf zc brumu, fsno zc odi„!‑ \fsad vrido fic„ dksdr urupu kub hd n jnf, zcďukco mc bfjrf n rdkido8 ’Idzicin jrctd, hcid bnrco tvfh onr, idmf onrc id bco ſnkn, bfk mfb zc oifo idkrdid. Kcb jubd fvc„ dksdr ictrcm krdiuf, tcb„ sd n ſnkc zc brumfofkrdiuf! Hc broco krst, krst broc zdoahu, zdoahc broc vfbu, vfbc broc svd ēcvfad Ŭcibfrd bc nbu kfb ſnkd, bc mc odi„bfvdbu!‑


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO :7

Kckf hc fvf nzmfvfrn n kckf zckfrcďn bc prdhcţdo fic„ mrfj n

pfēdo bfoc ― zvnziu idkc fauhc kc„ jnď n svd fkf ofhd macvd.Wnbno rczbcihuhd sd, ca„ idoc inmbd Źnvd buţd bc vnďdo idkfmc upfofč. T„vctno sd zc fjrcz „da zc ifmu, c fif hfk, inţtc id fsdčcobc hd ofhd. Uvd on sd fbuzdaf8 n sicmc, n hdznk, n nbdihd. Nskfjdahcosd hc idkckf, zaf n idvfahif bf nvned mrfjahc pc sd prdodtido u hdbif anvcďd, svd onsano ču sd fsvdstno n čd od ocid fic fauhc nfif svnrcihd. Kcb fif, „fčdţ ofhdmc! \fbnman sd ēcvfan kfa„kf hnzdoahc brŹn, pc svn umacs vnďu, bdru sd, krdďd, ohcuďu, kukuocvďd,

vrnţtd n peuhu od u bupd n fif pfkrch bupdtc. Idoc sd hc infsvrčdo, idmf mrcjno bf prvd kučd bc stnmido. Kcb sd bfvukf„ bfprvd kučd, tu kfb Uacvd zcachc pcs n u nstf vrdod nznēd suied, tdprdstcbd n fvc hurihcvc n pefvcihd. Hcf, rdkf„, kcb scb fstcbd Źnvcinkcb vnţd idču bc uordo! Kcb kfb kučd― svn sd pfbnman n trcŹd odi„, pc hn ďubn ţtc on jnaf n ftkub nbdo.Nsprnďco hn hc bc od edau ifč jfadf kfrco n mrjnic, pc inscoofmac bc spcvco fb jfafvc, idmf sco „acbnac ďdaf ic kacbdieu.

Inkn od zc tf vnţd inhd in pntcf.Ca„, bc vn„ţ ďubf! āno zcēd suied n pfďd bc sd sorcďnihd, kc„

krfz sci ďu„ fiu vrdvu n fiu mcacou fb ifčcs. N svd on sd ďnin bd


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nbd s„ fifo fauhfo ţtc svnrn n pnţtn, svd janŹd n janŹd bf icţd kučd. Hc

fboc„ vnbf„ ţtc čd bc jubd, pc kcŹdo ofhnoc8 ’Xcjfad od hfpdtkfrco n pfb mrubnoc, pc ču ocakd, bfk vn sprdontd vdďdru, bcprnadmido u ofhd sfjd.‑ Hcf, kckf sd hc zcvukf„ pfb pfihcvu, fic„ukc n jukc stnŹd u cvanhu, c idkn jrcbctn, ďupcvn n backcvn bf pfhcscftvfrnţd vrctc n uēfţd kfb odi„ u sfju. Hdbci fb ihn„ on kcŹd bcfboc„ nznēdo u cvanhu, trcŹn od, kcŹd, ſnkc \drsni kfmc sco zvcacedau ifč n ofanac sd ēcvfanoc bc mc prficēu n bfvdbu. Ucb su mcbfvdan n fi od ďdkc sds nzbrahdino pcahdinkfo ― pfbnmf mc n ďdkc

bc hc nznēdo. Hcf, ţtc sco bfŹnvdac, kuh od tdr„f tf bc rcbno, Jfmod ujnf! \rvn put sco tcb spfodiuac Jfmc n sdtnac sd bc mc ofanobc od spcsd fb fvd ďubdsnhc n mrfzfčc. Wnbno hc ichdjcac sco kc„oacbc prvd ifčn, ca„ sd pubno fb Onanscvc čd on sd rcsturn kučc nbdec čd fstciu snrfďnčn. Ucb od bfēd Źcf zc svd tf, c trcŹnac scotckf bc jubd. Fvn ofhn, svdkcr n svdkrvc, rcbd ihnid pfsafvd pfkučn, id prnodčuhu fin tf inţtc, c in ofh Onanscv. Ucof hc tf vnbnon ďuhdo.

N ofrcbf„ hc bc nznēdo kfb ihn„. Kckf hc nznēf„, noc ţtc n bc vnbnţ ― puic cvanhc, kc„ bd hd svcbjc bfţac! Id zicţ kuh noc vdčujrcbu n kuh pf mrfzci. N inhd scof ţtc noc jrcbu pf aneu, idmf n pfedad sicmd, c fkf fid rcjftd pf edaf pfvdsof vnsn. N tf svn ickrutnanēfkd, sodhu sd n prnonďu on sd. C u srdbnid td muŹvd― fich ſnkc, kfmc sco zvcac n trďcac zc ihno, nzbrahnf ichvdčnpcacvrtck n vntac ihno, kc„ sds kfefo! Hc stcbf bc mc ofano8 ’ſnkf,ofano td, ocin od scb Źnvu zc vdďdrcs, pc bfēn uhutru, čd nbdof u

Bujrcvu, „da u pfp-Onkniu ţuou, pc od prech kfa„kf fčdţ, ca„idof„ scb svn bc on sd sodhu. \fmadbch, ţtc hd sn hn bfvdf kc„ bc hdprenibci kfb odi„! Fboc„ bc hn vfbnţ fbkub sn hn bfvdf!‑ C usrdbtd mfonad backcvn„ ēcvfac n mrfzftc, pfďd bc sd fkupahc frkdstcr, hfpdt fb ihnid ahubn. ſnkc \drsni, pfzicvco mc bfjrf, kc„ n tdj„ scb,bfēd janzu odi„ sds fido stfhkfo ukručdino n kcŹd bc svn ďuhu8’āuhdţ Zfsf, buţu sn on nzdac sds ofajcoc n Źcajcoc. Edau ifč sn


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO :0

od hurnac. \fďdac sn fb Kcrcociďnčdvc jrv„c, pc kfb trn kacbdiec,

pc u zfru kfb mrfjcahc. N ifč prd sn nstf rcbdac. Onţahcf sco bc sdid fbznvahdo, „da od oafmd tckf zfvu pc fstcvd, can tn sn jcţ rdţnacbc od nsknbcţ n zcbcvnţ. Unt sco hc kurcvc n prďdvnic, can tdj„ scobfţ„f bc nsprfsno n bc svcbju tdrcof.‑

Kckf tf ſnkc rdďd, fin svnrcďn pfďdţd bc jnhu u idkd tupcid nbfjfţďnčd, c kcrcjd pfďdţd bc ecranďu n pnţtd. Fbhdbciput, icſnkniu kfocibu, svn skfďnţd ic odi„, svukfţd on fif ocakd fbbrdhc n grahnţd idmbd u trihd. Muriuţd tn fin odi„ u ihnif kfaf, td

ofrcbf„ bc nmrco fick„ mfac, jdz čnpned ic odi„. T tch ďcs u„vctn sdſnkc s„ ofhd advd strcid, c s„ bdsid hfpdt idkn vdankn ďupcvkf (tf hd,kcŹd, icţ kuo). Wnbno hc čd bc jubd ďupcvf, ca„ idoc orbcihc!Bcbf„ hc bupd ic bfjfţ, pc ţtc on jubd. Jrd, trchcţd tf frf n vdsdahdbf prdb zfru. Nzbribcţd od fin svn pf rdbu n kuh kfa„kf „tdf n ţtc„tdf tf on rcbdf, bc prfstnţ. C ofh ſnkc scof madbc nzbcahd n kdjdahnsd. Hdznk ou bf bupdtc bfvcčc kcb prnďc. C pfsad sd onsano, inhd inkrnv, scoc sco tf trcŹnac, pc sco n bfjnac! ānin on sd ic macvu

pfpdad n Źnvu čd bc od pfhdbu. Bfēd on scb bc ftnbdo kfb fidEnmcikd n bc hu fvu ofhu nzbribciu rcjftu icockido ic macvu.Ca„ hfpdt, inhd od fic, Źdic, zvcac, intn od jnac pf uţnhu. Onsano sd,jnčd čd sd n fvf zcvrţn idkn put.

Kcb jn u svciučd, fic mcocb sd pfkupn n jdz rdďn n macscnzmujn sd idmbd. Icpfsadtku jdţd ſnkc. Fi sd fjrtd n rdďd8 ’Zfsf,fvck„ čd bc td fjnacznof bf bdvdt vdďdrn. Rckcv hd icţ zckfi n icţnprfpnsn. N on idkfou pfacŹdof rcďui. Odi„ su fvfbd prctnan, id

jn„ hc scofvfahif bfacz„f scb tu. Ofmcf sco oafmf jfahd n adpţdŹdiskd bc preco. Xctf, ckf onsanţ bc sd fvfmc spcsdţ, jdŹcihdoidčdţ, svub čd td stnmidof n hfţ čd bc td kczinof. Idmf tn nbn ďnosuied nznēd kfb Onaned u Mcoznmrcb, „da kfb Bcrnikd u Kfvnafvf,pc idk„ tn vriu vrctck n idk„ krfz jchcihd zcofad icţd stcrdţnid bctd fstcvd. „Da tn sn vdankd ofajd uafŹnac n pfodţcac sn ďnihd fb trnsfrtd zc hdbiu ifč. Rf sd inkcb tckf id rcbn, idmf sd uzod pf


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hdbic rcbihc zc svcku ifč. D bc sn tckf rcbdac nocac jn scof odi„ n

tf kcf prcvfmc oacbnčc kckvfmc sn vfadac n „tdac. Inkcb ďnihd idsodţ bc odţcţ n mfonacţ! C ichjfahd jn tn jnaf bc ďuvcţ ouŹc n bdeun Źnvnţ onrif u svfhd kučd. Xctf, scjchad ic put, pc na„ u Mcoznmrcb,na„ u Kfvnafvf! N idkc tn vrctck icprcvd zc Źnvfmc vcopnrnic n zconr u ēcvfaskd rupd. Kcb bfjnhdţ vrctck, c tn s„ ihno prskch kuču,svd u kučd n fkf kučd, edau fvu cvanhu n kfţcrd sc stfkfo n Źnvnifo.Rckf bf bdvdt vdďdrn, pfsad ocin. Idof„ bc jubdţ adihc n kukcvnecpc bc hfpdt icvuďdţ jdach ic bupd ― n tdj„ n tvfhd kučd. Kcb tn pcbid

ic idkfmc, c tn sd jdz ďnihc ubvcrch n ofan mc bc tn nspuin Źdahu, ckf hd vfahci n frci. Ocin sd mrfjcahc n krstfvc, tvfhd mfbnid insu zc tf.Ucb pcodt u bupd, „da mc u macvd insn in nocac!‑ N fjrtd sd fi n ftnbdzc fidoc.

Xfrc zcrubdac n ofhn pfďdţd bc sn bnmuhu. Hfpdt ihn„ ďubn ţtc hdsc oifo. Brumn put sco rdţnac bc hn nsprnďco, scb idoco kcb.\rnfido bc kupno ţtc odi„ trdjc zc vrctck. \fidsdo zc svcknsauďch sacvsku svdču, tcohci, odru fb uaczin vrctc, ďns„ vdţ zc odi„

n ofhd ukučcid, u hdbid tdmad odb, pfodţciu vfbu s„ trn odstc, hdbci ifŹ, hdbci kctcice n hfţ idkd ēcvfanhd. \fsad tfmc ocakf hd„opc put pfb ifmd prcvce Kfvnafvf, kfb Bcrnikd. ānin on sd janŹd fbMcoznmrcbc. Ofrcac sco, idoc brumn spcs, ifč sd vnţd id sodbfďdkc kc„ prfţan put. Nzh„cţd od pc on put id pfkczcţd! Ucbofrco Źdid svd pfţtdif bc prnzico, idču bc vrbco nzfkfaf, bcid nspcbid idkn idspfrczuo n jdach. Ocin mc jdstrcmc, bc pahuhdţ upczu.

Bcrniku insco pfzicvcac, c inhd in vcŹif ― ţtc noc fic bcod zic, c tckf n hc ihu! Nsprnďco tn hc svd ihfh ţtc sd zjnaf kfb odi„zc fvn„ idkfa„kf bcic, c Źdic sd zmrciu fb ďubc n idvdrned. KcŹd,ofmac sco n macvu bc nzmujno, ofman ic ortvf bc od uofrd. Kcbsd ďnin icprctd ic idkfmc sc icodrfo bc mc zckfvrahd, tu tn idocŹnvftc. C kfb odi„ hd brumc rcjftc, „da sco hc „tdac svd fbhdbciput nţtf prd bc zcnoco tfmc pustnihckc fb ſnkc. Bcacďned mc ortvc


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icţac, ţtc sco zjfm ihdmc prdpctnac n ţtc on icvuk„f u kuču! Hfţ on

kcŹd Bcrnikc bc noc kfxc vrdod bc prfēd bfk sd ofhc kučc ncvanhc id fďnstd scsvno fb fid ēcvfac, „da noc pfhdbnin hfţ bcfjnkcahchu n ihuţd ofh trcm pf cvanhd. Xctf čd fic bc on vrid hck vrctck, c hc bc bfjrf pczno ţtc trdjc bc urcbno kcb bfēdo bfoc.\rdjchc on fic vnţd put„ u fid vfbd n sc fido ţtc sco svd fbidac,pc od nsprctn bc nbdo. Hfţ on rdďd bc svrido bf idkfmc icocstnrc,bc on prfďntchu ofantvu prftnv ēcvfac. Unmurinhd hd, „da Jfm usanţcvcofantvu pfkfrinenoc n pfkchinenoc, c hc sco rdţnac svd bc prnzico

n nzvuďdo macvu.Kcb nznēfof on icpfahd, tcoci bc pfēdo, kcb sd hc sdtn„ bc hu pntco zc fif krpďd ţtc on Enmcikc nz Jrcčdvec uţnac trn bukctc.„Rdac sco bc vnbno, jnčd n tf idţtf utnecaf ic fvd ofhd ďubdsnhd.Bcbf hc Bcrnikd fif krpďd, c ihfh sd sorkiu u aneu fboc„, idţtfzaf icsautnac. Kcb fic tf fbţn, noc ţtc n bc vnbnţ! Enmcikc uodstftrn bukctc uţnac trn Źutd jcikd, fid ţtc vnţd id rcbd, c bukctd turnacu xdp. ’Icmrbnac td n nskfrnstnac bf krchc. Mfoic tn nzdac, prfkadtc hu

buţc jnac, kcb ofŹ„ tckvc bc jubd!‑ Nsďubnsof sd on, ca„ ţtc ofŹdţ,fb idsrdčd idoc vchbd. T td snknrcenhd pfēdo hc bfoc. Ofhdo kfbkučd zc tf id sodo in bc spfodido, „da jn od ujnan zc bukctd nfvd aubfrnhd.

Tvdďdr uďnino svd fickf kckf on Bcrnikc kczcac, c tckf svdbf bdvdt vdďdrn. N vnbno hc svd prdstcaf ― kc„ bc inţtc inhd in jnaf!Gcac Jfmu kcb sco sd n fvck„ prfţac. \fsad idkn bci skfjno ſnku, vfbn kfjnau ic pcţu. KcŹdo ou bc stcid n bc prdmrchnof adďkd.

Nsprnďco hc ihdou zc svd fvf, c ďfvdk sd krstn n inţtc id zic.Ichdbciput sd icsodiu, pc on rdďd8 ’Fbkub sco hc zicf bc tnodi„ vfanţ n rcbnţ tf. N hc sco tdj„ vfadf, ca„ rcďuico ubctc sn Źdic,c nocţ n bdeu.‑ N tckf pf„vctcof sd hc n ſnkc idkfa„kf put, c kcb onn tf bfscbn, vrido sd kfb svfhd bded n ouŹc n ― dtd, tu sco bf bci-bcics.


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KCKF HD BDBC U\CUFHD

WZCRNF TKZCBDID BTKCRD

āfvdk inkcb id ofŹ„ bc sd icuďn pcodtn bfk id prfpctn nbfŹnvn svckfhckd ďubdsnhd n vrctfafonhd, pf fvdo jdado svdtu. N hcsco pfhdf vdankf mfoif bfk insco s„vct„f idkd stvcrn n bfk sdinsco upuţt„f u ēcvfaskd rcjftd. Rn onsanţ ― spfsfjci sn bc urcbnţkuh zic ţtc, ca„ „fčdţ, ďno sn orbi„f rdpfo n krdiuf icprdb, idţtftd fb pfzcbn vuďd n id bc tn bc icprdbuhdţ. Ru, fboc„ nzc čfţkd,nsprdďn tn sd idţtf n turn tn ifmu, c tn bnmidţ krced n mftfvc rcjftc.Nzd„o tn hc tckcv Źnvft n tckcv prfvfb.

Jnaf tf, bcjfod, prfţaf kfxc vrdod fb tcb„. Zfbnaf in sd nfvf oacēd bdtd. Hdbid idbdahd, kc„ ţtc hd n fjnďch tu, u Ŭtujnku,rdţnof hc n ofhc Buţcikc bc sd nzfpnrcof n nsprdpacknihdof.Zdkf„, idbdahc hd, c n ţtc čdţ brumf bc rcbnţ u tch bci, idmf bc sd

fkupahdof n fpdrdof td prfkadtd mcčd. Rf on ouţkn, c Źdid, rdtkfkfhc ifsnac n kfhc nocac. Bfbuţd, ofhc Buţcikc nocac idkdkuďnihcvd n ihn„ fjukfvcac sco„ kcb idmbd trdjc bc pfēd u ahubd.Inhd sd nocaf, c ocaf tckvc jnac n ofbc. Wfan Źdic bc hu sd adtnrcsacēuhd fkf bupdtc. Ca„ sd tcb n sukihd ifsnad bumcďkd n ţnrfkd, pcn kcb sdbid idzmfbif, id ofŹ„ ackf bc hu sd vnbn fic pustnihcrcjftc. Tmrdhdof on tckf vfbu u jckrcď, pc sd pfsad ţurnof, kc„prcen, u vdankdo brvdido kfrntu. Rrahcof mrjniu hdbci brumfou,

scpuihnţdof sd n sodhdof. Fic nocac, tf hu u onrcz bcan, bdvdtocan„ n trn vdankn„ bukctc. \c kcb sd kupahd, fic hn sknid, tckf edauinţku fbvdŹd, bc jfahd packid vrct n muţu. N scb, fic skniuac tuinţku, pc zckcďnac zc mrciu fb ţahnvd, bfk sd on kupahdof n fic„svnadi kfice čd sd nsuţn. N tckf, fkupcsof sd on n prdsvukfsof uďnstf, c pfsad u„vctnsof u srdēnvcihd pf kučd. Thutru, ftnbdofsvckn ic svfh pfs„f. Kcb jn idmbd prnbvdďdr, tdhu nbd fic, kc„ jdz


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buţd. Uvd pftrďkcvc n scpadčd sd, kc„ bc hu, id bch JfŹd, pcf ftce ujuicr. KcŹd fic odi„ fick„ zcbuvcic n fzafhdēdic, kub scobdiuf ihfhid bukctd, kcb sof sd packnihcan huďdr. Zdkf„, pc jnčd icţahnvd kub hd n fstcvnac. Coc hfk, jrdec sd fic kc„ puhck ic orzadomfoidtu. Inhd, pc inhd. Ocido hc kfsu, tu u anvcbd, pc „chbd zc

ihfo u ţahnvcr. Kcb tco„, fif nstnif idoc inţtc. C fic n zcjfrcvnackub hn jcţ turnac, ca„ hc pcitno, ca„ ţtc vrdbn kcb hn idoc inmbd. Adad,ţtc sd tcb pfsvcēcsof, ţtc hdbci brumfou id rdkfsof n ţtc anďn nţtc id anďn. Tjdēuhd tn fic odi„ u fif ţtc id ofŹ„ bc jubd. Inkcbsd hc n fic tckf id pfsvcēcsof kc„ scb. ſnvdan sof prnanďif adpf njdz trzcvnec, ca„ scb fkf fvd bukctc ihfh nspcac idkc vdankc suoihcic odi„. Fbhdbciput tn fic odi„ kcŹd8 ’Xcmuahdikf hdbci, fbi„f snofhd bukctd kfb kurvd. Jfahc tn Xcmfrkc fb odi„. Bukctd bc on

vridţ kckf zicţ, „da čd tn ftnbd macvc!‑ N ţtc tn svd odi„ ofhcBuţcikc id nsprnďc n id nzvrdēc od. Hc sco fjnsi„f macvu kc„ muscin sco„ čutno. C ofrco n bc prnzico, hc sco sd nstnif pf ocaf„vct„f sds tfo Xcmfrkfo, pc sd tf n prfďuaf. Dtd, vnbnţ, bfďuac tf nBuţcikc, pc scb fzafhdēdic kc„ bc hu precan strţahdin n kc„ bc hdpnţcac ic fsned. Ucof ţtc hc scb bukctd insco fbi„f Xcmfrkd, intnjn„ tf uďninf. Ckf sco hu idţtf kupnf n pfďcst„f, tf hd jnaf brumf.


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Hdbciput, ic idmftniskfo vcţcru, fvdo hdsdihdo, kupno hu

fpcied n krpu svnadiu, c ic ţtujnďkdo, ic Onfvbci, kupno hu hdadďd. N hfţ tckf, pf idkn put, sco hu kupnf pf idku pfocbu, „dacavu fb Mruhd Rurďnic. Ca„ fvf hd, jrd, vdankc rcjftc, bc tn bcţ inţkufb bvcichds„ bukctc. Tjdēuh tn kfa„kf „fčdţ, fic tdrc ihfhif n idgdroc od bf fid ihfhid. Wnbno hc ― čd bc jubd jdach. Fjdčco hubc ču sd pftrubno, bc hn icēdo Źnv „da ortcv, ca„ hn insco fbi„f kfbţvcadrkd, c u tf ču bc hu n uvdrno. āuf sco hfţ rcinhd bc u Rricveukfb Xch„ďcrc noc idkc Hcmankc. Fic, kcŹu, svd tn pfmcēc, kuh tn ţtc

ukrcf, „da ţtc tn kuh onsan u kučd n fkf kučd. KcŹdo hc tf ofhdBuţcikd n sonrn sd fic idkckf zaf n idvfahif.Id prfēd oafmf bcic, c hc uzd„ ― adďkd fb mfrihdmc prcmc,

fb vrctnhu kub uacznof, adďkd fb jfsnahkc, hdbiu tnkvu vfbd s„kacbdiec, bvc ervdic vuidic kfiec, kfa„kf sof bumcďkn; adďkd fbsfan, tckf nstf n fb jcadmd, trn ahutd suvd pcprnďned n hfţ pf idţtf. Idzico hc tcďif ţtc ihfh trdjc, ca„ rdkf„ jfahd bc pfidsdo svd bc sd id vrčdo n bc id jnhdo tfa„kn put zc jfbnhcv. Bcjfod, pfidsdo n

idţtf zc hdaf, zc idkfa„kf bcic, „da id zico hc kcb ču stnmido n kcbču sd vrido. Uprdon on Buţcikc prfhu, saciniu n vnif. Jdz tfmcinsco ofm„f. Fjnēdo fkf kučd n fkf kfţcrd, pc „chb pfackf icofh bumcďck put. \dţkn sco bf krchc ofrcf, „da inkckcv prdvfzinsco nocf. In kfihc hfţ insof jnan kupnan. Udbco sctn scoputfvcf u hdbido prcveu. Kfrnst„f sco prdďned, kfa„kf sco zicf nofm„f. N tcoci bc stnmido, ca„ „fčdţ hchec fb kfocrec, zcautco ickfprnvinďkdo jrbu n tu nzmujno edf sct vrdodic. Hcf, ifmd on

ftpcad, turaf on ftdŹcaf, sukif on nzmafbcaf jutnid, c hfţ n Źdmcidkc ubcrnac. Ca„ stnmido hc idkckf prdbifč. Uuied fstcaf hfţ zc hdbiu kfjnaku, pc bc zcēd. AHubn ofhn, ţtc hd icrfbc tco„.

Rf puin ţahnvcrn, cvanhc n svub fkf kučd. Zczjcţkcrnad sd Źdidic trcvd. \rfstrdad pfihcvd „da knedahd. Uvub scof Źcofr, svcknprnďc zcţtc bfţ„f n kckvu idvfahu noc. Uvckn sd uvnhc n prdidocmckc„ macbci ic srcihd. Inţtc tn tdŹd idoc fb idvfahd. Fic n odi„ tu


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bfvdac. Tēf„ hc u cvanhu bc sd rcspntco kckf tf nbd n kfa„kf sd ďdkc.

Idkd Źditurnid sd pfrdēcad ic idkd kaupd, pfb hdbifo pfafmfo, nŹcmfrd. C nz kdsc hn mvnrd svdčd, jfsnahck n tckf tf svd ţtc trdjc.Wnbno, „fčd bc sd pfockiu, bc on icprcvd odstf, bc n hc sdbido.Hc, bc nzczfvdo ocaf sodh, rdkf„8 ’\rfţan put kcb sco bfacz„f, tusco nstf sdbdf n svd od icpuinţd juvd, „da tu bfaczn rczci svdt.‑Hcf, kckf hc tf rdkf„, fid Źdid pfďdţd bc sd ďdţu n mrchd, kckfprnodtnad bc noc juvd, ca„ hn jnaf srcoftc bc kcŹu hdbic brumd.\fbnmfvcţd sd fid fbctad, pc ftfţd idmbd u „acb nzc kučd, c hc sd

nspruŹn„ ic fid kaupd n fboc„ zcspc„, „da sco jnf uofrci fb putc.Wnbno hc, pfsad, bc bcics idoc bc jubd inţtc n bd ofrco bctu prdspcvco. Onsano sd, jnčd uhutru ocihc muŹvc, c n ic rdb ču prdbc bfēdo. Wdč sd bfjrf u„vctnac pforďnic, c Hcmankc hfţ puţtcuiutrc. XcbrŹcvc hn ofŹd jntn„ n pf pfac sctc. Idkn sd gcad kckf hn svdrdkac, c idkn hfpdt, icormfēdin n zafvfahin. Knvin ic Hcmanku, kckf hninţtc inhd pfmfbnac, peuhu hu octdr acŹfvsku n krodahnvu. Rf tn hd,kcŹu, idkn sodtdink n brkdahnic fb jcjd. Rckf hc sauţco fb svd ihn„

kuh nzaczd nz Hcmanknid sfjd. Idkn hu gcad, c idkn hu kubd. Zczci svdtnoc, c n id ofŹ„ svckfou bc ubdidţ bnmdidk. Idkc \fadksnhc nzJrdstfvec ftrfvcac ouŹc, ustcifvnaf sd tf. Ucb bfţac kfb fvd jcjdbc hu icprcvn ďnihd, bc tf fbidsd n nsnpahd prdb sub, bc hu fsafjfbdkrnvned. \c, kub tf ofŹ„, jrd, n tch sub rcbn pf idkdo zckfiu.Tsortnţ ďfvdkc, pc idčdţ u cpsu! āuhdo, Hcmankc inhd „tdac bc sdprn„vctn bc hu tf icprcvn in zc vdankd pcrd. Ucb \fadksnhc nbd fb hdbifmc bf brumfmc n fmfvcrc fvu, kckf idoc pfhoc n kckf id

vrdbn in kfa„kf rdzdrvin tfďck fb mfoicrskn„ kfac. N bc pacďdţ n bcsd sodhdţ, ţtc svd noc bc ďuhdţ u td cvanhd.

\rnanďif bfekci, svd sd tf sonrn, prfrdbn sd n oafmn ftfţd.Fstcan scof fvn kfhn zckcsinan tfmc bcic. Icprcvno tn hc, kfjchcmn,idkn spnsck zc uhutru. Nsprdb odi„ noc bc prfēu scof bvd Źdid n hdbci oacbnč nz fkfanid \fŹcrdvec. Nzvcbno fif nz tfrjd ţtc onprctnac ofhc Buţcikc, pc sdbido ic brvahdink bc aceido kfa„kf-


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tfa„kf. Kcb ftpn„ adďkd fb vnic, bfēd on buţc n svds„. Ftnbf„, pfsad,

td uzf„ hdbif čfpďd sacod, td prfstf„ pfb fiu pfafmu; onsano sd, čuprdbrdoahdo tckf bf uhutru. N ďnin on sd, bfēd on ocakf sci n idkcbrdokc, ca„ pfďd„ hc bc sd krutno n „acbno pf edad sicmd. Fbuznoahdon sd svd. Ttriuţd on rukd n ifmd, kc„ bc su brvdid. Fbuz„f on sd n hdznk, pc id ofmu in bc jadkido, c oci„ idkfmc bc zfvido. Kcbjn, onsano, pfsad pfac ifčn, pfďd idkn Źcmfr n idkn krkahcice, bc tdjfm scďuvc. C inkfmc id vnbno, c ckf on fďn kc vcrdifou zcheu.Nskfkfahnf sco sd u fiu pforďniu, ukručdi n pfac ortcv, kc„ bc

od nzvukan nz adbdifmc ofrc. Kcb fbhdbciput, pfhcvn sd nspfbHcmanknid svnscac idkc mrfzic cac, ďupcvc n eric, c rdp hu tcick n mf,jcţ kc„ zonhd.

Id orbco tn hc, c vnţd ortcv idmf Źnv. Kcb, fbhdbcicput,fic ďupcvc cac pfďd bc sd brdec n kdjdahn, n tckf hckf svnriu u idkfsvnrcaďd bc sd svd zctrdsd n zctutihn. T tch oc„ pfhcvnţd sd tckvd cad,kfa„kf tn buţc „fčd. Wnbno, idkc prfznvkc sd sprfvfbn n idknbfmfvfr zc uhutru. Id prfēd oafmf vrdod, c tf stvfrdihd upntc

hdbifmc ďupcvkc sc kno hd bfţcf. Fi sd fkrdiu n pfkczuhd fifobackcvfo n mrfzifo rukfo ic odi„. ’Xcţtc hd bfţcf tc„ ďfvdk6‑,pntc mc fich ēcvf bfocčni. ’Tkrcēdin ou bukctn nz cvanhd, kcb sdpackutcrnf s„ Źdifo u kfrntu, pc scb „fčd Źdic bc mc ocid, onsan bdbcf ţvcadrkd‑, fbmfvcrc fvch brumn u ofhd nod. ’Nsprnďch kckf tfjnaf‑, hfpdt mc pntuhd fich Hcmankni. ’\c jnaf fvck„8 Fvc„ Upcsfh„,oafmf bfjcr ďfvdk, can „fčd bc jubd n xukdac pf idkn put. Zfēdi hdu tdŹck svdtck, Macvfsdďdihd jnaf, ca„ intn pfstn srdbu n pdtck, intn

brumd pfstfvd u mfbnid. Idocrci ďfvdk, n tf tn hd. T erkvu sacjfnbd, c inhd in vdiďci tco„. T kučd noc Źdiu Buţciku n bvc Źdisknbdtdtc. Fif oacēd jfadţahnvf n rczocŹdif, c fif stcrdhd pfrcsif nbfjcr ēck. U fefo n ochkfo insu zch„if n tf zjfm Buţcikd. IdofŹ„ fic bc sd pfbifsn sds svdkrvfo. Xc fvf scb ţtf bfţ„f, inhd fikrnv idmf fic ihnmfvc brfedtnic. Kcb packnihcac, fic, ihfhcibrahdtck u idbdahu, zckcďnac bvcichds„ bukctc ic ţahnvu n tu


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 57

zcjfrcvnac. \rnbvdďdr icnēd Utfhci, jcjc Zcbni, vnbn tu inţku

zckcďdiu, n bcjfod, turn tf u xdp. Ucb su kfb ihdmc, tur„f hn uďcvuru s„ hchenoc, nspfb krdvdtc kfb advd zcbihd ifmd. ādkc bc vnbnţtc čd sd fbnmrc bf krchc. Kcb sd svd sonrn n kcb ocakf prfēd fb vrdodic, fi rdţcvc bc hn prfbc idkfou zactcru u Idmftnid „da uXch„ďcru. Bc hn ďuvc, tf idčd, „da svn zichu bd bukctd inkcb inhdnocf, in fi in ihnmfvn fb stcrnid. Fi hd pubahnv ďfvdk n vriuf jnkcb jn mc idkn prdtns„f n zjrznf. Rf tn hd svd zcţtf hd Upcsfh„ bfţ„fkfb Hcmankd.‑

N tckf tn fich Hcmankni ēcvf nspntuhd svd rdbfo, fid kfhn subfţan sc ahubnoc n Źdicoc. Uvd hc adpf ďuhdo zc svckfmc, zc svcďnhuouku n idvfahu. Rcb sco ustcifvnf bd svckn ďfvdk noc svfhdmcēcvfac, nstf kc„ n ciēdac; n svckn ēcvf prdifsn Hcmanknifo zc svcďnhuidvfahu, da„ fvco„ inkn inhd bfţ„f zjfm bfjrfmc. Rckf, pfsad,uhutru, Hcmankc ďno sd bnmid, stupn u vdzu sds svfhdo ďupcvkfo nprdkf ihdmc sczicvc zcţtc hd kuh bfţf n kfhc mc ofrc ofrn. Rckfou svd pfmcēc ― kckcv hd fi ďfvdk, kfmc noc bfoc, ţtc hd zmrdţnf

fi n ihnmfvn, bc a„ čd ou sd vrid Źdic, bc a„ čd ouŹ bc ocid bc pnhd,bc a„ čd icēd afpfvc, bc a„ čd fvf, bca„ čd fif, n tckf tf. Adad, ahubn,ţtc sco hc svd vnb„f n ďuf tu ifč u Hcmanknid pfafmd. Rf su tnprdpntfvcihc, pc kcznvcihc, pc bfmfvcrcihc. Zczid nocţ ēcvfaskdsfrtd. In hdbci s„ in hdbido inhd nstn. Idkn erin, idkn kcgdin, idknsnihn; idkn nochu bumcďku, c idkn krctku backu; idkn s„ rdpfo, cidkn jdz rdpc; idkn nochu pcpfihed, c idkn kfpntd. Fvch ofh, c prvnput sco mc vnb„f, jnf prnanďif adp, scof ou zujn ocakf bumcďkn n

kcb mrchn, c fif ou ţtrďd prdkf jrcbd.N scoiu sd idkckf ic snau. Gcac Jfmu, kcb fstcbf„ Źnv ifčcs n

kcb insco erkf kc„ pcs, vnţd fb strc„ idmf fb „acbifčd. āno nzcēdsuied, on kfhn sof fb huďdr tu jnan, fboc„ stcbfsof ic rdb nsprdb vrctc, kub Hcmankc rcbn. C pfsad ics, tf tn hd vcţcr prcvn, icnţac rchcfb ifčcs, pc icstcad svcēd n ďubdsnhd fkf rdbc. Id ofŹ„ bc sdbfmfvfrd kuh čd bc uēd. N dtd hu Hcmankc. \rfēd pfkrch ics, in bfjrf


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hutrf bc in kcŹd. ćutn scof n zcvuďd sd u tc„ sfjnďck. \fsad pfac sctc

pfzvc fic bc uēd kuh ic rdbu. Kcb prfēfţd fin nsprdb odi„, n kcbuēf„ hc, fif od u„vctn idkc trdoc n idkn strc„, pc sco„ sd trdsdo kc„odďkc kcb tn bfēd u cvanhu. Rf hdbci ocadďck sfjnďck fb sacjfmoctdrnhcac, c znbfvn svd nspuecan n ic pfac fbadpahdin. D, scb, tunzickcďnihcid rczid nkfid n sankd. Udbf„ hc ic stfaneu, c Hcmankcnskfsnrnac fďn, pc sd nzjuďnac ic odi„, kc„ bc vnbdac ochouic, c idďfvdkc. Fboc„ fic zcpcan svdču, pfďd bc sd krstn n ahujn idkd nkfid,c u rukd brŹn hdbif pcpnrďd n idţtf zcpnsuhd. Nzbdkadofvc ’Fďd

icţ‑ n hfţ idkd ofantvd, pc od hfpdt pfmadbc, fick„ strcţif nnskfkfahdif. N pfďd bc on prnďc. Jrd, svd ţtc odi„ fic scb prnďc, tfsco ifčcs ďuf n fb fifmc ofhdmc ēcvfac, kcb prnďcf fifouihfhifou. Coc, jcţ, svd tckf, idoc u gcs bc gcan. Pcjd sd fickdjdahn, nzuvnhc n kfjchcmn ofan svded n Jfmc bc hu pfofmid. Ucbsco vnb„f n inkn Źnv id ofŹ„ bc od ujdbn bc fic rcbn u scrcbihd s„Jfmfo. Hfk, ofrd, fic tf rcbn scof pfofču ēcvfac n tf su scofēcvfaskd rcjftd, tf tn hc kcŹdo macvfo n jrcbfo, „da sco anďif ďuf

ic fvd ofhd kadopcvd uţn. Rf on sd uvukaf pfb kfŹu n u jdauxnmdrneu, n tf tn hd tckf. C, tf on nstf adihskd mfbnid prnďcac n octnDvprcksnhc, kcb sco nţ„f u icocstnr Wrctiu. KcŹd, fic, bd tdďnihcrned svd pfmcēchu, can scof prdkf ēcvfac. Kckvn Jfm, kckvnjckrcďn! Rf kfjchcmn uvcahuhd Jfmc u idďnstd rcjftd, bc onsad ahubnbrukď„d. N rdkf„ tn, bd on pfmfbn jcţ svd, n hfţ on rdďd bc čd on sdbukctn vriu n „bd hn Utfhci ďuvc, u td pfsrcid ďcvurd pfb krdvdtfo.Hfţ, kcŹd, inhd bfeif, scof fboc„, prcvce fbcvbd bc nbdo kfb

Enmcikd ZuŹd u Unkfad, bc hu zcofano bc ftnbdof u vrdaf, kubnzvnrd rdkc Xcoic, n bc bf trnput nzfrdof fkf nzvfrc pf trnjrczbned. Grahno hc prdb ihu idkn bnicr, pc „chb fboc u Unkfad.Zcspntco sd kub hd hu kučc. Idkn on rdkfţd ic krch sdac. Bfēf hctco„, kcb fif tu svd rczvrţdif n pfrcsturcif, idkc kfanhc vfafvskcrczvcahdic, afien n ţdrpdahd svub pf cvanhd, c idkc krodahnvc bdecpacďu n krdďd kc„ Źcjd u jcrd. Nznēd hdbic stcrc Enmcikc, tf jnac


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ZuŹnic svdkrvc. KcŹd fic odi„ bd ZuŹc spcvc n „bd čd urcbn tu

rcjftu, scof trdjc bc pactno bvd „nahcbd zc tc„ pfs„f n ihfh hdbiu„nahcbu ţtc čd hu ďuvc bdeu. BnŹd fic ZuŹu, c tf jnac adpc Enmcikc bc hu pnhdţ vfbu nz ustnhu. Idkckf, zcvfad„ hc tu Enmciku ic jrzniu.KcŹd fic odi„ ― bd fic scof rcbn tf ic nzvfru Xcoid n bd tco idofŹ bc nbd zcprdmc, idmf noc fic icprcvahdi ocadeck brvdi paum,prfedp n hcrco. KcŹd, bc uprdmidof bvd ocďkd, n tckf čd bcnzvdbdof tf kckf trdjc. Hc sco čutno, „da sd id rczuodo u tdēcvfaskd rcjftd. Nzvcbn„ trn „nahcbd, pfbdan hn tf, pc sdbf„ u „acb pfb

frc„. KcŹd ZuŹc bc čd tf bc fjcvnof ifčcs u pfac ifčn n, pfsadtfmc, u rfku fb trn bcic, bukctn noc scon bc bfēu u kuču.Adţkcrno tckf u fido „acbu, ďdkco bc sd sorkid pc bc pfēdof, cbf tco„ noc fkf trn sctc pdţcďdihc. Rf tn bfēd, jcţ, nspfb BdanHfvcic u pacvahciskdo ctcru, u hdbido krţu n kcodihcru. Rurn tdsvfhd sprdod ZuŹc u hdbiu tfrju, pc „chb pfackf. Kcb jnsof upfpfvnďkdo ctcru, fif nznēd odsde. Ru sdbf„ ocakd bc fbofrnofn prdzcafmchnof. Nzvcbn„ hc saciniu, n tf ţtc on fstcaf, pc icvcansof

kc„ bc insof hdan fb acin. Rckf ic fid odsdďnid madbco ZuŹu, cfic ruodic, pc adpc. Kcb vnbno tckf adpu Źdiu, fboc„ on bfēd bcujnhdo fiu ofhu kfb kučd. TzbrŹcvco sd hc kfa„kf ofmu, ca„ vnţdid vrdbn. Wnbno pfedpcin hu fpcien n ďdrcpd, c n fid citdrned hupfbrpcid n pfockahcid. Nzvcbn„ hu hc hfţ bvd „nahcbcrkd n bcbf„ hu.Ihfh jn hcsif svd. \fbnŹd sukihu ic fďn, pc tn madbch ţtc čd rcbnţ n ţtcsn trcŹnf. \rdkrstn„ sd hc n rdkf„, idkc in pfofmid Jfm, bc fjcvnof nfvc„, c n fic„ pfs„f, kub sof pfţan. Xcvukf„ sd hc kfb ZuŹd u

mihdzbf, kc jrcvďd pfb hcrco, n svd ofano Jfmc bc on fprfstn ţtcmrdţno buţu u fvckvf idvrdod. Madbco, tckf, u odsde, c fi nbdkrfz fjcaced, prfonďd svd idmbd kc„ aub. Uvd on sd fjrčd n rcstdŹd umacvd n pf sicmd, kc„ bc inkcb insco spcvcf sds Źdisku. Kc„ bc scoftnţ„f u Wrihcďku jcihu, jcţ tckf. Uvd on pfsad ackiu n rczvdbrn sd non pfēfsof prdkf anvcbc ackn kc„ pdrf. C hfpdt, u sdj„ ofano Jfmcbc on fprfstn, „da ču uprfpcstno fich vcŹinhn pfsf„, bc icēdo


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 2<

kfjchcmn, onsano sd. Xic tc„ fbckad hn skni„f, idmf sd prcvn ocaf

ftkcďdi n zcfstcf. Zdk„f \fadksnhd bd icţ„f idkd bukctd idmbd, canid zic kub; bc nbd bc sd rcspntc pf sdau ďnhn su, can ichprd kfb ics,„da ou sd tckf prdbskczcaf. Xic scof bd brumu ifč id sod bcbfďdkc, ckf hn id vrid fbkub hn uz„f. Ofhc Buţcikc fboc„ rmiu ic\fadksnhu, ţtc hu jaconrc n pfinŹcvc. Hfţ ukrcf, pc hfţ inhd pfkfrci,idmf nzuvnhc tu krnvd Brnid n prcvn sd oafmf gnin. Ftnbd \fadksnhckc„ upnţcic, in rdď id kcŹd. Fjns„ac ifs bf bupdtc, pc sco„ nzonďd uţahnvcr, c Buţcikc hu id fstcvahc idmf kadpdčd zc ihfo kc„ ickfvcah

pfkfhifou ſnvku Enmciniu. Rd, bc hu pfhd„ fvf, td fif. N fif fbicprdb, n fif fb pfzcbn. Bc sd krstnţ n advfo n bdsifo. \fsad pfacsctc, ifsn anďif Utfhci inţku bukctc. Ucof hu prnŹn n vrtd sd jdz rdďn.In rdď bc jadkid, srco mc jnaf. T prkif mc pfsrcif. ćdrkc ouprdb ubchfo, c fi sd pfinŹcvc n ujnhc umadb. N tckf sd tf, ic ofhusrdču, adpf zcvrţn. Rckf hc scďuvc„ ofhu kuču n ofhu Buţciku.Fbidmfvcsof bdeu n pfubcvcof. \fidkn put sd sdtno zc ZuŹuEnmciku, kcb uhcido ofhu Buţciku, can n tf od prfēd kc„ n

svckfmc. Inhd aub fic„ ţtc kczcf ’oacbfstaubfst". Jnaf n prfţaf,tckf svd, tckf n fvf. Gcac Jfmu ţtc id hfţ brŹn Źnvd n zbrcvd, pc ckfsof idkcb n zmrdţnan, insof on hdbnin tckvn. N vcoc Źdano bfjrfzbrcvahd n srdču u kučd n u brŹcvd.


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 23

KCKF HD BFANHCF XOCH-AHTJCWINK

Wnţd fb bvchds„ mfbnic Źnvno scoc. Inmbd inkfmc idoco icfvdo jdado svdtu. Fibc kcb hd trdjcaf bc sd ubco n prfŹnvno kc„ nbrumd Źdid, hc sco jnac vdzcic zc kuču n inmbd insco sodac bcorbido. Can, ďfvdk tn hd ďubf jfŹnhd. Ŭtc fi ofŹ„ bc nstrpn nprfpctn, tf id ofŹ„ in ichvdčn ocmcrce. C pfsad, kcb prfēu mfbnid,svd sd zcjfrcvn n svd ftnbd u pnzbu octdrniu. Can, ţtc tn pc vrdbnbfjcr Źnvft u fscobdsdt mfbnic, kc„ odi„ scb. Ucof, id jn„ vfadacin bc sd oacbfs„ vrid, hdr oacbfs„ kfhu sco hc prfŹnvdac id jn„pfŹdadac inkfou.

Rdk ţtf sco pfďdtkfo fvfmc vdkc icpuinac ďdtnrn mfbnid,uord on ftce. \fadŹcf idkfa„kf idbdahc, n mftfvf. Ofhc octn,Ucvkc sd zvcac, jfm bc hu buţu prfstn, zcvnhcac ou erin aukc, snrčd nkukuruzif jrcţif svub pf sicmd, ca„ in tf inhd pfofmaf. Fstcbd

fic ubfvnec u bvchds„bvd mfbnid, c hc snrfďd, hdbniďd n prfkadtf. Fbpfkfhifmc fec Utcikc idoco inkckvu sanku zc uspfodiu. C pfsadedf pfs„f ic ihnvd n fkf stfkd fstcbd ic ofhd octdrd.\fhctc in jnac ic trfodēd Ŭtujnkc, Ŭcrkcodic n Hcsdined. Ftce onjnf Ŭtujnďcice, pc sd prnzdt„f kfb ofhd octdrd u Hcsdineu. Kučc injnac prnzdoahuţc n fjadpahdic kcahnţtfo n jcadmfo. \rvf sd uēd u’kuču‑, pc nz ’kučd‑ u sfju. N tf hd jnaf svd. Fb pfkučstvc sofnocan brvdiu sfru, zdoahcin ţpfrdt, hdbiu stcru rfmfŹu n idkd stcrd

zdoahcid mried. Hc n octn sof spcvcad bfa„ ic td rfmfŹd. Unrftnihcbf jfmc...Jcţ u tf vrdod sd prnďcaf bd u janznid icţd pfhctd, u fid

mustd ţuod, Źnvn zoch. Hc tcb„ insco zicac kckvc hd tf cac, svd bfk in hdbci bci inhd bfţ„f uhkc Hcikf. Fi kcŹd ofhd octdrd8 ’OfrnUcvkf, hda„ sn ďuac bd u Kcrjuafvu prftdrci zoch6 U„kupnan sd ahubn nztfmc sdac, pc mc ichurnan, c fi prcvf u fiu edrfvu ţuou, inŹd vcţd


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 2:

pfhctd! Idmf sd tn, Ucvkf, prdpczn bc id zcēd kfb tdj„. Oacbc sn, pc

hfţ jdz ouţkd macvd u kučd. Xcpcan uvdďdr krpd, pc fjnkfan trn put„fkf kučd, idkc sd zcbnon ocaf. \fsad, kcb admidţ, turn tcoihci ufmihnţtd, „da zoch uaczn krfz kfoni. Fi uvdk zic kuh kub„ Źnvn,kfa„kf noc ukučcic, kckvfm su noučifm stcihc, kuh kfhu sacvusacvn, bca„ nbd u erkvu, bca„ pfţtuhd Jfmc, bca„ hd pubahnv... Fi zic nkuh kub„ noc ihnvu „da hd fi ďuvcr pfahc n usdvc. Rf hd ihnmfv rdhfi nidof„ bc sd ďubnţ ckf tn idkcb svrid u kuču, fvck„ kc n hc‑.

Ofhc octn fb tcb„ pfďd bc pcan stcrd krpd n fjnkcahc fkf

kučd, c prdb spcvcihd bc kcbn s„ tcoihcifo n kctrcifo. Can, n tf sdic jrzniu pftrfţn pc uodstf tfmc, pfďd bc pcan n uprdčd jcadmu uŹcr. N nţaf tf idkckf. Rcb„ on jnac ţdstc mfbnic. Hdbid vdďdrn vrtcadsof sd on bvd sds zcvdtnid nz Ŭcrkcodic. Ofhc octn tco„ nocacsdstru fb strnec, pc sof jnad ic ruďku, c pfsad sof fstcad n icnmrcikd ocaf. Jnf hd tf Uvdtn Nanhc. Tz put id stnŹd idkc fauhc, sdsmroahcvnifo n knţfo. Hfţ nzbcadkc vnbdof bd prdkf icţd pfhctdpuec n sdvc kc„ bc sd cad subcrchu. U„ icoc hd bfţ„f n idkn bdbc ſnkc.

Ihnmfvc pfhctc jnac hfţ bcahd. Fi in ic rcstciku rdďd bd tf zoch vfbn jfrju s„ cacoc, kfhd „fčd bc icvuďu mrcbfjntniu n uinţtd icţdusdvd. Uvdtn Nanhc sd, kcŹd, zbruŹnf sds zochdo, pc zchdbinďkn jnhu npcad td cad. Kckf bfēfsof u icţ sfjnďck, fif krfz fif pdixdrďdjahuiu idkn hck fmcih, tckf bc sd svd nziutrc zcshchn, kc„ bc hd fbzactc, c id fb kcahnţtc n padvd fjadpahdif. Ofhc Ucvkc od uzd npfstcvn u čfţd, ic rfmfŹu bc admido, c fic nznēd u ’kuču‑ bc vnbnţtc hd tf jnaf.

Hc nspfb ofhdmc pfihcvďdtc ďuhdo bc fic s„ idkno ţcpučd, cpfsad sd tf prdtvfrn u mcacou n svcēu. \ftrchc tf hfţ ocaf, c pfsadofhc octn uēd u sfju s„ idkdo oacbnčdo. Fic svuďd kfţuahu nicstcvck, pc admfţd zchdbif u brumf čfţd. Ic td odstd kub hdspcvcac s„ ofhdo fefo. Rckf n hc zcspno. Kcb uhutru, octnsprdonac kcďcock n fvďnhd oadkf. Rf in hd jnf bfruďck. Rckf onfif oadkf kuscof, kcb čd tn fic8 ’Bdsf, čdrn! Hc sco tn u mrbid


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oukd zcpcac fb ifčcs. Fic„ fmcih n fic„ vdankn pacodi, tf jnf

zoch. Jfrnf sd s„ cacoc zc icţu nofvniu n scďuvcf hu. Fi hd ifčcsifčnf kfb ics, can čd n bcahd bc bfaczn, c tn idof„ bc sd pubnţ, „da hdfi kc„ n brumn ahubn, scof oafmf adpţn. Rn idčdţ inkcb bc mc vnbnţ „dasn ocac, pc čdţ bf ihnmfvfmc bfacskc bc zcspnţ. Wnbnţ, Bdsf, snifčinsco kcbnac kuču, c fi tf hdbvc ďdk„f n nskfrnstf„f. On sof scod nid ofŹdof inţtc prftnv td snad. Hfţ on zcprdtnf bc ifču id sodoinmbd bc forkido intn bc sd s„ kno scstchdo. Bcihu ofmu bc nbdoic ihnvu n ic brumd pfsafvd u pfahu, pc n u Idmftni ic pnhce,

srdbfo n sujftfo."Hc hfţ ocadekc, can svd rczczichdo n s„vctco. \fidkn put sd nprfjubno ifču kcb tf ďubf icnaczn. Wnbno scof vdankf svdtanaffkf kučd, c ďno sd spuţtn krfz kfoni, svd sd umcsn. Wrctc sd pfackfftvfrd, ďfkihcrn rdzc n ţnp, c pfsad sd svd utnţc. āuhdo scofţuţkcihd ic rfmfŹd n ahujahdihd ofhd octdrd. Fic čutn, buvc scofrdtkf n hckf. \fsad, zcspno, c uhutrf kc„ bc sd inţtc inhd bfmfbnaf. Nicrdbid ifčn svd nstf. C ofhc octn jadbc n nzouďdic. N, zc ďubf,

vnţd idčd inţtc bc on prnďc. ćutno n hc, vnbno, inhd hu zmfbif bc vnţd f tfou prnďc. \fsad sof kfjchcmn svnkad fjd. Wnţd od idzcinoc bc ifču ďdkco svdtanaf ic pdixdrďdtu, idmf fboc„ admidon zcspno. Can, ofhc octn, Ucvkc, icďnstf prfpcbd n nserpd sd. \rcvnsd bd hu inhd inţtc, can inhd fic fb ďdankc. Bcihu rcbn ic ihnvd n fkfstfkd, c ifču in bc trdid. Idocţ kfou bc sd Źcanţ n kuh bc tnpfofmid. Uvd onsanţ bd čd tf zaf bc sd fbsdan ic brumu strciu. ſnvnsd u idkd prfkadtd icbd fb bcics bf hutrd.

Nţaf tf idkfa„kf mfbnic jdz prfodid. Kcb, hdbiu adtihu ifč,mrcb pftuk„f svc sdac fkf Rnofkc n Buicvc. Inţtc u pfahu inhdfstcaf. Ru ifč cad icvukad zaf ic usdvd, c zochdvn jnan u Źdiskdkučc. C n fvch icţ jnf edau ifč kfb ofhd Ucvkd. \fsad tfmc inhd mcjnaf tcďif trn odsdec. \rnďcac on octn bd mc ihnmfvn kczinan ţtc tuifč inhd nţ„f u fbjrciu. Xc tf vrdod ocaf sof Źnviuad n fkrdpnadsd, c ofhc octn onţahcac bc hd icţ„f idku jfahu prnanku, adpţu n


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FKTARF\DBNHC RO 22

oacēu, pc sd nsdanf. Can, ďno sd zchdsdin, dtd tn ihdmc n hfpdt stcrc

pdsoc. Ucof ţtc hc rcstdo n svd on hd hcsinhc sntucenhc. Tvdrnac scosd bd fi spcvc s„ ofhfo octdrfo kc„ ouŹ sds Źdifo. āuhdoscof ţuţtcihd n iduhdbicďdif buvcihd, kc„ ţtc buvchu vfafvn u hcrou.

Kcb sco nocac idmbd pdtichds„-ţdsichds„ mfbnic, hdbci bci,adtn tf jnaf, ţnţcof on fved. T stvcrn, fic ţnţc, c hc brŹno. Kckf icpacbid sdbfsof bc prdzcafmchnof n bcidof buţfo, ofhc Ucvkcuzd bc on prnďc8 ’Bdsf, odi„ hd hcsif bd sn tn scb vdankc n bd svd

zicţ zcţ fvch ifču bfaczn. Ucb od ocaf n srcoftc. Wdanku scomrdţku icprcvnac ţtc sd fboc„ insco ubcac, ďno hd tvfh ftce uorf.Brukţd hd kcb nocţ idkfmc bc td fbodin n zcţtntn. Hdbiu ifč, bfk snspcvcac, zoch on rdk„f bd Źnvn u hdbido jukfvdo ţupahcku, ujanznid hcsdinďkd rdkd n bd hd fkfaf ihnmfvfmc ’bvfrec‑ vdankn mustnţ.ſnvd buţd tu in bcihu id zcaczd. Ru Źnvn vdč bvchds„ mfbnic n kcŹd bdou hd adp fvch krch. KcŹd, kcb hd idkn ţcrci nz Buicvc icpui„f stfmfbnic, nskfďnf nz vfbd n pfadtdf u idjf. \fsad hd bfjnf krnac n

muţtdrskn rdp, c nz ifsc n fďnhu ou nzjnhc fmcih. Fb ţcrcic oufstcad scof krahuţtn. OfŹd bc Źnvn oafmf, c n hck hd prnanďif. \ubn sdscof vrcďcrc n vdţtnec, „da fid ofŹ„ bc mc prftdrchu n uinţtdsortino ďninoc. Bfjrf bc on hd rdk„f zc tu ihnmfvu sacju strciu,„da sco vnţd put„ pfďdac bc onsano kckf bc mc sockido. Can, inhdon sd bcaf n insco sodac bc pfhdo tckvf mfoif. N hfţ on rdk„f fbkfhd sd vrcďcrc ichvnţd pubn n fb kfhd ďnin ofŹd bc pfjfan n erkid. Ntf hd bfjrf ţtc on hd rdk„f, „da hc ofmu bc uordo, c tn čdţ bc u fvd

kučd n bcahd Źnvnţ."Kckf on fic tf rdďd, svd on pfstcbd hcsif n ďnstf. Bc sco

jcr ocaf vdčc, pc bc sd ubco bcadkf fbcvbd. Inhd od Źcf zc fvfodstf, kub sco sd rfbnac n pfrcsac, idmf scof bc spcsdo Źnvumacvu. Brumd mfbnid u adtf, kcb sco icpuinac sdbcoichdstu, bfţanon uhcen n strnďdvn, pc su in prdurdbnan kuču. Nzifvc hu fjadpnan nfkrdďnan s„ fjd strcid. Ocaf sof n sfju bftdrcad, „da sco sd icbcac


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bc čd idkn ofock bc icnēd n fbvdbd od. Can, fb tfmc ďdkcihc inhd

jnaf inţtc. \rfďuaf sd svub„ bd u icţu kuču zcaczn zoch, pc hfţ sdprnďc bd bfaczn n kfb octdrd n kfb čdrkd. Kuh čd tn tckvu bdvfhku bcnsprfsn6 \rfkadtc in subjnic jnac. Jfahd bc sof fjd erkad ďno sofsd rfbnad u idsrdčci bci. Uvckn fjnkcahc fkf icţd kučd, kc„ fkfturskfmc mrfjahc.

\fsad idkfa„kf mfbnic, ofhc octn icďnstf fjfad. Uvd sd idţtfukfďnac n ubrvdidac. Aned hu pfŹutdaf, c rukd sd ftcihnad n fsuţnad.Xcr tn onsanţ ihfh ackf kcb zic bd hu čdrkc vnbn n ďuhd kckf sd, bc

prfstnţ, edau ifč hcţd sds zochdo6 Nzmadbc bc tu ihfhiu sacjfs„ njfads„ tc cac prnodtnac, „da td nstd hdsdin fi sd icďnstf prdsdan ic ofhdţcrdif pfihcvďd. N tf nzidicbc n fbhdbciput. Rdk sco icpuinacfscoichdstu fkf Wdankd Mfspfēd, c fi pfďd bc admc sc oifo ufďnUvdtfmc Inkfad. Fboc„ sco zicac bc fb odi„ idoc vnţd in Źdid inbfocčned kfhc čd bc sd fkučn, ubc n nzrfbn bdeu. Inkcb insco inţtcnocac s„ ouţkcrenoc, kcb dtd, n tf sd bfmfbn. Fif, nstnif, tf ďubf hdprcvn oacbnč, idoc inkckvu gcaniku. AHujn od n oczn edau ifč.

Adďkd prdspcvcof pc hfpdt nzifvc. Uvd sd pubno bc id zctrubino,„da sco ďuac bc fic Źdic kfhc rfbn zochdvf bdtd fboc„ uord.\rcvf bc tn kcŹdo, odi„ sd tf s„ ihno n svnbdaf. Can, fi id zic zcbfstc. Idmf cac zcpid bfk sd id prdzifhn pdtichds„ put bf zfrd.


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vrčd. Hfpdt ofhc octn u idvfahd, scb trďn pf sdau bc icēd oacbnčd.

Oafmn idčd, srcoftc hn, c oafmn n id sou bc vnbd zochc. KcŹu bc čdbc hn sd zctrd kučc n gconanhc. Xctf hd zcofanac idkd icţd ahubd. Idknsu nz gconanhd, c idkn nz pfzicistvc. Uvd hn bfjrf pcotno „da su jnanidmbd ofhn„ mfbnic n svn idfŹdihdin. Bfţan fin hfţ uvdďdr kfb ics, cofhc octn hn svd pf rdbu nsprnďc ţtc trdjc bc rcbd. Ru su kfb ics n vdďdrcan. Nspdkad sof hcmihd, nzvcbnad snrc n uodsnad pfmcďu. C pfsad vdďdrd svckn ic svfh pfs„f. Fick„ kckf hd jcjc Wcsnakc kczcac. Hcsdbno u sfjd n id nzaczno, c ofhc octn nznţac bcadkf ic anvcbu, pc

nzbcahd madbc ţtc čd svd bc jubd. C, prcvf bc tn kcŹdo, srcoftc hubc sd ouvc fkf fid mfad oacbnčc.Fboc„ nzc pfifčn sd ichdbcrdb zcshc edac ţuoc, pc pfsad n

icţc vdankc anvcbc nzc kučd, n ic krchu edac kučc n fjfr. Uvd mfrn kc„usrdb jdac bcic. Ofoen sd rcspfrdbnan svub„ fkf kučd, s„ rczidopadkfvnoc n jckrcďnoc, pc kcb zoch stnŹd bf kfonic, fin zcaupcţdn zcvrnţtcţd. Rf scof trdţtn n puec ic svd strcid. ānin on sd, utdk„fjn fb strc„ n icherihn ēcvf. N pftrchc tf buŹd. C fic cac ic kfoniu

intn fbaczn, intn uaczn. Kc„ bc ďdkc bc vnbn ţtc čd svd bf krchc bcjubd. \fsad ocaf, umcsn sd fif svdtanaf n fi sd ic jrzniu zcvuďd,scb vdč kcf oacbnč, u ofhu sfju. Wnbno, ahut hd n edf sd trdsd fbjdsinac. Zdďd on scof bc fvu zchdjcienhu idčd vnţd bc pfbifsn, cckf sd tf hfţ hdbcrdb pfifvn, čd bc in zcpcan kuču n ics bvd u ihfh.Icsdt„f bd su pf cvanhd svd ahubskd buţd, pc sd zctf n id pubn. Idoctfmc kuh ihdou ofŹd bc zcjrcin bc svrčd kfb oacbd bdvfhkd.OfŹd scof bc sd icahutn, pc pfsad bc jubd mrēn jdach n fsvdtc.

Fin oacbnčn utdkan ďno sd zoch spuţt„f u kuču. Xc mcčd bfţ„fWfhc tdk brumn bci fkf pacbid. Fb strc„ zcjfrcvnan bc hn zcpcad fiuifč. \rdoran ahubn fb strc„, c hc n ofhc octn sof ic svd icvnkad.\rnďc in Wfhc kckf svn spcvcan kfb ihdmc „da insu sodan bcahd. KcŹdbd ofŹd fvf stvfrdihd bc hn stnmid n pfkfahd kc„ pnančd.

N hfpdt prfēd oafmf vrdod, ofŹbc sdbcofsco mfbnic,scof hd ofhc octn icďnstf prfpcac. Wnţd adŹn idmf ţtc sd krdčd. Hc


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sco prduzdac svd tdŹd pfsafvd. Hdbif hutrf fic od zfviu bc

bfēdo kfb ihfh, c sdbdac hd ic kučihdo prcmu. KcŹd8 ’Bdsf, hc čubc uordo, can ofrco prd tfmc bc td vnbno vdsdau n bc tdfsafjfbno fvd icpcstn. Odi„ insco, can tdj„ „fču. Ofrco hc bcftnbdo kfb Jfsnahkd u Aczineu, pc ockcr uordac ic putu. ću bczfvido tdďc ſnku, bc uprdmid kfjnau n bc od fbvdzd tco„. Xc ihusco ďuac bd hd oafmd zochdvd prftdrcac nz @fofahc n nz Krchnid.Fvch icţ zoch zic zc ihu n ihfhid fpcsid ďnin, prnďcac sco tn hdbciput. Idmf tn sprdon idţtf zc hdaf, bc nocof zc put, c hc nbdo

bf tdďc ſnkd...‑.Thutru, zfrfo, ftnbd ofhc Ucvkc s„ tdďc ſnkfo, n ckf ortvcjfic, can rdţdic bc nstdrc stvcr bf krchc. \fsad ďdtnrn bcic vriuţd sduofrin n macbin. Octn on prnďc kckf hu Jfsnahkc svd rdbforcstuocďnac ţtc trdjc bc sd urcbn. Fic hu sd zckadac bc čdof bc mcprftdrcof ďck prdkf Buicvc, can ckf uďninof kckf hd fic kczcac.Hfţ hu hd bcac hdbif pcrďd afhc fb zochc. C krahuţtn fb ihdmc čd bcicēdof ic fmihnţtu kub sd svcku ifč prfvukuhd. Ofrc tf bc noc,

ihfh sd ic jdadmu prdbskczuhd. D, u prvu sujftu tch afh n krahuţtntrdjc stcvntn u idkn stcrn sub n ic Źcru zcmrdvctn bfk pftpuif idscmfrd. Rdo bnofo ofrc bc sd kcbn edac kučc, c ichvnţd sfjc kubspcvcof. KcŹd, kcb fi icsdtn onrns zochdvfm tdac, pc hfţ bc mfrn,noc bc sd vrid hfţ s„ fid strcid icţdmc nocihc. Can, inhd tf svd. Icfmihnţtu u nstf vrdod prfvrntn pui jckrcď vfbd, pc u sauďchu bc mconrns id fbvrctn n prfēd krfz kfoni, tu čd sd u vrdad vfbd fjcrn. Ttf vrdod hc trdjc bc fbsdďdo s„ tdodic ocaf kfsd, pc s„ ihfo bc

kcbno kuču n sfju, kckf jn zoch pfonsa„f bc sco nzmfrdac uichvdčd oukc, ţtc zicďn bd čd n fi tckf bc prfēd. Rckf čdzcsnmurif bc jubd nstdrci nz kučd, c ckf „fčdof bc mc prftdrcof nzodstc, fibc bc nbu trn nan bdvdt ouţkcrec n zcpcad ou jukvu kubŹnvn. Wnţd ou idoc odstc u fvdo krchu.

T prvu sujftu uzodof afh n fid krahuţtn pfkupnsof pffmihnţtu, pc svd tf zcpcansof u mauvf bfjc. Ic fmihnţtu vfbc scof


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vrn, c hc sco n kfsu zcpcanac n kcbno pf kučd. Ofhc octn s„kupnac

idkd stcrdhd ahubd bc zcpcad jukvu ďno zoch krdid fvco„. Nzcpfifčn pfhcvn sd svdtanaf, jcţ kc„ n uvdk, ichprd nzicb ţuod, c fibcsvd janŹd prdoc icţd pfhctd. Kcb bfēd bf ţahnvcrc, s„ bfihd strcid,tu zcstcbd, pc fjnkfan, svd bcahd fkf pfhctd. N tu sd zcustcvn ocaf, pcpfsad fjnkfan edau kuču idkfa„kf put, can ic kfoni id bfaczn, idmfsvd ic stftniu odtrc fb kučd. Kcb prfēd idkf vrdod, ofhc octn mc vnbd kckf ftnbd kc„ upnţci, fbckad hd bfţ„f. Kcb stnŹd nzicb ţuod nkcb vnbd kckf ou mfrn ’bvfrce‑, jdz kruŹdihc sd pfbnŹd prnanďif

vnsfkf n vdankfo jrznifo fbadtd ic sdvdr, prdoc Buicvu. Oafmnsu mc vnbdan nz sdac pfkrch Buicvc, c n idkn rnjcrn, kckf hd ouihdvntfprdadtdf rdku n ftnţ„f u prcveu Kcrpctc.

N tckf sd zcvrţn tc aubfrnhc n tc„ enrkus kfb ofhd octdrd n kfbodi„. \fsad bvd mfbnid, uord n fic. \fonrnac sco sd s„ tdo bd tckfofrc bc jubd. \fidkcb on n svrid pf idkn ďfvdk n prnstchcan bcspcvchu sc oifo, can bc od uzou zc Źdiu ― d, tf insu „tdan. Jnacsco tcb„ oacēc, pc hd jnaf svcţtc. Ucb hd afţd, fstcrdaf sd n

fidofčcaf. \rdpnscac sco edaf nocihd idkdo ahub„oc bc odicbmadbchu n bc od sc„rcid.

\fsad sco ďuac, kcb sco ocaf zcţac odēu ahubd, bd pfruouiskd pacinic noc oafmf zochdvc n brumn„ cac. āno hnprftdrchu, fid ftnbu tco„. Oafmd jcjd n scb kcb jchu fb zochdvc,fid spfonihu td pacinid. Fvch ofh hd jnf prnanďif ouŹdvci npfidkcb zcŹcano zc ihno. Wnbdac sco bd su fvn icţn ahubn oafmfsacjnhn, can, hfpdt, inkcb id jn in hdbid Źdid pfŹdadac bc hu cac uhcid n

bc hu ifsn edau oacbfs„.Ckf jcţ idkc „fčd, idkc mc scoc pftrcŹn.


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KCKF UT BDBC URFHKC

HC@CAD KFZCKCIBſD

Hdbid znod, ďno sco bfţ„f nz vfhskd, fjrdbno pc svckd vdďdrn u kcgciu. Inhd tn tcb jnac struhc, kc„ scb, idmf ďnďc Onanscv upcan pf idkfa„kf gdihdrc n nzckcďnihd hn svub nzfkfaf pf kcgcid. Rf hd jnf oafmf bfjcr kcgdxnhc. Fi n ihnmfvc jcjc vfadan ahubd, c n zicankckf bc prnvuďu ahubd. Kuh pfpnhd trn pnčc, ďdtvrtf mc ďcstd fin. ānďcOnanscv sco sauŹnf mfstd, nckf nocf vdč sdbcobdsdt mfbnic n jnfprnanďif mafoczci. N tckf on bf prdb orck iconrnof stfku,icsdďdof brvc n pfsauţcof hfţ pf idţtf Źdid, pc pfsad „chb ukcgciu. Kub čdţ tn bc admidţ hfţ zc vnbdac, c ifč znoskc, bumcďkc.Nocan sof hdbiu acopneu jdz stckac, can in zc ihu insof uvdk nocanmcs. ſdid prdbu kuďniu da vuiu sprdo odsdďnid, „da pc fbnmiu hdbif kfturďd s„ tcjad ic ţpfrdtu, bc sd vnbn kfa„kf

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