Shree Kundkund-Kahan Parmarthik Trust 302, ‘Krishna-Kunj’, Plot No.30, Navyug CHS Ltd., V. L. Mehta Marg, Vile Parle(w), Mumbai–400056 Phone No. : (022) 2613 0820. Website : www.vitragvani.com Email : [email protected]Atmadharma is a magazine that has been published from Songadh, since 1943. We have re-typed and uploaded the old Atmadharma Magazines to our website www.vitragvani.com We have taken utmost care while re-typing, from the original Atmadharma Magazines. There may be some typographical errors, for which we request all readers to kindly inform us about the same, to enable us to correct and improve. Please send your comments to [email protected]Shree Kundkund-Kahan Parmarthik Trust (Shree Shantilal Ratilal Shah-Parivar)
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Shree Kundkund-Kahan Parmarthik Trust 302, ‘Krishna-Kunj’, Plot No.30, Navyug CHS Ltd., V. L. Mehta Marg, Vile Parle(w), Mumbai–400056
Atmadharma is a magazine that has been published from Songadh, since 1943. We have re-typed and uploaded the old Atmadharma Magazines to our website www.vitragvani.com We have taken utmost care while re-typing, from the original Atmadharma Magazines. There may be some typographical errors, for which we request all readers to kindly inform us about the same, to enable us to correct and improve. Please send your comments to [email protected] Shree Kundkund-Kahan Parmarthik Trust (Shree Shantilal Ratilal Shah-Parivar)
(1) ko{ Ýa`I ivØ qay to tenI vedna=I te Aek j jNmmaH kÚ=I mre Ke, prHtu je Ýa`IAoAe [ÂNãyna wog$pI ivØnuH pan kyuÅ Ke te Ýa`IAo Aa sHsarvnmaH varHvar wMya kre Ke-varHvar mre Ke.
(]I kuHdkuHd AacayR, xIl pahuD, ga=a-rr)
(r) vaStivk suq moÙmaH Ke Ane te mumuÙujno äara isâ krva yoGy Ke. AhÄ sHsarmaH te suq n=I. AhÄ je suq Ke te inüy=I sacuH suq n=I. sHsar sHbH\I ko{p` vStu rm`Iy n=I. Aa Ôtno Amne guÌna _pdex=I inüy ={ gyo Ke, Aa kar`e Amne moÙpd iÝy Ke.
mohna _dy$p ivØ=I imi]t SvgRnuH suq p` Ôe n¬r hoy to wla bIÔ tuCK suqona sHbH\maH xuH khevuH? A=aRtŸ te to ATyHt hey Ke j, te=I mne Aeva sHsarsuq=I bs =av-huH AevuH sHsarsuq cahto n=I.
(]I pÍnHdI AacayR, AekTvwavna-dxk, }lok p-6-7)
(3) je`e mmta riht wav=I, sHtoØ$pI Am<tnuH pan kyuÅ Ke te`e svR manisk du:qno Tyag kyÈ Ke. jem dujRnnI sa=e imƒta KU!I Ôy Ke tem svR du:q KU!I Ôy Ke.
&anInuH pir`mn-&anI tene khIye ke je AHdr pu~y-papna wav=I iwþ ne AHdr AtIÂNãy AanHdna na==I Aiwþ Ke Aeva &anInuH pir`mn-dya-dan-v‡t-w› Aaidna ivwav=I ivmuq hoy Ke. &anInuH pir`mn xuwaxuw wav=I paKuH vzIne Sv$p trf #zI ræuH Ke. &anI to inj Sv$pmaH pirpU`Rp`e ÂS=r =va tlse Ke. lowI jem gme te!la $ipya pame top` v\une v\u mezvva tlse Ke tem &anI Sv$pmaH pirpU`Rp`e @rI jva tlse Ke.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 4.
\m±ne Ae j wavna hoy Ke ke huH pirpU`Rp`e Sv$pmaH @rI Ôë. wavilHgI sHt to Ým¿-AÝm¿ wavmaH JUlta hoy Ke te p` pirpU`R @rI jva tlse Ke. dya-dan-w›no wav Aave Ke Ae ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke p` Arere¦ Ae`e kdI saHwzI n=I, potanI cIjnI kdI sHwaz krI n=I ne bharnI cIj sHwazva tTprta¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke xuwwav Amaro dex n=I. ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I.
\m±ne AHdrmaH AavI wavna vteR Ke. \m±ne w› Aaidno wav to Aave Ke p` Aa ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I. je Ýwu khe Ke te AhÄ ben khe Ke. potana AnuwvmaH=I je va`I AavI te va`ImaH khe Ke ke xuw ne Axuwwav Aave Ke p` Ae Amaro dex n=I. ]ImdŸ rajcHãe p` kæuH Ke ke...te=I deh Aek \arIne ÔxuH Sv$p Svdex re...Aek deh \ar` krvo pDxe p` pKI xaHitna sagr Sv$pmaH - Amara SvdexmaH jxuH...AevI \m±nI wavna hoy Ke.
ivwavwav-wgvannI w› ke xaÏ-w›no ivkLp Ae Amaro dex n=I Aem \m± Ô`e Ke. wgvan Aa„a potanI AnHt AnHt xuâ ngrImaH ibrajman Ke. temaH pirpU`Rp`e @rI jva tlstaH \m± Aem Ô`e Ke ke Aa ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I. Aa prdexmaH Ame ɘaH AavI cD˜a? \m±ne wgvannI w› Aaidno rag Aave Ke p` Are¦ Ame ɘaH Aa prdexmaH AavI cD˜a? -Aem \m±ne lage Ke. Are¦ pu~y-papno wav prdex Ke. potana Sv$p-SvdexmaH Ae pu~y-papno wav n=I.
Are Ýwu¦ pu~y ne papna wavmaH-prdexmaH tuH ɘaH AavI cD˜o? Ýwu¦ tara SvdexmaH to AnHt AnHt gu` ne Aek Aek gu`maH AnHtI AnHtI pyaRy wrI pDI Ke. Ae taro Svdex Ke. waØa to shelI Ke p` wav gHwIr Ke, \m± Òv ke jene SvdexnuH wan =yuH Ke te khe Ke ke Are¦ Ame Aa xuwaxuw wavna prdexmaH ɘaH AavI cD˜a? Amne AhÄ go@tuH n=I. AmaruH AhÄ ko{ n=I. ßyaH &an-]âa -xaHit Aaid AnHt gu`o$pI Amaro pirvar vse Ke te Amaro Svdex Ke. hve Ame Sv$p-Svdex trf j{Ae KIAe.
&an, AanHd, xaHit AHdr pUr` wyaR Ke te trf Ame j{ ræa KIAe, ßyaH Amaro pirvar vse Ke Ae Amaro Svdex Ke, TyaH Ame j{ ræa KIAe. ragaid AmaruH vtn n=I, AmaruH Fr n=I, Amaro pirvar n=I, Amare to Ae!le ke jene Aa„anuH wan =yuH Ke Aeva \m± khe Ke ke Amare to Tvra=I Amara mUz vtnmaH j{ne inraHte vsvuH Ke, Sv$p-SvdexmaH Aaram Ke, bharmaH ɘaHy Aaram n=I.
&an, dxRn, vIyR, Ýwuta, SvCKta Aeva AnHt gu`o ßyaH vse Ke Aeva Amara mUz vtnmaH Amare jLdI j{ne Aaram=I inraHte vsvuH Ke.
Aa to ben AHtr=I boLya Ae vat AavI g{ Ke. raƒe bhenomaH ben bolI gyela ne ko{Ae lqI lI\eluH Ae!le Aa vat bhar AavI, nhÄ to bhar Aave j nhÄ. Aek Òvna Aek gu`nI Aek smynI pyaRy ƒ`kaz ƒ`lokne Ô`e Aeva AirhHtne Ô`Ine Ae ivkLpne KoDI pyaRyne sNmuq l{ Ôy te potana Sv$pne Ô`I-AnuwvI le Ke.
svR&dev lokalokne Ô`e Ke ne SvÙeƒmaH rhIne Ô`e Ke. te &an SvcEtNyÙeƒmaH ræaH ræaH ƒ` kaz ƒ` lokna b\aH Sv-pr &eyo, Ô`e ke &anmaH kotra{ gya ho tem Aek smymaH shjp`e ÝTyÙ Ô`e Ke. je pyaRy vItI g{ Ke ne je pyaRy =vanI bakI Ke te b\aHne p` pUruH Ô`e Ke, ÝTyÙ Ô`e Ke. KÍS=ne p` lo!na ipHDanuH gov`uH Ôe{ne pUveR lo! hto ne hve ro!lI =xe Aem SpÚ QyalmaH Aave Ke to kevz&anInI to xuH vat krvI¦ ƒ` kaz ƒ` lokne ÝTyÙ Ô`e Ke Ane Aevo j taro Svwav Ke, ma!e tuH inim¿nuH, ragnuH ne ALp&annuH lÙ KoDI de. AHdrmaH svR& Svwav Ke tenI ¹Â*! kr. Aa Aa„amaH &anx› ko{ AdŸwut Ke.
kevz dxRnmaH Aa Òv Ke, Aa wgvan Ke, maro gu` Ke Aevo ko{ wed paDvo n=I, bs Ke...Ke...Ke...Aem wed paD˜a ivna Ô`e Ke Ane te j smye kevz&an ƒ` kaz, ƒ` lokne potana ãVy-gu`-pyaRyne tena wUtkaz-wiv*y -vtRman pyaRyna Aivwav ÝitCKedne wed paDIne Ô`e. Aek smymaH kevz&an wed paDIne Ô`e ne Ae j smye kevzdxRn Ke...Ke...Ke...Aem wedrihtp`e Ô`e. Ýwu¦ Aa taro ko{ AdŸwut mihma Ke.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 7.
wvna Awavna ÝyTn ma!e Aa wv Ke wvw‡m` calu rhe Aeva wavmaH Aa wv VytIt
huH &ayk KuH, maramaH xrIr-va`I Aaid to n=I p` dya-dan Aaid p` maramaH n=I, Ae marI cIj n=I¸ huH to &ayk KuH-Aa bennI va`I Ke. wgvannI va`I Ke Ae j bennI va`I Ke. khe Ke ke huH &ayk KuH-Aem wle phelaHH ivkLp=I _plkp`e in`Ry kr. pKI êDa`=I in`Ry kr, Ae isvay ko{ magR Ke j nhÄ. phelaHH wle _plkp`e Ae!le ke ivkLpa„kp`e huH &ayk KuH-Aem in`Ry kr. _pr _pr=I p` phelaHH nÞI to kr ke huH to &ayk j KuH. pu~y-papwav Ae marI cIj n=I. AnHt AnHt isâ Ae p` mara &anna &ey Ke, huH mne Ô`uH Ae &anmaH teAo AavI Ôy-j`a{ Ôy Ke, teAo marI cIj n=I. huH to &ayk j KuH-Aem phelaHH wle _pr _pr=I p` in`Ry to kr.
Ô`n...Ô`n...cEtNyna ÝkaxnuH pUr...&ayk huH to KuH-Aem phelaHH _plkwave to in`Ry kr. pKI êDa`=I in`Ry kr. ivkLp=I AHdr ivcarmaH Ae le ke deh to ma!I Ke ne pu~y-papna wav to ivkar Ke, huH to &ayk KuH. pKI êDa`=I Aeno in`Ry kr. gme tem krIne Ae mageR Ô. xuwaxuwwav=I iwþ &aykno &aykp`e AWyas kr. &aykno &aykp`e AWyas kr. Ô`nno Ô`np`e AWyas kr. &aykno bIÒ rIte nhÄ p` &aykno &aykp`e AWyas kr-Aa Aek krI lI\uH to b\uH ={ gyuH-b\uH AavI gyuH.
AevI rIte baæpda=R-xBd, $p, gH\, rs, SpxR t=a gu` ne ãVy-jem devd¿ y&d¿ne ha= pkDIne ko{ kayRmaH ÔeDe tem, Aa„ane Sv&anmaH baæpda=Ène Ô`vana kayRmaH ÔeDta n=I ke tuH mne saHwz, inHdana xBdo Aem khetaH n=I ke tuH mne saHwz, p` A&anI Aem Ô`e Ke ke Aa inHdana xBdo mne khe Ke ne te=I äeØ kre Ke. inHda ke ÝxHsa to xBdonI pyaRy Ke, tene Ô`Ine roØ-toØ kre Ae to A&an Ke. inHda ke ÝxHsa to xBdonI pyaRy Ke, jDnI pyaRy Ke ne tuH tara S=anne KoDIne TyaH saHwzva jto n=I to tene roØ kem =ay Ke? xBdo to pudŸglnI pyaRy Ke. $p p` pudŸglnI pyaRy Ke ne Aa„a tenuH S=an KoDIne $pne Ôeva jto n=I ne $p tne kaH{ khetuH n=I ke tuH mne Ôe. Ae $pnuH pir`mn to pudŸglna l{ne =yuH Ke, tene ÔetaH roØ-toØ kre Ke te taruH A&an Ke. xBd ne $paid tena kar`e pir`mI ræa Ke tena bdle marI ÝxHsa ke inHda kre Ke Aem tne kem =ay Ke? -tarI Ae A&anta tne sHsarmaH DUbaDnarI Ke.
inHda ne Stuitna vcno pase to tuH jto n=I ne tarI inHda Stuit kre Ke Aem kem tuH mane Ke? jem devd¿ y&d¿ne ha= pkDIne ko{ kayRmaH ÔeDe tem inHda-ÝxHsana xBdo kaH{ Aa„ane ÔeDta n=I ke tuH mne saHwz. $p kaH{ Aa„ane khetuH n=I ke tuH mne Ôe, fUl kaH{ kheta n=I ke tuH mne sUHF. tara S=anmaH tuH Ko ne te cIj tena S=anmaH Ke.
mesUb ne rsguLla to jD Ke, Ae kaH{ tne kheta n=I ke tuH mne caq. vzI tenI im@ax kaH{ Aa„ane AavtI n=I p` tenuH lÙ krIne Ae @Ik Ke Aem rag krIne ragne caqe Ke ne mane Ke ke rsguLlane caquH KuH. cUrmano laDvo ke kerIno rs to jD Ke, Ae kaH{ kheta n=I ke tuH mne caq. AiG™ ke suHvaza gadla kheta n=I ke tuH mne SpxR. pr cIj kaH{ tne kheta n=I ke tuH mne SpxR. pr pda=R kaH{ Aem kheta n=I ke tuH mne Ô` Ane jem lohcuHbk soyne qeHce Ke tem kaH{ tuH tara S=an=I Cyut ={ne baæpda=Ène Ô`va jto n=I. prpda=R kaH{ tne kheta n=I ke tuH mne Ô` Ane tuH kaH{ lohcuHbk=I qeHcatI soynI jem tara S=an=I Cyut ={ne baæpda=Rne Ô`va jto n=I. Aa puStkne tuH Ô`va jto n=I ne Ae puStk=I kaH{ &an =tuH n=I.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 13.
vStuSvwav pr vDe _Tpþ krI xkato nhÄ hova=I temj vStuSvwav prne _Tpþ nhÄ krI xkto hova=I jem dIvo nÒkna pda=Ène temj dUrna pda=Rne Ýkaxe Ke tem Aa„a baæpda=ÈnI AsmIptamaH tem smIptamaH p` jray iviÊya _Tpþ kyaR ivna Sv$p=I j Ô`e Ke. baæ pda=R dUr Ke ma!e n Ô`I xkay tem n=I. baæ pda=Rne pote pota vDe Ô`e Ke. baæ pda=R dUr hoy ke nÒk hoy top` Aa„a potana Svwav=I j Ô`e Ke.
Aa„a &anno mo!o diryo Ke. Ae &anSvwav Aevo Ke ke vÄKI, nag ke wgvan dUr hoy top` tenI ApeÙa ivna pote potana Svwav=I j Ô`e Ke Ane spRnuH Jer Aaid nÒk hoy tene p` tenI ApeÙa ivna potana Sv$p=I j Ô`e Ke. prne Ô`taH Aa„ane prpda=R kaH{ iviÊya _Tpþ krave AevuH Ke nhÄ. &an=I nÒk vStu hoy ke dUr hoy tene Ô`vamaH te pda=R kaH{ Aa„ane iviÊya _Tpþ kravtuH n=I.
pr pda=R Ùeƒ=I dUr hoy ke nÒk, kaz=I p` dUr hoy ke nÒk hoy, dIvana Ýkaxvana SvwavnI jem Ýwuno tene Ô`vano Svwav Ke. prnuH ko{nuH kaH{ krvana teno Svwav n=I. potana Sv$p=I j smIp ke AsmIp pda=Rne Aa„a Ô`e Ke. vStuSvwav pr vDe _Tpþ krI xkay nhÄ ne vStuSvwav vDe prne _Tpþ krI xkato n=I. te=I prãVy vDe potamaH rag _Tpþ krI xkato n=I.
baæ pda=R dUr hoy ke nÒk tene Ô`ta te pda=R Aa„ane iviÊya _Tpþ krI xkta n=I. dIva pase sonuH hoy ke spR hoy dIvo to tene Ýkaxe Ke, ÝkaxvamaH kaH{ iviÊya krI xkta n=I. tem kroDo $ipya hoy ke spR hoy tene Ô`ta te pda=R kaH{ Aa„ane iviÊya _Tpþ krI xkta n=I. &anno Svwav nÒk ke dUrna pda=Rne Ô`vamaH kaH{ fer krto n=I, prne Ô`e Ke ma!e iviÊya ={ Ôy Ke tem n=I. prne l{ne AaTmamaH iblkul iviÊya =tI n=I. &anI isHh jHglmaH be@o hoy ne hr` nIkze tene &anI isHh Ô`e, prHtu hr`ne Ô`taH te kaH{ marvano wav _Tpþ kravI xkto n=I.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 14.
dIvo to prne Ýkaxe j Ke, spR Aave ke sakr Aave, dIvo to tene Ýkaxe j Ke. tem Aa„a gme TyaH hoy p` te to Ô`e j Ke. xrIrmaH rog hoy ke n hoy, &an to &annuH j-Ô`vanuH j kayR kre Ke. &an ko{ne kaH{ mdd krI xke ke pr=I kaH{ mdd &an Lye Aem Ke j nhÄ.
xBdaid jD pudŸglna gu`o Ke, te kaH{ Aa„ane kheta n=I ke tuH Amne Ô`, Aa„a p` potana S=an=I Cyut ={ne temne Ô`va jto n=I. xBdaid smIp n hoy Tyare p` Aa„a potana Sv$p=I Ô`e Ke tem xBdaid smIp hoy Tyare p` Aa„a potana Sv$p=I Ô`e Ke. dUr hoy ke nÒk hoy, Ô`naro wgvan Aa„a tene Ô`e Ke. bharnI cIjmaH gme te _=lpa=l =ay Aa„a to pote potana Sv$p=I Ô`e Ke. Ô`nar to Ô`e j Ke, xBdaid ikHic„aƒ p` Aa„ane ivkar kravta n=I. ivicƒp`e pir`mtaH pda=R Aa„ane ivkarp`e pir`mavta n=I. ivicƒp`e pir`mtaH pr pda=R Ô`narne ivkarp`e pir`mavI xkta n=I. [ÂNãyona ivØyo nÒk hoy ke dUr hoy, Ae cIj ivkar kravtI n=I ne Aa„a ivkar krto n=I, Aa„a to Ô`e Ke.
jem dIvane F!-p!aid ivkar kravta n=I tem samI cIj gme te hoy, tene Aa„a Ô`e Ke, te kaH{ Aa„ane ivkar kravta n=I. cor Aave, potane baH\e ne l"mI l{ Ôy KtaH Aa„a tene Ô`e Ke, te kaH{ Aa„ane rag-äeØ kravta n=I. pr pda=R Êmsr pir`me Ke ne Aa„a pota=I Ô`e Ke, prna l{ne Ô`e Ke Aem p` n=I. samI cIj ko{ l{ jtuH hoy, ko{ bgaDtuH hoy p` Ýwu to Ô`e Ke. Aa kem l{ Ôy Ke Aaid ivkLpne Avkax n=I. Ýwu to Ô`nar Ke. pr pda=R Aa„ane ivkar kravta n=I. potanI nbza{=I ivkLp Aave p` prna l{ne ivkLp n Aave-AavI vStunI myaRda Ke.
prcIj bztI hoy tene dIvo Ýkaxe Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a xrIrnI iÊyaAone Ô`e Ke, KtaH Aa„amaH tena l{ne jrIye ferfar =yo n=I. &anno Svwav to jem Ke tem Ô`e Ke. prmaH ferfar =ay ma!e Aa„amaH ivkar =ay AevuH prãVyna ko{ AHxmaH ɘaHy n=I. Aavo vStuSvwav Ke. Aa rIte vStunI myaRda Ke top` ÒvxBdne saHwzIne Ae!le ke ÝxHsa ne inHda saHwzIne rag ne äeØ kre Ke.
jem pr pda=R gme tem pir`me top` dIvo Ýkaxe Ke tem pr pda=R gme tem pir`me p` Òv Ô`e Aevo j teno Svwav Ke. Aavo vStuSvwav Ke top` Òv xBdone saHwzIne, $pne deqIne, gH\ne sUHFIne, rsne AaSvadIne, SpxRne Spx±ne, AirhHt prma„ana ãVy-gu`ne ke dIkra ke corna ãVy-gu`ne Ô`Ine, temne saraH-nrsaH manI rag-äeØ kre Ke, te A&an Ke. kem ke &eyna be wag n=I ke Aa saraH ne Aa nrsaH, pote kLpna=I &eyna be wag kre Ke te A&an Ke.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 1p.
Aahaha¦ Aek baj¡ Aa„aramne Aek baj¡ AaquH gam-jgt. kevzInI va`I saHwzIne ke wgvanne deqIne te rag _Tpþ kravta n=I. dIvo jem Ýkaxe Ke tem wgvan Aa„a nÒkvt± muinjn ke dUrvt± muinjnne Ô`e Ke. Òv pr pda=Rne Ô`Ine temne saraH-nrsaH manIne rag-äeØ kre Ke te A&an Ke. kevz&anIne saHwztaH potane Ýem hova=I Ýem =ay Ke p` wgvanne deqIne Ýem =yo Ke-wgvanne l{ne Ýem =yo Ke Aem n=I. Aek smymaH AaqI duinya pir`me Ke ne Aa„a tene Ô`naro Ke p` &ey tene rag-äeØ krave Aem n=I.
sama pda=Rna ãVy-gu`ne Ô`Ine temne saraH-nrsaH manIne rag-äeØ kre Ke te A&an Ke. prne deqtaH potane rag-äeØ =ay AevuH AenuH Sv$p j n=I. vStunI myaRdamaH ko{nI Falmel caltI n=I. Aa„anI Ô`vanI myaRdamaH pr pda=RnI kaH{ p` Falmel caltI n=I. sdŸgu`I AnHta Òvo-isâo Ke ne Avgu`I AnHta ingodna Òvo Ke tene Ô`e p` tene Ô`taH te ragaid krave tem n=I.
Ýwu¦ taro Svwav j Ô`vano Ke. temaH krvuH AaVyuH ɘaH? Aahaha¦ Ýwuna &anSvwavnI myaRda ko{ AlaEikk Ke. %Øwdev wgvan moÙe p\ayaR te deqIne wrtcÊIne rag AaVyo, p` tena l{ne n=I AaVyo, potanI nbza{=I AaVyo Ke. qreqr to &anIne ragnuH Ùeƒ p` j¡duH Ke, &anI to rag=I dUrvt± Ke. AhÄ to khe Ke ke prne Ô`narne tena=I kaH{ ferfar =ay-ivkar =ay tem n=I.
Ae rIte potana Svwav=I j prne Ô`taH Aa„ane Stuit ke inHdana xBdaid baæ pda=È jray iviÊya _Tpþ kravta n=I. mnohr xBd ke Amnohr xBdne Ô`ta te pda=R kaH{ Aa„ane iviÊya kravta n=I. tlvar l{ne marva Aave to Ae baæ iÊyane Aa„a Ô`e j Ke, baæ iÊya kaH{ Aa„ane äeØ kravI xkto n=I prHtu A&anInI ¹Â*! vStuSvwav _pr n hova=I, pr _pr hova=I tene w‡m =ay Ke ke prna l{ne mne rag-äeØ Aaid =ay Ke.
Aa rIte Aa„a dIvanI jem pr ÝTye sday _dasIn Ke. &anIAe pyaRy _pr ¹Â*! htI te \‡uv _pr lgavI Ke te=I tene baæ cIj ko{ iviÊya _Tpþ kravI xkta n=I. baæ pda=R sa=e sHbH\ vgrno t!S= Ke. jem dIvo Sv-prne Ýkaxe Ke tem Aa„a potana Svwav=I j Ô`to =ko pr ÝTye sday _dasIn Ke. smiktI lDa{maH éwo hoy KtaH te dIvanI jem Ô`e Ke ke Aa cIj to pr Ke.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 16.
wgvan ÝTye rag Aave p` Ae to potanI nbza{ne l{ne, wgvanne deQya ma!e rag Aave Aevo &eyno Svwav n=I ne tene Ô`nar &anno p` Aevo Svwav n=I ke tena l{ne rag =ay. prne deqIne AhÄ kaH{ ragaid =ta n=I. Ô`nar SvwavI Aa„a Ô`e j Ke, Ô`e ma!e pr pda=Rne l{ne ragaid =ay Aem n=I. KtaH samana ãVy-gu`-pyaRyne Ô`Ine p` saraH-nrsaH manIne Òv rag-äeØ kre Ke te A&an j Ke.
Ýwu kevo Ke? -ke pU`R, Aek, ACyut ne xuâ Ke. wgvan Aa„a ApU`R n=I, pU`R Ke, SvtHƒp`e Aek Ke, &eyone Ô`va KtaH potana Sv$p=I Cyut n =ay Aevo ACyut Ke. potana Svwav=I Cyut ={ne frIne Avtar \ar` kre, rag kre AevuH AenuH Sv$p j n=I. t=a xuâ AevuH &an jeno mihma Ke Aevo Aa &ayk Aa„a Ýwu pote Ke.
vStunI ÂS=it j AavI Ke, vStunI myaRda j AavI Ke. top` je ragaid =ay Ke te A&an Ke.
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song#maH ]I xaHitwa{ JverIna bHgle ta. 1-1-81 na roj kuHdkuHd khan idgHbr jEn tI=R surÙa !^S!na !^S!IAo t=a ivxeØ AamHiƒt Vy›AonI imi!HgmaH pUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIna in\n pr A|yÙ trf=I nIce mujb xok-ÝStav rj¡ =yo je svRsHmit=I psar =yo.
ilHg Ae!le ke gu` AevuH je g‡h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\ (pda=R&an) te jene n=I te AilHgg‡h` Ke: Aa rIte Aa„a gu ivxeØ=I nih AailHigt AevuH xuâ ãVy Ke Aeva A=RnI ÝaÂPt =ay Ke. 18.
ilHg Ae!le ke gu` AevuH je g‡h` Ae!le ke A=aRvbo\ te jene n=I. Aa„vStumaH je &an, dxRn Aaid gu`wed Ke te gu`wed vStumaH n=I. Aa„a gu`I Ke te samaNy Ke ne temaH gu`no wed te ivxeØ Ke. te ivxeØ p` jemaH n=I te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. pr=I to Aa„ane law n =ay, xuwrag=I Aa„ane law n =ay p` Aena gu`na wed=I p` Aa„ane law n =ay. xuwwav=I p` sMyGdxRn n =ay ne gu`gu`Ina wed=I p` sMyGdxRn n =ay kemke gu`I Ane gu` Aevo wed krva jxe TyaH ivkLp _@xe.
ãVy-gu` ne pyaRyna Aa KeLla ƒ` bol Aekdm maq`-sar Ke. AemaH Aa gu`no bol Ke. A=aRvbo\ Ae!le &an-Ae &annI muQyta=I gu`nI vat krI Ke. pda=Rna je!la gu`o Ke Ae gu`onI ivxeØta samaNymaH n=I. gu` Ane gu`I-Aa„a Aeno ivxeØ-wag lÙmaH leva Ôy to sMyGdxRn =ay nih, to xuwwav krtaH krtaH ke dev-xaÏ-guÌnaH inim¿=I =ay Ae vat to ɘaH rhI?
samaNy inTy \‡uvÝvah vStunI ¹Â*! KoDIne AenamaH je gu`o Ke tenuH lÙ krva jtaH ragI Ke ma!e rag =xe. wednuH &an krvuH AemaH rag n=I, wedne to kevzI p` Ô`e Ke p` ragI Ýa`I Ke te=I gu`I ne gu`na wedno ivcar krxe to ivkLp _@xe. ]I smysarnI satmI ga=amaH Aave Ke ke ragI Ýa`I Ke ne rag Ke
AnHt kaz=I je rhI gyuH Ke Ae sMyGdxRn ɘare ÝaPt =ay? -Ae vat AhÄ cale Ke. AnHt AnHt gu`onuH Aek$p ãVy AemaH gu`no wed n=I. Aa gu`Ine Aa gu`o Aevo wed jemaH n=I Ae!le ke samaNy ãVynI ßyaH ¹Â*! krva Ôy Ke TyaH Aa gu`I ne Aa gu` Aevo wed rheto n=I. jene \mR pazvo Ke, jene sMyGdxRn krvuH Ke tene khe Ke ke Ae sMyGdxRn dev-xaÏ-guÌna inim¿e n =ay, tenI w›=I ke mhav‡taidna ko{p` xuwwav=I p` n =ay. Are¦ gu` ne gu`Ino wed tena lÙe p` sMyGdxRn n =ay, gu` ne gu`Ina wednuH lÙ KoDI de ne Aek$p samaNynuH lÙ kre Tyare sMyGdxRn =ay.
tuH ijnSv$p j Ko Ýwu¦ Ae ijnSv$pnI ¹Â*! krva ma!e gu`-gu`Ina wednI p` AavXykta n=I Ýwu¦ Aek smymaH je AnHta gu`one gzI gyo Ke-pI gyo Ke. AemaH &an-dxRn-]âa Aaidno wed n=I. AwednI ¹Â*! krtaH TyaH wed deqato n=I ne ßyaH wed deqay Ke TyaH Awed¹Â*! =tI n=I. samaNy vStumaH xuwrag to n=I, inim¿ to n=I p` ivxeØ-wed p` n=I, te=I gu`Ine gu`na wedmaH j{x to sMyGdxRn nih =ay. Aahaha¦ Aa to \Irana kam Ke, _tavze AaHba n pake¦
Aa gu`I Ke ne Aa &angu` Ke, Aa xaHit Ke, Aa ]âa Ke Aeva wed$pI ilHgnuH g‡h` jena Sv$pmaH n=I Aevo Aa„a Ke. ]I smysarnI satmI ga=amaH Aa vat Ke ke dxRn-&an-cairƒna wed paDva Ae &anIne n=I. ¹Â*!na ivØymaH samaNymaH ivxeØ n=I Ae!le ivxeØ Aevo je ilHg tenuH samaNymaH g‡h` n=I. jene sMyGdxRn, \mRnI Ý=m sI#I Ýg! krvI hoy te`e ivxeØ samaNymaH n=I AevI ¹Â*! krvI, AevI ¹Â*! krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke.
dev-xaÏ-guÌnI w› Ae to pr trf lÙ Ke, pr _pr lÙ Ke Ae!le rag =xe. AenI vat to AhÄ lI\I p` n=I, Ae vat to tdŸdn dUr rhI g{. wgvan Aa„amaH gu`o Ke qra, p` gu`I ne gu`o Aeva be ivcar krva Ôy to tene sMyGdxRn nih =ay, xuwrag =xe p` AbH\Sv$pIna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =vuH Ôe{Ae te nih =ay.
AnHt gu`no ipHD Ýwu tena gu`na wed trfnuH ivxeØp`e lÙ jtaH tene sMyGdxRn nih =ay ne ivkLp _@xe ne temaH law manxe to im+yaTv Ke. gu`I- Aa„ano Aa AanHdgu` Ke, &ata Aa„a Ke ne &an Aeno gu` Ke Aeva wed=I to ivkLp _@xe Ane Aena=I mne law =xe Aem mane to tene im+yaTv =xe. AHtrmaH
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 19.
gu`o Ke p` gu`I ne gu` Aeva wedmaH éwo Ke Ae to ragmaH éwo Ke, AwedmaH n=I gyo. wedna lÙe AwednI ¹Â*! n =ay, to pKI xuw rag krtaH krtaH \mR =ay Ae to ɘaHy dUr ræuH.
samaNymaH gu`wed-ivxeØ n=I Aem AhÄ khevuH Ke, kem ke AnHt gu`nuH Aek$p gu`I tenI ¹Â*! krva Ôy Ke TyaH Aa gu`I ne Aa gu` Aevo wed ¹Â*!maH rheto n=I. gu`I ne gu` nam ne lÙ`wede AemaH fer Ke p` vStu trIke AHdrmaH Awed ÔetaH te gu`I ne gu` Aeva wed AemaH hota n=I. pyaRyne AHtrmaH vaztaH Aa gu`I ne gu` AevuH ¹Â*!maH rhetuH n=I.
inTy Aek$p samaNy \‡uv Awed iƒkaz xuâ$p ãVymaH gu`na wed$p ilHgnuH g‡h` nih hova=I te AilHgg‡h` Ke. x›van wgvan Aek$p Ke ne AemaH x›Ao AnHt Ke. Aeva wgvan Aa„ane gu`wed$p ilHgonuH g‡h` n=I. ]I smysarnI 11 mI ga=amaH kæuH ke wUta=R Aek$p Awed vStuna Aa]ye smikt =ay Ke Ane AhÄ p` Ae kæuH Ke ke wedne KoDIne AwednI ¹Â*! kre Tyare xuâopyog$p sMyGdxRn =ay.
gu`Ina gu` Aevo ivxeØ jemaH n=I te AilHgg‡h` Ke. wUt ne wiv*yna wed jemaH n=I AevI iƒkaz vStu to Ke...Ke...ne...Ke Aeva pU`aRnHdna na=nI ¹Â*! krva ma!e wedno Aa]y krva jevo n=I to pKI xuwrag=I inivRkLp smai\ =ay Ae ɘaH kæuH? Arere¦ bapu¦ wa{, teH ke!lo kaz du:qmaH gaZyo Ae tuH wUlI gyo. AhÄna du:q krtaH AnHtgu`a du:q nrkmaH wogVya p` tuH wUlI gyo bapu¦
gu`wedne ilHg g`Ine Ae ilHgnuH g‡h` n=I Aevo te AilHgg‡h` Ke Aem kæuH. Ýwu¦ teH tarI Awed cIjne kdI man AaPyuH n=I, bharnI cIjne man AaPyuH Ke. p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke gu`wedne p` man AapIx to Awed cIj ha= nih Aave bapu¦ Aahaha¦ pEsa=I mo!o KuH ke AmarI ÏI dIvansahebnI dIkrI Ke-Aem Aiwman kre p` tena=I xuH bapu¦ AhÄ to Aa„a AnHtgu`vazo Ke AevI wed ¹Â*! p` kam nih kre.
-Aa rIte Aa„a gu`ivxeØ=I nih AailHgt-nih SpxaRyelo Aevo xuâ ãVy Ke Ane te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. ivxeØ Avsre khexe.
ÝÆ:- sMyG¹Â*! cÊvt± wogna wav=I KU!Ine turt inivRkLp =ay Ke Ae ¹ÚaHt=I SvKHdta n =ay?
_¿r:- Ae ¹ÚaHt SvKHdta ma!e n=I p` vStuÂS=itnuH &an kravva ma!e Ke. cÊvt±ne KnuH hÔr ÏIAo Ke Ane drroj Anek ÏIAo sa=e lG™ kre Ke Ae cairƒmohnI ÂS=it btavva ma!e Ke. wog wogve top` vaH\o n=I Aem SvKHdta poØvanI vat n=I p` dxRnxuiânuH Ôer btave Ke ke Axuw ragmaH=I turt KU!Ine AHdr inivRkLp AnuwvmaH Ôy Ke te ]âanuH Ôer Ke tem btavvuH Ke. cairƒmoh=I ]âane doØ Aavto n=I Ae btavvuH Ke.
ÝÆ:- pu~y=I mztaH pEsane pap kem kæuH Ke?
_¿r:- pEsane ds Ýkarna pirg‡hmaH g`el Ke te ApeÙa=I pap kæuH Ke p` qreqr to pEsa te &ey Ke tene mara mane mmta kre te pap Ke Ane te papmaH pEsa inim¿ Ke te=I tene pap kæuH Ke.
ÝÆ:- A&anI ij&asu Òv Svwav ne ivwavnuH wed&an krva ÝyTn kre Ke p` Svwavne Ôeyo n=I to tena=I ivwavne iwþ kevI rIte krI xke?
_¿r:- Ôe phelaHH ij&asu Òve Svwavne Ôeyo hoy to tene wed&an kravanuH ɘaH ræuH? ij&asu Òve phelaHH Anuman=I nÞI krvanuH Ke ke Aa pr trf vl`no wav Ke te ivwav Ke Ane AHdr vl` krvuH te Svwav Ke. pr trf vl`na wavmaH Aakuzta ne du:q Ke Ane AHtr vl`na wavmaH xaHit Ke Aem Svwavne phelaHH Anuman=I nÞI kre Ke.
ÝÆ:- &anIne ivwav prdex lage Ke to qed =ay Ke ke &an =ay Ke?
_¿r:- qed p` =ay Ke Ane &an p` =ay Ke.
K ãVy Sv$plok te &ey Ke Ane VyÉt Ke Ane Aa„a AVyÉt Ke te=I tena=I iwþ Ke. AnHta isâo Ane pHc prme¤I te p` lokmaH Ke, &ey Ke, VyÉt Ke. wgvan Aa„a to AVyÉt ne iwþ Ke. \mRdas ÙuLlk to khe Ke ke Aa„a K ãVy=I iwþ hova=I sPtm ãVy Ke. Ae sPtm ãVySv$p Aa„amaH Aek Akar`kayR namnI x› Ke te ko{nuH kar` n=I ne kayR p` n=I. Ae prna kayRnuH pote kar` ke kayR =to n=I Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aek bole p` gjb vat krI Ke. Aahaha¦ lokone deh KoDIne ɘaH j{x AenI ɘaH pDI Ke? AhÄ to khe Ke ke isâ Ane pHc prme¤I p` pr&ey Ane tara=I iwþ Ke.
_padanne Anukuz inim¿ Ke Ane inim¿ne Anu$p _padan Ke p` Aek bIÔne ko{ kaH{ krtuH n=I. ÝÆ:- to inim¿nuH kam xuH Ke? _¿r:- FDo =vamaH kHdo{ n hoy p` kuHwar hoy Ae btavva kæuH Ke.
drek ãVymaH inTy AinTy Aaid prSpr ivru|\ be x›AonuH ÝkaxvuH tene AnekaNt khe Ke. AinTy pL!e Ke te pr inim¿ne l{ne pL!e Ke Aem n=I. drek ãVymaH samaNy ne ivxeØ be ÔtnI prSpr ivru|\ x› Ke tenuH Aek sa= Ýg! =vuH tenuH nam AnekaHt Ke. prnI sa=e kaH{ sHbH\ n=I.
ÝÆ:- inüyny Ane Vyvharnyne ivro\ Ke ke mEƒI Ke?
_¿r:- inüyny Ane Vyvharnyne Ke to ivro\ p` sa=e rhe Ke te ApeÙaAe mEƒI p` khevay. sMyGdxRn Ane im+yadxRnne sa=e rhevamaH ivro\ Ke tem inüy Vyvharne ivro\ n=I, sa=e rhe Ke te=I mEƒI khevay.
ÝÆ:- sMyG¹Â*! moÙ ma!e ÝyTn kre ke mu›nI pyaRyne AavvuH hoy to Aave?
_¿r:- sMyG¹Â*! moÙ ma!e ÝyTn kre Ke. puÌØa=R kre Ke Ane mu›nI pyaRyne AavvuH hoy to Aave Ae!le ke AenI ¹Â*! ãVy _pr Ke Ae!le mu›nI pyaRy AavvanI j Ke.
pyaRy pr lÙmaH Ke Ae AHx sHsar Ke. Ae pyaRyne Sv lÙmaH vazvI Ae \mR Ke. Aa mUz vat Ke tene smÔvva b\uH SpÚIkr` Ke. Sv Aa]y te \mR Ke Ane teno Aa b\o ivStar Ke.
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 24. ta. 1r-10-80
Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVyne ADtuH n=I Ae mUz isâaHtmaH=I ke!luH isâ =ay Ke? sara bar AHgnuH SpÚIkr` nIkze Ke. Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVyne ADtuH n=I Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke AenI pyaRy pota=I j =ay Ke Ane te Êmbâ =ay Ke. Aek isâaHt brabr pkDe to b\uH AavI Ôy Ke. Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVyne ADtuH n=I Ae!le pg jmIn _pr pDe Ke Ae pg jmInne ADto n=I. Ôe jmInne ADe to be ãVy Aek ={ Ôy. Aa to im+yaTvne toDvanI cavI Ke. drek ãVy potana inüymaH j ÝaPt Ke. Aa„a xrIrne ADto n=I. kmR=I Aa„a du:qI =ay Ae vat qo!I Ke. kmRne Aa„a ADto n=I to Aena=I du:qI kem =ay? be pda=R j¡de j¡da Ke te Aek bIÔne kre xuH? p` Aa!lI smjvanI grj kone pDI Ke? dvana rjk` rogne ADtaH n=I, daHt ro!lIne ADtaH n=I. pa`I grm =ay te AiG™=I to nih j p` Aena \‡uv ãVy=I p` nih, Ae pa`InI _*` pyaRy Aena kaze Ø!Ÿkark=I SvtHƒ ={ Ke. nrkna sHyogonuH Òvne du:q n=I, sHyog Òvne ADtaH n=I p` potana äeØ=I du:q =ay Ke. Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVyne ADe nih AemaH to ƒ` lokna na= tI=Åkr Ane temnI va`I p` tara _TpadnuH kar` nih-Aem AaVyuH. jgtne pagl lage tevuH Ke. Aek ãVy bIÔ ãVyne ADe nih AemaH to bar AHgna taza qolI naQya Ke.
wa{¦ tare Aekad wv j bakI Ke-Aem iv¬as kr
ÝÆ:- Aa„ÝaÂPt puÌØa=R=I =ay Ke ke kazlÂB\=I =ay Ke?
]âey pUßy guÌdev ]I kanÒSvamI ke dehaHt se wart ke sMpU`R rom-rom meH ivrhka ddR hE. Aap jEn jgt meH smysar ke ApUvR sHgIt =e. AnekaHtmaƒ vStu ke AnuwvI ne SyadŸvad$pI va`I se inDr hokr Ôe tÀvka in$p` ikya, _skI |vin Aaj wI wartvØR ke k`-k` meH gUHj rhI hE.
Aek idn SvamIÒ ke Ýit mera yh A&an AaEr im+ya ivro\ deqkr mere Aek imƒne bhut kru`awavse kha ik “Aek vkIl hote huye mharaj sa. (]I kanÒSvamI) kI bat sune ibna, ivcare ibna, dUsrÇ kI bat pr AH\iv¬as kEse kr bE@e?
yh sc =a ik mEHne SvamIÒ ko phle kwI suna nhÄ =a, ve kya khte hEH -{s pr kwI gHwIrtase ivcar nhÄ ikya nhÄ =a. At: mEne imƒkI slah man kr SvamIÒ kI batko sunne, smJne AaEr _s pr gHwIrta se ivcar krneka inüy kr ilya.
mharaj saheb (SvamIÒ) ke phle mEHne paHc-K: Ývcn sune, pr mEH _nkI bat kuK n smJ paya. AaEr bat n smJ pane se AaErÇkI trh _peÙa kr mEH Apne purane AiwÝayko kaym rq skta =a, prHtu vkIl hone ke kar` mEHne AEsa nhÄ ikya t=a mharaj]IkI batko pU`R smJne ka ¹# inüy ikya AaEr [ske ilAe mEHne tIn sal sttŸ ÝyTn calU rqkr SvamIÒ ke Ývcn sune AaEr AWyas ikya.
flSv$p mEH shI vStuÂS=it se pirict huAa. tb muJe Apne ipKle Vyvhar AaEr b¿aRv pr bhut püa¿ap huAa, Apne Aapko i\Þara, warI Aa„Glain hu{, Apne pUvR ivcaroH se ximRnHda huAa-AaEr mEHne mn k{bar mharaj]I ke Ýit ANt:kr` se mafI maHgI. mharaj]Ike Ýit ATyHt Aadr v pUßywav huAa.
muJ meH {tna pirvtRn deqkr k{ logÇko AaüyR huAa. mEH jgh-jgh khne lga =a ik sare wart meH khÄ \mR hE to maƒ ]I kanÒ SvamI ke pas hE.
-idnex je. modI, AeDvoke!, suÝImko!R, bMb{
macR-1981 ;;AaTm\mR'' 33.
sablI invasI xah na=alal mulcHd (vØR-66) ta. 4-11-80 na roj SvgRvas paMya Ke.
mazIya-ha!Ina invasI ngIndas motIcHd Aaso vdI 1r na roj SvgRvas paMya Ke.
Ômngr invasI gHgaben iƒwovndas bavIxI ta. 16-11-80 na roj SvgRvas paMya Ke.
ihHmtngr invasI mheta cHdnben kexvlal ta. rr-11-80 na roj SvgRvas paMya Ke.