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IblrktNi``irm Eii
Mifb kc Wtlrl`g
\kk` Ol Mf`
Wtlrl`g Bixftrji`r
Ofbi Jfeefdk`i
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Qfqmf Aktt
Jf| Mfy`g
Dt|ai Elj
Qyqf` Jfgl``
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Aeftk` @ly
Mifb kc Ef|kyr
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Ef|kyr Bixftrji`r
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Amy` \l` Fy
Oyqrl` Amik`g
Ntlqrli Amkl
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Qfjyie Rk`g
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Mifb kc FtrOfbi Jfeefdk`i
Ftr Bixftrji`r
Jfbieil`i Gtlcclrmq
Ctf`nel` Gy
Bfslb Efj
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Nfjj| Amly
Amtlqrl`f Eii
Sf`iqqf Amiy`g
Jl`g Afl Amiy`g
Irmielf Eiy`g
Qfqmf Aktt@lakei Wk`g
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AkjlAq -Xeifqi tkrfri |kyt mifb kt rmi jfgfzl`i
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Mieb mit yx
Fdksi rmi wkteb
Qrtl`gq
Qmi bf`aib% jksib
Elsib% dtifrmib
Diafyqi mi fqnib mit rk
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F`b lc mi wlqmib
Mi ayr akyeb rmij
F`b qmi wkyeb cktisit cfee
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Dyr wmi` mi qflb mi eksib mit
Fee mi tiailsib wfq f qjlei
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Rmi Qxiibdkfr
Jf| Myf`g
Rmi qxiibdkfr lq f gektlkyq dkfqrit
wmi` mi ayrq f`b tkftq fatkqq rmi wfrit.
Rmi qxiibdkfr lq f qmfjieiqq dtfggit%
eifsl`g iamkiq kc mlq tkftl`g jkrkt.
Mi qxefqmiq rmi deyi wlrm qkcr qif qxtf|%
rtflel`g f qxkkt kc wmlri ckfj l` mlq wfni.
K`e| fcrit mi mfq atylqib rmi wfsiq%
bkiq rmi el`i kc ctkrm| qxyji blqqlxfri.
Rmiti'q qy` gel`rl`g kcc mlq elai`qi xefri%
mlq qeiin xkelqmib dkw f`b qlesit cfafbi.
Krmit dkfrq i`s| rmkqi cf`a| rtflrq%
mlq blqrl`gylqmib cfji f`b jftsiekyq xtflqi.
Rmi bf|'q bk`i f`b mi'q dfan l` mlq qmib%
@kw rmiti'q `k jkti cefy`rl`g eicr rk di qflb%
Ak`aifeib d| btfxiq wmiti `k k`i af` qii%
Rmi qxiibdkfr lq qljxe| f `kdkb|.
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Sklaiq q`ifn rmilt wf|l`rk j| iftq% qmfr*ritl`g rmi myqm wlrml` ji.
Qmi wfq l` qmkan.
Qmkanib kt `kr% |ky qmkyeb`r mfsidtkygmr lr wlrm yq. Rmfrq k`i jkti
jkyrm rk ciib.
Qmi lq `kr k`i jkti jkyrm rk ciib%Rf`g. Lee oyqr qmfti j| tfrlk`q wlrm
mit.
Ekkn% Afbik% witi eyan| witi felsi&Rmlq rlji rmi Tfxrktq deiw rmi wmkei
xefai yx& @k k`i ieqi qytslsib. Bk |kywf`r rk qrftsi ckt qkji qrtf`git;
@k k`i ieqi qytslsib.
Qmiq...
L kxi` j| i|iq f`b qii rmi dk| f`bf`krmit% kebit jf` qrf`bl`g l` ctk`r kcmlj% ftjq atkqqib. Miq qmktrit rmf`
rmi dk|% wlrm rml``l`g qlesit mflt f`b fcfai rmfr lq rwlqrib l`rk f `fqr| q`fte.
Mi rlerq mlq cfai f elrrei% f`b L gfqx. Mlqtlgmr i|i lq wmlri f`b y`qiil`g.
Rmi dk| miftq ji f`b qrkxq jlb*qi`*
ri`ai. \kyti fwfni% rmi dk| qf|q.
L del`n% eirrl`g rmi wktbq qekwe| tiglqrit
l` j| mifb.
Wiee% wiee... % L mift rmi jf` jyrrit.
Eifsi yq fek`i% rmi dk| q`fteq.@kw. Mi qky`bq citfe% f`b L `b j|*qiec l`aml`g fwf| ctkj mlj.
Fq |ky wlqm% jfqrit% rmi jf` q`lan*itq.
Ekyb ckkrqrixq tl`g l` j| iftq fq rmi
jf` qrkjxq fwf|.
Rmi dk| qlgmq f`b ty`q f mf`b rmtkygmmlq mflt% atifrl`g rmi qkcr wfsiq kc f
jlb`lgmr qif. Mi ryt`q ftky`b% f`brmi itai ekkn l` mlq i|iq sf`lqmiq%
tixefaib d| qkjirml`g gi`reit% jktimyjf`i. L qii f bftn dtylqi qxtifbl`gksit mlq tlgmr amiin. L ciie tiqxk`qldei.
Mkw fti |ky ciiel`g;
L ctkw` fq L rt| rk tijijdit mkw rkqxifn. Ljknf|. Rmi gtky`b lq...Lrq
qktr kc tkanl`g% rmkygm... J| qi`qiqqybbi`e| akji felsi. Wmiti k` iftrmfj L; Wmiti blb |ky rfni ji;
L afram qlgmr kc rmi gtii` gekw kc f`feftj aekan `iftd|. Fygyqr 6=% 4861%lr tifbq. Lrq k`e| dii` f bf| ql`ai...
ql`ai wmi`;
Mi mkknq rmi eig kc f qrkke wlrm mlqbltr| Ak`sitqi*aefb ckkr f`b qlrq bkw`.
Witi k` f dkfr% afej bkw`. Lrq rmik`e| xefai rmfr lq qfci ckt `kw. \kyt
f`neiq xtirr| dfqmib yx.
@k% bk`r riee ji rk afej bkw`& Lbk`r isi` n`kw |ky% bk`r isi` n`kw
wmiti i}fare| L fj&
L rkeb |ky% witi k` f dkfr.
L qlr yx f`b gefti fr rmlq qrtf`git. Girfwf| ctkj ji.
Wlrmkyr f wktb% mi qmlcrq dfan l` mlq
qifr f elrrei f`b qmtygq.
Mlq l`blcciti`ai f``k|q ji% f`b L`fttkw j| i|iq fr mlj% rmi` glsi f
jif`l`gcye gef`ai fr rmi bkktwf|.
Mi elcrq f bftn i|idtkw. @k rmf`nq.Mi amyaneiq f`b qjleiq% tisifel`g
rmfr lr wfq oyqr f okni. Wiee% rmi`fgfl`% rmlq lq j| tkkj. F`b L mfb rk gk
Rmi Elk`'q TivylijXftr 4
\kk`*Ol M
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rmtkygm rmi xfl`cye xtkaiqq kc df`bfg*l`g |kyt f`nei yx. Mi `kbq rkwftb rmi
i`b kc rmi dib.
Wmi` L ekkn bkw`% L qii j| tlgmr f`neidky`b l` ctiqm% wmlri df`bfgiq. Lr
qiijq rkk dtlgmr l` ak`rtfqr wlrm j|rf` qnl`. Jijkt| tiryt`q% f`b j| tfgif`b qyqxlalk`q fti xyqmib fqlbi% rk
di tixefaib wlrm xfl`% f qmftx% fejkqry`diftfdei n`krrl`g l` j| miftr.
@k k`i ieqi qytslsib.
J|qlqrit. Jfl. Qmiq gk`i. Rmiqky`b kc j| sklai qiijq blqrf`r% fq lcLj elqri`l`g rk qkjik`i ctkj f`krmit
qlbi kc f wfee. Fr rmfr jkji`r% L ciieekqr. Jfl lq gk`i.
L qii qkjirml`g lanit l` mlq i|iq% elni
qjfee af`beiq qxftnel`g dickti qxyrrit*l`g kyr l` rmi bftn`iqq. Xfl`; Tiakg*
`lrlk`;
Dickti L af` ak`rl`yi rml`nl`g fdkyrrmlq% mi glsiq f qfb% akjcktrl`g qjlei.
Lj qyti qmiee di `i. Mi giqrytiqfr qkjirml`g d| j| mifb% f`b L ekkn
bkw` f`b qii Jflq tfg bkee. L xlanibrmfr yx wmi` wi...iqafxib ctkj rmilqef`b.
Qlei`ai diakjiq f rf`gldei rml`g l`rmi flt ftky`b yq. Rmi y`bitqrf`bl`grmfr Jfl lq`r akjl`g dfan lq y`qxk*
ni`% |ir qkjirml`g rmfr dkrm kc yqtifelzi. Lr akjiq atfqml`g bkw` k`rk
ji l` wfsiq kc gtlic. F amknib qkdiqafxiq ctkj j| elxq% f`b f tidieelkyq
rift ty`q bkw` rmi dtlbgi kc j| `kqi.Lr btkxq k`rk rmi aeif` el`i`% f rl`|qfledkfr l` f` i`beiqq kaif` kc wmlri.
L mfsi rk di qrtk`g. L af`r at|.
F ri`rfrlsi rkyam. L ekkn bkw` `yjde|rmtkygm rift*eeib i|iq f`b ckeekw rmi
rf` mf`b tiqrl`g fwnwftbe| k` j| ftj
yx rk rmi dk|q cfai. Mi qjleiq% f`bmlq i|iq jfni rwk yxryt`ib atiqai`r
jkk`q kc jlb`lgmr.
L xyee fwf| d| l`qrl`ar% dyr mi bkiq`rqiij yxqir. L ekkn yx fr mlj. Lj qyt*
xtlqib d| rmi akjxfqqlk` l` mlq qjlei%wmi` mi mfb blqxef|ib qyam citkalr|
rk rmi krmit jf` oyqr jkji`rq fgk.Wmfr Lj jkti qytxtlqib fr% mkwisit%
lq rmi wf| rmfr L qybbi`e| ciie qfci.
L qrfti fr mlj% f`b ckt rmi tqr rlji L
`krlai rmi wf| mlq ek`g% qelgmre| wfs|bftn mflt dtyqmiq rmi rkx kc mlq i|iq%
jl`gel`g wlrm mlq ek`g efqmiq wmlamatifri gi`rei qmfbkwq k` mlq qf`b*rl`rib amiindk`iq. Mlq i|iq fti eeib
wlrm elvylb `lgmr% f`b isit| ekkn mirfniq lq qmftx f`b l`rieelgi`r. \ir
rmiti lq f mlbbi` qfb`iqq% xyqmibbkw` l`rk rmi bixrmq kc mlq i|iq. Mi
lq aeif`*qmfsi`% rmkygm L rml`n mi lqftky`b j| fgi% jf|di ql}rii` kt qis*i`rii`. L del`n. L tijijdit mlj ctkj
qkjiwmiti.
Wmfrq |kyt `fji; J| sklai akjiqkyr rmlan f`b gtfsiee|.
Mlq i|iq wlbi` qelgmre|% qi`bl`g mlqdtkw ftaml`g yxwftbq% fq lc miqqytxtlqib rmfr Lsi qxkni`. J| `fjiq
Afbik. Wi yqib rk gk rk rmi qfjiqamkke. \ky n`kw% dickti rmi Aml`iqi
deiw lr yx.
L tijijdit |ky `kw. Lj E|.
Elk`% mi qf|q wlrm qfrlqcfarlk`.
Wmfr;
\kyt fji jif`q elk`.
L lg`kti rmi qrfriji`r f`b eli bkw`
fgfl`% ryt`l`g j| dfan rkwftb mlj.L bk`r eir mlj qii rmi rift rmfr ty`q
bkw` rmi wlbrm kc j| cfai. Qvyiizl`g
j| i|iq qmyr% L wlee j|qiec rk qeiix.
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Kaif` @lgmrAeftk` @ly
Fq rmi qy` blxxib ksit rmi mktlzk`%`lgmr qirreib k` rmi kaif`. Rmi tiic
fwfni`ib% rmi ltlbiqai`r qm witi `kek`git qeiix|% f`b rmi wmkei qif wfq
felgmr wlrm rmi yktiqai`ai kc aktfeq.Fq rmi gekwl`g qmtljx bftrib dirwii`
`kknq f`b atf``liq f`b `ik` qrftqmcib k` kfrl`g qifwiib% f qmfbkwekkjib. Rmi qmfbkw% y`elni rmi krmit
qm% wfq `kr dtlgmr f`b akekytcye.L`qrifb% mi wfq deifn defan. Mi blb `kr
qml`i% elni rmi krmitq% dyr qwfeekwibf`b gkddeib elgmr wlrm mlq dkb|. Qyb*
bi`e| rmi kaif` `krlaib rmi l`rtybit%dyr lr wfq rkk efri% f`b wlrm f q`fx kcrmi ofwq% lr wfq bftn.
L` rmi `krml`g`iqq% f dtlgmr xflt kci|iq q`fxxib kxi`. Lr wfq Cekkrz|% rmi
cktisit ckkelqme| okee| aekw`qm. Wmfrmfb mfxxi`ib; Fr rmlq rlji kc `lgmr%
qmkyeb`r rmi kaif` di l` cyee kw;Wmiti witi rmi wfsl`g xytxei oieeliq;
Wmiti witi rmi qifmktqiq% wmkqidkbliq fqmib gelrrit; Wmfr wfq rmlqgtifr% `idyekyq qmfbkw;
Cekkrz|% qk rk qxifn% mfb `isit n`kw`
bftn`iqq. Km% `k. Rmi k`e| bftn`iqq
mi n`iw wfq rmi k`i dickti `lgmr ciee%f`b rmfr akyeb mftbe| di afeeib bftn*`iqq% ckt qy` tf|q xlitaib rmi qif% f`b
rmkqi krmit jftl`i f`ljfeq mfb rmiltkw` elci.
Qk Cekkrz|% dil`g f ckkelqm aekw`qm%
dtkkbib f`b dtkkbib% y`rle% fcrit wmfrmfb tifee| dii` jl`yriq -dyr qiijibelni |iftq rk Cekkrz|,% f`krmit xflt kc
i|iq q`fxxib kxi`. Rmlq rlji% lr wfqF``i iie. Mit xitqk`felr| wfq tfrmit
qlee|% dyr lr qmfee mfsi rk di biqatldib
f`|wf|. Fee F``i blb wfq qml`i wmlrif`b deyi. Qmi wfq kcri` akjxelji`ribk` mit qxei`blb akjdl`frlk` kc akekytq%
f`b f tiqyer% mfb diakji rmi tqr iiedljdk.
Qk.. Cekkrz|% kc akytqi% mfb
rtlib rk l`lrlfri f ak`sitqfrlk`. F``iqrftib fr mlj def`ne|% f`b mit `ik`elgmrq fqmib fr mlj bftl`ge|. Cekkrz|
wfq girrl`g biqxitfri. Mi `iibib rki}rtfar qkji l`cktjfrlk` ctkj F``i%
diafyqi qrf|l`g l` rmlq bftn aekyb wfq
qljxe| l`ak`ailsfdei. L` tiqxk`qi rkCekkrz|q l`atifql`ge| fglrfrib bi*
jif`kyt% F``i qrftrib rk l`rtkbyaimitqiec. Elni. Km. J|. Gkqm. Lj F``i.
Wmk fti |ky; Bk |ky rml`n rmlq fqm*l`g jfniq ji ekkn cfr; Lrq% elni...
Bk |ky n`kw wm| lrq qk bftn;
Cekkrz| l`rittyxrib. F``i wfq f dlrqmkanib. Mit tqr tiqxk`qi wfq rk fqn
mitqiec ji`rfee| Blb mi oyqr lg`ktij| elgmrq; Mkwisit% fcrit F``i mfbgkr ksit mit qytxtlqi rmfr qmi mfb `kr
dii` akjxelji`rib% qmi jf`fgibrk yqi wmfr elrrei dtfl`xkwit qmi mfb
rk tiafee f mygi% gelrritl`g qif% f`b fqrtf`gi xefai wmiti rmi| witi ckkb
wfq xei`rlcye% f`b wmiti rmiti wfq fjl`lfryti blsit jksl`g yx f`b bkw`.
Rmiqi rmkygmrq mfb dii` qk aeift l`F``iq jl`b% dyr fq qmi qrftrib rfen*l`g% lr ryt`ib l`rk f cky`rfl` kc sfxlb
qniram| jyqm. \iq. Km. J|. Gkqm.\ky n`kw L wfq faryfee| elni% rml`n*
l`g% fdkyr wmfr |ky qflb% f`b L rml`n Ltijijdit rmlq blsit gy|; L rml`n rmlq
blsit gy| wfq elni Cekkrz| mfb dii`ti`bitib qxiiameiqq. \iq% F``i wfqdil`g f dljdk% dyr mi mfb tijij*
ditib qkjirml`g fdkyr f blsit
F`b qybbi`e|% lr wfq dtlgmr fgfl`.
Cekkrz|q i|iq mfb rk diakji fa*ayqrkjib rk rmi dtlgmr elgmrq% f`b ekf`b dimkeb% rmiti wfq f mygi MY*
JF@ qrftl`g tlgmr fr mlj. Qybbi`e|%rmi wmkei xefai qmkkn% f`b% dickti mi
akyeb tifar l` f`| wf|% rmi myjf`q`git wfq ofddl`g qrtflgmr fr Cekkrz|qcfai. Cekkrz| tiakleib l` qmkan% dyr
fefq... mi wfq qfci. Rmi `git akyeb`kr tifam mlj rmtkygm f` l`slqldei dft*
tlit.
Fq Cekkrz| ekknib ftky`b% mi tifelqib
rmfr mi wfq l` k`i kc rmkqi mkttkt afg*iq rmfr myjf`q itiarib rk xyr qm l`.Mi xtkjxre| cfl`rib% f`b F``iq elgmrq
wi`r xq|amkrla% f`b atfz|% f`b qmiqelb bkw` rmi gefqq elni dekkb atfwel`g
bkw` f wfee fcrit f jytbit.
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Lr wfq f` ktbl`ft| sleefgi. Rmi qy`eiitib l`qlbi rmi qvyfti wl`bkw% lrq
tf|q cfeel`g k`rk f afx. Rmi afx k` rmiqrkke wfq del`bl`ge| wmlri f`b atyj*xeib y`bit mit qyxxei mf`bq. Rmi glte
qir rmi afx k` mit mifb f`b fboyqribrmi qrtfxq. Qmi qjkkrmib rmi atifqiq%
frri`ib kyr rmi atyjxeib ibgiq rleermi| witi atlqx% f`b tirlib lr tje|.
Qmi ekknib fr rmi jlttktfr mit tiiarlk` f`bgfsi f elrrei qjlei% dyr
rmi` vylire| tixtljf`bibmitqiec ckt mit sf`lr|.
Rmi glte tf` mit mf`bq
ksit rmi qjkkrm f`bqljxei biqn f`b rmi`
qrftib fr mit xfejq.Rmi| witi afeekyqib
dyr aeif`. Qrtflgmri`l`gmitqiec yx% qmi wfenibrkwftbq rmi dibtkkj
bkkt% f`b ekwitib miti|iq dickti qrixxl`g
kyr. Qmi fxxiftib afej.
Qmi elqri`ib ckt rmiy`af``| qlei`ai% rmi
`ktjfe mifs| frjk*qxmiti rmfr aey`g rk rmi
mkyqimkeb isit| ql`geibf|. Miftl`g rmi jycibqky`bq diekw% qmi
aeljdib bkw` rmi qrfltq.
Rmkjfq% xyr rmi dtifbbkw`. Geyrrk`| lq ql`.
Rml`n kc |kyt xkkt qlqritJftrmf. Rk`lgmr% L wlee
xtf| ckt dkrm kc |ky% qmiqflb.
Mit wktbq witi jir wlrm
f qyeei` myqm f`b faayql`g qrftiq.Qmi qybbi`e| cier rmi dytbi` k` mit
qmkyebitq jkti fayrie| rmf` dickti%f`b l` rmi aeftlr| kc mit xfl` qmi xtlibrmi dtifb ctkj rmi gtydd| mf`bq kc
mit |ky`git dtkrmit. Rmi tiqr kc rmiamlebti` cytrlsie| rtlib rk tirfl` qkji
tiqijdef`ai kc l``kai`ai. Qmi akyebriee rmi| mfb dii` gfzl`g fr rmi ckkb l`
f ek`gl`g jf``it% ckt vylri qkji rlji.
Gk `kw F``i% wmfr fti |ky qrlee bk*
l`g miti; Rmi iggq witi qyxxkqibrk di xlanib d| qy`tlqi. Miti% rfni
rmi dfqnir f`b eifsi wlrm Rmkjfq.Fcritwftbq% bk `kr cktgir rk wfram Ij*le|. Rmi glte xfyqib% f`b fbbib wmfr
qiijib elni f` fcritrmkygmr% Wmiti lqjkrmit;
Fcrit f dtlic f`b y`faaixrfdei xfyqi%
rmi elrrei k`i l` rmi akt`it% rmi tyr kcrmi dy`am n`kw` fq Ijle|% rljlbe|
jytjytib% Qmiq wlrm Jftrmf fgfl`.
Wmi` rmi tiqr mfb eicr% rmi mkyqimfb tiqyjib lrq qrll`g
frjkqxmiti% qfsi ckt rmiqky`b kc f ak`qrf`r% tfqx|
dtifrml`g. Rmi glte atifnibyx rmi qrfltq f`b qrkkb fri`rtf`ai kc f`krmit bkkt%
wflrl`g.
Rmi gyti diml`b rmi bkktcier rmiti wfq f jksiji`r
kyrqlbi% f`b wmlqxitib%\ky jf| akji l`.
Rmi jkrmit mfb f btfw`
ekkn rk mit cfai% qkeij`wlrm |iftq kc l`i}xtiqqlsi*
`iqq. Qmi qiijib rk wf`rrk ekkn fr rmi glte% dyr mit
gfzi qiijib rk qelx tlgmrxfqr mit. Rmiti wfq f`ijxr| vyfelr| rk mit qrfti%
rmkygm xitmfxq lr wfqk`ai eeib wlrm qkji*
rml`g jif`l`gcye. Dyr rljiitkbiq ak`qrf`re|.
L wlee rfni Jftrmf rkbf|%
qmiq `kr cftl`g wiee. Blb|ky jlen Eya| |ir;
Rmi glte qxkni l` f aelxxib
rk`i. @k% L i}xiar qmiqdytqrl`g.
F`b rmi keb jlen;
@kr |ir qxkleib.
Fm. Jftrmfq `kr wiee.
@k% qmi lq`r.
Qmi ekknq xfei% bkiq`r qmi;
Qmi bkiq.
Wiee% L wk`r niix |ky miti f`| ek`*git% Eya| `iibq rk di bifer wlrm.
Gkkb bf| jkrmit.
Rmi glteq qnltrq tyqreib bkw` rmi qrfltqk`ai jkti.
Qmi gef`aib fr rmi mfec*ayr amiiqi k`
rmi dkftb f`b tifamib rk xlan f xliai%dyr miqlrfrib% f`b rkkn dfan mit mf`b.
Qmi dtlqne| wfenib kyr f`b f` ljxit*aixrldei qlgm iqafxib mit jkyrm.
Fr rmi xfqryti% rmi akw dieekwib lj*
xfrli`re|% rwlraml`g lrq iftq f`b lanl`gfwf| rmi liq rmfr rtlib rk `iqrei l`rk
lrq qmktr qxkrrib cyt. Rmi glte gfrmitibmit gftji`rq f`b qmlcrib rmi qjfee
qrkke aekqit% xefal`g rmi dyanir tlgmry`bit rmi ybbit% f`b eif`ib mit mifbfgfl`qr lrq qkcr diee|. Qmi q`lccib fr rmi
qri`am rmfr xitjifrib rmi cftj.
Lr wlee gk fwf| qkk`.
Qmi qrftrib rfenl`g rk rmi akw. Ckt f
wmlei lr ekknib fr mit% dyr isi`ryfee|lr qmkkn lrq mifb l` f``k|f`ai f`bwi`r dfan rk xeyanl`g rmi gtfqq wlrm
lrq rk`gyi% rmi` gtl`bl`g lr l` lrq riirm.Qmi tifelzib mkw qlee| qmi wfq.
Qmi mfb oyqr `lqmib ciibl`g rmi xlgq
wmi` qmi miftb rmi gtfsie aty`amy`bit cfqr xfaib ckkrqrixq. Rmi glte
ri`qib. Qmi akyeb riee wmk lr wfq
dickti qmi ryt`ib ftky`b. K`ai jktiqmi tiqyjib mit bifb*xf` jfqn.
Gkkb fcrit`kk` Iyqrlai% wmfr dtl`gq|ky miti; rmi glte gtiirib rmi slqlrkt
ctkj diml`b rmi ci`ai.
Gkkb bf|% Lsi akji rk gk rk rm*rmidyramitq% Iyqrlai qrfjjitib% f`bvylane| fbbib% F`b rk slqlr j| cfjle|.
Iyqrlai wfq f qelgmre| kebit glte wlrmgfy`r f`b qfeekw*ekknl`g qnl`. Mit
i|iq witi wfrit| f`b mit mflt wfq fjkyq| akekt% dyr qmi mieb mitqiec l` fqyxitalfee| amiitcye jf``it.
Fm% wmfr gkkb `iwq bk |ky mfsi rk
dtl`g rk |kyt cfjle|; Xeifqi glsi fgkkb bf| rk rmij ckt ji.
Km jyam gkkb `iwq% sit| gkkb
`iwq Rmi slqlrktq sklai rtfleib kccwmi` qmi tifelzib rmi sfgyi`iqq kc
mit f`qwit.
Rmi Dyt`l`gFqxi` Wf`g
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Rmi glte diml`b rmi ci`ai `fttkwib miti|iq fr rmi slqlrkt.
Iyqrlai% y`akjcktrfdei y`bit rmiqatyrl`|% afqr mit i|iq rkwftbq rmi qklel` qmfji. K` mit `ian wfq cfl`r jftn%
dyr l` rmi mftqm elgmr kc bf|% lr gekwibckt fee rk qii. Iyqrlai wfq dtf`bib.
Rmi glte wfq qrftreib wmi` qmi tqr
`krlaib lr% dyr rmi` qirreib dfan rk mitjfqn% y`cfzib% fq lc qmi n`iw lr fee
fek`g.
Qi`ql`g rmi glte mfb blqaksitib qkji*rml`g% Iyqrlai vylane| fqnib% Km%
f`b j| jkrmit mfq jfbi qkji i}rtfdtifb% wkyeb |ky elni qkji; Rmi slql*
rkt y`wtfxxib f xtialkyq ekfc.
Rmi krmit glte i|ib lr ckt f wmlei.Rmi` rlerl`g mit aml` yx% qmi xkelrie|
biael`ib% Rmf`n |ky% dyr wisi gkrxei`r|.
Rmi kebit glteq cfai ciee ckt f jkji`r%
Gkkb bf| rfenl`g rk |ky% L jyqr di k`j| wf| `kw.
Gkkb bf| rk |ky% gkbqi`b. F`b ek`g
fcrit rmi slqlrkt mfb ryt`ib l`rk f bkrl` rmi blqrf`ai% rmi glte wmlqxitibgkbqi`b k`ai jkti.
Wmi` rmi glte mfb `lqmib mit ittf`bq%qmi digf` rk wfen dfan mkji. Rmi
qy` wfq qirrl`g f`b qn| mfb qrftrib rkblj. Qmi ak`ai`rtfrib k` rmi tm|rmjkc mit qrixq% wframl`g rmi dyanir kc
jlen fr ilrmit i`b kc mit xkei. Mitqrkjfam tyjdeib wlrm my`git% dyr qmi
nixr mit xfai. Qmi akyeb riee lr wfqqkk` qyxxit*rlji.
K` mit xfrm% qmi akyeb qii rwk gytiqfxxtkfaml`g mit% mit dtkrmit f`b fdk| mit fgi.
Gkkb isi`l`g% rmi dk|q jiamf`l*
afee| gtiirib rmi glte.
Gkkb isi`l`g Ofakd. Gkkb isi`l`gdtkrmit. @kw% Rmkjfq% mkw wfq |kyt
bf|; Blb |ky `b jf`| iggq;
Mit dtkrmit dytqr% \iq& Sit| jf`|%rkbf| wfq f gkkb bf|.
Ofakd fbbib% Rmf`ncyee|% rmitiwiti`r f`| wlramiq rk mftj yq. Blb
|ky mift fdkyr rmi rtlfeq; Rmi|ti`fee| aframl`g rmij.
Mit jfqn mftbi`ib l` biqxflt. Afy*
rlkyqe|% qmi fqnib Km% fti rmi|; Dyrmkw; Mkw af` rmi| riee; Fee rmi wmlei
qmi ekknib fmifb. Qmi mfb `kr sklaibmit faryfe vyiqrlk`.
Km rmfrq ifq|% fee
rmi qyqxiarq fti del`bckebib%f`b dtkygmr rk rmi fclarib
kt aytqib xitqk`. Lc rmixitqk` afejq bkw` wmi`rmi del`bckebib k`i rkyamiq
rmij% rmi del`bckebib k`i lqf ql``it.
Mit dtkrmit vylxxib% Dyr
wmfr lc rmi xitqk` lq l``k*ai`r; F`b rmi aytqib afejq
bkw` f`|wf|q;
Ofakd fqqyjib f` f``k|ibekkn% @kw% kc akytqi rmfr
wkyeb`r mfxxi` diafyqiGkb wkybk |ky mift
rmfr;
Rmiti wfq f blqrf`r amf`rdtifnl`g rmi tirlai`r eyee kc
rmi xfrm.
Rmi|si qrftrib& Ofakdi}aefljib i}alribe|.
Rmi amlebti` fee wfenib cfqr*
it. Rmi| iftib rkw` vylane|%dyr rmi dk|q tf` fmifb. Rmi
glte afyrlkyqe| jifqytib mitxfai% f`b wframib rmi jlenqekqml`g l` rmi dyanirq. Qmi
ak`ai`rtfrib k` mit tiia*rlk` l` rmi jlen. Rmi cfqrit
qmi wfenib% rmi jkti lr blqrktrib y`rlelr wfq f cfai qmi blb `kr tiakg`lzi. Kt
jf|di% lr wfq `kr rmi jlen fr fee.
Rmi`% qmi akyeb qii lr.
Rmi ti kxi`ib lrq jkyrm f`b ak`*qyjib. Lr wkyeb `kr qrkx tkftl`g%
ifrl`g% f`b biqrtk|l`g. Lr tkqi mlgm l`rmi flt% sileib wlrm f aekyb kc qjkni
f`b cyjiq. Lrq qafteir ri`btleq qiijibrk lanit f`b i`rlai rmi atkwb. Km% dyr
rmi atkwb wfq k`e| rmi jkti rittlc|*l`g% k`e| rmi jkti xkqqiqqib. Afygmr
l` rmi iyxmktlf kc rmi jkji`r% rmi|qatifjib f`b qmtlinib% rmtkwl`g
qrk`iq fr rmi fji. L` rmi jlbbei%wfleq kc fgk`| akyeb di miftb ctkj rmi
ji`% rmi wkji` f`b rmi glteq l` rmifji.
Iyqrlai wfq rlib rk k`i kc rmi xkeiq%
mit cfai ekknib fq lc lr wfqfdkyr rk jier fq rmi fjiqi`gyecib mit. Qmi jfbi `k
jksiji`r% f`b mit i|ielbqwiti dftie| kxi`ib.
Rmi glte wfenib aekqit f`b
qxkrrib Ofakd f`b Rmkjfq.Ofakd tqr i`ritib rmi atkwb
Wlram& Wlram& Dyt` mit& Xf|
ckt |kyt ql`q& Bli&
Qmi wframib fq Rmkjfqxlanib yx f qrk`i% f`b i`*
ritib rmi atkwb fq wiee.
Qmi ekknib fr rmi glte l` rmifjiq k`ai jkti. Iyqrlai
tigftbib rmi wkteb wlrm fxlr|l`g qlgm% i|iq dftie|
kxi`ib f`b faml`g ckt qeiix.Rmi rwk xflt kc i|iq jir
ckt f` l`bi`lri fjky`r kcrlji% dickti k`i xflt `fee|qyaayjdib rk xifaicye bftn*
`iqq.
Rmi glte xyr bkw` mit dyanir%f`b qmi rkk qlgmib. Qmi
ekknib ftky`b f`b qfw is*it|k`i oiitl`g% amf`rl`g f`b
efygml`g fr rmi atyier|. Rmiefqr tf|q kc rmi cfbl`g qy`
witi `k ek`git rkk dtlgmr kty`cktglsl`g% dyr jkti akj*
xefai`r wlrm f nl`b kc byee faaixrf`ai.
L mfsi `k amklai.
F`b rmi glte okl`ib rmi jkd.
Rmi ti kxi`ib lrq jkyrm f`b ak`qyjib. Lrwkyeb `kr qrkx tkftl`g% ifrl`g% f`b biqrtk|l`
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RmiBtifjafram Qfj f`b L jfni
kyt wf| rk dtifncfqr
fq yqyfe% l` rmi bl`*
l`g mfee.Rmi bl`l`g mfee lq`r fary*fee| jyam kc f mfee% fq lr lq k`e| fdkyr
rmi qfji qlzi fq kyt qeiixl`g tkkj. F
eftgi wkkbi` rfdei lq qrfrlk`ib l` rmi
ai`rit kc rmi mfee% keb f`b dey`rib l`
qkji xefaiq dyr faryfee| vylri qrytb|.
Fee kc yq `l`i nlbq xlei kyt wf| l`rk rmi
tkkj f`b qrf`b diml`b kyt amfltq.
Jftgftir% wmk akjiq l` f jl`yri efrit%
gtl`q f`b gtiirq yq wftje|. Wi amktyq
kyt tixe| dfan. Rfnl`g mit xefai diml`b
rmi mifb qifr% Jftgftir diank`q rk yq
rmfr wi qmkyeb fee qf| Gtfai. Fcrit wifti bk`i% rmi qatfxl`g qky`b kc amfltq
dil`g xyeeib dfan eeq rmi tkkj% qmktre|
ckeekwib d| rmi aefrrit kc cktnq f`b
n`lsiq.
Fxxfti`re| Jftgftir lq jfnl`g
yq bk kyt amktiq rwlai rkbf|% Qfj l`*
cktjq ji gtyjxle|. L miftb ctkj Eyni.
Qlrrl`g kxxkqlri yq% Eyni `kbq
slgktkyqe|. Eyni lq rmi rfeeiqr dk| l` rmi
ktxmf`fgi% wlrm dtlgmr tib rkyqeib mflt
f`b ek`g ef`n| ftjq. Lrq diafyqi qmi
wf`rq rmi xefai rk ekkn gkkb ckt rmi
`iw nlb rkjkttkw% mi wmlqxitq rk yq.@i}r rk mlj% mlq qlqrit Qyqf`
eif`q l`. L wk`bit lc lrq f glte kt dk|%
qmi qf|q% gtl``l`g i}alribe|. Qyqf`
qmftiq rmi qfji cifrytiq fq mit
dtkrmit% fermkygm qmi lq`r ifte| fq
rfee. Celanl`g mit ek`g tib mflt dfan% qmi
ak`rl`yiq ifrl`g mit ekfc kc dtifb. Qy*
qf`% Eyni% Qfj f`b L fti aekqi ctli`bq%
dil`g rmi kebiqr amlebti` fr rmi ktxmf`*
fgi fr fgi ckytrii`. Rmi tiqr kc rmi
nlbq miti fti amlebti`> jkqre| ckyt rk ql}
|ift kebq? Aeflti% F`b|% Xkj% Qirm f`b
Amfteli.
Aeflti f`b F`b| ekkn yx fr yq%
i|iq wlbi`l`g. I}rtf amktiq; rmi|
wml`i.
Qfj q`ktrq. Ak`qlbitl`g |ky
gy|q bk`r bk jyam wktn f`|wf|% L
wkyeb`r akjxefl`% mi qf|q slalkyqe|.
L% k` rmi krmit mf`b% mfsi rk aeif` yx
rmi bl`l`g tkkj efrit% qwiix rmi kktq%
xkelqm rmi wl`bkwq **
Rmfrq i`kygm% L l`rittyxr%
efygml`g. Qkjirljiq Qfj af` gir qk
afttlib fwf|.
Wmi` witi fee bk`i ifrl`g%
Jftgftir tl`gq rmi diee. Amlebti`% rmiti
lq qkjirml`g L wf`r rk f``ky`ai%
qmi digl`q% Fermkygm |ky jlgmr mfsi
fetifb| miftb lr ctkj qkjik`i ieqifetifb|. Qmi qmkkrq Qfj f` f``k|ib
ekkn% f`b mi amktreiq. Rkjkttkw% f
`iw dk| wlee di okl`l`g rmi ktxmf`fgi.
Miq ckytrii` |iftq keb% qk L i}xiar |ky
ckyt rk di rfnl`g gkkb afti kc mlj. Lq
rmfr aeift; qmi qf|q% xkl`rl`g fr ji%
Qfj% Eyni f`b Qyqf`. Wi `kb kdibl*
i`re|. Gkkb% qf|q Jftgftir% qjlel`g
l` qfrlqcfarlk`. @kw mkx fek`g% gir rk
|kyt amktiq& L glggei rk j|qiec fq Qfj
gtkf`q ekybe| `i}r rk ji.
Wi qxi`b rmi tiqr kc rmi bf|
ilrmit bkl`g amktiq kt qlrrl`g ftky`bgkqqlxl`g fdkyr rmi `iw nlb. Qyqf`
rieeq fee kc yq i}alribe| rmfr qmi wlqmiq
miee mfsi dek`b mflt f`b qrtlnl`g deyi
i|iq. Wi fee efygm fr mit% rieel`g mit rk
btifj k`% f`b L n`kw qmi bkiq% di*
afyqi `kr ek`g fcrit f Bf|btifj btlcrq
qekwe| yx rk mit. L qjlei rk j|qiec.
Efrit k` rmfr `lgmr% fq L ef|
fwfni% L rt| rk ak`sl`ai j|qiec rmfr
isit|rml`g wlee di fetlgmr. Fq L ji`rfee|
lanl`g fwf| f `fqr| `lgmrjfti fx*
xtkfaml`g f q`ktl`g Amfteli% L tifelzi
rmfr rmi Btifjq ekkn blcciti`r rk`lgmr.Rmiti fti jkti @lgmrjftiq rmf` tigyeft
Btifjq. L ctkw` l` ak`cyqlk` f`b qiec
ak`qalkyqe| mybbei fgfl`qr rmi wfee
y`akjcktrfde|. Lsi `isit elnib @lgmr*
jftiq% fermkygm Lsi elsib `ift rmij ckt
qk ek`g. Atiix| elrrei wlqxq kc aekyb.
Rmi feftj l` rmi ktxmf`fgi
qky`bq% tl`gl`g ekyb f`b aeift rmtkygm
rmi dibtkkj wmiti fee rmi krmit nlbq
qeiix. L fj qwl`gl`g gi`re| l` rmi tkan*
l`g amflt% wframl`g rmi efqr @lgmrjfti
kfr kyr kc rmi tkkj. Rmf`n Gkb.
Isit|k`i lq qrtiraml`g% |fw`*
l`g% f`b wfnl`g yx. Elee|% difjq fr ji.
L qjlei dfan% dyr ciie f biix amyt`l`g
l`qlbi j| qrkjfam. Rkbf| wlee di rmi
bf| rmi `iw nlb akjiq. Y`cktry`frie|%
Lsi dii` rml`nl`g fdkyr rmlq jfrrit fee
`lgmr. Rwlai% L wfq qk afygmr yx l` j|
rmkygmrq L isi` cktgkr rk amfqi fwf| f
@lgmrjfti ctkj Amfteli.
Wi gir btiqqib f`b tifb| ckt
rmi bf|% fq yqyfe. Dtifncfqr lq qxib yx
f`b kyt amktiq fti bief|ib diafyqi
rmi `iw nlb lq fttlsl`g vylri ifte|. Wi
gyex bkw` dtifncfqr fq qkk` fq xkq*
qldei% f`b rmi` gfrmit l` rmi jfl` tkkj
Ckt rmi tqr rlji l` f ek`g rlji%
Jftgftir lq ekknl`g `itskyq% gef`al`g
rkwftbq rmi bkktwf| isit| ciw qia*k`bq. Fq ckt rmi tiqr kc rmi nlbq% rmi|
akyeb`r di jkti i}alrib. Iqxialfee|
Qfj.
F`| qiak`b `kw% mi wmlqxitq
rk ji% i|iq rwl`nel`g wlrm i}alriji`r.
Tlgmr k` ayi% rmi bkktdiee
qky`bq% f`b Jftgftir myttliq ksit rk
kxi` lr. Fr k`ai% wi gir l`rk el`i cktjf*
rlk`% qrf`bl`g yx qrtflgmr. Rmitiq f dk|
qrf`bl`g l` rmi bkktwf|% ekknl`g bkw`
fr mlq rkiq. Mi mfq mlq mf`bq qryan
biix l` mlq xkanirq% f`b mi ekknq fq lc
mib tfrmit di f`|wmiti k` xef`ir iftrmrmf` miti. Qrf`bl`g `i}r rk mlj fti
rwk fbyerq% jkqr elnie| ckqrit xfti`rq.
Rmiti lq qkjirml`g wtk`g fdkyr rmi
qai`i% rmi wf| rmi fbyerq fti qrf`bl`g
fwf| ctkj rmi dk|% f`b rmilt rlgmr cfaiq
fq rmi| qxifn myttlibe| wlrm Jftgf*
tir. L ekkn ftky`b> `kdkb| lq `krlal`g
rmlq dyr ji. Rmi ckqrit xfti`rq bixftrvylane|% f`b Jftgftir xyeeq rmi dk| l`.
@kw rmfr mi lq l` rmi tkkj% wi fee gir f
aekqit ekkn fr mlj. Mi mfq wfs|% jiqq|
dibtfggeib dtkw` mflt. Qrf`bl`g `i}r
rk ji% Qyqf` glsiq f elrrei qlgm kc blqfx*
xkl`rji`r. Rmi dk| ekknq yx% f`b L `b
j|qiec qrftl`g l`rk mlq ijitfeb gtii`
i|iq. Mi glsiq ji f aytlkyq ekkn% fq
lc mi tiakg`lziq ji% dyr L vylane| ekkn
fwf|.
Jiir Amfai% Jftgftir qf|q
rk yq amiitcyee|% f`b L q`fx kyr kc j|
tisitli. Miee di rmi efriqr fbblrlk`
rk kyt ktxmf`fgi. Lj qyti |kyee gir
fek`g `laie|& Wi amktyq kyt gtiirl`gq.
Qjlel`g wftje|% Jftgftir ak`rl`yiq%
Amfai% rmlq lq Qfj% Qyqf`% Elee| f`b
Eyni. Rmi| fti feqk ckytrii`% qk rmi|
wlee di |kyt gylbiq fr rmi ktxmf`fgi.
Lc |ky `iib f`|rml`g% oyqr fqn rmij%
fetlgmr;
Amfai jyjdeiq f` fgtii*
ji`r. Rmfrq fee Jftgftir qf|q% f`b qmi
vylane| eifsiq rmi tkkj wlrm Amfai%
Wi fee efygm fr mit% rieel`g mit
btifj k`% f`b L n`kw qmi bk
Jf| Myf`g
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