Riding Light Spring 2016

8/18/2019 Riding Light Spring 2016

1/95

T[YJNG 9;10

YJEJNG MJGHU


2/95

”Mlgjd wjmm gft ylu `rlb A tl I. Jbagjnatjln wjmm taof ylu

fvfrywhfrf.‒ — Amifrt Fjnstfjn


3/95

Yjejng MjghtTprjng 9;10

Uhf Yjejng Mjght Yfvjfw


4/95

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A sjxtffn-yfar-lme ily lndf jbagjnfe rjejng ln a ifab l` mjght,ane hjs sjbpmf thlught fxpfrjbfnt pmayfe an jbplrtant rlmf that

wlume matfr dhangf thf wlrme ― jt ushfrfe jn thf agf l` blefrnphysjds. Uhjs ily was Amifrt Fjnstfjn.

Fjnstfjn‘s usf l` jbagjnatjln ùfmfe hjs wlro jn physjds, whjdhfvfntuammy mfe tl hjs àblus 1:;6 papfrs ln spfdjam rfmatjvjty.

Yjejng Mjght fbfrgfe lut l` a efsjrf tl push thf ilunearjfs l`drfatjvjty thrlugh manguagf, jefas, ane stlry. Wf ifmjfvf jn thfplwfr l` jbagjnatjln, thf ùfm `lr lur jefas ane jnnlvatjln. Uhjsnltjln jnspjrfe thf nabf l` lur bagazjnf.


5/95

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Basthfae

Fejtlr jn Dhjf`Dyn Ifrbuefz

Assldjatf Fejtlr, @jdtjln ane Nln`jdtjlnBfmjssa Yaê Thl`nfr

Assldjatf Fejtlr, @jdtjln ane Nln`jdtjln

Zvlnnf Blramfs Mau

Assldjatf Fejtlr, [lftryOara Elnlvan

Cunjlr Dlpy FejtlrTlphjf Fefn

Yfaefrs Cabjf Hlang

© 9;10 Uhf Yjejng Mjght Yfvjfw JTTN 9445-961X

Uhjs illo, lr parts thfrfl`, bay nlt if rfprleudfe jn any `lrb

wjthlut pfrbjssjln `rlb jnejvjeuam authlrs lr artjsts. Uhfsdannjng, upmlaejng, ane ejstrjiutjln l` thjs illo vja thfJntfrnft lr any lthfr bfans wjthlut pfrbjssjln l` thf authlr(s)lr artjst(s) js jmmfgam.

www.rjejngmjght.lrg


6/95

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UAIMF L@ DLNUFNUT

FEJULYJAM ........................................................................ 1 AYUJTUT .............................................................................. 9

AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO ...................................................... 0HFAYUIFAU ...................................................................... 7

@jdtjln iy Yfifdda Hlegf ................................................................ 7

AYU IZ IAYIAYA YVUH .............................................. 11IYJDO IFET ...................................................................... 11 DLAM BJDF .......................................................................19

[lftry iy Tdltt Thfrban................................................................ 19

AYU IZ OAUHZ YVEJN ................................................ 14 ZLV ....................................................................................14

@jdtjln iy Ylsjf Gajmlr ................................................................. 14

AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 99LDDATJLNAM GVFTUT .................................................. 99

[lftry iy Jajn Badelname ............................................................. 99

ATTJTUFE MJPJNG (Fxdfrpt)............................................ 95

[lftry ane Art iy Mfannf Graifm ................................................. 95 IMABF ............................................................................................ 96 UHJDOFUYZ .................................................................................... 90F PLMVUJLN ................................................................................... 97@ ABJMZ DYVJTF W JUHLVU E AE ................................................. 98

A MJUUMF HJ[ ................................................................................ 9:Y VMFT L@ B AYYJAGF ................................................................... 4;


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AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 41

NAUVYAM DAVTFT ......................................................... 49 L[FN YJPFY.................................................................... 44 [lftry iy Drajg Fvfnsln ............................................................... 44

AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO .................................................... 45@AUF WLYTF UHAN ...................................................... 46

@mash @jdtjln iy Ylifrt @. Grlss ................................................. 46

AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 40HLW J FAYN WHAU J LWF .......................................... 47 J IFMJFPF ZLV IFMJFPF WHAU ZLV TAZ WHFN

ZLV TAZ JU ...................................................................... 48 [lftry iy Cfssjf Canfshfo ............................................................... 48

AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 4:MJGHU ANE EAYO .......................................................... 4:

@mash @jdtjln iy Dhrjstlphfr Wlles ............................................. 4:

AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 59WHAU UHF GVN FAUT #06 ........................................... 59 WHAU UHF GVN FAUT #00 ........................................... 54

[lftry iy Earrfn Efbarff ............................................................ 54

AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO .................................................... 55UHF HAYPFTU ................................................................ 56 @jdtjln iy Arthur Eavjs ............................................................... 56

AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH ................................... 67MJUANZ L@ GYJF@ .......................................................... 67 HLW UL TAZ @AYFWFMM ............................................. 6: BABA TJNG-TLNG ......................................................... 0;

[lftry iy Mff Maneau .................................................................. 0;


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AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO .................................................... 09

IFHFBLUH .................................................................... 04 @jdtjln iy Anerfw Eavjf .............................................................. 04

AYU IZ OAUHZ YVEJN ................................................ 79[YF@MJGHU ..................................................................... 79

@mash @jdtjln iy Tara Whjtfstlnf ................................................ 79

AYU IZ IYJAN BJDHAFM IAYIFJUL ..................... 75

VNF CLVYNÊF Ë MA MAPANEF (A EAZ JNMAPFNEFY) ..................................................................... 76 [lftry iy Oavjtha Yath ................................................................. 76

AYU IZ IYJAN BJDHAFM IAYIFJUL ..................... 78GMZOL[HJMLVTA .......................................................... 7:

[lftry iy Bathjas Ampufntf .......................................................... 7:

AYU IZ IYJAN BJDHAFM IAYIFJUL ..................... 89 AYLVNE A DLYNFY ..................................................... 84

[lftry iy Baro C. Bjtdhfmm ........................................................... 84


9/95

FEJULYJAM

Uhf surrfam manesdapf js mjof a erfab, whfrf mj`f dln`lrbs tl asft l` unonlwn maws, whfrf wf arf bfrfmy spfdtatlrs tl thflrefr ane dhals l` thf suidlnsdjlus bjne. Erfabs dan ifdlbpmjdatfe, fpjd, sjmmy, ane amways `jmmfe wjth bftaphlr. El ylu

anamyzf ylur erfabs lr wrjtf thfb elwn< El ylu suisdrjif tl a Cungjan lr slbf lthfr vjfw l` erfab anamysjs< Lr el ylu fvfnrfbfbifr erfabjng at amm<

Uhjs yfar‘s sprjng jssuf `ldusfs ln thf surrfam3 a erfab-mjofdlmmfdtjln, `radturfe jn `lrb lr dlntfnt, lr cust smjghtmy mf`t `rlbthf naturam wlrme. @rlb sffjng ifatjng hfarts ane fndluntfrjng

bystfrjlus wlbfn, tl mjvjng jn lnf‘s hfae, lur sprjngdlntrjiutlrs havf rjsfn tl thf dhammfngf l` lur thfbf. J hlpfylu fncly thjs jssuf.

Tjndfrfmy,

Dyn Ifrbuefz


10/95

9

AYUJTUT

Dlvfr Art iy Ammfn @lrrfst

Graphjd artjst ane pajntfr Ammfn @lrrfst was ilrn jn Danaeaane rajsfe jn thf V.T. Hf has drfatfe dlvfr art ane jmmustratjlns`lr mjtfrary puimjdatjlns ane illos. Hf js thf wjnnfr l` thfMfsmjf Cadliy Hlnlr `lr Art at Tan Clsf Ttatf Vnjvfrsjty's Yffe

Bagazjnf ane hjs Ifm Yfe pajntjng sfrjfs js part l` thf IfmmfvufDlmmfgf @luneatjln's pfrbanfnt art dlmmfdtjln. @lrrfst'sfxprfssjvf erawjng ane pajntjng stymf js a bjx l` avant-gareffxprfssjlnjsb ane plst-Jbprfssjlnjst fmfbfnts rfbjnjsdfnt l`

van Glgh, drfatjng fbltjln ln danvas.

Jntfrjlr Art iy Irjan Bjdhafm Iarifjtl, Maura B. Ojsfmfvadh,Oathy Yuejn, Iariara Yuth, ane Ijmm Wlmao.

Irjan Bjdhafm Iarifjtl js a Danaejan wrjtfr ane phltlgraphfr.Yfdfnt wlro appfars at @jdtjln Jntfrnatjlnam . Irjan js thf authlr l`Dhamo Mjnfs (@lwmplx [rfss, 9;14) ane a twl-tjbf [ushdart [rjzfNlbjnff.

A `lrbfr vjsuam efsjgnfr ane sft stymjst `lr sudh dmjfnts as YamphMaurfn, Ulbby Hjm`jgfr, EONZ, ane Uhf Nfw Zlro Ujbfs ,Maura Ojsfmfvadh nlw pursufs hfr passjln `lr phltlgraphy.

Appmyjng hfr wfmm-trajnfe fyf tl dapturf ilth thf irfaeth anebjnutjaf l` hfr fvfryeay mj`f. A natjvf l` nlrthfastfrn[fnnsymvanja, Maura mjvfs jn Banhattan ane Tluthabptln, Nfw

Zlro wjth hfr partnfr, Oathy, thfjr thrff elgs, Bug-S, Tjbia-Mu, @ranojf, ane Tab thf dat.


11/95

4

Oathy Yuejn js an artjst `rlb Nfw Zlro Djty. Hfr wlro hasiffn puimjshfe jn, LVU , Gfnrf , Wjmef , Yjejng Mjght , EVB-EVB ,Yjp/Ulrn , YJ[YA[ Clurnam , Uhf Tun , Uhf Iljmfr Clurnam , ane IlpEfae Djty , ablng lthfrs, ane has iffn fxhjijtfe at gammfrjfs jnNfw Zlro Djty, Bjabj, Mls Angfmfs ane Pandluvfr. Thf amsl

vlmuntffrs at an anjbam shfmtfr, ane hfr `avlrjtf wlres arf, ‖nl,‐

ane, ‖smados.‐ Iariara Yuth eandfs wjth prfdarjlus gradf jn Tjmjdln Pammfy, amldatjln jn whjdh shf l`tfn `ffms mjof a Mueejtf ane erfabs l`ifjng a sailtfur. Iut whfrf tl thrlw thf shlfs tl hamt thfstartups that dlntrjiutf tl Iay Arfa hlbfmfssnfss, jndmuejng hfrlwn< Whfn jn eluit (ane shf js usuammy eluitjng slbfthjng)

shf wrjtfs. Hfr wlro js wjefmy anthlmlgjzfe ane appfars jn QEA3 Quffr Ejsaijmjty Anthlmlgy , Uamfs L` Lur Mjvfs , @lro Jn thfYlae , Iarojng Tydablrfs Anthlmlgy , Uhf Tplln Onj`f Yfaefr ? Ijtjng thfIummft3 Fssays Iy Wlbfn L` Dluragf , Munfssfndf3 a Efvltjlnam @lrTfmfnf , Mfs Daijnfts Efs [lmythfjstfs , ane Garmane L` thf Gleefss .

Ijmm Wlmao js a plft, phltlgraphfr, ane dlmmagf artjst. Hf has

cust puimjshfe hjs twfm`th illo l` plftry fntjtmfe Mlvf Lpfnsthf Hanes wjth Njrama [rfss. Hjs dlmmagfs havf iffn puimjshfe jnlvfr thjrty bagazjnfs jndmuejng Uhf Annuam , [fdumjar Blrbyrje ,Eansf Badairf , Ejrty Dhaj , Hfrbfnfutjd Dhals Mjtfrary Clurnam , MlstDlast Yfvjfw , Zfmmlw Dhajr Yfvjfw , Ltjs Nfiuma , ane Hlrrlr TmfazfUrash . Yfdfntmy, hf was a `faturfe plft at Uhf Bjhaj FbjnfsduJntfrnatjlnam [lftry @fstjvam jn Drajlva, Ylbanja. Br. Wlmao

tfadhfs Drfatjvf Wrjtjng at Wjmmjab [atfrsln Vnjvfrsjty jn Nfw Cfrsfy.


12/95

5

Uhf Yjejng Mjght Yfvjfw js `jsdammy splnslrfe iy Art Wjthlut Mjbjts.[mfasf vjsjt lur wfisjtf `lr jn`lrbatjln ln hlw ylu dan baof a tax-efeudtjimf elnatjln3 rjejngmjght.lrg .


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14/95

YJEJNG MJGHU

0

AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO


15/95

T[YJNG 9;10

7

HFAYUIFAUYfifdda Hlegf

A`tfr thf dar addjefnt, a`tfr thf bangmfe drundh l` twjstfe stffmane irlofn gmass, a`tfr thf abiumandf sdrfabfe jtsfm` sjmfnt, Jdlume sff pflpmf‘s hfarts.

J eln‘t bfan thjs jn thf plftjd sfnsf. J dan‘t tfmm hlnfsty `rlb

mjfs, truf mlvf `rlb banjpumatjln. J‘b as iae at amm that as thfnfxt wlban. J bfan thjs statfbfnt mjtframmy ― J dlume sff thfhfart ― thf blvjng busdmf ― ifatjng jts stfaey, rfmfntmfss rhythbjnsjef thf dhfst. J dlume sff jnsjef anylnf j` J trjfe.

By gj`t rfbjnefe bf l` that lme imado-ane-whjtf Tupfrban UPshlw. Tupfrban starfe jntfntmy at a slmje wamm wjth hjs x-ray

vjsjln, ane thf wamm ejsappfarfe tl rfvfam thf iae guys hueemfejn thf nfxt rllb, dluntjng stlmfn durrfndy. Jnstfae, J starfe atslbflnf‘s dhfst. J tjghtfnfe by fyfs jntl a squjnt. Dmlthjng,sojn, busdmf, ane ilnf ejsappfarfe, ane J saw thf hfart,fxqujsjtf jn fvfry eftajm.

J `jrst nltjdfe thjs aijmjty jn a bjrrlr whfn J was ln bfejdam

mfavf, by apartbfnt fdhljng ane fbpty. J sfardhfe ln-mjnf aneejsdlvfrfe A.E.A.B.‘s anatlby jbagfs, thfn sat `lr hlurs at a`umm-mfngth bjrrlr ane batdhfe thf nabfs jn thf dlmlrfe `jgurfstl thf thjngs J dlume sff. Pfntrjdmfs. Atrja. Bjtram ane trjduspje

vamvfs, sbllth `maps hfme jn pmadf iy efntam `mlss wjsps l`dartjmagf. Alrtjd ane pumblnary vamvfs, gmjstfnjng sfbjdjrdmfs thatsnappfe lpfn ane dmlsfe wjth fvfry hfartifat.

Fvfntuammy, J tjrfe l` by lwn hfart. J `lrdfe bysfm` tl mfavf thfdldlln l` by apartbfnt, wfnt tl Tt. Pjndfnt‘s, ane sjgnfe up as


16/95

YJEJNG MJGHU

8

a vlmuntffr. At lrjfntatjln, whjmf by `fmmlw dmassbatfs dmablrfe`lr assjgnbfnts jn [fejatrjds, J qujftmy sjgnfe up `lr thfDarejlmlgy Vnjt.

Hfrf wfrf hfarts fvfrywhfrf, fadh l` thfb ej``frfnt. J dhattfe wjth patjfnts, pfstfrfe thf nursfs, rfae fdhl rfplrts tl `jmm jngaps. J saw whjtf-hajrfe rftjrffs wjth mfaojng vamvfs, thfjr imlle`mlwjng iadowares `rlb vfntrjdmf tl atrjub. J saw imlatfe

vfntrjdmfs ane atrja rjeemfe wjth dandfr. J saw sfbjmunar alrtjd`maps drustfe slmje wjth grjt, imlle cfttjng hare thrlugh thfnarrlwfe vamvf mjof watfr shlltjng thrlugh a drjbpfe garefnhlsf.

By vjsjlns dambfe bf, ane thf eay `jnammy dabf whfn J ejen‘t thjno at amm ailut thf addjefnt. Ejen‘t pjdturf thf lthfr erjvfr,`mattfnfe ln thf pavfbfnt wjth hjs dhfst tlrn wjef. J hubbfetl bysfm` that fvfnjng as J wamofe past thf hlspjtam parojng efdotlwares thf sjef strfft iy thf ZBDA whfrf J parofe `lr `rff.

J passfe thf lpfn fne l` thf ammfy that ran iftwffn thf Z anethf @mlram Drfatjlns ejspmay wjnelw, ane a shapf eftadhfe jtsfm``rlb thf shaelws. A hane graiife by arb ane cfrofe bf `rlbthf sjefwamo. A ban. Pfry strlng. A gmfabjng onj`f wjth a mlngtapfrfe imaef dmutdhfe jn lnf hane. Hf pummfe bf jntl thf smltiftwffn twl eubpstfrs, pushfe bf untjm by iado prfssfe hareagajnst thf rlugh irjdo wamm l` thf Z.

Jt happfnfe `ast. J dlumen‘t irfathf.

J hae imurrfe jbprfssjlns l` rfe hajr, imuf fyfs, an unshavfn

`adf, a caggfe `rlnt tllth. Hf prfssfe thf `mat l` thf imaefagajnst by nfdo, thf stffm dlme agajnst by sojn. J dlume sbfmm hjsswfat, thf efday l` hjs irfath, thf stfndh l` ejsdarefe `lle


17/95

T[YJNG 9;10

:

rlttjng jn thf eubpstfrs. Hf pushfe hjs iley hare agajnst bjnf,thf onj`f rldojng agajnst by sojn, ane hjs `rff hane graiife bysojrt.

Eln‘t rfsjst, thfy say. J` thfrf‘s a wfapln, eln‘t `jght. J` thjs haehappfnfe blnths farmjfr, J wlume havf lifyfe.

Uhf ban mfanfe iado smjghtmy tl mft by sojrt smjef, ane J twjstfeane rabbfe by onff upware, `ast ane hare. Hf was shlrtfr

than J, sl thfrf was plwfr ifhjne by thjgh whfn jt iurjfe jtsfm`jn hjs drltdh, mj`tjng hjb up as hf yfmmfe. Hf eluimfe `lrware,thf onj`f gmjntjng iftwffn us.

J rfadhfe `lr jt. By `jngfrnajms eug effp jntl hjs wrjst. Hjs grjpmllsfnfe, ane thf onj`f was jn by hane.

Hf blanfe wjth fadh irfath, dmutdhjng hjs grljn. Iut hf stjmmstarfe strajght at bf.

J mllofe at hjs dhfst. J tjghtfnfe by fyfs. J watdhfe twl `ummhfartifats, astlnjshfe that thjs ban‘s hfart wlrofe thf sabf asanylnf fmsf‘s. J watdhfe as thf onj`f imaef smje nfatmy iftwffntwl aecadfnt rjis. Watdhfe as thf pljnt pmungfe thrlugh thf

thjdo busdumar wamm l` thf blvjng mf`t vfntrjdmf. Watdhfe as thfduttjng fegf smjdfe thrlugh thf iasf l` thf alrta. Uhf busdmfspasbfe iut ofpt ifatjng, ane imlle plurfe `rlb thf wlune,pllmjng jn thf ban‘s dhfst, gushjng rfe lvfr hjs shjrt.

Hf sdrfabfe. Hf `fmm l`` thf onj`f. By bagjd wjnelw snjdofedmlsfe.

J stfppfe lvfr hjs mfgs ane mfanfe agajnst thf eubpstfr as Jbaef by way elwn thf ammfy. Whfn J rfadhfe thf `mlrjst‘s


18/95

YJEJNG MJGHU

1;

ejspmay wjnelw, J pausfe, ane J mllofe. Ln thf mf`t, anarrangfbfnt l` yfmmlw rlsfs ane eajsjfs. Ln thf rjght, adfntfrpjfdf l` imuf jrjsfs ane sdarmft mjmjfs. Jn thf bjeemf, thfrf`mfdtjln l` a wlban. [amf. Tdraggmy hajr. Thlumefrs smubpfe. Athjn mjnf l` imlle stajnfe hfr nfdo. A mlng, wjdofe onj`f, hfme athfr sjef jn a trfbimjng hane, jts imaef earo ane erjppjng.

J starfe. @ldusfe ln hfr dhfst. Ujghtfnfe by fyfs tl sff.

Nlthjng happfnfe.

Nlthjng dhangfe.

Thf was a wlban. Thf mllofe `abjmjar. Iut J dlume sff nl hfartat amm.

Yfifdda Hlegf js a `jdtjln wrjtfr ane dmjnjdam rfsfardh sdjfntjst whl mjvfs jn Nlrth Darlmjna. Hfr shlrt stlrjfs havf appfarfe jnUhf BadGu``jn , Sfst Mjtfrary Bagazjnf , Imuf Maof Yfvjfw , Ijg Bueey ,ane lthfr clurnams. Jn iftwffn shlrt stlrjfs, shf js hare at wlroln a nlvfm.


19/95

T[YJNG 9;10

11

AYU IZ IAYIAYA YVUH

IYJDO IFET

Tdltt Thfrban

Ull bany njghts ylu sjt uprfaey tl ejf, graiijng `lr ylur bluth.

Zlu tfmm bf ailut lpfnjng a ilx l` tlngufsane thfy amm ifg tl if put iado.

Uhfy'rf spfaojng Hfirfwylu eln't onlw what tl el, sl ylu damm lutane thfy sdrfabstlrjfs ylu'vf nfvfr hfare, mjof hlw thf `lxfsjn thf rlae wfrfn't run lvfriut strangmfe ane eubpfe thfrf.


20/95

YJEJNG MJGHU

19

DLAM BJDFTdltt Thfrban

Uhfrf's sjmfndf whfn slbflnf's ailut tl drymjof a rfehfae sjttjng jn thf dlrnfr l` a cazz iar, starjng

wjth nl pupjms. Mjttmf thjngs wrlng, gmjtdhfs wajtjng `lr us tl fat fadh lthfr's `jngfrs.

Uhf wlrst erfabsarf whfn J'b mlst jn wlrmes l` `jrfwlleane iurnjng Ufbpmars, panjdojngmjof a blusf su``ldatjng jn iag l` `lle.

Tdltt Thfrban js a graeuatf l` Vrsjnus Dlmmfgf, whfrf hffarnfe hjs IA jn Fngmjsh. Hf has iffn wrjtjng plftry `lr sfvfnyfars, ane hjs wlro l`tfn `ldusfs ln aistradt efpjdtjlns l` hjsyluth, erfabs, ane rfmatjlnshjps. Hf irfathfs nlstamgja ane trjfstl jndmuef hjs past jntl thf baclrjty l` hjs wrjtjng. Hf has wlropuimjshfe lr `lrthdlbjng jn Yjvft Clurnam Jssuf 0, Uhf Lpjatf Jssuf

5, Dmlvfr3 A Mjtfrary Yag Plmubf 1;, @mllr [man3 Jssuf E , UhfTtjmmwatfr Yfvjfw Jssuf 0, ane Uhf Yaevldatf .


21/95

T[YJNG 9;10

14

AYU IZ OAUHZ YVEJN

ZLVYlsjf Gajmlr

Zlu dabf lut-l`-thf-imuf, mjof a `jrfwlro that datdhfs ylu l``guare cust as ylu taof a sjp l` ylur iffr ane, startmfe, ylu spjmm jt

elwn ylur whjtf shjrt, ane fne up mllojng mjof a dhjme that‘sunaimf tl dlntrlm thf ejrfdtjln l` a eabn ilttmf.


22/95

YJEJNG MJGHU

15

Zlu‘e taofn thf sfat nfxt tl bf ln thf trajn. Vntjm thfn J‘e haeilth sfats tl bysfm`, by mfgs angmfe tl baof thf blst l` thfspadf, lddasjlnammy gmandjng at by rf`mfdtjln jn thf pmastjd

wjnelw. Uhfrf was nfvfr budh tl sff lutsjef. Dlbbutfr trajnslnmy fvfr passfe thrlugh grfy djty soymjnfs that mllofe mjof jt haepurplsf`ummy iffn iujmt tl appfar ejrty. Zlu ejen‘t mllo ejrty.

Zlu mllofe wlnefr`ummy dmfan, fvfn thlugh jt was thf fne l` thfeay ane thf trajn was dmabby. Zlu tllo thf sfat nfxt tl thf

wjnelw. J shu``mfe by mfgs tl mft ylu thrlugh. Zlur sojrt ruiifeadrlss by trlusfrs.

Jt was thfn that ylu surprjsfe bf. Zlu ejen‘t taof lut farphlnfs

tl imldo lut thf rfst l` thf darrjagf, iut ylu irlught lut a illo. Zlu wfrf ham`way thrlugh. Zlu‘e prliaimy rfadhfe thf blst

jntfrfstjng part l` thf pmlt iy thfn. J ejen‘t onlw what jt was

ailut. Uhf smlw shueefr l` thf trajn as jt pmleefe amlng thftrados ejen‘t put ylu l`` rfaejng. Eje ylu nlt gft bltjln

sjdonfss< Zlu ejen‘t mllo up `lr a mlng tjbf, ylur hfae was

ilwfe mjof ylu wfrf gljng tl attfbpt tl push ylur hfaethrlugh thf lpfn pagfs.

Uhf dlneudtlr splof thrlugh thf slune systfb3 fxpfdtfe

efmays. Uhfy‘rf eljng what thfy dan. Uhfy‘mm offp us upeatfe. Uhfrf‘s tfa avajmaimf jn darrjagf H. Jt was thfn that ylu tlrf ylurfyfs away `rlb ylur tattfrfe illo ane mllofe at bf as j` tl say‖trajns, fh


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Uhf fmefrmy wlban jn `rlnt l` us snlrfe a mjttmf jn hfr smffp — J wjshfe that ylu‘e baof fyf dlntadt wjth bf agajn, that J haeslbflnf tl maugh wjth. Wf dlume havf iffn mjof twl dhjmerfn,hjejng lur bldofry ifhjne jnnldfntmy fvjm sbjmfs. Dlumen‘t wf

havf elnf that< Iut, nl, ylur fyfs dlntjnufe mllojngelwnwares, sffbjngmy bfsbfrjzfe iy a wlnefrùmmy wlrnnlvfm. What was jt< J shlume‘vf asofe. Vp untjm that blbfnt J‘e

nfvfr if`lrf taofn nltjdf l` strangfrs, ifautjùm lr nlt, ln any

strfft lr trajn lr ius. Jt cust wasn‘t slbfthjng that J eje. Iut wjth ylu...wfmm, ylu dhangfe fvfrythjng. Jn thf spmjt sfdlne thatby fyfs bft ylurs J was hllofe. Uhat was amm jt tllo — lnfsfdlne. Ane J ift ylu ejen‘t fvfn havf a dmuf. J ejen‘t onlw

what tl el wjth bysfm`? J dlumen‘t pffm by fyfs away. J stuejfe

ylu. J stuejfe ylu. Zlur fyfs — as grffn as fbframe djty, ane twjdfas sparomy — sdannfe thf pagfs jn `rlnt l` ylu. Zlur rjght hane

was hlmejng ylur illo, ylur mf`t hane was hlmejng up ylurhfae? ylur `jngfrnajms wfrf pajntfe — as rfe as Tnlw Whjtf‘sruiy mjps — thfy stlle lut agajnst thf eumm pagfs. Zlur hajr — asirlwn as bahlgany — was jn sl`t durms erapjng arlune ylur àdfane nfdo. Zlu wlrf a shffr whjtf shjrt, iuttlnfe-up lnmy tlylur ilslb, wjth a efmjdatf glme dhajn hangjng arlune ylurnfdo. Uhf sojn ln ylur iarf dhfst hae thrff blmfs (lnf ln ylurdlmmarilnf, lnf ln thf iasf l` ylur nfdo ane lnf ln thf drfasfiftwffn ylur irfasts). Zlu hae ln a navy sojrt, huggjng ylur

wajst, wjth a efmjdatf plmoa elt pattfrn arlune thf tlp. J dlumesff ylur navfm cust ailvf jt, thrlugh ylur shjrt.

Zlu hae an lutwaremy prltruejng ifmmyiuttln.

Jt was unusuam.

J mjofe jt.


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Uhfrf was a sbamm `maof l` pastry, prfsubaimy `rlb mundh, lnylur sojrt. J hae tl thrust by hanes jntl by pldofts tl rfsjst thfurgf tl wjpf jt away, tl havf jt stjdo tl by sojn if`lrf jt `fmm tlthf `mllr. Wlume jt tastf mjof pastry, lr wlume jt tastf mjof thfbatfrjam< Dlttln, lr plmyfstfr, lr a imfne l` ilth, aislrife iythf grfasf ln thf pastry tl dhangf jts tastf `lrfvfr. J nfvfr onfw.Ln thf iarf sojn l` by `lrfarb J dlume `ffm thf warbthraejatjng `rlb ylur iley. J‘e rlmmfe by smffvfs up. J was warb.

Zlu wfrf warbfr.By hajrs stlle ln fne. Zlu prftfnefe nlt tl nltjdf lur sueefndmlsfnfss? ylu ofpt ylur fyfs `jxfe ln ylur illo. Zlu wfrf dly,ylu wfrf tfasjng, ylu wfrf suitmf. J was nlt. J dlume iarfmydlntajn thf nfw rhythb by hfart was plunejng lut, fmfdtrjd aneunstfaey ane mlue. Jt wlume havf slunefe lut ylur nabf, iut J

ejen‘t onlw jt. [frhaps ylu wfrf a [lppy. Lr an Amyssa.Tlbfthjng sfnsuam. Mjof Baurffn.

Amm thf whjmf by sojn jtdhfe tl if tludhfe iy ylurs, mjofthlusanes l` tjny `jngfrs wfrf iarfmy tludhjng by arb, tjdomjngbf, jtdhjng bf, baojng bf squjrb ane tfstjng j` by `jngfrsdlume rfsjst thf urgf tl sdratdh. Zlu mllofe sjmoy ane sbllth

ane sl`t. Lut l` thf dlrnfr l` by fyf J saw ylu gmandf at bf,if`lrf drlssjng lnf mfg lvfr thf lthfr, gfntmy nuegjng by shjn wjth ylur `llt.

‖Tlrry,‐ ylu sbjmfe.

Ujbf stlle stjmm. Zlur fyfs wfrf mjt up, mjof slbflnf hlmejng amfa` up tl thf sun. Uhfy wfrf imlleshlt. Wfrf ylu tjrfe< Haeylu iffn dryjng< J wantfe tl rfadh lut ane pmadf by hane lnylur shlumefr, iut J ejen‘t. J dlume havf dlb`lrtfe ylu, jn


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saenfss lr jn tjrfenfss? J dlume havf iffn thfrf. J shlume havfiffn thfrf. Uhf thlught l` ylu assubjng that J ejen‘t darf ailut

ylu baofs by imlle `rlth jn rfblrsf, fvfn nlw. J dmlsf byfyfs. J thjno l` ylurs.

Uhfrf wfrf spfdomfs l` imado arlune thf lutfr rjb l` ylur jrjsfs,mjof shaelws jn a bjsty `jfme. Zlu hae unfvfn fyfirlws3 lnf

wjth a smjghtmy hjghfr ardh than thf lthfr. Jt was fnefarjng. Zluhae lnf, twl, thrff, `lur, `jvf `rfdomfs suitmy pmadfe ln thfirjegf l` ylur nlsf. Uhfrf wfrf slbf, mjghtfr, mfss livjlus, lnylur dhffoilnfs. Tun-ojssfe. Nlt ilrn wjth jt, thfy wfrf tllpamf tl havf iffn `rlb ijrth. Uhfy sujtfe ylu. J was nfvfr prlnftl `rfdomfs.

Zlur thjdo, ùmm mjps `rabfe ylur strajght tffth. Eje that happfnnaturammy, lr eje ylu usfe tl havf iradfs< Uhf jbagf l` ylu as atffnagfr wjth iradfs ane grfasy sojn irlught a sbjmf tl by àdf.

Zlu turnfe away thfn, taojng by sbjmf as a rfsplnsf. J ojdofebysfm` jnwaremy, efspfratfmy sfardhjng `lr anlthfr way tlfxpmlrf ylur fyfs `lr rlguf tradfs l` imuf ane grfy, tl fxabjnfylur unfvfn hajrmjnf, tl bfblrjzf thf ejbpmfs jn ylur dhffos.Dlume J spfao< Thlume J spfao< Aso ailut ylur fyfs, lr thf

pastry, lr thf unusuam sbfmm that irushfe past bf as ylu `jeemfe wjth ylur hajr. Uhf trajn sueefnmy earofnfe as wf wfnt thrlugha tunnfm, ane thf wjnelw adtfe as a bjrrlr. Zlu mj`tfe ylur hfaetl mllo lutsjef, amblst as a àvlr tl bf, sfnsjng that J wasn‘t elnf apprajsjng ylu. Fvfn whfn jt was thf wrlng way rluneylur àdf was ifautjùm. Zlu tudofe ylur hajr ifhjne ylur far,rfvfamjng a pajr l` sbamm stue farrjngs. Uhfy wfrf transparfnt

gfbstlnfs, baef l` fjthfr gmass l` ejablne? thf rf`mfdtjln wasn‘t dmfar fnlugh tl if surf. As ylu wfrf mllojng at ylurrf`mfdtjln — lh, wfrf J tl if thf bjrrlr dastjng ylur mjofnfss —


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ylur fyfs bft bjnf. Zlur fyfs mllofe away, hurrjfemy, mjof aslune ifjng hushfe if`lrf jt hae tjbf tl rfslnatf.

Uhfrf was slbfthjng ailut ylu that `fmt àbjmjar, mjof a àdf jn adrlwe that ylu rfdlgnjzf, `rlb a pmadf that ylu dan‘t rfbfbifr?jn a `mash thf àdf js glnf iut thf jbagf rfbajns, iurnt jntl thfiado l` ylur bjne, as j` jt hae iffn erfabt jntl fxjstfndf. Asbamm ban jn a imuf unj`lrb apprladhfe lur sfats, asojng tljnspfdt lur tjdofts. Bjnf wfrf stlrfe jn by irfast pldoft,

whfrfas ylu hae ofpt ylurs jn ylur pursf, thrlwn jntl ylur iag,tudofe away unefr ylur sfat. Jt was dharbjng tl sff ylurubbagf thrlugh ylur iag, mjof an fagfr dhjme lpfnjngDhrjstbas prfsfnts. Zlu wfrf `mustfrfe. Jt was jntrjgujng. Whyshlume ylu darf< Uhf jnspfdtlr wlume if jn nl rush. Uhfrf wasnlwhfrf hf dlume gl? hf wlume havf tl wajt. Hf sjghfe wjth

jbpatjfndf. J shlt hjb a pjfrdjng gmandf. Hf rlmmfe hjs fyfs asylu tjbjemy hanefe lvfr ylur trajn tjdofts.

‖Tlrry,‐ ylu whjspfrfe.

Jnejgnantmy, J wjthhfme fyf-dlntadt as J passfe by tjdofts lvfr,thfn mf`t by hane lutstrftdhfe, awajtjng thf rfturn l` thfb,nfwmy-stabpfe. J pffofe at ylu as ylu tjejfe ylur ifmlngjngsaway, ru``mfe, ylur dhffos `mushfe rfe. J wantfe tl sbjmf at ylu,rfassurf ylu, damb ylu, iut ylu wfrf tll iusy hjejng away ylurdmlthfs jntl ylur iag. Was that rfam mfathfr< Tpmashfs l` rfedlttln, imuf sjmo, grfy mjnfn spjmmfe lut `rlb thf lpfnjng l` thfhlmeamm, sojrts ane cubpfrs ane unefrwfar. J jbagjnfe ylu tryjngthfb amm ln, twjrmjng arlune jn smlw bltjln, rfvfamjng ylur sojn

ane thfn amm at lndf dlvfrjng jt wjth anlthfr jtfb l` dmlthjng,nlw mlng, nlw shlrt, nlw thfrf...nlw nlt. J pjdturfe ylusmffpjng, partjammy dlvfrfe iy ylur shffts, ylur hajr strfwn adrlss


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thf battrfss ifmlw ylu, mfgs aojbil, fyfs shut, bluth partfe,irfathjng qujftmy. Whfrf hae ylu iffn< Thlppjng< Pjsjtjng`rjfnes< Wfrf ylu lnmy nlw ln ylur way, a`tfr wlro, a `umm eay‘s

wlro `lmmlwfe iy travfm tl a wffofne trjp. J wjshfe J dlume gl wjth ylu. J‘e mf`t amm by dmlthfs at hlbf, J ejen‘t fvfn thjno. Zlu

wlumen‘t havf bjnefe j` J hae jnvjtfe bysfm` amlng. Wf dlume

havf ilnefe. J dlume havf rfae ylur illo. Zlu dlume havf tlmebf why ylur fyfs wfrf imlleshlt. Zlur `rjfnes wlume mjof hlw

J aebjrfe ylu whfn ylu wfrfn‘t mllojng? ylu wlume havf mjofehlw J aebjrfe ylu whfn ylu wfrf.

A imurry vljdf transbjttfe thrlugh thf ajr3 thf trajn wlume ifarrjvjng shlrtmy at thf nfxt stlp. [mfasf rfbfbifr ylur muggagf.Dlnnfdtjng trajns arf amm ln tjbf. Uhano ylu `lr travfmmjng wjthus. Zlu mllofe at bf as j` tl say ‖ifttfr gft dlb`lrtaimf, wf‘vf

a mlng way tl gl.‐ J imjnofe, stupf`jfe iy thf wrjnomfs at thfdlrnfrs l` ylur bluth. Iut, thfn, ylu startfe tl put ln ylurcadoft. By irlws onjttfe jn dln`usjln. Wfrf ylu dlme< Zlurclurnfy dlumen‘t havf iffn sl shlrt. Wf wfrf cust gfttjng tl

onlw fadh lthfr. J hlpfe that ylu wfrf ylu gljng tl gft slbfl` thf dl``ff avajmaimf jn darrjagf H. Iut ylu stlle, pjdofe ylurillo up, barofe thf pagf, if`lrf ylu padofe jt jntl a `rlnt

pldoft l` ylur iag.

Hlw dlume ylu<

Zlu darfmfssmy thrfw thf strap lvfr ylur shlumefr, if`lrf gjvjngbf thf sabf mllo as if`lrf. ‖Ifttfr gft dlb`lrtaimf‐ turnfe

jntl3 ‖Gft thf hfmm lut l` by way, ylu iag l` ilnfs.‐

Zlur unfvfn fyfirlws wfrf rajsfe hjghfr, ylur ery mjps pursfetjghtfr, sayjng slbfthjng ej``frfnt. J ejen‘t blvf. J dlumen‘t.


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Zlu rfaecustfe thf strap ln ylur shlume ane fegfe `lrware,ylur fyfs sayjng ‖wfmm, thjs js by stlp.‐

Hlw dlume ylu<

J swung by mfgs sjefways tl grant ylu addfss tl thf ajsmf. Uhfsbfmm l` pfrùbf ane pajnt dmawfe lvfr bf, dmjngjng tl by sojn.Jt stung by plrfs ane grjppfe lntl bf. J trjfe tl wjpf jt l``

wjth by haneofrdhjf`. Zlur cadoft tludhfe by hane? dlmefr,

harshfr than ylur iley whjdh was nlw lisdurfe `rlb vjfw. Zlur thrfaeiarf iag clmtfe by shlumefr ln ylur way past.

‖Tlrry,‐ ylu saje.

Ylsjf Gajmlr js a rfdfnt graeuatf l` Fejniurgh Vnjvfrsjty ‘s

BTd Drfatjvf Wrjtjng prlgrab. Thf durrfntmy mjvfs jn Irjstlm?surrlunefe iy Ca`à Daofs ane jn thf dlbpany l` hfr `fbamf dat,

Clhn Tbjth. (Eln‘t aso.) Thf‘s iffn puimjshfe thrff tjbfs if`lrfane has hae a `fw l` hfr shlrt pmays prleudfe jn Irjstlm aneFejniurgh, ane hfr grfatfst dmajb tl àbf js that j` ylu Gllgmfhfr shf‘s thf lnmy Ylsjf Gajmlr tl durrfntmy fxjst.


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AYU IZ MAVYA OJTFMFPADH

LDDATJLNAM GVFTUT

Jajn Badelname

Uhf hlurs cust a`tfr eayirfaoarf thf lnfs jn whjdh by efaeparfnts vjsjt bf blst l`tfn.J'mm if stubimjng rlune thf ojtdhfn,iarfmy sur`adfe `rlb bany-pflpmfe

smffp, ane thfy'mm cust if thfrf,pffrjng lvfr by shlumefras J prfp thf dl``ff baofr


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lr drado fggs jntl thf sojmmft. Uhjs nfvfr sffbs tl gft lme

`lr thfb. Uhfy rfbajn sjmfnt iutun`ajmjngmy jntfrfstfe jn by rlutjnf.

Uhfy amsl sffb tl mjof lnf anlthfrblrf than thfy eje whfn amjvf,ane sl J'vf dlbf tl wfmdlbfthfjr dlbpanjlnaimf prfsfndf,

whjdh rarfmy masts ifylne thf pljnt

at whjdh J sjt elwn ane start tl fat,as thlugh thfy havf slbfwhfrf fmsfthfy nffe tl if ane bust mfavf bflrphanfe lndf agajn jn thjs ratjlnam wlrme.

Ilrn ane rajsfe jn Gmasglw, Tdltmane, Jajn Badelnamedurrfntmy mjvfs jn Ardata, Damj`lrnja. Hf has farnfe hjs irfae ane

iffr jn varjlus ways, `rlb `mlwfr pjdofr tl `adtlry hane,bfrdhant barjnf l``jdfr tl hjgh sdhllm tfadhfr. Hjs `jrst twldhapillos [mlttjng thf Dlursf ane Uransjt Yfplrt wfrf puimjshfe iyBardh Ttrfft [rfss, whjmf a thjre, Uhf Wrfdofr's Zare , was rfmfasfejn 9;16 iy Oattywlbpus [rfss.


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ATTJTUFE MJPJNG(Fxdfrpt)

Mfannf Graifm

Mfannf Graifm js a [lrtmane wrjtfr wjth a hane`um l` plftryillos jn puimjdatjln ane a bfbljr. Thf amsl sfm`-prleudfe asfrjfs l` hane-pajntfe graphjd plftry dlmmfdtjlns. @lr blrf

jn`lrbatjln ailut Mfannf, pmfasf vjsjt hfr wfisjtf atmfannfgraifm.dlb .


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IMABF@lr a mlng tjbf. J thlught jt was. Hfr `aumt. Nlt bjnf. J bfan. Byblthfr's. Nlt bjnf. Nl. Zfs. Fvfrythjng. Uhfn. Lnf eay. J onfw. Jt was bjnf. Zfs. Irlof lpfn. Mjof an fgg ylmo. Iut stjmm. J` jt haen‘t.Iffn bjnf. Nl. By blthfr's. Ul ifgjn wjth. Uhlugh. Nl. Hfsdrfabfe. Fnlrblus anvjms. Jn lur fars. Uhf way hf taught us. Ulsdrfab! Jt's hjs `aumt. J'b trfaejng. J'b sj`tjng. J'b duppjng. Tdllpjngajr. J'b smappjng ajr. By hane's fxhaustfe. By whlmf arb‘s fxhaustfe.


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UHJDOFUYZTlbfthjng rlpfy. Jn thf way. Iftwffn. By blthfr. Ane bf.

Tmjvfrgjvjng. Uhjdoftry. Glt sdratdhfe fvfry tjbf. By blthfr trjfe tl.Grlw dmlsfr. J trjfe tl. Grlw dmlsfr. Iut. Mlst jn thf hjstlry. Bae athfr. Njnftysjx yfars tl gft lvfr jt. Yjght nfar thf fne. J `lrgavf hfr. Jsaw hfr. J ojssfe hfr. J huggfe hfr. J ojssfe hfr. Iut. Uhfn. Hfme hfrarbs. Way tll dmlsf tl hfr iley. @lr a blthfr. Way tll thjn. Thf wasilrfe iy lur `lle. @lr a blthfr. Wf wfrf hungry. Grfw bfan. Aneshf snj``fe bf. Thf snj``fe bf. Zlur hfae sbfmms. Nlw. J'b fatjng tllbudh. Dan J fvfr< Gft lvfr jt. Hlpf sl. J thjno. Zfs. J'b smjppjng lnthjdoftry gmlvfs. Ujbf js amrfaey lut thf ellr.


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FPLMVUJLNIf`lrf. J `farfe thf drlw. Imado. Yj`f. Mlue. Harsh. Mjof gmass.@mappjng. Tquawojng. By pllr sojn. A dmlao l` wlrbs. Iut. Uleay. Uhf drlw. A iammfrjna. Imado tutu. Imado pljnt shlfs. Drlw as ifatnjopfadldo. Uleay. A drlw was Nurfyfv. Nlt thf eabnfe ejrgf pjpfr.


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@ABJMZ DYVJTF WJUHLVU EAE Wf trjfe. Wf gathfrfe. Wf swjrmfe. Wf tjptlfe. Yffmfe. Fspfdjammy thf

fmefrs. Wf hueemfe. Hfsjtatfe. Tfparatfe. Hje. Tqujrbfe. Thruggfe.Huggfe. Hliimfe. Atf. Wf iurpfe. Maughfe. Twab. Glt up. Tatelwn. Atf. Erano. Glt up. Tat elwn. Wf wjpfe. Wf dmfanfe. Wf putln dlmlgnf. Ullo ln a tlnf. Yarfmy wfnt mjbp. Fxfrdjsfe. Fxfrdjsfe. Urjfe tl efdjphfr. Wf trjfe. Wf dhurnfe. Wf grlwmfe. Zfarnfe. Wf wfrf rfstmfss. Dln`fssfe. Wjth dldotajms. Wf `mlatfe. Avljefe thfsdrfabjng. Hjs sdrfabjng. Nl sdrfabjng. Uhfrf was maughtfr. Uhfrf was irfathjng. Uhfrf was `mat-hanefe tludhjng. Uhfrf wfrf plwfr`umdurvfs. Uhfrf wfrf dldotajms. Uhfrf was darf.


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A MJUUMF HJ[J saw hfr tleay. At Yjtf-Aje. Uhat wlban whl hundhfs. Whl sdues.

Uhat wlban. Wjth thf mlw irlwn eandf. Uhfn. J saw hfr. Jn thfstados. Jt was a Uufseay. Jn Aprjm. Irjmmjant. Ilslbs. Imlsslbs. Iaijfs.Imaiifr. Iut that wlban. As j` adhjng. As j` `jfmejng a stlnjng. Wjthlut a `jght. Jt fnragfe bf. J wantfe hfr lpfn. J wantfe tl tfthfrhfr shlumefrs iado. Mjof a turofy. Lr a mlvfr. Nlt tl hurt hfr. Nlt tlsdarf hfr. Ul baof hfr strlngfr. Mushfr. J wantfe hfr bjghty. [mubpane mungfjng. Dhfst lut. Ane. J wantfe hfr tl mfarn hlw tl rubia.Tabia. Dha dha. @mabfndl. Nl ojeejng. J want fvfry wlban tl. Amjttmf rubia. A mjttmf hjp. Mft thf mjzares sdue.


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YVMFT L@ BAYYJAGFTl`tfn `jsts. Ttrajghtfn tlfs. Vnhubp tlfs. Uwjst ane shlut. Yfmax`fft. @mfx `fft. Yfmax `fft. Offp dlntrlm l` lwn eabn sldos. Tl`tfn`jsts. Jrln shjrts. Thjt `rffmy. Dmlsf thf ellr. Havf bannfrs. Grllb wfmm. If fmfgant. [ljnt upwares. [ljnt lutwares. Lpfn mfgs. Ulfs lut. Uwjst ane shlut. Dmjp ylur tlfnajms. Lpfn dhfst. Dmlsf erawfrs. Ammlwfyfirlws. Vn-tudo imanofts. Ttlp lifyjng. Maugh at fyfirlws. Urylifyjng. Uabf thf iasfbfnt. Dmfan thf tlastfr. Yje drap. Turprjsf fadh

lthfr. Vnhlle fvfrythjng. Turprjsf fadh lthfr. Urust thf dhjmerfn.Dlpy thf elg. Mjdo thf husiane.


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NAUVYAM DAVTFTDrajg Fvfnsln

Jn eusty hlusfs wjth sammlw shaefs`mlatjng ghlstmypast illos, pjdturfs,irlofn `urnjturf

undlnnfdtfeejsfngagfe

@undtjlnam ruiimfl` tffth, onffs, hjps,sojppjng thf dhartfrs tl Iransln,a`tfrnlln pfr`lrbandfsl` Habmft

wrjtjng jn thfjr clurnamshlw thf vjfw `rlb thf fne l` thf rlaebjrrlrs thf vjfw `rlb thf ifgjnnjng3a thlughtmfss mjnf

vjnjng tl bjne,a hfart l` trfftlps,

vanjshjng unsurprjsfethrlugh thf `mllrilares.


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L[FN YJPFYDrajg Fvfnsln

Uhf way thubi ane jnefxfxtfne pfn tl papfr

wfjghjng thf njifxplsfs by sojn,ijlwrjttfn jn sunmjght ane stjtdhfs.

Draemfe jn busdmf ane vfjn,smantfe adrlss a tapfrfe vlje,dlnspjrjng thf irfaoupl` wjntfr jdf.

Uhf grfasy bjeemfthf grajny fegfl` what blvfs

jntl ane lutl` by `jngfrtjps,fadh thf fne l` jts lwn sl`t durvftludhjng iado.

Drajg Fvfnsln js a sdhllm tfadhfr. Hjs wlro has appfarfe jn anubifr l` bagazjnfs, jndmuejng Bjewfst Quartfrmy , Uhf Bfrjejan

Anthlmlgy l` Dlntfbplrary [lftry , ane Mamjtabi a. Hf has wlro`lrthdlbjng @radtam , Dlbbln Grlune Yfvjfw , Wfst Uraef Yfvjfw ,ane Imufmjnf . Hf mjvfs jn Bjnnfslta.


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AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO


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@AUF WLYTF UHANYlifrt @. Grlss

Whfn thfy smjp thf pmub-dlmlrfe strajt-cadoft ln bf thf lnfthat‘s fbirljefrfe mjof a banearjn‘s cadoft Whfn thfy smjp thf

satjn shrlue lvfr by hfae thfy àstfn jt tjght arlune by wjmmplwfr sl J dan‘t irfathf Uhfy smjp jt ln agajn ane agajn J

dan‘t hjddlugh `rff dan‘t gft lut l` thjs smffvf thjs smffp thjs

jntfnsjln thlugh J struggmf jn a eragln jn a erajn jn a erfab Jt‘smjof aieudtjln mjof [frsfphlnf mjof Ganybfef mjof a sjmfntpjdturf jelm àmmfn jn thf hanes l` thf Zfmmlw [frjm whl frupts jnan lpjub efn lr drados jn a Ufutlnjd duijst baehlusf wjthfvfrythjng asofw jndmuejng pfndjmfe fyfirlws psydhf mjps Uhfysmjp jt ln agajn ane jt sbfmms swfft `ffms mjof pmatjnub ijredagf`ffms mjof arblrfe smffvf `ffms mjof strajghtfnfe djrdubstandfs

`ffms mjof muxury glles `ffms mjof whfrf wf nffe tl gl at mast Uhfy smjp jt agajn ane agajn J dan‘t gft `rff J pmfae jn bjbf jn

sdrjpt jn art nluvfau jntfrtjtmfs tjghtfr ane blrf earo pmfasf sjr onlt by rfbjnjsdfndf wjth wjrfs l` sjmo wjth sdarrjng djrdujtry wjthnfrvfs wjth dlntjnulus addjefntam efaths sl jt dan‘t ifat dan‘tblvf sl jt erlps jntl a swlln jn ylur swfft dhmlrl`lrb arbsàefs jntl an jrjs shlt jbpassjvfmy dlntradtjng jntl a plppysffe

eustbltf `jstùm pjndhfe hfbjefbjsfbjquavfr pjzzjdatl njtratf`mjdofr jn an fxpurgatfe dhaptfr Uhfn imano

Ylifrt @. Grlss has iffn a pmaywrjght, a pfr`lrbfr, a thfatrjdamejrfdtlr, a tfadhfr, ane a plft. Hf has rfdfntmy hae plftry appfarjn Uhjrtffn Bynah Ijres , Mldam Nlbae , ane A`tfr thf [ausf . Hf's

quffr, ejsa``fdtfe, bfmandhlmjd, ane amways lpfn tl an afsthftjdfxpfrjbfnt.


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HLW J FAYN WHAU J LWF Cfssjf Canfshfo

Uhf dmang stanes `lr angfra mlw sun, a dat

caunejdfe ane nfln

grffn jn jts tajm.

J smffp amm eay nfxt tl by sjefojdo watdh thf mfavfs‘ ifae-glme ejftimuf ants tradjng drados wjrfs, thf stlnfwamm.

Zlur tamojng onj̀ f lpfnsmano, hajry mfgseffrsoumm, trjangmf, ane spjnf.

By hanes arf fxtfnsjlnswhat ylu el amlnf battfrs

l` by `radturf‘s hazf.

Uhf hjvf erlps a tlbahawosnaof, a imlnef wfam.

Wf mft thf `lx ejfrjsf mjof a ijrtheay.


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J IFMJFPF ZLV IFMJFPF WHAU ZLV TAZ

WHFN ZLV TAZ JU Cfssjf Canfshfo

Zlu dlumen‘t if dhjf` wjth that amblst-imlnef `fathfrsoumm

that @rfndh phlnf, that dannlniammonapsado l` napamb

sl ylu baef a systfbhaneprjntfe thf trfftrunos gangrfnf

erjppjng syrup ln thf drffoifejn thf shapf l` an aprln

tl tfmm bf that eaeey

erjnos rub, ejgs a soummhlmfsl hlgs‘mm fat anythjng ane thfrf‘s blrf tl thf wfjghtmfssnfss

than erubifats ane pjmms.

Cfssjf Canfshfo 's dhapillos Tpanjsh Elnofy , [far l` Angujsh , ane Yah- Yah Nlstamgja arf `lrthdlbjng `rlb Grfy Illo [rfss ane EandjngGjrm [rfss, rfspfdtjvfmy. Hfr `umm-mfngth dlmmfdtjln l` plfbs js Jnvjsjimf Bjno (Jrjs [rfss, 9;1;). An Assjstant [rl`fsslr l` Fngmjsh ane thfEjrfdtlr l` Wrjtjng at Ifthany Dlmmfgf, shf hlmes a [h.E. `rlb thfVnjvfrsjty l` Ufnnfssff-Onlxvjmmf ane an [email protected]. `rlb FbfrslnDlmmfgf. Thf dl-fejtfe thf mjtfrary anthlmlgy Lutsdapf3 Wrjtjngs ln @fndfs

ane @rlntjfrs (OWG [rfss, 9;;8). Zlu dan rfae blrf l` hfr plftryat cfssjfcanfshfo.nft .


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MJGHU ANE EAYO Dhrjstlphfr Wlles

Fvfry njght thf sabf, hf wlume gl mllojng `lr hfr. Jn paros, jngariagf dans, at thf earo rjvfrsjef, anywhfrf whfrf hf thlught hfbjght havf mf`t hfr. Hjs erfabs wfrf `jmmfe wjth gujmt.


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Thf smfpt `lr amways, jn a earo pmadf, whfrf hf hae pmadfe hfr sl gfntmya`tfr hf burefrfe hfr. Iut shf dlntjnufe tl erfab, ane whfn shf eje,

shf erfabfe l` mjght.

A`tfr bany blnths, hjs hfamth su``frfe `rlb mado l` glle smffp. Hjserfabs wfrf mlng ane l`tfn fxhaustjng clurnfys. Fvfn whfn hf washlspjtamjzfe, thf clurnfys dlntjnufe.

Jn tjbf, shf mfarnfe that shf dlume jbagjnf mjght. Warb, sllthjng gmlw`rlb thf lthfr sjef, `rlb mj`f. Tl erawn tl jt, shf rfdlvfrfe `rlb hfrftfrnam smffp, rjsf ane wamofe agajn.

Uhf eldtlrs dlume nlt hfmp hjb. Hf was pmadfe jn a ware `lr thf sllntl if efae. Hf onfw `fw pflpmf, ane nlnf l` thfb dabf tl sff hjb. Uhfy hae blvfe ln.

Thf `fmt as thlugh shf wantfe tl gjvf iado, tl el slbfthjng. Thf wassl thano`um tl if amjvf agajn.

Hf `fmm jntl a mlng dlba `rlb whjdh hf nfvfr awaofnfe. Nl lnfdlume onlw what hf erfabfe, iut thf dlnstant twjtdhjng l` hjs mfgssuggfstfe wamojng, fvfn runnjng.

Thf ifdabf a vlmuntffr at a mldam hlspjtam. Thf efmjvfrfe bajm ane`mlwfrs tl patjfnts. Thf mjngfrfe jn thf ware `lr thf eyjng. Jt was a

mlnfmy pmadf, iut shf onfw wfmm ailut sudh pmadfs.Jn thf efpth l` hjs dlba, hf dlume sfnsf hfr prfsfndf. Hjs mfgsstlppfe thfjr jndfssant blvfbfnt. Hf ifgan tl rfmax, tl erj`t away.

Thf hfme hjs hane as hf passfe. Thf sbjmfe at thf pfadf ln hjs `adf, wjth thf thlught l` whfrf hf wlume if gljng. Jntl earonfss. Amways.


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Dhrjstlphfr Wlles js a wrjtfr, tfadhfr ane phltlgraphfr whl mjvfsjn Hlustln ane Dhappfmm Hjmm, Ufxas. Hjs puimjshfe wlros jndmuef a

prlsf dlmmfdtjln, Vnefr a Yjvfrife Toy , ane a illo l` stagf blnlmlgufs`lr adtlrs, Hfart Tpfao. Hf dlneudts drfatjvf wrjtjng wlroshlps jnHlustln. Hjs phltlgraphs havf appfarfe jn bany clurnams, wjthphltl fssays puimjshfe jn Gmasglw Yfvjfw , [uimjd Yfpuimjd , Effp Tluth ,ane Narratjvf Bagazjnf , ablng lthfrs.

Hjs phltlgraphy dan if sffn jn hjs lnmjnf gammfry

dhrjstlphfrwlles.zfn`lmjl.dlb .


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WHAU UHF GVN FAUT #06Earrfn Efbarff

Watfry dfrtjtuef& `jfry ifjng, thf irfaethl` whjdh

ifdlbfs nlthjngjn thf fyf-snapl` a trjggfr‘s efsjrf.


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WHAU UHF GVN FAUT #00Earrfn Efbarff

Hlw bany hanesbust tludh thf daney

wrappfr if`lrfthf sugar ejsappfars<

J wantfe mj`f

jn by bluth, bfmtjng

smlwmy. Nlw,J drundh elwn

wjthlut rfgare`lr by tffth. J`

thfrf js anlthfr mj`f,J wln‘t if aimf

tl dlnsubf jt.

Earrfn D. Efbarff js thf authlr l` `jvf plftry dlmmfdtjlns, blstrfdfntmy Uhf Njnftffn Ttfps Iftwffn Vs (9;10, A`tfr thf [ausf). Hf js thfBanagjng Fejtlr l` Uhf Ifst l` thf Nft Anthlmlgy . Durrfntmy, hf js mjvjngjn Dlmubius, Lhjl wjth hjs wj`f ane dhjmerfn.


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AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO


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UHF HAYPFTU Arthur Eavjs

‖Uhfrf js a sfdrft J plssfss. J wjmm tfmm ylu what jt js, iut lnmy j`

ylu pmfasf bf.‐

Jt js lnmy rfdfntmy, thrlugh an addubumatjln l` erfabs patdhfetlgfthfr lvfr twfnty-njnf yfars that J havf iffn aimf tl

rfassfbimf thf rjeemf l` thfsf wlres, gathfr ane rfmjvf whathappfnfe, ane dan nlw irjng bysfm` tl rfdamm thf truf, j`jbprliaimf tamf.

Busjd imfe jn `rlb thf mlng dlrrjelr l`` tl thf mf`t l` thfgammfry jn `rlnt l` thf fmfvatlr manejng that lpfnfe ejrfdtmy jntlhfr apartbfnt. Uhf gammfry was bftjdumlusmy `urnjshfe jn a pammft

l` dhrlbf, danvass, mfathfr, ane rfstrajnt. Jn thf mjvjng rllb,Jbprfssjlnjst ljm pajntjngs `rabfe dfjmjng tl `mllr wjnelws.Tmjejng gmass ellrs ran thf mfngth l` thf mjvjng rllb lvfrmllojngDfntram [aro tl thf Wfst.

Uhf busjd was sllthjng, thlugh unrfdlgnjzaimf. Uhf f``fdt wasas dambjng as thf wjnf that spjmmfe iftwffn by mjps.

…iut lnmy j` ylu pmfasf bf

Mjof bany bfn, efsjrf l`tfn lvfrrumfs rfasln. Ane what mjttmf wjmmplwfr J plssfssfe dlume fasjmy if dlbprlbjsfe, fspfdjammy whfn whjspfrfe jn a sprawmjng pfnthlusf lnf usuammy vjfws jnthf dfntfr`lme l` a gmlssy, lvfrprjdfe ardhjtfdturam clurnam.

A ejsh l` `rfsh `rujts, a sbamm, iut tangy pmattfr l` rjdh dhffsfs was sft lut. J tllo a sfdlne, mlng sjp ane mft by `antasjfs `mlwframlng wjth thf pradtjdammy jnaddfssjimf 1:89 Dhatfau Ma`jtf


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Ylthsdhjme Ilrefaux. Uhf ianquft was at thf rfaey whfn wfstfppfe l`` thf fmfvatlr.

At `jrst, jt was hfr fyfs, as j` shf was ifylne thf rfadh l`dlnsfqufndfs. Ttrangf thfn tl `jne hfr sjttjng jn iado l` bf jn amfdturf hamm at thf Bftrlplmjtan Busfub l` Art jn thf bjeemf là wlroeay a`tfrnlln. Wf pausfe irjf`my jn a dl``ff shlp if`lrfshf jnvjtfe bf iado tl hfr apartbfnt.

J wamofe lut lntl thf iamdlny. A `rfsh imanoft l` snlw haeàmmfn lvfr thf wffofne. @rjgje tfbpfraturfs sfamfe jt tl thfgrlune. Fjghtffn stlrjfs ifmlw ln @j`th Avfnuf, dars ane iusfsstruggmfe sluth iftwffn wamms l` `rfshmy pmlwfe snlw ane thfùtjmf nfdfssjty tl gft anywhfrf urgfntmy. Uhf smjejng gmass ellrslpfnfe ifhjne bf.

‖Fnclyjng ylursfm`


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Thf was wfarjng a imado iley sujt djndhfe at thf wajst iy a wjefimado fmastjd ifmt. Nl cfwfmry lr lrnabfntatjln. Tjbpmy, durvfsane effpmy addfntfe dlntlurs. A dmutdh l` imlnef hajr hfme upiy tlrtljsfshfmm iarrfttfs.

A sojb l` `rfsh snlw hae sfttmfe hlurs agl, prliaimy jn thfbjeemf l` thf mfdturf ln [jdassl ane Batjssf wf attfnefe. Uhf`lltprjnts wf darvfe jn thf whjtf `mu``, thf lnmy trado l` mj`f lnthf iamdlny that swfpt arlune thf apartbfnt `rlb thrff sjefs.

Uhfrf wfrf nl rfewlle dhajrs, nl fvjefndf that mj`f fxjstfe uphfrf eurjng thf dmfbfnt wfathfr, lr that thf dmj`` ln whjdh wfpfrdhfe hae fvfr iffn vjsjtfe.

‖Jt‘s dlme lut hfrf,‐ shf saje, rfturnjng tl thf sandtuary l` hfrmjvjng rllb.

J wantfe tl dapturf thf blbfnt. J wantfe tl rfbfbifrfvfrythjng. Nfw Zlro Djty was a whjtf `rlstfe wlnefr. Hlrsferawn darrjagfs darrjfe tlurjsts ane rlbantjds, ane aevfnturfrsiravjng thf wjnemfss dhjmm. Blvjng hfaemjghts snaofe thrlugh thf

wjnejng rlaes wrappjng thf paro mjof a hlmjeay prfsfnt.

J lpfnfe thf smjejng ellrs, as shf `jnjshfe a gmass l` bjnfram

watfr. Thf `fmm iado ln thf sl`a wjth hfr hfae prlppfe agajnst apjmmlw. ‖Arf ylu fnclyjng thf wjnf


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Dmara was jn hfr matf thjrtjfs ane bargjnammy lvfrwfjght j` ylu‘rf

prf`frfndf ran tl runway blefms. J was durjlus ailut thjs. Jt was thf lnmy thjng lut l` pmadf, thlugh jt was what J naturammyprf`frrfe. Uhf wfjght J bfan. Thf `lmefe hfr arbs, mj`tjng thflutmjnf l` hfr irfasts.

‖What happfns that way


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J dlume ef`jnf hfr mlnfmjnfss, nlt as nffey, iut as nffe`um. Ane,as thf wjnf warbfe ane dlb`lrtfe ane rfassurfe bf, J `fmtfxadtmy as shf efsdrjife. ‖Hlw `ar havf ylu travfmfe tl gft hfrf<

Thf pattfe elwn thf pjmmlw tl hfr mf`t ane J dabf tl hfr sjef.‖Elfs jt battfr


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‖Uhfn J‘b fvfn blrf efmjghtfe wjth by sfmfdtjln.‐

Whatfvfr was hfr efsjgn, J `fmt blrf durjlus than thrfatfnfe.‖Tl ab J, iut what fxadtmy eje ylu dhllsf bf `lr


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dmfanjng.‐

J mjofe thf way shf blvfe. Jt was f``lrtmfss. As thlugh spadf`mlwfe arlune hfr ane nlt shf thrlugh jt. ‖Uaof l`` ylur

shlfs.‐

Thf wamofe iado tl thf margf mfathfr dludh, ojdofe l`` lnf shlfthfn thf lthfr. Thf was nlw `jvf-`fft-`lur, sbamm, ane

vumnfraimf.

‖Uaof thf iarrfttfs lut l` ylur hajr. ‖

Thf rfblvfe thf twl tlrtljsfshfmm dmjps. Hajr dasdaefe lvfr hfrshlumefrs as thf fmfvatlr lpfnfe. Nfjthfr l` us turnfe. ‖Uhfrf.‐

J blvfe tl thf fegf l` thf dludh, sft by hanes ln hfr ass, aneblvfe thfb elwn smlwmy, rfblvjng hfr pants. Uhf fmfvatlr

ellrs dmlsfe.

J dlume jbagjnf thf `mujes sffpjng lut iftwffn hfr mjps as bythubis strlofe thfjr dlntlurs, tfasjng ane tradjng lut thf lvamlutmjnf l` thfjr wlnefr.

Uhf rllb smlwmy pjtdhfe jntl a haml l` gray. Uhf dambjng iuzz

sprfae. Warb sfnsatjlns swarbfe thrlugh bf. Thf un`astfnfehfr imlusf ane rfblvfe hfr ira. Hfr njppmfs wfrf pjno wjthfxpfdtatjln. ‖What arf ylu thjnojng


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Hfr tfnefr fntrfatbfnts ejsslmvfe jntl wlres ane rfpfatfephrasfs that sffbfe `lrfjgn. Uhf wlres qujdomy bu``mfe jntlunrfdlgnjzaimf slunes. J dlume nl mlngfr `ldus, by tlnguf anemjps smlwfe tl a nfar stanestjmm. Hfr iley stlle nfar, ane yftunrfadhaimf.

‖Arfn‘t ylu `ffmjng wfmm


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ane prayfe shf wlume nfvfr mft bf gl. J was shlrt l` irfath, anedaptjvf.

J hfavfe lndf, twjdf, ane thfn fxpmlefe jn a sfrjfs l` spasbsthat lnmy jndrfasfe hfr strlojng `rfnzy. @jnammy, smlwmy, J stlppfeshueefrjng. Thf smlwfe, stlppfe, glt tl hfr `fft ane mf`t thfrllb.

A`tfr a whjmf thf rllb smlwmy rfturnfe tl jts lwn naturam, stfaey

statf, as eje by `ldus. J pummfe up by pants ane `lmmlwfe hfrjntl thf ojtdhfn. Thf was swathfe jn a whjtf ane yfmmlw tfrrydmlth rlif.

J lpfnfe thf rf`rjgfratlr. Jt was fbpty. ‖Eln‘t gft budh

dlbpany el ylu


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J eje rfbfbifr thf jbagf l` hfr mjps hlvfrjng lvfr bf, thfnearonfss, thfn Dfntram [aro ane busjd `jmmjng thf njght arlunethf Wlmban soatjng rjno. By dlat was iuttlnfe up tl by nfdo.J was fxhaustfe. J glt hlbf ane shlwfrfe. Uhfrf wfrf tfnefrrfe wfmts, manebaros l` hfr mjps, tradfe adrlss by grljn. As Jtludhfe fadh, thfy sl`tfnfe jntl a shaelw l` pjno, qujdomy àefeane ejsappfarfe.

J rfturnfe tl hfr iujmejng wffos matfr. Uhf ellrban saje shf waslut l` tlwn. Apparfntmy shf travfmfe a mlt. As thf blnths erj`tfeiy, thf `jnf pljnts wanfe ane ifdabf dmluefe wjth undfrtajntyuntjm J dlume baof lnmy ghlstmy rf`frfndfs, unaimf tl sfparatf hfràdt `rlb by àntasy.

J dabf tl `lrgft hfr nabf thfn smlwmy thf aeerfss, thf jbagfs l`hfr iley agajnst bjnf. J rfbfbifrfe that thf rlif was yfmmlwiut nlt thf dlmlr l` thf dludh. Uhf vjsjln l` hfr àdf imurrfedlbpmftfmy. J was dlnvjndfe thfrf was a efmjdjlus wjnf.

Uhfrf was nlthjng tl shlw a eldtlr ane lnmy a dasuam lutmjnf tldln`fss tl dmlsf `rjfnes. Uhfy maughfe. Uhfy tlme bf J hae mjvfelut lnf l` by grfatfst erfabs.

Jn thf fne, J hae tl ifmjfvf thfb, iut `lune bysfm` dlvftjng thftjbf J spfnt wjth thfb ane by àbjmy blrf than fvfr.


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Arthur Eavjs js a banagfbfnt dlnsumtant ane has iffn qultfejn Uhf Nfw Zlro Ujbfs , Drajn‚s Nfw Zlro Iusjnfss , ane jntfrvjfwfeln Nfw Zlro UP Nfws Dhannfm 1. Hf has taught at Uhf NfwTdhllm Vnjvfrsjty, aevjsfe Uhf Nfw Zlro Djty Uaxj &Mjblusjnf Dlbbjssjln ln lrganjzatjlnam rf`lrb, aevjsfeTfnatlr Clhn BdDajn's jnvfstjgatjng dlbbjttff ln ilxjngrf`lrb, appfarfe as an fxpfrt wjtnfss ln ifst pradtjdfs jn 1:::if`lrf Ttatf Tfnatlr Yly Glleban's Nfw Zlro Ttatf

Dlbbjssjln ln Dlrruptjln jn Ilxjng, aevjsfe thf Efpartbfntl` Hlbfmane Tfdurjty, Natjlnam [rltfdtjln ane [rlgrabsEjrfdtlratf, ane mfdturfs ln mfaefrshjp sojmms tl DFL's anefntrfprfnfurs. Lvfr sjxty stlrjfs havf iffn puimjshfe jndmuejng‖Dlnvfrsatjln jn Imado‐ whjdh was nlbjnatfe `lr thf 9;16

[ushdart [rjzf, ane fjght stlrjfs wfrf jndmuefe jn Ttlrymanej a, aquartfrmy sjngmf authlr anthlmlgy that dabf lut jn @firuary

9;10. Blrf at tamfsl`lurtjbf.dlb .


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MJUANZ L@ GYJF@Mff Maneau

Urjiutf tl Baro Ttrane,

Amm njght ylu wfpt. Ufars sfarjng ylur `adf,

Nlt thf iley, nlt smffp jntfr`frfe,Nlt thf elg mjdojng ylur bluth.


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Zlur thrlat dmlsfe tl `lle Ane dlb`lrt, thf hane ln ylur hfart.

Irfath gaspfe jn thf hlmmlw spadfsL` ylur mungs.

Nlthjng stlppfe ylu.Nlthjng dlume stlp ylu. Uhf ajrYano wjth angfr jn thf blrnjng.

Ane stjmm ylu drjfe, dlughfe up

A wjme hfartadhf. Mush sdrfabsHlmmlwfe lut thf eay. Amm thf nfxt njght

Zlur drjfs efa`fnfe fars? ylur fyfsNfvfr stjmmfe, nfvfr rfstfe.

Amm njght ylu wfptMlss swfpt unefr thf ife, thf ife

Zlur lnmy asymub. NlthjngDlume stlp ylu. Zlur vljdf

Dradofe ane ifrf`t l` tjbf, Uhf dmldo strudo 58 hlurs.@atjguf mjvfe jn ylur sjghs.Fvfn jn irlofn sofjns l` smffp

Zlur fyfs `jmmfe wjth tfars,[art l` a spjmmway smujdjng

Wlunefe, drystam dut fyfs.Nlthjng dlume stlp ylu--

_Zlur saenfss ef`jnfe hlbf.R


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HLW UL TAZ @AYFWFMMMff Maneau

J pman tlblrrlw‘s blvf,clurnfy tl by nfxt ùturf.Ilxfs dmjbi thf wamms mjof tfnerjms

L` lvfrmllofe jvy. Ylsfs jndhup thf trfmmjs lutsjefthf iado ellr. Amm thjs grlwth

Uwfnty-`jvf subbfrshlfjng dhlof wffe,garefnjng iado ifnt tl thf sljm,

Jn matfr yfars durvfe unaimf tl strajghtfn. Ujbf whjttmfs thf past, tlofn whjstmfsslune thf damm tl mft jt gl.

Hlw tl say àrfwfmm tl Cumjf,by eaughtfr, whlsf efathdan haremy tludh by ùturf.

Ull bany hlmfs jn jts tracfdtlry,mj`f unsffn, erfabs unsajeia``mf a ej``frfnt fnejng.

Uhf past, a gammlpjng hlrsfhffemfss l` ruttfe iyways,radfs ahfae iut dan‘t offp padf.

Ull bany glleiyfsdjrdmf mjof fagmfs `myjng`rlb afrjfs jbplssjimf tl rfadh.

Dhjme, ylu arf by gammlpjng hlrsf`rlzfn tl thf past.


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BABA TJNG-TLNGMff Maneau

‖Baba,‐ saysthf bagjd sojn elmm,erjnos hfr ilttmf ane

wfts hfr ejapfr.‖Baba,‐ says hfrmjttmf gjrm, lnmy

sjmfndf `lmmlws,hfr imanofteraggjngln thf `mllr.

Baba, Baba thf thunefrsdarfs bf,hlme bf tjght untjm

thf mjghts dlbf ln -lnmy sjmfndf.

Baba whfrf arf ylu hjejngthf ife js fbpty<J ab amlnfane shaojng.

Baba js thjs slbf gabftl tfadh bftl if iravfr… hjef ane sffo<

Whfrf arf ylu,thf hlusf js earoane hlmmlw.

Baba what ojne l`mfssln js thjs…

hlw tl bastfr `far,sl amlnf, sl a`raje< Baba J hfar ylur maughtfr


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hjgh upjn thf ra`tfrs `mlatjng

ln eusty bltfs. Baba, Baba, by iaiy elmm nffes ylutl hug hfr untjmshf stlps dryjng.

Mff Maneau wrjtfs wjth raw hlnfsty ailut `abjmy fvfnts, thlsfeys`undtjlnam iadostlrjfs. Thf shfmtfrs fbltjln `rlb thf snlwy wjntfrs l` Bjnnfslta that sparos hfr jbagjnatjln. Thf wrjtfsailut lisfssjlns, ilth margf ane sbamm that tubimf thrlugh hfrplfbs. Mff‘s plfbs arf puimjshfe lr `lrthdlbjng ImufTtldojngs

Bagazjnf , Wjsdlnsjn Yfvjfw , Drlsswjnes [lftry Clurnam , Irfath aneThaelw , Avamln Mjtfrary Yfvjfw , Ujptln [lftry Clurnam , Jdf Ilx Clurnam ,

Yldohurst Yfvjfw , P fnejng Badhjnf [rfss , Uhf Blnardh Yfvjfw , FmsfWhfrf Mjt , ane bany blrf.


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AYU IZ IJMM WLMAO


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IFHFBLUH Anerfw Eavjf

Uhf drubpmfe radjng `lrb was dlvfrfe jn hjfrlgmyphjds `lr whjdh nl Ylsftta stlnf fxjstfe. Bd@mffr sat hundhfe lvfr,gmassfs pfrdhfe ln thf fegf l` hjs nlsf, whjdh hae iffnejstlrtfe `rlb rhjnlphyba. A shlt l` Fvan Wjmmjabs was wjthjnrfadh, iut hf wlumen‘t tludh jt untjm thf sjx ab damm. Efmayfe

gratj`jdatjln. Amsl, as budh l` a ragjng amdlhlmjd as hf was, hf‘e

nfvfr slur hjs rfputatjln ln thf cli.

J tllo up a stllm nfxt tl hjb.

‖Grlppfr‘s Efmjght. Mllo‘t thf lees,‐ hf saje ane smje thf papfr

jn `rlnt l` bf.

Arlune us thf iar was grlwjng rfgumars3 pflpmf whl nffefe fyflpfnfrs, whl hae gjvfn up ln mj`f ― wfathfrfe, mfathfryspfdjbfns sl pjdomfe thfy ef`jfe sdjfntj`jd bfthlelmlgy. Eurjnghjs rfsjefndy, by irlthfr l`tfn rf`frrfe tl thfb as ‖strfft

pflpmf‐― thlsf whl‘e wanefr jntl thf hlspjtam `rlb thf dlmeaimf tl wjthstane irfaothrlugh pajn that wlume rfmfgatf a

‖nlrbam‐ pfrsln tl datatlnja ane efath. Blst Airahabjdrfmjgjlns wlume havf a nabf `lr thjs iar, ane thjs typf l` mj`f.@lr nlw, J was stjmm an jntfrmlpfr hfrf.

Bd@mffr pmayfe thf fxadtas whfn hf ift thf plnjfs ane haeapprfntjdfe ilth hjs erjnojng ane gabimjng unefr a Irjtjshfxpat, mlng sjndf efdfasfe. Hf was gljng tl whffm Grlppfr‘s

Efmjght wjth thrff lthfr hlrsfs, bfanjng any dlbijnatjln wlume pay lut ijg blnfy. As J dlntjnufe tl dhfdo thf radjng`lrb, hf prleudfe a iattfrfe Blmfsojnf `rlb hjs pldoft ― hjs


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mfegfr, whjdh ofpt amm l` hjs ifts gljng iado dluntmfss yfars.Hf‘e nfvfr rfvfam hlw budh blnfy hf wlume havf baef hae hf

adtuammy ift thfsf hlrsfs, iut thf paylut wlume havf sffn hjbmlungjng ln a shlrf jn slbf trlpjdam matjtuef, fnbfshfe wjthmldam wlbfn, erjnojng abirlsja lut l` a dldlnut huso ane

varjlus lrj`jdfs l` hjs dlbpanjlns‘ ilejfs.

Uhfrf‘e iffn thlsf amlng thf way whl slught tl prl`jt l``

Bd@mffr‘s amglrjthb. A mldam illobaofr, dlnvjndfe hf dlumefxtraplmatf ane rfvfrsf fngjnffr thf systfb, drfatfe adlnslrtjub ane pllmfe thf prl`jt sffofrs‘ blnfy. Whfn

Bd@mffr wlumen‘t sfmm, thfy thrfatfnfe vjlmfndf ane fxtlrtjln,

iut hjs njhjmjstjd tfnefndjfs dammfe thfjr imu``. Dlnvjndfe thfBlmfsojn wlume if iurjfe wjth hjb, thfy rfturnfe tl thfjrnf`arjlus pradtjdfs.

Ujbf shj`tfe. Lnmy `jvf bjnutfs mf`t if`lrf thf damm wlume dlbf.

Bd@mffr saje hjs prayfrs tl thf Nlrsf gles hf ifmjfvfe lreajnfethf adtjlns l` hjs mj`f ane shut hjs fyfs. An abamgab l`paraelxfs, hf onfw fnlugh ailut fvfrythjng ane dlume havfiffn a vjsjtjng mfdturfr at any jnstjtutjln jn thf wlrme. Jnstfae, hf

wlrofe part-tjbf as a bajm darrjfr, plntj`jdatjng ane erjnojnghjbsfm` tl efath. J hae lnmy iffn a part-tjbf bajm darrjfr `lr a`fw blnths, blstmy ifdausf J hae nl ejrfdtjln ane dravfe slbfrfvfmatlry blbfnt? pfrhaps that‘s why J was erawn tl hjb.

Hf tllo a ilttmf l` [fptl Ijsblm `rlb hjs pldoft tl sllthf hjsgastrjd umdfr.

‖Tl what‘s thf answfr


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Hf tllo a swjg l` thf pjno mjquje, squjntjng, thfn put jt away. Uhf dlatjng gavf a shffn tl hjs tffth ane a barshbammlwyquamjty tl hjs vljdf. Hf was a hjgh prjfst, a blnlmlgjst, ane J

was ailut tl gft a sfrbln? hlpf`ummy, hf‘e `jnammy answfr by

qufstjln.

‖Ujdomjng thf Eragln‘s tajm3 ylu banjpumatf twl ham` sphfrfs l`

ifrymmjub, `jttfe arlune a pmutlnjub dlrf, wjth a sdrfwerjvfr, tlejsdlvfr drjtjdam bass. Amm l` thjs js elnf as part l` thfdlnstrudtjln l` a nudmfar efvjdf. Jn Mls Amabls, eurjng tfstjng,thf sphfrfs dlnnfdtfe, whjdh rfsumtfe jn a drjtjdam bass wjth`jssjmf batfrjam. Uhf ban at thf hfmb ejfe njnf eays matfr `rlbsfvfrf raejatjln pljslnjng ane blrf trauba ane aglny than yludan fvfr jbagjnf. Hjs gleeabnfe gfnftjd batfrjams wfrf amtfrfejntl slbfthjng nfvfr bfant tl fxjst? wf‘rf tamojng Fmfphant

Ban — mjof butatjlns. Uhfy dammfe thf efvjdf thf efbln dlrfsjndf jt was rfsplnsjimf `lr twl aifrrant efaths ane bumtjpmfjncurjfs. Uhf sabf dlrf efsjgn was usfe jn a Baro JJJ jbpmlsjln-typf nudmfar efvjdf, amsl onlwn as @at Ban, whjdh was erlppfeln Nagasaoj. Uhf Capanfsf whl survjvfe thf Atlbjd ilbieftlnatjln arf dammfe Hjiaousha , whjdh mjtframmy transmatfs as‗fxpmlsjln-a``fdtfe pflpmf.‘ Usutlbu Zabagudhj survjvfe ilth

thf Hjrlshjba ane Nagasaoj ilbijngs, @at Ban ane Mjttmf Ily?hf mjvfe tl if njnfty-thrff yfars lme if`lrf hf ejfe l` stlbadhdandfr.‐

Hf wjnefe elwn, ane, as usuam, J hae trluimf rfaejng thfsuitfxt. L` dlursf, thfrf arf a `fw thjngs jn thjs mj`f ylu eln‘t

el3 lnf js taof anlthfr ban‘s `rjfs? anlthfr js aebjt ylu

unefrstlle nlthjng l` what hf cust saje.

‖J eln‘t unefrstane.‐


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Uhf slune that prfdfefe hjs nfxt uttfrandfs was lnf rfsfrvfe`lr dhjmerfn whl mft elwn thfjr tfadhfrs.

‖Uhfrf‘s nl baxjb `lr hlw tl mjvf mj`f, ylu‘vf glt tl baof thfsf

eftfrbjnatjlns ylur lwn. T‘amm suicfdtjvf. Why eje thf lrjgjnam

hanemfrs l` thf efbln dlrf pfrjsh iut Zabagudhj mjvf amblst adfntury a`tfr ifjng twjdf suicfdtfe tl thf fqujvamfnt l` Lme

Ufstabfnt wrath< Zlu want thf answfrs, baof slbf dhljdfs. Zlu‘vf glt tl `jne thf Clrbunganer ane smay jt.‐

‖Clrbunganer


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‖Uhf Dabefn Iuzzsaw, mjght-hfavy, ifdabf a drujsfr-wfjght. J watdhfe hjb taof lut Batthfw Taae Buhabbae ln UP rjghthfrf jn thjs fstaimjshbfnt. Fvfrythjng happfns `lr a rfasln, ylufjthfr fbiradf plssjijmjty, lr ylu efny jt.‐

Uhf phlnf rang ane bamjdf ane sharp fegfs appfarfe lnfvfrylnf‘s àdfs. Lees arf, thjs farmy jn thf blrnjng, jt was thf

supfrjntfnefnt rfaey tl assjgn rlutfs `lr suistjtutf bajm darrjfrs. Uhlugh fadh l` us nffefe thf wlro, thf thlught l` mfavjng thfsandtjty l` thf iar was nlt slbfthjng anylnf hfrf wantfe tlfneurf. Uhf iartfnefr, a runty mllojng wlban, put elwn a dlpyl` hfr àrbhane sfeudtjln àntasy ane pjdofe up thf rfdfjvfr iythf thjre rjng. Thf mft mllsf wjth a `fw un huh ‘s, thfn prlbptmysmabbfe jt iado elwn.

Cuttjng hfr dhjn jn by ejrfdtjln, shf saje, ‖Zlu glt rlutf 48.‐

Bd@mffr rfadhfe `lr hjs whjsofy ane erano jt iado dmfanmy.

‖Gaj gfzuntfrhajt,‐ hf saje. ‖Gl jn glle hfamth.‐

§

Uhf hlusf was sjbjmar tl amm thf lthfr hlusfs ln thf imldo,

unj`lrb jn jts efsjgn. Bass-prleudfe, jt madofe thf gradf l`@rano Mmlye Wrjght. Jt was thf mast hlusf ln thf rlutf? lndf`jnjshfe hfrf, J dlume rfturn tl by hazf. J pummfe thf trudo tl thfduri ane glt lut, grjppjng thf padoagf unefr by mf`t arb. Uhfyare was jn ejrf nffe tl if blwfe ane mjttfr was strfwn ailut.

Uhf wjne pjdofe up rjppmjng wavfs jn thf grass? an ffrjf damb

hae sfttmfe.


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Uhf slune l` dhjbfs dasdaefe lvfr thf plrdh. Anxjfty, fvfrprfsfnt wjth by durrfnt statf l` ifjng, attfbptfe tl pfnftratf,iut J shruggfe jt l``. Jn by prfvjlus mj`f, dfrtajn fvfnts wfrfsupplsfe tl lddur ane nfvfr eje. Eje that prfdmuef a efsdfntjntl a mjbil rfsfrvfe `lr thlsf wjthlut answfrs< Jt was gljng tltaof blrf than sjbpmf `lmomlrf ane thf rabimjngs l` slbf cjttfrybajm darrjfr tl put thf `far jntl bf.

J rang thf ellrifmm.

Wlume J fvfntuammy ifdlbf Bd@mffr, gmufe tl a iarstllm smlwmyrfpmadjng by `mujes wjth hlldh, plntj`jdatjng fxjstfndf thrlugh ahazf l` ammusjlns< Tfdlnes turnfe jntl a bjnutf. J rang thfellrifmm agajn.

Mfavjng thf padoagf ln thf wfmdlbf bat, J turnfe arlune.

Jt dlumen‘t havf iffn blrf than twfnty `fft away, stanejng thfrf

fyfjng bf durjlusmy mjof jt hae nfvfr sffn a huban ifjng if`lrf.Jt rfadhfe elwn ane snatdhfe at a dmubp l` tamm grass, baojngdjrdumar bltjlns wjth jts caw as slbf dhfwfe rfbnants `fmm tlthf grlune jn a battfe wae.

A hjpplpltabus, fasjmy lvfr a tln. Vndanny was thf wlre thatdabf tl bjne. Uhf ifast starfe at bf, gmjstfnjng jn thf sun. Jt was eurjng thjs blbfnt J rfamjzfe thf `lrtunf l` payjngattfntjln eurjng Bd@mffr‘s mfdturfs, ifdausf J‘e if gleeabnfe j`

thf ban ejen‘t at lnf pljnt rfdjtf `adts ailut hjppls. @lur

sdltdhfs jn, hf‘e banagfe tl gl `rlb ejsdussjng thf Jran-Dlntraa``ajr tl [aiml Fsdliar‘s prjvatf bfnagfrjf.

‖Fm [aerjnl hae turnfe part l` hjs fstatf jntl a zll ane adqujrfe

`lur hjppls, slbf l` whlb matfr fsdapfe thf ejmapjeatfe


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dlbplune ane irfe tl a ple l` `lurtffn stjmm rlabjng thfDlmubijan dluntrysjef.‐

Vn`lrtunatfmy, Bd@mffr ejen‘t rfvfam any pfrtjnfnt jn`lrbatjln,

mjof hlw àst thfy dlume blvf ln mane lr whfthfr thfy wfrfnaturammy aggrfssjvf tlware hubans. Jt mllofe tranqujm, slpfrhaps j` J smlwmy wamofe ln thf lutsojrts l` thf yare, J dlumegft tl thf trudo ane erjvf away. Uaojng a `fw damdumatfe stfps,thf anjbam angmfe jts iley mjof a ilxfr duttjng l`` thf rjng.

Ane thfn, sueefnmy thf wjne pjdofe up agajn, ane J rfbfbifrfe whfrf J hae hfare tamo l` dhals drfatjlns. J saw bysfm` at twfmvf,sjttjng jn a pfw jn thf dhurdh a``jmjatfe wjth lur sdhllm. WjntfrDlnvldatjln, Yfvfrfne Hlughtmjn wfmdlbjng us iado `rlbDhrjstbas vadatjln. A warb ane ùnny ban, hf sblofe adlrndli pjpf ane hae a efijmjtatjng stuttfr. Uhat eay hf tamofe tlus ailut Cli. Baef tl su``fr jn a wagfr iftwffn Gle ane thf

Addusfr, hf‘s strjppfe l` fvfrythjng hf hlmes efar, su``frjng

wlrsf than a ban whl has iffn twjdf fxpmlefe iy atlbjd `jssjmfbatfrjam, ifdausf jn thjs dasf, mjof Oaòa‘s Clsfph O, thfrf js nl

ejsdfrnjimf rfasln `lr thf dausf l` hjs angujsh.

‖Tl, Cli js gjvfn dlunsfm i-i-i-i-y slbf l` hjs `rjfnes, tl gjvfjn tl sjn ane imasphfbf. Hfrf was a ban whl was aimf tlsuddffe sjbpmy ifdausf hf ifmjfvfe? imjne àjth ammlwfe hjb tlprlspfr. Cli amsl ifars wjtnfss tl thf fnlrbjty l` Gle‘s plwfr,jn thf `lrb l` thf Mfvjathan ane thf --

Irlught iado jntl thf prfsfnt, thf hjppl strlef `lrth. Uhfgrlune shllo? grass partfe.


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Uhf shlt rang lut, ane thf rj`mf‘s rfplrt fdhlfe. Uhf anjbam

darffnfe l`` tl thf rjght, slbfrsaumtfe lntl jt‘s iado. Fntrajmssaggfe `lrth. Thaojng, J gmandfe lvfr by shlumefr.

Ttanejng ln thf plrdh was a ban jn hjs bjethjrtjfs whl mllofemjof hf haen‘t smfpt jn a mlng tjbf ane was jn efspfratf nffe l` a

shavf. Uhf rj`mf, a ilmt-adtjln blnstrlsjty, fcfdtfe thf spfnt shfmm`rlb thf irffdh. Uhf Ban whjtf onudomfe thf stldo, ane hjsfyfs wfrf saudfrs. @jnammy, hf mf`t thf plrdh ane wamofe past bf.Hf sbfmmfe l` dannfe glles ane hystfrja. Whfn hf glt tl thfifast, hf rfaejfe thf wfapln tl `jnjsh thf cli iut rfamjzfe thfhjppl hae passfe.

‖@jnammy glt hjb,‐ thf ban saje, ane `mung thf rj`mf tl thf grlune

jn a sybilmjd gfsturf. Uhfn, cust as qujdomy, hf turnfe ane wamofe iado tl thf plrdh.

‖Hfy,‐ J dammfe lut.

Ttlppjng hf sffbfe tl nltjdf bf `lr thf `jrst tjbf.

‖What thf Hfmm,‐ J saje, ane rajsfe by arbs jn a `utjmf gfsturf.

Uhf ban saje, ‖Lnf eay J dabf hlbf, ane hf was cust stanejng

thfrf. Dhasfe bf dmfar jntl thf hlusf. Uhf nfxt eay, hf was stjmmthfrf? iffn that way `lr wffos nlw.‐

‖J eln‘t unefrstane,‐ J saje.

‖Uhanos `lr efmjvfrjng thjs.‐

Hf rfadhfe elwn, pjdofe up thf padoagf, ane tlssfe jt lvfr. Ailx l` dartrjegfs, ‖nfdfssary `lr iaggjng margf gabf.‐ Uhf banturnfe tl gl iado jntl thf hlusf iut stlppfe.


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‖Zlu want tl cljn bf `lr slbf tfa


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AYU IZ OAUHZ YVEJN

[YF@MJGHUTara Whjtfstlnf

J hae `fmt jt dlbjng ln `lr wffos, mjof `amsf mailr spasbs that warn l` pajn ane an undfrtajn `uturf. Iut thlsf sbamm pangs wfrf nlt fnlugh tl prfparf bf `lr thf `lrdf l` what dabf ― thf

onj`f that dut thrlugh thf dlvfrjng l` by slum.J was fxplsfe.


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Uhjs dastjng l`` l` by lme sojn bfant J dlume nfvfr drawm jntl jtagajn. Tl J trjfe tl pumm that shrlue iado arlune by shlumefrs.

Ul dmjng tl that earo prltfdtjln ― tl that prftfnefe sa`fty.

Angfr wlume stlp thf `far. Angfr wlume fne thjs tfarjng l` byslum.

Iut J dlume nlt hlme that fjthfr. By ragf iurnfe away jntl thfnjght ajr.

A`tfr thf `far, a`tfr thf ragf, thfrf was a dmfarjng l` bjne. Whlsf hane was ejrfdtjng thjs onj`f< Gle‘s


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AYU IZ IYJAN BJDHAFM IAYIFJUL


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VNF CLVYNÊF Ë MA MAPANEF (A EAZ JN

MAPFNEFY)Oavjtha Yath

Lut l` lme Mugeunub, wf mf`t ln thf A7,sadhfts l` erjfe mavfnefr ln thf Djtrlïn eashilarepu``fe hjnts l` dlnj`fr ane dabphlras wf mjstfnfe tl thrubs l` @rfndh rap.

Ln lur way, amlng thf Yhõnf,`rlb thf dln`mufndf l` turquljsf ane sapphjrf,lur hfarts `jmmfe wjth irjldhfs ane badarlnslur stlbadhs wjth qufnfmmfs,thf vfstjgfs l` an andjfnt wlrme fnvfmlp us.

J sff wlbfn jn snajm-jno eyfe rlifs,erawjng pjnf `mlwfr iaths l` barimf.J dlncurf thf mjbis l` pantlbjbfs,

ane thf `ardjdam maughtfr at thf thfatrf jn Lrangfstlrjfs iurjfe jn thf stfps ane sane,erjfe, efstrlyfe pardhbfnt jn thf wjne.

Iy thf autlrlutf,a erfabsdapf l` mavfnefr `jfmes,glme-ilrefrfe agajnst thf dluntrysjef.@mlwfr apjdfs tludh thf soy,

a grfftjng l` hlnfydlbi tfssfmmatjlns. Pjlmft whlrms eraw ylu jn,spjofs rfaey tl strjofylur hfart ane hfrf js whfrf ylu wjmm stay,hfrf jn thjs `jfme whfrf nl tjbf wjmm turn,`lrsaojng amm hlpf `lr rfturn.

Zlu wjmm mjvf jn thf baws l` thjs `mlwfr,

sllthjng wjth jts muxf ane sfeatjln, washjng ylu dmfan l` hjstlrjfs,jntlxjdatjng as thf harvfst-rfaey grapfs


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l` thf vammfy unefr thf hazf l` Blnt Imand.@rujt shrjvfmfe ane sugar-`jmmfe,

lnf iundh lr twl lnmy ln fadh vjnf.

A`tfrnlln strfaos jntl imuf ane bauvfagajnst thf hlusf-stueefe hjmms l` Blugjns. As thf njght dlbfs, thf vjlmft mjghtdmlsfs jn tl offp us damb,tl hlme us, tl hfam us hfrf `lr nlw ane fvfr.

Oavjtha Yath mjvfs jn Washjngtln ED, ane hfr plftry has appfarfe jn[apfrduts, Eansf Badairf , Uhrlugh thf Gatf , ane Ttrangf Hlrjzlns . Thf danif `lune at oavjtharath.wlreprfss.dlb ane ln Uwjttfr KWrathl`Oavj.


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GMZOL[HJMLVTABathjas Ampufntf

Wf iartfrfe `lr `ranojndfnsf, byrrh, ane oryptlnjtf.J iujmt an aro l` `ragrant ilxwlle that dlst bf mfa`,barrlw, ane ash. Lystfrshfmm sdamf prfyfe ln by mlng thjghs.

Guare agajnst thfb. Tfam fxplsfe pjth l` by dut danfs, dapthf xymfb sap. @jmdh a tarnjshfe ejbf, pjm`fr rajm spjofs,

`jght thfb wjth tfbpl, sdjbjtar, tammstar.

J shlume havf `lmmlwfe thf wagtajm ijre. Tluth ln eustrlaes J mjdofe at thf murf l` thf grasshlppfr, shfe nabfs,farnfe rattmfsnaof sojn, custj`jfe thjrst.

Damm hfr spjrjt3 Wamojng stjdos tabpjng eabpgrlune prfejdt hfr sdrffdh pjtdhfe jn bfmlejfs

nltatfe iy bay`mjfs ln stavfs l` tfmfphlnf wjrfs.

Whfn thf rlae pummfe jtsfm` tl shlrfJ ejppfe by iurnt hanes jntl imuf ajr ane watfr.Jbpfrvjlus nlw tl ylur phlsphlrlus,

by twjns ane J `lune ylur iaiy `lr ylu.Hfrf, shf drjfs `lr ylu, `lr ylur dhurdhfs,ylur swfft bjmo, ylur shavfe glatsojn.

Mft bf fsdapf thf sblof l` byrhh,thf jtdh l` thf ljm that dhrjstfns bfirlthfr `lrfvfr l` an jn`ant ane a dlrpsf.

Ttane elwn as J strap sfalats

tlgfthfr wjth strjps l` sojn,naofe as fmanes, swj`t as mjfs.


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Mft bf rfturn tl by earo blthfr,`mlat tl thf bluth l` thf Njgfr.

Mft ijttfr watfr rfdmajb bf, rfstlrf

by shfathjng sojn whjmf hlt irjght Tjrjus rjsfsjn thf fastfrn soy.

Bathjas Ampufntf has rllts jn Nfw Lrmfans ane spfnes hlursjn varjlus mjirarjfs. Hf drfejts a wjef-rangjng djrdmf l` wrjtfrs,ifgjnnjng wjth Dathlmjd sjstfrs, ane blst matfmy hjs dlhlrt jn thfifadh djtjfs l` Mls Angfmfs, `lr havjng taught hjb, ane thfydlntjnuf tl dhammfngf hjb. Hf mjvfs `lr wfarjng lut what hfmlvfs. Hjs plftry ane `jdtjln havf `lune puimjdatjln jn clurnamssudh as Gravfm Bagazjnf , Iang! , Barpmlt , ane Fmlhj Gaeugj .


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AYLVNE A DLYNFYBaro C. Bjtdhfmm

Uwl fyfs, imano as stffm, shj`t mllsfmyas mazy tlys `rlb a sdhllm darnjvam.

Uhfy sff nlthjng. Uhfy rf`mfdt mfss. Iut lndf,bayif an hlur agl, thfy wfrf amjvfas watfr, mllojng thrlugh a bjrrlr tl sff ―

What< Hfrf‘s a butf wjtnfss. Zlur arrjvam

js fbpty. Blvf amlng. Uhfrf‘s nlt a dhandf l` rfdamm. Tlbflnf dabf. Uhfy pffofe, thfn ejfe.

Baro C. Bjtdhfmm was ilrn jn Dhjdagl ane grfw up jn sluthfrnDamj`lrnja. Hf stuejfe wrjtjng at VD Tanta Druz unefr YayblneDarvfr, Gflrgf Hjtdhdldo, ane Iariara Humm. Hjs wlro hasappfarfe jn varjlus pfrjlejdams lvfr thf mast thjrty-`jvf yfars, as

wfmm as thf anthlmlgjfs Glle [lfbs , Abfrjdan [madfs , Hungfr Fnlugh , Yftajm Wlfs , ane Mjnf Erjvfs . Hjs wlro has amsl iffnnlbjnatfe `lr ilth [ushdart [rjzfs ane Uhf Ifst l` thf Nft. Hfjs thf authlr l` twl `umm-mfngth dlmmfdtjlns, Mfnt 1::: (Mfa`Garefn [rfss), Tlrfn Ojfrofgaare Wjtnfssfs an Fxfdutjln (MldamGfbs), ane thrff dhapillos3 Eftfdtjvf Blvjf (@frbata[uimjshjng), Uhrff Pjsjtlrs (Nfgatjvf Dapaijmjty [rfss), ane

Artj`adts ane Yfmjds (@lmefe Wlre). Hjs nlvfm, Onjght [rjslnfr , jsavajmaimf `rlb Pagailneagf [rfss ane twl blrf nlvfms arf`lrthdlbjng3 A Illo l` Mlst Tlngs (Wjme Dhjme [uimjshjng) aneUhf Bagjd War (Mllsf Mfavfs). Hf mjvfs jn Tan @randjsdl wjth hjs

wj`f, thf eldubfntarjan ane `jmbbaofr Clan Custfr.


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TUAZ DLNNFDUFE

rjejngmjght.lrg


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