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;lÙ`nI Ýisiâ vDe'‐Aem kæuH ne¦ AemaH xuH kheva mage Ke? ke &annI vtRman pyaRy je Aa„anuH lÙ` Ke te Ýg! Ke, ne te vDe AÝg! (xi›$p) l"y (xuâ Aa„a) j`ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`nar‐Ô`nar AevuH i5kazI &ayk Sv$p to Ýg! n=I, p` tena lÙ`$p je vtRman dxa Ke te Ýg! Ke, temaH Aa huH l"y‐wgvan Aa„a
j¡Ao, ix*y xuH khe Ke? ke &an te Aa„a, &an te Aa„a‐Aem lÙ`‐l"yno wed paDva=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? Aem ke wed=I xuH sa|y Ke? Aek l"y nam Aa„a j Ýsa|y A=aRtŸ Ýisâ krvayoGy Ke. ma!e Aek Aa„ane j sI\o Ýisâ kravI do ne. AHte to Awed Aek Aa„a j sa|y Ke. to sI\o tene j isâ kravI do ne vCce wed xa ma!e lavo Ko? Lyo, Aavo ÝƦ hve teno _¿r khe Ke:‐
;_¿r:- jene lÙ` AÝisâ hoy tene (A=aRtŸ je lÙ`ne Ô`to n=I Aeva A&anI jnne) l"ynI Ýisiâ =tI n=I. jene lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke. (ma!e A&anIne phelaH lÙ` btavIAe Tyare te l"yne g/h` krI xke Ke.)'
j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke jene &anlÙ` vDe l"ynuH lÙ Ane wan =yuH Ke tene (‐&anIne) l"y‐lÙ`na wed=I Ýyojn n=I Ae to brabr¸ p` jene l"ynI‐Aa„anI qbr j n=I tene y=a=R lÙ` vDe l"y Aozqavvo j$rI Ke, kemke lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke. A&anIne lÙ` AÝisâ Ke. te dehne ne ragaidne Aa„a mane Ke. deh te huH Aa„a, va rag te huH Aa„a Aem A&anI mane Ke. tene khIAe ke wa{¦ je l"ymaH i5kaz rhe Ane l"yne pirpU R Aozqave te lÙ` Ke. &an Ke te j taruH lÙ` Ke, kemke Aa„a sday &anSv$p Ke ne &an vDe Aozqay Ke. &anne AHtmuRq krI Aa„vStu=I Aekmek =taH Aa„a Aozqay Ke, Ýisâ =ay Ke. Aa Ýma e &anlÙ`nI Ýisiâ äara Aa„a je l"y Ke tenI Ýisiâ =ay Ke.
j¡Ao, Aa l"y‐lÙ`no wed kI\o te wedmaH A!kva ma!e nih, p` Awed Aa„anuH lÙ kravva ma!e Ke. wedne gaE krI je AwednuH lÙ kre Ke tene wgvan Aa„anI Ýisiâ =ay Ke, Ane Tyare l"y‐lÙ`no wed te ƒvhar khevay Ke. wedmaH (‐ƒvharmaH) A!kI rhe tene Aa„ Ýisiâ =tI n=I, Ane Awed smjtaH vCce l"y‐lÙ`no wed Aave Ke tene Ô e nih teney Aa„ Ýisiâ =tI n=I, kemke jene lÙ` AÝisâ hoy tene l"ynI Ýisiâ =tI n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
ko{ A&anIAo khe Ke‐AekluH &an‐&an xuH kro Ko? Ame je Aa pu~ynI ne dehnI iÊya krIAe KIAe te sa\n Ke, te vDe Aa„a Aozqay jxe. tene AhÄ khe Ke‐mU# Ko ke xuH? dehnI iÊya ke pu~ynI iÊya te Aa„ane AozqvanaH sa\n n=I, Aek &anlÙ` vDe j Aa„a Aozqay Ke. Aam &anlÙ` khIne ƒvharawasno inØe\ kyÈ.
vzI ko{ khe Ke‐&an te lÙ` Ane Aa„a l"y‐Aem wed xa ma!e paDo Ko? sI\o j Aa„a btavo ne? lÙ` äara l"y btavo Ko tene bdle sI\uH l"y j btavI do ne¦ tene khe Ke‐wa{¦ je lÙ`ne Ô`to n=I te l"yne p` Ô`to n=I, lÙ`ne Aozqva=I j l"y AozqI xkay Ke. jem ko{ khe‐Amare sakr Ôe{Ae Ke, gzp`=I kam n=I, to tene sakrnI Ýaiº =tI n=I¸ tem Ôe ko{ khe‐Amare l"y‐Aa„a Ôe{Ae Ke, &an=I‐lÙ`=I xuH kam Ke? to tene Aa„anI Ýaiº =tI n=I. Aa Ýma e &anlÙ e Aa„a liÙt =to hova=I &anlÙ` khIne inüyawasno inØe\ kyÈ. smÔ uH kaH{...?
;ÝÆ:- kyuH te l"y Ke ke je &annI Ýisiâ vDe tena=I (‐&an=I) iwþ Ýisâ =ay Ke?'
j¡Ao, AHdr njdIk Aavelo ix*y Aa pUKe Ke ke‐Ýwo¦ jene lÙ` Ýisâ =ay tene j l"ynI Ýisiâ =ay Ke Aem Aap kho Ko to AevuH kyuH iwþ l"y Ke je &anlÙ` vDe Ýisâ =ay Ke? A=aRtŸ Aap &anlÙ`=I Aozqavva mago Ko te l"y‐cIj xuH &an=I j¡dI Ke? xuH &annI Ýisiâ ne Aa„anI Ýisiâ be j¡dI j¡dI cIj Ke? j¡Ao, ix*yne l"y‐lÙ`no wed posato n=I te=I Aa ÝÆ _@–o Ke. (SvanuwvnI j AiwlaØa Ke ne¦)
;_¿r:- &an=I iwþ l"y n=I, kar` ke &an Ane Aa„ane ãƒp e Awed Ke.'
j¡Ao, guÌ khe Ke‐saHwz wa{¦ &anlÙ`=I j¡duH‐iwNn ko{ l"y n=I. Ae to lÙ` l"yne btave Ke te=I A&anIne l"y Aozqavva wed=I vat krI Ke, p` kaH{ &an ne Aa„a iwþ cIj Ke Aem n=I, kemke &an ne Aa„ane ãƒp e Awed Ke. A=aRtŸ Aa„a &anSvwavmy j Ke.
AhÄ &an Ae!le prnuH ne xaS5nuH &an Aem vat n=I. AhÄ to rag=I iwþ pDeluH AHtrmaH vzeluH AHtmuRqakar &an te lÙ` l"y=I iwþ n=I, Awed Ke‐AenI vat Ke. jem sakr mI@I Ke Aem khIAe TyaH sakr=I mI@ax ko{ j¡dI cIj n=I, tem Ônn... Ônn... Ônn Svwav Ane Aa„a Aekmek Ke. jem rag ne Aa„a j¡dI cIj Ke tem &an ne Aa„a j¡dI cIj n=I. wle &an Aek gu Ke, ne Aa„a AnHtgu my gu I Ke, KtaH &an ne Aa„a vStup e Awed Ke. te=I je &annI Ýisiâ Ke te j Aa„anI Ýisiâ Ke. Aa rIte l"y‐lÙ`nI isiâ Aek sa=e j Ke Ane AekvStumy Ke. Ahaha...¦ &annI pyaRy ßyaH ムsa=e Awed tNmy ={ TyaH Aa„a‐ムÝisâ =yuH, ma!e &anlÙ`=I j¡duH ko{ l"y n=I, bþe Aekmek Ke ne Aek sa=e j Ýisâ =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...¦
hve Aa rhSy paMya ivna Ae xaS5 w`I‐w`Ine AnHtvar Aigyar AHgno pa@I =yo, ne dev‐guÌ‐xaS5nI p` bharmaH AnHtvar ]âa krI t=a AnHtvar baæ v/taid \ar` kyaÅ, p` Ae=I xuH? Ae ko{ Aa„anuH lÙ` n=I, Aena=I Aa„anI Ýisiâ sHwivt n=I. Aha¦ gjb vat krI Ke Aa. AamaH to bar AHgnuH rhSy quLluH mUkyuH Ke.
;ÝÆ:- to pKI lÙ` Ane l"yno ivwag xa ma!e krvamaH Aaƒo?'
j¡Ao, ix*y pUKe Ke ke‐wgvnŸ¦ Aap kho Ko ke &an Ane Aa„a ãƒp e i5kaz Awed‐Aekmek Ke, to pKI lÙ` Ane l"yp e temno wed xa ma!e krvamaH Aaƒo? be Aek Ke to ivwag xa ma!e?
j¡Ao, ]IguÌ Aa _¿r khe Ke:‐ ;ÝisâTv Ane Ýsa|ymanTvne lI\e lÙ` Ane l"yno ivwag krvamaH Aaƒo Ke.' &an Ke te Ýisâ Ke. huH Aa Ô uH KuH ne te Ô uH KuH Aem saE khe Ke ne¦ mtlb ke A&anmaH p` Ô`vuH to Ke. ko{ khe ke‐huH n=I¸ to Aene pUKIAe ke ;huH n=I'‐Aevo in Ry konI s¿amaH kyÈ? &annI s¿amaH Ae in Ry kyÈ Ke. te=I &an jenuH sÀv Ke te huH KuH Aem temaH isâ ={ Ôy Ke. Aam Aa &an Ke te huH KuH Aem in Ry krtaH &annuH lÙ Sv‐Aa„a trf Ôy Ke Ane Tyare SvanuwvmaH Aa„a Ýisâ =ay Ke.
&an Ýisâ Ke. je s¿amaH Aa deh Ke, va`I Ke, rag Ke, {Tyaid j`ay Ke te &an Ýisâ Ke, Ane te Aa„anuH &an Ke. dehaidnuH &an khIAe Ae to ƒvhar Ke, vaStvmaH dehaidne Ô`vana kazmaH &an j j`ay Ke. dehaid
Aa saHkzI Aave Ke ne? saHkzI jem Anek kDIAono smUh Ke, tem Aa„a AsHQy Ýdexono smUh Ke. Ýdex Ae!le xuH? ke Aek prma u AakaxnI je!lI jGya roke tene Aek Ýdex khe Ke. Aa„amaH Aava AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, Ane te AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5maH svR5 &anaid AnHtgu o ƒapIne rhela Ke. te AnHt gu`one smye smye pyaRyo =ay Ke. pyaRyo pl!e Ke, ne ãƒ‐gu` kU!S= Ke. kemke Êm=I vteR Ke ma!e pyaRyo Êmvt± Ke, ne Aeksa=e rhevavaza gu o AÊmvt± Ke. Aam AÊmvt± gu o ne Êmvt± pyaRyono smUh te Aa„ムKe. AavI vat vItrag svR& prme¬rna xasn isvay bIje k–aHy n=I. wa{¦ jra vatne Nyay=I mezvI Ôe. Aa laEikk NyaynI vat nhÄ, AhÄ to &anSv$p vStu potanI jevI Ke tevI Ô`va Ýit &anne dorI jvuH te Nyay Ke. wa{¦ tarI cIj AHdr kevI Ke tene kdI teH Ô`I n=I¸ to hve teno in Ry kr.
Are¦ AavuH mnu*yp uH mZyuH, jEnkuzmaH jNm =yo Ane potana cEtNymhapda=Rne n Ô~yo to wvno AHt k–are Aavxe? Are wa{¦ potanI vStunI mh¿anI ikHmt kyaR ivna, pr cIjnI ne ragnI ikHmt‐mihma krI krIne tuH AnHtkaz=I car gitmaH rJzI myÈ Ko. to hve to inj cEtNyvStuno in Ry kr¸ hm`aH nih kre to k–are krIx? (Aem ke pKI Avsr nih hoy.)
Aha¦ jzmaH jem trHg é@e Ke tem ãƒmaH=I pyaRy ãve Ke. ;ãvit [it ãVymŸ' ãve Ke te ムKe. Ahaha...¦ pyaRy AHdr ãƒmaH=I ãve Ke. hve Aavo vItrag prme¬rno magR lokoAe kdI saHwZyo n=I. ;`mo AirhHta H' ‐Aem roj Ôp kre p` AirhHt prma„a kevI rIte =ya ne temnuH kheluH tÀv xuH cIj Ke te Ô`vanI drkarey na kre tene magR k–aH=I mze? Aha¦ tene AHtrmaH jEnp uH k–aH=I Ýg! =ay? wa{¦ jEn ko{ sHÝday n=I. AHtrmaH AnHtgu no ipHD Awed Aek cEtNyvStu jevI Ke tevI AHtrmaH‐AHtmuRq _pyogmaH‐deqtaH‐Ô`taH im+yawavno nax =ay Ke. ne sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke tene jEn khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa isvay jEn ko{ vStu n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aa xrIr, mn, va`I, kmR Ae to \Uz‐ma!I jD‐AÒv Ke. ne AHdr pu~y‐papna wav =ay Ke te y prma=eR
Acetn Ke, kemke te wav cEtNynI Ôitna n=I. Ahaha...¦ AHtrHgmaH cEtNy mhapda=R je Ke te to pu~y‐pap=I riht AnHt xi›AonuH sHg/haly‐godam Ke. Aha¦ Ae AnHt xi›AomaH Ý=m AhÄ Òvna Òvn$p ÒvTvxi›=I ÝarHw kre Ke.
xuH khe Ke? ke AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR‐te $p je xi›$p wavÝa` tenuH \ar` krvuH jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke te ÒvTvxi› Ke. Òvna Òvn$p ÒvTvxi› Ke. Aa Òv Òve Ke ke nih? Òve Ke ne¦ AnaidAnHt Òv Òve Ke. Aha¦ jena=I Òv AnaidAnHt Òv Ke te ÒvTvxi› Ke. ;jIvo cir¿dHs``a`i@do' ‐Aem smysar ga=a‐rmaH kæuH ne? AemaH=I Aa ÒvTvxi› AacayRdeve ka#I Ke. j¡Ao, phelaH AacayRdeve AnHt gu o=I Awed Aek &anma5 Aa„anuH lÙ kraƒuH, ne hve te Awed Aa„ana lÙpUvRk Aa xi›AonI Aozqa` krave Ke.
Are wa{¦ tara FrmaH xuH xuH wyuÅ Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. tara vEwvnI tne qbr n=I. tara FrmaH to AnHtxi›Aona vEwv=I wrelo wHDar wyÈ Ke. temaH Aek ÒvTv xi› Ke. kevI Ke te xi›? to khe Ke‐;Aa„ãƒne kar`wUt Aeva cEtNyma5 wavnu \ar` jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke AevI ÒvTvxi› Ke. AhÄ cEtNyma5 wavne Aa„ãƒnuH kar` kæuH kem kæuH? kemke cEtNywav vDe Aa„anI isiâ =ay Ke. Ôe cEtNyma5 wav n hoy to Òv j isâ n =ay, cEtNywav ivna Aa„ムj n ho{ xke. ma!e cEtNyma5 wavne Aa„ãƒnuH kar` kæuH Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNyma5 wav$p wavÝa`ne \ar` krI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. Aha¦ AavI ÒvTv xi› Ô`I, AnHt xi›no \rnaro xi›van je Aek &anma5 Aa„a Ke tena _pr ¹iÚ krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, sMyG&an =ay Ke, ne ÒvTv siht AnHtI xi›Aona Êmvt± inmRz pir`mnnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
ÝÆ:- to xi›nuH lÙ kre to sMyGdxRn =ay ke nih?
_¿r:- n =ay¸ kemke xi› to Aek gu Ke. jene gu wednI ¹iÚ Ke tene to ivkLp‐rag j =ay Ke. gu wed ke gu ‐gu IwedmaH je A!ke Ke tene sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I, kemke te ragmaH‐ivkLpmaH j A!k–o Ke.
Are wa{¦ tne tara xa¬t xuâ cEtNyÝa`my i5kazI ÒvnnI qbr n mze to tuH sacuH Òvn kevI rIte ÒvIx¦ Aahar‐pa`I ke xrIraid jD Ýa`o=I tuH ÒvvanuH man p` te kaH{ sacuH Òvn n=I. Aha¦ xrIr pote j jD m<tk‐klevr Ke to te vDe tuH kem Òve? wa{¦ potana xuâ cEtNyÝa`o vDe j tuH i5kaz Òve, Ane xuâcEtNyma5vStuna Aa]ye isâpdne sa\Ine said‐AnHt pUr` AanHdmy Òvn Òve Ae j ÒvnuH sacuH Òvn Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ôe ne, Aa isâ wgvHto xrIraid ivna j potana cEtNyÝa`=I prm suqmy Òvn ÒvI ræa Ke. wa{¦ tare sacuH Òvn ÒvvuH hoy to, Aa ÒvTvxi› jemaH éKzI rhI Ke Aeva tara &anma5 Aa„amaH ¹iÚ kr Ane TyaH j lIn =a. StuitmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
taruH Òvn qruH taruH Òvn,...
ÒvI Ô~yuH nemna=e Òvn...
Ahaha...¦ wgvan kevzI je pUr` AanHdmy, pUr` vItragtamy Òvn Òve Ke te qruH‐sacuH Òvn Ke. bakI A&anmy‐ragaidmy Òvn Òve tene ÒvnuH Òvn ko` khe? Ae to bapu¦ wyHkr wavmr` Ke. ]ImdŸmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
—Ù`Ù` wyHkr wavmr e kaH Aho¦ racI rho?˜
bapu deh=I ne rag=I Òvn mane tene to sacuH Òvn ÒvtaH j n=I AavDtuH tene to inrHtr wavmr` j =ya kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
to Òvne dx Ýa` kæa Ke ne?
ha, sHsarI Òvne dx Ýa` kæa Ke. temaH paHc [iNãy, mn‐vcn‐kaya, Aayu*y Ane ¬asoCKvas‐Aeva je dx ãƒÝa` Ke te jDnI dxa Ke, jD$p Ke. Òvna Sv$pmaH teno svR=a Awav Ke. tene Òvna Ýa` khIAe te AsdŸwUt ƒvhar Ke. t=a Ùyopxm$p waveiNãyo, mn‐vcn‐kayana inim¿e kHpn dxa, dehmaH rhevanI yoGyta$p Aayu*y Ane ¬asoCKvas =vanI pyaRynI yoGyta‐Aem je dx Axuâ wavÝa` sHsarIAone hoy
Ke te Axuâ inüyny=I Ke. xuâ inüyny=I te kaH{ Òvna vaStivk prma=R Òvn$p n=I¸ kemke te Axuâ wavÝa` xuâ cEtNyna Sv$pwUt n=I. j¡Ao, Aena (Axuâ wavÝa`) ivna j isâ wgvHto said‐AnHt prm suqmy parmai=Rk Òvn Òve Ke. isâone svR=a dxÝa`$p ÒvTv n=I. ãƒ‐gu maH to phele=I j (sHsar dxa=I j) dxÝa` n hta, hve (isâdxamaH) pyaRymaH p` teno Awav =yo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? dx Ýkarna ƒvhar Ýa`o=I Òv Òve Ke‐Aem khevuH te _pcarnuH k=n Ke. AhÄ Ae vat n=I. AhÄ to Òv sday potana cEtNywavÝa`=I j Òve Ke AevI tenI ÒvTvxi› Ke‐Aem vat Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNyma5 wav$p Aa„ane je lÙmaH le tene AnHtgu Aeksa=e j inmRz pir`mI Ôy Ke, tene xuâ ÒvTvnI Êmvt± dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ saca piv5 Òvnno Êm tene x$ =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke.
&anÝa`, dxRnÝa`, AanHdÝa`, vIyRÝa`‐Aem Aa xi›$p cEtNywavÝa` Ke. Aha¦ Aa cEtNywavÝa` vDe Òv i5kaz Òve Ke. Aa„ムKe tena Òvnne kar`wUt Aa cEtNywavÝa` Ke. Aha¦ Aava cEtNywavÝa`ne \arI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. prHtu dehne, [iNãyne, Aayune ke ragne \arI raqva te ÒvTvxi›nuH Sv$p n=I. Are, Aa„anI AnHt xi›AomaH, Aa dehaid jD Ýa`one \ar` kre AevI ko{ xi› n=I. te=I jDÝa`o=I huH ÒvuH KuH Aem mane Ae to im+ya Ke. AevuH Òvn p` im+ya Ke. dehaid jDna lÙe pir`me Ae Òvn im+ya Ke, dudRxamy Ke.
Are¦ AavI vat Ae e kdI saHwzI n=I. p` Arere¦ Aa ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke wa{¦ Aa deh to fU ={ KU!I jxe, Ane 84na AvtarmaH Òv k–aHy caLyo jxe. wa{¦ tarI dya krnar TyaH ko{ nih hoy. Ane jgtmaH tarI cEtNyvStu isvay tne ko` xr` Ke? ma!e &anma5 Aa„a cEtNy‐prme¬r tuH pote j potanuH xr` Ko Aem Ô`I temaH Aekag/ =a, ne TyaH j lIn =a¸ tne ÒvnuH sacuH AanHdnuH Òvn Ýaº =xe.
Aha¦ 5`lokna na= wgvan ijne¬rdev Aa„anuH Sv$p AevuH frmave Ke ke‐Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao‐gu o Ke. te Aek xi› bIÒ xi›$pe =tI n=I¸ prHtu drek xi›nuH $p bIÒ AnHt xi›AomaH hoy Ke. jemke ‐Aa„amaH s¿a‐AiSt Aek gu Ke. te AiSt gu bIÔ AnHt gu maH jto n=I, p` AiSt gu nuH $p bIÔ AnHt gu maH hoy Ke. &an Ke, dxRn Ke, vIyR Ke‐Aem AnHt gu nuH Ke‐p uH Ke te AiStTvgu nuH $p Ke AiStTvgu nih, p` AiStTvgu nuH $p bIÔ AnHtgu maH Ke. Aam drek xi›maH bIÒ AnHt xi›Ao n=I, prHtu temnuH $p hoy Ke. AevI rIte ÒvTv xi›nuH $p bIÒ AnHt xi›AomaH hoy Ke je vDe AnHt xi›Ao ÒvHt Ke ÒvHt &an ÒvHt dxRn, ÒvHt vIyR‐Ahaha...¦ AevI AnHt xi› jenuH Òvn Ke Aevo wgvan Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ tne qbr n=I p` AHtrHgmaH tuH ¹iÚ‐njr kre to tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevI AnHt cEtNysHpda=I wrelI tarI cIj Ke. AhÄ ÒvTvxi› khIne AacayR wgvan taruH vaStivk Òvn btave Ke. Amne to sHvt 1978maH Aa symsar ha= AaƒuH Tyare shj Aeva _dŸgar nIkzela ke‐Aho¦ AxrIrI (‐isâ) =va ma!enuH Aa xaS5‐prmagm Ke.
wa{¦ Aa xrIr, mn, va`I, [iNãy, bEraH‐KokraH ne pEsa‐Ae b\uH to \Uz\a`I Ke, msa`na wwka Ke. jem msa`maH haDkaH pDela hoy Ke temaH foSfrsne l{ne cmk‐cmk =ya kre¸ tem Aa jgtmaH Aa„a isvay bhar je wwka deqay Ke te foSfrsnI cmk jeva Ke. laqona bHgla hoy, kroDonI sHpi¿ hoy‐Ae b\uH jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke tenI mU# A&anI Òvo ikHmt‐mihma kre Ke. Aha¦ AHdr AnHt AnHt cEtNyl"mIno wHDar Ýwu pote Ke teno mihma Ane ÝtIit jene AavtaH n=I te b\a Òvo du:qI Ke. bharmaH pEsavaza hoy to y du:qI Ke. Ae pEsavazaAone loko wle xe@ khe, p` teAo b\a he@ Ke. A&anIAone \UznI‐pEsanI ikHmt Ke te=I teAo pEsavazane xe@ khe Ke, p` qreqr teAo xe@ n=I. (he@ Ke). AHdr cEtNyl"mISv$p pote Ke tenaH ÝtIit ne Anuwv kre te vaStvmaH xe@‐]e¤ Ke lokmaH tenuH Òvn ]e¤ Ke.
wa{¦ Aa tara FrnI vat Aek var saHwz to qro. Are Ýwu¦ AnHt cEtNysHpda=I wrelI tarI cIj‐tene kdI njrmaH lI\I nih, Ane [iNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØyone j lÙmaH lI\a¦ tne xuH =yuH Ýwu¦ wgvannI AomŸ|vinmaH to Aa AaƒuH ke‐ãƒeiNãy, waveiNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØyo‐Ae b\anuH lÙ KoDI, &anSvwav vDe je Ai\k‐iwþ Ke Aeva wgvan Aa„ano Anuwv krI je e [iNãyone ÒtI Ke tenuH nam sMyG¹iÚ Ke,
Ane te ]e¤ Ke. AhÄ p` Aa khe Ke ke‐&an, dxRn, AanHd, ne vIyR te Òvna cEtNywavÝa` Ke Aha¦ AHt¹RiÚ krI Aava xuâ wavÝa`=I ÒvvuH tenuH nam Òvn Ke Ane te ]e¤ Ke. cEtNywavÝa`=I je Òve Ke, Òvto hto Ane Òvxe tene wgvane Òv kæo Ke. ma!e bihlRÙ m!aDI AHtmuRq =a, ne y=a=R Òvn Ýg! kr.
dxÝa`$p ÒvTv Ke te Axuâ Ke. jDÝa`o=I Òv Òve Ke Ae to vat nih, p` paHc [iNãyo (waveiNãyo) ne mn, vcn, kaya, Aayu ne ¬asoCKvas (AHdr ÒvnI yoGyta$p) ‐Aeva dxÝa`$p je Axuâ ÒvTv tena=I Òv Òve Ke‐Ae vat p` AhÄ n=I levI. AhÄ to xi›Aona Aa Ai\karmaH xuâ ÒvTvnI vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNywavÝa`ne \ar` krI raqe Ke AevI ÒvTvxi› ÝTyek Aa„amaH i5kaz Ke Ane sa\kne‐\m± puruØne AHtrmaH Awed Aek &anma5wavnuH je pir`mn =yuH temaH wegI ÒvTvxi› p` inmRz _Kze Ke. Aha¦ jemaH xi›nuH AavuH xuâ ÒvTv$p pir`mn =ay Ke AevuH &ananHdmy Anakuz xaHitmy Ane Ýwutamy Òvn smiktI Òv Òve te j vaStivk Òvn Ke.
gu na kayRnuH _padan to gu pote j Ke. hve Aavo vItragno marg sU"m Ke. Aene smßya ivna loko to v/t kro, ne tp kro, ne wi› kro‐Aem Aekla iÊyakaHDmaH c#I gya Ke. p` Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke bapu¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I, p` \mR=I ivruâ wav Ke.
wa{¦ ÝTyek xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I to ÝTyek xi›maH \/uv _padan Ane Ùi`k _padan Ke. Aa to diryo Ke, Aa„anI ÒvTv xi› Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke, Ane AenuH pir`mn =taH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. rag te Ùi`k _padan Ae vat AhÄ Ke nih. AhÄ to xi› ne xi›nuH pir`mn xuâ Ke Aem vat Ke.
to ÝvcnsarmaH ragno ktaR &anI Ke Aem Aave Ke?
sma\an: TyaH ÝvcnsarmaH 47 nyonuH v Rn &anÝ\an xElI=I kreluH Ke. TyaH Aa„anuwv =taH ÒvTvxi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH te, t=a sa=e sMyGdxRn‐&an AaidnuH pir`mn je Ke te Ae!lI to xuâta Ke, t=a je!lo rag bakI Ke Ae!lI Axuâta Ke. pir`mnnI ApeÙa je!luH ragnuH pir`mn Ke Aeno ktaR &anIno Aa„a Ke Aem TyaH &anÝ\an xElI=I kæuH Ke. krvalayk Ke Ae ApeÙa (¹iÚnI ApeÙa) &anI ragno ktaR Ke Aem nih, p` potanI pyaRymaH ragnuH pir`mn Ke tene &anI Ô e Ke ke Aa rag maruH pir`mn Ke ne te maramaH =yelo maro Apra\ Ke.
&anno Svwav to Svpr Ýkaxk Ke. te=I &an Svne Ô`e Ke, je xuâta ={ tene Ô e Ke, ne je bakI Axuâta‐ragnuH pir`mn Ke tene p` Aa maro Apra\ Ke Aem Ô e Ke. hve AavI vat¦ Aa to 19mI var cale Ke wa{¦ p` smje nih to xuH =ay? Ae to ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH ne ke‐
je Sv$p smßya ivna, paMyo du:q AnHt,smÔƒuH te pd nmuH, ]I sdŸguÌ wgvHt.re gu`vHta &anI Am<t vrSya re pHcm kazmaH.
Are wa{¦ taruH SvSv$p smßya ivna taro AnHtkaz AnHt du:qmaH j ƒtIt =yo Ke. rag=I iwþ pDI SvSv$pnaH ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv krtaH suq Ýg!e Ke AevuH ]I sdŸguÌ wgvHte Sv$p btaƒuH Ke. Aho¦ Aa to Aa pHcmkazmaH Am<tna meh vrSya Ke. wa{¦ AamaH to duinya=I sav j¡dI vat Ke.
AhÄ khe Ke‐Òvnxi›ne \rnar \/uv\am‐cEtNy\am Ýwu Aa„anI ¹iÚ =taH je Êmvt± Òvnxi›nuH inmRz pir`mn =yuH temaH milnwavno‐Axuâtano‐ƒvharno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ATyare to b\I gDbD cale Ke Aem ke ƒvhar kar` ne inüy kayR‐Aem ke!lak khe Ke, p` wa{¦ Aeno AhÄ inØe\ kre Ke. jem ls` qay ne kSturIno AoDkar Aave Aem kdI bne nih tem ƒvhar=I‐rag=I inüy‐vItragta =ay Aem kdI bne nih. Aa to wgvan kevzInI va`ImaH AavelI vat Ke bapu¦
ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH ]I neimcHã isâaHt cÊvt± deve kæuH Ke ke‐pU aRnHdno na= Aek &ayk Sv$p ÝwunuH |yan krtaH AHdr inüy moÙmagR Ýg!e Ke, ne sa=e ƒvhar moÙmagR p` Ýg!e Ke. Aano A=R xuH? Ahaha...¦ |yandxamaH |yankaze je!lI inmRzta Ýg! ={ Ae!lo to inmRz rTn5y$p inüy moÙmagR Ke, Ane je ALp ragaHx bakI Ke tene TyaH Aarop AapIne ƒvhar moÙmagR kæo Ke. Lyo, AanuH nam te inüy Ane ƒvhar moÙmagR |yanmaH Aeksa=e Ýg! =ay Ke. bakI ƒvhar moÙmagR kaH{ sTya=R moÙmagR Ke Aem n=I. Ae to rag
iwþ iwþ Ke, AekbIÔ=I inrpeÙ Ke. te=I rag ktaR ne inmRz pyaRy tenuH kayR Aem kdI Ke nih. Aha¦ Aa AomŸ|vinmaH AavelI vat Ke.
Aha¦ Ae AomŸ|vinnI gHwIrtanI xI vat¦ j¡Ao, Ý=m devlokno SvamI xÊeNã smiktI Ke¸ te 32 laq ivmanno SvamI Ke, F`amaH to AsHQy dev Ke. tenI p!ra`I‐xcI p` sMyG¹iÚ Ke. bþe AekwvtarI Ke, Aek wv mnu*yno krI bþe moÙ pamvanaH Ke. Aha¦ Aava [Nã‐[Nãa`I wgvannI va`I‐AomŸ|vin saHwzva Aave te va`I kevI hoy¦ Aha¦ Ae va`I Apar gHwIr Ane wƒ Òvone ihtkarI‐suqkarI Ke. Are¦ Aavo mnu*y wv mZyo, jEnmaH jNm =yo Ane KtaH wgvan ijne¬rdev xuH khe Ke te nih smje to fero fog! jxe wa{¦
Ôe to qro¦ Ahaha...¦ wrt cÊvt± hta. Ahaha...¦ temna vEwvnuH xuH khevuH? Apar vEwvna te SvamI hta. 96 hÔr ra`IAo, 96 kroDnuH paydz, 48 hÔr ngr ne 72 hÔr pa!`na te SvamI hta. devtaAo temnI seva krta, [Nã sirqa temna im5 hta. p` teAo smiktI Aa„&anI hta¸ AHdr temne SvSv$pno Anuwv Ane ¹iÚ Ýg! =yaH htaH. te=I Aa b\o vEwv te huH nih, ne AHdr je rag Aave Ke te p` huH nih, huH to &ananHdSv$p KuH, Lyo, Aem manta hta. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚ Ane ¹iÚno ivØy (xuâa„a) ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ teno mihma Aave Aene p` AlaEikk pu~y bH\a{ Ôy Ke tenI ÝaiºnI to xI vat¦ Ae to AtIiNãy suqmy ÒvnnI denarI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ Sv$pnI ¹iÚ nam sMyGdxRn ko{ mha mihmavHt cIj Ke wa{¦ sMyG&an dIipkamaH ÙuLlk b/. \mRdasÒAe smiktno mihma btavtaH Aek ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ke‐jem ko{ S5Ine ma=e pit Ke ne tene prvxp e ko{ doØ lagI Ôy to tenI bhar Ýisiâ =tI n=I tem jenI ¹iÚ Aa„a _pr Ke Aeva &anIne (smiktIne) kmRvx ko{ Axuw ragaid wav AavI Ôy to teno doØ bharmaH ÝisiâmaH Aavto n=I (A=aRtŸ te ALpbH\nuH j kar` =ay Ke). hve AamaH to sacI ¹iÚno mihma btavva Aa ¹ÚaHt Ke. AemaH to lok song#na name éhapoh ne qzwza! mcavva mHDIpD–a. p` bapu¦ Aa to ÙuLlkÒAe AapeluH ¹ÚaHt Ke (song#nuH n=I), ne AemaH to sMyGdxRnno‐Aa„dxRnno mihma btavvanuH Ýyojn Ke. bakI ßyaH dya, dan Aaid xuw ivkLp p` du:q$p Ke, to pKI S5I sHbH\I ivØy‐wognaH Axuw pir`am kem wla hoy, doØriht hoy? Ae to mhapapmy ne mhadu:qmy j Ke. te krvalayk Ke Aem vat j n=I.
wa{¦ prma„a svR&dev Aem khe Ke ke‐Ýwu¦ tuH Aek Òivt vStu Ko ke nih? Ko, to tenuH kar` xuâ cEtNy wav Ýa`ne \ar` krnarI ÒvTv xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÒvTvne l{ne tuH ÒvI‐!kI ræo Ko. kaH{ xrIr=I, [iNãyo=I, ¬as=I, qorak‐pa`I=I ke pEsa=I tuH !kI ræo Ko Aem Ke nih. Ae sHyogI cIj wle ho, p` Aena=I taruH Òvn !k–uH n=I. Aena=I to wgvan¦ tuH iwþ‐j¡do Ko, ne pu~y‐papna wav=I p` j¡do Ko. to Ae iwþ pda=È tara Aa„ãƒne Òvvana‐!kvana kar`wUt kem hoy? n hoy. Ahaha..¦ tarI Òvnxi›maH &an, dxRn, AanHd Ane bz Aem cEtNywav Ýa` pD–a Ke, ne te vDe tuH i5kaz Òivt Ko, wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ Òvnxi›na \rnar xuâ Aa„anI ¹iÚpUvRk AHdrmaH je e Òvnxi›no SvIkar kyÈ tene pyaRymaH inrakuz AanHdnI Òvn‐dxa Ýg!e Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa Òvnxi› to Òvna ÒvnnI jDIbuÎI Ke wa{¦ je e te hStgt krI, mano te Amr ={ Ôy Ke. (tene mrvanI bIk qlas ={ Ôy Ke). wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke
Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge,ya kar` im+yat idyo tj, k–Ç kir deh \reHge?Ab hm Amr wye n mreHge
Aa deh=I, ne qorak‐pa`I=I maruH Òvn Ke, ne Aa rag ne pu~y mne wlaH Ke Aem manIne Ýwu¦ tuH kem sUto Ko? Ahaha...¦ dehaid=I tuH Òvn mane ne pu~yne wluH Ô e Ae to mha ivprItta Ke, im+yawav Ke, ma=e krj Ke bapu¦ palejmaH iptaÒnI pe#I pr besI sJŸJaymaza vaHcto AemaH AavtuH ke‐
shÔnHdI re Aa„a, sUto kH{ inicHt re¸moht`a ri`ya wme, Ôg-Ôg re mitvHt re¦
Ýg! =ay Ke. wa{¦ prpda=È, rag ne pyaRy Ae kaH{ sMyGdxRnno ivØy n=I. ga=a 1pmaH Aem AaƒuH ke‐AbâSp<Ú, AnNy, inyt, AivxeØ Ane sHyu›‐Aeva paHcwavo$p Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke te inüy=I smSt ijnxasnnI AnuwUit Ke kar` ke ]ut&an pote Aa„a j Ke te=I &annI AnuwUit te Aa„anI AnuwUit Ke.
Aa„a AivxeØwav Sv$p Ke, ivxeØ‐gu wed te Aa„a nih¸ gjb vat krI Ke ne¦ (¹iÚna ivØymaH wed smato j n=I.)
Aha¦ Aa S5I, puruØ, npuHsk‐Aem dehne n deqo, ne pu~y‐pap Aaid ivkarne p` n deqo¸ Ahaha...¦ AHdrmaH AnHtgu \am icNma5 wgvan Aa„a i5kaz prma„Sv$pe ivraje Ke tene deqo. Ahaha...¦ Aava injSv$pne je e deQyuH te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, te sMyG&anI Ke ne te moÙmag± Ke. wa{¦ moÙ xBd j ivkar ne du:qnI naiSt, ne prm AanHdnI AiSt sUcve Ke. hve ßyaH Aam Ke TyaH pu~y=I‐ivkar=I moÙno _pay mze Ae vat k–aH rhI? wgvanno‐vItragno marg to wa{¦ b\I baj¡=I coÉqo SpÚ Ke.
Aha¦ jem Aa lok Ak<i5m Ke tem loknuH ムp` ko{Ae kreluH n=I¸ tena gu o ke pyaRyono p` ko{ ktaR n=I. ムAne gu ne pyaRyna ktaR kheva Ae ƒvhar Ke. inüy=I pyaRyna ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr` pyaRy Ke, pyaRynuH kar` ãƒ‐gu nih Ane pr to nih j nih. Aha¦ AavuH vStu‐Sv$p Ô`Ine je pr=I h@I, SvSv$p AnHtxi›yu› &anma5 Aa„amaH lIn =ay Ke tene Òvnxi› inmRz _Kze Ke, tenuH Òvn piv5, _ßßvl bne Ke.
Aa Ýma e ÒvTvxi› pUrI ={.
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2: icitxi› AjDTvSv$p icitxi›. (AjDTv A=aRtŸ cetnTv jenuH Sv$p Ke AevI icitxi›)'
j¡Ao, phelaH ÒvTvxi›maH ÒvTv vDe ÒvnuH i5kaz Òvn isâ kyuÅ hve icitxi› khIne ÒvnuH Ae Òvn AjDTvSv$p A=aRtŸ cEtNymy Ke Aem khe Ke. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH ke Òvnxi› Ke AenuH icitxi› Ke te lÙ` Ke. AhÄ icitxi› j¡dI kem khI? ke Ae vDe ÒvvStu i5kaz AjDTvSv$p‐cEtNymy Ke Aem btavvuH Ke. sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ icitxi› AjDTvSv$p cEtNymy, ne tene \rnar AnHt gu \am ÒvvStu p` AjDTvSv$p cEtNymy. Ahaha...¦ ¹iÚvHtne‐smiktIne AHdr Òvnxi› wegI icitxi› _Kze Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke icitxi›nuH pir`mn p` xuâ cEtNymy AjDTvSv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa rag‐äeØ‐moh ke pu~y‐papna wav te Aa„anI cIj n=I, kemke Ae to b\a jD Ke, ne wgvan Aa„a AjD‐cEtNymy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
phelaH ÒvTvxi› khI AemaH to Òvva$p‐i5kaz !kva$p AenuH pir`mn Ke Aem vat htI, AhÄ j¡dI icitxi› khIne tenuH i5kaz !kva$p‐Òvva$p Òvn Ke te cEtNymy Ke Aem isâ kre Ke. ÒvTvxi›maH icitxi›nuH $p Ke ne? A=aRtŸ ÒvTvxi›nuH icitxi› lÙ` Ke ne? te=I Òvna ÒvTvne AjDTv‐cetnp uH Ke. AavI JI`I vat¦
Ahaha...¦ Aa AjDTvSv$p icitxi› Ke temaH AkayRkar`Tvxi›nuH $p wyuÅ Ke. Aha¦ Aa &anma5 wavmaH icitxi› _Kze Ke to tena pir`mn$p inmRz &an‐dxRnnI Aek$p pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. icitxi›nuH Aa pir`mn =ay temaH kaH{ ragnuH‐ƒvharnuH kar`p uH Ke Aem n=I. icitxi›na pir`am ragnuH kayR nih, ne
&an‐dxRnnI inmRz dxa _Tpþ =ay Ke tenuH kar` ãƒ‐gu ne khIAe Aey ƒvhar=I Ke. vaStvmaH je pir`mn =yuH tenaH kar`‐kayR te pir`mnmaH Ke, ãƒ‐gu p` tenuH kar` n=I. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦ kzx!IkamaH AavI gyuH ke‐pir`am‐kayR =ay tenaH ãƒ‐gu _pcarma5=I kar` Ke. inmRz pyaRyno Anuwv Ýg! =yo te kayR Ke, ãƒ‐gu` tenaH kar` _pcar=I Ke, ƒvhar=I Ke ne prvStu ne prwav to AenaH kar`‐kayR Ke j nih.
sH. 1971nI salmaH sHÝdaymaH bpore Aek mo!I swamaH ƒaQyanmaH Ame kheluH ke‐ÒvnI pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te kmRna kar e =ay Ke Aem bIlkul n=I. Amara guÌ wiãk hta, teAo saHwzta hta. Tyare Aa ã#ta=I kæuH ke ÒvmaH je ivkar =ay Ke te kmRne l{ne =ay Ke Ae vat bIlkul sacI n=I. vzI ivkarno nax =vo Ae p` ko{ prnuH kam Ke Aem n=I. ivkarno nax‐ƒy p` potana Svwavna AHt:puruØa=R=I =ay Ke. kmRno nax =ay to ivkarno nax =ay AevI qreqr vStuiS=it n=I. Aha¦ te vqte sHÝdaymaH qzwza! mcI gyelo. damngrna Aek g<hS= xe@ hta te bolI _@ela ke‐Aa k–aH Ke wa{? Aa to dora ivnanI pDa{ _DaDe Ke Aem ke‐guÌAe to AavuH kdI kæuH n=I, ne Aa k–aH=I AaƒuH? p` wa{¦ AavI j vStuiS=it Ke.
jD kmRnI pyaRy =ay Ke te prma una Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, ne Aa„anI pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te potana Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, ãƒ‐gu`=I nih Ane pr=I p` nih. ivkar =ay Ke temaH kmR inim¿ AvXy hoy Ke, p` tene l{ne Òvne ivkar =ay Ke Aem Ke nih¸ ivkarno vaStivk ktaR kmR n=I.
ÒvTvxi› pKI Aa bIÒ icitxi› AacayRdeve v RvI Ke. Aa icitxi›, khe Ke, AjDTvSv$p Ke. wa{¦ Aa„amaH xa¬t dxRn‐&anmy cetnaxi› Ke te AjDTvSv$p Ke. Ane xi›nuH kayR nIpje te p` AjDTvSv$p Ke. te=I prãƒ‐jDムAne prwav tenaH kar`‐kayR n=I. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. &annI inmRz dxanuH ko{ ANy‐prãƒ‐prwav kar` nih, ne kayR p` nih. Aha¦ pUveR kdIy Òve Aa ApUvR magR Ýg! kyÈ n=I¸ AnHtkaz Aeno rqDvamaH‐ctugRit pirw/m`maH j gyo Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa icitxi› AjDTvSv$p Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐xuâ &ancetna$p pir`am te AenuH kayR Ke, ivkar‐kmRcetna te AenuH kayR n=I. Aha¦ Aa gu Ane Aa gu I Aa„a‐Aevo wed ka#I naqIne Awed Aek icNma5 Aa„anI ¹iÚ krva vDe xi›nuH kayR je &ancetna‐&andxRn$p pir`am te Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ te pir`amnuH ko{ prムkar` n=I. xuH kI\uH? wgvannI va`I saHwzI ma!e sMykŸ &anmy pyaRy Ýg! ={ Aem n=I.
to phelaH &an nhotuH, va`I saHwZya pKI &an =yuH to saHwzva=I &an Ýg! =yuH ke nih? to khe Ke
na, Aem n=I¸ &annI dxa pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, va`I=I nih, va`I saHwzI te inim¿ AvXy Ke, p` inim¿ne l{ne &an Ýg! =yuH n=I¸ &an te inim¿nuH kayR n=I. vzI inim¿na lÙe je &an =ay te to prlÙI &an Ke, te kaH{ vaStivk‐y=a=R &an n=I. ãƒSvwavnI AHt:¹iÚpUvRk je &an =ay te j vaStivk‐sTya=R &an Ke. Are wa{¦ je cetna potane cete‐Ô e nih tene cetna ko` khe? Ae to jDp uH =yuH bapu¦ je Svne cete‐Ô e te j prne y=a=R cete‐Ô e Ke Ane te j icitxi›nuH kayR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...¦
smysarnI bIÒ ga=amaH ;jIvo' xBd Ke AemaH=I AacayRdeve Aa ÒvTvxi› ka#I Ke, ne ÒvTvnuH icitxi› lÙ` Ke te=I AhÄ bIÒ icitxi› khI. Ahaha...' Aa ÒvTvxi›, icitxi› [Tyaid xi›Ao Ke
AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„amaH Anakar _pyogmyI Aek ¹ixxi› Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐Aa Aa„a, Aa &an, Aa dxRn, Aa pyaRy, Aa hey ne Aa _padey‐Aem ko{ wed paD–a ivna je samaNy Ýitwas =ay Ke te ¹ixxi›nuH kayR Ke. Ahaha...¦ wed jeno ivØy n=I AevI Anakar _pyogmyI ¹ixxi› Ke. Anakar Ae!le ivxeØ ivna samaNyp e deqvuH. Ahaha...¦ jemaH &ey$p Aakar n=I, ivxeØ n=I, jemaH s¿ama5 pda=Rno Ýitwas =ay Ke AevI samaNy Avloknma5 ¹ixxi› Ke. Aa ¹ixxi› sU"m Ke. wed paDIne ivxeØp e Ô`vuH Ae to &annuH kayR Ke. Aa Aa„a Ke Aem in Ry =yo Ae to &an Ke. te &anna =va phelaH (KÍS=ne) ¹ixxi›maH samaNy Ýitwas$p _pyog vteR Ke. (kevzIne &an ne dxRn bNne _pyog sa=e vteR Ke).
wavnuH pir`mn =taH AHdr ¹ixxi› _Kze Ke‐pir`me Ke, Ane sa=e AnHt xi›Ao _Kze Ke‐pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa b\I Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke A=aRtŸ te kaze temnI jNmÙ` Ke to Ýg! =ay Ke. Ývcnsarna &ey Ai\karmaH ga=a 102maH Aa vat AavI Ke. &eyno (ãƒno) Aavo Svwav Ke Aem TyaH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
]I jysenacayRdeve Aa (Ývcnsarna) &ey Ai\karne sMyGdxRnno Ai\kar kæo Ke. TyaH &eyno Svwav Ae!le ãƒna SvwavnI vat Ke. KAe ãƒono Aa Svwav Ke ke tenI ÝTyek pyaRynI jNmÙ` Ke. A=aRtŸ je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te pyaRy te smye Ýg! =ay j Ke. ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke. Tyare to kæuH ke‐Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ono smuday te Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ wgvanno pH= jevo Ke tem QyalmaH levo Ôe{Ae.
Aekek xi› potana Svwav=I j pir`mn kre Ke, ne temaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke. Aa vStuSvwav Ke. ƒvhar=I p` xi› Ýg! =ay ne inüy=I p` Ýg! =ay Aem Ke nih. lokone sTya=RnI qbr n=I te=I teAo Aa vatno ivro\ kre Ke, p` qreqr to teAo potano ivro\ kre Ke. xuH =ay? Aekek xi› inmRzp e pir`me Ke temaH ƒvharno Awav j Ke. Aa Syaäad Ane Aa AnekaNt Ke. AnekaNtno A=R Aevo n=I ke inmRz pyaRy ƒvhar‐ragna lÙey =ay ne potana inüy ãƒna lÙey =ay. Ae to fUdDIvad Ke wa{¦
Aa„a cEtNyvStu Ke te ムKe. temaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. xi›nuH pir`mn =ay te pyaRy Ke. Ane je vedn =ay te pyaRymaH =ay Ke. xi› to inTy \/uvSv$pe Ke, temaH kayR n=I, kayR pyaRymaH =ay Ke. vedn‐Anuwv pyaRymaH =ay Ke. ;Anuwv kro, Anuwv kro' ‐Aem ke!lak khe Ke. p` ibcaraAone Anuwv xI cIj Ke AenI qbr n=I. inrakul AanHdnuH vedn =ay te Anuwv Ke, Ane te pyaRy Ke. j¡Ao, pyaRymaH du:q Ke, ãƒ‐gu maH du:q n=I. Svanuwv krtaH pyaRymaH je du:q Ke teno nax =ay Ke, ne AanHdna vednnI nvI AvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke. p` hve vedaHtIAonI jem pyaRy xuH cIj Ke AenIy qbr n mze Ane AnuwvnI vat kre, p` tene Anuwv xI rIte =ay? Aene to du:qno j Anuwv rhe. wa{¦ _pyognI dxane AHtmuRq‐Svaiwmuq kyaR ivna SvanuwvnI dxa Ýg!tI n=I. vItrag svR& prme¬re khelI vStu jem Ke tem y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.
Aa„anI xi›Ao Ke te pair`aimkwavSv$p Ke. ¹ixxi› te wav (i5kazI) Ane Aa„ムte wavvan. t=a te bþe pir`aimkwave Ke. pyaRymaH je wav Ýg!e Ke te bIÒ cIj Ke. Aa to xi› Ane xi›van shj Ak<i5m Svwav$p Ke te pair`aimkwave Ke. te nvIn _Tpþ =to n=I, ne teno Awav =to n=I. Aha¦ Aava pair`aimkwav$pe ¹ixxi› Ke. pyaRyo nvI nvI _Tpþ =ay Ke, &an, dxRn Aaid gu`o Ke te _Tpþ =ta n=I, ivnxta p` n=I, i5kaz xa¬tp`e rhe Ke. Aho¦ Aa jEndxRn bhu sU"m AlaEikk Ke. teno p¿o lagI Ôy tena wvno AHt AavI Ôy Ke. Aena ivna b\a iÊyakaHD‐v/t, tp Aaid svR‐fog! Ke, sHsarnuH‐bH\nuH j kar` bne Ke.
Aha¦ i5kazI ¹ixxi› Ke te pair`aimkwave Ke. 320mI ga=amaH moÙnuH kar` k–a wav Ke teno qulaso kyÈ Ke. AaEdiyk, AaEpximk, Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk‐Aa car wav pyaRy$p Ke, ne ãƒ‐gu Ke te pair`aimkwav Ke. temaH=I moÙnuH kar` ko`? TyaH qulaso kyÈ Ke ke‐
‐pair`aimkwav Ke te moÙnuH kar` n=I, kemke te AiÊy Ke, temaH kayR =tuH n=I.
‐AaEdiykwav moÙnuH kar` n=I, kemke ragaid AaEdiykwav Ke te bH\$p ne bH\nakar`$p Ke.
‐bakIna _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk Ae 5` wav moÙnuH kar` =ay Ke kemke te xi›na inmRz kayR$p Ke.
AhÄ dxRnxi›nI vat cale Ke. Aha¦ tenuH AHxe inmRz pir`mn Ke te Ùyopxmwave Ke, kevzdxRn Ùaiykwav$p Ke ne dxRnmaH _pxmwav hoto n=I ne xi›na pir`mnmaH AaEdiykwavno to Awav j Ke. AavI vat Ke.
co=a gu S=anke Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ke te Ùaiykwav Ke. ]e Ik raÔ Ý=m baEâ\m± hta. temne muinrajno
4: &anxi› ;sakar _pyogmyI &anxi›. (je &ey pda=Èna ivxeØo$p AakaromaH _pyu› =ay Ke AevI
&anopyogmyI &anxi›.)'
;sakar _pyogmyI &anxi›' ‐Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? phelaH inrHjn inrakar ¹ixxi› khI. te &eypda=Ène svRne s¿ama5 deqva$p Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐je smye ¹ixxi› Ke tej smye Aa„amaH sakar _pyogmyI &anxi› Ke. &anxi› sakar Ke Ae!le xuH? ke te &eypda=Ène‐Sv Ane pr, Òv Ane AÒv svR pda=Ène‐ivxeØp e iwþ iwþ krIne p` Ô e Ke. &an Awedne Ô e Ke, wedne p` Ô e Ke ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy‐svRne Ô e Ke. Ahaha..¦ &annuH ko{ AlaEikk sam+yR Ke, Aeno Aa mhan ivixÚ Svwav Ke ke te svRne‐svR wavone wed$p p` Ô e Ke. A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH Aave Ke ke‐
Aho¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH ¹ixxi›no _pyog ko{ p` wed kyaR ivna pU R deqe Ane te ¹ixxi›na pir`mnnI sa=e &anxi›nuH je pir`mn Ke te pir`mn Aekek ãƒne iwþ iwþ Ô`e, Aekek gu ne iwþ iwþ Ô e, Aekek pyaRyne iwþ iwþ Ô e, Ane Aekek pyaRyna AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKedone iwþ iwþ Ô e. Aa rIte Aek smynI &annI pyaRy svRne iwþ iwþ Ô e Ane te j smye ¹ixxi›nI pyaRy svRne Aiwþ deqe. Aho¦ Aa &annI ko{ AdŸwut lIla Ke. AavI vat¦
hve [iNãyo=I‐inim¿=I ne ivkLp=I Aa„a Ô e Ae to k–aHy dUr rhI gyuH (A&anmaH gyuH), AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„amaH sakar _pyogmyI Aek &anxi› Ke jena Aek smyna inmRz _pyogmaH Sv‐pr siht svR Òv‐AÒv pda=È Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ &annI Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHta isâo ne kevzI wgvHto &eyp e j`ay AevuH AicHTy AenuH sam+yR Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
&anxi› sakar _pyogmyI Ke. sakar Ae!le xuH? Ýdex ApeÙa tene Aa„ano AsHQyÝdexI A$pI Aakar‐Ùe5 Ke ma!e &an sakar Ke Aem vat AhÄ n=I. vzI tene jem jD‐pudŸglne SpxaRid siht Aakar‐mUtRp uH hoy Ke tevo mUtR Aakar Ke Aem p` n=I, kemke Aa„a to i5kaz A$pI‐AmUtR j Ke. te=I pudŸglnI jem mUtRp uH
Aha¦ Svaiwmuq &anno _pyog potane Ô e Ke, i5kazI \/uvne Ô e Ke, sa=e Aena AnHta gu one ne AnHtI pyaRyone Ô e Ke, AHtrHgmaH Ýg! =yelI AtIiNãy AanHdnI lhrne p` Ô e Ke. wle ]ut&anno _pyog hoy, ]ut&annI pyaRynuH p` sam+yR Ae!luH Ke ke te potana i5kazI ãƒne, i5kazI gu one Ane potanI AnHt pyaRyone Ô e Ke Ane AnHta pr ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne‐b\ane &annI pyaRy Ô`I le Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`vano jeno AÙy Apirimt Svwav Ke te kone n Ô e? Ahaha...¦ &an pote potamaH j iS=t rhIne svRne Ô`I le Ke. Aha¦ AavI sakar _pyogmyI ÒvmaH &anxi› i5kaz Ke. Aha¦ AavI xi›vaza xi›van Aa„ano mihma lavI AHtrmaH AenI Ìic kre tene kevz&annI xHka rhe nih.
khIne _pyognuH &angu sa=e Awedp uH hovanuH isâ kyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ je _pyog &anSvwavI SvãƒmaH Aekakar‐Awed ={ ÝvteR tene j, khe Ke, Ame _pyog khIAe KIAe. Aha¦ je _pyog bhar prãƒmaH ne ragaidmaH tNmy ={ ÝvteR tene Aa„ano _pyog kheta j n=I, tene inmRz &annI pir`it kheta n=I¸ Ae to A&an Ke. Aa xi›no Ai\kar bhu sU"m Ke. Aa potana ihtnI vat Ke, p` iht k–are =ay? Ahaha...¦ vtRman &annI pyaRy &anSvwavI SvãƒnI sNmuq ={ temaH tNmyp e ÝvteR Tyare ;Aa huH &anSvwavI SvムKuH'‐Aem &an‐]âan Ýg! =ay Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an Ke, Ane Aa iht$p \mR Ke. A&anIne p` &annI dxamaH Svムj`ay Ke, p` tenuH lÙ TyaH Svムpr n=I, tenuH lÙ bhar pyaRy ne ragaid pr Ke. te=I tene &anSvwavI Aa„ムhuH KuH Aem Ô`p uH n =taH Aa vtRman pyaRy ne ragaid huH KuH Aem im+ya &an‐]âan =ay Ke. Aa potana AihtnI du:qnI dxa Ke. wa{¦ _pyog injSv$pmaH Aekakar‐Awed ={ ÝvteR te j ihtnI dxa Ke te j moÙmagR Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› Ke te shj Svwav$p pair`aimkwav$p Ke. A&anI Òvne AenI qbr n=I. Ahaha...¦ p` Aa i5kaz pair`aimkwav Ke Aem j`ay k–are? AenuH wan k–are =ay? to khe Ke‐SvSv$pmaH AHtr‐Aekag/ ={ AenI s¿ano SvIkar kre Tyare. Ahaha...¦ pair`aimkwav to i5kaz Ke, p` AHtmuRq &anna pir`mnmaH teno Ýitwas =ay Tyare te Ke Aem inüy =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ AHtr‐Aekag/ta=I inüy kyaR ivna Ae Ke Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? Aha¦AavuH bhu sU"m vStunuH Sv$p Ke. tene hm`aH nih smje to wa{¦ k–are smÒx?
Aha¦ bs Ô`vuH Ae &anno Svwav Ke. &an jem Svãƒne Ô e tem pudŸglaid prãƒne Ô e Ke ne Aek smynI pyaRymaH ivkar‐rag Ke teney Ô e Ke. p` te=I kaH{ &an pudŸglaid prãƒ$p ke rag$p ={ jtuH n=I¸ A=aRtŸ te pudŸglaid prãƒne ke ragne krtuH n=I. Aa vStuiS=it Ke. Anaid=I Aa nih manto hova=I j Òv A&anI Ke. &an Svãƒne Ô e tem tena AnHt gu ne p` iwþ iwþ Ô e Ke, p` &an kaH{ bIÔ AnHt gu $p ={ jtuH n=I. Ôe =ay to &an j n rhe, &anno Awav =ay, Ane to ãƒno p` Awav =ay. p` Aem Ke nih. ãƒmaH Aek gu bIÔ gu $p =ay AevI vStuiS=it j n=I. KtaH b\a AnHt gu Aek ãƒmaH Awedp e ƒapk Ke. Aha¦ Aava AwednI jene ¹iÚ =ay tene AHdr AanHd _Kze Ke A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. lokone qbr nih Ae!le ;AekaNt Ke' Aem raDo paDe p` bapu¦ Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke. tuH saHwz to qro¸ waGy hoy to saHwzvay mze AevI Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒnI AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke. xi› kho ke gu kho¸ Ahaha...¦ Aekek gu svR AnHt gu maH ne AnHtgu my ãƒmaH ƒapk Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒmaH ƒapk Ke, gu maH ƒapk Ke, Ane Awed Aek i5kazI ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Ane Tyare rag iwþ rhI Ôy Ke kemke AwednI ¹iÚmaH rag ƒapto n=I. Aha¦ phelaH pyaRymaH rag ƒapto hto, im+yaTvaid ƒaptaH htaH, Ane Tyare sHsarnuH fz AavtuH htuH p` hve ßyaH ヹiÚ ={, Aa &anSvwavI huH Aa„a KuH Aem ¹iÚ ={ to pyaRymaH &an ne AanHd _KZyaH, AnHt xi›Ao inmRz _KzI. Ahaha...¦ AtIiNãy &an ne AanHd Ýg! =yaH. prãƒmaH=I maruH &an ne suq Aave Ke Aeva im+ya AiwÝayno nax ={ gyo, ne &anna inmRz inmRz pir`mnnI \arano Êm x$ =yo. Aho¦ AavI ヹiÚ AlaEikk cIj Ke.
Aha¦ Aa &anxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. temaH &anxi› i5kaz \/uv$pe Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke Ane pyaRymaH &anna _pyog$p tenuH pir`mn =ay te Ùi`k _padan Ke. hve AavI vat tmarI laEikk kolejna w`trmaH bI. Ae. ne Ael. Ael. bI. maH n Aave. p` Aa to kevl&annI kolej bapu¦ Ahaha...¦ ßyaH &anxi›nuH Sv‐Aa]ye inmRz pir`mn =yuH TyaH Ae &ane potanuH i5kazI ムÔ~yuH, potana AnHt gu Ô~ya, potanI inmRz pir`it p` Ô`I¸ Ahaha...¦ te smye AtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn =yuH tem (potanuH Ke Aem) Ô~yuH, Ahaha...¦ p` ƒvharrTn5yno rag k–aHy dUr rhI gyo. (potano Ke Aem n j`ayo.) Ahaha...¦ AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. ƒvhar=I‐rag=I p` \mR =ay Ane inüy=I p` \mR =ay AevuH AnekaNtnuH Sv$p n=I¸ Ae to fudDIvad Ke.
Aa xi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. temaH &anxi› Ke te i5kazI gu Ke, Ane gu nuH \rnaruH i5kazI ムKe te gu I Ke. Ahaha...¦ TyaH gu I‐i5kazI ムsNmuqnI ¹iÚ =taH xi› Ke te Êmvt± inmRz inmRz pir`me Ke, ne ivkar to k–aHy iwþ rhI Ôy Ke. Are wa{¦ xi› Ane xi›na pir`mnmaH ivkarno sday Awav Ke, kemke ivkarne kre AevI Aa„ãƒmaH ko{ j xi› n=I. Aa ƒvharrTn5yno rag =ay te xi›nuH kayR n=I, inmRz &ananHdmy pir`mnmaH ƒvhar rTn5yno to Awav j Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. Aho¦ Aavo magR idgHbr sHtoAe quLlo kyÈ Ke. hve AemaH mne n smÔy AevuH xLy jva de wa{¦ sHtoAe tne smÔy AevI cIj Ke Aem Ô`Ine Aa vat krI Ke.
wa{¦ ij&asa=I |yan d{ne Aa smje to Aa„&an ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. Aha¦ pa`InI trs lagI hoy to Fre FoDo hoy tene n khevay ke‐pa`I lav¸ p` jenamaH smjxi› Ke teva Aa@ vrsna bazkne khevay ke pa`I lav. Ahaha...¦ tem AacayRdev jenamaH smjxi› Ke Aeva sH&I wƒ Òvone khe Ke ke‐&anSv$pI wgvan Aa„ane tuH Ô`. Ahaha... AHdr Ô`vana Svwavvazo wgvan Aa„a tuH Ko‐tene tuH Ô`. Ahaha...¦ AacayRdev kaH{ jD xrIrne ke ragne kheta n=I ke tuH Aa„ane Ô`¦
p` Are wa{¦ Ae pEsa ne Aab$ ne ivØyo‐Ae b\uH to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke. AemaH‐jDmaH suq k–aH Ke ke tne mze? AemaH=I suq mze Aem 5`kazmaH sHwivt n=I. suq to tara Aa„ano Svwav Ke temaH Aekag/ =a ne temaH j roka{ Ô¸ tne suq mzxe.
Aha¦ SvSv$pmaH tNmy AevI &annI pyaRy potane Ô`tI Ýg! ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 102maH Aa vat Aave Ke. Aha¦ _Tpþ =vano te kaz hto to &annI pyaRyno _Tpad =yo. te _Tpad pUvR pyaRy Ane \/uvnI ApeÙa raqto n=I. jra JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ &annI pyaRy \/uvnI sNmuq =yelI \/uvne Ô e qrI, p` te pyaRy \/uvnI ApeÙa raqtI n=I. te pyaRy pote j kar` Ane pote j kayR Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH pr=I‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ=I =ay ne ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? Aha¦ AavI cEtNyna _pyogmyI Aa„anI Aek Asa\ar` &anxi› Ke je Aek &anma5 wavmaH _Kze Ke, Ane Tyare ]âa, cair5 AanHd Aaid AnHt xi›Ao wegI _Kze Ke Ane Aa„ane AicHTy AanHd pmaDe Ke. Aavo magR Ke wa{¦
Aha¦ Aava &anSvwavI Aa„anI SvsNmuq ={ AHtr‐ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke Ane te \mR Ke.
Aa Ýma e Aa co=I &anxi› pUrI ={.
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p: suqxi› ;Anakuzta jenuH lÙ` A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke AevI suqxi›.'
Ahaha...¦ xuH kI\uH? ke Aa„amaH Òvna Òvn$p jem Aek ÒvTvxi› Ke tem Aek AtIiNãy AanHdxi› Ke A=aRtŸ Aa„ana Anakuz AanHdSvwavmy AanHdxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a i5kaz siCcdanHd Ýwu Ke. AemaH stŸ nam xa¬t ictŸ Ane AanHd xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. jem ムi5kaz Ke tem temaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI \/uv Aa„ムAHdr pUr` AanHdna Svwav=I wreluH Ke tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH, tenI sNmuq ¹iÚ krI pir`mtaH, AHdr=I Aa AanHdxi› _Kze Ke A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHdna sHvednvazI Anakuz
kaH{ kuzpâitnI cIj n=I wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ AHdr pU`aRnHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz ivraje Ke tenI Ìic‐ÝtIit =vI te sMyGdxRn Ke, Ane te SvanuwUitnI dxamaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa smikt to svR \mRnuH mUz Ke wa{¦ hve smikt xuH cIj Ke Aey Ô e nih te Aeno puruØa=R kem kre? Ane ivna smikt cair5nI dxa kem Ýg! =ay? Aa \aimRk vgRmaH Aavela saE brabr Ô e ke smikt Ane \mR‐cair5 xuH cIj Ke, kemke lokmaH Ae j sarwUt ihtkarI cIj Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐
—tInlok ithu¥kal maHih nihH dxRn so suqkarI¸skl \rmko mUb yhI [s ibn krnI du:qkarI.˜
wa{¦ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH AaquH i5kazI Aa„ムAavI Ôy Aem nih, p` AemaH pU R AanHdSvwav Aeva i5kazI ãƒnI ne Aena pU R i5kazI sam+yRnI ÝtIit‐]âa AvXy AavI Ôy Ke. Aho¦ sMyGdxRn AavI ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke. AenI Ýaiº =taH inmRz rTn5y$pI moÙmagR qulI Ôy Ke. Aha¦ co=e, paHcme, Kõe gu S=ane sMyGdxRn siht je AHtra„a Ke tene ixvmgcarI kæo Ke. Kh#alamaH Aave Ke ke‐
\Uzey suqI n=I saHwzne. suq to dUr rho, Ae sHyogomaH suqnI gH\ey n=I¸ _l!uH Aena trfnuH je vl` Ke te mha pap Ane du:q Ke. wa{¦ suq to tene khIAe jemaH AakuztanI KaH! p` n hoy Ane je kdI nax n pamI Ôy, kdI pl!I n Ôy.
gjsukumar muinnI vat xaÏmaH Aave Ke. ßyare ]Ik<*` ]I neimna= wgvannaH dxRn krva ha=I pr besIne smosr`maH Ôy Ke Tyare tena qozamaH nanawa{ gjsukumar be@el Ke. magRmaH Aek sonInI Ait Sv$pvan kNya sonana geDIdDe rmtI htI. tene dUr=I Ôe{ne ]Ik<*`e sevkone Aa&a krI ke‐Aa kNyane AHt:purmaH l{ ÔAo, tenaH gjsukumar sa=e lG™ krvaH Ke. sevko te kNyaHne AHt:purmaH l{ gya, Ane AhÄ ]Ik<*` gjsukumarne l{ne wgvannaH dxRna=R smosr`maH p\ayaÅ. pKI xuH =yuH? Aha¦ wgvannI ’|vin saHwzIne gjsukumarnuH ic¿ Ait d<# vEraGy=I wra{ gyuH. teAo boLya‐na=¦ huH muinp uH AHgIkar krva cahuH KuH. mata devkI pase j{ kheva laGya‐he mata¦ AHdr AanHdno na= ivraje Ke tenI sarsHwaz‐surÙa ma!e huH wgvtI dIÙa AHgIkar krva maguH KuH. hve huH Sv$pnI sHwaz ma!e vnmaH Ôë KuH. he mata¦ Aa dehnuH mmTv dUr kro. marI pyaRymaH jra du:q Ke, p` te du:qno mara AanHdnI pir`itmaH Awav Ke.
kevo Ke smysar? ;SvanuwUTya ckaSte' Ahaha...¦ mara AanHdno na= SvanuwvÝTyÙ inj SvanuwUit=I Ýg! =ay tevo Ke. Aha¦ te dya, dan, Aaid ko{ ƒvharna wavo=I Ýg! =to n=I. vzI
;icTSvwavay wavay' Ahaha¦ ;wavay' nam s¿aSv$p Aa„pda=R icTSvwavmy Ke, &an‐dxRn$p cEtNySvwavmy Ke. Aha¦ &anaid gu Ke te teno Svwav Ke, Ane SvanuwUitmaH te Ýisâ =ay Ke. vzI
;svRwavNtriCKde' 5`kaz 5`lokna smSt pda=Ène Aek smymaH pU R Ô e Aevo teno svR&Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa svR&xi› phelaH je &anxi› khI temaH giwRt Ke. Aha¦ Aavo svR&Svwav SvanuwUitmaH Ýaº =ay Ke. Aavo sU"m marg Ke wa{¦
Are wa{¦ tara SvwavmaH to AekluH suq‐suq‐suq bs suq j wyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ vI`ana tarne KeDtaH jem J`J`a! krtI vage Ke tem suqxi›=I wrela Aa„amaH Aekag/ =taH J`J`a! krtI suqna sHvednnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Are¦ Aene inj Svwavno mihma n=I¦ AnHt gu na rs=I wrela injpdnI sHwaz kyaR ivna Aha¦ te Anaid=I prpdne potanuH manI wvsagrmaH go=aH qaya kre Ke. Aha¦ AenI dudRxanI xI vat¦ daÌ` du:qo=I wrelI AenI k=nI ko` khI xke? Are wa{¦ AhÄ AacayR wgvan tne taruH suqin\an btave Ke. to hve to injin\an pr Aek var njr kr. Aha¦ njr krtaH j tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevuH taruH idƒ AlaEikk in\an Ke. Aha¦
;mara nynnI Aazse re, nIrQya n meH ny`e hir.'
Aa hir te ko{ bIÒ cIj nih, inj xuâa„a icdanHdFn Ýwu te hir Ke. je du:qne hre A=aRtŸ suqne kre te hir Ke. pHca|yayImaH Aave Ke ke‐ ;hrit [it hir:' du:qna bIjwUt je im+yaTvaidne hre te hir nam suqin\an AanHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ Ýmad KoDIne, ivØyonuH vl` KoDIne potana hir nam wgvan Aa„ane Aekag/ ={ nIrqvo, wjvo te suqno _pay Ke. Lyo....
bH\wav Ke, cEtNynI ivruâ Ôitno Ke temaH cEtNyÝkaxno AHx n=I, te potane y Ô`to n=I, ne cEtNySv$p Aa„ane y Ô`to n=I ma!e te Acetn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aho¦ Aavo marg sUrjna Ýkaxna jevo SpÚ idgHbr sHtoAe quLlo krI dI\o Ke. p` deqe tene deqay ne¦
;mara nynnI Aazse re, nIrQya n meH ny`e hir' Are¦ &an, AanHd Aaid AnHtgu ‐l"mI=I xowayman inj xuâa„a te ]I hir‐tene Ae e Ýmad
KoDIne AnHtkazmaH dI@a nih¦ hve ]Ihir nam xuâa„anI vat p` saHwzva n mze te Aeno k–are ivcar kre, Ane k–are Aene deqe‐]âe? k–are AenI ruic kre? p` Aa AnHtkaze Ýaº n =ay AevI AlaEikk cIj Ke wa{¦ (Aem ke AenI Ýaiºno Aa AmULy Avsr Ke).
sadI waØamaH to khevay Ke Ýwu¦ Aa S5I‐puruØnaH xrIr Ke Ae to haDkaH, camDaH ne maHs‐ma!I Ke. te kaH{ Aa„a Ke? na¸ te Aa„a nih, ne tene kre‐rce te y Aa„a nih. vzI AHdr pu~y‐papna wav =ay Ke te xuH Aa„a Ke? na¸ te Aa„a nih, ne tene rce te y Aa„a nih¸ kemke Ae to Acetn jD tÀv Ke, ne wgvan Aa„a Aekla cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Ke. jenI Sfur`a vDe pyaRymaH inmRz rTn5ynI‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI rcna =ay tene Aa„anuH vIyR A=aRtŸ Aa„a khIAe bakI ragnI‐ivkarnI rcna kre tene Aa„anuH vIyR ko` khe? Ae to npuHsk vIyR Ke, kemke Aene \mRnI _Tpi¿ =tI n=I¸ smysar ga=a 1p4nI !IkamaH Aeva Òvone ÉlIb nam npuHsk kæa Ke.
Are Ýwu¦ tuH wgvan jevo wgvan ={ne, iwqarInI jem pamr bnI sHsarmaH rJze Ke¦ tuH 5` lokno na= cEtNySv$p Ýwu‐tara gwRmaH AnHt&an, AnHtdxRn, AnHtsuq, AnHtvIyR, svR&Tv, svRdixRTv Aaid AnHt inmRz xi›Ao pDI Ke teno tuH pyaRymaH Ýsv n kre Ane pu~y‐papno‐milntano Ýsv kre Ae xuH tne xowa de Ke? j¡Ao, ko{ S5Ine gwR rhe Ane te covIs vØR su\I rhe Ke. gwRmaH rhevanI _Tk<Ú iS=it covIs vØR Ke Aem xaÏmaH k=n Ke. AevI iS=itmaH p` tuH AnHt var ræo wgvan? gwRvasmaH rhevanI _Tk<Ú iS=it 24 vØRnI Ke ma!e AnHtkaze Aa Avsr Aaƒo Ke to i5kazI ãƒSvwavnuH lÙ krI, Sv$psNmuq ={ hm`aH j pyaRymaH &an Ane AanHdno Ýsv kr. vItrag svR& prme¬rnI Aa Aa&a Ke wa{¦ lokone stŸ saHwzva mze nih Ae!le ibcara xuH kre? teAo dya, dan v/t Aaid iÊya Ane xrIrnI iÊyane potanuH ktRƒ manI im+yawavna sevn vDe car gitmaH rJzI mre Ke. xuH =ay? im+yawavna sevnnuH AevuH j fz Ke.
wa{¦ tarI cEtNyvStuna pe!maH (‐Ùe5maH) AnHt‐gu ‐l"mIno wHDar wyÈ Ke. TyaH njr krvane bdle bharnI \nsHpi¿ Ôe{ tuH hrqay Ke p` AemaH xuH Ke? Ae to \UznI \Uz (pudŸgl‐rj) bapa¦ Aa Ôeta n=I Ait t<*`avHt mo!a kroDpit ne AbÔepit mrIne Ù`maH k–aHy nrkaidmaH caLya Ôy Ke¦ wa{¦ tare suqI =vuH hoy to AHdr (SvSv$pmaH) njr kr.
\mRna name ATyare to v/t kro, piDma lo, _pvas kro, Aa kro ne te kro Aem Ý$p`a cale Ke. p` AemaH to \Uze y \mR n=I saHwzne. Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke, AemaH \mRno AHx p` n=I. Are wgvan¦ jevI tarI cEtNyvStu Ke tevI tne n Anuwvay to \mR k–aH =xe? Ane iS=rta k–aH=I Aavxe? bharnaH iÊya‐kmR vDe tuH \mR =vanuH mane p` bharnaH kmR (kayR) ko` kre ne ko` KoDe? Aa jD kmR‐nokmR Ae to jD prma unI dxa Ke, tene tuH krI xkto n=I, KoDI xkto n=I¸ pu~y‐pap$p wavkmR Ke te ivkarI dxa Ke, te tarI xi›nuH kayR n=I¸ Ane inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p vItragI kmR t=a kevz&an Ane isâpd te tarI xi›nuH kayR Ke. Aa„a pote SvtH5p e SvvIyR vDe potanI te inmRz pyaRyone rce Ke. te inmRz pyaRyone‐
‐vzI dev‐guÌ ÝTyeno ivny‐wi› Aaidno xuwrag‐ivkar te y Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu maH ƒapto n=I, Aek smynI pyaRymaH te ƒape Ke top` te svR pyaRyomaH ƒapto n=I. ßyare‐
to &anI p` potane ALp& Ane pamr Ô e Ke te k{ rIte Ke?
_¿r:- sMyG¹iÚne ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 eymaH Ýwuta ƒapI Ke. t=aip pU R dxa Ýg!I n=I, pU R vItragta Ane kevz&an =yaH n=I, to je!lI vtRman dxa A\UrI Ke te!lI TyaH pamrta Ane ALp&ta Ke Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke. Aa Syaäad Ke. pU R prma„dxa Ýg!I n=I te ApeÙaAe sa\k potanI pyaRyne pamr Ô e Ke. Aa teno pyaRy‐ivvek Ke.
\vlmaH Aevo pa@ Ke ke‐Svwavna Aa]ye mit‐]ut&annI je vtRman dxa Ýg! ={ Ke te kevz&anne bolave Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke vtRman sMykŸ&annI dxa kevz&anna Sv$pne Ô e‐Aozqe Ke Ane te j v\tI‐v\tI
_¿r:- ãƒmaH je smye je pyaRy Ýg! =vanI hoy te smye te j Ýg! =ay Aevo y=a=R in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ potana i5kazI xuâ cEtNyム_pr j hoy Ke. ¹iÚ i5kazI ム_pr Ôy Tyare j Êmbâ pyaRyno saco in Ry =ay Ke. Aa in RymaH ヹiÚno AnHto sMykŸ puruØa=R Ke kemke ヹiÚ te j sMykŸ ¹iÚ Ke. ÝTyek smye ãƒmaH je pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te tenI jNmÙ` Ke Aem ÝvcnsarmaH (ga=a 102 maH) pa@ Ke. Ae!le
xuH? ke tene ko{ prvStunI‐inim¿aidnI ApeÙa n=I. inim¿ Aave to =ay Aem mannar to AekaHt inim¿vadI A&anI Ke. inim¿nI to xuH? Ýg! =tI‐_Tpad$p =tI‐pyaRyne pUvR pyaRyna ƒynI p` ApeÙa n=I. inim¿ Ke, pUvR pyaRyno ƒy Ke (n=I Aem vat n=I), p` _Tpad$p pyaRyne tenI ApeÙa n=I. Aho¦ vItrag svR& prme¬r isvay AavI bIje kŸ–aHy vat n=I.
ÝÆ:‐ p` AavuH smjvamaH to ke!lo b\o vqt Ôy?
_¿r:- Are¦ sHsarna w`tr paKz ke!lo vqt ka#e Ke? vzI ivdexmaH w`va Ôy Ke ne laqo $ipyano qcR kre Ke. p` Aa laEikk w`tr xuH kam Aave? (sHsar v\arva isvay) kaH{ j kam n Aave. ma!e Aa tÀv&anno AWyas ÊoD _pay krIne p` krvo Ôe{Ae. Kh#alamaH kæuH Ke ne ke‐
;koi! _pay bnay wƒ tako _r Aano.' ;SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙa' namna g/H=maH ga=a 321‐322‐323maH ]I kaitRkey SvamIAe kæuH Ke ke‐
svR&deve je Òvne jNm, mr`, suq, du:q Aaid je dexmaH, je kaze, je ivi\=I =vanuH inyt Ô~yuH Ke te Òvne te dexmaH, te kaze, te ivi\=I te te =ay j Ke temaH [Nã ke ijneNã‐ko{ kaH{ ferfar krva sm=R n=I. Aa Ýma e je inüy=I svR ãƒo Ane svR pyaRyone Ô e Ke te xuâ sMyG¹iÚ Ke, Ane je xHka kre Ke te ku¹iÚ A=aRtŸ im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aha¦ drek ãƒnI, drek gu nI je kaze je pyaRy =vayoGy hoy te kaze te j pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke Aem y=a=R Ô`narnuH lÙ pyaRy _pr n rhetaH i5kazI ムSvwav _pr Ôy Ke Ane Ae j Svwav‐¹iÚno sMykŸ puruØa=R Ke, Aa rIte Êmbâ pyaRyno in Ry krvamaH wego puruØa=R AavI j Ôy Ke. ma!e Êmbâ manva=I puruØa=R éDI Ôy Ke AevI xHka krvI yoGy n=I. wa{¦ inyt Êm KoDIne ko{ Ýkare (inim¿aid vDe) pyaRy y=eCK AaFIpaKI =vanuH tuH mane p` Ae to im+yadxRn Ke Ane tarI AevI ceÚa im+ya puruØa=R‐im+ya ivkLp isvay kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
ÝÆ:- ha, p` ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ýkr`maH kazny Ane Akazny Aem bNnenuH iv\an Ke. te=I AekaHte b\uH Êminyt‐Êmbâ manvuH yoGy n=I.
Ke te buiâpUvRkno rag Ke, Ane te j vqte (K‚e gu S=ane) QyalmaH n Aave Aevo rag Ke te AbuiâpUvRkno rag Ke. satma gu S=ane Aeklo AbuiâpUvRkno rag hoy Ke, Aam y=a=R smjvuH.
j¡Ao, smysar ga=a 308 =I 311nI !IkamaH AacayR Am<tcHãdeve Êmbâ ivØe SpÚ vat krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Ý=m to Òv Êmbâ Aeva potana pir`amo=I _pjto =ko Òv j Ke, AÒv n=I¸ AevI rIte AÒv p` Êmbâ potana pir`amo=I épjtuH =kuH AÒv j Ke, Òv n=I.˜ mUz sHSk<t !IkamaH ;Êminyimt' xBd pD–o Ke. Ae!le ãƒmaH Ýg! =ta ÝTyek pir`am Êm=I iniüt tena ÊmmaH =vana kaze j Ýg! =ay Ke, AaFa‐paKa =ta n=I. wa{¦ Aa to i5lokIna= svR&devnI va`ImaH JreluH prmam<t Ke. Aena rspan ivna b\uH =o=aH Ke. xuH =ay? ATyare to b\a pHiDtonuH w`tr j inim¿aFIn buiâvazuH Ke, Aem ke inim¿=I =ay¸ p` pr=I prnuH pir`mn n =ay Aevo AWyas j n=I, pKI Svanuwv to k–aH=I =ay?
Aa vat saHwzIne pH. devkInHdn bolela ke‐sHto AagmcÙu hoy Ke Ae vat hve brabr smÔy Ke. wa{¦ gme tem krIne ÒvnmaH Aa vat smjva jevI Ke hÇ. Ahaha...¦ AHtmuRhUtRmaH kevz&an Ýg! krvanI tarI takat Ke. ma!e Aa mne n smÔy AevuH xLy KoDIne AWyas kr, j$r tne Svanuwv Ýg! =xe. smysarna Aek kzxmaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aek cEtNyma5 vStune pote inüz lIn ={ deq¸ Aevo K mihna AWyas kr Ane Ôe (‐tpas) ke Aem krva=I potana ñdy‐srovrmaH jenuH tej‐Ýtap‐Ýkax pudŸgl=I iwþ Ke Aeva AaTmanI Ýaiº n=I =tI ke =ay Ke? wa{¦ Ýaiº =ay j AevI Aa vat Ke. pote Ôgto éwo Ke te k–aH Ôy? Ýaº =ay j. AhÄ K mihnano AWyas kæo te=I Aem n smjvuH ke Ae!lo vqt lage. tenuH =vuH to AHtmuRhUtRmaH j Ke, prHtu ko{ mHd ruicvazo hoy to tena ma!e kæuH Ke ke‐K mihna Aa tÀv&anno SvlÙpUvRk AWyas kr, tne Anuwv =xe j =xe. AHtrnI Ìic vDe vaStivk tÀv&anno AWyas kre tene Aa„‐AnuwUit =ay j Aem vat Ke. p` Are¦ rzva‐kmava paKz mjUrnI jem AaqI ijHdgI veDfI naqe¦ nokrIvaza to pp vØRnI ëmre inv<¿‐KU!a =ay, p` Aa to \H\anI mmta AaDe 80‐90 vØRnI ëmr =ay KtaH TyaH=I inv<¿ ={ AavuH tÀv smjva fursd na le to xuH =ay? wa{¦ ijHdgI harI j{x hÇ. mrIne k–aHy sHsar‐smuãmaH qova{ j{x.
smysarnI pmI ga=amaH AacayRdeve kæuH ke‐ ;te AekTv‐ivw› Aa„ane huH Aa„ana inj vEwv vDe deqaDuH KuH Ôe huH deqaDuH to Ýma` (SvIkar) krvuH.' ;Ýma` krvuH' Ae!le xuH? ke je AekTv‐ivw› Aa„ane dxaRvuH KuH tene Svymev potana Anuwv‐ÝTyÙ=I prIÙa krI Ýma` krvuH. AeklI ha paD Aem nih, p` he ix*y¦ potana SvsHvedn‐ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kr‐Aem khevuH Ke. vStu pote Aa„a Svanuwv‐ÝTyÙ n =ay Aem vat j n=I. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI Aa ramba` va`I Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Are wa{¦ ÒvonI dya pazo, dan Aapo, ne wi› kro to \mR =ay AevI vat to laEikkmaH samaNy loko p` kre Ke. F`a vØÈ phelaH Amara gammaH Aevo irvaj hto ke jEnonaH pyuRØ` Aave Ae!le FaHcI, kuHwar vgere loko Aek mas su\I potano \H\o bH\ raqta, inHwaDa, Fa`I vgere calu n raqta. p` Ae=I xuH? Ae b\a=I kaH{ \mR =oDo =ay? rag mHd hoy to pu~ybH\ =ay, bs. \mR vStu to ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ jgtna Ýa`IAone \mRna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. SvSv$pmaH sNmuq ={ TyaH j rmvuH, temaH j lIn‐iS=r =vuH te vItragI jEn\mR Ke. AavI dxa =taH \m±ne dya, danno rag Aave Ke, p` tene te Ô`valayk Ke bs. tenI ¹iÚ to inrHtr AqHD Aek inTy ÝtapvHt inj &ayk pr j hoy Ke Ane TyaH j iS=t =va te Ýv<¿ =ay Ke. Lyo, Aavo \mR¦
Ke. Aha¦ Aekp e rhIne AnHt gu SvwavomaH ƒape AevuH Aa„anuH ivwuTv Ke. AhÄ &annuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke ne¦ ke &an$pI Aek wav svR wavomaH ƒape Ke. tevI rIte Aek wav$p ivwuTv svR wavomaH ne Aa„ãƒmaH ƒape Ke. Aa rIte ivwuTv Svwav vDe Aa„a ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke, ne Aa„ana ÝTyek gu p` ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke.
ANymtmaH Aa„a Aaqa iv¬maH svRƒapk Ke Aem manvamaH Aave Ke. teAo AakaxmaH (lokalokmaH) svR5 wgvanno‐Aek b/ïno vas Ke Aem mane Ke, p` wa{¦ AevI Aa„vStu n=I. AhÄ to potana svR‐AnHta gu ‐pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aevo Aa„a ivwu A=aRtŸ svRƒapk Ke Aem vat Ke. wa{¦ ÝTyek Aa„vStu potana Sv$pne KoDIne potana AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5nI bhar k–aHy (ANy ãƒmaH) ƒapto n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aavo bharna svR prãƒo=I iwþ Ane AHdr svR AnHt gu pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aevo Aa„a ivwu SvwavI Ke.
to StuitmaH‐w›amr Sto5 AaidmaH‐wgvanne ivwu kæa Ke ne? he na=¦ Aap ivwu Ko‐Aem kæuH Ke ne?
sma\an:- ha, kæa Ke p` Ae to Aa„anI ivwuTvxi›nI ApeÙaAe kæa Ke. wgvan kaH{ lokalokmaH ƒapI ræa Ke Ane ma!e teAo ivwu Ke Aem n=I. Ae to ivwuTv SvwavnI Ýg!ta =taH potana svR AnHta gu ‐pyaRyomaH wgvan ƒapk Ke Ae ApeÙaAe wgvan Aap ivwu Ko. Aem kæuH Ke. wa{¦ lokalokmaH ƒape AevuH kaH{ Aa„anuH ivwuTv n=I, p` potamaH rhIne lokalokne shj Ô`I le AevuH Aa„anuH ivwuTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ kevz&an potamaH rhIne (ÝsrIne) Aaqa lokalokne Ô`I le tevuH AenuH ivwuTv Ke. AavI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aho¦ Aa ivwuTvxi› to Ajb Ke. ivwuTv Svwav vDe jem Aa„a ivwu Ke tem tena AnHta gu ‐ÝTyek ivwu Ke. &an ivwu, dxRn ivwu, cair5 ivwu‐Aem drek gu ivwu Ke. gjb Ke ne¦ jem AiStgu =I b\a (AnHta gu ) AiSt$p Ke tem ivwuTv gu =I b\a ivwuSv$p Ke. jem AiStTv gu ƒapIne b\ane AiSt$p kre Ke tem ivwuTv gu ƒapIne b\ane ivwuTv ApeR Ke. Aho¦ AavI potanI ivwuTvxi›ne Ô`I, Aa xi› Ane Aa xi›van ムAeva wednuH lÙ KoDI Awed AqHD Aek xi›van ムpr ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. Aa \mR Ýg! krvanI rIt Ke. wa{¦ xi›Ao no wed Ke te Ô`va ma!e Ke, p` sMyGdxRn Ýg! krva ma!e to wednuH lÙ m!aDI AwednI AHt¹RiÚ krvI Ae j sa\n Ke.
j¡Ao, ãƒmaH‐Aa„vStumaH svR xi›Ao AÊm A=aRtŸ Aek sa=e rhelI Ke, Ane pyaRyo Êmsr Aek pKI Aek suiniüt =ay Ke. Aha¦ &annI pyaRy Êmbâ Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke tem drek gu`nI pyaRy Êmbâ Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke. hve ke!lak AamaH tkR kre Ke ke‐—kevz&annI ApeÙaAe to drek pyaRy inyt Êmbâ Ke Ae vat brabr Ke, prHtu ]ut&an ALp Ke, ma!e ]ut&annI ApeÙaAe pyaRy Êmbâ =ay Ae vat brabr n=I. baæ sa\no vDe jevo puruØa=R kre tevI pyaRy =ay, Êmbâ nih.˜ qainya tÀvccaRmaH Aavo tkR =yelo Ke, tenuH sma\an pHiDt ]I fUlcHdÒAe brabr kreluH Ke. Are wa{¦ xi› Ane xi›van ムAeva wednuH lÙ m!aDI Awed Aek i5kazI &aykSvwav sNmuq =ay Tyare sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke Ane Tyare sa=e j wav]ut&an Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa wav]ut&an kevz&anne Anusre Ke te=I ]ut&anmaH p` svR pyaRyo Êmbâ =ay Ke Aevo in Ry hoy Ke. Aha¦ kevz&anmaH je vStuƒvS=a wasI tena=I ANy Ýkare (ivprIt) (vStuƒvS=a) ]ut&anmaH wase to te ]ut&an kevuH? te ]ut&an n=I, Ae to im+ya&an j Ke.
wa{¦ Ame to AhÄ vØÈ=I khIAe KIAe ke‐ÝTyek ãƒnI Ýitsmy je je pyaRy =ay Ke te te Êmbâ‐Êminyimt Ýg! =ay Ke. ÝTyek smye je pyaRy =vayoGy hoy te j TyaH Êminyimt Ýg! =ay Ke. temaH kaH{ AaFuHpaKuH ke AaDuHAvzuH =vano sval j n=I. wa{¦ Aa to wgvan kevzInuH frman Ke. jem motInI mazamaH ßyaH ßyaH je je motI Ke te TyaH TyaH (Ýkaxe) Ke tene AaFaHpaKaH krva Ôy to maza tU!I jxe. tem drek ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy 5`e kaze je =vanI Ke te j Ýg! =ay Ke, temaH AaFuHpaKuH krva Ôy to pyaRyno Êm tU!I jxe Ane AqHD ムisâ nih =ay. (A=aRtŸ im+yaTv j rhexe).
Are wa{¦ jem ムAne tenI xi› inyt Ke Ane iniüt Ke tem potanI Ùi`k _padannI yoGyta Anusar smy smye Ýg! =tI drek pyaRy p` inyt j Ke. je smye je pyaRy =vayoGy Ke te j Ýg! =ay Ke p` pyaRy Êmbâ Ke Aevo in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ i5kazI xuâ Aek &ayk _pr Ôy Ke Tyare j Êmbâno y=a=R in Ry =ay Ke. ヹiÚ riht A&anIne Aa vat go@tI n=I. te khe Ke‐]ut&annI ApeÙa inyt n=I. p` wa{¦ taro tkR y=a=R n=I, kemke ]ut&annI ApeÙa p` drek pyaRy Êmbâ j Ke Aevo y=a=R in Ry sMyG¹iÚne hoy Ke. wa{¦ jra ¹iÚ sU"m krI Aa smjva ma!e ÝyTn krvo Ôe{Ae Aa Avsr Ke.
ÝÆ:- ha, p` pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 1ppmaH sHsarI Òvne inyt t=a Ainyt Aem bþe ÝkarnI pyaRyo =ya kre Ke Aem kæuH Ke ne? ga=a Aa Ýma e Ke‐
leva=I song#na ivro\maH je Amara trf=I humlo krvamaH AavI ræo Ke te kmÔer pDI jxe teAo Ae cahta n=I ke Aam jntamaH song#no Ýwav v\e, Aa=I teAo kevl&anna sam+yR pr j _› Ýkarna kutkR krva laGya Ke. prHtu, Aa Ýkarna kutkR krtaH teAo Ae wUlI Ôy Ke ke jEn\mRmaH tÀvÝ$p`ano mUz Aa\ar j kevz&an Ke.˜
;qainya tÀvccaR'maH p` pH. ]I fUlcHdÒAe lQyu Ke ke —ijnva`I Ane Aek mhapuruØ äara Êmbâ‐pyaRynI SvtH5tano #H#ero pI!vamaH Aaƒo Ke Tyar=I ke!lak pHiDto kevz&anna ivØymaH p` xHka krva laGya Ke. Ôe ke kevz&anna ihsabe drek pyaRy Êmbâ hovanuH SvIkare Ke p` ]ut&an ApeÙaAe pyaRy Êmbâ Ke Ae vat temne maNy n=I. p` Ae maNyta brabr n=I. ]ut&an Ke te kevz&an AnusarI Ke ]ut&an kaH{ kLpna n=I.
Are Òvone mUz vatnI qbr n=I. xuw iÊyamaH \mR manIne be@a Ke p` AevI iÊyaAo to Òve AnHt var krI Ke. xuwragnI iÊyaAo to bH\nuH kar` Ke. xi› Ane xi›van ムjem inyt Ke tem tenI drek pyaRy inyt Ke. pyaRy inyt Ke Aevo in Ry krnarnI ¹iÚ i5kazI &ayk _pr Ôy Ke. Aa ivØyno AWyas krvo Ôe{Ae.˜
kazliB\nI vat krI Ke. je ãƒnI je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j pyaRy te smye TyaH Ýg! =ay AenuH nam kazliB\ Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 102maH ãƒnI je pyaRy Ýg! =ay te tenI _Tpi¿nI jNmÙ` Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ývcnsar ga=a 99maH p` harna ¹ÚaHte kæuH Ke ke pyaRy potpotana Avsre Ýg! =ay Ke. &eyno Svwav Aevo Ke ke potpotanI te te pyaRy potana Avsre Ýg! =ay. Aam drek pyaRynI kazliB\ Ke, p` tenuH sTya=R &an kone =ay? ke je inj i5kazI xuâ AHt:ãƒno Aa]y le tene pyaRynI kazliB\nuH sacuH &an =ay Ke. bakI pyaRyna Êm same (takIne) Ôeya kre te to pyaRymU# Ke, tene kazliB\nI qbr n=I.
—ÝÆ:- moÙno _pay kazliB\ AavtaH wivtƒanusar bne Ke ke mohaidkno _pxmaidk =taH bne Ke, ke potana puruØa=R=I _>m krtaH bne Ke? te kho. Ôe phelaH be kar`o mztaH bne Ke to tme Amne _pdex xa ma!e Aapo Ko? t=a Ôe puruØa=R=I bne Ke to svR _pdex saHwze Ke KtaH temaH ko{ puruØa=R krI xke Ke t=a ko{ n=I krI xkta tenuH xuH kar`?
_¿r:- Aek kayR =vamaH Anek kar`o mze Ke. moÙno _pay bne Ke TyaH to pUvÈ› 5 e kar`o mze Ke t=a n=I bnto TyaH Ae 5 e kar`o n=I mztaH pUvÈ› 5` kar`o kæaH temaH kazliB\ va wivtƒ (honhar) to ko{ vStu n=I, je kazmaH kayR bne Ke te j kazliB\ t=a je kayR =yuH te j wivtƒ. vzI je kmRna _pxmaidk Ke te to pudŸglnI xi› Ke, teno ktaRhtaR Aa„a n=I, t=a puruØa=R=I _>m krvamaH Aave Ke te Aa Aa„anuH kayR Ke ma!e Aa„ane puruØa=RpUvRk _>m krvano _pdex AapIAe KIAe. hve Aa Aa„a je kar`=I kayRisiâ AvXy =ay te kar`$p _>m kre TyaH to ANy kar`o AvXy mze j Ane kayRnI isiâ p` AvXy =ay j, t=a je kar`=I kayRisiâ =ay A=va n p` =ay te kar`$p _>m kre to TyaH ANy kar`o mze to kayRisiâ =ay, n mze to n =ay. hve ijnmtmaH je moÙno _pay kæo Ke tena=I to moÙ AvXy =ay j, ma!e je Òv ]I ijne¬rna _pdex Anusar puruØa=RpUvRk moÙno _pay kre Ke tene to kazliB\ va wivtƒ p` ={ cUk–aH t=a kmRnaH _pxmaid =yaH Ke Tyare to te Aavo _pay kre Ke, ma!e je puruØa=R vDe moÙno _pay kre Ke tene to svR kar`o mze Ke Ane AvXy moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke Aevo inüy krvo.˜
j¡Ao, AhI kayRnaH svR kar`o Aek sa=e j smkaz hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Òv potana i5kazI ムSvwav‐sNmuqno puruØa=R kre Tyare je smikt Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te j wivtƒ Ke, Ane te pyaRy
KAe ãƒmaH kazliB\ Ke. ãƒnI ÝTyek pyaRy Svkaze Ýg! =ay tenuH nam kazliB\ Ke, te AenI jNmÙ` Ke. pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! =ay Aevo j &eyno Svwav Ke. ]I jysenacayRdeve Ývcnsarna &eyai\karne sMyGdxRnno Ai\kar kæo Ke. &eyno Svwav j Aevo Ke ke je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te j =ay¸ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke Aem sMyG¹iÚ ÝtIit kre Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy wle Awed Aek &ayk Ke, p` &anÝ\an xElI=I &an Ane &ey‐bþenI y=a=R ÝtIitne sMyGdxRn khevamaH Aave Ke. Aekla ãƒnI Awed ¹iÚ te sMyGdxRn‐Ae dxRnÝ\an k=n Ke. ßyare‐
Ývcnsar ga=a 242maH &anÝ\an xElI=I sMyGdxRnnI ƒaQya krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—&eytÀv Ane &at<tÀvnI t=a Ýkare (jem Ke tem, y=a=R) ÝtIit jenuH lÙ` Ke te sMyGdxRnpyaRy Ke &eytÀv Ane &at<tÀvnI t=aÝkare AnuwUit jenuH lÙ` Ke te &anpyaRy Ke &ey Ane &atanI je iÊyaNtr=I inv<i¿ tena vDe rcatI ¹iÚ&at<tÀvmaH pir`it jenuH lÙ` Ke te cair5pyaRy Ke.˜
Aaqa iv¬ne samaNyp e wed paD–a ivna deqe AevI svRdixRTvxi›nuH AhÄ v Rn Ke. Aa Òv Ke, Aa jD AÒv Ke, Aa gu Ke, Aa gu I Ke, Aa wiv Ke, Aa Awiv Ke [Tyaid wed paD–a ivna svR lokalokne samaNy s¿ap`e deqva$p pir`mtI AevI Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi› Ke. lokalokne s¿ama5 samaNyp e deqe Ae!le pda=R Ke bs Ae!luH deqe. Aa Aa„a Ke Aem wed paDe Ae to &an ={ gyuH. dxRn ko{ wed paDtuH n=I.
AhÄ Aa je svRdixRTvxi› khI Ke te Aa„dxRnmyI Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐svRne deqe Aem khetaH svRmaH AnHta pr AavI gya, Ane te=I prne deqe Aem p`
AavI gyuH to Aa„dxRnmyI kevI rIte Ke? A=aRtŸ pUra lokalokne deqe to tenI ApeÙa AavI ke nih? sma\an:- Are wa{¦ svRdixRTvxi› deqva$pe pir`me te Aa„dxRnmyI pir`am Ke. jra sU"m
vat Ke. Aa„dxRnmyI pir`am Ke Ae!le xuH? ke Svne deqtaH shj j Aaqa iv¬ne deqI le Ke, iv¬ne deqva ma!e iv¬ Ýit _pyog ÔeDvo pDto n=I. svR xBde Sv‐pr siht AaquH lokalok AavI gyuH. svRne deqe Ke Aem khIAe AemaH prne deqe Ke Aem p` AavI gyuH p` prne deqe Ke Aem khIAe Ae to AsdŸwUt ƒvharny Ke. bakI svRdixRTvxi›na deqva$p je pir`am =ay te Aa„dxRnmyI pir`am Ke, Sva]yI pir`am Ke. temaH prnI
‐lokaloknI ko{ ApeÙa n=I. Ahaha...¦ potamaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke te pir`mtaH te xi› Aa„dxRnmyI =ay Ke. AemaH prne dequH Aem vat j n=I. je Aa„dxRnmy pir`am Ke, te kaH{ prdxRnmy =tuH n=I.
AaquH iv¬, AnHta ãƒ, tena gu o t=a tenI pyaRyo‐Aa AaquH lokalok samaNy s¿ap e mhas¿a$p Ke. mhas¿a namnI ko{ iwþ s¿a Ke Aem n=I, p` b\uH Ke... , Ke... , Ke AevuH wed paD–a ivna samaNy$pe je hovap uH tene mhas¿a khe Ke. Aa mhas¿ane g/hva$pe pir`imt Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi› Ke. Aa svRdixRTvxi› Ane xi›van Aa„ãƒ‐Aevo wed dUr krI i5kazI Aa„ãƒnI Awed¹iÚ krtaH xi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane te Aa„dxRnmyI Ke Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ prma„a kevzI khe Ke‐Aa„amaH jem ÒvTv, icit, £ix Aaid xi›Ao Ke tem temaH Anaid‐AnHt Aek svRdixRTv namnI xi› Ke. Aem to ¹ixxi›maH Aa svRdixRTvxi› giwRt Ke. p` ¹ixxi›maH TyaH svRdx±p`anI vat n krI te kar e Aa svRdixRTvxi› Alg=I dxaRvI Ke. Aha¦ svRdixRTvxi›nuH \rnar i5kazI Aa„ムßyaH ¹iÚmaH AaƒuH ke svRdixRTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =yuH Ane Tyare Sv‐prne svRne deqvanI pyaRy potamaH pota=I pota$p shj j Ýg! ={ Ke. svR‐lokalok Ke to te deqva$p pyaRy AhÄ Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I, Ane temaH svRne‐lokalokne deqvanI ApeÙa Ke Aem p` n=I¸ kemke svRdixRTvxi› Aa„dxRnmyI Ke.
svRdixRTvxi› pir`t =taH svRne deqe temaH prnI ApeÙa Ke Aem n=I, svRne deqva$p pir`am shj j potamaH potane kar e Ýg! =ya Ke. Aa ivØy pr sH. 1983 maH Aek ccaR =yelI. ÔmngrmaH Aek mumuÙu vkIl hta. temne idgHbr xaS5ono saE=I Ý=m AWyas hto. temnI sa=e Aek damngrna xe@ne ccaR ={. xe@ khe ke‐lokalok Ke to svR&pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. AhÄ vkIl khe‐Aem nih, svR&pyaRy potana kar e Ýg! =ay Ke, lokalok Ke ma!e svR&dxa Ke Aem Ke nih. pKI te bNne Aaƒa AmarI pase. Tyare Ame kæuH‐wa{¦ Aa„a &Sv$p‐svR&Sv$p Ke. tene prsHbH\I ne potasHbH\I Ô`vanI &annI je pyaRy Ýg! =ay te potamaH pota=I =ay Ke, prna kar e nih. lokalok Ke ma!e wgvan kevzIne svR&dxa Ýg! ={ Ke Aem Ke nih.
Are wgvan¦ taramaH ke!lI Apar %iâ wrI Ke‐tne tenI qbr n=I¦ tuH prmaH mU# =yo Ko, p` AaHhI AacayRdev khe Ke‐taramaH Aek svRdixRTv namnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. teno Aa\ar AHdr i5kazI ムKe. Aha¦ te i5kazI ãƒno Aa]y letaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH Svprne deqva$p pir`mn =ay Ke te, khe Ke, Aa„dxRnmyI Ke, te pir`mn prdxRnmy n=I, prna lÙe =yuH n=I, prmy n=I. hve AamaH ke!lakne kaH{ frk n lage, p` AamaH to pUvR‐piümno fer Ke wa{¦
Aa svRdixRTvxi› Ke te potana shj Svwav$p pair`aimkwave Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem shj Svawaivk pair`aimkwavmy Aa„a Ke tem tenI svRdixRTvxi› pair`aimkwav$p Ke. temaH ko{ prnI‐inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. Ahaha...¦ pair`aimkwavmy inj i5kazI Aa„ãƒno Aa]y letaH pyaRymaH svRdixRTvxi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke te Ùayopximk ke Ùaiykwav$p hoy Ke. xi›nI pU R pyaRy te Ùaiykwav Ke, ne tenI A\urI pyaRy te Ùayopximkwav$p Ke, sa=e sMyGdxRn Ane sMykŸcair5nI pyaRy Ýg!e Ke te AaEpximk, Ùayopximk ke Ùaiykwave hoy Ke, ne te kaze je rag bakI Ke te AaEdiykwav Ke. j¡Ao, sa\k Aa„ane‐
‐ÝtIit _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiykwav$p hoy Ke, ‐cair5nI dxa _pxm ke Ùyopxmwav$p hoy Ke. Ane ‐&an‐dxRn Ùyopxmwav$p hoy Ke. smSt iv¬na samaNywavne deqva$pe pir`t AevI Aa„dxRnmyI svRdixRTvxi›‐Aam kæuH Ke
AemaH ;pir`t' xBd kæo Ke te sU"m A=RnuH sucn kre Ke. xÌAatmaH j Aem kæuH htuH ke Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto‐&annI sa=e AivnawavI sHbH\vazo AnHt \mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke. AhÄ ÊmmaH ivkarI pir`amnI vat j n=I, kemke Aa„anI xi›Ao i5kaz xuâ j Ke ne tenI pir`it Êmsr xuâ j =ay Ke Aem AhÄ vat Ke. je xi›Ao‐gu Ke te AÊm$p Ke, Ane tenI ƒi›Ao Êmsr xuâ Ke Aem
;b\uH Ke' bs Ae!lI j vat dxRnxi›maH htI. wed paD–a ivna samaNyp e AaquH iv¬, lokalok AiSt$pe Ke Aem dxRnxi›maH deqvamaH Aave Ke. Aa Aa„a Ke, Aa jD Ke, Aa isâ Ke, Aa sa\k Ke, Aa gu Ke, Aa pyaRy Ke‐Aevo wed dxRnxi›no ivØy n=I. iv¬na je AnHta ivxeØ wavo Ke te b\ayne ivxeØp`e‐iwþ iwþ Ô e AevI Aa„anI svR&Tvxi› Ke. Ô e Ae!luH j hǸ AemaH @Ik‐A@Ik kre Ae svR&Tvxi›nuH kam n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aek smymaH svRne wed paD–a ivna AiStTv$pe deqvuH te svRdixRTv xi›nuH kayR Ke, Ane te j smymaH svR ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyne iwþ iwþ wed paDIne Ô`vuH te svR&Tvxi›nuH kayR Ke. te bþe pyaRy Aek smymaH AekIsa=e Ke. Aho¦ Aek pyaRy Aek j smymaH svRne samaNyp e s¿a$pe deqe Ane bIÒ pyaRy te j smymaH svRne ivxeØp e wed paDIne Ô e Aevo Aa„amaH ko{ AdŸwutrs Ke. TyaH nv rs v Rƒa Ke temaH AdŸwutrsnuH AavuH AlaEikk v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
—tI=Rna= qreqr Aaqa lokne Ô e Ke Ane teAo Aek, AnF (indÈØ), inj‐saEQyin¤ (inj suqmaH lIn) Sva„ane Ô`ta n=I‐Aem ko{ muinvr ƒvharmagR=I khe to tene doØ n=I.˜
Aam &anI‐\m± puruØ je ivvÙa=I vat khe te ivvÙa y=a=R smjvI Ôe{Ae. inüy=I kevzI wgvan Sva„ane Ô e Ke, lokalokne nih¸ ne ƒvhar=I kevzI wgvan lokalokne Ô e Ke, Sva„ane nih‐Aam Aa bNne k=n ivvÙa=I brabr Ke.
p` AamaH smjvuH xuH?
wgvan lokalokne Ô`ta n=I Aem vat n=I. prHtu wgvanno _pyog qreqr AHtmuRq Sv$pÝTyÙ Ane Sv$pin¤ Ke, te lokalokmaH tNmy n=I, lokalokmaH ÔeDa{ne _pyu› n=I. prHtu inÔnHdrslIn Ke. Ôe lokalokne, temaH tNmy ={ne Ô e to nkaRid Ùe5na du:qnuH vedn tene =vanuH bne. p` Aem Ke nih. te=I j kæuH ke wgvan lokalokne Vyvhar=I Ô e Ke. AanuH nam te svR&Tvxi› pU Rwave pir`t =taH je kevz&an =yuH te Aa„&anmyI Ke, pr&anmy n=I. gHwIr sU"m vat Ke wa{¦
Aha¦ Aa„ana ÒvTv, ÝwuTv Aaid AnHtgu omaH Aek svR&Tvxi› p` wegI pir`mI rhI Ke. Are, lokone potana AHtr in\annI‐cEtNyin\annI qbr n=I. Aha¦ Aa svR&Tvxi›nI pU R Ýg!ta te svR&ta A=va kevz&an Ke. Aa kevz&an te SvlÙe Sv$pnI Aekag/ta=I qILyuH Ke, kaH{ prna jgtna lÙe qILyuH Ke Aem n=I. wa{¦ jgt Ke ma!e kevz&an Ýg!–uH Ke Aem n=I. jgt to i5kaz Anaid‐AnHt Ke. Ôe tene l{ne &an =tuH hoy to Anaid=I j ÝTyek Òvne kevz&an hovuH Ôe{Ae. p` Aem Ke nih. Ae to Òv ßyare SvmaH Aekag/ ={, Svãƒne j kar`p e g/hIne SviS=t pir`me Ke Tyare kevz&an =ay Ke, Ane temaH jgt AaquH &eyp e Jzke Ke. TyaH xi›nuH pir`mn Svai]t Ke, prai]t n=I, Aa„&anmy Ke, pr&anmy n=I. Aha¦ svR&ta Ae to xi›nI Sv‐Aa]ye pUr` Ýisiâ Ke. p` xuH =ay? ;svR&' saHwztaH j A&anIAone bharna &eyo Ýit lÙ Ôy Ke, p` jemaH=I svR&dxa qIlI te svR&Tvxi›‐svR&Svwav ÝTye lÙ jtuH n=I. prHtu AHtlRÙ =ya ivna svR&nI sacI ÝtIit =tI n=I.
je Ô`to AhÅtne gu`, ムne pyRyp`e¸te Òv Ô`e Aa„ne, tsu moh pame ly qre.
je Òv AhÅtne ãƒp e, gu p e Ane pyaRyp e Ô`e Ke, te (potana) Aa„ane Ô e Ke Ane teno moh AvXy ly pame Ke.
AamaH xuH kI\uH? ke AhÅtwgvanna ãƒ‐gu` ne kevz&annI pyaRyne Ý=m ivkLp äara Ô`Ine pKI potana Aa„a sa=e tenuH imlan kre Ke Aoho¦ vtRmanmaH mne wle kevz&an Ýg!$p n=I, p` ãƒ$p=I maro kevz&anSvwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aam ivcarI svR&SvwavI inj Aa„ãƒne kar`p e g/h` krIne tenI sNmuq ={ pir`me Ke TyaH AvXy teno moh nax pamI Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ tene pyaRymaH SvSv$pnI ÝtIit$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ ßyaH sMyGdxRn =yuH TyaH Aa inüy =yo ke huH to Aeklo &anSv$p xi›Ae pU R vStu KuH. Ahaha...¦ kevz&an‐xi› maramaH i5kaz pDI Ke te AHt:puruØa=R vDe ALpkazmaH j pUr` Ýg! ={ Ôxe. Lyo, AavI vat¦ phelaH Aam ÝtIit nhotI to ]âap e kevz&an n hotuH, p` ßyaH AHdr i5kazI Svãƒne &ey bnaƒuH to svR&SvwavnI ÝtIit ={, ]âanmaH kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ane pyaRymaH ALpkazmaH j saÙatŸ kevz&an Ýg! =vanI tEyarI ={ g{. smÔ uH kaH{...?
hve AavI sar‐sar vat KoDIne loko bharnI tkrarmaH pD–a Ke. xuwwav=I \mR =ay, pu~y \mRnuH sa\n Ke vgere qo!I maNytamaH teAo race Ke. p` wa{, xuwwav tara Sv$pmaH Ke nih, tara ãƒ‐gu maH n=I, Ane xi›nuH je inmRz pir`mn =ay temaHy n=I. Sv$p lÙe sMyGdxRnnuH pir`mn =ay temaHy k–aHy xuwwav Ke nih. ha, Ae!luH Ke ke sMyGdxRnnI sa=e svR&xi› pir`t =taH je &annI dxa Ýg! ={ te &an, te kaze jevo jevo rag Ke tene Ô`e Ke bs. te &an te kaze Svai]t Ýg! =yuH Ke, kaH{ ragne l{ne Ýg! =yuH Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ xi›nuH pir`mn AekluH Aa„&anmyI Ke, ragmyI ke pr&anmyI n=I.
&anIne rag Aave Ke rag je hoy tene te kaze Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke. 12mI ga=amaH ;tdaTve' xBd pD–o Ke. &anI‐\mIR puruØne rag Aave Ke tene te kaze Ô`elo Ýyojnvan Ke, Ae!le ke SvprÝkaxI &annI pyaRy shj potana sam+yR=I j te kaze Ýg! =ay Ke, ragne l{ne ragnuH &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. ragno to &anmaH Awav Ke wa{¦ qreqr to &an potanI pir`itne Ô e Ke, ragne &an Ô e Ke Aem khIAe te ƒvhar Ke. &anIne &annI pyaRy ALp&$p Ke, Ane te kaze tene pyaRymaH rag p` Ke, to &an ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke, inüy=I to pote potane‐potanI pir`itne j Ô e Ke.
inüy=I kevzI wgvan potanI pir`itne Ô e Ke, kemke &an, &ata Ane &ey‐b\uH Aa„a Ke. Aa„a &ata Ane prvStu &ey Ae vStu inüy=I Ke nih. svR&xi›nI Sva]ye sMyG&an$p pir`it Ýg! ={ temaH pU R Svwav Ane pU R pyaRynI ÝtIit AavI j g{ Ke AanuH nam Aa„&anmyI svR&xi›nI pir`it Ke.
Aha¦ Aa svR&xi›maH F`I gHwIrta Ke wa{¦ svR xi›AonuH pir`mn Sv‐Aa]ye pota=I =ay Ke te=I AhÄ Aem kæuH ke‐smSt iv¬na ivxeØ wavone Ô`va$pe pir`mta Aeva Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› Ke. Aha¦ svR&xi› je i5kaz Ke te svR wavone Ô`va$pe vtRman pir`t =ay Ke TyaH tena pir`am Aa„&anmyI Ke, pr&anmyI n=I. ;qainya tÀvccaR'maH Aa sHbH\I ÝÆ _@avI tkR kyÈ Ke ke‐svR&xi› Ke te svRne Ô`vanI ApeÙa raqe Ke ma!e ƒvhare svR& Ke. p` Aa vat brabr n=I. vaStvmaH AaTmãƒmaH svR&Svwav‐svR&xi› shj j \/uvp e i5kaz Ke Aha¦ AavI xi›no \rnar je wgvan Aa„a tenI sNmuq ={ Sv‐Aa]ye pir`mva=I Sv$pna ]âan$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke wegI AnHt xi› siht svR&xi› p` inmRz pir`t =ay Ke to ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. saÙatŸ pir`mn$p kevz&an =yuH Aem nih, svR&xi›nI ÝtIit ={ to ]âap`e kevz&an =yuH Aem khevay Ke. phelaH Aa„a ALp& j Ke A=aRtŸ svR&xi› n=I AevI ¹iÚ htI te im+ya ¹iÚ htI. hve SvsNmuq ={ pir`mtaH svR&SvwavI huH KuH Aem inüy =yo
Aha¦ ;`mo AirhHta H' Aem loko bolI Ôy Ke, p` AirhHtdev xuH cIj Ke AenI tmne qbr n=I¦ Air nam ivkar, ne hHt nam teno nax krI Svna Aa]y=I je pUr` vItrag svR&dxane Ýaº =ya te AirhHt Ýwu Ke. hve jene AirhHtdxa Ýg! n=I, p` huH svR&Sv$pI AqHD Aek Aa„ムKuH Aem ÝtIitmaH AaƒuH tene te ]âap e kevz&an =yuH vzI te kaze Ýg! &anmaH Aevo inüy =yo te ivcardxaAe kevz&an =yuH, vzI svR&SvwavnI pUr` Ýg!ta$p kevz&annI wavna ={ te [CKadxaAe kevz&an =yuH.
phelaH pyaRybuiâmaH kevz&annaH ]âan‐&an ne wavna n htaH. pyaRybuiâmaH huH ALp& j KuH Aem maNyuH htuH, Ane temaH j ragbuiâ vtRtI htI. p` hve, cEtNyÝkaxno puHj, &ananHdno diryo, xaHtrsno smuã huH svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a KuH Aem AHtrmaH SvIkar =yo TyaH pyaRymaH ]âap e kevz&an Ýg! =yuH, ivcardxaAe kevz&an Ýg! =yuH, ne ALpkazmaH Aa mit‐]ut&anno ƒy ={ kevz&an =xe‐Aem wavnadxaAe kevz&an =yuH. Aha¦ jem Aarsna S=HwnI Aek haHs deqatI hoy to te Aek haHsna &an=I Aaqa S=HwnuH &an ={ Ôy Ke tem potana svR&Svwavno inüy =taH &anmaH Aaqa &eyno inüy ={ Ôy Ke. jemke mit‐]ut&an Avyv‐AHx Ke, ne kevz&an AvyvI‐AHxI Ke AHxnuH &an =taH temaH AHxInuH &an AavI Ôy Ke. \vlmaH Aave Ke ke ‐mit&an te kevz&anno AHx Ke.
;qainya tÀvccaR'maH pHiDtoAe dlIl krI Ke ke‐Aa„&anmyI Aek \mR Ke, ne svR&Tv bIÔe \mR Ke. p` Aem n=I bapu¦ Ae to ivvÙano wed Ke, bakI bþe Aek j \mR Ke. svRne Ô e Ane potane Ô e AevI Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› Ke, Svai]t svR&dxa Ýg! ={ Ke temaH prnI rHcma5 ApeÙa n=I. svR&p uH kho ke Aa„&p uH kho‐bNne Aek j cIj Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa vStuSv$p Ke. Are wa{¦ kevz&an levanI Aa„anI takat Ke. Aene prnI ikHictŸ ApeÙa n=I. kevz&annI pyaRy iv¬na svR wavone Ô e ma!e
AhÄ Aem btavvuH Ke ke‐Aa„&anmyI Ane svR&Tvxi› Ae be cIj n=I. bNne ={ne Aek j cIj Ke. Aa„&anmyI svR&Tvxi› te inüy Ke, ne lokalokne Ô e Aem ivvÙawed krvo te ƒvhar Ke. AhÄ xi›na Ýkr`maH inüy Ke te muQy Ke. ko{ khe Ke‐
Aap inüynI vkIlat kro Ko.
p` wa{¦ Aa j¡dI ÔtnI vkIlat hǸ wgvan =vanI Aa vkIlat Ke. pote wgvanSv$p Ke tene pyaRymaH
;AmUitRk Aa„ÝdexomaH Ýkaxman lokalokna Aakaro=I meck (A=aRtŸ Anek‐Aakar$p) Aevo _pyog jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI SvCKTvxi›. (jem dpR nI SvCKTvxi›=I tena pyaRymaH F!p!aid Ýkaxe Ke, tem Aa„anI SvCKTvxi›=I tena _pyogmaH lokalokna Aakaro Ýkaxe Ke.)'
Aoho¦ &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHt xi›Aono wHDar Aeva wgvan Aa„ane AsHQy Ýdexo Ke te AmUitRk Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNyna AsHQy Ýdexo AmUitRk Ke. AmUitRk Ae!le xuH? ke temaH ko{ SpxR, rs, gH\ ke v R n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ te ÝdexomaH, khe Ke, Ýkaxman lokalokna Aakaro=I meck A=aRtŸ Anek Aakar$p Aevo _pyog jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI SvCKTv namnI xi› i5kaz pDI Ke. AhÄ lokalokna Aakaro kæa temaH jD ne cetn svR pda=È AavI gya. jD pudŸglna SpxR, rs, gH\, v`R AhÄ _pyogmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke, p` te jD mUitRk pda=È kaH{ Aa„ana AmUitRk ÝdexomaH Ývexe Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„a svR pda=Ène ko{ prnI ApeÙa ivna j potana _pyogmaH Ô`I le Aevo j tenI SvCKTvxi›no Svwav Ke.
ÝÆ:- lokalok Ke to tenuH &an =ay Ke ne?
_¿r:- na, Aem bIlkul n=I. SvCKTvxi› Svt: pota=I j SvCKta$pe pir`me Ke Ane te vDe _pyogmaH lokalokna Aakaro shj j j`ay Ke. lokalok Ke to _pyogmaH tenuH Ô`va$pI kayR =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.
Aa to wgvan svR&devnI va`I wa{¦ wgvanna smosr`maH so [Não Aa va`I saHwzva Aave Ke. kesrI‐isHh, vaF, mo!a kaza nag vgere p` wgvannI va`I saHwzva jHglmaH=I Aave Ke. smosr`maH _pr jva ma!e 20 hÔr rTnmy pgi=yaH hoy Ke. Aek AHtmuRhUtRmaH saE _pr phÇcI Ôy Ke, ne TyaH j{ wgvannI idƒ AomŸ|vin saHwze Ke. Aoho¦ inveRr ={ Ait nm/wave smosr`maH besIne saE wgvannI va`I saHwze Ke.
ÝÆ:- to xuH isHh Ane vaF te va`I smjtaH hxe?
_¿r:- ha, potpotanI waØamaH brabr te ityÅco smÒ Ôy Ke Ane ke!laHk to va`I saHwzIne TyaH sMyGdxRn p` pamI Ôy Ke. xrIr‐klevr wle isHh ke vaFnuH hoy, p` AHdr to svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a ivraje Ke ne? Ahaha...¦ AHdr pU anHdno na= Ýwu Aa„a Ke te y=a=R smÒ Ôy Ke. wa{¦ tuH p` mnu*y n=I, wgvan Aa„a Ko. (Aem y=a=R icHtv).
wa{¦ k@` to Ke, p` Axk– n=I. F uH k@` lage Ke kemke Anaid=I wed&anno AWyas n=I. xrIr maruH, rag maro, pu~y maraH Ane Aa pyaRy te j huH‐AavI ivprIt ¹iÚ AaDe tena=I wed&an krvano tene AWyas j n=I¸ Ane wed&anna AWyas ivna Ýaº =ay AevI Aa cIj n=I.
AhÄ SvCKTvxi›nI vat cale Ke. jem dpR maH F!, p! Aaid Ýkaxe Ke te F! ke p! Aaid n=I, te to dpR nI SvCKtanI j AvS=a Ke tem AmUitRk wgvan Aa„ana AsHQy AmUitRk cEtNyÝdexo Ke, temaH lokalokna Aakarno was =ay Ke te qreqr lokalok n=I, Ae to potanI SvCKTvxi›nuH pir`mn Ke. Aho¦ lokalokne Ýkaxnaro wgvan Aa„a ko{ AdŸwut cEtNy ArIso Ke. te pote potane Ýkaxe ne prne p` Ýkaxe
wa{¦ Aa to tne i5lokIna= kevzI prma„anaH ve Ane khe Aaƒa Ke teno nkar n kray. laEikkmaH p` Aem hoy Ke ke‐dIkranI sga{ krvanI hoy ne ds‐vIs FrnaH naizyer AaƒaH hoy to temaH=I je mo!a FrnuH khe hoy te SvIkarI le Ke. to Aa to kevzI svR& prma„anaH svÈCc FrnaH khe bapu¦ teno J! SvIkar kr, na n paD Ýwu¦ mui›‐suHdrI sa=e taraH sgp` krvanaH khe Ke. AanHd\nÒna Aek pdmaH Aave Ke ke‐
smikt sa=e sga{ kI\I, spirvar suga#I¸ Aha¦ p` smikt sa=e sga{ k–are =ay? ke SvwavsNmuq ={ Aa„ane SvsHvedn=I ÝTyÙ Ô e Tyare. Aa svR& prma„anI idƒ|vinmaH AavelaH khe Ke. Aho¦ Aa to jNm‐mr`na rognuH invar` krnarI wgvan kevzIAe khelI prm Am<tmy AaEØi\ Ke.
vzI TyaH (‐ÝvcnsarmaH) AilHgg/h`na satma bolmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—jene ilHg vDe Ae!le ke _pyog namna lÙ` vDe g/h` Ae!le ke &ey pda=ÈnuH AalHbn n=I te AilHgg/h` Ke Aa rIte Aa„ane baæ pda=Èna AalHbnvazuH &an n=I Aeva A=RnI Ýaiº =ay Ke.˜ j¡Ao, khe Ke‐Aa„ana _pyogmaH prpda=R‐pr&eynuH AalHbn n=I. wa{¦ tarI xi› SvyH Ýkaxman SvsHvednmy Sv$p jenuH Ke AevI Ke tne k–aHy pravlHbn n=I.
p` Ae (SvsHvedn) k@` ={ pD–uH Ke ne? ha, Ae to kzx!Ikana 60ma kzxmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—saHÝt (halmaH) Òvムragaid Axuâ cetna$pe
pir`MyuH Ke TyaH to Aem Ýitwase Ke ke &an Êo\$p pir`MyuH Ke te=I &an iwþ, Êo\ iwþ‐AevuH AnuwvvuH F uH j k@` Ke. _¿r Aam Ke ke sace j k@` Ke, prHtu vStunuH xuâSv$p ivcartaH iwþp`a$p Svad Aave Ke.˜
wa{¦ Svwavno Anuwv krvo k@` to Ke, p` Axk– n=I, AsHwv n=I. F uH k@` lage Ke, kemke AnHt kaz=I wed&anno AWyas n=I. p` vStuSv$p ivcartaH‐|yavtaH iwþp`a$p Svad Aave Ke, Axk– n=I. Aha¦ potana SvwavnI Ýaiº potane Axk– kem hoy? Ae to TyaHsu\I j Ýaº n=I ßyaH su\I SvwavnI ¹iÚ krto n=I. ßyaH AHtr‐¹iÚ kre ke tTkal Aa„a SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Ke. hve ÒvoAe AWyas kyÈ n=I, Ane Aa pâitno vtRmanmaH bhu lop Ke te=I potanI cIj Ýaº =vI k@` ={ pDI Ke. p` marg to Aavo Ke Ýwu¦ =oDuH kæuH JaJuH krI Ô`vuH bapu¦
Aha¦ ha paDI AHt:puruØa=R kre tene rTn5ynI Ýaiº =ay. p` rag=I =ay ne inim¿=I =ay ne ƒvhar=I =ay Aem ivcarI AHt:puruØa=RhIn‐waGyhIn rhe tene Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I, tene to car git j éwI rhe Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐
—waGyhIn kr vavre AenI mUi@yuH xHqle wray.˜ AavI vat Ke. Aa ko{ sHÝdaynI vat n=I, Aa to vStuna FrnI vat Ke.
idƒ|vinmaH je in$p` Aave Ke te wgvanne kevz&an Ke ma!e Aave Ke Aem n=I. va`I KU!e Ke te to va`InuH _padan Ke, ne &an Ane yog to temaH inim¿ma5 Ke. j¡Ao, waØavgR a (pir`mn) car Ýkare Ke sTywaØa, AsTywaØa, im]waØa ne ƒvharwaØa. Aa car ÝkarnI vcnvgR a iwþ iwþ Ke. hve wgvanne to AekluH kevz&an Ke, to waØamaH AeklI sTywaØa nIkzvI Ôe{Ae p` waØamaH sTy Ane ƒvhar‐Aem be Ýkare va`I Aave Ke. kevz&anmaH ko{ ƒvhar n=I. prHtu waØamaH yoGyta j AevI Ke ke sTy Ane ƒvhar bþene te btave. Aam waØanI pyaRy pote pota=I SvtH5 pir`me Ke. temaH &an inim¿ ho, p` inim¿ tenuH ktaR n=I, waØavgR`anI pyaRyno ktaR Aa„a n=I, wgvan kevzI n=I¸ kevzIna yognuH kHpn Ke te p` waØavgR anI pyaRyno ktaR n=I. waØavgR a jD Ke te SvyH SvtH5 je kaze jem pir`mvayoGy hoy tem te kaze pir`mI Ôy Ke, Ýyog krIne Aa„a tene pir`mavI de Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih.
waØamaH Sv‐prne khevanI takat Ke, ne Aa„amaH Sv‐prne Ô`vanI takat Ke. magR to j¡Ao Ýwuno¦ ãƒmaH pyaRy pota=I SvtH5 Ýg! =ay Ke. va`ImaH Sv‐prne Ô`vanI takat n=I, ne Aa„amaH Sv‐prne khevanI takat n=I. Aam vStuiS=it Ke, KtaH huH va`I kruH Aem ko{ mane to te mU# j Ke. Are wa{¦ Aa bharnI l"mI, mkan, xrIr, mn, va`I [Tyaid maraH Ke Aem mane Ae to w/aiNt Ke, im+ya w/m Ke, paqHD Ke. Are, Aa ragno AHx p` ßyaH taro n=I to tara=I i5kaz iwþ AevI prcIj tarI k–aH=I ={ g{? prcIjnuH to Ùe5 j iwþ Ke ne Ýwu¦
smvxr`maH Òv AnHt var gyo, ne TyaH wgvannI idƒ|vin AnHt var saHwzI. TyaH va`I saHwzIne je &annI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te pota=I ={ Ke, va`Ina kar e ={ Ke Aem n=I. wle te prlÙI &an ho, p` va`I=I te prlÙI &an =yuH Ke Aem n=I¸ prlÙI &aney potana _padan=I =ay Ke. ha, Ae!luH Ke ke prlÙI &anmaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I. j¡Ao, loko k–aHy dUrdUr=I Aa vat saHwzva Aave Ke. Ame to prma„anI idƒ|vinmaH AavelI Aa vat frmavIAe KIAe ke‐Aa &an =yuH te xaÏ‐]v`=I =yuH n=I, pota=I =yuH Ke. ]v`na inim¿e =yelI &annI pyaRymaH, te pota=I ={ Ke top` temaH pra]yp uH Ke te=I, Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I. jemaH Aa„a ÝTyÙ =to n=I te AekluH prlÙI &an, &an j n=I¸ Ae to im+ya&an Ke. prHtu ko{ prma„anI va`I saHwzIne, xi›van inj ãƒne ivcare Ke, |yave Ke to tene ãƒ‐gu maH je AnaidkalIn xi› Ke tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn ={ne Aa„a SvsHvednmaH ÝTyÙ =ay Ke, Ane Tyare va`Ine inim¿ khevay Ke. AavI vat Ke.
bapu¦ Aa to wgvannI idƒ|vinno sar Ke. Aho¦ AacayR wgvHtoAe vnmaH vsIne kevaH Ajb kam kyaÅ Ke¦ j¡Ao, mUz ga=aAo ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve be hÔr vØR pr rcI Ke, ne tena Aek hÔr vØR pKI tenI !Ika AacayR ]I Am<tcHãsUirAe bnavI Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr muinvro¦ Ô e halta‐calta is⦠inj Aek &aykwavmaH jem e _pyognI‐xuâopyognI _g/ jmav! krI Ke Ane jeAo Ýcur SvsHvednmaH mSt, inÔnHdrsmaH lIn rhenara Ke Aeva yogIvroAe Aa idƒ xaÏ rCyuH Ke.
Aem xuâopyog to co=a gu S=an=I hoy Ke, prHtu xuâopyognI jevI _g/ jmav! muinvrone hoy Ke tevI smiktIne co=e gu S=ane hotI n=I. muinrajne to 5` kØayna AwavvazI xuâopyognI tIv/ lInta hoy Ke. t=aip sMyG¹iÚne co=e gu S=ane g<hvasmaH rheva KtaH Aa„a SvsHvednÝTyÙ=I AnuwvmaH Aave AevI Aa„anI Aa Ýkaxxi› Ke. Aa Nyay=I‐yui›=I vat Ke. co=e gu S=ane smiktI khe Ke‐mara AaTmana SvsHvedn‐ÝTyÙ=I huH mne AnuwvuH KuH. Aho¦ Aa SvsHvedn AicHTy mihmayu› Ke, temaH AnHt gu ono rs smay Ke, temaH AtIiNãy AanHd Jre Ke, Sv$pnI ÝtIit Ýg!e Ke, Ane AnHt xi›Ao inmRzp e _Kze Ke. Aho¦ Aa SvsHvedn to moÙnaH äar qolvano ramba` _pay Ke.
smiktI cÊvt± wle K qHDna raßymaH bhar=I deqay, p` qreqr te raßyno SvamI n=I. 47 xi›maH KeLlI Sv‐SvaimTvmyI sHbH\xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke Aevo smiktI, &anI cÊvt± KNnu hÔr ra`IAona v<HdmaH deqay to p` te potana ãƒ‐gu Ane SvsHvednnI inmRzpyaRy je tene Ýg! ={ Ke teno te SvamI Ke, ragno‐ivkLpno SvamI n=I. hve ragno SvamI n=I to pKI raßyno, prno ke S5Ino SvamI hoy Ae vat k–aH rhI?
ÝÆ:- mit‐]ut&anne tme ÝTyÙ kho Ko, prHtu tÀva=RsU5maH ;Aa>e proÙmŸ' AarHwnaH be A=aRtŸ mit‐]ut&an proÙ Ke Aem kæuH Ke. to Aa kevI rIte Ke?
_¿r:- tÀva=RsU5maH mit‐]ut&anne proÙ kæaH Ke te to prne Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe proÙ kæaH Ke, potane Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe to mit‐]ut&an ÝTyÙ Ke. Aa vat AemaH giwRt Ke. ƒvharmaH jem khe Ke ne ke‐Aa ma`sne meH ÝTyÙ Ôeyo Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a SvsHvedn&anmaH SpÚ SvyH Ýkaxman =ay Ke. ]utpyaRy AHtrmaH vzIne ßyaH cEtNySv$pne |yey bnave Ke TyaH tenuH ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn =ay Ke. SvanuwvmaH Aa„a SvyH Ýg! =ay Ke.
meH raÔne ÝTyÙ Ôeyo Aem khevuH te ƒvharÝTyÙ Ke. prnuH &an p` jene Sv$pg/ahI sTya=R &an hoy tene sacuH hoy Ke. Aa dev Ke, Aa guÌ Ke, Aa xaÏ Ke‐AevuH prsHbH\InuH &an tene sacuH hoy Ke jene SvnuH wan Ke. jene SvnuH &an =yuH n=I tene prnuH &an te &an n=I, Ae to AekaHt prÝkaxk &an Ke.
wa{¦ tara Aa„ano ÝkaxSvwav Ke temaH proÙp`ano Awav Ke. smiktIne Aa„SvwavnuH AHxe ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. tene sa\kdxamaH pU R ÝTyÙ&an Ýg!–uH n=I, ne proÙ&an p` vteR Ke. Sv$pna _g/ AalHbne jem jem tene Aa„anuH ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn v\tuH Ôy Ke tem tem proÙp uH KU!tuH Ôy Ke ne AHte proÙp`ano svR=a Awav ={ pU R ÝTyÙ&an‐kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke Aa Ýkaxxi›nI pirpU R Ýg!ta Ke jemaH AeklI pU R ÝTyÙta j Ke. Aa rIte‐
‐A&anIne svR=a proÙ j &an hoy Ke,
‐smiktIne, sa\kne AHxe ÝTyÙ SvsHvedn hoy Ke, ne sa=e Ême Awav$p =tuH proÙp uH p` hoy Ke, ne
‐kevzIne svRÝTyÙp`uH‐pU R ÝTyÙp uH hoy Ke.
AavI vat¦
wa{¦ guº rhe AevuH Aa„anuH Sv$p j n=I. p` tne AnHtxi›sHpþ inj Aa„ãƒno iv¬as Aave Tyare ne? lokomaH khevay Ke ke iv¬ase vha` tre. tem tuH AnHtgu \am inj Aa„ãƒno iv¬as lavI AHtmuRq =a, tem krva=I Aa„anuH vha` trIne par _trI jxe. Aha¦ Aa AnHt jNm‐mr`na AHt krvanI vat bapa¦ bakI dya, dan Aaid wavna fzmaH to tuH wvw/m` krxe. dya, dan Aaid wav vDe kdac tuH SvgeR j{x to TyaH p` sMyGdxRn ivna du:qI j ={x Ane mrIne AHte nkR‐ingodmaH caLyo j{x.
Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐wgvan kevzI ãƒonI vtRman vtRtI pyaRyne Ô`e p` i5kazvt± svR pyaRyone n Ô e kemke Aek smynI vtRman pyaRy vteR Ke, p` wUt‐wiv*ynI pyaRyo vtRman vtRtI n=I. p` Aa maNyta brabr n=I, kemke wgvan kevzInI &anxi› sHkoc riht qIlIne AevI pU R&an$p‐kevz&an$p ={ Ke ke Aek smymaH 5`e kaznI smSt pyaRyone wgvan kevzI svR&dev ÝTyÙ Ô e Ke. wgvan kevzI vtRman vtRtI Aek smynI pyaRyne j deqe Ke, ne wUt‐waivnI pyaRyone deqta n=I Aem Ke j nih. Aem mane Aene cEtNynI xi›nI qbr j n=I. wa{¦ AamaH Aek Nyay fre to AemaH AaqI vStu frI Ôy.
Ahaha...¦ Aa„anI &anxi›maH Aa AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke. AemaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke Aem nih, p` AemaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke. jem &anmaH AiStTvnuH $p Ke tem &anmaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke je=I &annI xi›maH sHkoc ivna pUr` ivkas =ay Ke Ane 5`kaz 5`loknI pyaRyone sHkoc ivna Aek smymaH Ô e Ke. cEtNyno pU R ivlas =taH Ô`vamaH ko{ Ùe5nI myaRda n=I ke Aa!luH j Ùe5 Ô e, va kaznI ko{ myaRda n=I ke Aa!la kaznuH j Ô e 5`kaz siht lokalokne myaRda ivna Aek smymaH ÝTyÙ Ô e Aevo Apirimt pU R AnHt &anxi›no ivkas wgvan kevzIne =yo hoy Ke.
tÀva=RsU5maH Aave Ke ke car FatIkmÈno na= =va=I kevz&an Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Aa to inim¿=I k=n Ke, te y=a=R inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!e Ke. vaStvmaH car FatIkmÈno Ùy krvo Ae Aa„ana Sv$pmaH Ke j nih. Ae to potano Aevo AsHkuictivkasTv Svwav Ke je vDe Òv (‐&an) pU`R ivkas$p ={ kevz&an Ýg! kre Ke. p` Arere¦ A&anI pamrne potanI Ýwutano mihma besvo k@` pDe Ke, Aem ke AavuH te hoy¦ p` Are wa{¦ &anmaH sHkoc riht pU R ivkas =ay AevuH AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke, dxRnmaH p` sHkoc n rhe Ane ivkas ={ Ôy AevuH $p Ke, je=I AsHkoc‐ivkas$p je dxRn te svR ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavne potana ivkas=I deqe Ke.
Aa„ano AtIiNãy AanHdno Svwav Ke. temaH p` AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH $p Ke, je vDe AanHdSvwav ko{ sHkoc ivna pU aRnHdSv$pe pir`me Ke. vzI ÒvmaH AkØaySv$p cair5 namno Aek gu Ke, temaH p` Aa xi›nuH $p Ke, je=I cair5nI pU`R rm`ta‐iS=rta ={ pU R AkØay$p cair5 Ýg! =ay Ke. Ôe ke Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH cair5 namnI xi› j¡dI v`RvI n=I, p` suqxi›maH ]âa Ane cair5 Ae bþe xi› smaDI dI\I Ke. wgvan isâna Aa@ gu na v RnmaH p` cair5 gu j¡do kæo n=I¸ sMyGdxRn Ane vIyR gu nuH k=n kyuÅ Ke TyaH ]âamaH cair5xi› smavI dI\I Ke.
prma„ÝkaxmaH Aek ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. vaHsno mHDp hoy TyaH su\I vel maHDva _pr c#e Ke, p` velmaH hÒ _pr jvanI xi› to wrI Ke. mHDp v\are êco hoy to vel p` v\are êce c#e AevI velmaH potana kar e (mHDpna kar e nih) xi› Ke. tem Aa 5`kaz‐5`lokno mHDp Ke tene kevz&an Aek smymaH Ô e Ke. vzI Aena=I AnHtgu a Ùe5 ne kaz hoy to p` kevz&an tene Ô e AevI tenI AnHt ivkas$p xi› Ke. lokalok Aek j Ke, p` Aena=I AnHtgu a lokalok hoy to p` sHkoc ivna ivkas ={ne kevz&an te b\ane Ô`I le AevuH tenuH Sv$p Ke. wa{¦ Aek Aek gu`nI Aek Aek pyaRy sHkoc ivna pU`R ivkas$p ={ ivlse Aevo Aa„anI AsHkoc‐ivkasxi›no Svwav Ke. wgvan¦ AHdr taruH Sv$p to Ôe.
Aha¦ Aa„anuH &an ÝTyÙ ={ne pirpU R ivkist =ay Aevo Aeno AsHkoc‐ivkas Svwav Ke. p` te pyaRymaH pU R ivkas$p k–are =ay? ke i5kazI ÝTyÙ pirpU R Aek &aykwavno Aa]y krIne pir`me Tyare pyaRymaH pU R ivkas =ay Ke. Aa isvay jDno ke ivkarno Aa]y krIne law mane to pyaRymaH ivkas n =ay, ivkar =ay ne pyaRy sHkoc$p j rhe. Aha¦ ÒvnI pyaRymaH Anaid=I sHkoc Ke, te sHkoc !zIne sHkoc riht ivkas kem =ay te AhÄ AacayRdev btave Ke.
pir`mIne tene Ô`I le. Aha¦ j¡Ao, Aa AirhHtnuH Sv$p¦ Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, Aa„bagno icdŸivlas¦ loko bagmaH ivlas krva Ôy Ke ne¦ muHb{maH fUlJaDna mo!a bgIca Ke, loko saHjna TyaH hva qava Ôy Ke. Ae wav to pap$p Ke. Aa to cEtNyivlasSv$p Aa„bagmaH AnHt xi›Ao AmyaRidt ivkas pamIne inmRz‐inmRz AanHd AaptI pir`me Ke AenI vat Ke.
Ahaha...¦ sHkoc n rhe Ane pUr` behd ivkas ={ Ôy AevI ÒvnI xi› Ke. &an, dxRn, AanHd, vIyR, AiStTv, vStuTv, ktaR, kmR [Tyaid Aekek xi› Ke te sHkoc ivna Apirimt ivkas$pe pir`me Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. jem prma umaH AnHtgu lIlI, lal Aaid pyaRy =ay Ke te potana kar e =ay Ke, temaH prnuH kar` bIlkul n=I¸ tem wgvan Aa„amaH AnHt&an, AnHtsuq, AnHtvIyR Aaid pyaRy _TpNn =ay Ke te pota=I =ay Ke, temaH prnuH rHcma5 p` kar` n=I. Are wa{¦ Aek smymaH 5`kaz siht lokalokne pU R Ô e, tenI wUt Ane wiv*ynI pyaRyone p` vtRmanvtŸ ÝTyÙ Ô e tene svR& khevamaH Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR& Ae!le xuH? Ae to xi›nI AmyaRidt AsHkuictivkas$p AvS=a Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Are Ýwu¦ kevI kevI (‐mha AaüyRkarI) xi›Aono wHDar Ýwu tuH Ko tenI qbr krvane bdle tuH bIje iÊyakaHDmaH roka{ gyo¦ Aha¦ AnHt AmyaRidt mihmavHt AevI potanI cIjna wan ivna Aa tara v/t, tp Aaid kaH{ kamna n=I. injRra Ai\karmaH AacayR wgvane pokarIne kæuH Ke ke‐A&anI Òv Aa„ana wan ivna v/taid Élex kre to kro, p` te vDe tene sHsarno nax =to n=I.
Are wa{¦ tuH ALp& rhe, ALpdx±, ALp vIyRp`e Ane ALp AanHdp e rhe Aevo taro Svwav n=I, p` wgvan¦ tuH pU aRnHd Ýwu pU R &ananHdno diryo Ke, Ahaha...¦ AlaEikk cIj Ko tuH Ýwu¦ Aha¦ AavuH wed&an krI AHdr AHtmuRq vzI AvloktaH svR&Tv, svRdixRTv Aaid AnHt xi›maH sHkoc ivna pU R ivkas =ay Aeva injSvwavnI ÝtIit =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AamaH Aa Aek Nyay smje to b\a j wav smÔ{ Ôy AevI vat Ke. Aha¦ Aa AsHkuictivkasTvxi› ãƒ‐gu maH to i5kaz ƒapk Ke, Ane SvsNmuqta vDe teno SvIkar krtaH j te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI ムAsHkoc ivkas$p, gu o AsHkoc ivkas$p Ane tãUp‐pir`t pyaRy p` AsHkoc ivkas$p¦¦ gjb vat, wa{¦
ha, p` pU R ivkist &annI pyaRy pU R lokalokne Ô e temaH lokalok kar` Ke ke nih?
_¿r:- na, jray nih, Ae to inj AHt:puruØa=Rna sam+yR=I j pU R ivkist &annI dxa lokalokne ÝTyÙ Ô`I le Ke temaH lokaloknuH kaH{ j kar`p uH n=I. Ôe lokalok kar` hoy to lokalok to Anaid Ke Ane te=I kevz&an‐&annI pU`R ivkist dxa‐Anaid hovI Ôe{Ae. p` Aem to Ke nih, kemke kevz&an to Òvne nvuH said Ýg!e Ke. te=I SpÚ =ay Ke ke lokalok &annuH kar` n=I¸ vzI te &annuH kayR Ke Aem p` n=I.
Aha¦ &an, dxRn, suq, vIyR Aaid AnHtI xi›Ao AsHkuict ivkasne Ýaº =ay Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke Ane te SvsNmuqta$p AHt:puruØa=R vDe isâ =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke Aa isvay b\uH =o=e=o=aH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? Lyo,
AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„ano Aevo AkayRkar` Svwav Ke ke je=I tenI Sva]ye je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te ragnuH kayR n=I. ƒvhar (ƒvhar rTn5y) Ke ma!e inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke Aem n=I. ƒvhar rTn5y kar` ne inüy rTn5ynI inmRz pyaRy kayR Aem n=I. tem Aa„a (inmRz pyaRy) ragnuH‐ivkarnuH kar ey n=I. Aa„a sHsarnI _Tpi¿nuH kar` n=I. AavI vStuiS=itnI myaRda Ke wa{¦ ムstŸ, gu stŸ ne pyaRy p` stŸ Ke 5 e SvtH5 Ke. te=I inüye pyaRy pota=I _Tpþ =ay Ke, ko{ bIj¡H (ANy ãƒ) kar` Ke ma!e te _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.
inüy=I to Aem Ke ke sMyGdxRn ke kevz&annI je pyaRy _Tpþ ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. tenI _Tpi¿no te kaz hto ma!e te pyaRy TyaH _Tpþ ={ Ke¸ te tenI kazliB\ Ke. te smye wƒtano wav _Tpþ =vano kaz hto ma!e te pyaRy pota=I Ýg! ={ Ke, prnuH AemaH jray kar`p uH n=I. j¡Ao, SvSv$pmaH lIn‐iS=r =ay Tyare cair5mohkmRno nax =ay Ke. TyaH cair5mohkmRna naxnuH kayR kaH{ ÒvnuH kayR n=I. (ÒvnuH kayR to Sv$plInta Ke). tem cair5mohkmRno Awav =yo te kar` Ane Sv$plInta$p inmRz cair5 te kayR Aem p` n=I.
ha, p` inim¿ to Ke ne?
Are wa{¦ inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R xuH? Ae Ke bs Ae!luH j, bakI inim¿ kaH{ kre Ke Aem Ke nih. j¡Aone, Aa coÉquH to kæuH Ke ke‐je ANy=I kratuH n=I Ane ANyne krtuH n=I Aeva Aek ãƒSv$p AkayRkar`Tvxi› i5kaz ÒvãƒmaH pDelI Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH inim¿‐prvStu _padanmaH xuH kre? kaH{ j na kre. vaStvmaH Aekek smynI pyaRy pote j potana kar`‐kayRp e vteR Ke. prm xuâ¹iÚmaH to kayR‐kar`na wed j n=I, wed paDvo te ƒvhar Ke.
AhÄ ãƒnI xi›nI vat krI Ke, p` ãƒmaH je xi› Ke te pyaRymaHy ƒape Ke. Ahaha...¦ i5kazI xi›van inj ãƒno ßyaH Svaiwmuqp e SvIkar =yo TyaH xi› pyaRymaH ƒapI Ôy Ke. te=I pyaRymaH p` prnuH kayR‐kar`p uH n=I Ahaha...¦ je e AkayRkar`$p ムSvwav SvIkayÈ te pyaRy p` AHtmuRq ={ne ãƒmaH Awed =yelI Ke, te=I te pyaRy p` prnuH kayR‐kar` n=I. Aha¦ ãƒno‐ムSvwavno jemaH in Ry =yo te pyaRy Ke te Ýg!elI pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke huH AanHdnI mUitR icdanHdFn Ýwu ragnuH kar ey n=I Ane ragnuH kayR p` n=I. rag ragna kar e =yo Ke Ane AanHd AanHdna kar e. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐ragnuH kar` jD kmR to Ke ne? to Ae vat p` n=I. jD kmR inim¿ ho, p` inim¿ inim¿maH SvtH5 Ke Ane rag ragna kar e
smysarnI 72mI ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐Aas/vo Aakuztana _Tpþ krnara Ke te=I du:qna kar` Ke, Ane wgvan Aa„a to sday inrakuz‐Svwavne lI\e ko{nuH kar` n=I, ko{nuH kayR n=I. Lyo, AamaH=I AacayRdeve Aa AkayRkar`Tv xi› ka#I Ke. ko{ [¬r jgtne bnave Ae vat to dUr rho, AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„a prãƒne kre Ane prムAa„ane kre AevuH prSpr kayR‐kar`p uH n=I. wa{¦ Aa to tuH Nyal ={ Ôy AevI vat Ke. A&anI p` prnuH kaH{ kre Ke Aem n=I, Ae to h@=I huH prnuH kruH KuH Aem (im+ya) mane Ke bs, bakI vStuno AkayRkar`Svwav to jem Ke tem Ke Aeno AHtrmaH SvIkar kre te &anI Ke. AavI vat¦
ÝÆ:- to tÀva=R rajvaitRkmaH be kar`=I kayR _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem k=n Ke ne? _¿r:- Ae to kayR =yuH Tyare inim¿ ko` Ke tenuH &an kravva ma!e TyaH Ae vat krI Ke. pyaRy ko{nuH
kar` nih Ane kayR p` nih Ae mUz vatne raqIne pKI TyaH inim¿ ko` Ke tenuH Ýma`&an kravva be kar`=I kayR =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. inüy=I pyaRy pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, pr tenuH kar`‐kayR n=I Ae vat raqIne Ýma`, inim¿nuH &an krave Ke bakI inüyne jU@o manIne (_DaDIne) inim¿nuH &an krave to te sacuH Ýma`&an j n=I, Ae to im+ya&an Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
AkayRkar`Tvxi›nI ƒaQyamaH je ;Aek ãƒSv$p' Aevo xBd Ke te=I ke!lakne Aem lage Ke ke Aa to
j¡Ao, Aa„ane prムsa=e kayR‐kar`p`uH n=I AevI AkayRkar`Tvxi›nI vat AavI g{. hve khe Ke‐pr Ane pote jemnaH inim¿ Ke Aeva &eyakaro t=a &anakarone g/h` krvana Ane g/h` kravvana Svwav$p Aa„amaH pir`My‐pir`amkTvxi› Ke. =oDI sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ jra |yan raqI smjvuH. pr&eyone g/h` krvana Svwav$p je xi› Ke te Ýma` nam pir`Myxi› Ke, Ane &anakarone g/h` kravvana Svwav$p je xi› Ke te Ýmey nam pir`amkTvxi› Ke. \Ire \Ire smÔe bapu AhÄ xuH khevuH Ke? ke Aa„amaH Ýma` namnI Aek xi› Ke Ane Ýmey namnI p` Aek xi› Ke. Ýma` te pir`My xi› Ke Ane Ýmey te pir`amkTv xi› Ke. Aa bNne mzIne Aa„amaH Aek pir`My‐pir`amkTv namnI xi› i5kaz Ke.
;pir`My' Ae!le pr&eyo vDe Aa„a pir`mavay Ke va pr&eyo Aa„ane &anne pir`mave Ke Aem nih, p` same jeva pr&eyo Ke tevuH &annuH shj j pir`mn potana Svwav=I =ay Ke. Aavo Aa„ano pir`My Svwav Ke. Svwav=I j prne Ô`va$p pir`mvanI Aa„anI xi› Ke. Aa pir`My xi› Ke.
vzI ;pir`amkTv' Ae!le sama ANy Òvna &anne Aa Aa„a pir`mave Ke Aem nih, p` pote shj j &eyp e sama Òvna Ýma`&anmaH Jzke Aevo Aa„ano pir`amkTv Svwav Ke. prna &anmaH &eyp e Jzkvano Aa„ano pir`amkTv Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa„a prne Ô e Ane prna &anmaH pote j`ay. Aava bNne Svwav temaH AekIsa=e rhela Ke. tene AhI ;pir`My‐pir`amkTv' xi› khI Ke.
Aa„anI xi›nuH AhÄ Aa sU"m v Rn Ke. Aa„a prno ktaR =ay A=va pr vDe Aa„anuH kayR =ay Aevo to Aa„ano Svwav n=I. prHtu svR &eyakarone‐je &ey vStuAo AnHt Ke tene ivxeØp e g/h` krvana Svwav$p Aa„amaH Ýma` nam pir`My namnI xi› Ke temj prna Ýma`maH Ýmey =vanI A=aRtŸ potana &anakarone g/h` kravvana Svwav$p AaTmamaH ÝmeyTv nam pir`amkTv namnI xi› Ke. AamaH Sv Ane pr Aem be vStuAo isâ krI Ke. Aeklo pr prb/ïSv$p Aa„a j Ke Aem nih, t=a Aekla pr&eyo Ke Aem p` nih. Aha¦ &eyo (Òv‐AÒv$p) p` AnHt Ke Ane &anSv$pI Aa„a je Ýma`‐Ýmey Svwavmy Ke te p` wav=I AnHt$p Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa„amaH AnHt xi›, AnHt gu , AnHt Svwav wyaR Ke. temaH Aek Ýma` namnI xi›‐Svwav Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐Svpr svR &eyakaronuH tena ivxeØo siht &an krvuH te Ýma` xi›nuH kayR Ke. AhÄ svR &eyakaro kæa temaH potano Aa„a p` Aek &eyakar trIke AavI gyo. te=I Ôe ko{ Aem khe ke‐Aa„a prne Ô e p` Svne n Ô e to tenI Ae vat jU@I Ke, kem ke Aa„amaH Sv‐prne Ô`va$p Aa Ýma` xi› Ke. vzI ko{ Aem khe ke‐Aa„a Svne Ô e, p` prne n Ô e to tenI Ae vat p` jU@I Ke, tene Aa„amaH Svprne Ô`va$p Ýma` xi› Ke tenI qbr n=I.
vzI Aa„amaH Aek Ýmey namnI xi› p` Ke. tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐prna Ýma` &anmaH potana &anakarone g/h` kravvano ApR krvano Aeno Svwav Ke. Aa Ýma e Ýma`‐Ýmey‐bþe mzIne Aa Aek pir`My‐pir`amkTv xi› AhÄ AacayRdeve khI Ke. prne rce‐rcave ke kre‐krave Aevo ko{ Aa„ano Svwav n=I, p` prno &ata p` =ay Ane &ey p` =ay Aevo Aa„ano Aa pir`My‐pir`amkTv Svwav Ke. AavI sU"m vat wa{¦
ÝÆ:- Aa„amaH Sv‐prna &anmaH &ey =vano Svwav Ke t=a Svprne Ô`vano Svwav Ke to Amne Aa„a j`ato kem n=I?
_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa„a [iNãy&an=I n j`ay Aevo sU"m AtIiNãy A$pI pda=R Ke. tene Ô`va [iNãy&an kam nih Aave¸ tare taro _pyog AHtmuRq AtIiNãy sU"m krvo Ôe{xe. Aa„a AtIiNãy SvsHvednmaH j j`ay AevI cIj Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
AhÄ=I Aa stŸ‐xaÏ nam ijnva`I bhar pDe Ke ne? te &ey Ke. te &eynuH &an krvuH te wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHta &eyone Ô e Aevo wgvan¦ taro Svwav Ke. te AnHta &eyonI rcna krvI ke tenuH kayR krvuH Aem nih (Aevo taro Svwav nih), tem te &eyo vDe tara kayRnI rcna (&anakaronI rcna) =ay‐kray
temaH Aa„anI Aek xi› AevI Ke ke pote Sv‐prno &ata p` =ay Ane Sv‐prno &ey p` =ay. AhÄ Svprno &ey =ay Aem kæuH TyaH prno Ae!le prÒvona &anmaH &ey =ay Aem vat Ke, kaH{ jDno‐[iNãyaid jD pda=Èno &ey =ay Aem nih. jDmaH to k–aH &an Ke ke Aa„a Aeno &ey =ay? hve jDne‐[iNãyaidne to potanI j qbr n=I TyaH te bIÔne xuH Ô e? Aek Aa„ane j Sv‐prnI qbr Ke. Aho¦ Aa„ana potana Aava &ey‐&ayk Svwavne AHtmuRq ={ Ô`taH potane potanI qbr pDe Ke. pote sU"m A$pI cIj Ke te=I pote potane n Ô e Aem ko{ A&anIAo mane Ke p` AevI vStu n=I. Are wa{¦ potane potanI qbr n pDe to potanI in:xHk ÝtIitk–aH=I =ay? Ane inj SvwavnI in:xHkta =ya ivna sa\k Òv konI sa\na kre? Are wa{¦ AHdr taro Svwav j Aevo Ke ke AHtrmaH Ôg/t =taH Sv$pnI in:sHdeh ÝtIit =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aavo marg¦
hve lokone to pUÔ krvI, wi› krvI, ne v/t‐_pvasaid krvaH @Ik pDe Ke, p` wa{¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I¸ \mRnuH kar ey n=I.
to &anI‐\m± puruØo p` Aa b\uH kre to Ke? xuH kre Ke? Axuw=I bcva ma!e &anIne wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid xuwwavna pir`am =ta hoy Ke, p`
tene te \mR va potanuH ktRƒ Ô`ta n=I. Ae sFza xuwwavo &anIne heyp e j hoy Ke. hve &anIna AHtrne Ô e nih, ne kre Ke, kre Ke Aem mane, p` Ae j to A&an Ke¦
Are wa{¦ Aa pEsa mara Aem tuH mane p` Aevo taro‐Òvno Svwav n=I. l"mI, mkan, S5I‐ku!uHb‐pirvar, dev‐guÌ Aaid Ae b\uH &eyp e tara &anmaH j`avalayk Ke, p` Ae b\a &eyo tara Ke AevuH k–aH Ke? te &eyo mara Ke Aem tuH mane p` Ae to kevz w/m Ke, kem ke Aevo vStuSvwav n=I. vzI prna Ýma`maH Ýmey =ay Aevo taro Svwav Ke, p` prno tuH =ay, prno ipta ne prno pu5 tuH =ay, Aevo taro Svwav n=I.
saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ jgtnI sFzI cIÔe &ey trIke tara &anmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo tara &anno Svwav Ke. wa{¦ tuH te cIÔeno kaH{ malIk n=I. Aha¦ pr&eyone g/h` krva$p je Ýma`&an teno tuH malIk Ko, p` pr&eyono malIk n=I. wgvan mara ne guÌ mara‐Aem tuH mane, p` Ae b\a to tara &anna &ey Ke bs¸ mara wgvan ne mara guÌ AevI to jgtmaH ko{ vStu Ke nih vzI &ananHd Svwave pir`mela hoy Aeva Òvna Ýma`&anmaH Ýmey ={ne temaH j`avalayk tuH Ko, p` prno tuH =a AevI tarI laykat n=I. wa{, prno tuH kaH{ n=I, Ane pr tara kaH{ n=I. prno tuH =a ne pr tara =ay Aevo vStuSvwav j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
ha, p` wgvanne 14000 sa\u‐ix*yo hta, ne 36000 AaijRkaAo‐ix*ya htI Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?
_¿r:- Aave Ke p` Aa b\aH k=n ƒvharnynaH Ke bapu¦ bakI wgvannuH kaH{ n=I, ne wgvan ko{na n=I. AhÄ to Aa vat Ke ke wgvanna kevz&anmaH lokna svR &eyakarone yugptŸ g/h` krvano Svwav Ke, Ane pr kevzIna &anmaH &eyakarone g/h` kravvano teno Ýmey Svwav Ke. wa{¦ tara &anSvwavmaH svR &eyo j`avalayk Ke bs Ae!luH raq. pr&eyo mara, ne huH prno‐Ae vat jva de wa{¦ (kem ke) AevI vStu n=I. Aho¦ AacayRdeve AeklaH Am<t reD–aH Ke¦
Aha¦ Aavo AnHt Svwavmy Am<tsagr _Kze TyaH vaH\a‐ivro\nI vato xowe nih. AhÄ to khe Ke‐jgtmaH ko{ Ýa`I ivro\I‐duXmn Ke nih¸ svR Ýa`I &eyma5 Ke. Aavo wgvanno NyaymagR wa{¦ jevuH pda=ÈnuH Sv$p Ke tevuH tenuH &an krvuH te Nyay Ke tevI tenI ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. AhÄ to Aa!lI vat Ke ke‐pr &eyakaro potana &anmaH inim¿ Ke bs, Ane potana &anakaro prna &anmaH inim¿ Ke bs. Aavo j Aa„ano pir`My‐pir`amkTvSvwav Ke.
ke!lak S5Ine A\aÅgna khe Ke ne¦ \Uzey A\aÅgna n=I saHwzne, Ae to tara &annuH pr&ey Ke. te &eynuH &an kre AevI je &annI pir`it Ke te tarI Ke, kem ke Svprne Ô`vano Aa„ano Svwav Ke. pr&eynuH kayR kre ke pr&ey potana ={ Ôy Aevo Aa„ano Svwav n=I. Aha¦ Aavo vStu‐Svwav je e y=a=R AozQyo te Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke.
lokone Aa vat sU"m pDe Ke, p` Aa mUz mudŸanI vat Ke. prna guÌ =vuH ke prna ix*y =vuH Ae kaH{ Aa„ano Svwav n=I. xi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =yuH AenI Aa vat Ke. xi› ãƒmaH gu p e to i5kaz pDI Ke, p` ãƒSvwavnI ¹iÚ =taH xi›nuH pir`mn pyaRymaH =ay Ke. te pyaRymaH bharna AnHt &eyo j`ay Ke. p` te &eyo mara Ke Aem ko{ mane to AevuH k–aH Ke? Ae to tdŸn ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. bIÔ Òvne kevz&an Ýg!–uH hoy va mit‐]ut&an hoy‐tena &anmaH &ey ={ne &anakarone g/h` kravano taro Svwav Ke, p` prno tuH ={ Ô Aevo taro Svwav n=I. wgvan¦ tuH Aek &ata‐¹Úa Ko¸ bs Aa vat AhÄ ivxeØp e isâ kre Ke.
Aha¦ sMyG¹iÚ Òvne AHtrmaH AevI ÝtIit ={ Ke ke‐svR pr&eyo‐xrIr, mn, va`I, kmR, wavkmR, ragaid b\a mara &anmaH j`avalayk Ke ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp _@e te p` pr&eyp e &anmaH j`avalayk Ke, p` temaH SvaimTvnI buiâ n=I. hve lokone Aana j mo!a vaH\a Ke, Aem ke‐ƒvhar‐xuwrag moÙno magR Ke‐Aem teAo mane Ke. p` AhÄ tenI na paDe Ke. xuwrag p` pr&ey Ke, Ana„a Ke. te &eyne g/h` krvano Ae!le ke Ô`vano Aa„ano Svwav Ke. 12mI ga=amaH p` AavI gyuH ke ƒvharny Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke. 11mI ga=amaH p` AavI gyuH ke‐potano Aek i5kazI &aykwav sTya=R Ke, kem ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn ne \mR =ay Ke. carekor=I deqo to Aa Aek j isâaHt isâ =ay Ke. sMyG¹iÚne je ragaHx bakI Ke te tene pr&ey trIke &anmaH Ô`valayk Ke p`¸ rag maro Ke, va rag=I &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. Aha¦ rag=I iwþ pDI vItrag =va nIkZyo Ke te ragne potano kem Ô e? ne ragne wlo kem mane? rag to Aena &annuH &ey Ke bs. bakI rag ragp e ragmaH Ke, ne &an &anp e &anmaH Ke. (prSpr kaH{ levadeva n=I). smÔ uH kaH{...? (rag=I &an nih, ne &an=I rag nih.) AavI vat Ke bapu¦
AacayR]I Am<tcHãSvamI khe Ke‐je smye je!lo rag hoy Ke te te smye ƒvhare Ô`valayk Ke. barmI ga=anI !IkamaH ;tdaTve' xBd pD–o Ke, Ae!le ke te te kaze rag Ô`valayk Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke rag mara &annuH &ey Ke Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. vaStvmaH te te kaze &annI Sv‐pr‐Ýkaxk pyaRy SvyH pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane temaH rag pr&eyp e j`ay Ke bs. rag &ey Ke ma!e &annI prÝkaxk pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. Svprne Ô`vanI &annI Êmvt± pyaRy potana sam+yR=I Ýg! =ay Ke, ragna‐inim¿na kar e Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I.
Are wgvan¦ taro magR to Ôe. Aha¦ tarI cIj AHdr AevI Ke ke je smye rag Aaƒo te smye te rag sHbH\I &an =ay Aevo taro Svwav Ke. t=aip te rag=I &annI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ke nih¸ &annI pyaRy pota=I j _Tpþ =ay Ke. temaH &eynuH‐ragnuH &an =yuH Aem khevuH ƒvhar Ke. vzI &annI dxano Ô`nar huH KuH‐Ae p` wed$p ƒvhar Ke. huH to Aek &ayk KuH. Ahaha...¦ AevuH AHdr pir`mn ={ gyuH TyaH &ayk ={ gyo. sU"m vat Ke wa{¦ AHdr je gHwIrta wase Ke Ae!luH b\uH khevanuH bne nih, kem ke xBdonI Ae!lI takat n=I. wgvan kevzIAe Ane idgHbr sHtoAe je kæuH Ke tenI ëDp Apar Ke. Are¦ wgvanna Ane kevzIna keDaytI idgHbr sHtona AhÄ Aa kaze ivrh pD–a¦ potana &anmaH prvStu &ey Ke Ane prna &anmaH pote &ey Ke‐AevI ÒvnI Ýma`‐Ýmey xi›ne je y=a=RSv$pe mane tene AHtrmaH xi›van ãƒnI ÝtIit =ay Ke, Ane tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke.
Aha?H AhÄ Aa pir`My‐pir`amkTv namnI xi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. AacayR ]I jysenacayRdev khe Ke ke Aek\araAe Aek xi› ke Aek wav Ôe y=a=R smje to b\a wav y=a=R smÒ Ôy AevuH Aa vStuSv$p Ke.
Aha? Aa„a Sv‐pr &eyone‐svRne Ô e Aem khIAe Ae ƒvhar Ke. Ô e‐Aem wed pD–o ne¦ ma!e ƒvhar Ke. Aa„a to bs Aek &ayk Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an vDe Ô e Aevo wed p` jemaH n=I Aevo i5kazI wUta=R Aek &ayk Ýwu Aa„a Ke Ane te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Aho¦ vItrag svR& prma„anI va`InI Aa Asa\ar` Am<t\ara Ke.
j¡Ao, DuHgzInI Aek ra{na da`a jevDI nanI k!kImaH AsHQy AaEdairk xrIr Ke, Ane te Aekek xrIrmaH AnHt ingoidya Òv Ke. xuH kI\uH? K mihna ne Aa@ smymaH Kso Aa@ Òv moÙ pame Ke. hve Aaj su\ImaH je!la (AnHta) isâ =ya Ke tena krtaH AnHtgu a Òvo ingodna Aek xrIrmaH Ke. te b\a Òvo wgvan &aykna &annuH &ey Ke. Aho¦ wgvan &ayknuH ko{ AdŸwut Apirimt &an sam+yR Ke. wa{¦ lokmaH AnHta Òvo Ke temnI ma5 dya pazva j temnuH v Rn Ke Aem n=I, p` wgvan &aykna Sv‐pr ne Ô`vana prm AdŸwut &anSvwavno mihma lavI AHtmuRq =vuH Aem Aeno ivxeØ Aaxy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
vzI prnI rÙano wav pap Ke Aem ko{ loko mane Ke, p` Ae maNyta qo!I Ke, im+ya Ke. vzI prnI rÙa krI xkay Ke Ae maNyta p` brabr n=I, im+ya Ke. pr ÒvonI rÙana pir`am pu~ywav Ke, Ane te &anI‐\m±ne p` =ta hoy Ke, p` te Ae!la ma!e sa=Rk n=I ke pr ÒvonI rÙa krI xkay Ke‐Aem vStu Sv$p n=I. pr ÒvonI rÙana pir`am =ay, p` tdnusar pr ÒvonI rÙa =ay ke krI xkay AevuH vStu Sv$p n=I. bhu gHwIr vat Ke wa{¦ loko sTyne smßya ivna ivro\ kre, p` xuH =ay? wa{¦ inj AnHtgu Svwavmy ム_pr ¹iÚ jtaH SvanuwUit Ýg!e Ke Ane tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke.
Lyo, Aa Ýma e pHdrmI Aa pir`My‐pir`amkTvxi› pUrI ={.
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16: Tyag-_padanxUNyTvxi›
;je F!tuH‐v\tuH n=I Aeva Sv$pmaH inytÀv$p (iniütp e jemnuH tem rheva$p) TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›.'
Aa sozmI xi› Ke. wgvan Aa„a soze kzaAe‐pU R wgvan Ke Aem Aa xi›maH btaƒuH Ke. xuH khe Ke? wgvan &ayk je \/uv inTyanHd pU aRnHd Ýwu Ke temaH, khe Ke, kmI ke v<iâ =tI n=I. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &ayk Ýwu wirtavS= Ke, A=aRtŸ pirpU R AviS=t Ke. Ahaha...¦ pUr` prma„Sv$p Aevo &aykdev Ýwu Aa„a Ke, AemaH AxuâtanuH to nam‐inxan n=I.
wa{¦ AhÄ xuâtanI ALp‐ApU R pyaRy Ýg! Ke to AHdr i5kazI \/uv ãƒSv$pmaH ivxeØ xuâta Ke, ne pU R xuâ kevz&annI dxa Ýg! =ye TyaH i5kazI Sv$pmaH xuâtanI kmI ={ g{ Aem Ke nih. Aha¦ wgvan &aykSv$p to AHdr jemnuH tem rheva$p i5kaz pU R inyt$p Ke. hve AavuH Aek &ayktÀv‐pUr` sarwUt vStu‐ko{k ivrla Òv pamI Ôy Ke. Aek pdmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
ggnmHDl meH gaEAa ivya`I, ne vsu\a dU\ jmaya¸ivrla =a so maq` paya, Kaxe jgt wrmaya....Ahaha...¦ saE sU`o re wa{¦ vlo`uH vlove so tÀv Am<t ko pa{.
Are wa{¦ tuH Aek var Aa tarI vat saHwz to qro¦ Aha¦ tuH ko` Ko, kevo Ko? to khe Ke‐jemaH kdIy F!‐v\ =tI n=I Aevo Aek &aykSv$p pU`aRnHd‐&ananHd Ýwu Ko. Ahaha...¦ isâpdnI pyaRy Ýg! ={, Ae!lI pU R xuâta pyaRymaH AavI to AHdr i5kazImaH kaH{ kmI ={ ke nih? to khe Ke‐na, Aem Ke nih. vzI co=e gu S=ane sMyGdxRnnI xuâ pyaRy ={ TyaH pU R iS=rta ={ n=I to AHdr ムSv$pmaH xuâta ivxeØ (ivxeØ xuâta) Ke ke nih? to khe Ke‐na, Aem Ke nih. Ahaha...¦ AHdr ãƒSvwav to jevo Ke tevo j i5kaz pirpU R Ke, temaH kaH{ F!‐v\ =tI j n=I.
hve Aavo marg Ýwuno Ke. bharmaH to Aa kro ne te kro‐pUÔ kro ne wi› kro, v/t kro ne tp kro‐Aem kro‐kro‐nI j ÝrUp`a cale Ke p` Ae to b\a xuwwav Ke bapa¦ Ae \mR nih Ýwu¦
Ke, ijn vcn Ke. wa{¦ tuH rag=I law =vanuH mane p` Ae to im+ya maNyta Ke, kem ke rag tara Sv$pmaH j n=I to te tne kem lawdayk =ay? qreqr to pyaRyne g/hvI‐KoDvI Ae vat p` ãƒmaH n=I¸ TyaH tuH prna je ragnaH g/h`‐Tyag potane mane Ae to nyuÅ im+yaTv Ke, kem ke prnaH g/h`‐Tyag Aa„amaH Ke j nih. ivcar to kr. xuH Òve rjk`one pkD–a Ke ke tene KoDe? S5I‐ku!uHb‐pirvar, mhel‐mkan‐hÒra ne \naid samg/I vgerene xuH Òve pkD–aH Ke ke Aene KoDe? bIlkul nih¸ Aene pkD–aHy n=I, ne Aene KoDvay n=I.
ÝÆ:- to dIÙa vqte muinraj Ae b\uH‐Frbar vgere KoDe Ke ne?
_¿r:- xuH KoDe Ke? Frbar vgere b\uH to ßyaH Ke TyaH j Ke. Ae to phelaH Ae pda=ÈmaH‐Frbar vgeremaH‐Aasi› htI te, vEraGyivxeØ =taH Sv$plInta ¹#‐ga# =va=I, KU!I Ôy Ke to muinraje Ae b\uH KoDI dI\uH Aem k=nma5 ƒvhar krvamaH Aave Ke bakI prãƒnaH g/h`‐Tyag vaStvmaH Aa„ane Ke j nih¸ dIÙakaze muinrajna Aa„amaH kaH{ F!‐v\ =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ vÏaidne KoDe ke Aaharne g/h` kre Aevo cair5 pyaRyno Svwav n=I, cair5 pyaRy to Aa„lInta$p Ke, temaH prna g/h`‐Tyag Ke j nih.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a icdanHd Ýwu pU aRnHdno na= Ke. tenamaH kdIy F!‐v\ n =ay Aevo teno TyagopadanxUNyTv Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa TyagopadanxUNyTvxi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aa xi› ãƒnI bIÒ AnHt xi›maH ƒapk Ke, ne AnHt gu nI pyaRymaH p` Aa xi›nuH $p Ke. te=I to ãƒ‐pyaRymaH F!‐v\ =tI n=I, A=aRtŸ ãƒ‐pyaRymaH prãƒnI FUs‐pe@ =tI n=I.
wa{¦ ApU R xuâ Ane pU R xuâ Aevo wed pyaRymaH wle ho¸ p` je ApU R xuâ pyaRy Ke tey F!‐v\ riht Aaqa‐pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. te=I Aek pyaRyne p` n mano to AaquH ムisâ nih =ay, kem ke svR AnHt pyaRyono ipHD te ムKe. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa to gjbnI vat Ke. Aa to QyalmaH Aave tevuH Ke, Aana pKI AguÌlFuTvgu namnI xi›nuH sU"m v Rn Aavxe. tenuH Sv$p to kevzIgMy kæuH Ke.
ÝvcnsarmaH (ny Ai\kar) Aave Ke ke huH pota=I AxUNy KuH, pU R KuH Ane pr=I xUNy KuH. xuH kI\uH Aa? ke huH pr=I‐ragaid ivkar=I xUNy KuH, xuwaxuwwav=I huH xUNy KuH, huH svR ivwavpir`it=I riht KuH. hve Aam Ke KtaH loko to xuwwav=I kLya` =vanuH mane Ke. p` wa{¦ tarI Ae maNyta qo!I Ke, kemke xuwwav Ke te bH\$p Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke, Ane wgvan Aa„a tena=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ lokmaH ingod=I maHDI isâ pyÅtna svR Òvo injSvwav=I pU R wrpur Ke, ne pr=I xUNy Ke. ingodnI dxana kaze ke isânI dxana kaze‐svR AvS=aAomaH Aek &aykÝwu wgvan Aa„a inj cEtNy Svwav=I pU`R wrpUr Ke, ne pr=I xUNy Ke. wa{¦ ãƒSvwav i5kaz Aevo ne Aevo Ke, temaH kdIy F!‐v\ =tI n=I. Aha¦ AnHt AnHt kevz&annI ne isâdxanI pyaRyo Ýg!I Ôy toy ãƒSvwav to Aevo ne Aevo j F!‐v\ riht rhe Ke. Aam Sv$p=I ÝTyek Aa„a inivRkLp, wirtavS=, pU`R, icdanHdSv$p Ke. Aavo pU R injSvwav Ke tene SvIkarI tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH xuâta ne pU Rxuâta Ýg!e Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke.
smysarnI 34mI ga=amaH AaƒuH Ke ke‐Aa„ane ragna TyagnuH ktaRp uH namma5 Ke. prma=eR Aa„a ragna Tyagno ktaR n=I. Ae to potana Sv$pmaH ßyaH rm`ta‐iS=rta ={ TyaH ragnI _Tpi¿ j n ={ to te e ragno Tyag kyÈ Aem ƒvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. potanuH Sv$p injSvwav=I wrpur wyuÅ Ke, tenI Ýitit krI Sv$pmaH iS=rta krvI te cair5 Ke. Sv$piS=rta$p Aa cair5 ragna TyagSv$p Ke, te=I ragno Tyag kyÈ Aem namma5 khevamaH Aave Ke. prma=R=I ragno Tyag krvo Ae vat Aa„ane lagu pDtI n=I, kemke prma=eR wgvan &aykmaH ragnaH g/h`‐Tyag Ke j nih. Aha¦ Aava &aykSvwavne AnusrIne‐AalHbIne je pyaRy (cair5nI dxa) Ýg! =ay. te p` ragna g/h`‐Tyag riht Ke. Aa rIte ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 ey ragna‐ivkarna g/h`=I ne Tyag=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ AavI AlaEikk vat wgvan svR&na xasn isvay k–aHy n=I. p` xuH =ay? jEnmaH jNmelane p` AanI qbr n=I¦ wa{¦ jem iptanI mUDI‐varso hÇx=I sHwaze tem prm ipta‐jEn prme¬rno Aa varso qUb hÇx lavI sHwazvo Ôe{Ae. (temaH j potanuH kLya` Ke).
Ahaha...¦ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a Aekla (xuâ) cEtNySvwav=I pU R wrpur Ke. te prna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke Aavo Aa„ano Tyagopadan‐xUNyTv gu nam Svwav Ke. inj i5kazI ãƒnI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH weguH TyagopadanxUNyTv gu nuH pir`mn p` =ay Ke, je=I Ýg! pyaRymaH prãƒ‐prwavnaH g/h`‐Tyag =taH n=I, Ýg! pyaRy F!‐v\ riht Ke. Aa xuâ pyaRynI vat Ke, AhÄ Axuâ pyaRynI vat n=I. potamaH Ýg! =tI AavI pyaRy pU`R xuâ ho ke ApU R xuâ ho, te pyaRy pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ho to p` te pyaRy pU R ãƒne isâ kre Ke. ma!e te pyaRyne p` pU R khevamaH Aave Ke. hve Aavo marg jEn prme¬rno¦ Aa kaH{ kLpna=I éwo krelo marg n=I, Aa to vStuSv$p Ke wa{¦ kæuH Ke ne ke‐
ijn sohI hE Aatma, ANy sohI hE kmR¸yhI vcnse smj le, ijn Ývcn ka mmR.
Aha¦ AHdr wgvan &ayk pirpU R wrpur Ke. temaH Aa Aek xi› AevI Ke ke drek gu nI pyaRy pU R wirtavS= Ke, drek gu nI pyaRymaH TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nuH $p Ke. je=I &annI pyaRy pr&eyna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke, ]âanI pyaRy im+yaTvna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke, cair5nI pyaRy ragna‐ivkarna g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke. AanHdnI pyaRy Aakultana g/h`‐Tyag=I xUNy Ke. Aha¦ Aa to Am<tnaH Jr`aH væaH Ke wa{¦ idgHbr sHto‐muinvro isvay k–aHy Aa Jr`aH Ke nih. khe Ke‐wgvan¦ tuH pirpU R Ko na=¦ ne pirpU RmaH=I je pyaRy Ýg!I tey pU R Ke, prna g/h`‐Tyag riht Ke.
AaquH ムKe te gu I Ke, temaH xi›Ao Ke te gu Ke. te gu nuH AhÄ v Rn cale Ke. gu kho, Svwav kho ke stŸnuH sÀv kho‐b\ano Aek j A=R Ke. xÌmaH j AacayRdeve kæuH Ke ke‐—&anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI ¹iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ AivnawUt AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke,
te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.˜ xuH kI\uH? je AnHt xi›Ao Ke te AÊm$p Ke, ne xi›AonuH je pir`mn Ke te Êm$p ÝvteR Ke. AhÄ ÊmmaH AxuâtanI vat n levI, Êm$p ÝvtRta pir`ammaH xuâtanI vat levI. AxuâtanI vat n levI, Axuâta Ke tenuH je &an =ay Ke te potanI pyaRymaH pota=I =ay Ke. AevuH j &annuH shj SvprÝkaxk sam+yR Ke. &annI pyaRy Svprne ÝkaxtI =kI pote pota=I j Ýg! =ay Ke. 12mI ga=amaH je kæuH Ke ke‐ƒvharny, ivic5 (Anek) v Rmaza sman hova=I, Ô elo te kaze Ýyojnvan Ke teno p` Aa j A=R Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
AhÄ Êmvt±$p Ane AÊmvt±$p je AnHt\mÈno smUh Ke te sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke Aem kæuH Ke. temaH Aa xi› ne xi›van, Aa pyaRy ne pyaRyvan‐Aeva wed$p ƒvharne dUr (gaE`) krIne, xi›van je i5kazI Aek ムKe tenI ¹iÚ krvI AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy bhu su"m, AicNTy ne AlaEikk Ke.
AhÄ xi›nuH v Rn Ke te ãƒnI (ヹiÚnI) Ý\anta=I Ke. te=I Êmvt± pir`ammaH AeklI xuâtanI j vat krI Ke. te xuâtana ÊmmaH AxuâtanI‐ƒvharnI naiSt Ke, AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. Ývcnsarna pirixÚmaH KeLle (nynuH) v Rn Ke te &anÝ\an k=n Ke. TyaH &anÝ\an xElI hova=I ragno ktaR AaTma Ke Aem kæuH Ke.
temaH sacuH k–uH smjvuH?
bþe vat ApeÙa=I sacI Ke. ßyaH je ApeÙa=I vat krI Ke TyaH te ApeÙa=I y=a=R smjvI Ôe{Ae. xi› Ae!le Svwav, Ane Svwavvan je Aa„a‐tenI ¹iÚ kravvI Ke TyaH AxuâtanI vat Ke j nih, kemke ヹiÚ inivRkLp Ke, teno ivØy p` inivRkLp Ke. Axuâta =ay AevI ãƒmaH ko{ xi› j n=I. t=aip ßyaHsu\I sa\kp uH Ke TyaHsu\I rag hoy Ke. ヹiÚnI sa=e je &an =yuH Ke te ragne p` Ô e Ke. &an to Sv‐prÝkaxk Ke ne? te=I &anÝ\an ßyaH k=n hoy TyaH ragnuH pir`mn potamaH Ke, te=I ragno ktaR pote Ke‐Aem pyaRy ApeÙa khevamaH Aave Ke. &anÝ\an k=nmaH ragno ktaR pote Ke‐Aem pyaRy ApeÙa khevamaH Aave Ke. &anÝ\an k=nmaH ragno wo›a p` pote Aa„a Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ivkarno AHx Òvno Ke Aem lI\uH Ke kemke Aek smyna ivkarI AHxne Ôe ka#I naqo to, 5` kaznI pyaRyono smUh te ãƒ‐Ae vat isâ nih =ay. AhÄ xi›na Ai\karmaH xuâ pyaRynI j vat lI\I Ke. xuâ pyaRy wle ALp ho, p` te pyaRy pirpU`R ãƒne isâ kre Ke, Ýisâ kre Ke AHx Ke te pUr` AHxIne isâ kre Ke. Aek AHxne ka#I naqo to pU R ムisâ nih =ay. Lyo, AavI vat Ke.
AaºmImaHsamaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke‐Axuâ pyaRy ho ke xuâ pyaRy ho, te pyaRy Aaqa ãƒne isâ kre Ke, kemke ny‐_pnyna ivØyno smUh te ムKe. TyaH Axuâny p` lI\o Ke. Axuâta‐je rag Ke, te Êmvt± &annI pyaRymaH j`ay Ke. rag Ke to ragnuH &an =ay Ke Aem nih, SvprÝkaxk &annI Êmvt± pyaRy te smye pota=I j _Tpþ =ay Ke. ragne pr&eyp e Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke inüy=I to SvprÝkaxk &annI pyaRy &an j Ke.
svRdixRTvxi› ne svR&Tvxi›ne Aa„dxRnmyI Ane Aa„&anmyI khI Ke. svR& prne Ô e Ke ma!e svR& Ke‐xuH Aem Ke? na, Aem n=I. Aek smymaH potana i5kazI ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH &an kre, Ane prna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH &an kre AevI svR& pyaRy je Ke te Aa„&anmyI Ke. Sv$p=I j kevz&an Aek smymaH SvprÝkaxk Ke, prne Ýkaxe Ke ma!e svR& Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ Aa„&an$pe pir`mvuH‐Ô`vuH te Aeno Svwav Ke. prne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae to AsdŸwUt ƒvhar Ke. lokalokne Ô e AevI &annI pyaRy Ke te Aa„&anmyI Ke. lokalok Ke to Aa„&anmyI svR& pyaRy Ke Aem Ke nih.
sHvt 1983nI salmaH Aa ivØyne lgtI ccaR =yelI. Aek xe@ hta te khe‐lokalok Ke to kevz&annI pyaRy ={. Tyare Ame kheluH‐na, Aem n=I¸ kevz&annI pyaRy pota=I ={ Ke, lokaloknI Aene ApeÙa n=I. lokalok Ke ma!e kevz&an Ke Aem Ke nih. svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH Aa vat AavI g{ Ke. kevz&an lokalokne inim¿ Ke, Ane lokalok kevz&anne inim¿ Ke‐Aavo pa@ Ke. inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R xuH? bIÒ cIj Ke bs Ae!luH. lokalok Ke ma!e kevz&an Ke Aem Ke nih, Ane kevz&an Ke to lokalok Ke Aem p` Ke nih.
;vT=u shavo \Mmo' ‐vStu je wgvan &ayk Aa„a Ke AenI je xi›Ao, te Aeno Svwav Ke, Ane te Svwav Aeno \mR Ke. TyaH Aa \mR Ane Aa \m±‐Aem wednI ¹iÚ KoDIne \m±‐inj &ayk Ýwu _pr ¹iÚ deva=I pyaRymaH vItragta$pI \mR Ýg! =ay Ke. sday Aavo marg Ke.
p` Ame vrsI tp krIAe to \mR =ay ke nih?
\Uzey n =ay saHwzne. AHtrmaH marg smßya ivna qUb AakraH tp tpe to p` Ae to b\aH =o=aH Ke bapa¦ AHdrmaH AanHdno sagr wgvan Aa„a _Kze AenuH nam tp Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„amaH AHdr xi›$pe AanHd pU R‐pU R wyÈ Ke. TyaH Aa AanHd Ane Aa AanHddata‐Aevo wed ¹iÚmaH=I ka#I naqIne pU aRnHdSv$p inj wgvan &ayk _pr ¹iÚ krI AHtr‐rm`ta kre tene, jem smuãmaH wrtI Aave tem, pyaRymaH AanHdnI Koz _Kze Ke. AanuH nam tp Ane Aa \mR Ke¸ bakI to tp nih, laHF` Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
lokone wgvan kevzInI ]âa n=I. j¡Ao, ãƒnI pyaRy Ýitsmy Êmbâ =ay Ke. xaÏmaH (smysar ga=a 308‐311nI !IkamaH) ;Êminyimt' xBd pD–o Ke. teno A=R pH. ]I ihMmtwa{Ae ;Êmbâ' kyÈ Ke. wa{¦ Aa kaH{ song#nI vat n=I, Aa ko{ pÙnI vat n=I. Aa to vStuSv$p Ke, tene jem Ke tem SvIkarvuH Ôe{Ae.
ÝÆ:- p` tme Aa nvo marg k–aH=I ka#–o?
_¿r:- Aa nvo marg n=I bapu¦ Aa to Anaidno Ke. AnHta svR& prma„aAe khelI Aa vat Ke. vtRmanmaH Aa vat caltI n htI qova{ g{ htI‐te ATyare ÝisiâmaH AavI Ke.
sHvt 1972nI salmaH Amare sHÝdaymaH ccaR =yelI. Amara guÌwa{ khe‐wgvan kevz&anIAe ßyare jem =vanuH dI@uH hoy Tyare tem =ay j, ma!e Aap`e vzI puruØa=R xuH krvo? te vqte Ame nvdIiÙt, ma5 rp vØRnI ëmr, ne ccaR nIkzelI to Tyare kheluH‐kevz&anIAe ßyare jem =vanuH dI@uH hoy Tyare tem =ay Ae to brabr¸ p` tmne kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar Ke? Ahaha¦ je kevz&annI dxamaH Aek smymaH AnHta isâo, AnHta ingodna Òvo siht K ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy siht j`ay te kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar Ke? jene Aeno SvIkar hoy tenI ¹iÚ inj &anSvwav _pr Ôy Ke, jvI Ôe{Ae Ane AenuH j nam puruØa=R Ke. AHdr svR&Svwav Ke tene Ô~ya ivna wa{¦ lokmaH svR& Ke Aem tuH k–aH=I nÞI krIx?
wgvan Aa„a svR&Sv$p pU R wirtavS= Ke. Aa vat xaÏomaH 5` jgaAe AavI Ke. smysar bH\ Ai\karmaH, svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH (jysen AacayRdevnI !Ika) Ane prma„ ÝkaxmaH Aa vat AavI Ke. Ahaha...¦ svR Òv inivRkLp, inrHjn, wirtavS= Ke. wirtavS= Ae!le xi›=I pU R wrela Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRman pyaRyne lÙmaH=I KoDI do to AHdr vStu Ke pU R prma„Sv$p‐svR&Sv$p Ke. tenI wavna krvI te puruØa=R Ke.
devkI khe Ke‐;be!a, devnuH Aara\n krva=I to taro jNm =yo Ke tuH keva keva laDmaH _KyÈ Ke? ha=Ina tazva jevuH Aa taruH komz xrIr¦ tne vnvas jvanI rÔ kem Apay? Tyare gjsukumar khe Ke‐mata¦ AHdr maro AanHdSv$p icdanHd‐inTyanHd‐pU aRnHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke temaH j{ TyaH j invas krva huH A\Ir KuH¸ hve Aek pz p` huH AhÄ rhI xkuH nih, ma!e he mata¦ mne rÔ deH. matane rudn krtI Ôe{ khe Ke‐mata¦ tare rudn krvuH hoy to krI le, p` hve huH Ù`var p` =owuH tem n=I¸ huH kolkrar kruH Ke ke frIne hve huH bIÒ mata nih kruH, hve huH (sHsarmaH) paKo nih fruH. hve huH inj xuâaTmanI xr`maH xIF/ j Ôë KuH. Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra, jene AHtrmaH kevz&an be@uH teno puruØa=R kevo inj &anSvwavnI sNmuq JUkI Ôy Ke¦ AanuH nam puruØa=R ne Aa kevzInI ÝtIit Ke.
vaStvmaH car AnuyognuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. Aa vItragta k–are Ýg! =ay? kevz&annI s¿ano je AHtmuRq ={ SvIkar kre tene vItragta Ýg! =ay Ke. kevz&an mane (‐khe) Ane vzI Aap e puruØa=R xuH krIAe? ‐Aem khe tene to kevz&an be@uH j n=I. vaStvmaH jene kevz&annI s¿ano AHtrmaH SvIkar =yo Ke te AHt:puruØa=± Ke ne tena kevz&anIAe wv dI@a hoy Aem Ke je nih.
Amne pUvRna sHSkar hta Ae!le Aa vat AHdr=I te vqtey AavtI. j¡Ao Aa puruØa=RnuH Sv$p. kevz&annI s¿ano SvIkar kre tene to AnHto puruØa=R Ke, Ane wgvan kevz&anIAe te Òvna wv dI@a hoy Aem Ke j nih¸ kemke jgtmaH kevz&an Ke Ane tenuH sam+yR xuH? ‐Aeno SvIkar AHdr kevz&anSvwavmaH JUkva=I j =ay Ke. Aha¦ pUr` wirtavS= kevz&anSvwavI wgvan Aa„a Ke te F!‐v\ riht sday Aevo ne Aevo j Ke Aem SvIkarI tena Aa]ye pir`mvuH te \mR Ke.
Aam khI TyagopadanxUNyTvxi› pUrI ={.
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17: AguÌlFuTvxi›
;Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhain$pe pir`mto, Sv$p‐Ýit¤Tvna kar`$p (‐vStune Sv$pmaH rhevana kar`$p) Aevo je ivixÚ (‐qas) gu` te‐Sv$p AguÌlFuTvxi›. (Aa Ø!ŸS=anpitt v<iâhainnuH Sv$p —goMm!sar˜ xaÏmaH=I Ô`vuH. Aivwag pirCKedonI sHQya$p Ø!ŸS=anomaH pDtI‐smavex pamtI‐vStuSvwavnI v<iâhain jena=I (‐je gu =I) =ay Ke Ane je (gu ) vStune Sv$pmaH !kvanuH kar` Ke Aevo ko{ gu Aa„amaH Ke tene AguÌlFuTvgu khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI AguÌlFuTvxi› p` Aa„amaH Ke.)'
wa{, Aa xi›na v RnmaH to F uH F uH wyuÅ Ke temaH=I xi› Anusar =oDuH =oDuH khevay Ke. kHko5ImaH lqe Ke ne ke‐=oDuH lQyuH JaJuH krI manÔe ne mHDpnI xowamaH Aiwv<iâ krva vhelaH vhelaH AavÔe. tem AhÄ p` xi›na v RnmaH =oDuH kæuH JaJuH krI manÔe Ane AHt¹RiÚ krI Aa„anI xowa v\arÔe. wa{¦ taro AaTma SvSv$pmaH‐inj AekTv‐xuâTvSv$pmaH sday suÝiti¤t xowa$p Ke. Aha¦ Aavo teno AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke tene AozqI temaH j AHtl±n ={ pir`me te xowa Ke.
Aa $pazuH xrIr, vS5‐AawUØ`, \n‐sHpi¿ ne bag‐bHgla Ae to b\aH jD pudŸgl$p Ke bapu¦ Aena=I kaH{ Aa„anI Ýit¤a‐xowa n=I. Ae to b\aH pu~ykmRne Aa\In Ke ne ÔetÔetamaH ivlIn ={ Ôy Ke, ivqra{ Ôy Ke. SvSv$pmaH Ýiti¤t Aevo Aa„a‐cEtNyibHb Ýwu‐inj cEtNyÝkax=I SvyH xa¬t xowayman Ke. Ahaha...¦ tene AozqI, AHtr¹iÚ vDe TyaH j lIn ={ rhevuH te pyaRynI vaStivk xowa Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHtra„a ={ prma„a tuH =a Aena=I bIÒ k{ xowa? Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a‐cEtNy mhaÝwu AnaidAnHt potana SvSv$pmaH‐icãUpSv$pmaH j Ýiti¤t Ke, ko{ bIÔ (xrIraid) vDe tenI Ýit¤a n=I. Aava inj Sv$pna AalHbne pyaRymaH inmRz rTn5y$p nvI xowa‐Ýit¤a Ýg!e Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aho¦ Aavo Aa„ano AicNTy AguÌlFuTv Svwav Ke je ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke.
j¡Ao, AhÄ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ƒvharnI kaH{ vat j lI\I n=I. ƒvharna rsvazane‐pÙvazane to Aa vat bese nih. wa{¦ rag Aave tenuH &an krvuH te ƒvhar Ke. Ae &an to potanI pyaRymaH pota=I =ay Ke, ragne kar e nih. hve AamaH loko wDke Ke. Aem ke‐Aa inüy Ke, AekaHt Ke‐Aem khI teAo wDke Ke, ne wDkave Ke. p` wa{, Aa to sMykŸ AekaHt Ke bapu¦ sMykŸ AekaHtnuH &an =ay tene potanI pyaRymaH ApU Rta Ke tenuH &an =ay Ke AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. hve AamaH vaH\a _@avI tkrar kre, p` xuH =ay? (vStu j AavI Ke AemaH xuH =ay?)
ha, p` Frbar, ku!uHb‐pirvar, dukan‐\H\a vgere TyagvaH pDe ne¦
_¿r:- Are wa{, ragno Tyag p` ßyaH Aa„ana Sv$pmaH n=I TyaH prna TyagnI xI k=a? Frbar, ku!uHb‐pirvar [Tyaid KoD–aH Ae!le sHsar KoD–o Aem teH maNyuH Ke p` te maNyta y=a=R n=I. vaStvmaH to SvSv$pmaH lInta‐rm`ta =ye Frbar [Tyaid pr pda=È sHbH\I mmTv ne Aasi› m!I Ôy Ke, =taH‐_pjtaH n=I to te KoD–a Aem k=nma5 ƒvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. Are¦ lokone AHdr inivRkLp AnuwvnI dxa$p‐AtIiNãy AanHdnI dxa$p \mR Ke tenI qbr n=I, ne Aekla bharna Tyag vDe \mR =vanuH mane Ke, p` te maNyta y=a=R n=I.
sozmI TyagopadanxUNyTvxi›nuH Sv$p to QyalmaH Aave AevuH Ke, p` Aa s¿rmI AguÌlFuTvxi›nuH Sv$p to AagmgMy Ae!le Aagm=I Ýmai`t krva yoGy Ke, te tkRgocr n=I, kevz&anmaH ÝTyÙ =va yoGy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH‐Aek smynI pyaRymaH, khe Ke, K Ýkare v<iâ ne K Ýkare hain Aem barey bol Aek sa=e lagu pDe Ke. drek gu`nI, drek smynI drek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu`v<iâhain =ay Ke. Aek smymaH Ø!Ÿgu
Aa Êm‐AÊmp e vtRvano Svwav Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH lagu pDe Ke, kemke Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH ƒapk Ke. Ae to Ý=m kheva{ gyuH Ke ke Êm Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta AnHt \mÈno smuday te Aa„a Ke. Aam drek xi›nuH _Tpadƒyp e Ême ÝvtRvuH Ane AÊmp e \/uv rhevuH te Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anma5 wavnI AHdr AavI jtI AnHt xi›Ao Aek sa=e pyaRymaH _Llse Ke, _Kze Ke. Aho¦ ãƒna b\ay gu no Aevo Svwav Ke ke gu p e \/uv rhIne te Êmvt± pyaRye pir`me Ke.
tuH saHwz to qro bapu¦ tara Aa„ãƒnI‐
‐Aekek xi› AnHt gu omaH ƒapk Ke.
‐Aekek xi› AnHtmaH (gu omaH) inim¿ Ke.
‐Aekek xi› ãƒ, gu , pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke.
‐Aekek xi› \/uv _padan Ke, Ane tenI pyaRy Ùi`k _padan Ke. temaH AÊme rhevuH te \/uv _padan Ke, ne Ême vtRvuH te Ùi`k _padan Ke.
‐Aekek xi›maH ƒvharno‐ragno ne inim¿no Awav Ke. Aekek xi› Ême ÝvteR Ke te inmRz pir`itAe ÝvteR Ke, ne temaH ƒvharno‐ragno ne inim¿no Awav nam naiSt Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ƒvharna ke inim¿na kar e AhÄ xi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke Aem Ke nih.
AhÄ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ƒvharnI vat j krI n=I. sa\kne dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaid ƒvharna‐xuwragna pir`am hoy Ke qra, p` tene te ma5 Ô e j Ke, temaH tNmy n=I. &an rag=I KU!uH ne KU!uH j &anp e rhe Ke. tenI te &an pyaRy potamaH potana sam+yR=I pota=I j =ay Ke, temaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav j Ke. &annI pyaRy, smiktnI pyaRy, cair5nI pyaRy, AanHdnI pyaRy, prnI ApeÙa ivna j pota=I =ay Ke. AavI sU"m vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...¦
Ahaha...¦ Êm‐AÊmvt±p`a$p Aa _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Aa„anI Aekek xi›maH (‐b\I AnHt xi›maH) ƒapk Ke, je=I ÝTyek gu maH je smye je pyaRy =vano kaz Ke te TyaH _Tpþ =ay Ke. ÝTyek smye pUvR pyaRyno ƒy ={ Êmvt± nvI pyaRyno _Tpad =ay Aevo Aa xi›no Svwav Ke mtlb ke Ýit smy Ême _Tpþ =vavazI pyaRy prne‐inim¿ne l{ne _Tpþ =ay Aem Ke j nih. dya, dan, pHcmhav/t Aaid$p ragnI mHdtana (wed rTn5yna) pir`am Ke ma!e Ême inmRz rTn5yna pir`am Ýg! =ya AevuH vStuna Sv$pmaH Ke nih. ãƒna shj pir`mnne, _Tpad‐ƒyne ko{nI ApeÙa Ke nih, JI`I vat Ke Ýwu¦ kæuH Ke ne ke‐;vat Ke JI`I, ne lo#uH kape KI`I.' lo#uH kapvamaH lo#anI KI`I Ôe{Ae, bIj¡H kam n Aave tem Aa wed&annI sU"m vato Ke te AHtrna sU"m AWyas=I pmay tevI Ke, temaH S=Uz _pyog kam n Aave. Ahaha...¦ jene AHt¹RiÚ ={, xi›nuH pir`mn x$ =yuH te sa\k Ke. tene kaH{k rag Ke. p` te ragnI, xi› Ane xi›na pir`mnmaH naiSt Ke. Aam Aekek xi›maH ƒvharno Awav Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke. Ahaha...¦ xi›nI inmRztanI AiSt, ne temaH ivkarnI ne ƒvharnI‐ragnI naiSt‐AavuH AnekaNtmy sa\knuH pir`mn hoy Ke.
‐vzI Aekek xi› Ke te pair`aimkwave Ke. ko{Ae ÝÆ krelo ke‐
te pair`aimkwave Ke. Aa xi›na inim¿e‐kar e je _Tpadƒy$p Êmvt± pyaRyo =ay Ke te inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$pe =ay Ke, Ane te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke ÙaiykwavSv$pe Ke. (jemaH je wav lagu pDto hoy te smjvo). Aa inmRz pyaRyomaH _dywavno Awav Ke, kemke _dywav xi›na kayR$p n=I. hve AamaH ko{ne =ay ke Amare ke!ke!luH yad raqvuH? Are wa{¦ Aava mÇFa mnu*yp`a mZya ne AemaH tuH ATyare Aa nih smj to ke'id' smÒx? (Aem ke hm`aH nih smje to pKI smjvanuH sam+yR j rhexe nih AevI AekeiNãyaid hlkI dxa AavI pDxe).
wa{¦ Aa svR&SvwavI wgvan Aa„a AHdr xi›Aono diryo Ke. temaH kevz&annI pyaRy jevI AnHtI pyaRyo Êmsr =ay Ke. kevz&annI pyaRy Ke te Aek smy pUrtI Ke, bIje smye AevI bIÒ =ay Ke. said AnHtkaz AevI pyaRyo Ême =ay Aevo vStuno Svwav Ke. AevI AnHt pyaRyono smuday te &angu Ke. tem ]âagu`nI AnHtI pyaRy, cair5 gu`nI AnHtI pyaRy, AanHd gu nI AnHtI pyaRy, ... [Tyaid. Aha¦ AavI AnHt pyaRy Ane AnHta gu ono ipHD te inj Aa„ムKe. hve Aava inj AHt:tÀvno AWyas kdI kre nih Ane bharmaH _pvasaid kre Ane mane ke kLya` ={ Ôy¸ p` \Uzey n =ay saHwzne, kemke vStu AevI n=I. lokone Aa AakruH pDe, p` wgvanno magR Aavo Ke wa{¦
Ahaha...¦ Aa„a stŸ xa¬t vStu Ke. temaH xi›Ao Ke te p` i5kaz xa¬t Ke. ムKe te pair`aimkwave Ke, temaH rhelI xi›Ao p` pair`aimkwave Ke. Aek xi› Ke te bIÒ AnHtne inim¿ Ke, p` Aek xi› bIÒ xi›ne (tenI pyaRyne) _Tpþ kre Aem n=I. drek xi›maH Êm‐AÊmvt±p`a$p _Tpadƒy\/uvTvnuH $p Ke. &annI pyaRyno je smye inmRzp`e Êmvt± _Tpad =ay Ke te &an gu no Êm‐AÊmvt±p`ano Svwav Ke. _Tpadƒy\/uvTv temaH inim¿ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi›maH‐&an, dxRn, cair5, vIyR, SvCKta, Ýwuta [TyaidmaH ‐_Tpadƒy$pe je pyaRy smye smye =ay Ke te prnI ApeÙa ivna j, potana Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. Aavo j ãƒno _Tpadƒy\/uvTv Svwav Ke. Aam &anmaH mit&an, ]ut&an ke kevz&annI pyaRyno je Êmvt± _Tpad =ay Ke te Aa _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›na kar e =ay Ke. AavI sU"m gHwIr vat Ke bapu¦
ÝÆ:- car FaitkmRna Ùy=I kevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke‐xaÏmaH‐tÀva=RsU5maH to Aem kæuH Ke? _¿r:- ha, kæuH Ke. te inim¿nuH k=n Ke A=aRtŸ kevz&an =va kaze baæ inim¿ xuH hoy Ke tenuH temaH
&an kraƒuH Ke, bakI &an gu maH _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi›nuH $p Ke te=I &annI kevz&an$p pyaRy tena kaze pota=I j Ýg! =ay Ke. kmRno Ùy baæ inim¿ ho, p` kmRnI ke bIÔ ko{nI temaH ApeÙa n=I. AavuH j vStuSv$p Ke.
;SvamI kaitRkeyanuÝeÙa'maH Aem kæuH Ke ke pUvRpyaRyyu› ムte kar` Ke, Ane _¿rpyaRyyu› ムte tenuH
ÝÆ:- ha, p` sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRyo Êmbâ Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke Aem Aap kho Ko, to pKI vIyRxi›nuH xuH kam? (Aem ke vIyR nam puruØa=RnuH AemaH xuH kam ræuH?)
sma\an:- Aem n=I wa{¦ pyaRyo Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke ma!e vIyRxi› kaH{ kayRkarI n=I Aem n=I. sMyGdxRn Aaid pyaRyo to Êmbâ Svkaze Ýg! =ay Ke Ae brabr Ke, p` Tyare vIyRxi›na kayR$p AHt:puruØa=R p` wego j hoy Ke. Aoho¦ inmRz rTn5yno Svkaz kaH{ Sv$psNmuqta ne Sv$plInta‐Sv$prm`tana AHt:puruØa=R ivnano hoy Ke AevuH n=I. vaStvmaH inmRz rTn5yna SvkazmaH AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyo wegI j hoy Ke, AHt:puruØa=R p` wego hoy j Ke. pyaRyo Svkaze Êmbâ Ýg! =ay Ke Ae Aek ivvÙa=I vat Ke, p` te=I kaH{ te kaze puruØa=Rno Awav hoy Ke AevuH n=I. &anma5 wavna pir`mnmaH AnHt gu nI pyaRyo AekI sa=e _Llse Ke Aem y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae Aa AnekaNt Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Are, prma umaH p` potanI vIyRxi› Ke, je=I SpxR, rs, gH\, v R Aaidgu o potpotana kayRnI rcna$pe pir`me Ke. drek gu potana kar e potana kayR$pe pir`me Ke prna kar e te kayR =tuH n=I. Aek KU!o prma u
j¡Ao, AhÄ pir`amxi›nI vat cale Ke. ko{ne Aem =ay ke 18mI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› Ane Aa 19mI pir`amxi› bþe Aek Ke p` Aem n=I. Êmv<i¿$p Ane AÊmv<i¿$p vtRn jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI _Tpadƒy\/uvTvxi› khI, ßyare AhÄ Aa pir`amxi›maH, \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke Aeva Aek AiStTvma5myI pir`amxi›‐Aem khel Ke. Aam bþemaH fer Ke.
wa{¦ s£x Ane ivs£x Aeva bþe SvwavvazuH taruH AiStTv Ke. _Tpad‐ƒy ivs£x A=aRtŸ ivruâ Ke, ne \/uv te s£x A=aRtŸ Aivruâ Ke. smysar, ga=a 3nI !IkamaH Aa vat AavI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—jeAo !HkoTkI R jeva (xa¬t) iS=t rhe Ke Ane smSt ivruâ kayR Ane Aivruâ kayRna hetup`a=I jeAo hHmexaH iv¬ne _pkar kre Ke‐!kavI raqe Ke.˜ AamaH _Tpad‐ƒyne ivruâ kayR khel Ke, ne \/aEƒne Aivruâ. AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH tene s£x‐ivs£x khel Ke. \/aEƒ i5kaz Aek$p Ke te=I s£x Ane pyaRy _Tpad‐ƒy$p‐wav‐Awav$p Aem bep e Ke te=I ivs£x Ke. Aha¦ Aava s£x‐ivs£x$p Aek AiStTvma5myI pir`amxi› Ke.
hve je pir`mn =ay Ke te gu maH=I =ay Ke ke ãƒmaH=I =ay Ke? ;icdŸivlas'maH AanuH sma\an kyuÅ Ke ke‐ムpir`me Ke, gu nih. pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH Ke Ae
babt icdŸivlasmaH nIce mujb SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke: —ko{ ÝÆ kre Ke ke‐gu äar=I je pir`it épÒ te gu nI Ke ke ãƒnI Ke? Ôe gu nI hoy to gu o AnHt Ke te=I pir`it p` AnHt hoy¸ Ane (Ôe te pir`it) ãƒnI hoy to gu pir`it xa ma!e kho Ko?‐
tenuH sma\an:- Ae pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH Ke ムgu ono puHj Ke, te potana gu $pe pote j pir`me Ke¸ te=I gu`my pir`mta (tene) gu`pyaRy khIAe. te=I ãƒnI pir`it, gu`nI pir`it‐Aem to khIAe KIAe prHtu Aa pir`mnxi› ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. AenI saÙI sU5ÒmaH (tÀva=RsU5maH) dI\I Ke ke‐ ;ãVya]ya inguR a gu a:' ãƒna Aa]ye gu Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. ;gu`pyRyvdŸ ãVymŸ' (‐gu pyaRyvazuH ムKe)‐Aem p` kæuH Ke. pyaRyvazuH ムj kæuH, (p`) gu n kæo.˜... —pir`mnxi› ãƒ=I Ke. ムgu`lÙ`$pe pir`me Ke, te=I Êm‐AÊm Svwav ãƒno kæo Ke.˜ Ane AhÄ p` Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ono smuday te Aa„a Aem Ý=m vat krI Ke.
j¡Ao, \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad Aem 5`=I AailHigt s£x Ane ivs£x jenuH $p Ke AevI pir`amxi› pir`me Ke to pir`it ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih. ma!e xi› Ane xi›van Aevo je wed Ke tenuH lÙ KoDI de, kemke wedna lÙe sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pir`am =ta n=I. wed Ke te to Awedne btavva pUrto Ke. te=I wednuH lÙ KoDI Awedne g/h` kr. Ahaha...¦ Awed Aek$p samaNy AbâSp<Ú je \/uv Svwavwav Ke tenI ¹iÚ krI temaH j Aekag/ =a¸ te=I sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR Ýg! =xe. marg Aa Ke wa{¦
AhÄ ãƒ¹iÚ kravvI Ke. pir`amxi› Ke A=aRtŸ pir`am ãƒno Svwav Ke Ae!le ãƒnuH pir`mn =taH tenI ivxeØta‐gu nuH pir`mn‐=ay Ke, te=I pir`it ãƒ=I _@e Ke, gu =I nih. ムpote j potanI ivxeØta$p pir`mI Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ \mR krvo hoy to AavI je potanI cIj Ke tenuH &an wlI Ýkar krvuH pDxe wa{¦ Aa tmaraH hIra‐motI ne bag‐bHgla temaH kam nih Aave. Aa to fursd l{ne smjva jevI cIj Ke bapu¦
pir`amxi› khI temaH xi›=I pir`it _@tI n=I. qreqr ムj ãve Ke, ãƒ=I pir`it _@e Ke. pHcaiStkay ga=a 9maH mUz pa@maH kæuH Ke ke‐—te te sdŸwavpyaRyone je divyid-ãvit‐ãve Ke‐gCKid-gCKit‐ pame Ke, tene (svR&o) ムkhe Ke‐ke je s¿a=I AnNywUt Ke.˜ Aa mUz pa@ Ke. AhÄ gu ãve Ke Aem n=I kæuH, p` ムãve Ke Aem kæuH Ke. ]I jysenacayRdevnI !IkamaH p` AhÄnI mafk j ;ãvit gCKit' no Aek A=R to ;ãve Ke A=aRtŸ pame Ke' Aem krvamaH Aaƒo Ke, te _praHt ;ãvit Ae!le SvwavpyaRyone ãve Ke Ane gCKit Ae!le ivwavpyaRyone pame Ke' Aevo bIÔe A=R p` TyaH krvamaH Aaƒo Ke. AhÄ to ムxuâta$pe
ÝÆ:- to xuH ityÅy smikt pame tene AavuH b\uH &an hoy Ke?
_¿r:- ha, ityÅcone sMyGdxRn =taH sate tÀvonuH &an‐]âan ={ Ôy Ke. maruH ムje Aa pU R AanHdSv$p Ke te huH ÒvtÀv KuH, du:qnuH vedn te Aas/v, bH\ Ke Aa AanHdnuH vedn =yuH te sHvr, injRra Ke. Aam, xBdonuH wle tene &an n hoy to p`, wavnuH wasn ityÅy sMyG¹iÚne p` brabr hoy Ke. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aa ivØyno qulaso kyÈ Ke. wogwUimmaH Ùaiyk smiktI ityÅco Ke temne sat tÀvna wavnuH wasn y=a=R hoy Ke. sMyGdxRn =va phelaH ityÅcna Aayu*yno bH\ pDI gyo hoy to te Òv wogwUimno ityÅc =ay Ke. te Ùaiyk smikt l{ne p` ityÅcmaH Ôy Ke. hve te Òvne TyaH kdac sat tÀvna namnI qbr n hoy p`, sate tÀvona wavnuH y=a=R wasn to hoy Ke.
ムstŸ, gu` stŸ Ane pyaRy stŸ Aem te 5`e stŸ khevay, p` vaStvmaH stŸ 5` n=I, 5`e mzIne Aek stŸ Ke. stŸ ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke. Ahaha...¦ \/aEƒ‐ƒy‐_Tpad=I AailHigt stŸ ãƒnuH lÙ` Ke. Aa rIte jgtnaH svR ãƒo stŸ Ke. te=I svR ãƒonuH !kIne bdlvap uH Ke te potpotana Svwav=I j Ke, ko{na kar e bIÔ ko{nuH bdlvap uH Ke j nih. Aa Ýma e Sv‐prnI s¿a iwþ‐iwþ hova KtaH, prvStuna kayÈ huH kruH KuH Aem je mane Ke te prvStunI SvtH5 s¿ano [Nkar krI, prne potane Aa\In manI tenI Sva\Intane h`va [CKe Ke. p` Are, prvStu tene Aa\In ={ne pir`mtI n=I. pir`ame A&anI Òv prna Aa]ye pir`mto =ko Aakuz‐ƒakuz ={ potanI s¿ane j h e Ke. A&anI prnI s¿amaH Falmel krva Ôy Ke, p` Aem bnvuH sHwivt n=I, te=I TyaH ivsHvad éwo =ay Ke, tenI xaHit h`ay Ke, tene AxaHit Ane du:qpU R sHsar j fze Ke. Aa Ýma e tÀvna vaStivk Sv$pne Ô~ya ivna Òv du:qI =ay Ke.
icdŸivlas pa. 33 _pr pir`amxi›na v RnmaH kæuH Ke ke‐—Aek Awed vStumaH svR isiâ Ke, jem cHã Ane cHãno Ýkax Aek j Ke. samaNyta=I inivRkLp Ke ivxeØta=I ix*yne Ýitbo\ krvamaH Aave Tyare jem jem ix*y, guÌna Ýitbo\va=I gu nuH Sv$p Ô`I Ô`Ine ivxeØ wedI =to Ôy tem tem te ix*yne AanHdna trHg _@e, te smye vStuno inivRkLp AaSvad kre. Aa kar e gu ‐gu Ino ivcar yoGy Ke. gu na ivxeØne (pir`am) kæa Ke Aa pir`am=I j _Tpad‐ƒy vDe vStunI isiâ Ke Aem khIAe KIAe. ˜ Aam wed äara AwednuH &an kravvanuH Ýyojn Ke.
Aa xi›nuH pir`mn ãƒmaH=I _@e Ke, gu maH=I nih, kemke gu ãƒna Aa]ye Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. vzI gu pyaRyvazuH ムKe Aem kæuH Ke TyaH pyaRyvazuH ムj kæuH (p`) gu n kæo. Aam gu wednI vasna m!aDI ヹiÚ kravI Ke.
ÝÆ:- Ôe Aem Ke to Aa xi›Aone j¡dI j¡dI smjvanI ksrt xuH kam krvI?
_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa xi›Ao y=a=R smje to AHtrmaH AanHdna trHg _Kze AevI Svwav¹iÚno puruØa=R Ôg/t =ay Ke. Aa smjvuH te qalI ;ksrt' n=I, p` AnHt kazno =ak _tarvana puruØa=Rno marg Ke bapu¦ Aekek xi›ne y=a=Rp e smÒ xi›van ãƒnI ¹iÚ kre TyaH Awed Aek &anma5 vStu Aa„anuH pir`mn =ay Ke ne wegI temaH AnHtI xi›Ao Aek sa=e _Kze Ke. Aa rIte AnHt gu =I Awed inj Aa„vStunI ¹iÚ kravva Aa xi›AonuH v Rn Ke. vStu‐Aa„a Svwav=I AnekaHtmy kevI rIte Ke A=aRtŸ temaH AnHt \mÈ k{ rIte Ke te SpÚ Ô`va‐smjva AacayRdeve AhÄ xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. TyaH wedvasnamaH n rokavuH, kemke wedna lÙe sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz pyaRy Ýg!tI n=I. AavI vat¦
hve AavI tÀv&annI vat sU"m pDe Ae!le ATyare to loko bharmaH‐S=Uz ragmaH roka{ gya Ke. v/t kro, dya pazo, tp kro, wi› kro‐[Tyaid Aacr`maH \mR =vanuH manI TyaH roka{ gya Ke. p` Ae to b\o xuwrag Ke wa{¦ Ae to bH\nuH j kar` Ke. Aena=I tuH \mR =vanuH mane Ae to im+yawav Ke.
ÝÆ:- to &anI p` dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› Aaid Aacr` kre Ke ne?
_¿r:- Are wa{¦ AS=anna rag=I ne Axuw=I bcva ma!e &anIne dya, dan, v/t Aaidno xuwrag Aave Ke, p` tene te hey mane Ke. &anI tene \mR ke \mRnuH sa\n manta n=I. &anInI pir`itmaH v/taid ƒvhar wle ho, KtaH p` Aena=I j¡duH xuâtanuH pir`mn tene AHtrHgmaH vteR Ke te xuâtamaH tNmy Ke, ne ragmaH AtNmy Ke. qreqr tene Svwav sNmuqI _Tpad‐ƒymaH inmRzta ={ Ke, ne temaH ragno Ývex n=I¸ rag to iwþ &eyp`e rhI Ôy Ke, ne tenuH &an SvkazmaH smay Ke. rag te cEtNyno Svkaz n=I, prkaz Ke, prpir`it Ke. Ahaha...¦ &an ne rag‐bNne smkaze ne smÙe5e hova KtaH Aek (‐&an) Svkaz Ane bIÔe prkaz. Aho¦ kevuH sU"m wed&an¦ Aa to AlaEikk vItragI iv&an wa{¦ je &anIne Ýg! =yuH hoy Ke. A&anI to ragne _padey mane Ke. Aam v/taid hova KtaH &anI‐A&anIna AiwÝaymaH F`o fer Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{¦
hve ke!lak to smßya ivna v/t‐piDma l{ le Ke be, paHc, Aigyar piDma‐Are, Ôe piDma pHdr hoy to A&anI Òvo pHdr piDma p` l{ le. kemke temne piDmana Sv$pnIy qbr n=I, ne inj cEtNyvStuna
mhav/taid paze, KtaH Ôe vStuSv$pne bIÒ rIte mane to Aeva nG™ idgHbr jEn sa\une ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 271maH sHsartÀv khel Ke. rag Ane pu~yna wavne potana mannarne, iht$p mannarne moÙ ke moÙno marg hoto n=I¸ te to sHsarI j Ke Ane kmRna sHbH\e pir`me te p` sHsarI j Ke.
Are wa{¦ Aa„anI pyaRymaH ivkar Ke, kmRno sHbH\ Ke‐Aem Ô`vuH te ƒvhar Ke, Ane cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a ivkar ne bH\n=I riht Ke Aeva Aena icNma5 Svwavne Ô`vo te inüy Ke. TyaH je Òv AekaHte ƒvharne j SvIkarI tena Aa]ymaH A!kI rhe Ke te sHsarI im+ya¹iÚ Ke ne je Òv icNma5 xuâ Aa„ãƒno Aa]y kre Ke te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, \maR„a Ke tene xuâ ãƒna Aa]ye pyaRy inmRz‐inmRz =tI Ôy Ke, Ane kmR sa=eno sHbH\ m!to Ôy Ke, ne Ême saÙatŸ isâdxanI Ýaiº =ay Ke. TyaH Aa„ano AmUtRSvwav pU R qIlI Ôy Ke. Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ yogsarmaH yogINdudeve kæuH Ke ne ke‐
|yan vDe AWyHtre deqe je AxrIr,xrmjnk jNmo !ze, pIAe n jnnIÙIr.
j¡Ao, nIce nrk git Ke. nrknI wUimmaH vEtr`I namnI ndI Ke. te ndInuH pa`I AiG™nI ßvaza jevuH _*` Ke. prma\amI devo narkI Òvone te ndIna pa`ImaH feHke Ke. Arrr¦ ke!lI pIDa¦ AhÄ mo!a raÔ hoy te ihHsaid kukmÈ vDe mrIne nrkmaH Ôy Ke. TyaH _pjvanaH wmrIna dr jevaH bIl hoy Ke. TyaH=I p!ka{ne nIce pDe tenI vednanuH xuH khevuH? paravar Asæ vedna hoy Ke. ]ei`k raÔ Ùaiyk smikt siht phela nrkmaH gya Ke. TyaH du:qna pir`am =ay tena teAo ktaR n=I, wo›a n=I. &anIne to Ô`va‐deqva$p pir`am =ay Ke Ane tena teAo ktaR Ke. &aykSvwavnI ¹iÚ hova=I, pyaRymaH kmRna inim¿e je ivkarI wav =ay Ke tena teAo ma5 &ata‐¹Úa Ke, ktaR n=I. Ô`va‐deqvana pir`am =ay te &anInuH kmR Ane tena &anI ktaR Ke, sa=e ƒvhar‐rag Ke tena &anI ktaR n=I. wa{¦ saca dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI wed$p ]âana pir`am te rag Ke, te pir`am im+yaTv n=I, p` tene \mR manvo te im+yaTv Ke. qainya tÀvccaRmaH Aa ÝÆ ccaRyo Ke.
ÝÆ:- dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano wav xuH im+yaTv Ke?
_¿r:- na, bIlkul nih¸ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano wav te xuwwav Ke, te im+yaTv n=I¸ te \mR p` n=I, tene \mR manvo te maNyta im+yaTv Ke. pH. fUlcHdÒAe jvab AapI brabr qulaso kyÈ Ke. dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ke te prムKe. temna Ýit lÙ Ôy te wav xuw Ke. te wav &anIne p` Aave Ke, p` tene te \mR manta n=I. Are wa{¦ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa‐wi›‐ivny hoy Ae j¡dI vat Ke Ane temna ÝTyenI ]âana ragne \mR manvo Ae j¡dI vat Ke.
ãƒsHg/hnI ga=a 47maH kæuH Ke ke &aykwavnuH |yan krtaH je inivRkLp dxa ={ te inüy moÙmagR Ke, t=a sa=e je rag ræo tene Aarop=I ƒvhar moÙmagR kæo Ke. Aa Ýma e ƒvharno rag hoy Ke p` teno Aa„a ktaR n=I. Ahaha...¦ ragna AktaRp e pir`me Aevo Aa„ano shj AktaR Svwav Ke. ragna ktaRp e pir`me AevI Aa„amaH ko{ xi› j n=I. AavI vat¦
hve AavuH smjvanI Aene k–aH fursd Ke? Ae to bs qavuH, pIvuH, qelvuH ne bEraH‐KokraHne raÒ raqvamaH roka{ gyo Ke. Ane temaH kaH{k \n‐paHc pcas laqnuH kmay Ae!le raÒ raÒ ={ Ôy ne fUla{ Ôy. p` Ae to b\I pudŸglnI cIj¸ \Uz Ke bapu¦ qay, pIve ne kmay‐Ae b\I to p<=kŸwUt pudŸglnI iÊya Ke, teno ktaR Aa„a n=I t=a te pda=Èna lÙe je ragnI v<i¿nuH _T=an =ay teno p` ktaR Aa„a n=I. Aa„a to teno &ata‐¹Úa Ke, ktaR nih. prna lÙe rag =ay tene p` xaÏmaH pudŸglna pir`am kæa Ke, tenuH kt<Tv Aa„ane n=I A=aRtŸ tene n krva AevI Akt<RTv namnI Aa„anI xi› Ke.
Are wa{¦ Aa deh to ÔetÔetamaH fU ={ne _DI jxe. dehnI iS=it k–are pUrI =xe te ko` Ô e Ke? ma!e jgtnI jHÔz Ane dehnI sHwaz Aek kor mUkIne Aa„anI‐potanI sHwaz kr. jgtnuH kaH{ kam krvuH ne dehne @Ik raqvo Ae to tara Ai\karnI vat n=I. ma!e jU@a ivkLp=I ivram pamI inj xi›nI sHwaz kr¸ temaH j Aa _¿m AvsrnI sa=Rkta Ke. AamaH 5` vatno inüy =ay Ke.
1. p<=kŸwUt prãƒnuH kt<RTv Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH ko{ Ýkare n=I. 2. Svwav=I to ivkarnuH p` Aa„ane Akt<RTv j Ke. huH kruH KuH‐AevI im+ya maNytane kar e A&anI
pyaRymaH ivkarno ktaR =ay Ke. (vaStvmaH to AktaR j Ke, p` AevuH Ae manto n=I te=I ktaRp e pir`me Ke).
3. SvSv$pnI sHwaz krIne je SvsNmuq ={ inmRz‐inmRz pir`me Ke te &anI ivkarno saÙatŸ AktaR ={ne &anwavp e‐&ata¹Úap e pir`me Ke.
Are wa{¦ Aa AvsrmaH Sva|yay vDe y=a=R tÀvin Ry krvo Ôe{Ae.
j¡Ao, xaÏ‐Sva|yayno wav Aave te xuw ivkLp Ke, t=aip ÝvcnsarmaH Svwavna lÙe Aagmno AWyas krvanuH kæuH Ke. smysarnI phelI j ga=amaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke‐kevzI, ]utkevzInuH khel smyÝaw<t huH khuH KuH, te he ix*y¦ tuH saHwz¸ kevI rIte? ke AnHt isâonuH tarI pyaRymaH S=apn krIne saHwz. meH to AnHt isâonuH marI pyaRymaH S=apn kyuÅ Ke, tuH p` AnHt isâonI tarI pyaRymaH S=apna krIne smysar nam xuâ Aa„a
AhÄ xuwaxuw ivkar =ay Ke tene kmRk<t kæa te=I te kmR=I nIpje Ke Aem A=R n=I. ivkarwav to Òv pote SvtH5p`e kre Ke, p` kmR‐inim¿ne Aa\In ={ ivkarne krto hova=I tene kmRk<t kæa Ke. bakI kmR to ibcaraH jD Ke, te xuH kre? pUÔnI jymalamaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
krm ibcare kaEn, wUl merI Ai\ka{¸Agin she FnFat, lohkI sHgit pa{.
to goMm!sarmaH &anavr`=I &an rokay [Tyaid Aave Ke ne?
ha, p` Ae to inim¿nuH &an kravva ma!enuH inim¿prk k=n Ke. &an kaH{ &anavr`Iy kmRna _dy vDe roka{ gyuH Ke Aem n=I. &annI hIndxanuH hovuH Ae to potanI j yoGyta=I Ke, kmR to inim¿ma5 Ke. ivkar kmRnuH inim¿ hotaH =ay Ke te=I tene kmRk<t khevamaH Aave Ke.
sMyG¹iÚne je ikHictŸ rag =ay Ke te potanI yoGyta=I kmÔerIvx =ay Ke, p` Svwav¹iÚvHt &anI tena ktaR n=I, kemke ivkarne kre nih Aevo Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ rag =ay te &ayk=I iwþ pir`am Ke Ane &at<Tvma5=I j¡da je pir`am Ke te pir`amona kr`na _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke.
Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐Aap`ne Aatma‐fatma kaH{ smÔy nih, Aap`e to pu~y kyaR krvaH ne SvgaRidnaH suq wogvvaH bs.
Are wa{¦ AHdr tuH suqin\an &ata‐¹ÚaSv$p wgvan Ko teno {Nkar krIne pu~yna fznI hÇx‐mI@ax krI ræo Ko, p` temaH to AnHt sHsar$pI v<Ùna im+yaTv$p mUizyaH pD–aH Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐pu~y pir`am wgvan &ayk=I iwþ Ke, Ane tena kr`na _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. hve potana Aava Svwavne AozQya ivna pu~y ne pu~ykmRnI hÇx tuH kyaR kre Ke. p` Anaid sHsarmaH pu~y Ane pu~ykmRno kaz ATyHt ALp hoy Ke im+yadxamaH AnHt AnHt kaz to Òvno pap Ane papna fz$p du:qmaH j ƒtIt =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Aek AÔ~ya g<hS= =oDa vqt phelaH Aavela. te khe‐—huH tI=Åkr KuH, car FaitkmRno mne Ùy =yo Ke, car AFaitkmR bakI Ke.˜ pKI =oDI var pKI te khe‐—marI pase pEsa n=I, mara ma!e sgvD krI Aapo.˜ j¡Ao, Aa ivprItta¦ tene kæuH‐wa{¦ Aa to tdŸn ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke, kemke vÏ siht muinp`uH ho{ xke nih, pKI kevz&an ={ Ôy, Ane car FaitkmRno Ùy ={ Ôy Ae to sHwve j k–aH=I? hve AavuH ne AavuH‐F uH b\uH ivprIt‐mannara jgtmaH F`a pD–a Ke¦
Ahaha...¦ Aa„a AnHt xi›no ipHD, AnHt gu rTno=I wrelo wgvan rTnakr Ke. teno AHtrsNmuq ={ Anuwv =taH sa=e AtIiNãy AanHdnI lhr _@e Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. j¡Ao, ;cair¿H qlu \Mmo'‐ cair5 qreqr \mR Ke, Ane ;dHs` mUlo \Mmo' ‐\mRnuH mUz sMyGdxRn Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke sMyGdxRn Ke te cair5nuH mUz Ke sMyGdxRn ivna cair5 hotuH n=I. sMyGdxRn ivna ko{ bharmaH v/t, tp kro to kro, p` Ae kaH{ n=I, =o=aH Ke A=aRtŸ wgvane tene bazv/t Ane baztp kæaH Ke.
AhÄ Akt<RTvxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela ivkarI pir`amna krvana AwavSv$p Akt<RTvxi› Ke. ivkarna pir`am kmR‐inim¿na Aa]ye =ay Ke te=I kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela pir`am‐Aem kæuH Ke. ivkar kaH{ Svwavna Aa]ye =to n=I, ne Aa„amaH ivkar krvano ko{ Svwav‐xi› n=I. pyaRymaH ivkar =ay Ke te xi›nuH kayR n=I. te=I dya, dan Aaid ivkarna pir`amne kmR=I krvamaH Aavela pir`am kæa Ke.
pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 62maH ivkar potanI pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. mtlb ke Aek smynI pyaRymaH =tI im+yaTv Ane ragäeØ$p ivk<it potanI pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke, prna kar`e nih ne potana ãƒ‐gu na kar ey nih.
Tyare smysarnI ktaRkmR Ai\karnI ga=a 7p‐76‐77maH Aem kæuH Ke ke \m±ne potano pU R Svwav¹iÚmaH AavtaH je inmRz pir`am Ýg! =ya Ke te tenuH ƒaPy Ke Ane Aa„a teno ƒapk Ke. prHtu tene (‐\m±ne) je ivkar bakI Ke te ivkar tenuH ƒaPy n=I. TyaH, ivkar Ke te ƒaPy Ke Ane pudŸgl kmR tene ƒapk Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ae to TyaH ivkar=I iwþ i5kazI ムSvwav isâ krvo Ke ma!e Aem kæuH Ke. rag SvwavwUt n=I, pudŸgl kmRna sHgmaH =ay Ke ne teno sHg m!I jtaH m!I Ôy Ke te=I tene pudŸgl kmRnuH ƒaPykmR kæuH Ke.
kzx !Ika, kzx 68maH kæuH Ke ke‐rag‐äeØ‐mohna pir`am ƒaPy Ke Ane im+ya¹iÚ Òv temaH ƒapk Ke. te=I te im+ya¹iÚ Òv Axuâ cetnpir`amono ktaR Ke. A&anI Òv ivkarmaH tNmy ={ne pir`me Ke te=I te ivkarno ktaR =ay Ke. wa{¦ k{ ApeÙa=I k–aH xuH k=n kyuÅ Ke te |yanmaH raqIne tena A=R smjva Ôe{Ae. AhÄ khe Ke‐ivkarna pir`am kmR äara krvamaH Aaƒa Ke. AhÄ Svwavna pir`amnuH v Rn Ke ne¦ te=I ivwavne kmRna _dyna inim¿a\In wav g`I tene kmÈ äara krvamaH Aavela pir`am kæa Ke. Aam ßyaH je ApeÙa=I k=n hoy TyaH te y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae. xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke drek k=nna paHc Ýkar=I A=R krI tene y=a=Rp e smjvuH. 1. xBda=R, 2. Aagma=R, 3. mta=R, 4. nya=R, Ane p. wava=R‐Aam paHc Ýkare A=R krI k=nne y=a=R Ô`vuH.
wgvan Aa„a xuâ &aykma5 vStu Ke. tena sNmuqno Anuwv =taH &an Ane AanHdnI inmRz dxa Ýg! =ay Ke, tena wegI AnHt xi›Ao p` _Kze Ke, p` ivkarna pir`am wega smata n=I, kemke ivkar pir`amna _prmSv$p wgvan Aa„ano AktaR Svwav Ke. AÊme ÝvtRta gu o ne Êmvt± inmRz pyaRyo‐Ae bNneno smuday tene AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. dya, dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔna pir`am kmR=I krvamaH Aavela ivk<t pir`am Ke, te &at<Tvma5=I iwþ pir`am Ke Ane tena=I (tene krva=I) &anI inv<¿Sv$p Ke¸ A=aRtŸ &anI &atap`a isvayna kmR=I krvamaH Aavta pir`amono ktaR n=I.
Ahaha...¦ \m±‐&anI Aene khIAe ke je pra]y$p ƒvhar‐ragna krva=I inv<¿Sv$pe &anmy pir`ame, AanHdmy pir`ame pir`me Ke. ragno‐ƒvharno potane je ktaR mane Ke te to ƒvharmU# Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aha¦ ƒvharna Aa]ye moÙmagR n=I te=I to wgvane ƒvharna Aa]yno inØe\ kyÈ Ke. jem prne huH kruH ‐Aevo Sv‐prnI Aektano im+ya A|yvsay bH\nuH j kar` Ke tem prai]t ƒvharna wavo=I moÙmagR =xe AevI maNyta p` im+ya Ke ne te bH\nuH j kar` Ke. wa{¦ Aa wgvanna ]Imuqe=I AavelI vat Ke, AamaH k–aHy ivro\ krva jevuH n=I.
\m± puruØ ƒvharna rag=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke. prnI iÊya =ay teno ktaR Aa„a Ke Ae vat to dUr rho, ragna‐ƒvharna pir`amna kr`=I‐krva=I Aa„ムinv<i¿Sv$p Ke. svR prãƒo nkama A=aRtŸ kdIy kayR ivnana n=I. ÝTyek ムpotanuH kam inrHtr krI j ræuH Ke, ko{ p` ムAek Ù`ma5 p` potana kayR ivnanuH hotuH n=I. ma!e bIÔe‐ANy ムtenuH kayR kre Ae vat to Ke j nih¸ prHtu &anIne je ikHictŸ rag Ke tenoy te ktaR n=I, ma5 &ata‐¹Úa Ke. &anInI rIit‐cal bhu inrazI Ke bapu¦ wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
icNmUrtH£g\arIkI moih rIit lgit hE A!ap!I. ÝÆ:- to ÝvcnsarmaH nyona Ai\karmaH tene ktaR kæo Ke ne? _¿r:- ha, &anIne je!lo rag Ke te!la te pir`amno, &an ApeÙaAe, ktaR p` kæo Ke. ragna
pir`am krvalayk Ke Aem nih, &anIne kt<RTvbuiâ=I ragnI Ýv<i¿ hotI n=I¸ t=aip kmÔerIvx je!lo rag Ke te!la ragno, pir`mn ApeÙaAe &anIne TyaH ktaR kæo Ke. TyaH ÝvcnsarmaH &anÝ\an xElI=I vat Ke. AhÄ ¹iÚ Ane ¹iÚna ivØynI ApeÙaAe vat Ke te=I AhÄ &anI rag=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke Aem kæuH Ke. sa=osa= ragnuH pir`mn Ke Ae!lo te ktaR Ke Aem (kt<Rnye) &an ApeÙaAe smjvuH.
ma!enI vat Ke. vaStvmaH iwþ sa\n‐sa|y Ke j nih. prma=eR sa\n be n=I, p` xaÏmaH sa\nnuH be Ýkare in$p` kyuÅ Ke¸ jem moÙmagR be n=I, p` moÙmagRnuH k=n xaÏmaH be Ýkare Ke tem. moÙmagR to 5 ekaz Aek j Ke, vItragwav$p Aek j moÙmagR Ke. te sa=e shcrp e rag bakI hoy Ke te=I tene Aarop d{ne ƒvhar=I moÙmagR kæo Ke, p` te Ke to bH\no j magR. &anI to tena kt<RTv=I inv<¿Sv$p j Ke.
Aha¦ Akt<RTvxi› pir`me Ke tena wegI AkayRkar`Tvxi› p` pir`me Ke. te=I xuwwav kar` Ane Svanuwv =yo te AenuH kayR Aem n=I. t=a inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an Ýg! =yuH te kar` Ane ƒvharno xuwrag =ay te AenuH kayR Aem p` n=I. wa{¦ Aa„a ragnuH kar ey n=I, Ane ragnuH kayR p` n=I. tem je xuwrag Ke te &annuH kar ey n=I, Ane &annuH kayR p` n=I. Aha¦ Aa to jEndxRnnI AlaEikk vat¦ \mR kem =ay te smjva ma!e Aa b\uH phelaH Ô`vuH Ôe{xe hǸ Aa smßya ivna \mR =vo sHwivt n=I.
wa{¦ xaÏmaH k{ pâit=I xuH kæuH Ke te brabr smjvuH Ôe{Ae potanI mit‐kLpna=I ë\a A=R krxe to ¹iÚ ivprIt =xe Ane to xaÏ‐Sva|yaynuH sacuH fz nih Aave, sHsar‐pirw/m` j rhexe.
Aho¦ Aekek xi›ne v RvIne AacayRdeve wgvan smysar nam xuâa„a Ýisâ kyÈ Ke. Aek xi›ne p` y=a=R smje to AnaidkalIn je ivkarnI gH\ pesI g{ Ke te nIkzI Ôy. Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi› je Aek &aykne Ýisâ kre Ke te &ayknI ¹iÚ =taH Ane temaH j @rtaH ivkarno AHt AavI Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. he wa{¦ ivkar kaH{ marI cIj n=I Aem Ô`I ivkar=I iwþ inj &aykwavnI ¹iÚ kr, ne temaH j @r, temaH j cr¸ je=I Aa„ano AktaRSvwav AHtrmaH Ýg! =xe. wvw/m`no nax krvanI Aa j rIt Ke wa{¦
Tyare ko{ pHiDtoAe èdormaH Aek var kheluH‐—Òvne prãƒno ktaR n mane te idgHbr n=I.˜ Are, tuH xuH khe Ke Aa? mhan idgHbracayÈ‐kevzIna keDaytIAo xuH khe Ke Ae to Ôe. AhÄ Aa SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a ragno ktaR‐wo›a n=I. prna ktaR‐wo›ap`anI to vat j k–aH rhI? Are wa{¦ Svwavna ¹iÚvHtne Aek inÔnHdno j wogv!o Ke, te ANy (ragaidna) wogv!a=I sda _prmSv$p Ke. Are wa{¦ ‐
• Aa„a Ôe jDne wogve to tene jDp uH AavI pDe.
• Aa„a Ôe ragne tNmyp e wogve to tene bihra„p uH AavI pDe. te=I
wa{¦ tne smjmaH n Aave te=I xuH =ay? marg to Aavo j Ke. Are wa{¦ Aek var Aa xrIraidno moh KoDI, kutuhl krIne AHdr Sv$pmaH DUbkI to mar. tne TyaH
ko{ AicNTy in\an deqaxe. Aa deh to haD‐maHs‐camnuH, ma!InuH #ÄgluH Ke Ane Aa b\a bag‐bHgla‐mo!ruH p` \UznI \Uz Ke. Aena=I tne xuH Ke? Aena lÙe to tne rag Ane du:q j =xe. Ane Ae ragne wogvvanI ¹iÚ to tne AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe. kazkU! spRnuH Jer to Aek var mr` krave p` Aa ë\I ¹iÚnuH Jer to AnHt mr` kravxe. ma!e he wa{¦ AnHtsuqin\an inj cEtNySv$pne AozqIne tena Anuwvno _>m kr¸ te j tne AnHt jNm‐mr`=I _garI prm suqnI Ýaiº kravxe.
&anIne ikHictŸ Aasi›na pir`am =ay Ke, p` tenI tene ruic n=I, temaH tene suqbuiâ n=I. &anIne inj cEtNySvwavnuH wan =va=I, ragna AwavSvwavSv$p je Awokt<Tv xi› Ke tenuH pir`mn =yuH Ke. Ane te=I te Aasi›na pir`amno wo›a =to n=I. Ahaha...¦ cEtNy icdanHdmy Aek &aykwavna tzno SpxR krIne &ata‐¹Úana pir`am Ýg! =ya Ke te=I &anI ivkarna‐Aasi›$p pir`amna wogv!a=I inv<¿Sv$p Ke. Aa smjva qUb \Irj Ôe{Ae wa{¦ Aa to \mRk=a Ke bapu¦
j¡Ao, wrt cÊvt± Ùaiyk smiktI hta, K qHDna raßymaH hta ne Kþu hÔr ra`Ina wognI Aasi›na pir`am temne =ta hta. KtaH ¹iÚ Svwav pr htI, te=I te kaze teAo &ata‐¹Úa pir`amna wo›a hta, ivkarna ivØEla Svadna nih. Are wa{¦ &ata‐¹Úa$p pir`am SvyH ivkarna Awo›<TvSv$p Ke. sMyG¹iÚ Òv nrkna ware ÝitkUz sHyogmaH hoy ne tene ikHictŸ Aakuztana pir`am =ay. KtaH te Aakuztane wogvto n=I, Ae to SvwavnI ¹iÚ vDe inmRz pir`itna suqnI AHtrmaH g!ag!I kre Ke. Ahaha...¦
Ahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚnI pir`it A!p!I Ke. ]ei`k raÔno Òv nrkmaH p` ATyare inrakuz AanHd$p pir`amno j wo›a Ke, ne je du:q Ke, ÝitkUzta Ke tene bharnI cIj Ô`I tena wogvvana _prSv$p j teAo pir`mI ræa Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH...?
xuH =ay? A&anI to bhanuH krvamaH roka{ gyo Ke Aaqo idvs pap, pap ne pap. hve te k–are inv<i¿ le Ane k–are tÀv smje? p` Aa to Òvn caLyuH Ôy Ke wa{¦ pKI k–aH j{x, k–aH _tara krIx? jra ivcar kr.
AhÄ khe Ke‐AnHtgu in\an Ýwu Aa„amaH, &at<Tvma5=I iwþ Aeva ivkarI pir`amna wogv!a=I inv<¿Sv$p AevuH i5kaz Awo›ap uH Ke. ne Aava Svwavno AHtr‐lÙ krI SvIkar krtaH pyaRymaH p` Awo›a gu nuH pir`mn wo›a =to n=I. waØa to sadI Ke, wav gHwIr Ke. Aha¦ Awo›<Tvxi›nuH wan =taH pyaRymaH Awo›ap uH Ýg!–uH Ane hve te ragna‐ivkarna pir`amno wo›a n=I. AanuH nam \mR Ke.
j¡Ao, Aas/v Ai\karnI ga=a 176na wava=Rna bIÔ fkramaH kæuH Ke‐—sMyG¹iÚne im+yaTvno Ane AnHtanubH\I kØayno _dy nih hova=I tene te Ýkarna wavas/vo to =ta j n=I Ane im+yaTv tem j AnHtanubH\I kØay sHbH\I bH\ p` =to n=I. (Ùaiyk sMyG¹iÚne s¿amaH=I im+yaTvno Ùy =tI vqte j AnHtanubH\I kØayno t=a te sHbH\I Aivrit Ane yogwavno p` Ùy ={ gyo hoy Ke. te=I tene te Ýkarno bH\ =to n=I¸...)˜ AhÄ Ùaiyk sMyG¹iÚnI vat krI, p` drek sMyG¹iÚne co=a gu`S=anmaH ini*ÊyTvxi›no Aek AHx pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke Aem smjvuH. Aho¦ Aa vat AdŸwut AlaEikk Ane sU"m gHwIr Ke¦ co=a gu S=anvt± Aa„ane &anaid gu o Aekdex Ýg! =ya Ke tenI t=a terma gu S=anvt± Aa„ane &anaid gu o svRdex$p Ýg! =ya Ke tenI Aek j Ôit Ke Aem smjvuH‐Aam khIne pH. ]I !oDrmlÒAe AdŸwut rhSy quLluH kyuÅ Ke. wa{¦ AavI vat svR&na marg isvay k–aHy n=I.
bharmaH \n‐l"mIno wHDar mze Ae to pu~y hoy to mze, AemaH kaH{ ko{nI hoixyarI ke Dhap` kam AavtuH n=I. p` je e potanuH Dhap`‐ivvek&an AHdr AnHtgu in\an cEtNyl"mIno wHDar wyÈ Ke tene Ôeva‐Ô`vamaH lgaƒuH, Ahaha...¦ tene, khe Ke, ãƒmaH AsHQy Ýdexe je AnHt gu ‐xi›Ao Ke te b\Ino Aek AHx
pyaRymaH ƒ› ={ Ôy Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒ‐gu maH to xi› ƒapI Ke, ne pyaRymaHy te ƒape Ke kemke drek xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aa ãƒanuyognuH k=n bhu JI uH bapu¦ inj pu R stŸnI ÝtIit jyaHH ={ ke svR gu ono Aek AHx pyaRymaH ƒ› =ay Ke. Aho¦ ini*Êytano Ayogp`a$p Aek AHx smiktI \m±ne co=a gu S=ane Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke.
hve Aa potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy xuH AenIy F`ane to qbr n=I. =an=I Aek wa{ Aavela. tem e AhÄna Sva|yay mHidrnI idval _pr lqelo cakzo vaHCyo, —ヹiÚ te sMyG¹iÚ˜ ‐pKI te boLya‐—mharaj¦ Aa ヹiÚ te sMyG¹iÚ‐Aem AhÄ lQyuH Ke to xuH ムAe!le pEsavaza AhÄ F`a loko Aave Ke te b\a sMyG¹iÚ Ke Aem Aa lqvano A=R Ke?˜ Tyare temne kæuH‐Aem n=I wa{¦ ムAe!le pEsavaza Aevo A=R n=I bapu¦ ムAe!le Aa„ãƒ‐AnHtgu in\an prma=R vStu, gu Ae!le Aeno i5kazI wav‐Svwav, Ane pyaRy Ae!le tenuH pir`mn =ay te dxa. ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyno Aavo A=R Ke wa{¦ hve jEnmaH jNmelaney AanI kaH{ qbr n mze Aene \mRnuH Sv$p kevI rIte smÔy, Ane \mRnI Ýaiº Aene kevI rIte =ay? pEsa to jD Ke bapu¦ Ane tene potana mane Ae to jDno SvamI, jD =ay Ke. jem weHsno pit paDo hoy tem pEsa Ane ragno SvamI =nar jD Ke, cetn n=I. injRra Ai\karnI ga=a 208nI !IkamaH AacayR Am<tcHãSvamI frmave Ke ke‐
—Ôe AÒv prãƒne huH pirg/huH to AvXymev te AÒv maruH ;Sv' =ay, huH p` AvXymev te AÒvno SvamI =aë¸ Ane AÒvno je SvamI te qreqr AÒv j hoy. Ae rIte Avxe (lacarI=I) p` mne AÒvp uH AavI pDe. maruH to Aek &ayk wav j je ;Sv' Ke, teno j huH SvamI KuH ma!e mne AÒvp uH n ho, huH to &ata j rhIx, prãƒne nih pirg/huH.˜
hve AavI vat Aola ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem mane Ke Aemne AekaNt lage Ke p` Aa sMykŸ AekaNt Ke wa{¦ tuH n smje Ae!le ivro\na pokar kre p` Aa prma=R sTy Ke. Ahaha...¦ potanuH Sv$p AHdr i5kaz \/uv Aek siCcdanHdmy Ke. temaH Aekag/ =taH pyaRymaH AekaNt A=aRtŸ AeklI vItragI xaHit Ýg! =ay Ke. AhInuH vatavr` p` AekaNtmy‐xaHitmy Ke ne? Sv$pnuH wan =ye AnHt gu omaH inmRztano AHx Ýg! =ay Ke, AanHd gu no AHx Ýg!e Ke, ne sa=e vIyR gu no AHx p` Ýg!e Ke. vIyR Ae!le? Ahaha...¦ SvSv$pnI rcna kre AenuH nam vIyR Ke. ragnI rcna kre Ae vIyRnI pir`it nih, Ae to npuHskta‐hIjDap uH Ke. jem npuHskne ÝÔ =ay nih tem Aane p` \mRnI ÝÔ =tI n=I.
marg F`o sU"m Ke wa{¦ bharna pda=R sa=e tne xuH sHbH\ Ke? Are, xuwragno ivkLp =ay tey du:qdayk Ke. Are wa{¦ tne tarI qbr n=I¦ wgvan¦ tuH &ananHdSvwavI Ko ne¦ tarI dxamaH AanHdno Svad Aavvo Ôe{Ae tena bdle Are, tuH ragna‐du:qna vednmaH roka{ gyo¦ du:qna‐ragna AwavSvwav Sv$p wgvan¦ tuH AsHgmUitR cEtNyÝwu Ko. Aha¦ Aava inj AanHdSv$pna sHgmaH‐smIptamaH gyo nih, Ane ragna sHgmaH tuH roka{ gyo, ragna rHgmaH rHga{ gyo¦ ragno sHg krIne wa{¦ teH pyaRymaH du:q vhorI lI\uH Ke. xuwyogne tuH moÙnuH sa\n mane p` Ae to taruH A&an Ke. \m±ne je AHxe AkHpdxa Ýg! ={ Ke temaH xuwyogno to Awav Ke te \mRnuH sa\n kem =ay? xuwrag \mRnuH sa\n 5`kazmaH n=I.
Tyare ko{ Aek pHiDte lQyuH Ke ke‐;xuwragne hey mane te im+ya¹iÚ Ke' Are wa{¦ pHiDt ={ne teH Aa xuH lQyuH? taro Aa ivprIt AiwÝay duinya manI lexe (kemke duinya to Avze mageR Ke j), p` vStuiS=itmaH mha ivro\ =xe, vStu tara AiwÝay=I sHmt nih =ay.
Akt<RTvxi›maH smSt, kmR=I krvamaH Aavta pir`amona kr`na _prmSv$pnI vat htI. ivkarI wav kmR=I krvamaH Aavela pir`am Ke, ne tena kr`na _prmSv$p Akt<RTvxi› Ke. tem AkHpnSv$p ini*ÊyTvxi›nI ivk<t AvS=a kHpn$p pir`am Ke te kmR äara krvamaH AavelI dxa Ke vaStvmaH svR kmRna Awav=I ÝvtRtI AkHpta$p ini*ÊyTvxi› te Aa„ano i5kazI Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa !IkamaH to wHDar wyaR Ke.
wgvan Aa„a cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Ke. tenI pyaRymaH kHpn =ay Ke te kmR äara krvamaH Aavta pir`am Ke, te Aa„ano Svwav n=I, Ane teno ktaR Aa„a n=I. co=a gu S=ane \m±ne je AHxe AkHpn$p dxa Ýg!
={ Ke temaH te kHpndxano Awav Ke. xuH kI\uH? ini*ÊyTvxi›na pir`mnmaH je!lI AkHpta ={ Ke te ãƒnI pyaRy Ke, Ane kmRna inim¿e je!lI kHpn dxa Ke teno AkHpndxamaH Awav Ke. inmRz pyaRy Ýg!I temaH ƒvharno Awav Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke, Aa Syaäad Ke. in*kHpxi›nuH pir`mn wav$p Ke, temaH smSt kmRno Awav Ke. magR JI`o Ke wa{¦ lokone AWyas n=I, bharna sHsarmaH rqDvana laEikk AWyasmaH Òvn ƒtIt kre Ke p` Aa to ijHdgI (ƒ=R) calI Ôy Ke wa{¦
Ame to nanI ëmrmaH sat copDI su\I AWyas krI laEikk w`vanuH KoDI dI\uH htuH¸ temaHy satmI copDInI prIÙa AapI n htI. te vqte Amara Aek im5 sa=e w`ta. te ke!lak vØR bad Amne wavngr wega ={ gya. Tyare Ame temne pUK–uH‐—hal tme xuH kro Ko?˜ to tem e jvab dI\elo‐—huH to hÒ AWyas kruH KuH Lyo, bavIs‐bavIs vØR su\I AWyas kyaR kre¦ smysarkzxmaH AacayR ]I Am<tcHãdev to khe Ke‐Aa tÀv&anno K mas to AWyas kr. Are, tuH pote AHdr prma„a Ke tenI Aek var K mas lgnI lgavI de. Ahaha...¦ Ýwu, lagI lgn hmarI¦ Aek var lgn lagI pKI xuH khevuH? AHdr AahladwyÈ cEtNyno Svanuwv Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa bIÔ (AirhHtaid) prma„anI lgnI lage te pir`am to rag Ke, p` AHdr inj prma„Sv$p Aa„a Ke tenI lgnI lage to prm AaLhadkarI, prm kLya`karI smikt Ýg! =ay Ke¸ Ane Tyare svR kmRno Awav =taH je caEdma gu S=ane AyogIdxa Ýg! =ay Ke teno Aek AHx Ýg! ={ Ôy Ke.
Aek bIÔe Nyay: xuwwav Ke temaH xuâtano AHx giwRt Ke. &anno AHx v\Ine kevz&an =ay Ke tem xuwmaH xuâno AHx Ke to te v\Ine y=aQyat cair5 =ay Ke. xuwmaH Ôe giwRt xuâtano AHx n hoy to xuwrag v\Ine kaH{ y=aQyat cair5 Ýg! =xe? na, ={ xke nih. ma!e xuwyogmaH giwRt xuâta rhelI Ke Aem isâ =ay Ke.
ha, p` te kone lagu pDe? jene g/Hi=wed =ay tene. jene ragnI Aekta tU!I g{ Ke tene xuwmaH je giwRt xuâta pDI Ke te v\Ine y=aQyat cair5$pe Ýg! =ay Ke. &annI xuiâ v\e ma!e cair5nI xuiâ v\e Aem Ke nih. Aa vat pH. ]I bnarsIdase _padan‐inim¿nI ic‚ImaH krI Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐ivxeØ Ae!luH ke giwRt xuâta Ae Ýg! xuâta n=I, Ae bþe gu nI giwRt xuâta ßyaH su\I g/Hi=wed =ay nih TyaH su\I moÙmagR sa\e nih, prHtu (Òvne) _|vRta kre, AvXy kre j, (p` moÙmagRna kar`$p te n =ay). Ae bNne gu onI giwRt xuâta ßyare g/Hi=wed =ay Tyare Ae bNnenI ixqa fU!e Ane Tyare Ae bNne gu \araÝvah$pe moÙmagR trf cale.
pH. bnarsIdas ;prma=R vcinka' ne AHte khe Ke‐—(tÀv) vcnatIt, [iNãyatIt, &anatIt Ke te=I Aa ivcaro bhu xa lqva? je &ata hxe te =oDuH lqeluH (p`) bhu smjxe. je A&anI hxe te Aa ic‚I saHwzxe qro, prHtu smjxe nih. Aa vcinka jem Ke tem‐(y=ayoGy)‐sumitÝma` kevzI‐vcnanusar Ke. je Òv Aa saHwzxe, smjxe, ]âxe, tene kLya`karI Ke‐waGyÝma`˜. Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao to qra¦ Aa kazmaH kevz&anI to AhÄ Ke nih, ne ivdehmaH wgvan pase to gya n=I, KtaH va`ImaH Aa!luH Ôer? to khe Ke‐ha, sMyGdxRn =taH AavI £#ta AavI Ôy Ke. Ame ivdehmaH wgvan pase gya n=I, p` Amara wgvan Aa„a pase gya KIAe tena Ôer=I qUb £#ta=I Ame Aa vat krIAe KIAe ke AmarI Aa vat kevzI vcnanusar Ke.
Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI to bilharI Ke, sa=e smiktI g<hS=onIy bilharI Ke. hve AamaHy ke!lak pHiDto ATyare ivro\ kre Ke. temne tÀvna Sv$pnI qbr n=I, Ae!le potanI ¹iÚ Ýma e mez n qay Ae!le ivro\ kre Ke. p` Are wa{¦ sMyG¹iÚ‐co=a gu S=anvt± \m±‐ÒvnI va`I ho ke paHcma ke K‚a gu S=anvt± sHtonI va`I ho, temnaH tÀv&annaH b\aHy k=n kevzIvcnanusar Ke, temaH ko{ frk hoto n=I.
pir`mn ={, pyaRymaH=I kHp KU!I, tne said‐AnHt AkHp AevI pU R isâdxa Ýg!xe. Lyo, ‐
Aa Ýma e AhÄ tevIsmI ini*ÊyTvxi› pUrI ={.
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24: inytÝdexTvxi› ;je Anaid sHsar=I maHDIne sHkocivStar=I liÙt Ke Ane je crm xrIrna pirma`=I kaH{k é`a
pirma e AviS=t =ay Ke AevuH lokakaxna map je!la mapvazuH Aa„‐Avyvp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI inytÝdexTvxi›. (Aa„ana lokpirma` AsHQy Ýdexo inyt j Ke. te Ýdexo sHsar‐AvS=amaH sHkocivStar pame Ke Ane moÙAvS=amaH crm xrIr krtaH kaH{k AoKa pirma ee iS=t rhe Ke.)'
j¡Ao, smysarmaH Aa xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. xi› Ae!le xuH? ke wgvan Aa„a &aykSvwavma5 vStu Ke te ムKe. temaH AnHt Svwav nam gu Ke. gu kho ke xi› kho, te Aek j vStu Ke. Aa„a ムtrIke Awed Aek Ke, Ane xi›Ae (wed=I) AnHt Ke. Aa AnHtno (AnHt gu no) k=nivStar kem krI xkay? Ae!le AacayRdeve AhÄ 47 xi›nuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. Aem to Aa„amaH samaNy gu o AnHt Ke, ne ivxeØ gu o p` AnHt Ke. te AnHt gu no ivStar krva Ôy to AnHt kazey par n Aave, vzI xBdo p` sIimt Ke, ne &an (Ùayopximk&an) nI p` myaRda Ke. te=I !UHkamaH AacayR wgvane AhÄ 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
_¿r:- Svanuwv =taH inj &ananHd Sv$pnuH vedn =ay Ke tene Svad khe Ke. Aa daz, wat, laDva qay TyaH Svad Aave Ke te jDno Svad to Aa„ane Aavto n=I. te jD pda=RnuH lÙ krIne Aa @Ik Ke AevI je ragnI v<i¿ _@e Ke teno tene Svad Aave Ke. vÄKI krDe TyaH vÄKIna DHqnuH‐jDnuH Aene vedn n=I, p` tena ÝTye je A`gmo‐äeØ =ay Ke te äeØnuH tene vedn Ke. wgvan Aa„a A$pI cEtNy ムKe, tene jD pda=Èno Svad ke vedn n hoy¸ p` potana SvwavnuH lÙ KoDI, AnukUz cIjmaH rag kre ne ÝitkUz cIjmaH äeØ kre, TyaH tene pyaRymaH ragäeØno kluiØt Svad Aave Ke. Are¦ Ae e potanuH &ananHd Sv$p Ke teno AkØayI inrakul Svad kdIy lI\o nih¦
Aa„anuH Ùe5 xrIrÝma` Ke, p` tenI xi›nuH sam+yR to Apirimt AnHt Ke. Ahaha...¦ sHQyaAe xi›Ao AnHt Ane Aekek xi›nuH sam+yR p` Amap... Amap... Apirimt AnHt Ke. j¡Ao, loknI b\I baj¡Ae Aakax AnHt AnHt ivStreluH Ke. Aa Aakaxna Ýdexo AnHt Ke. Ýdex Ae!le xuH? ke Aek prma u Aakaxna je!la Ùe5ne roke tene Ýdex khe Ke. Aakaxna Aava AnHt AnHt Ýdex Ke, Ane tena=I AnHt gu a gu Aekek ÒvãƒmaH i5kaz Ke. wa{¦ Svwav Ke tene Ùe5nI mh¿a sa=e sHbH\ n=I. SvwavmaH to tenI behd xi›‐sam+yRnI mh¿a Ke. Aekek ÒvmaH AavI AnHt sam+yRyu› i5kazI AnHt xi›Ao Ke. temaH AhÄ inytÝdexTvxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke.
Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao AÊme i5kaz Ke temaH Aek inytÝdexTvxi› i5kaz Ke. Ae!le xuH? Aa„ana Ùe5maH AsHQy Ýdexo inyt Ke. Ahaha...¦ je Ùe5maH cEtNyna AnHtgu no Ýkax _@e Ke te Aa„ana ÝdexonI sHQya inyt Ke. AhÄ AsHQy Ýdexne inyt khel Ke ANy=a AsHQy Ýdexne ƒvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. pHcaiStkaynI ga=a 32nI !IkamaH ÒvnuH Ùe5 Aek ÝdexvazuH khel Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—Òvo qreqr AivwagI‐Aekãƒp`ane lI\e lokÝma`‐AekÝdexvaza Ke j¡Ao, AamaH xuH ApeÙa Ke? ke AsHQy Ýdexna wedno inØe\ krI Òvne AivwagI‐Aekãƒp`ane lI\e lokÝma` Aek ÝdexI khel Ke. AsHQyÝdexo Aek ãƒmy Awed Aek$p Ke Aem TyaH vat levI Ke, Tyare AhÄ, ÝdexonI sHQya Ke te i5kaz inyt Ke, temaH v\F! n=I te=I, AsHQy Ýdex inyt Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aa rIte pHcaiStkaymaH Aek ÝdexI Òv ムkæuH ne AhÄ inyt‐AsHQy ÝdexI Òv ムkæuH Ae be_ k=nmaH ivro\ n=I, Aivro\ Ke¸ ma5 ivvÙawed Ke, ApeÙa=I bþe k=n brabr Ke.
kzx!IkamaH AsHQy Ýdex Aek$p Ke, ne temaH wed paDvo te ƒvhar Ke Aem kæuH Ke. kzx 2p2maH Aa vat krI Ke. ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavnI TyaH vat Ke. TyaH Aek$p vStune SvムkæuH Ke, Ane ;Aa ãƒ, Aa gu '‐Aem wed paDvo tene prムkæuH Ke. AsHQy Ýdex Aek$p Ke te SvÙe5 Ke Ane temaH ;Aa Ýdex, Aa Ýdex'‐Aevo wed paDI lÙmaH levuH tene prÙe5 kæuH Ke. wgvan Aa„a i5kazI ムwUta=R Awed Aekakar te Svkaz Ke, ne pyaRyno wed paDI tenuH &an krvuH tene prkaz kæo Ke. AnHt xi›‐AnHt Svwav$p Aek wav te Sv‐wav Ke, Ane Aekek xi›no wed paDI tene lÙmaH levI tene prwav kæo Ke. hve AavI vat jra \Irj raqI |yan d{ne saHwze to b\o im+ya Aag/h m!I Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. wa{¦ Aa kiLpt vat n=I bapu¦ Aa to wgvan kevzIAona Ývah=I calI AavtI va`I Ke. wedne KoDI, Awedne pkDvana puruØa=Rne jgaDnarI Aa Am<tva`I Ke. wa{¦ wed Ke te Awedne smjva pUrto Ke, bakI wed ¹iÚno ivØy n=I.
Ahaha...¦ Aa„a AnHt gu Svwavono Aek$p cEtNy SvyHwU wgvan Ke. SvyHwUrm` namno KeLlo smuã Ke, teno AsHQy yojnmaH ivStar Ke. tena tizye retI n=I, rTno wyaÅ Ke. tem Aa„anuH AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5 Ke, temaH Aekek Ýdexe AnHt gu $pI cEtNyrTno wyaÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aeva AnHtwav$p i5kazI Aek wav te Sv‐wav khevay, ne temaH Aekek gu ‐xi›no wed paDvo‐Aa &an, Aa suq, ‐Aem wed paDvo tene prwav khevamaH Aave Ke. vaStvmaH je SvムKe te j SvÙe5 Ke, te j Svkaz Ke ne te j Svwav Ke. Aam ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavna wed riht wgvan Aa„a SvyHwU AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke te AkØay, vItragSvwav=I wrelo xuâ SvムKe. Ahaha...¦ Aa„a cEtNy‐Am<tno ipHD Ýwu Ke. wa{¦ smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ Aa to vItragno marg Ke wednuH lÙ dUr krI Awed Aek i5kazIne lÙmaH letaH te Ýaº =ay Ke. Aene \mR kho ke moÙno marg kho, Aek j vat Ke. jem kerImaH je v R Ke te j gH\, te j rs Ane te j SpxR Ke. wedne lÙmaH n l{Ae to AaqI cIj v R‐gH\‐rs‐SpxRmy Ke tem wgvan Aa„a icNma5 Awed Aek ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava AwednI ¹iÚ te ヹiÚ Ane ヹiÚ te sMyG¹iÚ. smÔ uH kaH{...?
AhÄ khe Ke‐Anaid sHsar=I maHDIne sHkocivStar=I liÙt AevuH lokakaxna map je!la mapvazuH Aa„‐Avyp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI Aek inytÝdexTvxi› Aa„amaH i5kaz pDI Ke. Aa„amaH je AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke te j¡dI cIj Ke, ne Aa sHkocivStar=I liÙt je inytÝdexTvxi› Ke te j¡dI cIj Ke.
AsHkuictivkasTvxi›nuH Sv$p to AevuH Ke ke‐jemaH sHkocno Awav Ke Aevo pyaRymaH gu no Apirimt ivStar =ay te AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ pU R ãƒ, pU R Ùe5, pU R kaz Ane pU R wav‐Ae b\ane sHkoc riht pU R ivkas$p xi›na sam+yR=I Ô e AevI ÒvmaH AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ jemaH sHkoc nih, pirimtta nih Aevo &anaidmaH pU R ivkas =ay, AevI AsHkuictivkasTvxi› Ke. lokone AavI vat mze
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a mU# n=I¸ tena &an, dxRn Aaid AnHt gu xi›Ae AmU# Ke. wa{¦ Aa„amaH AmU# Svwavno par n=I. Ahaha...¦ \m±‐&anI Aem Anuwve Ke ke‐huH Apirimt AnHt xi›Ao=I wrelo icdanHdkHd Ýwu AmU# KuH Ahaha...¦ Aek smymaH 5`kaz‐5`lokne Ô e AevI AnHt pyaRyono ipHD &an gu maramaH pD–o Ke Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdnI ÝtIit$p said‐AnHt pyaRyono ipHD ]âa gu maramaH pD–o Ke Aek smymaH inbaR\ AnHt AanHdne Aape AevI said‐AnHt AanHdnI pyaRyono ipHD AanHd gu maramaH pD–o Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aava AnHt gu no rTnakr Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH. Are, Aava potana Aa„ane wUlI, he Òv¦ tuH Aa AakuztanI w‚Ina vednmaH k–aH roka{ gyo¦
Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHd‐siCcdanHdSv$p cEtNycmTkarmy Ýwu Aa„a Ke. teno AHtrmaH SvIkar Ane sTkar kyeR tenI pyaRymaH &an ne AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. kæuH Ke ne ke‐
;rsSvadt suq _pjE, Anuwv tako nam.'
Ahaha...¦ TyaH vtRmanmaH je AanHd Ýg! =yo te wiv*yna pU R AanHdnuH kar` Ke. vtRman Ýg! &an ne AanHdnI dxane pU R AanHdnuH kar` khevuH te ƒvhar=I Ke. vaStvmaH to Aek smymaH je pU R AanHdnI dxa Ýg! ={ te tTsmynI Ø!ŸkarknI pir`it=I Ýg! ={ Ke. wa{¦ pUvRnI moÙmagRnI pyaRyno ƒy =yo ma!e AhÄ kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Aem vaStvmaH n=I, Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke kemke _Tpad Ke te kaH{ ƒynI ApeÙa raqto n=I. pUvR pyaRyno ƒy Ke, vtRman pyaRyno _Tpad Ke¸ t=aip _Tpadne ƒynI ApeÙa n=I. JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ kevz&annI Aek smynI pyaRy te ktaR, je pyaRy Ýg!I te kmR, te pyaRy j kr` A=aRtŸ sa\n, ‐pUvRnI car &annI pyaRyno ƒy te sa\n Aem nih, je pyaRy Ýg!I te potamaH j raqI te sHÝdan, pyaRy potamaH=I ={ te Apadan, Ane pyaRyno Aa\ar te pyaRy te Ai\kr`‐Aam potana Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I kevz&an _Tpþ =ay Ke. pUvRnI car &annI pyaRyno ƒy =yo ma!e kevz&an _pßyuH Aem khevuH Ae ƒvharnuH k=n Ke. Awav ={ne wav =yo to te wav k–aH=I Aaƒo? AwavmaH=I nih, p` ãƒmaH svR&Tv Aaid xi› tena inyt ÝdexmaH i5kaz pDI Ke Ane temaH=I xi›van ãƒno Aa]y letaH pyaRymaH kevz&an Aaid pU R dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI sU"m vat Ke.
AhÄ inytÝdexTvxi›nI vat cale Ke. khe Ke‐Aa„ana ÝdexnI sHQya inyt‐lokÝma` AsHQy Ke. AhÄ ÝdexnI sHQyane inyt‐inüy khel Ke pHcaiStkaymaH AiStkay ãƒnI isiâ krvI Ke te=I TyaH ÝdexnI Aek$ptanI vat krI Ke. AavI vat¦ hve pote kevo Ane kevDo Ke te bhu grj krIne, drkar raqIne Ô e nih to \mR kevI rIte =ay? Aha¦ Aek raÔne‐badxahne mzva jvuH hoy to ke!lI tEyarI krIne Ôy? to AhÄ to wgvanna we!a krva jvuH Ke, to pKI temaH ke!lI tEyar Ôe{Ae? AnHt AnHt AHt:puruØa=RnI sa=e we! baH\Ine Ôy to wgvanna we!a =ay. Ahaha...¦ 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô`vanuH sam+yR raqe, Ane te p` Aek smymaH, Aevo AnHt xi›no wHDar wgvan Aa„a svÈpir cEtNy badxah Ke. Aena we!a krva jvuH Ke to Aa bharnI ‐hIra, ma`ek, motInI we! kam nih Aave, Ane iÊyakaHDna ragnI we! p` kam nih Aave Aha¦ Ae to AHt:puruØa=R Ôg/t krI, Aena SvwavnI smIp j{ne Anuwv kyeR tTkal dxRn de Aevo te prma„a Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ bharna kolahl=I ivram pamI AHtmuRq =a.
Aa bharna pEsa Aaid sHyog to pu~y yoge mze Ke. te sHyog ho ke n ho¸ te Òvne xr` n=I, ne v/taidno rag p` xr` n=I, Aek smynI pyaRy p` xr` n=I. AHdr wgvan pU aRnHdno na= icNma5icHtami` Svymev dev ivraÒ ræo Ke te Aek xr` Ke, te mHgz Ke ne _¿m Ke. bharmaH ijndev, ijnguÌ, ijn\mRne xr`, mHgz ne _¿m Ô`va te ƒvhar=I Ke.
to xuH Òvno Aek Ýdex je!lo Ke tena=I sHkoca{ Ôy Ke? na, Aem vat n=I. TyaH Aekek ÝdexmaH sHkoc =ay Ke Aem vat n=I. ÝdexmaH sHkoc =to n=I. Ýdex
to AivwagI AHx Ke, te jevDo Ke tevDo j Ke, temaH sHkoc n =ay¸ prHtu sHsardxamaH Òvna Ýdexo sHkelay A=va ivSt<t =ay Ke. svR ÝdexonI Avgahna AoKI‐v¿I =ay Ke, Ýdexo to Ke te!la j inyt rhe, Ane Ýdex p` jevDo Ke tevDo j rhe Ke, ma5 Ýdexo sHkela{ prSpr Avgahna pame Ke A=va ivSt<t =ay Ke. ÝdexonI sHQya to inyt AsHQy j rhe Ke. hve AavI vat Aek svR&na marg isvay bIje k–aH Ke wa{? Òvna AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5nI vat bIje k–aHy Ke j nih.
vedaHt vgere ANymtmaH Aa„a xuâ cEtNy Ke Aem vat krI Ke, p` tenuH Sv$p TyaH brabr btaƒuH n=I. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe vedaHtna Aek AWyasIne p5 lqel Ke ke‐—Aap`e pda=RnI ƒaQya car Ýkare krI xkIAe. ko{ p` pda=RmaH ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz Ane wav Aava car AHx hoy Ke. Aa„amaH p` ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz Ane wav Aem car bol _tarva Ôe{Ae.˜ Aa„a ãƒe Aek Ke, Ùe5=I AsHQy ÝdexI Ke, kaz=I i5kazI A=va Aek smynI AvS=a$p Ane wav=I AnHt gu my Ke. ANymtvaza Aava car wed manta n=I. teAo Aa„ane ma5 Aek, svRƒapk, xuâ cEtNymy, Awed mane Ke, p` Ae to k=nma5 Ke, Aa„ana vaStivk Sv$pnI teAone qbr n=I.
AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„a AsHQy ÝdexI Ke. sHsardxamaH tena Ýdexono sHkocivStar =ay Ke. (Aek) Ýdex sHkocato ke phozo =to n=I, p` Ýdexono prSpr Avgahna$p sHkoc‐ivStar =ay Ke. mu› =taH Òv Aaqrna xrIrna pirma`=I kaH{k NyUn pirma e AviS=t =ay Ke, Ane Aa Avgahna said‐AnHtkaz AviS=t rhe Ke.
lokakaxna je!la AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, \maRiStkay‐A\maRiStkayna je!la AsHQy Ýdexo Ke, te!la ÝdexonI sHQya Aek ÒvnI hoy Ke. lokakax‐Ýma` Òv ƒaº n=I, p` lokakaxna je!la‐AsHQy Ýdexo Ke te!la Aek Òvna Ýdexo Ke. Aa„a AvyvI Ke, ne Ýdex tena Avyv Ke, jem xrIr AvyvI Ke Ane ha=pg tena Avyv Ke tem¸ jem ]ut&an Ýma` te AvyvI Ane inüy‐ƒvharny tena Avyv Ke tem.
]ut&an Ýma`maH ßyare Aa„ano Anuwv =ay Ke Tyare te ]ut&annI pyaRy‐ke je Ýma` Ke te‐AvyvI Ke, Ane tena inüy Ane ƒvharny‐Aem wed pDe te Avyv Ke. wav]ut&an te pyaRy Ke. te pyaRyne AqHD g`Ine tene AvyvI khe Ke Ane inüy‐ƒvharna wedne Avyv khe Ke. tem wgvan Aa„a Aek Ke te AvyvI Ke Ane AsHQy Ýdex tena Avyv Ke. ha=, pg, mo#uH, nak kan [Tyaid xrIrna Avyv Ke te jD Ke, te Aa„ana Avyv n=I. xrIr Ane xrIrna Avyv=I pote iwþ Ke, Ane pota=I Ae b\a iwþ Ke p` A&anI Òv AavuH wed&an krto n=I, ne Svprno qIcDo kre Ke te=I te ctugRit‐pirw/m` kyaR kre Ke.
Aa„ana AsHQy ÝdexI Ùe5maH Ýdexe Ýdexe AnHt gu ƒapk Ke, tene xaÏmaH ityRkŸ Ýcy khe Ke. tena Aek ÝdexmaH bIÔ Ýdexno Awav Ke. wa{¦ Aam manIAe to j AsHQy ÝdexnI isiâ =ay. Aek ÝdexmaH ßyaH Aek gu Ke TyaH bIÔ AnHta gu p` ƒapk Ke. AsHQy ÝdexI Aaqa Ùe5maH drek Ýdexe AnHt gu rhela Ke. Aa„a to AnHt gu ono pa!lo Ke wa{¸ jem sonano pa!lo hoy Ke tem Aa„a AnHt gu no Aek ipHD Ke. hve, potanuH Fr‐potanuH Ùe5 kevuH Ane kevDuH Ke Aeno kdI ivcar j kyÈ n=I¦ potana AsHQyÝdexI Ùe5maH gu o keva
Aa„ana AsHQy Ýdexone AhÄ inyt khel Ke. inyt Ýdex te inüy Ke Aeno A=R Aem Ke ke je Ýdexo Ke te inyt sHQyaAe‐AsHQy Ke, ne tena SvS=an p` inyt Ke. wle sHkocivStar =ay, p` ÝdexonI sHQya inyt j Ke. vStunuH injFr$pI ãƒ, injFr$pI AsHQy ÝdexI inyt Ùe5, i5kaz injFr$pI kaz Ane injFr$pI wav‐carey Aek Ke wa{¦ wednI ¹iÚ KoDI, Awed AeknI ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. kzx!Ikana kzx 2p2maH kæuH Ke:‐ ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav carey Awed Aek$p vStu Ke. temaH pyaRyna wedne g/h` krvo te prkaz Ke, ne AsHQy Ýdexna wednuH lÙ krvuH te prÙe5 Ke. SvkazmaH prkaznI naiSt Ke, SvÙe5maH prÙe5nI naiSt Ke. prãƒ, prÙe5, prkaz, prwav prp`e to AiSt$p Ke, p` prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavnI Aa„amaH naiSt Ke. JI`I vat Ke wa{¦ SvctuÚymaH prctuÚyno Awav Ke Ae to S=Uz vat Ke. AhÄ to i5kazI potanuH Sv$p te Svãƒ, Svkaz Ke, ne Aek smynI ivkarI‐inivRkarI pyaRyna wed _pr lÙ krvuH te prãƒ, prkaz Ke. inymsarmaH (ga=a‐p0) Aek smynI pyaRyne prムkæuH Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke‐—pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwavo Ke, prムKe, te=I hey Ke AHt:tÀv AevuH Svãƒ‐Aa„a‐_padey Ke.˜ AavI vat¦ tÀv&anno ivØy bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ Awed Aek xuâ &aykma5 vStu ¹iÚno ivØy Ke Ae mUzvat Ke.
xi› Ae!le Aa„ana gu onuH Aa v Rn Ke. gu I nam Aa„a AnHt gu rTnono wHDar‐qÔno Ke. TyaH gu ‐gu Ina wednuH lÙ KoDI, gu I nam Awed &aykSv$pnI ¹iÚ krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. inmRz rTn5ySv$p moÙno magR kæo Ke ne? Aha¦ te rTn5y kem Ýg! =ay? Aa„a xuâ cEtNyrTnakr Ke, tena _pr ¹iÚ krI temaH j rm`ta krva=I‐TyaH j lInta krva=I‐sMyGdxRn siht inmRz rTn5y Ýg! =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke, ne Aa moÙmagR Ke. wa{¦ Ô`p uH (Ùyopxm) F uH b\u n hoy, va Ùe5‐Avgahna nanI‐mo!I hoy tenI sa=e ko{ sHbH\ n=I¸ Awed Aek inj cEtNyvStunI ¹iÚ Ane rm`ta krvI te rTn5y$p \mR Ke, ne tenuH fz pU Rdxa$p moÙ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
ÝvcnsarnI 99mI ga=amaH lI\uH Ke ke AsHQyÝdexSv$p ityRkŸÝcy Ke temaH Aek ÝdexmaH bIÔ Ýdexno Awav Ke, A=aRtŸ ko{ Ýdex bIÔ ÝdexmaH wzI jto n=I. Aem hoy to j AsHQy Ýdex isâ =ay. Aa AsHQy Ýdex$p Ùe5nI je Aak<i¿ Ke tene ƒHjn pyaRy khe Ke. te ƒHjn pyaRy sHsardxamaH sHkocivStar pame Ke. isâmaH KeLla xrIr=I kaH{k NyUn Aakare ƒHjn pyaRy AviS=t rhe Ke.
ÝdexTv gu nI pyaRyne ƒHjn pyaRy khe Ke ÝdexTv isvayna ANy gu onI pyaRyne A=RpyaRy khe Ke. ƒHjn pyaRy Ane A=RpyaRynI Êmvt± pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae bena smudayne AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ Axuâ pyaRy n levI. vzI ÝdexmaH je kHpn =ay Ke teno AhÄ Awav levo, Aa vat phelaH ini*ÊyTvxi›maH AavI g{ Ke. ini*ÊyTvxi› AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. AsHQy ÝdexmaH je ƒHjn pyaRy Ke temaH ini*ÊyTvxi› ƒape Ke te Ýdex TyaH iS=r ={ gya. je!lI AiS=rta Ke teno Aa ƒHjn pyaRymaH Awav Ke. bhu JI`I vat Ýwu¦
icdŸivlasmaH gu Ai\kar pan 8 _pr Aam kæuH Ke:‐ —Aek &ann<TymaH AnHt gu no Fa! Ô`vamaH Aaƒo Ke. te=I (te AnHt gu no Fa!) &anmaH Ke AnHt gu na Fa!maH Aekek gu AnHt$pe ={ne potana j lÙ`ne \are Ke, te kza Ke Aekek kza gu $p hova=I AnHt $pne \are Ke Aekek $p je $pe =yuH tenI AnHt s¿a Ke Aekek s¿a AnHt wavne \are Ke Aekek wavmaH AnHt rs Ke Aekek rsmaH AnHt Ýwav Ke. Aa Ýkare Aa wedo AnHt su\I Ô`va.˜ svEya !IkamaH Aa ivØynuH ivStar=I v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
Aek &annI pyaRy ãƒne Ô e, gu ne Ô e, pyaRyne Ô e Ae rIte Aek smynI AnHt gu nI pyaRy siht ãƒne Ô e‐AevuH &annI pyaRynuH n<Ty =ay Ke. Aek smynI &annI pyaRymaH AnHt n!, @! hoy Ke. samaNy‐ivxeØ vStune &an Ô e, sHkocivStarne Ô e, AviS=tne Ô e, AnHt gu , AnHt pyaRyne Ô e. Aekek pyaRymaH
AsHQy ÝdexI AnHt gu nuH \am Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aa nam d{ne bolave Ke ne¦ Ae nam to xrIrnuH bapa¦ xrIrnuH nam paD–uH te Aa„a n=I. Are, Anek namvazaH nanaH‐mo!aH xrIrmaH ræo KtaH xrIrne te SpXyÈ p` n=I. Aha¦ Aena AnHt gu maH te ƒapk hova KtaH te gu wedne SpXyÈ n=I Aevo te inTy AekSv$p Ke te Anek‐Sv$pe kdI =yo j n=I. hve Aam Ke TyaH Aa l"mI marI, ne Aa ÏI‐ku!uHb maraH ne Aa mhel‐mkan maraH‐Ae k–aH ræuH? Ae to b\I j¡dI cIj bapu¦ sHyog Aave ne Ôy¸ p` te$pe‐pr$pe Aa„a kdI =to j n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Anaid=I Aa„a potana AekSv$pmaH j ræo Ke. Aha¦ AavI potanI cIjnI ¹iÚ krvI tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Arere¦ Aava Aa mnu*ydehmaH, potanI AavI cIj smjmaH n le, ne tenI ¹iÚ n kre to te e ÒvnmaH xuH kyuÅ? kaH{ j n kyuÅ Òvn ƒ=R j qoyuH. wa{¦ AekSv$p Aeva inj &aykSv$pne Ô~ya‐Anuwƒa ivna, cahe je!laH v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid kre p` Ae=I xuH? Ae=I ko{ j law n=I, kemke wgvan Aa„a temaH ƒapk =to n=I. jem iwþ‐iwþ xrIromaH rheva KtaH temaH Aa„a ƒapk =to n=I tem xuwaxuw rag =ay temaH p` wgvan Aa„a ƒapk =to n=I. Aa xaÏnI‐prmagmnI K‚I ga=amaH AaƒuH ne ke‐
` iv hoid APpm¿o ` pm¿o ja`go du jo wavo.OvH w`Hit su|dH `ado jo so du so cev..
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a AÝm¿ n=I, Ým¿ n=I, Aek &aykwavSv$p Ke. AhÄ xBdnI vat n levI, xBdnuH je vaCy Ke te &ayk tÀvne g/h` krvanI vat Ke. ;&ayk' je xBd Ke temaH &ayk pda=R n=I. ;sakr' xBd vack Ke, ne sakr pda=R tenuH vaCy Ke. tem AhÄ ;&ayk' xBd vack Ke, ne &ayk wav je i5kazI ムKe te vaCy Ke. Aha¦ te i5kazI ム&ayk Ýwu, AhÄ khe Ke, Aek$p ræo Ke, Ým¿‐AÝm¿ =yo n=I. pyaRy wle miln ke inmRz ho, vStu to i5kaz AekSv$pe j rhI Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj AekSv$pa„k ãƒnI ¹iÚ =taH pyaRymaH p` AekSv$pa„kp`anuH‐Sv\mRƒapkTvnuH pir`mn =ay Ke. AavI vat bhu sU"m¦
ãƒ‐gu to AekSv$p i5kaz Ke j, teno AHtrmaH SvIkar krva=I pyaRymaH p` AekSv$pa„kp`anuH pir`mn =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ inj &ananHdSv$pI‐AekSv$pI wgvanno AHtrmaH sTkar krvo, Aadr krvo tenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Aa„ane‐inj Sv$pne xrIrp e manvo, va ragp e manvo va pyaRyma5 manvo Ae to pU R vStu pote Aa„a Ke teno Anadr Ke. Ane te j Aa„ano Fat nam ihHsa Ke. Aha¦ i5kaz siCcdanHdSv$p pote Ke tene ragvazo manvo te teno Fat Ae!le ihHsa Ke. ihHsa bIÒ xuH cIj Ke? prÒvna Fat krvana pir`am =ay te to ihHsa Ke p` potane xrIrmy ne ragmy manvo te SvFat$p mha ihHsa Ke kemke svR ihHsanuH te mUz Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ AHdr AnHtgu my AekSv$pa„k Òvn Ke AevuH SvIkar krva=I pyaRymaH inmRz pir`it$p pir`mn =ay Ke AekSv$pa„k ムKe tenuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa„anI AavI Sv\mRƒapkTv‐xi› Ke. potana \mÈmaH‐potana gu o ne inmRz pyaRymaH Aa„a ƒapk Ke, p` dehmaH ke miln pyaRymaH te ƒapk n=I. to pKI xuwrag Ane xuwÔeg=I \mR =ay Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke? wgvan ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve to xuwragne hey kæo Ke. pH. kElascHdÒAe lQyuH Ke ke‐AacayRdevnI vat brabr Ke.
prma„ ÝkaxmaH kæuH Ke ke je xuwragne _padey mane Ke te inj Aa„ane hey mane Ke. ƒvhar rTn5y$p je xuwyog Ke tene je Aadr`Iy Ane _padey mane Ke te e icdanHdSv$p potana AqHDanHd Ýwune hey maNyo Ke, hey krI dI\o Ke. ßyare \m± Òvo to ragne hey manI xuâ i5kazI inj Aa„ãƒne _padey krta =ka ÝvteR Ke. wa{¦ tarI cIj je je Ýkare Ke te Ýkare teno SvIkar kr temaH j taruH iht Ke, ANy=a to Aa„Fat j Ke. stŸ pirpU R iv&anFn Ýwu i5kaz AekSv$p j Ke, te Sv\mRmaH j ƒapk Ke, potana gu ‐pyaRymaH j ƒapk Ke, ANy5 ƒapk n=I.
ÝÆ:- Aa„a Sv\mRmaH sday ƒapk Ke, to pKI tene \mR krvanuH k–aH ræuH?
_¿r:- Aa„a Svwav=I Sv\mRƒapk Ke Ae to brabr j Ke, p` A&anIne AenI k–aH qbr Ke? Ae to dehmy ne ragmy huH KuH Aem Ô e Ke. te=I ;huH sday Sv\mRmaH rhelo AekSv$p KuH' AevuH Ôe AHdrmaH wan kre to tene pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn Aaid \mR =ay. te=I j Aa _pdex Ke ke‐he wa{¦ AnHt gu Svwavmy inj Aa„ãƒne AozqI tenI j ¹iÚ kr, je=I tne moÙmagR Ýg! =xe.
_¿r:- xuH kam kyuÅ Ke? AacayR wgvHtoAe je kæuH Ke tenuH Ame to SpÚIkr` krIAe KIAe. gayna AaHczmaH dU\ wyuÅ hoy tene ko{ kuxz dohnar dohIne bhar ka#e tem xaÏomaH tÀv wyuÅ Ke tene sm=R AacayR Am<tcHãdeve tkR vDe bhar ka#I ÝkaXyuH Ke. temaH AmaruH kaH{ n=I. Ame to ma5 tenuH SpÚIkr` krIAe KIAe, bs.
Are¦ mU#‐A&anI Òvo inj icdanHdmy cEtNynuH vaStu KoDIne, jD dehmaH ne ivkarmaH potano vas manI ræa Ke. tene khe Ke‐he Òv¦ te taro vas n=I¸ jD dehmaH ne ivkarmaH vsvano taro Svwav n=I. taro Svwav
Aa Ýma e AiStTvaid sa\ar` \mȸ &an, dxRn, AanHd [Tyaid Asa\ar` \mÈ ne AmUtRTvaid sa\ar`asa\ar` \mÈ‐Aem 5` Ýkarna \mÈ wgvan Aa„amaH AekI sa=e hovano teno sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐sa\ar`asa\ar`\mRTv SvwavKe. Aa„a stŸ‐ictŸ‐AmUitRk Ke‐Aem khetaH _prna 5 e Ýkarna \mÈ temaH AavI Ôy Ke.
ÝvcnsarnI 9pmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„amaH je cEtNy gu Ke te Aek ApeÙa samaNy gu Ke, kemke potamaH jem cEtNygu Ke tem bIÔ AnHta Aa„amaH p` cEtNy gu Ke. Aa Ýma e &an, AanHd Aaid gu o jem SvãƒmaH Ke tem AnHta bIÔ Aa„amaH p` Ke te ApeÙa te sa\ar` \mÈ Ke. prHtu TyaH Aa ÒvnuH je &an Ke te j &an bIÔ ÒvomaH Ke Aem n=I. ÝTyek Òvna &an, dxRn, cEtNy Aaid \mÈ te te Òvna j ivxeØ \mR$p Ke. Aa Ýma e Asa\ar`p uH p` Ke Ane te=I potana &an vDe pote bIÔ Òvo=I j¡do AnuwvmaH Aave Ke.
wa{¦ &an, AanHd vgere ivxeØ gu o ÝTyek Aa„amaH Ke SvmaH Ke ne bIÔ ÒvomaH p` Ke. prHtu Svna &an, AanHd vgere SvmaH, ne pr Òvona &an, AanHd vgere p` ÒvomaH potpotamaH Ke. SvnuH &an bIÔ ÒvmaH n=I, bIÔ ÒvnuH &an SvmaH n=I. Aa Ýma`e SvnI pr Òvo=I Ai\kta hova=I SvsNmuq =taH j potana &an vDe bIÔ b\a Òvo=I j¡do potano Aa„a potana sHvednmaH Aave Ke. AavuH SvsHvedn&an te &an Ke Ane te \mR Ke. wa{¦ taruH &anlÙ` Aek AevuH Asa\ar` Ke ke te svR prãƒo ne prwavo=I iwþp e ne potana AnHt \mÈ‐gu o=I Aekp e Aa„ano Anuwv krave Ke ma!e Ýsþ =a ne &anlÙ e Svãƒne liÙt kr.
hovap`e‐AiStp e Aa„a Ane ANy pda=È srqa Ke prHtu Aa„amaH &an Ke, ne svR ANy jD ãƒomaH n=I. Aa rIte Aa„anI ivxeØta Ke. jem pudŸglmaH $pIp uH A=aRtŸ SpxR‐rs‐gH\‐v R Ke, ne te bIÔ ko{ ãƒomaH n=I te=I $pIp`uH pudŸglno Asa\ar` \mR Ke, tem &an, dxRn Aaid ÒvmaH j Ke, ANy ãƒomaH n=I, ma!e &anaid Òvna Asa\ar` \mR Ke.
Aa Ýma e prãƒo=I wgvan Aa„a j¡do Ke ne AHdrna ragaid ivkar=I p` te j¡do Ke kemke ragaid ivkarmaH &an n=I. jem Aa„a Ke, prma u p` Ke, bNne hovap e Ke, KtaH bNne j¡da j Ke kemke bNneno Svwav j¡do Ke. tem Aa„amaH i5kazI &anSvwav Ke, ne Ùi`k ivkar p` Ke bþe hovap e Ke, KtaH bNne j¡da j Ke, kemke &anSvwavmaH te ivkar n=I, ne ivkarmaH &anSvwav n=I. Aa rIte bþenI iwþta hova=I, AHtmuRq ¹iÚ vDe ivkar=I iwþ inj &ananHdSv$pno Anuwv =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aa Ýma e prãƒo=I ne xuwaxuw ivkarI wavo=I wed&an krIne AHt¹RiÚ vDe xuâ &anaid AnHt xi›Ao=I Aekakar‐Aek$p Aeva Svãƒno Anuwv krvo te moÙmagR Ke.
Are¦ potana SvSv$pne Ô~ya ivna loko to iÊyakaHDma ne xuwyogna ƒvharmaH j \mR manI sHtuÚ ={ne be@a Ke. p` wa{¦ jene tuH ƒvhar khe Ke te qreqr Aa„ƒvhar n=I. Ývcnsar ga=a 94maH (!IkamaH) kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a xuâ &an ne AanHd$pe pir`me te Aa„ano xuâ ƒvhar Ke. Aa„a ragwave‐ivkarp e pir`me te Aa„ano ƒvhar n=I, te mnu*y‐ƒvhar Ke. Aha¦ Aa Ývcnsar to wgvannI idƒ|vinnosar Ke. wa{¦ ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ Ke, ne pyaRy xuâ cEtNyp e pir`me te Aa„ƒvhar Ke. Aa isvayno to sFzo ƒvhar‐rag =o=aH Ke, Ae ApUvR n=I, Ae to Òve AnHtvar kyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
kemke te xuwrag Aa„ana Sv$pwUt n=I¸ rag ne &anSvwav tdŸn iwþ cIj Ke.
;&an te Aa„a'‐Aem &anlÙ`ne AnusrIne xo\taH, pr=I ne ivkar=I j¡do ne potana AnHt Svwavo=I Aekmek Aevo wgvan Aa„a Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa j sMyGdxRn Ane Aa„opliB\nI rIt Ke.
sman, Asman, ne smanasman‐Aem i5iv\ \mÈno \ark wgvan Aa„a Ke Aava inj Sv$pne AozqI, pr=I ne ivkar=I wed&an krI, AHt¹RiÚ vDe xuâ Aa„ano Anuwv krvo te \mR Ke, Ane te j ktRƒ Ke. Lyo,
Aa Ýma e AhÄ sa\ar`‐Asa\ar`‐sa\ar`asa\ar`\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.
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27: AnHt\mRTvxi›
;ivlÙ` (prSpr iwþ lÙ`ovaza) AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTvxi›.'
Aha¦ AnHt\mRTvmy wgvan Aa„a Ke. keva Ke tena AnHt \mÈ? to khe Ke‐ivlÙ` Ke, A=aRtŸ prSpr iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. Ke ne AHdr ke‐;ivlÙ` AnHt Svwavo=I waivt...' Ahaha...¦ Aa„ana AnHt Svwavo Ke te prSpr iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. Aek gu =I bIÔe gu ivlÙ` Ke. &annuH lÙ` Ô`vuH, dxRnnuH lÙ` deqvuH, vIyRnuH lÙ` Sv$pnI rcna krvI, AanHdnuH lÙ` prm AaLhadno Anuwv =vo, AiStTvnuH lÙ` i5kaz stŸp`e rhevuH‐Aem ÝTyek AnHt xi›Ao ivlÙ` SvwavvazI Ke ko{ gu nuH lÙ` ko{ bIÔ gu maH jtuH n=I, wzI jtuH n=I¸ Ôe wzI Ôy to AnHt Svwav‐gu isâ n =ay. Aha¦ Aava AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTv xi› ÒvmaH Ke. AnHt \mÈ ivlÙ` hova KtaH Aekwavp e rhevano Aavo wgvan Aa„ano AnHt\mRTv Svwav Ke.
ÝÆ:- ha, p` Aava AnHt \mÈ j`ata to n=I? _¿r:- KÍS=ne iwþ iwþp e AnHt \mÈ ÝTyÙ n j`ay Ae to qruH, p` AHtmuRq ¹iÚ vDe AnHt
\mÈ=I Awed Aek icNma5 vStu Aa„ano Anuwv AvXy =ay Ke Ane te AnuwvmaH b\ay \mÈ sma{ Ôy Ke. xuH kI\uH? jem AaEØi\nI Aek gozImaH Anek Ýkarna AosDno wego Svad hoy Ke, tem Aa„vStuna AnuwvmaH AnHt xi›Aono rs wego hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ SvanuwvrsmaH AnHt gu ono rs smay Ke. te=I to kæuH Ke ke‐
Anuwv icHtamin rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸Anuwv marg moqko, Anuwv moqs$p.
Ahaha...¦ Aa Anuwv to svR sar$p Ke. wa{¦ AhÄ Aa xi›AonuH v Rn wedmaH A!kva ma!e kyuÅ n=I, p` AnHt gu ono Awed Aek je rs‐Anuwvrs Ke tenI Ýaiº ma!e kyuÅ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aha¦ potamaH AnHt\mRTvxi› i5kaz iv>man Ke tenuH pir`mn pota=I =ay Ke. potamaH inmRz pyaRyne kre Aevo ktaR namno gu Ke. xuH kI\uH? &an, AanHd, Ýwuta [Tyaid AnHt gu nI pyaRyno ktaR =ay Aevo ktaR namno potamaH gu Ke, ne te AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke. Aa rIte xi› pote j pota=I pir`me Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH prムprãƒnuH kre Ae vat k–aH rhe Ke?
Ývcnsar, ga=a 102 maH Aave Ke ke‐ÝTyek pyaRynI jNmÙ` A=aRtŸ _Tpi¿no kaz Ke, Ane Tyare te (pyaRy) _Tpþ =ay Ke. hve AamaH inim¿ kre Ke Ae k–aH ræuH? iciälasmaH inüy‐ƒvharna Ai\karmaH vat lI\I Ke ke‐je smye je pyaRy =vanI hoy te smye te j =ay te inüy Ke.
ÝÆ:- b\uH honhar Ke to Aap e xuH krvanuH ræuH?
_¿r:- kaH{ j nih¸ p` honharno in Ry k–are =ay? i5kazI Aek &aykwav sNmuqno AHt:puruØa=R kre Tyare honharno saco in Ry =ay Ke. =vavazI pyaRy to te j smye (=vakaze j) =ay Ke, p` te honharno in Ry ãƒsNmuqnI ¹iÚna puruØa=R=I =ay Ke. Lyo, Aa krvanuH Ke xuH? ke ãƒsNmuqnI ¹iÚno puruØa=R. AavI vat¦
Amare sHÝdaymaH sH. 1972maH Aa ÝÆe qUb ccaR =yelI. ÝÆ Aem =yelo ke‐wgvane kevz&anmaH dI@uH hxe Aem =xe, Aap`o puruØa=R xuH kam krI xke?
Ame be vØR AavI vat saHwzI, p` Amne Aa vat q!ktI htI¸ to Ame Tyare kheluH‐wgvane kevz&anmaH dI@uH Ke Aem =xe Ae vat to Aem j brabr Ke, p` kevz&annuH Sv$p xuH Ke AenuH ]âan Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦
kevz&an Ae!le xuH? Aek smynI &annI pyaRy je wUt, wiv*y Ane vtRman‐Aem 5`kaz, 5`lokne Aek smymaH ÝTyÙ Ô e AenuH nam kevz&an Ke. Aha¦ Aava AdŸwut sam+yR$p kevz&annI s¿a jgtmaH Ke Aeno in Ry k–are =ay? ke potano &anSvwav‐kevz&anSvwav AHdr i5kaz Ke teno AHt:puruØa=R vDe in Ry kre Tyare =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ wgvanne kevz&annI dxa Ýg! ={ te k–aH=I ={? Ae to ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke bapu¦ AHdr kevz&an Svwav Ke tene kar`p`e g/hva=I pyaRymaH SvwavnI Ýg!ta$p kevz&an Ýg! =yuH Ke. Aha¦ Aam jgtmaH kevz&an pyaRyno in Ry krva Ôy tene AHdr potano kevz&anSvwav Ke Aem AHtrmaH in Ry =ay Ke. Aavo in Ry =ay temaH Êmbâno sMykŸ in Ry =ay Ke, Ane Aa j puruØa=R Ke, kemke AHtmuRq ¹iÚna puruØa=R ivna svR& Svwavno in Ry =to n=I. potana svR&SvwavnI AHtr‐ÝtIit =ay Tyare j svR&‐pyaRynI sMykŸ ÝtIit =ay Ke.
hve loko to ibcara inim¿maH A!k–a Ke. ãƒnI pyaRy inim¿=I =ay Aem teAo mane Ke. vzI teAo khe Ke‐_padanmaH yoGyta Anek ÝkarnI Ke, p` jevuH inim¿ mze tevuH kayR =ay Ke. inim¿ kayRno inyamk Ke Aem teAo mane Ke p` temnI Aa maNyta y=a=R‐sTy n=I. Are wa{¦ ßyaH su\I inim¿ _pr ¹iÚ hoy, rag _pr ¹iÚ hoy, ne pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ hoy TyaH su\I SvwavsNmuqno puruØa=R Ôgto n=I, ne potana svR&Svwavno in Ry =to n=I. pKI tene kevz&anno ne Êmbâ pyaRyno sMykŸ in Ry k–aH=I =ay? n =ay, Aa rIte inim¿a\In ¹iÚvaza bih¹iÚ bihra„a j Ke, teAo saca dev‐guÌne Ýaº ={ne p` sHsar pirw/m` j sa\e Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ kevz&annI pyaRynuH sam+yR ke!luH? AnHt AnHt kevzIna pe!ne Ô`I le te!luH. Aoho¦ AavuH kevz&an AHdr &anSvwav i5kaz pD–o Ke tena Aa]ye Ýg! =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anSvwav pir`mIne kevz&an =yuH Ke. Aava &anaid AnHt Svwavo‐gu ono ipHD Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aek var kæuH htuH ke Aek gu maH=I pyaRy _@tI n=I¸ p` AaquH ムKe teno SvIkar =taH Aaqa ãƒmaH=I pir`it _@e Ke. tÀva=RsU5maH wgvan _maSvamIAe p` ;gu pyRyvtŸ ãVymŸ'‐Aem sU5 kæuH Ke. AHdrmaH gu nI pir`it iwþ =ay Ke ne ãƒnI pir`it iwþ =ay Ke Aem n=I. potanI Anek ivxeØtaAo$p ムj pir`mI Ôy Ke. Lyo, Aam btavIne i5kazI Awed ãƒnI ¹iÚ krvanuH xaÏmaH kæuH Ke.
AhÄ khe Ke‐ivlÙ` AnHt Svwavo=I waivt Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTvxi› Ke. Aha¦ ivlÙ` AnHt \mÈne \rnaruH Aa„ムKe te Aek wav$p Ke. &annuH lÙ` j¡duH, ]âanuH j¡duH, AanHdnuH j¡duH‐Aem AnHt gu nuH lÙ` j¡duH Ke, t=aip &annI vStu j¡dI, ]âanI vStu j¡dI, AanHdnI vStu j¡dI‐Aem kaH{ j¡dI j¡dI AnHt vStuAo n=I, vStu to AnHt Svwavona Aek wav$p Aek j Ke. Aek sa=e AnHt Svwavo$pe vStu to Aek j Ýitwase Ke, ÝtIitmaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ AavI AaüyRkarI AdŸwut cIj Aa„a Ke. ivlÙ`ta KtaH Aek$pta, ne Aek$pta KtaH ivlÙ`ta. ivlÙ`ta hova=I Ùaiyk sMyGdxRn =va KtaH te j vqte b\a gu Ùaiykwave _FDI jta n=I, ne vStup e Aek$pta hova=I, vStuna Aa]ye pir`mn =taH, b\a gu ono Aek AHx inmRz qIlI Ôy Ke, _Kze Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH j kevz&an wle n hoy, p` sMyG&an to AvXy hoy j Ke, Ane Ae Ýma e b\a gu no Aek AHx to _FDI j Ôy Ke. Aha¦ Aava AnHt\mRSv$p inj Aa„ane AozqIne teno Anuwv krvo, tenI AHtrsNmuq ={ pir`mvuH te moÙmagR Ke, mui›nuH kar` Ke.
Are¦ lokoAe bharmaH v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaid vDe \mR ={ jxe Aem maNyuH Ke. prHtu Ae to b\o xuwwav‐rag Ke wa{¦ vStumaH to Ae cIj Ke j nih¸ Aena=I potanuH kLya` =vanuH manvuH Ae to mhan w/m Ane paqHD Ke. Are wa{¦ tara AnHt \mÈ Ke AemaH xuwrag n=I. xuwrag to pyaRymaH nvo _Tpþ =ay Ke. prna lÙ=I pyaRymaH ragaidwav nva _Tpþ =ay Ke.
ãƒ‐gu maH ivkar kre AevI ko{ xi› n=I, to ivkar k–aH=I Aaƒo?
pyaRynI yoGyta=I, potana Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke potanuH ムtenuH kar` n=I, ne prムp` tenuH vaStivk kar` n=I, pHcaiStkaymaH AiStkay isâ kyaÅ Ke TyaH AiStkaynI pyaRymaH Ø!ŸkarknuH
Ane Tyare AnHt \mÈnuH weguH j pir`mn =ay Ke. b\a j gu o Aek sa=e pir`me Ke, pyaRymaH Aeksa=e pir`t =ay Ke, ne temaH ragno‐ivkarno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ke. ƒvharno Awav ne inüyno sdŸwav‐AenuH nam sMykŸ AnekaNt Ke.
Aa Ýma e AhÄ AnHt\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.
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;tdŸ$pmyp uH Ane AtdŸ$pmyp uH jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI ivruâ\mRTvxi›.'
j¡Ao, smysarmaH ttŸ‐AttŸ [Tyaid caEd bol v Rƒa Ke TyaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke‐&aykSvwavI AaTma inj &aykSv$p=I ttŸ Ke, ne pr&eyo temaH n=I te=I &eySv$p=I AttŸ Ke. Aha¦ potamaH je &an Aaid wav Ke te vDe ttŸp uH Ke, p` potamaH je wav n=I te vDe AttŸp uH Ke. Aa„a &anSv$p=I ttŸ Ke, kemke Aa„a &an=I tdŸ$pmy Ke, p` Aa„a ragaid=I‐&eyo=I AttŸ Ke kemke Aa„ane ragaid=I‐pr&ey=I AtdŸ$pmyta Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? Aha¦ Aa rIte ttŸp uH Ane AttŸp uH Aeva bþe ivruâ \mÈ AekI sa=e jemaH rhela Ke Aeva Aa„ano ivruâ\mRTv Svwav Ke.
smysar, pirixÚmaH &ayk Ane &ey vCce ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. &ayk &aykSv$pe pota=I Ke, Ane &eySv$p=I‐pr&ey=I n=I Aem TyaH ttŸ‐AttŸwav khel Ke. pHca|yayImaH Aem kæuH Ke ke‐vStu vStup e pota=I ttŸ Ke, ne prvStup e te AttŸ Ke A=aRtŸ n=I. TyaH ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRymaH p` ttŸ‐AttŸp uH _tayuÅ Ke. Aho¦ Aa to AnekaNtnuH AekluH Am<t Ke.
ÝTyek vStu pota=I Ke te ttŸ, Ane prvStup e n=I te AttŸ¸ Aava ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈ vStumaH AekI sa=e rhela Ke AevI vStunI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. ANymtmaH to Aa vat Ke j nih. ANymtmaH to Aek j Aa„a svRƒapI Ke Aem mane Ke, teAo Anekp uH manta n=I. prHtu jgtmaH AnHt ãƒo Ke. temaH ÝTyek ムpota=I‐potana Sv$p=I Ke, Ane te AnHt prãƒp e n=I Aavo j ãƒ‐Svwav Ke, vStuSvwav Ke. AhÄ Aa„ãƒnI vat Ke, to kæuH ke‐&an &anp e Ke, ne &eyp e n=I. Aa rIte ttŸ‐AttŸp uH Ae Aa„in¤ Aa„ana \mÈ Ke. Aha¦ &anSvwavI wgvan Aa„a &eynuH‐ragaidnuH &an kre Ke, p` &ey‐ragaid temaH Ke nih, teno AttŸ Svwav ragaidne‐pr&eyne AHdr Ývexva deto n=I. j¡Ao, Aa Aa„ane Òivt raqnaruH wed&an¦ Aa to AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦
pHca|yayImaH Aave Ke ke‐ttŸ‐AttŸ Ane inTy‐AinTymaH xuH fer Ke?
tene, te Ke A=aRtŸ te‐$p=I‐Sv$p=I te Ke te ttŸp uH Ke, ne tene, te n=I, A=aRtŸ pr$p=I te n=I te AtTp uH Ke. Aa ttŸ‐AttŸ \mÈ vStuin¤ i5kazI Svwav Ke. inTy‐AinTy \mÈ to ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. vStu ãƒ$p=I i5kaz Ke te inTy, ne pyaRy$p=I Ùi`k Ke te AinTy. Aam inTy‐AinTy Ae ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. Aam bNnemaH fer‐frk Ke.
AhÄ khe Ke‐Aa„amaH Aek sa=e be ivruâ xi›Ao rhe Ke AevI AenI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. &an pota=I Ke, &ey=I n=I‐Aam je Ke te n=I Aem ivro\ =yo¸ p` Aava ivruâ \mÈ AekI sa=e Aivro\p e vStumaH rhe Ke AevI Aa„anI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke. Aa gu Ke, tenI pir`mn$p pyaRy Ke. ßyare inTy‐AinTy to ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke. ムkaym rhevanI ApeÙa inTy khevay, inTy ko{ gu` n=I, tem tenI ko{ pyaRy hotI n=I. t=a pyaRy pl!e Ke Ae ApeÙa vStu AinTy khevay. AinTy ko{ gu n=I, Ane tenI pyaRy =ay Ke Aem p` vStu n=I. inTy‐AinTy ApeiÙt \mÈ Ke.
Aa„anI ivruâ\mRTvxi› Ke te teno Svwav‐gu Ke. xi› kho, gu kho ke Svwav kho‐Aek j vat Ke. Aa xi›nuH ttŸ‐AttŸp e pir`mn p` Ke. potana &anp e &an rhe Ke, A&anp e =tuH n=I¸ vItragta
Are wa{¦ vStuiS=it Aem n=I. inim¿ to prvStu Ke. te potanuH kam kre ne prnuH p` kam kre Aem ivruâ\mRTv n=I¸ te potanuH kam kre Ane prnuH kam n kre‐Aem ivruâ\mRTv vDe vStu y=aiS=t isâ =ay Ke Ane te AnekaNt Ke. vStu prp e =tI j n=I TyaH prnuH kam kevI rIte kre? ma!e inim¿=I _padannuH kayR =ay AevI maNyta im+ya xLy Ke.
wgvan Aa„a i5kazI xuâ ムKe te AbH\SvwavI Ke, ne tena pir`am‐moÙmagR$p pir`am p` AbH\SvwavI j Ke. AbH\ pir`am bH\nnuH kar` =ay Aem kdIy bne nih. te=I je vDe bH\n =ay te xuwrag \mR n=I. vaStvmaH je bH\magR Ke te A\mR Ke. AavI vat Ame sHÝdaynI swamaH mUkelI. Tyare loko iv¬as raqI brabr saHwzta. te vqte Ame idgHbr xaÏo vaHcta hta, p` Amara ÝTye ko{ xHka n krtuH. Aaidpura`, tÀva=R rajvaitRk, smysar, Ývcnsar‐Aa b\aH idgHbr xaÏo Ame vaHcelaH. Ame to Aem SpÚ kheta ke‐AamaH (sHÝdaymaH) AavI gya KIAe ma!e AamaH j rhIxuH Aem n=I¸ vat ferfarvazI lagxe to Ame Ù`ma5maH sHÝday KoDI d{xuH. (bNyuH p` Aem j).
AhÄ khe Ke‐potanuH &anSv$p pota=I ttŸSv$p Ke, ne te pr=I‐&ey=I‐rag=I AttŸSv$pe Ke. Aha¦ AanHdSv$p pote Ke tenI pir`it p` AanHd$p j hoy Ke¸ te pir`it prãƒ$p, pr&ey$p ke du:q$p hotI n=I¸ AanuH nam AttŸ Ke. potana Svwavna AiStTvp`e, Svwavne AnusrIne pir`it hoy Ke te ttŸ, Ane te prna‐prwavna Awav$p Ke te AttŸ, Aha¦ Aavo ivruâ\mRTv namno Òvno gu ‐Svwav Ke.
inüy=I (inüyna Aa]ye) p` \mR =ay ne ƒvhar=I (ƒvharna Aa]ye) p` \mR =ay AevI maNytamaH to ivruâ\mRTvxi› n rhI, AemaH to ivruâ\mRTvno Awav =yo. p` ivruâ\mRTv to (Òvno Svwav) Ke j. inüy=I \mR =ay, ne ƒvhar=I \mR n =ay‐Aem ivruâ\mRTv Ke. Ahaha...¦ &ananHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke te &an ne AanHd$p pir`me Ke, ne &ey$p ne ƒvhar$p =to n=I te Aa ivruâ\mRTvxi›nuH kayR Ke. wa{¦ Anekp uH mane to ivruâ (ivruâ\mRTv) isâ =ay, b\uH Aek Aa„a mane tene ivruâ isâ n =ay. vedaHtI Aek svRƒapk cEtNy Aa„a mane Ke to TyaH AekmaH ivruâxi› k–aH=I isâ =ay? n =ay.
bakI bhar to F`I gDbD cale Ke. loko AavI sTy vatno p` ivro\ krva laGya Ke. te=I £#ta ma!e AhÄ ivxeØ SpÚ krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa„amaH &an, AanHd Aaid AnHt inmRz xi›Ao Ke. te xi›AonuH te$p pir`mn =ay te tdŸ$pmyta Ke, ne ragaid$p ne prSvwav$p te n =ay te AtdŸ$pmyta Ke. Aa rIte ragmy pir`mn te Aa„anI cIj Ke j nih, te to Ana„a Ke, prãƒna Svwavmy Ke, AavI qUb gHwIr sU"m vat Ke.
iblaDI tena bCcane sat sat idvs su\I sat Fre ferve Ke. tenI AaHq Tyare bH\ hoy Ke. ßyare tenI AaHq qUle Ke Tyare te jgtne deqe Ke. tenI AaHqo qUlI nhotI Tyarey jgt to htuH j, Ane AaHqo qUlI Tyarey jgt Ke. Aem Aa nvIn pH= n=I, Anaidno pH= Ke. tne qbr nhotI Tyare p` Aa vat htI, ne hve tne qbr pDI Tyare p` Aa vat Ke. Ae to AnaidnI Ke. je smje tena ma!e te nvIn khevay, p` Ke to Anaid=I j. vItragno magR to Ývah$pe Anaid=I caLyo Aave Ke je smje tene nvo Ýg! =ay Ke. wa{¦ tuH ÝyTn krIne Aa tÀv smj. SvSv$p=I KuH, ne pr=I n=I‐AevuH tÀv smj¸ taruH AivnaxI kLya` =xe. [it.
Aa Ýma e AhÄ ivruâ\mRTvxi› pUrI ={.
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;tdŸ$p wvn$p AevI tÀvxi›. (tTSv$p hova$p A=va tTSv$p pir`mn$p AevI tÀvxi› Aa„amaH Ke. Aa xi›=I cetn cetnp e rhe Ke‐pir`me Ke.)'
Aa smysar xaÏ Ke temaH xi›na Ai\kar pr ƒaQyano cale Ke. Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. te AnHtnuH v Rn ={ xke nih¸ te=I AhÄ AacayRdeve 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ai\karmaH 47 nynuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. wEya wgvtIdasÒ Aek iväan kiv ={ gya. tem e inim¿‐_padanna doha bnaƒa Ke temaH p` 47 sHQya Ke. Ane car Fait kmRnI Ýk<it p` 47 Ke. teno nax krvano AamaH _pay btaƒo Ke. ãƒsHg/hnI 47mI ga=amaH Aam v Rn kyuÅ Ke:‐
xuH kæuH ga=amaH? ke potana Aa„ana Anuwv$p je inüy moÙmagR Ke te |yanmaH Ýaº =ay Ke. _pr _pr=I ko{ \ar`a krI le AevI Aa cIj n=I bapu¦ Ahaha...¦ \/uv ãƒne |yey bnavI \/uvna Aa]ye inivRkLp |yannI dxamaH AanHdno Anuwv Ýg! krvo te moÙmagR Ke, tenuH nam \mR Ke. Aa |yannI dxa te inül Aekag/tanI Sv$p‐rm`tanI dxa Ke.
AhÄ xi›na v RnmaH =oDa xBdomaH Aaqo wHDar wyÈ Ke. khe Ke‐;tdŸ$p wvn$p AevI tÀvxi›.' Ahaha...¦ siCcdanHd shÔ„Sv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke te potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmaH tdŸ$p Ke. Aavo Aa„ano tÀv Svwav Ke. TyaH‐
• i5kazI Aek &aykwav$p inivRkLp vStu te Svãƒ,
• AsHQyÝdexI vStuna Aa\arma5 potano Ýdex te SvÙe5,
• i5kaz vStuma5nI mUz AvS=a‐iS=it te Svkaz, Ane
• vStunI mUz shj xi› te Sv‐wav. Aha¦ AavI potanI Awed AqHD inivRkLp cIjnuH vl` krIne tdŸ$p ={ne pir`mvuH te \mR Ke. Aavo magR sU"m Ke bapu¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.
Are, lokoAe to dya, dan, v/t, wi›maH ne laqonuH qcR xuwkayÈmaH kre AemaH \mR maNyo Ke. p` Ae \mR nih bapu¦ Ae to b\a ivkLp Ke, ne \mR to inivRkLp Ke. Ane pEsa vgere to jD vStu Ke. Ae jD marI cIj Ke Aem manIne danmaH Aape Ae to im+yaTvnuH sevn Ke. Aha¦ jevo Aek &aykwav Ke tevuH tenuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =vuH te \mR Ke. &aykna tdŸ$p wvn$p tÀvxi› Ke temaH ragno‐ivkLpno Awav Ke. magR to Aavo Ke bapu¦
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &aykSv$p, xuâtaSv$p, AanHdSv$p prm piv5 ÝwuTvxi›Sv$p Ýwu Ke. temaH tdŸ$p =vuH, te $pe wvn =vuH te tÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. wvn Ae!le pir`mn sihtnI xi›nI Aa vat Ke. tdŸ$p wvn Ae!le pir`mn =vuH te xi›nuH kayR Ke. Ahaha...¦ xuâ &an$pe, xuâ AanHd$pe, xuâ smikt$pe, piv5 vItragta$pe, xuâ ÝwuTv$pe, potana ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I wgvan Aa„a jevo Ke te$pe tenuH pir`mn =vuH te tÀvxi›nuH kayR Ke temaH ragno Awav Ke. Aa„a AekluH cEtNynuH dz Ke, tena tdŸ$p pir`mnmaH rag smato n=I. Aam ragp e‐ƒvhar rTn5y$pe =vuH te potano Svkaz n=I, te Aa„a n=I. Are¦ lokone inv<i¿ mze nih, potana Sv$pnI kaH{ drkar nih ne Aaqo idvs sHsarna‐papna kayÈmaH, ivØykØaymaH vItI Ôy Ke. Are wgvan¦ tare k–aH jvuH Ke? AhÄ khe Ke‐jemaH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay TyaH jvuH Ke, jemaH prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavno Awav Ke Aeva Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavmaH tdŸ$p =vuH Ke. Lyo, Aa \mR krvanI rIt Ke.
j¡Ao, phelo saE\mR devlok Ke temaH 32 laq ivman Ke: Aekek ivmanmaH AsHQy devta hoy Ke, ko{ ivman nana Ke temaH sHQyat devo hoy Ke. Aa devlokno SvamI [Nã smiktI ne AekwvtarI Ke¸ tene hÔro [Nãa`IAo hoy Ke, temaH je Aek muQy [Nãa`I Ke tey smiktI ne AekwvtarI Ke, Aek wv krIne teAo moÙ pamxe. temne bharmaH A#zk sm<iâ‐sHpda Ke. p` te sm<iâ‐sHpda potana Sv$p=I‐Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I baæ Ke, SvSv$pwUt n=I Aem teAo mane Ke, Anuwve Ke. Aha¦ sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke, Ane teno ivØy inj AHt:tÀv Aek &aykma5 vStu kevI AdŸwut AlaEikk cIj Ke AenI lokoneqbr n=I.
Are, loko to laqono qcR krI mHidr bH\avo ne Ýit¤a kravo [Tyaid bharmaH roka{ gya Ke, p` Ae to mHdkØayna pir`am Ke wa{¦ Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. inj xuâ cEtNynI ¹iÚ krvI te \mR Ke, te tdŸ$p pir`mn Ke. \m±ne te vqte je xuwrag Ke tena=I pu~y j bH\ay Ke. te pu~ybH\ Ane tenuH fz je Aave tenuH lÙ KoDI Sv$pmaH iS=r ={ jxe Tyare te moÙ pamxe. smÔ uH kaH{...?
AhÄ to Aa SpÚ vat Ke ke‐ko{ kroDo $ipya danmaH qc± mHidr Aaid bnave to TyaH Ôe ragnI mHdta hoy to pu~y bH\ay, p` \mR n =ay. dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna pir`am te Aas/v wav Ke, tena=I pu~y bH\ay, ne tena fzmaH sHyog mze, kdaictŸ tena fzmaH vItrag svR&devnI va`I saHwzva mzI Ôy, p` wgvan khe Ke‐AmarI va`I saHwzvamaH lÙ Ôy Aey rag Ke, du:q Ke¸ 72mI ga=amaH Anek Ýkarna
xuwwavne Axuic, jD Ane du:qna kar` kæa Ke, ne 74mI ga=amaH tene vtRmanmaH du:q$p Ane wiv*ymaH du:qna kar`$p kæa Ke.
ÝÆ:- to pKI Amare xuH krvuH?
_¿r:- Ae to khIAe KIAe ke‐rag=I iwþ ={ AHtr‐Svwavno Anuwv krvo, SvwavmaH tdŸ$p ={ pir`mvuH. AanuH nam \mR Ke. bakI ragnI ruic Ke, prvStu deh ne \naidmaH tNmyta Ke Ae to A&an Ke, mU# p uH Ke.
Aha¦ tÀvxi› Ke Ae to \/uv i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ya ivna Aa (‐xi›) Ke AenI ÝtIit k–aH=I =ay? Aha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd$pe pir`mvuH, &atap`e pir`mvuH, AkØay vItragwav$pe pir`mvuH tene tdŸ$p wvnmy tÀvxi› khe Ke. Aha¦ Aa xi›na v RnmaH to F`I gHwIrta Ke. jem ;jgtŸ' xBdmaH ke!luH sma{ Ôy Ke? K ãƒ, tenaH gu ‐pyaRy, AnHt isâ, AnHtanHt ingodraix [Tyaid b\uH ;jgtŸ' xBdmaH sma{ Ôy Ke, tem Aa tÀvxi›maH F uHb\uH smay Ke. Aha¦ potana SvSv$pe‐Aek cEtNy$pe tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay tenuH nam tÀvxi› Ke, temaH ragno Awav Ke, kemke cEtNymaH ragno AHx n=I.
Aa xrIr to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke wa{¦ wgvan Aa„amaH teno sday Awav Ke. Are, p` Aene k–aH pDI Ke ke wiv*ymaH xuH =xe? AhÄ mnu*ydehnI iS=it to pcIs‐pcas, so vØRnI Ke. qbrey n pDe ne deh fU ={ne _DI Ôy. AhÄ=I deh KU!–a pKI k–aH j{x wa{? k–aH _tara =xe? kaH{ ivcar j n=I, p` Aa„a to Anaid‐AnHt vStu Ke, Ae!le te AnHt kaz rhexe p` Aa dehnI ruicmaH te k–aHy cargitmaH rJzxe‐Aa=Dxe. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Are¦ loko to xrIr, bEraH‐KokraH ne \H\a‐veparmaH slva{ gya Ke. Arere¦ Aa \H\anI loluptavaza Òvo to mrIne k–aHy pxumaH Avtar lexe kemke temne tãup wvnmy \mR to Ýaº =yo n=I, Ane pu~ynaH p` kaH{ @eka`aH n=I. saca vItragI dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnuH sevn krvuH te pu~y Ke, Aey temne n=I. \H\anI lolupta ne ivØy‐wognI Ýv<i¿ AaDe Aemne \DInIy nvrax n=I. prHtu wa{¦ Ae b\uH \UznI \Uz Ke bapu¦ AemaHnu kaH{ tara Sv$pmaH Aave Aem n=I.
xaÏmaH Aave Ke ke mnu*yno wv AnHtkaze maHD Aek var Aave Ke. Ane toy Ane AnHt var mnu*yno wv mZyo Ke. Aha¦ je!la AnHt wv Ae e mnu*yna kyaR Ke Aena=I AsHQyat gu a AnHt wv Ae e nrkna kyaR Ke Ane je!la wv Ae e nrkna kyaR Ke Aena=I AsHQy gu AnHt wv Ae e SvgRna kyaR Ke. narkI to mrIne SvgeR jta n=I, ne mnu*yo bhu =oDa Ke. sH&I pHceiNãy pxu mrIne SvgeR Ôy Ke. A#I äIpnI bhar F`aH pxu Ke temaH=I mrIne xuwwavna fzmaH F`a Òvo SvgRmaH Ôy Ke. Òve SvgRna je!la wv kyaR Ke tena=I AsHQy gu a AnHt wv ityÅcna kyaR Ke. Aek ¬as levay Ae!la smymaH to Òv ingodmaH A#ar wv krI le Ke. Aha¦ Òve AnHt kaz ingodmaH vItaƒo Ke. Aam car gitnI rJzpÎImaH Ae e du:q j du:q‐paravar du:q _@aƒuH Ke.
AhÄ Aek kaH!o vage to kevuH du:q =ay Ke? raD paDI Ôy Ke. Aek kaH!o vagtaH ware du:qI =ay Ke. phelI nrkmaH AoKamaH AoKI ds hÔr vØRnI Aayu*ynI iS=itmaH Aana krtaH AnHtu du:q Ke ne ingodna du:qnuH to xuH khevuH? wgvan isânuH AnHt suq ne ingodnuH AnHt AnHt du:q‐tenuH k=n kem krI krvuH? wa{¦ teH Aava du:qmaH AnHt kaz vItaƒo Ke. AhÄ Ae du:q=I inv<i¿no AacayRdev _pay btave Ke.
khe Ke‐Aek var saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ AhÄ Ame wvno Awav krvano _pay tne khIAe KIAe. Aha¦ tarI vStumaH Aek tÀvxi› namnI xi› pDI Ke. tenuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a siCcdanHdSv$p Ýwu Ke temaH Aekag/ ={ tena Aa]ye pir`mtaH &anSv$p, AanHdSv$p‐AevuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke. wa{, xi›nuH tdŸ$p pir`mn =ay tene j AhÄ Aa„a kæo Ke. xi›na pir`mnmaH ivkarnI vat j n=I. ivkar to bharnI cIj Ke. AhÄ to Êmvt± inmRz pyaRy Ane AÊmvt± gu ona smudayne Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Ae to Ý=m j kheva{ gyuH ke‐—&anma5maH Aciltp e S=apelI ¹iÚ vDe, Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRto, tdŸ‐AivnawUt AnHt\mRsmUh je kaH{ jevDo liÙt =ay Ke, te
sFzoy qreqr Aek Aa„a Ke.˜ Aam Aa„a &ananHdSv$p Ke tenuH tdŸ$p‐&an$p, AanHd$p, vItragta$p pir`mn =ay te wvna AHtno _pay Ke.
bhu JI`I vat Ke Ýwu¦ ATyare to \mRna name bhu go!a _@–a Ke. dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna xuwwavmaH loko \mR manI be@a Ke, p` Ae maNyta to im+ya Ke bapu¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐sMyGdxRnSv$p je potanI cIj AHdr AqHD Aek$p Ke te |yey$p inj vStumaH Aek tÀvxi› pDI Ke. tenuH tdŸ$p‐&ata¹Úa$p, vItragta$p, AanHd$p pir`mn =ay te tÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. hve Aavo _pdex kdI saHwZyo n hoy, ne ma5 mU#p e ijHdgI ƒtIt kyeR Ôy. bharmaH kdaictŸ Daæo g`ay toy xuH? Ae te kaH{ Dhap` Ke? potana ha=maH rheluH hi=yar potanuH j gzuH kape to Ae hi=yar xuH kamnuH? tevI rIte je Dhap`=I tara wv v\I Ôy te Dhap` xuH kamnuH? Ae to nrI mU#ta j Ke.
Aa tÀvxi› Ke te i5kaz \/uv Ke. tena pir`mnmaH tenI ÝtIit =ay Ke. pir`mn =ya ivna tenI ÝtIit k–aH=I =ay? Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p i5kaz Ke, p` pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdna rsnuH vedn Aaƒa ivna AtIiNãy AanHdSv$pnI ÝtIit k–aH=I Aave? kar` to i5kaz \/uv Ke, tdŸ$p kayR =ay temaH kar`nI ÝtIit Aave Ke, Ane AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? tÀv¹iÚ bhu sU"m Ke bapu¦ p` tena ivna b\uH \Uz\a`I Ke. Aa dehna rjk` to gme Tyare sa= KoDI dexe, ne tÀv£iÚ ivna Ae corasIna cÞrmaH Ae kyaHy A!va[ jxe. wa{, hm`aH j tÀv¹iÚno puruØa=R kr.
p` tÀv¹iÚ bhu k@` Ke ne? ha, k@` Ke¸ AnHt kazmaH tÀv¹iÚ krI nih te=I k@` khI Ke, p` te Axk– n=I. kzx !IkamaH
Aave Ke ke Aa vStu smjvI Ait k@` Ke, p` xuâ Sv$pno ivcar krtaH AanHdno Anuwv =ay Ke. xuâ Sv$pnuH AHtmuRq Anuwvn‐tdŸ$p‐&ananHd$p wvn krtaH Aavo Anuwv ={ xke Ke. Arere¦ puruØa=R xuH khevay tenI loko ne qbr n=I. Aa kyuÅ ne te kyuÅ‐Aem Anek Ýkarna im+ya ivkLpo kre tene loko puruØa=R khe Ke. b\a AaH\ze‐AaH\za hoy TyaH xuH =ay? calnaroy AaH\zo ne magR deqaDnaroy AaH\zo¸ pKI bþe kUvamaH (sHsarmaH) j pDe ne¦
Aha¦ 32 laq ivmanno SvamI saE\mR‐[Nã [Nãa`I sa=e wgvannI va`I saHwzva Aave Ke. Aha¦ te va`InuH xuH khevuH? t=aip [Nã te va`ImaH ne tene saHwzvana ragmaH tNmy n=I. marI pyaRymaH va`InI ne ragnI naiSt Ke Aem te mane Ke. hve Aola 32 laq ivmannuH SvamIp uH to k–aHy jtuH ræuH. Ae to Ae b\ane pr&eyp e Ô e Ke. Aho¦ sMyG¹iÚ puruØo AavI tÀv¹iÚ vDe bharmaH k–aHy guHcata n=I, muHJata n=I.
Aha¦ tdŸ$pwvnmy tÀvxi› Ke. Aa tÀvxi› ãƒ‐gu ne pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aha¦ xi› xi›p e i5kaz Ke, te pyaRymaH Éyare ƒapk =ay? ke tTSv$p _pr ¹iÚ ={ne pir`mn =ay Tyare te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aam xi› pyaRymaH ƒapk =taH ムtTSv$p i5kaz, gu` tTSv$p i5kaz ne vtRman pyaRy p` tTSv$p Ýg! =ay Ke, ne AanuH nam \mR Ke. hve ke!lakne to ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy xuH Aey qbr n hoy Ane mane ke Aem jEn KIAe, p` bapu jEn kaH{ sHÝdaynI cIj n=I, Ae to vStuna tdŸ$p pir`mnSv$p Ke. Are wgvan¦ taruH $p xuH, taruH Sv$p xuH ne taruH tdŸ$p wvn xuH‐Ae b\uH smßya ivna tne \mR k–aH=I =xe?
Aagz Sv\mRƒapkTvxi›nuH v Rn AavI gyuH. temaH kæuH ke‐rag Ke te pr\mR Ke, te ragmaH Aa„a ƒapk n=I. AhÄ khe Ke‐tTSv$p pir`mn =ay te taruH $p Ke. &an ne AanHdnuH pir`mn =ay te $p tÀvxi› Ke, ne te tÀvxi›my tuH wgvan Aa„a Ko. Aoho¦ Aa tarI cEtNy %iâ‐sHpdane jra Ôe to qro¦ taramaH xuH wyuÅ Ke tenI Aa vat cale Ke. Ýwu¦ tuH \UznI sHpdamaH mUKaR pamI mU# ={ gyo Ko, p` tarI cEtNyvStumaH AnHt cEtNysHpdaAo‐AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR Aaid AnHt gu sHpdaAo wrpur wrI Ke. Ahaha...¦ jenI ¹iÚ krtaH tuH Nyal ={ Ôy Aevo wgvan¦ tuH kar`prma„a Ko.
Aek vqte ÝÆ =yelo ke‐kar` prma„a Ke to tenuH kayR AavvuH Ôe{Ae ne? Tyare kheluH‐kar`prma„a to AHdr i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ay temaH tenI ÝtIit =ay ne?
p` tãUp wvn$p cEtNynI inrakul AanHdnI pir`it n =ay.
wa{¦ tara Aa„amaH tdŸ$p wvnmy tÀvxi› Ke¸ tene AozqI AHtmuRq =taH j tenuH tãUp pir`mn =ay Ke, Ane Aa j \mR Ke, Aa j moÙmagR Ke.
Aa Ýma e tÀvxi›nuH AhÄ v Rn pUruH =yuH.
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30: AtÀvxi›
;AtdŸ$p wvn$p AevI AtÀvxi›.' (tTSv$p n hova$p A=va tTSv$pe nih pir`mva$p AtÀv‐xi› Aa„amaH Ke. Aa xi›=I cetn jD$p =to n=I.)
Ahaha...¦ rag$pe n =vuH, pu~yna wavp e n =vuH, pr ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e n =vuH AevI AtÀv namnI ÒvmaH xi› Ke. potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e rhevuH... inmRz inmRz =vuH‐te tÀvxi›maH vat krI. Ane ragp e n =vuH tem j prna ãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wavp e n =vuH Aevo je Aa„ano Svwav Ke te AtÀvxi› Ke.
Lyo, hve loko to khe Ke ke‐ƒvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =xe, Tyare AhÄ Aa SpÚ khe Ke ke‐ƒvhar$pe n =vuH AevI Aa„anI AtÀvxi›nuH Sv$p Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt AnHt xi›no wHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. wa{¦ tara wHDarmaH AÙy in\an wyaÅ Ke. Aha¦ te in\an AevaH wyaÅ Ke ke kevz&an =ay toy temaH kaH{ F!aDo =to n=I¸ Ane ingodmaH gyo TyaH AÙrna AnHtma wage mit&an htuH Tyarey AHtrnaH AÙy in\an to AevaH ne AevaH pU R ræaH Ke. Aa ls` ne DuHgzImaH ingodna Òvo Ke. Aek nankDI k`ImaH AsHQy xrIr Ke, ne Aekek xrIrmaH AnHta Òvo ræa Ke. p` Ae Òvo Sv$p=I to tdŸ$p wvn$p Ke.
kale vat krI htI ke narkIne SvgRnuH suq n=I. Aa laEikk suqnI vat Ke sacuH suq to SvgRnI \UzmaHy k–aH Ke? ko{ narkI ÒvnI Aayu*ynI iS=it ds hÔr vØRnI hoy Ke, ne v\aremaH v\are 33 sagrnuH Aayu*y hoy Ke. te narkIna Òvne SvgRnuH suq bIlkul n=I, tem j SvgRna devne narkI ÒvonuH du:q bIlkul hotuH n=I. tevI rIte prma`umaH pIDa n=I, t=a wgvan Aa„amaH ivkar ke xrIr n=I. Aek prma u KU!o Ke te xuâ hoy Ke, SkH\maH wztaH te ivwav$pe =ay Ke. SkH\maH vEwaivk pyaRy =ay Ke. kmR$p pyaRy Ke te vEwaivk pyaRy Ke¸ kmRp`e =ay Aevo ko{ gu prma umaH n=I. ivwav$p pyaRy pota=I SvtH5 =ay Ke. prma`u SvtH5p`e, ko{ gu` ivna, pyaRymaH kmR$pe‐ivwav$pe pir`me Ke. Aa xrIr, mn, va`I, [iNãy, pEsa‐\Uz Ae b\a SkH\o Ke te vEwaivk dxa$pe =yela Ke. tevI rIte wgvan AaTmamaH ivkar =ay Aevo ko[ gu n=I, bLke ivkarp e n =ay Aevo Aa„ano AtÀv Svwav‐gu Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ivkar =ay Ae to prna lÙe SvtH5 =yelI vEwaivk dxa Ke, te kaH{ xi›na kayR$p n=I. AavI JI`I vat wa{¦
benna vcnam<tmaH Aave Ke ke‐jem AiG™maH _\{ n=I, kHcnmaH ka! n=I, tem Aa„amaH Aavr` n=I, _`p n=I, Axuiâ n=I. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a pU Riv&anFn, prm piv5, pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ke, temaH prãƒ$pe n =va$p Aek AtÀvxi› i5kaz pDI Ke. Aha¦ rag$pe ne xrIr$pe n =ay AevI Aa„amaH AtÀv‐xi› i5kaz Ke. hve AavI vat ko{ waGyxazI hoy tena kane pDe. StuitmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
wiv wagnvx Ôege vxay,tum \uin æE suin ivw/m nxay.
pu~yna fzmaH Aa \Uz‐l"mI mze te waGyxazI Aem nih, wgvannI va`I kane pDe te waGyxazI Ke Ae \Uzvaza‐l"mIvaza to waHgxazI Ke, kemke Aemne to Aeno nxo c#e Ke ne¦
wa{¦ Aa to 5`lokna na= svR& prma„anI va`I Ke. wgvan mhavIr SvamI to moÙ p\ayaR. teAo
ÒvãƒmaH \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke te i5kaz \aravahI Aek$p Ke, p` Aa kar`xuâpyaRy Ýg! _Tpad‐ƒy$p n=I. samaNy... samaNy AevuH je Aa„ムi5kaz \/uv Ke tena ivxeØ$p \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke temaH _Tpad‐ƒy n=I. smuãnI (Aek$p)spa!InI jem kar`‐xuâpyaRy i5kaz \/uv Ke. inymsarnI ga=a 1 =I 19 su\InaH Ývcno Kpa{ne bhar pD–aH Ke temaH Aa ivØy SpÚ kyÈ Ke, samaNy vStu je \/uv Ke, temaH Aek ivxeØ \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy AnaidAnHt vteR Ke. tene inymsarmaH 1pmI ga=amaH pHcmwavnI pUjnIk pir`it khI Ke. hve Aava sU"m ivØynuH ]v`, ivcar, \ar`a, mH=n hoy nih Ae!le iväanone p` Aa vat bese nih, p` xuH =ay? wa{, ëDaH tlSpx± ivcar ne mH=n krI Aano sMykŸ in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae. Aa kar`xuâpyaRy Ke te Ýg! pyaRy$p n=I, smuãmaH jem pa`InI spa!I hoy Ke tem Aa wgvan Aa„a AnHt gu nI \/uv ipHD$p vStu Ke temaH spa!I sman AnaidAnHt \/uv kar`xuâpyaRy Ke. Aa tdŸn nvI vat Ke. sU"m icHtn‐mnn vDe teno y=a=R in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae.
jem gu` i5kaz \/uv Ke, tem drek gu`nI pyaRy i5kaz \/uv AnaidAnHt xuâ Ke Aa _Tpadƒy ivnanI kar`‐xuâpyaRy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aa kar`xuâpyaRymaH p` AtÀvxi› ƒapk Ke. ãƒ‐gu no to Aa Svwav Ke ke ivkarp e n =vuH, kar`xuâpyaRynoy Aevo Svwav Ke ke ivkar$pe n =vuH. Aa AtÀvxi› Ke te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. wgvan Aa„a xuâ kar`prmaTma Ke tena _pr ¹iÚ rhetaH Ýg! pyaRymaH p` rag$pe n =vuH AevuH xuâ pir`mn ={ Ôy Ke. wa{¦ Aa 5`lokna na= wgvan ijneNãdevnI va`I Ke. bharmaH to Anek ÝkarnI iÊya kro, v/t‐tp kro ne \mR ={ jxe Aem vat cale Ke, p` te y=a=R n=I. NyalcHdwa{Ae ;ヹiÚ Ýkax' namna puStkmaH kæuH Ke ke‐;krna so mrna hE', kemke krvamaH to Aekla ivkLp Ke. Aa ivkLpomaH guHca{ne Òv potana cEtNy ÒvnnuH mr` kre Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐cEtNy Ke te cEtNy$pe pir`mn kre Ke, te jD$pe kdIy n =ay AevI AenI AtÀvxi› Ke. wgvan Aa„a i5kaz Aek &aykp e ræo Ke, te xuwaxuwwav$pe kdI =yo j n=I. te jD$pe kdI =yo j n=I. AÒv Ai\karmaH xuwaxuwwavne AÒv‐jD kæa Ke.
smysarnI K‚I ga=amaH AacayRdeve Aa K‚Ina leq lQya Ke ke‐&aykwavSv$p Aa„a i5kaz &aykibHb Ke, te kdIy xuwaxuwwav$pe =yo j n=I. cEtNynuH tej Ae xuwaxuwwavmaH ÝsrtuH j n=I. wa{, marg to Aavo Ke, ne Aa j ihtno marg Ke. wa{, tara ãƒ‐gu ne kar`pyaRynI shj xi› j AevI Ke ke Aa„a rag$pe, ƒvhar rTn5yp`e =ay nih. Ae to SvwavnI ¹iÚ je e KoDI dI\I Ke Aeva pyaRy¹iÚvaza A&anIne pyaRymaH ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke bakI ムivkarne _Tpþ kre AevuH AemaH Ke j nih.
kyaR ke tena fz$pe satmI nrkmaH jvuH pD–uH. im+yaTv sihtna ma@a wavnuH fz Aa!luH du:q, Ane Aa„&an Ýg! kre, tÀv¹iÚ Ýg! kre to tena fzmaH AnHt kaz AnHt AanHd Aene Ýaº =ay Ke. ma!e wa{, AavuH Aa„&an tuH xIF/ Ýg! kr, Aa tara ma!e Avsr Ke.
pr ãƒ, Ùe5, kaz, wav te Aa„amaH AttŸ$p Ke AavI Aa„anI AtÀvxi› Ke. potana Svãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I AiSt$p Ke te tÀvxi›, ne prãƒ‐Ùe5‐kaz‐wav=I naiSt$p Ke te AtÀvxi› Ke. Aa bþe prSpr ivruâ Ke. Svp e hovuH ne prp e n hovuH AevI ÒvmaH Aek ivruâ\mRTvxi› i5kaz Ke. Aa=I prSpr ivro\I ÝtIt =ta \mÈ Aek sa=e ãƒmaH Aivro\p e rhe Ke, ne ãƒne suiS=t ÝS=aipt kre Ke. Aa tÀvxi› Ane AtÀvxi›na pir`mnmaH vItragtanuH vedn =ay Ke ragna Awav$p Ane vItragwavna sdŸwav$p pir`mn TyaH =ay Ke. AanuH nam \mR Ke. Aa smßya ivna v/t‐tp b\uHy ƒ=R Ke.
A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH lI\uH Ke ke‐Fe!aH, bkraH nG™ rhe Ke. pxu nG™ rhe, muHDn krave, pirØh shn kre AemaH temne xuH AaƒuH? AHdr pU aRnHdSv$p Ýwu pote Ke Aena wan ivna qalI baæ Tyag=I kaH{ law n=I.
Aha¦ SvSv$p‐Aek &aykSv$pna AvlHbne pir`me AevI tÀvxi›, Ane ivkar$pe n pir`me AevI AtÀvxi› wgvan Aa„amaH Ke tene y=a=R AozqI Sv‐AalHbn krvuH te iht$p Ke, law Ke.
Aa Ýma e AhÄ AtÀvxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.
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31: AekTvxi›
;Anek pyaRyomaH ƒapk Aeva Aekãƒmyp`a$p AekTvxi›.'
Aha¦ Aa„amaH AekTv namno Aek i5kazI gu ‐Svwav Ke. Anek gu pyaRymaH‐wedmaH ƒapk AevuH Aekãƒmyta$p Aekp uH‐Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke. kzx !IkamaH Aek‐Anekp uH AaƒuH Ke te bIÒ vat Ke. TyaH to huH Aek KuH‐Anek KuH Aeva ivkLpo KoDaƒa Ke. AhÄ to Aek &aykma5 vStu Aa„a Ke. teno Aa]y krtaH AekTvxi›nuH pyaRymaH pir`mn =ay Ke Ae AekTv gu nI vat Ke. 47 nymaH p` Aek‐Anek ny Aave Ke. Aam 5` Ýkare Aek‐AneknuH v Rn Aave Ke:‐
1. AhÄ AekTv, AnekTvxi›nI vat Ke.
2. kzx !IkamaH Aek‐Anekna ivkLp KoDvanI vat Ke.
3. ÝvcnsarmaH ny Ai\karmaH Aek‐Anek ApeiÙt \mRnI vat Ke.
jem AiG™no #g hoy temaH AekluH AiG™p uH Ke, tem Aek &aykSv$p Aa„amaH &an, lokalokÝma` Aek$p &an AäEt Ke. AäEt Ae!le Aek, be nih, Anek nih. vedaHtI je AäEt‐Aek khe Ke Ae to ivprIt Ke. jgtmaH kxuH äEt n=I, b\uH AäEt Ke‐Aek Ke‐Aam vedaHtI khe Ke te tdŸn ivprIt‐jU@I vat Ke.
pxune qIla sa=e baH\e to pKI te frI xke nih. tem Aa„ane AekTv$p \/uvna qUH!e baH\I dI\o hoy to te pirw/m` n kre. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a &ayk Ýwu SvyH AtIiNãy AanHdmy \/uv qUH!o Ke. te \/uvne |yey bnavI tenuH je |yan kre Ke tene Aekla AanHdno Svad Aave Ke, tene Svanuwvrs Ýg! =ay Ke. hve te car gitmaH pirw/m` nih kre.
huH \/uv KuH‐Aem |yey trfno ivkLp krvanI Aa vat n=I. \/uv trf pyaRy lÙ krI pir`me Aem vat Ke. pyaRy, prsNmuqta KoDI, SvsNmuqta‐\/uv Aek &ayknI sNmuqta krI pir`me Ke AevI vat Ke. Aha¦ \/uvne lÙmaH lenarI pyaRy \/uv sa=e Aekmek ={ Ke, hve te pirw/m` krxe nih. je KU!o fre Ke, Svãƒ=I iwþ je ragaid ivkar sa=e ne prムsa=e Aekmek ={ pir`me Ke te Òv car gitmaH pirw/me Ke prHtu rag=I iwþ AHdr pote AanHdkHd Aek &ayk Ýwu Ke TyaH ¹iÚ lgavI pyaRyne \/uv qUH!a sa=e baH\I dI\I te hve wvmaH w!kxe nih, ivkarmaH w!kxe nih. te hve inwRy Ane in:xHk Ke, ivkarno ne wvno naxk Ke ALpkazmaH j te mui› pamxe. smÔ uH kaH{...¦
Aa xi›na v RnmaH =oDa xBdomaH F uH rhSy wyuÅ Ke. hm`aH Do. cHduwa{no p5 Aaƒo Ke. temaH Amara BlDno‐lohIno irpo!R kevo Ke te j`aƒuH Ke. Dok!rnuH khevuH Ke ke Aa BlD‐keNsr n=I, lohImaH jra ivk<it Ke, p` AemaH icHtanuH ko{ kar` n=I¸ Aa to sa\ar` rog Ke, bhar Ýg! =ay Aevo ko{ rog n=I. Are, Aa dehnI iS=it je rhevanI hoy te rhe, Amne AemaH xuH icHta Ke? j¡Ao ne, AhÄ sHto khe Ke‐huH Aek KuH, xuâ &ayk KuH‐Aeva ivkLpnI icHtamaH p` wgvan Aa„a ƒapk n=I to pKI te Aa dehmaH kem ƒapk =ay? A&anI Òvne Aem =ay ke Aa„a dehmaH ræo n=I to k–aH ræo Ke? xuH A|\r AakaxmaH ræo Ke? tene khIAe‐wa{¦ \Iro =a bapa¦ deh jem jD Ke tem Aakax p` jD Ke. xuH jDmaH Aa„a rhe? Aa„a to inj cEtNynI inmRz inmRz pyaRyomaH ræo Ke. hve Aavo inüy =ay tene dehnI xuH icHta? Amne to kaH{ qbre y pDtI n=I ke
Aha? maro Aa„a marI pyaRyomaH j ƒapk Ke, bIje nih, ne marI pyaRyomaH Aek xuâ Aa„a ƒapk Ke. bIÔe nih‐Aevo in Ry kre tenI ¹iÚ j bdla{ Ôy Ke. Aavo inüy =taH tene pra]yp`anI buiâ m!I Ôy Ke, ne Sv‐Aa]ynI wavna Ôg/t =ay Ke. hve te SvãƒnuH AeknuH j AalHbn krIne xuâ pyaRyo$pe inrHtr pir`Mya kre Ke. pyaRye pyaRye tene AekTvSv$p inj Aa„ãƒnuH j AalHbn vteR Ke, ne xuâ Aa„ãƒna AalHbne Ýg! =tI pyaRyo tene inmRz inmRz j =ay Ke. Aha¦ \m± puruØnI b\I pyaRyo Aek xuâ Aa„ãƒne j _padey krIne pir`me Ke, tenI pyaRymaH ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp Aaid bIj¡H kaH{ _padey n=I.
to muinrajne pHcmhav/taid ƒvhar cair5 hoy Ke ne?
ha, muinrajne pHcmhav/taid ƒvhar Aacr` hoy Ke, p` Ae to ivkLp‐rag Ke muinrajne te _padey n=I, hey Ke. _padey to Aek xuâ Aa„ムj Ke. A|ya„ pHcsHg/hmaH Aave Ke ke‐
dya, dan, pUÔ, xIl, sHymaid xuwwav,ye hu pr ÔnE naHih, [nmeH _mEya hE.
A&anI Òv dya, dan, v/t Aaid xuwwav pr Ke Aem Ô`to n=I, te AemaH j _Llist =ay Ke. huH kaH{k (\mR) kruH KuH Aem te mane Ke. ßyare &anI puruØ‐
xuwaxuw rIit TyagI je Ôge hE te Sv$p maHih &anvan icdanHd hE¸
va`I wgvan kI skl incoD yh, smysar Aap, nih pu~ypap mere hEH..
j¡Ao Aa wgvannI va`Ino incoD¦ xuH? ke xuwaxuwnI rIitne TyagI, huH pu~ypap ne iÊyakaHDna rag=I iwþ xuâ Aek icdanHdmy wgvan Aa„a KuH Aem &anI Anuwve Ke, Are, A&anI potana Sv$pne wUlIne iwqarInI jem mare pEsa Ôe{Ae, ne bHgla Ôe{Ae, ne Aab$ Ôe{Ae‐Aem t<*`avHt ={ne xuwaxuw Aacr` kyaR kre Ke. p` Ae=I xuH? &andpR maH ¹ÚaHt AapI kæuH Ke ke‐j!a v\arva=I Ôe isiâ =tI hoy to vDne mo!I j!a hoy Ke. —mUHDnteH _rnI, ngn rhte pxu¸ kÚ shn krte t̘‐vzI vaz to Fe!aH p` kpave Ke, nG™ to pxu p` fre Ke Ane v<Ùo !a#‐tap she Ke. t=a ;p#nte xuk' ‐pop! mo#e=I pa@ kre Ke Ane ;qg|yan' ‐bgla p` |yan kre Ke. prHtu te=I xuH =yuH? teAo ko{ \mR pamta n=I. Ae!le ke AemaH Aa„ane xuH AaƒuH? kaH{ j nih. wa{¦ AHdr cEtNy icHtami` Aevo wgvan icdanHdSv$p Aa„a Ke tena Aa]ye inivRkLp AanHdno Anuwv krvo Ae j potana iht$p \mR Ke.
Aa„anI Aa AekTvxi› Ke te i5kazI \/uv _padan Ke, ne tena pir`mn$p pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. xi› to i5kaz Ke, p` tenuH pir`mn =ya ivna xi› Ke AenI ÝtIit =tI n=I. xi› sa=e wzIne ‐Aekmek ={ne xuâta$pe pir`Mya ivna xi›no ne xi›van Aa„ano vaStivk SvIkar =to n=I. s¿ano SvIkar k–are =ay? ke Svaiwmuq‐SvsNmuq ={ne stŸãƒna Aa]ye pir`me Tyare ßyaH s¿ano SvIkar =ay ke (SvIkarnarI) pyaRy temaH Aekmek wzI Ôy Ke, ne te pyaRy inmRz inmRz ApUvR‐ApUvRwave Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa \mR Ke, Aa moÙno pH= Ke. Aa isvay b\uH =o=e=o=aH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
iv>man hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ je smymaH wavxi›nuH pir`mn =ay Ke te smye inmRz pyaRy iv>man hoy Ke. Aha¦ iv>man‐pyaRyvazap e wavxi› Ke. inmRz pyaRyne huH kruH to te hoy AevI vat n=I.
Ahaha...¦ AnHtgu nuH cEtNyin\an Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH jem &anxi› Ke, AanHdxi› Ke, ]âaxi› Ke, tem Aek wavxi› Ke. wavxi›nuH Sv$p xuH? tenuH kayR xuH? to khe Ke‐wav nam wvn‐inmRz pir`mnna wvn$p pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy Ke. AnHt gu onI inmRzta$p pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy j Ke AevuH Aa xi›nuH Sv$p Ke. AhÄ xi›nuH jene pir`mn =yuH Ke Aeva sMyG¹iÚnI vat Ke, im+ya¹iÚnI vat n=I, im+ya¹iÚne to xi›nI ÝtIit j n=I. wavxi› Ane xi›van Aa„a‐teno jene Anuwv vteR Ke tene, khe Ke, inmRz pyaRy vtRman iv>man hoy j Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene wgvan Aa„anI AHtr‐ÝtIit ={, &anmaH inj &ayk j`ayo, ne inmRz &an sa=e Anakuz AanHd Ýg! =yo tene wavxi›nuH pir`mn =yuH Ke je=I tene vtRman inmRz AvS=a iv>man j Ke. AavI sU"m vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...?
hve wavxi›nuH AavuH Sv$p Ke TyaH pr inim¿=I =ay, ne ƒvhar‐rag=I =ay Aem k–aH ræuH? Are, pUvRnI pyaRy inmRz htI ma!e vtRman pyaRy inmRz ={ Aeme y n=I. vtRman iv>man pyaRyne pUvRnI pyaRynI ApeÙa n=I. \Irj=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa xi›na Ai\karmaH ¹iÚnI Ý\anta Ke. Aa„ano wavxi›my Svwav j Aevo Ke ke temaH vtRman inmRz pyaRy iv>man hoy j Ke.
;SvamI kaitRkey AnuÝeÙa'maH kaitRkey SvamIAe kæuH Ke ke‐ÝTyek ãƒnI pyaRymaH kazliB\ hoy Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke je smye je pyaRy =ay te tenI kazliB\ Ke. ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 102maH pyaRynI _Tpi¿nI jNmÙ` hovanI vat AavI Ke. mtlb ke vtRmanmaH ÒvnI moÙdxa Ke te tenI kazliB\ Ke, pUvRnI moÙmagRnI pyaRy tenuH vaStivk kar` n=I. (kar` khevuH te ƒvhar Ke.)
ha, to pKI tenuH kar` xuH?
Ae j AhÄ khe Ke vtRman AvS=a iv>manp e hoy j AevI Aa„anI wavxi› tenuH kar` Ke. vtRman vtRman vtRtI ÝitsmynI AvS=a tena Svkaze iv>man =ay AevI Aa„anI wavxi› Ke te kar e Ke.
hve Aam Ke TyaH ragnI iÊya=I‐ƒvhar‐rTn5yna rag=I Aa„anuH &an Ýg! =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? rag to bapu¦ bH\nuH j kar` Ke. tena=I AbH\Sv$p Aevo moÙmagR Ane moÙ kdI y Ýg! =to n=I. moÙmagR=I moÙ Ýg!e Ke Aem n=I, TyaH ragnI xuH k=a? Ahaha...¦ AbH\Sv$p inTyanHd Ýwu Aa„a Ke tena Aa]ye Ême moÙmagR Ane moÙ Ýg!e Ke. Ae to phelaH AavI gyuH ke &anma5 vStunuH pir`mn =taH wegI AnHt xi›Ao inmRzp e éKze Ke. AavI SvanuwvnI dxa hoy Ke. Ae SvanuwvnI dxa kaH{ ivkLp=I ke inim¿=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem n=I. Svkaze iv>man Ae dxa, AhÄ khe Ke, wavxi›nuH kayR Ke, ne potana ãƒSvwavnI sNmuq =taH te Ýg! =ay Ke.
Ôe ke Aa Aa„a xrIrÝma` Ke, t=aip te xrIr=I tdŸn iwþ Ke. xrIr tenuH kaH{ sHbH\I n=I. Aavo wgvan Aa„a AsHQyÝdexI vStu AnHt gu o=I ivrajman mo!o (svÈTk<Ú) cEtNy badxah Ke, AsHQy Ýdex teno dex Ke, temaH ƒapk AnHt gu tenaH gam Ke, ne Aekek gammaH AnHtI inmRz pyaRy$p ÝÔ Ke. Aa pyaRy$p ÝÔ kevI rIte Ýg! ={? to khe Ke‐AnHt gu maH wavxi›nuH $p Ke, te=I ÝTyekne vtRman iv>man AvS=avazap uH Ke. AavI JI`I vat Ke. (mtlb ke _pyogne JI`o krtaH smÔy tem Ke).
j¡Ao, AakaxmaH \/uvno taro hoy Ke. tene lÙmaH raqIne smuãmaH vha` cale Ke. \/uv taro to ßyaH Ke TyaH Ke, tenuH S=an frtuH n=I, p` mo!aH vha`o hoy Ke te Aa \/uvna tarane lÙmaH raqI iniüt S=an Ýit git kre Ke. tem wgvan Aa„a \/uv, icdanHd Ýwu, AanHdrs, &anrs, xaHtrs, vItrag rs, Òvnrs‐Aeva AnHt gu na injrs=I wrpUr wrelo \/uv‐\/uv‐\/uv Ke. Aava \/uvna lÙe vtRman pyaRyne AHdr êDe (sNmuq) l{ jtaH pyaRynI \/uvmaH Aekta =ay Ke. rag Ane pr inim¿ sa=e Aekta htI te pl!Ine \/uvna lÙe \/uvmaH Aekta =ay Ke AanuH nam sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke. Aekta Ae!le xuH? \/uv ne pyaRy kaH{ prSpr wzIne Aek ={ Ôy Ke
ÝÆ:- Aa„a Ane tenI AvS=a pota=I iv>man Ke Ae to maNyuH, p` AmarI AvS=amaH im+yaTv vteR Ke ne?
_¿r:- Are wa{¦ Aa„anI AvS=a pota=I j Ke Aem teH konI same Ôe{ne maNyuH? Ôe Aa„anI same Ôe{ne maNyuH hoy to pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH im+yaTv rhe j nih. potanI AvS=a pota=I j iv>man Ke Aevo ãƒSvwav je e SvIkayÈ tene inmRz AvS=anuH j iv>manp uH hoy Ke. AoFe‐AoFe, j ;Aa„ana wav pota=I Ke' Aem Ôe tuH mane Ke to ãƒSvwavnI sMykŸ ÝtIit ivna tne im+yaTvaid ivkar j iv>man Ke temaH Ame xuH krIAe? AavI im+yadxa tne Anaid=I Ke, te SvwavnI‐SvãƒnI sNmuq ={ pir`mtaH !zI Ôy Ke, ne inmRz pyaRyono Êm x$ =ay Ke.
Are¦ Òve sMyGdxRn kdI Ýg! kyuÅ nih¦ AnHtkazmaH bharnI ma=akU! krIne mrI gyo. Aek to sHsarnaH‐papnaH kam AaDe Aene fursd mzI nih, ne kdaictŸ fursd mzI to v/t, tp, wi› Aaid ragnI mHdtanI iÊyamaH roka{ gyo, xuH krIne? \mR manIne. p` wa{¦ ragnI iÊya mHd ho to p` te bH\nuH j kar` Ke, sHsar$p Ke Ane sHsarnuH kar` Ke weguH im+yawavnuH mhapap to éwuH j Ke, je AnHt sHsarnuH kar` Ke. ßyare Òvnxi›nI iv>man pyaRy Ke te AbH\ Ke. moÙmagR‐ke moÙ$p Ke¸ temaH ivkarno‐ivkLpno Awav Ke. xuH kI\uH? jemaH wavxi›nuH $p Ke AevI wavxi›nuH $p Ke AevI Òvn xi› pir`mtaH ÒvnnI vtRman inmRz AvS=a inym=I iv>man hoy Ke, temaH ivkarno Awav Ke. vStumaH ivkar nih, ne tena pir`mnmaH y ivkarno Awav Ke. Aa AnekaNt Ane Syaäad Ke. Svwavna AiSt$p pir`mnmaH ivkarnI naiSt Ke Aa AnekaNt Ke.
ÝÆ:- Aek wa{ ÝÆ krta ke Ame Aa v/t, tp, wi› Aaid krIAe KIAe, ne Frbar‐ku!uHbne KoDI inv<i¿ lI\I Ke te xuH \mR nih? Ôe Ae \mR n hoy to Amare xuH krvuH?
_¿r:- AenI to AhÄ vat Ke. xuH? ke rag=I iwþ huH Aek &aykSv$p KuH‐Aem SvsNmuq ={ wed&an Ýg! krvuH te \mR Ke. dya kruH, ne v/t kruH, ne tp kruH‐Aem krvanuH mane Ke Ae taruH inym=I mr` Ke. soganIÒAe kæuH Ke ke ;krna so mrna hE.' huH rag kruH Ae AiwÝaymaH taruH wavmr` =ay Ke. AnHt cEtNyxi›Aono ipHD te huH nih, p` ragna ktaRSv$p huH KuH Aem mannar potanI cEtNyxi›no Fat kre Ke, potana SvwavnI ihHsa kre Ke. Aha¦ Aavo Aa„‐Fat mhapap Ke.
Arere¦ Ae e potanI drkar krI nih. pcas‐so vØRnaH Aayu*y to ÔetÔetamaH vItI Ôy wa{¦ ne 5smaH rhevanI iS=it _Tk<Ú be hÔr sagropm Ke. TyaH su\ImaH Ôe \mR Ýg! n kyÈ to smjvuH ke iS=it pUrI =ye Òv inym=I ingodmaH caLyo jxe, pKI Avsr nih rhe. Aa bEraH‐KokraH, \n‐sHpi¿ [Tyaid kam nih Aave, ne tena lÙe AekluH pap j =xe. kdaictŸ pu~yna wav kyaR hoy to y tena fz$pe wv mzxe. pu~yna wav p` sHsar Ke ne tenuH fz p` sHsar Ke.
AhÄ khe Ke‐Ýwu¦ tarI xi›maH sHsar n=I. Ae xi› vtRman iv>man AvS=a siht Ke, te AvS=amaH p` sHsar n=I. sHsarno je ivkLp Ke teno wavxi› Ane iv>man AvS=amaH Awav Ke. hve AavI coQqI vat Ke, KtaH loko raD naqe Ke ke‐ƒvhar krIAe KIAe te sa\n Ke. Are wa{¦ inim¿nuH &an kravva tene _pcar=I sa\n kæuH Ke, te kaH{ qreqr sa\n n=I. lokone Aem lage Ke ke‐AhÄ inüy... inüy... ne inüynI j vat kre Ke, p` wa{¦ inüy Ae!le sTy Ane ƒvhar Ae!le _pcar. Aam inüy‐ƒvhar y=a=R
jzmaH Snan krva=I Ôe law =to hoy to jzcr Ýa`IAo jzmaH DUbkI mare Ke temne law =vo Ôe{Ae. nG™ rheva=I Ôe mui› =tI hoy to pxuAo nG™ j rhe Ke, temne mui› =vI Ôe{Ae. kexluHcn=I Ôe \mR =to hoy to Fe!ana vaz bare mihne kape Ke tene \mR =vo Ôe{Ae. prHtu Aa b\I to jDnI iÊya bapa¦ Aena=I \mR n =ay, ne rag=I y \mR n =ay. Aek ムbIÔ
ãƒmaH kaH{ kre Ae to vStuiS=it j n=I.
Aa xi›na v RnmaH pyaRyna pir`mn sihtnI vat Ke. pir`mnmaH Aekek xi› Ane xi›van ãƒnI ÝtIit =ay Ke. xuâ pir`mn ivna i5kazI xuâ ãƒnI ÝtIit‐isiâ =tI n=I. pyaRy$p pir`mn ivna konI ÝtIit? xemaH ÝtIit? vtRman siht i5kazI ムAne xi›nI ÝtIit pyaRymaH =ay Ke. Òvne ßyaH su\I ム_pr ¹iÚ n hoy TyaH su\I tene xi›nuH pir`mn n=I, te=I tenI ÝtIitmaH i5kazI ãƒnI hyatI n=I, tene to ragnI j hyatI Ke. miln ragnI ruicmaH tene Aa„a wasto n=I, tene rag j‐miln AvS=a j iv>man Ke. vaStvmaH jene pu~ynI‐ragnI mI@ax Ke tene inj &anSvwavnI Aruic‐äeØ Ke. ;äeØ Arock wav'‐prnI ruic ne Sv$pnI Aruic te inj Aa„ムÝTyeno äeØ Ke. \m±ne ragnI ruic‐Ýem hotaH n=I. rag ho, y=asHwv rag hoy Ke, p` \m± puruØne tenI ruic hotI n=I¸ te to ragno &ata‐ãÚa j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
drek xi› vItrag Sv$p Ke. xi› Ane xi›vanne AozqI ßyaH ãƒ‐¹iÚ kre TyaH vItragI pyaRy p` iv>man =ay Ke rag AemaH iv>manp e Ke j nih. \m± to ragne mara Ô e Ke bs¸ te Ô e Ke Aem khIAe Ae y ƒvhar Ke, kemke rag Ke to ragne Ô`narI &annI dxa ={ Ke Aem n=I. potane Ô e ne ragne‐prney Ô e Aevo shj j Aeno Svpr Ýkaxk Svwav Ke, te &annI dxa pota=I Ýg! ={ Ke, ragne lI\e nih, temaH ragno to Awav j Ke. Lyo, AavuH vtRman inmRz AvS=ana hova$pe wavxi› Ke tenuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.
to ke!lak loko khe Ke ke‐dya, danna xuwwavne nih mano to nrkmaH jxo. Are wa{¦ saHwz to qro Ýwu¦ tuH Aek vStu Ko ke nih? Ôe Ko to temaH vselI i5kazI xi›Ao
Ke ke nih? vStu to tene khIAe ke jemaH xi›no vsva! hoy, jem gam tene khIAe jemaH ÝÔno vsva! hoy. Aa dya, dan, v/t Aaid wav to ivkarI ivwavdxa Ke, te wavkmR Ke¸ tenI xi›nI iv>man inmRz dxamaH Aiv>manta j Ke AevI Aa„anI Awavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ wavkmR=I wgvan Aa„a xUNy Ke, ne tena inmRz pir`mnmaH p` wavkmRno Awav j Ke. xuwwavne Aa rIte manva te manvuH y=a=R Ke. bakI ke!lak AavI vat smje nih Ae!le ivro\ kre, p` Aa ivro\ krva jevI cIj n=I bapu¦ AamaH to tara ihtnI vat Ke. Aeno ivro\ to potano j ivro\ Ke. Amne to kÌ`a j Ke. ]Imde kæuH Ke ne ke‐
Aha¦ Aa„amaH Aek AevI xi› Ke je vDe vtRmanmaH je pyaRy iv>man‐wav$p Ke teno inym=I bIje smye Awav =ay. wav‐Awavno Aevo A=R Ke ke vtRman piv5tanI je iv>man‐wav$p AvS=a Ke teno bIÔ smye Awav =ay Ke. jra xaHit=I saHwzvuH bapu¦ Aa to wgvan kevzIno marg ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Aha¦ wgvan kevzIAe Aa„amaH jevaH in\an ÝTyÙ ÔeyaH Ke tevaH, wgvan¦ tne A&an m!Ine &anmaH waist =ay AevI tarI cIj Ke.
Aha¦ AnHt gu nI je inmRz pyaRy vtRman iv>man Ke te wvta wavno‐pir`amno bIje smye ƒy =ay AevI Aa„anI wav‐Awavxi› Ke. Aa pyaRy Ke teno huH Awav kruH Aem n=I, ne tene huH pkDI raquH Aem p` n=I, kar` ke vtRman wavno bIje smye Awav =ay j Aevo Aa„ano wav‐Awav Svwav Ke.
iv>man hoy Ke, Aa vtRman iv>man inmRz dxamaH ƒvharno‐ragno Awav Ke. AanuH nam AnekaNt Ke. Are, loko to v/t, tp Aaid ƒvhar rTn5yna ivkLp=I \mR =vanuH mane Ke, p` te maNyta AekaNt Ke teAo AekaNtvadI im+ya¹iÚ Ke, temne AnekaNtna Sv$pnI qbr n=I.
potana ãƒmaH je AnHt xi›Ao Ke tenI vtRman iv>man AvS=a hoy j Ke. te AvS=a prnuH kar` =ay ke prnuH kayR =ay Aem Ke nih. A&anIAo qalI bharmaH \ma\m kre Ke. mHidr bnavo, ne Ýit¤a kravo ne r=ya5a ka#o‐[Tyaid bharmaH A&anI qUb \ma\m kre Ke. F`a loko khe Ke ke AhÄ jHglmaH Aa prmagm mHidr, ne smosr` mHidr ne Ývcn mHDp [Tyaid kroDona qceR rcna ={ Ke te tmara (kanÒ SvamIna) kar e ={ Ke.
Are wa{¦ Ae b\uH ko` kre? xuH Òv kre? Ae to prma`uAonI rcna AenI SvtH5 yoGyta=I ={ Ke. Ame to varHvar khIAe KIAe ke Ae prma uAonI dxa tena Svkaze tena=I ={ Ke, Amara ke bIÔ ko{na kar`e te ={ Ke Aem n=I. Aa to vStuSv$p Ke bapu¦ duinyalok to A&anmaH pD–a Ke, te gme te mane‐khe te=I xuH? j¡Aone, Aa xaÏnI !Ikana KeLla kzxmaH AacayR Am<tcHãsUir xuH khe Ke? ke Aa !Ika meH bnavI n=I. tena xBdo Aa Ýma e Ke:
—potanI xi›=I jem e vStunuH tÀv (‐y=a=R Sv$p) sarI rIte kæuH Ke Aeva xBdoAe Aa smynI ƒaQya (‐Aa„vStunuH ƒaQyan A=va smyÝaw<t xaÏnI !Ika) krI Ke¸ Sv$pguº (‐AmUitRk &anma5 Sv$pmaH guº) Am<tcHãsUirnuH (temaH) kaH{ j ktRƒ n=I.˜
wa{¦ Aa xaÏnI vat kane pDe ma!e ix*yne &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. xaÏna xBdona kar e &an =ay Ke Aem, he jno¦ moh=I ma naco¸ kemke xBd to jDnI dxa Ke, ne &annI dxa to &an=I wavxi›na kar e vtRman iv>man =ay Ke.
Are¦ lokone prmaH kayR krvanuH Aiwman KU!vuH k@` ={ pD–uH Ke. p` wa{¦ te Aiwman tara AnHt sHsarnuH kar` Ke. j¡Ao, sMyG¹iÚ Òvo wgvannI va`I saHwzva Aave Ke. AekavtarI [Nã Ùaiyk smiktI Ke te wgvannI va`I saHwzva Aave Ke. p` tene &annI dxa je Ýg! ={ Ke te &angu pir`mIne ={ Ke, va`I=I nih. je smye, &annI je pyaRy =va yoGy hoy te smye te pota=I Ýg! =ay j Ke, te pyaRy pr=I ke xBd=I _Tpþ =tI n=I. Aha¦ jEndxRn ko{ AlaEikk cIj Ke bapu¦ teno laEikk ƒvhar sa=e mez ={ xke Aem n=I.
AhÄ wav‐Awavxi›nI vat cale Ke. AnHt gu nI ÝvtRman‐iv>man pyaRyno bIje smye Awav =ay te‐$p wav‐Awavxi› Ke. vtRman pyaRyno Awav kem =ay? ko{ pr=I‐inim¿=I =ay Aem nih, ne ƒvharna ivkLp=Iy nih. ke!lak khe Ke ke‐pir`mnmaH kaz inim¿ Ke to kaz=I =ay Ke. p` Aem n=I. pir`mnmaH kaznuH inim¿p uH kæuH Ae to kazãƒnI isiâ krva ma!e Ke. vtRman pyaRyno bIÔ smye Awav =ay Ke Ae to Aa„ãƒno potano shj j wav‐Awav Svwav Ke, AemaH prnuH‐inim¿nuH rHcma5 kar`p uH n=I.
hve ke!lake to ムxuH? gu xuH? pyaRy xuH?‐kdIy saHwZyuH n hoy. i5kazI xi›no ipHD te ムKe, temaH je xi›Ao Ke te gu Ke, ne tenI je AvS=a bdle Ke te pyaRy Ke, TyaH vtRman vtRtI pyaRyno ƒy =ay Ke te k–a kar`=I? to khe Ke‐wav‐Awavxi›na kar`=I. vtRman pyaRyna ƒy =va$p Aa wav‐Awavxi› Ke. AhÄ inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke. sa\kne inmRz vtRman pyaRyno ƒy ={ nvI nvI ApUvR inmRz dxa Ýg!e Ke, TyaH vtRman pyaRyno ƒy =ay j, te lHba{ne bIÔ smye n rhe Aevo Aa„ano Aa wav‐Awav Svwav Ke. isâne vtRmanmaH kevz&an Ke, te ƒy pamI bIje smye nvI kevz&annI dxa =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aavo AdŸwut cmTkarI ãƒno Svwav Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH kmRna Awav=I inmRz dxa ={, ne kevz&an =yuH Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? Ae to inim¿nI muQyta=I ƒvharny=I Ý$p`a krI Ke Aem y=a=R smjvuH Ôe{Ae.
moÙmagR Ýkaxkna satma Ai\karmaH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke ke‐—ƒvharny Svãƒ‐prãƒne va tena wavone va kar`‐kayaRidne ko{na ko{maH mezvI in$p` kre Ke ma!e Aeva j ]âan=I im+yaTv Ke te=I teno Tyag krvo,
vzI inüyny tene j y=avtŸ in$p` kre Ke, t=a ko{ne ko{maH mezvto n=I te=I Aeva j ]âan=I sMykŸTv =ay Ke ma!e tenuH ]âan krvuH.˜ wa{, vStu jevI Ke tevo &anmaH sMykŸ in\aRr‐in Ry krvo Ôe{Ae. AhÄ in Ry krnar smiktInI pyaRynI vat cale Ke.
Ahaha...¦ \m± puruØnI vtRman inmRz rTn5ynI, AanHdnI iv>man dxa Ke te ƒy$p ={ bIje smye ApUvR ApUvR dxa Ýg! =ay Ke TyaH vtRman dxana ƒynuH kar` xuH? to khe Ke‐Aa„amaH vtRman dxana ƒy =va$p Aek wav‐Awav Svwav‐xi› Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu¦ Aa to kevzInaH khe AacayR l{ne AaƒaH Ke. je e AHtrmaH SvIkar kyÈ Ae Nyal ={ Ôy AevI vat AemaH Ke. xuH? ke pyaRynI iS=it Aek smynI Ke, te lHba{ne bIje smye rhe Aem kdIy sHwivt n=I, kem? kemke Aevo j vtRman pyaRyno Awav =va$p Aa„ano wav‐Awav Svwav Ke.
ÝÆ:- ha, p` te pyaRy ƒy ={ne Ôy Ke k–aH?
_¿r:- jzna trHg jzmaH smay Ke tem pyaRy ãƒmaH smay Ke. pKI te pyaRy$p n rhI, p` pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. pyaRy to _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav$p Ke, te bIje smye ƒy pamtaH‐ãƒmaH ivlIn =taH pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. dya, dan Aaid wav Ke te _dywav Ke. bIÔ smye te ƒy pamtaH ãƒmaH ivlIn ={ne pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke.
moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH be jGyaAe Aave Ke ke xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRyono ipHD te Aa„a Ke. Ae to je wUtkaznI Axuâtane manto n=I tene smÔvva ma!e Ae vat krI Ke Axuâta Ae!le AHdr ãƒmaH Axuâta Ke Aem nih. ムto xuâ pair`aimkwav$p j Ke. Aa Ýma e _dywav$p Axuâ pyaRy, ne _pxmaid xuâ pyaRy ƒy pamIne AHdr jtaH xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRy$p rhetI n=I, p` pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ tara stŸnuH Sv$p Ôe to qro¦
vtRmanmaH Òvne sHsardxano sdŸwav Ke p` te ;wav'no ;Awav' krI naqe AevuH sam+yR AHdr Aena ãƒmaH pD–uH Ke. \m± puruØ tene ÝtIitmaH l{ ãƒna Aa]ye ApUvR ApUvR inmRz dxaAone Ýaº ={ sHsarno Awav krI Ême moÙdxane Ýaº =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke. loko to, idgHbrmaH jNMya Ke tey, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaid rag krvamaH \mR mane Ke, p` Ae magR n=I. wgvanno khelo sTy pH= AhÄ idgHbr AacayÈAe SpÚ kyÈ Ke.
AhÄ xi›nI ƒaQya krtaH khe Ke: wvTpyaRyVyy$pa wavawavxi›: wvta pyaRyna ƒy$p wavawav‐xi› Ke. AamaH to AnHt pyaRyono qulaso krI dI\o Ke. Aa„amaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke. tenI inmRz pyaRyo sMyG¹iÚne Ýg! vtRman iv>man hoy Ke. te pyaRyono ƒy =vo te wavawavxi›nuH kayR Ke. tene krvuH pDtuH n=I¸ huH Aene kruH Ae to ivkLp Ke, ne ivkLp=I kaH{ sa|y =tuH n=I. Ae to cEtNyicHtami` Aevo pote xi›van ムKe. tene AHtmuRq ¹iÚmaH letaH drek xi›nI pyaRymaH tenuH kayR =ay Ke. sa\kne sHsardxano Awav ={ne pU R dxanI Ýaiºna puruØa=Rno Aavo AlaEikk magR Ke. wa{¦ Aa smjvamaH jene _Llist vIyR hoy tena ma!e Aa vat Ke. bakI to b\I rJzpÎI Ke.
Aha¦ pyaRymaH sHsar Ke teno Awav krI pU R dxane phÇcvuH Ke p` te kem =ay? sHsarno Awav ={ pU`Rta kem =ay? to khe Ke‐tara ãƒmaH pU Rta wrI Ke. tena AalHbne pyaRymaH p` pU`Rta Ýg!I jxe, ne ApU Rtano Awav =xe. sa\knI ¹iÚmaH ãƒnuH j AalHbn Ke. Aha¦ inj ãƒnI sNmuq ={ne tenI sevna‐_pasna‐lInta rm`ta krIne te pU R dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº ={ isâdxane pame Ke. Aa magR Ke, bakI b\uH (v/taidna ivkLp) =o=aH Ke.
Aa pÍnHdI SvamIAe b/ïcyRno Aek Ai\kar lQyo Ke. xrIr=I b/ïcyR paze te b/ïcyR nih, ne b/ïcyRno ivkLpe y rag Ke. prHtu wgvan Aa„a b/ï nam inTyanHdSv$p AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke temaH lIn =vuH te b/ïcyR Ke. pKI KeLle kæuH Ke ke‐he yuvano¦ Aa b/ïcyRno Amaro _pdex tmne @Ik n lage to Ùma krÔe, Ame to muin KIAe. (Aem ke AmarI pase Aa isvay bIÒ vat n hoy). ivØywogmaH lIn Aeva tmne AmarI Aa vat n Ìce to maf krÔe. Are, b/ïcyR Ae!le xuH? b/ï nam xuâ icdanHd Ýwu Aa„a‐temaH crvuH, rmvuH, @rvuH AenuH nam b/ïcyR Ke ne Ae cair5 Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
smysarmaH AnekaNtnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. TyaH caEd bolmaH AekaHtvadI im+ya¹iÚne pxu kæo Ke. rag=I law =vanuH mane te AekaHt Ke tevuH mannarne pxu kæo Ke. kem pxu kæo Ke? ;pXpit, b|yit [it pxu:' im+yaTv=I bH\ pame Ke, nax pame Ke ma!e A&anI AekaHtvadIne pxu kæo Ke. Òv im+yaTvna fzmaH Ême krIne ingodmaH Ôy Ke ma!e AekaNtvadI A&anI Òvne xaÏmaH pxu kæo Ke.
AacayR kuHdkuHdSvamIAe xaÏmaH (AÚpahuDmaH) Aem kæuH Ke ke‐vÏno Aek !ukDo raqI je potane muinp uH manxe‐mnavxe te ingodmaH caLyo jxe. Aem kem kæuH? kemke vÏno !ukDo p` raqI muinp uH 5`kazmaH ho{ xke nih. vÏ raqvano ivkLp xrIr ÝTyenI mmta‐mUCKaR ivna hoy nih, Ane mmta‐mUCKaR hoy TyaH cair5 kevuH? Aene cair5 manvuH Ae to im+yaTvwav Ke, ne im+yaTvnuH fz prHpra ingod Ke. xuwwav hoy to SvgR mzI Ôy, ne tIv/ Axuwwav hoy to Òv nrke Ôy, p` tÀvnI ivra\nanuH fz to ingod Ke. Aha¦ tÀvnI Aara\nanuH fz AnHtsuq\am AevuH moÙ Ke, ne tÀvnI ivra\nanuH fz AnHt du:qmy ingod Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔy Ke kaH{...?
AhÄ khe Ke‐wiv*ynI pyaRy je vtRmanmaH n=I, bIÔ smye je =vanI Ke teno bIÔ smye _dy =ay AevI Aa„amaH Awavwavxi› Ke. vtRmanmaH je _dy$p n=I, Awav$p Ke te pyaRyno bIje smye wav‐_Tpad ={ Ôy te$p Awavwavxi› ÒvmaH i5kaz Ke. Aam vtRmanwavno bIje smye Awav =taH, jeno vtRman Awav Ke teno te smye wav‐_Tpad ={ Ôy Ke, Aevo Aa„ano i5kazI Awavwav Svwav Ke.
jem vtRman Ùyopxm smikt Ke, temaH Ùaiyk smiktno Awav Ke. to khe Ke‐wle vtRman Ùaiykno Awav hoy, p` Ùyopxm smiktno Awav ={ne pKI je Awav$p Ke te Ùaiykno wav‐_Tpad ={ jxe.
ha, p` kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIptamaH Ùaiyk smikt =ay ne? kevzI ]utkevzInI smIptamaH Ùaiyk smikt =ay Ae to inim¿nuH ƒvharny=I k=n Ke. xaÏmaH AavaH b\aH k=no inim¿nuH ne ƒvharnuH &an kravva ma!e hoy Ke. bakI kevzI‐]utkevzInI smIpta=I j Òvne Ùaiyk ={ Ôy Ke Aem vStu n=I. qreqr to vtRman pyaRymaH je Ùaiyk smiktno Awav Ke, teno wav‐_Tpad =xe te Awavwavxi›na kar`=I =xe. vtRman je
co=a gu S=anmaH Aa„&an Ýg! =va KtaH tene ikHictŸ kØaywav hoy Ke. kØaymaH rag‐äeØ bþe AavI gya. maya‐low te rag, ne Êo\‐man te äeØ. AamaH=I ko{p` AHx QyalmaH Aave te buiâpUvRk Ke, ne je QyalmaH n Aave te AbuiâpUvRk rag Ke. Ae bþeno Aa„amaH Awav Ke ma!e tene AsdŸwUt khevamaH Aave Ke. Êo\ Ke ne teno Awav =xe Ae vat AhÄ n=I. xi›na v RnmaH Êo\aid Ke nih, xi› to inmRz Svwav$p Ke, ne tenI ƒi›‐pir`mn inmRz j Ke. inmRz Êmvt± pyaRy ne AÊmvt± gu o‐Ae beno smuday tene AhÄ Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo Ke ivkarnI AhÄ vat j n=I.
Are¦ AnHtkazmaH Ae e kdI y=a=R in Ry Ane Svanuwv kyÈ nih¦ Svanuwv kyaR ivna taraH jNm‐mr` nih m!e wa{¦ wi›, pUÔ, v/t ne tp laq kre to y Aa„&an ivna Ae b\a rag Ke, ivkar Ke, du:q Ke, Élex Ke. pHiDt doltramÒAe kæuH Ke ne ke‐
—pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payo.˜
wa{, paHc‐ds kroDnI mUDI hoy, ne paHc‐pcIs laq qc± naqe to \mR ={ Ôy AevuH \mRnuH Sv$p n=I. xuH krIAe? vStu j AevI Ke. Ame to Aek ¹ÚaHt AapIAe KIAe: Aek kroDpit g<hS=, temnI KeLlI iS=it vqte wav =ya ke Aa b\I pUHÒ KoDIne hm`aH caLya jvanuH Ke, to lav danmaH kaH{k AapuH. hve lkvane l{ne pUruH bolay nih. tU!k tU!k bolvanI ceÚa kre ke‐xu.. w qa... te... ds... la... q. Kokro smÒ gyo ke bapuÒ dx laq danmaH AapI devanuH khe Ke. Ae!le trt te Aena bapuÒne khe‐—bapuÒ ATyare pEsane yad n kray, wgvannuH Smr` kro.˜ j¡Ao, Aa sHsar¦ inymsarmaH Aek }lok Aave Ke ke‐Aa bEraH‐KokraH ne sgaH‐vhalaH Ae to potanI AaÒivka ma!e \utaranI !ozI tne mzI Ke. taruH b\uH j lUH!I lexe. tare dan krvuH hxe to vCce iv¼™ naqxe. prムmaruH Ke, tene huH sacvI raquH‐Aem mannarne xaÏmaH im+ya¹iÚ kæo Ke. Ane dan=I \mR =ay Aem mannar p` im+ya pH=e j Ke. wa{¦ tarI cEtNy vStuno SvanuwvmaH in Ry kyaR ivna k–aHy \mR =ay Aem n=I.
wgvan Aa„a &anmaH‐SvsHvedn&anmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke tenI jevo Ô~yo tevI ÝtIit krvI te sMyGdxRn Ke. je SvsHvednmaH Ô~yo tenI ÝtIit krvanI Ke. smysarnI ga=a 38, ne ÝvcnsarnI ga=a 92maH AacayRdev khe Ke ke‐Amne Aa„&an=I im+yaTvno nax =yo Ke¸ hve frIne moh _Tpþ nih =ay. smikt =ay, ne pKI pDI Ôy AevI AhÄ vat j n=I. jene Aa„&an Ýg! =yuH Ke tene vtRman Awav Ke teno wav =xe. phelaH wav‐Awav kæo to temaH smikt Ýg! =yuH teno Awav =xe Aem n levuH. AhÄ to Aem A=R Ke ke‐vtRman inmRz pyaRy Ke te ;wav' no Awav ={ne bIÒ inmRz pyaRyno _dy‐wav =xe. vtRman ALp inmRz pyaRy Ke to teno Awav ={ne, Awav‐wavxi›na kar e ivxeØ inmRz ApUvR ApUvR pyaRy wav$p =xe, _dy$p =xe. pDI jvanI AhÄ ko{ vat j n=I. Aha¦ jene ヹiÚmaH pU R cEtNynuH dz AevuH ムAaƒuH tene ãƒno Awav =ay to smiktno Awav =ay¸ p` ムAne ãƒnI xi›no kdI y Awav n =ay. Aha¦ teno‐xuâ cEtNy i5kazI \/uv ãƒno jene Svanuwv ={ne ÝtIit ={, tene pyaRyno ƒy‐Awav =xe, p` te
Aas/v Ai\karmaH mUz to xuânyne ny kæo Ke. ƒvhar nyne ny g~yo j n=I. TyaH kæuH Ke‐jeAo xuâ ny=I Cyut ={ne frI=I ragaidna sHbH\ne pame Ke teAo kmR baH\e Ke. p` AhÄ to KoDvanI vat j n=I. AhÄ to AÝitht wavnI vat Ke. ATyare wle Ùyopxm smikt hoy, p` pKI te Ùaiyk =vanuH Ke. ATyare wle Ùyopxm &an hoy, p` pKI v\Ine te kevz&an =vanuH Ke sa\k dxa m!Ine isâdxa =vanI Ke je wav vtRmanmaH n=I, Awav$p Ke, te Awavno wav ={ jxe. Aho¦ =oDa xBde Aa to gjbnI vat krI Ke. xuH =ay? loko Sva|yay krta n=I, Aagmno xuH AiwÝay Ke te potanI ¹iÚmaH leta n=I¦
prma„ ÝkaxmaH Aave Ke ke‐idƒ |vin=I kaH{ &an =tuH n=I, ne muinnaH khelaH sacaH xaÏo=I p` kaH{ &an =tuH n=I. pyaRymaH je ALp &an Ke te Awav ={ne, vtRman je Awav Ke te ivxeØ &anno wav =ay Ke AevuH Aa„anI Awav‐wavxi›nuH sam+yR Ke.
svR gu aHx te smikt. co=a gu S=ane ãƒmaH je AnHt gu Ke teno smiktnI sa=e j AHx ƒ› =ay Ke. te Aa Awav‐wavxi›no mihma Ke. jem Aek gu maH tem b\amaH levuH ke vtRman pyaRymaH je ALpta Ke te KU!Ine ivxeØta =xe sa\kwav KU!Ine pUr` isâdxa Ýg!xe. qUb gHwIr vat Ke. Aho¦ y=a=R tÀv\ara‐Am<t\ara jemna=I ÝvteR Ke te sHtonI bilharI Ke. idgHbr sHto isvay AavI \ara k–aHy n=I.
hta, KtaH xuwwavnI ÝkØRta vDe tI=Åkr go5 baH|yuH Ke. wa{¦ xuwwav papbH\nuH kar` Ke Aem n=I, t=a te AbH\ wav Ke Aem p` n=I, Ae bH\wav j Ke, ne Aena=I pu~ybH\ =ay Ke. ma!e xuwnI ¹iÚ KoDI, AHdr taruH cEtNyin\an pU R &an ne AanHdna Am<t=I wyuÅ Ke tene deq, tuH Nyal ={ j{x, tarI pyaRymaH AtIiNãy AanHdnuH Am<t Jrxe. Lyo, AacayRdeve potana cEtNyin\anne FozI FozIne teno sar Aa smysarmaH wyÈ Ke. Aha¦ jene AHt¹RiÚ ={ Ke, ne AHdr AanHdrsna Am<tno Svad Aaƒo Ke tene Aa K xi›AonuH v Rn lagu pDe Ke A&anIne to xi›nuH wan j k–aH Ke?
‐—ma ÌØ, ma tuؘ ko{ Ýit rag n krvo, ne äeØ n krvo¸ mtlb ke vItrag wave rhevuH. prHtu muinraj Aa xBdo wUlI gya. TyaH Aek ba{ ADdnI daznaH fotraH j¡daH krtI htI, bIÒ ba{Ae tene pUK–uH, ‐ben, xuH kro Ko? to pelI ba{Ae jvab AaPyo, ‐maØ=I tuØ iwþ kruH KuH. Aa saHwztaH muinrajne guÌAe khelI vat yad AavI g{. ragaid Ke te tuØ Ke, ne marI &anxi› Ke te marI mUz cIj Ke. Aam nÞI krI inj icdanHd ÝwumaH AHtmRG™ iS=r =ya, TyaH kevz&an Ýg! =yuH. AavI wavwasnnI bilharI Ke, AemaH kaH{ bhu xaÏo yad rhe AevI j$r n=I. xaÏ yad rhe. Ae @Ik Ke, p` tÀvnuH wavwasn muQy cIj Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
wa{¦ icdanHd cEtNymy vStu potanI cIj Ke, potanuH Fr Ke temaH jvuH te ={ xke AevuH kam Ke. prma une potana krva hoy to te Axk– Ke, AnHtkaze y n =ay: =ya nih, ne =xe nih. prma une ne ragne potana krvano taro _>m 5 ekaz in*fz Ke bapu¦ Aa xrIraid ne ragaid wavone tuH potana krva ratdI Aek kre Ke, p` 5`kazmaH Ae =vuH sHwivt n=I. temaH tne AekluH nuksan Ke wa{¦ Svwavne potano krIne, Ae ={ xke Aem Ke, ne AemaH iht Ke. AavI vat¦
AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐&annI pyaRy vtRman wav$p Ke te wav$p &an... &an... &an... &an$p‐rhexe¸ te A&an$p nih =ay, ne te ANy$p p` nih =ay. &annI pyaRy A&an$p ={ Ôy, va ANy ]âanaid$p ={ Ôy Aem 5` kazmaH bntuH n=I. AavI Aa„anI wavwavxi› Ke. Aho¦ Aa to =oDa xBde AacayR wgvane bhu êDa wav wrI dI\a Ke. xuâ cEtNynI ¹iÚ ={ Ae!le je &annI Ôt Ke te &anwav$p rhexe, smikt sda inmRz ]âa$p rhexe ne cair5nI pyaRy iS=rta$p j rhexe. inmRz pyaRy AevI ne AevI inmRz rhexe. tene ko` krxe? to khe Ke‐ko{ j nih, tene krvI pDtI n=I¸ Ae to ãƒno Aevo j wavwav Svwav Ke. gjb vat Ke wa{¦
Are wgvan¦ tarI cIjno AHdr p¿o lagIne Svanuwv =yo, xuâ sMykŸdxRn =yuH, pKI te ]âanI pyaRy bdla{ne ANy$p‐&anaid$p n ={ Ôy, va im+ya$p p` n ={ Ôy. Aa to Aavo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? k{ pâit=I khevay Ke te QyalmaH Aave Ke ke nih Aem vat Ke. Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a AnHt gu no smuã Ke. te AnHt gu maH potana wav pD–a Ke, te ANy$p n =ay. Ahaha...¦ gu no je wav, te wavnuH wvn =yuH, te te wav$p rhexe, ANy$p nih =ay. Aek gu maH AnHt gu no wav Ke. AnHt gu maH Aek gu no wav Ke‐Ae vat j¡dI Ke. Ae to Aek gu nuH bIÔ AnHt gu maH $p Ke AenI vat Ke, p` Aek gu nuH potana je wavnuH wvn =ay te bdla{ne ANy wav$p n =ay. ]âana wavp e pir`mn =yuH te pl!Ine &anna wav$p n =ay, va A]âana wav$p n =ay. ]âa ]âa j rhexe, pl!Ine tenuH wvn ]âa j rhexe. AiStTvno vtRman wav‐pyaRy AiStTv$pKe te pl!Ine inmRz AiStTv$p j rhexe, kaH{ naiStTv$p ke ANy$p n =ay. Aem b\a j gu omaH levuH. Lyo, Aa wavwavxi› Ke.
AhÄ KAe xi›na v RnmaH pyaRynuH Sv$p xuH AenI vat krI Ke. Aha¦ AamaH vStuna ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRynuH Sv$p SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. vedaHtIAo Aa„ane AanHdSv$p, AqHD, Awed, Aek$p, svRƒapk mane Ke, p` pyaRyne teAo manta n=I. Are wa{¦ huH AqHD, Awed, Aek, ƒapk KuH Aevo in Ry teH xamaH kyÈ? Aevo in Ry to pyaRymaH =ay Ke, ne tuH pyaRy manto n=I¸ te=I tne ko{ in Ry n=I, A=aRtŸ taro in Ry jU@o Ke. tuH Aa„ane svRƒapk mane Ke Ae y jU@uH Ke. kemke AaTmanuH AevuH svRƒapI Sv$p n=I. Aek wa{ kheta hta ke smysarne vedaNtna #azamaH #aZyuH Ke. Are Ýwu¦ vedaNtvaza pyaRyne k–aH mane Ke? smysarne to Aa„anuH jevuH Sv$p Ke teva #azamaH #aZyuH Ke, tene vedaNt sa=e ko{ j mez n=I.
vedaNtvaza khe Ke ke Aa„a xuâ Ke, Aek Ke, svRƒapk Ke. ha, p` Aevo in Ry ko e kyÈ? te in Ry pyaRy kre Ke.
bIÒ vat: Aa„a svR=a xuâ j Ke, AHdr k–aHywUl n=I to _pdex xa ma!e AaPyo? ma!e wUl Ke, ne wUl Ke te pyaRy Ke, wUlno nax =ay te y pyaRy Ke. ãƒno to nax =to n=I. ma!e pyaRy isâ =ay Ke. ãƒ‐gu no SvIkar p` pyaRymaH j =ay Ke. ãƒ‐gu to i5kazI Ke, ne wUl Ke te pyaRymaH Ke. wUlno nax =yo te y pyaRy Ke. ƒy ={ne _Tpad =ay te y pyaRy$p Ke. AhÄ K bolmaH pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy Ae ãƒna Svwav$p Ke Aem tenuH suHdr ta¹x v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
ragnI _Tpi¿ j n =ay, vItragta =ay te AihHsa Ke, te \mR Ke, te cair5 Ke. prnI dyana rag Ae kaH{ cair5 n=I, vaStvmaH Ae ihHsa Ke. AakrI vat Ýwu¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke. Are wa{¦ sa\kne‐\m±ne vtRman je cair5wav Ýg! Ke Ae to isâ dxamaH y (pU`R wave) kaym rhexe. cair5 to vItragtaSv$p Ke wa{¦ Ahaha...¦ co=a gu S=ane je cair5dxa ={ te cair5... cair5.. cair5wave v<iâgt ={ kaym rhexe. hve te Acair5 va ragp e nih =ay. Ahaha...¦ vtRman vItragta Ýg!I te wav (pU`R) vItragta$p isâmaH p` rhexe. Aa to b\I AHdrnI vatuH bapu¦ JI`I pDe to y Ô`vI j pDxe. [iNãyonuH dmn, bar ÝkarnaH v/t te sHym Ae j¡dI vat Ke. Ae to ƒvhar=I sHym kæo, teno to Ême Awav ={ vItragta v<iâgt ={ pU R vItragta =xe Aem khe Ke. Aha¦ wgvan Aa„anI pyaRymaH potana wavnuH wvn n hoy to pyaRy kem hoy? AevI pyaRynuH Sv$p j xuH? co=agu S=ane p` &annI, ]âannI, cair5nI, ÝwutanI pyaRy iv>man Ke, ne te te wave te kaym rhexe. Aho¦ idgHbr sHto isvay AavI vat k–aHy n=I. bIÔne du:q lage p` xuH krIAe? sTy Aa j Ke.
nG™p uH te idgHbr sHtp uH‐muinp uH‐Aem nih¸ kem? kemke AemaH Aitƒaiºno doØ Aave Ke. Ahaha...¦ sMyGdxRn‐&an Ane AHdr vItragI cair5nI dxa =ay te sa\kdxa Ke. phelaH Sv$piS=rtana wav hta te v<iâgt ={ Kõa gu S=ane ivxeØ cair5dxa ={ te muindxa Ke. TyaH je Ôt Ýg!I te isâmaH y kaym rhexe. jem caHdInI pyaRy caHdI$p rhe, loqHD$p n =ay tem cair5wav Ýg! =yo te cair5... cair5$p j rhexe, Acair5$p nih =ay. caHdIna prma`u to kdac pl!Ine loqHDp e ={ Ôy, p` AamaH n =ay¸ cair5 pl!Ine Acair5 n =ay. AavI vat¦ co=a gu S=ane ALp SvsHvedn Ke, te pl!Ine _g/ SvsHvedn =xe, pU R SvsHvedn =xe, p` SvsHvedn m!Ine ANy$p ={ Ôy Aem nih bne, kem? kem ke vStu j AevI wavwav‐SvwavI Ke ke wavna wvn$p wav, wav rhe. vStu j AevI Ke. Ahaha...¦ ãƒmaH je!la gu Ke Ae!lI Aek smymaH pyaRy Ke. je pyaRyno je wav Ke te wav wiv*ymaH p` kaym j rhexe, ANy$p =ay, va bIÔmaH wzI Ôy Aem 5`kazmaH bntuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aha¦ pyaRy ãƒna Aa]ye pir`mI to pyaRy ãƒmaH tNmy ={. tNmy ={ Ae!le xuH? pyaRy, ãƒ$p ={ Ôy, ke ムpyaRy$p ={ Ôy Aem nih, p` prsNmuqta htI te SvsNmuqta ={, prmaH AekTv maNyuH htuH te SvmaH AekTv manI Ýg! ={‐Aane tNmy ={ Aem khevay Ke. pyaRy to pyaRy$p rhIne ãƒnuH &an‐]âan kre Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae &an‐]âan$p je wav Ýg!–a te hve kaym rhexe, pl!Ine A&an‐A]âan$p nih =ay‐AavuH ãƒnuH wavwav$p sam+yR Ke. je gu no je wav Ke tena wvn$p pyaRy Ýg! ={ to te wav hve Aevo ne Aevo kaym rhexe. Aa wavwav Ke.
hve AamaH Aola ƒvharvazaAone vaH\a pDe Ke‐Aem ke ƒvhar=I =ay, ƒvhar sa\n Ke. Are bapu¦ tne Aa„amaH xuH sam+yR wyuÅ Ke tenI qbr n=I. Aa vItragtaSv$p vItragno magR Ke
tene ragno marg @ravI de Ae kem cale? rag=I‐ƒvhar=I law =xe Ae vat vItragmagRmaH Ke nih. phelaH ]âamaH Aa pako in Ry =vo Ôe{Ae ke marg vItragtamy j Ke, Ane Aena=I j kLya` Ke. vItragwav v\taH v\taH pU R vItrag =ay Ke, vItragwav Ýg! =yo te kaym rhe Ke. tem ALp&an‐mit]ut&an =yuH te &an... &an... &anwave kaym rhIne pU R&an‐kevz&an =xe‐AavuH wgvan Aa„anuH sam+yR Ke, bIÔna kar e kaH{ j n=I. AanuH nam wavwavxi› Ke. Aha¦ i5kaz wav Ke tevo vtRman vtRman vTyaR krxe. Aem i5kaz ne vtRmannI sday Aek Ôit rhexe‐AevuH wavwavxi›nuH Sv$p Ke.
• vzI 5IÒ wav Awavxi› Ke tena kar e vtRman je inmRz AvS=a iv>man Ke teno ƒy ={ne wavno Awav =ay Ke.
• co=I Awavwavxi›ne lI\e vtRman iv>man AvS=a Ke temaH pKInI ivxeØ inmRz AvS=ano Awav Ke to teno pKI na smye wav‐_Tpad ={ jxe.
• paHcma bolmaH wavwavxi› khI. wavwavxi›na kar e ÝTyek gu nI vtRman pyaRy je inmRz wav$p Ke te inmRz inmRz wav$p j rhexe.
hve AhÄ Awav‐Awavxi›nI vat Ke. Aha¦ \m±ne vtRman ivkarna Awav$p je pir`mn =yuH Ke te ivkarna Awav$p j rhexe Aem khe Ke. kæuH ne ke‐;nih wvta pyaRyna Awvn$p Awavawav xi› Ke.' ƒvharrTn5y rag‐ivkar Ke, tena AwavSvwav$p \m±nuH vtRman pir`mn Ke te tena AwavSvwav$p j rhexe Aem khevuH Ke.
phelaH Awavxi›maH Ae!lI j vat htI ke \m±ne vtRman ƒvharna‐ragna Awav$p pir`mn Ke AhÄ Awav‐Awavxi›maH Aem khe Ke ke vtRman ƒvharna‐ragna Awav$p pir`mn Ke te hve pKI p` Awav$p rhexe. vtRman Ke AevuH wiv*ymaH rhexe.
\m±ne vtRman pyaRymaH _dywavna Awav$p pir`mn Ke. _dywavno tenI vtRman pyaRymaH Awav Ke. Awavxi›na kar e _dywav tenI pyaRymaH Ke j nih. ãƒ‐gu`maH _dywav n=I, ne \m±nI pyaRymaH p` teno Awav Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐te _dywavna Awav$p je tenuH pir`mn Ke te hve pKI p` _dywavna Awav$p rhexe. Aa Awav‐Awavxi› Ke. Aha¦ muinraj‐wavilHgI sHtne cair5na pir`mnmaH vtRman inmRz rTn5ynI pir`it Ýg!I Ke temaH Acair5na pir`mnno Awav Ke. hve wiv*ymaH p` te Acair5na pir`mnno Awav rhexe. \Irj=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa to AHdrna i5lokIna=ne jgaDvanI vato Ke. pyaRybuiâne l{ne pyaRymaH rag Ke, p` ßyaH ヹiÚ Ýg! ={ to vtRman tene ragna Awav$p pir`mn =yuH¸ hve te ragna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhexe‐AevI Aa Aa„anI Awav‐Awav xi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne isâdxa pyÅt ne isâmaH y ragna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhexe.
isâne kem ivkar =to n=I? to khe Ke ke‐Aa„amaH AevI Awav‐Awav xi› Ke jena sam+yR=I tene ivkarna Awav$p pir`mn sday rhe Ke. isâmaH xi› sHpU Rt: qIlI g{ Ke, te=I temne ivkar ne ivkarnuH pir`mn =tuH n=I. kmR n=I ma!e isâne ivkar =to n=I Aem khevuH Ae to inim¿nuH k=n Ke. qreqr to ivkar$p =vano Aa„ano Svwav j n=I, Ane Aa Svwav isâne pU R Ýisâ ={ gyo Ke, te=I temne ivkar =to n=I. Ahaha...¦
\m±ne Ae svR prna Awav$p pir`mn iv>man Ke te sday Awav$p rhexe AevI Aa„anI AwavAwav xi› Ke. Aho¦ Aavo cEtNyno wrpUr qÔno AHdr pD–o Ke, p` Aeno Aene iv¬as n=I.
xuwrag kre Ke Aeno iv¬as Ke rag potana SvwavmaH Ke nih, KtaH rag=I maruH kLya` =xe Aevo A&anIne iv¬as Ke Aha¦ p` Ae to Aa„vHcna‐\oqa\DI Ke wa{¦ AemaH ¹iÚnI mhaivprItta Ke te ware nuksan krxe.
Aha¦ ßyaH Svwavna Aa]ye ¹iÚ frI TyaH sMyGdxRn =yuH, \m±ne temaH im+ya ]âan$p pir`mnno Awav Ke Ane hve AevuH j im+ya]âanna Awav$p pir`mn rhexe. \m± Òvne ヹiÚ ={ne je ragna Awav$p ÝvtRn =yuH te hve kaym rhexe. hve ƒvhar‐rTn5y=I inüyrTn5y =ay Ae vatne k–aH Avkax Ke? prma„a kevzI Ýwu tenI AhÄ coQqI na paDe Ke¸ kem ke smiktI ¹iÚvHtne ragnuH AÝvtRn Ke. Are, Ae e potanuH Fr kdI ÔeyuH n=I. wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
hm to kbhu¥ n inj Fr Aaye, pr Fr ifrt bhut idn bIte nam Anek \raye...
Arrr¦ Ae e Anek nam \ar` kI\aH¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae vStunuH Sv$p n=I. huH ragI KuH, Êo\I KuH, manI KuH, ƒvharno krnaro KuH‐Aam A&anI mane p` Ae vStunuH Sv$p n=I. injFrmaH Aave to temaH ragno Awav &anIne deqay Ke. ivkarna Awav$p =vuH Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke, ne te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. ヹiÚ =taH Awav‐Awav Aevo je Svwav te pyaRymaH ƒapk =ay Ke, te=I tene ivkarna Awav$p pir`mn kaym rhe Ke.
to xuH &anIne v/taidno ivkLp‐rag Ke j nih?
Ke ne¸ &anIne dya, dan, v/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke, KtaH tenI pyaRymaH tena Awav$p pir`mn Ke. &anI rag Ke teno ma5 Ô`nar Ke. rag Ke tene Ô`vanI je &annI dxa temaH &anI vteR Ke, ragmaH vtRto n=I. AavuH ragna AwavSvwave \m±nuH pir`mn hoy Ke. Aho¦ AacayRdeve AekluH Am<t pIrSyuH Ke.
smysarnI ga=a 96maH AacayRdev khe Ke ke‐Am<tno sagr Ýwu Aa„a m<tk klevrmaH mUCKaR{ gyo Ke. Aa xrIr Ke te mDduH Ke wa{¦ Ae jD prma`unI dxa Ke. temaH cEtNygu no Awav Ke ma!e te m<tk klevr Ke. Are, mU# Òv Ae mDda sa=e potanI sga{ mane Ke. mU# A&anI Òve Anaid=I jD deh Ane rag sa=e sga{ krI Ke, ragmaH te Aekakar =yo Ke. p` wa{, tuH Ae n=I. ne Ae tarI cIj n=I. je wav=I tI=Åkr namkmRnI Ýk<it bH\ay te tarI cIj n=I, tena AwavSvwav$p wgvan¦ tuH Ko, Ane tevI ¹iÚ =ye tena AwavSvwave pir`mn =ay Ke, ne te kaym AevuH rhexe.
pyaRymaH je ivk<t AvS=a Ke te ko{ xi›nuH kayR n=I. pyaRymaH tene _@avgIre (A&anI mU# Òve) Aâr=I _@avI Ke vStumaH te n=I. ivkar Ke Ae to &an kraƒuH Ke, bakI tarI cIj AevI Ke ke ivkar$pe n =ay‐pir`me‐\m±ne ivkarna Awav$p inmRz pir`mn =yuH te AevuH ne AevuH ivkarna Awav$p inmRz j rhexe‐Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke.
wa{¦ tarI xi›maH Aek Awav‐Awav gu Ke je=I ]âan‐&annI vtRman dxamaH ivprIttano Awav Ke, to wiv*ymaH p` ivprIttano Awav kaym rhexe. &annI pyaRy je inmRzwav$p Ke te Aeva ne Aeva inmRzwav$p sday rhexe, temaH ivkarno Awav Ke to kaym ivkarno Awav rhexe. jene ヹiÚ AHdr qIlI g{ tene pKI pDvanI‐qsvanI vat j n=I. Ôe ãƒno nax =ay to ヹiÚno pDe p` ãƒ, vStu je Aek &aykSvwav Ke te to AnHtxi›no ipHD Ýwu i5kaz iv>man Ke. Aava ãƒnI ÝtIit ={, ne &annI pyaRymaH tenuH &an =yuH pKI Ae &an pDI‐KU!I Ôy AevI ãƒmaH to ko{ xi› n=I A=aRtŸ ãƒ‐gu maH AevuH ko{ kar` n=I.
j¡Ao, Anaid=I Òvne 21 gu maH ivprIt pir`mn =ay Ke Aem tarv`I ka#elI. prHtu Svwav¹iÚvHtne‐\m± puruØne ivprIt pir`mnno tenI pyaRymaH Awav Ke, ne inmRz pir`itno sdŸwav Ke. Aa AiStnaiSt ={. Aa AnekaNt Ke. wavwavxi›na kar e tene inmRz pir`itno wav‐wav rhexe, ne Awav‐Awavxi›na kar e tenI pyaRymaH ivprIttano‐milntano Awav rhexe. wa{, tarI cEtNysHpda to Ôe¦ AHdr j¡Ae to Nyal ={ Ôy AevI Ae cIj Ke bapa¦ Ae bharmaH k–aHy mze Aem n=I. piv5tano ipHD Ýwu AHdr Ke te AHtr¹iÚ krtaH Ýaº =ay Ke, bIÒ ko{ rIte Ýaº =to n=I. AavI vat Ke.
Tyare ko{ vzI khe Ke‐kmR=I ivkar =ay Ke¸ p` Aem Ke nih. Ôe Aem hoy to sHsarIne kmR to Ke, pKI te inivRkar kem =xe? ivkar$pe pir`am =ay te potana (pyaRyna) Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke KtaH potano Svwav to tena=I riht Ke. Aa vat 39mI xi›maH Aavxe.
wa{¦ Aa to vItragI k=a bapu¦ \m± puruØne _pdexno ivkLp Aave Ke, to p` te ivkLpna AwavSvwav$p \m±nuH pir`mn Ke. Are Ýwu¦ Aek var AHdr tara ム_pr ¹iÚ de. ãƒno SvIkar =taH rag$pe pir`mvuH Ae Ke nih¸ kem ke Awav‐Awavxi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. Aha¦ hÔr vØR phelaHna Aa idgHbr sHtnI va`I to j¡Ao¦ Ahaha...¦ kevz&annaH kba! qolI naHQyaH Ke. Are Ýwu¦ ragmaH tuH rme Ae tarI rmtuH nih¸ rag=I ivrme, rag$pe n pir`me Ae tarI rmtuH Ke. hve AavI vat k–aH mze Ýwu¦ rzva ma!e dex‐ivdex rqDe, p` Aa k–aH mze? AHtrnI cIj to AHtrmaH Ke ne AHtrmaH Ôy to te mze Ke. Aha¦ Aa AlaEikk v Rn Ke jgtnaH waGy hoy te!luH bhar Aave Ke.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a ivkLpriht (xuâ) idgHbr Ke. im+yaTvna Awav$p pir`mn kre Tyare Òv ¹iÚmaH idgHbr =yo khevay. smiktI Ane wavilHgI muin idgHbr Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHdrmaH 5` kØayno Awav Ane bharmaH vÏno Awav tenuH nam idgHbr muindxa Ke. Ôe ke prãƒno SvwavmaH Awav Ke, ne prムnuksan krtuH n=I¸ p` tenI mmta Ke te nuksannuH kar` Ke. vÏ ÝTyeno rag‐mmta Ke te nuksannuH kar` Ke. dehnI rÙano rag Ke, mmta Ke te nukxannuH kar` Ke. te=I j kpDaH raqvano rag hoy TyaH su\I muindxa hotI n=I. magR Aa Ke wa{. AamaH xuH krvuH‐xuH n krvuH‐te to potane in Ry krvanI vat Ke. AmarI pase to tÀv¹iÚnI Aa vat Ke. jene jem @Ik pDe tem kre, p` vÏ siht muinp`uH mane‐mnave tenI nvtÀvnI wUl Ke, A=aRtŸ tenI im+yaTvdxa Ke. AavI vat Ke.
xuâ cEtNyna Aa]ye muindxamaH 5` kØayno Awav =ay Ke. tem =taH tene AiS=rtano rag tenI wUimkane yoGy j hoy Ke. muindxamaH vÏ raqvano rag ho{ xke nih¸ te=I vÏ sihtne Aas/v tÀvnI wUl Ke. tene xuâ Òvãƒno Aa]y n=I te Òv tÀvnI wUl Ke, ne Ae Ýma e sate tÀvnI wUl Ke. ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdeve (sU5pahuDmaH) bhu SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐vÏno !ukDo raqI muinp uH mane‐mnave to ingodmaH jxe. Aam kem kæuH? kar` ke Aem mannarnI im+yaTv dxa Ke, ne im+yaTvnuH fz Ême ingod j Ke. Aha¦ Kõa gu S=anmaH sHt‐muinvrne ƒvharna Awav$p inmRz pir`mn Ke ne te AevuH ne AevuH inmRzp e kaym rhexe.
Aha¦ Aa Awav‐Awavxi› i5kaz Ke te \/uv _padan Ke, ne tenuH vtRman vtRman pir`mn Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. temaH xi› Ke te i5kaz pair`aimk wave Ke, ne ragriht tenaH je inmRz pir`am Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiyk wave Ke. _dywav temaH Aavto n=I, kemke _dywavna AwavSvwave j xi›nuH pir`mn hoy Ke.
ke!lak khe Ke ke‐x5uHjynI Ô5a krIAe to kLya` ={ Ôy¸ Aa b\uH smÒne xuH kam Ke?
Are wa{¦ Aem n=I bapu¦ Ô5a krvana wav to rag Ke, ne ragna AwavSvwave ÒvnuH pir`mn =ay te kLya`$p Ke ragne ragnuH pir`mn kLya`$p n=I, vaStvmaH AkLya` Ke. AavI AakrI vat¦ p` Aa sTy vat Ke.
_pxmno to =oDo kaz Ke, bakI Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiykwav hoy Ke. Ùyopxm ne Ùaiyk te pir`it Ke. te AHtrmaH Ôy Tyare pair`aimk wav$pe ={ Ôy Ke, kar` ke vtRman je Aek smynI AvS=a Ke teno bIje j smye ƒy ={ AHdr Ôy Ke. —jl ka trHg jl meH DUbta hE ‐Aem potanI pyaRy ƒy ={ AHdr Ôy Ke, ne AHdr g{ te pair`aimkwave ={ Ôy Ke.
je jNmÙ` te j (pUvR) pyaRyno nax Ù` Ke. Awav‐Awavxi›nI je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te tenI jNmÙ` Ke. te pyaRy potana Svkaze Ýg! ={ Ke te AenI kazliB\ Ke. te pir`mn Êmbâ‐potana Sv‐Avsre =yuH Ke.
Aha¦ xi›nI je inmRz pir`it Ýg! ={ te AkayRkar`my Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke te pir`it ragnuH kayR n=I, Ane ragnuH kar` p` n=I. Êmvt± &annI pyaRy =ay te ragnuH kayR n=I¸ rag=I &an =yuH Ke Aem n=I. Êmvt± &annI pyaRy ragne Ô e Ae y ƒvhar Ke, qreqr to pote potane Ô e Ke. rag sHbH\I &annI pyaRy potane Ô e Ke to ragne Ô e Ke Aem ƒvhar=I khevay Ke.
j¡Ao, phelaH 33mI wavxi› khI TyaH to vtRman inmRz AvS=anI iv>manta hova$p xi›nI vat htI, AhÄ vat j¡dI Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐;karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht wvnma5myI wavxi›.' Ahaha...¦ ãƒvStu je Aek &aykwav tena trf jenI ¹iÚ Ke te \m±‐sMyG¹iÚ Òvne ivkarI karko Anusar je iÊya tena=I riht pir`mn hoy Ke. Ahaha...¦ karkwednI iÊya vgr j wvvuH A=aRtŸ &anwavmy pir`mvuH AevI Aa„anI Aa wavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne ;Aa ktaR ne Aa kmR' Aeva karkwednI iÊya=I riht inmRz &anwavmy wavnuH wvn =ya kre Ke‐Aa wavxi›nuH kayR Ke.
\m± Òvne pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I xuwaxuwwav =ta hoy Ke. Aa rIte tene Aek smynI pyaRymaH ragaid ivkLpnuH pir`mn hoy Ke. ragnI pyaRy ktaR, je pyaRy ragnI ={ te kmR, te pyaRy pote kr` nam sa\n, te ivkar pyaRy potamaH raqI te sHÝdan, pyaRy potamaH=I ={ te Apadan, Ane pyaRyna Aa\are pyaRy ={ te Ai\kr`‐Aam Aek smynI ivk<t AvS=amaH Ø!Ÿkark$p pir`mn Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ø!Ÿkark Anusar je iÊya‐xuwaxuw ivkLp Ke, v/taid ivkLp Ke, tena=I rihtp e \m±, ヹiÚvHt &anInuH pir`mn hoy Ke.
\m± Òvne pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Anusar ivk<t AvS=a Ke AemaH Aem isâ kyuÅ ke pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke te Aena (pyaRyna) Ø!Ÿkark=I Ke, jDkmR=I n=I, temj potana ãƒ‐gu =Iy n=I. je xi› Ke tena=I ivk<it n=I, kemke Ø!Ÿkark$pe ivk<t AvS=a SvyHisâ Ke, Ane tena=I riht wvn‐pir`mn =ay te wavxi›nuH kayR Ke.
Ýwu, tarI cIj‐xuâ cEtNyvStu AHdr pU R AqHD Ke ne¦ Ahaha...¦ te AqHD \/uv _pr ¹iÚ detaH, pyaRymaH, Ø!Ÿkark=I je ivk<t AvS=a Ke tena=I rihtp e pir`mn =ay Ke. Aha¦ Aavo tarI cEtNyvStuno Svwav Ke. dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi› [Tyaidno je &anIne ivkLp hoy Ke te pyaRyna ktaR‐kmR Aaid Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐&anIne Aena=I rihtp e &anwavmy pir`mn hoy Ke‐Aa wavxi›nuH kayR Ke. potane je ivk<t dxa Ke tena=I riht potanI cEtNydxa Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke.
\m± puruØne p` pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark=I ivk<t dxa hoy Ke. Aha¦ prHtu jene pyaRy¹iÚ m!I xuâ ãƒnI ¹iÚ ={ Ke, Aek &aykwavnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene ivk<t AvS=a=I rihtp e pir`mn krvap e wavxi› Ýg! ={ Ke. Aa wav gu na kar e ivkarwav=I Awav$p pir`mn =ay Ke. je ivkarnI dxa rhe Ke te pr&eymaH Ôy Ke. AavI Aa JI`I vat Ke.
Ýwu¦ tarI ÝwutamaH wav namnI Aek Ýwuta pDI Ke. Ahaha...¦ ÝwutamaH pamrta$p Ø!Ÿkark‐pir`mn=I rihtp e pir`mvano Aeno Svwav Ke. jene pyaRy¹iÚ Ke tene to Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I pamr ivk<t dxa Ke, p` xuâ ãƒnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke Aeva sMyG¹iÚne, tenI pyaRymaH Ôe ke ikHictŸ ivk<t dxa Ke top`, te smye je inivRkLp AvS=a ムÝit JUkI Ke te Aa Ýwutamy wavxi›nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ \mR kem =ay AenI Aa vat cale Ke.
Aha¦ cEtNyrTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tena sNmuqnI jene ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene pyaRymaH ivk<it ikHictŸ hova KtaH tena=I rihtp e pir`mvuH Aevo teno Svwav Ke. Aa to Aem vat Ke ke‐pyaRymaH ƒvhar rTn5yno wav ho, dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âano ivkLp ho, nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âa ho, pHcmhav/taidna palnno ivkLp ho¸ te b\I ivk<t AvS=a Ke, ne te pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn$p Ke, t=aip Aa„amaH tena=I rihtp e pir`mvano wavgu Ke, je=I \m± puruØne ivkarna rihtp e inmRz &anwavmy pir`mn hoy Ke. Aha¦ dya, dan, v/t Aaidna ivkLp te karko AnusarnI ivk<t iÊya Ke, ne tena=I rihtp e wvn$p‐pir`mn$p wavxi› ÒvmaH Ke. Aho¦ sHtoAe =oDa xBde ramba` mayaÅ Ke.
ke!lak Aem mane Ke ke x5uHßy Aaid tI=RnI ya5a krIAe Ae!le bs \mR ={ Ôy, p` Aem Ke nih. kemke tI=R‐ya5ana pir`am to rag‐ivkLp Ke, ne ragnI iÊyane Anusar n =vano wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. vaStvmaH Aa„a pote j x5uHßy tI=R Ke. Aa ivprIt je rag Ke te Aa„ano Fatk x5u Ke, ne tena=I rihtp e =vano jeno Svwav Ke te Aa„a pote x5uHßy tI=R Ke. Aha¦ Aava tI=RSv$p inj Aa„anI ya5a krvI te \mR Ke. bakI ƒvharnI iÊya bharmaH ho, p` tena=I riht &anInuH pir`mn hoy Ke ne ƒvharnI iÊya to bhar pr&eyp e rhI Ôy Ke. rag=I‐ivkar=I riht wvn‐pir`mn te Aa„ano gu ‐Svwav Ke.
jEn dxRnmaH to b\e kmR j kmR Ke Aem ke!lak mane Ke. teAo khe Ke‐xuâtamaH to ANy karko=I rihtp uH wle ho, prHtu AxuâtamaH to jD kmR vgere karko Ke Aem ke kmR=I ivk<it‐ivkar =ay Ke.
p` Aem n=I wa{¦ Axuâta vqte p` Òv Ane pudŸgl bNne AekbIÔ=I inrpeÙp e Svymev K kark$p ={ne pir`me Ke. ivkar =ay Ke te pyaRymaH K karkna pir`mn=I =ay Ke. Aa babt iväano=I Anek var ccaR =yelI Ke. Ame to pHcaiStkay ga=a 62na Aa\ar sa=e varHvar kheluH Ke ke‐pyaRymaH ivk<t AvS=a potana K karkna pir`mn=I SvtH5 =ay Ke, temaH pr karkonI ApeÙa n=I. TyaH pHcaiStkay ga=a 62maH Ait SpÚ kæuH Ke ke‐—kmR qlu.... , Svymev Ø!ŸkarkI$pe` Vyvit¤manH n karkaNtrmpeÙte.˜ kmR qreqr... , Svymev Ø!Ÿkark$pe vtRtuH =kuH ANy karknI ApeÙa raqtuH n=I. vzI TyaH kæuH Ke‐—OvH jIvo½ip.... , Svymev Ø!ŸkarkI$pe` Vyvit¤mano n karkaNtrmpeÙte.˜ Ae Ýma e Òv p`... , Svymev Ø!Ÿkark$pe vtRto =ko ANy karknI ApeÙa raqto n=I. Aa Ýma`e ANy karkonI ApeÙa ivna j Òv potana AaEdiyk Aaid wav$pe pir`me Ke Ae inüy Ke. loko Aa ;inüy Ke, inüy Ke'‐Aem khIne Aane _DaDe Ke, p` inüy Ae!le j sTy, ne ƒvhar Ae to _pcar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
wUta=R‐sTya=R Ýwu Ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke te inüy¸ p` tene ƒvhar Ke ke nih? Ke ne¦ smysarnI barmI ga=amaH kæuH ke‐ƒvhar Ke. rag hoy Ke tene Ô`vo‐Aevo ƒvharny Ke. ragne Ô`vo te ƒvharny, p` rag maro Ke, va wlo Ke Aem Ô`vuH‐manvuH AevuH AenuH (ƒvharnynuH) Sv$p n=I. Aho¦ Aa smysare to wgvan kevzIna ivrh wUlavI dI\a Ke. =oDa xBde ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦ —karko Anusar iÊya˜ Aem kæuH Ke, p` —jD kmR Anusar iÊya˜‐Aem n=I kæuH. wa{, tarI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Anusar ivk<t AvS=a$p iÊya =ay Ke, prHtu ivk<t AvS=a riht wvn Aevo taro wav gu Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aha¦ =oDuH lQyuH F uH krIne Ô`Ôe‐AevI Aa vat Ke. Are, Ae e potana Sv$pne smjvanI kdI drkar krI n=I. AhÄ frI frIne khe Ke‐wa{, ivk<t AvS=a$p je iÊya Ke te iÊya=I rihtp e =vuH AevuH taruH Sv$p Ke, ivk<t AvS=a siht rhevuH Aevo ko{ taro gu n=I. Aho¦ inralHbI xuâ cEtNynI Aa ApUvR vat Ke? khe Ke‐ragaid karkone AnusyaR vgr j sMykŸTvaid xuâwav$pe pir`mvano wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. wav nam xuâwav$pe wvvuH‐=vuH Aha¦ xuâwav$pe SvyH wvvanI‐=vanI Aa„anI xi› Ke, temaH iwþ bIÔ ko{ karkonI ApeÙa n=I, iwþ bIÔ ko{ karkonuH AalHbn n=I. wa{¦ Aek var Aa„anI AavI AicNTy xi›ne Aozqe to bharmaH k–aHy moh n rhe, ne AHtmuRq ={ ALpkazmaH mui› ={ Ôy AevI Aa AlaEikk vat Ke.
smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu¦ pyaRymaH ivkar Ke te pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark Anusar Aâr=I qDo =yo Ke prna Anusar ivkar n=I, ne Svãƒ‐gu p` ivkarnuH kar` n=I. wgvan¦ tarI cEtNyvStu AHdr Aekla vItragtana Svwav=I wrelI Ke. ßyaH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ ={ ke trt j ivkar=I rihtp e wvva$p SvwavnuH wvn‐pir`mn =ay Ke. AHtmuRq ¹iÚnI Aa kmal Ke ke ヹiÚvHt puruØne ivkarna K kark$p pir`mn KU!Ine, moÙ ÝTyena K karkonuH pir`mn x$ =ay Ke. ma!e he wa{¦ tuH AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kr, tne prmpdnI‐moÙpdnI Ýaiº =xe.
hve jEn nam \ravIne loko ivvadmaH pD–a Ke ke‐Ame idgHbr, ne Ame ¬etaHbr¸ Are wa{, AHdr tarI cEtNy cIj kevI Ke te to Ô`. Ahaha...¦ vStu AHdr Aek smymaH pU R iv&anFnSv$p Ke. AanHdno rskHd Ke. tene i5kazI khIAe Aey ƒvhar Ke. Ahaha...¦ vtRmanmaH pU`R i5kazI potanI cIj AHdr pDI Ke te i5kaz AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrI pDI Ke. temaH, khe Ke, ivkar riht wvn‐pir`mn =ay AevI Aek wavxi› Ke. Ahaha...¦ inj Sv$pmaH rme te ram nam Aa„a ivk<t AvS=a=I rihtp`e inmRz‐inmRz pir`me AevI temaH Aek wavxi› Ke. temaH prno Ývex to dUr rho, pyaRymaH je ivk<t AvS=a Ke tey potana ãƒ‐gu ne inmRz pyaRymaH ÝvextI n=I. Aho¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. Are¦ Aa ijHdgI Aem ne Aem calI Ôy Ke bapu¦
ßyare tuH to pU R siCcdanHdmy AeklI piv5tano ipHD Ko. Ahaha...¦ piv5 xi›Aono ipHD Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. to pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke ne? pyaRymaH ivk<it Ke te tena Ø!Ÿkark=I éwI ={ Ke, ivk<it =ay Aevo ko{ gu taramaH n=I, t=a
pyaRymaH ivk<it =ay teno ktaR ko{ pr n=I. Aha¦ pyaRy potana Ø!Ÿkark=I ivk<t =ay Ke, pr=I nih‐Aem Ô`I je pr=I praNmuq ={ pir`me Ke te ivk<it=I rihtp`e inmRz pir`me Ke, ne ivk<it=I rihtp`e inmRz pir`mvuH Aevo j wgvan¦ taro Svwav Ke, Aevo j taro wav gu Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...¦
hve je ƒvhar=I‐rag=I inüy =vanuH mane, ƒvharne saco moÙmagR mane AenI maNytamaH bhu fer Ke. Arere¦ Sv$pmaH DUbkI marvI Ôe{Ae Aene bdle te ragmaH DUbkI mare Ke. xuH =ay? te sHsar smuãmaH Arere¦ k–aHy DUbI jxe. wa{ re¦ taruH ムprm piv5 Ke, tara gu` ATyHt piv5 Ke, to pKI tara pir`mnmaH piv5ta
Aha¦ pr=I ne rag=I‐ivkar=I inrpeÙ &an‐AanHd$pe wvvano‐pir`mvano potano Svwav Ke tene A&anI Ô`to n=I te=I te bharmaH kar`one xo\e Ke ne ƒ=R Aakuz‐ƒakuz ={ du:qI =ay Ke. Are wa{¦ pr‐inim¿ vStu kar` Ke Ae vat to dUr rho, ivkarna ktaR‐kmR Aaid K karko je pyaRymaH hoy Ke te karko Anusar wvvano‐pir`mvano p` Aa„ano Svwav n=I. pr=I ivkar =ay ke pr=I gu` =ay Aem je mane Ke te to pravlHbI bih¹iÚ im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Ane ragaid ivkarne je potanuH Sv$p mane Ke, ivkar=I potane gu =vanuH, wluH =vanuH mane Ke tey ragI im+ya¹iÚ Ke, kemke rag=I iwþ huH Aek xuâ cEtNyFn Aa„a KuH Aem te Ô`to‐Anuwvto n=I. vaStvmaH &ata pote j xuâ Aek &aykSvwavna Aa]ye wed$p karkonI iÊya=I rihtp e xuâwav$pe pir`me Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aa wavxi› Ke.
Are¦ jgt Anaid kaz=I Anek Ýkarna ivkLponI ÔzmaH potap uH manIne car gitmaH rqDe Ke. xuH =ay? potana ãƒ‐gu prm piv5 Ke temaH potap uH SvIkarto n=I, ne Aa xrIr, mn, va`I, [iNãy, bEraH‐KokraH [Tyaid je pr Ke tene potana suqnaH kar` manI temaH potap uH krI pir`me Ke. p` wa{, Ae b\aH prムto tena=I tena kar`e pir`mI ræaH Ke, tara kar e nih¸ tenI pyaRy to tena=I j =ay Ke. te b\aH potana kar e AaƒaH Ke, potana kar e ræaH Ke, ne potana kar e caLyaH jxe. AemaH tne xuH Ke? Ae ko{ tne xr` n=I. Ôe xr` hoy to ivruâ kem pir`me? Ane caLyaH kem Ôy? vaStvmaH teAo taraH kaH{ j (sHbH\I) n=I. temne potana suqnaH kar` manI @gato Aevo tuH ƒ=R j du:qI‐ƒg/ =ay Ke.
wvn‐pir`mn =ay. Lyo, Aa b\uH Aa AD\I lI!InI !IkamaH wyuÅ Ke.
AHdrnI je vat Ke te Aa khevay Ke. Aha¦ wavxi›nuH Êmvt± pir`mn te pyaRy, i5kaz AÊme vtRtI xi› te gu , ne te gu ‐pyaRyne \rnaruH ムte ãƒ‐Aem 5 e mzIne Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ AnHtgu Svwav=I wrelo wgvan Aa„a Ke. te vItragtana wave pir`me AevuH tena wav gu nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ rag$pe n pir`mvuH, rag riht pir`mvuH AevuH taruH Sv$p Ke wa{¦ Are Ýwu¦ AamaH tuH tkrar‐ivvad xuH kam kre Ke? AamaH to tara ihtnI prma=R$p vat Ke. ivkar siht pir`mvuH, ne ivkarmaH suqbuiâ =vI Ae to A&anI im+ya¹iÚne hoy Ke. &anI to pyaRymaH ikHictŸ je Aasi›na pir`am Ke, ƒvharna pir`am Ke‐tena=I riht potanuH pir`mn sa\e Ke. Lyo, Aa sa\na‐Aara\na Ke, ne AanuH nam \mR Ke.
hve AamaH ke!lak khe Ke‐tmo iÊyakaHD _=apo Ko. p` Aem n=I Ýwu¦ iÊya to karko Anusar pyaRymaH =ay Ke p` tene AnusrIne nih, p` tena=I riht wvnma5myI Aa„anI wavxi› Ke. gHwIr vat Ke wa{¦ Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu AHdr prma„Sv$p Ke. Aa kaze AhÄ bharmaH prma„anI hajrI n=I, p` AHdr taro Ýwu to tarI pase Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦ tarI Ýwuta Aekek xi›maH pDI Ke, je=I tarI wavxi› Ýwu Ke tenuH pir`mn =taH Aa„a Svymev rag riht inmRzwav vDe xowane Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa wgvannI va`I Ke. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I‐iÊyakaHD=I gu Ýg!e, ne inüy =ay Aem vat k–aH rhe Ke? bharmaH ƒvhar ho, inim¿ ho, p` Aena=I SvwavnuH pir`mn =ay Ke Aem 5`kazmaH sTy n=I. ƒvharnuH‐iÊyakaHDnuH hovuH j¡dI vat Ke, ne Aena=I gu nuH Ýg!vuH =ay, \mR =ay‐Aem manvuH Ae j¡dI vat Ke. ƒvhar=I‐iÊyakaHD=I \mR ={ jxe AevI tarI ÝtIit mha xLy Ke wa{¦ Ae tne AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe. tne AakrI lage p` Aa sTy vat Ke, tara ihtnI vat Ke.
Ahaha...¦ ¦ AacayR Am<tcHãdeve xi›nuH ko{ AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. AhÄ wavxi›nuH v Rn cale Ke. ;wav' to ãƒne p` khe Ke, gu ne p` wav khe Ke, inmRz pyaRyne p` wav khe Ke, ne xuwaxuw ragnI miln dxane p` wav khe Ke. AhÄ bIÒ vat Ke. AhÄ to ;wav' namnI Aa„anI Aek xi›‐Aek gu ‐Svwav Ke AenI vat Ke. kevo Ke te Svwav? to khe Ke‐karko Anusar je iÊya‐ivk<it‐rag‐te$pe n =vuH Aevo Aa Aa„ano Svwav Ke. hve Aola ragnI hÇxvaza kayronaH kazÔH kHpI Ôy AevI Aa vat Ke. xuH =ay? Aa to marg j Aavo Ke.
hirno marg Ke xUrano, nih kayrnuH kam Ôe ne¸ Ý=m phelaH mStk mUkI, vztaH levuH nam Ôe ne... hirno
AamaH hir Ae!le A&an Ane ragne hrvano jeno Svwav Ke te wgvan Aa„a smjvo. ivkarne hre te hir Aem vat Ke. ivkarne hre Aem khIAe Aey k=nma5 Ke. Sv‐Aa]ye Aa„anI je piv5, inmRz inivRkar pir`it ={ temaH &annI, ]âanI, AanHdnI pir`itnuH &an sma{ Ôy Ke, ne potana Svpr Ýkaxk &anna kar e prnuH‐ragnuH &an p` temaH AavI Ôy Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐&annI inmRz, inivRkar pir`it je Ýg! ={ te potana gu nuH kayR Ke. Aha¦ vtRman rag=I riht =vuH‐pir`mvuH te Aa wav gu nuH kayR Ke. AavI vat¦ Lyo,
Aa Ýma e AhÄ wavxi›nuH v Rn pUruH =yuH.
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40: iÊyaxi›
;karko Anusar =vap`a$p (‐pir`mvap`a$p) je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi›.'
pHcaiStkaynI 62mI ga=amaH pyaRyna Ø!ŸkarknI vat krI Ke. mtlb ke pyaRymaH pyaRyna Axuâ Ø!Ÿkarko Anusar ivkar =ay Ke, temaH prnI ApeÙa n=I, ne ãƒ‐gu` p` kar` n=I. Aek smynI ragnI pyaRymaH te pyaRy ktaR, te pyaRy kmR, te pyaRy kr`, te pyaRy sHÝdan, te pyaRy Apadan, ne te pyaRy Ai\kr`‐Aem Aek j pyaRymaH tena Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I ivk<t AvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke. ;karko Anusar je iÊya...' Aem khIne 39mI xi›maH p` Aa vat isâ krI Ke. prHtu vStuno‐cEtNyvStuno gu Aevo Ke ke karko Anusar ivkarnI je iÊya Ke tena=I rihtp e te pir`me. karko Anusar pyaRymaH je miln pir`mn =yuH Ke te to &annuH &ey ={ rhe Ke. jem prム&ey Ke tem pyaRynI ivk<t dxa p` &anIna &annuH &ey Ke Ane tena=I riht wvnma5myI je wavxi› tenuH pir`mn tene isâ =ay Ke.
AhÄ 40mI xi›maH ;karko Anusar =va$p' kæuH AemaH i5kazI inmRz karko levana Ke. 39mI xi›maH pyaRyna (Axuâ) Ø!ŸkarkonI vat htI. AhÄ ãƒ‐gu na inmRz karkonI vat Ke. ;karko Anusar'‐mtlb ke i5kazI inmRz karko Anusar =vap`a$p je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi› Ke. wa{, Aa„a SvyH K kark$p ={ne inmRz inmRz wavp e pir`me AevI AenI iÊyaxi› Ke. Aho¦ Svymev K kark$p ={ne kevz&anaid$pe pir`me Aevo wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Aha¦ Aa„ane potana inmRz wav$pe pir`mva ko{ pr karkonI grj‐ApeÙa n=I, tem j Aa„a kark ={ne jDnI iÊya kre ke ivkarne kre Aevo p` Aeno Svwav n=I. potana j inmRz karkone AnusrIne potana vItragwav$pe pir`mvanI iÊya kre Aevo Aa„ano Svwav Ke. Aa iÊyaxi› Ke.
wa{, \mRnuH Sv$p AavuH bhu JI`uH Ke bapu¦ hve Aa vai`yane AavuH smjvanI fursd n mze, Aaqo id' rzva‐kmavamaH, ivØy wogmaH ne bEraH‐KokraH sacvvamaH caLyo Ôy Ae k–are Aa smje? p` wa{, inv<i¿ l{ne smjvano Aa magR Ke. Aha¦ dxRnxuiâ jenuH mUz Ke Aevo Aa ko{ AlaEikk magR Ke.
phelaH (39mI xi›maH) je kark Anusar iÊya khI te Aek smynI pyaRyna (Axuâ) Ø!ŸkarknI vat htI. AhÄ je kark Anusar iÊya khI Ke te i5kazI piv5 karknI vat Ke. Aa inmRz karkono Aa]y Awed Aek ムKe. Ae!le ;karko Anusar' kæuH AemaH Aek Awed ãƒno j Aa]y Ke AemaH pr sa=e ke rag sa=e kaH{ j sHbH\ n=I. hve AamaH loko raD naqe Ke ke‐AamaH ƒvharno lop ={ gyo. Are Ýwu¦ tuH saHwz to qro, taro ƒvhar ƒvharmaH ræo Ke, p` Aena=I moÙmagR =xe AevI tarI maNytano AamaH j$r wuÞo ={ gyo Ke Ane te y=a=R j Ke, kemke ƒvhar=I‐rag=I rihtp e inmRz inmRz pir`me Aevo j wgvan Aa„ano Svwav Ke. AWyas nih Ae!le AavI vat k@` pDe, p` Aa sTy vat Ke, wgvannI va`ImaH AavelI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
AhÄ iÊyaxi›maH je karkonI vat krI te ãƒmaH je inmRz karko i5kaz xi›$p Ke tenI vat Ke. Aha¦ i5kazI ãƒmaH je inmRz Awed Ø!Ÿkarko pD–aH Ke Ae karkona Anusar =vap`a$p, pir`mvap`a$p iÊyaxi› i5kaz ÒvãƒmaH pDI Ke. Aa svR& ijneNãdevnuH frman Ke. Ýwu¦ tarI pyaRymaH ãƒ‐gu na Aa]y ivna, pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark=I je ivk<twav$p iÊya =ay Ke tena=I riht =vuH‐wvvuH Aevo taro wav gu Ke, ne inmRz inmRz rTn5y$pe =va$p taro iÊyagu Ke. miln pir`am siht =vano ko{ gu taramaH Ke j nih. te=I ßyaH ム_pr ¹iÚ mUke ke trt j miln pir`am=I riht inmRz inmRz rTn5y$p pir`mn =ay Ke. Aavo marg Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa„a siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz \/uvSvwavI vStu Ke. Aa \/uvmaH Aek kmR namnI xi› Ke jena=I AenuH vtRman kayR su\re Ke. \Irj=I saHwzvuH bapu¦ Aa to \mRk=a Ke wa{¦ khe Ke‐taruH je Aa„ムKe te AnHtgu my gu I Ke, temaH kmR namno Aek gu Ke, kmR Ae!le kayR =ay Aevo temaH gu Ke. Aa kmR gu na kar e vItragI inmRz kayR Ýaº =ay Ke. wa{, Aa kmRgu taruH kayR su\rvanuH kar` Ke. ma!e bIje Ôe{x ma, AHdr ßyaH xi› Ke temaH Ôe, ne temaH j @rI Ô.
Aoho...¦ AHdr j¡Ao to AnHt AnHt xi›no AqU!‐AÙy wHDar wyÈ Ke. Ýwu¦ taramaH Aek ÒvTv xi› Ke. te ÒvTv xi›maH Aa kmRxi›nuH $p Ke, je=I &an, dxRn, AanHd, s¿a‐Aeva je xuâÝa`‐tena inmRz kayR$p vaStivk Òvn Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. inmRz rTn5ynuH Ýaº =vuH te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. xrIr vDe ÒvvuH Ae ÒvnuH Òvn n=I, bharmaH mn, vcn, kay [Tyaid dx Ýa` vDe ÒvvuH Ae ÒvnuH Òvn n=I, ne waveiNãy=I ÒvvuH Ae p` ÒvnuH vaStivk Òvn n=I. Ahaha...¦ dx Ýa`o=I iwþ Ane AHdr waveiNãyna kayR=I iwþ, &an, dxRn, AanHd Ane s¿anuH‐xuâ cEtNy Ýa`onuH inmRz kmRp e pir`mn =ay te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke. Lyo, AavuH Òvn te sacuH Òvn¸ bakI to car gitnI rqDpÎI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Are, saHwz wa{¦ ƒvhar smikt te kaH{ smikt n=I. ƒvhar smikt Ae to ivkLp‐rag Ke. ヹiÚ =ye ]âagu na kayR$p inivRkLp inüy smikt Ýg! =ay Ke, ne tene shcrp e je dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ sHbH\I xuwrag hoy Ke tene _pcar=I Aarop d{ne ƒvharsmikt khevamaH Aave Ke. vaStvmaH te rag j Ke, ne te isâwav$p Aa„anuH kmR n=I, t=a Aena=I inmRz pyaRy$p Aa„anuH kmR =ay Ke Aem p` n=I. vaStvmaH sMyGdxRnno _Tpad =vamaH ]âagu kar` Ke. ]âagu maH kmRxi›nuH $p Ke ne¦ ma!e te wav Ýaº kray Ke. wa{, ]âa, &an, cair5, AanHd‐Aem drek gu maH potanI inmRz pyaRy$p kmR Ýg! =ay Ke te Ýaº krato isâ$p wav Ke, ne te‐myI kmRxi› Ke.
Sva|yayno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` te ivkLp=I sMyG&an Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„ano Aevo &anSvwav Ke ke je=I te potana sMyG&an$p kmRne Ýaº kre.
tevI rIte pHcmhav/taidno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` te ivkLp=I sMykŸcair5$p inmRz kayR =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Aa„ano Aevo cair5 Svwav Ke ke je=I te potana sMykŸcair5$p kmRne Ýaº kre.
ÝÆ:- mharaj¦ loko khe Ke AapnI Aa lakDI fre to pEsa mzI Ôy Ke?
_¿r:- loko khe Ke Ae to lokmU#ta Ke wa{¦ bakI Aa lakDImaH kaH{ mal n=I. hm`aH j Aek lakDI cora{ g{, ko{k l{ gyuH (AHdr mU#ta Ke ne?) Aa lakDI to Ame ha=maH Ae!la ma!e raqIAe KIAe ke xaÏne prsevavazo ha= ADI Ôy to Asatna =ay. bakI lakDImaH kaH{ Ôdu n=I ke Aena=I pEsa mze.
j¡Ao, beHGlormaH Aek xe@e wƒ ijnaly bH\aƒuH. tenI Ýit¤ano mo!o _Tsv =yo. xe@ pHdrek idvs _Tsvna kammaH rokaya, to dukanmaH mal hto Ae vecata ivna pDI ræo. bNyuH AevuH ke pKI Aena wav v\I gya, ne xe@ne A#zk pEsa mZya. p` Ae to pUvRna pu~yna kar e l"mI Aave Ke wa{¦ Ane AemaH y xuH Ke? l"mI‐\Uz AavI AemaH Aa„ane xuH law? wgvan¦ vItragI inmRz sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº =ay Ae taruH kmR Ke, ne Ae law Ke. bakI to b\I \UznI \Uz Ke, ne tena lÙe car gitnI rJzpÎI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aha¦ \m± Òv Aem Ô e Ke ke sMyGdxRn=I maHDIne isâpd pyÅtnaH je prm pdo Ke te Ýaº krvanI xi› mara Aa„amaH Ke, ne te j maraH kmR Ke Ae isvay bharmaH mo!aH rajpd ke devpd vgere Ýaº =ay te kaH{ maraH kmR n=I. ktaRnuH [Ú te kmR. Aha¦ mne mara &an‐AanHd SvwavmaH=I Ýaº =tI je inmRz rTn5y$p AvS=a te j maruH [Ú kmR Ke, Aa isvay pu~y ne pu~yna fz$p Ýaº sHyog te maruH kaH{ j n=I. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI AHt¹RiÚ¦
\m±ne phelaH pyaRymaH xuiâ ALp htI, pKI Ême ivxeØ xuiâ ={. xuiânI v<iâ ={ te injRra Ke. injRrana be Ýkar Ke: ãƒinjRra, ne wavinjRra. jD kmRnuH qrI jvuH te ãƒinjRra Ke, ne te kaze Axuâtano ƒy ={ne xuiânI v<iâ =ay te wavinjRra Ke. \m±ne je xuiânI v<iânuH kayR =yuH tenuH kar`, AhÄ khe Ke, ãƒnI kmRxi› Ke. pUvRpyaRy inmRz htI ma!e pKInI pyaRy ivxeØ inmRz ={ Aem n=I. pUveR moÙmagRnI pyaRy htI ma!e vtRman
Ahaha...¦ Aekek xi› pair`aimkwave Ke, Ane tenuH kayR Ke te _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiykwave Ke. _dywav te xi›nuH kayR n=I. ムxuâ, tena gu xuâ, Ane tenuH kayR p` xuâ piv5 j Ke. _dywav tenuH kayR Ke j nih. Ae to pyaRynI yoGyta=I _dywav Ke, p` \m± tene potanuH kmR g`ta n=I¸ \m±ne te pr&eyp e Ke.
Are¦ A&anI Òvo ratid' sHsarnI mjUrI krIne mrI Ôy Ke. AemaH y ko{ pu~yodye be‐paHc kroDnuH \n mzI Ôy to mane ke mo!I badxahI mzI. Are wa{¦ badxahI xuH Ke tenI tne qbr n=I. inrakuzta$p sacI badxahI to tarI AHdr pDI Ke. tuH AHdr Anakuz &ananHdSv$p badxah Ko. TyaH n ÔetaH bharmaH AhÄ=I suq mzxe ke TyaH=I suq mzxe Aem JavaH naqe Ke p` Ae to taruH iwqarap uH Ke. Are¦ AnHtgu cÊno SvamI mo!o cÊvt± badxah ={ne tuH iwqarInI jem rqDe Ke¦ ne pu~ynI‐ivkarnI wIq mage Ke¦¦ Are wa{, bhar=I k–aHy=I tne suq nih mze. mo!o badxah tuH AHdr ibraje Ke TyaH AHtmuRq ={ne Ôe. temaH badxahI xi›Ao pDI Ke tenuH inmRz pir`mn =taH tne badxahI Ýaº =xe. SvwavmaH=I Ýaº =ay te badxahI, te AanHd Ane te suq. bakI to b\I AakuztanI wõI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aaqa smysarno sar Aa Ke. xuH? ke ãƒkmR, wavkmR Ane nokmRriht xuâ cEtNy\n Aa„a te wgvan smysar Ke. Aa smysar kem Ýg! =ay? to khe Ke‐AHt¹RiÚ krva=I xuâ kmRnI Ýaiº$p kayRsmysar Ýg! =ay Ke, Arere¦ Anaid kaz=I taruH kayR tuH bgaDto Aaƒo Ko. pyaRymaH xuwaxuw rag =ay te kayR maruH ‐Aem manto =ko bihmuRqp e tuH taruH Òvn bgaDto Aaƒo Ko. p` wa{ re¦ ivkar =ay Ae ko{ tara ãƒ‐gu nuH kayR n=I, jem pudŸglmaH Aa@ kmRnI pyaRy =ay te tara ãƒ‐gu`nuH kayR n=I tem tarI pyaRymaH pu~y‐pap$p ivkar =ay te tara ãƒ‐gu nuH kayR n=I. pyaRymaH tena Ø!Ÿkarkna pir`mn=I Aâr=I ivkLp$p milnta =ay Ke, p` miln ivwav$p pir`mvano taramaH ko{ gu n=I. ivwav$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo gu Ke, p` ivwav$pe =vuH Aevo Aa„amaH ko{ gu n=I. Lyo, AavuH tÀv xuH? tena gu xuH? Ane tenuH kmR xuH? ‐Are¦ A&anI Òvone kaH{ qbr n=I.
—stŸ saihTy˜ ÝcarmaH Aek mumuÙuAe laq $ipya AaPya Ke, Aem bIÔAe AeHsI hÔr AaPya Ke. Ame to kæuH‐AamaH xuwwav Ke, \mR nih¸ pu~ybH\ =xe. vaStvmaH Ae xuwwav$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo teno (‐Aa„ano) gu Ke, ne te ivkar$pe n pir`mvuH Aevo teno gu Ke. hve potana SvFrnI‐SvwavnI qbr n mze ne prFrna‐prwavna Aacr`maH ko{ \mR manI le, p` Ae kem cale? Ae to im+ya xLy Ke. ƒvhar smikt te smikt, ne ムcair5 te cair5 Aem je mane Ke tene \mRna vaStivk Sv$pnI qbr n=I. tenI ¹iÚ jU@I‐ivprIt Ke, tena AHtrmaH im+yaTvnuH xLy pD–uH Ke. Are wa{, te tne ware nukxan krxe, AnHt jNm‐mr` kravxe.
AnHtgu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek kmR namno gu Ke. Aa kmR namno gu Ke. Aa kmR gu na kar e ヹiÚvHtne potanuH sMyGdxRnaid$p inmRz kmR Ýaº =ay Ke. Aam \m±ne potanuH kayR smye smye su\re Ke. p` Ae to smye smye tenI _Tpi¿no kaz Ke, Ae AenI jNmÙ` Ke. gu na kar e te pyaRy _Tpþ ={ Aem khevuH Ae to _pcar Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH ƒvharna rag=I inüy (vItrag pir`it) =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? wa{, Ôe tarI ¹iÚ n pl!I to Aam ne Aam rqDvano taro rSto nih m!e. Arere¦ mrI‐mrIne nrk‐ingodmaH jvuH pDxe. xuH =ay? vStuiS=it AevI Ke. Aem xrIrmaH AnHt Aa„a, AnHtno Aek ¬as, AnHtnuH Aayu*y weguH,
[iNãyo ke Aayu [Tyaidna kar e ÒvnuH ;Òvn' ‐cEtNyÒvn Ke Aem n=I, dehaid tena ktaR n=I. Ae to A&anI huH dehaid vDe ÒvuH KuH Aem mane Ke, p` vaStvmaH to Ae AenuH mr`‐wavmr` Ke. jemaH Òvnxi› ƒape te ÒvnuH Òvn Ke.
Aa„amaH Aek AanHdxi› Ke. jem &an Aa„ano Svwav Ke tem AanHd Aa„ano Svwav Ke. vtRmanmaH je AtIiNãy AanHdnI AnuwUit$p kayR Ýg! =ay teno ktaR AanHd gu Ke. temaH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke ne¦ ko{ne =ay ke Aa b\uH ke!luH yad raqvuH? Are wa{, bIje vepar Aaid sHsarI kamomaH to qUb b\uH yad raqe Ke. AhÄ mU#ta btave Ke. te=I nÞI Ke ke tarI ruic AamaH n=I. p` wa{, Aa to Asa\ar` wagvt k=a Ke. Aa smysar to jEn\mRnuH mha wagvt Ke. Aa j sacuH wagvt Ke kemke wgvannuH kheluH Ke, ne wgvan =vanuH btave Ke. Aha¦ Aa to mhayTn krIne p` smjva jevI cIj Ke wa{¦ Aane smjva mha puruØa=R, AnHt‐AnHt puruØa=R krvo Ôe{Ae.
Aha¦ Ae puruØa=RnI pyaRy k–aH=I Ýg!xe? vIyRxi›maH=I vtRman puruØa=RnI pyaRyno ktaR vIyRxi› Ke. vtRman Ôg<t puruØa=RmaH vIyRxi› tNmy Ke. Aha¦ Aavo y=a=R in Ry kre tenuH vIyR pra]y KoDI Sva]ye ÝvteR Ke, Ane potana inmRz inmRz wavo rcvamaH _pyu› =ay Ke. smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu¦ bakI AamaH to Apar êDI vatu Ke. Ahaha...¦ Aekek gu maH AnHt gu nuH $p ne AnHt gu maH Aekek gu nuH $p Ke. AlaEikk vat Ke Ýwu¦
;sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ai` moÙmagR:'‐AavuH tÀva=RsU5maH sU5 Ke. sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy je Ýaº =ay te Ýaº =vano teno kaz Ke. Aha¦ te wavno ktaR ko`? ]âa gu maH kt<Rxi›nuH $p Ke te=I te teno ktaR =ay Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy je _Tpþ ={ te isâ$p wav Ke, ne te wavna wavkp`amyI kt<Rxi› Ke. ;wavk' xBd pD–o Ke. wavna wavkp`amy Ae!le wavna ktaRp`amy te gu Ke. Aavo magR sU"m Ke. Are, lokoAe S=Uz ragmaH magR mnavI dI\o Ke. Aem ke v/t kro, tp kro, _pvas kro‐Aem b\e rag krvanI Ý$p`a cale Ke. ko{ dxlÙ` pvRmaH ds _pvas kre to mane‐mnave ke‐Aohoho..¦ ware \maR„a, F`o \mR kyÈ. p` bapu¦ _pvas Ae!le xuH? _p nam smIp, ne vas Ae!le rhevuH¸ Aa„anI smIp‐Aa]ymaH rhevuH te _pvas Ke. &aykwavnI inmRz pir`it Ýg!e tenuH nam _pvas Ke. bakI b\o to Apvas nam ma@o vas‐dugRitno vas Ke. hve vate vate fer Ke TyaH bIÔ sa=e mez kevI rIte krvo?
hve AavuH kdI saHwZyuH n hoy tene Aa Aekdm k@` pDe. Aem ke dya krvI, v/t pazvaH, wi›‐pUÔ krvI, Ô5a krvI‐Aena=I j Ame to \mR =vanuH manIAe KIAe, ne Aa te kevo \mR ka#–o?
Are wa{, tne \mRna Sv$pnI qbr n=I. \mR to Aene khIAe jemaH rag riht AHdr potanI i5kazI cIj Ke tenI ¹iÚ Ane AalHbn hoy, jemaH Anakuz AanHdna vednvazI SvanuwvnI vItragI dxa hoy. Ahaha...¦ wedna pÙ=I riht ={ne potanI Awed Aek$p icNma5 vStu AHdr Ke tenI ¹iÚ krva=I \mRnuH Ý=m cr` AevuH sMyGdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aa isvay taruH b\uH j =o=aH Ke bapu¦ tne gme n gme, Aa wgvan Aa„anI wagvt‐Sv$p k=a Ke svR& vItrag jEn prme¬re \mRswamaH khelI Aa Aa„anI \mRk=a Ke. Ýwu¦ Aek var mn d{ne \Irj=I saHwz. tarI cIjmaH vtRman =vayoGy je inmRz \mRna pir`am =ay tena sa\ktmp`amyI taramaH kr`xi› Ke. Aoho...¦ \mRne sa\nara \mRna S=Hw Aeva vItragI sHto‐muinvro wgvan kevzIna AaDitya ={ne Aa vat jgtne Ôher kre Ke.
wa{, AamaH kaH{ AaDuH‐AvzuH krva Ôy to kaH{ ha= Aave Aem n=I. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na pir`am te wvto wav Ke. tena wvnna _Tk<Ú‐Aekma5 inbaR\‐sa\n$p Aa„amaH kr`xi› Ke. j¡Ao Aa sa\n¦
ÝÆ:- ha, Ae to inüy Aiwþ sa\n kæuH p` xaÏmaH iwþ sa\n‐sa|y p` kæuH Ke. _¿r:- wa{, TyaH Ae to baæ inim¿nuH &an kraƒuH Ke. ragnI mHdta$p ƒvhar rTn5y te sa\n
Ane inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p xuâ rTn5y te sa|y‐Aem kæuH Ke Ae to baæ ƒvharnuH &an kravva ma!e
;pota=I devamaH Aavto je wav tena _peyp`amyI (‐tene mezvvana yoGyp`amy, tene levana pa5p`amy) sHÝdanxi›.'
Aha¦ AacayR wgvane iwþ iwþ Ýkare xi›AonuH AdŸwut v Rn kyuÅ Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›no wHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Aa Aek &aykSvwavI icNma5 vStu Aa„a AnHt xi›Aono wHDar Ke. hve pote xuH cIj Ke AenI qbrey n mze, Ane Aene \mR ={ Ôy Aem kdI bne nih. AhÄ khe Ke‐temaH (‐Aa„amaH) Aek sHÝdan‐xi› Ke. kevI Ke Aa xi›? to khe Ke‐;pota=I devamaH Aavto je wav tena _peyp`amyI Aa sHÝdanxi› Ke.' xuH kI\uH? inj cEtNy vStuna Aa]ye Svwav sa\n vDe je sMyGdxRn Aaid inmRz wav =yo te ;pota=I devamaH Aavto' wav Ke, Ane tena _peyp`amyI sHÝdanxi› Ke, A=aRtŸ te wav pote j pa5 ={ne potane ma!e le Ke, raqe Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...? ko{ bIÔAe‐inim¿e ke xuwrage‐te wav dI\o Ke Aem nih, ne te wav k–aHy bIje gyo Ke Aem p` nih. potamaH _Tpþ =yelo wav pote potane dI\o, ne pote j pota ma!e te lI\o‐AavI Aa„anI sHÝdanxi› Ke.
l"mI denar te data, Ane lenar te supa5‐ANy datar Ane ANy pa5‐Aem vat Ke j nih¸ kemke AevI vStu nam Aa„a n=I. wa{, bIÒ cIj devI Ane levI te Aa„anI xi› n=I. AhÄ to khe Ke‐Aa„ano Aevo sHÝdan Svwav Ke ke je vDe inj Sv$pnI ¹iÚ =taH &annI vtRman je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te inmRz pyaRyno Aa„a pote data Ke, ne potanI pyaRyne lenaro pote j pa5 Ke‐bþe Aek smymaH Ke. sMyG&anno data Aa„a pote Ke, vItrag wgvan ke temnI va`I ke temnaH wi›‐ivny$p ÝvtRn te sMyG&anna data n=I. Aha¦ AaTma bIÔne kaH{ de AevI Aa„anI ko{ xi› j n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aa AlaEikk vat Ke, Aene laEikk sa=e ko{ mez n=I.
Ahaha...¦ \m±ne sMyG&annI pyaRy Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! ={ teno data ko`? tene lenaro pa5 ko`?
to khe Ke‐sMyG&anmy wgvan Aa„a Ke. temaH Aek sHÝdanxi› Ke. te ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 emaH ƒape Ke. te=I Sv‐Aa]ye je &annI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te pote data Ke, Ane te j smye levanI pa5ta p` te j pyaRymaH potanI Ke.
j¡Ao, 5`lokna na= ]I tI=Åkrdev KÍS= muindxamaH hoy ne Fre Aahar ma!e Aave to \m±nuH ñdy AHdr AanHd=I _KzI Ôy, Aho, saÙatŸ moÙnuH kLptÌ mare AaHg e fZyuH¦‐Aem tena romrom AanHd=I _LlsI Ôy Ke. te Apar wi›=I muinrajne Aahardan de Ke. p` bNnena AHtrmaH xuH Ke? Aem ke Aaharna rjk`no denar‐lenar Amaro wgvan &ayk n=I¸ Ane wgvan &aykmaH ko{ xi› n=I ke Aahardanna xuwwavne de Ane le. Ahaha...¦ AHdr &annI, Anakuz AanHdnI je inmRz pir`it Ýg! ={ Ke te j dannI datar Ke, ne te j dannI lenarI pa5 Ke. denar data p` te pyaRy Ane lenar pa5 p` te j pyaRy. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI AHt¹RiÚ¦
sU"m vat Ke Ýwu¦ \m±ne vtRman Ýg! =yelI sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&annI pyaRy, Anakuz AanHdnI ne xaHitnI pyaRy, sMykŸ vIyRnI pyaRy‐te inmRz pyaRy pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke, ne tene levana pa5p`amy p` te inmRz pyaRy Ke. Awed=I khetaH Aa„a pote potane potanI inmRz pyaRynuH dan Aape Ke, Ane pote j tene levana pa5p`amy Ke. Aavo potano sHÝdan Svwav Ke. Aek j smymaH data Ane pa5 bþe pote j Ke. Aha¦ \m± AHt¹RiÚ vDe ÝitÙ` potana SvwavmaH=I Ýaº inmRz pyaRynuH dan de Ke, ne pote j tena pa5my ={ne te le Ke. j¡Ao Aa dan¦ AanuH nam \mR Ke. bakI Aaharno denaro‐lenaro potane mane Ae to mU# Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke.
Aha¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy AnHtgu in\an Ýwu Aa„a Ke. ßyaH te ivØy ¹iÚmaH Aaƒo, Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdno na= pote Ke AenI ßyaH ¹iÚ ={ TyaH tena sMykŸ ]âan$p sMyGdxRn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy te pota=I devamaH Aavto wav Ke. xuH kI\uH? pote j potane sMyGdxRnno data Ke, ne pote j pa5p e teno lenaro Ke.
_¿r:- guÌ=I &an =tuH n=I, guÌ &anna data n=I‐Ae to sTy j Ke. AevI j vStuiS=it Ke. Aha¦ ]I guÌ Aavo vStuSvwav dexnakaze bhu Ýsþta=I ix*yne btave Ke to pa5 ix*y tene JIlIne _Tk! AHt:puruØa=R Ýg! krI AHt:inmG™‐Sv$p inmG™ ={ sa\kwavna AHkura Aeva smiktne ne AanHdne Ýg! krI le Ke. hve tene ivkLpkaze ]IguÌ Ýit bhuman Ane ivny‐wi› AHdr ñdymaH éKZya ivna rhetaH n=I. sa\kdxa j AavI hoy Ke. AHdr loko¿r AanHdnI dxa ={ tene bharmaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ýit ivny‐wi›yu› ÝvtRn hoy j Ke teno ƒvhar p` loko¿r hoy Ke.
ko{ AavI sa\kdxane Ô e nih, ne ;guÌ=I &an =tuH n=I, guÌ &anna data n=I'‐Aem ivcarI ]IguÌ Ýit _peÙa seve Ke te inüyawasI SvCKHdI Ke, AanHdne JIlvanI tenI pa5ta hj¡ ÔgI n=I. Aho¦ Aavo inüy‐ƒvharna sHi\pUvRkno ko{ AdŸwut loko¿r magR Ke. jene gu nI‐\mRnI ÝIit Ke tene gu van \m± Ýit Aadr, Ýmod ne ÝIitno wav =ya ivna rheto n=I. AHtbaRæ ivvekno Aavo marg Ke wa{¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
car ÝkarnuH dan indÈØwav=I devuH Ae xuwwav Ke. dan lenar pa5 ing/Å= idgHbr muinvr Aaid Ke. sMyG¹iÚne wi›wave AaharaidnuH dan devano wav Aave te xuw Ke. t=aip dan devano xuwwav =ay tevo Aa„amaH ko{ gu n=I. te to AvS=anuH ivprIt kayR Ke. tene xuH levuH‐devuH? gu nuH kayR to Aa Ke ke inmRz AvS=a Ýg!I te pote dI\I, ne pa5p e pote lI\I. hve AamaH ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat k–aH rhI? v/t kro, tpSya kro, wi›‐pUÔ kro‐Aem ATyare Ý$p`a cale Ke. tene khIAe KIAe ke Aena=I \mR kdI y nih =ay. Aevo xuwwav Aave qro, sa\kne y=asHwv Aave j Aave, p` te wav gu nI ivprIt AvS=a Ke. xuwwav leva‐devanI ceÚa
Aa smysarno xi›no Ai\kar cale Ke. ムAek, Ane tenI xi› Ae!le gu o Anek‐AnHt Ke. temaH=I AhÄ 47 xi›AonuH AacayR wgvane v Rn kyuÅ Ke. ATyare AhÄ Apadanxi›nI vat krvI Ke.
khe Ke‐;_Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wavno Apay =va=I hain nih pamta Aeva \/uvp`amyI Apadanxi› Ke.' Aha¦ _Tpad‐ƒy$p wavo Ae!le pyaRyo Ùi`k Ke, teno smye smye nax ={ Ôy Ke, KtaH wgvan Aa„a i5kazI cEtNyvStu \/uvp e rhe Ke, nax pamto n=I. \/uv Aa„Svwav to Aevo ne Aevo i5kaz !kI rhe Ke. Aa \/uv !kta wavmaH=I j nvuH nvuH kayR épje Ke. Aa rIte \/uvp e !kIne nvuH nvuH kayR krvanI Aa„anI Apadanxi› Ke. Aha¦ potanI AavI xi› Ô`I je ko{ Aek \/uvSvwavne AvlHbe Ke tene smye smye inmRz inmRz kayR =ay Ke.
Aa xi› b\amaH Ý\an Ke. pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe Aa xi›naH bhu vqa` kyaÅ Ke. \/uv Ane Ùi`k Aem be Ýkare _padan Ke. je i5kazI gu Ke te \/uv _padan Ke, _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wav te Ùi`k _padan Ke. icdŸivlasmaH AÚshÏIno Aa\ar AapI kæuH Ke: —ãƒno Ty› Svwav to pir`am($p) ƒitrek Svwav Ke Ane ATy› Svwav gu $p ANvy Svwav Ke. te gu to pUveR hta te j rhe Ke, pir`am ApUvR ApUvR =ay Ke. Aa ãƒnuH _padan Ke te pir`amne to tje Ke p` gu ne svR=a tjtuH n=I¸ te=I pir`am Ùi`k _padan Ke Ane gu xa¬t _padan Ke. vStu _padan=I isâ Ke.˜
vtRman je inmRz pyaRy Ke te _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wav Ke. te pyaRy _Tpþ ={ne bIje smye KU!I Ôy Ke te=I tene Ùi`k _padan khe Ke. sMyGdxRnnI Ýg!tI pyaRy te Ùi`k Ke, bIÔ smye bIÒ pyaRy =ay Ke te=I te Ùi`k _padanne Ty› Svwav khel Ke. Aa inmRz pyaRynI vat Ke, milnnI AhÄ vat n=I¸ kemke milnta gu nuH kayR n=I. milnta pyaRymaH Ke te heymaH Ôy Ke. milnta Ùi`k _padan n=I. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtonI AHtrmaH jvanI Ajb AlaEikk xElI Ke.
wa{, wgvan inmRzanHdno na= AHdr \/uv ivraje Ke TyaH smIpmaH Ô. smIpmaH jvanI pyaRy vtRman Ke te bIje smye KU!I Ôy Ke ma!e tene Ty› Svwav khI Ke. vtRman pir`am KU!Ine nva pir`am =ay Ke tene Ùi`k _padan khel Ke. \/uv _padan je Ke te KU!tuH n=I, bdltuH n=I, i5kaz Aek$p rhe Ke. bhar inim¿‐_padanna ivvad cale Ke ne¦ inim¿=I kayR =ay AenI AhÄ na paDe Ke.
saHwz wa{¦ _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt ko`? ke vtRman inmRz pyaRy. sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Aaid AnHt gu nI vtRman inmRz pyaRy te wav Ke. te wav _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt‐SpixRt Ke. Aa to mhamH5 Ke wa{¦ sMyG¹iÚ \m± Òvna vtRman inmRz pir`am, je _Tpad‐ƒy =ay Ke Aena=I AailHigt Ke. te pyaRyno bIÒ Ù e Apay nam nax =ay Ke. Aha¦ sMyGdxRn Aaid AnHt gu nI vtRman inmRz pyaRy Ke teno nax =va KtaH \/uvno‐\/uv Svwavno nax =to n=I. smiktIne Aa \/uvna AalHbne \/uvmaH=I nvI nvI inmRz pyaRy =ya kre Ke. Aam inim¿=I =ay, ne ƒvhar=I =ay‐Aem vat rhetI‐!ktI n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
;svR gu`aHx te sMykŸTv' Aem ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe kæuH Ke. mtlb ke ÒvmaH je!la gu sHQyaAe Ke te b\a AnHt gu nI inmRz pyaRyno sMyGdxRnmaH Aek AHx ƒ› =ay Ke. te sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _TpadƒyvazI Ke AnHt gu nI je ƒ› pyaRyo Ke te b\I pyaRyo _TpadƒyvazI hoy Ke. wa{, vItragnaH pe! qolIne sHtoAe vat krI Ke. khe Ke‐_Tpad‐ƒy=I SpixRt je wav Ke teno nax =ay Ke p` \/uv ãƒ‐gu` nax pamta n=I, kemke _Tpad‐ƒy=I AailHigt wavno nax =va KtaH je hain pamto n=I Aevo \/uvp`amyI Aek Aa„ano Apadan Svwav Ke, gu Ke. AnHt gu maH Aa Apadanxi›‐gu nuH $p Ke. je kar`=I &angu Ke te \/uv Ke. xi› \/uv _padan Ke, pyaRy Ùi`k _padan Ke. Apadanxi›na be wed Ke. je &angu \/uv i5kaz Ke te \/uv _padan Ke. temaH Apadanxi›na kar e te \/uv _padan kaym rhIne tenI vtRman Ýg! _Tpad‐ƒy=I SpixRt pyaRy =ay Ke te Ùi`k _padan Ke. Aho¦ Aa xi›nuH v Rn krIne AacayR Am<tcHãdeve smysar$pI mHidr _pr suv`Rkzx c#aƒo Ke. xBdo to sada Ke, teno vaCywav jevo Ke tevo smjvo Ôe{Ae.
_padan‐inim¿, inüy‐ƒvhar Ane ÊmbâpyaRy‐Aa paHc ivØyona sHbH\maH loko êDa étrIne smßya ivna ivro\ kre Ke. pyaRynI hain =va KtaH \/uvnI hain =tI n=I. vtRman pyaRy je _Tpþ ={ Ke te potana _padan=I ={ Ke, te inim¿=I ke ƒvhar=I _Tpþ ={ n=I. te _Tpþ =yelI pyaRyno nax =va KtaH \/uv _padan kaym rhe Ke, \/uv _padanno kdI p` nax =to n=I. tÀvnI iS=it AavI Ke wa{¦ vStu Ane vStunI pir`itnI AavI myaRda Ke.
jene tÀv&annI qbr n=I tene \mR kem =ay? tÀv&annI Ýaiº ma!e vStunI iS=it jem Ke tem Ô`vI Ôe{Ae, AenuH y=a=R &an kyaR ivna ¹iÚ inmRz =tI n=I. khe Ke‐vtRman &annI hain =va KtaH &an tÀv i5kaz \/uv rhe Ke, temaH hain =tI n=I. Aam \/uvnI‐xa¬t _padan je \/uv Ke tenI ¹iÚ rhetaH &annI inmRz pyaRy nvI nvI Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa &annI je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te, te te smyna Ùi`k _padan=I Ýg! =ay Ke &anavr` kmRno Awav =yo ma!e te Ýg! =ay Ke, va xaÏ w`vana ivkLp=I te Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. bIÒ cIj te kaze inim¿ ho, p` inim¿na kar e te kaze sMyG&annI pyaRy =ay Ke Aem Ke j nih. Aem to 11 AHg Ane nv pUvRnuH xaÏ&an =yuH, p` Aena=I xuH =yuH? kaH{ j nih. \/uvna AHtr‐AalHbn=I sMyG&an Ýg! =ay Ke Ane te Ùi`k _padan Ke. inim¿=I ne ƒvhar=I =ay AevI je maNyta Ke te kevz w/m Ke.
Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›no \/uvwHDar Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenI jene ¹iÚ ={, teno AHtrmaH jene SvIkar =yo te sMyG¹iÚ Ke. tene pyaRymaH Anakuz AanHdna vednnI dxa Ýg! ={ Ke. te AanHdnI dxa, khe Ke, Aek smy rhe Ke. te dxano Awav =va KtaH AanHd gu to \/uv kaym rhe Ke. Aha¦ te \/uvna AalHbne \/uvmaH=I nvI nvI Anakuz AanHdnI dxa ¹iÚvHt \m± smiktIne =ya kre Ke. Aavo marg wa{¦ Arere¦ loko Aekla \H\ana papmaH rokayela rhe Ke. covIse klak AekluH pap, pap ne papnuH kam¸ \mR to dUr, Aemne pu~ynaHy @eka`aH n=I, kemke tÀv]v` Ane tÀvicHtnnI Aemne fursd n=I. \H\anaH kam to ko` kre? AekluH papnuH kam (papna wav) kyaR kre. p` Aa to ijHdgI Ôy Ke wa{¦
vtRman pir`am Ty›$p wav Ke, \/uv ATy› Svwav Ke. \/uv kaym rhe Ke, Ùi`k _padan Ù e Ù e pl!e Ke. AhÄ inmRznI vat Ke. Ùi`k inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te potana _padan=I =ay Ke. Apadanxi›no bIÔe A=R _padanxi› Ke. pH. ]I dIpcHdÒAe pHcsHg/h namna puStkmaH tenuH F uH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. &andpR maH p` (panuH p6) v Rn kyuÅ Ke.
sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy moÙno magR Ke. te pyaRyna _Tpad‐ƒy SvtH5 potana kar`=I =ay Ke. \/uv _padan Ke to tena=I te pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I, kemke \/uv _padan to i5kaz Aek$p rhe Ke. pyaRymaH kevz&annI pU R ivkasnI dxa =ay to &annI \/uvtamaH, \/uv &anSvwavmaH kaH{ kmI =tI n=I, ne ingodnI pyaRymaH AÙrna AnHtma wage &anno ivkas Ke to \/uv &anSvwavmaH v\u puÚta =ay Ke Aemey n=I. \/uv to AkbH\ AevuH ne AevuH Aek$p i5kaz Ke.
Aha¦ xi› Ane xi›na ivxeØona Sv$pne Ô`I je e ヹiÚ krI, \/uvnuH AalHbn lI\uH te sMyG¹iÚ Ke, tenI pyaRy paKz h@Ine pDI Ôy Ane tene vCce im+yaTv AavI Ôy AevI ko{ vat Ke nih. jenI ¹iÚ \/uv _pr Ke, \/uvne potana |yannuH |yey bnaƒuH Ke tene Êmvt± inmRz pyaRyo =ya j kre Ke, tenI inmRz pyaRy KU!Ine tene im+yaTv AavI Ôy Aevo ko{ gu Ke j nih. wa{, tara Aa„amaH Apadanxi› AevI Ke ke temaH (Aa„amaH) AnHt AnHt pyaRyo ={ne nax pame KtaH tena \/uvnuH sam+yR to AevuH ne AevuH AÙy‐AnHt xa¬t rhe Ke, ne temaH=I pyaRyo inmRz inmRz =ya j kre Ke. Aoho¦ Aa cEtNyicHtami` Aeva \/uvno ko{ AicNTy Svwav Ke ke smye smye pirpU R &an, AanHd Aaid temaH=I nIkZya j kre, Ane KtaH AnHtkazey Ae to AkbH\ AevuH ne AevuH j ræa kre.
ko{ne =ay ke Aa Ame xrIrnI Anek iÊya krIAe, dya, dan Aaid pu~ynI Anek iÊya krIAe to AemaH=I \mR Aave ke nih?
to AhÄ khe Ke‐tara \mRnI \/uv qa` taro Aa„a j Ke. Aha¦ te \/uvnuH AalHbn le, temaH ¹iÚ kr, Ane tenuH j |yan \r, temaH=I j taro \mR Ýg! =xe. Aa isvay xrIrnI iÊya Ane pu~ynI iÊya to b\aH =o=aH Ke, Ae bharnI cIjmaH=I k–aHy=I taro \mR Aave Aem n=I.
hve Aek bIÒ vat: sMyGdxRn AaidnI inmRz pyaRy ALp ho, tenI hain (ƒy) =taH te pyaRy k–aH g{? to khe Ke‐jem jzna trHg jzmaH DUbe Ke, ne samaNy jzp e =ay Ke tem te ALp pyaRy \/uvmaH Ôy Ke, ne \/uvmaH jtaH te pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Ùaiykwav p` hain‐ƒy pamtaH \/uvmaH wzI Ôy Ke ne pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke. Aha¦ je inmRz pyaRy Êmvt± Ýg! =ay Ke te ƒy pamta \/uv samaNymaH Ôy Ke ne te pair`aimkwav$p ={ Ôy Ke.
Aha¦ pyaRy Êmvt± Ane gu o AÊmvt± Aeksa=e Ke. te bena smudayne Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ inmRz pyaRy levI. rag pyaRymaH Ke to ragvazo Aa„a Ke Aem n smjvuH.
to moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH xuâ‐Axuâ pyaRyono ipHD te Aa„a Aem kæuH Ke? ha, TyaH ApeÙa bIÒ Ke. pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke Aene je manto j n=I Aeva inüyawasIne smÔvva
ma!e Ae vat krI Ke. Aha¦ pyaRymaH je Axuâta Ke te AxuâtanI pyaRyno ƒy =yo to te k–aH g{? te pyaRy AHdr \/uvmaH g{, p` AHdr Axuâta g{ Ke Aem nih, AHdr to yoGyta g{ Ke, te pair`aimkwav$p ={ g{ Ke, wgvan \/uvmaH wzI wgvan$p ={ g{ Ke. prm pair`aimkwav i5kaz \/uv xuâ Ke temaH te pyaRy g{ Ke.
to Aap e krvanuH xuH? Aa j ke i5kazI Svwav je \/uv Ke temaH JUkI Ô. \/uvne |yanmaH l{ne \/uvne j |yannuH |yey bnav.
Aha?H rag=I iwþ potanI cIj AHdr Ke tenuH jene wan n=I, xi› te \/uv _padan Ane vtRtI pyaRy te Ùi`k _padan‐Ae bNnena Sva\In Sv$pnI jene qbr n=I te ragnI AektamaH ræo Ke¸ mr` !a`e te ragnI AektanI wÄsmaH wÄsa{ jxe. xuwwav=I \mR =ay Aem je mane Ke te m<Tyu smIp AavtaH ragnI AektanI wÄsmaH wÄsa{ jxe. AaqI ijHdgI je e potanI cEtNyvStune iwþ Ô`I‐AnuwvI nih teno deh mr` !a e, jem Fa`ImaH tl iplay tem, ipla{ne KU!I jxe, ne ko` Ô e k–aHy te car gitmaH rJzto caLyo jxe. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
j¡Ao, paHc paHDvo wavilHgI vItragI sHt hta. x5uHjy phaD pr teAo |yanmaH lIn hta. duyÈ\nna wa eje
pyaRy Ýg! kre Ke. sMyG&an Ane kevz&annI pyaRy Aa„ana &anSvwavna Aa\are j Ýg! =ay Ke. kevz&annI pyaRy ={ te tena pUvRna car &annI pyaRyna ƒyna Aa\are ={ Ke Aem ßyaH n=I TyaH hve ƒvhar Ane inim¿na Aa\are =ay Ae vat j k–aH rhe Ke? Aa loijk=I‐Nyay=I to vat Ke. 5` lokna na=no magR Nyay=I isâ Ke. ;Nyay' xBdmaH ;no'‐;nyŸ'‐dorI jvuH‐Ae!le ke jevI vStu Ke tene tevI Ô`va$pe &anne Sv$pmaH dorI jvuH‐l{ jvuH te Nyay Ke. Aohoho...¦ Aa to \NywaGy hoy tene vItragnI va`I saHwzva mze.
bhennaH ;vcnam<t' vaHcIne Aek mumuÙu wa{ bolI é@ela‐;Aa to jEnnI gIta Ke.' vat sacI Ke. jEnna Ae!le vItragtanaH ga`aH gay te gIta Ke. Aa„ana gu naH ga`aH te gIta Ke. Ahaha...¦ AnHt gu rTnakr Ýwu Aa„a Ke. tenaH Aa ga`aH Ke pyaRynaH ke ragnaH Aa ga`aH n=I. bIÔna Aa\are tuH potanI pyaRy =vanuH mane p` AevI vStuiS=it n=I. bIÔne Aa\ar mannaro potana AnHt gu ‐Svwavno Anadr kre Ke. ƒvharna risyane Aa AakruH lage, AekaHt jevuH lage, p` xuH =ay? AenuH ic¿ AekaNt‐g/h=I g/ist Ke.
smysarnI 83mI ga=amaH smuãnuH ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. diryamaH trHg é@e Ke te pvnna kar e nih¸ pyaRyno Aevo Svwav Ke ke trHg potana kar e pota=I é@e Ke, ne te trHg sma{ne diryamaH caLya Ôy Ke. tevI rIte \Ô frfre Ke te pvnna kar e nih, p` tenamaH iÊyavtI xi› pDI Ke tena kar e \ÔnuH frfrvap e pir`mn =ay Ke. Aavo pyaRyno Svwav Ke. Tyare ko{ wa{Ae ÝÆ krelo:
ÝÆ:- Aem ke pa`I _*` =ay Ke te AiG™=I =ay Ke Aem ÝTyÙ deqay Ke ne tme kem na paDo Ko?
_¿r:- pa`InI @HDI AvS=a bdlIne _*` AvS=a =ay Ae to pa`InI pyaRyno Svwav Ke. AiG™ inim¿ ho, p` AiG™ to prvStu Ke, AiG™na rjk`o pa`Ine ADta suâaH n=I.
AacayR ]I kuHdkuHddeve smysarnI ga=a 372maH kæuH Ke ke‐FDo ma!ImaH=I _Tpþ =ay Ke Aem Ame deqIAe KIAe, kuHwar=I FDo =ay Ke Aem Ame deqta n=I. FDanI pyaRynI ktaR ma!I Ke, ne ma!I j FDanuH kr` Ane Ai\kr` Ke. ma!InI FDa$p pyaRy kuHwar=I, dHD=I ke cÊ=I ={ Ke Aem Ke j nih, Aha¦ ãƒnI SvtH5ta to j¡Ao¦
Aa„amaH Aek Ýwutaxi› Ke. Ae i5kaz ÝwutamaH=I vtRman Ýwuta Aave Ke. Ý=m pyaRymaH pamrta htI te ƒy ={ne Ýwuta Ýg!I. te Ýwuta kaH{ pUvR pyaRyna ƒyna Aa\are Ýg!I Ke Aem n=I. i5kaz Ýwutana Aa\are Ýwuta Ýg!I Ke. Aa Ýwutaxi› ÝTyek gu maH ƒapk Ke. ÝTyek gu maH ÝwutanuH $p Ke. te kar`=I sMykŸTvaid inmRz pyaRyo gu nI Ýwutana Aa\are Ýg! =ay Ke. xi›vanna Aa]ye xi› Ke, to tenI pyaRy p` xi›vanna Aa]y‐Aa\ar ivna kem hoy? maHD Ýwu¦ Aavo Avsr mZyo Ke, to Svwav=I wrela wgvanna xr e Ô, teno Aa]y le tuH Nyal ={ j{x, tne xaHit ne Anakuz AanHdnI Ýaiº =xe. Aa isvay laq‐ÊoD _pay b\a im+ya Ke.
smysarnI bIÒ ga=amaH Aave Ke ke‐ ;jIvo cir¿dHs``a`i‚do...' Lyo, AamaH=I AacayRdeve ÒvTvxi› ka#I Ke. ragmaH iS=t hto, te inj &an, dxRn, cair5maH iS=t =yo te Òv Ke. te iS=t =vanI xi› Ai\kr` gu vDe Aa„anI j Ke. Aha¦ tene Aa„ano j Aa\ar Ke. Aa„anI Ai\kr`xi› AbH\Sv$p Ke, te shj pair`aimkwave Ke. tena Aa]y=I waƒman wav te _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiykwav$p Ke, Ane te Aa„ana Aa\are j Ýg! =ay Ke. Svwavne Aa\ar bnaƒa ivna, Aekla ƒvhar rTn5yna je pir`am Ke te bH\nnuH kar` Ke, ne tena Aa\are AbH\na kar`$p pir`am _Tpþ =ay Aem kdI bntuH n=I.
Aha¦ \m± puruØ Ô e Ke ke‐Amne Amara icdanHd wgvanno j Aa\ar Ke. mhelmaH ho ke jHglmaH, potano Aa„a j potano Aa\ar Ke Aem \maR„a Ô e Ke. j¡Ao, sItaÒ \maR„a htaH. ßyare lv Ane kux jeva crm‐xrIrI pu5o temnI kUHqe Aaƒa to temne sMmedixqr Aaid tI=ÈnI vHdnano wav ={ Aaƒo. brabr te j vqte lokoAe AavIne ramcHãÒne lokapvadnI vat khI. te=I ramcHãÒAe senapitne bolavI sItaÒne tI=ÈnI vHdna kravI, pKI isHhnad namna wyank vnmaH temne KoDI devanI Aa&a krI.
sItaÒAe bhu AanHd=I ne wi›=I tI=RvHdna krI, ne pKI ßyaH isHhnad vn AaƒuH TyaH r= éwo raqIne
wa{, rag Ane pyaRyne je potanuH Sv mane Ke te bihra„a Ke, kemke pyaRy te bihtRTv Ke, ne vStu Ke te AHt:tÀv Ke. Aek smynI pyaRy _pr jenI ¹iÚ Ke te bih¹iÚ bihra„a Ke, ne wgvan &aykno je e AHtrmaH SvIkar kyÈ te AHtra„a =yo. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐AanHd$p je Svna wvn$p wav Ke te j maruH Sv Ke ne huH teno SvamI KuH, Aa isvay bIj¡H kaH{ maruH Sv n=I, ne bIÔ ko{no huH SvamI n=I‐Aem tene hve in Ry =yo Ke. j¡Ao Aa sHbH\xi›¦ pr=I sHbH\ hovanuH inØe\Ine Aa sHbH\xi› SvmaH Aekta S=aipt kre Ke.
p` Are¦ A&anInI ¹iÚ bhar pr Ane pyaRy pr hoy Ke. inymsarna xuâwav Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ke‐Òvaid sat tÀv bihtRTv Ke. TyaH Òvaid Ae!le ÒvnI pyaRy smjvI. Òvaid bihtRTv hey Ke Ane potano Aa„a je Aek &aykwavma5 Ke te _padey Ke. inmRz pyaRyne p` TyaH bihtRTv khevamaH Aavel Ke. sHvr, injRra Aaid pyaRy Ke tene TyaH bihtRTv khI Ke, hey khI Ke. TyaH Ýyojnvx nve tÀvnI b\I pyaRyne hey khI Ke, ne Aek AHt:tÀv Svãƒne j Aa]y krvayoGy _padey kæuH Ke. hve Aa saHwzvay n mze tene ke id' tenuH &an =ay, ne k–are te AHtrmaH _tre? Aa smßya ivna taruH b\uH =o=aH Ke wa{. Aa dya, dan, v/t [Tyaidna ivkLp b\uH =o=aH Ke wgvan¦
TyaH khe Ke‐dya, dan [Tyaid je ivkLp Ke te to hey Ke, p` ヹiÚ krtaH je sHvr injRranI inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ tey hey Ke. sHvr Ae!le cair5. wgvan AanHdSv$pmaH rm`ta krtaH je cair5nI pyaRy Ýg! ={ te cair5 dxa hey Ke, kemke pyaRyna lÙe rag _Tpþ =ay Ke. pyaRynuH lÙ KoDavI Aek &ayknuH j lÙ kravvanuH Ýyojn Ke te=I TyaH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI dxane hey khI Ke, prムkhI Ke. ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒne tÀv¹iÚ htI. tem e Aek var kheluH‐;Are, Aa nad ko` saHwzxe? ko` ha paDxe? prma„ano Aa nad Ke.
lokoAe bharnuH b\uH maNyuH Ke. v/t kre, ne tpSya kre p` Ae sHsarna naxno _pay n=I. AHdr Svwavma5 kar`prma„a Ke, p` je tenI ÝtIit ne &an kre tene ne? i5kazI &ayk Svwav te potanuH Sv Ke, p` je teno Aa]y krIne Ô e tene te Sv Ke. SvnuH wan =ay, sMyGdxRn‐&an =ay Tyare te Sv‐wav Ke Aem khevay.
Are¦ Aa lokmaH potanuH xuH Ke ne konI sa=e potane prma=R sHbH\ Ke tena wan ivna, prne j potanuH manIne Òv sHsarmaH AnHt kaz=I rqDI mre Ke. te prne potanuH krva inrHtr _>mxIl rhe Ke, p` prムkdIy potanuH ={ xktuH n=I, te=I mohmuG\ Aevo te du:qI j du:qI =ay Ke.
Aha¦ Ôe prne pr$pe Ô e ne Svne Sv‐$pe Ô e to AvXy te potana Sv$pnI‐Svwavma5 vStunI‐Aekag/ta=I suqI j =ay.
i5kazI Aek &aykSvwav Ýwu Aa„a te Sv, Ane tena wavnuH wvn‐jemaH Aa Sv Ke Aem wan =yuH te Sv‐wav Ke. Aa rIte cEtNyãƒ, tena gu Ane tenI xuâ pir`it Ýg! ={ te potanuH Sv, Ane tenI sa=e \m±
47‐sHbH\xi› : 213 puruØne SvaimTvno sHbH\ Ke. bakI pu~y ke ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp te Sv Ane \m± tena SvamI‐Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih. Ýwu¦ tara SvwavmaH je iS=r hoy te taruH Sv Ke, ne tenuH pir`mn =ay te taruH Sv‐kayR Ke. Aam ãƒ‐gu ne pyaRy Ae 5 e taruH Sv Ane tenI sa=e tare SvamIp`ano sHbH\ Ke. Aa isvay pr ke rag sa=e tare Sv‐SvamIp`ano sHbH\ n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ potano Aek &aykwav AnHt xi›=I wrpur wyÈ Ke. Aeno ßyaH Anuwv =yo to tena pir`mnmaH p` Sv‐wav‐Svna wvn$p Sv‐wav Aaƒo, Ane sHbH\ xi› ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5`emaH ƒapI¸ ãƒ‐gu maH to htI, ne wan =yuH TyaH pyaRymaH xi›no AHx Ýg! =yo. to \m± potana ãƒ‐gu ne tena Aa]ye Ýg! xuâ pir`it‐Ae isvay potane Sv‐SvamI sHbH\ hovanuH k–aHy SvIkarto n=I. Aha¦ idgHbr sHto isvay vStunuH AavuH Sv$p ko` btave? idgHbr sHtoAe Akar` kÌ`a krIne sar tÀv jgt smÙ mUk–uH Ke. teAo wgvan kevzIno varso mUkI gya Ke. p` Are¦ varso (varsdar) ræa nih¦ ko{ne =ay ke AmaruH b\uH qo!uH? ha, qo!uH Ke rag ne pr sa=eno taro svR sHbH\ qo!o Ke.
Are Ýwu¦ vStunuH Sv$p AavuH Ke. potanaH ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ Ke, ne xi›na \rnar ãƒno ßyaH pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo TyaH Sv‐SvaimTvmy sHbH\xi›nuH pir`mn p` =yuH. to ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 e Sv‐wav Ke, ne te Sv‐wavno SvamI pote Aa„a Ke Aem inüy =yo. j¡Ao Aa inüy¦ Aha¦ \m±ne Aa inüy =yo Ke ke huH mara &an‐AanHd vgere AnHt gu ono SvamI KuH, ne te j mara Sv‐wavo Ke. maruH Sv$p AevuH n=I ke huH prno ne ivkarno SvamI =aë. prno SvamI prムne ivkarno SvamI ivkar hoy¸ maro xuâwav ivkarno SvamI kem hoy? mara Aek &aykwav sa=e je e AekTv kyuÅ Ke Aevo je xuâ rTn5yno wav te j maruH Sv Ke, ne teno j huH SvamI KuH. ragaid to mara=I KU!a pDI Ôy Ke, ma!e te maruH Sv n=I, huH teno SvamI n=I. huH to Sv‐wavma5no j SvamI KuH.
ÝÆ:- to Aa ÏIno SvamI, l"mIno SvamI, ÝÔno SvamI vgere lokmaH khe Ke te xuH jU@uH Ke?
_¿r:- ha, ÏIno SvamI, l"mIno SvamI, ÝÔno SvamI [Tyaid lokmaH je khevay Ke te prma=R n=I. qreqr Aa„a ÏI, l"mI ke ÝÔ vgereno SvamI n=I, kemke Ae p<=kŸ vStuAo tenuH Sv n=I. Aa xrIrno Aa„a SvamI n=I, ne ragaidnoy SvamI n=I¸ Aa„a to &an‐dxRn‐AanHd$p Sv‐wavono j SvamI Ke, ne te j Aa„ana ;Sv' Ke. ;Sv' to tene khIAe je sday sa=e rhe, kdIy pota=I j¡duH n pDe. xrIr j¡duH pDe Ke, rag j¡do pDI Ôy Ke, p` &an‐dxRn‐AanHd j¡da pDta n=I, ma!e tenI sa=e j Aa„ane Sv‐SvamIp`uH Ke, ragaid sa=e nih. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aaƒa'ta Tyare 5` j`a ne ÔxuH AekaAek,Ae mataÒ qbruH pUKxe, Tyare xo xo _¿r d{x¸l"m` Ôgne hoÒ, tuH bol de AekvarÒ...
j¡Ao, smiktI ramne Aavo ivkLp Aaƒo Ke, p` te sIta, l"m`na ke tTsHbH\I ivkLpnay te kaze SvamI n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{...? smiktInI pir`it j AavI ivic5 A!p!I hoy Ke. wjnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
—rmit Anek surin sHg pE, its pirnit tEH int h!ah!I¸icNmUrt £gŸ\arIkI moih rIit lgit hE A!ap!I.˜
l"m` mUiCKRt ={ pD–a Ke, Tyare ko{Ae kæuH ke Aek ivxLya namnI kuHvarI kNya Ke. te wrtna raßymaH rhe Ke. tene tTkal AhÄ bolavo. tena SnannuH jz KaH!va=I l"m`nI mUCKaR _trI jxe. ne bNyuH p` Aem. te Ýma e krtaH l"m`Òna xrIrmaH=I xi› calI g{, ne l"m`Ò Ôg<t =ya. AhÄ khe Ke‐xLy riht ivxLya AevI
na, dU\maH jem \ozp wrelI Ke, va sakrmaH jem gzp` wreluH Ke tem wgvan Aa„a inj xi›Ao=I wrpur wrelo Ke. Ahaha...¦ cEtNymUitR Ýwu Aa„a AnHtxi›my j Ke. dU\ne vas` Ae to be p<=kŸ cIj Ke, AevuH AamaH n=I. Aa„a Ane xi›Ao Awed Aek$p Ke Aa„a xi›my j Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐Aam AnHt xi›Ao‐gu o=I sarI pe@e wrpur wrelo hova KtaH ;y: wav: &anmaZmytaH n jhait' je wav &anma5myp`ane KoDto n=I, ;tdŸ' AevuH te, ;OvH kÊm-AkÊm-ivvitR-ivvtR-icZmŸ' pUvÈ› Ýkare Êm$pe Ane AÊm$pe vtRta ivvtR=I (‐$paHtr=I, pir`mn=I) Anek ÝkarnuH, ;ãVypyRymymŸ' ãƒpyaRymy ;icdŸ cEtNy (A=aRtŸ Aevo te cEtNywav‐Aa„a) ;[d' Aa lokmaH ;vStu AiSt' vStu Ke.
Ahaha...¦ ÔeyuH? AnHt gu o=I wrelo hova KtaH je wav &anma5p`ane KoDto n=I A=aRtŸ jena AÊme vtRta gu o ne Ême vtRtI pyaRyomaH &an ƒapk Ke Aevo cEtNywav vStu Aa„a Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ AÊme vtRta gu o Ane Ême vtRtI pyaRyo te Aa„a khIne Ýma`&an kI\uH Ke. Aha¦ ÝTyek gu ‐pyaRymaH &an ƒapk Ke te=I j Aene &anma5 Aa„a kæo Ke. AhÄ AÊme vtRta gu`o ne Ême vtRtI pyaRyo‐Ae$p &anma5 vStu Aa„ムlI\uH Ke kemke AnHt gu maH‐ÝTyekmaH Ýitsmy $paHtr‐pir`mn =vuH te Aeno Svwav Ke. Aam AÊme vtRta gu o ne Ême vtRtI‐$paHtr =tI pyaRyo‐Aem ãƒpyaRymy cEtNywav te Aa„a Ke Ane te lokmaH vStu Ke. be‐ãƒ‐pyaRy be ={ne Aek vStu Ke, be iwþ‐iwþ cIj n=I, be ={ne be vStu n=I.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? to khe Ke‐AnHt xi›Ao=I wrpur wrel &anma5 vStu Aa„a Ko. Ahaha...¦ taro Aa„a kaH{ ivkar ke kmÈ=I wrelo n=I, Aena=I to iwþ xuâ cEtNyvStu tuH Aa„a Ko. Ahaha...¦ ivkar=I ne pr=I j¡do Aevo Aa cEtNy wgvan, khe Ke, &anma5myp`ane kdI KoDto n=I. Aha¦ \umaDa=I iwþ AevI AiG™ jem _*`tane kdI KoDtI n=I, tem pr=I ne ivkar=I iwþ xuâ cEtNyvStu potana &anmyp`ane kdI KoDtI n=I. ma!e he wa{, &anwav vDe tarI Aa„vStune lÙmaH l{ne teno Anuwv kr. j¡Ao, Aa \mRnI rIt¦
Ahaha...¦ AHtmuRq ={ne &anwav vDe je e inj cEtNy vStuno Anuwv kyÈ te &anI‐\m± Ke, te &anwavmyp e. j sday vteR Ke, te &anwavne kdI KoDto n=I. Aha¦ Aavo sa\k \m± puruØ Aem Ô e Ke ke‐maro Aa„a shj j ÊmpyaRy$p ne AÊmgu $p Svwavvazo Ke. AnHt gu Aek sa=e AÊmp e vStumaH itrKa‐ityRkŸÝcy$p rhela Ke, ne pyaRyo inyt Êmp`e Êmvt±‐_|vRÝcy$p =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ mara AÊmvt± gu omaH ne Êmvt± pyaRyomaH huH sday &anma5wavp e j vtuÅ KuH. Aava in RymaH &anIne &ataSvwavna AalHbnno puruØa=R vteR Ke ikHictŸ rag Ke tene te &anwav=I bhar pr&eyp e j Ô e Ke bs. Lyo, Aam &anma5wavp e j pir`mto pir`mto sa\k sa|y Aeva isâpd Ýit haLyo Ôy Ke. AavI vat¦ smÔ uH kaH{...?
;SyaäadnI ATyHt xuiâne Ô`Ine' Ae!le xuH? ke je Ýkare vStu inTy Ke te Ýkare tene inTy Ô`Ine, t=a je Ýkare vStu AinTy Ke te Ýkare tene AinTy Ô`Ine, tevI j rIte vStu je Ýkare Aek Ke te Ýkare Aek Ô`Ine t=a je Ýkare Anek Ke te Ýkare Anek Ô`Ine ‐Aa Ýma e vStu inTy‐AinTy, Aek‐Anek, stŸ‐AstŸ, ttŸ‐AttŸ [Tyaid Ýkare jem Ke tem ApeÙa=I y=a=R Ô`vI te SyaäadnI ATyHt xuiâ Ke‐tene Ô`Ine Ahaha...¦ ãƒpyaRySv$p vStu Aa„a Ke tene y=a=R Ô`Ine, ijnnIitne A=aRtŸ wgvan ijne¬rdevna magRne nih _LlHFta =ka... , j¡Ao, sTpuruØo‐sHto‐wgvanna magRne AozHgta n=I. Ahaha...¦ Aam wgvanna magRne nih AozHgta =ka, sTpuruØo &anSv$p =ay Ke A=aRtŸ pU R &anSv$pne‐kevz&anne pame Ke.
j¡Ao Aa ijnnIit¦ Ahaha...¦ jevuH vStuSv$p Ke tevuH Ô`vuH, jevI vStu Ke tevI tenI ]âa krvI, Ane SvsNmuq ={ne vStu‐Aa„ãƒmaH j rm`ta krvI te ijnnIit nam ijnmagR Ke. sHto Aava magRne nih AozHgta =ka, magRne j Anusrta =ka, kevz&andxane pame Ke. Lyo, Aa isvay bIÔnuH kaH{ wluH‐buruH krvuH AevI Aa„anI xi› n=I.
;Aa„vStune &anma5p uH hova KtaH p` tene _pay‐_peywav (_pay‐_peyp uH) Ke j¸ kar` ke te Aek hova KtaH pote sa\k $pe Ane isâ $pe Aem bNne $pe pir`me Ke. temaH je sa\k $p Ke te _pay Ke Ane je isâ $p Ke te _pey Ke.
j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? ke wgvan Aa„a i5kaz Aek &aykSv$p, &anno ipHD Ý&a b/ïSv$p Ýwu Ke. Ahaha...¦ &anma5 vStu Aa„a i5kaz Ke, KtaH tenI pyaRymaH _pay‐_peywav Ke j. Ahaha...¦ vStup e Aa„a inTy &anma5 hova KtaH AenI pyaRymaH sa\kp uH‐moÙmagR Ane isâp uH A=aRtŸ moÙ‐Aeva be wav Ke j¸ kemke ãƒ$p=I Aek hova KtaH pyaRy$p=I pote sa\k$pe Ane isâ$pe Aem bNne $pe Êm=I pir`me Ke. AemaH je sa\k$p pir`mn Ke te _pay Ke Ane isâ$p pir`mn te _pey Ke A=aRtŸ Ýaº krva yoGy moÙ te _pey Ke, Ane jena vDe Ýaº kray te moÙmagR _pay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
j¡Ao, sa\kp uH Ane isâp uH Ae be Aa„ana pir`am Ke, pyaRy Ke. &anSvwavnI ¹iÚ Ane rm`ta =ye je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p xuâ rTn5ynI vItragI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te sa\k dxa Ke, te sa\kdxa$pe pote j pir`me Ke. Ane kevz&an ={ne isâ$p je dxa =ay Ke te $pe p` pote j pir`me Ke. AemaH bharnaH sa\nonI Aene grj‐ApeÙa n=I. bharmaH ƒvhar saro su\are to sa\k dxa Ýg! =ay Aem n=I. Ôeke moÙmag±ne bharmaH ƒvhar saro‐y=a=R j hoy Ke, p` Aena=I AHtrnI sa\kdxa Ýg! =ay Ke Aem n=I. wa{, dya, dan, v/t, wi› [Tyaid b\uH Ke Ae to ragnI v<i¿nuH _T=an Ke, Ae ragnI v<i¿na share AHdr Aa„anI inmRz vItragI sa\kdxa =ay Aem 5`kazmaH Ke nih.
Arere¦ xuH =ay? Anaidkaz=I potanI cEtNyvStunI mh¿a j Aene wasI n=I, Ane te=I inj Svwavne wUlI dya, dan, v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid krtaH krtaH mne sa\kp uH‐sMyGdxRnaid =xe AevI (im+ya) maNyta vDe te A&anI Òv !eva{ gyo Ke, ne Fera{ gyo Ke. Aha¦ AHdr siCcdanHdSv$p‐stŸ nam xa¬t, icdŸ nam, &an, Ane AanHdSv$p‐pote i5kaz hova KtaH tene wUlIne huH mnu*y KuH, huH pu~yvazo KuH, huH ragI KuH ne ALp& KuH AevI je pyaRybuiâ Ke te w/m‐im+yaTvdxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHdr AanHdno smuã pote hova KtaH maro AanHd ivØyomaH=I Aave Ke Aem maNyuH Ke te im+yaTv Ke, im+yaTv Ae!le dI\Rkaz pyÅt car gitmaH rJzavnaruH sHsarnuH bIj Ke.
Aha¦ Aa im+yaTvno‐w/aHitno nax krvano _pay xuâ cEtNynaH ¹iÚ‐&an Ane rm`ta Ke Aena=I A&anno nax ={ne sa\kdxa Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane te sa\kdxa$p _pay=I _pey AevI moÙdxanI Ýaiº =ay Ke. potamaH ApU R xuâdxanuH =vuH te sa\kwav Ke, ne pU R xuâdxa te sa|y‐moÙ Ke. i5kazI xuâ ムKe Ae to Aa]yno‐AalHbnno ivØy Ke, Ae moÙmagR ke moÙ n=I, p` Aena Aa]ye moÙmagR Ane moÙnI pyaRyo Ýg! =ay Ke.
moÙmagR=I moÙdxanI Ýaiº =ay Aem bolay qruH, prHtu Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. qreqr moÙnuH kar` to kmR‐nokmR=I iwþ Aevo moÙSv$p inj Aa„a Ke, kemke teno pU R Aa]y =ye moÙ Ýg! =ay Ke. ivxeØ ivcartaH moÙnI dxa je Ýg! =ay te j moÙnuH kar` Ke, Ane te j moÙ$p kayR Ke.
jem naizyerno gozo, _prnaH KalaH, AHdrnI kaclI Ane goza _prnI ratD=I iwþ Ke, tem wgvan Aa„a KalaH sman xrIr, kmRna rjk`$p kaclI, Ane pu~y‐papna wav$p ratD=I iwþ Ke, Ane potanI AnHt xi›Ao=I Aiwþ Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI potanI cIj Ke tenI sNmuq ={ AHtr‐Aekag/ =va=I sa\kdxa$p inmRz rTn5ynI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te _pay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AanHdkHd Ýwu pote Ke Aena sNmuqnI ¹iÚ‐&an Ane rm`ta te sa\kdxanuH pir`mn Ke, Ane te _pay Ke, Ane Aa„anI pU R inmRz dxanI Ýaiº =vI te moÙdxa‐_pey Ke. Aa moÙmagRnI dxa Ane moÙdxa‐bNne $pe Aa„a j pote pir`me Ke, rag ke inim¿ne l{ne te dxa =ay Ke Aem Ke nih.
Are, lokone Aano AWyas nih ne Aaqo id' bayDI‐KokraHnuH krvamaH ne pEsa rzvamaH guHca{ rhe, p` wa{, konI bayDI, ne konaH KokraH? tTsHbH\I ragey tarI cIj n=I pKI bayDI‐KokraH taraH k–aH=I AaƒaH? Ae b\I to ATyHt iwþ cIj bapu¦ AemaH tuH slva{ pD–o Ko te taruH mhan Aiht Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐Ýwu¦ saHwz. taruH iht krnaroy tuH, ihtno _paye tuH Ane iht$p pU R dxay tuH Ko. Ahaha...¦ AHdr &an ne AanHdnI l"mI$p wgvan Ýwu tuH Ko, pKI tare bIÒ cIj=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? ma!e TyaH=I qsI Aek var AHtmuRq =a, tne &an ne AanHdnI ApUvR dxa Ýg! =xe. Aa _pay Ke, Ane te Ý=m co=e gu S=ane Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa isvay b\uH =o=aH Ke.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„amaH Aek Awav gu Ke. ragna‐ivwavna Awav Svwave inmRz pir`me Aevo wgvan¦ taro Aa Awav Svwav Ke. i5kazI xuâ &ayk ãƒno Aa]y kre tene xi›nuH pir`mn Ýg! =ay Ke. Aa _pay Ke. AamaH prnI ApeÙa‐grj raqvI pDe Aevo Aa„a paHgzo n=I. ma!e he wa{¦ prnI ApeÙa KoDI SvsNmuq =a, Sv‐Aa]y kr. Sv‐Aa]ye j sa\kdxa, ne Sv‐Aa]ye j isâdxa Ýg! =ay Ke.
jem tav detaH sonanI 12, 13, 14 vla xuâta =ay te ApU R xuâ dxa Ke, Ane prm ÝkØR$p 16vla =ay te tenI pU R xuâ dxa Ke, tem Sv‐Aa]ye pir`t Aa„a ALp‐ApU R xuâ pir`me te sa\k dxa Ke, pU R xuâ pir`me te sa|y dxa Ke. sa|ydxa Ke te prm moÙdxa, isâdxa Ke¸ ne sa\kdxa te moÙmagR Ke. tene sHvr‐injRra kho, sa\kwav kho, ke _pay kho‐b\uH Aek j Ke. sa\k‐sa|ydxa bNne Sv‐Aa]ymaH j smay Ke. Sv‐Aa]y isvay bakI b\uH =o=aH j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Arere¦ sHsarmaH wmtaH‐wmtaH AnHtkazmaH Ae AnHt var nG™ idgHbr sa\u =yo, nG™ ræo, jHglmaH vas kyÈ, maEn ræo ne v/t‐simit paZyaH, p` Sv‐Aa]y kyÈ nih to AemaH Ae e xuH kyuÅ? Sv‐Aa]ye Aa„&an kyaR ivna b\uH j =o=aH Ke bapu¦ Ae!le to kæuH Ke ke‐
buiâ vgrno bavo =yo ne wvsagrmaH bUDI myÈ.
Aha¦ ragna ivkLp=I KU!I potano iv&anFnSvwavI Aa„a Ke temaH lInta krvI te sa\udxa Ke, ne te j _pay Ke. Aa isvay to b\uH lokrHjn Ke, magR n=I.
]ImdŸna Aek p5maH Aave Ke ke‐jgtne $DuH deqaDva Ane jgt=I raÒ =vano Ae e ÝyTn kyÈ Ke, prHtu potanuH $DuH kem =ay Ae ÝyTn Ae e kdIy kyÈ n=I. loko saro khe ne ÝxHsa kre to huH mo!o, ne to huH smajmaH kH{k Ai\k. p` bapu¦ AemaH xuH Ke? Ae to b\uH \Uz Ke. Aha¦ bIÔ=I maramaH Ai\kta‐ivxeØta Ke Ae maNyta j mU#p uH Ke. loko AiwnHdnnuH pUHKDuH Aape toy AemaH xuH Ke? AemaH mG™ =vuH‐fUla{ jvuH Ae to sace j pUHKDuH nam #ornI dxa Ke.
AhÄ to pote j Ýwu Ke. te pote potana SvwavnI ¹iÚ krI potane AiwnHdn kre te AiwnHdn Ke. duinya Ô e n Ô e, pote potana AtIiNãy AanHdSv$pne Anuwve te AiwnHdn. ko{ n Ô e te=I xuH? Aaj su\I AnHta isâ =ya¸ ATyare temnaH nam suâaH ko{ n Ô e te=I xuH? inÔnHdrslIn teAo to sday pota=I AiwnHidt Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
j¡Ao, xuH khe Ke? xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„anI ¹iÚ Ane tenaH &an Ane rm`ta =yaH Ke te \m± Òvne potanI wUimkane yoGy ƒvhar dxRn‐&an‐cair5 inym=I hoy Ke. ƒvhar sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra Ae!le xuH? ke ƒvhar sMykŸTvaid$p xuwragnI mHdtana ÝkØRnI prHpra (Êm Ývah) \m±ne AvXy hoy Ke. saca vItragI dev‐xaÏ‐guÌnI ]âano xuwrag, ne nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âano ivkLp te ƒvhar sMyGdxRn Ke, stŸxaÏonuH‐]utnuH ivkLpa„k y=a=R Ô`p uH te ƒvhar‐sMyG&an Ke, t=a AihHsaid paHcmhav/tno ivkLp te ƒvhar cair5 Ke. Ahaha...¦ \m±ne jem jem Svãƒno Aa]y v\to Ôy Ke tem tem te!la Ýma`maH ƒvhar sMykŸTvaidna ragnI mHdtano ÝkØR =ay Ke, A=aRtŸ tene rag F!to Ôy Ke, ne vItragI dxa v\tI Ôy Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aek baj¡ inivRkLp ¹iÚ, &an ne rm`ta Ke, ne Aek baj¡ ƒvharcair5 Aaidna ivkLp Ke. \m±ne bNne sa=e shcrp e Ke. xaÏmaH ƒvharna ragne shcr kæo Ke te=I ke!lak loko AemaH go!a vaze Ke. Aa ƒvhar hoy Ke ne? ma!e Aena=I inüy pmaxe Aem teAo go!a vaze Ke. prHtu wa{, ƒvhar Ke Aena=I inüy pmay Ke Aem Ke nih. F`a vØR phelaH ko{Ae ÝÆ krelo.
ÝÆ:- ƒvhar=I inüy =ay ke nih? Tyare kheluH‐
_¿r:- Aena=I n =ay, ƒvhar=I inüy n =ay.
ÝÆ:- p` xaÏmaH Aena=I =ay Aem kæuH Ke ne? to kæuH‐
_¿r:- na, Aem n=I kæuH prHtu te te wUimkamaH \m±ne te (‐ƒvhar) hoy Ke tenuH TyaH &an kraƒuH Ke. wa{, xaÏmaH _pcar=I k=n kæuH hoy tene Aa _pcar Ke Aem y=a=R rIte smjvuH Ôe{Ae. ATyare to Ô e ƒvhar sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae j \mR Ke Aem loko manI‐mnavI ræa Ke¸ p` Ae to im+yawav Ke. AenuH fz bhu AakruH Aavxe wa{¦
Ke. wa{, je te dxanI je iS=it Ke tene y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.
ÝÆ:- to ;&anikÊyaWyamŸ moÙ:' Aem xaÏmaH kæuH Ke ne?
_¿r:- ha, kæuH Ke p` kyuH &an? Ane kyI iÊya? AekluH pravlHbI xaÏnuH &an, ne ragnI iÊya‐te moÙnuH kar` Ke va tena vDe moÙ =ay Ke Aem n=I. Ae to Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg!eluH Sv$pnuH &an, SvsHvedn &an te &an Ke, ne Sv$pmaH rm`ta‐lInta te iÊya Ke, Ane AavaH &an‐iÊya vDe moÙ =ay Ke Aem TyaH vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
puruØa=RisâyupaymaH AacayR Am<tcHãdeve kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„anuH inivRkLp sMyGdxRn, SvsHvedn &an, Ane SvmaH lInta‐te moÙnuH kar` Ke¸ ßyare nvtÀvnI wed$p ]âa‐te$p ƒvhar sMyGdxRn, xaÏnuH &an‐te$p ƒvhar&an, t=a pHc mhav/tna ivkLp‐te$p ƒvharcair5‐Ae b\o Apra\ Ke. Are¦ je wave tI=Åkr go5 bH\ay te xuwwav p` Apra\ Ke. hve je wav Apra\ Ke te moÙne kem sa\e‐Aara\e? n sa\e. Aa wa{, Aa to vItragno magR bapu¦ marg to vItrag‐wav$p j Ke.
khe Ke‐ƒvharrTn5yna pakna ÝkØRnI prHpra vDe AnuÊme Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krvamaH AavtaH Aa Aa„a, AHtmRG™ je inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5$p wedo te‐p`a vDe pote sa\k$pe pir`me Ke. Ahaha...¦ ƒvharna ivkLpne KoDIne pote icdanHdFn Aeva SvSv$pmaH Aaroh` kre Ke, lIn =ay Ke to, jem DuHgrmaH=I Jr uH Jre tem SvSv$pnaH ]âa‐&an‐rm`tapUvRk AHdr Anakuz AanHdnuH Jr uH Jre Ke, AHdr xaHitnaH vhe vhe Ke. Lyo, Aane wgvan moÙmagR khe Ke.
smysar, ga=a 12maH kæuH Ke ke‐Sv‐Aa]ye SvSv$pnuH &an, Aa„&an =yuH Ke, p` dxamaH pU R xuâta, pU R &an‐kevz&an Ýg!–uH n=I ne nIclI dxa Ke Aeva Òvne Axuâtano ivkLp hoy Ke, tene te Ô e j Ke. Aha¦ je ivkLp hoy Ke tene Ô`vo te ƒvhar ny Ke, Ane AenuH nam ƒvharno _pdex Ke. p` Are¦ xuH =ay? ƒvharna‐ragna pÙ AaDe Ae e AnHtkazmaH Aa vat lÙmaH lI\I j n=I.
Aha¦ AHtrmaH potana wgvanna we!a =ya Ke, Sv$pnaH ]âa‐&an ne rm`ta Ýg! =yaH Ke, Ýcur AtIiNãy AanHdna JUle JUle Ke Aeva, isHhnI jem AekakI jHglmaH rheta ÝcHD puruØa=Rne \rnara mha muinrajne, khe Ke, pU Rdxa Ýg! ={ n=I to vCce shcrp`e ƒvhar dxRn‐&an ne mhav/tna ivkLp hoy Ke, AenuH te &an kre Ke, Ane Aene KoDI Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krta =ka inüy iS=rtane Ýaº =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ AanHdno‐inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu AHdr Ke AemaH ßyare Aaroh` =yuH Tyare Ae e Aa„anI Ô5a krI. Aa Ô5a te Ô5a Ke, bakI xe5uHÔe ne sMmedixqrÒ Ôy Ae to b\o xuwwav Ke, Ae sacI Ô5a nih, Aene _pcar ma5 Ô5a khevay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aha¦ sa\kne bharmaH ƒvhar hoy Ke, Ae ƒvhar=I qsIne ßyare Sv$pmaH Aaroh` kre Ke Tyare te inüyne Ýaº =ay Ke. te jem jem ƒvharno Awav krto Ôy Ke tem tem inüymaH (‐Sv$pmaH) @rto Ôy Ke prHtu Aem n=I ke ƒvhar=I inüy Ýaº =ay Ke. Aho¦ inj prma„Sv$pmaH lIn Aeva te muinvrone \Ny Ke. Sv$pmaH Aaroh` krta =ka teAo saÙatŸ moÙna sa\ko Ke.
wa{, rag$pe‐xuwrag$pe =vuH Ae kaH{ sa\kp uH n=I, ne ƒvharna ivkLp=I sa\kp uH Ýg!e Ke Aemey n=I. wa{, rag=I qsI AHtrmaH gya ivna tara pirw/m`na Aara nih Aave. Aa b\a xei@ya dan qUb kre ne¦ AhÄ khe Ke‐Ae taraH laqo‐kroDonaH dan kam nih Aave. ma5 ƒvharnI iÊyaAo=I kaH{ ha= nih Aave. ivkarne ivwav=I ivmuq ={ inÔnHdSv$pnaH &an‐]âan ne lInta krvI bs Aa Aek j moÙmagR Ke, ne Aa j sa\kdxa Ke.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH vStu Ko ke nih? vStu Ko to taramaH AnHt xi›Ao Ke ke nih? Ahaha...¦ AnHt xi›Aona ipHD$p AevI tarI cEtNyvStunuH AvlHbn krtaH, tena Aa]ymaH £#‐iS=r =taH je inmRz dxRn‐&an‐cair5$p pir`mn =ay te moÙmagR Ke Aa sa\kdxa Ane Aa _pay Ke. p` Arere¦ potanI
j¡Ao, AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke‐AHdr Sv$pmaH mG™‐lIn =taH je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!–a te rTn5y Ke. tenI prm ÝkØR$p _Tk<Ú dxa =taH A=aRtŸ wgvan Aa„ano pU R Aa]y =taH tena fz$pe moÙdxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ rTn5ynI Aitxyta=I ÝvteRlo je skz kmRno Ùy tena=I Ýßvilt =yelo je ASqilt ivmz Svwavwav te pU R moÙdxa Ke.
j¡Ao, Òv kmRne l{ne sHsarmaH rqDe Ke Aem nih, p` Anaid kaz=I Aene je SvSv$pnaH ivprIt ]âan‐&an ne Aacr` Ke tene lI\e te sHsarmaH rqDe Ke. Òv kmRna inim¿e sHsarmaH rqDe Ke AevuH k=n xaÏmaH Aave qruH, p` Ae to ƒvharnynI k=nI Ke, vaStvmaH Aem Ke nih.
xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Aa„a pote Ke, tena=I ivprIt ragnI ne kmRnI ]âa te im+ya ]âa Ke, pote &ananHd‐Sv$p Ke tenuH &an n krtaH ragnuH ne kmRnuH &an krvuH te im+ya&an Ke. Aa im+ya]âan ne im+ya&an te sHsar‐pirw/m`nuH mUz Ke.
j¡Ao, AhÄ Kõa gu S=annI wUimkanI vat Ke. te phelaH Ae e inj cEtNymUitR Aa„ane vednmaH to lI\o Ke, A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Ke. Ae=I to kæuH ke‐;suinüzp e g/h` krela'‐mtlb ke inüynI sa=e wUimkane yoGy ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5 je hoy te Aene AaƒaH Ke. Aeno bIÔe A=R Aem p` Ke ke AHdr je inüy Ýg!–uH te hve Ôy nih, A=aRtŸ hve te he@e _tre nih p` ƒvhar KoDIne AHdrmaH Ôy. Aavo ƒvhar bIje (bIÔ ko{ gu S=anke) n=I. inüy to AHdr Ke, ne ƒvharne AozHgIne satma AÝm¿ gu S=anmaH jxe‐AamaH Aem khevuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...? sa\u Ke ne? Sv$p=I Cyut hto te Sv$pmaH Aaƒo‐c#–o. phelaH paHcma gu S=ane=I |yanmaH pheluH satmuH gu S=an Aave Ke, p` Ae vat AhÄ n=I¸ AhÄ to Kõe gu S=ane xuw ivkLp Aave Ke tene AozHgI j{ne Sv$pmaH jvanI‐c#vanI vat Ke. Aho¦ idgHbr sHtoAe sUrjnI jem magR SpÚ ÝkaXyo Ke. ¹iÚ ivna lokone ha= n Aave te=I xuH magR bIÔe ={ Ôy? n =ay.
Lyo, hve ko{ khe Ke‐tme ƒvharno lop kro Ko.
p` je te gu S=ane je ƒvhar (ƒvharrTn5yno ivkLp) hoy Ke teno ko` lop kre? te te gu S=ane to te Ke j¸ AhÄ to tene AozHgIne Aagz jvanI‐c#vanI vat Ke. \m±ne y=asHwv ƒvharno ivkLp hoy Ke, p` temaH tene _padeybuiâ Ane SvaimTv hotaH n=I¸ Ane Aena bze j te ëce‐ëce Aaroh` kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
;te suinüzp e g/h` krelaH ƒvharsMyGdxRn&ancair5nI v<iânI prHpra vDe'... Lyo, hve ƒvhar‐sMyGdxRn&ancair5‐ƒvharrTn5y Ae to xuw ivkLp‐rag Ke tenI v<iânI prHpra vDe Ae!le xuH? Ae!le ragnI v<iânI prHpra vDe‐Aem A=R n=I, kemke ƒvharno‐ragno to Êmx: (Aagz Aagz) Awav =to Ôy Ke, Ane AHdr xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke. Aa to xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke teno Aarop ƒvhar _pr krI ;ƒvharnI v<iâ vDe'‐Aem kæuH Ke. ;ƒvharrTn5ynI v<iânI prHpra vDe' Aem kæuH Ae to ƒvharnynuH k=n Ke. ƒvhar nynaH k=n AavaH j hoy Ke tene jem Ke tem smjvaH Ôe{Ae. vaStvmaH rag tU!to Ôy Ke, ne AHdr xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke te vDe AnuÊme Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an nam Aa„a sa\k $pe pir`me Ke. AavI vat¦
;AnuÊme Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I &an sa\k$pe pir`me Ke'‐Aam kæuH AemaH Aa„a pote sa\k$pe =ay Ke, ƒvhar sa\k $pe =ay Ke Aem nih. Ahaha...¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= AHdr Ke AenaH ¹iÚ‐&an ne rm`taH =yaH Ke Aeno _pyog ßyare inivRkLp =yo, xuâopyog$p pir`t =yo, A=aRtŸ _pyog inivRkLp &annI wUimkamaH Aaƒo Tyar=I te Aa„a sa\kp e pir`Myo. AemaH sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Aeva wedo AHtwURt Ke. wedo Ke qra, p` moÙmagRnI pir`itmaH 5 e Awed Aek$p Ke. hve moÙmagRnI pir`itmaH 5` wedonuH p` lÙ n=I TyaH ƒvharnI‐ragnI xuH k=a? ragno to AemaH Awav j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
j¡Ao, sa\kdxa co=e=I barma gu S=an su\InI Ke. Sv$pno Anuwv ßyar=I kre Tyar=I Aa„a xuâ dxRn‐&an‐cair5nI Ae›a$pe pote pir`me Ke. te sa\kp e pir`me AemaH Aene bharmaH ƒvharnaH sa\n Ke te=I pir`me Ke Aem n=I. ƒvhar hoy Ke tene j`aƒo Ke, prHtu Aene l{ne sa\kp e pir`me Ke Aem n=I, Aeklo &anSvwavI Aa„a j _pay‐_peywave pir`me Ke. Aha¦ pr sa\n ivna j, ƒvharna sa\n ivna j, cEtNy jenuH svRSv Ke AevI Aa„vStu pote j pota=I sa\kp e Ane sa|yp e pir`me Ke. Tyare ko{ khe Ke‐
xuH Aa AekaHt n=I?
ha, AekaHt Ke, p` sMykŸ AekaHt Ke¸ kemke Sv trf #zelI inüysMyGdxRn&ancair5nI dxa‐te j AekaHte inüy sa\k Ke vCce ƒvharrTn5yna ivkLp Aave qra, p` te inüy sa\k n=I, qreqr to Ae ba\k Ke temne sa\k ƒvharny=I khevamaH Aave Ke, p` Ae to _pcarma5 Ke.
Ahaha...¦ SvanuwvnI isiâ =taH, gulab jem laq paHqDIAe qIlI _@e tem, cEtNySv$p wgvan Aa„a AnHt pyaRy‐paHqDIAe qIlI _@e Ke. Aha¦ muindxanI to xI vat¦ Aene to Ýcur SvsHvednnI dxa Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ýcur Ae!le pu*kz, Sv Ae!le pota=I, smŸ nam ÝTyÙ AanHdnuH vedn‐AevI AlaEikk muindxa Ke. Aeno je _pask =ay tey smiktI ={ Ôy Ke kemke je e guÌne AozQya te e sat tÀv Ô~yaH Ke. ne te e potana Aa„aney Ô~yo‐AozQyo Ke. Ahaha...¦ sa\u‐guÌ kone khIAe? Sv$pnI Ait _g/ rm`ta te sa\udxa Ke. ÝvcnsarmaH sa\une moÙ tÀv kæuH Ke. moÙnI tze!ImaH ivraje Ke ne¦ Ahaha...¦ ßyaHsu\I xuâ rTn5ynI pU Rta n =ay TyaHsu\I &annuH sa\kp e pir`mn Ke, te ApUvR AevuH AlaEikk pir`mn Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
j¡Ao, ]ImdŸ AacayR Am<tcHãdev khe Ke‐wa{, saHwz. AHdr Aek &ananHdSv$pI cEtNymUitR Ýwu tuH Aa„a Ko. temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH, &an, ]âa, AanHd, xaHit, iS=rta, Ýwuta [Tyaid Aek sa=e pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavI Sv$pmaH rm`ta$p inivRkLp pir`it te _pay nam sa\kp`uH Ke. ƒvhar vcmaH ho, p` te sa\kp uH n=I. Aa je (bar Ýkare) ƒvhar tp Ke te sa\kp uH n=I¸ kem? kemke temaH Aa„a AnNy n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ khe Ke‐inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu Aa„a Ke, AenuH sa\kp uH (_pay) te AanHdnI pyaRy Ke, ne AenuH sa|yp uH (_pey) tey pU R AanHdnI pyaRy Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ae bNne $p Aekla &anma5‐cEtNycmTkar Ýwu Aa„anuH j wvn‐=vap uH Ke _pay Ane _peymaH‐bNnemaH Aek Aa„vStu j AnNy Ke, prムke ragaid ƒvharno ivkLp temaH AnNy n=I. Ae!le xuH? ke dya, dan, v/t, tp [Tyaid je baæ ƒvhar Ke te inüy rTn5ynuH kar` n=I. Ahaha...? _pay Ae!le moÙmagR, ne _pey Ae!le Aena fz$pe Ýg! isâdxa‐Ae bNnemaH, khe Ke, Aa„a j AnNy Ke.
vclI wUimkamaH dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa, ne pHcmhav/taid ragnI mHdtano wav hoy Ke Ae!luH btavva ƒvharnI vat krI Ke, p` Ae inüyp`e sa\kp uH ke moÙmagR Ke Aem Ke j nih¸ kemke AemaH Aa„a‐\/uv cEtNynuH dz AnNy n=I. xuâ cEtNy vStumaH =oDI lInta‐te$p je moÙmagR, ne pU R lInta‐te$p je moÙ‐Ae bNnemaH &anma5 xuâ cEtNyvStu j AnNy A=aRtŸ Aekmek Ke. sa=e rag Ke Ae to bH\wav Ke, sa\kp`ane iv¼™$p Ke, Jer Ke. inmRz rTn5y te Am<t Ke, ne rag to Jer Ke Aena=I (‐rag=I) Am<tmy Aevo moÙmagR kem =ay? n =ay. AavI ApUvR vat Ke. ƒvharna pÙvazane Aa AakrI lage Ke, p` xuH =ay? Aa to vStu j AavI Ke.
bharmaH to v/t kro, ne tpSya kro, ne pUÔ‐wi› kro Ae!le ={ gyo \mR AevuH saHwzva mze Ke, p` AevI Ý$p`a sTy n=I, kemke Ae b\a ivkLpmaH cEtNy vStu AnNy‐tNmy =tI n=I. inüynI iS=rta hoy Ke TyaH sa=e Aavo ƒvhar hoy Ke tene _pcar=I \mR khevamaH Aave Ke, p` vaStvmaH te \mR n=I. \mR n=I tene _pcar krIne \mR khevo te ƒvharny Ke, p` AemaH \mR manvo Ae to im+yaTv Ke, mhan wUl Ke. ƒvhar su\re to inüy su\rxe Aem ke!lak mane Ke, p` Ae brabr n=I, AhÄ AenI na paDe Ke. xuH kolso kazo Ke te \ova=I sfed =ay? n =ay. Ae to kolsane bazI de to _ßßvz sfed =ay¸ tem ƒvharne (Svna Aa]ye) bazI mUke to _ßßvz piv5 moÙmagR ne moÙnI dxa =ay.
wav pahuD, ga=a 83maH Aave Ke ke‐ijnxasnmaH ijneNãdeve Aa Ýkare kæuH Ke ke‐pUÔ AaidkmaH t=a v/tsiht hovuH AemaH ;pu~y' Ke, t=a moh‐Ùow=I riht je Aa„ana pir`am te ;\mR' Ke. TyaH Aena wava=RmaH
qulaso kyÈ Ke ke‐laEikk jn t=a ANymtI ko{ khe Ke ke‐puÔidk xuw iÊyaAomaH t=a v/tiÊya siht Ke te jEn \mR Ke, prHtu Aem n=I. ijnmtmaH ijn wgvane Aem kæuH Ke ke‐pUÔidkmaH t=a v/tsiht hovuH te to ;pu~y' Ke. AemaH pUÔ t=a Aaid xBd=I wi›, vHdna, vEyav<Ty Aaid smjvuH. AenuH fz SvgaRidk wogonI Ýaiº Ke, te jEn\mR n=I. j¡Ao Aa jEnxasnnuH rhSy¦
AavI coQqI vat Ke to p` ƒvharvadIAonuH xLy m!tuH n=I Ae tIv/ mohno j mihma Ke. smysar ga=a 1pmaH kæuH Ke ke‐je Aa AbâSp<Úaid paHc wavoSv$p inj Aa„ane AHtrmaH deqe Ke te skl jEnxasnne deqe Ke. jEn xasn Ae to vItrag pir`it Ke wa{¦ ƒvhar‐rag Ae jEnxasn n=I. ƒvhar ho wle, hoy Ke Ae!le AenuH k=n p` Ke, p` Ae jEnxasn n=I. magR to Aavo Ke wa{¦ cEtNy rTnakr Ýwu pote Ke temaH ëDa _trI tene j |yannuH |yey bnavtaH te pote j ]âa‐&an‐AanHdp e pir`me Ke tene j AhÄ _pay khevamaH Aave Ke, Ane te!luH jEnxasn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
wa{, AavuH maHD mnu*yp uH mZyuH Ae to vIjzIno Jbkaro Ke. Aa vIjzIna jbkare sMyG&an$pI doro provI le to provI le, doro na proƒo to, dora ivnanI soy jem k–aHy qova{ Ôy tem sMyG&an$pI dora ivna, Aa deh KU!taH, wgvan¦ tuH k–aHy sHsarmaH qova{ j{x, p¿oy nih lage. sMyG&an$pI doro proƒo hxe to pote qovaxe nih, ALpkazmaH moÙ\am phÇcI jxe.
Aha¦ pote Svno Aa]y kre Aena=I j \mR Ane Aena=I j mui› =ay Ke. Aa Svno Aa]y te inüy Ke, ne temaH ƒvharnynI _peÙa Ke. Svna Aa]ymaH ƒvharnI _peÙa te j tenI ApeÙa‐sapeÙta Ke. ƒvharno Aa]y te sapeÙta‐Aem nih, p` inüyno Aa]y levo temaH ƒvharnI _peÙa te tenI sapeÙta Ke. Svna Aa]ymaH ƒvharnynI (Aena ivØynI) _peÙa j hoy Ke. Ýma`&anmaH bNnenuH (ãƒ‐pyaRynuH) &an vteR Ke, p` Aa]y to Aek Svãƒno j hoy Ke Ane temaH ƒvharnI _peÙa j hoy Ke, Ane te j tenI sapeÙta Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH (satma Ai\karmaH) Aave Ke ke‐;je Òvo jEn Ke, t=a ijn Aa&ane mane Ke, temne p` im+yaTv rhe Ke, tenuH AhÄ v Rn krIAe KIAe. kar` ke Ae im+yaTv x5uno AHx p` bUro Ke, te=I Ae sU"m im+yaTv p` Tyagva yoGy Ke.' temaH j vzI Aagz kæuH Ke ke‐;ijnagmmaH inüy‐ƒvhar$p v Rn Ke, temaH y=a=RnuH nam inüy t=a _pcarnuH nam ƒvhar Ke. tena Sv$pne nih Ô`taH ANy=a ÝvtR Ke, te AhIH khIAe KIAe.' wa{, jra \Ira ={ne Aa smjvuH Ôe{Ae. (nyivvÙa y=a=R Ô`vI Ôe{Ae.) meH Aam maNyuH Ke ma!e Aam j saibt =ay Aem n hoy¸ jevI vStu Ke tevI j lÙmaH ne AiwÝaymaH AavvI Ôe{Ae. Aavo wv ke id' mze bapu¦ hm`aH j Aana sHSkar naqI le.
AhÄ khe Ke‐moÙmagRmaH (_paymaH), ne moÙmaH (_peymaH) &anma5nuH Ae!le ke Aa„anuH j AnNyp uH Ke. ƒvhar‐rag to Aena=I iwþ j rhI Ôy Ke. hve Aam Ke TyaH AenI (‐ragnI) xI ApeÙa? Aha¦ pote xuâ icdanHdFn Ýwu Ke, ne Aena Aa]ye rag riht vItragI inmRz rTn5ynI AanHdmy dxa Ýg! =ay Ke te _pay Ke, Ane te _paynI pir`it Ait _g/ ={ prm ÝkØRtane pamI _peyp`e =ay Ke Tyare Aa„a pote j isâp`ane pame Ke. Aam ÒvnI j Aa be‐inmRz ne pU R inmRz AvS=aAo Ke.
Aha¦ Sv$pnI ¹iÚ ivna, A&anI Òv Aekla ragna rHge rHgayo Ke. dya, dan, v/t, tp [Tyaid ragnI iÊyaAomaH te rCyo rhe Ke. te ragne j deqe Ke, ragne j sjeR Ke, ne ragne j Aacre Ke. tene im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5nuH j Aacr` Ke. \mRnI iÊyanuH to tene waney n=I. xuâ cEtNyna Aa]ye je inivRkLp dxaAo =ay tenI to Aene gH\ey n=I. tene SvwavnuH wvn j n=I ne¦ Ae to AekaHte ragnI iÊyaAomaH \ama naqIne TyaH j rmI ræo Ke. Aha¦ Anek iÊyakaHD krva KtaH tene sHsar‐pirw/m` j éwuH rhe Ke te sHsarmaH j‐84na AvtaromaH j ‐rqDe Ke.
Aha¦ kmRnuH Ôer Ke ma!e A&anIne Sv$pnuH Awvn Ke Aem n=I. AenI ë\I ]âane l{ne Aene Sv$pnuH Awvn Ke. potanI ë\I ]âanuH Ôer Ke te=I A&anI rqDe Ke. kmR magR Aape to \mR =ay Aem kmRnaH ë\aH lakDaH AenamaH grI gyaH Ke. Aem kmR‐kmRnuH Ôer manIne Ae e inj Aa„Svwavno Tyag krI dI\o Ke. Are wa{, kmR Ke, p` Ae to jD‐\Uz bapu¦ Ae tne xuH kre? tarI ¹iÚ bdl to s<iÚ bdla{ jxe.
Aek var Aek laEikkmaH Ýisâ sHt puruØ rajko!maH Amara ƒaQyanmaH Aavela. Tyare kheluH ke‐pr ÒvonI dya pazvano wav te ragwav Ke, xuwrag Ke, bH\nuH kar` Ke, te \mR n=I. vzI je Òv mane Ke ke huH prnI dya pazI xkuH KuH te mU# Ke. ragmaH \mR mane Aey mU# Ke, ne prnI dya pazvanuH mane tey mU# Ke. temne Aa vat jcI nih. p` xuH =ay? im+yawav to AHtrna puruØa=R=I j m!e ne¦ Sv$pne wUlI jvuH te wUl Ke, ne potanI wUlne l{ne j Òv sHsarmaH wme Ke. ;Apne ko Aap wUl ke heran ho gya.' ragnI iÊyamaH je \mR manI be@a Ke te im+ya¹iÚ A&anI Òvo Ke, ne te car gitmaH pirw/me Ke. AavI vat¦
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ye &anmaZinjwavmyImkMpaHwUimH ]yiNt k=mPypnItmoha: .te sa\kTvmi\gMy wviNt is|damU#aSTvmUmnuplWy pirw/miNt.. 266..
xruAat=I maHDIne magR j Aa Ke wa{¦ smysar ga=a 11maH AaƒuH ne ke‐ ;wUdT=miSsdo qlu sMmaid‚I hvid jIvo' je wUta=Rno Aa]y kre Ke te sMyG¹iÚ =ay Ke. Ae j Aa vat Ke. khe Ke‐je puruØo, ko{ p` Ýkare A=aRtŸ mhan puruØa=R krIne mohno nax kre Ke, im+yawavno nax kre Ke‐Aeva ={ne... , j¡Ao, AamaH AiStmaH puruØa=R ne naiStmaH mohno nax Aem be vat krI Ke. Ahaha...¦ AHt:puruØa=R vDe mohno nax =yo Ke Aeva ={ne je puruØo, &anma5 injwavmy AkHp‐inül Aek &aykwavno Aa]y kre Ke teAo sa\kp`ane pamIne tenI _Tk<Ú dxa$p isâ =ay Ke. wa{, dya pazvI, v/t krvaH, wi› krvI ke Aahardan devuH Ae ko{ magR nam moÙmagR n=I, sa\kp`uH n=I, t=a te magRnuH‐sa\kp`anuH AalHbn p` n=I. Lyo, AavI vat¦ bhu AakrI p` sTy vat Ke. Aha¦ Axuw=I bcva \m±ne Aevo wav Aave Ke p` Ae \mR n=I.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= ragna ivkLp=I riht potana Svwav=I Ô e Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke. Ývcnsar, ga=a 172maH AilHgg/h`na Ý=m K bolmaH Aa Ýma e lI\uH Ke ke‐
1. jene [iNãyo vDe g/h`‐Ô`vuH =ay Aevo wgvan Aa„a n=I.
2. je [iNãyo vDe g/aæ‐j`avayoGy =ay Aevo [iNãyÝTyÙno Aa„a ivØy n=I.
3. [iNãyÝTyÙpUvRk Aa„a Anumanno ivØy n=I.
4. bIÔAo äara ma5 Anuman=I j`ay Aevo Aa„a n=I.
p. Aa„a Aekla Anuman vDe Ô e Aevo Anumata n=I.
6. Aa„a potana Svwav=I Ô e Aevo ÝTyÙ &ata Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aam potanI Ôt=I wat paDe Aevo Aa„a Ke ragna ivkLp=I te j`ay Aevo n=I. AavI JI`I vat kdI saHwzI n=I. ko{k var saHwzvamaH AavI Ôy to inüy Ke, inüy Ke‐Aem khIne ka#I naqe Ke.
Aha¦ wgvan Aa„a proÙ rhe Aevo Aeno Svwav j n=I. te=I wgvan Aa„anuH AiStp e je AtIiNãy pU R Sv$p Ke Aeno je Aa]y kre Ke te sa\kp`ane pamIne isâ =ay Ke.
to ƒvhar sa\n Ane inüy sa|y Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?
ha, Aave Ke¸ p` Ae to _pcar=I k=n Ke bapu¦ bakI ƒvhar kaH{ prma=R$p sa\n Ke nih. Aa„amaH sa\n namno gu Ke te vDe Aa„a j pote sa\n$p ={ne potanI inmRz vItragI pyaRyne Ýg! kre Ke. pote j potanuH sa\n Ke. ivxeØ SpÚ khIAe to je inmRz pyaRy Ýg! ={ te j tenuH sa\n Ke. Ahaha...¦ \mR kem pmay? to khe Ke‐i5kazI Aek &aykSv$p, kmR‐nokmR=I iwþ AevuH SvムKe tena Aa]ye sa\kp`ane pamIne isâ =vay Ke. Aa j \mR pamvanI rIt Ke rag ke inim¿na Aa]ye \mR Ýg!e AevI vStu n=I.
Are¦ Aa„ana wan ivna Òvo AekaHte du:qI Ke. wle bhar=I trfiDyaH n marta hoy, p` AHdr=I du:qI j du:qI Ke. xrIrmaH \orIrg tU!e to f! d{ne qlas ={ Ôy, ne nanI rg tU!e to trfDI‐trfDIne qlas ={ Ôy. Arere¦ AavaH vedn Ae e AnHt var kyaÅ Ke¸ kemke Aene deh ne rag=I AekTv buiâ Ke. rag to SvyH du:q$p Ke, davanz Ke. Ae e rag=I AekTv krIne icrkaz=I potanI xaHitne jlavI dI\I Ke.
Aha¦ Aa JverIAo b\a kroDonI ikHmtna hIrane prqe, p` prqnaro AHdr cEtNyhIrlo Ke tene na prqe, Ahaha...¦ AHdr j¡Ae to Ae cEtNyhIrlo Aekla &an ne AanHdno diryo Ke. jem diryamaH=I pa`InI Kozo _Kze tem Aa cEtNyhIrlanI ¹iÚ krtaH AHdr=I &an ne AanHdnI Kozo _Kze Ke. Ahaha...¦ kroDo AbÔenI ikHmtna hoy toy Ae jD hIranI xI ikHmt? Ae to \UznI \Uz Ke bapa¦ hIray \Uz ne tenI ikHmtey \Uz. ßyare Aa cEtNyhIrlo‐Aekla &aykSvwav=I Jzhzto‐tenI xI ikHmt? Ahaha...¦ AHt¹RiÚ vDe nIrqtaH ne AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH temaH=I AanHdnI Koze siht sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!e AevI Ae A`mol cIj Ke. Ahaha...¦
wava=R:- je &annyne j g/hIne iÊyanyne KoDe Ke, te ÝmadI Ane SvCKHdI puruØne Aa wUimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I. je iÊyanyne j g/hIne &annyne Ô`to n=I, te (v/t‐simit‐guiº$p) xuw kmR=I sHtuÚ puruØne p` Aa in*kmR wUimkanI Ýaiº ={ n=I. je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ô e Ke (‐Anuwve Ke) t=a suinüz sHymmaH vteR Ke (‐ragaidk Axuâ pir`itno Tyag kre Ke), Ae rIte je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5I sa\I Ke, te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke.
v/taidnI je baæ iÊya Ke Ae to rag Ke, ne ragmaH sHtuÚ Ke tene ragriht in*kmR vItragI wavnI wUimka Ýaº =tI n=I. Aha¦ Aava iÊyajD iÊyakaHDIAone AaTmana \mRnI iÊya =tI n=I. vaStvmaH teAo A&anI j rhe Ke.
hve khe Ke‐;je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ô e Ke (‐Anuwve Ke) t=a suinüz sHymmaH vteR Ke (‐ragaidk Axuâ pir`itno Tyag kre Ke), Ae rIte je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI prSpr tIv/ mE5I sa\I Ke, te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke.'
xuH kI\uH Aa? ke je puruØ AnekaHtmy Aa„ane Ô`e Ke A=aRtŸ ãƒpyaRy Sv$p Aa„vStu Ke temaH i5kazI xuâ ムKe te pyaRy n=I, ne Aek smynI pyaRy Ke te i5kazI xuâ ムn=I‐Ahaha...¦ AavuH je i5kazI xuâ ムtene je puruØ Anuwve Ke te sMyG&anI Ke. Aha¦ Aam sMyG&an Ane suinüz sHym‐Aem bemaH je vteR Ke te puruØ &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnar Ke. sMyGdxRn =taH j AiwÝay=I to rag=I iwþ pD–o hto, KtaH rag hto. to tene Ô`Ine Sv$pna _g/ Aa]y vDe xuâ pir`it‐vItragI pir`itne Ýg! kre tene sHym khe Ke. AeklI [iNãyone dmvI ne AihHsaid v/t pazvaH te sHym Aem nih. Ae to sHym Ke j nih. Sv$pmaH je lInta‐iS=rta Ke te sHym Ke. Aam sMyG&an Ane sMyGcair5 vDe je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI mE5I sa\I Ke te j puruØ Aa &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnaro Ke.
Ahaha...¦ pu~y‐pap=I riht icNma5ßyoitSv$p wgvan Aa„a Ke. tenI AHtmuRq ={ne SvsHvedn‐potanuH pota=I vedn krvuH te &anny Ke t=a temaH j iS=r ={, Axuâtana‐ragna Tyag$p xuâ pir`it$pe pir`mvuH te sHym nam iÊyany Ke. sMyG&an‐Aa„&an ne ragna Awav$p sHym‐bene mE5I‐ga# mE5I Ke. Aa &anny ne iÊyanynI mE5I Ke. hve Aavo marg vItragno Ke, p` lokone te smjvo k@` ={ pD–o Ke.
p` xuH =ay? jem mabap mrI Ôy ne KokraAo AHdr‐AHdr lDe‐Aem ke bape Aam kæuH htuH ne tem kæuH htuH tem Arere¦ ATyare kevzI‐]utkevzIna ivrh pD–a Ke. kevzI ræa nih, ne Aam \mR =ay ne tem \mR =ay‐Aem loko AHdr AHdr ivvade c#I gya Ke. prHtu wa{¦ vStu je wgvan Aa„a Ke teno &ananHd Svwav Ke. Ahaha...¦ AavI injvStuna Aa]ye pir`mtaH pyaRymaH &an ne AanHd Ýg! =ay Ke, Ane te \mR Ke. vStuno Svwav te \mR. SvnuH‐&an ne AanHdnuH wvn‐=vuH te Svwav nam \mR Ke. Aa jEndxRn Ke. jEndxRnnI AavI vat bIje k–aHy n=I.
wa{, AnekaHtno Aevo A=R n=I ke‐inj Svwavna Aa]ye p` \mR =ay ne ragna‐ƒvharna Aa]yey \mR =ay. vaStvmaH Svwavna Aa]ye j \mR =ay ne ragna‐ivwavna Aa]ye \mR n =ay tenuH nam AnekaHt Ke. Are, jgtne jEn\mRnuH vaStivk Sv$p Ô`va mZyuH n=I. jgt to v/t kro, ne tpSya kro, ne wi› kro ne bharmaH [iNãyone dmo, b/ïcyR pazo Ae!le ={ gyo \mR‐Aem mane Ke, p` AevuH \mRnuH Sv$p n=I. Ahaha...¦ pote AHdr &anSv$pI prm piv5tamy Ýwu Ke temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ ={ TyaH j @rvuH AenuH nam \mR Ke. sa=e xuwwav ho, p` te \mR n=I. xuwwavne ƒvhare mE5I khI Ke, p` inüy=I Ae mE5I n=I. AhÄ to Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! sMyG&an, Ane Sv‐Aa]ye Ýg! sHymwav‐inmRz rTn5y‐tene prSpr mE5I khI Ke. bakI jene AHtrmaH SvSv$pnuH wan vtRtuH n=I tenaH v/t, tp Aaid to svR fog! j Ke A=aRtŸ sHsar qate j Ke jem lG™maH fera fre Ke ne¦ tem corasIna Avtarna te fera frxe. yogsarmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
kay, [iNãy [Tyaid ds Ýa` vDe je e Òvn maNyuH Ke tey AnHt kaz Òve Ke qro, p` te sHsarmaH rqDe Ke, kemke te ds Ýa` Ane tenI yoGyta$p Òvna Axuâ Ýa` te y=a=RmaH AenI cIj n=I. tena (jD Ýa`o ne Axuâ Ýa`ona) AalHbnmaH rhelo Òv AnHt sHsarmaH pirw/me Ke. hve AavI vat Ke smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a &anSv$p Ke temaH Aekag/ ={ne iS=t rhevuH te &ancetna Ke, ne ragmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRcetna Ke. baæ v/taidmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRcetna Ke ne tena fzmaH iS=t rhevuH te kmRfz cetna Ke. &anIne &ancetna Ke, ne A&anIne kmRcetna ne kmRfzcetna hoy Ke. AhÄ khe Ke‐je e &anny Ane iÊyanynI A=aRtŸ sMyG&an Ane Sv$p iS=rtanI ga# mE5I sa\I Ke te j puruØ &anma5 injwavmyI wUimkano Aa]y krnaro Ke te j sa\k ={ne isâ =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ Sv‐Aa]ye je &an Ane vItragI xaHit Ýg!I Ke tene AhÄ &anny Ane iÊyanynI mE5I khI Ke.
besta vØRne suÝwat khe Ke ne? rai5na AH\karno nax ={ wUmHDzmaH sUyRnaH ikr`o felay tene suÝwat khe Ke tem pu~y‐papnI Aektabuiâ$p AH\karne wedIne sMyGdxRn‐&an$p je cEtNynI ßyoit Jzhz Ýg! =ay tene suÝwat khe Ke. Aha¦ AavuH suÝwat jene Ýg!–uH te Òve idvazI krI, id' nam kazne te e AHtrmaH vaZyo. smÔ uH kaH{...? Ae j khe Ke‐
;tSy Ov' (pUvÈ› rIte je puruØ Aa wUimkano Aa]y kre Ke) tene j, ;ictŸ-ip~D-ci~Dm-ivlais-ivkas-has:' cEtNyipHDno inrgRz ivlsto je ivkas te‐$p jenuH qIlvuH Ke (A=aRtŸ cEtNypuHjno
je ATyHt ivkas =vo te j jenuH qIlI nIkzvuH Ke), ... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.
Ahaha...¦ xuH khe Ke? inmRzanHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu i5kaz \/uv AHdr ivraje Ke teno je Aa]y kre Ke tene j cEtNyno inrgRz ivlsto je ivkas te‐$pe qIlvuH =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ jem kmz hÔr paHqDIAe qIlI nIkze tem wgvan Aa„a, temaH Aekag/ ={ iS=t =taH AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR‐Aem AnHt gu ‐pyaRye qIlI nIkze Ke. ;inrgRz ivlsto ivkas' Ae!le xuH? ke ÝitbH\ riht inrHkux AmyaRidt pU R &an‐dxRnaid$p ivkas =ay Ke. Ahaha...¦ jene ko{ roknaruH n=I Aevo AnHt &an‐dxRn‐suq‐vIyR$p ivkas qIlI Ôy Ke. sa\kne vCce ƒvhar Aave Ke, p` te kaH{ j n=I, te pU R dxanuH kar` n=I.
vzI khe Ke‐ ;xuâ-Ýkax-wr-inwRr-suÝwat:' xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e je suÝwat sman Ke... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.
xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxyta Ae!le xuH? ke &annI saitxy ivxeØta A=aRtŸ kevz&annI Jzhz ßyoit tene Ýg! =vane lI\e je suÝwat sman Ke Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke. j¡Ao Aa suÝwat¦ Ahaha...¦ pU R &an ne AanHd=I wrelo Ýwu Ke‐AenaH AHt¹RiÚ‐&an ne rm`ta =yaH tene pyaRymaH kevz&anno idƒ saitxy Ýkax Ýg! =ay Ke Aa kevz&an xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e suÝwat sman Ke. AavuH suÝwat ƒvharna Aa]ye Ýg!tuH n=I, xuâ inüyna Aa]ye j Ýg!e Ke, Ane tene j idvazI =ay Ke.
ÝÆ:- p` &anavr`aid FaitkmÈno Awav kre Tyare kevz&an =ay Ke ne? _¿r:- wa{, kmRno nax to kmRna kar e kmRmaH (prma`umaH) =ay Ke, teno ktaR‐htaR Aa„a n=I¸
jDkmRno Awav krvo te Aa„ana Ai\karnI vat n=I. Aha¦ Aa„a kmR=I to j¡do Ke, ne kmRne Aa\In =yel ivkar=I p` j¡do Ke. Aha¦ Aava inj xuâa„ana Aa]ye temaH j pU R iS=t =va=I kevz&an Aaid Ýg! =ay Ke. ATyare to xuâ cEtNymUitR Aa„ane KoDIne kmRno ne ragno mihma caLyo Ke, p` Ae to ivprItta Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ývcnsar ga=a 16maH kæuH Ke ke‐Aa„a pote j ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ane Ai\kr`$p ={ne pyaRymaH kevz&anaid$pe SvyHwU Ýg! =ay Ke ma!e Òvo bharnI samg/I xo\va nahk ƒg/ xa saru =ay Ke? Svwavno Aa]y krtaH AHdr xi›$pe Ke te Svymev pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke, temaH baæ samg/InI ko{ grj hotI n=I. vzI TyaH Aek ãƒFait Ane Aek wavFait‐Aek FaitkmRna be Ýkar kæa Ke. pote j ragmaH A!vayo Ke te wavFaitkmR Ke, ne te Òvno Fat kre Ke, temaH ãƒkmR inim¿ ho, p` te ÒvnI dxano Fat kre Ke Aem n=I¸ ãƒFait kmR inim¿ma5 j Ke.
ÝÆ:- wgvanne dIndyaz khe Ke te xuH Ke? _¿r:- wgvan dIndyaz Ke‐Ae!le ke pyaRynI pamrta‐dInta htI tene toDIne Sv‐Aa]ye wgvan
potanI Ýwuta Ýg! krIne pote j dIndyaz =ya Ke. ko{ bIÔnI dya kre Ke ma!e dIndyaz Aem nih¸ bIÔnI dya krvanuH to Aa„anuH sam+yR j n=I, p` wgvane potanI dInta dUr krI pU`R Ýwuta Ýg! krI Ke to temne dIndyaz khe Ke. ÝTyek Aa„a Aa rIte j dIndyaz =ay Ke.
Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNySv$pnI xi›ne ƒ› krvano _pay te cEtNySv$pmaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =vuH te j Ke. kevz&anno xuâ Ýkax Ýg! =ay tey AHtr‐Aekag/tanI pU Rta =taH =ay Ke. Aha¦ AavuH kevz&an xuâ ÝkaxnI Aitxytane lI\e, khe Ke, suÝwat sman Ke. kzx !Ikakar ]I rajmlÒAe sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&anne suÝwat kæuH Ke kemke temaH dxRn mohno nax ={ne sMyG&anno ÔßvLyman sUyR _ge Ke. Aam sMyG&an ne pU R kevz&an suÝwat sman Ke.
vzI khe Ke‐ ;AanNd-suiS=t-sda-ASqilt-Ok-$p:' AanHdmaH suiS=t AevuH jenuH sda ASqilt Aek $p Ke... Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.
Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdno na= AanHdFn Ýwu AHdr pote Ke Aeno pyaRymaH SvIkar krI temaH j lIn rhe tene AnHt AanHdnI dxa Ýg! =ay Ke. kevI Ke Aa dxa? to khe Ke‐prm Am<tmy Ke. Aa [Nã Ane [Nãa`InaH
suqo to Jer Ke, Ane Aa to AekluH Am<t Ke, prm Am<t Ke. Aha¦ Aa prm AanHdno Aek AHx p` jene Aaƒo Ke Aeva smiktIne [Nã Ane [Nãa`Ina wogo sDela mÄdDa jeva tuCK wase Ke. Aave Ke ne ke‐
cÊvt± kI sHpda, AÌ [Nã sirqa wog¸kagiv!Ÿ sm ignt hE, sMyG¹iÚ log.
Ahaha...¦ AtIiNãy AanHdna Svwav=I KloKl wrelo Ýwu \/uv ivraje Ke, teno je e Aa]y lI\o tene pyaRymaH je AtIiNãy AanHd Ýg! =ay Ke tenI Aagz [Nãna wogo tuCK wase Ke. pU R AanHd, prm‐_Tk<Ú AanHdnuH to xuH khevuH?
AhÄ khe Ke‐AanHdmaH suiS=t Ke AevuH AenuH sda ASqilt Aek $p Ke. Ahaha...¦ pU R AanHdnI dxa je Ýg! ={ te ASqilt Ke, hve Ae kaH{ fre Aem n=I¸ said AnHtkaz Aevo ne Aevo j AanHd ræa kre Ke. Ahaha...¦ ;said AnHt AnHt smai\ suqmaH' sHsarno AHt ={ne moÙdxa ={ temaH pU R AanHdnuH, Aekla AanHdnuH, AnHt AanHdnuH vedn Ke, temaH hve ko{ frk =ay nih AevuH Ae ASqilt Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
isâmaH (isâdxamaH) xuH Ke?
to khe Ke‐TyaH Sv$p‐lInta=I Ýaº Aekla AanHdnuH, AnHt AanHdnuH vedn Ke. Aa isvay bIj¡H kaH{ j n=I¸ bag‐bHgla, bgIca, hIra‐motI‐pNna ke ku!uHb‐pirvar kaH{ j n=I. Ahaha...¦ pU aRnHdna na=ne we!va=I je AanHdnI‐AnHt AanHdnI dxa Ýg!I Ke te khe Ke, wgvan isâne Aivcl‐ASqilt Aek $p Ke. AavI vat¦
vzI khe Ke‐ ;c' Ane ;Acl-AicR:' Acz jenI ßyot Ke Aevo ;AymŸ AaTma _dyit' Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.
Ahaha...¦ AnHtvIyRSv$p Ýwu Aa„a Ke temaH lIn ={ pir`mtaH AnHt &an‐dxRn‐suq [Tyaid siht inj Sv$pnI rcna kre AevuH AnHt bl tene Ýg! =ay Ke. je xi›maH Ke te, teno Aa]y letaH Acz ßyoit$p Ýg! =ay Ke.
Ahaha...¦ AavuH idƒ suÝwat¦ sUyR _ge Ane Aa=me AemaH to suÝwat kaym rhetuH n=I, prHtu Aa cEtNysUyR to _Gyo te _Gyo, hve te Aa=mto n=I. AavuH idƒ suÝwat saidAnHt rhe Aevo Aa Aa„a _dy pame Ke.
}loka=R:- (Syaäad-dIipt-lstŸ-mhis) SyadŸvad vDe ÝdIº krvamaH AaveluH lslstuH (‐JgJga! krtuH) jenuH tej Ke Ane (xu|d-Svwav-mihmin) jemaH xuâSvwav$p mihma Ke Aevo (Ýkaxe _idte miy [it) Aa Ýkax (&anÝkax) ßyaH maramaH _dy paMyo Ke, TyaH (bN\-moÙ-p=-paitiw: ANy-wavE: ikmŸ) bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? (inTy-_dy: prmŸ AyH Svwav: Sf¡rtu) inTy jeno _dy rhe Ke Aevo kevz Aa (AnHt ctuÚy$p) Svwav j mne Sfurayman ho.
wava=R:- SyadŸvad=I y=a=R Aa„&an =ya pKI AenuH fz pU R Aa„anuH Ýg! =vuH te Ke. ma!e moÙno [CKk puruØ Ae j Ýa=Rna kre Ke ke‐maro pU RSvwav Aa„a mne Ýg! =aAo¸ bH\moÙmagRmaH pDta ANy wavonuH mare xuH kam Ke? 269.
wa{¦ Aa pEsa to jD ma!I‐\Uz Ke. pEsa k–aH tara ={ne ræa Ke? Ae to Aenap e ræa Ke. tarap e ={ne rhe to Ae A$pI ={ Ôy, Ane Ôe tuH Aene tarap e mane to tuH AÒv ={ Ôy. p` Aem to =tuH n=I. ma!e potano mihma m!aDIne, prno mihma kre Ae to b\uH A&an Ane mU#ta Ke. AacayR khe Ke‐inj &ananHdSvwavna Aa]ye Amne cEtNynuH lslstuH AevuH tej Ýg! =yuH Ke je=I A&an Ane mU#ta ivlIn ={ gyaH Ke, nax pamI gyaH Ke.
Aha¦ potanI cEtNyvStu to Anaid=I Ke, p` tene wUlIne Anaid kaz=I Ae car gitmaH nkR‐ingodaidmaH Avtar krI krIne du:qI ={ ræo Ke. Aha¦ nkR ne ityÅcna Ae e AnHt AnHt Avtar kyaR Ke. ko{ pu~y yoge maHD mnu*y =yo ne kaH{k \n mZyuH to AiwmanmaH c#I gyo ne Ô e ;huH phozo Ane xerI saHkDI,' Aene sHto khe Ke‐wa{, jra saHwz. jena vDe tuH AiwmanmaH c#–o Ke te cIj tarI n=I. pu~yna fzmaH xe@a{ vgere mzI Ôy p` Ae to \Uz Ke. Ae \UznaH pd bapu¦ Ae cEtNynaH pd nih. Ame to Anek var khIAe KIAe ke vØeR je ds hÔr mage te nano mag`, laq mage te mo!o mag`, ne ÊoD mage te Aena=I mo!o mag`‐iwqaro Ke. potanI AnHt cEtNysHpdane AozQya‐Anuwƒa ivna Aa xei@ya ÊoDpitAo b\a iwqara Ke. AavI vat jra kDk lage p` Aa sTy vat Ke. pu~y mage te b\a iwqara j Ke.
Aha¦ AHtrmaH AanHdno na= siCcdanHd Ýwu pote Ke. jem hIramaH pasa (phel) paDtaH Ýkax vDe JgJga! cmke Ke, tem wgvan Aa„ano AHtrmaH SvIkar krtaH cEtNynuH lslstuH tej Ýg! =ay Ke. jem hIramaH cmk wrI Ke tem wgvan Aa„amaH &an ne AanHdnuH pu R wrpur tej wyuÅ Ke. temaH AHtr‐Aekag/ =taH sMyG&annuH tej Ýg! =ay Ke A=aRtŸ xuâ Svwav jeno mihma Ke Aevo xuâ, buâ wgvan Aa„a JgJga! Ýkaxe Ke. Aa sMyG&anno Ýkax =taH prno mihma m!Ine inj Svwavno mihma Ýg! =ay Ke.
Aa dehmaH vat, ip¿ ne kf ßyare vkre Tyare siNnpat =ay Ke. siNnpat =taH ma`s gaHDo‐pagl ={ bharnI cIÔe Ôe{ hsva lage Ke. Ae kaH{ hrqnuH hsvuH n=I, Ae to siþpat bapu¦ paglnI dxa wa{¦ tem im+yadxRn, im+ya&an ne im+ya Aacr` vkre Tyare Òv pagl‐besu\ ={ Ôy Ke. potanI AHdr AnHtI &an Ane AanHdnI sHpda wrI Ke KtaH, Aa xrIr maruH, Aa \n maruH, Aa bayDI‐KokraH maraH, Aa gam maruH, Aa dex maro‐Aem b\e marap uH krI krIne gaHDo‐pagl mU# jevo ={ Ôy Ke. sHto khe Ke‐wa{¦ jem krvt vDe lakDana be k!ka j¡da kre Ke tem wed&an vDe Sv Ane prne juda kr. &ananHd Sv$p te huH, Ane jD dehaid huH nih‐Aem bene juda paD. Aho¦ AacayR wgvan potanI vat krIne jgtne smÔve Ke ke‐rag=I iwþ pDIne SvwavmaH Aekag/ =taH mne lslsto &anÝkax _dy paMyo Ke. AavI vat¦
hve khe Ke‐&anÝkax ßyaH maramaH _dy paMyo Ke TyaH ;bN\-moÙ-p=-paitiw: ANy-wavE: ikmŸ' bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? ;inTy_dy: prmŸ AymŸ Svwav:Sf¡rtu' inTy jeno _dy rhe Ke Aevo kevz Aa (AnHt ctuÚy$p) Svwav j mne Sfurayman ho.
Ahaha...¦ Lyo, AacayRdev khe Ke‐maramaH &anÝkax ßyaH _dy paMyo Ke TyaH hve bH\‐moÙna magRmaH pDnara ANy wavo=I mare xuH Ýyojn Ke? Ahaha...¦ im+yadxRn‐&an‐cair5 te bH\magR Ke, ne sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 te moÙmagR Ke. p` Ae bH\‐moÙna ivkLp=I mare xuH kam Ke? wgvan Aek &aykna Aa]ye, je Svwav AHdr hto te JgJga! krto Ýg! =yo Ke, to hve bH\‐moÙna magRmaH Aavta Anek duivRkLp=I Amare xuH kam Ke? Ame to Amara Sv$pna inÔnHdrsmaH ivraßya KIAe. Amne hve AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt suq, AnHt vIyR‐AevI AnHt ctuÚynI dxa Ýg! =aAo¸ Amare bIj¡H kaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. j¡Ao Aa \m±nI wavna¦
Ahaha...¦ AacayRdev khe Ke‐Anaid kaz=I pu~y‐pap ne dehnI iÊya marI AevI w/m`a vDe sHsarmaH wmta hta. p` hve Amne Amara wgvan‐icdanHdFn Ýwuno ¹iÚ Ane &an äara we!o =yo Ke. Aa iS=itmaH hve Amne pU R Ýkax‐kevz&an Ýkax Ýaº =ay Ae j wavna Ke. hve Amne pU R AanHdna wognI wavna
Ke bIÔ ivkLp ne v<i¿nuH Amare kam n=I¸ pHcmhav/taidna ivkLp=I Amne kam n=I. Ahaha...¦ AmarI cIjmaH pU R &ananHd Svwav wyÈ Ke, hve te SvwavnI pU R ƒ›ta =aAo bs Ae j wavna Ke. wvno Awav ={ne AmarI je inj ini\‐AnHt ctu*y Ke te Ýaº =aAo¸ Aa isvay bIÒ ko{ (SvgaRidnI) Amne vaHKa n=I. pu~y _pÔvIne SvgeR ÔxuH AevI vaHKa to A&anIAone j hoy Ke &anIne pU R Sv$pnI ÝaiºnI j wavna hoy Ke.
F`a vqt phelaHnI lgwg 66‐67nI salnI vat Ke. te vqte wavngrmaH \/uvnuH na!k Ôeva gyela. \/uvnI mata mrI g{ to \/uv vEraGy pamI sa\u ={ gyo, Ane jHglmaH tp krva caLyo gyo. TyaH tene tp=I czavva _pr=I devIAo‐APsraAo AavI Ane treh trehnI ceÚa vDe tene czavva ÝyTn krva lagI. p` cze to \/uv xano? \/uv cZyo nih. te e Ae!luH kæuH‐;he mataAo¦ Ôe mare bIÔe wv hxe to tmare kUqe AavIx, bakI bIj¡H hram Ke.' Aem ßyare rajkumarone \/uvnuH wan ={ vEraGy =ay Ke Tyare, Ôe ke Fer APsraAo sman ÏIAo hoy Ke KtaH, mata pase rÔ leva Ôy Ke Ane khe Ke‐he mata¦ Ame Amara \/uv AanHdSv$pne sa\va vnmaH j{Ae KIAe he xrIrne jNm denarI jneta¦ Aek var rovuH hoy to ro{ le, bakI Ame frI=I mata krvana n=I, Ame Amara AanHdSv$pnI Ýaiº krIxuH, AhÄ AacayRdev khe Ke‐Amare mhav/taidna ivkLpo=I kam n=I, Amne bs pU`R dxa‐isâ dxa Ýaº =aAo. sa\kp e Ame ÔGya, to Amne AmaruH sa|y je isâpd ‐pU`R prma„pd‐tenI Ýaiº =xe. Amare Ae isvay kaH{ Ôe{tuH n=I. Aho¦ \maR„anI AHtrnI wavna idƒ AlaEikk hoy Ke teAo bharnI ko{ cIj ([Nãpd Aaid)nI vaHKa krta n=I.
naizyer Ke ne, naizyer¦ tena car wag Ke: Aek _prnaH KalaH, Aek kaclI, Ae kaclI trfnI ratI Kal Ane co=uH mI@uH \ozuH !opruH. tem Aa Aa„ane ivØe Aa deh Ae KalaH sman Ke, AHdr kmR Ke te kaclI Ke, ragäeØna wav te ratI Kal jeva Ke, Ane Ae ratI KalnI paKz !oprana sfed goza jevo wgvan Aa„a Aek &ayk wavp e ivraje Ke. jem mI@o SvaidÚ !oprapak krvo hoy to ratD‐lal Kal ka#I naqvI pDe tem Anakuz AanHd Ôe{Ae te e rag=I iwþ pDvuH Ôe{Ae. wa{, rag=I iwþ pDI xuâ cEtNy SvwavnuH AalHbn kyaR ivna b\uH inr=Rk Ke. ANymtmaH nrisHh mheta =ya te p` AavuH khe Ke, j¡Aone‐
ßyaH lgI AatmatÀv cINyo nih, TyaH lgI sa\na svR jU@I.' wa{, Aa smjvanaH !a`aH AaƒaH Tyare tuH bIje roka{ Ôy, vepar‐\H\amaH ne Kokra‐KokrInuH krvamaH roka{ Ôy to Avsr vItI jxe, ne A&an éwuH rhexe. pKI k–aH _tara krIx bapu¦
Aha¦ Aa„a Aek ¬asnI iÊya krI xkto n=I ke tene fervI xkto n=I TyaH huH b\I duinyanaH kam kruH KuH AevI maNyta im+ya w/m ne im+ya Aiwman n=I to xuH Ke? Aha¦‐
gaDanI nIce kutruH caltuH hoy te Aem Ô e ke Aa gaDuH mara=I cale Ke, tem prvStunI iÊya pr=I =ay tene A&anI huH kruH KuH Aem mane Ke. Aha¦ Aola kutrana jevo Aane im+ya w/m Ke, ktaRp`anuH im+ya Aiwman Ke. Aha¦ AavI w/m`ane waHgI AHdr wgvan ÔGyo Ke to khe Ke‐Amne AanHdno Svad Ýg! =yo Ke, ne pU R AanHdnI dxa =aAo¸ isâpdnI Ýaiº =aAo. AavI wavna¦
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;Syaäad=I y=a=R Aa„&an =ya pKI AenuH fz pU R Aa„anuH Ýg! =vuH te Ke.'
j¡Ao, ãƒkmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR=I iwþ &ananHdSvwavI Ýwu huH Aa„a KuH Aem inüy krI injSv$pmaH Aekag/ =ay tene Aa„&annuH tej Ýaº =ay Ke. Aa„&an =ya pKI tene Sv$pmaH rm`tanI j wavna hoy Ke. te Sv$pmaH rm`tana puruØa=R vDe tena fz$p pU R Aa„anI Ýaiº krI le Ke Aa rIte tene pU R &an ne AanHdnI Ýg!ta =ay Ke. Aam pU R SvwavnI Ýg!ta te Aa„&annuH fz Ke, ne Aa„&anIne te ={ne rhe Ke. j¡Ao Aa Aa„&annuH fz¦ Aa„&annuH fz moÙ Ke.
Ahaha...¦ Aa to AlaEikk Am<twyaR klxo Ke wa{¦ jene sHsarnuH du:q m!aDI Anakuz AanHdmaH rhevuH Ke Aena ma!e Aa AlaEikk vat Ke. vadivvad krI bIÔne hravva Ke Aena ma!e Aa vat n=I. yogsarmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
Ahaha...¦ sHsarmaH care git du:q$p Ke. SvgRmaH dev p` du:qI Ke, Ane mnu*ymaH kroDpit, AbÔepit ne mo!a mo!a raÔ‐cÊvt± p` du:qI Ke. sHsar Ae!le j du:q bapu¦ Aha¦ Aava du:qmy sHsar=I Ku!vuH hoy Aena ma!e Aa vat Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...? Aha¦ idgHbr sHtonI k=nImaH Apar ëDa` wyuÅ hoy Ke.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan¦ tuH ko` Ko? to khe Ke‐AnHt gu rTnakr‐cEtNyrTnakr‐&an Ane AanHdno sagr Ýwu tuH Ko. huH Aavo KuH Aem ha to paD, ha paDe to halt =xe. bakI ha paDe toy Aavo Ko. ne na paDe toy Aavo Ko.
khe Ke‐bIÒ vat (inim¿=I ne ƒvhar=I =ay Ae vat) to tuH jva de, Ô`va layk je &ey Ke Aevo taro AqHD Aek Aa„pda=R tene Ô`vamaH, temaH rhelI AnHt xi›Aone wed paDIne Ôeva jtaH, khe Ke, Aek$p Aa„pda=R ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I, prHtu ivkLp _@e Ke, Aa rIte Aa„pda=R ]âa‐&anmaH nax pame Ke A=aRtŸ wgvan &ayknuH y=a=R &an‐]âan _dy pamtuH n=I. xuwrag=I‐ƒvhar=I ne inim¿=I \mR =ay Ae to Aekkor ka#I naQyuH, kemke Ae to Aa„ana AiStTvmaH j n=I, iwþ cIj Ke. Aa to AenamaH je Ke AenI vat Ke. wa{, tara tÀvmaH AnHt gu Ke, te hotaH Aek Aekne wed paDIne lÙmaH letaH ivkLp _Tpþ =ay Ke, Awed Aek$p ãƒnI ¹iÚ =tI n=I. Aavo marg Ke. &an Ane ¹iÚno dor Awed Aek ムpr hovo Ôe{Ae. ƒvhar ho, p` AenI AHt¹RiÚmaH kaH{ j ikHmt n=I.
Aavo marg to srz Ke bapu¦ p` Aene je rIte Ke te rIte in:sHdeh besvo Ôe{Ae. Are, loko to inim¿ ne ƒvharmaH A!k–a Ke, p` Ae magR n=I, kemke inim¿ ne ƒvhar Aa„anI cIj j n=I. AavI vStuiS=it Ke.
j¡Ao, xuH kI\uH? ke &eyo jgtna Ke tene Ô`va$p Ô`niÊya te &an‐Sv$p Ke, &eySv$p n=I. &annI pyaRymaH K ムj`ay Ke te qreqr K ムj`ata n=I, p` K ムsHbH\I potanuH je &an te j`ay Ke Ane te qreqr Aa„anuH &ey Ke. pr&ey j`ay Ke Aem khevuH Ae to ƒvhar Ke. &ey sHbH\I potanI &annI pyaRy Ô`va$p ={ te AenuH &ey Ke, AoluH (pr&ey) nih, kemke potamaH potanI &anpyaRynuH AiStTv Ke (prnuH nih). Ahaha...¦ K ãƒne Ô`vanI &annI pyaRy potanI Ke, tene K ãƒnuH &an khevuH te ƒvhar Ke &ey‐&an &eynuH n=I, p` &annuH &an Ke, Ô`niÊya$pwav &anSv$p Ke. pH. jycHdÒ Ae j SpÚ kre Ke‐
;vzI te pote j nIce Ýma e &ey$p Ke. baæ &eyo &an=I j¡daH Ke, &anmaH pestaH n=I¸ &eyona AakarnI Jlk &anmaH AavtaH &an &eyakar$p deqay Ke prHtu Ae &anna j kLlolo (trHgo) Ke. te &ankLlolo j &an vDe j`ay Ke.'
Ahaha...¦ j¡Ao, baæ &eyo‐ragaidk=I maHDI KAe ãƒo potana Aa„a=I (‐potana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy 5 e=I) j¡daH Ke. Ôe te j¡daH n hoy to Aek hoy, p` Aem kdI bntuH n=I, Ke nih.
ragnuH &an =ay temaH kaH{ rag &annI pyaRymaH Aavto n=I. kevzIne lokaloknuH &an =yuH to lokalok kaH{ &anmaH pesI gyaH n=I. F!no Ô`nar F!‐$pe =to n=I. vzI F!no Ô`nar vaStvmaH F!ne Ô e Ke Aem n=I. Svprne Ô`vana &an$pe SvyH Aa„a j =ay Ke. F!ne Ô`vana &an$pe Aa„a =ay Ke te=I F!nuH &an nih, p` Aa„anuH j &an Ke. potanamaH to potana &anpir`amnuH AiStTv Ke, &eynuH nih. Aa„ano ;&' Svwav Ke, ne ;&' SvwavI Aa„amaH Ô`niÊya =ay te pota=I =tI potanI iÊya Ke, AemaH pr&eynuH kaH{ j n=I. Aam &ey sHbH\I potana &annuH je pir`mn =yuH te &ey pote, &an pote j, ne pote j &ata Ke. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ahaha...¦ kevuH wed&an kraƒuH Ke¦ vItrag magR bhu sU"m Ke wa{¦ jra \Iro ={ne saHwz. khe Ke‐Aa„a prne kre ke pr=I Aa„amaH kaH{ =ay Ae vat to jva de, Ae vat to Ke nih, p` pr &annI pyaRymaH j`ay, &an prne Ô e ke pr&ey &annI pyaRymaH Aave‐pese Aem p` Ke nih. vStu‐ムAek &aykwavp e Ke te pote &annI pyaRyp e, Ô`niÊya$pe =ay Ke te potanI SvprÝkaxknI iÊya Ke. AemaH pr j`ay Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke bs. pr j`atuH n=I, potanI Ô`niÊya Ô`va$pe Ke te j`ay Ke.
te Aa¸ pote Ô`g‐Ô`vana wavvazuH tÀv hova=I lokaloknaH je!laH &eyo Ke tene Ane potane Ô`vanI iÊya$pe potamaH (potana AiStTvmaH) potana kar e pir`me Ke. qreqr to Aa &anno pyaRy te &ey Ke. &annI pyaRynuH pr (pda=R) &ey Ke Aem khevuH te ƒvhar Ke. AavI vat Ke.
&eyona Aakar Ae!le &eyona ivxeØo‐AenI &anmaH Jlk Aave Ke A=aRtŸ te sHbH\InuH potanuH &an potamaH pota=I pir`me Ke. te &an &eyakar deqay Ke Aem kæuH p` te &eyakar =yuH n=I, Ae to &anakar‐&anna j trHgo Ke. Ahaha...¦ Ô`g... Ô`g... Ô`g potano Svwav Ke, AemaH prvStuno‐pr&eyno Ývex n=I, KtaH AenuH Ô`vuH AhÄ (‐potamaH) =ay Ke te qreqr AenuH (pr&eynuH) Ô`vuH n=I¸ Ô`vanI potanI dxa Ke AenuH Ô`vuH Ke. Aa Nyay=I to vat Ke Aene smjvI to pDe ne¦ ko{ =oDuH smÔvI de?
j¡Ao, dpR na ¹ÚaHte Aa vat smÒAe:
jem dpR nI same kolsa, AiG™ vgere mUkelaH hoy te dpR maH deqay Ke. p` Ae dpR =I j¡dI cIj Ke ne? dpR`maH to te pda=ÈnI Jlk deqay Ke, p` xuH kolsa ne AiG™ vgere dpR maH Ke? dpR maH to dpR nI SvCKtanuH AiStTv Ke. Ôe AiG™ vgere temaH pe@aH hoy to dpR AiG™my ={ Ôy, tene ha= ADkaD–e ha= bzI Ôy. p` Aem Ke nih. dpR` dpR`nI SvCKtana pir`ame pote j pota=I pir`MyuH Ke kolsa ke AiG™nuH temaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Aa xuH kI\uH? Lyo, frI=I. Aek baj¡ dpR Ke, Ane tenI same Aek baj¡ AiG™ ne brf Ke. AiG™ AiG™maH lbk‐Jbk =ay Ke, ne brf brfmaH pIgzto Ôy Ke. te smye dpR maH p` bs AevuH j deqay Ke. to xuH dpR maH AiG™ ne brf Ke? na¸ AiG™ Ane brfnuH hovuH to bhar potpotamaH Ke, dpR maH temnuH hovap uH n=I, dpR maH teAo pe@a n=I. dpR`maH to dpR`nI te‐$p SvCK dxa ={ Ke te Ke. AiG™ Ane brf sHbH\I dpR nI SvCKtanI dxa te dpR nuH potanuH pir`mn Ke, AiG™ ne brfnuH temaH kaH{ j n=I¸ AiG™ Ane brfe AemaH kaH{ j kyuÅ n=I, Ae to j¡da pda=È Ke.
tem wgvan Aa„a SvCK cEtNy dpR Ke. tena &anmaH &eyona AakarnI Jlk AavtaH &an &eyakar deqay Ke. same jeva &eyo Ke te j ÝkarnI ivxeØta$pe potanI &annI dxa =taH Ô e ke &an &eyakare ={ gyuH hoy tem deqay Ke, prHtu &an &eyakar =yuH j n=I, &anakar Ke A=aRtŸ te &eyna kLlolo n=I, p` &anna j kLlolo Ke, &annI j dxa Ke &eyonuH AemaH kaH{ j n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...?
(&anI khe Ke:) ;mm tÀvmŸ shjmŸ Ov' mara tÀvno Aevo Svwav j Ke ke ;ÉvictŸ meckH lsit' ko{ var to te (Aa„tÀv) meck (‐Anekakar, Axuâ) deqay Ke, ;ÉvictŸ meck-AmeckH' ko{ var meck‐Ameck (bþe$p) deqay Ke ;pun: ÉvictŸ AmeckH' Ane vzI ko{ var Ameck (‐Aekakar, xuâ) deqay Ke...
Ahaha...¦ xuâ icdanHdFn Aek icNma5 vStu huH Aa„a KuH AevI jene AHt¹RiÚ ={ Ke te sMyG&anI Ke. Aha¦ te sMyG&anI potana tÀvne kevuH Ô e Ke tenI Aa srs vat Ke. khe Ke‐ko{ var meck A=aRtŸ pyaRymaH Axuâta‐milnta‐du:q Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke. milnta‐du:q prna‐inim¿na kar e Ke Aem nih, p` potanuH j (pota=I) AevuH pir`mn Ke Aem &anI Ô e Ke. Ývcnsar, 47 nyna Ai\karmaH ktaR Ane wo›a nynI vat lI\I Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke‐&anInI pyaRymaH potanI kmÔerI=I ragnuH pir`mn Ke, rag krva layk Ke Aem nih, KtaH tene ragnuH pir`mn Ke te ApeÙaAe ragno ktaR‐wo›a huH KuH Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke. ¹iÚ ragne SvIkartI n=I, kemke ¹iÚno ivØy Aek Awed icNma5 Aa„a Ke, p` sa=e sMyG&an je vteR Ke te Aem Ô e Ke ke marI dxamaH meckp`uH‐ragaidwav$p milnta Ke. &an SvprÝkaxk Ke ne? to SvnI sa=e pyaRymaH je rag Ke tene te Ô e Ke. g`\raid Ùaiyk smiktI hoy te p` AavuH Ô e Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
ヹiÚ=I (huH) xuâ cEtNyma5 mUitR KuH, top` marI pir`it ragaid pir`amonI ƒaiº Ke tena=I inrHtr kLmaiØt (melI) Ke. khe Ke‐marI ¹iÚ inrHtr icNma5 ãƒ‐vStu _pr hova KtaH pyaRymaH milnta Ke Aem maruH &an Ô e Ke. ßyaH su\I ragnI‐kmRnI pU R inv<i¿ n =ay TyaH su\I &anIne &an\ara Ane kmR\ara‐bNne Aek sa=e cale Ke. je!lo rag Ke Ae!lI kmR\ara Ke, ne te Ke Aem &anI y=a=R Ô e Ke.
to smiktIne Aas/v‐milnta n=I, te inras/v Ke‐Aem xaÏmaH Aave Ke ne?
ha, Aave Ke. te ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe vat Ke. vzI tene AnHtanubH\I kØay n=I Aem sUcvva ma!enI vat Ke. smysar ga=a 7p, ktaRkmR Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke ke‐xuâ cEtNymUitR Aa„anI ¹iÚ ={ Ke tene Aa„a ƒapk ={ xuâ pyaRyno ivStar kre Ke, A=aRtŸ xuâ pyaRy tenuH ƒaPy Ke, Axuâ pyaRy tenuH ƒaPy kmR n=I. Aa ¹iÚ ApeÙaAe vat Ke. bakI &anIne ¹iÚ sa=e je &an vteR Ke te y=aiS=t Ô e Ke ke pyaRymaH ikHictŸ kluiØtta‐milnta Ke.
Ane vzI ko{ AvS=amaH xuâaxuâ Anuwvay Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke potanI icNma5 vStuna Aa]ye je!lI inmRz AanHdnI pir`it Ýg! Ke tene \m± Ô e Ke Ane sa=e je!lo rag‐milnwav Ke tene p` &anI Ô e Ke. \m±ne xuâtanI sa=e ikHictŸ ragnuH vedn hoy Ke temaH ivro\ n=I. be Ke to ivruâwav p` sa=e rhI xke Ke. \m±ne je!lI vItragta ={ te!luH xuâtanuH‐AanHdnuH vedn Ke, ne sa=e je!lo rag Ke te!luH du:qnuH p` vedn Ke. Aam Aek sa=e AanHd Ane du:qna vednmaH ivro\ n=I, Ke to bNne prSpr ivruâ, p` bNne sa=e rhe Ke AevI j sa\kdxa hoy Ke. bNnene &anI Aek sa=e Ô e Ke.
j¡Ao, tI=Åkrne jNm=I j Ùaiyk smikt hoy Ke. Aa@ vØRnI ëmre Svwavna ivxeØ AalHbnpUvRk paHcma gu S=anne Ýaº ={ A uv/t \ar` kre Ke. temaH ko{ tI=Åkr cÊvt± p` hoy to tene Kþu hÔr ra`IAo Ane te sHbH\I wog p` hoy Ke. wogmaH suqbuiâ n=I t=aip wognI Aasi›na pir`am hoy Ke. Aa Aasi›na vednne te du:q$p Ô e Ke. Ane je!lI xuâta Ýg! vteR Ke te!luH xaHitnuH vedn Aave Ke tene suq$p Ô e Ke‐bNnene te Aek sa=e Ô e Ke. Kõe gu S=ane wavilHgI muinvrne xuwwav hoy Ke tene te du:q$p Ô e Ke, Ane Aa„ana Aa]ye je!lI inmRzta Ýg!I Ke te!luH tene AanHdnuH vedn hoy Ke. sa\k \m± Aa bNnene Aek sa=e Ô e Ke. AavI sa\kdxa hoy Ke. j¡Ao, ‐
prma„pura`maH dxRn Ane &an‐Ae bene AdŸwutrsmaH lI\a Ke. TyaH kæuH Ke ke Aa„anI Aek smynI dxRn Ane &an Ae be pyaRymaH=I Aek dxRnnI‐dxRnopyognI‐pyaRy lokalokne A=aRtŸ Aaqa pU R stŸne ;te b\uH Awed Ke' Aem deqe Ke. temaH ;Aa Òv Ke ne Aa AÒv Ke' Aevo wed p` n=I. Are, ;Aa Ke' Aevo wed p` temaH n=I. ßyare bIÔe Aek smyno &anpyaRy b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne wed=I Ô e Ke. ãƒwed, gu wed, pyaRywed Ane Aek‐Aek pyaRymaH p` AnHt wed vgere b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne &an Ô e Ke. Aa rIte, je smye dxRnno pyaRy b\ane iwþ kyaR ivna deqe Ke te j smye &anno pyaRy b\ane iwþ‐iwþ krIne Ô e Ke. Ane Aa Aa„ano AdŸwut rs Ke. ßyare AhÄya Aa„amaH kevo AdŸwut vEwv Ke te khevuH Ke. to, khe Ke ke,
;Aho AaTmn: tdŸ [dmŸ shjmŸ A…UtH vEwvmŸ Aho¦ Aa„ano te Aa shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke ke‐ [t: AnektaH gtmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH te Anektane pamelo Ke.' pyaRy=I ÔetaH Aa„a Anekp e deqay Ke Ane te Aevo Ke p` qro. Lyo, Aa p` Aa„ano Aek Svawaivk AdŸwut vEwv Ke Aem khe Ke.
sma\an:- wa{¦ Ae to \UDno vEwv Ke. te k–aH Aa„amaH hto? te AekeAek (drek) prma`u to tenamaH‐jDmaH Ke. te=I te pEsaid Aa„ano vEwv Ke Aem k–aH=I AaƒuH?
AhÄ to Aa„ano vEwv Aene khe Ke ke Aek baj¡=I‐pyaRy¹iÚ=I‐Anekne ÔevanI ¹iÚ=I‐Ôe{Ae to pyaRymaH Anekta deqay Ke A=aRtŸ AnHt pyaRyo deqay Ke. kemke AnHt gu onI AnHt pyaRyo Ke. Ane Aek baj¡=I‐ヹiÚ=I‐vStu¹iÚ=I‐ÔetaH Aa„a Aek$p deqay Ke. j¡Ao, Aa Anekta pyaRymaH Ke Ane Aekta ãƒmaH Ke Aem kæuH Ke. t=a Aa„a sday OktamŸ d\tŸ-Aektane \ar` kre Ke, \arI raqe Ke Aem p` kæuH Ke.
;[t: Ù`-ivw¢gurmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur Ke.' Ae!le? ke Ême‐Ême =tI dxanI ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to Aa„a Ù`wHgur deqay Ke.
rajko!maH Aek vedaHtI bavo hto. te e Aek var AevuH saHwZyuH ke jEnna Aek sa\u (pU. ]I kanÒSvamI) A|ya„nI bhu êcI vat kre Ke. tene te=I =yuH ke lav saHwzva Ôë. te saHwzva Aaƒo. ÝvcnmaH Tyare AevuH AaƒuH ke pyaRyno nax =ay Ke ma!e Aa„a pyaRy=I AinTy Ke. te bavane =yuH ke xuH Aa„a AinTy hoy? Aavo (AinTy) Aa„a n hoy, Ae to inTy hoy. AivnaxI Aa„a hoy te brabr Aa„a Ke. te=I, ;mare AavuH saHwzvuH n=I' ‐Aem khIne te caLyo gyo. p` wa{¦ pyaRy=I Aa„a naxvan Ke Ane vStu=I AivnaxI Ke. Ane Aa to vStunuH Sv$p Ke.
prHtu Aa to jEnnuH Ke?
wa{¦ jEnnuH Ae!le ke vStunuH AavuH Sv$p Ke. prHtu, Ôe vStumaH AinTyp uH n j hoy to, kayR to AinTyp`amaH =ay Ke? Aa ム\/uv Ke, xuâ Ke AevuH (in Ry$pI) kayR to pyaRymaH =ay Ke? Ý=m pyaRymaH sacuH maNyuH nhotuH Ane hve tene fervIne (!azIne) sacuH maNyuH to te pyaRymaH mnayuH Ke. A=aRtŸ AinTy inTyno in Ry kre Ke. p` kaH{ inTy inTyno ke AinTyno in Ry krtuH n=I. kar` ke Ae inTy to inTy j Ke. (temaH ferfar =to n=I.)
AhÄ khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH pote pota=I Ù`wHgur Ke, Ù`e‐Ù e nax =vavazI cIj Ke Aem deqay Ke. j¡Ao, prne l{ne Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke Aem n=I kæuH. tem j prvStunI‐ke je Ù`wHgur Ke tenI‐p`
AhÄya vat n=I. Ae!le ke pEsa ne xrIraid Ù`wHgur Ke Ae vat ATyare n=I. prHtu vStunI (Aa„anI) AvS=a Aek smy rhe Ke ne bIje smye teno nax =ay Ke te=I Êmvt± dxa=I ÔetaH Aa„a j Ù`wHgur deqay Ke Aem khevuH Ke.
Aha¦ phelaH Aem vat krI htI ke Aek trf=I‐pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„amaH Anekta deqay Ke Ane Aek trf=I‐ヹiÚ=I ÔetaH temaH Aekta deqay Ke. ‐bs, Ae!lI vat htI. ßyare hve khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH Ù e Ù e naxvanp uH deqay Ke. pyaRy _Tpþ ={ne nax pame Ke. te=I te ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to pyaRymaH‐Aa„amaH Ù`wHgurta Ke, Aa„anI pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke. mtlb ke pyaRy Êmsr =ay Ke te ApeÙaAe AaTmane Ù`wHgur khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane Aane potano Svawaivk vEwv kæo Ke.
Aha¦ Aek‐Aek }lokmaH ke!luH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ p` Ôe xaHit=I potana Aa„a ma!e =oDo Sva|yay kre to qbr pDe ke Aho¦ AavI cIj bIje Ke nhÄ Ane vStu AavI j hoy. Are¦ Aava inj Aa„a trfna ivcar, mnn, mH=n kre to teno xuwwav p` bIÒ Ôtno hoy Ke. prHtu te to bharmaH A!k–o Ke.
j¡Ao, pEsa Aaidne l{ne Aa„a Anek Ke Aem nhÄ. prHtu pyaRymaH Anekp uH Ke te=I te Anek Ke. t=a pEsa ne xrIraid naxvan Ke ma!e Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke Aem p` nhÄ. prHtu tenI pyaRy j naxvan hova=I te Ù`wHgur Ke Aem khe Ke. Lyo, AavI cIj Ke.
;[t: sda Ov _dyatŸ \/uvmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday teno _dy hova=I \/uv Ke.' j¡Ao, sday ne \/uv‐Ae be xBdo Aek sa=e kæa Ke. to khe Ke ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH sday nam 5`e kaz Aa„ano _dy hova=I \/uv Ke. Ae!le ke Ae to Ke tevo Ke‐5 e kaz \/uv Ke... \/uv Ke... \/uv Ke. Ane te=I Ù e Ù e nax =vuH Ae temaH n=I. pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke ne? te=I tenI same khe Ke ke Aa„a i5kaz Aek$p rhenar Ke. Lyo, Aa Aa„ano vEwv btavay Ke.
Ahaha¦ Aek trf=I ÔetaH Aa„a sday Aek j Ýkare‐\/uvp e rhe Ke. pyaRy bdltI rhe Ke p` \/uv bdltuH n=I. Ane Aavo teno Svwav Ke. AhÄ to Ýma`&anno ivØy btave Ke ne¦ Aa„anuH‐potanuH AiStTv ke!lamaH Ke tenuH &an krave Ke ne¦ te=I wle pyaRy Ù`wHgur ho‐Ù`e Ù`e nax pamtI ho‐top` te Ke to Aa„ano vEwv Aem khe Ke. A=aRtŸ potanamaH potane l{ne pyaRy Ke p` prne l{ne te Ke nhÄ. Aha¦ mUz cIjne phÇcva ma!e to Anek Ýkarna puruØa=RnI _g/ git Ôe{Ae.
AhÄ khe Ke ke wgvan Aa„a, Aek trf=I ÔetaH, i5kaz \/uv‐Aek$p Ke. mtlb ke te Ke... Ke... ne Ke. Ane Aek baj¡=I ÔetaH te Ke... Ke... ne Ke Aem nhÄ p` te Ke ne nax pame Ke, Ke ne nax pame Ke. Ae!le ke Aa„a ãƒe sda \/uv, Aek$p ne s£x Ke. Ane pyaRye Ù`wHgur, ivs£x Ke. pyaRy Ù e Ù e _Tpþ ={ne Ôy, _Tpþ ={ne Ôy Ke tenaH s<iÚ ne nax, s<iÚ ne nax =ay Ke tenaH jNm ne mr`, jNm ne mr` =ay Ke. jNm nam _pjvuH, s<iÚ =vI, _Tpi¿ =vI. Ane mr` nam nax =vuH. Aek smynI pyaRynI _Tpi¿ =vI te teno jNm Ke Ane bIje smye te Ù`wHgur pyaRyno nax =vo te tenuH mr` Ke. Lyo, Aa rIte pyaRymaH jNm‐mr` Ke. A=aRtŸ tena _Tpi¿ ne ƒy¸ s<iÚ ne nax¸ jNm ne mr` to pyaRymaH Ke. Aha¦ Aa„tÀvna shj vEwvnuH Sv$p AavuH Ke. Ane tene ¹iÚpUvRk &anmaH brabr levuH Ôe{Ae.
‐Aa rIte pyaRymaH (1) Anekta ne (2) Ù`wHgurta t=a ãƒmaH (1) Aekta ne (2) \/uvta Ke Aem v RƒuH. hve (5IÔ bolmaH) Ùe5=I v Rve Ke.
;[t: prm-ivSt<tmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH prm ivSt<t Ke.' Aek trf=I ÔetaH Aa„a Aek smymaH lokalokne Ô e Ke te=I Ô e ke te!lo ƒapk hoy Aem deqay Ke. vStu Aa„a Aek smymaH Aek sa=e Ô e 5` kaz ne 5` lokmaH ƒapI Ôy Ke Ae!le ke tenuH &an svRgt ={ Ôy Ke‐svRne Ô`I le Ke te=I Ô e ke te te!lo ivxaz Ke Aem deqay Ke. Aa„a ATyare p` Aavo Ke ho. Ôe ke AhÄ to ATyare sa\kÒvnI vat Ke. to, sa\kÒvno p` Aek smyno &anpyaRy lokalokne‐je!la AnHt isâo Aaid K ãƒo Ke te b\ane‐Ô e Ke. ma!e, Aek baj¡=I j¡Ae‐Ô e to Aem j`ay ke Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe Aa„ano Ùe5=I te!lo ivStar Ke. kar`
;[t: injE: ÝdexE: \<tmŸ Aek trf=I ÔetaH potana Ýdexo=I j \ar` krI rqayelo Ke.' pyaRymaH lokaloknuH &an \arI raQyuH Ke te ApeÙaAe tene ivSt<t kæo hto. Ane hve khe Ke ke ãƒnI ApeÙaAe j¡Ao to Aa„aAe ma5 potana Ùe5ne \arI raQyuH Ke (‐potana Ùe5maH rhelo Ke) prHtu pr vStune \arI n=I, pr vStune potana ÝdexomaH \ar` krI n=I. Aha¦ pyaRymaH prnuH ivxaz &an Ke te ApeÙaAe Aa„ane svRgt khevamaH Aave Ke Ae!le ke Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe te svRgt Ke p` prmaH Ùe5 ApeÙaAe ƒapva trIke ke pesI jva trIke te svRgt Ke Aem n=I. kar` ke Aa„a lokalokne Ô e Ke te=I Ô e ke te!la Ùe5maH ƒapelo Ke Aem deqava KtaH te potana ÝdexomaH j ƒapelo Ke.
to AhÄ kæuH ke Aek baj¡=I j¡Ao to Aa„a potana ÝdexomaH‐SvÙe5maH j Ke. p` prÙe5maH Ke nhÄ. Ôe ke Aek trf=I ÔetaH te e pr Ýdexone Ô e ke potanI pyaRymaH \ayaR hoy Aem deqay Ke top` vStu=I ÔetaH te Aa„a SvÙe5maH‐potana AsHQy ÝdexomaH j Ke. pr Ýdexone potanI pyaRymaH \ayaR Ke teno A=R Ae Ke ke SvyH Ô`naruH Ae pyaRynuH &an lokalokna Ùe5maH Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe ƒapk ={ Ôy Ke.
j¡Ao, Aa rIte pyaRyna be bol kæa ke (1) pyaRymaH Anekta Ke ne (2) pyaRy Ù`wHgur Ke. t=a Ùe5na Aa rIte be bol kæa ke (1) te svRne Ô e Ke Ae ApeÙaAe svRgt Ke ne (2) KtaH Anaid=I te potana ÝdexomaH j Ke. Ane Aavo teno shj AdŸwut vEwv Ke. Aha¦ AavI vat bIje Ke nhÄ, hoy j nhÄ. Lyo, Aava AdŸwut kzxo Ke¦ Aa phelano 271mo }lok bhu êco hto. temaH kæuH htuH ke Ô`naro p` pote, je j`ay te &ey p` pote Ane je Ô e te &an p` pote. bapu¦ AavuH Ke.
Aha wa{¦ Aa taro vEwv Ke. Ane te p` kevo Ke? ke pUvaRpr ivro\I jevo lagva KtaH p` Aivro\I Ke. Aha¦
(1) pyaRymaH Anekp uH deqava KtaH vStu trIke te (Aa„a) Aek Ke. (2) Ême =tI pyaRy Ù`wHgur‐naxvan deqava KtaH vStu trIke te Aek$p (\/uv) Ke. (3) Aek smyno Ô`vano pyaRy Ô e ke lokalokmaH ƒapI gyo hoy A=aRtŸ te e potana ÝdexomaH Ô e ke
Lyo, Aa rIte Anek$p p` Aa„a Ke ne Aek$p p` Aa„a Ke. Aha¦ te smj`no pÄD Ke. te=I tena &anmaH Aa b\a smjvana Ýkaro smay Ôy Ke. A=aRtŸ Aa„&an =taH, Aa„amaH Aava je wavo Ke te b\a tena smj`maH AavI Ôy Ke. Ane Tyare te e Aa„ane Ô~yo Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aha¦ ANymtmaH to wgvan... wgvan... kro, wgvannI \Un lgavo Aem khe Ke. p` wa{¦ AevI \Un lgavva=I xuH mze? (kaH{ nhÄ.) kemke Ae to ivkLp Ke. KtaH, tevo ivkLp ho. prHtu tenI sa=e‐sa=e inivRkLp, Aek xuâ Aa„a Ke te tarI ¹iÚmaH Ke ke nhÄ? (Ôe Ke to tuH &anI Ko. nhÄtr A&anI Ko.)
j¡Ao, AhÄ Axuâta Ke te!lI j vat krvI Ke ho. mtlb ke AhÄ to xuâta ne Axuâta‐Ae benuH Aa„amaH hovap uH Ke te!lI bs vat krvI Ke. p` Axuâta Ke ma!e xuâta Ýg!xe Aem kaH{ AhÄ vat khevI n=I.
ÝÆ:- song#vaza to ƒvhar manta n=I?
sma\an:- ƒvhar Ke tenI ko` na paDe Ke? Ôe ƒvhar n=I to pyaRy p` n=I. kemke pyaRy pote ƒvhar Ke. ha, ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Ke Aem vat n=I. (‐Aem manta n=I.)
hve pyaRy¹iÚ=I bIÒ rIte ÔevanI vat kre Ke:
;ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Ù`wHgur deqay Ke.' Aa bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ=I Aa„a Anek$p deqay Ke Aem nhÄ p` te Ù`wHgur deqay Ke Aem khe Ke. A=aRtŸ Ù e Ù e nax =vuH Aevo teno Svwav Ke Aem khe Ke.
ÝÆ:- phela bolmaH to ;pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH' ‐Aem khI dI\uH Ke. to pKI, hve Aa vzI nvuH xuH kæuH ke ;ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔetaH'?
sma\an:- wa{¦ Aa pyaRy¹iÚ=I bIÒ rIte ÔevanI vat Ke. phela bolmaH Aem kæuH htuH ke pyaRy¹iÚAe AvS=ane Ôe{Ae to te Anek Ke. Ane hve bIÔ bolmaH Aem khe Ke ke Ême =tI AvS=a¹iÚAe Ôe{Ae to te Ù`wHgur Ke.
Aha¦ hve Aam vat Ke TyaH Ù`wHgur Aeva va`I ne xrIraid to k–aHy rhI gya. ÏI‐pu5aidno sHyog sH|yana rHg jevo Ke, FDIkmaH kazaH AH\ara ={ jxe. A=aRtŸ te b\uHy naxvan Ke Aem vat Aave Ke. prHtu te vat AhÄya n=I. AhÄya to pyaRy naxvan Ke Aem khe Ke. pyaRy Aek smyne ma!e AiStTvp e ={ne rhe Ke. ne bIje smye te Ôy Ke‐nax pame Ke. (pyaRynuH AiStTv Aek smynuH Ke.) Aha¦ stŸne isâ krvuH hoy to ko{no Aaxro levo pDe nhÄ. kemke stŸ to stŸ j Ke. te=I tena S=apnmaH b\uHy sI\uH stŸ j caLyuH Aave. ßyare qo!uH S=apn krvuH hoy to Anek grbD krvI pDe. j¡Aone¦ AhÄ ke!luH SpÚ kæuH Ke. Ýwu¦ Aa to vStu j AavI Ke wa{¦
;shwavI gu ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH \/uv deqay Ke.' j¡Ao, phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ ne ヹiÚ lI\I htI. Ane hve Aa bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ ne gu ¹iÚ le Ke. ma!e, te be bolmaH fer Ke.
xuH kæuH te smÔ uH kaH{?
ke phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ=I Anekp uH ne ヹiÚ=I Aekp uH deqay Ke Aem kæuH htuH. ßyare hve bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚ lI\I Ke qrI p` Ême Ême =tI pyaRy¹iÚ lI\I Ke. tem j ÊmwavI pyaRy¹iÚ ne AÊmwavI (shwavI) gu`¹iÚ=I ÔevanI vat Aa bIÔ bolmaH lI\I Ke.
to, khe Ke ke Ême‐Ême =tI pyaRy¹iÚ=I j¡Ao to te Ù`wHgur Ke Ane shwavI gu`¹iÚ=I j¡Ao to te \/uv Ke. j¡Ao, phela bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚnI same ヹiÚnI vat htI. ßyare Aa bIÔ bolmaH pyaRy¹iÚnI same gu`¹iÚnI vat khI Ke. kemke ÊmwavInI same AÊmwavI (shwavI) khevuH Ke ne¦ to, AÊmwavI gu` Ke. t=a shwavI khevuH Ke to Anek p` kheva Ke ne¦ to, ムAek Ke ßyare gu AnHt Ke. Ane te gu o shwavI‐
Aha¦ b\I pyaRy Aek sa=e n hoy. Aek smye‐Aek sa=e Aek smynI Aek j pyaRy hoy Ke. Ane te kar e te ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a Ù`wHgur Ke. Ane gu o Aek sa=e j sday hoy Ke. te kar e te ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH Aa„a \/uv Ke. Aha¦ sU"m to Ke wa{¦ kemke Aa marg j Aavo Ke. ne prm sTy j AavuH Ke. te=I AakruH lage ke n lage, te e Aa rIte Ô`vuH Ôe{xe. sHsarna davanz=I Ku!vuH hoy to te e Aa„ano Aavo Svwav Ke Aem brabr AHtr Anuwv=I in Ry levo pDxe. (krvo pDxe.)
j¡Aone, VhalamaH Vhalo Aekno Aek dIkro mrI Ôy to bap gaHDo ={ Ôy Ke. p` Ae to Ae smyno Òvno pyaRy bdlavano j hto to bdlay Ke. te kaH{ bIÔna kar e bdlato n=I. Aa xrIraid to dUr ræa prHtu Aa to ÒvnI pyaRy bdlay Ke tenI vat Ke. to khe Ke ke Aa wvno pyaRy KU!I bIÔ smye bIÔ wvno pyaRy =vano j hto to =yo Ke. Are¦ git trIke k–a Aa mnu*yp`anI pyaRy ne k–aH bIje smye sI\o bIÔe wv. Ane A&anIna to mmtamaH‐bihlRÙI ¹iÚmaH‐deh KU!e Ke, pyaRy bdlay Ke.
AhÄ khe Ke ke Aa mnu*yp`anI pyaRyno nax ={ne bIje smye bIÒ gitnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Aevo tenI pyaRyno Ù`wHgur Svwav Ke. Ane shwavI gu ¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to te \/uv deqay Ke. shwavI Ae!le ke b\a gu o Aek sa=e hoy Ke. ßyare b\I pyaRyo Aek sa=e n hoy. ha, AnHt gu nI vtRman AnHt pyaRyo Aek sa=e hoy Ke. prHtu Aek gu nI Aek pyaRy sa=e te j gu nI bIÒ pyaRy n hoy.
;&annI ApeÙavazI svRgt ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH prm ivStarne pamelo deqay Ke.' &annI ApeÙaAe j¡Ao to lokalok Ô e ke &annI pyaRymaH AavI gya hoy Aem deqay Ke. A=aRtŸ te svRgt Ke, b\uHy Ô e Ke. Are¦ Alokno AHt n=I KtaH tenuH &anmaH wan ={ Ôy Ke Aem khe Ke. to, kæuH ke lokalokno ivStar &annI pyaRy Ô`I Ôy Ke te=I Ô e ke Aa„a te!lo ivSt<t Ke Aem deqay Ke. Ane Aavo j Aa„ano AdŸwut vEwv Ke.
;ÝdexonI ApeÙavazI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH potana ÝdexomaH j ƒapelo deqay Ke' Aa„a tem j tenI &anpyaRy potana AsHQy ÝdexomaH j Ke. te kaH{ bIÔna ÝdexomaH ke bIÔnI pyaRyp e ={ne ræa n=I.
j¡Ao, hve b\ano srvazo le Ke ke ;Aavo ãƒpyaRya„k AnHt\mRvazo vStuno Svwav Ke.' sHÝdayna Amara guÌwa{ jEnna beirS!r khevata. KtaH te AevuH kheta ke \maRiStkaymaH be j gu hoy‐A$pI ne githetuTv. 5IÔe ko{ gu` hoy to lavo, btavo. ma!e temaH AnHt gu keva? p` wa{¦ bIÔH gu o n kæa hoy top` te ムKe to temaH AnHt gu hoy j. Ane te=I to AhÄya khe Ke ke ãƒpyaRya„k AnHt\mRvazo vStuno Svwav Ke. ムAe!le vStu, pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a ne Aa„k Ae!le Sv$p.
hve A&anI ne &anInI vat kre Ke: ;te (Svwav) A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pÔve Ke ke Aa to AsHwivt jevI vat Ke¦' A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pje Ke ke Aa xuH khe Ke?
(1) tenI te vStu Anek ne tenI te vStu Aek¸
(2) tenI te vStu Ù`wHgur ne tenI te vStu \/uv¸
(3) tenI te vStu svRƒapk ne tenI te vStu SvÙe5maH rhe.
‐Aa xuH khe Ke? Aa to AsHwivt jevI vat lage Ke. AavuH sHwve nhÄ, Amne kaH{ Aa vat bestI n=I‐Aem A&anIAona &anmaH AaüyR _pje Ke. p` wa{¦ tne qbr n=I bapu¦ ke vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke. Ane te j yoGy Ke.
Aa rIte A&anIne AekluH AaüyR =ay Ke ßyare ;&anIAone Ôeke vStuSvwavmaH AaüyR n=I' kemke vStuno Svwav j Aevo Ke. ;top` temne pUveR kdI nhoto =yo Aevo AdŸwut prm AanHd =ay Ke, Ane te=I AaüyR p` =ay Ke.' &anIne AaüyR =ay Ke ke Aho¦ Aa kevI AdŸwut vStu Ke.
hve ivxeØ khe Ke‐;Sv-rs-ivsr-pU`R-AiCKNn-tÀv-_plMw:' jemaH inj rsna felav=I pU R AiKþ tÀv‐_pliB\ Ke (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmRno Awav =yo hova=I jemaH Sv$p‐Anuwvnno Awav =to n=I) Ane...
Ahaha...¦ xuâ Aa„anI pU R Anuwv dxa, pU R _pliB\ ={ te ={, hve teno Awav nih =ay. Ývcnsar ga=a 172nI !Ikana nvma bolmaH Aave Ke ke‐;_pyognuH ko{=I hr` =tuH n=I,' Ae!le ke Aek var xuâa„ana Aa]ye je _pyog Ýg! =yo teno ko{=I nax =to n=I. ãƒSvwavno nax =ay to tena Aa]ye Ýg! =yela _pyogno nax =ay. (p` Aem =tuH n=I, =vuH sHwivt n=I). vStuiS=it AavI Ke.
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„a Aek &aykSvwav Ýwu‐ten ¹iÚ ne rm`tanI pU Rta ={te frIne hve nIce pDe ne sa\kdxa =ay va ivprItta =ay Aem bntuH n=I. Aek var sa\kmaH=I isâpdnI Ýaiº =ay te hve isâpdmaH=I sa\k =ay ke pyaRymaH ivprItta =ay Aem bntuH n=I. isâpd Ýaº =yuH tene Keday nih tevI tÀvopliB\ ={. tÀvnI _pliB\ Ae!le xuH? tÀv to tÀv$p Ke j, prHtu jevuH tÀv Ke AevI tenI pU R dxa =ay Ae!le tÀvnI _pliB\ ={ khevay. smÔ uH kaH{...?
Ane ;psw-inyimt-AicR:' ATyHt inyimt jenI ßyoit Ke (A=aRtŸ AnHt vIyR=I je in*kHp rhe Ke) ;OØ: icTcmTkar: jyit' Aevo Aa (ÝTyÙ Anuwvgocr) cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke. (‐ko{=I bai\t n krI xkay Aem svÈTk<Úp e vteR Ke.)
Ahaha...¦ kevz&an ßyoit je Ýg! ={ te, khe Ke, AnHt vIyR=I sda in*kHp Aek$p rhe Ke. j¡Ao, AhÄ AnHt vIyR lI\uH. Ahaha...¦ AnHt vIyR vDe Aa kevz&an ßyoit, bIje smye, 5Ije smye AevI ne AevI Ýg!
Aha¦ Aavo Aa ÝTyÙ Anuwvgocr cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke ko{=I bai\t n =ay Aevo svÈTk<Úp e vteR Ke. j¡Ao Aa maHgizkmaH maHgizk¦ AavI icTcmTkar svÈTk<Ú vStune KoDIne dya pazvI, v/t krvaH ne wi›‐pUÔ krvaH‐[Tyaid xuwwav krvaH Ae to b\o rag Ke bapu¦ AemaH kaH{ n=I, Ae kaH{ \mR n=I. AhÄ to kevz&an Aaid AnHt ctuÚy AevuH je pU R Sv$p‐ke je sda in*kHp ne svÈTk<Ú jyvHt vteR Ke te maHgizk Ke.
Aha¦ jemaH kevz&an Aaid sda in*kHp vteR Aevo cEtNycmTkar Ýwu tuH Ko¸ tene KoDIne tare kevo cmTkar Ôe{Ae? bharnI liB\maH to \Uzey n=I, bar AHgnI liB\ne p` (kzx !IkamaH) ivkLp kæo Ke. vaStivk cmTkar to prmanHdnI‐pU aRnHdnI pyaRymaH Ýaiº =vI te j Ke.
;(AhÄ cEtNycmTkar jyvHt vteR Ke Aem khevamaH je cEtNycmTkarnuH svÈTk<Úp e vtRvuH btaƒuH, te j mHgz Ke.)'
xuâ cEtNySvwavna Aa]ye pir`t =taH mohnI _Tpi¿ ={ nih to mohno nax kyÈ Aem ƒvhar=I kæuH Ke. potanI AnHt&an Aaid l"mI Ýg! ={ TyaH prnI sav\anIno wav j n=I, prnI sav\anI rhI j n=I Ae!le mohno nax kyÈ Aem kæuH Ke. Ahaha¦ cEtNyna Aa]ye cEtNyno inmRz‐xuâ _pyog je Ýg! =yo te inmRz inivRkar Ke to khe Ke ke‐mohno nax kyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{...?
vzI, ;in:spTn-SvwavmŸ' jeno Svwav in:spTn (A=aRtŸ ÝitpÙI kmÈ ivnano) Ke, Ahaha... ÔeyuH? wgvan Aa„ano Svwav kmÈ=I iwþ Ke, ivruâ Ke. &an, AanHd [Tyaid Svwav j–aH pU R Ýg! ={ gyo TyaH kmR nDe Aem Ke nih.
vzI, ;ivml-pU`R' je inmRz Ke Ane je pU R Ke. Ahaha...¦ jevo wgvan Aa„a ãƒ‐gu`=I inmRz Ke, pU R Ke tevo te Sv‐Aa]ye pyaRymaH inmRz, pU R Ýg! =yo Ke A=aRtŸ ãƒna Aa]ymaH pyaRy inmRz, ne pU R Ýg! ={ g{. Aa sa|y$p isâdxa Ke.
Ahaha...¦ pHcm Aarana muinvr khe Ke‐Amne je moÙmagR Ýg! =yo Ke te Aevo ne Aevo ÔßvLyman rho¸ Aem ke Aa wav=I Aagz jtaH Amne pU R kevz&an Ane moÙ =xe. Ahaha...¦ Amne je inmRz pyaRy ={ te AevI ne AevI Ýg! =ya kro, ko{ Ýkare hI`p n ho‐Aem isâpd ma!e potane AaxIvaRd Aape Ke.
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;jenuH mr` n=I t=a jena=I ANynuH mr` n=I te Am<t Ke vzI je ATyHt SvaidÚ (‐mI@uH) hoy tene loko $i#=I Am<t khe Ke.'
Ahaha...¦ wgvan Aa„ana ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRy$pe hovap`anuH xuH mr` =ay Ke? na, wgvan Aa„a ãƒ‐gu ‐pyaRyp`e Amr Ke, Am<tSv$p Ke, Aeno kdIy nax =to n=I. \/uv icdanHdFn Ýwuna Aa]ye je inmRz pyaRy Ýg!e Ke tenoy nax =to n=I, tey AÙy Ke. vzI te AanHdna SvadvazI Am<t Ke. lokmaH p` SvaidÚ hoy tene Am<t khe Ke ne? tem Aa Anakuz AanHdna SvadvazI Am<t Ke. Ahaha...¦ Am<tSv$pI Aa„a Am<tmy Svadyu› Am<t Ke.
;AhÄ &anne‐Aa„ane‐Am<tcHãßyoit (A=aRtŸ Am<tmy cHãma sman ßyoit) khel Ke, te luPtopma AlHkar=I kæuH Ô`vuH kar` ke ;Am<tcNãvtŸ ßyoit:' no smas krtaH ;vtŸ' no lop ={ ;Am<tcNãßyoit:' =ay Ke.
(;vtŸ' xBd n mUktaH Am<tcHã$p ßyoit Aevo A=R krIAe to wed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke. ;Am<tcHãßyoit' AevuH j Aa„anuH nam khIAe to Awed$pk AlHkar =ay Ke.)'
cHãnI AHdr rahu Aave Ke Ane te Aek Aek idvse Aek Aek kzane roke Ke¸ vzI cHã vadzo=I AaCKaidt =ay Ke. wgvan Aa„amaH tene rokvavazo ko{ rahu Ke nih, t=a te ko{=I AaCKaidt =to n=I. ma!e cHãmanI _pma tene lagu pDtI n=I.
vzI, ;smNtatŸ ßvltu' kæuH Ke te svR Ùe5e t=a svR kaze Ýkax krvanuH j`ave Ke cHãma Aavo n=I.
Aha¦ 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô e Aevo Aa„ano Ýkax Ke ßyare cHãno Ýkax to =oDo kaz Ane =oDa Ùe5maH j hoy Ke. Aa Ýma e cHã sa=e wgvan Aa„anI _pma lagu pDtI n=I.
Aa kaƒmaH !Ikakar AacayRdeve ;Am<tcHã' AevuH potanuH nam p` j`aƒuH Ke. smas pl!Ine A=R krtaH ;Am<tcHã'na Ane ;Am<tcHãßyoit'na Anek A=È =ay Ke te y=asHwv Ô`va.
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hve ]Iman Am<tcHã AacayRdev be kaƒo khIne Aa smysarxaÏnI AaTmQyait namnI !Ika pU R kre Ke.
pHcaiStkay ga=a 62maH lI\uH Ke ke‐je rag va ivkar =ay Ke teno ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr`‐te ivkar‐rag Ke. Aek smynI ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkark te te pyaRymaH Ke. kmR Aaid prãƒmaH nih, ne ãƒ‐gu maH p` nih. ãƒ‐gu to i5kaz xuâ j Ke te Axuâne kem kre?
Aha¦ je e ragnuH g/h` kyuÅ Ke tene AanHdkHd Ýwu Aa„anuH g/h` =yuH nih, Ane ragnuH g/h` =taH tene iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko _Tpþ =ya. A=aRtŸ ktaR, kmR, kr` [Tyaid karkona wed pDI gya. te potanI cIj=I ivqu!o pDI gyo. tene karko _Tpþ =taH ragno Anuwv =yo Ane ragnI AnuwUit na fzp e te e Anaid=I du:q j wogƒuH. Aha¦ Anaid=I ingod=I maHDI jEnno idgHbr sa\u ={ nvmI g/Eveyk gyo TyaH p` te e ragno j Anuwv kyÈ. ga=a 102maH AavI gyuH ke je smye je wavno ktaR =ay Ke te smye teno j te wo›a =ay Ke. sHyog mze Ae to pKInI vat Ke. Aa to je smye rag kre te j smye teno te wo›a =ay Ke.
Ahaha...¦ xuâ cEtNymUitR Ýwu pote Ke, teno AHtmuRq ¹iÚmaH SvIkar kyÈ TyaH sMyG&an Ýg! =yuH to A&anwavmaH je ragäeØ =ta hta te ivly paMya, ne ragnI iÊyana Ø!Ÿkarko=I te inv<¿ =yo, ne iÊyanuH fz je du:q tena=I p` inv<it ={. bakI xuH ræuH? to khe Ke‐Aek &an j rhI gyuH. Ahaha...¦ potana &ananHdSvwavnI ¹iÚ ={ to sMyGdxRn‐&annI inmRz pir`it Ýg! ={¸ rag‐äeØ ne tenuH fz iviln ={ gya, ne Anakuz AanHdnI vItragI pir`it Ýg! ={. Aa„amaH ktaR, kmR Aaid SvwavonuH inmRz pir`mn xru =yuH. Aane \mR Ane vItragmagRnI xruAat khevamaH Aave Ke.
Aha¦ potana Sv$pnI ¹iÚ =taH A&an Ane A&an=I _Tpþ =tI ragnI iÊya Ane tenuH fz du:q nax pamI Ôy Ke. ¹iÚmaH ragey n=I ne du:qey n=I. p` sa\kne pyaRymaH ikHictŸ Axuâta Ke, rag Ke. &anI tene y=aiS=t Ô e Ke. tene je &an vteR Ke te Ô e Ke ke je AHxe rag Ke tenuH ktaR‐wo›ap uH p` Ke. krva‐wogvvayoGy Aem nih, p` AHxe ragnuH pir`mn Ke to pir`mn ApeÙa tenuH ktaR‐wo›ap uH Ke. Aavo vItragno AnekaHtSv$p magR Ke.
Aek baj¡ &anIne ragaid ivlIn ={ gya kho, ne vzI ktaR‐wo›ap uH kho‐Aa to ivruâ Ke?
ivvÙa smjtaH ivruâ to kaH{ j n=I. &anIne ragnuH SvaimTv n=I to ivlIn ={ gyo kæuH, ne ikHictŸ pir`mn Ke to ktaR‐wo›ap uH kæuH. SyaäadIne AamaH kaH{ ivruâ wastuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{...? SvwavnI ¹iÚ=I ÔetaH &anIne rag iv>man n=I, ne &annI njre j¡Ao to, pyaRyne j¡Ao to ikHictŸ rag Ke, ne tenuH vedn p` Ke. AavI j vStu Ke, temaH ivruâ kaH{ j n=I. StvnmaH Aave Ke ne ke‐
Ýwu tum Ô`g rIit, saE jg deqta ho lal¸inj s¿aAe xuâ, saEne peqta ho lal.
he na=¦ he svR&dev¦ AmarI inj s¿a‐inj Svwav xuâ Ke Aem Aap deqo Ko. pyaRymaH je pu~y‐papna ivkLp _@e Ke‐te Aas/v tÀv Ke, Aa„a n=I. inj s¿aAe xuâ icdanHdkHd Ýwu Ke tene Aap Aa„a Ô`o Ko. Aha¦ Aava xuâ cEtNySv$pnI ¹iÚ =vI te sMyGdxRn Ane \mR Ke, Ane Ae j ApUvR puruØa=R Ke. Aa isvay v/t, tp, dya, dan, wi›, pUÔ [Tyaid iÊyakaHD to AnHt kazmaH AnHt var kI\a, p` Ae kaH{ n=I. Aena=I \mR manvo Ae to A&anwav Ke. ßyare wgvan Aa„anI ¹iÚ ne Aa]y =ay Ke Tyare A&an !zI, &an =ay Ke, ne Aek &an j rhI Ôy Ke ragnI iÊya ne iÊyafzno nax ={ Ôy Ke. smiktI ragno hve ktaR‐wo›a =to n=I, Aek &ata‐¹Úa rhI Ôy Ke. xrIr hoy teney te Ô e, ragney Ô e, ne wv hoy teney bs (Aa pr Ke Aem) Ô e j Ke.
;ma!e hve Aa„a Svprna 5`kazvt± wavone &ata‐¹Úa ={ne Ô~ya‐deQya j kro.' j¡Ao Aa wavna¦ Aek ke pU R &an‐dxRn$p ={ Ô~ya‐deQya j kro. Lyo, AavI vat¦
ÝÆ:- pyaRy ivlIn ={ te k–aH g{?
_¿r:- ãƒmaH AHdr calI g{. pyaRy$p n rhI, yoGyta$pe AHdr ãƒmaH wzI g{, iv&anFnsmUhmaH mG™ ={ g{. jem srk`I gaH@ hoy Ke te qeHcva=I kpDamaH sma{ Ôy Ke, tem ragnI Aektabuiâ htI te
j¡Ao, xBd vack Ke, ne vStu vaCy Ke. Aam hotaH xBdomaH vStuna Sv$pne khevanI xi› Svymev Ke. vack xBd vaCyna kar e Ke, ke vaCy vackne l{ne Ke Aem n=I, ne khenaro hÇixyar Ke to vack xBdo Ke Aem p` n=I. kevzI wgvanne idƒ|vin nIkze Ke ma!e AemaH kevz&annI kaH{ Asr Ke Aem n=I. wa{, jEn tÀv&an bhu sU"m ne ghn Ke. hve khe Ke‐
;Aa rIte ãƒ]utnI rcna xBdoAe krI Ke Ae vat j y=a=R Ke. Aa„a to AmUitRk Ke, &anSv$p Ke, te=I te mUitRk pudŸglnI rcna kem krI xke? ma!e j AacayRdeve kæuH Ke ke —Aa smyÝaw<tnI !Ika xBdoAe krI Ke, huH to Sv$pmaH lIn KuH, maruH ktRƒ temaH (‐!Ika krvamaH) kaH{ j n=I.˜ Aa k=n AacayRdevnI inmaRnta p` btave Ke.'
j¡Ao Aa vStuiS=it¦ AmUitRk &anSv$pI Ýwu Aa„a, khe Ke, $pI jD pudŸglone kem krI rce? n rce. ma!e smyÝaw<tnI !Ika xBdoAe rcI Ke, Am<tcHãe nih‐Aa isâaHt Ke, Aa vStuiS=it Ke. huH to Sv$pguº KuH Aem khIne AacayRdeve potanI AHtrdxa quLlI krI Ke. Aa k=n=I AacayRdeve potanI inmaRnta p` Ýg! krI Ke. hve ƒvhar khe Ke‐
;hve Ôe inim¿nEimi¿k ƒvhar=I khIAe to Aem p` khevay Ke j ke Amuk kayR Amuk puruØe kyuÅ.'
j¡Ao, Aa to inim¿ ko` htuH Ae btavva inim¿nI muQyta=I Aam khevay Ke. Aavo khevano ƒvhar Ke, p` kayR inim¿=I =yuH Ke Aem Ke nih. Aa„a‐puruØ jDnuH kam kre Aem Ke nih. hve khe Ke‐
;Aa Nyaye Aa Aa„Qyait namnI !Ika p` Am<tcHãacayRk<t Ke j.' j¡Ao Aa inim¿nuH k=n¦ ƒvhar=I Aam khevay, p` qreqr Am<tcHãacayR !Ikana rciyta n=I, inim¿ Ke bs. xBdnI rcna=I xaÏ bNyuH Ke, Am<tcHã to inim¿ma5 Ke. jD prma uAo AÙr‐pd‐vak–p e =ya Ke, Aa„a Aene krI xkto n=I. ƒvhare Am<tcHãk<t kæuH Aeno Aevo A=R n=I ke jDnI AvS=a jD prma uAoAey krI ne Am<tcHãe p` krI. vaStvmaH jDnI AvS=a jD j kre, Aa„a nih‐AavI j vStuƒvS=a Ke. KtaH Aa„aAe‐puruØe kyuÅ AevuH k=n krvano ƒvhar Ke. hve khe Ke‐
;te=I tene vaHcnara t=a saHwznaraAoAe temno _pkar manvo p` yu› Ke kar` ke tene vaHcva t=a saHwzva=I parmai=Rk Aa„anuH Sv$p j`ay Ke, tenuH ]âan t=a Aacr` =ay Ke, im+ya &an, ]âan t=a Aacr` dUr =ay Ke Ane prHpraAe moÙnI Ýaiº =ay Ke. mumuÙuAoAe Aano inrHtr AWyas krvayoGy Ke.'
j¡Ao, bharmaH mumuÙuAomaH Aavo ƒvhar hovayoGy Ke. xaÏnuH p@n‐mnn, Ane dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ Ýit ivny‐wi›$p ÝvtRn mumuÙuAomaH AvXy hovayoGy Ke Aem AhÄ ƒvhar dxaRƒo Ke. Sv‐Aa]y te inüy Ke. Sv$pnI lgnI lage tene bharmaH Aavo ƒvhar hoy Ke.