To add from chapt 96 and to convert to first person from
404Tales of Divine Dreams My Diary and Jibankrishna or Diamond the
Holy Ghost Chapter 43 Attack of old prejudices and their
destruction 201. 30th November, 1976. Tuesday. Early morning dream:
A very big house was seen and in one of the room of that house
along with my elder brother I was staying. The windows were kept
open and we were coming out of the room. Suddenly I noticed that
the windows were automatically closed and opened repeatedly. It
seemed that all these were the activities of Ghosts. At that moment
my elder brother was not visible. At that time I became a little
bit frightened, but after a while the fear went off and I
determined to punish the ghosts with the name of Jibankrishna. But
meanwhile I realized that the name Jibankrishna was automatically
uttered in my brain. After a while I went to a place through the
Verandah and saw a tunnel going down obliquely and it was dense
dark inside the tunnel, nothing was visible inside. Then I saw a
little girl going downwards and she also seemed to be a ghost. As
soon as I threw a piece of brick towards her, she began to come
upwards, with a tendency to trap me. At the same time the name
Jibankrishna used to be uttered spontaneously within my body . It
seemed to me, the moment the utterence of the name would be
stopped, I would be trapped by the girl. At that moment the girl
vanished, but instead, from the tunnel young and aged ones began to
come upwards. All of them seemed to be ghosts and were trying to
trap me but due to continuous utterance of the name Jibankrishna
from my body they couldnt do any harm to me. On the contrary I
threw them one by one into the tunnel. At this moment the dream
went off.The spontaneous meaning of the dream comes thus : Ghosts
represents the past prejudicesnothing of them can create any
obstacles to the seer due to the grace of the Holy Ghost.
Elimination of the seers doubt by the Holy Ghost 202. 3rd
December, 1976. Friday. Early morning dream : Jibankrishna was
seated in a room. I had gone to him and asked, why dont you meet us
frequently? He only smiled but said nothing. But I did not leave
him and repeatedly went on asking, Say something! Asked so many
times, he said, My boy, the relation between you all and me, will
it be disconnected? Moreover, you see, frequent meeting is not
necessary, I shall meet according to necessity. Now listen to an
incident. Saying this he narrated an incident and I also thought
that immediately after waking up I would write it down, but after
waking up nothing could come in my memory. However, while in the
dream I was talking to Jibankrishna, noticed that his figure was
looking a bit changed alike that of one of my student named
Sanjeev, 14 to 15 years old, although he was Jibankrishna himself.
The conversation continued for a while, but nothing could be
remembered after waking up.The dream establishes in the mind of the
seer that God-the-preceptor always appear in the dream of a devotee
according to necessity of his body.The transformation of the body
of the Holy Ghost into Sanjeev indicates that he has gained a new
life in the seers body and will play a new role in future.
Clearing of the Cerebrum 203. 4th December, 1976. Saturday.
Early morning dream: A boy named Parthasarathi, was seated in a
very huge house. In front of him I performed the excretion work and
afterwards washed my body and the place also. Then I woke up. The
dream indicates the cerebrum gets cleaned for more realizations. In
reality, the seer also felt relaxed.
Continuation of spiritual practices
204. 5th December, 1976. Sunday. Early morning dream: I had gone
to the residence of Mr. Barendra Nath Mitra, a devotee by a bicycle
driven by my elder brother Pankaj. Reaching there I heard that
somebody was reading Jibankrishnas book Dharma O Anubhuti loudly.
With a disliking mind I thoughtwhy they are using mike! Then I saw
another room filled up with a good number of devotees who were
having spiritual discussions with each other. After this the dream
went off.Seeing so many spiritual people within the cerebrum in
dream day after day the brain power of the seer gets increased
gradually to have more powerful realizations in future.
Jibankrishna said, The more you will have accompaniment with
devotees either in dream or in reality, the more spiritual power
you will gain and at the same time the effect Of dreams will be
active in the body
Chapter 44Vision of huge Sudarsan Chakra (Luminous disc of Lord
Krishna mentioned in Hindu mythology) in the sky 205. 6th December,
1976. Monday. Early morning dream: I was standing in front of the
Laboratory of the Agri-Horticultural Society of India, Kolkata .
Suddenly I noticed that the whole sky was covered with dense cloud
through which the blue sky was peeping in some zones .Through those
areas a huge disc dazzling with light and covering 1/3rd area of
the sky was visible on a distant place . The disc was so much
ornamental and charming, that it was beyond any description. It was
very slowly whirling and coming over my head. As soon as it came
over my head, heavy shower started. I ran towards the Laboratory,
although I became a little bit wet. After this it rained cats and
dogs, and everything was hazy. At this moment I observed that my
friend Debasish was roaming in the garden with many other unknown
person. Suddenly a thunderous sound was heard and it seemed that it
came from the disc. I saw that except Debasish all other people
dropped on the ground along with many trees. Only Debasish
continued to roam in the garden without any fear. It seemed to me
that under this circumstances nobody would thrive. When I woke up
it seemed that something had happened in my brain.At this moment
nothing strikes my brain. But after a few days it suddenly flashed
in my mind that was it not the Maha Kundalini Darshan! Jibankrishna
described the Sudarshan Chakra held in his hand as a very
ornamental and charming one which destructs all evils and will
create goodness.It was described in Purana (Hindu mythology) that
Lord Krishnas Sudarshan chakra used to destruct the evil ones with
roaring sound, although it was an allegorical tale. However, in the
dream it was shown that only Debasish (Blessings of gods) thrived
in the midst of heavy shower, which means by the grace of God the
blissful shower will fall on earth for goodness in future.
Achievement of dispassionate condition and realization
Sacchidananda Samadhi 206. 10th December, 1976. Early morning
dream: Behind my residence a 16-17 years boy was singing a
devotional song on goddess Kali, I dont want anything etc. Standing
near the window I was hearing the song . Gradually a devotional
feeling began to raise in my body and after a while I felt that
Mahabayu or the life force with a great force began to rise upwards
within the body and I felt as if the body would burst with intense
joythe chicks became swelled by the wind pressure on both sides and
I lost my control upon myself with a feeling of inexpressible
delight. Even under this was a condition of Mahabhab(The great
ecstasy)! Then gradually the inhalation stopped and as soon as the
sleepy condition began to fade up, I felt that really I could not
inhale and when I completely woke up began to fidget. Then
gradually I became normal.The dream has two aspects : the first
scene indicates that the seer is becoming dispassionate and in the
second scene the seer had the experience of Satchidananda
Samadhi.
Advancement of Austerity 207. 18th December, 1976. Saturday.
Early morning dream: I had gone to the office of Arun Ghosh at
Kolkata . Entering the office I observed many people stepping up .
Amongst them a somewhat fatty person was also stepping up and
someone said pointing him out. This is Sadhan Babu. I went on
thinkingoh! Jibankrishna also saw him in one of his dream long time
back when he was alive!Then he went up and after going up to the
upper floor I saw a person named Haradhan sitting in the room of
Arun Ghosh . After he left, I asked Mr. Ghosh, Is there any news?
He then showed me a big size silver cup(For presentation to the
seer) and then I woke up.Jibankrishna saw in his dream that Sadhan
Babu stepped up to him . He explained this as his advancement of
austerity. Here the same person was observed in the same fashion
which indicates that there will be advancement of the seers
austerity.Big size silver cup is kept for presentationit means that
in future the seer may achieve the spiritual realizations of the
second standard compared to Jibankrishna, as the first prize is
awarded with gold cup and the second prize is awarded with silver
cup.
Chapter 45Attainment of one phase of Austerity 208. 19th
December, 1976. Sunday. Early morning dream: I was having
discussions with a known Lady named Uma (the name of goddess Durga
of the Hindu Purana). After a while I was offered siddhi (a drug
extracted from a narcotic plant) to drink. I drank it and at the
same moment I was hearing somebodys voice chanting come and have
pasted siddhi as much as you cant (A song on goddess Kali) .After
waking up I felt nothing about the dream. But when I was preparing
to go out for my work, I felt that really my head was whirling just
like the effect of drinking siddhi in reality. So I had to take bed
- rest. After a long time I recovered and went out.Here not only
the effect of dream came down on the seers body but also indicated
that the seer has the attainment of one phase of austerity, as to
drink siddhi denotes the attainment of one phase in the austerity .
Here the effect became predominant in the body of the seer which
means that this phase of austerity will be effective within the
body of the seer in future.
Descent of Mahabayu or the great life force 209. 24th December,
1976. Friday. Early morning dream: I was staying on the rooftop
room of my house. Suddenly I noticed that one of the teacher of my
school from his flying condition came down to me and had some
conversations with me. But nothing could be remembered after I woke
up from sleep.The seer had no idea about the teachers name, but
later on he came to know that his name was Ramsevak which means
Hanumana of the Ramayana. Instantly the meaning flashed in the
seers mindOh! Hanumana means the Mahabayu or the great life power
which descened in him, that means some special realizations in
Descent may occur in him in future.
Increase of spiritual power with accompaniment of devotees 210.
27th December, 1976. Monday. Early morning dream: I had gone to
Raghunath Sens residence at Taltala, Kolkata , where regular
spiritual discussions used to be occurred. I noticed that the room
became full of devotees and spiritual discussions were going on.
Here the dream went off.Seeing so many devotees at the same time
within the brain increases the brain power of the seer.Repeated
accompaniment with devotees 211. 1st January, 1977. Saturday. Early
morning dream: A continuous announcement was heard in the market
behind my residenceThe seer has been awarded a presentation. But
what for and what was it, was unknown. The announcement was
repeated several times. Meanwhile my mother suddenly jumped
downwards from the top floor with an intention to go there. I
became astonished thinking that my mother instead of using steps
went downwards in such a way ! After going down I noticed that
nothing serious happened except a slight injury in the waist. Then
I took my mother on my lap to the top floor and thought that with a
slight medicine she would recover. The dream then went off.The
present condition of the seer was revealed in the dreamThe award is
given by God Himself for the seers present spiritual condition.
Mother symbolizes the body itself or Adyasakti. To drop down
instead of using steps indicates the descent condition in austerity
of the seerit is a caution, means if the descent happens without
proper stepping, this will be harmful to the seer. So God gives
caution to him.
Realization of Vedanta Dream and waking condition are same212.
2nd January, 1977. Sunday. Place: Makardah, Howrah. In reality in
the early morning two devotees Anath Nath Mondal and Arun Mukherjee
were singing spiritual songs. I was hearing the songs and gradually
felt asleep. In dream I was hearing the same song and saw that
another old aged devotee Phanindra Nath Samaddar was leaving the
room. At that time it seemed to me that I was having a high pitched
mental condition for which I could not bear the songs. At this
moment I woke up.[The dream has revealed the condition of Phanindra
Nath, as well as that of the seer. At the same time the realization
of Vedanta was also revealed within the seer where the reality and
dream become intermingled. This is possible when the brain is free
from any prejudices.]
Chapter 46Accompaniment of devotees 213. 4th January, 1977.
Friday. Early morning dream: Along with a devotee Dilip Ghosh I was
staying in a house . We were having conversations about Sri
Jibankrishna. At one time I asked him, Will you go to Alpukur with
me? He agreed. I again said, But not more than one or two days. He
said, Yes, of course, not more than that and after this I woke
up.Recently frequently I have been seeing Dilip Ghosh in my dream.
This is not only creating attraction within the seer about this
particular devotee but also may indicate something more for
namesake which can be realized in future. Revelation of the seers
spiritual condition 214. 20th January , 1977. Thursday. Early
morning dream: One unknown person, showing me a written matter
asked to explain. I noticed that in that matter one part was
written by ink which concluded the yogic version. While explaining
the same, my head nodded left and right. Seeing this one person
said, While saying about yoga, this is manifested in his body. At
this moment the dream went off.The dream reveals the spiritual
condition of the seer. The yogic part of the written matter
although remains unknown, but it is expressed within the body of
the seer which means that in future this unknown part will be
manifested within the seer.
Vision of Manikin or Manusratan 215 . 23rd January, 1977,
Sunday. Early morning dream: First I saw Raghunath Sen , a devotee
and then I saw myself roaming at Esplanade area with a great
delight in mind and again I saw Dilip Ghosh whom I used to see in
dream very frequently in recent days. He got up into a private bus
along with me and then he disappeared. After a while, looking back
from the bus, I saw a procession of trucks on the road coming
towards us. Each truck was full of bald headed Vaisnabas
(Worshipper of Lord Vishnu in Hindu religion) wearing loin cloth
dyed with red ochre and having a tuft of never cut hair on the back
of the head. They were coming from backside and then after crossing
the bus were vanishing one by one. When the last truck came, I saw
on the truck about one and half feet tall Vaisnaba with a turf of
never cut hair on the back of the bald head and wearing the same
dress like others standing on the truck was enchanting the name of
the God Hari (the highest level God of the Hindu Purana). At first
I thought him to be a boy, but after noticing minutely realized
that he was a dwarf man and he was the key man of the whole
procession. Then I woke up and instantly it flashed in my mind, Oh
! this was the manikin ( Manusratan in Hindu mythology) ! After
long years I saw a picture of the king Boli and the manikin or the
incarnation of God Visnhu of Purana and recognized that I saw in my
dream the manikin of the same kind.After a long time I realized
that the dream seen on 24.12.76 where I saw the descent of Mahabayu
was the indication of the highest level of austerity in descent
when this manikin form of God incarnation is seen.
Accompaniment of devotees216 . 30th January, 1977. Sunday. Early
morning dream: I again saw Dilip Ghosh in my dream at Makardah of
Howrah District . There I saw another old devotee Sudhindranath
Sinha along with many other devotees. All had assembled together
having spiritual discussions, The dream here went off.It is
noteworthy that such dream showing the accompaniment of devotees
always appear either before or after any special type of vision.
This means that such dream either increases the brain power to bear
the force of a very special type of realization before or
after.
Indication of wide circulation of Jibankrishna cult in future
217 . 4th February, 1977. Friday. Early morning dream: I met a
junior ex-student named Anil of the Agricultural College at the
previous hostel. He was describing many facts about Sri
Jibankrishna in a very humorous way. I was listening to it and at
the same time went on thinkingonce Sri Jibankrishna saw in his
dream a devotee named Anil Krishna Nath and explained that Mahabayu
or the Great Life Force came under his control. So I became
surprised about the fact that this students name was also Anil,
means Mahabayu! Then the dream went off.The dream may be a future
indication when the name of Sri Jibankrishna will be widely spread
through Mahabayu or Great Life Force among the human race.
Chapter 47Spiritual Practices through accompaniment of devotees
218 . 5th February, 1977. Saturday. Early morning dream: I again
saw Dilip Ghosh but nothing else could be remembered later
on.Seeing Dilip so frequently in dream may indicate something which
may be understood in future. Realization of Oneness 219 . 13th
February. 1977. Sunday. Early morning dream: Someone was saying
about some sayings of Jibankrishna, this will not stand ; A devotee
named Anath Nath Mondal was seated in front . He was quoting a
saying of Jibankrishna Women-folks see me in dream by merely
sitting at their homes. I was surprised to hear the voice of
brother Anath when instead of his voice, I heard the voice of
Jibankrishna . Then I went on thinking with great surpriseOh! Once
this fact happened in one my dream when I was talking about some
spiritual aspects to some persons, my voice was changed to
Jibankrishnas voice! Then I woke up.This dream indicates that in
future everything will seem Jibankrishnas entity to the seer and a
great sense of Oneness will grow in him . Jibnakrishna used to say,
You have achieved oneness but the sense still has not grown in
you.The Future of Russia220 . 15th February, 1977. Tuesday. Early
morning dream: Someone had sent a letter in an envelope to me and
another unknown person said, It seems, it has come from Germany.
After opening the envelope I saw that one ex-prince of a state of
Russia had sent on order on five volumes of Sri Ramkrishna
Kathamrita and other books on Sri Ramkrishna for the people of
Russia. At that moment I was thinking, The base of Russia is very
strong to receive such thing. At this moment my mother said, then
you have to send this order. Just then I was awakened.The dream is
an indication of a future when Russia will be enlightened with Sri
Ramkrishna and Jibankrishnas cult.
Indication of achieving controlling power throughausterity of
earth in future221. 17th February, 1977. Thursday. Early morning
dream: A huge building was seen and I saw myself getting down
stepwise through wooden steps on one side of that building . After
stepping down a few steps I saw one of my student named Dharani who
was requesting me to step down on the base. I saw a narrow river
flowing underneath and then getting down a few steps I noticed that
2 to 3 steps at the lowest level were broken. I thought that I
could get down by merely jumping on the floor when these steps were
broken! At that moment Dharani said, It would serve the purpose as
those steps would be repaired. Then I thought, Well, when these
will be repaired I shell get down. So I again went to the roof top
and there I saw many people having their meals and at the same time
saw a known lady Kalpana by name with whom I had some conversations
, But nothing could be remembered later on and then I woke up.The
meaning of the dream flashed thus in the brain immediately after
the dream is that there is a possibility of a special type of
realization of the descent in future, but in a proper time, as some
cells of the descent state are not yet suitable for such
realization.Secondly Dharani means earth. He was saying that the
steps would be repaired. It means the seer may have the austerity
of the last step i.e., austerity of earth which means that the
controlling power may be bestowed on the seer in future in
spiritual world.Thirdly, Kalpana means imagination and she was seen
on the top floorit means all the individualistic realizations are
imaginative which was surprisingly corroborated and noted in the
diary of Binay Mukhopadhyaya where on 19.8.58, Jibankrishna was
sayingAll the individualistic realizations are nothing but
imagination. I would gradually realize that when this sense would
grow in me, I would lose all my attractions for these
individualistic realizations which will be of no use.
Chapter 48Revelation of a devotees condition222 . 20th February,
1977. Sunday, Early morning dream: I was spending my days with many
devotees at Makardah, Howrah, where in reality I used to do the
same thing as in dream. Among the devotees Debkumar Chowdhury was
also seen. He was discussing with somebody about some of his
problems. I went outside and when again entered the room saw no
trace of Jibankrishnas photo and here the dream went off.After some
days I heard that brother Chowdhury decided to leave his service
from the bank due to some problems and was mentally upset. I
realized that there was the indication in the dream about brother
Chowdhurys condition.
Revelation of a devotees condition 223 . 22nd February, 1977.
Tuesday, Early morning dream: I was spending days at Makardah. At
one time I saw Abala Kanta Dutta, a devotee coming inside a room
was lying on bed. He seemed to be very much depressed and tired. I
went to him and then the dream went off.In reality I came to know
that brother Abala was really passing through such condition.
Indication of achievement of spiritual power transmission 224.
24th February, 1977. Saturday. Early morning dream: First I saw our
school building at Kolkata where I was teaching many young
students. Then another ex-student named Ganga of my one
ex-institution came there. Somebody said, He entered the body of
another person. Ganga also said, Yes I can show it by performing.
Then many students told him to perform that practice. When he
wanted to perform it on me, I said, Dont do it on my body,
otherwise it will do harm to you. So he wanted to perform it on
another senior student of his institution named Abhay. I was
waiting to see how did he perform it. He then tried to enter the
body of Abhay but failed. So by sitting beside Abhay he began to
perform some other practices which made Abhays body shaking . I
clearly understood that all these were bogus. Then addressing to
the other younger students I began to say, This is nothing but a
type of hypnotism. This is only possible through the evolution of
life power in the body. When I was saying this, the school
Librarian named Lakshmi while passing by, challenged me. So I
answered with a great force, Yes, this occurs in the body and I
have experienced it. She kept quite. Then I began to tell the
students about the awakening of Kundalini or Life force within the
body. When saying, There is a type where the man jumps like a
frogthen I noticed that one of the students Kundalini was awakened
and began to jump like a frog. When I said, Here is a type where
the body shakes like a serpent, then and there another boys body
swarmed due to awakening of his Kundalini. While saying all these,
I noticed that everybody was listening to me very attentively.
After this I began to say, Now I will say about the evolution of
life power in the body. You all know about the lowest part of the
vertebra. Here the life power concentrates and step by step goes to
the cerebrum. There it becomes God. At this moment I woke up.The
dream indicates that the seer has the power of transmitting
spiritual power to others only by uttering spiritual words.
Although mentally he does not intend to accept this. This has the
reference in Jibankrishnas Bengali book, Dharma-O-Anubhuti like
thisSpiritual Conciousness appears in the body of a human being.
He, in whose body it appears, experiences the dalliance (Lila) of
the consciousness in his body and it awakens the same of others
This is the real form of Sambhabi (power of spiritual
transmission)[ Dharma-O-Anubhuti929] .
Achievement of Sri Chaitanya Devas entity and experience of
identical state of dream and reality 225. 11th March, 1977. Friday
, Noon time dream : Chanting of God Srikrishna with khol and kartal
(country musical instruments played by Vaisnabas, Devotees of Lord
Krishna) was heard from all over the places while I was seated.
After hearing this I fell into ecstasy, and gradually noticed that
my body was transformed into Sri Chaitanya Deva (Founder of
Devotional cult worshipping Lord Krishna in fifteenth century),
with long curled hairs on head and cloth wrapped on the body as
seen in the picture. Then I watched that two other persons -
handsome with long curled hairs on head and wearing the cloth in
the same fashion sitting on both sides of Sri Chaitanya were moving
their bodies with great spiritual emotion. Sometimes they were
vanishing and sometimes the chanting of Srikrishna Chaitanya was
heard and I was feeling a great divine joy as was experienced in a
previous dream. When I was half sleepy with a slight outer sense, I
was hearing the same chanting outside everywhere. Again when I was
falling asleep, the same chanting was heard from everywhere.When I
really woke up, I was surprised having full senseOh no chanting was
there! This was a dream only! Only one word flashed in my brain and
that was Bhakta( Devotee).This dream is related to the previous
dream where there was an indication of the descending of spiritual
consciousness within the seers body and which showed the power of
transmitting the spiritual power to others.Sri Chaitanya is the
incarnation of Lord Krishna with devotional cult (Bhakti or Great
spiritual devotion). Here the dream indicates that the seer has
achieved the same condition. Another significant fact is that the
seer experienced the realization of Vedanta where they are saying
that reality and dream are identical. Chapter 49Opening of new cell
in the cerebrum 226. 14th March, 1977. Monday. Early morning dream:
I saw in front of me a machine like a heater. I fixed the plug in
it and switched on. As soon as I did it a bursting sound was heard
as if a fuse had exploded. While I was waking up and it seemed as
if the sound happened within the brain. ---As Jibankrishna used to
explain, It means that a new cell opened within the brain to start
a new phase of austerity.
Indication of austerity of descent in future 227. 16th March,
1977. Wednesday. Early morning dream: I had gone to Baraset for my
own work. After finishing the work, I was returning home by a
bicycle. But at that moment it seemed to me as if I was returning
from Jamshedpur. I noticed that it had no paddle. I was only seated
on it and it was running in its own way. From where I got it had
also no idea. It was running on a very wide flyover with a full
speed. Sometimes it was automatically reducing the speed whenever
any vehicle came on its way. Then I came at the crossing of
Maniktala area of Kolkata and suddenly noticed that the tire became
loosened. So I entered a lane for its repair and noticed that it
was a lane of prostitutes. My breathing began to collapse and the
body became irritated. However ultimately I crossed the lane and
reached the main road and also noticed that I was on the verge of
starting for my home and at that moment I woke up. The meaning of
the dream instantly appears thusthe advancement of the seers
austerity is going on automatically. The bicycle without paddle and
it moment with full force indicates that the austere of the seer is
advancing with full force and spontaneously. But there might be a
little bit obstacles which will also be eliminated automatically.
Returning from Jamshedpur i.e., Brahmapur in the cerebrum as
depicted by Jibankrishna indicates that the austere of descent will
be bestowed on the seer in future.
Indication of seers spiritual condition by the Holy Ghost and
achievement of highly developed brain faculty 228 . 18th March,
1977. Friday. Early morning dream: I noticed that many photos of a
number of traditional saints and monks were hanging on the wall of
a room. One of them was alike Aunkul Thakur of Deoghar. Somebody
said, he resembles almost Sri Jibnakrishna. Hearing this I became
irritated and thought that in future many might play frauds on
Jibnakrishna. With these thoughts I went on noticing whether there
was any photo of Jibankrishna on the wall. Suddenly I noticed that
a very big size hand sketched picture was hanging on the wall. The
picture was sketched up to neck and it had beard. Seeing this it
flashed in my mindOh! It has no match among these photos! This is a
picture of Jibankrishnawhy among these photo! So I put down the
picture from the wall. Then and there instead of bowing down to the
photo, with a great affection I held it firmly on my cheek and
while placing it on a table I was surprised to notice that the face
of the picture became alive. In whichever direction I was trying to
place the picture, the eyes also were moving and looking at me like
a doll. At that moment I saw my mother inside the room. At the same
time Jibnakrishna in flesh and blood came out of the picture and
sat on a cot. But I took this incident as a very natural case and
it seemed to me that Jibankrishna was not wanting to talk to me in
front of my mother. But then looking at my eyes said, Bring the
matter to me on Thakur (Sri Ramkrishna Deva) which you were
discussing at Taltala(Kolkata, where many devotees assemble at
Raghunath Sens residence thrice a week for spiritual discussion).
It seemed to me that Jibankrishna addressed it to my mother . She
also got puzzled and went out. Then sitting beside Jibankrishna I
asked, Well, why many other people are not seeing you in dreams etc
?(I meant to say about my known persons).He kept his one hand on my
knees and pointing out to my body said, See my boy, your body is
made in one way and their bodies in another way (meaning not
suitable for spiritual manifestation). I said, But before your
demise you always used to say that it was for all, then why it
would not manifest in all? (He said so in reality).But before his
answering to me the dream went off. In the dream first scene
indicates that even the action of the picture of God is the same as
in reality.Another meaning came after 28 years (Oct. 2005) on the
remark of Jibankrishna in reality (21st May, 1962) .He said to the
devotees, The Paravidya or the Supreme cult will now be manifested
through brain power(instead of the body). This has been revealed in
my dream and his fixed eyes on me indicated that his grace will
always be fallen on the seer. Not only that, my spiritual
manifestation will also be held through brain power.The third
indication of the dream is also that my brain power is also
increased to a large extent as the incidents in reality are
narrated by the Holy Ghost in dream also. As because only in a very
strong and non-prejudiced brain the dream and the reality becomes
identical.
Chapter 50Achievement of 69% Lord Shivas entity 229 . 21st
March, 1977. Monday. Early morning dream: I suffered from loose
motion and then washed myself with water. Then I saw myself
spending days at Makardah, Howrah with Anath Mondal, a devotee.Then
in another scene I saw some numbers written on a paper. The sum of
them were 69 out of 100. Seeing this I remarked, I have also got
this number yesterdayI have achieved this percentage on the entity
of Lord Shiva and the dream went off.The dream indicates the
spiritual condition of the seer which is self-explanatory. Lord
Shiva means Oneness.
The new era of Jibankrishna and the future of the seer 230 .
24th March, 1977. Thursday. Early morning dream: I got a long flute
with 4 holes. Very beautiful musical sound and talks were coming
out of it. I exclaimed, saying Oh, it is so nice! Then I took it
and while playing it, charming melodious sound was coming out of
it. Then I woke up. Four holes means four Koshas and Anandamaya
kosha(Sheath). The seers mind is existing on these four Koshas .
Moreover, it sounded automatically which means that the spiritual
manifestation occurs in the body automatically. Not only that, the
flute talked which means that the spiritualism will occur in a new
way in the new era of Sri Jibankrishna.Then the seer played the
flute means symbolizes Kundalini. It is said that Kundalini awakens
through music. [This new meaning revealed after 28 years in
October, 2005].
Achievement of preaching power and increase of spiritual wealth
231. 26th March. 1977. Saturday. Noon time dream: I was narrating
step by step the manifestation of Atma in a human body to some of
the ex-students of my Ex-Agricultural College and they were
listening very attentively to me.In a next scene I saw another
senior ex-student named Kanchan of the same college. In reality he
had thinly built body, but in dream he was looking very healthy and
Joyous. The dream indicates that in future the seer may have the
power of preaching, although he has no interest in it.The second
scene reveals that the seer is having increased wealth in the
spiritual world as Kanchan means wealth i.e. the spiritual wealth
in yoga.The dream also reveals that the manifestation of
spiritualism is taking place step by step within the body of the
seer.
Achievement of human religion 232. 28th March, 1977. Monday.
Early morning dream: I was explaining to quite a number of people
that Man is everything. But nothing could be remembered later
on.That the concept of human religion has been established within
the body of the seer is revealed in this dream. Moreover, this is
the repetition of the previous dream in another way.
The after-effect of the previous dreams 233. 3rd April, 1977.
Sunday. At the noon time: My nephew lied beside me. His age was
seven years. He was trying to sleep but failed. So I casually told
him, Count from number one and then you will fall asleep. He did
that but again failed. Then suddenly I told him, Well, then closing
your eyes you repeatedly utter the name of Thakur (Sri Ramkrishna
Deva), you may even see him in dream. He asked, If only I call him,
will he come? I said, Yes. He then closed his eyes and within a
minute he slept and then I also slept.Then I dreamt---My nephew
(Sanjay) was seeing Thakur in his dream and singing Ramkrishna
charana saroje etc.Both of us woke up, I told my nephew, See, what
a fun! As soon as you recited the name of Thakur you fell asleep!
He then said, But I have dreamt Thakur.I asked, What have you seen?
He said, I saw in my dream that I was traveling in a roundish glass
boat underneath the sea and saw Thakur. He talked to me and asked
where I was going. Then I couldnt remember anything.This dream
indicates that in reality, whenever the seer will say anything
about God to anybody, he will have spiritual realization provided
he or she will have suitable body for spiritualism, or even merely
coming in contact with the seer they may see jibankrishna in
dream.[It really happened with my nephew and a lady who without
knowing anything about Jibankrishna saw him in dreams and reality
after coming in contact with the seer. This is the case with many
companions of Jibankrishna. Innumerable people either coming in
contact with them or hearing from them about Jibankrishna saw him
in dreams and reality and still are seeing.]
Chapter 51Accompaniment with devotees and spiritual practices
234. 5th April, 1977, Tuesday. Early morning dream: Khagendra Nath
Ghosh of Sainthia, Birbhum District (A companion of jibankrishna)
was saying something about the spiritual manifestation in a human
body through a loudspeaker. I was listening to it and thinking that
when yoga is manifested within a man, his vocal sound becomes like
this. Then I noticed that Mr. Ghosh was preparing himself for
saying something more about God. I also noticed Dhiren Mondal,
another companion was staying with him. Then the dream went off.The
spiritual condition of Mr. Ghosh is revealed. This becomes
effective also in the seer . Besides, more realizations will occur
in the seer in future, as Mr. Ghosh was preparing himself for
mentioning more spiritual realizations.
Confirmation of previous dream and increase of brain power 235.
7th April, 1977. Thursday. Early morning dream: I was narrating one
of my previous dreams to Jibankrishna and on hearing it he fell in
Samadhi state. After this I saw many devotees. Then the dream went
off .The dream seen previously is confirmed and will be effective
within the seer as Jibankrishna has fallen into Samadhi after
hearing this. Moreover to see many devotees in the dream means the
brain power is increased for further superior realizations in
future.
Increase of introvert condition and the blessings of God 236.
10th April, 1977. Sunday. Noon time dream: Along with a person I
was going somewhere through Amherst street of Kolkata. It seemed
that there was a riot sometimes back. But he went forward and so I
also followed him. After going to a certain distance a tunnel was
found. We went down through it and found a floor. Then we saw
another tunnel and went down through it and saw the same thing.
While crossing down through 5th or 6th floor we reached the ground
floor and there also a tunnel was observed. We again went down
through it and ultimately found ourselves in the ground floor of a
devotee, named Indranath Mukherjee at Makardah of Howrah District,
where many devotees often used to assemble and stay for some days.
There we saw two caretakers of the house sitting inside a room.
While I was going to come outside the house opening the doors, they
said, Some notorious boys are coming to attack, dont go outside. I
saw through the window a field where many boys were playing. Along
with my companion I started going upwards. We realized that the
notorious boys were coming to attack us by trying to find passages.
I was closing all the passages and windows. Each floor was found to
be of different types .Fifth floor was found to be for books only,
thereafter the 6th floor and then the roof top. At last reaching
there we found ourselves safe. The roof top also was open leading
to the road and then we realized that nobody was after us. Here the
dream went off.The dream indicates that during austerity the seers
mind cannot be extrovert by the grace of God. Here the unknown
companion is God himself who was always accompanying the seer.The
dream has revealed another meaning to the seer after 28 years
(October, 2005) thusThe seer reached the ground floor and then
crossed down that, which may indicate that in future the seer may
have realizations of the 1st, 2nd,3rd plane, but at this moment his
body is not prepared for this . So he was prevented by the
caretakers. When he will be suitable, this will occur in his life
with realizations of the lowest plane.Here every plane of the body
was shown from 1st to 7th plane. The 5th floor was shown for
keeping books, means when the mind stays in the 5th plane, the
devotee will only speak and hear about God as said by Sri
Ramkrishna Deva.
The own self of Brahma is Ananda or Divine joy 237. 12th April,
1977. Tuesday. Just before waking up from sleep early in the
morning I was hearing, The own self of Brahma is Ananda, the own
self of Brahma is Ananda(Bliss). Twice this sentence was heard and
then I came out of this trance and got back my full sense.The dream
indicates that the seer has achieved this condition.
Chapter 52Vision of a devotees physical condition238. 14th
April, 1977. Thursday. In reality a devotee Dilip Ghosh had an
accident with fracture of one of his legs. On hearing this the
whole day his figure used to appear before my eyes.At night I went
asleep and had a dream: An open big space was seen where many
devotees of Jibankrishna had assembled. Mr. Ghosh was also seated
with a plaster on his fractured leg. I asked him, Are you released
from the hospital ? He answered, Yes. I noticed that he was
recovering very fast. Seeing this my mind became calm and then I
woke up.In reality also Mr. Ghosh was recovered before scheduled
time giving great surprise to the doctors. It meant that through
spiritual power he became recovered quickly, through it happened
automatically. Moreover, the future of the devotee was also
revealed in the seers brain.
Revelation of the seers spiritual condition and the future of
Sikhs239. 15th April, 1977. Friday. Every morning dream: The first
scene opened with a very wide and empty road without any public or
vehicles. Only I was walking very freely along with some devotees
named Khitish Roychoudhury, Sudhindranath Sinha, and Arun Ghosh.
Everybody was in a joyous mood. Mr. Sinha asked me with a smile,
You write the matters about JIbankrishna in your school, does
anybody know? (In reality the seer, by the grace of the Holy Ghost
left the topmost post of a 150 years old Institution of National
importance and joined an English medium school in Kolkata of great
reputation for finding more time to write about the matters on
Jibankrishna for the quarterly magazine Manikya)I answered, Not at
all, I dont let anybody know about this. He said, Very good.After
this Mr. Ghosh said about his dream. Then Mr. Roychoudhury also
said, I had a dream where somebody was sayingHe has reached the
stage of Brahma-hood . So I said, Two days before (12-4-77) I also
had a dream about Brahma, where somebody was announcing that the
own self of Brahma is Ananda or Divine joy.In the next scene I saw
that our school building became much bigger and I went up to the
top floor. There I saw Dwijendra Nath Roy of Ghatshila and an old
aged devotee with a very joyous mood. I was more surprised to see
Khitish Roy Choudhury, Sudhindra Nath Sinha and Dhiren Mondal with
Mr. Roy.I had a long conversation with Mr. Roy but nothing could be
remembered later on. Then after getting down to the ground floor I
again went up to the top floor and still saw only Mr. Roy sitting
there. I had more conversations on spiritual aspects with Mr. Roy.
I also saw a Sikh gentleman along with his wife and then the dream
went off.The first scene reveals that the Brahmahood (Supreme
state)has become established in the seer which had been confirmed
by others.The second scene indicates that the seer has availed the
power of getting up and down freely in different planes within his
body during austerity. By showing Mr. Roy it indicates that the
seer is going to have the collective realizations in future as
Jibankrishna used to remark, Mr. Roy has a great capacity for
collective austerity.By showing Sikh couple it reveals that in the
long run Jibankrishnas cult will spread among their sects .
Revelation of the future of the Asamese and thecry of the human
race for Jibankrishna 240 . 26th April, 1977. Tuesday. Early
morning dream: At first I saw my elder brother who was telling me
that he saw Jibankrishna in dream. After this I saw one Asamese
gentleman who had taken the Bengali book Dharma-O-Anubhuti in his
hand. I was thinking that perhaps he could not understand it . When
asked he answered, No, I can read it. Then I saw many other unknown
persons crying for seeing Sri Jibankrishna. Here the dream went off
and after waking up my mind became heavy with sorrow for their
cry.The first part of the dream indicates the future of both the
elder brother and the Asamese. In future the elder brother as well
as the Asamese may see Jibankrishna in the dreams.The second part
is the concluding part of the dream seen on 18-3-77 where the seer
himself was crying for the human race for not seeing Jibankrishna
in their realizations till now. Here it is vice versa. The future
will prove it. It is noteworthy that Jibankrishna himself also
urged and cried for the human race for not seeing him.
Chapter 53Changes in the spiritual body 241 . 29th April, 1977.
Friday. Early morning dream: I was living on the top floor of a
huge building. Sitting there I was detaching the coir from the
coconut. I went on detaching and it was becoming smaller and
smaller. I was keeping the coir beside as these would be burnt
later on. Then I found a soft kernel and again was detaching it and
finally found a very soft thing just like the soft kernel of a
coconut. I went on observing it and finally woke up from sleep.For
a long time after awakening I felt that same changes inside my body
had occurred and was passing through a divine joy. It means that my
body has become more receptive for new and powerful realizations in
future.
Confirmation of the spiritual realizations andausterity within
the body 242. 1st June, 1977. Wednesday. Early morning dream: I saw
some gentleman, and it seemed as if they were my students. Amongst
them there were some old people. I was explaining to them, who is
Preceptor and defined it at the same time. Then I asked themWhat is
God? I myself answered and then narrated how God is visible.
Everything I narrated with great confidence. Then they went
away.While narrating these, it was felt that all these happened in
my body, thats why I could explain these phenomena. After this I
woke up from sleep.The dream reveals that the seer has gained the
power of transmitting the spiritualism in others, though his mind
is not accepting this and moreover nothing is giving any impression
to his mind. He wants only loneliness.
Revelation of a huge brain capacity and indication of attainment
of Brahmahood or Godhood243 . 7th June, 1977. Tuesday. Early
morning dream: A huge Hall was visible where many devotees of
Jibankrishna were present. Only Arun Ghosh and Dhiren Mondal were
remembered.Then I saw that a huge size green coconut cut on the top
was offered to me. I noticed that its size was bigger 2-3 times
more than an average. I felt that it was exceptionally sweet to
taste as if it was mixed with sugar and a plenty of water. After
drinking while I entered the Hall, saw that Mr. Ghosh paid Rs. One
and forty paise on account of its cost, although ultimately I paid
it from my pocket to Mr. Ghosh and here the dream went off.The
dream reveals thus: The huge green coconut indicates the
braincapacity of the seer which is 2-3 times more powerful than the
average people, though in the spiritual world . Drinking the green
coconuts water means the permanent fixation of Brahmagyan or
Supreme cult within the seer . The cost is Rupees one and forty
paise means attainment of spiritual power by 140 percent, while
Jibankrishna used to say, I have attained the spiritual power by
200 per cent. Revelation of the spiritual condition of a
devotee244. 13th, June. 1977. Monday. In trance I saw Dhiren
Mondal, a devotee with a very young appearance and wearing new
clothes .The trance revealed that the spiritual condition of Mr.
Mondal has become very powerful and new realizations may occur in
him with a new spiritual body. Attainment of condition with
non-attachment of physical body 245 . 20th June. 1977. Monday.
Early morning dream: A huge building was seen in a big field. Rows
of rooms were arranged on the top floors and one room was allotted
for me where the cots and beds were ready for me. It seemed that
some other persons also used to stay in that room, while those
rooms were also allocated for a number of persons . I went out for
a walk and when returned found that my bed was missing. Then I
cried saying Debasish ! Debasish! Then I was awakened. The dream
first reveals that the bed of the seer was missing. Bed signifies
the body, this means he is in such a condition, when he has no
attachment for his physical body. This is a very higher spiritual
stage. Debasish means blessings of God. It means by the blessings
of God he has attained such condition. Attainment of new spiritual
body 246. 24th, June. 1977. Friday. Early morning dream: I was
having a supper in one of my student Kanai by name . After
finishing the supper it seemed to me that the dress I was wearing
belonged to another person. While searching for my own dress I
could not find it. On the other hand somebody gave me an olive
green loose trouser and I wore it. Then that unknown person gave me
a gown type velvety dress. Wearing it I found that it reached below
the knee level and with that dress my dream went off.The dream
again reveals that the seers spiritual body does not belong to him
but to God only and he is having a new spiritual body.[After 28
years (Oct, 2005) the real meaning revealed in his mind that this
was an indication that in future the seer will have realizations up
to foot level, that means to the extreme lowest plane as mentioned
in Tantra and by attaining this condition he may have spiritual
controlling power. The realizations in the long run have proved the
fact that he has experienced all these in his body. But the effects
will be told by the Future].
Chapter 54Establishment of the realizations noted in Bengali
book Dharma O Anubhuti247. 9th July, 1977. Saturday. Early morning
dream: I was having a dream within a dream that I was narrating to
some people about the phenomenon of visualization of God. Then my
dream went off within my actual dream. Somebody of my house then
said to me, While sleeping, why do you reciteDharma-O-Anubhuti,
Dharma O Anubhuti(Jibankrishnas Bengali book based on his personal
spiritual realizations)? I answered something.Then when I actually
woke up I exclaimed, Oh! I was dreaming so long!The dream reveals
that the essence of the book Dharma O Anubhuti, i.e., the
realizations of Jibankrishna will be revealed to a great extent
within the seer as this was forecasted by Jibankrishna in the first
dream after his comeback from his long detachment from Jibankrishna
in his life time.
Austerity of the Holy Ghost in his new body 248 . 11th July,
1977. Monday. Early morning dream: I heard that Jibankrishna had
come to a certain place and within the dream it seemed to me that
he was coming with a new body after his demise in the year 1967.
Hearing this I was overwhelmed with joy, as if nothing was there to
me except Jibankrishna. Thereafter I saw myself going to him with a
heavenly joy leaving all worldly attractions. While going, on the
way I saw Dhrien Mondal, a devotee was standing, as if he would
also go to Jibankrishna. Being asked he answered, he would go the
next day. But I did not wait and went forward thinking, oh!
To-morrow he would have come and what he would be doing at this
moment! With these thoughts I was becoming thrilled with joy and
with this sensation the dream went off. Instantly it appeared in my
mind that once Jibankrishna said, If Thakur (Sri Ramkrishna) comes
now at Dakshineswar, what I shall do, you know? I shall run to him,
hug his waist and shall not leave any more . The similar sensation
also existed within my mind for a long time. Besides this another
indication appeared in my mind that a new phase of austerity will
occur in Jibnakrishna through me.
Destruction of allurement and prejudice 249) In between 11th
July and 3rd August, 1977 . The scene opened with a village road. I
was walking on the road and saw a huge building. There was an
automatic recitation of Ramkrishna and Jibankrishna within me. Then
after crossing that building I reached near a pond. When I was
returning and came near that same building , somebody said , A new
floor was constructed in that building where a she-evil spirit
stays. Hearing this I said with a challenging mood, Where, let me
see her! But at the same time an automatic recitation of the name
Jibankrishna was going on within me. After quite a number of
shouting that evil spirit came near the window. It seemed to me
that as soon as I would look at her eye to eye, she would bring me
under her control. So I fixed my eyes on her covering my eyes with
a net and noticed that her eyes were glazing. At this moment the
dream went off.The dream reveals that during the austerity of a
devotee so many allurements come to him but by the grace of God all
are removed. These allurements may come in my life but with the
grace of God I would overcome all hazards.[In the long run so many
hazards came in my life, but by the grace of God-the-Preceptor I
was able to overcome.]
Indication of attainment of Universal austerity250) 30th
July,1977. Sunday. Early morning dream: I saw a student named
Janadeva. I had some conversations with him but could not be
remembered later on. After he went away, it appeared in my mind
that during my austerity in ascent ultimately I met Janadeva and
here the dream went off. Janadeva is another name of Ganesh the god
in Hindu mythology who is known as donator in the attainment of
austerity of the highest degree, and also god of mass population .
Here the dream indicates that the seer will have attainment of
Universal austerity in future.
Appearance of devotees figures before eyes 251) 16th August,
1977. Tuesday. At noon, in trance sometimes the figures of some
devotees like Ramchandra Das, Binay Roy were appearing before my
eyes. Again many unknown figures of human beings were appearing.
After some time I got back my full sense.This type of vision used
to be experienced by Jibankrishna and was explained by him thus :
So long you have been seeing me within you, and now it is coming
back in me, i.e., I am seeing you within me, which means the cycle
is going to be complete now and I may have the controlling power in
the spiritual world.
Chapter 55 Realization on the identical state of life and death
252) 20th, August, 1977, Saturday. Early morning dream: My father
(Amrita by name) had expired . But I remained calm. He was taken to
the burning place without any ritualism. After a while I saw a room
full of devotees of Jibankrishna having discussions on spiritualism
and my father was also present there listening to the discussions
with full concentration . I went on thinkingOh! He is not dead at
all, because there is no difference between life and death! Here
the dream went off.The dream indicates the spiritual state of the
seer thus : (1) Ultimately the feeling of non-difference of life
and death will be eliminated from the mind of the seer; (2) Again
quite a number of devotees are seen in dream which had been
explained by Jibankrishna that this increases the brain power . But
this is not reacting at all in the mind of the seer. He wants to be
always observer and nothing else .Moreover, the brain also comes in
equilibrium condition with this type of realization for further
development.
Awaiting Holy Ghost 253) Between 20th August and 27th August,
1977. In one early morning I had a dream thusI had gone to
Jibankrishnas residence at Kedar Deuti Lane, Howrah. But he was not
there, so I went on waiting for him and at this moment the dream
went off.The dream indicates one thing that the seer may have to
spend his whole life with the Holy Ghost. Obtaining
Chapras(Badge)254) 27th August, 1977, Saturday. In reality I was
returning from Ranchi by train and had this dream in the train: A
long paper with margins was seen before me. Nothing was written on
the above portion. At the lowest part a sentence was writtenOnce if
it is said that God is within the body, then and there it will act.
Then I noticed that all the passengers were changed into devotees
of Jibankrishna. Gopal Chandra Roy and Anath Mondal along with Arun
Mukherjee were singing the song Brahmanandang.etc. (Great divine
joy of Brahmahood or Supreme Self) and beside them Dhiren Mondal
was having spiritual talks with somebody near my ears. Then I woke
up.This dream shows the same realization noted in Bengali book
Dharma o Anubhutiby Jibankrishna, where he has writtenThis chapras
or badge is obtained and is shown on paper in writing. It means the
seer will have the power of preaching. But the seer does not want
it.
Revelation of the spiritual condition of the seer 255) 1st
September, 1977, Friday. Early morning dream: A well known person,
named Sudhangshu (Expired two months back) had come to meet me.
After some conversations, I asked him, Have you dreamt anything? He
answered, I have dreamt Lord Shiva has come to the head shedding
tears from his eyes. Hearing this I said, Good dream. It means that
a man is transformed into Shiva (One) and shedding tears means
shower of Gods grace.Then I began to describe how Atma or Soul is
seen in the cerebrum; how the whole universe is seen in the
cerebrum, etc, etc. When I was narrating these, I was feeling very
confident.Afterwards Sudhangshu went out for having food and I
waited.Meanwhile a devotee, Arun Ghosh came there with a smiling
face and said,You are saying all these! You will get addicted if
you continue to say all these. But I took it very casually and
ignored the comments. The dream went off.[Sudhangshu means Moon
which illuminates like honey .The truth is illuminated like honey.
Truth means the spontaneous revelation of Self in a human body
which was narrated by the seer to Sudhangshu.][After 28 years in
October, 2005, a new meaning flashed in the mind of the seer thus :
All the works i.e., compilations, publications on Jibankrishna may
one day will be realized and illuminated among human race
establishing peace in their minds.]
Revelation of dispassionate condition of the seer256) 3rd
September, 1977, Saturday, Place : Makardah . Early morning dream:
A spiritual discussion was going on in a house among the devotees
of Jibankrishna. Late night it was finished. While on the way of
returning home, I saw no vehicles on the road and waiting for the
transport it was 12 oclock at night . I was tensed thinking how I
could return home. So I again came back to the same house and saw
some devotees like Indranath Mukherjee, Barendra Nath Mitra and
many others. Mr. Mitra asked me, When you fell in such a tensed
situation, did you call God? I exclaimed, So what! Falling in
danger why should I call God? I never did in my life, not even now,
though what will happen in future, I dont know. Will you call God
only when you fall in distress? The dream then was off.The dream
here reveals that the seer is dispassionate about everything
showing his mental makeup at the same time.
Chapter 56Revelation of future compilation of Sri
Jibankrishnassayings and its English translation 257) 4th
September, 1977, Sunday. Place : Makardah, Howrah. Early morning
dream: I noticed that my compilation of Jibankrishnas sayings in
Bengali was being read by someone and I was also listening. After a
while its English translation would also be read. Thereafter I woke
up.After a while I again fell asleep and dreamt that my eldest
sister Baruna at home said something which raised my anger and with
a single dress I went out of my house. I told my mother, I do not
know when I shall return. After going out of home, I thought where
to go. So many names came in my mind. Lastly the name of Dhiren
Mondal appeared in my mind. Then and there it was noticed that he
himself came to take me to his house and I followed him towards his
house. Then I woke up. The first scene reveals the future when this
compilation would be read by many people and also there will be a
translation into English. [I started compilation work from August,
1976 and it was completed in the year 1992. Thirteen Bengali books
are published on the basis of this compilation and are being
translated into English for sending to different parts of the world
through different websites. The second scene in microcosm reveals
that the seer should be calm as Dhiren depicts calmness. This
incident happened in reality in the same fashion after 27 years
except that instead of eldest sister, it happened due to eldest
brother.]
Extreme eagerness for the Holy Ghost 258) 6th September, 1977,
Tuesday. Early morning dream: I had gone searching for Jibankrishna
at his residence of Kedar Deuti Lane, Howrah but failing to find
him there, I was crying with great agony. At this moment I woke
up.The dream is also similar to that seen in between 20/8/77 and
27/8/77 and at the same time indicates the great dedication of the
seer to Jibankrishna.
Repetition of dispassionate condition of the seer 9th September,
1977.259) Three days after the previous dream I had an early
morning dreamI had become sick and medicine was given to me. My
mother said, This medicine is given in the name of God. I said,
Then I shall not do any treatment . Saying this I had my treatment
in another place.The same indication as was shown in the previous
dream dated 3/9/77 was revealed in to-days dream. This type of
repeated dreams means these conditions are well established within
the body of the seer.
Austerity of descent through the body of the Holy Ghost and
future revelation of the seer 260) 15th September, 1977, Thursday.
Early morning dream: I was preparing myself for going to Makardah,
Howrha where the devotees used to assemble for get together off and
on. I saw that Jibankrishna would also accompany me. Along with me
there were other devotees. After a while all of them went to
Makardah. Next I saw that Jibankrishna had lied resting his head on
my lap and I was passing my hand lightly on Jibankrishnas head.
Sometimes I was properly arranging his head pillow. It was felt as
if I was looking after him. After a while Jibankrishna went for
bath in the nearer pond. I was always accompanying him. But at the
same time I was thinking that Raghunath Sen would have been better
for this purpose, why I was kept for looking after him! However,
Jibankrishna went down in the pond for bath, but it was noticed
that he was taking bath in a very peculiar mannerHe was floating
inside the glass- like transparent water and frequently fell into
Samadhi. He was taking bath in different ways. I was thinking that
perhaps the Yogis used to take bath in such ways! Thereafter I woke
up.Here the meaning instantly flashed thusTo plunge in the water
means to have realizations in decent (Ref: Dharma O AnubhutiNo
714). Here the austerity of the seer takes place through the body
of the Holy Ghost.To take care of the Holy Ghost indicates the
future of the seer when he will maintain the philosophy of the Holy
Ghost in a proper manner and devote himself to restore the works of
the Holy Ghost.[For the next 35 years the seer is deeply engaged in
compiling all the sayings of Jibankrishna, divine dreams of
innumerable people through magazine and his books.]
Chapter 57Indication of the vastness of the cerebrum
andfulfilment of austerity in Descent 261) 21st September, 1977,
Wednesday. Early morning dream: I was seeing the lower inside part
of my brain with large capacity. Afterwards I noticed that a mouse
jumped and pushed against the portion of the cerebrum where
visualization of Atma took place in case of Jibankrishna. The
thrush was so intense that my head was shaken even during the sleep
and as a result I woke up.The dream reveals the huge brain capacity
in the spiritual world. The thrush by the mouse in the lower region
of the cerebrum indicates that the passage in descent became clear.
The same indication about the seers austere in descent was revealed
in the previous dream.
Attainment of Brahmananda or divine bliss262) 25th September,
1977, Sunday . Place : Ghatsila . Early morning dream: I saw Ananda
Mohan Ghosh singing with the words Ananda.Ananda(Joy,Joy).
Thereafter I began to sing Brahmananda etc. (Divine bliss) and then
I woke up.The dream shows the existence of the seer within divine
joy(Ref: Dharma O Anubhuti, page 4 - great joy - Attainment of
Satchidananda condition).
Conglomeration of life and deathFuture possibility of attaining
the same sense263) 26th September, 1977, Monday. Place : Ghatsila .
Early morning dream: I was continuously uttering. Life and death
are the same, there is no difference between life and death. While
saying these I woke up .The feeling is the repetition of the dream
seen on 20/8/77 which indicates that in future the seer will have
this feeling permanently. Shower of grace by the Holy Ghost 264)
30th September, 1977, Friday. Early morning dream: I was seated on
the floor of Jibankrishnas residence at Kadamtala, Howrah. He was
seated on his cot. One devotee named Promod was seated just below
the picture of Sri Ramkrishna Deva hung on the wall. Jibankrishna
handed over the book Sudha Kumbha written by a devotee named Dilip
Ghosh. I said to him, I shall read it. But he then handed over
another thick book to me to read. It seemed that he gave it to me
for ready reference.After a while Jibankrishna began to apply
Saakti (transmitting spiritual power to others by touch of hand or
hug) to Promode and he then fell into half consciousness due to
ecstasy with shedding tears from eyes. I realized that Jibankrishna
showered grace upon that devotee. After this incident I began to
read. At this moment my dream was off.By giving the books to the
seer for reading the Holy Ghost showered his grace upon the seer.
The dream also reveals the spiritual condition of Promode, although
it is not so superior in quality. Blessings of the Holy Ghost upon
the devotee 265) 4th October, 1977, Tuesday. Early morning dream:
Mr. Deb Kumar Choudhury, a devotee of Jibankrishna, was telling me
very cheerfully, I have a dream on Sri Jibankrishna. Saying this he
was narrating the dream and then the dream went off.
The meaning of the dream is the same as the previous one, that
means the blessings of the Holy ghost were pouring upon the
devotees along with the seer also because everybody is One as
because the Self or Atma or Soul is one.
Achievement of fearlessness and accompanimentwith devotees 266)
7th October, 1977, Friday. Early morning dream: I saw an ox roaming
on the street. I was standing there wearing a maroon color trouser.
Somebody said, The ox is coming to push with horns. It seemed to me
that as if it was coming to push me and its motive also seemed to
be like that. I told the unknown person, I wear a red trouser and
for that reason it may push me. But he said, This is not red, but
maroon. At that moment I noticed a house and from the back side of
that house I went upstairs and became relieved. Just at that moment
I saw the Ex-Maharaj kumar of Burdwan named Abhaychand who was
familiar to me in reality. I saw Abhaychand in my previous dreams
two three times. Then I went on discussing with him on spiritual
aspects. Gradually many devotees of Jibankrishna came to join the
discussion and here the dream went off .The after effect of this
dream was thus: A feeling of leaving the body became very intense
within me intending to live alone without the accompaniment of
anybody. Even I could not tolerate any spiritual discussion. My
mind was intending to enter the death region which I experienced in
some of my previous dreams and meditations. To divert this attitude
I was keeping myself busy with other activities. It was not known
when this feeling would be eliminatedAbhay means without fear.
Chapter 58Blessing of the Holy Ghost upon the seer awarding Ph.
D. Degree on spiritual knowledge267) 21st October, 1977, Friday ,
Place: Makardah (Howrah). Early morning dream: Dhirendra Nath
Mondal had come to me and announced, Jibankrishna has told me that
you have been awarded the Ph. D. Degree on Paravidya (Supreme
knowledge). Then the scene changed. In the next scene I saw again,
brother Dhiren telling me, Jibankrishna has told that he, (means
the seer) has eaten much. The dream then went off.[The dream
indicates two aspects: There will be further spiritual development
of the seer. Jibankrishna used to say that seeing of Atma within
the body meant passing of matriculation examination. And to eat too
much means to gain more spiritual realizations in future.]
Both dream and reality are identical268) 27th October, 1977.
Thursday. Place: Makardah, Howrah.In reality, on 26th October, in
the residence of Indranath mukherjee a companion of Jibankrishna I
was preparing myself for night sleep. Brother Asim was also
supposed to sleep with me. On both sides of the big cot there were
two head pillows leaving the middle portion vacant. I was jokingly
telling brother Asim, We shall comfortably lie on both sides of the
cot, and if Jibankrishna lies between us, it will be very nice.
Then we slept.In the early morning I dreamed; I was seated on one
side of the cot, on the right side someone was seated and in front
Jibankrishna along with Vinay Mukherjee were seated. Jibankrishna
was discussing on certain spiritual topics in a very simple manner,
although nothing was kept in the memory afterwards.Mr Mukherjee was
saying, We explain the topics so elaborately but you explain in so
simple manner! Then Mr Mukherji was going to say something more,
but Jibankrishna without paying any attention to him, continued
with his explanation.After this, I noticed that on the same cot and
with the same arrangements as in reality where both tbrother Asim
and I were lying, Jibankrishna lied down in between us and began to
narrate his previous lifes incidents in a funny way with open
hearted laughing. Once he mentioned one incident about Kesto
Maharaj (His old companion). All his talking, behavior seemed so
easy and charming which is beyond any description.At this moment, I
was turning to my right side, and in my half-conscious state I felt
that as if Jibankrishna was still lying between us. Thereafter I
got back my full sense and woke up. It was then 3 A.M [the dream
indicates that at one stage there is no difference between reality
and dream. This stage is of very high ranking in the spiritual
world.]
Increase of brain power and destruction ofanimal passion by the
grace of Adyasakti or Holy Mother 269) 28th October, 1977, Friday.
Place: Makardah, Howrah. Early morning dream: For a long time had
been seeing many devotees of Jibankrishna, specially Raghunath Sen.
Sometimes Iwas waking up. At last I saw that some big monkeys were
frisking on the top shoots of trees.After this, I saw a Robot who
broke the head of a bear into pieces, as it was coming to attack
me. I had another beast as companion and my mother ordered the
Robot to kill that beast also. The Robot broke the head of that
beast and threw inside a dustbin. Then I woke up.The dream
indicates two aspects: i) Seeing so many devotees within the dream
the brain power of the seer was increasing and (ii) By the grace of
the body or Adyasakti, the animal passion of the seer was going to
be destroyed.
Indication of a new phase of austerity 270) 5th November, 1977,
Saturday. Early morning dream: I was preparing boiled rice. After a
long time one of my uncle (Joytilal) told me, The rice was being
over boiled? I answered, Then I shall eat that and after this the
dream went off.The dream means that the brain cells have become
very soft for further new realization. Rice means brain cells and
to eat means to have realizations.
Chapter - 59Achievement of power to cross Samadhi 271) 10th
November, 1977, Friday. Place: Makardah (Howrah). Early morning
dream: I had a vision of many Jibankrishna devotees.After a while I
felt that my Mahabayu (Great Life Force) was pushing upwards inside
my body with a great force and I realized that I was going to fall
in Samadhi (Profound meditation merging in God). But with a greater
force I was checking the Mahabayu preventing the Samadhi and then I
sat quietly as if I became another man. After a while I noticed
that my body was shivering mildly for this tremendous labor. Then I
woke up.Even up to 3 days this exhaustive feeling retained and then
I became normal. It indicates that I have gained power to cross the
region of Samadhi which was considered to be of the highest rank in
the spiritual history of Hindu religion which shows that I am
entitled to march forward to the world of new and more powerful
spiritual realizations in austerity.Even once Sri Ramkrishna deva
said to Swami Vivekananda, You cross Samadhi, but he couldnt do
ultimately.After this I became very restless and it used to happen
whenever any new phase of austerity was to come.
Indication of new realizations and indication of spiritualism in
youngsters in future 13th November, 1977, Saturday.272) Early
morning dream : I was seated on the 1st floor of Indranath
Mukherjees residence at Makardah and with him was Dhiren Mondal.
After a while I noticed that many young boys were coming upwards
and went outside through the Cornish. I was surprisingly thinking
that were they thieves! With curiosity I looked outside and noticed
that on the ground floor a picnic was arranged and many devotees
e.g., Dilip Ghosh, Sourendra Nath Bhattacharya and many others were
present. I then woke up.The dream reveals two aspects: Firstly,
there will be more and more realizations within the seer and
Diamond will appear in younger generations in future.[This proved
true after some years. The seer is having numerous divine
realizations and younger generations are now seeing Diamond within
them.]
Indication of new phase273) 15th November, 1977, Tuesday. Early
morning dream: I had a vision of Arun Ghosh, a devotee of
Jibankrishna and here ended the dream.[Arun means rising sun which
means that the seer is approaching new phase of austerity. ]
Preparation of universal austerityannihilation of nature and
achievement of 75% Shivatwa or divinity by the grace of Adyasakti
or Holy Mother274) 16th November, 1977, Wednesday . Early morning
dream: I had gone to Jibankrishna, but the place was not Kadamtala,
Howrah, but somewhere else. However, I saw that Jibankrishna was
preparing himself for cleaning the floor with a broom because many
devotees would come to him alike Kadamtala. But I did not allow him
to broom, and I cleaned the floor well collecting all the
dusts.Meanwhile the maidservant came and I told her to remove the
rest of dusts. After a while I noticed that another devotee Dhiren
Mondal had come there. Jibankrishna seemed to be very joyous and
easy. In another scene I saw that we were going to a river-side.
Sitting at the bank, while talking, we noticed an iguana roaming
and in another moment a rabbit killed that iguana. Jibankrishna and
everybody watched this scene. Then I noticed that many kids were
playing there. One of them took the dead iguana and while
approaching to Jibankrishna, I prevented him to do so by signaling.
Of course he was on a playing mood to do this. After sitting for a
while I moved my head towards the back side and noticed that
Jibankrishna along with Sudhindra Nath Sinha and Mrityunjoy Roy
were going towards the house. Along with many other including Ashim
Biswas I was approaching with Jibankrishna. Suddenly it flashed in
my mindOh! It was long time back when Jibankrishna had left the
place! So how Jibankrishna was with us!How was it possible ! Then
and there I realizedOh! I was seeing a young boy as Jibankrishna !I
thought that after going back to the house I would ask Jibankrishna
about this matter and after returning I saw the room was fully
packed with devotees. When I was in, Raghunath Sen called me to sit
beside him.But I sat beside Dilip Ghosh. I told Mr. Ghosh, I have
seen you in my dream 2-3 days before. Saying this I narrated only
the last part of the dream seen on 13th November 77, where I saw
Mr. ghosh, Mr, Ghosh said, These spiritual aspects would also be
manifested in the youngsters in future. Then and there I exclaimed,
Oh! Before seeing you in the dream, I saw many youngsters coming up
towards us! After this I woke up.Again I fell asleep and dreamt
that I e was playing touch and hide game (Where one becomes the
touchable object whom after touching anybody can continue the game)
with young boys, at though here it was a bit different from the
traditional one where everybody was carrying sticks and whoever
would be touched by the stick his game would be over.So in the game
I hid in a room and a young boy was pushing the door. I kept on
pressing the door but that boy with a greater force opened the door
and touched me ending his game.At this moment I noticed an old lady
who seemed to me to be Adyasakti in the dream. So long she had been
watching the game. Now looking at me she told some body, I have
given him Rupees seventy five. Hearing this somebody protested, but
the old lady said, That is my wish, as I like him; So I have given
him that money. Although I also felt uneasy due to her such
favoritism. Here the dream went off and I woke up.The first scene
indicates that the room was cleaned for accommodation of many
peopleit means that space is going to be ready in the cerebrum for
mass austerity. Rabbit symbolizes Narayanuniversalism. Iguana
symbolizes Nature or Prakriti. It was killed by the rabbitit means
the Prakriti cannot be destroyed in individualism, but is destroyed
in mass austerity. Showing the youngsters coming up indicates the
future when they will have mass austerity only. Moreover,
describing the previous dream to Dilip Ghosh and also confirmation
by him indicates that the effect will be seen in future.That second
scene indicates that some untraditional austerity and realization
will be experienced by the seer in future as the game was quite
different from that as described by Sri Ramkrishna Deva but this
type of untraditional game was said by Jibankrishna. Here stick
means Kundalini, which means Mukti or liberation of Atma from the
body. In Thakurs time one had touch the stick, meaning to achive
liberation of Atma by effort or exertion. Here it is opposite.
Where a boy symbolizing God touches by stick, meaning by the grace
of God the liberation of Atma will take place without any effort .
The real mukti occurs in mass austerity and not in individualism.
Then Adyasakti by her grace donated seventy five percent divinity
as the rest twenty five percent is only to lead a simple life as
Sri Ramkrishna Deva used to say to give 12 annas mind for God and
four annas for livelihood out of 16 annas or one rupee.In a
previous dream seen on 21.3.77, the seer had achieved the divinity
by 69% as written on a paper and here it has become increased to
75% .
Chapter - 60Increase of spiritual power 275) 21st November,
1977, Monday. Early morning dream: One of my class mate Debasish
said to me, Dipak, I saw you in a dream with a very healthy figure.
Saying this he gave an explanation which could not be remembered
later on. Then I told him, See, you have not seen me. Your divine
consciousness has taken my figureHe is God.After saying this, I
stood silently making comments to myself with a great grief and
sorrow, Hang it, why he has seen me instead of Jibankrishna in his
dream! Ah! He could have seen him! I went on uttering these to
myself and shed tears with great sorrow. Here the dream went
off.The robust health of the seer indicates the high spiritual
power and the dream also indicates that the seer is not accepting
such condition that anyone sees him instead of Jibankrishna in the
dream. This means that the seer has become devoid of egoism.
Confirmation of Shivatwa or Oneness276) 22nd November, 1977,
Tuesday. Early morning dream: I saw a serpent with two heads on
both-the ends. Somebody said, This serpent is like this type. Then
and there I saw myself walking with that serpent encircling my neck
with hoods erected, just like Lord Shivas picture. Then the dream
went off.[The dream indicates the achievement of Lord Shivas entity
or in other words the Oneness.]
Establishment of the realizations of Dharma O Anubhutiwithin the
body 277) 22nd November, 1977. After the first dream I woke up and
again fell asleep and had this dream: I was seated in a room where
many devotees of Jibankrishna were also seated. A discussion was
raised about one of my dream which I saw long time back The dream
was thus: Jibankrishna was reading Dharma O Anubhuti( Bengali book
written by Jibankrishna himself) and along with Arun Ghosh, another
devotee I was hearing with a very reluctant position. Then I
thought that I should not listen in such a way and so I was about
to sit straight in a meditation posture. But someone said, There is
no need of sitting in such a way; You go on listening in your
previous posture.Hearing this dream Indranath Mukherjee and
Raghunath Sen said This is indicating also the higher stage of Arun
Ghosh. I said, Besides this there are other meanings - one is, it
shows that when one gets God-the-Preceptor within him, he gets
pillow to lean (saying of Sri Ramkrishna); Secondly, the
realizations of Dharma-o-Anubhuti are being established in me.
Hearing this Khitish Roy Choudhury said, How is it possible? I r
said, Although it is not at par Jibankrishna, but of the next stage
. Moreover, Jibankrishna said in my first dream (Feb. 1972 and
confirmed on 7.7.74)You will write the 2nd and 3rd part of
Dharma-O-Anubhuti .This also means that the realizations of the 2nd
and 3rd part will be established within the body.After hearing this
everybody said, Yes, it is correct. Then I woke up.[The first dream
is a confirmation of the previous two dreams seen on 21.3.77 and
16.11.77 which indicated that the seer had the 75% divinity and
this dream is the proof by showing the seer with the same entity of
Lord Shiva.] The indication of future publicity of Diamond and new
phase of austerity of the seer278) 25th November, 1977, Friday.17)
Early morning dream : Ragunath Sen, a companion of Diamond was
telling somebody about the latest spiritual condition of mine
explaining that my condition was such that I became incapable of
scrutinizing the examination papers of the students and some other
persons should do it. Hearing this I was going somewhere with a
bunch of examination papers. Meanwhile I noticed that in some very
young boys some of Diamonds sayings were manifested. Seeing this I
said to a young boy, see, each saying of Diamond is a seed and that
seed is fallen in each human being; wherever it gets favorable
condition, it will be manifested. It is just like seeds which are
carried by birds and germinate in favorable conditions. Next I
noticed a building which belonged to me. On the back side there was
a lot of open space. Big holes were seen in rows for planting of
fruit plants and these were nine in numbers. Meanwhile I saw that
my next brother Asit was going to transplant some vegetable
seedlings beside those holes. I told him, The saplings of fruit
plants will be planted here, you better transplant the vegetable
seedlings in that area. Saying this pointed out that particular
place which was ready for transplantation. So he went there for
transplanting. So he went there for transplanting and the dream
went off.The first scene indicates the superior spiritual condition
of the seer. The second part of the first scene indicates the
future when Diamond will be manifested in innumerable young
generations.After some years the manifestation of Diamond was
observed in many young generations in many places.The second scene
indicates that new realizations will occur in the seer in both long
term and short term basis, as fruit plants give fruit after long
years and vegetables are short term crops. [This came true in the
long run when the seer was having innumerable divine realizations
within him.]
Chapter - 61The indication of future coverage of Jibankrishna
and new phase of austerity of the seer crossing the regions of
knowledge and ignorance and indication of new realizations 279)
26th November, 1977, Saturday. Early morning dream: I saw some pins
pricked below my two feet while walking on road, yet I had no pain.
With ease I was uprooting those pins. Some of the pins were new.
While uprooting all those pins from the right feet, I started
uprooting the pins from the left feet. Many of them were old and
while uprooting those, pass used to ooze out and these were also
taken out. But I felt no pain.In the next scene I saw a colored
fire work stick on the hand of a person which started sparkling of
fire in plenty from one side. While observing this scene I woke
up.[The first scene corroborates the sayings of Sri Ramkrishna
Removal of spines of knowledge and ignorance, i.e. the seer is
crossing the regions of both knowledge and ignorance.The next scene
indicates that the seer is going to have more and more realizations
of various types in the long run, as this was also experienced by
Jibankrishna during his austerity and gave such explanation.
End of individualistic austerity and beginning of universal
austerity280) 3rd December, 1977, Saturday. Early morning dream: I
saw a huge river in front of me and I was standing on the side of
the river. The other side was invisible. I also noticed a young
girl standing nearby. I was preparing myself to cross the river.
Both sides of the river were peculiarly connected by a very wide
earthen bridge. When I was about to cross the bridge, I noticed
that a very familiar friend of mine Biswabaran by name crossed the
river before me and reached the other bank. While I was crossing, I
felt it very difficult to cross. I also felt that the girl was
still standing on the bank. The bridge was very rough, although I
was crossing. While reaching at the end, I saw that the end was
fenced with bamboo sticks in such a way that it would be very
difficult to cross that fence. But with a little effort when I was
about to reach the other side of the fence, I saw a house in front
of me where many devotees of Jibankrishna were present among whom
only Raghunath Sen was remembered. i also noticed that a bed was
kept ready specially for me. While removing the fence I was about
to reach the other side, the dream went off.The dream has a link
with the two dreams seen on 25th and 26th November, 1977. Which
indicated that the seer would have new realizations in the long
run.Here crossing the bridge means crossing one phase to another in
the austerity. Biswabaran means reception by the universe. Here he
was guiding the seer to reach the house on the other side of the
river where the bed was ready for the seer. The girl is Adyasakti
or Holy Mother. This means that by the grace of her the seer was
able to cross the phase of individualism and reach the zone of
universalism.
Accompaniment of devotees and achievementof spiritual wealth
281) 7th December, 1977, Sunday. Place : Makardah, Howhah. Early
morning dream: I was at the Makardah (Howrah) residence of
Indranath Mukherjee, a devotee of Jibankrishna where a large number
of devotees had assembled. Somebody was engaged in cooking, some in
spiritual discussions. They were all staying there as used to be
happened in reality. There I saw Sm. Indira Gandhi, the then prime
minister of India who was staying in a very simplest manner.
Sometimes she used to cut vegetables for cooking. At this moment
the dream went off.Indira means Lakshmi Devi, Hindu goddess who
represents spiritual wealth and peace. The seer will achieve these
characteristics and at the same time will have increased brain
power as to see so many devotees within means increasing brain
power.
Gift of power by the Holy Ghost to continuepublishing Manikya
magazine 282) 9th December, 1977, Friday. Early morning dream:
Jibankrishna was seen on a roof top room of a house busy with
correction of a manuscript. It seemed it was for Manikya magazine.
Then he began to correct a writing of mine. I said, It was written
in hurry, so there were some mistakes.Meanwhile two women were seen
outside listening to me. At this moment Jibankrishna felt thirsty
and I was about to bring water from outside . He said, You sit
beside me, you need not bring water and so Gopal Roy, a devotee
went outside and brought water for him. It seemed to me within the
dream that Jibankrishna did not allow me to go outside due to the
presence of the ladi