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LEARNERS’ PERCEPTIONS TOWARD THE CAUSES
OF ANXIETY IN SPEAKING
THESIS
Submitted in Partial Fulfillment
of the Requirements for the Degree of
Sarjana Pendidikan
VIOLITA CHRISTY AGISTA
NIM: 112015054
ENGLISH LANGUAGE EDUCATION PROGRAM
FACULTY OF LANGUAGE AND ARTS
UNIVERSITAS KRISTEN SATYA WACANA
SALATIGA
2019
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Speaking anxiety is one of the problems that commonly happens in foreign
language learning. It could obstruct learners to reach their goal in mastering
foreign language (Tanveer, 2007). This study conducted to analyze the causes of English speaking anxiety which happen to Senior High School
students. This study expected to solve the problem in foreign language
learning. Data collection involved a questionnaire about speaking anxiety scale to find anxious learners. Then, ten anxious Senior High School
learners in Salatiga who experience speaking anxiety had been chosen and
interviewed. The findings revealed that the learners have been affected by
internal and external factors to make them experienced speaking anxiety. The conclusion pointed out that external factors could be the most common
factors that obstructed learners speaking learning and made them anxious.
One of the external factors include other people’s judgment. It included their classmates and English teacher’s judgment toward learners’ speaking skill.
The main factor from external causes which affect the rest factors is the
negative learning environment.
Keywords: Speaking Anxiety, Foreign Language Anxiety, Internal Causes,
External Causes.
I. INTRODUCTION
Indonesia needs to improve its human resources with English skills especially
in speaking. This skill enables them to communicate with people worldwide and help
IndonesianS to make interactions broadly. Some people may believe that speaking is
one of the important skills in EFL learning. Speaking also plays the important role in
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communication. Because of that, the main goal that English learners should achieve is
the ability to use English effectively, especially in communication. As Brown (2001)
stated, English learning aims to enable learners to participate actively in short
conversation, ask and answer questions, find the way to express their thoughts, and
collect information from others. Unfortunately, some learners tend to be quiet,
especially in their classroom when they are required to speak. It leads to an assumption
that some of the learners may have problem. It could be having anxiety to speak in
English.
American Psychological Association (2015) defines anxiety as an emotion
characterized by feeling of tension, worried thoughts, and physical changes. Anxiety
could be one of the reasons why some learners are unwilling to speak in the classroom.
The learners may have fears in making mistakes while speaking English. This may lead
the learners to be unconfident. According to Oxford (1999) in Ay (2010), learners may
experience state anxiety when they are asked to speak in classroom. These phenomena
may interfere learners’ learning process especially in speaking.
In Indonesia, most learners are considerably better in passive rather than active
English skill. They often feel nervous and anxious when they have to speak English,
especially in the classroom. To overcome the above problem, the Indonesian
government has been trying to find a solution. One of the solutions is the establishment
of Pilot International Standard School (PISS) through the Department of National
Education. PISS makes the government and local governments to organize at least a
unit of education at all levels of education to be developed further as a unit having
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international standards of education. Haryana (2007) also stated that PISS program is
expected to help Indonesia improve the English communication skills and not be left
behind by other developed countries. Indeed, speaking competence, especially dealing
with learners’ anxiety has become a major concern in ELT in Indonesia. From here,
psychological factors should be identified early before affecting their learning process.
Some learners may know what they have to say but they cannot show it due to anxiety.
This situation may affect the performance of the teacher and other learners. For the
teacher, some learners do not want to speak at all while the teacher instructs to speak.
For the other learners in the classroom, the presence of some anxious learners may
obstruct their progress due to a less competitive atmosphere in the classroom. This
condition makes anxiety in speaking important to be investigated. This research aims
to answer a question: What are learners’ perceptions toward the causes of speaking
anxiety in classroom? Hopefully, this research will help Indonesian learners to solve
the problem and give solutions to overcome anxiety in speaking. Also, it will help the
teachers to find the appropriate teaching strategy while helping the learners to weaken
their anxiety.
II. REVIEW OF LITERATURE
a. Definition of Perception
As Lindsay and Norman (1977) stated, perception is a process when people
interpret something about the world. People tried to express and produce something
meaningful about how they feel and what they think about something. It could be said
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that perception is related to thoughts and opinion about something. It could be what
other people think about something and then relate it to their prior experiences. It is
worth noting that people’s interpretation may be different from their reality because it
is affected by their past experiences (Pickens, 2005). According to Sherif and Cantril
(1945) in Pickens (2005) selecting perception happened when a person is more
selective in processing the external stimulation by interpreting what he or she sees
based on beliefs, experience, or attitudes. In any case, many people might be selective
and prefer to filter the information before taking actions. Talking about perception, the
perceiver has a certain characteristic that influences his or her perceptions. Randolph
and Blackburn (1989) in Lewis (2001) found three characteristic of the perceiver that
could modify his or her perceptions It could be anything that has been learned
previously, the perceiver’s motivation, and even the personality of the perceiver.
b. Definition of Anxiety
Each normal person sometimes feels anxious or depressed in several situations.
Anxiety is described as a state of apprehension towards an object (Hilgard, Atkinson,
& Atkinson, 1971 cited in Ay, 2010). However, having anxiety might affect a person’s
daily activities and the process of achieving the goals. Anxiety is a normal reaction to
stress although it might sound terrifying for some people. People might experience
anxiety because of the thoughts of being judged. According to Horwitz (2001), anxiety
as a personality trait is different from transient anxiety. Type of transient anxiety
brought on by situations involving threat is called state anxiety. It considered as a
normal feeling. Another type of anxiety is called trait anxiety. It constantly felt by some
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individuals regardless of threats generated within their environment and requires
therapy (Ay, 2010). MacIntyre and Gardner (1994) found three anxiety, input anxiety,
processing anxiety, and output anxiety which usually happen in language learning
situations. Input anxiety refers to the anxiety which experienced when taking in
information in foreign language. Processing anxiety refers to the anxiety which
experienced when learning and thinking in foreign language. Last, output anxiety refers
to the anxiety which experienced when speaking or writing in foreign language. They
found that there were negative correlations between grades and each anxiety.
c. Foreign Language Anxiety
Horwitz (2001) found that some researchers, language teachers, and language
learners are curious about the possibility of the anxiety of obstructing language
learning. Anxiety in the learners’ learning process commonly appears in a foreign
language class. “Language anxiety can be defined as the feeling of tension and
apprehension specifically associated with second Language contexts, including
speaking, listening, and learning” (MacIntyre & Gardner, 1994, p. 284). Foreign
language anxiety could appear because of the complexity of the learning process.
Foreign language anxiety is also situation-specific anxiety that relates to foreign
language learning environments (MacIntyre, 1999 cited in Ay, 2010). Horwitz,
Horwitz and Cope (1986) stated that some learners could not express their thoughts
and communicate with others by using foreign language easily. This situation may lead
to foreign language anxiety. However, foreign language anxiety is different from the
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general anxiety, hence, obstructing the learners to reach their academic goals (Horwitz,
2001).
Many types of language anxiety may happen to learners while speaking in
English. It includes trait anxiety, state anxiety, and situation-specific anxiety (Horwitz,
2001). First, trait anxiety is a personality characteristic which relatively stable
(Horwitz, 2001) while state anxiety is a response to a particular anxiety-provoking
stimulus (Spielberger, 1983 cited in Horwitz, 2001). MacIntyre (1999) in Ay (2010)
suggested a type of anxiety called situation-specific anxiety that could be relatable to
the anxiety possibility in language learning. In this type of anxiety, public speaking
anxiety is viewed to be in this category (Horwitz, 2001). Second, one of the common
types of anxiety has been found by Horwitz and Young (1991) in Abu-Rabia, Peleg,
and Shakkour (2014) which is the fear of negative evaluations. According to them,
learners tend to avoid evaluative situations because some of them may believe to be
evaluated negatively by others.
d. Foreign Language Anxiety and Speaking Skill
Many factors may cause anxiety in speaking. First, foreign language learners
tend to have difficulty in speaking. It usually when they need to comprehend messages
from others (Horwitz et al., 1986). This may lead the learners to have difficulty and
fears in communicating. Second, learners who experience anxiety may think that their
peers’ speaking skill is better than theirs (Young, 1991). This situation might lead the
learners to prohibit their chances in learning foreign language speaking. MacIntyre and
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Gardner (1991) added that most people often feel anxious when they meet oral/aural
situations. This could happen because people usually feel anxious about showing their
ability to function in a foreign language. That is why Kitano (2001) added that learners
who often fear negative evaluation could experience anxiety in a foreign language
classroom. Third, the other situation is the formal and informal language classroom
environment. Learners might not experience foreign language anxiety if the language
classroom environment could be less formal and be more friendly (Hashemi & Abbasi,
2013 cited in Şenel, 2016).
e. Review of Previous Studies
Many researchers researched learners’ speaking anxiety in the classroom. Ay
(2010) is one of the researchers who researched foreign language anxiety in a different
level of language skill. The participants of this study were 11-13-year-old students in
Ankara University Development Foundation Primary School, Turkey. This study
concentrated on the relationship between anxiety, language skills, and level of
instruction. Ay (2010) found that seventh-grade students are more anxious than sixth
and fifth grades. Also, learners’ anxiety occurred most when they were required to
speak without having prepared in advance. This leads to the assumption that young
children may not experience language anxiety in the same way that adults do. It
contrasts with this present study which focuses on senior high school learners and not
young learners.
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The other researchers who study foreign language anxiety are William and
Andrade (2008). The participants of this study were 243 students at six private
universities in Japan. This study used an abbreviated version of the questionnaire
Matsumoto et al. (1988) to compare differences in emotional responses between
Japanese and Americans. Williams and Andrade (2008) found that most learners may
fear to receive negative evaluation associated with the inability to express their
thoughts clearly. This study is more focused in emotional responses between two
nasionality university students, Japanese and Americans, while this study focuses on
Indonesian senior high school students.
One of the other researchers who study foreign language anxiety is Herwanto
(2013). He focused on anxiety in speaking performance. This study conducted in SMP
Negeri 4 Pakem, Yogyakarta and decided to research five classes of 7th grade who
joining in English Speaking Club. Herwanto (2013) found that whenever the learners
were exposing their weakness while speaking, this could make them anxious. This
leads to an assumption that most learners were anxious when they need to show their
imperfections at speaking English. It has similar aims with this study which focus on
speaking anxiety in Indonesians students. However, this present study focuses on
senior high school students and does not focus on English club but English subject.
III. THE STUDY
This study is led by the research question: “What are the learners’ perceptions
about the causes of anxiety in speaking English?”. This study aims to investigate the
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learners’ views about the causes of anxiety in learning speaking. This study has
answered the question of why senior high school students often face anxiety while
learning speaking and how the students should overcome anxiety.
a. Context of the Study
This study was conducted to answer the question related to the causes of
learners’ anxiety in learning to speak. It is conducted in a Senior High School in
Salatiga, Central Java, Indonesia. The school has English as a required subject for the
learners. Eventhough both the teacher and the learners were required to speak in
English, they often use L1 to avoid misunderstandings and making mistakes. The
school uses K13 as their curriculum that used more practical method than theoritical.
The learners were required to speak in English whenever they were doing speaking
activities. The learners often face the same problem when they are required to speak
English in the classroom. Although from the studies presented in the review of
literature some of the causes of learners’ anxiety have been found, learners’ anxiety
may be depending on the learners’ language skills and the level of instructions.
b. Participants of the Study
One hundred senior high school students in Salatiga participated to answer a
questionnaire based on Foreign Language Classroom Anxiety Scale (FLCAS). It
discovers whether or not they have anxiety. Then, ten students have been selected based
on the result of the questionnaire to be interviewed. All ten students are female students.
Four students are grade twelve, and the rest are grade ten. These ten senior high school
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students have been selected because of their experiences in having anxiety while
speaking English in the classroom. They have been selected from the result of the
highest anxiety scale. This study used pseudonyms for the participants. Each
participant is mentioned as L1(learner 1), L2, until L10.
c. Research Methodology
This study was conducted with a qualitative method. Qualitative methods are
participant observation, in-depth interviews, and focus group. This study used in-depth
interview to do the research. It interviewed ten senior high school students about their
perceptions toward the causes of anxiety in learning speaking. The data collection
method is by using a semi-structured interview and have been done in a face-to-face
interview with each student. The interviews are conducted and recorded for
approximately 20 minutes. The data collected in the form of audio recording. They
have been analyzed in the data analysis stage.
First, one hundred students had been asked to answer the questionnaire. This
questionnaire used Foreign Language Classroom Anxiety Scale (FLCAS) designed by
Horwitz, Horwitz, and Cope (1986) (see Appendix 1). The questionnaire shows
whether or not they have anxiety. Ten learners with the highest score of anxiety were
chosen as the interview participants
For the interview, each student has been asked the same questions with the
potential follow-up questions that not be addressed in the original questions. The output
anxiety category has been chosen from MacIntye and Gardner (1994) because speaking
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is in this category. That is why the interview focuses more on the output category. The
interview questions can be seen in Appendix 2.
d. Data Collecting Procedure
This study had done piloting process before the researcher distributed the
questionnaire and did the interview. The piloting had been done to two senior high
school students and they were not included as the research participants. Then, the
researcher asked a permission to divide the anxiety scale questionnaire to the school.
Based on the questionnaire results, the researcher interviewed ten students of the school
site. All participants agreed to do the interview outside the school’s hour.
e. Data Analysis Procedure
After dividing the anxiety scale questionnaire to the learners, the results of the
questionnaire were calculated to find the anxious learners to be interviewed. Then, after
interviewing the anxious learners, the results of the interview were transcribed into
several themes. The categorization is based on Herwanto’s (2013) study which has
similar research, findings, and themes with this study. Finally, conclusions were drawn
on the majority of each possible causes in learners’ speaking anxiety.
IV. FINDINGS AND DISCUSSION
This section discusses all the factors identified in the interviews from the ten
chosen learners. In this study, the research question is: “What are learners’ perceptions
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toward the causes of anxiety in speaking English?” Interview data analysis identified
two themes in line with the problem in this research: (a) Internal Factors; (b) External
Factors. These findings have similar results and the categorization was adapted from
Herwanto’s study (2013).
In general, from the interview results, the learners who had been interviewed
were experiencing anxiety while speaking English. The learners believed that
experiencing anxiety in speaking English will obstruct their learning speaking process.
The learners viewed speaking as an important skill in English learning due to make
them achieve their goals in learning English. However, several cases identified why
learners could experience anxiety while speaking English. The results are discussed
further below.
A. Internal Causes
Based on the interview results, internal causes might come from the learners
themselves. The internal causes contain the learners were not confident in their
pronunciation and their fluency in speaking English, limited vocabulary competence,
limited grammar competence, and lack of preparation and practice.
a. Not Confident with Their Pronunciation
From the results, 8 out of 10 learners said that they were not confident with
their pronunciation and it made them anxious. Learner 5 said that pronunciation
was an important aspect of English. She believed that it could increase her
confidence while speaking because it may demonstrate one’s English speaking
skill level and make her a prestigious English speaker. This phenomenon could
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make learners anxious because of the thought of being great all the time to get
good impressions will give more tension to the learners. Learner 5 believed that
by not being accustomed to speaking English, it would make her anxious and
afraid to give wrong information due to mispronounce words as shown in
Excerpt 1.
Excerpt 1
L5: “pandangan orang lain kalau liat kita salah itu jadi gimana gitu.
Makanya kan aku jadi takut salah ngomong, entah itu salah arti atau salah
pengucapan.”
Others’ perceptions while seeing us making mistakes are odd. So I am
afraid I will misspoken, whether making mistakes in the meaning or
mispronounce.
As shown in Excerpt 1, the learner was afraid of other people’s judgements
toward their misspronounced words. She was afraid that if she misspronounced
some words, it would change the meaning and creating several
missunderstandings. As Williams and Andrade (2008) stated, learners may
experience speaking anxiety whenever they receive negative evaluation
associated with their inability to express their thought clearly in English. This
leads to an assumption that the learners experienced speaking anxiety whenever
they were aware that their pronunciation is incorrect.
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b. Not Confident with Their Fluency
There were 6 out of 10 learners said that they were not confident with their
fluency in speaking English. The fluency in speaking English could be one of
the aspects to be seen as a great English speaker. It is maybe because the
learners were afraid to make mistakes as shown in Excerpt 2.
Excerpt 2
L1: “Iya sih, mbak. Soalnya kan kalau ngomong bahasa Inggris gak fasih
itu kaya keliatan banget kalau gak terlalu bisa bahasa Inggris, sekarang
kalau mau ngomong bahasa Inggris jadi mikir-mikir dan malah jadi
gugup.”
Yes, it is. Because if I speak in English not fluently, it shows that I cannot
speak in English. Then I am hesitate to speak in English and I become
nervous.
Excerpt 2 shows that one of the learners who have a similar answer with the
rest five learners said that she might be aware for being not fluent enough in
speaking English. It might be one of the reasons why she does not have the
willingness to try speaking. It leads to an assumption that the learner was
worried about her classmates’ and her teacher’s negative evaluations by being
not fluent enough while speak in English. As Herwanto (2013) said that
speaking anxiety could appear because the learners were afraid to show their
inability in speaking. Realizing that they might have too frequent or too long
pauses and be stuttered in their speech apparently can also cause anxiety for
leaners.
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c. Limited Vocabulary Competence
Half of the learners have a similar answer and said that one of the causes of
anxiety in speaking English might be because of the limited vocabulary
competence. They said that whenever they wanted to speak and they did not
know the English word, they might become unsure and speechless. This might
happen because the learners were aware that they did not have enough
vocabulary exposure. The learners might feel that their vocabulary competence
still below the average. As shown in Excerpt 3 below.
Excerpt 3
L4: “Kalau menurut aku sih lebih ke penguasaan vocabnya yang masih
kurang. Soalnya kan biasanya kita kalau mau bicara bahasa Inggris suka
gatau bahasa Inggrisnya itu apa kaya “aduh kata ini bahasa Inggrisnya apa
ya?” gitu. Terus kan karena gak tau vocabnya itu, kita mau lanjut asal
ngomong malah takutnya salah, makanya saat itu jadi muncul cemasnya
begitu.”
In my opinion, it is influenced by the lack of vocabulary comprehension.
Whenever we wanted to talk in English, sometimes we do not know the
English of some words. Then, if we want to keep talking in English but we
do not know the vocabulary, we are afraid that we will make any mistakes.
That is why the anxious is appeared.
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From Excerpt 3, the learner said that vocabulary competence might play an
important role in speaking English. It might be because whenever the learners
wanted to speak in English, they were afraid to make mistakes and that could
become one of the reasons why the learners experience speaking anxiety. The
learners might feel that they still need more exposure in English vocabulary. It
leads to an assumption that low vocabulary exposure might weaken the
learners’ willingness to speak English.
d. Limited Grammar Competence
Two out of ten learners with a similar answer said that the other factor which
affecting learners speaking anxiety is limited grammar competence. The
students might feel anxious whenever they need to choose which grammar to
use while they speak in English as seen in Excerpt 4 below.
Excerpt 4
L10: “Soalnya kan tensesnya banyak, kak. Jadi kan bingung harus pake
yang mana kalo mau bicara bahasa Inggris. Jadinya takut salah.”
It is because the tenses are too many, so it confuses me to choose which
grammar tense whenever I need to talk in English. So, I am afraid to make
mistakes.
Excerpt 4 shows that the learner might be confused because she thought
grammar has too many types of tenses. The learner said that she needed to think
which grammar is appropriate to use in which situation. That is possibly become
one of the reasons why the learner do not have the couragement to speak in
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English. It can be because speaking needs a spontaneous act and the respondent
could not do that due to the variety of grammar. It also leads to an assumption
that the learner was aware that having a high grammar competence is important
to be a foreign language speaker. Then, the learner was under pressure and
anxious.
e. Lack of Practice and Lack of Preparation
Three out of ten learners said that whenever they do not prepare enough
and lack of practice to perform in front of the class, they will feel anxious. Lack
of practice and preparation might be the next causes usually faced by the
learners in affecting their speaking anxiety. The learners can be aware that they
have not practiced much in speaking English then their willingness to speak
English would be diminished. Everytime the learner needs to perform in front
of the class and they feel like they do not have enough time to prepare, they
would experience the speaking anxiety. Learner 2 also said that she might
experience speaking anxiety because she might not do enough practice speaking
in English. She was possibly aware that being the learner who still need a lot of
practice made them feel nervous. As found by Ay (2010), learners’ anxiety
occured mostly when they were required to speak without having prepared in
advance. This leads to an assumption that the learners’ willingness to speak
English in front of people might be affected by how ready they were in terms
of practice and preparation.
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f. Afraid of Making Mistakes
Three out of ten learners said that the most common cause in English
speaking anxiety is because they were afraid to make mistakes, it could be in
terms of vocabulary, pronunciation, and commonly in terms of grammar. Also,
the judgements from learners’ classmates would affect their fearfulness feeling
to speak English. That might happen because they thought that being wrong is
shameable and it shows their English competence level is below the average.
Learner 10 said that whenever she was afraid to make mistakes, it would lead
her to speaking anxiety. It might be because she thought too much to avoid any
mistakes, and the tension of being perfect especially in grammar while speaking
in front of their classmates and teacher might make them feel anxious. As
Young (1991) stated, whenever learners think that their peers speaking skill is
better than theirs, they would experience speaking anxiety. It can happen
because the learners were not confident with their speaking skill level compared
to their peers’s ability.
As seen in this section, internal causes in English speaking anxiety really
weaken the learners willingness to speak English especially in front of their
classmates and English teacher. All of the internal causes appeared because of
the learners’ self conscious through their English speaking performance. Most
of the causes of speaking anxiety happened because they were afraid of other
people’s judgements.
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B. External Causes
English speaking anxiety could also be affected from external causes. It might
include recipients’ failure to understand, negative learning environment, and
performance-based activities. The respondents might experience speaking anxiety
because of the external causes they had while doing the learning process in their
classroom. The external causes have been identified from the interview and
discussed below.
a. Recipients’ Failure to Understand
Eight out of ten learners with a similar answer said that they were afraid
that whenever they talk in English, the information would not be delivered as it
should be. They said that whenever they wanted to speak in English, the thought
of being the one who shares some misunderstanding to their classmates and
English teacher would appear. That can be the reason why the learners were
anxious. The learners may find it embarrassing whenever their classmates and
their English teacher does not understand what were they saying in English. As
seen in Excerpt 5 below.
Excerpt 5
L5: “Sedih. Karena mereka gak “mudeng” apa yang aku omongin tuh
kaya “ya ampun ternyata bahasa Inggris ku tuh kurang banget sampe
mereka ga ngerti apa yang aku omongin” gitu.”
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It was sad. It is because they did not understand what I was saying and
that feels like “Oh my God, it turns out that my English is so bad that
they did not understand what I was saying.
From Excerpt 5, it shows that others’ understanding to the learners’
English might affect learners’ feelings. It may lead the learners to feel
discouraged because whenever they tried to speak in English, their classmates
did not understand their sayings. It leads to an assumption that the learner might
be aware that she made mistakes due to making other people did not understand
her English. This finding shows that once the learners’ feelings were affected,
i.e. becoming embarrassed and sad because other people do not understand their
English, they would have speaking anxiety. Then, the learners may be
discouraged to speak in English once they feel like they make the audience not
understand.
b. Negative Learning Environment
Six out of ten learnes who have similar answer said that they were worried
of people’s opinion through their English speaking skill, and it affects their
speaking anxiety. A good social environment might affect learners’ learning
process in a good way. However, not all learners could cope with their
classmates and English teacher’s judgements toward their English speaking
skill. As seen in Excerpt 6 below.
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Excerpt 6
L9: “...sama takut dimongin temen lah, diomongin guru lah. Karena
juga kan di kelas itu kan lama, jadi kalau diejek satu kali gitu kan mesti
agak down ya, mbak. Jadi gak mau belajar lagi, gak mau bicara bahasa
Inggris lagi, dan juga jadi malu tampil di depan umum lagi.”
...and I am afraid being the talked object by my friends and my teacher.
It is because the duration while in the classroom is too long, and once I
got teased, it made me down. I do not want to learn anymore, I do not
want to speak in English, and also I become embarrassed to perform in
front of people.
Excerpt 6 shows that the learner might experience being teased because
of her speaking skill is below the average. She said that whenever her
classmates teased her, it affects her feelings and her confidence to perform
speaking English in front of other people. This phenomena might bring learners
speaking anxiety and most respondents, i.e. 8 out of ten, having the same
experience. As MacIntyre and Gardner (1991) stated, most people often feel
anxious when they meet oral/aural situations. This could be said that a negative
learning environment especially from their classmates and teacher might affect
learners speaking anxiety in a negative way. Learner 9 said that her teacher’s
sudden correction would interfere her speaking performance. Eventhough she
might have prepared their performance well, it would make her speechless and
nervous. It leads to an assumption that the teacher should have an appropriate
method to give feedback or any evaluations to learners. It is because teacher’s
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role is important to improve learners’ confidence to perform in front of their
peers.
c. Speaking Activities
Five out of ten learners said that they were worried about speaking
activities inside the classroom. The speaking activites here include presentation,
role-play, speech, and mini drama that have audience and thus, need a lot of
confidence to be done. Eventhough their teacher might expect them to be more
accustomed to speak English through speaking activities, the learners might feel
that it affects their speaking anxiety in a negative way even more.