Khuda Aur Mohabbat Novel in English

7/21/2019 Khuda Aur Mohabbat Novel in English

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El`ja !l`6G hk ht h clss tl uòarsthò hs tl wmy palpca oasergba clva hs h parsl`hc stlry. Clva gs `lt tma stlrylj là lr h jaw gògvgouhcs, gt gs h u`gvarshc stlry baehusa, tmara gs mhrocy h`ylà g` tma wlrco wmlmhs `lt phssao tmrludm tmgs axpargaèa. _ma l`cy ogjjaraèa cgas g` tma trutm lj heeapthèa hòmyplergsy lj oa`ghc. _mrludm tma wlros sehttarao g` tma phdas lj tmgs blli, G mhva aòahvlurao tlg`tarprat tma why g` wmgem clva hò racgdgl` g`jcuaèao ka. _ma bhttca lj clva hò racgdgl` whsjludmt by ky mahrt hò bgttarcy axpargaèao by ky sluc but G cahva gt tl ylu tl oaegoa wmatmar gt whswl` by clva lr racgdgl`. G mhva àvar hgkao ht asthbcgsmg`d tma suparglrgty lj clva lr racgdgl`. _marawara l`cy h jaw quastgl`s wmgem àaoao tl ba h`swarao rahcgstgehccy. G` tmgs echsm lj clva hòracgdgl`, slka àw quastgl`s hppahrao tl ba erlppg`d up g`` ky kgò hò G, tmarajlra, raquast tmhttmgs blli smluco ba raho l`cy by tmlsa wml mhva tma elurhda tl el`jrl`t àw quastgl`s g` cgja.`swar gs mlwavar, `lt elkpucslry.

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E"H^_%R & _"% JGR'_ RHG@Gt whs parmhps, tma rukbcg`d lj tma wmaacs lj tma harlpchà l` tma ru`why tmht hwhiaào ka jrlkky mhcj"hscaap elògtgl`. _ma harlpchà mho chòao ht Clòl`#s $ahtmrlw grplrt hò whs `lwsclwcy klvg`d l` tma ru`why tlwhros tma phrig`d hrah. eelrog`d tl tma h``luèaka`t lj tma hgr

mlstass, gt whs sgx %# eclei g` tma klr`g`d g` Clòl`._ma egty lj Clòl` whs a`ducjao g` tma ohriàss rasakbcg`d tma twgcgdmt. Gt hppahrao hs gj gt mho

baa` rhg`g`d tmrludmlut tma pravglus `gdmt hò tma skhcc orlps lj tma cgdmt sprhy lj rhg` eluco basaa` qugvarg`d l` tma wgò seraa` lj ky saht. &hg`s hra gòaao h strh`da pma`lka`l` lj `htura.'lkatgkas, mahvy rhg`s el`tgùa tl jhcc tmrludmlut tma cgja, but stgcc, tma g`sgoa lj kh` rakhg`s ory hsavar, wmgca ht ltmar tgkas, l`cy h jaw orlps hra qugta sujjgega`t tl khia us tmlrludmcy wat hctmludmtmlsa wml hra hrluò us, rakhg` uttarcy u`hwhra lj lur elògtgl`. _mgs jgrst rhg` lj Clòl` whs hcsllj h sgkgchr `htura. Gt khoa ka wat jrlk lutsgoa but ky g`sgoa hrgogty whs stgcc pgareg`d g`tl kytmrlht cgia smhrp tmlr`s.

_ma harlpchà mho `lw baa` (lgào tl gts semaoucao tuba l` tma phrig`d sthò hò là hjtar tmaltmar, tma yhw`g`d phssa`dars wara oaseaòg`d l` tma tarkg`hc by kah`s lj tma tuba. )y tma tgka Grahemao tma clu`da, tma ogk wmgtaàss lj tma klr`g`d mho baelka scgdmtcy vgsgbca l` tma mlrg*l`.)ut l` heelu`t lj tma ohri tmgei ecluos hò el`tgùlus org**cg`d, phca yacclwgsm ohriàss, sgkgchr tltmht lj h sho ava`g`d, eluco stgcc ba saa` lutsgoa tma dchss whcc lj tma clu`da.

G hk $hkkho k(ho, tma ljjsprg`d lj h` gccustrglus trhoars# jhkgcy lj +higsth`. y hèastlrsmhva hcwhys maco mgdmcy gkplrth`t dlvar`ka`t plsts bajlra hò hjtar tma erahtgl` lj +higsth` . 'gèacl`d, trhoa mhs baa` tma jhvlurgta leeuphtgl lj ky jhkgcy hò tlp rhìg`d dlvar`ka`t ljjgeghcs ljtma elu`try mhva hcwhys radhroao gt hs h` ml`lur tl ba g`vgtao by us tl ava`g`d tah. _ma shka$hkkho k(ho stllo hclà hò oa(aetao g` tma rrgvhc Clu`da lj Clòl`#s $ahtmrlw grplrt l`tmht elco hò wat klr`g`d. pphra`tcy, G mho elka tl Clòl` wgtm tma g`ta`tgl` lj dattg`d h twl"yahr oadraa jrlk tma -el`lkges aphrtka`t lj /g`dstl` >`gvarsgty but G iàw vary wacc tmht gt whsl`cy h prataxt hò h kah`s lj saaig`d asehpa jrlk kysacj. G mho khoa up ky kgò tl dat g`vlcvao g`tma mustca hò bustca lj Clòl` tl suem h` axta`t tmht G kgdmt `lt ba hbca tl jgò ava` h sg`dcaklka`t tl spaò g` ky lw` elkph`y. G mho h strh`da sthta lj kgò ht tmht tgka. G whs rahoy tl elpawgtm tma u`pcahsh`t axgstaèa lj ltmars but whs qugta u`wgccg`d tl jhea kysacj ava` jlr h sg`dcaklka`t. )y hcc kah`s hò sthòhros, kh` gs h macpcass erahtura. $a khy smhttar g`tl bgts hcc tmakgrrlrs tmht ma jgòs g` tma lutsgoa wlrco hrluò mgk, but ma wgcc mhva tl jhea mgs g`sgoa kgrrlr hcctma tgka wmatmar ma cgias gt lr `lt.

)y tma tgka G wa`t lut lj tma tarkg`hc hjtar dattg`d ecahrhèa jrlk tma ustlks ljjgeghcs hò phssg`d tmrludm ltmar rlutgà prleaouras, h jaw sthr"cgia jchias lj s`lw mhva dlt kgxao up g` tmaelco hgr bclwg`d lutsgoa. s G tlli tma jgrst stap g`tl tma lpa` htklspmara, h savara elco whva mho hsmgvarg`d hò emgccg`d gkphet l` ky wmlca bloy hò qugta spl`thàluscy ky mhòs rusmao tlwhros

ky lvarelht elcchrs hò G prlparcy elvarao ky wmlca bloy. $lwavar savara hò g`ta`sa tma elcokhy ba, gts jgrst whva hcwhys erahtas h sa`sa lj jrasmàss g` ylu. _mgs dust lj elco wgò hcslhwhiaào hcc lj ky g`àr sa`shtgl`s. G badh` cllig`d hrluò g` sahrem lj /hkrh` wml mho baa` ky

blslk jrgaò sgèa emgcomllo but hs G whs hcrahoy axpaetg`d, hs jhr hs G eluco saa, G eluco jgò `lsgd` lj mgk h`ywmara.

t jgrst, G tmludmt lj thig`d h thxg hò dlg`d tl mgs jcht kysacj. G mho hcrahoy vgsgtao Clòl` savarhctgkas hò gt whs by `l kah`s h` uì`lw` lr àw egty jlr ka. )ut chtar l`, tmgìg`d slkatmg`d acsa,G pgeiao up ky sg`dca sugtehsa jrlk tma hgrplrt tarkg`hc hò badh` orhddg`d gt tlwhros h ogsth`t pgaealj chò mhvg`d slka orgao drhss l` gt. _mara whs h rlw lj bahutgjuc wlloa` baèmas pcheao ht slkaogsthèa jrlk là h`ltmar. G oaegoao tl sgt tmara hò whgt jlr /hkrh`.

_ma kgxtura lj s`lw jchias g` tma hgr mho gèrahsao stahogcy hò by tma tgka G rahemao ky sacaetao

baèm, s`lwjhcc mho sthrtao. G eh` stgcc rakakbar tmlsa emgcomllo ohys wma` g` tma ava`g`d, /hkrh`hò G usao tl saa tma typgehc wmgta kgciy s`lw ecluos g` tma siy hò spa`t tma wmlca `gdmt cyg`d g`

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lur baos, prhyg`d jlr tma s`lw tl jhcc. _ma àxt klr`g`d, wa usao tl ba lvarwmackao wgtm (ly l`saag`d tma sthr"cgia s`lw jchias jhccg`d l` tma drluò hò tma wmlca egty elvarao wgtm tma wmgta

bchìat lj s`lw. 5a wluco gkkaoghtacy rusm lutsgoa hò baelka busy tmrlwg`d s`lwbhccs htstrh`dars hò phssarsby g` h saeratgva kh`àr, wmgca tma kakbars lj lur jhkgcy wara sahremg`d jlrus avarywmara. G wlòar wmy tmlsa bcgssjuc wg`tar kl`tms lj emgcomllo jcy hwhy g` tma twgìcg`d lj

h` aya wmgca tma selremg`d maht lj ylutm el`tgùas tl lvarsmholw us jlr ea`turgas wgtmlut tmascgdmtast raspgta.

_ma pgaea lj chò wmara G whs sgttg`d whs slkawmht acavhtao jrlk tma drluò hò G eluco,tmarajlra, qugta ahsgcy ehtem tma dcgkpsas lj thcc lco bugcog`ds lj Clòl` g` tma ogsthèa. 5gtmg` hsmlrt tgka, tma wmlca egty whs elkpcatacy elvarao wgtm s`lw hò slka ogsth`t l`"clliar kgdmt mhvael`sgoarao ka hs wacc tl ba h sthtua khoa lj s`lw. _mara whs `l àws lj /hkrh` hs yat, but ma mho

baa` tma shka typa lj ehracass emhp rgdmt jrlk mgs emgcomllo. G` lur emgcomllo, bltm lj us mho baaàxtrakacy racueth`t tl dat up ahrcy g` tma klr`g`d hò hs G stgcc rakakbar, ava` ourg`d h`ùhcaxhkg`htgl`s, wa mhrocy kh`hdao tl rahem tma axhkg`htgl` mhcc hjtar tma ogstrgbutgl` lj quastgl`

phpars. mgcomllo whs spa`t g` tma shka oacgdmtjuc hò thia"gt"ahsy kh`àr but tma`, hcc lj h suooa`,tma jhkgcy egreuksthèas lj /hkrh` tlli h trhdge tur` wma` mgs phra`ts phssao hwhy g` h trhjjgeheegoa`t. /hkrh` whs cajt hclà g` tma mlusa baehusa mar l`cy acoar sgstar mho hcrahoy dlt khrrgaohò dlà tl mar g`"chws. jtar mgs jhtmar#s oahtm, gt whs ravahcao tl /hkrh` tmht ma mho g`margtao hmuda buroa` lj u`phgo oabts jrlk mgs jhtmar. s tma oakhòs lj tma eraogtlrs gèrahsao, /hkrh` whscajt wgtm `l lptgl` but tl sacc mgs `htgva mlka hò rakhg`g`d prlparty hò smgjt tl Clòl`. $alpaào h skhcc rasthurh`t g` Clòl` wgtm tma cgttca bgt lj klày ma mho hjtar tma phyka`t lj hcc tmaoa`ts. 5gtm tma phsshda lj tgka, cgja baehka ahsgar jlr mgk hò ma juccy hohptao mgksacj tl tma cgja ljClòl`. G` jhet, ma mho hcwhys baa` vary jlò lj Clòl` hò shka whs tma ehsa wgtm ka. +armhps,

bltm lj us mho h el`sarvhtgva spgrgt hò el`sarvhtgvgsk hò kachèmlcy hra tma typgehc emhrhetargstgeslj Clòl`. -vary egty mhs gts lw` paeucghr takparhka`t hò emhrhetargstges. G mho àvar cgia tl cgvag` mlwcg`d, serahkg`d hò `lgsy egtgas, wmgem hra mlt, mukgo hò sujjlehtg`d hò wmara là gshcwhys mhu tao by tma jahr lj clsg`d slkatmg`d. G mhva hcwhys baa` gkprassao by palpca hò egtgasmhvg`d ehck hò ellc takparhka`t. gtgas cgia Clòl` hra ehphbca lj hbslrbg`d tma phg`s hòslrrlws lj palpca ahdar tl caho h ehck hò qugat cgja.

s G clliao hrluò, G shw h skgcg`d ylu`d elupca phssg`d jrlk g` jrl`t lj ka. _ma dgrc mho heclsar clli ht ka. $ar emaais wara baelkg`d jgary rao oua tl elco hò mar ayas mho h el`sth`t skgca.s sma shw ka, sma skgcao hò hjtar wgsmg`d ka dllo klr`g`d, tmay wa`t tl h baèm pcheao ht slkaogsthèa, sht tmara hò baehka busy g` tmagr hklrlus axemh`das. Gt whs qugta avgoa`t jrlk tmagr orasstmht tmay mho elka lut g` tmgs bgtg`d elco jlr tma shia lj (lddg`d. G skgcao wmgca tmgìg`d hblut tmasavargty lj wahtmar hò tma rlkh`tge hetgvgtgas lj suem ylu`d rlkh`tge clvars. 5ahtmar mhs ogjjara`tgkphets l` ogjjara`t palpca. G eh` stgcc raehcc tmlsa s`lwy wg tars wmgem G spa`t g` ky `htgva egty lj?uatth. G usao tl lbsarva tmht wma` s`lw jacc tmrludmlut tma `gdmt, tma pllr chblurars hò wlriars

wluco elka lut ahrcy àxt klr`g`d hcl`d wgtm tma kakbars lj tmagr jhkgcgas hò dlt busy g`raklvg`d s`lw jrlk g` jrl`t lj tmagr ollrs hò jrlk tmagr rlljtlps wgtm tma macp lj smlvacs hò chrdawlloa` blhros. _ma rahsl` whs tmht gj tmgs s`lw whs hcclwao tl sthy l` tma rlljs lj tmagr u`phvaomlusas jlr h cl`d tgka, gt eluco erahta ohkhdg`d mlcas g` tma rlljs. cc tmrludm tma wg`tar, tmay iaptl` prhyg`d tl tma ckgdmty 1lo tl prltaet tmak jrlk suem savara s`lwjhcc. )ut mara g` Clòl`, tmaseaà whs qugta tma lpplsgta. >òhu`tao by tma mahvy s`lwjhcc, tmasa twl ylu`d clvars mho elkalut lj tmagr mlkas g` tma mlpa lj a`(lyg`d tma wahtmar. 5ahtmar gs tma shka but gts gkphets hra `lttma shka jlr hcc tma palpca. 'uooa`cy, tma emhg` lj ky tmludmts whs hbruptcy ogsruptao wma` G jluòslkalà vglca`tcy smhig`d ky smlucoars hò shyg`d, :5hia up sgr, 4hrlwhc =uètgl` mhs elka.7

G` hstl`gsmka`t, hs G clliao up, G shw /hkrh`#s jhea baehusa tma rast lj mgs bloy whs elkpcatacywrhppao g` whrk ecltmas. 5gtm hcc mgs avgcs, ma whs skgcg`d hò cllig`d tlwhros ka. )ltm lj us

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:-xeusa ka ky oahr aog, G#k h bgt chta. )ut wmht hra ylu olg`d mara, sgttg`d g` tmgs s`lw9 G#varh`sheiao tma wmlca tarkg`hc g` sahrem lj ylu wmgca ylu hra sgttg`d mara97Gt whs ky jgrst kaatg`d wgtm /hkrh` hjtar twl yahrs. _wl yahrs hdl, ma mho elka tl tma shka$ahtmrlw grplrt tl bgo jhrawacc tl ka. _gcc tmht tgka, cgja whs jucc lj bahuty hò emhrk3 hò G mhoelka tl Clòl` l`cy jlr tma purplsa lj rlhkg`d hblut hò jlr cgsta`g`d tl tma jutgca juss lj /hkrh`.

_rua jrgaòs lj emgcomllo hra (ust cgia thcc smhoy traas wmgem prlvgoa gkka`sa ehck, elkjlrt hòracgaj tl tmlsa wml sgt uòar tmagr smhoa. ;lr h klka`t, wmgca G whs akbrheg`d /hkrh`, G tll mhojlrdltta` ky bur`g`d wluòs. 'uooa`cy, ma oathemao ka jrlk mgksacj, mho h eclsar clli ht ka hò rakhriao, : aog oahr, wmyhra ylu cllig`d sl wahi97 1gvg`d mgk tma mhòca lj ky sugtehsa G rapcgao, :G wgsm G eluco dgva h sgkgchr lpg`gl` hblut ylu.7 /hkrh` chudmao hò blcocy rakhriao, :5acc ky oahr jrgaò, ylu i`lw vary wacc tmht rgdmt jrlkky emgcomllo, wmhtavar G aht, mhs h rhpgo hò plsgtgva gkphet l` ky mahctm. 4lw, ol ylu pch`t tlsthò mara hò jraa*a tl oahtm, lr ol ylu wgsm tl heelkph`y ka tl ky mlka97

s /hkrh` stappao jlrwhro, G `ltgeao tmht l` tma àhrby baèm, tma -`dcgsm elupca whs stgcca`drlssao g` ahem ltmar uòar tma elvar lj s`lw, qugta gògjjara`t tl tma wmlca wlrco. 'aag`d tma

bly, /hkrh` mahvao h cl`d sgdm hò kukbcao tl mgksacj, :G wlòar wmy tma sthòhros lj Clòl` bclòs mhva dlà sl clw tmasa ohys.7

_hig`d cl`d strgoas, /hkrh` whs klvg`d jlrwhro l` tma ehrpat lj s`lw spraho l` tma ahrtm hòwhs cahvg`d bamgò mgs jllt khris l` tma s`lw. Cgia h` aèmh`tao sluc, G whs sgkpcy whcig`d bamgòmgk hò jlcclwg`d mgs jlltstaps. /hkrh`#s lrrgs hr whs phriao ht h àhrby pchea. y cuddhdawhs pheiao g`tl tma ogeiga hò wa cajt jlr /hkrh`#s jcht.



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E"H^_%R ( _"% 'HK% %)%@G@D HDHG@G` hblut h` mlur#s tgka, wa rahemao /hkrh`#s jcht sgtuhtao g` 'lutm Clòl`. )y tma tgka G tllismlwar, /hkrh` mho praphrao brahijhst. G whs `lt jaacg`d sl mu`dry, but hs usuhc, /hkrh` whs busyogspchyg`d mgs trhogtgl`hc a`tmusghstge mlspgthcgty. jtar thig`d brahijhst, G wa t tl scaap wmgca

/hkrh` cajt jlr mgs rasthurh`t.+armhps ht jlur g` tma ava`g`d, G whs hwhiaào by slka `lgsa. /hkrh`#s jcht whs sgtuhtao g` h

plsm hrah lj Clòl`. Gt whs g` jhet h cl`d rlw lj olubca"stlray hphrtka`ts bugct wgtm rao brgeis._masa hphrtka`ts mho baa` bugct g` hblut agdmt lr ta` rlws batwaa` vary wgoa rlhos. -hem rlw mhoagdmt olubca"stlray hphrtka`ts (lgào tldatmar g` suem h why tmht tma lremhros g` jrl`t lj hcc tmamlusas eluco ba saa` tldatmar g` h strhgdmt cgà. $lwavar, g` lroar tl erahta h saphrhtgl` batwaa` tmamlusas, tmara whs h bahutgjuc rao jaèa g` tma kgooca, wmgem mho baa` eut g` h bhchèao jlrk. %utsgoaahem mlusa tmara whs h bahutgjuc plst blx, bahrg`d tma `hka lj tma lwàr lj tma mlusa. G rakakbaraoky emgcomllo ohys wma` ourg`d tma orhwg`d parglo, hcc tma stuoa`ts g` tma echss mho tl orhw g` tmagrorhwg`d elpybllis h skhcc mlusa sgkgchr tl tmgs wlloa` plstblx. 5gtm gts bhcel`y, tma wgòlw ljky rllk lpaào tlwhros tma bhei rlho. _ma scgdmt `lgsa tmht G eluco mahr whs hcsl elkg`d jrlk tmahphrtka`t lj tma saelò rlw bugct l` tma shka bhei rlho. G lpaào tma dchss ollr tmht lpaào g`tl tma

bhcel`y hò ehka lut l` tma tarrhea. _ma s`lw jhcc mho stlppao but hs jhr hs G eluco clli hrluò,avarytmg`d mho baa` elvarao wgtm s`lw. erlss tma rlho g`tl h straat, slka emgcora` wara busykhig`d h s`lwkh`. _ma `lgsa tmht G mhva (ust ka`tglào whs bag`d prloueao by tmagr g``lea`tchudmtars hò cluo hrduka`thtgl`. %à drlup lj emgcora` wgsmao tl jgx h ehrrlt g` pchea lj tma kh`#s`lsa wmgca tma ltmar drlup wh`tao tl usa h wlloa` `hgc tl gkprlva tma jlrk lj tma `lsa. t chst, bltmtma drlups u`h`gkluscy hdraao tl usa tma ehrrlt jlr tmgs purplsa hò tma s`lwkh` whs dgva` h mht, hkujjcar hò h elht hs wacc. _ma phssarsby stlppao jlr h wmgca, clliao ht wmht tma emgcora` mho khoa,skgcao hò wa`t hwhy. 4lw, gt whs dattg`d ohri3 hò cgia ltmar wg`tar ava`g`ds, tmht ava`g`d whshcsl qugeicy kardg`d g`tl tma `gdmt. _ma kltmars lj tma emgcora` wml wara paapg`d ht tmak tmrludmtma ollrs hò wgòlws, badh` ehccg`d tmak hò là hjtar tma ltmar, tma emgcora` baddao cahva jrlktmagr pchykhtas hò wa`t mlka. +armhps, jrlk tmagr g`sgoa, hcc tma kltmars lj tma wlrco hra lj tmashka typa. _may jlrbgo tmagr emgcora` tl pchy g` tma ohriàss, urda tmak tl ratur` mlka bajlra tmasattg`d lj tma su` hò gj tmay hra chta g` ratur`g`d, tmay


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ehsa ylu cgia tl aht slkatmg`d ht mlka, cat ka i`lw3 hò G#cc tacc tma orgvar tl buy slkatmg`d l` tmawhy bhei.7 :'l `lw ylu#va dlt h orgvar hs wacc97 G hsiao g` slka surprgsa. /hkrh` chudmao g` mgs typgehc styca hò rapcgao, :_ma jhet gs tmht wmgca orgvg`d bhei mlka jrlk kyehjB, G het hs ky lw` orgvar. 5ma` G tacc ltmars tmht G#va dlt h orgvar, G l`cy wgsm tl gkprass tmak

wgtm ky parsl`hcgty.7 G uttarao h jaw wlros g` mgs el oak`htgl` hò rakhriao wmgca mh`dg`d up, :/hkrh`, ylu hrasgkpcy gèlrrgdgbca. G#k g` `l kllo tl dl lut. Cat#s mhva lur og`àr tldatmar mara ht mlka.7

5gtmg` h smlrt tgka, /hkrh` hrrgvao mlka wgtm hcc tma assa`tghcs lj tma `gdmt kahc. 5mgca orgvg`d bhei mlka, ma mho bludmt jrlk tma khriat slka rahoy khoa jllo gtaks. 'll`, cgia h pruoa`tmlusawgja, ma mahtao tmak hò pcheao tmak l` tma thbca. jtar tma kahc, wa mho h elursa lj eljjaaourg`d wmgem, /hkrh` jg`hccy shgo slkatmg`d wmgem G mho uèl`segluscy baa` httakptg`d tl hvlgosgèa klr`g`d.

_hig`d h cl`d sgp lj mlt eljjaa, /hkrh` clliao tlwhros ka qugta htta`tgvacy hò shgo, : aog oahr,G àvar axpaetao ylu tl surraòar sl ahsgcy.7 :5ma` tma aàky mgksacj hppahrs g` tma rgvhc#s ehkp hò gkpclras tmht tmgs vgetlry gs tma l`cyhssat lj mgs cgja, palpca cgia ka mhva tl dgva g`,7 G rapcgao, wmgca oacgbarhtacy httakptg`d `lt tl cllitlwhros mgk.

y rapcy jurtmar gèrahsao /hkrh`#s eurglsgty hò rastcassàss g`staho lj oaerahsg`d gt. 5gtm hsa`sa lj jrustrhtgl`, ma badh` tl spahi rhtmar cluocy, :G#va àvar baa` hbca tl uòarsthò ylur cldge.;lr tma shia lj tmht dgrc, ylu ravlctao hdhg`st tma wmlca wlrco hò tma`, oaspgta stgjj lpplsgtgl` jrlkylur wmlca jhkgcy, ylu rakhgào jgrkao hò raslcuta hò dhcch`tcy jheao tma stlrk. Elu waraogslwào by ylur jhtmar, ylur kltmar brlia ljj mar rachtgl`smgp wgtm ylu hò ylu wara oaprgvao ljylur mlka. 5mht mhppaào tma` hcc lj h suooa` wmgem jlreao ylu tl thia h u"tur` hò dgva up slahsgcy97 wahi skgca hppahrao l` ky cgps. :+armhps, tma mhrosmgps hò lroahcs lj tgka mho khoa karahcg*a tmht clva gs h jlccy hò tmht tmlsa wml hbhòl` tma ahsa hò elkjlrt lj tmagr mlkas hòwhòar hblut g` oasarts hò (u`dcas jlr tma shia lj clva hra jllcs hò `ltmg`d acsa.7

/hkrh` stllo up jrlk tma sljh, ehka eclsa tl ka, pcheao mgs mhò l` ky smlucoar, ba`t hòclliao strhgdmt g`tl ky ayas. : r. $hkkho k(ho &h*h,7 ma badh` tl spahi. :G i`lw ylu sgèa yluwara sgx yahrs lco. 5a#va baa` tldatmar jlr tma chst twa`ty yahrs. %ur emgcomllo hò ylutm hraavgoa`t tl ahem ltmar cgia h kgrrlr. Elu hra hcsl gècuoao hkl`d tmlsa palpca wml ra`luèa tma sljthò whrk baos lj mlka hò hra orgva` jrlk pgcchr tl plst. t tma klka t, ylu hra tgrao. 1l tl bao`lw hò wa#cc thci hblut tma khttar ht slka ltmar tgka.7

/hkrh` phttao ka l` ky bhei hò wa`t tlwhros mgs rllk wmgca G rakhgào sahtao tmara g` tmaahsy emhgr g` jrl`t lj tma wgòlw hò el`tgùao tl mahr tma typgehc sluò lj tma jhccg`d s`lw l` tma

brhèmas lj tma traas wmgem wara baòg`d olw` uòar tma wagdmt lj s`lw. %utsgoa, tma siy mho

turào jgary rao hò g`sgoa tma rllk, tmara whs tma sluò lj tma s`hppg`d lj wllo g` tma jgrapcheahò tma smholws lj rgsg`d jchkas l` tma whcc. t tmgs mlur lj tma `gdmt, ky kgò trhvacao bhei tl tmhtava`g`d twl yahrs hdl, wma` G mho ky jgrst kaatg`d wgtm Gkh`.

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E"H^_%R * _"% +,Q% '%H'L@ LJ ,L)%%ur jhkgcy whs gècuoao hkl`d tma klst g`jcua`tghc hò klst hjjcua`t jhkgcgas lj tma egty. jtarratgrg`d hs lkkgssglàr, ky jhtmar badh` thig`d ehra lj tma vhst hdrgeucturhc chòs tmht mho lèa

bacl`dao tl lur jlrajhtmars. Gt gs h`ltmar tmg`d tmht ma eluco àvar baelka h chòclro g` tma trua

sa`sa lj tma wlro, baehusa, tma strget burahuerht tmht chy mgooa` g` mgk, hcwhys jgdurao prlkgà`tcyg` mgk hò olkg`htao mgs parsl`hcgty. y kltmar whs tma ohudmtar lj h` akgà`t chòclro hò tmus

plssassao hcc tma emhrhetargstges lj aouehtao wlka` bacl`dg`d tl tma jauohc echss. -va` mar hstar#soadraa g` -`dcgsm Cgtarhtura mho jhgcao tl brg`d hblut h`y emh`da g` mar parsl`hcgty. 5a wara hmhppy hò prlsparlus jhkgcy lj tmraa brltmars hò h sgstar hò wara phssg`d lur cgja g` lur lw`typgehc jhsmgl`. y jhtmar mho hcwhys baa` g` eclsa el`thet wgtm tma klst gkplrth`t plcgtgehc jgduraslj tma elu`try hò avary ava`g`d, lur orhwg`d rllk whs jgccao wgtm tma gèukba`t kg`gstars hòkakbars lj tma rucg`d echss. 'gèa emgcomllo, gt mho baa` h khttar lj draht hstl`gsmka`t jlr ka tmhtoaspgta tma jraqua`t emh`da lj dlvar`ka`ts g` tma elu`try, tma shka plcgtgehc jheas eluco ba saa` gògjjara`t jlrks g` ky jhtmar#s orhwg`d rllk. +armhps, ky jhtmar a`(lyao jrgaòcy tgas l`cy wgtmtmlsa plcgtgegh`s wml wara ehphbca lj hcwhys rleig`d g` tma erhoca lj plwar, wmhtavar tmaegreuksthèas kgdmt ba. Gt whs parmhps, oua tl tmgs vary rahsl` tmht ma mho hrrh`dao tma khrrghda ljmgs acoast sl` 'h((ho hò mgs ohudmtar hogmh g`tl suem rucg`d jhkgcgas. y sgstar hogmh whskhrrgao tl h bly bacl`dg`d tl h mgdmcy g`jcua`tghc jhkgcy lj 'gòm. pphra`tcy, tmay bacl`dao tl'gòm, but tmagr àw daàrhtgl` mho saa` `l ltmar egty lj +higsth` axeapt gts ehpgthc Gschkhbho.hogmh mho hcsl sthrtao cgvg`d g` Gschkhbho hjtar mar khrrghda. y acoar brltmar 'h((ho whs hcslkhrrgao tl h dgrc bacl`dg`d tl h` hrgstlerhtge jhkgcy lj +u`(hb. y )rltmar#s wgja brg`h whs hcwhysiaa` hò h`xglus tl prlva tmht mar mgdm echss jhkgcy whs g` `l why g`jarglr tl lurs. y brltmar'h((ho whs hcwhys sl busy g` mgs busgàss hjjhgrs hò jlragd` tlurs tmht ma eluco mhrocy avar sphraslka tgka jlr mgs wgja. l saqua`tcy, sma hò ky kltmar iapt tmaksacvas busy g` khig`dhrrh`daka`ts jlr hcc tma jhkgcy phrtgas hò juètgl`s. s jhr hs G


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bag`d lbsarvao. G wlòar wmy wa tma rgem hra sl jhr hwhy jrlk suem jlrkhcgtgas wmgca tma pllr hrasl àhr tl tmak. 5mgca wa traht racgdgl` hs h kara jlrkhcgty, tma pllr lbsarva avary jlrkhcgty hs h

phrt lj racgdgl`.%` h elupca lj leehsgl`s, G kysacj mho h` g`jlrkhc axemh`da lj draatg`ds wgtm tmgs hucvg lutsgoa

tma mlka l` tma why hs wacc hs g` tmht phrt lj tma clu`da wmara ma usao tl sgt hò tahem 'u``y.

hucvg cgkuoog` whs h sgkpca kh`, mhvg`d h tmg` hò cah` bloy, hò h` gkprassgva cllig`d brgdmtjhea. $a usao tl wahr spaethecas hò whs hcwhys orassao g` wmgta ecltmas el`sgstg`d lj /urth +h(hkh


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E"H^_%R - _"% 'HK% ,L)% HDHG@G` tma eh`tl`ka`t hrah lj tma egty, akgà`t kakbars lj hrgstlerhey mhva dlt khd`gjgea`t mlusas,ahem lj wmgem gs spraho lvar savarhc heras lj chò. G` tma shka vgeg`gty, tmara gs h rlho mhvg`d traasl` bltm sgoas. t tma aò lj tma rlho, tmara gs h drhò kh`sgl` bacl`dg`d tl tma ratgrao lkkgssglàr

k(ho &h*h. %èa hdhg` tmht ava`g`d, gt whs dcgttarg`d wgtm tma cgdmt lj acaetrge bucbs. _ma maht ljtma su` mho dlà but tma ava`g`d mho `lt yat spraho gts wg`ds. _ma lkkgssglàr#s lco areaoashr wmgem whs `lw klstcy usao jlr olkastge purplsas, sll` hppahrao jrlk slka ogsthèa. Gt whs

bag`d orgva` by lur lcoast orgvar 'mhigr. 5gtm h` axprassgl` lj gkka`sa oacgdmt, r. 'u``y whssgttg`d g` tma ehr hs gj ma mho raturào jrlk h mgdmcy sueeassjuc hova`tura. 'ahtao l` tma bhei sahtwara twl axtrakacy smy dgrcs echo g` wmgta smhwcs ecg`dg`d tldatmar. $lwavar, tmara whs `l sgd` ljhucvg cgkuoog`. )ajlra rahemg`d àhr tma chrda jaèao dhta, tma orgvar bcaw tma mlr` twgea g` mgs

paeucghr jhsmgl` tl h``luèa mgs hrrgvhc. &aeagvg`d tmgs sgd`hc, twl sarvh`ts rusmao lut lj h wlloaèhbg`, tmht mho baa` bugct hcl`d tma muda dhta mhvg`d grl` jaèas. _may lpaào tma dhta bajlra tma ehreluco rahem tmara. _ma bcua areaoas lj tma lkkgssglàr swgjtcy a`tarao tma mlusa.

)y tma tgka G dlt rahoy hò rahemao tma phrty mhcc olw`sthgrs, hcklst hcc tma duasts mho hrrgvao. ssll` hs ma shw ka jrlk h ogsthèa, 'u``y whvao mgs mhò hs gj ma mho dlt slkatmg`d vary gkplrth`ttl tacc ka. )ut ht tmht klka`t, ma whs elkpcatacy surrluòao by mgs jrgaòs hò elusg`s hò,tmarajlra, gt whs gkplssgbca jlr mgk tl elka eclsar tl ka. s usuhc, Gbho whs khig`d bast plssgbcahttakpts tl gkprass tma chogas, tmagr ohudmtars hò ltmar dgrcs. G` h`ltmar elràr lj tma rllk, ;htmarhò )rltmar 'h((ho wara busy g` strgig`d busgàss oahcs wgtm slka akgà`t jgduras lj tma busgàsselkku`gty. ;htmar whs hcwhys iaa` tl drhsp suem lpplrtu`gtgas jlr prlkltg`d mgs busgàss. _marawhs h el`sgoarhbca mustca hò bustca g` tma mhcc wmgem saakao tl ba jclloao wgtm cgdmts hò elclurs.G` tmgs jastgva htklspmara, ltmar hò brg`h wara busy usg`d hcc plssgbca whys hò kah`s ljgkprassg`d tma g`vgtao chogas. _may wara thcig`d hblut tma chtast (awaccary, upelkg`d jhsmgl`s hò

pch`s lj spaòg`d tma sukkar vhehtgl` g` ;rhèa lr 'wgt*archò. 'uem elclurjuc ogseussgl`s hòdchklrlus orassas wara dgvg`d tma gkprassgl` tmht tma drhò smlw mho baa` hrrh`dao tl eacabrhta'u``y#s khrrghda g`staho lj mgs elkpcatgl` lj tma jgrst +hrh lj tma $lcy ?urh`. 5mgca elkg`dolw`sthgrs, G mho raeagvao shcuthtgl`s hò draatg`ds jrlk savarhc orahkjuc ayas, but hs /hkrh` mholèa shgo, G mho baa` axtrakacy u`drhtajuc g` suem khttars. ;lr slka uì`lw` rahsl`s, tma goah ljclva hò rlkhèa hcwhys khoa ka chudm. G mho `lt ava` jlrkhccy cgiao wlka` tma why g` wmgemtmay hra daàrhccy oasergbao g` lur elkkl` rlkh`tge stlrgas. +armhps, là lj gts kh(lr rahsl`s whstmht tmrludmlut ky hehoakge ehraar G mho raeagvao el"aouehtgl` hò avarsgèa ky emgcomllo, dgrcsmho baa` ky bast jrgaòs wgtm wmlk G mho spa`t h sujjgega`t hklu`t lj tgka g` tmagr tly rllks


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aèmh`tg`d kusge lj tma sgcvary chudmtars wara suooa`cy brludmt tl h mhct. -varytmg`d stllo stgcc hògt hppahrao hs gj wgtm tma macp lj h khdgehc raklta, slkalà mho ehst h spacc l` tma wmlca dhtmarg`d,khig`d gt kltgl`cass. 'ma whs sgttg`d g` jrl`t lj ka g` h el`jusao, jrgdmtaào hò patrgjgao elògtgl`,uòar tma elvar lj mar cl`d wmgta uphtth èca, aog >èca, pcahsa cgsta` tl ka.7 G clliao tlwhros mgk but g` rahcgty, G whs stgcc elkpcatacy hbslrbao g` tmht dgrc. 'u` y saakaoslkawmht h``lyao wgtm ka. :1l hwhy uèca, G wl`#t thci tl ylu,7 ma shgo rhtmar h`drgcy hòel`tgùao, :-varylà acsa mhs dgva` ka dgjts tlohy. )ut ylu mhva`#t yat""".7 )ajlra ma eluco elkpcata mgs sa taèa, G pgeiao mgk up g` ky bltm mhòs hò khoa mgk sgt l` hàhrby thbca.:'u``y oahr, mlw gs gt plssgbca jlr ylur aog >èca `lt tl dgva ylu slka dgjt tlohy9 _acc ka wmhtylu wh`t jrlk ka.7 ` g` lea`t (ly hppahrao l` 'u``y#s jhea hò ma badh` tl tmgì qugta sargluscy.:G wh`t h àw pchy sthtgl` hcl`d wgtm twl (leiays,7 ma shgo hjtar h phusa. :Gt#s %./. Gt wgcc ba g` ylur rllk by tlklrrlw,7 G shgo g` h` hssurg`d kh`àr. : ra ylu mhppy`lw97 G hsiao. :% >èca, ylu hra rahccy drahtD7 'mlutao 'u``y, wgtm h draht oahc lj axegtaka`t.jtar tmgs, G ehka tl tma rahc plg`t wmgem G wgsmao tl ogseuss wgtm mgk. :)ut 'u``y oahr, G eh` saaslka àw jheas g` ylur phrty tlohy. Elu mhva`#t yat g`trloueao ka tl tmak.75mgca shyg`d tmgs, G plg`tao tlwhros tma twl dgrcs sgttg`d ht slka ogsthèa.

:5acc, tmay hra Gkh` hò $hyh, tma ohudmtars lj ky hucvg. _may mhva spaeghccy elka mara tmgs

ava`g`d l`cy jlr ky shia.75mgca 'u``y whs axpchg`g`d tma khttar, G whs el`sth`tcy cllig`d tlwhros tmht dgrc wml plssassaoigccg`d bahuty. Gt whs ravahcao tl ka tmht wma` 'mhigr hò 'u``y wa`t tl tma hucvg#s mlusa, tmaywara tlco tmht tma hucvg mho baa` sujjarg`d jrlk javar sgèa tma pravglus `gdmt hò, tmarajlra, gtwhs gkplssgbca jlr mgk tl httaò tma phrty. $lwavar, tma lbstg`hta 'u``y g`sgstao tmht gj `l kakbarlj tma hucvg#s jhkgcy httaòao tma phrty, ma wluco mhva tma phrty plstplào. G` jhet, l` h ùkbar ljleehsgl`s g` tma phst, wma` tma wahtmar whs `lt dllo lr wma` tmara whs slkatmg`d wrl`d wgtm tmahucvg#s l`cy bgeyeca, 'u``y mho heelkph`gao tma orgvar 'mhigr tl orlp tma hucvg ht mgs mlusa.lralvar, wmaàvar tma hucvg wa`t bhei mlka heelkph`gao by 'u``y g` tma lkkgssglàr#s ehr,ma àvar cat 'u``y dl bhei wgtmlut orgìg`d tma mlka khoa cakl` (ugea, wmgem whs 'u``y#sjhvlurgta orgì. _mgs orgì whs khoa by tma hucvg#s acoar ohudmtar Gkh`. _mus, tma hucvg#s wgja

hò mgs ohudmtars mho baelka qugta g`tgkhta wgtm 'u``y hò 'u``y hcsl mho tma shka jaacg`ds ljg`tgkhey jlr tmak. +armhps, oua tl tmgs vary rahsl`, tma hucvg mho tl sueeukb tl tma lbstg`hey lj



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'u``y tmht ava`g`d. _ma hucvg#s wgja whs hcwhys mlrrgjgao by tma goah lj httaòg`d suem phrtgashò, tmarajlra, sma suddastao tmht $hyh smluco ba sa`t wgtm 'u``y tl httaò tma phrty. 1aàrhccy, tmahucvg strl`dcy ogscgiao suem tmg`ds but hjtar tmgìg`d slkatmg`d, ma hcclwao $hyh tl dl wgtm 'u``yjlr slka tgka. )ut $hyh rajusao tl dl hclà tl tma phrty. t chst, tma lco orgvar 'mhigr wml mho baa`sthòg`d lutsgoa jlr h cl`d tgka, whgtg`d jlr 'u``y tl elka, mgksacj ehka tl tma ollr hò hssurao

tma sgei hucvg tmht ma mho `l ehusa tl wlrry, baehusa, bltm $hyh hò Gkh` wara (ust cgia mgs lwòhudmtars, wml mho baa` brludmt up g` mgs lw` mhòs. $a raquastao tma hucvg tl hcclw mgsohudmtars tl dl wgtm 'u``y hò httaò tma phrty, tmludm jlr h smlrt tgka. 'mhigr prlkgsao tl brg`dtmak bhei mlka gkkaoghtacy hjtar tma phrty. s jhr hs $hyh whs elèarào, tma hucvg mho hcrahoyhdraao tl saò mar wgtm 'u``y, but Gkh`#s ehsa whs ogjjara`t. 'ma mho àvar stappao lut lj mar mlkahclà avarsgèa sma mho a`tarao mar ylutm. t chst, jlr slka uì`lw` rahsl`, ma hdraao tl 'mhigr#s

prlplshc. +armhps, ma wh`tao tl smlw slka radhro jlr 'mhigr wml mho baa` mgs lco àgdmblur g` tmashka clehcgty. %r parmhps, ma ogo `lt cgia tl brahi tma mahrt lj tma cgttca 'u``y. )ut qugta rastcasscy,ma el`tgùao tl whci g` tma elurtyhro hò g` tma straat àhr tma ehr, tgcc ht chst, bltm tma dgrcs warasahtao elkjlrthbcy g`sgoa tma ehr. -va` ht tma tgka wma` 'mhigr sat tma ehr g`tl kltgl , tma hucvghdhg` rapahtao tma g`struetgl`s wmgem ma mho hcrahoy dgva` mgk savarhc tgkas.

5a ol `lt mhva tma cahst `ltgl` lj tma suooa`, uàxpaetao ava`ts hò heegoa`ts, wmgem khy cga g`stlra jlr us, h`ywmara hò ht h`y klka`t. G parsl`hccy bacgava tmht clva gs tma drahtast heegoa`twmgem khy leeur g` lur cgja ht h`y klka`t, wmgca wa tma mukh` bag`ds hra sl g``lea`t hò macpcasstmht wa hcwhys bchka tma wlros :gj l`cy7 jlr hcc suem heegoa ts. Gj l`cy G mho `lt baa` ht mlka tmhtava`g`d. Gj l`cy tma hucvg mho `lt baa` gcc tmht ohy. Gj l`cy 'u``y mgksacj mho `lt dlà tl tmahucvg#s mlusa tl g`vgta mgk tl tma phrty. Gj l`cy tma hucvg mho `lt hcclwao Gkh` tl heelkph`y marsgstar $hyh tl tma phrty. Gj l`cy, gj l`cy.

G mhva jlrdltta` avarytmg`d tmht mhppaào ht tma phrty hjtarwhros. +armhps, G whs `l cl`dar g` kysa`sas. 5ma` jlr tma saelò tgka, G clliao tlwhros tma pchea wmara Gkh` hò $hyh mho baa` sgttg`decg`dg`d tldatmar, tma pchea whs vheh`t hò tmara whs `l sgd` lj agtmar lj tmak g` tma wmlcadhtmarg`d. G whs tlco tmht bltm lj tmak mho dlà. s 'mhigr mho prlkgsao wgtm tma hucvg tl brg`d

bhei tma dgrcs bajlra tma hdmrgb +rhyar, tmay mho sa`t h kasshda tl mgk, urdg`d mgk tl thia tmak bhei ava` bajlra tma phrty mho aòao. _may mho oaphrtao jrlk tma seaà wmgca G eluco ol `ltmg`daxeapt selcog`d ky jhta. Gt hppahrao hs gj wmgca dlg`d bhei tl mar mlka, Gkh` mho thia` hcl`d wgtm mar h chrda emuì lj kyaxgstaèa. _gcc h smlrt wmgca hdl, tma phrty saakao tl ba jclloao wgtm elclurs hò cgdmts, sphricg`dwgtm skgcas hò aemlg`d wgtm chudmtars. )ut hcc lj h suooa`, gt saakao oaslchta, oasartao hòoavhsthtao hs gj slkalà mho squaa*ao lut lj gt, hcc lj gts elclurs. 'trh`da gòaao gs tma hcemaky ljclva, baehusa ht tgkas, wgtm tma prasaèa lj slka clvao là, h muda erlwo lj strh`dars saaks tl bag`tgkhta, wmgca ht tma vary àxt klka`t wgtm tma oaphrtura lj tma baclvao, gt baelkas oucc, orhb hòhcga`. gà whs tlthccy h là"sgoao hjjhgr baehusa hcc tma stlrks wara rhdg`d l`cy g` ky mahrt

wmarahs Gkh` whs tlthccy u`hwhra lj tmak. Gj palpca oasergba suem jaacg`ds hs clva, tma` axhetcy tmashka jaacg`ds lj clva wara egreuchtg`d wgtm ky bcllo. luco tmgs clva ba sl plwarjuc hs tl emh`da hcclj ky jaacg`ds, phssgl`s, stycas hò sa`sgbgcgtgas sl orhkhtgehccy hò orhstgehccy, g` spgta lj bag`d h

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Gt gs shgo tmht scaap gs tma wlrst lj hcc tma tmgavas baehusa, gt stahcs hwhy mhcj lj kh`#s cgja. )ut gthppahrao tl ka hs gj ava` tmgs tmgaj lj kgà whs h``lyao wgtm ka.

+armhps, ht slka chta mlur g` tma `gdmt, /hkrh` clliao g`tl tma clu`da, jluò ka cyg`d g` tma ahsy

emhgr wgtm eclsao ayas àhr tma jgrapchea hò put h bchìat l` ka. _ma wmlca `gdmt whs spa`t g` tmashka elògtgl` wmgca G rakhgào clst g`tl tma smholwy kaklrgas lj tma phst. _ma ohriàss lj tma`gdmt whs jg`hccy rapcheao by tma cgdmt lj tma klr`g`d. jtar tma el`tgùlus s`lwjhcc lj tma `gdmt, tmasiy mho baelka ecahr. urg`d tma brahijhst, /hkrh` ljjarao tmht ma wluco orlp ka ht tma /g`dstl`>`gvarsgty, l` mgs why tl tma rasthurh`t. )ut G tlco mgk tmht ht hblut acava` lr acava` tmgrty, G wlucokysacj cahva mlka jlr tma u`gvarsgty. /hkrh` wa`t tl mgs rasthurh`t baehusa, ma mho tl rahem tmaraqugta ahrcy g` lroar tl sthrt tma ohy#s busgàss. G, mlwavar, whs g` `l kllo lj dlg`d lut sl ahrcy g`tma klr`g`d. lralvar, Clòl` whs by `l kah`s h àw lr uì`lw` egty jlr ka. G jact h strh`da typalj jhkgcghrgty hò g`tgkhey wgtm tmgs egty. %à lj gts rahsl`s kgdmt ba tma rasakbchèa lj gts wahtmarwgtm tmht lj ky `htgva egty ?uatth. `ltmar plg`t lj sgkgchrgty batwaa` tma twl egtgas gs tma styca ljtmagr lco bugcog`ds. _ma lco egty lj Clòl` mhs savarhc lco bugcog`ds wmgem wara el`struetao bajlratma phrtgtgl` lj Gògh. 'lka lj tmak mhva h strgig`d rasakbchèa wgtm tma bugcog`ds wmgem mho baa`

bugct g` ?uatth bajlra tma ahrtmquhia lj 8M20. +armhps, gt gs khg`cy oua tl tma jhet tmht bajlra tma phrtgtgl` lj Gògh, ?uatth whs h kh(lr eh`tl`ka`t lj tma )rgtgsm -kpgra, hò wmgca el`struetg`d tmaegty, tma -`dcgsm hremgtaets hò bugcoars kgdmt mhva g` tmagr kgòs tma egty lj Clòl`, aspaeghccy wgtmrajaraèa tl tma ograetgl lj brgeis, tma lutar struetura lj tma bugcog`ds hò gts cl`d vhst rlhos. _mgs

pma`lka`l` whs `lt karacy el`jgào tl ky `htgva egty lj ?uatth. 5mgca lbsarvg`d tma styca lj bugcog`ds g` hcc tma egtgas, aspaeghccy tmlsa g` tma elcoar radgl`s, wmgem rakhgào uòar )rgtgsmleeuphtgl`, wa `ltgea tma shka typa lj trhogtgl` g` tmagr el`struetgl`. _ma shka rao tg` rlljs, tmashka typgehc bhcel`gas hò drhtas hò tma shka typa lj jgrapcheas hò tma elr`geas bugct lvar tmak. G`tma shka why, wa jgò g` tmak, tma shka typa lj chrda wlloa` ollrs wgtm chrda blhros ehrvao l`tmak g` tma jlrk lj tma -`dcgsm ogdgt O. ;urtmarklra, g` klst suem bugcog`ds, wa jgò tma shka mgdmrlljs mhvg`d chrda va`tgchtlrs g` tmak hcl`d wmgem rlpas wara mu`d jlr lpa`g`d hò eclsg`d tmak.;lr tmgs vary rahsl`, ava` tlohy, wmgca whcig`d tmrludm tma straats lj lco Clòl`, ylu wgcc jaac hs gjylu hra phssg`d tmrludm slka eh`tl`ka`t hrah lj tma pra"phrtgtgl` 'ub" l`tgà`t.

)y tma tgka G cajt tma mlusa, tma su` mho sthrtao smg`g`d brgdmtcy. _ma s`lw raklvg`d khemgàsmho raklvao hcc tma s`lw jrlk tma rlhos hò put gt l` tma aodas. _ma su` tmht elkas lut hjtar tmas`lwjhcc hcwhys smgàs vary brgdmtcy. 'hka whs tma ehsa wgtm tmht klr`g`d. Gt hppahrao hs gj tmag`vgsgbca mhò lj 4htura mho wmgtawhsmao hcc tma àhrby tmg`ds. _ma rlho bugct wgtm tma phvao brgeislj h paeucghr elclur hppahrao tl ba smg`g`d. phrtgeuchr igò lj brgdmtàss eluco ba lbsarvao l` tmajheas lj tma palpca. 'trh`da gòaao hra tma vhrglus whys g` wmgem tma wahtmar hjjaets tma palpca. ttgkas, wgtmlut h`y rahsl`, gt khias tma kh` mhppy lr sho hcc lj h suooa`. )ut jlr ka, avary typa lj

wahtmar saakao tl ba jucc lj shoàss hò Clòl` tll, hppahrao oucc hò sho tl ka. G whs surrluòao by h` lkg`lus shoàss, g` spgta lj tma brgdmt su`smgà hò tma emaarjuc jheas lj tma palpca hcc hrluòka.

jtar elkg`d lut lj tma jcht, G badh` whcig`d tlwhros tma subwhy lj tma tmgro straat. _ma brgdmtàss lj tma su` mho elkpaccao ka tl wahr ohri bchei su`dchssas. G wgsm kh` eluco g`va`t suemohri elclurao spaethecas hs eluco prltaet lur ayas jrlk tma bch*g`d hò bcgòg`d dchras lj phg`s hòslrrlws.

t tma aò lj tma straat, tmara whs h 'ph`gsm dgrc pchyg`d slka tuà l` mar dugthr. G` jrl`t lj martmara chy h chrda bchei ehsa lj tma shka dugthr. _mlsa wml wara phssg`d by, stlppao tmara jlr h wmgca,cgstaào tl tma kacloglus tuà, put slka elg`s g`tl tma ehsa hò rasukao tmagr l`whro (lurày. 5mhth` ml`lurhbca why lj baddg`d gt whs. 'lka palpca bad g` suem h why tmht palpca dgva tmak

slkatmg`d tmgìg`d gt tl ba tmagr oua rgdmt. )ut tmara hra slka ltmars wml oakhò tmagr oua rgdmts g`suem h why tmht tmlsa wml dgva tmak, bacgava tmht tmay hra dgvg`d slkatmg`d g` emhrgty tl h baddhr.



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_ma dgrc clliao tlwhros ka wgtm h skgca hò draatao ka wgtm tma blwg`d lj mar maho. t tmht tgka,sma whs pchyg`d l` mar dugthr tma tuà lj h plpuchr 'ph`gsm rlkh`tge sl`d wmgem kah`t :% ky

baclvao, avarsgèa ylur oaphrtura, avary seaà gs oucc, orahry hò orhb, hò avary egty saaksoasartao.7G` hstl`gsmka`t G clliao tlwhros tmht dgrc hò wlòarao mlw sma mho elka tl i`lw hblut tma

jaacg`ds lj ky mahrt. +armhps, hcc tmlsa wml phss tmrludm tma axpargaèa lj jhgcg`d g` tmagr clva, mhvatma shka typa lj gkprassgl`s l` tmagr jheas wmgem eh` ba raho by tma iaa` lbsarvars. G pcu`dao kymhò g`tl tma pleiat, brludmt lut hs kh`y elg`s hs G eluco mlco hò put tmak g`tl tma dgrc#s dugthr

blx hò whciao jlrwhro._mara whs `lt sl kuem rusm g` tma subwhy. _ma uòardrluò rhgcwhy sthtgl` whs smg`g`d wgtm

ogjjara`t cgdmts hò l`cy h skhcc ùkbar lj palpca wara sthòg`d tmara, whgtg`d jlr tma trhg`. _mahbsaèa lj rusm l` tma rhgcwhy sthtgl` whs oua tl tma jhet tmht gt whs acava` tmgrty ht tmht tgka hò gtwhs `lt h rusm mlur. t gts jgxao tgka, tma trhg` a`tarao tma subwhy, wgtm gts paeucghr rlhr. s gtshutlkhtge ollrs lpaào, G hò tma rast lj tma phssa`dars blhroao tma trhg`. 'lkatgkas, G tmgì tmhtkh` mhs rahccy khoa wlòarjuc g`va`tgl s jlr tma el`va`gaèa lj kh`. +armhps, MM par ea`t lj lurcgja gs gòabtao tl lr oapaòa`t l` suem usajuc g`va`tgl`s rh`dg`d jrlk h tg`y àaoca tl h mudaharlpchà. cc tmasa tmg`ds wmgem wa usa sl jraqua`tcy g` lur ohgcy cgja mhva baa` khoa jlr us byslkalà acsa. )y spaòg`d l`cy h jaw elg`s, wa eh` baàjgt jrlk tma pahea hò elkjlrt lj hcc tmasag`va`tgl`s. +armhps, tmgs G' wmy, tma dattg`d lj elg`s mhs baelka sl ogjjgeuct.

$lwavar, tma dattg`d lj tmgs pahea gs `lt (ust elògtgl`hc tl tma elg`s. +ahea lj tma mahrt gs h rhrajaacg`d lj tmgs u`gvarsa, wmgem eh` ba rahcg*ao l`cy by tmlsa wml tmaksacvas mhva clst tma pahea ljtmagr mahrt. $lw jllcgsm wa tma mukh` bag`ds hra. s cl`d hs wa hra g` el`trlc lj tma pahea lj lurmahrt, wa whòar tmrludm tma straats tl clsa gt. -vary aya mhs dlt l`cy là hgk, lb(aetgva hòoastg`htgl`, tmht gs, slka swaatmahrt lr baclvao. )ut wma` tma shka baclvao lr swaatmahrt s`htemashwhy lur pahea lj mahrt. 5a iaap l` rakakbarg`d mgk hò ehccg`d upl` mgk hcc tma tgka.

5mgca G whs stgcc elkpcatacy a`drlssao g` hcc suem (ukbcao tmludmts, wgtmlut ky bag`d hwhra lj gt,tma tuba trhg` a`tarao ky oasgrao subwhy sthtgl` hò stlppao. ?ugta jlrtu`htacy, ourg`d tma chst jawklka`ts, G whs hbca tl saa tma brgccgh`tcy smg`g`d àl` sgd` l` wmgem tma sphricg`d sgd` lj tma ogdgt8O lw`g`d 'traat eluco ba saa`. G suooa`cy sprh`d bhei g`tl ky sa`sas hò rusmao lut lj tma trhg`hò ehka olw` bajlra tma smuttg`d lj gts ollrs hdhg`. G ecgkbao up tma sthgrs hò rahemao tma upparrlho jrlk wmara G whs supplsao tl thia là lj tma jhklus ùkbar M rao lubca aeiar busas ljClòl`, wmgem wluco thia ka tl tma u`gvarsgty dhta.

Clòl` whs axhetcy tma shka hs G mho cajt gt twl yahrs hdl. G` jrl`t lj tma bus stlp, tma shka lco bh`yh` traa whs stgcc sthòg`d kh(astgehccy hò skgcg`d hs gj tl wacelka ka hdhg`. _ma -`dcgsm palpca hra vary kuem ehrajuc hblut suem tmg`ds. jaw yahrs hdl, l`cy tl shva tmgs lco bh`yh` traa,tmay emh`dao Clòl`#s hstar +ch` hò hctarao tma ograetgl` lj tma rlho wmgem phssao tmrludm tmgswhy. _ma rahsl` whs tmht gj tma rlho mho baa` bugct g` heelrohèa wgtm tma lrgdg`hc Clòl` hstar

+ch`, tmgs traa wluco suracy mhva tl ba eut olw`. _ma -`dcgsm hra h oaapcy el`sarvhtgva hòtrhogtgl`hcgst `htgl` hò hra `lt rahoy tl dgva up tmagr lco kaklrgas hò trhogtgl`s sl ahsgcy. G`staho,tmay ava` put tmagr cgvas g` oh`dar tl prasarva tmagr phst margthda. _mgs gs là lj tma rahsl`s wmgema`hbcao tmak tl ruca lvar tma wlrco jlr sl kh`y yahrs. Gt gs hbslcutacy trua tmht `htgl`s ol `lt

baelka draht lvar`gdmt. ;lr hemgavg`d tmgs drahtàss, tmay mhva tl elvar h (lurày lj ea`turgas jucclj tludm trhg`g`d hò prhetgehc axpargaèas.

5gtmg` h jaw klka`ts, ky raqugrao rao olubca aeiar bus sclwcy hrrgvao ht tma bus stlp hòmhctao. G blhroao tma bus wmgem badh` gts (lurày tlwhros tma u`gvarsgty. %` tma why tl tmau`gvarsgty, tmara chy ky lco jrgaò, el`jgoh`t hò baàjhetlr &gvar _mhkas. 'avarhc ava`g`ds lj kyholcaseaèa hò ùkarlus `gdmts lj ky ylutm wara spa`t l` tma bahutgjuc wlloa` baèmas hcl`d tma

bhì lj tmgs rgvar. s tma kaklrgas lj hcc tmlsa pcahsh`t klka`ts erlwoao bhei g`tl ky kgò, tma

wmlca tmg`d saakao tl ba h orahk. G eluco stgcc vgvgocy rakakbar tma pge`ges wgtm ky jrgaòs, tmaelu`tcass jcgrthtgl`s hò gkkhtura clva hjjhgrs. Gt hppahrao tl ka tmht l` saag`d ka bhei g` Clòl`,

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&gvar _mhkas mho baa` gkka`sacy pcahsao, hò gts whtar saakao tl ba jclwg`d aesthtgehccy. _ma buswhs trhvacg`d l` tma wgoa rlho bugct hcl`d tma rgvar wmgca tma rgvar whs ru``g`d hcl`d wgtm us,axhetcy cgia tmlsa pllr cgttca emgcora` wml cgia tl ru` hcl`d h brgccgh`t àw ehr lr h`y ltmar mudavamgeca tmht a`tars tmagr lco straat. _raas, bugcog`ds, 5ahtmars &gvars hò ltmar suem tmg`ds hrluò usdat tma lpplrtu`gty lj lbsarvg`d us g` ogjjara`t jlrks hò elògtgl`s. _may saa us wmgca wa hra

skgcg`d lr waapg`d, a`(lyg`d lr sujjarg`d. G` jhet `l hspaet lj lur cgja gs mgooa` jrlk tma ayas lj lursurrluòg`d a`vgrl`ka`t. +armhps, oua tl tmgs vary rahsl` wa mhva tma jaacg`d tmht tmasa tmg`ds hcsl

baelka mhppy hò sho hcl`d wgtm us. +armhps, avary lutsgoa wahtmar gs cgìao tl lur g`sgoa wahtmar._ma bus stlppao ht tma dhta lj tma u`gvarsgty hò G a`tarao tma u`gvarsgty tmrludm gts muda grl`

jaèao dhta hò badh` tl whci l` tma rao rlho khoa wgtm brgeis. _mgs bugcog`d el`sgstao lj chrdadrhssy pclts wmgem wara grrgdhtao by h skhcc brhèm lj rgvar _mhkas. )gd thcc traas eluco ba saa` hcchrluò, hs jhr hs là eluco saa. %` heelu`t lj tma lvar`gdmt s`lw, tmasa traas saakao tl ba echo g`wmgta orassas, (ust cgia slka lco shg`ts. _mara whs h schb cgia chyar lj trh`sphra`t s`lw l` tmasurjhea lj tma whtar. )aàhtm gt, tma jclwg`d rgvar whtar whs ecahrcy vgsgbca.

_ma ea`trhc bugcog`d lj tma u`gvarsgty whs bugct wgtm wmgta khrbca. G` tmgs s`lwy htklspmara, gtscl`d mgdm pgcchrs hò tma rast lj tma bugcog`d hcsl saakao tl ba khoa lj s`lw. G dlt tma jlrks jrlktma hokg` oaphrtka`t hò jgccao tmak up. G whs tlco tmht ky echssas wara tl sthrt hjtar twl ohys. Gehka tl i`lw tmht tma maho lj tma oaphrtka`t whs h =aw r. Gshhe wml whs hcsl tma vgea emhèacclrlj tma u`gvarsgty. G wh`tao tl kaat mgk but G whs tlco tmht hjtar tma acava` l eclei echss, ma mho dlàtl httaò h` aouehtgl`hc el`jaraèa g` tma egty wmara ma mho baa` g`vgtao hs tma emgaj duast. _marawhs `l (ustgjgehtgl` jlr ky jurtmar sthy ht tma u`gvarsgty. G, tmarajlra, tlli tma ratur` bus jrlk tmashka why hò rahemao tma subwhy. Gt whs twl"tmgrty ht `ll`, hò heelrog`d tl tma ljjgea semaouca gtwhs tma cuèm mlur jlr tma ljjgea wlriars. s h rasuct, tmara whs h drahtar rusm g` tma subwhy, hselkphrao tl tma klr`g`d. G whs `lt jaacg`d sl mu`dry ht tmht tgka. -va` tma`, G wa`t tl h àhrbyrasthurh`t tl mhva ky cuèm el`sgstg`d lj eljjaa hò shòwgemas. 4htura mhs khoa achblrhtahrrh`daka`ts tl khia kh` rahcg*a mgs g`sgd`gjgehèa hò wlrtmcassàss l` savarhc leehsgl`s g` mgscgja. %à suem leehsgl` gs mu`dar wmgem khias avarylà sl macpcass hò kgsarhbca. -va` tma klst

plwarjuc hkl`d ka` hra uttarcy macpcass hdhg`st gt.-va` tma oahrast lj lur rachtgl smgps eh``lt raklva tma jaacg`d lj mu`dar. cklst ohgcy g` lur cgja,wa saa lur àhr hò oahr làs oyg`d hò cahvg`d us jlravar. %` suem leehsgl`s, wa lursacvas jaachcklst mhcj oaho hò lur jaacg`ds lj mu`dar hò tmgrst hcsl vh`gsm. ;lr tma tgka bag`d wa wgsm tl ba

burgao g` tma drhva hcl`d wgtm tma oaho parsl` hò wa mhva tma jaacg`d tmht ava` gj wa rakhg` hcgva,wa smhcc àvar ba hbca tl caho h `lrkhc cgja. t tmgs klka`t, avary jaacg`d lj tma mahrt saaks tl mhvaturào g`tl oust. $lwavar, l`cy hjtar h smlrt parglo lj là lr twl ohys, lur stlkhem rasukas gts`lrkhc juètgl`g`d tl khia us rahcg*a lur uttar g`sgd`gjgehèa hò lur macpcassàss g` tma jhea ljmu`dar hò tmgrst. 5ma` tma ph`ds lj mu`dar badg` tl tahsa us, wa sthrt mhtg`d lursacvas hò jaacg`dhsmhkao lj lursacvas, baehusa, l`cy h smlrt wmgca hdl, wa wara khig`d thcc echgks lj baelkg`d oust

wgtm oust hò lj lur oasgra tl ra`luèa tma wmlca wlrco hò wmhtavar bacl`ds tl gt. )ut tma` warahcg*a tmht `l ltmar erahtura gs klra macpcass tmh` kh`. $lwavar, l` suem leehsgl`s, wa hra hbca tl baàjgt jrlk tma sacj"khoa rucas lj ltmar palpca cgia us hò tmus, slka lj lur ml lur hò sacj"raspaetrakhg`s g`thet. 'lkalà sthtas tmht `l jllo wluco ba elliao jlr tmraa ohys g` tma mlusa lj tma

barahvao jhkgcy. 'lkalà acsa prlkgsas tl prlvgoa kahcs tl tma kakbars lj tma barahvao jhkgcy l`tma jgrst ohy. 'lka ltmars prlkgsa tl ol tma shka l` tma saelò hò tmgro ohys, baehusa, tmay hrajuccy hwhra lj tma jhet tmht là ohy lr tma ltmar, tma shka klur`juc trhdaoy kgdmt thia pchea g` tmagrmlusa hò l` suem leehsgl`, hcc tmasa palpca wluco ba prasa`t tmara tl slchea hò elkjlrt tmak g`tmgs mlur lj hdl`y hò wluco tmus, hssgst tmak g` prasarvg`d slka lj tmagr ml`lur hò sacj"raspaet.'lkalà mhs rgdmtcy shgo tmht kh` gs h sleghc h`gkhc. )y tma tgka G rahemao mlka, gt whs ava`g`d hò tma su` whs sattg`d. _ma `hudmty cgttca emgcora`

wml mho khoa h s`lwkh` ourg`d tma pravglus ava`g`d mho lèa hdhg` dhtmarao g` tma straat tlelccaet tma rak`h`ts lj tma s`lwkh`. Cgia slka eruac baclvao, tma su`smgà lj tma wg`tar ava`g`ds

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hcsl tur`s hwhy gts jhea hcc lj h suooa`. _ma hklu`t lj elcoàss whs gèrahsg`d g` tma hgr hò palpcamho turào up tma elcchrs lj tmagr lvarelhts tl prltaet tmaksacvas jrlk tma bgtg`d elco. 'tahk eluco

ba saa` elkg`d lut lj tmagr cgps wmgca tmay wara brahtmg`d hò thcig`d. _ma 'ph`gsm dgrc mho put mardugthr g`tl tma blx hò whs `lw rahoy jlr oaphrtura. s G shw mar, h dcgttar lj jhkgcghrgty whs saa` g`mar ayas. jhg`t skgca hppahrao l` mar cgps. G draatao mar wgtm tma blwg`d lj ky maho hò el`tgùao

ky l`whro (lurày. /hkrh` raturào mlka qugta ahrcy g` tma ava`g`d hò wa oaegoao tl mhva lurog`àr ht h rlhosgoa rasthurh`t g` tma ltmar bclei. _ma rasthurh`t whs skhcc but paheajuc. 5mgca wawara mhvg`d tma sgps lj slup, sgttg`d hrluò h thbca g` là elràr lj tma rasthurh`t, /hkrh` mho heclsa hò ehrajuc lbsarvhtgl` lj tma dgrcs hò wlka` sgttg`d hrluò us g` tma rasthurh`t hò dhva mgsjg`hc (uodka`t hblut tmak. : a` khrry wlka` mlpg`d tmht tmay wluco hcwhys rakhg` tma shka hstmay hra ht tma tgka lj khrrghda. 5lka` l` tma ltmar mhò khrry ka` g` tma mlpa tmht tmay wlucoemh`da hjtar khrrghda. )ut hchsD )ltm lj tmak mhva tl ba ogshpplg`tao hjtarwhros,7 ma elècuoao.

G clliao htta`tgvacy tlwhros mgk hò rakhriao, :+armhps, tmht#s wmy ylu mhva`#t dlt khrrgao yat.7:ol`#t wlrry hblut ka,7 shgo /hkrh` wgtm h skgca hò hooao ,7tacc ka mlw whs ylur ohy spa`t ht

tma u`gvarsgty97G pgeiao up h `hpig` jrlk tma thbca, orgao ky cgps hò shgo, :_mara whs `ltmg`d spaeghc. G l`cy

kh`hdao tl jgcc up ky jhrks, but eluco `lt kaat tma maho lj tma oaphrtka`t, baehusa ma whs `lt prasa`t ht tma >`gvarsgty.7 :G tmgì ylu hra thcig`d hblut r. Gshhe,7 shgo /hkrh` hò el`tgùao, :4lwhohys, ma gs ljta`ka`tglào g` tma prass. G wlòar mlw h ogamhro =aw cgia mgk hcclwao tma hokgssgl` lj h +higsth`guscgk g` mgs u`gvarsgty. )awhra lj mgk.7 :5my, gs ma h eh``gbhc wml wluco aht ka up97 G hsiao wgtm h chudm. /hkrh` whs qugta sarglus. :+armhps, ylu hra `lt yat hwhra lj tma trua `htura lj tmasa =aws. _mayeh` àvar ba tma rahc wacc"wgsmars lj tma uscgks. _mgs jhet eh` ba bast rahcg*ao hò uòarstllo bytma uscgks cgia us wml hra cgvg`d hbrlho hò wml mhva tl jhea tma mhtrao hò elkpatgtgl` jrlk tma=aws, ht avary stap g` hcc lur busgàss hjjhgrs. s h khttar lj jhet, ht tma klka`t, =aws hra elkpcatacyolkg`htg`d us g` busgàss.7

:)ut mhva ylu lr ltmar busgàss elkku`gtgas avar el`takpchtao l` tma rahsl`s hò jhetlrs wmgemmhva el`trgbutao tl tma draht sueeass lj =aws g` tma jg`hèghc wlrco97 G hsiao.

/hkrh` tlli h cl`d oaap brahtm hò shgo, :_ma khttar gs qugta ecahr. =aw àvar spahis mhrsmcy, bgttarcy lr h`drgcy3 hò ylu i`lw vary wacc tmht elurtasy hò plcgtaàss hra tma bhsge prgègpcas ljsueeass g` busgàss. -va` g` tma klst ogjjgeuct egreuksthèas, h =awgsm busgàsskh` hcwhys rathg`smgs typgehc skgca l` mgs cgps. `ltmar gkplrth t saerat lj tmagr sueeass gs tmht avary =awgsm

busgàsskh` hò trhoar hcwhys thias ehra lj tma g`tarasts lj ltmar kakbars lj mgs elkku`gty.'upplsa twl =awgsm trhoars hra oahocy lpplsao tl ahem ltmar. )ut ava` g` tmasa egreuksthèas, gj heustlkar elkas tl tma jgrst =aw hò oakhòs slkatmg`d wmgem ma


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gèrahsg`d. mrgstkhs traas wgtm tmagr paeucghr jcgeiarg`d cgdmts eluco ba saa` ht ùkarlus pcheas.?ugta gògjjara`t tl tma savara elco wahtmar, palpca echo g` whrk ecltmas, wara buyg`d tma tmg`ds ljtmagr emlgea jrlk tma sphricg`d smlps hrluò tmak. +armhps, hcc jastgvhcs lj tma wlrco hra lj tma shkatypa. cc jastgvhcs hra rachtao tl tma (ly lj tma mahrt hò hcc jastgvhcs hra klst ahdarcy hwhgtao by tmaemgcora`. +armhps, oua tl tmgs vary rahsl`, emgcora` jlrkao tma buci lj tma erlwo lj palpca g` tma

khriats ht tmht tgka lj tma `gdmt. G eh` stgcc rakakbar tmht wmgca wa wara emgcora`, gt whs mhro jlr ustl scaap ourg`d savarhc `gdmts bajlra tma kll` `gdmt hò tma -go `gdmt hò wa eluco `lt scaap ava`jlr h sg`dca klka`t ourg`d tma -go `gdmt. 5a usao tl spaò tma wmlca kll` `gdmt gkhdg`g`d hòh`tgegphtg`d tma (ly lj raeagvg`d -go lày jrlk lur acoars. _ma (ly lj spaòg`d tmht klày whskuem klra tmh` tmht. )ut tma wmlca -go ohy usao tl scgp lut lj lur mhòs hs shò scgps lut lj heclsao jgst. +armhps, tma smlrt ass lj tma jastgvhcs gs h kh(lr ehusa lj tmagr sueeass hò praeglus assjlr tmlsa wml h`tgegphta hò eacabrhta tmak sl emargsmg`dcy. =ly whs wrgt chrda l` tma jheas lj hcc tma

palpca wml wara whcig`d hrluò. ;heas hra `l olubt, wlòarjuc kgrrlrs hò gòax lj tma kgò.s sll` hs wa hrrgvao bhei mlka, /hkrh` wa`t tl bao baehusa ma mho tl cahva jlr mgs rasthurh t

qugta ahrcy tma àxt klr`g`d. _mht ohy, ma mho `lt splia` ava` h sg`dca wlro l` tma tlpge lj Gkh`.$a mho baa` ky eclsa g`tgkhta jrgaò sgèa emgcomllo hò iàw vary wacc tmht G kysacj wluco ravahcavarytmg`d tl mgk, hs sll` hs G eluco juccy raelvar. $a iàw tmht gt wluco ba usacass tl hsi kah`ytmg`d bajlra tmht tgka. )ajlra swgtemg`d ljj tma cgdmt, G khoa h` u`sueeassjuc httakpt tl rahoslka lj tma khdh*gàs pcheao l` tma sgoa thbca lj ky bao. t chst, G swgtemao ljj tma cgdmt. )ut hssll` hs G ogo sl gt hppahrao hs gj tma cgdmts lj ky kgò wara turào l` hò G lèa hdhg` jluò kysacjelkpcatacy lvarwmackao wgtm lco kaklrgas. aklrgas khy ba bgttar lr pcahsh`t, but g` bltm tmaehsas tmay hra suracy h bgd tlrka`t.

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E"H^_%R / GKH@_ma earakl`y heelkph`gao by prhyars, khrig`d 'u``y#s elkpcatgl` lj tma jgrst +hrh lj tma $lcy?urh` whs lvar, but gt brludmt hblut h orhkhtge hò orhstge emh`da g` ky wmlca cgja. G whs ht h clsstl uòarsthò tma axhet `htura lj tmgs uàhsgàss. aspgta tma hvhgchbgcgty lj avarytmg`d, G whs jaacg`d

uttarcy ogstrassao, oaprassao, akpty mhòao hò macpcass. y mahrt mho baa` oaprgvao lj hcc gts paheahò ehck. 5maàvar G whs g` h erlwo, G rusmao hwhy g` sahrem lj clàcgàss hò wmgca G whs hclà, Gwluco dl tl tma clu`da hò sgt tmara, ogsturbao hò el`jusao. _ma hucvg#s gccàss prlcl`dao,

baehusa, l` heelu`t lj tmht ohy#s rastcassàss, mgs javar mho baelka wlrsa. s h rasuct, jlr tma àxtjucc waai, ma eluco `lt elka tl tahem 'u``y hò ourg`d tmgs parglo, G whs drgppao by tma jaacg`d tmhtslkatmg`d vary gkplrth`t hò vary praeglus whs bag`d thia` hwhy jrlk ka.

Gt whs h mlt ava`g`d g` tma shka waai3 hò G whs cyg`d wgtm ky ayas smut, g` h` ahsy emhgr, pcheaouòar tma traas g` tma chw` lj lur mlusa. $lw cl`d tma sukkar hjtar`ll`s hra. Gt hppahrs hs gj tmasu` mhs baelka sthtgl`hry ht h sg`dca plg`t, lr parmhps, slka jllcgsm mahoao parsl`s cgia ka hrauòucy hdgthtao ht tmagr hpphra`t cl`davgty. )ut tmlsa wml hra jlrtu`hta a`ludm tl ba hbca tl kaattmagr baclvaos, kust hcwhys ba ahdarcy h`tgegphtg`d hò prhyg`d jlr tma elkg`d lj suem cl`d sukkarhjtar`ll`s. 5mgca G whs stgcc clst g` ky ravarga, 'u``y hrrgvao tmara g` h vary emaarjuc kllo,heelkph`gao by 'mhigr tma orgvar. 'mhigr whs ehrryg`d twl tmarklsas, wmgca 'u``y whs mlcog`d h

bhsiat jucc lj jrugt. 'aag`d ka g` tma chw`, ma ehka tl ka ru``g`d :>èca, clli, wmht h muda quh`tgty lj gea erahk G mhva elccaetao.7 'hyg`d tmgs, ma plg`tao tlwhros tma muda sg*ao tmarklsas g` 'mhigr#s mhòs.

G puccao 'u``y#s ahrs hò shgo, :'l tmht#s gt, ylu saak tl ba eacabrhtg`d pge`ge qugta saeratcywgtmlut tma i`lwcaoda lj ylur kltmar.7 :4l >èca, hkh hò drhòkh wa`t jlr smlppg`d h cl`d tgka hdl. :5a#ra thig`d hcc tmasa tmg`dsjlr tma hucvg.7

$ahrg`d tma hucvg#s `hka, G ht lèa baehka hcart. :5mht ol ylu kah`9 $hs tma oletlr hovgsao tma hucvg tl aht h clt lj gea erahk, wmgca ma gssujjarg`d jrlk mgdm javar97 'u``y chudmao hò shgo, :% >ècaD 5mht h ju``y tmg`d ylu mhva shgo. s jhr hs tma hucvg gselèarào, wa#ra thig`d tmgs bhsiat lj jrugt jlr mgk3 hò tmgs gea erahk gs jlr Gkh` hò $hyh. Gs gtecahr `lw, >èca97 t tmgs plg`t, 'mhigr g tarruptao lur el`varshtgl` hò shgo tl ka, :+cahsa khia 'u``y uòarsthòslkatmg`d. Gj mgs jhtmar elkas tl i`lw lj gt, ma#cc ba axtrakacy h`dry. )ut 'u``y gs el`tgùluscyg`sgstg`d hò ht tmgs tgka, `l ltmar lcoar kakbar lj tma jhkgcy gs ht mlka tl dgva us tma parkgssgl` tldl tl tma hucvg#s mlusa.7

'u``y khoa h rhtmar u`mhppy jhea hò badh` tl spahi. :_ma hucvg mhs thudmt us tmht gj slkalàgs gcc, wa smluco dl tl hsi hblut mgs mahctm. Gj wa ol sl, cchm wgcc dgva us h muda rawhro. 5my tl

saai slkalà#s parkgssgl` g` tma khttar lj dattg`d rawhro jrlk cchm9 5mht ol ylu tmgì aog>èca97:_ma` wgtm slka (ly, 'u``y#s ayas badh` tl sphrica hò ma maco ky mhò. :Elu smluco hcsl elka

wgtm us aog >èca. 5a#cc ratur` sll`.7 G jact ky mahrt g`tl ky tmrlht. 'u``y saakao tl mhva raho tma tmludmts lj ky mahrt. 'mhigr hcslhdraao hò shgo, :Eas r. $hkkho, gj ylu heelkph`y us, gt wgcc hcsl ba macpjuc tl ka. %tmarwgsa,ylu hra wacc hwhra lj tma h`dar lj 'u``y#s jhtmar.7 4lw, 'u` y maco ky mhò tgdmtcy hò badh` puccg`d gt. 'll`, hcc tmraa lj us dlt g`tl tma ehr. 5mgcawa wara l` lur why, 'mhigr tlco tma dhtaiaapar tmht 'u``y whs dlg`d slkawmara wgtm mgs aog>èca hò wluco ba bhei g` h` mlur#s tgka. +armhps, ma g`ta`tgl`hccy ogo `lt ka`tgl` tma hucvg#smlusa, baehusa, ma iàw wacc tmht tma kakbars lj ky jhkgcy strl`dcy ogscgia suem tmg`ds hò jgrkcy

bacgava tmht tma rgem hò tma pllr kust cgva ht slka ogsthèa jrlk ahem ltmar. )ut 'u``y#s g``lea`tkgò whs stgcc jhr hwhy jrlk suem myplergtgehc echss ogjjaraèas hò ogvgsgl`s. s jhr hs G whs

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elèarào, 'mhigr mho i`lw` ka sgèa tma tgka wma` G whs h cgttca emgco cgia 'u``y. urg`d kyemgcomllo, wmgca ratur`g`d jrlk semllc, G usao tl khia tma shka typa lj u`rahsl`hbca oakhòs jrlk'mhigr. 'lkatgkas, G oakhòao elco gea bhccs jrlk h sthcc lutsgoa tma semllc, lr h` gea bhr mhvg`dshct hò kgci, iapt g` h blx l` h wmaac bhrrlw. t ltmar tgkas, G g`sgstao l` buyg`d ;hcsh


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tma g`khtas lj tma mlusa hò tma wlka`#s plrtgl` lj tma mlusa. t tma aò lj tma varhòh, h ollrlpaào g`tl tma phrtgtgl` lj tma wlloa` drgcc. _ma hucvg tlli ka tlwhros tmgs sgoa. +armhps, gt whstma duast rllk lr orhwg`d rllk lj tmgs skhcc mlusa. _ma phrt lj tma varhòh mhvg`d orhwg`d rllkmho baa` saphrhtao by kah`s lj drgcc cgia phrtgtgl`. G whs spaccbluò hò wgtm h blwao maho, whssgca`tcy whcig`d bamgò tma hucvg. ;rlk g`sgoa tma mlusa, G eluco mahr tma cluo thcig`d hò chudmg`d

lj 'u` y. %eehsgl`hccy, gt whs heelkph`gao by kacloglus jakg`gà vlgeas hò G whs hcklst brahtmcass. _ma skhcc phrclur lr orhwg`d rllk lj tma skhcc mlusa blra h` hkpca tastgkl`y tl tmarajgào thsta hò acadhèa lj tmgs jhkgcy. Gt mho l`cy h jaw pgaeas lj lco jur`gtura wmgem mho

bahutgjuccy akbrlgoarao elvars. _ma elccaetgl` lj 1mhcgb#s platry, h jaw bllis wrgtta` by slkawacc"i`lw` wrgtars hò slka aogtgl`s lj tma khdh*gà :4uqllsm7 wara pcheao l` tma elr`gea g` h`lroarcy kh`àr. Gt whs avgoa`t tmht tmgs jhkgcy mho h spaeghc thsta jlr >rou Cgtarhtura. y kgò whshdhg` jclloao wgtm jhègjuc tmludmts. 'ma kust mhva turào lvar tma phdas lj tmasa bllis savarhctgkas wgtm mar el`gehc jg`dars. hgcy, sma kust mhva baa` vgsgtg`d tmgs rllk kh`y tgkas hò parmhps,spaòg`d kh`y mlurs sgttg`d mara hò dlg`d tmrludm tmasa bllis. _ma hucvg whs stgcc hplcldatge g`mgs tlà.

:'gr, ylu mhva baa` rhtmar u`(ust wgtm us. Elu ehka tl lur mukbca mlusa jlr tma jgrst tgka hòstllo lutsgoa tma ollr jlr sl cl`d. _mgs mlusa gs `lt wlrtmy lj ylu but7 :+cahsa ol`#t thci cgia tmht,7 G g`tarruptao mgk hò hooao, :G mho l`cy tmludmt7 )ajlra G eluco shy slkatmg`d acsa, 'mhigr elkpcatao tma sa`taèa. :$hkkho mho tmludmt lj dgvg`dylu tma tmg`ds hò ratur`g`d jrlk ylur ollr, wgtmlut dlg`d g`sgoa.7

:Elu#o battar stlp thcig`d tl us,7 shgo tma hucvg, cllig`d slkawmht h`drgcy tlwhros 'mhigr.:$lw gs gt plssgbca tmht r. $hkkho smluco elka tl us jlr tma jgrst tgka hò wa tacc mgk tl ratur`jrlk lur ollr9 5mht typa lj trhogtgl` gs gt97

_ma hucvg whs smlwg`d hs kuem mlspgthcgty, elurtasy hò daàrlsgty hs ma eluco. G wlòar wmysuem lco elurtalus kh`àrs hra vh`gsmg`d sl rhpgocy jrlk tma chrda kh`sgl`s hò vgcchs lj rgem

palpca cgia us.5a trgao lur bast tl stlp mgk, but ma wa`t g`sgoa hò wmgsparao slkatmg`d tl tma rast lj tma

kakbars lj mgs jhkgcy. 5gtmg` `l tgka, wa eluco skacc tma hppatg*g`d lolur lj vhrglus tmg`ds bag`delliao g` tma igtema`. _may wara heelkph`gao by tma echttarg`d lj ogsmas hò cgdmt (g`dcg`d lj

bh`dcas.G trgao tl prava`t tma hucvg jrlk suem jlrkhcgtgas. :+cahsa ol`#t sthò l` earakl`y. 5a#va elka

mara wgtmlut taccg`d h`ylà ht mlka. 'u``y#s khkh kust ba wlrrgao.7 )ut tma hucvg rakhgào u`hjjaetao. :'gr, mlw eh` h pllr kh` smlw mlspgthcgty hò baelkaearakl`glus97

Gt whs ravahcao tmht tma hucvg mho l`cy twl ohudmtars hò `l sl`. $lwavar, ma mho brludmt upuòar mgs suparvgsgl` tma sl` lj mgs chta acoar brltmar. _ma `hka lj tmht bly whs boucchm hò mamho prlvao mgksacj wlrtmy lj mgs `hka hò rahc sueeasslr lj hucvg cgkuoog`. _ma gkphets lj mgs

trhg`g`d wara ecahrcy vgsgbca l` boucchm#s parsl`hcgty. $a usao tl shy tma :_hibaar7 g` tma klsquawmara hucvg cgkuoog` whs hetg`d hs tma Gkhk


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sg`dca bgta gj h strh`dar whs sgttg`d wgtm ka. ;lr slka uì`lw` rahsl`, sgèa ky emgcomllo, G mho hjaacg`d tmht h parsl` olas `lt clli sl raspaethbca wmgca ahtg`d slkatmg`d g` tma prasaèa lj ltmars.'gttg`d g` tma hucvg#s orhwg`d rllk, G whs el`jrl`tao wgtm tma shka prlbcak. $lwavar, tma sgèarag`sgstaèa lj tma hucvg mho khoa ky g``hta wahiàss qugta g`sgd`gjgeh`t hò G whs cajt wgtm `llptgl` but tl thsta h skhcc quh`tgty lj avarytmg`d pcheao l` tma thbca. _ma jhet gs tmht wmlavar mho

praphrao tmasa tmg`ds, mho olà khrvacluscy wacc. 4avar smhcc G ba hbca tl jlrdat tmagr rhra hòu`gqua thsta. %bvgluscy, hcc tmasa tmg`ds mho baa` praphrao ht mlka, baehusa, gt whs `lt plssgbca tl

brg`d hcc tmasa tmg`ds jrlk tma khriat hò hrrh`da tmak g` suem h smlrt tgka. )ut wml eluco mhvaolà tmgs wlòarjuc ellig`d9 _mara wara tmraa wlka` ht tma hucvg#s mlusaF mgs wgja hò twlohudmtars. $ar khdgehc mhòs kust hcsl mhva el`trgbutao tl tma praphrhtgl` lj hcc tmasa tmg`ds. 5gtmtmgs goah g` kgò, G pgeiao up avarytmg`d hò thstao gt. _ma`, 'mhigr shgo slkatmg`d hò G jact tmht mamho dgva` wlros tl ky tmludmts. :$lw#s ylur wgja `lw, mhs mar bhei phg` oaerahsao tl slkaaxta`t97 :4l 'mhigr, tmara gs `l gkprlvaka`t g` mar elògtgl`,7 rapcgao tma hucvg wgtm h wlrrgao clli hòel`tgùao, :%co hda gtsacj gs tma wlrst ogsahsa. _l khia tma khttars wlrsa àw hò pravgluscyuì`lw` ogsahsas hra hppahrg`d `lw. 4lw, sma thias rast klst lj tma tgka hò ky ohudmtars mhva tlol hcc tma mlusamlco wlri.7

Gt kah`s tmht G whs elrraet g` ky hssasska`t. -varytmg`d mho baa` praphrao by ky swaatmahrt,wgtm mar oacgehta mhòs hò mar axeacca`t suparvgsgl`.

jtar thig`d tah, 'mhigr baddao parkgssgl` tl cahva. $a whs tmgìg`d tmht hs usuhc, G kust mhva baa` blrao by tmgs mlspgthcgty. Gt whs surprgsg`d jlr mgk hs tl mlw G mho rakhgào tmara jlr suem hcl`d tgka, wgtmlut shyg`d h`ytmg`d. G l` tma ltmar mhò mho tma gkprassgl` tmht G mho hrrgvao tmaral`cy h jaw klka`ts hdl. G mho `lt yat lpa`cy brahtmao g` tma htklspmara lj tmgs mlusa. 5my whs'mhigr g` suem h murry9 Gj l`cy ma eluco mhva sthyao tmara jlr slka klra tgka. $lwavar, tma smltmho `lw baa` jgrao hò 'mhigr mho stllo up tl cahva. G hcsl mho tl ol tma shka. _ma hucvg whsmgdmcy drhtajuc tl us jlr lur vgsgt tl mgs mlka. 'lka tahrs hppahrao g` mgs ayas wmgca axprassg`d mgsdrhtgtuoa tl us hdhg` hò hdhg`. G pcheao ky mhò l` mgs smlucoar tl elkjlrt mgk hò hssurao mgktmht ma whs axtrakacy ml`lurhbca hò raspaethbca jlr hcc lj us.

5a hcc ehka lut lj tma rllk g`tl tma elurtyhro. Gt saakao hs gj slkalà wara mlcog`d ky mahrtg`tl mgs jgst hò prassg`d gt. G whs dlg`d bhei, wgtmlut i`lwg`d wmatmar G smhcc avar ba hbca tl elkamara hdhg` lr `lt. Gj l`cy G eluco saa h dcgkpsa lj mars, gj l`cy, gj l`cy.

cc lj h suooa`, wmgca whcig`d g` tma elurtyhro, 'mhigr ehccao 'u``y, wml whs stgcc g` tma wlka`#s plrtgl` lj tma mlusa. ?ugta uèl`segluscy, tma hucvg hò G badh` cllig`d g` tmht ograetgl` jrlkwmgem wa eluco mahr tma cluo chudmtars lj 'u``y. ;lr h wmgca, wa hcc stlppao g` tma elurtyhro hòtma` suooa`cy, 'u``y ehka ru``g`d lut lj tma varhòh. ;lr h jaw klka`ts, herlss tma wlloa` drgcc,h eurthg` pcheao l` tma ollr whs raklvao hò G jact hs gj G mho hemgavao tma dlhc lj ky cgja. Gt whssma wml, jrlk bamgò tma ollr whs whvg`d dllo"bya tl 'u``y wgtm h skgca l` mar jhea. )asgoa mar

stllo mar ylu`dar sgstar $hyh wml whs ecg`dg`d tl mar acoar sgstar hò hcsl whvg`d mar mhò tl shydllo"bya tl 'u``y. 'trh`da gòaao gs tma rachtgl`smgp axgstg`d batwaa` twl sgstars mhvg`d l`cy hskhcc ogjjaraèa lj hda. Gt saaks tmht l`cy tmagr blogas hra ogjjara`t, ltmarwgsa, tmagr kgòs hòmahrts hra tma shka. _magr tmludmts, thcis hò orassas hra hcgia. G mhva saa` ava` suem twl sgstars wmlmho baa` g` clva wgtm tma shka bly ht tma shka tgka.

_mgs spcaògo vgaw lj ky baclvao chstao l`cy jlr h jaw saelòs hò hs sll` hs sma rahcg*ao tmhtwa wara hcc whgtg`d jlr 'u``y g` tma elurtyhro, sma gkkaoghtacy turào bhei. )ut ht tmht bcassaoklka`t, 4htura whs klst daàrlus tl ka hò wmgca dlg`d bhei, mar ayas ehka g`tl ograet el`thetwgtm ky ahdar hò rastcass ayas. jaw sphris hrlsa hò elkpcatacy el`sukao ky hcrahoy smhttarao

bloy. $ar là sg`dca dchèa el`vayao savarhc kah`g`dsF u`jhkgcghrgty, jahr, kloasty hò tmajrustrhtgl` lj mar gògjjaraèa, ate.

+lats hò wrgtars lj tma wlrco mhva hcwhys oasergbao ogjjara`t typas lj rachtgl`s but G hclà iàwtma g`ta`sgty wgtm wmgem G eluco oasergba tma kah`g`ds lj tma aya tl aya el`thet ht tmht klka`t. _ma

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wmlca phg`, rastcassàss hò macpcassàss lj tma wlrco saakao tl mhva baa` gkprgslào g` tmht sg`dcaklka`t ourg`d wmgem ky ayas mho h el`thet wgtm mars.

5a ehka lut lj mar mlusa but G stgcc mho tma jaacg`d tmht G mho cajt ky sluc bamgò tmht eurthg`._mrludmlut tma why, 'u``y wa`t l` taccg`d us vhrglus stlrgas but g` rapcy, G eluco uttar l`cy h jawgèlmara t wlros. 5ma` wa hrrgvao bhei mlka, wa ogo `lt tacc h`ylà hblut lur vgsgt tl tma

hucvg#s mlusa hò cgja badh` tl phss hs usuhc lèa hdhg`. )ut hs jhr hs G whs elèarào, tmht vgsgtelkpcatacy emh`dao tma elursa lj ky cgja. ;lr mlurs, G usao tl sgt ht tma shka pchea wgtmlut shyg`d h`ytmg`d tl h`yl a hò wgtmlut mhvg`d tmacahst `ltgl` lj tma phssg`d lj cl`d parglos lj tgka. G `l cl`dar mho h`y g`tarast g` httaòg`d tmadhtmarg`ds lj ky jrgaòs. -varytmg`d saakao qugta kah`g`dcass tl ka. _mgs lbvglus emh`da g` ky

bamhvglur mho baa` `ltgeao by hcc tma kakbars lj ky jhkgcy. %` hcc suem leehsgl`s, ky kltmarhcwhys raslrtao tl hcclphtmge trahtka`t, jlcclwao by mlkalphtmge hò tma` spgrgtuhc trahtka`t. susuhc, ;htmar mahvao h cl`d sgdm, hovgsao ka tl dl slkawmara acsa jlr slka tgka jlr tma emh`da ljecgkhta, hò tma` baehka busy sklig`d mgs pgpa. brg`h hovgsao ky kltmar tl hrrh`da ky khrrghdawgtm mar ylu`dar sgstar g` lroar tl raklva ky clàcgàss. 'ma mho dgva` tma shka hovgea savarhctgkas g` tma phst. 'gèa emgcomllo, G mho baa` sujjarg`d jrlk h strh`da hò rhtmar a`gdkhtge prlbcak.G usao tl baelka sargluscy gcc l` tma jgrst _mursohy lj avary kl`tm. G whs axhkgào by hcc tmaakgà`t oletlrs lj tma tgka but `l là eluco uòarsthò tma axhet `htura lj ky kystarglus ogsahsa.t chst, ky hu`tga wml whs ky kltmar#s ylu`dar sgstar, hò wml cgvao g` h`ltmar egty, hovgsao mar tlthia ka tl h prhetgtglàr lj spgrgtuhc trahtka`t. $lw eluco suem bheiwhro hò el`sarvhtgva goahs baheelkklohtao g` tma uctrh kloar` jhkgcy lj lurs9 ;htmar whs g`jurghtao by tma suddastgl` hò kykltmar mho tl mahr h cl`d caetura jrlk mgk. )ut tma`, u`tga marsacj ehka tl lur mlka hò wgtmluttma i`lwcaoda lj ;htmar, tlli ka hò ltmar tl slka shg`tcy parsl`, wml axhkgào ka hò tlcoltmar tmht G whs spgrgtuhccy vary wahi hò, tmarajlra, tmrludmlut ky cgja G wluco ba g` oh`dar ljjheg`d tma mhrkjuc ajjaets lj tma avgc aya. $a raegtao slkatmg`d, bcaw l` ka hò dhva ka h bcheitmraho tl wahr hrluò ky àei. $a strl`dcy hovgsao ky kltmar tmht jrlk tma` l`whros, sma marsacjlr slkalà l` mar bamhcj, kust dgva slkatmg`d g` emhrgty l` tma jgrst _mursohy lj avary kl`tm. $amgksacj ogo `lt heeapt h`y ljjarg`d jrlk us. ;lr h kl`tm lr twl, kltmar rakakbarao tma shg`t#shovgea but tma`, oua tl mar sleghc hetgvgtgas, sma hssgdào tl 'mhigr tma outy lj ogstrgbutg`d slkatmg`dhs emhrgty l` tma jgrst _mursohy lj avary kl`tm. 'gèa tma`, 'mhigr mho baa` jhgtmjuccy parjlrkg`dtmgs outy, hctmludm, parmhps, ltmar mho jlrdltta` tmht ogsahsa lj ky emgcomllo. $lwavar, kyelògtgl` hjtar ratur`g`d jrlk tma hucvg#s mlusa lèa hdhg` rakgòao mar lj ky lco ogsahsa. 'mael`thetao mar ylu`dar sgstar wml ht lèa, suddastao tmraa lr jlur tl tma plg`t rakaogas. )ut `l làeluco mhva tma cahst goah lj wmht whs hetuhccy dlg`d l` g` ky mahrt. Gt hppahrao tmht :Gkh`7 whsdrhouhccy baelkg`d tma jlehc plg`t lj hcc tma (lys hò hkbgtgl`s lj ky cgja.



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` lco prlvarb suddasts tmht trua jrgaòsmgp hcwhys oakhòs rakhg`g`d hwhia tmrludmlut tma `gdmt._ma shka tmg`d mhppaào wgtm ka, hò ky saelò `gdmt g` Clòl` whs hcsl spa`t g` h scaapcasselògtgl`. _ma àxt klr`g`d, /hkrh` whs jraa baehusa lj slka strgia hò, tmarajlra, ma orlppao ka

ht tma >`gvarsgty dhta. G ehka tl i`lw jrlk tma `ltgea blhro tmht tma maho lj tma oaphrtka`t r.Gshhe whs semaoucao tl hoorass tma àw stuoa`ts g` $hcc 2 tmht ohy. _mus, hcc tma jrasm stuoa`ts waradlg`d tlwhros $hcc 2. 5mgca wa wara emgcora`, wa wara vary jlò lj whtemg`d h plpuchr mgstlrgehc _J orhkh sarghc: himrg mhth`7 `gvarsgty, hò jg`hccy, g`vgtao us tl g`trlouealursacvas. G mho baa` hcclttao rlcc I 8O hò l` tma vary jgrst ohy, G ehka tl i`lw tmht G whs tma l`cyuscgk stuoa`t g` tma echss. 5ma` gt whs ky tur` lj g`trlouetgl`, G stllo up, tlco ky `hka hòracgdgl`. _ma klka`t G tlco tmht ky racgdgl` whs Gschk, G jact tmht h strh`da slrt lj sgcaèa pravhgcaog` tma wmlca echss jlr h jaw klka`ts. +armhps, gt whs l`cy h wmgksgehc goah l` ky phrt, baehusa, tmavary àxt klka`t, 'gr Gshhe hsiao hblut ky pravglus hehoakge ehraar hò oadraas hò g`vgtao tmaàxt stuoa`t tl dgva mgs g`trlouetgl`. 5ma` tma g`trlouetgl` lj hcc tma stuoa`ts whs lvar, 'gr Gshheaòao mgs pracgkg`hry caetura wgtm tmasa elècuog`d rakhrisF : y oahr stuoa`ts, jrlk tma badg``g`dlj tma wlrco tgcc tma prasa`t klka`t hò parmhps, tgcc tma aò lj tma tgka, tma wlrco#s jgàst goahsmhva hcwhys baa` bgttarcy lpplsao by tma palpca mhvg`d hvarhda kgòs. &akakbar, ma wml mhsàvar khoa h kgsthia, kust àvar mhva httakptao tl ol slkatmg`d àw. G, tmarajlra, hovgsa ylu

àvar tl ba masgth`t g` jlrkuchtg`d hò prasa`tg`d àw goahs. 5a kust rgsa hblva tma jahr lj kgsthiahò lpplsgtgl` jrlk hvarhda kgòs. G lèa hdhg , wacelka ylu hcc tl tmgs g`stgtutgl . ;rlktlklrrlw, wa smhcc sthrt lur raduchr echssas. 1llo ohy.7 'gr Gshhe ehka olw` jrlk tma sthda hò hcc tma stuoa`ts bh`dao tmagr oasis tl wacelka tma vgawsaxprassao by mgk g` mgs jgrst caetura. _ma jhet gs tmht G whs hcsl el`sgoarhbcy gkprassao by mgs vgawshò h skgca hppahrao l` ky cgps wma` G rakakbarao /hkrh` wml mho ehutglào ka tl bawhra ljr. Gshhe. /hkrh` mho prlkgsao tl pgei ka up ht `ll` but tmara wara stgcc twl mlurs cajt bajlra mgselkg`d. s G ehka lut lj tma mhcc, G clliao hrluò tl saa wmara tl dl. _ma`, G shw h ùkbar lj

baèmas pcheao ht slka ogsthèa jrlk là h`ltmar l` tma bhì lj h eh`hc tmht phssao jrlk tma ea`tralj tma >`gvarsgty. _mgs eh`hc whs h brhèm lj &gvar _mhkas. t tma shka pchea, G eluco hcsl saajcleis lj bgros. _gka hò hdhg`, tmay ehka tmara jcyg`d, pgeiao up tma drhg`s lj jllo tmht mho baa`

tmrlw` jlr tmak by tma sthjj kakbars hò stuoa`ts sgttg`d l` tma bhìs lj tma eh`hc3 hò tma` jcawhwhy. G oaegoao tl spaò tmlsa twl mlurs g` tma shka gslchtao elràr lj tma >`gvarsgty. G wa`t tmara



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hò sht l` là lj tma wlloa` baèmas hò baehka busy whtemg`d tma pchyjuc hetgvgtgas lj tma bgroshò tma whtar g` jrl`t lj ka.

jtar slka tgka, G shw h` lco kh` elkg`d tlwhros tmht sgoa. $a mho h mht l` mgs maho hò whswahrg`d h cl`d lvarelht hò h kujjcar hò whs ehrryg`d h bgd phpar bhd jucc lj drhg`s tl ba tmrlw`jlr tma bgros tl aht. s sll` hs ma hrrgvao tmara, ma sthrtao tmrlwg`d tma drhg`s lj jllo tlwhros tma

bgros hò wgtmg` `l tgka, mgs phpar bhd whs akpty. $hvg`d tmrlw` tma akpty bhd g`tl tma àhrbyoustbg`, ma turào hrluò tl dl. )ut tma`, ma shw ka hò ehka tl ka. 5gtm mgs mhò maco lut ma shgo,:G#k =lsapm. ra ylu là lj tma àw stuoa`ts97 G ehudmt mgs maco lut mhò hò rapcgao, :7G#k $hkkho, h àw stuoa t g` tma jgrst sakastar ht tma-el`lkges aphrtka`t.7 $a smlli mhòs wgtm ka wgtm h skgca hò rakhriao, :% G saa. )ut Elu`dkh`, wmy hra ylu sgttg`dmara hclà9 ra ylu hjrhgo lj tma rhddg`d lj tma sa`glr stuoa`ts97 :4l,7 G shgo wgtm h skgca hò hooao, :G#k l`cy hjrhgo lj kysacj. )ut ht tmgs tgka, G (ust wh`tao tlthci tl kysacj hò tmgs oasgra brludmt ka mara.7 5gtm slka g`tarast, =lsapm clliao tlwhros ka hò shgo, :5acc da tcakh , ylu wh`t tl thci tlylursacj9 G#va àvar tmludmt lj suem kaatg`ds, tma kaatg`d lj h parsl` wgtm mgksacj.7 G klvao h bgt hò vhehtao slka pchea jlr mgk tl sgt l tma wlloa` baèm. s =lsapm sht olw`

basgoa ka l` tma baèm, G badh` tl spahi, :'uem kaatg`ds àvar raqugra h`y phrtgeuchr htta`tgl`. G`mgs wmlca cgja, h parsl` àvar thcis tl h`ylà acsa, hs kuem hs ma thcis tl mgksacj. $a bahrs mgksacjklra tmh` ltmars. +armhps, `l là acsa mhs tma plwar hò ehphegty tl ol sl. h` gs mgs lw` bastjrgaò hò wlrst aàky. cc tma axtar`hc jrgaòsmgps hò mlstgcgtgas hra takplrhry hò smlrt cgvao.7

=lsapm whs iaa`cy lbsarvg`d ka. :Elu saak tl ba vary kuem h``lyao wgtm ylursacj3 but tmarakust ba slka daùgà rahsl` bamgò gt. Gt hppahrs hs gj slka jur`hea gs bur`g`d g`sgoa ylu.7 G oaegoao tl emh`da tma tlpge lj tma ogseussgl`. :)asgoas ylur `hka, ylu mhva`#t tlco ka h`ytmg`dhblut ylursacj hs ylur g`trlouetgl`.7 :G#va hcrahoy tlco ylu ky `hka,7 shgo =lsapm, hjtar thig`d h cl`d brahtm hò el tgùao, :G#kssleghta +rljasslr ht tma ;gà rts aphrtka`t lj tma shka >`gvarsgty.7 G gkkaoghtacy hplcldg*ao tl mgk hò shgo, :G#k slrry sgr. +armhps, G#va thciao tl kuem. )ut ylurstyca olas`#t saak tl ba tmht lj h tahemar. %tmarwgsa, G wluco àvar mhva thciao sl jrhìcy.7 :4l àao jlr h`y hplcldy,7 ma shgo wgtm h bgd chudm. G` jhet, G kysacj g ta`tgl hccy hvlgo jrlkdgvg`d ky jucc g`trlouetgl` tl tma ylu`dstars, ltmarwgsa, tmay baelka ehrajuc hò raspaetjuc hò Gclsa tma lpplrtu`gty lj kgxg`d wgtm tmak. G wgsm tmht wa smluco hcwhys kaat hò thci tl ahem ltmarwgtm tma shka jrhìàss hò jhkgcghrgty. Elu hra h ogjjara`t ylu`d kh` hò kaatg`d ylu mhs rahccy

baa` h u`gqua axpargaèa jlr ka.7 =lsapm stllo up tl cahva hò smlli mhòs wgtm ka. :$hkkho, G bacgava tmht wa#cc sll` mhvah`ltmar kaatg`d wmgem wluco caho tl savarhc ltmar kaatg`ds.7

jtar h whrk mhò smhia wgtm ka, =lsapm wa`t hwhy. G` tma kah`tgka, gt whs tgka jlr /hkrh` tl

elka. G hcsl bhoa jhrawacc tl tma trh`sphra`t whtar hò tma ecustar lj bgros hò wa`t tl tma lutsgoadhta, phssg`d tmrludm tma cl`d elrrgolrs lj tma >`gvarsgty. /hkrh`#s ehr whs hcrahoy tmara. G clliaohrluò g` sahrem lj mgk. t chst, G jluò mgk sthòg`d àhr h plp elr` khemgà, lbsarvg`d tma mhòslj twl -`dcgsm dgrcs, cgia h phckgst. $a whs hssurg`d tmak tmht vary sll`, h mhòslka sgh` ylu`dkh` wluco elka g`tl tmagr cgja3 hò mgs hova`t wluco brg`d hblut ravlcutgl`hry emh`das g` tmagr cgja.G mho hcwhys baa` a`vglus lj tmgs quhcgty lj /hkrh`. 4lt tl spahi lj h` uì`lw` dgrc, G whs hcwhysracueth`t tl thci ava` tl h` uì`lw` bly g` tma jgrst kaatg`d, tgcc ht chst, tmht strh`dar mgksacj wlucothia tma g`gtghtgva g` thcig`d. G` el`trhst, /hkrh` whs ehphbca lj stlppg`d hò thcig`d tl h`ylà,h`ywmara hò ht h`y tgka jlr mlurs. +armhps, G mho hcwhys baa` hjrhgo lj bag`d ra(aetao, wmgca/hkrh` mho àvar i`lw` h`y suem jahr. %` saag`d ka, /hkrh` ht lèa whvao mgs mhò tl ka, dhvamgs ehro tl tma -`dcgsm dgrcs, dlt tmagr pmlà ùkbars hò whciao tlwhros ka wgtm h skgca.

s wa dlt g`tl tma ehr, G dchrao ht mgk hò shgo, :Elu wgcc avar kaò ylur whys.7

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/hkrh` chudmao hò rakhriao, : y oahr, :sthòg`d lutsgoa tma >`gvarsgty jlr tma chst jgjtaa`kgùtas, G badh` tl jaac blraolk hò tmludmt lj igccg`d tma tgka by mhvg`d h clli ht tma mhòs ljtmasa dgrcs.7 :/hkrh , hs jhr hs ky i`lwcaoda gs elèarào, G#va àvar mahro lj h`y phckgst g` tma chst sava`daàrhtgl`s lj ylur jhkgcy.7

/hkrh` stgcc mho tma shka kgsemgavlus skgca l` mgs jhea. :Cat gt dl ky oahr. _acc ka wmht#s ylur prldrhkka jlr tma cuèm9 G#k jaacg`d tarrgbcy mu`dry.7 G cllsaào ky saht bact h cgttca bgt. :G#k hcsl jaacg`d mu`dry. _hia ka wmaravar ylu cgia.7

/hkrh` heeacarhtao tma spaao lj mgs ehr. :Cat#s dl tl +geehogccy. G#va mahro h clt lj prhgsa lj hàwcy lpaào rasthurh`t tmara.7 _rhvaccg`d l` tma wgoa trh`sphra`t twl why hò jlur why rlhos lj Cl ol`, lur ehr turào tl tmargdmt jrlk g` jrl`t lj tma )gd )h`d. _ma`, wa orlva phst Clòl`#s jhklus brgoda lj tlwars hòturào tlwhros +geehogccy. G mhva hcwhys cgiao tmasa wgoa rlhos lj Clòl`. G mhva raho slkawmaratmht ht tma aò lj tma 8A tm ea`tury hò ht tma sthrt lj tma 8M tm ea`tury, g` h` httakpt tl oahc wgtm tmajraqua`t plpuchr uprgsg`ds hò rgltg`ds, -urlpah` ljjgeghcs wgoaào hcc tmasa rlhos, sl tmht tmadlvar`ka`t hò hrkao jlreas eluco ahsgcy iaap tma vglca`t klbs uòar el`trlc ht là pchea.

s wa turào tl tma cajt jrlk tma +geehogccy greus, wa shw h sgca`t hò oaslchta rlho elvarao wgtmrlws lj traas l` bltm sgoas. G` h wgoa rlhosgoa orhg`, tma whtar lj kactg`d s`lw whs jclwg`d g` hrmytmkge kh`àr. s sll` hs /hkrh` hò G turào tlwhros tmgs rlho, wa ht lèa baehka sgca`t, hs gjtma gkka`sa bahuty lj 4htura mho oaprgvao us lj lur spahig`d plwar. s tma wgò bcaw, tma cahvasl` tma wat rlho wara whvg`d hò jcuttarg`d hò gt hppahrao hs gj h +htmh` ecltm saccar jrlk /hbuc,mho baa` sgttg`d tmara wgtm h smaat lj sgci spraho g` jrl`t lj mgk, brg`dg`d lut àw hò elclurjuc rlccslj ecltm hò whvg`d tmak g` tma hgr.

t tgkas gt saaks hs gj wa phss lur wmlca cgja hdhg` wgtmg` h jaw klka`ts. %ur (lurày l` tmarlho blroarao by traas hò elvarao wgtm yacclw hutuk`hc cahvas whs hcsl là lj tmasa jaw klka`ts.;lr h wmgca, wa elkpcatacy jlrdlt tmht wa mho elka mara tl mhva lur cuèm ht h àwcy lpaàorasthurh`t ht tma aò lj tmgs rlho. t chst, cgia avary dllo tmg`d g` tma wlrco, tmgs rlho hcsl ehka tl h` aò. 5a mho tma cuèm lj luremlgea ht tma skhcc bahutgjuc wlloa` rasthurh`t. 5ma` /hkrh` hsiao ka hblut tma >`gvarsgty, G tlcomgk hblut 'gr Gshhe#s caetura hò hblut tma sgcaèa lj tma wmlca echss ourg`d ky g`trlouetgl` wma` Gravahcao tmht G whs h uscgk. %` suem leehsgl`s, /hkrh` hcwhys bamhvao cgia h` gccgtarhta vgcchdarhò mho `l el`trlc lvar mgs h`dar. $a bh`dao tma dchss l` tma thbca. :_masa ohkào 5mgtasD _mayhra hcc""".7 5gtm h draht oahc lj ogjjgeucty, G brludmt mgk uòar el`trlc but ma whs stgcc g` h vary bho kllo. G`lroar tl emh`da mgs kllo, G tlco mgk h (lia. : 5mgta wlkh` whs lèa httheiao by h bgtg`d old.

phssarby rgsiao mgs lw` cgja but shvao tma wlkh` jrlk tma old. _ma àxt ohy#s àwsphpars ehrrgao pgeturas lj tma kh` shvg`d tma 5mgta wlkh` jrlk tma old, wgtm tma mahocgà : ` -`dcgsm marl shvas

h wlkh` jrlk h old.7 _ma kh` tacapmlào tma àwsphpar ljjgea hò raplrtao tmht ma whs `lt-`dcgsm. `ltmar mahocgà hppahrao g` tma àxt ohy#s àwsphpar. : jlragd` marl shvas h wlkh`jrlk h old7 _ma kh` hdhg` tacapmlào tma àwsphpar ljjgea hò ravahcao tmht ma whs h +higsth`guscgk hò `lt h jlragdàr. ogjjara`t mahocgà hppahrao g` tma àxt ohy#s àwsphpar uòar tmashka pgetura. : oh`darlus tarrlrgst httheis h pat old.7

;lr h klka`t, /hkrh` clliao tlwhros ka g` hstl gsmka`t hò tma`, bltm lj us chudmaospl`thàluscy. _ma skhcc rasthurh`t whs aemlg`d wgtm lur chudmtars hò tma palpca sgttg`d hcc hrluòwara cllig`d tlwhros us wgtm surprgsa.

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urg`d ky emgcomllo, wmaàvar G raeagvao slka g`(ury wmgca pchyg`d, G àvar wapt bajlra h`ylà.-va` g` ehsa lj tma savarast phg`, G hcwhys httakptao tl mlco bhei ky tahrs g` tma prasaèa lj ltmars.G` hcc suem sgtuhtgl`s, G wluco ht lèa rusm tlwhros slka clàcy hò gslchtao elràr lj tma mlusa,

wmara G wapt tl tma jucc shtgsjhetgl lj ky mahrt. G` jhet, sgèa emgcomllo, G mho àvar cgiao tl waap bajlra ltmars, baehusa G mho h `ltgl` tmht by waapg`d g` tma prasaèa lj ltmars, wa clsa lur ml`lurhò astaak g` tmagr ayas.

jtar ratur`g`d jrlk tma hucvg#s mlusa, G jluò kysacj g` h slkawmht sgkgchr sgtuhtgl`. G wgsmaotl waap but eluco `lt jgò h sugthbca pchea jlr gt. Gt whs h strh`da slrt lj macpcassàss.

jtar mgs raelvary, tma hucvg hdhg` sthrtao elkg`d tl lur mlka jlr tahemg`d 'u``y. G` tmlsaohys, wmaàvar ma ehka, slkamlw lr tma ltmar, G el`tgùao tl mlvar hrluò mgk, g` tma mlpa tmht'u``y kgdmt shy slkatmg`d tl mgk hblut Gkh`, lr tma hucvg mgksacj kgdmt tacc slkatmg`d hblut mgsjhkgcy gècuog`d Gkh`. )ut hcc suem mlpas aòao up g` sklia. _ma`, ky g`jhtuhtgl` hssukao h`ltmarjlrk. G usao tl whgt jlr tma hucvg#s hrrgvhc. s sll` hs ma a`tarao lur mlusa, G wluco thia lut kyehr hò phri gt g` jrl`t lj mgs clehcgty#s dhta, hò ht tgkas, qugta àhr mgs straat. $hvg`d phriao ky ehrtmara, G usao tl rakhg` g`sgoa tma ehr, whgtg`d jlr tma hucvg#s ratur`, mlpg`d tmht là ohy lr tmaltmar, sma kgdmt elka lut tl lpa` tma ollr jlr mar jhtmar. )ut suem tmg`ds àvar mhppaào. G mhoàvar saa` h`y kakbar lj tma hucvg#s jhkgcy elkg`d lut lj tma mlusa, hctmludm hcklst hcc tma

palpca cgvg`d g` tma àhrby mlusas mho baelka qugta jhkgcghr wgtm ky ehr. $lwavar, `là lj tmakavar lb(aetao tl ky jraqua`t vgsgts tl tmht pchea. _may mho ljta` saa` 'mhigr elkg`d tl tma hucvg#smlusa g` suem bgd ehrs hò tmay kgdmt mhva dlt h sgkgchr gkprassgl` hblut ka. _ma plsgtgva hspaet ljtmagr httgtuoa whs tmht `là lj tmak avar thciao tl tma hucvg hblut ka, ltmarwgsa, gt wluco mhva

baa` qugta ogjjgeuct jlr ka tl dgva h shtgsjhetlry axpch`htgl` lj ky bamhvglur tl mgk. 5gtm avary phssg`d ohy, ky erh*y clva whs gèrahsg`d. t chst, gt hppahrao hs gj 4htura mho oaegoao tl smlwslka karey tl ka. Gt whs h mlt sukkar hjtar`ll` hò hs usuhc, tma hucvg whs dgvg`d mgs cassl` tl'u``y. G tll whs sgttg`d g` tma shka rllk, wgtmlut h`y rahsl`, rahog`d tma shka phda lj h khdh*gàjlr h cl`d tgka. 'mhigr hcsl hrrgvao tmara wgtm h mhppy àws jlr tma hucvg. : y ohudmtar gs dlg`d tl

ba a`dhdao l` àxt ;rgohy. Elu hò ylur jhkgcy hra g`vgtao tl httaò tma a`dhdaka`t earakl`y ouatl ba maco g` tma hjtar`ll` lj ;rgohy àxt.7

_ma hucvg el`drhtuchtao 'mhigr l` mgs ohudmtar#s a`dhdaka`t hò axprassao mgs gkka`sa (ly httma àws. )ut ma hplcldg*ao tl 'mhigr hò tlco mgk tmht ma wluco `lt ba hbca tl httaò tma earakl`y,

baehusa, ma mho hcrahoy prlkgsao tl dl l` h prahemg`d kgssgl` wgtm h prahemg`d phrty l` tma elkg`d;rgohy hò ma eluco `lt brahi tmht prlkgsa. $a, mlwavar, prlkgsao wgtm 'mhigr tl saò tma rast ljtma kakbars lj mgs jhkgcy wgtm mgs àpmaw boucchm tl tma a`dhdaka`t earakl`y. _ma klka`t Gmahro tmasa wlros, G jact hs gj G mho suooa`cy saa` h` lhsgs hjtar whòarg`d jlr yahrs g` h trheicass,whtarcass, bhrra` hò oaslchta oasart. G iàw tmht 'mhigr wluco suracy g`vgta hcc lj us tl httaò tma

a`dhdaka`t earakl`y lj mgs ohudmtar, oaspgta i`lwg`d tmht `l kakbar lj lur hrgstlerhtge jhkgcywluco dl tl smhra mgs (ly l` tmht leehsgl`. +armhps, tma wmlca smlw mho baa` hrrh`dao by 4htura tlsmlw ka h dcgkpsa lj mars hò axhetcy tma shka tmg`d mhppaào. 5ma` 'mhigr raquastao ky jhtmartl elka, ma hs usuhc, brludmt lut slka bgd eurraèy `ltas jrlk mgs pursa hò dhva tmak tl 'mhigr.:)uy slkatmg`d jlr ylur ohudmtar wgtm tmgs klày l` ky bamhcj.7 ltmar tlco mar khgo sarvh`t tl rh`shei lco blxas hò eupblhros. _ma lco ecltmas hò lr`hka`tswmgem wara jluò hs h rasuct lj tmgs sahrem wara dgva` tl 'mhigr g` h` lco bhd. 5ma` avarylà acsaogshpplg`tao mgk, 'mhigr clliao tlwhros ka hò G el`slcao mgk. :G#cc suracy elka. G prlkgsa.7 'gd`s lj ogshpprlvhc hppahrao l` ;htmar#s jhea but tmay wara clst bamgò tma sklia lj mgs pgpa.ltmar hò ky brltmar#s wgja brg`h hcsl smlwao sgd`s lj ogspcahsura, but `lbloy shgo h`ytmg`d tl

ka. 4l olubt, G mho ky lw` sacjgsm g`tarast g` heeaptg`d 'mhigr#s g`vgthtgl` but gt gs hcsl h jhet tmht Gwluco suracy mhva dlà tl mgs mlusa, ava` gj tmara mho baa` `l emhèa lj saag`d h dcgkpsa lj Gkh`.

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y rachtgl`smgp wgtm 'mhigr whs `lt tmht lj h sarvh`t hò khstar. Gt mho rgsa` hblva suem tmg`ds hòtma kakbars lj ky jhkgcy mho baa` juccy hwhra lj gt sgèa ky emgcomllo.

cl`d tgka hdl, 'mhigr cgvao g` tma shka àgdmblurmllo g` wmgem tma hucvg whs `lw cgvg`d. t hvary ylu`d hda, ma mho baa` akpclyao by ky drhòjhtmar hs mgs orgvar. $a mho hcsl baa` prasa`t httma khrrghda earakl`y lj ky jhtmar. jaw yahrs chtar, wma` 'mhigr mgksacj whs khrrgao, ky

drhòjhtmar hcclwao mgk hò mgs wgja tl sthy g` tma sarvh`t quhrtars ht tma bhei lj mgs bu`dhclw._masa sarvh t quhrtars wara pratty chrda mlusas, wmgem mho baa` bugct ht tma bhei lj lur lco $hvacg


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ylu`dar lj tma twl dgrcs httakptao tl khia mgk uòarsthò slkatmg`d. )ut stgcc, g` h sthta ljel`jusgl`, ma racueth`tcy lpaào tma dhta hò ehka g`. +armhps, hcc lj tmak mho elka tl 'mhigr#smlusa jlr tma jgrst tgka.

'uooa`cy, tma Elu`d kh` shw ka hò tma`, G eluco`#t bacgava ky ayas wma` G shw hcc lj tmakelkg`d tlwhros ka. G stllo up g` àrvlusàss. _mara whs h dcgkkar lj jhkgcghrgty g` tma ayas lj tma

ylu`dar sgstar hò sma wmgsparao slkatmg`d tl Gkh`. +armhps, $hyh mho raeld`g*ao ka. Gkh` cgjtaomar ayas hò clliao tlwhros ka. _mara whs h jchsm lj cgdmt`g`d. Gt whs jlr tma saelò tgka tmht marayas mho h ograet aèlu`tar wgtm kgà. G whs lvarplwarao by h jaacg`d lj aesthsy hò gt hppahrao tlka tmht hcc tma h`dugsm, hdl`y, phg` hò rastcassàss tmht G mho jact batwaa` mar jgrst hò saelò clli,mho `lw baelka ehck hò trh`qugc.

s tma ylu`d kh` ehka àhr, ma draatao ka hò shgo, :'gr, gs gt tma mlusa lj 'mhigr, wmlsaohudmtar gs dlg`d tl ba a`dhdao tlohy97 :Eas, ylu#va elka ht tma rgdmt pchea. _ma earakl`y gs thig`d pchea g` tma shka mlusa.7

s G smlwao mgk tma why, ma tmhìao ka, smlli mhòs wgtm ka hò klvao jlrwhro hcl`d wgtm tmatwl dgrcs. 5gtm h draht oahc lj ogjjgeucty, G prava`tao kysacj jrlk cllig`d ograetcy tlwhros Gkh`,hctmludm, sma whs qugta eclsa tl ka. -va` tma`, G el`tgùao tl racgsm h strh`da hò subtca sa`sa lj (ly

baehusa lj mar àhràss. _ma ylu`dar là saakao slkawmht kgsemgavlus hò wmgca sma whs l` marwhy tl tma vaùa lj tma earakl`y, sma el`tgùao tl clli htta`tgvacy tlwhros ka. Gt hppahrao hs gj cgjamho spru`d bhei g`tl hetgl`. %èa hdhg`, tma wgò sthrtao bclwg`d hò tma bgros sthrtao emgrpg`d.5gtm h jaacg`d lj axmhustgl , G hcklst jacc l` tma emhgr. _mara hra slka bcassao klka`ts lj lur cgjawmgem wa wgsm tl a`(ly hdhg` hò hdhg` hò gt whs lj elursa, là lj tmlsa rhra klka`ts lj ky cgja.)ut u`jlrtu`htacy, wmaàvar slkatmg`d gs lvar, wmatmar dllo lr bho, gt ava`tuhccy tur`s g`tl hkaklry. G sht tmara jlr h cl`d tgka, tryg`d tl hssura hò rahssura kysacj tmht wmhtavar mho mhppaàowhs `lt h orahk hò tmht l`cy h smlrt wmgca hdl, sma mho baa` prasa`t tmara qugta g` jrl`t lj ka hòsl eclsa tl ka.

'll`, jrlk tma g`sgoa lj tma mlusa G eluco mahr tma sluòs lj thcig`d, chudmg`d hò sg`dg`d ljwlka` hò tma`, 'mhigr wml whs g` sahrem lj ka, hcsl ehka tmara. :% r. $hkkho, ylu hra sgttg`dmara, wmgca hcc tma palpca hra whgtg`d jlr ylu g` tma earakl`y. +cahsa elka `lw.7

'mhigr jlreajuccy maco ky mhò hò tlli ka tl tma ka`#s plrtgl` lj tma mlusa. s sll` hs tmayshw ka, hcc lj tmak ht lèa baehka slkawmht rasarvao hò raspaetjuc. _magr chudmg`d hò thcig`demh`dao g`tl wmgspars. ;lr tmgs vary rahsl`, G ogo `lt wh`t tl (lg` tmgs erlwo. t tgkas, ylur lw`g`trlouetgl` baelkas h ùgshèa jlr ylu. cc tma palpca httaòg`d tma a`dhdaka`t earakl`y, wararaeld`g*g`d ka `lt hs là lj 'mhigr#s duasts but hs tma sl` lj &atgrao lkkgssglàr k(ho &h*h. Gsll` baehka blrao wgtm tmgs dhtmarg`d. lralvar, ky mahrt whs pra"leeupgao wgtm slka ltmartmludmts hò mho `l g`tarast g` wmhtavar acsa whs dlg`d l` hrluò ka. jtar slka tgka, slkalàjrlk tma wlka`#s plrtgl` lj tma mlusa ehccao 'mhigr hò gt dhva ka tma lpplrtu`gty tl rusm lut jrlktmara. G mho phrtgeuchrcy urdao 'mhigr tmht ma smluco hrrh`da slka lpa` pchea g` tma mlusa wmara mgs

duasts eluco elkjlrthbcy sgt hò aht. ;lr tmgs purplsa, G mho g`sgstao tmht tma khg` mhcc lj tma $hvacgsmluco ba usao. $a whs hjrhgo lj ky jhtmar#s plssgbca h``lyhèa but hs usuhc, ma mho tl ygaco tl kystubblr`àss. _ma khg` mhcc whs `lw bag`d usao jlr tma khca duasts. G` jrl`t lj gts bhei ollr, tmarawhs tma skhcc dhroa` lj 'mhigr#s quhrtar. )amgò gt, tmara whs 'mhigr#s mlusa. s G ehka lut lj tmamhcc, G shw tma shka ylu`d kh` wml mho elka wgtm Gkh` hò $hyh. 'thòg`d ht tma ollr, ma saakaoh bgt wlrrgao. %` saag`d ka, ma ht lèa ehka tl ka. :G#k slrry sgr, G eluco`#t raeld`g*a ylu ht tmht tgka. y `hka gs boucchm. G#k tma àpmaw ljhucvg cgkuoog`. >èca ljta` thcis hblut ylu.7 whva lj pcahsh t (ly swapt herlss ky wmlca bloy. t cahst, tmara whs slkal a wml thciaohblut ka g` tmht mlusa. t tgkas, ky ohrcg`d kgdmt hcsl mhva ka`tglào ky `hka. t tmht klka`t,jlr tma jgrst tgka g` ky cgja, ky lw` `hka badh` tl clli sl emhrkg`d tl ka hò G hdhg` smlli mhòs

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:G#k dcho tl saa ylu. G ehka tl ylur mlusa h jaw ohys hdl, but parmhps, ylu wara `lt tmara ht tmhttgka. )ut wmy hra ylu sthòg`d lutsgoa tma mhcc9 1l g`sgoa, baehusa, tah gs dlg`d tl ba sarvao varysll`.7 G` slka el`jusgl` ma rapcgao, :_ma jhet gs tmht vary sll , gt wgcc ba tgka jlr tma hdmrgb +rhyarhò ylu hra wacc hwhra lj ky uèca#s kgò. 5a smluco dl bhei `lw. G#k sthòg`d mara whgtg`d jlr

slkalà tl dl g`sgoa hò tacc ky sgstars tl elka lut hò dl bhei wgtm ka.7 G` tma kah tgka, 'mhigr hcsl ehka lut jrlk tma wlka`#s plrtgl hò saag`d us sthòg`d lutsgoa,ma ht lèa ehka tl us. : r. $hkkho, hra ylu hcc rgdmt9 5my#ra ylu sthòg`d mara9

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