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Year 1, Issue 2Year 1, Issue 2Year 1, Issue 2Year 1, Issue 2

AprilAprilAprilApril----June, 2004June, 2004June, 2004June, 2004

kEneDa se p/kaixt saihiTyk pi5kakEneDa se p/kaixt saihiTyk pi5kakEneDa se p/kaixt saihiTyk pi5kakEneDa se p/kaixt saihiTyk pi5ka

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s.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxns.padn v p/kaxn Sneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akur

vvvv8888RRRR ÉÉÉÉ ---- AAAA....kkkk ÊÊÊÊ,,,, AAAApppp//// EE EEllll----jjjjUUUUnnnn ÊÊÊÊÈÈÈÈÈÈÈÈÌÌÌÌ

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vsu2avsu2avsu2avsu2a s.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akurs.padn v p/kaxn : Sneh #akur

xI8Rk rciyta p<*# s.padkIy Ê mn kI ra2a Da$ _ AMbax.kr nagr Ë Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ Da$ _ AMbax.kr nagr Ë fagunI gIt Da$ _ igrIx rStogI Ë kNhEya raja horI qele. Da$ _ p/em jnmejy Ì piràm paraxr gO Î berhm Aa>i2ya> srn 6{ Î gIt p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ . Î dIpU mmta qre Ï subh se subh tk guàn.d 4pilyal ÉÈ ihtE8I m2up xmaR ÉÉ qUbsUrt yade. A.xu cKkU ÉÏ Aam/ bOro. me. lO3U>ga Da$ _ prex ÉÐ tuMhara Pyar Da$ _ ikxor kabra ÉÐ manvta ka me=d.D hE s.S¡it Da$ _ vIreNd/ kumar vsu ÉÑ Pyar Da$ _ wgIr4 b ole ÊÈ tIn nam bnafr cNd/ ÊÉ mE. nhI. pIta xa.itSv+p sUrI ÊÍ nam wr ko hU> ndI sUyRka.t nagr ÊÎ Apirmey hr ko.` hE _ _ _ jy c¢vtIR ÊÎ jb AatI hE salI 6r hmare Da$ _ x.kr pu`ta.bekr ÊÏ wgvan bu² ke do p/muq ix*y Da$ _ ctuwRuj ËÈ ma> Da$ _ suxIl kumar fuLl ËÉ Apne ihSse ka sc su2a goyl ËÊ lalc AOr nak Sneh #akur ËÍ holI ke ic5 Ü7.dÝ suwa8 1<tuj ËÐ ga># A9y goja ËÐ dudRxa Da$ _ ram kevl xmaR .muin jI . ËÑ g<ihÌ Da$ _ srla Ag/val ÌÍ muzko ]sse Pyar hE Da$ _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir ÌÎ pirpU Rta Da$ _ su8m bedI ÌÎ Aa>sU Da$ _]8adevI koLh3kr ÌÎ hm hE. phredar Da$ _ mIna p.D\ya ÌÎ

rcnaAo. me. iniht ivcar t4a mNtVy rcnakaro. ke injI ivcar t4a mNtVy hE.| .vsu2a . rcnakaro. ke ivcaro. ke il0 ]%rdayI nhI. hE| p/kaxk kI Aa)a ibna ko{ rcna iksI p/kar ]²<t nhI. kI janI caih0| p/kaixt rcnaAo. pr ko{ pair&imk nhI. idya ja0ga| rcna0> wejne ke il0 sMpkR pta : 16 Revlis Crescent, Toronto, Ontario M1V-1E9, Canada

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s.padkIys.padkIys.padkIys.padkIy ÜA.k Ê, Ap/ElÜA.k Ê, Ap/ElÜA.k Ê, Ap/ElÜA.k Ê, Ap/El----jUn ÊÈÈÌÝjUn ÊÈÈÌÝjUn ÊÈÈÌÝjUn ÊÈÈÌÝ

holI re holI, Aa gyI holI| [Nd/2nu8I r.go. ka Tyohar hE holI| wa{care ka Tyohar hE holI| manvIy mULyo. ka pvR hE holI| sOhad/Rta ka pvR hE holI| 0k 0esa pvR jb Aap AglI-ip7lI vEmnSyta wulakr, klu8ta ko 2o, 0k-dUsre ko mn-wavn iviwNn r.go. se r.g dete hE.; A.g-A.g Pyar kI fuAar se iwgo dete hE.| pap, 7l-kp3 hoilka kI trh jl jate hE., AOr sTy Aag me. tp kr sone kI trh inqr ]#ta hE|

kEneDa me. hm mn se to holI j+r qelte hE. pr mOsm kI p/itb²ta ke kar` [s ]Tsv pr lal, hre, pIle, nIle Anek r.go. kI ipckairyo. kI fuhar kI kmI ko j+r mhsUs krte hE.| yha> to sare r.go. me. bs 0k hI r.g kI p/2anta rhtI hE, bfR_ ke r.g kI, ihm-kò. ke ]JJvl-2vl Xvet r.g kI| Ap/vasI wartIyo. ke il0 [s s.dwR me. to .holI . isf_R ho lI bn kr rh jatI hE| vo .holI . jo bs Ab v%Rman me. AtIt kI ho lI, ho g{ hE| hm to holI kwI Apne dex me. mnate 4e, Ab to v%Rman Kya wiv*y ke il0 wI, ya yU> kih0 ik jb tk hm yha> rhe.ge tb tk ke il0 .holI . ho lI| ha>, 0k bar j+r jb hm holI ke pvR pr wart gye 4e, tb hmne wI qUb holI mna{| qUb r.g qele| yha> to sare str.go. me. bs 0k hI r.g rh jata hE, lal-gulal r.g| r.g ke nam pr 0k-dUsre ko gulal ka 3Ika lgaya AOr lo ho g{ holI| Jyada msqrapn ikya to gal, nak, ma4e pr gulal ml idya| r.gIn panI kI ipckairyo. se to qelne ka sval hI nhI. ]#ta| 6r ke A.dr holI, glIca, dIvare. qrab hone ke Dr se qel nhI. skte AOr 6r ke bahr #.D ke Dr ke mare| Aa>gn to yha> hota nhI., AOr Agr ho wI to bahr ke bakI qule S4ano. kI trh vha> wI bf_R ka hI sam/aJy hoga|

ha>, yh bat Alg hE ik 2unI hu{ ={ kI trh, taj_I hr trf_ p I hu{ dUi2ya bf_R pr holI ke ]Tsv pr qele gye r.g, kEsa Pyara iviv2 r.go. ka, iviwNn ic5o. ka kalIn bna0>ge, [skI kLpna hI mn ko A.dr tk gudguda detI hE| kLpna kI suqanuwUit to bhut hotI hE pr y4a4R bdn ko 4r4ra deta hE| 7o3I-mo3I j_ukam-qa>sI to xayd inp3 wI le. pr inmoinya ho ja0ga to _ _ _ ? AOr [s .to . kI kIl ke p/Xn pr i5x.ku-sa A2r me. l3ka mn, bs vhI. 3>ga, A3ka rhta hE| kax ! mn wI kmIj_ kI trh hota ik kIl se ]tar, holI ke r.go. me. Duba, tTpXcat 2o-suqakr pun: kIl pr 3a>g skte|

At: hm sb to bs mn markr, isf_R gIt gakr hI s.to8 kr lete hE. _ _ _ _ .b/j me. horI qelt kNha{| .

holI kI b2a{, holI mubark| sSneh,

Sneh #akur

mn kI ra2amn kI ra2amn kI ra2amn kI ra2a fagfagfagfagunI gItunI gItunI gItunI gIt

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DDDD $$ $$a _ AMbax.kr nagra _ AMbax.kr nagra _ AMbax.kr nagra _ AMbax.kr nagr DDDD $$ $$a _ igrIx rStogIa _ igrIx rStogIa _ igrIx rStogIa _ igrIx rStogI bahr cahe ijtnI wI wy ba2a ho dUr khI. ga>v me. mere mn ke ¡*`-kNha{ kI pe o. kI 7a>v me. tum PyarI ra2a ho| bahr _ _ _ c.da ka mOn ple ra2a kEse =ke sdn me. Ai2yarI 7e -7e ja0

murlI ne Aara2a ho _ fagunI byar muSkura0| AOr ¹dy me. murlI2r-p/it ku0> kI mu.Der pr

pavn p/em Aga2a ho _ bahr _ _ _ bE#I 4I ca>dnI mn murlI2r mOn murlIya ik g.2 kI fuAar ] I Anhdnad Aga2a ho _ cuiPpyo. me. gU>j ]#I sun skta hE vhI ik ijsne mOn gIt bh cle p/emyog ko sa2a ho _ bahr _ _ _ gmk ]#I Dgr-Dgr ipyrI bO7ar ] I ja0 srso. kI laj bhI ja0 Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ ! wor ne ibqera r.g yad hE sa>z ne isme3a r.g tumne kha 4a : g.2madnI inxa ne .hay, iktna SvLp yOvn bor idya A.g-A.g hay, iktna ALp jIvn _ _ µar-µar qnk huyI rItta hE pato. ke za>z bje rIt ja0 wle yh, payl kI tal 7u3I ja0 bItta hE Kva>ra mn humk-humk ja0| bIt ja0 wle yh, n rItne ka idn hE ye mE. tuMharI hU> n +#ne ka idn hE ye tuMharI hI rhU>gI _ . bhar ka ]daisyo. ko

AOr tb mE.ne kha 4a : cUmne ka idn hE ye .ho g{ hE Aaj DUb clI sa>s-sa>s muzko wI p/tIit gungunaya hr phr pat z jaye. 3esU kI p/Iit ]mi jay wle hI v<.t se A>gna me. 7hr-7hr ja0 vy, +p ke, vas.tI gIt ]mg Aa0| Pyar ka bU“a pqe+ #U># pr bE#a rhega| .

kNhEya raja horI qele.kNhEya raja horI qele.kNhEya raja horI qele.kNhEya raja horI qele.

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DDDD $$ $$a _ p/em jnmejya _ p/em jnmejya _ p/em jnmejya _ p/em jnmejy

jEse-jEse holI ka idn smIp Aata ja rha 4a ¡*` kI becEnI b“tI ja rhI 4I| Ab ]Nhe. holI

me. mja nhI. Aata 4a| ]nka mn krta 4a ik vh sur9akimRyo. kI dIvar to kr b/j p/dex cle ja0> AOr vha> jakr Svawaivk holI qele.| srkarI ikSm kI holI qelte vo ]kta-se gye 4e| ]nka k{ bar mn caha ik vo Apna r4 ]#a0> AOr ha>kte hu0 b/j p/dex phu>c ja0>, prNtu ve ivvx 4e| ijs ¡*` ko b/j kI goipya> 7a>7 pr ncaya krtI 4I. ]NhI. ¡*` ko Ab sur9akmIR nca rhe hE.| ¡*` ne Anuwv ikya ik m4ura me. s%a2arI hokr vo iktne ASvawaivk ho gye hE.| [s rajnIit ka jNm hI xayd mnu*y ko ASvawaivk bnane ke il0 huAa hE| ¡*` ne Apne sqa AOr slahkar, ]²v ko bulaya| &I¡*` ne ]²v se kha, .he im5, b/j kI bar-bar yad Aane se ¹dy gop-goipkaAo. se imlne ko mcl rha hE| holI ke Avsr pr mE. b/j p/dex jana cahta hU>| gop-goipkaAo. ke sa4 gilyo. me. 0k-dUsre ke pI7e wagte-dO te holI ka hu d.g mcane ke il0 ¹dy vEse hI becEn ho rha hE jEse p/ja ke muq se jy-jykar sunne ke il0 iksI raja ka ¹dy becEn hota hE A4va Aavwgt krane ko lalaiyt Vyi¯ ka gla har phnne ko t pta hE| . [s pr ]²v ne kha, .mE. tuMhare ¹dy kI dxa smz skta hU> im5, pr.tu sur9a kI d<i*3 se [s smy b/j p/dex jana ]ict nhI. hE| guPtcro. se sUcna imlI hE ik AwI wI k.s ke ku7 0ese ivXvaspa5 sevk bce hE. jo tuMharI hTya krna cahte hE.| b/j kI goipkaAo. ke p/it tuMhare Anurag se vo AC7I trh pirict hE.| ho skta hE holI ke Avsr pr b/j me. tuMharI hTya ka 8D\y.5 rca ja rha ho| . .mE. 0ese 8D\y.5o. se 6brata nhI. hU>| . .janta hU> im5, prNtu [n idno. pas-p os ke 0k-do raja xa.it-p/Stav ke il0 Aa rhe hE.| rajnIitk d<i*3 se tuMhara [n idno. bahr jana ]ict nhI. hoga| . .[ska A4R [s bar hm holI nhI. qel ske.ge? . ¡*` qI.zkr bole| .Kyo. nhI. qel ske.ge im5| Ab to Aap s%a2arI hE. ¡*`| Aap cahe. to pUra v8R holI qel skte hE.| Ab to Aapko kevl holI qelnI hI nhI. hE Aiptu holI ke ]Tsv pr p/ja ke nam s.dex wI p/sairt krna hE| . .holI pr p/ja ke nam s.dex ! kEsa s.dex? . ¡*` ne AaXcyRpUvRk pU7a| .yhI ik holI pr p/ja-jn 0k-dUsre pr sd\wavnapUvRk r.g Dale.| p/Tyek 0k-dUsre se iml-julkr, swI p/kar ke wedwav wulakr holI qele.| Aapke µara idya jane vala s.dex Aapke sicv ne tEyar ikya huAa hE| tEyar Kya krna hE, Ab tk k.s jo s.dex jnta ke nam pr idya krta 4a, ]sI me. ku7 ferbdl kr ]se tEyar ikya gya hE| raja ko{ wI ho ]ske s.dex 0k jEse hI hote hE.| cahe vo iktna wI ¢Ur ho ]se mel-imlap, wa{care ka s.dex dena hI p ta hE| At: Aap ko wI holI pr wa{care ka s.dex dena hI p ega| . yh sunkr ¡*` bhut jor se h>se, .holI pr 0ese s.dex dene kI sa4Rkta Kya hE? p/ja to sda sd\wavpUvRk holI mnatI hI hE| mere s.dex dene se Kya pirvtRn Aane vala hE| ha>, [sse ku7 du*3 miSt*ko. me. ye AvXy Aa ja0ga ik holI wedwav ke sa4 wI mna{ ja sktI hE| . .janta hU> im5 ¡*` ik [n s.dexo. ka ko{ ivxe8 law nhI. hE, ifr wI ye idye jate hE.| jnta wI [nko inSp<h wav se suntI hE| [nka sunna Kya AOr n sunna Kya ! s.dex dene vala [s wav se deta hE ik jo sune ]ska wla, jo n sune ]ska wI wla| prNtu s.dex dena 0k ivvxta hE ijse Ao“na hI p ta hE| . .yanI ik hm holI ka s.dex de.ge pr.tu gop-goipkaAo. ke sa4 wa{care valI holI qele.ge nhI.| . &I¡*` ne cu3kI lI| .Kyo. nhI. qele.ge holI Aap ! AapkI rajsI holI kI tEyairya> to do mah se cl rhI hE.| jo log Aapse holI qelne Aa0>ge, ]nke cunav kI p/i¢ya lgwg smaPt ho cukI hE| holI qelne valo. ke cir5, rhn-shn, Svawav Aaid kI pUrI ivvrÌ tEyar kr lI g{ hE| [nko holI p/ix9` dene ke il0 Anek kuxl holI-vr S4an-S4an se bula0 gye hE.| r.g ke il0 3esU ke fUlo. ka 0k ]pvn tEyar ikya

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gya hE ijskI r9a ka war sO phredaro. pr hE| cO.s# p/kar ke gulalo. kI rcna krne ke il0 do sO karIgro. kI VyvS4a kI g{ hE| do sO ipckairyo. ke inma R ka kayR ivxe8 sur9a me. cl rha hE| kOn Vyi¯ iks pl me. kEse Aap pr kOn-sa r.g, iktne 9` tk fe.kega, [sko ty kr ilya gya hE| jo Aap pr r.g Dale.ge vo ]%r idxa me. Aapse bIs gj dUr ho.ge| ]nke pI7e sur9a kmRcarI tTpr rhe.ge AOr ijn pr Aap r.g Dale.ge vo piXcm idxa me. rhe.ge| ]nke ha4 me. ku7 nhI. hoga| . ]²v 0k sa>s me. sb ku7 bol g0| .]²v jI, Aapka Aiwp/ay hE ik jo hm pr r.g Dale.ge, hm ]n pr r.g nhI. Dale.ge AOr ijn pr hm r.g Dale.ge, ]nke ha4 me. ipckairya> nhI. ho.gI| ve kevl Apne }pr r.g Dlvaye.ge| ye kEsa haSyaSpd p/s.g hoga ]²v jI, Aapne kwI soca hE| AapkI nOkrxahI wI iktnI nxIlI ho gyI hE| yh Aap muzse holI iqlva rhe hE. ya ifr holI ka Sva>g krva rhe hE.? . ¡*` z>uzlakr bole| .raja to hota hI Sva>g krne ke il0 hE, &I¡*` ! grIbo. ko deqkr 0k pl me. ]ske cehre pr duq-ddR 7a jata hE AOr AmIro. ko deqkr Agle hI 9` ]ska cehra w/*3acar-sa iql jata hE| vh 0k 9` ivvah me. siMmilt hokr muSkurata hE t4a dUsre 9` xv-ya5a me. siMmilt hokr ]das ho jata hE| pr.tu ]ska ¹dy n to p/sNn hota hE AOr n duqI| vo to sicv ke khne pr [s sb ka ma5 Aiwny krta hE| . ]²v ne ¡*` ko smzaya| .raja n huAa Aiwneta ho gya ijse p/Tyek 9` [s p/kar ka Sva>g krna p e| [sse AC7a to Apna b/j p/dex 4a jha> Sva>g rcte 4e to Apne mnor.jn ke il0, yha> Sva>g rcna p rha hE jnta ko #gne ke il0 ! .. .. &I¡*` ]iµGn hokr bole| .im5, 0k AC7e raja ke ANdr 0k AC7e Aiwneta ke gu` hona prmavXyk hota hE| Agr vo AC7a Aiwneta nhI. hoga to p/ja n to ]ske il0 tailya> bja0gI AOr n ]s pr Apna ivXvas rqegI| . .nhI. ]²v hmse ye nhI. hoga| raja hone ka ye A4R kdaip nhI. hE ik Aam p/ja se vo dUr ho ja0| p/ja hmare bare me. Kya socegI? jo ¡*` kl tk b/j kI gilyo. me. holI qela krta 4a, jo Aam nagirk ke 6ro. se mKqn curaya krta 4a, vhI ¡*` s%a me. Aate hI [tna ivix*3 ho gya ik rajsI holI qel rha hE| holI wI nhI. qel rha hE, holI ka Sva>g kr rha hE| ¡*` kI 7iv mt ibga o im5, merI 7iv 0esI nhI. hE, vo to iksI wI grIb ke zop e me. 6uskr holI qel skta hE| muze ye rajsI 7iv nhI. caih0| . .7iv kI Aap icNta n kre. &I¡*`, mE.ne p/car m.5I se khkr sb p/b.2 krva ilya hE| mhl ke 0k wag me. zopi yo. ka inmaR` ikya gya hE| Aapse holI qelne ke il0 p/Tyek vgR, 2mR 0v. jait ke log holI qelne Aa0>ge| holI qelte smy Aapke p/Tyek wav-Anuwav ke sEk o. ic5 bnakr ivtirt ikye ja0>ge| raJy pr Aai4Rk s.k3 ko deqte hu0 AapkI 7iv sadI holI qelne vale kI hogI| p/ja se wI Anuro2 ikya ja0ga ik vo sadI holI qele.| Aapke µara qelI jane valI holI ka v Rn s.jy jnta ke il0 krega| . ye sunte hI, &I¡*` Vy.GyaTmk Aa¢ox ke sa4 bole, .sadI holI _ _ __ha _ _ _ha _ _ ha _ _ sadI holI ---- hmare il0 jEsI sadI holI ka p/bN2 tumne ikya hE ]se deqkr to devta wI ckra rhe ho.ge| hmarI sur9a-VyvS4a pr jo Vyy ho rha hE, ]sme. sadapn kha> rh jata hE| hme. nhI. qelnI hE 0esI ya.i5k, nIrs 0v. !kosle valI holI| hm holI qele.ge to b/j me. vrna [s bar holI nhI. qele.ge| . sc, ]s bar &I¡*` ne holI nhI. qelI|

piràm piràm piràm piràm ! berhm Aa>i2ya>berhm Aa>i2ya>berhm Aa>i2ya>berhm Aa>i2ya>

paraxr gOparaxr gOparaxr gOparaxr gO srn 6{srn 6{srn 6{srn 6{ ijs idn - Kyo. sunana cahte ho pT4ro. ko dasta>, mE.ne Apne pEt<k 6r se ye buto. ka xhr hE j_aya kro mt issikya>| ivdex ke il0 pa>v rqe Aa>q me. Aa>sU il0 Aaiq_r jgogI kb tlk,

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muze, ]sI idn AaAo tumko mE. sula dU> de ke koml 4pikya>| lgne lga 4a ik - mt rqo ]MmId vo Aayega ifr se lO3kr, ye Ab kwI vaips nhI. lO3e.ge| rote-rote qud-b-qud 4m jaye.gI ye ihcikya>|

yh dex - ijskI 7t ke Aasre jIvn ibtane kI 4I Aas, ijsme. mE. bs gya hU> ]sI beddIR ne rh-rh kr igrayI. ibjilya>| [sne muze merI pI a v mere sa4 ijn 6ro. kI rOxnI se jgmgata 4a cmn, mere smUce ra*¨ ko wI ingl ilya hE; ]nke cULho. ne jla kr q_ak kr dI biStya>| AOr Ab mE. - lO3 kr Aana kwI mt ifr se [s gulj_ar me., ApnI phcan ke il0 73p3a rha hU> ho clI vIran sarI iqliqlatI vaidya>| ik mE. kOn 4a? itnka-itnka ibqr jatI hE smUcI k_aynat, AOr kha> se Aaya hU> ! v¯ ne jb-jb clayI. berhm-sI Aa>i2ya>|

ÞÞÞ ÞÞÞ

gItgItgItgIt p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ .p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ .p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ .p/o _ wagvt p/sad im& .inyaj_ .

muqr ho rha Aaj mOn s.gIt hE

jo rha yh mn se mn kI p/Iit hE||

]pvn ka yh kona iktna xa.t hE, pr lgta ]ska mn wI ]d\w/aNt hE| t=Ao. ke iksly mano. ye khte hE. mt ka3o [nko hm [nme. rhte hE.|

jo Aa&y de ]s pr krte ho p/har tum, manv kEsI yh terI rIit hE||

inixg.2a ka p/emalap AnU#a hE, lgta ]ska p/emI ]sse +#a hE| pr vh ApnI pI a Svy. ]#ayegI, Vy4a-k4a khne n iksI se jayegI|

mnu ke v.xj ! inyit n tum phcan ske, fl yh hE .tU Apne se wywIt hE|| .

AaS4a ke t= pr 4o a ivXvas kro, mt iqltI kilyo. ka tum ]phas kro| s.xyaTma ka ivnax hota hI hE Sneh AOr &²a vi’ct\ rota hI hE|

AwI smy hE Tyago p.c ivkaro. ko, kro smpR`, p/wu kI pavn p/Iit hE||

dIpUdIpUdIpUdIpU mmta qremmta qremmta qremmta qre

.p/wa kha> ho? . rTnex ne dFtr se Aate hI roj_ kI trh Aavaj_ lga{| p/wa rso{ me. 4I ha4

2okr bahr AatI hu{ bolI - .Aaj Aapko lO3ne me. b I der ho g{? .

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.ha>, jra igrIx ke 6r =k gya 4a| ]ska 7o3a bCca b a Pyara hE| ]sI ko iqlane me. der ho g{, smy ka @yan hI nhI. rha| . rTnex kusIR pr bE#kr jUte ka fIta qolne lge| p/wa ka cehra ]tr gya|

isr zuka0-zuka0 rTnex ne ifr pU7a - .Kya kr rhI. 4I.? . A>gU#I ke ng kI Aor deqtI hu{ p/wa 2Ire se bolI, .yU> hI ku7 pkvan bna rhI 4I| holI me. Ab

der kha> hE? ds-p/Ndh idn hI to bce hE.| . .hr bar ikske il0 pkvan bnatI ho p/wa? kOn qane vala bE#a hE? igrIx ke yha> bCce A.dr se muªI wr-wr m#rI, guizya la-lakr qa rhe 4e| #Ik wI hE, bCco. ke 6r me. ye sb #Ik wI rhta hE| hm tum Kya qa0>ge, Kya ]# pa0ga? .

.car AadmI to Aate hI hE.| ]nke samne to rqna hI p ega| . p/wa ne dbI Aavaj_ me. kha| .bs, to ]tna hI bnaAo| Kya bta0> 0k hm hI Awage hE. ik --,. ve ]#kr A.dr cle g0 pr p/wa jha> kI tha> q I rh g{| Aa>qo. se Aa>sU cU p e| yh duq dono ko qa0 ja rha hE| dono. ko bCce se [tna p/em hE pr ]NhI. kI god sUnI hE| hr trh kI DaK3rI ja>c, dvada+, yha> tk ik za fU>k wI krva cuke 4e| Ab to mn ko wI smza ilya 4a pr.tu yh duq Kya smzane se dUr hota hE? dUsro. ko bCco. me. mgn deqkr Apna ¹dy ro ]#ta hE| rat ko qana qate hu0 rTnex ne pU7a, .Kya-Kya pkvan bna Dale tumne? . ihcikcate hu0 p/wa ne do-car cIj_o. ke nam igna0 ifr mOn sa2e pit ko qate deqtI rhI| kax [nkI 4alI ke pas 7o3I-sI 4alI AOr lgI hotI| .suin0, 0k bar Ana4aly cil0 n? sal sva-sal wr ka bCca iml skta hE . p/wa ne sahs b3orte hu0 kha| .p/wa mE. tuMharI pI a smzta hU>| mera mn wI kwI-kwI w3k jata hE| dUsro. ke bCco. ko h>sta-qelta deqta hU> to ¹dy me. wala-sa cuwta hE pr.tu ibna pircy ke bCce ko god lene kI bat gle se ]trtI nhI. hE| Ana4aly me. 0ese hI bCce imle.ge| .

.suna hE ixxu sdn me. 0ese bCce wI plte hE. jo du6R3na me. Ana4 hu0 ho. ya -- . .mE. kl pta k+>ga p/wa leikn [tna man lo ik sb waGy se imlta hE| mE.ne to Apne ko iksI

hd tk smza ilya hE| . .twI to Aaj igrIx babU ke bCco. me. 6.3o. qo0 rhe| Aapka jI to nana p/kar kI bato. me. lg

jata hE, mera smy to nhI. k3ta hE| . p/wa Apne ko s>wal n skI| 6u3ne ke bIc mu>h i7pakr ffk p I| rTnex se ku7 khte n bna| ++++ jula{ kI rat| tej v8aR ho rhI 4I| rh-rhkr ibjlI cmk rhI 4I| do idn hu0 rTnex dOre pr bahr g0 hu0 4e| 6r pr p/wa AkelI hI 4I| jI to nhI. kr kr rha 4a ifr wI do kOr qane ke [rade se vh cOke kI Aor b“I hI 4I ik lga bahr ka ikva iksI ne jor se 2kela| [tnI rat g0 kOn Aa skta hE? ko{ cor bdmax to nhI.? becarI p/wa ishr ]#I| ]sne caro. Aor nj_r dO a{| ko{ 0esa-vEsa Aa gya to? [tne me. scmuc bahr ka drvaj_a ifr q q aya| [s bar 6.3I wI bj ]#I|

.kOn hE? . ka>ptI-sI Aavaj_ inklI p/wa ke gle se| .mMma ., 0k nNhI.-sI Aavaj_ ichu>k kr mano ro ]#I| n jane p/wa ko Kya huAa| dO kr bahr

ke drvaj_e ke pas ph>ucI AOr 0k hI z3ke me. ]se qol Dala| ]2r q a 4a panI se trbtr wIga, 0k e“-do-sal ka nNha-sa bCca|

ikva qulte hI bCce ne ApnI gorI-gorI ba>he. fEla dI.| n jane kOn-sa Aak8R` 4a ]n ba>ho. me., p/wa ne ]se lpk kr god me. ]#aya AOr 7atI se icpka ilya| balk ka rona b“ gya|

.mMma . bCce ne p/wa kI gdRn ke caro. Aor ba>ho. ka 6era AOr ks idya| ]s SpxR me. kEsa jadU 4a, p/wa ka sara xrIr roma.ict ho ]#a|

.be3e, tum yha> kEse Aa g0? kOn hE tuMhare sa4? p/Xn pU7ne ke sa4 hI sa4 ]sne bahr dUr-dUr tk nj_r dO a{| khI. ko{ nhI. 4a| bCce se ]%r kI Aaxa krna Vy4R 4a| vh 7ata lgakr, 3acR

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lekr bahr Aa{ leikn ko{ nhI. idqla{ idya| mn me. huAa ko{ jan-bUzkr to nhI. 7o gya hE? khI. raSta w3k kr n cla Aaya ho bCca? iksI pas-p osI ka wI bCca nhI. hE| 2Ire se ikva b.d krke ]sne ka>pte hu0 bCce ke Aa>sU po.7e| kp e bdlna bhut j+rI 4a pr Kya phna0? ]ske pas bCce ke il0 kp e hE. hI. kha>? AlmarI se Apna 0k Bla]j inkalne lgI to @yan Aa gya| wtIje p/kax ke il0 n0 kp e islva0 4e - vh rqe hE.| lgwg yh wI p/kax kI hI ]m/ ka hoga - xayd [se Aa ja0>| ha4-mu>h po.7kr b e Sneh se p/wa ne bCce ko kp e phna0| balk ka gora r.g, h>sta cehra, tIqe nak-nKx, gol-m3ol xrIr p/wa ko selUla$yD ke iqlOne-sa lg rha 4a| .Kya nam hE tuMhara? . p/wa ne ]sse Pyar se pU7a|

.dIpU ., 4o I der cup rhkr bCce ne b I smzdarI se rhSyod\6a3n ikya| .dIpU be3e ko wUq lgI hE? . gdRn ihlakr dIpU ne [2r-]2r deqa| h>skr p/wa ne ]se god me. ]#a ilya|

roi3yo. ke 7o3e-7o3e kOr iqlate hu0 ]ska soya mat<Tv jag ]#a| vh wUl g{ ik iks gEr ke bCce ko qana iqla rhI hE| AaTmivwor p/wa 3k3kI lga0 dIpU ka su.dr muq inhartI nhI. 4k rhI 4I| dIpU so gya to ifr 0k bar bahr jakr za>ka xayd ko{ bCce ko “U>“ rha ho| hLkI-hLkI v8aR AwI wI ho rhI 4I| p/wa s k tk jakr deq Aa{, ko{ nhI. 4a| lO3kr Aa{| dIpU prm iniXcNt-sa so rha 4a| p.qe kI hva se ]ske wUre-wUre 6>u6rale bal ma4e pr ] rhe 4e| iktna Pyara bCca hE, kax yh Apna hota| [skI ma> qUb ro rhI hogI| pta nhI. wgvan kOn-sI prI9a le rhe hE.| ikska bCca, kha> wej idya hE? muze Vy4R kI mmta fa>s legI to mE. khI. kI n rh>UgI| kl [ske 6r vale “U>“kr le ja0>ge tb to dena hI p ega| do-tIn idn me. rTnex lO3 Aa0>ge| Agr tb tk [se ko{ nhI. le gya to? Kya khe.ge? qUb guSsa ho.ge? dIpU ko khI. inkal n de.? Aoh, mE. 0esa n hone dU>gI| [tna Pyara nNha-sa bCca, kEsa .mMma . bulata hE| p/wa ne zukkr sote dIpU ke gal cUm il0| dUsra AOr tIsra idn wI [sI p/tI9a me. inkl gya ik ko{ Aakr dIpU ko le ja0ga| ko{ Aaya nhI. [sse p/wa s.tu*3 AOr p/sNn 4I| mn se xayd vh yhI cahtI 4I pr pit ka Dr ]se yh socne ko mjbUr kr rha 4a ik dIpU ke 6rvale Aakr le jate to AC7a rhta|

dIpU Apne me. mgn idnwr qelta rhta| igr jata ifr wI h>sta| ]skI AdaAo. pr p/wa ka tn-mn NyO7avr huAa ja rha 4a| 7o3e-7o3e da>to. se sje mu>h ko qolkr jb vh h>sta to p/wa ka mn ]se god se icp3a lene ko mcl ]#ta| mMma AOr dIpU be3e ke rat-idn 0k ho g0 4e| jb vh qata, tb vh wI qatI, jb vh nhata twI p/wa ko wI nhane ka @yan Aata, jb vh 4kkr so jata tb khI. jakr p/wa Aaram kr patI|

6r me. iqlOne kha> 4e? qud dIpU ko lekr bahr jane ka sahs nhI. 4a, khI. ko{ [ske bare me. pU7 n bE#e| dIpU ko vh drvaj_e kI trf nhI. jane detI, khI. ]ske 6rvale n deq le.| k{ roj_ se kam krne valI wI nhI. Aa rhI 4I, nhI. to ]sI se ku7 m>gva letI| vEse AC7a hI 4a jo vo 7u©I pr 4I vrna 6r-6r bat fEl jatI ik ]ske yha> 0k bCca hE| k{ bar ]sne dIpU se ]ske ma>-ipta, 6r ke bare me. pU7a pr.tu vh nNha-sa bCca cupcap ]ska mu>h deqta rh jata| ++++

.yh ikska bCca hE p/wa? . dIpU pr nj_r p te hI rTnex ne pU7a| k{ idno. se Apne ko [s p/Xn ka ]%r dene ke il0 tEyar krtI p/wa tur.t ku7 nhI. kh skI| AaXcyR se rTnex ko deqta huAa vh p/wa ka Aa>cl pk e-pk e ifr rha 4a| .Aap ha4-mu>h 2o[0, mE. cay lekr AatI hU>| . pit ke samne p/wa Jyada der n #hr skI| dIpU ifr Aa>gn me. ]7l-]7l kr qelne lga| cay pIte hu0 rTnex ne pTnI kI Aor p/XnsUck d<i*3 DalI to p/wa ne 2Ire se sarI bat bta dI| 4o I der cup rhne ke bad rTnex bole, .tumne bCce ko [tne idn rok kr #Ik nhI. ikya| jb ko{ lene nhI. Aaya to dUsre hI idn [se puils ke hvale kr dena 4a| ve ]ske ma>-bap ka pta lgakr sO.p dete| Aaj hI [se 7o Aa}>ga| .

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p/wa ka fk cehra deqa to smzate hu0 bole, .dUsre ka bCca hE, i7n to ja0ga hI, ifr Kyo. mmta b“atI ho? .

b e rone-2one ke bad dIpU 3a$fI, ca$kle3 kI lalc me. rTnex ke sa4 jane ko tEyar huAa| phnkr Aa0 hu0 kp e phnate smy p/wa kI Aa>qe. n jane iktnI bar wr-wr Aa{..| yh to hona hI 4a ifr wI car-pa>c idn me. nNha dIpU jEse Apne haD-ma>s ka 3uk a bn gya 4a| phle do idn to nI.d hI nhI. Aa{ ifr to yU> lgne lga jEse dIpU ko gle lga0 jNm-jNmaNtr se sotI Aa rhI hE|

dIpU ko iqlane, nhlane, sulane me. kha> se sara smy inkl jata 4a, ku7 pta hI nhI. clta 4a| Ab to sara kam hI qTm ho ja0ga| ijtne pap , m#rI qurme. bna0 4e, dIpU ne pa>c hI idn me. qTm kr id0 4e| sc me. Ab kOn qa0ga? dIpU jate smy ApnI wa8a me. p/wa ko smza gya ik vo jLdI Aa ja0ga| ]ska .mMma, lona mt ., sunkr vh Apne ko rok n skI| drvaj_a b.d krke k3e pe -sI p/wa Aakr ibStr pr igr p I|

pu=8 ko smzana iktna ki#n hota hE| ma> ke mn kI wUq bCce ke Alava kOn buza skta hE? rTnex ma> ke ¹dy ka ddR kwI nhI. jan ske.ge|

6.3e wr bad rTnex lO3e| p/wa kI lal sUjI Aa>qe. deqkr hI vh smz g0 ik vh AwI tk ro rhI 4I| n to ]sne ku7 pU7a, n ]nse ku7 btate bna| ve dIpU ko b I muiXklo. se droga jI ke pas bE#akr wag Aa0 4e|

dUsre idn ]nka mn n mana| dFtr se lO3te smy 4ane ja phu>ce| droga sahb ]Nhe. deqte hI ixkaytI lhj_e me. bole, .sahb, kEsa bCca Aap 7o g0 hE.| kl se n qaya hE, n ipya hE, bs mMma-mMma kr rha hE| n ho Aap [se le ja{0, ko{ pU7ta huAa Aa0ga to phu>ca idya ja0ga| .

bhana bna kr rTnex ne droga se pI7a 7u aya pr.tu 6r pr ]das AOr duqI p/wa ko deqkr socne lge l ke ko le Aate to AC7a rhta| p/wa se k{ bar bat krne kI koixx kI pr .ha>, hU> . ke Alava vh bolI hI nhI.| bCce ke p/it mmta rTnex ke mn me. wI jag rhI 4I| 4a to b a Pyara-sa bCca, hjR hI Kya 4a Agr vh yhI. rhta? km se km ku7 idn to p/wa mat<Tv ka suq ]#atI| 0k hI idn me. kEsa muzaR g{ hE? kax mEne. [tnI jLdbajI n kI hotI| Ab ho hI Kya skta hE?

cupcap bE#e Aqbar p“ rhe 4e| Daikya Dak de gya 4a| iksI Apirict kI ilqav3 lg rhI 4I| }pr pta wI AjIb-sa 4a| p5 p/wa ke il0 4a| b.d ilfafa ]Nho.ne cULhe ke pas bE#I p/wa ko de idya|

p5 p“kr p/wa ka cehra dmk ]#a| futIR se ]#kr rTnex ke pas phu>cI AOr p5 dete hu0 bolI, .[se p“kr to deiq0, dIpU ke il0 ilqa hE| .

p5 ilqne valI ko{ }8a 4I ijNhone. xahjha>pur se dIpU ke bare me. sarI sUcna wejI 4I| ]nke p5 ka sara.x 4a ik ]nke p osI SvgIRy rmexcNd/ kI m<Tyu lgwg 7: mah phle hu{ 4I| ]NhI. ka De“ sal ka bCca dIpk ]sI idn se Ana4 ho gya 4a| dIpU kI ma> bCce ko jNm dete hI mr g{ 4I| }8a jI ne ]se Apne pas rqa 4a ikNtu Acank pit kI nOkrI 7U3 jane se b e Aai4Rk s.k3 me. p g{ hE.| rTnex ke god lene vale iv)apn ko deqkr dIpU ko 7o ne Aa{ 4I. ikNtu A.t me. sahs n b3or skI. AOr bCce ko cupcap drvaj_e pr 7o kr lO3 g{.| ]Nho.ne Aaxa p/k3 kI 4I ik dIpU qUb qux hoga| ]se god lene ka Aag/h wI ikya 4a| sa4 hI 0k bar xahjha>pur jakr dIpU ke ipta kI 4o I-bhut s.pi% kI VyvS4a krne ke il0 wI ilqa 4a|

p5 p“kr rTnex ne p/wa kI Aor deqa| p/wa bolI, .god lene ka iv)apn kEsa? .Are, mEne hI inklvaya 4a| . pTnI ke cehre pr AaXcyR ke wav deqkr h>se, . Ab tumse ApnI hr kmj_orI kI Kya ccaR krta? .

p/wa wI h>s dI, .Ab Kya soca? .socna kEsa? cPpl phn AaAo, 7ata wI sa4 le lo| clo dIpU ko le Aa0>| . .sc Aapne ty kr ilya hE? . p/wa ko rTnex kI bato. pr ivXvas nhI. ho rha 4a| .

.sc me. p/wa, dIpU ne n isf_R tuMhara biLk mera wI mn jIt ilya hE| jLdI kro lO3te smy bajar se ]ske il0 kp e AOr iqlOne lU>ga| 3a$fI, ca$kle3 wI ]se idlana hE| ifr tuMhe. 6r 7o kr p.iDt ke 6r jana hE| . rTnex kI Aavaj_ se km ]Tsah nhI. zlk rha 4a|

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.p.iDt Kya kre.ge? . p/wa ke pa>v hI n ]# rhe 4e| .jo kam krna hE ]sme. der Kyo. kI ja0? mE. kl hI dIpU ko god lU>ga| AC7a Ab 0k wI

sval nhI.| jLdI clo vrna der ho ja0gI| zola wI le lena, mEda, 6I, cInI wI to lena hE vrna dIpU jI Kya qa0>ge? .

h>skr p/wa drvaj_e ka tala b.d krte hu0 bolI, .r.g wI [s bar qUb sara qrIid0ga| ]Nhe. holI qelna Aata hI kha> hE, r.g igra0>ge., fEla0>ge.| wavI mata kI Aa>qo. ke Aage holI ka d<Xy zlk ]#a|

dono lMbe-lMbe Dg wrte 4ane kI Aor b“e ja rhe 4e|

subh se subh tksubh se subh tksubh se subh tksubh se subh tk

guàn.d 4pilyalguàn.d 4pilyalguàn.d 4pilyalguàn.d 4pilyal p/a` iqlne lge, Jyoit zrne lgI, 9i`k muSkurakr buzI dIpmala, sa>z hone lgI, dIp jlne lge, iniv ¢Ur tm ne ]se lU3 Dala, jle ku7 Svy., ku7 buzaye gye,-- w3kte hu0 p4 idvs “>U“te hE.-- ifr ggn se 2ra tk A.2era vhI hE| ¹dy se ¹dy tk A>2era vhI hE| Any wavna ke Ady gIt ga0, tuMhe. mE. puka+>, muze tum pukaro, inp3 Sva4R ke dIp hmne jla0, tuMhe. mE. inha+>, muze tum inharo, 7lI Jyoit hmne, 7le hm g0 hE.-- n mE. sun skU>ga, n tum deq paAo- mnuj se mnuj tk A>2era vhI hE| pi4k se pi4k tk A>2era vhI hE| ArI dIp-mala ! ArI Jyoit-reqa ! A>2ero. se Aav<t yha> ga>v gilya>, ye jlna-t pna tuMhara wI deqa; A>2ero. me. mntI yha> r.g-rilya>, nhI. lO3 wart AwI ram Aaye-- yh Jyoit ]Tsv wla kb i3kega-- ivipn se ngr tk A>2era vhI hE| subh se subh tk A>2era vhI hE|

iiiihtE8IhtE8IhtE8IhtE8I m2up xmaR m2up xmaR m2up xmaR m2up xmaR

muze [s bStI me. rhte hu0 pE.tIs sal se J_yada ho g0| AOr Aap shI-shI ihsab pU7e. to 7%Is sal pa>c mhIne AOr _ _ _pr 7oi 0 n, mhIne AOr idn ignane se Kya fayda? khna to muze yh hE ik [n pE>tIs-7%Is salo. me., vEse to hr jgh swI ku7 bdl gya hE| khI. km khI. Jyada| AOr bdlna wI caih0| yhI j_mane ka dStUr hE| leikn mera vaSta [sI bStI se rha hE, [sil0 [sI kI bat khta hU>|

]n idno. yha> Aa#-ds 7o3e-7o3e ka$3ej-numa b>gle huAa krte 4e AOr ]nme. Aa#-ds pirvar rhte 4e| hr AadmI 0k-dUsre ko janta 4a| 0k-dUsre ke suq-duq me. xaiml hota 4a| Apnepn AOr wa{care kI 0k wInI-wInI sug.2 hmexa [s bStI me. mhktI rhtI 4I| Ab ]n b>glo. kI jgh }>cI-}>cI [marte. ]g Aa{ hE.| 0k-0k [mart me. k{-k{ FlE3, AOr 0k-0k FlE3 me. k{-k{ rhne vale| xhr kI ijs ghma-ghmI se k.3al kr [s ]pngr kI [s 7o3I-sI 0ka.t bStI me. xr` lI 4I, vhI ghma-ghmI yha> wI Aa g{| AOr ve sare purane pirict cehre wI [s wI me., pta nhI. kha> qo g0| Apnepn AOr wa{care kI wInI-wInI sug.2 ke S4an pr Ab yha> Sva4R kI dugRN2 hI J_yada hE| iksI ko ko{ kam hoga to dUr se hI pukarta huAa cla Aa0ga, AOr kam nhI. hoga to pas se yU> guj_r ja0ga ik jEse kwI imle hI nhI. 4e|

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Apne kmre kI [s iq kI ke samne bE#kr jb mE. ilqa krta 4a, tb merI pTnI kwI pU7tI, .iq kI se bahr Kya deq rhe ho? . to 7e ta huAa mE. khta, .AwI-AwI 0k suNdrI gujrI hE ]2r se, m3ktI hu{, ]sI ko deqkr 0k xer bn gya hE, sunogI? . .n baba n, muze nhI. sunne tuMhare xer-ver| sBjI c“akr Aa{ hU>, jl ja0gI| .

kwI-kwI pTnI khtI, .nj_re. to khI. dUr i3kI rhtI hE. tuMharI, ilqte Kya ho? . mE. khta 4a, .]s nale ke par vh zop p©I deq rhI ho? . .roj_ hI deqtI hU>| xam ko xrab pIkr Kya 2mal krte hE. vo log| .

.tum isfR_ ]nkI 2mal suntI ho, mE. ]s zop p©I me. jNm lene valI khainyo. ko sunta hU>, jo ]s trf_ se Aane valI hvaAo. ke zoke. muze suna jate hE.| .

.AC7a baba sunte rho tum| tum logo. kI to duinya> hI inralI hE| mE. ixk.jvI latI hU> tuMhare il0| .

Ab [sI iq kI ko qolta hU> to samne valI [mart ke ip7le ihSse kI spa3 dIvar pr lge hu0, guslqano. AOr rso{6ro. se ]trte hu0, lohe ke mo3e-mo3e pa[po. ke Alava AOr ku7 idqa{ nhI. deta| ku7 suna{ deta hE to ]s ibiL .g ke bCco. ka xor ya 2m\-2m\ bjta huAa kanfoDU ivdexI s.gIt| [sI iq kI ke samne bE#ta 4a to iktnI q_uxgvar hva AatI 4I| subh ke smy iktnI mI#I-mI#I 2Up hotI 4I| ku7 pEsevalo. ne imlkr mere ihSse kI 2Up AOr hva wI h p lI|

mE.ne kha 4a ik [s wI me. sare purane pirict cehre khI. qo g0| [s k4n me. j_ra-sI trmIm kI j+rt hE, sare nhI. Ai2ktr, Kyo.ik Ab wI 0k cehra 0esa hE jo AKsr ]wrkr samne Aa jata hE, AOr ]s cehre ka nam hE, cMpklal cO2rI, ]fR_ cMpk wa{, ]f_R icpKkU caca| yh AaiqrI nam merI b I ibi3ya ne ]Nhe. idya 4a| 0k idn drvaj_e pr q3q3 hu{| ibi3ya ne drvaj_a qola AOr Aakr bolI, vhI hE. Aapke icpkU _ _ _caca| mE. bahr ke kmre me. gya to deqa cMpk wa{ 4e| 9`wr ke il0 to mE. ApnI ibi3ya kI sUzbUz pr hEran rh gya| iktna shI AOr s3Ik nam idya 4a ]sne, shj hI| drAsl cMpk wa{ ka kam hI ku7 0esa hE ik icpke. nhI., to kam nhI. hota| AOr k{ bar to icpke rhne se wI kam nhI. hota, jEsa ik mere kes me.| ip7le pCcIs sal se cMpk wa{ [s koixx me. rhe hE. ik mE. ]nkI mafRt jIvn-bIma krva lU>| b e-b e tkR id0, b I-b I }>c-nIc smza{, n{-n{ lawkarI yojna0> bta{.| pr muze nhI. krvana 4a, mE.ne nhI. krvaya| leikn ]nkI wI ihMmt AOr hOsle kI dad denI p egI ik vh AwI tk inrax nhI. hu0| ha>, Ab ]Nho.ne bIma krvane ke il0 khna 7o idya hE, leikn yh j+r btate rhte hE., ik ku7 sal phle iktna lgane se Ab iktna ho gya hota| .ma4ur ne ApnI dono. l ikyo. kI xaidya> bIme ke hI pEse se inb3a{ hE., AOr c¢vtIR ko deqo, iktna b a mkan bnva rha hE| .

.Kya krega [s bu“ape me. mkan bnvakr? . mE.ne kha| to tpak se bole, .KyU>, l ka nhI. hE Kya ]nke? ]ske il0 bnva rha hE| .

0ese mOk_e pr muze hmexa yad Aa jatI hE. iksI p/cIn kiv kI p.i¯ya>, .pUt spUt to Kyo. 2n s.cE, pUt kpUt to Kyo. 2n s.cE| .

c.pk wa{ jb wI Aate hE, svere ke smy hI Aate hE.| ]s idn wI ]Nho.ne subh sa“e Aa# bje ha>k lga{, .p.iDt jI 6r me. hE.? . AOr [sse phle kI mE. Apna vaKy, .ha>, ha> Aa ja{0,. pUra k+>, vo pdaR h3akr drvaj_e me. daiql ho cuke 4e|

mE. ip7le ku7 idno. se ApnI ku7 khainyo., kivtaAo. ko VyviS4t krne ke mUD me. 4a| pl.g pr kag_j_o. AOr f_a[lo. ke “er lge 4e| pas kI 7o3I mej_ wI iktabo. se p3I p I 4I AOr yha> tk ik kusIR pr wI ku7 puranI pi5ka0> rqI hu{ 4I.| c.pk wa{ ne b I betkuLluf_I ke sa4 kusIR pr se pi5ka0> ]#akr merI trf_ b“ate hu0 pU7a, .kha> kI tEyarI ho rhI hE? khI. ja rhe hE. Kya? .

mE.ne ku7 f_lsf_ana A.daj_ me. kha, .ha> cMpk wa{, jana to hE hI, der sver, ]sI A.itm ya5a se phle [n kagj_o. me. ibqrI p>UjI ko sme3 ja}> to #Ik rhe| .

drAsl ip7le kaf_I smy se mn me. bar-bar Aa rha 4a ik ij_NdgI ka Kya wrosa| g_j_lo., khainyo. ko ku7 VyviS4t +p de dU> to xayd iksI ke ku7 kam Aa jaye.| leikn cMpk wa{ ke idmag_

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tk merI bat nhI. phu>cI| ]Nho.ne kag_j_o. pr qulI p I jNmp5I ko ]#ate hu0 kha, .Are p.iDt jI, Aap jNmp5I wI deq lete hE., muze to malUm hI nhI. 4a| .

mE.ne kha, .p.iDto. ka to kam hI hE p5I deqna, ya p5a deqna| . .mE. wI Apne 6rvalo. kI jNmpi5ya> idqa}>ga Aapko| yh p5I to AapkI hE| Kya boltI hE?.

.yhI boltI hE ik claclI ka smy Aa gya| . .mtlb? . .Kya c.pk wa{, AadmI kI claclI ka mtlb nhI. smzte Aap? . c.pk wa{ 4o I-sI der ke il0 ku7 hEran-se nj_r Aa0| ifr xayd ]nka @yan gya merI k{

idno. kI b“I hu{ da“I pr, mere ibqre hu0 balo. pr, AOr ijSm pr ilp3I hu{ cadr pr, jo svere kI qunkI kI vj_h se mE.ne Ao“I hu{ 4I| bole, .AapkI tbIyt wI _ _ | . AOr vaKy pUra krne se phle hI vh b e jor se ##akr h>s id0| yh ]nkI qas Aadt hE ik jb ko{ bat j_ban se khnI n ho to vo [sI trh #haka lga dete hE. AOr bat Aa{-g{ ho jatI hE|

tink ]lzn ke bad c.pk wa{ ne iv8y bdlte hu0 pukar kr kha, .wawI jI naXta bna rhI hE. Kya? mE. le3 to nhI. ho gya? .

jvab mE.ne idya, .Aap le3 to nhI. hE. c.pk wa{, leikn naXta bnane valI, Aap kI wawI bahr g{ hu{ hE., k{ idno. se, b I ibi3ya ke pas| .

yha> yh bta dena j_+rI hE ik merI pTnI pakxaS5 me. inpu` hE. AOr ]nka sbse b a xOk hE AC7a qana bnana AOr dUsro. ko iqlakr, qud t<Pt hona| qaskr jb se mE.ne prhej_ xu+ ikya hE, tb se vh dUsro. ko iqlakr hI Apna xOk pUra kr patI hE.| ]nke bna0 hu0 AalU ke pra#e, mUlI ke pra#e, me4I ke pra#e, besnI pra#e, AjvaynI pra#e, vgE_ra-vg_Era ka Svad, 6r me. bna0 hu0 k{ trh ke Acaro. ke sa4, c.pk wa{ wI ip7le ku7 salo. me., k{ bar le cuke hE.| AOr subh sa“e Aa# bje ke k_rIb vh jb wI Aate hE.; [sI [rade se Aate hE.|

]s idn 6or inraxa kI-sI halt me. vo ]#te hu0 bole, .AC7a to clta hU>, khI. 6r me. wI naXta qTm n ho ja0| .

c.pk wa{ cle g0 naXte kI if¢ me., mE. ifr Apne kam me. lg gya| ]sI idn rat ko p osI kpUr sahb kI l kI Aa{| Ple3 me. rqa 0k b a-sa ba}l ha4 me.

4a| b e Ai2kar ke se Svr me. bolI, .lIij0 yh sUp, AwI pI lIij0, gmR gmR| . .pr mE. to _ _ _. .hm jante hE. Aap vEjI3eiryn hE.| mMmI ne yh vejI3ebl sUp Aapke il0 bnaya hE, qaskr| . .pr merI bat to suno _ _ _. .muze ku7 nhI. sunna| cupcap pI lIij0| qana AwI bn rha hE, 4o I der me. la}>gI| . .Aoho, deqo qana to Aajkl mE. qa hI nhI. rha hU>| isf_R dU2, fl AOr kCcI siBj_ya> leta

hU>| deq lo, if/j wra p a hE| . vh ku7 der cup rhI, ifr bolI, .AC7a yh sUp to pI lIij0| . ]ske ha4 se Ple3 lekr mE.ne mej_ pr rqte hu0 kha, .AwI bhut gmR hE, tum iniXcNt rho, mE.

4o I der bad pI lU>ga| . Aa2e 6.3e bad vo qalI btRn lene Aa{, to bolI, .Aap hE. b e qrab, A.kl| . m.Ene svailya

nj_ro. se ]skI trf_ deqa, to khne lgI, .iktne idno. se tbIyt qrab hE AOr Aapne btaya tk nhI.| . .pr tuMhe. iksne _ _ _. .KyU>, hme. Kya idqa{ nhI. de rha hE? DEDI ne kha hE, Aap yh bIc ka drvaj_a qol dIij0,

taik rat ko wI Aakr hm deq to ske. ik kEsI tbIyt hE AapkI| p osI hI p osI ke kam nhI. Aaya to kOn Aa0ga| .

.tum icNta mt kro sIma, mE. to #Ik h>U| . sIma clI g{ pr mere samne 0k b a warI p/XnicNh 7o g{, jo bar-bar isr ]#akr Aa q a

hota 4a| [s pirvar ke sa4 to kaf_I AseR se batcIt wI nhI. rhI, ifr Acank yh hmddIR AOr

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Apnapn KyU>? Aaiqrkar yhI sockr mn ko smzaya ik j_mane me. Apnapn AwI im3a nhI., kaf_I ma5a me. bak_I hE|

dUsre idn svere ivjyis.h Aa0| Aate hI phle to doStI pr wa8` idya, ku7 AadxR doSto. ke ]dahr` bta0| ifr yh yad idlaya ik hm 0k hI [lak_e ke rhnevale hE.| hmare ga>v pas-pas hE.| hmare bap-dada 0k-dUsre ke b e AC7e doSt 4e| 0k bar ga>v me. Daka p a to ]nke iptajI ne, ApnI jan ko qtre me. Dalkr, hmare pirvar kI r9a kI 4I| AOr ifr muze f3karte hu0-se bole, .b e Af_sos kI bat hE wa{sahb| xmR ke mare mE. to j_mIn me. g a ja rha hU>| Aapne hme. [tna praya smza ik ApnI bImarI kI qbr tk hme. nhI. dI| mana ik ip7le ku7 AseR se Aapke pas Aa nhI. paya| Apne hI z.z3o. me. ku7 [tna ]lza rha hU> ik Kya bta}>, pr Aapse yh ]MmId ibLkul nhI. 4I wa{sahb ik Aap hme. [s layk_ wI nhI. smze.ge ik bula wejte| .

.pr is.h sahb Aap _ _ _. .AjI Kya is.h sahb wa{ sab, hme. to b a naj_ 4a AapkI doStI pr| b e f_q/ se mE. ij_¢

ikya krta 4a , AapkI AOr ApnI doStI ka| Ab Kya mu>h idqa}>ga logo. ko, jb ]Nhe. pta lgega ik Aapne _ _ _.

.merI bat to suin0 Aap _ _ _. .Ab ku7 nhI. sunU>ga mE.| Aap kI wawI to ro-rokr hlkan hu{ ja rhI hE.| mu>h A>2ere se mere pI7e

p I hE, ik jaAo wa{sahb kI tbIyt pU7 kr AaAo| mE.ne surex ko wI f_on kr idya hE ik 0k-do idn me. hI bhU ko lekr cla Aa0| .

.leikn is.h sahb _ _ _| . mE.ne k{ bar koixx kI, ApnI bat khne kI, leikn ivjyis.h 4e ik muze bolne ka mOk_a hI nhI. de rhe 4e| [s bar wI merI bat ko Ansuna krte hu0 bole, .Kyo. vh Aapka ku7 nhI. lgta Kya? ]se to Aapne god me. iqlaya hE| Aapka hk_ hE ]s pr, AOr ]ska fj_R hE AapkI seva krna| mE.ne saf_ kh idya hE ]se, vha> ssural me. p e rhne kI j+rt nhI., dono jne yha> Aakr xmaR A.kl ke sa4 rho AOr ]nkI deqwal kro| wawI jI ke hote hu0 wI Aapka to 0k kmra qalI hI p a rhta hE| bhU 6r me. hogI to wawI jI ko wI shara rhega| Ab ]nkI ]m/ wI ko{ kam krne kI 4o e hI hE| AC7a to Ab mE. clta hU>| Aaif_s ke il0 der ho ja0gI| . khte-khte ivjyis.h ]# q e hu0 AOr mE>ne ifr 0k bar koixx kI| mE.ne kha, .is.h sahb mE. to ibLkul #Ik hU>, wla-c.ga _ _ . pr merI bat ifr A2UrI hI rh g{| vh bole, .bs-bs, Ab Aapko ku7 wI khne kI j+rt nhI.| hmare hote hu0 Aapko tklIf_ ho i2Kkar hE hm pr| . AOr vo cle g0| sIma ke p/XnicNh se wI khI. b a p/XnicNh q a krke|

idn me. SkUl jane se phle sIma ifr Aa{| bIc ke drvaj_e ka tala qol dene kI bat ko lekr bhut [srar krne lgI| mE.ne cawI “U>“ne ka vayda krke pI7a 7u aya| kpUr sahb wI Aa0, hmddIR j_aihr krke cle g0| dophr ko &ImtI xIla is.h Aa{.| ivjyis.h kI bhut-sI bato. ko dohrakr clI g{.| mE.ne ku7 wI khna if_jUl smzkr cup rhna hI #Ik smza| leikn p/XnicNh AOr b e, AOr b e hote ja rhe 4e| dophr ko 0k 6.3a sone kI Aadt 4I, leikn ]NhI. p/XnicNho. kI bdOlt ]s idn so wI nhI. ska|

]sI idn xam ko p/XnicNho. ne AOr wI ivra3 +p le ilya| sat bjte-bjte bkul wa{ w© Aa0| yh mere mkan mailk hE.| VyaparI AadmI hE.| pEse se b a, AadmI ko to Kya, wgvan ko wI nhI. mante| do ke car AOr car ke Aa# kEse bne., idn-rat [sI ]2e -bun me. rhte hE.| muk_d\dr wI sa4 de rha hE| jha> wI ha4 Dalte hE., munaf_e me. rhte h.E| Anaj kI m.DI se lekr xeyr baj_ar tk me. ]nko sb jante hE.| s.gIt sMmeln se lekr muxayre tk me. =ic rqte hE.| sal-7: mhIne me. jb wI kwI imlte hE., to ku7 xer sunane kI f_maRyx j+r krte hE.| bs [tnI hI smanta hE hmarI =icyo. me. ik xer mE. ilqta hU> AOr ]Nhe. sunne ka xOk_ hE| Ab sunne ka xOk_ hE, to smzne kI wI slaihyt ho, yh to j+rI nhI.| 0k bar gayk jgjItis.h ka p/og/am 4a| hm dono. hI vha> 4e| mE. 0k &ota kI hEisyt se AOr vo Apne c.de ke j_or pr kayR¢m ke Aayojko. se ju e, shayk se¢e3rI ke +p me.| gayk ka Svagt ]Nho.ne hI ikya, ApnI A2kcra g_j_l ke sa4| 0k xer Aap wI sun lIij0|

g_j_l ka tjuRma hE jgjIt is.hjI,

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wI kI Aavaj_ hE jgjIt is.hjI| xer smzne kI 4o I-sI slaihyt hogI to Aap wI j+r xmR-sar ho ja0>ge| leikn bkul wa{ b e chk-chkkr sunate rhe| AOr ]Nhe. dad dene valo. kI wI kmI nhI. 4I| qEr _ _ _ ]s idn bkul wa{ ko deqkr ku7 hEranI to j_+r hu{ pr ifr soca, xayd xer sunne kI hu k ]#I hogI| leikn bat ]Nho.ne wI ]sI sur me. kI, jo sur svere se sunta Aaya 4a| ]lahna dete hu0 bole, . vah wa{sab vah| Aapka wI jvab nhI.| Are Aaps me. [tna s.koc kahe ka| j_ra 0k bar 3eilf_on kr dete, hm dO e-dO e Aate, ]sI smy Da$K3r ko wej dete| pr ha>, nMbr sare bdl g0 hE. n, Aap f_on krte wI to kEse| pr Aapka nMbr wI to bdla hoga| qEr _ _ _yh lIij0 mera kaDR| _ _c _ _c __ _ iktnI tbIyt qrab kr lI AOr hme. btaya tk nhI.| pr Ab if_kr nhI. krna| AC7e se AC7a Da$K3r bula[0, AOr Aap cahe. to ku7 idno. ke il0 AC7e-se nisR.g hom me. jakr Aaram kIij0| _ _ _ .pr bkul se# Aap to jante hE., mere damad ka ASptal hE [tna b a| j_+rt hogI to _ _. .pr mE. yh wI janta hU> ik Aap hE. b e s.kocI Svawav ke| iksI ko wI tklIf_ de ke raj_I nhI.| . khte khte ]Nho.ne Apne sf_arI ko3 kI jeb me. se 0k ilfaf_a inkala AOr mere pas rqte hu0 bole, .yh rq lIij0| . .yh Kya hE? . mE.ne pU7a| bkul se# ]#te hu0 bole, .ku7 nhI., pCcIs hj_ar ka cek hE| . .leikn Ky>U bkul se#, muze j+rt nhI. hE| . .AOr wI do-car hj_ar kI j+rt ho to f_on krva dIij0ga| pEsa ko{ Aapse AC7a 4o e hI hE| Aap AC7I trh [laj_ krva[0 Apna| muze 0k mIi3.g me. jana hE| clta hU>| . .mE. .suin0 ., .suin0 . pukarta rha, pr vo nhI. =ke| drAsl pEse ke 0k pujarI ke mu>h se yh bat sunkr ik . pEsa ko{ Aapse AC7a 4o e hI hE,. - mE. wavuk ho ]#a 4a, AOr mera gla =>2 Aaya 4a| merI Aavaj_ wI gle me. hI rh g{ ho xayd|

bkul se# ka idya huAa ilf_af_a AOr kaDR mE.ne tik0 ke nIce srka idya| bhut der tk ivcaro. me. qoya rha| ku7 p“na caha pr idl nhI. lga| ]s rat #Ik se so wI nhI. paya| Acank caro. trf_ se [tnI Ai2k im#as AOr Apnapn pakr drAsl mE. ku7 6bra gya 4a| im#as ke [n ptoR. ke nIce kOn-se Sva4oR. kI k vah3 ko i7pane kI koixx kI ja rhI hE, bs yhI socta rha|

Agle idn svere mE. le3a huAa hI 4a| jnmaba{ Aa{ AOr kmre me. za U lgane lgI, bar-bar ]ske nak se sDU>-sDU> kI Aavaj_ Aa rhI 4I| mEne pU7a, j_ukam ho gya Kya, jmnaba{? .

vh ku7 nhI. bolI| ku7 der bad Acank ]sne Apna isr mere pEro. pr rq idya AOr fU3-fU3kr rone lgI| mE. 6brakr ]# bE#a| b I muiXkl se Apne pa>v 7u aye| ]ske k.2o. pr ha4 rq kr mE.ne kha, .Kya huAa jmnaba{? ku7 btaAo to| . vh ApnI =la{ ko rokne kI koixx krte hu0 wI rok nhI. skI 4I| mE.ne ifr pU7a , .bal-bCce sb #Ik-#ak to hE.? .

vh isr zuka0 Aa>sU bhatI rhI| mE.ne ]skI #o I ko }>ca kr ]skI sa I ke 0k 7or se ]ske Aa>sU po.7te hu0 kha, . ku7 btaAogI nhI. to kEse pta lgega, Kya huAa? .

]sne 0k bar merI trf_ deqa| bhut hI wy AOr katrta 4I ]skI d<i*3 me.| wolepn se bolI, .Aap scmuc mrne vale hE. Kya? .

muze ku7 h>sI Aa{, ku7 hEranI wI hu{| mE.ne pU7a, .tuMhe. iksne kha ik mE. mrne vala hU>?. .swI to kh rhe hE . .swI kOn? . .yh kpUr memsab _ _ _. .Kya kh rhI 4I? . .mere ko to ku7 nhI. bolI| ma>-be3I bat kr rhI 4I.| . .ha>, ha> btaAo n, Kya bat kr rhI 4I.? DrtI Kyo. ho, mE. ]Nhe. bta}>ga 4o e hI ik tumne ku7

kha hE| . .kh rhI 4I., buD\“a mrne se phle bIc ka drvaj_a qol de to kmre pr kBj_a kr le.| . .AC7a, AOr _ _ _ .

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.vo is.h sab kI bIbI Apne sab se kh rhI 4I. _ _ _0k bar be3e AOr bhU ko 6r me. ib#a do, ifr kI ifr deqI ja0gI, ifr kOn inkalta hE| .

.ha>, to yh bat hE ! pr tum ibLkul icNta n kro jmnaba{| mE. AwI mrne vala nhI. hU>| ibLkul #Ik-#ak to hU>| .

jmnaba{ ne ifr 0k bar merI trf_ deqa AOr AaXvSt-sI hokr zaDU s>walte hu0 bolI, .kakI kb Aa rhI hE.? .

.Aa ja0>gI ku7 idno. me.,. mE.ne kha| do idno. se prexanI AOr xxop.j ke ]m te-6um te badl 9`wr me. 7>3 g0| pUrI tSvIr saf_

hokr samne Aa g{| twI muze Qyal Aaya, bkul se# ka| tikye ke nIce se ]nka ilf_af_a inkala| qola| cEk ke sa4 A>g/ejI me. 3a[p ikya huAa 0k kag_j_ wI 4a, ijs pr mere hSta9r kI Ape9a kI g{ 4I| ]s Aaleq ka sar yh 4a - .mE.ne bkulc.d krmc.d se pCcIs hj_ar +p0 kjR ilya hE| bdle me. mere mrne ke bad yh mkan, ijsme. mE. rhta hU>, bkulc.d ke kBj_e me. cla ja0ga| mere vairso. ko wI [s pr ko{ 0traj nhI. hoga AOr ve Apna ko{ hk_ nhI. jtaye.ge| .

vh Aaleq p“kr, n muze ku7 hEranI hu{ n prexanI, biLk j_or-j_or se jI qolkr h>sne ka jI huAa| pr jmnaba{ khI. yh n smz le ik mE. pagl ho gya hU>, mE. h>s wI nhI. paya|

yha> yh bta dU> ik jmnaba{ ip7le tIs sal se [s 6r me. kam krtI hE| n{ nvelI duLhn se lekr sas bnne tk ke sare +p AOr ]skI ij_NdgI ke sare ]tar-c“av hmne deqe hE.| xadI ke cO4e idn hI ]skI sas ]se hmare 6r lekr Aa{ 4I| bolI 4I, .kl se yhI Aapka kam ikya kregI| . suNdr nEn-nKx, g#Ila gora xrIr, h>smuq| la>gvalI sa I phne hu0| lgta 4a, j.gl se iksI ihrÌ ko pk la{ hE ]skI sas| ihNdI ka 0k A9r wI nhI. jantI 4I| xu+-xu+ me. J_yadatr [xaro. se hI bat smzanI p tI 4I ]se| smy guj_rta gya| ku7 hI salo. me. k{ bCco. kI ma> bn g{| pit xrab pIkr marta 4a| ]m/ se phle hI +p “lne lga| l ikya> Apne-Apne ssural clI g{.| dono l ke xadI krke Alg rhne lge| pit mr gya| yh Ab wI k{ 6ro. me. kam krke Apna guj_ara krtI hE| leikn [s 6r se [se ku7 qas hI lgav hE|

mE.ne pukara, .jmnaba{| . vh dUsre kmre me. po.7a lga rhI 4I| ha4 me. f3ka il0 Aakr samne q I ho g{| mE.ne pU7a,

.bkul se# ke yha> wI tum kam krtI ho n? . .ha> krtI hU>, pr kl mE. nhI. g{| . .qEr, ko{ bat nhI.| Aaj xam ko tum pa>c bje Aa skogI, ku7 der ke il0| . .ha>-ha>, ku7 kam hE? . .do-car logo. ko cay pr bulana hE| tum Aakr s>wal lena| . .j+r - . .AOr ha>, vo samne xIxe ke pas +p0 p e hE.| jate smy bIs +p0 le jana| ku7 mI#e AOr

nmkIn ibSku3 letI Aana| fl to if/j me. kaf_I ho.ge| prso. hI tum la{ 4I.| AOr ha> jate-jate kpUr sahb, is.h sahb AOr cMpk wa{ ko khtI jana ik xam ko pa>c bje bulaya hE, j_+r Aa jaye.| bs AOr ku7 mt khna| .

.AOr bkul se#? . .nhI. ]nke yha> jane kI j+rt nhI., mE. f_on kr dU>ga| . xam ko 4o a-bhut Aage-pI7e, caro. sJjn Aa gye| pr caro. ke cehre pr 0k-dUsre ko deqkr

hva[ya>-sI ] g{.| swI ku7 hEran-se, prexan-se nj_r Aa rhe 4e| drAsl ]nme. se iksI ne wI yh nhI. soca hoga ik ]ske Alava ko{ AOr wI yha> hoga|

jmnaba{ phle hI tEyar 4I| f_Orn ibSku3, fl vg_Era lakr rq g{| mE.ne kha, .mE. bhut-bhut xu¢guj_ar hU> Aap sbka| merI bImarI kI qbr sunkr Aap logo. ne jo icNta AOr shanuwUit p/k3 kI hE, ]ske il0 mE. bhut hI AawarI hU>| mE. bhut hI quxikSmt smzta hU> ApneAap ko, ik Aajkl ke j_mane me. wI, jb [.san ko ApnI hI wagdO se f_usRt nhI. imltI, Aap logo. se muze Apar Pyar AOr

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Apnapn imla| Aap jEse ihtE8I im5o. ko pakr mE. to 2Ny ho gya| _ _ _Are-re, Aap log [s trh ha4 qI.ckr KyU> bE# gye| qate wI ja[0 n| .

mE.ne phle flo. kI Ple3e. sbkI trf_ b“a{., ifr ibSku3 kI| swI ne ku7 n ku7 ]#aya j_+r, leikn mre-se mn se| ko{ wI ku7 bola nhI.| sNna3a-sa 7aya rha| ifr mE.ne hI cuPpI to I| bola, . deiq0, vEse to jo wI [s duinya> me. Aaya hE ]se jana hI hE, 0k n 0k idn| AOr ikska bulaba iks idn Aa jaye, kha nhI. ja skta| iksI xayr ne kha hE n _ _ _

.Kya wrosa hE ij_NdganI ka, AadmI bulbula hE panI ka| .

xer sunkr bkul se# j_ra muSkura0| ]Nho.ne dohraya wI - bulbula hE panI ka h _ _h _ _. m.Ene kha, .pr mE. Aap sbko yh btana cahta hU> ik ku7 hI idn phle mE.ne Apna pUra meDIkl cekAp krvaya 4a| mE. ibLkul #Ik-#ak hU>| muze ko{ bImarI nhI.| AOr Da$K3ro. ke Anusar Agle ku7 salo. tk mere mrne ka wI ko{ A.dexa nhI.| mE. ip7le ku7 idno. se Apne kam me. lga rha hU>| da“I bnane ka wI @yan nhI. rha| merI ]s halt ko deqkr iksI ihtE8I ne smza ik mE. bhut bImar hU>| [s q_br ne Aap sbko wI prexanI me. Dal idya| [ska muze behd Af_sos hE| .

bakI tIno. sJjno. ne b I k vI ingaho. se c.pk wa{ kI trf_ deqa| c.pk wa{ wI 9`wr ke il0 wywIt-se nj_r Aa0, pr ifr ]Nho.ne ApnI b%IsI inpor dI| mE.ne kha, .[s smy merI seva ka mOka ha4 se inkl jata deqkr Aap logo. ko jo inraxa hu{, ]ske il0 wI mE. bhut duqI hU>| _ _ AadmI spne deqta hE, ku7 yojna0> bnata hE, AOr yojna0> pUrI n ho. to inraxa wI hotI hI hE, 4o I-bhut| leikn Aap logo. kI inSbt, ]m/ me. mE. hI sbse b a hU>| sbse phle mere hI jane kI s.wavna hE| [sil0 ¡pya Aap hOsla n har.e| {Xvr ne caha to merI seva ka mOk_a Aapko j_+r imlega| .

sbse phle bkul se# ]#e, cehre pr muSkan late hu0 bole, . Aaj wI 0k mIi3.g hE| mE. clU>| . mE.ne ]nka idya ilf_af_a b“ate hu0 kha, .yh rq lIij0| 2Nyvad| . ]nke bad ]#e ivjyis.h AOr kpUr sahb| ivjyis.h bole, .dFtr me. bIbI ka f_on Aaya ik

Aapne bulaya hE, to muze b I icNta ho g{ 4I| . kpUr sahb kI jEse j_ban b.d 4I| b I muiXkl se bol pa0, .AC7a nmSte| .

c.pk wa{ ke ha4 me. jNm-pi5yo. ka b~Dl 4a| xayd [sIil0 bE#e rhe| mE.ne kha, .Aapka to Dbl-Dbl xui¢ya c.pk wa{| AapkI vj_h se 0k bhut AC7a Pla$3 iml gya| .

hEran se hote hu0 c.pk wa{ ne kha, . Pla$3? mE.ne to Pla$3 ka 2.2a hI kwI nhI. ikya|. .j_mIn ka Pla$3 nhI.| khanI ke Pla$3 kI bat kr rha hU> mE.| . bat ]nke pLle p I ya nhI., pta nhI., pr iqisyanI-sI h>sI h>s j_+r idye| bole, .ye

jNmpi5ya> _ _ _| . .nhI. c.pk wa{, sc bat to yh hE ik muze Jyoit8 ka )an ibLkul nhI.| . .AC7a, to clU>| . mE.ne ha4 jo te hu0 kha, . Aate rih0ga| . jate smy c.pk wa{ ke cehre pr wI vhI ¢o2 AOr 6<àimi&t-sa wav 4a, jo AOro. ke cehro. pr

idqa{ idya 4a| mu kr deqa to jmnaba{ pta nhI. kb se drvaj_e kI dehlIj_ se lg kr q I 4I| muze deqta

deqkr, ]sne z3 Apne Aa>sU po.7 il0| mE.ne kha, .Are, Ab Kya huAa? . bolI, .ku7 nhI.| ye to quxI ke Aa>sU hE.| .

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qUbsUrt yad.eqUbsUrt yad.eqUbsUrt yad.eqUbsUrt yad.e A.xu cKkUA.xu cKkUA.xu cKkUA.xu cKkU

[n qUbsUrt hsIn ho#o. ka yU> muSkurana, lga hmare idl ko imla [k idlkx nj_rana|

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y>U nIdo. se ]#kr Q_vabo. me. jgana, bs qUbsUrt yado. se [s trh Apna idl bhlana|

hm n jante 4e [n xoq_ ittilyo. ka mclna, Aaj ij_NdgI ka ifr se [k n{ ifj_a se imlna|

ik kb km hu{ hE. [n muhBbto. kI ghra{ya>, Aaj ]nkI Aa>qo. m.e ifr vo pEmane nj_r Aa0|

[n dIvaro. se ilp3I ye tSvIre. deqkr, vo muSkurah3 il0 hmse imlne cle Aa0|

ik wUle se imla hE [n tNha{yo. ka Aasra, Aaj rat vo qUbsUrt yado. ko sjane cle Aa0|

bhut qUibya> hE. ]nkI [s bevf_a{ me. wI, ik Apne idl ka yh dag_ vo im3ane cle Aa0|

Aaj 4a [s rat ka Aalm b a hI tUf_anI, Vo idl kI bebsI ko bhlane cle Aa0|

rok lete hm if_ja se pU7kr ]nka pta, mgr vo qUbsUrt yado. me. ApnI duinya> bsane cle Aa0|

Aam/ bOro. me. lO3U>gaAam/ bOro. me. lO3U>gaAam/ bOro. me. lO3U>gaAam/ bOro. me. lO3U>ga DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ prex_ prex_ prex_ prex [s kar` se nhI. tb tum to ]s kar` se zre hu0 p%o. ke “er se 0k ko.pl ]#akr mE. [s bStI ko 7o ja}>ga Apne v9 pr icpkaAogI mane ik [s idl kI bat man AOr paAogI tuMhe. Akar` stane ke il0 vh Pyar Ab Aam/-m.jrI bn ku7 idno. ko mere Pyar ! }pr kI xaq se zUl Aaya hE| mOsm kI trh bdl ja}>ga yh Aam/-bOr hI mE. hU> mere A.tr.g!

mane ik Aa0 jb ptz tuMhare pas se jane ke bad to ]das iksI 3hnI se bs mE. Aam/-bOro. me. lO3U>ga| AaiqrI p%e-sa z ja}>ga| tum merI 1<tu ho n m2uv.tI

Apno. ko stane kI Aadt AOr mE. tuMhara Pyar AOr ifr ]das ho jana AaAo [s AnuwUit ko yh sb mOsm kI trh hE hm ]s iglhrI-sa kutre.| mOsm -

jo 2rtI ke sa4-sa4 ÞÞÞÞ mere tn pr ]trta hE mn pr ]trta hE mOsm rat wr Ajgr-sa bE# kr subh jo gulel se 0k sUrj

Aasman pr fe.kta hE AOr ifr tuMhara PyartuMhara PyartuMhara PyartuMhara Pyar xrartI bCce-sa iksI wI DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ ikxor kabra_ ikxor kabra_ ikxor kabra_ ikxor kabra glI me. 7up jata hE|

7up ja}>ga mere Pyar ! morp.qI Aa>q me. tuMhe. stane ke il0 dubka huAa

mE. iksI wI bStI kI mamUlI glI me. ixxu-sa tuMhara Pyar 7up ja}>ga| ku7 0esa h#Ila ho gya hE,

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ha>, tb tum sUrj ko deqna d<i*3 ka Aa>cl pk kr ik vh kb “lta hE mclta hE, Kyo.ik bCce ko Apne iqlOne se bU>d bnkr ]7lta hE, PyarI f_xR gIla ho gya hE| ko{ cIj_ nhI. hotI tkR se mere Pyar ! k3ta kha> tum paAogI ik Pyar me. bs, zelta hE, 0k ixxu-mn ke Aitir¯ tum dUb ke mainNd muzse ku7 wI nhI. paAogI idn-idn fElta hE| yha> tk ik Aq_ro3, AaDU AOr A.jIr me. wI ku7 g>#Ila tum muze 7upa huAa paAogI| ku7 k>3Ila tuMhare ibna jane ho gya hE| hiryalI kI trh tuMhara Pyar tuMhare tn pr ku7 0esa h#Ila ho gya hE| merI yad hrhra0gI ÞÞÞÞÞ

manvta ka me=d~D hE s.S¡itmanvta ka me=d~D hE s.S¡itmanvta ka me=d~D hE s.S¡itmanvta ka me=d~D hE s.S¡it

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ vIreNd/ kumar _ vIreNd/ kumar _ vIreNd/ kumar _ vIreNd/ kumar vsuvsuvsuvsu

s.S¡it Svy. me. Vyapk A4R ka Vy.jk xBd hE| s.S¡it ka shj A4R hE pirmajRn, xo2n, pir*kr` AOr s.Skr`| Vyi¯ smUh me. hI imlkr smaj, dex, ra*¨ ke inmaR` me. ApnI sa4Rkta is² krta hE| jEse log, vEsa smaj AOr jEsa smaj, vEsa dex| A>g/ejI me. ijse .kLcr . khte hE., vStut: s.S¡it kI ¡i*3 hE, ijska p/yog ¡i8 ke 9e5 me. hI sIimt 4a A4aRt\ wUim ka pirxo2n| xnE:-xnE: [ska A4R-ivStar hota gya AOr Vyapk A4R me. [ska .s.S¡it . ke +p me. A4R-g/h` hone lga| s.S¡it AOr sWyta ka ghra sMbN2 hE| s.S¡it me. Aa@yaiTmk idxa ka bo2 hota hE AOr sWyta me. samaijk-p9 ka| dono. Vyvhairk 2ratl pr ANyoNyai&t hE.| s.S¡it Aa.tirk ivkas ke crò. kI dixRka hE to sWyta ]ske va¾ ivkas-¢m kI s.keitka| ko{ sWy ho skta hE, bahr se dIq wI skta hE, ikNtu wItr se vh s.S¡t wI ho yh AavXyk AOr iniXct nhI.| Aaj kI sWyta s.S¡it se sMp<Kt p/tIt nhI. hotI| s.S¡it va¾ Aavr` kI Ape9a nhI. krtI, vh to ANtr se sMb² hE| manv Apne Vyi¯Tv ko yid smz le AOr tdnukUl yid Aacr` kre to ]ske Vyi¯Tv kI sa4Rkta p/k3 hotI hE| .mE. . AOr .tum . - [n do xBdo. me. dono. p9 smaiv*3 hE.| pr [n dono. ke Aitir¯ 0k tIsra tTv wI hE ijse in=¯kar yaSk ne ANy xBd µara VyaQyaiyt ikya hE| yaSk ke Anusar .A . A4aRt\ nhI. hE jo .Ny . A4aRt\ Aaney ya le Aane yoGy| [s A4R se ANy ka dUrvtIR hona is² hota hE| .mE. . to Vyi¯Tv ividt hE| .tum . A4aRt\ sMboi2t Vyi¯ ka Vyi¯Tv ividt hE| ku7 Aividt wI hE [sme.| ijtna mE. Svy. ke bare me. janta hU>, ]tna ANy nhI. janta| vEse to p/Tyek mnu*y ha -ma>s ka bna putla wr hE| pai4Rv xrIr to vaÌ µara sa4Rk hota hE| vaKy ya xBd Aakax ka gu` hE| vEidk va¥my me. yhI p.c wUto. ke )an ka s.ketk hE| Kyo.ik Aakax ke pXcat\ xe8 car wUt ]TpNn hote hI hE.| Aakax sbse }pr hE AOr wUim sbse ]%rvtIR| vaÌ pa>c wOitk AiStTv kI AiwVy.jna hE| ved 5yI me. yh .1k\ . xBd µara sa4Rkta patI hE| vaÌ ke ]praNt dUsra p/bl A.x mn hE| mnu*y kI mnu*yta mnn xi¯ se hI is² hotI hE| mnn hI mnu*y ko mh%a p/dan krta hE| jo mnu*y mnnxIl nhI., ]se mnu*yta kI pdvI nhI. iml sktI| tIsra tTv hE p/a`| p/a` AaTma kI 7aya hE| yh sdEv AaTma ke s.g hI rhta hE| jb sb suPtavS4a me. rhte hE., p/a` AOr AaTma jag/tavS4a me. rhte hE.| p/a` tTv kI girma 1i8yo. ne wI SvIkar kI hE| 7aNdoGy AOr v<hdar~yk wI p/a` ko Jye*# AOr &e*# khte hE.| Aayu me. [iNd/yaid se yh phle ka hE AOr &e*# wI [sil0 ik guò. kI d<i*3 se [se ko{ 7U nhI. skta| ved5yI me. yhI p/a` .sam . hE|

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manv ke Vyi¯Tv-ivkas ke k{ cr` hE.| )an, [C7a AOr i¢ya s.yu¯ hE.| vaÌ to iv)an+p hE, mn kmR ka p/erk AOr p/a` wi¯-wavna ka p/tIk| sam me. s.gIt hE AOr p/a` me. ]d\gI4 ka gana| Ab yid .tum . pr ivcar kre. to yh .muzse . bahr hE| c9u mere Vyi¯Tv ka sMb.2 dUsro. ke sa4 S4aipt krne vale hE.| bahr ke s.sar ka Sp*3 bo2 to [sI c9u se hota hE| tTpXcat\ Aata hE &ot| sunkr wI A4aRt\ &v` se wI bhut ku7 )at hota hE| sbo. ka smvet smuCcy hE Aacr`| yhI Aacr` iksI ke cir5 ka inmaR` krta hE - AC7a ya bura| korI kLpnaye. to sbke pas hE., pr tdnu+p Aacr` krne vale hE. iktne ! yjuveRd ne [s p9 ko bhut Sp*3 kr idya hE -

.1c. vac. p/pé mno yju: p/pé sam p/a . p/pé| c9u: &ot. p/pé| vagoj: shOjo miy p/a`panO|| .

taTpyR yh ik mE. 1Gved-+pI vaÌ ko p/aPt hota hU>, yjuveRdI-+pI mn ko p/aPt hota hU> AOr samved-+pI p/a` ko p/aPt hota hU>| mE. c9u AOr &ot ko p/aPt hota hU>| merI vaÌ ka Aoj, merI smSt xi¯yo. ka siMmilt Aoj AOr mere p/a` t4a Apan kI i¢ya, sb mere sa4 rhe.| yhI merI sMpda hE, yhI mere Vyi¯Tv kI Aawa hE| merI AaTma ka mULy [NhI. ke µara Aa>ka ja0ga| Sp*3 hE ik ma5 mnu*y-+p hone se ku7 nhI. hota| jb tk ]sme. manvIy guò. ka smavex n ho, xuw AOr pavn-inX7l mn-p/a` n ho, tb tk manv manv khlane ka Ai2karI nhI. ho skta| manv ka AaWyaNtr p9 wav, )an 0v. kmR ka smuday hE| kmR ka va¾ +p Aacr` me. Vy¯ hota hE| )an kI AiwVyi¯ vaÌ µara hotI hE| ikNtu wav ApnI AiwVyi¯ ka µar kha> “U>“e? c9u dxRn AOr )anajRn ka sa2n hE| mn kmR ka p/erk hE| pr wav ka S4an to ¹dy hE| )an ka Sv+p Svt: inmRl hE| gIta kI ]i¯ me. [se xown hona caih0| - .n ih )anen s±x. piv5imh iv´te| . kmR kI smSya ghn hE| Kya kre., Kya n kre. - [s ANtµRNµ se v.ict ko{ nhI.| manv kmR ik0 ibna rh nhI. skta| kmR xuw ho., wd/ ho. - [skI Ape9a to rhtI hI hE| ved ne to s.ket de hI idya hE - .[<d/Xcm<.kyait no n n: pXcat\ A6n.xt\| wd/ wvit n: p#Nt| . A4aRt\ yid A6 ne hmara pI7a n ikya to samne iniXct +p se wd/ hI hoga| yid mn me. xuw s.kLp jag<t hote rhe to ]nse sdacr` kI p/erà imltI rhegI| ixvTv ÜkLya`karI wavÝ ke p/itkUl ivcar krna hI pap kI Aor pg b“ata hE| manvta wav se pUirt mn-p/a` hI s.S¡t Vyi¯ kI shI ksO3I hE| s.S¡it Svy. me. bhut sU(m, pir*¡t 0v. pavn wav kI s.vaihka hE| manv ho AOr manvta n ho ]sme. to manv hone ka mol hI Kya hE| s.S¡t Vyi¯ s.kI R nhI., sih* u hota hE| ]ska )an, ]skI ivá ivvad ke il0 nhI.| ]skI xi¯ ka prI9` pr-pI n me. nhI., pr-r9` me. hota hE| ]ska 2n-vEwv md AOr Ah.kar ke il0 nhI., dIn-hIn-5a` ke il0 kam Aata hE| ]ska &m dUsro. ko Aa¢a.t krne ke il0 nhI., iv&am deneee ke il0 hota hE| [sI me. manv-yoin me. jNm lene kI cirta4Rta hE| yh s.S¡it hI smaj AOr dex ko s.S¡t bnatI hE| jha> inwRyta ho, sWy Aacr` ho, narI-sMman kI cetna ho, Ax¯, kmjor, inbRl, in2Rn AOr p.gu ko wI jha> sman jIvn jIne ka Ai2kar ho, )anI, s.t-1<i8, mhaTma AOr ivµJjn pUJy ho., jha> xa.it AOr suq ka sam/aJy ho AOr jha> xIl se pu*3 t4a sa2uta se Anup/ai`t ¹dy iv´man ho, s.S¡it ka invas vhI. hota hE| [n sbo. ke mUl me. manvta ka sm<² wav hI siNniv*3 hE| [sIil0 to yh k4n svR4a sa4Rk hE - .manvta ka me=d~D hE s.S¡it .|

PyarPyarPyarPyar

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ wgIr_ wgIr_ wgIr_ wgIr4444 b b b b oleoleoleole Aas-Aakax ka yh Amltas hE Xva$s mhka rha mu¯ Ahsas hE| Pyar mere ilye 0k ivXvas hE| kOn 7e e iksI ddR ko bevjh,

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wVyta se wra, idVyta se qra, yh n Aadt rhI, yh n AWyas hE| 7l7lata huAa ]*` ]Llas hE| 0k drbar ju ne lga rat-idn, mn pirNda huAa, jI rha ca>dnI, Aam bate. yha> kI bhut qas hE.| hr 6u3n me. Amr p/a`-vatas hE| dUirya> co3 qakr dubkne lgI., 7l skega n m=4l iksI ko khI., 0k m2umas mn ke bhut pas hE|

tIn namtIn namtIn namtIn nam

bnafr cNd/bnafr cNd/bnafr cNd/bnafr cNd/

ve tIn 4e| tIno. lok kI trh Alg-Alg ]nke tIn nam 4e| 0k ka nam lal 4a, dUsre ka bdn AOr tIsre ka xix| nam kI trh ]nkI jait wI tIn 4I.| jait ke Aa2ar pr tIno. ke nam [s trh bnte 4e - lalis.h, bdn im&a AOr xix guPta| tIno. ikxor 4e AOr sa>p kI trh ikxor AvS4a kI ke.culI ]tar kr yuva AvS4a kI baMbI me. p/vex kr rhe 4e| ]m/ ke [s 7o3e p av pr hI mnuvadI, v RVyvS4a AOr jaitvad se vo pirict ho cuke 4e| ]ske bavjUd n to ]Nhe. Apne nam se moh 4a n jait se| jb tb ApnI sur9a ke il0 mOke-grmOke nam AOr jait ka [Stemal kr lete| 0k bar iksI 7o3e se jumR me. pk e g0 to nam AOr jait ke Aa2ar pr ibna D.De qaye AOr ibna p/tai t hu0 hI 4ane se 7U3 gye| bakI l ke jo ]nke sa4 pk e g0 4e ]nkI AC7I mrMmt hu{| pha I m.idr ke “lan ke #Ik nIce valI puilya pr ixkar kI 3oh me. tIno. bhut der se bE#e hu0 4e| AOr m.idr me. Aane-jane valo. ko 6Ur-6Urkr cor nj_r se deq rhe 4e| ]nke ha4o. me. ka$pI-iktabe. 4I. AOr kmIj_ kI }prI je_b me. klme. qulI hu{ 4I.| tIno. [sI trh SkUl jane ke bhane 6r se inklte| kwI [s puilya pr Aakr bE# jate, to kwI iksI dUsre #Iye pr| kwI naXta-panI AOr ifLm deqne kI VyvS4a ho jatI, AOr kwI qalI ha4 ]Nhe. lO3na p ta| ]nke pEro. me. jo jUte 4e m.idr kI sIi“yo. se mare hu0 4e| m.idr kI sIi“yo. se mare hu0 n0 AOr AC7e jUte doSt-yaro. ko wI bec dete| [s trh se AwI tk ]nkI jeb AOr ifLm qcR inklte ja rhe 4e| [2r ku7 mhIno. se jUta corI kI ixkayte. b“ g{ 4I.| pujarI ne &²aluAo. ke jUte-cPplo. KI ihf_aj_t ke il0 0k phredar ib#a idya 4a| pujarI ko ]nkI jeb-qcR se Jyada ic.ta ApnI AamdnI kI 4I| jb se vh phredar jUte-cPplo. kI ingranI ke il0 vha> bE#a 4a, ]n becaro. kI jebo. pr Daka p gya 4a| tIno. k kI me. 4e| vh phredar ]NhI. kI ]m/ ka 4a| phle to ]se p3ane kI [n logo. ne wrpUr koixx kI| pr vh p3a nhI., ]L3e ]sne ]Nhe. iz k idya| ifr ]se marne kI 2mkI dI, ifr wI vh Dra nhI.| vrn\ Ak gya AOr ]nkI pol-p©I qolne kI 2mkI de DalI| 4k-har kr tIno. ]s puilya pr Aakr bE# g0 4e AOr iksI dUsre juga ke ic.tn-mnn me. lge hu0 4e| tIno. Apne-Apne “.g se soc rhe 4e AOr m.idr Aane-jane valo. ko 6Ur-6Ur kr deq rhe 4e| 0k kI nj_r pEro. me. phne jUte-cPplo. pr 4I| dUsre kI nj_r sone kI cen AOr har se susiJjt mihlaAo. kI gdRn pr| xix guPta kI nj_r jvan hotI l ikyo. kI ihltI-DultI 7aityo. pr i3kI hu{ 4I| bdn im&a Aa[iDya dene me. maihr 4a| lalis.h l ne-iw ne me. AOr xix guPta hera-ferI krne me.| SkUl jane ke il0 tIno. 0k sa4 6r se inklte| kwI SkUl phu>c jate AOr kwI bIc raSte hI gol ho jate| ko{ n ko{ Aa[iDya bdn im&a ke idmag me. kO.2 jata AOr tIno. iksI #Iye pr bE#kr Aa[iDya ko kayR+p me. piri`t krne ke il0 ivcar-ivmxR krne lgte| ma>-bap socte ik l ke SkUl g0 hE.| pr SkUl jana ]nke il0 ]tna j+rI nhI. hota ijtna ik Aa[iDya ko kayR+p dena| ma>-bap ko to 2oqa de hI rhe 4e, qud ko wI 2oqa dene se kha> cUk rhe 4e| ka$lonI me. 0k 0esI hva bh rhI 4I ijske bhav me. ka$lonI ke Ai2ka.x l ke bh rhe 4e| hr mohLle me. jvan hote l ko. ke Alg-Alg gu3 4e AOr Gyarh bje rat tk hr cOrahe pr gu3o. ke bIc

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qusur-pusur hotI rhtI| kwI gu3o. me. zg e wI ho jate AOr mar-pI3 wI| mohLle me. jIp AatI AOr ksUrvaro. ke sa4 beksUrvaro. ko wI ]#a kr le jatI| ma>-bap jeb se wI t.g AOr idmag se wI| [ske bavjUd vo SvIkar nhI. kr pate ik ]nke l ke ibg rhe hE.| ka$lonI me. ku7 ma>-bap 0ese wI 4e jo Apne be3o. kI guD.agdIR AOr AvaragdIR ke #os sbUt samne hone ke bavjUd wI be3o. ko Da>3ne-f3karne ke bja0 sbUt pex krne vale Vyi¯ ko hI f3kar lga dete| lalis.h, bdn im&a AOr xix guPta ke ma>-bap wI ]n ma>-bapo. se Alg nhI. 4e| ntIja, lalis.h, bdn AOr xix ko jb khI. AOr ha4 saf krne ka mOka nhI. imlta to jeb-qcR ke il0 bapo. kI jebo. pr ha4 saf kr lete| tIno. ihMmt vale 4e| jb wI iksI dUsre gu3 ke l ko. se ]nka zg a hota, mar-pI3 kr inkl jate| ifr mhIno. iksI ke ha4 nhI. Aate| jha> wI hote, mohLle ya SkUl me., 0k sa4 hote| 7o3e-mo3e vardat wI 0k sa4 krte| puilya pr bE#e-bE#e kafI der ho cukI 4I| SkUl se 6r lO3ne ka smy ho rha 4a| pr jeb-qcR ke il0 AwI tk ]nke ha4 ku7 wI nhI. lga 4a| m.idr me. Aane-jane valo. ko deqkr ]nkI h4elI me. qujlI ho rhI 4I| ]nke idmag me. 0esa ko{ Aa[iDya nhI. Aa rha 4a ik h4elI kI qujlI vo im3a ske.| .yar 0k Aa[iDya idmag me. Aaya hE . ku7 socte hu0 bdn im&a ne kha to lalis.h AOr xix guPta ]7l p e| .kho yar, jLdI kho, h4elI kI qujlI salI b“tI hI ja rhI hE| . .yh Aa[iDya khne ka nhI. hE smzne ka hE| clo phle iksI SkU3r kI iDKkI saf krte hE.| ha4 me. phle S¢U-D â[vr AOr ku7 pane Aa ja0> ifr Aa[iDya ka qulasa k+>ga| . bdn im&a ne kha AOr ]# q a huAa| ]ske pI7e lal AOr xix wI cl p e| m.idr ke Ahate me. AOr Ahate ke bahr “er sare SkU3r q e 4e| ku7 nye AOr ku7 purane| 0k nye SkU3r ke krIb jakr tIno. q e ho g0 AOr iDKkI qolne kI trkIb socne lge| bdn im&a ]7lkr sI3 pr bE# gya| lalis.h AOr xix guPta ]ske AajU-bajU q e ho g0| tIno. p“a{ AOr 0DmIxn kI ccaR krne lge taik Aane-jane valo. ko lge ik vo iksI SkUl ya kalej ke ivá4IR hE. AOr wiv*y kI p“a{ ko lekr iciNtt hE.| .yar iDKkI ko 0k z3ka dekr deq| nhI. qultI hE to pT4r markr la$k to de| . Aane-jane valo. kI git 4o I 4mI to bdn im&a ne lalis.h se kha| .deqta hU> . lalis.h ne kha AOr iDKkI ke la$k ko jor ka z3ka idya| ]ske z3ke se iDKkI ka to ku7 nhI. ibg a ]L3a ]ska ha4 znzna gya| ]sne guSse me. 0k pT4r ]#aya AOr inxana sa2kr iDKkI ke la$k pr de mara| la$k 3U3 gya| iDKkI me. ha4 Dalkr ]sne PlaiS3k ka 4Ela inkal ilya| iDKkI b.d ikya, pT4r ko dUr fe.ka AOr tIno. 2Ire se vha> se iqsk il0| ]nke ha4 me. Ab S¢U-D â[vr wI 4e AOr 7o3e-b e k{ sa[j_ ke pane wI| tIno. qux 4e ik b I sfa{ se iDKkI pr ha4 saf ikya hE| ]Nho.ne mu kr m.idr kI trf 0k nj_r deqa AOr 6r kI trf cl p e| .ha>, Ab btaAo, S¢U-D â[vr AOr [n pano. ko [Stemal kha> krna hE? . raSte me. 0k jgh =kkr lalis.h ne bdn im&a se pU7a| .ka$lonI me. n0-n0 SkU3r bhut Aa g0 hE.| kl se Apn rat ke A>2ere me. SkU3ro. kI S3epnI qole.ge AOr bec de.ge . fusfusakr bdn im&a ne kha| lalis.h AOr xix guPta ]ske [s Aa[iDya pr 0k-dUsre ka mu>h takne lge| .pr yar, log SkU3r to 6r ke wItr rqte hE.| S3epnI qole.ge kEse? lalis.h ne ApnI icNta jta{| .bhut se SkU3r ba]ND Î me. q e rhte hE. . .leikn ge3o. me to tale rhte hE. . .ba]ND Î fa>dne me. iktna smy lgta hE? ba]iND ^ya> ko{ bhut }>cI to hE. nhI.| ge3 pr tala b.d rhega AOr hm ba]ND Î ke wItr Apna kam krte rhe.ge| iksI ko xk wI nhI. hoga| .

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.yh sb to #Ik hE, pr S3epnI hm bece.ge kha>? . lalis.h ne ifr ApnI icNta jta{| .yar tum log bu²U ke bu²U hI rhe| xhr AOr ka$lonI me. [tnI sarI mEkeink kI dukane. hE.| Aa2I kImt me. ko{ wI mEkeink ya dukanvala qrId lega| . AOr suno, bdn im&a ne Aage kha, .mal mEkeink kI dukan tk phu>cane ka kam xix krega| hm tIno. ka kam Alg-Alg rhega| mE. S3epnI qolU>ga, lalis.h mal ko 7upa0ga AOr xix becega| . .#Ik hE yar, kam to ba>3kr hI krna p ega| . lal AOr xix 4o I der socne ke bad 0k sa4 bol p e| .AOr suno . bdn im&a ne Aage khna xu+ ikya - .Agr ko{ pk me. Aa gya to iksI wI kImt pr vh dUsre ka nam nhI. bta0ga| cahe ]skI jan hI Kyo. n clI jaye| #Ik? . .ha>, #Ik . raSta clte tIno. ke bIc sarI bate. ty hu{. AOr vhI. se tIno. Alg-Alg idxa me. ho il0| S¢U-D â[vr AOr pane kI 4ElI bdn im&a ne Apne pas rq lI| dUsre roj ka$lonI ke Alg-Alg mohLle ke tIn-car SkU3ro. kI S3epnI gayb 4I| do-car idn tk logo. ke bIc kanafUsI hotI rhI| log mohLle ke Avara l ko. pr xk-subha krte rhe| ifr wUl g0| bat Aa{-g{ ho g{| lal, bdn AOr xix kI jebo. me. mhIne wr ke il0 jeb-qcR Aa g0 4e| ]nkI trf n iksI kI A>gulI ]#I 4I, n xk kI nj_r g{ 4I| Ab ]Nhe. n mhIne wr ku7 krne kI j+rt 4I, n iksI se ku7 ma>gne kI| puilya pr bE#kr n juga iw ane kI j+rt 4I, AOr n iksI #Iye pr jane kI| mhIne wr ke il0 ]Nho.ne ApnI idncyaR bdl lI 4I| Ab vo roj smy se SkUl jate, smy se 6r lO3te| hFte me. 0k-do bar 3a$kIj kI trf cle jate| tIno. Ab 0k sa4 bhut km idqte| khI. 6Umne-ifrne wI jate to Alg-Alg raSte se inklte AOr inyt S4an pr phu>ckr jha> jana hota vha> cle jate| 0esa vo [sil0 kr rhe 4e ik mohLle ke logo. AOr dUsre gu3 ke l ko. ko lge ik Ab tIno. Alg-Alg hE.| taik iksI ko ]n pr xk kI gu.ja[x n rh jaye| huAa wI ku7 0esa hI| ka$lonI ke dUsre gu3 ke l ko. ko lga ik tIno. me. ku7 Anbn ho g{ hE| [sil0 Alg-Alg idqte hE.| dUsre gu3 ke l ke qux 4e ik AC7a huAa, jo I 3U3 g{| Ab Aayega mj_a| iksI se ]lz kr deqe. Ab| pr ]Nhe. Kya pta 4a ik kOve kI trh tIno. calak AOr 2UtR hE.| .Kyo. lalis.h, 0esa Kya ho gya ik tIno. Alg-Alg idqte ho? 3oh lene ke il0 0k roj dUsre gu3 ke 0k l ke ne pU7a to lalis.h h>sne lga| .yar tum h>s rhe ho? Kya bat hE? . .n hm logo. me. l a{ hu{ hE, n Anbn| dsvI. boDR kI prI9a isr pr hE| tEyarI me. lge hu0 hE. . lalis.h ne kha AOr h>ste hu0 Aage b“ gya| pU7ne vala l ka mu>h takne lga| mhIne wr bad car-pa>c SkU3ro. kI S3epnI ifr gayb ho g{.| [s bar ka$lonI me. qUb hLla-guLla mca| ku7 log mohLle ke Avara 3a[p l ko. kI hrkt kh rhe 4e, to ku7 log Aaye idn xhr me. hone valI corI AOr bdmaxI ko m±enj_r rqte hu0 ApnI Aax.ka Vy¯ kr rhe 4e| ku7 log bar-bar S3epnI corI jane kI 63na ko lekr ]%eijt ho g0 AOr pas ke 4ane me. rp3 ilqa Aaye| do-tIn idn puils ibLkul mOn rhI| jEse ku7 huAa hI n ho| cO4e idn nO-ds bje rat ko puils kI jIp dndnatI hu{ Aa{| cOrahe pr q e AOr gipyate hu0 k{ l ko. ko ]#a le g{| 4ane me. ]nkI qUb 2una{ hu{| AOr bapo. kI jebe. wI qalI hu{.| lal, bdn AOr xix saf bc g0| ]Nhe. malUm 4a ik [s bar h.gama q a hoga AOr log 4ane tk ja ph>uc.egee| vo sav2an ho gye 4e| phle jEsI ]nkI idncyaR cltI rhI 4I| cOrahe pr q e hokr gPp marne kI bat to dUr 4I, ]2r za>kkr deqa wI nhI. 4a| ]n pr mohLle kI nj_r g{ n puils valo. kI| gu3baj l ko. kI nj_r wI ]n pr se ifsl g{| vo bc gye AOr xrIf l ke f>s g0| SkUl me. [kªe tIno. imle to puils AOr ka$lonI ke logo. kI nadanI pr ##akr h>s p e|

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puils ke dbav AOr sQtI ka ka$lonI me. [tna Asr huAa ik ifr iksI ke SkU3r kI S3epnI corI nhI. hu{| tIno. ne wI Apna raSta bdl ilya| S¢U-D â[vr AOr pane kI 4ElI 0k nale me. Dal Aa0| [ske Aage ]nke il0 qtra 4a| Ab tIno. dsvI. boDR kI prI9a me. nkl marne ka Aa[iDya iw a rhe 4e| [s bar wI bdn im&a ka Aa[iDya hI kam Aaya| AOr tIno. nkl markr pas wI ho g0| jbik ka$lonI AOr mohLle ke k{ p“akU l ke lu“k gye| pr 0k kam ]nke iht me. nhI. huAa| k9a GyarhvI. AOr barhvI. ke il0 bdn AOr xix ne Alg-Alg SkUlo. me. daiqla le ilya| lalis.h ]sI SkUl me. rh gya| 0esa gaijRyn ke dbav ke kar` huAa| pr [sse ]nkI im5ta AOr A.tr.gta me. ko{ fkR nhI. p a| SkUl se lO3ne ke bad tIno. 0k iniXct S4an pr imlte AOr jeb-qcR ke il0 Aa[iDya iw ate| 0k roj Apne hI Klas ke dada 3a[p ke ku7 l ko. se bdn im&a ]lz gya| Akela hone ke kar` ip3-ip3a gya| 6r lO3a to ]ska mu>h l3ka huAa 4a| ma>-bap ne pU7a to ko{ jvab nhI. idya| tIno. imle to ]ska l3ka mu>h deqkr lalis.h pU7 bE#a, .Aaj tera mu>h Kyo. l3ka huAa hE? . .yar, 0k SkUl me. 4e to Aa>q ]#akr deqne kI wI iksI kI ihMmt nhI. hotI 4I| Alg-Alg hote ho. _ _ _ _. .Aaiqr huAa Kya? saf-saf bta| phelI mt buza . lalis.h ne jor dekr kha to bdn im&a f3 p a - .Klas me. ku7 dada 3a[p ke l ke Aa gye hE.| kl ]NhI. se mar-pI3 ho g{| salo. ne Akela pakr pI3 idya muze| . .kl ]nko pta cl ja0ga ik tum Akele nhI. ho| kl ds-Gyarh bje ke krIb hm dono tuMhare SkUl me. Aa0>ge| ]nkI phcan kra dena| be3a yad kre.ge ik kwI iksI se pala p a 4a| pr 0k bat ka @yan rqna, pk jane pr ko{ iksI ka nam nhI. bta0ga . lalis.h ne kha AOr ]ske bajU f k ]#e| dUsre roj tIno. ne sbse phle Klas ke ka>c AOr beNc to e| Klas me. dhxt fEl g{ AOr Klas ke l ko. me. wgd mc g{| duXmn pr nj_r p te hI wUqe xer kI trh tIno. ]n pr 3U3 p e| tIno. ke ha4o. me. ha$kI-iS3k 4I.| Aa2e 6.3e tk dono. trf_ se ha$ikya> AOr lat-6Use clte rhe| l ke AOr 3Icr wO.ck hokr tmaxa deqte rhe, pr bIc-bcav krne kI ihMmt iksI kI nhI. hu{| ip/.ispl ne deqa ik mamla bhut s.gIn hE| ]sne 3elIfon ]#aya AOr puils ko to -fo AOr mar-pI3 kI sUcna de dI| ds imn3 ke bad dndnatI hu{ puils kI jIp Aa ph>ucI| puils kI jIp SkUl-kMpa].D me. phu>cne ke phle hI lalis.h k[yo. ko pI3-pa3kr ba]NDI fa>dkr wag inkla| jate-jate 0k l ke kI ja>6 wI cakU se lhuluhan kr gya| [ske phle ik bdn im&a AOr xix guPta wag pate, puils ne ]Nhe. 6er ilya| do-car D.De lgane ke bad ]Nhe. jIp me. Dal idya| dUsre g/up ke wI k{ l ke ]sI jIp me. #U>s id0 g0| lalis.h to bc gya| pr bdn im&a AOr xix guPta kI 4ane me. qUb 2una{ hu{| puils vale D.De lgate ja rhe 4e AOr pU7te ja rhe 4e, .bta sale, tuMhare sa4 vh tIsra kOn 4a jo cakU markr wag gya? ]ska nam-pta bta do vrna tuMharI jan inkal le.ge| tuMhe. pta hE n, hm puils vale ksa{ hote hE.| gdRn wI rette hE. AOr imimyane wI nhI. dete| . puils valo. ne mar-markr ]nkI huilya ibga dI| pr, lalis.h ka nam ]nkI juban pr nhI. Aaya| bar-bar vo yhI khte rhe, .tIsra ko{ nhI 4a| hm do hI 4e| pr hmne cakU iksI ko nhI. mara| hmare pas cakU 4a hI nhI.| . ]nke bapo. ne phle ]Nhe. 4ane se 7u ane kI koixx kI| len-den se wI jb bat nhI. bnI to dUsre-tIsre roj Adalt se jmant kra lI| bdn AOr xix pr mhIno. fOjdarI ka mukdma clta rha| lalis.h ivp9 ke gvaho. ko Drata-2mkata rha AOr gvahI dene se rokta rha| ntIja sa(y AOr gvahI ke Awav me. 0k sal ke wItr to -fo AOr cakU marne ka

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muk_dma q_airj_ ho gya| 3Icro. ne phle hI [s mukdme. se pLla za ilya 4a| ]Nhe. Kya j+rt 4I dUsre kI AoqlI me. Apna isr Dalne kI|

tIno. Ab Apne-Apne SkUl kI Klas ke dada 4e| SkUl me. hone vale zg o. ke fEsle wI vhI krte AOr d.D wI vhI lgate| d.D ke +p0 ]nke jeb-qcR ke kam Aate| jb deqte ik jeb-qcR qTm hone vala hE to SkUl ke l ko. me. duXmnI kra dete AOr dUr bE#kr tmaxa deqte rhte| A.t me. zg e ka fEsla to ]Nhe. hI krna hota| SkUl se lO3te v¯ 0k roj tIno. raSte me. imle to m.idr ke “lan valI puilya pr Aakr bE# g0 AOr Aa[iDya iw ane lge| .yar, jIne me. mja nhI. Aa rha hE| ko{ 0esa Aa[iDya btaAo ik mja Aa ja0|. lalis.h ne }bte hu0 bdn im&a se kha| .mja lena hE to qate-pIte 6r kI ko{ l kI ps.d kr lo| ifr mja hI mja hE . bdn ne kha AOr ##akr h>s p a| Ab tIno. kI nj_r SkUl kI l ikyo. pr 4I| AOr ]n pr dUsre gu3 ke l ko. kI| dUsre k{ gu3 ke l ke 0k-ju3 ho g0 4e| AOr ]n pr nj_r rqe hu0 4e| Ab tk ]Nhe. yh wI pta cl gya 4a ik S3epnI coer vhI hE.| doSto, yh khanI yhI. qTm nhI. hotI| tIno. Aa[iDya iw a-iw kr g/eju0xn kr g0 AOr tIn trf_ cle g0| lalis.h rajnIit me. kUd p a| bdn im&a puils [.SpeK3r kI ëin.g me. cla gya| xix guPta ne Apne bap ke ir3ayrmeN3 ke pEse se Apne 7o3e se xhr me. ho3l qol ilya| 0k lMbe A.tral ke bad tIno. raj2anI ke xhr me. imle to lalis.h m.5I 4a| bdn im&a sIinyr [.SpeK3r AOr xix guPta 0k b e ho3l ka mailk| tIno. ne Aaps me. ku7 qusur-pusur kI| xhr AOr ka$lonI kI trf_ 0k nj_r deqa| AOr ifr ##akr h>s p e|

ÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞÞ mE. nhI. pItamE. nhI. pItamE. nhI. pItamE. nhI. pIta

xa.itSv+p sUrIxa.itSv+p sUrIxa.itSv+p sUrIxa.itSv+p sUrI

myq_ane me. Aaya h>U gunahgar n pakbaj_ hU> my nhI. pI mjbUrI kI hd deq lI| sak_I se imla hU> mix/k_ ka istara hU> sag_r v mIna nhI. lI| mig/b kI hUr deq lI j_ahd se bg_lgIr huAa hU> mSt n bdmSt hU> vaj_ ne tlkIn nhI. kI yha> jNnt deq lI| bu0 xrab se lbrej_ hU> Aj_Ij_o. me. xrIk hU> tarIf_e xrab j_ahd se sunI| tabyadarI deq lI Ax/_f_-]l mQ_lUk_at hU> w>g a pa rha hU> quda kI kudrt deq lI pIrI me. jvanI deq lI|

nam wr ko hU> ndInam wr ko hU> ndInam wr ko hU> ndInam wr ko hU> ndI

sUyRka.t nagrsUyRka.t nagrsUyRka.t nagrsUyRka.t nagr

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.nam wr ko h>U ndI . dirya-ixkSt deq vnaR khI. se wI nhI. hU> ndI ka>p jata 4a idl| sc kha hE iksI ne leikn hva ho g0 hE. SvPn rqa Kya hE nam me. pta nhI., kha> gum ho g{. Asl to kam hI hE [#latI, blqatI mTSy-kNya0> kam se hota hE nam| nNhI. wginyo. ke tl me. iv2va kI ma>g-sI ho g{ hU> ]wr Aa0 hE. Ab wrI hE. gwR me. ixla0> Anek 9t-icNh ]wr Aa0 hE. ret ke “er .ndI-muq . ka nhI. rha ffolo. kI trh| ko{ mtlb nhI. hE Ab jl kI xItl 2ara 0kadxI Kya deqI ]pvasI ko !

hva pr svar lhre. Acrj se Cc,Cc _ _krta hE AadmI ijnse gIt hotI 4I ndI wUlkr ik sb ]sI ka ikya-2ra hE AOr fU3ta 4a s.gIt pe o. ko cIr, 2ra ko soq n nacta hE mn-myUr ka.¢I3 ke j.gl ]ga n Aate hE. prdex se p9I ]ga ilya hE bIh j.gl wutha ho gya hE vatavr`| Apne A.dr kwI suhagn kI trh ]sI ne ikya hE bj/6at wrI rhtI 4I lbalb zu#la0 hE. sona ]gltI 4I qeto. me. ndI-nav s.yog, dirya-idl AOr wr detI 4I iksano. ko AOr 6a3-jgatI jEse muhavro. ko ]m.go. se suSt p e hE. Ab to be3I dene ko wI mLlah AOr m7uvare

tEyar nhI. hE ko{ jal sme3e Apne [s ga>v me.| Kyo.ik

jo tI 4I iknaro. ko b e-b e jalsajo. ne AOr kwI to tI wI 4I ib7a idye hE. dirya-bramd AOr Anek Ad<Xy j.jal|

Apirmey hr ko.` hE _ _ _ _Apirmey hr ko.` hE _ _ _ _Apirmey hr ko.` hE _ _ _ _Apirmey hr ko.` hE _ _ _ _

jy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIRjy c¢vtIR smy le gya lU3 kr, spno. kI 3ksal| 0k tuMhare +p me., bste caro. 2am| ijye, ]m/ wr pe3 ke, hmne ki#n sval|| tuMhI. .bnars kI subh ., .tuMhI. Av2 kI xam||

imle n g/ahk duqo. ke, quixya> ibkI. ]2ar| imlI tuMhare Pyar kI, ijs idn se sOgat| bs, yU> hI clta rha, jIvn ka Vyapar|| sone jEse idn hu0, ca>dI jEsI rat||

jIvn sara bn gya, 0k icrNtn\ Pyas| hmne napI ]m/ wr, xBdo. kI j_agIr| mn ke m=4l me. khI., i7pa rha m2umas|| .“a{ Aaqr . ilq hu0, jg me. Amr kbIr||

Apirmey hr ko.` hE, hr reqa A)ey| inim8, 6 I, 6.3a, p/hr, idvs,mhIna, sal| kwI n .[it is²m . hu{, jIvn ki#n p/mey|| rhU> tuMharI yad se, ip/ytm malamal|| kajl Aa>je

Aa>q me., rce mhavr pa>v| ÞÞÞÞ yad iksI kI Aa g{, mere idl ke ga>v||

jb AatI hE salI 6r hmarejb AatI hE salI 6r hmarejb AatI hE salI 6r hmarejb AatI hE salI 6r hmare

DDDD $$ $$a _ x.kr pu`ta.bekra _ x.kr pu`ta.bekra _ x.kr pu`ta.bekra _ x.kr pu`ta.bekr

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duinya> me. sbse Pyara AOr sa4 hI q_trnak irXta hE .salI .| q_trnak hE pTnI ke kar` - ]s pTnI ke kar` q_trnak ijske kar` salI hmarI salI bntI hE| salI 0k 0esa AjIb irXta hE jo pTnI ke ibna bnta nhI. hE AOr pTnI ke kar` Pyara hokr wI A4RhIn ho jata hE| b I ivic5 bat hE ik ivvah ke pUvR hmara kOtuhl pTnI ke p/it hota hE AOr ivvah ke bad hmara kOtuhl salI ke p/it| AOr yh ij_NdgI wr bna rhta hE| Akbr ne 0k bar bIrbl se kha, .AC7a hota hm ApnI salI se xadI krte| . [s pr bIrbl bola, .]s dxa me. wI Aap yh khte ik AC7a hota hm ApnI salI se xadI krte _ _ ApnI vtRman pTnI ko deqkr, mera mtlb hE begm saihba ko deqkr| .

mere yha> Aaya 4a 0k xo2-7a5 mera [.3rVyU lene| ]sI ko suna rha 4a mE. ye bate.| ]ske xo2 ka iv8y 4a - salI AOr ]ska tlak me. yogdan - iv8y muze 0kdm maDRn lga| ]sne muze salI s.b.2I nya )an idya - salI mUlt: idvalI ho, leikn flt: vh holI hotI hE yid myaRda wa{dUj kI n rh kr r.gp.cmI kI bn jatI hE|

salI s.b.2I merI bate. sun vh xo27a5 bola, .wa{sahb Aap mUl bat pr Aa{0| yo. hI [2r-]2r kI bate. mt kIij0| mUl bat hE - jb AatI hE salI 6r hmare| salI jb AatI hE tb lgta hoga jEse pUno ka ca>d hI p/k3 ho gya hE, nhI.? .

.ibLkul 0esa hI vatavr` bn jata hE wa{ 6r me.| bCce jo ]7lne-kUdne lgte hE., quxI ke mare ApnI mOsI ko pakr| .

.Aap ApnI p/iti¢ya bta{0 . vh bola| .cU>ik mE. bCca nhI. AOr salI merI mOsI nhI. hotI, [sil0 mE. salI ke Aagmn pr ]7lta-

kUdta nhI.| . .Aapka mn ]7lta-kUdta hoga| . .j+r ]7lta-kUdta hE wa{| . mere [s ivcar pr ]sne sval ikya, .Kyo. ]7lta-kUdta hE? . [ske jvab me. mE.ne kha, .[sil0 ]7lta-kUdta hE ik ko{ wI mehman mere 6r me. Aata hE to mere

mn kI 0esI hI dxa hotI hE| . .Aapko 0esa nhI. lgta wa{sahb ik AOr mehmano. kI Ape9a salI ku7 AOr hotI hE, ]ske p/it

ivxe8 Aak8R` hota hE? . .ibLkul lgta hE wa{, ibLkul lgta hE ik salI me. ivxe8 Aak8R` hota hE . mE.ne kha| .ku7

logo. ko salI [tnI PyarI lgtI hE ik vo ApnI pTnI ko hI kwI kh ]#te hE. - salI|. 7a5 merI bat ke Vy.Gy ko pk h>s p a| .mere 0k im5 4e . mE.ne Aage kha, .holI pr ]Nho.ne ssural s.dex phu>caya ik salI ko wejo| pTnI

mn hI mn zLlayI| ifr ku7 soc pit se kha, mE. qud jatI hU> mayke AOr tuMharI salI ko wejtI hU>| im5 kI quxI ka i#kana nhI. - 6r pr pTnI ke n rhte salI ke sa4 holI qele.ge|

0esa hI huAa| doSt salI ke sa4, phle hI ijska mu>h qUb puta huAa 4a, mu¯ hokr holI qela| AOr A.t me. salI ne jb Apne mu>h ka r.g 2oya to doSt ne deqa ik vh salI nhI. ]skI pTnI hI 4I| .

.kevl r.g se s.wv nhI. ik _ _ _ . 7a5 kI bat pUrI hone ke phle hI mE.ne kha, .sval r.g ka hI hE wa{| r.g ]tr gya, pTnI ke

mu>h ka hI nhI., pit kI Aa>qo. ka wI to pTnI inra pTnI bnI rh jatI hE| . .Aap mUl bat pr Aa[0| mUl bat hE, jb AatI hE salI 6r hmare . 7a5 ne muze ifr yad

idlaya| .ibLkul, ibLkul muze mUl bat pr hI Aana caih0 . mE.ne kha| .vaStv me. AapkI mUl bat to yh

hE ik salI ke kar` vo kOn-sI iSti4ya> pEda hotI hE. ijnke flSv+p pit-pTnI me. tlak hota hE| q_Er jo wI mUl bat ho| mE. Apne 0k irXtedar ka ikSsa sunata hU>| .

.deiq0 _ _ _ . bIc me. hI ]sne 3oka|

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.Ab yh irXtedar ApnI salI ko qUb cahta 4a| [tna cahta 4a ik ]ske sa4 nacta-kUdta| khI. bahr jata to vh ]se Apne sa4 le jata| xam ko pakR me. 6.3o. ]ske sa4 ibtata| muze yh caih0, muze vh caih0 khne pr vh ]skI frma[xe. pUrI krta|

]skI pTnI ne yh sb deq 0k idn ]sse kha, .muzse khI. Jyada tum ApnI salI se Pyar krte ho| irXtedar be2 k ho kr bola, .[sme. Kya xk hE, mE. ApnI salI se tumse Jyada Pyar krta hU>| .

.[s pr pTnI kI Kya p/iti¢ya 4I jante ho? bolI, muze naj_ hE ik tum merI bhn ko idlojan se cahte ho| .

.ivXvas nhI. hota . 7a5 merI bat sunkr bola| .pTnI ne qud salI ke sa4 fo3o qI.ce hE.| ivXvas nhI. hota to mE. Aapko 0lbm hI lakr

idqata hU>| . mE. ]#a AOr A.dr se 0lbm lakr ]ske samne qolkr rq idya| ku7 9` vh ic5o. kI Aor hEranI se deqta rha AOr ifr sval ikya, .mdR ke sa4 ic5o. me. yh

7o3I bCcI kOn hE? . .bCcI _ _ _Are wa{, yhI to salI hE [s Vyi¯ kI| . merI bat sunkr ]skI 0esI dxa ik smz nhI. p rha 4a ik h>se ya roye.| .Aap wI qUb hE., . namRl Aane pr vh bola| phle hI bta dete ik salI bCcI 4I tIn-car v8R

kI| qEr, Aap mUl bat pr Aa[0 ijske il0 mE. Aapke pas Aaya hU> - jb AatI hE salI 6r hmare| . .jb AatI hE salI 6r hmare, to ku7 mt pUi70 sahb| _ _ _0k sahb 4e _ _ _. .deiq0, Aap iksI sahb-vahb kI bat mt kIij0| Aap ApnI qud kI kIij0| . .suin0 to, yh sahb salI saihba pr [tne l©U ik ]se 7o e. hI nhI.| inTy sa4 il0 rhte AOr

]sI me. DUbe rhte| . .sahb kI pTnI ku7 n khtI.? . 7a5 ne sval ikya| .0k idn kI bat, salIsaihba ka khI. pta nhI., sahb “U>“-“U>“kr prexan ho g0| swI se

pU7a| pTnI se wI ik salIsaihba kha> hE? salIsaihba kha> hE? leikn tb wI pta n cla| . Ab sahb kI wUq-Pyas gayb| pTnI wI hEran| .pTnI ko sahb ka yh paglpn kEse brdaXt huAa? AOr salIsaihba scmuc [tnI hsIn 4I,

Aak8Rk? . 7a5 bola| .pta nhI. wa{ . mE.ne kha, .mE.ne to p“I hI nhI. yh iktab| . .to Kya salIsaihba nam kI iktab 4I, AOrt nhI.? .7a5 kh ]#a| ifr bola, .#Ik hE, #Ik

hE, muze Kya lena-dena hE iktab ho ya AOrt| ¡pya Aap mUl bat pr Aa[0| jb salI Aapke 6r AatI hE to Aap kEsa mhsUs krte hE.? .

.bs ku7 mt pUi70| salI jb AatI hE to lgta hE m>hga{ w%e kI f_rk_ raix iml gyI ho| lgta hE, raxn pr ko3e ke Alava xKkr iml g{ ho, ya iml gyI ho Acank ko{ 7u©I srkar kI Aor se| .

merI bat 7a5 ko xayd ras nhI. Aa rhI 4I| ]ska cehra g.wIr bna huAa 4a| .Ab Aapko Kya bta}>,. mE. Aage bola, .0k bar kI bat hE ssural me. bcI hu{ 0kma5 salI pr

]ske do jIja Aaps me. l p e ik salI holI pr mere yha> Aa0gI| salI pr mera hk_ Jyada hE| dono [s bat pr rajI nhI. ik yh salI kI mjIR pr 7o do ik vh ikske yha> ja0|

Aaiqr dono jIja kaj_I ke pas ph>uce| kaj_I ne ]n do AOrto. vala yh ikSsa sun rqa 4a jo 0k bCce pr dava jtatI l p I 4I.

ik yh bCca mera hE, yh bCca mera hE AOr kaj_I ne fEsla sunaya 4a ik bCce ko ka3kr dono AOrto. me. ba>3 do| so [s kaj_I ne wI [sI tj_R pr fEsla sunaya ik salI ko ka3kr dono. jIjaAo. me. ba>3 do| .

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.yh kEsa kaj_I, . 7a5 bol ]#a| ikSse me. sval qrI-qo3I ma> kI phcan ka 4a| yha> vh sval nhI.| dono jIja qre hE.| so [s kaj_I ne yh kEsa mUqRtapU R fEsla sunaya| _ _ sunaya ho, jEsa wI sunaya ho, muze Kya lene-dena| Aap mUl bat pr Aa[0| Aap ApnI salI ke bare me. bta[0| .

.ApnI salI ke bare me. bta}> ik mE. b a ikSmtvala hU>| merI salI ka dUsra ko{ davedar nhI. hE| Agr hota to mE. zg a ]piS4t hone pr iksI kaj_I ke pas n jata| .

.hota to Kya krte Aap? . 7a5 ne sval ikya| .davedar hota to mE. ]sse khta, salI ikske yha> ja0gI [s pr ic%-p3 kr lo| AOr [s

ic%-p3 me. salI mere hI yha> AatI| . .so kEse? . .mere 0k doSt ne jo calakI kI vh mE. wI krta| doSt ne 0k zg e me. Apne p/itµNµI se kha

4a yid isKka ic% p ta hE to mE. jIta AOr p3 p ta hE to tum hare| . 7a5 ke bat 0kdm idmag me. nhI. Aa{| AOr jb Aa{ to h>s p a| ifr bola, .Aap ApnI bat

pr Aa[0| . .Aata hU>, Aata hU>| yad hE ik muze mUl bat nhI. wUlnI caih0| salI jb AatI hE to Kya

bta}>| muze khI. sunI hu{ ye p.i¯ya> g.dI lgtI hE. - AatI hE ja salI to lgta hE sarI duinya pa lI, ij_NdgI ijske bg_Er lgtI hE qalI qalI| .

.Kyo. Aapko ye p.i¯ya> g.dI Kyo. lgtI hE.? . vh bola| .[sil0 ik [n p.i¯yo. me. s k-7ap bU hE, pairvairk mhk nhI.| merI salI jb AatI hE to

lgta hE ]ms ke bad panI brs p a hE, mE. ]sme. nac rha hU>, kUd rha hU> _ _ _mE. ]sme. nac rha hU>, kUd rha hU> _ _ _mE. ]sme. _ _ _ .

.Aap Aage bi“0 . .mE. 0k nye lok me. phu>c jata hU> _ _ _kLpna lok me.| . .[s lok me. Aap hote hE. AOr AapkI salI _ _ _bs| . .nhI., [s lok me. merI salI ke sa4 merI pTnI, mre bCce wI hote hE>| mere sa4 merI pTnI AOr

bCce wI quxI me. nac ]#te hE., kUd ]#te hE.| . .AC7a, Aap yh bta[0, Aapne kwI ApnI salI ko lv-le3r ilqa hE? . .ilqa hE wa{, #a3 se ilqa hE| k{ bar, AOr ApnI pTnI ko idqakr ilqa hE| . .g_j_b hE| Aap kwI bImar p e hE. AOr salI ne AapkI seva-3hl kI hE? . .mE. bImar p ta hU> to merI seva-3hl merI salI hI krtI hE| pTnI ]se bula letI hE| . .Kya Aap ApnI salI ko pTnI se b“kr mante hE.? AOr yh bat AapkI pTnI jantI hE.?. .salI ko mE. pTnI se b“kr manta hU>, AOr yh bat merI pTnI jantI hE.| . .Aapka salI ke sa4 yh Vyvhar Aapke tlak_ ka kar` nhI. bn skta? . .nhI., wa{ nhI.| ]L3e 0ese [%f_ak_ se hme. yh bcata hE| . .b I AjIb salI hE AapkI, . 7a5 ne kha| .AjIb wI AOr nhI. wI| vh ma> kI ]m/ kI jo hE| AOr ma> jEsa hI Pyar muze ]sse imla hE| . merI yh bat sun 7a5 jEse p.Kcr ho gya| ]ske A.dr kI sarI hva inkl g{ AOr vh ]#

gya| ��

wgvan bu² ke do p/muq ix*ywgvan bu² ke do p/muq ix*ywgvan bu² ke do p/muq ix*ywgvan bu² ke do p/muq ix*y

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ ctuwRuj_ ctuwRuj_ ctuwRuj_ ctuwRuj

rajg<h me. ko{ mela lga 4a| sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn wI mela deqne inkle| dono. 0k-dUsre se ib7 gye| sairpu5 ne 0k Ad\wut Vyi¯ ko deqa| vh 0k t=` iw9u 4a - Aak8Rk cehra, nIcI d<i*3, ha4 me. iw9a-pa5| 2Ire-2Ire clta huAa vh iksI 6r ke samne q a ho jata, iw9a ]ske pa5 me. Dal dI jatI| iw9a nhI. wI imltI to cehre pr ko{ ¢o2 ya 9ow ka wav nhI. idqa{ p ta| vh inivRkar +p se Aage b“ jata| sairpu5 ko [ska Svawav, [skI git, [ska hav-wav b a =ickr lga| vh

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[s iw9u se bat krna cahta 4a| leikn rokkr bat krna Aix*3ta hogI| [sil0 vh pI7e-pI7e clta gya| 0k S4an pr =k kr iw9u bE# gya| pas ke ku0> ke ink3 jakr ha4 2oya, ifr xa.t wav se, nIcI d<i*3 krke, wojn krne lga| wojnopra.t ha4 2oya, iw9a-pa5 2oya,cIvr se ha4-mu>h po.7a, ifr 7aya me. bE#kr iv&am krne lga| sairpu5 ne yhI AC7a Avsr deqa| pas jakr ]sne iw9u ko p/àm ikya| iw9u se AaxI8 imlne pr sairpu5 ne pU7a, .wNte, AapkI [iNd/ya> p/sNn hE.| Aapka Sv+p 0v. v R pirxu² hE| Kya Aap Apna nam bta kr muze Anug<hIt kre.ge? . iw9u pr p/x.sa ke xBdo. ka ko{ p/wav nhI. p a| vh xa.t inivRkar bE#a rha| ]sne xa.t wav me. ]%r idya, .mera nam AXvijt hE| . .Aapke xaSta kOn hE.? Aap iks 2mR me. p/v/ijt hE.? . .mere xaSta [C7vaku-kuloTpNn mha&m` wgvan bu² hE.| mE.ne ]NhI. se p/v/Jya lI hE| mE. ]NhI. ka 0k sa2ar`-sa ix*y hU>| . .wNte, merI ij)asa b“ rhI hE| Kya Aap muze ]nke is²aNt ke bare me. ku7 bta0>ge? . .mE. [s 2mR me. nvIn hU>; ivStar se nhI. bta skta| . .mE. ivStar se AwI janna wI nhI. cahta| muze Ait s.9ep me. hI btane kI ¡pa kre.| . .wgvan ne karò. se hone vale swI pda4oR. kI VyaQya kI hE| ]Nho.ne duqinro2 AOr inro2magR kI wI VyaQya kI hE| yid ivStar se Aap janna cahe. to mere pUJy xaSta se we.3 kre.| .Aapke xaSta ke dxRn kha> ho.ge wNte? . .ve uvn me.| . sairpu5 ne iw9u AXvijt ka cr`-SpxR ikya AOr Apne AiwNn im5 mOd\gLyayn ko yh xuw s.vad dene ke il0 cla| yh AXvijt iw9u ]n p.cvgIRy iw9uAO. me 0k 4a ijnko sarna4 m.e t4agt ne p/4m ]pdex idya 4a AOr jo s.6 ke p/4m [ks# iw9uAo. me. 0k 4a| mOd\gLyayn ne sairpu5 kI p/sNn muq-mud/a deq kr ]ska Svagt ikya| .im5, mE.ne Am<t pa ilya hE| tuMhe. dene ke il0 Aaya hU>| . sairpu5 ne kha AOr iw9u AXvijt se we.3 hone ka ivSt<t v Rn p/Stut ikya| mOd\gLyayn ne wI ve uvn jane ka inXcy ikya| leikn jane se phle s.jy beliªpu5 ko bta dena AavXyk smza| s.jy beliªpu5 ne bhut ce*3a kI, bhut p/lown idya ik ve dono. ]se 7o kr n jaye.| pr dono. ka inXcy d<“ 4a| dono. ve uvn kI Aor cle| s.jy beliªpu5 ke ANy “a{-sO ix*y wI ]se 7o g0| vh Akela rh gya| s.jy beliªpu5 ke hI s.6 me. phle sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn 4e| ve uvn me. t4agt iw9uAo. ko 2moRpdex de rhe 4e| caro. Aor xa.it 4I| ko{ iksI se ku7 bol nhI. rha 4a| sbka @yan t4agt kI Aor 4a| ]sI smy dUr se Aate sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn pr wgvan kI d<i*3 p I| ]nke cehre pr p/sNnta idqa{ p I| ]Nho.ne iw9uAo. ko s.boi2t krte hu0 kha, .iw9uAo., samne se sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn Aa rhe hE.| ye dono. hmare Ag/&avk ho.ge| bO²-s.6 ke xi¯xalI StMw ho.ge| . .sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn ne Aakr bu² ko p/àm ikya| kha, .wNte, yh hm dono. ke jIvn ka ATyNt xuw idvs hE jb hm t4agt kI xr` me. Aaye hE., 2mR kI xr` me. AOr s.6 kI xr` me. Aaye hE.| hm yug-yug se w3k rhe 4e| hmara kLya` ho| . .tum dono. Ag/&avk-yugl hoge, wd/yugl hoge| tum dono. ka 2mR me. Svagt hE, s.6 me. Svagt hE| . bu² ne kha| sairpu5 ne hI iw9u AXvijt ko, rajg<h me. iw9acar krte deqa 4a| ]sI iw9u ne wgvan bu² ke bare me. sairpu5 ko btaya 4a| ]sI ke kar` sairpu5 t4agt ke dxRn kr paya 4a| iw9u AXvijt ke kar` hI sairpu5 kI jIvn-idxa bdlI 4I| sairpu5 [s bat ko jIvn-wr nhI. wUl ska| ]sne jIvn-wr AXvijt ko gu=tuLy mana| ijs idxa me. iw9u AXvijt ke rhne ka pta malUm hota, ]s Aor muq krke vh inTy idn ]se p/àm krta| rai5 me. ]sI Aor mStk kr sota 4a|

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kdaict\ iw9u AXvijt sairpu5 ke [s 2aimRk ¡Ty kI Aor @yan deta wI nhI. hoga| ApnI Aor se ]sne kevl AOpcairkta ka invaRh ikya 4a| ko{ mhan kam nhI. ikya 4a - 0esa vh manta 4a| sairpu5 AOr mOd\gLyayn nalNda ke rhne vale 4e| dono. me. b I im5ta 4I| wgvan bu² ke ye dono. Ag/ix*y 4e| sairpu5 ko 2mR senapit kha jata 4a| bu² ]n pr [tna ivXvas krte 4e ik khte 4e ik, .jha> sairpu5 jate hE. vha> mere jane kI AavXykta nhI. hE| . sairpu5 kI m<Tyu ]sI k9 me. hu{ jha> ]nka jNm huAa 4a| mOd\gLyayn 1<i²-isi² ke SvamI 4e| ivro2I saMp/dayvalo. ne ]nkI hTya kr dI| [n dono. ix*yo. kI m<Tyu bu² ke jIvn-kal me. hI hu{ 4I| [n dono. ke AiS4-Avxe8 lekr nv nalNda ke ]²ark iw9u jgdIx kXyp ne rajg<h nalNda ke 9e5o. me Aaj se lgwg pcas sal pUvR pir¢ma kI 4I| ]s Avsr pr S4anIy jnta ke sa4-sa4 dex-ivdex ke sEk o. &²aluAo. ne warI ]Tsv mnaya 4a|

ÞÞÞ ma>ma>ma>ma>

DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ suxIl kumar fuLl_ suxIl kumar fuLl_ suxIl kumar fuLl_ suxIl kumar fuLl

i##urtI #~D me., s.tit do8 i7pane ka| Awe´ kC7p ka suhavnI 2Up| gu gobr tn kr tunkne ka| tptI dophrI me., gobr g ex ko ma> p/tIk hE xItl suhavnI 7aya ka, wIm btane ka| idVyaTma ka p/tIk hE ma>| 6avo. kI mrhm kaVyaTma-sI ma> 0k Ahsas hE, ma> ]trtI AnuwUit ka| nNhe. pa>v ka, 0k Ahsas hE �� p.q fElane ka, kvc ka,

ApnApnApnApne ihSse ka sce ihSse ka sce ihSse ka sce ihSse ka sc su2a goylsu2a goylsu2a goylsu2a goyl

mEne. ]nse kwI nhI. pU7a ik tum muze Pyar krte ho? pU7ne se wI Kya fayda? Pyar Kya pU7ne

kI vStu hE? Pyar kI wavna to xrIr ke rom-rom se 3pktI hE - ibLkul savn kI hLkI mdmatI fuharo. kI trh| jb mE. soctI hU> to muze taJjub hota hE ik ibna Pyar ke, mhj_ samaijk-pairvairk Anub.2 ke Anurag ke sa4 rhte hu0 pUre “a{ dxk inkal id0| Aaiqr Kya A4R rha [s irXte ka? mhj_ xadI ke do A9ro. me. ism3I ij_NdgI iktnI Anjan bnI rhI| Kya [s Aj_nibyt ko “ote rhna [tna Aasan hE? pane AOr dene ke ihsab me. khI. wI to Apnapn nhI. Aaya| Kya j+rt 4I [s p/kar “one kI? Aaj jb yh sb soctI hU> to b a AjIb lgta hE| AadmI pas rhte wI [tna Aj_nbI Kyo. bn

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jata hE? ijska ko{ pircy nhI.; AtIt, v%Rman AOr wiv*y nhI.| mhj_ Apne me. ism3a, Apne me. jIta, irXto. ke gªr ko “ota kEsa ho jata hE| pl-wr ko Anurag ka cehra merI Aa>qo. me. kO.2 jata hE| ijs inrIh wav se g/St mE. Anurag ke cehre kI kLpna krtI hU>, vha> 0esa ku7 nhI. hE| hmexa kI trh vhI spa3, wavhIn cehra ijse deqte-deqte }b hone lgI hE| vEse wI mere ihSse me. ]nka cehra km, pI# Ai2k Aa{ hE| Apne ihSse kI pI# deqte-deqte k{ bar Svy. ko bola hE, .khI. ]nke ihSse me. merI pI# _ _ . twI mE.ne ApnI soco. ko z3k idya hE| iktnI 6i3ya soc hE| mE. Apna Aakln krne se Svy. ko bcatI rhI hU>| AadmI Apne sc ko [tnI AasanI se SvIkar kha> krta hE? ifr wI yU> bc-bckr ij_NdgI ka sf_r kEse pUra k+>gI? ]s idn dFtr se lO3e 4e Anurag| me2a kI xadI ka inm.5`-p5 samne mej_ pr p a 4a| 3a{ kI ga># “IlI krte-krte p“kr ApnI jgh rq idya| gdRn ko z3ka dekr 3a{ inkalI| budbuda0 - .ivvah AOr Pyar do Alg bate. hE.| log smz hI nhI. pate| jb smzte hE. tb der ho cukI hotI hE| .

AOr, mE. ]nka mu>h deqtI hI rh g{| yh bat ikse l(y krke khI g{ hE? samne to mE. hI q I hU>| xayd Apne bare me. ku7 kha ho| gdRn ko z3ka dekr 3a{ ke 6ere se to mui¯ pa{ leikn 3a{ AOr bIbI me. b a f_kR hE| muze lga yh vaKy AOr yh z3ka mere il0 hI 4a| hE.gr pr kp e 3a>gte smy ha4o. me. 4r4rah3 ]wrI 4I|

mdR iktnI AasanI se sc ]gl dete hE.| Agr yhI bat mE. khU> to xayd AOrt kI “I#ta kI praka*#a hogI| ivvah AOr 6r dono. swI ke ihSse me. Aa0> - yh j+rI to nhI.| iksI ko Pyar imlta hE, iksI ko ivvah AOr iksI ko ku7 wI nhI.|

.ivvah . ke [n tIn A9ro. se hI muze ic“ hE| jb tk [ska A4R nhI. jantI 4I mE. wI str.ge [Nd/2nu8 bnaya krtI 4I| r.g wra krtI 4I| Ab soctI hU> to ApnI ]s bckanI hrkt pr h>sI AatI hE| Kyo.ik ivvah tn ke 2ratl pr mn ka blaTkar hE| Vyapar hE 0k ijskI tula mdR-+pI VyaparI ke ha4 me. rhtI hE| pl e wI ]skI mjIR se }pr-nIce hote hE>| vh ijs pl e me. bE#ega iniXct hI warI hoga| mdR ke bare me. iktnI sarI iniXcNtta0> hE. AOr AOrt ke bare me. ko{ iniXcNtta nhI.| vh Svy. pUrI ij_NdgI inXcy-AinXcy ke bIc zUltI qcR hotI rhtI hE|

6r AOr Vyapar kI pirwa8aAo. se dUr 0k Anam shj-sa irXta, AOr mere samne ]wr AatI hE 0k muSkuratI Aa¡it jo dUr hote hu0 wI khI> bhut ApnI lgtI hE| ijsne Apne il0 kwI ku7 nhI. caha| vh kevl deta rha, ApnI sam$yR wr| ]skI hr muiXkl ko Aasan krta rha| l q ane pr s>wal leta, rat-ratwr jagkr ]ske il0 no3\s tEyar krta, Apne nam se la[be/rI se iktabe. inklva kr ]se deta, ]ska hOsla b“ata, ]skI hr cIj_ kI tarIf krta AOr jb vh bhkne lgtI brj deta| vh kevl muze fUl smzkr dUr se sU>6ta, komlta ka 0hsas krta AOr mE. zUm-zUmkr ]ske b3nhol me. kEd hone ko mcl p tI leikn xaq se juda krne ko ]ske ha4 kwI Aage nhI. b“e|

mE. qIjtI to smzata - .pu*p sU>6ne ke il0 hota hE| sONdyR mhsUs krne ke il0 hota hE - msl dene ke il0 nhI.| . .Aijt, tuMharI ye daxRinko. jEsI bate. smz nhI. AatI.| . .Aa0>gI., sb smz me. Aa0>gI, leikn 4o e smy bad| . .kb Aijt? . mE. ]tavlI ho ]#tI| .v¯ ka [.tjar krna sIqo xuwa| [tnI Aaturta ]ict nhI.| . vh iksI bujugR-sa AaihSte se

k.2e 4p4pata muSkurata ApnI rah cl deta| merI Aa>qe. Db-Dba AatI.| muze lgta Aijt mere narITv ka Apman kr rha hE| kayr hE vh| .du*3

khI. ka . mE. mn hI mn ]se galI detI AOr ifr n bolne ka s.kLp letI; leikn Agle idn vh ifr muSkurata ko{ iktab ha4 me. il0 ka$lej ke ge3 pr [.tjar krta imlta|

mE. nj_r bcakr inklne kI koixx krtI, +#ne ka bhana krtI to #Ik samne Aakr q a ho jata| Apne ha4 se mera cehra }pr krke khta, . Kya 6r me. iksI se zg a huAa hE? . mn hota Apna isr pI3 lU>| Kya bu²U [tna wI nhI. smzta| merI Aa>qe. ]m p ne ko ho AatI.|

.AaAo clo, samne pakR me. bE#te hE.| vha> btana| .

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AOr, mE. ]ske b“e ha4 ko z3k tej-tej kdmo. se ApnI k9a kI Aor mu jatI| pI7e mu kr wI n deqtI| k9a me. mn n lgta| A@yapk Kya p“a rhe hE. - ku7 pta nhI.| mn xa.t hota to Svy. pr guSsa Aata| wla ]s becare pr guSsa Kyo. ikya? ]se to muz pr kwI guSsa Aaya hI nhI.| vh kwI +#ta hI nhI.| ifr 0kdm mn hota dO kr ]ske pas ph>uc ja}>| ]se ApnI baho. me. kEd kr lU>| ]ske mu>h pr [tne cuMbn j dU> ik _ _ _leikn vh to merI pk se hmexa dUr rha hE|

pIiry 7U3ta to vh ]sI p/kar muSkurata imlta| mE.ne 0k idn ]se Apna irXta pKka hone kI sUcna dI| yh socte hu0 ik ]ska cehra ]tr

ja0ga| vh muze Aagox me. wr kr khega - .xuwa ! tum kevl merI ho, iksI AOr kI nhI. ho sktI| . leikn 0esa ku7 nhI. huAa| mE. hErt se ]ska cehra deqtI rh g{|

.b2a{ ho xuwa| merI bhut-bhut xuwkamna0>| ApnI xadI pr bulana n wUlna| tuMhare la[f-pa3Rnr ke dxRn mE. wI kr lU>ga| . khte hu0 9`wr ko hLkI-sI ]%ejna lgI ik ifr sb samaNy ho gya|

.[tnI b I qbr sunkr tuMhe. ku7 nhI. huAa Aijt ! tum kEse pu=8 ho? . mE. dono h4eilyo. me. mu>h i7pakr subk ]#I|

phlI bar ]sne mere dono ha4 pk e| ApnI A>guilyo. se Aa>sU po.7e - .Kya hr irXte ka ko{ nam hI ho, yh j+rI hE xuwa? tum jra Apne ha4 kI [n reqaAo. ko deqo, swI me. to mera nam ilqa hE, AOr ye deqo mera ha4, xuwa ke Alava yha> ku7 wI to nhI.| deh pana b I bat nhI. xuwa ! b I bat hE mn ka pa lena| bs, AOr Kya caih0? .

sc kh rha 4a Aijt, Apne ihSse ka sc, mere ihSse ka sc, 0k 0esa sc jo hmexa merI h4elI kI reqaAo. ke bIc kwI wI ]wr kr muze jIne kI p/erà deta|

mE. Anurag me. [sI Aa¡it ko ivlIn kr dena cahtI hU>| leikn mere cahne wr se Kya hota hE| Anurag Apne A.dr ku7 wI ly ho jana nhI. cahte| ]Nhe. bahr AOr wItr dono. trf se smzna muiXkl hE| 0k Awe´-sa kvc hr v¯ 2ar` ik0 rhte hE. jha> merI d<i*3 nhI. phu>c patI|

[s kvc ko bhut bar wedne kI koixx me. Svy. ikcR-ikcR hokr lhuluhan hu{ hU> - leikn ifr mhj 0k Sm<it ke Am<t-ku.D me. DUbkr shj ho g{ hU>| ku7 pl ka Pyar 9Iìxqa hE - xayd yhI sc hE|

ha>, isfR_ 0k bar jane kEse Aijt Aa gya 4a| quxI se Ai2k ]se deqkr AaXcyR huAa 4a| ku7 pl drvaje pr hI i##k kr inkl g0 -

.Kya A.dr nhI. Aa skta xuwa? . Aijt ke pU7ne pr hI cEtNy huAa AOr drvaj_e se 0k trf_ h3kr rah bnate hu0 kha - .ha>, ha>, Kyo. nhI., AaAo A.dr AaAo| . mn me. khI. x.ka ne isr ]#aya, Kya khe.ge Anurag? narI AOr pu=8 ke irXto. ka kevl 0k hI A4R pit kI ingah me. hota hE| leikn phlI bar Aa0 Aijt ko jane ke il0 wI to nhI. kh sktI -

.iks soc me. p g{ xuwa? . .Aaj tumne yh rah kEse pk lI| pUre pNd/h sal bad Kya irXte ko ko{ nam n de pane ke

pXca%ap me. kdm bhk g0? . .xuwa, tum AwI wI nhI. bdlI.| muze Apne in Ry pr n tb pXca%ap huAa AOr n Ab hE| pta

nhI. Kyo. kdm muze tuMhare µar tk le Aa0| kEsI ho tum? . AwI ]%r de patI ik Anurag Aa g0| ijska Dr 4a vhI huAa| pircy ke il0 iksI irXte ke

nam ka hona AavXyk hE| Kya khU>? .ye mere pit Anurag AOr Anurag, ye Aijt . khte-khte juban l q a{ 4I - Aijt se Kya irXta hE, Kyo. Aaya hE, Kya bta}>?

twI Aijt ne ha4 jo te hu0 kha - . jI, mE. Aijt ivXvas, Aapke mayke se s.dex laya 4a| . Aijt ne iktnI jLdI se kvc Ao“ ilya| pu=8 ko{ wI ho, vh hmexa Apne il0 0k kvc

tEyar rqta hE| Anurag iql-iqlakr h>s p e| Aijt se ha4 imlate bole - .mE. Anurag - kevl Anurag wI hU>|

s.dex de cuke Kya? .

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.ha>| . clne ko ]´t huAa Aijt| .bEi#0, [TmInan se Aijt sahb| [tnI jLdI wI Kya hE? . AOr Anurag A.dr jakr kp e bdlne lge| Aijt kI b I AjIb iS4it ho rhI 4I - n =kte bn rha 4a n jate| #.De AOr shme.-shme. [s Svagt me. mE. khI. j ho Aa{| ifr wI Aijt ko bE#ne ka [xara kr Svy. ikcn me. naXta tEyar krne clI g{| Aijt AOr ]skI Sm<itya> fxR pr igrkr iktnI berhmI se cknacUr hu{ hE.| ikcoR. ko shlaya wI to nhI. jata|

ifr jEse mn me. ku7 g gya - .kevl Anurag| . Kya mayne hE. [ske? Kya j+rt 4I kevl Anurag khne kI? Kya khna cahte hE. Anurag? Kya Anurag dUsro. ke samne wI Apna vjUd Alg krke idqana cahte hE.? Kya Ab tk kevl Apne Anurag ke sa4 ij0 hE.? pit ka pit hona ya pit khkr pircy krana Kya Anurag ke Sv ko ]nse Alg kr dena hE? Kya Ab tk Anurag ma5 Anurag bnkr jIte rhe AOr mE. qalI ha4, qalI vjUd, pTnI ka co.ga phne ]ske pI7e i6s3tI rhI - Anam-sI, bejan-sI| ho.# 4r4ra ]#e. [sse phle panI ka iglas mu>h se lga letI hU>| Apno. µara Apno. ke samne [s p/kar invRsn hona - mere il0 iktna k*3kr ho ]#a 4a| cay pIte smy dono. ke m@y Apna vjUd 0k ge.d jEsa lga jo kone. me. lu“kI p I ho| Aijt ke mn kI dxa Kya smz patI, Svy. hI ApnI dxa pr AaXcyRcikt 4I|

kb Aijt gya, kb Aiwvadn me. Ashj-se dono. ha4 ]#e, Aa>qo. me. iktne p/Xn kO.2e, iktna ddR ]wra, iksI ka ku7 wI to ihsab nhI.| in“al-sI mE. jU#e btRn ]#a A.dr le g{| mn hI mn soctI hu{ ik Anurag Aijt ke bare me. pU7e.ge - .ye sale sahb kOn hE.? phle to kwI idqa{ nhI. id0? ya Kya s.dex hE mayke ka? . khI. ku7 wI nhI.| ifr vhI mOn, 0k Awe´ dugR AOr dugR ke [s par AkelI-0kakI mE. _ _ _ _

lalc AOr naklalc AOr naklalc AOr naklalc AOr nak

Sneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akurSneh #akur

lalc AOr nak ka wUt Agr Aap pr svar ho ja0 to smiz0 AapkI qEr nhI., q_uda hI Aapko bca0|

Akele lalc ke c¢VyUh se yda-kda ko{ AjRun hI inkl pa0ga, pr yid lalc AOr nak ke siMm&` se c¢VyUh ka inmaR` ikya gya ho to &I¡*` hI ]bare. to ]bare.|

AOr to AOr nak n k3ane ke cKkr me. =pya-pEsa to Kya, sr wI k3aya ja skta hE| 0esI mh%a hE nak kI|

bs sahb, mE. wI [n dono. ke cKkr me. f>s g{ 4I| ]sI ke ntIje pr isr 2un rhI hU>, AOr Ab jb 2unte-2unte 4k g{ h>U to dono. ha4o. se isr 4ame. samne p e .mes\ . ko, AVyviS4t cOj_o. ke “er ko, 3k3kI ba>2 tak rhI hU>|

smud/ kI balU kI trh, jb isr ha4o. ke qMwo. se iqskne lga to galo. ke dono Aor [n qMwo. kI h4eilyo. ko icpka, cehre kI [mart ko brk_rar rqne ka p/yTn ikya; pr Aa>qe., ijs trh ig² Apne ixkar ko deqta hE, samne p e .mes\ . ko deqtI rhI.|

xa.t smud/ jEse, ld\d p e xrIr me., ivcaro. ne 7o3e-b e “ele markr, miSt*k ko gitman ikya AOr mE. dono. galo. pr ha4 rKqe, samne p e “er sare r.g-ivr.ge rEip.g-pepr ko daxRink wav se inharne lgI| k{ igF3o., ]pharo. se to ]nke rEip.g-pepr hI J_yada AC7e 4e| bs yh smiz0, .nam b e AOr dxRn 7o3e,. .qoda pha inklI cuihya,. Ab bta{ye, iksko n bura lgega?

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Kya-Kya n ]MmIde. lga rqI 4I.| soca 4a, muNne kI phlI v8Rga># hE, clo 4o I mehnt j_+r ho jayegI, pr muNne ke “er sare iqlOne to Aa ja0>ge| Kya-Kya spne nhI. deqe 4e, pr sb 2re ke 2re rh gye|

Are AwI ku7 hI mhIne to hu0 jb k3airya sahb ke nak bhate, iriryate l ke ko hm b a-sa ifxr-p/a[j_ ka ËK3r dekr Aa0 4e|

AOr ha>, sunIta kI k.cn ko, nam ]Nho.ne k.cn rqa hE AOr hE vo pUrI kLlo; q_Er 7oi 0, yh ]nka mamla hE| vEse ]Nho.ne b e l ke ka nam wI rqa hE .)anp/kax . AOr hE. vo p“ne me. xUNy| xayd ]n pr AwI tk )an ka p/kax nhI. p a| AOr khI. ]nke )an ka p/kax iksI AOr pr p gya to vo becara to gya kam se| AOr tIsre hE., .kmlnyn .,Ab kml se Kya tulna kre.| ha> 7o3I-7o3I b3n jEsI Aa>qe. kmlkk I ke 7edo. se j+r smanta rqtI hE.|

q_Er hme. Kya lena-dena| vo jane AOr ]nka kam jane| AOr [sme. bCco. ka wI Kya do8? ha>, bat ho rhI 4I k.cn ko id0 ]phar kI| Kya j_ordar gui ya hm ]se dekr Aa0 4e, jo n kevl Aa>qe. m3katI hE, boltI hE, biLk Apne ko gIla wI kr letI hE| wgvan kre, jb sunIta pk e twI vo gIla kre| 0k j_mana vo 4a jb Aap iksI ko ds =pye xgun de. to vo pl3kr Aapke iksI xuw Avsr pr [KkIs nhI. to km se km Gyarh to dega hI dega| nak ka sval jo hE| qaskr 7o3I nak valo. ko ivxe8 @yan dena p ta hE| Aaiq_r iktnI bar nak k3va skte hE? lMbI ho to xayd do-car bar irSk le wI le., pr 7o3I ka Kya kre.? 0k-Aa2 bar me. hI sUpR`qa kI nak kI trh sfaya ho g{ to? AOr ifr iktno. ke pas rav` kI trh h©e-k©e wa{ ho.ge ijnke pas rotI-pI3tI clI ja{0ga? AOr Agr ku7 ho. wI to Aajkl iktne wa[yo. ko furst p I hE ik jo bdla lene 2mk ja0>? phle kI trh ko{ raja-mharaja to hE. nhI. ik qalI bE#e hE. Aaram se, yha> Apne hI kamo. se furst nhI.| AOr ifr Agr cle wI ja0> to vo hI kOn-sa tIr mar Aa0>ge? rav` ne wI bdla lekr Kya kr ilya? Apna qandan hI q_Tm krva ilya| sone kI l.ka wSm krva lI| [sse to AC7a yhI hE ik ApnI nak hI s>wal kr rKqI jaye| [sIil0 wartIy s.S¡it me. yhI ix9a dI jatI hE ik w[ya jo wI ko{ ku7 de ]sme. 0k =pya AOr jo kr vaips kro|

hm soc rhe 4e ik hm 3ora~3o me. bE#e hE. to Kya huAa? hm kneiDyn 4o e hI ho ja0>ge, rhe.ge to hm wartIy hI| pr wUl gye 4e ik Ab kilyug Aa gya hE| bhut-sI bato. kI trh logo. ko ApnI nak kI wI ifkr nhI. rh g{ hE|

kilyug kI bat pr @yan Aaya ik ]# kr sfa{ kI ja0| Ab phle jEse kmR#, {mandar, sevk-nOkr kha> rh gye hE.| wart me. to AwI wI ku7 iml jate hE., pr hmne j+r ko{ pap ik0 ho.ge| wgvan ne kEneDa wej idya, kha, .bs, Ab ko{ tuMharI seva nhI. krega| tuMhI. ramPyarI, 2oibn, moicn, yha> tk ik mehtranI se ranI tk ho; bs iwNn-iwNn smy pr iwNn-iwNn +p 2ar` kr Apna kam inp3aAo| .

ifr wI ]MmId pr duinya.> jItI hE| AaxapUvRk pitdevta ko inhara, xayd ku7 shayta iml jaye| ]Nho.ne nj_ro. me. nj_re. DalI. AOr ifr pEr psar kr Aq_bar fEla ilya| ha>, 7o3e-se wa8` dene kI ¡pa j+r kr dI, .mE.ne to phle hI kha 4a ik yh sb bqe a n kro| pr tuMhe. to ]pharo. ka lalc Aa gya 4a, tum manI nhI.| Ab tum jano, tuMhara kam jane| . AOr 0esI tNmyta se Aqbar p“ne lge jEse s<i*3 ka sara AiStTv hI [nke 0k-0k xBd ko AaTmsat krne pr inwRr hE|

guSse me. ku7 khna caha, ifr s.ym rq ilya| Aaiq_r hU> to wartIy narI, jvab kEse de sktI hU>? ha>, yh bat Alg hE ik Aa>gn me. zaDU lgatI, do ha4 ka 6>U63 ka“e bhU kI trh, 3kr-3kr krne valI sas pr, do-car bar bhane se zaDU fer dU>| pr yha> to pit ka sval hE| vEse to AOr bhut sare nuSqe Aajma0 ja skte hE.| pr ]nkI bat wI glt nhI. hE? scmuc lalc Aa gya 4a| pr jb vo Aa hI gya, cahe vh lalc hI Kyo. n ho, kEse iksI muF_t me. Aa{ cIj_ ko inkal kr bahr fe.kU>? cahe ]ske rqne se nuksan hI Kyo. n ho?

cil0, yha> ApnI gLtI man lete hE.| pr [Nho.ne wI to km nhI. ikya| Ab ibna bat ke mera kam n b“vate to Kya ho jata? bhut kha ik bajar se ihNduStanI dukan se bne-bna0 nan-kulca le

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Aa0>ge| bs ro3I ka z.z3 q_Tm| pr nhI., khne lge, .mere il0 do ro3I bna dena, bakI sbko cahe nan-kulca de do| . Ab bta{ye, 0esa wI khI. hota hE? nak nhI. k3 jayegI? kha> rjnI, ip/ya AOr [Nd/aÌ hE., sare idn Apne imya>Ao. se ]#k-bE#k kratI rhtI hE.; AOr 0k hm hE. ik AC7I-wlI [tnI m>hgI nan iqla rhe hE., AOr hmare imya> ]sme. wI nq_re 7a>3 rhe hE.| Are AC7I cIj_ de rhI hU>, bura 4o e hI kr rhI hU>?

sc bat to ye mane.ge nhI., Asl me. yha> wI nak ka hI sval pEda ho gya hE| hala>ik [nkI nak kafI lMbI hE ifr wI nak b“ane ke cKkr me. hE.| yh #ska, yh =tba Kya km hE ik mere 6r me. mE. jo khta hU> vhI hota hE, cahe [sme. bIbI kI nak k3 ja0| to 0esa kEse hone detI? wun-wunakr pUi ya> tlI.| hr pU I ko mehmano. ka nam le-lekr grm tel me. 0ese Dala jEse ]nkI gdRn pk Aa>c idqa{ ik lo be3a mj_a| logo. ko dUsre idn j+r pe3-ddR huAa hoga, pr [sme. merI Kya gLtI? mere imya> wI dUsro. ke imya> kI trh hote to mE. 0esa Kyo. krtI?

wgvan wla kre ]ska ijsne pU I belne kI mxIn bna{| 2 a2 Aa3e kI goilyo. ko cp3akr pUi ya> wI f3af3 ibl g{. AOr ¸Sëxn wI inkl gya| ha>, yh bat Alg hE ik jor-jor se hE.Dl dbate-dbate k.2e j+r ]q gye|

dUsrI bat pr wI pitdev A gye| bhut kha ik bE#ne AOr qane-pIne ka sara p/og/am nIce .besme~3 . wUimgt-tlg<h me. kr le.ge| pr nhI. yha> wI Ak g0 ik mE. to }pr hI .iliv.g-+m . me., bE#k me. hI bE#U<ga| tuMhe. Apne mehmano. ko thqane me. le jana ho to le jaAo, mE. to kib/Stan me. jata nhI.| bta[0, log hjaro. Dalr qcR krke .ifinx-besme~3 ., sjI-sja{ sMpU R wU-tl-g<h bnvate hE. AOr mehmano. ko AC7a-wla xandar 6r hone ke bavjUd besme~3 me. 0ese le jate hE. jEse tajmhl le ja rhe ho., AOr hmare imya> ]se kib/Stan khte hE.| AOr }pr se yh dlIl ik cahe ku7 kho, .mE. tajmhl ANdr-bahr, }pr-nIce sb trf 6.3o. 6Um skta hU> pr wa{ thqane me. do-car imn3 se Jyada nhI. =kU>ga| hE to vh mumtaj kI kb/ hI cahe iktnI hI qUbsUrt Kyo. n ho| . - so [s bat pr wI har mannI p I Kyo.ik ye to ApnI nak km n krte, kh idya to kh idya| ye to 3s-se-ms n hone vale 4e| At: muze hI ApnI nak kI ifkr krnI 4I| merI nak to vEse hI 7o3I-sI hE| kEse k3a dU>?

mehmano. ko b%IsI idqate hu0 Svagt kr bE#k-6r me. bE#aya| soca Apne 6r kI trh ye log mere 6r ka wI @yan rqe.ge| pr hay rI ikSmt, logo. ne [se Apna 6r n smza| jo log Apne 6r me. iliv.g-+m, bE#k ko MyUij_ym kI trh sjakr rqte hE., ]ska [Stemal to dUr rha, bs mk_bre kI trh 0k-Aa2 bar za ne-po.7ne hI vha> jate hE. ijsse ko{ cIj_ [Stemal me. Aane se qrab n ho ja0 - vo hI log qud to qud, Apne bCco. ko wI qulI 7U3 id0 hu0 4e ik be3a 0esa mOka ifr nhI. Aane ka| 2ma-cOk I kr sare Arman inkal lo| bs sahb, Kya krte? qUn ke 6>U3 pIkr rh g0| jb AoqlI me. isr idya hE to 6u3ana hI p ega|

mn hI mn ksmsa0 ja rhI 4I ik imS3r-imsej_ Akbr kI yad Aa g{| e“ sal phle kI hI to bat hE| hmarI bhn Aa{. hu{. 4I. At: Akbr dMpi% ne hme. qane pr bulaya| iliv.g-+m me. to jane ka sval hI nhI. pEda hota Kyo.ik hm to Aam ihNduStanI wa{ hE.| na hI hm ko{ gorI cm I kneiDyn hE. AOr na hI ko{ warI-wrkm ivxe8 hStI| besme~3 wU-tl-g<h pUra bna nhI. 4a, At: fEimlI-+m me. bE#aya gya|

Alb%a yid Aap iksI kneiDyn ke 6r jate to vo j+r Aapko kayde se v b e Pyar se Apne iliv.g-+m, bE#k me. hI bE#ate| pr ihNduStanI kayda f_kR hE sahb| ]nka Apna hI la$ijk hE| b I muiXkl se to vmaR-xmaR, itvarI-i5vedI AOr bakI logo. ko mat dekr ApnI AOkat se bahr mh>gI-mh>gI cIj_e. qrIdI., Ab kEse ]Nhe. 0Ere-gEre nT4UqEro. se qrab krvaya ja0| Are ! ijNho.ne ]n cIj_o. ko qrIda jb vo hI nhI. ]Nhe. 7U skte to Aap kOn-se qet kI mUlI hE.?

Akbr sahb ko bCco. ka fEimlI-+m me. wI bE#na gvara nhI. huAa, pr bulaya 4a to Ab Kya krte? xayd bulate smy bCco. ka @yan nhI. rh gya 4a| Ab ]Nhe. inkale. wI to kEse? pr vah saahb, Kya tj_vIj_ inkalI ]Nho.ne| khne lge - .be3a bCco. ke il0 tajI hva bhut j+rI hE| jaAo tum log ko3-bU3 phnkr 4o I der bahr bf_R se qelo . AOr jnvrI kI k ktI sdIR me. ]Nhe. bahr 2kel idya| mE.ne jEse hI ku7 khne ko mu>h qola, bhn ne jLdI se Ple3 me. p a pkO a mere mu>h me. #U>s idya

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AOr [xara ikya ik ix*3acarvx ku7 n bolU>| qEr ]s halt me. qana ikske gle se ]trta| ifr wI jLdI-jLdI ku7 cba AOr ku7 jbdRStI gle ke nIce ]tar hmne vha> se wagne kI socI| Jyada der krte to bhn ke dono. supu5 bfR se qelte-qelte bf_R ke .SnomEn . bn jate| mja yh ik }pr se vo dMpi% frmane lge - .bs Ab Aapne 6r to deq hI ilya, jLdI-jLdI cKkr lga[yega| . bhut rokne pr wI mere mu>h se inkl gya, .Ab to xayd do-tIn sal ke bad hI gimRyo. me. Aana ho skega| . - ]nke svailya cehre ka ]%r dete hu0 mE.ne Apne b“e pe3 kI trf [xara kr kha, .ye mhaxy ku7 b e ho ja0>ge twI bahr qel ske.ge| .

0k vo 4e AOr 0k hm hE. ik gimRyo. me. wI mehmano. ke bCco. ko bahr nhI. wej pa0, AOr ]nkI hr JyadtI, }pr se h>ste hu0 bdaRXt krte rhe| hala>ik A.dr hI A.dr ]nke ma>-bap ko kos rhI 4I AOr ma>-bap hI Kyo., ]nkI sat puXto. ko qrI-qo3I suna0 ja rhI 4I|

muNne ke rane se tNd/a 3U3I| deqa, cIj_e. phle kI trh hI ibqrI p I. hE.| khI. ku7 nhI. huAa| .mes\ . vEse ka vEsa hI p a 4a| kax, AladIn ka icrag_ hota to f3af3 j_InI ko bulakr sb saf kra detI| qEr, kmr me. pLla ks kr ]# p I inb3ne ke il0|

sfa{ ke sa4-sa4 ksm qaye ja rhI 4I ik AglI bar 0esI gLtI nhI. k+>gI| jEse bcpn me. kkhra v pha a zUm-zUmkr r3te v yad krte 4e, vEse hI ram-2un kI trh mn-hI- mn bar-bar dohraya - .lalc burI bla hE ., AOr nak to ApnI vEse hI 7o3I hE, k3I n k3I brabr, to ifr ]skI prvah Kyo.? wla ho }pr-vale ka, AKl de dI| der se dI pr dI to shI _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .jy ¡*` hre, jy ¡*` hre,

lalc AOr nak ke c¢VyUh me. f>se, wKto. ke duq dUr kre, jy ¡*` hre, jy ¡*` hre| .

ÞÞÞÞ hhhholI ke ic5 Ü7.dÝolI ke ic5 Ü7.dÝolI ke ic5 Ü7.dÝolI ke ic5 Ü7.dÝ ga>#ga>#ga>#ga># suwa8 1<tujsuwa8 1<tujsuwa8 1<tujsuwa8 1<tuj A9y gojaA9y gojaA9y gojaA9y goja

{*yaR, Ah., bEr wavna ke j.gl ko, qul g{ ga># mn kI lp3o. me. ApnI jlane AayI hoilka| mano. yugao-yugo. ke bad|

lal, hre, pIle, nIle, tUlI, bE.gnI,c3k, r.go. se Svdex ko sjane AayI hoilka| iktna ]lzaya

0k SvgR }pr 4a dUja SvgR nIce Aaj, iktna w3kaya, 2rtI pe ApnI bsane AayI hoilka|| jEse Aa>qo. pr p a huAa 4a pdaR| Aa gye suhane idn pI3te huye m<d.g, soc 4I q_as tOr kI

Ao#o. pe kbIr AO . i##olI leke Aa gye| roxnI me. wI A>2era idqta 4a| mn me. ]m.g s.g tn me. tr.g ilye, khI. n khI. hmexa b>2a-sa rhta 4a| mStane w.igya kI golI leke Aa gye| 7U3ne kI koixx me. Jyo. 73p3ata

wr ipckairyo. me. r.g p/em-p/Iit vale, Ai2k ksta jata 4a, neh ke gulal hmjolI leke Aa gye| duq pata 4a| bc nhI. paAogI - jaAogI b/jbale kha>, gokul se kaNha pUrI 3olI leke Aa gye|| 0ese me. kosta 4a tumse kNha{ r.g qelU>gI mE. jmkr, 6r ko

ko{ wI bhana n k+>gI Aaj holI hE| doSto. ko fagun ke pahun ho Aaye tum mere ga>v, iS4ityo. ko 3olI nhI. ye to merI quixyo. kI DolI hE| kmoR. ko -

mere b/j me. hE Aaj Svagt tuMhara ¡*`, duinya-wr ko| µare-µare xgun kI rolI hE, r.golI hE| )at nhI. 4a

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muzko wI r.g do, [se wI r.go Xyam r.g, ik do8 hE ga># ka hI, Ab tk korI ye cunr merI colI hE|| Aaiq_r pta lgane vala wI wr ipckarI jb Xyam r.g marI tb, mn hI hota hE| gorI-gorI rai2ka ka r.g Xyam ho gya| ko{ smza0 to Kya, sr se bha jo r.g rai2ka ke pa>vo. tk, smz kha> pata hE? rom-rom hr 0k A.g Xyam ho gya| gilyo. se b/j kI bha to imla ymuna me. leikn huAa ku7 0esa ymuna ke jl ka r.g wI Xyam ho gya| yo. bne halat 0esa c“a ]tra nhI. vo r.g Ab tk, s.68R wI8` cla PyarI rai2ka ke s.g-s.g Xyam ho gya|| 3krate rhe ki#na{yo. se papo. pe ye 2rm kI ivjy ke xuw idn, zelI. yatna0>| bjte mjIre AO . m<d.g yad Aaye.ge| flSv+p, mui¯ ka s.kLp jga Ah., kp3, µe8 kI ye kalI-kalI raq, rah kI wUq b“I| c3kIle p/em ke ye r.g yad Aaye.ge| l.bI kxmkx kI Aag me. tpkr yugo.-yugo. Asuro. AO . wgto. ke bure-wle, inqar Aaya hmko vo jIne vale “.g yad Aaye.ge| p/kax fEla| jb-jb hoilka jlegI [s 2rtI pe, 0ka0k ga># qul g{| Pyare p/¼ad s.g-s.g-s.g yad Aaye.ge|| ÞÞÞÞ

dudRxadudRxadudRxadudRxa DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ ram kevl xmaR .muin jI ._ ram kevl xmaR .muin jI ._ ram kevl xmaR .muin jI ._ ram kevl xmaR .muin jI . muze ApnI dudRxa pr n h>ste bnta hE, n rote| 7atI pr pT4r kI isl rqe jI rha hU>| k{ bar to jI me. Aaya ik AaTmhTya kr lU> - [s 6u3npU R jIvn se to behtr hI hoga - 0k bar hI to duq gujrega| leikn hay, bCco. ka Pyara, slona-sa muq a, totlI boilya>, merI god me. igrkr trh-trh kI cIj_e. ma>gna, mera hva{-mhlo. se ]Nhe. s.tu*3 krna, qelna, iqlana, sb jIne ke il0 ba@y kr dete| ifr ye bCce Kya qaye.ge? phne.ge? [nka kOn sa4I hoga? kdaict\ [Nhe. µar-µar roi3ya> wI ma>gnI p e AOr log duTkar de.| dUsre bCco. ko qate-qelte deq ye trse. AOr Aa>sU bhaye.| ma> se ma>gne pr ve zLla-zLlakr pI3e. AOr khe., .ingo e ! cl h3 ! 0ese Awage n hote to ve bIc mz2ar me. 7o kr cle jate| b e qane vale ho| iv2ata ne jb mu>h se kOr 7In ilya, tb Kya? Aa>sU pI-pIkr jIyo| . yh sockr merI 7atI f3I jatI AOr jIne ke il0 ba@y ho jata| ifr pTnI ka dudRxapU R t.gdSt inra2ar jIvn sockr t p ]#ta| kwI-kwI muze Apne Aap pr h>sI wI AatI| kOn-sa [Nhe. 6I-dU2 me. Dubo idya hE AOr A²I-t.jeb phnakr ih.Dole zula rha hU>| bCce wI ]tne qux AOr Aa)akarI nhI. rhte, jEse meh n brsne se 2Ule. hva me. ] I jatI hE.| Pyar se wI bulane pr ]Nhe. Awav ke ha4 dUr se hI rok dete AOr ve ktrane lgte| mE. sb ku7 smzta hU> leikn Kya k+>? piriS4ityo. se ivmU“ Vyi¯ Apna hI isr pI3 leta hE| pTnI kI bate. n pU7e.| [NhI. swI halato. ne ]Nhe. ic ic a bna idya| ve 0esI n 4I.| mE. hI 0kma5 ]nkI Aa>qo. ka tara 4a, gle ka har 4a - idl ka SvamI 4a leikn Aaj xayd bahrI AOpcairkta0> hI xe8 rh g{ hE.| mere AOr ]nke ivcaro. me. kafI A.tr Aa gya hE| bat-bat me. tn jatI. AOr mera ivpyRy hI boltI.| kwI-kwI to 0esa Vy.Gy-va` clatI hE. ik jI me. Aata hE ik xI6/ hI pirvar se Aa>qe b.d kr lU> ya Aozl ho ja}>| tb xayd sUze ik vE2Vy ke A.2kar se berojgar pit khI. AC7a 4a| mera wI Kya do8 hE? do iv8yo. me. 0m _0 _ AOr 0k iv8y me. pI-0c _DI _ hU>| ivcaro. AOr rhn-shn ka xalIn| iksI burI lto. ka wI AadI nhI.| kucir5ta kI to g.2 tk nhI.| ifr muzme. Kya kmI hE? jo ye nfrt krtI hE.| xayd merI berojgarI, 2nopajRn n krna, xhro., i403ro., Klbo., ipkinko., smaroho. ya ANy nevte me. n le jana hE| mE. qUb smzta hU> - dxRn AOr mnoiv)an ka wI

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muze AC7a )an hE| ye wI jIv hE., [nke A.dr wI cetna hE, socne kI xi¯ hE, kLpnaAo. ke spne hE., AaxaAo. ke mhl hE. AOr wavo.-Anuwavo. kI &<.qla0> hE.| p/tI9aTmk AaxaAo. kI sIi“ya> jb 3U3ne lgtI hE. to Vyi¯ tunk-imjajI, ic ic a, Sva4IR, ¢o2I, ivcar-hIn sb ho jata hE| kwI-kwI mE. ]Nhe. qUb smzata| tkRxaS5 ke p/maò. se sudama, hirXc.d/ AOr raja nl, yui2i*#r ka ]dahr` dekr ]nkI sTyin*#a AOr pitv/ta piTnyo. ke jIvn ka 0k 0esa ic5 qI.cta ik ve mOn ho jatI.| mE. khta - .w¯o. hI ko wgvan duq deta hE| taik ve sda merI yad krte rhe.| [sse prlok to bnta hI hE, wle [s lok me. k*3 ho AOr waGy ka Kya i#kana? kwI Apne wI idn ifre.? [s ga>v me. iktno. ke idn tuMhare samne ifre hE.| roi3yo. ke mohtaj 4e - Aaj dU2 kI kuiLlya> kr rhe hE.| . .qak ifre.ge| hme. to ]MmId nhI. hE ik ifre.ge . ve bol hI p I.| iS5ya> p/ay: jvab dene me. pu=8o. se Jyada inpu` hotI hE. - .)an ivcar to ga I ke 0k pih0 ke sman hE AOr 2n dUsra pihya| tuMhI. jra soco - roi3ya>, kp e, dva, 6r-mkan sb pEse se ho.ge| ha>, ivvek se [sme. 0k suVyvS4a Aa sktI hE| ivvek-hIn ka 2n bNdr ke gle ka har hota hE| l kI wI syanI ho rhI hE - xadI kEse kroge? dhej ke pha se isr dba ja rha hE| tuMhara )an-ivcar lekr ko{ ca3ega nhI.| ko{ dUsra ]pay soco| . .Kya socU>? . mE.ne 0k #.DI sa>s lI| soca - .sb to krke 4k cuka hU>| jo nhI. krna caih0, vh ikya| k{ bar dukan kI, karIgrI sIqI, xrab kI wªI Aajma{, dlalI kI, ANt me. corI, be{manI kI sUzI - leikn nhI.| +h ka>p g{ - sahs n huAa| bCco. kI bImarI deqkr iw9a ma>gne tk kI soca leikn nhI. - kjR to shI| kjR wI kOn dega? Binyo. AOr mhajno. se ha4 dbe p e hE.| jaAo to ve sI2e mu>h bat nhI. krte AOr kaXtkaro. ke to µar hI warI p ne lgte hE.| deqte hI ve 6r kI rah lete hE.| k{ bar srkarI nOkiryo. ke il0 to Aa{ _ 0 _0s _, pI _sI _0s _ AOr A.t me. 3I _sI _, gaDR, se¢e3rI tk ke il0 kM3Ixn ikye, leikn sb Vy4R| p“ne ke il0 puStke., n dO ne ke il0 A4R| ]>ca{ se igrta huAa Vyi¯ 0k itnke ko hI pk ne ke il0 ha4-pa>v b“ata hE| bola - .AwI Kya ku7 bakI hE? waGy ne to n jane iktne gul iqlaye - gailya>, jUte D.De, tmace sb| . .ha4 me. cUi ya> Dal lo AOr 6r me. bE#kr waGy ka rona roAo| . ve ma4a isko kr bolI. - .tumse ku7 n hoga| n mehnt, n nOkrI hI| . AOr ve tunkkr dUsrI Aor clI gyI.| mere ¹dy me. jEse iksI ne wala ipro idya| mere 6avo. pr ve mrhm n lgakr AOr ]2e tI rhtI.| [sIil0 mere sare da“I-bal iqc I ho g0 hE.| jb ik AwI mE. qUb jvan hU>| ku7ek srkarI nOkiryo. ke il0 AwI ]m/ wI Avxe8 hE, pr Kya khU>, ApnI ivvxta| mE. jjRr hU>, bU“a hU>| p¥u hU> - xi¯ivhIn hU> AOr jIte jI in*p/a` hU>|

ÜÊÝ jb merI xadI ka idn iniXct huAa 4a to muze duq-imi&t-h8R huAa 4a; Kyo.ik mE. smzdar 4a AOr janta 4a ik ivvah ke bad pirvarvalo. kI nj_re. bdl jatI hE.| ikNtu t=`-Aaveg ke jla2ar me. sare duq-xok bh jate hE. AOr Aan.d ke kml iql ]#te hE.| mE. ivwor ho ]#a| spno. ke mhl sjne lge| SvgR kI prI-sI pTnI Aane lgI AOr p/emyu¯ vaÌ se Am<t-rs brsakr clI jatI| spne 3U3te AOr mE. ivHvl ho ]#ta| xadI se phle hI pTnI se AnNy p/em ho gya| ]ske +p kI bnav3 sun-sunkr mE. Aape nhI. sma pata| jb pTnI ka p/4m dxRn huAa to mera ¹dy-m<g Aan.d AOr gvR ke sE.k o. kula.c lene lga| dIpixqa-sI A.guilya>, ca>d-sa muqm.Dl, kmld~D kI trh ba>he., SvS4 sugi#t xrIr, b I-b I Aa>qe. - mE> shj hI sMmoiht ho gya| suNdrta ke p/it wle ATyui¯ ho, ikNtu sMwvt: swI t=` kI AwIPsaye. wav s.£ilt 9u2a-pI a kI ippaist d<i*3 ke ]Nmad me. p/ay: yhI cIje._ d<i*3gt hotI hE.| ku7 idno. me. mE. ivlasI AOr kamcor ho gya| idn wr qana AOr sona| waiwya> 0e.# g{., ma> 6<à krne lgI| xe8 logo. ke to xBd wI m>hge hone lge| ij2r se wI @vin AatI - .jb deqo 6r me. 6usa rhta hE| qetI-barI, kam-2am sb jaye wa me.| . muze sunkr h>sI AatI| Aaiqr [nke wI to ku7 idn [sI nvIntaAo. me. bIte ho.ge| ifr ye [tne ku“te Kyo. hE.| merI wav-p/v`ta b I hI ghn AOr pEnI hE| pirvtRn kI inmRm dxa ko qUb smz rha hU>| tkR bui² se ]skI j ta AOr s.vedn-hInta ko i2Kkarta wI - pr.tu pr-k3e kbUtr kI trh t p kr rh

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jata| jha> mE. pirvar ke il0 gOrv 4a, wiv*y ka sopan 4a, AaxaAo. ka fUl 4a - hay ! Ab kevl war-Sv+p ho gya| 0k mjdUr se wI bdtr dxa ho gyI| qet jotna, me ba>2na, ANyaNy swI kayR qetI AOr pxupaln ivwag mere isr ho gya| qet me. kam krte dophr Kya tIsra phr wI bItne lgta ikNtu ko{ jlpan kI wI if¢ nhI. krta| 2Up AOr kIc se tmtmaya, wUq se bavla 6r Aakr pTnI pr hI sara ¢o2 ]tarne lgta| xayd pirvarvalo. ke il0 yh sbse p/sNnta ka idn hota| pTnI 0ka.t me. bE#kr ro-2okr cup ho jatI| mE. wI 9u2a-t<iPt ke bad ¢o2hIn ho jata| Ê-Ìidn tnav ke bad pun: vhI p/em, vhI Aag/h| pTnI me. wI 0k ivxe8 pirvtRn idqa{ dene lga| jha> waiwya> p/sNn, cuhlbajI krtI hu{ ya ivxe8 +p se sjtI-2jtI, gatI-h>stI idqa{ detI., vha> merI pTnI gumsum, AkelI mjdUrnI kI trh kayOR> me. VySt rhtI| kwI-kwI mE. [ska ivro2 krte hu0 jb ]nse khta AOr p/empU R xBdo. se p/sNn krna cahta to Aa>qo. me. Aa>sU wrkr vh khtI - .Kya k+>? merI ikSmt hI 0esI hE| 0k to 7o3I hU> - dUsre tuMhare n kmane se AOr 7o3I ho g{ hU>| 0k tum ho ik bahr inklne ka nam hI nhI. lete, nhI. yh nObt Kyo. AatI| mE.ne 4o e me. pUra Aaxy smz ilya, ikNtu mE. ApnI ivvxta ko Kya khU>? bhut se µar q3q3aye, leikn waGy ne hr drvaja b.d rqa| qetI mE. k+> AOr Anajo. kI malikn waiwya> hE.| pirvtRn kI d<i*3 AOr ¢Ur hone lgI| qan-pan vS5awU8` me. wI ANyay hone lga|kwI-kwI Vyit¢m p/kax me. Aane pr waiwya> gvR se bol ]#tI. - .ijska AadmI 7atI fa kr kma rha hE, ]ske bIbI-bCce sone ke kOr qaye.>ge AOr ih.Dole zUle.ge| iksI ko Kya? ijsse n deqa jaye, cULha Alg kr le| hm to [sI trh rhe.ge| ha> tum wI kmaAo-qaAo AOr bIbI ko palne zulaAo| tuMhara ko{ ha4 pk e tb kho| wgvan ijse suq de rha hE, vh duq me. nahk Kyo. mre? . [sI trh waiwyo. ke Vy.Gy AOr wa{yo. kI wTsRnaAo. se ¹dy 7lnI hota rha| mE. 0kdm mOn ho gya| Aaiqr murzaya huAa fUl DalI se kb tk i3ke? bhu2a inXce*3 ANyay-shna wI Apra2 hI hota hE| piràm yh huAa ik p/Tyek kayR me. ANyay qulkr hone lga| pirvar ke AOr sdSyo. ka hal AOr kU3nIit n pUi7ye ikNtu waiwya> Svaiwman AOr Ah.kar se sda 0e.#I rhtI. jEse duinya> kI sMpU R sMpdaye. AOr suq ]nke crò. pr 2re p e hE.| Ab sonar se 6r me. 6.3o. len-den kI bate. hotI.| bjaj qalI ha4 n jate| ]nkI bnab3I h>sI kleje me. tIr kI trh cuw jatI - jEse lgta s.sar ka sMpU R vEwv ]NhI. ke crò. tle ib7a huAa hE| p/ay: AapsI k3uta nasUr se km nhI., jo kwI #Ik hota hI nhI.| bat pU7ne kI kOn khe, dxRn wI Aiwxap AOr k*3dayk p/tIt hone lgta hE| nfrt kI lp3e. {*yaR ke Aakax ko 7Une lgtI hE.| tb sbl p9 inbRl pr hr r`nIit se havI ho jata hE AOr pairvairk myaRdaye. 3U3kr {*yaRwav se µNµ ka p/Ty9 ntRn krne lgtI hE.| ]s smy ko{ wI pirvar mhawart ka Aqa a bn jata hE, pirvar 3U3 jata hE AOr Apne hI wa{ 0k-dUsre ke qUn ke Pyase ho jate hE.| 0k hI gwR se ]TpNn do is.h Aaps me. l kr mr jate hE.| .sun rhe ho. n? . ve ronI sUrt lekr bolI. - .kEsI-kEsI idl me. cuwne valI bate, ho rhI hE.| kleja to 7lnI huAa jata hE AOr tum cupcap sunte jate ho? . .mE. 6 a wr jane ka [.tjar kr rha hU>| ku7 idn AOr jBt kro| v¯ Aane pr Aap hI f3 jayega| . .tum 6r 7o do to sb #Ik ho jay| . ve isskte hu0 bolI. - .[tna 7atI fa rhe ho - qetI ke pI7e| jra ApnI dxa to deqo| gulab jEsa cehra, bU“o. se wI bdtr ho gya hE| [tnI mehnt bahr krte to quxhal rhte| mE. wI tuMhare pEso. pr 6m.D krtI| qetI tum kro AOr malikn tuMharI waiwya> ho.| tum kEse shte ho? lu.gI-g.jI ke il0 wI tuMhe. trsna p ta hE| muze to sal me. 0k lugrI iml ja0, bhut hE| . gulab kI DalI me. fUl to iqla ikNtu rshIn, ingRN2, xowaivhIn|

ÜËÝ krIb tIn v8R ke }pr ho rhe 4e| mE. Ab do bCco. ka bap wI ho cuka hU>| bIc ka smy kEse inkl gya, n pU7e.| qetI ke Apman wre jIvn se }bkr k{ bar waga, 2obI ka kam ikya, mocI

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bna, na{ bna, irKxa claya, tSkrI ikya leikn nhI. sflta nhI. imlI| A.t me. pun: ihMmt ba>2I AOr bCco. ke gwRkal ko skuxl rqne ke il0 mjdUrI kI| pTnI ka jevr b.eca, Vyvsay ikya, ifr wI vhI ke vhI idn ! vhI tkdIr ! jEse ixv ka 2nu8 n ]#aye ]#e, n ihlaye ihle| mE. wI ihMmt harne vala n 4a| jIvn ko 0k y.5 mankr sda s.cailt hota rha| waGy ko smzne ka p/yTn ikya| Jyoit8acayoR. ke drvaje q3a3aye| qUb #gaya-lu3aya| ]nkI rs-wrI caplUs bato. se merI 7atI fUl AatI| 9`-wr ke il0 mE. iksI raja-mharaja se km n rhta| bs xin h3a, waGy qula| =pyo. kI to brsat hone lgegI| vahn suq ilqa hE - vah ! vah ! qane ko roi3ya. n imle. AOr spne mo3rkar AOr mhlo. ke hone lge| qEr ! 0k m.ijl 7U3tI hE to dUsrI iml hI jatI hE| ivpi%yo. ke 4pe o. ne [tna praSt ikya ik Ab {Xvr ke Alava ko{ raSta n rha| bs raSte bdl gye| m#-m.idro. kI dO hone lgI| jIvn me. pUra pirvtRn-sa Aa gya| jha> bE#ta Aa@yaiTmk s.to8 AOr xa.it kI bate. krta| prmeXvr hI sb ku7 hE, jgt-iny.ta, jIvn-SvamI| is² gu+ kI tlax me. qUb w3ka| xaS5a4R AOr gu+ ka prI9` ikya ikNtu vaKp3uta AOr tkR ke samne wavI gu+ mEdan 7o kr wag jate| ko{-ko{ to har kr marne-mrne pr wI ]ta+ ho jate| ikNtu [s s.git ko nhI. 7o a| Aa@yaiTmk cetna [tnI jag<t hu{ ik k{ bar to mah ka mah tpSya AOr @yanyog me. VytIt ho gya| xBd-surit ka qUb AWyas ikya| yogasn-p/aàyam sbko sa2a| ikNtu Aai4Rk iv¡it sb jgh D.k martI rhI| [NhI. jIvn me. Jyoit8 ka wI A@yyn ikya| ha4 deqa, di9à pa{, yjmanI kI leikn su=icpU R VyvS4a khI. n imlI| pirvar valo. kI nj_ro. me. haSyaSpd bn gya| ko{ bhu+ipya khta, ko{ n3vrlal| ko{ kamcor, ko{ 2UtR| ko{ mjnU> to ko{ paq.DI| 4o e hI smy me. bhut ]pai2ya> iml gyI.| sfltaAo. kI Av=² git me. p/ay: bhu2.2I Aayamo. ke hI bIj A.kuirt hote hE>| Aa8a“ kI phlI z I lgI 4I| bIj AOr juta{ ke pI7e iksan bavle ho rhe 4e| mE. icNta se sUqkr h ho gya 4a| ]ict wojn, n su=icpU R VyvS4a hI| 0k hI cULhe pr bne wojn me. wI quleAam ANyay hone lga| car 4ailyo. me. car ikSm ke pkvan prose jate| hm dono. mjdUr 4e| 7alIdar dU2-6I sb wa{yo. ko caih0 Kyo.ik nOkrI krte hE.| qet kI me pr kwI za>kne n jate leikn gLlo. ke mailk ve rhe.| ANyay AOr ]pe7a ke badl [tne ghn ho gye ik caro. Aor A.2kar kI wI8`ta me. sare magR Ad<Xy ho gye| ivcaro. ke 4o e mel wI 3U3kr {*yaRmk ho gye| 0k hI gwR se ]TpNn wa{ iv82r is² hone lge| 0k bar mere l ke xIlU ko buqar Aa rha 4a| ko{ dva-da+ n hone se rog ibg kr AOr wy.kr ho gya| ga>v kI dukano. kI 3Eble3 ne ]s pr AOr r.g c“aya AOr NyUmoinya> ho gya| do-0k ]L3I me. qUn ka r.g wI idqa{ idya| pTnI A2Ir ho g{ AOr isr pI3kr igr p I| 6r me. kuhram mc gya| ma> xIlU ko god me. il0 shla rhI 4I| xor-gul sunkr p os ke k{ S5I-pu=8 jma ho gye| k{ idno. se bCce kI Aa>qe. nhI. qul rhI 4I.| ko{ za ne bE# gya to ko{ 7atI pr 6I-nmk mlne lga - jEse vEó. kI rel-pel mc g{| iksI kI juban b.d n 4I - pirvar valo. kI wTsRna0> ho rhI 4I.| 0k S5I - .ka bU“I? kEsa tuMhara idl hE? bCca ha4 se inklna cahta hE AOr tum Anaj ka moh krtI ho? becare 7atI fa -fa kr gLla pEda krte hE. AOr kO I-kO I ko muhtaj? . .mE. Kya k+>? mera AiQtyar rhta to [n bhuAo. kI lO. I rhtI? . ma> rone lgI - .Awage hE.| bahr kmate to kahe ko yh hota? qetI jaye wa me.| do pEsa rhta to bCco. ke kam Aata| wa{yo. ke pI7e jIvn tlq kr rha hE| . 0k AadmI - .Aaiqr to l ka mr jay, yhI. n? . dUsra - .[s smy iksI AC7e Da$K3r ko idqane kI j+rt hE| jLdI [Ntjam krke [se lekr xhr wago| xayd ! wgvan b a karsaj hE| rq de mu>h kI lalI| . 0k mhajn - .ha>-ha> ! mE. =pye idye deta hU> - phle bCce kI jan bcaAo| muze ku7 wI de dena, Anaj, =pye| . waiwya> 6r ke bahr n inklI. - jEse Aapd-kal deq cUhe iblo. me. hI p e rhte hE.| wa[yo. se ko{ mtlb nhI.| xIlU ko ku7 dUr ma>-pTnI ke sa4 phu>cakr mE. vaips cla Aaya| ¢o2 AOr 6<à se xrIr jla jata 4a| bs xI6/ hI ko#e pr c“a| mjdUr ko sa4 ilya| wUse se geh>U ke bore inkalne

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lga| car bore gehU> mhajn ke hvale ikye, leikn yh Kya? pCcIs bore gehU> rqe gye 4e, bIj AOr iv¢y ke il0| leikn ds hI bore hE.| mere xrIr me. ka3o to qUn nhI.| waiwyo. se pU7a, ]nke bCco. se ja>ca, pr swI ne 0k Svr me. jvab idye - .mE. Kya janU>? hm logo. se Kya mtlb? Aaiqr [tne gehU> cUhe qa gye, to qalI bore Kya huye? mE. Avak\ rh gya| dUsre ke 6ro. me. iS5yo. kI corI se mE. qUb vaikf_ hU>| AadmI 6r bsa rhe hE. AOr iS5yo. me. 6r lu3ane kI ho lgI hu{ hE| binye corI ke mal se lal ho rhe hE. AOr mhl tan rhe hE.| hm ]j e ja rhe hE.| 0k sPtah me. sarI kargujarI malUm ho gyI| ho lgakr waiwyo. ne cura-curakr gehU> be.ca AOr =pye bnaye| [2r xIlU kI pNd/h idno. ke bad Aa>qe. qulI. To wa[yo. ke cULhe Alg jlne lge| jEse jlte huye tve pr iksI ne #.Da panI Dal idya| ijs pO2e ko mE.ne Apne qUn se sI.c-sI.kr ijlaya 4a, ]se Aaj wa[yo. ne bhut berhmI se ka3 Dala|

ÜÌÝ Aaj krIb mE. pa>cve. v8R 6r Aaya hU>| [n pa>c v8oR. me. kha> rha? Kya ikya? n pU7e.| 0k qt wI nhI. weja| soca, Ab bahr inkla hU> - qUb mo3I rkm lekr hI 6r clU>ga| pTnI ko vS5awU8ò. se lad dU>ga AOr no3o. ka puilNda samne fe.kkr khU>ga - Ab to qux ho? bCce mncaha qaye. AOr phne.| tum wI 0e.#kr waiwyo. ke samne rho AOr AC7e-AC7e pkvan se ]Nhe. irzaAo| ve wI smze. ik swI idn 0k sman nhI. hota| pr hay ! 6r me. tala b.d 4a| waiwya> mu>h fer lI.| ve kha> gyI.? Kya huAa? ku7 smz me. nhI. Aaya| mn me. b a ]Llas 4a| xIlU AOr APpI b e ho gye ho.ge| SkUl jate ho.ge - ]nke il0 kp e laya hU> - phnakr jra deqU> 7o3e to nhI. hE.| leikn vo 6r se ndard| muhLle se malUm ikya, mayke gyI hE| ¢o2jint s.to8 huAa, suri9t ho.gI| dana-panI ko kOn pU7ta hE| ]L3e pa>v cl idya ssural| ga>v kI iS5ya> AOr pu=8 0ese deq rhe 4e jEse ko{ AjnbI j.tu ]nke bIc Aa gya ho| kOn hE? phcan me. nhI. Aata| kEse ho gye hE.? AOr jankr ]nkI Aa>qo. me. mE.ne Aa>suAo. ko wI deqa leikn kar` janne ka p/yTn nhI. ikya| iS5yo. ka Svawav p/ay: bhut lcIla AOr koml hota hE| rona-h>sna to ]nka Svawav hota hE| Ab dana-panI wojn ka wI Aag/h hone lga, leikn mE. 4a jIvnsi¥nI AOr bCco. ke dxRn ka bavla, #hr n ska|

p/ay: mnu*yo. kI do iS4itya> hotI hE. - suqmy jIvn kI iS4r AOr VyviS4t dxa t4a duqmy ivpi%yo. AOr AsfltaAo. ke AiS4r jIvn ka bIh mEdan, jha> bgulo. AOr ]LluAo. ke Aitir¯ ku7 wI nhI.| icr-idno. pr Aaya suqI AOr VyviS4t Vyi¯ ]darta ke Ah£army p/em se pTnI ka wog-suq se Aail.gn kr, p/em p/dixRt kr Svy. suqanuwUit krna cahta hE AOr AiS4r VyvS4a ka duqI Vyi¯ ApnI ¢Ur in*#urta AOr Awav ko ]ske duqmy AwavaTmk AVyviS4t ikNtu s.to8p/d jIvn kI sur9a ke il0 Apne kleje ko inkal kr ]ske kdmo. me. rq dene ka hota hE|

p/4m me. suqanuwuit ka mht\ Aan.d hota hE, to dUsrI me. AaTm-smpR`| phlI me. suqan.d hE to dUsrI me Svy. ko tpakr pTnI ko prmsuqan.d p/dan krne kI Tyagmy ij)asa| [NhI. kutkoR. me. m.ijl k3I| Ab Aa gya hU> ssural| sas-Xvsur ka cr`-SpxR ikya| ve log ku7 6braye hu0 s.yt ho, phcanne lge, socne lge|

.Aap xayd _ _ _ _ tum Aof ! Xvsur jI bole| .ha>-ha> mE. hI| Aaj hI Aaya hU> lqn} se| . kEsI tuMharI dxa ho gyI hE? . sas kI Aa>qo. me. Aa>sU 4e AOr ¹dy me. pI a| bolI. bE#ate hu0 -

.kEsa 4a, kEsa ho gya| smy jo jo n gul iqlaye| AwI to ko{ tIs sal ]mr hogI | da“I bal 0kdm sfed ho gye| cehre pr 0esI zuirRya> inkl Aa{. ik Kya khU>| qEr panI pIyo| kEse rha? n ko{ icªI n p5I? .

.vh kha> hE? AOr bCce? . mEne bE#te hu0 4o a ]nka Aah3 lekr pU7a| soca - merI Avaj sunte hI bCco. ko dO kr mere [s 3U3e hu0 kleje se ilp3 jana caih0| xayd SkUl gye ho.|

.phle dana-panI kr lo, vh so rhI hE| bCce SkUl me. hE.| . ikNtu sas kI Aa>qo. se Anvrt Aa>sU igr rhe hE. AOr ve po7tI ja rhI hE.| Xvsur ku7 lok myaRda ko deqte hu0 gIlI Aa>qo. bahr ho ilye| p/em ke pagl ko panI kha> AC7a lgta, ikNtu AOpcairkta ka invaRh ikya|

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.xIlU AOr APpI kha> hE.? . p/em ivyog ka mara p/ay: ivvek xUNy ho jata hE| mE. AOr ivi9Pt ho ]#a| pa>c v8o.R ke A.tral me. b“e bCco. ko deqkr, sme3kr kleje me. Dal lena cahta 4a|

.SkUl gye hE., xam ko Aa0>ge| . Aaxa-jint s.to8 huAa ikNtu ]nkI w.igma muze rone ke il0 ba@y kr rhI 4I - .iksI ko

wejkr bulva le.| . mE.ne kha| .AC7a ! . khkr ve muze pTnI ke pas le Aa{.| deqte hI ]Nhe. mE. jEse pha se igr p a| mE.

phcan n ska| [tnI 6ul gyI 4I ik Ab mràsNn ho, Aa>qe b.d kr ibStr pr p I 4I| xayd do-0k idn kI AOr mehman 4I| muze pakr ]nke xrIr me. jEse tUfan ka bl Aa gya AOr ]# bE#I.| An.t pI a se ]nkI Aa>qo. ke A&und sUq gye 4e|

.kha>, iks trh rhe, ku7 qbr wI nhI. lI| merI to Ab jIne kI Aaxa nhI. 4I? xayd Ab tuMhe. pakr #Ik ho ja}>? . ve bolI.|

.tuMhe. Kya ho gya hE? . mE. ro p a - .yo. Apne ko 6ula ilya ik k.cn-sa xrIr raq ho gya| . .Kya krtI? tum jo nhI. Aa0| p5 wI idya hota to 0k shara pakr #Ik rhtI| . muze 9ma kro, sc| . mE. t p ]#a - .mE. nIc hU>, indRyI hU>, patkI, 2UtR, kamcor, Sva4IR swI

ku7 hU>| . .muze AOr n t paAo| yh btaAo kha> iks hal me. rhe? xayd sunkr muze bl imle AOr jI ja}>

_ _ _ _| . .suno _ _ _ _ . AOr mE. khta rha - ve suntI rhI.|

ÜÍÝ lqn} xhr Apne guò. ke il0 suivQyat hE| mE. wI S3exn pr Aa phu>ca hU>| rat ka smy| Anjan, Apirict xhr| kha> ja}>, Kya k+>, ku7 smz me. nhI. Aaya| ivpi%yo. AOr vak\vaò. ka 6ayl sb ku7 krne pr ]tr Aata hE| mE.ne kulI ka kam xu+ kr idya| 4o e hI idno. me. bhuto. se mel-imlap ho gye| Ab wa e pr 0k ko#rI wI le lI| VyvS4a bnne lgI| pirg/h jb ivi9Pt AOr pagl hota hE to corI ka jNm hota hE| 0k idn ga I me. 0k lavairs bKsa deqkr mE. low se itlimla ]#a| mere rom-rom sjg ho ]#e AOr Aah3 lekr warI-wrkm bKsa ]#a ilya AOr Aaya kmre pr| bKse me. tala b.d 4a| iksI p/kar to a, qola| deqkr cO.k ]#a| xrIr ka qUn sUq gya| juban talU me. s3 g{, yh to lax hE| bs xI6/ hI b.d kr dUsra tala lga, Avsr deqkr ga I me. de mara AOr dum dbakr psIne se l4p4 wag inkla| ko{ do idno. ke bad kayR xu+ ikya| bhut jLdI b a AadmI bn jana cahta 4a| ku7 mncle idler-idlasa Ple3famR ke lu3ere coro., ]cKko. se mulakat ho gyI| [s Vyvsay ke il0 merI ihMmt n p I leikn ]nkI lMbI-cO I wUimka ne muze xI6/ hI lqpit bnne ke il0 ba@y kr idya AOr ] aye gye mal ko ]nke S4an tk phu>cane ka #eka le ilya| =pye me. xeyrdar ho gya| idl me. dhxt AOr pEro. me. Aa>2I ka tUfan rhta| kayR p/git pk a| law ne low ko AOr lMba bnaya ikNtu iw9uk se raja kI gd\dI nhI. s>wltI| merI wI yhI dxa hu{ AOr 7: mas jel me. s a| iktne lat, 6U>se AOr D.De qaye, yh n pU7o| ifr wI tuMhare il0 jIivt rha| .b a duq sha| ifr Kya huAa? kEse 7U3a? . pU7a ]sne| mE.ne 0k }>cI sa>s lI| .sja to do v8o.R kI hu{ 4I leikn hmara yUinyn b a hrfn 4a| =pye-pEse qcR krke 7: mah me. 7u a ilya| lO3ne pr [s pexe ko Tyag idya AOr irKxa clane lga| S3E~D ke bgl me. 0k buk-S3al vale se doStI ho gyI| pircy jankr vh b a p/waivt huAa AOr bso. ke #eke pr iktabe. becne ka Aag/h ikya| Ab mE. iktab becte-becte Svy. leqk bn gya| 4o I iS4rta AayI| 0k D âma pa3IR se sMpkR huAa| Ab 4o a AOr cmkne AOr iS4rta ka Avsr imla| mera sU52ar ka kam p/muq ho gya| kwI-kwI muQy nayk ka Aiwny t4a iksI-iksI vaó. ka kam wI s>walne lga| merI Qyait hone lgI| mE. Svy. D âma ilqta AOr ]ska m.cn krvata| indeRxn vgErh sb mere ijMme 4a| yanI mE. pUra mailk hU>| mesmeirjm ke qel ka wI AC7a )an ho gya| hOsla b“a, djIR ke Alava mE. Svy. pa5o. ke Anusar vdIR islta-islvata hU>| mera 9e5 Vyapk huAa AOr lqn} me. mere nam AOr D âme kI b I xohrt hu{| b I-b I pai3Rya> mere samne ntmStk ho gyI.| ba{ jI log to mere cr` cUmtI hE.| merI ma>g b“ gyI| mE. 0k AC7a leqk ho

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gya hU>| na3k ke Alava khanI, ]pNyas inb.2 sb ilqne lga hU>| merI iDg/I ne car-ca>d lga idya| yh deqo merI 7pI hu{ iktabe. wI hE| Aaxa hE, iksI ka$lej me. A@yapk wI inyu¯ ho ja}>| ku7 logo. se bate. wI cl rhI hE.| mere kwI-kda ke VyaQyan se ka$lej ke log kafI p/waivt hE.| ikNtu hay ! yh sb VyvS4a imlte-imlte krIb tIn v8R lg gye| ]ske bad Jyo.hI mere pas ku7 pEse hu0, mE. tuMharI qbr lene Aaya hU>| sc mano. mE. iktna t pta 4a, [s juban se byan nhI. kr skta| Ab to tuMhe wI le clU>ga| Are ha>, 4o a AOr =k gya hota to merI seht wI #Ik ho gyI hotI leikn terI AOr bCco. kI yad ne [tna iwgo-iwgokr mara ik ma>s c“ne ko kOn khe, hi−ya> wI qoqlI hotI g{.| pTnI kI Aa>qe. p/sNnta se cmkne lgI.| puStko. ko ]l3-pul3kr deqne lgI. - tb to b e namI ho gye ho? b a AadmI bnte der n lgegI| . .nhI. . mE. bola - pEso. ka islisla xu+ ho gya hE, wgvan ne caha to bhut }>ca pd imlega| tuMharI sarI Qvaihxe. pUrI kr dU>ga| vEse mE. kafI +p se kp e, sa I sb lekr Aaya hU>| jra phnkr deqo| shara dU>, ]#ogI? bCce wI AwI nhI. Aaye? Ükp e idqate hu0Ý ye sb ]nke ilye hE.| jra phnakr deqta, 7o3e to nhI. hE. n? Ab to ve kafI b e ho gye ho.ge? . .ha>, khte ho to laAo jra phn lU>, nhI. to tuMhe wI duq hoga| jra shara do| . AOr ve kp e phnI., sjI-2jI.| ma>g me. isNdUr phnane ka Aag/h kI.| mE.ne xI6/ta kI AOr ve le3 gyI.| bolI. - 0k sa>s lekr - .Ab merI k4a n pU7o - ijn ivpi%yo. ko zelI, vh Ak$y hE.| tum jante ho, mdR AOr A4RivhIn S5I kI Kya git hotI hE? Ab sb btane ka dm nhI. hE| bs, tuMharI Aab+ rq lI, Apne ko im3akr| 4o e me. sun lo| 6r deqne ssural gyI 4I| vha> hm tIno. bImar p gye| mE. 0kdm kmjor ho gyI| n dva ke ilye pEse 4e, n mayke Aane kI takt| #Ik hone kI rah jotte-jotte bCco. kI dxa AOr qrab ho gyI AOr ve dono. prlok is2ar gye| .lax Kya hu{, kha> g{? muze ku7 pta nhI.| . mE.ne Aa>qe. b.d kr lI.| xrIr j ho gya leikn ]nkI Aa>qe. qulI 4I. AOr ve khtI ja rhI 4I. - mE. jItI rhI| twI se 6ulne lgI| n tum, n bCce| tum rhte to ]nkI [tnI if¢ n hotI| mata ka ¹dy tum to smz hI rhe ho ! pit ke Awav me. bCce hI Aa2ar hote hE., vh wI 3U3 gya| tum hote to tuMhe hI deqkr jI bhla letI| Ab to mE. wI ja rhI hU>| yha> AC7e logo. ke il0 jgh nhI.| wgvan\ tuMhara nam roxn kre| merI glityo. ko 9ma krna| wgvan\ tuMhe #Ik se rqe AOr ]nkI Aa>qe. _ _ _ ___zp gyI., xrIr inXce*3 ho gya| . nhI. _ _ __ _nhI., mE.ne isr 2un ilya _ _ _ _mt jaAo, mt jaAo, tum muze 7o kr nhI. ja sktI. _ _ _ __nhI. ja sktI. . AOr cetnaxUNy hokr igr p a|

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DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ srla Ag/val_ srla Ag/val_ srla Ag/val_ srla Ag/val vh ]#tI hE m>uh A>2ere wor kI p/4m ikr` ke sa4 bna cay jgatI AOro. ko bCco. ko wej SkUl inwatI daiyTv 6r ke kratI jma panI, ibjlI ke ibl latI sBjI, dal, cavl nUn, tel

s>vartI 6rO.da| wUl g{ [n swI ke bIc vh kivta - istar gIt - n<Ty ka$lej kI p“a{; s.gIt ]ska pivar kI quixya> p“a{ ]skI bCco. ko p“ana dO te rhna tej rFtar jIvn-c¢ me.

ba>3te m<duhas 2urI, pit ka ivXvas Aate yad fusRt ke ve idn bei¸k bcpn h>sna-h>sana| pr Ab jIvn ke [s mhay) me. j+rI hE Svy. sim2a bn jIte jana|

muzko ]sse Pyar hEmuzko ]sse Pyar hEmuzko ]sse Pyar hEmuzko ]sse Pyar hE

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DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir_ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir_ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir_ hir¡*` p/sad guPt Ag/hir jo xUlo. pr cle fUl hI man ke, jo gata hE gIt 2ra kI bIn pr, m>z2aro. me. clta sIna tan ke, deta hE Alok itimr se 7Inkr, jo clta hE A.garo. ko cUm ke. jo inj jIvn ko Aago. pr tOlta hE, d:uq me. wI muSkata, clta zUmke mr63 me. wI hrdm jo bolta hE, ijskI rahe. imltI hE. Vyv2an me. jo x.qo. ke fU>ke gIt ivhan me., sc khta hU>, muzko ]sse Pyar hE| sc khta hU>, muzko ]sse Pyar hE| hr nr ke d:uq ko jo Apna manta hE, jo 2ra ko bdle Sv`R-ivhan me., Aagt ki#na{yo. ko spna manta hE, sc khta hU>, muzko ]sse Pyar hE| jo hr duiqyaro. se krta Pyar hE, jo murza{ kilyo. ko muSkan de, ijska Apna hI sara s.sar hE, iv8 ka Pyala lekr Svy. Am<t-pan de, ijska idl rmta wUqe [.san se, jo 2rtI pr Sv R-ivhan la de, sc khta h>U, muzko ]sse Pyar hE| sc khta h>U, muzko ]sse Pyar hE|

pirpU Rta Aa>sUpirpU Rta Aa>sUpirpU Rta Aa>sUpirpU Rta Aa>sU DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ su8m bedI Da_ su8m bedI Da_ su8m bedI Da_ su8m bedI Da $$ $$ _ ]8adevI koLh3kr_ ]8adevI koLh3kr_ ]8adevI koLh3kr_ ]8adevI koLh3kr

pirpU`Rta muze ras nhI. AatI Aa>sU smzte hE., Pyar kI wa8a jEse j.gl kI 7aya me. Aa>sU jIte hE, mmta kI wa8a 2Up ke ktro. kI cah Aa>sU smzte hE., ivda{ ka ddR ya bs.t kI fulvarI me. badlo. kI yad| jb cla jata hE ko{ Apna hmddR| jEse 4alI me. prsa Svaid*3 wojn Aa>sU bnte hE. motI AOr hsrt iksI Anprse Svad kI jb igrte hE. hmdm kI h4elI pr ya brsat se is.cI, ldI hiryalI me. Aa>sU buzate hE. Pyas [C7a xIt kI suDOl bepdR xaqaAo. kI| jb ho.# pIte hE. ]nka ddR| Kyo. 6bratI hU> mE. pirpU`Rta se? Aa>suAo. kI wa8a AOr Kyo. tlaxtI hU> s.pU`Rta? 0k Svawaivk wa8a hE jo A.tir9 kI trh 0k qalI sm hE kudrt kI den hE| ya Aakax kI trh hE, hE nhI. [.san kiv hokr wI ifr wI ]skI qoj me. Aa>suAo. ko smzOto. kI wa8a isqate hE. hr pUrepn ke A2Urepn ko phcantI-nkartI ddR smzkr wI, ddR ko 7Une se ktrate hE. shejtI-shtI, behal At<Pt, jb wI nhI. jante vo _ _ _ _ b“tI hU> ]skI Aor, Aa>suAo. ko prayI juban sIqna AC7a nhI. lgta ph>ucte hI xu+ hote hE. smzOto. ko Apnakr jIna AC7a nhI. lgta A2Urepn ke nye dOr| kiv ke SpxR ko, s.vedn9mta ko wI ÞÞÞ Aa>suAo. ko pnah dena nhI. Aaya ijNdgI ko pakr wI jIna nhI. Aaya| ÞÞÞ

hm hE. phredarhm hE. phredarhm hE. phredarhm hE. phredar DaDaDaDa $$ $$ _ mIna p.D_ mIna p.D_ mIna p.D_ mIna p.D\\ \\yayayaya ix*y kusIR pr, gu+ drvaje pr, ivdeixyo. ko pE3nR dekr, pTnI nOkrI kre, pit 6r pr, qadI-kutaR, jaik3 phnkr, l ka 6rjma{, bhU mEke, khne lge hE. ; dada rhe [2r, dadI rhe ]2r, wart kI s.S¡it ke nIm kI datun, 3U4-peS3 Apnakr hE. hm phredar| ÞÞÞÞ

Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.Sneh #akur kI p/kaixt puStke.

Anmol haSy 9` Ü na3k-s.g/h Ý jIvn ke r.g Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý ddeR-juba> Ü nJ_m v g_j_l s.g/h Ý Aaj ka pu=8 Ü khanI-s.g/h Ý jIvn-ini2 Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý AaTm-gu.jn Ü Aa@yaiTmk-daxRink gIt Ý has-pirhas Ü haSy kivta0> Ý j_J_bato. ka islisla Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý The Galaxy Within ÜA collection of English poemsÝ AnuwUitya> Ü kaVy-s.g/h Ý kaVy-v<i*3 Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý pUrb-piXcm Ü Aap/vasI sMbiN2t Aaleq s.g/h Ý bO7ar Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý kaVy hIrk Ü s.kln 0v. s.padn Ý s.jIvnI Ü SvaS$y sMbN2I leq Ý ]pin8d\ dxRn Ü A@yaiTmk Ý

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