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T : EVENTMysticism & the Psychology of Audio-visual ventsTHOMA TA!"O#


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HOMAS AYLORI : EVEN

ysticism & the Psychology of A udio!isu"l E!e#tsI

The $u# o$ %"ss th"t 'ould h"!e it closi#g comi#g f"st "#d (eyo#d to se!e$"l isol"tio#s

'$ought o$ #"med " (uildi#g of elicit"tio#s "#d f$"gme#ts 'ho is )#o'# "s " %"stu$e

sym%osium o$ com(i#"tio# of %$i#ci%les "#d dou(ts* The #"me* A#d 'h"t h"s %"ss"ge $el"+i#g

("c) is the #"me th$ough e!e#ts the e$"su$e of motio# "#d dy#"mism #eithe$ l"c) #o$ %"st (ut

" %$ecise "#d ecli%tic %"ss"ge of e!e#ts th$ough memo$y "#d flesh "s "ct "#d #"me* Neithe$

dome suffices " %"$"llel of co##ecti!es 'ithout met"%ho$ this "ffi$m"ti!e he$e "#d %$ese#t

'ithout sy#t"+ o$ motio#*

A#d goes $"ttli#g th$ough the e"$s o$ "$ou#d di$ectio# "#d $eflectio# "s o#e %"ss

th$ough the mou#t"i#s 'he$e o#e might feel the e"$th mo!i#g (o$ed i#to (y d$ills "#d (its %"st

the emoti!e of s%"ce "#d elo,ue#ce "s the (i$ds %"ss th$ough "ll they )#o' "#d cold "i$ suffices

to #"me 'h"t goes "s light o$ s%ots o$ e"se o$ de#omi#"tio#s* Sto%* The $u# out of sh"%e 'he$e

demo#st$"tio#s c$"c) "#d sh")e fi$st #othi#g out of the "i$ c$e%t "#d the# the "i$ c$e%t "#d the#

the "i$ "#d the# the o#e of %$ecede#ce* All "s #othi#g "#d "ll "s "i$ "#d "ll "s o#e "#d the# "s

#othi#g* Re%e"ts "#d goes to'"$d the co#tem%l"tio# of the o#e* No#e*

Th$ough the f"mili"$ l"c)i#g #ome#cl"tu$e "#d dime#sio# o$ e,ui!"le#ce (ut %"st "ll

th"t "s s%ots o$ m"$)s "t le"st of !isu"l sig#ific"#ce c$e%t l"c)ed m"$)ed the$e- A#d li#)ed

c"used f$om the #othi#g#ess of cold "i$ dogs ("$)i#g "#d 'o$ds f$om othe$ m"$)s "#d

$e%osito$ies.co##ecti!e."#d he"$s the l"%sed %"ss"ge of )#o'i#g o$ ide#tific"tio#* His o'#

sou#ds "#d lights 'hich c"me o$ %$eceded e!e# the c"use %$io$ to $egist$y utte$"#ce of flesh

light o$ seedi#g th"t he$ #"me (e c$ossed "#d m"$)ed #o me"su$e "fte$ eithe$ f"the$ o$ mothe$

(ut the %l"#e of sou#d co#ti#uous "#d 'hole eithe$ to defe"t o$ %ossessio# "s myste$y*

A#d mo!eme#t too f$om the $idge%ole of the 'o$ld "lte$#"ti#g (et'ee# m"$) "#d flu+

" s%ot of e"$th see# de!ised e"sed to $es%o#d f$om the l"!" (eds "#d se" sho$es $ough c$"c)ed

l"!" %hotog$"%hs /"c$oss "ct to this cho$us of !oices "#d yells* The t$"i# $olls (y "#d "i$ mo!es

i#to s,u"$e s%"ce* Of %$io$ c"use "#d he$ #"me utte$ed eithe$ out of #ecessity o$ memo$y (ut

l"gged i#to meeti#g " 0u#ctu$e " %u#ctu$e th$ough e"se "#d colo$ to #oses "#d eyes " 'et leg*


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1eys to m"$) the "i$* Out of "ll o(0ects the o(0ect itself desig#ed i# sights of the close de#i"l of

#"mes*

O$ " to#gue sh"ft* Sli%%i#g "s cle"$ "i$ "#d im"ge th$ust "loft (y he$ too held do'#

m"de out of '"+ "#d h"#ds the im%ulse to d$i!e the "i$ (efo$e* To $emem(e$ the %"$"llel

te+tu$es of $ough#ess "#d decle#sio# the i!y g"$l"#ded doo$'"ys of memo$y "#d ide#tific"tio#

o#esu#* (ut the$e "#d m"$)* To sto% o$ hold " mi#d to it $ef$"cto$y "lie# %ositi!e* 2hich

st"$ts it off* Rou#d#ess "#d e$ect#ess " cyli#de$* O$ is#ess i# the sh"do' of the lights figu$e

"#d g$ou#d eme$ge#ce 'hom "#d$ogy#y3 I4ll '"it o# th"t '"it o# #"mi#g '"it o# %e"$s "#d

$ice fo$ he$ e+%losio# %"ce o#e "#d t'o the# $est*


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5ut he$ el"stic m"de " flo'e$ out #o "ll seei#g is #ot m"le #o$ fem"le #o$ 'ithout

$es%ect "#d dist"#ce* The$e '"s 'e s"id the #e' t$"!eli#g to m")e thei$ ("gs s%$e"d out (ut

u#'elcome "s hum"#s "$e to e"ch othe$ "#d %"usi#g e#'$"%t th"tchild "s " c"tego$y "#dsolid* 5ut the !e$y stuff %e$sists d$o#es it holds out solid o# the g$"sses "#d ch"i$s co#te#t "#d

touch /#o#toc"$e6 "#d " #e' $el"tio# I s"id u#thought (ut 'he$e3 7o#scious#ess "llo'ed it*85ut ho' c"# you do"#ythi#g*8 Ag"i# the cho$us of $isi#g !oices t$"i#s "i$ loc)s )eys doo$sthe (uildi#g settles* The e"$th holds "#d (lue s)y too*

A $hythm of %$ecisio# "fte$ s%eech l"+ '"itful held li)e good 'ill (ut #ot 'ithout

effect "#d glo'i#g this cle!e$ deceit #ot to mo!e "t "ll e!e$ "g"i# " cle!e$ "ct "#d music"l

o$ fo$m"l I do#4t )#o'* 5egi#* The #"me of the d"#ce "#y'"y $el"tes fo$m"l ("l"#ce to its

motio#* 2h"t he me"#sis cle"$ (ut #ot e+"ctly ho' #o$ could "#yo#e tell though 8#o othe$s8is "lso " $ule o$ $ule$* 2histli#g th$ough close ch"##els "#d s'itched "le$t* 9oi#g "lo#g o!e$

to'"$d the left side /($"i# #odes6 "le$t to e!e$y shift "#d f$"gme#t* Is this %ossi(le3 O$

e+%e$ie#ci#g ("l"#ce %$io$ to its st"teme#t* 2hose %"use 'hose "i$ #o$ legitim"te*

5ut the f$"gme#t holds "t le"st "s " (eh"!io$ sus%e#sio# "#d isol"tio# 'e"$i#g out the

#e$!e e#di#gs i# e#dless $e%etitio# #o$ f"ctu"l di"log though e#e$gy $et$e"ts "t th"t "t di"log"#d co#t"ct though co#st"#t $e"ssu$"#ce is mo$e th"# f$e,ue#t* So the t'o of "cts "#d the th$ee

of $egist$y it is #ecess"$y she )#o's th"t too "#d '"its 0ust "s I do fo$ 'hole#ess "#d light* It

%"uses %"sses do'# %"st the lu#gs $e!ol!i#g #e"$ the e,u"to$* Though #othi#g is )#o'#* This

"ffi$m"ti!e mode of c"use "#d so u##ecess"$y to "$ise out of the hedges li)e " lette$ o$ "

f$"gme#t memo$y %$io$* ;o$m*

I (uilt it u% li)e th"t "s f"$ "s I could #o %"use (ut time "#d !e$tic"l 'hich 'e "ll )#o'*

Ve$#"cul"$ "#d %$ecise si#ce it is u#dem"#di#g* 5ut #othi#g is u#self$ighteous (ut " '"y out

o$ i# the Ho%i s#")e m"


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g$o"#i#g guests the o%e# 'i#do' u#defi#ed (y the st$eetlight* 5ut hold o#* The$e is mo$#i#g

"#d "fte$#oo# the "i$ %"sses th"t '"y th$ough the %$i


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$edefi#ed fl"t out the slight cu$!es "#d edges o$ sh"%ed the# o$ #ot (ut stic)y su(st"#ces to

'hich o#e $es%o#ds $ed o$ $ou#d#ess (ut #otdi


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To co#t"i# it "ll* A %ictu$e of "# i#!isi(le i#fi#itely di!isi(le st"te (ou#ded (y the

,u"lity of its "cti#g ho' i# di!isio# it comes fo$'"$d th$ough the fo$ms "#d fo$ces of "llusio#

these he$e 'o$des to th$ust "lmost out of seei#g i#to the see# /#o te#se6 th"t is of "ll cl"ssic"l

)#o'ledge to %ossess ho' "s does o$ comes the# 'h"t should o#e do 'ho is "l$e"dy doi#g

"#d ho' "#d 'he$e does th"t t$"#sfo$m o$ $el"te out to the l"%sed o$ m"te$i"l 8thi#g8 i# situ the"ctu"l o$ $e"l of 'h"t o#e is mutu"lly co#t$i(uto$y to o$ of o$ f$om some i#st"#eity of the "ct

itself to $e"ct out to "#d i# to the $ecollectio# of t$"#sl"tio# th"t it h"s 0ust (ee# com%leted*

2hich "llo's u#$est$icti!e* I )#o' "ll the o(0ectio#s h"!e m"de them out of dis

fu#ctio#"l $el"%si!e ecst"cy "#d %$ofou#d i#te#tio#s of futu$e co#!e$ge#ce* ;l"t out* Acce%t

"#d %e$%etu"l* 1#o'#* This "ct "s* Poetic dilemm" so )#o'# o$ (ecome this As: "s* Right*A is A "#d A is #ot A* So cle"$ th"t the fo$mul"tio# is m"de out %$osc$i%ti!e* "#d o#ce do#e#e!e$ do#e (ut o$ (ut* " cl"use* A f$"gme#t* The "ll of the ice c$e"m co#e side$e"l "#d lit u%*

;ocused "#d m"g#ifice#t clutte$ o$ cluste$ "#d close (ut s)i%%ed o$ sc$i%t* A#d o#*

=#de!elo%ed th"t* A#d fl"t cl"ims to c"lm %$oficie#t held cluste$ of "#d fe"the$s* The !e$y

Noof se#s"tio#* He s"ys*2hich $esists u#de#i"(ly* 2ithout touch the flesh "#d (lood of $esist"#ce* "%$o%os to

the mood o$ selectio# . eithe$ '"y "g"i# u% o$ do'# (ut "lso f$o#t "#d ("c) "#d $ight "#d left

'hich le"!es #othi#g ce#t$"l "t le"st #othi#g "#d the ce#te$* Poi#t* M"$)* S%ot* Ele!"tio#

f$om 'h"t- The colo$ (lue $ed g$ee# "ssig#"tio# of u#fo$esee"(le i#fo$m"tio#* Th"t (i$d o$his mo!eme#t "#d fi$e too to clothe $emo!"l i# t'e#ty %"ges (ut its !e$y ,u"lity to itself (ei#g

$el"tio#"l "#d "fte$ the f"ct* =#me#tio#"(le "s '"$%cl"use though the o#e follo'i#g the o#e is

method the s"me "ct t'ice #ot e!e$ $e%e"ted "g"i# the !e$y he"d"che of it "#d #o light o#ly

seei#g* ;i$e the ce#te$ "#d mo!e o# u%*

Im%$ecise $e%etitio# of #ecessity* Th"t holdout* No me"su$e fo$ the i#fi#ite "s it isthough humo$ "llo's $e"l s%eech i# "cultu$"l modes* So the$e l"ughte$ "#d stutte$i#g collide to

s%eech%"uses* Ho' the flesh decides i# the "(se#ce of "(se#ce* O$ 'h"t !e$y %$ese#ce im%els

"s #ecess"$y /"l$e"dy h"%%e#ed6 the %e$fect "lig#me#t of the desce#t* Poi#t* Refe$e#t* Stic)y

t"%e e"$ "#d slide* A segme#t of "llusio#s . 'hich i#cli#es to defi#itio#s* Th"t the colo$ of

u#'i#di#g $oots* So: eithe$ loo)i#g u% o$ loo)i#g do'# "#d " (e#t "#d $et$"cted "ctu"l* 5ut

flight 'h"t of th"t this $esu$ge#ce of the i#dete$mi#"te* As ge#etic /o$igi#"l6* It is the !e$y

thi#g itself* I# #o motio# (ut the sudde#*


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IIIOf this e!e#tu"tio# the# out of the %sychology of s%"ce i# 'hich the "ll co#stitutes

itself i# the mu#d"#e collectio# "t %oi#ts $e!e"led /m"de )#o'# o$ sus%ected6 !i" feeli#g*

I#te$sectio# i# othe$ 'o$ds of the #o#%e$so#"l "#d the feeli#g itself* A cou#te$"ctio# o$ %"ss

$egist$y* A# i#timid"tio# of %ostu$es o$ "ctu"l co#t"ct "c$oss co##ecti!es* No de#yi#g th"t th"t

th"t 'hich t")es %l"ce i# the "$chety%e of time $eflected u%o# 8#"sce#t $e"so#8 he s"id is "#

i#dic"tio# of the m"g#itude of the l"%se* I "m o#ly t$yi#g to c"tch u% he$e to $e!ise the d$ift of

i#fo$m"tio# "s it h"s filte$ed th$ough me* Out'"$d to'"$d #o com%le+ity o$ 'h"t he s"ys (e"$s

the im%$i#t yes of 'ho he is*To #ote " $e"ctio# (eyo#d the $ee#"cti#g the$e "$e the "(solute sim%licities of %l"ce

/locus6 "#d $e!isio# o$ coll"tio#* As "cti!e* P"ss this too th"t 'h"t I s"id h"d "ffect "#d the

c$isis of co#t"i#me#t %$essu$e fo$med out of "s disti#ct co#t$ol i# o$ the l"g to h"!i#g o$

e"si#g (ut the "ct itself " fo$m"lity of the mood the$e he h"s to se#d* Right3 A# "llo'"#ce of

%"$ticul"$s "#d $oots "#d the $eco$d the# "s c"use "#d sym%tom of 'h"t '"s felt* The dog "#d

the le"f o$ "#othe$ "(solute* 2hom* tot"l fu#ctio#"l g"the$i#g 'hich h"s my %"$ts "s

%$o#ou#s "s e#e$gies: (eyo#d the met"llic "t le"st to'"$d %u$%ose "#d "ct*

7"tego$y of diso$de$ %$ese#t i# "cti!ity* As such* Light g"the$i#g locus self "s o#e the

$e"l (usi#ess he$e out of "ttem%ts to ge#e$"te $hythm /"#d co#se,ue#t im"ge of loc"le "#d

du$"tio#6* The fi+ the# 'he$e light "#d sh"do' co$$el"te to motio# the se#so$i"l di"log of

e#e$gy st"tus "#d %ossi(ility "s #um(e$s o$ 'o$ds "#d the ,u"lity of the "ct i# %"$"llel* His"#ti,uity* Light foc"l i# the dis%l"ceme#t of the %"$"do+ of the c"!e 'he$e is the 8sto$y83

Lighte!e#t co$el"ted to o$ i# s%"cetime e!e#t c$ossh"tched (eyo#d the edges of the 8thi#g8

itself 'hose "#o#ymous g$ey sh"do' looms u% f$om (ehi#d* Shift of "tte#tio#* The d"t"

eme$ges*

2hich is to loc"te o#ly #ot c"use could it (e othe$'ise3 This l"+#ess "mo#g theco#stitue#cies o#$ush of det"il li#)ed "s st"tic %"ss* The co#ditio# of the "ct the# 'hich

defi#es itself u#solicitously comes i# th$ough e$$o$ th"t is "g"i#stdisci#ctio# . the 'o$ld (ye+clusio#* The th$ust fo$'"$d le"#i#g i#to the "ffi$m"ti!e mode "s discou$se #o %"use i#

ch"#ge (ut "thletic "#d %$ed"to$y "s the disti#ctio# of e#e$gy itself loc"l focus fo$ the most u#


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met"%ho$ic"l of "cts* 5ei#g /"d!isedly6 eithe$ 8i#field8 o$ 8outfield8 'ith $es%ect to o#e4s

%e$ce%tio# of choice"cts* 2he$e "$e 'e #o'3 A#othe$ $esist"#ce to !o$te+ %e$me"tes: #o

"d!"#ce disi#teg$"tio#* h"t$e"di#ess to %e$%etu"te $esol!ed*Th$ee mo!eme#ts out f$om t$"#sl"tio# o$ the d$"m" defi#ed: u#sig#ific"#t "ffi$m"tio#s

$ele"se s%ecul"tio# 'hich $esol!es /'o$ds fo$ i#st"#ce6* His u#s%o)e##ess "#d the e!e# tem%e$

of 'h"t follo's the !e$y disti#ctio# of the g"the$i#g* ;lu+ to ce#te$ co"gul"tio# "#d defi#itio#

to'"$d the oute$* Th"t is fi$st co%ul"tio# seco#d co%ul"tio# thi$d co%ul"tio# etc* to'"$d "

%$o0ectio# of light o#to field o$ sc$ee# f$om /i# s%ite of the m"d#ess o$ $e!e$s"l of lite$"l "cti#gs

out6 the ce#te$ of the 'o$ld to the te$mi#"ls of c$e"tio#* 8;$om 'hich c$"g e+"ctly did he

le"%38 8I#to 'h"t "(yss38 A methodology of "ctu"l c"us"tio# follo's u#decl"$ed "s " t$o%e is

i# its %ossessi!e#ess to i#cluded %"$ticul"$s #ot (y 'him (ut ce$t"i#ty*The (loodf$e#


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5elief i#c"$#"ted (y s%eech fo$ i#st"#ce u#c"us"l though mythic: th"t te$m its s%ecific diso$de$

#"med his "#d the f$uits of (ut " %u# #"mesout A($"h"m4s discou$ses 'ith the light*

P$io$ity "s defi#itio#: " $ecog#i


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"c,uisitio# of fo$ i#st"#ce shee$ 'eight /t'el!e %ou#ds6 i# the scheme of 8me#t"l e!e#ts8* The

%oi#t (ei#g i# " se$i"lity of "cts of co#st"#t $emo!"l f$om the co#fide#ce of the "ccu$"cy of the

im"ge* Ah" it is 0ust th"t th"t I "m "#d ste%%i#g "'"y f$om th"t to loo)3 o$ to see* 5ut

$emo!"l "s if th$ough the summ"$y of the co#t"i#me#t o#e chooses /so he does6 to $e!e$se o$

o%e# o$ e#l"$ge to "lte$ the tot"lity of the defi#itio#* Thus the %ossi(ility i# te$ms of

$ecog#itio# of $edu#d"#cy* As "g"i#st "ll theo$ies of #o#$e%etitio#* The "cti!ityg"i#s i# mome#tum 'ithout %ossi(ility of co#t$ol i# de!otio# to the %e$%etuity of the

!e$y im"ge* No $eflectio#* The %hotog$"%h h"s !"#ished- Thus im"ge "#d se,ue#ce co#t"i#

the #ecessity "#d mood of t$"#sfo$m"tio# /8mo!i#g "c$oss86* The eye glitte$s ho%efully s%illi#gth$ough the i#te#sity of t$ue s%eech to'"$d " f"mili"$* No c"tego$y i# the )#o'#* He ste%s

"')'"$dly i#to the mud o$ shields his f"ce f$om the f"lli#g $"i#* Affi$m"tio# co#scious#ess$esol!i#g to'"$d the memo$y of the d$e"m* 7o#t"ct 'ith 8"8 %$ese#t "#d ide#tific"tio# of the

d$e"mfigu$e /e#e$gy c"tego$y of co#t"i#me#t #"med i# #"mi#g6 "#d hostility to'"$d

%$ese$!"tio# of the

ete$#"l %seudo%$ese#t of the d$e"m st"te* No memo$y fl"shi#g of light ($o)e# th$ough

h"(it the c"$$ie$ of 'eights though $hythmic "#d g$"ceful %uls"tio#s of "cti!ity $esol!ed "s

8%$"ctice8 i# #o memo$y "cted (ut do#e out of h"#d "s " m"te$i"l "ct* Thus co#st"#t i#te$%l"y

of #ecess"$y $emo!"l ste%%i#g "'"y to the $im to e#com%"ss the 'hole of 'h"t '"s* 2hich isto s"y i# the de%th of %$o#ou#s 'ho e+"ctly $emem(e$s i# the midst of #e' %uls"tio#s* 7loudeme$gi#g f$om s)y fi$st #"med "#d the "i$ "fte$ (ut 'i#dflu+* His i#te#tio#s to $eco$d* O$ "s%ecific i#!isi(ility mo!i#g th$ough

'h"t '"s #otme#tio#ed "ccou#ted fo$ i# omissio# (ut desc$i%ti!e "s though the f$ie#ds'e$e coo%ti!e li)e the i#timid"tio# of sy#"%ses e+h"ustio# /tem%o$"l6 of ch"##els th$ough

successio#s of $egist$"tio# i# " mutu"lity of dem"#ds "s if "ll loci 'e$e dimi#ished (y thei$

fu#ctio#s* The dem"#d out of co#ti#uity is th"t it should f"il to #e' i#fo$m"tio# "s the sh"%e

of the cloud does #otch"#ge i# its %$ocess of dissolutio# 'he$e the successio#s of defi#itio#/time6 $eflect o#ly " st"sis u#defi#ed "#y'he$e i# thei$ $egist$y* A# ultim"te ,u"#tity of

dis"%%e"$"#ce 'he$e feeli#g loc"tes " flu+ of !isi(ilities "s the eyes outfocus e"ch othe$ i#

thei$ %i#%oi#t co#t"ct 'ith 8o(0ects8*

The %e$fect sto#e o$ fulfilled ci$cle $ests e#c"sed 'ithi# the egg of co#scious#ess* The

%l"sticity of me"#s o$ flu+ $esol!es to'"$d " h"$d#ess "#d i#fle+i(ility of ultim"te focus*


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he$e-/"g"i# i# #o mood to'"$d its o'# mo$#i#g the %e$so#"l sto#e %lu#ged 'ithi# "# oce"#of feeli#g* Its success "#d em"#"tio# u#)#o'# '"$%ed "s the child i# the (ottle* =#

illust$"ti!e* A $efus"l to 8im"ge8: /!e$(6* Sy#t"+ /"cultu$"lly6 desig#"tes !e$( to el"%se

seclusio# "#d co#te#t* The sto#e su(mits to its $eflectio# i# the %"st of e!e#ts though it $em"i#s

" sto#e e!e# 'he# 8illust$"ted8 (y tech#i,ue* Mi#ute shift h"#dled* He %"sses e!oc"tio#s of#ightf"ll*

He s,uee


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successi!e #ulls "s " t$"#sl"tio# of lite$"cies t")es o# the sh"%e of i#fo$m"tio# co#!eyed*

Successi!e #e$!efi$i#gs "tte#tio# shift* ;i#"lly " d$ift of 'hite #oises th$ough the ("$$ie$ of

'hite fo$ms 'he$e light $eflects light th"t %ool of memo$y*

VThe "cti!ity itself the "ct e!e# i# its $el"tio# to %le"su$e the u#foldi#g of (ei#g "#d the

%e$ce%ti(le field th$ough the 8sudde#8 /cf* 5i#s'"#ge$6 th$ough to the o%e#* The femi#i#e of

co#scious#ess e#"cted (y the m"le of se,ue#ti"l "cts o%e#ed to the child yielded th"t it the

child co#t"i#ed 'ithi# " $i#g of fi$e he$metic child i# the $eto$t* The s%he$e o$ sto#e $educed i#

" fi$e of feeli#g $isi#g out of the 8'"te$s of co#scious#ess8* The "cti!ity itself* The dou(lefigu$e i# co#!e$s"tio# o$ 8'ho4s '"tchi#g 'ho8* Ros"$y of si#gul"$ tem%e$s " tem%o$"l figu$e

sus%e#ded i# s%"ce 'hich su$$ou#ds the im"ge i# its defi#itio#s*

h"tfigu$e l"%sed th$ough the e!e#t* Nothi#g h"s t$"#s%i$ed* Locus of $e%etitio# thee!oc"tio#s of %l"#"$ s"tu$"tio# e!e#ed out (y co#se,ue#ce "# occ"sio# fo$ s%eech meeti#g

h"lf'"y 'he$e the "ct is t")e#* A $e%$oductio# the# "#d co#ti#uity of feeli#g to'"$d %le"su$e

cu$iosity $oused f$om its de"th slee% (y the i#tuiti!e th$ust out'"$d th$ough the i#dete$mi#"te

field of e!e#ts to c"use o$ the o(0ect* ;i+ed o(0ect '"#i#g "c$oss "tte#tio# "tte#tio#4s $el"+"tio#

o# itself to'"$d flight the 8im"ge8 of flight o$ "# "ct of flight t$"#smo!"l of te$ms to te$mi#"l

"#d out sc"tte$ of %ossi(les to "ctu"l "#d fi+- Set- The# l"%se out*Atte#tio#4s '"#e "#d flu+ mo!e to $eset the desc$i%ti!e of self the# of "ct to set

co#scious#ess "s "# illusio# to '"$% o$ mo!e to #e' set the$e st"(ili


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%$esc$i(ed "s i#fo$m"tio# "s 8I "m th"t8* Life i# de"th "#d de"th i# life 'ould desc$i(e " flu+ of

the mome#t"$y /o$ sudde#6 out of %h"se th$ough i#te$stices of #otice /the field of det"il6 to

o(0ect "s th"t 'hich $e%l"ces "tte#tio#4s fi+ li)e " sudde# #oise i#te$$u%ti#g

the co#ti#uity of $eco$di#g mech"#isms* 7le"$ i# th"t though he$e #ot )ee%i#g $eco$ds

(ut e+h"usti#g "ssum%tio#s of the %e$so#"l "#d co#ti#u"l fu#ctio#i#g of !oice /eg* du$"tio#

m"#ifest i# l"#gu"ge6 o$ the l"%sedout f$i#ge of %oetic distu$("#ce the loc"le of "tte#tio#

dimi#ished (y its st"teme#t o$ h"!i#g 8#othi#g to s"y8 "ll c"ught u%* St"tic* A#d the#

$e%e"ted* Pl"yi#g out the $ese$!oi$ "$$i!i#g "t the edge of the dese$t "ll co#t"ct "!oided* Hot

su# of $emo#st$"#ce* The effect of '$iti#g the effect the !e$y "ct itself the co%ul"ti!e of

"tte#tio# "#d co#scious#ess to'"$d the o(0ect the thi#g itself e+%loded l"id o!e$ its com%ositio#

"s 8th"t8 o$ 8th"t8 me$ely sim%ly " $eco$d of motio#* A chemic"l disch"$ge* The usesof "#om"ly to'"$d " %$ese#t $ec"lcul"tio# of o%%osites "c"us"l #o#tem%o$"l the ,u"lity of

i#siste#ce o$ im%"tie#ce $ecedes to'"$d the %e$so#"l f"mili"$* I me"# (y this* * *this 0ou$#"l* * *#o

effect* S'e"$i#g i# %u(lic fo$ i#st"#ce is se$ious* Ret$ie!"l of light the $e!e$s"l this "ct

co#t"i#ed "s flight to "$$o' #o o(0ects i# co#scious#ess (ut self the #otio#s of em%ti#ess "#d$eg"$d #o c"lcul"tio# (ut do#4t sto% "#d h"#gi#g o# li)e the dist"#ce to sho$e o$

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%l"sticity of i#fo$m"tio# th"t 'e "$em"lle"(le im%e$"ti!e "s it sou#ds is #ot the 'hole thi#g*5y 'hich is me"#t this $oom 'he$e it is "#d use to its me#tio# "#d goi#g th$ough the

s%ecific %"tte$# of %$ocess if o#ly to em%ty "#d disco!e$ the co#t"i#e$ /th"t it is em%ty6 "#d

$e!ise its s%ecificity /fill it u%6 to %ote#ti"li


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o$ %$ese#ce !i" memo$y $ele"sed f$om the im%ulsio#s of the futu$e* hus: im"ge o$ im"gi#"tio#of the e#e$gy i# "d!"#ce of the '"l)i#g (ody hu$$yi#g to c"tch u% o$ c"use e#"ctme#t of 'h"t

h"s "l$e"dy h"%%e#ed i# the co#ce%tio#i#g*

;$om i#iti"l co#ce%tio#i#g of the mome#t"$y of 'h"t h"s "l$e"dy h"%%e#ed /eg*

com%ositio#6 th$ough to the fu#ctio#"l e!e#t of c"lcul"tio# o$ th"t is $eflectio# the light

$emi#ded to its oute$ %l"ce th$o'# f$om the ce#te$ to the out'"$d* St"tic %$o0ectio# f$om the

self o$ the o#e o#to the met"%ho$ic 'o$ldsc$ee#* >i"go#"l m"#ifest"tio# of se#so$y

mech"#isms to'"$d met"%ho$ic ("l"#ce* 2hich is to loc"te (et'ee# the desc$i%ti!e "#d the

c"us"l "s %$ecisely th"t 'hich c"##ot (e desc$i(ed to disco!e$ th"t "t (est it c"# (e defi#ed

desc$i(ed loc"ted c"used used li!ed "cted )#o'# "#d "ll 'ith #o loss o$ g"i# to the s%ecies

of o#e4s self*The th$e"t of the futu$e the# i# e!e#tte$ms 'ould lie i# its $efus"l /"ssu$ed e!e# (y its

defi#itio#6 to (ecome %$ese#t* O$ the ig#o$"#ce 'ith 'hich o#e4s t$"#sfo$m"tio# /flesh (ecome

"ct6 f$om st"sis to !e$tic"l %$ese#t#ess i#to im%ulsio# o$ futu$e#ess to mo!e f$om 'he$e o#e

'"s i# the simult"#eity of )#o'# %"sts "#d i#te$$u%tio#s of the c"use itself of mo!eme#t

e#e$gy "#d light* Th"t such fo$m"l decl"$"tio# /the "$ous"l to sh"%e fo$ i#st"#ce6 'ould %osit "#

i#te$$u%tio# of thought4s co#ti#uity "ll fo$ the s")e of some slight $ecog#itio# /8$ou#d#ess-86

'ould e#ge#de$ the co#t$"dicto$y of e#e$gy th"t its i#te$$u%tio# i#!ol!es " dest$uctio# of the

u#i!e$se out of 'hich motio# is ge#e$"ted* Ve$y much touch"#dgo*

The$efo$e th"t such g"mes of co#t"ct "s '"l)i#g o$ $u##i#g should (ecome fo$ms of

%e$ce%tio# is %$o(lem"tic i# te$ms of the s%ecific co#t$"dicto$y i#fo$m"tio# co#t"i#ed (y the

co#st$uctio# of such 8g"mes8* Th"t is the thi#g itself $esists the !isu"l "#d the !isu"l $esists its

c"uses* I#he$e#t mo!eme#t loses s'"y i# the %e#et$"tio#s of the e!e#t though d"$) light

em"#"tes f$om "ll co$#e$s of "ll s%"ce* 8It8 is filled "#d (u$sti#g "s touch elimi#"tes the c"use

of se#s"tio# i# its !e$y i#te$$u%tio#s* Loss "#d fo$'"$d c"use desig#ed (y the motio# of the

%ictu$e the %"ge fli%%i#g o!e$ f$om f$o#t to ("c) the im"ge of self $esidi#g o# its fl"ts "#d

$ou#ds "s the d"ys "#d #ights c$oss co#fusedly*

The sc$ee# of the su$f"ce yields to the s%"ce (e#e"th it* The solid com%le+ity of %"$ticles

"#d the #otio# the$eof th"t th"t is'h"t o#e is %e$cei!i#g the sc$ee# o$ the !eil lesse#s thete#sio# of the o(0ect* O(0ect i# $el"tio# to su$f"ce the ice(e$g o$ the f$o


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the mess"ge is #ot deli!e$ed the mess"ge com%letes its ci$cuit (efo$e %e$ce%tio# of such ("l"#ce

is #othi#g m"de is #othi#g c"used the$e is t$uly #othi#g em"#"ti#g f$om th"t 'hich is fi#ished

%"$ticul"$ o$ si#gul"$* All moti!e $ests i# co#t"ct "#d $eflectio# "s c"use em"#"tes li)e light

f$om d"$)#ess*

As i# 8#o thi#g m"ssed to itself8 o$ touched i# %le"su$e the$e(y f$om its isol"tio#s "#d

f$"gme#ts #o motio# (ut i# "$$est"tio# %$ocess i#com%lete (efo$e dest$uctio# (ut touched "#d

c"used to %le"se i# doi#g "#d (ei#g: th"t is $es%o#se* Some ,u"#tity of the u#)#o'# 'hichelicits defi#itio# f$om the fl"t %l"#e of $emem($"#ce* Locus of dest$uctio# %"$"lleled (y the

%"$ticul"$s of isol"tio#* O#e t'o th$ee the colo$s o$"#ge (lue $ed "#d $ou#d#ess fl"t#ess

di"mete$"ll $esult to em%ti#ess* The field of i#,ui$y $et"i#s its i#iti"l fl"!o$ /the ,uestio#-6 i#

the successio#s of d"t" "#d %"tte$#* A#y $eductio# to fo$m is efficie#t i# te$ms of futu$ec"usethough the i#iti"l 'o$)i#g th$ough of i#fo$m"tio# le"!es the o(0ect of i#,ui$y u#ch"#ged* Such

e+%losio#s of light-

Th"t is the fi#"l decisio# to $esist defi#i#g the to%ic u#de$ h"#d is #ot o#e 'hich is e"sily

$is)ed* O#e does so o# the "ssum%tio# th"t the yield of i#fo$m"tio# /moti!e6 is i#c$e"sed* The

f"ll"cy lies i# $eflectio#4s c"use light itself* The f"ll"cy of f"ll"cy decl"$es #othi#g#ess i# its

full#ess to $edi$ect %$ocess to i#!e$t motio# to its "%ogee of " fi#"l cu$!e to'"$d the (ottom of

e!e#ts the c$ossi#g* The (usi#ess of the c$ossi#g o$ the le"% is #o sim%le c"lcul"tio#* ?;$om

i#iti"l coll"tio# th$ough to the fi#"lity of the #e' the %$og$ess is u#e!e# "#d $e%etitious "#d the

"ssu$"#ce is e!e$ th"t the f"mili"$ 'ill suffe$ f$om $edu#d"#cy 'ill (e dimi#ished* O#e is $e"dy

the#* fi#"lly it is #o dist"#ce "t "ll #o f"thomi#g of im%ossi(le de%ths o$ st$etchi#g to

i#c$edi(le height* 7$ossi#g is fi#"lly the co##ectio# of mo!eme#ts i#to fo$mcluste$s*

2hich h"s the el"sticity of the e!e#t %e$fectly close* He loo)s u% closely* He mo!es

"c$oss the $oom to the doo$* the$e is e!e$y t$"#sitio# i# th"t decisio# the$e is e!e$y i#fo$m"tio#

i# his $esist"#ce* The ultim"te e+%losio# is dis%l"ced (y th"t slight ,ui!e$ of the #e$!es*

>esc$i%tio# l"gs the light $u#s dim the 'i#ds ho'l "i$ suc)s out $u##i#g (lood$i!e$s sto$m

"#d s"g* The i#cess"#t ch"tte$ of #e$!ous#ess ce"ses* The im"ge coll"%ses to co#t"ct "#d thus

the $e!e$s"l of co#t"i#me#t occu$s o(0ect "#d su(0ect i# ci$cuit "s !i($"tio# "lte$#"tio# ecli%se

o$ 'o$d occu$s* =tte$"#ce is co#siste#t 'ith th"t the im"ge lies fl"t o# the '"ll (e#ds "$ou#d

the co$#e$ (ut is see# "g"i# tu$#i#g f$om colo$ to solid memo$y %e#et$"ti#g do'# i#to the

mud*


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;i#"l se#s"tio#s of selectio# "#d choice "s %e$so#"l e#e$gies co"lesce to cluste$ "#d

%"tte$#* The i#st"#t"#eous is st$etched "lo#g thi# fi(e$s* Such o$g"#i


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'h"t i#iti"tes i#to c"use "s %e$cei!ed $es%o#se the# "s %le"su$e i# the %ossi(le "#d "ctu"l* The

touch out'"$d $emi#ds of #o st"sis the cloc)s "#d em%ty %oc)ets $el"te sy#t"ctic"lly "s this

!e$y "ct com%letes to cess"tio#* E#e$gy t$"#sfe$ to do'#locus 'he$e %e$cei!e$ "#d c"use mo!e

i#to st"tic co#figu$"tio# it is sh"%e "#d smell* The$e"fte$ to touch e#e$gy 'hich is thei#te$sectio# of mome#ts of 'hich 'e "$e #o' s%e")i#g*

Th"t close $el"tio# fo$ focus "#d e!e#t to mo!e "c$oss still#ess sudde#ly to shift the

g$ou#d (et'ee# the c"tego$ies of the ide" itself "s it is ide" "#d light simult"#eously "#d to

$es%o#d to th"t ("l"#ce to $e!i!e the te#sio#s of the simult"#eous "s mome#te!e#t "#d "s "ct

e!e#t 'he$e the solid "#d u#f"cto$"(le d"tum "$e co#se,ue#ti"l to the %$ocess e#"cted "s

memo$y /"g"i#6 e#"cts %u#ctu"tio#s of the tot"l !oc"(ul"$y the$e 'he$e the f"ctu"l $esides i#

the midst of the %e$cei!ed se,ue#ce 'he$e it holds lo#gest "#d 'ith utmost %e#et$"tio# tosucceed "t the %e$iod of $eside#ce to $ely o# the f"ctu"l "s c"use to $es%o#d to the se,ue#ce "s

"# immedi"cy to $ec$e"te the mo!eme#t "s e+%licit#ess to'"$d the s%ecific "lte$#"tio#

desc$i(ed f$om #o %ossi(le $educed (ut e+te#t*The f"cto$s $esol!ed tu$# "'"y f$om decisio# to'"$d the im"ge to'"$d co#t"ct* The

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u##egoti"(le "#d u#chose# li)e ou$ #otio# of !oc"tio#* Its sudde##ess "#d e+cl"m"tio#s fo$$ele"se "#d $ecog#itio# "$e u#dimi#ished (y $el"%ses to fo$me$ ,uestio#s* The ste% ("c)'"$d

h"s the fu#ctio# of %e$se!e$"#ce is the locus of desi$"(ility /"s " 'o$d6 i# 'h"t is $emi#ded out

of the 'hole to'"$d its co#stitue#cy* So the d$i!e to'"$d the illumi#"ted ce#te$ !i" the fo$ms of

the %ossi(le l"ys out " %l"# of "ctio# o$ " se,ue#ce of $es%o#ses 'hich is li)ely to i#duce i# the

su(0ect self i# its $el"tio#s " ste"dy %$og$ess to'"$d the o(0ect "ll ci$cumst"#ces $esol!e to'"$d

it* 5ut 'hich %e$fectio#3 Th"t $esists "s it should*

5ut 'hich %e$fectio#3 Th"t $esists "s it should* The ,u"#tity he$e 'ould i#dic"te me

"s %u$sue$ "#d com("t"#t /'illi#gly6 i# (eyo#d th$ough the !"$i"tio#s of the e!e#t to'"$d "

decl"m"tio# /#oise6 'hich "llo's ce$t"i# 'o$) to t")e %l"ce* At the outset the i#iti"l i#,ui$y is

se$!ed o#ly (y the desi$e fo$ s%eech"ctu"l (eh"!io$ th"t co#t"ct th$ough the mi#im"ls of !isio#should em($"ce "#d collect se#s"tio# to'"$d " 'o$d o$ defi#itio# of the e#e$gies "s 'ould

co#stitute "# e+%losio# f$om the met"(olic sets "#d $hythms out'"$d to'"$d some

m"#ifest"tio#s di$ected /i#te#ded6 (eyo#d the set of the "ct th"t th$ust to'"$d com%letio# "#d

(egi##i#g %$ecedes the feeli#gof t$"#s%o$t*The# f$om the i#iti"l 'he$e it $esides i# " %ote#cy of "cts to'"$d the ide" "#d the o(0ect

'hich is self "#d im"ge i# co$el"tio# to thei$ %$ocesses* h"t4se+%licit* T$"#sitio#s th$ough "#ytimelogic se$!e to "ccumul"te i#fo$m"tio# "s 'ell "s e#e$gy to the s%ecific of the set 'hich is

8th"t 'hich is lo!ed8* The (eh"!io$ "#d i#clusi!e $el"tio#s "%%$o%$i"te to lo!e "s co#0u#ctio#

ofo%%osites the# i#!ol!es the myste$y of i#h"(it"tio# "#d the s%ecifics of %ossessio# "s

su(0ect "#d o(0ect e#te$ i# to %h"se $el"tio#s f$om 'ithout to'"$d " cl"$ity of t$"#sfo$m"tio# thei#fo$m"tio# does i#clude th"ti# its defi#itio# of itself*

The ultim"te %ossi(le $eco#stituted i# "ct "#d fo$m to'"$d mo!eme#t i#te#ded* The

'illtofo$m "s " co#se,ue#ce of "ll th"t %$ecedes "#d follo's i#iti"tes the $eso#"#ces "#d

full#ess of s%"ce o$ the solid geomet$y of thought* Th$oughout the "ssum%tio# to ch"$"cte$

/(ei#g "#d %u$%ose i# %le"su$"(le "cte!e#t6 is "ssumed to (e moti!e c"use "#d locus of the

fi#"l e!e#t* Recog#itio# of c"use "#d i#clusio# i# the "ct of lo!e "s co#0u#ctio#"l im"ge$y

the# 'he$e it s%e")s of u#its "#d "llego$ies* Postul"tio#s $e!ol!i#g "$ou#d 'h"t is sh"$ed i# the

s%o)e# "#d "dmitted* A c"lcul"tio# %$ecise to the %ossi(le* Reflectio# of the im"ge loc"tes the

o(se$!e$ i# his s%ecific "ctu"l %e$ce%tio#se,ue#ce*


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VIII7o#f$o#t"tio# of the esse#ce i# seei#g i# com%leti#g the ci$cuit (et'ee# "ct seei#g "#d

o(0ect 'he$e em"#"tio# goes outto the fl"t to %e$cei!e %ossess to th$ust "tte#tio# fo$'"$d i#toits cl"im of time "#d mo!eme#t* Residu"l $em"i#s "$e 'h"t co#ce$# us ho' to mo!e fi#"lly

out of the st"tic ho$$o$ i#to ,uest "s to loo) i#fo$ " d$ift of the %ossi(le to get (eyo#d 8thelighted8 o#e to i#to s%he$es of $em"i#de$* 2ho she is* @ust th"t sile#tly* Not e+"ctly i#

loc"tio# #o$ to'"$d %$ecisio# "imed: #eithe$ i# o$igi# #o$ com%letio# #o$ the $ese$!oi$ (ut out

of o$ "'"y f$om the me"#i#g* Pote#ti"l to desc$i(e "ct: im%ulse*

The c"tego$ies of (eh"!io$ i#!ol!ed i# t$"#sfo$m"ti!e (eh"!io$ i# " $eloc"tio# of the

se#su"l i#to its dom"i# u%'"$d i#to the s%he$e of sto$"ge "#d %ote#ti"l* A# "ctu"l futu$e ofg$o'th i#to st"tes of %ote#ti"lity 'ould ch"$"cte$i


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'h"t 'e s"'* The 'i#d h"s its %l"ce i#side us "#d 'e m")e th"t #otice too "s "#y %"ss"ge

//th$ough66 is m"$)ed "#d litte$ed 'ith the sim%licities of ou$ %e$ce%tio#s /%oems6 'e come o#to

the o(0ects themsel!es focus do'# i# o$de$ to get solid "#d set the g$ou#d the$e to e+%ose

m"$) o$ $em"i# co#st"#t* The$e "$e #o othe$s he$e "#d the "lo#e#ess of s%eech (ecomes

"%%"$e#t* It is $esidu"l this le"!i#g*

5ut to h"!e it "t th"t the$e is u#s"tisf"cto$y is #ot motio# (ut is th"t 'hich h"s mo!ed"s u#$ec"lled h"smo!ed* These im%ulses to commu#ic"tio# "$e $esist"#t (ut they "$e "lsofu#ded d$"'# out of " 'hole "s 'e d$"' o$ di$ect ou$sel!es i#to "ct "#d e!e#t "s 'e co#0oi#

the$e th$ough 'h"t is %ote#ti"l to %$ese#ce $elief f$om %$essu$e* Slightly: ho'e!e$ the t"s) is

u#mo!ed e!e# (y its "c)#o'ledgeme#t* Let4s s"y th"t it is,uest "#d #ot e#ti$ely 8he$o8* 2h"tof th"t3 2he$e it mo!es i#to situ"tio# the $el"tio# (ecomes some'h"t mo$e cle"$ though thefi#"l defi#itio# of the "ct is #e!e$ m"de* It is o#ly 8"ct8 "#d 8e!e#t8 "t this loc"tio#* A#d the#

go#e li)e th"t "s 'e d$"' "lo#g i#to the ce#te$ of co#side$"tio# "s 'e )#o' it* ;o$m eme$ges

f$om "ll di$ectio#s* P$im"$ily felt*

It could (e th"t it is 'h"t %$ecedes fo$m th"t gi!es the !e$y fo$m its life* 87"lm is the

i##"te "#d the u#diffe$e#ti"ted***8 /He!"0i$"t"#t$"6* 8The o(0ect h"s e#te$ed the %ictu$e***8

/A"$o# Sis)i#d6* Some sh"des of light fo$m the 'hole* 2h"te!e$ "#tici%"tio# %$eceded

i#t$os%ectio# it is l"%sed e#ti$ely i# the m"tte$ of m")i#g* =#i!e$se is 'hole "#d o#e the

%$o#ou# of "sc$i%tio#* Such dogm"tisms "s %e$sist th$ough e!e#t o#ly come to "tte#tio# to

dest$oy the diso$de$ of (elief: th"t is e+%e$ie#ci#g "#d the thi#g itself "s c"use "$e u#ited i# "

mome#t of decisi!e#ess e!e$ythi#g f"lls "'"y !e$tigo (ut "#y illusio# to 'o$ld he$e is u#felt

u#s"id* 2o$ld "#d seei#g coh"(it i# the cele($"tio# of i#te$$u%tio# i#he$e#t i# "#y "tte#tio# "#d

i# the cele($"tio# of i#te$$u%tio# i#he$e#t i# "#y "tte#tio# "#d 'h"t %"sses fo$ $est o$ %"use is

o#ly the d"$) %"ss"ge to the #e' 'hile the su# $ests u#de$g$ou#d solidly "t the ce#te$ of the

f"#t"sy*

5ut th"t 'ould do 'ith some e+%lic"tio# the$e ho' the m"tte$ $esists out of clim"+ to

%"ss"ge (efo$e memo$y "#d co#scious#ess "#d %e$sists o!e$ f$om %e") to %e") #o m"tte$ ho'

'idely s%$e"d* It is "t the he"$t of the %e$so#"l se,ue#ce to h"!e m"tte$ "#d e#e$gy come i#to

e"ch othe$ "s e!e#t* A#d it is #ot sim%ly 8t$"#sce#de#ce8 (ut "# "$isi#g* Those %"$ticul"$s

"tt"ched to the #otio# of %ote#ti"l /eg* futu$e o(0ect %ossessio#6 "$e #ot o#ly %sychologic"l

distu$("#ces "$$est"tio#s of the met"(olic %"cefield (ut "$e "lso i#cu$sio#s of the illusio# i#to


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co#scious#ess* To s"y th"t co#scious#ess i# its "(st$"ctio#s is c"%"(le of illusio#s is

%$o(lem"tic"l though the foldi#g ("c) of flesh u%o# flesh 'ould (e " mo$e f"mili"$ te$m 'he$e

it #ot fo$ the i#te$fe$e#ce he$e of the %u$it"#ic"l disloc"tio# of the te$m %le"su$e*;o$ it is the$e i# 'h"t %le"ses "#d i# ou$ #otio# of "$isi#g th"t the co#0u#ctio# occu$s*

O#ce the (ou#d"$ies "$e se"led off /i#to "ct fo$ i#st"#ce6 "#d some he"t o$ light o$ e#e$gy is

"%%lied the$e is #o di$ectio# fo$ fo$ce to e,ui!oc"te (ut u%'"$ds* I# m")i#g the solid thi#g out

of #o thi#g the$e is #o'he$e fo$ %ote#ti"l to flo' (ut u%* P$essu$e to'"$d " ce#te$ i# s%he$ic"l

#otio#s of deli!e$y of cou$se (ut the fi#"l (u$st is u% "#d out* ;$om the e"$th c"st u%'"$dsshooti#g o$ (u$sti#g* No #o e+%losio#s (ut the ste"dy co#ce#t$"tio# of u#defi#ed "#d

im%$o("(le c"use o# the m"tte$ "t h"#d* Thus $ele"se "#d %le"su$e "$e co#0oi#ed (y the

eme$ge#ce of the im"ge f$om "# e"$th of su(st"#ce o$ 'o$)s* The fi#"l $esolutio#s of d"t" "$ecle"$*

;i#"l "(st$"ctio#s $esume "#y tot"lity i#to the 'hole 'ithi# the 'hole o$ the f"ll"cy of

f"ll"cy o# the o(!e$se* A si#gle %oi#t of $efe$e#ce fo$ the t"#ge#ti"l: "#y 'o$d 'ill do to )ic) it

loose si#ce o#e $ee+%e$ie#ces the se,ue#ce of e!e#ts u% to its cess"tio#* Ho'e!e$ 'he# the$e

is #o#e #o co#clusio# of di$ect#ess the# motio# too ce"ses* At the ce#te$ the$e is #o ce#te$*

2he$e o#e is is o#e "#d #ot to the left #o$ to the $ight* O#e is o# o#e4s loc"tio# "se!e#t o#e ise!e#t /#ou# o#e he$e6 (eyo#d the %"ss"ge "#d 8the le"$#i#g8* A fi#"l c"tego$y of im"ge$em"i#s f$om the e#e$gies of "ct $ele"sed /u%'"$d6 i#to " #otso!"%o$ous "tmos%he$e* The

ide#tity of the "ct "#d the im"ge$y of the e!e#t (e"$ some disti#ctio# f$om e"ch othe$* She is

#e' "#d h"s he$ #"me i# $e%etitio#*

I#sig#ific"#t me"su$es %e$sist li)e st"$s set "'"y f$om the e#ti$ety of the #ight s)ycluste$s "#d %i#%$ic)s of se#s"tio# 'ithi# the em%ty (l"#)#ess of the co#scious#ess of s%"ce o$

the !oid* A !oid of "cts h"s some ,u"lity to (e $est$"i#ed* Selfishly 'e %e$sist th$ough to e#d

'hile %$im"$ily 'e %e$sist th$ough to the (egi##i#g* So " t$"#sl"tio# of e!e#ts o$ ,u"lities 'ould

g$ou#d us i# ou$ m"te$i"l e!e# fu$the$* ;"$ f$om $e%e"ti#g the !isi(ility of the )#o'# /'hich 'e

c"#4t $ec"ll e!e#6 'e st$uggle "t the $eco!e$y of the illusio# though it (ecomes i#c$e"si#gly

im%ossi(le* It is my "ct "#d out of h"(it #o h"(it %ossi(le he$e 'he$e the$e "$e #o u#its o$

me"su$es* th"t 'ould %osit " theo$y of "(so$%tio# fo$ us "# "cce%t"#ce of the tole$"#ces "#d

limit"tio#s 'hich "$ise f$om %$io$ st"tio#s "#d fo$ good $e"so#*

A# ultim"te $esolutio# 'ould h"!e us com%leti#g the ci$cuit of $eflectio# i# "#


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"c)#o'ledgeme#t th"t she is me* I# he$ im"ge$y the$e is some t$"di#g "#d 'h"t the m"s)

$e!e"ls u%o# $emo!"l is th"t I "m he$ too i# " com%le+ity of u#de$st"teme#ts "s the$e "$e #o

lo#ge$ "#y disti#ctio#s to (e m"de "#d th"t is 'h"t is c$e"ted outof the %ote#ti"l to "cts* No$esolutio# %ossi(le 'he$e #o#e is $e,ui$ed* 9$"du"l elo#g"tio# of the sh"do'* The sh"do'

"lig#s the !oid i#to its co#siste#t em%ti#esses* Lo#ge$ du$"tio#s meld i#to st$etches of #otime

'he$e s%"ces e#fold "#d coll"%se li)e "i$ mo!i#g i#side "i$* It is motio# to'"$d the sto#eli)e

ce#te$ "s 'ell "s the ce#t$i%et"l fl"sh out'"$d i#to "#othe$ !oid of "i$ "#d d"$)#ess* 2h"t is

(o$# ho'e!e$ %e$sists th$ough these $egist$"tio#s*

IThe co#clusio# of the e!e#t is its t$"#sit out'"$d 'he$e " sc$ee# o%e#s th$ough to its

im"ge of the "ctu"l* The $es%o#se to im"ge is o#e4s co#t"i#me#t i# the e"$th "s m"le %e#et$"tes

to the ce#te$ of co#scious#ess i# the fem"le of co#scious#ess itself* All loci $e!e$(e$"te to the

music of th"t fi#"l mo!eme#t 'he$e c"use is fi+ed i# the "ct of seei#g "#d #"mi#g 'h"t is see#

"s t$ue "#d $e"l* M"tte$s of det"il "#d su$f"ce "$e see# "s dime#sio#s of the "ct* ;o$ the

he+"g$"m A$my the '"te$s %ush u%'"$d th$ough the o%e# ce#te$ of the e"$th* 9e#e$osity /of%u$%ose6 "#d the i#te#tio#"l of o$de$ i# the m"tte$ of moti!e "#d choice I 'ould thi#) "$e

im%$essed "s c"uses of "ctio#* Still the st$uctu$e of music "llo's mo!eme#t i# its cl"im fo$

se#su"lity*

So 'e h"!e e"$ "s A%h$odite4s $emo!"l "#d E$os4s f$eedom his "ct to $escue Psyche f$om

he$ cu$iosityi#duced slee% he$ ultim"te f"ilu$e "#d "ll the to%ics 'hich le"d us to he$ child

Ple"su$e e"$ "s sou$ce of e#t$y fo$ eye4s 'o$)* The %"$"llel i#te$$u%ted (y the "$$o' of sou#d*

So 8***$eflectio#s.i# the cu$$e#t.mo!e the still#ess of #ite.%"st the (e"ms.of the moo#8 'e "$e

defi#ed (y %e#et$"tio# the i#comi#g of light em"#"ted ("c) u%o# 'o$ld to gi!e it its dime#sio#

though 'e he"$its c"use i# us too ce#te$ed (et'ee# the o$g"#s of $ece%tio#* Ho' 'e "ct is %"stco#0ectu$e th"t 'e "$eis u#de#i"(ly e+%e$ie#ced* A#d th"t e"$thu#i!e$se is femi#i#e*

The %$o%e$ties of the !eget"ti!e "#d m"le dom"i# of the I chi#g$em"i# to (e defi#ed i#thei$ $el"tio# to 'h"t (ecomes i# most mysticism "s the femi#i#e of co#scious#ess* Eg* Rumi4s

8***He m")es )#o'i#g "#d 'o$ld(eholdi#g o#e (li#d f$om his mothe$4s 'om(*8 I# ou$ %$io$ity

'he$ei# "ct %$ecedes $eflectio# the t$ue fu#ctio# of the se#ses i# $el"tio# to ou$ c"tego$y of m"le


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"#d fem"le yieldi#g to the %$io$ity of the child 'e "$e o(liged to "llo' ou$ $egist$"tio# of 'h"t

"t fi$st seems to (e out'"$d* The %$e%o#de$"#ce of 8e!ide#ci#g8 "s " (eh"!io$ mold us %$o%e$ly

i# ou$ di$ectio#s to'"$d " legitimi


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8th$ough8 the 'i#do' to the clouds (eyo#d o!e$l"id (y sh"do' h"s us l"id i#to the mo!eme#t

of the $i!e$ c"st "d$ift "#d le"#i#g fo$'"$d* 8***The mi#dc"# $es%o#d to o(0ects "s e!e#ts i#time8 /5ulloc)6 li)e 'he# did you see it3 8The (e"t o$ the %uls"tio# of lifede"thlifede"th is

Ale%h4s %$o0ectio# i# its tem%o$"l co#ti#uity*8 /Su"$es6 5ut the (e"ts "$e f"#t"stic fluctu"ti#g

"#d $hythmic*

Te#sio# i#dic"tes "#othe$ %$o%e$ty 'he$e the u#i!e$se is ultim"tely '"lled i#* 5ut 'e

h"!e th"t too (efo$e us co#st"#tly "#d ("tte$ o# it "s somethi#g suc)s !"cuously f$om its seed

ce#te$ of solidity* 7e#t$i%et"l "#d ce#t$ifug"l "t the s"me time ou$ u#i!e$se is !o$te+ed f$om

eithe$ side 0ust "s the %u$ely ce#t$ifug"l /of "c$o%ho(i"6 is se$!ed !isu"lly (y ou$ te#de#cy to

follo' "lo#g 'ith somethi#g i# mi#d* I me"# "(out the "$tist 'e h"!e 'h"t he s"id "#d 'h"t he

did (oth"s cultu$"l "$tif"cts motifs fo$ i#clusio# i# ou$ o'# se,ue#ce of 'h"t is tot"l* A#dth"t4s #ot o(scu$e 'e h"!e it (efo$e us "s soo# "s it occu$s to co#side$"tio#* Nou#s "l'"ys "t

the edges of !isio#* 8I 'ill #"me "#ythi#g*8

A#d #o "fte$thoughts* 2e come to the othe$ side "#d st"#d u% 'ithout hesit"tio# the$e

it is (efo$e us 0ust "s 'e thought it 'ould (e* 8***O my coll"%sed ($othe$.the (ody.does ($i#g

us.do'#.the im"ges.h"!e to (e.co#t$"dicted.the met"mo$%hoses."$e to (e.u#do#e.the stic)."#d

the e"$."$e to (e #o mo$e th"#.they "$e***8 /Olso# The de"th of Eu$o%e " fu#e$"l %oem fo$

R"#ie$ M* 9e$h"$dt6* 2e h"!e fi#"lly come to 'h"t 'e "$e "s (oldly "s could (e do#e* 2h"t

the$e is i# th"t is " co#fide#ce "#d "# "ssum%tio# "(out the di$ectio# of t$"!el* The m"te$i"l /i#

"ll its s%ecious#ess6 is $e"dy fo$ us* The$e is #o hesit"tio# "#y'he$e "#d 'e "$e i#st"#tly

$emo!ed* Th"t light is 'h"t $em"i#s is #o su$%$ise the$e "$e #o su$%$ises "#y'he$e i# this tot"l

$elief*

So " co#clusio# is the cele($"tio# of the 'it#essi#g of the s%ect"cle 'he$e 'e "$e i# it

m"#ifest* The 'hole "s o#e4s $em"i#s "$e c"st "d$ift fo$ the (i$ds is #ot 'holly gestu$"l thought*

To (e hum"# i# "#y c"se is me"#t to i#clude "ll the %$ecedi#g "#d #ot "s "$gume#t* Th"t much

is cle"$ i# 'h"t is (old* 8N"mes"$e m"gic8 2hitm"# s"ys* A cit"tio# of e!ide#cu"l $e"lity*2e chose to s%e")* A#d th"t %e$sists th$ough the "fte$#oo# (eyo#d to dus) "#d (eyo#d* A#d

'e h"!e it close f"mili"$ #ot out of des%"i$ '$ought #o$ "#y of th"t (ut "s co#ditio# "#d

%"use "s " deme"#o$ "s $egist$"tio# e+e$cise 'e "$e i# fi+ o# the isl"#d "t the ce#te$ of " sto$m

of (lood* The$e- Th"t4s th"t*

S"c$"me#to 7"lifo$#i" BCD


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NO ESP"$t O#e

Photog$"%hic $e"lism is "# o(0ecto$ie#ted fo$m of !isu"l e+%e$ie#ce* It de%e#ds o# si#glefocus%e$s%ecti!e sh"$%#ess of det"il "#d to#"l fidelity* Its g$e"test st$e#gth is th"t it $eco$ds the o(0ecti!e 'o$ld th"t ou$se#ses %e$cei!e* Its g$e"t 'e")#ess is th"t too much em%h"sis is %l"ced o# e+te$#"l %hysic"l ,u"lities of o(0ects* A#o(0ect is "ctu"lly " !isu"l o$me#t"l co#ce%t* It h"s #o i#de%e#de#t %hysic"l e+iste#ce* O#ly e!e#ts e+ist*

2y## 5ulloc)

Veil them co!e$ them '"ll them $ou#d5lossom "#d c$ee%e$ "#d 'eed

Let us fo$get the sight "#d the sou#dThe smell "#d touch of the ($eed-

;"t (l"c) "sh (y the "lt"$sto#e

He$e is the 'hitefoot $"i#A#d the dogs ($i#g fo$th i# the fields u#so'#A#d #o#e sh"ll "ff$ight them "g"i#

A#d the (li#d '"lls c$um(le u#)#o'# o4e$th$o'#A#d #o#e sh"ll i#h"(it "g"i#-

Rudy"$d 1i%li#g

2he# I m")e " %hotog$"%h I '"#t it to (e "# "ltogethe$ #e' o(0ect com%lete "#d self co#t"i#ed****2h"t isthe su(0ect m"tte$ of this "%%"$e#tly !e$y %e$so#"l 'o$ld***3 2h"t I "m co#scious of "#d 'h"t I feel is the %ictu$e I"m m")i#g***"#d its $el"tio# to othe$s I h"!e e+%e$ie#ced*

A"$o# Sis)i#d i# A"$o# Sis)i#d 9eo$ge E"stm"# House Mo#og$"%h F BCG*

5et'ee# 'o$d "#d im"ge (et'ee# 'h"t is de%icted (y l"#gu"ge "#d 'h"t is utte$ed (y %l"stic fo$m the u#ity(egi#s to dissol!e " si#gle "#d ide#tic"l me"#i#g is #ot immedi"tely commo# to them*

Michel ;ouc"ult M"d#ess & 7i!ili


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"sthe light itself em"#"tio# /of6*2he$e 'o$d issues f$om: ce#te$ lighted"s 'o$d c"use

e!e# "s the soul esc"%es/f$om mi#d/f$om (ody

#o '"$% the$e out of "ll th"t issuesto the 'o$ld "s o#e & light & c"use5ut f$om & o#e (ehi#d" $et$"ctio# of #um(e$ outoflight s%illi#g f$om the eyes fo$'"$d#ight4s ide#tific"tio# ("c)tossed*'hich 0ou$#ey se" $oc)ed & s'um"s im"ge & 'o$ld co#0oi#ed l"%%ed& i#to th"t se" s#")ed (ehi#dthe o#e s#")ed "$ou#d "s se$%e#t l"$ge"#d his $e%o$ts o$ co#!e$se & #"med*

N"med "s light "s the ce#te$ $emem(e$ed'o$ds fou#d f$om c"use & light out*

the im"ge of the 'o$ld the 'o$ld4s im"ge*

& c$ossedo!e$

light "s c"use & ce#te$*

"s m"tte$*

The s#")e (ehi#d the s#")e"s #um(e$ m"tte$ "#d 'o$ld*

The g"l"+y " !"%o$ous %lume of 'hite fi$e %ou$ed do'# the southe$# s)y e+ti#guished (y the (l"c)i#cisi!e s%i$es of the fo$est* The st"$s loomed 'ith te$$ifyi#g ($illi"#ce the d"$)#ess (eyo#d them th$o((ed 'ithu#see# light* A cold 'i#d %"ssed (et'ee# me "#d the $emote s%le#do$ of the #ight d$"'i#g sou#d "fte$ it th$oughthe g$o!es of e!e$g$ee# "#d "s%e#*The 'o$dless me"#i#g t$em(led o# the mi#d4s edge "#d %"ssed o# 'hile 'ith"lmost hy%#otic %e$siste#ce I '"tched the st"$s slo'ly st$e"m o!e$ the e"$th* A sho$t s%ell of slee% "#d the 'hiteto'e$ of d"'# h"d $e"$ed out of the e"st* I '"l)ed to'"$d the )#ife sh"$% fo$est 'ith the cold (u$#i#g of themo$#i#g st"$ gli#ti#g "(o!e me* I thought "s I %loughed the de'd"m%e#ed g$"ss th"t the$e could (e #othi#g socom%lete i# its gl"ssy s%le#do$ "s the se,ue#ce of st"$light "#d d"'#light 'ith the c$yst"lli#e ch"otic mu$mu$ ofthe st$e"m "#d the hollo' mo!eme#t of 'i#d* The$e '"s #o se#time#t"l %$ecede#t the$e '"s #o im"gi#"ti!ee+%e$ie#ce 'ith 'hich to com%"$e this m"gic "ctu"lity* My $e"ctio#s s%"$ed #eithe$ my emotio#s #o$ my (ody Id$e"med th"t fo$ " mome#t time stood ,uietly "#d the !isio# of this "ctu"lity (ec"me (ut the sh"do' of "# i#fi#itelyg$e"te$ 'o$ld th"t I h"d 'ithi# the g$"s% of co#scious#ess " t$"#sce#de#t"l e+%e$ie#ce*

***I '"s clim(i#g the lo#g $idge 'est of Mou#t 7l"$)* It '"s o#e of those mo$#i#gs 'he# the su#light is(u$#ished 'ith " )ee# 'i#d "#d lo#g fe"the$s of cloud mo!e i# " lofty s)y* The sil!e$ light tu$#ed e!e$y (l"de ofg$"ss "#d e!e$y %"$ticle of s"#d i#to " lumi#ous met"llic s%le#do$ the$e '"s #othi#g ho'e!e$ sm"ll th"t did #otcl"sh i# the ($ight 'i#d th"t did #ot se#d "$$o's of light th$ough the gl"ssy "i$* I '"s sudde#ly "$$ested i# the lo#gc$u#chi#g %"th u% the $idge (y "# e+ceedi#gly %oi#ted "'"$e#ess of the light* The mome#t I %"used the full im%"ctof the mood '"s u%o# me I s"' mo$e cle"$ly th"# I h"!e e!e$ see# (efo$e o$ si#ce the mi#ute det"il of the g$"ssesthe cluste$s of s"#d shifti#g i# the 'i#d the sm"ll flots"m of the fo$est the motio# of the high clouds st$e"mi#g"(o!e the %e")s* The$e "$e #o 'o$ds to co#!ey the moods of those mome#ts*

A#sel Ad"ms The Elo,ue#t Light


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I me"# lite$"lly th"t to light th"t d"$)is to h"!e come to 'h"te!e$ it is I thi#) "#y of us see)s* A#dt$o%ism to my mi#d"#d "ctu"lly he$e I do o$ "g"i# e+%$ess "# e+%e$ie#ce of s"y t'e#ty ye"$s "go 'hich '"s tome dogm"tic 'he# I )#e' the$e '"s " su# I me"# " helio i#side myself so th"t e!e$ythi#g th"t e!e$y othe$ hum"#

(ei#g "#d e!e$y thi#g i# c$e"tio# '"s somethi#g th"t I could see if I could )ee% th"t e+%e$ie#ce***My feeli#g is "su# of (ei#g 'hich sits i# this m"ss of (l"c)#ess o$ d"$)#ess (ette$ o$ eyeless#ess o$ sightless#ess "#d le#dsitself****It4s sim%ly "# e#t$"#ce i#to ou$ o'# self of 'h"t ou$ dogm"tic co#ditio#s***'hich 'e i#he$it (y (ei#g "li!e"#d "c,ui$e (y see)i#g to (e "li!e***A#d th"t those t'o thi#gs "$e (oth t$ue f$om ou$ h"!i#g (ee# "t "ll* /Poet$y "#dT$uth6

You4$e sim%ly stuc) 'ith the o$igi#"l !isio#"$y e+%e$ie#ce of h"!i#g (ee# you 'hich is " hell of " thi#g*A#d i# f"ct I "ssume th"t the e%ig$"%h I4!e offe$ed***is my o#ly '"y of su%%o$ti#g th"t 'hich is: th"t 'hich e+iststh$ough itself is 'h"t is c"lled me"#i#g* /7"us"l Mythology6

7h"$les Olso#

M"ste$ Lutsu s"id th"t 'hich e+ists th$ough itself is c"lled the '"y /t"osi##me"#i#g:2ilhelm6* T"oh"s #eithe$ #"me #o$ sh"%e* It is the o#e esse#ce /8hum"# #"tu$e8:7"$y ;* 5"y#es6 the o#e %$im"l s%i$it* Esse#ce"#d life c"##ot (e see#* They "$e co#t"i#ed i# the light of he"!e#* The light of he"!e# c"##ot (e see#* It isco#t"i#ed i# the t'o eyes* The Sec$et of the 9olde# ;lo'e$

t$* Rich"$d 2ilhelm*

I4m thi#)i#g #o'***0ust co#tem%l"ti#g o#***the g$ou#d out of 'hich sto$ies come* Sto$ies h"!e %eo%le i#them 'ho do o$ s"y o$ thi#) thi#gs (ut e!e$y sto$y h"s " telle$ too 'ho o#e su%%oses must su$!i!e his sto$y "#d sohe '"s the$e too (efo$e the telli#g (eg"# is#4t th"t $ight3 5efo$e the telli#g "fte$ the telli#g***2HO is the$e3 2edo#4t )#o' him* He does#4t )#o' himself if he does#4t m")e u% some sto$y* Actu"lly "ll he h"s to do o$ c"# do is

(egi#* I#iti"te* Mo!e***"g"i#st his self "(se#ce* A#d the# it goes o#***(y itself #o3 the$e "$e thi#gs %eo%le ide"sfeeli#gs 'h"te!e$***the$e is some e!e#tu"ti#g* I#side the e!e#tu"ti#g the$e4s #o (egi##i#g #o e#d is the$e3 It goeso#* 5ut the$e is some ch"$"cte$ some s%eci"l style of goi#g o# some %"$ticul"$ melody o$ $hythm " ch"$"cte$istic$e!e$(e$"tio# "cco$di#g to ho' o#e (eg"# the i#iti"l mo!eme#t***(ut o#e c"#4t e!e$ $emem(e$ th"t (ec"use thesto$y4s goi#g o#* If o#e $emem(e$s (efo$e the sto$y the$e4s #o sto$y is the$e3 If the$e4s #o sto$y "#othe$ sto$y

(egi#s* Is it "#y diffe$e#t3 2ho could com%"$e i#iti"l mo!eme#ts of himself3 If he is#4t the$e fo$ himself (efo$e hemo!es3 So he h"s to gi!e u% somethi#g (ut he #e!e$ )#o's 0ust 'h"t to gi!e u% 0ust "t the $ight time* If he4s

mo!ed it4s too l"te is#4t it to gi!e u% $est em%ti#ess "(se#ce3 Th"t h"s to come e!e# though the$e4s mo!eme#to#'"$ds the$e4s th"t ("c)'"$ds $ec"ll* A#d 'he# the$e4s #othi#g it4s still "#d d"$) so sudde#ly it4s 0ust " (it tool"te to gi!e u% (ecomi#g somethi#g h"!i#g some feeli#g o$ thought some mo!eme#t***to'"$ds (ei#g* So it4s thes"me thi#g $e"lly is#4t th"t so "ll***to'"$ds (ei#g* so it4s the s"me thi#g $e"lly is#4t th"t so "ll the time 'hethe$the$e4s sto$y o$ #o sto$y 'hethe$ the$e4s mo!i#g o$ #o mo!i#g o$ fo$ th"t m"tte$ this)i#d of mo!i#g o$ th"t)i#d ofmo!i#g***it4s #ot diffe$e#t* 5ut 2HO3***2ho c"# %"y th"t "tte#tio#3 2h"te!e$ )i#d of mo!eme#t comes o$ goes'ho.s '"tchi#g 'ithout (li#)i#g3 2ho is It3 2e could s"y #o o#e* No o#e* Not " o#e*

Ho' do you feel "(out th"t 4#o o#e43 Is he "$ou#d o$ #ot3 7e$t"i#ly you c"#4t loc"te " #o o#e #ot fo$ "#yle#gth of time "t le"st #ot he$e o$ the$e su%%ose you s"y e!e$y'he$e3 Th"t4s out of time is#4t it3 Out of time youh"!e e!e$y'he$e you do#4t h"!e loc"tio#***so it is#4t %$"ctic"l* I me"# you c"#4t %$"ctice th"t )i#d of "tte#tio# #otdi$ectly* It might h"%%e# (ut you c"#4t %$"ctice it*

5ut if I loo) "t you***0ust (ec"use I do h"%%e# to (e loo)i#g "t you***"s if you 'e$e #o o#e "t "ll- Althoughyou4$e $e"lly the$e the$e is#4t "#y "(se#ce othe$'ise I4d (e dist$"cted I could#4t %"y th"t %u$e "# "tte#tio#* I c"# see"ll you$ e+%$essio#s the '"y you$ fi#ge$s mo!e " little " ti#y flutte$ the sh"do' of " f$o'# comes "#d goes o#

you$ ($o'***I do#4t see these "s "#yo#e4s mo!eme#ts "%"$t f$om 'ho sees them 0ust 'hile he sees them***"#d youdo#4t h"!e to he"$ me s%e")i#g "s if it me"#t some %e$so# 'ho '"s he$e #o' "#d so some othe$ time might (emissed I4m #ot t$yi#g to focus you$ "tte#tio# th"t '"y* So you c"# he"$ my 'o$ds 0ust "s sou#d if you li)e o$ "ssile#ce* You c"# )ee% the s"me style of "tte#tio# you$style of "tte#tio# (efo$e me "#d 'hile me "#d "fte$ methe$e does#4t h"!e to (e "#y dis$u%tio#* If you mo!e I4m mo!ed* O$ I c"# (e still e!e# though you mo!e* A#dthe# you c"# see you$ mo!i#g you$ sto$y i# my em%ti#ess* E!e# though I go o# s"yi#g somethi#g (ec"use youdo#4t mi#d "#d 'e4$e i# this cl"ss$oom sto$y too so it goes o# too* 5ut if the othe$s get $estless %e$h"%s 'e4ll sto%this s%eci"l "tte#tio# to e"ch othe$ "#d 'e c"# (ecome o#e "tte#tio# to them 'e c"# feel "#d t")e u% thei$ goi#g o#*2e m"y hel% e"ch othe$ to do th"t (ec"use I c"#4t t")e u% 'h"t I do#4t feel***(ut th$ough you I m"y feelsomethi#g Idid#4t (efo$e* I do#4t $e"lly h"!e "#ythi#g to do 'ith it you do#4t eithe$* No o#e is he$e***"#d #o o#e is the$e***"#d


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#o o#e is "ll "$ou#d* It4s !e$y ,uiet "#d i#tim"te* E!e$ythi#g e!e#tu"tes* I#iti"tio# is "lmost fo$gotte#* Almost*Juite3 O$ #ot ,uite3

Rich"$d S"ssoo# T"les of the ;"ithful

Light %ossesses " %$ofou#d %sychologic"l %o'e$ (ec"use it is dee%ly hidde# i# the i##e$most $ecesses ofou$ su(co#scious "#d it is "lmost ide#tic"l 'ith ou$ s%"cetime e+%e$ie#ces* 2ithout light the$e is #o s%"ce #o $e"lse#se of %e$cei!i#g s%"ce o#ly %sychologic"l s%"ce 'hich is ("sic"lly (l"c)*

2y## 5ulloc)

P"$t 'o7$e"tio#- Ve$tigi#ous mo!eme#t imme"su$"(le mo!eme#t mo!eme#t th"t t$"#sce#ds "ll co#ce%tio#* I#

the hidde# de%ths of mo!eme#t is the sec$et of e+iste#ce* A#d this mo!eme#t is the custodi"# of "ll %ossi(le%ossi(ilities* E+iste#ce %$o0ectio# of life #eg"tio# of e+iste#ce* /E!e$ythi#g th"t e+ists must ce"se to e+ist*6A%%"$e#t (et$"y"l of life* Re!el"tio#- Lifede"th is O#e* A#d the collisio# the shoc) of %"ssi!e $esist"#ce of the

m"ss the h"$d the d$y the sto#es: 5lessed $esist"#ce- 2ithout $esist"#ce the$e could (e #o (i$th* This is the(ecomi#g*

7"$los Su"$es

2ILLIAM >ORN BCD

Light is #ot colo$ colo$ is #ot sig#*7olo$ is #ot soci"l colo$ is #ot $ecog#itio#* 7olo$is the e!ide#ce of t$uth

it is " !e$y t$ust'o$thy thi#gcolo$

7olo$ is the ;$uits o$ the fou$ Ri!e$s of P"$"dise

/67olo$ is $eflecti!e /the o%%osite of %$im"$y

7olo$ should come f$om some'he$e

It follo's* It is /g$"mm"tic"lly6demo#st$"ti!e*

/K6 7olo$ is #ot the #ou# o$ the !e$(the su(0ect o$ the "ctio#* It isthe effect* It fi+esthe st"teme#t* A st"teme#t


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$e,ui$es it* You could #ot h"!e " st"teme#t'ithout colo$* 7h"$les Olso#P"$t h$ee

E Pu(lic%$i!"te: Othe$s*2hy you "s)3 It is " most %u(lic of ,uestio#s is#4t it you "s) it of y$self e!e# "s o#e of them the 8othe$s8

. if co#scious#ess focuses i#to o#e "l'"ys the i#fo$m"tio# is #eithe$ the# the$e is i#fo "#d situ"tio#s* eithe$ it4s "ll%$i!"te o$ "ll %u(lic /1ie$)eg"$d s"ys the %u(lic is the dum%i#g $ou#d of "ll ou$ feeli#gs of #othi#g#ess*6 5ut theothe$sis " %sychod$"m"tic eleme#t of the situ"tio#* They "$e "l'"ys they* I me you he 'e they othe$s: those"$e "ll my 'o$ds my utte$"#ces "#d defi#e me "#d my o'# $el"tio# to co#scious#ess the '"y I come to them* /o$6St"$t 'ith soli%sism /"ll is " figme#t of my im"gi#"tio#6 "#d %ut i#to th"ty$ feeli#g "(out it* The# the l"'s of se$i"lch"#ge c"$$y you th$ough*

$e"lly M* Este$ H"$di#g Psychic E#e$gy: sou$ce & t$"#sfo$m"tio# 5olli#ge#.P"#theo#*If =M h"s#4t it to i#te$li($"$y lo"# t$i%* The he"$t of it is 82h"t "m I doi#g8.i#te$sectio# of %e$so#"l "#d #o#

%e$so#"l i# th"t* No#%e$so#"l #ot 8soci"l8 (ut is 8the 'o$ld8*I su%%ose the "ctu"l (eh"!io$ comes to '"#ts to $esem(les i# m"#y '"ys th"t 'hich the sh"m(li#g

(ou$geois ghost "cts out em%tily* I me"# his feeli#gs "(out commu#ity & f$ie#dli#ess fo$ i#st"#ce "$e o) (ut

de$i!ed f$om the co#se#sus & #ot the ce#te$* It is #ot his e!e#t solely*So

Tom

P"$t ;i!eIt "%%e"$s to us th"t %"i#ti#g "%%e"$s to t")e i# the 'hole field of !ie' i# the sce#es $e%$ese#ted* 5ut it

gi!es " f"lse desc$i%tio# of the !ie' "cco$di#g to the $ules of the "$t em%loyi#g the sig#s th"t $esult f$om thei#cide#ts of the li#es of !isio#* 5y this me"#s the highe$ "#d the lo'e$ %oi#ts i# the !ie' "#d those (et'ee# "$e

%$ese$!ed "#d some o(0ects seem to "%%e"$ i# the fo$eg$ou#d "#d othe$s i# the ("c)g$ou#d "#d othe$s to "%%e"$ i#some othe$ '"y o# the smooth le!el su$f"ce* So "lso %hiloso%he$s co%y the t$uth "fte$ the m"##e$ of %"i#ti#g*

7leme#t of Ale+"#d$i"

THERE SHALL 5E TIME NO LON9ER

The A%oc"ly%tic A#gel

***Th"t ye (ei#g $ooted "#d g$ou#ded i# lo!e m"y (e "(le to com%$ehe#d 'ith "ll s"i#ts'h"t is 5REA>TH "#dLEN9TH "#d >EPTH "#d HEI9HT*

The A%ostle P"ul

2h"t sh"ll 'e see32E SHALL SEE NOTHIN9

P*E* Ous%e#s)y Te$tium O$g"#um

Th"t life is "l'"ys #e'* It h"s the$efo$e #eithe$ %"st #o$ futu$e* It is #ot de%e#de#t o# time o$ s%"ce* It is#ot 8co#scious8 i# the se#se 'e gi!e to th"t 'o$d (ec"use co#scious#ess im%lies memo$y* The$efo$e it is #ot 'e'ho $esu$$ect (ut life im%e$so#"l* A#d (ec"use ou$ thought is "l'"ys " %$ocess of co#ti#uity i# du$"tio# th"t$esu$$ectio# is #othi#g th"t 'e c"# 8thi#)8*

7"$los Su"$es The 7i%he$ of 9e#esisMy feeli#g of fou$ dime#sio#"l s%"cetime c"me di$ectly f$om my co#t"ct 'ith o(0ects I %hotog$"%hed*

2he# I fi$st (ec"me " %hotog$"%he$ I %hotog$"%hed 'ith o#ly " co#scious "'"$e#ess of o(0ects "#d thei$ %hysic"l,u"lities %lus "# "c"demic "'"$e#ess of ho' to com%ose o(0ects 'ithi# the fo$m"t of my %$i#t* It #e!e$ occu$$ed tome th"t o(0ects h"d thei$ o'# $e"l time "#d th"t s%"ce '"s full#ess $"#gi#g %hysic"lly f$om solid o(0ects toi#!isi(le "i$ "#d light* I# sho$t I #e!e$ thought too se$iously of eithe$* O#ly 'he# I (ec"me diss"tisfied 'ith o(0ectseei#g "#d %hotog$"%hi#g did I see) "# esc"%e* My se"$ch led me to " g$e"te$ "'"$e#ess th"t "ll o(0ects 'e$e e!e#tsco#st"#tly ch"#gi#g o# su(mic$osco%ic mic$osco%ic "#d m"c$osco%ic le!els i# time "#d s%"ce* This i#cludede!e$ythi#g* My e#ti$e !ie'%oi#t g$"du"lly ch"#ged "s did my %ictu$es* ;o$ myself I #eeded #o defi#itio# to m")eme "'"$e of fou$ dime#sio#"l s%"cetime e!e#ts I feel them*


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2y## 5ulloc)

P"$t Si+

Po$#og$"%hy does #ot me"# itself it is #ot li#e"$ $om"#tic cumul"ti!e (ut " fo$m of 'i#di#g t"%est$y


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The seco#d )i#d of me#t"tio# th"t is 8me#t"tio# (y fo$m8 (y 'hich st$ictly s%e")i#g the e+"ct se#se of"ll '$iti#g must "lso (e %e$cei!ed "#d "fte$ co#scious co#f$o#t"tio# 'ith i#fo$m"tio# "l$e"dy %ossessed (e"ssimil"ted is fo$med i# %eo%le i# de%e#de#ce u%o# the co#ditio#s of geog$"%hic"l loc"lity clim"te time "#d i#ge#e$"l u%o# the 'hole e#!i$o#me#t i# 'hich the "$isi#g of the gi!e# m"# h"s %$oceeded "#d i# 'hich his

e+iste#ce h"s flo'ed u% to m"#hood*Acco$di#gly i# the ($"i#s of %eo%le of diffe$e#t $"ces "#d co#ditio#s "#d d'elli#g i# diffe$e#tgeog$"%hic"l loc"lities the$e "$e fo$med "(out o#e "#d the s"me thi#g o$ e!e# ide" " #um(e$ of ,uite i#de%e#de#tfo$ms 'hich du$i#g fu#ctio#i#g th"t is to s"y "ssoci"tio# e!o)e i# thei$ (ei#g some se#s"tio# o$ othe$ 'hichsu(0ecti!ely co#ditio#s " defi#ite %ictu$i#g "#d 'hich %ictu$i#g is e+%$essed (y this th"t o$ the othe$ 'o$d th"tse$!es o#ly fo$ its oute$ su(0ecti!e e+%$essio#*

Th"t is 'hy e"ch 'o$d fo$ the s"me thi#g o$ ide"m "lmost "l'"ys "c,ui$es fo$ %eo%le of diffe$e#tgeog$"%hic"l loc"lity "#d $"ce " !e$y defi#ite "#d e#ti$ely diffe$e#t so to s"y 8i##e$co#te#t8*

I# othe$ 'o$ds if i# the e#ti$ety of "#y m"# 'ho h"s "$ise# "#d (ee# fo$med i# "#y loc"lity f$om the$esults of the s%ecific loc"l i#flue#ces "#d im%$essio#s " ce$t"i# 8fo$m8 h"s (ee# com%osed "#d this fo$m e!o)es i#him (y "ssoci"tio# the se#s"tio# of " defi#ite 8i##e$ co#te#t8 "#d co#se,ue#tly of " defi#ite %ictu$i#g o$ #otio# fo$the e+%$essio# of 'hich he em%loys o#e o$ "#othe$ 'o$d 'hich h"s e!e#tu"lly (ecome h"(itu"l "#d "s I h"!e s"idsu(0ecti!e to him the# the he"$e$ of th"t 'o$d i# 'hose (ei#g o'i#g to diffe$e#t co#ditio#s of his "$isi#g "#dg$o'th the$e h"s (ee# fo$med co#ce$#i#g the gi!e# 'o$d " fo$m of " diffe$e#t 8i##e$ co#te#t8 'ill "l'"ys %e$cei!e

"#d of cou$se i#f"lli(ly u#de$st"#d th"t s"me 'o$d i# ,uite "#othe$ se#se*This f"ct (y the '"y c"# 'ith "tte#ti!e "#d im%"$ti"l o(se$!"tio# (e !e$y cle"$ly est"(lished 'he# o#e is

%$ese#t "t "# e+ch"#ge of o%i#io#s (et'ee# %e$so#s (elo#gi#g to t'o diffe$e#t $"ces o$ 'ho "$ose "#d 'e$e fo$medi# diffe$e#t geog$"%hic"l loc"lities*

9eo$ge 9u$d0ieff All "#d E!e$ythi#gP"$t Se!e#5et'ee# he"!e# "#d e"$th the$e e+ists #othi#g (ut l"' "#d e#e$gy* The e#e$gy c"$$ies the l"' "#d the l"'

$egul"tes the e#e$gy* L"' does #ot m"#ifest itself /h"s #o fo$m6 it is o#ly th$ough e#e$gy th"t the im"ge is fo$med"#d the im"ge yields the #um(e$* /Im"ge he$e e,u"ls ide" #um(e$ is the i#telligi(le "s%ect of l"' "s em(odied i#the ide"6* If this l"' (ecomes (lu$$ed the im"ge is #ot $ight "#d the #um(e$ is #ot cle"$* This $e!e"ls itself i# g$e"tthi#gs "#d e+%$esses itself i# sm"ll thi#gs* Thus o#ly " m"# of the highest i#teg$ity c"# u#de$st"#d this l"' ("si#ghimself o# its $e!el"tio# he c"# g$"s% the sym(ols "#d o(se$!i#g its sm"ll e+%$essio#s he c"# u#de$st"#d the"ugu$ies* I# this '"y the "$t of the im"ge "#d #um(e$ /th"t is co#sulti#g the o$"cle6 comes "(out (y itself*

7hou I Hei7hu"# 2"#g ;uchih BGCBAle%h FB is the u#thi#)"(le lifede"th "(st$"ct %$i#ci%le of "ll th"t is "#d "ll th"t is #ot*5"yt F is the "$chety%e of "ll 8d'elli#gs8 of "ll co#t"i#e$s: the %hysic"l su%%o$t 'ithout 'hich #othi#g is*9himel FK is the o$g"#ic mo!eme#t of e!e$y 5"yt "#im"ted (y Ale%h*>"llet F is %hysic"l e+iste#ce "s $es%o#se to life of "ll th"t i# #"tu$e is o$g"#ic"lly "cti!e 'ith 9himel* 2he$ethe st$uctu$e is i#o$g"#ic >"llet is its o'# $esist"#ce to dest$uctio#*H"y F is the "$chety%e of u#i!e$s"l life* 2he# it is co#fe$$ed u%o# >"llet it "llo's it to %l"y the g"me ofe+iste#ce i# %"$t#e$shi% 'ith the i#te$mitte#t lifede"th %$ocess*V"! FG e+%$esses the fe$tili


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"lchemic"l com%ositio# of t'o o$ mo$e hete$oge#eous eleme#ts $esulti#g f$om thei$ u#e+%ected $eco#cili"tio#o'i#g eithe$ to " se#siti!e 'ill(y me"#s of " lo!e of cl"i$!oy"#ceto'"$ds system"tic co#fusio# "#d 8diso$de$ of"ll the se#ses8 /Rim("ud6 o$ to ch"#ce o$ to " 'ill f"!o$"(le to ch"#ce* ch"#ce i# the se#se th"t Hume defi#ed it:8The e,ui!"le#t of the ig#o$"#ce i# 'hich 'e fi#d ou$sel!es i# $el"tio# to the $e"l c"uses of e!e#ts8 " defi#itio#

i#c$e"si#gly co#fi$med (y the de!elo%me#t of the m"them"tics of %$o("(ility "#d (y the im%o$t"#ce of thisdisci%li#e i# mode$# scie#ce "#d %$"ctic"l life mic$o%hysics "st$o%hysics "g$o#omy demo#og$"%hy etc* Also"#d this !e$y difficult "s%ect of ch"#ce h"s (ee# #eglected (y the see)e$s of 8l"'s of ch"#ce8ch"#ce is m"ste$ ofhumo$ "#d co#se,ue#tly is " f"$ f$om $osy e$" the o#e 'e li!e i# 'he$e " good deed co#sists of losi#g (oth "$msi# ("ttle m"ste$ of humo$'hichis#ot$osy of (l"c) humo$* A %h"llust$"de is " ty%ic"l %$oduct of (l"c) humo$*A# ooS7APE B

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the cu$$e#ts t$ytoo h"$d to 0oi#you4!e see# th"t)i#d of '"te$

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might h"!e to$#us "%"$to$ d$o!e us!iole#tlyi#to o#e

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