Double Minds by Terri Blackstock, Chapters 1 & 2

8/14/2019 Double Minds by Terri Blackstock, Chapters 1 & 2

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sgmofr/samowrgtfr, G he` thf prgvgifof ac bfftgmo Frgde Iemf. Frgde

gs em up-em`-dabgmo Dhrgstgem sgmofr wha wrgtfs hfr awm samos.

Thf‗s thf sulkfdt ac e rfeigty tfifvgsgam shaw thet àdubfmts hfr

dheiifmofs es shf trgfs ta oft e rfdar` damtredt em` lugi` mebf rfd-aomgtgam. Bfftgmo hfr em` wetdhgmo hfr praoreb (whgdh egrs am

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ta oft g`fes car Zernfr‗s dheredtfr thrauoh wetdhgmo hfr. Phemns,

Frgde, car lfgmo e ofmugmf Dhrgstgem gm e tauoh wari`. G prey thet

yaur gmc iufmdf wgii rfedh cer em` wg`f.

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us. Gt shaui`m‗t lf thet wey. Nfm pravg`fs e iat ac cufi car by laans,

lfdeusf hf seys sudh qugppy em` difvfr thgmos, em` ma bettfr haw

tauoh thgmos oft gm thgs drezy hausfhai` ac aurs, hf eiweys cgm`s

weys ta benf bf ieuoh. Hf‗s ofmfraus em` ngm`, em` hgs Lglif-

lesf` wgsàb ogvfs bf e stramo sfmsf ac sfdurgty. Nfm gs thf orfet-

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Fbfrofmdy, Zernfr! Deii bf!

Phf tfxt am Zernfr Kebfs‗s gZhamf eibast lranf hfr rhythb. Thf

cadusf` am thf pgema nfys em` trgf` ta gomarf gt. Hfr lrathfr daui`wegt. @g`m‗t hf rfeigzf shf wes gm thf bg`ìf ac e damdfrt1

Thf mfvfr shaui` hevf sft thf phamf am thf busgd redn whfrf shf

daui` sff gt. Maw, gm thf bg`ìf ac hfr lfst samo, shf wes `gstredtf`

ly thf vglretgam ‐ es wfii es thf bfsseof. Thf cardf` hfr bgm` ledn

ta thf iyrgds shf‗` wrgttfm.

Gt wes rerf ta hevf thf um`gvg`f` ettfmtgam ac cgcty bg`ìf

sdhaaifrs. Pamgoht, es shf‗` pieyf` pgema em` draamf` hfr samos,thfy edtueiiy stappf` whgspfrgmo em` shavgmo fedh athfr. Gmstfe`,

thfy semo eiamo, e lfeutgcui dharus ac e deppfiie pregsf.

Phf phamf vglretf` eoegm es barf vagdfs kagmf` thf samo. Ke`f`

yaumo cedfs hfi` swfft, tfery-fyf` fxprfssgams, cer rfbavf` crab

fgohth-ore`f bgmg-`rebes. Bemy ac thfb diasf` thfgr fyfs . . . em`

thfy wfrfm‗t ma``gmo acc. Phfy igctf` thfgr hem`s lut wfrfm‗t wev-

gmo ta crgfm`s. Phfy wfrf gm thf zamf ‐ thet spfdgei piedf whfrf eii

pfrcarbfrs prey thfy‗ii tenf thfgr eu`gfmdf. Ma wey wes shf oagmo

ta stap ta emswfr thf phamf.

\f` lemos cfii gm cramt ac hfr fyfs em` shf shaan thfb ledn.

’Tgmo gt wgth bf,‒ shf whgspfrf` gmta thf bgdraphamf.





























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’Ciygmo, `ygmo,

Phgs igcf gs trygmo . . .

By cgmofrs prygmo Waur hem` ewey.

Lut Wau erf lgoofr . . .

Wau oresp wgth vgoar . . .

Em` oft bf thrauoh emathfr èy.‒

Emathfr tfxt cieshf` amta thf sdrffm.

Zernfr , thfrf‗s lffm e bur`fr. Deii gbbf`getfiy.

Maw hf he` hfr ettfmtgam.

Phf saum` ac sact vagdfs rasf em` swfiif`, lut thf phamf he`

smeoof` hfr thauohts. E bur`fr1 Hfr lrathfr Oglsam wes e habg-

dg`f `ftfdtgvf, lut hf‗` mfvfr rfpartf` e bur`fr ta hfr lfcarf. Gt he`

ta lf sabfamf shf nmfw. Tabfamf diasf ta hfr.

Thf stappf` pieygmo, ifttgmo thf vagdfs derry thf samo. Tigppgmo

acc hfr staai es thf tffms nfpt sgmogmo, shf stfppf` avfr ta @emgfi_einfr, thf yauth bgmgstfr, wha strubbf` e ougter am thf steof

mfxt ta hfr. ’Daui` yau tenf avfr car e bgmutf1‒ shf whgspfrf`.

Hf ma``f` rfvfrfmtiy, damtgmugmo ta sgmo, em` shf sigppf` gmta

thf heiiwey em` deiif` Oglsam. Hf emswfrf` ectfr heic e rgmo.

’Zernfr1‒

’Wfeh, whet‗s wramo1‒ shf whgspfrf`.

’G‗b et Daioetf. Phfrf‗s lffm e shaatgmo.‒

Phf dharus damtgmuf` am thf athfr sg`f ac thf àar;

’Ciygmo, `ygmo,

Phgs igcf gs trygmo . . .‒

Thf piuoof` hfr fer. ’E shaatgmo1 _ha1‒ Thf hfer` Oglsam tein-

gmo ta sabfamf gm thf lednoraum`. ’Oglsam1 ‒

Phf phamf dut acc, em` shf pumdhf` thf luttam ta deii hgb ledn.

Gt wfmt stregoht ta vagdfbegi.

Thf sterf` et thf lednigt sdrffm ac thf phamf gm hfr hem`. He`

thf phamf dabpemy iast thf deii, ar wes Oglsam gm traulif1 Em`

wha‗` lffm shat 1 Hfr athfr lrathfr, IfsZeui, warnf` es e rfdar`-











































@AVLIF BGM@T 54

gmo fmogmffr et thf dabpifx, lut shf wes prftty surf hf wesm‗t gm e

sfssgam tamgoht.

Phf sgmogmo stappf`, em` shf taudhf` hfr paum`gmo dhfst, try-gmo ta `fdg`f whet ta à. Thf he` ta tfii sabfamf shf wes ifevgmo.

Thf wesm‗t cgmgshf` wgth hfr damdfrt. _het waui` thfy thgmn1

Thf drednf` thf àar apfm es @emgfi taan thf bgdraphamf.

’_aw,‒ hf seg` gm em gmtgbetf rublif, ’thet wes orfet. Em` gsm‗t

gt kust ignf Zernfr Kebfs ta carfoa thf eppieusf em` eùietgam, em`

stfp aut qugftiy gm thf bg`ìf ac aur warshgp, ta ift Oa` hevf eii

thf oiary1‒

Thf stfppf` ledn em` diasf` thf àar es shf hfer` thf eppieusf

em` eùietgam shf rfeiiy he` dabf hfrf car.

’Caiiaw thet fxebpif, ouys,‒ hf wfmt am. ’Thf‗s e rfei wabem ac

Oa`, em` G‗b hublif` ly whet shf `g` hfrf tamgoht.‒

Maw shf daui`m‗t oa ledn gm, fvfm gc shf wemtf`. _het daui` shf

à1 Pfii @emgfi thet hf he` hfr eii wramo1 Phet shf wemtf` ta sgmoemathfr heic-haur em` warn thfb gmta e stem`gmo avetgam1

Ma, shf daui`m‗t. Thf he` ta oft ta Daioetf Ttu`gas. Thf stertf`

weingmo ewey, thfm hfer` @emgfi‗s vagdf eoegm. ’Phf thgmo elaut

Zernfr gs thet shf àfsm‗t hevf e vagdf thet `rews lgo draw`s.‒

Hfr foa taan thf liaw em` spiettfrf` am thf oraum`. Gt wes war-

thy ac e dhein autigmf.’Lut bem, dem shf tfii e stary wgth hfr samos em` ife` us rgoht

ta thf thramf ac Oa`.‒

Thf tai` hfrsfic gt wes e dabpigbfmt, mat e drgtgdgsb, lut thf

war`s stgii hurt. Drfstceiifm, shf hfe`f` aut ta hfr S-ùl. Ma tgbf

maw car hurt cffigmos, mat whfm sabfamf shf nmfw bgoht lf ̀ fe`.

_het daui` hevf heppfmf`1 He` sabf lem` bfblfrs oattfm gmta

e cgoht1 Fvfm thauoh Daioetf Ttu`gas wes e `ruo-em`-eidahai-crff

zamf, em` bastiy detfrf` ta Dhrgstgem rfdar` ielfis, thf busgdgems,

fmogmffrs, em` praùdfrs wfrfm‗t eiweys `ruo-crff ‐ em` thfy

`g`m‗t eiweys lfhevf ̀ gccfrfmtiy crab thf sfduier busgdgems wha‗`

ogvfm thf gmùstry gts rfputetgam car sifezf em` sfic-gmùiofmdf.







































50 PF\\G LIEDNTPADN

Addesgameiiy thfrf wes em gmdg`fmt. Lut mfvfr emythgmo rfqugrgmo

e habgdg`f gmvfstgoetgam.

@rfe` weshf` thrauoh hfr es shf trgf` ta rfbfblfr wha wesrfdar`gmo thfrf tamgoht. Dieytam Berns, wha‗` lffm gm Ttu`ga O eii

ectfrmaam, he` sffbf` `fprfssf` sgmdf hgs mfw eilub he` temnf`.

\ubar wes thet hf‗` trgf` ta tenf hgs awm igcf amdf eirfe`y. Beylf

hf‗` suddff`f` tamgoht.

_aui` Habgdg`f lf deiif` gm car e sugdg`f1 Wfs, ac daursf. Phfy

praleliy he` ta gmvfstgoetf kust gm desf gt wes e bur`fr. Lut waui`

Oglsam deii hfr aut ac e damdfrt ta tfii hfr thet1 Lfsg`fs, hf‗` spf-

dgcgdeiiy deiif` gt e bur`fr.

Ly thf tgbf shf hgt 53th Evfmuf Tauth, pert ac ifofmèry Busgd

\aw, shf he` thf hfevy, se` dfrtegmty thet shf‗` lf ettfm`gmo thf

cumfrei ac sabfamf diasf ta hfr. Es shf pessf` Tamy Busgd, e bgi-

igam liuf cieshgmo igohts giiubgmetf` thf rae` gm cramt ac Daioetf

Ttu`gas. Thf `ravf stregoht car thf rae`liadn em` stappf` lfhgmè sque` der.

E dap shf `g`m‗t nmaw eppraedhf` hfr es shf oat aut. ’Be‗eb,

yau dem‗t pern thfrf.‒

Thf stregmf` ta sff thf lugi`gmo e cfw àars àwm. ’G warn et

Daioetf Ttu`gas. _het heppfmf`1‒

’G mff` yau ta bavf yaur der.‒Thf turmf` ta thf draw`. ’Tabfla`y tfii bf . . . whet heppfmf`1‒

’Tabfla`y oat shat,‒ e tffmeofr am e lgdydif seg`.

Phf accgdfr stfppf` lftwffm thfb. ’Be‗eb, gc yau àm‗t bavf

thgs der ‐ ‒

Zernfr turmf` ledn ta hgb. ’Zifesf. _ha wes shat1‒

’Oft ledn gm yaur der!‒

Thf‗` he` fmauoh. ’G‗b @ftfdtgvf Oglsam Kebfs‗s sgstfr. G‗b

hfrf lfdeusf hf esnf` bf ta dabf. Zifesf deii hgb em` tfii hgb G‗b

hfrf.‒

’G àm‗t nmaw wha hf gs.‒

’Hf‗s e habgdg`f `ftfdtgvf!‒ Thf ùo hfr phamf aut ac hfr leo.








































@AVLIF BGM@T 56

Zrfssgmo Oglsam am spff` ̀ gei, shf wegtf` car hgb ta emswfr. Gt remo

amdf, twgdf, thrff tgbfs.

’Zernfr, erf yau hfrf1‒’Wfeh, lut thfy wam‗t ift bf thrauoh thf lerrgde`f!‒ Thf rfe`

thf accgdfr‗s mebfteo. ’Daui` yau tfii Tot. Castfr ta ift bf gm1‒

’Ift bf tein ta hgb.‒

Thf thrust thf phamf et thf umygfi`gmo dap. ’Hf wemts ta tein

ta yau.‒

Phf bem taan thf phamf, igstfmf`, thfm hem`f` gt ledn. Hf oevf

hfr e iaan thet be`f hfr wrgsts hurt. Ma àult hf wes amf bavf

ewey crab sieppgmo thf duccs am hfr. ’Hf seg` hf‗` bfft yau et thf

tepf,‒ hf seg` thrauoh difmdhf` tffth.

’Phemn yau.‒ Thf pushf` lftwffm twa sque` ders em` hfe`f`

car thf drgbf-sdfmf tepf, whgdh drassf` thf strfft gm e `geoamei aut

crab thf lugi`gmo, drfetgmo e trgemouier pfrgbftfr. E draw` ac prfss

pfapif wfrf eirfe`y thfrf, smeppgmo pgdturfs es daps debf em` wfmtaut ac thf Daioetf Ttu`gas lugi`gmo. Phf cramt oiess wes pgfrdf`

wgth luiift haifs, mfer whfrf hfr rfdfptgam `fsn set. Fvfry igoht gm

thf lugi`gmo wes am, em` pfapif bavf` eraum` gm thf cramt raab

mfer hfr `fsn.

Thf stappf` am thf strfft, mff`gmo ta nffp sabf `gstemdf lf-

twffm hfrsfic em` thf fvgi gmsg`f.E rfpartfr crab MfwsDhemmfi 6 wes ̀ agmo e igvf rfbatf. ’Kahm,

saurdfs tfii us thet thf bur`frf` wabem wes e rfdfptgamgst et Dai-

oetf Ttu`gas . . .‒

E rfdfptgamgst1 Thf wes thf rfdfptgamgst! _ha he` lffm wetdh-

gmo thf cramt `fsn tamgoht1 Frgm1 Det1 Em`y1 Hfet paum`f` gm hfr

cedf.

Thf daui`m‗t wegt car Oglsam. Thf ùdnf` um`fr thf tepf em`

laitf` car thf ̀ aar. Emathfr dap eibast tednif` hfr, lut shf twgstf`

ewey. ’Oglsam!‒

Hfr lrathfr fbfrof` thfm. ’Ift hfr oa. Thf‗s e wgtmfss.‒

E wgtmfss1 Thf he`m‗t wgtmfssf` emythgmo.










































@AVLIF BGM@T 5?

ac deib ‐ em` debfi-daiarf` Voos. Thf iey am hfr ledn, hfr iamo,

wevy liam`f hegr bettf` wgth liaa`.

Zernfr‗s dhegr he` ceiifm ledn wgth hfr, em` Lrfmme‗s ifos sffbf`temoif` gm gt.

Thf turmf` ewey, umelif ta iaan. ’Iaan et thgs amf, Zernfr,‒ hf

seg` cgmeiiy. ’Waur `fsn. Fvfrythgmo gm piedf1 Emythgmo bgssgmo1‒

Thf shaan thf tfrrar aut ac hfr thauohts em` cadusf` am thf

gbeof. Lrfmme‗s tfxtlaan iey apfm, mfxt ta e lgm`fr wgth matflaan

pepfr gm gt. E pfm iey am tap ac e liemn shfft. E dem ac @gft Danf set

mfxt ta hfr laans. Am thf athfr sg`f ac thf I-shepf` ̀ fsn set Zernfr‗s

ieptap ‐ rgoht whfrf shf‗` ifct gt. Mfxt ta thet iey Lrfmme‗s lednpedn,

lfsg`f Zernfr‗s buo ac pfms.

’Zernfr! @g` thfy tenf emythgmo1‒

Thf rgppf` hfr bgm` crab Lrfmme‗s thgmos em` cardf` hfrsfic ta

sdem hfr `fsn. ’Ma . . . eithauoh thfsf pgdturfs erf taa sbeii ta tfii

car surf. Fvfrythgmo iaans marbei.‒Hf digdnf` thrauoh sfvfrei barf pgdturfs ac hfr ̀ fsn tenfm crab

`gccfrfmt emoifs, sabf zaabf` gm am thf stedns ac pepfrs, thf pfms

gm thfgr damtegmfr, thf damtfmts ac hfr tap `rewfr.

Phgmn, shf tai` hfrsfic. Phgs gs gbpartemt . Phfrf‗s e pfrsam wgth

e oum aut thfrf, em` thfy daui` dabf ledn. Thf seg`, ’@g` yau dhfdn

car thf nfys ta thf stu`gas1‒’Phf amfs gm thf sfdam` `rewfr1‒

’Wfeh.‒

Hf digdnf` thrauoh barf phatas em` caum` amf ac thf damtfmts

ac thet `rewfr. Phf nfys wfrf stgii thfrf.

’_het erf thf busgdgems seygmo1‒

’Phfy eii sey fgthfr yau ar Det wfrf et yaur `fsn whfm thfy

dhfdnf` gm. Mamf ac thfb sew Lrfmme.‒

’Lrfmme wesm‗t am thf sdhfùif tamgoht. Det rfigfvf` bf. Thf

wes hfrf whfm G ifct.‒

’G kust teinf` ta hfr. Det seys Lrfmme shawf` up em` wemtf` ta

rfigfvf hfr . Det wes oie` ta hevf thf mgoht acc.‒













































58 PF\\G LIEDNTPADN

’Phet àfsm‗t benf sfmsf. Lrfmme‗s em umpeg` gmtfrm. _hy

waui` shf wemt ta warn fxtre haurs1‒

’Det seg` Lrfmme thauoht gt wes e qugft piedf ta stu`y.‒’Gt‗s mat, thauoh. Zfapif dabf em` oa, teingmo iau`. Phf phamf

rgmos damstemtiy. Zfapif hemo aut gm thf ngtdhfm em` iaumof.‒ Ac

daursf, Oglsam nmfw thet es wfii es shf `g`. Hf warnf` am thf sg`f

es e stu`ga busgdgem. Hf‗` àmf àzfms ac sfssgams et Daioetf.

’Ofarof gs hfrf. G‗b elaut ta tein ta hgb. _f‗ii sff gc hf dem shf`

emy igoht.‒

Ofarof Daioetf he` apfmf` Daioetf Taum` Ttu`gas tfm yfers

eoa em` lugit e rfputetgam car nffpgmo thf ietfst em` bast stetf-ac-

thf-ert fqugpbfmt gm fvfry laath. Bekar ielfis rfmtf` tgbf car thfgr

ertgsts ta rfdar` hfrf, em` Daioetf he` e stecc ac hausf fmogmffrs

wha wfrf thf lfst gm thf lusgmfss. Zernfr he` dabf ta warn hfrf

es e wey ta mftwarn, pey hfr lgiis, em` oft davftf` stu`ga tgbf ta

rfdar` hfr awm samos car crff.Thf‗` mfvfr daumtf` am luiifts ciygmo tawer` hfr `fsn. Thf

wgpf` hfr cedf em` rfeigzf` hfr hem`s wfrf dai`.

’Mathgmo‗s lffm staifm ar vemèigzf`, eddar`gmo ta Ofarof,‒

Oglsam seg`. ’Lut hf‗s prftty shenfm up. Phf damtrai laer`s em` eii

thf fqugpbfmt erf gmtedt, es cer es G dem sff.‒

Dai` wgm` whgppf` edrass thf perngmo iat, sieppgmo hfr hegr

gmta hfr cedf.Hfr oezf `rgctf` ledn ta thet luiift-pgfrdf` wgmàw, whfrf

debfre igohts cieshf` es thf drgbf-sdfmf gmvfstgoetars rfdar`f` thf

sdfmf gm eii gts drufi `ftegi. Thf shaui` hevf lffm hfrf. Gc shf he`,

thet ogri wha he` ma stenf gm thgs dabpemy ‐ waui`m‗t hevf lffm

ngiif`. Lut thfm Zernfr hfrsfic waui` hevf lffm sgttgmo thfrf . . .

Zernfr oiemdf` ledn et thf draw` kust autsg`f thf drgbf-sdfmf

tepf. _TBS he` e debfre drfw hfrf, em` thfgr ife` rfpartfr wes

igt up ignf e haiaoreb gm thf èrn mgoht.

Phfrf wfrf pfapif ta lf matgcgf`. Lrfmme‗s perfmts, hfr raab-

betf, hfr laycrgfm` . . . Gt wes wramo ta kust ifevf hfr am thf ciaar

ignf thet whgif thf bf`ge vuiturfs dgrdif` eraum` thf drgbf tepf,







































@AVLIF BGM@T 57

thf wgmàw igt up. ’_hy dem‗t yau diasf thf she`fs1 Fvfryamf‗s

iaangmo.‒

’Phfy dem‗t sff hfr am thf ciaar,‒ Oglsam seg`. ’Em` wf dem‗tdiasf thfb, lfdeusf thfrf bgoht lf fvg`fmdf am thf wgmàws ar thf

she`fs, kust ignf thfy erf.‒

Ac daursf. Thf‗` hfipf` Oglsam stu`y car hgs habgdg̀ f ̀ ftfdtgvf

fxebs. Thf nmfw thf pradfùrf. Liaa` spettfrs wfrf gbpartemt.

Amf strey `rap ac liaa` daui` tfii thfb elaut thf emoif ac thf oum,

thf deiglfr, thf `gstemdf crab whgdh gt wes cgrf`. ’Oglsam, wha‗s

oagmo ta tfii hfr cebgiy1‒

’_f‗ii hevf em accgdfr oa.‒

Thf rem hfr cgmofrs thrauoh hfr hegr. ’_het elaut hfr raab-

betf em` thf pfapif wha nmaw hfr et sdhaai1‒

’_f amiy matgcy mfxt ac ngm.‒ Hf digdnf` acc hgs debfre. ’G‗vf oat

ta oft ledn gm.‒

Thf staa` crazfm gm thf dai` mgoht em` wetdhf` hfr lrathfr drassthf yer` ledn gmta thf lugi`gmo. Phf mgoht stralf` wgth liuf-em`-

whgtf igohts. Phf bf`ge smeppf` pgdturfs ac hfr, ignf shf wes sabf-

la`y. Thf ̀ g`m‗t wemt ta tein. Gc thfy ̀ g`m‗t hevf Lrfmme‗s mebf yft,

beylf thf perfmts daui` lf matgcgf` cgrst. Thf thauoht ac Lrfmme‗s

raabbetf em` laycrgfm`. Phfy waui` hfer gt am thf mfws, pral-

eliy saam.Zernfr thauoht ac oagmo ta Lfibamt, ifss them e bgif ewey, ta

matgcy thfb hfrsfic. Lut shf `g`m‗t fvfm nmaw whgdh àrb Lrfmme

igvf` gm. Thf‗` mfvfr esnf` Lrfmme hfr raabbetf‗s mebf. Lrfmme‗s

laycrgfm` he` dabf ly amdf ar twgdf ta lrgmo hfr iumdh whfm shf

wes warngmo ùrgmo thf èy. Hf iaanf` yaumo em` umtermgshf`.

Eibast gmmadfmt. _ey taa gmmadfmt ta hevf e bur`frf` ogricrgfm`.

_het waui` gt à ta hgb1

Am thf athfr hem`, beylf hf wes thf ngiifr. Beylf thgs wes

elaut e cegif` rfietgamshgp. Thf turmf` am hfr phamf em` prfssf`

hfr lrathfr‗s mublfr eoegm.

Hf emswfrf` qugdniy. ’Wfeh1‒








































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’Oglsam, G kust rfbfblfrf` shf hes e laycrgfm`. Hgs mebf gs

Dhesf sabfthgmo. Ngm` ac em Grgsh iest mebf. Bed-sabfthgmo.‒

’Aney, wf‗ii tein ta hgb.‒’Gt shaui`m‗t lf her` ta cgm` hgb. Dhfdn hfr phamf‗s spff` `gei.‒

’Zernfr, G nmaw haw ta à by kal.‒

’G nmaw. Gt‗s kust . . .‒ Thf nmfw shf‗` lfttfr kust ift hgb hemìf

gt. Lut hf daui` lf cienfy sabftgbfs, em` hf wes mfw et thgs. Tgmdf

hf‗` lffm prabatf` ta Habgdg̀ f, hf‗` amiy he` ta saivf thrff desfs,

eii ac thfb prftty dut em` `rgf`. Phgs amf bgoht lf `gccfrfmt.

Thf turmf` acc hfr phamf em` staa` thfrf e babfmt, umelif tabavf ar thgmn. Pfers rushf` ta hfr fyfs em` shf put hfr hem` avfr

hfr bauth. Haw daui` thgs heppfm1 Thf‗` mfvfr `rfebf` Oglsam

waui` lf gmvfstgoetgmo thf `feth ac sabfamf shf nmfw.

Purmgmo, shf weinf` thrauoh thf mgoht ac liuf stralfs, debfres

cieshgmo ignf peperezzg.

’Be‗eb, daui` yau tfii us yaur mebf1‒

’@g` yau nmaw thf vgdtgb1‒’@a thf paigdf nmaw wha ngiif` hfr1‒

Thf gomarf` thf rfpartfrs em` ùdnf` um`fr thf tepf, em` wfmt

ledn tawer` hfr der. Pabarraw shf‗` wgm` up gm thf pepfr wgth e

deptgam thet seg` ’Vmg`fmtgcgf` _abem _ffps et @aar ac Daioetf

Ttu`gas.‒

’Be‗eb, dem yau damcgrb thf vgdtgb‗s mebf1‒

Zernfr iaanf` et thf rfpartfr `rfssf` gm e liedn Erbemg sugt,

hgs cedf pegmtf` car hgs diasf-ups. Thf wgpf` hfr fyfs. ’Zifesf àm‗t

ogvf hfr mebf tamgoht. Kust nffp thet aut ac gt umtgi hfr cebgiy em`

crgfm`s erf tai`.‒

Phf bem nfpt prfssgmo. ’_f‗rf tai` thet gt‗s Zernfr Kebfs gm thfrf.

Phet shf‗s thf rfdfptgamgst et Daioetf. Dem yau damcgrb thet1‒

Zernfr‗s hfert kaitf`, em` shf apfmf` hfr bauth ta darrfdt thfb.Lut thfm shf thauoht ac Lrfmme‗s fgohtffm-yfer-ai` crgfm`s wetdh-

gmo thf mfws whgif wegtgmo car @evg` Ifttfrbem, em` ifermgmo

thet shf‗` lffm bur`frf` am Busgd \aw. _het gc Lrfmme‗s perfmts

wfrfm‗t matgcgf` lfcarf mfwsdestfrs lfoem lrae`destgmo hfr mebf1

_aui` pfapif deii thfb, drygmo, wemtgmo ta nmaw gc gt wes truf1








































@AVLIF BGM@T <5

Ma, shf daui`m‗t ift thet heppfm, mat gc shf daui` hfip gt. Lrfmme

he` lffm et Zernfr‗s `fsn whfm shf `gf`. Phf ifest Zernfr daui` à

wes ta damcusf thf bf`ge‗s rfpartgmo. Thf diferf` hfr thraet. Hfr vagdf saum`f` cer ewey. ’G dem damcgrb thet Zernfr Kebfs gs thf

rfdfptgamgst.‒

Oiffcuiiy, thf rfpartfr lednf` ewey, rfe`y ta ̀ a hgs stemùp car thf

eu`gfmdf et habf. Hf waui` praleliy lrae`dest thet Zernfr he` lffm

bur`frf`. Taam thf athfr dhemmfis waui` lf emmaumdgmo thet, taa.

_het e bfss.

Thf oat gmta hfr der, sgdn wgth thf thauoht thet hfr cebgiy em`

crgfm`s waui` lf `fvestetf` maw. _het he` shf lffm thgmngmo1

Thf digdnf` am hfr phamf, prfssf` hfr bathfr am spff` `gei. Hfr

vagdfbegi qugdniy taan avfr, whgdh praleliy bfemt shf wes am thf

phamf. Iymm Kebfs daui`m‗t elg`f Deii _egtgmo.

’Bab, thgs gs Zernfr, eigvf em` wfii.‒ Thf smgccf` em` iaanf`

eraum` hfr der car e Niffmfx. ’G wemtf` yau ta nmaw thet thf ru-bars ac by `feth hevf lffm orfetiy fxeoofretf`.‒ Hfr bathfr

waui` iavf thet shf‗` quatf` Bern Pwegm. Zernfr caum` e tgssuf

em` ̀ ellf` et hfr masf. ’Tfrgausiy, G‗b eigvf. @am‗t lfigfvf whet yau

sff am thf mfws. Gt wesm‗t bf wha wes bur`frf`. Gt‗s kust e stupg` . . .

bgsum`frstem`gmo.‒

Thf humo up em` set car e babfmt. Hfr bathfr waui` ift IfsZeui,

hfr athfr lrathfr, nmaw. Lut Zernfr waui` mff` ta deii hfr è`.E rfpartfr nmadnf` am hfr wgmàw, em` athfrs lfoem ta sur-

raum` hfr der. Thf pumdhf` thf iadn luttam, thfm ùo gm hfr pursf

car hfr nfys em` daui`m‗t cgm` thfb. E debfre cieshf` thrauoh thf

wgm`shgfi` ‐ es gc thfy thauoht shf wes thf bur`frfr, ar beylf

Lrfmme hfrsfic, rgsfm crab thf `fe` ectfr ùstgmo hfrsfic acc.

Haw daui` shf oft rg` ac thfb1 Thf thauoht ac eii thf weys shf‗`

bemeof` ta hfip hfr cebaus crgfm` Tfrfmf evag̀ rfpartfrs. E c iesh ac

lrgiigemdf strudn hfr, em` shf raiif` hfr wgmàw ̀ awm. ’Phfy‗rf oagmo

ta lf bavgmo thf la`y aut gm thf mfxt cfw bgmutfs,‒ shf yfiif`.

Tu``fmiy shf wes hgstary. Phfy igt aut car thf stary umcai`gmo et

thf àar ac Daioetf ‐ haum`s am thf sdfmt ac e darpsf.











































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Iymm Kebfs wesm‗t eogmo wfii. Hfr cgctgfth lgrthèy wes am thf

hargzam, lut shf wgshf` shf daui` sig`f um`fr gt wgthaut e bfm-

tgam. _hy dfiflretf e èy ignf thet wgth ogcts1 Gt wes e èy whfmshf mff`f` damàifmdfs. Zfapif dabgmo ly wgth bfeis. Tybpethy

der`s. _hgspfrf` igfs, ignf G-nmaw-haw-yau-cffi em` yau-àm‗t-

iaan-heic-es-le`-es-yau-thgmn.

Thf tremscfrrf` thf dhffsf em` drednfrs ta thf piettfr, wam`fr-

gmo haw budh barf thf ogris ac hfr Lglif stu`y daui` fet. Phfy‗`

rgppf` thrauoh hfr bfetleiis em` cgmofr sem`wgdhfs ignf ̀ feth-rawgmbetfs et thfgr iest bfei. Ah, car thf bftelaigsb ac thf yaumo!

Amf èy shf‗` lffm dutf . . . em` thf mfxt, hfr kawis wfrf seo-

ogmo em` hfr fyfig`s wfrf hfevy em` iaasf. Gm pgdturfs, hfr cfeturfs

iaanf` liurrf` em` hemoy, ignf sabfamf he` tenfm e diey sduipturf

ac hfr em` sig` thfgr cgmofrs àwm gt.

_het shf hetf` bast elaut hfrsfic wes hfr vemgty. _hy `g` shf

derf haw shf iaanf`1 Hfr lfeuty shaui` hevf mathgmo ta à wgth

autwer` eàrmbfmt, et ifest eddar`gmo ta thf epastif Zftfr. Lut tfii

thet ta thf athfr hgp bg`ìf-eofrs gm Meshvgiif, wha‗` lfoum mgp-

pgmo em` tudngmo whfm thfy wfrf thgrty-cgvf.

Gc shf daui` kust iasf tfm paum`s, beylf hfr sngm waui`


























@AVLIF BGM@T <4

tgohtfm up. Hfr àulif dhgm waui`m‗t mff` igpasudtgam. Hfr nmffs

waui`m‗t seo.

Ar beylf thfy stgii waui`. _hy fet hfeithy car ma oaa`rfesam1

Gt wes rg`gduiaus, `wfiigmo am hfr eppferemdf ignf e twfmty-

yfer-ai`. Thf he` sfvfmty-yfer-ai` crgfm`s wha waui` ngii ta iaan

ignf hfr. Ly thf tgbf shf wes sfvfmty, hfr dhgm waui` lf sieppgmo

hfr nmffs.

Beylf gc shf gmvgtf` wabfm hfr awm eof avfr gmstfe` ac hfr

carbfr daiifof stu`fmts, shf waui`m‗t lf hevgmo thfsf thauohts. Lut

thf ogris sffbf` ta fmkay thf wffniy Lglif stu`gfs.

Phf phamf remo es shf pushf` thrauoh thf àar gmta thf igv-

gmo raab, whfrf thf magsf ifvfi rfbgm`f` hfr ac e wf``gmo shawfr.

_hafvfr wes deiigmo waui` hevf ta ifevf e bfsseof. Thf sft thf

piettfr àwm. ’Tarry elaut thf phamf. G caroat ta turm thf rgmofr

acc.‒’@am‗t yau wemt ta emswfr gt1‒ Tereh Ttavfr, hfr cevargtf fx-

stu`fmt, esnf`.

Gt stappf` rgmogmo em` wfmt ta vagdfbegi. ’Paa ietf maw. Nrgsty,

wgii yau dhfdn thf deiifr G@1‒

Pwfmty-cgvf-yfer-ai` Nrgsty, sgttgmo mfxt ta thf phamf, igctf` gt

crab gts dherofr. _gth thf tfdhmgdei sevvy ac e tfm-yfer-ai`, shfqugdniy caum` thf mebf. ’Gt wes yaur èuohtfr, Zernfr.‒

Iymm sbgif`. ’Thf he` e damdfrt tamgoht. Thf praleliy wemts

ta tfii bf elaut gt. Emyla`y mff` barf tfe1‒ Tfvfrei ac thfb he`

fbpty oiessfs, sa thf pfedh-cievarf` gdf` tfe wes e hgt. Thf pushf`

ledn gmta thf ngtdhfm, lut lfcarf shf orellf` thf pgtdhfr, shf pgdnf`

up thf phamf em` pumdhf` thf mublfrs car hfr vagdfbegi.

Zernfr‗s vagdf debf edrass thf igmf. ’Bab, thgs gs Zernfr, eigvf

em` wfii.‒

Thf saum`f` stappf` up. _es shf drygmo1 Iymm caroat elaut thf

pgtdhfr. Hfr èuohtfr he` hfr cuii ettfmtgam maw.

’G wemtf` yau ta nmaw thet rubars ac by `feth hevf lffm








































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orfetiy fxeoofretf`. Tfrgausiy, G‗b eigvf. @am‗t lfigfvf whet yau sff

am thf mfws. Gt wesm‗t bf wha wes bur`frf` ‐ ‒

Iymm‗s hfert stublif`. Ttgii diutdhgmo thf phamf, shf wfmt ledngmta thf igvgmo raab. Tereh iaanf` up et hfr. ’@r. Kebfs1‒

Thf sweiiawf` her`. ’Purm am thf PS. Tabfamf‗s lffm bur-

`frf`.‒ Carofttgmo hfr oufsts es thf tfifvgsgam debf am, Iymm ̀ geif`

Zernfr‗s mublfr.










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