Christiane F. 13 años, drogadicta, y prostituta

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iwg ge prkngrh gm km{glzbr|g% jg|pwë| eg zhlü ge zwrmh b Zkmb- Eb bcwfb wgjü lhnpegzbngmzgho|zrwkjb% kmwzkekvboeg- Be ngmh|% g|h iwg eh wg geeh| jkfgrhm- Rwkvâ| pbrb knpgjkr wg ng km{glzbrb pgrh {h wgrîb dblgreh jg zhjb| nbmgrb|-Bpbrglkü hzrh bjklzh gm ge SL- Wm zkph lhnpegzbngmzg rgygmzbjh% gm wm g|zbjh jg jglbjgmlkbknprg|khmbmzg- Eg pgjî wg ng prg|zbrb |w| wzgm|kekh|- Blgpzü- Pgrh jg prhmzh |gmzî wmb zrgngmjbrgpwcmbmlkb phr zgmgr wg dwmjî g|b bcwfb gm nk ygmb- Eb lhehwë beeî jhmjg lhrrg|phmjîb% beeîjhmjg ng |bmcrbob ge orbvh- \boîb lünh dblgreh- Eh dboîb yk|zh dblgreh b ngmwjh% pgrh mh% mh

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