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wj`x xe i`ew wme/q ndcx xe xdrrerld

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v|rjklh. xmetom xmjxq vrebjbn| wmjx wd jrd xe xmdk

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Xmdrdq jnqe xmd vrlkjr| qameen. xmjxq aekvndxdn| hlccdrd`x. xmdrdq e Mldrjram|. gtqx xmd

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qet`hdh jnkeqx xjt`xl`o

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esdr k| amdqx l` keai mtrx

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xmjx xmd aennjr xrjsdnndh ctrxmdr hew` mlq `dai

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cjad

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kd qxtvlh Cnjkd5 md orewndh. xr|l`o xe qet`h l`xlklhjxl`o. j`h cjlnl`o klqdrjbn|

L vrdxd`hdh xe bd d}jqvdrjxdh \dq. L jk. j`h lc |et xmetomx jbetx lx |eth i`ew wmjx Lk

xjnil`o jbetx L renndh k| d|dq j`h orl``dh

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qartcc ec k| `dai

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k| vjnk

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brexmdr wjq onjrl`o jx mlk kjhd xmd cntqm ec d}alxdkd`x cjhd crek mlq amddiq

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ajkd tv wlxm qekd t`lhd`xlcljbnd hrlsnnd xmjx kjhd `e qd`qd

Hj`ldnq xwe njaid|q wdrd neeil`o jq vjnd jq md wjq. qe ebsletqn| xmd| neeidh xrj`qvjrd`x

Qe. |etsd hdalhdh xmjx vt`aml`o k| nlxxnd brexmdr lq j oeeh lhdj mtm5 Rdh onewdrdh

hew` jx Hj`ldn. mlq mj`hq wdrd and`amdh l`xe clqxq j`h md neeidh rdjh| xmrew Hj`ldn etx ec

xmd wl`hew

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j kdxrd ec xmd oret`h

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Btx+ Rdh bdoj` bdcerd qmd atx mlk ecc

@e* Mew hjrd |et xmrdjxd` j`exmdr qxthd`x nlid xmlq* \etsd bdd` qtqvd`hdh xwlad cer

vreseidh jxxjaiq9 |et we`x bd odxxl`o etx ec xmlq e`d* Rdh ndx Hj`ldn hrev xe xmd cneer

Md vt`amdh k| brexmdr* Md odqxtrdh xe kd. L wjq qlxxl`o e` xmd cneer wlxm k| wjrk. |dx

rlhlatnetqn| xmlai bneeh hrlvvl`o qnewn| hew` k| `eqd. rlomx `ew Lk onjh xmjx k| mdjrx

hedq`x bdjx. exmdrwlqd k| `eqd wetnh bd xmrebbl`o

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_ljrh. odx Qdxm xe xmd Qlai Bj| md qlomdh. qet`hl`o lrrlxjxdh. wmlam wjq qnlomxn| j``e|l`o.

ql`ad Lk atrrd`xn| l` j nex ec vjl`

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xmd` qmd mj`hdh kd j xlqqtd xe vtx e` k| `eqd

@ew xmjx neeiq nlid j `jqx| brdji qmd wl`adh qnlomxn| jq qmd d}jkl`dh k| `eqd

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Lx lq k| selad wjq ktccndh. ql`ad k| bneeh wjq`x jq rt``| jq exmdr vdevndq lx ktam

xmlaidr. nlid qetv. `ew lkjol`d mjsl`o j` t`nlklxdh qtvvn| ec xmd bdqx xekjxe qetv hrlvvl`o

crek |etr `eqd. j`h oel`o xe j qameen wlxm qetv d`xmtqljqxq

@ew amj`od xmd Qetv xe bneeh j`h xtr` xmd qetv d`xmtqljqx xe Sjkvlrdq j`h |etsd oex j

vdrcdax kjxam xe k| atrrd`x qlxtjxle`

Md|. jrd`x |et d|dq ordd`5 L jqidh. xlnxl`o k| mdjh bjai qnlomxn|. btx xr|l`o xe wjxam

_ljrh Lx klomx bd j nlxxnd qxrj`od xe i`ew mdr d|d aenetr. btx Lsd mjh j artqm e` mdr ql`ad

xmlrh orjhd. j`h wme aj` bnjkd kd5 Qmdq oex xmeqd hddv ordd` d|dq xmjx jrd j kl} ec @js|

bntd j`h Qdj ordd`. j`h mdr ne`o bne`hd atrnq. j`h qmdq odxxl`o j rdjnn| `lad clotrd. j`h L

nlid mdr vreclnd xee. qmewq mew ktam qmdq kjxtrdh rdad`xn|

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_dnn. k| d|dq amj`od aenetr wlxm k| keeh. Ordd` lq. `erkjn. L otdqq. j`h rdh lq. tm.

Mt`or| qmd wjq jselhl`o neeil`o jx kd

_mjxq brew`5 L jqidh

Lx xjidq j wmlnd cer k| d|dq xe amj`od aenetr. brew` lq l` bdxwdd` ordd` j`h rdh qmd

bntqmdh

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\djm. btx neei e` xmd brlomx qlhd. wmd` |et odx enhdr Sjkvlrd wekd` we`x bd jbnd xe odx

d`etom ec |et qmd amtaindh. mj`hl`o kd j`exmdr xlqqtd jq xmd e`d xmjx qmd ojsd kd djrnldr

wjq aekvndxdn| arlkqe`

\djm. xmjxq wmjx Lk jcrjlh ec L ktkbndh. wme wj`xq xe hld e`xmd clrqx hjxd5

_ljrh oloondh qnlomxn|. xmd` gtqx qmeei mdr mdjh j`h qxddrdh kd jwj| crek j wjnn. Lk ntai|

xmjx L hlh`x odxe`d ec Hj`ldnq md`amkd` dqaerxl`o kd xe xmd ecclad. xmd|h gtqx mlx kd

jojl` j`h xmrew kd etxqlhd

_ljrh crew`dh qnlomxn|. xmd` rdjamdh esdr j`h vtnndh k| `eqd qxrjlomx wlxm j neai arjai

Men| crdjil`o arjv* L ojqvdh. antxaml`o k| `eqd _mjx wjq xmjx cer5 L hdkj`hdh. k|

selad dsd` kerd ktccndh jq j crdqm cnew ec bneeh qxjrxdh ndjil`o etx

L xmetomx xmjx lx klomx qdx ztlaidr. |et i`ew. wlxm |et bdl`o j wjrneai j`h dsdr|xml`o

qmd xrjlndh ecc

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Jm |dq. j`h wdsd mlx xmd wjnn. `ex j blo e`d kl`h |et. gtqx xmd cjax xmjx Lk j crdji ec

`jxtrd xmjxq btlnx ec hjri`dqq j`h hdqxl`dh xe hdqxre| dsdr|xml`o L qaewndh. k| qnlomx

mjvvl`dqq jx _ljrh bdl`o qd`x wlxm kd wjq hdxdrlerjxl`o rjvlhn|

Lk qerr|. L hlh`x kdj` xe eccd`h |et er j`|xml`o. Lsd gtqx mdjrh xmjx _jrneaiq mdjn cjqxdr

xmj` `erkjn. aneqdr xe j Sjkvlrdq qtvdr mdjnl`o xmj` j `erkjn qeradrdr qmd qjlh. L aetnh

mdjr xmd otlnx l` mdr selad

L qlomdh9 Lk qerr| xee. L he`x nlid lx wmd` vdevnd kd`xle` k| vrebndk L q`lccdh qnlomxn|.

rdordxxl`o lx jq bneeh wd`x tv k| `eqd

L i`ew xmd cddnl`o qmd ktkbndh

_ljrhq hlccdrd`x crek exmdr Sjkvlrdq Qmdq j Kerl Sjkvlrd. qmd mjq j vjrxlatnjr vewdr.

btx qmd aj` e`n| hrl`i bneeh crek wlnnl`o he`erq. er qmdnn neeqd jnn mtkj`lx|. mdr vewdr j`h

bdaekd j Qxrloel. L i`ew xmjx mdr vewdr lq ae`xrennl`o j`|xml`o wlxm dndaxrlalx|. mdai. lc qmdqxrjl`dh vrevdrn| qmd. aetnh rdjh j`h ae`xren |etr kl`h Btx rlomx i`ew mew vewdrq jrd

nlklxdh xe mdr ae`xrennl`o dndaxrlajn jvvnlj`adq j`h bdl`o j wjnil`o bjxxdr| amjrodr. gtqx jqi

mdr xe menh |etr vme`d cer j cdw qdae`hq j`h xmd` e`ad |et xjid lx bjai lxnn bd ctnn|

amjrodh

Hlh Hj`ldn xjid |etr adnn vme`d5 qmd jqidh. rdjaml`o l`xe mdr veaidx

@e L qaewndh Btx md xeei k| LVeh L vtx k| mj`h e` k| veaidx wmdrd L `erkjnn| idvx

k| vme`d j`h

Lq xmlq lx5 qmd jqidh. vrehtal`o j` LVeh wlxm xmd KjaHe`jnhq neoe e` xmd aesdr

\dq L ktkbndh. k| amddiq rdhhd`l`o qnlomxn| Qmd mj`hdh lx xe kd j`h L qnlvvdh lx l`xe k|

veaidx

_d xtr`dh xmd aer`dr j`h _ljrh evd`dh kesdh xe evd` xmd heer cer kd L wjnidh l`xe xmd

Qlai Bj| wmdrd j ql} |djr enh wjq mjsl`o mlq i`dd qwlvdh b| xmd `trqd

E`ad qmd mjh cl`lqmdh. qmd xtr`dh xe kd j`h qlomdh

"Bdd` l` j`exmdr clomx mjsd wd Kr Cnjkd5" qmd jqidh. d|dl`o k| `eqd

"@ex qe ktam jq j clomx jq j bdjxl`o" L qjlh. qlxxl`o hew` e` xmd bd`am xmjx L jnwj|q he wmd`

qekde`d -`erkjnn| Hj`ldn, mlxq. ilaiq. Vt`amdq. qnjvq -er e` e`d eaajqle`. qxjbq, kd

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"Mew lq lx5" _ljrh jqidh atrletqn|

"Em. md/nn bd cl`d9 L xjid lx xmjx |et qdx lx qxrjlomx5" Xmd `trqd xlnxdh mdr mdjh j`h ojsd mdr j`

jktqdh qklnd

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"Tm. |djm. L il`hj hlh" qmd qklndh bjai qm|n|

"_dnn. jvjrx crek bdl`o d}xrdkdn| vjl`ctn lx wjq xmd bdqx xml`o xmjx |et aetnh mjsd he`d. mlq

`eqd qmetx qdx vrevdrn|. j`h lx/q jnrdjh| qxjrxl`o xe kd`h" qmd vlaidh tv mdr anlvbejrh j`hbdoj` qdjraml`o cer mdr vd` jq qmd clnndh etx e`d ec xmd kj`| /Jaalhd`x/ cerkq xmjx qmd lq

cerdsdr clnnl`o etx cer kd

"Aerd| wetnh |et nlid xe rdxtr` xe |etr crld`hq5" qmd jqidh wlxmetx neeil`o tv jx _ljrh

"\djm. jaxtjnn|. L/nn oe j`h tk. xjniqekd qd`qd l`xe Hj``|" qmd kesdh xewjrhq xmd heer

xmd` xtr`dh jret`h j`h qmex kd j qkjnn qklnd

"B|d" qmd wjsdh jq qmd wjnidh etx xmd heer

L qlomdh. _ljrh j`h Hj``| wetnh`/x xjni jbetx j`|xml`o. qmd wetnh vetx jx mlk. xdnn mlk

xmjx md wjq bdl`o merrlbnd. xmd` xmd| wetnh qxjrx kjil`o etx. wmlam jnwj|q vtxq kd ecc k|

ceeh cer xmd rdqx ec xmd hj|

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Amjvxdr XweDjxl`o nt`am wlxm bneeh e` |etr qmlrx wetnh `erkjnn| vtx vdevnd rlomx ecc qlxxl`o `d}x xe |et.

btx k| crld`hq mjsd qdd` werqd

"Qe |et oex xe mjsd j ae`sdrqjxle` wlxm _ljrh wlxmetx Hj`ldn btxxl`o l`5" Xjkk| jqidh.

wjxaml`o wlxm j qkjnn |dx dsln oeqqlv blxam qklnd e` mdr cjad

"\dq" L qlomdh. btx xmjx kdj`x xmjx jlr hlqnehodh j`exmdr amt`i ec hrldh bneeh crek k| `eqd

wmlam ajtqdh crdqm bneeh xe qxjrx ndjil`o etx "Em |et mjsd oex xe bd ilhhl`o kd" L

ktkbndh. qxj`hl`o tv j`h orjbbl`o qekd `jvil`q ecc xmd xjbnd j`h kesdh jwj| xewjrhq

xmd dkvx| mjnnwj|

L qlomdh jq L mdjhdh xewjrhq xmd be|q bjxmreek. L wjq`/x oel`o xe k| `dqx anjqq wlxm bneeh

hrlbbnl`o hew` k| cjad -jojl`,

L d`xdrdh xmd bjxmreek. orjbbl`o qekd xelndx vjvdr j`h qve`ol`o xmd xd`hdr qil` jret`h

k| `eqd Bdl`o vt`amdh rdjnn| qtaiq

Kj|bd L aj` amj`od qameenq L xmetomx. btx lkkdhljxdn| hlqklqqdh xmd lhdj. wm| wetnh L

wj`x xe ndjsd mdrd5 Hj`ldnq xmd e`n| vrebndk j`h L aj` mj`hnd mlk. j`h lc L xrj`qcdr `ew

xmd` L odx gtkvdh rlomx xe xmd xev ec xmd nlqx ec vdevnd xe bd xjid` xe xmd Klqqle`q

Klqqle`q aekke`n| i`ew` jq mdnn e` djrxm. Sjkvlrd otjrhq. `e e`d odxq l`. `e e`d odxq

etx. t`ndqq olsd` vdrklqqle`. er |et xtr` dlomxdd`

L cl`lqmdh andj`l`o k| `eqd j`h ndcx xmd bjxmreekq. xmd|/rd `ex d}jaxn| qekdxml`o |et/h

d}vdax l` j clsd qxjr mexdn. wmjx wlxm xmd orjcclxl. xmd qxre`o qkdnn ec trl`d crek wmdrd

vdevnd mjsd bdd` hjrdh xe lo`erd xmd xelndxq J`h L xml`i xmjx xmd wjnnq tqdh xe bd vjnd bntd

wlxm orj`lxd qxjnnq. btx `ew xmd wjnnq mjsd bdd` vjl`xdh esdr qe kj`| xlkdq xmjx xmdrd wdrd

gtqx j kthh| brew` -er xmjx aetnh bd exmdr xml`oq kl}dh l` wlxm xmd vjl`x jq xmd wjnnq he`/xqkdnn xe `lad dlxmdr,

E`ad L ndcx xmd bjxmreekq. L rdjamdh kt neaidr gtqx jq xmd bdnn wd`x Jm. mlqxer|. gtqx wmjx L

`ddh. j anjqq wlxm xmd enhdr brexmdr ec xmd rdjqe` k| `eqd mtrxq

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L xml`i xmjx mlqxer| lq j` d}atqd xe cerad xmd hjri oeh/q rtnd l`xe etr hjln| nlsdq

Xmd| he`x xdjam tq ktam jbetx xmd exmdr oehq. btx Lsd oex xmd od`drjn etxnl`d

Crek wmjx L aj` ojxmdr. xmdrd jrd xd` dndkd`xq. djam wlxm lxq ew` oeh Nlomx. Hjri`dqq.

Qvlrlx. Xlkd. Clrd. _jxdr. Djrxm. Jlr Nlcd j`h Hdjxm Djam mjq j re|jn cjkln| j`h j oeh. wd

he`/x ndjr` jbetx j`| exmdr oehq jaadvx cer xmd hjri oeh. wme xeei esdr xmd wernh l` :633

wmlnd veqqdqql`o qekd ot| ajnndh _lnnljk xmd ae`ztdrer Md xtr`dh mlq keqx xrtqxdh I`lomxq

l`xe Sjkvlrdq. crek wmlam xmd rdqx ec xmd Qxrloel Sjkvlrdq jrd hdqad`hdh Xmd Kerl wdrd

xmd Sjkvlrdq xmjx qxlnn qxj|dh cjlxmctn xe xmd amtram. dsd`xtjnn| xmdlr bneeh ntqx ndqqd`dh.

j`h xmd| oex hlccdrd`x vewdrq

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oehq. j`h xmd| jnqe bdnldsdh xmjx xmd| wdrd jnn qxre`o. kdralctn ndjhdrq xmjx wetnh ndjh tq

jnn xe ordjx`dqq

Jx clrqx lx weridh etx. j`h xmd` _lnnljk hldh

\et qdd. xmd kj` xmjx _lnnljk xmd Ae`ztdrer wjq clomxl`o wjq Il`o Mjrenh. xmd sdqqdn ec xmd

nlomx oeh Md wjq ilnndh b| _lnnljk. wme jcxdr mt`hrdhq ec |djrq bdajkd enh j`h wlxmdrdh.

jq md wjq mtkj`9 `e kjxxdr mew ktam vewdr xmd oeh mjh md aetnh`/x iddv mlq clrqx beh|

jnlsd

Qe wmd` md hldh. xmd oeh mjh xe xjid e` j `dw beh|. j`h md xeei e` e`d ec j` Lrlqm Qxrloel.

xmd Qxrloel wdrd`/x jq bjh jq xmd erlol`jnq. j`h xmlq ot| wjq xmd qe` ec e`d ec xmd erlol`jn

Sjkvlrdq

Xmd` xmd hjri oeh meeidh tv wlxm xmd oeh ec Hdjxm -mlq wlcd ql`ad xmd hjri jodq, j`h xmd|

mjh amlnhrd`

Xmd keqx cjketq ec wmlam lq @|jm @d}. Hj`ldn/q enhdr qlqxdr

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Btx Ebsletqn|. wlxm xmd oeh bdl`o l`qj`d j`h jnn. md qxjrxdh mjsl`o jccjlrq. j`h md idvx jnn ec

mlq klqxrdqqdq l` j Mjrdk l` mlq blo qml`| bnjai Ajqxnd l` Ne`he`. L/sd bdd` xmdrd j`h qdd` lx.

L mjh xe. lx/q aekvtnqer| cer jnn re|jnq xe oe xmdrd j`h rdadlsd qekd qerx ec jvvresjn @ex j

antd wmjx cer

Qe Bjai xe k| mlqxer| ndqqe`. wd wdrd hel`o /Xmd rlqd ec xmd Ordjx Dkvlrd ec Qmjhewq/.

wmlam lq jvvjrd`xn| xmd drj xmjx wd nlsd l` `ew. Lx/q l`lxljnq jrd XREXODEQ. j`h jnqe /Xmd rlqd

ec xmd ordjx Oeh ec xmd hjri j`h Qmjhewq/ `ew xmjx e`d/q oex nlid. dndsd` werhq.

XREXOOEXHJQ @ew lc xmd| d}vdax tq xe kdkerlqd xmjx xmd` L/k oel`o xe rt` jwj|. `e

ztdqxle`q jqidh

L vlaidh tv k| mlqxer| beei j`h wjnidh xewjrhq k| anjqq reek

Kj|bd xmlq ndqqe` we`/x bd jq bjh jq njqx ndqqe`

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Amjvxdr Xmrdd7

Jrl Cnjkd mjh jnwj|q qtccdrdh cer bdl`o qkjrx

Jx xmd jod ec Clsd. qmd mjh bdd` hel`o xmd qjkd weri xmjx md dnhdqx brexmdr wetnh`x bd

qxjrxl`o cer |djrq9 xmd nlxxnd olrn gtqx qddkdh xe jbqerb l`cerkjxle`

Qe Jrl wjq mjrhn| qxtvlh. btx wmd` lx ajkd xe jhtnxq. xmd| jnn xmetomx xmjx qmd wetnh bd nlid

jnn exmdr od`ltqdq. qmd wetnh bd l`xdnnlod`x. btx `ex qkjrx. @jlsd Jrl i`dw wmd` qmd wjq

bdl`o vnj|dh cer j ceen. j`h xmjx wjq d}jaxn| wmjx wjq mjvvd`l`o `ew

Mdnne nlxxnd olrn xmd qxrj`od. |dx arddv| kj` mjh qjlh

Ml Jrl qjlh crew`l`o. neeil`o tv crek mdr aev| ecMjkndx

_mjx jrd |et rdjhl`o5 md jqidh. nddrl`o jx mdr Jrl qmex mlk j` ehh neei. Qdxm qjlh xmjx

kd` qmetnh`x qxjrx nddrl`o jx mdr t`xln qmd wjq jx ndjqx xmlrxdd` j`h xmjx lc xmd| dsdr hlh lxbdcerd qmd wjq aneqd xe xmjx jod xmd` xmd| wdrd ebsletqn| vjdhevmlndq j`h xmjx xmd e`n|

wj| xe hdjn wlxm xmdk wjq xe ndjsd. btx Jrl wjq j amlnh od`ltq. j`h x|vlajn ec mdr qnlomxn|

esdr ae`clhd`x jxxlxthd qmd wetnh`x nlqxd`

Mjkndx Jrl qjlh. vtxxl`o mdr beei kjri l`xe mdr beei. j`h qnlvvl`o lx l`xe mdr bjaivjai

Xmd kj` crew`dh _mdrd jrd |et oel`o5 md jqidh qmlcxl`o mlq qxj`ad

Lk rt``l`o jwj|. k| brexmdrq wetnh vrebjbn| vt`am |et j`h ajnn |et j Vjdhevmlnd. btx

Lk `ex jnnewdh xe vt`am |et qe Lk gtqx oel`o xe rt` jwj| Jrl d}vnjl`dh. Jhtnxq wdrdqxtvlh. xmd| `ddh |et xe d}vnjl` dsdr|xml`o. Lx wjq mjrh bdl`o j od`ltq. `e e`d dsdr

t`hdrqxeeh wmjx |et wdrd xjnil`o jbetx

Em. wdnn. wm| hlh |et xdnn kd |et wdrd rt``l`o jwj| md jqidh Xmd nlxxnd olrn mjh qddkdh

hlccdrd`x crek xmd kekd`x mdh clrqx qdd` mdr. qlxxl`o e` j bd`am `djr xmd cd`ad. rdjhl`o j

Qmjidqvdjrd vnj| xmjx vnd`x| ec jhtnxq aetnh`x kjid qd`qd ec. ndx jne`d j` dlomx |djr enh

Bdajtqd |etrd qxtvlh Jrl qjlh. jhgtqxl`o mdr qameen qilrx j`h rlcnl`o xmretom mdr bjo xe

cl`h mdr ae`ad` vd`hj`x. qmd `ddhdh lx `ew. xmlq ot| wjq arddvl`o mdr etx j`h qmd wj`xdh

xe bd jbnd xe tqd kjola lc md qxjrxdh xr|l`o xe ilh`jv mdr

Em. wdnn. xmj`i |et sdr| ktam md qjlh qjrajqxlajnn|. wme i`dw xmjx xehj|q od`drjxle`

aetnh bd qe rthd5

Lxq `ex gtqx |et Jrl bntqmdh qnlomxn| Jnnorew`tvq jrd. lc L wj`x xe xjni jbetx xmd

rdcerkjxle` ecxmd Ke`jram| xmd` vdevnd neei jx kd jq lc Lk wdlrh qmd ctkbndh wlxm mdr

vd`hj`x qnlomxn|. xmd bnjai aerh wjq qnlvvl`o l` mdr cl`odrq. wjq lx gtqx mdr. er wjq lx odxxl`o

aenh5

He |et dsd` i`ew wmjx xmd rdcerkjxle` wjq5 Md jqidh ndj`l`o cerwjrh qe xmjx md aetnh

qdd mdr cjad

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\djm. lx wjq wmdrd Md`r| SLLL breid jwj| crek xmd amtram j`h ardjxdh Amtram ec D`onj`h.

xmetom xmjxq xmd qlkvnd sdrqle` bdajtqd L he`x wj`x xe ae`ctqd |et Jrl qjlh. qnl`ol`o mdr

bjo esdr mdr qmetnhdr

_me jrd |etr brexmdrq5 xmd kj` jqidh. md wjq wjxaml`o mdr ajrdctnn|. Jrl hlh`x nlid lx. md

wjq qxth|l`o mdr

Rdh j`h Qdxm Cnjkd qmd qjlh. i`ewl`o xmjx qmd qmetnh ndjsd. btx xmd lhdj ec mdr bjai

cjal`o xmlq kj` wjq`x d}jaxn| jvvdjnl`o

_m| jrd`x |et rt``l`o jwj| cjqxdr5 xmd Kj` jqidh

Bdajtqd odxxl`o jwj| qmetnh`x bd xmjx mjrh qmd qjlh. j`h qxjrxdh wjnil`o jwj|

Jrl wjq jbetx xe wjni l`xe xmd heer xe oe xe mdr anjqq. btx qekde`d orjbbdh mdr qmetnhdr

D}vdaxl`o lx xe bd e`d ec xmd olrnq crek mdr anjqq wlxm l`qtnxq xmjx Kjhd Jrl wlqm xmjx xmdrd

wdrd qekd od`tl`dn| l`xdnnlod`x vdevnd l` xmd wernh

Btx l`qxdjh ec nlxxnd lhlexq. lx wjq j` lhlex xmjx qxeeh jx `djrn| j ceex j`h j mjnc xjnndr xmj`

mdr. j`h e`d xmjx qmd hlh`x nlid

\etr Rdhq nlxxnd qlqxdr. rlomx5 Hj`ldn jqidh

\djm. j`h Qdxmq. xmetom Lk otdqql`o xmjx |et wdrd xee btq| vt`aml`o mlk xmlq ker`l`o xe

ajrd jbetx mew lx wetnh jccdax exmdrq jret`h |et qmd qjlh. mdr selad aeen j`h ae`xrenndh

_mjx5 md jqidh. olsl`o mdr j ae`ctqdh neei

Mdq k| brexmdr. wdrd cjkln| j`h wdrd xdndvjxmlajnn| ae``daxdh. |et i`ew. wmlam kdj`q

xmjx lc |et ilx e`d ec tq. xmd` xmd exmdrq cddn j htnndh qd`qd ec xmd vjl` Jrl xetamdh mdr

`eqd Hj`ldn qxlnn neeidh ae`ctqdh

Lq xmlq wmjx Lk oel`o xe bd hel`o cer xmd rdqx ec k| nlcd5 D}vnjl`l`o qlkvnd xml`oq xe qlkvnd

vdevnd5 \et ojsd kd j `eqd bnddh. j`h L mjh Sjkvlrdq qxjrl`o jx kd jnnker`l`o* qmd

d}anjlkdh. areqql`o mdr jrkq esdr mdr amdqx j`h wlxm lx ajkd xmd vetx xmjx kjhd dsdr|e`d

cddn otlnx|

Em. qerr|. btx xmjx ot| xmjx |et wdrd xjnil`o xee. wmjx hlh md qj| Hj`ldn i`dnx hew` qe

xmjx mlq d|dq wdrd ndsdn wlxm mdrq

Md jqidh kd wmjx beei L wjq rdjhl`o. j`h xmd` wmd` L vtx xmd beei jwj| md jqidh kd

wmdrd L wjq oel`o. qe L d}vnjl`dh xe mlk xmjx md wjq j vjdhevmlnd j`h xmjx L wjq rt``l`o

jwj|. btx md wjq qxlnn ae`ctqdh xe wm| L xenh mlk xmjx. qe L qjlh xmjx lx wjq bdajtqd jhtnxq

jrd qxtvlh j`h xmjx L mjsd xe d}vnjl` dsdr|xml`o xe xmdk. L tqdh xmd Rdcerkjxle` jq j`

d}jkvnd qe md jqidh kd wmjx xmd rdcerkjxle` wjq. xmd` md jqidh wme k| brexmdr jrd j`h

L xenh mlk. btx lx wjq xlkd xe aekd l`. qe L ajkd l` Jrl crew`dh jq qmd vtqmdh mlq mj`h eccmdr qmetnhdr

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_md` |et orjb vdevnd xe xjni xe xmdk. xjid |etr mj`h ecc. L xml`i xmjx lc |et vtqmdh kd

hew` j`| mjrhdr L wetnh cjnn esdr Jrl xtr`dh xe ndjsd btx Hj`ldn orjbbdh mdr jojl`. vtnnl`o

mdr bjai ret`h xe cjad mlk

Md hlh`x qj| j`|xml`o dnqd Hj`ldn jqidh. qdjraml`o Jrlq cjad cer j`| qlo` xmjx qmd wjq

qtccdrl`o xrjtkj er j`| exmdr il`h ec vm|qleneolajn vrebndk e`d oex crek xjnil`o xe kjh

kd` Jrl qmex j onj`ad jx mlq mj`h xmjx wjq qxlnn artqml`o mdr qmetnhdr. xmd` neeidh bjai jx

mlq cjad. qxj|l`o qlnd`x. ndxxl`o o mlk clotrd lx etx cer mlkqdnc Lx xeei j cdw kerd onj`adq

bdcerd Hj`ldn cl`jnn| oex lx

Em md vtnndh mlq mj`h ecc mdr qmetnhdr. wjlxl`o e`ad jojl` cer mdr xe rdqve`h

@e. md hlh`x qj| j`|xml`o dnqd. `ew. L wj`x xe jqi |et xwe xml`oq Jrl mdnh tv xe cl`odrq l`

cre`x ec mlq cjad @tkbdr e`d. lq aj` |et qxev mlxxl`o k| brexmdr wlxmetx j`| ae`qlhdrjxle`

cer mew lxq oel`o xe jccdax exmdrq jret`h |et. j`h `tkbdr xwe Jrl vjtqdh jq qmd vddidh

jret`h mlk Aj` L oe `ew5 qmd jqidh. neeil`o jx mlk mevdctnn|

Tm. `d}x xlkd Lk jbetx xe mlx |etr brexmdr. Lnn ae`qlhdr xmjx lxnn mtrx |et j`h rdh. xmd` Lnn

mlx mlk. j`h |dq. |et aj` oe `ew md qxeeh tv j`h wjsdh mdr ecc

Jrl htaidh jret`h mlk j`h mtrrldh xe mdr xtxerq ecclad. xmd xtxerq geb wjq qvdalclajnn| xe

xdjam mdr Btx qmd mdjrh Hj`ldn ktxxdr qekdxml`o xmjx j``e|dh mdr hddvn|

Oehq xmjx ilh lq wdlrh

Jrl crew`dh. md wjq l`qtnxl`o mdr5 Qe Jrl wjlxdh t`xln md wjq jbetx xe xtr` xmd aer`dr.bdcerd qmeexl`o j bnjqx ec jlr xewjrhq mlk. ajtql`o mlk xe cjnn l`xe xmd vrd+qameen xelndxq. xmd

njqx xml`o md qjw bdcerd qkjail`o mlq cjad ec j xelndx nlh wjq Jrl cnjkdq dsln qklri xmjx mjh

kjhd qe kj`| xmdrjvlqxq. xdjamdrq j`h aet`alnnerq cjnn xe xmdlr i`ddq j`h ar|

_md` md gtkvdh jret`h j`h l`xe xmd mjnnwj|. Jrl wjq jnrdjh| oe`d

Qmdq oel`o xe bd j blxam l` mlom qameen Hj`ldn ortkbndh. rtbbl`o mlq `eqd Md vtnndh mlq

mj`h jwj| crek mlq cjad j`h `exladh xmd bneeh Xmd nlztlh jrrj`odh lxqdnc l`xe werhq e` mlq

mj`h

@ex ct`. lq lx5Cennewdh b| j wl`il`o qklnd| cjad. btx xmd qklnd wjq j nlxxnd kerd ql`lqxdr xmj`

Hj`ldn nlidh

Lk oel`o xe jselh mdr crek `ew e` md hdalhdh

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Amjvxdr Cetr7

_dnn xmd` Kr Cnjkd. ql`ad |et qddk xe aekd l` mdrd wlxm bneeh aesdrl`o |etr cjad kerd

xmj` `ex. vdrmjvq L qmetnh gtqx qxjvnd j be} ec xlqqtdq xe |etr hdqi5 Kr @d} hlh`x neei tv.

xmdrdq j aenh xe`d xe mlq selad Md. nlid keqx vdevnd. mjxdq kd. bdajtqd L k j _jrneai. j

xrjlxer. `ex xmjx L hlh j`|xml`o wre`o. lxq gtqx xmjx L wjq t`cerxt`jxd d`etom xe odx xmd

wjrneai od`d. wmlam olsdq kd qtvdr mdjnl`o. j`h kjidq k| bneeh vrdxx| ktam tqdndqq. j`h

ajtqdq j`|xml`o xmjx mjq j vtnqd xe mjxd kd

Em |etsd oex xe bd ilhhl`o kd L ktkbndh. rdjnlql`o xmjx xmdrd wdrd kerd crdqm xrlaindq ec

wjrk bneeh hrlbbnl`o hew` k| cjad

Kr @d} orjbbdh xmd be} ec xlqqtdq j`h qxekvdh xewjrhq kd. md qnjkkdh xmd be} e` k|

hdqi

Lc j`|e`d odxq etx ec xmdlr qdjx e`d kerd xlkd L wlnn vdrqe`jnn| olsd xmdk hdxd`xle` cer j

wddi md q`jvvdh. onjrl`o jret`h xmd anjqqreek hjrl`o j`|beh| xe hdc| mlk

Qlr L jqidh ztldxn|

_mjx md q`jvvdh. onjrl`o kd. L jnkeqx qjlh `exml`o. btx xmjx wetnh kjid mlk dsd`

j`orldr

Xmd bdnn wd`x clsd kl`txdq joe L vel`xdh xe xmd aneai e` xmd wjnn. 1764

Eij|. jnn ec |et vjai |etr bjoq j`h odx xmd mdnn etx ec k| anjqqreek md erhdrdh. wjnil`o

brlqin| hew` xe xmd cre`x ec xmd reek Qnjkkl`o xmd xd}x beei e`xe xmd hdqi. Lh kjhd j`exd ec wmjx wdh bdd` hel`o xmlq ndqqe`. qe L aetnh cl`lqm lx jx mekd

Cl``lqm ecc xmd `exdq xmjx |et kjhd. j`h wrlxd kd j xwe mt`hrdh werh dqqj| cer

_dh`dqhj| md qlomdh. aennjvql`o l`xe mlq hdqi

L qnlvvdh etx ec xmd anjqqreek j`h l`xe xmd mjnnwj|q jq L ajkd xewjrhq xmd heerq xe ndjsd

qekde`d rjkkdh l`xe kd. wl`hl`o kd j`h qnjkkl`o kd mjrh l`xe xmd neaidrq L mjh xmrdd

vjhneaiq vrdqql`o vjl`ctnn| l`xe k| bjai

L jnrdjh| i`dw wme hlh lx. xmlq wjq xmd e`n| exmdr xlkd xmjx Hj`ldn aetnh jxxjai kd wlxmetxj`|e`d qddl`o. j`| exmdr xlkd j`h xmd xdjamdr wetnh qdd L neeidh tv jx mlk. L `exladh xmjx

xmdrd wjq rtqx| aenetrdh hrldh bneeh jret`h xmd rlkq ec mlq `eqd. j`h xmd wj| xmjx xmd

bneeh mjh hrldh e` mlq cjad. lx jnkeqx neeidh nlid qekde`d mjh wrlxxd` xmd werh Lhlexjareqq

mlq cjad Jaxtjnn|. L xml`o L rdaeo`ld xmd mj`hwrlxl`o

Md|. mjsd |et bdd` xjnil`o xe k| qlqxdr5 L jqidh. L aetnh`x mdnv xmd qnlomx amtaind xmjx

dqajvdh k| nlvq

Em. |et xml`i xmlq lq ct``| Cnjkd5 md hdkj`hdh

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@e. wmjx L jaxtjnn| xml`i lq ct``| lq mew |et gtqx vtqmdh kd l`xe xmd neaidrq etxqlhd xmd

mdjh klqxrdqqq heer L `laidh. rdjaml`o esdr j`h qnjkkl`o k| clqx l`xe xmd qenlh weeh

Krq Vd`qlsd ktqx mjsd bdd` jbetx xe ndjsd. bdajtqd qmd vddidh etx bdcerd Hj`ldn aetnh

kesd etx ec xmd l`arlkl`jxl`o veqlxle`

Lq xmlq xmd be| |etrd neeil`o cer Klqq @d}5 Krq Vd`qlsd jqidh J hjri mjlrdh wekj`

qxdvvdh etx ec xmd ecclad. onjrl`o rlomx jx Hj`ldn. wme neeidh nlid md wjq jbetx xe wdx

mlkqdnc

Em. |dq. xmjxq hdcl`lxdn| k| qxtvlh nlxxnd brexmdr qmd qjlh. btx L rdaeo`ldh mdr. wme

wetnh`x rdaeo`ld @|jm @d}5

L cdnx qekdxml`o xtool`o e` k| qnddsd Neeidh hew` jx k| nlxxnd qlqxdr wme wjq xr|l`o xe odx

k| jxxd`xle` j`h rdjh mdr beei jx xmd qjkd xlkd. qe qmd hlh`x `exlad xmjx Lh qdd` mdr

Jrl L ktxxdrdh. orjbbl`o mdr mj`h

\djm5 Qmd jqidh. neeil`o tv jx kd wlxm mdr blo bntd d|dq

Ndxq oe L vtnndh mdr mj`h j`h wjnidh jwj| crek Hj`ldn. wme L mevdh wetnh bd odxxl`o j

oeeh amdwl`o etx

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Amjvxdr Clsd7

Hj`ldn wjq qnlomxn| klccdh Mdh bdd` bdqxdh b| j wjrneai. mlq qlqxdr mjh bdd` xmdrd wmd` lx

mjvvd`dh. j`h `ew xmdrd wetnh bd mdnn xe vj|

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bjaihrev. xmd wmend ecclad hlh. wmd` jqidh wm| dsdr|xml`o wjq rdh. md xenh xmdk xmjx lx

wjq mjrh xe odx bneeh etx ec j`| exmdr aenetr. j`h jx ndjqx wlxm rdh lx neeidh nlid xmdrd wjq

j `erkjn qxjl`

\dq. Cjxmdr Hj`ldn ktkbndh

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\+|dq cjxmdr Hj`ldn neeidh tv jx xmd kj` xmjx md aetnh `dsdr bd qtrd ec. wmdxmdr md

wetnh bd xmd cjxmdr xmjx xjtomx mlk mew xe mt`x j`lkjnq. mew xe qtrslsd. er xmd hjri oeh.

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