Leela’s Extraordinary Divine Perceptions - Part II Realizing the Omnipresent God, Visualizing the same and the divine experience it gives culminating in the eternal bliss are the most sought after wish for most of the human beings But, How many have realized and achieved that goal? From time immemorial, millions of people have tried hard and trudged the road for full realization of God. I can also say humbly that I am one among the multitude of people who have traversed in this path. It is extremely difficult to imagine the magnitude of the water present in the ocean. I am just like a drop of water in that vast ocean. It is extremely difficult even to imagine the magnitude of God. All know that his existence is beyond time and space and is endless. In spite of this, countless people are eager to understand and realize Him. It is very difficult to say how many of these seekers have achieved the goal. There are a number of ways to follow in the path of realization of God. However, it is possible to realize the God by following one or all of the paths. How this could be realized can be explained in a simple way by an
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Leela’s Extraordinary Divine Perceptions - Part II
Realizing the Omnipresent God, Visualizing the same and the divine experience
it gives culminating in the eternal bliss are the most sought after wish for most of
the human beings But, How many have realized and achieved that goal? From
time immemorial, millions of people have tried hard and trudged the road for full
realization of God. I can also say humbly that I am one among the multitude of
people who have traversed in this path. It is extremely difficult to imagine the
magnitude of the water present in the ocean. I am just like a drop of water in that
vast ocean.
It is extremely difficult even to imagine the magnitude of God. All know
that his existence is beyond time and space and is endless. In spite of this,
countless people are eager to understand and realize Him. It is very difficult to
say how many of these seekers have achieved the goal. There are a number of
ways to follow in the path of realization of God. However, it is possible to realize
the God by following one or all of the paths. How this could be realized can be
explained in a simple way by an example. It is like a set of blind people touching
an elephant and describing it in different ways based on their individual
perception. Considering all these perceptions, one can understand how an
elephant can be. It is the same with that God also. It is next to impossible to
describe the God in totality. In such a difficult situation, it is not possible to
explain the God to ordinary human beings. Although one can try to describe Him
in a meaningful way, it is rather difficult to say that this is the end. This is the
case with me also. In spite of this difficult situation, I wish to share my different
experiences and visions I saw in the course of my realization of God, spanning
about 20-25 years. Experiencing God takes the centre stage rather than actually
beholding Him. It is extremely difficult to explain in a convincing manner the
Godly experiences to common people. They are not in a position to fully grasp
the truth behind these experiences. That is why; only those who have truly
experienced Him can understand and grasp the real truth very easily. This is cent
percent true in my case also.
Right from my childhood days I was very much eager to experience and
behold that God, which is not visible to the naked eye and having a limitless
expanse. When I realized the magnitude staring before me, I started wondering
whether I could achieve it. In spite of this, the intensity of reaching the goal
proportionately increased as I grew up .Which is the path that I have to follow in
my quest to realize and see the God was the question besieging me. But, whom
should I ask these questions considering my teenage. What the elders will think
about me in case of questioning them about my aspirations – was my fear. In the
beginning, I did not know why I had this intense attraction and curiosity about
God . But, as time passed I realized that this must be the result of my previous
Samskara.
During my teenage days, I used to sing devotional songs during pooja
time. At the time of singing certain songs, I felt completely immersed in them,
and I used to feel an extraordinary elation in my heart .By singing songs on
different Gods and goddesses, I used to feel as though I am beholding them. After
a period of time, I realize that this type of experience is the first step in the path
of bhakthi cult. Persons who had reached the zenith in bhakthi cult are
Purandaradasa, kanakadasa, Kabir, Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, Meera etc are the
foremost. But, after beholding these Gods and Goddesses one by one, a doubt
arose before me as to who that One Supreme God, which is above all. When
ancient sages, Mahatmas say that there is only one Supreme God, I came to know
that this experience of beholding Gods and Goddesses is only a siddhi in the
bhakthi cult. `
I have explained in detail beholding so many Gods and Goddesses in the
first part of my divine experiences. All those Gods and goddesses are not the
omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, omnific and endless Supreme God; but I
understood that there is one which is beyond all these and much more .In that
case, which is that? Which path one has to take in order to understand and realize
it? When one can experience that in a time frame? Is it possible to actually see it?
These were some of the hundred and odd questions which stared in my face and
started to pester me. A number of years passed before I could get convincing
answers to all of these questions. On this way, our family has to pay a huge price.
Inspire of all these huge losses and difficulties that I faced in my life, I have the
satisfaction of realizing my aim and goal of my life. I have written the
experiences that I underwent, which is spread over nearly three decades. These
experiences of the realization of God need not happen to others also. Majority of
these experiences happened to me while I was in deep meditation or while
performing pooja. There are a lot of varieties in these experiences.
Once, when I was performing pooja, the whole Universe disappeared and
only our house was floating in space. Afterwards, the other parts of our house
vanished leaving only the pooja room. Later, the pooja room also vanished
leaving behind Pushpaka Vimana in its place. I felt as though I was offering
pooja sitting inside that Pushpaka Vimana, which was made of pure gold and was
brilliantly dazzling. Another day, a Pushpaka Vimana landed beside our house. I
and my husband sat in it, which went around the world and came back. Although
it was traveling at a super-sonic speed, I did not feel it. The travel was
exhilarating. On the same day, our family and a few others journeyed around the
world once again and came back. Once, when I was bowing with folded hands
before the photo of God, I experienced the vanishing of the entire Universe
except our Pooja room. On the same evening – when it was raining- the entire
Universe vanished and I felt as though the rain was falling only on our house.
Once, I was sitting inside the Pushpaka Vimana wearing an OM crown. On the
same day, our house grew bigger than the world. I saw the world rotating inside
our house. I have seen my house- where I was born and brought up- and my
father’s factory in Doddaballapur floating in space many a time. In addition to
these, I saw Ghati Subrahmanya temple and its surrounding area also floating in
space. I also saw the entire Universe including the Earth and a number of
celestial bodies floating in space. I saw a portion of heaven floating. I came to
know that our real relatives are there. I heard a voice saying that my husband and
I are the leaders of the Universe. When the entire Universe vanished, I felt as
though I was standing alone. When we were circum-navigating the Universe
along with our house, I saw different Planets and other celestial bodies pass close
by. The view was really exhilarating. Our house and I were purified. I felt my
purified Soul becoming one with the God, which extends beyond the Universe.
We have traveled around the Universe many a times in the Pushpaka Vimana. On
the Ayudha Pooja day, we offered pooja too many of the articles in our house as
is done traditionally. Then, I heard a voice saying that there will be Universal
peace; people around the Universe will speak Kannada; Kannadigas will rule the
world and that we will travel the whole Universe with this worldly body.
Once Kamadhenu appeared in our pooja room and milched milk on the
idol of God, which spread over this earth and encompassed the entire universe.
At this point of time, I heard a voice saying that there is a big story behind as to
why Doddaballapur got its name. I felt all the planets, stars and the entire
Universe within my body and also I could feel their movement .I also felt that the
power of that God is responsible for their movement. I felt that the omnipresent
God is blessing me, when I bowed before the idol of God. I experienced a state
where I need not depend on any one or anything, when I became God. The earth
also started floating. Divine light engulfed the earth and universe. This can be
seen only with my divine eyes. Shoonya engulfed the earth and the universe. The
prana which has engulfed the universe entered inside me between the two eyes
and occupied my heart. ‘OM’ word appeared on my tongue .Then a realization
dawned in me that I could speak all the languages of the universe. All the rooms
of our house are floating in Shoonya separately .The power of the universe once
entered ‘OM’ which we worship and seemed to be controlled by my three bodies
and minds. The three bodies and minds of others also seem to be controlled by
my atman. At times, I felt complete detachment from this world. Yet at other
times I hear a voice saying ‘You will rule this universe’.
When a thought flashed before my mind regarding the ‘Punya’ that I have
earned till now, which was aimed to behold that Supreme God and to do good for
this universe, that ‘Punya’ encompassed the whole of universe and returned to
my body. I saw a bleak darkness engulfing Bangalore city, the earth and other
‘Lokas.I experienced God driving away this darkness. I also experienced that I
could travel about anywhere in the universe. Human being can do good or bad
using the enormous power of Kundalini. People misusing the power of this
Kundalini out number people who are doing good. I saw that power disappearing
from the entire universe. Once we had gone to see the Hebbal Lake near our
house where a beautiful garden has come up on one side where my ‘prana’ came
out of my heart, and passing through my head it encompassed the whole of
universe. Our three astral bodies went inside the earth and also the universe.
Once my astral body performed bharathanatya, first at the Bangalore
palace, then at Jakkur aerodrome and Devanahalli International Airport for the
goodness of the universe. Lastly, my astral body performed Bharathanatya
outside our house at the ‘Deva-moole’ (North-East corner) and then in front of
our pooja room. Once our house grew wings. Then the three of us in our astral
bodies flew to the Himalaya Mountain and landed along with our house. I heard a
voice saying, “You will rule the world from there”
I heard a voice saying, “Get up Leelavathi. Roar like a lion.” Then, all the
lions carved out of stone in the Universe roared. Other lions made out of Gold,
silver and other metals also roared. Then I heard a voice saying, “You will
become God at the earliest”. At that time, birds twittered, peacocks danced
opening their colorful plumage, Banadis flew in the sky. Peacocks, birds and
Banadis made out of different metals also danced. Then I understood perfectly
that an ordinary housewife can also conquer nature and the Universe. My mind
was wonderstruck at the grand spectacle of the extraordinary and beautiful scene
of the Devaganga falling down to the Earth from Heaven. This view of falling of
the Devaganga in the form of water from the sky to the Earth was really awe-
inspiring. Ganga was wearing a white silk sari. Her complexion resembled a red
Lotus flower. She had bedecked herself with flowers and was very beautiful. I
heard a voice say, “You are purer than the Ganga”. At this point of time, I
understood the act of purifying river water. The river water automatically gets
purified when we bathe in it.
Once, we had gone to Bhagamandala near Madikeri. There is a confluence
(Sangama) of three rivers by name Sujyothi, Kannika and Cauvery. Soon after
hearing the name of Sujyothi, I heard a voice saying, “I will come to your house
and light up your life”. I fully realized and was convinced that the said voice was
that of Sujyothi. From Bhagamandala we went to see the Abbe Falls, which is
near Madikeri. During the course of its flow, the Lokapavani River creates this
beautiful falls while cascading down a precipice. When I heard the name of
Lokapavani, I experienced extreme bliss.
Once when I was in a certain mood, I thought of “Swathi” pearl.
Immediately, a big pearl-oyster appeared on top of our house. When the cover
slowly opened, there was a pearl inside it. You and your real relatives are like
precious diamonds a voice said. I was fully convinced that the same was indeed
the “Swathi-Pearl”. Later, that pearl took the shape off my body and was really
beautiful to look at bedecked with Diamond ornaments. My body grew
enormously occupying the entire Universe. Till now, ‘Shoonya’ has encompassed
inside my body. But now, I am experiencing the ‘Shoonya’ encompassing my
enormous body, which has grown beyond this Universe. When I went to
Venkateswara Swamy temple and bowed before the idol with folded hands, I
experienced that I was bowing to the ‘Nirakara’ (Formless) God, which is
Omnipresent. I realized that this body is like a cloth and that the God is within
the body and also encompassing the whole Universe.
A number of my astral bodies came out of my physical body. These spread
across the whole of Universe reaching the places where ‘Yogis’ (irrespective of
caste and creed) had meditated and sat in all those places. Later, these bodies
grew as big as the Universe and merged with my enormous body. I experienced
all the power existing in the entire Universe entering my body.
Once, we had gone to the Kanva dam near Kengal, when I felt that my
eyes got purified. In all the ‘Lokas. ‘, many Yogis and Siddhas exist in different
layers. I experienced a Divine Light coming out of my body and guiding those
Yogis and Siddhas to our house. I also experienced that majority of them will
come to me for guidance after I become God, by taking re-birth in our real
relatives. At present, all these Yogis and Siddhas are present around our house in
deep meditation. Their bodies are shining with Divine Light. I realized and
experienced that if I win over this body, then I can definitely win this Universe
also. Once, the whole Universe disappeared and darkness engulfed. But then, my
body only was shining with Divine Light.
Once, my astral body grew wings, flew the entire Universe and after
returning merged into my physical body. The Ganga, Yamuna and Saraswathi
river water, supposed to be present between two eyebrows gushed and cleansed
my inner body. Later, the same water gushed out of my head and cleansed my
outer body.
Once, I was wearing a purple colored silk sari, a bright shining star
shooted up into the sky, from my astral body. I saw it positioned on top of our
Pooja room at a great distance. The light emanating from that engulfed the entire
Universe. My ‘Karana body’ reduced to a six inch body and merged with the
Supreme God residing in the heart of my physical body. I saw the entire Universe
bottled up within my ‘Karana body. Inspire of these divine experiences, I felt that
I was not in a position to offer any kind of help to our own family and people at
large. Then I heard a voice saying, “Will you not light up your home when you
are lighting up the entire Universe? Also, you always think of doing good to the
entire Universe, will it exclude your family? Good things will definitely happen –
when the time is ripe. “I experienced that I can expand up to the Universe and
even beyond it, as well as can as well become minute as an atom. I saw spiritual
light glowing in lamps in some of the buildings and Prayer Halls around the
World and the Universe. Once, when I partook the holy water (Theertha), nectar
which oozed from the throat reached my heart and later reached my stomach. I
heard a voice saying that this process has resulted in the achievement of
purification and concentration of the mind. Until now, I had eyes in each and
every atom of my body. Likewise, I experienced that the eyes in the whole
Universe will open, in order to realize and experience that one Supreme God.
“There is Divine Light in your body”, I heard a voice say.
I experienced my body grow enveloping the entire Universe and even
beyond where God is Omnipresent. In addition, I experienced that the entire
Universe will come under my control. Smaller and finer bodies came out of my
astral body and enveloped the whole of the Universe. Our house took the shape
of a boat and later it assumed the shape of an airplane. My astral body bathed in
Hogenkal Falls, Ganga, Yamuna, Sindhu, Saraswathi, Narmada, Godavari and
Cauvery rivers and returned to my physical body. The dirty water of Hogenkal
Falls vanished and in its place clean water appeared for about ten minutes in the
astral body. My astral body grew to about forty feet bedecked with Divine
ornaments, and stood beside the point where the three Seas confluence near
Kanyakumari. Then, a number of Gods and Goddesses bowed before my astral
body.
My astral body dipped itself three times in the ‘Amrutha Sarovara’
situated on Nandi Hills and returned enveloping my physical body from outside.
Then, my old physical body disappeared. Another time, my astral body dipped
itself three times in the ‘Manasa Sarovara’ situated in the Himalayas and merged
with my physical body. Once, I touched the birth place of the Arkavathi River
situated on Nandi Hills. Then I experienced some divine force entering my body
through my fingers. In view of this, I felt that there will not be any dearth of
water in most of the rivers world-wide in future. We had also gone to the birth
place of Palar River on Nandi Hills. When I touched that point, I felt that a
Divine power entering my body through my fingers and enveloping the whole
body. Likewise, I felt the Divine Power of all the rivers in the Universe entering
my physical body.
Once, the three of us were floating as white Swans in the waters of
Sankey Tank. While going in a paddle boat there, all the impurities form our
bodies and that of our real close relatives were purified. I heard a voice saying,
“You have become Paramahamsa”.We thought of visiting Kanyakumari.
Immediately, I saw a panoramic view of the Arabian Sea, Bay of Bengal, Indian
Ocean, India, Europe, Russia, Singapore and other places through my Third Eye.
I experienced that Gods and Goddesses are within me; but I am not within them. I
also experienced that these Gods and Goddesses have assumed different shapes
and names in different worlds in the Universe.
The three of us dipped ourselves three times in the Ganges River
situated at the ‘Triveni Sangama’ near Allahabad in our astral bodies and
returned to our individual physical bodies. Another time, our three astral bodies
dipped in the waters of the Tungabhadra River near Purandaradasa Mantapa near
Hampi and merged with our individual physical bodies at Bangalore. Once,
wings appeared on our three bodies. Then we flew circum-navigating the entire
Universe thrice. Our two bodies and the bodies of our children encompassed the
whole Universe. When I was flying in an airplane to Nepal over the Himalayas, I
felt that I am the God; I am in the Gowrishankar and I am the Omnipresent One.
When ordinary people bathe in the rivers, their dirt will join the river. But, I also
felt that when Mahatmas bathe, dirt in the river gets purified spiritually.
LIGHT AND DARSHAN OF GODS
Today is Friday. I was humming ‘Bhagyada Lakshmi baramma’ song
while cooking in the kitchen. Then I saw a silver colored brilliant light of about
five and half a feet height and two feet width entering our house from the front
door and disappearing in our Pooja room. I felt that the Goddess Lakshmi has
come to our house. Once I was bowing with folded hands before the ‘Navagraha’
idols in a temple. I saw light rays emanating from the nine Planets in the sky to
the Earth, to me, to our house and to our children. In the evening I lit a lamp in
front of our front door sill and bowed before the ‘Tulasi plant’. Immediately, our
entire house including the compound top was lit up with astral lights. Once, when
I was singing devotional songs in our Pooja room, I saw the Planets rotating
around the Sun. At that time, I felt that I am sitting on the Earth and singing
devotional songs. My body grew to the height of the sky and stood on this Earth.
Brilliant light rays were emanating from my body. The earth was completely
engulfed by this light and it seemed that the Earth was detached from the
Universe.
I realized that I am more powerful and intelligent than the Sun. I saw
fire emanating from my body and from between my eyebrows. My body became
as large as a Star and shining. Five to six astral bodies came out of the physical
bodies of my husband and myself and left to rule the other worlds. Fire was
coming out of these bodies from the forehead. Fire of different hues engulfed the
Universe in which we were moving around. I felt that electric current is flowing
around our house. I worshipped God by offering ‘Yekkada’ flowers and other
flowers. Then, only ‘Yekkada’ flower entered through my forehead – one stood
in my heart, another on top of my head and the third one stood between my
eyebrows. Glowing rays of light started coming out of them, which was visible
for a few hours. Later, it was there for a whole day. Next day also these
‘Yekkada’ flowers appeared at these three places. The flower which is in the
heart signified that the entire Universe will be ruled by heart. The flower which is
lodged in-between the two eyebrows signified the existence of only one Supreme
God. The flower which is in the head signified that I will be in a position to
understand the Gods and Goddesses, Ghosts, Devils and this Earth completely.
I saw a bright light lit in a lamp rotating in between my two eyebrows. I
heard an inner voice saying that I will travel throughout this world and give light
to the entire Universe, Light emanated from my forehead and entered inside our
millions of our real relatives between their two eyebrows. Once, my body became
delicate as a dried leaf and a tender light started emanating from it. The bodies of
our entire family and our real relatives were filled with this light and were being
purified. Light started emanating from the diamond ear-ring I was wearing and
also from the millions of eyes present in my whole body. Our original relatives
are going to come to us in the near future. ‘Amrutha’ started oozing from the top
and inside of the Earth drenching my body and our entire real family members
spread over in the whole of the Universe and ultimately merging in the
‘OM’,which we are worshipping in the pooja room.
I heard a voice say, “Do not light your heart using the light of others;
your heart is self luminous and it will light up independently whenever it is
necessary “. Once I felt my light spread across the whole Universe and I was
walking in the same. In addition, that light appeared inside and out, of the bodies
of ourselves and our real relatives. Bangalore Palace was enveloped with that
light and dazzling. My astral body merged in the Sun and returned to my physical
body. Just as the Stars guide the sea-faring sailors across the oceans safely to
their destinations; so also, the high value-based ideals will guide us safely in the
turbulent ocean of life.
All the Jyothirlingas in the temples spread over the entire India which did
not like to stay in their respective temples, merged inside my body. Once, our
over-head water tank assumed the shape of a white swan and assumed its original
shape. The Crown which was on the Lord Hari-Hareshwara idol in Harihar
appeared itself on my head and disappeared. We had gone to a place called
Gangebhavi in Dharwar district. There was muddy water in that well. My mind
purified that water. In future, instead of the present day lights, I felt replacing
them with Divine light. Also I experienced that some people use this Divine
Light instead.
Once, my husband had gone to the cave temple at Kaiwara where Yogi
Nareyana Yatheendra had meditated and gave me flowers brought from there. I
wore it on my braid and after sometime ‘Sreechakra’ appeared behind my head.
Later, a Divine Light lit up inside the cave at Kaiwara, which I saw through my
Third Eye sitting in our house at Bangalore. In the night I saw huge lamps
lighting up the front portion of our house.
I saw my four astral bodies – each with four heads (Brahma has four heads
on a single body) sitting at the birth place of the Arkavathi river on Nandi Hills
facing four directions. I saw light rays radiating from my body. The astral bodies
of Siddhas who are meditating around our house poured concocted liquid
prepared out of medicinal plants on our heads. This spread to our whole body.
Then, we felt that our bodies have become taller and that a Divine Power entering
our bodies. Once, a Divine Light lit up in my head. Later, I saw this light
spreading out for about four inches. The power from all the Jyothirlingas entered
my heart. Ultimately this power entered my head. A halo of light like that of
moonlight appeared behind the heads of my husband and children, which I could
see from my Third Eye. This halo of light also appeared behind the heads of
Siddhas.
An unusual type of light passed from my heart to my eyes. From this
experience a realization dawned and convinced me that I will definitely behold
that Supreme God and later become that God myself.
I saw lamps lighting up on the compound of our house and also at the front
door sill. I saw a pooja plate manifesting itself from Shoonya with a wick lit in it,
which performed pooja to me and disappeared. Our house is glowing with
different colored Divine Light. I heard a voice saying that there is Divine Light in
your body. I saw a Divine Light – as cool as Moonlight – of one foot in diameter
appearing behind my head. From this, I realized that my body is getting ready to
become that one Supreme God. I heard a voice saying “visit the Hulimavu Cave
temple near Bangalore, which will release all of you from bondage”. I came to
know that a long time ago, sages had meditated in that cave. When we visited the
cave, I saw the astral bodies of those Sages meditating. I also saw Divine Light of
nearly three feet diameter encircling their astral bodies.
One night, I sat in our Pooja room for meditation. There was neither
electric light nor the wick lamp burning at that time and there was darkness. I was
thinking as to how to pray in that darkness. Immediately, Divine Light engulfed
our Pooja room. Then I started to pray. When I was praying in the darkness, I
saw the Eastern half of the Hemisphere engulfed in darkness, while in America
there was daylight. I saw clearly the White House and the multi-storied buildings
of New York in bright sun light.
My husband and daughter had gone to the cave temple of Lord
Veerebhadra atop the Nandi Hills. As the descent was steep, I did not go with
them. After they returned, a Divine Light – the size of a Mosambi – came out of
that temple and merged in my heart. All the three of us also went to
‘Brahmashrama’ - another large cave atop the Nandi Hills. When I meditated in
that cave, I had the vision of three Rishis meditating ages ago. Three Divine
Lights – each the size of a Mosambi – emanated from them and merged in my
body.
I saw a light- the size of a pumpkin – near the heart of our ten kids. I lit an
astral flower pot in my heart, which came out on top of my head emitting colorful
stars. I am hearing a voice since a few days saying, “You are the embodiment of
Light”. When I was meditating, I saw light appearing inside the eyes of my
daughter and myself. Later the light appeared outside our eyes also. From this it
was clear to me that our eyes got purified.
Once we had gone to Kigga near Sringeri. Brilliant light (just like
Moonlight, but not cool) appeared on top of the Shiva temple in the sky
extending for many kilometers. Another day, while I was meditating, all the
Jyothirlingas disappeared from their respective places, replaced by lights and
merged in my body. Many a time, I have seen stars twinkling in the sky while
sitting inside our house. Once, all the Jyothirlingas assembled near my heart. On
top of each one of them, bright lamps were burning.
When I was lighting the lamps in our Pooja room and saying ‘Let there be
Light in the whole World’, I experienced that there will be light in this World
through me only.
Today is Varamahalakshmi festival. I was singing devotional songs when
the pantheon of Hindu Gods and Goddesses entered between my two eyebrows.
When I went to the temple on this day, I experienced the presence of that
Supreme God within me rather than the idols installed there.
Today is Friday. I was humming ‘Bhagyada Lakshmi baramma ‘song
while cooking in the kitchen. Then, I saw a silver colored brilliant light of about
five and a half feet height and two feet width entering from the front door of our
house and disappearing in our Pooja room. I felt that Goddess Lakshmi has come
to our house. Afterwards, Ganapathi and Saraswathi appeared. After our lunch, I
saw Goddess Lakshmi manifesting in our Pooja room while I was sitting in the
Hall. She was wearing a red silk sari with zari border and bedecked with
ornaments. From her right hand, gold, silver and Lakshmi coins started falling on
to the floor. I kept a small plate near the place where the coins were falling in
order to avoid their fall to the ground. Then I heard a voice saying “It is a very
small plate”. Later, the wooden plank which was in the kitchen appeared in the
Pooja room. I heard a voice saying that all the Gods and Goddesses will come
and sit on this wooden plank. Once, when I was singing devotional songs, gold
coins fell on my head. I heard a voice saying that money will flow like water in
your house.
Today is AnanthaPadmanabha Vratha .When I thought of God, soon after
getting up in the morning Brahma, Vishnu and Maheswara appeared sitting on
lotus flowers. Later, I realized the Omnipresence of that Supreme God. Today is
Friday. At the time of worshipping God - money, diamond and precious stones
rained on my body like flowers. These were later converted to different jewellery
and bedecked me. I went to the temple with an umbrella as it was raining, when I
understood the meaning of ‘Vamanavatara’. This is one of the incarnations of
Lord Vishnu. There is a ‘Sreechakra’ in the Ganapathi temple. That ‘Sreechakra’
entered my body through the place between my two eyebrows. I heard a voice
saying, ‘You are the Lord of Vaikunta’. I felt very sad for not seeing the form of
God. Immediately, I heard a voice saying ‘Look at your face in the mirror.
Abandon the attraction of Idols’.
When I was meditating, Shani Deva followed by the pantheon of Hindu
Gods, Jesus, Mary, Cross, Swastika, Moulvis, Allah went past in front of our
house in a procession. All of them had come to ask forgiveness. A voice was
heard saying, “We will accept you as the only God and good will befall on your
real relatives”.
ADISHESHA AND KUNDALINI SHAKTHI
Today is Nagarachouthi festival. When I worshipped the Ant-hill,
Adishesha – the seven-hooded serpent opened its hoods above my head. At
another time, I saw Adishesha opening its hood above my husband’s head. I also
heard a voice saying, “Your family and your house are very precious. Adishesha
is there to protect them”. I realized that Adishesha and Cobra appeared in their
astral bodies. Nagamani went inside me through the space between my two eyes.
I heard a voice say, “None can beat you in terms of wealth in this world”.
Once, my father came in his astral body and gave me “Theertha and
Rasayana”. Immediately, I felt as though I am reclining on Adishesha. Today is a
full moon day. A seven-hooded serpent appeared in our Hall. Lord Krishna
appeared on it. Two wooden boxes appeared out of which two cobras came out.
These boxes were filled with diamonds, other precious stones and were dazzling.
Later, Airavatha (Divine White Elephant) and Ucchaishravassu (Divine Horse)
appeared. The Elephant sat for some time and was finely decorated. Nagamani
and Choodamani went inside between my two eyebrows. A voice said,
‘Sparshamani is present in both of your hands’.
I experienced the awakening of the Kundalini power, entering the
Sahasrara and merging at the point between my two eyebrows. Then I felt that we
three are entirely different from others in this World. I understood as to why I
was born in this world, that is, to bring justice to the deserving and to re-shape
this evil world into a good world. Kundalini power stood like entwined curly
hairs. Its realization was an extraordinary experience. After a few days, I
experienced the joining of a new Kundalini power. This Power purified my three
bodies and the three minds. Later the Kundalini power vanished from this
Universe. It had a golden color. I heard a voice saying, ‘Golden opportunity
awaits you. People will accept you as God by placing kumkum and arishina and
worship you’. We had gone to Lepakshi. There is a seven-hooded serpent carved
out of stone behind the temple. The Serpent said, ‘Diamonds and precious stones
will all be yours one day’. Once, the Formless God manifested as Eswara
appeared before me.
Adishesha (the seven-hooded serpent) used to open its hoods and stand in a
protecting manner above my head. I heard a voice saying “You are a precious
diamond and I have to protect you”.
While I was meditating, I heard a voice say ‘Kundalini power is not
required by you from now onwards.’
I AM GOD
Once, I felt the divine power merging in my body. For a number of days at
a stretch, I felt I am that God. Once I beheld the whole of India followed by this
Earth, which entered through the space between my two eyebrows and reached
near the heart before disappearing. I heard a voice say, “You have to take the
World forward”. Once, when I was bowing before the Navagraha idols in a
temple, I heard a voice say, ‘are you not the power behind these Navagrahas”.At
that point of time, I felt as though I am that God. I felt a peculiar feeling as to
being the God myself, and I am bowing to these Navagrahas. Later, I realized
that God is present in Navagrahas also and is Omnipresent too. Once, a hole – the
size of a rupee coin – formed between my two eyes. Krishna Tulasi entered that
hole. Once, I had gone to the Ganapathi temple, where I saw ‘Sreechakra’. It
entered between my two eyes. I heard a voice say, ‘the Peacock Throne will be
yours ‘. Another time I was weighed in gold.
I felt that the Formless God has taken the shape of my body. I felt my soul
become one with God. I saw four bodies of mine sitting on top of our house
facing four directions wearing crowns and bedecked with gold ornaments. Four
astral bodies came out of them and went in four directions. I also felt that God
has come assuming the body of my husband and myself. Some of our true
relatives are alive even now after thousands of years. Goddess Saraswathi merged
into me. When I worship and meditate on ‘OM ‘, I feel as though I am
worshipping and meditating on myself. A number of times I have felt that there is
nothing that I can say is mine, but everything belongs to that God. I have seen our
and our real relative’s bodies often floating in space. I realized the presence of
God in each and every single atom of my body. The bodies of my husband and
mine had risen about a foot above the ground. I experienced that I am above time
and space. We two and our ten children went round the World thrice in a flying
saucer. One day there was darkness in my body. Then I had the ‘Vishwa-Roopa
Darshana’.Yoga means – in a broader sense – soul merging with God. One night,
my body assumed the shape of a heart. I heard a voice say, “The five sensory
organs, intellect, mind, prana and Athma of your husband, children and self will
become yours “. I felt that we two are the incarnations of God. Once, my body
disappeared; but I was seeing everything. It was rather difficult to explain this
experience in words. When I pronounced ‘OM’, I used to hear the sound
reverberating in each and every atom of my soul. My individuality merged with
the individuality of God. While meditating I heard a voice say, “Prana will come
under your control”. Once when I was meditating a ‘Harikatha’ was blaring at a
nearby temple. At that point of time, I did not hear the sound at all. Soon after the
conclusion of my meditation, I heard the sound.
Today, while I was meditating I saw five or six heads around me. Due to
some pain, I was experiencing difficulty to move my right hand occasionally. At
the time of plucking flowers in the evening, I remembered to think that the
flowers are meant for God, I did not feel any pain in the right hand. When I asked
God about his presence in both truth and un-truth, his reply seemed to me very
simple. I heard a voice say, “I am beyond the truth and un-truth”. I fully
understood the meaning of it. Soon after I got up in the morning, I heard a voice
say “Bayalu Alayavayithu” (Space assuming the shape of a temple). I also
experienced the phenomenon that God means ‘Bayalu’or ‘Shoonya’. It took the
shape of my body and my body itself became a temple. As I entered our Pooja
room, I heard a voice say “Bayalu has assumed the form (shape)”. I then
understood that God has assumed the shape of our Pooja room. I heard a voice
say “the characters of Omnipotent, Omnipresent and Omniscient are present in
you and will manifest shortly”. I am hearing a voice say that I will completely
realize God very soon. I learnt the method of separating milk from water and also
clean a dirty place.
I experienced that all the three of us will become God. I also experienced
as how Jeevathma will become one with Paramathma. I saw lamp lighting up
between my two eyebrows and it was rotating. I heard an inner voice say that I
will travel the whole world and that I will give light to the whole Universe. I
experienced my whole body being purified by the Athma. That night I had only
the mind without any body. After reading philosophical book, my body and my
mind experienced extreme bliss. I also experienced he presence of the Athma in
each and every atom of my body.
Innumerable Gods and Goddesses and Devendra showered flowers on me
and bowed. A few of the Gods have not asked my forgiveness. Yamadharmaraya
removed the knot from my body. Sun rays, air, light, water and food – all these
are entering our bodies and the bodies of our real relatives duly purified. People
in thousands cannot exert influence on us. ‘OM’ word appeared on the tongues of
ours and our real relatives. I heard a voice say, “Your voice will be melodious”.
We did not have previous births. Chakras are rotating under my feet.
While I was drinking milk in the night, I heard a voice say, “Milk is
Amrutha” The milk I drank spread over inside my entire body and I felt that I
have become immortal and later became the God. Once I thought that let God
assume control of my mind. I heard a voice say, “The three characteristic
qualities attributed to the Supreme God, namely, Omnipotent, Omnipresent and
Omniscient will be incorporated in your life”. Immediately, I experienced the
presence of these three powers in each and every atom of my body. I heard a
voice say, “You are born from Shoonya “. Once, I experienced my body melting
completely in the darkness. I often hear a voice saying that I am going to get
another body looking similar – but a younger and healthier one.
My Third Eye turned inwards. I heard a voice say, “True information will
come to light in this entire World. “I experienced that our real relatives will
discard this worldly pleasure and go forward in the path of realization of God. I
heard voices say, “The art of mesmerism will be yours; Sparshamani has become
yours; X-ray eyes will be yours; you are going to get the power of curing diseases
using air, light, water, fruits, flowers and vegetables”. Good and bad powers
came and merged in me. In future, the power of good will get an upper hand.
Light rays emanated from the diamond ear-studs I am wearing and also from the
countless eyes in my body. I heard a voice say, “Your real relatives will arrive in
the near future”. Henceforth, only the innermost voice will be audible. Good and
righteous people will get beautiful bodies.
First, I was under the impression that God resided only in the idols that
are in our pooja room. Now, I have realized that God is Omnipresent. By
completely surrendering myself to that God, I achieved concentration of mind. I
tried to behold God through bhakthi, Karma, Raja and lastly through
Gnanamarga. There is no re-birth for those whose Divine faculty (Shudda
Chaitanya) has awakened. Inspite of having this faculty some will take re-birth to
help others. A variety of medicinal plants from Siddarabetta (Tumkur District),