Amnesia Chapters 1-3

7/30/2019 Amnesia Chapters 1-3

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_nf `j L6

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ljtfr}`g}a| L @J _NF L @J' Xgmhgl`ba| L @J JH'

@y L yl} `gm affc `rfxgm }nly rffj L yhh al}}ah inlamrhg alch jh' L yhh jhg `gm

wfjhg wnf `rh yxttfyhm }f bh j| e`jla|' L yhh ` blo }wf*y}fr| i`g`r|

|haafw ta`g} }lfg y}|ah nfjh wl}n }`bahy yh} xt efr ` Efxr}n fe Kxa| b`yn' L

yjhaa b`rbhixh fga| alch j| or`gmm`mm| i`g iffc l}' L yhh j| jfj `gm m`m

a`xonlgo }àclgo `gm mrlgclgo trfb`ba| kxy} rhjlglyilgo `bfx} àa }nh offm

}ljhy whuh n`m' L yhh j| @xg}y o`}nhrhm `} ` }`bah ta`|lgo ]xgc ` i`rmo`jh }n`} L }ff wlaa ta`| wnhg L orfw xt' L yhh j| }wf Or`gmjf}nhry oflgo

bìc `gm efr}n erfj }nh cl}inhg }f }nh j`lg t`}lf }`bah brlgolgo fx} }r`|y fe

gf}nlg bx} Y`lg} Th}hy elghy} yfxa effm' L yhh yf jxin erfj }nh A`g`l }n`}

Lj yl}}lgo lg wl}n àa fe }nh f}nhr inlamrhg wnf `rh ta`|lgo `gm }àclgo' Bx}

wn`} L mfg} yhh `gm wn`} L mfg} xgmhry}`gm ly wn| gf fgh hayh i`g yhh j|

y}ht*xgiah txynlgo nly elgohr lg `gm fx} j| iffinlh' _n| mfg} }nh| yhh

jh6 Ly l} bhi`xyh L `j fga| glgh |h`ry fam `gm L affc yjàa efr j| yl{h6 Fr ly

l} bhi`xyh nhy yf blo `gm baìc }n`} nly yn`mfw ifuhry j| tàh yclg6 Ly l}

bhi`xyh Lj yl}}lgo fg }nh e`r ylmh fe }nly wlichr eafrà trlg}hm yfe` `gm j|

}xalt trlg}hm t`g}lhy bahgm lg }ff whaa wl}n }nh mhylog6 _n| mfg} }nh| yhhjh6 _n| mfg} }nh| yùh jh6

_nf `j L6 L `j }nh glgh |h`r fam wnf infyh }f rxg è}hr bhlgo efgmahm' L `j

}nh glgh |h`r fam wnf of} `w`| erfj }nh `bxyhr bhefrh nh w`y `bah }f elglyn

wn`} nh y}`r}hm' L `j }nh yi`rhm al}}ah glgh |h`r fam olra wnf r g bx} ghuhr

}fam' L `j }nh glgh |h`r fam olra wnf w`y yxttfyhm }f hgkf| e`jla| oh}*

}foh}nhry wl}nfx} bhlgo }fxinhm b| irhht| h~*ifg xgiahy' L `j }nh glgh

|h`r fam olra wnf ifg}lgxhm }f ta`| wl}n nhr ifxylgy gf} huhg eluh jlgx}hy

è}hr nhr jfahy}`}lfg' L `j }nh glgh |h`r fam olra wnf i`rrlhm fg `bfx} nhr

aleh j`clgo jly}`chy ah`rglgo b| w`| fe h~thrlhgihy brh`clgo rxahy j`clgo

nhr fwg rxahy bx} àw`|y lg }nh bìc fe nhr jlgm huhg lg }nh wfry} fe }ljhy

chhtlgo nhr t`rhg}y wfrmy lg }nh bìc fe nhr nh`m \fx nùh }f aluh rlon}

}rh`} thftah alch |fx w`g} }f bh }rh`}hm gf fgh alchy al`ry àw`|y bh

rhytfgylbah hmxi`}h |fxryhae `gm j| eùfrl}h iah`galghyy ly gh~} }f

ofmalghyy' Nfw ifxam L e`la wnhg Lj `rjhm wl}n }nhyh trlgiltahy6 H`y|! L

wfxam e`la lg j| t`rhg}y h|hy jfrh }n`g L ifxam ljòlgh'


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_nf `j L6 L `j }nh hahuhg |h`r fam wnf elgmy jxin kf| lg ahùlgo j| nfxyh

`gm ulyl}lgo wl}n j| J`j` Haylh' J`j` Haylh ly j| m`mm|y jfj' J`j`

Haylh xyhm }f }hìn yinffa' @gm J`j` nham }nh e`jla| }foh}nhr' L ythg} j|

yxjjhry wl}n J`j`'

L `j }nh 00 |h`r fam wnf i`g }haa j| offm erlhgm Yftnl` wn`} yh~ ly bhi`xyhLuh n`m h~thrlhgih wl}n yh~ ylgih L w`y òh glgh' L cgfw `bfx} yh~ bhi`xyh

}n`gcy }f yfjh thruhr} L w`g} }f j`y}xrb`}h' L cgfw }n`} le |fx rxb `rfxgm

|fxr iffinlh `gm tx} |fxr elgohr lg l} |fx `rh nùlgo yh~' Yf }nly yxjjhr L

wlaa ynfw }nh ghlonbfr bf| wn`} yh~ ly' L wlaa ynfw nlj alch j| xgiah ynfwhm

jh' L} jlon} nxr} ` bl} `} elry} bx} L i`g n`gmah l} bhi`xyh L nùh h~thrlhgih

wnhg l} ifjhy }f elgohr exiclgo'

]nly yxjjhr L wlaa bh `bah }f of àa fuhr }nh ghlonbfrnffm wl}nfx}

yxthrulylfg bhi`xyh L `j `g nfgfr rfaa y}xmhg}' J| t`rhg}y cgfw L `j `

offm olra `gm J`j` Haylh afuhy jh jfrh }n`g aleh l}yhae' Lj nhr al}}ah tàhyclg or`gmb`b| yf L oh} wn`}huhr L w`g}' Yf }nly yxjjhr L wlaa mf kxy} wn`} L

w`g} }f mf3 y}`r} jlmmah yinffa gf afgohr ` ulrolg'

_`l} `j L ` ulrolg6 Lj gf} yxrh le L `j ` ulrolg6 Mfhy bhlgo elgohrhm lg |fxr

trlu`}h taìh wnhg |fx `rh glgh |h`ry fam jh`g }n`} |fxrh gf} ` ulrolg6

_nhg L }haa yfjhfgh `bfx} j| elry} }ljh L ghhm }f j`ch yxrh L cgfw wnhg L

afy} j| ulrolgl}|' L mhelgl}ha| mfg} w`g} `g|fgh }f bh `bah }f trfuh }n`} L w`y

jfahy}hm lg ` rffj exaa fe thftah `gm gf fgh huhg gf}lihm jh! Nfw

hjb`rr`yylgo' Nfw nxjlal`}lgo' L `j lg ifg}rfa' L wlaa mh}hrjlgh wnhg L afyh

j| ulrolgl}| gf} `g|fgh hayh! Mf |fx }nlgc }n`} L w`g} }f rhjhjbhr j| elry}}ljh wl}n ` j`g bhlgo alch }nly6 Nhaa gf' J| elry} }ljh wlaa bh }nly yxjjhr

wl}n }nh ox| fe j| inflih' L wlaa rhjhjbhr huhr| trhilfxy jfjhg}' @gm L

ghhm }f mf l} e`y}'

Yf nhrh wh of elry} m`| fe yxjjhr j| t`rhg}y mrft jh fee `} J`j` Haylhy

nfxyh bhefrh wfrc' L h`} ` nh`r}| brh`ce`y} `gm L nl} }nh rf`m wl}n Yftnl`

wnf wh iàa El` efr ynfr}' ]fm`| ly ` nf} m`| yf jh `gm El` tx} fg fxr rhm

ylac| kfoolgo ynfr}y `gm baìc jxyiah ynlr}y `gm ` t`lr fe baìc `gm wnl}h

Ifguhryhy }f j`}in' _h yalic fxr n`lr bìc wl}n ixra ì}lu`}fr erfj ` nfjh

I`rherhh Ixray cl} `gm gfbfm| i`g }haa xy whrh fga| hahuhg' L}y }ljh }f of

}f wfrc!

Elry} fg }nh aly} wh jxy} y}ft `} ]lohry nfxyh' ]lohr ly }nh yjff}nhy} bf| fg

}nh bafic `gm bf| i`g nh brh`c m`gih! _h wàchm yafwa| }fw`rmy nly nfxyh

ì}lgo `y le wh whrh nh`mhm yfjhwnhrh hayh' Bx} wh whrh rhàa| nh`mhm

mlrhi}a| }f nly erfg} tfrin' L {hrf lg fg ]lohr yl}}lgo }nhrh wl}n }nfyh Ahh kh`gy

fg baìc }*ynlr} `gm }n`} rhm AA Iffa K L ghhm afuh C`gofa n`} fg nly nh`m'


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Nh ljjhml }ha| yhhy jh Ala Rhm lg }nh ynfr}*ynfr}y' Nh `ycy jh }f ifjh

fuhr' _h r`t efr ` jfjhg} `gm }nhg `} ` balgc fe `g h|h ]lohr y}`r}y

ynxeealgo }f ` Rfb B`yh yfgo FFFN Ix} FFFN Ix} l} }`chy }wf }f j`ch

` }nlgo of rlon}! Lj lg afuh! Luh mhilmhm }f j`ch ]lohr j| b`b| m`mm|'

Yf efr `} ah`y} }wf whhcy lg}f }nh nf} yxjjhr L mrò El` àfgo `gm wh }`ch}nhyh ljòlg`r| wàcy }f }nh y}frh' _h nùh gf lg}hg}lfg fg ì}xàa| oflgo

}f }nh y}frh' Bhi`xyh le wh n`m whm kxy} wàc }f }nh gh`rhy} ifrghr y}frh

y}r`lon} xt J`j` Haylhy y}rhh} }wf baficy `w`| erfj nhr nfxyh' L} w`y `

y}r`lon} ynf}' L wàchm l} àa }nh }ljh bhi`xyh wnhg J`j` Haylh ghhmhm nhr

Ulrolgl` Yaljy Jhg}nfa Alon}y 044y ynh wfxam yhgm jh' @gm L wfxam brlgo

}nhj bìc lg ahyy }n`g }hg jlgx}hy' _h lg}hg}lfgàa| }ffc }nh afgo rfx}h }f

}nh ifrghr y}frh àa }nh w`| `rfxgm }nh bafic lg }nh fttfyl}h mlrhi}lfg yf

}n`} wh ifxam t`yy b| ]lohry nfxyh' L mlmg} cgfw le ]lohr cghw wh }ffc }nh

afgo w`| kxy} }f yhh nlj `gm L m`jg ynf mlmg} i`rh' L àyf mlmg} i`rh }n`}

El` w`y }lrhm fe oflgo wl}n jh' Ynh n`m gf inflih' Ynh n`m }f efaafw jhbhi`xyh L `j }nh inlam wnf J`j` Haylh iffcy brh`ce`y} axgin `gm mlgghr efr

m`la|' _nlah El`y or`gmt`rhg}y `gm jf}nhr wfrc mxrlgo }nh m`| ahùlgo nhr

ulr}xàa| nfjh àfgh }f r`lyh nhryhae efr }nh yxjjhr L nùh }nrhh offm

jhày ` m`|' Yf l}y hl}nhr rfaa wl}n jh Ala El` fr h`} bfafog` y`gmwlinhy!

Elgàa| fgh m`| L oh} }nh ifxròh }f of lg}f ]lohry nfxyh wnlah nly

or`gmt`rhg}y whrh fx}' Gf} alch jh nh aluhm wl}n nly or`gmt`rhg}y' L

}nfxon} }n`} w`y yf orh`}' L wlynhm L ifxam mf }nh y`jh i`xyh le L aluhm wl}n

J`j` Haylh L wfxam mf wn`}huhr L w`g}hm wnhghuhr L w`g}hm `gm ynh wfxam

if*ylog fg }n`} ynl}! Bx} efr yfjh rh`yfg nh w`g}hm }f aluh wl}n nly jf}nhr'_h oh} iafyh `gm L rhàl{h ]lohr mlmg} inffyh }f aluh wl}n nly or`gmt`rhg}y'

Nh aluhm }nhrh bhi`xyh nly jfj w`y fg mrxoy'

Hìn m`| wh ythg} }foh}nhr L eha} alch wh whrh ihahbr`}lgo }nh xgl}lgo fe `

threhi} j`}in' Nh w`y }nh ox| }n`} àa }nh olray w`g}hm' @gm L nly j`}h

w`y }nh olra }n`} huhr|fgh hgulhm' Huhr| f}nhr olra w`l}hm `rfxgm efr nlj }f

gf}lih nhr' Bx} L mhulyhm ` ta`g }f ifgpxhr nlj' Nh mlmg} inffyh jh' L w`y

}nh olra }n`} infyh nlj' L mlmg} i`rh le nh w`y Y`lg} Th}hy Elghy}' Gf fgh

inffyhy Ala Rhm' L `j lg ifg}rfa' L oh} }f tlic }nh elry} `ttah fx} fe }nh

frin`rm' Lj }nh elry} }f oh} }f alic }nh bfwa è}hr }nh b`}}hr ly tfxrhm' L `j}nh inffyhr3 gf fgh inffyhy jh' @gm }n`} j`mh jh w`g} nlj huhg jfrh'

]lohr ì}xàa| `ychm }f mrlgc j| uhgfj' L mlmg} nùh }f axrh nlj lg jxin

nh trì}liàa| bhoohm efr j| tflyfg' @gm }n`} j`mh nlj jfrh }n`g

mhyhrulgo }f nfam }nh }l}ah fe Ala Rhmy b`b| m`mm|' _h bhi`jh iafyhr `gm

iafyhr' L cghw L n`m }f j`ch j| jfuh'


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Yf fg fgh gf} yf t`r}lixa`r Yxgynlgh Y}`}h m`| L }fam ]lohr }n`} wh ynfxam of

xt }f nly rffj `gm n`go fx} efr ` wnlah' Nh òrhhm' El` `gm ]lohry ifxylg

B`hB`h wfxam bh fg }nh affc*fx} lg i`yh ]lohry or`gmj` i`jh nfjh' _h

wàchm rlon} xt }nfyh y}`lry whg} lg}f nly bhmrffj `gm a`| mfwg efr ` wnlah'

L cghw nfw }f bh yxb}ah' L yiffinhm `gm yiffinhm xg}la j| }nlon }fxinhm

nly' L jfuhm `rfxgm kxy} ` al}}ah yf }n`} nh ifxam ehha }nh erli}lfg' ]nhg kxy}`y L ta`gghm ]lohr y}`r}hm }f orlgm fg j| trlu`}h ylmh' Nh w`y yxttfyhm }f

mf alch j| xgiah mlm' Nh mlmg} }`ch nly elgohr `gm tx} l} mfwg j| ynfr}y'

Lgy}h`m nh trhyyhm rhàa| n`rm `gm }rlhm }f efrih nly whh*whh lg}f j|

iffinlh' L} nxr} alch nhic! @gm kxy} `y L w`y `bfx} }f }haa nlj }f y}ft }r|lgo

nh j`mh ` whlrm orf`glgo yfxgm `gm y}ftthm y}lee' L w`y ` bl} xtyh}' Nh n`m

rxlghm j| ta`g fe afylgo j| ulrolgl}| }f }nh iffahy} mxmh fg }nh bafic' Yf L

mhilmhm l} w`y }ljh }f of'

@y L of} xt L y`w ` wh} ytf} fg j| ynfr}y `gm }nh fx}ylmh fe j| iffinlh nxr}

alch l} n`m i`rth} bxrgy' L n`m gf lmh` wn`} kxy} n`tthghm' L kxy} cghw wn`}mlmg} n`tthg' L ahe} ]lohry brh`c m`gilgo gf yh~ nùlg `yy rlon} }nhrh

wnhrh L efxgm nlj3 rlon} wnhrh nh mlmg} w`g} }f bh yl}}lgo fg nly or`gmj`y

tfrin aly}hglgo }f Rfb B`yh }nrfxon }n`} blo `yy Bffj Bf~ wl}n }nh tlhih fe

j`yclgo }`th nfamlg }nh ta`| bx}}fg mfwg' _n`} `g lmlf}' ]lohr w`y kxy} `

ix}h al}}ah bf|' Nh w`yg} ` j`g' Nh n`m gf lmh` nfw }f nùh yh~! L w`y }ff

xtyh}' L} w`y mhelgl}ha| }ljh }f of' Yf L or`bbhm j| af|à erlhgm El` `gm wh

bhg} ` bafic'

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}whauh L ehha alch Lj ele}hhg fr j`|bh huhg yl~}hhg' L ehha }n`} }nhrhy gf fgh

iafyh hgfxon }f jh }f xgmhry}`gm jh' J| }whauh }nlr}hhg efxr}hhg `gm

ele}hhg |h`r fam erlhgmy mfg} cgfw ynl}' ]nh| àa }nlgc `bfx} b`b| y}xee alch

wn`} fx}el} }f wh`r wn`} jfulh }nh| w`g} }f yhh fr oflgo yc`}lgo `gm ylaa|

jhyy alch }n`}' L fg }nh f}nhr n`gm nùh àrh`m| j`tthm fx} h~ì}a| wnf L

w`g} }f bh lg aleh' J| h~thrlhgih n`y j`mh jh jfrh j`}xrh }n`g }nhj' Lj

gf} ` inlam3 Lj àjfy} ` orfwg wfj`g' L mfg} nùh }ljh efr inlamlyn }nlgoy'

L w`g} }f bh gf}lihm3 ìiht}hm b| àa huhg le }nh| mfg} alch jh' L mfg} huhr

w`g} }f bh kxy} `gf}nhr tlhih fe inlichg lg }nh bf~ nf} `gm kxli| bx} fgih|fx h`} l} l}y ofgh' L wlaa ghuhr bh kxy} `gf}nhr th` lg }nh tfm' Laa ghuhr bh

lgulylbah' L wlaa y}`gm fx} erfj àa fe }nh rhy}' @gm L wlaa ythgm huhr| m`|

ta`gglgo nfw }f oh} wn`} L w`g} gf j`}}hr wn`}'

Fgh glon} `} ` yxjjhr o`jh lg }nh t`rc L jhh} R`|jfgm' Nhy gf} kxy}

@G\ R`|jfgm nhy R`|jfgm * }nh ele}hhg |h`r fam wnf mrluhy ` I`j`rf' L


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}haa nlj Lj oflgo }f }nh hlon}n or`mh' @gm nh a`xony' Nh y`|y Lj ` b`b|'

Lj gf b`b|! Lj `g h~thrlhgihm yh~x a thryfg! L yf mhythr }ha| ghhmhm

yfjhfgh fr yfjh}nlgo }f iàa j| fwg' L mfg} w`g} }f bh fuhraffchm' L w`g}

}f bh gf}lihm' L w`g} }f bh n`gmahm wl}n i`rh' L w`g} }f bh clyyhm `gm

nxoohm' L ghhmhm ` j`g j| j`g j| b`b| m`mm|' R`|jfgm n`m }nly

gfginà`g} `}}l}xmh `bfx} jh bhlgo nly b`b| j`j`' _n`} ly wrfgo wl}nnlj6 I`g} nh yhh wn`} nhy jlyylgo6 L wfxam nùh }f rhha }nly elyn lg wl}n

ythilà b`l} bhi`xyh nh mhelgl}ha| w`yg} bl}lgo' Yf efr whhcy fg hgm è}hr

yhhlgo R`|jfgm mrluh b| }nh t`rc `gm w`}inlgo }nh famhr elghr olray oh} àa

fe }nh `}}hg}lfg L w`l}hm `gm L w`l}hm xg}la L ifxam j`ch j| jfuh3 ` jfuh

}n`} wfxam bh yf iffa }n`}

R`|jfgm wfxam nùh }f w`g} }f oh} wl}n }nly'

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ynfwhm xt }f }nh t`rc lg }nh ynfr}hy} ynfr}y `gm }nh }lon}hy} jxyiah ynlr}y'

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Hy}hh A`xmhr y}`gc `yy threxjh' Bx} y}laa nh ghuhr gf}lihm jh' _n`}y

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taìh6 _n| mfhyg} R`|jfgm w`g} }nly6 Luh }rlhm huhr|}nlgo lg }nh wfram

}f j`ch nlj w`g} }nly' L tx} fg }nh }lon} bff}| ynfr}y' L j`mh yxrh j| ixra

w`y àw`|y yalic' L wfrh }nh elrh rhm alty}lic }n`} L y}fah erfj j| yly}hry

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afxm `yy threxjh }n`} L ytr`|hm àa fuhr j| bfm|' _n| mfhyg} R`|jfgm

w`g} }nly6 L yirh`jhm lg j| jlgm ]nhrhy gf}nlgo hayh }f mf! Yf L

mhilmhm }n`} R`|jfgm jxy} gf} alch trh}}| olray' Nh jxy} gf} alch yh~| alarhm yclg olray' L}y feelilà3 R`|jfgm ly fbulfxya| }ff bxy| rxgglgo `rfxgm

bhlgo iffa }f yhh wn`}y ya`ttlg nlj lg }nh eìh3 jh!

Gfw Lj }nlr}hhg |h`ry fam' L}y }ljh }f elgm fx} wn`} Lj jlyylgo3 wn`} Lj

mflgo wrfgo' Yf fgh m`| L mhilmh }f or`b xt El` `gm j| nfjh olra A`}lyn`

.]lyn` efr ynfr}, wnf aluhy xt }nh y}rhh} `gm nh`m fx} }f }nly Rhirh`}lfg

Ihg}hr }n`} huhr|fghy àw`|y } aclgo `bfx}' ]nh| y`| }n`} }nly ytf} ly bfx}

l} bfx} l}! L mhilmh }f w`l} xg}la Erlm`| glon} wnhg àa fe J`j` Haylhy fam a`m|

erlhgmy mhilmh }f oh} }foh}nhr `gm yjfch Ulrolgl` Yalj Jhg}nfa Alon}y 044y

`gm mrlgcy yif}in `gm jlac'

L}y Erlm`| glon}' J`j` Haylhy erlhgmy àa ynfwhm xt `y trfjlyhm' Kxy} `y àa

fe }nh elyn `gm orl}y `rh ofgh `gm àa fe J`j`y fam yinffa }hìnhr erlhgmy

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j`ch nhr `gf}nhr mrlgc bhefrh L afic xt }nh nfxyh' Ynh y`|y |hy fe ifxryh

yf L j`ch l} ` al}}ah y}rfgohr `gm yhgm J`j` }f bhm' Gfw l}y }ljh }f or`b


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}nh ch|y }f J`j`y }wf mffr i`g`r| |haafw I`mlaaì Ifxt mh Ulaah wl}n }nh

wnl}h wàa ylauhr ytfch rljy `gm nl} }nh }fwg' L h`yh fx} fe }nh mrluhw`| L

yifft xt El` `gm ]lyn` `gm wh nh`m y}r`lon} }f }nh Rhi Ihg}hr'

_nhg wh txaa xt àa h|hy `rh fg xy' @gm oxhyy wnf hayh n`y h|hy fg xy6

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elgàa| gf}lihy wn`} nhy bhhg jlyylgo! Nfwhuhr wn`} n`tthgy gh~} w`yg}

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huhg }nhrh! R`|jfgm }àchm }f J`ch*Xt*E ih Aly` `gm Chg nfaahrhm `}

Bfw*Ahoohm Jlinhaah' L} ehhay alch wh `rh y}`gmlgo nhrh efr `} ah`y} `

ihg}xr|' L `j lgulylbah! L wlaa gf} y}`gm efr }nly txbali nxjlal`}lfg `g| afgohr'

_h `rh }nh ynl} gf} }nfyh fam blrmy! L or`b xt j| irhw `gm y`| Ah}y of!

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_h y}rfaa }nh t`rc `gm hgm xt bhnlgm }nh b`yhbàa bahìnhry' @gm kxy} wnhg L

}nfxon} l} wfxamg} oh} `g| wfryh L yhh Aly` xgmhr }nh bahìnhry trftthm xt

fg ` bafic fe ifgirh}h `gm R`|jfgm ly bh}whhg nhr ahoy o|r`}lgo alch gf

bfm|y bxylghyy!

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L n`m y}fahg hythilàa| efr }nly huhg}' J| irhw w`y in`ylgo è}hr jh bhi`xyh

}nh| mhelgl}ha| ifxamg} wàc nfjh erfj }nh T`rc `} }nly }ljh fe glon}3 l} w`yàjfy} jlmglon}' Bx} Lj gf} oflgo }f ythgm fgh jfrh w`y}hm jfjhg} lg

}nh y}fahg I`mm|' L mfg} xgmhry}`gm wn| mfhy nh w`g} nhr6 @gm wn| w`y

nh olulgo nhr yfjh}nlgo nh mlmg} w`g} }f oluh jh6 L mlmg} cgfw h~ì}a|

wn`} l} w`y }nh| whrh mflgo bx} L cghw l} w`y yxttfyhm }f bh jh xgmhr

}nfyh bahìnhry wl}n R`|jfgm'

L kxjthm lg }nh i`r `gm L ythm fx} fe }nh t`rclgo af}' @aa àfgo }nh w`| nfjh

L jxy} nùh bfxgihm fee fe huhr| ixrb L }xrghm' L w`y yxrh wh afy} `} ah`y}

}nrhh nxb i`ty' @y wh txaahm lg}f J`j`y i`rtfr} L }xrghm fee }nh nh`malon}y

`gm h`yhm lg}f }nh mrluhw`|'

]nh gh~} jfrglgo L eha} alch L wfch xt erfj ` b`m mrh`j' L nh`mhm lg}f }nh

erfg} rffj efr brh`ce`y} bx} J`j` Haylh w`yg} lg }nh cl}inhg' Ynh w`y

fx}ylmh wàclgo `rfxgm nhr i`r `gm yn`clgo nhr nh`m lg mlybhalhe' Ynh w`y

y}xgghm' @gm wnhg L }ffc ` affc yf w`y L' ]nhrh w`y jfrh m`jòh }n`g `

ehw jlyylgo nxb i`ty! L wàchm fuhr `gm `ychm J`j` wn`} w`y wrfgo

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ynh y`lm }n`} fgh fe }nh a`mlhy w`y yf mrxgc a`y} glon} }n`} wnhg ynh jfuhm

nhr i`r yf }nh| ifxam txaa fx} fe }nh i`r tfr} a`}hr fgh fr trfb`ba| huhg }wf

fe }nfyh nhee`y bìchm lg}f nhr i`r `gm cgfichm nhr nxbi`ty iah`g fee! @gm

gfw i`r ly àa mhg}hm xt `gm nhr nxbi`ty `rh jlyylgo!

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L ifxam àw`|y ifxg} fg J`j`' Ynh ghuhr y`w `g| wrfgo wnhg l} i`jh }f

nhr al}}ah rhm tàh yclg or gm b`b|' L w`y jfrh }n`g axic|' J`j` ghuhr

}nfxon} }f huhg `yc jh le L w`y }nh }hrrlbah thryfg rhytfgylbah efr àa fe }nh

m`jòhy }f nhr i`r' L} ghuhr huhg irfyyhm nhr jlgm' L} w`y ` uhr| iah`g oh}

`w`|' L kxy} mlmg} oh} j| j`g!


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In`t}hr 2'

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_nf `j L6 L `j }nh }nlr}hhg |h`r fam oflgo fg efxr}hhg A`chwffm Hy}`}hy

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ifjj`gm efr }nh fga| Tfwhr ifjt`g| lg }nh ifxg}|6 Ly l} bhi`xyh j| m`m ly

}nh fga| baìc Khwhahr fg }nh trly}lgh wnl}h y`gm bhìnhy fe }nh Eafrlm` Oxae

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jfrglgo wnhg wh fga| aluh eluh jlgx}hy `w`|6 Ly l} bhi`xyh j| hlon}hhg

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w`g} nhr }f `}}hgm' L}y yfjh}nlgo `bfx} ` offm olra wnf ly }ff yj`r} efr nhr

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Yf fg fgh yxgg| m`| L ta`gghm `g è}hrgffg yinffa o`}nhrlgo `} j| irlb

0000 I`hy`r _`| Yfx}n' ]nly nfxyh w`y j| Orhif*Rfj`g Tà ih' J|

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wfxam yf`c lg }nh y}h`j| nf} Kìx{{l è}hr L mrftthm yfjh Tàj Faluh

mlynw`ynlgo yf`t lg }f yxmy }nlgoy xt ` bl} fe ifxryh' _h n`m huhr|}nlgo

ta`gghm fx}' _h wfxam ahùh yinffa `g nfxr h`ra|' _h n`tthghm }f àa nùhh~ixyh gf}hy `gm ahùlgo h`ra| wfxam oluh xy jfrh }ljh }f n`go fx}' ]nhg

wh wfxam wàc nfjh bhi`xyh }nh yinffa ly ahyy }n`g }hg baficy `w`|' _h

wfxam nl} I`hy`r yf n`rm }n`} whm efroh} L huhg nùh t`rhg}y' _h wfxam

t`r}`ch `} }nh b`r _lgh Iffahry efr huhr|fgh! @gm }nhg }nh j`}in xt

wfxam bholg'

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trfkhi}y `gm Ahyalh' L oxhyy }n`}y hgfxon efr }nh m`|' Gfw Lj oflgo }f ah}

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_laa }nh Yt`r}`g yf jxin }n`} L wfxam w`l} xg}la nh rh}xrghm erfj w`r ufwlgo

}f ghuhr bh wl}n `gf}nhr è}hr nly mh`}n' Fn |hy _laa erfj Yt`r} w`y j|

elry} txtt| afuh'

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lgul}hm fga| }nh iffahy} bhi`xyh fe ifxryh wh ifxamg} ah} huhr|fgh lg fxr

al}}ah nlmmhg tàìh' ]nly w`y l}3 L elgàa| efxgm yfjhfgh }f bh j| b`b|

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ehhay alch ` nf} ynfwhr fg j| bìc wnhg Lj erhh{lgo ifam bx} bh}}hr' L} ehhay

alch fn j| OFMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! Lj lg afuh3 j|

gfyh ly wlmh fthg `gm }nhrh ofhy }nh offm olra' @gf}nhr fgh bl}hy }nh mxy}!

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yh~ ly àa bfx}' L i`g mf }nly `gm m`jg L alch l} }ff6

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}nfxon} L oùh nlj huhr|}nlgo' Bx} nh y}laa w`g}hm jfrh'

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nh`r} bahm nhàhm }nhg n`rmhghm'

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b`go! Rh`m| fr gf} wfram nhrh L ifjh!

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Ixa} K`j n`lr ix} ynùhm fg fgh ylmh wl}n ` mfth `yy Ahlyxrh Ixra' \h` Lj

ynfr} efr j| m`jg òh' Bx} }n`}y jh rficlg ` g`jh in`lg mleehrhg} erfj

|fxry bhi`xyh j| m`mm| ixy}fj j`mh l}! \h` Lj glgh}| tfxgmy yf`clgo

wh}' Bx} }n`}y jh wl}n ` w`rmrfbh erfj J``y Brf}nhry mht`r}jhg} y}frh'

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ynl} wlaa j`ch }nhj w`g} jh' @gm gf fgh wlaa brh`c j| m`jg nh`r}!

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mxrlgo }nh yxjjhr bhi`xyh wh `rh famhr `gm jfrh rhytfgylbah' _h `rh

offm olray `gm fxr t`rhg}y afuh xy' Yf }nly nf} yxjjhr m`| wh w`ch xt

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fx} }f elgm Ahyalh `gm Algm`'

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}nh rlon} taìhy' L iàa }nly affc j| gf} yf mr`j`}li N`jjhr t`g}y ifwolra

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trfehyylfgà bff}| m`gihry' Lm ghuhr yhhg `g|}nlgo alch }nly!

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lgy}`g}a| bhi`jh uhr| offm erlhgmy bf| ah} jh }haa |`!


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bh y}xic wl}n j| ahoy lg }nh `lr'

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rffj }n`} ynh cghw gf}nlgo `bfx} }nhg ynh w`y kxy} elgh' Le ynh n`m yfjh

famhr yh~| j`g }n`} w`y jfrh }n`g }wf ehh} }àahr }n`g ynh w`y }nhg ynh

w`y elgh' Le ynh n`m yfjh famhr j`g rxbblgo nhr `gm afulgo xt fg nhr alch

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wl}n Nl}in'

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@gm L yn`rhm wl}n nhr nfw orh`} j| m`| whg} `gm nfw wfgmhrexa }nlgoy whrh

oflgo `} yinffa' _n| mlmg} L yn`rh }n`} }nly jf}nhrexichr n`m kxy} efrihmhg}r| lg}f j| trlu`}h ta ih6 _n| mlmg} L i aa }nh tfalih6 L cgfw j| m`mm|

w`yg} yi`rhm fe `g|fgh' J| m`m yxruluhm }nh Ulh}g`j _`r' Nh wfxam claa

}nly mxmh' Bx} L mlmg} }haa ` yfxa' L mlmg} w`g} Jfj `gm M`m }f cgfw nfw L

n`m rhàa| jhyyhm xt' Yf lgy}h`m fe }haalgo L mlm wn`} L mf bhy}3 trf}hi} }nh

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