feature 6 l September 9, 2011 The Day Like everybody, I thought it was a small… you know, like a single engine plane. That’s what most people thought because many years ago a single engine plane hit the Empire State building. That’s just kind of what every- one thought, it was like ‘oh a plane hit, could be a small plane, an accident,’ you know some amateur flier was flying too low or went on the wrong course. So that was kind of my first reaction. I was in Chelsea when the first plane hit and my editor told me to get on the train to go down- town and get down there. While I was under- ground on the subway the second plane hit. I got out of the ground on Chamber street and started walking toward the Trade Center. As I’m going, I’m kind of trying to get quotes for the stories so I’m talking to differ- ent people and trying to get people who had seen something. And when I was talking to people, people would say, ‘another plane just hit, I just saw another plane.’ Usually, when you are getting eyewitnesses for a story, peo- ple tend to get very confused so they tell you crazy things, and so I thought those people were wrong. Then more and more people were saying it, and obviously that became what had happened. I don’t think anyone had really thought, or was processing it, or knew what was hap- pening. There were radio reports that more planes were headed for the centers. Appar- ently, people were turning their car radios on as they walked by, and people would gather around listening. People were really scared. It wasn’t a pan- ic, but lots of people were upset like, ‘what’s going on? What’s happening? Our whole city is being attacked.’ Images The most dominant image is one that peo- ple will never see on TV anymore because it’s so terrible, but I did see people jumping or falling. I did see that. It’s weird; at the time I saw it, you know I was a reporter and I was calling in details and events and I didn’t even call that in because at that very moment I didn’t think that was what I was seeing. I was like ‘that couldn’t be it.’ It was only a couple of days later when I was reading the coverage or I heard about somebody else seeing it that I realized ‘oh my god, I saw that too.’ It was like I almost forgotten it for a couple of days. It’s weird that my most vivid memory is one that I didn’t really register at the moment, be- cause it was just so horrible. That’s one that will always stick with me. And then I guess maybe another one is as I was making my way toward the Trade Cen- ter site after the first plane crash, I was may- be three blocks away, and there was debris all over the streets, and shoes everywhere. Lots of debris from the office buildings and bags and briefcases and office kind of stuff, but there were just lots and lots and lots of shoes. I was so confused, I couldn’t figure out where all these shoes were coming from. I think maybe some of them came out of the plane, but for the most part I think a lot of them were women who were wearing high heels or whatever that day; they just either stepped out of their shoes and were so scared that they left them behind and they were run- ning. It was very strange, very powerful, and I will always remember that. Reporting At that moment I really wasn’t scared be- cause I was sort of being governed by that adrenalin; adrenalin was going through me and I didn’t know what was going on, but I knew I had work to do. I knew the way the AP worked, which was where I was working at the time, that, when something big was happening in some part of the world people gathered around computers and they stood there and they read AP’s reports. People re- ally depended on what the AP did, and I was thinking, that’s what my job is right now. I have to be calm, I have to describe what I was seeing, I have to interview people who saw some things, since I wasn’t here when it all happened. I got there moments later, so I tried to find eyewitness people. I was going about it in this very methodical way; this is what people depend on the AP for at this very moment. AP thinks this is important. Everyone worked together and took care of each other. Every press person I saw that day I was really impressed by. The Impact I’m not going to be breaking any ground here, but it has just changed security, and it changed the feeling of security; you know it’s hard to remember a time, but there was a time, when you could walk into an office building in midtown and you didn’t have to have three IDs or you didn’t have to have your badge since you worked there, and there weren’t two security guards. The other part is related. Any time there’s an incident, whether it’s a manhole fire, or even something you know like a subway rumbling a little too loud, I think a lot of times the collective experience for people is that it’s man-made, it’s a terror something, that it’s not natural — the earthquake, being an example. When we had the earthquake last week everybody that I know that felt it thought it was a bomb or something. I think that’s the biggest way it has changed; people didn’t think like that before. That’s how life is here now. S ara (Kugler) Frazier, a 1996 West- side graduate, was a reporter for the Associated Press (AP) in New York. She reported from the World Trade Centers on the day of the Sept. 11, 2001 attacks. Kalen Karnes, a 1996 West- side Graduate, left for her job at an advertising agency Sept. 11, 2001. She came out of the subway at Grand Central Sta- tion and got steaming coffee at the café on the first floor of the building. Karnes saw on the mounted television in the café that something had hit one of the twin towers of the World Trade Center. “[Reporters] thought it was just a small private plane, that could hold only two or three people, that had lost control and crashed,” Karnes said. Karnes went up to work thinking this event was nothing important. She soon found out that it would completely change her view of the safety of the world. “I had been working for about half an hour, and someone said that the other building had been hit,” Karnes said. “That’s when we knew something was not right.” Karnes and co-workers went over to one of the windows where they could clearly see the twin towers; she saw that there was smoke billowing out of both of the buildings. Karnes went back to her desk. “I worked for about three more minutes, then the first building fell,” Karnes said. “This was about the time the Penta- gon was hit.” All of the buildings through- out the city were evacuated. Grand Central Station was one of the important buildings to evacuate because so many peo- ple go in and out of there every day. When Karnes started head- ing out of her building, she was told to walk north, not south – the direction of the World Trade Centers. “There was about 20 people at each pay phone trying to get a hold of loved ones and friends,” Karnes said. “No one had cell phone reception because the cell tower for the city was on top of a World Trade Center tower.” Karnes was one of the lucky ones. She was able to contact one of her sisters, Korey, who met up with her and they went to a friend’s apartment to watch the news. During all of this, she kept re- calling how her boss had acted when the first plane hit. “She is an Indian woman who is very intelligent,” Karnes said. “She started yelling ‘It’s Osama Bin Laden!’ It fascinates me that she was eventually right.” Karnes and her sister de- cided to donate blood that day, but they found that many other people had the same idea. “They didn’t need any [blood],” Karnes said. “The only type that the hospital needed was Type O, which is the rarest, but they didn’t need anything else because there were no sur- vivors.” Karnes remembers how for weeks after the attacks on the World Trade Center, people still needed to wear masks over their faces to protect themselves from the dust. “I probably should have been wearing a mask too,” Karnes said, with a nervous laugh. The recent earthquake in New York forced her to remember the day of Sept. 11 as all the hor- ror resurfaced. “It’s so real to me I think it could happen again,” Karnes said. “The threat and fear is a normal thing in the city now.” Even though this is how life is for Karnes in New York now, she doesn’t think anywhere else is any safer. “Nowhere is as safe as it was 10 years ago,” Karnes said. “I have grown to love the city more, and [the attacks] made people come together here more than ever.” While watching the New York City news on Sept. 11 2001, Westside graduate Courtney Smith saw cover- age of the first attack on the World Trade Center. Shocked, Smith ran from her apartment down to the street filled with people and stopped cars. From her location, Smith was just a few blocks from the World Trade Center. She was looking straight at the Twin Towers when the second plane hit. “I was horrified,” Smith said. “Be- cause at that point you knew that it wasn’t some [accident]. There was a moment there, after the first plane hit, that maybe you thought the pi- lot had lost control. But when the second plane hit is when I got really terrified.” Not knowing what else to do, Smith continued to her job at a pub- lic relations firm and spent the day watching the news and trying to get through to her family in Nebraska on the phone. “I spent a lot of that day call- ing loved ones and getting in touch to tell what was happening,” Smith said. “My family was really worried.” As the tragedy sunk in, New York became a different place. People were more conscious. “It just got worse and worse,” Smith said. “It was a very somber time.” The 9/11 attacks changed Smith’s life as well. “I was fortunate not to have any- one immediately affected [by the at- tacks],” Smith said. “It was the first time my eyes were open and a spirit was instilled in me.” By Kennedy Grzesiak STAFF WRITER By Sam Salvatori IN-DEPTH EDITOR Westside graduate Sara Frazier, at the top of the World Trade Center 7, the first tower to be completed since Sept. 11, 2001. Photos courtesy of Sara Frazier 10 th anniversary KALEN KARNES Unity arises from harmful attacks Courtney Smith notices tragedy still affects N.Y. spirit Photo courtesy of Courtney Smith