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me;epnahd;ak; Fwpj;J midtUf;Fk; gak; - mij eP';fs; czh]e;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh

,y;iyah vd;gJ ntW tp#ak;. me;epnahd;ak; vd;gJ mwpKfkw;w xUthpd;

Kd;dpiyapy; c';fis KGikahf btspg;gLj;JtjhFk; - mjpYk; ehk; midtUk;

mwpKfkw;wth;fns; ahUf;Fk; ahiua[k] bjhpahJ. ekf;nfTl ehk;

mwpKfkw;wth;fs] jhd]/ Vbdd;why; ehk; ahh; vd;gJ ekf;Fj; bjhpahJ.

me;epnahd;ak; c';fis mwpKfkw;w xUthplk] beUf]fkhff] bfhz;L

bry;fpwJ. Box matter[eP';fs; c';fSila jw;fhg]]g[ eltof]iffs; midj;ija[k;

iftpl ntz;Lk;; mg;bghGJ kl]Lnk me;epnahd;ak; rhj;jpakhFk;. ,jpy; cs]s gak;

vd;dbtd;why; eP';fs; c';fSila jw]fhg]g[ eltof;iffs; midj;ija[k;/

c';fSila Kfj;jpiufs; midj;ija[k; tpl;Ltpl;lhy;/ me;j mwpKfkw;w egh;

c';fis vd;d bra;ag;nghfpwhh; vd;gJ ahUf;Fj; bjhpa[k;> ehk; midtUk;

Mapuj;J xU tp#a';fis kiwj;J itj;jpUf;fpd;nwhk;/ gpwhplk; ,Ue;J kl;Lky;y/

ek;kplkpUe;njTl/] Vbdd;why;/ gy tifahd fl;Lg;ghLfs;/ czh]]r]rpfis

mlf]Fjy]/ rka bewpfshy] jil bra]ag]gl]l bray]fs; Mfpatw]Wld] Toa xU

Mnuhf;fpakw;w rKjhaj;jpdhy] ehk;; tsh;f;fg;gl]oUf]fpnwhk;. ,jpy; gak;

vd;dbtd;why; mwpKfkw;w xUthplk; - eP';fs; mtUld; Kg;gJ tUl';fs;/ ehw;gJ

tUl';fs; thHe;jpUf;fyhk;/ mJ Kf;fpakpy;iy/ me;j mwpKfkw;w epiy

kiwtnjapy;iy – xU rpwpa jw;fhg;g[ Vw;ghl;il/ xU rpwpa ,ilbtspia itj;Jf;

bfhs;tJ ghJfhg;ghfj; njhd;WfpwJ/ Vbdd;why; ahnuDk; c';fSila

gytPd';fis/ c';fSila rgy';fis/ c';fSila ghJfhg;ghw;w epiyia

j']fSila Raeyj]jpw]Fg] gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;s Koa[k].

me]epnahd]ak] Fwpj]J midtUf]Fk] gak].

midtUf]Fk; me;epnahd;ak] njitg]gLtjhy] ,e;jg] gpur;rid nkYk;

rpf;fyhdjhf khWfpwJ. midtUf]Fk] me;epnahd;ak] njitg]gLfpwJ/ Vbdd;why]/

mJ ,y;iybadpy;/ ,e;j gpug";rj;jpy; eP';fs; jd]de]jdpahf - xU ez;gh; ,d;wp/ xU

fhjyh; ,d;wp/ eP';fs; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;sf;Toa xUtUk; ,d;wp/ c';fSila

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fha';fisbay;yhk;; btspg]gLj]jf]Toa xUtUk; ,d;wp ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. fha';fs]

jpwe]j epiyapy] ,Ue]jhy] md]wp mtw;wpdhy; Fzkila KoahJ. eP';fs; mtw;iw

vt]tst[ mjpfkhf kiwf]fpwPh]fnsh/ mt]tst[ Mgj;jhditahf mit khWfpd;wd.

mit g[w;Wneha] jd]ika[ilaitahf khwptplf;TLk;.

xU tpjj;jpy; ghh;j;jhy; me;epnahd;ak; xU mj;jpahtrpaj; njit. mjdhy;

midtUk; mjw;fhf V';Ffpd;wdh;. mLj]jth] me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lbkd]W eP';fs; tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;. mth; jd;Dila jw;fhg;g[

Vw;ghLfisbay;yhk; tpl;Ltpl;L ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ jd;Dila

fha';fisbay;yhk; btspg;gLj;j ntz;Lk;/ jd;Dila Kfj;jpiufis kw;Wk;

bgha;ahd Kf';fisbay;yhk; tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk;/ cs]sgona vija[k]

kiwf;fhky; c']fsplk] KGtJk; btspg;gilaha; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W

tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; kw;bwhUtpjj;jpy; ghh;j;jhy;/ midtUf;Fk; me;epnahd;ak;

Fwpj;J gak; - eP';fs; mLj;jtUld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;/

c';fSilac';fSilac';fSilac';fSila jw;fhg;g[ eltof;iffis eP';fs; tpLtjpy;iy. ez;gh;fspilna/

fhjyh;fspilna cs;s nghuhl]l']fSs; ,J xd;whFk;: ahUf;Fk; jd;Dila

jw;fhg;g[ eltof;iffis tpl;Ltpl tpUg;gkpy;iy/ ahUf;Fk; Kw;wpYk;

btspg;gilahft[k;/ neh;ikahft[k;/ jpwe;j ,jaj]JlDk; ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gkpy;iy

- ,Ug;gpDk; ,UtUf;Fk; me;epnahd;ak; njitg;gLfpwJ.

c';fSila kj';fs;/ c';fSila fyhr;rhu';fs;/ c';fSila

rKjha';fs;/ c';fSila bgw;nwhh;/ c';fSila fy;tp - ,itbay;yhk;

c';fSf;F md;gspg;ghf mspj;Js;s fl]Lg]ghLfisa[k;/ czh;r;rpfis mlf]fp

itf]fpd]w c']fSila jd;ikiaa[k; eP';fs; tplhjtiuapy] – c';fshy;

vg;bghGJk; ntbwhUtUld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf;f KoahJ. nkYk;;/ mjw;F

eP';fs; jhd; Kd]Kaw]rp vLf]f ntz;Lk;.

Mdhy; czh;r;rpfs] vija[k] eP';fs; fl;Lg;gLj;jtpy]iy my;yJ

mlf;ftpy;iy vd;why;/ mg;bghGJ c';fsplk;; fha';fs] vJt[k] ,Uf;fhJ. eP';fs;

xU vspikahd/ ,aw;ifahd thH;f;if thH;e;jpUe;jhy;/ me;epnahd;ak; Fwpj]J ve;j

gaKk; ,Uf;fhJ - ,U xspr;Rlh;fs; fpl;lj;jl;l xnu Rluhfp tpLkst[ kpft[k;

beU';fp tUfpd;w kpfg;bghpa Mde;jk; kl;Lnk ,Uf;Fk;. me;j re;jpg;g[ kpfg;bghpa

jpUg;jpia/ kfpH;r;rpia/ epiwit mspg;gjhf ,Uf;Fk;. Mdhy;/ eP';fs;

me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug;gjw;F Kaw;rpg;gjw;F Kd;dhy;/ eP';fs; c';fSila

,y]yj]ij KGtJk] Jha]ikg;gLj;j ntz;Lk;.

tpHpg;g[zh;t[ila xUtuhy; kl;Lnk me;epnahd;aj;ij mDkjpf;f Koa[k;.

mthplk; kiwg;gjw;F vJt[k] ,y;iy. ahUf;fhtJ bjhpe;Jtpl;lhy; vd;dthFk;

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vd;fpd]w mr;rj;ij bfhLf;ff;Toa tp#a';fs] midj]ija[k] mtnu tpl;Ltpl;lhh;.

mthplk; xU mikjpa[k;/ xU md;ghd ,jaKk; kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpd;wd.

c';fis eP';fs] KGikahf Vw;Wf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. c';fshy; c';fis

KGikahf Vw;Wf;bfhs;s Koatpy;iy vd;why;/ ntbwhUth; c';fis

Vw;Wf;bfhs;thh; vd;W vg;go eP';fs; vjph;ghh;f;f Koa[k;> Mdhy;/ eP';fs;

midtuhYk; fz;ldk; bra;ag;gl;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ mjdhy; eP';fs; xU tp#aj;ij

kl;Lnk fw;Wf; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs]: Ra-fz;ldk;. mij eP';fs; kiwj;Jf; bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;; kw;wth;fsplk; fhz;gpg;gjw;F mJ xU mHfhd tp#ak; my]ynt.

c';fSf;Fs;ns tpUk]gj]jfhj tp#a';fs; kiwe;jpUf;fpd;wd vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpa[k;/ c';fSf;Fs;ns jPa tp#a';fs; kiwe;jpUf;fpd;wd vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpa[k;/ c';fSf;Fs;ns kpUfj;jd;ik kiwe;jpUf;fpd;wJ vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpa[k;. c';fSila kdg;ghd;ikia eP';fs; KGikahf khw;wpf; bfhz;L/

c';fisa[k; ,e;j gpug";rj;jpy] cs;s kpUf';fSs; xd;whf eP']fs]

Vw;Wf;bfhs;shtpoy; . . .

kpUfk; vd;fpd]w brhy; juf;FiwthdJ my]y. mJ ‘capUldpUj;jy;’ vd;W

kl]Lnk bghUs; jUfpwJ; mJ mdpkh vd;fpd]w \yr]brhy;ypy; ,Ue;J tUfpd]wJ.

capUld; ,Uf;Fk; ahuhf ,Ug]gpDk; mth; xU kpUfk; Mthh;. Mdhy; kdpjDf;F

,t;thW fw;Wj;jug;gl;oUf;fpwJ/ “eP';fs; vy;yhk; kpUf';fs; my;y; kpUf';fs;

c';fis tpl kpft[k; jhH;e;j epiyapy] ,Uf;fpd;wd. eP';fs; kdpjh;fs;.” c';fSf;F

xU bgha;ahd cah;t[epiy mspf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ. [cz;ik vd;dbtdpy;/ ,aw;iff;F

cah;e;jJ/ jhH;e;jJ vd;gjpy; ek;gpf;if ,y;iy. ,aw;iff;F vy]yhnk rkkhdit:

ku';fs;/ gwitfs;/ kpUf';fs;/ kdpjh;fs;. ,aw;ifapy;/ midj]Jk] mit

,Uf]fpd]wthnw KGikahf Vw;Wf; bfhs;sg;gLfpd;wd; mjdplk] ve;jf; fz;ldKk;

,y;iy.]Box matter

c';fSila ghYzh;it epge;jidfs; vJt[k] ,d;wp eP';fs;

Vw;Wf;bfhz;lhy;/ kdpjDk] cyfpy; cs;s xt;bthU caphpdKk] vspjpy;

mHpaf;Toait/ thH;t[ vd;gJ ve;jf; fzKk; mWe;Jtplf; Toa XU kpfbky;ypa

Ehy; vd;gij eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhz;lhy; . . . . ,J Vw;Wf;bfhs]sg]gl]Ltpl;lhy;/

mj]Jld] khkd;dh; mbyf;rhz;lh;/ khbgUk; tPuh; KfkJ myp nghd]wth] eP';fs]

vd]W vz;zpf; bfhz;oUf;Fk; bgha;ahd mfk;ght';fis vy]yhk] tpl;Ltpl;lhy; –

xt]bthUtUk; jd;Dila rhjhuzkhd epiyapnyna mHfhdth] vd]gij eP';fs;

KGikahfg; g[hpe;J bfhs]fpwPh]fs]; nkYk] midtUf;Fk; gytPd';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd;

mit kdpj ,aw]ifapd; xU m';fk;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; ,Uk;gpdhy;

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bra;ag;gl]oUf]ftpy;iy. eP';fs; kpft[k; vspjpy; mHpe;Jtplf;Toa clypdhy;

bra;ag;gl;oUf;fpwPh]fs.; 98 ofphpf;Fk; 110 ofphpf;Fk; ,ilapy; cs;s 12 ofphpfs; btg;g

epiy tuk]gpw]Fs] kl]Lnk c';fsJ thH;ehs; KGtJk; ml';fpa[s;sJ. ,e;j

btg]gepiyf]F fPnH brd;whYk; eP';fs; capUld] ,Uf]fkhl]Oh;fs]; mjw;F nkny

brd;whYk; eP';fs; capUld] ,Uf]fkhl]Oh;fs;. c';fSf;F cs;ns ,Uf;Fk;

Mapuj;J xU tp#a';fSf;Fk; ,Jnt bghUe;Jk;. c';fspd; kpft[k; mog;gilahd

njitfSs; xd;W eP';fs; njitg]gLk] xUtuhf ,Ug;gJnt. Mdhy]/ “njitg]gLk]

xUtuhf/ nerpf;fg;gLk] xUtuhf/ Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;gl]l xUtuhf ,Ug]gJ vd;Dila

mog;gilahd njit” vd;gij ahUk; Vw;Wf;bfhs;s tpUk;g[tjpy;iy.

ehk; kpFe]j nghypj;jd';fSld;/ btsp ntl';fSld; thHe]J;

bfhz]oUf]fpnwhk; - mjdhy;jhd; me;epnahd;ak; gaj;ij Vw]gLj]JfpwJ. eP';fs;

vd;dthf njhw;wk; mspf;fpwPh;fnsh/ mJthf eP';fs; ,y;iy. c';fSila njhw;wk;

bgha;ahdJ. eP';fs; re;epahrpiag;nghyj; njhw;wkspf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; MHj;jpy;

eP';fs; ,d;dKk; vy;yh MirfSk;/ vy;yh Vf;f';fSk; cila xU gytPdkhd

kdpjh; jhd;.

kdpj ,dj;ijna igj;jpakhf;fpa[s;s c';fSila kug[ xG';FKiwfs]

vy;yhtw;iwa[k] kPwp/ c';fis eP';fs; KGikahf Vw;Wf;bfhs;tJ jhd; Kjy;

goahFk;. c';fis eP';fs; ,Uf]fpd]wthnw KGikahf Vw;Wf;bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/

me;epnahd;ak; gw;wpa gak; kiwe;JtpLk;. mg]bghGJ c';fshy; c';fSila

khpahijia ,Hf;f KoahJ/ c';fSila cah]e]jepiyia ,Hf;fKoahJ/

c';fshy; c';fSila mfk;ghtj;ij ,Hf;f KoahJ. c';fshy; c';fSila

MH;e;j gf]jpa[ila epiyia ,Hf;f KoahJ/ c';fshy; c';fSila

g[dpjj;jd;ikia ,Hf;f KoahJ – mtw;iwbay;yhk; eP';fns tpl;Ltpl]Oh;fs;.

eP';fs; xU rpW FHe;ijiag; nghy] Kw;wpYk; fs]s';fglkw]wtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

c']fshy] c';fis btspg]gLj]j Koa[k]/ Vbdd;why;/ c']fSf]F cs]ns

bewpg;gpwH;t[fshf khwptpl;l tpUk;gj;jfhj mlf;F Kiwfshy] eP';fs]

epug;gg;gl;oUf;ftpy;iy. eP';fs; czh;fpd;wit midj;ija[k; c';fshy]

neh;ikahft[k; cz;ikahft[k; Tw Koa[k;. nkYk] [me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug]gjw]F

eP';fs; jahuhf ,Ue;jPh]fs] vd]why;/ mLj;jtUk; me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug]gjw]F

eP';fs; Cf;fkspg;gPh;fs;. c';fSila btspg;gilahf ,Uf]Fk] epiy mLj;jtUk;

c';fsplk; btspg;gilahf ,Ug]gjw]F cjtp bra;a[k;. c';fSila ghrh';fw;w

vspik mLj;jtiua[k; vspik/ fs;s';fglkw;w jd;ik/ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[/ nerk]/

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btspg;gilahf ,Uj;jy; Mfpatw;iwbay;yhk; kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;f

mDkjpf;Fk;.]

eP']fs] Kl]lhs]jdkhd bfhs]iffspy] rpiwgl]L ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]/ ,jpy; gak;

vd;dbtd;why; eP';fs; ahUldhtJ kpft[k; me;epnahd;akhf ,Ue]jPh]fs] vd]why;/

mij mth; bjhpe;J bfhs;thh; vd;gJjhd;. Mdhy; ehk; gytPdkhd caphpdk; --

,e;j gpug";rj;jpnyna kpft[k; gytPdkhd caphpdk;. kdpjf] FHe;ijjhd] vy;yh

kpUf';fSila FHe;ijfspYk; kpft[k; gytPdkhdJ. kw;w kpUf';fSila

FHe;ijfs; jha; ,y;yhky;/ je;ij ,y;yhky;/ xU FLk;gk; ,y;yhky; caph;thH

Koa[k;. Mdhy; kdpjf; FHe;ij clnd ,we;JtpLk;. Mdhy; ,e;j gytPdk;

fz;ldj;jpw;Fhpa xd;wy;y - ,Jjhd; czh]t[epiyapd; kpft[k] cah;e;j

btspg;ghlhFk;. xU nuh$h kyh; gytPdkhfj;jhd; ,Uf;fg;nghfpwJ; mJ xU fy;

md;W. fy;yhf ,y;yhky; XU nuh$h kyuhf ,Ug;gjw;fhf eP';fs; jhH;thf czu

ntz;oajpy;iy.

,Uth; me;epnahd;akhdth]fshf khWk; bghGJ kl;Lnk/ mth;fs;

mg]nghjpUe]J mwpKfkw;wth;fshf ,y]iy. eP';fs; kl;Lk; gytPd';fs] epiwe;jth]

my;y/ mLj;jtUk; Tlj]jhd] - Vd; vy;nyhUnk - gytPd';fs; epiwe;jth;fs;jhd;

vd;gijf] fhz]gJ xU mHfhd mDgtk;. vjDila cah;e;j btspg;ghLnk

gytPdkhdjhfp tpLfpwJ. nth;fs; kpft[k; gykhdit. Mdhy; XU kyh] mt;tst[

gykpf;fjhf ,Uf;f KoahJ. mjDila mHnf mJ gykpf;fjhf ,y;yhky;

,Ug;gjpy;jhd] ,Uf]fpd]wJ. fhiyapy] fjputid tuntw;f mJ jd;Dila

,jH;fis tphpf;fpwJ/ ehs;KGtJk; mJ fhw;wpYk] kiHapYk] btapypYk]

eldkhLfpwJ/ khiyf;Fs; mjDila ,jH;fs; tpHj;bjhl';fptpl;ld; mJ

kiwe]JtpLfpwJ.

mHfhdit midj]Jnk/ rpwg;g[kpf;fit midj]Jnk/ kpff]Fiwe]j neunk

epiyj;J ,Uf;ff;Toaitahfj;jhd; ,Uf;fg;nghfpd;wd. Mdhy; eP';fs]/ vy;yhnk

vd]Wk] epiyj]J ,Ug]gitahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; ahnuh

xUtiu nerpf;fpwPh;fs;/ mg]bghGJ eP']fs] rj;jpak; bra;fpwPh;fs;/ “vd;Dila

thH;ehs; KGtJk; ehd; cd;id nerpg;ngd;.” Mdhy; c';fSf;F kpft[k; ed;whfj;

bjhpa[k;/ ehisiag; gw;wpf;Tl c';fshy] cWjpahff; Tw KoahJ vd;W – eP';fs;

xU bgha;ahd cWjp bkhHp mspf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; brhy;yf;Toabjy;yhk; ,Jjhd;/

“,e;j fzk; cd;dplk; ehd; fhjy; bfhz;oUf;fpnwd;/ ehd; vd;id KGikahf

cdf;F mspg;ngd;. mLj;j fzj;ijg; gw;wp vdf;F vJt[k; bjhpahJ. vd;dhy;

vt;thW cWjpbkhHp mspf;f Koa[k;> eP vd;id kd;dpf;f ntz;Lk;.”

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Mdhy; fhjyh;fs; j']fshy] epiwntw;w Koahj vy;yhtpjkhd

tp#a';fSf;Fk; cWjp bkhHp mspf;fpwhh;fs;. gpd]dh] bgUk] Vkhw;wk; Vw;gLfpwJ;

gpd]dh] me;j ,ilbtsp bghpjhfpwJ; gpd]dh] rz;il/ Kuz;ghL/ nghuhl;lk;

Mfpatw]why] mjpf kfpH;r;rpfukhdjhf khwpapUf;f ntz;oa xU thH;f;if xU

ePz;l/ ePl]of;fg;gl;l Jaukhf khWfpd]wJ.

me;epnahd;ak] Fwp[j]J c';fSf;F gak; vd;gij eP';fs; czh;e;J

bfhz;Oh]fs] vd]why]/ mJ c';fSf;F xU kpfg;bghpa btspg;ghlhf ,Uf]f Koa[k;;/

nkYk; eP';fs; c';fSf;F cs;ns nehf;fp/ c';fis mtkhdk; bfhs;sr; bra;a[k;

vy;yhtw;iwa[k; tpl Muk;gpj;jPh;fs; vd;why;/ cld] c';fSila ,ay]ig/

,g;goj;jhd; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W ,y;yhky;/ cs;sgona Vw;Wf;bfhz;Oh;fs;

vd;why;/ mJ c']fSf]F xU g[ul;rpfukhd khw]wkhf ,Uf]f Koa[k;. ehd; ve;j

“epge]jid” fisa[k; nghjpg;gjpy;iy. vy;yh epge;jidfSk; kdpjDila kdij

neha[wr; bra;fpd;wd. kdpjh;fSf;F epfH;fhyj;jpy; ,Uj;jypd; mHF/ ,ay]ghf

,Uj]jypd; gpUk;khz;lkhd mHF fw;Wj;jug;gl ntz;Lk;. ku';fs] gj;Jf; fl;lisfs;

vija[k] mwpahJ/ gwitfs] g[dpj Ehy;fs] vija[k] mwpahJ. kdpjd; kl;Lnk jdf;F

xU gpur;rpidia cUthf]fpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhd;. c';fSila ,ay;igna eP';fs;

fz;of;Fk] bghGJ/ eP';fs; gpst[gl;Lg; nghfpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; Kuz;gl;l fUj;Jf;fs;

cila kd nehahsp (schizophrenic)Mfpd]wPh;fs;.

rhjhuz kf;fs] kl;Lk; my;y/ kdijg; gw;wpg] kdpj ,dk; g[hpe;J bfhs;tjw]F

bghpJk; g';fspj;j rpf;kz;l; @gpuha]l; nghd;wth;fspd; epiyapy; cs;sth;fSk]

,t]thWjhd] ,Uf]fpd]wdh]. cstpay] Muhar]rp Kiw vd;gJ kd neha;f;fhd

mtUila rpfpr;ir Kiw. c';fis mwpahky; c';fSf;Fs;ns ,Uf;Fk;

vy;yhtw;iwa[k; c';fsJ czh;t[f]F bfhz]L tu ntz;Lk; vd;gJ mJ. mjpy;

cs;s ,ufrpak; ,Jjhd;; tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w MH;kdjpDs; ,Uf;Fk; xd;iw ehk;

ek;Kila tpHpg;g[ila kdjpw;Fs; bfhz;L te;Jtpl;lhy;/ mJ kiwe;JtpLfpwJ.

eP';fs; mjpf Jha;ikahdtuhf/ ,nyrhdtuhf khwptpLfpwPh;fs]. kdjpd]

tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w gFjpf]Fs; ,Ug;gitapd; Rikia ePf;f ePf;f c';fSila

tpHpg;g[zh]t[[ bghpjhfpf; bfhz;nl nghfpwJ. tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w kdjpd; gug;gst[ RU';fr;

RU';f/ tpHpg;g[zh]tpd] vy;iy tphptilfpd]wJ.

mJ kpf MHkhd xU cz;ik. fpHf;fj;jpa ehLfisr; nrh;e;jth;fs; ,jid

gy;yhapuk] Mz;Lfshf mwpe;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; nkw;fj;jpa ehLfSf;F

rpf;kz;l; @guha]l; jhd] mij mwpKfg;gLj;jpdhh; - fpHf;fj;jpa ehLfs; kw]Wk]

mtw;wpd; cstpay; Kiwfs; gw;wp mwpahkny. mJ mtUila jdpg;gl;l g';fspg;g[

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MFk;. Mdhy]/ jd;id cstpay; Muha;r;rpf;F cl]gLj;jpf; bfhs;s mth; vd;Wnk

jahuhf ,Ue]jjpy;iy vd;gij mwpe;jhy; eP';fs; Mr;rh;ag;gLtPh;fs;. cstpay;

Muha;r;rp Kiwia cUthf;fpath;/ cstpay; Ma;t[f;Fj; jd]id

cl;gLj]jpf]bfhs]sntapy;iy. mtUld; gzpahw;wpath;fs; mthplk] jpUk;gj; jpUk;g

typa[Wj;jpdhh;fs;/ “v';fSf;F eP';fs; Kiwia mspj;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ eh';fs;

midtUk; cstpay; Ma;t[f;F cl;gl;oUf;fpnwhk;. eP';fs; kl;Lk; j';fis

cstpay; Ma;t[f;F cl;gLj;jg]glf]TlhJ vd;W Vd; typa[Wj;JfpwPh;fs;>”

mth; Twpdhh;/ “mij Kw]wpYk] kwe;J tpL';fs;.” jd;id

btspg;gLj;Jtjw]F mth] m']zrpdhh]. mth; xU khnkijahf khwp ,Ue;jhh;/ jd;id

btspg;gLj;JtJ mtiu rhjhuz kdpjj;jd;ikf;F jhH;j;jptpLk]. mthplKk; mnj

ga';fs;/ mnj Mirfs;/ mnj mlf;fpitf;fg;gl;l czh;t[fs; jhd; ,Ue;jd. mth;

jd;Dila fdt[fisg; gw;wp ngrpanjapy;iy/ mth; kw;wth;fSila fdt[fis

kl]Lnk nfl;Lf; bfhz;oUe;jhh;. mtUld; ntiy ghh;j;jth;fs; kpft[k;

Mr;rh;aKw]whh;fs; - “c';fSila fdt[fs; gw;wp mwpe;J bfhs;tJ/ kpfg;bghpa

g']fspg]ghf ,Uf;Fk;.” Mdhy; cstpay; Ma;t[f;fhd rha;t[ ,Uf;ifapy;

gLj;Jf;bfhz;L jd;Dila fdt[fs; gw;wp ngr mth; xj;Jf; bfhs;snt ,y;iy/

Vbdd;why; mtUila fdt[fSk;/ ntW xUtUilaijg] nghd;W

rhjhuzkhditna – mJjhd; me]j gak;.

xU bfsjk g[j;jh; jpahdj;jpw;Fs; bry;y gag;gl;oUf;f khl;lhh; - mJjhd;

mtUila g';fspg]g[/ jdpr]rpwg]g[kpf;f g[jpatifahd xU jpahd Kiw. nkYk] mth;

ve]j cstpay; Muha;r;rp Fwpj]J[k; gag;gl;oUf;f khl;lhh]/ Vbdd;why;/ jpahdk;

bra;a[k; xUtUf;F bky;y bky;y mtUila fdt[fs] midj]Jk] kiwe;J

tpLfpd;wd. gfy; bghGjpy] mth;; mikjpahd kdJld] ,Uf;fpd]whh;/ rhjhuzkhd

vz;z Xl;l';fs; m']F ,y;iy. ,ut[g] bghGjpy] mth] MH;e;J cw';Ffpwhh;/

Vbdd;why; fdt[fs; vd;git gfypy; ,Ue;J tUk; mDgtpf;fg;glhj vz;z';fs;/

mDgtpf;fg;glhj Mirfs;/ mDgtpf;fg;glhj Vf;f';fs; md;wp ntW vJt[k; ,y;iy.

mit fdtpyhtJ j';fis epiwntw;wpf; bfhs;s Kaw;rpf;fpd;wd.

jd;Dila kidtpiag; gw;wpf; fdt[ fhqk; xU Miznah my;yJ

jd;Dila fztiug; gw;wp fdt[ fhqk; xU bgz;iznah eP';fs; fhz;gJ kpft[k;

mhpjhf ,Uf;Fk;. Mdhy] mth;fs; j';fSila gf;fj;J tPl;Lf;fhuUila kidtp

my;yJ gf;fj;J tPl;Lf;fhuUila fztiug; gw;wp fdt[ fhz;gJ kpfr]

rhjhuzkhdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. jd;Dila kidtp Rygkhf fpilf;fpwhs]; kidtpiag;

bghWj;jtiuapy] fzth; vija[k; mlf;fp itg;gjpy;iy. Mdhy;/ gf;fj;J

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tPl;Lf;fhuUila kidtp vg;bghGJnk mjpf mHFld; ,Uf]fpwhs;/ ntypf;F

me;jg; gf;fk; cs;s g[y; vg;bghGJnk mjpf gRikahf ,Uf]fpwJ. nkYk]/ vspjpy;

beU';f Koahj xd;W vg;bghGJnk/ mjid mila ntz;Lk;/ mjid

cilikahf]fpf]bfhs]s ntz;Lk; vd]fpd;w MHkhd Miria Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. gfy;

bghGjpy] c';fshy; mijr; bra;a KoahJ. Mdhy; fdt[fspyhtJ eP';fs;

Rje;jpuj]Jld] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. fdt[ fhqk; Rje;jpuk; ,d;dKk; murh';f';fshy;

gwpf;fg;gltpy;iy.

mjw]F ePz;l fhyk; MfhJ – tpiutpy; mth;fs; mija[k] vLj;Jf;

bfhs;thh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs; vg;bghGJ fdt[ fhz;fpd]wPh;fs;/ vg;bghGJ fdt[

fhztpy;iy vd;gij mth]fs] fz;fhzpg]gjw]F tHpfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd/ Vw;fdnt

,Uf;fpd;wd. xU ehs; c';fSila fdt[fisj; jpiuapy; fhz;gpf;ff; Toa xU

mwptpay; rhjdk; fz;Lgpof;fg;glf;Tla rhj;jpak; ,Uf;fpwJ. c';fSila

jiyapDs; kpd;ndhl;lj;jpd; xU Kidapid bghUj;jpdhy; nghJk]. eP';fs;

ed;whfj; cw';fpf; bfhz;oUg;gPh;fs;/ Mde;jkhff; fdt[ fz;L bfhz;L/ c';fspd;

gf;fj;J tPl;Lf;fhuhpd; kidtpa[ld; fhjy; bra;J bfhz;L/ mij xU jpiuau';fk]

KGtJk] ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;oUf;Fk;. mjpYk; mth;fs; mJtiuapy] me;j kdpjiug]

g[dpjkhdth] vd;W vz;zpf;bfhz;oUe;jdh;!

eP';fs; Tl ,e;j mstpw]Fg] ghh]f]f Koa[k;; xUth] Jh';Ffpd]w bghGbjy;yhk]

ftdpa[';fs;;; fz; ,ikfspd] cs]ns mtUila tpHpfs] ve;j mirita[k;

fhz;gpf;ftpy;iy vd;why;/ mg;bghGJ mth; fdt[ fhztpy;iy. mth; fdt[

fz;Lbfhz;oUe;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; mtuJ tpHpfs; mirtijf; fhz Koa[k;.

xU ehs; c';fSila fdtpidj] jpiuapy; fhz]gpg]gJ rhj;jpakhFk;. nkYk]

Fwpg;gpl;l fdt[fis c';fSf;Fs; fl;lhag;gLj;JtJ Tl rhj;jpakhfyhk;. Mdhy;

,g;bghGJ tiuapyhtJ ve;j murpay; mikg;g[k; “kf;fs; fdt[ fhqk; Rje;jpuk;

cilath;fs]; mJ mth;fSila gpwg;g[hpik’’ vd;W ,Jgw;wp ngRtJ ,y;iy.

xU bfsjk g[j;jh; fdt[ fhz;gjpy;iy. jpahdk; vd;gJ kdjpw;F mg;ghw;gl;Lr;

bry;Yk; xU Kiw MFk]. mth; ,Ugj;J ehd;F kzp neuKk; KG mikjpapy;

thH;fpwhh;. mtUila czh;t[epiy vd;Dk; Vhpapy; ve;jr; rpw;wiyfSk; ,y;iy/

ve;j vz;z';fSk; ,y;iy/ ve;j fdt[fSk; ,y;iy.

Mdhy; xU rpf;kz;l; @g;uha]l; gag;gLfpwhh;/ Vbdd;why;/ jhd; vd;d fdt[

fhz;fpnwhk; vd;gJ mtUf;F bjhpa[k;.

ehd; xU rk;gtj;ijg; gw;wp nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpnwd;. \d;W g[fH; bgw;w ,u#]a

ehtyhrphpah;fs; - brf;nfht;/ fhh;fp kw;Wk; lhy;!;lha; - g{';fhtpy; mkh;e;J mul;il

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moj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jdh;; mth;fs; beU';fpa ez;gh;fs;. mth;fs; \tUnk

nkijfs;/ kpft[k] g[fH; bgw;w ehty;fis cUthf;fpath;fs;/ ,d;WTl cyfpd;

kpft[k; g[fH; bgw;w gj;J ehty;;fisf; Fwpg;gpl ntz;Lk; vd;why;/ mjpy; Ie;J

ehty;;fshtJ g[ul;rp Vw;gLtjw;F Kd;dh; ,Ue;j ,e]j ,u#;a ehty;

Mrphpah;fSilajhf ,Uf;Fk;.

brf;nfht; jk; thH;tpy; ,lk; bgw;w bgz;fisg; gw;wpf] Twpf; bfhz;oUe;jhh;/

fhh;fpa[k; fye;J bfhz;lhh;/ mtUk; rpy tp#a';fisf; Twpdhh;. Mdhy; lhy;!;lha;

mikjpahfnt ,Ue;jhh;. lhy;!;lha; kpft[k; gHikthjpa[k;/ kjg;gw;W kpf]f

fpwp!;jtUk] Mthh;. kfhj;kh fhe;jp jd;Dila FUf;fshf \d;W ngiu

Vw;Wf;bfhz;Ls;shh;/ mjpy; xUth; lhy;!;lha; vd;gij mwpe;jhy; eP';fs;

Mr]rh]ag]gLtPh]fs].

jd;Dila czh;r;rpfis mth; kpft[k] mlf;fp itj;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;. mth;

,u#;ahtpy; cs;s kpfg;bghpa gzf;fhuh;fSs; xUth; - gpug[f;fspd; r\fj;ijr;

nrh;e]jth; - Mdhy;/ mth; xU ViHg] gpr;irf;fhuiug] nghy thH;e;;jhh;/ Vbdd;why;/

“ViHfs; mUs; bgw;wth;fs;/ mth;fs; ,iwtDila ,uh$;$paj;jpw;F thhpRfshhf

mikthh;fs;”/ mtUf;F ,iwtDila ,uh$;$paj;ij tpl;Lf; bfhLf;f kdkpy;iy.

,J vspik md;W/ ,J Mirfs; mw;w epiya[k; md;W - ,J kpft[k; mjpfkhd

Mir. ,J kpFe;j nguhir. ,J mjpfhuj;ij mstpw]F mjpfkhf tpUk;g[k; ,ay;g[.

mth; ,e;j thH;f;ifiaa[k; ,jpy; cs;s ,d;g';fisa[k; Jwf]fpwhh;/ Vbdd;why;/ ,J

xU rpwpa thH;f;if/ Mdhy;/ mth; epue]jukhf Rth;f;fj;ija[k; ,iwtDila

,uh$;$paj;ija[k; kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpg;ghh;. ,J xU ey;y nguk; - fpl;lj;jl;l xU

ghpRr; rPl;il nghd;wJ/ Mdhy; epr]rakhdJ.

lhy;!;lha; irt czt[ kl;Lnk cl;bfhz;L xU kpFe;j gpuk;kr;rh;a thH;f;if

thH;e;J te;jhh;. mth; fpl;lj;jl;l xU Jwtpahf ,Ue;jhh;* Mfnt mtUila fdt[fs;

kpft[k; mHfw]witahf ,Ue;jpUf;;f ntz;Lk;/ mtUila vz;z';fs; kpft[k;

mUtUf;fj;jf;fitahf ,Ue;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;. “lhy;!;lha;/ eP Vd; mikjpahf

,Uf;fpd]wha;> VjhtJ brhy;*” vd;W brf;nfht[k;/ fhh;fpa[k; mthplk; nfl;lbghGJ/

mth; Twpdhh;/ “ehd; bgz;fisg; gw;wp vJt[k; Tw KoahJ. vd;Dila xU fhy;

fy]yiwapy; ,Uf;Fk;bghGJjhd; ehd; VjhtJ TWntd;. ehd; mijf] Twptpl]L

clnd fy]yiwapDs; Fjpj;JtpLntd;.”

mth; Vd; vijnaDk] TWtjw;F mt;tst[ gag;gl;lhh; vd;gij c';fshy;

g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;; mJ mtUf;Fs;ns bfhjpj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jJ. nfS']fs]/

lhy;!;lha; nghd;w xU kdpjUld; eP';fs; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf;f KoahJ. . . .

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me;epnahd;ak; vd;gjw;F ,jaj;jpd; fjt[fs; c';fSf;fhfj; jpwe;J

,Uf;fpd;wd vd]W bghUs]; cs;ns te;J tpUe;jpduhf ,Ug]gjw]F eP';fs;

tuntw;fg;gLfpwPh]fs;. Mdhy;/ mlf;fp itf;fg;gl;l ghYzh;tpd; fhuzkhf

Jh;ehw;wk; mof;fhj/ vy;yh tpjkhd ghYzh;tpd; Kuz;gl;l bewpKiwfshy;

bfhjpj;Jf; bfhz;ouhj ,jak;/ ,aw;ifahd xU ,jak; c';fsplk; ,Ue;jhy;

kl;Lnk mJ rhj;jpakhFk;. ku';fisg; nghd;W ,aw;ifahf/ FHe;ijfisg; nghd;W

fs]s';fglkpy;yhky; - mg;bghGJ me;epnahd;ak; Fwpj]J ve;j gaKk; ,y;iy.

mijj;jhd; ehd; bra;a Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpnwd;: c';fSila

jd]Dzh]tw]w kdjpd; ghuj;ijf; Fiwf;f/ c';fs; kdjpd; ghuj;ijf; Fiwf;f/

eP']fs] rhjhuzkhdtuhf khw cjt[tjw;F. vspikahft[k; rhjhuzkhft[k; kl]Lnk

,Ug;gijtpl kpFe;j mHFilaJ vJt[k; ,y;iy. mg;bghGJ eP';fs;/ vt;tst[

me;epnahd;akhd ez;gh;fs;/ vt;tst[ me;epnahd;akhd cwt[fs; rhj]jpankh

mt;tst[ itj;Jf;bfhs;syhk;/ Vbdd;why; c';fSf;F vJ Fwpj]Jk; gak; ,y;iy.

eP';fs; ahh; ntz;LkhdhYk; gof;ff;Toa xU jpwe;j g[j;jfkhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

c';fsplk; kiwg]gjw]F vJt[k; ,y;iy.

xt;bthU tUlKk; xU ntl;ilahLk; FGtpdh] nkhd;lhdh kiyfSf;Fr;

brd;wdh]. me;jf; FGtpdh;/ ahh; Kjypy] rikg;gJ vd;gij rPl;Lf; FYf;fpg; nghl;Lj;

jPh;khdpj;jhh;fs;/ nkYk; czitg;gw;wp ahh] Fiw TWfpwhh;fnsh/ mth; me;j

mjph;#;lkpy;yhj rikay;fhuhpd] ,lj;ij epug;g ntz;Lk; vd;Wk; Kot[ bra]ag;gl;lJ.

rpy ehl;fSf;Fg; gpwF/ ahUk; vijnaDk] Twp rikay] ntiyapy]

rpf]fpf]bfhs]sg] nghtjpy;iy vd;gij czh;e;J bfhz;l rhz;lh;rd;

fz;\oj;jdkhd xU jpl;lj;jpw;F KobtLj;jhh;. khdpd; rhzj;ijf] fz;blLj]J/

mjpy] ,uz;L ifast[ md;wput[ itj;j FHk;gpw;Fs] nrh;j;Jtpl;lhh;. Kjy; rpy

tha;fs] cz]lt[ld] beUg;igr; Rw;wp mkh;e;jpUe;jth;fs; Kfk; Rspj;jhh;fs;/ Mdhy;

ahUk] vJt[k; Twtpy;iy. gpd;dh; xUth; jpObud;W mikjpiaf] fiyj]J “nQa;”

vd;W Fuy] bfhLj]jhh;/ “,e;j czt[ khdpd; rhzj;ijg; nghd;w Rita[ld]

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; ed;whf ,Uf;fpwJ* ”

c';fsplk] mj;Jid Kf';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd. cs;ns xU tpjkhf

vz]qfpwPh;fs;; btspna ntW xd;iw btspg;gLj;JfpwPh;fs;. cs;Sk; g[wKk;

,irt[ld] xU']fpize]j xU mikg]ghf eP';fs; ,y]iy.

,ay;ghf ,Ue;J rKjhak; c';fSf;Fs;ns Vw;gLj;jpapUf;fpd;w gpstpid

mHpa[';fs;. [eP';fs; cz;ikahf czh]gtw]iw kl;Lnk ngR';fs;.] tpist[fisg;

gw;wp ftiy bfhs]shky]/ c';fSf;Fs;ns jhdhf Vw;gLfpd;w czh;t[fspd;go

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bray]gL']fs]. [,J xU rpwpa thH;f;if/ ,J ,k;ikapYk; kWikapYk; Vw;gLfpd;w

tpist[fisg; gw;wp vz;qtjpy; tPzhf;fg]glf; TlhJ.]Box matter

xUth; KGikahf/ MHkhf/ Mde;jkhf thH ntz;Lk;/ nkYk; ahh;

ntz;LkhdhYk; gof;ff;Toa xU jpwe;j g[j;jfk; nghd]W thH ntz;Lk;. ,t;thW

thH]tjdhy; rhpj;jug; g[j;jf';fspy; c']fsJ bgah; ,lk;bgWkhW eP';fs; bra;ag;

nghtjpy;iy. Mdhy; rhpj;jpug; g[j;jf';fspy; c';fsJ bgah; ,lk; bgWkhW

bra;tjdhy; vd;d gad; >

eP';fs; gpw;fhyj;jpy; epidf;fg;gl ntz;Lk; vd;W vz;qtij tpl]Ltpl]L

,g;bghGJ thG';fs;. eP';fs; kuzkile]J tpLtPh]fs].

[yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fs; g{kpapy; thH;e;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;/ mth;fSila bgah;fs;

Tl ekf;Fj; bjhpahJ. ,e;j vspa cz;ikia Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs; - eP';fs; ,';F

rpwpJ fhynk ,Uf;fg]nghfpwPh]fs;/ mjd] gpwF eP';fs; kiwe;J tpLtPh;fs;. ,e;jr; rpy

ehl;fs; gaj;jpYk;/ btspntlkpLtjpYk; tPzof;fg]glf]TlhJ.] Box matter ,e;j

ehl;fs; bfhz;lhlg;gl ntz;Lk;.

vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wp ahUf;Fk; vJt[k; bjhpahJ. c';fSila Rth;f;fk;/

c';fSila eufk;/ c';fSila flt[s; vy;yhk; ep+gpf;fg;glhjit/ mit

mndfkhf mDkhd';fshf ,Uf]ff]TLk]. c';fSila ifapy; ,Uf;fpw xnu

tp#ak; c';fSila thH;t[jhd; - mij Koe;j mstpw]F tskhf;F';fs;.

me;epnahd;aj;jpd; \yk;/ nerj;jpd; \yk;/ gyhplk; eP';fs; btspg;gilahf

,Ug;gjd; \yk]/ eP';fs; nkYk; tskpf;ftuhf khWfpwPh;fs;. c';fshy;

epiwag;ngUld; MH;e;j nerj;Jld;/ MH;;e;j el;g[ld;/ MHkhd me;epnahd;aj;Jld;

thH Koe;jhy;/ eP';fs; rhpahf thH;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. mg]bghGJ eP';fs; me;jf]

fiyiaf; fw;Wf;bfhz;L tpl;Oh;fs;/ mjd] gpd]dh] eP';fs; v';F ,Uf;f nehpl]lhYk;/

m';Fk] eP';fs; kfpH;r;rpahfj;jhd; thH]tPh;fs;.

eP';fs; vspikahf/ btspg;gilahf/ nerj;Jld]/ me;epnahd;aj;Jld;

,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; c';fisr; Rw;wp xU Rth;f;fj;ij cUthf;FfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs;

\lg;gl;ltuhf/ vg;bghGJk; jw;fhg;g[ czh;t[ld;/ ahuhtJ c';fSila

vz;z';fis/ fdt[fis/ c';fSila jtwhd bewpg;gpwH;t[fis mwpe;J

bfhs;thh;fnsh vd;fpd]w ftiya[lndna eP';fs; vg;bghGJk; ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs;

eufj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;. eufk; c';fSf;Fs;ns ,Uf;fpwJ – Rth;f;fKk; m':Fjhd;

cs;sJ. mit g{nfhsj;jpy; cs;s ,l';fs; my;y/ mit c';fSila Md;kPf

btspfs;.

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c';fisj; Jha;ikg;gLj;jpf; bfhs;S';fs;. jpahdk; vd;gJ c';fSila

kdjpy; nrh;e;Js;s Fg;igfis vy;yhk; Rj;jg;gLj;JtJ md;wp ntbwJt[k; ,y;iy.

kdk; mikjpahft[k;/ ,jak; ,irj]Jf;bfhz;Lk; ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ ve;jtpjkhd

gaKk; ,d;wp nguhde;jj;Jld] - me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug;gjw;F - eP';fs; jahuhf

,Ug;gPh;fs]. me;epnahd;ak; ,y;iybad;why; eP';fs; ,';F

mwpKfkw;wth;fSf;fpilna jd;de;jdpahf ,Uf;fpd;wPh;fs;. me]epnahd]aj]Jld]

,Uf]Fk]bghGJ eP']fs] ez]gh]fshy]/ c']fis nerpg]gth]fshy] NHg]gl]L

,Uf]fpwPh]fs]. me]epnahd]ak] vd]gJ kpf cd]djkhd xU mDgtk]. mij xUth]]

jtwtplf]TlhJ.

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“Kjd;ikahd tp#a';fs; Kjypy;Kjd;ikahd tp#a';fs; Kjypy;Kjd;ikahd tp#a';fs; Kjypy;Kjd;ikahd tp#a';fs; Kjypy;”

“me;epnahd;aj;jpd; mog;gilfs]me;epnahd;aj;jpd; mog;gilfs]me;epnahd;aj;jpd; mog;gilfs]me;epnahd;aj;jpd; mog;gilfs]”

kf;fs; jpahdk;/ tHpghL kw;Wk; g[jpa thH;f;if Kiwfisj; njof;

bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy] MHkhd njlYk;/ kpf mog;gilahd njlYk;

vd;dbtd;why; vt]thW kPz;Lk; ,aw;ifapy] nt+d;wpath]fshf ,Ug]gJ vd;gJnt.

mij jpahdk; vd;W miHa[';fs;/ tHpghL vd;W miHa[';fs;/ my;yJ c';fsJ

tpUg;gg;go vg;go ntz;Lbkd;whYk; miHa[';fs;/ Mdhy;/ vt]thW kPz;Lk]

,aw;ifapy; nt+d;wpath]fshf khWtJ vd;gJjhd; mog;gilahd tp#ak].

,aw;ifia bty;yntz;Lk] vd;fpd;w ek]Kila Kl;lhs;j;jdkhd vz;zj]jpdhy]

ehk; ntnuhL gpL';fg;gl;l ku';fshf khwptpl;nlhk] - ek;ikj; jtpu ntW ahUk;

mjw;F bghWg;gy;y.

ehk] ,aw]ifapd] Xh] m']fk] - xU m']fk] vt]thW KGikia bty]y Koa[k]?

mjDld] el]ig tsh]j]Jf] bfhs]S']fs]/ mjid nerpa[']fs]/ mjdplk] KG

ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]S']fs]/ bky]y bky]y me]j el]gpy]/ me]j nerj]jpy]/ me]j

KGikahd ek]gpf]ifa[zh]tpy] me]epnahd]ak] Vw]gLfpwJ; eP']fs] beU']fp

tUfpwPh]fs]. ,aw]if c']fsplk] beU']fp tUfpwJ/ ,aw]if jd]Dila

,ufrpa']fis btspg]gLj]j Muk]gpf]fpd]wJ. mjDila cr]rkhd ,ufrpak]

,iwepiy MFk]. cz]ikapnyna ,aw]ifapd] ez]gh]fshf ,Ug]gth]fSf]F

kl]Lnk mJ btspg]gLj]jg]gLfpwJ.

eP';fs; ,Uf;fpd;w ,lj;jpypUe;J Muk;gpa[';fs;eP';fs; ,Uf;fpd;w ,lj;jpypUe;J Muk;gpa[';fs;eP';fs; ,Uf;fpd;w ,lj;jpypUe;J Muk;gpa[';fs;eP';fs; ,Uf;fpd;w ,lj;jpypUe;J Muk;gpa[';fs;

thHf;if vd]gJ xU njly; - xU Kotpy;yhj njly;/ xU jPtpukhd njly;/ xU

ek;gpf;ifaw]w njly;/ ehk; vd;dbtd;W mwpe;jpuhj xU tp#aj;jpw;fhd njly;.

njLjYf;fhd xU MHkhd ce;Jjy; ,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; jhd] vijj; njLfpnwhk;

vd;gJ xUtUf]Fj] bjhptjpy]iy. c';fSf;F vJ fpilj;jhYk;/ mJ ve;jj;

jpUg;jpiaa[k; mspf;fhj xU kdepiy ,Uf]fpd]wJ. Vkhw;wnk kdpj ,dj;jpd; tpjp

nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ ve;jg; bghUSnk/ mij eP';fs; mile;j fznk

mh]j]jkw;wjhf khwptpLfpwJ. eP';fs; kPz;Lk; njl Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;.

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c';fSf;F VjhtJ xd]W fpilj;jhYk;/ fpilf;fhtpoDk;/ me;jj; njly;

bjhlh;fpwJ. c';fsplk; vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ/ c';fsplk; vd]d ,y;iy vd;gbjy;yhk;

bjhlh]g[ mw]wJ – njly; vg;goa[k; bjhlh;fpwJ. ViHfs; njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;/

gzf;fhuh;fs; njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;/ neha[w;wth;fs; njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs]/

eykhf ,Ug;gth;fs] njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;/ mjpfhuj]jpy] ,Ug;gth;fs;/

mjpfhukw;wth;fs;/ kilah;fs;/ tpntfKs;sth;fs; - midtUk]

njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;/ vijj] njLfpnwhk] vd;gJ ahUf;Fk; Jy;ypakhfj;

bjhptjpy]iy.

,e;jj] njly; - ,J vd;d/ ,J vjw;fhf ,Uf;fpwJ - vd;gJ g[hpe;J bfhs;sg;gl

ntz;Lk;. kdpjDf;Fs;/ kdpj kdjpDs] xU btw;wplk; ,Ug;gJ nghy; njhd;WfpwJ.

kdpj rpe;ijapd; fl;likg;gpnyna xU FHp ,Ug;gJ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ xU fWg]g[f]

FHp. mjDs;ns bghUl;fis tPrpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ mit kiwe;J bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpd;wd. vJt[nk mij epug;g[tJnghy; njhd;wtpy;iy/ vJt[nk epiwt[bgw

cjt[tJ nghyj; njhd;wtpy;iy. mJ xU mikjpaw;w njly;. mjid eP';fs;

,k;ikapy; njLfpwPh;fs;. mjid eP';fs; kWikapy; njLfpwPh;fs;. rpy rka';fspy;

mij eP';fs; gzj;jpy;/ mjpfhuj;jpy;/ bfsutj;jpy; njLfpwPh;fs;/ ntW rpy

rka';fspy; mijf; flt[splk;/ md;gpy;/ jpahdj;jpy;/ Mde;jj;jpy;/ gpuhh;j;jidapy;

njLfpwPh;fs; - Mdhy; me;jj; njly; bjhlh;fpwJ. kdpjd;; njly; vd]Dk] neha[w]W

,Ug;gJnghyj; njhd;WfpwJ.

me;jj; njly; c';fis ,';nf ,g;bghGJ ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpg;gjpy;iy/

Vbdd;why; me;jj; njly; vg;bghGJnk c';fis ntW v';nfh tHp elj;jpr;

bry;fpwJ. me]jj] njly] xU fw]gid/ me;jj; njly; xU Mir/ me;jj; njly;

njitahd xd;W ntW v';nfh ,Uf;fpwJ vd;fpd]w xU fUj;J – mJ ,Uf;fpwJ/

Mdhy; mJ ntW v';nfh ,Uf;fpwJ/ ,';F eP']fs] ,Uf]fpd]w ,lj]jpy] ,y;iy. mJ

cWjpahf ,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; fhyj;jpd] ,e;j fzj;jpy; ,y;iy - ,g;bghGJ ,y;iy/

Mdhy] ntW v';nfh ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ m';nf/ mg;bghGJm';nf/ mg;bghGJm';nf/ mg;bghGJm';nf/ mg;bghGJ ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ vg;bghGJnk/

,';nf ,g;bghGJ,';nf ,g;bghGJ,';nf ,g;bghGJ,';nf ,g;bghGJ ,Ug;gjpy;iy. mJ c';fis tplhky; er;rhpj;Jf; bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpd]wJ/ mJ c';fis ,Gj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ c';fisj;

js;spf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]wJ. mJ c';fis nkYk; nkYk;

igj;jpaf;fhuj;jdj;jpw;Fs; js;SfpwJ; mJ c';fisf] gpj]Jg]gpoj]jtuhf;FfpwJ.

Mdhy; mJ vg;bghGJk; epiwntw]wg]gLtjpy;iy.

ehd; xU kpfg;bghpa R@gp N "hdpiag; gw;wpf; nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpnwd;/ ugpah

my; -mjhtpah vd;fpd;w bgz;kzp:

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xU khiy neuk;/ fjputd; kiwe;J bfhz;oUf;ifapy;/ rhiyapy; rpwpjst[

btspr;rk; kPjk; ,Uf;ifapy;/ kf;fs; me;jg; bgz; rhiyapy; mkh;e;J bfhz;L

vijnah njof;bfhz;oUg;gijf; fz;lhh;fs;. mth; xU tajhd bgz;kzp/

mtUila ghh]it gytPdkhf ,Ue;jJ/ mtUf;Fg; ghh;g;gJ fodkhf ,Ue;jJ.

mjdhy;/ mUfpy; trpj]jth;fs; mtUf;F cjt te;jhh;fs;. mth]fs] nfl;lhh;fs;.

“eP']fs] vijj; njof; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs; >”

ugpah Twpdhh;/ “,e;jf; nfs;tp bjhlh]gw]wJ. ehd; njof;bfhz;oUf;fpnwd; –

c';fshy; vdf;F cjt Koe;jhy;/ cjt[';fs.;”

mth;fs; rphpj;Jtpl]Lf] Twpdhh]fs;/ “ugpah/ c';fSf;F igj;jpak;

gpoj;Jtpl;ljh> v';fs; nfs;tp bjhlh]gw]wJ vd;fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; vijj;

njLfpwPh;fs; vd;gJ v']fSf]Fj] bjhpatpy;iybad;why; eh';fs; vt;thW cjt

Koa[k;>”

ugpah Twpdhh;/ “rhp – c';fisj; jpUg;jpgLj;Jtjw;fhf kl;Lk; brhy;fpnwd; -

ehd; vd]Dila Crpiaj; njof]bfhz]L ,Uf]fpnwd;. ehd] vd]Dila Crpiaj]

bjhiyj;Jtpl;nld;.” mth;fs; mtUf;F cjt Muk;gpj;jhh;fs;/ Mdhy]/ clnd/

rhiy kpft[k; bghpaJ/ xU Crp kpft[k; rpwpa xU bghUs; vd;gij czh;e;J

bfhz;lhh;fs;.

mjdhy; mth;fs; ugpahitf; nfl;lhh;fs;/ “jat[ bra;J eP';fs; mij v';F

bjhiyj;jPh;fs; vd;W brhy;Y';fs; - ve;jf] Fwpg;gpl;l/ rhpahd ,lj;jpy; vd;W -

,y;yhtpoy; ,J fodkhdJ. rhiy kpfg;bghpaJ/ ehk; fhyj;jpw;Fk;

njof;bfhz;nlapUf;fyhk;. mjid v';F bjhiyj;jPh;fs; >”

ugpah Twpdhh;/ “kWgoa[k; eP']fs] xU bjhlh]gw]w nfs;tpiaf] nfl;fpwPh;fs;.

mJ vt]thW vd] njlYld] rk;ge;jg]gl]oUf]fpwJ>”

mth;fs; njLtij epWj;jptpl;Lf] Twpdhh;fs;/ “epr;rakhf c';fSf;Fg;

igj;jpak]jhd] gpoj;Jtpl;lJ*”

ugpah Twpdhh;/ “rhp – c';fisr; rkhjhdg;gLj;Jtjw;fhf kl;Lk; brhy;fpnwd;

- mij ehd; vd;Dila tPl;oDs; bjhiyj;Jtpl;nld;.”

mth;fs; nfl;lhh;fs;/ “gpwF Vd; eP';fs; ,';F njof;bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;>”

mjw;F ugpah ,t;thW Twpajhff; nfs;tp/ “Vbdd;why; ,';nf btspr;rkhf

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy]/ cs;ns xsp ,y;iy.”

,e;j cUtff;fij kpft[k] fUj;jhHkpf;fJ. [eP';fs; vijj; njof]bfhz]L

,UfpwPh;fs; vd;W c';fisna vg;bghGjhtJ nfl;oUf;fpwPh;fsh> eP';fs; vijj]

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njLfpwPh;fs; vd;gjid mwptij vg;bghGjhtJ MH;e;j jpahdj]jpw]Fhpa tp#akhf

bfhz]oUf;fpwPh;fsh>]box matter ,y;iy. rpy bjsptpy;yhj fz';fspy;/ fdt[

nghd;w fz';fspy;/ eP';fs] vijj; njLfpwPh]fs; vd;gJ gw;wp xU rpW mwpFwp

bjd;gl;lhYk;/ mJ vg;bghGJnk bjspthf ,Ug;gjpy;iy/ mJ vg;bghGJnk

Jy;ypakhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy. eP';fs; ,d]dKk] mijj] bjspthf tiuaWf;ftpy;iy.

eP';fs; mij bjspthf tiuaWf]f Kad;why;/ mJ mjpfk]

tiuaWf]fg]gl]ljhf khWfpd]w mst[/ mjidj; njl ntz;oajpy;iy vd;W eP';fs]

mjpfk; czUtPh;fs;. xU bjsptw;w epiyapy;/ fdt[ nghd;w xU epiyapy;jhd;

me;jj; njly; bjhlu Koa[k;; tp#a';fs; bjspthf ,y;yhj bghGJ/ Vnjh xU

cs]shh]e]j cs]sf] fpsh]r]rpahy] ,Gf]fg]gl]L/ Vnjh xU cs;shh;e;j mtruj;jhy;

js;sg;gl;L/ eP';fs; njof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. xU tp#ak] c';fSf;F ed]whfj]

bjhpfpwJ: eP']fs] njl ntz]Lk]. ,J xU cs;shh;e;j njit. Mdhy; eP'fs; vij

ehLfpwPh;fs; vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ. eP';fs; vij ehLfpwPh;fs; vd;gij

eP';fs; mwpe;jhyd;wp/ c';fshy] vt]thW mij fz;Lgpof;f Koa[k;>

mJ bjsptpy;yhky; ,Uf;fpwJ – gzk;/ mjpfhuk;/ bfsutk;/

khpahijf]Fhpatuhf ,Uj;jy; nghd;wtw;wpy; jPh]t[ ,Ug;gjhf eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;.

Mdhy;/ gpd]dh]/ eP';fs; bry;thf;Fs;s kdpjh;fisg; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;/ khpahij bgw;w

kdpjh;fisg; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;/ mth;fSk; ehof]bfhz]oUf]fpwhh;fs;. gpd]dh]/ kpfg]bghpa

bry;te;jh;fshf ,Ug;gth]fisg; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;/ mth;fSk; ehof]bfhz]L

,Uf]fpwhh;fs;; jk]Kila thH;tpd; ,Wjptiu mth;fs] ehof; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;.

Mifahy; bry;tr; brHpg;g[ cjtg; nghtjpy;iy/ mjpfhuk] cjtg;nghtjpy;iy.

c';fsplk; vd;d ,Ug;gpDk; me;jj; njly; bjhlh;fpwJ.

me;jj; njly; ntW vjw;fhfnth ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,e;jg; bgah;fs;/ ,e;j

milahs';fs; - gzk;/ mjpfhuk;/ bry;thf;F/ g[fH; - ,itbay;yhk; c';fs; kdijj;

jpUg;jpgLj]Jtjw]fhf kl;Lnk. vijnah njof]bfhz]oUf]fpnwhk; vd;fpd]w czh;it

c';fSf;Ff; mspf;f kl;Lnk mit cjt[k;. me;j Vnjh xd;W ,d;dKk;

tiuaWf;fg;glhjjhf/ kpft[k; bjsptpy;yhj xU czh;thfnt ,Uf;fpwJ.

xU cz;ikahd Md;k rhjfDf]Fhpa Kjy; tp#ak; - rpwpJ tpHg;g[zh;t[k;

ftdKk; bgw;wtdhf khwp ,Uf;fpd;w Md;k rhjfDf;F – me]jj] njLjy;

vd;dbtd;gij tiuaWg;gJjhd;/ mJ vd;d vd;gjw;Fhpa xU bjs;sj; bjspthd

fUj;ij totikg;gJjhd;/ fdt[ nghd]w czh]t[epiyapypUe;J mjid

btspf;bfhzUtJjhd;/ mjid kpFe;j tpHpg;g[zh;nthL vjph]bfhs]tJjhd;/ mjid

neUf;F neh; re]jpg]gJjhd;; mjid vjph;nehf;FtJjhd;. cldoahf xU

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KGikahd epiykhw;wk; Vw;gl Muk;gpf;fpwJ. c';fSila njliy eP';fs]

bjspthf tiuaWf;f Muk;gpj;jhy;/ njLjypy] c';fSf;Fs;s Mh;tj;ij ,Hf;f

Muk;gpg;gPh;fs;. me]jj] njly] mjpf bjspthf tiuaWf;fg;gl]ljhf khWfpd]w mst[/

mJ Fiwthf ,Uf]fpwJ. mJ vd;dbtd;gJ bjspthfj; bjhpe;Jtpl]lhy]/ jpObud;W

mJ kiwe;J tpLfpwJ. eP';fs; ftdkpd]wp ,Uf]Fk]bghGJ kl]Lnk mJ ,Uf;fpwJ.

,ij kWgoa[k; Tw mDkjpa[']fs]: eP';fs; cwf;fKs;s epiyapy;

,Uf;Fk;bghGJ kl]Lnk me;jj; njly; ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs] tpHpg]g[zh]tpd]wp

,Uf]Fk]bghGJ kl]Lnk me;jj; njly; ,Uf;fpwJ; c']fSila tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w

epiyapy; kl]Lnk me;jj; njly; ,Uf;fpwJ. tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w epiyjhd; me;jj; njliy

cUthf;FfpwJ.

Mk/; ugpah TWtJ rhpjhd;. cs;ns xsp ,y;iy – cs;ns xspa[k; czh]t[k]

,y;yhjjpdhy] eP';fs; btspna njof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ btspna

mjpfj; bjspthf ,Ug;gJnghy; njhd;WfpwJ.

ek;Kila g[yd;fs; vy;yhk; btspnehf;fpna ,Uf;fpd;wd. fz;fs;

btspna jpwf;fpd;wd/ iffs; btspna efh;fpd;wd/ tphpfpd;wd/ fhy;fs;

btspg;g[wkhf efh;fpd;wd/ fhJfs; btspr;rg]j';fis/ Xirfisf; nfl;fpd;wd.

c';fSf;F vitbay;yhk; vspjhff; fpilf;fpd]wdnth mit vy;yhk; btsp

nehf;fpna jpwf]fpd;wd; Ik;g[yd;fSk; btspnehf;fpna efh;fpd;wd. eP';fs; m';F

njl Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs; - eP';fs; fhz;fpd;w ,lj;jpy;/ czh;fpd;w/ bjhLfpd;w ,lj;jpy;.

ek; g[yd;fspd; xsp btspna tpGfpwJ/ Mdhy; njLgth; cs;ns ,Uf;fpwhh;.

,e;j ,uz;L gphpt[fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;sg;gl ntz;Lk;. njLgth; cs;ns

,Uf;fpwhh; - Mdhy; btspna xsp ,Ug;gjdhy;/ njLgth; btspna jkf;F epiwt[

juf]Toa Vnjh xd;iwf; fz;Lgpof;Fk; Kaw;rpapy;/ xU Fwpf;nfhis mila[k;

nehf;Fld; bray;gl Muk;gpf;fpwhh;. mJ vg;bghGJk; epfHg;nghtjpy;iy. mJ

vg;bghGJk; epfH]e;jjpy;iy. tp#a';fspd; ,ay]gpnyna mt;thW epfH KoahJ/

Vbdd;why; njLgtiu eP';fs; fz;Lgpoj;jhy; md;wp/ c';fs; njly;fs; vy;yhnk

mh;j;jkw;wit. eP';fs; ahh; vd;gij eP';fs; bjhpe;J bfhz;lhy; md;wp/ eP';fs;

njLgit aht[nk gadw;wit/ Vbdd;why; c';fSf;Fj; njLgtiuj; bjhpahJ.

njLgth; ahbud;W bjhpahky] eP';fs; vt;thW rhpahd jpirapy;/ rhpahd

ghpkhzj;jpy; bry;y Koa[k;> mJ ,ayhjJ. mog;gil tp#a';fs] Kjypy;

ftdpf;fg]gl ntz;Lk;.

mjdhy; ,e;j ,uz]L tp#a';fs; kpft[k; Kf;fpakhdit. Kjypy;/

c';fSila Fwpf;nfhs; vd;dbtd;gij c';fSf;F Kw;wpYk; bjspthf;F';fs;.

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btWknd ,Ul;Lf;Fs;ns jl;Lj; jLkhwpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fhjPh;fs;. Fwpf;nfhspd;

kPJ c';fSila ftdj;ij brYj]J[';fs;: eP';fs; cz;ikapy; vijj;

njof]bfhz]L ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;> Vbdd;why; rpy rka';fspy; eP';fs; xd;iw

tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; kw;bwhd;iwj; njof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ mjdhy; eP';fs;

btw;wpbgw;why; Tl eP';fs; epiwtila khl;Oh;fs;. btw;wp bgw;w kdpjh;fis eP';fs;

ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> mijtpl bghpa njhy;tpfis ntW v';fhtJ c';fshy] fhz

Koa[kh> btw;wpiag; nghd;W btw;wp bgWtJ vJt[kpy;iy vd;w gHbkhHpia eP';fs;

nfl;oUf;fpwPh;;fs;. mJ Kw;wpYk; jtwhdJ. ehd; c';fsplk; Tw tpUk;g[fpnwd;/

btw;wpiag; nghy; njhy;tpa[WtJ vJt[kpy;iy. me;jg; gHbkhHp Kl;lhs;fshy;

cUthf;fg;gl;oUf;f ntz;Lk;. ehd; kWgoa[k; TWfpnwd;: btw;wpiag; nghy;

njhy;tpa[WtJ vJt[kpy;iy.

khkd;dh; mbyf;!hz;lh; cyif btw;wp bfhz;ltuhf khwpa me]j jpdk]/

jd;Dila miwapd; fjt[fis milj;Jtpl;L mHj;Jt';fpdhh; vd;W Twg;gLfpwJ.

mJ cz;ikahf epfH]e;jjh ,y;iyah vd;gJ vdf;Fj; bjhpahJ/ Mdhy; mth;

rpwpjsntDk] mwpt[j]jpwd] cilatuhf ,Ue;jpUg;ghuhapd;/ mJ epfH]e;jpUf;f

ntz;Lk;. mtUila jsgjpfs; kpft[k; FHk;gpg; nghapdh;:

vd;d neh]e]jJ> mbyf;!hz;lh; mGJ mth;fs] ghh;j;jnjapy;iy. mth; me]j

khjphpahd kdpjh; my;y; mth; khbgUk; nghh; tPuh;. mtiu mth;fs; kpft[k]

beUf;foahd epiyfspy;/ thH;t[ kpft[k; mghafukhdjhf ,Ue;j/ kuzk;

kpft[k; mz;ikapy; ,Ue;j NH;epiyfspy] ghh;j;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;/ mg]bghGJ

xU Jsp fz;zPh;Tl mth; fz;fspy; ,Ue;J btsptUtij mth;fs;

fz;ljpy;iy. mth] JzptpHe;J/ ek;gpf;if ,He;J ,Ue]j xU fzj;ij

mth;fs; ghh;j;jnjapy;iy. ,g;bghGJ mtUf;F vd;d Mapw;W..... mth;

btw;wpbgw;wpUf;Fk; bghGJ/ mth; cyfpd; khkd;duhfp ,Uf;fpd;w bghGJ>

mth;fs; fjitj; jl;otpl]L cs;ns brd;W nfl;lhh;fs;/ “vd;d Mapw;W

c';fSf;F> Vd] xU FHe;ijiag] nghy; mGfpwPh;fs;>”

mth; Twpdhh;/ “,g;bghGJ ehd; btw;wp mile]Jtpl;ljhy;/ ,J xU njhy;tp

vd;gij mwpfpnwd;. cyif bty;y ntz;Lk; vd;fpd]w ,e]j klj;jdj;ij

ehd; Muk;gpj;jbghGJ ve;j ,lj;jpy; ehd; ,Ue;njndh/ mnj ,lj;jpy;jhd;

ehd; ,g;bghGJk; ,Uf;fpnwd;. ,e;j tp#ak; vdf;F ,g;bghGJ

bjspthfptpl;lJ/ Vbdd;why;/ bty;tjw;F ,dp ntW ve;j cyfKkpy;iy;

,y;iybadpy;/ ehd; me]jg] gazj;jpnyna ,Ue;jpUf;f Koa[k;. ehd;

kw;bwhU cyif bty;y Muk;gpj;jpUf;f Koa[k;. ,g;bghGJ bty;tjw;F

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ntW ve;j cyfKkpy;iy/ ,g;bghGJ bra;tjw;F ntW vJt[k; ,y;iy –

jpObud;W ehd; vd;dplnk jpUk]gp te;J nrh;e;Js;nsd;.”

btw;wp bgw;w xU kdpjh] vg;bghGJnk ,Wjpapy; jd;dplnk jpUk]gp te;J

nrh;fpwhh;/ mjd] gpwF mth; eufj;jpd; ntjidfis mDgtpf;fpwhh;/ Vbdd;why;/

mth; jk; thH;ehs; KGtija[nk tPzoj;Jtpl;lhh;. mth; ePz]l fhykhf

njof]bfhz]nlapUe]jhh;/ jd;dplk] ,Ue]j midj;ija[k; gizak; itj;jpUe]jhh;.

,g;bghGJ btw;wpahsuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;/ Mdhy; mtUila ,jak; fhypahf

,Uf;fpd]wJ/ mtUila Md;kh mh;j;jkw;wjhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ m';F ve;j eWkzKk;

,y;iy/ ve;j Mde]jKkpy]iy.

Mifahy; eP';fs; vijj; njLfpwPh;fs; vd;gijj; Jy]ypakhfj] bjhpe;J

bfhs;tJjhd; Kjy; goahFk;. ehd; mjid typa[Wj;Jfpnwd; - Vbdd;why; eP';fs]

njLk; bghUspd; kPJ c']fSila ghh;it epiybgwg;bgw/ me;jg; bghUs; kiwa

Muk;gpf;fpwJ. c']fSila ghh;it KGtJk; epiybgw;W ,Uf;Fk]bghGJ/

jpObud;W njLtjw;F vJt[nkapy;iy; clnd c';fSila fz]fs] c';fis

nehf]fpj] jpUk;g Muk]gpf]fpd]wd. njLtjw;F ve;jg; bghUSk; ,y;yhjbghGJ/

vy;yhg; bghUs;fSnk kiwe;Jtpl;l bghGJ/ m']F btWik ,Uf;fpwJ. me;j

btWikapy; jhd] epiykhw;wk] ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ cs;nehf;fpj; jpUk;g[jy] ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

jpObud;W eP';fs] c';fisg] ghh;f;f Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. ,g;bghGJ njLtjw;F

vJt[kpy;iy/ Mdhy; njLgtiu mwpe]J bfhs]s ntz]Lk] vd]fpd]w xU g[jpa Mir

vGfpwJ.

njLtjw;F VnjDk; xd;W ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; cyfg]gw]Ws]s kdpjh;.

njLtjw;F vJt[nk ,y;iybadpy;/ “ahh; ,e;jj; njLgth;>” vd;fpd;w nfs;tp

c';fSf;F Kf;fpakhdjhf khwptpl;lbjdpy;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs;

Md]kPfj]jd]ika[ilath]]. ehd; cyfg;gw;Ws;sth;fisa[k; Md]kPfj]jd]ik

cilath]fisa[k; ,t;thWjhd; tiuaWf;fpnwd;. eP';fs; ,d;dKk; VnjDk]

xd;iwj; njof; bfhz;oUf]fpwPh]fs] vd]why; - mJ kWikapnyh/ kW fiuapnyh/

Rth;f;fj;jpnyh vd;whYk; mJ ve;j tpj;jpahrj;ija[k; Vw;gLj;Jtjpy;iy – eP';fs;

,d;dKk; cyfg;gw;W cilath;jhd;. [vy;yhj] njLjYk]] epd;Wtpl;lbjdpy;/ ,dp

bjhpe;J bfhs;tjw;F xnu xU tp#ak;jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W jpObud]W eP';fs;

czh;e]J bfhz]Oh]fs] vd]why; - “vd;Ds;ns ,Uf;fpd;w ,e;jj; njLgtd; ahh;>

njliy tpUk;g[fpd;w ,e;j rf;jp vJ> ehd; ahh;>”- mg;bghGJ xU KGikahd

epiykhw;wk; Vw;gLfpwJ.]box vy;yh kjpg;gPLfSnk jpObud;W khwptpLfpd;wd.

eP';fs; cs;nehf;fp efu Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. gpwF jd;Ds]ns jd]Dila Md;khtpd]

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,Uspy; v';nfh bjhiyj]Jtpl]l Crpia ,dp ugpah rhiyapy] mkh]e;J

njof]bfhz]L ,Ug]gJ ,y;iy.

eP';fs; cs;nehf;fp efu Mukgpj;Jtpl;lhy; . . . Muk;gj;jpy; m']F kpft[k;

,Ul;lhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ – ugpah TWtJ rhpjhd;/ mJ kpf kpf ,Ul;lhf ,Uf;fpd;wJ.

Vbdd;why; gy b$d;k';fshf eP';fs; cs;ns brd;wnjapy;iy/ c';fSila

fz;fs; btspa[yfpd; kPnj ghh;itia brYj;jpapUf;fpd;wd. eP';fs; ,ij

ftdpj;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> ,ij czh]e]jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> rpy rka';fspy; eP']fs]

rhiyapy; ,Ue;J cs;ns EiHa[k] bghGJ/ Nhpadpd] xsp kpFe]J ,Uf;fpw/ Nhpad]

btg;gj;Jld;/ gsPbud;w xspa[ld; ,Uf]fpd]w ,lj]jpypUe]J jpObud;W eP';fs;

miwapDs;ns my;yJ tPl;oDs]ns EiHa[k; bghGJ m';F kpft[k; ,Ul;lhf

,Uf;fpd;wJ - Vbddpy; tpHpfs; mjpfkhd btspg]g[w xspf]F jFe;j epiyapy;

,Uf;fpd]wd. xsp mjpfkhf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ fUtpHpapy; cs;s Jthu']fs] RU';fp

tpLfpd]wd. ,Uspy; me;jj; Jthu';fs; tphptila ntz;Lk;; ,Uspy; rw;W bghpa

Jthuk; njitg;gLfpwJ. btspr;rj;jpy;/ rpwpa Jthuk; nghJkhdJ. mt;thWjhd;

nfkuh bray;gLfpwJ/ mt;thWjhd; c';fSila fz;fSk; bray;gLfpd;wd;

kdpjDila fz;fspd; mikg;igr; rhh;e;nj nfkuh cUthf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ.

Mifahy; jpObud;W eP';fs; btspapypUe;J cs;ns tUk; bghGJ/

c';fSila brhe;j tPnl ,Ul;lhfj; bjhpfpwJ. Mdhy;/ eP';fs; rpwpJ neuk;

mkh;e;jpUe;jhy;/ bky]y bky]y me;j ,Us; kiwfpwJ. m';F mjpf btspr]rkhf

,Uf]fpwJ; c';fSila fz;fs; cs;ns ,Uf;Fk; xspf;Fj; jFe;jthW

bghUe;Jfpd;wd. bjhlh]e]J gy b$d;k';fshf/ eP';fs; btspna/ btg;gkhd Nhpa

xspapy; ,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs]/ ,e;j cyfj;jpy; ,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ Mifahy;/ eP']fs;

cs;ns bry]Yk] bghGJ/ vt;thW cs;ns EiHtJ/ c';fSila ghh]itia

vt;thW khw]wpaikg]gJ vd;gij eP';fs; Kw;wpYk] kwe;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. jpahdk; vd;gJ

c';fSila ghh;itia khw;wpaikg;gJ/ c';fSila ghh;f;Fk; fUtpia/

c';fSila fz;fis/ xspf;Fj; jFe;jthW khw;wp mikj;J bghUe]JkhW

bra;tjd;wp ntbwJt[kpy;iy.

,ijj;jhd; ,e;jpahtpy; c';fSila \d;whtJ fz; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhh;fs;.

mJ v';nfh ,Uf;fpd]w cz;ikahd fz; my;y/ mJ xU bghUe;JkhW khw]wg]gl]l

mikg;g[/ c';fs; nehf;fpd; Kw;wpYk; khWgl;l mikg;ghFk;. Toa tpiutpy] me;j

,Us; ,dp ,Ul;lhf ,y;iy. xU bky;ypa/ ,Uis kiwf;Fk; xspia czu

Muk]gpf]fpwPh]fs]. eP';fs; bjhlh]e]J cs;nsna ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jhy; - ,jw;Fr;

rpwpJ fhyk] MFk; - bky;y bky]y/ gog;goahf/ cs;ns xU mHfhd xspia czu

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Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. mJ Nhpaidg; nghd;W jhf;Fk; xspay;y; mJ epyhtpidg;

nghd;wJ. mJ Trr] bra;tjpy;iy/ gsPbud;W kpfg; gpufhrkhf kpd;Dtjpy;iy/ mJ

kpft[k; FSikahf ,Uf;fpd;wJ. mJ btg;gj]Jld] ,y;iy/ mJ fUiza[ld;/

MWjyspg;gjha; ,Uf;fpwJ/ mJ xU neha; jPh;f;Fk; kUe;J.

Toa tpiutpy;/ eP';fs; cs; xspf;F gHfptpl;l bghGJ/ eP';fns jhd;

gpwg]gplk] vd;gij eP';fs] g[hpe;J bfhs;tPh;fs;. njLgth; jhd; njlg;gl;l bghUs;

Mthh;. mg;bghGJ bghf;fp#k; c';fSf;Fs;nsna ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gij eP';fs]

fhz;gPh;fs;/ nkYk]/ gpur;rid KGtJnk mij eP';fs; btspapy; njof;bfhz;L

,Ue;jJ jhd;. eP';fs; mjid btspapy; v';nfh njof;bfhz;oUe;jPh;fs;/ Mdhy] mJ

vg;bghGJnk c';fSf;Fs;nsna ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ. mJ vg;bghGJnk ,']F

c';fSf;Fs;nsna ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ. eP'fs; jtwhd jpirapy; njof;bfhz;L

,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ mt;tst[jhd;*

midj]Jk]/ ntW xUtUf;F ve]j mst[ vspjhf fpilf;ff;Toa epiyapy]

,Uf;fpd;wdnth/ mnj mst[ c';fSf;Fk] vspjhf fpilf;ff;Toa epiyapy]

,Uf;fpd;wd/ xU g[j;jh]/ xU ghy;-n#k;/ xU nkh!!;/ xU KfkJtpw;Ff; ve]j

mstpw]F midj]Jk] vspjhf fpilf;ff]Toajhf ,Ue]jJnth mnj mst[.

midj]Jnk c';fSf;F vspjhf fpilf;ff;Toa epiyapy] ,Uf;fpd;wd/ Mdhy;

eP';fs;jhd; jtwhd jpirapy; njof;bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. me;jg; bghf;fp#j;ijg;

bghWj;jtiuapy]/ eP';fs; g[j;jiutpl/ KfkJittpl VH]ikahdth] my;y - ,y;iy/

flt[s; xU ViH kdpjidg; gilj;jnjapy;iy. mJ elg;gjpy;iy – mJ elf;ft[k;

,ayhJ/ Vbdd;why; flt[s; jd;Dila tsj]ijf; bfhz;L c';fisg; gilf;fpwhh;.

flt[s; vt;thW xU ViH kdpjidg; gilf;f Koa[k;> eP';fs; mtUila epiwe;J

tHpe;njhLjy;; eP';fs] ,aw]ifapd; Xh] m';fk;. eP';fs; vt;thW ViHahf ,Uf;f

Koa[k;> eP';fs; tskpf;fth;/ mstpl Koahj tsKilath; - ,aw;ifapd; mstpw;nf

tskhdth;.

Mdhy; eP';fs; jtwhd jpirapy; njof;bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. me;j jpir

jtwhdJ. mjdhy; jhd; eP';fs; jtwtpl;Lf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. ,t]thW

,Ug]gjdhy; eP';fs; thH;tpy; btw;wpbgw khl;Oh;fs; vd;W mh;j;jkpy;iy – eP';fs;

btw;wp bgwKoa[k;. ,Ug;gpDk; eP';fs; njhy;tpa[w;wtuhfnt ,Ug;gPh;fs;. c';fSf;F

vJt[k; epiwt[ mspf;fg; nghtjpy;iy. Vbdd;why;/ cs;ns ,Uf;Fk; me;jg;

bghf;fp#j;Jld;/ me;j cs; xspa[ld;/ cs;ns ,Uf;Fk; me;jg; nguhde;jj;Jld;

xg;gplf;Toa vija[k; btsp cyfpy; mila KoahJ.

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jd;id mwpe;J bfhs;Sjy; MH;e;j jd;id mwpe;J bfhs;Sjy; MH;e;j jd;id mwpe;J bfhs;Sjy; MH;e;j jd;id mwpe;J bfhs;Sjy; MH;e;j xUikapy] xUikapy] xUikapy] xUikapy] kl;Lnk rhj;jpakhFk;.kl;Lnk rhj;jpakhFk;.kl;Lnk rhj;jpakhFk;.kl;Lnk rhj;jpakhFk;. rhjhuzkhf

ek;ikg; gw;wp ehk; mwpe;jpUg]gJ vy]yhk]/ ek;ikg; gw;wpa gpwUila mgpg;gpuha';fs;.

mth;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;/ “eP';fs; ey;yth;”/ mg;bghGJ/ ehk; ey;yth; vd;W ehk;

vz;qfpnwhk;. mth;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;/ “eP';fs; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;”/ mg;bghGJ/

ehk; mHfhf ,Ug;gjhf vz;qfpnwhk;. mth;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;/ “eP';fs; bfl;lth;”

my;yJ “eP';fs; mHfw]wth;”. . . gpwh; ek;ikg; gw;wp vd;d TwpdhYk;/ ehk; mij

nrfhpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpnwhk;. mJnt ek;Kila Ra-milahskhf khWfpd;wJ.

mJ Kw;wpYk; bgha;ahdJ. Vbddpy]/ ntW ahUk] c';fis mwpe;J bfhs;s

KoahJ – eP';fs;/ c';fisj; jtpu/ ntW ahUk]/ eP';fs; ahh; vd;gij mwpe;J

bfhs;s KoahJ. mth;fs; rpy nfhz';fis kl;Lk; mwpthh;fs;/ me;j nfhz';fs;

kpft[k; nknyhl;lkhdit. mth;fs; fz neunk epiyj;jpUf;ff;Toa kd epiyfis

kl]Lnk mwpthh;fs;; mth;fshy; c';fSila ikaj;jpw]Fs; CLWt KoahJ.

c']fSila nerj]jpw]Fhpatuhy]Tl c';fSila ikaj;jpw]Fs; CLWt KoahJ.

m']F eP';fs; Kw;wpYk; xUikapy] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ m';F kl;Lnk eP';fs; ahh; vd;gJ

c']fSf]Fj] bjhpa tUk].

[kf;fs; j';fSila thH;f;if KGtija[k; mLj;jth;fs; TWtij ek;gpna/

mLj;jth;fisr] rhh;e;nj thH;fpwhh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; gpwUila mgpg;uha';fs;

Fwpj]J kf;fs; kpft[k; gag;gLfpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; eP';fs; bfl;lth; vd;W vz]zpdhy]/

eP';fs; bfl;ltuhf khWfpwPh;fs;. mth;fs; c';fis fz]ldk] bra]jhy;/

c';fisna eP';fs; fz]ldk] bra]a Muk]gpf]fpwPh;fs;.]Box mth;fs; c';fisg; ghtp

vd;W Twpdhy;/ eP';fs; Fw;w czh;t[ bfhs;s Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. mth;fSilna

mgpg;uha';fisr; rhh;e;J eP';fs; ,Uf;f ntz;o ,Ug;gjhy;/ vg;bghGJk]

mth;fSila fUj]Jf]fSf]F Vw;wthnw eP';fs; bray]gl ntz;Lk;; ,y;iybadpy]

mth;fs; j';fSila mgpg;gpuha';fis khw;wpf; bfhs;thh;fs;. ,J xU

moikj;jdj;ij/ xU kpf El]gkhd moikj;jdj;ij Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. eP';fs; ey;yth;/

nghw;wj; jf;fth;/ mHfhdth;/ mwpt[j]jpwd] cilath; vd;W mwpag;gl

ntz;Lbkd;why;/ eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk eP';fs; rhh;e;jpUf;Fk; kf;fSld; xj;Jg; nghf

ntz;Lk;/ mth]fSf]F tpl;Lf; bfhLf;f ntz;Lk;.

mg;bghGJ kw;Wk] xU gpur;rid vGfpwJ. kf;fs; epiwag; ngh; ,Ug;gjdhy;/

mth;fs; gy;ntW tpjkhd mgpg;uha';fis c';fs; kdjpw;Fs; g[Fj]Jfpwhh;fs; -

Kuz;gl;l mgpg;uha';fisa[k; Tl. xU mgpg;uhak; kw;bwhd;wpypUe;J Kuz;gLfpwJ;

Mifahy; c';fSf;Fs]ns xU bgU';FGg;gk; ,Uf;fpwJ. xUth; eP';fs; kpFe;j

mwpt[j]jpwd] cilath; vd;fpwhh;/ kw;bwhUth; eP';fs; kilah; vd;fpwhh;. vt;thW

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KobtLg;gJ> mjdhy; eP';fs; gpst[gl;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fisg; gw;wpna eP';fs;

re;njfk; bfhs;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; ahh; vd;gJ Fwpj]J . . . xU jLkhw;wk;. ,e;jr] rpf;fy]

kpfg] bghpaJ Vbdd]why] c';fisr; Rw;wp Mapuf;fzf;fhd kf;fs; ,Uf]fpd]whh]fs].

eP';fs; epiwag; ngUld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;fpwPh;fs;/ mth;fs; midtUk; c';fs;

kdjpw;Fs; j';fsJ fUj;Jf;fisg] g[Fj;Jfpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; ahUf;Fk; c';fisj;

bjhpahJ – c';fSf;nf Tl c']fisj] bjhpahJ -- mjdhy; ,e;jf; fUj;Jr]

nrfhpg;g[f;fs; vy;yhk; c';fSf;Fs;ns jhWkhwhff; FHk;gpa epiyapy] ,Uf;fpd;wd.

,J xU igj;jpakhf;Fk; NH;epiyahFk;. c';fSf;Fs;ns epiwa Fuy;fs;

,Uf;fpd;wd. eP';fs; ahbud;gij eP';fs; nfl;Fk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ gy gjpy;fs; tUk;.

rpy gjpy;fs; c';fspd] jhahUilajhf ,Uf;Fk;/ rpy gjpy;fs; c';fspd]

je]ija[ilajhf ,Uf;Fk;/ rpy gjpy;fs; c';fspd] MrphpaUilajhf ,Uf;Fk;/ ,J

nghd]W gy gjpy]fs]. vJ rhpahd gjpy; vd;gijj; jPh;khdpg]gJ ,ayhjJ. vt;thW

jPh;khdpg;gJ> mjw;F cjt[k; bewpKiwfs; vd;d> ,';F jhd; kdpjd; tpil

bjhpahky; jtpf;fpwhd;. ,J jd;id-mwpahik.

Mdhy; eP';fs; gpwiur; rhh;e;J ,Ug;gjdhy;/ eP';fs; xUikapDs; bry;y

gag;gLfpwPh]fs] - Vbdd;why; eP';fs; xUikapDs; bry;yj; Jt';fpa me;jf; fznk

c';fisna eP';fs; ,He;J tpLtPh;fnsh vd;W kpft[k; gag;gl Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;.

Kjpypy] vz;zpg;ghh;f;Fkplj;J/ c';fSf]nf eP';fs; ahh] vd]gJ bjhpatpy;iy/

Mdhy; gpwUila mgpg;uha';fisf] bfhz]L “ehd;” vd;W vij eP';fs; cUthf;fp

,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh/ mjida[k; tpl;Ltpl ntz;oapUf;Fk;. Mifahy;/ cs;ns bry]tJ

kpft[k; gaKWj;Jtjhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ. eP';fs; vt;tst[ MHkhfr; bry;fpwPh;fnsh/

me]j mstpw]F eP';fs; ahbud;gJ c';fSf;F Fiwthfj;jhd; bjhpfpwJ.

cz;ikapy; jd;id–mwpjiy nehf;fp eP';fs; bry;Yk; bghGJ/ mJ epfH]tjw]F

Kd;dh;/ ‘ehd;’ vd;gJ gw;wpa c';fSila vy;yhf; fUj;Jf;fisa[nk eP';fs;

tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk;. m']F xU btw]wplk] ,Uf;Fk;; xU tpjkhd btWik ,Uf;Fk;.

eP';fs; milahskw;wtuhf khWtPh;fs;. jhd] ahbud]gJ Kw;wpYk; g[hpahj epiyapy]

eP';fs] ,Ug;gPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; c';fSf;F bjhpe;j vJt[nk ,g;bghGJ

bghUj;jkhdjhf ,y;iy/ bghUj]jkhdJ vJnth mij ,d;dKk; eP';fs] mwpe]J

bfhs]stpy;iy.

fpwp!;jt bka;a[zh;thsh;fs; ,jid “Md;khtpd; ,Uz;l ,ut[” vd;W

Fwpg;gpLfpwhh;fs;. ,J flf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;. ,jid eP';fs; fle;Jtpl;Oh]fs] vd]why;/

m';F tpoay; ,Uf;fpd]wJ. Nhpad; vGfpwJ/ xUth; Kjd;Kjyhf jhd] ahh] vd]gij

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mwpfpwhh]. Nhpadpd; Kjy; fjphpnyna midj]Jk] epiwt[ bgw;WtpLfpwJ.

mjpfhiyapy; gwitfspd; Kjy; ghly;fspy] midj]Jk] milag;gLfpwJ.

ghrh']F mw]wtuhf ghrh']F mw]wtuhf ghrh']F mw]wtuhf ghrh']F mw]wtuhf ,U';fs;,U';fs;,U';fs;,U';fs;

cz;ik epiy vd;gJ ghrh']fw]w epiy – cz;ikahf ,Uj;jy;/ nghypahf

,y;yhky; ,Uj;jy;/ Kfj;jpiufisg; gad;gLj;jhky; ,Uj;jy;. c';fSila

cz;ikahd Kfk; vJthapDk;/ mijf] fhz;gpa[';fs]/ mjw;F vd;d tpiy

bfhLf;f nehpoDk].

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ mjw;F eP';fs; kw;wth;fSila Kfj;jpiufis mfw]w

ntz;Lk; vd;W mh;j;jk; ,y;iy; mth;fs; j';fSila bgha;fspy] kfpH]r]rpa[ld]

,Ue;jhy;/ mJ mth;fs; jPh;khdpj;Jf; bfhs;s ntz;oa tp#ak;. eP';fs; brd;W

ahUila Kfj;jpiuiaa[k; mfw]whjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ kf;fs; ,t;thWjhd;

rpe;jpf;fpwhh;fs; -- mth;fs;/ jh';fs; cz;ikahdtuhf/ ghrh']fw]wtuhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;W brhy;fpwhh;fs]; Mdhy]/ jh';fs; brd;W midtiua[k; Kw;wpYk;

btspg;gilahf ,Uf;f itf;f ntz;Lk; vd;w mh;j;jj;jpy; mth;fs] ,t;thW

brhy;fpwhh;fs] - “eP';fs; Vd] c';fSila cliy kiwf;fpwPh;fs]> ,e;j Milfs;

njitapy;iy”. mt]thW ,y;iy. jat[ bra;J epidtpy; ita[';fs;. c';fSf;F

cz;ikahf ,U';fs;. cyfpy; ntW ahiua[k; rPh;jpUj;Jtjw;F eP';fs;

njitapy;iy. c';fis eP';fs; tsh]j]Jf]bfhs]s Koe;jhy;/ mJnt nghJkhdJ.

[eP';fs; rPh;jpUj;jthjpahf ,Uf;fhjPh]fs]/ eP';fs; gpwUf;Ff; fw;Wj;ju

Kaw;rpf;fhjPh]fs]/ gpwiu khw;wt[k] Kaw;rpf;fhjPh]fs]. eP';fs]eP';fs]eP';fs]eP';fs] khwpdhy;/ mJnt

nghJkhd bra;jpahFk;. ]box matter

ghrh']fw]wtuhf ,Uj;jy; vd;gjw]F vg;bghGJk; c';fSila ,aw]ifahd

jd]ikf]F eP';fs; cz;ikahf ,Uj;jy; vd;W bghUs]. vt;thW bjhlh]e]J

cz;ikahf ,Ug;gJ> \d;W tp#a';fis epidtpy] bfhs]s ntz;Lk;. xd;W/

vg;bghGJk;/ ahUf;Fk]/ c';fis ahh] vt]thW ,Uf;fr] brhy]fpwhh]fs] vd]gjw]F

brtp rha;f;fhjPh;fs]. vg;bghGJk; c';fSila cs]shh]e]j FuYf]F/ eP';fs]

vd;dthf ,Uf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs; vd;gjw]F brtp rha[';fs]; ,y;iybadpy]

c';fSila thH;f;if KGtJk] tPzof;fg;gLk;. c';fSila jha] eP';fs;

bghwpapay; ty;Ydh; Mf ntz;Lbkd]W tpUk;g[fpwhh;/ c';fSila je]ij eP';fs;

kUj;Jth; Mf ntz;Lbkd]W tpUk;g[fpwhh;. c';fSf;nfh ftp"h] Mtjw]F tpUg;gk;.

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vd;d bra;tJ> Mkhk;/ jha] vz;qtJ rhpjhd;. Vbdd;why; bghwpapay; ty;Yduhf

,Ug;gJ bghUshjhuk] kpf]fJ/ mjpf tUkhdj]jpw]F cjt[tJ. je]ij TWtJk;

rhpjhd;; kUj;Jtuhf ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ re;ijapy; xU ey;y thzpfg]bghUshf

,Ug;gjhFk;/ mjw;Fr] re;ijapy; ey;y kjpg;g[ cs;sJ. xU ftp"h]> c';fSf;Fg;

igj;jpak; gpoj;Jtpl;ljh> eP';fs; gpj;Jg; gpoj;jtuh> ftp"h;fs; rgpf;fg;gl;lth;fs;

Mth;. ahUk; mth;fis tpUk;g[tjpy;iy. mth;fSf;F ve;jj; njita[kpy;iy; ,e;j

cyfk; ftpijfs; ,d;wp ,Uf;f Koa[k; - ftpijfs; ,y;iybad;gjhy; kl;Lnk ve;jg;

gpur;rpida[k; te;JtplhJ. bghwpapay; ty;Yeh;fs; ,d]wp ,e;j cyfk; ,Uf;f

KoahJ; cyfpw;Fg; bghwpahsh;fs; njit. eP';fs] njitg]gLgtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/

eP';fs; kjpg;g[ kpf;fth; Mf ,Uf]fpd]wPh;fs;. eP';fs; njitaw;wtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/

c';fSf;F ve;j kjpg;g[kpy;iy.

Mdhy; c';fSf;F ftp"uhf ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gbkd;why;/ xU ftp"uhf

,U';fs;. eP';fs; fLk; tWikapy; ,Uf;fyhk; - ey;yJ. eP';fs; ftp"uhf ,Ug;gjd]

\yk] bghpa bry;te;juhf khwhky; ,Uf;fyhk;. Mdhy; mijg; gw;wpf; ftiy

bfhs]shjPh;fs;. Vbdd;why;/ mjw]F khwhf eP';fs; bghpa bghwpapay] ty]Yduhf

khwyhk;/ epiwag; gzk; rk;ghjpf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; c';fSf;F vg;bghGJnk ve;j

epiwt[k] ,Uf;fhJ. eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk V';fpf; bfhz;L ,Ug;gPh;fs;. c';fSila

cs]shh]e]j ,aw]if xU ftp"uhf ,Ug]gjw]F V';fpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;.

ehd; nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpnwd;/ xU kpfg;bghpa tp";"hdp/ nehgy; ghpR bgw;w xU

mWit rpfpr;ir epg[zh;/ mthplk; nfl;fg;gl;lJ/ “c';fSf;F nehgy; ghpR

tH';fg;gl;l bghGJ eP';fs; kpFe;j kfpH;r;rpa[ld; ,Ue;jjhfj; njhd]wtpy;iy. vd;d

fhuzk;>” mth; Twpdhh;/ “ehd] xU eldf; fiy"uhf ntz;Lbkd;Wjhd]

vg;bghGJnk tpUg;gg]gl]nld]. Kjypy;/ mWit rpfpr;ir epg[zuhf ntz;Lbkd;W

ehd; Mirg;glntapy;iy/ ,g;bghGJ epg[zuhdJ kl;Lkpd;wp/ kpf btw;wpfukhd

epg[zUk] Mfptpl;nld;/ Mdhy] ,J xU Rikahf ,Uf;fpd;wJ. ehd;

eldf;fiy"uhf kl;Lnk ,Uf]f tpUk;gpndd;/ Mdhy; ehd; ,g;bghGJ xU

nkhrkhd eldf; fiy"dhf ,Uf;fpnwd; - mJjhd; vd;Dila typ/ vd;Dila

kdntjid. ntW ahnuDk] eldkhLtijg] ghh;f;Fk; bghGbjy;yhk; ehd; kpft[k;

Jaukilfpnwd;/ mt;tst[ euf ntjidapy; ,Uf;fpnwd;. ,e;j nehgy; ghpir

itj;Jf; bfhz;L ehd; vd;d bra;a Koa[k]> vdf;F mJ xU eldkhf khw ,ayhJ;

mjdhy] vdf;F xU eldj;ij mspf]f KoahJ.”

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ c';fsJ cs;shh]e]j FuYf;F cz;ikahf ,U';fs;.

mJ c';fis mghaj]jpDs] miHj]Jr] bry]yyhk]; mg;bghGJ mghaj;jpDs;

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bry;Y';fs;/ Mdhy; c';fspd] cs;nsapUe;J tUk; FuYf;F cz;ikahf ,U';fs;.

mg;bghGJ/ c';fSf;Fs;ns epiwtile]j kfpH]r]rpapy] eP';fs; eldkhlf]Toa xU

ehs; tUtjw;fhd rhj;jpak] ,Uf;fpwJ.

vg;bghGJk; ftdkhf ,U';fs;: c';fSila ,aw]ifahd jd]ik jhd;

Kjd]ikahd tp#ak]. mLj;jth;fs; c';fisf; fl;Lg;gLj;jt[k]/ c';fisf;

ifahst[k] mDkjpf;fhjPh;fs; - nkYk] mth;fs; gyh]; midtUk; c';fis

fl]Lg]gLj]Jtjw]F jahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. midtUk; c';fis khw;Wtjw]Fj]

jahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs]/ midtUk]/ eP';fs; nfl;fhj xU tHpelj;jiy c';fSf;F

mspg]gjw]Fj] jahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs]. xt;bthUtUk; c';fSila thH;f;iff;F xU

tHpfhl;oia c';fsplk] mspf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy] tHpelj;Jgth; c';fSf]Fs]ns

,Uf;fpd;whh;/ c';fsplk;jhd; c';fSila thH;tpd; tphpthd jpl]lk] cs;sJ.

[ghrh']fw]wtuhf ,Uj;jy; vd;gjw;F/ jd]Dila ,aw]ifahd jd]ikf]F

xUth; vg]]bghGJk] cz;ikahf ,Uj;jy; vd;W bghUs]. mJ kpf/ kpf mghafukhd/

Fwpg;gplj;jf;f xU epfH;t[; mhpjhd kdpjh;fshy] kl;Lnk mijr] bra;a Koa[k;.

Mdhy; vg]bghGbjy]yhk] kf]fs] mt]thW ,Uf]fpd]whh]fnsh/ mg]bghGJ mth;fs;;

milfpd]whh]fs]. eP';fs; fw;gid bra;J ghh;f;f Koahj mst[ mg;gobahU mHif/

mg;gobahU epiwit/ mg;gobahU fk;gPuj]ij milfpd]whh]fs].] box matter

midtUk; mt;tst[ Vkhw]wj]Jld] fhzg;gLtjw;Ff; fhuzk;/ ahUnk

jk]Kila brhe]jf]FuYf;F brtp rha;j;jjpy;iy vd;gJjhd;. eP';fs; xU bgz;izj;

jpUkzk; bra;Jbfhs;s tpUk;gpdPh;fs;/ Mdhy; me;jg; bgz; xU Kfkjpah]/ eP';fs;

xU Qpe;J gpuhkzh;/ c';fSila bgw;nwhh; mjw;F mDkjpaspf;f khl;lhh;fs;.

rKjhak; mij Vw;Wf;bfhs;shJ/ mJ mghafukhdjhf ,Ue;jJ. me;jg; bgz;

ViHahf ,Ue;jhh;/ eP';fs; gzf;fhuh;. mjdhy;/ eP';fs; midtuhYk;

Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;gl;l/ Mdhy;/ c';fSila ,jaj;jpdhy; Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;glhj/

$hjpapy; Qpe;J gpuhkzuhd xU gzf]fhug] bgz;izj; jpUkzk; bra;J

bfhz;Oh;fs;. Mdhy;/ ,g;bghGJ eP';fs; xU mrp';fkhd thH;f;if thH]fpwPh;fs;.

,g;bghGJ eP';fs; tpiykhJf;fsplk; bry;fpwPh;fs; - Mdhy; tpiykhJf;fs; Tl

c';fSila Jd]gj]ijf] Fiwg]gjw]F cjtkhl]lhh]fs]; c';fs; thH;t[

KGtija[k]] eP';fs; tpgr;rhukhf;fp tpl;Oh;fs;. c';fs; thH;f;if KGtija[k]

eP';fs] tPzhf;fp tpl;Oh;fs;.

vg;bghGJk; cs;shh]e]j FuYf;Fr; brtprha[';fs;/ nkYk] ntW vjw]Fk]

brtprha]f]fhjPh;fs;. c';fisr; Rw;wp Mapuj;J xU Mir Vw;gLj;Jk;/ fth;e;jpGf;Fk;

bghUl;fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd/ Vbdd;why]/ epiwag; ngh; j';fSila bghUl;fis Rw;wpj;

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jphpe;J tpw;gid bra]J bfhz]oUf]fpwhh;fs;. ,e;j cyfk; xU m';fho/ ,']Fs]s

midtUk; j';fSila bghUl;fis c';fSf;F tpw;gid bra]tjpy; Mh;tkhf

,Uf;fpwhh]fs;. [xt]bthUtUk] xU tpw;gidahsh;jhd;. eP';fs; gy

tpw;gidahsh;fspd; Fuy]fSf;Fr] brtprha;j;jPh;fs; vd;why; eP';fs; igj;jpakhfp

tpLtPh;fs;. ahUf;Fk; brtprha;f;fhjPh;fs;. btWknd c';fSila fz;fis

\of;bfhz;L cs;spUe;J tUk; Fuiy ftdkhff; nfS';fs;]box jpahdk; vd;gJ

KGtJk] ,J gw;wpaJjhd;/ ek]Kila cs]shh]e;j Fuiyf] nfl;gJ/ ftdpg;gJjhd;.

,J jhd; Kjy; tp#ak;.

gpwF ,uz;lhtJ tp#ak; - eP';fs; Kjy; tp#aj;ijr; bra;jpUe;jhy; kl;Lnk

,uz;lhtJ rhj;jpakhFk; - vg;bghGJk] xU Kf\oia mzpahjPh;fs;. c';fSf;F

nfhgkhf ,Ue;jhy;/ nfhgkhf ,U';fs;. mJ mghafukhdJ/ Mdhy; mjw;fhfr;

rphpf;fhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mJ cz;ikf;Fg; g[wk;ghf ,Uj;jy; MFk]. nfhgk;

tUk]bghGJ g[d;difa[';fs; vd;W c';fSf;Ff; fw;Wj;jug;gl;oUf;fpwJ/ Mdhy;

mg;bghGJ c';fSila rphpg;g[ bgha;ahdjhfpwJ/ xU Kfj;jpiuahfpwJ – mJ

c';fsJ cjLfSf;F xU gapw;rpahf kl;Lnkad]wp ntbwJthft[k; ,Ug;gjpy;iy.

,jak; KGtJk; nfhgj]Jld]/ tp#j]Jld]/ Mdhy] cjLfs;; g[d;difa[ld;; eP';fs;

xU bgha;ahd epfH;thfpd]wPh;fs;.

gpwF kw]bwhU tp#aKk; elf;fpwJ; eP';fs; g[d]diff;f tpUk;g[k; bghGJ

c';fshy; g[d]diff]f KoahJ. Box [c';fsJ ,af;fk; KGtJk] jiyfPHhf

,Uf;fpd]wJ/ Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs; nfhgg;gl tpUk;gpa bghGJ eP';fs; nfhgkhf

,Uf;ftpy;iy; eP';fs; btWf;f tpUk;gpa bghGJ btWf;ftpy;iy. ,g;bghGJ

nerpf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;; jpObud;W me]j mikg]g[ ,a']ftpy]iy vd;gij eP';fs]

czh]fpwPh;fs.;] ,g;bghGJ eP']fs] g[d;diff;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;; Mdhy; eP';fs;

mjid gyte;jg;gLj;j ntz;oapUf;fpwJ. cz;ikahfnt c';fSila ,jak;

g[d;difahy] epiwe]J ,Uf;fpd;wJ/ eP';fs; tha;tpl;L gykhfr; rphpf;f

tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; c';fshy; rphpf;f Koatpy;iy. Vnjh xd]W ,jaj;jpy;

milf;fpwJ. Vnjh xd]W bjhz;ilapy; milf;fpwJ. me;jg; g[d;dif tUtjpy;iy/

mg;gona te;jhYk;Tl/ mJ kpft[k; k';fpa/ capuw;w xU g[d;difahf ,Uf;fpd;wJ.

mJ c';fis re;njh#g;gLj;Jtjpy;iy/ c';fSf;Fs; ,Ue;J me;j rphpg;g[

bfhg]gspg]gjpy]iy. c';fisr; Rw;wp xU xspahf mJ gpufhrkhf xsph]tjpy]iy.

eP';fs; nfhgg;gl tpUk;g[k;bghGJ/ nfhgkhf ,U';fs;. nfhgkhf ,Ug;gjpy;

ve;jj; jtWkpy;iy. eP';fs; rphpf;f tpUg]gg]gl]lhy;/ rphpa[';fs;. gykhfr; rphpg;gjpy;

ve;jj; jtWkpy;iy. Toa tpiutpy] c';fsJ mikg;g[ KGtJk; ,a';Ftijf;

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fhz;gPh;fs;. mJ ,a';Fk; bghGJ/ cz;ikapy;/ mjidr; Rw;wp xU bky;ypa

hP';fhuk; ,Uf;fpd]wJ. vy;yhk; ed;whf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ thfdk] xU bky;ypa xyp

vGg;g[tJ nghy; - me;j thfdj]ij nerpf;Fk; Xl;LeUf;F mg;bghGJ vy;yhk; ed;whf

bray]gLfpd]wJ vd;gJ bjhpa[k;. m';F xU ,irt[ld] xU']fpize]j mikg]g[

,Uf;fpd;wJ; me;j ,ae;jpu mikg;g[ ed;whfr; bray;gLfpwJ.

eP';fs; ,ijf; fhz Koa[k; - xUtUila ,af;fk; ed;whfr; bray;gLk;

bghGbjy;yhk; mtiur; Rw;wp me;j bky;ypa xypia eP';fs; czuyhk;. mth;

elf;fpwhh;/ Mdhy; mth; vLj;J itf;Fk; moapy; xU Js]sy] ,Uf;fpd]wJ. mth;

ngRfpwhh;/ Mdhy; mtUila brhw;fspy; xU Ez;zpa ftpeak; ,Uf;fpd]wJ. mth;

c';fisg; ghh;f;fpwhh]/ mg]bghGJ mth] cz;ikapnyna ghh;f;fpwhh;; mJ mf;fiw

mw]w ghh;it my;y/ mJ cz;ikahd Mh;tj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwJ; mth; c';fisj]

bjhLk]bghGJ cz;ikapnyna mth] c']fisj] bjhLfpwhh]; mtUila rf;jp

c';fs; clYf;Fs; tUtij/ xU caphpd; Xl;lk; ghpkhw;wk; bra;ag;gLtij eP';fs;

czu Koa[k; ... Vbdd;why; mtUila mikg]g[ ed;whfr; bray;gLfpwJ.

Kf\ofis mzpahjPh;fs;; ,y;iybadpy] eP';fs; c';fsJ ,aw;iff;F

khWgl;l ,af;fj;ij cUthf;FtPh;fs;/ eP';fs; c';fSila mikg]gpy] jilfis

Vw;gLj;JtPh;fs;. c';fSila clypy; gy jilfs; cs;sd. jd;Dila nfhgj;ij

mlf;fp itj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpd;w xU kdpjUf]F mtUila jhilfspy; jil

Vw;gLfpwJ. vy;yhf] nfhgKk]] jhil tiu tUfpwJ/ gpwF m']F epd;W tpLfpwJ.

mtUila iffs; mHfw;witahfp tpLfpd;wd; xU eldf;fiy"Uila

neh;j;jpahd mirt[fs; mtw]wpy] ,y;iy/ Vbdd;why; me;j nfhgk; tpuy;fs; tiu

tUfpd;wJ/ gpwF jLf;fg;gl;L tpLfpd;wJ. epidtpy; bfhs;S';fs;/ nfhgk; btspnaw

,uz;L tHpfs; cs;sd; xd;W gw;fs;/ kw;bwhd;W tpuy;fs;. vy;yh kpUf';fSnk/

nfhgj]Jld] ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ gw;fshy; c';fisf] fof;Fk; my;yJ iffshy;

c';fisf] fpHpf;f Muk;gpf;Fk;. mjdhy; ef';fSk; gw;fSk; nfhgk; btspnaWk;

,uz;L ,l';fshFk;.

nfhgk; kpft[k] mjpfkhf mlf;fp itf;fg;gLfpd;w ,lj]jpy] vy]yhk]/ m']F

kdpjh;fSf;F gw;fspy; nfhshW Vw]gLfpwJ vd;W vdf;F xU Iag;ghL cs;sJ.

mth;fSila gw;fs; rhpapy;yhky; nghfpd;wd. Vbdd;why; m';F mjpfkhd rf;jp

,Uf;fpd;wJ/ Mdhy; mJ btspnaw;wg;gLtnj ,y;iy. nfhgj;ij mlf;fp itf;fpd]w

ahUnk mjpfkhfr] rhg;gpLth; - nfhgf;fhuh;fs; vg;bghGJnk mjpfkhfr]

rhg;gpLthh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ mth;fSila gw;fSf;F rpwpJ gapw;rp njitg;gLfpwJ.

nfhgkhf ,Ug;gth;fs; mjpfkhfg] g[if gpog;ghh;fs;. nfhgkhf ,Ug;gth;fs;

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mjpfkhfg; ngRthh;fs; - mth;fs; ,iltplhJ ngRgth;fshf khwptplf]TLk;/

Vbdd;why;/ me;j rf;jp rpwpjsntDk] btspnaw]wg]gLtjw]fhf Vnjh xU tifapy;

me;jj; jhilf;Fg] gapw;rp njitg;gLfpwJ. nfhgkhd kdpjh;fSila iffs;

mHfw;witahf khwptpLk;. me;j rf;jp btspnaw]wg]gl]oUe;jhy;/ mit mHfhd

fu']fshf khwpapUf;ff]TLk].

eP';fs; vijnaDk; mlf;fp itj;jhy;/ me;j czh;t[f;F bjhlh]g[ila Vnjh

xU cWg;g[ clypy; ,Uf;fpd;wJ. eP';fs; mH tpUk;gtpy]iy vd]why;/ c';fSila

fz;fs; j';fspd] gsgsg;ig ,He;JtpLk;/ Vbdd;why; fz;zPh; njitg;gLfpwJ;

mit kpft[k; capnuhl;lKs;s xU epfH;t[. vg;bghGjhtJ xU Kiw eP';fs; fz;zPh;

tpl;L fjwp mGk;bghGJ - eP';fs; cz;ikapnyna mjw;Fs]ns brd;why;/ eP';fs;

mGifahfnt khwptpl]lhy;/ mg;bghGJ c';fSila fz;fspy; ,Ue;J fz;zPh;

tHpe]njhl Muk;gpj;jhy; - c';fSila fz;fs; Jha;ikg]gLj]jg]gLfpd;wd/

c';fSila fz;fs; kPz]Lk; ,sikahditahf/ g[j]jk]g[jpaitahf/ g[j;Jzh;t[

bgw]witahf khWfpd;wd.

mjdhy;jhd; bgz;fSf;F mjpf mHFila fz;fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd –

Vbdd;why; mth;fshy; ,d;dKk; mHKofpwJ. Mz;fs; j';fSila fz;fspd;

mHif ,He;J tpl;lhh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; Mz;fs; mHf;TlhJ vd;fpd;;w jtwhd fUj;J

mth;fsplk] ,Uf;fpd]wJ. xU ,sk] rpWtd; mGjhy;/ bgw;nwhh;fs; Tlr]

brhy;fpwhh;fs;/ “eP vd;d bra;fpwha;> bgz;gps;is nghy ele;J bfhs;fpwhah>” vd;d

Kl;lhs;jdk]* Vbdd;why; flt[s; Mz;/ bgz; - c';fs] ,UtUf;Fk;; - mnj fz;zPh;

Rug;gpfisf] bfhLj;jpUf;fpwhh]. Mz;fs; mHf;TlhJ vd;gjhf ,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/

mth;fSf;F fz;zPh; Rug;gpfns ,Ue;jpUf;fhJ. xU vspa fzf;F. bgz;fSf;F

,Uf;Fk; mnj tpfpjj;jpy; Mz;fSf;Fk; Vd; fz;zPh; Rug;gpfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd>

fz;fSf;Ff; fz;zPh; tpLjYk;/ mGifa[k; njitg;gLfpwJ/ c';fshy]

KGkdJld; fz;zPh; tpl]L mH Koa[k; vd;why; mJ cz;ikapnyna mHfhdJ.

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ KG kdJld; fz;zPh; tpl;L c';fshy] mH

Koahbjd;why;/ c';fshy; rphpf;ft[k; KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; mJjhd; kW JUtk;.

mH Kofpd;wth;fshy; rphpf;ft[k; Koa[k;; mH Koahj kdpjh;fshy; rphpf;ft[k;

KoahJ. rpy rka';fspy; eP';fs; FHe;ijfsplk; ,ij ftdpj;jpUf;fyhk;: mth;fs;

gykhf mjpfneuk; rphpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy;/ mH Muk;gpj]J tpLfpwhh;fs; -

Vbdd;why;/ mt]tpuz;L tp#a';fSk; ,ize;jit. fpuhk';fspy;/ jha]khh]fs;

j']fs] FHe;ijfsplk; brhy;tij ehd; nfl;oUf;fpnwd;/ “mjpfkhf rphpf;fhnj;

,y;iybad;why; mH Muk;gpj;J tpLtha;.” th!;jtkhd cz;ik. Vbdd;why; me;j

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epfH;t[fs; ,uz]Lk] ntWgl]lit my;y/ xnu rf;jpjhd; ,U JUt';fSf]Fk]

bry]fpd;wJ. mjdhy;/ ,J ,uz;lhtJ tp#ak;: Kf\ofisg] gad;gLj;jhjPh;fs; -

vd;d tpiy bfhLf;f nehpoDk] cz;ikahfnt ,U';fs].

ghrh']fw]wtuhf ,Ug;gJ gw;wpa \d;whtJ tp#ak;: vg;bghGJk;

epfH;fhyj;jpy; ,U';fs;/ Vbdd;why; vy;yhg; bgha;ika[nk fle;j fhyj;jpy; my;yJ

vjph;fhyj;jpy; ,Ue;Jjhd; EiHfpd;wd. [vJ fle;Jtpl;lnjh mJ fle;J tpl;lJ.

mijg; gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs;shjPh;fs;/ mij xU ghukhf Rke;J bfhz]oUf]fhjPh;fs;;

,y;iybadpy;/ mJ c';fis epfH;fhyj;jpw;F cz;ikahf ,Ug]gjw]F

mDkjpf;fhJ.] ,Jtiu tuhjit aht[k; ,d;dKk; tutpy;iy. vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wpj]

njitapy;yhky; ftiy bfhs;shjPh;fs;/ ,y;iybadpy;/ mJ epfH;fhyj;jpw;Fs;

EiHe;J mjid mHpj;JtpLk;. epfH;fhyj;jpw;F cz;ikahf ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ

eP';fs; ghrh']fw]wtuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ ,Ug;gJ vd;gJjhd;

ghrh']fw]w epiyapy] ,Ug;gJ MFk]. fle;j fhyk] ,y;iy/ vjph;fhyk; ,y;iy -

,e;jf; fzk;jhd; vy;yhk;. ,e;jf; fzk;jhd; vd;Wk] epiyj;jpUf;fpd;w KjYk] Kot[k]

mw]w fhykhFk].

,e;j \d;W tp#a';fs; ,Ug]gpd] eP';fs; ghrh']fw]w epiyia milfpwPh]fs].

mg;bghGJ/ eP';fs; vd;d TwpdhYk; mJ cz;ikahf ,Uf;Fk;. rhjhuzkhf/

cz;ik ngRtjw]F ftdkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lbkd;W eP';fs; vz;qtPh;fs;; ehd;

mt]thW Twtpy;iy. ghrh']fw]w epiyia cUthf;F';fs;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs;

TWtJ vJthapDk] mJ cz;ikahf ,Uf;Fbkd;W ehd; brhy;fpnwd;.

cz;ikbad;gJcz;ikbad;gJcz;ikbad;gJcz;ikbad;gJ mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpf]fg]mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpf]fg]mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpf]fg]mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpf]fg]glf]glf]glf]glf]]] ]]Toa xd;wy;y.Toa xd;wy;y.Toa xd;wy;y.Toa xd;wy;y. cz;ik

vDk;bghGJ Muha]e;J/ tpntfkhf rpe;jpj;J bgwg;gl;l xU Koit ehd; Fwpg;gpLtJ

,y;iy. cz;ik vDk; bghGJ ehd; ,aw]ifahd jd]ikapd] ghrh']fw]w epiyia/

c';fSila ,ay;gpy;yhj vija[k; jpzpf;fhky;/ vd;d ,lh; nehpLk; vd;whYk;

eP';fs] eP';fshfnt ,Ug;gij/ vg;bghGJk] btspntlk; nghLgtuhf khwhky;

,Ug;gijj;jhd; Fwpg;gpLfpnwd;. c';fSf;F tUj;jkhf ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs;

tUj;jj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. me;jf; fzj;jpy; mJjhd; cz;ikepiy; mij

kiwf;fhjPh;fs;. xU bgha;ahd g[d;difia c';fs; Kfj;jpy; bfhz;LtuhjPh;fs;/

Vbdd;why; me;jg; bgha;ahd g[d;dif c';fSf;Fs;ns xU gpsit Vw;gLj;Jk;.

eP';fs; ,uz;lhfptpLtPh;fs; - c';fSila xU gFjp g[d;difj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;Fk;/

mJ th!;jtkhf xU rpwpa ghfkhf kl;Lnk ,Uf;f Koa[k;/ kw;bwhU bghpa ghfk;

nrhfkhfnt ,Uf;Fk;. ,g;bghGJ xU gphptpid njhd]wptpl;lJ/ nkYk;/ ,jid

eP';fs; kPz;Lk;/ kPz;L;k; bra;J bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy; . . .

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eP';fs; nfhgkhf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ c';fSila nfhgj;ij eP';fs;

fhl;Ltjpy;iy – c';fisg;gw;wpa fUj]J mHpe;JtpLk; vd;W

gag;gLfpwPh;fs;/Vbdd;why; kf;fs; c';fis ,uf;fKs;sth; vd;W vz;qfpwhh;fs;/

eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk nfhgkhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy vd;W mth;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;. mth;fs;

mijg] ghuhl]Lfpwhh;fs;/ mJ c';fSila mfk;ghtj;jpw;F kpft[k] epiwtspg]gjhf

,Uf;fpd;wJ. ,g;bghGJ/ nfhgkhf ,Ug;gJ c';fisg;gw;wpa mHfhd fUj;ij

mHpj;JtpLk;/ mjdhy; me;jf; fUj;ij mHpg;gijf] fhl]oYk]/ me;jf; nfhgj;ij

eP';fs; mlf;FfpwPh;fs;. mJ c';fSf;Fs;ns bfhjpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ Mdhy;

eP';fs; btspj;njhw;wj;jpw;F md;ghdtuhf/ ghpt[s;stuhf/ ,dpatuhf/ gz;ghsuhf

,Uf;fpd]wPh;fs;. ,g;bghGJ me;jg; gpst[gl]L ,Uf]Fk] epiy gapw;rp bra;ag;gLfpwJ.

kf;fs; mijj; j';fs; thH;ehs; KGJk; gapw;rp bra;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]whh;fs;;

gpwF me;jg; ,uz]lhfg] gpst[g]gl]l epiy Kw]wpYk] epiybgw;WtpLfpwJ. [eP';fs;

jdpahf mkh]e;jpUf;Fk; bghGJTl/ m';F ahUnk ,y;iy/ ghrh';F bra;a ve;jj;

njita[k] ,y;iy vd;Dk;bghGJ Tl/ eP';fs; ghrh';F bra;J bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;; mJ c';fSila Rghtkhfnt khwptpl;lJ. kf;fs; j';fSila

Fspayiwfspy; Tl cz;ikahf ,Ug;gjpy;iy; mth;fs; Kw;wpYk; xUikapy;

,Uf;Fk;bghHJ Tl mth]fs] bgha;ahfnt ,Uf;fpd]whh;fs;.] box ,g;bghGJ

cz;ikahf ,Uf;fpnwhkh my;yJ bgha;ahf ,Uf;fpnwhkh vd;gnj nfs;tp ,y]iy;

mJ mth;fSila gHf;fkhf khwptpl;lJ. j';fSila thH;f;if KGtJk] mth;fs;

gapw;rp bra;J bfhz;oUe;jhh;fs;/ mij eP';fs; nkYk; nkYk] gapw;rp bra;ifapy]/

c';fSila ,U ghf';fSf;F ,ilnaahd ,ilbtsp bghpjhfpf; bfhz;nl

nghfpd]wJ.

mJ ,izf;f Koahjjhf khWk;bghGJ/ mij !]fPnrh@ghPdpah(Kuz]ghl]L

kdneha]) – vd;W ehk] miHf;fpd]nwhk;. c';fSf;nf brhe;jkhd ,d;bdhU

ghfj;Jld; c';fshy; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koahj bghGJ/ eP';fs; xUtuhf ,Ug;gjw;F

gjpyhf fpl;lj;jl;l ,uz;L kdpjh;fs; MfptpLfpwPh;fs;; mg;bghGJ mJ fLikahd

kdneha] Mfpd;wJ. Mdhy; midtUk] gpst[gl]lth;fshfnt ,Uf;fpd]whh;fs;/

mjdhy; kd nehahspfSf;Fk; rhjhuzkhdth;fSf;Fk; ,ilna cs;s tpj;jpahrk;

rpwpa mstpnyna cs;sJ. tpj;jpahrk] mog;gilahd tp#a';fspy; ,y;iy/

tpj;jpahrk; juj;jpy; ,y;iy/ mstpy; kl;Lnk cs;sJ.

cz;ik vDk;bghGJ ehd; ghrh';F bra;ahky; ,Ug;gijf; Fwpg;gpLfpnwd;.

eP';fs; vd;dthf ,Uf;fpd]wPh;fnsh/ mt]thnw ,U';fs; - xU fzk; c';fSf;F

nrhfkhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ mjdhy; me;jf; fzj]jpy] eP';fs; nrhfkhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

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mLj;j fzk; eP';fs; re;njh#khf khwpdhy;/ ,g;bghGJ eP']fs] bjhlh;e;J

tUj;jj]Jlndna ,Uf;f ntz;Lbkd;W mtrpakpy;iy – Vbdd;why;/ mJt[k;

fw;Wj;jug;gl;L ,Uf;fpwJ: vg;bghGJk; xnu khjphp ,Ug]gjw]F/ bjhlh;e;J xnu khjphp

,Ug]gjw]F. ,J epfH]fpd]wJ/ ,ij eP';fs; czu Koa[k] - eP';fs; tUj;jj]Jld]

,Ue;jPh;fs;/ mjd] gpd;dh; jpObud;W me]j tUj;jk; kiwe]J tpLfpwJ/ Mdhy;

c';fshy; cldoahf rphpf;f KoahJ – Vbdd;why; gpwh; vd;d epidg;ghh;fs]>

c';fSf;bfd;d igj;jpakh> rw;WKd;g[jhd; eP']fs] tUj;jj]Jld] ,Ue;jPh;fs;;

,g;bghGJ cldoahf eP';fs] rphpf;f Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;> igj;jpaf;fhuh;fs; my;yJ

rpW FHe;ijfs; kl;Lnk ,t]thW bra;fpd]whh;fs;; c';fsplkpUe;J ,J

vjph;ghh;f;fg;gLtjpy;iy. bky]y bky]y ,ay]g[ epiyf]Fj] jpUk]gp/ gpwF g[d;difj;J/

gpwF kPz]Lk] rphpf;f Muk]gpf]ff]Toa xU Fwpg;gpl;l NH;epiyf;fhf eP';fs;

fhj;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;.

mjdhy; eP';fs; tUj;jkhf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ kl;Lnk eP';fs; g[d;diffisg]

ghrh';F bra;fpwPh;fs; vd;gjpy;iy; eP';fs; rphpf;f tpUk;g[k; bghGJ/ mg;bghGJk]Tl/

bjhlh;e;J xnu khjphp ,Uf;f ntz;Lk] vd;fpd;w KGtJk; Kl;lhs;jdkhd

fUj;jpdhy; eP';fs; tUj;jj;ijg] ghrh';F bra;fpwPh;fs;. xt;bthU fzKk;

jdf;bfd;W xU jdp bray]Kiwiaf] bfhz]oUf]fpd]wJ/ ve;jf; fzKk; ntW ve;j

fzj;JlDk; xj;Jg;nghf ntz;oa njitapy;iy. thH;f;if xU Xl;lk;; mJ xU ejp:

mJ jd;Dila kdepiyfis khw;wpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]wJ. Mifahy; xnu

khjphp ,Ug;gJ gw;wp xUth; ftiy bfhs;sj; njitapy;iy. xnu khjphpahf ,Ug;gJ

gw;wp ftiyg;gLfpd;w ahUk; bgha;ahdtuhf khwptpLthh;. Vbdd;why; bgha;fs;

kl;Lnk epiyahf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. cz;ik vg;bghGJnk khwpf;bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpd]wJ. cz;ik/ jd;Ds;ns/ jdf;Fr] brhe]jkhd Kuz;ghLfisf]

bfhz;oUf;fpwJ – mJjhd; cz;ikapd; tsik/ mJjhd; mjDila gue;J tphpe]j

jd;ik/ mJjhd; mjDila mHF.

mjdhy;/ c';fSf;F tUj;jkhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mg]bghGJ tUj;jj]Jld]

,U';fs; - fz;ldk; vJt[kpd;wp/ mJ ey;yjh my]yJ bfl;ljh vd]fpd]w kjpg]gpLjy]

,d]wp. mJ ey;yjh my]yJ bfl;ljh vd]fpd]w nfs;tpna ,y;iy/ mJ btWknd

mt;thW ,Uf;fpd]wJ. gpd;dh; mJ bry;Yk; bghGJ/ mijr] bry;tjw]F

mDkjpa[';fs;. kWgoa[k; eP';fs; g[d;diff;f Muk;gpf;Fk; bghGJ/ rw;W Kd;dh; jhd;

tUj;jkhf ,Ue;jPh;fs;/ gpd;g[ vt;thW eP';fs; g[d;diff;f Koa[k;> vd;W Fw;w czh;t[

bfhs;shjPh;fs;. Kjypy; ahnuDk] xUth] xU eifr]Ritj] Jqf;F brhy;yl;Lk;/

ahnuDk] xUth] Kjypy; NH;epiyia khw;wl;Lk;/ gpwF eP';fs; g[d;diff;fyhk;.

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rhpahd jUzj;jpw;fhf fhj;jpUf;fyhk;. ,J kWgoa[k; ghrh';F MFk;. eP';fs;

re;njh#khf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ re;njh#khf ,U';fs;; ntW vija[k; ghrh';F

bra;a ntz;oa mtrpakpy;iy.

nkYk; epidtpy; bfhs;S';fs;: xt;bthU fzKk;/ jd]dpy] epiwt[ bgw]w xU

mq mst[ cz;ikiaf] bfhz]ljhf ,Uf;fpd;wJ. mJ fle;j fzj;jpdpd;W

bjhlh;e;J tUtJ md;W/ nkYk; mLj;J tUk; fzj;Jld] bjhlh;g[ilaJk] md;W.

xt;bthU fzKk] jdpj]J ,Uf]fpd]w/ jd]dpnyna epiwt[bgw]w xU mq MFk].

mit xd]iw xd]W thpirahf bjhlh]e]J tUtjpy]iy/ mit nfhLfs] nghy

,Ug]gjpy]iy. xt;bthU fzKk; jdf;bfd;W xU jdp ,ay;ig bfhz]L ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

me;jf; fzj;jpy; eP';fs; mJthf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ ntW vJthft[k; my;y. cz;ik

vd;W Fwpg;gplg]gLtjpd; rhpahd mh]j;jk; ,J jhd;.

cz;ik vd;gJ ghrh']fw]w epiy/ cz;ik vd;gJ neh;ikahf ,Uj;jy;.

cz;ik vd]gJ mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpf]fg]glf]Toa xU tp#akd;W. mJ ekf]F

ehnk cz;ikahf ,Uf;Fk; xU epiyahFk; - xU cjhuzj;ijg; gpd;gw;wp

cz;ikahf ,Ug;gJ md;W/ Vbdd;why; VjhtJ xU Kd] cjhuzk; ,Ue;jhy;

eP';fs; cz;ikaw;wtuhf khwptpLtPh;fs;. xU g[j;jiug; nghy ,Ug;gJ cz;ikahf

,Ug;gjhFk; vd;W eP';fs; vz;zpdPh;fs; vd;why;/ gpwF vg;bghGJnk eP';fs;

cz;ikahf ,Uf;f khl;Oh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; xU g[j;jh; my;ymy;ymy;ymy;y/ eP';fs] g[j;jiu

c';fs; kPJ jpzg;gPh;fs;. eP';fs; me]j g[j;jiug; nghy; mkuyhk;/ eP';fs; fpl;lj;jl;l

xU gsp';F rpiy nghy khwyhk;/ Mdhy; cs;ns MHj]jpy] eP';fs; eP';fshfntjhd]

,Ug;gPh;fs;. me]j g[j;jh; btWk; njhw;wkhf kl;Lnk ,Ug;ghh;. nkYk] [c';fsplk] xU

rpwe;j Kd] cjhuzk] ,Ue]jJ vd]why;/ c';fshy] ,e;j fzj;jpw;F cz;ikahf

,Uf;f KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; me;j Kd] cjhuzk; vg;bghGJk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ me;j Kd]

cjhuzj;ij eP';fs; gpd;gw;w ntz;Lk;.

xU cz;ikahd kdpjhplk] ve]j Kd] cjhuzKk] ,y;iy.] box mth;

fzj;jpw;F fzk; thH;fpwhh;; vg;bghGJnk me;jf; fzj;jpy; mth; vt;thW

czh;fpd]whnuh/ mt;thnw thH;fpwhh;. mth; jd;Dila czh;t[fspd]/

cs]sf]fpsh;r;rpfspd;/ kdepiyfspd; ghy; Kw;wpYk] khpahija[ld; ,Uf;fpwhh;.

,t]thWjhd; kf;fs; ,Uf;f ntz;Lbkd;W ehd; tpUk;g[fpd]nwd;: ghrh']fw]wth]fshf/

cz;ikahdth]fshf/ neh;ikahdth]fshf/ j';fSila Md;khtpd; ghy; khpahij

cilath;fshf.

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c';fSf]Fc';fSf]Fc';fSf]Fc';fSf]Fr]r]r]r] brtprha[brtprha[brtprha[brtprha[';fs]';fs]';fs]';fs]

vg;bghGJk; c';fSila czh;t[fSf;Fr] brtprha[';fs;/ eP';fs;

c']fisr] Rw;wpa[k; ghh;f;f ntz;oajpy;iy. nkYk] kw;wth;fisg; ghh;g;gjdhy;/

cz;ikapy; mth;fSf;F vd;d neh;fpwJ vd;gij eP';fs; fhz KoahJ/ Vbdd;why;

mth;fSila Kfk; mth;fSila cz;ikahd epiyad;W/ c';fSila Kfk;

c';fSila cz;ikahd epiyahf ,y;yhjJ nghynt. mth;fSila

btspj;njhw;wk; mth;fSila cl]g[wkd;W/ c';fSila btspj;njhw;wk;

c';fSila cl;g[wkhf ,y;yhjJ nghynt.

mJjhd; rKjhaj]jpDila btspntlk; KGtJk; MFk; - c';fSila

cl;g[wj;ij/ c';fSila ikaj;ij/ c';fSila cz;ikahd Kfj;ijf;

fhz;gpf;fhky; ,Ug;gJjhd;. mij kiwj;J ita[';fs;. kpft[k; me;epnahd;akhf

,Ug]gtUk]/ g[hpe;J bfhs;sf; ToatUk] Md xUthplKk; kl;Lnk mijf]

fhz;gpa[';fs;. Mdhy; ahh] me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf]fpwhh]fs]> fhjyh;fs; Tl

j';fSila Kfj;ij xUtUf;bfhUth; fhz;gpg;gjpy;iy. Vbddpy; ahUf;Fk;

bjhpahJ; ,e;j epkplk; xUth; fhjyuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;/ mLj;j epkplk; mt]thW

,y;yhky; nghfyhk;. mjdhy; xt;bthUtUk; xlth]fshf/ xU jPitg; nghd]W

khwptpLfpwhh;fs;.

[kw;wth;fisg; ghh;f;fhjPh;fs;/ c';fisg; ghU';fs;. c';fSf;Fs; ,Ug;gJ

vJnth/ mJ btspna tUtjw]F mDkjpa[';fs;/ mjpy; vd;d Mgj]J ,Ug;gpDk;.

czh]t[fis mlf;fp itg;gij tpl bghpa Mgj]J vJt[k; ,y;iy.] eP';fs;

czh;t[fis mlf;fp itj;jhy;/ c';fSf;F thH;f;ifapy; xU cw;rhfnk ,y;yhky;

ngha;tpLk;/ xU Mh;tnk ,y;yhky; ngha;tpLk;. czh;t[fis mlf;fp itj;Jf;

bfhz;nl ,Ue;jPh;fs; vd;why; thH;f;if KGtija[k] ,He;J tpLtPh;fs;. mJ

er;Rj;jd;ik cilaJ; mJ c';fSila czh]t[epiyia mHpj]JtpLfpwJ.

cs]sj]jpw]Fr] brtprha[';fs;/ m';F ,Ug]gJ vJthapDk;/ mij

btspf;bfhzU';fs;. tpiutpy;/ mij btspf;bfhzUtjpy; eP';fs; njh;e;jtuhfp

tpLtPh;fs;/ cld] mij kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpg;gPh;fs;. [vt;thW cz;ikahf ,Ug;gJ

vd;gij eP';fs; czh]e]J bfhz;Ltpl;Oh]fs] vd]why;/ gpwF eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk

bgha]ahf ,Ug]gjw]Fr] rk;kjpf;f khl;Oh;fs]/ Vbdd]why] mJ mt;tst[ mHfhdJ.

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ehk] bgha]ahf ,Ug]gjw]Fj] jPh;khdpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpnwhk;/ Vbdd;why;/

cz;ikahdij ehk; Ritj;Jg] ghh;j;jnjapy;iy.] FHe;ijg; gUtj;jpd; Muk;gj;jpy;

,Ue;nj cz;ikahd czh]t[fs] mlf;fp itf;fg;gl;ld. cz;ikahd czh;t[ vJ

vd;gij xU FHe;ij czh;e;J bfhs;Sk; Kd;dnu/ mij mlf;fp itf;f

mtDf;Ff; fw;Wj;jug;gl;oUf;fpwJ. jd]Dzh;t[ mw;w tHpfspy;/ ,ae;jpuj;jdkhd

tHpfspy;/ jhd; vd;d bra;fpnwhk; vd;gij mwpahkny mtd; czh;t[fis mlf;fp

itj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhd;.

c';fSf;F cz;ikahf ,U';fs; - mijj; jtpu ntW ve;jg; bghWg;g[k;

,y;iy. xUth; jd;Dila czh]t[epiyf]F bghWg;g[ilatuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

c';fSila czh]t[epiyf]F eP';fs; gjpy] brhy;yf; flikg]gl;lth;fs;/ nkYk]

flt[s; eP';fs; Vd; ntW xUtuhf ,Uf;ftpy;iy vd;W nfl;fg;nghtjpy;iy.

Qrpj; "hdp n$hrpah ,wf;Fk; jUthapy; ,Ue;j bghGJ/ eP';fs; Vd;

,iwtdplk; gpuhh;j;jid bra;atpy;iy vd;Wk;/ nkh!!; c';fSf;F rhl;rpahf

,Ug;ghh; vd;gjpy; cWjpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh vd;Wk; ahnuh xUth; mthplk; nfl;ljhf

xU fij ,Uf;fpwJ. mjw;F mth;/ “ehd; c';fsplk; xd;iwf] Tw mDkjpa[']fs].

ehd; Vd; xU nkh!!hf ,y;iy vd;W flt[s] vd;idf;; nfl;fg;nghtjpy;iy. ehd;

Vd; xU n$hrpahthf ,y;iy vd;W jhd; mth; vd;dplk; nfl;ghh;”/ vd;W gjpy;

mspj;jhuhk;.

,Jjhd; gpur;rid KGtJnk/ xUth; jhdhf ,Ug;gJ vt]thW vd]gJjhd].

,jw;F c';fshy; tpil fhz Koe;jhy]/ gpd]dh] kw;w ve]jg] gpur;rida[k] gpur;rid

mspf;fhjjhf khwptpLk;. gpwF thH;f;if vd;gJ thHg]gl ntz;oa xU mHfhd

g[jpuhf ,Uf]Fk] - jPh;t[ fhzg]gl ntz;oa xU gpur;ridahf my;y/

thHg]glntz]oajhf/ kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;f ntz;oajhf kl;Lnk ,Uf;Fk;.

c';fc';fc';fc';fssssplk]plk]plk]plk] ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]S']fs]ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]S']fs]ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]S']fs]ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]S']fs]

Kjypy; c';fsplk] eP';fs] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]lhy; kl;Lnk ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[

rhj;jpakhFk;. kpft[k; mog;gilahd tp#ak] c';fSf;Fs;ns Kjypy; epfH

ntz;Lk;. c';fsplk] eP';fs; ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]oUe]jhy]/ eP';fs; vd;dplk]

ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]s Koa[k;/ eP';fs; kw;wth;fsplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]s

Koa[k;/ eP';fs; gpug";rj]jplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]s Koa[k;. Mdhy; c';fsplk]

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eP';fs] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]stpy]iy vd;why;/ gpwF ntW ve;j ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[k]

vg;bghGJk] rhj;jpak] MfhJ.

Mdhy] rKjhak; ek;gpf]ifa[zh]tpid nthpnyna mHpf;fpwJ. mJ

c';fsplk; eP';fs] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]tjw]F mDkjpg;gjpy;iy. mJ kw;w vy;yh

tifahd ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[fisa[k; fw;Wj; jUfpwJ – bgw;nwhhplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[/

Mya';fsplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[/ murh';fj;jplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[/ flt[splk]

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ - ,g;go vz;zpyl';fhky; - Mdhy; mog;gilahd ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[

Kw;wpYk; mHpf;fg;gLfpwJ. mjd; gpd]dh] kw;w vy;yh ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[fSk]

nghypahditna/ mit nghypahditahfj;jhd; ,Uf;f Koa[k;. mjd] gpd]dh] kw]w

vy;yh ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[fSk; btWk; braw;if kyh;fns. cz;ikahd kyh;fs;

tsu c';fsplk; cz;ikahd nth;fs; ,y;iy.

rKjhak; ,ij ntz;Lbkd;nw/ jpl;lkpl;nl bra;fpwJ/ Vbdd;why; jd;dplk]

KGikahd ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]l xU kdpjd; rKjhaj;jpw;F Mgj;jhdtd; -

moikj;jdj;ij rhh;e;J ,Uf;fpd]w/ moikj;jdj;jpy; bghpa KjyPL bra;jpUf]fpd]w

xU rKjhaj;jpw;F mtd] Mgj;jhdtd;. jd;dplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]l xU

kdpjd; xU Rje;jpukhd kdpjd;. eP';fs; mtidg;gw;wp mDkhd';fs; bra;aKoahJ.

mtd; jdf;Fr] brhe;jkhd xU ghijapy; bry;thd;. Rje;jpuk] mtDila thH;thf

,Uf;Fk;. mtd; czh;t[ bfhs;Sk;bghGJk]/ nerpf;Fk;bghGJk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ld]

,Ug]ghd]/ mg;bghGJ mtDila ek;gpf]ifa[zh]tpy] kpfg;bghpa jPtpuKk]

cz;ika[k; ,Uf;Fk;. mg;bghGJ mtDila ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ capnuhl;lj;JlDk;/

ghrh']F mw]wjhft[k; ,Uf;Fk;. mg;bghGJ mtd; jd;Dila ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpw]]fhf

vy;yhtw;iwa[k; gzak; itg]gjw]F jahuhf ,Ug;ghd; - Mdhy; mij mtd;

czUk;bghGJ kl;Lnk/ mJ cz;ikahf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ kl;Lnk/ mJ

mtDila cs]sj]jpy; fpsh]r]rpia Vw]gLj]Jk] bghGJ kl;Lnk/ mJ mtDila

mwpt[j]jpwida[k; nerj;ija[k; Jhz;Lk] bghGJ kl;Lnk. ,y;iybadpy; ,y;iy.

ve;jtpjkhd ek;gpf;ifapDs]Sk] mtid eP';fs] fl;lhag;gLj;j KoahJ.

,e]jr] rKjhak; ek;gpf;iffisr; rhh;e;J ,Uf;fpwJ. rKjhaj;jpDila

mikg;g[ KGtJk] Ra-trpaj;jpy; MH;j;jpf; bfhs;tjpy; ,Uf;fpwJ. mjDila

mikg;g[ KGtJk] nuhnghf;fisa[k; ,ae;jpu';fisa[k; cUthf;Ftij Mjhukhff;

bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ kdpjh;fis my;y. gpwiur] rhh;e;jpUf;Fk; kdpjh;fs] rKjhaj;jpw;F

njit - bjhlh;e;J j';fs; kPJ Mjpf]fk] brYj]Jgth]fs] njit vDk] mst[/

j';fSila bfhL';nfhyh;fis/ j';fSila mlhy;@g; Qpl;yh;fis/ j';fSf;Fr;

brhe;jkhd Knrhypdpfis/ j';fSila n$hrg; !;lhypd;fis kw;Wk; kh-nrJ';

Ffis jh']fns njo ehLk; mstpw]F gpwiur] rhh]e]jpUf]Fk] kdpjh]fs]. [,e;j

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g{kpia/ ,e;j mHfpa g{kpia ehk; kpfg;bghpa rpiwr;rhiyahf khw;wp tpl;nlhk;. xU

rpy mjpfhu btwp bfhz;l kdpjh;fs; kdpj rKjhak; KGtija[k] xU ke]ijahf

khw;wptpl;lhh;fs;. vy;yhtpjkhd Kl;lhs;jd';fisa[k; bghWj;Jf; bfhz;lhy;

kl;Lnk kdpjd; thH]tjw]F mDkjpf;fg;gLfpwhd;.] box

,g]bghGJ/ xU FHe;ijaplk; flt[s; kPJ ek;gpf;if bfhs;sr; brhy;tJ

Kl;lhs;jdk;/ Rj;j klj;jdk; - flt[s; ,y;iy vd;gjdhy; my]y/ Mdhy]/ me;j

FHe;ij ,d;dKk; me;j jhfj;ij/ me;j Miria/ me;j Vf;fj;ij czutpy;iy

vd;gjdhy;. mtd; ,d;dKk; cz;ikiaj; njo/ thH;tpd; ,Wjpahd cz;ikiaj;

njor; bry]tjw]Fj] jahuhf ,y;iy. gpug";r ,Ug]gpd] cz;ik epiy gw;wpa

tptuj;ij mwpa Kw;gLk; mst[ mtd; ,d;dKk; Kjph;r;rp milatpy;iy. me;jf;

fhjy; epfH]t[ vd;whtJ xU ehs; Vw]gl]lhf ntz;Lk;/ Mdhy; mtd; kPJ ve;j

ek;gpf;ifa[k; jpzpf;fg;glhky; ,Ue;jhy; kl;Lnk mJ epfH Koa[k;. Muha;e;J

mwptjw;fhd jhfk; vGk] Kd;dnu mtd; khw;wg;gl;L tpl;lhy;/ gpwF mtd; jd;

thH;f]if KGtija[k; xU nghypj;jdkhd tHpapy] thH;thd;; mtd; xU bgha;ahd

tHpapy]] thH;thd;.

Mk;/ mtd; flt[isg; gw;wpg; ngRthd;/ Vbdd;why; mtDf;Ff; flt[s;

,Uf;fpwhh; vd;W brhy;ypj;jug;gl;Ls;sJ. mtDf;F mjpfhug;g{h;tkhf

brhy;ypj;jug;gl;Ls;sJ/ mJt[k; mtDila FHe;ijg; gUtj;jpd; bghGJ kpFe]j

bry;thf;Filath;fshf ,Ue;jth;fshy; - mtDila bgw;nwhh;fshy]/ mtDila

kj FUf;fshy;/ mtDila Mrphpah;fshy; brhy;ypj;jug;gl;Ls;sJ. mtDf;F

kw]wth]fshy] brhy;ypj;jug;gl;lJ/ nkYk] mtd; mij Vw;Wf;bfhs;s

ntz;oapUe;jJ; Vbddpy] mJ mtDila thH;tpw;Fhpa nfs;tpahf ,Ue;jJ.

mtdhy; mtDila bgw;nwhiu kWj;Jg; ngr Koatpy;iy/ Vbdd;why;/ mth;fs;

,d;wp mtdhy; thHnt KoahJ. ,y;iy vd;W brhy;tJ kpft[k; Mgj;jhdjhf

,Ue;jJ; mtd; Mk; vd;W Tw ntz;oapUe;jJ. Mdhy; mtDila Mnkhjpg;g[

cz;ikahdjhf ,Uf;f KoahJ.

mJ vt;thW cz;ikahf ,Uf;f Koa[k;> mtd; thH;tjw;Fhpa xU

je;jpukhfj;jhd; Mk; vd;W brhy;fpwhd;. eP';fs; mtid xU Md;kPfthjpahf

khw;wtpy;iy/ eP';fs; mtid xU uh$je;jphpahf khw;wpapUf]fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; xU

murpay;thjpia cUthf;fpapUf;fpwPh;fs;. ghrh']fw]w xU kdpjdhf mtd;

tsuf;Toa rhj]jpaj]ij eP';fs; mHpj;J tpl;Oh;fs;. mtDf]F eP';fs; e"]R{l]o

tpl;Oh;fs;. mtDila mwpt[j]jpwdpd] rhj;jpaf;Tw;iwna eP';fs; mHpj;J tpl;Oh;fs;/

Vbdd;why; mwpe;J bfhs;s ntz;Lk; vd;fpd]w Vf;fk; vGk;bghGJjhd;;

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mwpt[j]jpwDk] njhd;Wk;. ,g;bghGJ me;j Vf;fk; vg]bghGJnk vHhJ/ Vbdd;why;/

me;jf; nfs;tp mtDila Md;khit Ml;bfhs;Sk; Kd;ng/ mjw]fhd tpil

Vw]fdnt mspf;fg;gl;L tpl;lJ. mtDf;F grp Vw;gLk; Kd;dnu/ czt[ mtDf;Fs]

jpzpf;fg;gl;L tpl;lJ; ,g;bghGJ/ grpapy]yhj epiyapy]/ ,e;jj; jpzpf;fg;gl;l czt[

$Puzpf;fg]gl KoahJ; mij $Puzpg;gjw;F grp ,y;iy. mjdhy; jhd; kf;fs;

FHha]fisg; nghy thH]fpwhh;fs;/ $Puzkhfhj czt[ nghy] thH;f;if mth]fspd]

tHpahf fle;J bry;fpwJ.

[FHe;ijfsplk; mth;fSf;Fr] brhe;jkhd mwpt[j]jpwd] Vw;gLtjw;Fj;

jilahf ,Uf;ff;Toa vija[k; brhy;yhky] ,Ug]gjw]F/ mth;fis

fpwp!;jth;fshf/ Qpe;Jf;fshf/ Kfkjpah]fshf khw;whky; ,Ug]gjw]F xUth;

kpft[k] bghWika[ld]/ kpft[k] tpHpg;g[zh;t[ld;/ kpft[k] ftdj;Jld; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk].]

xUtUf;F vy;iyaw;w bghWik njit. xU ehs; me;j mw;g[jk; epfH;fpwJ/

mg;bghGJ me;jf; FHe;ij jhdhf tprhhpf;f Muk;gpf;fpwhd;. mg;bghGJ Tl/

jahuhf itj;jpUf;fpd;w gjpy;fis mtDf;F mspf;fhjPh;fs;. cldo gjpy;fs;

ahUf;Fk; cjt[tJ ,y]iy; cldo gjpy;fs; mwpt[f;Th;ikaw;wit/

Kl;lhs;jdkhdit. mtd; mjpf mwpt[j]jpwd] cilatdhf khWtjw]F cjt[';fs;.

mtDf;F gjpy;fis mspg;gijf] fhl]oYk]/ mtDila mwpt[j]jpwd] nkYk]

Th]ikahFkhWk]/ mtid nkYk; MHkhd nfs;tpfisf; nfl;f itf]ff]ToaJk]

Md NH;epiyfisa[k; rthy;fisa[k; mtDf;F mspa[';fs; - me;jf; nfs;tp

mtDila ikak; tiu Jisj]Jr] bry]YkhW/ me;jf; nfs;tp mtDf;F thH]th

rhth vd]fpd]w nfs;tpahf khWk;go bra;a[';fs;.

Mdhy; mJ mDkjpf;fg;gLtjpy;iy. bgw;nwhh;fs; kpft[k; gag]gLfpwhh;fs;/

rKjhak; kpft[k; gag;gLfpwJ. FHe;ijfisr; Rje;jpukhf ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpj;jhy] -

ahUf;Fj; bjhpa[k;> bgw;nwhh;fs; rhh;e;jpUf]Fk] kj mikg;gpw;Fs; mth;fs;

tuhknyna nghfyhk;/ mth;fs; vg;bghGJnk Myaj;jpw;Fr; bry;yhkny

,Ue;Jtplf; TLk; -- fj;njhypf;f Myaj;jpw;Fs;/ gpuh!;bl!;ld;l; Myaj;jpw;Fs;/

,jw]Fs] my;yJ mjw]Fs]. mth;fs; jh';fshfnt mwpt[j]jpwDilath]fshf MFk;

bghGJ vd;d elf;fg; nghfpwJ vd;gJ ahUf;Fj; bjhpa[k;> mth;fs; c';fSila

fl;Lg;ghl;ow;Fs; ,Uf;f khl;lhh;fs;. mjdhy; ,e;jr; rKjhak; midtiua[k;

fl;Lg;gLj;j/ midthpd; Md;khita[k; cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s/ nkYk; nkYk;

MHkhd murpay; je;jpuj;jpw;Fs; bry;fpwJ.

mjdhy;jhd; mth;fs; bra;a ntz;oa Kjy; fhhpak; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]it

Kw;wpYk;; mHpg;gJ MFk] -- xU FHe;ijf;Fj; jd;dplk] cs;s ek;gpf;ifa[zh]it/ xU

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FHe;ij jd;dplk; bfhz]Ls;s jd;dk;gpf;ifa[zh]it. mth;fs; mtid

epiyFiye;jtdhf/ gae;jtdhf khw;w ntz;Lk;. mtd; gae;J eL';fpf;

bfhz;oUf]Fk]bghGJ/ mtd; fl;Lg;gLj;jf; Toatdhf ,Ug;ghd;. mtd]

jd;dk;gpf;if cilatdhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mtd] fl]Lg]gLj]j Koahjtdhf ,Ug]ghd].

mtd; jd;dk;gpf;if cilatdhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mtd; jd;Dila chpikia

epiyepWj;jpf; bfhs;thd;/ mtd; jd;Dila nghf]fpy] bray]gl Kaw;rpg;ghd;. ntW

xUtUila tHpapy] bray]gl mtd] vg;bghGJk; tpUk;g khl;lhd;. mtd; jd;Dila

tHpapnyna bry;thd;/ ntW ahnuh Mirg;gl;l Vnjh xU tp#aj;ij mtd]

epiwntw;w khl;lhd;. ntW xUtiug] gpd;gw;Wgtdhf mtd; vg;bghGJk] ,Uf]f

khl;lhd;/ cw;rhfkw;wtdhft[k]/ caph]j]Jog]gw;wtdhft[k] mtd; vg;bghGJk] ,Uf;f

khl;lhd;. ahUk; mtidf; fl;Lg;gLj;j Koahj mstpw]F mtd; vg;bghGJk] kpft[k;

RWRWg;g[lDk; caph;j;Jog;g[lDk; ,Ug;ghd;.

mtDila ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpid mHpa[';fs;/ mg;bghGJ/ eP';fs; mtid

tPhpakpHf;fr; bra;J tpl;Oh;fs;. mtDila rf;jpia eP';fs; vLj;Jtpl;Oh;fs;; ,dp

mtd; vg;bghGJnk rf;jpaw;wtdhf/ jd;kPJ Mjpf;fk; brYj;j/ jd;id tHpelj;j/

jdf]Ff] fl;lisapl ntW xUth; vg;bghGJk] njit vd]Dk; epiyapy; ,Ug;ghd;.

,g;bghGJ mtd; xU ey;y nghh; tPudhf/ xU ey;y Fokfdhf/ njrg;gw;W kpf;f

xUtdhf/ xU ey;y fpwp!;Jtdhf/ xU ey;y Kfkjpadhf/ xU ey;y Qpe;Jthf

,Ug;ghd;.

Mk;/ mtd; ,it vy;yhKkhf ,Ug;ghd;. Mdhy; mtd; xU cz;ikahd

jdpkdpjdhf ,Uf;f khl;lhd;. mtdplk; nth;fs; vJt[k; ,Uf;fhJ/ mtd; jd; thH;

ehs; KGtJk; nth]]tplhjtdhfnt ,Ug;ghd;. mtd; nth;fs; ,d;wp thH;thd; -

nth;fspd;wp thH;tbjd;gJ Jauj;jpy; thH;tJ MFk;/ eufj;jpy; thH;tJ MFk;.

ku';fSf;F vg;go g{kpapy; nth;fs; njitnah/ kdpjDk; xU kuk;jhd;/ mtDf;Fk;

,e;jg; gpug";rj;jpy; nth;fs; njit/ ,y;iybadpy; mtd; xU kpft[k; ke;jkhd

thH;f;if thH;thd;.

rpy ehl;fSf;F Kd;g[ ehd; xU fij goj;Jf;bfhz;oUe;njd;:

\d;W mWit rpfpr]ir epg[zh;fs;/ giHa ez;gh;fs;/ xU tpLKiwapd;

bghGJ re;jpj;Jf; bfhz;lhh;fs;. flw;fiuapy;/ Nhpadpd; fPH] mkh;e;J

bfhz;L/ mth;fs; jw;bgUik ngr Muk;gpj;jhh;fs;. Kjyhkth; Twpdhh;/ “ehd;

nghhpy; ,uz;L fhy;fisa[k; ,He;j xU kdpjiu re;jpj;njd;. ehd] mtUf;F

braw;iff; fhy;fisg; bghUj;jpndd;/ mJ xU Fwpg;gplj;jf;f

tp#akhfptpl]lJ. ,g;bghGJ mth; cyfpd] kpfr]rpwe]j Xl;lg;ge;ja tPuh;fSs;

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xUtuhf khwptpl;lhh;* tUfpd;w xypk;gpf; ge;jaj;jpy; mth; btw;wp

bgWtjw;fhd rhj;jpa';fs] midj]Jk;; cs;sd.”

mLj;jth; Twpdhh;/ “,J xd;Wnkapy;iy. ehd; Kg;gJkhof] fl;olk;

xd;wpy; ,Ue;J fPnH tpGe;Jtpl;l xU bgz;kzpiar; re;jpj;njd;. mtUila

Kfk; Kw;wpYk; erp';fptpl]lJ. ehd; xU btw]wpfukhd Kf rPuikg;g[ mWit

rpfpr;ir bra;njd;. rpy ehl;fSf;F Kd;g[jhd; ehd; bra;jpj;jhs;fspd; \yk;

mth; cyf mHfpahfp tpl;lhh; vd;gij mwpe;J bfhz;nld;.”

\d;whkth; jd;dlf;fKs;s kdpjh;;. kw;w ,UtUk] mtiug;ghh;j;J

nfl;lhh;fs;/ “ eP';fs; rkPgj;jpy; vd;d bra;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;> g[jpa tp#ak;

vd;d>”

mth; Twpdhh;/ “bghpjhf xd;Wkpy;iy – nkYk;/ mijg;gw;wp vJt[k; Tw

vdf;F mDkjpapy;iy.”

mtUld; ,Ue;jth;fSf;F Mh]tk; mjpfkhfptpl;lJ. mth;fs;

Twpdhh;fs;/ “Mdhy; eh';fs; ez;gh;fs;/ v';fshy] c';fSila

,ufrpaj;ijg; ghJfhf;f Koa[k;. eP';fs; ftiy bfhs;s ntz;oajpy;iy;

mJ btspna tuhJ.”

mjdhy; mth; Twpdhh;/ “eP';fs; mt;thW Twpdhy;/ eP';fs;

cj;jputhjk; mspj;jhy; rhpjhd]: xU kdpjh; vd;dplk; miHj;J tug;gl;lhh;/

mth; xU thfd tpgj;jpy; jd;Dila jiyia ,He;Jtpl;lhh;. vdf;F vd;d

bra;tbjd;nw g[hpatpy;iy. ehd; vd;d bra;tbjd;W nahrpg]gjw]fhf

njhl;lj;jpw;Fs; tpiue;njd;/ jpObud;W m';F xU Kl;ilnfh!; bjd;gl;lJ.

ntW vJt[k; fpilf;fhjjhy;/ ehd; mth; jiy ,Ue;j ,lj;jpy] me]j

Kl;ilnfhi!g] bghUj;jpndd;. gpwF vd;d ele;jJ vd;W c';fSf;F

bjhpa[kh> me;j kdpjh; mbkhpf;f $dhjpgjpahf khwptpl;lhh;.”

eP';fs; me;jf; FHe;ijia epiyFiyar; bra;Jtplyhk;; ,Ue;jhYk;;/ mtd;

mbkhpf;f $dhjpgjpahf khwyhk;. mwpt[j]jpwdw]wth;fs; btw]wp bgw]wth]fshf

khWtJ ,aw;ifapnyna rhj;jpak] ,y;iy vd]gjy]y. cz;ikapy;/ mwpt[j;jpwDld;

btw;wp bgWtJjhd; mijtplf] fodkhdJ/ Vbdd;why; mwpt[j;jpwDilatd;

g[jpatw;iwf; fz;L gpog;gtdhf ,Ug;ghd;. mtd; vg;bghGJnk jd;Dila

fhyj]ijf] fle]J Kd]dhy] brd;W tpl;ltdhf ,Uf;fpwhd;; mtidg; g[hpe;J

bfhs;tjw]F fhyk; gpof;Fk;.

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[mwpt[j]jpwdw;w xUth; vspjpy; g[hpe;Jbfhs;sg;gLfpwhh;. mth] rKjha

xG';fikg;gpw;Fs; bghUe;Jfpwhh]; rKjhaj;jplk; mtiu kjpg;gpLtjw]F mst[fSk;

bewpKiwfSk; cs;sd. Mdhy; xU nkijia kjpg;gpLtjw]F rKjhaj;jpw;Fg] gy

tUl']]fs; Mfpd]wJ.]

ehd; mwpt[j]jpwdw]w xUth; btw;wpbgw]wtuhf khw KoahJ/ g[fH; bgw;wtuhf

khw KoahJ vd;W Twtpy;iy – Mdhy]/ mth; mg;bghGJk; nghypahdtuhfnt

,Ug;ghh; vd;W TWfpnwd;. mJjhd; Jauk;: eP';fs; g[fH; bgw;wtuhf khwyhk;/ Mdhy;

eP';fs; nghypahdtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; Jauj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;. thH;f;if c';fs;

kPJ vd;d tu';fisg; bghHpfpwJ vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ –mij eP';fs;

vg;bghGJnk mwpe;J bfhs;s khl;Oh;fs;. c';fsplk; mijj; bjhpe;J bfhs;sg]

nghjpa mwpt[j;jpwd; ,y;iy. eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk ,aw;ifapd; mHiff]

fhzkhl;Oh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;; mij mwpe;J bfhs;tjw]Fj; njitahd Ez;zwpt[

c';fsplk; ,y;iy. c';fisr; NH;e;Js;s/ xt;bthU ehSk;; yl;rf;fzf;fhd

tHpfspy; c';fSila ghijiaf; fle;J bry;fpd]w fyg]gpy]yhj mw;g[jj;ij eP';fs;

vg;bghGJnk fhz khl;Oh;fs;. mij eP']fs] vg;bghGJnk fhz khl;Oh;fs]/

Vbdd;why;/ mijf; fhz;gjw;F/ g[hpe;J bfhs;sf;Toa/ czh;e;J bfhs;sf;Toa/

czh]t[epiyahf ,Ug;gjw;F chpa kpfg;bghpa Mw]wy] ntz;Lk;.

,e;j rKjhak; mjpfhuj;ij ikakhff; bfhz;l xU rKjhak;. ,e;j rKjhak;

,d;dKk; Kw;wpYk; gHikahdjhf/ Kw;wpYk; ehfhPfkw;wjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. xU rpyh; -

murpay;thjpfs;/ kj FUf;fs;/ chpik bfhz;lhLgth;fs; - yl;rf;fzf;fhdth;fs;

kPJ Mjpf;fk; brYj;Jfpwhh;fs;. ve;jf; FHe;ija[k; mwpt[j; jpwDld; ,Ug]gjw]F

mDkjpf;fg;glhj tifapy; ,e;jr; rKjhak; elj;jg;gLfpwJ. [vg;bghGjhtJ xU

Kiw xU g[j;jh; ,e;j g{kpapy; njhd;WtJ Kw;wpYk; xU tpgj;nj MFk;. vg;gonah/

vg;bghGjhtJ xU Kiw/ xUth] ,e;j rKjhaj;jpDila gpoapypUe;J jg;g[fpwhh;.]

vg;bghGjhtJ xU Kiw/ xUth; rKjhaj;jpdhy; e";Nl;lg;glhjtuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;.

mJ rKjhaj;jpDila Vnjh xU jtwhf/ xU gpiHahfj;jhd; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

,y;iybadpy;/ c';fSila nth;fis mHpg;gjpy;/ c';fsplk] c';fSf;Fs;s

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]it mHpg;gjpy; rKjhak; KGbtw;wp bgWfpwJ. nkYk] mJ

epiwntw]wg]gl]L tpl;lhy;/ c';fshy] ahhplKk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s KoahJ.

[eP';fs; c';fis nerpf;f ,ayhjtuhfp tpl]Oh]fs] vd;why;/ c';fshy] vg;bghGJnk

ahiua[k; nerpf;f KoahJ. mJ xU KGikahd cz;ik/ mjw;F tpjptpyf;Ffns

fpilahJ.] c';fis eP';fs; nerpf;f Koe;jhy; kl;Lnk kw;wth;fis c';fshy]

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nerpf;f Koa[k;. Mdhy; rKjhak; Ra-nerj;ij fz;of;fpwJ. rKjhak; mijr]

Raeyk; vd;fpwJ/ rKjhak; mij xUth] jd; kPnj bfhz]Ls;s fhjy] vd;fpwJ.

Mk;/ Ra-nerk; xUth] jd; kPnj bfhz]l fhjyhf/ Ra-fhjyhf khwptpl

Koa[k;. Mdhy; mJ mg;goj;jhd; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;fpd]w mtrpak; ,y;iy. mJ

vg;bghGJnk xUth]jd;idf] fle;J bry;yhtpl]lhy;/ mJ Ra-fhjyhf khwptpl

Koa[k]. mJ jd;dplnk Koe;Jtpl;lhy;/ mJ xUtpjkhd Raeykhf khwptpl Koa[k].

,y]iybadpy;/ Ra-nerk;jhd; kw;w vy;yh tpjkhd ner';fspd; Muk;gk] MFk;.

jd;id nerpf;Fk; xUth]/ Toa tpiutpy; md;gpdhy; epuk;gp tHpa

Muk;gpf;fpwhh;. jd; kPJ ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]Ls]s xUtuhy; ntW ahh; kPJk;

mtek;gpf;if bfhs;s KoahJ/ jd;id Vkhw;wg; nghfpwth;fisplk] Tl/ Vw;fdnt

jd;id Vkhw;wpath;fsplk] Tl. Mk;/ mtuhy; mth;fsplk; Tl mtek;gpf;if bfhs;s

KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; kw]w vijf;fhl;oYk; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ kpft[k; kjpg;g[ kpf;fJ

vd;gij ,g;bghGJ mth] mwpthh]].

eP';fs; xUtiu Vkhw;wyhk; - Mdhy; mthplkpUe;J c';fshy] vij Vkhw;w

Koa[k;> eP';fs; bfh";rk; gzj;ijnah my;yJ ntW VjhtJ xd]iwnah

mthplkpUe;J vLj]Jf] bfhs]s Koa[k;. Mdhy; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpd; mHifj] bjhpe]J

bfhz]l xU kdpjh; ,e;j rpW tp#a';fspdhy; jLkhw]wkila khl;lhh;. mjd; gpwFk;

mth; c';fis nerpg;ghh;/ mjd; gpwFk; mth; c';fsplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]thh;.

mg;bghGJ xU mw]g[jk; epfH;fpwJ: [xUth; cz;ikapnyna c']fsplk]

ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ld] ,Ue]jhy;/ mtiu Vkhw;WtJ Koahj fhhpak;/ fpl;lj;jl;l

,ayhj fhhpakhf ,Uf;Fk;.]

c';fSila thH;tpy] Tl ,J xt;bthU ehSk; epfH;fpwJ.

vg;bghGbjy;yhk; eP';fs; xUthplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpwPh;fnsh/ mg;bghGJ/

c';fis Vkhw;WtJ/ nkhro bra;tJ mtUf;F ,ayhj fhhpakhfp tpLfpwJ. xU

uapy; epiya nkilapd; kPJ mkh]e]Jbfhz;L/ c';fSf;F mUfpy; mkh;e;jpUg;gtiu

c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ – mth; xU mwpKfkpy;yhj kdpjh;/ Kw;wpYk; mwpKfkw;wth; -

mthplk; eP';fs; brhy;fpwPh;fs;/ “jat[bra;J vd;Dila cilikfisg; ghh;j;Jf;

bfhs;S';fs;. ehd; brd;W gazr;rPl;L th';fp tu ntz;Lk;.” ,t;thW Twptpl;L

eP';fs; bry;fpwPh;fs;. Kw;wpYk; mwpKfkw;w xUthplk] eP';fs;; ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[

bfhs]fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; me;j mwpKfkpy;yhj egh; c';fis Vkhw;WtJ vd;gJ

fpl;lj;jl;l vg;bghGJnk epfH;tjpy;iy. mth; kPJ eP';fs; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[

bfhz]oUf;ftpy;iy vdpy; mtuhy; c';fis Vkhw;wpapUf;f Koa[k;.

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ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ jd;dplk; xU ke;jpu rf;jpiaf; bfhz;Ls;sJ. eP';fs;

mthplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]Ltpl;l gpd;dh; mtuhy; vg;go c';fis Vkhw;w

Koa[k;> mtuhy; vg;go mt;tst[ fPH;j;jukhf ele;Jbfhs;s Koa[k;> c';fis

Vkhw;wpdhy; mtuhy; jd;id vg;bghGJk; kd;dpf;f KoahJ.

kdpj kdj;jpDs; gpwh; kPJ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;st[k;/ jhDk;

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]sj]jf;ftuha; ,Ug;gJkhd cs;shh;e;j ,ay;g[ ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpw]F chpatuha; ,Ug;gjpy] midtUk; kfpH;r;rp milfpwhh]fs]. mJ

kw;wthplkpUe]J ekf;F tUk] khpahij - mJt[k;/ mwpKfkpy;yhj xUth; kPJ eP';fs;

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;Sk; bghGJ mJ kpFe;j kjpg;gpw;FhpajhfpwJ. eP';fs; me;j

kdpjhplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]tjw;F ve;j fhuzKk; ,y;iy/ ,Ug;gpDk; eP';fs;

mthplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; me;j kdpjiu mt;tst[ cah]e]j

gPlj]jpw]F cah]j]jp ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]/ eP';fs; me;j kdpjiu mt]tst[ kjpf]fpwPh]fs]/

me;j cauj;jpy; ,Ue;J fPnH ,w';FtJ mtUf;F fpl;lj;jl;l ,ayhjjhfp tpLfpwJ.

mg;go mth; tpGe;Jtpl]lhy]/ mtuhy; vg]bghGJnk jd]id kd;dpf;f KoahJ/ jd;

thH;ehs; KGtJk; mth; me;j Fw;w czh;it Rkf;f ntz;oapUf;Fk;.

jd;dplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhz]Ls]s xUth; mjDila mHif czh;e]J

bfhs]s Muk]gpf]fpwhh; - jd]kPJ mjpfkhf ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;fpd]w mst[/ jhd]

mjpfkhf brHpj;J tsh;fpnwhk] vd]gij czh;fpwhh]; jhd] ,irthdJk]

,Wf]fkw]wJkhd epiyapy] mjpfkhf ,Uf;fpd]w mst[/ jhd] nkYk; rhe]jkhft[k;/

mikjpahft[k] ,Uf]fpnwhk]/ jhd] nkYk; epjhdkhft[k]/ rydkpy;yhkYk]/

gugug;gpy;yhkYk; ,Uf]fpnwhk] vd]gij xUth] czh;e]J bfhs]fpwhh]. mJ mt;tst[

mHfhf ,Ug;gjdhy; eP';fs; nkYk; gyhplk; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s

Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs; mjpfkhf ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpd]w mst[/

c';fSila rydkw]wepiy nkYk; MHkhfpd]wJ; c';fSila mikjp nkYk;

nkYk; MHkhf c';fSila caphpd; ikak] tiu bry;fpwJ. eP']fs; mjpfkhf

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpd]w mst[/ eP';fs; mjpf caukhfg] gwf;fpwPh;fs;.

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s Koe;j xU kdpjh] Toa tpiutpy] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpd;

tpist[fis czhe]]Jbfhs]thh;. mjd; gpwF/ xU ehs; epr;rakhf mth; jkf]F

Kw;wpYk; mwpKfkw]w xd;wplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s Kay;thh;.

c';fsplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s Muk;gpa[';fs; - mJjhd; mog;gilahd

ghlk;/ Kjy; ghlk;. c';fis nerpf;f Muk;gpa[';fs;. eP';fs; c';fis nerpf;ftpy;iy

vd;why; ntW ahh; c';fis nerpf;fg; nghfpwhh;fs;> Mdhy; epidtpy; ita[';fs;/

c';fis kl;Lnkkl;Lnkkl;Lnkkl;Lnk eP';fs; nerpj;jhy;/ c';fSila nerk] kpft[k; twpajhf ,Uf;Fk;.

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xU kpfg;bghpa a{j "hdp/ Qpy;byy]/ TwpapUf;fpwhh;/ “eP';fs; c';fSf;fhf

,y;iybadpy;/ ntW ahh; c';fSf]fhf ,Ug;gh;> mj]Jld]/ “eP';fs; c';fSf;fhf

kl;Lnk ,Ue;jhy;/ gpwF vd;Wnk c';fSila thH;f;iff]F vd;d mh;j;jk; ,Uf;f

Koa[k;>” - xU kpfg]bghpa fUj;jhHkpf;f Tw;W. ,ij epidtpy; bfhs]S';fs;:

c';fis eP';fs; nerpa[';fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ c';fis eP';fs] nerpf;fhtpl;lhy;/ ntW

ahuhYk; c';fis vg;bghGJk; nerpf;f KoahJ.

jd;idna btWf;Fk; xUtid c';fshy] nerpf;f KoahJ. ,e;j

mjph;#;lkpy;yhj g{kpapy;/ fpl;lj;jl;l midtUk; jk]ik btWf;fpwhh;fs;/ midtUk]

jk]ikna fz;ldk; bra;fpwhh;fs;. [jd]dplnk fz]ld czh]t[ bfhz;ltuhf

,Uf;Fk; xUtiu eP';fs; vt]thW nerpf;f Koa[k;> mth; c';fis ek;g khl;lhh;.

mtuhnyna jd;id nerpf;f Koatpy;iy - eP';fseP';fseP';fseP';fs; vg]go mjw;Fj; Jzpayhk;>]

mtuhnyna jd;id nerpf;f Koatpy;iy - c'c'c'c';f;f;f;fshy]shy]shy]shy] vg;go mtiu nerpf;f Koa[k;>

mth; ,jpy; Vnjh jpl;lk;/ Vnjh NH;r;rp/ Vnjh Fwpf;nfhs; ,Uf;Fbkd;W

re;njfg;gLthh;. nerj;jpd; bgauhy; eP';fs; mtiu Vkhw;w Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W

re;njfg;gLthh;. mth; kpFe]j vr]rhpf]ifa[lDk] ftdj]JlDk] ,Ug;ghh]/ mtUila

re;njfk; c';fSila kfpH]r]rpiag] mHpj]JtpLk]. jd;id btWf;Fk; xUtiu eP';fs;

nerpj;jhy;/ jd]idg]gw;wpa mtUila fUj;ij eP';fs] mHpf;f Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs;.

jd]idg; gw;wpa jdJ fUj;ij ahUk; vspjhf tpLtjpy;iy; mJ jhd] mtUila

milahsk;. mth; c';fSld; nghhpLthh;/ mth; jd;Dila fUj;J rhpahdJ/

c';fSila fUj;J jtwhdJ vd;W c';fSf;F ep+gpg;ghh;.

mJjhd; xt;bthU fhjy; cwtpYk; elf;fpwJ – ehd; ,ijf] ‘fhjy; cwt[’

vd;W miHf]fg]gLfpd]w cwt[fspy; vd;W Fwpg]gpl mDjpa[';fs;. ,J xt;bthU

fztd; kidtp ,ilnaa[k;/ xt;bthU fhjyd] fhjyp ,ilnaa[k;/ xt;bthU

Mqf;Fk; bgz;qf;Fk; ,ilnaa[k; ele;J bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. jd;idg; gw;wp mth]fs]

bfhz;Ls;s fUj;ij eP';fs; vg;go mHpf;f Koa[k;. mJjhd; mtUila milahsk]/

mJjhd] mtUila mfk]ghtk]/ mt;thWjhd; mth; jd;id mwpe;Js;shh;. eP';fs;

mij mfw]wptpl;lhy;/ mtUf;Fj; jhd; ahh; vd;gJ bjhpahJ. mJ kpft[k;

mghafukhdJ/ jd;Dila fUj;ij mth; mt;tst[ vspjhf tpl;Ltpl KoahJ. jhd;

nerpf;fj; jFe;jth; my;y; jhd] btWf;fj; jf;fth; kl;Lnk vd;W mth; c';fSf;F

ep+gpg;ghh;. c';fSila epiya[k; ,Jthfj]jhd; ,Uf]fpwJ. eP';fSk; c';fis

btWf;fpwPh;fs;; c';fshy; ntW ahiua[k] c';fis nerpg]gjw]F mDkjpf;f KoahJ.

ahnuDk] md;ghd czh]t[lz] c';fSf;fUfpy; tUfpd]wbghGbjy;yhk;/ eP';fs;

RU';fp tpLfpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; jg;gpj]Jf]bfhs]s tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs;

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gag;gLfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; md;igg; bgwj; jFjpaw;wth; vd;W c';fSf;F ed;whfj;

bjhpa[k;/ btspj] njhw;wj;jpy; kl;Lnk eP';fs; kpf ey]ytuhf/ kpf mHfhdtuhfj;

bjhpfpwPh;fs; vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj] bjhpa[k;; cs;ns MHj;jpy; eP';fs; mHfw]wth;.

eP';fs; ,e;j kdpjiu c';fis nerpf;f mDkjpj;jhy;/ vg;bghGjhtJ fl;lhakhf -

vd;whtJ xU ehs; vd;gijtpl btF tpiutpnyna/ cz;ikapy; eP';fs; ahh;

vd;gij mth; mwpe;J bfhs;thh;.

eP';fs; nerKld] thH ntz;oa xUthplk; vj;Jid ehs; c';fshy] ghrh';F

bra;a Koa[k;> eP';fs; bghJ ,l';fspy; ghrh';F bra;a Koa[k;/ yad;!; fpsg;/

nuhl;lhp fpsg; nghd;w ,l';fspy; ghrh';F bra;a Koa[k; - g[d;difald;/ bjhlh]e]J

g[d;difa[lndna. eP';fs;; xU ghj;jpuk; Vw;W/ mHfhf eof;f Koa[k;. Mdhy; xU

Mqlndh/ xU bgz;qlndh/ eP';fs; xU ehspy; ,Ugj;J ehd;F kzp neuKk;

thH;e;jhy;/ bjhlh]e]J g[d]difj]Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ug;gJ nrhh;t[w itg]gjhf ,Uf;Fk;.

mg]bghGJ me]jg] g[d]dif c']fisr] nrhw]t[wr] bra]a[k]/ Vbdd;why;/ mJ

nghypahdJ. mJ cjLfSf;F xU gapw;rp kl;Lnk/ tpiutpy] cjLfs; fisg;g[w;Wg;

nghFk;. eP';fs; vg;go bjhlh]e]J ,dpikahfnt ,Ue;J bfhz;oUf;f Koa[k;>

c';fSila frg;g[zh]t[ nkny tUk]. mjdhy]/ njd; epyt[ Kot[Wtjw;Fs; vy;yhnk

Koe;JtpLfpwJ. ,UtUf;Fk; kw;wtUila cz]ik epiy bjhpe;Jtpl;lJ/

,UtUf;Fk; kw;wtUila nghypj]jdk] bjhpe;Jtpl;lJ/ ,UtUf;Fk; kw;wtUila

bgha;ik bjhpe;Jtpl;lJ.

me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug]gjw]F xUth; mr]rg;gLfpwhh;. me;epnahd;akhf ,Uj;jy;

vd;gjw;F eP';fs; Vw;wpUf;Fk; ghj;jpuj;ij tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk; vd;W bghUs;. nkYk]

eP';fs; ahbud;gij eP';fs] mwptPh]fs]: gadw]]wth]/ btWk; Fg;ig; mJjhd;

Muk;gj;jpypUe;J c';fSf;Fr] brhy;yg]gl]oUf]fpwJ. c';fSila bgw;nwhh;fs]/

c';fSila Mrphpah;fs;/ c';fSila murpay;thjpfs;/ c';fSila kjFUf]fs]

– midtUk] c']fsplk] eP';fs; Fg;ig/ gadw]wth] vd;Wjhd; brhy;ypf; bfhz;L

,Ue]jpUf]fpwhh;fs;. ahUk; c';fis vg;bghGJk] Vw;Wf; bfhz;ljpy;iy. eP';fs;

nerpf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; kjpf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; njitg;gLfpwPh;fs;; vd;fpd]w

czh;it ahUk] c';fSf;F mspj;jjpy;iy - ,e;jg; gpug";rk; c';fSila ,Hg;ig

czUk;/ eP';fs; ,y;yhtpl]lhy; ,e;jg; gpug";rk; ,nj nghd]W ,Uf;fhJ/ eP';fs;

,y;yhtpl]lhy; m';F xU btw;wplk; ,Uf;Fk;. [eP';fs; ,y;yhtpl]lhy;; ,e;jg; gpug";rk;

bfh";rk; ftpijia/ bfh";rk; mHif ,He;JtpLk;: xU ghlypd; ,Hg;g[ czug;gLk;/

xU ,irf; FwpaPl;od; ,Hg;g[ czug;gLk;/ m';F xU btw;wplk; ,Uf;Fk] - ahUk;

,ij c';fSf;Fr; brhd;djpy;iy.]

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,';F vd;Dila ntiy mJjhd]: c';fSf;Fs; cUthf;fg;gl;oUf;Fk;

c';fs; kPjhd mtek;gpf;ifia mHpg;gJjhd;/ c';fs; kPJ Rkj;jg;gl;oUf;Fk;

vy;yh Fw;wr;rhl;Lf;fisa[k; mHpg;gJjhd;/ mij c';fsplkpUe;J mfw]wptpl;L/

,e;jg; gpug";rj;jpdhy; eP';fs; nerpf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;/ kjpf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs] vd;fpd]w

czh;it c';fSf;F mspg;gJjhd;. c';fis nerpj;jjdhy;jhd; flt[s; c';fisg;

gilj;jpUf;fpwhh;. c';fis cUthf;f ntz]Lk] vd]fpd]w Miria mlf]f Koahj

mstpw]F mth; c';fis mt]tst[ nerpj;jhh;.

xU Xtpah; Xtpak] jPl]Lfpw bghGJ/ mij nerpf]fpw fhuzj]jpdhy] mth;

tiufpwhh;. tpd;brd;l; ntd; fh jd]Dila thH]ehs; KGtJk; bjhlh;e;J Nhpaid

tiue;J bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhh;/ mth; Nhpaid mt;tst[ nerpj;jhh;. cz]ikapy]/

Nhpad]jhd] mtiug] igj]jpakhf]fpaJ. xU tUlk; bjhlh;e;J Rl;blhpf;Fk; Nhpadpd;

fPH; epd;W tiue;J bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhh;. mtUila thH;f;if KGtJk] Nhpaidr]

Rw;wpna efh]e]jJ. mth; kdepiwt[ bgw;w me;j ehspy]/ jhd; vg;bghGJnk tiua

tpUk]gpa Xtpaj;ij mth; tiue;jtpl;l bghGJ - ,e;j Xtpaj;ij tiutjw;fhf mth;

ntW gy Xtpa';fis tiue;J ,Ue;jhh; - Mdhy;/ mitfspy; vy;yhk; mth;

kdepiwt[ bgwtpy;iy – mth] kdepiwt[ bgw]w me;j ehspy]/ “Mk;/ ,Jjhd; ehd;

tiua tpUk;gpa Xtpak;/” vd;W mth; Tw Koe;j ehspy]/ mth; jw;bfhiy bra;J

bfhz;lhh;/ Vbdd;why]/ “vd; ntiy Koe;Jtpl;lJ. ehd; vjw;fhf te;njndh/ me;jf]

fhhpaj;ij Koj;Jtpl;nld;. vd;Dila Fwpf;nfhs; epiwntwptpl;lJ/ ,dp thH;tjpy;

ve]j mh;j;jKkpy;iy/” vd;W mth; Twpdhh;.

mtUila thH;f;if KGtJk] xU Fwpg;gpl;l Xtpaj;jpw;F mh;g;gzk;> mth;

Nhpaid mst[ fle;J nerpj;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;. mtUila fz;fis/ mtUila

ghh;itia mJ mHpf;Fk; mst[/ mJ mtiu igj;jpakhf;Fk; mst[/ mt;tst[ neuk;

mth; Nhpaidg; ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;nlapUe;jhh;.

xU ftp"h; xU ghliy ,aw;WfpwbghGJ/ mth] mij nerpf;fpw

fhuzj;jpdhy; ,aw;Wfpwhh;. ,iwtd] c';fis tiue;jpUf;fpwhh;/ c';fisg; gho

,Uf;fpwhh;/ c';fis eldkhf Mo ,Uf;fpwhh;. ,iwtd] c';fis nerpf;fpwhh]*

,iwtd,iwtd,iwtd,iwtd] vd;fpd;w brhy;ypy; eP';fs; ve;j mh;j]jj;ija[k; fhztpy;iy vd;why;/

ftiy bfhs;s ntz;lhk;. mijg] gpug";rk; vd;W miHa[';fs;/ mij KGik vd;W

miHa[';fs;. gpug";rk; c';fis nerpf;fpwJ/ ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs; ,';F ,Uf;f

khl;Oh;fs;.

c';fSila ,aw]ifahdjd]ikapDs] ,ay]ghf ,U';fs;/ KGikahy;

eP';fs; md;g[ld; ghJfhf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; KGik c';fSf;Fs;

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bjhlh]e]J Rthrpj]Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ c']fSf]Fs] Joj;Jf; bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwJ.

KGik c';fsplk; itj;Js;s ,e;j kpfg; bghpa khpahijia/ nerj;ij/

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]it eP';fs; czu Muk;gpj;Jtpl;lhy;/ eP';fs; c';fSf;Fs; nth]tpl

Muk;gpg;gPh;fs;. c';fs; kPJ eP';fs; ek;gpf;ifa[zh;t[ bfhs;tPh;fs;. mg]bghGJjhd]

jhd; c';fshy; vd;dplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s Koa[k;/ mg]bghGJjhd;

c';fshy; c';fSila ez;gh;fsplk;/ c';fSila FHe;ijfsplk;/ c';fSila

fztuplk;/ c';fSila kidtpaplk; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;s Koa[k;.

mg;bghGJjhd; eP';fs; ku';fsplk;/ kpUf';fsplk;/ el;rj;jpu';fsplk;/ epyhtplk;

KGikahf ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]sKoa[k;. mg;bghGJ xUth]

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]thfnt thH;fpwhh;. mjdplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]Sjy;/ ,jdplk]

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]Sjy; vd]fpd]w nfs;tpahf ,g;bghGJ mJ ,y;iy; xUth;

ghFghod]wp midj]jpYk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;fpwhh;. ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[

bfhs]Sjy] vd]gJ cz;ikapy; Md;kPf czh;t[ld; ,Ug;gJ MFk;.

re;epah!]re;epah!]re;epah!]re;epah!] vd;gJ KGtJk; ,J gw;wpaJjhd;. rKjhak; bra;jpUf]fpd]]w

midj;ija[k; ePf]FtJjhd; re;epah!].re;epah!].re;epah!].re;epah!]. kjFUf;fs; vdf;F vjpuhf ,Ug;gJ/

murpay;thjpfs; vdf;F vjpuhf ,Ug]gJ/ bgw;nwhh;fs; vdf;F vjpuhf ,Ug]gJ/

rKjha mikg]g[ KGtJk] vdf;F vjpuhf ,Ug]gJ btWk; tpgj;jy;y; ,J tpgj;J

my;y. ,jpy; cs;s Kw;wpYk; bjspthd fhuzj;ij vd;dhy; g[hpe;J bfhs;s

KofpwJ. mth;fs; bra;jij vy;yhk; ehd; jiyfPHhf khw]w Kaw;rpf;fpnwd;. ,e;j

moikr; rKjhaj;jpd; mikg;g[ KGtija[k; ehd; ehrk; bra;fpnwd;.

g[ul]rpahsh]fis cUthf;Ftnj vd;Dila Kaw;rp/ g[ul]rpahsh] Mtjpd]

Muk]gk] jd;dplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh;t[ bfhs;Sjy] MFk]. c';fsplk] eP';fs;

ek;gpf;ifa[zh;t[ bfhs]tjw]F ehd; cjt Koe;jhy;/ ehd; c';fSf;F cjtp

bra]Jtpl]nld]. ntW vJt[k; njitapy;iy; kw;wit aht[k; jhkhfnt ,irt[ld;

gpd;bjhlUk;.

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“kw;wth;fSld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uj;jy;kw;wth;fSld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uj;jy;kw;wth;fSld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uj;jy;kw;wth;fSld; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uj;jy;”

“mLj;j eltof;iffsmLj;j eltof;iffsmLj;j eltof;iffsmLj;j eltof;iffs;”

,uz;L fhjyh;fs; xUtUf;bfhUth; cz;ikapnyna btspg;gilahf ,Uf;fpd]w bghGJ/

xUtUf;bfhUth] gak; ,d;wpa[k]/ xUthplkpUe;J kw;wth; vija[k; kiwf;fhkYk] ,Uf;fpd]w bghGJ/

mJ me;epnahd;ak; MFk;. mLj;jth; fhag;gl;L tpLthh; my;yJ mtkjpg;g[ bfhs;thh; vd;fpd]w ve;j

gaKk; ,d]wp xt;bthU tp#aj;ija[k; mth;fshy] Tw Koe;jhy;. . . fhjyh]] mtkjpg;ghff; bfhs;thh;

vd;W fhjypg;gth] vz;qfpwhh] vd]why;/ mg;bghGJ me;j me;epnahd;ak; ,d;Dk; nghJkhd mst[

MHj]Jld] ,y;iy. mg;bghGJ mJ vjdhy; ntz;LkhdhYk; cilf;fg;glf]Toa xU tpjkhd

Vw;ghL. Mdhy;/ ,uz;L fhjyh;fs;/ kiwg;gjw;F vJt[k; ,y;iy/ vy;yhtw;iwa[k; brhy;y Koa[k;

vd;W czu Muk;gpf;Fk;bghGJ/ eP';fs; xd;iwr; brhy;yhtpl;lhy; Tl kw;wth; mij czh;e;J

bfhs;sthh; vd;Dk; mstpw]F ek]gpf]ifa[zh]t[ mt]tst[ MHkhd epiyf]F te]Jtpl]lbghGJ/

mg]bghGJ mth;fs; ,UtUk] xUtuhf khw Muk;gpf;fpd]whh;fs;.

btspg;gilahf ,U';fs;btspg;gilahf ,U';fs;btspg;gilahf ,U';fs;btspg;gilahf ,U';fs;

thH;f;if xU g[dpjg; gazk;/ nerk] Kaw;rpj]J milag]glhj tiuapy]/ mJ

v']Fk] brd;W milahky]/ bjhlh]e]J xU g[dpjg; gazkhfnt ,Uf;fpd]wJ. mJ

tl;lj]jpnyna Rw;wpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ “ehd; mile;J tpl;nld;. ehd; vjw;fhf

te;njndh mJthf ehd; Mfptpl;nld;. ,e;j tpij g{f;fshy; epiwt[ bgw]Wtpl]lJ/”

vd;W xUth] brhy;yf;Toa epiwtile]Jtpl]l xU jUzk; tUtnjapy;iy.

nerk;jhd;; ,yf;F/ thH;f;if jhd; gazk;. ,yf;F ,y;yhj xU gazk; epr]rak]

jhWkhwhfj;jhd;/ igj;jpaf;fhuj;jdkhfj;jhd; ,Uf;fg] nghfpwJ; mjw;F ve;j

jpira[k; ,Uf;fhJ. xU ehs; eP';fs; tlf;nf bry;fpwPh;fs;/ kw;bwhU ehs; eP';fs;

bjw;nf bry;fpwPh;fs;; mJ jw]brayhf ele]jjhfnt ,Uf]Fk]/ vJ ntz;LkhdhYk;

c';fis v';F ntz;LkhdhYk; miHj;Jr; bry;yyhk;. ,yf;F bjspthf ,y;yhj

tiuapy] eP';fs; Mw;wpy; kpjf;Fk; kuj;Jz;L nghynt ,Ug;gPh;fs;. ,yf;F bjhiy

J}uj]jpy] ,Uf]Fk] xU el;rj;jpukhf ,Uf;fyhk; - mJ ve;j tpj;jpahrj;ija[k;

Vw;gLj;Jtjpy;iy – Mdhy; mJ bjspthf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mJ bjhiythf

,Ue;jhy; guthapy;iy/ Mdhy; mJ mtrpak] ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

c';fSila ghh;it mjpy; gjpe;J ,Uf;f Koa[k]; mg;bghGJ me]j gj;jhapuk;

iky; bjhiyt[s;s gazk; xU ePz;l gazk; my;y. eP';fs; rhpahd jpirapy; brd]W

bfhz;L ,Ue;jhy;/ gpwF kpft[k; ePz;l gazk; Tl xU bghpa gpur;rid ,y;iy.

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Mdhy; eP';fs; jtwhd jpirapy; gazpj;Jf;bfhz;L ,Ue;jhy;/ my;yJ ve;jj;

jpirapYnk gazpf]fhky; ,Ue;jhy;/ my;yJ xnu neuj;jpy; vy;yhj; jpirfspYk;

gazpj]Jf] bfhz;oUe]jPh]fs] vd]why;/ mg;bghGJ thH;f;if behU';fp tpH

Muk;gpf;fpd]wJ. kdneha; vd;gJ mJjhd; - rf;jp ,He;J nghjy;/ v';F bry;tJ

vd;gJ bjhpahky;/ vd;d bra;tJ vd]gJ bjhpahky; ,Uj;jy;/ vd]dthf ,Ug]gJ

vd]gJ g[hpahky; ,Uj;jy;. v';F bry;tJ vd;gJ bjhpahky] ,Uj]jy]/ thH]f]if vd]gJ

vjw]fhf vd]gJ g[hpahky] ,Uj]jy]/ cs;ns xU btw;wplj;ij/ xU fhaj;ij/ xU

,Uz;l FHpia Vw;gLj;Jfpd]wJ/ nkYk]/ mjpypUe;J xU ,iltplhj gak; vGk].

mjdhy;jhd; kf;fs; xU eLf;fj;Jlndna thH;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; mij kiwf;fyhk;/

mth;fs; mij g{rp bkGfyhk;/ mth;fs; mij ahUf;Fk; fhz;gpf;fhky; ,Uf;fyhk;/

Mdhy; mth;fs; gaj]Jlndna thH;fpwhh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; kf;fs; ntW xUtUld]

me;epnahd;akhf ,Ug;gjw;F mt;tst[ gag;gLfpwhh;fs;. mLj;jtiu kpft[k;

beUf]fkhd xU me;epnahd;aj]Jld] ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpj;jhy;/ c';fSf;Fs;

,Uf;Fk; me;j ,Uz;l FHpia mth; fhzf;TLk;.

,d;okrp,d;okrp,d;okrp,d;okrp vd;;w M']fpyr]brhy;/ ,d;okk,d;okk,d;okk,d;okk; vd]fpd]w yj;jPd; bkhHp \yr]

brhy;ypy; ,Ue]J tUfpwJ/ mjw;F c';fSila cs;gFjp/ c';fSila kpft[k]

cs;shh;e;j ikak; vd;W bghUs;. m';F c';fsplk] VjhtJ xd;W ,Ue]jhy] md]wp/

eP';fs; ahUlDk; me;epnahd;akhf ,Uf;f KoahJ. c';fshy] beUf]fj]ij/

me;epnahd;aj;ij mDkjpf;f KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; mth;fs; me;jf] FHpia/ me;jg]

g[z;iz/ mjpypUe;J rPH; bkJthf btspna frptijg; ghh;j;JtpLthh;fs;. eP';fs;

ahh; vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj] bjhpahJ vd]gij/ eP';fs; xU igj;jpaf;fhuh; vd;gij/

eP';fs; v';nf brd]W bfhz]oUf]fpwPh;fs; vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj] bjhpahJ vd;gij

mth;fs] g[hpe;J bfhs;thh;fs;. c';fSf]Fr] brhe]jkhd ghliyf;Tl eP';fs;

nfl;ljpy;iy vd;gij/ c';fSila thH;f;if ,irt[ld] xU']fpize]j xU

mikg]ghf ,y]yhky] xU bgU';FHg;gkhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ vd;gijg; g[hpe;J

bfhs;thh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; me;epnahd;ak; Fwpj;J gak;.

fhjyh;fs]Tl mhpjhfnt me;epnahd;akhdth]fshf khWfpwhh;fs;. cly;

hPjpahf xUtUld; cwthf ,Ug;gJ kl;Lnk me;epnahd;ak] my;y - ghy; cWg;g[fspy;

czug;gLk; cr;rfl;l ,d;gj;ij kl;Lnk cilajy;y me;epnahd;ak;/ mJ

mjDila g[w vy;iy khj]jpunk MFk]. me;epnahd;ak; ghYzh;t[ld] ,ize;Jk]

,Uf;fyhk;/ mJ ,y;yhkYk; ,Uf;fyhk;. [me;epnahd;ak; vd;gJ Kw;wpYk; khWgl;l

xU ghpkhzk;. mJ mLj;jtiu c';fSf;Fs;ns tu mDkjpg;gJ/ c';fis eP';fs;

fhz;gJ nghyf] fhz mDkjpg;gJ – c';fis c';fSf;Fs;spUe;J fhz

mLj;jtiu mDkjpg;gJ/ ntW xUtiu c';fSila czh]t[ epiyapd]] kpft[k;

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MHkhd me]j ikaj;jpw;Fs; tuntw;gJ MFk;.] box matter ,e;j etPd cyfj;jpy;

me;epnahd;ak; kiwe;J bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. fhjyh;fs; Tl me;epnahd;akhf

,Ug;gjpy;iy. ,g;bghGJ el;g[ vd;gJ btWk; thh;j;ij jhd]; mJ kiwe;Jtpl;lJ.

fhuzk;> fhuzk; vd]dbtd]why] gfph;e;Jbfhs]tjw]F vJt[k] ,y;iy. jdf;Fs;ns

,Uf;Fk; VH;ikia btspg;gLj;Jtjw]F ahh; tpUk;g[fpwhh;fs;> xUth; ghrh';F

bra;ant tpUk;g[fpwhh;/ “ehd; brHpg;ghdtd;/ ehd; mile;Jtpl;nld;/ ehd; vd;d

bra;fpnwd; vd;gJ vdf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/ ehd; v';F brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpnwd; vd;gJ

vdf;Fj; bjhpa[k;.”

btspg;gilahf ,Ug]gjw]F/ jdf;Fs; ,Uf;Fk; FHg;gepiyiaf; fhz;gpj]J

ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Ug]gjw]F xUth; jahuhft[k;/ nghJkhd ijhpaj]JlDk] ,y;iy.

mLj;jth; mij jd]Dila Raeyj]jpw]Fg] gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;sf; TLk;; me;j gak;

,Uf;fpd]wJ. eP';fs; bgU']FHg;gkhf ,Ug;gJ fz]L mLj;jth; kpft[k; Mjpf;fk;

brYj;Jguhf khwyhk;. c';fSf;F xU jiytd; njit vd;gJ fz]L/ c';fSf]F

eP';fs] jiytdhf ,y;yhjJ fz]L/ mLj;jth; jiytdhf khwptplf]TLk].

Mifahy] midtUk; j';fisg] ghJfhj;Jf; bfhs;s Kaw]rpf]fpd;wdh;/ ntW ahUk;

j';fSf;Fs;ns ,Uf;Fk; ,ayhikiaj; bjhpe;J bfhs;shky] ,Ug]gjw]fhf;

,y;iybad;why; mth;fs] kw]wth]fshy] mth]fspd] Raeyj]jpw]Fg] gad;gLj;jpf;

bfhs;sg;glf]TLk]. ,e;j cyfk; kpFe]j Raeyj]jpw]Fg] gad]gLj]jpf] bfhs]Sjiyf]

bfhz;Ls;sJ.

nerk]jhd; Fwpf;nfhs;. Fwpf;nfhs; bjspthfptpl]lJ vd]why]/ eP';fs; xU

cs;shh;e;j brHpg]gpid tsh;f;f Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. me;j fhak; kiwe;J/ xU

jhkiuahf khWfpwJ; me;j fhak; jhkiuahf cUkhw;wk; milfpwJ. mJjhd;

nerj]jpd] mw;g[jk;/ nerj]jpd] khatpj;ij MFk]. nerk]jhd] cyfpny ,Uf]fpd]w

kpfg;bghpa ,urthj rf;jpahFk;. mij vt;thW gad;gLj;JtJ vd;gij mwpe;J

bfhz]lth;fs; flt[s; vd;Dk; kpft[k; cah;e;j rpfuj]ij mila Koa[k;. mij

vt;thW gad;gLj;JtJ vd;gij mwpahjth;fs; gpug";rj;jpd; ,Uz;l

kiwtpl';fspy; Ch;e;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;; mth;fs;;/ Nhpadhy; xspa{l;lg;gl;l

thH;tpd] kiyKfLfSf;F tUtnjapy;iy.

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me;ju';fj;jpd; mtrpak;me;ju';fj;jpd; mtrpak;me;ju';fj;jpd; mtrpak;me;ju';fj;jpd; mtrpak;

xUtUf;F ,uz]L gf;f';fs; cz;L/ btspg]g[wk] kw;Wk; cl]g[wk]. btspg;g[wk;

gfpu']fkhf ,Uf]fyhk]/ Mdhy; cl;g[wk; mt;thW ,Uf;f KoahJ. cl;g[wj;ij

eP';fs; gfpu']fkhf;fpdhy]/ c';fSila Md;khit eP'fs] ,He;J tpLtPh;fs;/

c';fSila cz]ikahd Kfj]ij eP'fs] ,He;J tpLtPh;fs;. mjd] gpd]dh;/

c';fSf;Fs;ns xU ,aw]ifahd jd]ik ,y;yhjJ nghy; eP';fs; thH;tPh;fs;.

thH;f;if kfpH;r;rpaw]wjhf/ gadw;wjhf khwptpLk;. bghJthH;f;if thH;gth;fSf;F

,J nehpLfpd;wJ – murpay;thjpfs;/ jpiug;gl eofh;fs;. mth;fs;

gfpu']fkhdth]fshf khwptpLfpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs; j';fSila ,aw]ifahd

jd]ikia KGtJk; ,He;J tpLfpwhh;fs;; bghJkf;fs; mth;fisg; gw;wp

brhy;tijj; jtpu jh';fs; ahh; vd;gJ mth;fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ. mth;fs; gpwUila

fUj;Jf;fisr; rhh;e;J ,Uf;fpd]whh;fs]; mth;fsplk] j';fSila ,aw]ifahd

jd]ik gw;wpa czh;t[ ,y;iy.

kpft[k; g[fH; bgw;w eoiffSs; xUtuhd kh;ypd; kd;nwh/ jw;bfhiy bra;J

bfhz;lhh;. kdneha; Ma;thsh;fs; nrhfkhf mjd] fhuzj;ij MH;e;J nahrpj;Jf]

bfhz]L ,Ue]jpUf;fpwhh;fs;. ,Jtiu thH]e]j bgz;fspnyna kpft[k; mHfhd

xUtuhf/ kpft[k] btw;wp bgw;w xUtuhf mth] ,Ue;jhh]. mbkhpf;f $dhjpgjp $hd;

v@g; bfd;do Tl mthplk] fhjy] bfhz]oUe]jhh;/ ,yl;rf;fzf;fhz kf;fs; mtiu

nerpj;jhh;fs;. ,jw]F nkYk] ntW vij xUth] bgw;Wtpl Koa[k; vd;gij c']fshy]

epidj;Jg; ghh;f;ft[k] KoahJ. mth; midj]ija[k; bgw;wpUe;jhh;.

Mdhy; mth; gfpu']fkhdtuhf ,Ue;jhh]/ mJ mtUf;Fj] bjhpe]jpUe]jJ. mth;

jd;Dila fhjy; miwapy; Tl/ $dhjpgjp bfd;do m']F ,Uf]fpd]w bghGJ/

kd]nwh mtiu/ “kp!;lh; g]bu!pbld;l;” vd;nw miHj;jhh; - xU Mqld; my;y/ xU

fHfj;Jld; mth] fhjy; bra;tJ nghy].

kd;nwhkd;nwhkd;nwhkd;nwh vy]nyhUk] mwpe]j xU bghUshf ,Ue;jhh;. fhyk; bry;yr; bry;y

jdf;bfd]W jdpg]gl]l vJt[k; ,y;iy vd;gij mth; czh;e;J bfhz]lhh;. xU Kiw/

mth; xU eph;thz Mz;Lf] Fwpg;ngl;ow;F jd;idg; g[ifg;gl';fs; vLf;f

mDkjpj;jpUe;jhh;. mthplk] ahnuh xUth] “glk; vLf;fg;gl;lbghGJ eP';fs; VjhtJ

nghl;oUe;jPh;fsh>” vd;W nfl;lhh;.

mth; gjpYWj;jhh;/ “Mk;/ ehd; xd;iwg; nghl;oUe;njd; - nuonahit.”

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Milapd;wp/ eph;thzkhf/ jdf;bfd;W xU me;ju';fk; ,d]wp. [mth;

me;ju';fkhf bra;af;Toa xnu tp#akhf jw;bfhiyahf ,Ue;jjdhy;jhd; mth;

jw;bfhiy bra;J bfhz;lhh; vd;gJ vd;Dila czh;t[. midj]Jk] gfpu']fkhdjhf

,Ue;jJ; mth; jhdhf/ xUikapy]/ Kw]wpYk] ,ufrpakhft[k]/ me;ju';fkhft[k]

bra;af;Toa xnu tp#akhf mJ kl]Lnk ,Ue;jJ.] box bghJthH;tpy;

,Ug;gth;fSf;F jw;bfhiyapd;ghy; vg;bghGJnk xU <h;g;g[ ,Uf;Fk;/ Vbdd;why;

jw;bfhiyapd; \yk; kl;Lnk mth;fs; jh';fs; ahh; vd;gJ gw]wpa fz neuf]

fz]nzhl]lkhtJ bgwKoa[k;.

mHfhf ,Uf;Fk; midj;Jnk cs;shh;e;jjhfj;jhd; ,Uf]fpd]wJ/

cs;shh;e;jJ vd]gjw]F me;ju';fkhdJ vd;W bghUs]. fhjy; bra;fpd]w bghGJ

bgz;fisg; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> mth;fs; vg;bghGJnk fz;fis \of;

bfhs;fpd]whh;fs;. mth;fSf;F Vnjh xd;W bjhpe]jpUf]fpwJ. xU Mz; jpwe;j

fz;fSld] fhjy; bra;fpwhh;; mth; xU ghh;itahsuhfnt ,Uf;fpwhh;. mth; me;j

braypy; KGtJkhf ,y;iy; mth; mjpy; KGikahf ,y;iy. mth; ghh;itahsuhf

,Ug;gjpnyna kfpH;r;rp milgtuhf/ ntW ahnuh fhjy; bra;tJnghyt[k;/ me;jf;

fhjy; fhl;rp bjhiyf;fhl;rpapnyh my;yJ jpiug;glj;jpnyh tUtJ nghyt[k] ,th;

ghh;f;fpd]whh;. Mdhy;/ xU bgz;zpw]F ,ijj; jtph;f;fj; bjhpa[k;/ Vbdd;why; mts;

Miztpl jd; cs;shh;e;j epiya[ld] Ez;ikahd ,irt[ld; ,Uf;fpwhs;. mts;

vg;bghGJnk jd]Dila fz;fis \of;bfhs;fpwhs;. mg;bghGJ fhjy; Kw;wpYk;

khWgl;l xU jd]ika[ld; ,Uf;fpd;wJ.

xd;W bra;a[';fs;: ,utpy; Fspay]bjhl;oapy; jz;zPiu jpwe;Jtpl;L/ gpd;dh;

tpsf;if vhpat[k] mizat[k] bra]a[']fs;. ,Us] ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ jz;zPh; tpGtij

eP';fs; mjpfj]] bjspthff; nfl;gPh;fs;/ me;j xyp Jy]ypakhf ,Uf;Fk;. tpsf;F

vhpfpd]w bghGJ/ me;j xyp mt;tst[ Jy]ypakhf ,Uf;fhJ. ,Uspy; vd;d

epfH;fpwJ> ,Uspy;/ c']fshy] ghh;f;f Koahjjpdhy;/ kw;wit vy]yhk;

kiwe;JtpLfpd]wd. eP';fSk; me;j xypa[k; kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpd;wPh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd;

ey;y cztf';fspy; vy;yhk; gpufhrkhd xsp jtph;f;fg;gLfpwJ. mit

bkGFth;j;jpahy; xspa{l;lg;gl;litahf ,Uf;fpd;wd. xU cztfk;

bkGFth;j;jpahy; xspa{l;lg;gl;oUf;Fk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ Rit MHkhf ,Uf;Fk; -

eP';fs; ed;whfr] rhg;gpLfpwPh;fs;/ cld] MHkhfr] Ritf;fpwPh;fs;. eWkzk;

c';fisr; NH;fpd]wJ. kpft[k;; gpufhrkhd xsp ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ m';F Rit

,Ug;gjpy;iy. fz;fs; vy;yhtw;iwa[k; gfpu';fkhf;fp tpLfpd;wd.

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,aw;ifj;jj;Jt ,ay;,aw;ifj;jj;Jt ,ay;,aw;ifj;jj;Jt ,ay;,aw;ifj;jj;Jt ,ay; vd;fpd]w jd;Dila g[j;jfj;jpd; Kjy;

thf;fpaj;jpnyna/ mhp!;lhl;oy;/ ghh;itjhd; kdpjdpd; g[yd;fspnyna kpft[k]

cah;;e;jJ vd;fpd]whh;. mg;go ,y;iy – cz;ikapy;/ ghh;it kpft[k; Mjpf;fk;

brYj;Jtjhf khwptpl;lJ. mJ xUtiu KGtJk; jd;Dila gpuj]naf

chpikahf]fpf]bfhz;L/ kw;w g[yd;fs] midj]ija[k; mHpj;Jtpl;lJ.

mhp!;lhl;oYila FU/ gpnsl;nlh/ g[yd;fspy; xU goepiy mikg;g[ cs;sJ -

mjpy; ghh;it nky;goapYk;/ bjhLjy; czh;t[ fPH;g; goapYk] ,Uf;fpd;wJ vd;W

TWfpwhh]. mtUila fUj;J Kw;wpYk; jtwhdJ. m';F goepiyfns ,y;iy.

vy;yhg; g[yd;fSk; rkepiyapy;jhd; cs;sd/ m';F ve;j goepiyfSk;

,Uf;ff;TlhJ.

Mdhy; eP';fs; fz;fspd] \ykhf thH;fpwPh;fs;: [c';fSila thH;tpd;

vz;gJ rjtpfpjk; fz;fisr; rhh;e]jjhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ. ,J ,t;thW ,Uf;ff; TlhJ;

xU rkepiy kPz]Lk] epiyepWj]jg]gl ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; bjhlt[k; bra]a ntz;Lk;/

Vbdd;why; fz;fshy; mspf;f Koahj Vnjh xd;W bjhLjypy; ,Uf]fpd]wJ.]box

Mdhy] Kaw]rpj]Jg] ghU';fs;/ eP';fs; fhjypf;Fk; Miznah my]yJ bgz;iznah

gpufhrkhd xspapy; bjhl Kaw]rpj]Jg] ghU';fs;/ mjd] gpd;dh; ,Uspy; bjhL';fs;.

,Uspy; cly; jd;id btspg;gLj;JfpwJ; gpufhrkhd xspapy; mJ kiwe;J

bfhs;fpwJ.

budhaUila bgz;fspd] cly; Xtpa';fisg; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> mit

j']fSf]Fs; mw;g[jkhd Vnjh xd;iwf] bfhz]oUf;fpd]wd. vj]Jidnah Xtpah;fs;

bgz;qliy tiue;J ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; budhaUilait cld; xg;gplf;Toa

mst[ vJt[k] ,y;iy. mtw;Wf;F ,ilna cs;s ntWghL vd;d> kw;w Xtpah;fs;

midtUk; bgz;qly; ghh;itf;Fj; bjhptJ nghd]W tiue;Js;shh;fs;. budha;h/;

iffshy; bjhLk; bghGJ mJ vt;thW czug;gLfpwnjh/ mt;thW

tiue;jpUf;fpwhh;/ mjdhy; me;j Xtpa';fspy; xU md;g[/ xU beUf;fk;/ xU

capnuhl;lk] ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

eP';fs; bjhLk;bghGJ/ kpft[k] mUfhikapy] Vnjh xd;W epfH]fpwJ. eP';fs;

ghh;f;Fk; bghGJ mJ kpft[k; bjhiytpy; cs;sJ. btspg;gilahd epiyapy;/ bghJ

,lj;jpy; btspaplg;gl Koahj Vnjh xd;W ,Uspy;/ ,ufrpakhd epiyapy;/

me;ju';fkhd epiyapy; btspg;gLfpd]wJ. gpwh; ghh;j;Jf;bfhz;Lk] ftdpj;Jf;

bfhz;Lk] ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;; mg;bghGJ c';fSf;Fs; MHkhf ,Uf;Fk; Vnjh xd;W

RU';fp tpLfpd]wJ/ mjdhy; kyu KoahJ. mJ tpijfisf] jpwe]j btspapy]/ fPnH/

vy;nyhh] ghh;itapYk] gLk]goahf nghl;lJ nghd;wjhFk]. mit vd;Wnk Jsph;f;fhJ.

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mit g{kpapd; fUtiwapDs; kpf MHkhf tpijf]fg;gl ntz;Lk;/ mlh]e]j ,Uspy;

ahUk; mitfisg; ghh;f;f Koahj ,lj;jpy;. m';F/ mit Jsph;f;f Muk;gpf;fpd;wd/

mg;bghGJ xU kpfg;bghpa kuk; gpwf;fpwJ.

box[tpijfSf;F vg;go g{kpapy; ,Ul;Lk; me;ju';fKk; njitg;gLfpwnjh/

mJ nghy;/ MHkhft[k; me;epnahd;akhft[k; ,Uf]fpd]w vy;yh cwt[fSk;

cs;shh;e;jjhfnt ,Uf;fpd;wd. mtw]wpw]F me;ju';fk; njit/ mtw]wpw]F ,Uth;

kl;Lnk ,Uf;;fpd]w xU ,lk; njit.] mg;bghGJ me;j ,UtUk;Tl kiwe;J/

xUtuhf kl]Lnk ,Uf;fpd;w xU fzk; tUfpwJ.

kpft[k; MHkhd ,irt[ld] ,Uf;Fk; ,U fhjyh;fs; fiue]J tpLfpwhh;fs;.

xUtuhfnt ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; xUtuhfnt Rthrpf;fpwhh;fs;/ xUtuhfnt

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;; xU xw]Wik epyt[fpwJ. ghh;itahsh;fs; ,Ue;jhh]fs] vd]why] ,J

rhj;jpakhfhJ. gpwh; ftdpj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jhy; mth;fshy; Rje]jpukhf ,Uf;f

KoahJ. kw;wth;fSila ghh;itna xU jilahf khwptpLk;. Mifahy;/ mHfhf

,Uf;fpd;w midj;Jk;/ MHkhf ,Uf;fpd;w midj;Jk;/ ,Uspnyna epfH]fpd]wd.

kdpj cwt[fspy;/ me;ju';fk; njitg;gLfpwJ. ,ufrpak;/ jhd; ,Ug;gjw;Fhpa

fhuzj]ijj] jd]dplj]nj bfhz]Ls]sJ. ,ij epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ vg;bghGJnk

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ eP';fs; Kw]wpYk] gfpu';fkhdtuhfp tpl;Oh;fs; vd;why;/ eP';fs;

kpft[k; Kl;lhs;jdkhf ele;J bfhs;tPh;fs;. mJ xUth; jd;Dila rl;ilg;igia

btspg;g[wkhfj; jpUg;gp itj;jpUg;gJ nghy ,Uf;Fk;. mJjhd; c';fSila

totikg;ghf ,Uf;Fk;/ btspg;g[wkhf jpUk;gp ,Uf]fpd]w rl;ilg; igiag] nghd]W.

btspg;g[wkhf ,Ug;gjpy; ve;jj; jtWk; ,y;iy/ Mdhy; epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ mJ

thH;tpd; xU gFjp kl;Lnk. mJnt KGtJkhf khwptplf]TlhJ.

fhyj;jpw;Fk; ,Uspnyna thHe;J bfhz;oU';fs; vd;W ehd; Twtpy;iy. xsp

jdf;Fhpa mHifa[k;/ jdf;Fhpa fhuzj;ija[k; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. xU tpij

bjhlh]e]J fhybky]yhk] ,Uspnyna ,Ue;J bfhz]oUe]jhy;/ fhiyapy] Nhpaid

tuntw;f mJ vd]Wnk nkny tutpy;iy vd;why;/ mJ ,we;J nghdjhf ,Uf]Fk]. mJ

Jsph;g;gjw;fhf/ rf]jpiaj] jpul;Ltjw;fhf/ capnuhl;lj;Jld; ,Ug;gjw;fhf/ kPz;Lk;

gpwg;gjw;fhf/ ,UspDs] bry;y ntz;Lk;; gpd;dh; mJ btspapy; te;J cyifa[k;/

xspiaa[k;/ g[aiya[k;/ kiHiaa[k; vjph; bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. mJ btsp cyfpd]

rthiy Vw;Wf; bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. Mdhy; cs;ns MHkhf nt+d;wp ,Ue;jhy;

kl;Lnk c';fshy] me;j rthiy Vw;Wf; bfhs;s Koa[k;.

btspa[yfpypUe;J jg;gpj;Jf; bfhs;gth;fshf khW';fs; vd;W ehd;

Twtpy;iy. c']fSila fz]fis \of; bfhz;L cs;ns brd;W tpl;L/

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vg;bghGJnk btspna tunt ntz;lhk; vd;W ehd; Twtpy;iy. ehd] cs;ns

bry]Y']fs] vd]W kl]Lk] TWfpnwd]/ mjd] \yk] eP']fs] rf;jpa[ld;/ md;g[ld;/

fUiza[ld; btspna tu Koa[k] vd]gjw]fhf. btspna tUk;bghGJ eP']fs] gpr]ir

vLg]gtuhf ,y;yhky; xU muruhf ,Ug;gjw;fhf cs;ns bry;Y';fs;. eP']fs]

btspna tUk;bghGJ c']fsplk] gfph;e;J bfhs;s VnjDk; ,Uf;Fk; vd;gjw;fhf

cs;ns bry;Y';fs; - kyh;fs;/ ,iyfs;. c';fSila btsptUjy] tsj]Jld]

,Ug]gjw;fhf/ tWikapd;wp ,Ug;gjw;fhf cs;ns bry;Y';fs;. nkYk]/ eP';fs;

rf;jpaw;W ,Ug]gjhf czUk;bghGbjy;yhk]/ rf;jpapd; gpwg;gplk; cs;ns ,Uf;fpd;wJ

vd]gij vg]bghGJnk epidtpy; ita[';fs;. c']fSila fz]fis \of]bfhz]L

cs;ns bry;Y';fs;.

btsp cwt[fis Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhs;S';fs;/ cld; cs;shh]e]j cwt[fisa[k;

Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhs;S';fs;. eilKiwapy; btsp cwt[fs; epr;rakhf ,Uf;Fk; -

eP';fs; cyfpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;/ bjhHpy; hPjpahd cwt[fs; ,Uf;Fk; - Mdhy; mit

kl;Lnk vy;yhKkhf ,Ue]Jtplf]TlhJ. mitfSf;F mitfSila g']F

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; c';fSf;F kl;Lnk brhe;jkhdJ vd;W brhy;yf;Toa/ Kw;wpYk;

,ufrpakhd/ me;ju';fkhd VjhtJ xd;W ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

mJjhd; kh;ypd; kd;nwhtplk; ,y;yhky; ,Ue;jJ. mth; gfpu']fkhfptpl]l

bgz;zhf ,Ue;jhh;. btw;wpahsh;/ vdpDk; Kw;wpYk; njhy;tpa[w;wth;. btw;wpapd;/

g[fHpd; cr;rj;jpy; ,Uf;ifapy; mth; jw;bfhiy bra;J bfhz;lhh;. mth; Vd;

jw;bfhiy bra;J bfhz;lhh; vd;gJ g[hpahj g[jpuhfnt ,Ue;Jtpl;lJ. thH;tjw;fhd

midj]ija[k; mth; bgw;wpUe;jhh;; mtiutpl mjpfkhd g[fiH/ mjpfkhd

btw;wpia/ mjpfkhf kf]fisj] jd] gf]fk] <h]f]Fk] rf]jpia/ mjpfkhd mHif/

mjpfkhd Mnuhf;fpaj;ij bgw;wpUe;jtiu c';fshy; fw;gid bra;Jk] ghh;f;f

KoahJ. vy]yhnk ,Ue;jJ/ vija[k; ,jw]Fnky] brk;ikg;gLj;j KoahJ/ ,Ug;gpDk;

Vnjh xd;W Fiwghlhf ,Ue;jJ. cl]g[wk;/ cs;Sf;Fs;ns fhypahf ,Ue;jJ. mg;go

,Uf;fpd]w bghGJ/ jw;bfhiyjhd; xnu tHp.

kh;ypd; kd;nwhitg; nghy; jw;bfhiy bra;J bfhs;tjw;F c';fSf;Fg]

nghJkhd ijhpak; ,y;yhky; ,Uf;fyhk;. eP';fs; kpft[k; nfhiHahf ,Ue]J/ kpft[k]

bkJthfj] jw;bfhiy bra;Jbfhs;syhk; - mijr] bra;J Kof;f c';fSf;F vGgJ

Mz;Lfs; Mfyhk; - ,Ug]gpDk; mJ jw;bfhiyahfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;. btspapy;

cs;s vija[nk rhh;e;jpuhj Vnjh xd;iw eP']fs] c';fSf;F cs;ns

bgw]wUf]ftpy;iybadpy;/ c';fSf;F kl;Lnk brhe;jkhd xd]W – xU cyfk;/

c';fSf;F kl;Lnk brhe;jkhd xU ,lk;/ mijj; jtpu kw]w vJt[k; ,Ug;gij kwe;J

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eP';fs; fz;fis \of; bfhz;L thHf;Toa xU ,lk; ,y;iybad;why; - eP';fs;

jw;bfhiy bra;J bfhs;tPh;fs;.

thH]f]if me;j cs;shh]e]j gpwg]gplj]jpy] ,Ue;J njhd;wp btspna thdj;jpy;

tphpfpwJ. m';F xU rkepiy ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; - ehd; vg;bghGJnk rkepiyapd;

gf;fk; ,Uf;fpnwd;. Mifahy;/ [c';fSila thH;f;if xU jpwe;j g[j;jfkhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lbkd;W ehd; brhy;y khl;nld;/ mg;go ,y;iy. xU rpy mj;jpaha';fs; jpwe;j

epiyapy] ,Uf;fl]Lk] / ey;yJ. ntW rpy mj;jpaha';fs; Kw;wpYk; \lg;gl;litahf/

KGikahd g[jpuhf ,Uf]fl]Lk].] jpwe;j g[j;jfkhf kl]Lnk eP';fs; ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs;

xU tpiykhJthf ,Ug;gPh;fs;/ eP';fs; bghJ ,lj;jpy; Milapd;wp epd;W

bfhz;oUg;gPh;fs;/ thbdhypia kl;Lk; nghl;Lf; bfhz;L. ,y;iy/ mJ rhp MfhJ.

c';fSila g[j;jfk] KGtJk] jpwe;j epiyapy] ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; ,unt

,y;yhky; gfyhf kl;Lnk/ Fsph; fhynk ,y;yhky; nfhil fhykhf kl;Lnk

,Ug;gPh;fs;. eP';fs; v';F Xa;t[ vLg;gPh;fs;/ eP';fs; v';F c';fis ikag;gLj;jpf;

bfhs;tPh;fs;/ eP';fs; v';F milf]fyk] g[FtPh;fs;> cyf tp#a';fspypUe;J Xa;t[

njit vDk;bghGJ eP';fs; v';F bry;tPh;fs;> eP';fs; gpuhh;j;jid bra;at[k;/

jpahdk; bra;at[k; v';F bry;tPh;fs;> ,y;iy/ ghjp/ ghjp vd;gJ kpfr; rhpahd tpfpjk;.

c';fSila g[j;jfj;jpd; xU ghjp jpwe;jpUf;fl;Lk; - vy;nyhUf;Fk; bjhpa[k;go/

vy;nyhUf;Fk; vspjhff] fpilf;Fk;go - c';fSila g[j;jfj;jpd; kW ghjp kpft[k;

,ufrpakhdjhf/ mhpa tpUe;jpdh;fs; kl;Lnk m';F mDkjpf;fg;gLthh;fs; vd;gjhf

,Uf;fl;Lk;.

mhpjhf kl;Lnk ahuhtJ xUth; c';fSila Myaj;jpDs;ns ,Ug]gjw]F

mDkjpf;fg;gLfpwhh;. mJ mt]thWjhd ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. Tl;lk; cs]ns te;J

bfhz;Lk;/ btspna brd]Wbfhz;Lk; ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ me;j Myak; xU

Myakhf ,Uf;fhJ. mJ xU tpkhd epiyaj;jpd] Xa;t[ miwahf ,Uf;fyhk;/

Mdhy; mJ xU Myakhf ,Uf;f KoahJ. mhpjhf kl]Lnk/ kpft[k] mhpjhfnt/

eP';fs; ahuhtJ xUtiu c';fSf]]Fs]ns EiHa mDkjpf;fpwPh;fs;. mJjhd; nerk]

vd]gjhFk;.

ehk; vg;bghGJnk gpwUlndna thH;e;J te]jpUf;fpnwhk;.ehk; vg;bghGJnk gpwUlndna thH;e;J te]jpUf;fpnwhk;.ehk; vg;bghGJnk gpwUlndna thH;e;J te]jpUf;fpnwhk;.ehk; vg;bghGJnk gpwUlndna thH;e;J te]jpUf;fpnwhk;. jhapDila

fUtiwia tpl;L xU FHe;ij btspnawpa fzj;jpy; ,Ue;J – mtd; xUikapy]

,Ug;gnj ,y;iy – mtd; jha[ld;/ FLk;gj;Jld;/ ez;gh;fSld;/ kw;wth;fSld;

,Uf;fpwhd;. mwpKfkhdth;fspd;/ ez;gh;fspd;/ cwtpdh;fspd; tl;lk; bghpjhfpf;

bfhz;nl nghfpwJ/ mtidr; Rw;wp xU Tl;lk; nrh;fpwJ. mijj;jhd; ehk; thH;f;if

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vd;fpnwhk;. c';fs; thH;tpy; mwpKfkhdth;fs; mjpfkhf ,Uf;fpd]w mst[/

tskhd thH;itg] bgw;wpUg;gjhf eP';fs; mjpfkhf epidf]fpwPh;fs;.

eP';fs; cs;nehf;fp efUk; bghGJ/ me;j Kf';fbsy;yhk;

kiwe;;JtpLfpd;wd/ me;j Tl;lbky;yhk; fiyfpd]wJ. eP';fs; vy;nyhhplkpUe;Jk;

tpilbgwntz;Lk;: c';fSf]F kpft[k] beU';fpa ez;ghplkpUe;Jk;/ c';fSila

fhjyhplkpUe;Jk; Tl eP';fs; tpilbgw ntz]Lk;. c';fs; fhjyh; Tl c';fSld;

,Uf;f Koahj xU fzk; tUfpwJ. me;j fzj;jpy;jhd; jhapd; fUtiwapy;

,Ue;jijg; nghd;w xU btspapDs;;;; eP']fs] jpUk;gt[k] EiHfpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;/ jhapd;

fUtiwapy] ,Ue]j bghGJ c';fSf;F Tl;lj;Jld; mwpKfkpy;iy/ mjdhy;

eP';fs; xUikapy; ,Ug;gjhf czutpy;iy. FHe;ij jhapd; fUtiwapy; Kw]wpYk]

re;njh#khf ,Ue;jJ/ Vbdd;why;/ m';F ve]j xg;g[ika[k] ,y;iy/ vy;yhnk

Mde;jkhf ,Ue;jJ. mtd; mLj;jtiuna mwpe;jpuhjjdhy;/ mtd; xUikapy;

,Ug;gjhfnth/ jdpikapy] ,Ug;gjhfnth czu Koatpy;iy – mtDf;F

mg;gobahU tp#ak; ,Ug;gnj bjhpatpy;iy. mtDf;Fj; bjhpe;j xnu cz;ik epiy

mJjhd;.

Mdhy; ,g;bghGJ eP';fs; Tl;lj;jpid/ cwt[fis/ cwt[fspy; cs;s

re;njh#';fisa[k] Jf;f';fisa[k] mwpe;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ nkYk] mit ,uz;Lnk

,Uf;fpd;wd. kPz;Lk; cs;nehf;fp efh]ifapy]/ ,e;j cyfk; kiwa Muk;gpf;fpwJ/ xU

vjpbuhypiag; nghy khWfpwJ/ tpiutpy] me;j vjpbuhypa[k; kiwe]J xUth; Kw;wpYk;

bjhiye;Jtpl;ljhf czh;fpwhh;. Mdhy; ,J mt;thW g[hpe;Jbfhs;sg]gLtJ

kl;Lnk. c';fshy] ,d;Dk; bfh";rk; cs;ns bry;y Koe;jhy;/ jpObud;W eP';fs;

c';fisf; fhz;;gPh;fs; - Kjd; Kiwahf eP';fs; c';fisf; fhz;gPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ

eP';fs; Mr;rh;ak] miltPh;fs]: Tl;lj;jpy; eP';fs; fhzhky; ngha; ,Ue;jPh;fs;;

,g;bghGJ eP';fs; fhzhky; nghdtuhf ,y;iy. cwt[fs] vd]Dk] mlh;;;e;j

fhdfj;jpDs; eP';fs; bjhiye]J ngha; ,Ue;jPh;fs;/ ,g;bghGJ eP';fs; tPl;ow;F

te;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. mjd; gpd;dh; eP';fs; kPz;Lk; cyfj;jpw;Fs; tuyhk;/ Mdhy; eP';fs;

Kw;wpYk; khWgl;l xU kdpjuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;.

eP';fs; cwt[ bfhs]tPh;fs;/ Mdhy; rhh;e;J ,Uf;f khl;Oh;fs;. eP';fs;

nerpg;gPh;fs;/ Mdhy; c';fSila nerk; xU njitahf ,Uf;fhJ. eP';fs;

nerpg;gPh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s khl;Oh;fs;; eP';fs;

nerpg;gPh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; bghwhika[ld; ,Uf;f khl;Oh;fs;. nerk;

bghwhikaw]wjhf/ cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;Sk; Miraw]wjhf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ mJ

bja;tPfj; jd;ika[ld; ,Uf;fpd;wJ. eP';fs; kw]wth]fSld] ,Ug;gPh;fs;. cz;ikapy;/

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mg;bghGJjhd; c';fshy] kw]wth]fSld; ,Uf;f Koa[k;/ Vbdd;why; ,g;bghGJjhd;

eP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs,Uf;fpwPh;fs,Uf;fpwPh;fs,Uf;fpwPh;fs;; ,g;bghGJ eP';fs; kw;wth;fSld; ,Uf;f Koa[k;. Kd;g[

eP';fns ,y;yhky; ,Ue;jPh;fs;/ mjdhy; kw;wth;fSld; ,Uf;fpnwhk; vd;fpd]w fUj;J

KHtJk] btWk; fw;gidahf/ xU tifahd fdthf ,Ue;jJ.

eP';fs; ,Ue;jhy,Ue;jhy,Ue;jhy,Ue;jhy; md]wp/ c';fshy] vt;thW cwt[bfhs;s Koa[k;> eP';fs;

,Ue;jhy;,Ue;jhy;,Ue;jhy;,Ue;jhy; md]wp/ c';fshy] vt;thW mLj]jtUld] ,Uf;f Koa[k;> mJ ehk;

cUthf;Ffpd;w fw;gid kl;Lnk; mJ jtwhd ek;gpf;ifahy; VkhWtjhFk;.

[eP';fs; ikaj;jpy; epiybgw;W ,Uf]fhjtiuapy]/ eP';fs; ahh; vd;gJ

c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahjtiuapy;/ c';fshy] cz;ikapy] cwthl KoahJ. jhd; ahh;

vd;gJ bjhpahj epiyapy; bjhlUk; cwt[fs; btWk] fw;gidna.] c';fSld;

cwthLtjhf kw;wth; vz;qfpwhh;/ mtUld; cwthLtjhf eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;;

c';fSf;Fk] c';fisj] bjhpahJ/ mtUf;Fk; jd;idj; bjhpahJ. mg;bghGJ ahh;

ahUld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;fpwhh;fs;> m';F ahUnk ,y;iy* ,uz;L epHy;fs; kl;Lnk xU

tpisahl]L tpisahof; bfhz;oUf;fpd;wd. ,UtUnk epHy;fshf ,Ug;gjdhy;/

me;j cwtpy; ve;jg; bghUSk; ,y;iy. mijj;jhd; ehd; bjhlh;e;J ftdpj]J

tUfpnwd]: kf;fs; cwt[ bfhs;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; mjpy; ve;jg; bghUSkpy;iy.

mth;fs; cwt[ bfhs;fpwhh;fs;/ Vbdd]why] mth]fs] cwt[ bfhs;stpy;iy vd;why;

jdpikapy; js;sg;gLnthk;/ vd;d bra;tbjd;W g[hpahky; ,Ug;nghk; vd;W

gag]gLfpwhh]fs]/ mjdhy] mth]fs] tpiutpy] kPz;Lk; cwt[ bfhs;s

Muk;gpf;fpwhh;fs;. cwnt ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gijtpl Vnjh xU tifahd cwt[

guthapy;iy; mJ gifikahf ,Ue;jhy;Tl guthapy;iy; jhd] bray;gl]Lf]

bfhz]L ,Uf]fpnwhk] vd]whtJ xUth] czh;fpwhh]. eP';fs; nerk; vd;W miHg;gJ xU

tifahd gifikad;wp ntW vJt[k] ,y;iy/ rz;ilapl/ nghuhl/ Xahky] FiwTw/

Mjpf;fk; brYj;j xU gz;gl;l tHp/ xUtiu xUth; rpj;utij bra;J bfhs;s xU

ehfhPfkhd tHp.

mjdhy; eP';fs; ,e;j btspapDs]ns bry;y ntz;Lk;. ijhpaj;ij

tutiHj;Jf; bfhz;L mjDs;ns bry;Y';fs;. mJ kpft[k; nrhfkhdjhf/ kpft[k]

jdpikapy] ,Ug;gjhf czh;e;jhYk]Tl/ ftiy bfhs;tjw]F vJt[kpy;iy; ehk;

,e;j tpiyiaf; bfhLj;jhf ntz;Lk;. c';fSila gpwg]gplj]ij eP';fs;

mile;Jtpl;Oh;fs; vd;why;/ epiyik KGtJk; khwptpLk;/ eP';fs; jdpj;jd;ik

cila xUtuhf mjpypUe;J btspna tUtPh;fs;. xU rhjhuz kdpjiua[k;

jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;j xU kdpjiua[k; ehd; ,t;thWjhd; tpj;jpahrg;gLj;Jfpnwd;:

kdpjd; vd;gJ xU bgha;ahd njhw;wk;/ jdpj]jd]ik cila kdpjd; vd;gJ xU

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cz;ik epiy. kdpjh;fs;/ mth;fspd; rKjhaj; njhw;w';fs;/ ,itbay;yhk;

Kf\ofs;/ epHy;fs;; xUtUila jdpj;jd;ik vd;gJ jplkhdJ/ mJ cz;ik

epiy. jdpj]jd]ik cila kdpjh;fs; kl;Lnk cwt[ bfhs;s Koa[k;/ nerpf;f Koa[k;

-- kw;wth;fs; btWk; bghGJnghf;F tpisahl;Lf;fs; kl;Lnk tpisahl Koa[k;.

cwthLjy;/ cwt[ Kiw bfhs]Sjy] md]WcwthLjy;/ cwt[ Kiw bfhs]Sjy] md]WcwthLjy;/ cwt[ Kiw bfhs]Sjy] md]WcwthLjy;/ cwt[ Kiw bfhs]Sjy] md]W

nerk; vd;gJ eP']fs] Mde;jkhf ,Uf]fpd]w/ c';fSf;Fs]ns xU

kfpH;r;rpahd Js;sYld] ,Uf;fpd]w c';fSila xU czh]t[ epiyahFk]. Vnjh

xd;W c';fSila ikaj;jpypUe;J mjph;thf btspg;gl/ Rlh;tpl Muk;gpf;fpd]wJ.

Vnjh xd;W c';fisr; Rw;wpj] Jof;f Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ. mJ kw;wth;fisr; brd;W

mila Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ: mJ bgz;fis milayhk;/ mJ Mz;fis milayhk;/

mJ ghiwfisa[k;/ ku';fisa[k;/ el;rj;jpu';fisa[k; milayhk;.

ehd; nerj;ijg; gw;wp ngRfpd]wbghGJ/ ehd; ,e;j nerj]ijg] gw;wpna

ngRfpnwd;: xU cwt[ Kiwahf ,y;yhky]/ c']fSila xU czh]t[ epiyahf

,Uf;fpd;w nerj;ijg; gw;wpna ngRfpnwd;. vg;bghGJk; epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ nerk;/ nerk;/ nerk;/ nerk;/

md]g[md]g[md]g[md]g[ vd;fpd]w brhw]fis ehd; cgnahfg;gLj;Jk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ ehd; mij

c']fSila xU czh]t[ epiyahfnt Fwpg;gpLfpnwd;/ xU cwt[ Kiwahf my;y.

cwt[ Kiw vd;gJ mjDila xU kpfr; rpwpa gFjp kl;Lnk. Mdhy; nerk; gw;wpa

c';fSila vz;zk; mog;gilapy; cwt[ Kiwiag; gw;wpajhfnt ,Uf;fpd;wJ/

mJjhd] vy;yhk; vd;gJ nghy;.

[c';fshy; xUikapy] ,Uf;f Koahj fhuzj;jpdhy;jhd;/ c';fshy;

,d;Dk; jpahdpf;f ,ayhj fhuzj]jpdhy;jhd; cwt[Kiwfs; njitg;gLfpd;wd.

Mifahy;/ c';fshy; cz;ikahf nerpf;f Kotjw;F Kd]g[ jpahdk;

,d;wpaikahjJ.]box xUtuhy; xUikapy;/ Kw;wpYk; xUikapy;/ ,Ug]gpDk] kpFe]j

nguhde;jj;Jld; ,Uf;f ,ay ntz;Lk;. mg]bghGJjhd] c';fshy] nerpf;f Koa[k].

mg;bghGJ/ c';fsJ nerk; xU njitahf/ ,d;wpaikahj xU tp#akhf

,Ug]gjpy]iy/ khwhf xU gfph;e;J bfhs;syhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ. jhd] nerpg;gth;fisr]

rhh;e;J ,Ug]gtuhf eP']fs] ,Uf;f khl;Oh;fs;. eP';fs; gfph;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs; - gfph;e;J

bfhs;Sjy; mHfhdJ.

Mdhy; rhjhuzkhf cyfpy; elg]gJ vd;dbtd;why;: c';fsplk; nerk;

,y;iy; eP';fs; nerpg;gjhf vz;qk; kdpjhplj;jpy; mtUila czh]t[ epiyapYk]

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nerk; ,y;iy/ Mdhy; ,UtUk; xUthplkpUe;J kw;wth; nerj;ijf; nfl;fpwPh;fs;. ,U

gpr;irf;fhuh;fs; xUthplk] kw;wth; gpr;ir nfl;fpwhh;fs;* Mifahy]/ ,e;j rz;il/

,e;j fUj;J ntWghL/ ,e;j ,iltplhj rr;rut[ fhjyh;fSf;fpilna – kpft[k;

mw;gkhd/ Kf;fpakpy;yhj/ Kl;lhs;jdkhd tp#a';fSf;fhf* - Mdhy; mth;fs;

bjhlh]e]J rr;rut[ bra;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]whh;fs;.

mog;gilahd rr;rut[ vd;dbtd;why; fztd; jhd; chpika[ld] bgWtjw;F

chpaJ jdf;F fpilf;ftpy;iy vd;W vz;qfpwhd;; kidtpa[k; jhd; chpika[ld]

bgWtjw;F chpaJ jdf;F fpilf;ftpy;iy vd;W vz;qfpwhs;. kidtp jhd;

Vkhw;wg;gl;L tpl;ljhf epidf]fpwhs;/ fztDk; jhd; Vkhw;wg;gl;L tpl;ljhf

epidf]fpwhd;. nerk; v';nf ,Uf;fpwJ> ahUk; bfhLg;gJ gw;wp mf;fiw

bfhs;tjpy;iy/ vy;nyhUk; bgw;Wf;bfhs;snt tpUk;g[fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy]/ vy;nyhUk;

bgWtjpnyna Fwpahf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ xUtUf;Fk; mJ fpilg;gjpy;iy/

vy;nyhUk; btWikahf/ ,Wf]fj]Jld]/ bra;tjwpahJ ,Ug]gjhf czh;fpwhh;fs;.

mog;gil m!;jpthuk; ,';F ,y]iy/ eP';fs] m!;jpthuk] ,d;wp nfhtpy] fl;l

Muk;gpj;Jtpl;Oh;fs;. mJ ve;jf; fzk; ntz]LkhdhYk] behW']fp tpGe]Jtplg]

nghfpd]wJ. c';fSila fhjy; vj;Jid Kiw behW']fp tpGe]jpUf]fpwJ vd;gJ

c';fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/ ,Ug]gpDk]/ eP';fs; mnj tp#aj;ijj; jpUk;gj; jpUk;gr; bra;J

bfhz]oUf]fpwPh;fs;.

eP';fs; me;j mstpw;F tpHpg]g[zh]tw]w epiyapy] thH;fpwPh;fs]* c';fSila

thH;f;ifiaa[k;/ kw]wth]fSila thH;f;ifiaa[k; eP';fs] vd;d bra]jpUf;fpwPh;fs;

vd;gij eP';fs; g[hpe]J bfhs]tjpy;iy. eP';fs; ,ae;jpuj]jdkhf/ nuhnghitg; nghy]/

,ijj]jhd] Kd;g[ bra;jpUf;fpnwhk] vd;gJ ed;F bjhpe;J ,Ue;Jk]/ jpUk]gj] jpUk]g

giHa khjphpna bray]gl]Lf] bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs]. mjDila tpist[ vg;bghGJk]

vd;dthf ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/ mJ jpUk;gt[k; mnj khjphp

epfHg; nghfpwJ vd;w vr]rhpf]if c';fSf]Fs]ns MHj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwJ– Vbdd;why;/

,g]nghGJk] ve;j tpj]jpahrKk; ,y;iy. eP';fs; mnj Kotpw;F/ mnj mHptpw;Fj;

jahuhfpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;.

fhjypd; njhy;tpapy; ,Ue;J eP';fs; VjhtJ fw;Wf;bfhs;s Koa[k] vd]why;/

mJ mjpf tpHpg;g[zh;t[ilath]fshf/ mjpfk] jpahdpg;gth;fshf khWtJjhd;.

jpahdk; vDk;bghGJ/ ehd] xUth] xUikapnyna Mde;jkhf ,Uf;f Kofpd]w

jpwidf; Fwpg;gpLfpnwd;. kpf mhpjhdth]fs]jhd; fhuzk; vJt[k] ,d;wp

nguhde;jj;Jld; ,Uf;ff]Toa jpwDld] ,Uf]fpwhh]fs] – btWknd mkh]e]J bfhz]L/

mikjpa[lDk] nguhde;jj;JlDk]* kw]wth]fs] mth;fisg] igj;jpak; vd;W

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vz]qthh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ re;njh#k; vd;gJ ntW xUthplk] ,Ue;J tuntz;Lk;

vd;fpw fUj;J ,Uf;fpd]wJ. eP']fs] xU mHfhd bgz;iz re;jpf;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs;

re;njh#khf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ my;yJ/ eP']fs] xU mHfhd Miz re;jpf;fpwPh;fs;/

eP';fs; re;njh#khf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; [btWknd c';fSila miwapy;

mikjpahf mkh]e;J bfhz;L vg]go mt;tst[ nguhde;jj;Jld; ,Ug;gJ/ mt]tst[

nguhde;jkhf ,Ug;gJ> c';fSf;F fpWf]Fg] gpoj;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;* kf;fs; eP';fs;

VjhtJ nghij bghUs; vLj;Jf] bfhs]fpwPh;fs;/ my]yJ Vnjh xU kaf;fj;jpy;

,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W re;njfg;gLthh;fs;.]box matter

Mk;/ jpahdk;jhd; ,Wjpahd nghijg; bghUs]* mJ rpiwg;gl;Lf;fple;j

c';fSf;nf brhe;jkhd mw;g[jj;ij tpLtpj;jy; MFk;. ve;j cwt[Kiwa[k] eP';fs]

itj]Jf]bfhs]sj] njitapy;iy vDk] mstpw]F eP';fs; mt]tst[ Mde;jkhf

,Uf;fwPh;fs;/ c';fSila czh]t[ epiyapy] mg]gobahU bfhz;lhl;lk; Vw]gLfpwJ.

,Ug]gpDk] c';fshy; kw;wth;fSld; cwthl Koa[k; . . . . mJjhd; cwt[ld]

,Ug]gjw;Fk;/ cwt[ Kiwa[ld] ,Ug;gjw;Fk; cs;s ntWghL MFk].

[cwt[Kiw vd;gJ xU bghUs;; eP';fs; mijg; gw;wpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;.

cwthLjy; vd;gJ xU vspjhd Xl;lk;/ xU bray;ghL/ xU bray]Kiw MFk;.

eP';fs; xUtiu re;jpf;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; nerj]Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;

c';fsplk; bfhLg]gjw;F mt;tst[ nerk] ,Uf;fpd]wJ - eP';fs; mjpfkhff] bfhLf;ff]

bfhLf]f c';fsplk; mjpfkhf ,Uf]fpwJ.]box matter md;gpd;/ nerj]jpd] ,e;j

tpnehjkhd fzf;if eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;L tpl]Oh;fs] vd]why; - eP';fs; mjpfkhf

bfhLf;f bfhLf;f/ c';fsplk; mjpfkhf ,Uf]fpwJ vd;gij ........... ,J btspcyfpy;

bray;gl;Lf; bfhz;oUf;Fk; bghUshjhu tpjpfSf;F neh; vjpuhdJ. mij eP';fs;

bjhpe;J bfhz;Ltpl;Oh]fs] vd]why;/ c';fSf;F mjpfkhd nerk] kw]Wk] mjpfkhd

Mde;jk; ntz;Lbkd;why;/ eP';fs; bfhLg;gPh;fs;/ eP']fs] gfph;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs;/

mg;bghGJ eP';fs; btWknd gfph;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs;. c';fSila Mde;jj;ij

jd]Dld] gfph;e;J bfhs;s ahh] mDkjpj]jhYk]/ mtdplk] my]yJ mtsplk] eP';fs;

ed;wpa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; mJ xU cwt[ Kiw md;W* mJ ejp nghd;w xU

vspjhd Xl;lk;.

ejp xU kuj;jpw]F mUfpy] fle]J bry]fpwJ/ Kfkd; Twpf;bfhz;L/ me;j

kuj;jpw;F tsk] mspj;Jf; bfhz;L/ me;j kuj;jpw;F jz;zPh; bfhLj;Jf; bfhz;L . . .

mJ Kd]nd bry]fpwJ/ Js]spf]bfhz]L Kd]nd bry]fpwJ. mJ me;j kuj;ijg; gw;wpf;

bfhz]L ,Ug]gjpy;iy. me;j kuKk]/ “v';nf bry]fpwha;> ekf;Fj;

jpUkzkhfptpl;lJ* eP vd;id tpl;Lr] bry]Yk; Kd;dh; cdf;F tpthfuj;J

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njitg;gLk; - gphptjw]fhd mDkjpahtJ ntz;Lk;* eP v';nf bry]fpwha;> vd;id

tpl;L eP brd]WtpLtjhf ,Ue;jhy;/ eP vd;idr; Rw;wp Vd; mt;tst[ mHfhf Js;spf;

bfhz;oUe;jha]> Kjypy] eP vjw]fhf vdf;F tsk; mspj;jha;>” vd;W nfl;gjpy;iy.

,y;iy/ me;j kuk] MH;e;j ed;wpa[zh]t[ld; me;j ejpapd; kPJ jd]Dila kyh]fisj;

Jht[fpwJ/ ejpa[k; fle;J Kd]dhy] bry]fpwJ. fhw;W tUfpwJ/ me;j kuj;ijr; Rw;wp

eldkhLfpwJ/ gpwF fle;J bry]fpwJ. kuKk; jd;Dila eWkzj;ij fhw;Wf;F

mspf;fpd]wJ.

,Jjhd; cwthLjy;. vg;bghGjhtJ kdpj rKjhak; tsh;r;rp bgw;wjhf/

Kjph;r;rp mile]jjhf khwpLk] vd]why;/ ,J jhd;; nerpf]Fk] Kiwahf ,Uf;Fk;:

kf;fs; re;jpj;Jf; bfhs;Sjy;/ gfph;e;J bfhs;Sjy;/ fle;J nghjy;/ cilikahf;fpf;

bfhs;shj xU ,ay]g[/ Mjpf;fk; brYj;jhj xU ,ay]g[. ,y;iybad;why]/ nerk]

Raeyj]jpw]F gad]gLj]jg]gLk] xU bghUshf khwptpLfpwJ.

cz;ikahf ,Ug]gjw]fhf mghaj;ij vjph]bfhs;S';fs;cz;ikahf ,Ug]gjw]fhf mghaj;ij vjph]bfhs;S';fs;cz;ikahf ,Ug]gjw]fhf mghaj;ij vjph]bfhs;S';fs;cz;ikahf ,Ug]gjw]fhf mghaj;ij vjph]bfhs;S';fs;

eP']fs] vijahtJ kiwj;J itj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ue;jPh]fs] vd]why; ve;j

cwt[k; cz;ikapy] tsu KoahJ. [eP';fs; bfl;of;fhuh;fshfnt ,Ue;J bfhz;L

c';fisg; ghJfhj;Jf; bfhz;nl/ c';fis jw;fhj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;

vd;why;/ r\fKf']fs] kl]Lnk re;jpf;fpd]wd/ Kf]fpakhd ika';fs; jdpj;nj

,Uf]fpd]wd. mg;bghGJ c';fSila Kf\ojhd; cwt[ld; ,Uf]fpwJ/ eP';fs;

my;y.]box vg]bghGJ mg]go xU tp#ak] ele]jhYk;;/ me;j cwtpy; ehd;F ngh;

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ ,Uth] my;y. ,U bgha]ahd kdpjh;fs; re;jpj;Jf; bfhz;nl

,Uf]fpwhh;fs;/ me;j cz;ikahd ,U kdpjh;fs; ,U ntW cyf';fspy; ,Ug]gJ

nghyg] gphpe]J ,Uf]fpwhh]fs;.

mghak; ,Uf;fpd]wJ - eP';fs; cz;ikahf ,Ue;jhy;/ ,e;j cwt[

cz;ikia/ ghrh']fw]w epiyiag] g[hpe;J bfhs;Sk; jpwDld; ,Uf]Fkh/ ,e;j cwt[

g[aiyj; jh';fp epw;Fk; mst[ cWjpahdjhf ,Uf;Fkh vd;gJ ahUf;Fk; bjhpahJ.

mjpy] ,e]j mghak] ,Uf;fpwJ/ mjdhy; kdpjh;fs; kpf/ kpf jw;fhg;g[zh;t[ld;

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth]fs] ngr ntz;oatw]iwg] ngRfpwhh;fs;/ bra;a ntz;oa

tp#a';fisr; bra;fpwhh;fs;; nerk; fpl;lj;jl;l xU flik nghd]W khwptpLfpwJ.

Mdhy;/ mg;bghGJ cz;ikepiy grpa[lndna ,Uf;fpwJ/ mth;fspd; mfj]jpw]F

cztspf;fg;gltpy;iy. mjdhy] me;j mfk] nkYk; nkYk; nrhfkilfpd]wJ.

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[r\fKfj]jpd] bgha;fs; mfj]jpd] kPJ/ Md]khtpd] kPJ xU kpfg] bghpa ghukhf

,Uf;fpd]wJ. me;j mghak; cz;ikahdJ/ mJ Fwpj]J ve;jtpjkhd cj;jputhjKk;

,y]iy/ Mdhy; me;j mghak; vjph;bfhs;sj; jFe;jJ vd;W ehd; c']fSf]Fr]

brhy;ntd;.]box matter

mjpf gl]rkhf/ me;j cwt[ Kwpayhk; - mjpf gl]rkhf. Mdhy; bgha]ahft[k]

,ize]Jk] ,Ug;gijf] fhl]oYk] cz;ikahft[k] gphpe]Jk] ,Ug;gnj rpwe]jJ/

Vbdd;why;/ mg]go ,Ug;gJ vg;bghGJnk jpUg;jp mspg]gjhf ,Uf]fg] nghtjpy;iy.

mjd; \yk] vg;bghGJk] ,d]gk] Vw]glg]nghtJ ,y;iy. eP';fs; bjhlh]e]J grpa[lDk;/

jhfj;JlDnk ,Ug;gPh;fs;/ cld] rpukg]gl]L fhyj]ijf] flj]jpf]bfhz;nl ,Ug;gPh;fs;/

VjhtJ xU mw]g[jk] elf;Fk; vd;W fhj;Jf;bfhz;L kl]Lnk ,Ug]gPh]fs] .

me;j mw]g[jk; epfH]tjw]F eP';fs; VjhtJ bra;jhf ntz;Lk;/ mJ ,Jjhd;:

cz;ikahf ,Uf;f Muk;gpa[';fs;. me;j cwt[ nghJkhd cWjpaw]wjhf

,Uf]ff]TLk]/ cz;ikiaj; jh';f Koahjjhf ,Uf;ff]TLk] vd;w mghaj]ij

vjph]bfhz]L - cz;ik kpf mjpfkhdjhf/ jh';f Koahjjhf ,Uf;ff]TLk; - Mdhy;

mg]bghGJ me;j cwt[ jFjpa[ilaJ my]y. Mifahy; me;j nrhjidapy]

njh]t[bgw ntz;Lk;.

cz;ikf;fhf vy;yhtw;iwa[k; gzak; ita[';fs;; ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs;

bjhlh]e]J mjpUg;jpa[lndna ,Ug;gPh;fs;. eP';fs; gy tp#a']fisr] bra;tPh;fs;/

Mdhy; c';fSf]F cz;ikapy] vJt[k] epfHhJ. eP';fs; mjpfkhf gazpg;gPh;fs;/

Mdhy; v';Fnk brd;W mila khl;Oh;fs;. me]j tpist[ KGtJk] fpl;lj;jl;l

Kl;lhs;jdkhf ,Uf;Fk;. ,J vg]go ,Uf]fpwbjd]why]/ eP';fs; grpa[ld] ,Ue]J

bfhz]L czitg; gw;wp/ mUikahd/ Rit kpFe;j czitg; gw;wp - fw;gid

kl;Lnk bra;tJ nghd;wJ. Mdhy; fw;gid fw;gidjhd;; mJ cz;ikahdJ my;y.

c';fshy; fw]gidahd czit cz;z KoahJ. rpy fz';fs; c';fis eP';fs;

Vkhw;wpf; bfhs;syhk;/ fdt[ nghd;w xU cyfpy; eP';fs; thHyhk;/ Mdhy; xU fdt[

c';fSf;F vija[k; mspf;fg;nghtjpy;iy. mJ c';fsplkpUe;J gytw]iw vLj;Jf;

bfhs;Sk;/ Mdhy; mjw]F gjpyhf ntW vija[k] c';fSf;F mspf]fhJ.

c';fSila bgha]ahd r\fKfj]ijf] bfhz;L eP';fs; brytpLk; neuk;

Kw;wpYk; tPzhf]fg]gLfpwJ; mJ vd;Wnk c';fsplk] jpUk;gp tuhJ. mnj fz';fs;

cz;ikahditahf/ ghrh']tw]witahf ,Ue;jpUf;f Koa[k;. ghrh']fw]w epiyapd]

xnu xU fzk; Tl bgha]ahf thHg]gl]l KG thH;f;ifiaf] fhl]oYk] rpwe;jJ.

mjdhy; gak] bfhs]shjPh]fs]. c';fisa[k; mLj]jtiua[k; ghJfhj;Jf; bfhz;nl

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,Uf;FkhW/ gj;jpukhf ,Uf;FkhW kdk; c';fsplk; brhy;ypf]bfhz]nl ,Uf]Fk;.

mt]thWjhd; ,yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fs; thH;e;J bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;.

@gpuha]l; jd;Dila filrp ehl;fspy; xU ez;gUf;F vGjpa fojj;jpy;

Fwpg;gpLfpwhh; - jd;Dila thH]ehs; KGtJk; ftdpj;Jg; ghh;j;j tiuapy; – mjpYk]

mth; cz;ikapnyna MHkhf ftdpj;jhh;; mt;tst[ MHkhf/ mt;tst[

Jisf]ff]Toajhf/ mt;tst[ tplh Kaw;rpa[ld;/ mt;tst[ tp";"hdg; g{h;tkhf

ahUk; ftdpj;jjpy;iy – xU Kot[ re]njfk] ,d]wp cWjpahfpwJ: mJ kf;fs;

bgha;fspd;wp thH KoahJ vd;gjhFk;. cz;ik Mgj]jhdJ. [bgha;fs; kpft[k;

,dpikahdit/ Mdhy; nghypahdit. kdkfpH;r;rp jUgit* eP';fs;; bghUsw]w

,dpa tp#a';fis c';fs; fhjyhplk; Twpf;bfhz]nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs]/ mtUk;

c';fSila fhjpw]Fs] ,dpa Mdhy] bghUsw;w thh;j;ijfis bky]ypa Fuypy]

ngrpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;.]box matter ,jw;fpilapy; thH;f;if c';fSila

fu']fis tpl;L eGtpg; ngha; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpd]wJ/ vy;nyhUk; kuzj;jpw]FmUfpy]

beU';fp te;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

kuzk; tUtjw;F Kd;dh;/ xd;iw epidtpy; ita[';fs;: kuzk; epfGk;

Kd;dh; nerk; mDgtpf]fg]gl ntz;Lk;. ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs; gadw;w thH;t[

thH;fpwPh;fs;/ c';fSila thH;f;if KGtJk] gadw;wjhf/ xU ghiytdkhf

,Uf;Fk;. kuzk; tUtjw]F Kd;dh; nerk; epfH;e;Jtpl;lJ vd;gij cWjpg;gLj;jpf;

bfhs;S';fs;. Mdhy; cz;iknahL kl;Lnk mJ rhj;jpakhFk;. mjdhy;

cz;ikahf ,U';fs;. cz;ikf;fhf vy;yhtw;iwa[k; gzak; ita[';fs;/ Mdhy;

cz;ikia ntW vjw;fhft[k; gzak; itf;fhjPh;fs;. ,J mog;gilahd tpjpahf

,Uf;fl;Lk;: ehd; vd;idna/ vdDila thH;itna jpahfk; bra;a ntz;o

,Ue;jhYk; Tl/ ehd] mij cz;ikf;fhf jpahfk; bra;ag; nghfpnwd;/ Mdhy;

cz;ikia vjw;fhft[k; vg;bghGJk; jpahfk; bra;akhl;nld;. mg;bghGJ/ mstpl

Koahj Mde;jk; c';fSilajhf ,Uf;Fk;/ fdtpYk; epidj;Jg; ghh;j;jpuhj

tu']fs] c';fs; kPJ bghHpa[k;.

eP';fs; cz;ikahf ,Uf;f Muk;gpj;Jtpl]lhy]/ kw;wit vy;yhk;

rhj;jpakhditahf khWfpd;wd. eP';fs; bgha;ahdtuhf ,Ue;jhy; – xU bgha;ahd

njhw;wkhf/ rhak; g{rg;gl;l xU bghUshf/ xU Kfkhf/ xU Kf\oahf kl]Lnk

,Ue;jhy; - vJt[nk rhj;jpakpy;iy. Vbdd;why; bghaika[ld; ,Uf;ifapy;/

bgha;ahdit kl]Lnk epfH]fpd]wd/ cz;ika[ld; ,Uf;ifapy; cz;ikahdit

epfH]fpd]wd.

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vdf;F ,e;jg; gpur;rid/ fhjyh;fs] midtUila gpur;rid/

mth]fSf]Fs]ns MHj]jpy] mth;fs; gag;gLfpwhh;fs; vd;gJ g[hpfpwJ. [,e;j cwt[

cz;ikiaj; jh';fpf; bfhs;Sk; mst[ cWjpahdjhf ,Uf;Fkh vd;W mth;fs;

re]njfg]gl;Lf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; eP';fs; vt;thW Kd;dnu mwpe;J

bfhs;s Koa[k;>]box matter mjw]F ve;j Kd; mDgt mwpt[k; ,y;iy. mij mwpe;J

bfhs;tjw]F xUth; mjDs;ns bry;y ntz;Lk;. tPl;Ds;ns mkh;e;J bfhz;L/

btspapy; cs;s g[aiya[k; fhw;iwa[k; c';fshy; jh';fpf; bfhs;s ,aYkh vd;gij

c';fshy] vt;thW mwpe]J bfhs]s Koa[k]> eP';fs; g[aypy; ,Ue;jnj ,y;iy. brd;W

ghU';fs;* btw;wp bgWk; tiuapy] kWgo kWgo gy tifapYk; Kaw;rp bra;J

ghh;g;gJjhd; xnu tHp. brd;W ghU';fs; - xU ntis eP';fs; njhw;fof]fg]glyhk]].

Mdhy; me;jj; njhy;tpapYk;Tl eP']fs] jw]bghGJ ,Ug;gijf] fhl]oYk] gyk]

kpf;fth;fshf khwp ,Ug;gPh;fs;.

xU mDgtk; c';fisj; njhy;tpa[wr; bra;jhy;/ gpwF kw;bwhd;W/ kw;Wk; xd;W

vd]W/ fhyg; nghf;fpy; g[aYldhd mDgtnk c';fis nkYk; nkYk; typik

kpf;fth;fshf khw;Wk.; mg]bghGJ xUth] g[aiy KGtJk] kfpH;r;rpa[ld;

mDgtpf;Fk;/ KGtJk] Mde]jj]Jld] g[aypy; eldkhl Muk;gpf;Fk; xU ehs;

tUfpwJ. mg;bghGJ me;jg] g[ay;/ vjphpahf ,y]iy – mJt[k; Tl/ czh]t[ epiyahf

,Ug]gjw;fhd xU tha;g;g[/ fl;Lf;fl';fhj xU tha;g;g[.

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ czh]t[ epiyahf ,Uj]jy] vg;bghGJnk vspjhf

epfH;tjpy;iy/ ,y;iybadpy; mJ vy;nyhUf;Fk; epfH]e]jpUf;Fk;. epidtpy;

ita[';fs;/ czh]t[ epiyahf ,Uj]jy] brsfh]akhf epfH KoahJ/

,y;iybad;why;/ midtUk; ve;jg; gpur;rida[k; ,d;wp czh]t[ epiyahf

,Uj]jiyg; bgw;wpUg;ghh;fs;. czh]t[ epiyahf ,Uj]jy] vd;gJ eP';fs; mghaj;ij

vjph;bfhs;Sk; bghGJ kl;Lnk/ Mgj;jpy; thGk;bghGJ kl;Lnk epfH;fpd]wJ.

cs;sjpnyna kpfg;bghpa Mgj]J nerk; jhd;. mJ c';fis KGikahff]

nfhUfpd;wJ.

mjdhy; gak; bfhs;shjPh;fs;/ mjDs;ns bry;Y';fs;. [me;j cwt[

cz;ikiaj; jh';fpj; bjhlh;e;J ,Ue;jhy; mJ mHfhdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. mJ Kwpe;J

tpl;lhy;/ mg;bghGJk; Tl/ mJ ey;yJ jhd;/ Vbdd;why; xU bgha;ahd cwt[ Koe;J

tpl;lJ.]box matter ,g;bghGJ eP';fs;/ mjpf cz;ikahd/ mjpf jplkhd/ mjpfkhf

mfk] rhh;e;j/ kw;bwhU cwtpDs; bry;y mjpfj; jFjpa[ilatuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;.

Mdhy; vg;bghGJk; epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ bgha;ik vg]bghGJnk

gydspf;fhJ; mJ gydspg]gJ nghy] njhw;wkspf;Fk;/ Mdhy; mJ vg;bghGJnk

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gydspf;fhJ. cz;ik kl;Lnk gydspf;Fk; - Mdhy]/ vg;bghGJnk Muk;gj;jpy;

cz;ik gydspg;gJ nghyj] njhw;wk; mspf;fhJ. mJ midj;ija[k; mHpj;JtpLtJ

nghyj] njhd;Wk;. eP';fs; mij btspapy; ,Ue;J ghh;j;jhy;/ cz;ik kpf kpf

Mgj;jhdjhf/ ga';fukhdjhfj; njhd;Wk;. Mdhy; ,J xU btspj]njhw;wk;;. eP';fs;

cs;ns brd;why;/ cz;ik kl;Lnk xnu mHfhd tp#akhf ,Uf;Fk;. eP';fs; mijg;

nghw;w/ Ritf;f Muk;gpj;Jtpl]Oh]fs] vd]why;/ eP';fs; mij nkYk] nkYk;

nfhUtPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mJ epiwitf; bfhz;L tUk;.

eP';fs; ,ij ftdpj;jpUf;fpd]wPh;fsh> mwpKfkpy;yhjth;fsplk; cz;ikahf

,Ug;gJ mjpf vspjhdJ. ,uapypy; gazk; bra;J bfhz;oUg;gth;fs; mwpKfk]

,y;yhjth;fSld] ngr Muk;gpf;fpwhh;fs;. mg;bghGJ/ mth;fs; j';fs; ez;gh;fsplk;

vg;bghGJnk typa[Wj;jpf; Twhj tp#a';fisf; Tl typa[Wj;jpf; TWfpwhh;fs;/

Vbdd;why; mwpKfkw;wtUld; Kf]fpakhd vJt[k; rk;ge;jg;gl;oUf;ftpy;iy.

miukzp neuj;jpw;F gpwF c';fSila epiyak; te]JtpLk;/ eP';fs; ,w';fpr; brd;W

tpLtPh;fs;; eP';fs; vd;d TwpapUe;jPh;;fs; vd;gij eP';fs; kwe;J tpLtPh;fs]/ mtUk;

kwe;JtpLthh;. mjdhy; eP';fs] Twpa vJt[k; ve;j ghjpg;iga[k; Vw;gLj;Jtjpy;iy.

mwpKfkw;w xUthplk; vJt[k; gzak; itf;fg;gLtjpy;iy.

mwpKfkw;wth;fsplk; ngrpf; bfhz;oUg;gth;fs; mjpf cz;ika[ld;

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs; j';fSila ,jaj;ij btspg;gLj;Jfpwhh;fs;. Mdhy;

ez;gh;fSld;/ cwtpdh;fSld; - jha]/ je]ij/ kidtp/ fztd;/ j';if/ jk;gp -

,th;fSld; ngrpf;bfhz;oUf;Fk; bghGJ – m']nf MHkhd jd]Dzh]tw]w xU

fl;Lg;ghL ,Uf;fpwJ. “,ijf; Tw ntz;lhk;/ mtd; czh]t[ g[z;glf;TLk;. mijr;

bra;a ntz;lhk;;/ mtSf;F mJ gpof;fhJ. ,e]j Kiwapy] ele;J bfhs;s ntz;lhk;/

mg;gh tajhdth;/ mth; mjph;r;rp milayhk.;” mjdhy; xUth; fl;Lg;gLj;jpf;

bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;. fhyg;nghf;fpy;/ cz;ik c';fSila mfj;jpd;

moj;jsj;jpDs;ns nghlg;gLfpwJ/ mj]Jld] eP';fs;; bgha;ikahdtw]wpy; kpft[k;

njh;e;jtuhft[k;/ je;jpurhypahft[k; khwptpLfpwPh;fs;. c';fSila cjLfspd] kPJ

kl;Lnk tiuag;gl;oUf;Fk; bgha;ahd g[d;diffis eP';fs] g[d;difj;Jf; bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; cz]ikapy] bghUs] juhj ey;y tp#a']fis Twpf; bfhz;nl

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fSila Mz; ez;gUld; my;yJ c';fSila je;ija[ld;

eP';fs; rypg;g[w;W ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; “c';fisg; ghh;g;gjpy; kpf]f kfpH;r;rp

milfpnwd;*” vd;W eP';fs; Twpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; c';fSila

czh]t[ epiy KGtJk;/ “vd;idr] rw]W jdpahf tpL';fs;*” vd;W TWfpwJ. Mdhy;

thh;j;ijfshy;; eP';fs; ghrh';F bra;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. mth;fSk; mijna

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jhd; bra;J bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;; ahUk;; ,J Fwp[j]J tpHpg]g[zh;t[ bfhs;tjpy;iy

Vbdd;why; ehk; midtUk; xnu glfpy; jhd; gazpj;Jf; bfhz;L ,Uf;fpnwhk;.

Md;kPfthjp vd;gth; ,e;jg; gliftpl;L btspna te;J/ jd;;Dila thH]itg]

gzak; itf;Fk; xUth; Mthh;. mth; TWfpwhh;/ “xd;W ehd; cz;ikahf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;/ my;yJ ehd; ,Uf;fnt ntz;lhk;. Mdhy] ehd] bgha]ahf

,Uf]fg]nghtjpy]iy.”

vijg; gzak; itf;f ntz;oapUe;jhYk;/ ita[']fs]/ Mdhy; bgha;ahd

tHpapnyna thH;e;J bfhz;oUf;fhjPh;fs;. me;j cwt[ cWjpahdjhf ,Uf;ff;TLk;;.

mJ cz;ikiaj; jh';fpf; bfhs;sf;TLk;. mg;bghGJ/ mJ kpf/ kpf mHfhdJ.

eP';fs; nerpf;Fk; xUthplk; c';fshy; cz;ikahf ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy vd;why;/

gpwF ntW v';F eP';fs; cz;ikahf ,Ug;gPh;fs;> v';F> c';fis nerpg;gth; vd;W

eP';fs; vz;qk; xUthplk; eP';fs; cz;ikahf ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy vd;why; -

mth;fsplk; Tl cz;ikia btspg;gLj;j/ Md]khPjpahf Kw;wpYk; eph]thzkhd

epiyapy; ,Ug;gjw;F gag;gl;Oh;fs; vd;why;/ m';Fk;Tl eP';fs; xspe;J

bfhz;oUe;jPh;fs; vd;why; - gpwF/ eP';fs; Kw;wpYk; Rje]jpukhf ,Uf;ff;Toa xU

,lj;ij/ xU btspia eP';fs; v';F fz;L gpog;gPh;fs;>

nerj]jpDila mh;j;jk] ,Jjhd]: xU kdpjUila Kd;dpiyapnyDk] ek]khy]

Kw]wpYk; eph]thzkhd epiyapy; ,Uf;f Koa[k]. mth; nerpf;fpwhh; vd;gJ ekf;Fj;

bjhpa[k;/ mjdhy; mth; jtwhfg] g[hpe;J bfhs;s khl;lhh;. mth; nerpf;fpwhh; vd;gJ

ekf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/ mjdhy; me]j gak; kiwe;J tpLfpwJ. xUth; midj]ija[k;

btspg;gLj;j Koa[k;. xUth; vy;yh fjt[fisa[k; jpwe;J itf;f Koa[k;/ xUth; me;j

egiu cs;ns tUkhW tuntw;f Koa[k;. xUth; kw;bwhUtUila czh]t[ epiyapy]

g']nfw]f Muk;gpf;fyhk;.

nerk; vd;gJ g']F bfhs]Sjy]/ mjdhy; nerpg;gtUldhtJ bgha;ahf

,Uf;fhjPh;fs;. ehd; c';fisg] bghJ ,l']fSf]Fr] brd;W cz;ikahf ,U']fs]

vd]W Twtpy;iy/ Vbdd;why;/ mJ jw;rkak; njitaw;w gpur;ridfis cUthf;Fk;.

Mdhy;/ nerpg;gthplk; ,Ue]J Muk;gpa[';fs;/ gpwF FLk;gj;jpdhplk;/ gpwF J}ukhf

,Ug]gth;fsplk] cz;ikahf ,U';fs]. fhyg;nghf;fpy; cz;ikahf ,Uj]jy]

mt;tst[ mHfhdJ vd]gij eP';fs; czh;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs;/ mjw;fhf

vy;yhtw;iwa[k; ,Hg]gjw]F eP';fs; jahuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. gpwF bghJ ,l']fspYk] -

mg;bghGJ cz;ikna c';fSila thHf]if Kiwahf MfptpLfpwJ. ekf;F kpf

beUf]fkhdth]fsplk] nerj;jpd] cz;ikapd]] mog;gilfisg] gapd]W fw;Wf;bfhs;s

ntz;Lk;/ Vbdd;why; mth;fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;thh;fs;.

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bksdj;jpd; bkhHpiaf; fw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;bksdj;jpd; bkhHpiaf; fw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;bksdj;jpd; bkhHpiaf; fw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;bksdj;jpd; bkhHpiaf; fw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;

eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk nknyhl;lkhd cwt[fns bfhz]L ,Ue]jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/

nkYk] eP';fs; xUtUld; rk;gpujhakhd cwt[ld] ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ eP';fs; Mapuj;J

xU mh;j;jkw;w tp#a';fisg; gw;wp mul;il moj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fyhk;/

Vbdd;why; vJt[k; Kf]fpakpy]iy – mJ btWk; bghGJnghf;F kl;Lnk.

Mdhy; [ahuhtJ xUtUld] eP';fs; beUf;fkhf czu Muk;gpj;jJtpl]lhy]/

m']F xU me;epnahd;ak; njhd]wpdhy]/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; ngRfpd]w xw]iw thh;j;ij

Tl Kf]fpaj]Jtk] cilaJ.] mg;bghGJ eP';fs] mt;tst[ vspjhf thh;j;ijfSld;

tpisahl KoahJ/ Vbdd;why;/ ,g;bghGJ xt]bthd]Wk] mh;j;jKilaJ. mjdhy;

bksdkhd ,Uf]fpd]w ,ilbtspfs; ,Uf]Fk]. Muk;gj;jpy; xUth] r';flkhf

czh]fpwhh;/ Vbdd;why; mth; bksdj;jpw;F gHf;fg;gl;oUf;ftpy;iy. VjhtJ xd;W

brhy;yg;gl ntz;Lk;/ ,y;iybadpy; vjpnu ,Ug;gth; vd;d vz;qthh]> vd;W xUth;

fUJfpwhh;.

c';fSf;fpilna beUf;fk; Vw;gLk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ Vnjh xU tifahd

nerk; m';F ,Uf;Fk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ bksdk; tUfpwJ/ m';F brhy;tjw;F

vJt[kpy;iy. cz;ikapy;/ brhy;tjw;F vJt[k;vJt[k;vJt[k;vJt[k; ,y;iy – vJt[nk ,y;iy.

mwpKfkw;wthplk; brhy]tjw;F epiwa tp#a';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd; ez;gh;fsplk]/

brhy;tjw;F xd;Wkpy;iy. me;j bksdk; fdkhdjhf Mfpd]wJ/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs;

mjw;Fg] gHf;fg;gl;oUf;ftpy;iy.

bksdj;jpd; ,ir vd]dbtd]gij eP']fs] mwpe]jjpy]iy. c';fSf;Fj;

bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s xnu xU Kiw jhd; bjhpa[k;/ mJ tha;bkhHpahy; MdJ/ mJ

kdjpd; \yk; Vw;gLtJ. c';fSf;F ,jaj;jpd; \yk;/ ,jaj;jpw]F ,jak]/

bksdkhfj] bjhlh;g[ bfhs]tJ vt]thW vd]gJ bjhpahJ. c';fSf;F m']F

,Ug;gjd; \yk; kl]Lnk/ c';fs; Kd;dpiyapd; \yk; kl;Lnk vt]thW bjhlh;g[

bfhs;tbjd]gJ bjhpahJ. eP';fs; tsh;e;J bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ giHa bjhlh;g[

Kiwfs; nghJkhdjhf ,y;iy. eP']fs] g[jpa/ bkhHp rhh;e;jpuhj bjhlh;g[ Kiwfis

tsh;j;Jf; bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. xUth; mjpf Kjph;r;rp bgw]wtuhf Mfpd]w mst[/

mjpfkhf bkhHp rhuhj bjhlh;g[ Kiw njitg;gLfpwJ.

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[vt]thW bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tJ vd;gJ ekf;F bjhpahjjdhy;jhd; bkhHp

njitg;gLfpwJ. vt]thW bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tJ vd;gij ehk] mwpe]J bfhs]Sk] bghGJ/

fhyg; nghf;fpy;/ bkhHp njitg;gLtjpy;iy.] bkhHp btWk] Muk]gg]s;sp epiyna.

cz;ikahd tHp bksdj;jpdhy; MdJ. mjdhy; jtwhd kdg;ghd;ik

bfhs;shjPh;fs;/ ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs; tsh;r;rpailtJ epd;WtpLk;. bkhHp kiwa

Muk;gpf;Fk; bghGJ vJt[k; FiwtJ ,y;iy; ,J xU jtwhd fUj;J. g[jpjhf xd;W

cUthfpa[s;sJ/ mij cs;slf;fpf; bfhs;tjw;F giHa Kiw nghjtpy;iy. eP';fs;

tsh;e;J bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ c';fs; Milfs; rpwpaitahfpf; bfhz;L

,Uf;fpd;wd. Vnjh xd;W Fiwfpd;wJ vd;gJ my;y mJ; xt]bthU jpdKk;

c';fsplk] Vnjh xd;W nrh;e;J bfhz;nlapUf;fpwJ.

eP';fs; mjpfkhf jpahdpf;fpd]w mst[/ eP';fs; mjpfk] nerpg;gPh;fs;/ eP';fs;

mjpfkhfj] bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tPh;fs;. ,Wjpapy]/ bksdk; kl;Lnk gad;glf;Toa xU

fzj;jpw;Fs; xUth; tUfpwhh;. mjdhy;/ mLj;j Kiw eP';fs; ahnuh xUtUld;

,Uf]fpwPPh;fs;/ Mdhy] eP';fs; thh;j;ijfshy; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;shky; ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;/

mjdhy] eP';fs; kpft[k; r';flkhf czh;fpwPh;fs; vd;why;/ kfpH;r;rp bfhs;S';fs;;.

bksdkhf ,Ue]J/ me;j bksdj;ij bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tjw]F mDkjpa[';fs;.

eP';fs; nerkhd cwt[ bfhz;ouhjth;fSld] bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s bkhHp

njitg;gLfpwJ. eP';fs; nerkhd cwt[ bfhz;oUg;gth;fsplk; bkhHp ,y;yhj epiy

njitg;gLfpwJ. xUth; kPz;Lk; bksdkhft[k]/ xU FHe;ijiag; nghy; fs;sk;

fglkw;wtuhft[k] Mf ntz;Lk;. c';fSila czh]t[fis btspg;gLj;Jk; cly;

mirt[fs; ,Uf;Fk; - rpy rkak; eP';fs; g[d;difa[ld; iffis nfhh;j;Jf;

bfhs;tPh;fs;/ my;yJ rpy rka';fspy; eP';fs; btWknd mikjpahf ,Ug;gPh;fs;/

xUtUila fz;fis kw;wth; ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;L/ vJt[k; bra;ahky;/ btWknd

xd;whf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. ,U caph;fs; re;jpj;Jf; fyf;fpd;wd/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; kl;Lnk

czh]e;J bfhs;sf; Toa Vnjh xd;W epfH;;fpwJ. c';fSf;F epfH;e;jij eP';fs;

kl;Lnk czh;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs; - ntW ahUk] mij czh]e]J bfhs]s khl]lhh]fs]/

mJ mt;tst[ MHj;jpy; epfH;fpwJ.

bksdj;ij kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpa[';fs;; mij czh;e;J/ Ritj;J/

,urpa[';fs;. tpiutpy;/ mJ jdf]F chpa xU bjhlh;g[Kiwia bfhz]oUg]gijf]

fhz]gPh]fs]; me;j Kiw kpfr] rpwg;ghdJk;/ kpf cah;e;jJk;/ mjpf MHkhdJk;/ mjpf

mh;j;jKs;sJk; MFk; vd]gij czh]e]J bfhs]tPh]fs]. me;jj; bjhlh;g[ Kiw

g[dpjkhdJ; mJ jd;dplk] xU Jha;ikiaf; bfhz;Ls;sJ.

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ehd;F gLFHpfs;ehd;F gLFHpfs;ehd;F gLFHpfs;ehd;F gLFHpfs;

kf;fs; rpwe;j ,ir Fwpj]J gag;gLfpwhh;fs;/ kf;fs; rpwe;j ftpij Fwpj]J

gag;gLfpwhh;fs;/ kf;fs; MHkhd me;epnahd;ak] Fwpj]J gag;gLfpwhh;fs;.

kdpjh]fSila fhjy; cwt[fs; njhd;wpa ntfj;jpny kiwe;JtpLk; cwt[fshfnt

,Uf;fpd;wd. mth;fs; ,UtUk] xUtUila czh]t[ epiyapDs] kw]wth; MHkhfr;

bry;tjpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; xUtUila czh]t[ epiyapDs; kw]wth; MHkhfr;

bry;ifapy] – mLj;jtUila czh]t[ epiy vd]Dk] Fsk; c';fisg; gpujpgypf;Fk]

vd]fpd]w gak; ,Uf;fpwJ. me;jf; Fsj;jpy;/ kw]wtUila czh]t[ epiyahfpa me]jf]

fz;zhoapy;/ eP';fs;; fhzg;glhtpoy; - me;jf; fz;zho btWikahf ,Ue;jhy;/ mJ

vija[nk gpujpgypf;fhtpl]lhy; - mg;bghGJ vd;d bra;tJ>

vjph;r;bray; g[hpa[k; gHf;fk]vjph;r;bray; g[hpa[k; gHf;fk]vjph;r;bray; g[hpa[k; gHf;fk]vjph;r;bray; g[hpa[k; gHf;fk]

vjph;r;bray; vd;gJ fle]jfhyj]jpy] ,Ue]J tUtJ; kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w

gjpy]bray] vd;gJ epfH;fhyj]jpy] ,Ue]J tUtJ. fle;J tpl;l/ giHa/ khjphp

mikg]g[fisf] bfhz]L eP';fs; vjph;r;bray; g[hpfpwPh;fs;. ahnuh xUth; c';fis

mtkhpahij bra;fpwhh;/ clnd me;jg; giHa mqFKiw bray;gl Muk;gpf;fpwJ.

fle;j fhyj;jpy; gpwh; c';fis mtkjpj;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; xU

Fwpg;gpl;l Kiwapy; bray;gl;oUf;fpwPh;fs;; mnj Kiwapy;; eP';fs; kWgoa[k;

bray;gLfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; ,e;j kdpjUf;F/ ,e;j mtkjpg;ghd braYf;F

kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpatpy]iy/ eP';fs; mg]gona xU giHa

gHf;fj;ij jpUk]gt[k] bray;gLj;JfpwPh;fs; - mt;tst[jhd;. eP';fs; ,e;j kdpjiua[k;/

,e;jg] g[jpa mtkjpg;iga[k; ghh;f;ftpy;iy – ,J xU khWgl;l jd;ika[ld;

,Uf;fpd;wJ - eP';fs; xU ,ae]jpukdpjidg] nghd]nw bray;gLfpwPh;fs;.

c';fSf;Fs; xU tpjkhd ,ae]jpu mikg]g[ ,Uf;fpwJ/ eP';fs; xU bghj;jhid

mGj;JfpwPh;fs;/ “,e;j kdpjd; vd;id mtkjpj;J tpl;lhd/;” vd;W Twptpl;L eP';fs;

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vjph;r;bray; g[hpfpwPh;fs;. vjph;r;bray; cz;ikahd NH;epiyf;F chpaJ my;y/ mJ

rpj;jhpf;fg;gl;l xd;W. eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;ij ,e;j kdpjhplk; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;.

,J epfH;e;jJ:

g[j;jh; xU kuj;jpd; fPnH mkh;;e;J jd;Dila rPlh;fSld; ngrpf] bfhz;L

,Ue;jhh;. xUth] m';F te;J/ mtUila Kfj;jpy; ckpH;e;jhh;. g[j]jh] mijj;

Jilj;Jtpl;L/ me;j kdpjhplk;/ “mLj;jJ vd;d> mLj;jjhf eP'fs]] vd;d Tw

tpUk;g[fpwPh]fs]>” vd]W nfl;lhh]. me;j kdpjUf;F rw;Wg] g[jpuhfp tpl;lJ/

Vbdd;why;/ xUtUila Kfj;jpy; jhd]] ckpH;e;jhy]/ mth] “mLj;jJ vd;d>”

vd;W nfl;ghh; vd]W mth] vjph;ghh;f;fntapy;iy. ,ijg; nghd;w xU

mDgtj]ij mth] fle;j fhyj;jpy; bgw]wnj ,y;iy. mth] gpwiu mtkjpj;J

,Uf;fpwhh]/ mth;fs; nfhgk; bfhz;L vjph;r;bray; g[hpe;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;. my;yJ

mth;fs; nfhiHfshft[k] gytPdkhdth;fshft[k] ,Ue;jhy;/ mth;fs;

g[d;dif g[hpe;J/ mtUf;F y";rk; bfhLf;f Kad;wpUf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; g[j;jh;

me;j ,U khjphpa[k; ,y;iy; mth; nfhgg;gltpy;iy/ ve;j tpjj;jpYk;

mtkjpg;ghff; bfhs;st[k] ,y]iy/ mnj rkaj]jpy] ve;jtpjj;jpYk;

nfhiHahft[k] ,y;iy. khwhf mth; czh]r]rptrg]glhky] rhjhuzkhf

“mLj;jJ vd;d>” vd]W nfl]lhh]. mth; gf;fkpUe;J ve;j vjph;r;braYk; ,y;iy.

g[j;jhpd; rPlh;fs; nfhgk; bfhz;lhh;fs;/ mth;fs; vjph]r]bray]

g[hpe]jhh;fs;. mtUf;F kpft[k; beU';fpa rPluhd Mde;jh Twpdhh;/ “,J

kpft[k; mjpfk;/ v';fshy; ,ijg] bghWj]Jf; bfhs;s KoahJ. c';fSila

nghjidfis eP';fns itj;Jf;bfhs;S';fs;/ eh';fs; ,e;j kdpjUf;F mth]

,t;thW ele]J bfhs]s KoahJ vd;gijj] bjspthff] fhz;gpf;fpnwhk;. mth]

,jw;fhf jz;of;fg;gl ntz;Lk;. ,y;iybad;why; vy;nyhUk; ,J nghd;w

bray;fisr; bra;a Muk;gpj;J tpLthh;fs;.”

g[j;jh; Twpdhh;/ “eP']fs] mikjpahf ,U']fs]. mth; vd;id

mtkjpf;ftpy;iy/ Mdhy; eP']fs]eP']fs]eP']fs]eP']fs] vd;id mtkjpf;fpwPh]fs]. mth; g[jpath]/

mwpKfkw;w xUth;. mth; gpwhplk; ,Ue]J vd;idg; gw;wp ,J nghd]W

vijahtJ nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;f ntz;Lk]/ “,e;j kdpjh; xU ehj;jpfthjp/

kf;fis mth]fSila ghijapypUe;J jpir jpUg;g[gth;/ xU g[ul;rpahsh;/

mth;fspd; Fzj;ijf; bfLf;Fk; xU Mgj;jhd kdpjh.;” mth; vd;idg;gw;wp

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xU fUj;ij/ xU mgpg;uhaj;ij Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhz;oUf]ff]TLk]. mth; vd; kPJ

ckpHtpy;iy/ mth; jd;Dila mgpg;uhaj;jpd; kPJ ckpH;e;jpUf;fpwhh]/

vd;idg; gw;wpa jd;Dila fUj;jpd; kPJ ckpH;e;jpUf;fpwhh; - Vbdd;why;/

vd;id mtUf;Fj; bjhpant bjhpahJ/ Mifahy]/ mtuhy] vt;thW vd; kPJ

ckpH Koa[k;>”

g[j;jh; Twpdhh;/ “,J Fwpj]J eP';fs] MH;e;J rpe;jpj;jhy;/ mth]

jd;Dila kdjpd] kPnj ckpH;e;jpUf;fpwhh;. ehd; mjDila m']fk] ,y;iy/

nkYk] ,e;jg; ghpjhgkhd kdpjhplk; brhy;tjw;F ntW Vnjh xd]W ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;gij vd]dhy] fhz KofpwJ/ Vbdd;why; xU tp#aj;ijr;

TWtjw]F ,J xU tHp- Vnjh xU tp#aj;ijf] TWtjw;F ckpH;tJ xU

tHpahFk;. bkhHp gadw;wJ vd;W eP';fs; czh]fpw jUz';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd –

MH;e;j nerj]jpy;/ MHkhd nfhgj;jpy;/ btWg;gpy;/ gpuhh;j;jidapy;. bkhHp

gadw;wjhf ,Uf;Fk; jPtpukhd jUz';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd. mg;bghGJ eP';fs;

Vnjh xd]iwr] bra;jhf ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; MH;e;j nerj]Jld;; ,Uf]Fk]bghGJ/

eP']fs] xUtiu Kj;jkpl;lhy;/ my;yJ Muj; jGtpdhy;/ eP';fs; vd;d

bra;fpwPh;fs;> eP';fs; Vnjh xU tp#aj;ijr; brhy;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs;

nfhgj;Jld] ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ jPtpukhd nfhgj;Jld;/ eP';fs; xUtiu

mof;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; xUth; kPJ ckpH;fpwPh;fs;/ mg]bghGJ eP';fs; Vnjh xU

tp#aj;ijr; brhy;fpwPh;fs;. vd;dhy; mtiug; g[hpe;J bfhs;s KofpwJ.

mthplk] TWtjw]F ,d;Dk; VjhtJ ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ mjdhy; jhd; ehd]

nfl;fpnwd;/ “mLj;jJ vd;d>”

me;j kdpjUf;F nkYk; g[jpuhf ,Ue;jJ* g[j;jh; jk; rPlh;fsplk; Twpdhh;/

“ehd; c';fshy; mjpfk] czh]t[ g[z;gl;L ,Uf;fpnwd;/ Vbdd;why;/

c';fSf;F vd;idj; bjhpa[k;/ vd;Dld; gy Mz;Lfs; thH;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/

,Ug;gpDk; eP';fs; vjph;r]bray; g[hpfpwPh;fs;.”

g[jpuhfp/ FHk;gpg]ngha]/ me;j kdpjh] tPL jpUk;gpdhh]. mtuhy; md;W

,ut[ Jh';f Koatpy;iy. eP';fs; xU g[j;jiu re;jpj;j gpwF/ eP';fs; kPz;Lk;

Kd;g[ cw';fpaJ nghynt cw';FtJ fodkhdJ/ ,ayhjJ. kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk;

me;j epfH;r;rp mtUf]Fs]ns njhd;wpaJ. vd;d neh]e;jJ vd;gij mtuhy]

jdf]Fj] bjspthf tpsf]f Koatpy;iy. mth] cly; KGtJk; eL';fp

nth;j;Jf; bfhl;oaJ. mth; mg;gobahU kdpjiu ,jw]F Kd]g[ re;jpj;jnj

,y;iy; mtDila kdk] KGtija[k;/ mtUila bray;ghl]L Kiw

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KGtija[k]/ mtUila fle;j fhyk] KGtija[k] g[j]jh] J}s]J}shf

rpjwoj]Jtpl;lhh;.

mLj;j ehs; fhiyapy] mth] jpUk;gt[k; m';F ,Ue]jhh]. mth; g[j;jhpd;

ghj']fspy; tPH]e;jhh]. g[j;jh; kPz;Lk; mthplk; nfl;lhh;/ “mLj;jJ vd;d>”

,Jt[k; Tl/ bkhHpapdhy; brhy;y Koahj xd;iwf; TWtjw]fhd xU

tHpahFk;. eP';fs; te;J vd; ghjj;ijj; bjhLk; bghGJ/ rhjhuzkhfr]

brhy;y Koahj Vnjh xd;iw/ vy;yh thh;j;ijfSnk rw]W FWfpaitahfpg]

ngha;tpl]l xU tp#aj]ij/ thh;j;ijfSf;Fs; mlf;fptpl Koahj Vnjh xU

tp#aj]ij brhy;fpwPh;fs;.” g[j;jh; Twpdhh;. “ghh;/ Mde;jh/ ,e;j kdpjh]

kPz;Lk; ,';nf te;jpUf;fpwhh]/ mth] Vnjh brhy;fpwhh]. ,e;j kdpjh] MHkhd

czh;t[fis cila xU kdpjh].”

me;j kdpjh] g[j;jiug; ghh;j;Jf; Twpdhh]/ “ehd; new;W bra;j

braYf;fhf vd;id kd;dpa[';fs;.”

g[j;jh; Twpdhh;/ “kd;dpg]gjh> Mdhy; eP']fs] mij ahhplk]

bra;jPh]fnsh/ mnj kdpjh] my]y ehd]. f';if Xof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ; mJ

vg]bghGJnk kPz]Lk] mnj f';ifahf ,Ug]gjpy]iy. xt;bthU kdpjUk; xU

ejpjhd;. eP']fs] ckpH;e;j kdpjh] ,g;bghGJ ,';F ,y;iy - ehd; mtiug;

nghd]W kl]Lnk ,Uf;fpnwd;/ Mdhy; ehd; mnj kdpjh] my;y/ ,e;j ,Ugj;J

ehd;F kzp neu';fspy; vj;jidnah tp#a']fs] ele;J tpl;ld* me;j ejp

kpFe]j mst[ Xotpl;lJ. Mifahy;/ vd;dhy; c']fis kd;dpf;f KoahJ/

Vbdd;why;/ vdf;F c']fsplk] ve;j btWg]g[k; ,y;iy.

nkYk; eP']fSk] g[jpatuhf ,Uf;fpwPh]fs]. eP']fs] new;W te;j mnj

kdpjh] my]y vd;gij vd;dhy; fhz KofpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ me;j kdpjh]

nfhgj;Jld; ,Ue;jhh] – mth] nfhgkhfnt ,Ue;jhh]* mth] ckpH;e;jhh]/ Mdhy;

eP']fnsh vd; ghjj;jpy; gzpfpwPh]fs]/ ghjj;ijj; bjhLfpwPh]fs] – eP']fs] vg;go

mnj kdpjuhf ,Uf;f Koa[k;> eP']fs] mnj kdpjh]] my]y/ mjdhy; ehk;

mijg; gw;wp kwe;Jtplyhk;. mth;fs; ,UtUk; - ckpH;e;j kdpjUk;/ ahh; kPJ

ckpH;e;jhnuh me;j kdpjUk; - ,UtUnk ,g;bghGJ ,y;iy. mUfpy;

thU']fs]. ehk; ntW VjhtJ xU tp#ak] gw;wpg] ngryhk;.

,J kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] MFk].

vjph]r]bray; fle;j fhyj;jpy] ,Ue]J tUtJ. [giHa gHf;f']fisf] bfhz]L/

kdijf] bfhz]L/ eP';fs; vjph]r]bray] g[hpe]jhy;/ mg]bghGJ eP';fs; kdg]ghd]ikfs]

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mw]w gjpy;bray] g[hptjpy;iy. kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpgtuhf ,Ug]gJ

vd;gJ ,e;j fzj;jpy]/ ,';F/ ,g]bghGJ KGtJk] tpHpg]g[ld] ,Uj]jy].]box matter

kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] xU mHfpa epfH;t[/ mJ caph]j]Jog]g[ilaJ.

vjph]r]bray; capuw;wJ/ mHfw;wJ/ mGfpg] nghdJ; mJ xU rlyk;. bjhz;qhw;W

xd;gJ rjtpfpj fhyk; eP';fs; vjph;r;bray; g[hpe;Jtpl;L mij kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w

gjpy]bray] vd;W Fwpg]gpLfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs] kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpjy]

vd]gJ c';fSila thH;tpy; mhpjhfnt elf;fpwJ; Mdhy; mJ vg;bghGJ

epfH]e;jhYk;/ c';fSf;F xU fz neuf] fhl]rp fpilf]fpwJ. mJ vg;bghGJ

epfH]e;jhYk;/ mwpKfkpy;yhj xU btspapDs] bry]tjw]fhd fjt[ jpwf;fpwJ.

c';fs; tPl;ow;Fj; jpUk;gpr] brd;W c';fSila kidtpia kdg]ghd]ikfs]

mw]W-,d]wp ghU';fs;/ kdg]ghd]ikfs] cld]] ghh]f]fhky;. ehd; epiwag; ngiug;

ghh;f;fpnwd;/ mth;fs; xU bgz;qld; Kg;gJ tUl';fs;/ ehw;gJ tUl';fs;

thH;e;jpUf;fyhk;/ mjdhy; mth;fs; mtiug] ghh]g]gij epWj;jptpl;lhh;fs;* ,th;jhd;

me;jg] “giHa bgz;kzp” vd;gJ mth;fSf;Fj] bjhpa[k;/ j';fSf;Fj; bjhpe;jth]

vd;W mth]fs] vz]qfpd]w me]jg] giHa bgz;kzp. Mdhy;/ me;j ejp ,j;Jid

fhyKk; Xof;bfhz;nl ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ. mth;fs; jpUkzk; bra;J bfhz;l mnj

bgz] ,th; ,y;iy. mJ xU fle;j fhy epfH;t[/ me;jg; bgz; ,g;bghGJ v';Fk;

,y;iy; ,th; xU Kw]wpYk] g[jpa bgz;.

xt;bthU fzKk; eP';fs; g[jpjhfg; gpwf;fpwPh;fs;. xt;bthU fzKk; eP';fs;

kuzkilfpwPh;fs;/ xt;bthU fzKk; eP';fs; gpwf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; [eP';fs; rkPgj;jpy;

c';fSila kidtpia/ c';fSila jhia/ c';fSila je;ijia/

c';fSila ez;giug; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> eP';fs; ghh;g;gij epWj;jptpl;Oh;fs;/

Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs; mth;fs; vy;yhk; giHath;fs;/ mjdhy; mth;fisg; ghh;g;gjpy;

vd;d mh]j]jk] ,Uf]fpwJ vd;W vz;qfpwPh;fs;. jpUk;gpr; brd;W g[jpa ghh]ita[ld]/

mwpKfkpy;yhj xUtiug; ghh;g;gJnghy kWgoa[k; ghU';fs;/ mg]nghGJ ,e;jg]

giHa bgz;kzp vt;tst[ khwptpl;lhh; vd;gJ fz;L Mr;rh;ag;gLtPh;fs;.]box

kpfg] bghpa khw;w';fs; xt]bthU ehSk] epfH;fpd;wd. mJ xU tpiuthd

Xl;lk;. vy;yhnk bjhlh]e]J Xof;bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ vJt[nk ciwe;Jngha;

,Ug;gjpy;iy. Mdhy; kdk; xU capuw;w bghUs;/ mJ ciwe;J ngha] ,Uf;fpw xU

tp#ak]. eP';fs; ciwe;J ngha] ,Uf;fpw kdijf] bfhz]L bray;gl;lhy;/ eP';fs; xU

capuw;w thH;t[ thH;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; cz;ikapy] thH;tjpy;iy - eP';fs; Vw;fdnt

fy]yiwapy] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

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vjph]r]bray;fis tpl]LtpL';fs;. nkYk; nkYk; mjpf kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w

gjpy]bray]fis mDkjpa[';fs;. kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpgtuhf ,Ug]gJ

vd]gJ kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpa[k] jpwDld] ,Uj]jy] (response ability -

responsibility)MFk;. kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpgtuhf ,Uj]jy]/

kdg]ghd]ikfs] mw]w gjpy]bray] g[hpjy] vd]gJ El;gkhd czh]jYld; ,Uj]jy]

MFk;. Mdhy] ,']F/ ,g]bghGJ epfH]fhyj]jpw]F El;gkhd czh;jYld; ,Uj]jy]

MFk].

cj;jputhjj;jpy; rpf;fpf; bfhs;Sjy;cj;jputhjj;jpy; rpf;fpf; bfhs;Sjy;cj;jputhjj;jpy; rpf;fpf; bfhs;Sjy;cj;jputhjj;jpy; rpf;fpf; bfhs;Sjy;

ve;j cwt[nk cj;jputhjKilajhf ,Uf;f KoahJ.

cj;jputhjKilaitahf ,Ug]gJ cwt[fspd] ,ay;gpnyna ,y;iy/ nkYk; ve;j

cwntDk; cj;jputhjj;Jld; ,Ue;jhy]/ mJ jd;Dila <h]f]Fk] rf;jpia

KGtija[k] ,He;JtpLk;. Mifahy;/ kdjpw;F ,J xU gpur;rid MFk]. eP';fs; xU

cwit kfpH;t[ld; mDgtpf;f tpUk;gpdhy;/ mJ cj;jputhjkw]wjhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;. mjid eP';fs; KGtJk; cj;jputhjKilajhf/ Kw;wpYk;

cj;jputhjKilajhf mikj;jhy]/ gpwF mij c';fshy] kfpH;t[ld; mDgtpf;f

KoahJ – mJ <h]f]Fk] rf;jp KGtija[k]/ fth;r;rp KGtija[k; ,He;JtpLfpwJ.

kdjpdhy] ,jpYk; jpUg;jp mila KoahJ/ mjpYk; jpUg;jp mila KoahJ/ mjdhy;

mJ vg;bghGJnk Kuz;ghLfSlDk; bgU';FHg;gj;JlDk; ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ

caph;j;Jog]g[ld]]/ Tlnt cj;jputhj;Jld] ,Uf]fpd]w xU cwit tpUk;g[fpwJ/

Mdhy; mJ ,ayhjJ/ Vbdd;why; [xU caph]j;Jog;g[s;s kdpjh;/ my;yJ xU

caph]j;Jog;g[s;s cwt[/ my;yJ caph]j]Jog]g[ld] ,Uf;Fk; vJt[nk/ fzpf;f

Koahjjhfj]jhd] ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mLj;j fzk; vd;d epfHg; nghfpwJ vd;gij

Kd;dnu mwpe]J bfhs]s KoahJ.]box matter nkYk; mJ fzpf;f Koahjjhf

,Uf;fpd;w fhuzj;jpdhy;/ ,e;jf; fzk; jPtpuKilajhf ,Uf]fpd;wJ.

eP';fs; ,e;jf; fzj;ij vt;tst[ Koa[nkh mt;tst[ KGikahf thH

ntz;Lk;/ Vbdd;why; mLj;j fzk; vg]bghGJk] tuhknyna nghfyhk;. eP';fs; m';F

,y;yhky; nghfyhk;; kw]wth] m';F ,y;yhky; nghfyhk;. my;yJ eP';fs; ,UtUnk

m']F ,Uf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; ,e;j cwt[ ,y;yhky; nghfyhk;. vy;yh rhj;jpaf;

TWfSnk epfHf;Toaitahfnt ,Uf;fpd;wd. vjph;fhyk; vg;bghGJnk

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jPh]khdpf]fg]glhjjhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ/ fle;j fhyk; vg;bghGJk; Kot[w]wjhfnt

,Uf;fpwJ. ,t;tpuz;ow;Fk; ,ilapy; epfH]fhyk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ epfH;fhyj;jpd; xU

xw]iw fzk;/ vg;bghGJnk eL';fpf; bfhz;L/ epiyaw]wjhf. Mdhy; thH;f;if

,t;thWjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,e;j epiyaw]wjhf ,Uj;jy;/ ,e;j eL';Fjy;/ ,it

capUld] ,Ug;gjpd; xU m';fk; - ,e;jj; jaf;fk;/ ,e;j nkf \l;lkhd epiy/ ,e;jj;

bjsptw;w epiy.

fle;j fhyk; Kot[w]Wtpl;lJ. vy;yhnk ele;J Koe;Jtpl;lJ/ ,g;bghGJ

vija[k; khw;w KoahJ/ Mifahy; midj]Jk] Kw;wpYk; Kot[w]wjhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

vjph;fhyk; Kw;wpYk; jPh;khdpf;fg;glhjjhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ vija[nk fzpf;f KoahJ.

,t]tpuz;ow;Fk; ,ilna epfH;fhyk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ fle;j fhyj;jpy; xU fhiya[k;/

vjph;fhyj;jpy; xU fhiya[k; itj;Jf; bfhz;L. mjdhy; kdk; vg;bghGJnk

,uz;lhfg; gphpf;fg;gl;l epiyapy;/ gFjpfshf gphpf;fg;gl;l epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ

vg;bghGJnk gpst[gl;L ,Uf;fpwJ/ mJ vg;bghGJnk Kuz;ghl]L kdneha[ld;

(schizophrenic),Uf;fpwJ.

tp#a';fs; ,t]thWjhd; ,Uf;fpd;wd vd;gija[k;/ mijg; gw;wp vJt[k; bra;a

KoahJ vd;gija[k; eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;s ntz;oaJ mtrpak]. c';fSf;F xU

kpft[k; cj;jputhjKila cwt[ ntz;Lk; vd;why;/ mg]bghGJ eP';fs; xU capuw;w

kdpjiuj]jhd] fhjypf;f ntz;Lk;; Mdhy; mg;bghGJ eP';fs;; mij kfpH;r;rpa[ld;

mDgtpf;f khl;Oh;fs;. xU fztuhf khWfpwbghGJ xU fhjyUf;F mJ jhd]

nehpLfpwJ – fzth; vd;gth; xU capuw;w fhjyh;/ kidtp vd;gth; xU capuw;w

fhjyp Mthh;. fle;j fhyk; vy;yhKkhf Mfptpl]lJ/ nkYk] ,g;bghGJ fle;j

fhynk vjph;fhyj;ijj; jPh;khdpf;fpwJ. cz;ikapy;/ eP';fs; xU kidtpahf

,Ue;jhy;/ mg]nghGJ c';fSf;F vjph;fhynk ,y;iy – fle;j fhyk] jd]id

kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; mu';nfw;wpf]bfhz]nl ,Uf]Fk]/ vy;yhf; fjt[fSk; \lg;gl;L

,Uf]fpd]wd. eP';fs; xU fztdhf ,Ue;jPh]fs] vd]why]/ mg]nghGJ c';fSf;F xU

vjph;fhynk ,y]iy; mg;bghGJ eP';fs; milf;fg;gl;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ rpiwgl;L

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

Mifahy; cj;jputhjk; ,iltplhJ njlg;gLfpwJ/ Mdhy; mJ c';fSf;Ff;

fpilf;Fk; bghGJ eP';fs] mjpy; rypg;g[w]W tpLfpwPh]fs]. [fztd;;fSila/ kw]Wk]

kidtpfSila Kf';fisg; ghU';fs;. mth;fs; cj;jputhjj;ijg] bgw]Wtpl;lhh;fs;

- kpft[k; tpUk;gp ehlg;gLfpd;w cj;jputhjj;ij – nkYk] ,g;bghGJ midj]Jk]

mth;fSila t';fpf; fzf;fpy] ,Uf;fpwJ/ rl;l';fs;/ ePjpkd;w';fs;/ fhty;

epiya';fs; vy;yhk; midj]ija[k] cj;jputhjk; cilaitahf khw]Wtjw]fhf

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,Uf;fpd;wd. Mdhy] ,g;bghGJ me;jf; fth;r;rp KGtJk;/ me;jf; ftpij KGtJk;

bjhiye;J tpl;lJ; fhjy; ,dp m';F ,y;iy.]box matter ,g;bghGJ mth;fs;

capuw;wth;fs; - mth;fs; fle;J nghdijna kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; vz]zpf]bfhz]L

,Uf]fpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs; epidt[fspy; thH;fpwhh;fs;.

fztd;; kidtpfs] ngRtij ftdpj;Jg; ghU';fs;. kidtp/ fztd; jd;id

Kd;g[ nghy nerpg]gjpy;iy vd;W Xahky; Twpf; bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhh]/ mth;fs; fle;j

fhyj;ijg; gw;wp/ j']fSila njdpyt[ kw;Wk; ntW tp#a';fisg; gw;wp

ngrpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. vd;d klj;jdk; ,J* eP';fs; ,d;dKk; capUld;jhd;

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. ,e;j fzk; xU njdpythf ,Uf;f Koa[k;;. ,e;j fzk; thHg]gl Koa[k;/

Mdhy; eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;ijg; gw;wpg; ngrpf;bfhz;L/ mij kPz;Lk; epfH;j;j

Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

cj;jputhjk; vg;bghGJnk jpUg;jp mspg;gjpy;iy – Mdhy;/ cj;jputhjk;

mw]w epiyapy] gak; ,Uf;fpwJ/ ,e;j cwit ,He;Jtplf]TLk; vd;fpd;w gak;.

Mdhy; mJ capUld] ,Ug]gjpd] xU m';fk;. midj]Jk] ,Hf;fg;glyhk;/ vJt[k;

cWjpahdjhf ,y]iy/ Mdhy]/ mjdhy; jhd; vy]yhk] ,t;tst[ mHfhf

,Uf;fpd;wJ. mjdhy; jhd; eP';fs; xU fzk; Tl fhyk; jhH;j;j ntz;oajpy;iy –

[eP';fs; xUtiu nerpf;f tpUk;gpdhy;/ mtiu ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ nerpa[';fs;. mtiu

nerpa[';fs;. Vbdd;why; mLj;j fzk; vd;d epfHg; nghfpwJ vd;gJ ahUf;Fk;

bjhpahJ.]box matter mLj;j fzj]jpy] nerj;jpw;fhd rhj;jpak; ,y;yhky; nghfyhk;/

gpwF c';fs; thH;ehs; KGtJk; mjw;fhf eP';fs; kdk; tUe;JtPh;fs;. eP';fs;

nerpj;jpUf;fyhk;/ eP';fs; thH;e;jpUf;fyhk;. mg;bghGJ fHptpuf;fk; xUtiur;

NH;fpwJ/ Vnjh eP';fs; jw;bfhiy bra;Jbfhz;L tpl;lijg; nghy] MH;e;j

tUj;jKk;/ xU MHkhd Fw;w czh;t[k] czug]gLfpwJ.

thH;f;if epr]rakw]wJ. ahUk; mij epr]rajhf khw]w KoahJ. mij

cj]jputhjKilajhf khw]w xU tHpa[k; ,y;iy. ahUk; mij cj]jputhjKilajhf

khw]w KoahJ vd;gJk; ey;yJ jhd;; ,y;iybadpy;/ mJ capuw;wjhf ,Uf;Fk;.

thH;f;if kpft[k; bkd;ikahdJ/ vspjpy; cilaf; ToaJ/ vg;bghGJk; mwpKfkw;w

xU btspapDs] brd;Wbfhz;oUg]gJ; mJjhd; mjDila mHF. xUth;

ijhpakhft[k;/ Jzpr;rYlDk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. thH;f;ifa[ld; bry;tjw]F xUth;

gzak; itg;gtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mjdhy; gzak; itg;gtuhf ,U';fs;. ,e;j

fzj;ij thG';fs;/ ,ij KGikahf thG';fs;. mLj]j fzk; tUk;bghGJ

mijg] ghh;j;Jf; bfhs;syhk;. mij rkhspg]gjw]F eP';fs; m';F ,Ug;gPh;fs; - vg;go

fle;j fhyj;ij c';fshy; rkhspf;f Koe;jnjh/ mnj nghy; c';fshy;

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vjph;fhyj;ija[k; rkhspf;f Koa[k; - nkYk; eP';fs; mjpf jpwika[ilatuhf

,Ug;gPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; mjpf mDgtk; bgw;wtuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;.

mjdhy;/ mLj;j fzk; kw;wth; ,Uf;fg;nghfpwhuh ,y;iyah vd;gJ nfs;tp

my]y. ,e;jf; fzk; mth; c';fSld; ,Ue;jhy; mtiu nerpf]fpwPh]fsh vd;gJ jhd;

nfs]tp. vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wpr; rpe;jid bra;tjpYk;/ ftiyg; gLtjpYk;; ,e;j

fzj]ij tPzhf;fhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mJ jw;bfhiyf;F xg;ghdJ. vjph;fhyj;ijg;

gw;wp xU fzk; Tl rpe;jpf;fhjPh;fs;. Vbdd;why; mJ Fwpj]J vJt[k; bra;a KoahJ/

Mifahy;/ mJ btWknd rf;jpia tPzog;gJ MFk]. ,e;j kdpjiu nerpa[']fs]/

mtuhy; nerpf;fg;gL';fs;.

ehd; g[hpe;J bfhz;lJ ,Jjhd;: [,e;jf; fzj]ij eP';fs; KGikahf

thH;e;jhy;/ mLj;j fzk; mth; c';fSld; ,Uf]ff]TLk] vd;gJ vy;yh tpjj;jpYk;

rhj;jpak;. ehd; ,Uf;ff;TLk;,Uf;ff;TLk;,Uf;ff;TLk;,Uf;ff;TLk; vd;Wjhd; brhy;fpnwd; - vd;dhy; c';fSf;F

cWjpaspf;f KoahJ. Mdhy; me;j rhj;jpaf;TW mjpfkhf ,Uf;fpd]wJ/

Vbdd;why;/ mLj;j fzk; ,e;j fzj;jpy; ,Ue;Jjhd; tug;nghfpwJ.]box eP';fs; me;j

kdpjiu nerpj;jpUe;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ mth; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;ltuhf czh;e;jpUe;jhy;/

me;j cwt[ xU mHfhd mDgtkhf ,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/ gutrkhdjhf ,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/

gpwF mth; Vd; c';fis tpl;L tpyfpr] bry;y ntz]Lk]>

cz;ikapy;/ eP';fs; ftiyg;gl;Lf; bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; mth;

c';fis tpl;L tpyfpr] bry]YkhW bra;fpwPh;fs;/ mtiuf; fl;lhag;gLj;JfpwPh;fs;.

nkYk; eP';fs; ,e;j fzj;ij tPzhf;fpapUe]jhy]/ mLj;j fzk; ,e;j tPz] bra]jypy]

,Ue;Jjhd; tUk;; mJt[k] cgnahfkw;wjhfj;jhd; ,Uf;fg; nghfpd]wJ. ,g;goj;jhd;

xUth; jd]id fzpf;ff;Toatuhf khWfpwhh;. [eP';fs; c';fSila brhe;j

fzpg]g[f]fis epiwntw;wpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. mLj;j fzk; eP';fs;

brhy;fpwPh;fs;. “Mk;/ ehd; Muk;gj;jpy; ,Ue;nj ,e;j cwt[ ePof;fg;nghtjpy;iy vd;W

brhy;ypf; bfhz;L jhd; ,Ue;njd;. ,g;bghGJ mJ ep+gzkhfptpl;lJ.” mg;bghGJ

xU tpjj]jpy; eP';fs; re;njh#g;gLfpwPh;fs;; eP';fs; kpft[k; g[j;jprhypahft[k;/

tpntfj;JlDk; ,Ue;jjhf vz;qfpwPh;fs;.] cz;ikapy; eP';fs; Kl;lhshf

,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; vija[k; fzpj]jPh]fs] vd]gJ my]y mJ. ,e;j

epfH;r;rp elg]gjw]F eP';fs; fhuzkhf ,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs;

c';fSf;F mspf;fg;gl;l me;j fhyj;ija[k; me]j tha;g;iga[k; tPzhf;fptpl;Oh;fs;.

mjdhy; vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wp kwe;Jtpl]L me;j kdpjiu nerpa[';fs].

vjph]fhyj]ijg]gw;wp nahrpj]Jf] bfhz]oUf]]fpd]w Kl;lhs;jdk] KGtija[k]

tpl;LtpL';fs;. c';fshy; nerpf;f Koe;jhy;/ nerpa[';fs;. c';fshy; nerpf;f

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Koatpy;iy vd;why;/ ,tiu kwe;JtpL';fs;/ ntW xUtiuj; njof; fz;Lgpoa[';fs;.

Mdhy; fhyj;ij tPzhf;fhjPh;fs;.

,e;jf; fhjyuh my;yJ me;jf; fhjyuh vd;gjy;y nfs;tp/ ,e;jf] nfs;tp nerk;

gw;wpaJ. nerk; epiwtilar] bra]fpd]wJ/ kdpjh;fs;; mjw;fhd tha;g]ig

msp]g]gth]fs] kl;Lnk. Mdhy; ,e;j tp#ak; KGtJk; c';fisr; rhh;e;Jjhd]

,Uf;fpd;wJ/ Vbdd;why; xUthplk; eP';fs; vd]d bra;J bfhz]oUe]jhYk]/

mijnajhd; bjhlh]e]J mLj;jthplKk; bra;J bfhz;oUg;gPh;fs;.

[eP';fs; xUtiu kfpH;t[wr; bra;jhy;/ mth; Vd; c';fis tpl;L tpyf

ntz]Lk]> Mdhy; mtiu eP';fs; kfpH;r;rp ,Hf;fr; bra;jhy;/ mth; Vd; c';fis

tpl;L tpyff; TlhJ>] eP';fs; mtiur; kfpH;r;rp ,Hf;fr; bra;jPh]fs] vd]why]/ mth;

c';fistpl;L tpyFtjw]F ehd; cjt[ntd]* Mdhy; eP';fs; mtiu kfpH;tilar;

bra;jhy;/ ahUnk mth; c';fis tpl;L tpyFtjw;F cjt KoahJ; mg;bghGJ

mjpy; xU mh;j;jKk; ,y;iy; c';fSf;fhf mth] ,e;j cyfk] KGtija[k] vjph]j]J

epw]ghh].

mjdhy; mjpf kfpH;r;rpa[ilatuhf khW';fs;. c';fsplk; ,Uf;fpw fhyj;ijg;

gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;S';fs; - vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wp nahrpf;fj] njitapy;iy;

epfH;fhynk nghJkhdJ. ,e;jf; fzj;jpy; ,Ue;J/ ,e;j fzj;ij thH Kaw;rp

bra;a[';fs;. ,e;jf; fzj;ij ftiyg;gLtjw;F my;y/ thH;tjw;Fg; gad;gLj;J';fs;.

rpW tp#a';fs; Tl mt]tst[ mHfhditahf khwyhk;. xU rpW md;ghd ftdpg;g[/

xU rpW gfph;e;J bfhs;sy;/ mJ jhd; thH;f;ifna.

xt;bthU kdpjDk; xU tpjkhd kdhPjpahd cj]jputhjj]ij xt;bthU kdpjDk; xU tpjkhd kdhPjpahd cj]jputhjj]ij xt;bthU kdpjDk; xU tpjkhd kdhPjpahd cj]jputhjj]ij xt;bthU kdpjDk; xU tpjkhd kdhPjpahd cj]jputhjj]ij

cUthf]fpf] bfhs]fpd]whd;/cUthf]fpf] bfhs]fpd]whd;/cUthf]fpf] bfhs]fpd]whd;/cUthf]fpf] bfhs]fpd]whd;/ jd;Dila cj]jputhjKila epiyjhd]

jd;Dila rpiw vd;fpw cz;ikia mwpahky]. kf;fs; gy tpjkhd cj]jputhjkw;w

tp#a';fshy; NHg;gl;L ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;; Mifahy; xU cj]jputhjj]ij Vw]gLj]jpf]

bfhs]tjw]F ,aw;ifahd tpUg;gk] ,Uf]fpd]wJ. eP';fs; thH;e;J bfhz;oUf;Fk;

Mgj]Jf]fisg; gw;wpa czh;t[ mjpfkhFk; bghGJ ,e;jg; ghJfhg;g[ Vw;ghL

tphptile]Jbfhz;nl bry]fpwJ. c';fSila rpiwapd; miw nkYk; rpwpajhfpwJ;

thH]nt ,ayhjjhfptpLk;; mstpw]F eP';fs; KGtJk] ghJfhg;g[ld; thH

Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;.

cj]jputhjkw;w epiyapy; kl;Lnk thH;t[ rhj;jpakhFk;; ,J g[hpe;J

bfhs;sg;gl ntz;oa kpft[k; mog;gilahd xU tp#ak;: thH;f;if mjDila

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cz;ikahd jd]ikapy] cj]jputhjkw;wJ MFk]. eP';fs; c';fisg; ghJfhj;Jf;

bfhs]ifapy] c';fSila thH;f;ifiana eP';fs; mHpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;.

ghJfhg]g[ vd;gJ kuzk]] MFk]/ Vbdd;why;/ [kuzk; mile;J j';fSila

fy;yiwapy; ,Ug;gth;fs; kl;Lnk Kw;wpYk; ghJfhg;g[ilath]fshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

ahUk; mth;fSf]Fj] jP']F tpistpf]f KoahJ/ mth;fSf;F vJt[nk jtwhfg]

ngha]tpl KoahJ.]box mth;fSf;F ,dp ve]j kuzKk] ,y;iy/ mJ vy]yhk] ele;J

Koe;Jtpl;lJ. ,jw]Fnky; vJt[k; elf;fg; nghtJ ,y;iy.

c';fSf;F kahdj;jpd; cj]jputhjKila epiy ntz;Lkh> j']fis

mwpahky; midtUk; mijj;jhd; bra;a Kad]W bfhz]oUf]fpwhh;fs;.

mth;fSila ghijfs] khWgl;lit/ Mdhy; Fwpf;nfhs; xd;W jhd;. bry;tj;jpd;

\yk;/ mjpfhuj;jpd; \yk;/ bry;thf;fpd; \yk;/ rKjha bewpfSf;F cl;gl;L

elg;gjd; \yk;/ xU Md;kPf my;yJ murpay; Tl]lj]ijr] nrh]e;jtuhf ,Ug;gjd;

\yk;;/ xU FLk;gj;jpd;/ xU njrj;jpd; m';fkhf ,Ug;gjd; \yk;/ eP';fs; vij

ehLfpwPh;fs;> xU ,dk; g[hpahj gak; c';fisr; NH;e;jpUf;fpwJ/ c';fSf;Fk; me;j

gaj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna vt;tst[ jilfis Vw;gLj;j Koa[nkh/ mt;tst[ jilfis

eP';fs; Vw;gLj;j Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; mnj jilfs; c';fis thH tplhky;

jLf;fg; nghfpd;wd. ,J g[hpe;Jbfhs]sg]gl]L tpl;lhy;/ eP';fs; re;epah!pd;re;epah!pd;re;epah!pd;re;epah!pd;

mh;j;jj]ijg] g[hpe]J bfhs]tPh]fs]. mJ thH;f;ifia cj]jputhjkw;w epiyahf

Vw;Wf;bfhz;L/ jw]fhg;g[ muz;fis vy;yhk; tpl;Ltpl;L/ thH;t[ c';fis

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s mDkjpg;gJ MFk;. ,J xU Mgj]jhd eltof;if MFk;/

Mdhy; ,ij vLf;f Koe;jth;fs; kpfg]bghpa btFkjp bgWfpwhh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;

mth;fs; kl;Lnk thH;fpwhh;fs;. kw;wth;fs; caph; gpiHj;J kl;Lnk ,Uf]fpwhh]fs;.

capUld; ,Ug]gjw]Fk; thH;tjw;Fk; ,ilna xU tpj;jpahrk; ,Uf;fpwJ.

capnuhL ,Uj;jy; vd;gJ fhyj;ijf; flj;Jjy; kl;Lnk – vg;bghGJ kuzk; tug;

nghfpwnjh vd;W vz;zp gae;J bfhz;L/ gpwg;gpy; ,Ue;J kuzk; tiu fhyj;ijf;

flj;Jjy; MFk;. gpwg;gpw;Fk; ,wg;gpw;Fk; ,ilapy; cs;s fhyj;jpy;/ Vd; gaj]Jld]

,Uf]f ntz;Lk;> kuzk; vd;gJ epr;rakhdJ . . . c';fsplk; ,Hg;gjw;F vJt[k;

,y;iy. eP';fs; vJt[k] ,y]yhky]jhd; tUfpwPh;fs;. c';fSila ga';fbsy;yhk;

btWk; fw;gidfns. c';fsplk; ,Hg;gjw;F vJt[k; ,y;iy/ nkYk; c';fsplk;

,Ug;gJt[k] xU ehs; epr;rakhf kiwag] nghfpwJ. kuzk; epr;rakw;wjhf

,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/ cj]jputhjj]ij Vw;gLj;Jk; vz;zj;jpy; Vnjh xU bghUs;

,Ue;jpUf;Fk;. eP';fs; kuzj;ijj] jtph;f;f Koa[k; vd;why;/ mg;bghGJ

,aw;ifahfnt c';fSf;Fk; kuzj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna jilfis Vw;gLj;JtJ kpfr;

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rhpahdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. Mdhy; c';fshy; mijj; jtph;f;f KoahJ. kuzk; vd;gJ

,Uf;fpd;wJ/ mij khw;w vJt[k; bra;a KoahJ - ,J Vw;Wf]bfhs]sg]gl]L tpl;lhy;

mJ jd; rf;jp KGtija[k; ,He;J tpLfpwJ. mijg; gw;wp vJt[k; bra;a Koahj

bghGJ/ mjw;fhf Vd; ftiyg;gl ntz;Lk; >

nghUf]Fr] bry;fpw tPuh;fs; eL';fpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs; vd;gJ

vy;nyhUf;Fk; bjhpe;j tp#ak]. khiyapy] mth;fs; midtUk; jpUk;gp tu

khl;lhh;fs] vd;gJ mth;fSf;F MHj;jpy; bjhpa[k;. ahh; jpUk;g[thh;fs;/ ahh; jpUk;gp tu

khl;lhh;fs; vd;gJ bjhpahJ/ Mdhy; jh']fns Tl tPL jpUk;ghky; ,Uf]ff;Toa

rhj;jpak; ,Uf;fpwJ. Mdhy; kndhjj;Jt epg[zh;fs; xU tpnehjkhd epfH;it

ftdpj;Jf; bfhz;L ,Ue]jpUf;fpwhh;fs;: tPuh;fs; nghh]Kidia beU';Fifapy;

mth;fSila ga';fs; vy;yhk; kiwe;JtpLfpd;wd. mth;fs; kpft[k; tpisahl;lhfg;

nghhpl Muk;gpf;fpwhh;fs;. kuzk; Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;gl;L tpl;lhy;/ gpwF mjDila typ

v';nf> kuzk; ve;jf; fzj;jpYk; rhj;jpak; vd;gij mth]fs] czh;e;J bfhz;L

tpl]lhy]/ gpwF mth;fshy; mijg;gw;wp KGtJk; kwe;Jtpl Koa[k;. ehd;

,uhqtj;jpdh] gyUld; ,Ue;jpUf;fpnwd;/ vdf;F ,uhqtj;jpy; ez;gh;fs] gyh]

,Ue;jhh;fs;/ mth;fs; kpft[k; kfpH;r;rpahdth;fshf/ kpft[k; ftiyaw;wth;fshf

,Ug;gJ fhz;gjw;F tpnehjkhf ,Ue;jJ. ‘gilapy; nrU';fs;’ vd;w miHg;g[ ve;j

ehSk; tuyhk; - Mdhy; mth;fs; rPl;L tpisahLfpwhh;fs;/ fhy;@g;

tpisahLfpwhh;fs;/ kJ mUe;Jfpwhh;fs;/ eldkhLfpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; thH;f;ifia

mjpfgl;r kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;fpwhh;fs;.

jsgjpfSs; xUth; tHf]fkhf vd;idf; fhz tUthh;. ehd; mthplk]

nfl;nld;/ “fpl;lj;jl;l xt]bthU ehSk] eP';fs; kuzj;jpw;Fj; jahuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; -

,Ug;gpDk; c';fshy; vt;thW re;njh#khf ,Uf;f KofpwJ >”

mth; Twpdhh;/ “bra;tjw;F ntW vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ> kuzk; epr;rak] vd]W

Mfptpl;lJ.”

me;j epr]raj]jd;ik/ jtph]f]f Koahj epiy/ jg;gpj;Jf; bfhs;s ,ayhj epiy

Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;gl;L tpl;lhy;/ [fz;zPh;tpl;L/ mGJ g[yk;gp kuzj;ij nehf;fp

c';fis eP';fns ,Gj;Jf; bfhz;L bry]tijf] fhl]oYk]/ eldkhodhy; vd;d>

gpwg;gpw;Fk; ,wg;gpw;Fk; ,ilna cs;s fhyj;ij Koe;jtiu ed;F gad;gLj;jpf;

bfhz;lhy; vd;d> mLj;j fzk; tuhkny nghdhy; Tl ve;j tUj;jKk; Vw;glhj

mst[ xt;bthU fzj;ija[k; mt;tst[ KGikahf thH;e;jhy; vd;d>]box eP';fs;

Mde;jkhf kuzkilayhk;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; Mde;jkhf thH;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;.

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Mdhy; btF rpyh;jhd; j';fSila kdjpd; cs]bray]ghl]ilg] g[hpe;J

bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. kw;wth;fs; thH;tij tpl;Ltpl;L/ ghJfhf;f Muk;gpf;fpwhh;fs;.

xU ghlyhft[k;/ eldkhft[k; ,Ue]J ,Uf;ff;Toa mnj rf;jp/ mjpf gzk;/ mjpf

bry]thf]F/ bghpa ,yl;rpa';fs]/ mjpf cj]jputhjk] nghd]wtw]iw cUthf;fg;

gad;gLj;jg]gLfpwJ. nerbkd;Dk; xU kpFe]j mHFila kyuhf ,Ue;jpUf]ff]Toa

mnj rf;jp jpUkzj;jpy; btWk] rpiwgl;l epiyahf khwptpLfpwJ.

jpUkzk; cj]jputhjKilaJ – rl;lj]jpd] \yk]/ rKjha bewpKiwfspd]

\yk]/ mJ khpahijf;FhpaJ vd;fpw c';fSila fUj;jpd] \yk]/ kw;wth;fs; vd;d

brhy;yf;TLk; vd;fpw vz;zj;jpd] \yk] cj]jputhjKilaJ. vy;nyhUf;Fk; kw;w

vy;nyhhplKk] gak;/ mjdhy; kf;fs; ghrh';F bra;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. nerk;

kiwe;JtpLfpwJ – mJ c';fSila iffspy; ,y;iy. mJ bjd;wy; tUtJ

nghynt tUfpwJ/ bjd;wy; brd;W tpLtijg; nghynt brd;Wk; tpLfpwJ.

ftdj;JlDk;/ tpHpg;g[zh;t[lDk; ,Ug;gth;fs; bjd;wYld; nrh]e]J eldkhLfpwhh;fs;/

mij Koe;jtiuapy] MHkhf mDgtpf;fpwhh;fs;/ mjDila Fsph]e;j jd;ikiaa[k;

eWkzj;ija[k; kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;fpwhh;fs;. mJ brd;Wtpl;l gpd;dh;/ mth;fs;

tUj;jj;JlDk; ftiya[lDk; ,Ug;gjpy;iy. mJ mwpKfkpy;yhj xU ,lj;jpypUe;J

te;j md;gspg;g[. mJ kPz;Lk; tuf]TLk]. mth;fs; fhj;jpUf;fpwhh;fs; - mg;bghGJ mJ

kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; tUfpwJ. xU MH;e;j bghWikiaa[k; fhj;jpUj;jiya[k; mth;fs;

bkJthff] fw;Wf;bfhs;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; bgUk;ghyhd kdpjh;fs; gy Ehw;whz;L

fhykhf ,jw;F neh] vjph]kiwahdijna bra;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;. bjd;wy; jg;gpj;Jr;

brd;Wtplf]TLk] vd;W gae;J mth;fs] vy;yhf; fjt[fisa[k;/ vy;yh

$d;dy;fisa[k;/ mJ jg;gpj;Jr; bry;yf;Toa vy;yh tphpry]fisa[k; milj]J

tpLfpwhh;fs;. ,J jhd; cj]jputhjj]jpw;fhd mth;fSila Vw;ghL; ,jw]F jpUkzk;

vd;W bgah]. Mdhy; ,g;bghGJ mth;fs; jpifg;gilfpwhh;fs; - vy;yh $d;dy;fSk;

fjt[fSk; milf;fg;gl;L ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ rpW Xl;ilfisf] Tl mth]fs]

milj]Jtpl]l bghGJ/ xU mUikahd/ Fsph]e;j/ eWkzKila bjd;wYf;Fg;

gjpyhf mth;fsplk; xU Jh;ehw;wKila/ capuw;w fhw;Wjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ* vy;nyhUk;

,ij czh;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; bjd;wiyf; ifg;gw;wpajd; \yk; mjDila mHif

mHpj;J tpl;nlhk; vd;gij Vw;Wf;bfhs]tjw]F ijhpak; njitg;gLfpwJ.

[thH;f;ifapy;/ vija[nk ifg;gw;wp rpiwgLj;j KoahJ. xUth; mqFtjw;F

Vw;w tifapy] thH ntz;Lk;/ vy;yh tifahd mDgt';fSk; epfH

mDkjpg;gth;fshf/ mit ey;y epiyapy; ePoj;jpUf;Fk; tiuapy; kpFe;j

ed;wpa[zh]t[ilatuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.] box matter ed;wpa[zh;t[ld;/ Mdhy;

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ehisiag; gw;wpa gak; ,d;wp. ,d;iwa jpdk; xU mHfpa fhiyg; bghGij/ xU

mHfpa Nhpnahjaj;ij/ gwitfspd; ghly;fis/ mUikahd kyh;fisf; bfhz;L

te;jpUf;fpwJ vd;why;/ ehisiag; gw;wp Vd; ftiyg;gl ntz;Lk;> Vbdd;why; ehis

vd;gJ kw;bwhU ,d;iwa jpdkhfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;. xU ntis Nhpnahjak; khWgl;l

epw';fSilajhf ,Uf;ff;TLk;. xU ntis gwitfs; j';fsJ ghly;fisr] rw;nw

khw;wp ,irf;ff]TLk]/ xU ntis kiH nkf';fSk; kiHapd; eldKk;

,Uf;ff;TLk;;. Mdhy; mJ jdf;bfd;W xU mHif/ jdf;bfd;W xU tsj;ijf]

bfhz]oUf;fpwJ.

tp#a';fs; khwpf;bfhz;nl ,Ug;gJ ey;yJjhd;; xt;bthU khiyg; bghGJk;

xnu khjphp ,y;yhjJ/ xt;bthU ehSk; ,k;kpa[k; khwhky; kPz]Lk] kPz]Lk] xnu

khjphpahd ehshf ,y;yhjJk; ey;yJjhd;. g[jpjhf VjhtJ xd;W – mjpny jhd;

thH;tpd; cw;rhfKk; gutrKk; ,Uf]fpwJ. ,y;iybad;why; kdpjd; kpft[k; rypg;g[ld]

,Ug;ghd;. j';fSila thH;f;ifia KGtJk; cj]jputhjKilajhf mikj]Jf]

bfhz]lth]fs]] rypg;g[w]W ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; kidtpaplk; rypg;g[w;wth]fshf/

FHe;ijfsplk; rypg;g[w]wth]fshf/ ez;gh;fsplk; rypg;g[w;wth;fshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

mij kiwg]gjw]fhf mth;fs; g[d;dif g[hpe]jhYk;; Tl/ rypg;g[w;w epiyjhd;

,yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fspd; mDgtkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

@gpbul;hpf; ePl;n! TWfpwhh;/ “ehd; xU re;njh#khd kdpjd; vd;W

vz;zhjPh;fs;/ vd;Dila fz;zPiuj; jLg;gjw;fhf kl;Lnk ehd; g[d;diff;fpnwd;.

vd;Dila fz;zPiu mjd; \yk; jLf;f Koa[k] vd]gjhy] ehd; g[d;difg]gjpy;

vg;bghGJk] <Lgl;oUg;gtdhf ,Uf]fpnwd;;;. ehd; g[d;diff;fhtpoy;/ fz;zPh; epr;rak;

te;JtpLk;.” Kw;wpYk; jtwhd kdg;nghf;Ffs; kf;fSf;Ff; fw;Wj;jug; gl;oUf;fpd;wd:

c';fSila fz;zPiu kiwj;J ita[';fs;/ vg;bghGJk; xU ,ilbtsp tpl;nl

,U';fs;/ mLj;jth;fis ifast[ Jhuj;jpyhtJ ita[';fs;. kw;wth;fis kpft[k;

mUfpy; beU';Ftjw]F mDkjpf;fhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mth;fs; c';fSf;Fs;

,Uf;Fk; Jauj;ij/ c';fspd] rypg;g[w;w epiyia/ c';fspd] kd ntjidia

mwpe;J bfhs;sf;TLk;. mth;fs; c';fSila Mnuhf]fpakw]w epiyia mwpe;J

bfhs;sf;TLk;.

thH;tpd] cj]jputhjkw]w epiyia ek;Kila cz]ikahd rka bewpahf

,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpf;fhj fhuzj;jpdhy]jhd] kdpj ,dk; KGtJk; Jd;gk;

epiwe;jjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ek;Kila flt[s]fs] ekf]F cj]jputhjk] mspg]gth]fs]/

ek;Kila ew;Fz';fs; ekf]F cj]jputhjk] mspf]Fk]/ ek;Kila mwpt[ ekf]F

cj]jputhjk] mspf]Fk]/ ek;Kila cwt[fs; ekf]F cj]jputhjk] mspf]Fk] vd]W ehk]

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ek]g[fpnwhk]. cWjpbkhHpg; gj;jpu';fisr; nrfhpg;gjpnyna ek;Kila thH;f;if

KGtija[k; tPzhf;Ffpnwhk;. ek;Kila ew;Fz';fs;/ fLikahd bewpKiwfs;/

Mfpait kuzj;jpw;Fg; gpd;g[k; cj]jputhjj]ld; ,Ug]gjw]F ehk; vLf;Fk;

Kaw;rpad;wp ntW vJt[k; ,y;iy. mJ kW cyfpYk; ekf;F xU t';fpf; fzf;if

Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhs;tjhFk;.

Mdhy; ,jw;fpilapy; xU kpft[k; mHfhd thH;f;if c';fSila iffspy;

,Ue;J eGtpr] brd]W bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwJ. ku';fs; vy;yhk; mt;tst[ mHfhf

,Uf;fpd;wd/ Vbdd;why; cj]jputhjkpd;ik gw;wpa gak; mitfSf;Fj; bjhpahJ.

tdtpy';Ffs; mt;tst[ fk;gPukhd mHFld; ,Uf;fpd;wd/ Vbdd;why; kuzk;

,Uf]fpwJ/ cj]jputhjkw;w epiy ,Uf]fpwJ vd]gJ mitfSf;Fj; bjhpahJ.

kyh]fshy] kiHapYk; btapypYk; eldkhl KofpwJ/ Vbdd;why; khiyapy] vd;d

elf;fg;nghfpwJ vd;gijg; gw;wp mit ftiyg;gLtjpy;iy. mtw]wpd] ,jH;fs;

cjph;e;JtpLk;/ vt;thW xU mwpe;jpuhj gpwg;gplj;jpy; ,Ue;J mit njhd;wpdnth

mnj mwpe;jpuhj gpwg;gplj;jpw;Fs; mit jpUk;gt[k; kiwe;JtpLk;. Mdhy;/

,jw;fpilapy;/ njhd;Wjy;/ kiwe;JtpLjy; vd;fpd;w ,e;j ,U epfH]t[fSf;fpilapy;

c';fSf;F eldkhLtjw]fhd my;yJ Cf]fk] ,He]J ,Ug]gjw]fhd tha;g;g[

,Uf;fpwJ.

ghrh']F mw]wtdhf ,Uf]fpd]w xU kdpjd; cj]jputhjk] gw;wpa vz]zk]

KGtija[k; tpl;Ltpl;L Kw]wpYk] cj]jputhjkw;w epiyapy; thH Muk;gpf;fpwhd;/

Vbdd;why; mJjhd; thH;tpDila ,ay]g[ MFk;. mij c';fshy; khw;w KoahJ.

c';fshy; khw;w ,ayhjij Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs; - mij kfpH;r;rpa[ld;

Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;. mehtrpakhf c';fSila jiyiar; Rtw;wpd] kPJ nkhjpf;

bfhs;shjPh;fs;/ rhjhuzkhf/ vspjhf/ fjtpd] tHpna bry;Y';fs;.

epHnyhL rz;ilapLjy;epHnyhL rz;ilapLjy;epHnyhL rz;ilapLjy;epHnyhL rz;ilapLjy;

Rth'; - N tplkpUe;J xU cUtff; fij:

jd;Dila epHypd] njhw]wk] fz;L kpft[k] mikjp ,He;Jk;/ jd;Dila fhyo Xiriaf]

nfl]L kpft[k; btWg;gile]Jk] ,Ue;j xU kdpjh/; mt;tpuz;oypUe]Jk] Kw;wpYk; tpLglj]

jPh;khdpj;jhh;.

mtUf;Fj; njhd;wpa tHp mtw]wplk; ,Ue;J jg;gpj;J Xo tpLtJjhd]/ mjdhy; mth;

vGe;J Xodhh;/ Mdhy; xt;bthU Kiw mth; jd;Dila ghjj]ijf] fPnH itj;j bghGJk]/

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m']F kw;Wk] xU Xir vGe]jJ/ mnj rkaj]jpy] mtUila epHYk; rw]Wk]] rpukk; ,d;wp

mtUlndna te;jJ.

jhd; nghJkhd ntfj;jpy; XlhJjhd; jd]Dila njhy;tpf;Ff; fhuzk; vd;W mth]

ek]gpdhh]. mjdhy; mth; nkYk; nkYk; ntfkhf Xodhh]/ epw]fhky]/ ,Wjpapy; jhd; ,we;J fPnH

tpGk; tiuapy;.

jhd] epHyhd ,lj;jpw;Fs; mo vLj;J itj;Jtpl;lhny/ jd;Dila epHy;

kiwe;JtpLk; vd;gija[k;/ jhd] fPnH mkh]e;J/ mirtpd]wp ,Ue;jhy;/ mjd] gpd]dh] fhyo

Xir vJt[k; ,Uf;fhJ vd;gija[k; mth; czuj; jtwptpl;lhh;.

bjhlh]e]J jd]Dld] ,irt[ ,d;wpna/ jd;idf] fz;ldk; bra;Jbfhz;nl/

jd;id Vw;Wf;bfhs;shkny ,Ug]gjd] fhuzkhfnt kdpjd; jd;Dila FHg;gj]ijj;

jhnd cUthf]fpf; bfhs;fpwhd;;. gpwF/ xU FHg;gkhd epiy/ cs;ns xU xG']fw]w

epiy(chaos) kw]Wk] Jauk; vd]fpw xU r';fpypj; bjhlh] cUthfpwJ. eP';fs;

,Uf;fpwthnw c';fis Vd; eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;tjpy;iy> mjpy] vd;d jtW

,Uf]fpwJ> ,e;j gpug";rk; KGtJk] c';fis eP';fs; ,Uf;fpwthnw

Vw;Wf;bfhs;fpwJ/ Mdhy; eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;tjpy;iy.

c';fsplk; miltjw;fhd Vnjh xU Fwpf;nfhs; ,Uf;fpwJ. me;jf;

Fwpf]nfhs; vg;bghGJnk vjph]fhyj;jpy; milaf]Toajhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ – mJ

mt]thWjhd; ,Ue;jhf ntz;Lk;; ve;j Fwpf;nfhSk] epfH; fhyj;jpy; ,Uf;f KoahJ.

Mdhy] me]j vjph;fhyk; v';Fk] ,y;iy; mJ ,d;dKk; gpwf;ftpy;iy. Mdhy; me;j

cahpa Fwpf;nfhs; ,Uf;fpd;w fhuzj;jpdhy;/ eP';fs; vjph;fhyj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs; -

me]j vjph]fhyk; vd;gJ fdtd;wp ntbwJt[kpy;iy. me;jf; Fwpf;nfhs; ,Uf;fpd;w

fhuzj;jpdhy;/ c';fshy; ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ – epfH;fhyj;jpy; thH KoahJ. me;j

Fwpf;nfhs; ,Ug]gjdhy;/ c';fis eP';fs; fz;ldk; bra;fpwPh;fs;.

[vy;yh fw]gidf] bfhs]iffSnk/ vy;yh Fwpf;nfhs;fSnk fz;ldk;

bra;git jhd;/ Vbddpy; mit ek; kdjpy; xU rpwe]j cjhuzj]ij

Vw;gLj;Jfpd;wd. me;jr] rpwe]j cjhuzj]Jld] c';fis eP']fs] xg]gpl]Lg]

ghh;j;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Ue]jhy]/ Vnjh xd;W njitahf ,Ug]gjhfnt/ Vnjh xd;W

Fiwghlhf ,Ug]gjhfnt eP';fs; vg]bghGJk] czh;tPh]fs;.]box vJt[k; Fiwghlhf

,y;iy/ vJt[k; njitahf ,y;iy. Fiwfsw]wtuhf ,Ug;gJ ve]j mst[

rhj;jpag]gLnkh/ me;j mstpw]F eP';fs; Fiwfsw]wtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

,ijg] g[hpe;Jbfhs;s KaY';fs;/ Vbdd;why; mg]bghGJjhd; c';fshy;

Rth';-R{ tpd; cUtff; fijiag; g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;. ,Jtiu ahh] xUtuhYk]

Twg]gl;Ls]s cUtff; fijfspnyna kpft[k; mHfhd xd;W ,J/ nkYk] ,J kdpj

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kdj]jpd; bray]ghl]L mikg]gpw]Fs]ns kpft[k; MHkhfr; bry;fpwJ. eP';fs; Vd;

vg;bghGJk; kdjpy; cahpa Fwpf;nfhs;fis itj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;>

eP';fs; ,Uf]fpwthnw Vd; nghJkhdtuhf ,y;iy> ,g;bghGJ/ ,e;jf; fzj;jpy;

eP';fs; Vd; flt[s;fisg; nghy ,y;iy> ahh; ,ila[{W bra]fpwhh;fs;> ahh; c';fsJ

ghijiaj; jLf;fpwhh;fs;> ,e;j ,nj fzj;jpy] kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpj;Jf] bfhz]Lk]

nguhde;jj]JlDk] Vd; c';fshy; ,Uf;f KoahJ> jil v';F ,Uf;fpwJ>

me;jj; jil rpwe]j cjhuzj]jpy] ,Ue]J tUfpwJ. c';fshy] vt;thW

kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;f Koa[k;> eP';fs; mt;tst[ nfhgk; epiwe;jtuhf

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Kjypy; me;j nfhgk; kiwa ntz;Lk;. c';fshy] vt]thW

nguhde;jj;Jld; ,Uf;f Koa[k;> eP';fs; mt;tst[ ghYzh]t[ epiwe;tuhf

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Kjypy; me;jg] ghYzh]t[ kiwa ntz;Lk;. c';fshy] vg;go

flt[s]fisg] nghy; ,e;j ,nj fzj;ijf; bfhz;lhLgtuhf ,Uf]f Koa[k;> eP';fs;

mt;tst[ nguhir/ fhkk;/ nfhgk; epiwe;tuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Kjypy; mitbay;yhk;

tpl]L tpyf ntz;Lk;. mjd; gpd;dh; eP';fs; flt[siug] nghy ,Ug;gPh]fs;.

,t]thWjhd; me]j rpwe]j cjhuzk] cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ/ nkYk] me;j rpwe]j

cjhuzk] ,Ug]gjdhy;/ eP';fs; fz;ldj;jpw;Fhpatuhf khWfpwPh;fs;. me;j rpwe]j

cjhuzj]Jld] c';fis xg;gpl;Lg] ghh]j]jhy] eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk Fiwfsw;wtuhf

,Uf;fkhl;Oh;fs;. mJ rhj;jpank ,y;iy. “mt]thW ,Ue;jhy;” vd]W eP']fs]]

Twpdhy]/ mg]bghGJ nguhde]jk] rhj]jpakpy]iy/ Vbdd;why; me;j “mt]thW

,Ue;jhy;” vd;gJjhd; kpfg;bghpa jil MFk;.

“,e]j epge;jidfs; vy;yhk; epiwntw;wg;gl;L tpl;lhy;/ mg;bghGJ ehd;

nguhde;jj;Jld; ,Ug;ngd;/” vd;W eP';fs; Twpdhy;/ mg;bghGJ ,e;j epge;jidfs;

vg]bghGJnk epiwntw;wg;glg; nghtjpy;iy. nkYk] ,uz;lhtjhf/ ,e;j

epge;jidfs; epiwntw;wg;gl]L tpl]lhYk;Tl/ mjw;Fs;shf eP';fs; bfhz;lhLfpw

kw]Wk] kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf]fpw Mw;wiyna ,He;J tpl]oUg;gPh;fs;. nkYk;/ ,e;j

epge;jidfs; epiwntw;wg;gl]L ,Uf]Fk; bghGJ – mit vg]bghGjhtJ

epiwntw;wg;gLk] gl;rj]jpy;/ Vbdd;why; mtw]iw epiwntw;w KoahJ – c';fs; kdk;

nkYk; gy rpwe;j cjhuz']fis cUthf;Fk;.

,g;goj;jhd; eP';fs; gy b$d;k';fshf thH;f;ifia jtwtpl;Lf;

bfhz;oUe;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; xU rpwe;j cjhuzj;ij cUthf;FfpwPh;fs;/ gpwF

eP';fs; me;j cjhuzkhf ,Uf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;; gpwF eP';fs;

fz;ldj;jpw;Fhpatuhft[k;/ jhH;e;jtuhft[k; czh;fpwPh;fs;. fw]gid bra]fpd;w

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c';fSila kdjpd] fhuzkhf/ c';fs; ,ay;g[epiy fz;ldk; bra;ag;gLfpwJ;

fw]hidfs; c';fisj; bjhe;jut[ bra;Jbfhz;L ,Ue]J ,Uf;fpd;wd.

ehd; c';fsplk; ,jw;F neh] vjph;kiwahdijr; brhy;fpnwd;. ,e;jf;

fzj]jpnyna flt[s]fisg] nghy; ,U';fs;. nfhgk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;/ fhkk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;/

nguhir ,Uf;fl;Lk; - eP';fs; thH;f;ifia kfpH;r;rpa[ld; bfhz;lhL';fs;.

fhyg;nghf;fpy] eP';fs; mjpf bfhz]lhl]lj]ij/ Fiwe;j nfhgj;ij; mjpf

nguhde]jj]ij/ Fiwe;j nguhiria; mjpf ,d;gj;ij/ Fiwe;j fhkj;ij

czUtPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ eP';fs; rhpahd ghijiaf] fz;Lgpoj;J tpl;Oh;fs;. ,J

,t;thwd;wp ntW tpjkhf ,y;iy. thH;f;ifia KGikahf xUtuhy; kfpH;r;rpa[ld;

bfhz;lhl Kofpd;w bghGJ/ jtwhdit aht[k; kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd. Mdhy;/

Kjypy; jtwhdit kiwtjw;fhd Vw;ghLfisr] bra;a Kaw]rpj]jPh;fs; vd;why;/

mit vg;bghGJk; kiwtjpy;iy.

,J mg]gona ,USld; rz;ilapLtijg] nghd;wJ MFk]. c';fSila tPL

,Us; epiwe;jjhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; nfl;fpwPh;fs;/ “ehd; vt;thW xU

bkGFth;;j;jpia Vw;w Koa[k;> ehd; xU bkGFth;j;jpia Vw;Wtjw;F Kd;dh; ,e]j

,Us; mfw;wg;gl ntz;Lk;.” ,ijj;jhd; eP';fs; bra;J bfhz;L ,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;.

Kjypy; nguhir kiwa ntz;Lk;; mjd;gpwF m';F gutrk] ,Uf;Fk; vd;W eP';fs;

TWfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; Kl;lhs;jdkhf ele;J bfhs;fpwPh;fs;* eP';fs;/ Kjypy; ,Us]

kiwa ntz;Lk;/ mjd; gpd;dh; eP';fs; xU bkGFth;j;jpia Vw;w Koa[k; vd;fpwPh]fs;/

Vnjh ,Uspdhy; c';fisj; jLf]f Koa[k; vd;gJ nghy]. ,Us; vd;gJ ,y;yhj xd;W.

mJ ,y]yhj epiy/ mjw;F jplj;jd;ik ,y;iy. mJ ,y]yhj epiy kl;Lnk/

,Uf;fpd]w epiy md;W. mJ xspapd; ,y]yhj epiy kl;Lnk -- tpsf;if Vw;W';fs;/

clnd ,Us; kiwfpwJ.

bfhz;lhL';fs;/ xU nguhde;jr; Rluhf khW';fs;/ mg;bghGJ jtwhdit

midj;Jk; kiwe]J tpLfpd;wd. nfhgk;/ nguhir/ fhkk; my;yJ eP';fs; jplkw;wit

vdf; Fwpg;gpLk; midj]Jnk; mitbay;yhk; nghpd;gkhd/ gutrkhd thH;tpd;

,y]yhj epiy kl]Lnk.

c';fshy; kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;f Koahjjdhy;/ eP';fs; nfhgkhf

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. ntW ahnuh c';fSila nfhgj;ij cUthf;Ffpwhh] vd;gJ ,y;iy;

c';fshy; kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;f Koahjjhy;/ eP';fs; kpFe;j Jauj]Jld]

,Uf]fpwPh]fs]. mjdhy;jhd; eP';fs; nfhgj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. kw;wth;fs; btWk;

rhf;Fg]nghf;Ffs; kl;Lnk. c';fshy; ,dpa czh]t[ bfhs]s Koahjjhy;/ nerk;

c';fSf;F epfH KoahJ – Mifapdhy; fhkk]. mJ ntW tHp ,d;wp epHy]fis

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Vw;Wf;bfhs;tjhFk;. mjd] gpwF kdk; brhy;fpwJ/ “Kjypy; ,tw;iwbay;yhk;

mHpa[';fs;/ mjd] gpd;dh; flt[s; njhd;Wthh;.” ,J kdpj ,dj;jpw;nf chpj]jhd

Kl;lhs;jd';fSs; xd;W/ kpft[k; giHikahdJ/ nkYk] mJ midtiua[k;

gpd]bjhlh;fpwJ.

,g;bghGJ/ ,e;jf; fzj]jpy] c';fs; midtUf]Fk] eP';fs; flt[s]fs] vd;W

vz;qtJ fodkhdjhf ,Uf]fpwJ/ Mdhy; ehd; c';fsplk; nfl;fpnwd;/ vd;d

Fiwthf ,Uf;fpwJ> vd;d njitahf ,Uf;fpwJ> eP';fs; caph]j]Jog]g[ld]

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Rthrpj;Jf; bfhz;L/ czh;t[ld]/ ,ijtpl c';fSf;F ntW vd;d

ntz;Lk;> ,e;jf; fznk flt[s;fisg; nghy; ,U';fs;. mJ “flt[s] nghd]W” kl]Lk]

jhnd vd;W c']fSf]Fj] njhd;wpdhy;Tl ftiy bfhs;shjPh;fs;. “ehd; flt[isg]

nghd;wtd; vd;W ehd; epidj]Jj]jhnd bfhs]fpnwd;” vd;W eP';fs; czh;e;jhy]Tl

mt;thnw mDkhdpj]Jf] bfhs]S';fs; -- ftiybfhs;shjPh;fs;. “flt[s; nghd]W”

vd;gjpy; Muk;gpa[';fs;/ gpd]dh] tpiutpy; cz;ik epiy mt]thwhf ,Uf]Fk]/

Vbdd;why; cz;ik epiyapy; eP';fs; flt[s;fnsflt[s;fnsflt[s;fnsflt[s;fns. xU flt[shf eP';fs; thH

Muk;gpj;Jtpl]lhy]/ vy;yhj; Jau';fSk;/ vy;yhf; FHg;g';fSk;/ ,Us] KGtJk]

kiwe;J tpLfpwJ. xU Rluhf khW';fs;/ nkYk] ,e]j khw]wj]jpw;F epge;jidfs]

vJt[k] epiwntw;wg;gl ntz;oajpy;iy.

ehd; ,g;bghGJ ,e;j mHfhd cUtff; fijapDs; bry;fpnwd;:

jd;Dila epHypd]] njhw]wk] fz]L kpft[k] mikjp ,He]Jk;/ jd]Dila fhyo

Xiriaf] nfl]L kpft[k] btWg]gile]Jk] ,Ue;j xU kdpjh]/ mt;tpuz;oypUe;Jk; Kw;wpYk;

tpLglj] jPh;khdpj]jhh].

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ eP';fs;jhd; ,e;j kdpjh; - ,e;j kdpjh;

vy;nyhUf;Fs;Sk; ,Uf;fpwhh;. ,t;thWjhd; eP';fs; ele;J bfhz;L ,Ue;J

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ ,J jhd; c';fSila jPh]khdKk] Tl: epHyplkpUe;J jg;gpj]J

XotpLtJ. jd;Dila epHypd; njhw;wk; fz;L ,e;j kdpjh; kpft[k; mikjp ,He;J

,Ue]jhh]. Vd;> xU epHy; ,Ug;gjpy; vd;d jtW ,Uf;fpwJ> eP';fs; Vd; xU epHypidf]

fz]L mikjp ,Hf]f ntz;Lk;> Vbdd;why]/ fw;gidahsh;fs; flt[s;fSf;F

epHy;fns ,y]iy vd;W TwpapUg]gij eP';fs; nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;ff] TLk;. mth;fs;

elf;Fk;bghGJ epHy; cUthtnj ,y;iy. ,e;j kdpjh; me;jf; flt[s;fspdhy;

mikjp ,He;J ,Ue]jhh;;.

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Rth]f]fj]jpy] Nhpad; vGfpwJ/ flt[s;fs; elf;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; mth;fSf;F

epHy]fns fpilahJ/ mth;fs; xsp CLUtf;Toa jd;ik cilath;fshf

,Uf;fpwhh;fs; vd;W brhy;yg;gl]oUf]fpwJ. Mdhy; ehd; c';fsplk; brhy;fpnwd;: ,J

btWk; fw;gid kl;Lnk. epHy; ,d;wp v';Fnk vJt[k; ,Ug;gjpy;iy/ vJt[k; ,Uf;ft[k;

KoahJ. VjhtJ xd;W ,Uf]fpwJ vd]why;/,Uf]fpwJ vd]why;/,Uf]fpwJ vd]why;/,Uf]fpwJ vd]why;/ mg;bghGJ xU epHy; cUthFk;. mJ

,y;yhky] nghdhy;/,y;yhky] nghdhy;/,y;yhky] nghdhy;/,y;yhky] nghdhy;/ mg;bghGJ kl;Lnk epHy; ,y]yhky] nghf Koa[k;.

,Uj;jy; vd;gJ xU epHiy cUthf;Fjy; MFk;. c';fSila nfhgk;/

c';fSila fhkk;/ c';fSila nguhir - ,itbay;yhk; epHy;fs;jhk]. Mdhy;

mit vy]yhk] epHy;fs; vd;gij epidtpy; ita[';fs;. xU tifapy; mit

,Uf;fpd;wd/ ,Ue;jhYk; mit cz;ikapy; ,y;iy/ mJ jhd; epHy] vd]gjd]

mh;j;jk;. mJ jplk] mw;wJ. epHy; vd;gJ xU ,y]yhj epiy kl;Lnk. eP';fs;

epw;fpwPh;fs;/ Nhpadpd; fjph;fs; c';fspd] kPJ tpGfpd;wd/ Mdhy; eP';fs;

,Ug;gjdhy;/ rpy fjph;fshy] CLUt Kotjpy;iy. mg;bghGJ me;j cUtk;

Vw;gLfpwJ/ epHypd; cUtk;. mJ xU ,y]yhj epiy kl;Lnk. eP';fs; Nhpadpd]

fjph]fisj] jLf;fpwPh;fs;; mjdhy;jhd; epHy; cUthfpwJ.

epHy; jplkhdJ my;y/ eP';fs;eP';fs;eP';fs;eP';fs; jplkhdth]. eP';fs; jplkhdth]; mjdhy; jhd;

epHy; cUthfpwJ. eP';fs; Mtpiag] nghy jplkhd cUtkpd;wp ,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/

mg;bghGJ epHy] vJt[k] ,Uf;fhJ. Rth]f]fj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk; njtijfs; vy;yhk;

Mtpfs] md;wp ntW vJt[k; my]yh]/ c';fshYk]/ Fwpf;nfhs;fis cUthf;Ffpd]w

kdpjh]fshd c';fSila fUj;J ,ayhyh]fshYk; fw;gid bra;ag;gl;l Mtpfs;.

epHy; kiwe;jhy; kl;Lnk xUth; flt[shf khw Koa[k; vd;W nfs;tpg;gl]L

,Ue]jjdhy; me;j kdpjh; mikjp ,He;J ,Ue]jhh].

jd;Dila epHypd] njhw]wk] fz;L kpft[k; mikjp ,He;Jk] jd;Dila fhyo Xir nfl]L

kpft[k] btWg;gile]]Jk] ,Ue]j xU kdpjh]]/ mt;tpuz;oy; ,Ue;Jk; Kw;wpYk; tpLglj]

jPh;khdpj;jhh;.

[c';fis mikjp ,Hf;fr; bra;git ahit> eP';fs; MHkhfr; brd;why;/

c';fSila fhyofspd; Xiriaj; jtpu ntW vija[k; nfl;f KoahJ.]box c';fs;

fhyofspd; Xiriaf; nfl;L eP';fs; kpft[k; mikjp ,Hg;gJ Vd;> eP';fs; jplj;jd;ik

cilath]/ mjdhy; mtrpak; rpwpJ Xir ,Ue;jhf ntz;Lk;; xUth; ,ij

Vw;Wf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. Mdhy; me;j kdpjh; flt[s;fSf;F epHy;fs; ,y;iy/ kw]Wk]

mth;fs; elf;Fk;bghGJ fhyo Xir vGtjpy;iy vd;fpw fijiaf; nfl;oUf;fpwhh;.

,e;j flt[s;fs] fw;gid bra;ag;gl;l tp#a';fsd;wp ntW vJthft[k; ,Uf;f

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KoahJ; mth;fs; fw;gidapy; kl;Lnk ,Uf]fpwhh]fs]. ,e;j Rth]f]fk] v';Fnk

,y;iy* VjhtJ xd;W ,Uf;fpd;w bghGbjy;yhk]/ mijr; Rw;wpYk; Xir Vw;;gLfpwJ.

tp#a';fs] ,t]thWjhd] ,Uf]fpd]wd/ mij khw]w c']fshy;; vJt[k; bra;a

KoahJ. ,aw;if ,t;thW jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. mij khw;w eP';fs; VnjDk; bra;a

Kad;why;/ eP';fs; jtwhd ghijapy; bry;tPh;fs;. eP';fs; mij khw;w VnjDk; bra;a

Kad;why;/ c';fSila thH;f;if KGtJk; tPzhfg; ngha;tpLk;/ ,Wjpapy; eP';fs;

v';nfa[nk brd;W milatpy]iy vd]W czUtPh;fs;. me;j epHy; bjhlh]e]J ,Ue]J

bfhz]L ,Uf;fpwJ/ fhyofs; Xir vGg]g[fpd;wd/ Tlnt kuzk; fjt[fisj;

jl;of;bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwJ.

kuzk; fjt[fisj; jl;Ltjw;F Kd;g[/ c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;/

mjd] gpd]dh] xU mw;g[jk; epfH;fpwJ. me;j mw;g[jk; vd;dbtd;why; c';fis eP';fs;

Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sk; bghGJ/ c';fsplk; ,Ue;J eP';fs; jg;gpj;J XLtjpy;iy.

jw;bghGJ/ eP';fs; xt;bthUtUk] c';fsplk; ,Ue;nj jg;gpj;J Xof;bfhz;L

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; vd;dplk; te;jhYk; Tl/ c';fsplk; ,Ue;J eP';fs; jg;gpj;Jf;

bfhs;Sk; xU tHpahfj;jhd; vd;dplk; tUfpwPh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; c';fshy; vd;id

mila Kotjpy;iy; mJjhd; me;j ,ilbtsp. c';fsplk; ,Ue;J jg;gpj;Jf;

bfhs;Sk; xU tHpahf eP';fs; vd;dplk; te;jpUe;jhy;/ c';fshy; vd;dplk; tu

KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; c';fsplk; ,Ue;J eP';fs; jg;gpj;Jf; bfhs;shky; ,Ug]gjw]F

cjt[tJjhd; vd;Dila Kaw;rp KGtJnk. c';fsplk; ,Ue;J eP';fs;

jg;gpj;Jf;bfhs;s Kaw;rp bra;ahjPh;fs;; eP';fs; ntW ahuhft[k; ,Uf;f KoahJ.

c';fSf;bfd;W xU bjspthd tpjpa[k;/ jdpj;jd;ika[k; ,Uf;fpwJ.

c';fSila bgUtpuy; xU jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;j/ c';fSf;F kl;Lnk

brhe;jkhd xU milahsj;ij Vw;gLj;JtJ nghy] – mJ nghd]w bgUtpuy; ,jw;F

Kd;g[ vg;bghGJk; ,Ue;jjpy;iy/ ,dp vg;bghGJk; ,Uf;fg;nghtjpy;iy/ mJ

c';fSf;F kl;Lnk brhe;jkhdJ/ ,dp vg;bghGJk; mijg] nghd]W kw;bwhd;W

,Uf;fg;nghtjpy;iy – c';fSila ,aw]ifahd jd]ika[k] ,J nghd]wJjhd;;.

[c';fSf;F kl;Lnk brhe;jkhd/ xU jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;j/ xg;g[ik ,y;yhj xU

,aw]ifahd jd]ik ,Uf;fpwJ; mJ ,jw]F Kd;g[ vg;bghGJk; ,Ue;jjpy;iy/ mJ

kPz;Lk; vg;bghGJk; ,Uf;fhJ/ c';fsplk] kl;Lnk mJ ,Uf;fpwJ. mij

kfpH]r]rpa[ld] bfhz;lhL';fs;*]box jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;j Vnjh xd;W

xt;bthUtUf;Fk; Vw]gl]oUf;fpwJ/ flt[s; xt;bthUtUf;Fk; xU jdpj;jd;ik

tha;e;j md;gspg;ig mspj;jpUf;fpwhh;/ Mdhy; mij eP';fs; fz;ldk; bra;fpwPh;fs;.

mijtplr] rpwg;ghd xd;W ntz]Lk] vd]W eP';fs; tpUg]gg]gLfpwPh;fs;* eP';fs;

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gpug";rj;ijtpl tpntfk; cilatuhf ,Uf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ (Tao)‘jhnth’ ittpl

tpntfKilatuhf ,Uf]f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; jtwhd ghijapy;

bry;fpwPh;fs;.

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ xU cWg]g[ vg]bghGJnk KGikiatpl

tpntfKilajhf ,Uf;f KoahJ/ nkYk] KGik vd]d bra;J bfhz]oUf]fpwnjh

mJnt ,WjpahdJ/ c';fshy; mij khw;w KoahJ. eP';fs; mt;thW bra;a

Kaw;rpj;J c';fSila thH;it tPzof;fyhk;/ Mdhy; mjd; \yk; vija[k; mila

KoahJ.

KGik gue]J thpe]jJ; eP';fs; xU rpwpa capuq kl;Lnk. rKj;jpuk; gue]J

tphpe]jJ/ eP';fs; mjpy; xU Jsp kl;Lnk. rKj;jpuk; KGtJk] cth;g;ghf ,Uf;fpd;wJ/

Mdhy; eP';fs; ,dpg;ghf ,Ug]gjw]F Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs; - mJ ,ayhjJ. Mdhy;/

,ayhjij/ fodkhdij/ bra;a Koahjijr] bra;tjw]F mfk;ghtk;

tpUg]gg]gLfpwJ. Rth';-N TWfpwhh;/ “vspjhf ,Ug]gJ rhpahdJ MFk].” c';fshy;

Vd; vspikahft[k;/ Vw;Wf;bfhs;gtuhft[k; ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy> [eP';fs; Vd; epHiy

Mnkhjpf;ff; TlhJ> eP';fs; Mnkhjpj;j me;jf; fznk/ eP';fs; mij kwe;J

tpLtPh;fs;; mJ kiwe;J tpLfpwJ -- c';fSila clYld; mJ bjhlh;e;J

,Ue;jhYk; Tl/ c';fSila kdjpy; ,Ue;jhtJ mJ kiwe;J tpLfpwJ.]box matter

Mdhy; gpur;rpid vd;d> xU epHy; vt;thW xU gpur;rpidia cUthf;FfpwJ>

mij Vd; xU gpur;rpidahf cUthf]f ntz;Lk;> eP';fs; jw;bghGJ ,Uf;fpd;w

epiyapy;/ xt;bthd;wpy] ,Ue]Jk; xU gpur;ridia cUthf;FfpwPh;fs;. jd;Dila

epHypd; njhw;wj;ijf; fz;L me;j kdpjh; FHk;gpdhh;/ mikjp ,He]J ,Ue]jhh;. mth;

xU flt[shf ,Ug]gjw]F tpUk;gp ,Uf;ff;TLk;/ mth; epHyw;wtuhf ,Ug]gjw]F

tpUk;gp ,Uf;ff;TLk;.

Mdhy; eP';fs; Vw;fdnt xU flt[s; nghd;Wjhd] ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]/ nkYk] eP';fs;

Vw;fdnt ,Ug;gjhf ,y;yhky] ntW vJthft[k; c';fshy] ,Uf;f KoahJ. eP';fs;

vt;thW mg;go ,Uf;f Koa[k;> eP']fs] vd]dthf ,Uf]fpwPh]fnsh mJthf kl]Lnk

c';fshy] ,Uf;f Koa[k; - vy;yh khw;w';fSk; c';fSila ,aw]ifahd

jd]ikia nehf;fpr] bry;tJ kl;Lnk/ mJ Vw;fdnt ,Uf;fpd;wJ. eP';fs; miye;J

jphpe;J/ gpwUila fjt[fisj; jl;lyhk;/ Mdhy; ,J c';fSlndna fz;zh\r;rp

tpisahof; bfhs;tJ MFk]. vt;tst[ fhyk] eP';fs; mLj;jth;fSila fjt[fisj;

jl;LfpwPh;fs;/ vt;tst[ J}uk; eP';fs; m';Fk; ,';Fk; miyfpwPh;fs; vd;gJ c';fisg;

bghWj;jJ. ,Wjpapy; eP';fs; c';fSila fjtpw;nf tUtPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ

c';fSila fjt[ vg;bghGJnk ,Ue;J ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gija[k; czUtPh;fs;.

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ahuhYk; mij vLj;Jr; bry;y KoahJ. ,aw;ifia/ (Tao)‘jhnth’it c';fsplk;

,Ue;J gphpj;J vLj;Jr; bry;y KoahJ.

,e;j kdpjh; jd;Dila epHypd] fhuzkhf mikjp ,He;jhh;. mtUf;Fj;

njhd;wpa tHp mjdplk; ,Ue;J jg;gpj;J XotpLtJjhd; -- midtUf;Fk; njhd;Wfpw

tHp ,Jjhd;. kdk] xU tl;lj;jpDs; rpf;f itf;Fk; rpe;jid Kiwia bfhz;oUg;gJ

nghy; njhd]WfpwJ. cjhuzj;jpw;F/ c';fSf;F nfhgk; Vw;gl;lhy;/ eP';fs; vd;d

bra;tPh;fs;> “nfhgk; bfhs;shnj/ xU cWjp bkhHp vL”/ vd;W kdk; brhy;Yk;.

eP';fs; vd;d bra;tPh;fs;> mij mlf;fp xLf;FtPh;fs; - eP';fs; mij vt]tst[

mjpfkhf mlf;FfpwPh]fnsh/ mt]tst[ MHkhf c';fs] caphpd] nth] tiuapy]

me;jf; nfhgk; brd;W tpLk;. gpwF eP';fs; rpy rka';fspy; nfhgj;JlDk;/ rpy

rka']fspy] nfhgk; ,y;yhkYk; ,Uf;f khl;Oh;fs;; eP';fs; kpft[k; mjpfkhf mlf;fp

itj;jpUe;jPh]fs] vd]why;/ eP';fs; bjhlh]e]J nfhgj;Jlndna ,Ug;gPh;fs;. mJ

c';fSila ,uj;jkhf khwptpLk;/ mJ Vfj;jpw;Fk; xU tp#khf ,Uf;Fk;; mJ

c';fSila vy;yh cwt[fSf;Fs;Sk; gutp tpLk;. eP';fs; ahUldhtJ fhjYld;

,Ue;jhYk; Tl/ me;j nfhgk; ,Uf;Fk;/ cld] me;jf; fhjYk; \h;f;fj;jdkhdjhf

khwptpLk;. eP';fs; ahUf;fhtJ cjt Kad;why; Tl/ me;j cjtpapy; tp#k;

,Uf;Fk;/ Vbdd;why; tp#k; c';fSf]Fs] ,Uf;fpwJ. c';fSila vy;yh

bray;fSnk me;jf; nfhgj;ijf; bfhz;ljhf ,Uf;Fk;/ mit c';fisg]

gpujpgypf;Fk;. ,ij eP';fs; kPz;Lk; czUk;bghGJ/ kdk; brhy;Yk;/ “eP';fs;

nghJkhd mst[ mlf;fp itf;ftpy;iy/ ,d]Dk] mjpfkhf mlf;F';fs.;” mlf;fp

itj;jpUe;j fhuzj]jpdhy; jhd; nfhgk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; kdk] brhy;fpwJ/ “mij

nkYk; mlf;F';fs;*” mg;bghGJ nkYk; mjpfkhd nfhgk; jhd; m']F ,Uf;Fk;.

c';fSila kdk; ghYzh;t[ld; ,Ug;gJ mJ mlf;fp itf;fg;gl;ljhy;jhd;/

Mdhy; kdk; “mij ed;whf mlf;F';fs;. mij ed;whf mlf;fp itg]gjw]F g[jpa

tHpfisa[k;/ Kiwfisa[k; fz;Lgpoa[';fs;/ mg;bghGJ jhd; gpuk;kr;rh;ak; kyUk;”

vd;W TWfpwJ. Mdhy; mJ me;j Kiwapy; kyu KoahJ. mlf;FKiwfspdhy;/

ghYzh;t[ clypw;Fs; kl;Lk; bry;tjpy;iy/ mJ kdjpw;Fs;Sk; bry;fpwJ/ mJ

\is rhh]e]jjhf khWfpwJ. mg;bghGJ xU kdpjh; bjhlh]e]J mijg; gw;wp kPz;Lk;/

kPz;Lk; vz]zpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;. mjdhy;jhd; cyfpy; ,t;tst[ ghYzh;t[

bjhlh;ghd g[j;jf';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd.

kf;fs; Vd; Milaw;w bgz;fspd; gl']fisf] fhz]gjw]F

tpUg;gg;gLfpwhh;fs;> cz;ikahd bgz;fns nghjhjh> mth;fns nghJk;/ mth;fns

jhuhskhfg; nghJk]* mg;goapUf;ifapy; gl';fSf;F vd;d njit> cz;ikahd

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bgz;izf] fhl]oYk] glk; vg;bghGJnk mjpf ghYzh;t[ Vw;gLj;Jtjhf

,Uf;fpd;wJ. cz;ikahd bgz;qf;F xU cly; kw;Wk] xU epHy; ,Uf;Fk;/ nkYk;

mtSila fhyofs; ,Uf;Fk;/ Xir cUthf;fg;gLk;. xU g[ifg;glk; vd;gJ xU

fw;gid; mJ Kw;wpYk; kdk;/ vz]zk] rk;ge;jg;gl;lJ/ nkYk; mjw;F epHy; ,y;iy.

xU cz;ikahd bgz;qf;F tpah;f;Fk;/ clypDila xU thrid ,Uf;Fk;;

g[ifg;glk; vg;bghGJnk tpah;it rpe;Jtjpy;iy. xU cz;ikahd bgz;

nfhgg;gLths;; g[ifg;glk; xUbghGJk] nfhgk; bfhs;tJ ,y;iy. cz;ikahd

bgz;qf;F taJ MFk;/ mts; KJik milths;; xU g[ifg;glk; vg;bghGJnk

,sika[lDk; g[j;Jzh;t[lDk; ,Uf;Fk;. g[ifg;glk; kdk; rk;ge;jg;gl;lJ kl;Lnk.

ghYzh;it cly; mstpy; mlf;fp itg;gth;fs; kdjpy; ghYzh;t[ilath;fshf

khWfpwhh;fs;. gpwF mth;fSila kdk; bjhlh]e]J ghYdh]t[lndna ,Uf;fpwJ/

mg;bghGJ mJ xU nehahFk].

c';fSf;Fg; grp Vw;gl;lhy;/ mJ rhpjhd;; rhg;gpL';fs;; Mdhy; eP';fs;

czitg; gw;wp bjhlh]e]J epidj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jPh;fs; vd;why;/ mJ c';fSila

kdijr] NH;e;J bfhs;fpwJ/ mJ xU nehahfpwJ. c';fSf;Fg; grp Vw]gLk;bghGJ

eP';fs; czit cz;L me;j tp#aj;ij Koj;Jtpl;Oh;fs; vd;why; mJ rhpjhd;.

Mdhy; eP';fs; vija[nk Koj;Jf; bfhs;tjpy;iy/ mjdhy; tp#a']fs] ahita[k]

kdjpw;Fs; bry;fpd]wd.

Ky;yh e!;+jPDila kidtp neha[w]W ,Ue;jhh;. mtUf;F mWit rpfpr;ir

bra;ag;gl;oUe;jJ. rpy jpd';fSf;F Kd;g[jhd; mth; kUj;Jtkidapy; ,Ue;J

tPl;ow;Fj; jpUk;gp ,Ue;jhh;/ mjdhy; ehd; nfl;nld;/ “c';fSila kidtp vg;go

,Uf;fpwhh;> mth; mWit rpfpr;ir bra;jjpy; nehapy; ,Ue;J Fzkhfp eykhf

,Uf;fpwhuh>” mth; Twpdhh;/ “,y;iy/ mts; ,d;dKk; mijg;gw;wp

ngrpf;bfhz;Ljhd] ,Uf;fpwhs;.”

eP';fs; vijg;gw;wpahtJ epidj]Jf; bfhz;oUe;jhy;/ vijg;gw;wpahtJ ngrpf;

bfhz;oUe;jhy; mJ ,Ue;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk; ,g;bghGJ mJ mjpf

Mgj;jhdJ. Vbdd;why;/ cly; FzkhfptpLk;/ Mdhy; kdk; mJ gw]wpj] bjhlh;e;J

epidj;Jf; bfhz;nl/ ngrpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fyhk;/ fhy tiuaiwapd;wp. cly;

FzkhfptpLk;/ Mdhy; kdk; vg;bghGJk; FzkilahJ.

grpia clypy; eP';fs; mlf;fpdhy;/ mJ kdjpw;Fs; bry;fpwJ. me;j

gpur;rpid btspnaw]wg;gltpy;iy/ mJ cs;ns js;sg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. vijahtJ

mlf;fp itj]jPh]fs] vd]why]/ mJ kpft[k; MHkhfr] brd;WtpLk;. mg]bghGJ kdk]/

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“eP';fs; btw;wp bgwtpy;iy vd;why; Vnjh jtW ele;jpUf;fpwJ/ eP';fs; nghJkhd

mst[ Kaw;rp bra]atpy;iy; ,d]Dk] mjpfkhf Kaw;rpa [']fs]”/ vd;W brhy;Yk;.

mtUf;Fj; njhd;wpa tHp mtw]wplk; ,Ue;J jg;gpj]J XotpLtJ jhd].

kdjpw;F ,uz;nl tHpfs;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;wd/ nghhpLjy; my;yJ jg]gpj]J Xo

tpLjy]. xU gpur;rpid ,Uf]fpw bghGJbjy]yhk;/ xd]W mij vjph]j;Jg; nghhpL']fs]

my;yJ mjpypUe]J jg;gpj;J XotpL']fs] vd]W kdk] brhy;fpwJ – Mdhy]/ mit

,uz;Lnk jtwhdit. eP';fs; nghhpl]lhy;/ eP';fs; bjhlh;e;J gpur;rpida[lndna

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; nghuhodhy; gpur;rpid bjhlh;e;J ,Ue;Jbfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;.

eP';fs; nghuhodhy;/ eP';fs; gpst[gl]ltuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; gpur;rid

btspna ,y;iy/ gpur;rid cs;ns ,Uf;fpwJ.

cjhuzj;jpw;F/ nfhgk; ,Ue;jhy;/ mij vjph]j;J eP';fs; nghhpl;lhy;/

vd;dthFk;> c';fspd] xU ghjp nfhgj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk;/ kWghjp me;j nfhgj;Jld;

nghuhLk; vz;zj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk;. ,J c';fspd] ,U fu';fSnk xd;Wld; xd;W

nghhpl;Lf; bfhs;tijg] nghd;wJ. ahh; btw;wpbgwg; nghfpwhh;fs;> eP';fs; btWknd

rf;jpia rpjwoj;Jf; bfhz;oUg;gPh;fs;. ahUk; btw;wp bgw]wtuhf khwg]]] nghtjpy;iy.

,g;bghGJ c';fSila nfhgj;ij mlf;fp tpl;ljhf c';fis eP';fns

Vkhw;wpf;bfhs;syhk;/ Mdhy]/ ,g;bghGJ eP';fs; c';fSila nfhgj;jpd; kPJ

mkh;e;J bfhz]L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. nkYk] ,g;bghGJ mjd; kPJ eP';fs; bjhlh;e;J

mkh;e;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; - xU fzneu tpLKiwTl

mDkjpf;fg;gLtjpy;iy. xU fzk; mijg;gw;wp eP';fs; kwe;Jtpl;lhy;/ c';fSila

btw;wp KGtija[k; ,He;J tpLtPh;fs;.

mjdhy; vijahtJ mlf;fp itj;jpUg;gth;fs; vg;bghGJk; me]j mlf;fp

itf;fg;gl;l tp#a']fspd] kPJ mkh;e;Jbfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ cld] mth;fs;

vg;bghGJk; gaj;Jlndna ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fshy; ,ay]ghf ,Uf;f KoahJ.

,ay]ghf ,Uj;jy; Vd; ,t;tst[ fodkhfptpl;lJ> c';fshy; Vd; Jh';f

Koatpy;iy> [c';fshy; Vd; ,ay]ghf ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy> c';fshy; Vd;

Rje]jpukhf ,Uf;f Koatpy;iy> Vbdd;why; eP';fs; gy tp#a';fis mlf;fp

itj;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; ,ay]ghf ,Ue]]jhy;/ mit vy;yhk; nkny te]JtpLk] vd]W

eP']fs] mr]rg]gLfpwPh]fs].] Md;kPfthjpfs; vd;W c';fshy; miHf;fg;gLgth;fshy;

,ay]ghf ,Uf;f KoahJ; mth;fs; ,Wf;fj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ me;j ,Wf;fk;

,Ug;gJ ,jdhy; jhd;. mth;fs; Vnjh xd]iw mlf;fp itj;J ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; -

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eP';fnsh ,ay]ghf ,Uf;fr; brhy;fpwPh;fs;> jh']fs; ,ay]ghf ,Ue]jhy;/ vjphp nkny

te;J tpLthd] vd]gJ mth;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;;. kdk; epidf;fpwJ/ xd;W nghuhL';fs;

– mg;go eP';fs; nghuhodhy;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; mlf]fp itf;fpwPh;fs; --

,y;iybad;why; jg]gpj;J Xo tpL';fs;. Mdhy; eP';fs; v';F jg;gpj;Jr] bry;tPh;fs;>

eP';fs; ,kakiyf;Fr; brd;whYk]Tl/ me;jf; nfhgk; c';fisg] gpd;bjhlh;e;J tUk;;

mJ c';fSila epHy;. ghYzh]t[ c';fisg] gpd;bjhlh;e;J tUk;; mJ

c';fSila epHy;. eP';fs; v';F brd;whYk;/ c';fSila epHy; c';fSld] jhd]

,Uf;Fk;.

mtUf;Fj; njhd;wpa tHp mtw]wplk; ,Ue;J jg;gpj;Jr; XotpLtJjhd;. mjdhy; mth; vGe;J

Xodhh;/ Mdhy; xt;bthU Kiw mth; jd] ghjj;ij fPnH itj;j nghJk; kw;WbkhU fhyo

Xir nfl;lJ/ Tlnt mtUila epHYk; rw]Wk] rpukkpd]wp mtUlndna te;jJ.

mth; Mr;rh;ak; mile;jhh;* mth; mt;tst[ ntfkhf Xof;bfhz;oUe]jhh]/

Mdhy; epHYf;F xU rpukKk; ,y;iy. epHy; Rygkhf/ tpah;j;Jf;Tl nghfhky;/

\r;Rj;jpzuhky] gpd; bjhlh;e;J te;J bfhz]oUe]jJ. epHypd] gf]fk] ve;jr] rpukKk;

,y;iy/ Vbdd;why; xU epHy; jplkhdJ my;y/ epHy; jdpg;gl;l xd;W my;y. me;j

kdpjUf;F tpah;j;Jg; ngha; ,Uf;fyhk;. mth] \r;Rtpl rpukg]]gl]oUf;fyhk;/ Mdhy;

me;j epHy; kl;Lk; vg;bghGJk; mtUlndna te]jJ. epHy; c';fis tpl;L ,e;j

Kiwapy; mfy KoahJ. XLtJk; cjthJ/ nghhpLtJk; cjthJ. eP';fs; v';F

bry;tPh;fs;> eP';fs; v';F brd;whYk; c']fis c';fSld;jhd; eP';fs; vLj]Jr]

bry;tPh;fs;/ m';Fk; c';fSila epHy; ,Uf;Fk;.

jhd; nghJkhd ntfj;jpy; XlhJjhd; jd;Dila njhy;tpf;F fhuzk; vd;W mth] ek]gpdhh].

mjdhy; mth] nkYk; nkYk; ntfkhf Xodhh]/ epw]fhky]/ ,Wjpapy; jhd] kuzkile;J fPnH

tpGk; tiuapy].

[xUth; kdjpd] rpe]jid Kiwiag] g[hpe;J bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; g[hpe;J

bfhs;shtpl]lhy;/ eP';fs; mjdhy; Vkhw;wg;gLtPh;fs;.]box kdk; xU tl]lj]jpnyna

rpf]f itf]Fk] rpe]jid Kiwiaf; bfhz;lJ/ mJ fhuzKk; tpist[k; khwp khwpj;

bjhlh;e;J tUfpw xU jilglhj bjhlh; tl;lk;/ mJ tl;l totkhdJ. eP';fs;

kdjpw;Fr] brtp rha;j;jhy;/ gpwF xt;bthU moa[k; c';fis nkYk; nkYk; me;j

tl;;lj;jpnyna tHpelj]jpr] bry;Yk;. ,e;j kdpjh; mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpg]gjpy]

KGtJk] njh]e]jtuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;; eP';fs; mtUila jPh]khdj;jpy; ve;jg] gpiHa[k;/

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ve;jf] FiwghLk] fhz KoahJ. mjpy; xU rpW Xl;ilTl ,y;iy; mth;

mwpt[g]g[{h]tkhf jPh]khdpg;gjpy; mhp!;lhl;oYf;F ,izahd rpwg;g[ilatuhf

,Uf]fpwhh]; epHy; jd;idg; gpd;bjhlh;fpwJ vd;why;/ mJ jhd; nghJkhd ntfj;jpy;

Xltpy;iy vd;gijf; fhl;LfpwJ vd;W mth] TWfpwhh;. mth; nkYk; nkYk; ntfkhf

Xl ntz;Lk;; mg;bghGJ epHy; mtiug; gpd;bjhlu Koahj me;j fzk; tUk;. Mdhy;

epHy; c';fSilaJ/ mJ c';fisg; gpd;bjhlUk; ntW xUth; my;y. mg;go

,Ue;jpUe;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ me;j jPh]khdk; rhpahdjhf ,Ue;jpUf;Fk;.

ntW ahnuh xUth] ,e;j kdpjiug; gpd;bjhlh]e;J te]jpUe;jhy;/ mg]bghGJ

mtu] bra]jJ rhpahdjhf/ Kw]wpYk] rhpahdjhf ,Ue;jpUf;Fk;. mth; nghJkhd

ntfj;jpy; Xltpy;iy/ mjdhy;jhd; kw]wth; gpd; bjhlh;fpwhh;. Mdhy; mtuJ fUj;J

jtwhdJ/ Vbdd;why; m';F ntW ahUk; ,y;iy. kdk; gadw;wjhf ,Ue;jJ.

kdk; kw;wth;fSf;F/ jpahdk; c';fSf;F. kdk; kw;wth;fSf;F/ kdkw;w

epiy c';fSf;F - Rth';-N/ b$d; kjFUf;fs;/ R@gpf;fs;/ Qrpj;Jfs; kw;Wk; "hdk;

mile;j midtUk; typa[Wj;jpf; TWtJ KGtJk; ,Jjhd;; g[j;jh;/ VR/ KfkJ/

kw;Wk; "hdk; mile;j midtUk;. kw]wth]fsplj]jpy] eP';fs; kdijg]

gad;gLj;jyhk;/ c';fSf]F kdkw;w epiy vd;gJjhd; typa[Wj;jg;gLtJ

KGtJnk.

me;j kdpjh; kdijj] jdf;fhfg; gad;gLj;jpajhy;jhd; Jd;gj;jpw;F Mshdhh;/

nkYk] kdk; jdf;Fr] brhe]jkhd khjphp bray]ghl]L mikg]igf] bfhz;Ls;sJ. kdk;

TwpaJ/ “ntfkhf/ ntfkhf* eP';fs; nghJkhd ntfj;jpy; Xodhy;/ ,e;j epHypdhy;

c';fisg; gpd;bjhlu KoahJ.”

jhd; nghJkhd ntfj]jpy] XlhjJjhd; jdDila njhy;tpf;Ff; fhuzk; vd]W mth] ek]gpdhh].

njhy;tp Kjypy; Vw;gl;lnj mth; Xof;bfhz;L ,Ue;jjdhy; jhd;. Mdhy;

kdjpdhy; mijr; brhy;y KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; kdjpw;F mjw;fhd jfty;

mspf;fg;gl;oUf;ftpy;iy. mJ xU fzpdp/ mjw;F eP';fs; xU jfty; mspf;f

ntz;Lk;; mJ xU ,ae;jpu mikg;g[. kdjpdhy; g[jpjhf vija[k] c';fSf;F mspf;f

KoahJ; eP';fs; mjDs]ns mspj]jpUf;Fk] jfty; vJthapDk]/ mij kl;Lnk

c';fSf;F mjdhy; mspf;f Koa[k;. kdjpdhy] c';fSf;Fg] g[jpjhf vija[k;

mspf;f KoahJ; mJ c';fSf;F mspg]gJ vJthapDk; mJ fldhfg;

bgwg;gl;ljhFk;. kdk; brhy;tijf; nfl]Fk] gHf]fj]jpw]F eP']fs]

moikahfpapUe;jhy;/ eP';fs; c';fspd; gf;fk; jpUk;g[k;bghGJ vg;bghGJnk

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Jd;gj;jpw;F MshtPh]fs;. xU khw;wk; Vw;gLk;bghGJ/ ikaj;jpd; gf;fkhfj; jpUk;g[jy;

,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; rpukg]gLtPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ/ ,e;j kdk;

Kw;wpYk; gadw;wJ – gadw;wJ kl;Lky;y/ mJ epr]rakhf xU jil MfpwJ/ mJ

jP';F ,iHf;ff;ToaJ. mjdhy; mij tpl;LtpL';fs;.

ehd; nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpnwd; :

xU ehs; Ky;yh e!;UjPDila kfd; jd;Dila Kd;ndw;wg; gs;spapypUe;J

ghYzh;t[ gw;wpa xU g[j;jfj]ij tPl;ow;F bfhz]L te;jhd;. mtDila jha]

kpft[k; mikjp ,He;Jtpl;lhh;/ Mdhy; mth; Ky;yh e!;UjPd; tUtjw;fhff;

fhj;jpUe;jhh;. VjhtJ xd;W bra;jhf ntz;Lk;; ,e;j Kd;ndw;wg; gs;sp

vy;iy kPwpr; brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpd;wJ* Ky;yh e!;UjPd; tPl;ow;F te;j

bghGJ/ mth; kidtp mthplk; me;jg; g[j;jfj;ijf; fhz;gpj;jhh;.

e!;UjPd; jd;Dila kfidf; fhz;gjw]fhf nky;jsj;jpw;Fr; brd;whh;.

jd;Dila miwapy; mtd; ntiyf;fhug; bgz;qf;F Kj;jkpl;Lf;

bfhz;oUg;gijf; fz;lhh;. Mifahy; e!;UjPd;/ “kfnd/ cd;Dila tPl;Lg;

ghlj;ij Koj]J tpl]l gpd;dh] fPnH th/” vd;W Twpdhh;.

,J mwpt[g; g{h;tkhd jPh]khdk]* rpe]jid Kiw jdf;Fhpa goepiyfis

bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ xU epiyia mLj;j epiy bjhlh;fpwJ/ mjw;F xU Kont

,y;iy. jd]Dila epHiyf; fz;L gae;j kdpjh; kdk; mwpt[Wj;jpago bra]jhh;/

mjdhy; mth; epw]fhky; nkYk; nkYk; ntfkhf Xodhh;. ,Wjpapy; jhd; ,we;J fPnH

tpGk; tiuapy;. epw]fhky; nkny nkny ntfkhf . . . mg;bghGJ kuzk; kl;Lnk epfH

Koa[k;.

thH;t[,d;dKk; c';fSf;F epfHntapy;iy vd;gij eP';fs; vg;bghGjhtJ

czh]e]jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> thH;t[ vdg]gLtJ thH;t[ vdg]gLtJ thH;t[ vdg]gLtJ thH;t[ vdg]gLtJ xU fzk; Tl c';fSf;F

epfH;e;jnjapy;iy vd;gij eP';fs; czh]e]jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> Rth';-Nt[k; g[j;jUk;

Fwpg;gpLk; nguhde;jj;jpd; xU fzj;ijf;Tl eP';fs; mDgtpj;jnjapy;iy. ,dp

c';fSf;F vd;d epfHg; nghfpwJ> kuzj;ijj; jtpu ntW vJt[k; c';fSf;F epfHg;

nghtjpy;iy. nkYk; eP';fs; kuzj;ij beU';f beU';f/ eP';fs; mjpf ntfj]Jld]

XLfpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ ntfkhf Xodhy; eP';fs; jg;gpj;Jf; bfhstPh]fs] vd;W

eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;.

eP';fs; ,t;tst[ ntfkhf v';F brd]W bfhz]oUf]fpwPh;fs;> kdpjDk;

kdpjDila kdKk; vg;bghGJnk ntfj;ijg; gw;wpa igj;jpaj;Jlndna

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,Ue;jpUf;fpd;wd/ ehk; v';nfh brd;W bfhz;oUg;gJ nghyt[k;/ ntfk; njit vd;gJ

nghyt[k;. mjdhy; ehk; nkYk; nkYk; ntfk; cilath;fshf

khwpf;bfhz;oUf;fpnwhk;. eP';fs; v';nf brd]W bfhz]oUf]fpwPh;fs;> ,Wjpapy;/

eP';fs; ntfkhfr; brd;whYk;/ bkJthfr; brd;whYk;/ eP';fs; kuzj;ij

milfpwPh;fs;. midtUk; m';F rhpahd neuj;jpw;F te;J nrh]fpwhh;fs;/ xU fzk;

Tl jtWtjpy;iy. midtUk;; m';F rhpahd neuj;jpw;Fr] brd;W milfpwhh;fs;/

ahUnk vg;bghGJnk jhkjkhf mile;jjpy;iy. xU rpyh; kuzj;ij j';fsJ

neuj;jpw;F Kd;ng mile;jpUf;fpwhh;fs; vd;W ehd; nfs;tpg;gl;oUf;fpnwd;/ Mdhy;

ahUk; jhkjkhf kuzj;ij mile;jjhf ehd; nfs;tpg;gl;lnj ,y;iy. rpyh; j';fs;

neuj;jpw;F Kd;ng Koit mile;J tpLfpwhh;fs; j';fsJ kUj;Jth;fspdhy;. . . .

jhd; nghJkhd ntfj;jpy; XlhjJjhd; jd;Dila njhy;tpf;Ff; fhuzk; vd;W mth; ek;gpdhh;.

mjdhy; mth; nkYk; nkYk] ntfkhf Xodhh;/ epw]fhky]/ ,Wjpapy; jhd; kuzkile;J fPnH

tpGk; tiuapy]. epHyhd ,lj;jpw;Fs; jhd] mobaLj;J itj;Jtpl]lhny/ jd;Dila epHy;

kiwe;JtpLk; vd;gij mth] czuj; jtwptpl;lhh;.

mJ vspjhdJ/ cs;stw]wpnyna kpft[k; vspjhdJ* eP';fs; Nhpadpd;

fjph]fs] ,y;yhj me]j epHyhd ,lj;jpw]Fs] efh;e;jhny/ epHy; kiwe;JtpLfpwJ/

Vbdd;why;/ epHy; Nhpadhy; cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ. Nhpadpd; fjph]fs; ,y]yhj

epiyjhd; epHyhFk;. eP';fs; xU kuj;jpd; fPH; epHypy; ,Ue;jhy;/ me;j epHy;

kiwe;JtpLfpwJ.

epHyhd ,lj;jpw;Fs; jhd] mobaLj;J itj;Jtpl]lhny/ jd;Dila epHy; kiwe;JtpLk;

vd;gij mth] czuj; jtwptpl;lhh;.

me;j epHYf;Fg; mikjp vd]W bgah]/ me;j epHYf;F cs]shh]e]j rkhjhdk]

vd]W bgah;. kdk; mwpt[Wj;Jfpd]wgo elf;fhjPh;fs;. epHyhd ,lj;jpy; fhyo kl;Lk;

vLj;J ita[';fs;/ Nhpadpd; fjph]fs; vJt[k; cs;ns EiHahj me]j csshh]e]j

mikjpapDs].

eP';fs; vy;iyg; gFjpapnyna ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ mJjhd; gpur;rid. m';F eP';fs;

btsp cyfpd; xspapy;; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ mjdhy] epHy; cUthfpwJ. c';fSila

fz;fis \of]bfhz]L/ epHw]gFjpapDs; bry;Y';fs;. eP';fs; fz;fis \oa mnj

fzj]jpy]/ Nhpad; ,dp m';F ,y;iy. mjdhy;jhd; vy;yh jpahd';fSk; \oa

fz;fSld] bra;ag;gLfpd]wd - c';fSf]Fr] brhe]jkhd c']fSila epHy;

gFjpapDs]ns eP';fs; bry;fpwPh;fs;. cs;ns NhpaDk; ,y;iy/ epHYk; ,y;iy.

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btspna rKjhak; ,Uf;fpwJ/ btspna vy;yh tifahd epHy;fSk; ,Uf;fpd;wd.

c';fSila nfhgk;/ c';fSila ghYzh]t[/ c';fSila nguhir/ c';fSila

Fwpf;nfhs;fs;/ ,it vy;yhnk rKjhaj;ijr] nrh]e]jit vd;gij vg;bghGjhtJ

czh;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> eP';fs; cz;ikapnyna cs;ns brd;Wtpl]L/ rKjhaj;ij

btspapnyna tpl;Ltpl;Oh;fs; vd;why; nfhgk; v';nf> ghYzh]t[ v';nf> Mdhy;

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ Muk;gj;jpy;/ eP';fs; c';fSila fz;fis \Lk;bghGJ

mit cz;ikahf \o ,Ug;gjpy;iy. eP';fs; btspapy; ,Ue;J cUt';fis

cs;ns vLj;Jr; bry;fpwPh;fs;/ m';nfa[k; mnj rKjhak; gpujpgypf;fg;gLtijf]

fhz;gPh;fs;. Mdhy; eP';fs; bjhlh]e;J cs;ns/ cs;ns/ brd;W bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy;/

Toa tpiutpy] rKjhak; btspna tplg;gLk;. eP';fs; cs;ns ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ rKjhak;

btspna ,Uf;fpwJ - eP';fs; vy;iyg; gFjpapy; ,Ue;J ikag]gFjpf]Fs]

brd]Wtpl;Oh;fs;.

,e;j ikaj;jpy; xU mikjp ,Uf;fpwJ: nfhgKk; ,y;iy/ nfhgj;jpw;F

vjph;g;g[k; ,y;iy; ghYzh]t[k] ,y;iy/ gpuk;kr;rh;aKk; ,y;iy; nguhira[k; ,y;iy/

nguhiraw;w epiya[kpy;iy; td;Kiwa[k; ,y;iy/ mQpk;ira[k; ,y;iy -

Vbdd;why; mit vy;yhk; btspapy;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;wd. epidtpy; ita[';fs;/

vjph]kiwfSk] btspnajhd; ,Uf]fpd]wd – cs;ns eP';fs; ,Jt[k; my;y/ mJt[k;

my;y. eP']fs] xU J}a]ikahd czh]t[ epiy kl]Lnk. flt[isg; nghy; ,Uj;jy;

vDk]bghGJ ,ijj; jhd; Fwpg;gpLfpnwd; -- eP';fs; vjph]kiwfs; mw]w/ nghhpLjy]

kw]Wk] jg]gpj]J XLjy; ,uz]Lk] mw]w xU J}a]ikahd czh]t[ epiy kl]Lnk.

vjph]kiwfs] vJt[k] ,y]iy/ czh]t[ epiyahf ,Uj;jy; kl;Lnk. eP';fs; epHy;

gFjpapDs; EiHe;J tpl;Oh;fs;.

jhd] epHyhd ,lj]jpw]Fs; brd]W tpl]lhny/ jd;Dila epHy; kiwe;JtpLk; vd;gij mth;

czuj; jtwptpl;lhh;.

nkYk] mth; fPnH mkh;;e;J mirtpd;wp ,Ue;jhy;/ m';F ,dp fhyonahir

vJt[k] ,Uf;f KoahJ. cz;ikapy; mJ mt;tst[ Rygkhdjhf ,Ue;jJ. Mdhy;/

RygkhdJ vJnth mJ kdjpw;F kpft[k; fodkhdJ/ Vbdd;why;/ [kdjpw;F

vg;bghGJnk XLtJ/ nghhpLtJ/ Rygkhdjhfj; bjhpfpwJ/ Vbdd;why; mg;bghGJ

bra;tjw;F VnjDk] xd;W ,Uf]fpwJ. eP';fs; kdjplk;/ “vJt[k; bra;ahnj” vd;W

Twpdhy;/ mJ jhd; mjw]F cs;sjpnyna kpft[k; fodkhd tp#ak].]box matter kdk;

nfl;Fk;/ “xU ke;jpuj;ijahtJ bfhL';;fs;/ mg;bghGJ \oa fz;fSld; ehd; Xk;/

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Xk; . . . uhk;/ uhk; vd;W brhy;ypf;bfhz;oUf;fyhk;. bra;tjw;F VnjDk; xd;W/

Vbdd;why;/ vJt[nk bra;ahky; v';fshy; vg;go ,Uf;f Koa[k;/ gpd;dhy] XLtjw;F/

Juj;Jtjw;F vJt[nk ,y;yhky;>”

[kdk; vd;gJ bray;ghL/ Mdhy]/ czh]t[ epiy vd;gJ Kw;wpYk; brayw;w

epiy. kdk; vd;gJ XLjy;/ czh]t[ epiy vd;gJ mkh;e;J ,Uj;jy;. vy;iyg; gFjp

bray;gl;Lf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ ikak; mirahky] ,Uf]fpd]wJ.]box xU tz;or;

rf;fuk; RHy]tijg; ghU';fs; - rf;fuk; efh;fpd]wJ/ Mdhy;/ ve;j ikaj;ijr; Rw;wp

rf;fuk; KGtJk] RHy;fpwnjh mJ epiybgw;W ,Uf;fpwJ/ Kw;wpYk; epiybgw;W/

mirtpd;wp ,Uf;fpwJ. c';fSila czh]t[ epiy vd;Wnk mirtw;wJ/

c';fSila vy;iyg] gFjp bjhlh]e;J bray;gl;Lf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. R@gp

blh;tp#; eldj;jpy;/ RHd;W MLk; jpahdj;jpy; ,e;j tp#aj;ijjhd; epidtpy;

bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; mijr] bra]fpd]w bghGJ/ cly; vy;iyg; gFjpahf

,Uf;fl;Lk; - cly; mirfpwJ/ Mdhy; eP';fs; epue;jukhf mirtw;W ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

xU rf;fukhf khW';fs;. cly; rf;fukhf khWfpwJ/ vy;iyg;gFjpahf/ eP';fs; jhd;

ikak;. cly; bjhlh]e]J nkYk; nkYk; ntfkhfr] RGd]W bfhz;oUe;jhYk; Tl/

cs;ns eP';fs; mirtw]W ,Ug;gij c']fshy] czu Koa[k; vd;gij eP';fs;

tpiutpy; czh;e;J bfhs;tPh;fs;; cly; vt;tst[ ntfkhfr] RHy]fpwnjh mt;tst[

ey;yJ/ Vbdd;why;/ mg;bghGJ Jy]ypakhd ntWghL cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ. jpObud;W

clYk; eP';fSk; ntWgl;L jdpj;jdpahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

Mdhy; eP';fs; vg;bghGJk] clYld] xd;whf ,ize]nj brd]W

bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ mjdhy; m';F ve]jg] ghFghLk] ,y;iy. brd;W mkU';fs;.

btWknd mkh;tnj nghJkhdJ/ vJt[nk bra;ahky;. btWknd fz;fis

\of;bfhz;L/ bjhlh;e;J mkh;e;J bfhz;nl ,U';fs;/ bky;y bky;y vy;yhk; ml';fp

mikjpa[w mDkjpa[';fs;. mjw;F fhyk; gpof;Fk;/ Vbdd;why;/ gy b$d;k';fshf

eP';fs; mikjpapd;wp ,Ue;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; vy;yhtifahd ,ila{Wfisa[k;

cUthf;f Kad;wpUf;fpwPh;fs;. mjw;F fhyk; vLf]Fk; - Mdhy; fhyk; kl;Lnk. eP';fs;

vJt[nk bra;a ntz;oaJ ,y;iy; eP';fs; btWknd ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;L/ mkh;e;J

bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ ghh]j]Jf] bfhz]L mkh]e]J bfhz]oUf]fpwPh]fs] . . . b$d;

kjj;ijr; rhh;e;jth;fs; ,ij !hb$d; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhh;fs;. !hb$d; vd;gJ

vJt[nk bra;ahky; btWknd mkh;e;J bfhz;L ,Uj]jy] MFk].

Rth';-N ,ijj;jhd; TWfpwhh]:

jhd] epHyhd ,lj;jpy; mo vLj;J itj;J tpl]lhny/ jd;Dila epHy; kiwe;JtpLk;/ nkYk;

jhd] fPnH mkh;e;J mirtpd;wp ,Ue;jhy;/ m';F ,dp fhyo Xir vJt[k] ,Uf;fhJ vd;gij

mth; czh;e;J bfhs;sj; jtwptpl;lhh;.

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nghhpLtjw]F ve]jj] njita[k] ,Uf;ftpy;iy/ mnjhL jg;gpj;J XLtjw]Fk]

ve]jj] njita[k] ,Uf;ftpy;iy. epHyhd ,lj;jpw;Fs] brd]W mirtpd;wp

mkh;e;jpUj;jy; kl;Lnk njitahd xnu tp#akhf ,Ue;jJ.

nkYk; ,J c';fSila thH;ehs; KGtJk; bra;ag;gl ntz;oaJ MFk].

vjDlDk; nghhplhjPh;fs;/ vjdplk; ,Ue;Jk; jg;gpj;J Xlt[k] Kaw]rpf]fhjPh;fs;.

elg;git elf;fpd;wgo j']fspd] nghf;fpnyna elf;fl;Lk;. eP';fs; fz;fis kl;Lk;

\of; bfhz;L/ ve;j Nhpadpd; fjpUk; vd;Wnk CLWtpapuhj ikag;gFjpapDs]ns

bry;Y';fs]. m';F ve]j epHYk] ,y;iy – cz;ikapy;/ flt[s;fSf;F epHy; ,y;iy

vd;fpw ek]gpf]iff]F mJjhd; mh;j;jk;. epHy;fs; Vw;glhj cUtk; cila flt[s]fs;

ntW v';nfh ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; vd;gJ my;y mJ/ khwhf c';fSf;Fs; ,Uf;Fk;

flt[Sf;F epHy; ,y;iy/ Vbdd;why; btspapypUe;J vJt[k; m';nf CLWtjpy]iy.

vJt[k] CLWt KoahJ; mJ vg;bghGJnk epHypnyna ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

Rth'; -N me;j epHiy ‘jhnth’ vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhh;. c';fSila

cs;shh;e;j ,ay;g[ - Kw;wpYk; cs;shh;e;j/ KGtJk] cs;shh;e;j ,ay;g[.

Mifahy; bra;ag;gl ntz;oaJ vd;d> xd;W/ kdjpw]Fr] brtp rha]f]fhjPh;fs;.

mJ btsp cyfpw;F xU ey;y rhjdk;/ Mdhy; cl;g[wj;jpw;F mJ Kw]wpYk] xU

jilahFk;. kw;wth]fsplj]jpy] rpe]jid Kiw ey;yJ; c';fsplj]jpy] mJ ey;yjy;y.

gpur]ridfis rkhspg;gjpy;/ rpe]jid Kiwa[k] re;njfKk; njitg;gLfpd;wd.

mwptpay; re;njfj;ijr] rhh]e;J ,Uf;fpwJ/ Md;kPfk; ,iwek;gpf;ifia/

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]itr] rhh]e;J ,Uf;fpwJ. btWknd mkh]e;J ,U';fs;/ c';fSila

cs;shh;e;j ,ay;g[ (eph]thfj]ij) bghWg]g[ vLj;Jf; bfhs;Sk; vdfpw MH;e;j

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ld]. mJ vg;bghGJnk bghWg]ig vLj;Jf; bfhs]fpwJ. eP';fs;

fhj;jpUf;f kl;Lnk ntz;Lk;/ bghWik kl;Lnk njitg;gLfpwJ. c';fSila kdk;

TWtJ vJthapDk;/ mjw;Fr] brtpna rha;f;fhjPh;fs;.

btsp cyfk; rhh;e;j tp#a';fSf;F kdk] mwpt[Wj]Jfpwgo el';fs;;

cl;g[wj;ijg; bghWj;jtiuapy] kdjpw]Fr] brtp rha]f]fhjPh;fs; - mij mg]gona

xJf;fp ita[';fs;. nkYk] mjDld; nghhplt[k] njitapy;iy/ Vbdd;why; mjDld;

eP']fs; nghhpl]lhy;/ mJ c';fSf]Fs]ns jhf]fj]ij Vw]gLj]jf]TLk;. btWknd

mij xJf;fp kl;Lk; ita[';fs;. ,iwek;gpf;if vd;gJ mJjhd;. ,iwek;gpf;if

vd;gJ kdJldhd xU nghuhl]lk] my;y - eP';fs; nghhpl;lhy;/ mg;bghGJ vjphp

c';fsplk; xU jhf]fj]ij Vw;gLj;Jfpwhh;. epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ [ez;gh;fs; Tl

vjphpfs; mst[ jhf]fj;ij Vw;gLj;Jtjpy;iy. eP';fs; ahUldhtJ bjhlh]e;J

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nghhpl;Lf; bfhz;nlapUe;jhy;/ eP';fs; mth;fshy; khw]wg;gLtPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;

mth;fs; gad;gLj;Jk; mnj Kiwfis/ El;g';fisj;jhd; mth;fSld; nghhpLtjw]F

eP';fSk] gad;gLj;j ntz;Lk;.]box ,Wjpapy;/ vjphpfs; xnu khjphpahd jd;ik

cilath;fshf khwptpLfpwhh;fs;. vjphpaplk; ,Ue;J xl;lhky; tpyfpapUg;gJ kpft[k;

fodkhdJ; vjphp c';fSf]Fs]ns jhf]fj]ij Vw;gLj;Jfpwhh;.

kdJld; nghhpl Muk;gpg;gth;fs; kpfg;bghpa jj;Jt "hdpfshf khWfpwhh;fs;.

mth;fs; kdjpw;F vjpuhf ,Ug;gJ gw;wp ngryhk;/ Mdhy; mth]fSila ngr]R

KGtJk; kdk] gw;wpajhfnt ,Uf;Fk;. “kdjpw;F vjpuhf ,U';fs;” vd;W mth;fs;

Twyhk;/ Mdhy; mth;fs; TWtJ vJthf ,Ue;jhYk;/ mJ kdjpy; ,Ue;Jjhd;

tUfpwJ/ mth;fSila gifika[k;Tl. eP';fs; c';fSila vjphpa[lndna ,Uf;f

ntz;o ,Uf;Fk;/ fhyg]nghf]fpy] vjphpfs; j';fSila vy;iyfisj] jPh;khdpj;Jf;

bfhs;fpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs; xj;j jd;ika[ilath;fshf khwptpLfpwhh;fs;.

vg;bghGJk; epidtpy; ita[';fs;: kdJld; nghhplhjPh;;fs;. ,y;iybadpy;

eP';fs; kdjpd; epge;jidfSf;F ,z';f ntz;otUk;. eP';fs; kdij xj;Jf;

bfhs;s itf;f ntz;Lk; vd]why] eP';fs; tpthjpg;gth;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/

mJjhd; tp#ak; KGtJnk. eP';fs; kdij c';fSila fUj;ij Vw;Wf;bfhs;sr;

bra;antz;Lk; vd;why;/ eP';fs; brhw;fis cgnahfpf;f ntz;Lk;/ mJjhd;

gpur;rid KGtJnk. mij btWknd xU g[wkhf xJf;fp ita[';fs;. mg;go xU

g[wkhf xJf;fp itj]jy] kdjpw]F vjpuhdJ my;y/ mJ kdjpw;F mg]ghw;gl]lJ. mJ

kdij btWknd xU g[wkhf xJf;fp itj]jy]. eP';fs; btspapy; bry;Yk;bghGJ

fhyzpfis cgnahfg;gLj;JfpwPh;fs;/ tPl;ow;Fs; tUk;bghGJ mij xU g[wkhf

itf;fpwPh;fs] – mJ nghyntjhd; ,Jt[k; - m';F rz;ilnah/ ntW vJnth ,y;iy.

eP';fs; c';fs; fhyzpfsplk;/ “ehd; ,g;bghGJ cs;ns bry;fpnwd;/ eP';fs;

njitapy;iy/ mjdhy; ehd; c';fis xU g[wkhf itf;fpnwd]”/ vd]W TWtjpy;iy.

eP';fs; btWknd mtw;iw xU g[wkhf itf;fpwPh;fs;; mit njitapy;iy.

,J nghynt – vspjhdJ vd;gJ rhpahdJ – m';F rz;il vJt[k; ,y;iy.

vspjhdJ vd;gJ rhpahdJ – m';F ve;j Kuz;ghLk]/ nghuhl;lKk; ,y;iy. eP';fs;

kdij btWknd xU g[wkhf itf;fpwPh;fs;/ gpwF cs;ns ,Uf;fpw epHw;gFjpf;Fs]

brd;W mkh;fpwPh;fs;. mg;nghJ fhyo Xir vJt[k; nfl;gjpy;iy/ ve;j epHYk;

c';fisg; gpd; bjhlh;tjpy;iy. eP';fs; flt[isg; nghy; Mfpd;wPh;fs;. Mdhy]/

eP';fs; Vw;fdnt vd]dthf ,Uf;fpwPh;fnsh/ mJthfj;jhd; eP']fs] Mf Koa[k;.

mjdhy; ehd; c';fsplk; brhy;fpnwd;/ eP';fs; flt[s; nghd;wth;fs;/ eP';fs;

vy;nyhUk; flt[s;fs;. mijtplf; Fiwe;j vija[k; Vw;Wf; bfhs;shjPh;fs;.

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bgha]ahd kjpg]gPLfs]bgha]ahd kjpg]gPLfs]bgha]ahd kjpg]gPLfs]bgha]ahd kjpg]gPLfs]

xU kpft[k; mog;gilahd tp#aj]ij epidtpy; bfhs]s ntz;Lk;: bgha]ahd

kjpg]gPLfis cUthf;Ftjpy; kdpjd; kpft[k; njh;e;jtd;. cz;ikahd kjpg]gPLfs]]]

c';fis KGtJkhf nfhUk;/ c';fSila czh]t[ epiyia KGikahff]

nfhUk;; Mdhy] bgha]ahd kjpg]gPLfs] kpft[k] kypthdit. mit cz;ikahdit

nghyj; njhw;wk; mspf;Fk;/ Mdhy; mit c';fis KGtJkhff] nfhUtjpy]iy –

xU nknyhl;lkhd rk]gpujhaj]ij kl;Lnk nfl]Fk;.

cjhuzj;jpw;F/ nerk]/ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ Mfpait ,Uf;f ntz;oa ,lj;jpy;/

ehk; xU bgha]ahd kjpg]gPl]il cUthf;fp ,Uf;fpnwhk;/“tpRthrk;.” xU tpRthrkhd

kdpjh; nerj]ijg;gw;wp nknyhl;lkhd mf;fiw kl;Lnk bfhs;fpwhh;. mth; nerj]jpd;

vy;yh iriffisa[k; bra;fpwhh;/ Mdhy; mtw;wpy; ve;jg] bghUSk] ,y;iy;

mtUila ,jak; mtUila kugpw;F ,z';fpa bra;iffspy; ,Ue;J tpyfpna

,Uf;fpwJ.

xU moik tpRthrkhf ,Uf;fpwhd; - Mdhy; moikahf ,Uf;Fk; xUtd;/

jd]Dila kdpjj;jd;ikapy; ,Ue;J jhH;j;jg;gl;L/ jd;Dila fz]zpak] kw;Wk;

bgUik KGtJk; gwpf;fg;gl;l xUtd;/ jd;id ,t;tst[ MHkhff;

fhag;gLj;jpatiu nerpf;f Koa[k; vd;W eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fsh> mtd; mtiu

btWf;fpwhd;/ re;jh;g;gk; fpilj;jhy;/ mtd] mtiuf] bfhiy bra;J tpLthd;* Mdhy;

btspj;njhw;wj;jpy; mtd; tpRthrkhfnt ,Ug;ghd; - mtd; mt]thW ,Ue;jhf

ntz;Lk;. mJ Mde;jj;jpdhy; Vw;gLtJ my;y/ mJ gaj;jpdhy; Vw;gLtJ. mJ

nerj]jpdhy; Vw;gLtJ my;y/ mJ gHf;fg;gLj]jg]gl;l kdk; v$khdUf;F tpRthrkhf

,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W TWtjpdhy; Vw;gLtJ. mJ xU eha; jd;Dila v$khdhplk]

itj]jpUf]Fk; tpRthrk;.

nerj]jpw;F ,d;Dk; KGikahd kdg]ghd]ikfsw]w gjpy]bray] njit. mJ

flikapypUe]J tUtjpy;iy/ khwhf c';fSila ,jaj;Jog;gpy; ,Ue;J/ eP';fs;

Mde;jj;ij mDgtpg]gjpy] ,Ue]J/ mijg] gfph;e;J bfhs;s tpUk]g[tjpy] ,Ue;J

tUfpwJ. tpRthrk; vd;gJ mHfw;w xU tp#ak;. Mdhy; Mapuf;fzf;fhd

tUl';fshf mJ xU kpft[k; khpahijf;Fhpa kjpg]gPlhf ,Ue;J tUfpwJ/

Vbdd;why; rKjhak; gytpjkhd tHpfspy; kf;fis moikg;gLj;jpa[s;sJ. kidtp

fztDf;F tpRthrkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W vjph;ghh;f;fg;gLfpwhs; - ,e;jpahtpy;

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,yl;rf;fzf;fhd bgz;fs; j';fSila fzth;fspd; kuzj;Jld; jh';fSk;

,we;JnghFk; mstpw;F/ mtUila cly; vhpa{l;lg;gl;l beUg;gpy; Fjpj;J/ beUg;gpy;

vhpe;J ,we;J nghFk; mstpw;F tpRthrk] vjph]ghh]f]fg]gl]lJ. ,t;thW bra;ahj ve;j

bgz;qk; kpft[k; fz;ldj;jpw;F chpa xU thH;t[ thH ntz;oa mst[ mJ kpft[k;

khpahijf;Fhpajhf ,Ue]jJ. mts; fpl;lj;jl;l xJf;fp itf;fg;gl;ltshf ,Ue;jhs;;

mts; jd; FLk;gj;jpduhnyna xU ntiyf;fhhpiag; nghy] kl;Lnk elj;jg;gl;lhs;.

mtshy; jd; fztUld; nrh;e;J kuzkila Koahjjhy;/ mts; mtUf;F

tpRthrkhdtshf ,Uf;ftpy;iy vd;W Kot[ bra;ag;gl;lJ.

cz;ikapy;/ rw]W ,jid ntW nfhzj;jpypUe;;J rpe;jpj;Jg; ghU';fs;: xU

Mz; Tl jd;Dila kidtpapd; rpij vhpe;j beUg;gpDs; Fjpj;jjpy;iy* ahUnk

,e;jf; nfs;tpia vGg;gpajpy;iy/ “mg;gobad;why; ve;jf; fztDnk jd;Dila

kidtpf;F vg]bghGJnk tpRthrkhf ,Ue;jjpy;iyah>” Mdhy; ,e]j rKjhak]

,uz]L ntWgl;l juf] bfhs;iffisf] bfhz;lJ. v$khdh;/ Kjyhsp/

chpikahsUf;F xU juf] bfhs;if/ moikf;F kw;bwhU juf] bfhs;if.

nerk; vd;gJ xU mghafukhd mDgtk;/ Vbdd;why; c';fistplg] bghpjhd

xd;wpdhy; eP';fs; Ml;bfhs;sg;gLfpd;wPh;fs;. nkYk] mJ fl;Lg;gLj;jf;ToaJ md;W;

eP';fs; Mizapl;L mij tutiHf;f KoahJ. mJ brd;Wtpl;l gpd;dh;/ mijj;

jpUk]gf; bfhz;L tu ve]j tHpa[k] ,y;iy. eP';fs] bra;af;Toabjy;yhk; btsp

ntlkpLtJ kl;Lnk/ ghrh';F bra;gtuhf ,Ug;gJ kl]Lnk.

tpRthrk; vd;gJ Kw;wpYk; khWgl;l xU tp#ak;. mJ c';fSila

kdj;jpdhy; cUthf;fg;gl;lJ/ mJ c';fSf;F mg;ghw;gl;l xU tp#ak; md;W. mJ

xU Fwpg;gpl;l ehfhPfj;jpy; gapw;rp bgWtjhFk;/ ntW ve;j xU gapw;rpiaa[k;

nghd;wJjhd;. eP';fs; eof;f Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;/ fhyg;nghf;fpy; eP';fns c';fSila

eog;ig ek;g Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. tpRthrk; eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk/ thH;thdhYk;/

rhthdhYk; xUthplk; tpRthrk; kpf;ftuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W

fl;lhag;gLj;JfpwJ/ c';fs; ,jak; mjw]F tpUg;gg;gl;lhYk; tpUk;ghtpoDk;. mJ

kdhPjpahf moikg;gLj;Jk; xU tHpahFk;.

[nerk; Rje;jpuj;ijf; bfhz;L tUfpwJ. tpRthrk; moikj;jdj;ij bfhz;L

tUfpwJ. btspj; njhw;wj;jpy; mit xd;Wnghy; njhd;Wfpd;wd; cs]ns MHj;jpy;/

mit vjph]kiwahdit/ neh] vjph]kiwahdit.]boxmatter [tpRthrk; vd;gJ

eoj]jy]; tpRthrkhf ,Ug]gjw]F c';fSf;F fw;Wj;jug;gl;Ls;sJ. nerk; vd;gJ

,aw;ifahdJ; mjd; mHF KGtJnk mJ ,aw;ifahf tUtjpy; ,Uf;fpwJ.]box

matter mJ xU bjd;wiyg; nghy; kpFe;j eWkzj;Jld; tUfpwJ/ c';fspd]

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,jaj;ij epug;g[fpwJ/ mg;bghGJ jpObud;W xU ghiytdk; ,Ue;j ,lj;jpy; xU

g{f;fs; epiwe;j njhl;lk; ,Uf;fpd]wJ. Mdhy; mJ v';fpUe;J tUfpwJ vd]gJk]/

nkYk; mijf] bfhz;L tUtjw]F ve;j tHpa[k;; ,y]iy vd;gJk] c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpahJ. mJ jhdhf tUfpwJ/ ,aw]if tpUg;gg;gl;L mDkjpf;Fk; fhyk; tiuapy]

mJ ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ vg;go xU ehs; mwpKfkw;wtuhf/ tpUe;jhspahf te;jnjh/ mJ

nghynt jpObud;W xU ehs; mJ kiwe;J tpLfpwJ. mijg; gw;wpf;bfhs;s tHpnaJk;

,y;iy/ gpoj;J itf;f tHpnaJk; ,y;iy.

rKjhak; ,J nghd]w fzpf;f Koahj/ ek;gfj]jd]ikaw]w czh;t[fisr;

rhh;e;J ,Uf;f KoahJ. mjw;F cj;jputhj';fs;/ cWjpg;gj;jpu';fs; njit; mjdhy;

mJ nerj;ij thH;tpy; ,Ue;J KGtJk; ePf;fptpl;L/ mJ ,Ue]j ,lj;jpy;

jpUkzj;ij itj;jpUf;fpwJ. jpUkzk; tpRthrj;ij mwpa[k;/ fztUf]F

tpRthrkhf ,Uj]jy]/ nkYk; mJ rk]gpujhakhdjhf ,Ug;gjdhy;/ mJ c';fSila

iffspy; ,Uf;fpwJ . . . . Mdhy; nerj;Jld; xg;gpLk;bghGJ mJ xd;Wnk ,y;iy. . . .

rKj;jpukhf ,Uf]fpd]w nerj;jpd; xU Jspahff; Tl tpRthrk; ,y;iy.

Mdhy; rKjhak; jpUkzj]jpy; kpft[k] kfpH;r;rp bfhs]fpwJ/ Vbdd;why; mJ

ek]gfj]jd]ik cilaJ. fzth] c';fsplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]syhk;/

ehisa[k; eP';fs; ,d;W nghynt tpRthrkhf ,Ug;gPh;fs; vd;W ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[

bfhs]syhk;. nerj;jplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]s KoahJ – [kpft[k; tpnehjkhd

epfH;t[ vd;dbtd;why; cs;sjpnyna kpfg;bghpa ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ nerk;jhd;/ Mdhy;

mjdplk] ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]s KoahJ. ,e;jf; fzj;jpy; mJ KGikahf

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; mLj;j fzk; jPh;khdpf;fg;glhjjhfnt ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ

c';fSf;Fs; tsuyhk;; mJ c';fsplk; ,Ue;J kiwe;J nghfyhk;.]box matter

jd]Dila thH; ehs; KGtJk; moikahf ,Uf;Fk; xU kidtp fztDf]Fj]

njit. mtd; nerj;ijr; rhh;e;jpUf;f KoahJ; mtd; nerj;ijg; nghy njhw;wKila/

Mdhy; kdpjDila kdjpdhy; jahhpf;fg;gl;l Vnjh xd;iw cUthf;f ntz;Lk;.

nerkhd cwt[fspy; kl;Lkpd;wp thH;tpd; kw;w gFjpfspy;Tl tpRthrj;jpw;F

kpfg;bghpa khpahij mspf;fg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. Mdhy; mJ mwpt[j]jpwid mHpf;fpwJ.

xU giltPud; njrj;jpw;F tpRthrkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. Qpnuhrpkh kw;Wk;

ehfrhfpapd; kPJ mqFz;Lfis tPrpa me;j kdpjh] - mtiu eP';fs;

bghWg;ghspahf;f KoahJ; mth] jd;Dila flikia kl;Lnk epiwntw;wpf;

bfhz;oUe;jhh]. mtUf;F cj;jutplg;gl;oUe;jJ/ mth] jd;Dila cah;

mjpfhhpfSf;F tpRthrkhf ,Ue;jhh]; mJ jhd; gilfSf;F mspf;fg;gLk; gapw;rp

KGtJnk. eP';fs; fpl;lj;jl;l vjpuhf fpsh;r;rp bra;a ,ayhjtuhf khWfpd]w mst[

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mth;fs; tUlf;fzf;fpy; c';fSf;F gapw;rp mspf;fpwhh;fs]. c';fsplk; ,Ue;J

nfl;fg;gLtJ Kw;wpYk; jtwhd tp#ak; vd;W eP']fs] czh]e;jhYk; Tl/ eP';fs; “rhp

rhh;/ ehd; bra;fpnwd;” vd;W TWk] mstpw]F c';fsJ gapw;rp mt;tst[ MHkhfr]

brd;Wtpl;lJ.

Qpnuh#pkh/ ehfrhfpapd; kPJ Fz;Lfis tPrpa kdpjid xU ,ae;jpuk]

nghd]wtuhf vd;dhy; epidj;Jg; ghh;f;f Koatpy;iy. mtUf;Fk; xU ,jak;

,Ue;jJ/ c';fisg; nghynt. mtUf;Fk; mtUila kidtp/ FHe;ijfs]

,Ue;jhh;fs;/ mtUila tajhd jha]/ je]ij ,Ue;jhh;fs;. mtUk; c';fisg;

nghd;w xU kdpjh;jhd; - xU tpj;jpahrj;Jld;. cj;jut[fisf; nfs;tpapd;wp

epiwntw;w mtUf]Fg] gapw;rp mspf;fg;gl;oUe;jJ/ me;j cj;jut[

gpwg;gpf;fg;gl;lbghGJ/ mth; mij mg;gona epiwntw;wpdhh;.

ehd; jpUk;gj; jpUk;g mtUila kdijg; gw;wp rpe]jpj]J ,Uf;fpnwd;.

fpl;lj;jl;l ,uz;L ,yl;rk;ngiu ,e;j Fz;L mHpj;JtpLnk vd;W mth;

epidf]fntapy;iy vd;gij ek]g Kofpwjh> “,y;iy* ,uz;L ,yl;rk; ngiuf;

bfhy]tijf] fhl]oYk] cj;jutpw]F fPH]g]goahky; ,Ue]jjw;fhf jsgjpahy; Rl;Lf;

bfhy;yg;gLtJ rpwe]jJ/ ,y]iyah>” vd;W mth; brhy;ypapUf;ff;Tlhjh. xUntis

me;j vz;zk; mtUf;Fj; njhd;wnt ,y;iynah.

tpRthrj;ij Vw;gLj;Jfpd;w tifapy; ,uhqt bray]Kiw ,Uf;fpd;wJ; mJ

rpW tp#a';fspy; ,Ue;J Muk;gpf;fpd]wJ. xU giltPud; tUlf; fzf;fpy; vjw;fhf

mzptFg;gpy; fye;J bfhz;L klj;jdkhd cj;jut[fis Vd; epiwntw;w ntz;Lk;

vd;gij xUth] rpe]jpj]Jg]] ghh]f]f ntz]Lk] - tyJg[wk; jpUk;g[jy;/ ,lJg[wk; jpUk;g[jy;/

Kd;dhy; bry;Yjy;/ gpd;dhy; bry;Yjy; - kzpf;fzf;fpy;/ ve;jf] fhuzKk] ,d;wp.

Mdhy; mjpy; xU kiwKfkhd fhuzk; ,Uf;fpwJ. mtUila mwpt[j;jpwd;

mHpf;fg;gLfpwJ. mth; xU jhdpa';fpahf/ ,ae;jpu kdpjdhf khw;wg;gLfpwhh;.

Mifahy]/ “,lJ gf;fk; jpUk;g[” vdfpw cj;jut[ tUk;bghGJ/ kdk; Vd; vd;W

nfl;gjpy;iy. c';fsplk; ahuhtJ “,lJ gf;fk; jpUk;g[” vd;W Twpdhy;;/ “vd;d

Kl;lhs;jdk; ,J> ehd; vjw;fhf ,lJ gf;fk; jpUk;g ntz;Lk;> ehd; tyJgf;fk;

brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpnwd;*” vd;W eP']fs] nfl;gPh;fs;. Mdhy; xU giltPud;

re;njfg]glf;TlhJ/ nfs;tp nfl;ff; TlhJ/ cj;jut[fis mg;gona gpd;gw;w ntz;Lk;

vd;W vjph]ghh]f;fg;gLfpwJ. ,Jjhd; jd;dpr;irahfnt tpRthrkhf ,Ug]gjw]F

mtUf;F mspf;fg;gl;oUf;Fk; mog;gilg] gapw;rpahFk;.

giltPuh;fs; kdpjh;fisg; nghy; my;yhky] ,ae;jpu';fisg; nghy;

,a';Ffpd]w mstpw]F tpRthrkhf ,Ug;gJ kd;dh;fSf;Fk;/ gilj;jsgjpfSf;Fk;

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ed;ikaspg]gjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. [FHe;ijfs; tpRthrkhf ,Ug;gJ bgw;nwhh;fSf;Fr]

brsfh;ak;/ Vbdd;why; vGr]rpahsdhf ,Uf]Fk] FHe;ij xU gpur;ridahFk;.

bgw;nwhh;fspd] fUj;J jtwhdjhf ,Uf;fyhk;/ FHe;ijapd; fUj;J rhpahdjhf

,Uf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; mtd; bgw;nwhh; brhy;fpd;wgo fl;Lg;gl;L elf;f ntz;Lk;;]box

matter ,Jjhd; ,Jtiu thH;e;J te;jpUf]fpd]w giHa kdpjDf;F

mspf;fg;gl;oUf]fpd]w gapw;rpapd; xU gFjp MFk].

tpRthrj;jpw;F ,lk; ,y;yhj/ Mdhy; mjw;F gjpyhf mwpt[j;jpwDila/

Muha;e;J mwpaf;Toa/ ,y;iy vd;W brhy;Yk; jpwDila xU g[jpa kdpjid ehd;

c';fSf;Ff; fw;gpf;fpnwd;. [vd;idg; bghWj;jtiuapy]/ ,y;iy vd;W c';fshy;

brhy;y Koahj tiuapy;/ c';fSila Mnkhjpg;g[ bghUsw;wJ.]box matter

c';fSila ‘Mk;’ btWknd gjpt[ ,irf;fUtpapy; gjpt[ bra;ag;gl;l xU brhy;ny;

c';fshy; vJt[k; bra;a KoahJ/ eP';fs; ‘Mk;’ vd;W brhy;ypahf ntz;Lk;/

Vbdd;why; kWg]g[ vd;gJ c';fsplk; ,Ue;J vGtnjapy;iy.

kdpjh;fs] mjpf mwpt[j]jpwDld] ,Uf;FkhW mth]fSf]Fg] gapw;rp

mspf;fg;gl;oUe;jhy;/ thH;f;ifa[k; rKjhaKk] Kw;wpYk; khWgl;ljhf ,Ue;jpUf;Fk;.

,t;tst[ nghh;fs; ele;jpUf;fhJ/ Vbdd;why;/ “fhuzk] vd;d> xd;Wk; mwpahj

kf;fis ehk; Vd; bfhy;y ntz;Lk;>” vd;W kf]fs] nfl;oUg;ghh;fs;. Mdhy;/ mth;fs;

xU ehl;ow;F tpRthrkhf ,Uf;fpwhh]fs;/ eP';fs; ntW xU ehl;ow;F tpRthrkhf

,Uf;fpd;wPhfs]]/ ,U ehLfspd; murpay;thjpfSk; nghhpl;Lf;;bfhz;L j';fSila

kf;fisg; gypapl;Lf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. murpay;thjpfs] nghhpLtjw]F mt;tst[

tpUg]gg]gl]lhh]fs] vd;why;/ mth;fs] j']fSf;Fs; xU Fj;Jr; rz;il nghl;o

itj;Jf;bfhs;syhk;/ kf;fs] mij xU fhy;ge;J nghl;oia urpg]gJ nghy; ghh;j;J

urpf;fyhk;.

Mdhy; kd;dh;fSk;/ murpay;thjpfSk;/ $dhjpgjpfSk;/ gpujk ke;jphpfSk;

nghUf;Fr; bry;tjpy;iy. rhjhuz kf;fs;/ kw;wth;fisf; bfhy;tjpy; ve;j

rk;ge;jKk; ,y;yhjth;fs;/ bfhy;yt[k;/ bfhiy bra;ag;gLtjw]fhft[k; nghUf;Fr;

bry;fpwhh;fs;. tpRthrj]Jld] ,Ue;jjw;fhf mth;fSf]Fg] ghprspf;fg;gLfpwJ –

tpf;nlhhpah fpuh!; kw;Wk; gy;ntW gl;l';fSk; mspf;fg;gLfpd;wd -

kdpjj;jd;ikapd;wp/ mwpt[j]jpwdpd]wp/ ,ae;jpuj;jdkhf ,Ue;jjw;fhf.

kjk;/ flika[zh;t[/ khpahijf;Fhpa epiy - tpRthrk; vd;gJ ,e;j vy;yh

neha;fspd; fyit md;wp ntbwJt[k; ,y;iy. mit vy;yhk; c';fSila

mfk;ghtj;jpw;F Cl;lr;rj;J mspg;git MFk;. mit vy;yhk; c';fSila Md;kPf

tsh;r;rpf;F vjpuhdit/ Mdhy; mit Raeykpf]f mikg]g[fSf;Fr] rhjfkhdit.

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j']fSila rka nfhl;ghl;L mikg;g[ gw;wp eP';fs; ve;jf; nfs;tp nfl;gija[k;

kjFUf;fs; tpUk;g[tjpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; j';fsplk; bfhLg]gjw]F ve;j gjpYk;

,y;iy vd;gJ mth;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;. vy;yh kjf] nfhl;ghl;L mikg;g[fSnk nfs;tp

vGg]gg]gl]lhy; tpGe;JtpLk] mstpw]F mt]tst[ nghypahdit/ nfs;tpfs]

nfl;fg;glhjtiuapy]/ yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fis j';fs; Tl;lj;jpy; bfhz;Ls;s

kpfg;bghpa kj';fis mit cUthf;Ffpd;wd.

,g;bghGJ/ nghg;ghz;lth; jdf;Ff; fPnH yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fisf;

bfhz;Ls;shh;. ,e;j ,yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fSs]/ xUth;Tl/ “xU fd;dpg;bgz;

vt;thW xU FHe;ijia <d]bwLf]f Koa[k;>” vd;w nfs;tpiaf; nfl;gjpy;iy. mJ

bja;t epe;jidahFk;* yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fSs; xUth;Tl/ “,naRjhd;; jhd;

flt[Sila xnu kfd; vd;gjw;F vd;d Mjhuk;> ahh] ntz;LkhdhYk; mnj

chpikiaf] nfhuyhk]. ,naR kf;fisj; Jauj;jpy; ,Ue;J kPl;lhh; vd;gjw;F vd;d

Mjhuk;> mtuhy; jd;idna fhg;ghw;wpf;bfhs;s Koatpy;iyna/” vd;W

nfl;gjpy;iy. Mdhy; ,e;j khjphp nfs;tpfs; jh]k r';flg;gLj;Jgit/ mjdhy; mit

vGg;gg;gLtnj ,y;iy. flt[s; Tl xU mDkhdk; md]wp ntbwJt[k; ,y;iy/ me]j

mDkhdj]ij Md;kPfthjpfs; Mapuf;fzf;fhd Mz;Lfshf cz;ikbad

ep+gpf;f Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. . . . gy tifahd ep+gz';fs;/ Mdhy;

mit vy;yhnk nghypahdit/ rhukw;wit/ ,aw;ifaplk; ,Ue;J ve;j Mjut[k;

,y;yhjit. Mdhy; ahUnk me;jf; nfs;tpiaf; nfl;gjpy;iy.

j';fSila thH;t[ Muk]gkhd Kjy; ehspy; ,Ue;nj kf;fs; jh';fs;

gpwe;jpUf]Fk] kj mikg;gpw;F tpRthrkhf ,Ug]gjw]F gapw;Wtpf;fg;gLfpwhh;fs;.

mg]gog] gapw]Wtpf;fg;gLtJ kjFUf;fs; c';fisj] j';fSila Raeyj;jpw;F

gad;gLj;jpf;bfhs;tjw]Fr] brsfh]akhdJ/ mJ murpay;thjpfs] c';fisj]

j';fSila Raeyj;jpw;Fg; gad;gLj;jpf;bfhs;tjw]Fr] brsfh;akhdJ/ mJ

fztd;khh;fs] kidtpfisj] j';fSila Raeyj;jpw;Fg; gad;gLj;jpf;

bfhs;tjw]Fr] brsfh;akhdJ/ bgw]nwhh]fs] FHe;ijfisj] j';fSila

Raeyj;jpw;Fg; gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;tjw]F brsfh;akhdJ/ Mrphpah]fs]

khzth;fisj] j';fSila Raeyj;jpw;Fg; gad;gLj;jpf;bfhs;tjw]F

Mrphpah;fSf;Fr; brsfh;akhdJ. xt]bthU Raeythjpf]]Fk; tpRthrk; Kw]wpYk]

mtrpakhd xU njitahf ,Uf]fpd]wJ. Mdhy;/ mJ kdpj rKjhak; KGtija[k;

kdtsh;r;rp Fd;wpa epiyf]F jhH;j;Jfpd;wJ. mJ nfs;tpfs] nfl]]gij

mDkjpg;gjpy;iy. mJ re;njfj;ij mDkjpg;gjpy;iy. mJ kf]fs] mwpt[j]jpwDld;

,Ug]gij mDkjpg;gjpy;iy. re;njfg;gl Koahj/ nfs;tp nfl;f Koahj/ xU tp#ak;

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kdpjj;juj;jpw;F fPnH jhH]e]Jtpl;lJ vd;W czUk; bghGJ ‘,y;iy’ vd;W Tw

Koahj xU kdpjd;/ kdpj ,dj;ijtpl jhH;e;j kpUfkhf khwptpl;lhd;.

nerk] nfl]Lg] bgwg]gl;lhy;/ mg;bghGJ mJ tpRthrkhf khWfpwJ. nerk]

nfl;fhky; mspf;fg;gl;lhy;/ mJ c';fSf;F jhdhff] fpilj;j md;gspg;g[. mg;bghGJ

mJ c';fSila jd]Dzh]t[epiyia cah;j;JfpwJ. ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ nfl]Lg]

bgwg]gl;lhy]/ eP';fs; moikg;gLj;jg;gLfpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;/ c';fSf;Fs;ns xU

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ njhd;wpdhy;/ kdpjj;jd;ikf;F mg;ghw;gl;l bja;tPfkhd Vnjh

xd;W c';fSila ,jaj;jpw]Fs] tsh;fpwJ. me;j tpj;jpahrk; kpfr;rpwpaJ/ Mdhy;

kpfg;bghpa Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha]e]jJ: nfl]Lg] bgwg]gl;lhy] my]yJ fl;lisapl;Lg]

bgwg]gl]lhy]/ nerk]/ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ ,uz;Lnk nghypahditahf khwptpLfpd;wd.

mit jhkhfnt njhd;wpdhy;/ mtw;Wf;F kpfg;bghpa cs;shh;e;j kjpg;g[ ,Uf;fpd]wJ.

mit c';fis xU moikahf khw;Wtjpy;iy/ mit c';fis c']fSila

v$khddhf khw;Wfpd;wJ/ Vbdd;why; mJ c';fSila nerk]/ mJ c';fSila

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[. eP';fs; c';fSila ,jaj]ijg] gpd;gw;WfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; ntW

ahiunah gpd;gw;wtpy;iy. eP';fs; gpd;gw;WkhW tw]g[Wj]jg]gltpy;iy. c';fSila

nerk] c';fSila Rje;jpuj;jpy; ,Ue;J tUfpd]wJ. c';fSila ek;gpf;ifa]zh]t[

c';fSila fz;zpaj;jpy] ,Ue;J tUfpd]wJ – mit ,uz;Lnk c';fis nkYk]

tskhd kdpjh]fshf khw;wg; nghfpd;wd.

g[jpa kdpj ,dk; gw;wpa vd;Dila cUtfk] ,Jjhd;. kdpjh;fs; nerpg;ghh;fs;.

Mdhy; me;j nerk; fl;lisapl;Lg] bgwg]gLtij mDkjpf;fkhl;lhh;fs;. mth;fs;

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;thh;fs]/ Mdhy; j';fSf]F Vw]g ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[

bfhs;thh;fs; - ve]j g[dpj Ehy;fSf;Fk] Vw;gnth/ ve]j rKjha mikg;g[f;Fk]

Vw;gnth/ ve]j kj FUt[f;Fk] Vw;gnth/ ve]j murpay;thjpf;Fk] Vw;gnth my;y.

c';fSila thH;f;ifia c';fSila ,jaj;jpw;F Vw]g/ mjDila

Jog;igg; gpd;gw;wp/ NhpaDf;F FWf;fhf Kw;wpYk; Rje;jpukhf gwe;jpLk;

fGfpidg;nghy;/ vy;iyfns mwpahky;/ Kw;wpYk; mwpKfkw;w xU btspapDs]

bry]tJ . . . mjw]Ff] fl;lisaplg;gLtjpy;iy. mJ jhnd jd;Dila Mde;jkhf

,Uf;fpd;wJ. mJ xUtUila bja]tPfj] jd]ikapd] btspg]ghL MFk;.

KGikahd khw;wj;jpw;fhd fUtpfs;KGikahd khw;wj;jpw;fhd fUtpfs;KGikahd khw;wj;jpw;fhd fUtpfs;KGikahd khw;wj;jpw;fhd fUtpfs;

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czh;e;Jbfhs]tjw]F kpft[k; fodkhd cz;ikfSs; xd;W ,J/ xUth; khw;wnk milahky;

,Uf]fpd]wthnw bjhlh]e]J ,Uf;fpd]whh; vd]gJ jhd] mJ - ehk; vd;djhd; bra;jhYk;/ ehk;

,Uf]fpd]wthnw khw;wk] milahky; ,Uf;fpd;nwhk;. “nkd]ik miljy]]” vd;gJ ,']F ,y;iy.

mfk;ghtk; KGika[k; jfh;f;fg;gl;L tpLfpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ mfk;ghtk; nkd]ik miljiyr] rhh;e;J

thH;fpd;wJ/ nkd]ik miljy] vd;fpd;w vz;zj;jpy;/ vd;whtJ xU ehs; Vnjh xU ,lk; brd;W

mila[k; vz;zj;jpy;; thH;fpwJ. ,d;W ,y;yhtpl;lhYk;Tl/ ehis my;yJ mjw;F mLj;j ehs;. ,e;j

cyfpy; Kd;ndw;wk; vd]W vJt[k; ,y;iy/ thH;f;if vd;gJ xU bfhz;lhl]lk] kl;Lnk/ tzpfk; nghd;w

vJt[k] mjdplk; ,y;iy vd;fpw cz]ikia czhe]J bfhs]jy] - ,ij eP';fs; g[hpe;J

bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/ mfk;ghtj;jpd; bray;ghL KGtJk; epd;WtpLfpwJ/ jpObud;W eP';fs; ,e;j

fzj;jpw;Fs;; jpUk]gt[k] js;sg;gLfpwPh;fs;.

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhz;l me;j fznk eP';fs; mqFtjw;F Vw;wtuhf/

vspjpy; g[z;glf;Toatuhf/ Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sk; jd;ika[ilatuhf khwp tpLfpwPh;fs;.

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhz;l fzj;jpy; ,Ue;J vjph]fhyj]jpw]F ve;j

njita[kpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; vija[k; nkk]gLj]jj] njitapy;iy. mg;bghGJ vy;yhk;

ey;yJjhd;/ mg;bghGJ ,Uf;fpd;w epiyapnyna vy;yhnk ey;yJjhd;. me;j xU

czh;tpnyna thH;f;if xU g[jpa epwj;ijf] bfhz;ljhf khw Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ/ xU

g[jpa ,ir vGfpwJ.

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhz;lhy;/ mJjhd; vy;yhtw;ia[k;

Vw;Wf;bfhs;tjw;fhd Muk;gk;. c';fis eP';fs; epuhfhpj;jhy;/ mog;gilapy; eP';fs;

,e;j gpug";rj;ij epuhfhpf;fpwPh;fs;; c';fis eP';fs; epuhfhpj;jhy;/ eP';fs;

thH;f;ifia epuhfhpf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhz;lhy;/ eP';fs;

thH;f;ifia Vw;Wf;bfhz;Ltpl;Oh;fs;; gpwF kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpg;gijj] jtpu/

bfhz;lhLtijj; jtpu bra;tjw;F ntW vJt[k; ,y;iy. ,dp ve;j Fw;wr;rhl;Lk; kPjk]

,y;iy/ ve;j kdj;jh';fYk; ,y;iy; eP';fs; ed;wpa[zh;t[ld] ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;.

mg;bghGJ thH;t[k; ey;yJ/ kuzKk; ey;yJ; Mde;jKk; ey;yJ/ tUj;jKk; ey;yJ;

mg;bghGJ c';fs; nerj;jpw;FhpatUld; ,Ug;gJk; ey;yJ/ xUikapy; ,Ug;gJk;

ey;yJ. mg;bghGJ vJ ele;jhYk; mJ ey]ynj/ Vbdd;why; mJ KGikapy; ,Ue;J

elf;fpd;wJ.

Mdhy] c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;shky; ,Ug]gjw]Fg] gy E}w;whz;Lfshf

c']fSf]Fg] gapw;Wtpf;fg;gl;L ,Uf;fpd]wJ. cyfpy; cs;s fyhr]rhu']fs]

midj;Jnk kdpjDila kdjpy; tp#j;ijf; fye;jpUf;fpd;wd/ Vbdd;why; mit

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midj]Jk] xnu xU tp#aj;ijr; rhh;e;J ,Uf;fpd;wd: c';fis nkk;gLj;J';fs;.

mit midj]Jk] c';fSf;Fs; xU cisr;riy Vw;gLj;Jfpd;wd – [eP';fs;

,Uf;fpd;w epiyf;Fk;;/ eP';fs; ,Uf;f ntz;oa epiyf;Fk; ,ilna cs;s

,Wf;fj]Jld] Toa epiyjhd; me]j cisr;ry;. thH;f;ifapy; epge;jid ,Ue;jhy;

kdpjh;fs; epr]rak] ftiya[ld; jhd; ,Ug;ghh;fs;.]box matter epiwntw;wg]gl ntz;oa

xU Fwpf;nfhs; ,Ue;jbjd]why;/ vt]thW eP';fs; ftiyapd;wp ,Uf;f Koa[k;>

vt]thW eP';fs; ,ay;ghf ,Uf;f Koak;> vija[k; KGikahf mDgtpg]gJ

rhj]jpakpy]iy/ Vbdd;why; kdk; vjph;fhyj;jpw;F V';fpf;bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. me;j

vjph;fhyk; vg;bghGJk; tUtjpy;iy – mJ tu ,ayhJ. c';fSila

MirapDila ,ay;gpnyna mJ rhj]jpakhfhJ. mJ tUfpd]w bghGJ eP';fs; ntW

tp#a';fisf] fw;gid bra;a Muk;gpj;JtpLtPh;fs;/ eP';fs; ntW tp#a';fSf;F

Mirg;gl Muk;gpj;JtpLtPh;fs;. jw;bghGJ ,Ug;gijtpl nkk;gl;l epiyfis

c']fshy] vg]bghGJnk fw;gid bra;a Koa[k;. nkYk] eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk

cisr;rYld;/ ,Wf;fj;Jld;/ ftiya[ld; ,Uf;f Koa[k; - ,t]thWjhd; kdpj ,dk;

gy Ehw;whz;Lfshf thH;e;J te]jpUf;fpwJ.

kpft[k; mhpjhf kl;Lnk/ vg;bghGjhtJ xU Kiw/ xU kdpjh; me;jg; bghwpapy;

,Ue;J jg;gpj]J ,Uf;fpwhh;. me;j kdpjh; g[j;jh] vd]W/ fpwp!;J vd;W

miHf;fg;gLfpwhh;. "hdk] bgw]w kdpjh] vd;gth; ,e;j rKjhaj]jpd] bghwpapy; ,Ue;J

jg;gpath;/ ,J Kw;wpYk; mh;j;jkw;wJ vd;gij czh;e;jth;;. eP';fs; c';fis

nkk]gLj;j KoahJ. nkk]ghL miljy] epfH;tjpy;iy vd;W ehd; Twtpy;iy/

epidtpy] ita[']fs] – Mdhy; eP';fs; eP';fs; eP';fs; eP';fs; c';fis nkk]gLj;j KoahJ. [eP';fs;

c';fis nkk]gLj;Jtij epWj;Jk; bghGJ/ thH;f;if c';fis nkk]gLj;JfpwJ.

me;j ,Wf;fkw;w epiyapy]/ me;j Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sjypy;/ caph;rf;jp c';fis tUl

Muk]gpf]fpd]wJ/ caph]rf;jp c';fspd] tHpahf Xl Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ.]box matter

c';fsplk; ve;j kdj;jh';fYk;/ ve;jf; Fw;wr;rhl;Lk; ,y;yhj bghGJ/ eP';fs;

brHpg;g[ld; ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; kyh;fpwPh;fs;.

mjdhy; ehd; c';fsplk; brhy]ypf] bfhs]s tpUk;g[fpnwd;: c';fis eP';fs;

,Uf]fpd]wthnw Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;. mJ jhd; cyfpnyna kpft[k; fodkhd

tp#ak;/ Vbdd;why; mJ c';fSila fy;tp Kiwf;F/ c';fSila gapw;rpf;F/

c';fSila fyhr]rhuj;jpw;F vjpuhdjhf ,Uf]fpd]wJ. Muk;gj;jpy; ,Ue;nj eP';fs;

vg;go ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W c';fSf;F brhy;ypj;jug;gl;Ls]sJ. ahUnk eP';fs;

,Uf]fpd]w epiyapnyna ed;whf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W brhd;djpy;iy; mth;fs;

vy;nyhUnk c';fSila kdjpy; bray;ghl;L tpjpKiwfis g[Fj;jpapUf;fpwhh;fs;.

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bgw;nwhh;fs;/ kjFUf;fs;/ murpay;thjpfs;/ Mrphpah;fs; vy;nyhUk; c';fSf;Fs;

xU bray;ghl;L tpjpKiwia Vw;gLj;jpapUf;fpwhh;fs] - xnu xU bray]ghl]L

tpjpKiw kl;Lnk c';fSf;F mwpt[Wj;jg;gl;oUf;fpd]wJ: c';fis nkd;nkYk;

nkk]gLj;jpf;bfhz;nl ,U';fs;. eP';fs; v';F ,Ue;jhYk;/ ntW vjw;fhfthtJ

ntfkhf Xof;bfhz;nl ,U';fs;. vg;bghGJk; Xa;thf ,Uf;fhjPh;fs;. kuzkila[k]

tiuapy] ntiy bra;Jbfhz;nl ,U';fs;.

vd;Dila nghjid vspikahdJ: thH;f;ifiaj; js;spg; nghlhjPh;fs;.

ehisf;fhf fhj;jpUf;fhjPh;fs;/ mJ vg]bghGJk] tUtjpy;iy. thH;f;ifia ,d;W

thG';fs;*

,naR jd;Dila rPlh;fSf;Fr; brhy;fpwhh;/ “njhl;lj;jpy; cs;s ypy;yp

kyh;fisg; ghU';fs;. mit fodkhf ciHg;gjpy;iy/ mit bert[ bra;tjpy;iy/

mit Ehw;gjpy;iy – ,Ug]gpDk] kd;dh; rhykd; Tl ,e;j vspa ypy;yp kyh;fspd]

mstpw]F mHfhf ,Ue;jjpy;iy.” me;j vspa kyhpd; mHF vjpy] cs]sJ> mJ

KGikahd Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sjypy; ,Uf;fpd;wJ. me;j kyh] jd]Ds]ns nkd]ik

miltjw]fhd jpl;lk] vija[k; bfhz]oUf]ftpy;iy. mJ ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ

,Uf;fpd;wJ – fhw;wpy; Mof;bfhz;L/ bta]apy; fha;e;J bfhz;L/ nkf';fSld;

ngrpf;bfhz;L/ kjpa btJbtJg;gpy; cw';fpf;bfhz;L/ gl;lhk;g{r;rpfSld;

tpisahl;lhff; fhjy; bra;J bfhz;L . . . . kfpH;r;rpahf mDgtpj;Jf;bfhz;L/

thH]e]J bfhz;L/ nerpj;Jf; bfhz;L/ nerpf;fg;gl]Lf]bfhz]L ,Uf;fpwJ.

eP';fs;; mqFtjw]F Vw]w epiyapy] ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ gpug";rk; KGtJk;

jd;Dila rf;jpia c';fSf;Fs; Cw;w Muk;gpf;fpwJ. mg;bghGJ ku';fs; vy;yhk;

c';fSf]F ,g]bghGJ bjhptijtplg] gRikahf ,Uf;fpd;wd/ Nhpad; c';fSf;F

,g;bghGJ bjhptijtpl gpufhrkhf ,Uf;fpd;wJ; mg;bghGJ vy;yhnk gpufhrkhf/

tz;zkakhdjhf khWfpd]wJ. ,y;iybadpy;/ vy]yhnk k';fpa epwj;JlDk]/

gpufhrkpd;wpa[k]/ fUg;g[ bts;isahft[k] ,Uf]fpd]wJ.

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs; - mJnt gpuhh;j;jid MFk]. c';fis

eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs; - mJnt ed;wpa[zh;t[ MFk]. c';fSila

,aw]ifahdjd]ikapy] ,ay]ghf ,U';fs; - flt[s; eP';fs; ,t]thWjhd; ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk;gpdhh;. ntW ve;j tpjkhft[k; eP';fs; ,Uf;fntz;Lk; vd;W mth;

tpUk;gtpy;iy; ,y;iybadpy; mth; c';fis ntW xUtuhfg; gilj;jpUg;ghh;. mth;

c';fis eP';fs; ,Ug;gJnghyeP';fs; ,Ug;gJnghyeP';fs; ,Ug;gJnghyeP';fs; ,Ug;gJnghy; cUthf;fpapUf;fpwhh;/ ntW ahuhft[k; my;y.

c';fis eP';fs; nkk]gLj;j Kaw]rpg]gJ/ mog;gilapy; flt[is nkk;gLj;j

Kaw;rpg;gjhFk; - mJ KGtJk; Kl;lhs;jdkhdJ/ eP';fs; mt;thW Kaw;rpj]jhy;

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nkYk; nkYk; igj;jpakhtPh;fs;. eP';fs; v';Fk; brd;wila khl;Oh;fs;/ eP';fs; xU

mhpa tha;g;ig Kw;wpYk; jtw kl]Lnk tpl;oUg;gPh;fs;.

,J c';fSila tz;zkhf ,Uf;fl;Lk]: Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sjy;;. ,J

c';fSila Fzeydhf ,Uf;fl;Lk]: Vw]Wf]bfhs]Sjy]/ KGikahf

Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sjy]. mjd] gpwF eP';fs; Mr;rh;ak; miltPh;fs;: [thH;f;if

vg;bghGJnk jd;Dila btFkjpfis c';fs; kPJ bghHpaj; jahuhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

thH;f;if xU f";rd; my;y/ thH;f;if vg;bghGJnk kpFjpahf mspf]fpwJ – Mdhy;

ek;khy; mijg; bgw;Wf;bfhs;s Kotjpy]iy/ Vbdd;why; ehk; mjw;Fj;

jFjpahdth;fs; vd;W ehk; fUJtjpy;iy.]box matter

mjdhy;jhd; kdpjh;fs; Jau';fisg] gw]wpf;bfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; - mit

mth;fSf;Fs; Vw;gLj;jg;gl;oUf;Fk; bray]ghl]L tpjpKiwa[ld] bghUe]JfpwJ.

kdpjh;fs; j';fisj; jh';fns bjhlh]e]J Mapuj]J xU El]gkhd tHpfspy;

jz;oj;Jf; bfhs;fpwhh;fs;. Vd;>Vbdd;why;/ mJ mth;fSf;Fs; Vw;gLj;jg;gl;oUf;Fk;

bray]ghl]L tpjpKiwa[ld] bghUe;jpg; nghfpwJ. eP';fs; vt]thW ,Uf;f ntz;Lnkh/

mt]thW ,y;iy vdpy]/ c';fis eP';fs; jz;oj;Jf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk;/ c';fSf;F

eP';fs;; Jauj;ij Vw;gLj;jpf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. mjdhy;jhd; Jauj]Jld]

,Uf]Fk]bghGJ kf;fs; eykhf czh;fpwhh;fs;.

ehd; ,ijf] Tw mDkjpa[']fs]: kf;fs; Jauj]Jld] ,Uf]fk]bghGJ eykhf

czh;fpwhh;fs;; mth;fs; kfpH]r]rpahf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ kpf kpfr; r';flkhf

czh;fpwhh;fs;. ,J gy Mapuf;fzf;fhd kdpjh;fsplk; ehd; ftdpj;j xU tp#ak]:

mth;fs; Jauj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk;nghJ/ vy;yhk; vt]thW ,Uf;f ntz;Lnkh/ mt]thnw

,Uf;fpd;wJ. mth;fs; mij Vw;Wf;bfhs;fpwhh;fs; - mJ mth;fSf;F

gapw]Wtpf]fg]gl]oUf]Fk] rpe]jid KiwfSld;/ mth]fSila kdJld; bghUe;jpg;

nghfpwJ. jh';fs; vt;tst[ nftykhdth;fs; vd;gJ mth;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/ jh';fs;

ghtpfs; vd;gJ mth;fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;.

eP';fs; ghtj;jpdhy; gpwe;J ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W c';fSf;Ff;

fw;Wj;jug;gl;oUf;fpwJ. vd;d Kl;lhs;jdk;* vd;d mh;j;jkw;w ngr;R ,J* kdpjd;

ghtj;jpy; gpwf;ftpy;iy/ kdpjd; fs]sk]fglkw]w jd;ika[ld; gpwe;jpUf;fpwhd;.

[Kjy; ghtk; vd;W vJt[nk ,Ue;jjpy;iy/ Kjy; fs]sk]fglkw]w jd;ik kl]Lnk

,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ. xt;bthU FHe;ija[k; fs]sk]fglkw]w jd;ika[ld; gpwf;fpwJ.]box

ehk; mtidf] Fw;w czh]t[ bfhs]sr] bra;fpnwhk; - ehk; ,t;thW Tw

Muk;gpf;fpnwhk;/ “,J ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. eP ,t;thW ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.” me;jf; FHe;ij

,ay;ghft[k;/ fs]sk]fglkw]wjhft[k; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,ay;ghft[k;/ fs]sk]fglkw]Wk;

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,Ue;jjw;fhf ehk; mtid jz;of;fpnwhk;/ braw;ifahft[k;/ NH;r;rpa[lDk;

,Ue;jjw;fhf mtDf;Fg; ghprspf;fpnwhk;. nghypahf ,Ue;jjw;fhf btFkjp

mspf;fpnwhk; - ek;Kila vy;yh btFkjpfSk; nghypahdth;fSf;nf chpajhfpwJ.

ahnuDk] fs;sk;fglkpd;wp ,Ue;jhy;/ ehk; mtUf;F ve;j btFkjpa[k; mspg;gjpy;iy;

mthplk; ekf;F ve;j kjpg]g[k; ,y;iy; mthplk; ekf;F ve;j khpahija[k; ,y;iy.

fs;s';fglkw;wth;; fz;ldk; bra;ag;;gLfpwhh;;/ fs';fglkw;wth] fpl;lj;jl;l

Fw;wthspfSf;F epfuhff; fUjg;gLfpwhh;;. fs;s';fglkw;wtiu Kl;lhs;; vd;W

fUJfpwhh;fs;/ je;jpurhypia mwpt[j]jpwd] cilatd] vd;W fUJfpwhh;fs;.

nghypahdth; Vw;Wf; bfhs;sg;gLfpwhh;; - nghypahdth; nghypahd rKjhaj;Jld;

bghUe;jpg;nghfpwhh;.

mg;bghGJ c';fSila thH;f;if KGtJk] c';fSf;F nkYk; nkYk;

jz;lidfis cUthf;Fk; Kaw;rpahf md;wp ntW vJthft[k; ,Uf;fhJ.

mg;bghGJ eP';fs; vijr; bra;jhYk; mJ jtwhdjhf ,Uf;Fk;/ mjdhy;/

c';fSila xt;bthU re;njh#j;jpw;Fk; c';fis eP';fs; jz;oj;Jf; bfhs;s

ntz;Lk;. [Mde;jk; tUk;bghGJTl] – c';fisa[k; kPwp/ ,ijf; ftdpa[';fs;/

Mde;jk; c';fisa[k; kPwp tUk;bghGJ/ rpyrka';fspy; flt[s; jhdhf te;J

c';fs; kPJ nkhJk; bghGJ/ c';fshy; mtiuj; jtph;f;f Koahj bghGJ – [clnd

c';fis eP';fs; jz;oj;Jf;bfhs;s Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. Vnjh jtW ele;jpUf;fpwJ –

c';fisg; nghd;w xU nftykhd kdpjUf;F ,J vt;thW epfH Koa[k;>]both in one

box.

rpy jpd']fSf;F Kd;g[jhd] xUth; vd;dplk; nfl;lhh;/ “eP';fs; ngRfpwPh;fs;/

Xn#h/ nerj]ijg; gw;wp/ jd]Dila nerj]ij mspg;gJ gw;wpg; ngRfpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;

vd;dplk; ahUf;fhtJ bfhLg;gjw;F vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ> vd; nerj;jpw;Fhpath;fSf;F

mspg]gjw]F vd;dplk; vd;d cs;sJ>”

vy;nyhUila ,ufrpakhd fUj]Jk; ,Jjhd]: “vd;dplk; xd;Wk; ,y;iy.”

c';fsplk; vd;d ,y;iy> Mdhy]/ kyh;fs] vy;yhtw]Wila mHF midj;Jk;

c';fsplk; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gij ahUk; c';fsplk; brhd;djpy;iy – Vbdd;why;

kdpjd;jhd; ,e;j g{kpapnyna kpfr;rpwe;j kyh;/ kpft[k; tsh;r;rpaile;j caphpdk;.

ve;jg; gwitapdhYk] c';fshy] ghl Kofpd]w ghliyg; ghl KoahJ –

gwitfSila ghly;fs; vy]yhk] btWk; rg]j']fns/ ,Ug;gpDk; mit mHfhf

,Uf;fpd;wd/ Vbdd]why] mit fs;s';fglkw;w jd;ikapypUe;J tUfpd]wd.

c';fshy] mtw;iw tpl kpft[k; nkyhd ghly;fis/ kpFe;j rpwg]g[[ila/ kpFe;j

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mh;j;jKs;s ghly;fisg; ghlKoa[k;. Mdhy; eP';fs; nfl;fpwPh;fs;/ “vd;dplk; vd;d

,Uf;fpwJ>”

ku';fs; gRikahf/ mHfhf ,Uf;fpd;wd/ el;rj;jpu';fs; mHfhf ,Uf;fpd;wd/

ej[pfs; mHfhf ,Uf;fpd;wd – Mdhy; kdpj Kfj;ijtpl mHfhd VjhtJ xd;iw

eP';fs; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> kdpjDila fz;fis tpl mHfhd VjhtJ xd;iw

eP';fs; ghh;f;f nehpl;oUf;fpwjh> ,e;j g{kp KGtjpYk; kdpjDila fz;fistpl

bkd;ikahd bghUs; vJt[k; ,y;iy – ve;j nuh$ht[k; nghl;oapl KoahJ/ ve;jj;

jhkiua[k; nghl;oapl KoahJ. mJt[k; vj;Jid MHk;* Mdhy; eP';fs;/ “md;g[ld]

mspg]gjw]F vd;dplk; vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ>” vd;W bjhpe;Jbfhs;s tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;.

Ra-fz;ldk; bra;Jbfhs;fpd]w xU thH;it eP';fs; thH;e;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;; c';fis

eP';fns jhH;j;jpf; bfhz;L/ Fw;w czh;t[ vDk] ghuj;ij c']fs] kPJ Vw;wpf;bfhz;L

,Ue;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;.

cz;ikapy;/ ahnuDk; c';fis nerpj;jhy;/ c';fSf;Fr; rw;W Mr;rh;akhf

,Uf;fpwJ. “vd;d – vd;idahvd;idahvd;idahvd;idah> xUth; vd;idvd;idvd;idvd;id nerpf;fpwhuh>” c';fs; kdjpy; ,e;j

vz;zk; vGfpwJ: “mtUf;F vd;idj; bjhpahjjdhy;jhd;/ mjdhy;jhd;. mth]

vd]idj] bjhpe]J bfhs]s nehpl]lhy;/ vd;Ds;ns mth; ghh;f;f nehpl;lhy;/ mth;

vd;id nerpf;fnt khl;lhh;.” mjdhy; fhjyh;fs; xUthplk; ,Ue;J kw;wth; j';fis

kiwj;Jf;bfhs;s Muk;gpf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; gy tp#a';fis ,ufrpakhf itj;Jf;

bfhs;fpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs] j';fSila ,ufrpa';fis btspg;gLj;Jtjpy;iy/

Vbdd;why;/ jh';fs; j';fSila ,jaj;ij btspg]gLj]jpa fznk me;j nerk;

epr;rakhf kiwe;J tpLk; vd;W mth;fs; m";Rfpwhh;fs; - mth;fshy; j';fis

nerpf;f Koahj fhuzj]jpdhy]/ ntW xUth; j']fis nerpg;gij mth;fshy; vt;thW

g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;>

nerk; Ra-nerj;jpy; ,Ue;J Muk;gpf;fpwJ. [Raeykhf ,Uf;f ntz;lhk;/

Mdhy; Ra-epiwnthL ,U';fs; - mit ,uz;Lk; ntW ntW tp#a';fs;. ehh;rp!!;

Mf ,Uf;fhjPh;fs;/ c';fisg; gw;wna eP';fs; ,iltplhJ rpe;jpj;Jf; bfhz;L

,Uf;fhjPh;fs;. Mdhy; xU ,aw]ifahd Ra-nerk; kpft[k] mtrpakhdJ/]boxmatter

mJ mog;gilahd tp#akhFk;. mg;bghGJ jhd;/ mjd; \yk] jhd] eP';fs; ntW

xUtiu nerpf;f Koa[k;.

c';fis eP';fs; Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;/ c';fis eP';fs; nerpa[';fs;/ eP';fs;

,iwtDila gilg;g[. ,iwtDila ifbaGj;J c';fsplk; cs;sJ/ eP';fs;

rpwg;g[ kpf;fth;/ jdpj;jd;ika[ilath;. ntW ahUk] vg]bghGJk] c';fisg; nghy;

,Ue;jjpy;iy/ ntW ahUk] vg;bghGJk; c';fisg; nghy ,Uf;fg; nghtjpy;iy --

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eP';fs; Kw;wpYk; jdpj;jd;ik cilath;/ xg;g[ik ,y;yhjth;. ,ij Vw;Wf;

bfhs;S';fs;/ ,ij nerpa[';fs;/ ,ijf; bfhz;lhL';fs; - me;jf; bfhz;lhl;lj;jpy]

eP';fs; kw]wth;fSila jdpj;jd;ikia/ kw;wth;fSila xg;g[ikaw]w mHiff;

fhz Muk;gpg;gPh;fs;. jd;ida[k;/ kw]wtiua[k;/ cyifa[k; MHkhf Vw;Wf;bfhz]l

epiyapy] kl;Lnk nerk; rhj;jpakhFk;. Vw;Wf;bfhs;Sjy; nerk; tsuf;Toa xU ey;y

NHiy/ nerk; brHpg;g[ld; tsuf;Toa xU epyj]ij Vw;gLj;JfpwJ.

c';fis eP';fs; ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Ug]gjw]Fc';fis eP';fs; ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Ug]gjw]Fc';fis eP';fs; ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Ug]gjw]Fc';fis eP';fs; ghJfhg;gpd;wp ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpa[';fs;mDkjpa[';fs;mDkjpa[';fs;mDkjpa[';fs;

yhX-l]N (Lao-Tzu);TWfpwhh]:

kdpjd; gpwf;fpd]w bghGJ ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] gytPdkhft[k; ,Uf;fpwhd;. kuzkilfpw

rkaj;jpy;/ mtd; ,Wfpajd]ika[lDk] tpiwg;ghft[k; ,Uf;fpwhd;. caphpd';fSk; brofSk;

capnuhL ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mit bkd;ikahft[k; tise;J bfhLf;Fk; jd;ika[lDk;

,Uf;fpd;wd; mit ,we;Jtpl]l bghGJ fha;e;J ngha;/ tpiwg]ghf Mdhy] vspjpy]

cile]Jtplf]Toa jd]ika[ld] ,Uf;fpd;wd. Mifahy]/ ,Wfpajd]ika[k] tpiwg;g[j;

jd;ika[k; kuzj;jpd; njhHh;fs;/ bkd;ika[k; tise;J bfhLf;Fk; jd;ika[k; thH;tpd;

njhHh;fs;.

Mifahy; xU gil kpft[k; cWjp gilj]jjhf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mJ nghhpy; njhw;WtpLk;. xU

kuk; bfl;oahf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ mJ btl;lg;gl;L tpLk;. bghpajhft[k;/ cWjpahft[k;

,Ug;git fPnH ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. bkd;ikahft[k] gytPdkhft[k] ,Ug;git nkny

,Ug;gjw;F chpait.

thH;f;if vd;gJ xU ejp/ xU bjhlh]r]rpahd Xl;lk;/ KjYk] Kot[k; ,y;yhj

bjhlh]e]J ,Ue]J bfhz]oUf]fpw xU epiy. mJ v';nfnah bry;tJ my;y/ mJ

vg;bghGJk; ,']F ,Ug]gjhFk]. mJ Vnjh xU ,lj;jpy; ,Ue;J kw;bwhU ,lj;jpw;Fr;

bry;tJ my;y/ mJ vg;bghGJk; ,';fpUe;J ,';nfna tUtJ MFk;. thH;tpw;Fhpa

xnu fhyk] epfH;fhyk;jhd;;/ xnu ,lk; ,Uf;fpd]w ,lk;jhd;. brd;W miltjw;F ve]jg]

nghuhl;lKk; ,y;iy/ brd;W miltjw]F vJt[k; ,y;iy. btw;wp bgw ve;jg;

nghuhl;lKk; ,y;iy/ bty;tjw;F vJt[k; ,';F ,y;iy. ghJfhg;gjw;F ve;j

Kaw;rpa[k; ,';F ,y;iy/ Vbdd]why]/ vjdplk] ,Ue]Jk] ghJfhj]Jf]

bfhs]sntz;oaJ ,y;iy. thH;t[ kl;Lnk ,']F ,Uf]fpwJ/ xUikapy]]/ Kw;wpYk;

xUikapy]/ xUikahf ,Ug;gjpy; xU mHFld;/ xUikahf ,Ug;gjpy; xU

fk;gPuj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwJ.

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eP';fs; thH;f;ifia ,uz;L tpjkhf thHyhk;: eP';fs; mjDld] ,irthfr]

bry;yyhk; - mg;bghGJ eP';fSk] fk]gPukhf ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]/ c']fsplk] xU trPfuk]

,Uf;fpwJ/ mQpk;irapDila/ nghuhl;lkpd;wp/ Kuz;ghL ,d;wp ,Ug;gjpd] xU

trPfuj]Jld] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ c';fsplk; FHe;ij nghd;w/ g{g;nghd;w/

bkd;ikahd/ El]gkhd/ fyg;glkw;w xU mHF ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs; thH;f;ifa[ld;

,irthf ,Ue]jhy;/ eP';fs; Md;kPfthjpahfpwPh;fs;. Md;kPfk; vd;gJ yhX-Ntpw;nfh

vdf;nfh mijj;jhd; Fwpf;fpwJ.

rhjhuzkhf/ kjk; vd;gJ thH;f;ifa[ldhd xU nghuhl;lj;ij/ flt[Sf;fhd

nghuhl;lj;ijf; Fwpf;fpwJ. rhjhuzkhf/ flt[s;jhd; Fwpf;nfhs;/ thH;f;if

epuhfhpf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;/ thH;f;ifa[ld; nghuhl ntz;Lk; vd;W mJ bghUs; jUk;.

thH;f;if jpahfk; bra;ag;gl ntz;Lk;/ flt[s; milag;gl ntz;Lk;. ,e;j rhjhuz

kjk; xU rka bewpna my;y. ,e;j rhjhuz kjk;/ rhjhuzkhd/ \h;f;fkhd/ Kjypy;

jhf;Ftjw;Fj; jahuhf ,Uf;fpd;w kdjpDila xU m';fk; kl;Lnk.

thH;f;iff;F mg;ghw;gl;L ve;jf; flt[Sk; ,y;iy; thH;nt flt[s;. eP';fs;

thH;f;ifia epuhfhpj;jhy;/ eP';fs] flt[is epuhfhpf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; thH;f;ifia

jpahfk; bra;jhy;/ eP';fs; flt[is jpahfk; bra]fpwPh]fs]. vy;yhj; jpahf';fspYk;/

flt[s; kl;Lnk jpahfk; bra;ag;gLfpwhh;. $hh;$; Fh;$pba@g; mof;fo TWthh; - ,J

Kuz;gL cz]ikahfj] njhd;Wk;/ Mdhy; ,J cz;ikahdJ – mJ vy;yh

kj';fSnk flt[Sf;F vjpuhdit vd;gJ MFk]. thH;t[ jhd] flt[s; vd;why;/

thH;f;ifia epuhfhpg;gJ/ jpahfk; bra;tJ/ Jwg;gJ flt[Sf;F vjpuhfr; bry]tjhFk;.

Mdhy; Fh;$ba@g;gpw;F yhnth-l;N itg;gw;wp mjpfk; bjhpatpy;iy nghy; bjhpfpwJ.

mg;gona mtUf;F yhnth-l;N itg;gw;wpj; bjhpe;jpUe;jhYk;/ mth; ,ijnajhd;

TwpapUg;ghh;/ Vbdd]why] yhnth–l;N rhjhuzkhd Md;kPfthjpiag; nghy;

njhw]wkspg]gjpy;iy/ mth; xU kjFU/ xU nghjfh;/ xU ntjhe;jp/ Xh; rkag; g[yik

bgw;wth; vd;gijg] nghy] my]yhky] mth; xU ftp"iug; nghy;/ Xh; ghlfiug; nghy;/

Xh; fiy"idg; nghy;/ xU gilg;ghspiag; nghynt mjpfk; njhd;Wfpwhh;. mtiu

eP';fs; Md;kPfthjp vd;W vz;zKoahj mstpw]F mth; kpfr; rhjhuzkhf

,Uf;fpwhh;. Mdhy;/ cz;ikapy;/ Md;kPfthjpahf ,Ug;gbjd;gJ/ xU m';fk;

KGikf;F vjpuhf ,y;yhky;/ m';fk; KGiknahL ,irthf Xof;bfhz;L

,Uf;FkhW/ mrhjhuzkhd mstpw;F thH;f;ifapy; rhjhuzkhf ,Ug;gJ MFk;.

Md;kPfthjpahf ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ thH;tpd; Xl;lj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpyfp jdpj;jpy;yhky;

,Ug;gjhFk;.

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Md]kPfj]jpw]F vjpuhf ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ/ btw;wpbgWk; Kaw;rpapy;/ njhw;fr;

bra;a[k; Kaw;rpapy;/ v';nfh brd;W mila[k; Kaw;rpapy;/ c';fSf;bfd;W xU jdp

kdJld] ,Ug;gJ MFk;. [c';fsplk; xU Fwpf;nfhs; ,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs;

Md]kPfj]jpw]F vjpuhdth] MtPh;fs;. eP';fs; ehisia gw;wpa rpe;jida[ld;

,Ue;jhy;/ eP';fs; Vw;fdnt Md;kPfj;ij jtwtpl;L tpl;Oh;fs;. Md;kPfk] jd]dpy;

ehis vd;W xd;W ,y;iy.] boxmatter mjdhy;jhd; ,naR TWfpwhh;/ “ehisiag;

gw;wp vz;zhjPh;fs;. njhl;lj;jpy; cs;s ypy;yp kyh;fisg; ghU';fs;/ mit

,g;bghGJ kyh]fpd]wd.” ,Ug;git vy;yhnk epfH;fhyj;jpy; ,Uf;fpd;wd. capUld;

,Uf;Fk; vJt[nk epfH;fhyj;jpy; capUld; ,Uf;fpwJ. epfH;fhyk;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;w

xnu fhyk;/ Mjpa[k; me;jKk; ,y;yhJ bjhlh;e;J ,Uf;Fk; epiy epfH;fhynk.

,uz;L tHpfs] ,Uf;fpd;wd. xd;W/ eP';fs; thH;f;ifa[ld; nghuhlyhk;/

thH;t[f;F vjpuhf c';fSf;bfd;W jdpg;gl;l ,yf]fpid itj;Jf; bfhs;syhk; -

vy;yh ,yf;FfSnk c';fSf;F kl;Lk; chpaitahFk;/ vy;yh ,yf;FfSnk

jdpg;gl;litahFk;. eP';fs; thH;tpd; kPJ c';fSf;Fr; brhe;jkhd xU bray;ghl;L

mikg;ig jpzpf;f Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; thH;it c';fisg; gpd;gw;WkhW

,Gf;fg; ghh;;f;fpwPh;fs;/ mjpYk] eP';fs; kpfr;rpwpa xU m';fk; kl;Lnk/ kpf kpf

Ez;zpa/ mt;tst[ rpwpa xU gFjp/ Mdhy; eP';fs; gpug";rk; KGtija[k;

c';fSld; ,Gf;f Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; epr;rakhfj; njhw;fof;fg;glg;nghtJ

cWjp. eP';fs; c';fSila mHif ,Hf;fg; nghtJ cWjp/ eP';fs;

,Wfpajd]ika[ilatuhf khwg; nghtJ epr;rak;.

nghuhl;lk; ,Wfpajd;ikia Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. rz;ilapLtJ gw;wp

vz;zpdhny/ fz;qf;Fg; g[yg;glhj xU ,Wfpajd;ik c';fisr; Rw;wp Vw;gLfpwJ.

vjph;g;gijg; gw;wp vz;zpdhny/ c';fis xU ghJfhg;ghd TL nghy; \otpLfpw xU

fha;e;j nky; XL c';fisr; Rw;wp cUthfpwJ. c';fSf;bfd;W xU Fwpg]gpl;l ,yf;F

,Uf;fpwJ vd;fpw vz;znk c';fis xU jPthf khw;WfpwJ; ,g]nghGJ eP';fs;

thH;tpd; vy;iyaw;w fz;lj;jpd; xU m';fkhf ,y]iy. eP';fs; thH;tpy; ,Ue;J

gphpf]fg]gl]L ,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ eP';fs; kz]zpy] ,Ue;J gphpf;fg;gl;l xU kuk; nghy

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. me]j kuk] fle;j fhyj;jpy; fpilj;j Cl;lr;rj;ijf; bfhz;L rpwpJ

fhyk; caph; thHyhk;/ Mdhy; cz;ikapy; mJ ,we;J bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. kuj;jpw;;F

nth;fs; njit; kuk; g{kpapDs; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ g{kpa[ld; ,ize;J/ g{kpapd; xU

m';fkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

[eP';fs; thH;t[ vDk; fz;lj;Jld; ,ize;J/ mjd] xU m']fkhf/ mjpy;

nt+hpd;wpatuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk]. eP';fs; thH;tpy; nt+d;wp ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/

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eP';fs; bkd;ikahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; c';fsplk] gakpy;iy.]boxmatter

gak; ,Wfpajd;ikia Vw]gLj]JfpwJ. gak; cj]jputhjk] gw;wpa vz;zj;ij

Vw;gLj;JfpwJ/ gak; c';fisg; ghJfhj;Jf;bfhs;s ntz;Lk; vd;fpw vz;zj;ij

Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. gaj;ijg; nghy bfhy;tJ vJt[k; ,y;iy/ Vbdd;why; me;j gak;

gw]wpa vz]zj]jpnyna eP';fs; g{kpapypUe;J gphpf;fg;gl;ltuhf/ ntnuhL

gpL';fg;gl;ltuhf MfpwPh;fs;.

mg;nghjpUe;J eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;ij mog;gilahff; bfhz;L thH;fpwPh;fs; -

mjdhy;jhd; eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;ijg; gw;wp mt;tst[ rpe;jpf;fpwPh;fs;. ,J

jw;brayhdJ my;y. kdk; bjhlh;e;J fle;j fhyj;ijg; gw;wpnah my;yJ

vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wpnah rpe;jpf;fpwJ. fle;j fhyj;ijg; gw;wp Vd; mt;tst[ rpe;jpf;f

ntz;Lk;> brd;wJ brd;W tpl;lJ* mjid kPl]f KoahJ. fle;j fhyk; ,we;J

tpl;lJ* mJ ,g]bghGJ ,y;yhj bghGJ/ mijg; gw;wp ,g;bghGJ vJt[k; bra;a

Koahj bghGJ/ fle;j fhyj;ijg;gw;wp eP';fs; vjw;fhf rpe;jpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;> c';fshy; fle]j fhyj]ij thH KoahJ/ c';fshy; fle;j fhyj;jpy;

,Uf;f KoahJ/ Mdhy;/ mJ c';fSila ,e;j epfH;fhy fzj;ij mHpj]Jtpl

Koa[k;. Mdhy; ,jw;F MHkhf nt+d;wpa VjhtJ xU fhuzk; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

eP';fs; KGikia vjph;f;fpwPh;fs; vd;gJjhd me;j MHkhf nt+d;wpa fhuzk;;.

KGikia vjph;f;ifapy;/ thH;;f;if vd;Dk; ejpia vjph;f;ifapy;/ eP';fs; ntnuhL

gpL';fg;gl;lth] MfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; kpfr]rpwpa xd]whf/ Fg]gpf]Fs; milgl]oUg]gJ

nghd]w xU epfH;thf/ c';fSf;Fs;nsna milgl;L ,Ug]gtuhf khwptpLfpwPh;fs;.

eP';fs; xU jdpg;gl;l kdpjuhf khwptpl;Oh;fs;. tphptile;J bfhz;nlapUf;fpw/ gue]J

tphpe]j gpug";rj;jpd; xU m';fkhf ,dp eP';fs; ,y;iy. ,y;iy/ ,dp eP';fs; mjd;

m';fkhf ,y;iy. eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;jpy; bgw;w Cl;lr]rj;ijf; bfhz;L xU

f";ridg; nghy thH ntz;Lk;; mjdhy;jhd; kdk; fle;j fhyj;ijg; gw;wp bjhlh]e]J

rpe]jpj]Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ.

nkYk]/ vg;goahtJ c';fis eP';fs; xd;W jpul;of; bfhz;L nghhpLtjw]Fj]

jahuhf ,Uf]f ntz;Lk;; mjdhy;jhd; eP';fs; bjhlh;e;J vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wpa[k;

rpe;jpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vjph;fhyk; c';fSf;F ek;gpf;ifia mspf;fpwJ/

fle;j fhyk; c';fSf;F Cl;lj;ij mspf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; rhpahf ,t;tpuz;ow;Fk;

,ilapy; vd]Wk] epiyj]J ,Uf]fpw fhyk] ,Uf;fpwJ/ cz;ikahd thH;f;if

,Uf;fpwJ/ mij eP';fs; jtwtpl]Lf] bfhz]oUf]fpwPh;fs;. fle;j fhyj;jpw;Fk;

vjph;fhyj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna eP';fs; kuzkile]J bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ thH;e;J

bfhz;oUf]ftpy;iy.

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thH;tjw;F kw;WbkhU tHp ,Uf;fpwJ – cz;ikapy;/ thH;tjw;F ,e;j xnu

tHpjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. Vbdd;why; me;j Kiw thGk; Kiw md;W; nghhpLfpw Kiw

thGk; Kiw md;W. kw;bwhU tHp ejpnahL ,iae;J bry;tjhFk;/ eP';fs;

jdpkdpjh]/ mjndhL ,irthfr] brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs; vd;gijna eP';fs;

czuhj mstpw;F thH;t[ld; xd]whfp/ ,ire;J bry;tjhFk;. ,y;iy/ eP';fs;

mjDila m';fkhf khwptpLfpwPh;fs; - m';fkhf kl;Lk; md;wp eP';fs; mjpnyna

\H;fpatuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;; eP';fs; ejpahfnt khwptpl]Oh;fs;/ m';F ve;jg;; gphpt[k]

,y;iy. eP';fs; nghhplhky] ,Uf]Fk]bghGJ/ eP';fs; thH]thf khWfpwPh]fs]. eP';fs;

nghhplhky] ,Uf]Fk]bghGJ/ eP';fs; gue;J tphpe;jtuhf/ vy;iyaw;wtuhf

khwptpLfpwPh;fs;. fpHf;F ehLfspy; ,e;j epiy/ ruziljy;/ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[

bfhs;Sjy; vd;W mwpag;gl;Ls;sJ - ,ijj;jhd; “#;uj;jh”/ thH;f;ifaplk]

ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]Sjy] vd;W eh']fs] miHj;jpUf;fpnwhk]. mJ/ c';fSila

jdpg;gl;l kdjpd] kPJ ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]shky; KGikaplk] ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[

bfhs;jyhFk;. mJ m';fj;jplk] ek;gpf]if bfhs]shky] KGikaplk]

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;jyhFk;. mJ kdjplk] ek;gpf]if itf]fhky] gpug"]rj]jplk]

ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs;jyhFk]. ruzile;j epiyapy;/ jpObud;W eP';fs;

bkd;ikahdtuhf khwptpLfpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mg;bghGJ ,Wfpajd]ika[ld]

,Uf;fntz;oa mtrpak; ,y;iy. eP';fs; nghhpl]Lf] bfhz]oUf]ftpy]iy/ m';F

gifik ,y;iy. ghJfhf]f ntz]oa mtrpak; ,y;iy/ cj]jputhjj]Jld;

,Uf;fntz;Lk; vd;fpw ve]jj] Jhz;LjYk; ,y;iy/ eP';fs; Vw;fdnt thH;nthL

xd]whfp tpl]Oh]fs].

Mdhy] thH;f;if cj]jputhjKilaJ* jdp kdpj mfk;ght';fs;jhd;

cj]jputhjkw;wit. mtw;Wf;F ghJfhg]g[ njit/ mtw;Wf;F fhty; njit/

mtw]Wf]F j']fisr] Rw;wp xU ftrk; njit. mit gag;gLfpd;wd/ bjhlh;e;J

eL';fpf; bfhz]nl ,Uf;fpd;wd – gpwF vt;thW c';fshy] thH Koa[k;> eP';fs;

ntjida[lDk]/ kd cisr]rYlDk] ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; thH;tjpy;iy. eP';fs;

vy;yh re;njh#j;ija[k;/ epfH;fhyj;jpny ,Ug]gjpd] KGikahd Mde;jj]ija[k]

,He;JtpLfpwPh;fs; - cz]ikapy] mJ KGikahd Mde;jk]. mJ ,Ug]gjw]F ve;jf;

fhuzKk; ,y;iy; eP';fs; capUld; ,Ug;gjhy; mJ jhdhf Vw]gLfpwJ. eP';fs;;

,Ug;gjdhy] kl]Lnk mJ c';fSf;Fs; ,Ue;J bfhg;gspf;fpwJ. eP';fs; jpwe]j/

vspjpy] mqff]Toa epiyapy] ,Ug]gtuhf ,Uf;f Muk;gpj;Jtpl;lhy;/ thH;t[ld;

,ire;J bry]gtuhf ,Uf;f Muk;gpj;Jtpl;lhy;/ eP';fs] bjhlh;e;J c';fSf;Fs]

,Ue;J Mde;jk; bfhg;gspj]Jf]bfhz;nl ,Uf]Fk] epiyapy] ,Uf;fpwPh]fs]/ ve;jf;

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fhuzKk; ,d;wp* ,Uj]jy],Uj]jy],Uj]jy],Uj]jy] vd]gJnt Mde;jkhf ,Uj]jy] vd]W eP';fs; czu

Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;.

mjdhy; jhd; Qpe;Jf;fs; ,Wjpapy; milaf;Toa epiyf;F “rr;rpjhde;jh”

vd;W bgahpl;oUf;fpwhh;fs; -- cz;ik/ jd]Dzh;t[ epiy/ Mde;jk;. ,Uj]jy] vd]gJ

Mde;jkhf ,Uj]jy]/ cz;ikahf ,Uj]jy] vd]gJ Mde;jkhf ,Uj]jy] vd;W mJ

bghUs; jUfpwJ. ntW ve;j khjphpa[k; ,Ug;gjw;F tHpapy;iy. eP';fs; Jauj;Jld;

,Ue;jhy;/ c';fs; Md;kht[ldhd bjhlh;ig eP';fs; vg;gonah bjhiyj;Jtpl;Oh;fs;

vd;gijna mJ fhz;gpf;fpwJ. Jauj;Jld; ,Ug;gJ vd]gJ/ vg;gonah eP';fs; g{kpapy;

,Ue;J ntnuhL gpL';fg;gl]ltuhf ,Uf]fpwPh;fs; vd;gijf; fhl;LfpwJ; eP';fs; ejpapy;

,Ue;J gphpe]J tpl]ltuhf ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; ciwe;J nghd xU

gFjpahfptpl;Oh;fs;/ xU gdpf;fl;oahf/ ejpapy; kpje;J bfhz;L/ Mdhy; ejpa[ld;

,irthf,irthf,irthf,irthf ,y;yhky; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. nghhpl;Lf; bfhz;L/ ePnuhl;lj;jpw;F vjpuhff;Tl

bry;y Kad;W bfhz;L – mfk;ghtk] vg;bghGJnk ePnuhl;lj;jpw;F vjpuhfr; bry;y

tpUk]g[fpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ v';bfy;yhk; rthy; ,Uf;fpwnjh/ m';F mfk;ghtk; eykhf

,Ug]gjhf czh;fpwJ. mfk;ghtk; vg;bghGJnk rz;iliaj; njof;bfhz]nl

,Uf;fpwJ. rz;ilapl ahUk] c';fSf]Ff] fpilf]ftpy;iy vd;why;/ eP';fs; kpft[k;

Jauj]Jld] ,Ug]gPh;fs;. rz;ilapl ahuhtJ xUth; njit. nghhpLtjpy; eP';fs;

eykhf ,Ug]gjhf czh]fpwPh;fs;/ nghhpLk]bghGJ eP';fs; jdpg]gl]ltuhf

,Uf]fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; mJ thH;tjw;fhd Mnuhf;fpakw;w tHp/ gpst[gl]l tHpahFk;.

gpst[gl]ltuhf ,Ug;gJ vd]gJ ejpa[ld; nghhpLtJ MFk]. eP';fs; nghhpl;lhy;/ eP';fs;

,Wfpa jd]ika[ilatuhf khWfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; nghhpl;lhy;/ c';fisr; Rw;wpYk]

thapny ,y;yhj xU Rtw;iw vGg;g[fpwPh;fs;. cz;ikapy;/ c';fSila Md;kht[k;

capuw]wjhfp tpLfpwJ. eP';fs; bkd;ikia/ tise;J bfhLf;Fk; jd;ikia/

neh;j;jpahd mHif/ ey;y gz;g[s;s jd;ikia ,He;J tpLfpwPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ

eP';fs; thH;tjpy;iy/ fhyj;ij kl;Lnk flj;jpf; bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;.

yhnth-l]N ruziljypd; gf;fk; ,Uf;fpwhh;. mth; TWfpwhh;/ “thH;f;ifaplk;

ruzile]J tpL';fs;. thH;f;if c';fis tHp elj;j mDkjpa[';fs;/ eP';fs;

thH;it tHp elj;j Kaw;rpf;fhjPh;fs;. eP';fs; thH;f;ifia mlf;fp Ms/ eph;tfpf;f

Kaw;rpf;fhjPh;fs;/ thH;f;if c';fis eph;tfpg;gjw;F/ fl;Lg;gLj;Jtjw;F

mDkjpa[';fs;. thH;f;if c';fis cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s mDkjpa[';fs;.

eP';fs; KGtJk; ruzile;J tpL';fs;/ eP';fs; “ehd; jdpg]gl]ltd] ,y;iy” vd;W

brhy;yp tpL';fs;. eP';fs; thH;f;iff;F mjpfhuk; KGtija[k] bfhLj;Jtpl;L/

mjDld; ,U';fs;.”

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,J fodkhdJ/ Vbdd;why; mfk;ghtk; nfl;fpwJ/ ‘mg;bghGJ ehd; ahh;>

ruzile;j epiyapy; ehd; ,y;yhky; ngha;tpLntd;.” Mdhy;/ mfk;ghtk; ,y;yhky]

,Uf]Fk] bghGJ/ cz;ikapy; Kjd] Kiwahf eP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fseP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fseP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fseP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. Kjy;

Kiwahf eP';fs; vy;iyf;Fl;gl;ltuhf ,y;yhky;/ vy;iyaw;wtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

Kjy; Kiwahf eP';fs; clyhf ,y;yhky;/ clYf;Fs; ,Ug;gtuhf ,y;yhky;/

eP';fs; clYf]Fs] milgl]ouhjtuhf/ Mjpa[k;/ me;jKkpy]yhky] tphpe;J bfhz;nl

,Uf;Fk] gpug"]rkhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs].

Mdhy; mfk;ghtj;jpw;F mJgw;wpj] bjhpahJ. mfk;ghtk; m"]RfpwJ. mJ

‘eP';fs; vd;d bra;fpwPh;fs;/ c';fisna bjhiyj;Jtpl;L> eP';fs; bjhiye;J

tpLtPh;fs;/ Kfthpaw;wtuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;/”vd;W brhy]fpwJ. eP';fs; mfk;ghtk;

brhy;fpwgo ele]jhy;/ mfk;ghtk; c';fis kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; gpst[gl]l tHpapy;

js;sptpLk]/ “jdpg;gl;l kdpjuhf” ,Uf;fpd;w ghijapy;. eP';fs; mjpf jdpj]jd]ik

bgw]w xUtuhf khw khw/ thH;f;if nkYk; c';fsplk; ,Ue;J kiwe;J tpLfpwJ.

cyfpy; btw;wp bgw;wpUf;Fk; kdpjh;fis vy;yhk; ghU';fs;/ jdpr]rpwg]g[ kpf]ftuhf

khwpapUg;gth;fis/ g[fH; bgw;w kdpjh;fs; gw;wpa g[j;jfj;jpy; bgah; ,lk;

bgw;wth;fisg; ghU';fs;. mth;fisg; ghU';fs;/ mth;fis ftdpa[';fs;: mth;fs;

xU nghypahd thH;t[ thH;e]J bfhz]oUf]fpwhh]fs] vd]gij eP';fs; fhz;gPh;fs;.

mth;fs; btWk; Kf\ofs; kl]Lnk/ cs;Sf;Fs; xd;Wkpy;yhj/ rhukw;w kdpjh;fs; -

vijahtJ bfhz;L epug;gg;gl;lth;fshf ,Uf;ff]TLk;/ Mdhy; capuw;wth;fs].

rhukw;wth;fs;.

cyfpy; btw;wp bgw;wth]fshf ,Uf]fpw kdpjh;fis/ Kf;fpakhdth;fshf

khwptpl;lth;fis ftdpj;Jg; ghU';fs; - $dhjpgjpfis/ gpujk ke;jphpfis/ kpfg]

bghpa bry;te;jh;fis – cyfpy; milaf;Toa vy;yhtw;iwa[k] mile;J

tpl;lth;fis ftdpa[';fs;. mth;fis ftdpj;Jg; ghU';fs;/ bjhl;Lg] ghU';fs;/

mth;fisg; ghU';fs;; eP';fs; kuzj;ij czUtPh;fs;. m';F eP';fs;

caph]j]Jog]g[s]s ,ja';fisf] fhz khl]Oh]fs]. me]j ,jak; ,d;Dk; Joj;Jf;

bfhz;oUf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; me;jj; Jog;g[ ,ae;jpuj;jdkhdJ. me;jj; Jog;g[ ftpijia

,He;Jtpl;lJ. mth;fs; c';fisg; ghh;f;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; mth;fSila fz;fs;

gpufhrkpd;wp ,Uf;fpd;wd; caph]j]Jog]g[ld] ,Ug;gjpd; gsgsg;g[ m';F ,y;iy.

mth;fs; c';fSld; if FYf;Fthh;fs;/ Mdhy; mth;fSila fu';fspy; ,Ue]J

vJt[k] btspg]gLtij eP';fs; czukhl;Oh;fs;/ ve;j rf;jp ghpkhw;wj;ija[k; czu

khl;Oh;fs;/ c';fis tuntw;Fk; btJbtJg;igf] fhz khl;Oh;fs;. xU capuw;w

fuj;ij – Rikia eP';fs; m';F fhz;gPh;fs;/ md;ig fhz khl;Oh;fs;. mth;fisr;

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Rw;wpa[k] ghU';fs;; mth;fs; eufj;jpy; thH;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; btw;wp

bgw;Wtpl;lhh;fs;/ mth;fs] g[fH;bgw;wth;fshf khwptpl;lhh;fs;/ Mdhy; ,g;bghGJ

eufk; kl;Lnk mth;fisr] NH;e;jpUf;fpwJ. eP';fs; g[fH;bgw;wtuhf khw Kaw;rpj;jhy;

eP';fSk; mnj ghijapy;jhd; brd]W bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;.

yhnth-l]N TWfpwhh;/ milahskw;wtuhf ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ

c';fSf;Fs; vy;iyfs] mw]w thH]t[ Xof;bfhz;L ,Uf;Fk;. jdpeguhf ,Ug;gJ

thH;tpd; Xl;lj;jpw;F xU jilahf ,Uf;fpwJ. jdp milahsk; mw;wtuhf ,Uj]jy]/

gue;j btWikahd btspahf ,Uj]jy]/ vy;yhtw;iwa[k; mDkjpf;fpwJ. mjDs]ns

nkf';fs; efuyhk]/ m';F el;rj;jpu';fs; efuyhk]. vJt[k; mij rydkilar]

bra;tjpy;iy. nkYk; c';fsplk; ,Hg]gjw]F vJt[k; ,y;iy/ Vbdd;why;/

,He]Jtplf]Toa midj]ija[k; eP';fs; Vw;fdnt ruzhfjp bra;Jtpl;Oh;fs;.

me;j khjphp xU epiyapy; xUth; vg;bghGJk] ,sika[lndna ,Uf;fpwhh;.

cly; ,aw;ifahf KJikaila[k]/ Mdhy; c';fSila caphpd; kpft[k;

cl;g[wj;jpy; cs;s ikak; vg]bghGJk] ,sika[lndna/ g[j;Jzh;t[ilajhfnt

,Uf;fpwJ. mJ vg;bghGJk] KJikailtjpy;iy/ mJ vg;bghGJk; capuw;wjhf

,Ug;gjpy;iy. ,Jjhd; cz;ikapy] Md;kPfthjpahf ,Ug;gjw;fhd tHp vd;W

yhX-l;N TWfpwhh;. ‘jhnth’t[ld] kpje;J bry;Y';fs;/ ‘jhnth’t[ld] ,iae;J

bry;Y';fs;/ c';fSf;bfd;W ve]j jdpg;gl;l ,yf;Ffisa[k;/ Fwpf;nfhs;fisa[k;

Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhs;shjPh;fs;. KGik c';fistpl tpntfkhdJ; eP';fs; btWknd

mjDld; kl;Lk; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. KGik c';fis cUthf;fpa[s;sJ/ KGik

c';fSf;Fs]ns Rthrpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwJ/ KGik c';fSf;Fs; thHe]J

bfhz]oUf]fpwJ. eP';fs; Vd; ftiyg;gLfpwPh;fs;> bghWg;g[ KGikaplk; ,Uf;fl;Lk;.

mJ c';fis v';F tHp elj;jpr; bry;fpwnjh/ m';F eP';fs] bry;fpwPh]fs;. eP';fs;

fl;lhag;gLj;jnth/ jpl;lkplnth Kaw;rpf;fhjPh]fs]/ VnjDk; Fwpg;gpl;l ,yf;Ffisf;

nfl;fhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ mg;bghGJ Vkhw;wk; ,Uf;Fk;/ eP';fs; ,Wfpajd]ik

cilatuhf khwptpLtPh;fs;/ cld] caph]j]Jog]g[ld] ,Ug]gjw]fhd xU re;jh;g;gj;ij

eP';fs; jtwtpl;L tpLtPh;fs;.

tp#ak; ,Jjhd;: eP';fs; thH;f;ifia mDkjpj;jhy;/ nkYk] mjpf thH;t[

epfH;fpwJ. gpwF eP';fs; c';fis caph;j;Jog;g[ld; ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpj;jhy;/

,d]Dk] mjpf thH;t[ Vw;gLfpwJ. ,naR bjhlh]e]J TWfpwhh;/ “vd;dplk; thU';fs;/

ehd; vy;iyfsw;w/ tskhd thH]t[ thH;fpd]w tHp fhz;gpf;fpnwd;. epiwe;J

tHpe;njhLk/; bts;sg;bgUf;bfLj]njhLk] thH;;itf] fhz;gpf;fpnwd].” Mdhy; ehk;

gpr]irf]fhuh]fisg; nghy; thH;fpnwhk;. ehk; khkd;dh;fisg; nghy; ,Ue;jpUf;fyhk;/

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ntW ahUk; ,jw;Fg; bghWg;g[ ,y;iy. jdpg;gl;l eguhf eP';fs] ,Ue]j/ mfk;ghtj;ij

cWjpahfg; gw;wpf;bfhz;L ,Ue;j/ c';fsJ rhJh;ak] jhd] c';fsJ Jauj;jpw;F

KGikahd fhuzk; MFk;.

,g;bghGJ ,e;j Nj;jpu';fs; :

kdpjd; gpwf;Fk; bghGJ/ mtd; ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] gytPdkhft[k; ,Uf;fpwhd;.

,g;bghGJjhd; gpwe;jpUf;fpw xU rpW FHe;ijia ftdpa[';fs;. mtdplk;

jd;idr; Rw;wp xU fodkhd XL mtdplk] ,y;iy. mtd; ghJfhg;gw;wtdhf/

btspg;gilahdtdhf/ kpUJthf ,Uf;fpwhd; - thH]tpd] kpfj]] Jha;ikahd

epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwhd;. Toa rPf;fpuj;jpy;/ mjw;F btFfhyk; MfhJ/ mtidr; Rw;wp

r\f Kf']fs] njhd;w Muk;gpf;Fk;/ mtd; Tz;oy; milgl]ltdhfp tpLthd]/

rKjhaj;jpdhy;/ bgw;nwhh;fshy;/ gy]fiHf]fHf']fspdhy] rpiwgLj]jg]gl]ltdhfp

tpLthd;; tpiutpy; thH;t[ vd;gJ xU Jhuj;J epfH;thf khwptpLk;. mtd] xU rpiwf;

ifjpiag; nghynt mjpfk] ,Ug;ghd;. mtDs;ns v';nfh MHj;jpy; thH;t[ Joj;Jf;

bfhz;L ,Uf;Fk;/ Mdhy; mtdhy;Tl mjDila Jog;igf; nfl;f KoahJ.

Mdhy; xU FHe;ij gpwf;Fk; bghGJ/ ftdpa[';fs;. jpUk;g jpUk;g me;j

mw;g[jk; epfH;fpwJ. thH;f;if jpUk;gj] jpUk;g c';fSf;F tHpiaf;

fhz;gpj;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ/ vg;go ,Uf;f ntz;Lbkd;gij / thH;f;if xt;bthU

ehSk; g[Jg;gpf;fgLfpwJ vd;gij thH;t[ jpUk;gj] jpUk;g Twpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ.

tajhdth;fs; kuzkilfpwhh;fs;/ g[jpa rpW FHe;ijfs; gpwf;fpwhh;fs;. mjd] \yk]

Fwpg]ghf czh]j]jg]gLtJ vd]d> thH;f;iff]F KJikapy; ek;gpf;if ,y;iy vd;gJ

kpfj] bjspthfj; bjhpfpwJ. cz;ikapy;/ thH;f;if bghUshjhu epg[zh;fshy;

eph;tfpf;fg;gLtjhf ,Ue]jhy]/ ,J kpft[k; bghUshjhukw;wjhf/ xU nrjhukhfj;

njhd;Wk;. xU tajhd kdpjh; - gapw]rp bgw]wth]/ thH;f;ifapd]/ cyfpd;

eilKiwfspy] gapw]rpa[k] mDgtKk; bgw]wth; - mth; KGtsh;r;rp bgw;wtuhf

,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mth; jhd; tpntfKilatuhf khwptpl;ljhf vz;qk;bghGJ/

kuzk; bghWg;igf] ifapy] vLj]Jf]bfhz;L me;j tajhd kdpjiu ePf]fptpl]L/ me;j

,lj;ij xU tp#aKk; mwpahj/ mDgt mwpnt ,y;yhj/ Kw;wpYk; g[jpjhd/ xU

vGjg;glhj bts;isf; fhfpjk; nghy] ,Uf]fpw xU rpW FHe;ijiaf; bfhz;L

epug;g[fpwJ; midj]Jk]] kWgoa[k; vGjg;gl ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; bghUshjhu

epg[zh;fisf; nfl;lhy;/ mth;fs;; ,J klj;jdkhdJ vd;ghh;fs;* flt[s; Kjypy;

bghUshjhu epg[zh;fisf; fye;jhnyhrpf;f ntz;Lk]. mth; vd;d

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bra;Jbfhz;oUf;fpwhh;> ,J xU njitaw;w ,Hg;g[/ Kw;wpYk; tPzhf;Fjy;* xU

gapw;rp bgw;w vz;gJ taJ kdpjd; kuzkilfpwhh]/ gapw;rp bgwhj xU gr;rps';

FHe;ij mthpd; ,lj;ij epug;g[fpwJ - ,J mg;gona neh] vjph]kiwahf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;; mg;bghGJ mJ bghUshjhukpf]fjhf ,Uf;Fk;.

Mdhy; thH;f;iff;F bghUshjhuj;jpy; ek;gpf;ifapy;iy. mjw]F ek]gpf]if

,y]yhjpUg]gJk] ey;yJjhd;/ ,y;iybadpy; ,e;j cyfk; KGtJk; xU bghpa

kahdkhf khwpapUf;Fk;. mJ thH;tpy; ek;gpf;if itf;fpwJ/ bghUshjhuj;jpy;

my;y. mJ jpUk;gj; jpUk;g tajhdth;fSf;F gjpy; g[jpath;fs; bfhz;L/

kuzkile]jth;fSf;F gjpy; ,is"h;fs; bfhz;L/ ,Wfpajd]ika[ila

kdpjh;fSf;Fg] gjpy] bkd;ikahd FHe;ijfs; bfhz;L epug;g[fpwJ. ,jpy;

Rl]of]fhl]lg]gLtJ bjspthfj; bjhpfpwJ: thH;f;if bkd;ikia nerpf;fpwJ/

Vbdd;why; bkd;ikahd xUthpd; tHpahf thH]t[ vspjhf XlKoa[k;.

kdpjd; gpwf;Fk; bghGJ/ mtd; ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] gytPdkhft[k; ,Uf;fpwhd;.

yhnth-l;N ,uz;lhtJ tp#aj;ija[k;; typa[Wj]jpf] TWfpwhh]: thH;f;iff;F

typikapy; ek;gpf;if ,y;iy vd]gij. gytPdk] jd]dplj;jpy; xU mHiff] bfhz]L

,Uf;fpd]wJ/ Vbdd;why; mJ bkd;ikahft[k]/ ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] ,Uf;fpwJ.

[xU g[ay; tUfpwJ; bghpa/ cWjpahd ku';fs; tpGe;JtpLk;. rpwpa brofs; tise;J

kl;Lk; bfhLf;Fk;/ gpwF/ g[ay; fle;J brd]WtpLfpwJ/ mit kPz;Lk; rphpj;Jf;

bfhz;Lk;/ kyh]e]J bfhz;Lk; ,Uf;fpd;wd.] cz;ikapy;/ g[ay; mtw]iwg]

bghyptilar]bra]J ,Uf;fpwJ/ mtw]wpd;; kPJ ,Ue]j g[Gjpiag] nghf;fpapUf;fpwJ/

mt;tst[jhd;. mit mjpf caph;j;Jog;g[ld/; mjpf ,sika[ld;/ mjpf bghypt[ld;

,Uf;fpd;wd/ g[ay; mtw]Wf]F xU ey;y Fspaiyf; bfhLj;jpUf;fpwJ. KJikahd

ku';fs;/ kpft[k; cWjpahd ku';fs;/ g[aiy vjph;j;jjdhy; tpGe;Jtpl;ld. mit

tise;J bfhLf;fj; jahhpy;iy; mit kpft[k; mfk;ghtj;Jld; ,Ue;jd.

yhnth-l;N TWfpwhh;/ “thH;f;if gytPdkhdth;fis nerpf;fpwJ.”

“gzpthdth;fs; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;lth;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mth;fs; ,e;j g{kpf]fhd

chpikiag] bgWthh;fs]. ViHfs;/ kdjstpy; ViHfs; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;lth;fs;.

mGfpwth;fs; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;lth;fs;/ Vbdd;why; mth;fs; njw;wg;gLthh;fs;/”

vd;fpw ,naRtpd] \Jiuapd; bghUSk; mJjhd;. fpwp!;jtk; ,naRtpDila

\Jiufspd] bghUisj] jtwtpl;Lf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ/ Vbdd;why; mit

‘yhnth-l;N’tpd; ciufisg; nghd;wit. mth;fs; ‘yhnth-l;N’t[ld;

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bjhlh;g[ilath;fshf ,y;yhjtiuapy]/ mtw]iwr] rhpahfg; g[hpe;Jbfhs;s KoahJ.

,anRtpDila nghjid KGtJnk/ “caph;j;Jog;g[lDk] gytPdkhft[k] ,U';fs]/”

vd]gJjhd]. mjdhy;jhd; mth; TWfpwhh;/ ahnuDk] c';fis Kfj;jpy; miwe;jhy;/

mtUf;F kW gf;fj;ija[k; bfhL';fs; vd;W. ahnuDk] c';fSila nky';fpia

vLj;Jf;bfhz;lhy;/ mtUf;F c';fSila rl;iliaa[k; bfhL';fs;. ahnuDk]]

c';fis mtUld; xU iky; Jhuk; elf;ff; fl;lhag;gLj;jpdhy;/ eP';fs; ,uz;L

iky; Jhuk; bry;Y';fs;. “typikaw;wtuhf ,U';fs;. gzpthdth;fs;

MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;lth;fs;/” vd]W mth; TWfpwhh].

gytPdkhd epiyapy; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl]l xd]whf vJ ,Uf;fpwJ> Vbdd;why;/

rhjhuzkhf/ cyfj; jiyth;fs; vd]W miHf]fg]gLgth;fs;/ cyfpy] cs]s

FUkhh;fs;/ “cWjpahf ,U';fs/;” vd;W Twpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy] ,e;j

yhnth-l;N/ ,e;j ,naR/ ,th;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;/ “gytPdkhdth]fshf ,U';fs.;”

gytPdkhd epiy jd]dplk] Vnjh xd;iwf] bfhz]oUf;fpwJ – Vbdd;why; mJ

,Wfpa jd]ika[ilajhf ,y;iy. typika[ld; ,Ug]gjw]F/ xUth; ,Wfpa

jd]ika[ilatuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,Wfpa jd]ika[ilatuhf ,Ug]gjw]F/ xUth;

thH;f;iff;F vjpuhfr] bry;y ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; typika[ilatuhf ,Uf]f

tpUk;gpdhy;/ eP';fs; ePnuhl;lj;jpw;F vjpuhfg; nghuhl ntz;Lk;; mg;bghGJjhd;

eP';fs; typika[ilatuhf khWtPh;fs;. typika[ilatuhf khWtjw]F mijj;jtpu

ntW tHp ,y;iy. eP';fs; typika[ilatuhf khw tpUk;gpdhy;/ ePnuhl;lj;jpw;F

vjpuhfr; bry;Y';fs;. ejp c';fs; kPJ gykhf nkhj nkhj/ eP';fs;; mjpf

typika[ilatuhf khWfpwPh;fs;. gytPdkhf ,Ug]gjw]F/ ejpa[lndna bry;Y';fs;;

mJ v';F brd;whYk;/ eP';fs; mjDlndna bry;Y';fs;. ejp/ “vd;Dld; xU iky;

Jhuk; thU';fs;” vd;W Twpdhy;/ ,uz;L iky; Jhuk; bry;Y';fs;. ejp c';fSila

nky';fpia vLj;Jf; bfhz;lhy;/ eP';fs; rl;iliaa[k; nrh;j;Jf; bfhL';fs;. ejp

c';fSila xU fd;dj;jpy; miwe;jhy;/ eP';fs; kW fd;dj;ijf] bfhL';fs;.

[gytPdkhd jd;ik jd]dplk] xUtpjkhd mHiff] bfhz]L ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ

espdkhf ,Uf]fpd]w mHF. mJ mQpk;iria filgpog]gjd] mHF. mJ nerj;jpd;/

kd;dpj;jypd; mHF. mJ Kuz;ghod;wp ,Ug;gjpd; mHF.] yhnth-l;N ed]whfg]

g[hpe;Jbfhs;sg]gl]L/ kdpj ,dk; yhnth-l;N it md;ghfg; nghw;whj tiuapy;/ kdpj

,dk; epk;kjpahf thH KoahJ.

eP';fs; typika[ilath;fshf ,Ug]gjw]F fw;Wj;jug;gl;lhy;/ eP';fs; epr;rak;

nghhpLtPh;fs;/ nghh;fs; bjhlUk;. cyfpd; vy;yh murpay; jiyth;fSk; jh';fs;

mikjpia nerpg;gjhff; Twpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs] - Mdhy; mth;fs; vy;nyhUk;

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nghUf;Fj; jahh; bra;fpwhh;fs;. jh';fs; mikjpapd] gf]fk] ,Ug]gjhf mth]fs]

TWfpwhh]fs] – Mdhy] mth]fs] Ma[j']fis nrfhpj]Jf]bfhz]nl ,Uf]fpwhh]fs].

mth;fs; mikjpiag; gw;wpg; ngRfpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy;/ mth;fs; nghUf;Fj; jahh;

bra;fpwhh;fs;/ nkYk]/ kw]wth;fs] Fwpj]J gag;gLtjdhy; nghUf;Fj; jahuhtjhff;

mth;fs; vy;nyhUk; TWfpwhh;fs;. kw;wtUk; mijna TWfpwhh;* ,e;j tp#ak;

KGtJk; kpf klj;jdkhft[k] Kl;lhs]jdkhft[k] njhd;WfpwJ. rPdhtpw;F ,e;jpah

Fwpj]J gak;/ ,e;jpahtpw;F rPdh Fwpj]J gak;. ,e;j tp#aj;ij Vd; c';fshy; g[hpe;J

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u#;ahitg; gw;wp gak;. mth;fs; ,UtUk; mikjp Fwpj]J ngRfpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy;

mth;fs; ,UtUk; nghUf;Fj; jahuhfpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy]/ eP';fs;

vjw;Fj; jahuhfpwPh;fnsh/ mJnt ,aw]ifahf elf;fpwJ.

mikjp gw;wpa c';fsJ ngr]R njitaw;w ngr]rhfj; njhd;WfpwJ. mikjp

gw;wpa c';fsJ ngr;R nghhpy;yhj gifa[zh;t[ kl;Lnk. cz;ikapy;/

murpay;thjpfSf;F nghUf;Fj; jahuhtjw;F fhy mtfhrk; njit – me;j neuj;jpy;

mth;fs; mikjp Fwpj]J ngRfpwhh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ jahuhtjw;F j';fSf;F nghjpa

neuk; fpilf;Fk; vd;gjw;fhf. [gy Ehw;whz;Lfshf kdpj ,dk; ,uz;L fhy

fl;l';fspnyna thH;e;J te;jpUf;fpwJ: nghh; ele;j fhyk; kw;Wk; nghUf;Fj;

jahuhfpf; bfhz;oUe;j fhyk;. ,e;j ,uz;L fhy fl;l';fs; kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpd;wd.

tuyhW KGtJk; nghh; gw;wpa ,iltplhj igj;jpafukhd rpe;jid nghyj;

njhd;WfpwJ.]boxmatter

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ghuhl;lg;gLfpwJ/ mfk;ghtk; ghuhl;lg;gLfpwJ. rhiyapy; ,Uth; rz;ilapl;Lf;

bfhz;L ,Ue;jhy;/ xUth; gyrhyp/ kw;wth; gytPdkhdth; - gytPdkhdth; tpGe;J

tpl;lhh;/ gyrhyp mtUila khh;gpd; kPJ mkh;e;J bfhz;oUf;fpwhh; - eP';fs; ahiug;

ghuhl;LfpwPh;fs;> eP';fs; btw;wp bgw;wtuhf khwptpl;ltiug; ghuhl;LfpwPh;fsh>

mg;gobad;why; eP';fs; td;Kiwahsh;; mg;gobad;why] eP';fs; nghhpd; gf;fk;

,Ug;gth;. mg;gobad;why; eP';fs; nghh; btwpah;; eP';fs; ,iltplhJ nghh; gw;wpa

rpe;jid cilath;/ Mgj;jhdth]. my]yJ eP';fs; gytPdkhf ,Ug]gtiug;

ghuhl;LfpwPh;fsh> Mdhy; ahUnk gytPdkhdth;fisg; ghuhl;Ltjpy;iy; ahUf;Fk;

gytPdkhdth;fSld; rk;ge;jg;gl;oUf;f tpUg;gkpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; kdjpd; MHj;jpy;

c';fSf;Fk; gyrhypahf ,Uf;f tpUg;gk;.

eP';fs; typikkpf;ftiug; ghuhl;Lfpw bghGJ/ eP';fs; TWfpwPh;fs;/ “Mk;/ ,J

jhd; vdf;F cjhuzk]; ehDk; ,tiug; nghy ,Uf;f tpUk;g[fpnwd;.” ty;yik

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ghuhl;lg;gl]lhy]/ mg]bghGJ td;Kiw ghuhl;lg;gLfpwJ. ty;yik ghuhl;lg;gl]lhy]/

mg]bghGJ kuzk; ghuhl;lg;gLfpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ vy;yh ty;yika[k; bfhy;fpwJ –

mLj;jtiuf; bfhy;fpwJ/ c';fisa[k; bfhy;fpwJ. ty;yik gpwiua[k]

mHpf]ff]ToaJ/ cld] jd]ida[k] mHpf]ff]ToaJ – mJ ,t],uz;Lnk MFk;.

gytPdk; - me;jr; brhy;ny fz]ldk] bra]tJ nghyj; bjhd;WfpwJ. Mdhy;

gytPdk; vd;gJ vd;d> xU g{ gytPdkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. g{tpw;F mUfpy; cs;s xU

ghiw kpft[k; gykpf;fjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. c';fSf;F xU ghiw nghd]W ,Ug]gjw]F

tpUg;gkh/ my;yJ xU g{itg] nghd;W ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gkh> g{ gytPdkhdJ/

epidtpy; ita[';fs;/ kpft[k; gytPdkhdJ – xU rpwpa fhw;W tPrpdhy;Tl me;jg; g{

kiwe]J ngha;tpLk;. mjd; ,jH;fs; epyj;jpy; tpGe;JtpLk;. g{ xU mw;g[jk;; g{f;fs;

vt;thW ,Uf;fpd;wd vd;gnj mjprapf]fj]jf]f tp#ak;. mt;tst[ bkd;ik/ mt;tst[

gytPdk;* mrhj;jpakhdjhfj; njhd;WfpwJ - ,J vg;go rhj;jpakhfpwJ> ghiwfs;

,Ug;gJ rhpahfj] njhd;WfpwJ; mit ,Uf;fpd;wd/ jh';fs; ,Ug;gjw;fhd fzf]F

mtw;wplk; cs;sJ. Mdhy; ,e;j kyh;> ,J Kw;wpYk; Mjut[ ,d;wp ,Ug;gJnghyj;

njhd;WfpwJ – ,Ug]gpDk] xU kyh; capUld; ,Uf;fpwJ; mJ jhd; me;j mjprak;.

c';fSf;F xU kyiug;nghy ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gkh> eP';fs; nfl;lhy;/ kdjpd;

MHj;jpy; c';fSila mfk;ghtk; TWfpwJ/ “xU ghiwiag; nghd]W ,U';fs;.”

ghiw mHfw;W ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gjhy; eP';fs; nkYk; tw;g[Wj;jpf; nfl;lhYk]Tl/

mg;bghGJ mfk;ghtk; TWk;/ “c';fSf;F xU kyuhf ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gbkd;why;/

Fiwe;jgl;rk; xU braw;if kyuhf ,U';fs;. typika[ldhtJ ,U';fs;* fhw;W

c';fisj; bjhe;jut[ bra;ahJ/ kiH c';fis mHpj;J tplhJ/ eP';fs; vd;bwd;Wk;

,Ue;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fyhk;.” [xU cz;ikahd kyh; fhiyapy; njhd;WfpwJ/ xU

fzk; rphpf;fpd;wJ/ jd;Dila eWkzj;ijg; gug;g[fpwJ/ gpwF kiwe;J tpLfpwJ. xU

braw;if kyh;/ xU gpsh!;of; kyh;/ fhyj]jpw]Fk] ,Ue;J bfhz;nl

,Uf;fyhk;.]boxmatter Mdhy; mJ bgha]ahdJ/ nghypahdjhf ,Ug;gjdhy; mJ

typika[ilajhf ,Uf;fpwJ. cz;ik epiy bkd;ikahdJk]] gytPdkhdJk]

MFk]. cz;ik epiy vt]tst[ cah]e]jjhf ,Uf;fpwnjh mt]tst[

bkd;ikahdjhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

c';fshy; flt[isg; g[hpe;J bfhs;s KoahJ/ Vbdd;why;/ c';fSila

kdk] ghiwfspd; jj;Jtj;ijg; g[hpe;J bfhs;fpwJ. xU kyhpd; jj;Jtk] c';fSf]Fg]

g[hptjpy;iy. c';fSila kdjpdhy] fzpjj]ijg] g[hpe]J bfhs]s Koa[k]. kyh;fis

md;ghfg; nghw;wf;Toa fiy czh;t[ c';fsplk; ,y;iy. ftpeaKila xU kdk;

kl]Lnk ,iwikapd; rhj;jpaj;ijg; g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;/ Vbdd;why; ,iwikjhd;

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cs;stw;wpnyna kpft[k; bkd;ikahdJk;/ kpft[k; gytPdkhdJk; MFk;.

mjdhy;jhd; mJ kpft[k; cah;e;jjhf ,Uf;fpd;wJ/ ,Wjpapy] milaf]Toa kyh]

mJ jhd]. mJ kyh;fpwJ/ Mdhy; mJ xU beho Jspapy] kl;Lnk kyh;fpwJ. me;j

behoj;Jspf;F ‘epfH;fhyk;’ vd;W bgah;. mJ mt;tst[ rpwpa xU fzk]/ mjdhy]

eP';fs; kpft[k; MH;e;j ftdj;Jld; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;;. mg;bghGJjhd; c';fshy;

mijf; fhz Koa[k;; ,y;iybad;why; eP';fs; mijj; jtwtpl]LtpLtPh;fs;. mJ

vg;bghGJnk kyh;e;J bfhz;oUf;fpwJ – xt;bthU fzKk; mJ kyh;fpwJ/ Mdhy;

c';fshy; fhz Kotjpy]iy/ Vbdd;why;/ c';fSila kdk; fle;j fhyKk;

vjph;fhyKk; nrh;e;j xU FHg;gkhd epiyapy; ,Uf;fpwJ. ‘epfH;fhyk;’ vd;gJ

mt;tst[ FWfpa xU epfH;t[/ fz; ,ikf;Fk; neuk;j]jpy] mJ kiwe;JtpLfpwJ.

me;jf; FWfpa fzj;jpy; ,iwik kyh;fpwJ.

mJjhd; kpft[k; cah;e;jJ/ ,WjpahdJ. Mdhy; mJ kpft[k; gytPdkhf/

kpft[k; bkd;ikahf ,Uf;fpwJ – mJ mt;thWjhd; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mJjhd;

rpfuk;/ filrp tpspk;g[/ mjw;F mg;ghy; ntW vJt[k; ,y;iy. bkd;ikapd;/

gytPdj;jpd; jj;Jtj;ij eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;Sk; bghGJjhd; c';fshy; flt[isg;

g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;. eP';fs; cWjpgilj]jth]fshf ,Ug]gjw]F Kaw;rpj;Jf;

bfhz;oUe;jhy; - btw;wp bfhs;gth]fshf/ nghhpLgth]fshf/ nghh; tPuh;fshf

,Ug]gjw]F - mg;bghGJ eP';fs; kyh;fshy] my;y/ ghiwfshy] NHg]gl]l xU cyfpy;

thH;e;J bfhz;oUg;gPh;fs;/ ,iwik vd;gJ v';nfh xU btFJ}uj;J epfH;thf

,Uf;Fk;. thH;f;ifapy; v';Fnk ,iwikiaf; fz;Lgpog]gJ c';fSf]Fr]

rhj]jpakhfhJ.

kdpjd; gpwf;Fk;bghGJ/ mtd; ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] gytPdkhft[k; ,Uf;fpd]whd;;

kuzkila[k; bghGJ/ mtd; ,Wfpajd]ika[lDk; tpiwg;ghft[k; ,Uf;fpd]whd;.

mjdhy; ,J c';fSila thH;thf khwntz;Lk;: vg;bghGJnk

bkd;ikahft[k;/ ,sfpa jd;ika[lDk;/ gytPdkhft[k; ,U';fs;;

,Wfpajd]ika[lDk]/ tpiwg;ghft[k; ,Ug]gjw]F KayhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why]/

mt;thWjhd; eP';fs; c']fSil kuzj;ij nkYk; nkYk; mUfpy; bfhz;L

tUfpwPh;fs;. [kuzk; vd;whtJ xU ehs; tUk;; mJ tp#aky;y. kuzk;

gag]gLtjw]F chpajy]y/ kuzk; xU gpur;rid my;y. Mdhy; capuw]wJ nghd;w xU

,ay;g[ld; eP']fs] thH]e]J bfhz]L ,Ue;jPh;fs; vd;why;/ mJjhd;

gpur;rid.]boxmatter kuzk; jd; ,ay;gpy; kpft[k] bkd;ikahdJ/ thH;it tplt[k]

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bkd;ikahdJ/ kpft[k; tise]J bfhLf]Fk] jd;ika[ilaJ. thH;tpd; Xirfis

eP';fs; nfl;f Koa[k;/ Mdhy; kuzj;jpd; Xirfis eP';fs; nfl;f KoahJ. kuzk;

tUfpd]w bghGJ/ mJ tUtjw;F xU fzk; Kd;dh;Tl mJ tUtij c']fshy]

mwpe]J bfhs]s Koahj mst[ mJ mt;tst[ bkd;ikahdjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk]

mJ xU gpur;riday;y vDk] mst[ mJ mt;tst[ gytPdkhf/ mt;tst[ ,sfpajhf

,Uf]fpwJ. eP';fs; jw;bghGJ thH;e;J bfhz;oUf;fpw capuw;w thH;t[ ,Uf;fpwnj/

mJjhd; gpur;rid. kuzj;jpw;F Kd;dh; capuw]W ,Ug]gJ jhd; gpur;rid; capuw;w

xU thH;t[ thH]e]J bfhz]oUg]gJ/ mJ jhd; gpur;rid. ,Wfpajd]ika[ld]/

jd;Ds;nsna milgl;L ,Ug;gJ. ‘yPg]ep!;’ mjw;F xU brhy] itj;jpUf;fpwhh;. mij

‘bkhndl]bkhndl]bkhndl]bkhndl]’ vd;W miHf;fpwhh;. ‘bkhndl;bkhndl;bkhndl;bkhndl;’ vd;why; btsp cyif vl;og; ghh;f;ft[k;/

btsp cyfk; ek;ikg; ghh;f;ft[k; xU $d;dy; Tl ,y;yhj mg]go xU rpiwapy;/ mg]go

xU Fg;gpf;Fs; milgl;L ,Ug;gjhFk;. ‘bkhndlbkhndlbkhndlbkhndl’ ;; ;; vd;gJ Kw;wpYk; \lg;gl;l/

$d;dy;fs; mw;w miw. ‘bkhndl;bkhndl;bkhndl;bkhndl;’ vd;gJ jdpa[hpik/ Jwtp klk;/ klj;Jj; Jwtp/ xnu

thH;f;ifj; Jiz bfhs;Sk; gHf;fk; nghd;w brhw;fspd; \yr; brhy;ypy; ,Ue;J

tUfpwJ; mjw;F Kw;wpYk; xUikapy] ,Ug;gJ vd;W bghUs;. Jwtp vd;gth;

xUikapy] thH;gth;/ Jwtp klk; vd;gJ Jwtpfs; xUikapy] thGkplk;. eP';fs; xU

capuw;w miwapy] Kw;wpYk; milgl;L ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ eP';fs; xU Jwtp klj;jpy;

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; kl;Lk; xU Fifapy; jdpahf thH;fpwPh;fs;/ c';fshy;

kw;wth;fis beU';f KoahJ/ kw;wth;fshYk] c';fis beU';f KoahJ. eP';fs;

Kw;wpYk; \lg;gl;ltuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

,Jjhd; tpiwg;ghf ,Uf;fpd;w capuw]w epiy. mg]bghGJ eP';fs; Jauj;jpy;

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ gpwF/ Jaukpd;wp ,Ug;gjw;fhd tHpfisa[k; Kiwfisa[k; eP';fs;

fz;Lgpof;f Kay;fpwPh;fs;. ,Wfpajd]ika[lDk]/ tpiwg;ghft[k] ,Ug;gjd; \yk;

eP';fs; bjhlh;e;J Jauj;ij Vw;gLj;jpf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ gpwF/ Jaukpd;wp

,Ug;gjw;fhd tHpfis ehof;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. cz;ikapy;/ eP';fs;

Jauj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk; epiy vt;thW Vw;gl;lJ vd;gij eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;lhy;/

mij eP';fs; cldoahf tpl;L tplyhk;. btWknd bkd;ikahf/ xU Xl;lkhf

,U']fs].

xU FHe;ijiag; nghd;W ,U';fs;/ FHe;ijg; gUtj;jpd; bkd;ikiaa[k;

J}a;ikiaa[k; vd;Wnk jf;f itj;jpU';fs;. mjDldhd bjhlh;ig ,He;J

tplhjPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ/ Ik;gJ tUl';fSf;F Kd;dh; ,Ue;j c';fsJ FHe;ijg;

gUtk; ,d;dKk; c';fSf;Fs; capUld; ,Ug;gJ fz;L eP';fs; xU ehs;

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Mr;rh;ag;gLtPh;fs;. mjdld; vt]thW bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tJ vd]gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpe;J

tpl]lhy;/ jpObud;W eP';fs; kWgoa[k; xU FHe;ijahf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

me;jf; FHe;ij vg;bghGJnk ,Hf]fg]gLtjpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; mJ

c';fSila thH;t[/ mJ m';nfna ,Uf;fpwJ. me;jf; FHe;ij ,we;JtpLfpwhd;/

mjd]gpwF eP';fs; ,is"uhfpwPh;fs; vd]gnjh/ ,is"d; ,we;J/ mjd]gpwF eP';fs;

KjpatuhfpwPh;fs; vd]gnjh my]y - ,y;iy/ mJ me;j khjphp ,y;iy. mLf;Ffs; nky;

mLf;Ffs; nrh;fpd;wd/ Mdhy; kpft[k; cs;shh]e]j ikak; mg;gona khwhky;

,Uf;fpwJ – ve;jg; gr;rpsk; FHe;ijahf eP';fs; gpwe;jPh;fnsh mJ ,d;dKk;

c';fSf;Fs;ns ,Uf;fpwJ; mjidr; Rw;wpYk; gy mLf;Ffs; nrh;e;jpUf;fpd;wd/

mtw;iw vy;yhk; eP';fs; Jisj;Jr] brd]why]/ jpObud;W c';fSf;Fs]spUe]J me;jf;

FHe;ij btspg;gLfpwJ. ,e;j jpObud;w btspg;gLjiyj;jhd; ehd; gutrk] vd;W

miHj;jpUf;fpnwd;.

,naR TWfpwhh;/ “eP';fs; FHe;ijfisg; nghd;W khwpdhy] md]wp eP';fs;

flt[spd; ,uh$;$paj;jpw;Fs; EiHa khl]Oh]fs].” mth; ,ijj]jhd] Fwpg]gpLfpwhh;/

ehDk; ,J Fwpj;Jjhd; ngrpf; bfhz;oUf;fpnwd;. c';fSila fodkhd

nkw]Tl]oid/ c';fisr; Rw;wpa[s;s Rth;fis/ me;jg] gy mLf;Ffis eP';fs;

Jisj;jhy;/ me;jf; FHe;ij c';fSf;Fs;ns jpObud;W btspg;gLk;. kWgoa[k;

cyif xU FHe;ijapd; fs;sk; fglkw;w fz;fnshL eP';fs; fhz]gPh;fs;.

mg;bghGJ m']F ,iwik ,Uf;fpwJ.

[,iwik vd;gJ kpft[k; jj;Jthh;j;jkhd xU tp#ak] md]W; mJ ,e;j

cyif xU FHe;ijapd; ghh]ita[ld] ghh;g;gjhFk;.]boxmatter ,nj cyfk; - ,e;j

kyh;fs;/ ,e;j ku';fs;/ ,e;j thdk; kw;Wk; eP';fs; - xU FHe;ijapd; ghh;ita[ld;

eP';fs; ghh;f;Fk] bghGJ/ ,nj cyfk; jpObud;W g[dpjkhf ,Uf;Fk; xU g[jpa

jd;ikiag; bgWfpwJ. xU Jha;ikahd/ bkd;ikahd/ vspjpy; ,sff]Toa ,jak;

kl;Lnk njitg;gLfpwJ. ,iwik fhzhky; nghftpy;iy/ eP';fs;eP';fs;eP';fs;eP';fs; fhzhky;

ngha;tpl;Oh;fs;. ,iwik ,';F ,y;yhky; ,y;iy/ eP'eP'eP'eP';fs;fs;fs;fs; ,';F ,y;yhky;

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

kdpjd; gpwf;Fk; bghGJ/ mtd; ,sfpa jd]ika[lDk] gytPdkhft[k; ,Uf;fpd]whd;;

kuzkila[k; bghGJ/ mtd] ,Wfpajd]ika[lDk; tpiwg;ghft[k; ,Uf;fpd]whd;.

bghUl]fSk;/ jhtu';fSk; capUld] ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mit bkd;ikahft[k; tise;J

bfhLf;Fk; jd;ika[lDk; ,Uf;fpd;wd; mit kuzkile;Jtpl]l bghGJ/ mit fha;e;J

ngha[k] tpiwg]ghf Mdhy] vspjpy; cilaf;Toaitahft[k]] ,Uf;fpd;wd.

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fw;Wf; bfhs;S';fs;. thH;f;if c';fSf;Fg] gy tHpfspy;; fw;Wj; jUfpwJ.

thHtpy] xUth; vt]thW ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;w ghijiar; Rl;of; fhl;LfpwJ.

Mifahy] ,Wfpajd]ika[k] tpiwg;g[j] jd]ika[k] kuzj;jpd; njhHh;fs;/ bkd;ika[k;

tise]J bfhLf]fpd]w jd;ika[k; thH;tpd; njhHh;fs;.

eP';fs; mjpfkhd caph;j;Jog;g[ld;/ kpFjpahd caph;j;Jog;g[ld; ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk]gpdhy;/ thH;tpd; njhHh;fis ehL';fs;: bkd;ik/ tise;J

bfhLf;fpd;w jd;ik.

[c';fSf;Fs; Fg;igahf nrh;e;J ,Ug;git aht[k] c';fisf;

,Wfpajd]ika[ilatuhf khw;Wfpd;wd. xt;bthU fzKk; eP';fs; fle;j fzj;jpy;

,Ue;J tpLgl;ltuhf ,Uf;fpw tpjkhf thG';fs;.]boxmatter c';fSila NH;epiy

jw;bghGJ ,t;thW ,Uf;fpwJ: c';fsplk; gy miwfs; bfhz;l xU bghpa tPL

,Uf;fpwJ/ mjpy; cs;s vy;yh miwfspYk; Jz;Lfis xd;whf ,izf;Fk;

g[jph;fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd. tPL KGtJk; Jz;Lfis ,izf;Fk; g[jph;fshy; epuk;gp

,Uf;fpwJ – nki$fspd; kPJ/ ehw;fhypfspd; kPJ/ gLf;ifapd; kPJ/ jiufspd; kPJ/

Tiufspy; ,Ue;J bjh';fpf;bfhz;L – v';Fk; Jz;Lfis xd;whf ,izf;Fk;

g[jph;fs;/ nkYk] mtw]Ws] vjw;Fk; c';fshy; tpilfhz ,aytpy;iy. eP';fs;

xd;Wf;F tpil fhz Kaw]rpf]fpwPh;fs;; mjw;F tpil fhz;gJ fodkhf

,Uf;fpwbjd;W vz;zpf;bfhz;L eP';fs; mLj;j g[jpUf;F bry]fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; me;j

Kjy; g[jph; c';fs; kdjpw]Fs] bjhlh]e]J ,Ue]J bfhz]oUf;fpwJ. mJ kl;Lky;y/

mjd] rpy gFjpfis gpd]dh] ,izj;Jg; ghh;g]gjw]fhf eP';fs; c';fSld; vLj;Jr]

bry;fpwPh;fs;. gpwF eP';fs; kw;WbkhU g[jpUf;F tpil fhz Kaw]rpf]fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;

c';fshy; mjw;F tpil fhz KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; eP';fns g[jpuhfp ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

gpwF eP';fs; kw]bwhU miwf;Fr; bry;fpwPh;fs;/ ,nj Kiwapy] eP';fs; efh;e;J

bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ tl;l tl;lkhf.

eP';fs; tpilfhzg;glhj g[jph;fshy; epug;gg;gl;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ gpwF bky;y

bky;y eP';fs; Kw;wpYk; igj;jpakhfpwPh;fs;. thH;tpd; xU xw]iwg] gFjpTl

tpLtpf;fg;glhjjhf/ Mapuf;fzf;fhd g[jph;fs; c';fisr; Rw;wpa[k; Cryhof;

bfhz;L ,Uf;fpd;wd. mit c';fSf;Fj; Jd;gk; tpistpf;fpd;wd. mit

c';fisf; bfhy;fpd;wd.

fle;j fhyj;jpy; ,Ue;J ve;j tp#aj;ija[k; vLj;Jf;bfhz;L bry;yhjPh;fs; -

fle;j fhyk; brd;W tpl;lJ. xt;bthU fzKk; mjdplk] ,Ue;J tpLgL';fs;/ tpil

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fhzhg;gl;lhYk;/ tpil bgwg;glhky; ,Ue;jhYk;. ,g;bghGJ mJ Fwpj]J vJt[k;

bra;a KoahJ. mij tpl;L tpL';fs; - gFjpfisa[k; vLj;Jr; bry;yhjPh;fs;/

Vbdd;why;;/ me;jg] gFjpfs] ,e;j fzk; ,Uf;fpd]w g[jpa gpur;ridfSf;Fj; jPh;t[

fhz]gjw]F c';fis mDkjpf;fhJ. [,e;j fzj;ij vt;tst[ KGikahf Koa[nkh

mt;tst[ KGikahf thG';fs;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; mij KGikahf thH;e;jhy;/

mJ tpLtpf;fg;gLfpwJ vd;gij eP';fs; jPobud;W czUtPh;fs;. mij tpLtpg]gjw;F

ve;jj; njita[k; ,y;iy. thH;f;if jPh;t[ fhzg;gl ntz;oa xU gpur;rid md]W/ mJ

thHg;gl ntz;oa xU g[jph;.]boxmatter mij eP';fs; KGikahf thH;e;jhy;/ mjw]F

tpil fhzg]LfpwJ/ mjpypUe]J eP';fs; mHfhdtuhf/ tsk] bgw]wtuhf/

c';fSila caphpd; g[jpa bgl;lf';fs; jpwf;fg;gl;ltuhf/ c';fisr; Rw;wp vJt[k;

bjhf]fp epw]fhjthW btsp tUfpwPh;fs;. gpwF ,e;jg; g[j;Jzh;r;rpa[lDk]/ ,e;j

KGika[lDk]/ ,e]jj] jPtuj;JlDk]/ eP';fs; kw]bwhU fzj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs]/ me]jf]

fzKk; thHg;gl;L/ tpilfhzg]gLfpd]w tifapy].

thHg;glhj fz';fis c';fisr; Rw;wpa[k; nrfhpj;Jf; bfhz;nl

,Uf;fhjPh;fs]; ,y;iybad;why; eP';fs; ,Wfpa jd]ika[ilatuhf khwp

tpLtPh;;fs;. fle;j fhyj;jpy; ,Ue;J vija[k; c';fSld; eP';fs; vLj;Jr; bry;yhky;

,Ue;jhy; kl;Lnk eP';fs; bkd;ikahf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. FHe;ijfs; Vd; bkd;ikahf

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;> mth;fs; vija[k; vLj;Jr; bry;tjpy;iy. mth;fSila tHp

Kdpth;fspd; tHpiag; nghd;wJ. xU FHe;ij nfhgKw]why;/ mtd; nfhgj]Jld]

,Uf;fpwhd;. me;jf; fzj;jpy;/ mtd; g[j;jh; nfhgj;ijg; gw;wp vd;d TWfpwhh; vd;gJ

Fwpj]J ftiyg;gLtjpy;iy. kQhtPh; nfhgj;ijg; gw;wp vd;d fw]Wj] je]jpUf]fpwhh]

vd;gJ Fwpj]J mtd; ftiyg;gLtjpy;iy/ “nfhgk] bfhs]shnj.” mtd; kpft[k]

nfhgkilfpwhd;* me;jj; jPtpunk mHfhf khWfpd]w mstpw]F mtd; mt;tst[

jPtpukhff; nfhgg;gLfpwhd;. xU FHe]ij cz]ikapnyna nfhgj]Jld] ,Uf]Fk]

bghGJ mtidg] ghU']fs]/ me]j cly] KGtJk] - mt]tst[ rpwpa cly]/ mt]tst[

bkd]ikahdJ/ mt]tst[ ,sfpa jd]ika[ilaJ – nfhgj]jpy] Joj]Jf]bfhz]L

,Uf]fpwJ/ fz]fs] rpte]J/ Kfk] rpte]J/ Fjpj]Jf] bfhz]L/ Tr]rypl]Lf] bfhz]L/

mtd] Vnjh ,e]j cyfk] KGtija[k] mHpj]JtpLthd] vd]gJ nghy]. rf;jpapd; xU

jpObud]w btspg]ghL. . . mLj;j fzk; me;jf; nfhgk; kiwe;JtpLfpwJ/ mtd;

tpisahof; bfhz;oUf;fpwhd;/ ,g]bghGJ mtd; Kfj;ijg; ghU';fs; - ,e;j

Kfk;jhd; xU fzj;jpw;F Kd;g[ mt;tst[ nfhgj]Jld] ,Ue;jJ vd;gij c';fshy;

ek;g KoahJ. KGtJk; g[d]difa[ld;* mt;tst[ mHfhf/ mt;tst[ kfpH]r]rpa[ld]

,Uf;fpwJ.

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,Jjhd] thH;tjw;fhd Kiw. xU fzk; me;j fzj;jpy; ,U';fs;/ Mdhy;

mLj;j fzj;jpw;F vLj;jr; bry;tjw]F vJt[k; kPjk; ,y;yhj mst[ mt;tst[

KGikahf me;j fzj;jpDs] ,U';fs;. FHe;ij nfhgkhd fzj;ij thH;fpwhd;;

gpwF efh;e;J tpLfpwhd;. ,g]bghGJ cs]sijtpl rpwe]j fy;tpKiw cyfpy;

rhj;jpag;gLk; bghGJ/ ehk; FHe;ijfSf;Ff; nfhgg;gl ntz;lhk; vd;W fw;Wf;

bfhLf;f khl]nlhk;. ehk; mth;fSf;F/ nfhgj]Jld] ,Ug]gjw]F/ Mdhy; KGtJk] KGtJk] KGtJk] KGtJk]

nfhgj;Jld]/ nkYk] mijj; j';fSld; vLj;Jf;bfhz;L bry;yhky; ,Ug]gjw]Ff]

fw;Wf;bfhLg;nghk;. nfhgk; jd] ,ay]gpy] jPa]ikahdJ md]W. mij vLj;Jf; bfhz;L

bry;tJ/ mij nrfhpj;J itg;gJ/ Mgj;jhdJ. nfhgj;jpd; kpd;dy;fs; mHfhdit -

cz;ikapy;/ njitahdit; mit thH;tpw;F xU capnuhl;lj;ijf; bfhLf;fpd;wd.

mit thH;it nkYk; Ritkpf]fjhf Mf]Ffpd;wd. ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs; bray;

ntfk; mw;wtuhf czh;tPh;fs;; c';fsplk; xU caph;j;Jog;g[ ,Uf;fhJ. nfhgkhdJ

xU ey;y gapw;rpahFk;/ mjpy; xUth; KGikahf ,Ue;Jtpl;L/ xU fPuy; Tl

Vw;glhky; mjpypUe]J KGikahf btspna tu Koe;jhy;/ mjpy; ve;jj; jtWk;

,y;iy.

KGikahff; nfhgg;gl Koe;j xU kdpjuhy; KGtJk] kfpH]r]rpa[ld; ,Uf;f

Koa[k;/ KGtJk] nerj;Jld] ,Uf;f Koa[k;/ Vbdd;why; mJ eP';fs; nfhgkhf

,Uf;fpwPh;fsh/ kfpH]r]rpa[ld] ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh my;yJ nerj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fsh vd;gJ

nfs;tpay;y. vy;yh mDgt';fspy; ,Ue;Jk; eP';fs; fw;Wf;bfhs;fpd]w xU tp#ak]

KGikahf ,Ug;gJ MFk;. [eP';fs; nfhgkhf ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpf;fg;gltpy;iy

vd;why]/ eP';fs; epiwt[ bgwhjth] MfpwPh;fs;. me;jf; fzj;ij eP']fs]

miuFiwahf thH;fpwPh;fs;/ mjd] gpw gFjpfs; kdjpy; bjhf]fp epw]fpd;wd.

Mg]bghGJ eP';fs; g[d;diff;fpwPh]fs]/ Mdhy; c';fSila g[d;dif

Jha;ikahdjhf ,y;iy; mJ fyg;glkhdjhf ,Uf;fpd;wJ/ Vbdd;why;/ mjpy;

me]jf] nfhgk; fye;jpUf;fpwJ.]boxmatter c';fSila cjLfs; g[d;diff;fpd;wd/

Mdhy; mit tp#j;jd;ika[ld; ,Uf;fpd;wd; me;jf; nfhgk; tpl;L mfytpy;iy/

fle;j fhyk; tpl;L mfytpy;iy/ epfH;fhyj;jpy; ,Ug]gjw]F eP';fs; Kw;wpYk;

tpLgl;ltuhf ,y;iy. fle;j fhyk; c';fs; kPJ xU epHiy Vw;gLj;jptpl;lJ. ,nj

epiy bjhlh;;e;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs; FHg;gkilfpwPh;fs;. thH;f;if

KGtJk] fle;j fhyj;jpd; gpd; tpisthf Mfpd;wJ. mjd;gpwF c';fshy; vija[k;

thH KoahJ/ c';fshy; nerpf;f KoahJ. c';fshy; gpuhh;j;jid bra;a KoahJ/

c';fshy; jpahdpf;f KoahJ.

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kf;fs; vd;dplk; te;J brhy;fpwhh;fs;/ “eh';fs; jpahdk; bra]a[k]bghGJ/

jpObud;W yl;rf;fzf;fhd vz;z';fs; vGfpd;wd. rhjhuzkhf me;j vz;z';fs;

vGtjpy;iy/ Mdhy; eh';fs; jpahdk] bra]a[k;bghGJ/ mg;bghGJ mit

vGfpd;wd.” ,J Vd; elf;fpd;wJ> epiwt[ bgwhj mDgt';fs; - eP';fs; jpahdpf;Fk;

bghGJ ve;j ntiyapYk; <Lglhky; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ mit ahita[k]

c';fs; kPJ gha]fpd;wd: “eP';fs; ve;j ntiyapYk; <Lglhky; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/

v';fSf;nfDk] jPh]t[ fhq';fs;/ v']fis Kw;Wg;bgwr; bra;a[';fs;/ v']fis

epiwtilar; bra;a[';fs;. eP';fs; vJt[k; bra;J bfhz;oUf;ftpy;iy – jpahdpj;jy;

vd;gJ vJt[k; bra;ahky; ,Uj]jy]]/ ,';F btWknd mkh;e;jpUj]jy]. VjhtJ

bra;a[';fs;* ,e;jf; nfhgk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ ,ijj] jPh;j;J ita[';fs;. ,e;j nerk;

,Uf;fpwJ/ mij epiwt[ bra;a[';fs;. ,e;j Mir ,Uf;fpwJ/ VjhtJ bra;a[';fs;*”

eP';fs; ve;j ntiyapyhtJ <Lgl;oUe;jhy;/ ,e;j tp#a';fs; vy;yhk;

c';fisr; NHe;jpUe;jhYk;/ mit c';fSila ftdj;jpw;F tuhj mstpw]F

eP';fs; ntiyapy; ftdj]Jld] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; eP';fs; jpahdpf;fpw bghGJ/

mit vy;yhk; c';fs; ftdj;ij <h;f;f KaYfpd;wd – “eh';fs; epiwt[ bgwhky;

,Uf;fpnwhk;*” mit c';fSila fle;j fhyj;jpd; epHy]fs].

xt;bthU fzj;ija[k; KGikahf thG';fs;. nkYk; fle;j fhyk] vLj;Jr;

bry;yg] glhjthW tpHpg;g[zh;t[ld; thG';fs;. ,J RygkhdJ/ rpwpJ tpHpg;g[zh;t[

kl;Lnk njit – ntW vJt[k; njitapy;iy. tpHpg;g[zh;tw;w epiyapy; thHhjPh;fs;/

,ae;jpuj;jdkhf; rw;W mjpf jd]Dzh]t[ld] ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ c';fshy; fhz

Koa[k;. gpwF eP';fs; FHe;ijiag; nghd;W bkd;ikahf/ g[jpjhf Jsph;tpLk;

broiag; nghd;W mHfhf tise;J bfhLf;fpwtuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. ,e;j ,ay;ig

kuzj;jpd; filrp fzk; tiuapy] vLj]Jr] bry;y Koa[k;; eP';fs] bjhlh]e]J tise;J

bfhLf]Fk] jd]ika[lndna ,Uf;fyhk;. eP';fs; vspjhf tise;J bfhLf;fpw

jd;ika[lndna/ ,sika[lndna/ g[j;Jzh;t[lndna ,Ue;jPh]fs] vd]why;/ kuzk;

epfH;fpwJ/ Mdhy; mJ c';fSf;Fc';fSf;Fc';fSf;Fc';fSf;F epfH;tjpy;iy. eP';fs; c';fSf;Fs; thH;itf]

bfhz]ltuhf ,Ug;gjdhy;/ kuzk; epfH KoahJ. Vw;fdnt capuw;W ,Uf;fpw

kdpjh;fs;jhd; kuzkilfpwhh;fs;. vg;bghGJk; caph;j;Jog;g[ld; ,Ue;J

te;jpUf;fpd;w kdpjh;fs; . . . mth;fs; kuzk; epfH;tijg; ghh;f;fpwhh;fs; - cly;

kuzkilfpwJ/ kdk; kuzkilfpwJ/ Mdhy; mth;fs; kuzkiltjpy;iy.

mth;fs; mjw;F btspna ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ me;j mDgtj;jpw;F mg;ghw;gl;lth;fshf

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

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Mifahy;/ xU gil cWjpgilj;jjhf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ/ mJ nghhpy; njhw;WtpLk;.

yhnth-l;N mwpt[f;F Vw;g[ilikaw;wtuhfj; njhd;Wfpwhh;. xU gil

cWjpgilj;jjhf ,Uf;Fk;bghGJ mJ nghhpy; njhw;WtpLk; vd;W mth] TWfpwhh;/

Mdhy; eP';fs; cWjpgilj;jtuhf ,Uf;Fk; bghGbjy;yhk;/ eP';fs; btw;wp

bgWtPh;fs; vd;W eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;.

xU kuk; ,Wfpajhf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ mJ btl;lg;gl]L tpLk;. bghpajhft[k] typika[lDk]

,Ug]git fPnH ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. bkd;ikahft[k; gytPdkhft[k; ,Ug]git nkny

,Ug;gjw;F chpait.

nth;fs; ,Wfpajd]ika[ilait/ mit fPnH ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. kyh]fs;

bkd;ikahdit/ mit cr]rg;gFjpapy; ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. ,Jjhd; rKjhaj;jpd;

rhpahd mikg;g[ MFk;: typikahd kdpjh]fs; nth;g]gFjpf]F chpath;fs; vd;why;/

bkd;ikahd kdpjh;fs; cr]rg;gFjpf;F chpath;fs;. ftp"h;fSk; Xtpah;fSk; nkny

,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. Kdpth;fSk;/ "hdpfSk; kpft[k;

cah;e;j rpfuj;jpy; ,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. giltPuh;fs;/

murpay;thjpfs; kw;Wk; bjhHpyjpgh;fs; fPnH ,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;; mth]fs] nkny ,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf ,Uf;ff;TlhJ. ,e;j cyfk;

KGtJk] jiyfPHhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ Vbdd;why;/ ,Wfpajd]ik cilath;fs] nkny

,Ug]gjw]F Kaw]rpj]Jf] bfhz]oUf]fpwhh;fs;.

,J nth;fs; murpay;thjpfshf khwp/ mit kuj;jpd; nkw]gFjpf;F tUtjw]F

Kaw;rpg;gJ nghy; cs;sJ/ nkYk; mit kyh;fis kuj;jpd; moghfj;jpw;F/

kz;zpw;F moapy; js;s Kaw;rpg;gJnghy; cs;sJ. Kd;bghU fhyj;jpy; cyfk;

mjpf rkr]rPuhd epiyapy] ,Ue;jJ – cjhuzj;jpw;F/ ,e;jpahtpy;/ gpuhkzh;fs;

nkny ,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf ,Ue;jhh;fs;. ehk; mth;fis nkny

itj;jpUe;njhk;. gpuhkzh;fs; vd;gth;fs; "hdpfs;/ mth;fs; gpuk;khit gpuk;khit gpuk;khit gpuk;khit

mwpe;jth;fs;. mJ xU $hjpay;y/ mjw;Fk; gpwg;gpw;Fk; ve;j rk;ge;jKk; ,y;iy; mJ

cs;ns Vw;gLk; kWgpwg]g[ rk;ge;jg;gl;lJ. ,Wjpahf mwpaf]Toaij

mwpe;jth;fs;jhd; gpuhkzh;fs;. mth;fs; nkny ,Ug;gjw;F chpath;fshf

,Ue;jhh;fs;/ mth;fs;jhd; kyh;fshf ,Ue]jhh]fs]. murh;fs;/ kpft[k] gykpf;f

rf;uth;j;jpfs; Tl/ mth;fsplk; te;J mth;fSila ghj']fspy] gzpe;J jiy jhH;j;jp

tz';f ntz;Lk;. mJjhd; rhpahd Kiwahf ,Ue]jJ – xU murh;/ vt;tst[jhd]

rpwe;jtuhft[k;/ ty]yik gilj]jtuhft[k; ,Ue;jhYk;/ mth; ,d]dKk] murh;jhd;.

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rk;rhhp vd]gth] ,d;dKk; Ml]og] gilf]Fk] Mirfisf] bfhz]lth]jhd]/ mth;

,d;dKk; Fwpf;nfhspd;/ mfk;ghtj;jpd; gpd;nd bry;gth;jhd;; mth; jiyjhH;j;jp

tz';fj;jhd; ntz;Lk;.

,J ele;jJ :

g[j;jh; xU efuj;jpw;F te;J bfhz;oUe;jhh;/ me;efuj;jpd; kd;dh; mtiur]

brd;W tuntw;gjw]F rpwpJ jaf]fj]Jld] ,Ue]jhh;. mthpd; gpujk ke;jphp/

kpft[k; tajhd/ tpntfKila kdpjh;/ mth; kd;dhplk; Twpdhh;/ “eP';fs;

brd;whf ntz;Lk;.” murh; Twpdhh;/ “,J njitaw;wjhfj; njhd;WfpwJ. mth;

ahrpj]J thH]gth]. mth; tul;Lk;* mtiu tuntw;gjw]fhf vd;Dila

,uh$;$paj;jpd; vy;iy tiu ehd;; bry]tjpy] vd;d bghUspUf;fpwJ> ehd; xU

kd;dd;/ Mdhy; mth; xU ahrfh].”

me;j tajhd gpujk ke;jphp cldoahf jd;Dila ,uh$pdhkh

fojj;ij vGjpdhh;. mth; Twpdhh;/ “vd;Dila ,uh$pdhkhit

Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;/ Vbdd;why; eP';fs; ,t;tst[ juk; jhH;e;J tpl;Oh;fs;

vd;why;/ vd;dhy; ,dp bjhlh;e;J ,';nf ,Uf;f KoahJ. jh';fs; xU murh;

vd;gija[k;/ mth; ,uh$;$pa';fisj; Jwe;jth; vd;gija[k; eP';fs; epidtpy;

bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. mthplk; xd;Wk; ,y;iy/ c';fsplk; kpfg;bghpa ,uh$;$pak;

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy]/ mthplk; xd;Wk; ,y;iy. mjdhy; mth; nkny ,Ug;gjw;F

chpath;. eP';fs; brd;W mtiu tz';fj;jhd; ntz;Lk;/ ,y;iybadpy;

vd;Dila ,uh$pdhkhit Vw;Wf;bfhs;S';fs;. vd;dhy] ,']F ,e;j

muz;kidapy;; c';fSld] ,Uf;f KoahJ. mJ vdf;F ,ayhjJ.” mjdhy;

murh; bry;y ntz;oajhfptpl;lJ.

mth; g[j;jiu tz';fpabghGJ/ g[j;jh; mthplk; Twpdhh;/ “,jw]F

mtrpakpy;iy. eP';fs; tUtjw]Fj] ja']fpdPh]fs] vd;W ehd; nfs;tpg;gl;nld;.

,jw]F mtrpakpy;iy/ Vbdd;why; xUth; tpUg;gkpd;wp ,Uf]Fk] bghGJ/

xUth] te;jhYk; Tl/ mth; cz]ikapy] tUtjpy;iy. khpahijia

fl;lhag;gLj;jpg; bgw KoahJ. xd;W eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;tPh;fs;/ my;yJ

eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhs;s khl;Oh;fs;. ,jw]F mtrpakpy;iy – ehnd c';fisg;

ghh;f;f te;J bfhz;oUe;njd;. ehd; xU ahrfd] . . . eP';fs; xU khkd;dh;.”

mg;bghGJ me;j kd;dh; fz;zPh; tpl;L mH Muk;gpj;jhh;. mth;

tp#aj;ijg; g[hpe;J bfhz;Ltpl;lhh;.

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fpHf;fj]jpa ehLfspy;/ gpuhkzh;fs; cr;rg;gFjpapy; ,Ue;jhh;fs;. xU

rKjhaj;ij mikg]gjw]F mJjhd; rhpahd Kiwahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. ,g;bghGJ

[cyfk; KGtjpYk; murpay;thjpfs; nkw]gFjpia mile;J tpl;lhh;fs;. mjdhy;

jhd; ,e;jj; JauKk; ,e;jf; FHg;gKk; - mJ mt]thWjhd; ,Ue]jhf ntz]Lk;. nky;

gFjp kpft[k; fdkhfptpl;lJ. kyh;fs; kl;Lnk nkny ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; - "hdpfs;/

ftp"h;fs;/ Kdpth;fs;. murpay;thjpfs; my;y.]boxmatter

bghpjhft[k;; cWjpgilj]jjhft[k] ,Ug;git fPnH ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. bkd;ikahft[k;

gytPdkhft[k; ,Ug;git nkny ,Ug;gjw;F chpait. . . .

eP';fs; nkny ,Ug;gjw;F chpatuhf ,Uf]f tpUk;gpdhy; bkd;ikahft[k;

gytPdkhft[k; ,U';fs; vd;W yhnth-l;N TWfpwhh;. kpft[k; bkd;ikahft[k;/

gytPdkhft[k; ,U';fs;/ g[y;ypidg; nghd;W kpft[k; kpUJthf ,U';fs;/ bghpa

ku';fisg; nghd;W typika[ld; my;y.

gadw;W ,Uf;Fk; vy;yhtw;wpd; kPJk; yhnth-l;N MH;e;j Mh]tj]Jld]

,Uf]fpwhh;. gadw;W ,Ug;gJjhd; ghJfhg;g[ld] ,Ug;gjw;F chpa tHp vd;W

yhnth-l;N TWfpwhh;. gaDilatuhf ,Ug;gJ mghafukhdJ/ Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs;

gaDilatuhf ,Ue;jhy; ahnuh xUth] c';fisg; gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs]sj]jhd]

nghfpwhh]/ eP';fs; gpwUila Raeyj;jpw;F gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;sg;gLtPh;fs;. eP';fs;

typika[ilatuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; gilapy; nrh]tjw]F

fl;lhag]gLj]jg]gLtPh;fs;.

yhnth-l;N jd;Dila rPlh;fSld; xU fpuhkj;ijf; fle;J brd;W

bfhz;oUe;jbghGJ xU Tdiug; fz]lhh;. mth; jk; rPlh;fsplk; Twpdhh]/ “eP';fs;

me;j Tdhplk; brd;W mth; vt]thW czh;fpwhh; vd;W nfS';fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ ehd;

,e;j efuk; gpur;ridapy; ,Ue]jJ vd;W nfs;tpg;gl;oUf]fpnwd;. murh; ,is"h;fs]

kw]Wk;/ typikahdth;fs; midtiua[k; ,uhqtg; gilapy; nrh]tjw]F fl;lhag;

gLj;jpapUf;fpwhh;.”

mth;fs; me;jf; Tdhplk; brd;W mthplk; nfl;lhh;fs;. mth; Twpdhh;/ “ehd;

kfpH;r;rpa[ld; ,Uf;fpnwd;* vd;Dila TDila KJfpdhy;/ mth;fs; vd;idf;

fl;lhag;gLj;jtpy;iy. ehd; gadw;wtd;. mt;thWjhd; ehd; fhg;ghw;wg;gl;L

,Uf]fpd]nwd;.” rPlh;fs; yhnth-l;Ntplk; brd]W ele;jijf] Twpdhh;fs;. yhnth-l;N

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mth;fsplk;; Twpdhh;/ “,g]bghGJ/ epidtpy; itj;Jf; bfhs;S';fs;.

gadw;wth]fshf ,U';fs;. ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs; nghhpy; ,iuahf khwptpLtPh;fs;.”

xU Kiw xU tdj;ijf; fle]J bry]Yk; bghGJ mth;fs; xU kpfg;bghpa

kuj;jpd; fPnH te;jhh;fs;; xU Mapuk; khl;Ltz;ofs; mjd; fPnH Xa;btLj;jpUf;f

Koa[k;. tdk; KGtJk; btl;lg;gl;L te;jJ/ Mapuf;fzf;fhd jr;rh;fs; m';F ntiy

ghh;j;J te;jhh;fs;. yhnth-l;N Twpdhh;/ “vd;d ele;jbjd;W tprhhpa[';fs; - mth]fs]

Vd; ,e;jg; bghpa kuj;ij btl;lhky; tpl;Ltpl;lhh;fs;>”

rPlh;fs; brd;W tprhhpj;jhh;fs;. me;jj; jr;rh; Twpdhh;/ “,e;j kuk; Kw;wpYk;

gadw;wJ. ,jd; fpisfs; neuhf ,y;iy/ mitfisf; bfhz;L kur;rhkhd;fs;

vJt[k] bra;a KoahJ – nkYk; ,ij vhpf;Fk; bghGJ ,jpypUe;J mt;tst[ g[if

tUtjhy;/ ,ij vhpbghUshf gad;gLj;j KoahJ. ,jd; ,iyfs; kpUf';fs; Tl

cz;zj; jahuhf ,y;yhj mst[ mt]tst[ frg]ghdit. mjdhy; mJ gadw;wJ.

mjdhy;jhd; mij eh';fs; btl;lhky; ,Uf;fpnwhk;.”

yhnth-l;N rphpf;fj; Jt';fptpl;L jd;Dila rPlh;fsplk; Twpdhh;/ “me;j

kuj;ijg; nghy ,U';fs;/ gadw;wth]fshf. mg;bghGJ ahUk; c';fis btl;of; fPnH

nghl khl;lhh;fs;. ,e;j kuj;ijg; ghU';fs;/ gadw;W ,Ug;gjhnyna vt;tst[

bghpajhf tsh;e;jpUf;fpwbjd;W ghU';fs;*”

thH;f;ifia ,U fz]nzhl]l']fspy] ghh;f;f Koa[k;. mij gaidf;

Fwpf;nfhshff; bfhz;ljhfg; ghh;f;f Koa[k;: xU bghUs; ntW Vjhtbjhd;wpw;F

mtrpak; gad;gLj;jg;gl ntz;Lk; - mg;bghGJ thH;f;if Vnjh xd;iw

miltjw;fhd xU tHptif MfpwJ/ mjd] \ykhf VjhtJ xU nehf;fk;

epiwntw;wg;gl ntz;Lk;. my;yJ/ thH;f;ifia kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpf;ff;Toa

xd;whf vLj;Jf; bfhs;s Koa[k;/ xU gad;ghlhf ,y;yhky; – mg;bghGJ/ ,e;jf;

fzk] jhd] midj]Jk]/ ve;jf; Fwpf;nfhSk; ,y;iy/ ve;j nehf;fKk; ,y;iy.

rpy jpd']fSf;F Kd;g[ ehd; xU ftpijiag; goj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;njd;. mjpy;

xU thp vd;id MHkhf ghjpj;jJ. “xU ftpij bghUs; juf;TlhJ/ bghUshf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;.” ehd; mij kpft[k; ,urpj;njd;. thH;f;if bghUs; juf;TlhJ/ thH;f;ifna

bghUshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;* jd;dpnyna Kw;Wg;bgw;wjhf/ v';Fk; bry;yhky;. . .

,';nf ,g;bghGJ epfH;fhyj;ij kfpH;r;rpa[ld; mDgtpj;Jf; bfhz;L/ bfhz;lhof;

bfhz;L. mg;bghGJjhd; c';fshy] bkd;ikahf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. eP';fs;

gaDilatuhf ,Ug]gjw]F Kaw;rpj;jhy;/ eP';fs; ,Wfpajd]ik cilatuhf

khwptpLtPh;fs;. eP';fs; vijahtJ rhjpf;f Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jhy;/ eP';fs;

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,Wfpajd]ik cilatuhf khwptpLtPh;fs;. eP';fs; nghhpl Kaw;rpj;Jf;

bfhz;oUe;jhy; eP';fs; ,Wfpajd]ik cilatuhf khwptpLtPh;fs;. ruzila[';fs;.

bkd;ikahdtuhft[k;/ ,sfpajd]ik cilatuhft[k; ,U';fs;. thH;tpd; Xl;lk;

c';fis v';F ntz]Lk] vd;whYk;/ m';F miHj;Jr; bry]tjw]F mDkjpa[';fs;.

KGikapd; Fwpf;nfhs; c';fSila Fwpf;nfhshf ,Uf;fl;Lk;. jdpg;gl;l ve;jf;

Fwpf;nfhisa[k; ehlhjPh;fs;. xU m';fkhf kl;Lnk ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ xU

vy;iyaw;w mHFk; ,iwj]jd]ik cila khl]rpa[k] Vw]gLfpwJ.

ehd; TWtij/ ,ij czu KaY';fs;. ,J mwpt[j; jpwidg; bghWj;jjy;y/

,J g[hpe;J bfhs;sg]gl ntz;oa xd]wy;y. ehd; TWtij czh]e]J ghU';fs;. ehd;

TWtij cs;th';fpf; bfhs;S';fs;. mJ c';fSld; ,Uf;fl;Lk;. mJ c';fSf;Fs;

MHkhfg; gotjw]F mDkjpa[';fs;: thH;f;ifg; bghUs; juf;TlhJ; thH;nt

bghUshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mg;bghGJ jpObud;W eP';fs; bkd;ikahdtuhf

,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. vy;yh ,Wfpajd]ika[k; brd;WtpLfpwJ/ kiwe;J tpLfpwJ/ fiue;J

tpLfpwJ. me;jf; FHe;ij kPz]Lk; fz;Lgpof;fg;gLfpwhd;; eP';fs; kWgoa[k; xU

FHe;ijahf khwp tpl]Oh;fs;/ FHe;ijg; gUtj;jpd; bjspthd ghh;it kWgoa[k;

fpilj;Jtpl;lJ. eP';fs; ghh;f;fyhk;/ mg;bghGJ ,e;j gRik Kw;wpYk; khWgl;ljhf

,Uf;fpwJ. gwitfspd; ghly;fs; Kw;wpYk; khWgl;ljhf ,Uf]fpwJ. mg;bghGJ

KGikf;F Kw;wpYk; ntwhd xU rpwg;g[ ,Uf;fpwJ. mjw;F mh;j;jk; vJt[k] ,y;iy/

khwhf mjw;Fr] rpwg;g[ ,Uf;fpwJ. mh;j;jk; gad;ghl;Lld; bjhlh;g[ilaJ; rpwg;g[

kfpH;r;rpa[ld; bjhlh;g[ilaJ.

thH;f;ifia kfpH;r;rpa[ld; Rita[';fs;/ eP';fs; bkd;ikahdtuhf

,Ug;gPh;fs;. ejpa[lndna bry;Y';fs;. ejpahfnt khwp tpL';fs;.

Raeyj;Jld; ,U';fs;Raeyj;Jld; ,U';fs;Raeyj;Jld; ,U';fs;Raeyj;Jld; ,U';fs;

nghypahdth;fisj; jtpu ntW ahUk; Raeykpd;wp ,Uf;f KoahJ.

Raeyk;Raeyk;Raeyk;Raeyk; vd]fpw brhy; fz;ldj]Jld] kpft[k] bjhlh]g[ilajhf khwptpl;lJ/

Vbdd;why;/ vy;yh kj';fSk; mijf; fz;oj;Js;sd. mit eP';fs;

Raeykw;wth;fshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lbkd;W tpUk;g[fpd;wd. Mdhy; vjw;fhf> gpwUf;F

cjt[tjw;fhf . . . .

vdf]F epidtpw]F tUfpwJ:

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xU rpWtd; jd;Dila jhaplk; ngrpf; bfhz;oUe;jhd;/ mg;bghGJ me;j jha]

Twpdhh;/ “kwthky; vg;bghGJk; gpwUf;F cjtp bra].” me;jf; FHe;ij

nfl;lhd;/ “gpwF kw;wth;fs; vd;d bra;thh;fs;>” mjw]F me;jj] jha] Twpdhh;/

“mth;fs; kw;wth;fSf;F cjt[thh;fs;.” me;j FHe;ij Twpdhd;/ “,J xU

tpnehjkhd Vw;ghlhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ekf;F ehnk Vd] cjtpf;bfhs;sf; TlhJ/

mijg] gpwUf;F khw;wp njitapy;yhky; tp#a';fis rpf;fyhf;Ftijf]

fhl]oYk]>”

Raeyk; ,aw;ifahdJ. Mk;/ Raeykhf ,Ue;J bfhz;nl eP';fs;

gfph;e;J bfhs]fpw xU fzk; tUk;. Mde;jk] bgh';fp tHpfpw xU epiyapy]

eP';fs; ,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ mg;bghGJ c';fshy] gfph;e;J bfhs;s Koa[k]].

jw;bghGJ/ [Jauj;Jld; ,Ug;gth;fs;/ Jauj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk; gpwUf;F

cjt[fpwhh;fs;. ghh;itaw;wth;fs;/ ghh;itaw;w gpwiu tHpelj;jpr;

bry;fpwhh;fs;. c';fshy] vd;d cjtpia mspf;f Koa[k;> ,J gy

Ehw;whz;Lfshf ,Ue;J tUfpw/ kpft[k] mghafukhd xU fUj]J

MFk;.]boxmatter

xU rpwpa gs;spf;Tlj;jpy; Mrphpia khzth;fsplk; Twpdhh;/ “thuk; xU

KiwnaDk; eP';fs; xU ew;bray] bra;a ntz;Lk;.” xU rpWtd; nfl;lhd;/

“ew;bray;fSf;F rpy cjhuz';fis v';fSf;F jat[bra;J bfhL';fs;;. v';fSf;F

vJ ew;bray; vd;gJ bjhpahJ.” mjdhy; mth; Twpdhh;/ “cjhuzj;jpw;F/ xU

ghh;itaw;w bgz;kzp rhiyiaf; flf;f tpUk;g[fpwhh;; eP';fs; mth; rhiyiaf;

fle]J bry]tjw]F cjt[';fs;. ,J xU ew;bray;; ,J ey;byhGf;fk;.”

mLj;j thuk; me;j Mrphpia nfl;lhh;/ “eP';fs; ahuhtJ ehd; c';fsplk;

Twpaij epidtpy; itj;Jr; bra;jPh;fsh>” \d;W FHe;ijfs; j';fsJ fu';fis

cah;j;jpdhh;fs;. mth; Twpdhh;/ “,J ed]whf ,y;iy - fpl;lj;jl;l tFg;gpy; cs;s

ahtUnk vJt[k; bra;atpy;iy. ,Ug;gpDk;/ ,e;j \d;W rpWth;fshtJ VjhtJ

ew;braiyr; bra;jpUf;fpwhh;fs; vd;gJ ey;yJ.” mth; Kjyhktdplk; nfl;lhh;/ “eP

vd;d bra;jha;>” mtd; Twpdhd;/ “eP';fs; Twpa mnj ew;bray;jhd;: xU tajhd

bgz;kzp/ ghh;itaw;wth]/ mth; rhiyiaf; fle]J bry]tjw]F ehd; cjtpndd;.”

Mrphpia Twpdhh;/ “kpft[k; ey;yJ/ flt[s; cd;id MrPh;tjpg;ghh;.” mth;

,uz;lhktdplk; nfl;lhh; “eP vd;d bra;jha;>” mtd; Twpdhd;/ “mJntjhd; - xU

ghh;itaw;w tajhd bgz;kzp/ mth; rhiyiaf; fle]J bry]tjw]F ehd;

cjtpndd;.” Mrphpiaf;F rw;Wg; FHg;gkhfptpl;lJ. ,th;fs; ,e;j ghh;itaw;w

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tajhd bgz;kzpfis vy]yhk] v';nf fz;Lgpof]fpwhh;fs;> Mdhy; mJ bghpa

efuk;; mth]fs] ,U bgz;kzpfisf; fz;oUf;ff;ToaJ rhj;jpank. mth;

\d;whktdplk] nfl;lhh;/ mtDk; Twpdhd;/ “mth;fs; bra;j mnj ew]braiyj;jhd;

ehDk; bra;njd;: xU ghh;itaw;w tajhd bgz;kzp rhiyiaf; fle]J bry]tjw]F

cjtpndd;.”

Mrphpia nfl;lhh;/ “Mdhy; eP';fs; v';F \d;W ghh;itaw;w bgz;kzpfisf;

fz;L gpoj]jPh;fs;>” mth;fs; Twpdhh;fs;/ “c';fSf;Fg; g[hpatpy;iy – m']F \d;W

ghh;itaw;w bgz;kzpfs; ,y;iy/ xnu xU ghh;itaw;w bgz; jhd; ,Ue;jhh]. mth;

rhiyiaf; fle]J bry]tjw]F cjtp bra]tJ mt;tst[ fodkhdjhf ,Ue;jJ! mth;

fj;jpf; Tr]rypl;Lf; bfhz;Lk]/ v';fis moj;Jf; bfhz;Lk; ,Ue;jhh;/ Vbdd;why;/

mth; rhiyiaf] fle]J bry]y tpUk;gtpy;iy. Tl;lk; ToaJ/ kf;fs; v';fisg;

ghh;j;Jf; Tr]rypl;lhh;fs;/ MdhYk; eh';fs; VjhtJ xU ew;braiyr; bra;nj jPUtJ

vd;fpd]w Kidg;gpy; ,Ue;njhk;. mjdhy; eh';fs; Twpndhk;/ “ftiyg;glhjPh;fs;/

eh';fs; ,e;jg; bgz;kzpia rhiyapd; kWg[wj;jpw;Fj;jhd; bfhz;L bry;fpnwhk.;”

gpwUf;F cjt ntz;Lk; vd;W kf;fSf]F mwpt[Wj;jg;gLfpwJ/ Mdhy;

mth;fs; j';fSf;Fs]ns xd;Wkpy;yhjth]fshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. gpwiu nerpf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;W mth;fSf]F mwpt[Wj;jg;gLfpwJ - mUfpy; ,Ug;gth;fis nerpa[';fs;/

gifth;fis nerpa[';fs; - Mdhy; j';fisj; jh';fs] nerpf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W

mth;fSf]F vg;bghGJk; mwpt[Wj;jg;gLtjpy;iy. vy;yh kj';fSnk/

nehpilahfnth/ my]yJ kiwKfkhfnth/ kf;fs; j';fisj; jh';fs; btWf;f

ntz;Lk; vd;W mwpt[Wj;Jfpd;wd. jd;idna btWf;Fk; xUtdhy; ahiua[k; nerpf;f

KoahJ; mtdhy] ghrh';F kl;Lnk bra;a Koa[k;.

mog;gilahd tp#ak] vd]dbtd]why] nerk; c';fSf]Fs] epuk;gp tHpe;J

gpwiur] brd]W mila[k; mstpw]F/ mt]tst[ KGikahf eP';fs] c']fis nerpf;f

ntz;Lk]. [ehd; gfph;e;J bfhs;tjw;F vjpuhdtd; my;y/ Mdhy; ehd; bghJeyf;

bfhs;iff;F Kw;wpYk; vjpuhdtd;. ehd; gfph;e;J bfhs;sypd; gf;fk] ,Uf;fpnwd;/

Mdhy;/ Kjypy;/ gfph;e;J bfhs;tjw]F c';fsplk; VjhtJ ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;.]boxmatter mg;bghGJ/ eP';fs; ahUf]Fk] vija[k; xU flikahfr]

bra;atpy;iy – khwhf/ c';fsplk] ,Ue;J vijahtJ bgw;Wf; bfhs;gth;

c';fSf;F cjt[fp]whh]. eP';fs; ed;wpa[ld; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ Vbdd;why;/ mth;

c';fSila cjtpia kWj;jpUf;f Koa[k;; mth; bgUe;jd;ika[ld;

,Ue;jpUf;fpwhh;.

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ehd; typa[Wj;jpf; TWtJ KGtJk; vd;dbtd;why;; jd]Dila epiwt[w;w

epiyapy] ,Ue;J jhdhf gfph;e;J bfhs;s Muk;gpf;Fk; mstpw]F jdpkdpjd] xUtd]

mt;tst[ kfpH;r;rpa[lDk]/ mt;tst[ Mde;jj;JlDk]/ mt;tst[ mikjpa[lDk]/

mt;tst[ epiwt[lDk] ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mthplk; kpFjpahf ,Uf;fpwJ/ mth; xU

kiHnkfj;ijg; nghd]W ,Uf;fpwhh] - mth; bghHpe;jhf ntz;Lk;. gpwUila jhfk;

jzpf;fg;gl;lbjd;why;/ ,e;j g{kpapDila jhfk; jzpf;fg;gl;lbjd;why;/ mJ

,uz;lhtJ tp#ak;. xt;bthU jdp kdpjDk; Mde;jk; epiwe]jtuhf/ xsp

epiwe;jtuhf/ mikjp epiwe;jtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ ahUk; vLj]Jr] brhy;yhkny mth;

mijg; gfph]e]J bfhs;thh;/ Vbdd;why; gfph;e;J bfhs;sy; mt;tst[ Mde;jkhdJ.

ahUf;fhtJ xd]iw mspg;gJ/ mijg] bgWtijf] fhl]oYk] mjpf Mde;jkhdJ.

Mdhy; ,e]j mikg;g[ KGtJk; khw;wg;gl ntz;Lk;. kf;fs; bghJ eyj]njhL

,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W mwpt[Wj;jg;glf; TlhJ. mth;fs; Jauj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; -

mth;fshy; vd;d bra;a Koa[k;> mth;fs; ghh;itaw]wth]fshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; -

mth;fshy; vd;d bra;a Koa[k;> mth;fs; j';fsJ thH;f;ifiaj]

jtwtpl;Ltpl;lhh;fs; - mth;fshy; vd;d bra;a Koa[k;> j';fsplk; ,Ug;gij kl]Lnk

mth;fshy; mspf;f Koa[k;. mjdhy;/ ahbuy;yhk; mth]fSld] bjhlh]g[ilath]fshf

,Uf]fpwhh;fnsh/ mth;fSf;F vy;yhk] kf]fs] Jauj;ija[k]/ ntjidiaa[k;/

Jd;gj;ija[k;/ cisr]ry;fisa[k; mspj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. ,J bghJeyf;

bfhs;ifah> ,y;iy/ ehd; vy;nyhUk; Kw;wpYk; Raeykhf ,Ug]gij tpUk;g[fpnwd;.

xt;bthU kuKk; Raeyj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwJ: mJ jd;Dila nth;fSf;Fj;

jz;zPh; bfhz;L tUfpwJ/ mJ jd;Dila fpisfSf;F/ ,iyfSf;F/

gH';fSf;F/ g{f;fSf;Fr; rhw;wpid bfhz;L tUfpwJ. Mdhy]/ mJ kyh]fpd]w

bghGJ/ mJ midtUf;Fk; eWkzj;ijg] gug]g[fpwJ – bjhpe;jth;fs;/

bjhpahjth;fs;/ mwpKfkhdth;fs;/ mwpKfkw;wth;fs;. mJ fdpfshy; epiwe;J

,Uffpd]w bghGJ/ mJ gfph;e;J bfhs;fpwJ/ mJ me;jf] fdpfis mspf;fpwJ.

Mdhy;/ jd;dyk; fUjhky; bghJeyk; fUjp ,Uf;FkhW eP';fs; ,e;j ku';fSf]Ff]

fw;Wf;bfhLj;jPh;fs; vd;why;/ ,e;j ku';fs; vy;yhk; ,we;JtpLk;/ kdpj ,dk;

KGtJk; vt;thW capuw;W ,Uf;fpwnjh mJnghy; - btWk; rly';fns ele;J

bfhz;oUf;fpd;wd. mJt[k; v';nf ele;J brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpd;wd> kahdj;ij

nehf;fp ele;J bfhz;oUf;fpd;wd/ ,Wjpapy; j';fSila fy;yiwfspy; Xa;t[

vLg;gjw;fhf.

thH;f;if xU eldkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk] xt]bthUtUila thH;t[k; xU

eldkhf ,Uf;f Koa[k;. mJ ,irahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; -- mg]bghGJ eP';fs]] gfph;e;J

bfhs;syhk]; eP';fs; gfph;e;J bfhz;lhf ntz;Lk;. ehd; mijr; brhy;y

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ntz;oajpy;iy. Vbdd;why; gpug";rj;jpd; mog;gilahd tpjpfSs; xd;W ,J:

Mde;jj;ij eP';fs; mjpfkhfg; gfph;e;J bfhs;fpd;w mst[/ mJ mjpfkhf tsh;fpwJ.

Mdhy; ehd; Raeyj;ijf; fw;Wj; jUfpnwd;.

xU jpahd KiwxU jpahd KiwxU jpahd KiwxU jpahd Kiw

,e;j Kiw/ kw;Wk; ,J nghd;W gy Kiwfs;; “,ufrpa';fspd; g[j;jfk;” [The

Book of Secrets] vDk; Xn#htpd; g[j;jfj;jpy; ,lk; bgWfpd;wd.

xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[

epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy;/ jd;idg;gw;wpf] ftiy bfhs;tij tpl;L tpl;L/ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy;/ jd;idg;gw;wpf] ftiy bfhs;tij tpl;L tpl;L/ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy;/ jd;idg;gw;wpf] ftiy bfhs;tij tpl;L tpl;L/ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy;/ jd;idg;gw;wpf] ftiy bfhs;tij tpl;L tpl;L/

xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;.

xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j

jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs; - cz;ikapy; mJ mt]thWjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ/

Mdhy; mJ mt;thW czug;gLtjpy;iy. c';fSila jd]Dzh;t[[ epiyia

c';fSilajhf czh;fpwPh;fs;/ gpwUila jd]Dzh;t[[ epiyfis eP';fs;

czh;tnjapy;iy. mjpfgl;rkhf kw;wth;fSk; jd]Dzh;t[ epiya[ld; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;

vd;W eP';fs; mDkhdpf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; jd]Dzh;t[ epiya[ld; ,Ug;gjdhy;/

c';fisg; nghd;w kw;wth;fSk; jd]Dzh;t[[ epiya[ld; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W

eP';fs; mDkhdpf;fpwPh;fs]. ,J xU mwpt[g; g{h;tkhd Kot[; mth;fis jd]Dzh;t[

epiya[ilath;fshf eP';fs; czh;e;J bfhs;tjpy;iy. ,J vijg; nghd;wJ vd;why;

c';fSf;Fj; jiytyp ,Uf]Fk]bghGJ/ c';fSila jiytypia eP';fs;

czh;fpwPh;fs;/ c';fSf;F mJ gw;wpa czh;t[ ,Uf;fpwJ. Mdhy; ntW xUtUf;Fj;

jiytyp ,Ue;jhy;/ c';fshy; mLj;jtUila jiytypia czuKotjpy;iy.

c';fSf;F te;j typ nghd;W mtUf;Fk; VjhtJ ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ mth; TWtJ

vJthapDk] mJ cz;ikahf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W eP';fs; btWknd

mDkhdpf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; c';fshy; mij czu Kotjpy]iy.

me;j czh;t[ mLj;jth;fSila jd]Dzh;t[[ gw;wp eP';fs; jd]Dzh;t[[ld;

,Uf;Fk;bghGJ kl;Lnk Vw;gl Koa[k; - ,y;iybad;why; mJ mwpt[g;g{h;tkhd

mDkhdk; kl]Lnk. eP';fs; ek;g[fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]fpwPh;fs;/ gpwh;

xd;iw cz;ikahfr; brhy;fpwhh;fs; vd;W/ mth;fs; TWtJ vJnth mJ

ek;gj;jFe;jJ/ Vbdd;why;/ c';fSf;Fk; mnj nghd]w mDgt';fs;

Vw;gl;oUf;fpd;wd.

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mLj]jtiug; gw;wp vija[nk mwpe;J bfhs;s KoahJ/ mJ ,ayhjJ vd;w

jj;Jtf; bfhs;ifiaf] bfhz]l xU gphpt[ ,Uf;fpwJ. mjpf gl;rkhf xU mDkhdk;

kl;Lnk ,Uf;f Koa[k;/ Mdhy; kw;wth;fisg; gw;wp cWjpahf vija[k;; mwpe;J

bfhs;s KoahJ. kw;wth;fSf;Fk; c';fisg; nghd;nw typ ,Uf;fpwJ/

kw;wth;fSf;Fk; c';fisg; nghd;nw kdcisr]ry] ,Uf]fpwJ vd]gij eP';fs;

vt;thW mwpe;J bfhs;s Koa[k;> kw;wth;fs; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; ek;khy;

mth;fSf;Fs]]ns MHkhfr; bry;y KoahJ/ mth;fSila nky; g[wj;ij kl;Lnk

ek;khy] bjhl Koa[k;. mth;fSila csshh]e]j jd]Dzh]t[ epiy mwpe;Jbfhs;sg;

bgwhj xd]whfnt ,Uf;fpwJ. ehk; ekf;Fs;nsna milgl;lth;fshfnt

,Uf;fpnwhk;.

ek;ikr] Rw;wp ,Uf;fpw cyfk; czug;gl;l cyfk; md;W/ mJ

mDkhdpf;fg;gl;lJ kl;Lnk – mwpt[g;g{h;tkhf/ rpe;jidg;g{h;tkhf. kdk] mJ

,Uf;fpwbjd;W brhy;fpwJ/ Mdhy; ,jak; mjdhy; bjhlg;gLtjpy;iy. mjdhy;

jhd; ehk; kw;wth;fsplk; mth;fs; kdpjh;fs; my;y/ capuw;w bghUl;fs; vd;gJ nghyg;

gHFfpnwhk;. kdpjh;fSld; ehk] bfhsfpw cwt[ capuw;w bghUl;fSld; ehk]

bfhs;fpw cwitg; nghd;nw ,Uf]fpwJ. xU fztd; jd;Dila kidtpaplk; mts;

xU capuw;w bghUs; vd;gJ nghd]W ele;J bfhs;fpwhd;: mtd; mtis

clikahf;fpf;bfhs;fpwhd;. kidtp fztid xU capuw;w bghUisg] nghy]

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;fpwhs]. ehk; kw;wth;fsplk;/ mth;fs; kdpjh;fs;; vd;gJ nghy;

gHfpdhy;/ mg;bghGJ mth;fis ehk] cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s Kay khl;nlhk;/

Vbdd;why; capuw;w bghUl;fis kl;Lnk cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s Koa[k;.

kdpjd] vd;why] Rje;jpukhdtd; vd;W bghUs;. [xU kdpjid

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s KoahJ. eP';fs; mth;fis cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s

Kad;why;/ eP';fs; mth]fisf; bfhd;W tpLtPh;fs;/ mth;fs; capuw;w bghUl;fshf

khwptpLthh;fs;.]boxmatter kw;wth;fSldhd ek]Kila cwt[ cz;ikapy; “ehd; -

eP';fs;” vd;w cwthf ,y;iy; MHj;jpy; mJ btWk; “ehd; - mJ” vd;w cwthfnt

,Uf;fpwJ. mLj;jth;; c']fSila Raeyj;jpw;Fg; gad;gLj;jpf] bfhs;sf;Toa/

cgnahfg]gLj]jpf; bfhs]sf;Toa/ NH;r;rpj;jpwDld; ifahsf;Toa xU capuw;w

bghUshf kl;Lnk ,Uf]fpwhh]. mjdhy; jhd; nerk; nkYk; nkYk; ,ayhjjhf

khwptpLfpwJ – Vbdd;why;/ nerk; vd;gJ mLj;jtiu xU kdpjuhf/ jd]Dzh;t[s;s

xU capuhf/ Rje;jpukhdtuhf/ c';fspd] msnt kjpg;g[ kpf;ftuhff; vLj;Jf;

bfhs;tJ MFk;.

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vy;yhnk xU capuw]w bghUs] vd;gJ nghd;W eP';fs; ele;J bfhz;lhy;/

mg;bghGJ eP';fs; jhd; ikakhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ bghUl;fs; vy;yhk; btWknd

gad;gLj;jpf] bfhs]sg]gl ntz;oait kl;Lnk. me;j cwt[ gad;ghL rhh;e;jjhf

khwptpLfpwJ. bghUl;fSf;Fj; j';fSf;bfd;W ve]j xU kjpg;g[k] ,y;iy – mtw;wpd;

kjpg;g[ mtw;iw eP';fs; gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;syhk; vd;gjpy] ,Uf]fpwJ/ mit

c';fSf;fhfnt ,Uf;fpd;wd. eP';fs; c';fSila tPl;Lld;; cwt[ cilatuhf

,Uf;fyhk; - tPL c';fSf;fhf ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ gad;ghL cilaJ. fhh]

c';fSf;fhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; kidtp c';fSf;fhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy/ fzth]

c';fSf;fhf ,Ug;gjpy;iy. fzth] jdf]fhf thH]fpwhh]/ kidtp jdf]fhf

thH]fpwhh]. xU kdpjd; jdf;fhf thH;fpwhd;; kdpjdhf ,Ug;gjd; bghUs; mJjhd;.

me;j kdpjiu eP';fs; kdpjuhf ,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpj;jhy;/ mtiu xU bghUshfj;

jhH;j;jhky; ,Ue;jhy;/ fhyg;nghf;fpy; eP';fs; mtiu czu Muk;gpg;gPh;fs;.

,y;iybad;why; c';fshy; czu KoahJ. c';fSila cwt[ fw]gidahdjhf/

mwpt[g;g{h;tkhdjhf/ kdjpw]F kdk]/ jiyf;Fj; jiy rk;ge;jg;gl;ljhfnt ,Uf;Fk; -

Mdhy; ,jaj;jpw;F ,jak; my;y.

,e;j jpahd Kiw TWfpwJ: xt;bthU kdpjUxt;bthU kdpjUxt;bthU kdpjUxt;bthU kdpjUila ila ila ila jd]Dzh;t[jd]Dzh;t[jd]Dzh;t[jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k;epiyiaa[k;epiyiaa[k;epiyiaa[k;

c';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fsc';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fsc';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fsc';fSila brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. ,J fodkhf ,Uf;Fk;/

Vbdd;why;/ Kjypy; eP';fs; me;j kdpjiu kdpjuhf/ jd]Dzh]t[s;s xU capuhf

czu ntz;Lk;. mJ Tl fodkhdjhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

,naR TWfpwhh;/ “c';fSf;F mz;ikapy; ,Ug;gth;fis c';fis nerpg;gJ

nghynt nerpa[';fs;.” ,J mnj tp#ak;jhd; - Mdhy; mjw]F Kjypy;; mLj]jth]

c';fSf;F xU jdp kdpjuhf khw ntz;Lk;. mth; ahiua[k; rhh;e;jpuhj xUtuhf

,Uf]f ntz;Lk;/ Raeyj;jpw;F gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;sg;glf;TlhJ/ cgnahfg;gLj;jpf;

bfhs;sg;glf;TlhJ/ ifahsg;glf;TlhJ/ ntW vijnah miltjw;fhd xU tHpahf

mth] ,y;yhky; jd;dpy; epiwt[w;wtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. [Kjypy; mLj;jth; xU

kdpjuhf khw ntz;Lk;; mLj;jth; cah;jpizahfcah;jpizahfcah;jpizahfcah;jpizahf/ c';fspd] msnt kjpg;g[

kpf;ftuhf khw ntz;Lk;. mg;bghGJjhd; ,e;j jpahd Kiwia bray;gLj;j

Koa[k;.]boxmatter xt;btxt;btxt;btxt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila hU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila hU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila hU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila

brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. brhe]j jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. Kjypy; mLj;jth; czh]t[ld; ,Uf;fpwhh;

vd;gij czU';fs;/ mjd; gpwF ,J epfH Koa[k; - mLj;jthplKk; c';fsplk;

cs;s mnj jd]Dzh;;t[ epiy ,Uf;fpwbjd;gij c';fshy; czu Koa[k;.

cz;ikapy;/ “mLj;jth;” kiwe;JtpLfpwhh;/ xU czh;t[[ epiy kl;Lnk c';fSf;Fk;

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mtUf;Fk; ,ilna XLfpwJ. xnu czh;t[ epiyapDila Xl;lj;jpd;/ xnu Xl;lj;jpd;

,U Kidfshf eP';fs; ,UtUk; khWfpwPh;fs;.

MHkhd md;gpy; ,uz]L kdpjh;fs; ,Utuhf ,y;yhky] ,Uf;Fk; epiy

Vw;gLfpwJ. mth;fs; ,Uthpilna Vnjh xd;W cUthfpa[s;sJ/ mth;fs; ,UtUk;

mjd; ,U Kidfshf kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; ,Uthpilna Vnjh xd;W

XLfpwJ. ,e;j Xl;lk; ,Uf;;fpw bghGJ/ eP';fs; nguhde;jkhf czUtPh;fs;. nerk;

nguhde;jj;ij mspf]fpwJ vd]why;/ mJ ,jdhy;; kl]Lnk nguhde;jj;ij mspf;fpwJ:

me]j ,U kdpjh;fs;/ xnu xU fzk]/ j';fSila mfk;ghtj;ij ,Hf]fpwhh;fs;.

“mLj;jth;” kiwe;J tpLfpwhh]/ xnu xU fzk; xUik njhd;WfpwJ. mJ njhd;wpaJ

vd]why;/ mJ nguhde;jkhdJ/ mJ gutr\l]LtJ/ eP';fs; Rth;f;fj;jpDs; EiHe;J

tpl;Oh;fs;. xnu xU fzk;/ Mdhy]/ mJ KGikahd khw;wj;ij Vw;gLj;Jtjhf

,Uf;f Koa[k;.

,ij xt;bthU kdpjhplKk; eP';fs; bra;ayhk; vd;W ,e;j jpahd Kiw

TWfpwJ. nerj;jpy;/ eP';fs; ,ij xUthplk; bra;ayhk;/ Mdhy; jpahdj;jpy; eP';fs;

,ij xt;bthU kdpjhplKk; bra;a ntz;Lk;. ahh; c';fSf;F mUfpy; te;jhYk;/

mtUf;Fs; mg]gona fiue;J tpL';fs;/ eP';fs; ,U caph;fs; my;y/ Xof]

bfhz;oUf;Fk; xU caph; rf;jp vd;W czU';fs;. ,J fz;nzhl;lj;ij khw;WtJ

kl;Lnk. ,J vt;thW vd]gij eP';fs; xU Kiw bjhpe;J bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/ xU Kiw

,ijr] bra;Jtpl;lhy;/ ,J kpft[k; RygkhdJ. Muk]gj]jpy] ,J ,ayhjjhfj;

njhd;Wfpd]wJ/ Vbdd;why; ehk; ek;Kila mfk;ghtj;jpny mt]tst[ rpf;fpf;

bfhz;oUf;fpnwhk;. mij tpLtJ fodkhf ,Uf;Fk;/ xU Xl;lkhf khWtJ fodkhf

,Uf;Fk;. Mifahy]/ Muk;gj;jpy; eP';fs; mJgw;wp kpft[k; gag;glhj my;yJ mr;rk;

bfhs;shj xd;wplk; ,ij eP';fs; Kaw;rpj;Jg; ghh;g;gJ ey;yJ.

eP';fs; xU kuj;ijf; fz;L Fiwthf gag;gLtPh;fs;. mjdhy; ,J

Rygkhdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. xU kuj;jpd; mUfpy; mkh;e;J bfhz;L/ me;j kuj;ij

btWknd czU';fs;/ eP';fs; mjDld; xd;whfptpl;ljhf czU';fs;/

c';fSf;fpilna xU Xl;lk;/ xU bjhlh;g[/ xU ciuahly;/ xU cUFjy; ,Ug;gjhf

czU';fs;. XLfpd;w xU ejpapd; mUfpy; mkh;e;J bfhz;L/ me;j Xl;lj;ij

btWknd czU';fs;/ eP';fSk; me;j ejpa[k; xd;whfptpl;ljhf czU';fs;.

thdj;jpd; fPnH gLj;Jf; bfhz;L/ eP';fSk; me;j thdKk; xd;whfptpl;ljhf

btWknd czU';fs;. Muk;gj;jpy; ,J btWk; fw;gidahfnt ,Uf;Fk;/ Mdhy;/

fhyg]nghf]fpy] eP';fs; cz;ikia fw;gidapd; \yk; bjhLtjhf czUtPh;fs;.

mjd;gpwF ,ij kdpjh;fsplk; Kaw;rpa[';fs;. Muk;gj;jpy; ,J fodkhf

,Uf;Fk;/ Vbdd;why; xU gak; ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs; kdpjh;fis capuw]w bghUl;fshf

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jhH;t[gLj;jpf; bfhz;oUe;jPh]fs] vd]why;/ ahiuahtJ kpft[k; me;epnahe;akhf

,Ug]gjw]F mDkjpj;jhy;/ mtUk; c';fis xU bghUshf jhH;j;jp tpLthh; vd;W

eP';fs; m";RfpwPh;fs;. mJjhd; me;j gak;. mjdhy; ahUk; kpFe]j me;epnahe;aj;ij

mDkjpg;gjpy;iy: vg;bghGJk; xU ,ilbtspia Vw]gLj]jg]gl]L mJ fhf;fg;gl

ntz;Lk;. [mst[f]F mjpfkhd beUf;fk; Mgj;jhdJ/ Vbdd;why; kw;wth; c';fis

xU bghUshf khw;wptpl Koa[k;/ mth; c';fis cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s

Kaw;rpf;ff;TLk;. mJjhd; me;j gak;.]boxmatter eP';fs; kw;wth;fisg; bghUl;fshf

khw;w Kaw;rpf;fpwPh;fs;/ kw;wth;fs; c';fis khw;w Kaw;rpf;fpwhh;fs;/ ahUf;Fk; xU

bghUshf ,Ug]gjw]F tpUg;gkpy;iy/ ahUk; jhd; gad;gLj;jpf] bfhs]sg]gLtij

tpUk;g[tjpy;iy/ xd;iw mila[k; tHptifahf ,Ug]gjw]F ahUk] tpUk]g[tjpy]iy.

jdf;bfd;W xU kjpg;g[ ,y;yhky;/ xd;iw mila[k; tHptifahf kl]Lnk

jhH]j]jg]gLtJjhd] cs;sjpnyna kpft[k; jhH;ikg;gLj;Jk; epfH;thFk;. Mdhy;

midtUk; Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. ,jdhy; xU MHkhd gak; ,Uf;fpwJ/

cld] ,e;j jpahd Kiwia kdpjh;fsplk; Muk;gpg;gJ fodkhf ,Uf;Fk;.

mjdhy; xU ejpaplk; Muk;gpa[';fs;/ xU Fd;wplk;/ el;rj;jpu';fsplk;/

thdj;jplk;/ ku';fsplk; Muk;gpa[';fs;. eP';fs; xU kuj;Jld; xd;whfptpLk; bghGJ

vd;d czh]t[ Vw]gLfpwJ vd;gij eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz]L tpl]Oh]fs] vd]why]; xU

ejpa[ld; xd;whfptpLk; bghGJ eP';fs; vt;tst[ Mde;jkhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;gij

eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;Ltpl]Oh]fs] vd]why]/ vt;thW vija[nk ,Hf;fhky; ,e;j

gpug";rk; KGtija[k; eP';fs; milfpwPh;fs; vd;gijg] g[hpe;J bfhz;L tpl]lhy]/ mjd;

gpd;dh; eP';fs; ,ij kdpjh;fsplk; Kaw;rpf;fyhk;. xU kuj;Jld;;/ xU ejpa[ld;

xd;whfptpLtJ mt;tst[ nguhde;jkhdjhf ,Ue;jhy;/ xU kdpjhplk; mJ ,d;Dk;

vt;tst[ mjpf Mde;jkhdjhf ,Uf;Fk; vd;gij c';fshy; fw;gid bra;J ghh;f;f

KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; xU kdpjd;; ,d]dKk] cah;e;j/ Fwpg;gplj;jf;f xU epfH]t[/ kpf

mjpfkhf tsh;r;rp bgw]w caphpdk;. xU kdpjUld] xd;whfp tpLtjd] \yk; eP';fs;

mDgtj;jpd; mjpf caukhd rpfu';fis mila Koa[k;;. xU ghiwa[ld;

xd]whfptpLk] bghGJ eP';fs; nguhde;jk; mila Koa[k; vd;why;/ xU kdpjUld]

c';fSf;F xU bja;tPfkhd gutrk; Vw;gLtij c';fshy] czu Koa[k;.

Mdhy; eP';fs; mjpfk; mr;rk; bfhs;shj xd;wpypUe;J Muk;gpa[';fs;/ my;yJ

eP';fs; nerpf;Fk; xU kdpjhplk; ,Ue;J - xU ez;gh;/ xU fhjyh;/ kpFe;j

nerj;jpw;Fhpa xUth; - ahhplk; c';fSf;F gakpy;iynah/ ahUld; eP';fs;

cz;ikapnyna ve;jtpj gaKkpd;wp beUf;fkhft[k]/ me;epnahe;akhft[k] ,Uf;f

Koa[nkh/ kdjpd; MHj;jpy; mth; c';fis xU bghUshf khw;wptplf;TLk; vd;fpw

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mr;rkpd;wp ahhplk] c';fis ,Hf;f Koa[[nkh/ mthplkpUe]J Muk;gpa[';fs;. mg]go

ahnuDk] xUth; c';fSf;F ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ ,e;j Kiwia Kaw;rpj;Jg;

ghU';fs;. mtUf;Fs; c';fis jd]Dzh;t[ld; ,He;J tpL';fs;. jd]Dzh;t[ld;

xUtUf;Fs; c';fis eP';fs; ,He;jhy;/ me;j xUth; jd;id c';fSf;Fs; ,Hg;ghh;;

eP';fs; btspg]gilahf ,Ue;J/ mtUf;Fs; tHpe]J Xodhy;/ me]j kdpjh]

c';fSf;Fs; tHpe;J Xl Muk;gpg;ghh;/ mg]nghGJ xU MHkhd re;jpg;g[/ xU

me;ju';fkhd gfph;e;J bfhs;sy; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,uz]L rf;jpfs; xd;Wf;Fs; xd;W

fiue;JtpLfpd;wd. me;j epiyapy; m';F mfk;ghtk; ,y;iy/ jdp kdpjh]fs] ,y;iy

– btWk; czh;t[ epiy kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpwJ. ,J xU kdpjUld; rhj;jpak; vd;why;/

,J ,e;j gpug";rk] KGika[lDk; rhj;jpakhFk;. Kdpth;fs; nguhde;jk;/ rkhjprkhjprkhjprkhjp vd;W

vijf; Fwpg;gpl;lhh;fnsh/ mJ xU kdpjUf;Fk; ,e;j gpug";rk; KGikf;Fk; ,ilna

Vw;gLk; xU MHkhd nerj;jpd] Fwpg;gplj;jf;f epfH;t[ kl;Lnk MFk;.

xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j

jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahfjd]Dzh;t[ epiyahfjd]Dzh;t[ epiyahfjd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;.czU';fs;.czU';fs;.czU';fs;. mjdhy;/ jd;idg; gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs;tij mjdhy;/ jd;idg; gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs;tij mjdhy;/ jd;idg; gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs;tij mjdhy;/ jd;idg; gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs;tij

tpl;L tpl;L/ xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. tpl;L tpl;L/ xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. tpl;L tpl;L/ xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. tpl;L tpl;L/ xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. kukhf khW';fs;/ ejpahf khW';fs;/

kidtpahf khW';fs;/ fztdhf khW';fs;/ FHe;ijahf khW';fs;/ jhahf

khW';fs;/ ez;guhf khW';fs; - thH;f;ifapd; xt;bthU fzj;jpYk; ,ijg; gapw;rp

bra;a Koa[k;. Mdhy; Muk;gj;jpy; ,J fodkhf ,Uf;Fk;. mjdhy;/ jpdKk;

Fiwe;jJ xU kzp neukhtJ ,ijg] gapw;rp bra;a[';fs;. me;j xU kzp neuj;jpy;/

c';fis vJ fle;J brd;whYk;/ mJthf khW';fs;. ,J vt]thW rhj;jpak; vd;W

eP';fs; vz;qtPh;fs; - Mdhy; ,J vt]thW epfH Koa[k; vd;gij mwptjw]Fa ntW

tHp vJt[k; ,y;iy/ mij eP';fs; bjhlh;e;J gapw;rp bra;Jjhd; ghh]f;f ntz;Lk;.

xU kuj;Jld; mkh]e]J/ eP';fs; me;j kukhfptpl;ljhf czU';fs;. xU fhw;W

te;J me;j kuk; KGtJk; mire;J/ mjpu Muk;gpf;Fk; bghGJ/ me;j mirit/ me]j

mjph]it c';fSf;Fs; czU';fs;; Nhpad; cjpj;J me;j kuk; KGtJk;

caph;j;Jog;g[ilajhf khWk; bghGJ/ me;j caph;j;Jog;gpid c';fSf;Fs;

czU';fs;; xU kiH bghHpe;J me;j kuk; KGtJk; jpUg;jpahft[k]/ epiwthft[k]

,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ xU ePz;l ehs; jhfk;/ xU ePz;l fhyk; vjph;ghh;j;Jf; fhj;jpUe;j

epiy kiwe;Jtpl;lJ/ me;j kuk; Kw;wpYk; jpUg;jpa[ld;/ epiwt[ld; ,Uf;fpwJ. me;j

kuj;Jld; xd]whfp jpUg;jpahf/ epiwthf czU';fs;. mg]bghGJ me;j kuj;jpd;

El;gkhd czh]t[epiyfisa[k;/ El;gkhd ntWghLfisa[k; czUtPh;fs;.

me;j kuj;ij eP';fs; gy tUl';fshfg; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;/

mjDila czh]t[epiyfis eP';fs; mwpa khl;Oh;fs;. rpy rka';fspy; mJ

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kfpH;r;rpa[ld; ,Uf;fpwJ; rpy rka';fspy; mJ kfpH]r]rpaw]W ,Uf;fpwJ. rpy

rka';fspy; mJ nrhfj;Jld;/ ftiya[ld;/ Vkhw;wj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwJ; rpy

rka';fspy; mJ nguhde]jj]Jld;/ bgUkfpH;r;rpa[ld; ,Uf;fpwJ. mjw]F

czh]t[epiyfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd. kuk; capUld; ,Uf;fpwJ/ mJ czh]fpwJ. nkYk]

eP';fs; me;j kuj;Jld; xd;whfptpl;lhy;/ mg]bghGJ eP';fs; mij czUtPh;fs;.

mg]bghGJ eP';fs; me;j kuk; ,sk] taJilajh my;yJ tajhdjh vd;gij

czUtPh;fs;; mJ jd;Dila thH;t[ gw;wp jpUg;jpa[ld; ,Uf;fpwjh my;yJ

mjpUg;jpa[ld] ,Uf;fpwjh; me;j kuk; gpug";rj;Jld] fhjYld; ,Uf;fpwjh ,y;iyah

– my;yJ mJ vjph;g;g[ld;/ Kw;wpYk; vjpuhdjhf/ rPw;wj;Jld;/ nfhgj;Jld] ,Uf;fpwjh;

me;j kuk; fL';nfhgj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwjh/ my;yJ mjdplk; xU MHkhd fUiz

,Uf;fpwjh vd;gij czUtPh;fs;. fzj;jpw;F fzk; eP';fs; khWtijg; nghynt

kuKk; khwpf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ – mjDld; xU MHkhd ghrj;Jld;/ mjd;

czh]r]rpfis mg;gona eP';fs; czh;e;J bfhs;s Koe;jhy;.

kw]wth]fspd] czh]r]rpfis mg]gona czh]e]J bfhs]Sjy] vd;gJ

cz;ikapnyna eP';fs] xd;whfptpLk; mst[ kpft[k; El;gkhf kw;wtUila

czh;t[fis czh;e;J bfhs;tjhFk;. me;j kuj;jpDila czh]t[epiyfs;

c';fSila czh]t[epiyfshf khWfpd;wd. mjd; gpd;dh;/ ,J nkYk;/ nkYk;

MHkhfr] brd;why;/ me;j kuj;Jld; c';fshy] ngr Koa[k;/ me;j kuj;Jld;

c';fshy] bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koa[k;. mjDila czh]t[epiyfis eP';fs; mwpe;J

bfhz;L tpl;lhy;/ eP';fs; mjDila bkhHpiag; g[hpe;J bfhs;s Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;/

mg;bghGJ me;j kuk; jd;Dila kdij c';fSld; gfph;e;J bfhs;Sk;. mJ

jd;Dila bgU ntjidfisa[k;/ gutr';fisa[k; gfph;e;J bfhs;Sk;.

nkYk; ,J gpug";rk; KGika[lDk; epfH Koa[k;.

xt;bthU ehSk; xU kzp neukhtJ VjhtJ xd;Wld; czh]r]rpfis

mg]gona czh]e]J bfhs]Sk; epiyapy; ,Ug]gjw]F KaY';fs;. Muk;gj;jpy;

c';fSf;nf eP';fs; Kl;lhshfj; bjhptPh;fs;. “vd;d tpjkhd Kl;lhs;jdj;ij bra;J

bfhz;oUf;fpnwd] ehd;>” vd;W eP';fs; vz;qtPh;fs;. c';fisr; Rw;wpa[k;

ghh;j;Jtpl;L/ ahuhtJ ghh;j;jhnyh/ ahuhtJ ftdpj;jhnyh/ ahuhtJ ,ijj; bjhpe;J

bfhz;lhnyh mth;fs; c';fSf;Ff]] fpWf]Fg] gpoj;Jtpl;lbjd;W vz;qthh;fs; vd;W

eP';fs; vz;qtPh;fs;. Mdhy; Muk;gj;jpy; kl;Lk;jhd;. kw]wth]fspd] czh]r]rpfis

mg]gona czh]e]J bfhs]Sk; ,e;j cyfj;jpw;Fs; eP';fs; EiHe;Jtpl;lhy;/ cyfpy;

cs;s ahtUk; c';fSf;Ff] fpWf]Fj]jdkhfj; jdkhfj; bjhpthh;fs;. njitapd;wp

mth;fs; mt]tst[ kpFjpahd mDgt';fisj; jtwtpLfpwhh;fs;. thH;f;if mt;tst[

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kpFjpahf mspf;fpwJ/ Mdhy] mth;fs; mijj] jtw tpLfpwhh;fs;. j']fSf]Fs]ns

\lg;gl;lth;fshf ,Ug;gjdhy; mth;fs; jtw tpLfpwhh;fs;: mth;fs; thH;itj;

j';fSf;Fs; EiHa mDkjpg;gjpy;iy. eP';fs; thH;tpDs;ns gyg;gy tHpfspy;/ gy

ghijfspy;/ gy;ntW nfhz';fspy; EiHe;jhy; kl;Lnk thH;t[ c';fSf;Fs; EiHa

Koa[k;. kw]wth]fspd] czh]r]rpfis mg]gona czh]e]J bfhs]Sk] epiyapy;

xt;bthU ehSk; xU kzp neukhtJ ,U';fs;.

[xt;bthU kjKk; njhd;wpa g[jpjpy; ,Jjhd; gpuhh;j;jidapd; bghUshf

,Ue;jJ. ,e;j gpug";rj;Jld; ,ay;ghd ghrg; gpizg;g[lDk;/ MHkhd bjhlh;g[lDk;

,Ug;gJjhd; gpuhh;j;jidapd; bghUshf ,Ue;jJ.]boxmatter gpuhh;j;jidapy; eP';fs;

,iwtDld; ngRfpwPh;fs; - ,iwtd; vd;gJ KGikiaf; Fwpf;Fk;. rpy rka';fspy;

eP';fs; flt[splk; nfhgkhf ,Uf;fyhk;/ rpy rka';fspy; ed;wpa[ld;/ Mdhy; xd;W

kl;Lk; epr;rak;: eP';fs; bjhlh;g[ld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. flt[s; vd;gJ xU mwpt[g;g{h;tkhd

fUj;jhf ,y;yhky;/ mJ xU MHkhd me;epnahe;akhd cwthf khwptpl;lJ.

gpuhh;j;jid vd;gjd] bghUs] mJjhd].

Mdhy; [ek;Kila gpuhh;j;jidfs; ghH;gl;Ltpl;ld. Vbdd;why; kw;w

caph;fSld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;tJ vg;go vd;gJ ekf;Fj] bjhpatpy;iy. c';fshy; kw;w

caph;fSld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koatpy;iybad;why;/ c';fshy; me;jme;jme;jme;j xUxUxUxU capUld;capUld;capUld;capUld;

bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s KoahJ – mJ Mjp\ybkd;Dk; caph; - mJ ,ayhj fhhpak;.]box

xU kuj;Jld; c';fshy; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koatpy;iy vd;why;/ ,e;j gpug";rk;

KGika[ld; vt;thW c';fshy; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koa[k;> xU kuj;Jld; ngRfpw

bghGJ mij eP';fs; Kl;lhs;jdkhf czh;e;jhy;/ flt[Sld; ngRfpw bghGJ

eP';fs; nkYk; Kl;lhs;jdkhfj]jhd; czUtPh;fs;.

xt;bthU ehSk; gpuhh;j;jida[ila kdJld; ,Ug]gjw]F xU kzp neuj;ij

xJf;F';fs;/ nkYk; c';fSila gpuhh;j;jidia bkhHp rhh;e;jjhf khw;whjPh;fs;.

mij xU czh]fpw tp#akhf khw;W';fs;. mwpt[g;g{h;tkhfg; ngRtij tpl;Ltpl;L/

mij czU';fs;. brd;W kuj;ijj; bjhL';fs;/ fl;o miza[';fs;/ Kj;jkpL';fs;;

fz;fis \of;bfhz;L c']fSila nerj]jpw]F chpatUld; ,Ug;gJnghy;

kuj;Jld; ,U';fs;. mij czU';fs;. tpiutpy; eP';fs;/ jhd] vd]gij xJf;fp

itg;gjd; mh;j;jk; vd;dbtd;gij/ mLj;jtuhf khWtjd; mh;j;jk; vd;dbtd;gij

eP';fs; MHkhfg; g[hpe;J bfhs;tPh;fs;.

xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j xt;bthU kdpjUila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyiaa[k; c';fSila brhe]j

jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy]/ jd;idg; gw;wpa ftiyia tpl;L tpl;L/ jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy]/ jd;idg; gw;wpa ftiyia tpl;L tpl;L/ jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy]/ jd;idg; gw;wpa ftiyia tpl;L tpl;L/ jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf czU';fs;. mjdhy]/ jd;idg; gw;wpa ftiyia tpl;L tpl;L/

xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;. xt;bthU capuhft[k; khW';fs;.

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me;epnahd]aj;jpw]fhd ghijapy]

nfs;tpfSf;fhd gjpy;fs;

kf;fs; jh';fs; rpwe;j mwpthspfs; vd;W j';;fis czur] bra;af;Toa nfs;tpfisf;

nfl;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; gjpiyg; bgWtjw;fhf my]yhky]/ j';fSila mwpitf] fhz]gpf]f kl;Lnk

nfs;tpfs] nfl;f tpUk;g[fpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; ehd; xU tpj;jpahrkhd kdpjd;: ehd; c';fSila mwptpy;

,Ue;J tUfpw nfs;tpfSf;F gjpy; mspg;gnj ,y;iy. ehd; mtw;iw mg;gona tPrp vwpe;J tpLfpnwd;.

c';fSila fha';fis btspg;gLj;Jk; nfs;tpfSf;F kl;Lnk ehd; gjpy; mspf;fpnwd;/

Vbdd;why;/ c';fSila fha';fs; jpwe;jepiyapy] ,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ Fzkiltjw;fhd xU tha;g;g[

,Uf;fpwJ. c';fis eP';fs] btspg;gLj;jp tpl;Oh]fs] vd]why;/ eP';fs; KGikahd khw;wj;jpw;fhd

ghijapy; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fSila cz;ikahd Kfj;ij eP']fs] fhz;gpf;fhj tiuapy;/

c';fSila thH;f;ifapy; ve;j khw;w']fisa[k;/ c';fSila jd]Dzh;t[ epiyapy; ve;j

KGikahd khw;w';fisa[k; bfhz;Ltu ,ayhJ.

fth;r;rpahdth;ffth;r;rpahdth;ffth;r;rpahdth;ffth;r;rpahdth;fiiiissss ehd]ehd]ehd]ehd] mr]RWj]Jgth]fshfmr]RWj]Jgth]fshfmr]RWj]Jgth]fshfmr]RWj]Jgth]fshf czh]tJ czh]tJ czh]tJ czh]tJ Vd;> Vd;> Vd;> Vd;>

fth;r;rpahdth;fs; gy fhuz';fSf;fhf mr]rk] Vw;gLj;Jgth;fshf

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. Kjyhtjhf/ xUth] c';fis mjpfkhff; <h]g]gtuhf ,Uf;Fk]

mstpw;F/ mtDila my;yJ mtSila ge;jj;jpy; eP';fs; tpGfpw tha;g;g[ mjpfk; -

mJ jhd; me;j gak;. me;jf; fth;r;rpapdhy;/ me;j fhe;j rf;jpapdhy;/ me;j

ke;jpurf]jpapdhy; eP';fs; cilik Mf;fpf] bfhs;sg;gLtPh;fs;/ eP';fs; moikahf

jhH;j;jg;gLtPh;fs;.

fth;r;rpahdth;fs; fth;gth]fshf ,Uf]fpwhh;fs;/ ,Ug;gpDk;

mr]RWj;Jgth;fshf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;; eP';fs;

mth;fSld; cwthf ,Uf]f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;/ mth;fSld; cwthf ,Ug]gJ

vd;gJ c';fSila Rje;jpuj;ij ,Hg;gJ MFk;. mth;fSld; cwthf ,Ug]gJ

vd;gjw]F ,dpnky; eP';fs; eP';fshf ,Uf;f KoahJ vd;W bghUs]. mth;fs;

fth;r;rpahdth]fshf ,Ug;gjdhy;/ c';fshy; mth;fis tpl;L tpyf KoahJ;

eP';fs; gw;wpf; bfhz;L ,Ug;gPh;fs;. c';fSila kdg;nghf;F c';fSf;F bjhpa[k; -

xUth; mjpf fth;r;rpa[ld; ,Uf;Fk] mstpw]F mjpfkhd gw;Wjy; c';fSf;Fs; vGk;;

eP';fs; nkYk; nkYk; mtiur; rhh;e;jtuhf khwptpLtPh;fs;. mJ jhd; me]j gak;.

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ahUk] rhh;e;J ,Ug;gtuhf khWtjw]F tpUk]g[tjpy;iy. Rje;jpuk;jhd;;

Kjd;ikahd rpwg;g[ bgw;wJ. nerk;Tl Rje;jpuj;ijtpl cah;e;jJ my]y. Rje;jpuk;

jhd; Kjd;ikahd rpwg;g[g; bgw;wJ; mjw;F mLj;jjhf nerk; ,Uf;fpwJ. nerj;jpw;Fk;

Rje;jpuj;jpw;Fk; ,ilna xU epue;jukhd nghuhl;lk; ,Uf;fpwJ. nerk;/ jhd;

Kjd;ikahd rpwg;g[ cilajhf khwpl tpUk;g[fpwJ. mJ Kjd;ikahdJ my;y.

nkYk; nerk; Rje;jpuj;ij mHpf;fg; ghh;f;fpwJ; mg;bghGJ jhd; mJ Kjd;ikahd

,lj;ijg; bgw Koa[k;. mjdhy]/ Rje;jpuj;ij nerpg;gth;fs;/ nerj;ijf; fz;L

m']NRgth]fshf khwptpLfpwhh;fs;.

nerk; vd;gJ fth;r;rpahd xUthplk; <h;g;g[ bfhs;tjhFk;. mth; mjpf mHFld;

,Uf;Fk; mstpw;F eP';fs; mjpfkhf <h;f;fg;gLtjhf czh]tPh;fs;/ mjpfkhf gak;

Vw;gLk;/ Vbdd;why;/ ,g;bghGJ eP';fs;/ jg]gpj]J btsptUtJ vspjhf ,y]yhj

xd;wpw;Fs; EiHfpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; rhjhuzkhd xUthplk; ,Ue]J/ vspikahd

xUthplk; ,Ue;J ,d;Dk; vspjhfj; jg;gpf;fyhk;. me;j egh; mHfw;wtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/

eP';fs; Rje;jpuj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. eP';fs; mtiu kpft[k; rhh;e;jtuhf ,Uf]f

ntz;oajpy;iy.

Ky;yh e!;UjPd; me;j efhpnyna kpft[[k; mHfw;w bgz;kzpiaj; jpUkzk;

bra;J bfhz;lhh;. ahuhYk; mij ek;g Koatpy;iy. vy;nyhUk; mtiuf;

nfl;lhh;fs;/ “e!;UjPd;/ cdf;F vd;d Mapw;W>”

mth; Twpdhh;/ “,jpy; xU fzf;F ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd; vg;bghGJ

ntz;LkhdhYk; jg;gpj;Jf;bfhs;sf;Toa xnu bgz; ,th;jhd;. cz;ikapy;/

jg;gpj;Jf;bfhs;shky; ,Ug;gJjhd; fodkhdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. ek; efhpnyna ehd;

KGikahf ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]sf]Toa xnu bgz; ,th;jhd;. mHfhdth;fs;

ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpw]F chpath;fs; my;y. mth;fs; vspjhf fhjypy; tpHyhk;/

Vbdd;why;/ epiwag; ngh; mth;fsplk] <h;f;fg;gLfpwhh;fs;. ehd; ,e]jg; bgz;zplk]

ek;gpf]ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]syhk;; ,th; vg;bghGJnk vdf;F neh]ikahf ,Ug;ghh;. ehd;

,tiug;gw;wpf; ftiy bfhs]s ntz;oajpy;iy; ehd; khjf;fzf;fpy; btspa{h;

bry;yyhk;; vdf;F ve;j gaKk; ,Uf;fhJ. vd;Dila kidtp vd;Dilatuhfnt

,Ug;ghh;.”

,e;j tp#aj;ijg] g[hpe;J bfhs;S';fs;: xUth; mHfw;wtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/

c';fshy] mtiu cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s Koa[k;. mHfw;wth; c';fisr; rhh;e;J

,Ug;ghh;. me;j egh; mHfhdtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ me;j mHfhdth; c';fis

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;thh;. mHF vd;gJ rf;jp/ mJ kpfg;bghpa rf;jpahFk;.

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mHfw;wth; xU moikahf/ xU ntiyf;fhuuhf khwptpLthh]. mHfw;wth;

mtdplk; my;yJ mtsplk; ,y;yhj mHfpw;F gjpyhf vy;yh tpjj;jpYk; <L bra]thh;.

mHfw;w bgz; xU mHfhd bgz;iztpl ey;y kidtpahf ,Ug;ghh; - mth; mt;thW

,Ue;jhf ntz;Lk;. mth; c';fis mjpfkhff; ftdpj;Jf; bfhs;thh;/ mth;

mHfhdtiu tplr; rpwe;j brtpyp Mf ,Ug;ghh; - Vbdd;why;/ jd]dplk] mHF ,y;iy/

mjdhy;/ mjw;Fg; gjpy; ntW VjhtJ bfhLf;fg;gl ntz;Lk; vd;gJ mtUf]Fj]

bjhpa[k;. mth; c';fsplk; kpft[k; ey;y Kiwahf ele;J bfhs;thh;; mth; c';fis

vg;bghGJnk FiwTw khl;lhh;/ mts; c';fSld; vg;bghGJk; rz;ilapl khl;lhh;/

mth; c';fsplk; bjhlh]e]J rr;rut[ bra]J bfhz]nl ,Uf]fkhl;lhh]] - mt;thW

ele;Jbfhs;sf; Toa epiyapy; mth; ,y;iy.

mHfhdth;fs; Mgj;jhdth;fs;. mth;fs; rz;ilaplf; Toa epiyapy;

,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mjdhy; ,it vy;yhk; jhd; fhuz';fs;.

eP';fs; vd;idf; nfl;fpwPh;fs;/ “fth;r;rpahdth;fis ehd] mr]RWj]Jgth]fshf

czh]tJ Vd;>”

mth;fs; mr;RWj;Jgth;fs;jhk;. eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;L tpHpg;g[zh;t[ilatuhf

khwhj tiuapy;/ ,e;j gak; bjhlh;e;J ,Uf;Fk;. fth;r;rp/gak; Mfpa ,uz]Lk] xnu

epfH;tpd; ,uz;L gf;f';fs; MFk;. eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk ve;j eghplk; kpFe;j ga

czh;t[ bfhs;fpwPh;fnsh mthplnkjhd; <h;f;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;. gak; ,Ue;jhy; eP';fs;

,uz;lhk; gl;rkhf ,Ug]gPh;fs; vd;W bghUs;.

cz;ikapy;/ kdpjh;fs; rhj]jpakpy]yhj xd]iw tpUk;g[fpwhh;fs;. xU bgz;

cyfpnyna kpft[k; mHfhd/ kpft[k; bry;thf;Fila xU Mz;kfDf;F

tpUg;gg;gLfpwhs; - Mdhy;/ mj]Jld]/ mth] ,tsplk; kl;Lnk Mh;tk; bfhz;ltuhf

,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;Wk; tpUk;g[fpwhs;. ,g;bghGJ/ ,J epiwntw;w Koahj xU

nfhhpf;if. kpft[k; mHfhd/ kpft[k; bry;thf;Fila xUth; nkYk; gyhplk; Mh;tk;

bfhz;ltuhf ,Uf;fg;nghtJ cWjp. mthplKk; nkYk; gyh; Mh;tk; bfhs;thh;fs;.

cyfpnyna kpft[k; mHfhd bgz; jdf;F ntz;Lk; vd;W mth; tpUk;g[thh;/ mnj

rkaj;jpy;/ mts; ,tUf;F kpft[k; cz;ikahdtshf/ jd;dplk; MH;e;j

md;g[s;stshf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk;g[thh]. mJ fodkhdjhf ,Uf]Fk]; mJ

,ayhjijf; nfl;gjhFk;.

nkYk; epidtpy; ita[';fs;: xU bgz; c';fSf;F kpf mHfhdtuhfj;

njhd;Wfpwhh] vd]why;/ mJ eP';fs; mjpf mHFld] ,y;iy vd;gijna fhl;LfpwJ.

eP';fs; gag;glt[k; bra;fpwPh;fs; - me;jg; bgz; c';fSf;F mt;tst[ mHfhdtuhfj;

njhd;wpdhy;/ mtUila gf;fj]jpy] vd;d epfH]fpwJ> eP';fs; mtUf;F mt;tst[

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mHfhdtuhfj; bjhpa khl;Oh;fs;. gak; ,Uf;fpwJ – mth; c';fis tpl;L tpyfpr]

brd]W tplf]TLk;. ,e;j gpur;ridfs; vy;yhk; ,Uf;fpd;wd. Mdhy;/ ,e;jg;

gpur;ridfs; vy;yhk; c';fs; nerk; cz;ikapy; nerkhf ,y;yhky;/ khwhf xU

nghl;oahf ,Ug;gjhnyna vGfpd;wd. cz;ikapy] mJ nerkhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mJ

vjph;fhyj;ijg; gw;wp vg;bghGJnk rpe;jpg;gjpy;iy. mg;bghGJ vjph;fhyk; gw;wpa

gpur;ridna ,y;iy. cz;ikahd nerj;jpw;F ehis vd;gJ ,Ug;gJ ,y;iy;

cz;ikahd nerj;jpw]F fhyk; vd;gJ ,Ug;gjpy;iy.

eP';fs; xUtiu nerpj;jhy;/ eP';fs; mtiu nerpf;fpwPh;fs;. ehis vd;dthFk; -

- mJ Fwpj]J ahUf;Ff; ftiy> ,e;j ehns kpFjpahf ,Uf;fpwJ/ ,e;jf; fzk; xU

vy;iyaw;w fhykhf ,Uf;fpwJ. ehis vd;d elf;Fk;/ ehk; ehis ghh;j]Jf]

bfhs]syhk;. . . ehis tUk;bghGJ. Mdhy; ehis vg;bghGJk; tUtjpy;iy.

cz;ikahd nerk; epfH;fhyj;ijr; nrh;e;jJ MFk;.

vg;bghGJk; epidtpy; ita[';fs;: cz;ikahd vJ xd]Wk; tpHpg;g[zh;tpd;

xU m';fkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ epfH;fhyj;jpd; xU m';fkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/

jpahdj;jpd; xU m';fkhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;. mg;bghGJ ve;jg; gpur;rida[k; ,y;iy*

mg;bghGJ <h;g;g[ gw;wpa ve;jf; nfs;tpa[k; ,y;iy/ gak; gw;wpa ve;jf; nfs;tpa[k;

,y;iy.

cz;ikahd nerk; gfph;e;J bfhs;fpwJ; mJ kw;wtiu Raeyj;jpw;fhfg;

gad;gLj;jpf; bfhs;tjw]fhf ,y;iy/ mJ kw;wtiu cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;tjw]fhf

,y;iy. eP';fs; kw;wtiu cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s tpUk;g[fpw bghGJ/ mg;bghGJ

me;jg; gpur;rid vGfpwJ: mLj;jtUk; c';fis cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;sf;TLk;.

nkYk; mLj]jth; c';fistpl bry;thf;F cilatuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mjpf <h;g;g[ rf;jp

cilatuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ ,aw;ifahf eP';fs; xU moikahf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. eP';fs;

mLj;jtUila v$khddhf tpUk;gpdPh]fs] vd]why]/ mg;bghGJ “ehd; xU

moikahf jhH;j;jg;glf]TLk;” vd;fpd;w gak; vGfpwJ. eP';fs; mLj;jtiu

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;s tpUk;gtpy;iy vd;why;/ mLj;jth; c';fis

cilikahff;fpf; bfhs;sf;TLk; vd;fpd;w gak; vGtnjapy;iy. nerk; vg;bghGJk;

cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;tjpy;iy.

nerk; vg;bghGJk; cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;tJkpy;iy/ nkYk; nerj;ij

vg;bghGJk; cilikahf;fpf; bfhs;st[k] KoahJ. cz;ikahd nerk; c';fis

Rje;jpuj;jpDs; miHj;Jr; bry;fpwJ. Rje;jpuk; jhd; kpft[k; cah;e;j rpfuk;/

Kjd;ikahd rpwg;g[ cilaJ. Rje;jpuj;jpw;F kpft[k; mUfpy; ,Ug;gJ nerk;;

nerj;jpw;F mLj;j nky; gof;fl;L Rje;jpukhFk;. nerk; Rje;jpuj;jpw;F vjpuhdJ my;y;

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nerk; Rje;jpuj;ij mila[k] xU tHp MFk;. tpHpg;g[zh;t[ ,ijj;jhd; c';fSf;Fj;

bjspt[gLj;Jk;: nerk; Rje;jpuj;ij mila[k; xU tHpahfg;; gad;gLj;jg;gl ntz;Lk;.

eP';fs; nerj;jPh]fs] vd]why]/ eP';fs; mLj]jtiu Rje;jpukhdtuhf khw]WfpwPh]fs].

eP';fs; mLj]jtiu Rje;jpukhdtuhf khw;Wfpw bghGJ/ mtuhy; eP';fs;

Rje;jpukhdtuhf khw;wg;gLfpwPh;fs;.

nerk; vd;gJ xU gfph;e;J bfhs;sy;/ mJ mLj]jtiu jd;Dila

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mHfpd;ik vd;fpw mog;gilapy; nerk]] vg;bghGJnk rpe;jpg;gjpy;iy. eP';fs;

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mog;gilapy; rpe;jpg;gjpy;iy. nerk; bray;gl/ gpujpgypf]f/ jpahdpf;f kl]Lnk

bra]fpwJ – mJ vg;bghGJk] rpe;jpg;gJnt ,y;iy. Mk;/ rpy rka';fspy; eP';fs;

ahUldhtJ bghUe;jpg; nghtJ epfH]fpwJ - jpObud;W/ vy;yhk; mHfhd

bghUj;jj;Jld; mikfpwJ. ,J mHF my]yJ mHfpd;ik gw;wpa nfs;tp my;y. ,J

KGikahd ,irt[[ld; ,Ug;gJ gw;wpa/ bghUj;jkhf ,Ug;gJ gw;wpa nfs;tp MFk;.

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,Uf;fpwhd; vd;W $hh;$; Fh;$pba@g; tHf;fkhff; TWtJ gw;wp ahnuh xUth; nfs;tp

nfl;oUf;fpwhh;.xt;bthUtUk; jd;Dila neh; vjph; JUtj;Jld; gpwe;jpUf;fpwhh;.

c';fshy; mtiu/ c';fSf;Fg; bghUj;jkhdtiu fz;Lgpof;f Koe;jhy;

cldoahf vy;yhk; ,irt[ilajhf mikfpwJ. mth;fSila ika';fs; vy;yhk;

,irthf bray;gLfpd;wd – mJ jhd; nerk;. mJ xU kpft[k; mhpjhd epfH;thFk;.

cz;ikapnyna bghUj;jkhf ,Uf;fpw xU n$hoiaf; fhz;gJ kpft[k; mhpjhFk;.

cz;ikahd n$hoia/ cz;ikahd ez;gid fz;Lgpog;gJ fpl;lj;jl;l ,ayhjJ

vd]Dk; mst[ mt]tst[ fl;Lg;ghLfSk] mt]tst[ jilfSk] bfhz]ljhf ekJ

rKjhak; ,Uf;fpwJ.

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mHfhd fij/ Muk;gj;jpy; cyfk; cUthf;fg;gl;l bghGJ/ xt;bthU FHe;ija[k;

jdpahfg; gpwf;ftpy;iy/ khwhf n$hoahfg; gpwe;jd vd;W: xU rpWtd;/ xU rpWkp/

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tpGe;jhd; - fpwp!;jth;fspd; Kjy; ghtk; nghd;W ,Jt[k; xU fUj;J – mjw;Fj;

jz;lidahf mg;nghjpypUe;J xnu jhaplkpUe;J n$hofs; gpwg;gjpy;iy. ,Ug;gpDk;/

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mth;fs; gpwf;fpwhh;fs;* Fh;$pba@g; TWtJ rhpjhd; - ehDk; ,ijna

ftdpj;jpUf;fpnwd;. xt;bthU kdpjUf;Fk; xU bja;tPfkhd n$ho v';nfh

,Uf;fpwhh;. Mdhy; mth;fisf; fz;Lgpog;gJ kpft[k; fodkhdJ/ Vbdd;why;/

eP';fs; bts;isf;fhuuhf ,Uf;fyhk;/ c';fSf;F vjph; fhe;j <h]g]g[rf;jpa[ilath;

fWg;guhf ,Uf;fyhk;; eP';fs; Qpe;Jthf ,Uf;fyhk;/ c';fSf;F vjph]fhe;j

<h]g]g[rf;jpa[ilath; xU K!;yPkhf ,Uf;fyhk;; eP';fs; rPduhf ,Uf;fyhk;/

c';fSf;F vjph; fhe;j <h]g]g[rf;jpa[ila[ld; ,Ug;gth; xU b$h;kdpauhf ,Uf;fyhk;.

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c';fSld; bghUe;jf;Toa me;j cz;ikahd egiu eP';fs; fz;Lgpof;f

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,Ug;gPh;fs;. eP';fs; xUikapy] ,Ue;jhy; eP';fs; Jf]fj]Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;; eP';fs;

me;j egiur; re;jpj;jhy;/ mth; c';fSld; bghUe;jhtpl;lhy; my;yJ Xust[ kl;Lnk

bghUe;jpdhh; vd;whYk; eP';fs; Jf]fj]Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. ,g;bghGJ mwptpay;

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bghUe;Jfpw kdpjh;fs; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;/ bghUe;jhj kdpjh;fSk; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

mwptpay;g{h;tkhd Vw;ghLfis ,g;bghGJ bra;a ,aYk;; xt;bthUtUk; jdf;F

Kf;fpakhdjhf ,Uf]fpw tp#a';fis/ jd;Dila $hjfj]ij/ jdf;F ,irthf

cs;s tp#a';fis mwptpf;fyhk;. ,g;bghGJ jd;Dld; kpfr; rhpahf bghUe;Jk;

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rpwpajhfptpl;lJ/ eP';fs; c';fSf;Fg; bghUj;jkhd xUtiuf; fz;L

gpoj;Jtpl;lhy;. . . mJ mHF kw;Wk; mHfw;wjd;ik gw;wpa nfs;tpahfnt ,Uf]fhJ.

cz;ikapy;/ mHfw;wth; vd;W xUtUk; ,y;iy/ mHfhdth; vd;W xUtUk;

,y;iy. mHfw;wth; ahnuh xUtUld; bghUe;jpg; nghfyhk; - mg;bghGJ mHfw;wth;

me;j egUf;F mHfhdtuhthh;. mHF vd;gJ bghUj;jj;Jld; ,Ug;gjd; epHy; MFk;.

mJ mHfhd xUthplk; eP';fs; fhjy; bfhs;fpwPh;fs; vd;gjhf ,y]iy; me;j

bray;Kiw neh; vjpuhdJ. eP';fs; ahUldhtJ fhjy; bfhz;lhy;/ mth;

mHfhdtuhfj; njhd]Wfpwhh;. nerk; jhd; mHF vd;fpw vz]zj]ijf; bfhz;L

tUfpwJ/ mjw;F vjph;khwhf my;y.

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mg;bghGJ thH;f;if xU ,dpa ,irahf thHg;gLfpwJ; mg;bghGJ m';F ,U

cly;fSk; xU capUk; ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ xU cz;ikahd n$ho. eP';fs; me]j

khjphpahd n$hoiaf; fhz Kofpw bghGbjy;yhk]/ m';F mth;fisr; Rw;wp xU

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mHfhd xsp/ xU mikjp ,Uf;Fk;. mg;bghGJ nerk; ,ay]ghfnt jpahdj;jpw;Fs]

miHj;Jr; bry;fpwJ.

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gHFtjw;F mDkjpf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;. kf]fs] jpUkzk; bra;Jbfhs;tjw]F

mtrug;glf; TlhJ. me;j mtruk; Mgj;jhdJ; mJ tpthfuj;Jf;fis kl;Lnk

bfhz;LtUfpwJ/ my;yJ mJ xU ePz]l Jaukhd thH;itf; bfhz;LtUfpwJ.

FHe;ijfs; xUtiu xUth; re;jpj;Jf; bfhs;s mDkjpf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;/ ehk;

gH';fhyf; fl;Lg;ghLfs] kw]Wk] jilfs] midj]ija[k; tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk;; mit

jw]fhyj]jpw]F Vw;wit my;y.

ehk; etPd bjhHpy; El;g tsh;r;rp bgw;Wtpl;l fhyj;jpy; thH;fpnwhk;; kdpjd;

Kjph;r;rp mile;J tpl;lhd;/ mtd; gy tp#a';fis khw;w ntz;o ,Uf;fpwJ/

Vbdd;why;/ gy tp#a';fs; jtwhditahf ,Uf;fpd;wd. mit gH';fhyj;jpy;

Vw;gLj;jg;gl;lit; mg;bghGJ mit njitahf ,Ue;jd - ,dpnky; mit

njitapy;iy. cjhuzj;jpw;F/ ,g;bghGJ kf;fs] nrh;e;J thHyhk;/ Mz;fSk;

bgz;fSk;; jpUkzk; bra;Jbfhs;s mtrug]gLtjw]F ve;jj; njita[kpy;iy.

eP';fs; gy Mz;fisa[k; gy bgz;fisa[k; mwpe;jpUe;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ kl]Lnk ahh;

c';fSld; bghUe;jpg] nghfpwhh;/ ahh; bghUe;Jtjpy;iy vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpa[k;. ,J xU ePz;l ehrp/ my;yJ xU mHfhd Kfk; gw;wpa nfs;tp my;y;

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fz;fs;/ bghpa fz;fs; ,Uf;fyhk;/ eP';fs; ftug;glyhk;/ Koapd; epwk; <h;f;fyhk;. . .

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ehl;fSf;Fg; gpd;dh; ehrpapd; ePsj;ij eP';fs; ftdpf;f khl;Oh;fs;; \d;W

thu';fSf;Fg; gpd;dh; mtUila cUt mikg;g[ gw;wp KGtJk; kwe;Jtpl;oUg;gPh;fs;.

,g;bghGJ cz;ikahd ,ay;g[ c';fisj; jhf;FfpwJ. ,g;bghGJ Kf;fpakhd

tp#ak; Md]k ,irnthL ,Ug;gjhfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;.

jpUkzk; vd;gJ ,Jtiu kpft[k; mHfw;w xU tp#akhf ,Ue;J te]Js;sJ.

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mile;jJ kl;Lky;y/ mij cUthf;fpanj mth;fs;jhd;. Ie;jhapuk; Mz;Lfshf

cyfpy; ,Ue;J tUfpw ,e;j mHfw;w jpUkz Kiwf;F cyfk; KGtjpYk; cs;s

midj]J kjFUf;fSk] rhjfkhf ,Ue;jjw;F Vnjh xU fhuzk; ,Ue;jJ. me;j

fhuzk; vd;dbtd;why; kf;fs; Jauj;Jld; ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ kl;Lnk mth;fs;

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mg;bghGJ kl]Lnk mth;fs; thH;f;ifiaj; Jwg]gjw]Fj; jahuhf ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

kf]fs] Jauj;Jld; ,Ue;jhy;/ mg;bghGJ kl]Lnk mth;fs; kjFUf;fspd;

fl;Lg;ghl;oy; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;* xU re;njh#khd kdpj ,dj;jpw;F kjFUf;fsplk; ve;j

ntiya[k; ,Uf;fhJ. mJ bjspthfj] bjhpfpwJ. eP';fs; Mnuhf;fpakhf ,Ue;jhy;/

kUj;Jthplk; c';fSf;F ve;j ntiya[k; ,y;iy. eP';fs; kdjstpy; Mnuhf]fpakhf

,Ue;jhy; kd ey kUj;Jthplk; c';fSf;F ve;j ntiya[k; ,Uf]fhJ. eP';fs; Md;k

hPjpahf Mnuhf]fpakhf ,Ue;jhy;/ kj FUf;fsplk; c';fSf;F ve;j ntiya[k;

,Uf;fhJ.

kpfg;bghpa Md]khPjpahd Kuz;ghL jpUkzj;jpd; \yk; cUthf;fg;gLfpwJ.

kj FUf;fs; ,e;j g{kpapy; eufj;ij cUthf;fpa[s;shh;fs;. ,J jhd; mth;fspd;

tpahghu ,ufrpak; - mg;bghGJ/ kf;fs; vd;d bra;tbjd;W nfl;gjw;fhf mth;fsplk;

epr;rakhf tUthh;fs;. thH;f;if mt;tst[ Jaukhdjhf ,Uf;fpwJ* mg;bghGJ

mth;fs; thH;tpypUe;J tpLgLtJ vg;go vd;W mth;fSf;Fr; brhy;;yyhk;/ kPz;Lk;

gpwthky; ,Ug]gjw]fhd/ gpwg;g[ ,wg;g[ vDk; rf;fuj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpLgl]L btspna

tUtjw]fhd rl';Ffis mth]fs] c';fSf;F mspf;fyhk;. mth;fs; thH;f;ifia

mg;gobahU eufkhf khw;wptpl;lhh;fs;/ mjd] gpwF mth;fs; thH;tpy; ,Ue;J

tpLgLtJ vg;go vd;W fw;Wj; jUfpwhh;fs;.

vd;Dila Kaw;rp mjw;F neh; vjpuhdJ: ehd; ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ Rth;f;fj;ij

cUthf;f tpUk;g[fpnwd;/ Vbdd;why; mg;bghGJ vjpypUe;Jk; tpLgl ve;jj; njita[k;

,Uf;fhJ. gpwg;g[ ,wg;gpy; ,Ue;J tpLgLtJ gw;wp rpe;jpf;fj; njitapy;iy/

gHikahd/ kjk; vd;w bgahpy; ,Uf;Fk; mikg;g[fSf;F ve;jj; njita[k; ,y;iy.

,d;Dk; mjpfkhd ,ir njitg;gLfpwJ/ ,d;Dk; mjpfkhd ftpijfs;

njitg;gLfpd;wd/ ,d;Dk; mjpfkhd fiyfs; njitg;gLfpd;wd. epr;rakhf ,d;Dk;

mjpf Md;kPf czh;t[ njitg;gLfpwJ. ,d;Dk; mjpfkhd mwptpay;

njitg;gLfpwJ. mg;bghGJ Kw;wpYk; khWgl;l xU kjk; gpwf;Fk;/ xU g[jpa kjk;.

thH;f;iff;F vjpuhd fUj;Jf;fis fw;gpf;fhj/ Mdhy; c']fSila thH;f;ifia

mjpf ,irt[ld;/ mjpf fiy eaj;Jld;/ mjpf El]gkhd czh;t[ld;/ nkYk;

ikaj;jpy; epiy bgw;wtuhft[k]/ g{kpapy; nt+d;wpatuhft[k] thH]tjw]F cjt[k;

kjkhf mJ ,Uf;Fk;. thH;f;if vDk; fiyia/ thH;f;if vDk; jj;Jtj;ij

fw;gpf;Fk;/ mjpf bfhz;lhl;lj;Jld; ,Ug;gJ vt]thW vd;W c';fSf;Ff; fw;Wj;

jUfpd]w kjkhf mJ ,Uf;Fk;.

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czh]tJ Vd;>”

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xt;bthUthplKk; ,Ug;gJ nghy;/ c';fSila kW JUtj;jpw;fhf/ nkYk;

c';fSila kW JUtk; my;yhj xUtUld; rk;ge;jk; bfhs]tjw]F c';fSf;F

tpUg;gkpy;iy. Mdhy; c';fSila kW JUtj;ijf; fz;Lgpog]gjw]F gyg] gy

el;g[f;fs;/ gyg] gy fhjy; tptfhu';fspy; <LgLtijj; jtpu ntW tHp ,y;iy.

cz;ikapnyna c';fSila nerj;jpw;Fhpatiu eP';fs; fz;Lgpof;f tpUk;gpdPh;fs;

vd;why; eP';fs; gy fhjy; cwt[fspy] mDgtk] bfhs]s ntz;Lk;. fw;Wf;bfhs;tjw]F

mJ jhd; xnu tHp. c';fSila gaj;ij tpL';fs; . . .

mHfhdth;fsplk; c';fSf;F cs;s gaj;jpdhy;/ mHfw;wth;fSld; eP';fs;

,iza Muk;gpj;jPh;fs; vd;why;/ mJ c';fSf;F jpUg;jpaspg;gjhf ,Uf;fg;

nghtjpy;iy.

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njh;e;bjLj;jpUe;jhh;/ mtUila vy;yhj; njitfSf;Fk; Vw;wthW mJ

mike;jpUe;jJ/ Mdhy; mtUila kidtp/ “vdf;F ,e;j tPL gpof;ftpy;iy” vd;W

KqKqj;jhh;.

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midj;Jk; ,jpy; cs;sJ: if fGt[kpl';fs;/ mHfhd tpsf;Ffs;/ ey;y jz;zPh;

,izg;g[fs;/ RLjz;zPh; kw;Wk; Fsph;e;j ePh;. Vd; gpof;ftpy;iy>”

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jpiur;rPiyfs; ,y;iy. xt;bthUKiw ehd; Fspf;Fk;bghGJk]/ mUfpy;

FoapUg;gth;fs; vd;idg; ghh;f;f Koa[k;”

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mth;fs;mth;fs;mth;fs;mth;fs; jpiur;rPiyfis th';fp tpLthh;fs;.”

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gag]gLfpwPh]fs] vd;gijg] g[hpe;J bfhs;S';fs; - eP';fs; xU ,ilbtspiaf; fhf;f

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bfhs;tjw;fhf xU ,ilbtspiaf; fhf;f tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; xU cwtpDs;

bry;fpw Kiw ,J my;y; nerj;jpd; ,ufrpa';fisj; mwpe;J bfhs]fpw tHp ,J

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ftr';fs] kw]Wk] jw;fhg;g[ eltof;iffs; midj]ija[k] tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk;.

mJ gaKWj;Jtjhf ,Ue;jhy;/ mJ gaKWj;Jtjhfnt ,Uf;fl;Lk;/ Mdhy;

mjDs]ns bry;Y';fs;. me;j gak; kiwe;JtpLk;. ve;j gaj;ija[k; tpl;Ltpl xnu tHp

ehk; gag;gLk; mnj tp#aj;jpDs; bry;tJjhd;. ahuhtJ vd;dplk; te;J “vdf;F

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neuk; jhd; c';fshy; eL';fpf; bfhz;oUf;f Koa[k;> bkJthf/ bkJthf mikjp

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me;j gak; tpyFifapy;/ ,Us; mt;tst[ ,Us; epiwe;jjhf ,y;iy/ mjdplk;

jdf;bfd;W xU xsp cz;L vd;gJ fz;L eP';fs; Mr;rh;ag;gLtPh;fs;. eP';fs;

rpytw;iwg; ghh;f;f Muk;gpg;gPh;fs; - k';fyhf/ bjsptpy;yhky;. Mdhy; bjspthd

epiy tp#a';fSf;F MHkw;w jd;ikia bfhLf;fpwJ; bjsptw]w epiy

tp#a';fSf;F MHj;ija[k; kiwbghUisa[k; bfhLf;fpwJ. xsp vg;nghJnk ,Uspd;

mst[ kh;kj;Jld; ,Uf;f KoahJ. xsp xU ciueil; ,Us; xU ftpij. xsp

eph;thzkhf ,Uf;fpwJ; Mifahy;/ vt;tst[ neuk; eP';fs; mjdplk] Mh;tj;Jld;

,Uf;f Koa[k;> Mdhy; ,Us; jpiuaplg]gl;L ,Uf;fpwJ; mJ mjd; jpiuia tpyf;fpg]

ghh]g]gjw]F kpfg; bghpa Mh;tj;ijj; Jhz;LfpwJ/ kpfg;bghpa Mtiy Vw;gLj;JfpwJ.

c';fSf;F ,Us] Fwpj]J gak; vdpy;/ ,UspDs; bry;Y';fs;. c';fSf;F

nerk] Fwpj]J gak; ,Ue;jhy; nerj;jpDs;; bry;Y';fs;. c';fSf;F xUikapy]

,Ug]gJ Fwpj]J gak; vd;why;/ ,khyaj;jpw;F brd;W xUikapy; ,U';fs;.

mjpypUe;J tpLgl mJ xd;Wjhd; tHp. nkYk] rpy rka';fspy; ntz;Lbkd;nw xU

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braiy c';fshy; bra;a Koe;jhy;/ mJ kpfg;bghpa tpHpg;g[zh;itf;

bfhz;LtUfpwJ.

xU rkak; xU ,is"h; vd;dplk; miHj;J tug;gl;lhh; - mth; xU fy;Yhhpapy;

nguhrphpauhf ,Ue;jhh]/ xU bgz;izg; nghy] mth] ele]J bry]fpwhh; vd;gJjhd]

gpur;rid. xU gy;fiyf; fHfj;jpy; ,Ue;J bfhz;L/ xU nguhrphpauhf ,Ue;J

bfhz;L/ xU bgz;izg;nghy; ele]J bry]tbjd;gJ/ kpft[k; bjhy;iy bfhLg;gjhf

,Uf;Fk;. mth; kpFe]j r';flj;Jld; ,Ue;jhh;. mtUk; vy;yh tHpfisa[k;/ vy;yh

Kiwfisa[k; Kaw;rpj;Jg; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwhh;.

ehd; Twpndd;/ “xd;W bra;a[';fs; - Vbdd]why] eP';fs; bra;J bfhz;oUg;gJ

bra;tjw;F ,ayhj fhhpakhf ,Uf;fpwJ; xU Mzpdhy; cz;ikapnyna xU

bgz;zpidg;nghy; ele]J bry]y KoahJ. eP';fs; mw;g[jk; nghd;w xd;iwr;

bra;fpwPh;fs;* Vbdd;why; xU bgz;izg;nghy; ele]J bry]tJ vd;gjw;F

c';fSila tapw;wpy; xU fh]g]gg;ig ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W bghUs]; me;j

fh;g]gg;igapd; cUz;l jd;ikapdhy; jhd; bgz; ntW tpjkhf ele]J bry]fpwhh;.

mtUila clyikg;g[ ntW tpjkhdJ. xU Mz; cz;ikapnyna mJ nghd]W

ele]J bry]y KoahJ – mg;go xU Mzpdhy; mijr] bra;a Koe;jhy;. . .” ehd;

mthplk; Twpndd;/ “,J bgUikg;gl ntz;oa xU tp#akhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;*

eP';fs; mw]g[jkhd xU tp#aj]ijr] bra;fpwPh;fs;. rw;W vd;dplk; mijf;

fhz;gpa[';fs;.”

mth; nfl;lhh;/ “eP']fs] vd]d brhy;fpwPh;fs;/ xU mw;g[jkh>”

ehd; Twpndd;/ “rw]W ,';F vd; Kd;dhy; ele;J fhz;gpa[';fs;/ xU

bgz;izg; nghy] ele;J fhz;gpa[';fs;”

mth; Kaw;rpj;Jj; njhy;tpa[w;whh;. mtuhy; xU bgz;izg; nghy; ele]J bry]y

Koatpy;iy. ehd; mthplk; Twpndd;/ “,g;bghGJ/ ,J jhd; tHp. gy;fiyf;

fHfj;jpw;Fj; jpUk;gpr; bry;Y';fs; - ,g;bghGJ tiuapy] xU bgz;izg;nghy; ele]J

bry]yhky; ,Ug]gjw]F eP';fs; Kaw;rpj;Jf; bfhz;L ,Ue;jPh;fs;. ,g;nghjpUe;J

ntz;Lbkd;nw xU bgz;zpidg; nghy ele]J bry]tjw]F Kaw;rp bra;a[';fs;. xU

bgz;idg; nghy; ele]Jbry]yf; TlhJ vd;gjw;fhd c';fsJ Kaw;rpjhd; gpur;rid

KGtjpd] fhuzkhf ,Ue]jpUf]fpwJ. mJ xU igj;jpakhfptpl;lJ/ xU

trpakhfptpl;lJ. eP';fns c';fis trpag;gLj;jpf; bfhz;Ls;sPh;fs;. c';fis

me;j trpaj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpLgl itf;f xnu tHp/ me;jr; braiy ntz;Lbkd;nw

bra;tJjhd;. clnd gy;fiyf;fHfj;jpw;Fr; bry;Y';fs;/” ehd; mthplk; Twpndd;/

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“brd;W Rw;wpYk; ele]J bry]Y';fs;/ eP';fs; bgz; vd;W fhz;gpj;Jf; bfhs;s ,ad;w

vy;yh tHpfspYk; Kad]W ghU';fs;.”

mth; Kaw;rp bra]J njhy;tpa[w]whh] - mg;nghjpypUe;J mth; btw;wp

bgwntapy;iy.

c';fSf;F gakhf ,Ue;jhy;/ fth;r;rpahdth]fs] Fwpj]J c';fSf;F

gabkd;whYk;/ my]yJ ahUk; c';fSila bjhg;g[isj; bjhlf;TlhJ vd;W

gae;jhYk;/ my;yJ eP']fs] ,Us] Fwpj]J gae]jhYk;/ my;yJ xU bgz;idg; nghy;

ele]J bry]tJ Fwpj]j gabkd;whYk;/ my;yJ ntW vijg] gw;wpa gakhf ,Ue;jhYk;/

vd;d gak; vd;gJ Kf;fpaky;y/ mit vy;yhnk xd;Wjhd; vd;gij epidtpy;

ita[';fs;. gak; ePf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;/ Vbdd;why; gak; ek;ik Klf;fptpLfpd]w/

brayw;Wg; nghFk;gor; bra;fpd]w xU tp#akhFk;.

gaj;ij kiwar; bra;tjw]F xnu tHp mjDs;ns bry;tJjhd;. mDgtk;

tpLtpf]fpwJ. fw;Wf; bfhs;tJ ey]yJ. gaj;ij tpl;LtpLtJ ey]yJ. kdpjh;fSld;

gHFtJ ey]yJ. cz;ikapy;/ eP';fs; gHf Muk;gpj;jPh;fs; vd;why;/

xt;bthUthplKk]/ mtdplnkh my;yJ mtsplnkh Vnjh xU mHF ,Ug;gijf;

fhz;gPh;fs;. ahUnk mHfpd;wp tUtjpy;iy. mHfpw;F gy;ntW ghpkhz']fs]

,Uf;fyhk; - rpyUila Kfk; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ rpyUila Fuy; mHfhf

,Uf;fpwJ/ rpyUila cly; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ rpyUila kdk; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

mHfpd;wp ahUnk tUtjpy;iy; ,aw;if vy;nyhUf;Fk; Vnjh xU tpjkhd

mHfpidf; bfhLf;fpwJ. vj]Jid kdpjh;fs; ,Uf;fpwhh;fnsh mj;Jid tpjkhd

mHF ,Uf;fpwJ.

xUthplKs;s mHFld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs]tjw]F xnu tHp me;epnahd]akhf

,Ug;gJjhd;/ gaj;ij vy;yhk; tpl;L tpLtJjhd]/ jw;fhg;g[fis vy;yhk; tpl;L

tpLtJjhd]. mg;bghGJ eP';fs; Mr;rh;akiltPh;fs;: flt[s; gy cUt';fspy;

btspg;gLfpwhh; - mHnf flt[s;.

flt[Sf;F fpHf;F ehLfspy; eh';fs; \d;W brhw;fs; itj]jpUf]fpnwhk]:

rj;jpak;rj;jpak;rj;jpak;rj;jpak; - cz;ik/ rptk;rptk;rptk;rptk; - kpf cd;djkhd ed;ik/ Re;juk;Re;juk;Re;juk;Re;juk; - kpf cd;djkhd mHF.

,Wjpapy; mHFjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ – flt[s; mHfhdth;/ mHnf flt[s;. mHif eP';fs;

v';F fz]lhYk]/ mJ flt[Sila mHfpd; gpujpgypg;g[jhd;. gpujpgypg;igf; fz;lhy]

c';fSf]F gak] vd]why]/ cz;ikahdJld; vt;thW c';fshy] bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s

koa[k]> gpujpgypg;g[ ghlj;ijf; fw;Wf;bfhs;tjw;fhf ,Uf;fpwJ/ mg]bghGJ xU ehs;

eP']fs] cz;ikahdJld; bjhlh;g[ bfhs;s Koa[k; vd;gjw;fhfnt.

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ehd; Vd; vd]idg] gw]wpa czh]t[lndehd; Vd; vd]idg] gw]wpa czh]t[lndehd; Vd; vd]idg] gw]wpa czh]t[lndehd; Vd; vd]idg] gw]wpa czh]t[lnd ,Uf;fpnwd; > ,Uf;fpnwd; > ,Uf;fpnwd; > ,Uf;fpnwd; >

Rje;jpuk; jhd] thH;f;ifapd] Fwpf;nfhs;;. Rje;jpuk; ,d;wp thH;f;iff;F ve]j mh;j;jKk]

,y;iy. Rje;jpuk;Rje;jpuk;Rje;jpuk;Rje;jpuk; vDk; bghGJ ve]j murpay;/ rKjha/ my;yJ bghUshjhu

Rje;jpuKk; Fwpg;gplg;gltpy;iy. Rje;jpukRje;jpukRje;jpukRje;jpuk; vDk; bghGJ fhyj;jpdpd]W Rje;jpuk;/

kdjplk] ,Ue;J Rje;jpuk;/ Mirfsplk] ,Ue;J Rje;jpuk; vd]gJ Fwpg]gplg]gLfpwJ.

kdk; kiwe;JtpLfpw me]j fznk/ eP';fs; gpug";rj;Jld; xd;whfp tpLfpwPh]fs;;

eP';fs; gpug";rj;jpd; msnt gue]J tphpe]jtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;.

c';fSf;Fk; cz;ik epiyf;Fk; ,ilna kdk; jhd; jLg;g[r; Rtuhf

,Uf;fpwJ/ nkYk] ,e;jj; jLg;g[r; Rth; ,Ug;gjdhy; eP';fs] ve]j xspa[k] vg]bghGJk]

brd;W milahj/ ve;j Mde;jKk; vg]bghGJk] CLWt Koahj xU ,Uz;l

miwapDs]ns vg]bghGJk] milgl;L ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;. mg;go xU rpwpa/

vy;iyf;Fl;gl;l ,lj;jpw;Fs; milgl;L thH]tjw]F eP';fs; gilf;fg;glhjjdhy;

eP';fs; Jauj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;. ,e;j gpug";rj;jpd; ikak; tiu tphptila

c';fSila jd]Dzh]t[ epiy tpUk;g[fpwJ. c';fSila jd]Dzh]t[ epiy

rKj;jpuk; nghd;W ,Ug]gjw]F V';FfpwJ. Mdhy; eP';fs; xU gdpj;Jspahf

khwptpl;Oh;fs;. c';fshy; vt;thW kfpH;r;rpa[ld; ,Uf;f Koa[k;> c';fshy] vt]thW

Mde;jkhf ,Uf;f Koa[k;> rpiwgl;ltdhf thH;tjpdhy] kdpjd; Jauj;jpy;

thH;fpwhd;.

bfsjk g[j;jh; jd;Qhjd;Qhjd;Qhjd;Qh – Mir – jhd; ek;Kila vy;yhj; Jau';fSf;Fk; \y

fhuzk; vd;fpwhh]/ Vbdd;why; Mir kdij cUthf;FfpwJ. Mir vd;gJ

vjph;fhyj;ij cUthf;FtJ/ jk;ik vjph;fhyj;jpw;Fs; brYj;JtJ/ ehisia

cs;ns bfhz;L tUtJ MFk]. ehisia cs;ns bfhz;L te]jPh]fs] vd]why]/

,d;iwa jpdk; kiwe;J tpLk;/ c';fshy; mij ,dpnky] fhz KoahJ/

c';fSila fz;fs; ehisapdhy; kiwf;fg;gl]litahf ,Uf;fpd;wd. ehisia

cs;ns bfhz;L te]jPh]fs; vd]why]/ c';fSila fle;Jnghd vy;yh jpd';fspd;

Rikiaa[k] eP']fs] Rkf;f ntz;oapUf;Fk;/ Vbdd;why; fle;j jpd';fs; bjhlh]e]J

Cl;lk] mspj]Jf] bfhz]nl ,Ue]jhy] kl]Lnk ehis vd;gJ ,Uf;f Koa[k;.

xt;bthU Mira[k; fle;j fhyj;jpy; ,Ue;J gpwf;fpwJ/ xt;bthU Mira[k;

vjph;fhyj;jpw;Fs; brYj;jg;gLfpwJ. fle;j fhyk; kw;Wk; vjph;fhyk;/ ,it ,uz]Lk]

nrh]e]jJjhd; c';fSila kdk] KGika[k] MFk]. kdij Muha]e]J ghU';fs;/

gFjpfshfg; gphpj;J Muha;e;J ghU';fs;/ mg]bghGJ eP';fs; ,uz;L tp#a';fis

kl;Lnk fhz;gPh]fs]]: fle;j fhyk; kw;Wk; vjph;fhyk;. epfH;fhyj;jpd; xU rpW

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Jspiaf;Tl eP';fs; fhz khl;Oh;fs;/ xU xw]iw mqitf;Tl. Mdhy; epfH;fhyk]

kl]Lnk ,Uf]fpd]w xnu cz;ik epiy/ xnu thGk] epiy/ xnu eldk] MFk].

kdk; Kw;wpYk; kiwe]Jtpl;l bghGJ kl]Lnk - ,g]bghGJ Kjy] fle;j fhyk;

c']fis fl;Lg;gLj;jhJ/ vjph;fhyk; c']fis cilikahf itj]jpUf]fhJ vDk]

bghGJ/ epidt[fs; kw;Wk; fw;gidfspypUe;J eP']fs] tpLgl;ltuhf ,Uf;Fk;

bghGJ kl]Lnk/ epfH;fhyj;ijf; fhz Koa[k]. me;jf; fzj;jpy; eP';fs; v']F

,Uf]fpwPh]fs]> eP']fs] ahh]> me;jf; fzj;jpy; eP';fs; ahuhft[k] ,y;iy. eP';fs;

ahuhft[k; ,y;yhky] ,Uf]Fk] bghGJ ahUk; c';fisf; fhag;gLj;j KoahJ.

c';fshy; fhakila KoahJ/ Vbdd;why; mfk;ghtk; jhd; fha';fis

Vw;Wf;bfhs;s kpft[k; Mh]tj]Jld] ,Uf;fpwJ. mfk;ghtk; fpl;lj;jl;l fhag]gl;Lf;

bfhs;Sk; njlYlDk]/ ehLjYlDk] ,Uf;fpwJ; mJ fha']fspd] \ynk thH;fpwJ.

mjd; thH;t[ KGtJk; typiaa[k; Jauj]ija[k; rhh]e]nj ,Uf;fpwJ.

eP';fs; ahuhft[k] ,y]yhky] ,Uf]Fk] bghGJ/ kdntjid vd;gJ

rhj]jpakw]wjhf/ kdcisr]ry] vd;gJ rw]Wk] ek;g Koahjjhf ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs;

ahuhft[k] ,y]yhky] ,Uf]Fk] bghGJ/ m';F xU kpfg;bghpa mikjp/ xU mirtw;w

epiy ,Uf]fpwJ/ cs;ns xU rg;jKk] ,y;iy. fle;j fhyk; brd;W tpl;lJ/

vjph;fhyk; kiwe;Jtpl;lJ – m';F rg;jj;ij cUthf;Ftjw]F vd;d ,Uf;fpwJ>

m';F nfl;fg;gLk; mikjp bja;tPfkhdJ/ g[dpjkhdJ. me;j kdkw;w btspfspy]/

Mjpa[k] me]jKk] ,d]wp bjhlh]e]J ele;J bfhz;oUf;fpw bfhz;lhl;lj;ij

Kjd]Kiwahf eP';fs] czUfpwPh;fs;. me]jf; bfhz;lhl]lj]ijf] bfhz]Ljhd; ,e;j

gpug";rk; mikf]fg]gl]L ,Uf;fpwJ.

kdpjidj; jtpu/ ,e;jg; gpug";rk; KGtJk; nguhde;jj]Jld] ,Uf;fpwJ.

kdpjd; kl;Lnk mjdpd;W btspna tpGe;J tpl;lhd;/ rhpahd ghijiatpl;L tpyfpr;

brd;Wtpl;lhd;. kdpjd; kl;Lnk mijr; bra;a Koa[k;/ Vbdd;why; kdpjd; kl;Lnk

jd]Dzh;t[ epiya[ld; ,Uf;fpwhd;.

nfS']fs]/ jd]Dzh]t[ epiyf]F ,uz;L rhj;jpa';fs; cz;L: jd]Dzh]t[

epiy c';fSf;Fs; xU gpufhrkhd xspahf khwyhk;/ mjDld] xg]gpLk] bghGJ

Nhpad; Tl k';fyhfj; bjhpa[k; mstpw]F mt]tst[ gpufhrkhd xspahfyhk; - kdk;

mw;w epiyapy; jk; cs;ns nehf;fpdhy; vy;yhk; xspkakhf/ vg]bghGJnk kiwahj

xspahf/ Mapuk; Nhpad;fs; jpObud cjpj;jJ nghy ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W g[j;jh; TWfpwhh;.

Jd]Dzh]t[ epiy KGtJk; Mde;jkhdJ/ mJ J}a]ikahd/ ghpRj;jkhd/

fyg;glkw;w Mde;jk;. mJ vspikahd Mde;jk]/ fs]s';fglkw;wJ. mJ xU

mjprak]. mjd; fk;gPuk] tpsf;fpf]Tw ,ayhjJ/ mjd; mHF th]zpf]f ,ayhjJ/

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mjd; mUs; vd]Wnk FiwahjJ MFk]]. V!V!V!V!; jk;nkh; jk;nkh; jk;nkh; jk;nkh rde;jnehrde;jnehrde;jnehrde;jneh – kpf cah;e;jjhd

,aw;if epajp mg;gog;gl;ljhFk].

c';fs; kdij kl;Lk; c';fshy; xJf;fp itf;f Koa[k] vd]why;/ ,e;jg;

gpug";rj;jpd; yPiyia eP']fs] czUtPh;fs;. mg]bghGJ eP';fs; brayhw;wyhf

kl]Lnk ,Ug;gPh;fs;/ nkYk] me]j brayhw;wy; vg;bghGJk; ,';nf/ ,g;bghGJ

,Uf;fpwJ/ mJ vg]bghGJnk epfH]fhyj]ij tpl;L mfy;tjpy;iy. ,J xU

rhj;jpaf;TW; eP';fs;; J}a]ikahd jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf ,Uf]f Koa[k;.

kw;bwhU rhj;jpak; vd;dbtd;why; eP';fs; jd]idg] gw]wpa czh;t[

cilath;fshf khw Koa[k;. mg;bghGJ eP';fs; jhH]e]J tpLfpwPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ

eP';fs; cyfpy; ,Ue;J gphpe;j jdpg;gl;l xUtuhf ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ eP';fs;

xU jPthf/ tiuaWf;fg;gl;ltuhf/ bjspthf tiuaWf;fg;gl;ltuhf ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;.

mg;bghGJ eP';fs; rpiwgl;ltuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why; vy;yh tiuaiwfSnk

rpiwg;gLj;Jgit. mg;bghGJ eP';fs; xU rpiwaiwapy; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;/ me;j

rpiwaiw ,Uz;ljhf/ Kw;wpYk; ,Uz;ljhf ,Uf;fpwJ. m';F xsp ,y;iy/

xspf]fhd rhj;jpank ,y;iy. me;j rpiwaiw c';fisf; fl;Lg;gLj;JfpwJ/

Klkhf;FfpwJ.

jd]idg] gw]wpa czh]t[ moikj;jisahf khWfpwJ; ‘ehd]’ vd]gJ[ jhd;

me]j moikj]jis. Mdhy; jd]Dzh;t[epiy Rje;jpukhf khWfpd;wJ.

ehd; vd]gij tpl;Ltpl;L/ jd]Dzh;t[ld] ,U';fs;* mJjhd; bra;jp

KGtJnk/ vy;yhf; fhy';fisa[k] nrh]e]j g[j;jh;fspd;/ fle;jfhy/ epfH;fhy kw;Wk;

vjph;fhy g[j;jh;fspd; bra;jpa[k] MFk;. me;jr; bra;jpapd; rhuk; kpft[k; vspikahdJ:

ehd; vd]gij/ mfk;ghtj;ij/ kdij tpl;LtpL';fs;/ btWk; jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf

,U';fs;.

,e;j fzj;jpy;/ ,e;j mikjp epyt[fpw bghGJ/ eP';fs; ahh;>

milahskw;wth;/ ahuhft[k; ,y;yhjth;. c';fSf;F xU bgahpy;iy/ c';fSf;F

xU cUtkpy;iy. eP';fs; Mqk; my;y/ bgz;qk; my;y/ eP';fs; Qpe;Jt[k; my;y/

KfkjpaUk; my;y. eP';fs; ve;j ehl;ila[k;/ ve;j njrj;ija[k;/ ve;j ,dj]ija[k]

nrh;e;jth; my;y. eP';fs; cly; my;y/ eP';fs; kdKk; my;y.

mg]bghGJ eP';fs; ahh;> ,e;j mikjpahd epiyapy;/ c';fSila Rit

vd;d> jd]Dzh]t[ epiyahf ,Ug;gjpd; Rit vd;d> xU mikjp kl]Lnk/ xU

rkhjhdkhd epiy kl]Lnk . . . me;j mikjp kw;Wk; rkhjhdkhd epiyapy] ,Ue;J

fhuzk; vJt[k] ,d;wp xU nguhde;jk; nkbyH Muk;gpf;fpwJ/ Cw;bwLf;f

Muk;gpf;fpwJ. mJ c';fSila ,aw]ifapy] jhdhfnt epfH]fpwJ.

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kdijg] g[wf]fzpf]Fk] fiyjhd; Md;kPfj;jpd; ,ufrpak; KGtJnk/

Vbdd;why; c';fSila kdij eP';fs;; g[wf]fzpf]fpw bghGJ/ c';fSila

jd]Dzh]t[ epiy Mapuj;bjhU tz]z';fspy; btof;fpwJ. eP';fs; xU thdtpy;yhf/

xU jhkiuahf/ Mapuk; ,jH;fs; bfhz;l jhkiuahf khWfpwPh;fs;. jpObud;W eP';fs;

kyh;fpwPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ ,e;jg; gpug";rj;jpd; mHF KGtJk; - vy;iyaw;wjhf

,Uffpd]w me]j mHF – c';fSilaJ MFk]. mg;bghGJ thdpy; cs;s

el;rj;jpu';fs; midj;Jk; c';fSf;Fs]ns ,Uf;fpd;wd. mg;bghGJ thdk; Tl

c';fSila vy;iy my]y; ,g]nghJ Kjy] c';fSf;F vy;iyfns ,y;iy.

mikjp c';fSf;F fiutjw]F/ ,iztjw]F/ kiwe;J nghtjw]F/

MtpahfptpLtjw]F xU tha;g;igf; mspf;fpwJ. eP';fs; ,y]yhky] ,Uf;fpw bghGJ/

eP';fs; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs]; Kjd] Kiwahf eP']fs] ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]. eP';fs; ,y]yhky]

,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ flt[s; ,Uf;fpwhh;/ Kf]jp bgw]w epiy ,Uf;fpwJ/ "hdkile]j

epiy ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs; ,y]yhky] ,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ vy;yhk; milag]bgWfpwJ.

eP';fs; ,Uf]fpw bghGJ/ vy;yhk; ,Hf;fg;gLfpwJ.

kdpjd; xU jd]idg] gw]wpa jd]Dzh;t[ epiyahf khwptpl;lhd]; mJjhd;

rhpahd ghijapypUe;J mtDila tpyfy;/ mJjhd; Kjy; ghtk] MFk;. vy;yh

kj';fSk; Kjy; ghtk; gw;wp Vnjh xU tifapy; ngRfpd;wd/ Mdhy; fpwp!;Jtj;jpy;

jhd; rpwe;j fij cs;sJ. Kjy; ghtk; mwpt[ vd;Dk; kuj;jpy; ,Ue;J kdpjd;

cz;ljdhy; Vw;gl;lJ. eP';fs; mwpbtd;Dk; kuj;jpdpd;W cz;qk; bghGJ. mwptpd;

fdpfis cz;qk; bghGJ/ mJ jd]idg] gw]wpa jd]Dzh;it Vw;gLj;JfpwJ.

eP';fs; mjpf g[yik bgw]wtuhf ,Uf]fpd]w mst[/ eP';fs; mjpfkhd

mfk;ghtj;Jld] ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; . . . mjdhy; jhd; mwp"h;fs;/ gz;ojh;fs;/ khy;tpfs;khy;tpfs;khy;tpfs;khy;tpfs;

mfk;ghtj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;. mth;fSila mfk;ghtk; kpFe]j fw]wwptpdhy;/

Ehy;fspdhy;/ rpe;jid Kiwfspdhy; my';fhpf;fg;gl]oUf]fpwJ. Mdhy; mit

c';fis fs]s';fglkw;wth]fshf khw;Wtjpy;iy; mit c';fSf;F FHe;ij

nghd;w ,ay;g[fshd btspg;gilahf ,Uj;jy;/ ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]Sjy]/ md;g[/

tpisahl;Lj;jdk; Mfpatw;iw mspg]gjpy;iy. ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ bfhs]Sjy]/ md;g[/

tpisahl;Lj;jdk;/ tpag;g[ Mfpait vy;yhk; ehk; kpft[k] g[yik bgw;wtuhf

khWk;bghGJ kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; ekf;F mjpf fw]wwpt[ Ng[yik cilath]fshf ,Ug]gjw]F

fw;Wj;jug;gLfpwJ. ekf;F fs]s';fglkw;wth]fshf ,Ug]gjw]F fw;Wj;

jug;gLtjpy;iy/ ,aw;ifapd; mjpraj]ij vt;thW czh;tJ vd]gJ fw;Wj;

jug;gLtjpy;iy. ekf;F kyh;fspd; bgah;fs; brhy;ypj;jug;gLfpd;wd/ Mdhy;

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kyh;fisr; Rw;wp eldkhLtJ vg;go vd;gJ fw;Wj;jug;gLtjpy;iy. ekf;F kiyfspd;

bgah;fs; brhy;ypj;jug;gLfpd;wd. Mdhy; kiyfSld; vt;thW xd;whf ,Ug;gJ

vd]gJ fw;Wj;jug;gLtjpy;iy/ vt;thW el;rj;jpu';fSld; xd;whf ,Ug;gJ/ vt;thW

ku';fSld; nrh;e;J ,Ug;gJ/ gpug";rj;Jld; vt]thW ,irthf ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ

fw;Wj;jug;gLtjpy;iy.

,irtpd;wp ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ c';fshy] vt]thW kfpH;r;rpa[ld] ,Uf;f

Koa[k;> ,irtpd;wp ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ/ eP';fs; bjhlh]e]J kdntjida[lDk;/ kpFe]j

Jauj;JlDk;/ typa[lDk; jhd; epr]rakhf ,Ug]gPh]fs]. KGikapd; eldj;Jld]

,ize;J eP';fs; eldkhLk; bghGJ kl]Lnk/ me;j eldj;jpd; xU gFjpahf kl]Lnk

eP';fs; ,Uf;fpd]w bghGJ/ ,e;j kpfg;bghpa ,irf;fUtpahsh; FGtpd; xU gFjpahf

kl;Lnk eP';fs; ,Uf;Fk] bghGJ/ c';fSila ghliy eP';fs; jdpahfg; gphpj;Jg;

ghlhky] ,Uf]fpd]w bghGJ kl;Lnk c';fshy] kfpH;r;rpa[ld] ,Uf;f Koa[k;.

mg;bghGJjhd;/ me;j fiujypy;jhd;/ kdpjd; ftiyapd]wp kfpH]r]rpa[ld]

,Uf]fpwhd].

ehd; vt;thW vd;idj] jLj]J epWj]j Koa[ehd; vt;thW vd;idj] jLj]J epWj]j Koa[ehd; vt;thW vd;idj] jLj]J epWj]j Koa[ehd; vt;thW vd;idj] jLj]J epWj]j Koa[k;> gpwhplk] ehd]k;> gpwhplk] ehd]k;> gpwhplk] ehd]k;> gpwhplk] ehd] kpft[k] kpft[k] kpft[k] kpft[k] beUf;fbeUf;fbeUf;fbeUf;fkila[k]kila[k]kila[k]kila[k]

bghGJ/ ehd; vd;id ,Hg;gjhf czh;fpnwd;. bghGJ/ ehd; vd;id ,Hg;gjhf czh;fpnwd;. bghGJ/ ehd; vd;id ,Hg;gjhf czh;fpnwd;. bghGJ/ ehd; vd;id ,Hg;gjhf czh;fpnwd;.

xt;bthUtUk; Fwpg]gplj]jf]f xUtuhf ,Uf;f ntz]Lbkd]W

tpUk]g[fpwhh]fs]]. mJ jhd; mfk;ghtj;jpDila njly]: jdpr;rpwg;g[ila xUtuhf

,Uf;f ntz;Lk;/ jdpj]jd]ika[ila xUtuhf/ xg;gpl Koahj xUtuhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;. Mdhy;/ ,Jjhd] Kuz]gL bka]ik: eP';fs] Fwpg]gplj]jf]ftuhf ,Ug]gjw]F

mjpfkhf Kaw;rpf;Fk] mst[/ eP';fs; nkYk; rhjhuzkhdtuhfj; njhw]wk]

mspg]gPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ midtUk; Fwpg]gplj]jf]ftuhf Mtjw]F Kaw]rpj]Jf]

bfhz]oUf;fpd;wdh;. mJ mt;tst[ rhjhuzkhd xU Mir. eP';fs;

rhjhuzkhdtuhf ,Ue;jhy;/ rhjhzkhdtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd]fpw njlny

Fwpg]gplj]jf]fJ/ Vbdd;why; kpft[k] mhpjhfj;jhd; xUth; jdpg]gl]l xUtuhf

,y]yhky] ,Ug]gjw]F tpUk;g[fpwhh;/ mhpjhfj;jhd; xUth; xU FHy] nghd]w

btw;wplkhf kl]Lnk ,Ug]gjw]F tpUk;g[fpwhh;.

,J xU tifapy; cz;ikapnyna Fwpg]gplj]jf]fJ/ Vbdd;why; ahUk; ,ij

tpUk;g[tjpy;iy. nkYk] eP';fs; rhjhuzkhdtuhf khWfpw bghGJ/ eP';fs;

Fwpg]gplj]jf]ftuhf khWfpwPh;fs;/ cld]/ epr]rakhf/ njlhknyna eP';fs]

jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;jtuhf khwptpl;lij eP';fs] jpObud;W fhz;gPh;fs;.

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cz;ikapy;/ xt;bthUtUk; jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;jtnu. bjhlh;e;J

Fwpf;nfhs;fspd; gpd;dhy; Xof]bfhz]oUg]gij xU fznkDk; c';fshy; epWj;j

Koe;jhy;/ eP';fs; jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;jth; vd;gij eP';fs; czUtPh;fs;. mJ

fz;Lgpof;fg]gl ntz;oa xd;nw my;y; mJ Vw;fdnt ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ Kd;dnu

mt;thW jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ: ,Ug]gJ vd;gJnt jdpj;jd;ika[ld; ,Ug;gjhFk;.

,Ug;gjw;F ntW tHp vJt[k; ,y;iy. xU kuj;jpy] cs;s xt;bthU ,iya[k;

jdpj;jd;ik cld] ,Uf]fpd]wJ/ fiuapy; cs;s xt;bthU THh'; fy;Yk;

jdpj;jd;ik cld] ,Uf]fpd]wJ; ,Ug;gjw;F ntW tHp vJt[k; ,y;iy. xd;Wnghy;

,Uf;Fk; kw;bwhU THh';fy;iy ,e;j g{kp KGtjpYk] ntW v';Fk; fhz KoahJ.

xd;Wnghy; ,Uf;Fk; ,uz;L bghUl;fs; ,y]ynt ,y;iy/ Mifahy;

jdpr]rpwg]g[ila xUtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd]fpw mtrpank ,y;iy. eP';fs;

btWknd eP';fshf ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ jpObud;W eP';fs; jdpj;jd;ik

cilatuhf/ xg;g[ik ,y;yhjtuhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. mjdhy;jhd; ehd; ,J xU

Kuz;gL bka;ik vd;fpnwd;: njLgth;fs; njhy]tpa[Wfpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; mJ

Fwpj]Jf; ftiyg;glhjth;fs;/ jpObud;W milfpwhh;fs;.

Mdhy; thh;j;ijfspy; FHk;gpg; nghfhjPh;fs;. ehd; kWgoa[k] TWtjw]F

mDkjpa[']fs]: Fwpg]gplj]jf]f xUtuhf ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd]fpw Mir kpfr;

rhjhuzkhdJ/ Vbdd;why;/ midthplKk; mJ ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk] rhjhuzkhf

,Ug;gjw;F chpa g[hpe;J bfhs;Sk] jpwDld; ,Ug;gJ kpft[k; Fwpg]gplj]jf]fJ/

Vbdd;why; kpf mhpjhfnt mJ epfH]fpwJ. xU g[j;jh]/ xU yhnth-l;N/ xU $^r!;

mijg] bgw;wpUf;fpwhh;fs;. jdpj;jd;ika[ld; ,Uf;f Kaw;rpg;gJ vd;gJ

vy]nyhUila kdjpYk; ,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy] ,th;fs; midtUk;

njhy]tpa[Wfpwhh;fs;/ Kw;wpYk; njhy]tpa[Wfpwhh;fs;.

eP';fs; Vw;fdnt ,Ug;gijf] fhl]oYk] mjpfkhd jdpj;jd;ika[ld; vt;thW

eP';fs; ,Uf;f Koa[k;> jdpj;jd;ik vd;gJ Vw;fdnt ,Uf;fpwJ; mij eP';fs;

fz;Lgpof;f ntz;Lk;. mij eP';fs; cUthf;f ntz;oajpy;iy; mJ c';fSf;Fs;

kiwe;J ,Uf;fpwJ. mij eP';fs; gpug";rj;jpw;F btspg;gLj;j ntz;Lk;/

mt;tst[jhd;. ,e;j jdpj;jd;ik tsh;f;fg;gl ntz;oa xd]wy]y. mJ c';fSila

bghf;fp#k;. mij eP';fs] vg;bghGJnk itj;jpUe;J ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. mJ c';fSila

,Ug]g[ epiy/ mJ c';fSila ,Ug]g[ epiyapd]] ikak;. btWknd fz;fis \of]

bfhz]L c';fis eP';fs; ghh;f;f ntz;Lk;. eP';fs; btWknd rpwpJ neuk; brayw]W

,Ue]J/ Xa]thd epiyapy] ,Ue]J bfhz]L ghh;f;f ntz;Lk;. Mdhy;/ eP';fs;

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mt;tst[ ntfkhf Xof;bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;/ mij miltjw]F mt;tst[ kpFe]j

mtruj]Jld] ,Uf]fpwPh]fs]/ mjdhy] mij eP';fs; fhzj; jtWtPh;fs;.

yhnth-l;Ntpd; kpfg]bghpa rPlh;fSs; xUtuhd ny-l;N’tpdhy]

brhy;yg;gl;oUf;fpwJ/ xU Kiw xU Kl;lhs; jd]Dila ifapy; xU

bkGFth;j;jpa[ld; beUg;igj; njof; bfhz;oUe;jhdhk;. ny-l;N Twpdhh;: “beUg;g[

vd;why; vd;dbtd;W mtDf;Fj] bjhpe;jpUe;jhy;/ mtdhy] jd;Dila mhprpia

Kd;dnu rikj;jpUf;f Koa[k;. ,ut[ KGtJk; mtd; grpa[lnd ,Ue;jhd;/ Vbdd;why;

mtd; beUg;igj; njof; bfhz;oUe;jhd;/ Mdhy; mtdhy; mijf; fz;Lgpof;f

Koatpy;iy/ Mdhy; mtd; jd]Dila ifapy; xU bkGFth;j;jpia

itj]jpUe;jhd]. bkGFth;j;jpapd;wp c';fshy] vt;thW ,Ul;oy; njl Koa[k;>”

eP';fs; jdpj;jd;ikiaj; njof]bfhz]L ,Uf]fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; mij eP';fs;

c';fSila ifapnyna itj]jpUf]fpwPh]fs]. ,ij eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;L tpl]lhy;/

c';fSila mhprpia c';fshy] tpiuthf rikf;f Koa[k;. ehd; vd;Dila

mhprpia rikj;jpUf;fpnwd;/ mjdhy; vdf;Fj; bjhpa[k;. eP';fs; njitapd;wpg;

grpa[ld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; - mhprp ,Uf;fpwJ/ bkGFth;j;jp ,Uf;fpwJ/ bkGFth;j;jp jhd;

beUg;g[. bkGFth;j;jpia vLj;Jf;bfhz;L njl ntz]oa mtrpakpy]iy. eP';fs; xU

bkGFth;j;jpia c';fSila ifapy; vLj;Jf;bfhz;L/ eP';fs] cyfk; KGtJk;

njof;bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhYk;/ eP';fs; beUg;igf; fz;Lgpof;f khl;Oh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;

beUg;g[ vd;why; vd;dbtd;W c';fSf;Fg] g[hpatpy;iy. ,y;iybadpy; eP';fs] g[hpe]J

bfhz]oUe]jpUg]gPh]fs]/ Vbdd;why; me;j bkGFth;j;jp c';fs; Kd;dhnyna

,Ue;jJ/ mij eP';fs; c';fSila ifapy; itj;Jf; bfhz;oUe;jPh;fs;.

rpy rka']fspy] ,J \f]Ff]fz;zho cgnahfg;gLj;Jgth;fSf]F

nehpLfpwJ. mth;fs; fz;zhoia mzpe;jpUg;ghh;fs;/ Mdhy; fz;zhoiaj;

njof;bfhz;L ,Uf]fpwhh;fs;. mth;fs; mtruj;jpy; ,Uf;fyhk;/ mth;fs; mtruj]jpy]

,Uf;fpw bghGJ/ mth;fs; vy;yh ,l';fspYk; njLfpwhh;fs;/ Mdhy; jh']fs]

fz;zhoia mzpe;jpUf;fpnwhk; vd;gij mth;fs; Kw;wpYk; kwe;JtpLfpwhh;fs;.

xUth; gjl;lk; milayhk;. ,ijg;nghd;w rpy mDgt';fis eP']fSk] c';fSila

thH;tpy] bgw]W ,Uf;fyhk; - njLtjdhnyna eP';fs; kpFe]j gjl;lk; mile;J/

kpFe]j ftiya[w;W/ kpFe]j FHg;gj;Jld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs]/ mjdhy] mg]bghGJ

c';fSila ghh;it bjsptw]Wg] nghfpwJ. c';fs; Kd;dhnyna ,Uf;fpd]w xU

bghUisf;Tl c';fshy; ghh;f;f KoahJ.

tp#ak] ,J jhd;. jdpj;jd;ikia eP';fs; njl ntz;oa mtrpak] ,y;iy;

eP';fs; Vw;fdnt jdpj;jd;ika[ld; jhd; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. xU tp#aj;ij mjpf

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jdpj;jd;ik tha;e;jjhf khw]Wtjw]F xU tHpa[k; ,y;iy. “mjpf jdpj;jd;ik”

vd;fpw thh;j;ijfs; klj]]jdkhdit. jdpj;jd;ik vd;gJ nghJkhdJ/ “mjpf

jdpj;jd;ik” vd;gJ nghd]W vJt[k] ,y;iy. ,J tl;lk;tl;lk;tl;lk;tl;lk; vd;fpw brhy;iyg; nghd;wJ

jhd]. tl;l';fs; ,Uf;fpd;wd – “mjpf tl;lkhf” vd;gJ nghd;W vJt[k; ,y;iy. mJ

klj]jdkhdJ. tl;lk; vg;bghGJnk KGik bgw]wJ; mjpfk] vd]gJ

njitg;gLtjpy;iy. tl;l epiyf;F goepiyfs; ,y;iy. xU tl;lk; vd;gJ xU

tl;lk]; mjpfk; kw]Wk] Fiwt[ vd;git njitaw;wit.

jdpj;jd;ik vd;gJ jdpj;jd;ik; mjpfk; kw]Wk] Fiwt[ vd;git mjw;Fg;

bghUe;jhJ. eP';fs; Vw;fdnt jdpj;jd;ika[ld; ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;

rhjhuzkhdtuhf ,Ug]gjw]F xUth;; jahuhf ,Uf;Fk; bghGJ jhd] mth;; ,ij

czh;fpwhh;. ,J jhd; Kuz;gL bka]ik. Mdhy; eP';fs; g[hpe;J bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/

gpur;rid vJt[k] ,y;iy – Kuz;gL bka;ik ,Uf]fpwJ/ mJ mHfhf ,Uf]fpwJ/

nkYk] gpur;rid vJt[k] ,y;iy. Kuz;gL bka;ik xU gpur;riday;y. eP';fs; g[hpe;J

bfhs;shtpl]lhy; mJ xU gpur;rid nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ; eP';fs; g[hpe;J

bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/ mJ mHfhdJ/ mJ xU R{l]Rkk].

rhjhuzkhdtuhf ,U';fs;/ mg;bghGJ eP';fs; Fwpg]gplj]jf]ftuhf

,Ug]gPh;fs;. Fwpg]gplj]jf]ftuhf khwpl Kaw;rpj]jPh]fs] vd]why] eP';fs; vg]bghGJk]

rhjhuzkhdtuhfnt ,Ug;gPh;fs;.

bfhLg;gJ vd;gJ vd;d/ bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vd;d> ,tw;iw ehd; bfhLg;gJ vd;gJ vd;d/ bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vd;d> ,tw;iw ehd; bfhLg;gJ vd;gJ vd;d/ bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vd;d> ,tw;iw ehd; bfhLg;gJ vd;gJ vd;d/ bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vd;d> ,tw;iw ehd;

,g;bghGJjhd;,g;bghGJjhd;,g;bghGJjhd;,g;bghGJjhd; Xust[ Xust[ Xust[ Xust[ ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jpUf;fpnwd; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jpUf;fpnwd; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jpUf;fpnwd; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jpUf;fpnwd; vd;gJ vdf;F ,g]bghGJ g[hpfpwJ. vd;gJ vdf;F ,g]bghGJ g[hpfpwJ. vd;gJ vdf;F ,g]bghGJ g[hpfpwJ. vd;gJ vdf;F ,g]bghGJ g[hpfpwJ.

bgwbgwbgwbgw;Wf;bfhs;Sjy] vd;gJ vdf;F kuzkiltijg];Wf;bfhs;Sjy] vd;gJ vdf;F kuzkiltijg];Wf;bfhs;Sjy] vd;gJ vdf;F kuzkiltijg];Wf;bfhs;Sjy] vd;gJ vdf;F kuzkiltijg] nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ cld]] cld]] cld]] cld]]

jhdhfnt vdjhdhfnt vdjhdhfnt vdjhdhfnt vdf]Ff]Ff]Ff]Fs;ns vy;yhk; KG vr;rhpf;if epiy bgWfpd;wd. cjtp* gpug";rk; s;ns vy;yhk; KG vr;rhpf;if epiy bgWfpd;wd. cjtp* gpug";rk; s;ns vy;yhk; KG vr;rhpf;if epiy bgWfpd;wd. cjtp* gpug";rk; s;ns vy;yhk; KG vr;rhpf;if epiy bgWfpd;wd. cjtp* gpug";rk;

kpft[k] bghpajhfj; njhd;WfpwJ. kpft[k] bghpajhfj; njhd;WfpwJ. kpft[k] bghpajhfj; njhd;WfpwJ. kpft[k] bghpajhfj; njhd;WfpwJ.

c';fis vJ bjhe;jut[ bra;fpwJ vd;gij vd;dhy; g[hpe;J bfhs;s KofpwJ.

,J fpl;lj;jl;l xt]bthUtiua[k; bjhe;jut[ bra;fpwJ. ,ij eP';fs; mwpe;J

bfhz;lJ ey;yJjhd;/ Vbdd;why;/ ,g;bghGJ NH;epiyia khw;WtJ rhj;jpakhFk].

,nj gpur;ridia mDgtpj;Jf; bfhz;L mij czuhky; ,Ug;gth;fs;

mghf;fparhypfs;; mth;fSila tpHpg]g[zh]tw]w epiyapd; fhuzkhf

khw]wj]jpw]fhd ve;j rhj]jpaKk] ,y;iy.

eP';fs; c';fis btspg;gLj;Jk; ijhpaj;ij tutiHj;Jf;

bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;. mJ Fwpj]J ehd; bgUkfpH;r;rp milfpnwd;. mJ vt;tst[

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mHfw;wjhfj; njhd;wpdhYk;/ vd;Dila kf;fs; midtUk; j';fis btspg;gLj;Jk;

mst[ ijhpaj;Jld; ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W ehd; tpUk;g[fpnwd].

mHfpd;ikia kiwf;ft[k;/ mHfhdJ vd;gJ nghy; ghrh';F bra;at[k; ekf]F

gHf]fg;gLj;jg;gl;oUf;fpwJ. mJ xU gpst[gl;l R{H]epiyia Vw;gLj;JfpwJ:

c';fSila ,ay]g[ my]yhj xd]iw c']fSila ,ay]ghf eP';fs;

btspg]gLj]jpf]bfhz]nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs]; c';fSila cz;ikahd ,ay;ig eP';fs;

mlf;fp itj;Jf;bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fSila thH;f;if xU Kotpy;yhj

cs;ehl;Lg; nghuhf khWfpwJ. c';fSlndna eP';fs; nghhpLfpwPh;fs;/ nkYk]

c';fSld; elf;Fk; ve;j nghUk; c';fis mHpf;fj;jhd; nghfpwJ. ahUnk

btw;wpbgw KoahJ.

vd;Dila tyJ fuKk;/ ,lJ fuKk; nghhpl Muk;gpj;jhy;/ ve;jf; fukhtJ

btw;wp bgw Koa[k; vd;W eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fsh> rpy rka';fspy; ehd; tyJ

fuj;ij btw;wp bgw;w re;njh#j;Jld; ,Uf;fr; bra;a Koa[k;/ ntW rpy rka';fspy;

NH;epiyia khw;wp ,lJ fuj;ij btw;wp bgw;Wtpl;nlhk; vd;W vz;z mDkjpf;f

Koa[k;. Mdhy; ,uz;Lnk cz;ikapy; btw;wp bgw]wjhf ,Uf]f KoahJ/

Vbdd;why;/ mit ,uz;Lnk vd;Dila fu';fs;.

fpl;lj;jl;l xt;bthU kdpjUk; ,uz;L gpst[gl;l egh]fis jdf]Fs]ns

bfhz]ltuhf ,Uf;fpwhh]. ,jpy; kpft[k] Fwpg;gplj;jf;f cz;ik vd;dbtd;why;/ mth;

bgha;ahd gFjpapidj;jhd; ‘jhd;’ vd;W milahsk; fhz;fpwhh;/ cld] jd;Dila

cz;ikahd ,ay;gpid kWf;fpwhh;. ,e;j NH;epiyapy; eP';fs; Md;kPf czh]t[

kpf]ftuhf tsh;r;rp milayhk] vd]W ek]gpf]if bfhs]s KoahJ.

nfs;tp nfl;gth; TWtijg] g[hpe;J bfhs;tJ kpft[k] Kf;fpj]Jtk] tha]e]jJ.

mth; nfl;fpwhh;/ “bfhLg;gJ vd;gJ vd;d>” vg;bghGjhtJ eP';fs; c';fsplnk

bfhLg;gJ vd;why] vd;dbtd;W nfl;oUf;fpwPh;fsh> eP';fs; c';fSila

FHe;ijfSf;F/ c';fSila kidtpf;F/ c';fSila bgz; ez;gUf;F/

rKjhaj;jpw;F/ nuhl;lhp r']fj]jpw]F/ yad;!; r']fj]jpw]F Vw;fdnt kpFjpahff;

mspj]Jf] bfhz]oUg;gjhf vz;qfpwPh;fs; - eP';fs; kpFjpahff] bfhLj;Jf;

bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy; cz;ik vd;dbtd;why;/ mspg;gbjd;why; vd;dbtd]gJ

c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ.

c';fisna eP';fs; bfhLf;fhjtiuapy]/ eP';fs; bfhLg;gnj ,y;iy.

eP';fs; gzj;ijf; bfhLf;fyhk;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; me]jg] gzk] my;y.

c';fisna eP';fs; bfhLf;fhj tiuapy]/ mg;gobad;why; eP';fs; nerj;ijf;

bfhLf;fhjtiuapy] – c';fSf;Ff; bfhLg;gbjd;why; vd;dbtd;gJ bjhpatpy]iy.

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“. . . bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vd;d>” fpl;lj;jl;l midtUk; bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ

vd;why; vd;dbtd;gJ j';fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k; vd;W vz;qfpwhh;fs;. Mdhy; nfs;tp

nfl;gth; jdf;Fg; bgWtbjd;why; vd;dbtd;W bjhpatpy]iy vd;W nfl;L jd;id

btspg;gLj;jpaJ rhpahdJjhd;. vt]thW nerj;ij eP';fs; bfhLf;fhj tiuapy]

bfhLg;gbjd;why; vd;dbtd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahnjh/ bgw]Wf]bfhs]tJ gw]wpa[k]

mJnt cz]ikahdJ: nerj;ij eP';fs; bgw;Wf;bfhs;s ,ay]fpd]w tiuapy]/

c';fSf;F bgw]Wf]bfhs]tbjd;why; vd;dbtd;W bjhpahJ. eP';fs; nerpf;fg;gl

ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk;g[fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; ,ijg; gw;wp rpe;jpj;jjpy;iy:

c';fsplk] nerj;ijg; bgw;Wf;bfhs;Sk; jpwd] ,Uf;fpwjh> nerj;ijg; bgWtjw]F

c';fis mDkjpf;fhj gyg]gy jilfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd.

KjyhtJ vd]dbtd]why]/ c';fsplk; ve;j Rakhpahija[k] ,y;iy;

Mifahy; nerk; c';fis nehf;fp tUfpw bghGJ/ mijg; bgWk; mst[

jFjpa[ilatuhf c';fis eP';fs; czh;tjpy;iy. Mdhy; eP';fs; mg;gobahU

FHg;gkhd epiyapy] ,Uf]fpwPh;fs]/ mjdhy] xU rhjhuz cz;ikiaf; Tl

c']fshy] g[hpe;J bfhs;s Koatpy]iy: c';fis eP']fs] ,ay]ghd epiyapy]

vg]bghGJnk Vw]Wf]bfhz]lJ ,y]iy/ c';fis eP';fs] nerpj;jnj ,y;iy/ mg;go

,Uf]ifapy]/ gpwUila nerj;ij bgw;Wf; bfhs;tJ vt;thW c';fSf]F

rhj]jpakhFk]> eP';fs; mjw;Fj; jFjpa[ilath; my;y vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpa[k;/

Mdhy;/ c';fSf;Fs; Cl;lg;gl;Ls;s eP';fs; mjw;Fj; jFjpahdth; my;y vd]fpw

,e;j Kl;lhs;jdkhd vz]zj]ij m';fPfhpj;J Vw;Wf;bfhs;st[k] c';fSf;F

tpUg;gk; ,y;iy. mg;bghGJ eP';fs; vd;d bra;fpwPh]fs]> eP';fs; nerj;ij btWknd

kWf;fpwPh;fs;. cld]/ nerj;ij kWg;gjw;F eP';fs; rhf]F nghf]Ffisf] fz;Lgpof;f

ntz;Lk;.

KjyhtJk; mjpfkhf Twg;gLfpw fhuzkhft[k; ,Ug;gJ/ “,J nerk; my;y –

mjdhy; jhd; ,ij vd;dhy; Vw;Wf;bfhs;s KoahJ” vd;gJjhd;. xUtuhy; c';fis

nerpf;f KofpwJ vd;gij c';fshy; ek;g Kotjpy;iy. c';fshnyna c';fis

nerpf;f Koahj bghGJ/ c';fis eP';fns ghh;j;jpuhj bghGJ/ c';fSila

mHif/ c';fSila bgUe]jd]ikia/ c';fSila gpuk;khz;lj;ij eP';fns

ghh;j;jpuhj bghGJ/ “eP';fs; mHfhf ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fSila fz;fspy; xU

mstpl Koahj MHj]ij/ kpfg]bghpa bgUe]jd]ikia ghh]f;fpnwd;. c';fSila

,jaj;jpy; xU re]jj]ij/ ,e;jg; gpug";rj;Jld; xj]jpirthf cs;s xU re]jj]ijg]

ghh;f;fpnwd;” vd;W ntW xUth] TWk;bghGJ mij vt]thW c';fshy; ek;g Koa[k]>

,ij vy]yhk] c';fshy; ek;g KoahJ; ,J kpft[k; mjpfk;. fz;ldj]jpw]F cl]gLtJ

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c';fSf]Fg] gHf;fkhdJ/ jz;lidf]F cl;gLtJ c';fSf]Fg] gHf;fkhdJ/

gpwuhy] Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;glhky; ,Ug]gJ c';fSf]Fg] gHf;fkhdJ. ,Uf]fpwthnw

eP';fs] Vw;Wf;bfhs;sg;glhky; ,Uj;jy; c';fSf;Fg; gHf;fk; Mfptpl;lJ - mjdhy;

,e]j tp#a']fis vy;yhk; c';fshy; kpft[k] vspjhf Vw;Wf;bfhs;s Koa[k;.

nerk; c';fs; kPJ kpfg;bghpa jhf;fj;ij Vw;gLj;Jk;/ Vbdd;why;/ mij

Vw;Wf;bfhs]s Kotjw]F Kd;dh; eP';fs; xU kpfg;bghpa khw;wj;jpw;F cl]gl

ntz;Lk;. Kjypy; c';fis eP';fs; ve;jtpj Fw;wt[zh;t[k; ,d;wp Vw;Wf;bfhs;s

ntz;Lk;. fpwp!;Jth;fSk; kw;w kj';fSk; bjhlh;e;J c';fSf;Fg; nghjid bra;tJ

nghy eP';fs; xU ghtp my;y.

,e;j tp#ak; KGtjpYk; cs;s Kl;lhs;jdj;ij eP';fs; ghh;g;gjpy;iy.

kpft[k; fle;j fhyj;jpy; Vnjh xU Ms;/ xU Mjhk;/ flt[spd; fl;lisia kPwpdhuhk;/

mJ mg;gobahd;Wk; kpfg;bghpa ghtk; my]y. cz;ikapy;/ mth; fl;lisia kPwpaJ

Kw;wpYk; rhpahdJ. ahuhtJ ghtk; bra;jpUe;jhy;/ mJ flt[s;jhd;/ jd;Dila

brhe;j kfid/ jd;Dila brhe;j kfis/ "hdk] jUk; fdpiaa[k] kuzkw;w thH;t[

jUk; fdpiaa[k] cz;gjw;F jil tpjpj;jjd; \yk;. vd;d tpjkhd je;ij mth;>

vd;d tpjkhd flt[s; mth;> vd;d tpjkhd nerk; mJ>

flt[s; epahakhf Mjhk; kw;Wk; Vthsplk; ,t;thW Twp ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W

nerk; nfhUfpwJ/ “eP';fs; ntW vija[k; cz]gjw]F Kd;dh;/ ,e;j ,uz;L

ku';fisa[k; epidtpy; bfhs;s ntz;Lk;. "hdk; jUk; kuj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk;/ kuzkw;w

thH;t[ jUk; kuj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk; c';fSf;F vt;tst[ tpUg;gnkh mt;tst[

cz;q';fs;/ mg;bghGJjhd; ehd; ,Uf;Fk; mnj kuzkw;w epiyapy; eP';fSk;

,Uf;f Koa[k;.” nerpf;Fk; ahh; xUtUf;Fk; mJ xU vspikahd tp#akhf ,Uf;f

ntz;Lk;. Mdhy; flt[s; Mjhik tpntfj]jpy] ,Ue;J jLf;fpwhh; vd;gJ mth; Mjhk]

mwpahika[lndna ,Uf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUk;g[fpwhh; vd;gijna czh]j]JfpwJ.

xU ntis Mjhk; tpntfKilatdhf khwptpl;lhy;/ mtd; jkf;F epfuhdtdhf

khwptpLthndh vd;W mth] bghwhik/ mr;rk;/ ftiy bfhz]oUf;fyhk;. mth;

Mjhik mtDila mwpahikapnyna itj;jpUf;f tpUk;g[fpd]whh]/ mg]bghGJ

bjhlh]e]J mtd] jhH;e;jtdhfnt ,Ug]ghd] vd]gjdhy]]. nkYk; mtd; kuzkw;w

thH;t[ jUk; fdpia cz;Ltpl;lhy;/ mg]bghGJ mtd; jhnd xU flt[shf ,Ug;ghd;.

Mjhika[k; Vthisa[k; jLj;j ,e;jf; flt[s; kpft[k; bghwhik cilatuhf/

Kw;wpYk; mHfw;wtuhf/ kdpjj;jd;ikaw;wtuhf/ nerkw;wtuhf ,Ue;jpUf;f

ntz;Lk;. ,e]j tp#a']fbsy;yhk; ghtkpy;iybad;why;/ gpwF ghtk; vd;gJ

vd;dthf ,Uf;f Koa[k;> Mdhy; kj';fs; c';fSf;F nghjpj;Jf;

bfhz;oUe;jpUf;fpd;wd/ a{jh;fs]/ fpwp!;jth;fs; kw;Wk; Kfkjpah;fSf]F/ Mjhk;

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bra;j ghtj;ij eP';fs; ,d;dKk; Rke;J bfhz;oUf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W. bgha;fis ePz]l

fhyk] ePl;og;gjw;F xU vy;iy ,Uf;fpwJ. mg;gona Mjhk; xU ghtk; bra;jpUe;jhy;

Tl/ eP';fs; mij Rkf;f KoahJ. ,e;j kj';fspd;go/ eP';fs; flt[shy;

gilf;fg;gl;Oh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs; ,iwj;jd;ikia Rkf;ftpy;iy/ khwhf Mjhk;

kw;Wk; Vthspd; fl;lis kPwiy Rkf;fpwPh;fs]]>

c';fis fz;ldk; bra;tjw;Fhpa nkw;fj;jpa Kiw ,Jjhd; - eP';fs; xU

ghtp. fpHf;fj;jpa Kiwa[k; mnj Kotpw;F tUfpwJ/ Mdhy; ntW thj Mjhuj]Jld].

xt]bthUtUk] yl;rf;fzf;fhd Kw;gpwtpfspy; bra;j mstplKoahj

ght';fspdhYk;/ jPa bray;fspdhYk; epug]gg]gl]lth]fshf ,Uf;fpwhh]fs] vd;W

mth;fs; TWfpwhh;fs;. cz;ikapy;/ xU fpwp!;Jth;/ xU a{jh; my;yJ xU

KfkjpaUila Rik kpft[k; Fiwe;jJ. eP']fs; Mjhk; kw;Wk; Vths; bra;j

ghtj;ij kl;Lnk Rkf;fpwPh]fs;. mJt[k; mJ Ehw;whz;Lfisf]] fle]J te]jjpy]

kpft[k; ePh;j;Jg;nghdjhf khwp ,Uf]f ntz]Lk]. eP';fs; Mjhk; kw;Wk; VthSila

ght';fspd; neuo thhpR my;y. mJ gy yl;rf;fzf;fhd fu';fisf; fle;J

te;jpUf;fpwJ/ ,jw;Fs]shf mjd; mst[ fpl;lj;jl;l nQhkpnahgjp khj;jpiu

mst[jhd] ,Uf;f ntz;Lk;.

Mdhy; fpHf;fpe;jpa rpj;jhe;jk; ,d;Dk; mjpf Mgj;jhdJ MFk]. eP';fs; ntW

xUtUila ghtj;ij Rkf;ftpy;iy. Kjypy;/ eP';fs; ntW xUtUila ghtj;ijr;

Rkf;f KoahJ. c';fSila je]ij xU jtW bra;fpwhh; - c';fisr] rpiwf;F

mDg;g KoahJ. Rhjhuz kdpj bghJmwpt[Tl je;ij ghtnkh/ jtnwh

bra;jpUe;jhy]/ mth; jhd; Jd;gj;ij mDgtpf;f ntz;Lk; vd;W brhy;Yk;. jhj;jh xU

bfhiy bra;Jtpl]lhh; vd;gjw;fhf kfidnah/ nguidnah Jhf;F nkilf;F mDg;g

KoahJ.

Mdhy; fpHf;fj;jpa rpj;jhe;jk; ,d;Dk; mjpf Mgj;jhdJk]

tp#j]jd]ika[ilaJk] MFk]: eP';fs; Rkg;gJ c';fSila ghtk;/ Mjhk] kw]Wk]

VthSilaJ my;y. mJt[k; mJ rpwpa mst[ilaJ my]y; mJ xt;bthU

gpwtpa[lDk; tsh;e;J bfhz;nl ,Ue;jpUf;fpwJ* mJt[k; eP';fs; ,e;jg; gpwtpf;F

Kd;dh; yl;rf;fzf;fhd gpwtpfs; thH;e;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;/ cld] xt;bthU gpwtpapYk;

eP';fs; vt;tsnth ght';fs; bra;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. mit midj]Jk] c';fSila

,jaj]jpy] xd]W nrh;e;jpUf;fpd;wd. mJ ,khiyag; ghuk;; eP';fs; mjd; fPnH

eRf;fg;gLfpwPh;fs;.

c';fSila jd;khdj;ij mHpg]gjw]F/ c';fis kdpj juj;ijtpl

jhH;e;jtuhf khw;Wtjw]F ,J xU tpnehjkhd jpl;lk;. c';fshy; vt;thW c';fis

nerpf;f Koa[k;> c';fshy; btWf;f Koa[k;/ Mdhy; c';fshy; nerpf;f KoahJ.

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ahnuh xUth; c';fis nerpf;f Koa[k; vd;W vt;thW c';fshy; vz;z Koa[k;>

mij kWg;gJ rpwe]jJ Vbdd;why; Toa tpiutpy; jd;Dila nerj]ij c';fSf;F

mspf]fpw egh]/ kpft[k; mrp';fkhf ,Uf]fpw/ kpft[k; ePz;l ghtr; Rik kl;Lnkahd

c';fSila cz;ik epiyia mwpe;J bfhs;sg; nghfpwhh;. mjd; gpd;dh; me]j egh;

c';fis epuhfhpf;fg; nghfpwhh;. me;j epuhfhpg]igj; jtph;g;gjw;fhf/ nerj;ij Vw;f

kWj;JtpLtnj ey;yJ. mjdhy;jhd; kf;fs; nerj;ij Vw;Wf; bfhs;tjpy;iy.

mth;fs; Mirg;gLfpwhh;fs;/ mth;fs; mjw]fhf V';Ffpwhh;fs;. Mdhy;

mjw;fhd neuk; te;J ahnuh xUth; c';fs; kPJ md]igg] bghHpaj; jahuhf ,Uf;fpw

bghGJ/ eP';fs; RU';fpg; gpd;th';FfpwPh;fs;. c';fSila RU';FjYf;F xU

MHkhd cstpay; fhuzk; ,Uf;fpwJ. eP';fs; gag;gLfpwPh;fs:; nerk] mHfhf

,Uf;fpwJ/ Mdhy; ,J vt;tst[ fhyk; ePof;Fk;> Toa tpiutpy; vd;Dila

cz;ik epiy btspg;gl;L tpLk;. Muk;gj;jpy; ,Ue;nj vr;rhpf;ifahf ,Ug;gJnt

ey;yJ.

nerk; vd;gJ me;epnahd;ak;/ nerk; vd;gJ ,Uth; beU';fp tUtJ/ nerk;

vd;gJ ,U cly;fs;/ Mdhy; xU caph; vd;gjhFk;. eP';fs; mr;rg;gLfpwPh;fs;:

c';fSila Md;kh> gy yl;rf;fzf;fhd gpwtpfspd] ght';fspd; ghu']fis Rke;J

bfhz;oUf;Fk; xU ghtpa[ila Md;kh> ,y;iy/ mij kiwg;gnj ey;yJ; c';fis

nerpf;f tpUk;gpa xUth; c';fis epuhfhpf;Fk; xU epiyf;F tuhky; ,Ug;gnj

ey;yJ. epuhfhpg;g[ gw;wpa gak] jhd] md;ig Vw;f c';fis mDkjpg]gjpy]iy.

c';fshy; md;igf] bfhLf;f KoahJ/ Vbdd;why;/ ahUnk vg;bghGJk;

eP';fs; xU md;g[kpf;f $Ptdhf gpwe;J ,Uf;fpwPh;fs; vd;W c';fsplk; Twpajpy;iy.

mth;fs; c';fsplk;/ “eP';fs; ghtj;jpy; gpwe;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;*” vd;W TwpapUf;fpwhh;fs;.

c';fshy; nerpf;ft[k; KoahJ/ c';fshy] nerj;ij bgw;Wf;bfhs;st[k; KoahJ/ ,J

c';fSila tsh;r;rpapd; rhj;jpa';fs; midj;ija[k; Fiwj;Jtpl]lJ.

nfs;tp nfl;gth; TWfpwhh;/ “ehd; ,tw;iwbay;yhk; ,g]bghGJjhd] Xust[

ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jpUf;fpnwd; vd;W vdf;F ,g;bghGJ g[hpfpwJ.” eP';fs; mjph;#;lrhyp/

Vbdd;why; cyfpy; cs;s yl;rf;fzf;fhd kf;fs;/ j';fSf]Fr] brhe]jkhd

gHf]fj]jpdhy] mdpr]irahf Vw]gLfpw vjph]r]bray]fis/ \j;j jiyKiwapdh;

j';fSf;F mspj;Js;s mHfw;w Rikfisf] fhqk] ghh]itaw]wth;fshf

,Uf]fpwdh]. mij Kw;wpYk; kwg;gnj ey;yJ vDk] mstpw]F mJ mt]tst[

ntjidiaj; jUfpwJ. Mdhy;/ mij kwg;gjd] \yk]/ c';fshy; mij mfw;w

KoahJ.

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xU nfd;riu kwg;gjdhy;/ c';fshy; mjw;F mWit rpfpr;ir

bra;aKoahky; ngha;tpLk;. mij m';fPfhpf;fhky] ,Ug]gjdhy;/ mij ,Ul;oy;

itj;jpUg;gjdhy;/ c';fSf;F vjpuhd kpfg;bghpa mehtrpakhd Mgj;ij

vjph;bfhs;fpwPh;fs;. mJ tsh;e;J bfhz;nl ,Uf;Fk;. mjw;F ,Us; njitg;gLfpwJ;

mijg]gw]wp c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahky; ,Uf;Fk; epiy mjw;F njitg;gLfpwJ. mJ

Toa tpiutpy; c';fSila $Ptd] KGtija[k; \otpLk;. nkYk; mjw;F

c';fisj; jtpu ntW ahUk; bghWg;ghdth;fs; Mf khl;lhh;fs;.

mjdhy; c';fshy] Xust[ fhz KofpwJ vd;W eP';fs; fUjpdhy;/

c';fSf;Fs; xU rpy $d;dy;fs; jpwf;fpd;wd.

“bgw;Wf; bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vdf;F kuzkiltijg]nghd;W ,Uf;fpwJ. . .”

eP';fs; vg;bghGjhtJ ,ijg;gw;wp rpe;jpj;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ

c';fSf;F kuzkiltJ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ – ,J cz;ik. bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ

vd;gJ kuzkiltJ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ Vbdd;why; bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ

mtkhpahijiag; nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ. xd;iwg; bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ/ Fwpg;ghf

md;igg; bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd]gjw]F eP';fs; gpr;irf;fhuh; vd;W bghUs]. ahUnk

bgw;Wf;bfhs;Sk; Kidapy; ,Uf;f tpUk]g[tjpy;iy/ Vbdd;why;/ mJ c';fis

bfhLg]gtiu tplj; jhH;e;jtuhf khw]WfpwJ. “bgw;Wf;bfhs;tJ vd;gJ vdf;F

kuzkiltJ nghyj; njhd;WfpwJ/ cldoahf jhdhfnt vd;Ds;ns vy;yhk; KG

vr;rhpf;if epiy milfpd;wd.”

,e;j KGvr;rhpf;if epiy eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk khpahij itj;jpUf;Fk; ,e;j

rKjhaj;jpdhy;/ c';fSila eyd; tpUk;gpfs; vd;W eP';fs; vz;zpath;fshy;

c';fSila kdjpy; gjpa itf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ. mth;fs; ntz;Lbkd;nw c';fSf]Fj]

jP']fpiHf]f Kaw]rpf]fpwhh;fs; vd;W ehd; brhy;ytpy;iy. mth;fSf]F gpwuhy; jP']F

,iHf]fg]gl;oUf;fpwJ/ mth;fs; jh';fs; j';fsJ bgw;nwhhplkpUe;J/ Mrphpah;fsplk;

,Ue;J/ \j;j jiyKiwapdhplk; ,Ue;J bgw;Wf; bfhz;lij mg]gona c';fSf;F

khw;wpf; bfhLf;fpwhh;fs;.

xt;bthU jiyKiwa[k; jd;Dila tpahjpfis g[jpa jiyKiwf;Ff;

bfhLj]Jf] bfhz;nl ,Uf;fpwJ/ mjdhy; ,aw;ifahfnt g[jpa jiyKiwapd; kPJ

nkYk; nkYk; ghuk; TLfpwJ. eP';fs; tuyhW KGtjpYk; cs;s mlf;FKiwa[s;s/

gFj;jwpt[f;F xt;thj \l ek;gpf;iffisa[ila bfhs;iffspd; xl]L bkhj]j thhpR

MfpwPh;fs;. c';fSf;Fs; KGvr;rhpf;if epiy milfpw xd;W c';fSf;Fr;

brhe;jkhdJ my;y. c';fSf;Fs; gapw]rpdhy] mdpr]irahf tUfpw

vjph]r]brayhfj]jhd] ,e]j KGvr;rhpf;if epiy Vw]gLfpwJ. nkYk] c';fSila

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filrp thf;fpak; mjw;F mwpt[g;g{h;tkhd fhuzj;ijj; njLk; xU Kaw;rp klLnk.

mJt[k; vy;nyhUk; czh;e;J bfhs;s ntz;oa kpfg;bghpa mgha';fSs; xd;whFk;.

gFj;jwptpd; mog;gilapy; fhuz']fs] fz;Lgpof;fhjPh;fs;.

xt;bthU gpur;rpidapDila \yfhuzk] tiuapYk] bry;Y';fs;.

rhf]F nghf]Ffisf] fz;Lgpof;fhjPh;fs;/ Vbdd;why;/ eP';fs; rhf]F

nghf]Ffisf] fz;Lgpoj;jhy;/ c';fshy; me;j \yfhuz']fis mfw;w KoahJ.

nfs;tp nfl;lthpd; filrpf] Tw;W gFj;jwptpd; mog;gilapy] tpil fhqk] xU

Kaw;rp MFk]. xU ntis mtuhy; mjDila cs;shh;e;j ,ay;igf; fhz Koahky;

,Ue;jpUf;fyhk;. mth; TWfpwhh;/“cjtp* gpug";rk] kpft[k] bghpajhfj; njhd;WfpwJ.”

,e;jg; gpug";rk; ,t;tst[ bghpajhf ,Ug;gjdhy; jdf;Fg;

bgw;Wf;bfhs;tjw]F gakhf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;Wk;/ ,e;jg; gpug";rk; ,t;tst[ bghpajhf

,Ug;gjdhy; jdf;F mspg;gjw;F gakhf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;Wk; mth] ,g;bghGJ

vz;qfpwhh;. c';fSila rpwpa md;ig/ gdpj;Jsp nghd;nw ,Ug;gij/

rKj;jpuj;jpw;F mspg;gjpy; vd;d mh]j]jk] ,Uf;fpwJ> rKj;jpuk; mJ gw;wp xU

bghGJk] mwpe]J bfhs]shJ; Mifahy; bfhLg;gjpy; ve;j mh;j;jKk; ,y;iy/ cld]

bgw;Wf;bfhs;tjpYk; ve;j mh;j;jKk; ,y;iy. rKj;jpuk; mt;tst[ bghpjhf ,Uf;fpw

fhuzj;jpdhy;/ eP';fs; mjpy; \H;fp tpLtPh;fs;. Mifahy; mJ kuzj;ijg; nghyj;

njhd;WfpwJ. Mdhy] ,J c';fSila gFj]jwpt[g;g{h;tkhd thjk].

c';fSf;Fg; gpug";rj;ijg] gw;wp vJt[k; bjhpahJ; c';fSf;F kpf mUfpy;

,Uf]fpd]w gpug";rj;jpDila gFjp eP';fs;jhd] - c';fisg] gw;wpa[k] c';fSf;F

vJt[k; bjhpahJ. c';fsplk; ,Ue;J eP';fs; Muk;gpf;fhj tiuapy]/ eP';fs;

gpug";rj;ij xU bghGJk; mwpe;J bfhs;s khl;Oh;fs;. mJ jhd; Muk;gpf;Fk; ,lk;/

vy;yh tp#a';fSk; Muk]gj]jpy; ,Ue;J jhd; Muk;gpf;fg;gl ntz;Lk;.

c';fis eP']fs] mwpe;J bfhs;ifapy;/ c';fSila braYz]ik epiyia

eP']fs] mwpe;J bfhs;tPh;fs;. Mdhy; c';fSila braYz]ik epiyapd; Rita[k;

kzKk;/ kw;wth;fSila braYz]ik epiyapDs; ,d;Dk; rw;W MHkhfr;

bry;tjw]fhd ijhpaj;ijf] c';fSf;Ff] mspf]Fk;. c';fSila braYz]ik

epiy c';fis ,t;tst[ gutrgg;Lj;jp ,Uf;fpwbjd;why;/ c';fisr; NH;e;jpUf;Fk;

kw;w Nl;Rk';fspd] cs]ns bry;y c';fSf;F ,aw]ifahd Vf;fk; Vw;gLfpwJ: kdpj

Nl;Rk';fs;/ kpUf';fspd; Nl;Rk';fs;/ ku';fspd; Nl;Rk';fs;/ el;rj;jpu';fspd;

Nl;Rk';fs;.

c';fSila mHptw]w braYz]ik epiyia eP';fs; mwpe;J

bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/ mg]bghGJ Kjy] eP';fs; kuzk; Fwpj]J gag;gLtjpy;iy.

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kuzk; vd;gJ xU fl]Lf]fij; mJ epfH;tnjapy;iy/ mJ mt]thW njhw;wk;

kl;Lnk mspf;fpwJ. mJ btspapy; ,Ue;J mt;thW njhw;wk; mspf;fpwJ.

c';fSila kuzj;ij eP';fs; vg;bghGjhtJ ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> vg]bghGJnk

eP';fs; ntW ahnuh kuzk; miltijj;jhd; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fs;. Mdhy;/ eP';fs;

kuzk; miltij eP';fs; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwPh;fsh> ahUnk ghh;j;jjpy;iy;

,y;iybadpy;/ ,e;j kpff; Fiwe;j mstpyhd thH]t[Tl ,ayhjjhf khwptpLk;.

ghU']fs]/ xt;bthU ehSk; ahnuh xUth] ,wf;fpwhh;/ Mdhy; mJ vg;bghGJnk ntW

ahnuhjhd;; mJ vg;bghGJnk eP';fs] my;y.

“vg;bghGJnk ahUf;fhf kzp xypf;fpwJ vd;W nfl;fhjPh;fs;/ mJ

j';fSf;fhfj;jhd; xypf;fpwJ” vd;W vGjpa ftp"hplk; c';fisf] fhl]oYk] xU

MHkhd g[hpe]J bfhs;sy; ,Uf;fpwJ. mth; xU fpwp!;jtuhf ,Ue;jpUf;f ntz;Lk;/

Vbdd;why;/ xU fpwp!;jt fpuhkj;jpy; ahnuDk] ,we;Jtpl;lhy;/ mij vy;nyhUf]Fk;

mwptpg]gjw;fhf Miya kzp xypf;fpwJ – j']fsJ taYf;Fr; brd;wpUg;gth;fs;/

j']fsJ njhg;g[f;Fr; brd;wpUg;gth;fs;/ ntW v']fhtJ ntiyf;Fr; brd;wpUg;gth;fs].

me;j Miya kzp mth;fSf;F epidt{l;LfpwJ: ahnuh xUth; ,we;Jtpl;lhh;.

Mifahy] mtiu ,Wjpahf tHpaDg;g[tjw]fhf mth;fs; midtUk; jpUk;gp tu

ntz;Lk;.

“vg;bghGJk] ahUf;fhf kzp xypf;fpwJ vd;W nfl;fhjPh;fs;/ mJ

j';fSf;fhfnt xypf;fpwJ” vd;W TWk;bghGJ/ me;jf; ftp"hplk; xU kpfg;bghpa

kiwbghUis czh]e]J bfhs]Sk] jpwd] ,Uf;fpwJ.

c';fSila cz;ikahd thH;f;ifapy; mJ vg;bghGJnk c';fSf;fhf

xypg;gjpy;iy. xU ehs] mJ xypf;Fk;/ Mdhy;/ mg;bghGJ mij nfl]gjw]F ,dp

eP';fs; ,Uf;fkhl;Oh;fs;. kuzj;jpd; thapw;goapy; ,Ug;gjhf c';fisg;gw;wp eP';fs;

vz;qtnjapy;iy - Mdhy; midtUk] kuzj;jpd; thapw;goapy; epd;W

bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;fs;. eP';fs; vg;bghGJnk ntW ahnuh kuzkiltijj;jhd;

ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;/ Mifahy; me;j mDgtk; btspapy] ,Ue]J ghh]f]fpw xd]whfj]jhd]

,Uf;fpwJ/ jhd] czh]fpw/ jd;Dila brhe;j cs]mDgtkhf ,y;iy.

mLj;jth; cz;ikapy; kuzkile;J bfhz;oUf;ftpy;iy/ tPL kl;Lnk

khw;wpf;bfhz;oUf;fpwhh;. mtUila caph; rf;jp xU g[jpa cUtj;jpDs;/ xU g[jpa

epiyapDs; brd;W bfhz;oUf;fpwJ. cly] kl;Lnk caph;rf;jpaw]Wg; nghfpwJ -

Mdhy; clyplk] mJ vg;bghGJnk ,Ue;jjpy;iy.

xU ,Uz;l tPl;oy; xU bkGFth;j;jp vhpe]J bfhz]oUf]Fk] bghGJ/ tPL

KGtJk; xspa{l;lg;gl]oUg]gijg] nghd]wJ mJ. btspapy; ,Ue;Jk]Tl me;j xspia

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eP';fs; $d;dy;fs;/ fjt[fs; tHpahfg] ghh;f;fyhk;/ Mdhy; tPL jd;Dila

cs;shh;e;j ,ay;ghf xspiag] bgw]W ,Uf]ftpy;iy. bkGFth;j;jp vhpe;J Koe]j

fznk/ tPL ,Uspy; ,Uf;Fk;. cz;ikapy;/ mJ vg;bghGJnk ,Uspy;jhd;

,Ue;Js;sJ; xspahf ,Ue;jJ me]j bkGFth;j;jp jhd;.

c';fSila cly; Vw;fdnt capuw]Wj]jhd] ,Uf;fpwJ. mJ capnuhL

,Ug;gijg; nghd;w njhw]wj]ij c']fSf]F mspg;gJ/ clypd; tHpahf gpufhrpf;Fk]/

cliy KGtJk] caph; Jog;g[ld] ,Uf]f itf]Fk] c';fSila caph; rf;jp/

c';fSila $Ptd]. gpwh; ,wf;Fk;bghGJ eP';fs; ghh]j]jJ vy;yhk; Vnjh xd;W

kiwe;Jtpl;lJ vd;gij kl]Lnk. mJ v';F brd]W ,Uf]fpwJ vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj;

bjhpahJ – cz;ikapnyna mJ v';fhtJ brd;Wtpl;ljh my;yJ KGtJk; kiwe]J

,y;yhky; ngha;tpl;ljh vd;gJ c';fSf;Fj; bjhpahJ. mjdhy; btspapy; ,Ue;J

kuzk; vd;Dk; fl]Lf]fij cUthf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ.

j';fis mwpe;J bfhz;lth;fSf]F ve;jtpjkhd re;njfKkpd;wp jh';fs;

kuzkw;w $Ptd;fs; vd;gJ bjhpa[k;. mth;fs; gyKiw kuzkile]jpUf;fpwhh;fs;/

,Ug;gpDk; mth;fs; capUld; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs;.

,wg;g[k; gpwg;g[k; Md;khtpd; kpfg;bghpa g[dpjg;gazj;jpy; rpW rk]gt']fs]

kl;Lnk. c';fSld; eP';fs; bjhlh]g[ilatuhf khWfpw mnj fzj;jpy; kuzj;ijg;

gw;wpa c';fsJ gak; cldoahf kiwe;JtpLk;. nkYk] mJ eP';fs; Muha;tjw;F

Kw;wpYk; g[jpa xU thdj;ij btspg]gLj]JfpwJ. kuzk; ,y;iy vd;gij eP';fs;

czh;e;J bfhz;Ltpl;lhy;/ vy;yh ga';fSk; kiwe;JtpLfpd;wd.

mwpKfkpy;yhjtw;iwg; gw;wpa gak;/ ,Uisg; gw;wpa gak;. . . ve;j cUtj;jpy;

,Ue;jhYk;/ vy;yh ga';fSk; tpyFfpd;wd. eP';fs; Kjd; Kjyhf cz;ikapnyna

gakpd]wp thH]tpDs] bry]gtuhf ,Uf;f Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;. c';fisr; NH;e;jpUf;Fk;

gy tpjkhd R{l]Rk']fSf;Fs; eP';fs; EiHa Muk;gpf;fpwPh;fs;.

gpug";rk] Kjd; Kiwahf c';fSila ,y;yk; Mfpd;wJ.

gag;gLtjw;F vJt[k; ,y;iy: mJ c';fSila jha;/ eP';fs; mjDila

m';fk;. mjdhy; c';fis \H;fof;f KoahJ/ mjdhy; c';fis mHpf;f KoahJ.

gpug";rj]ij eP';fs] mjpfkhf mwpe;J bfhs]fpw mst[/ eP';fs; tsj]Jld]

ngzg]gLtjhf mjpfk] czh]tPh;fs;; mij eP';fs; mjpfkhf mwpe;J bfhs;fpw

mst[/ eP';fs; MrPh;tjpf;fg;gl;ltuhf mjpfk] czh]tPh;fs;; mij eP';fs; mjpfkhf

mwpe;J bfhs;fpw mst[/ eP';fs; epiwt[ bgw]wtuhf ,Ug;gPh;fs;. mg;bghGJ

c';fshy] md;igf] bfhLf]f Koa[k]/ Vbdd;why;/ c';fsplk; mJ ,Uf;fpwJ. nkYk]

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mg;bghGJ c';fshy] nerj;ij bgw;Wf; bfhs;s Koa[k;/ Vbdd;why; m';F epuhfhpg;g[

vd;w nfs;tpf;nf ,lkpy;iy.

c';fSila nfs;tp vy;nyhUf;Fk; cjtpfukhf ,Uf;Fk;. c';fSila

nfs;tpf;fhft[k;/ ijhpakhf c';fis btspg;gLj;jpajw;fhft[k; ehd; c';fSf;F

ed;wp bjhptpj;Jf; bfhs;fpnwd;. ,e;j ijhpak; xt;bthUtUf;Fk; njitg;gLfpwJ/

Vbdd;why; ,e;j ijhpak; ,d;wp - ,Wjpahd cz]ik epiyiaa[k] ,Wjpahd nghpd]g

epiyiaa[k] mila[k] tHpahd xU g[jpa cyfj;jpDs;/ xU g[jpa czh;t[

epiyapDs]/ c';fSila cz]ikahd ,ay;gpDs; bry]fpd]w KGikahd

khw;wj;jpw;fhd ve;jtpjkhd rhj;jpaj;ija[k; c';fshy] vjph]ghh]f]f KoahJ.

me;eme;eme;eme;epnahd]akhf thH;tjpd; cz;ikahdpnahd]akhf thH;tjpd; cz;ikahdpnahd]akhf thH;tjpd; cz;ikahdpnahd]akhf thH;tjpd; cz;ikahd gad; vd;d> gad; vd;d> gad; vd;d> gad; vd;d>

braYz;ik epiyia mwptjw]F/ eP';fs; braYz;ik epiyapy; ,Uf]f ntz;Lk;.

eP';fs; braYz;ik epiyapy; ,Ug;gjpy;iy/ eP';fs; epidt[fspy; thH]fpwPh;fs;.

eP';fs; fle;j fhyj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;/ vjph;fhyj;jpy; thH;fpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;

vg;bghGJk; ,';F/ ,g;bghGJ thH;tjpy;iy. Mdhy; braYz;ikepiy rhpahf

,';F ,g;nghJ ,Uf;fpd;wJ. eP';fs; ,';F ,y;iy/ Mifahy;jhd; ,e;jf; nfs;tp

vGfpwJ. eP';fs; braYz;ik epiya[ld; re;jpf]fhky] ,Ug]gjdhy;jhd; ,e;jf;

nfs;tp vGfpwJ. eP';fs; thH;e]J bfhz]oUg]gjhf eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy;

eP';fs; thGtjpy;iy. eP';fs; nerpg;gjhf eP';fs; vz;qfpwPh;fs;/ Mdhy; eP';fs;

nerpg;gjpy;iy. eP';fs; nerj;ijg; gw;wp rpe;jpf]f kl;Lnk bra;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs;

thH;itg; gw;wp rpe;jpf;fpwPh;fs;/ eP';fs; braYz;ik epiyiag; gw;wp rpe;jpf;fpwPh;fs;/

me;jr] rpe;jidna nfs;tpahfpwJ. me;j rpe;jid xU jilahfpwJ. vz;z';fs]

midj]ija[k] tpl;L tpl;Lg; ghU';fs;. eP';fs; xU nfs;tpiaf; Tl fhz khl]Oh]fs];

gjpy; kl;Lnk csjha] ,Uf;fpwJ.

mjdhy;jhd; njLjy; vd]gJ cz;ikapy; tpil bgWtjw;fhf ,y;iy vd;W

ehd; jpUk;g jpUk;g typa[Wj;jpf] TWfpnwd;/ njLjy; vd;gJ cz;ikapy;

c';fSila nfs;tpfSf;F vy]yhk] tpil fhz]gjw;fhf my;y. ,y;iy/

nfs;tpfisbay;yhk; tpl;LtpLtJ vg;go/ thH]f;ifiaa[k; braYz;ik

epiyiaa[k] vt]thW nfs;tpfs; mw;w kdJld; ghh;g;gJ vd;gJ gw]wpaJjhd] njLjy].

mJjhd; #;uj;jh#;uj;jh#;uj;jh#;uj;jh/ KGikahd ek;gpf;ifa[zh]t[ vd;gjd; bghUs]. #;uj;jh#;uj;jh#;uj;jh#;uj;jh my;yJ

KGikahd ek;gpf;ifa[zh]tpd; kpft[k; mHkhd ghpkhzk; ,Jjhd; - eP';fs;

braYz;ik epiyia nfs;tpfsw;w kdJld; ghh]f]fpwPh]fs].

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eP';fs; btWknd ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;. mij vg;go ghh;g;gJ vd;gJ gw;wp c';fsplk;

ve;jj] fUj]Jk] ,y;iy/ mjd; kPJ ve;j cUt mikg;iga[k; eP';fs; jpzpg;gjpy;iy/

c';fsplk; ve;jj; jtwhd mgpg;uhaKk; ,y;iy; eP';fs; jpiuaplg;glhj fz;fSld;

ghh;f;fpwPh]fs;/ ve]j vz]z']fspdhYk]/ ve]j jj]Jt']fspdhYk]/ ve]j kj']fspdhYk]

rpwpJTl kiwf;fg;glhj fz;fSld; ghh;f;fpwPfs;. eP';fs; braYz;ik epiyia

rpW FHe;ijapDilaijg; nghd;w ghh]ita[ld; ghh;f;fpwPh;fs;/ mg;bghGJ jpObud;W

m']F tpil kl;Lnk ,Uf;fpwJ.

braYz;ik epiyapy; nfs;tpfs; vJt[k; ,y;iy. nfs;tpfs; c';fsplk;

,Ue;J tUfpd;wd. nkYk] mit te;J bfhz;nljhd] ,Uf;Fk;/ eP';fSk] vj;Jid

tpilfis ntz;LkhdhYk; nrfhpj;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Uf;fyhk;; me;j tpilfs;

gadspf;fhJ. eP';fs; tpilia mila ntz;Lk; - Mdhy] tpilia miltjw;F/

eP';fs; nfs;tp nfl;gij KGtJkhf tpl;Ltpl ntz;Lk;. kdjpy; ve;jf; nfs;tpa[k;

,y;yhj bghGJ/ ghh;it bjspthf ,Uf;fpwJ/ g[hpe;J bfhs;Sjypd; bjspt[

c';fsplk; ,Uf;fpwJ; g[hpe;J bfhs;Sjypd; tHpfs; bjspthft[k;/ btspg]gilahd

epiyapYk] ,Uf;fpd;wd. jpObud;W vy;yhnk vspjhfg] ghh;f;ff; Toaitahf

khwptpl;ld. eP';fs; MHj;jpd; vy;iyf;nf bry;yyhk;. eP';fs; v';F ghh;j;jhYk;/

c';fs; ghh;it mjDila kpft[k] MH]e]j ikak; tiu Jisf;fpwJ – m';F

jpObud;W eP';fs] c';fisf; fhz;fpwPh;fs;.

c';fis eP';fs; vy;yh ,lj]jpYk; fhz]fpwPh]fs]. eP';fs; MHkhf/

njitahd mst[ MHkhfg] ghh;j;jhy;/ xU ghiwapDs; c';fis eP';fs; fhz;gPh;fs;.

mg;bghGJ fhz;gth;/ ghh;g;gth;/ ghh;f;fg;gLk; bghUshf khWfpwhh;/ fhz;gth]

fhzg;gLk] bghUshf khWfpwhh;/ mwpe;J bfhs;gth; mwpag;gLk; bghUshf khWfpwhh;.

eP';fs; njitahd mst[ MHkhfg; ghh;j;jhy;/ xU ghiwapDs]/ xU kuj;jpDs]/ xU

MzpDs; my;yJ xU bgz;zpw;Fs]/ eP';fs; MHkhfg; ghh;j;Jf; bfhz;nl ,Ue;jhy;/

me;j ghh;it xU tl;lkhfpwJ. mJ c';fsplk; Muk;gpf;fpwJ/ mLj;jtUf;Fs]

bry;fpwJ/ gpwF jpUk;gp c';fsplnk tUfpwJ. vy;yhnk mt;tst[ vspjpy;

ghh;f;ff;Toa epiyapy] ,Uf;fpwJ. vJt[nk jLg]gJ ,y;iy. me;jf; fjph; bry;fpwJ/

xU tl;lkhf khWfpwJ/ gpwF jpUk;gp c';fs; kPnj tpGfpwJ.

mjdhy;jhd; ,J cgep#j;Jfspd; kpfg;bghpa ,ufrpa thf;fpa';fSs;

xd;whFk]: jj; j;tk;rp !;ntjnfJjj; j;tk;rp !;ntjnfJjj; j;tk;rp !;ntjnfJjj; j;tk;rp !;ntjnfJ: “jh';fs; jhd; flt[s]” my;yJ “flt[s] jh';fs]]

jhd;;.” tl;lk; epiwt[ bgw;Wtpl;lJ. ,g;bghGJ gf;jd; flt[nshL xd;whfptpl;lhd;.

,g;bghGJ ehLgtd; ehlg;gl;lJld] xd;whfp tpl;lhd;. ,g;bghGJ tprhuiz

bra;jtnd tpilahfpwhd;.

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braYz;ik epiyapy; nfs;tpfs; vJt[k; ,y;iy. me]j epiyapy] ehd]

,g;bghGJ nghJkhd fhyk] thH;e;jpUf;fpnwd;/ ehd; xU xw]iwf] nfs;tpiag; Tl

vjph]bfhz]ljpy;iy – nfs;tpapd; cile]Jnghd xU rpW Jz;ilf;Tl vjph]

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