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    WolfNotesVolume1,Number2,June 2011

    MichaelPisaroJasonKahn

    SimonReynellAdamSonderberg

    JephJerman

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    Published by Compost and HeightPlease do not reproduce content without prior permission from contributors.

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    wolfnotes

    Contents

    MichaelPisaro6-11PreparedPiano(sketchbook)

    JasonKahn.12-32NotesonUnheardDelhi

    AdamSonderberg.3336TickMarkStudies:Ramones-Ramones(Sire,1976)

    SimonReynell...37-40Thoughtsonnotbeingamusician

    FantasticalZoology.4142ByJephJerman

    CoverImage..43

    TrevorSimmons

    Howcanweoutsmartthesenseofcontinuity

    Thateludesourstepsasitpreparesus

    Forultimatewishfulthinkingoncethemindhas

    ended

    Sincethislastthoughtbothconfinesanduplifts

    us?JohnAshbery

    Anobject,a space, an infinitenumber of

    measurements. WolfNotes is an attempt

    atanopenplatform,eachindividualisfree

    to refashion the composition devised in

    our approach, we initiate, they initiate.

    Foundinjuxtaposition,inharmony,atthe

    baseandsummitofpotentiality.

    An openness is inescapable within any

    media,itistobeembraced,toberealised.

    All and any degree of interpretation will

    fallwithinmyriadroomsofdisposition.So

    to inhale and exhale, tomove towards a

    positivesenseofproduction,WolfNotesin

    its totality is hope to the impossibility of

    maximumopenness.

    This work, and the works contained, are

    not objective fact, they are in a constant

    flux of interpretation, of feedback andfeedforward, we respond by not

    respondingbyresponding.

    PatrickFarmer

    Image: Trevor Simmons

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    PreparedPiano(sketchbook)MichaelPisaro(19972000)

    1.Prepareapiano.

    2.Theyfoundthepointintheroommostdistantfromthepiano.

    3a.Theinsideofthepiano.

    3b.Theoutsideofthepiano.

    4. The piano mirrors the clouds moving above.We watched the blue-white film

    projectedonthepolishedblackscreen.

    5.A birchtree, splitlong ago, as it fansoutlikeacrookedwhiteVwritten on the

    shoreline,demarkingthesky.

    6.Weopenthelidandthencloseit,repeatingasnecessary.

    7.Irolledadie,andstayedsilentlyatt hepianoforthenumberofunitsindicated.

    8.Shevisitedthepianoofafriend onaneveninghewasnotpresent.

    9.Theyselect,usingsomeprocedure,90sounds.Afterarrangingthesesoundsinarandomorderandnumberingthem,theyplayanumberedso undwhenindicatedwithadot,donotplayitwhenindicatedbyaspace,keepingapulseof30seconds.

    ! " # $ % & ' ( ) !*

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    10.Thepianistrecitesintothepiano,atapulseof5secondspernumber,allofthe

    numbersinhisaddressbook.

    11.Asoundisselectedandplayedonthepiano84timesinarow.Thisisdoneoncea

    dayatthesametime,fromDecember12toMarch5(March4inaleapyear).

    12.Alongropehangsstraightdownfromtheceiling,directlyabovethepiano.

    (Itdoesnotmove.)

    13.FiveRoomsCeilingbyTurrell.

    WallsbyMauser.

    MirrorsbyReinhardt.

    SpacebyMartin.

    PianobyLewitt.

    14.Arepertoire:

    EmbryonsDesschsbySatie(played4timesdaily) .Onepageselectedeachdayatrandomfromthe FitzwilliamVirginalBook.

    BeethovenStringQuartets;or,onceinawhile,aBagatelle. JohnCagesSonatasandInterludes (playedwithoutpreparation). ImaKingBee. PoemsbyRobertCreeley.

    SonatasbyDomenicoScarlatti.

    TheGoldbergVariations.

    TheCooCooBird.

    15.Theyfindanold,deadpiano,andclearouttheinsides.Theyfillthebodywith

    evergreenneedles, continuing to replace theneedleswith fresh onesas they turnfromgreentobrown.

    16a.MainStreet.

    16b.TheVillageGreen.

    16c.TheLibrary.

    16d.TheTrainStation.

    16e.TheSchool.

    16f.ShopWindows.

    16g.Lights.

    16h.Yourstreet.

    16i.Yourhouse.

    16j.Yourroom.16k.Goodnight.

    17. Thewoundstrings,removedfromthepianoandunwound,arestrungtogether,

    thedirectionofthelinechangingeachtimeanewwindingisaddedthisisapath

    throughthecity.

    18.Shewillhavedisabledonehammerinthecentraloctaveofthepianoandthen

    playedtheentireWell-TemperedClavierI&II.

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    19.WehavefoundawaytoaddonetonebetweenEandF.(Notamicrotone.)

    20.Awhite roomfourwalls,aceiling,afloor.Noshadows;lightfillingthespace.Inthisroomisacompletelywhitepiano oftheexactdimensionsoftheroom.

    21.Zither.

    22.Threepianosarelinedupsidebyside. (Thesecondismissing. )

    23.Usingyourfingernail,youlightlyscrapethelowestpianostring,startingattheendofthestringfarthestawayfromthekeyboard,movingtowardsthekey board,onceper

    second,allowingextratimetomaneuverthroughthesupports. (Pedaldown.)

    24. He will have placed a microphone gently on the piano strings, turned it on,

    keepingtheamplifieratlowvolume.Waiting.

    25.Onemorningthedoorwaywas obstructedbyatoypiano. 26.Sheplayedoneortwopiecesatthepianoof2to5secondslengtheveryday.Most

    involved twoor threenote clusters played in anascending or a descending series.

    Therewasoccasionalvocalaccompaniment. (forCocoa)

    27.Thepianoimaginesagreaterorfinalpiano.Itbelievesthatinthefuturetherewill

    beapianothatexceedsthepotentialofpresentdaypianos.Allonehearsnowisfaintsinging.Somedaytherewillbeapianoofpuresinging,thepianosideaofitself.

    28.A film of ap iano, projected on a pinkish-white screen. Themusic comes frombehindthescreen. ShownattheChamps-lysestheatrewiththelightson,thefilmisbarelyvisible.Themusic,playedonabrokenviolin,isbarelyaudible.Someoneleavesin disgust: This isnot a piano. As reported in the Paris papers the next day, theshowingwasattendedbyatleast100people,14,ornooneatall.Ariotdidordidnotensue.Refreshmentswereorwerenotserved.

    29.Onenoteplayedonapianowiththepedaldown.Alltheotherstringsresonateinproportiontotheirproximitytotheoriginal.

    30.Theyimagine,inasmuchdetailaspossible,thenotesEbandE,asplayedonthe

    piano. After five minutes, they play these tones. They repeat this until they cananticipateeverysoundtobeheard.

    31.Twopianosareinpreciselythesameplaceatthesametime.Inthenextmoment,theyaregone,andthereisnothingbutashimmeringoftheair.

    32. Thevery sophisticatedmachineryperceivesexactlywhen thechordbeginsand

    exactlywhenthechordends. Nowordswillhavebeenusedtodescribetheprecise

    duration.

    33.We livein thedistancebetweenthebeginningof thesoundand thehearingof

    thesound,saysAntoine.

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    34a.Allpianos.

    34b.ThepianosofAmerica.

    34c.Thispiano.

    34d.Notasinglepiano.

    34e.(blank)Itisnotyetnamed,butisalwaysthere.

    35.Thepianoisasinglematerial,whichforitsuserequiresdivisionintosecondary

    materials.Itssoundsarethose ofmaterialunfoldingintime. Timeonlycarriesthem

    tothefullextensionofthematerial.Beyondthisliesanareaun countedbytime.

    36.(Materials)

    Sound1 Sound2 Sound3 Sound4 Sounds1and2 Sounds1and3 Sounds1and4 Sounds2and3 Sounds2and4 Sounds3and4 Sounds1,2and3 Sounds1,2and4 Sounds1,3and4 Sounds2,3and4 Sounds1,2,3and4

    37.From88possible:

    !" #$ %$ &' !' !% !$ (& "& ($ )(

    (! $# ( %% "$ "* !& )( $# "% ##

    !( #% %* ( )& $" "& $# &$ (( !!

    #$ $% !! &! $( ($ ## #' $( #" $'

    "& #* (* (# $# (! #( "( #& #" %#

    %* ($ (' (" & #$ %* )# !( $( %)

    %# &) %& "$ $) $# !" (! %# "# %#

    () !# ") #* "# &$ $) #) "! #) "!

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    38.Lefthand:F,Gb,B,e.Righthand:g,b

    b,g

    b1,a

    b1.(Oranyothersound.)

    39.Apianoissomethingtotouch.( toJohn)

    MichaelPisaroisacomposerandguitarist,amemberoftheWandelweiserComposersEnsembleand

    founderanddirectoroftheExperimentalMusicWorkshop.

    SeveralCDsofhisworkhavebeenreleasedbysuchlabelsasEditionWandelweiserRecords,Compost

    and Height, confront, Another Timbre, Cathnor, Nine Winds and others, including mostrecently

    "transparent city,volumes14", anunrhymedchord, hearingmetal1, AWaveandWaves and

    "harmonyseries(1116)".

    HehasperformedmanyofhisownworksandthoseofcloseassociatesAntoineBeuger,KunsuShim,Jrg

    FreyandManfredWerder,andworksfromtheexperimentaltradition,especiallyJohnCage,Christian

    Wolff,JamesTenneyandGeorgeBrecht.

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    NotesonUnheardDelhiByJasonKahn

    ForthemonthofNovember2010IwasanartistinresidenceinDelhiwiththeSwissArtsCouncilProHelvetiaandthemediaresearchcenterSarai.Oneofmyproposedprojectsforthisresidency

    wasacontinuationofmyUnheardCitiesseriesofworks,which I'vebeenrealizingsince2002.

    UnheardCitiesexploreshowweperceiveurbansoundenvironmentsintheformofinstallations,

    musicalperformancesand, inthecaseof UnheardDelhi,worksforradio. InUnheardDelhiI

    interviewedeightpeoplewiththequestion,Whatisyourfavoritesoundorsoundenvironmentin

    Delhi?Irecordedalltheanswersandthenwentoutinthecityandrecordedthecorresponding

    sounds.The resultingrecordingsandinterviewswerethenmixedtogetherforanapproximately

    60-minute long audio portrait of thecity. I produced anearlierversionof thispiece,UnheardZrich,in2007.

    Thepieceworksonseverallevels,perhapsthefirstbeingthattheintervieweescometoreflectonthesoundenvironmentsofthecityinwhichtheylive.ManyofthepeopleIinterviewedhadgreat

    difficultyinansweringthequestion.Theideaof afavoritesound,letaloneanysoundatall,is

    fairlyalienasthisseemstobeatopicmostpeopledon'tthinkabout,especiallyinDelhiwherethe

    sheerdensityandvolumeofsoundoftenmakesignoringthesurroundingsoundsaprerequisitefor

    gettingthroughtheday.Ifsomeonedoesthinkaboutthesoundsoftheircitythenitisinevitably

    thesoundswhichdisturbthatcometomind.Askingaboutthesoundswhichpleaseisthereforea

    doublechallenge.On anotherlevel, theanswersprovidedbythe interviewees createsakindof

    sonicmapformetofindmywaythroughthecitywith.Thesepeoples'soundsleadmethroughthe

    city,insearchofwherethesesoundsoccurandonthewayIquitenaturallyencounterothersound

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    environments which I otherwise might have never come across. Finally, the sound of the

    interviewees' voices provides another image of the city in which they live. Not only do the

    recordingsofthe soundstheydesignatedbut theirvoicesthemselves lendasonicmirrorto the

    greaterurbansoundscapeinwhichtheylive.Myhopeisthatpeoplehearingthesepieceswillalso

    cometo reflect onthe sounds oftheplaces inwhich they live, and not just the sounds which

    disturbthembutalsothesoundsinwhichtheyfindsolace,shelterorjoy.

    As a side note, it occurred to me much later after finishing the piece that the word saraitranslates in Hindi to An enclosed space in a city or beside a highway. Where travelers andcaravans can find shelter, companionship and sustenance.A tavern, a public house, ameeting

    place.Adestinationandapointofdeparture.Aplacetorestinthemiddleofajourney.Formany

    ofthepeopleIintervieweditwascleartomethatthesoundstheychosecreatedforthemaspace

    of shelter, a senseof companionshiporevena placeof destination,where theywould go for

    enjoymentorrest.Inthissense,UnheardDelhiisnotjustaboutsoundsbutaboutsocialspacesandhowsoundcontributestothecreationofthesespaces.

    Inthe followingtextsI givethenameof each interviewee, theirvocation,an excerptfromtheir

    interviewandnotesabouthowtherecordingsoftheirsoundsweremade.Thesetexts followthe

    orderofthefinalversionofUnheardDelhi.

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    1.Alankar(student)

    People coming out on the streets marching together, trying to bring out a collective voice,

    sound.Alankar'ssounddesignatedacollectivespacesymbolizedbythesoundofpeopledemonstrating.As such, this meant that I had to find a demonstration in Delhi. In fact, there are often

    demonstrationsinDelhibut,likemanythingsinIndia,itisnoteasytofindoutwhenorwherethey

    are.AsasidenoteIshouldmentionthatIwasinDelhiwithmypartnerandthreeofmychildren

    (atthat time ages threeyears, sixyearsand sevenmonths).Thismademe far lessmobile and

    flexiblethanifIhadbeeninDelhialone .Weoftenalltroopedoutintothecitytogether,thewhole

    familyintowbehindme,searchingforthesesounds.Anditwasoftenamatterofpureluckor

    coincidence that I managed to find the sounds to be recorded. In several cases, the sounds

    designated by the interviewees were already sounds I had recorded during our previous

    wanderingsthroughthecity,inwhichcaseIdidn'thavetoseektheseout.Butthiswasseldomthe

    case.

    ButinAlankar'sanswerIwaspresentedwithaparticularchallenge.Tim ewasalsoveryshortfor

    this project. Iwas only inDelhi for around onemonth and Iwas not just producing Unheard

    Delhibuthadgivenaconcert (ofrecordingsmadein thecity)andexhibitedanew installation.

    Someofthe interviewsweredonenear thebeginningofmystay,whichgavememoretimeto

    record thesounds, butsome,likeAlankar's,weremade closerto theend,whichputme under

    additional time pressure to find the sounds. I would've rather had the luxury of many more

    leisurelywanderings throughthecity,butthisjustwasn'tpossible. TherecordingusedforAlankar'sanswerwasmadeonedaybeforeourdeparture,nearConnaught

    PlaceinthecenterofNewDelhi.Wewereactuallyinsearchofgiftstobringbackforfamilyand

    friendsandwereonourwaytoahugeemporiumfortraditionalhandcrafts.Aswecamecloserto

    the emporium, I heard the soundof what seemed to bea demonstration inthedistance. The

    soundwasloudestrightinfrontoftheemporiumbutnodemonstrationwasinsight, thoughpoliceinfullriotgearwithautomaticweaponsstoodateachcorneroftheintersection.Itfinallydawned

    onme thatademonstration inanotherpartof thecitywas beingtransmittedata blaringloud

    volumeoverloudspeakersmountedoneachcorneroftheintersection.Itwasstrangetothinkthat

    thiswas thedemonstrationI hadlookedso longfor,butin fact,itwasademonstration,albeita

    disembodiedone.Thepolicewerethere,thetrafficwassnarledandpeoplestoodaroundonthe

    street,asifwaitingforthedemonstrationtoappeararoundthecorneranysecond.

    Thebestplacetorecordthiswasrightnexttoagroupofpolice,whokepteyingmesuspiciously.

    Althoughmyrecordingequipmentwasratherunobtrusive, Istillfelta senseof dread.Myworst

    fearwasto bequestionedandto havemyequipmentconfiscated. Evenworsewasthe ideaof

    losingthisrecordingwhichIhadsearchedsolongfor.IntheendeverythingwasOK.

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    2.ShwetaUpadhyay(journalist)

    During that gap betweenwakefulness and sleep you really feel like you are connected to

    somethingbeyond.Thiswasacaseofmehavingalreadyrecordedasoundwhichanintervieweehadchosen.Shweta

    Upadhyay respondedwith the sound of themuezzin'smorningcall toprayer. Like Alankar, her

    soundconnectedher to a specificspace. In this casenot ofprotest but a senseof spirituality

    infusingthatplacewhereoneisneitherawakeorasleep.

    NearthebeginningofmystayIhadmadeanearlymorningtriptotheJamaMasjid,Del hi'smain

    mosqueandoneofthecity'smostimportantculturalandhistoricalsites.Isatonthestepsleading

    uptothemainentranceandthemuezzinbegantosing.Foranyonewhohasn'texperiencedthis,it

    certainlydoeshaveanotherworldlyfeeltoit ,instantlytransportingonetoanotherplace.

    DuringmytimeinDelhiIneverleftthehousewithoutmyrecorderandmicrophonesclippedtothe

    collarofmyjacketorshirt.IwasconstantlyrecordingandonthismorningattheJamaMasjidIwas

    abletocapturethesoundofthemuezzin,thoughIhadn'tbeenplanningonrecordingthis.

    ManyofthesoundschosenbythepeopleIinterviewedhadacertainclaritytothem,theabilityto

    cutthroughthedenseenvironmentofDelhi'ssoundfieldsandcreatea spaceoftheirown.The

    muezzin'scallwaslikeaknife,penetratingtherelativeearlymorningstillnessofOldDelhi.Ialso

    experienced this call laterduring theday and,surprisingly, it still had thesame effect, piercing

    throughthecity'swallofnoi se.

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    3.IramGhufran(filmmaker)

    Thatdelicatecracklingkindofsound.IramGhufranwas responsible for Saraihostingmeand I spent a lot oftime speakingwithherabout her experiences with sound in Delhi. It was initially very hard to interview her as she

    couldn't thinkof anysoundwhatsoeverin thecitywhichpleasedher.Her initialresponsetomy

    questionwas,ThesoundofmyharddiscwhenIturnitoneachmorning,whichIcouldn'tquite

    acceptasanappropriateanswerasthissoundcouldhaveoccurredanywhereintheworldwhere

    shemighthavehadherharddiscwithher.Althoughanotherinterviewee(C handrikaGrover,see

    below)gaveasimilarresponseaboutthesoundofwaterflowingfromhertap,Iconsideredthisas

    morespecifictoDelhiandthereforepressedIramforothersounds.Intheend,sheactuallygave

    memore answers than I could use. Itwasas ifonce I planted this idea, somethingwhichshe

    admittedlyneverhadgivenmuchthoughtto,thetricklebecameaflood.

    Herfirstanswerwasthenthesoundoffoodfryingataroadsidestand.Ilovedherdescriptionof

    thissoundandhowitcreatedthissenseof intimacyandsharedexperiencewithallpeoplewho

    camefromDelhi.Ijustcouldn'tforthelifeofmeimaginehowIwouldbeabletocapturethisina

    recording.Asidefromthefactthatthecitywasvirtuallyalwaystooloudtorecordsomethingthis

    quiet, I couldn't see getting closeenough to the frying food to record iteven ifI did bysome

    miraclefindaquietplacewithafoodstand.

    AfewdayslaterafterherinterviewIwasgoingthroughrecordingsIhadalreadymadeinthecity

    and stumbled across the very sound she had described! This had been recorded onmy early

    morningtriptotheJamaMasjidinOldDelhi(seeabove).OnmywaytothemosqueIstoppedat

    oneofthesestandstodrinksomechai.Itwasstilldarkandthecitywasv eryquiet.Amanwas

    preparingsamosasandpakorasinthehotoil.Idrankmychaistandingveryclosetothefryingfood

    andwasthusabletorecordthissound,thoughatthetimeIrememberbeingmoreentrancedwith

    thisearlymorningatmospherethanwit hthesoundofthefryingfood,whichwasinfactmorea

    byproduct of thewhole recordingexperience. I think thiswasoneof myfavoriterecordings of

    UnheardDelhi.

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    4.ChandrikaGrover(directorofProHelvetiaNewDelhi) Whenyouturnonthetapinthemorningandwaterflowsfromit,it'ssweetmusictomyears. Chandrika'sanswerwasatonce very simpleandformevery understandable.In theshorttimelivinginDelhiwehadexperienceddailywaterproblems.Watercamefromareservoirontheroof

    pumpedbyanincrediblyloudandoldwaterpump,whichmoreoftenthannotdidnotpumpor,

    rather, only pumped in the mornings, but not in the afternoons. And then only one of our

    bathroomsintheapartmenthadwaterflowingtothetoiletandone tothesink,andthewaterheaterwouldn'talwaysfill...andsoon.Chandrika'sanswermademorethanperfectsenseforme!

    And, ofcourse,our problemspaled incomparison tothosemanypeople inDelhiwhoperhaps

    didn'thaveanyrunningwateratall.

    Living inZrich,wherecrystalline riversgushfromthemountainsand lakes,oneeasilytakes for

    grantedthevalueofwater.ButinDelhi,eveninthemoreaffluentpartsofthecityliketheonewe

    werestayingin,theavailabilityofwaterisadailyunc ertainty.

    ThesoundofwaterforChandrikathereforedefinedastateofmindandaportentfortheday's

    arrival.Imadethisrecordinginourapartmentonadaywhenthewaterwasinfactrunning.Ionly

    hadtomakesurethewaterpumpwasoffbeforestar tingtherecorder!

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    5.IshShehrawat(musician)

    Youcanreallyenjoythesecompletemoments ofsilenceandcompletechaos.Ishwasoneof theintervieweeswho Ididn'thavetoprodforananswer.Maybebecauseheisa

    musicianormaybebecausehewasbornandraisedinDelhi,butheseemedtohavenoproblemin

    connectingwithwhatIwasafterinmyinterview.

    HisfirstanswerreferredtotheparksinDelhi,whichcreatedacontextandacontrasttothecity's

    magnificentchaos.Forhim,itwas importanttohavethesequietplacestoreactivatetheprocess

    ofhearingagain.Thecity'sdense,churningsoundenvironmenttendstoblotthisout.ThoughI'd

    have to say that, like Ish,I also found a certain senseof enjoyment inthecity'snoisiestareas.

    Therewassomethingincrediblyinvigorating,whennotatthesametimeutterlytaxing,ofbeingin

    the Chawri BazarRoad inOldDelhiona weekday afternoonwith the streets too full to move

    through,cloggedwithrickshaws,taxis,theoddcowandthis incrediblemassofhumanityinchingitswayforwardthroughthedustandexhaustfumes.IfeltattimeslikeIwastrappedinatelevision

    tunedbetweenstations,spewingwhitenoiseandan endlessflickerpatternof snowy staticand

    abruptglitches.

    FindingaplacetorecordIsh'ssoundprovedtobenoproblematall,asrightaroundthecorner

    fromwherewelivedwastheKamlaNehruRidgeForest,ahugenationalparkfullofmonkeysand

    denseclustersofscreamingbirds.BeingsomewhatofananomalyforDelhi,theparkwasoftenfull

    withjoggers,hikersorpeoplepicnicking.Itwasthereforesomewhatdifficultfindingaquietspotin

    theparkwhichcouldsomehowcapturewhatIshwasreferringto.Duringtherecordingthebirds

    graduallygrew in intensity.Atfirstmypresence frightenedthemaway, butaftera fewminutes

    theyseeminglydecidedIposednothreatandresumedtheirchorusatfullvolume.Neartheendof

    therecordingyoucanhearamaninthedistancesingingonasqueakyswing.

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    6.IramGhufran(filmmaker)

    Theygoonmakingthesoundandit'sdyinginallthenoisethatisaroundit. InherinterviewIramdiscussedoneofthearchetypalproblemsinurbansoundenvironments:the

    drowning out of small, more subtle sounds. Here she was referring to the bell on the bicyclerickshaws.Although Iwouldtendtoagreewithheringeneral aboutthesesmallsoundsgetting

    drownedout,Iwouldinparticulardisagreewithherabouttherickshawwallah'sbell.Eveninthe

    noisiest depths of a hopelessly traffic-clogged Old Delhi street, these bells always seemed to

    magically appear, ringing clearly above the din. I began to ask myself if there perhaps wasn't

    somethinginthedesignofthesebellswhichmadethemspeciallysuitedto thismosthostileof

    environments.Ifanything,Ididn'thearthemdyinginallthenoisearoundthem,butrippingthis

    noiseasunderinthemostsubversiveofways,almost,itseemed,workingonasubconsciouslevel.

    IalwaysknewtogetoutofthewaywhenIheardtheringofarickshawwallah'sbell.

    Aswithmany of therecordings in UnheardDelhi, recordinga rickshawwallah's bell posed anumberofproblems.Icouldn'timaginejustrecordingthisonthestreet,evenifitwaspractically

    alwaysgoingon.Registeringthisonapsychologicallevelwasonething,butsomehowtransferringthis experienceto a recordingwas another.AndI didn'tfeelrightjustwalkingup toa rickshaw

    wallahandtryingtoexplainthatIwantedtorecordhisbell.EvenifIdidfeelrightaboutthisIstill

    probablycouldn'thavedoneitasmostofthesedriver'sdon'tspeakmuchEnglishandIfiguredit

    wouldbeneartoimpossibletogetmypointacross.

    Intheend,Ihituponaveryelegantsolution.Everymorningd ifferentvendorsvisitedthecourtyard

    ofourapartmentcomplex.Therewasamansellingbread,anothermancamewiththemilk,and

    yetanotherwhobroughtvegetables.Thevegetablevendorarrivedonalargeflatbedbicycle,piled

    highwithallkindsofvegetables.Andhehadabell,thesamebellthatalltherickshawwallahshad.

    Wehadalreadygottentoknoweachotherovertheseveralweeksthatwehadbeenlivingatthe

    apartment. I just cameoutonemorningwithmymicrophones andrecorderand askedhim if I

    could ringhisbell a few times.Heseemedtounderstand,or atleastnot care, and Imadethe

    recording.AndthenIboughtourvegetablesforthedayplusatipforhisbell.

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    7.PriyaSen(filmmaker)

    Itbecomeslikethislittlecommunalspace.Priya Sen'sanswer really hit uponmy idea of sounddefining a social space. She chosenot an

    uniquesoundbutthesoundofaplace,asmallroundaboutnearherhouseinJongpurExtension,aquietresidentialneighborhoodinsouthernNew Delhi.Itwashereatthisrotundaplacedinthe

    intersectionoffourstreetsthatpeopleinherneighborhoodmettoselltheirwares,washanddry

    theirclothesortojustrelaxandtalkwiththeneighbors.

    The idea of recordingan entire environment, asopposed to going for one particular soundor

    eventreallyappealedtome.ThetrekouttoherhouseprovedtobeanotherofourDelhiodysseys,

    consistingofalongtrainride,averylongwalkandacoupleeatingstopsontheway.Whenwe

    finally found the roundabout I was a bit disappointed. There was nobody there! No women

    washing,nopeoplesellinganything,notevenanyonesittingthere.Wewalkedabit furtherand

    found a smallplaygroundand let the kids relax and play forawhile. I gave the situationsome

    thoughtanddecidedtogobacktotheroundaboutandmakearecording.Maybesomeonewould

    arrivewhileIwasthere,maybeweweretooearly.

    Ileftmyfamilyattheplaygroundandwentbacktotheroundabout.ItwasstillemptybutIwent

    aheadand tooka seat and started the recorder. Almost as if bymagic the vendors started to

    appearfromdifferentdirections,circlingtherotundaandcallin gouttheirwares.Neighborswalked

    by,staringatmecuriously.Apackofstaydogsapproachedmecautiouslyandsniffedatmyshoes.

    Nobody actually entered the rotunda but I did get the sense that it was the heart of this

    neighborhood,thatsoonerorlatereveryoneconvergedhere.ThesoundsIrecordedrepresented

    thevortexofthissmallcommunityandIfeltthattherecording,evenifitdidn'tcapturePriya's

    precisedescription,didimpartthatsenseofthisparticularplace.

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    8.SajidAkbar(musician)

    Likeaconcentratedwaveofsoundofthesepeoplejustenjoyingtheserides. SajidAkbarcontactedmeoutofthebluewhileIwasinDelhi.He'dbeentomyinstallationatthe

    BhutaGalleryintheCraftsMuseumandhadafewquestionsaboutthis.I askedifhewouldbeinterestedindoingan interviewforUnheardDelhi, towhichhereadilyagreed. Ionlymention

    this here as one of the great problems facingme in producing this piece was finding enough

    peopletointerview,especiallywhenworkingundersuchpressingtimeconstraints.Ihad,infact,interviewedseveralotherpeoplefor thepiecebut someof theiranswers, thoughperhaps very

    interesting,forvariousreasonscouldn'tberecorded.Forexample,onepersonlikedthesound ofaspecific truck horn that had actually recently been outlawed in Delhi and which therefore no

    longerexisted.Or somepeoplegavethesamesoundasothers.Thesoundof trains,eithertheir

    hornsoroftheactualtrainpassingby,orofbirdssinging,weresoundsseveralpeoplementioned.And then, some sounds I just couldn't track down. So, themore people I could interview, the

    better.Butitwasdifficulttofindenoughpeopleandto findthetimeto interviewthem.Delhiis

    huge and it sometimes took me well over an hour to meet someone to make a five-minute

    interview.I couldn'tverywellexpectpeopletotaketimeoutof theirdayandcometome.Idid

    manage tomake several of theinterviewswhich finallyended upon thepieceatSarai,which,

    luckilyenough,wasjustaten -minutewalkfromourapartment.

    Sajid'sanswerreferredtotheWorldofWonders,anamusementparkoutontheabsolutenether

    reachesofDelhi,inanareadevoidofname,onlydesignatedasSector18.Whichallsoundedvery

    mysterioustome.Thetrainrideouttherewasreallylong,passingthroughvastswathesofDelhi

    slums,anincrediblydenselandscapeoftightlyclusteredapartmentbuildingsandnarrowstreets

    packedsolidwithpeople.WhenwereachedtheSector18metro stationthesceneoutsidewaslike

    a riotwith this fantastically loud wall of traffic noise echoing between the road and the train

    stationabove.Ittookusaroundtenminutesjusttocrossthestreettostartonourwaytothe

    amusementpark.AnytimewetriedtocrossaroadinDelhiwithouttrafficlightswewerevirtually

    likesittingducks,butwemiraculouslyalwaysmangedtoavoidcalamity.

    We continued on through what seemed like an endless area of shopping plazas and came to

    anotherperilousroadc rossingtoahuge,evenbyWesternstandardshuge,shoppingmall.Ifeltlike

    IwassuddenlybackinLosAngeles.TheonlydifferencewasthatinLosAngelestheywouldnever

    haveallowedsuchmassivesoundleakage fromthemall'sventilationsystem.Twoten-meterair

    ventsexhaledspentairfromthemall'sventilationsystem.Itfeltliketwojetengineswarmingup

    fortakeoff,thoughthesounditselfwasmuchmuchdeeper,fairlyrumblingmystomachwithits

    vibrations.

    WemovedonandfinallycametotheWorldofWonderswhich,asonemightexpect,wasfarfrom

    that. Itwasa rathersadaffair. Something like anabandoned carnival attraction ina JGBallard

    novel,re-animatedbyasmallgroupofpeoplewhohadsurvivedsomeunspeakablecalamityand,

    yearningforaconnectiontotheirdecimatedworld,managedtogetsomeridesandasemblance

    ofwonderrunningagain.

    Duetolackofvisitors,manyoftherideswerenotrunning.Luckilyenough,though,onependulum -

    likeaffairwasworkingandpeoplewererid ingit,yellingandscreaminginernst.Thisprovideda

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    greatrecording,withtheirpealsoflaughterpanningbackandforthacrossthestereofield.Icould

    verywellimagineSajid'samusementatpassingthisrideeachdayonhiswaytowork,whichwas

    perhapsthegreatestwonderofthissadamusementpark.

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    9.IramGhufran(filmmaker)

    Asoundwhichisreallyexciting,funandjustveryvibrant.November isthemonth forweddings inDelhiandthereis probablyno biggercelebration for a

    familythanhavingit'ssonordaughterjoinedinholymatrimony.Iramrefersheretothebaraatprocession, which iswhen thebridegroomtravels ona horse to theweddingceremony at the

    bride'shouse,accompaniedbyhisfriendsandfamilyandatroopofdrummers.

    Ithoughttomyself,Great,thiswillbeanamazingrecordingbutwherewillI findthis?WhenI

    askedaroundtheinevitableanswerwas,Oh,everywhere.Novemberisthemonthofweddings.

    ButeverywherewasformenowhereinDelhi,asIcouldn'tfindmyselftraipsingaroundthecity

    onanendlesssearchforaweddingprocession.Butthen,aswasoftenthecaseduringourstayin

    Delhi,theanswercamealmostasifbymagic.SomeonefromSaraitoldmethedayafterIram's

    interviewthattherewouldbe aweddingrightnextdoorthatevening.Incredible! Thingsstartedtogetgoingaroundnightfall.IwentbacktoSaraiwithmydaughterJosephineand

    we stood outside the bride's house trying to record the music, whichdidn't really seem to be

    happening yet. Suddenly, a huge roarofdrumseruptedand the procession spilled out on the

    streetwithhorses,athrongofpeopleinalltheirfineryandseveralmenbringingupthebackwith

    generatorsintowtopowerallthelights.

    Westoodbythesideoftheroadandrecordedtheprocessionasitmeanderedbackandforth

    betweenthebride'shouseandaHindutemplenotfaraway.Thedrumspannedbackandforth,

    recededinthebackground,pushedtotheforeground.Itwasapulsingma ssofbuzzing,snapping

    snaredrumssupportedbydeepertuneddholdrums.AsIramstated,justvibrant.

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    10.IshShehrawat(musician)

    Allthetrainsgoingby,takingoutdifferentintervals.It'salmostlikeasong.IfounditinterestinghowIshtunedintoenvironmentalsoundsasmusicalstatements.Itprobablyshould have comeasnosurprise to me, as Ish isamusician, but then, I seem toknowmany

    musicianswhowouldn'tconsiderthesesoundsasmusical.Forme,though,Delhiprovedtobeone

    ofthemostmusicalcitiesI'deverspenttimein.AndhereIshcameupwithagoodexampleofa

    soundenvironmentwhichprobablyonlyexistsinDelhi.Hehadlivednearatrainstationforsome

    time andbecameentrancedwith the incoming andoutgoing trainstooting their airhorns.The

    descriptionsoundedgreatbutIcouldn'treallyimaginewhatthisactuallycouldsoundlikenorhow

    Iwouldbeabletofindthis.I'dalreadybeenattheOldDelhitrainstationand,thoughthere wereinfacttrainssoundingtheirhornsthere,itlackedthedensityandclarityofIsh'sdescription.

    Several days before going home to Zrich, wemade our way to one of Delhi's classic tourist

    destinations,Humayun'sTomb,theso-calledlittlebrotheroftheTajMahal.Afterhavingalookat

    thetomb,wewentdowntothesurroundingparktoflysomekiteswe'dboughtforthekidsona

    triptoVaranasi.Itwasawarmandwindyday.Itookabreakfromkiteflyingandwentovertositin

    theshadetocooloff.SuddenlyI heardin thedistancewhatsoundedlikea trainhorn.Andthenanother.IrealizedthatthiswasthesoundIshhadbeenreferringto.Thewindcarriedthesoundof

    thesehorns over fromtheNazratNizamuddinrailway station, aboutninekilometers awayfrom

    Humayun'sTomb.Itwasinfactabeautifulsound,likeasongandabitmournful.PerhapsIhad

    beenreflectingonthefactthatwewouldsoonbeleavingDelhi,acitywhichcouldinequalparts

    driveonecrazyandbeutterlycaptivatingatthesametime.

    This was another case speaking for never leaving thehouse withoutmy recordingequipment.

    Given the time constraints I was working under, Imost certainlywouldhave never found this

    soundnomatterhowhardIhadtried.

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    11.IramGhufran(filmmaker)

    Everybellislikesomebodypraying,somebodyaskingforsomething. IramansweredherewithoneofthemostubiquitoussoundstobeheardinIndia:templebells.Inan intensely spiritually conscious country like India, there are temples everywhereandmost of

    them have bells. Even in thecourtyardof ourapartment building theneighbors haderected a

    smallHindutemple,completewithitsownpriestwhospentthedaysthere,sittinginaspacenot

    muchlargerthanhimself.

    Andhereagain,an answerwhereasoundisappreciatednotjustforthepleasureof itinandof

    itself,butasasymbolofsomethingelse.AsinShwetaUpadhyay'slinktothemuezzin'smorning

    calltofeelingyouareconnectedtosomethingbeyond,sotoodotheso undofthesetemplebells

    represent a connection to a place or force beyond, something all powerful, benevolent and

    nurturing.

    ThoughinherinterviewIramreferencedthissoundtoaparknearherhouse,I feltthattherealissueherewasthesoundofthebellsandwhattheyrepresented,nottheparknearIram'shousewhereshesometimesheardthese.AndforthisreasonIdecidedtomaketherecordingataHindu

    templenearourapartment.OnceagainI wasamazedathowmanyofthe soundsrecordedfor

    UnheardDelhiwereeitherfoundin theneighborhoodwherewewerestayingorfromsounds

    whichI'dalreadyrecordedbeforetheactualinterviewshadbeenmade.

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    12.SadafRaza(projectsorganizer,ProHelvetiaNewDelhi)

    Youcanhearwhenthecityisstillnotupandawakebutitslowlyiswakingup.Andthat'swhen

    youheardifferentsounds.SadafRazawasinfactthefirstpersonIinterviewedforUnheardDelhi,andthiswhenshewasinZrich ona tripfor theNewDelhiofficeofthe SwissArts Council Pro Helvetia. I felt that this

    recording would be a goodway to end the piece, in stark contrast to its beginning with the

    stormingsoundofpeopledemonstrating.Sadafchosenota specificsoundbut,rather,a timeof

    daywhereonecouldheardifferentsoundsatall.MuchasIshspokeaboutbeingabletoreactivate

    theprocessoflisteningbyvisitingparksinDelhi,sotoodidSadaffindsolaceintheearlymorning

    hours,whentheshopswerejustopeningandthedayhadyettofallintothevortexofDelhi'smass

    ofnearly17,000,000peopletryingtonavigateitswaythroughthecity.

    SittinghereinZrichas Iwritethis,the ideaofbeingabletoheardifferentsoundsseemslike

    nothing remarkable. I can hear the wind blowing through the trees, kids playing down in the

    courtyard,astreetcarrollingby,thechurchbellringingoutthetimeofdayandbirdssinging.But

    then I thinkback to Delhi, to ConnaughtPlace, whichis the areaSadaf gave for beingable to

    experiencethisearlymorningsilence.AndIremembernowthat,really,asidefromtheoccasional

    rickshawbellorthepiercing,snarlingbuzzofmotorcyclehorns,allIreallycanrecallofthisplaceis

    a dense wave of traffic winding around and around a hub of seven major thoroughfares, all

    convergingonacircleofupscalerestaurants,boutiquesandtouristtraps.Iliketothinkofmyselfas

    atrainedlistener,whichmeansI'vedevelopedasensibilitytolisteningthroughyearsofpractice,

    butinDelhi,andperhapslikenoothercityI'vespenttimein,myso -called trainedearsoften

    cameupempty,tryasImight.Perhaps,though,empty isthewrongword.Maybeoverloaded

    wouldbemore accurate, as the density of this city's soundenvironmentwas like noother I'd

    experienced,justin termsof thesheeramountof differentsoundspotentiallyhappeningatany

    onemoment.Ofcourse,thereareplacesoflesssoundsorquietersounds,liketheparks,butthese

    arefewandfarbetween.Whenonewantstohearmorethen,asSadafsoastutelysummedup,onemustbeupatthecrackofdawn.

    Still,IfoundConnaughtPlaceearlyinthemorningnotasshedescribedit.PerhapsIwasn'tthere

    earlyenough,orperhapsthecityhasalreadyoutgrownhermemoriesofit.Inanycase, Idecided

    tomakearecordingofthisearlymorningenvironmentnotfarfromtheSisganjGurudwara,alarge

    SikhTempleinOldDelhionChandniChowk.Ihadtomakeseveraltripstothisareabeforefinding

    therighttimeandplacetocapturewhatIthoughtbestrepresentedSadaf'swordsofbeingableto

    heardifferentsounds,butwhenIfinallydidmaketherecordingIknewthatperhapsmorethan

    anythingelseI'dheardinDelhithiswasthebest.Normally,duringthedaythisknotofwinding

    alleywaysandnarrowstreetsisahighpressurezoneofeveryconceivablesound,allatseemingly

    fullvolume.Yetintheearlymorningitalmostfeltlikeanabandonedcity.Thiswasthetimeofthe

    day whenthe cowswandered listlessly through thestreets and thesnapof door locks clicking

    openandstoreshuttersbeingrolledupthunderedlikeexplosions,sodistinctdidtheysoundoutin

    contrasttotheslowlywakingcityaroundthem.Andpreciselytheseweresomeoftheunheard

    soundsofUnheardDelhiwhichIhadbeenlookingfor.

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    JasonKahn.Born1960,NewYork,USA.Composition,installations,percussion,electronics.BasedinZrich,Switzerland. Exhibitionsand concerts inmuseums, galleries, art spaces, festivals and clubs throughoutEurope, NorthandSouth

    America, Australia, Egypt, Hong Kong, India, Israel, Japan, Korea, Lebanon,Malaysia,Mexico, New Zealand, Russia,

    Singapore,TurkeyandSouthAfrica.Soundpiecesforfilm,danceandradio.

    http://jasonkahn.net

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    TickMarkStudiesRamonesRamones(Sire,1976)ByAdamSonderberg

    Thealbumswelovehaveiteasy.Iftheyrewithinearshottheycanluxuriateinthe

    praisebeitham-fisted,needlesslyabstractorrecklesslypassionateheapedupon

    them.Itsarelationshipcomplicatedprimarily,ifatall,byextra-musicalassociations:

    variousandsundryhormone-and/oradrenaline-churningexperiencesinvolvinglove,loss,theft,success,orabjectfailure.

    IcantrememberwhenIfirstheardtheRamonesdebutalbum,butmyrelationship

    with these fourteen songs is doubtlessly mirrored in the lives of countless otherlistenersofallages,therebyrenderingarhapsodicappreciationofitspowertoexcite,

    inspire, and transform largely superfluous (and also outside the purview ofWolf

    Notes).

    TheTickMarkStudiescameaboutasanattempttofrustratemyexperiencewiththis

    andotherbelovedrecords.Intheprocess,Ihopedtointerrogatemylisteninghabits

    and,asaresult,cultivateanewformofactivelistening.Thefollowingpagesconsist

    of two attempts to graphically represent all of the single snare hits present on

    Ramones. My idea of active listening consists of a passive body (usually sitting

    comfortablyorrecumbent)andactivemind.Bytranscribingtheactivityofthesnare

    drum,mybodyplayedanactiveroleinlistening,andthismadeforaphysicallytense

    hour.Theresultingdocumentdraws inspirationfrom,and is indebted to, thevisualaestheticsofMinimalism; it attempts to transcribe, embody, andacknowledge the

    aural and visual rigor that comprised the foundation of the Ramonesmasterfully

    executedcraft.

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    Adam Sonderberg is a composer, one-third of Haptic, and former co-director of the DroppEnsemble. He is the author of the recently published American Hours with German Efficiency(Entracte)andmaintainsablogbythesamename.

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    ThoughtsonNotBeingaMusician

    BySimonReynell

    Theresanoteonthestairs:Thingsarenotverygood.Herefusestoeatbecauseof

    diarrheasojuice,coffee,tea(inredcanister).MymothersgonetoarehearsalforanEasterperformanceoftheSt.MatthewPassion,andIvecomebacktothehouse

    whereI grewupinBradfordtolookaftermy fatherforthehourswhileshesaway.

    Hes93andhasbeensubjecttodebilitatinginfectionsformuchofthepastyear.Hes

    hadtroubleswallowingforsometime,andfromhisbedroomupstairsIhearanugly,

    phlegmycougheveryminuteorsoashetriestoclearhiswindpipe.Hisbalanceis

    poor, and several falls haveleft his skinmarkedwith countless dark bruiseswhich

    refusetoheal.Intellectuallyhesstillprettymuchthere,andhelistenseverydayto

    thenewsinFrenchandGermanaswellasEnglish,buttheconstantailmentsmake

    himmiserableandhesreadytodie.

    Inmy late teenage years I hated him and we had furious futile arguments about

    politics.ButbythetimeIstartedtohavechildren,wedlearnedtosteproundour

    ideologicaldifferences.Heretiredfromhisjobasaca rdiologistandmellowed,andI

    managedtocontrolmyOedipalrages. Soformychildrenastheygrewuphewasa

    lovelygranddad:kind,supportive,non -judgmentalandquietlyloving.

    [Ive just been up to check on him, and hes asleep now, curled up with only his

    wrinkled face and unruly grey hair poking out of the covers, lookingwizened and

    horriblyvulnerable]

    Mymother is still active, playing viola in several amateurorchestras and chamber

    groups.Forher80thbirthdayafewweeksback16ofhermusicalfriendscameand

    spentthedayplayingchambermusicinvarious formationsinfourroomsroundthe

    house.WhenIwasyoungshewasjustahousewife,butmyfatherssister whowasan inspirational music teacher encouraged her to take up music again, and itbecamefirstapassionatehobby,thenameansofearninganindependentincomeasshestartedteachingviolinandpianoatalocalschool.

    Culture and academic achievement were the two most highly valued things inmy

    parents house, and classical musicwas the constant soundtrack aswe grew up -Radio3inthekitchen,andrecordsonthegramophoneinthelivingroom.Andthere

    wasalwaysapianointhecornerfirstanupright,thenlateraratherbeautifulbabygrand.Yetneither Inormytwobrotherseverlearnedtoplay.Myfathersbeliefwas

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    that ifwereallywanted todo something,weddo itanyway. Im sure that ifwed

    asked for lessons,hed have happily paid for them,but none ofuseverdid, even

    thoughasteenagerswe spentmostofourpocketmoneyonLPsandlistenedtomusichardandseriously.Ioftensaythatnotlearningtoplaythepianoisthebiggestregret

    ofmylife,butIstillstruggletounderstandwhyIdidnt.

    ** ***

    When my father had a stroke about 10 years ago, he knew exactly what was

    happening ashe fell to the floorand startedvomiting, but hedidnt know ifhed

    recover,beparalysedordie. Infactheregainedvirtuallyallhismobilityremarkably

    quickly.Mymotherrangmeandmybrotherstoinformustendayslater,whenhe

    was out ofhospitaland itwas clearhe was goingto be alright. For tendaysshe

    hadntrungbecauseshedidntwanttoworryusandmakeasonganddanceabout

    somethingthatmightturnouttobenothing.

    Shesamusician,butshedoesntliketomakeasonganddance.Idontknowif its

    just our family, or typical of a subsection of the middle class of my parents

    generation, ora featureof social life in a northern industrial citywhereMethodist

    attitudeslingerevenamongstnon -believers,butyoudontwanttomakeafussorrisk

    lookingstupidbyover-dramatisingthings.Yougetonwithlife,whichusuallyinvolves

    serving other peoples needs whether as doctor, teacher or musician. And you

    instinctivelydistrustpeoplewhoareshowyorhavepretensions.

    Mymother plays music every day, but she hasnt ever composed anything. Shes

    contenttoplayotherpeoplescompositions,organiseconcertsandwriteprogrammenotes about the works of great composers. Creativity is for other people aprivilegedfewwhoyourevere,butwithoutbeingfoolishenoughtoimaginethatyou

    mighteverbecomeoneofthem.TheyexistsomewhereelseLondonperhaps,ParisorBerlinorVienna,butnotBradford.Andtheyliveanotherkindofexistence:riskier,

    moreprecarious, andmoreproneto tragedy. Itsapost-Romantic vision that Ican

    critiqueintellectually,butisactuallyquitehardtoshakeoff.Iamafterallmyparentschild;IrunaCDlabel,recordingandproducingdiscsofimprovisedandcuttingedge

    contemporarymusic,butIleavethecreativitytoothers,notwantingtomakeasong

    anddance-orafoolof-myself.

    Singinganddancing:Iprettymuchstoppedsingingattheageof12whenIdecidedI

    wasan atheist. Thereafter I stood throughthe hymnsatschoolassemblywithmy

    mouthfirmlyanddefiantlyshut.Aftermyvoicebroke,IfoundthatIcouldnolonger

    hitthe rightnote,so I stoppedsingingaltogetherfor fearofsoundingstupid. And

    dancing.well, I sometimes wonder if part of the reason I embraced avant garde

    musicsoferventlyinmylateteenswassothatIw ouldnthavetogotodiscosand

    eitherbeawallflowerhanging round theedges, orelse embarrassmyselfwithmy

    ungainlyarrhythmicstumblingonthedancefloor.

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    FordecadesIvetoldmyselfthatIveleftstartingtoolate.HowcanIenvisageplaying

    thepianowithouthavingalready done yearsofpractice? Myhandswillneverbe

    suppleenough.InmyMethodist -infusedconsciousness,music likeeverythingelseworthwhile -shouldbetheproductofhardworkandstudiedapplication.Andthefact that I like atonal music shouldnt exempt me from many hours of practicingscales.

    ButwithsomeofthemusicIlove,instrumentalvirtuosityisnolongerimportant,let

    aloneessential.Anyonecanmakeinterestingsoundswithdigitalelectronics.Thenit

    becomesevenmoreterrifying,because theresnolongeranexcuse tohidebehind.

    Whats to stop me composing a great piece of electronic music except my own

    mediocrity?I fearthatIllbe foundoutandjustconfirmthatImnotcreativeatall,

    forallmysecrethopesandpretensions. Self-consciousnessandtimidity aremixed

    withsharpself-criticism;Iwasahighachieveracademically,soIcanquicklypickholes

    inanddismissanycreativeprojectthatItentativelytrymyhandat.

    [Hes woken and has stumbled to the toilet. Incontinence would be the ultimatehumiliationforamanwhosalwaysbeenproudlyindependent,andwould,Imsure,

    prompthimtotakethepillsthatwouldenditwhilemymothersawayplayingmusic.

    Thatswhyshewantsmehere,soIcanrefillhisglassofgrapefruitjuice,andkeephim

    listeningtotheradioandthetickingofhisbedsideclockuntilshesbacktocontinue

    thevigil]

    **** **

    Soam I stuck? Condemned toendlessly serve other peoples creativity insteadofexploringmyown?Itsalltooeasytoblamemyparentsforthewaytheybroughtme

    up.Anditsalsotooeasytochastisemyselfin apatternofself-criticismthat doesnothingtobreakthecircle.

    Myfathersdyingisinevitablyatimeforself-reflection,andperhapsthatsthejoltI

    needtostartdoingaswellasserving.Imalready55andtheclockkeepsticking.Imsure that at first my voice will warble embarrassingly, and my early steps will be

    gaucheandclumsy,butperhapsitstimeatlasttoriskmakingasonganddance.

    March,2011

    SimonReynellhasworkedintelevisionfor25years,mostlyoverthepast12yearsasadocumentary

    soundrecordist,in2007hefoundedAnotherTimbreRecords andin2009curatedtheUnnamedMusicfestivalinLondonandLeeds.

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    FantasticalZoologybyJephJerman

    Iwouldpostulateananimalthatlivesatthefarreachesoftheatmosphere,"hanging"

    in space and moving by electric/mechanical energy originating in its thought

    processes. Doesn't need to eat, as it exists in a state of not quite becoming, a

    nebulous almost-form caught at the transition stage between consciousness and

    form. Very difficult to see, but occasionally they do dip closer to us and can be

    witnessedwithinfra-redcamerasorgoggles.Whenseen,theyresembl eslightlyjelly

    fish without trailing tentaclesormore accurately giant cells that constantlychange

    shape, as the edges are continually shifting back and forth between thought and

    energy.Theycanbecalleddownbyattractingattentiontooneself.

    JephJermanisanAmericansoundartistwhohasrecordedunderthename HandsToandasamemberofmanygroupsincludingAnimistOrchestraandHisMastersVoice.

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    Coverimage:TrevorSimmons

    TrevorSimmons isbasedinSouthLondon,hasastudioinCamberwell.

    Moreofhisworkcanbeseenatwww.okya.co.uk/trevor_simmonsRecentsketchbookworkatwww.mountainofsign.blogspot.com/

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    www.compostandheight.com